1901 autobiography chapter 10 · pioneers, men who had no snug church made to hand, but who alone,...

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1 Chapter I0 Many remarkable incidents, both grave and gay, tender and severe, pathetic and pungeant, have been compiled into religious literature from the lives of evangelists and others, who by earnest, personal service, have sought to win men to Jesus Christ – incidents which have been read with wonder by many, and incredulity by not a few. In the history of an earnest, soul-saving preacher of the Gospel, “truth” is most certainly “stranger than fiction.” The records of evangelism read like a romance. Tragedy and comedy are blended together in strange confusion. Devilry and Divinity stand out in startling contrast. One of the most instructive and profitable parts of religious biography is that which deals with the struggles of Gospel pioneers, men who had no snug church made to hand, but who alone, like Carey in India, or Clowes in England, have challenged the sin and sorrow of a town or a nation, and, by the power of love and disinterested service, have successfully combated the evils of the people, and built up a community of saints. When the experiences of such men are given to the world they read to the uninitiated like a tale of the imagination. What Don Quixote is in the realm of fiction, the lives of some evangelists are in the realms of truth. Number of people in reading the records of evangelism think that many of the statements are much exaggerated, and that the writer’s fancy has over-coloured his pages. Even the “Strange Tales” of John Ashworth have been looked upon by some as largely embellished with fiction, if not positively untrue. Some time ago I was in a town where a man, having read several of Ashworth’s tales, handed the last one received back to the visitor with the remark that, “He had read enough of such lies.” Yet we surely believe the writer when he informs us that they were the outcome of his personal experience, and that the pictures were rather underdrawn than otherwise. Even in these prosy, hum-drum times, to some of us, exciting scenes in religious work have not entirely ceased. The public prints do not publish everything. Philosophy’s dream does not even yet include all things in heaven and earth. Epictetus tells us that, “The beginning of philosophy, at least with those who lay hold of it as they ought, and enter by the door, is the consciousness of their own feebleness and incapacity in respect of necessary things.” Humility best becomes all of us when face to face with many of the mysterious ministries of the Holy Spirit. The spiritual senses of many Christians are so imperfectly developed that they seem to have lost the direct personal experience of God. “They are like a blind father who can no longer recall the faces of his children.” “ Their eyes are blind, the perfect statuary they cannot see, They fumble with dull fingers round the feet of God, And picture dimly what the perfect Form must be.” There are men who keep the divine secret to themselves. He that doeth the will shall know the doctrine. Only now and again is the curtain of this Holy of Holies lifted, and then the glory is seen. Such lives are reverential, but free. Many of our Churches are too stereotyped. Others are dying of “gigmanity.” A mock respectability makes them the laughing-stock of hell. A false spiritual etiquette is destroying thousands. The ideas of many of our Church leaders are too cramped; their methods are as straitened as a China woman’s foot. The Holy Spirit has no room to operate. There is cold enough in so-me churches to turn the world into, ice. Many of our sanctuaries are shunned by the “great unwashed”; they would sooner sit in the “Black Horse” and drink “four-penny” all day long than go to church, not because they are prejudiced against the truth or the Christ, but because when

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ChapterI0Manyremarkableincidents,bothgraveandgay,tenderandsevere,patheticandpungeant,havebeencompiledintoreligiousliteraturefromthelivesofevangelistsandothers,whobyearnest,personalservice,havesoughttowinmentoJesusChrist–incidentswhichhavebeenreadwithwonderbymany,andincredulitybynotafew.Inthehistoryofanearnest,soul-savingpreacheroftheGospel,“truth”ismostcertainly“strangerthanfiction.”Therecordsofevangelismreadlikearomance.Tragedyandcomedyareblendedtogetherinstrangeconfusion.DevilryandDivinitystandoutinstartlingcontrast.OneofthemostinstructiveandprofitablepartsofreligiousbiographyisthatwhichdealswiththestrugglesofGospelpioneers,menwhohadnosnugchurchmadetohand,butwhoalone,likeCareyinIndia,orClowesinEngland,havechallengedthesinandsorrowofatownoranation,and,bythepowerofloveanddisinterestedservice,havesuccessfullycombatedtheevilsofthepeople,andbuiltupacommunityofsaints.Whentheexperiencesofsuchmenaregiventotheworldtheyreadtotheuninitiatedlikeataleoftheimagination.WhatDonQuixoteisintherealmoffiction,thelivesofsomeevangelistsareintherealmsoftruth.Numberofpeopleinreadingtherecordsofevangelismthinkthatmanyofthestatementsaremuchexaggerated,andthatthewriter’sfancyhasover-colouredhispages.Eventhe“StrangeTales”ofJohnAshworthhavebeenlookeduponbysomeaslargelyembellishedwithfiction,ifnotpositivelyuntrue.SometimeagoIwasinatownwhereaman,havingreadseveralofAshworth’stales,handedthelastonereceivedbacktothevisitorwiththeremarkthat,“Hehadreadenoughofsuchlies.”Yetwesurelybelievethewriterwhenheinformsusthattheyweretheoutcomeofhispersonalexperience,andthatthepictureswereratherunderdrawnthanotherwise.Evenintheseprosy,hum-drumtimes,tosomeofus,excitingscenesinreligiousworkhavenotentirelyceased.Thepublicprintsdonotpublisheverything.Philosophy’sdreamdoesnotevenyetincludeallthingsinheavenandearth.Epictetustellsusthat,“Thebeginningofphilosophy,atleastwiththosewholayholdofitastheyought,andenterbythedoor,istheconsciousnessoftheirownfeeblenessandincapacityinrespectofnecessarythings.”HumilitybestbecomesallofuswhenfacetofacewithmanyofthemysteriousministriesoftheHolySpirit.ThespiritualsensesofmanyChristiansaresoimperfectlydevelopedthattheyseemtohavelostthedirectpersonalexperienceofGod.“Theyarelikeablindfatherwhocannolongerrecallthefacesofhischildren.”

“Theireyesareblind,theperfectstatuarytheycannotsee,TheyfumblewithdullfingersroundthefeetofGod,AndpicturedimlywhattheperfectFormmustbe.”

Therearemenwhokeepthedivinesecrettothemselves.Hethatdoeththewillshallknowthedoctrine.OnlynowandagainisthecurtainofthisHolyofHolieslifted,andthenthegloryisseen.Suchlivesarereverential,butfree.ManyofourChurchesaretoostereotyped.Othersaredyingof“gigmanity.”Amockrespectabilitymakesthemthelaughing-stockofhell.Afalsespiritualetiquetteisdestroyingthousands.TheideasofmanyofourChurchleadersaretoocramped;theirmethodsareasstraitenedasaChinawoman’sfoot.TheHolySpirithasnoroomtooperate.Thereiscoldenoughinso-mechurchestoturntheworldinto,ice.Manyofoursanctuariesareshunnedbythe“greatunwashed”;theywouldsoonersitinthe“BlackHorse”anddrink“four-penny”alldaylongthangotochurch,notbecausetheyareprejudicedagainstthetruthortheChrist,butbecausewhen

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theydogotheyreceiveachillwhichsickensthemforhalfalifetime.Theworkofsaving,thelostisscarcelycleanenoughforsomeofus.HundredsofChristianswouldsoonerfootitontheboardsofadance-saloonthanvisitthelostanddying.Theywillpayhalf-a-crowntoseeshamtragedyonthestage,anddismissthetreasuryofGodwithacoppertohealtherealtragedyattheirdoors.TheincidentIamnowabouttorelatehappenedintheearlydaysofmyreligiouslife.InthefreshzealofmyfirstloveIhadarovingcommission.Iconsideredeveryunsavedmanassomuchstolenproperty,andsoughtbyallmeanstorestorehimtohisrightfulowner-God.Iwasmyownquarter-day,districtmeetingandconference.Noecclesiasticalassemblyhadeverpassedmethroughitssacredformsofordination.MycalltopreachtheGospelwas,likePaul’s,directfromheaven.Mycredentialsweresinnersconvertedandbelieverssanctified.Idesirenoothersnow,exceptingthefruitsofholinessinmyownlife.Inthestreet,onthedoorstep,inthecourts,andinthemarket-place,anywhereandeverywhere,whenopportunityandtimeallowed,Iexhortedsinnerstofleefromthewrathtocome.

Ihavealreadyinformedmyreaderhow,consequentuponthedictatesofconscience,Ipassedfrommynaturalprofessiontothecoalmine.Thechangewasgreat.ButbtdegreesIbecameusedtomynewconditions.Tactofmindandagilityoflimbsoonledmetodistancesomeofmycopeers,untilIwasacknowledgedtobetheheadofmygang.Many,manyblessedhourshaveIspentinthedarkmine.Oft,whenthroughquicknessandskillIhaddone“mystint”beforemyfellows,thefewminutesleftwouldbespentinprayer.The“gobbin”tomehasoftenbeenthegateofheaven.Attimesalittlebanterwouldbeexercisedatmyexpense.

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“What,Flanagan,artta’prayingagain?”IwouldhearsometimeswhenengagedaloneforafewminuteswithmyGod.Butinthehourofdangerandneedtheywouldgenerallyseekmycounselandadvice.IcanneverforgetmyfirsttestimonyforChristinthemine.Afterthemendescendtheshaft,theyreceivetheirlampsandthenbreaktheneckofthedistancetheyhavetotravelunderground.Attheentrancetotheirgateway,justoffthemainroad,theyassembleforwhattheycalla“button”(ashortrest)beforegoingintowork.Ashonestyisthecodeofhonouramongthieves,sothe“button”isthecodeofhonouramongcolliers.Amanwhodidnotrespectitwouldbeconsideredascapegoat.ThefirstmorningIsatamongthemaftermyconversion,mycheeksburnedasIlistenedtotheirconversation.Itwasbothblasphemousandunclean.Everyobsceneremarkwasreceivedwithroarsoflaughter.Mybloodboiled,thoughIsaidnothing.Thenextmorningcame,andthesameconversationcommenced,whenIroseupandsaid:“Now,lads,seehere,Isatwithyouforthefirsttimeyesterdaymorning,andyourtalkwasneithersweetnorclean.YoucursedGodagainandagain.Isaidnothing,thinkingitwouldnotoccuragain.Butnow,thismorning,youhavebegunthesamekindoftalk,andIwanttotellyouthatl’maChristian,andIcan’tsithereandhearGodcursedanylonger;sofromthistimeIshallgohigherupandsitbymyself.”Thesewordsraisedastormaboutmyears.“He'saMethody!”“Boo!owdwatter-barrel;”“Hallelujah!”“Sendtheglory!”“Gooon,owdparson,andsitbythysen.”Theseandsuchlikephraseswereplentifullybestoweduponme.ButIwasnottobemoved.ForseveralweeksIsatalone,untilonemorning,whenpassingthroughthem,Iwasaskedtorenewmyplaceamongthem.Idid,theconditionbeingthattheyshouldnotswear.Neveragainweremyearsoffendedbytheirfoultalk.Ifonehappenedtomakeaslip,hismatewouldreprovehimwithsomesuchwordsas,“Nowthen,cannathounotbehavethysen?”TheminewhereItoiledwasworkedonwhatiscalled“thelongwallsystem.”Thewholebedofcoalwasexcavatedfromoneendtotheother.Thislonglengthwasthendividedintosmallerlengths,orsections;theseweretermed“stalls.”Thesestallswouldbelettothreeorfourpettycontractors,called“butties,”andagain,thesebuttieswouldemploydaymentoassistingettingthecoalandsendingitto“bank.”Thenumberofmenineachstallvariedaccordingtoitslength,orthedifficultyexperiencedingettingthecoal.InthestallwhereIworkedthereweresixmen,sometimesseven.Fourofthesewerebutties.Altogethertherewereaboutfourhundredmenandboysinthemine.AtthetimeofwhichIwriteSchoolBoardshadnotcomeintoexistence.Theintellectualstatusoftheminersgenerallywaslow.TheywereshutoutlikeMiltonfrom—

“Dayandvernalmorn,Andflocksandherds,andSummer'srose.But

Cloudinsteadandever-duringdarksurrounds....”Beingacquaintedchieflywiththeblackfaceofthecoal,andthedueswingofthelightpick,itwasnowonderiftheirmindsgrovelledamidbasethings.Amanwhocouldreadwasalmostanovelty,andhisopinionswereconsideredalmostinfallible.Yet,eveninthedarkmine-tothegloryofGoditmustbesaid-thereweremenwhobytheSpiritofChristwereindeeddiamondsintherough,and

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whoselivesshonewiththelustreofheaven.InthosedeepHadeanabodes,unnoticedandunknown,theyboresplendidwitnesstothetruth.Itwillbeplaintothereaderthatamidsuchassociationsaconversionlikeminewouldmakenosmallstir.AfewweeksafterIprofessedChrist,itwascirculatedprettyfreelythatI“wasconvarted.”Thisfactevokedamixedmanifestationoffeeling.Somelaughed,othersswore,whileafewjeeredatmeforbeingsuchafool.Onceortwicemycheeksturnedhot,andmyhandinstinctivelybentintoafist.ButbythegraceofGodIwassavedfromfalling.lhavealreadytoldthereaderhowIusedtosnatchwhatleisuremomentswereallowedtomewhennotworkingorsleepinginordertoinstructmymind.Myfirstattemptatself-tuitionwasasfollows:-BeforeleavinghomeinthemorningforthemineIwouldplacetheBibleopenbeforemeandreadasingleverse,saysixtimes,thenclosethebookandrepeatitagain,thusmakingitmyown.Thenleavinghome,Iwouldcomfortmyheartallthedayonthatparticularpassage.ThefirstportionoftheWordIlearnedthuswasthe103rdPsalm.MylifewasallsunshineintheLord,andIdesiredtoknowScripturerethatwasinharmonywiththehighecstacyofmyheart.ThePsalmmentionedwastheveryportionIneeded.Therearetwenty-twoversesinit,andittookmetwenty-twodaystolearnit.Mycustomwas,asstatedabove,totakeoneversewithmetoworkrepeating,“BlesstheLord,0mysoul,andallthatiswithinme,blessHisHolyname."Whenthemenswore,lwouldburstoutwith,“BlesstheLord,0mysoul,andallthatiswithinme,blessHisholyname!“Thefirstdaywhileatworkapieceofrockfellfromtheroofandsadlydamagedmyscalp.Withagrinlcriedout.“BlesstheLord,0mysoul,andallthatiswithinme,blessHisholyname!"Apowerfullybuiltcollierwhostoodnearlookedatmewithastrangelycomicalstare,andsaid.“BlesstheLord?Ah!lshouldthinkso.lt’sallbosh!Thaonlysaysthattokeepthysenfromswearing.”ButthatbitofScripturewashelpfultomeinanotherway.Intheminetherewasaprofessedatheist.Hehadreadprettylargely.ButhisreadingembracedmostlysecularistprintsandReynold’s.HehadlookedintotheBible,butlikemanyofhisclass,hisknowledgeofitscontentswasofthemostmeagreanddefectivekind.HewasbothPopeanddemagogue.Hegavethecuetomanyoftheopinionsandbeliefsoftheminersaroundhim.Tomanyofthemenhewasthehighestembodimentofwisdom.Ihadheardofthismanasatscofferatreligion.HisdelightwastolaughbeliefoutoftheheartofanyyoungfellowwhohadbeenbroughttoChrist.Severalhadgivenwaybecauseofhissneers.Howmightyisthelaughforgoodorevil!Whowillwriteabookontheministryoflaughter?Ipursuedallpossibleexpedientsinordertoshunthisman,forIwasafraidifheattemptedanyofhistricksonmeImightforgetthespiritIwasofandfloorhim.Alas!onedaytheshaftwasdamaged,andweweresummonedtothesurface.AtthebottomoftheshaftIcameacrossitlargecrowdofminerswhoweredelayedthroughsomedefectinthewindinggear.There,rightinthemidstwasthemanwhomofallothersIdreadedtomeet.Isteppedintotheshadow,buthiswinkatthemenaccompaniedbyawickedleerledmetoexpectastorm.IprayedtoGodtobekeptfromdoingsomeactofviolence.Hecommencedbysaying:“Isay,mates,haveyouheadthatFlanaganhasgotconverted?”“Ah!wehan,”chorusedthemen.“Isittrue,Flanagan,thatyou’veturnedBiblebeliever?”askedtheman,addressingmepersonally.“Yes,”Isaid,“IhavegivenmylifetoJesusChrist,ifthatiswhatyoumean!”“Oh,soyou’veturnedChrsitian?Isupposethen,youbelievewhattheBiblesays,don’tyou?”“YesIdo.”

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“Wellthatshowswhatafoolyouare.”Mybloodwasgettinghot,butIcontinuedpraying.“HowdoyoumakeoutI’mafool?”Iasked.“Why,inthesedaysit'sonlyoldwomenandfoolsthatdobelievetheBible.”“Indeed!”Isaid.“Yes,that’sit.Youknow,Flanagan,whatIbelieve.Ibelieveinamandoingwhathelikes/”(thistohimmeantdoingallmannerofunholythings.)“Besides,evenifyourBibleweretrue,IcanprovefromitthatyourGodcan’tsendmetohell.”“Canyou?"Ianswerednervously,forIknewhoweasilyhecouldpuzzlemymind.“Yes,Icanproveit,evenfromitsownwords.Foritsays,mark,intheBible,‘thatthemercyoftheLordisfromeverlastingtoeverlasting.’Now,ifthemercyofGodneverends,howcanHesendeithermeoranybodyelsetohell?”Andwithatriumphantflourishofhishand,heexpectedmetocollapse,butIdidnot.Why?BecausethequotationhegaveisfromtheveryPsalmwhichithadtakenmetwenty-twodaystolearn.Soonashehadmadethequotation,myformstraightened,mynervessettled,andIturneduponhimcalm,butsure.TheColliershadscrewedtheirfacesforalaugh,buttheywaitedformyanswer.“Man,”Isaid,“youquotetheBiblewrong.YoudissectandmaimthetruthofGodaccordingtoyourowndwarfedideas,andthenholdupyourfalsecaricatureandsay,‘See,thisiswhattheBiblesays.’Now,willyoupleasegiveusthewholepassage?Halfthetruthfalselyquotedissometimesasbadasabarefacedlie.Giveustheotherhalf.Yousetyourselfupasbeingverywise;butIwantourmatestoseethatyouarenotaswiseasyouseem;infact,thatyouareonlyafoolindisguise.”Helookedverymuchamazed,andputtingonaboldair,hesaid,“Ihavegivenyouallthereis.”“Noyouhavenot,andifyoudonotknowwhatthebiblereallysays,whydoyoushowyourignorancebyquotingit?Neveragainattempttoteachthosewhoareyoursuperiorsinknowledge.WhattheBiblesaysis:‘ThemercyoftheLordisfromeverlastingtoeverlastinguponthemthatfearHim,’andnotuponinfidelsandblasphemerssuchasyou.”Thepoorfellowwasbeaten,hisfollywasapparenttoall.ThelaughpreparedformeIneverreceived,andeverafterthemanrespectedmeasonewho,sofarastheBiblewasconcerned,wasmorelearnedthanhe.AsIwroteinthelastchapter,IhadonlybeenconvertedashorttimewhentheRev.W.SuttleandtheofficialsthoughtIoughttocomeontotheplanasanexhorter.Thisgavemeamuchwiderfieldofusefulness.CommissionedbytheChurchIbegantospreadtheGospeltidingseverywhere.Inthechapels,onthehighroad,insickrooms,atthemine,ItoldofHimwhohadsavedme.ManyoftheminersweresorelypuzzledtoknowhowImademy“sermons.”Strangeandcrudenotionswereadvancedtoaccountformytalkingpower,andmanyaheartylaughIhadatthereasonsadvanced.

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OneMondaymorningafterpreachingthedaybeforeataplacesomesixorsevenmilesfromhome,Iwenttoworkfeelingrathertired.Ihadnotbeenatworklongbeforethemanwhoworkednexttomesaid:-“Isay,Jem,weerwortaeyesterday?Wortaeha’utpreaching?”“Yes,Iwas,andagoodtimeIhad.Soulsweresaved,glorybetoGod!”“An’weerwortae"“AtCinderHill.”“AtCinderHill,”hegaspedinastonishment.“Mihi!ni’thaeharnedthibacon.Whattoimedidtaegetwhoam?”"Abouttwelveo’clock.”“Aba’atwhat?”hegasped.“Well,Iniver!Dostmeantosayasitwortwelveo’t’clockaforethougotwhoam?”“Ido.”“Well,then,Itellthe’whatIthinkaba’atit:thargoesha-utprachingont’Sundaysan’comestoworktiredasadog,andt’resultisthoucannaliftasmanycoalsasthoushoulddo,an’wehaetosuffer.Idunnobelaveit'sreight.”“But,mate,youmustnotthinkthatmyworkforGodunfitsmeforwork.MytoilforHimontheSabbathrenewsmystrength,andIfeelmyworkatthepittobeapleasure.Butletmeaskyouaquestion,Wherewere-youyesterday?”“Mae?Well,Iwentuptot’‘Tricklayers’Arms’an’hadapintortwoo’owdfour.”“Andwhattimedidyouarrivehome?”“Abouteleven.Butthaknows,Flanagan,Ihadnatowalktwelvemileslikethae.”“No,youhadnot.ButwhatwetwelvemilestoitmanwhohasagoodconscienceandGod’ssmile?Haveyougotthose?”“No,”themananswered,“IwishIhad.”“Then,”Isaid,“IthinkIamboththestrongerandthericherman.”Ourconversationendedhere,themanseemingtoreflectseriouslyuponwhathadbeensaid.ThegreaterpartofthemenwithwhomIworkedresidedinasmallvillageononesideofthelargeestateunderwhichthecoal-bedslay.Thesquirewhoownedtheestatehadbuiltanumberofhousesfortheaccommodationofhisownworkmen,andthese,beinggroupedtogether,formedthevillage.ThespiritualwantsofthepeoplewereattendedtobytheestablishedChurchandaMethodistChapel.AtthetimeofwhichIwritethemembersatthelittleMethodistChapelresolvedtodosomethingtoawakenthepeopletoasenseoftheirspiritualdanger.Toaccomplishthistheyarrangedforaseriesofspecialservices,andappointedadifferentspeakereachevening.Beingaskedtotakeoneevening,Iconsentedtodoso.MyappointmentwasontheWednesdayeveningfollowingtheMondaymorning’sconversationreferredtoabove.OntheTuesdaymorningitwasrumouredthroughtheminethatlwasgoingtopreachatL.thenextevening.Ateleveno’clockwerestedashorttimeformeals,andallthemenrepairedtothe“gate,”orroad,tohavetheir“snap.”Thinkingitwouldsavemealotofchaff,Isatinthe“Gobbin”bymyself.lwaswithinearshotoftheotherparty,andcouldnothelpbuthearthefollowingconversationbetweentwooftheminers:—“Isay,Jack,what’sthink?”“Iduunaknow.”

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“Well,thaeknowswean’oftentalkedaboutJem’spraching,an’wonderedhowhaemadehissarmons,an’we’av’wonderedwhathaetalkedaba’utwhenhaewenttoprach.”“Well,mate,”chimedinJack,“I’mputtingthaeoff,butI’lltellthaewhatmyfarmopinionisabautJem.Ibelavehemak’shissarmonsupaba’utus.Thouknowshae’lbeginwi’abito’whathaecallshisown’sperience,andthenwindupwi’tellingt’folkswhatwickedfellowsweare,mixingitallwi’abito’Scriptur’like;dostsee?””WellIworgoingtotellthae,ifthou’llon’ybestill.Methodistfolkinourvillage’av’begunsumwhattheycawrevivalsarvices,andtheyhaeafreshspeakereveryneet,an’I’veheard’atJem’sgoingtobet’oneto-morrowneet.Now,I’vebinthinkingifsumon’uscu’dgoaanheer’imforoursens,waeshouldkno’alaba’utit;an’thenifhaetowdt’folkaba’utuswe’dmak’ithotfor’im.”“Capitalidea!There’stheaan’Joean’Tom.Yo’livetheer;goaan’listen,an’let’sknowint’morningwhathaedoessay.”This(‘conversation,Iconfess,compelledmeintentlytoplaythepartofaneavesdropper.Thetemptationwastoogreattoberesisted;Icaughteveryword.WhatIhearddidnotincreasemypersonalcomfort-rathertheopposite.AllthatdayandthenextIwasthinkingabouttheserviceandthecriticswhomIexpectedtomeetthere.OftendidIpraytheprayerofthehelpless,“Lord,helpme!”SincerelydidIdesirethatiftheycametotheservicesomepowerdivinemightchangetheircriticalspiritintooneofpenitence.IknewthatifGoddidnottakeholdofthem,whatIsaidwouldbehelduptoridiculefordaystocome.SowhileswingingmypickIpleadedforpower.AtlengthontheWednesdayafternoon,thewelcome,“Looseall,”soundedthroughthemine,biddingusceaseworkfortheday.Dressingspeedily,Ihurriedtothepitshaft,andascending,Isoonarrivedhome.TheplacewhereIhadtopreachwasaboutfourmilesforwhereIresided.Ichangedhastily,andthensetoffontheraodtomyappointment.Bywalkingsharply,Iarrivedatthechapelafewminutesbeforetheservicetime,andenteringthepulpit,silentlybutearnestlybesoughtGod’sblessingontheservice.Ithentookstockofmycongregation.Alargenumberofpeoplewerepresent,butmycriticshadnotasyetarrived.Perhapstheywouldnotcome.Sweetthought!Alas!JustasIwasgivingoutthefirsthymn,thedooropened,andinwalkedthethreemenwhohadbeendeputedtoattend.ThefirstwhocameinwasTom.He,notunderstandingmuchaboutthenatureofarevivalservice,andperhapswishingtoshowhiscouragetotheothertwo,walkedrightupthecentreaisletothefrontseatnearestthepulpit.Then,seatinghimselfwithoutanyshowofreverence,hethrewhimselfback,andwitharudestare,fixedhiseyesuponme.Histwocompanionsglidedintoaseatnearthedoor.Theserviceproceeded,andIconfessmynerveswerealittleunsteady.Butfaithrose,andthepowercame.MysubjectwasthedestructionoftheCitiesofthePlain.WithafewgraphictouchesIdescribedthenaturalandmoralfeaturesofthescene.IportrayedthesinofSodomasofthedeepestdye.ThenIpicturedtheescapeofLotfromtheburningcity,andfinallyturnedthewholeapplicationfulluponmyaudience.Nohighercriticismweakenedmyapplication.TheburningtruthsIbreathedforthwerethedeepconvictionsofmyheart.Godhelpedmetospeakthatnight.Thepeoplebothtrembledandwept.Iwassurethatsoulswouldbesaved.SoabsorbedwasIinmy

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themethatIlostallthoughtofmycritics.Itwasonlythefinal“Amen”whichagainbroughtthemtomythought.Commencingtheprayermeetingwithahymn,Ilookedtoseeifmy“critics”werestillthere.Yes,allthreewerepresent.InthefrontseatsatTom,withafaceaswhiteasaghost’s.Hishold,impudentlookwasgone.Heseemed-touseaphraseofJohnMcNeill’s–“likeapieceofparalysedjelly.”Hesathelplessontheseat.Asadlookofdespairwasonhisface.Poorfellow!Allhisspiritualboneswerebroken.Hecametomock;heremainedtopray.Nearthedoor,withbowedheads,weretheothertwo.Askingthepeopletokneel,Imademywaytowheretheysat;butasIdrewnear,oneofthemseizedhishatandbolted.Theotherpoorfellowremained,andrisingup,roaringatthetopofhisvoice,hemadehiswaytothefronttoseeksalvation.Gloryfelluponthepeople.EverysoulthatstayedbehindfoundJesus.Lateatnightweclosed,andthen,tiredwiththeexertion,Imademywayhome.ThenextmorningIwenttoworkwithmingledfeelings,wonderingwhatwouldbemyreception.Iquietlyslippedtomywork.Thingsseemedtobeverypeaceful.Acoupleofhoursaftercommencing,“Jack,”themanwhohaddeputedtheotherthreetoattend,cameupfromthefar-endofthe“stall”tothegate-endplate(alargesquarepieceofironplacedinthecentreofthestall,onwhichtheloadedoremptywaggonsareturned).Kneelingontheplate,withhissafetylampinonehandandhispickintheother,heshouted:“Ho!ho!hello!”“What’sup,Jack?”returnedhismate,whowasworkingatthecoalfacesomedistanceaway.“Comehere.”shoutedJack,“Iwanttoseethee.”Hastilydroppinghispickthemanmadehiswaytohiscomrade.“Now,”thought;I,“Jackisgoingtoinquireaboutthesermon,”soinspiteoftheproverbthat,“listenersseldomheargoodofthemselves,”Istrainedmyearsandlistened.Darkeningmylamp,Idrewasneartothetwominersaspossible,andheardthefollowingcolloquy:-“Well,Jack,what’staewantwi’mae?"“Why,Iwantedtoknowifthaewenttot’chapellastneet,andheerdJemprach?”“Ah,lad,Idid?‘“Well,didhaesayowtaba’utuschaps?”

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“well,Jack,I’lltellthae.Maean’Toman’Joewentaswaesedwaeshouldtot’chapel,an’whenwaegotinsideTomwentreetupt’front,butIwornonegoingthear.Ididnamean‘emtocapmae.Maean’Joeslippedintoaseatneart’door.Anafterthey’dsungandprayed,Jemtookhistext,Ithinkhecawedit,an’,mi’hi,ni’ifhaedidnaprach.Forsure,Jack,Ithowtt’fireworcomingdowniveryminutetoswallerusallup.Ah,mylad,itworawful!HemadeJoeshak’likeachain-lampint’airshaft.Isalniverforgitit,Itellthee.IgotautassoonasIcu’dforfeart’devilshouldha’me.”Jack’sfacewasaperfectstudyashismatetoldthetaleofhorror.“Myguy!''saidJack,“I'mgladIwurna’theer.ButwhatIwantedtoknowwor’,didtanoticeifhaesedawtabautus?"“Howdthinoiseabitan’letmaefinish.Hehadnabinprachinglongaforehaebegantotellt’folkaba’utmae.Iwonderedifthouhadbeensayingoutto'im."Jackshookhishead.“Well,thatisna’all.HeactuallytowdfolkasI'dginthreepunfifteenshillingsforaBible,an’putitupt’stairsan’niveropeneditsin’I’dhadit.”“Well,Iniver!An’worittrue?”“Itwortrue,an’that’spuzzledmae;an’whatlickedallwor,haesedonybodycu’dwrite‘damnation.’int’dustont’covers.An’whenIwentwhoamIpickedituptosee,an’forforsure,lad,onybodyascud‘a’writtencud‘a’doneiteasily.”“Well,that’st’queerestbito’stuffIiverheered.Howdostta’thinkhaegottoknow?”“Idunnoknow.ButItowdourmissisIbelavedshe’dlet‘imlookatitwhenIworoutsumday.Butshasedhae’dnivercalled.ButIsallaz‘immysen,an’thenIsallknow.”Atthistheyseparated,andIhurriedtomywork.DuringthedaythemanwhopossessedtheBibleandImet.Hecommencedtodenouncemerightearnestlyforexposinghimbeforeapublicaudience.Ireasonedwithhim;inthespiritofJesus,andtriedtoshowhimthatthewordpreachedwasGod'scallpersonallytohimself.Iurgedhimtoacceptitassuch,repentofhissins,believe,andlive.Welabouredtogetherforsometimeafterwards,butIcouldneverfullyconvincehimthatthepersonalreferencesdeliveredthatnightinthechapelatL.weredeliveredundertheinspirationoftheSpiritofGod.TothisdayInevergototheoldspotandpassthechapelwithoutthinkingofmycriticsandhowtheywerebeaten.(Tobecontinued.)NOTE._WeregretthataninerrorthenameofJ.FENYNwasinsertedunderphotoonpage689inlastmonth’sissue,insteadofthatofREV.J.BARFOOT.__________________________________________________________________________________ReferencesPrimitive Methodist Magazine 1901/772