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    High Priestess Maxine Dietrich's2011, 2012, 2013 Sermons

    Volume 3

    Forward Note:I have written hundreds of sermons and replies to questions and concerns of JoSmembers over the years. Please excuse if some of these are repeated, as thereare too many for me time-wise to keep up with and recheck, to see if they arealready on other pdfs uploaded. For those who are new "xian" = Christian. We Xout the "christ" for obvious reasons. If some of the links here no longer work, youcan access them by copying and pasting the URL into the "Browse History" boxat the "Internet Archive Way Back Machine http://archive.org/web/

    A page will come up with dates, just click on a date and it will bring up the page. _______________________________________________________

    INDEXRe: Getting into conflicts with LaVeyans. How can I debate? – page 3

    Re: Is there any power to the mantra OM MANI PADME HUM? – page 9

    Regarding the Race-mixing Program, etc. – page 9

    Another Sickening Trend – page 12

    Message Posted to the 666BlackSun E-Group Concerning Diet – page 14

    Using the Runes – page 16

    Live and Let Live? – page 17RE: A Little Confusion – page 22

    Re: What's Hell like? Have Any of You Visited It? – page 23

    Andras and the Weald – page 24

    Occult Crimes – page 25

    That Annoying Fish Symbol – page 25

    Using Common Sense in Protecting Yourself and Loved Ones – page 26

    Satanism & Darkness – page 27

    Grimoire & Black Book – page 27

    Re: Attacked... – page 27

    Temple of Solomon, Freemasonry: Exposing More Spiritual Corruption – page 28

    The Healing Serpent – page 32

    Re: Question concerning National Socialism – page 33

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    Satanism and National Socialism – page 33

    Christian Pastor: "My Hand is Stretched Out to Satan as Far as I can ReachRight Now" – page 36

    The Word "Amen" – page 49

    Regarding "Hate" – page 49

    Total Disregard for the Constitution

    Concerning Separation of Church and State – page 50

    The Importance of Keeping Physically Flexible With a Power Meditation Program – page 52

    Re: History Channel Wrong or Right? [Concerning "Hell"] – page 54

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    Re: Getting into conflicts with LaVeyans. How can I debate?

    Teens4Satan member wrote:I've been doing lots of research and spiritual warfare lately. There's been aconflict with LaVeyans and our JoS family. For example, I'm putting the exposingChristianity and JOS links on Yahoo Answers and youtube etc. and I comeacross a LaVeyan, what sources can I get to prove that religion wrong? It's prettyannoying because they're just atheists. I already know everything I need to knowabout the Christian Filth, so I can put up a good argument against any Christian.But I don't know how to prove LaVeyans wrong about their "atheism." Cananyone help?

    As far as I am concerned, they aren't even worth wasting your time, but FYI, hereare some things to know and to think about. I wrote this a very long time ago. Iread ALL of LaVey's books cover to cover, ALL of the Church of Satan website,though this was before 2005, many CoS publications such as the Black Flame,the Coven Hoof and Blanche Barton's books.

    There are many sources for online versions of the Satanic Bible and other CoSliterature where you can verify these references. If you really want to argue, andhave time to waste, try asking some of these people to fully explain. You will justget a bunch of lame explanations and doubletalk.

    Also- beneath this post, I have an other article I wrote concerning 'SafeSatanism.' I wrote this post many years ago...Here you go:

    First off, it is mentioned in the rules for this e-group that we DO know Satan is areal being. Pushing LaVeyanism here is not needed or wanted. I personally don ’tcall Church of Satan “Satanists ” as IMO, CoS is nothing more than an AntonLaVey CULT. I do not take it upon myself to bash other groups, but I see wherethis discussion is going on here and I have always wanted to do this for anarticle. I guess now is the time. When I was new to Satanism, LaVeyanism reallyappealed to me because I came as an atheist. I was surprised to learn that Satanand his Demons are real beings which I found in a short time. I wrote the CoSand asked a few questions. They never replied. One of the things I brought totheir attention was a quote from Anton LaVey:“ In the name of all who suffered and died as agents of the Devil in ages past, the

    present band of heretics — those who would deny the Devil, yet play his game —must be called to task ” “ And what do they do , now that it is safe and clear to use His Great InfernalName? They deny Him! ” — Anton Szandor LaVey The Devil ’s Notebook, page 33

    “ Let it be known that every man who delves into the arts of darkness must givethe Devil and His children the due their years of infamy deserve. Satan ’ s Namewill not be denied! Let no man shun or mock His Name who plays His winninggame or despair, depletion, and destruction await! ” — Anton Szandor LaVey The Devil ’s Notebook, page 34

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    insight to judge a caller's worthiness on more profound criteria than his glibtongue or expensive shoes. ” Page 22, Satanic Rituals © 1972 by Anton LaVey

    What difference does it make if they are only “archetypes ” on how we pronounce

    their names??“ The Satanic Bible states that the magician should treat the entities he calls uponas friends and companions, for even an "impersonal" device will respond betterto a conscientious and respectful user. This principle is accurate for operatingautomobiles and power tools, as well as demons and elementals. ” Page 24, Satanic Rituals © 1972 by Anton LaVey

    The above statement is awfully blatant. If they are only “archetypes ” then how isit they “respond ”?

    “ The Yezidi interpretation of God was in the purest Satanic tradition. The idea, so prominent in Greek philosophy, that God is an existence absolute and complete

    in himself, unchangeable, outside of time and space, did not exist in Yeziditheology. Also rejected was the theocratic Judaic concept of Jehovah, and alsothe Mohammedan God: the absolute ruler. The notion, unique to Christians, thatGod is Christ-like in character was totally absent. If there was any semblance ofa personal manifestation of God, it was through Satan, who instructed andguided the Yezidi toward an understanding of the multifaceted principles ofCreation, much like the Platonic idea that the Absolute was itself static andtranscendental. This concept of "God" is essentially the position taken by themore highly evolved Satanists. Prayer was forbidden, in the strictest Satanic

    tradition. Even daily expressions of faith were referred to as "recitals."Page 154, Satanic Rituals © 1972 by Anton LaVey

    The above is a most beautiful quote and very true. If Satan is only an archetypethough, how can he “guide ”?

    Page 29 of The Satanic Bible © 1969 by Anton Szandor LaVey:“ The Devil has been attacked by the men of God relentlessly and withoutreservation. Never has there been an opportunity, short of fiction, for the DarkPrince to speak out in the same manner as the spokesmen of the Lord of theRighteous. ”

    Why would an “archetype ” speak out?

    “ For all the centuries of shouting-down the Devil has received, he has nevershouted back at his detractors. He has remained the gentleman at all times,while those he supports rant and rave. He has shown himself to be a model ofdeportment, but now he feels it is time to shout back. He has decided it is finallytime to receive his due. ”

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    Here is reversed Christianity:“ The seven deadly sins of the Christian Church are: greed, pride, envy, anger,gluttony, lust, and sloth. Satanism advocates indulging in each of these "sins" asthey all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification. ” Page 46, The Satanic Bible © 1969 by Anton Szandor LaVey

    This one is rather blatant:“ An indication of the cowardice of "magicians" of the right-hand path is the

    practice of calling upon a particular demon (who would supposedly be a minionof the devil) to do his bidding. The assumption is that the demon, being only aflunky of the devil, is easier to control. Occult lore states that only the mostformidably "protected" or insanely foolhardy sorcerer would try to call forth theDevil himself. The Satanist does not furtively call upon these "lesser" devils, butbrazenly invokes those who people that infernal army of long-standing outrage -the Devils themselves! ” Page 57, The Satanic Bible © 1969 by Anton Szandor LaVey

    Now, LaVeyans claim they are already “gods ” well, if they are “gods ” why do theybother to call upon and invoke the Crowned Princes of Hell?Why bother to call upon “archetypes ”?

    “ Oh great brothers of the night, thou who makest my place of comfort, who ridethout upon the hot winds of Hell, who dwelleth in the devil's fane; Move andappear! Present yourselves to him (her) who sustaineth the rottenness of themind that moves the gibbering mouth that mocks the just and strong!; rend thatgaggling tongue and close his (her) throat, Oh Kali! Pierce his (her) lungs withthe stings of scorpions, Oh Sekhmet! Plunge his (her) substance into the dismal

    void, Oh mighty Dagon! ” Pages 149-150, The Satanic Bible © 1969 by Anton Szandor LaVey

    “ Oh great lurkers in the darkness, oh guardians of the way, oh minions of themight of Thoth! Move and appear! Present yourselves to us in your benign

    power, in behalf of one who believes and is stricken with torment. Isolate him(her) in the bulwark of your protection, for he (she) is undeserving of anguish anddesires it not …” Page 151, The Satanic Bible © 1969 by Anton Szandor LaVey

    “ If you can ’ t conjure up a satisfactory demon lover, you can never hope to evenapproach the real thing. ” Page 121, © 1998, Satan Speaks by Anton Szandor LaVey

    The above quotes are from LaVey and there are many, many more. If I had moretime, I could present a lot more. When I was new, I read *everything* includingevery link on the “Church of Satan ” website. I read all of LaVey ’s books cover tocover and several CoS magazines- the Black Flame, the Cloven Hoof and othersaffiliated. The point is- all the double-talk. Now, Blanche Barton who was LaVey ’s

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    suspect, let alone discover. And their wealth and happiness increased beyondreckoning. But you have to take responsibility for your actions. As has been said,nobody rides for free. ”

    Page 109:“ If you have nothing in particular you want to perform a ritual for, its perfectlyunderstandable you may feel a strong need to ritualize but don ’ t actually know

    why. If that ’ s the case, develop your own kind of Dedication Ritual, to renew andreaffirm your strength and alignment. Open the ritual as instructed, then insteadof reading one of the three suggested invocations, speak your mind freely. inspeaking directly to Satan himself, you may discover what is in yoursubconscious that you can ’ t quite bring to the surface. Express appreciation forthe direction you have received from the Dark Lord and ask that he continue toguide you to further increase your earthly power - - you might want to write out

    part of your Dedication ahead of time, to spur your thoughts once you ’ re in thechamber. Ask that he bestow ever-increasing wisdom and perspective so that

    you can carry out your Dark Will on the Earth. Instruct the demons you name tomanifest themselves to you by increasing your earthly pleasures. ”

    Page 110:"Keep yourself constantly aware of instructional coincidences, open to thedemons who will whisper in your ear. An old meaning of demon used to be‘ muse ’ - - a guiding, inspirational spirit. You will get guiding signs if you onlymake yourself sensitive to them. ”

    Page 111:“ Our standards, Satan ’ s standards, remain consistently high. ”

    The above quotes are only a few. There are so many major discrepancies. The“archetype ” image is an insult and a blasphemy to Satan. Satan is *very* real!Many of us have seen him face to face and have even had the privilege ofconversing with him. If he wasn ’t real, how many of you who have been followingthe bullshit of the past year in regards to me and the JoS, think I would still besitting here typing?? How many powerful curses have been thrown at me?? I canassure you all I am fine and quite happy. I also know of a few enemies of minewho are dead.

    Satan and his Demons have suffered. It is an abomination and a blasphemy thatthe organization that so blatantly uses his name denies him. This is appalling.

    Also, charging people high membership dues and then booting them out on awhim (this happened to a member of the JoS of whom the CoS accused of “Devilworship ”) is bullshit.

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    Re: Is there any power to the mantra OM MANI PADME HUM?

    JoyofSatan666 member wrote:OM MANI PADME HUM (ohm-mah-nee-pod-may-hum) I am just wondering ifthis chant has any power associated with it, can this chant have any powerful

    and beneficial effect on someone?

    This is a standard mantra, often chanted in Tibet, India and other places in theFar East. It translates into "The Jewel is in the Heart of the Lotus" which refers tothe pineal gland. The crown chakra is often referred to as the 'thousand petallotus' and in Western occultism- the real meaning of 'the goat of a thousandyoung.' The horns are symbolic of the glyph for the planet Mercury, which furthersymbolizes the witchpower, vril, chi, life force, etc.

    By vibrating this mantra into your pineal gland, it can stimulate it. The correctpronunciation is AUM MAIN PADME AUM.

    Regarding the Race-mixing Program, etc.

    NEVER FORGET WHO IS AT THE ROOT OF, AND BEHIND ALL OF THIS100%- THE JEWS!

    One of the most effective tactics the Jews use is to turn everyone's attention tothe SYMPTOMS of the problems. This is an excellent distraction, as they havedone with the Ku Klux Klan, which has been rotted out with xianity. By focusingon the blacks and other non-white races, this takes the heat off of the Jews. They

    also play this game by inciting non-whites into hating whites and blaming themfor everything the fucking Jews are and have been doing, such as a blatantexample- the African slave trade.

    The African slave trade- started by Jews, run and operated by Jews, and theblack slaves brought forcibly to the New World by jews, sold by Jews and boughtby jews to be slaves in the homes of jews. VERY FEW WHITE Gentiles OWNEDSLAVES! Then, like with everything else the Jews have done to non-whites,white people are hated and blamed for this shit. The Jew controlled media,educational system, textbooks and everything else, along with bleeding heartpacifistic xianity- created to destroy the white race, the Jews keep on fanning the

    flames of hatred of non-whites into hating whites.

    In addition to all of this, the Jews use occult powers through parasitical magickliberally to work to destroy us on every level.

    One thing I know and have learned well over the years is the Jews are scaredshitless of the blacks and other non-whites. Truth be known, Marcus Garvey andother black leaders have tried unsuccessfully to stop this enforced race-mixing

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    program as well as many whites. Garvey worked for 'Back to Africa' but wasinfiltrated and brought down, as the Jews always do and yes, there are manyJews of Black-African descent. They are in all races. They use this to infiltrateand then get any dirt they can on those who are in prominent positions and workwith other Jews to bring them down and rot them out from the inside.

    With the internet [666], the truth can no longer be suppressed. Many are learningthe truth about the Jews behind the slave trade, and this also extends to a historyof world slave trade- jews behind this all over the world for centuries. It is in theirTalmud and the Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion, how they work toenslave Gentiles of all races.

    The only solution to these problems is to stay focused on the Jews. I know all toowell about the race-mixing programs. I lived in areas that were mostly non-whitefor years due to low income and also rode on public transportation for over 40years. I have seen plenty. The Jews are behind the housing shortages, they run

    the social services and cause endless problems for both whites and non-whites,but the blame for all of this is placed upon the white race. Most victims of thesystem are unaware of the Jewish problem and most only see a white personthat is nasty, uncooperative, and unreasonable. They don't know when they aredealing with a Jew. The deal is- stay focused on the Jews. The first thing a Jewinfiltrator will do is to take the heat off of the Jews and direct it onto non-whites.The same is done with non-white organizations that also have the same goals aswe do- separation of the races, knowledge of the Jews, and so forth.

    KEEP THE FOCUS ON THE JEWS! THEY ARE THE CAUSE, SOURCE, ANDROOT OF THE PROBLEM! While the effects of the problem can often be

    unbearable and are most blatant, but do not be deluded.

    As Reinhard Heydrich stated: 'With the Jews gone, many problemstake care of themselves.'

    I also want to mention the Jews themselves have a pattern, and are predictablein a lot of ways. They really fear us educating the youth. Every single time eithermyself or other dedicated brothers and sisters in Satan work the teen group andreply to questions concerning the Jews and explain beyond any doubt andeducate the teens about the Jews, we get attacked. Just as Adolf Hitler stated inMein Kampf, the harder the enemy attacks, the more damage we are doing in

    those very areas. This for me has acted as a guide over the years. They havealways let me and other dedicated ones know exactly what gets to them theworst. This is what I focus on. Those of us who are doing our job and doing it wellwill get attacked. The enemy also comes up before the Powers of Hell and truthbe known, we are doing them hundreds of times more damage than they can orwill ever do to us at this point.

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    I really came under heavy attack after posting this article to the JoS e-groups,especially the teen group. I know this is what they fear the most. It is their ownprophesy- "All Nations shall be Against them."

    The Jews Owned and Operated the African Slave Trade. Very few White people

    owned slaves--slavery was a rich man's pursuit, and slavery did not existamongst the middle and working classes of White people. European Whites didnot bring the slaves to America. On the contrary, it was the Jews who broughtthem here (as Louis Farrakhan has also pointed out). Below is a listing of theJewish slave ships and the Jewish owners of them.

    The names of slave ship owners- all are Jews:

    § The Abigail was owned by Aaron Lopez, Moses Levy, Jacob Franks

    § The Crown was owned by Isaac Levy and Nathan Simpson

    §

    The Nassau and Four Sisters were both owned by Moses Levy§ Anne & Eliza owned by Justus Bosch and John Abrams

    § Prudent Betty owned by Henry Cruger and Jacob Phoenix

    § The Hester and the Elizabeth were both owned by Mordecai and DavidGomez

    § Antigua owned by Nathan Marston and Abram Lyell

    § Betsy owned by William. De Woolf

    §

    Polly owned by James De Woolf§ White Horse owned by Jan de Sweevts

    § Expedition owned by John and Jacob Roosevelt

    § Charlotte owned by Moses and Sam Levy and Jacob Franks

    § Caracoa owned by Moses and Sam Levy

    Source: Elizabeth Donnan, 4 Volumes, 'Documents Illustrative of the History ofthe Slave Trade to America' Washington, D.C. 1930, 1935 Carnegie Institute ofTechnology, Pittsburgh, Pa.

    OF COURSE WE ARE TOTALLY AGAINST ISLAM, as this is another Jewishprogram and those who unknowingly are devoted to this lie are under the psychiccontrol of the Jews, no different from Christians. But, the following article is wellworth reading, especially for African Americans visiting this website. The Jewsare the ones who should be paying reparations, of which they can very wellafford- just visit the link directly below:

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    http://www.radioislam.org/islam/english/toread/who_brought_slaves_to_america.htm

    Demons are also a great help in pointing us in the right direction if we are activein spiritual warfare and are ever confused on just how to do the enemy the worst

    damage. Just ask the Powers of Hell for guidance and be open.

    Another Sickening Trend

    I am sure many of you are familiar with the fact that the day September 11th,when the World Trade Center was attacked, yes, attacked as this was deliberate;

    jews who worked in the twin towers or close by received a prior warning not toreport to work that day. Jew Larry Silverstein who owned the twin towers alsotook out some 2 billion dollar insurance policy two weeks before the attack.

    My point of the above is that the Jews KNOW beforehand; they not only know,but plan these kinds of things.

    Yesterday, I went across town here to a small supermarket, where I canpurchase different grains and such in bins- you can get as much or as little asyou please. Tulsa is backward in many ways and this is about the only marketthat has the above and also carries specialty items unavailable elsewhere here.This market is in the heart of Jewville- surrounded by homes, most close to andabove the million dollar range in price; in other words, many mansions. Themarket is also full of a Jewish clientele, Jewish workers and so forth.

    You can do your own research on the following, as it is all over the internet, butmost of the fish and seafood in the USA now comes from China, where it is'pretreated' and processed. It doesn't matter that most of the US has a coastalline, the fish and seafood here have to come all the way from China. I noted asign on the door when entering the market that seafood from the state of Mainewas on sale there. Out of curiosity, I inquired at the small customer service desk,concerning where this market gets seafood and fish from and if any came fromChina. I was informed that 'we don't carry anything from China.'

    In addition, I also noted when shopping there that quite a few brands now areincluding a tiny American flag next to the kosher K symbol on food products. This

    is to ensure that Jews are aware of what they are buying and that it is safe forthem to eat and not from China.

    I don't think I need to explain anymore, as this is glaringly blatant. Nearlyeverything now comes from China. Stores such as Wal-Mart can mark the labelas 'Distributed by' and be within the legal system and exempt from beingaccused of misrepresentation on the labels regarding where the contents camefrom. 'Distributed by' is a very broad term. Also, many food products are made in

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    the USA with ingredients from China. The jewish owners of these companiessave billions of dollars this way, as Chinese ingredients are dirt cheap, asopposed to American ingredients that have to be inspected.

    I already wrote of how many children died in the country of Panama:

    http://www.nytimes.com/2007/05/06/world/americas/06poison.html?pagewantedall&_r=0

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_medicine_contamination_incidents

    Don't be fooled, as with always, the jews do their dirty work and gentiles alwayshave to take the blame. There are plenty of Chinese JEWS in China and otherareas of the world. Shanghai has a large Chinese Jewish population. This iswhere the word for meaning swindled 'Shanghaied' originated.

    To put it plainly, this is bio-terrorism. In my own personal opinion on this, thirdworld countries are being tested with these toxic ingredients before they will gorampant in developed countries, such as the USA and Europe.

    What we can do now:We need to be aware of as much as possible. Do your best to keep up on localnews and consumer e-mail newsletters. Really read the labels on any food youpurchase. Read the fine print. I recently purchased a bag of fish from Wal-Mart;I was in a hurry and saw 'Chesapeake Bay' company on it and when I got ithome, there was a smaller box checked 'China.'

    Keep up on your meditations and always reinforce your aura of protection [whicheveryone should have built on their soul by now]. This will keep you safe. I wastelling a friend of the family who is very psychic about how it is now dangerous toeat in Chinese restaurants, as they use ingredients imported from China in theirrecipes, and our friend stated she experienced the same with her second sight,that many will die and also told me that she saw how some other food from Chinahere in the USA contained a virus of whooping cough that mutated and of whichthere was no cure.

    Those of us who are with Satan and are aware [and be sure to do your ownresearch regarding deadly toxins in the food], will survive. Those who are withoutare on their own. There is no need to get paranoid. Just use common sense, bewell informed, and keep a level head and keep reinforcing your aura ofprotection.http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Protection.html

    Here is more information:http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/397http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/385

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    Message Posted to the 666BlackSun E-Group Concerning Diet

    [I wrote this post for a white audience]I just want to clarify something here- my reply below is directed at that"Salubrious Living" book, NOT the other things you wrote of in your post. I also

    learned many, many years ago, when CoTC had the newspaper 'Racial Loyalty'long before the internet, the guy who wrote most of that book was an infiltratorand traitor. People actually complained about advice in that book, especiallyregarding infants, complaining directly to the newspaper. I subscribed to thatnewspaper for several years in the 1980's.

    I also want to add- this third world crap is being relentlessly pushed and IMO isanother direct attack on the white race. I don't know how many yoga booksadvocate that kind of a diet, and in addition, sexual abstinence. This sort of thingis NOT white, it is NOT healthy and is third world. Most developed countries havethe longest life expectancy, because those kinds of diets are not prevalent.

    As for eating organic and wholesome foods and free-range animals, I agree100%. Food animals should live healthy lives where they can roam freely andshould be slaughtered humanely when the time comes. As for eating meat and Iknow many vegans are against eating animals, but in the natural world, lions,tigers and other predatory animals will rip, say an antelope open and eat it whenit is still alive and tear it limb from limb. We have to kill to eat, and as onemember posted on here some time ago, plants also have feelings. No matterwhat or how you eat, you have to kill to eat.

    I agree that in the bigger cities that are more sophisticated, there are alternatives.

    Here in Bible Belt Tulsa, OK, it is very difficult to obtain a lot of things. I also wantto state my own point of view [I am not trying to tell anyone what to do, as howyou all choose to eat and what to eat is your on personal business], but that book"Salubrious Living" was written by another author mostly, though Ben Klassendid put some info in it. My point here is that the diet this book advocates, alongwith what is being pushed by so-called 'health professionals' in my own opinion isextremely unhealthy. Cutting out this, that, and everything else; eating only fruits,vegetables, nuts, whole grains, and seeds as far as I am concerned is not what ahuman being should be doing. The problems are with the chemicals, many ofwhich are unnecessary and highly toxic.

    Many vegetables, for instance corn, are now genetically engineered, and eventhe seeds that one must purchase for one's own garden are contaminated withtoxic substances.

    I once went on the above diet and got very sick. A co-worker who was only 18,and on that sort of diet already had grey hair. I have also known a few otherswho lived on that sort of a diet and died of cancer. The problem is much of ourfood is laced with toxins. I know people who actually consume way over the

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    amount of sugar that they should and are much healthier than those who adhereto the diets that are third world and the third world mortality rate [of coursewithout antibiotics which save lives which are also demeaned in that book], is skyhigh. Most people who live on a diet like that in places such as Bangladesh,India, and Nepal and in Africa have a life expectancy of only about 45 years for

    both sexes. This is the reality of what is being pushed in the way of diet and alsooutlined in that book.

    So, cut out white flour, cut out sugar, cut out red meat, cut out fats and greases,cut out gluten [with this you have to cut out all breads, pastas and practicallyanything of starch], don't cook your food, eat it raw, also you must cut out salt,spices, seasonings, coffee [caffeine is a big no-no], cocoa, tea, alcohol, gelatin,soft drinks, canned foods, and everything else.

    These sorts of vegan diets are universal in communes where the followers aresystematically brainwashed. These kinds of diets break down mental resistance

    and produce docile behavior.Look to a World Almanac or online in regards to the life expectancy of those inthird world countries who adhere to that kind of diet [most in India arevegetarians], and also as there is a lack of medicine and health care- this is whatthat book and many other idiots IMO are advocating- just how long is the lifeexpectancy?What about the infant mortality rate? If third world peoples were so perfect intheir health and diet and way of living, as the Jews often depict them, then whydon't they live even half as long as those in developed countries? I know whatthe kikes are doing to modern medicine, they are ruining it as they ruin

    everything else, but thanks to modern medicine- what decency is left, many livesare saved.

    Cut out all of the above, don't take any antibiotics or other medications,regardless of how sick you might get, live third world and die young. Many,especially Jews, who have so many health problems and dietary restrictions andare unable to eat even basic food, push that third world crap. Then, you have theidiots who advocate cutting out all modern conveniences. So, why not just revertto being just a step above an animal and dig in the dirt with sticks?

    The Jews work relentlessly to undermine science and destroy civilization in everyway they can. It is no wonder that they constantly advocate a life style that isprimitive. Like the Vatican, they work to return the entire world back to the Dark

    Ages when they had the most power.

    This is my own opinion.

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    Using the Runes

    It is glaringly obvious that the enemy is panicking, and this is all over the internet.www [666] is doing its job. Lilith told me something to the effect that yahoo maydiscontinue the groups altogether, for everyone. I will be working to put as much

    as possible on pdf so everyone can download. I have copies of the books thatwere from the JoS store, but the problem is these need revising. I will be doingmy best to get these revised and uploaded to where they can downloaded anddistributed. Satan told me even if the groups go down or whatever...JoS will goon in the way of what we started will never end, but continue on.

    Time is short, I know. One other thing I need to add here...I have not had thetime to work on this, as it is extensive and will need illustrations. Out Anti-christgave me this as well- the Real Secret of the Runes: the correct way to use theRunes. Our ancients used code words like "engrave" "carve" and such; this hasto do with vibrating into the soul, repeatedly. Remember, in truth, all material

    objects are only props. The real power is within the soul.

    The RAUM and IO formula I posted for meditation is a guide here. The U is forthe 6th and the solar chakras. This gets complex. I can't get back here to reply toany questions, but I will do what I can to try to get this information up and on pdf."A-U" is the basis for most vibrations. For example, the Sowilo rune should beSAH-UU-LL-OH. The O for the runes; oe, is a guide that the O part of thevibration should be on the feminine side of the soul. For example, the runeWunjo. The looped part should be vibrated on the left [feminine] side. So, youwould begin vibrating the stem, the VVV at the base chakra, AH at the secondchakra, UU at the solar plexus, NNN at the crown, then the looped part- YYY at

    the left shoulder chakra and OH or UU back at the solar plexus.

    The swastika symbol in the runes symbolizes the Sun chakra; the 3rd chakra andthis is where all of the central vibrations are for with the runes. For example, theX part of any rune; the center is the solar chakra. Remember, there are the threemale and three female chakras; the I O chakras; each side. The hip, shoulderand temple chakras. As I said, I have to work on this and put up illustrations andspecific clear directions. For those of you who have meditated and have workedwith runes, what I wrote above may make more sense. Try working within theseon your own.

    Runes can also be "reversed" by vibrating the name of the rune backwards. Thiswould also include reversing the path of the vibration for the shape of the rune.Runes can be vibrated into others. Just make sure you vibrate the rune for whitemagick into yourself to neutralize any negative energy you might have on yourown soul, after doing a black magic working on an enemy.

    All of the runic shapes are made to fit the chakra points on the soul, whichinclude the three I [masculine chakras] and the three O [feminine chakras] of the

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    hip, shoulder, and temples on each side. Each rune has a number and thiscorresponds to the number of times it needs to be vibrated per session. The mainstem is always the spine.

    Another example- Fehu, which is also Fehoe; the VVV vibration would begin at

    the based, then up the spine to the shoulder chakra on the feminine side; the leftside, where AY would be vibrated into the shoulder, then immediately, the UUUinto the feminine temple chakra; all the time visualizing the Fehu runic shapeonto your soul.

    I know this is not very clear, but some of you who have an affinity for workingwith runes may understand. I will do what I can to illustrate specific diagramsalong with instructions for the vibrations. This does not mean that the oldermethod for the runes does not work, only that this formula is much morepowerful. I have used it with rapid success.

    Live and Let Live?

    There are levels of Satanism. All of these have to do with knowledge andunderstanding, along with awareness and enlightenment. I know there are quitea few people in these e-groups who do not take Satanism very seriously. Somepeople are still riding on the teachings of Anton LaVey, but cannot see theunderlying theme of his writings. There is an underlying theme in many Satanicwritings, that most people tend to miss, as they take the texts at face value, nodifferent from the many legends and such, which are all allegories. UnlikeChristianity, where the mentally retarded and the stupid are held in high esteem

    and revered; in Satanism, idiocy and stupidity are the only real "sins."

    Quite often in these groups, some unenlightened, dimwit who has no real graspof history, or reality for that matter, will spout off about "live and let live." This isgross stupidity and one of the reasons the world is in chaos. Now, doesChristianity have a history of "live and let live"? The Inquisition should have somesignificance to any of these sorts of yokels who state the above and callthemselves a Satanist.http://see_the_truth.webs.com/Inquisition.html

    All the while when the foolish are accepting the indoctrination of "no hate" "love

    everybody" "accept everyone" and other suicidal nonsense [of course, goingalong with what one is told makes one ’s life temporarily easier- ideal for the weakand cowardly]. In other words, do what one is told and believe what one is told tobelieve and as long as one is not at odds with the current trends of the system,and there is not too much opposition. This is for cowards and is the easy wayout. The sheep are being set up for the slaughter and unfortunately, this kind ofattitude affects everyone and will be the damnation of everyone, regardless ofwhether they tie into it or not.

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    Satan stands for rebellion, knowledge, and freedom and if one is not willing tofight for that freedom, it will not happen. Any idiot who even has the slightestgrasp of history should know this. The hidden message in mainstream writingsthat are pushed by the system, such as that filthy bible, is that "rebellion" and toomuch knowledge are "evil." Any half-wit should have enough common sense

    here to know that unless one rebels against tyranny, one becomes a slave and ofcourse, in truth, knowledge is the key to solving any and all problems.Unfortunately, look at how many people out there actually believe this shit.

    Satanism is not about slavish worship. Satan and the Powers of Hell give usknowledge and enlightenment, as our friends. Satan wants for us Gentiles, to beproud and independent. This will not come about of itself. Freedom,independence, and individual rights are from those who have given their verylives, fighting bloody wars for this. You are alive right now because there arecells in your immune system that seek out and destroy harmful invading bacteriaand viruses. Now, say your leucocytes, the cells which do this, just had the

    attitude of "live and let live" and "loved" the harmful invaders; just how long doyou think you would last?

    Unfortunately, we have the stupid with us, the uneducated [those who are toolazy and unmotivated to do any meaningful book reading or study where it isavailable], who can ’t think past what the nefarious system has beenprogramming them with- total drones. Those that pass the buck... this is another“live and let live ” in other words, ignore anything “negative. ” Don ’t take anyrevenge or seek out any real justice. People who have this type of horseshitattitude indirectly and in many cases directly promote injustice. This bleeds overinto society. Eventually, civilization will collapse. Everyone pays the price for

    these feeble-minded, personally weak, and cowardly assholes. This goes alongwith letting crime get so out of hand that people fall into the trap of begging forultra-strict laws where there are no longer any individual rights and Jewishcommunism then takes over. As in the former USSR, as in Red China today, ifyou are accused of a crime, that is it. They will torture you in the most sick andinhuman ways to force you to confess to whatever you are accused of. There isno fair trial. Millions upon millions of innocent people have experienced this.Those who survived were turned over to slave labor, under the most gruelingconditions of which many never returned. This is the result of “live and let ” liveand passing the buck. The Jew creates the problem and then pushes their ownsolution- enslavement under communism in the most horrid conditionsimaginable. Of course, as with Christianity, there are endless excuses made forcommunism; both of which are Jewish inventions.

    **Quotes taken from "Pravda" [The main Communist Party Newspaper and leadingnewspaper of the former Soviet Union] from the article: "Is there any differencebetween Christianity and Communism?" 30/04/2013

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    "Christianity and communism are very close spiritually and ideologically. This is afairly well known concept that has been adopted by various thinkers, fromThomas More to Lev Tolstoy. Few people know that the world's first socialiststate was established in Paraguay and was based on the ideas of CatholicJesuits before Marx created his teachings."

    "The "Society of Jesus" - the Jesuit religious order - in the Catholic Church wasroughly equivalent to the KGB in the Soviet Union."

    **The millions upon millions of innocents tortured and mass murdered undercommunism is no different from the Inquisition. If one does the study andresearch, they both followed the very same methods of operation.

    "American Newspapers claim that Stalin has been preordained to saveChristianity." – Josef Goebbels

    The USA has certainly changed since the mass influx of Russian Jews who fledhere when the USSR collapsed. The constitution is no longer adhered to. Civilrights are violated incessantly, in many places, one no longer has a right torefuse medical treatment, and a hospital is much like a prison in the way onemust obtain a discharge in order to be released and free. I could go on and on,but one only needs to watch the news and to be aware of all of the violations weare now facing here in the USA against our freedoms. These Russian Jews weregiven top positions in our Universities, and filled many other key positions wherethey could carry on with their agenda, while we all pay the price. I remember avideo store in the early 1990 ’s with the VHS tapes that was in a Jewish suburb ofa major city. There was an entire section of those VHS tapes in Russian. Oneblatant Jew was in line at the supermarket with a wallet rounded with cash andhe paid for his purchase in food stamps. Jewish community centers set this scumup for personal success and the eventual take-over of whatever free countriesthey infest.

    **“Get the people to demand what you want to impose upon them ” “Create aproblem so we can step in and solve it. ” “Threaten with a severe punishmentthose who publicly disagree with us and those who questions us. ” “Discreditthose who refuse to remain silent. ” “ At minimum, it will discourage other peoplefrom publicly opposing us. ” “Control the media, particularly the news.

    [Remember, freedom of speech is only half the issue. When we restrict ouropposition's access to listeners and we have, in essence, squelched freedom ofspeech. If we control what is in the print and broadcast media, we can sell our"services" to the masses, and at the same time, the problem of free speech forthe dissenters is all but eliminated.] “ Always claim the high moral ground, alwaysclaim that God is on our side, and always claim that the Devil, himself, is rulingthe opposition. ”

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    all of the same malignant rot. If you are willing to work for Satan, but not free todo so in the ways above, ask Satan for answers on this. If you are trulylegitimate, he will show you ways that are individual where you can fight theenemy.

    Few people realize the seriousness of this. It just doesn’t sink in. All of our assesare on the line. Freedom must be fought for. It just doesn ’t happen on its own.

    More...

    JoyofSatan666 member wrote:I may not be in your shoes but I can tell you one thing. Holding on to anger andor any type hate will only blind you and keep away any type positive energiesfrom entering your life which would help you progress and move forward in yourLife. Unfortunately in this life we just sometimes have to endure some bad butyour the only person that's ever going to walk in your own shoes.

    What you have written below is exactly the type of attitude the system worksovertime to try to promote and indoctrinate the populace with. This sort of attitudeis not only necessary for, but makes one a perfect slave and the jew run systemknows this. This sort of thing smacks of the teachings of jewsus. Completelydenying and ignoring certain unpleasant facts of life and certain emotions will notmake them go away, but create problems of repression and other psychologicalnasties that will come back at some time in your future and bite you real hard inthe ass.

    This attitude is also very necessary for the promotion and the establishment of

    injustice; passing the buck. Just let crime get so out of control as it already has,let anything and everything just go on with no opposition, unless of course, itconflicts with the jewish agenda, and let everything that countless generationshave worked and sacrificed and fought for, to establish civilization, just go downthe fucking drain. Pass the buck, don't take any responsibility, look the other way,pretend everything is alright and ok and only concentrate on those more "positiveemotions" while the entire world goes to shit.

    Just let everything go to shit and we can all lay down and die under the suicidalteachings of Jewsus, the Jewish run system and the new age crap. Just give up.Don't do anything. Let those who shit on you shit even more on others. What youwrite makes me want to vomit. I am warning you- do NOT preach this Jewsusnew age crap on here. If you really feel this way, there are many new age andChristian e-groups you can join who will welcome your views. I strongly suggestyou wake up to reality.

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    RE: A Little Confusion

    JoyofSatan666 member wrote:Hi! I just read this article:http://www.exposingchristianity.com/Old%20Testament.html and I'm a little

    confused about this part:"1. Lest a Jew be the occasion of sin to the idolatrous Christians, according to the precept in levi. Xix, 14: he must avoid all contact with them on the days whenthey worship their gods."What does the "LEVI. XIX, 14." mean? First I thought it's Leviticus 19:14, but thatsays something else: "Thou shalt not curse the deaf, nor put a stumbling blockbefore the blind, but shalt fear thy God: I [am] the LORD." Anyone have an idea?

    [I changed the article on the above link shortly afterwards, as it causedconfusion].This is of the Babylonian Talmud. This is also very revealing with a bit more

    research - just how the Jews use the code-word "Christian," which is also aninsult. Also, note the "Another suggestion is that by selling him something thatwill allow him to fulfill his worship, the Jew transgresses the prohibition of lifneiiver lo titen mikhshol - not to put a stumbling block before the blind." at the nearend of the last paragraph below.Here is some more information, taken directly from a Jewish website:http://www.ou.org/shabbat_shalom/article/masechet_shevuot_intro_2a5b/

    Avodah Zarah 2a-b - Jewish merchants and pagan holidays: "The Torahcommands the Jewish people to remove themselves from interaction with paganidol worship and from its adherents, so the reality of a Jewish population that

    lives in close proximity with non-Jews and interacts with them on a regular basisraises many questions. Given the centrality of idol worship to the daily life of apagan, especially around certain holidays and places, the first perek (=chapter)of Masechet Avodah Zarah discusses the need for Jews to avoid businessinteractions with these non-Jews around the time of their holidays.

    The first Mishnah forbids engaging in business interactions - e.g., borrowing andlending - with pagans for three days before their holidays. Although this wouldappear to forbid both buying and selling, Tosafot and other rishonim quoteRabbenu Tam as teaching that only selling would be forbidden, and even in thecase of selling, only selling things that can be used in the course of worship

    cannot be sold.The Gemara (6a) offers two reasons for this prohibition. One suggestion is thatthe non-Jew will be pleased with his purchase and will come to thank the pagandeity when the holiday comes about. Another suggestion is that by selling himsomething that will allow him to fulfill his worship, the Jew transgresses theprohibition of lifnei iver lo titen mikhshol - not to put a stumbling block before the

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    blind. Since pagan idol worship is forbidden as one of the seven Noachide laws,it would be prohibited for a Jew to assist the non-Jew in performing this worship.

    Re: What's Hell like? Have Any of You Visited It?

    I have worked with a couple of the dead who are in "Hell." Humans who are withSatan and who have died are protected by the Powers of Hell. I know that giventheir own accounts of their deaths and their knowledge of the deaths of otherswho are also in Hell that they know, when Satanists die, Demons come andescort them directly to Hell. In most cases, these are messenger Demons, butfor people who are very important to Satan, the Gods themselves show up totake them. One account- when this person died and was on the floor, four of ourGods came, took his astral hand and helped him from his body and took him toHell. This is for their protection, as most unknowing souls go to the light, which isof the enemy.

    The dead do not eat or sleep, as they do not have bodies to do so. They are fullyaware, alert and feeling as they were in their life. Only the body dies. It is actuallywrong to say they are dead. Their bodies are the only thing that was part of themthat is dead. Being dead is actually very boring which is why most peoplereincarnate. Yes, there is an Christian 'hell' for those who are devoted toChristianity and the enemy sees fit to damn and punish, which the enemy has fortheir useless ones, but this is NOT of Satan. Satan takes care of his own. I knowthis 100%.

    As for the enemy, the Christian believers, and those who tie into Christianity,

    especially those who are strongly Christian, though most people getreincarnated, the following is what happens when one goes to the light:

    Taken from:http://www.luciferianliberationfront.org/borg.html"When we dissect the cube of heaven we see that it is constructed like a livingcell with its own system of energy circulation and metabolism. (See diagramabove) From all appearances, it is a giant soular battery/generator, which allowsthe ONE mind of the collective G.O.D. to be able to feed off the life essences ofthe enslaved souls held within its "temple pillars" and redirect their energiesaccording to the will of the ONE. When a human being dies, his life essence,

    spirit, or soul is scanned by the Soul Collectors who patrol the dimensionbetween physical time/space and the finer dimension of subspace and theseCollectors project an image before the just deceased soul of a life form that willbe recognizable to the deceased, such as a relative or friend who had diedbefore they had (a grandmother, religious figure, etc.). In this manner, the SoulCollector is able to get the newly deceased soul to lower his defenses. TheCollector takes on the role of guide and attempts to lead the soul to the gates ofthe Holding Ship. In this Holding Ship, the spirit essence of the dead person is

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    scanned again to determine its degree of purity of energy (its lack of resistantcharacter traits) and its potential to provide nourishment to the collective mind ofG.O.D. This potential is based on the degree that this spirit has been subduedthrough fear and dependence or how effective religious programming had beenon this soul during its physical lifetime. Those spirits which have little or no self-

    will and have been sufficiently programmed to serve G.O.D. during their lives willhave the highest nourishment potential."

    Andras and the Weald

    There has been a thread that contains a message concerning Andras. Andras was worshipped in an area called 'The Weald.'

    Here is some information about the Weald:The Weald (pronounced / ˈ wiË ld/) is the name given to an area in South East

    England situated between the parallel chalk escarpments of the North and theSouth Downs. It should be regarded as three separate parts: the sandstone"High Weald" in the centre; the clay "Low Weald" periphery; and the GreensandRidge which stretches around the north and west of the Weald and includes theWeald's highest points. The Weald was once a vast forest covering this area.The name, Old English in origin, signifies woodland, which still applies today:scattered farms and villages betray the Weald's past, often in their names.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Weald

    More information from the Wikipedia article includes:"In the Anglo-Saxon period the area had the name Andredes Weald, meaning

    "the forest of Andred," the latter derived from the Roman name of Pevensey, Anderida. The area is also referred to in Anglo-Saxon texts as Andredesleage,where the second element is another Old English word for "woodland,"represented by modern Leigh.[3]"

    Note "the forest of Andred" in the above. Andras is of the Nordic race of Gods.He transformed when I freed him, years back. He appears to be extremelysensitive; an artistic/poetic type, with long silky blond hair to his waist and wearsa white robe, like Satan.

    I remember the first time Andras came to me. I was very new and was having

    some problems with the JoS e-group, which was very new and had fewer than 30members at the time. There was a Jew who was causing problems, and mybeing so new, I didn't know how to deal with it back then. I was communicatingwith Azazel on a Ouija Board. Then the board spelled out 'Andras.' I did know of

    Andras' reputation of being the most dangerous of the Demons and this wasbefore I worked with any of them [freeing them]. He then came into my head andsaid "You want me to get rid of this jew-boy for you?" Of course, I said YES! andthanked him. Well, shortly thereafter the Jew disappeared. This was way back in

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    2002. I was so new to Satanism and JoS was just getting started, I didn't evenknow at that time what Satan felt about the Jews.

    Occult Crimes

    Some time ago when Satan was speaking to me, he told me if I knew of some ofthe hideous things that were done in his name because of Jewish/Christianmisinformation about what Satanism really is, I would vomit in my lap.

    The enemy/jews works to see to it that the TRUTH of Satanism is heavilysuppressed, while they promote what they themselves do and with everythingelse they do- they blame it all on the Gentiles, while trying to make themselveslook oh so pristine and innocent.

    Parasitical magick, such as abusing Demons [that one is over with and anyone

    foolish enough to use the jew god and angel names and nine-foot circles isopening a door to disaster], human and animal sacrifices, harming innocents andother JEWISH FILTH, has nothing to do with Satan or Satanism in ANY way.

    This SICK garbage is freely available in most mainstream bookstores and publiclibraries- the Christian lies concerning Satanism. For the root of this Jew filth, oneonly needs to look to that most ugly book that was ever written- the 'Holy Bible.'The "Old Testament" is nothing more than a bloodbath of human sacrifices, withJews committing sacrifice after sacrifice in the name of their worthless puke of a"God."

    Cats are sacred to many Demons! Lilith has shown me her cats. She has severaland they are exceptionally beautiful. Dogs are sacred to Anubis and ALL animalsare to be treated with consideration and respect in Satanism. Satan is verystrong on justice. Those who harm innocents in his name, he will damn them.

    That Annoying Fish Symbol

    The xian fish symbol is a perversion of the YONI. The yoni predates xianity bythousands of years and correctly positioned, it is a vagina. The xians took theyoni, turned it on its side, and then promoted that most annoying fish symbol.Remember- EVERYTHING including that foul nazarene [ORIGINALLY ACONCEPT, NOT A PERSON], in xianity was STOLEN and then corrupted intotheir stupid junk that they forcefully peddle off as facts, while severelypersecuting and mass murdering the members of the Pagan religions that theystole from. Just as the church steeples were STOLEN and corrupted fromEgyptian obelisks [symbolizing the erect penis], the fish symbol is really a vaginaturned on its side. Here is more information:http://www.luciferianliberationfront.org/sf.html

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    Using Common Sense in Protecting Yourself and Loved Ones

    Most of you are well aware of how those who are without discriminate against usdue to centuries of xian slander, lies, and forced indoctrination. Each of us isindividual and we make our own choices in this regard, but this is a bit of advice.

    'Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not knowwhat those who are without may do.' – Satan[From the Al Jilwah]

    Those who are without' right now have the numbers, unfortunately, not tomention a lot of power. In many situations, such as where you need certainservices, which involve your health, well-being, and even life, or the same foryour loved one- it is best to heed the above warning from Satan.

    If someone has to go to a doctor, hospital; on the job, in the military; anywherethat you are obtaining certain services, places you frequent, and so forth- it isbest to claim you are a 'Pagan' or even 'non-religious' if asked or pressed on thisissue. This is to protect yourself and your loved ones. Say you have to go to thehospital for something, however minor, displaying Satanic tattoos, and anythingrelated can invite disaster in certain cases. I have 'Satan' 'Azazel' and their Sigilsblatantly tattooed on my forearm. I have learned enough from experience to wearsleeves in certain cases.

    Yes, the Powers of Hell do protect us, but we also need to protect ourselves. Anything involving food, medical issues, our life/well-being- stop and think before

    revealing your beliefs. We are outnumbered at this time. In closing, many ofthose who are without, given their lack of spiritual knowledge and power, alongwith being indoctrinated with lies, something goes wrong in their life, bad luck orwhatever- a known 'witch' will often and unjustifiably get the blame.

    This is not to say you have to always hide your beliefs. I am just giving someadvice here, take it, or leave it, this is up to you as an individual. In certainsituations, it is best to blend in and not to come to the attention of certain peoplewho can really mess you up and yes, I know of this over the years from certainpeople here who did not keep their beliefs quiet at certain times. Do you know

    just how easy it is for a medical doctor to legally get away with ''malpractice,''

    even murder?? That is one. Think about it. A Christian who thinks they arescoring points with their 'god' if they harm or kill a Satanist? A Jew, who alreadyhas an obsessed, and warped hatred of Gentiles? Take a look at history.

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    Satanism & Darkness

    Again, this is a concept that has been totally twisted. True Satanism is all aboutempowering the female aspect of the soul - the serpent. The serpent is thefemale aspect of the soul, the power that makes manifest in reality what the male

    logical part consciously directs and desires.

    The female aspect of the soul is the YIN in the YANG, the 'darkness' in the light;the subconscious mind, the psyche, and the pure strength and power of the soul,directed by the logical [male aspect] mind. Satanism is all about empowering themind, and advancing the soul.

    Unfortunately, like most everything else in Satanism, this concept has beencorrupted by the enemy into spooks, ghouls, monsters, death, and all sorts ofother crap that has taken on a life of its own. As there have been no positivealternatives publicly available to this Jewish invented and promoted filth used to

    denigrate and to heap more blasphemy on Satan.

    Grimoire & Black Book

    The difference between a 'grimoire' and a 'black book' is the grimoire is a book ofinstructions. A black book is a personal diary to record personal magickalworkings, their effects, etc.

    Re: Attacked...

    Teens4Satan member wrote: About a month ago, I had started meditating after I had completed the affirmationritual. When I was opening my Third Eye, however, something horrifyinghappened. I saw myself pushed by a xian angel to look into a mirror, and I sawblood, gore, fire, and a land completely in ruin. He said, "Do you honestly believethat Hell is paradise? Your actions only separate you from everyone around you,who believe in the true god!" I came out of the trance, gasping for air. I don'tbelieve any of those lies! I don't believe in any of the bullshit that any of myworthless Christian teachers or family or even the malevolent beings of theworthless figure known as "God" try to throw at me! Yet, I'm afraid. I haven'tmeditated in a month's time after that, and I feel as though I'm not proving myselfworth anything to Father Satan. I am afraid that I'll be thrown into something Ican't really control. After all, as the JoS website stated, I started to feelsuppressed anger and sadness right after I meditated (and that doesn't relate tothe attack and the visions that scum angel made me see). If anyone else has anyadvice for me, please let me know. Thank you, brothers and sisters.

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    That is what those maggots are all about- they reek with ugliness, extremenegativity, and slaughter in every way, and always use fear as a means forcontrol. This is what the Christian church was built upon- torture, lies, massmurder, genocide, and spiritual destruction.http://www.exposingchristianity.com/Angels.html

    http://www.exposingchristianity.com/Inquisition.htmlWhen I was very new to Satanism, I had a bad experience as well. I backed offfor a few days, but then I went right back. I came to Satanism as an atheist, afterreading Anton LaVey's Satanic Bible. Having a nasty voice and vision for acouple of seconds invade my head at that time, as an atheist, did freak me out.Thanks to some of the very few Satanic resources online way back then, I knewto tune it out and to turn it off.

    Just like the crazy Christian proselytizers who push their jewsus on people, eventhreatening torture and death for those who do not believe, enemy spooks such

    as the above PUSH themselves and their sick demented hateful filth to scareyou. In addition to their blatant aura of ugliness and negativity, in addition tousing fear, they also give negative prophesy. There is nothing pleasant at allabout them. They are human hating, spiteful and have no compassion, empathyor understanding, only sick, twisted and debased hatred. They are also extremelyarrogant.

    Satanism is a most beautiful religion. It is the truth. Satan tells us the truth.Christianity and its related filth such as Islam and of course the root of all of this-Judaism, are all death programs for the death and destruction of life on earth, thedestruction and death of true spirituality, and total ruin. Look to their works. All

    those angles and their ilk are all about is death, destruction, ruin, and rot. Ask Satan for his protection. Your being attacked like that and so new may meanyou are a threat to the enemy.

    The Temple of Solomon and Freemasonry:Exposing More Spiritual Corruption

    As many of you here already know, Freemasonry was once of Satan. But not any

    more. This all changed with Jew Mayer Bauer/Rothschild. He ingratiated himselfto Freemason Prince William IX [this is how they manipulate and gain control ofGentiles [it is in their bible with the story of Esther and many others and is asubliminal, which opens a door for the Jews on the material plane]; "It was duringthis same period that the metaphysics of the Jewish Cabala began to fuse withthe traditions of Freemasonry."The above quote states about the Jewish cabala, but this is actually aeuphemism for spiritual hijacking and corruption.

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    Freemasons and authors Christopher Knight and Robert Lomas traveled tovarious historic places and Masonic lodges in Europe and did extensive researchand of course they found quite a few major Masonic rituals had been removedfrom Freemasonry with no trace. Unfortunately, with the hijacking ofFreemasonry by the Jews, it is no more nowadays than just another communist

    front.Centuries ago, when it was of Satan, it was very spiritual. A 33rd degreeFreemason was one who had his serpent fully ascended and in those times,high-ranking Freemasons would communicate telepathically. In modernFreemasonry, again, the bible is used as a powerful subliminal.

    "After the candidate is brought to light, the Master addresses him as follows:"Brother, on being brought to light, you first discover three great lights inMasonry, by the assistance of three lesser; they are, thus explained: the threegreat lights in Masonry are the Holy Bible, Square and Compass. The Holy Bible

    is given to us as a rule and guide for our faith and practice..."Illustrations of Masonry, by William Morgan, [1827]

    The Temple of Solomon is another ALLEGORY that the Jews hijacked andcorrupted, making this into another fictitious Jewish character.

    THE TRUE MEANING OF THE "TEMPLE OF SOLOMON" IS THE SOUL.666 is the Kabbalistic square of the Sun. 666 is the all-important solar chakra.The true meaning of the "Temple of Solomon" is the TEMPLE OF THE SUN.Please Note: The true meaning of the "Temple of the Sun" is spiritual. The Jewscompletely corrupted this. "Sol" "Om" and "On" are all words for the Sun. "Sol" is

    the Latin word for the Sun and is close to the English word "soul." "Om" is aname given by the Hindus to the Spiritual Sun and "On" is an Egyptian word forSun. The symbolism of the Temple of Solomon was stolen by the Jews andcorrupted into a fictitious character, as with the fictitious nazarene and nearlyeverything in the Judeo/Christian Bible.

    What this has done... By establishing a connection to the bible as every modernFreemason does when joining, this ties directly into the subliminal, giving itpower. This is what the Jews have done in regards to the "Temple of Solomon"FOR ONE. This is only one example of the endless spiritual hijacking andcorruption and why we are where we are at today:

    Solomon had unimaginable vast wealth. The "Temple of Solomon" symbolizesthe Jewish people (Israel) as a whole.

    1 Kings 4: 1 So king Solomon was king over all Israel.20 Judah and Israel were many, as the sand which is by the sea in multitude,eating and drinking, and making merry.

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    21 And Solomon reigned over all kingdoms from the river unto the land of thePhilistines, and unto the border of Egypt: they brought presents, and servedSolomon all the days of his life.22 And Solomon ’s provision for one day was thirty measures of fine flour, andthreescore measures of meal,

    23 Ten fat oxen, and twenty oxen out of the pastures, and an hundred sheep,beside harts, and roebucks, and fallowdeer, and fatted fowl.24 For he had dominion over all the region on this side the river, from Tiphsaheven to Azzah, over all the kings on this side the river: and he had peace on allsides round about him.25 And Judah and Israel dwelt safely, every man under his vine and under his figtree, from Dan even to Beersheba, all the days of Solomon.26 And Solomon had forty thousand stalls of horses for his chariots, and twelvethousand horsemen.27 And those officers provided victual for king Solomon, and for all that cameunto king Solomon ’s table, every man in his month: they lacked nothing.

    28 Barley also and straw for the horses and dromedaries brought they unto theplace where the officers were, every man according to his charge.29 And God gave Solomon wisdom and understanding exceeding much, andlargeness of heart, even as the sand that is on the sea shore.30 And Solomon ’s wisdom excelled the wisdom of all the children of the eastcountry, and all the wisdom of Egypt.31 For he was wiser than all men; than Ethan the Ezrahite, and Heman, andChalcol, and Darda, the sons of Mahol: and his fame was in all nations roundabout.32 And he spake three thousand proverbs: and his songs were a thousand andfive.

    33 And he spake of trees, from the cedar tree that is in Lebanon even unto thehyssop that springeth out of the wall: he spake also of beasts, and of fowl, and ofcreeping things, and of fishes.34 And there came of all people to hear the wisdom of Solomon, from all kings ofthe earth, which had heard of his wisdom.

    1 Kings 10: 21 And all king Solomon ’s drinking vessels were of gold, and all thevessels of the house of the forest of Lebanon were of pure gold; none were ofsilver: it was nothing accounted of in the days of Solomon.22 For the king had at sea a navy of Tharshish with the navy of Hiram: once inthree years came the navy of Tharshish, bringing gold, and silver, ivory, andapes, and peacocks.23 So king Solomon exceeded all the kings of the earth for riches and forwisdom.24 And all the earth sought to Solomon, to hear his wisdom, which God had putin his heart.25 And they brought every man his present, vessels of silver, and vessels ofgold, and garments, and armour, and spices, horses, and mules, a rate year byyear.

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    26 And Solomon gathered together chariots and horsemen: and he had athousand and four hundred chariots, and twelve thousand horsemen, whom hebestowed in the cities for chariots, and with the king at Jerusalem."Solomon" also had several hundred wives and an overabundance of everythingelse.

    Ok, now what becomes of the Gentiles? Read on...

    1 Kings 9: 20 And all the people that were left of the Amorites, Hittites, Perizzites,Hivites, and Jebusites, which were not of the children of Israel,21 Their children that were left after them in the land, whom the children of Israelalso were not able utterly to destroy, upon those did Solomon levy a tribute ofbondservice unto this day.22 But of the children of Israel did Solomon make no bondmen: but they weremen of war, and his servants, and his princes, and his captains, and rulers of hischariots, and his horsemen.

    The Gentiles who were not "UTTERLY DESTROYED" by the "Children of Israel"were made into SLAVES. GET IT??????

    The Gentile Gods enslaved by the Jews and viciously abused, following with themass murder and enslavement of the remaining Gentile people. Asmodeusexplained to me that the biblical "Temple of Solomon" is the "empire of the Jews."For the full article:http://www.angelfire.com/dawn666blacksun/Temple_of_Solomon.html

    To further elaborate, the character "Hiram Abiff" is another allegory. Note"HIRAM" is a very ancient mantra for the Sun. The Black Sun [astral Sun]. Hrim

    ties into the freemason Hiram Abiff.“presented to all candidates during the thirddegree in Freemasonry. ” Note THIRD- the third solar chakra. The gold chakra.

    The Sun chakra, which is also symbolized by the swastika.

    From Wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hiram_AbiffHiram Abiff (also Hiram Abif or the Widow's son) is the central character of anallegory presented to all candidates during the third degree in Freemasonry.Hiram is presented as the chief architect of King Solomon's Temple, who ismurdered in the Temple he designed by three ruffians during an unsuccessfulattempt to force him to divulge the Master Masons' secret passwords.

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    NOTE: “Hiram is presented as the chief architect of King Solomon's Temple. ” Inother words, the solar chakra symbolized by the Satanic inverted cross, is thesource of the magnum opus and the powerhouse of the soul. This is alsosymbolized by Thor's Hammer.

    The solar chakra is the "architect of the soul." All energy to empower your soulcomes from this chakra. The solar chakra being located near the navel is also the

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    spot where we were first nourished and given life in our mother's womb. Hiram Abiff is not a character, but a CONCEPT. The "secret passwords" are themantras and words of power that awaken and empower the chakras.

    All of the ancient Pagan religions placed emphasis on the Sun. The Sun is the

    giver of life and this also includes the astral Sun of the soul; the "Temple ofSolomon." The solar chakra also plays a key role in the magnum opus.

    Now, with the hijacking and corruption perpetuated by the modern Masonicrituals, these ensure that again, in addition to the deluded xian programs andtheir Muslim ilk, that Gentile spiritual energies are diverted to Jewish interestsand support these with their Gentile energies. Everything in the above is quiteclear, though the Jewish lies and their explanations are what most people andmodern Freemasons accept without question.

    Original Freemasonry centuries ago was based upon the rebuilding of the

    Temple of Solomon, meaning, working towards spiritual advancement and themagnum opus. The same goals we Satanists are working towards today.

    The Healing Serpent

    I also want to add here- I am fully aware of how the enemy uses anything andeverything to destroy culture, our youth, our society, and civilization. This is theirgoal for destroying any and all freedom and to produce a brutal slave system forall Gentiles.

    When we empower our souls, on the way to the godhead, we experience a majortransformation, in that our soul guides us to make the best decisions forourselves; not through force, but by our own comfortable choice when we areready. Many who have advanced find they are no longer attracted to usingsubstances to get a high or to have fun or feel better. More and more personalindependence is reached through empowering our souls and we find we are lessand less dependent upon things outside of ourselves.

    The Satanic Serpent heals from the inside out. Past issues, destructive patternsand addictions fade away as the Serpent of Fire burns these from the soul. Thetightest grip is with an open hand. By trying to force certain things onto ourselves,

    we are usually met with equal or stronger opposing force. Through freedom, wereach the godhead. On the way, we transform through this and it is verybeautiful. The Serpent has always been known for expansion of the mind andsoul, along with god-like knowledge. The knowledge in knowing what is right orwrong for us as individuals. This comes in time. Our lives become sublimated ontheir own, and society as a whole advances as we did in the era known as the'Golden Age.'

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    Re: Question concerning National Socialism

    HellsArmy666 member wrote:I've been debating for months now on joining the National Socialist Party...

    My advice to you is - don't. Most of the NS organizations in the USA have beenthoroughly corrupted and are being run by Jews. This is a fact. This is why theChristian agenda is incessantly pushed within these organizations. The Jews andtheir lackey traitors push Christianity relentlessly, and so many other things todestroy these groups from the inside, including direct reports to the ADL and theZOG regarding personal information of members and everything else. My ownknowledge of this is the mainstream groups, like the National Socialist Movementand such are REAL bad news. Stay away from them. Satan is taking care of thisproblem. Just be patient, there is much more to come in the future, and thesetraitors will be punished severely. These idiots don't know what is to come.

    Satanism and National Socialism

    Modern National Socialism [after WW2] has been purposely infested with theChristian filth, as has everything else. TRUE Nazism of the Third Reich WAS ofSatan. The Jews know this at their higher levels and have worked relentlessly toinfiltrate and gain control of post-WW2 Nazi groups and organizations, usingChristianity as their tool, all the while pretending to be against it. Most of us knowthat any xian beliefs or ties, places a person spiritually under the control of theenemy and this is what they want. This also makes one extremely susceptible totheir rituals and black magick against us. In other words, be against the Jews, butworship their Jewish 'god' and their Jewish nazarene and Jewish biblicalcharacters, etc.

    Here are some quotes:

    “ The Ten Commandments have lost their validity, and as for conscience, thatwas a Jewish invention, a blemish like circumcision. ” – Adolf Hitler

    "I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." "Judaism,Christianity, Bolshevism are all bound together. Comrades in agitation, born toolsof decay, they possess the same talent to destroy the natural structure of society.Bolshevism is the historical and logical continuation of Christianity. It realizes ona technical level what Christianity has done on a metaphysical level." – Adolf Hitler

    A quote about Hitler's stance on Christianity from Alfred Rosenberg:"He had never allowed a member of the clergy to a Party meeting or to the burialof a member of the Party. The Judeo-Christian plague was now heading towards

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    its end. He said it was downright horrifying that a religion could ever have been possible which literally gobbled up its God in communion."

    "A number of his closest accomplices shared Hitler's hate toward the Church andhis decision to destroy it. Probably the best known among them were Bormann,

    Himmler, Heydrich, Rosenberg and Goebbels. Gerhard Reitlinger characterizesHimmler as follows: "Himmler's profession became destroying Jews, liberals, and priests."

    "According to a note from the Holy See dated March 2, 1943: At the beginning of October 1941, the number of priests from the dioceseWarthegau," who were under arrest at Dachau, amounted to several hundred;but this number swelled considerably every month as a result of a strongintensification of police measures which resulted in the arrest and deportation offurther hundreds of clerics … " 5

    "All Catholic schools were closed.""An order of the Reich governor, dated August 19, 1941, said that youngGermans could receive religious instructions only in the ages from 10 to 18 yearsold and, furthermore, only at the places of worship and one hour per week, whichwas to be set between 3 and 5 PM (excluding the days reserved for theexercises of the Hitler-youth). It was further ordered that the police had to beinformed in advance regarding the time, the place and the instructional

    personnel … Several churches were … removed from use as places of worship.With many others this happened later on … religious services were limited tospecific hours … "

    What did Hitler have to say about "pure, original Christianity" and an "AryanChrist?""Leave the hair-splitting to others. Whether it's the Old Testament or the New, orsimply the sayings of Jesus, it's all the same old Jewish swindle. It will not makeus free. A German church, a German Christianity is a distortion. One is either aGerman or a Christian. You cannot be both...... We don't want people to keepone eye on the hereafter. We need free men who know that God is inthemselves.""You cannot make an Aryan of Jesus, that's nonsense. What needs to be doneyou say? I will tell you: we must prevent the churches from doing anything but,what they are doing now, that is, losing ground day by day. But we can hastenmatters. The parsons will be made to dig their own graves." – Adolf Hitler

    Reichsf ührer Heinrich Himmler was a Satanist and had a coven of 12 SSOfficers. He was the 13th member. He worked diligently with along with AdolfHitler to destroy Christianity. Christian symbols, characters [which are all Jewish],and rituals, were replaced with original Pagan [Pagan means 'Gentile'] rites.

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    "So too, had the form for two principle ceremonies adapted from pagan rites toreplace Christian festivals – those of the summer and winter solstices. An Englishvisitor attended a summer solstice festival in 1936: a circle of Hitler Youthschanted consciously pagan litanies in preparation for the moment at middaywhen the sun reached its zenith. As it hung overhead there was silence, 'then a

    paean of praise rang out for the Aryan God."[The Aryan God is Satan].

    "'The source of all life is Got.' The word was given only one 't' in the transcription,allegedly the old German spelling, but it was chiefly useful, to distinguish the SSGod from the conventional Christian God."

    "Himmler was fascinated by the Far East and its religions. He hated Christianityand carried a pocket book in which he had collected homilies from the HinduBhagavadgita." See 'Satanism's Origins in the Far East':http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satanism_Sanskrit.html

    Reichsf ü hrer Heinrich Himmler's Speech to top leaders of the SS, June9, 1942 Berlin:

    "We will have to deal with Christianity in a tougher way than hitherto. We mustsettle accounts with this Christianity, this greatest of plagues that could havehappened to us in our history, which has weakened us in every conflict. If ourgeneration does not do it, then I believe it would drag on for a long time. We mustovercome it within ourselves."I would also like to include this YouTube video:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eX3R_mQnsRM"Nazi Secrets Himmler's SS Cult"

    THIS VIDEO DOES CONTAIN A LOT OF SLANDER, BUT IS VERYREVEALING. Though they try to undermine Adolf Hitler in his spiritual beliefs,there is NO doubt he was a Satanist and fully supported Himmler's work fordestroying Christianity. Heinrich Himmler amassed the largest file collection ofwitch trials in history and one of his reasons was to use this against the Christianchurch. The war disrupted everything.

    Nazi Germany was viciously attacked because many knew the Third Reichwas working to revive Satanism.

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    Christian Pastor: "My hand is stretched out to Satan as far as I can reach right now"

    I am aware the following post is quite lengthily, but this is only one. I havereceived a few personal e-mails and of course, there are more posts in the JoSe-groups like the one below. There are Christian pastors and ministers who haveawakened to the truth and want out of Christianity. Many face overwhelmingproblems such as their entire lives and work are caught up in Christianity. Theirfamilies are devout Christians and on the spiritual side, the enemy takes a hold ofthem and fights to keep them spiritually enslaved. This also includes a fewCatholic priests, who are now ex-Catholic priests. My advice to anyone who isfacing this kind of crisis is to do the dedication ritual to Satan, and from there, askfor guidance from Satan. Knowing the Truth will Set You Free...

    [email protected] Date: Tuesday, June 14, 2011wrote:Hello everyone. My name is Mike and I am 34 years old. This is my first posthere. I understand the following may be lengthy, although I will try to keep it isbrief as possible while adequately relaying my feelings. I am not sure if this forumis the appropriate place to express these feelings, so if they are not, myapologies.I am currently a Christian...before you automatically stop reading, please read abit further. I was not raised in a Christian household per say, but had an aunt whowas a strong influence on me in my spiritual choices, with whom I had frequentcontact. Due to her influence, and to the best of my remembrance, I became aChristian between the ages of 11-12. For some time, I followed the Christianreligion with a passion, and by my early to mid-20's, after preaching in multiplechurches, being a deacon in my home church, and being recommended as a lay

    pastor, I had strongly considered becoming a full-time pastor. However, due tounforeseen circumstances, I did not assume the position of lay pastor, which Ihad been recommend for. By my later 20's, my passion for the Christian religionwas waning, although still strong. At age 28 I experienced an extremely painfuland life changing event at the hands on my now ex-wife, which I had begged myGod to help me with. I received what I felt was very little help, if any, and was leftto suffer unjustly. This was the first time I had felt truly abandoned by the god thatI served, as if he had turned his back on me when I needed him the most.I never recovered from this and my feelings toward the god that I once trustedimplicitly continued to deteriorate. Just a couple years later, while still holdingonto a remnant of trust in my God, I was struck by an even more devastatingblow, one which could have destroyed my life and which I played no role in. I wasnot at fault and completely undeserving in every sense. It was the true definitionof injustice.I plead with my god from the depths of my heart, but despite my deepest cries forhelp, things continued to get worse, as if there were unseen spiritual forcesworking to destroy me. All my life I was taught that my god would protect his own,but for years I received no help at all and things continued to worsen as if I was a

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    character written into the plot of a tragic movie. I was being falsely accused of themost vile crimes and suffered great losses...losses which I can hardly bare. Eventhen, my hands remained outstretched to my god, begging for help and justice.No justice or help of any kind ever came. Often, I felt as if my own god was tryingto destroy me, as it seemed impossible for things to have happened naturally.

    Coincidence seemed impractical. However, from young childhood there wasalways a pull to the demonic, which I did not understand. Even as a devoutChristian I would research websites like the JOS and others, telling myself it wassimply for research purposes, but I cannot deny that I was pulled to them,

    particularly this site. For the last few years I have been pulled closer and closerto what I can only conclude is Satan. Just recently, after seeing that my God wascontent to just sit by and watch me suffer for years, I felt an immense sense ofbetrayal and that my god did not really love me as I had thought for so manyyears. Listen, I did not expect only good things to come from following my god,but I did not expect to be left completely abandoned at my most desperate hour,which has lasted years. I am now at the point where I am struggling immensely

    on which road to go down, but even as courageous as I am, the prospect ofrejecting my God terrifies me. My entire life I have been programmed to think thatrejecting God means eternity in hell and being left open to destruction by Satan.But there has been a war in my hea