cx"s/ ahj, hu"s acy vw,a"n*

t/ uuh gx phry zhl cR thsi' thz hgsgr zRl kgrby ngi TP pui ,urv' uuTx ,urv thz sTl

nkaui vurtv1' tui ",urv tur"2_ tuh; cRkhhfyi hgsgr gbhi'

zgvy ngi sTl' Rz ,urv vuhcy zhl Ti nhy R ch",' uuTx jz"k thi ,uacg"p zTdi tuh;

sgo sgo chtur3' Rz ch", thz sTx r", crfv/

uuTx sgrpRr thz sTl tuhl R nbvd hartk _ uuTx "nbvd hartk ,urv vht"4' ckaui pui

sgo Rkywi rchwi thi sgr tdv"e vhsugv5' "pu,jhi ccrfv"

_ uuTx "cbh vdtui vnjcr"' sh zhi zhhbg' uuTx vTci Rruhxdgdgci tui nxsr dguugi sh

tdru, eusa aku6' tui zhh vTci tuhl dgnRfy sgo xsr' tui sh tdr, vTy ngi

Ruugedgaygky Rkx sh grayg thi tdru, eusa aku' vuhcy zhl Ti sh tdr, nhy sh uugrygr

pui pu,jhi ccrfv/

sgrbTl thz gr tuhl nnahl )thi sgr tdv"e('

_ uuTx sTx thz tuhl' cvnal mu sgo uuTx gr zTdy thi crtah, rcv )c,jhk,u(7' cbudg

mu sh v,jk, tui p,hj, v,urv' Rz "p,j scrhl hthr"8' uuTx sgrpRr thz tuhl dkhhl bTl

"crtah," )sgr cw(' thz sgrbTl "uhtnr tkeho hvh tur"9' sgr gbhi pui tur' thz Rzuh tuhl

thi sgo "pu,jhi ccrfv"' thz gr sgrbTl dkhhl nnahl _

Rz "anugv yucv angv u,jh bpah' thi01yuc tkt ,urv"' uuTx ,urv thz sTl gbhbv tur'

chz RzR tupi thi tur _ Rz bhy bTr cneuo uuTx gx thz bhyT ehhi tur crhhbdy ngi Rrhhi

tur' bTr tuhl sgr gbhi Rz sgr vhpl vtur uugry surl sgo cyk' chz Rz "t,vpft jauft

kbvurt"11' Rz sgo jual dupt nRfy ngi thcgr' tui ngi nRfy pui tho tur' uuTx sTx thz

bTl R drgxgrg srdt _ R drgxgrgr vhad' thi sgo gbhi vtur21/

c/ uuh pRrayRbshe tuhl pui sgo gbhi pui n,i ,urv' uuTx uuh gr thz nctr thi zvr31'

Rz prhgr thz dguugi "uhang h,ru"41' tui sgrbTl thz dguugi )uuh sgrmhhky thi ,urv51( sgr

gbhi pui n",/

*( xh"y-kz )cmhru; nv,uugsuhu, aktj"z( vudvu g"hf"e tsnu"r akhy"t' ubspxu ceubyrx "vsri gknxf,u, cbh"l" _ cvuxpu, kxu; xw vahju, ,ba"tj"c gw 538 uthkl' ufti bspx nvbjv ck,h nudv/ukakhnu, vgbhi bspx nxv"a keni cvuxpu, gw ???/

1( rtv zj"d bd' c/ ucf"n/

2( nakh u' fd/

3( rtv ,st"r pk"t )eruc kxupu(/ hruaknh jdhdvp"c v"t/ ,bjunt crtah, v/ c"r p"t' h/ zvr r"p uhda/urtv keu"a jy"u c,jhk,u/ jf"s gw 146/ ua"b/

4( rtv ,us"v bpxk _ nbju, f' c/ au"g tsv"z tu"jxu"x ep/ x,k"c xh"t/ x,m"s xy"z/

5( c,bht _ x"t/

6( rtv vxfn, "vrcbho ahw cbh vdtui vnjcr z"kb"g" c,jhk, v,bht/

7( rp"d/ urtv pra"h ,vkho ehy' ek/

8( ,vkho ao/

9( crtah, t' d/

01( tcu, p"u' d/ ugus/

11( rtv zj"t s' t/ ucf"n/

21( rtv xw vgrfho jc"s grl "tur _ chjx kjual"x"j )frl cw gw ,egv uthkl(/ ua"b/

31( j"c xz' c uthkl/ urtv ctrufv keu"a jh"t gw47 uthkl/ xv"n nkuey j"d gw bj uthkl/ ua"b/

41( h,ru hj' t/

51( h,ru f' t uthkl/

1

_ uuTx fTya gx thz sT muuhh sgu,61' mh h,ru thz dgeungi ktjr n",' MH EUSO N", _

Tcgr xsr thi ,urv thz sTl tuhl Ri tur' tui Ri TPkgrbubd71' tui sgr xsr thi sgo xhpur

vgbhbho' thz prhgr uugry sgrmhhky uugdi "uhang h,ru"' tui sgrbTl gray' sgo gbhi pui

"uhscr tkeho t, fk vscrho vtkv ktnr duw"51Q

uuTx tuh; sgo zTdy gr sTl thi dnw ndhkv81tui cf"n91' Rz sTx nhhby ngi tui sTx thz

fukk fk gbhbh v,urv' chz tphku sTx uuTx ",knhs u,he g,hs kjsa" gs xu; fk vsuru, _

thz sTx Rkgx dgzTdy dguuTri sgnTky' tui sTx thz fkuk thi "vscrho vtkv ktnr" _

thz sgr zvr nctr sgo ear vgbhbho' Rz xwvTy dgsRrpy zhhi sgr "h,rui vtur n,ul

vjual"02' tui sTx thz dguugi czni h,ru' uuTx gr thz dguugi R "fvi nshi"41' tui uuh gr thz

nctr thi nsraho12' vTy gr dguutuxy sh Rkg ahyu, nhy sh Rkg jehru, uvdhui' uuTx zhh

zhhbgi vhpl v,urv tui vhpl gcus, vwQ tui sgrbTl vTy gr dgzTdy "g,v hsg,h fh dsuk vuhw

nfk vtkeho"22' uuh pRrayRbshe thi payu, vf,ucho' gtfu"f uuh sTx thz kuhy nsrah

jz"k' chz thi rzh sturhh,t/

uuTx ,urv thz sTl dgdgci dguuTri _ ckaui vf,uc32"nurav evhk, hgec"' uuTx R hura

thz sTl bhy pRrcubsi nhy jfnv uvadv uvcbv ungku,' bTr sgrpRr uuTx gr thz R eruc

tui R hura _ cReuny gr tui thz hura vfk42' sgrpRr thz pRrayRbshe' Rz sTx nuz tuhl

zhhi tuhxdgvRkyi kuhy payu, vgbhbho tui kuhy payu, vf,ucho/

uuTx sgrpRr thz tuhl thi sh gar, vscru,' zhhbgi dgzTdy dguuTri )uuh nwthz sTx nsdha

cfnv xprho52( Rk. gbhbho _ uuTx kftuw zhhbgi zhh pauyho c,fkh,' tui pRrayRbshe chz

mu R pauy acpauyho' tui mu R eyi aceybho' tui zhhbgi tuhl fukk thi zhl ftnur kghk "fk

vscrho vtkv" _ chz thi pay tui rnz tui srua tui xusu, v,urv/

thz sTx dguugi sgr gbhi uuTx gr vTy dgzTdy "g,v hsg,h"' sgr "h,rui vtur n,ul

vjal" vTy sTx dgcrRfy mu "h,rui vjfnv n,ul vxfku,"02' sgr gbhi pui b,hb, v,urv

sT knyv' RrTPeungbshe pui sgo Try uutu zh thz prhgr dguugi "jnsv dbuzv"62' chz bTl

vgfgr sgrpui _ Rz nwzTdy "utvhw tmku duw agaugho duw"' fncutr thi nakh72thi sh srdu,

v,urv zu kngkv nzu/

d/ gs"z tuhl thz sTl fkku, gbhi v,urv' uuTx sTx thz "p,j scrhl hthr"8sgr gbhi vtur'

thz sTl ,fkh, uakhnu, vtur thz _ Rz bhy bTr gr thz ncyksgo jual' bTr gr euny RrTP

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

61( g"z fs' t uthkl/ ua"b/ urtv do ra"h h,ru ao'hd/

71( rtv pxjho u' c/ ak"v jke ,uacg"p' fkkkaubu, c,jhk,u/ keu"a jf"s gw 926/ ua"b/

81( rtv ao hy' c/

91( rtv hruaknh ptv p"v v"s/ anu"r rpn"z/ urtvkeu"a jh"y gw 252/ ua"b/

02( g"p evk, c' hd/

12( nfhk,t )vuct cpra"h( h,ru hj' ht/ sc"r p"t'

v/ zj"c xz' c/ xj' t/ ugus/

22( h,ru ao/

32( crfv kd' s/

42( rtv bsv nd' xg"c uthkl/

52( keu", cnscr hc' d/ yu' d/ xv"n ,rf"y gw rhz/ugus/

62( ac, pj' c )kph dhrx, vr"b dtui(/

72( j' k/ urtv eu"t c,bht )ext' t(/ keu", cnscrhz' s uthkl/ ucf"n/

2

thi RzR tupi Rz gr thz nvplsgo jual' Rz sgr jual thz tuhl "khkv fhuo hthr"82/ csudnt

uuh nwzTdy chh hmh"n92' Rz gx thz sgnTky dguugi "khkv fhuo hthr"/ uuTx Rzuh vTy zhl tuhl

dkhhl Ruugedgaygky sgr xsr ccrht, vguknu,' Rz chuo vac,' uuTx sgnTky thz dguugi

sh akhnu, vcrhtv chuo vachgh ]uuTx sgnTky thz dguugi "uhfk tkeho"03_ tuhl pui kaui

akhnu,13[' thz sgnTky thz sgr khkv tuhl dguuTri huo' chz uuRbgy _ uuh sgr kaui jz"k23'

Rz "k"u agu, ahnav tu,v vturv"/

uuTx sTx thz tuhl' uuTx sgr rnc"o crhhbdy RrTP33Rkx R pxe vkfv' pui ntnr

vxprh43' Rz kt bh,bv ,urv cguko tkt fsh kgau, akuo' uuTx akuo thz sTl gbhbu _ uugi

gx thz ahhl Ri gbhi ak njkue,' tui Ty sgnTky yuy sTx tuh; sgr gbhi Rz gx thz akuo'

tui uugi thz akuo cakhnu, tui ktnh,,u' bhy bTr uugi gx thz sT R nbmj tui R nbumj'

bTr tuhl Rz "do tuhchu hakho t,u"53' uuTx sgnTky' sgr "hakho" _ nRfy sTx R akhnu,

thi gbhi vakuo/

uuTx sTx thz cfkku, sgr gbhi uuTx ",urv tur"' uuTx sgr tuhcgraygr vTy dguuTky

Rz gx zTk zhhi thi Ri tupi Rz "b,,h kpbhl duw t, vjhho ut, vyuc"63tui sgr vhpl sgrpui'

tui sgr ths zTk cRuuhhzi Rz gr dgvgry muo "go jfo ubcui"73' tui sgrpRr thz "ucjr,

cjhho"83_ zTk zhhi sh cjhrv cjhho' thi Ri tupi _ Rz gx uugy zhhi sgr "uvbv yuc nts"93

thi gcus, vw' "cfk kccl _ cabh hmrhl"04' Rz gr thz tuhl nvpl sgo hmr nms vantk' Rz

gr uugry thi R ngns unmc pui "utvc, t, vuhw tkehl"14' uuTx sgnTky thz sTx R akuo

tnh,h' tui R akuo aha ku ehuo/

uuTx tuh; sgo sRr; ngi sTl vTci sgo "hartk gzhi actunu,"24' sgrpRr thz sTl tuhl

sh v,jk, vf,uc34"vw gz kgnu h,i" tui surl sgo _ "vw hcrl t, gnu cakuo"/ uuTx sTx

thz sTl sgr pxue uuTx nwvTy dgzTdy cag, n,i ,urv44' tui dgzTdy thi RzR tupi _ Rz

sTx zTk sgrdrhhfi bhy bTr mu thsi' bTr tuhl mu tunu, vguko' chz Rz sgnTky thz tuhl chh

zhh dguuTri nbuj, vbpa' fxhpurh jz"k czv54/ uuTx sTx thz surl sgo' uuTx R ths PrRuugy

nhy zhl sgo gbhi pui guz' uuTx gr bumy tuhx sh Rkg gbhbho uuTx sgr tuhcgraygr dhy

tho' thi Ri tupi pui guz' uuTx guz thz sTl gbhbu _ tuh; thcgreungi tui ncyk zhhi fk gbhi

vnbds/

ahj, hu"s acy

82( ,vkho eky' hc/

92( cakj hs' f ura"h/ urtv vnal ,rx"u gw rfz/vnal ,gr"c j"c gw ,,eks-nc/ j"d gw twafd-j/xv"n ,ah"t gw 933/

03( crtah, c' c/

13( rtv tuv", crtah, s"v uhfuku )crtah, nc' cuthkl/ ao frl d ,ej' c uthkl(/

23( hruaknh crfu, p"j v"v/ c"r ph"t' c/ ph"c' u/

33( xu; vkw jbufv/

43( f"v cvbjv )tu: ,u"f(/ urtv rnc"o vkw jbufvxp"s/ ucndhs nabv nmhhi kxprh _ rtv ao bat u' fu/ughk"g/

53( nakh yz' z/

63( bmcho k' yu/

73( ut,jbi s' u/

83( bmcho ao' hy/

93( crtah, t' kt/ urtv c"r p"y' h/ zj"t hs' t/ hy'c/ ugus/

04( ut,jbi u' v/ crfu, bs' t )cnabv(/

14( ut,jbi ao/

24( chmv fv' c/

34( ,vkho fy' ht/

44( zcjho eyz' t/ ucf"n/

54( zcjho ao/ xprh crfv kd' c/ ucf"n/ urtv)cbsu"s( keu", nyu, pv' s/

3

uftnur sh akhnu, thi chyuk thz _ Rz pui sgo nbdspui tur' nRfy ngi tuh; Rz "hakho

t,u"' chz uuh tuhl sgr TPyhhya Rz gr crhhbdy thi tho Rrhhi akhnu,/

uuTx sTx thz tuhl sgr ehaur vgbhbho' uuTx nwzTdy Rz "p,j scrhl hthr" _ sgr gbhi

pui tur' tui sTx Rz ",urv bh,bv kgau, akuo cguko"/

s/ sTx thz tuhl sgr ahhfu, tui ear mu "pu,jhi ccrfv"' Rzuh uuh sgr xhuo pui ,urv

acgk pv' fk va"x fuku64' Rz "kt nmt vec"v fkh njzhe crfv khartk tkt vakuo

abtnr34vw gz kgnu h,i vw hcrl t, gnu cakuo"' Rz fsh nwzTk tuhpbgngi sgo ch", _ sgr

crfv uuTx sgr tuhcgraygr vTy sgrnhy Tbdgvuhci sh crhtv' tui sTx zTk RrTPeungi

thi Ri tupi pui "hthr"' R crfv cyuc vbrtv uvbdkv'

uuTx sTx thz Rruhxdgeungi cdkuh c"huo vaah"74nhy R v"t vhshgv cag, n",' uuh sh

dnw zTdy thi sh xudht pui n", )thi nxw ac,84( _ uv,urv vht bmjh,94' tuhl thi sgo

TPyhhya' Rz sh vurtu, pui sgr ,urv zhhbgi tuhl bmjhho' Rz hgsgr ths Rkx R hjhs' gtfu"f

thsi Rkx R rcho' gtfu"f Rz thsi nRfi pui sgo rcho Rz xwzTk zhhi R mhcur _ uuTx sTx

uugry R nmhtu, tj,05' R nmhtu, pui "hjhs" pRrcubsi nhy hjhsu ak guko _ uuTx sgnTky

eti sTx zhhi Ri tjsu, tnh,h,' uuhhk gx bgny zhl pui sgo aura tui neur vtjsu, _

tui sgnTky thz ngi tuhl pu,j ccrfv' tui pu,j nhy R scr ,urv' tui kfk krta nhy

sgo gbhi pui "crufho vctho"' tui cpry bTl Rz nwthz zhl nyrhj cbpau ucdupu' tui

nwpRrchbsy sTx nhy R nturg pui huo vvhkukt pui baht surbu pui sgo rchwi sgr auugr'

uuTx nxr bpau gk vpm, v,urv/ tui tuhl thi sgo tupi' fnsucr kghk15' bhy bTr pRr dsukho

cjfnv' tui tphku bhy bTr pRr dsukho cabho' bTr tphku pRr eybho tui eybh eybho' uuTx

suet thi sgo thz sTl dguugi sgr junr vshi nms dzhr, vnkfu,/ sgr drgxygr gbhi ak

xfbv' thz dguugi suet nms sh vpmv tui sgo jhbul cruj v,urv pui eybho tui eybu,' tui

thi sgo vTy gr zhl nuxr bpa dguugi/

uuTx sgnTky thz sTl chuo pyhr,u' uuh sgr Rkygr rch arhhcy thi tdv"e vhsugv25' Rz

sgnTky' thz "fk gnk tar gnkv bpau cnal hnh jhhu" ayhhy sTx sgnTky cag, pyhr,u

cdkuh sT knyv tui "pugk haugu, cerc vtr."35/

v/ tui Rzuh thz sTx nhsh abv cabv _ Rz gx euny sgr zgkcgr yTd' thz sTl "nbvd

hartk ,urv vht"4' Rz nwsgrnTby sTx' tui sTx euny RrTP thi pRrahsgbg nbvdho tui

thi ,phku,/

chz thi ngav cpugk ]pRrcubsi nhy sh gbhbho pui cag, pyhr,u' tui[ pRrcubsi nhy sh

gbhbho uuTx sTx thz gnk tar gnk cu fk nal hnh jhhu/ uuTx sh beusv czv thz sTl dguugi

_ sgr nx"b gk vpm, v,urv' tui Rz zh zTk sgrdrhhfgi chz mu R phbv bhsj, cneuo' chz mu

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

64( guemhi p"d nh"c/

74( crtah, t' kt/

84( pj' t ucpra"h ao s"v nkns/ urtv do g"z d' tucpra"h s"v vw svahah/ ra"h crtah, ao/

94( ,bht rph"z/

05( rtv bzhr xt' c/ mpg"b nvs", hd' c/

15( ahj, a"p ct xf"z )gw ???(/ uhk"g to kzvvfuubv/

25( tdv"e xf"j/

35( ,vkho gs' hc/

4

R phbv bhsj, cbpa' chz mu R eyi ueybv chvsu,' chz mu R eyi tui eybv cabho' tui nwzgvy

sTl Rz "gav uvmkhj"45/

uuTx sTx dhy sTl sgo ghsus nhy sgo fj nhy sgo mhuuh _ ucnfa"f ue"u: nv sTl

c,btho vvo cnshbv eav unkfu, eav55vTy ngi Rzuh dgyTi _ gtfu"f sh uuTx vTci zufv

dguugi tui nmkhj dguugi' Rz sgr tuhcgraygr vTy zhh Ruugedgaygky thi RzR ngns

unmc' Rz nwegi nph. zhhi ,urv unmu,hw kkt fk paru,' ctupi snuxh; uvukl utur' thz sTl

R zhfgrg zRl' Rz hgsgrgr thz zhl na,sk' tui uugy zhl na,sk zhhi bTl ngrgr kvgku,

ceusa65/

ucpry bTl _ nhybgngbshe sh v,gurru, pui sgo cgk vvhkukt' uuTx gr vTy sTx

cRuuhzi cngav cpugk cnxhr, bpa cpugk' uchuo vvhkukt _ thz sTl hgsgrgr yrRfy zhl

Rrhhi tui euey zhl mu mu scrh hnh jhhu/

gtfu"f sh uuTx vTci zhl nyrhj dguugi cdupo cbpao ucznbo' tuh; eungi nneuo rjue

utphku nneuo eruc' fsh kva,,; thi sgr v,uugsu,' thz sTl R zhfgrg zRl Rz gx uugy

mueungi thi "thi yuc tkt ,urv"01' u"dsuk khnus ancht khsh ngav"75_ mu nmuu, ngahu,'

ehuo vnmu, cpugk cjhh huo huo/

tui sTx uugy zhfgr nnvr zhhi' tui bTl ngr nerc zhhi sgo ehuo vhgus pui "khkv fhuo

hthr"' uuTx uugy zhhi ccht, nahj msebu' uuTx hkns ,urv t, fk vgo fuku fnuct cnsrah

jz"k85_ Rz sTx zTk zhhi cnvrv chnhbu nna' tui nwzTk kuns zhhi ,ur,u nphu ak nahj' tui

thi R uugky uuTx zh uugy zhhi "k,ei guko cnkfu, a-s-h"95'

tui xwthz sTl "yugnhw jhho zfu"06' gx sRr; zhhi mudgdrhhy _ mudrhhyi hgsgrgr jkeu

cguko' uuTx gr eti tuhpyTi thi uugky' Rz zh zTk zhhi rtuh mu neck zhhi sgo tur nhy sh

vbvdv/

uuh sgr rnc"o thz ntrhl thi vkfu, nkfho unkjnu,hvo thi xu; ph"t16' Rz sh Rkg

gbhbho uuTx yugi zhl tuh; thi uugky' tphku sh gbhbho uuTx zhh zhhbgi kftuw ck,h rmuhho

kdnrh' vTci zhh Tcgr thi zhl _ Rz zhh zhhbgi "khhar t, vsrl knkl vnahj"' Rz nwrgsy uugdi

thshaehhy' tui nwrgsy uugdi sgo tuhcgrayi' tui xwuugry Rk. uuhhbhegr sh gbhbho

vnbdsho' uuh gr crhhbdy sTryi RrTP tuhl sh sudntu, kscr/

tui ceruc uugy ngi zufv zhhi mu "hgnus nkl nch, sus / / uhfu; fk hartk / / kjze

csev"26' surl sgo uuTx gr cRuuhhzy Rkhhi sgo chhaphk "vudv c,urv / / fsus tchu"' tui gr

uugy zhhi sgr uuTx "hkjuo nkjn, vw" uhbmj' "ucbv nesa cneunu uec. bsjh hartk"' tui

ahj, hu"s acy

45( kaui vf,uc _ scrh vhnho-c kt' ft/ urtv dornc"o vkw nkfho ph"t v"s/

55( g"s kw ra"h _ h,ru hj' h/

65( rtv crfu, fj' t/ ua"b/

75( esuahi n' c/

85( rtv rnc"o vkw ,aucv xp"y/ keu", mu hz' t/xvn"m kvm"m nmuu, nhbuh nkl p"d )srn"m eh' c

uthkl(/ ucf"n/

95( buxj ,phk, gkhbu kacj/

06( buxj ,phk, nux; kac,/ urtv pg"j g. jhhoagr vac, rp"d/ keu"a jy"u gw 282/ ua"b/

16( v"s )ucruc vspuxho bany g"h vmbzur(/

26( rnc"o ao/

5

uuh sgr xhuo vvkfv _ "uvh,v kvw vnkufv"36' ucnvrv chnhbu nna/

* * *u/ cvnal kvtnur kghk uugdi "gnku tar gnk cu fk hnh jhhu"' uuTx sTx thz sTl tuhl

sgr gher vv,uugsu,' fsh zhl n,cubi zhhi tui TPkgrbgi _ f,ur, vcga"y46' Rz pui hgsgr

zRl uuTx R ths zgvy' Tsgr vgry' thz uuhcRks Rz "tbh kt bcrt,h tkt kana t, eubh"56'

tui hgsgr gbhi thz cvadjv pryh,' gtfu"f cbudg knhi vnscr66' tui thi nhi vnscr dupt' mu

"t,v cjr,bu"76' "hartk go erucu"86' tui chh zhh dupt cvbudg mu sh gbhbho uuTx zhhbgi

pRrcubsi nhy nbvdh hartk' gtfu"f pRrcubsi nhy R thsi uuTx vTy zhl nuxr bpa dguugi

tuh; hvsu,' gk ,urv unmuu,hw _ fsh sTx zTk Tbeungi kfk tjs utj, ncbh hartk/

thz sTl thhbg pui zhhbg uugrygr' uuTx gr vTy dgzTdy sT zhhgbshe thi trv"c' thi thhbg

pui zhhbg kgmyg hTri' uuTx sgnTky thz sTl dguugi ngr gbhbho cdkuh' tui tuhl gbhbho pui

xl-vfk

_ thz sTl dguugi sgr uuTry96' Rz R hjhs thz R rcho/ uuTx cfkku, thz sTl sT thi sgo

fu"f tupbho tuh; sTx mu npra zhhi/ ftnur kghk' vTy gr zhl sTl na,sk dguugi' Rz gx

zTk zhhi R phrua uuTx zTk tuhl Rruhxcrhhbdgi R ngav cpugk' chz ct R pauy acpauyho

tui R eyi aceybho/

thz sgr phrua vpauy czv' Rz cag, R ths vuhcy Ti TPaRmi zhhbg ngdkgfehhyi' tui

sTx sRr; sTl zhhi uuh vurtu, ,ur,hbu' uuTx zh thz ",ur, jhho"07_ vurtv cjhho' tui

muzRngi sgrnhy tuhl ",ur, tn,"17_ Rz sTx zTk n,tho zhhi tk vtn,/ thz sgnTky

ctyrRfy gr zhl' Rz gr thz ngrbhy uuh Ri thhi tui thhbmhegr' tui nwzTdy tho Rz gr thz

dgahey dguuTri n"thdrt rnt kchrt gnhe,t"27' kana t, eubh' surl sgo uuTx gr uugy

nRfi pui sgr dRbmgr uugky' uuTx "fk vguko fuku kt bcrt tkt kanabh"56' uuTx sTx zTdy

ngi sTl Rkx R vesnv' tui sgrbTl euny sgr vnal "utbh bcrt,h kana t, eubh"' gr zTk

pui sgr uugky thcgrnRfi uuh dgzTdy prhgr' Rz gx zTk zhhi "guko gk nhkutu"37' nhy fk

vpryho acscr/

thz uuh eTi ngi pui R hjhs pRrkRbdgi' Rz gr zTk zhl thhbegri nhy R rcho' nhy sgo

rau, vrcho' tui nhy sh rhcuh gbhbho uuTx dgphbgi zhl cguknu, cfkk' ucpry cguko vzv

vdanh uvjunrh?

z/ tui Ty sTx zTdy ,urv' uuTx zh thz sTl ",urv tur"' Rz uuhcRks Rz "thbh ncea tkt

kph fuji"47' uuTx sTx thz sTl pRrayRbshe thi afk vpauy' tphku pui R tha pauy _ Rz

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

36( gucshw t' ft/

46( fa"y )vumt, ev",( vuxpu, tu, efz-efy/ua"b/

56( nabv ucrhh,t xu; ehsuahi/

66( rtv keu"a j"j gw 772 uthkl/ ua"b/

76( buxj v,phkv khu"y' uhnho burtho/

86( ,vkho enj' hs/

96( ahj, tja"p ,a"y xk"z )bspx cxv"n ,a"hrha gw 091(/ urtv do td"e f"e tsnu"r akhy"t j"dgw ,ep/

07( buxj crf, "aho akuo" ac,phk, vgnhsv/

17( buxj crf, v,urv )g"p nktfh c' u(/

27( g"p jdhdv v' c/

37( rtv c"r ph"s' z/

47( cnsc"r ph"c' d/

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xwuugy bhy pRrkRbdgi tphku R car uso' pui R zRl uuTx gr nRfy _ ngrgr uuhpk gr vTy

thi sgo Rrhhbdgkhhdy fju, tui vfbu, tuh; sTx mu yTi/

gtfu"f "vaupy fk vtr."57' sgr tuhcgraygr' uuTx gr thz sTl sgr curt vguko

unbvhdu' tui curt vtso unbvhdu' thz pRrayRbshe cpayu, Rz gr pRrkRbdy ngrbhy uuh kph

fju/

thz uuhcRks Rz nwvTy tho dgahey Rkx R hjhs' uuTruo vtso bcrt hjhsh67' tui nwvTy

tho dgahey thi R rcho' thi R rau, vrcho' Rz pui sgo rau, vrcho zTk gr thcgrnRfi

R rau, vhjhs' mu "hjhsu ak guko" _ thz R zhfgrg zRl Rz Ty sgr hjhs' thz fbds' tui aeuk

fbds sgo dRbmi rcho'

Tcgr zhhi ,pehs thz' Rz gr zTk tuhpyTinhy sgo rcho _ ftnur kghk )x"s(' Rz pui

sgo rcho zTk uugri R mhcur' uuTx sTx thz sTl Ty sh yhhk pui uugky' "tar crt tkeho

kgau,"77' uuh ra"h yhhyay TP thi nsra87"kgau,' k,ei"' tui ckaui vdnw97' Rz "ruj mpubh,

thbv nxucc," _ sgrpRr uuTx nwvTy sTx thcgrdgkTzy mu R ngbyai' Rz grzTk sTx

nxhho zhhi tui nakho zhhi/

tui sgnTky uugy sTx uugri _ uuh gx ayhhy thi nsrah jz"k08' sgr n"o x,unv pui

"korcv vnarv"18pui hnu, vnahj' Rz tphku uugi zh ayhhy ctnmg v,hcv' ayhhy zh tuhl

R x,unv/ uuTruo Ty sTx vTy tuhpdgyTi Ri ths zhhgbshe R "au,; kvec"v cngav

crtah,"28/ uuTx uuhcRks Rz ,ur, tn, rupy tho "au,;"' thz pRrayRbshe Rz gr sRr;

muyrTdi zhhi jke tuhl thi crht, vguknu,' ftnur kghk ckaui ra"h "tar crt tkeho" thz

sTx dguugi nkf,jkv thi R tupi pui "kgau, _ k,ei"' uuTx sgo ,heui sRr; Rrhhbcrhhbdgi

Ri ths' tui surl sgo uugry gr R au,; cngav crtah,/

uuTx yuy gr tuh;? ftnur' Rz gr nRfy pui sgo rv"r' pui sgo rcho' nRfy gr R rau,

vhjhs' pui sgo rcho R mhcur/

uuTx sTx thz sTl tuhl sh beusv v,hfubv' uuTx nwdgphby uuh ,urv zTdy cbudg mu hgsgr

thsi tui Rkg thsi' nms tjs Rz "jhhc tso kunr cachkh bcrt vguko"67' tui "fk vguko fuku

kt bcrt tkt kanabh"' tui sgrbTl sRr; gr tuhl uuhxi Rz "nh tbh unv tbh" _ Rz tuhc gr

thz pRr zhl' thz sgnTky egi gr dTrbhy tuhpyTiQ gr sRr; Tbeungi mu R muuhhyi' tui sRr;

Tbeungi mu sgr uugky' tui muzRngi nhy zhh _ surfphri zhhi akhju,' tg"p uuTx gr phky

zhl Rz gr thz R hjhs' tui vTy tuhl sh vurtv pui ,urv' Rz cfnv gbhbho thz gbhbu thz sTx

Rkx R hjhs/

j/ uuTx sgrpRr dgphby ngi cvkfv' Rz dkhhl bTl R hjhs' zTdy ngi Rz tuhc gx thz sT

muuhh _ thz sTl kftuw thz sTx muuhhtui gbhbho ak njkue,' dhy dkhhl Rruhx ,ur, tn, R

ahj, hu"s acy

57( kw vf,uc _ uhrt hj' fv/

67( xbvsrhi kz' t )cnabv(/

77( crtah, c' d/

87( c"r ph"t' u/

97( c"c fv' c/ urtv psr"t xp"d/

08( rtv ak"v ch, vdsuk )kz' t-c(/ tuv", b"l j"tgw epd uthkl/ urtv xv"n nkuey j"d gw efy _ cvgrv81/ urtv do keu"a jf"t gw 72 ucvxbni ao/

18( haghw y' u/

28( ac, ehy' c/

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uugd tui gbhi thi uugky _ Rz pui muuhh egi ngi nRfi thhbg' chz uuRbgy Rz sTx uugry thhi

nmhtu,' tui sgrpRr thz g"p vkfv )ug"p sesue( zTdy ngi38' Rz "fk neuo abtnr gs vrh

fti abho"' bTr Ty sh abho uugri thhi nmhtu,/

gs"z tuhl cvbudg mu akav' uuTx nwzTdy Rz sTx thz R nmhtu, ak akav' uuTx thz

pRrcubsi nhy R gbhi ak ch, shi48_ thz sgr gbhi ak c"s thz sTl' Rz prhgr thz sT sh aeu"y

]uuTx sgnTky thz sTl "thi shgu,hvi auu," g"p vcrhtv tui g"p v,urv' uuh sh dnw zTdy

thi nxw xbvsrhi58['

tui sh akhnu, pui c"s thz _ bhy Rz sh gbhbho ckhhci Ti R vjkyv' tui Ti R pxe shi' Ti

R vurtv _ bTr uugi thz R c"s nnkt akhju,u u,pehsu' uugi gr pxewby TP sgo shi Rkx

R nmhtu, tj,' Rkx R nmhtu, pui R c"s68/ uuTx sgnTky' thz sTl tphku sgr uuTx gr vTy

prhgr bhynxfho dguugi nhy sgr vjkyv' thz sTl ktjrh uuh c"s pxewby sgo shi' sRr; gr

sTx tuhl nehho zhhi sgo shi' Pubey uuh sh Rbsgrg muuhh uuTx zhh vTci nfrhg dguugi sg,u'

tui gr sRr; sTx nehho zhhi ktnh,,u ucakhnu,u/

csudnt uuh dgrgsy thi sh prhgrsheg v,uugsu,78' Rz rci dnkhtk vTy dgzTdy mu rch

hvuag ci jbbhw' Rz gr zTk mu tho eungi cneku ucngu,hu "chuo vfhpurho ajk kvhu,

cjacubl"88' tui gr thz sT nsdha Rz sTx thz sgr jacui pui r"h ci jbbhw' uuTx gr thz dguugi

sgr "jfhnt shvusth"98ksg, fk vguko fuku' sgrbTl vTy r"d tho dgrupgi "rch u,knhsh'

rch cjfnv u,knhsh aehck, t, scrh"' uuh sh dnw thz sTryi nxpr ctrufv sgo xhpur' uuTx

suet surl sgo uugry sTx R nmhtu, tj, pui sgo c"s' pui akav/

gs"z pui sgo c"s uuh xwthz sT jnav' cvbudg kfnv shbho' jkhmv ufhu"c09' ghcur vabv

"dunrhi cacgv"19Q

chz tuhl sgr mhcur pui garv )"vgahrh hvhw eusa"29(' Rz cag, gx thz sT garv

nhartk' Ty sgnTky uugry sTx Ri gsv39' tui gx uugry Tbdgrupi cao evk49_ sTx thz

bhy R kaui rcho' bTr suet R kaui hjhs/

uuh Rzuh egi sTx Tcgr uugri sh nmhtu, tjhsv' thz sTx suet surl sgo uuTx gx thz

sT pRrsgo sh nmhtu, pui garv bprsho' tui sh garv bprsho _ R rcho' ekhhci zhl

muzRngi tui zhh nRfi tuh; R gsv' zhh nRfi tuh; R c"s' tui nRfi tuh; R evk esua' uuTx

sgnTky zTdy ngi fk scr acesuav/

tui Rzuh tuhl "ngkhi ceusa"59chz aaho rcut nhartk' uuTx sTx thz sTl sgr ,fkh,

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

38( xuyv c' c/ ua"b/

48( r"v fv' t/ ucf"n/ urtv keu"a jf"t gw 211/

58( kj' t/ ugus/

68( rtv keu"a ao gw 111 uthkl/ ua"b/

78( a"p ne. xf"u )kghk gw 491uthkl(Q xk"d/ urtvctrufv do keu"a ao gw 311 uthkl/

88( r"v ao/

98( cfuru, j' c/

09( hcnu, et' t/ xbvsrhi c' t/

19( xbvsrhi c' t/

29( cjueu,h fz' kc/

39( xbvsrhi ao/ crfu, ft' c/ ucf"n/

49( crfu, bs' c/ zj"c ky' t/ ra"h f,ucu, z' c s"vcnevku,/ ucf"n/

59( crfu, fj' t/

69( ao bj' t-c/ urtv ,bht cvesnv )d' c( ucvbxni

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vakhnu, thi nxpr cb"h' uuh pRrayRbshe pui sgo shi' Rz suet sgnTky zTdy ngi crul

jfo vrzho69' sgrpRr uuTx sTx thz sh shgu, pui ftu"t _ thz sgr ,fkh, vakhnu,

acnxpr' uugi sTx sgrdrhhfy mu aaho rcut nhartk' tui Ty sh aaho rcut uugri

Tbdgrupi cao tufkxt79' ckaui hjhs/

ucpry bTl Rz zhh uugri pRrcubsi _ uuh sTx thz dguugi sgr aaho rcut cpgo vrtaubv'

uuh gr zTdy thi nsra89cbudg mu n",' Rz thku vhw aaho rcut jxr tjs kt bh,bv ,urv

khartk _ nwvTy dgsRrpy vTci sgo aaho rcut Rz gx zTk zhhi cakhnu,v' tui sgnTky

uugry sTx R ,urv tj, uuTx zh thz dgdgci dguuTri k"duh tjs"99' dgdgci dguuTri pui vao

tjs' fsh nwzTk nRfi thi sgr uugky sT knyv _ pui sgo rcho Ri "tjs"/

tui "vrumv kygu, hygv"001_ Rz cag, nwdhy R eue tuh; R thsi ayhhy sTl "bgav

tso"101' zTdy ngi "bgav" kaui rcho' uuTx sTx thz fsh gx zTk zhhi Rz vrumv kygu, hygv'

tui R ths cRuuhhzy "ucjr, cjhho"83'

csudnt uuh xwthz tuhl cvbudg mu ,jk, v,urv' uuTx pRr thsi zTdy ngi "crtah, crt

tkeho"201_ nwsRr; dTrbhy cRuuTrgbgi' cag, xweuny Tcgr pui jfhnt shvusth muo

nkfu, hui tui jfnh hui301' uuTx zhh zhhbgi sgnTky dguugi sh akhnu, pui jfn, vtunu,'

"jfnv ha cduho ,tnhi"401' fnuci tuhl pui sh trhfu, vxhpurho' utrhfu, vaeu"y' thi

ndhkv501' tui thi cfuru,601ucf"n' vTy ngi sTry dgnuzy cRuuTrgbgi Rz nwzTk Tbvuhci nhy

"tkeho" tui gray sgrbTl zTdi "crt crtah,"' uuTruo tuhc bhy _ uugy Rruhx sgrpui R

gbhi pui vhpl vtjsu,' tui tphku bTl sh cRuuTrgbha' prgdy ngi tuhl sh atkv' tui nwsRr;

sTx cRuuTrgbgi Rz bTl sgo ayhhy "crt" bhy "crtu" fnxupr cnsra701/

y/ uuTx sTx thz sTl tuhl R vurtv' fnsucr kghk Rz "vngav vut vgher"801' uuTx sTx

thz sTl dguugi sh va,sku, pubgo cgk vvhkukt' tuh; surfbgngi chz mu R eyi tui eybv

csg, Tsgr tphku cabho' Rz tuhl zhh zTki uuhxi pui akhju,o cguko

_ Rz tphku Rz zhh dgphbgi zhl thi R ngns unmc' Rz zhh zhhbgi ngyho egdi rcho' chz bTl

uuhhbhegr _ xwthz ngrbhy uuh R hjhs' zTk gr uuhxi zhhi Rz gr thz Ri "guko nkt"901' tui gr

thz R rcho' tui zhhi ,pehs thz mu nRfi pui sgo rcho R mhcur' tui pui sgo mhcur _ ,fkh,

vakhnu, acmhcur/

_ uuTx thi mhcur dupt thz sT fu"f srdu,' Tbvuhcbshe pui R srdt pui R mhcur uuTx tuh;

sgo thz dgbud garv nhartk' cju. ktr.' chz thi ,fkh, vakhnu, thi mhcur _ uuTx zh sRr;

zhhi tuhl pRrcubsi nhy akhnu, thi uugky' uuTx sTx thz sgr gbhi pui "tr. tar duw ,nhs

ahj, hu"s acy

ao/

79( crfu, ao/

89( nfhk,t h,ru hy' ht/ sc"r p"z' j/

99( h,ru ao' u/

001( c"r p"j' j/

101( crtah, t' fu/

201( ao' t/

301( rtv ndhkv y' t-c/ cfuru, j' c/

401( thf"r p"c' hd/

501( ao/

601( ao/

701( c"r ao' y/ uf"v cndhkv ao' t/

801( tcu, p"t nh"z/

901( rtv xbvsrhi acvgrv 67/

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ghbh vw tkehl cv nrah, vabv ugs tjrh, abv"011/ uuTx sgrpRr zTdy ngi Rz "thi mhcur

ccck"111_ uutuegi zhhi R nmhtu, pui R mhcur' sRr; sTx zhhi pRrcubsi Rz sh ngbyai' sh

thsi' dgphbgi zhl thi Ri tr. uuTx zh thz tuhl ",nhsghbh vw tkehl cv" _ Ti ehhbg ahbuhho'

uuTruo sTx thz sTl Ri tr. hjhsv' uuTx sgr tuhcgraygr uuTx gr thz R "hjhs

cguknu"211vTy thr tuhxdgekhci' tui vTy thr TPdgdgci kgo tjs ctr.' kcbu hjhsu311uuTx

sTx zhhbgi thsi/

uuTx sTx thz sTl sgr ,fkh, vakhnu,' uuTx sgrpRr sRr; ngi sTl vTci muzRngi

nhy sgo _ tuhl sgo akhnu, thi neuo' sh akhnu, thi t"h/

h/ tui411Ty sgnTky uugry sTx tuhl sh vfbv' mu cht, nahj msebu nhy akhnu, pui

t"hQ

Pubey Rzuh uuh nwzTdy' Rz zhby gx thz dguugi sh hmh"n' thz bhy ahhfu, sh dRbmg nmhtu,

pui dku, chh thsi _ sgrpRr uuTx "gcsh vo ukt gcsho kgcsho"511' "ayrh euso"611/ uuh sgr

nvr"k711thz sgrnhy nctr _ pRruuTx thsi cdku, zTdi thi xsr ak pxj va,t gcshi' tui

muzRngi sgrnhy zTdy ngi tuhl Rz gx thz zni jhru,hbu _ sgrpRr uuTx tnh,h, gbhi vdku,

thz cykdguuTri chh hmht, cb"h nnmrho' uuh sgr shi thz Rz cag, nwvTy R ayr uuTx gr

thz euso _ thz Rkg ayru, aktj"z zhhbgi bhy jk' uuTruo ayrh euso/

tui Ty sTx thz tuhl nerc _ Rz surl sgo uuTx hgsgrgr yuy cgbhbu' tuh; nec. zhhi

zhhbg njacu, tui shcurho tui ngaho knyrv tj,' uuTx "tbh kt bcrt,h tkt kana t,

eubh"' thz surl "eauy gmnl"811' dhy sTx tho tuhl sh fju, tui sh ngdkhfehhyi mu "eauy

tjrho"' gr zTk Rzuh tuhpyTi tuhl thi jkeu cguko tui fk gbhbhu acguko' tui surl sgo

cfk vguko fuku' nRfi pui zh R "shrv"911mu hjhsu ak guko' R rau, vhjhs/

tui nwzTdy' Rz nkf,jkv thz dgdgci dguuTri tui cRaRpi dguuTri sh uugky thi RzR

tupi' fsh R ths cxu; fk vsuru,' tui gr dgphby zhl thi R phbv bhsj, czni Tsgr cneuo _

zTk zhl bhy argei pui sgr uugky' tui uuhxi Rz gr thz sgr tn,gwr cgv"c pui fk vguko

fuku _ surl sgo uuTx gr vRky zhl Ti thi ,urv' uuTx "tx,fk cturhh,t ucrt gknt"021'

uuTx sgrpRr thz sTl ,urv cgv"c tuh; nmhtu, pui uugky121' tui tuh; sgr dRbmgr uugky/

zTdy ngi' Rz sgr tuhcgraygr vTy cRaRpi "kphfl bcrt vtso hjhsh"67' gx thz dguugi

R xcrt' tui xwvTy dgsRrpy zhhi _ Rz sgr tso zTk cRaRpi uugri fatr fk vcrhu,' tha

uch,u' tui sTx uuTx gx thz dguugi bcrt vtso hjhsh' thz sgr ygo tuh; sgo "kphfl" _

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

011( gec ht' hc/

111( mpg"b krnc"o vkw crfu, p"h vh"tQ nvs", m'cQ ugus _ g"p pxjho bs' c/ crfu, bj' t/ urtv keu"ajf"d gw 342Q 004 _ ua"b/

211( c"r p"d' j/ ra"h crtah, t' v/ ucf"n/

311( rtv f,r ao yuc vuxpu, xek"d )ua"b(/

411( eyg zv uaktjrhu _ thi crur f"f/

511( esuahi fc' c/ ua"b/ vuct cpra"h napyho ft'

u/

611( ,u"f ura"h cvr fv' nc/ ra"h ao' bv/

711( cxpru dcuru, vw px"t/

811( rtv c"n ez' xg"c/ ua"b/

911( rtv ,bjunt bat yz/ cjueu,h d/ cnsc"r ph"d'u/ ,bht pk"u )nv' c(/

021( zj"c ext' xg"t uthkl/ ugus/

121( rtv au"g tsv"z xep"y xef"d/ ua"b/

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fsh R bpa tj, nhartk cxu; fk vsuru,' chz cfk neuo avut' zTk uuhxi zhhi Rz gr thz Ri

guko nkt' csudnt uuh xwthz dguugi tso vrtaui' utsrcv sh crhtv pui tsv"r thz ba,bv

dguuTri _ bhy uuh xwthz dguugi prhgr sh xcrt' bTr kphfl bcrt vtso hjhsh' fshsgr bpa

tj, nhartk cfk neuo ucfk zni' zTk nnkt zhhi akhju,u cguko/

ht/ tui thi sgo thz ngi tuhl fukk fk vgnho fuko' "kgcsu afo tjs"221' uuh sgr

rnc"o321crhhbdy RrTP thi sh vkfv vtnurv cvnal vgbhbho' uuh Rzuh nwdrhhy sh uugky Rk.

ngrgr mu gbhbho ak tjsu, _ uuhhbhegr rhcuh Rk. bggbygr mu tjsu,' tui crhhbdy sTry

tuhl RrTP uuh Rzuh sTx uugy uuhrei tuh; fk tunu, vguko:

csudnt uuh nwzTdy Rz vtso bcrt hjhsh' thz sTl tuhl dguugi uuTx pui tho zhhbgi tuhl

fk tunu, vguko' tui gr thz dguugi sgr cgv"c tuh; fk vguko fuku/ uuh ra"h crhhbdy

RrTP421sra, jz"k521cbudg mu ercbu, _ pRruuTx ayhhy sTryi "tso fh herhc"' uuTruo

ct tso vTy ngi dguutuxy Rz Rk. dgvgry mu tho' Rzuh sRr; zhhi cfk gbhi ak ercbu, _

thz bhy ahhfu, sgr gbhi Rz gx dgvgry bhymu tho/

ty Rzuh thz tuhl ,pehsu ak fk tjs nhartk' Rz gr zTk tuhpyTi nhy zhl tui nhy sgr

dRbmgr uugky' Rz xwzTk zhhi sgr "herhc nfo erci kvw"' bggbygr621nRfi sh uugky ufk gbhbh

vguko _ hgsgrgr kph ngnsu unmcu' kuhy sh hfuk, tui sh ngdkhfehhyi uuTx nwvTy tho

dgdgci' tui nerc zhhi Rk. ngrgr thi Ri tupi pui "ngkhi ceusa"/

chz uuRbgy xwuugy uugri ckaui vrnc"o26"hec. bsjh hartk"' tui surl sgo uugy ngi

nec. zhhi fk vgnho fuko' uuh gr thz sgrbTl nnahl "kgcsu fuko afo tjs"' thi Ri tupi

pui tjs/

tui sh vfbv kzv thz _ ckaui pui sgo Rkyi rchwi721' Rz sTx thz ,kuh cngahbu

ucgcus,hbu' tui hgsgrgr sRr; yrRfyi Rz cachkh bcrt vguko' ufpxe shi vrnc"o821uuh gr

crhhbdy RrTP pui ehsuahi921' Rz hrtv gmnu aeuk ufk vguko fuku aeuk' tui surl zhhi thhi

ngav Tsgr shcur Tsgr njacv' thz nfrhg gmnu ufk vguko fuku tui gr crhhbdy haugv

uvmkv/

Rz fi hvhw kbu' ucpry nhybgngbshe sgo khnus tui sh TPkgrbubd u"bkfv cturju,hu"031

pui sgo cgk vvhkukt' uuTx cznbu' ftnur kghk _ thi R nshbv eav tui R nkfu, eav _

vTy gr zhl dgaygky Rkx R hjhs Rbyegdi R rcho' tui vTy nbmj dguugi' chz uuRbgy Rz

nwzgvy "zrgu cjhho"131gs vhuo vzv cnshbv vvht/

gtfu"f Rz nwzgvy zrgu cnshbu, vruujv' uuTx sTx ayhhy cxsr jhhvo bTl ngrgr

cdkuh' tui bTl ngr thi R ngav cpugk' ckh ngmur' thz pui sTx uuhhx ngi Rz t; vut cjhho'

ahj, hu"s acy

221( mpbhw d' y/

321( vkw nkfho xph"t/ urtv do vkw xbvsrhi ph"cv"d/

421( uhert t' c/

521( uhe"r p"c' z/

621( rtv xv"n ,a"y gw 92/ ua"b/ urtv do s"v

ct,h kdbh vwah", p"cQ ,ah"c p"t uthkl/

721( ,bht rpk"z/

821( vkw ,aucv p"d v"s/

921( n' c/

031( rtv ,bht tdv"e xhw z"l/ ua"b/

131( rtv ,gbh, v' c/

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uuTruo sTx thz dguugi jhhu cjhho jhu,u cgknt shi fpauyu' tuh; tuhpaygki pui hgsgr

thsi tui pui Rkg thsi _ kunsh ,urv tui nehhnh nmuu,' chz thi Ri tupi pui "njcch ,urv

unmuu,hw"231/

hc/ tui sTx crhhbdy RrTP Rz gx zTk zhhi sgr "tjhabv"331' fnxupr cpra, acug zv'

Rz "ucbh hartk humtho chs rnv"431' Rz bTl zhhgbshe thi tr. nmrho' zhhbgi zhh sTry

dgayRbgi "chs rnv"' thz zhhgr Rruhxdhhi dguugi thi R tupi pui chs rnv' surl sgo uuTx

bTl nhy R mhhy pRr sgo thz dguugi "kfk cb"h vhw tur cnuacu,o"531_ bTl zhhgbshe thi

tr. nmrho' tui suet thi jual nmrho' uugi xwthz dguugi "uhna jual"631/

tui nwvTy sTx tuhpdgyTi sgrbTl tuhl nhy sh nmrho' Rz xwthz dguugi "dra hdra

t,fo"731' tui zhh vTcgi nxhhg dguugi sh thsi Rz zhh zTki Rruhx pui nmrho/

tui nwvTy sTl sh vcyjv "fhnh mt,l ntr. nmrho trtbu bpktu,"831' Rz xwzTk zhhi thi

sh kgmyg ygd pui dku, _ "nkfho tunbhl"931tui "aru,hvo nhbheu,hl"931' tui uuh gr zTdy

thi sgr bcut, vhaugv "uvchtu t, fk tjhfo nfk vduho" Rzuh uuh nwcrhhbdy R "nbjv cfkh

yvur"041' tui nhyi dRbmi ayurgo tui nhy sgo dRbmi pRrbgo _ uuh gr rgfby sTryi tuhx

sh Rkg pryho'

Rz ceruc nna' thi sh kgmyg ygd pui dku, uuTx nwdgphby zhl thmygr' zTk auhi zhhi

cdkuh sgr gbhi "ukfk cb"h vhw tur"' surl ",urv tur"' unmu,hw gkhvo btnr "ujh cvo"141' tui

sTx thz bTl cnuacu,hvo' uuh nwthz thi trn"m thi dku,' sgrbTl dhhy ngi neck zhhi pbh

nahj msebu/

tui sgrbTl euny sgr "tz hahr nav"241' uuh sh dnw zTdy thi xbvsrhi341nfti k,jhh,

vn,ho ni v,urv' uuTruo "ar kt btnr tkt hahr"' tui sgnTky uugy zhhi sh ahrv vgahrh,'

uuh gr zTdy thi nsra441gar ahru, vi' tui ahrv vgahrh, uugy sgnTky zhhi uugi "nav

utvri gnvo"541' tz hahr _ kaui pui kg,hs kcut' Rz "uvehmu urbbu aufbh gpr"641' uvut

c,ufo' sgr cgk vvhkukt' muzRngi nhy zrgu uuTx zhh zhhbgi cjhho' gtfu"f sh uuTx zhh zhhbgi

njhw jhho _ zhh zhhbgi naphg tui nph. hvsu, cxchc,o ucfk neuo ahso ndg,' tui dhhi

muzRngi kert, vdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv' ucnvrv chnhbu nna/

* * *hd/ sTx thz sTl tuhl' ftnur kghk' sh beusv pui thshaehhy' uuTx vuhcy zhl Ti pui

,jhk, vhuo/

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

231( kaui f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m b"g cnf,c af,ckjdhd, h"c ,nuz vrtaubv ,pr"j )tdru, eusa akuj"c gw p/ ua"b(/

331( haghw x' fc/

431( cakj hs' j/

531( ct h' fd/

631( ao' ft/

731( ao ht' t/

831( nhfv z' yu/

931( haghw ny' fd/

041( xu' f/

141( tjrh hj' v/ ugus/

241( pra,bu yu' t/

341( mt' c/

441( nfhk,t cakj ao/ ucf"n/

541( rtv ,us"v tjs _ pxjho ehs' c/ hunt v' c/

641( haghw fu' hy/

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uuTx ,jhk, vhuo thz sTl gbhbu ,pkv' uuh sh dnw zTdy thi crfu,741' Rz tct cbhnhi vTy

n,pkk dguugi a,vt ,pk,h xnufv kny,h' dkhhl chho tuhpayhhgi/

zTdy gr sTl thi f,ch vtrhz"k841' tui sgr Rkygr rch crhhbdy sTx RrTP cxhsuru941' Rz

bTl eusov,pkv' zTk ngi zTdi Rz gr thz nufi tuh; nehho zhhi sgo gbhi pui "utvc, krgl

fnul"051

]uuTx sTx thz uuh gr zTdy thi hruaknh151' tui gr thz nctr' Rz uuTx thz sgr ygo tui

sh vxcrv _ uuh gx prgdi paybh v,urv251' uuh Rzuh egi ngi pRrkRbdgi Rz gx zTk zhhi sh

tvcv pui "rgl"' zTk zhhi Pubey uuh "fnul"' sTx thz sTl vhpl ycg vtso uuh sgr

tuhcgraygr vTy tho cRaRpi? thz gr nctr thi hruaknh Rz sTx thz uuh tcrho pui sgo

zgkci du;' uuTx tphku uugi Ri tcr phry zhl nhy sgo muuhhyi tcr akt fscgh' thz sTl bhy

ahhl zTdi Rz sgr du; Tsgr sgr tcr' zTk tuh; tho euei uuh R scr vnbds' uuhxgbshe Rz sTx

thz tcrho pui sgo zgkci du;' R "eunv tj, akhnv"' "ktjsho ftjs"351[ _

tui gray sgrbTl euny gr cgyi mrfhu' uuTx sTx thz sTl sgr gbhi v,phkv' uuh sgr

rnc"o zTdy thi vkfu, ,pkv c,jk,i' Rz sTx thz R n"g nv", Rz cag, R ngbya' R ths'

vTy R zRl uuTx gr sRr; sTx vTci' Tsgr tho uuhhzy zhl tuhx Rz gr sRr; sTx vTci' thz

R n"g nv", gr zTk n,pkk zhhi kvec"v kcea mrfhu/

thz bTl pRr sgo uuTx gr cgvy pRr zhl' zTdy ngi Rz gx sRr; zhhi "utvc, krgl fnul"'

tui suet sgnTky thz sh ,pkv cakhnu,v tui pugk, pguk,v/ tui sgr chtur tuh; sgo thz

ftnur' uuh sgr hruaknh zTdy sTx' sgrpRr uuTx sTx zhhbgi tcrho pui sgo zgkci du;/ uuTx

cfsh Rz R du; zTk zhhi cakhnu,' egi gr bhy zhhi ngrbhy uuh rta Rkhhi' Tsgr rdk Rkhhi'

Tsgr Rkg tcrho zTki zhhi thi sgr zgkcgr srdt cthfu, ucrujbhu, akvo _ fsh sgr du;

zTk zhhi cakhnu,u' sRr; gr vTci rn"jtcrho ufuwQ

Rzuh tuhl cbudg mu sh eunv tj, akhnv pui thsi' sRr; ngi vTci Rz gx zTk zhhi pui

"rtahfo acyhfo" chz "juyc gmhl" tui "autc nhnhl"451' Tcgr _ zhh Rkg uugri sgrpui R

mhcurchz R hjhs' "t,o bmcho / / fukfo"' pRruuTx' sgrpRr uuTx sTx thz "kpbh vw tkehfo"'

uuTx gr thz sgr tjsu, vpauyv' tui suet nms sh tjsu, vpauyv' egi RrTPdgcrRfy

uugri tjsu, chz thi sgo rhcuh uuTx gx thz sT thi sgo rcho/

hs/ tui gs"z thz cjhh ftu"t' fsh gr zTk nnkt zhhi ,pehsu _ Rz fk hnhu zTk zhhi thi Ri

tupi pui "hnho aknho"' "ct chnho"551' Rz Rkg ygd zTki zhhi dRbmg' ufn"a "husg vw hnh

,nhnho"651' zTdy gr thi nsra751' Rz sTx dhhy tuh; msheho' uuTx chh zhh zhhbgi Rkg ygd

ahj, hu"s acy

741( v' c/ urtv keu", crfv mu' c/

841( agr vfuubu, c,jhk,u/ pg"j agr guko vgahwp"t/ xhsur vtrhz"k cneunu/

941( kpbh "nv yucu" _ urtv nd"t kau"g tu"jrxn"u/ au"g tsv"z ao xh"t/ urtv keu"a jf"v gw373 uthkl/ ua"b/

051( esuaho hy' hj/

151( bsrho p"y v"s/ urtv do rsc"z krnc"o vkw

nnrho p"c v"s/

251( nvrh"e gv"p )unmhhi kxpr zfrui kvrs"e(/urtv do jzeubh gv"p/

351( rtv keu", r"p bmcho )ns' t(/ urtv keu"aj"s gw 1411 uthkl/ ua"b/

451( bmcho fy' y-h/

551( j"a fs' t/ urtv zj"t efy' t/ ekt' c/ rfs' c/

651( ,vkho kz' hj/

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dRbmg' uuTruo zhh zhhbgi Tbdgphky nhy R ,ufi uuTx thz n,tho pRr jhh tso _ tso nkaui

"tsnv kgkhui"851/

uuTx tg"p uuTx thi huo tjs sunv kjchru951' uckaui vzvr061"fk hunt uhunt gchs

gchs,hw"' ucpry bTl thi gbhi v,urv' sRr; sTl zhhi suet sgr "ktpat kv"161/ chz uuh

nwpxewby sTl TP thi vkw ,knus ,urv261' Rz sgr uuTx egi kgrbgi ,urv tui njsa zhhi thi

thr' tui gr thz ngrbhy uuh juzr gk vhabu, ]uuTx kftuw thz gr sTl nehho nmuu, ,",' tui

sRr; prhgr vTci sh vesnv pui crf, v,urv[' thz tgp"f thz gr bhy humt nhy nmu, ,",:

uuhcRks Rz tho vTy ngi dgdgci sh fju, Rz gr zTk njsa zhhi thi ,urv' "ktpat kv" _

nuz zhhi suet sgr rhcuh uvuxpv thi ,urv g"p fkkh v,urv' uuTx sgnTky thz gr sgr ,knhs

u,he uuTx thz njsa361' uuTruo sTx thz budg mu sh fkkho uuTx bh,bu knav nxhbh/

uuTx sTx thz tuhl thhbg pui sh chturho461' pRruuTx zTdy ,ur, tn, Rz sTx thz R

jhsua aku )pui sgo ,knhs(' cag, sTx thz bh,i knav nxhbh _ uuhhk sTx thz uuh grbgny

Rruhx sgo jhsua' Rz pui sh fkkho tui sh hxusu, _ bgny gr Rruhx sh pryho/

yu/ uuTx sTx thz tuhl thhbg pui sh chturho' uuTx sgr rnc"o thi xpr vvkfu, aku ]uuh

gr arhhcy thi sgr vesnv' Rz sTx thz sgr ,fkh, tui sgr ,ufi pui sgo xpr' Rz gx zTk

zhhi "vkfu, vkfu,"[' vuhcy gr Ti561nhy "hxus vhxusu, ugnus vjfnu, _ khsg aha ao

nmuh rtaui"' tui sgrbTl "ufk vbnmtho fuw kt bnmtu tkt ntnh,, vnmtu"' uuh gr thz

sgrbTl ntrhl sh pryho acscr/

uuTx bux; tuh; sgo gbhi Rz sTx thz "hxus vhxusu,"661' thz sTx tuhl hxus vhxusu, pui

Rkgvkfu, ac,urv/ uuTx tg"p Rz ngi thz zhh nehho _ bhy sgrpRr uuTx gr pRrayhhy

Rzuh thi afk' Tcgr gx sRr; tuhl zhhi sgr gbhi vhshgv' uuh gr zTdy dkhhl c,jk,u' Rz gx

sRr; zhhi "khsgaha ao nmuh rtaui"' uuh npraho761zhhbgi nshhe' Rz gr zTdy bhy "kvtnhi"'

bTr Rz "hxus vhxusu, ugnus vjfnu," zTk zhhi thi Ri tupi pui hshgv uvcbv uvadv/

tui sTx khhdy sgo hxus pRr fk jhh vtso' uuTx zhh zhhbgi sTl Rruhxdgdgci dguuTri thi

vkfu, ac,urv' tui sh vkfu, ac,urv thz sTl "vkhfu, guko ku"861' fsh mu nnahl zhhi sgo

srl v,urv' uuTx sTx thz "srl vuhw kgau, msev unapy"961' zggi Rz sh dRbmg uugky zTk

zhl phri thi RzR tupi/

tui uuh gr zTdy thi vkw nkfho071' Rz cag, gx thz dguugi n", _ tg"p uuTx kt vbjhk

v,urv ngrbhy uuh khartk' thz sTl sTx tuhl fukk R mhuuh kftu"tnhartk' gs fnv ahsu

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

751( c"r pb"j' t/

851( kaui vf,uc _ haghw hs' hs/ urtv ak"v d' t/ f'c/ ugus/

951( rtv ,u"j anu, j"t md' t/ ua"b/

061( j"t rv' t/ j"d ms' t/

161( zj"t hc' c/ urtv ,bht tdv"e xf"u )env' t(/

261( ktsv"z _ p"c v"c uthkl/

361( rtv ndhkv hy' c/ keu"a jh"y gw 252/ ua"b/

461( rtv keu"a ao/ xw vahju, ,ba"t j"c gw 765/

561( vkw hxuv", c,jhk,u/

661( = cgbhi vtnubv/

761( tcrcbtk cxpru rta tnbv p"s uthkl/ vuctub,w cxvn"m kvm"m nmuu, vtnb, tkeu, p"t )srn"mns' xg"c uthkl(/ ucf"n/

861( jceue d' u/

961( uhrt hj' hy/

071( p"j v"h uthkl/

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ndg,' Rz hfu; fk cth guko Rz zhh zTki nehho zhhi sh nmuu, thi uugkfg zhh zhhbgi bmyuuv

dguuTri' tui bTl ngrgr' nehho zhhi zhh _ sgrpRr uuTx cag, n", vTy ngi sTx TbdgzTdy

mu nav rchbu tuhl cvbudg tkhvo/

uuTx sTx thz sTl tuhl sgr "hxus vhxusu, ugnus vjfnu," pui dRb. xpr vrnc"o' uuTx

gr thz sTl fukk thi zhl sh vkfu, uuTx zhh zhhbgi budg mu thsi cghero' tuhl sh vkfu, uuTx

zhhbgi budg mu cbh bj' tuhl sh vkfu, uuTx zhh zhhbgi budg "vkf,t knahjt"' fahcbv chvn"e'

uuTx sgnTky uugy ngi sTl sRrpi vTci sh vkfu, vercbu, tui Rkg pryho/

fhsug tuhl sgr jhkue muuhai sgo au"g pui ch, hux; nhyi xpr vvkfu, pui sgo rnc"o'

Rz sTry thz tuhl sT sh vkfu, athbi buvdu, czni vzv' tui nwcrhhbdy zhh tuhl RrTP nhy sh

zgkcg pgxyehhy' tui nhy sgr zgkcg ",urv j,ufv"171' nhy R scr crur' fkaui vrnc"o

cshueu ucxdbubu/

yz/ tui sTx uugry tuhl sgr "hxus vhxusu," chh "guko eyi zv vtso"271' Rz cnal hnh

jhhu thz sTl sT ahbuhho' tui gx sRr; zhhi ahbuhho' uuTruo sTx thz Ri tuhpyu pui Ri thsi'

uuTx nwzTdy tuh; tho Rz gr uugry Tbdgrupi371"nvkfho chi vgunsho" ]uuTx "gnl fuko

msheho"471' zhhbgi zhh "nvkfho"' "chi vgunsho" uuTx sTx zhhbgi nktfho uuh sh jz"k yhhyai

sTx TP571[' ufxhuo pui nxw crfu,671Rz ","j thi kvo nbujv kt cguv"z ukt cguv"c

abtnr771hkfu njhk tk jhk duw"/

tui thi sgo guko eyi thz sT gkhu, uhrhsu,' uuh nwzgvy sTx cpugk' Rz pRr Ri gkhw

buxp, sRr; prhgr zhhi sh hrhsv pui nsrhd,u veusn,' uuh sh dnw871sgrmhhky _ uuTx xhpur

vdnw )v,urv( thz sTl tuhl R vurtv _ Rz rw zhrt thhsgr gr vTy Tbdgvuhci kgrbgi ,knus

hruaknh thz mo ntv ,gbh,t' Tsgr trcgho ,gbh,t971_ uuh sh chhsg dhrxtu, _ kafuj

,knus cckh' sgrpRr uuTx gr sRr; gukv zhhi pui sh "njafho"081thi R srdt bgkh, hu,r

thi khnus v,urv _ ,knus hruaknh/

uuTx cag, gr thz aufj _ thhsgrnweuny mu akhnu, thi sh srdt aktj"z' thz sTl

sTx sgnTky uuh sgr Rkygr rch arhhcy thi sgr vesnv mu agvhuv"t' Rz "acg hpuk mshe

ueo"181' Rz cnsrhd,u uugry sTx Tbdgrupi "hpuk"' Tcgr ,fkh,vthz _ mukhc sgo "ueo"'

thz sTl Ty sgnTky sh bphkv bhy ehhi bphkv/

uuh nwzgvy sTx thi vkw ac,' uuTx nekek thz pyur' Tcgr tuhc gr thz eurg g"n k,pur

uxu,r g"n kcbu,281' thz sTx R nktfv ak ,heui uak cbhw u,phrv tui thjus vergho/

Rzuh thz tuhl cnal hnh jhhu' thz sTl cfkku, thhbdgaygky thi huo ukhkv' uuTx cfkku,

ahj, hu"s acy

171( hruaknh xbvsrhi p"s v"c/ urtv vesn,vrnc"o kxw vhs/

271( ,bjunt peush d/ zj"d kd' c/ ,eu"z ,x"y )e' c/et' t(/

371( zfrhw d' z/

471( haghw x' ft/ urtv xbvsrhi m' t )cnabv(/

571( zj"d rx' t/ urtv ,u"t uhac k' t/ xv"n ,ex"sgw et uthkl/

671( xs' t/

771( ,vkho ps' j/

871( c"n pv' xg"t/ urtv do eyg vct/

971( dhw vra"k ao/

081( rtv xbvsrhi fs' t/

181( kw vf,uc _ nakh fs' yz/

281( ac, kt' c/ gd' t/ ugus/

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thz sTl "vhuo knktfv"381' tui "vkhkv knanr"381_ pRregry sRr; ngi dTr vTci anhrv

pui gbhbho ck,h rmuhho/

chz uuh sTx thz thi "uafb,h c,ufo"481_ uuh nwvTy sTx dgzggi thi chvn"e: sgr chvn"e

thz sTl dguugi gbhbu _ R neuo nufi kverhc ercbu,' uuh gr zTdy cv,jkv pui vkw chvc"j/

thz uugithz ngav vercbu, _ "chuomuu,u"581' ngrbhy uuh chuo681Q tgp"f thz ckhkv dguugi

tuhl sh vfbv khuo aktjrhu' uuTx sgrpRr thz sTl sgnTky dguugi sh gbhbh vfbv pui ,run,

vsai781' muzRngi nhy sgo xhuo pui sgr gcusv pui huo akpbhu _ sgr veyr jkcho

utcrho881/

uuTx Rzuh thz sTl tuhl cjhh fk tso' thz sTl th tpar gx zTk bhy zhhi ehhbg gbhbho

uuTx cgrfu uugry sTx Tbdgrupi cao khkv' sgnTky akTpi zhhbg fju, _ cgrl uuh zhhbg

fju, zhhbgi uuRfgshe cagu, vhuoQ

thz sgr khkv uhuo hjs uugri Tbdgrupi huo tjs' "uhvh grc uhvh cer huo tjs"981' uuTx

sTx thz dguugi sh v,jk, vcrhtv chuo rtaui' uuTx uugry Tbdgrupi bhy rtaui bTr tjs

uuh gr zTdy thi nsra211sgrpRr uuTx sTx thz pRrcubsi sTx uuTx "kt vhw cguknu tkt

tjs" _ sgr tuhcgraygr Rkhhi' euny sTx muzRngi surl sgo hjus pui grc ucer do hjs/

bTr nwnRfy bhy sgrpui muuhh cRzubsgrg zRfi' tui Ri gbhi ak njkue, _ Rz tur ujual

thz sTx gbhbho ak vhpl' Tsgr "na,naho cgrcuchw" bTr xwuugry sgr "uhcsk tkeho chi

vtur uchi vjual"091' g"n Rz sgrbTl zTk uugri sgr huo vakhah

_ uuTx sgnTky nRfy ngi sgo "guav akuo"191' ftnur kghk Rz do "khkv fhuo hthr"82'

Tsgr uuh dgzTdy prhgr cvesnv kzv _ "uhvh grc uhvh cer huo tjs"/

hz/ uuTx Rzuh thz sTx tuhl ftnur kghk' Rz "v,urv vht bmjh,"94' tui gx jzrwy zhl

thcgr cjhh ftu"t' uuhcRks nwzTdy Rz hgsgr ths thz hura fk v,urv fukv' uuTx sgrpRr

thz "tbfh vuhw tkehl tar vumt,hl"291dgzTdy dguuTri ckaui hjhs391' nwzTdy hgsgr thsi

cRzubsgr Rz ",urv muv kbu nav nurav"32' vTy gr sTx thbdRbmi TPdgwhrawby sgrpRr

uuTx gr thz sgr ci hjhs' "cbho t,o kvw tkehfo"491/

thz tuhl sgnTky thz sT sgr grc ucer' utsrcv' xwthz kf,jhkv sgr grc tui sgrbTl

sgr cer' "ghzh nxdi crhat uvsr tnrh / / fcrhh,u ak guko scrhat jauft uvsr bvurt"591

_ Rz prhgr sRr; zhhi sgr "ghzh"' sgr mudrhhyi zhl surl "xur nrg"691' tuh; aukk zhhi fk

gbhbho ck,h rmuhho' uuTx dkhhl bTl sgo uugry sgr "uhvh cer"' chz uuRbgy Rz nwzTdy Rz

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

381( g"p bjnhw s' yz/

481( ,runv fv' j/

581( mu z' kj/

681( ,u"f gv"p/ ac, ekc' t/ ugus/

781( hunt f' t _ cnabv/ rnc"o vkw ,nhshiunuxphi p"c vh"t/

881( ndhkv f' c _ cnabv/ rnc"o vkw ngavvercbu, p"s v"c uthkl/ ugus/

981( crtah, t' v/

091( crtah, ao' s/ ura"h ao/

191( thuc fv' c/

291( h,ru f' c/

391( hk"a gv"p )rnz rpu(/ ugus

491( pw rtv hs' t/

591( ac, gz' c/

691( ,vkho ks' yu/ kz' fz/

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sgr xur nrg thz tuhl R jke pui nmu, vao' utsrcv nmuu, k", thz dTr crhcuh _ ax"v'

nat"f nmuu, gav thz ngrbhy uuh rn"j/

tui chjs uugry sTx R huo tjs' "uhert tkeho ktur huo"981' sgr ",urv tur"' uugry

sTx tjs thi Ri tupi pui ,urv tj,/

ufnsucr fn"p' Rz sgr jhkue uuTx gx thz sT muuhai nk", tui n"g' thz sTx uuh sh

gbhbho ayhhgi thi ngav tui thi uugky _ thz nk", thz ngi nehho surl akhkv' n"g thz

ngi nehho sh nmuv surl jhuc ugahw/ uuh sh zgkcg gbhbho ayhhgi thi ,urv_ uuTx nwzTdy

tuh; sgo' Rz fk vguxe c,urv _ thi Ri gbhi ak nmuv' thz fthku uuh gr vTy dgyTi sh

nmuv791' ayhhgi zhh _ xhh sgr gbhi pui khnus vkfu, ugbhbh k",' xhh sgr gbhi pui khnus vkfu,

ugbhbh nmu, gav _ chhsg thi Ri tupi jhuch' thi Ri tupi ak gahw/ Rz surl sgo nRfy ngi

sh ,urv _ uuTx nwzTdy Rz surl ,urv "tu,h t,o kuejho"891' uuh gr zTdy sh sudnt tuh;

sgo thi nsra991' Rz sTx thz uuh R nkl uuTx vTy dgvRy R c, hjhsv tui vTy thr j,ubv

dgnRfy thi R nshbv rjuev' tui sgrbTl zTdy gr nwzTk nRfi R eh,ui uugy gr zhhi muzRngi

nhy sgr c,/

chz uuRbgy uuh sgr rnc"o thz ntrhl bTfngr )uuh thi ,uacg"p tuh; ,uac"f' eungi sTl

sh gbhbho ngr cphruy ucchtur(' Rz vut ujfn,u tjs002' uckaui vzvr102turhh,t ueuc"v nhy

hartk thz sTx fukt js' sTx thz thhi tui sh zgkcheg zRl' uuTx sTx thz near Ri thsi

surl zhhi khnus v,urv tui ehuo vnmuu,' cnhkt vTy gr sh vkfu,' sh "vkhfu, guko ku"202'

chz Rz gr uugry b,tjs nhy "hxus vhxusu, ugnus vjfnu,"302' tui uuh gx ayhhy thi

nprah vrnc"o402' Rz sTx thz r", vuh"v _ sgr ao vuh"v' uuTx vuhw vTy sTl tuhl sgo

phrua pui kaui nvuuv tui njhw unehho502' fncutr tuhl thi phw vnku, pui crfu,' uuh tuhl

RrTPdgcrRfy fuub, ao vuhw thi au"g602kpxe vkfv/ euny sTx chh tho Rruhx ftnur' Rz

gr thz tuhl "nv vec"v curt guknu, t; ]hgec[ tchfo curt guknu,"702/ chz uuRbgy Rz

nwzTdy802' Rz sgr gbhi pui ehuo vguknu, _ thz sTx ,kuh thi R thsi surl zhhi khnus v,urv

uehuo nmuu,hw/

hj/ tui Ty sTx drhhy mu sh dRbmg uugky' ftnur kghk' Rz gx zTk zhhi "tr. jsav" tui

"anho jsaho"902_ Rz nwthz njsa thi uugky surl sgo uuTx nwthz njsa thi ,urv

unmuu,hw' g"p fkkh v,urv' gx uugry _ uuh gr zTdy thi zvr021euc"v tx,fk cturhh,t ucrt

gknt ucr ba gxhe cturhh,t unehho gknt/

ahj, hu"s acy

791( nbju, eh' t/

891( uhe"r p"k' hd/ urtv anu"r pk"d' t/ ao' u/ ,bhtpn"z/

991( anu"r ao' t/

002( vkw hxuv", p"c v"h/ vkw ,aucv p"v v"v/

102( rtv zj"d gd' t/

202( jceue d' u/ bsv gd' R )xhuo va"x(/ ua"b/

302( rnc"o acvgrv 561/

402( "phrua" krnc"o ao/ urtv do xsr vsuru, s"t,,ef"z/ ao vdsukho kvjhs"t ngw rnc"o/

502( rtv zj"d rbz' xg"c )crg"n(/ prsx agr t )agrgar ukt ,ag( p"y/ ,bht agvhuv"t p"s/

602( tu"j rha x"v/ au"g tsv"z ao/

702( c"r pm"j' d/

802( ac, pj' t/ zj"t gz' t/ zj"d ht' xg"c/ ucf"n/

902( haghw xu' fc/ ugs"z ao xv' hz/

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tui surl zhhbg jhsuaho thi ,urv' nRfy gr sTl sh "anho jsaho utr. jsav"' uuTx

sTx thz uuh sgr Rkygr rch yhhyay TP012' Rz sTx thz thi ,urv dupt _ sgr jhkue pui

,urv acf,c tui ,urv acg"p' tui sgr tso vkuns thz njsa thi sgo' njsa tuhl R phrua

thi ,uac"f "anho jsaho"' njsa gbhbho thi ,uacg"p "tr. jsav"'

tui sgnTky uugry "fi hgnus zrgfo uanfo"112' Rz sh ,knhsho _ uuTx surl sgo uugry

tuhl anu vukl cfk vguko fuku' thz "fi hgnus zrgfo uanfo"/

tui thi Ri tupi pui anjv uyuc kcc' uuTx Rzuh sRr; sTl zhhi sgr khnus v,urv uehuo

vnmuu,' uuh sgr rnc"o zTdy thi xhuo uju,o pui vkfu, kukc' Rz sTx thz Ri "gcusv dsukv"

_ hgsgrgr uugi gr yuy R nmuv' gtfu"f uugi gr kgrby ,urv ",knus ,urv fbds fuko"212/

uuTx thi nmuu,' thz auhi thmygr tuhl bfkk dguuTri )uuhcRks Rz gx thz dguuTri R shi

thi nabv312' chz R shi thi au"g412(' Rz "fk ngahl hvhu kao anho"' u"cfk srfhl sgvu"512'

Rz thi "fk ngahl" tui thi "fk srfhl"' thz gr thi zhh nehho R nmuv' tui yuy sTx nhy R

jhsua tui nhy R jhu,' tui nhy R anjv dsukv _

chz uuh sgr rnc"o thz sTry612nxhho' Rz sTx sRr; zhhi csudnt uuh xwthz dguugi chh sus

nkl hartk' nkft nahjt' Rz "npzz unfrfr cfk gz"712' gr vTy zhl bhy dgrgfby nhy

nkghdho _ uuTx sTx thz sTl sgr hxus tui sh v,jkv pui Rkg sw jkeh au"g' thi sgo

grayi jke' thi sgo grayi xhni' tui thi sgo grayi xgh; acu812/

Rz surl sgo uuTx gr thz zhl n,cubi uuh gr zTdy sTryi912: "auh,h vw kbdsh ,nhs"022

]dgcrRfy pui nurv bcufho122' Tcgr RrTP dgcrRfy Rkx R px"s thi rn"t _ "ucb"h humtho

chs rnv"431' ufnuci pui sh tjrubho222sgr xhni _ Rz sTx dhhy chs rnv pui sgo rn"t[' Rz

thbu sunv uuh gr dgphby zhl cch,u' Tsgr uuh gr dgphby zhl nhy nkl nkfh vnkfho vec"v/

tui sgnTky thz gr gz fbnr udcur ftrh fuw nhy Rkg phr gbhbho' uuh gr rgfby tuhx thi sgr

nabv322/

tui uuh gr thz sTryi nxhho )cnabv( "hvh rmui / / ahcbv chvn"e cnvrv chnhbu u,i

jkebu c,ur,l"' uceruc nna ccht, nahj msebu _ zTk ngi sTx zggi cghbh car/

* * *hy/ xwthz422sTl tuhl bvud' uuh dgphry zhl cfnv abho vtjrubu,' Rz muzRngi nhyi huo

vvhkukt nRfi tuhl R xhuo csrl vbdkv _ muzRngi nhy srl vsrua' tui uuh gx phry zhl cR

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

012( ,u"t c,jhk,u/

112( haghw xu' fc/

212( ptv p"t n"t/

312( tcu, p"c nh"c/

412( yuau"g tu"j xrk"t/ urtv rnc"o vkw sgu,xp"d/

512( nakh d' u/ neunu, acvgrv veusn,/

612( cvkw kukc/

712( g"p anutk-c u' hs/ ao' yz/

812( crn"t/ au"g tsv"z ao )cnvsu"c(/

912( crn"t/ au"g tsv"z ao x"v/

022( ,vkho yz' j/

122( j"d pb"t/

222( rtv au", j,"x tu"j xe"d )vuct cvdvu,j,"x kau"g tu"j x,f"y(/ au", autk unahc nvsurtjnhatv xh"j/ ugus/

322( tcu, p"v n"f/ vuct cau"g tsv"z ao x"t/

422( rtv vgrv c,jk, vahjv/

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thsi _ nxhho zhhi nhy uct kmhui dutk ubtnr tni/

gx thz sTl sT fnv ufnv nxf,u,' "aaho vnv nkfu,"522' "aaho nxf,u,"622'

ucpryhu, thz sT bTl srhh' x"d nxf,u,' fncutr thi sgo gbhi vnxf,u, cf"n722Q

thz sTl Tcgr sT R xhuo uuTx gr thz fukk thi zhl fnv xhunho _ uuTx sTx thz sgr

xhuo pui nxf,t crfu,' tui nwdgphby sgo zgkci xhuo thi bTl srhh nxf,u, ]sgr zgkcgr

xhuo thi phr nxf,u, thi a"x[ _ thi nxf,t crfu,' nxw hcnu,' bzhr tui frh,u,/

tui uuh gx uugry tuhl dgcrRfy _ sgr xhuo thz sTl "ufk cbhl khnush vw urc akuo

cbhl"822_ crhhbdy gr thi grul kbr922' tui thi fnv npraho032' Rz sgr xhni pui sh nxf,u,

uutu gr thz sTx nxhho' thz sTx sgr uuTry "cbhl" pui sgo pxue' cbh"l thz R r", crfu,'

bzhr' hcnu,' frh,u,/

gx thz sT ahbuhho' gx thz sT uuh gx uugry dgcrRfy sgr xhuo "tk ,erh cbhl tkt

cubhl"' tui tuhl uuh thi nxf,t crfu, uuTx gr thz nuxh; fu"f pxueho ktjr pxue zv' chz

mu "vw guz kgnu h,i vw hcrl t, gnu cakuo"/ uuTx sTx egi ngi sTl zTdi cpayu,' Rz thi

sh xhunho aktjrh zv' pRrkTzy gr zhl tuh; sgo' uuTx thi sh nxf,u, akpbh zv uugry

dgcrRfy sgr gbhi ctrhfu, ucchtur' nhy sgo "tk ,erh" tui nhy sh pxueho buxpho/

Tcgr sTx dupt sRr; vTci R chtur: nwnuz sTl zTdi _ uuhcRks sgr xhuo thz sgr

zgkcgr nhy sgo gbhi vakuo )fnsucr kghk(' tui tgp"f thz gr sT thi phr cRzubsgrg

nxf,u, _ uuTx zhh zhhbgi sTl cRzubsgr' bhy bTr ckhnuso' bTr tuhl c,ufbo ucghero ucgbhi

akvo' uuh gx thz RruhxdgcrRfy thi zhhgri bgngi' chz Rz sgr bTngi pui hgsgr nxf,t nuz

sTl zhhi pRrcbusi nhy sgr ,ufi pui sgr nxf,t

_ t; fh hsug' Rz R xhuo pui R nxf,t thz bhy bTr R xhuo tuh; fkku, vnxf,t' bTr

sTx sRr; tuhl vTci R vnal akpbh xhuo zv thi sgr zgkcgr xudht' uuTx sh xudhu, zhhbgi

tuhl bprsho' uuh nwzgvy sTx thi sh nxf,u, _

tui tgp"f zgvy ngi' Rz cR hgsgri thz ngi nxhho kftuw nhy sgo zgkci xhuo' nhyi

zgkci pxue' nhyi zgkci ,ufi/

f/ uuTx sgr grul kbr zTdy R phrua' ufnsucr fnv pgnho' Rz cag, sgr phrua khhdy

zhl bhy' thz uuTx thz sT sgr xsr sgrnTbgi tho tui tpprgdi' sgr uuTx uuhk uugy R eue

yTi thbguuhhbhe' tui vcujr hcjr' uuhcRks gr thz sTl dguugi R dsuk chartk ukuns ,urv

ufuw' vTy sTl sTx zhfgr Ri Try/

Tcgr sgrbTl vTy sTl hgsgrgr "thi sgu,hvo auu,"132' chz Rz tphku R "eyi" uuTx

dgphby zhl ktjrh fnv suru, aktjrh zv _ thz muzRngi nhy bhy aukk zhhi j"u R phrua

ahj, hu"s acy

522( av"a u' j/

622( ava"r gv"p/ cnsc"r ph"j' ft/ ucf"n/

722( rtv phw nvrz"u kava"r ao/ jhw vra"akcnsc"r ao/ ucf"n/

822( haghw bs' hd/

922( hcnu, efc' c/

032( rtv cvbxni cxw vahju, ,ba"t )ac,jk,vahjv( x"g 638/

132( rtv crfu, bj' t/ xbvsrhi kj' t/

232( pu' t/

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aesnu' zTdy ngi tho Rz nwnTby gr zTk n,hhdg zhhi' tui na,sk zhhi c,urv gs fnv ahsu

ndg,/ utsrcv' fk zni gx khhdy zhl bhy ct tho thi afk' thz tg"p uuTx gr thz nehho sgo

dzr shi Tsgr sgo phrua pui R dsuk vhnbu' tui bgny tho Ti _ gr yTr Tcgr bhy zTdi Ri

gbhi uuTx thz vhpl pui sgo tn, _ Rz cR tho khhdy zhl thi afkRzuh' uuhcRks ct tho khhdy

zhl thi afk bhyRzuh' utsrcv ct tho khhdy zhl thi afk ctupi tjr kdnrh/

ufhsug sh sudnt tuh; sgo' uuh sh dnw sgrmhhky thi c"n232_ uuTx ftnur' R xhpur thi

dnw thz tuhl R vurtv tui R vkfv _ Rz et nhpkdh cn,hc,t srehg' Rz euc"v zTdy Rz sgr

shi thz ctupi fl ufl' tui sh n,hc,t srehg vTy dgzTdy ctupi fl ufl' tg"p uuTx sTx thz

thi "rehg"' thz sTl pRrayRbshe sgr ngns unmc pui sgr n,hc,t srehg' tgp"f eungi

zhh bhy mu sgo gbhi pui euc"v!

thz R ,knhs yTr bhy zhhi ehhi chhai332_ muzRngi sgrnhy uuTx fcus rcu sRr; ct tho

zhhi uuh fcus vafhbv432' thz fk zni gr vTy R eaht' ct tho khhdy zhl Rbsgra _ yTr gr

sTx bhy ngkho zhhi/

gtfu"f Rz gr yTr bhy zTdi Ri gbhi uuTx thz vhpl vtn,' uckaui vdnw thi hunt532cbudg

kvec"v "fhui atnh,h vut kphfl kt fzcu cu"' uuTx sgrpui thz tuhl pRrayRbshe cbudg mu

"nti nkfh rcbi"632' zhh zhhbgi sTl "cbhl khnush vuhw" _ ,knhsho pui sgo tuhcgrayi' cnhkt

dhhgi zhh csrfhu ukt fzcu ku/

utsrcv nwzTdy "un,knhsh hu,r nfuko"732' Rz surl sgo uuTx sgr ,knhs prgdy cR tho

R atkv' tui bhy bTr R atkv' gr prgdy tuh; tho bTl R eaht _ suet surl sgo euny cR

tho mu/ uuh rw hujbi vTy dgzTdy832' Rz cag, nwcrhhbdy tho bhy ngr uuh rthu, _ thz "tyu

kt hsgbt saphr et tnhbt"/ uugi thz cR tho dguugi sgr khnus v,urv nhy R jhu,

ucakhnu,v _ uugi gx thz dguugi suet Ri gbhi pui prgdi R eaht' tuh; TPprgdizhhbg

xcru,!

tui uuh nwdgphby sTl thi aeu"y ac,urv' Rz tphw uugi gx rgsy zhl uugdi R ,knhs tui

R rc' thz sT RnTk uugi "un,knhsh hu,r nfuko" _ bhy bTr thi sgo tupi uuTx ct sgo rc

euny mu xcru, jsau, tuh; pRrgbypgri tui pRrayRrei zhhi shgv' bTr tuhl n,ul

atnh,h vut _ surl sgo uuTx thz R ,knhs vrtuh kanu' thz fuub,u kao anho bhy j"u

tuh; kebyr _ thz sgnuky euny mu thi RzR nhi tupi' uuTx gr thz njsa crcu _ Rz sgr

rc thz nusv kscrh v,knhs' uuh nwdgphby sTx tuhl cfnv neunu, thi xhpurho pui khnus

v,urv ca"x ucnsraho/

ft/ tui sgnTky uugry sgr akuo chi ,knhsh jfnho' uuh sh dnw zTdy932_ xhh cbudg mu

,"j thi tv"e' thi trgt shartk' xhh ,"j accck' uuTx tg"p Rz ct zhh thz dguugi sgr xsr

vkhnus ctupi aubv' mh gx thz dguugi "cbj," )bujhi zv zv kzv cvkfv(042Tsgr pRregry

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

332( tcu, p"c n"v/

432( tsr"b pk"s/ urtv tcu, p"s nh"c/

532( xy' c/

632( dhyhi xc' t/

732( ,gbh, z' t/ ua"b/

832( c"n ps' t/

932( ehsuahi k' c/

042( rtv ac, xd' t/ xbvsrhi fs' t/

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cjhsus )njsshi zv kzv cvkfv(' Tcgr ct chhsi thz dguugi _ sgr gbhi pui "ut, uvc

cxupv"142' Rz prhgr thz R njkue, tui sgrbTl uugry R tvcv/

chz uuRbgy uuh gx ayhhy242ct c"a tui c"v' ktjrh zv Rz gx thz sT sh jhkueh shgu,

nhy fnv pryho )uuh sh dnw rgfgby tuhx thi sgo xhpur vngav(' thz ngi nxhho "uvtn,

uvakuo tvcu"342/

uuTx sTx thz sgr tn,wgr gbhi vakuo' uuhcRks Rz hgsgrgr thz "tku utku scrh tkeho

jhho"442' ayhhy gr sTl pgxy csg,u' tui ct tho thz ehhi xpe bhy Rz sTx thz tnh,h,

gbhi v,urv' tui tsrcv ,urv zTdy sTl Rkhhi Rz "tku utku st"j"Q

tui nwthz nxchr' Rz cag, b,hb, v,urv pui bu,i v,urv thz "kt bh,bu scrh ,urv j,ufhi

tkt n"y pbho yvur"542' tui sgrbTl n"y pbho uxcru, Rz gx zTk zhhi Pubey sgr vhpl pui

yvurvQ

Tcgr sgr akhnu, thi sgo thz _ fnsucr ctrufv thi sgr v,uugsu, kpbh zv642' "ktxueh

ang,,t tkhct svkf,t"742' uuh sh dnw zTdy thi xbvsrhi842' Rz sTx thz dguugi sgr tuhpyu

pui sus nkft nahjt _ "uvuhw gnu"942Rz "vkfv fnu,u cfk neuo"/ uuTx chz sgnTky' Rz

nwvTy dgrgsy thi ngku, khnus v,urv' vTy ngi dgzTdy Rz gx thz sT hub,i cbh thz tuhl

Rzuh052' nat"f Rz nwvTy dgzTdy "vkfv fnu,u"' sTx thz ahhl mu vkfv' nuz zhhi vkfv

j,ufv' uuh sgr rnc"o thz ntrhl cvesnv kxpru vkfv' hs vjzev' nabv ,urv/

uuTx sgrpRr thz sTryi bTl ngr buhyhe sgr akuo' uuhcRks sTx thz R "njkue, kao

anho"152' cnhkt thz zh sTl nhy fk v,ue; uuh R ths eTfy zhl gx zTk zhhi tkeho jhho'

scrh tkeho jhho zTk zhhi surfdgphry' tui surfdgphry bhy bTr ct tho' bTr Rzuh zTk vRkyi

sh dRbmg uugky' uuhcRks Rz sTx thz st"j/

sh zgkcg zRl uuh sTx thz ct c"a' thz sgr zgkcgr ,ue; tuhl ct c"v' tui sgrpRr

cag, nwnRfy akuo muuhai njkue, ka"a Tcgr R njkue, jzev chu,r _ sgrpRr uuTx

sTx thz cR "gzhi actunu,"24' tui thi R gbhi uuTx sTx thz zhhgr "guz"' khnus v,urv252'

sgrpRr thz sTry sgr akuo bTl ngr R drgxgrgr tuhpyu' tui sgrpRr sRr; ngi vTci sh

va,sku, vfh dsukv cvbudg "ktxueh ang,,t tkhct svkf,t"/

fc/ uuTx sTx thz sgr gbhi uuTx ftnur kghk' sgr rnc"o crhhbdy RrTP "v,urv kt

bh,bv tkt kgau, akuo cguko"' thz sTl sh grayg zRl pui nmhtu, pui guko thz sTx' uuh

guko ayhhy thi ,urv' uuh gr zTdy thi nsra c,jk,u352' tui uuh sgrnTby prhgr )x"h(

ahj, hu"s acy

142( jue, ft' hs/

242( hcnu, hs' c/ ucf"n/

342( zfrhw j' hy/

442( ghruchi hd' c/

542( rtv nsra ,vkho hc/ urtv hruaknh xbvsrhip"s v"c/

642(

742( rtv hunt fu' t/ ugus/

842( md' c/ urtv do xv"n ,rf"z gw sa/ ucf"n/

942( anutk-t yz' hj/

052( rtv xbvsrhi ao/

152( rtv tcu, p"v nh"z/

252( nsra ,vkho fy' ht/ urtv xv"n nkuey j"sgw eby/ ua"b/

352( c"r p"t' t/

452( ey' c/

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"tx,fk cturhh,t ucrt gknt"Q Rz pRruuTx thz sT tur thi uugky' sgrpRr uuTx prhgr thz

sT tur thi ,urv' tui Rz tx,fk cturhh,t _ Rz sgr tuhcgraygr fchfuk vTy dgzggi thi

,urv' vTy gr Tbdgarhci "uhtnr tkeho hvh tur _ uhvhtur"9' Rzuh thz dguugi _ thz dguuTri

tur thi guko/

chz uuRbgy Rz sgrbTl uugry Rzuh bnal tuhl thi kgu"z' uuTx sTx thz sTl thhbg pui sh

chturho uuTx sh dnw zTdy thi jukhi452' Rz fk nti sTxr ki rjnbt arh ki fuu,hw' Rz xweti

bhy zhhi ehhi gbhi thi guko pui thxur tui vhpl vfaru, _ sTx nuz zhl bgngi pui esuav pui

sgo curt guko' cnhkt nuz zhhi arh fuu,hw' Rz bhy uuTky bhy dgetby zhhi R nmhtu, thi sgo

vhpl/

uuTruo sgr curt thz sTl ngrbhy uuh R curt tjs' bTr gr vTy dguuTky' Rz sh crhtv

zTk sgrbTl RrTPdhhi pui guko vtjsu, thi "gknt sprust"' thi sgo guko uuTx uugry

Tbdgrupi rv"r' tui sTryi dupt thi knyv nyv "athi ,j,ui knyv vhnbu"552' Rz bhy bTr

nwzTdy tket stkeht' bTr bTl bhsgrhegr sgrpui/ uuh dgcrRfy652Rz gx thz tuhl dguugi

srdu,' Rz tg"p uuh sh dnw zTdy thi nbju,752tuh; "nnzrj ana ugs ncutu dsuk anh cduho

duw nueyr nuesa kanh"852Rz eru ku tket stkehht' thz sTl sT tuhl sh ekhpv bhsgrhetr

sgrpui' csudnt uuh nwzTdy tuh; prgv "kt hsg,h t, vuhw"952' tui bTl ngr "kh hturh utbh

gah,hbh"062' Rz gx thz bhyT tphw ehhi tket stkehht tuhl r"k/

fd/ tui sTx dhhy tuhl Rrhhi thi sgo gbhi' Rz gx eti sTl bhy zhhi ehhi nmhtu,' uuh

dgzTdy prhgr' Rz fk vnmhtu, thz sTx ntnh,h, vnmtu' bTr gx thz sT sh nmhtu, uuTx

zh thz ctapti dguuTri _ fsh nwzTk nhy thr shbgi sgo tuhcgrayi thi R tupi pui n"g' tui

R nmhtu, uuTx thz cRaRpi dguuTri nwzTk shbgi sgo tuhcgrayi thi R tupi pui nk",/

tui thi sgo dupt thz pRrRi uuh sTx thz gcus, vmsheho' sgrbTl thz sT Ty sgr uuTx

jyt updo ugcr t, vsrl' thz Ty sgnTky zTdy ngi' Rz sgr tuhcgraygr thz ncyhj Rz

kt hsj nnbu bsj162' ucusth hgav ,aucv' uuh sgr Rkygr rch crhhbdy sTx tuhl RrTP sgo

gbhi kpxe vkfv thi vkw ,", aku262' tui ckaui vrnc"o cvkw ,aucv362' Rz vcyhjv ,urv

Rz hartk guahi ,aucv' Rz sTx thz R vcyjv' tg"p uuTx gx thz sTl sT cjhrv jpah,'

uvrau, kfk tso b,ubv462_ Rz gr zTk yTi kuhy zhhirmui tui kuhy zhhicjhrv Ti ehhi vfrj'

thz tgp"f thz sT R vcyjv thi ,ur, tn, tui thi ,ur, jhho' Rz hartk guahi ,aucv/

uuTx ,aucv yuy tuh; bTl R zRl thi sh gbhbho ck,h rmuhho' thi sh gbhbho pui nk", _

Rz "zsubu, bgau ku fzfhu,"562' Rz gr thz nvpl _ ftnur kghk _ thi sgo muuhhyi xdbui' Rz

sgr jal dupt thz "khkv fhuo hthr"82' uckaui vdnw thi nbju,662nmgu, avmhgv ku thi R

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

552( rtv ,bht rpk"u/

652( rtv keu"a jf"t gw 04 uthkl/ ua"b/

752( eh' t/

852( nktfh t' ht/

952( anu, v' c/

062( hjzetk fy' d/

162( g"p anutk-c hs' hs/

262( p"s v"d/

362( p"z v"v/

462( rnc"o ao rp"v/ rp"z/ ucf"n/

562( hunt pu' c/

662( ns' t/

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tupi uuTx yuhd bhy' vTy zh sgrbTl tho nmhg dguugi _ tuhxdgcgy _ thi R tupi far tui

thi R gbhi pui pu"r' uuTx sTx thz v,jk, fk v,urv fukv/

uuTx kftuw uuTx thz sT sgr shue' Rz suet Ty sh nmgu, uuTx vmhgv ku thi hgbgotupi'

vTy ngi dgsRrpy nmhg zhhi thi R tupi pui faru,' kftuw dgphby ngi cfnv gbhbho c,urv

Rz gbhbho ck,h rmuhho thz ngi ntcs ni vguko'

uuTx sTx thz sTl sh muuhh ahyu, pui rw hvusv tui rw angui tuh; "uvac,h jhw rgv ni

vtr."762' Rz thhi shgv thz Rz nach, nzhehi ni vguko' Rz gx uugry cyk zhhgr nmhtu,' tui

sh muuhhyg shgv thz "nach,i akt hzheu"' Rz gx thz pRregry _ zhh uugki uugri csudnt uuh

gx thz dguugi sgr bja vesnubh' uuTx gr thz dguugi "ana dsuk"862)uuTx sgrpui thz tuhl

sh muuhh gbhbho cvbudg mu chgur jn.' fnsucr ctrufv cf"n962(/

fs/ uuTx sTx thz sTl fk zni gx thz dguugi sgr chvn"e ehho' thz sgnTky zhhbgi thsi

cfkku,' dguugi thi R ngns unmc pui msheho' uvrthw Rz sgr chvn"e thz ehho' cag, gx

thz Tcgr dguuTri "jythbu" _ thz hgnTky dguuTri sgr vhpl pui ehuo chvn"e/

tui Ty sgnTky ftnur kghk "burt gkhkv gk cbh tso"072' uuh gr zTdy thi nsra172' Rz

sTx dhhy tuh; sgo tuhcgrayi uugi R ths yuy R scr ck,h rmuh' thz sTx sgrpRr uuTx

sgr tuhcgraygr vTy cRaRpi tho thhbg pui sh akav gbhbho uuTx vec"v n,jry gkhvo

cfk huo' thz sTx sgr gbhi pui hmv"r272' uuTruo "rmubbu kgau, rmubl unh ngfc atur

acghxv"372' uuTx sTx thz cRaRpi dguuTri surl sgo tuhcgrayi' tui gr thz nehho

akhju,u ctnubv' fncutr ctrufv thi xprh nuxr/

tui sgrbTl yuy ngi tuh; thi sgo gbhi' bhy bTr "uvac,h"' cyk cnmhtu,' uuTx sTx thz

sTl tuhl R gbhi thi gcusv' uuh sh dnw zTdy thi hruaknh crfu,472cbudg mu suswi' Rz gx thz

dguugi sgr gbhi pui "kch jkk cerch"572athi ku hmv"r' jkk cerch' jkk nkaui "jkk

ctsnv"672_ chyuk cnmhtu,' tui gx thz sT sgr vgfgrgr tupi thi gcusv' uuTx sgrmu thz

sus mudgeungi ktjrh zni' uugi gx thz dguugi sgr gbhi "veho gukv ak ,aucv"772' tui uuh

gr zTdy thi hruaknh sTry sh vgfgrg srdt cbudg mu tcrvowi "unmt, t, kccu btni

kpbhl"872)kccu nhy muuhh ch",wi(' csudnt pui "cfk kccl' cabh hmrhl"04' Rz bhy gx thz dguugi

"jkk" _ Rz gx bhy dguugi ehhi nmhtu,' bTr gr vTy sh nmhtu,nvpl dguugi' zsubu, bgau

ku fzfhu,562' uuTx sTx euny surl R nkjnv gmunv' fnuci cpayu,/

tui uuh sgr rnc"o thz sTx tuhl nxchr thi sh anubv preho972_ sh ngkv pui R cgk

ahj, hu"s acy

762( cjueu,h fu' u/ ,u"f ao/

862( xbvsrhi by' c/

962( rtv keu"a j"z gw 881 uthkl/ ua"b/

072( ,vkho xu' v/

172( ,bjunt uhac s/ urtv ntnrh tsv"z gk nrz"kgw ent uthkl/ xv"n ,ex"c j"t gw mu uthkl/ ,u"j,uksu, hc' s uthkl/ agrh ,aucv j"t agr vcjhrvph"c )ft' s(/ ugus/

272( rtv xufv bc' c/ hruaknh ,gbh, p"d xv"s/

urtv keu"a jf"s gw 761 uthkl/ ua"b/

372( crfu, hz' t/

472( p"y v"v/ urtv c"c hz' t/ ,bht p"t/

572( ,vkho ey' fc/

672( pw aupyho ft' t/

772( nu"e yz' c/ ua"b/

872( bjnhw y' j/

972( p"u/

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,aucv' uuTx sgrpRr vTy gr zhl thi fnv gbhbho' sgrpRr uuTx gr thz dguugi _ uuh gr

zTdy thi vkw ,aucv082' Rz prhgr thz gr dguugi rjue' nhy Rkg pryho uuh gr rgfby tuhx'

tui sgrbTl thz gr dguuTri tvuc ubjns eruc uhshs' chz uuRbgy Rz "bgbv nhs abtnr182uvhw

yro hertu utbh tgbv"282/ uuTx sh nmhtu, ct msheho' sRr; zhhi sgr "hertu" _ gbhi v,pkv'

tui sgrbTl tgbv' R cg", yuy tuh; tuhl sgo gbhi pui "yro hertu duw"/

tui uuh sgr Rkygr rch thz sTx nctr thi ,bht382' Rz uuh Rzuh eti gr eungi mu tvcv

gzv urcv chu,r' thz sTx suet surl uuTx gr dgphby zhl ctr. mhw ughh; ckh nho' uuTx Ty

sh nmhtu, thz _ uuh sgr kaui thi anubv preho972)Rbsgrg kaubu, pui ,bht nhyi zgkci

,ufi( _ uuhcRks gr thz r"k surfdgpRki tui sgrbTl thz gr dguugi sgr fuca chmru tui nuak

chmru tui nvpl hmru' chz uuRbgy Rz pui sh zsubu, thz ct tho dguuTri zfhu, _ R bhhg nmhtu,

Rz pui zsubu, nRfy ngi zfhu,/

fv/ uuTx sTx thz sTl tuhl pui sh chturho uuTx "bgav au,; kvec"v cngav

crtah,"28' uuh sgr tuhcgraygr vTy cRaRpi sh uugky' thz dguugi sgr tupi vcrhtv' Rz

sgrbTl "uhcsk tkeho chi vtur uchi vjual"482' zsubu, zhhbgi zsubu, tui zfhu, zhhbgi zfhu,/

Rz gx euny Tcgr sgr "vufpk cu fh yuc"582' huo vakhah' uuTx sTx thz sgr gbhi vakuo'

Ty sgnTky thz ftnur' bhy bTr nwthz ncyk sh v,bdsu, pui sgo jal _ nhy sh zfhu,' bTr

nwyuy tuh; R bhhgx thi uugky/

uuTx nms vcrhtv' thz gbhbho pui kt ,gav' vTci bhy ehhi ,heui u"achr,o zvu

,eb,o"682' zhhgr sjhw' thi sgo cRayhhy zhhgr ,fkh, mukhc uuTx zhh zhhbgi cRaRpi dguuTri/

thz R ths g"h gcus,u' tn, yReg "vtunr tjyt utauc" thz "thi nxphehi chsu kgau,

,aucv"782' thz sTl Tcgr sT sh fnv tupbho thi ,aucv Rz nwsRr; bhy Tbeungi mu sgo srl/

gtfu"f uuhcRks Rz nwzTdy "thi mshe ctr. tar hgav yuc ukt hjyt"882' tui tphw sh sw

uuTx n,u cgyhu ak bja982_ uuTruo zhh vTci bhy dgvRy ehhi jyt' thz sTl tuhl thi sgo

sgr chtur092' Rz tuhc zhh uuTkyi bhy dgvRy ehhi ahhfu,mu sgo jyt pui bja vesnubh'

uuTky sgnTky bhy dgeTby ct zhh zhhi sgr gbhi vnh,v' xwvTy mu zhh ehhi ahhfu, bhyQ thz

sTl sgrpui pRrayRbshe' Rz zhh vTci bhy dgvRy ehhbg jytho' zhh vTci Tcgr dgvRy R

ahhfu, mu sgo bja cthzv tupi avut' tui sgrpRr vTy dgeTby ct zhh zhhi' Rz "gyhu ak

bja" zTk Rruhxrupi gbhi vnh,v/

sgrpRr192thz sTl thhbgr pui sh sw _ thz hah' tchu ak sus' zTdy gr tuh; sgo thi

nsra292' Rz sus vTy dgzTdy "vi / / cjyt hjn,bh tnh"392' fkuo b,fuhi tct hah kvgnhsbh

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

082( p"z v"s' v"u-z/

182( haghw xv' fs/

282( rnc"o ao v"z/

382( p"z/

482( crtah, t' s/

582( c"r p"s' u/ pra"h crtah, ao' z/

682( g"p fkho p"c n"t/ c"e bs' t/

782( hunt pv' c/ ua"b/ rnc"o vkw ,aucv p"s v"t/

882( evk, z' f/

982( ac, bv' c/ c"c hz' t/

092( rtv pra"h ao s"v cgyhu/ ,us"v trcgv ac,ao/ urtv ,u"t napyho gy' s/

192( rtv do keu"a jk"z gw 44/

292( uhe"r ph"s' v/ urtv garv ntnru, ntnrjeu"s j"d p"h _ vuct ckeu", x"p crfv )e' t(/

392( ,vkho bt' z/

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fuw' nhy sh dRbmg trhfu, uuh gr thz sgrbTl nxchr' ucpayu,' sgr gbhi uuTx nwzTdy492"thi

ehauh tkt ksg,"/ cnhkt cag, gr yrRfy uugdi gbhbho uugkfg vTci mu sgo ehhi ahhfu,

bhy' eTi bhy zhhi sgr gbhi pui R vuksv/ csudnt uuh sh dnw592zTdy' Rz nwvTy ncyk dguugi

hmrt sgcusv zrv' sgrbTl vTy ngi dguuTky ncyk zhhi hmrt sgrhu,' Tcgr sgrbTl vTy

ngi dgzggi Rz nwsRr; vTci Ri gbhi kjukv )chg,t c, hunt( eTi ngi sTx bhy dgphbgi

_ uuTky sTx dguugi ngrbhy uuh R dgzubyg uugky' tui dgzubyg ngbyai' tui ruj mpui

uuTky tuhl dguugi nxucc,' ckaui vdnw thi c"c692' Ty sgnTky uuTky bhy dguugi ehhi jukv

sRr; ngi bhy vTci ehhi "sd kjukv"792)ufhu"c(Q

cag, Tcgr sgr tuhcgraygr vTy cRaRpi sh uugky' Rz gx zTk zhhi "kgau, k,ei"892'

vTy ngi ngr bhy uuh auuRfgr dgnRfy )sgo hmv"r(' tui "tvbh skt nhdrh cerhc,v" _ uuh

sh dnw592thz sTry nctr )unxpr( sh chturho thi sgo _ sgrpRr uuTx gx sRr; zhhi Ty sh

nmhtu,/ bTr uuTx sgi' sTx thz Ri gbhi uuTx uugry dgyTi akt krmubu' hmru tbxu992' tui

ngrbhy uuh kagv ekv'

uuTx sTx thz sh ngkv pui cgkh ,aucv' tui sTx thz sgr tuhpyu pui dku,/

fu/ ufnsucr fnv pgnho' uuTx ,urv uugry Tbdgrupi ",ur, jxs"003' tgp"f dgphby ngi

sTl fnv gubaho c,urv _ zTdy ngi' Rz sgr guba thz csudnt uuh sgr Rkygr rch thz sTx

nxchr103' uuh R nkl uuTx gr thz ruj. cgmnu mut, cbu hjhsu uuTx vTy zhl mudgekgpy mu

tho ncju.' uuTx sTx thz sgr gbhi vguba _ "crdg eyi gzc,hl"203' fsh sgrbTl zTk egbgi

zhhi "ucrjnho dsukho tecml"203/

uuTx cfkku, thz dguugi sh v,jkv cscr' tui sgr rta ugher mu sh Rkg gbhbho' sgr

dku, nmrho tui sgrbTl sh hmht, nmrho' uuTx sTx thz sTl R rta uv,jkv kfk vdkuhu,'

uuh gr zTdy thi nsra303Rz fk vnkfhu, bertho g"a nmrho' g"a avo nmhrho khartk'

uuTx sgrpui thz tuhl pRrayRbshe' Rz Rkg dtuku, zhhbgi pRrcubsi nhy dtuk, nmrho403' sh

hmht, nmrho/

uuTx sgnTky tuhl dguugi R gbhi pui "gcus, prl"' uuTx kftuw nth ygnt vTy sTx sgr

tuhcgraygr dguuTky? thz sTl sgr "ugcsuo ugbu tu,o"503dguugi fsh gx zTk zhhi "utj"f

hmtu crfua dsuk"' fncutr cnsraho603Q

Rz sTx thz ngrbhy csudnt uuh dgrgsy prhgr cfkku, crhtu, vguknu,' sgr xu,r g"n

kcbu,' fsh gx zTk zhhi R cbhi hpv unputr sRr; ngi Tbeungi _ Rzuh vTy sgr tuhcgraygr

thhbdgaygky _ gx zTk zhhi xu,r' bTr uuTx sgi bhy thi R gbhi pui "tjyt utauc"/ cag,

ahj, hu"s acy

492( hcnu, bd' c/

592( hunt xy' c/

692( fv' c/

792( xbvsrhi mj' t/

892( ra"h cc"r ph"t' u/

992( rtv rnc"o xp"c nvkw dhruahi/

003( nakh kt' fu/ urtv xufv ny' c/

103( ,bht tdv"e xf"c/

203( haghw bs' z/

303( c"r py"z' s/

403( rtv do xv"n ,a"j gw 461/ ucf"n/

503( kl kl yu' hd/

603( rtv crfu, y' c/ keu"a jf"t gw 21 uthkl/ua"b/

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sgr dku, vTy dgnRfy sgo gmo gbhi' csudnt uuh dgrgsy prhgr cbudg trcgv an,u cgyhu

ak bja' uuTx zhh vTci sgrmu R ahhfu, gPgx uuTx' sgrpRr eti mu zhh sgrdrhhfi tui pugkwi

sgr gyhu ak bja/

tui sTx uugy zhhi kg"k sgr "unjv vuhw sngv ngk fk pbho"703' gx uugry cyk sgr

dRbmgr gbhi vvgsr' ngrbhy sgr gbhi pui jhho' tui jhho bmjhho803' fahy, vrnc"i903tui

Rzuh uugry Tbdgbungi013sgr pxe shi czv

]bhy uuh ahy, vrnc"o113Rz gher vafr thz di gsi' tui pRr sgo thz guko v,jhw' tui

bTl sgo euny ngi mu R akhnu, bgkh, hu,r _ uuTx sTx thz jhho thi d"g R banv ckh du;[

_

Rz gher eck, vafr thz Rz prhgr thz sgr gbhi akhnu, vafr pui d"g' tui sgrbTl euny

sgr guko v,jhw banv cdu; thi jhho bmjhho/

uuh xwthz nang tuhl' Rz sgrbTl vTy sgr rnc"o Tbdgbungi tuhl sh ahyv' tui uuh gx

thz pRrayRbshe pui tdr, ,jv"n aku213' uuh gr arhhcy sTryi Rz gr vTy dgarhci gbhbho

cxpru vrnc"o thi sgo tupi' sgrpRr uuTx gr vTy bhy dgvRy thi sgo ehhi vfrj' chz

uuRbgy Rz gr arhhcy tuhl thi vkw nkfho313' Rz cscrho vtkv thz bhyT ehhi vfrj' tui sTx

uugy ngi gray uuhxi aPgygr' uuTx thi sgo thz tuhl bfkk sg, fnv npraho' Ty sh

njkue,' cvbudg mu sgo jhkue pui d"g tui ,jv"n nh bgkv nnh/

fz/ uuTx sTx thz tuhl uuTx nwzTdy cbudg mu R thsi' Rz tphw ct tho thz sT sgr gbhi

pui gcr gk rmubu ak neuo' cnhkt pgky sTl ct tho sgr gbhi pui "ujh cvo"141' uuTruo gr

vTy bhy nehho dguugi R nmuv uuTx "vo jhhbu uturl hnhbu"413' tui gr vTy dgyTi sgo vhpl

pui R nmuv' uuTx sTx thz sgr vhpl gbhi vjhho

_ sRr;513gr uuhxi zhhi' Rz sTx thz ngrbhy uuh R nmc gucr' tui fk ahbuh uuTx gr thz

juzr kcrhh,u thz kf,jkv ehhi ahbuh bhy613' uuh sh dnw713pxewby TP cbudg kafr tuni ufhu"c/

cag, nwuuhhxy Rz sTx thz R ahbuh uuTx gr thz juzr kcrhh,u' thz nkf,jkv sgr ahbuh ehhi

ahbuh bhy/

tui sTx thz tuhl cbudg mu gcus, vw pui R banv cdu; cnal hnh jhhu' thz sTl tuhl sT

sh gbhbho uuTx cgrfu thz sTx R gbhi pui bphkv' vhpl vjhho "nti sbpk nsrdhw therh nh,"813'

Tcgr sTx thz ngrbhy uuh R hrhsv murl gkhw' xu,r g"n kcbu,' fsh gr zTk mueungi mu R

srdv dsukv hu,r/

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

703( haghw fv' j/ nu"e fj' c _ cnabv/

803( rtv xvn"m kvm"m hs' c/ ucf"n/

903( cagr vdnuk cxupu )cvumt, atuugk _ gw ay(/

013( rtv keu", mu yu' d/ sruaho kac, aucv xv'xg"s/ xvn"m kvm"m nmu, mhmh, )srn"m hs' c(/uctuv", jue, )x"g ,,y/ ao frl v gw tw,rkz(: urchbuz"k )tsv"z( cfk vsruaho vzfhr re sg, vrnc"i kcs/

113( vkw ,aucv p"j v"t-c/ phrua vnabhu, akukxbvsrhi pw jke s"v ug,v tjk/

213( tu, u/ urtv keu"a jf"z gw 302 uthkl/

313( ph"c v"c/

413( crf, tv"g ce"a ak grch,/

513( eyg zv thbu crur/

613( xufv k' c/ ua"b/ rnc"o vkw dzhkv utchsv p"cv"h/ au"g ju"n xa"n x"v/

713( c"e ms' c/

813( rtv zj"d ekv' c/

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chz uuRbgy uuh ckaui vdnw913' cneuo acg", gunsho thi msheho dnurho gunsho ao' tui

uuh sh muuhhyg dhrxt023_ Ri gbhi bgkv hu,r _ thi msheho dnurho hfukho kgnus ao' bhy

bTr zhh ayhhgi bhy cpugk' bTr zhh vTci dTr sh hfuk, bhy' gs fsh fl thz sTx R ahbuh tui R

ghkuh' thi sh gcusv pui ,aucv/

uuTx cfkku, thz sTx sh muuhh ,aucu, uuTx gr zTdy thi xu; nxf,t hunt123' mh ,aucv

ntvcv mh ,aucv nhrtv' uuTx zsubu, bgau ku fzfhu, thz suet surl ,aucv ntvcv/

uuTx sgrpRr thz fk vgbhbho uuh dgzTdy prhgr' uuh sTx thz thi sgo thmyhei dku, uuh

sTx thz dguugi thi dku, nmrho' tui Rzuh tuhl "fhnh mt,l ntr. nmrho trtbu bpktu,"831'

thi sh dtukv vg,hsv kcut g"h nahj msebu' "tbfh tgkl do gkv"223

_ uuTx sTx zhhbgi sh muuhh gkhu,' uuh sgr Rkygr rch yhhyay TP323' Rz "hrs hrsbu"423'

thi nmrho thz sTx dguugi R hrhsv thi Rkg dkhu,' tui "tbfh tgkl do gkv"' gx sRr; zhhi

muuhh gkhu, _ thhi gkhw thz sh gkhw ntr. nmrho' uthku zfhbu uuTky sTx dguugi sh dtukv

akhnv523' uuhcRks Rz kt zfhbu' uugy sh muuhhyg gkhw zhhi "fhnh mt,l ntrn"m trtbu bpktu,"/

fj/ uuTx sTx thz tuhl cvbudg mu hmh"n' uuh nwkgrby thi sgo ahgur juna pui sgo

vhhbyhei yTd' zTdy ngi tuhl thi hruaknh623Rz pui sh pxueho pui sgo ahgur' Rz nav rchbu

vTy dggbypgry thsi nhy R dRbmg trhfu,' "tk ,hrtu v,hmcu urtu t, haug, vw duw fh

tar rth,o t, nmrho vhuo kt ,uxhpu krtu,o gus gs guko' vw hkjo kfo ut,o

,jrhaui"723

_ sh trhfu, czv uuhhzy' Rz gx thz dguugi phr f,u, chartk' Rz thhi f,v vTy dgzTdy

"bpuk kho"' tui R muuhhyg f,v vTy dgzTdy "bjzur knmrho"' tui R srhyg f,v vTy dgzTdy

"bgav gnvo nkjnv"' tui R pgryg f,v vTy dgzTdy "bmuuj fbdsi" _ nhr uugki ,pkv yTi/

tui tuh; sgo vTy nav rchbu dggbypgry hgsgr f,v: sh uuTx vTy dgzTdy "bpuk kho"

vTy gr dgzTdy Rz nwuugy zggi "haug, vw"Q Ty sh uuTx vTci dgzTdy "bjzur knmrho" vTy

gr dgzTdy "fh tar rth,o t, nmrho vhuo kt ,uxhpu krtu,o gus gs guko"Q Ty sh uuTx

vTci dgzTdy Rz nwuugy dhhi nkjnv vTci vTy gr dgzTdy "vw hkjo kfo"' tui sh pgryg

f,v uuTx vTy dgzTdy "bmuuj fbdsi" _ vTy gr dgzTdy "ut,o ,jrhaui" _ thmygr uugy

sgr tuhcgraygr yTi/

uuTx sTx thz csudnt uuh dgzTdy prhgr823cbudg mu sh sw nxf,u,' uuTx cag, nwzTdy

sgr gbhi pui sgo xhuo pui nxw crfu,' rgsy zhl sTryi pRr sgr xhuo "tnr rch tkgzr tnr

rch jbhbt ,knhsh jfnho nrcho akuo cguko"' uuTx sTx euny cvnal kvntnrho akpb"z'

uuTx sTryi rgsy zhl uugdi Ri gbhi pui vhpl vjhho pui guv"z _ sgr jhkue mh nwzTdy

ahj, hu"s acy

913( crfu, ks' c/ ua"b/

023( rnc"o vkw ,aucv p"z v"s/

123( pu' c/

223( uhda nu' s/

323( ,u"t r"p anu,/

423( ne. nd' f/

523( rtv xprh gv"p scrho t' c/ urtv xv"n nkueyj"v gw afy/ ua"b/

623( ,gbh, p"c v"v/ urtv nfhk,t u,hc"g gv"pacvgrv vctv/ hk"a pra,bu rnz rkd c,jhk,u/

723( pra,bu hs' hd-hs/

823( xh"y uthkl/

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"cakuo" mh "kakuo"' tui sgrbTl thi ms vyuc' "hkfu njhk tk jhk"771' Rz sTx thz sgr gbhi

pui ","j thi kvo nbujv kt cguv"z ukt cguv"c"/

uuTx sTx thz sTl thhbg pui sh phruaho uuTx nwvTy dgzTdy "bpuk kho"' bhy uuhxbshe

Rz xwuugy zhhi "haug, vw"' thz uuTx thz sTx pRr Ri gbhi?

thz sTx csudnt pui sgo gbhi' uuTx ktjrh n", thz sTl sT sh gbhbho uuTx "hvrd utk

hgcur"923: uuhcRks Rz nav rchbu vTy zhh Rruhxdgphry pui trn"m' tui zhh vTci dgzggi

bpktu, vw' tui nwvTy zhh dgzTdy Rz sTx thz sh dtukv "peus pes,h"033_ thz Ty sgnTky

g"p vkfv chnho vvo _ kuhy Ty sgr fh,v' thz tuhxdgeungi Rz nwsRr; dhhi tuh; nx"bQ

tui uuhcRks Rz xwthz bhyT ehhi Rbsgr uugd _ thz "bpuk kho"' sTx thz zhhgr gbhi pui

nx"b' uugy zhhi bhy thi guv"z' Pubey Rzuh uuh chh "hvrd utk hgcur" uuTx sgnTky vTy ngi

sTl sgo afr vfh bgkv "hkfu njhk tk jhk"' uuhcRks Rz gr vTy nehho dguugi bhy bTr cdupu

ucban,u ucnnubu bTr cfk jhhu nna "hvrd" _ nx"b' thz thi sh sw tupbh vgcusv pui thsi'

vTy zhl tuhxdgsrhey sh ahyv pui "bpuk kho"/

fy/ sgrbTl thz dguugi sh fh,v pui "bjzur knmrho" _ uuTx kftuw uuTx thz sT sgr

chtur thi gcus, vw tui tuhl cpayu,: uuhcRks Rz xwthz dguugi thsi uuTx vTci dgzggi sh

bhxho ubpktu,' tui dgzggi uuh Rzuh nav rchbu vTy zhh dgphry nhy ehuo fk vvcyju,' tui

sgrbTl zTdy ngi "bjzur knmrho"

_ thz sTx csudnt uuh nwzTdy thi xprh nuxr tui xprh jxhsu,133' tui tuhl pRrayRbshe

cpayu,' Rz uuhcRks nwahey tuh; R akhju, tui nwvhhxy Ruugedhhi' tui sgrbTl vhhxy ngi

eungi murhe' thz sTx thz R vufjv Rz nwvTy bhy nehho dguugi sTx uuTx nwvTy dgsRrpy

nehho zhhi' thi sgo Try uutu gr thz dguugi prhgr _ gr vTy bTl gPgx bhy pRrgbshey/

thsi vTci sTl dgvRy R mhuuh cmt,o nnmrho' Rz xwzTk zhhi "ubmk,o t, nmrho"233' tui

uuh sh dnw yhhyay sTx TP thi crfu,333' Rz "gatuv fnmusv athi cv sdi" tui "fnmukv athi

cv sdho"' Rz xwuugy bhy ckhhci ehhbg gbhbho uuTx vTy gPgx R auuhu, cnmrho'

cag, nwvTy sgrzgvi Rz nmrho "buxg tjrhvo"433' tui xwthz bhyT ehhi crhrv sgrpRr

uuTx xwthz dguugi "aa ntu, rfc cjur"533_

tui cbudg mu bhpuk kho vTci zhh dgyrRfy Rz sTx thz sTl Ri gbhi pui nx"b ct R ci bj

_ thz sTl sT thi sgo R dRbmg aeu"y633mh xwthz ahhfu,' uuTruo R c"b thz njuhhc tuh;

anhr, dupu _ anhr, jhhu' tui xwthz sTl R xpe mh ct tho thz sT sgr gbhi pui nx"b' sgr

jhuc pui nx"b' uuhcRks Rz "ujh cvo141_ ukt ahnu, cvo"733thz dgzTdy dguuTri kcb"h ct

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

923( pxjho fv' c/ ua"b/ rnc"o vkw hxuv", p"vv"z/ au"g hu"s xeb"z/

033( anu, d' yz/

133( rtv td"e f"e tsnu"r akhy"t j"d gw pyQ rbsQrgz/ ugus/

233( ao' fc/

333( y' c/

433( pra,bu hs' h/

533( ao' z/

633( rtv tbmhew ,knush, grl ci bj )frl d( gw abuthkl/ ua"b/

733( xbvsrhi gs' c/

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n", pRr thsi' ufncutr sh ahyu, czv ctjrubho833_

uuTx vTci zhh dgyrRfy _ uuTx thz sT sgr chtur Rz "bjzur knmrho"? xwthz dguugi sgr

mhuuh "ubmk,o t, nmrho"' thz R xhni Rz uuhcRks Rz nwzgvy Rz gPgx yuhd sT bhy' thz sTx

thz R vufjv Rz "bjzur knmrho" _ nwsRr; bTl gPgx sgryTi thi mhuuh vec"v uuTx nwvTy

dgsRrpy tuhpyTi thi dku, nmrho/

uuh Rzuh yuy ngi sTx tuh; _ uuhcRks Rz nwthz auhi sTry dguugi' tui xwthz auhi dguugi

sgr "sur rchgh"933tui xwthz auhi dguugi "ucb"h humtho chs rnv"431' thz kftuw vTy ngi sTl

Rk. dgyTi fscgh' uuh Rzuh yuy ngi uuhhygr?

zTdy ngi' Rz xwthz pRrayRbshe Rz sgnTky sRr; ngi vTci R v,cubbu, h,hrv hu,r

ucyuc hu,r ufnv pgnho' uuTx thi kaui vvkfv uugry sTx Tbdgrupi "usra, ujer, duw

vhyc"043' sgr gbhi pui srhav ujehrv/

tui thi sgo dupt thz sT sgr jhkue uuh sTx thz ct shbh nnubu,' tui uuh sTx thz ct shbh

bpau,143' tui nhy sh pkud,t tui sh ahyu, czv' mh sTx uuTx nwsRr; bhy vTci srhav

ujehrv cshbh nnubu,' mh sTx thz nv", mh sTx thz ngrbhy nsrcbi' Tcgr kfk vshgu, ct

shbh bpau, sRr; ngi vTci srhav ujehrv xhh nv", tui xhh nsrcbi/

k/ uuTx sTx thz sgr xhuo pui nxw hcnu,' uuTx sTry rgsy zhl uugdi sgr srhav ujehrv

cbudg mu R f,ucv' uuTx sTx thz pRrcubsi nhy R dy _ nhy v,r, tav )Ri ta, tha(

kguko' uuh sh dnw thz sTryi nxchr' Rz xwthz sT thi sgo sgr gbhi pui shbh nnubu,' tui sgr

gbhi pui shbh bpau,' tui thi sgo sRr; ngi uuhxi mh gx sRr; zhhi "usra, ujer,"/

uuTx sTx thz csudnt pui sgr f,v uuTx zhh vTci dgvRkyi Rz zhh vTci bhy nxhho dguugi

gbhbo u,pehso pui "ubmk,o t, nmrho"' tui gx sRr; zhhi "usra, ujer,"' uvrthw _ zhh

zggi Rz sTx thz sgr gbhi pui shbh bpau,' uuTruo Rz bhy _ thz sh crhrv pui "bpuk kho"

]tg"p uuTx thi sgo thz tuhl pRrnhay shbh bpau,[ _ "ubmk,o t, nmrho"' sTx thz dguugi

sgr mhuuh' thz sTl sTx dguugi pRrcubsi nhy shbh nnubu, "fkh fx; ufkh zvc uanku,"233/

uuTx sTx thz sgr xhuo pui nxw hcnu,/

kt/ tui tuh; sgo zTdy ngi' Rz tuhl sgr chtur czv thz sgr zgkcgr xhuo pRrcubsi nhy

R vurtv pui sgo tuhcgrayi _ Pubey uuh ,ur, nav uuTx sTx thz dgdgci dguuTri pui sgo

tuhcgrayiQ Pubey Rzuh uuh xwthz sT thi ahgur juna pui huo zv _ Rz nav rchbu vTy

thcgrdgdgci Rz sgr tuhcgraygr zTdy cbudg mu "bpuk kho" Rz xwuugy zhhi "haug, vw"' tui

nwuugy ckhhci kgciQ

tui gs"z tuhl cbudg mu "bjzur knmrho"' euny mu tsrcv _ R nmuv buxp, "kt ,uxhpu

krtu,o723gus gs guko"' tui uuh dgzTdy prhgr _ sTx thz R nmuv jsav' uuh gr zTdy tuh;

ahj, hu"s acy

833( rtv jns, hartk ceubyw zw nmu, c"b )ec' c(/nb"j nmuv rmu/ ugus/

933( kl kl yu' yz/

043( pw rtv hd' yu/

143( xbvsrhi c' c uthkl/ ua"b/

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sgo thi ,uacg"p243' Rz sTx thz sgr pgo vrtaubv uuTx nwvTy TbdgzTdy thsi sgo mhuuh

pui "kt ,uxhpu krtu,o"/

tui thi sgo euny tuhl mu Ty sgr gbhi uuTx nwvTy dgzTdy Rz "zsubu, bgau ku fzfhu,"'

uuTx sTx thz uuTx nwzTdy Rz "kt ,uxhpu krtu,o gus gs guko"' prgdy ngi tuh; sgo sh

atkv343' Rz sgrbTl thz dguugi "uhrt hartk t, nmrho n, gk ap, vho" _ nwvTy zhh hg

dgzggi?

uuTx thhbg pui sh phruaho czv thz443' Rz sTx uuTx gr zTdy "kt ,uxhpu krtu,o gs

guko" thz sTx suet cjhhvo nat"f ktjrh jhhvo' tui pui stbgy kgrby ngi tuhl thhbg

pui sh rthu, Rz sgr "kt ,uxhpu krtu,o" )ufhu"c( thz suet cjhhvo' uuhhk sgrbTl thz

dguugi "uhrt hartk t, nmrho n,gk ap, vho"/

uuTx thi sgo zTdy ngi' Rz ct thsi thz dguugi R xpe thi sgr dtukv _ mh nwthz cRprhhy

dguuTri pui nmrho' tui sgrpRr thz dguugi "uhrt hartk t, nmrho n,"' xwthz ct zhh cyk

dguuTri sgr xpe543_ xwthz chh zhh mudgeungi R v,jzeu, thi tnubv c"vw ucnav gcsu"643/

uuTx sTx thz csudnt uuTx surl sh zsubu, euny mu Ri gbhi uuTx uugry Tbdgrupi cao

zfhu,/

uuTx sTx thz cfkku, ftnur' sgr gbhi pui usra, ujer, _ sgr xhuo pui hcnu,' tui

sTry crgbdy gr tuhl "ufk cbhl khnush vw" _ surl sgo uuTx ,ur, nav dhy thcgr sgo

tuhcgrayiwx gbypgr _ khnush vw' thz cyk dguuTri sgr ex"s tuhl pui sgr fh,v/

kc/ sgrbTl thz sT sh fh,v uuTx zTdy Rz nwsRr; nRfi nkjnv' Rz tg"p uuTx "thi

xunfhi gk vbx"743' tui xwthz sTl dguugi sgr ngyho Rbyegdi rcho' tui jkaho fbds dcurho'

uuTx xwthz dguugi sgr "aa ntu, rfc cjur ufk rfc nmrho"533' nhyi dRbmi ayurgo' thz

sTl kftuw uuTx thz sT sgr gbhi pui nkjnv? uuhcRks Tcgr Rz xwthz bhy dguugi ehhi Rbsgr

crhrv Tsgr gucr zhhi gk mhuuh vw' uuh dgrgsy prhgr ufhu"c' vTy ngi zhh dgzTdy Rz uuhcRks

sTx dupt thz R vurtv Rz nwvTy sTl R mhuuh tuh; kanur gk jhhu uuTx sgrpRr egi bhy

zhhi "bpuk kho"' xwthz bhyT sgr gbhi pui "bjzur knmrho" sTx thz vhpl pui sTx uuTx nav

rchbu vTy dgzTdy' thz sTx dupt R vufjv Rz fTya tphw nwthz ngyho fbds rcho' thz tgp"f

sRr; ngi Rruhxdhhi knkjnv/

uuTx thi nkjnv thz sTl sT tuhl sh nkjnv cpry' Rz ngyho fbds rcho sRr; zhhi sgr

xsr vnkjnv nhy ,fxhxhvnkjnv _ uuh sTx thz sgr shi g"p vkfv cbudg R ths uuTx dhhy

knkjnv' thz sT R dRbmgr xsr uuTx nwsRr; zTdi843' chz sgo gbhi pui "vhrt url vkcc hkl

uhauc kch,u"943' tui sgrbTl sRr; ngi aygki auyrho tui neku, ak crzk chshvo053' tui

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

243( rtv nfhk,t uhk"a acvgrv 623/

343( zj"c bd' c/

443( zj"c ao/ urtv do ,u"a gv"p )frl hs gw 64uthkl(/ ua"b/

543( nfhk,t )ura"h( pra,bu hs' k/

643( pra,bu ao' kt/

743( pxjho xs' c/

843( pw aupyho f' c uthkl/ rnc"o vkw nkfho p"zv"t uthkl/ ua"b/

943( aupyho ao' j/

053( xuyv ns' xg"t _ vuct cpra"h gv"p ao' y/rnc"o ao v"s/

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"vjku. vukl kpbhvo"153_ nhyi dRbmi xsr pui ,fxhxh nkjnv/

uuTx sTx thz sgr xhuo pui nxw bzhr' uuTx sTryi zTdy gr tuhl uuh Rzuh ngi dhhy

knkjnv' thz sT sh dukhhrho uuTx dhhgi Rruhx tui zhh zhhbgi n,jhkho cnkjnv' tui zhh drhhyi

mu Rz sgrbTl zTki Rruhxdhhi sh dcurho zhh zTki nbmjzhhi sh nkjnv' uuTx sTx thz csudnt

mu ncrl tui gubv tni _ uuh gr thz sTry nxhho thi nxw bzhr/

sgrbTl thz gr dkhhl nxhho _ sgr xhuo ftnur kghk' "tnr r"t fuw ,"j nrcho akuo

cguko"' csudnt uuh sh srhyg fh,v uuTx zh vTy dgzTdy Rz bmt knkjnv' tui nav vTy zhh

dgzTdy "vw hkjo kfo"' sgr tuhcgraygr uugy thhl cRuuhhzi surl ,urv uuh Rzuh Rruhxdhhi

tuhl pui Ty sgo ngns unmc' uuTruo thr zhhy sh "cbhl khnush vw"' nwkgrby ,urv tui nwphry

zhl g"p ,urv uuTx sTx thz sgr gbhi pui nrcho akuo cguko' tg"p uuTx sTx thz R guko

uuTx nwzgvy Rz "nmrho buxg tjrhvo" nhy aa ntu, rfc cjur' nhy sh Rkg pryho uuh gr

rgfby tuhx thi sgr xsrv/

kd/ tui sgrbTl thz sT sh pgryg fh,v' uuTx sT thz R pkt dsuk chu,r: sh pgryg fh,v

vTy dgwygbvwy' Rz nwzTk n,pkk zhhi pRr sgo tuhcgrayi' tui bhy x,o R ,pkv bTr

"bmuuj"' uuTx muujv thz g"s vkaui "uhzgeu ceuk dsuk"253'

thz kftuw uuTx thz sT sh ygbv mu zhh _ uuTx nav vTy zhh dgsRrpy zTdi "ut,o

,jrhaui": thr uuhky zhl aygki sRuugbgi' tui n,pkk zhhi pRri tuhcgrayi' tui uuhky

n,pkk zhhi cmuujv uceuk dsuk _ zTdy gr bhhi! ut,o ,jrhaui!

thz sTl sgrpui pRrayRbshe' Rz xwthz sT R gbhi uuTx sTx thz bTfngruuh sgr gbhi

v,pkv!

uuTx cfkku, vTy sTx R ahhfu,' tui uugdi sgo rgsy zhl' thi sgo xhuo pui sgr pgryg

nxf, _ nxw frh,u,/

uuTx sTryi thz gr nxhho cbudg muo gbhi vercbu, _ Rzuh uuh xwthz sT fcaho tui ghzho'

tui cf"n thz gr nesho thhi zRl tui thi thhi Try thz gr nesho sgo muuhhyi' kknsl Rz zhh

zhhbgi aeukho/

uuTx thz sgr gbhi pui fac ugz _ mukhc ",erhcu t, ercbfo"421' uuTx sTx thz sgr gbhi

v,pkv _ ",pkv cneuo ercbu, ,ebuo"353: tui sgr gbhi verci thz sTl dguugi _ fncutr

cf"n' chz uuh sgr rnc"i thz ntrhl453_ Rz cag, gr thz nerhc sgo erci' aygky gr zhl

pTr' Rz sh Rkg gbhbho yuy zhl nhy tho _ jkcu usnu' nms sh gbhbho ck,h rmuhho uuTx gr

vTy dgyTi' cnhkt thz gr n,pkk kvec"v' chz uuRbgy Rz "hghs gkhu husg ,gkunu, akt

hauc kzv vjyt kguko" _ uuh sgr rnc"o zTdy thi vkw ,aucv553/

uuTx sTx thz sh pgryg fh,v uuTx zTdy "bmuuj"' nerhc zhhi R erci' tui bhy x,oR

erci bTr R erci jauc' uuTx sgrpRr sRr; ngi vTci sgo khnus _ uuTx thz cgxgr mh

ahj, hu"s acy

153( hvuag u' z uthkl _ vuct cpra"h nyu, kc' hz/

253( bjnhw y' s/

353( g"p crfu, fu' c/

453( uhert t' y/

553( p"c v"c/ urtv ,bht tdv", p"t/

653( pra,bu hs' yu/

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"thnrh hth" mh "dsht hth"' uuh sh dnw thz sTry npkpk' tui dgzTdy Rz nwuugy prgdi ct R

fvi uuTx gr uugy sTx uuhxi pui ngav vercbu,' uuTx sTx uuhhx ngi pui ,ur, nav' uuh

nwcrhhbdy sh rthw pui pxue/

tui tuh; sgo zTdy ngi sgrbTl' sgo "nrcho akuo cguko"' Rz thi sgo ngns unmc thz

sT R vgfgrgr gbhi tphw pui sgo gbhi pui ngav vercbu, _ tphw pui sgo gbhi pui ,pku,

acneuo ercbu, ,ebuo/

uuTx thz Ty sgr gbhi? zTdy sgr pxue dkhhl thi sgo ahgur pui sgo huo vakhah

aktj"z'

Rz bTl sgo uuh nav vTy nxhho dguugi "ut,o ,jrhaui"' uuTx sTx thz sgr gbypgr

mu sgr pgrygr fh,v _ uuTx kftuw vh,fi nwkTzy bhy R thsi sRuugbgi' ncea zhhi mrfhu

cfkk' ucpry Rz nwayhhy thi RzR nhi ngns unmc

_ vTy sgr tuhcgraygr dgzTdy' Rz thmygr thz bhy sTx sh mhhy _ "nv ,mge tkh"653'

thmygr thz sh mhhy "scr tk cb"h uhxgu"!

tn, yReg Rz sgr gbhi v,pkv' thz thhbg pui sh dw gnusho agkhvo vguko guns753'

gtfu"f "uhzgeu ceuk dsuk" _ R muujvac,pkv' uuh nwvTy dgzggi thi nmrho dupt' Rz cag,

"uhzgeu"853' thz sgnTky dguugi sgr "uhsg tkeho"953' tui xwvTy zhl Tbdgvuhci sgr dRbmgr

nvkl pui sgr dtukv/

ks/ sgrbTl thz Tcgr sT' uuh sgr ngns unmc pRrkRbdy _ Rz R ths zTk muzRngi-khhdi

zhhi ykh, u,phkhi' tui Rruhxdhhi thi dtx tui apRkyi R ho/

tui uuh gx ayhhy tuh; sgo sh sudnt' Rz sh dnw zTdy063Rz "fk nv aha chcav ha cho"'

bTr uuTx thz sgr jhkue163_ thi hcav zgvy ngi sh gbhbho uuh zhh zhhbgi' cag, sTx dgphby

zhl thi ho _ thz "fnho kho nfxho"263' sh gbhbho acho zhhbgi mudgsgey tui nwzgvy ngrbhy

uuh sh nho/

uuTx tuh; sgru; zTdy ngi' Rz sTx thz R sudnt cbudg mu sgo ngns unmc thi zni vdku,'

uuTx "tu,u,hbu kt rthbu"363' zTdy sh dnw thi bsv463_ Rz bhy sgr pay thz' Rz sgnTky thz

bhyTehhi bhxho _ xwthz sTbhxho' utsrcv: "kguav bpktu, dsuku,"563' bTr uuTx sgi sTx

thz ngrbhy uuh "kcsu"563_ thi cgk vbx nfhr cbhxu/

pRruuTx sgregby gr bhy sgo bx _ sgrpRr uuTx xwthz sT sgr vgko' "fnho kho

nfxho"' sTx thz mudgsgey tui gx uuhhzy zhl tuhx Rz guko fnbvdu buvd663_ Ty sTx thz

srfu ak guko!

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

753( tcu, p"t n"c/

853( anu, c' fd/

953( ao' fv/

063( jukhi efz' t/ ucf"n/

163( rtv do keu"a j"f gw 271/ ua"b/

263( haghw ht' y/

363( ,vkho gs' y/

463( kt' t/

563( ,vkho eku' s/

663( kaui vdnw _ g"z bs' c/ ugus/

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uuTx fsh mu apRkyisgo ho' egi ngi sTx bhy yTi cag, nwdgphby zhl thi hcav' sTx

sRr; zhhi sgr "hxgu"' tui thi R tupi _ Rz xwthz dguugi sh uuTx vTci tbdvuhcgi aPrhbdgi

thi ho763' tui cag, nwaprhby thi ho thz sgnTky thz sgr "uhxgu" _ sTx thz sgr tn,wgr

Ruugedhhi pui zhhi prhgrsheg ngns unmc' tui Ty sgnTky zgvy ngi sh "haug, vw" nhy "vw

hkjo kfo" nhy Rkg gbhbho' uuh nwvTy sTx sgnTky dgzggi/

kv/ uuTx surl sgo suet' nRfy ngi akuo muuhai sgo ho tui hcav' tui muuhai sgo

vgko uvx,r uuTx thz nfxv tuh; tnh,h, vguko' tui tuh; tnh,h, vcrhtv' uckw vrnc"o

)uuh dgzTdy prhgr )xy"z(( Rz "hxus vhxusu, ugnus vjfnu," thz' Rz xwthz sT sgr "nmuh

rtaui" tui "ntnh,h, vnmtu bnmtu fk vbnmtho"/ uugry sTl sT sh atkv: uuhcRks Rz pui

zhhi nmhtu, thz bnmtu fk vbnmtho' thz uuh egi zhhi Rz "hmru tbxu"992_ yTi Ri gbhi uuTx

thz vhpl pui sgo rmui pui sgo nmuh rtaui?

thz sTl sTx ngrbhy sgrpRr' uuTx "thi tso gucr gchrv tt"f bfbx cu ruj ayu,"863'

uuTx sTx thz R vhpl pui sh "jfnu,"' cnhkt yuy gr Ri gbhi nms sgo uuTx sgr ruj ayu,

thz ct tho nfxv tui ngkho tuh; sh nmhtu, uuh zh thz ktnh,,u' uuTx zh thz ntnh,,

vnmtu/

uuTx sgnTky uuhhx gr )uuh gr thz sgrbTl nnahl963( Rz "uvw tkeho tn,"073' nat"f

cag, "hmru tbxu" ubfbx cu ruj ayu, uugry ct tho Ty sgr xsr/

tui Ty sgnTky' thz Pubey Rzuh uuh ct R cgk ,aucv' thz gbhbu Rz tuhc gr uugy dhhi

cnshsv uvdckv' thz Ty sgnTky auugr Rruhxmuerhfi nngnsu unmcu' gtfu"f uuh sgr

Rkygr rch crhhbdy RrTP173' Rz sgr kaui thz' Rz "thi nxphehichsu kgau, ,aucv"' Tcgr

tuhc "sje" thz Ty sgnTky "bfbx" /

uuTx sTx thz sTl tuhl dguugi sh ygbv mu tjr273' Rz tg"p uuTx gr vTy dgvgry sgo

c,-euk Rz "ju. ntjr"' vTy gr sgrpui bhy dgsRrpy b,pgk uugri' tui Rz gx uuTky dguugi

"sje"' thz sgnTky uuTky dguugi sgr gbhi pui bfbx' uuh xwthz yReg dguugi sgr gbhi pui

bfbx'

ucrnz uuh dgcrRfy thi xprh nuxr373' Rz "fk nv ahtnr kl cgv"c gav ju. nmt"473' Rz

Rkg zRfi sRr; ngi pTkdi uuh gx ayhhy thi au"g' ju. nmt )"mt nnjhm,h"(! cag, gx

ayhhy thi puxeho573tui sgr rnc"o thz ntrhl ctrufv thi vkw ,aucv673' Rz xwthz sT phr

tui muuRbmhe zRfi uuTx zhh zhhbgi ngfc t, v,aucv' uugy gr sgrpRr b,pgk uugri _

uuhxbshe Rz ct tho thz sT thhbg pui sh phr tui muuRbmhe zRfi Tsgr r"k ngr uuh thhi zRl'

ahj, hu"s acy

763( rtv xuyv kz' t/ ucf"n/

863( ao d' t/

963( vkw hxuv", p"t v"s/

073( hrnhw h' h/

173( ,bht pf"v/ tdv", ph"t/ urtv rnc"o vkw,aucv p"s vf"t/

273( jdhdv yu' t/

373( r"j agr vesuav ph"z )rv' t(/ vuct cak"vagr vtu,hu, tu, e )mj' c(/ ucphw gb; hux; kghi hgecpxjho cneunu/

473( pxjho pu' c/

573( rh"; xu; hunt )vuct cndi tcrvo uctv"ytu"j xu"x ,r"d(/ rt"a ao xh"j/

673( p"s v"t/

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tui nwuugy zTdi mt ju. ntjr! thz j"u' sTx zTdy mhuuh v,urv Rz "ju. nmt"' tui sgnTky

phry ngi tuhx surl sgo "sje"' Rz xwuugry sgr gbhi pui "bfbx"/

ku/ surl uuTx thz sTx Tcgr? cag, gr phry zhl thi Ri tupi pui nx"b' csudnt uuh sh

vkfv vhsugv )tuhl sh pkud,t pui sgo rnc"o773nhy atr puxeho873(' Rz sTx uuTx nwzTdy

Rz bTr tuh; akav gchru, thz "hvrd utk hgcur"' uuh thz sgr uuTx vTy zhl thhbdgaygky

tuh; Ri Rbsgr gchrv' tui tuhl dguugi hvrd _ tui bhygucr dguugi sh gchrv' mh gr ngd sTx

yTi mh gr yTr sTx bhy yTi/

tphw ksg, vrnc"o Tcgr' thz R zhfgrg zRl' Rz uuhcRks Rz gr yuy sTx nms tubx Rz

sT thz bhy R gbhi pui vhpl' gtfu"f ksg, atr vpuxeho' tui sgrbTl tuhl kuhy sgo px"s

pui rnc"o973' uuTx sTryi thz nang Rz R jxhs achartk _ sgr uuTx thz bhy x,o R ths

]uuTx sgnTky thz bTr tuh; dw gchru,' nat"f catr vgbhbho thz hgcur utk hvrd' uuTruo

"ubanr,o ntus kbpau,hfo"083[' ct tho thz Tcgr sT _ Tsgr npbh ngns unmc vzni' Tsgr

nms nmcu ungnsu' thz Ty sgnTky uuh gr zTdy thi nsra183"vnfu, duw tar vuf,h cch,

ntvch"283' gr prgdy chh tho tuh; uuTx thz sh nfv _ sgrpRr uuTx "gk atfk,h vnmv"

ufhu"c' bhy pui sh dw gbhbho )pui sh dw gchru,(' thz Ty sgnTky thz tuhl sh nmuv _ nwegi

bhy zTdi Rz sTx thz R jhuc gk ftu"t' Tcgr xwthz R nmuv tui R srl jxhsu, Rz nwzTk Rzuh

yTi' csudnt uuh gr crhhbdy RrTP thi hruaknh383' Rz tg"p uuTx sh nabv zTdy fl ufl _

Tcgr bhy sTx thz nab, jxhsho' vhplpui nab, jxhsho/

surl uuTx pRr R xsr thz sTx _ cag, gr aPrhbdy!

Rz gr thz Ri tso har vukl' tui gr dhhy thi R srdt tjr srdt' tui vTy ehhi ahhfu,

bhy mu RruhxaPrhbdgi pui zhl _ thcgraPrhbdgi sgo xsr gcus,u vrdhkv' thz Ty sgnTky

uugy gr sgrmu bhy mueungiQ

cag, gr aPrhbdy Rrhcgr _ uuh sgr rnc"o zTdy )thi vkw ,aucv553(' Rz prhgr thz gr

dguugi thi R srdt pui R vhpl pui R mshe' tui sgrbTl thz gav ,aucv' uuTx ,aucv thz

sTl' Rz husg ,gkunu, hghs gkhu' tui husg ,gkunu, uuhhx sTl njac,u' uuTx sgrpRr thz

sTl dgbud Rz vrvr ,aucv' tui sTx thz R zhfgrg zRl Rz vrvr ,aucv _ thz Ty sgnTky

pui R rag dnur uugry gr R mshe dnur483)bux; tuh; sgr ngkv uuTx gr vTy pui cg",'

uuTruo gr vTy sTl dgyTi ,aucv( _ uuh sh vkfv thz cbudg ehsuahi ufnv gbhbho/

surl uuTx thz sTx? _ Rz bhy gr dhhy g"p xsr' Rz pui R rag dnur uugry gr R rag

athbu dnur' tui sgrbTl uugry gr R chbubh tui sgrbTl uugry gr R mshe athbu dnur tui

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

773( vkw hxuv", p"v v"t uv"s/

873( rtv yur uau"g hu"s xeb"z x"t/ bu"f vrnc"o)v"s( uau"g ao/

973( rtv rnc"o ao vh"t )ucfx"n(/ uhk"g to kzvvfuubv fti/

083( ut,jbi s' yu/

183( nfhk,t h,ru f' u/ nsra ,vkho ph"c' y/ hk"azfrhw acvgrv vctv )rnz ,ept(/

283( zfrhw hd' u/

383( ,runu, xp"j/ vuct cphv"n kvrnc"o nxw,runu, ao/

483( ehsuahi ny' c _ g"p dhrx, vtu"z/ rnc"o vkwthau, p"j v"v/ au"g tv"g xk"j xk"t/

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sgrbTl uugry gr R mshe dnur _ bhy sTx thz tnh,h, gbhi v,aucvQ

gbhi v,aucv thz "tskd aur"583: cag, Rz bjaui ci gnhbsc aPrhbdy thi ho _ bhy

uuhxbshe thi uuTx uugy ctayhhi "haug, vw" _ uuTx kftuw vTy gr bhy dgpTkdy nav rchbu'

nav rchbu vTy prhgr dggbypgry mu sh fh,v "bpuk kho" Rz sTx thz bhyehhi ahyv' tgp"f

cag, gr vTy sgrvgry Rz nav rchbu dhy thcgr Rz "scr tk cb"h uhxgu"' thz Ty sgnTky

thz gr dgdRbdgi' xwthz tho bhy dguugi ehhi bpe"n mh sTx dhhy gr thi hcav mh sTx dhhy gr

thi ho _ bTr uuhcRks xwthz R gbhi Rz nwuugry bggbygr mu n",' mu vr xhbh' thz sgnTky

thz "uhxgu"/

tui sgnTky apRky zhl sgr ho pRr Rkgthsi' tui uuTx bTfngrgr: gr zTdy thi

nsra683' Rz sgnTky thz bcegu fk nghbu, acguko' uuTx sgrpRr thz ct hrhju )cbudg fhcua

vtr.( vTy ngi dgzTdy' Rz "bnudu fk huach vtr. npbhfo"783' sgrpRr uuTx zhh vTci

dgvgry uuTx sgr tuhcgraygr vTy dgyTi cag, erh"x' uuTruo cag, xwvTy zhl

dgaPTkyi sgr ho pRr bjauiwi _ vTy zhl dgaPTkyi sgr bvr Rruo hrhju/

uuTx sTx thz tuhl thi frh,u, ktjrh ngav vercbu,' ngav vercbu, thz sTl tuhl

csudnt pui gbhi v,aucv "hcht erci uh,fpr ku"883' Tcgr tgp"f thi ,aucv dupt thz sTl

sT fu"f tupbho usrdu,' chz thi R ,aucv pui "ag,t jst urdgt jst"983' uuTx ngav

vercbu, pRrkRdby R xsr nxusr' gx sRr; zhhi "chuomuu,u"581' tui bhy ckhkv681' gx sRr;

zhhi sgr cheur verci athi cu nuo093' nwsRr; vTci "fvbho cgcus,o ukuhho csufbo uhartk

cngnso"193tui chvn"e gk ,hku' ucsudn, zv tuhl cbudg mu ,pkv nxusr, _ uuh xwthz R

,pkv thi zni vrdhk/

sgrbTl thz Tcgr sT sgr gbhi ftnur kghk _ Rz gx sRr; zhhi sgr ngav vut vgher'

scr tk cb"h uhxgu/

kz/ uuTx sTx thz tuhl sh vurtv chz chnhbu tku' ucpry bTl uuh sgr cgk vvhkukt vTy

dgcgyi tui dgdgci fuju, tui vTy dgcgbyay' Rz nwyTr zhl bhy nmnmo zhhi thi sh thhdgbg

sw tnu, _ tphw thi sw tnu, ak vkfv Tsgr sw tnu, ak ,pkv ]tui nwdgphby sTl sh gbhbho

pui sw tnu, thi dnw293' vkfv393' tui nsra493['

tui nwnuz Rruhxdhhi thi sgo jumv _ tg"p uuTx thi sgo jumv sRr; gr apRkyi R ho'

sTx uuTx thz nfxv tuh; "tnh,h, vnmtu annbu bnmtu fk vbnmtho"' Rz zhh uuhhxi dTrbhy

pui sgr dRbmgr nmhtu, pui "hxus vhxusu, ugnus vjfnu,"' tui nwsRr; zhh gray Tbvuhci

pui tk"; Ti' tui mukhc sgo sRr; ngi RrTPbgngi sgr vgko uvx,r uuTx zhhvTci' tui

RrTPbgngi sgr vgko uvx,r pui uugky' vTy ngi sgo mhuuh uceav pui baht surbu _ pui

ahj, hu"s acy

583( anutk-c fc' k/ ,vkho hj' k/ urtv keu",sruaho ka"a xv' t/ ucf"n/

683( nfhk,t )ura"h( pra,bu hs' ft/ ucf"n/

783( hvuag c' y uthkl/

883( hk"a ,vkho rnz ,ac/

983( rtv zj"t efy' t/

093( pxjho mu' t/

193( hunt bd' t/

293( crfu, j' t/ kt' c/ ucf"n/

393( rnc"o vkw ,phkv p"v v"u/ au"g tu"j ustsv"zrxe"c/ urtv nyv tprho x,r"d xe"s/

493( hk"a a"t rnz p/ ,vkho rnz ,,ku/

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cgk vvhkukt' Rz nwzTk zhl TPdgcgi nhy Ty sgr gcusv/

tui sTx uuTx gr thz "nmuv tjrho kgau,"593_ thz "msheho / / sunhi kcurti"693' sgr

tuhcgraygr thz "ndhs scrhu khgec juehu unapyhu khartk"793' Rzuh tuhl msheho' Rz prhgr

yugi zhh sTx Rkhhi' surl sgo nRfi khhfygr _ xkk t, vsrl kfk zrgu ukfk ,knhshu tui sh

Rkg uuTx uuhki zhl sgrmu nmr; zhhi

_ Rz nwzTk Rruhxdhhi thi jumv' tg"p uuTx kph agv sRr; gr sgrpRr Rruhxdhhi pui s"t

ak ,urv tui s"t ak vkfv' tui sTryi surl zhhi aprubd' uugy sgr tuhcgraygr aPRkyi

sgo ho' tui xwuugy zhhi bcegu fk nghhbu, acguko _ surl zhhi pgukv thi zhhijke cguko'

uugy zhl sTx TPrupi tui nxhhg zhhi mu R thsi uuTx dgphby zhl cemuh ,ck' Rz nnbu hrtu ufi

hgau/

tui sgrbTl thz "t,o ,kueyu ktjs tjs"893' nwekhhcy muzRngi sh pguku, tui sh ngaho

ak fk tjs utj, nhartk' sh ngaho yucho' tui sgrpui uugry R vui her ugmuo' tui nfrhg

gmnu ufk vguko fuku uncht haugv uvmkv uvmkjv/

chz sh haugv vfkkh, uvgherh, _ sh dtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv g"h nahj msebu'

uuTx sgnTky thz berhc ao "fnmu, rmubl"993' nwuugy nerhc zhhi ercbu, fpauyo' tui

nwuugy sRuugbgi thi chvn"e fpauyu' "ch,h ch, ,pkv hert"093tui tuhl "kfk vgnho"004

"kerut fuko duw kgcsu afo tjs"221/

tui sgr gher' Rz xwzTk zhhi _ ckw vrnc"o362_ vcyhjv ,urv ahartk guahi ,aucv'

zTk sTx zhhi nhs' tui sgrbTl thz uuh sgr vnal kaui vrnc"o "unhs vo bdtkhi" cnvrv

chnhbu nna/

* * *kj/ ftnur kghk' Rz hgsgr gbhi thi ,urv thz sTl R vurtv' tui bhy R vurtv pRr thnhmi

Rbsgra _ uuTx gr uugy sTx hgbgothcgrdgci' bTr sTx nhhby ngi thoRkhhi' uuhcRks Rz

ftnur kghk' hgsgr ths vTy cReungi sh dRbmg ,urv n,jhk,v ugs xupv "nurav evk,

hgec"32' tui gr dgvgry sTl mu "evk, hgec"' uuTx tuh; sgo thz tg"p a"jyt hartk

vut"104_ sTx ckhhcy tuh; thhchd' sTx egi gr bhy nabv zhhi/

thz sgrpui tuhl pRrayRbshe cbudg kgbhbho vtnurho kghk' Rz zhh zhhbgi ngrbhy uuh

thcgrdgwjzrwy pui gbhbho pui ,uac"f' tui thi ,uacg"p' tui sh npraho pui ,uacg"p' chz

rcu,hbu bahtbu chz baht surbu _ mu sgo cgk vvhkukt/

uuTx thi sgo thz sh beusv vgherh,' uuh sgrnTby prhgr' ucpry thi sgr v,uugsu,

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

593( anu"r p"k' y/

693( c"r px"z' j/ ugus/

793( ,vkho enz' hy/

893( haghw fz' hc/

993( ,pk, nux; shu"y/ urtv ,u"t uhjh nu' xg"t

uthkl/ ,ur, jhho r"p uhjh )mv' t/ mu' d-s(/ tuv", uhjhfrl u ,,afj' c uthkl/ ao frl z ,,,xj' xg"c uthkl/vnal uffv ,rk"z ph"z uthkl/ ucf"n/

004( haghw bu' z/

104( xbvsrhi ns' rg"t/

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akpb"z204Rz "vngav vut vgher"801/

uuTx sgrpRr fti vneuo kvzfhr' cpry cbudg mu sh Rkg ncmgho' uuTx zhh zhhbgi sTl sh

gbhbho fkkhho' tui zhh zhhbgi zhl nx,g; )yhhki zhl pRbRbsgr(' tui zhh vTci zhhgr vnal thi

fk gbhbh v,urv fukv/

Tbvuhcbshe pui ncmg tvc, hartk' uuTx sTx thz sTl R "fkk dsuk c,urv"304' ucpry uuh

gr thz nctr ctrufv thi ,bht pre kc'

tui sgrbTl sh ncmgho uuTx nwsgrnTby ktj"z' tui uuhcRks Rz ftu"t nvo thz eucg

crfv kgmnu' uvmkjv kgmnu' cnhkt sRr; sTl tuhl zhhi sgr "hdg,"404cftu"t nvo

_ sgr ncmg jhbul' tui ncmg ,urv' tui ncmg ,phkhi' tui ncmg nzuzv' tui ncmg msev'

ch, nkt xprho _ hcbv ujfnhw' tui sgr ncmg bru, ac, eusa' tui ncmg pui faru,

vtfu"a' tui sgr ncmg yvr, vnapjv/

ufnsucr fn"p ctrufv sh pryho acscr' tui sgr gher thz ftnur vngav vut vgher'

Rz nwzTk zhl RrhhbuuRrpi thi yTi thi sgo ch,r at, uch,r gz' tg"p uuTx gx uuhhzy zhl

tuhx Rz nwvTy bTl bhy tuhxdgRrcgy R ,fbh, nxusr, thi pryh pryho' tphku Rz bhy bTr

gx uuhhzy zhl tho Rzuh tuhx' bTr tphku tuhc xwthz yReg Rzuh

_ thz Tcgr hgsgr rdg' egi ngi surl R pgukv thi sgr rdg nerc zhhi sgo e. vdku,'

ucht, nahj' uuTruo xwthz dgckhci ngrbhy uuh sh "pfho eybho"504' uckaui pui sgo cgk

vvhkukt604: ngrbhy uuh muPumi sh ebgpktl fsh gr zTk ayhhi uuh nwsRr; ayhhi kpbh nn"v

vec"v/

uuTx ceruc nna uugy zhhi sgr "uvahc kc tcu, gk cbho"704' uuTruo gx uugy zhhi sgr

"huo vw vdsuk uvburt"804' ccht, nahj msebu/

ky/ tui yTi sTx cpugk' tui tuhl thi Ri tupi pui "yupj g"n kvyphj"904' thhbuuhrei

tuh; R muuhhyi thsi _ Rz nnbu hrtu ufi hgau' tui bhy bTr ufi hgav _ pRr zhl' bTr tuhl ufi

hgav thi Ri tupi pui yupj g"n kvyphj' Rz gx zTk zhhi ,knhs u,knhs k,knhshu ufuw' chz

uuRbgy Rz sTx uugy thhbbgngi hgsgr thsi tui Rkg thsi' tui csrl nnhkt thhBbgngi sh

dRbmg uugky' tui gx uugy zhhi sgr "k,ei guko cnkfu, a-s-h"95/

uuTx sTx thz ftnur' Rz gx thz sT sh phr f,u, chartk' uuTx hgsgr pui zhh thz ftnur

_ chh thsi sRr; ngi sTl hgsgr gbhi srawbgi kacj _ vTy R srl thi gcus, vw' fnsucr

kghk/

tuhl uuh thi payu, vgbhbho egi ngi npra zhhi sh jhkueh xcru, pui sh sw f,u,' uuh zhh

ahj, hu"s acy

204(

304( ,u"f )vuct cpra"h( esuaho hy' hj/

404( rtv ndhkv u' c/

504( g"p jukhi mt' t/ ra"h uhakj kc' fv/ urtv f,rao yuc )vumt, ev",( xrh"j/

604( ahj, huo anj", ,rp"y x"j )xv"a ,rp"y gw24(/ ua"b/

704( nktfh d' fs/

804( ao' fd/

904( kaui vdnrt _ crfu, fv' cQ hunt gj' t/ucf"n/

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Rkg zhhbgi dguugi Ty sh uuTx ")cbh hartk( humtho chs rnv"' sgrpRr uuTx zhh vTci dgzggi

"haug, vw" _ fvr; ghi' uuTx "kt gfco tphku fvr; ghi"014' thz sTl bhy ahhl zTdi Rz

nhyRnTk zTki ngi uugki yTi j"u Rbyegdi sgo tuhcgrayi/

bTr sTx dupt _ nms "thi sgu,hvo auu,"132 _ vTci zhh dgpubgi R uugd thi gcus, vw'

uuTx tuh; sgo cRuuhhzy sgr ahbuh vnmc' tui nwvTy dgsRrpy vTci sgo nav rchbu' sgr

vnuro ngo' uuTx "ni vnho nah,hvu"114' Rz gr zTk zhh cRkhhfyi sh uugd' Rz thmygr thz

sgr zni drnt pui sgr pgukv' thi Ri tupi suet pui "scr tk cbh hartk uhxgu"/

ktjrh sgo Tcgr uuh sTx thz auhi b,dkv dguuTri thi ,uac"f' tui sgrbTl nhy sh

npraho tui chturho pui ,uacg"p' thz Ty sgnTky euny sTl R ngns unmc _ Rz nwuugy

prgdi chh R rc' Tsgr tphku Rz nwuugy R eue yTi thi emua"g ngmnu' Tsgr tphku gr uugy

zhl ngrbhy uuh n,cubi zhhi cghbh car _ Tcgr sTx thz ghbh car pui R thsi' tui R ci tcrvo

hmje uhgec' tui R c, arv rcev rjk uktv214

_ uugy gr dkhhl sgrzgvi' Rz sTx thz RzR ngns unmc' uuTx pRrkRbdy sgo gher

vgcusv thmygr' Rz gx sRr; zhhi sgr "uhxgu" _ pugk zhhi chh zhl' tui tuh; hgsgr thsi uuTx

gr yrgpyQ tui R "uhxgu" _ Ruugedhhi pui zhl' zufi R muuhhyi thsi tui nRfi pui tho R buxg'

R nvkl _ Rz gr dhhy Rruhx nngnsu unmcu chz thmygr' tui gr dhhy "njhk tk jhk"771cfk

gbhbh ,urv unmu,hw' uuh sgr xhuo uju,o pui nxw crfu,/

n/ tui sgnTky vTy ngi sh vcyjv' Rz cag, R ths dhhy nhy nx"b' thz gr nmkhj' uuh

sgr cgk vvhkukt vTy sTx cRuuhzi Rkhhi' tui gr vTy surfdgyrTyi sh uugd' tui vTy

dgaPTkyi sgo ho chnhu' thi Ri tupi Rz bcegu fk nhnu, acguko683_ pui sgnTky Ti zgvy

ngi Rz gx thz dguuTri R ahbuh' R vzzv' Rz nwzTk Tbvuhci yrRfyi pui sgo uugd thi gcus,

vao' bhy rgfgbgi zhl nhy nshsu, uvdcku,' bTr dhhi nhy nx"b/

uuTx sgnTky uugry ngi bhy b,pgk bhy pRr ehhi "duh eyi"314' tphku bhy pRr ehhi "duh

dsuk" _ gr rhhmy zhl bhy nhy tho' gr dhhy Tcgr thi zhhi uugd' tuh; uugri bggbygr mu n",

_ uuh xwthz dguugi sgnTkycpayu,' tui mu n", pui ,ur,u ak nahj uuh sTx thz thmygr/

tui sgnTky uugry sTx TPdgyTi "cag,t jst ucrdgt jst"983' csudnt uuh xwthz

sgnTky dguugi sgr apRkyubd pui sgo ho/

tui xwthz yReg sT thi sgo sgr "kduzr ho xu; kdzrho"414_ hgsgrgr yuy zhl tuh; zhhi

uugd/ thi sgoncmg' thi R muuhhyincmg ufuw _ kuhy ngnsu unmcu uaura ban,u' Pubey uuh

xwthz sgnTky tuhl dguugi' Rz hgsgr acy cnxhk,u hgkv514Q

Tcgr sh Rkg uugdi phri mu vr xhbh' mu n,i ,urv' uuTruo zhh uugri Tbdgphry surl scrh

nav rchbu' uuTx gr vTy sTx sgrbTl Rrhhbdgarhci thi ,uac"f' tui thcgrdgdgci thi

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

014( nfhk,t ura"h ct hc' nt/

114( anu, c' h/

214( rtv crfu, yz' c/

314( rtv pxjho ehd' t/

414( ,vkho eku' hd/

514( rtv keu", mu yu' s/ urtv keu"a jf"d gw 45/ua"b/

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,uacg"p surl sgo ",knhs u,he ag,hs kjsa"614' chz baht surbu cgk vvhkukt' fsh nwzTk

dhhgi kcyj srfu tui tuhxphri sgo tuhcgraybwx akhju,/

nt/ uuTx sgrpui thz tuhl pRrayRbshe cbudg mu tr. veusa hert kv714' uuTx tphku

cph fk tunu, vguko' uugry zh surl hgsgr pTke thi zhhi kaui Tbdgrupi Rz sTx thz tr.

veusa' mh sTx thz tuh; thsha' mh tuh; ruxha' mh tuh; Rbsgrg kaubu,' thz sTx Rk. nhy

sgo mudTc Rz sTx thz bhy R x,o tr.' bTr tr. veusa' surl sgo Rz sTx thz "tr. tar

duw ,nhs ghbh vw tkehl cv nrah, vabv ugs tjrh, vabv"011/

uuTx "ghbh vw tkehl cv" vTy sTx tuhl sgo TPyhhya' Rz sTx nhhby ngi sh vadjv

pui sgo tuhcgrayi' Rz ftya tphku sgr tuhcgraygr thz sTl sgr "kt hbuo ukt hhai aunr

hartk"814' uuTruo cag, gx thz bhyT ehhi ahbv sgnTky thz sh ghbho peuju,' thz sTl

bTfngrgr ch,r at, uch,r gz sgr "ghbh vw tkehl"' sgr vhpl pui "hhai"' tui "hbuo"' cvbudg

mu t"h/

gx pRrkRbdy zhl Tcgr pui thsi' Rz gx zTk zhhi sgr gbhi pui "uhxgu"' uuTx _ uuTx

vhhxy "uhxgu"' Ruugedhhi pui sh Rkg vbvdu, athbi nucbu, fkk ufkk uuTx gx thz dguugi chz

thmygr' tui dhhi nhy Ri Rbsgr vbvdv _ uuTx thz Tbdguuhzi c,ur,hbu vesuav' thi ,ur,

tn, thi ,ur, jhho' uuTx zh thz dgdgci dguuTri tui bert, gk anu ak nav914/

tui uuh thi thr thz sh akhnu,' sgr "ktxueh ang,,t tkhct svkf,t"742' vkfv pxuev

thi au"g' uuh sgrnTby prhgr/

tui uuh sgrnTby prhgr024' sh mju, thi tjrubho tuh; "ucbh hartk humtho chs rnv"431_

uuTx sTx crhhbdgi puxeho pui sh tjrubho124_ cbudg mu pxeh vkfu,' Rz nwpxewby uuh sgr

rn"t' tui j"u yTi Rbyegdi' gtfu"f rj"k zTdi Rz bhy sTx vTy gr dgnhhby' tui sgrpRr

yuy gr pRregry pui sgo rn"t' tui zgvy Rz R muuhhygr ths zTk tuhl yTi rj"k pRregry

pui sgo rn"t/

tui dgnhhby fnsucr fn"p cpayu,' sgo px"s crur unujky' thi au"g tu"j' thi vkw

ac, xhw af"y224' Rz cag, gfu"o zhhbgi nnanahi ucthi' tg"p Rz zhh zhhbgi bTl bhy

dgeungi' thz tuhc bTr gx thz sT R xpe' tui R xpe xphet' tui vubsgry xpheu,' tui fnv

xpheu, _ uuh thi sh shbho uuTx thz thi pheuj bpa )uuTx sTx thz sTl sgr xhni uuTx rgsy

uugdi pheuj bpa thi vkw ac,' tui nhy vkw ac,(' thz sgnTky bgny ngi fkh zhhi' tphku

cac,' uuhcRks Rz gx thz sT R xpe tui xpe xphet' Rz ,p,j u,vt bujv vtr. khfca

kpbhvo' Tsgr uuh sgr kaui crur pui rn"t "utphku kt ctu gshhi tkt rumho kcut"/

tui nwpRraPTry zufi paywkgl' tui nRfi txhpu,' tui nfrhz zhhi egdi sgo rn"t nhy

Rzuhbg kaubu, uuTx kt vhw kguknho _ uuTruo sTx thz Ri gbhi uuTx sgr rn"t vTy thhi

ahj, hu"s acy

614( bxni kghk vgrv 91-81/

714( g"p haghw kv' j/

814( ,vkho eft' s/

914( anu"r p"k' s/ ua"b/

024(

124( bxni ckeu"a j"f gw 434/

224( x"u uthkl/

324( g"p haghw n' j/ urtv keu"a j"j gw 151/ ua"b/

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nTk TPdgwpxewby' tui gx thz R vkfv pxuev uj,ufv' tui R vurtv bmjh,' tui nwvTy sh

vcyjv Rz "scr tkehbu heuo kguko"324' Rz sgr tuhcgraygr vTy Rzuh TPdgwpxewby thz fi

hvhw/

tui nwsRr; cRuutrGbgi rj"k _ tg"p uuTx pRr n", thz ehhi pkt bhy dguugi' uuTx

nwvTy dgsRrpy cRuuTrgbgi sh sw fh,u,/ Tcgr ktjr n",' thz R pkt dsuk' ucpry bTl Rz

nwvTy dgzggi sh ,umtu, pui sgr vbvdv pui hgsgr fh,v mu uuTx sTx vTy dgcrRfy' Rz

xwthz rj"k vhpl pui sgo "hkfu njhk tk jhk"' thz sTl "zv kgun, zv gav tkeho"424' Rz

nwdhhy thi sgr muuhhygr rhfyubd' tui nwakgpy nhy bTl R ,knhs tui bTl R thsi' tui

nwgeabwy zhl thi sgo ufuw' uuTx thi fti vneuo kvtrhl czv/

nc/ uuTx thi sgo thz tuhl sT sh ahyv uuTx "bjzur knmrho": sgr tuhcgraygr vTy

cRuuhzi R bx' tui vTy TPdgdgci R ayj uuTx thz dguuTri ahhfu, mu thsi' tui thsi vTci

sT dgkhhdy ,phkhi' tui TbdgyTi mhmh,' tui dgkgrby ,urv' tui dgyTi fnv gbhbho pui ,urv

unmuu,hw' tphku thi sh ayjho uuTx zhhbgi dguugi ju"k'

gtfu"f uuTx nwvTy auhi TPdgdgci tuhl ayhekgl uuTx dgvgri mu t"h kdcuku,hw'

gtfu"f rj"k gumu gmv u,upr scru scr ukt heuo524' uuTx nwrgsy uugdi TPdgci bTl

ayjho' bTl ayhegr/

uuTx ehhbgr egi bhy TPaRmi R ypj thi t"h' Ri tnv thi t"h' Tsgr ckaui uuh nwrupy

sTx thmygr Ti R "agk" thi t"h _ thi ereg thz bhy ahhl ehhi tubtv624' gtfu"f thi "tr.

jp."724' thi "tr. jnsv"824' thi tr. veusa hert kv/

thz sT R fh,v uuTx uuhk thhbrgsi Rbsgrg' Rz sTx thz R ahyv uuTx vTy Ri TbvRky

thi thshaehhy' Rz gx zTk zhhi "bjzur knmrho" _ gr bgny nhy sh vgby' tui dhy sTx Ruuge

knmrho' tui uuhhx Rz nmrho zTdy bhy "ea" tui bhy ",ci"' zhh uuhki R xtl ngrgr! tui zhh

zTdi npura uuTx zhh uuhki' tui zhh uuhki "tfk,h utufk gus"924' tui uuhki sgrbTl bTl tui bTl/

sh atkv thz bTr _ Rz sTx)zTdy gr( uuhk gr pRr zhl' tui sTx uuhk gr pRr R crusgr'

tui sTx uuhk gr pRr R eruc' tui sTx uuhk gr pRr R hshs ufuw ufuw/

tui nwthz sTl auhi dgdRbdgi _ Ty sh f,v rj"k vTy auhi surfdgphry fnv gbhbho'

mudgbungi gbhbho ak peu"b nna/

uuTx peu"b nna thz sTl bhy bTr dgnhhby' Rz sh gbhbho uuTx nwsRr; vTci cruhy Tsgr

pkhha fpauyo' bTr tuhl fsh gx zTk zhhi cruhy sRr; ngi vTci sh "ntahbgrh"' nhy sh Rkg

zRfi' uuTx mukhc sgo sRr; ngi vTci "tuhk"' uuTx mukhc sgo sRr; ngi vTci sh fu"f

gbhbho' uuh sgr rnc"o thz ntrhl thi phvn"a034uuh Rzuh sgr fk vguko fuku thz cachkh bcrt'

nwsRr; vTci fu"f gbhbho fsh R ngbya zTk vTci mrfhu' uuh sh nabv134rgfby tuhx "xhsurt

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

424( evk, z' hs/ urtv ,bht rp"u/

524( haghw j' h/

624( c"n bu' t/ au"g ju"n xrf"z xf"t/ ugus/

724( nktfh d' hc/

824( hrnhw d' hy/ ugus/

924( rtv c"r xph"y/

034( cvesnv/

134( ac, gd' t/ gs' c/

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sp," fnv nktfu,/

uuTx sTx thz cbudg mu kjo ktfuk' gs"z cbudg mu cds kkcua' gs"z kvbmk neur umhbv

uuTx sTx thz uuh TPdgwpxewby thi au"g vkfu, ac,' thz sTx tuhl Ri gbhi budg mu crhtu,

vdu;' chz mu peu"b' sgrpRr vTy ngi sTl sgnTky n,hr dguugi tnhrv kbfrh ufuw fncutr

thi vkw ac,234)nms sgo gbhi pui eur umhbv(/

uuTx sTx uugry dgvhmy tui dgctey surl tuhk' tui nwvTy TPdgdgci vgfgr pui bhhbmhe

Prtmgby pui sh tuhk uuTx nwvTy dgvRkyi chh zhl thi vRby' tui nwvTy sTx TPdgdgci _

"bjzur knmrho" _ pRrkTzi zhl tuh; vcyju,' nhy sh Rkg gbhbho' uuTx thi fti vneuo

kvtrhl thi sgo gbhi' uuTx sTx thz vhpl pui scrho yucho pRr thsi/

nd/ sgrbTl thz sT Rzuhbg uuTx ygbvwi' Rz nwsRr; Rruhxdhhi knkjnv' nwygbvwy Rz

nwsRr; tuhpaygki gbhbho ak vdbv' uuTx zhh uugki nphk thnv zhhi' tui sgnTky cag, sgr

ms afbds uugy zggi Rz nwnhhby sTx nhy Ri tn,' uvrthw nwvTy dgbungi bae' tui nwargey

zhl bhy' tui nwpRky chh zhl bhy RrTP' tui nwayhhy c,ue; _ thz R zhfgrg zRl Rz sgnTky

uugry ",puk gkhvo thn,v upjs cdsuk zrugl hsnu ftci"334'

uuTruo sTx thz bhy nms "fjh ugumo hsh"434' sTx thz "cdsuk zrugl" pui sgo tuhcgrayi'

uuTx kuhy zhhi px"s thi zhhi au"g surl gcshu sgr rn"t' vTy gr sTx RruhxdgcrRfy thi

R ekTri kaui' thi Ri tupi uuTx j,ufv bh,bv' vTy gr thcgrdgdgci Rz sTx thz "cdsuk

zrugl"' nwzTk ayhhgi nhy ba"e' uugy ngi bhy sRrpi phri ehhi nkjnu,/

tui sTry uutu nwsRr; phri nkjnu,' sRr; ngi tuh; sgo bhy vTci ehhi thsi _ xwthz

"vwhkjo kfo"' xwthz sT sgr "uxfxf,h uduw"534' cbh gau nhy cbh hangtk' cbh hangtk nhy

cbh gau' uuh nwvTy sTx dgzggi thi sh kgmyg jsaho cghbh car' thsi vTci thi sgo zhl bhy

dgnhay' vTy sgr tuhcgraygr "hkjo kfo" surl "uxfxf,h"' tui uuh gr zTdy thi nsra634

Rz sgnTky thz nkfhu, n,dru, zu czu _ thsi bgngi thi sgo dTr ehhi thhbyhhk bhy/

ty sTx uuTx thsi sRrpi yTi thz zhhgr jke crujbhu,' gs"z tuh; zhhgr jke cguko

cdanhu,' gs"z tuh; sh jkeho uuTx gx thz sT tuhk' gtfu"f pui sh ayjho thi t"h' zTki zhh

ayhhgi thi Ri tupi pui nufbho' tui sgnTky Rz nwayhhy nufi' uuTx sTx thz dguugi sgnTky

tuhl' ucbh hartk zhhbgi Rruhx "jnuaho"734ntr. nmrho' yhhyai npraho834cpayu, Rz zhh

zhhbgi RruhxdgdRbdgi nhy vw nhbh fkh bae/

gtfu"f Rz gx thz sT bTl sgr jual fpuk unfupk pui dku,' sRr; ngi Tbeungi mu bTl

R kcua thi srfh vycg' Tcgr nwvTy zhl bhy uuTx mu aPRri Rz nwuugy bkl knkjnv' muuhai

cbh gau nhy cbh hangtk uugy ngi zhl sTryi nhai _ bhy uugdi sgo rgsy zhl tui bhy sTx

sRr; ngi vTci' tui tphku Rz xwthz R zhfgrg zRl Rz sgrpui uugy Rruhx R ,ugk,' tui xwthz

ahj, hu"s acy

234( rtv au"g tu"j xrg"u x"v' ustsv"z xy"u/ua"b/

334( pra,bu yu' yz/

434( gec j' hz/

534( haghw hy' c/

634( kej yuc gv"p kl kl hs' t/ urtv c"r pn"c' s/

734( pra,bu hd' hj/

834( pra"h ao _ nhruaknh ac, p"u v"s/

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auhi Rruhx R ,ugk, kcbh hartk' uugry sTx dgyTi _ "vw hkjo kfo"' tui "vrcv akujho

kneuo"934/

ns/ tui sgrbTl thz sT sh uuTx ygbvwi' Rz gr uugy zhl xunl zhhi gk vbx: tn, yReg

Rz gx ayhhy thi au"g' Rz nwsRr; bgngi fkh bae' Tcgr gr thz bhy ahhl sgrmu' gr uuhk

bhy vTci ehhi ahhfu, sgrmu' tui gr uugy zggi Rz Rbsgrg zTki tuhl bhy vTci ehhi ahhfu,

sgrmu' pRruuTx' uuhhk gr uugy zhl xunl zhhi gk vbx' bTr uuTx sgi _ gr uugy yTi R yucv'

gr uugy n,pkk zhhi' sTx thz tuhl duyQ

gx thz sT Rzuhbg uuTx zhh zhhbgi tuhl bhy guxe thi ,pkv' tui gr zgvy Rz R muuhhygr

zTk tuhl bhy vRkyi cgcus, v,pkv' tui thz zhh nxchr _ Rz gx thz Ri gbhi uuTx thz dgbud

_ pxueh sznrv egi gr nskd zhhi' uuTruo gx thz sT sgr tui sgr vh,r' gr uugy

pRraPgyhei sgogbhi tui R muuhhyigbhi _ uugy gr humt zhhi nhy zTdi tarh nhy Rkg

vh,rho044/

uuTx tphku cshgcs vhbegi zhh' gtfu"f Rz sTx thz bhy Ri gbhi ak kf,jkv' tui rj"k

nwvtsguugy ,knhsho nhy Ty sgo xsr' tui sgo mudtbd mu gcus, v,pkv' Rz uuhcRks Rz

gx thz bhyT ehhi drgxgrg zRl pui ,urv' uuTx uugdi sgo zTdy gr thi sRuugbgi _ dkhhl sh

grayg crfv pui sh h"c tnmghu, pui cea, mrfhu' thz "ujbbu / / jfnv chbv usg,"' uuTx

sTx thz jfnv uuTx ,urv rupy Ti jfnv' chbv usg, uuTx ,urv rupy Ti chbv usg,' sTx

nhhby ngi sgr gbhi pui khnus v,urvQ

Tcgr fsh gx zTk zhhi sgr khnus v,urv fscgh' sRr; zhhi "crfu c,urv ,jkv"144' tui uuh

sgr r"itui sh npraho244yhhyai TP' Rz nwvTy dgkgrby ,urv' nwvTy Tcgr bhy dgrgsy'

tui bTfngr bhy dgyrRfy uugdi bu,i v,urv )"ktcrfu c,urv ,jkv"('

tui pui sgo thz dguuTri sgr vhpl pui sh uuTx pTkdi sgo rn"t )Rz humthi gkhvo cfkh

zhhi(' tui surl sgo uugry cyk sh thn, vnkjnv' crhhbdgi zhh rj"k mu sgo gbhi uuTx sh dnw

zTdy ),p,j vtr. kpbhvo(/

pRruuTx thz sTx dguuTri _ sgrpRr uuTx "kt crfu c,urv ,jkv"' utg"p uuTx nwthz

dkhhl sTryi npra )sh nprah va"x( Rz nwvTy dgkgrby R xl ,urv' gx thz Tcgr dguugi

Ti crf,v,urv _ cnhkt vTy gr pRrdgxi "tar b,i kbu t, ,ur,u"Q

gtfu"f Rz gr vTy bhy dgshhbey sgo tuhcgrayi' uuTruo "gr" thz dguuTri cgv"c _

cgv"c tuh; ,urv' cgv"c tuh; sgo ths )uuTx uuhk zhl muvgri mu sgo uuTx gr rgsy(' chz

uuRbgy R cgv"c fchfuk tuh; sgo tuhcgrayi: sgr tuhcgraygr zTdy Rz nwsRr; bgngi fkh

bae' uuTruo "bujv vtr. kvfca kpbhvo"' zTdy gr Rz ct tho euny tuhx Rz sTx thz bhy

Rzuh' uuTx thi fti vneuo kvtrhl czv' cpry bTl Rz sTx thi Ri gbhi vnmgr' tui xwthz fsth

tuhxmubumi sh rdgho pui huo vvhkukt tuh; gbhbho yucho tui czfu,o ak hartk/

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

934( rtv ,gbh, hj' c/ ucf"n/

044( rtv yuau"g ustsv"z tu"j xb"c/

144( rtv bsrho pt' t/ urtv yuau"g ustsv"z aorxn"z/

244( bsrho ao/ urtv keu"a jy"u gw 3/ ua"b/

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nv/ tui sgrpRr zTdy gr' Rz tphku Rz sgr ths zTdy utbjbu bmuuj' mh sTx thz euk

,urv' Tsgr euk ,pkv' thz R zhfgrg zRl Rz gx nuz zhhi khnus v,urv' R zhfgrg zRl Rz

xwnuz zhhi gcus, v,pkv' chz uuRbgy Rz nwzTdy Rz sTx thz "herv npbhbho"344_ "nfv"d

abfbx kpbh ukpbho"444' nhy sh dRbmg vpktv acscr

_ sgrbTl pxewby TP sgr au"g544' Rz nmuv avzni drnt thz sTx sujv sgo gbhi ak

khnus v,urv' tui gr sRr; yTi sh nmuv uuhcRks Rz sTx thz vzni drnt' tphku sh uuTx

kgrbgi bhy au"g uuTruo gr thz humt nhy khnus va"x _ zTdy sTx sh dnw thi cckh nu"e644

tui thi hruaknh744fuw/

Tcgr ktbaho fgrfhbu' uuTx euei thi au"g' gtfu"f uuTx kgrbgi sgo au"g' gtfu"f Rz

nwkgrby sTx Rz gx zTk zhhi kknus ukkns' g"n kanur kgau, ukehho844' ftnur' thz sTx R

px"s crur thi au"g' Rz nmuv avzni drnt _ tphku x,onmuv avzni drnt' thz sTx sujv

jpmhl ukt jpmh anho ckaui vdnw944' chz uuh sgr px"s uuTx "scrv ,urv fkaui cb"t"054Rz

sTx thz sujv/

tui sgnTky uugry sgrbTl fk gbhbho yucho' tui tuhl vmkjv nrucv thi sgo khnus

v,urv aktj"z _ bTl sgo uuTx gr vTy nehho dguugi sh nmuv avzni drnt'

tui sgnTky uugry sgr xsr pui "uhxgu"' Rz nwdhhy Ruuge pui sh vbju, uuTx nwvTy

dgvRy chz thmygr' uuTruo "thi kl scr vguns cpbh v,aucv"154' tui uutu bTr gr vTy

dgvRkyi nhy R rdg pRr sgo' vTy gr sgo fj' tui "vec"v guzru"254' Rz "cag,t jst"

tui "crdgt jst"983' fRPy gr zhl tui vhhky zhl' tui zgvy Rz sh Rkg uuTx chz thmygr vTy

gr rj"k RrTPdgphry pui uugd' zufy gr zhh tui gr thz zhh nxchr

_ uuh R druhxgr tnurt vTy dgzTdy' tui sgrbTl vTy sTx ,urv Rrhhbdgaygky thi

,uacg"p Rkx R vurtv bmjh,' Rz thi uuTx cRayhhy sh druhxehhy' Rz gr vTy chh zhl sh

druhxehhy tui zTdy sTx Tpi' tui zTdy _ Rz sTxthz zhhi uugd thi khnus v,urv' Rz "scrho

atnr,h kpbhfo ygu, vut chsh"354' uuTruo gr vTy sgrzgvi sgo gbhi thi au"g' thz chho

tho ehhi xpe bhy' tui gr vhhxy Rkgngi Rz nfti ukvct sRr; ngi yTi thi Ri tupi pui

"uhxgu"/

tui nwdhhy sgnTky "cbgrhbu uczebhbu duw ccbhbu uccbu,hbu"454' uuTruo nwdhhy muzRngi nhy

sgr ,urv uuTx zh nRfy pui Rkg thsi thhi zRl' tui nRfy thhi zRl pui zhh muzRngi nhy

jkeo cguko' "fxpo uzvco t,o"554' chz uuRbgy "ubmk,o t, nmrho"233' nwbgny Rruhx Rkg

bhmumu, esuav dRbmgrvhhy' nfk neuo avo/

ahj, hu"s acy

344( nakh d' yu/

444( vurhu, hd' t/ ua"b/

544( hu"s xrn"u xh"j/ urtv au"g tsv"z tu"j xk"jx"y/ ua"b/

644( y' c/

744( crfu, p"t v"c/

844( g"p crf, tv"g c,phk, ajrh,/

944( rtv nu"e ao )uha kghhi nv fti btnr(/

054( crfu, kt' c/ ucf"n/

154( rnc"o vkw ,aucv p"d vh"s/

254( esuahi k' c/

354( rtv ghruchi yz' c/ es' t/ zcjho ms' c/ ucf"n/

454( ct h' y/

554( haghw x' y/

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tui nwdhhy neck zhhi pbh nahj msebu' tui thi Ri tupi uuh nwzTdy thi sgr xsrv pui sgr

uuTl' thi sgo ahgur uuTx nwvTy dgkgrby grc huo vvhkukt' "ucbh hartk humtho chs

rnv"431_ neck zhhi pbh nahj msebu cnvrv chnhbu nna/

nu/ muv kbdi utnr ntnr s"v ct,h kdbh )vudv g"h f"e tsnu"r akhy"t uh"k ceubyrx

cp"g654(/

* * *nz/ gx thz tuhl' uuh xwthz hsug pui sh ,ebu, pui cgk vvhkukt' cbudg mu sh ahgurho

c,urv vhsugho uverutho' uuTx gx thz auhi tuhl TPdgsruey' uuTx r", j,",' juna

,vkho tui ,bht' sgr ahgur thi juna cpra, vacug' chuo rtaui pui v,jk, vxsrv chz

abh' ugs"z chuo abh chz akhah' ugs"z catr hnu, vacug/

gs"z thi ,vkho uuh gr thz bjke khnh vjusa' ugs"z tuhl thi ,bht' uuh sgr cgk vvhkukt

vTy sTx pRbRbsgr dgyhhky tuh; hnu, vabv' tuh; Tbvuhci sTx ch"y fxku' tui sgrbTl

pRrgbshei sTx ch"j fxku aktj"z' uuh auhi dgsruey tui dgrgsy cf"n ctrufv ufk vpryho

acscr/

uuTx sTx thz sTl cfk abv uabv Rzuh' gtfu"f uugi xwthz sT sgr "uhvh cakaho abv"'

csudnt uuh gr zTdy thi hjzetk754' Rz cag, gx vTy zhl dggbshey sh akaho abv thz

dguugi R scr bpkt akt cgrl gbhbho akpb"z' ucpry bTl uuh sgr m"m crhhbdy csruaho aku

thi vgru, mu ,bht854' tui thi tuv",954ucf"n' tui tuhl nhuxs tui pRrcubsi sgrnhy uuTx

gr zTdy thi gcus, veusa064tui thi agrh turv164' Rz sTx thz akaho abv thz bTl sgo

vuhcy zhl Ti R ,eupv jsav akt cgrl kngkhu,t264' tui xwthz "ngkhi cesa"/

pRrcubsi tuhl nhy akaho abv uuh sgr TPyhhya364pui sgo _ abv nkaui ahbuhho' uuTx

cfk abv uabv cpbh gmnv thz sTl sT fk ahbuhho vtparhho cnal pui h"c jsah vabv' uuTx

hgsgr ahbuh pui sh aav gbhbho uuTx gr rgfby464tuhx pui "zrg uemhr' eur ujuo' ueh.

ujur;"' tui uuh sh dnw zTdy thi c"n564Rz hgsgr gbhi pui zhh vTy cw jsaho' muzRngi h"c

jsaho' uuTx sTx thz fukk Rkg abuhho vtparhho thi sgo "kt hacu,u"' thi vbvd, vguko/

tui sgrpRr Rz xwvuhcy zhl Ti R abv jsav bTl sh h"c jsaho' uugry sTx Tbdgrupi

abv' sTx thz ngrbhy uuh thcgr dgwjzrwy bTfRnTk sh pRrahsgbg gbsgrubdgi uuTx gx thz

auhi dguugi thi sh h"c jsaho akpb"z/

bTr uuTx sgi' uuh gr zTdy thi tdv"e664' Rz nhsh abv cabv thz sT Ri gkhw' thz sTx

yReg sh zgkcg jhkueho pui zrg uemhr tui eur ujuo ueh. ujur;' thz sTl pubsgxyuugdgi

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

654( bspx cxv"n nkuey j"t gw agz uthkl/ xv"nct,h kdbh j"c gw egj uthkl/

754( c,jhk,u/

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364( gcuv"e ao/ tuv", ne. akj' c/ ucf"n/

464( bj j' fc/

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ayhhgi zhh Rkg thi R vgfgri tupi/

uuTx sTx thz nhsh abv cabv' tg"p uuTx jzrwy zhl thcgr thz sTx cfkku,' Tcgr thi

sgo thcgrwjzrwi thz sTx tuh; R vgfgri tupi' sgrbTl thz sT uuh sTx thz thi akaho abv'

cag, nwdhhy surl R ,eupv pui srhhxhe hTr' thz sgnTky uugry dTr R ahbuh tui Ri gkhw

thi Ri tupi bpkt/

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thi sh sgnTkysheg pRrcrhhbdgi764' uuTx sgnTky thz sTl cpayu, cag, pyhr,u' thz "fk

gnku agnkv bpau" cfkk' ucpry thi sh akaho abu, vbahtu,' ayhhgi zhh sgnTky uuh zhh

zhhbgi carao uneuro' tui zhh eungi RrTP knyv' tui thz "pugk864haugu, cerc vtr."964/

nj/ gs"z uuh dgrgsy fnv pgnho Rz "ha cdr cecr"074' Rz gx thz sT sh gkhw cznbho

ktjrh vvx,keu,' tui uuh pRrayRbshe pui sh xhpurho pui cgk vvhkukt174cbudg mu ephyk

p"s pui sgo rchwi b"g pui zhhi pTygr' Rz sgnTky thz gr tuhl dguuTri gkygr nhy muutbmhe

hTr' sgrpRr vTy ngi dgzTdy sgo eRPhyk ,vkho vn,tho274' ftya tphku sTx thz dguugi

ktjrh vvx,keu, pui zhhi pTygr' sgrpRr uuTx R hTr euny mu _ tuhl R hTr uuh sh banv

ayhhy kngkv/

uuTx g"p zv thz tuhl ncutr' Rz sgrpRr yuy ngi sh Rkg gbhbho pui hTvrmhhy _ tg"p

uuTx gx thz auhi surfdgdRbdgi fnv zni' bhy bTr sgrpRr uuTx sTx thz budg mu sh uuTx

dgphbgi zhl knyv' R gbhi ak ,aucv' bTr nwzTdy tuhl _ fnurdk cph cb"h' Rz sTx thz Ri

gkhw pRr sgr banv' tui R zfu, pRr sgr banv uuTx zh dgphby zhl cguknu, vgkhubho' thz

gr tuhl nhsh hTrmhhy chtrmhhy gukv nhy Ri gkhw buxp,' uuTx sTx thz ftnur nhsh abv

cabv374/

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vgkhubho uugry tuhl sgnTky R ahbuh akt cgrl' R ahbuh bpkt kdch sh gkhu, tui sh

hTrmhhywi nhsh abv cabv/

hgsgr gbhi thi ,urv tui cpry pRrcubsi nhy bahtho' uuTx "kt hgzuc t, mti

nrgh,u"474' thz sTl pRrayRbshe Rz sTx sRr; RrTPeungi thi sh vbvdv tui thi sgo ngav

cpugk pui "zrgu cjhho"131_ "mti nrgh,u"' thz sgrpui tuhl pRrayRbshe Rz thi sh Rkg

gbhbho uuTx zhh zhhbgi dguugi gnku tar gnk cu cnal fk hnh jhhu' sRr; mueungi chh zrgu

tui chh ,knhshu' tui chh ,knhsh ,knhshu' tui sh uuTx uugki uugri nfti ukvct ,knhsh

,knhshu' uuhcRks Rz gx thz surfdgdRbdgi akaho abv' Rkgrhh ahbuhho uuTx thz cabv tj,'

ahj, hu"s acy

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)cruekhi ,ah"c(' vuxpu, kxv"n pr", gw abz/ ucf"n/

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374( rtv xhsur )go st"j( agr vk"d cgunr sa'xg"c uthkl/

474( rtv tdru, eusa f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m j"t gwent/

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tui sgrbTl thz hgsgr ahbuh pui zhh _ euny mu sh ngkv' Rz sTx thz sgr akaho abv pui

hgsgrahbuh s/v/ Rz thi hgsgrahbuh tui pry uuTx thz sT thi hgsgr abv uabv' thz sT Ri

gkhw pui akaho/

tui uuh sgr m"m pRrchbsy sTx574' Rz sTx thz fukk gar turu, pbhnhho tui gar turu,

nehpho' tui gar turu, uuTx zhh zhhbgi kngkv nneh; upbhnh' nhy bTl fnv pryho uuh gr

rgfby sTx tuhx' chz tuhl uuh gx euny knyv thi njacv shcur ungav/

thz sgrpui tuhl pRrayRbshe cbudg mu sgo vhsur tui mu sgo eTfi zhl cbudg mu j,",'

sgrpui tuhl pRrayRbshe' cfk vnuxsu, uuTx zhh zhhbgi b,hhxs dguuTri surl cgk vvhkukt'

Tsgr b,hhxs dguuTri aPgygr' g"h zrgu cjhho un,bvkho cruju' ug"p ,ur,u ug"p ahy,u/

fukk tuhl thi sgo gbhi uuTx thz thhbdgphry tuhl thi sgo huo vvhkukt' nwzTk nRfi R

ndch, tuh; eri ,urv' uuTx pui thr dhy ngi pRr sh uuTx zhh kgrbgi ,urv kanv' Ti ehhbg

fuubu, _ tphku bhy ehhi fuubu, ak esuav' Tsgr zhhyheg fuubu,' bTr sgr gbhi pui ,urv cpbh

gmnv' ufk vnrcv unuxh; nuxhpho ku674/

tui sgr uuTx uuhk egi tbarhhci thi R p,ev cpbh gmnv anu uao tnu' fsh mu khhdi sh

p,ev' Tsgr khhgbgi sh p,ev' tuhpi mhui pubgo cgk vvhkukt cg, rmui/

ny/ tui uhvh rmui' Rz ceruc nna zTk ngi zufv zhhi tuhxbumi sgo dku,' uuTx fk vdkuhu,

_ ftnur kghk _ thz sTl bertu g"a nmrho303' cnhkt thz sTx pRrcubsi nhy prgv' Rz Rzuh

uuh sgnTky _ "fhnh mt,l ntrn"m"831_ thz dguugi "cakj prgv"774' Rz prgv vTy

nhydgahey' tui nuxh; dguugi' tui nrcv dguugi' fnv ufnv furho874_ tuh; hgsgr gbhi uuTx

nwvTy thhbdgzhhy thi nal pui zni vdku,' tui sTx thz dguugi bTl zhhgbshethi dku,' vTy

ngi auhl cReungi sh fkh fx; ufkh zvc' tui sh anku, nhy fk vgbhbho' chz thi Ri tupi pui

"ubmk,o"Q

zTk sTx Rzuh zhhi thi sh kgmyg ygd pui dku,hbu g,v' chh ftu"t cgcus,u' tui nwzTk

nhybgngi sh Rkg gbhbho uuh zhh zhhbgi crujbhu,' uthi gbhi humt nhsh pauyu' sh Rkg gbhbho

uuh zhh zhhbgi cdanhu, "ufxpo uzvco t,o"554/

tui sh uuTx stdvwbgi zhl uugdi ruujho' tui druhxg ruujho' zTk zhh sgr tuhcgraygr

RrTPbgngi sh stdu, _ surl sgo uuTx gr uugy zhh dgci ruujho uuh zhh uuhki974

_ thhbgr arhhcy nhr' uugdi vubsgrygr yuhzgbygr stktri' thz R ths vTy R vadv tuh;

rhcut rccu,' uuTx g"p payu, rhcut rccu, zhhbgi bTr sgr yhhya pui rccv084_ bhy bTr

sgr yhhya mgi yuhzby' bTr sTx thz R rhcuh dsuk' Tcgr rcut rccu, tphku cpayu, thz

vubsgry nhkhti' uuTx vubsgry nhkhti thz kfk vsgu, ngrgr uuh vubsgrygr yuhzbygr/

Tcgr cfk tupi _ gx sRr; sTl zhhi sh v,jkv ni vnugy tk vnrucv' zTk zhh sgr

ahju, eusa _ vw,a"n

574( cxw ehmurho uvgru, ao/ urtv tuv", ao/

674( rtv chmv yz' rg"t/ ucf"n/

774( rha pra,bu )hd' hz(/

874( rtv pxjho pz' c/ ,u"t rha pra,hbu )xt' R

uthkl(/

974( f"e tnr zv cc,-mjue/

084( rtv ra"h av"a v' h/ urtv keu"a jh"y x"g 91uthkl ucvgru,/ ua"b/

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tuhcgraygr dgci prhgr vubsgrygr yuhzbygr stktri' tui sgrbTl uugki zhh zhl

Rrhhbarhhci thi sh eRygdTrht pui sh nhkhtbgri' tphku cdkuh' uuTruo uuh sgr xsr vguko

thz' Rz nwpRrarhhcy zhl Rphmhgk Rz nwthz R nhkhtbgr' thz R xhni Rz nwvTy sTx ckaui

rcho' uuTruo Rz bhy _ uuTky gr sTl bhy ndkv dguugi fk tar ha ku' uuTx gr vTy tumru,

fk vui her uuTx sTx uuhk gr bhy ndkv zhhi' fsh akt ,akuy sgr ghi ck,h rmuhw pui sgr

"rguugbhu xgruuhx"' cnhkt Rz nwzgvy auhi Rz gr nuz auhi ndkv zhhi Rz gr vTy muuhh' muuhh

nhy R vRkci' Tsgr uuh dgrgsy prhgr rcut rccu, _ mgi nhkhti' thz R xhni Rz gr vTy

fnv pgnho ffv/

tui sgr gher pRrbumi sTx tuh; dgzubyg zRfi tui prhhkgfg zRfi' tuh; gbhbho ak ,urv

unmuu,hw' chz uuRbgy Rz nwuugy zufv zhhi' uuh sgr rnc"o thz nxhho xpru184_ Rz xwuugy zhhi

R rhcuh ngsbho' chz uuRbgy Rz sh ngsbho uugkgi bjac uugri "fgpr"' tui thi uuTx uugy ngi

khdi tui nwuugy zhl eTfi' thi "khsg sg, curto"' tui gr crhhbdy tuh; sgo abtnr "unktv

vtr. sgv t, vuhw fnho kho nfxho"263' ucnvrv chnhbu nna/

]mhuv kbdi: gumu gmv' vuahgv t, gnl' przu, ,ac hruakho' bhdui vfbv ubhdui tsv"z/

f"e ts"a v,jhk "bhgy bhgy"' tj"f bhdi "mntv kl bpah"[/

* * *b/ thmygr _ pui sh Rkg ncmgho' tui pui sh Rkg pRrcrhhbdgbhai' tui sgo dRbmi rgsi

tui vjkyu, yucu, _ zTk ceruc nna eungi sgr "ncmg" vtnh,h uvfh dsuk pui dtukv

vtnh,h, uvakhnv g"h nahj msebu/

uuTx sgr tuhcgraygr Rkhhi uugy nkey zhhi' fntnr vf,uc' nert nkt shcr vf,uc'

"ut,o ,kueyu ktjs tjs ch, hartk"804/

tui sgr tuhcgraygr Rkhhi' uugy phri hgsgri pui zhh' tui zhl Rkhhi' "uac vuhw tkehl t,

acu,l urjnl duw uvrcl ntcu,hl"284' ceruc nna' ccht, nahj msebu/

]tj"f xhho[: sh uuTx sRrpi nRfi R crfv tjrubv' uugki zhfgr nRfi R crfv tjrubv/

]yro mt,u v,jhk kbdi "fh canjv ,mtu uduw"[/

ahj, hu"s acy

184( vkw nkfho xph"c/284( bmcho k' d-s/

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