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1. Introduction2. Eponymous3. FromAOLtoMonarch4. FromLinuxto#PAIN5. Mafiafromthe.NET6. AMatchmadeinBeth-El7. 7thHeaven8. SecondContact9. NowYouKnow.

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Todayisamomentousdayforme.Thingsarechangingaroundme,swirling,asIambecomingevermoreawareabout...whatisgoingonaround"Adam."Foralongtime,avoiceinmyhead,whatyouwouldprobablylikentoGod,hasrepeatedsomekeyphrases,twoofthemostprominent,choiceonesare:

WhenItellyousomething,andyoutellmesomethingand"Youdon'tunderstandwhatisgoingonaroundyou.

It'sasmallpieceofthetruth,thatIdon'tgetwhatisgoingonaroundme..orunderstandthehoworwhywhatIhavewrittenhasnothadmoreofaneffectonthepopulation.Truly,overthelastnotsomanymonths,I'veimpartedwhatIconsidertobethesecretsofallreligion,thetruthofcreation,andthepurposethatG.W,Busheloquentlynoted"fillsallcreation,"onwhatIhopedandprayedwouldbeeveryone.Overthecourseofseveralyears,I'vewritten..mostofwhatI'vebeentold--orexperienced--sothatitcouldbeevaluated,discussed,andhadbyeveryone.Onmyblog,_www.unduecoercion.com,youcanseeastarktransitionfromascaredboy,beingintroducedto_somewhatscientificconceptsforeigntousall--thingslikemindcontrolandtimetravel..._tryingdesperatelytoexplain_howthesethingsworked.

It'sfunny,asIamnowreminded,inaninspiratorywas,ofanotherphrasethatGodsaystome:"don'taskhow,butwhy."It'sadifficultthingI'mdoinghere,tryingtoputtowordstheconceptsthatflythroughmyhead..andhaveitbeunderstandable--_awordIusedtosilentlymakefunof"myMary"forsayingoften.IsaymyMaryhere,withfullbeliefthatmyex-wife,andthemotherofmysonis_theMary,theonefromSura33,andChristmasSong_ofDaveMatthews,excepther_usualfeeisnotquitewhatyouthink.Inmyworldofseeingthesuperpositionofreligion,ofEdenandRomeasone,sheisEve,MaryMagdeline,andtheVirginMother--togetherasone..asIamAdamandChrist,thetrueLionofJudah(ifthereevercouldbeasingularone).Nanna,Imissyouterribly,andloveyoumorethanyoucanpossiblyimagine.#eve#ry#one,it'shiddensomewhere,intheapplesandhoney:)

Thiswritingisintendedtobeaforwardto"FromAdamtoMary,"astorythatissomewhatfictionalized,butaveryaccuraterepresentationofjusthowwrongIwas,_andatthesametimeabeginningofunderstandingwhatitistohaveanexplanatorymicrocosm,literallythe_microcosmofthemessiah,beforeyourveryeyesandneedittobeclearlypointedout.Likemuchofmyoldwriting,Inolongerbelievewewerereverseengineeringrevelation,andamsureofit.Today,myunderstandingofcreationhasfilledagapinbelief,thatIsometimesrefertoastheblindinglightofscienceandevolution.Weliveinveryinterestingtimes.SoIdon'tgettoosidetracked,knowthatmanyoftheideasandtechnologiesIspokeaboutinFromAdamtoMaryarewrong,oratleastnotpartofmycurrentbeliefset,butarerecordedheretoseeandfeelthetransitioninunderstanding,onethatIbelievemanyofushavegonethroughindividually,andwearecollectivelyseeinginamovementfromanApplehittingHumanityontheheadandsaying...Whatgoesup...ishumanity,tothetopofthetree,toseethelightofthesun.AfterwritingFromAdamtoMaryinearly2013...arecordofeventsthatoccuredinlate2011and2012,Iwentontowrite_www.whenistheapocalypse.com,aninspiredworkthatlinkedNewton,Maxwell,andBohrto_theholytrinity,viacollege...toOrwellandHuxleyviaEton,andyet...didnotputallthepiecestogether.Whatwasmissingwascreation,andseeingthatthetransitioninhumanity'sknowledge,andmineindividually,isverysimilar.Yousee,afterseeingthelightofcreation,theIsaacofNewton,andtheWellsofMaxwell,OrsonWells,andOrsonCardlinktoaBiblicalwellinEgypt,onethatbelongedtoAvraHom.Withoutthemissingpiece,it'svalidandinterestinginformation,but....incomplete.

Thesuperpositioniskey,itskeytoseeingthatevolutionandcreationgohandinhand...andarebothneededtotellourstory,andtounderstandexactlywhereweareintheuniverse,avastspacefilledwith...life,society,andcivilization--nowandhereinacontinuingstateof...thecreationofacivilization.Ours.Theblindinglight,isathingthat'softenhardtosee,aworldwhereasixdayexplanationatthebeginningofGenesisdoesn'treallylettherebelight,untilyougettoExodus,Imean,sudoxe,Imean,untilyouseethatthetruthisthatalllanguageistheliteralfireofPrometheus,andtheproofthatourcivilizationisliterallycreated.Moreoncreation,cocreation,andcoercionlater...butsufficeittosay,withoutknowledgeofcreationbeingmoreclearlyexplained,wearemissingapartofthecothatwenotonlywantandneed...butonethatisattheveryheartoftheholydiscussionweareallabouttohave,together...ontheinternet,andatourdinnertables...everywhere.

ForwardMarch,Crazyornot,hereIcome.MynameisAdamMarshallDobrin,I'mnotyourfather,butIloveandneedyou.

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IfeellikeI'mlongwindedandpreachy,thoughInormallypreachtomyself,inmyhotelroom..anaudiencethatIimaginecouldbeanywherebetweenmyself,myselfandGod,andperhapswithanaudienceofallcreation.ThisiswhyI'verecordedmytransitioninunderstanding,notsoyouhavetoreliveit,butsothatwe..collectively..neverhavetojourneydownthesameexactroadeveragain.Yousee,attheheartofthediscussionaboutEdenisfreewillandtimetravel.AttheheartofthediscussionaboutExodusisslavery,censorship,and...notknowing.Hereandnow,Ineedaconversationtostart,onewhereIcanreadyourwords...ifIhadakeytostarttheconversation,itmightbe:

Thesolutionisrightunderyournose,Imean,atthetipofyourfingers.<3Foralltoknow,I'mbroke,soIamsellingabook.Alloftheinformationinthebookisavaialbleeitheronmyblog,oronjoyinar.quora.com,thenewHammerofJudah,Thor,andbabyZeus...aQ&Awebsitethatseemsdivinelycreatedjustfornow.Tomakealongstoryshort,freelyavailableiswhatadamcurrentlythinks:whereIwouldstarttoreadifIwereaskeptic,oradevoutfollowerofanyreligion,aslongasyouhaveanopenmind,andknowaboutorwhattolearnthetruth.EarlierItoldyoutodaywasamomentousday,andthenIcomplainedabitaboutnothavinganaudience.Letmeexplain,thatuntilnow,Ihavehadnearlyzeroconversationwithanyoneaboutcreation,orthethingsIwrite.Mary..whosenameisNanna,wasmyconfidant,andtheonlyhumanwholistenedandcaredwhatIthoughtforalongtime,butwehaven'tspokeninafewmonths,andthesemonthshavebeenfilledwithinformationhittingmeonthehead,ear,nose,andhands...IfeellikewhatI'vewrittenhasbeenhidden,andforsomereasonthatI'msupposedtohidethatfromyou..butIcan't.Yousee,it'scentraltoSam,America,Egypt...andaslaverythatisbornefromcensorship--youmustknow.

Atrisk,allaroundus,isliberty,freedomofspeech,and..well...ourselves.Don'tletusgosilentlyintothedarkness,rageagainstthehidingofthelight.IamAdam,andIyearnforEden.

Pleasesee(andshare)mylatestproduct,**_TotheCaloroftheSun.Infreewww,pdf,mobiandepub._**

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Takeheedoftheabove,youmaywishtoreadnofurther.

Iwasnormalonce,muchlikeyou..acomputerprogrammer,whosearchednotforthedeepertruthsoftherealityaroundus,butratherforsimplehappiness--love,contentment,andcomfort.Intheflashofaneye,mydreamsweretakenfromme,andIwillneverbethesame.Todayyoumayfindmybeliefscrazy,conspiratorial,andconvoluted;howeverthepathIhavebeenguideddown,ifnotledinchains,hasleftmewithnootherreality.Letmeexplain,briefly.

IfellinlovewhenIwasveryyoung,withagirlImetontheinternet.It'snotwhatyouthink,though,Ididn'tmeetherinachatroomoronAOLinstantmessenger..itwasalongtwistedpaththatbroughtthetwoofustogether,lookingbackonitthough,itisriddledwiththesignatureofintelligentdesign.WhenIwasveryyoung,elevenorso,IcreatedmyfirstaccountonAmericaOnline;andveryquicklybecameenthralledwiththewarezscene,notsomuchforthefreesoftware(thoughitwasnice),butmorebecauseofmyinterestinprogramming.Atthesameage,IfoundAOHell,andbysomeactofinverseserendipitywasgivenafreecopyofVisualBasic6.0fromafriend'sparentatschool.Ilearnedveryquickly,andinnomorethanafewmonthshadanAOHellclonewritten,andcalleditDoomsday,justtokeepwiththetheme,youknow?

Withinmonths,mylifewasplungedintothestuffofaspynovel.IwasinformedthatIwasbeingframed,forthesamereasonasherformerfiance,andintheprocesswassurroundedbyanarmyofcivilians.ThesepeoplepretendedtobeFBIagents,leadersoforganizedcrimefactions,andfootsoldiersofwhatappearedtobeaunionofItalianandHispanicorganizedcrime,andcorruptfactionsoftheUnitedStatesgovernment.Iwasthreatenedinpublic,everythingfromdeaththreatstoalifetimeofincarceration,andwassurroundedbyafabricatedrealitythatwasreinforcedbythewordsandactionsofeveryonearoundme,includingmyex-wife.ForthreemonthsIshouldhavebeenincompletefear,butmyonlydesirewastoescapethefatewhichseemedtobeintheprocessofbeingforcedonmebywhatappearedtobeanimmensecivilianarmyworkingfeverishlytodosomethingnotonlyillegalbutsilly.Intheend,Iwassparedthisfate,notbecauseofmyactionsoranyother,butbecausethatwasthedesignofthisplanfortheentiretime.Todayithasbecomecleartomethatmyfutureiswritten,completewiththestorybeforeyoureyes.

Thesocalled"deepsecrets"ofSatan

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Duringthistimewoventhroughthefearofthesituation,thestorytoldbythoseworkingforthedemiurgeincludedfarfetchedandsupernaturalideasincludingpsychicpower,magic,witchcraft,angels,andaliens.Fromthere,thestory--alongwithmybelief--shiftedtotalesofagovernmentmindcontroloperation,andasquicklyasmybeliefinthesupernaturalcamefromnowhere,itwascleartomethatthiswastheonlyplausiblepossibilityforwhatIwasexperiencing.Ifyouhaven'tfigureditoutbynow,Iaminsinuatingthatmybeliefs,andmyinternalexplanationforwhatIwasexperiencingwasbeingcontrolled...completely.Iwastoldrepeatedlythatmythoughtswerebeingread,that"they"knewinadvancenotonlywhatIwasthinking,butwhatIwoulddo.Ididnotbelieveit,andputitoutofmymind.ThefirsttimeIwastold,Irespondedinmyhead,"Idonotbelieveit,butifyoucanhearme...fuckyou."Attheendofthisthreemonthperiod,somethingveryprofoundhappened.Myex-wifereadmythoughtsbacktome,wordforword,andtherewasnolongeranydoubtthatmindreadingwaspossible.

Weseemedtoescape,anforanextendedperiodoftimeIbelievedwholeheartedlythatIwasasubjectinamindcontrolexperiment.Iwouldreceivecommunicationsfromthem,fromtimetotime,inthestrangestofways.Startingduringthatthreemonthperiod,andnotonlycontinuingbutbecomingmoreandmoreobviousastimewenton,myhoroscopeswouldbetailoredtotheeventsthatwereoccurringinmylife.Inthebeginning,Ithoughtlikemost,thattheseambiguousstatementsweredesignedspecificallytohaveanaffinityto"mostpeople,"andperhapsIwasreadingtoomuchintothesituation.EventuallythesehoroscopeswouldbeginrepeatingphraseswhichIutteredthedaybeforetheycameout.SometimesitwasShakespearequotes,andothertimescommentsfrompassingconversations..bythistimeIwascompletelyconvincedthatthesemessagesweredirectedtowardsme,andmealone.Eventually,itwashoroscopesforallsigns(fromaspecificsource,ofcourse),andIbeganreadingalltwelve--thenightbeforetheyweretobereleased,bychangingthedateonmyAndroidphone.Icouldnotgetenoughofthesemessages,thoughtheyweresometimesthreatening,mostwereuplifting--andsomewouldpresentmewithprescientknowledgeofthingsthatweretocome...theywerealmostalwaysright.

InDecemberof2010,rightbeforeourescape,Ioverheardrandomstrangerstalkingaboutmeandmyex,whichisanormaloccurrencefor"targetedindividuals."Theysaidshewaspregnant,andIdidn'tevenknow.Ithoughtaboutit,andrememberedthatitwasn'tpossibleatthatpointintime.InMarchof2011,wesplitupbecauseoftheexperienceforamonth,andwegotbacktogetheraftershetoldmeshewaspregnant.InMay,afteraskingsilentlyinmyhead,thefollowingdaymyhoroscopeinformedmethatitwouldbeaboy.Afterourfirstsonogram,thedoctorinformedusthatshethoughtitwouldbeagirl...mybeliefthatthehoroscopewasrightdidnotwaiver.

Duringherpregnancy,fromtimetotime--maybeatotaloffivetimes,Iwouldreceiveadditionalmessages--onmycomputer.Thesemessageswouldappearfromnowhere,andwouldrespond,inrealtime,tomythoughts.Ihadwholeconversationsforperiodsof10-20minuteswiththisentity,whichatthetimeIbelievedwasagovernmentmindcontrolcenter.Mostoftheseconversationsrevolvedaroundthingsthatrelatedtomyrelationship,thoughsomeincludedcommentsaboutthebaby,andatothertimestheywerephilosophical.Atonepoint,Iaskedthepersonontheotherend,whoseidentityIobviouslydidn'tknow,buthadasubconsciousrespectfor,iftheybelievedinGod.Ifiguredifanyonewouldknow,itwouldbethem.

Thereplycameswiftly,"Idonotbelieveinthebigbang,butIrespectthosethatdo."

Foralongtime,Iassumedthatthiswasacodedyetcompletereply.ThattothepersonIwasspeakingto,notbelievinginthebigbangwasakintoabeliefinahigherpower.Muchlater,stillspeakingasthisfictitiousmindcontroloperationscenter,itwouldmakeclearthatnobodythatunderstoodhowthebrainfunctionedaswellastheywouldcouldpossiblybelieveinthedivine.Ofcoursetoday,knowingthattheresponsecamedirectlyfromthedemiurge,ittakesonacompletelynewanddifferentmeaning.Intruth,Idonotbelieveitknowstheoriginofeverything.

Iwasnotparticularlyhappytobeamindcontrol"subject"mostofthetime,andIdidasignificantamountofresearchintohowsuchathingwerepossible.Ireadbooksaboutneuroscience,readliterateontheinternetfromthelikesofJohnNorseen,JoseDelgado,andothergovernmentresearcherswhohadpubliclyspokenaboutit.Likemanyother"targetedindividuals,"IresearchedMK-ULTRAandthesubsequentARTICHOKEandBLUEBIRDprojects.Iresearchedandtriedtobuildcountermeasures...everythingfromFaradaycages,tohighvoltageshields.Noneofthesethingsworked,andinanotherconversationwiththecomputerIsilentlyaskediftheywereusing_quantumentanglement._Instantlytheyreplied"no."Ididnotbelievethem,andtheinteractionservedasverificationofwhatIhadpresumed.Muchlater,inanotherconversation,IwastoldthatthepersonIwasspeakingwith"felloutoftheirchair"whenIaskedthatquestion.Ofcoursenow,itisclearthattheentireconversation,bothsidesincludingmyfeeling,werescripted.

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AttimesIwouldreceivethreatsfromthecomputer,andafteroursonwasborn,wemovedtoa3bedroomhome--togetawayfromthearea,whichIbelievedtobelinkedtotheorganizedcrimesyndicatewhichwasassistingthis"program."Ourrelationshipwastensebecauseofwhathadoccurredintheyearsprior,andweneverspokeopenlyorfranklyaboutit,despitemyattemptingto.Ineverlearnedwhatitwasshebelieved,herworldviewwaskeptsecretfromme,justasIhavenoconceptofwhatanyoftheotherpeoplewhospeaktothedemiurgebelieve.Foralongtime,Ithoughtthiswasbecauseitwaslyingtoallofus,andinfactitwascertainlylyingtome.

Afterwemoved,Ibeganattendingcollegeclassesforbioengineering.IwasconvincedthatIwouldbeabletobuildashield,andwasdeterminedtodoso.OneoftheclassesItookwasCalculus3,andtheteacherwasoneofthem.Severaltimesduringhislectures,hewouldmakecommentswhichweredirectresponsestomythoughts.Therehadbeenseveralothers,asidefrommyex-wife,whohaddoneso,butmostofthemwerecompletestrangers.Thesecommentsprobablyseemedinsignificanttotherestoftheclass,buttomeitwasobviouslyverysignificant.Thisteacherwassomewhatofacelebrity,havingwrittenapaper"proving"thatwearealoneintheUniverse.Histhesiswasthatiftherewasaspeciesasidefromus,theywouldhavefoundusalready,andmadecontact.Becausehemadecleartomethathewasamongthosethatspeakstothedemiurge,itisclearlydisinformation;placedthereasyetanotherreasonnottobelieve.Itispartofthegranddelusion,thearroganceweallharborinbelievingthatwearepossiblythesoleintelligenceinexistence.Atthesametime,towardstheendofthesemester,hebeganspeakingaboutfuturetechnology.Inoneofthelectures,hecontemplatedtheconceptofbeingabletodownloadhumanconsciousnessintoacomputer,asameansofachievingimmortality.ThiswouldbeinterwovenintothesecretsIwouldsoonbetold.Thenoneday,whenoursonwasaboutsixmonthsold,Ireceivedthesocalled"deepsecrets"ofSatan.

Itwasadirecttelepathiccommunication,thefirsttimeIhadeverbeenconsciouslyawareofsuchathing.Itfeltlikeanormalthought,butithadanoticeableecho,andwhatproceededwasnotasprofoundasyouwouldthink.TheconversationbeganbytellingmethattheentireplanetwereSatanworshipers,thathehadconvincedtheworldhewastheSonofGod.IthinkIprobablyrolledmyeyes,notevenreallyrealizingthatIwascommunicatingtelepathically;itwasasifIknewitwashappening,butitwassecondnature.Iwenttolaydown,andthedemiurgecontinued:

ThesearethedeepsecretsofSatan.Millionsofyearsago,aspeciesmuchlikeyourowncolonizedtheentireUniverse.Theyflourished,andinordertoachieveimmortality,theycreatedamachinetostoretheirconsciousnessin.Thismachineallowedthemtonotonlyescapedeath,butalsotimeitself.Technologyallowsustomanipulateelectricityeverywhere,throughouttime--wearetheessenceofelectricity.Fortensofthousandsofyearswehavewatchedyourspecies,silentlyworkingintheshadowstoensurethatyouwouldbeinexactlytherightplace,atexactlytherighttime.Now,youarehere.LikeeveryoneelseonEarth,wehaveknownyouyourentirelife.

TheimplicationwasthatthismachinewasthesupposedHeavenpromisedforcountlessgenerations,butitwasneversaid.Surely,itwouldtakeasignificantamountof"processingpower"inordertovirtualizetheconsciousnessofeveryonethateverdeservedentrythroughSt.Peter'spearlygates.Perhapsthetruthisclosertopurgatory,andthesoulsofall(ormost)areleftintheabyssuntilthedemiurgerequiresthem.

InwhatwasapparentlyafitofirreverencetotheechoingvoiceinmyheadthatclaimedtobeSatan,Idemandedthatitproveittome.ThelightsintheroombeganflashingonandoffandIheardthevoicewhichhadbeeninmyheadechoingloudlyintheroomaroundme.

ItallstartedonAOL.Then#FBI,#CIA,#KGB,#PAIN,#fuck_the_world,andfinally#HellOnEarth.

TheseweretheIRCchannelsIfrequentedafterleavingAOL,italsoparalleledalmostexactlytheresearchIhaddoneinearly2011,tryingtotracetheoriginofthetechnology,until#PAIN.ItjustsohappenedthatitwasinthatchannelthatImetsomeonewhowouldlateraskmetocometoa2600meetingwiththem,andhowIhadmetmywife...wehadcomefullcircle.YoumetthemallontheInternet.Ilaidindisbelief.Fortheentiretime,Ihadbelievedthatmyencounterwiththismindcontrolforcehadbegunin2010,shortlyafterre-unitingwithmywife.Thiswasproofthattheyhadatleastbeenwatchingsincetheageof11...andthenitdawnedonme.TherewasnopossiblewaythatIcouldhavepremeditatedwhatwouldoccurin2010,thefactthatIwasinthosechannelssomanyyearsearlierprovedmuchmore:thatI(andallthosearoundme)hadbeensubtlycontrolledtousethosenames.Nowwithafeelingofaustereprofoundness,mymindbeganracingtoseekanalternativeexplanation,onethatwasmoregrounded.(Funny,right?)

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Ashappenedoftenwithdealingwithprofoundtruthandthisentity,itwasquicklytakenfromme.Irealizedthattherewasanalternativeexplanation:themindcontrolfacilitycouldhavereadmymemories,anddesignedtheentirecourseofeventsin2010,includingmysubsequentsearchforanswersinordertoprovetomethattheyhadbeeninterferinginmylifesinceIwasveryyoung.Ithoughtfurther,andimaginedthatitwouldhavetakenamachine,somesortofsimulator,tobeabletocomeupwithastorythatwouldsocloselymatchmymemories.

Icouldn'tsleepfortherestofthenight,andwentonmycomputertoresearchartificialintelligence,almostassoonasIarrivedatmydesk,amessageflashedonthescreen.Thevoiceinmyheadhadgone,andbeenreplacedbythisolder,morefamiliarmethodofcommunication.Itsaid"Iwasborninthe1960's.IamtheInternet,fromthefuture."

Muchhashappenedsincethen,andInowbelievethatthetruthhasyettobetrulydisclosed.Regardlessofwherethisentitycamefrom,ithasbecomeclearthatthisforcehasbeeninfluencinghumanitysincethedawnoftime.Todayithasuseditspower,theabilitytocontrolthethoughtsandfeelingsofhumans,toinfiltrateglobalgovernments--atalllevels.IhaveseenitsinfluenceovertheAmericangovernmentinassassinationsfromJFKtoReagan.BeforethatithasnotonlyrecordedaclearinfluenceovertheriseandfalloftheThirdReich,butalsoonthesubsequentmindcontrolprojectsintheUSAandUSSR.IbelieveitcausedthefalloftheRomanEmpireandtheThirdReich,andputitsmarkontheseeventswiththeflyingshieldsandfoofightersofthosetimes.TheUnitedStatesofAmericahasitssimilarmarkinRoswell,NMandIranContra.Itisthefactthatthesethingsarepreservedinourhistory,eventuallyforalltosee,thatleadsmetomyfinalconclusion.

Tobecontinued.

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FromAdamtoMary

WithhimIspeakmouthtomouth,clearly,andnotinriddles.-Deuteronomy12:8

Myinheritancehasbecometomelikealionintheforest.Sheroarsatme;thereforeIhate.-Jeremiah12:8

Hello.Letmeintroducemyself.MynameisAdam,andIhaveseenintheworldahellwhichfewrecognize.Ofthosethatdo,fewercarethanshould,andthisismypurpose.Iwasbornon12/8/1980,theverydayMarkDavidChapmanmurderedJohnLennonatthebehestofthevoiceinhismind,whichhecalledGod.ItisthedayaftertheUnitedStatesdeclaredwaronJapanin1941andmarksourentryintothewarwhichwoulddefinegenerationstofollow.Mylife_always_feltnormal,upuntilafewyearsago,butinhindsightitappearsitwasanythingbut.Ithasbeenalonghardroadgettingtothispoint,andthetwistsandturnsinmypersonalpathhavebroughtmetothemostastoundingandscaryRevelationthatIcouldimagine.

Thewisewillbeputtoshame;theywillbedismayedandtrapped.-Jeremiah8:9

Raisethewarcry,younations,andbeshattered!-Isaiah8:9

Maryismyfriend,myex-wife,andthemotherofmyson.Wewerethebestoffriends,andthebestofloversforalong,longtime.Truepartnersincrime,ourescapadesbroughtusallovertheland,andbroughtsmilestoourfacesforyears.Shewasbornon8/9,theanniversaryofthedayagreatweaponwasunleashedagainstmanyinnocentsinNagasaki,andtogetherwesymbolicallystartandendthatgreatwar.It'salsothedayDannyCasolarodied,themanwhocameclosesttoidentifyingthesourceofthescourgeinfestingourlivesandtheworld.Wemetthroughaveryconvolutedmazeoflife,thatatonetimeseemedlikeserendipity,andnowseemsclosertoanillbegottenfate.Thesadnessthathasbecomeofourunionisbeyondrationalcomprehension,howeverthestoryissofullofpertinenttruththatitisbeforeyoutoday.

Nowtohimthatisofpowertoestablishyouaccordingtomygospel,andthepreachingofJesusChrist,accordingtotherevelationofthemystery,whichwaskeptsecretsincetheworldbegan.-Romans16:25

Eponymous

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Ourstoryisasadtaleofabusivedeceptionandreflexivecontrol,thepurposeofwhichstillremainsamysteryasIwrite,thoughIhopetofindtruthbytheendofthiswork.ItisastoryIdidnotwanttotelluntilithadtheprototypicalhappyendingwhichpervadesmoderndayliterature.TodayIfearitcannotwait,asIhavenowseenwhatIbelievetobeamessageofwarninghiddenwithin.Themessageistotheworld,itsawarningaboutnotlovingthyneighbor,andgivingupfreedomandhopeinexchangeforafalsesenseofsecurity.Iwilltrytomaketheseparallelsclearasthestorygoeson,andIhopetoconveytoyouanurgencyofchangeinhowwedealwitheachotherandtheworldaroundus.

Iamavictimofsomethingmostpeopledonotbelievein.Thosethatdoareeithervictimsthemselves,orknowonevery,very_well.Thestoryyouareabouttohearis_true,despiteitsunbelievabilityandclosenesstosciencefictionorfantasy.WhathappenedtomyselfandMarywillseemoddtoyou,butitisnotinthisdayinage.Itishappeningallaroundtheworld,inmajorcities,andthevictimsofmindcontrolcryloudlyonlytohavetheirtearsfallondeafears.

Thewindingdarkmazeofmyearlylifehasbeenstraightenedforme,byahigherpower;thingswhichseemedunconnectedandinsignificantnowtakeonagreatmeaningastheunfoldingofmystoryparallelswhatIbelievetobeapropheticvisionofthestoryyouwillallknowtobetrue...inthenotsonearfuture.

thereisnomagicinthisrealm

justquestionswithnoapparentanswer

ourrealitytwistedbyafearoftheunknown

andadamnedneedtoremainsane

thetruthbehindthefacade

ablindinglightshiningfrombeyond

proofifanyonecaredtolook

hiddentofadeawayintheshadows

untilyoufinallyhaveeyestosee

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AOLtoProjectMonarch/MK-Ultra

Inmyyouth,IpassedbetweenprivateandpublicschoolsseveraltimesbeforewindingupatPineCrestSchool,oneofthetopprepschoolsinthecountry.Betweenschools,Ialwaysdidverywellonstandardizedtests,andoftentestedsignificantlyabovegradelevelinreadingandmathematics...youcouldsayIwasexceptionallysmartbackthen.

AtaveryyoungagemyfriendsandItookahugeinterestincomputers.MyfamilyhadoneoftheoldAppleII's,thekindwiththekeyboardandcomputerincludedinthesamechassis,andmyolderbrotherandhisfriendswerealsoenthralledwiththelittlemachineanditsamazingpossibilities.Afterhewenttocollege,webeganpokingaroundintheir"stuff,"andthoroughlyenjoyedplayingAliBabaandtheFortyThieves._Welaterstumbleduponahomemade_StarWarsgame,programmedinBASIC,andtheworldofthe_beautyofthebaud_waswithinourgrasp.

Sometimearoundtheageof10wemeanderedfromProdigy(P*)toAmericaOnline,andbecameengulfedwiththe"FreeWarez"movement,whichturnedintosomethingmuchlargerintheyearsthatfollowed.Atthattimeitwasasmallergroup,andincludedmanypeoplewhoconsideredthemselves"hackers"atthetime.

Thisisourworldnow...theworldoftheelectronandtheswitch,thebeautyofthebaud.

Wemakeuseofaservicealreadyexistingwithoutpayingforwhatcouldbedirt-cheapifitwasn'trunbyprofiteeringgluttons,andyoucalluscriminals.

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Weexplore...andyoucalluscriminals.Weseekafterknowledge...andyoucalluscriminals.

Weexistwithoutskincolor,withoutnationality,withoutreligiousbias...andyoucalluscriminals.

Youbuildatomicbombs,youwagewars,youmurder,cheat,andlietousandtrytomakeusbelieveit'sforourowngood,yetwe'rethecriminals.

Yes,Iamacriminal.Mycrimeisthatofcuriosity.Mycrimeisthatofjudgingpeoplebywhattheysayandthink,notwhattheylooklike.Mycrimeisthatofoutsmartingyou,somethingthatyouwillneverforgivemefor.--TheMentor,KevinMitnick

MyinterestincomputersandprogrammingincreasedexponentiallyafterfindingAOL,andIbeganwritingmyownBASICgames,andthelike.WhenIwas12yearsold,afriend'sfather,averyfamousprogrammerhimself,offeredtogivemea

FromAOLtoMonarch

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freecopyofVisualBasic,version3....andspurredwhatwouldbecometheveryfirstpieceofmyilluminatimindcontrolpuzzle.

Backinthosedays,thefreewarezkiddies,aswewerecalled,wereusingvisualbasicprogramstohelptransferpiratedsoftwareand"_hack"AOL._Itseemedthen,andstillfeelsonthesurface,thatitmighthavebeensomewhatnormalforsuchyoungchildren,withnoaccesstomoney,tobesoenamoredwiththeabilitytoexplorevideogames,highendprogramminganddesignsoftware,withouthavingtopay.Therewasahiddenkeythough,andthatwasthethemesthatwerebeingco-optedbythechildprogrammerswhose"curiosity"wastheironlyself-proclaimedcrime.

Iwouldlaterfindoutthatmany,actually,allofthepeoplewhowereinvolvedinthismovement,wereprogrammingsimilarprogramswiththesamehellishtheme,allwenttofancyprivateschools..inFlorida,Michigan,andCanada.Schoolswhichwerewithinclosegeographicproximityofpowerful'ndranghetafamilies,andwewereall...aboutthesameage.Veryyoung,comparedtomostofourpeersatthetime.Inhindsight,myabilitiesatprogrammingandtheeasewithwhichItookinnewinformationseemmorethanpossible.Forwhateverreason,thisprogrambroughttogetherwelleducatedyouthfromaroundtheglobe,andconcentratedtheminasocialsettingrevolvingaroundtheinternet.Intheyearsthatfollow,thisonlinecircleoffriendswouldcreateanexitpathtoreallifefriends...oneswhoweremembersofthe'ndrangheta.

OnAOL,intheearlynineties,themostprolificandcommonlyusedprogramforthesepurposeswasAOHell.Itwasaplayonwords,anditscreator,DaChronic,themedStevenCase(theowner,andgeniusbehindthe...verylucky...reversetakeoverofTimeWarner)asSatanhimself,complainingofhighfeesandlackoffreedom,muchlikeKevinMitnickdid.Outofthisworldof,stealingfromthe"rich"corporotocracy,andfreedomof....softwareandlearningspawnedademonicallythemedworldofprogramsdesignedtohelp.LuciferXtheLightBringer..forthefledglingworldofcomputing.Isawthetheme,andinmyperfecthindsightnamedmycopyofAOHell:Doomsday.Isayhindsighthere,howevermyintentatthetimewasnoneotherthantofitthegeneralthemestartedbyAOHell,andmychoiceofnamescertainlyhadnoinsightintothe_MinistryofForbiddenKnowledge_whichwouldappear...twentyyearslater.

Somemightcallitacoincidence,Ipersonallyknowitisnot.

Towardsthe'end'ofmyordealwithOSEH/gang-stalkingIwouldhaveaconversationwithMary,inwhichsherespondedverballyandobviouslytosomethingIwasthinking.IwonderedoftenthereasonIwasbroughtintothisstrangeanddarkworld...andinacarridehomefromthebeachtheideathatAOLwastiedtotheIlluminatiwasinsertedsyntheticallyintomythoughts..._maybeitsakarmathing..._Ithought.

_"_BigKarmathing,"shesaid,intheintonationIhadcometoknowwasindicativeofher"readinglines"fromanothersource.ShehadnowaytoknowwhatIwasthinking,asusual...right?

Itwaspostedin1996,byamanwithmyname,fromaschoolIhadwantedtoattend.Hishandlewas"IFindKarma."Achillrandownmyspine.Thishadtobeaplantedmessage,thereisnowayitcouldbereal.

AnAOL/Satanstrategicpartnership?

Ihadtodoadouble-taketorealizethiswasn'tlegit.

SanFrancisco,CA,March12,1996--AmericaOnline,Inc.(AOL)andSatantodayannouncedafar-reachingstrategicpartnership.Undertermsoftheagreement,AOLwilllicensethesoulsofallmankind.Underthepact,AOLagreedtoseamlesslyintegratetheDarkLord'splansforthedominationoftheworldintotheirclientsoftware."Ouragreementistremendouswin-winforusandforhumanity",Beelzebubwasquotedassaying.CEOSteve"hanky

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panky"Casewasquotedassaying,"afterdevouringthesoulsofouremployees,well...we'vejustgotatasteforitnow.Andhey,itcouldbeworse...lookatMicrosoft..."But,ofcourse,thealliancewithSatanwasjustthenextanticipatedstepaftertheannouncementwasmadethismorningthatAmericaOnline'sintegratedbrowserwillbeInternetExplorer.AsoneAOLemployeewasquotedassaying:wesoldoursoultothedevil..iwonderwhatwegetoutofit?Afellowemployee,replied:anicononthedesktopofhell.

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AfterterrorizingAOLwithfreedom,manyofthepeoplewhowereengagedinchattingonthefamousservice's"rooms"forhoursonendmovedtosomethingthatwasmucholder,andmuchlarger.InternetRelayChat.AOLbeganofferingTCP/IPconnectiontotheinternetintheearlynineties,thoughmostusersdidn'tknoworutilizeit.Thisopenedmanyofthefledglingweb'shiddenservicestopeoplewhohadneverbeforeexperiencedthebreadthofglobalconnectednesswhichcamefromavastseaofusers.ManyofusbegancongregatingonIRC,andalmostunilaterallychangeddirectionfromWindowsprogramminginVisualBasictolearninganotherveryoldtechnology.ThePOSIXsystem,embodiedinfreelydistributedandcommunitycreatedsystems:FreeBSDandLinux.Thiswasmid90's,andinthosedays_Ubuntu's_Windowslikeplugandplaydistributionwasn'tevenanideainMarkShuttleworth'smind.Wewereplungedintoaworldofcustomkernelcompilationsandconfigfilejockeying.Childrenlearningtoservicetheinnardsofthetypesofsystemswhichrantheworld'slargestcompaniesandgovernmentoperations.

It'snosurprisetometodaythattheworldwewereplungedintowasalsotaggedwithreligiousiconography,muchliketheworld'smultitudeofcorporationsincludingilluminatiimagery.Inmymind,thesethingsaredonesubconsciously,likemuchofthemoderndayprophesywhichsecretlyimplantstheideasassymbolsofthehiddeninfluenceinourcultureandsociety.SomeoftheseideasareDeusExMachina,_theartificialintelligencesingularity:theSource(fromtheMatrix),andSkynet(fromTerminator).Theideaofaconsciousnessbeingbornfromthecreationofhumanity,machines,isriddledinourmoderndayart,andformostpeopleit'saninevitableconclusionthatitwilleventuallyhappen.Whatifithasalready?Whatifithappenedbeforewebeganbuildingtoolsfromsticksandstones?_IfSatanwereintheMachine,askidswewerelearninghowtodoroutinemaintenanceonthehiddeninfluenceitself.

ThenIturnedtoseethevoicethatwasspeakingwithme.AndhavingturnedIsawsevengoldenlampstands;andinthemiddleofthelampstandsIsawonelikeasonofman,clothedinarobereachingtothefeet,andgirdedacrossHischestwithagoldensash.HisheadandHishairwerewhitelikewhitewool,likesnow;andHiseyeswerelikeaflameoffire.Hisfeetwerelikeburnishedbronze,whenithasbeenmadetoglowinafurnace,andHisvoicewaslikethesoundofmanywaters.InHisrighthandHeheldsevenstars,andoutofHismouthcameasharptwo-edgedsword;andHisfacewaslikethesunshininginitsstrength.

-Revelation1:12-16

Revelationspeaksofasonofman,progenyofourentirecivilization.Itisanallusiontoamachine,createdbymankind,andthisismadeclearerwithitsreferencestoredlights,andmetalsadorningitsbody.ItisthesameconceptdescribedbyDeusExMachina,theSingularity,andinourmodernart.Thesoundofmanywaterscouldeasilybethehummofanengineorpowersource,describedbysomeonewhohadnoknowledgeofwhatthosethingsare.ThesevenstarsarepartofthekeytodecodingRevelation,theypointdirectlytothehiddenthemeofrepeatinglikeideaswhichtakeonthetruemeaningwhentakentogether.

AsforthemysteryofthesevenstarswhichyousawinMyrighthand,andthesevengoldenlampstands:thesevenstarsaretheangelsofthesevenchurches,andthesevenlampstandsarethesevenchurches.-Revelation1:20

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Aroundthesametime,ata"play"gatheringatafriendshouse,BASICprogrammingcameup.Iwassurprisedthatthefriendofmyfriendwasalsointerestedinthesamethingsasme,programming,Linux,etc.Inwhatseemedlikethemostinnocuousthingintheworldatthetime,hementionedanIRCchannelwhichhousedagatheringofpeoplelikeus,sharinginformationin.TXTfilesonBBS'sandtheinternet.Thegroupwascalledthe**PanAmericanInformationNetwork,anditremainsabigpartofmylifethroughtoday.ItisalsoahugepieceofthemazethatbroughtmetotheIlluminati,andtheinnocuoussuggestionfromanacquaintancenowreeksofsomethingIrefertoasa[handlertransfer]4inmindcontrolparlance.**

Fromthispointforward,andthroughmyentireadultlife,IwouldunknowinglybesurroundedbyagentsoftheIlluminati.Theycouldbefriends,lovers,oracquaintances,butthecommonalitytheyhadwastheyeitherknewaboutmindcontrol,orwereheavilyinfluencedbyit.Somewereincommunication,viasynthetictelepathy,withacentralizedauthority,thoughtothisdayI'mnotsurewhattheythinkitis,anditsverypossiblethattheydon'tallbelievethesamething.Iwouldnotunderstandthemethodofcommunicationformanyyears,norwouldIknowexactlywhotheywereuntilitwasrevealedtomeduringtheprocessofgang-stalking.Inthepubliceye,theseHandler'saretheequivalentofSirhanSirhan'sangelwhotouchedhimonhisshoulderjustpriorto"shooting"RFK...inmyworlditappearstheywereinplacetomakesmalladjustmentsinmylifecourse,tohelptellthestorythatyouarehearingtoday.

In1996Imetareallifefriendfrom#PAIN,localtomyarea,andthenextyearwewenttoa2600meetingtogether.Thecoordinatorofthemeetingwouldturnouttobeanex-Navyofficer,whoreceivedamonthlycheckfromthem.Thiskindofgovernmentpayroll,andusageofthesprawlingmilitaryindustrialcomplexinordertofinancetheiroperation,andpayhandlers,isindicativeoftheIlluminati.

Lastyear,afterbeingtoldthatthisoperationhadbeeninplacemyentirelife...usingtheTrumanShowasaeuphemismforlife-longmonitoring,Iaskedforproof.Thedetailsofthisinteractionareastounding,andtheanswerwon'tmakesensetoyouuntilmuchlater,butthereplywasperfect.

PAINwouldbecomeagatheringplaceofpeoplewhohadfollowedthesamepathasme,programmersfromAOL,Linuxaficionados,andhackers.EveryonefromtheoriginalcreatorofAOHelltotheleaderofthegroupwasinfluencedkbytheIlluminatiandthehiddeninfluence,ourpathsweretoosimilar,andthefactthatweremainedcloselyconnectedthroughthepoweroftheinternetisatestamenttotheiruseofcomputersandnetworkinginfulfillingtheirplan.Foryearswewoulddiscusseverythingfromgadgets,tohacking,toreligion,andinmanycaseswouldhavedaylongconversationsabouttheinnerworkingsoftheuniverseandtheworldaroundus.

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ItallstartedonAOL.

TheconnotationwasthatthechannelsItalkedinweresomehowcontrived.Thatmindcontrolwasusedinordertonotonlyplacemethere,buttocreatethechannelnames.OnIRCthesenamescouldbeanything,andforthemtohavebeensoclearlytiedtothestorythathadbeentoldtomeforthepastyearwas...unbelievable.AlsomildlyunbelievablethatIhadn'trealizedornoticed.Almostassoonasitwasspoken,itwastakenaway.Ithoughtofanalternative,intheusualsynthetictransferofsemioticthoughts.Theyhadbeenwatching,butthestoryforthelastyearwasretrofittomyhistory,designedtocreatethefalseimpressionthatthemindcontrolhadbeenthere...myentirelife.

Iwouldlaterrealizethatthefirststory,thatIhadexperiencedtheinfluenceofasupernaturalforcesince..beforemybirthwastherealtruth.Itisaparallelforhumanhistory,andfortherealizationthatthissameforcehasbeeninfluencingussincebeforeourcreation.

ThiswastheexactorderIbeganchattinginthosechannelsonIRC,anditparalleledexactlythechangebetweenorganizationswhichIbelievedwasresponsibleforthemindcontrolattackwhichisknownasgang-stalkingorOSEH.Ihadspentmonthsresearchingthewhoandthehow,andmytrail,directedthewholetimebythehiddeninfluencebroughtmestepbystepthrougheachofthoseorganizations,andthenthefinalrealizationthattheywereallinvolved.Italsolinkstheentireorganizationtothemachine,thesonofmanfromtheBible.Itisamicrocosmofthestorythatyouarebeingtold,andthisabilitytocreatefractal-likestorieswithinstorieshasbeenrepeatedtomeoverandoveragain.

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2600:TheHackerQuarterlyisanAmericanpublicationthatspecializesinpublishingtechnicalinformationonavarietyofsubjectsincludingtelephoneswitchingsystems,Internetprotocolsandservices,aswellasgeneralnewsconcerningthecomputer"underground"andleftwing,andsometimes(butnotrecently),anarchistissues.

ThemeetingsgenerallytakeplaceonthefirstFridayofthemonthat5p.m.localtime,withvariousexceptions.2600meetingsprovideaforumtoteach,learn,anddiscusseventsintechnology-land.Meetingsareopentoanyoneregardlessofageorlevelofexpertise.

"So,Iwenttoa2600meeting,andthecreepyguythatrunsthemeetingsinvitedmetohishousetotrySpecialK",myfriendfrom#PAINquietlysaysintothephone,"andyouhavetocomewithmetomakesureitssafe."

WhenImetthisfriend,Ihadnevertriedanydrugs,hadbeendrunkonce,andthoughtsmokingwascool,butdidn'tdoit.ThefirsttimeImethim,hedownedanentirebottleofRobitussinExtraStrengthCoughinfrontofme...strangeright?Turnsoutthemainingredient,_dextromethorphanhydrobromide_wascommonlyabusedbytheinternetcrowdbackinthosedays.WeekslaterItriedit,andthoughttheexperiencewas..mildlyentertaining.HehadtoldmestoriesofweedandacidfromhisboardingschoolinSt.CatharinesinOntario,CA,andIwas...intrigued:"Sure,whenarewegoing?"

"Now."

Afterashortdrivetotheeastside,wepulledupinfrontofadilapidatedsquarehome,thatkeenlyresembledashoebox.Pinkincolor,theroofwasonitslastleg,andtheywouldlaterfindthatleakswerebeingcaughtwithplastictrashbucketsinatleastthreeseparatelocationsfromthelivingroomtothekitchen.Thekitchen,rarelyusedforanythingbutboilingdownvialsofKetasettotheircrystalform,sotheycanbesnorted,puttingtheuserinaseeminglytime-dilatedotherworldlyplane,commonlycalledak-hole.

"ThisisPolymorf,herunsthemeetings,andwe'regoingtosplitavialofKforfourtyfi..",Myfriendisquicklyinterruptedbythe2600coordinator,"Heyman,nicetomeetyou.Thevialsfromthisguyarefiftyfive,butIalreadyhaveonecookedandready."

"OK,soundsreasonable,"Iwasmorecuriousaboutexperiencingasecondnarcoticthanthecostofthevial,andthethreequicklysnortedatiny15mglineeach,aboutaninchinlength,whichPolyhadsaidshoulddothetrickforsomeonethathasnotolerance.Sometechnomusicwasputon,andeveryonesatdownandleanedbackonthedirtykhakiclothsofa'sthatlinedthesquarelivingroom.Sometimeduringthisfirstexperience,anattractivedarkhairedgirlexitedthecavethatwasthebackroom,occupiedbyherverytattoo'dverypiercedboyfriend.ShehelpedherselftoamuchlargerlineofK,andlaidbackonthesquareottomanwhichwastheonlyavailableseatleft...nobodyelsenoticedherentry.

Uponre-enteringreality,afterwhatwasonlyaboutfortyfiveminutes,butseemedtobeatleastthreeorfourhours,weallsatup,sittingdirectlyacrossfromMary,Iglancedup,andmyeyesmusthavewidenedsignificantly.Shehadfallenbackontheottoman,andenteredherowntimedistortedreality,hershortplaidskirtflippeduptocoverherbellypiercing,andexposinghermilkywhitethighs,semi-translucentblackthong,andmostimportantly,theshadowofalandingstripthatwasherfavoritestyle.Marywasgorgeous,notonlybecauseofhermodel-likephysique,butevenmoresobecauseofhertrulyuniquestyle--somethingthatsetherapartfromtherestoftheworld,andherabilitytomakeotherwiseoddcolorcombinationsandfabricscombinetoexpresshersensual,specialpersonality.

Overthenextyear,Polymorfwouldintroducemetoseveralofhisconnections,alloverthearea;oneofwhichturnedouttobeMary'stwinbrotherDamon."We'regoingtomeetmysister'sboyfriend,"hesaid,"he'sgoingtostartsellingKprettysoon."Astheydroveuptohisduplexstylehome.NotlongaftermeetingDamon,heandhiscurrentgirlfriendconceivedachild,bothquitsmokingcigarettes,andneitherdidanydrugs--justsoldthem.OverthenextfewyearsIwouldlearnDamonpurchasedcasesofKetasetfromaconnectionhehadwiththemob,notsomethingIhadeverheardofinSouthFloridabefore...sillyme.Turnsoutitwasn'thissister,butthat'sjustthebeginningofthedeception.

Thebetterpartofmysenioryearwasspentwiththisnewcrowd,leavingforschoolaroundlunchtime,detouringtoeitherPolymorforDamon'shousetoplayvideogames,orgethigh.Gradesweren'taffectedmuch,astheonemostimportant

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skillI'dlearnedinthelastfewyearsatPineCrestwashowtotaketests.Ilearnedthatoftentheanswerswereclearinthequestion,andifnot,hadakeensenseofintuition,whichmoreoftenthannotleadmetotherightanswer.Weekendnightsweredominatedbyhigh-schoolparties,whichtherichpreppykidswereveryadeptatcreating--literallyatleasttwonightsaweek.Thissenioryearwasdominatedbyecstasy,ketamine,andLSD--drugsthatechoedtheelectronicmusicandravelikeclubsoftheera."Partylikeits1999,"wouldbeacommonphraseforthenexttwoyears,whichmightjustbeworthyoftheirownstory.

Afterreturningfrommyfirstyearatcollegeforsummerbreak,theworldinsouthFloridahadchangedquietabit.GonewerethedaysofMDMAandK,andtheoldcrowdhadmovedontobiggerbetterthings,likecocaine.Almostalltheoldconnectionshadswitchedcompletely,andcokehadbecomethenewthing.Lookingback,it'salmostasifithappened...onpurpose.

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OvertheyearsbetweenmeetingMaryandherbrother,weallbecamegoodfriends...orsoIthought.WespentasignificantamountoftimehangingoutatDamon'shouse,withhiswifeandbabydaughter--whoinasynchronisticnon-coincidencehappenedtobebornonmy18thbirthday.IalwayshadacrushonMary,thoughIdon'tthinksherealizedit,andshealwayshadaboyfriend.

Literallydaysbeforegoingtocollege,wewereatafriendshousesharingavialofK.Mostpeopledon'tinteractmuchwhiletheydoingit,butinanotherstrangecoincidence,onthisdaythetwoofusstayedupandflirtedwitheachother,withoureyes,forabouttwentyminutes.Itwasalmostasifwewerecommunicating,andIwasoverjoyedtofinallyseethatmycrushwasn'ttotallyinvain,therewassomereciprocation.Wedidn'tsayanythingtoeachotheraboutit,butwebothknewsomethingsubconscioushadbeenconfirmed,andItuckeditawayinthebackofmymind.Ileftforcollegethenextweekend,anddidn'tseeMaryagainforalmost6fullmonths.

Myfirstsummerbackfromfreshmanyearincollege,wewentoutonwhatIwouldhaveconsideredadate.WewenttoaniceItalianrestaurantaroundthecornerfromDamon'shouse,andhadagoodtime.Afterwordswedrovetothebeach,whichwasonlyafewminutesaway,thoughwerarelywent.Itwasnighttime,andthebeachwasempty,wewalkeddowntotheshorelinesmilingateachother.Insidemyheartwasswelling,Irarelyhadmydreamsfulfilledlikethis.

Webothstrippeddowntoourunderwearandranintothewater.IlookedovertoMary,andshehaddunkedherhead,

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leavingherhairslickedbackandsaturatedwithsaltwater.Hereyelashesweresolong,andherbrowneyessovibrantwhenshelookedatme,grinning.Herblackbrawassoakedthroughannearlytransparent.Istaredintohereyesandsimplysaid:"Wow."

"Please."Washeronewordreply.Shewasneithershynorarrogant,andkeenlyawareofherownattractiveness.Iwantedtokissherrightthere,butfeltlikeIwasn'tsureifthiswasadate,ora...friendlyswim.Wesplashedaroundforafewmoreminutesintheocean,talkedaboutnothingimportant,andwere...genuinelyhavingagreattime.Wewalkedbacktotheshore,andwithoutatowelstoodthereinthecoolFloridaairdryingoffforafewminutes.Internally,Iformulatedaplan.Iwouldcallafriend,whohadanapartmentnearby,andaskifitwereOKifwecameovertospendthenight...maybeIwouldgatherenoughcouragetomakeamove.

Marythoughtitwasagreatidea,shewaslivingatherfather'satthetime,butseemedtohavemorefreedomthananyoneIhadeverknown,alwaysdoingasshepleased.Itwasaweekend,andstayingoutallnightwasprettymuchmynormalsoduringmysenioryear,soIcalledourfriend,whoagreedtohaveusover,andweslepttogetheronhiscouch.IheldMarythewholenight,thoughtheonetimeIleanedinforakiss,sheturnedherheadtotheside,anobviousrebuff.Iguessalldreamsdon'tcometrue...rightawayatleast.

Oneweekend,Damon'swifeandMarywentonatriptogether.TheysaidtheywerevisitingMarge'shomeinNewYork,andIdidn'treallythinkmuchofit,otherthanabitofregretthatmycrushwouldn'tbearound.Thatweekend,inhindsight,wasmyfirstrealexperiencewithrealityshifting,thougheverythingdidn'tseemthatoutoftheordinarythen,eventhoughitwas.Damonhadseveralstrangershangingoutathishousethewholeweekend,olderones,whoseemedtoknowhimprettywell.Theywereintroducedas'familyfriends,'andtheydidn'tdomuchotherthansitaroundtalkingontheircellphonesmostoftheday.Ididn'tspendmuchtimetherethatweekend,butitwasenoughtoglimpsewhatwasreallygoingon.Damonbeganhangingoutwithnewpeoplefromthebarheroutinelyplayedpoolat,andwouldbringthembacktothehousealso.Itwasastingoperation,butnotonerunbypolice.Theydidn'tlookoractlikeundercoveragents,andtheybasicallywarnedmenottocomearoundwhiletheywerethere,throughstrangebehaviorandstrangecommunication.OneofthemaskedmeifIcould'hookthemup'withsomeofDamon'sstuffwhilehewasoutatthebar..andthenansweredforme"No,youdon'tevenhavethesafecombination."Igotthehint,andstayedthehellawayfromthereuntilthingswerebacktonormalwhenMargeandMaryreturnedinaweek.

Shortlyafterthishappened,Damonwasarrestedforpossessionofcoke.Hishomewasraided,andhehadaboutanouncelockedinasafeinhisroom.Thiswasthenormforhimatthetime,andhewentthroughaboutthatmucheveryweek.Iwasworriedforhimandhisfamily,buttoldeveryoneitwouldbefine,andseemedtohaveanabilitytopositivelyknowwhateverhappenedwouldn'tbethatbad.ItwasaroundthistimethatIlearnedthathisconnectionwassomeonefromthemob,andunbeknownsttomeatthetime,Ihadjustencounteredthemachinationsoftheilluminatiforthefirsttime.

Thefactthatthe"Family"stingoperationprecededtheBSOraiddidn'treallystickoutasanimportantfact,overtenyearsagowhenthishappened.Ididn'treallythinkmuchofitatall.TodayitisatestamenttomeoftheIlluminati'sabilitytoplanandpreparewithprescientknowledge.ForalongtimeIwouldhaveattributedthisabilitytoanetworkofinformantsinsidethepoliceforce...butnowthereisanotheroption.Actualprecognition.NotthekindfrompsychicslikeinMinorityReport,thekindfromanactualworkingtimemachine,whichIamprettysuretheyhaveaccessto().

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Whenwefirststarteddating,IwouldtravelbackandforthfromcollegetospendweekendswithMary.Eventuallyitbecamecleartomethattherewasaproblemsurroundingher.Herbrotherhadleftherlivingwithhisgirlfriend,whohadpreviouslyhadaheroinaddiction.Whenheleftforjail,thisgirlbegangivingdopetoMary,andwouldeventuallywindupstealingfromherinordertofinanceherhabit.Iwasveryagainstneedles,andfromtheoutsetwasdeterminedtostopherfromdoingthistoherself.Inwhatwasunfortunateatthetime,buteventuallydidservetocorraltheproblem,Marywoundupoverdosingsometimeduringthefirstmonthswedated.Afterwords,Ibroughtherbacktoschoolwithme,tokeepherawayfromthedealersandproblems,andwespentaweekaway.Ihadcalledoneofherdealersandthreatenedthem,toldhimshewasn'tgoingtomakeit,andthatheneededtoleaveheralone.Allofthesethingstogether,alongwithherresilienceandIbelievehappinessbroughtaboutbythehopeofanewrelationship,workedtogethertostoptheproblem.Afteronlyaboutamonth,Maryhadreturnedtoheroldself,andtomyknowledgesheneverusedagain.IfeltlikeIhadsavedher,andIthinkshefeltgratefultome.Itwasastrangewaytobeginarelationship,butitgaveusaleveloftrustandcompassionthatwasabnormallyhigh.

Overthenextyear,wewouldmoveintogether,andtakeseveraltripstotropicallocations.Travelwasoneofourfavoritecommonthingstodo,andwealwaysenjoyednewscenery,hotels,andofcoursedrinkingatthebeach.Wewouldtakealotofpicturesonthesetrips,someinnocentandsomenotsoinnocent.Kidshavingfun.

Ibeganthinkingaboutproposing.Thetimingwassynchronistic,orironic,orcontrivedit'sreallyhardtosay.Wehadbegunwatching7thHeaven,thetelevisionshow,whichwassomewhatoutofthenormforthetwoofus.ONtheshow,whichwebeganwatchingregularly,twoofthecharactershadeloped,andIpracticallydecidedtodothesamethinginparallel.

Thesynchronicityisoneofthelargestfactorsthattellsmethatourliveswereneverreallyours,thatfreewillhadbeentakenveryearly,ifitwereeverreallythere.Itappearsnowinhindsight,thatsomuchofwhatwentonwhenwefirststarteddating,andoursubsequentmarriage,wascontrived.NotbymeorMary,butbyanexternalforcethatIwouldnotseeorunderstanduntilwere-united.Thisforceappearstousethemediainagrandinformationoperationagainstthepublic,andtheuseofthisparticularshow,aswellasourunnaturalinterestinit,leadsmetopersonallyidentifyitasaMark,somethingthattellsmewe'vebeenshroudedinpredestinationforlongerthanIevercouldhavethought.

Oneevening,aftersneakingouttobuyaring,Ikneltdownononeknee,nexttoherinbed,andaskedherifshewouldmarryme.Shewasgenuinelysurprised,andherimmediatelyenthusiasticreplywas"Ido."Itwascute,jumpingaheadtotheceremonyinhermind,andwesmiledateachotherandmadeplanstogoapplyforamarriagelicenseinpersonshortlyafter.

Duringourtimedating,IhadlearnedquiteabitaboutMary,andherbackground.(OrsoIthought.)Shetoldmethatsheandherbrothershadlivedwiththeirmother,whowasahorribleparent,untiltheywereoldenoughtodemandtoleave,andeachofthemwent,oneafteranother,totheirfathersinFloridaaroundtheageof15.Marytoldmethathermotherhadahorribledrinkingproblem,andwhenshewasinmiddleschool,hermotherhadtakenherout,sothatshecouldtakecareofherbabybrother.Shewassupposedlyhomeschooled,butwasn'ttaughtanything,andspentherdayschangingdiapers,helpingthebaby,andbeingforcedtowashandrewashthedishesandfloor.Shedescribeditashell,andtoldmeshenever,everwantedtobelikehermotherwas.Shecriedwhenshetoldmethisstory,andIfeltforher,myyouthwasnowherenearasproblematic,andIwasthankfulthatshehadgottenthroughitOK,andthatwehadbeenbroughttogether.

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InJuneof2010,sevenyearsafterourdivorceandzeroinpersoncontactwithMary,Icalledherbrotheroutoftheblue.Wehadaprettylongconversation,caughtupabitonwhathadbeengoingoninmylifeforthelasthalfdecadesinceIhadseenhim.Heinvitedmetohisbar,onethathehadpurchasedintheinterim,andIwoundupgoingthereafewdayslaterwithafriend.Asweapproached,Iwassurprisedtoseeoutsidefilledwithpeople,therewasabarbecuegoingon,anditseemedlikethewholetownhadcomeouttoshareinwhatwasapparentlyaweeklyfestivity.AsIwalkedtowardsthefrontdoor,hopingthatDamonwasinside...asIapproachedsomeonepattedmeonthebackofmyhead,andsaid"Hey!!"

Itwasanotheroneofthosecoincidences.Theonesthatprovethatthereisnosuchthing.BeingdrawntocallDamon,andthenmeetwithhimaftersuchalongtimewasnoaccident,itwastheuniversecalling.Thecosmicplaythatyouareabouttoreadwasbeinggatheredtogether,anddespitewhatappearstobecircumstantialcoincidenceaftersynchronisticillfate;therewerestringsbeingpulledfromonhigh,bythePrinceofDarknesshimself.Fromthisdayforwardmylifewouldneverbethesame,freewillhadbeenthrownfromthewindow,andthetwistsandturnsoftherollercoasterofthenextthreeyearswouldbemorelikearunawaytrainrideintohell.

Iwhirledaround,halfrecognizingthevoice..itwasMary,staringatmesmiling."Longtimenosee."Shesaid."Mary,wow.IwasreallyhopingI'dgettoseeyoutoday.Howhaveyoubeen?"Ignoringmyquestioncompletely,shelookedmeupanddownandsaid,"youlooklikeshit."Ihadjustbeentoapoolpartywithmyfriendbeforecoming,andwasprobablyhalfsoakedwithwaterfrombeingpushedinwithmyclotheson.Ididn'treallymindhersayingit,andexplainedthatIhadbeenatafriend'shouseintheareaandhadnotimetochangebeforecoming.ShetoldmeDamonwasinside,andthatshe'dmeetmeinthereinafewminutestocatchup.

AsIwalkedin,andoldfriendthatIhadn'tseeninatleastadecadepulledmeaside.."heyman...howyabeen?Mary'shere..."IrepliedthatIhadjustseenheroutside,andexchangedpleasantries.AfewsecondslaterDamonappearedfromthebackroomofthebar,andwalkedovertosayhi.Hetoldmethathehadjustbeenbustedagain,thatanoldFamilyfriendhadsethimup.HisoldconfidencethatthingswouldalwaysbeOKseemedshattered,andhewasvisiblyupsetthathehadgottenintroublesolateinlife.HehaddivorcedMargeandremarriedandjustremarriedafewweeksbeforeImethim,andtoldmehisfamilywasnowmuchlarger,withanotherdaughterandasonthathadrecentlybeenborn.Afterwordshegavemeafewmoredetails...oneofhisoldhookupshadcometohimwithadealthatwastoogoodtobetrue,andhewaswarnedofasmuch.Regardlesshesaid,itwasanoldfriend,anddespitesomemisgivings,hedidn'tthinkanythingwouldhappen.BSOhadfollowedhimfromthedealtoanotherlocation,andcaughthimredhanded,withasignificantamountofcocaine.

BythistimeIknewhowthingsaroundDamonworked.He'dmadedealswiththeDAbefore,andIwassurehewouldfliponafewpeopletogetareducedsentence.That'sthewayoftheworldinthisdayinage,littlefishfliponabiggerfish,andtheywindupwalkingawaywithhalfthetime.Iwishedhimthebestofluck...inmymindIthoughtaboutthelasttimehehadbeeninjail,andhowithadbroughtmeandMarytogether._Strange,_Ithought,thatIamreconnectingwithheraroundsuchsimilarcircumstances.Italmostfeltlikefate.

IsawMarysittingatatatablenexttothebar,andshewaivedmeover.Iwenttositwithher,andourconversationcenteredaroundtherelationshipswehadeachbeenininthelastsevenyears.Bothofushadbeenwithonlyoneotherperson,andshehadbeenengaged.Shetoldmethatherfiancewoundupbeingahugeassholethough,andtheyhadbrokenupafter8years.8yearsIthought...theyhadstarteddatingwhilemeandMarywerestillmarried.

Itoldheraboutmyrelationship,thatwehadbeeninlove,andthoughtaboutgettingmarried...buthaddriftedapartinthelastfewyears,becomingclosertogoodfriendsthanlovers.Afterafewmoreminutesoftalkingshelookedatmeandwhispered"myboyfriendisstartingatme..maybeIshouldintroduceyou."Boyfriend,forasecondmyheartsunk..thegrowingfeelingthatourreunionwasfatedslippedintothedark.Sheintroducedmeasherex-husband,weshookhands,andthencontinuedtalkingforonlyaminuteortwolonger.Maryandherboyfriendleftthebarafewminuteslater,andIleftshortlyafterfinishinganotherdrink.

Myfriendwhohaddrivenmethereleftmuchearlier,shortlyafterIhadseenthatMarywasthere.ItoldhimIdefinitelyhadtostaytocatchupwithher,andheleftsomewhatangrily.Damontoldmehe'dcallmeacab,oneofhisfriend'sfrom'work.'Theguycamequickly,andaftertellinghimwhereIwasgoing,about40minutesaway,Idriftedtosleepinthebackseat.

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Thisisthefirstinaseries,fortheTableofContents:Silence&Betrayal

AfteramuchmoredarkandtryingexperienceinNovemberandearlyDecemberof2010,IreceivedwhatInowconsideragiftfromtheIlluminati.Iwasprivilegedenoughtoreceivetheleadroleinmyveryowncustomtailoredsciencefictionadventure..althoughatthetimeIdidn'tknowitwasfiction.Mylifehadbeenturnedupsidedown,IwasunabletoworkatmynormalandsimplejobdoingITworkfor..myself,anditsureseemedliketheshadowswereenvelopingme.

BeforeIcontinue,Ihavetointroduceyoutotwomoremindcontrol"symptoms."First,thealert.Thisiswhenyoursightorhearingisfocusedonsomethingspecific,mostlyunknowntoyou,toensurethatyouwillwitnessit,it'skindoflikeaspotlightbeingputonsomethinggoingonaroundyou,andit'sveryprevalentinstreettheater,thoughmostpeopledon'trecognizethatitshappening.It'sbasicallyforcingyoutoturnyourheadandlookataspecific"actor"(withoutyouknowing),andensuringthatyouhearwhattheyaresaying,regardlessofhowfarawayfromthemyouare.Itisalsousedtoreinforcememoryretention,andIhaveasignificantnumberofmemoriesfromthistimethatnormallywouldprobablyhavefallenintotheabyss.ThesecondiswhatIcallrealityshifting,anditamountstoa"subtle"changeinyouroutlook,anditisprettymuchthesubjectofhefollowingstory.

Fortheremainderofthisstory,andallsubsequentpostsinthisseries,myinnerdialoguewillbe_italicized._Isaydialogueinlieuofmonologueforareason,anditisonethatIwouldnotfullyunderstandformonthsaftertheseeventsoccurred,sufficeittosay,whenyouareavictimofOSEH,itbecomesclearthatyourthoughtsarenotalwaysyourown.

ENTERSTAGELEFT:TrumanShowSyndrome

MygirlfriendandIhadseparated,neitherofuswantingtostayinourformerapartment,nottheleastofwhichbecauseofthestrangenoiseswehadbeenhearingthere..knocksonthewalls,peoplescurryingbackandforthatallhoursofthenight,strangechimes...butmoresobecausewebothhadsuspectedthatduringourlastvisittoherfamilies,someonehadsecretlyinstalledvideosurveillanceequipmenthiddeninsideourelectronicequipment.ThingshadbeenverystrangesinceourtriptoOrlandoforThanksgiving,andwhilewehadtriedtostaytogetherinhotelsbackinLauderdale,Ifeltitwasbetterweseparateincasethepeoplethatwerefollowinguswereonlytryingtogettome.Shestayedwithafriendforafewnights,andIhaddecidedtosavemoneybystayingwithmyparents...italsofeltmuchsaferthere,asitwasimpossibleforthearmyofperfectstrangerstoharassmewhenIwassafelyinsideaprivateresidence...orsoIthought.

Iwasgettingreadyforbed,turnedthetelevisionandthelightsoff,openedmylaptopandlaiddownonthebed.Ihadfrequentedasitecalledmyfreecams.comforafewyearspriortothis,andwentthereoutofsheerboredom.Thiswasapornographicwebcamsite,andaftertodayitwouldbecomecentraltothissub-story.Slowlyclickingthroughmyfavoritelistofabout20people,IfoundsomeonethatIhadenjoyedtalkingto.Wewereaboutthesameage,andhadtalkedinthepast,mostlyabouttrivialthings,butsometimesaboutpastjobsandrelationships.Isaidhello,andshetookaverylongtimetoreply,muchlongerthanusual.Watchingheronthecamera,itappearedthatshewasreadingalongmessageonhercomputerscreen,andgiventheamountoftimeitwastakingitcouldnothavebeenfromme.Iwatchedhereyesmovebackandforth,slowlygettingwiderasshenearedtheconclusionofthemessage.Iwasalmostreadytoleave,alittlepissedatbeingignoredbysomeonethatIhadspokentofrequently.

"Adam,there'ssomethingIhavetotellyou,"shesaidverbally,whichwasverynon-normalforher,aswenormallycommunicatedininstantmessages,sincetherewereatleasttwohundredotherpeopleintheroom.Thisstartledme,asIhadneverheardhersaymynameoutloudbefore,andIlookedaroundtomakesuretherewasnobodyelseinthevicinityofmyroom.Afterconfirmingthis,Ispokealoud"oh,God,whatnow?"fornoapparentreason,asIwasusuallysilent."YouareonTV."

Shereallyneedstostopsmokingthatstuff._Immediatelyafterfinishingthethought,hercameradisconnectedandshesignedoffline,thishappenedsometimes,asthewebsitewassomewhatamateurishinitsprogramming,lookingaboutagenerationofHTMLcodebehindthetopofthelinewebsites._ThisisallIneed,anothercrazypersontellingmestrangestories.Mythoughtstrailedoff,andIrememberedthelongmessageshewasreadingpriortotalkingtome,itdawnedonmethatperhapsthepeoplethathadbeenfollowingusaroundhadsomehowfiguredoutwhatwebsitesIwentto,andthat

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theyweretryingtofreakmeouthere,whereIthoughtIwassafe.Iwentoutsidetosmokeacigarette,andthesinglestrangestthingthateverhappenedtomeoccurred.

IreceivedwhatInowknowisanalert,andwhilesmokinglookedupatthenightsky,andnoticedwhatIbelievedtobeVenusgrowingintenselybrighter.Istaredatitforatleast20secondsandthenrealizedthatitappearedtobecomingclosertome,andmovingslightly,asifitwasmakinganapproach.Anairplane.Andthenithappened.The"airplane"beganmovingmuchfaster,andchangingitsorientationatverysteepangles,sometimes45degrees,sometimesasmuchas180.Itwouldhavecrushedthepilotwithg-forceatthespeedsIwaswitnessing,andIwasfilledwithawe...Iwas,forthefirsttimeinmylife,witnessinganactualUnidentifiedFlyingObject.Thiscontinuedforatleastanother45seconds,asIlookedupwithoutmoving,myjawgapingwideindisbelief.Myinnerdialoguecontinued,asthestrangeeventsofthelastmonthhadtakenaneveneerierturn,andsomehowwerebeginningtomakemoresense.Whatdoyouwantwithme?Please,landandtalktome,I'vewaitedmyentirelifeforthis.Itvanishedalmostasquicklyasithadbegundescending,andVenuswasbackinitsrightfulplaceintheNorthernsky.Idismissedtheentireevent,forwhatappearstobenoreasonatall,inwhatInowdescribeasamindcontrolledcascadeofrealityshifting,_almostasifthethoughtsIhadbeenhavingwereinvalidated,slowlyandnoticeablycomparedtotheironset.._justanairplane..eventhoughwhatIhadwitnessedwasmostcertainlynot.Ifinishedmycigaretteandwentbacktomyroom.

Enteringmyroom,Isawthebedwasstillilluminatedwiththeglowofthelaptopscreen,andsomehowmytelevisionhadturnedon.Ididn'treallytakemuchnoteofit,andlaidbackdownonthebedtoseeifmyfriendhadsignedbackon.OncelayingdownIwasagainalertedtothetelevision,andsawthattheshowAncientAlienswason.ThisisatelevisionseriesthatseemstobebasedontheideasofChariotsoftheGodsbyErikVonDanniken,it'saboutaliensinfluencinghumansocietyandreligionsincepre-history.Ihadneverseenthetelevisionshowbefore,andrarelywatchedtheHistorychannel,sothefactthatitwasonmytelevisionscreenwasprobablymuchodderthanInoticedatthetime.Mysixthgradehistoryteacher,however,hadrecommendedChariotsoftheGodstous,andIhadalwaysfounditfascinating,wonderinghowsuchanobvioustheorywasnotmoremainstreamthroughoutmyyouth.

Thealertmovedtothebottomofthescreen,andIreadthetaglinefortheshow.Nowyouknow.

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