ASPILI, Alleli A.BSBAMM2A

MY REFLECTION(Agnes of God)

God isn’t real; he is just inside the mind of people - that’s what I really believe in. I really don’t believe in him because I suppose that he usually hurts me, in terms of what is happening in my life. At those times I feel empty and alone, instead of talking to him decently, I usually blame him and treat him not as a God. After watching the play, I have seen the images of science, or not believing and having faith in God. I could relate and compare myself to Martha. She is the woman who doesn’t believe in God, ever since she was six. I am really same as her character. I don’t believe God. I think I might be able to do that if I die, yet that feeling is really what I felt at first, and after I have watched the play, too many thoughts came in.

I was so intimidated by how Agnes practiced her faith. Her faith is very strong. I wish I was her, even though she had killed her baby. Her innocence made every thing wrong and I was so touched by how she explains her faith and what she believes.

I learned that not all people have the same beliefs. There are special ones and there are those who are simple. But everyone is unique. In this society, it is important to accept what others believe in.

As for now, I still believe what I believe, yet I have accepted how the world of people’s faith revolves around me and to other people like me.