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CONDEMNED BOY

BY

MR. HEARTBREAKER 999

1

INTRODUCTION

This is my personal army of furious black doves

infecting every alive cell of your disturbed brain.

This are shots and bullshit the ancient map of Arcadia, my favorite inexistent place

the rotten gift that I give you previous pay in advance.

2

HERETIC LOVE

God of destruction cover up my neck with her black hair

like a beauty slipknot I wanna die tonight close to her chest.

3

LOVE OVERDOSE

It was always you. My favorite rosebush

the broken dish not paid the unresolved doubt the muse that profane

all the withered autumns I wasted drinking wine

but I never was me.

4

SKIRTS&SCARS

Last night I bled one raged storm of black dhalias in the pink coffin that you rented to purge one of one

all nightmare nights of this cruel winter.

5

NUMB DUMB

Deceased in desert I’m bleeding behind

of your miracle shadow. I’m praying like a fool a prayer to stay numb a cursed spell of us

the last time I saw light.

The frontier is overrated is only bone and cristal

one hole of betrayed hate but you still searching throught it if you’ll

find the first flame of human love off so long.

6

¡?¡

Sorry I can’t express yet how I loved you in three bad verses, I guess that sounds more easy speak it when I stay high

in front of a mirror looking face to face the man I never was.

For now I left you one nice farewell written in the back

of a motel visit card maybe I’ld find words in an uncertain future, or perhaps not an these

words are the last attempt who knows? But please

don’t wait awake for me the fairly tale is over.

Only one thing is sure I’m floating between answers and bourbon one more night like always I used to do. Devil bless the time wasted conquering every pore of your silked sinner skin.

7

LAZY

Crying in the wood like one lost crybaby I wait the next taxi to scape from hell.

I keep chill and quiet listening the slow chirp

of the time passing in my new steel clock damaged by Chronos.

8

SHABBY

Erase your face on my mind now it’s sych a terrible stuff taking form between skin and broken skull bone.

Delete your look

of my heavy eyelids it’s like and acid rain

burning the unseen ghost that usually

hid behind my pupils.

9

ANTICHRIST

Unrest in the suburbs any known place is safe

until the last bomb explodes that slaughter all hope.

It’s no use trying to escape

we are spiders weaving eternal hipogea of silk

to dismiss a painful death.

I wish that the cockroaches learn to love without rancor forgive all useless reproaches

and don’t use nuclear weapons.

10

EGO🖤YOU

You’re ink on my skin blood throught my veins salt in all my wounds

sugar bomb for diabetics candle in my blindness

the darkness of my alley. You’re one with me but

you’re no one without me.

11

TWELVE FEET UNDER

I just can’t make it blow the regret forgets to be forgotten in the past. One more night I write another bitter lie cover by sweet and painful

killed unborn promises like our silly deadly love

resting in peace on an ugly abandoned gothic grave.

12

ROUTE 66

I’m looking at the roadway Waiting an unusual miracle

maybe the new coming of an unfair kind God or perhaps and advice about the worst part

of smoking for health. Who knows? I’m stunned

enjoying this heavy silence while I check my old pone and delete all your not

incoming calls from memory.

13

TRAINSPOETRY

No Anyone can’t be saved

In this awful city of sin red like your bitter lips

bleeding in strangers mouths. No one deserves to stay here looking silent at the mirror waiting to die like a fool tangled up in real love more higher that heroine but I’m not sure at all. I’m just a cursed toy your favorite reason

to fade away the destiny Yes.