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weyeg fmakafka ke;sj fjkia fjkak mgka .kakjd' ta ú;rla fkfjhs' ta ksid n,k ;eke;a;;a fjkia fjkjd' n,kak l,ska ysáh ;eke;a;d fkfjhs u, Èyd n,df.k bkak úg bkafk' thd fjkia fj,d' ñ;%jreks" th ;uhs m

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fyd|hs fuh fyd|hs lshd hula .%yKh lrf.k Wmdodk lrf.k fï .uk kej;sh yelshs' ta ksid fï fome;a;u n,kak' wksla w;ska NdjkdfjÈ Yío tkjg leu;s keye' ys;kjd fï Yío .eàula' fuh lrorhla' ta ksid ksy~;djhg wef,k w;r Yíoj,g .efgkjd' Yíoj,g m%;sl%shd lrkjd' wlue;s fjkjd' fï folu wvqlr .; hq;=hs'

ta i|yd ;sfhk fyd|u l%uh ;uhs fï ;sfhk ksy~;djh y÷kd.ekSu' ta ksy~;djh f;areï .ekSu' ta ksy~;djh ksid uki;a ksy~ lr.ekSu' ta ;=

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.kakjd' mßirh;a ikaiqka' bßhõj;a ikaiqka' bßhõjg wjOdkh fhduq lr bßhõfõ fõokd fyda wmyiq;d ;sfhkjd kï ßfokjd kï tajd yod.kakjd' fõokdfjkau Ndjkdj mgka.kak tmd' tfyu Ndjkd lrkak neyefk' ta ksid myiqfjka bßhõj yod.kak' kej;;a bßhõj fj; wjOdkh fhduqlr wmg mq¿jka ysia uq÷fka isg mdodka;h f;lau mÍCIdlr n,kak' wmyiqjla ;sfhkjo@ fï bkak úÈy lrorhla o YÍrhg ysßyerhla o bkak mq¿jka o fï úÈyg ;j meh nd.hla@ tfia úuid wmyiq kï myiq f,ig bßhõj yod.kak' w;rueo§ weUfrkjg" oÕ,kjg jeäh wdrïNfha§ u ta .ek ie,ls,su;a ù bßhõj yod.ekSu fjkia lr.ekSu fyd|hs'

ndysr ixfõokd y÷kd.kak

fuf,i bßhõj .ek" lh .ek wjOdkfhka isák úg r¿ foaj,a oefkkjd' fï lh fmd

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wjOdkfhka bkakjd' tfia ndysr jYfhka oefkk foa .ek wjOdkfhka bkak úg wNHka;r jYfhka isoaO fjk foa oek.kak Woõjla fjkjd' tla jrgu wNHka;rhg hkak wmyiqhs'

uq,ska fï ndysrh .ek wjOdkfhka isàfuka wjOdkh ishqï ù iam¾Yhka ̂ uq,ska oefkkafka iam¾Yhka& iy l%shdldÍ;ajhka oefkkak mgka .kakjd' iam¾Yfhka k;r fjkafka keye' iam¾Yfhka mgkaf.k ixfõokdj,ska mgkaf.k YÍrfha isÿ fjk foa oefkkakg mgka .kakjd' fï YÍrh lshkafka uyd l¾udka; Yd,djla jf.a fka' fuys fldmuK foa isÿ fjkjo@ ta iEu fohlau ke;;a" iaj,amhla fyda oefkkak mgka.kakjd' iam¾Y iy ixfõokdj,ska l%shdldÍ;ajhg hkjd' wkak l%shdldÍ;ajhka w;r jeo.;au l%shdldß;ajhla ;uhs wdYajdi m%Yajdih' yqiau .ekSu msglsÍu lshk l%shdldÍ;ajh' yqiau fydhd .kak yÈiais fjkak tmd'

fndfyda fofkl= wdkdmdki;sh mqreÿ lrk úg" jdä jQ ieKskau yqiau fydhkjd' tfyu wmyiqhs' t;kg tk;=re fyñysg hkak' bkak mßirh .ek" ksy~;djh .ek" Yío .ek" tajdg ;sfhk we,Sï .eàï y÷kdf.k tajd w;yßñka B

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mgka .kakjd' b;ska ta i|yd fldmuK fõ,djla hhso lshkak neye" fldmuK .sh;a lula keye' tf;la bkak' ;ukag yqiau iajNdjfhkau oefkkf;la ksre;aidyfhka wdYajdi m%Yajdi oefkk f;la wr YÍrh .ek YÍrfha isoaO fjk foa YÍrhg oefkk foa .ek wjOdkfhka bkak'

tfia wjOdkfhka isák úg hï fudfyd;l ;ukaf.a YÍrh yqiau .kak msglrk nj oefkkak mgka .kakjd' ta nj ±k.kafka ke;=j flfiaj;a wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj lrkak neye' wksjd¾hfhka u iajNdúlj oefkkakg ´k' tu ksid tfia isàu mdvqjla fkfjhs' ld,h ld oeóula fkfjhs' t;k isysfhka bkakjd' wjOdkfhka bkakjd' uOHia:j WfmaCIdfjka bkakjd' tfia isàu ;=< yqiau oefkkafka ke;;a wfma isysh ÈhqKq fjkjd' wjOdkh ÈhqKq fjkjd' WfmaCIdj ÈhqKq fjkjd' tfia wjOdkfhka" isysfhka" WfmaCIdfjka isák úg wkak b;du ishqïj oefkkak mgka.kakjd fï YÍrh yqiau .kakjd" yqiau msglrkjd' ta oekSu mokï lrf.khs bka tydg wdkdmdki;sh jvkakg ´kE'

lsishï ÿrlg fï ldhsl bßhõj flfrys ;sfhk wjOdkh ksid ksy~ jQ ukiska ikaiqka jQ ukiska Ydka; jQ ukiska hq;=j wms fï Ndjkdj wjidk lruq' W;aidy .ksuq f.or§" úfõl fj,djl fï lshQ iy weiQ úia;rj,g wkqj ta lshQ ldrKd fldf;la ÿrg w;aolskak mq¿jka o lshd m¾fhaIKh lrkak' ta m¾fhaIKh ;=

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f.!rjkSh iajdóka jykai" l

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uqo,a miqmi ¨yq ne£u kj;ajkak" f.a ye§u .ek ys;kak tmd' yqfol,d ;eklg hkak' md¿ ;eklg hkak' m,la ne|f.k ìu jdäfjkak' fldkao fl

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tn÷ wNHdihlska flfiao mqoa., ukila ÈhqKq fjkafka@ ixj¾Okh fjkafka@ th f;afrkafka keye' ;¾lhg fldfydu;a wyqfjkafka keye' ;¾ldkql+,j Tmamq l< yels fohla fkfjhs' ta ú;rla fkfjhs" Ndjkdjg fj,dj fydhd.kafka fldfyduo@ wr l,nf,a ueoafoa fl

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Ôú;h l=ulgo@

l

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th uyd wmrdOhla' /lshdj fkfjhs Ôú;h lshkafka' újdyh fkfjhs Ôú;h lshkafka' iudc fiajh fkdfjhs Tfí uq¿ Ôú;hu' tajd w;HjYHhss Ôj;afjkak' we;a; ta .ek jdohla" újdohla fyda fojeks jpkhla keye l

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flfkl=f.a uki ilia lrkjd' wr fN!;sl f,dalfhka wOHd;añl ÈYdjlg yefrkakg'

whs;slr.;a foa wfmka .s,sfyhs

wkd;au ix{dj;a ta jf.a' ;ukaf.a lshd is;df.k whs;s lrf.k ;sfhk foaj,a tajd .eUqßka n,k úg ;ukagu wjYH úÈyg md,kh lrkak neye' whs;sh yqÿ is;sú,a,la muKhs' ta is;sú,af,ka tydg f.dia we;a;gu whs;sh lshkafka l=ulao@ whs;sjdislu lshkafk fudllao lshd .eUqßka n,kúg fmfkk fohla keye' yqÿ is;=ú,a,la" u;=msg is;=ú,a,la muKhs' wmg f,dalhgu whs;sjdislï lshkak mq¿jka' fï YÍrfhka mgkaf.k bka tydg weyeg fmfkk yeu foalgu wmg whs;sjdislï lshkak mq¿jka' mqoa.,hskag" i;a;=kag" hka;%j,g" f.dvkeÕs,sj,g" .fvd,a f.dvj,aj,g" kQ,a fmdgj,aj,g" uyd fïrej olajdu whs;sjdislï lshkak mq¿jka' ldf.kaj;a ndOdjla keye' ys;kak mq¿jka fï ish,a,u ;ukaf.a lshd' kuq;a l

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mßÈu ;ukaj i;=gg m;a lrk wdldrhg b¢hs lshd iy;slhla" l

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m;afjkjd' ta is;sú,a, ksid ;uka fukak fï whf.a whs;sldrhd lshd wm Tmamq ,shd.kakjd' mqoa.,hskag Tmamq ,shkjd' i;=kag Tmamq ,shkjd' hdk jdykj,g wm Tmamq ,shkjd" ksYap, foam,j,g Tmamq ,shkjd" mdúÉÑ lrk yeu mekai,lgu mEklgu w¢k yeu we÷ulgu wm Tmamqjla ys;ska ,shd .kakjd' fld

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tfyu kï fï ldrKh we;a;' whs;slreg f,dalhu ;nd" whs;slrej;a whs;s ke;skï" ug ud;a ke;skï" ;ukag ;ukq;a ke;skï" tfykï ljqo msysg fjkafka@ l=ulao msysg fjkafk@ ljqo .e,ùug tkafka@ l=ulao ud msysg fldg ;nd.kafka@

l

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ú;rlau fjkak neye Ôú;h lshkafka' tfyu kï uki" ta uki ,iaik lr.kak" ta uki mssßisÿ lr.kak" ta uki ksfrda.S lr.kak" ta uki Yla;su;a lr.kak wkak wjYH;djhla we;sfjkjd'

wmf.a wdl,am fjkia úh hq;=h

tu wdOHd;añl wjYH;djh we;s jQ miq l

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yefokakg ´k' ta ksid Ndjkdjlg l,ska udkisl mßirh ilia lr .; hq;=hs' nqÿyduqÿrejka jykafia lsisfjl=g uq,skau Ndjkdj lrkak lshd keye ilia ùula ke;=j'

nqÿyduqÿrejka jykafia uqK .efykak wd lsis flfkl=g Ndjkdj uq,ska lshd § keye' wd .sh f;dr;=re l;d l

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fmdf

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lrkafka' wfma yduqÿrejkaf.a wjYH;djhla bIaG lrkakg fkfjhs" .=rejrfhl=f.a wjYH;djhla bIaG lrkakg fkfjhs' Ôú; wjYH;djhla' wdOHd;añl wjYH;djhla bIaG lrkakg' ljqrekaj;a i;=gq lrkak fkfjhs' ldgj;a fmkajkak fkfjhs' Ndjkd lfdaId muKhs'

tf;la udrhd Tng mjikjd wdrKHhlg" le,hlg .sh ojil ;uhs Ndjkd lrkak mq¿jka' Tn isák ;ek Ndjkd lrkak neye' ta udrhdf.a nyg wjk; ù ndf.g ld,g Ndjkdfõ jákdlu ÿgq is;a Ndjkdj l,a oukjd' ta u;=msg weoySulska" Nla;shlska muKla Ndjkdj ms

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fjkafka yqiau ;sfhk ;=refka' yqiau ke;skï Th lsisu fohl jákdlula kEfka' ta jf.a l

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u;la fjkjd' we÷u u;la fjkjd' lEu u;la fjkjd' ta .ek u;la fjk u;la fjk fj,dfj ys;g lshd fokakg ´k zz´jd fkfjhs jeo.;a fjkafka fï fj,dfõ" thg jvd jákd foalghs fï W;aidy lrkafkaZZ tfia iEu is;sú,a,la mdidu ta is;sú,af,a ;sfnk ksiaidr;ajh ±lsh hq;=hs' ta ksiaidr;ajh ÿgqúg muKhs is;sú,s w; wßkak mq¿jka' tajd jákafka keye lshd jegyqfKd;a muKhs wmg is;sú,s w; wßkak mq¿jka' tajd jákjd lshd ys;=fKd;a l

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fjkjd' bkamiq ta is;sú,a,g mq¿jka Tnj yiqrejkak' Tng Tnju wu;l lrjkak' l=ulg o jdä jQfha u;l keye oeka' is;sú,s iEfyk ÿrla Tnj weof.k hkjd' yßhg fn,af,a ,Kqjla ne| odihl= weof.k hkjd fia' B

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olskak' ta .ek ys;=jd lshd fjk hym;la keye' ,efnk iqN M,hla keye' wiqN úÈyg olskak' lrorhlauhs fjkafka tk tk is;sú,s .ek ys;kak .sfhd;a' wd§kj ix{dj jvkak' túg myiqhs" f,aishs" m%ySk lrkak' w;a yer odkak f,aishs' mydk ix{d' thska ñfokak W;aidy lrkak mq¿jka' tk tk is;sú,s .ek is;Su w;yeßh úg ;sfhk iqjh" ta tk tk is;sú,s;a iu. Èùu k;r l< úg we;ss iqjh fldmuKo lshd fufkys lrkak' úrd. ix{d" ksfrdaO ix{d' tfiau tk tk is;sú,a, w,a,f.k l,amkd f,dalhla f.dvkeÕSu flfrys ,eÊcd fjkak' ziín ixLdf¾iq wksÉp i[a[djZ jvkak' Th fudkjd u;la jqj;a" fudkjd weyqK;a wm tajd w,a,f.k yod.kakjd f,dalhla' f.dvkÕd .kakjd l,ams;hla' th ys;ska lrk fohla fka' wyia ud

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iem fmrg jvd ;shqKq f,i ,nd.kafka lshk ie,iqï n,dfmdfrd;a;= yod.ekSu' ta l,amkdfõ ÿjkak ;uhs ys; mqreÿ fj,d ;sfhkafka' i;=gla w,a,f.k u;lfhka ú¢ñka" ;j bÈßhg ta i;=g yenEjg ú¢kafka fldfyduo lshd l,amkd lrkjd' ie,iqï yokjd' i;=gg wm mqÿu úÈyg we,S bkafka'

i;=gqùïj, ksudjla ke;

wm olsk i;=gla ;sfhkjd kï f,dalfha ld î kgd ta i;=gg .scqù .e;sùhs bkafka' tn÷ .e;sjqKq .scq jqKq ukilg" thska .e,ù .e;s fkdjqKq Ndjkdjlg keUqre fjkak wudrehs' ta ksid i;=g f.fkk foa ms

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Ndjkdj

Th wefyk Yíofha ;sfhk jeo.;alu l=ulao@ lrorhla lshd ysf;k ;rugj;a tafla jeo.;alula ;sfhkjo@ lrorhs lshk jákdlu fok ieu úgu Th wefyk yeu Yíohlgu Tn fokjd Yla;shla Tng ndOd lrkakg' Tfya weyqKdfõ '''

foaj,a yd mqoa.,hka u;la fjkak mq¿jka' kuq;a ta kslïu kslï is;=ú,a,lafk' ;j fudfyd;lska Th ish,a, wu;l fj,d hhs" w¨;a is;=ú,a,la wdjyu' fudfyd;l meje;aula ;sfhk fudfyd;ska wu;l fj,d hk Th is;sú,s w,a,f.k l=ulgo meh .Kka .õ .Kka ÿjkafka'''@

oyil=;a tlla Yío ueo" tk hk oyil=;a tlla is;sú,s w;r Tng .eUqßkau oefkhs Tn wdYajdi lrk nj iy m%Yajdi lrk nj'''

fï wdkdmdki;s iudêh l

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mxp kSjrK

ndOd fkdlrkq

wmg fndfyda úg wykak ,efnk ldrKhla ;uhs zzNdjkd lrkak neye" yßhg ndOd ;sfhkjdZZ iuyreka fpdaokd lrkjd Ndjkdjg meñKs úg udrhd ndOd lrkjd' fkdis;+ jev fhfokjd" wkfmaCIs; .uka fhfokjd" wikSm fjkjd" Ndjkdj mgka .kak hk úgu jev jeä fjkjd" riaidfõ m%Yak tkjd' fndfyda fofkl= is;kjd udrhd lrk fohla lshd' iuyr úg tn÷ udrfhla bkak;a mq¿jka' udrhd Ndjkd lrk whg iïndOl" wd¾Ól iïndOl" fi!LH iïndOl mkjkak;a mq¿jka' th wm yßhgu okafka keye' kuq;a ta ndOl mefkõj;a l

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Ôúf;ag ndOd we;s lr.kafka' fjk ljqre;a fkfjhs" msáka bkak whg lrkak mq¿jka foaj,a ;sfhkjd' yÈ yQkshï lrhs' jia lú lshhs" fm;aiï .yhs" nKshs' yenehs tajd

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keye' yßhg fyjKe,af,ka fífrkak ÿjkjd jf.a' fldmuK fõ.fhka Èõj;a fyjKe,af,ka fífrkak neyefka flfkl=g' Ndjkdj hkq m,d f.dia ch .ekSsula fkdfjhs' wjfndaO lr.ekSula' wjfndaO lrf.k" ;uka ;ukagu ndOdjla fkdù isàu' Ndjkdfjka ,efnk f,dl=u m%;sM,h ;uhs" iduh' wNHka;r CIdka;sh'

iduh" mqoa., ukil" mqoa., ika;dkhl we;sfjk m%ikak w;aoelSula' ;ukag ;uka iu.u .egqula keye' m%Yakhla keye' flfkl=g wd¾Ól m%Yak ;sfhkak mq¿jka' iudc m%Yak ;sfhkak mq¿jka' fi!LH m%Yak;a ;sfhkak mq¿jka' yenehs ldgyß lshkak mq¿jka kï ;ukag ;uka iu. m%Yakhla keye' .egqula keye' ;uka ;ukaf.u y;=frl= fyda úreoaOjdÈfhl= fyda fkdfjhs' ;uka ;=< ;uka flfrys we;af;a mQ¾K tlÕ;djhla' ziïud iudêhZ lshkafka thghs' iudêh lshk jpfk w¾: olajkak mq¿jka" mQ¾K tlÕ;dj f,iska' tlÕ;dj lshkafka tlÕfjk njfka' oyfofkl= tlÕ fjkjd zzwms fï foa lruq' wo fudkjo WhkafkaZZ b;ska f.or bkak iefjdu tlÕ fjkjd' wms wo n;a Whuq' tlÕ fjkjd lshkafka m%;súfrdaOhla keye lshk tlhs'

ljqre;a lshkafka keye" zzkE kE n;a fkfuhs" wo mdka luqZZ" tfyu lsõjyu t;k tlÕ;djhla keyefk' t;k ;sfhkafka .egqula" úreoaOjd§ njla" túg t;k iduh keye' iudêh keye' iduh yd iudêh ;=< we;af;a mQ¾K tlÕ;djhla' u;= msáka muKla fkdfjhs wNHka;rfhkau yoj; m;=f,ka u tlÕùula' tn÷ tlÕùula f.orl we;akï fldmuK iduhla o" fldmuK iudêhla o ta f.or ;sfhkafka' iudchl" rgl ;sfhkj kï tn÷ jQ tlÕ;djhla tn÷ jQ ixys¢hdjla tn÷ jQ iudêhla fldmuK ,iaiko@

mxp kSjrK

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tmuK ÿr hkak l,ska l

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fï ldrKh meyeÈ,sj wjfndaO lrf.k wm Ndjkdjg keUqre úh hq;=hs' fjk fldfykaj;a ndOd tkafka keye' jev jeäfjkak mq¿jka' Ndjkdj mgka.;a; fj,dfõ isg wjidk jkf;la ljqreka fyda lE.ykak mq¿jka' ta ish,a, isÿfjhs' kuq;a tajd ndOd lr.kafka ljqo@ wkak th ;uhs jeo.;a ldrKh' wm mqreÿ fjkakg ´kE fï wNHka;rfhka tk ndOd w÷kd.kak;a" ;uka ;ukag ndOdjla lr.kafka ke;=j bkak;a'

t;ekÈ ;uhs Th kSjrK .ek l;d lrkafka' kSjrK lshkafka" ;uka ;ukagu ndOd lr.kakd wdldr myla' ta ksihs wdjrK lshkafka' kSjrK lshkafka' ;ukaf.u uÕ wyqrjkjd' kSjrK lshkafka mdr jid oukjd' ljqo fï mdr jykafka@ ;ukauhs' fjk ljqrej;a Tfí úuqla;s uÕ jykafka keye' ldgj;a neye Tfí ysf;a kSjrKhla we;s lrkak' tn÷ iuf;l= fyda c.f;l= fldfyaj;a keye' ;ukauhs lr.kafka' Tnuhs Tfí kSjrKh njg m;afjkafka' mxp kSjrK lshkafka ;uka ;ukag ndOd lr.kak úê myla" mia wdldrhlska ndOd lr.kakjd' wm kSjrK .ek l;djg fufia wj;S¾K fjuq' fï wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdfõ§ úfõlS ;eklg hkak" úfõlS fj,djla fydhd.kak" yqfol,d ;ekla" yqfol,d fõ,djla fydhdf.k" myiq bßhõjl fyd|g Wvqlh iDcqj ;shdf.k jdäfjkak' wms ys;uq wmg iïmQ¾Kfhka ksYaYío ;ekla ,enqKd' tfiau iEfyk fj,djla tla bßhõjl bkak mq¿jkalu;a ,enqKd' mqgqjl fyda m¾hxlhl yß jdäù bkak;a mq¿jka' ndysßka ljqre;a lE.ykafka fyda weú;a wefÕa yemafmkafka keye'

ta ndysßka tk ndOd folla iEfyk ÿrg uÕyer .ekSughs mßirh yd bßhõj ks¾foaY lr we;af;a' zwr[a[.f;da jd relaLuQ,.f;da jd iq[a[d.dr.f;da jd

mxp kSjrK

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ksiSo;S m,a,Xlx wdN=ð;ajd Wcqx ldhx mKsOdhZ kuq;a tfia isáhd lshd m%Yakh úif|kafka kEfka' n,kak" ksy~ ;eklg hkak" ys; ÿjkjd jeähsfka' ksYap,j bkak n,kak ldhslj' mqÿu foaj,afk u;la fjkafka' fïjd fu;=jla l,a isf;a ;snqKd o lshdj;aa wm okafka kEfka' ld¾h nyq, ksid foaj,a u;la ùu wvq fjkjd'

ukfia isÿjk fonia

ÿjkúg" l;d lrk úg" rEmjdysksh fyda fmd;a m;a n,k úg is;sú,s ys;g tkafka wvqfjka' uy f>daIdjla ueoafoa bkak' túg wm Ndjkd lrk fj,djl fyda yqfol,dj bkak fj,djl u;lafjk foaj,a u;la fjkafka keye' fï ndysr mßirh ksy~ fjkak ksy~ fjkak ukfia f>daIdj jeäfjkjd' ulaksido ta wvqj mqrjkjd ys;' ys;g mqreÿ keye ksy~;dj' is;g f>daId ke;snj wvqjla' ta wvqj ys; mqrjkak n,kjd" wr udkisl f>daIdfjka' ljqre;a l;d lrkak ke;skï ys; ;kshu l;d lrkjd' n,kak ysf;a l;djg weyqïlka §' yßhg ;j flfkl= yd l;d lrkjd jf.afka' fonila ysf;a mj;skjd' ys;g ;kshu l;d lrkak neyefka' wid isák flfkl=;a fodvjk flfkl=;a" tfiau m%Yak wyk flfkl=;a ms

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jeiafika fífrkak neyeZZ Th úÈyg Th ixjdoh È.g hkjfka' m%Yak wykakg yd ms

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uÕyßkakg lrk udhï iy ;ukau uq,dfõ ouk yeá' ljqre yß bkakjd lshd ys;df.k fodvu¿ fjkjd' ys;ska l;d lrkak mgka .kakjd' fïjd ;uhs ndOd" fïjd ;uhs kSjrKh lshkafka' tfia udkisl jHdl+,;ajhg uq,ajk fya;=' ;ukau ;ukaf.

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ys;kak leu;shs" olskak leu;shs" l;d lrkak leu;shs' tn÷ m%shukdm wfhl= u;la jQ ieKska ta úkaokh È.gu ,efíú' leue;a; u;=fjkjd' ta mqoa.,hd ys; ;=

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keye' wm lshkjd wyj,a flkd u;la fjkjd" yeu fjf,a u Ndjkd lrkak .shyu

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jqKdg lula keye' tajd úkaokh lrkak hkak tmd' weiqKdg lula keye' tajdhska ridiajdohla ú¢kak hkak tmd' th w;yßkak' weiSu fkdj bka úfkdaohla ,eîu kj;a;kak' úfkdaohla ,eîfï leue;a;ghs lduÉPkaoh lshkafka' ta ndOdj y÷kdf.k úfkdao ùfï woyi w;a yßkak' fufia yqol,d ;ekl Wvqlh Rcqj ;ndf.k jdä jqfKa fudkjd yß ys;ñka úfkdao fjkak fkfjhs' fudkj yß wiñka úfkdao fjkak fkfjhs' úfkdao ùfï wdYdj w; yßkak' tlS lduÉPkaoh u;=jk úg y÷kf.k w;yßkak' tfia wmgu ndOd lr.kafka ke;skï uki ta ndOdfjka ksoyia fjkjd' tla;eka fjkjd'

jHdmdoh

wmg ks;ru wßhdÿ lrk flfkl=" ke;skï olskak;a wleue;s wykak;a wleue;s flfkl= u;la fjkjd' wo Bfh m%Yakhla fkdfjhs' iuyr úg wjqreÿ .Kklg tyd ;snQ wdrjq,lg iïnkaO flfkl= u;la fjkjd' wm leu;s keye u;la fjkjg' lgq wefkkjd jf.hs tu u;la ùu' wm ta wh flfrys wleue;af;ka ys;kjd" úfrdaOfhka ys;kjd" i;=re wdl,amfhka ys;kjd' ys;kak ys;kak tu is;sú,af,a mg,efjkjd" yßhg lgq w;a;l mg,ejqKd fia'

wm È.ska È.gu is;ñka hkjd' wr u;la jQ mqoa.,hd ms

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foag" úreoaO fjñka tajd yd .efgñka" kqreiaiñka" wukdmfhka wm wmgu ndOd lr.kakjd' t;k§;a wm ys;kjd fï ñksyd u;la jQ ksihs is; tlÕ fkdfjkafka' keye ta ksid fkdfjhs' th is;sú,a,la' is;sú,a,la nj y÷kdf.k" ta is;sú,a,g we;ss wleue;a; w;yßkak' th flfrys olajk wukdmh w;yßkak' th iu. .eàu kj;a;kak' ta wm%dKsl jQ is;sú,a, m%dKj;a i;=frl= lrkakg tmd jHdmdofhka' is;sú,a, is;sú,a,la úÈyg olskak' wleue;a; bj;a lrkak' túg jHdmdofhka isÿjk ndOdjkaf.ka ch.kak mq¿jka' ysf;a ;sfhk wleue;a; fkdßiaiqïNdjh iy wreÑh ksid is; tla;eka fjkafka ke;skï ta wleue;a;" wreÑh" jHdmdoh" w;yeßh úg" is;sú,s meñKsh;a" Yío weiqK;a ys; tla;eka fjkjd'

Òk ñoaOh

;=kafjks ndOdj kï ùßh ke;sùu' Òk ñoaO' È.gu Ndjkd lrf.k hkak ù¾hh keye' miqndkjd' l,aodk .;sh lïue,slu ;sfhkjd' th ldhsl iy udkisl fome;af;kau u;=úh yelshs' lïue,slu lshkafk l

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,nkak hk úg m%udKj;a ke;s njla" tys u| njla yefÕkjd' tfia oefkk úg is;g Ndjkdj tmd fjkjd" lïue,s fjkjd' WodiSk fjkjd' fuh m%;sl%shdjla' ta m%;sl%shdj olskak thg jákdlula fkd§' zzug ksÈu;hs" oeka Ndjkd lrkak neye' ug lïue,sshs' oeka Ndjkd lrkak neyeZZ hk is;sú,a, mru i;Hhla f,i ms

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ojfika ;=fkka tlla ksodf.k" wjÈfhka bkak b;sß ld,h ;=< l=ulao fjkafka@ l=ulao ,eî ;sfnk udkisl ixj¾Okh@ isf;a ÈhqKqj l=ulao@ bkafka fld;eko" ysáh ;ekg;a jeäh my< o" by< o@ fï úÈyg .sfhd;a fl

77

yÈiais jevla" Ndjkd lrk fj,djg n,kak" wkjYH lghq;= mjd w;HjYH jákd jev jf.a ;uhs fmkajkafka'tfia fmkakkafk Òk ñoaOhhs' tajdfha we;s fjk úfYaI jákdlula keye' yenehs Òk ñoaOhg ta wu;r jev ish,a, jákjd" Ndjkdj yer' Òk ñoaOhg wyqfjkak tmd' Òk ñoaOh w÷kd.kak' fï fj,dfj Ndjkd fkdlr wkd.;hg l,a ±óug fhdackd lrk fï mdm ñ;%hd" fï udrhd" y÷kd.kak' y÷kdf.k we;s lr.kak ù¾hhla' m%fndaOhla we;s lr.kak' Woafhda.hla we;s lr.kak" Ôú;fha wúksYaÑ;;djh .ek ys;ñka" ixidrfha Nhdkl lu .ek fufkys lrñka'

WoaOÉp l=lal=Ép

y;rfjks ldrKh udkisl fkdikaiqkaNdjh yd ysf;a we;sjk úms

78 wdkdmdki;s ix{dj

.kak;a tmd' fï Ndjkdj lshk foh tfyu ´kEjg jeäh ir," f,ais" ´kE fj,djl lrkak mq¿jka fohla" fndfydu mqxÑ fohla lshd ys;kak tmd' tfia WoaOÉPh jQ uki fkdikaiqka fjkjd' ta fj,dfj uki ikaiqka keye' túg uki l

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úÈylg álla Ndjkd lrkjd' yß keye' m%;sM, keye' ;j fohla álla mqreÿ lrkjd' tlla ms

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.Õla fydhdf.k ;j álla hkjd' bka miq fldfy yß lkaola uq÷kg f.dia .Õla mgka.kak ;eklska kej;;a álla ÿr hkjd' tfyu ljodj;a uqyqog hkak ,efnkafk kEfka l

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.sh;a" NdjkdfjÈ;a tfyuhs' ;ukagu ndOd lr.kak wdldr myla nqÿyduqÿrejka jykafia foaYkd l

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Ndjkdj

wms ál fõ,djla isysfhka hq;=j wdYajdih oek.ksuq' isysfhka hq;=j m%Yajdih oek.ksuq'''

bvfokak ieye,a¨fjka yqiau we;=,afjkak''' bvfokak ieye,a¨fjka yqiau msgfjkak'''

yqiau we;=,afjk nj oek.kak''' yqiau msgfjk nj oek.kak'''

iEu wdYajdihlau isysfhka oek.kak' iEu m%Yajdihlau isÿfjk nj isysfhka oek.kak'''

bvla ,ndf.k iEu Èklu l

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Ndjkd mqyqKqj


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lrk" wfmau udkisl .;s ,CIKhs udrhd f,i ú.%y lr ;sfnkafka' oiudr fiakd úia;r lrkafk;a tfyuhs' t

85

hdhq;= ÈYdjg wdmiq yefrkak' ;j nia tlla tkjd' lE .id lshkjd kÕskak kÕskak' wf;kag hkak mq¿jka" fuf;kag hkak mq¿jka' wm thg;a f.dv fjkjd' wmg hkak wjYH ke;s .ukdka;j,g tk fï jdyk y÷kd.; hq;=hs' l

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lrorhla" lshd u;la fjkjd' u;lfha m%Yakhla kEfka' kuq;a u;lhg ieÕù tkjd i;=gla' úfkdao ckl iy wdYajdoh ,enQ fohla u;la fjkjd' ta úfkdaoh" wdYajdoh ms

87

.ukau wdkdmdki;sh mqreÿ lrkak W;aidy lsÍu' wm yqiau n,kjd' tfia wmyiqhs" fjfyihs" tfia wjOdkh f.fkkak neye' tys ms

88 wdkdmdki;s ix{dj

ta wjia:dfõ§hs oefkkafka iy fmfkkafka" ±ka isÿjkafka wdYajdihla" ±ka isÿjkafka m%Yajdihla nj'

zmßuqLx i;sx WmÜGfm;ajdZ tl l%uhla isyshg uq,a ;ek fokjd' ta jf.au fï isysh ;ukaf. bÈßmiska msysgqjd .kakjd" yßhg fï msßi udf.a bÈßmi b|f.k ud foi n,d bkak fia' fhda.shd uekúka jdäù isysh YÍr wNHka;rfha" ke;skï lsishï ndysr bka½hl fkdfjhs ;ukaf. bÈßmiska yßhg úÿ,s mkaoula o,ajd ;uka foigu t,a, l

89

;ekla §u wmrdOhla' ys; tlÕ lsÍu jeo.;a keye' ys; tlÕ fjkak mq¿jka NdjkdfjÈ" kuq;a fï jHdhduh yqiaug ys; tlÕ lsÍu msKsi fkfjhs" kdifha w. fiùu fkfjhs jeo.;a fjkafka isysfhka isàu' fï isysh l

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;=kafjks ldrKh" wm fu;k;a ke;skï" fu;k fjk foa okafka;a ke;skï tkï wjldYh wkqj j¾;udkfha fkdisàu' fu;k fkdfjhs fjk ;ekl bkafk' isysh y÷kdf.k" isyshg m%uqLia:dkh § isysfhka isàu i|ydhs jdäjQfha' isysh ÈhqKq lsÍu i|ydhs' i;smÜGdkh i|ydhs jdäjqfKa' fjk wruqKlska fkfuhs' yqfola isysfhka" yqfola j¾;udkfha isàu i|ydhs' yqfola fï fudfydf;a we;=,afjk msgfjk yqiau oek.ekSu i|ydhs" ta m

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m%Yakhlaj fkd;snqKq yqiau m%Yakhla njg m;afjkjd' túg yqiaug ksoyfia we;=,a fjkak iy msgfjkak neye' ±ka YÍrhg wjYH m%udKhg yqiau .kak;a wjYH fj,djg msglrkak;a neye' ys; t;ekg ueÈy;a fj,dfk' fuhhs jeo.;a foa' Tn hula .ek ys;kak mgka .kak' ta foa fjkia fjkjd' ta ;uhs iajNdjh' ys;kak mgka.;a;d o" ta mgka.;a ieKska u ta wruqK fjkia fjkak mgka .kakjd' ys;g neye me;a;lg ù isÿfjk foag isÿjkak bv § n,df.k bkak' wm ys;kafku fï foa fufia úh hq;=hs" fufia fkdúh hq;=hs' we,Sfuka ys;kjd" ke;skï .eàfuka ys;kjd' isÿ fjk foag tl;= ù isÿùu ;,a¨ lrf.k jv jvd;a fõ.j;a lrkak n,kjd' ke;skï úislr oukak yd kj;ajkak jEhï lrkjd' fukak is;Sfuka jk foa' wdkdmdki;sh ;=< is;Sula keye' fudku fohla .ekj;a is;Sfï wjYH;djhla keye' túg fï ys; m;afjkjd lsishï wmQ¾j ;;aajhlg'

wmQ¾j lshkafka l

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.shd' is;+ ksid fkfuhs" bÈßhg;a ñh hk f;lau yqiau ths yqiau hhs wm ys;=j;a ke;;a' ta ksid ohdnr is; Tn fudfyd;lg fu;kska bj;afjkak' fudfyd;lg ud¾.h bv fokak yqiaug we;=¿ fjkak msgfjkak' ta ueoaog mek ud¾. ndOl oukak tmd' mdfrka me;a;lg ù fï wdYajdi m%Yajdi kue;s fmryerg hkakg iy tkakg bv fokak' Ndjkdkqfhda.shd lshkafka ixúOdhljrfhl= fyda mßmd,lfhl= fkfjhs' yqfola ksÍCIlfhl=" me;a;lg ù úuis,af,ka isák flfkl= muKhs' ud¾.h iïmQ¾Kfhkau újD;hs' ;uka ksid ud¾.h wjysr ù keye'

uu;ajfha ueÈy;aùu

oeka isÿj ;sfnkafka l

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msÍf.dia lshd' keye lk msÍ we;af;a zuf.kaZ uu;ajfhka' fufia fï yeu ;eklu zuuZ isáñka n,kjd fï tk tk foa ;ukaf.a wefÕa .egqKq úg ,efnk úkaokh l=ulao lshd' ta ikaksfõok ud¾.fha oDIaÀ" m:" iakdhq iïmQ¾Kfhka u uu;ajfhka msÍ ;sfnkafka' uu;ajfha fkd.eà lsisfoalg hkak neye' tu iEu fohlska zuuZ b,a,kjd ;ukaj i;=gg m;a lrk f,i'

iuyr úkaok yß ikSmhs' wkak ta úkaokh ,ndÿka ta Yíohg

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n,kjd fï Ndjkdj ;=< l=ulao ld¾hNdrh" uu;ajfha rdcldßh l=ulao@ ta uu;ajhg lrkak mq¿jka fohla keye' thdg lrkak mq¿jka Ndjkdjl=;a keye' kuq;a thdg wjYHhs fudkj fyda lrkak' oeka thd ys;kjd yqiau .kak ´keo" oeka msg lrkako ´kE' yhsfhka .kak ´keo@ oeka fyñysg .kak ´kE o@ ta ;uhs uq,ska u fjkafka l

95

zNdjkdjZ mßmQ¾K jpkhla' ±k.ekSu" jeãu" Ndú;d lsÍu" ÈhqKq lsÍu hk woyi t;k ;sfhkafka' tmuKhs' túg oekSula oek.ekSula i|ydhs jEhï lrkafk" wkak ta wdl,amh yod.kak' lsisjla lrkak fkfuhs yqÿ oek.ekSula i|ydhs' fudkjo oek.;af;a@ oek.kak foaj,a ́ k ;rï ;sfhkjd' kuq;a ta ish,a, w;ßka f;dard .ekSula ;sfhkjd l%shdjka folla'

YÍrh .ek wjOdkfhka bkak

wdYajdi l%shdj iy m%Yajdi ls%hdj wfma oekSulska f;drj" wfma wjOdkhlska f;drj isÿjk fohla' wfma wjOdkhlska f;drj isÿ jqj;a YÍrh .ek wjOdkfhka bkak úg l

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fkdoekqK;a os.gu wjOdkfhka bkak' YÍrh yd bßhõj .ek' yqiafï t,af,kak fyda yqiafï k;rfjkak W;aidy .kak tmd' È.gu yqiau oefkkak ´k lshk ta mgq wfmaCIdj w;yer YÍrh .ek wjOdkfhka bkak" yqiaug fkfuhs' yßhg fodrgqjla

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m%Yajdih lshd fohla keye" l%shdjla ñi' fï l%shdjg wm mdúÉÑ lrkjd kdu mohla' tfy;a tys fohla keye' yqÿ l%shdj,shla ñi" we;=,a ùu;a msgùu;a ñi" we;=,a fjk fohla fyda msgfjk fohla fu;k ke;s nj NdjkdfõÈ jegfykak mgka .kakjd'

l

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lshkjd' l=ulao wdfj@ wd fohla keyefk' w,a,d.kak neye' Tmamq lrkak neye' Bfha ojfia isÿjqKq lsishï isoaêhla fyda uqK .eiqKq flfkl= .ek ys;d ;sfnkjd' tmuKhs' is;Sula ñi is;sú,a,la keye' fmkSula ñi rEm keye' weiSula ñi Yío keye' oekSula ñi iam¾Y" ri iy iqj| lshd fohla keye' yqÿ oekSula ú;rhs ;sfhkafka' wdYajdih lshd fohla keye' m%Yajdih lshd fohla keye' we;=,aùula iy msgùula fu;k isÿjkafka' fï ldrKh b;du jeo.;a fï NdjkdfjÈ" ke;skï fï Ôú;djfndaOfha§'

ta .eUqrg hdu l

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n,df.k isáh hq;=hs' tfia ke;skï fmdfydÜgq fmfkkjd' úlis; jQ mqIamhkaa fmfkkjd' B

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fudfydf;a Ôj;afjk mqoa.,hd ms

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Ndjkdj

kej; kej; wjOdkh yqiau we;=,a ùu flfrys" yqiau msgùu flfrys fhdokak' kej; kej; wjOdkh f.k tau ;uhs Ndjkd mqyqKq ùu' i;=áka hq;=j kej; kej; wjOdkh fhduq lrkak" yqiau we;=,aùfï iy msgùfï l%shdj,shg'''

ojig ñks;a;= lsysmhla fyda fï l%shdj,sh;a iu. idjOdk fjkak' oeyeka.; fjkak' Ôj;afjkak'''

ta oeyeka.; ùu" Ôj;a ùu" idjOdk ùu" l


isysh ÈhqKq lsÍu

l

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fkfuhs' yqiau we;=,aùu iy msgùu lshkafka l


ksrdhdifhka isÿ fkdjk nj l

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hï lsis Yíohla weiqKq jydu t;ekg ys; fhduq lrkak' ta me;a;g weia fhduq fjkjd' weia werf.k ysáh;a jyf.k ysáh;a weia fhduq fjkjd' oeka kdifha w.g ys; fhduq l< .uka fjkafka t;kg weiafol fhduq ùu' kdid.%hg iïmQ¾K wjOdkh fhduq lr n,kak' weiafol fjk ;eklg yrjkak mq¿jka o kdifha w.g ys; fhduq lr@ wmyiqhs' fofk;a kdNs.; lrkak wmyiqu ;ek kdifha w.'

flfkl= Th úÈyg ál fj,djla bkak .sfhd;a" weia fol ßfokak mgka .kakjd' fjfyihs' weia fol;a iu. k


wdYdj y÷kd.kak' tn÷ wdYdjlska f;drj hula u;la jQjd kï lsis m%Yakhla keye' t;ku wu;lj hkjd' yenehs ta u;la jQ fohg wdYdjla we;s jqfKd;a bkamiq ta iu.hs is; mj;skafka' is;sú,s fkdj tu wdYdj w; yßkak' is;sú,s;a iu. iqyo;djhlskqhs fï Ndjkdj l< hq;af;a' ke;skï ys;g;a .;g;a fjfyila'

fufia l

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olskakg kï yqiaula we;=,aùu msgùu muKla oek .ekSu uÈ' th wdrïNh muKhs'

wdYajdi m%Yajdifha wjia:d

tfia Ndjkdj m%.=K lrñka hk úg wr lshQ ;ekg tkjd' fld;ekg o@ iïmQ¾K yqiau fmfkkak mgka .kakjd' ;ukag oefkkjd iïmQ¾K yqiafï wjia:d ;=ku' fukak yqiau we;=,a fjkak mgka.;a;d' oeka we;=,afjkjd' oeka yqiau wrf.k bjrhs' fï wjia:d ;=ku' oeka yqiau msgùu mgka.;a;d' msg fjkjd" msg ù wjidkhs' m%Yajdifha ksudj' fu;k oeka wjia:d yhla' fuh uq,ska iuyr úg wjia:d folla fia oefkhs' ta lshkafka" yqiau we;=,a fjkjd msgfjkjd muKhs' isysfhka ±ä wdhdihlska wm fï l%shdjka fol .eg.y .kakjd' f,ais keye' yqiau we;=,a fjk úgu ys; fldfy yß ÿjkjd' túg yqiau msgù wjidkhs' wdmiq we;=,a fjkjd' flfia fyda ys; w,a, .kakjd' fufia mqreÿ jQ úg fï tla wjia:dj wjia:d folla njg m;a fjkjd' zwe;=,a jqKd' we;=,a ù bjrhsZ" zmsg jqKd' msg ù bjrhsZ we;=,a ù wjidk ùu;a m%Yajdi ùfï wdrïNh;a tlg isÿ fjkafka' tkï wdYajdifha wjidkh;a" m%Yajdifha wdrïNh;a tlhs' ;jÿrg;a yqiau l%shdj,sh .ek isysfhka isák úg yqiau we;=,a fjkak mgka .;a;d' oeka yqiau we;=,a fjñka mj;skjd' ±ka we;=,a ù wjidkhs'

isysh uqjy;a fjhs

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fjkjd' th ;uhs isysfha iajNdjh' isysh mdúÉÑ lrk ;rug uqjy;a fjkjd' fï isysh kue;s WmlrKfha ;sfhk iqúfYaIS ,CIKh thhs' wka lsisu WmlrKhl ta ,CIKh keye' msyshlska lmkak" lmkak msysh fudg fjkjd' .srhlska" lsh;lska" kshklska" f¾irhlska lmkak lmkak tajd fudg fjkjd' Ndú;d lrkakg lrkakg uqjy; fudg fjk wdhqO ;uhs fN!;sl f,dalfha ;sfhkafka' kuq;a fï isysh kue;s wdhqOh Ndú;d lrkakg lrkakg" Ndjkd lrkakg lrkakg" uqjy;a fjk WmlrKhla' ishqï foaj,a mjd ta uqjy;a jQ isyshg yiq fjkjd" ta isyshg mq¿jka l

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ishqï ù wdYajdih uq, w. olskjd' m%Yajdifha uq,;a w.;a olskjd' yenehs wdYajdifha w. iy m%Yajdifha uq," m%Yajdifha w. wdYajdifha uq," tlu ;ek ;sfhkjd jf.hs fmfkkafka' tfia olsñka isák úg ;j ;j;a isysh ishqï fjkjd' wkak t;k § ta b;du ishqï jQ isysh ;=


wdYajdi m%Yajdifha ,laIK ;=k

yqiau we;=,afjkak mgka.;a;d" oeka we;=¿ fjkjd' oeka we;=,a ù wjidkhs" úfõlh' bkamiq msgfjkak mgka.kakjd' msgfjkjd" msgù wjidkhs' kej;;a úfõlhla' túg fï úfõlh;a flfkl= w;a olskjd' fukak fï ;ekg meñKs úg§hs wm l,ska i|yka l< ,CIK ;=k fmfkkak .kafk' fudk ,CIK o@ yqiaul ld,h" yqiaul fõ.h iy yqiaul nr' lsishï ÿr Odjk ;r.hl§ ld,h ukskafka werUqKq fj,djhs" wjidkhhs hk isoaê fol w;r mr;rh i,ldf.k'

NdjkdfjÈ ld,h oefkkakg kï fï wdYajdih iy m%Yajdih wvqu .Kfka isoaê y;rla jYfhkaj;a oelsh hq;=hs' fudkjo@ yqiau we;=¿ fjkjd' we;=,aù wjidkhs' msgfjkak mgka.;a;d' túg zld,hgZ flfkl= ixfõ§ fjkjd' Trf,daiq ld,hg fkdfjhs' ;ukaf.a w;aoelSug ixfõ§ fjkjd' ld,hg wk;=rej ixfõ§ úh hq;= lreK zfõ.hZ' fõ.h f,i wm l;d lrkafk;a fï yqiau we;=,afjkak mgka .ekSu' we;=,a ùu iy wjidk ùu hk l%shdj,sh' fõ.h ukskak;a ia:dk folla wjYHhs' ld,h ukskak isoaê folla wjYH fjkjdfka' fõ.h ukskafka ia:dk folla w;r" fu;k isg wf;kag' ld,h;a wjldYh;a folg flfkl= ixfõ§ fjkjd' ta ixl,am jYfhka fkfjhs ;ukaf.a w;aoelSug wkqj' yeu wdYajdihla ;=k;ajh' fldmuK yqiau m%udKhla wm weo .kakjo" fï msg lrk yqiau fldmuK nrlska o msg lrkafka' msg

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lrk yqiafï >k;ajh wmg oefkkjd' wm to;a lsõjd fyd| Yla;su;a flfkl= jdä ù isák úg" wm álla ióm ù wjOdkfhka n,df.k ysáfhd;a wmg lshkak mq¿jka fï ;eke;a;d oeka yqiau .kakjd' oeka msg lrkjd' ta jf.au lshkak mq¿jka flfkl= fndfydau nrg yqiau msg lf nj oek.kafkah' uq,skau Ndjkdfõ§ iuyrúg r¿ yqiau ;uhs oefkkafka' th idudkH fohla' wm weú§fuka miqj kï jdä jQfha" weúÈkak .;a; fjfyi i|yd w;sf¾lj jeh jQ yqiau ;uhs uq,skau oefkkafk' wfkla lreK wm idudkHfhka l,nf,ka bkafka' ta l,n,ldÍ ukig wjYH yqiau fndfydu fõ.fhka hkjd tkjd oefkkjd' túg jdä jQ .uka u oefkkak bv ;sfhkafka nr wdYajdi' wdYajdih fndfydu È.hs' th idfmaCI fohla' oeka uq,ska u wmg oefkkafka keye wdYajdih §¾> nj' wjOdkfhka isák úghs oefkkafka fldmuK fj,djla .; fjkjdo hkak' uq,ska kï

isysh oshqKq lsrSu


yqiau .;a;d lshk úg msgù yudrhs' msgjQjd lshk úg B jYfhka yqiau we;=,a jQ nj y÷kd.kakjd' th i,l=Kq lr.kakjd' yßhg wm hïlsis igykla ;nk úg fldgqjl bÈßfhka yß odkjd' ta jf.a wm iksgqyka lr.kakjd' fï wdYajdih §¾>hs' fï m%Yajdih §¾>hs' t;fldg §¾>hs lSu ;=< wks;a ldrKd;a ±fkkjd'

kuq;a fï yqiau fõ.fhka tkjo keoao@ nro@ úYd, yqiaula o .kafka@ fï ldrKd ish,a, ksÍCIKh lrñka Tn fjfyig m;ajkak tmd' fïjd tlska tl fydhd.kak uykais fjkak tmd' wjOdkfhka bkak' idjOdk ùu ;=< fï ,CIK oefkkak mgka .kakjd' l%ufhka oefkk ,CIK w÷k.kakjd' ta ,CIK w÷k.kak uq,ska hkafka keye' uq,ska isysfhka bkakjd muKhs zmßuqLx i;sxZ fyd|g isysh we;s lrf.k n,df.k bkakjd' fï ,CIK jegfykafka tfia isák úghs'

ta úÈyg yqiau §¾> kï §¾> nj;a flá kï flá nj;a oek.kakjd' t;k zkïZ lshk jpkh b;du jeo.;a' ta lshkafka §¾> nj fyda flá nj muKla fkdfjhs' §¾> kï flá kï ta nj;a oek.kakjd' tfia fkfuhs kï ta ldrKh;aa oek.kakjd' zriaixjd wiaiikaf;da riaix wiaiidñ;s mcdkd;sZ fláfhka wdYajdi lrkqfha fláfhka wdYajdi lrk nj okafkah'

uq,§ §¾> jYfhka ;snqKq wdYajdi" m%Yajdi ál ál flá fjkak mgka .kakjd' ál ál ir, fjkak"

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,sys,a fjkak mgka .kakjd' oeka tmuK nr iy §¾> yqiaula wjYH keye' jdä ù úfõlfhkafka bkafka' weúÈkafka keye' ÿjkafka keye' jHdhdu lrkafka keye' nr Tijdf.k bkafka keye' tfia kï l=ulgo tmuK yqiaula@ yqiau fláfjkak mgka .kakjd' B


i;smÜGdk iQ;%fha iy wdkdmdki;s iQ;%j, Wmudjla fokjd fï ldrKhg' fudllao jvq ndiqkakefya flfkl=f.a Wmudj' zolafLdajd Nuldfrdajd Nuldrkaf;jdiSjdZ oCI jvqfjl= fyda Tyqf.a f.da,fhl= fyda hula §¾> jYfhka h;= .dkjd kï brkjd kï Tyq okakjd ta §¾> nj' fláfhka kï fï h;= .Eùu fjkafka Tyq okakjd flá nj' isoaO fjk foa okakjd' ,Shla h;=.dk ;eke;a;d okakjd lefmkafka flfia o lshd' ta jf.a yqiau §¾> kï §¾> nj okakjd' flá kï flá nj okakjd' oeka Th lshQ ldrKd wmg wjYH kï mshjrj,a jYfhka .kak mq¿jks' tfia ke;;a tlu .,d hEul úúO wjia:d ksrEmKh ùula' ksÍCIKh mä keÕSula jf.a fkfjhs' yßhg .Õla .,d hkjd jf.a' lsishï ,;djlg" rgdjlg .,dhk Èh oyrdjla fia fï wdkdmdki;s iudê Ndjkdj jefvkjd' wr mäfm

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yqiau .kakjd' yqiau wrf.k bjrhs' wk;=rej úfõlhla ;sfhkjd úfõlfhka miq yqiau msgfjkak mgka .kakjd msgfjkjd' msgù bjrhs' bka miq úfõlhla' úrdufhka wk;=rej h


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wkjYH wmyiqjlska f;drj' yqiau iïmQ¾K jYfhka olsñka wr wjia:d wgla miq lrñka hk fï wdkdmdk pl%h fï wdYajdi m%Yajdi pl%h w;aolskjd' ta hk .ufka ,CIK ;=k olskjd' §¾> o" flá o" fõf.ka o fyñysg o nr o ieye,a¨ o@ tajd olsñka Ndjkdfõ È.gu isákjd kï flfkl= l


uq," wjidkh w. lshd' ta ldrKd oefkkjd fldfydu;a' wm l,skq;a l;d l jYfhka wdYajdi fjkj kï oek.kakjd §¾> jYfhka wdYajdi fjk nj' fláfhka kï m%Yajdi fjkafka oek.kakjd fláfhka m%Yajdi fjk nj'

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kuq;a" yqiau .ekSu iuia; YÍrhgu oefkkjd' ta oekSu ÈhqKq ;shqKq lr.; hq;=hs' zislaL;sZ ta mqyqKqj ÈhqKq lr.kak' l


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YÍrhg mjd uyd jákdlula § ;sfnkafka yqiau' ta ksid yqiau lshkafka Ôjh' YÍrhg ú;rla fkfuhs Ôú;hg - Ôjh' f,dalhg - Ôjh yqiau lshkafk' ±ka Th wmsßisÿ jd;h" ¥IKh jQ jd;h wdYajdi lrk úg Ôjh ke;s fjkjd' túg wmg ±fkkjd wmyiq;djhla' l¾udka; Yd,djl" tfyu ke;skï Th jdyk ÿul" .Eia ,sml fyda or ,sml fyda ÿu wd>%ykh lrk úg" wdYajdi lrkúg n,kak wr ldhsl m%fndaOh keyefk' ta fjkqjg ±fkkafka fjfyila' wmyiq;djhla' flfkl= urKhg mjd m;afjkak mq¿jka" ta wdYajdi jd;h úI iys; kï" tfiau uqyqÿ fjr


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pß; ,CIK wkqj" ldhsl mqreÿùï wkqj fndfyda jQ fjk;a woa±lSï ,efnkak mq¿jka' yenehs tajd tmuK jeo.;a keye' ta ksid tajdfha t,a,S bkak wjYH keye' wdkdmdki;s l%shdj,sh foi n,ñka isák úg fndfyda jQ woa±lSï ,efnkak mq¿jka' ula ksido@ wkdÈu;a ld,hl isg ksr;=reju le


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úÈhg ;ukau iy;shla ,shd .ekSu fudk fudavlulao@ula ksido yqiau ±fkkafk ke;s jqfKd;a fï wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj ;jÿrg;a lrf.k hkak wmyiq fjkjd' ta ksid yqiau lsishï wjia:djl fkd±kS .sfhd;a wjOdkh bj;a lrkak tmd' yqiaug ys; tlÕ lrkak .sfhd;a ;uhs .eg¨j tkafk' yqiau ±fkkafka keyefk ±ka' túg l=ulao tlÕ lrkafk@ tlÕ lrkak wruqKla keyefk' l


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mgka f.k o;aál" Èj" Wvq;,a," há;,a," W.=r miqlr wdydr Ô¾K moaO;sfha fldmuK bkaøshhka iy fldmuK udxY fmaYSka jev lrkjo lshd' ta ish,a,u oeka úfõl .kakjd' ta ksid yDoh jia;=j;a úfõl .kakjd' yeu bkaøshhlau fï Ndjkdj ;=< úfõlhg m;afjkjd' ta ksid yeu ldhsl l%shdj,shla u ixisf|kakg mgka .kakjd' YÍrfhys fldmuK fyda mSvkhla oefkkjd kï" f;rmSula oefkkjd kï" wd;;shla oefkkjd kï" tf;kag ys; fhduq lrkak' n,kak Wv isg my


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nrla mmqj Wv ;ndf.k isáh;a th oefkkjfk' b;ska fï YÍrh lshkafk;a lsf,da.%Eï mkyl yegl nrla' t;fldg ta nr wmg oefkkjd' ta nr wm ú¢kjd yeu fjf,au' jdäù fyda ysgf.k fyda weúÈñka fyda ydkais ù isák úg nr oefkkjd' ú¢kjd' oeka isÿj we;af;a wm mqxÑ ldf, isg thg yqreù we;s ksid oefkkafk keye' nrla f,i oefkkafk w;sf¾l hula lrg .;af;d;a muKhs' tmuKlau fkfjhs wm YÍrh oro~q lr.;a; úg jeä nrla oefkkjfk' w;la fyd|g oro~q lrf.k n,kak' ;snqKg jeäh nr oefkkjd' jeä Yla;shla wjYHhs oro~q lr.;a; YÍrhla weúoaojkak' oro~q lr.;a; YÍrhla ysgf.k ;shkak' ,sys,a lr n,kak' wvq Yla;shla wjYH jkafka' oro~q jQ úg wm jeh l< hq;= Yla;sh jeähs' ,sys,a jQ úg jeh jkafka wvq Yla;shla' Ndjkdj ;=< lh ,sys,a fjkakg mgka .kakjd' iEu ffi,hla u yeu udxY fmaYshlau' ta ,sys,a ùu ;=< iuia; lhu ieye,a¨ fjkjd' YÍrfha nr fldmuK o hkak jeo.;a keye' kuq;a ieye,a¨ fjkjd' ieye,a¨j wmg oefkkjd' ;j ÿrg;a ta lsf,da.%Eï mkyl yegl nrla oefkkafka keye' ta yeu ffi,hlu ;sfhk ieye,a¨j ;uhs oefkkafka' ieye,a¨j iq


;djld,slj w;=reoyka ù hkjd' YÍrh fkdfjhs YÍrh kue;s m%Yakh ke;sfj,d hkjd'

mS%;sh i;=g w;aú¢kakg mqyqKq jkak

fï YÍrh kue;s hka;%h oeka jev lrkafka fyñysg' hdka;ï mK k, .eg .y.kak jev lrkafk' ta ksid fï hka;%h oeka b;du ksYap,hs' ta ksYap,;ajh;a oefkkjd' wkak t;k§ l

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bkafka@ZZ keye lsõfjd;a zzwehs ke;af;a@ l=ulao m%Yafk@ wikSmhla o n,dfmdfrd;a;= lvùula o@ZZ tfia ke;skï wm lshkjd zzyß ikaf;daIfhka bkafka ud úNd.h iu;a jqKd' Wiiaùula ,enqKdZZ fya;=jla ;sfhkjd' hula isÿ jQ úghs i;=gq fjkafka;a ÿla fjkafka;a' Ndjkdfõ§ tn÷ lsisjla ,eî fkdfjhs' fudkj;a ,enqfKa keye' Ôú;hg iajNdjfhka Wreu jQ iajNdúl i;=g fumuK l,a Ôj;afjkak mqreÿ ù ;snQ r¿ rgdj ;=< wm wysñ lrf.k ;sfhkjd' yßhg wdYajdi lrkak ;sfhk iajNdúl mú;% jd;h wm wysñ lr.kakjdfkaa' wfmau wkjfndaOh ksid lrk lghq;=j,ska yqiau .kak ;sfhk ta kejqï msú;=re jdhqj wysñ lrf.k hkjd' tfiau Ôú;hlg Wreu jQ iajNdúl m%S;sh" iajNdúl i;=g wfma ;sfhk fï r¿" l,n,ldÍ" m%pKavldÍ" fõ.j;a wfõ.YS,S Ôjk rgdj ksid wm wysñ lr.ksñka hkjd'

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lrkafka ;s;a; foaj,a' meKs ry ;uhs Whkak .;af;a' wka;sug ;s;a; fj,d' wñysßhs lgqlhs'

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ir, f,i nqÿoyu lshkjd zzwuq;= fudkj;a lrkak tmd'ZZ fudfyd;lg úfõlhla .kak Th jevm,j,ska' tl fudfyd;lg tajd me;a;lg lr' ñks;a;= lsysmhl úfõlS ksy~ fj,djla fidhdf.k ukdj iDcqj jdäfjkak' tfia jdä ù is; whdf,a úisfrkakg fya;=jk wNHka;r .;s" mqreÿ yd m%jK;d y÷kdf.k tajdhska wE;ajkak' ;ukaf.au ksoyig ;ukau lrk ndOd lsÍï jgydf.k tajd bj;a lrkak' n,kak fï mßirh fl;rï ksy~ o lshd' ;uka jdä jQ bßhõj fldmuK ksYap, o lshd' bka miq fï ksy~ mßirh ;=< fï jdä ù isák bßhõj flfrys mQ¾K wjOdkfhka isák úg oek.kak ;uka yqiau .kak msglrk nj' fïjd ixlS¾K foaj,a fkfjhs' uyd jHdhdu fkfjhs' i;hlaj;a úhoï fjkafka keye' f,dl= oekqula wjYH keye' ta fudkj;a ´k keye' uyd msßjrla ´k keye' fldmuK ir, o n,kak' fï i;=g ,eîfï fn!oaO l%ufõoh fld;rï ir, o' ñks;a;= lsysmhla jeh lrkak' yqiau .kak nj oek.kak' msglrk nj oek.kak' ta .kak yqiau §¾> o flá o oek.kak' msglrk yqiau §¾> o flá o oek.kak' uq¿ YÍrhu wdYajdi lrk nj w;a olskak' uq¿ YÍrhu m%Yajdi lrk nj w;aolskak' iEu wdYajdihl§u iuia; YÍrhu ixisf|k nj yd ieye,a¨jg m;afjk nj w;a olskak' iEu m%Yajdihl§u;a iuia; YÍrhu ksfjk nj" ,sys,a fjk nj iy ieye,a¨ fjk nj oek.kak' tmuKhs'

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wm okakjdfka iSks fnda,hl ri jeäfj,d mj;skafka ke;s nj' Èh ù hkjd' ta Èhj hk iSks fnda,hla f,jlñka l


Tjqkaf.a m%Yak;a fudfyd;lg fyda wu;l fjkjd' tu ksid Ndjkdj uyd mskalula l

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i;=g fokjd' ta ksid Tn ;j ;j;a i;=gg m;afjkjd' wks;a whg i;=g fokak fkfjhs Ndjkd lrkafka' kuq;a ta Ndjkdj ;=< Tn i;=g kue;s wdydrh msi .kakjd' ta Tn i|ydu fkfjhs' y;r Èla nd.fhka u meñfKk ´kEu flfkl=g Tn msisk i;=g kue;s wdydrh N=la;s ú| i;=gg m;afjkakg mq¿jka' Ndjkdj lshkafka i;=ghs ÿlhs foflka u fyïn;a jqKq fï ixidrfhka t


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tlla keye' t;fldg wfma /lshd fldmuK fjkia fjhs o@ ta jf.a wyia hd;%d" uqyqÿ keõ ke;skï ráka rgg ixirKh" ixpdrh isÿjk tlla keye'

fufia yeu fidhd.ekSula tlalu ta ukqIH YsIaGdpdrh ke;skï ukqIH j¾.hdf.a .uka ud¾.h fjkia jqKd' oeka rEmjdysksh fld;rï m%n, fjkila Ôú; ;=< we;sfldg ;sfnkjdo@ n,kak oeka rEmjdysksh tkakg l,ska l

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Ndjkdfjka isÿjk mßj¾;kh

fukak Ndjkdfõ ;sfnk iqúfYaIS fjki' .skak fydhd.kak l,ska ysáh ukqiaihu ;uhs .skak fydhd.;a;g miq;a bkafk' f,dl= fjkila keye' thd .skafkka hï hï foaj,a mq¿iaikak we;s' kuq;a ta ukqIHhdu ;uhs ysáfha' ta ÿluhs úkafoa' frdaoh fydhd.kak l,ska ysáfha hï úÈfya mqoa.,hka o ta frdaoh ksid ;ukaf.a m%jdyk myiqlï i,id.kak we;s' kuq;a wr ÿlanr Ôú;huhs .; lf


keye' Ndjkdj lshkafka u;=msáka muKla ,iaik lrk wdNrKhla fyda ú,dis;djla fkfjhs' Ndjkdfjka wm iïmQ¾Kfhka u mßj¾;kh fjkjd'

tu ksid wo f,dalh Èyd n,k úg fï Ndjkdj ksid f,dalh fl;rï fjkia ù ;sfhkjdo@ yeu fCIa;%hlau Ndjkdj ksid fjkiafj,d' wOHdmk fCIa;%h fjkia fj,d' ffjoH úoHdj fjkia fj,d' fjkia fjñka" fjñka mj;skjd fï uki ksid' ta fnfy;a fm;s" fnfy;a ødjK tkak;a iy Y,Hl¾uj,g iSud ù isá ffjoH úoHdj thska uqojd tys ksï j

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thska oafõIh ksIamdokh fjkafka keye' úkdYh ksIamdokh fjkafka keye' f,dalhg idm lrkafka keye' bjiSu ksIamdokh fjkj o lsishï ukil" lreKdj ksIamdokh fjkj o Tjqfkdjqkaf.a ÿl y÷kk" wfkHdakH .eg¨ f;areï .kak mq¿jkalu we;sfjkjd o" ;ukaf.u f,dalhla we;=f


fkdyels jQ ydialu" mrudrKqjg iy kHIaÀhg fkdl< yels jQ mßj¾;kh tfukau bf,lafg%dakhg fkdl< yels jQ m%d;syd¾hh l=ulao@ wmj i;=gq jQ wfhl= njg m;a lrkak' .skakg mq¿jka fndfyda Wmldr wmg lrkakg' ta;a .skakg neye Tn we;=

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t;kska uki yqfola .e,ù tkjd' ta w;S; fYdal mg," br mdhkúg óÿï ;sr hï fia w;=reoyka fjkjo tfia w;=reoka ù hkjd' j¾;udkh meyeÈ,sj fmakak mgka .kakjd' wyfia ;sfnk foaj,a .ek ie,iqï lrkak f.dia wka;sug uyd mg,eú,a,l ysr ù ìfhka iy ielfhka is; fj


iEu ffi,hlau yqiau msglrkak mgka .kakjd' yqiau msgjQ úg kej;;a fudfyd;l úfõlhla' oeka fkdkj;sk hdka;%Khla fkfjhs' yqiau .kakjd - úfõl .kakjd - yqiau msglrkjd - úfõl .kakjd' idudkH Ôú;hg úfõlhla keye' È.ska È.gu jev" jev' fï Ndjkdj ;=< Ôú;fha m fjkjd'

uq,ska §¾> wdYajdi §¾> m%Yajdi' B wdYajdi - flá úfõl - §¾> m%Yajdi - flá úfõl - §¾> wdYajdi l%ufhka l%ufhka l%ufhka flá wdYajdihla njg m;afjkjd' flá úfõlh §¾> úfõlhla njg m;afjkjd' §¾> m%Yajdih flá m%Yajdihla njg;a" flá úrduh È.= úrduhla njg;a m;afjkjd' t;k§ b;du .eUqßka flfkl=g úfõlh lshkafka l=ulaoehs w;aolskak ,efnkjd' iEu wdYajdihlgu miqj;a iEu m%Yajdihlgu miqj;a' iuia; YÍrhu úfõl .kakd nj ±fkkjd'

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lrkakg ueisú,s kÕk fï ldhsl lghq;=j,ska ldh ixLdrj,ska msreKq fï YÍrh' fï YÍrfha wdjf;aj iy j;dj;a lsÍfuka Tfí;a uf.a;a uki l .ukla .sh flfkl= .ek is;kak' fudfyd;lgj;a ta nr

wmQ¾j;u fidhd .ekSu


ìñka ;shd.kak nerej T¿jg ;nd ne| úYd, jQ nrla u;l we;s ld,hl mgka fjfyilr jQ .ukl fhÿKq flfkl=g bvla ,efnkjd lshd ys;kak" fudfyd;lg fyda tu nr fmdÈh ìñka ;shkak' fldmuK iqjhla oefkhso fldmuK iqjhla ú¢hs o wkak tn÷ jQ i;=gla ú¢kjd fï Ndjkd ;=< zmS;smáixfõ§Z i;=g muKla fkfjhs' i;=áka k;r ùula fkfjhs f,dl= iqjhla oefkkjd'

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ú¢k iemhg ixfõÈ fjkak mqyqKq fjkak

fï YÍrh kue;s m%Yakd¾: ,l=Kq fudkjdoehs wm ÿgqjd wd§kj ix{dj .ek l;d lrkúg§' tlska tl" m%Yakd¾: ,l=Kq oelald' kuq;a ish¨u ldhsl m%Yakd¾:hka fu;ek§ w;=reoka fjkjd' fï fudfydf;a§ ta .ek is;d i;=gq fjkjd' ys;=j;a ke;;a t;k udkisl i;=gla ;sfnkjd' udkisl i;=áka tyd .sh iqjhla ;sfhkjd' ieye,a¨jla oefkkjd' ta oefkkafka ys;g ziqLmáixfõ§Z oeka iem ú¢kjd i;=g fkfjhs' ys; ys; i;=gq ùula fkfjhs' tfia i;=gq ùug is;Su;a w;yeßh ;ek§ oefkk iemla ;sfnkjd' ta iem flfrys ixfõ§ ùug wdYajdifha§;a mqyqKq fjkjd' m%Yajdifha§;a mqreÿ fjkjd' tu iqjh ú¢kakg mqreÿ fjkjd' th mqreÿ l< hq;= fohla' mqyqKq l< hq;= fohla' kslïu isÿ jkakla fkdfjhs' ta ksid meyeÈ,s fjkjd we;s fï wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj lshkafka kslïu yqiau Èyd n,disàula fkdjk nj'

flfkl= lsõfjd;a zzwjqreÿ myla" oyhla" úiaila" ;syla wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj l


tfia fkdue;sj ys; tlÕ lrkak yokjo@ is;sú,s ke;s lrkak yokjo@ ys; Èùu kj;a;kak jEhï lrkjdo@ ys; u¾okh lrkak W;aidy .kakjd o@ tfyukï fï ishqï jQ i;=g iy iqjh w;a olskak ,efnkafka keye' th yelsjkafka isysfhka isàfukau muKhs' t;kska u mgka.kak' uq,ska yqiau we;=,afjkjd msgfjkjd olsñka" bka wk;=rej fï yqiafï ;sfhk §¾> Ndjh olsñka" l%ufhka yqiau fláfjk nj olsñka" úfõlh jeäfjk nj olsñka" B

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bkaku ysf;kjd ta bßhõfõ' tmuKgu yßhg u;aøjHhla jf.a' oeka u;aøjHhlg weíneys jQ úg;a lEug l,ska ÿï jeáhla fndkak" lEfuka miafia ÿïjeáhla fndkak" nq,;a úgla lkak Th jf.a l%shdjlg weíneys jQ úg n,kak ta fj,dj tkúg ke;=ju nEfka' uq¿ YÍrhu b,a,kjd ÿïjeáh' uq¿ YÍrhu ta nq,;aúg b,a,kjd' ke;sjqfKd;a YÍrhu wmyiq;djhg m;afjkjd' fjjq,kjd' l;d lr.kak neßfjkjd' fï Ndjkdfjka ,efnk i;=gg;a flfkl= Th úÈyg weíneys jqjfyd;a ta ;;ajhgu m;a fjkjd' ta fj,djg uq¿ YÍrhu b,a,d isákjd Ndjkd lrkak' Ndjkd lr.kak neß jqjfyd;a ta ojiu yß keye jf.a' tfyu ;;ajhlg m;afjkjd' tu ksid weíneysùï w;yßkak' uq,§ kï lula keye'

B


thg o iem lshkafka@ ÿlla fjkak mq¿jka foalg fldfyduo iem lshkafka@ f,vla yefokak mq¿jka fí;lg fí;la lshkak nEfka@ ;sfhk f,vla ikSm fjkjd ta fnfy; .;a;u' kuq;a thg jvd oreKq f,vla yefokjd kï ta fí; .ekSu ksid" th ksjerÈ T!IOhla fkfjhs' Ôú;fha iemhs lshk fndfyda foaj,a ta fj,dfj ;sfhk ÿllg ms

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lshd yßhg jdykhla yrjkjd jf.a yerú,a,la keye' fï tllaj;a kej;=ï fmd

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Ndjkdj

fï YÍrfha ;sfhk oyil=;a tlla fõokdjka" wmyiq;d ysßjeàï iy lelal=ï flfrys wjOdkfhka n,kak'''

we;=,afjk iEu wdYajdihl§u ys;kak ta fõokdj" lelal=ï" ysßjeàï wvqfõjd" msgfjk iEu m%Yajdihla iu.u lhg oefkk il, úO wmyiq;d YÍrfhka bj;afõjd lshk ta fÉ;kdfjka wdYajdih olskak' m%Yajdi ùu olskak'''

tla fudfyd;lg fyda lhg oefkk il,úO fõokdjka iy wmyiq;d w;=reoka ù hhs" lh ieye,a¨ jQ iekiqKq ksoyia iajNdjhlg m;afjhs' ukiska lh ksoyia jk úg" lfhka uki ksoyia jk úg" lhg;a f,dl= ieye,a¨jla' ukig;a f,dl= ieye,a¨jla'''''

ys;g oefkk i;=g w;aolskak iEu wdYajdihl§u" ysf;a fldmuK i;=gla ;sfnkjdoehs n,kak iEu m%Yajdihl§u'''''''

ieye,a¨ jQ ikaiqka jQ lfhka" i;=gq jQ" iemhg m;a jQ" m%fudaohg m;a jQ" .eUqßkau m%uqÈ; jQ is;ska l

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.ek wmg ms

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folla § tla l%shdjlg wm i;=gq fjkjd' tlla fyd|hs lshkjd' ;shd.kak yokjd'

wks;a l%shdj isÿjkak l,ska fífrkak okakd ish¨u Wml%u úêúOdk fhdokjd' fuu wr.,hg iy fuu igkg wm lshkjd Ôj;afjkjd lshd' kuq;a fï tlu isÿùul l


ienE m%nqoaO;ajhg m;aùula fkfjhs' ienE úlis; ùula fkdfjhs' ienE m%nqoaO;ajh ñ,sk jkafka keye' mrfjkakg neye' msgqmiska uyd ÿla lkaordjla fma

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kï lsf,da yegla nr fohla yrjkjd wfkla me;a;g' lsf,da yegla nr fohla wm ysgjkjd' jdä lrjkjd" weúoaojkjd' ÿjjkjd' fjk lsisu ÿlla Ôú;fha ke;s jqj;a isky fjñka ysáh;a is;+ me;+ foa yeu fudfyd;lu ,enqK;a l


ldhsl m%S;shla iy ldhsl iemla ta oefkkafka' bka miqj;a yqiau oefkkjd' yqiau ke;s ù hkjd fkfjhs l

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YÍrh jHdma; ù me;sÍ we;s ksid' YÍrhg f,dl= ;ekla ,eî YÍrh ;ukaf.a wdêm;Hh yeu ;eklu m;=rejd we;s ksid' Ôú;hu YÍrfhka jeys,d' WoEik wjÈ jQ fudfydf;a mgka kskaog hkf;la iy .eUqre kskaog msúfik f;la wfma Ôú;h lshkafka wfma YÍrhhs' fï YÍrfha oyil=;a tlla j;dj;a iy f;ajd lsÍu ;uhs Tfí Ôú;h'

b;ska flfiao is;la we;s njla olskakg fj,djla fyda úrduhla@ is; lshkafka ishqï fohla fk' is; jeks ishqï fohla olskakg ;rï ishqï jQ isyshla ;sìh hq;=hs' tn÷ isyshla we;s lr.kakg neye r¿ ldhsl lghq;=u uq¿ Ôú;h lr.;a flfkl=g' ld¾h nyq, kï' ta i|yd YÍrh ksy~ úh hq;=hs' kskafoÈ;a fï YÍrh ke;s ù hkjd' ;sfhkjd lshd oefkkafk kEfka kskafoÈ kuq;a tys wdOHd;añl m%fhdackhla keye' isysh;a ksos' ksød.; jQ is;ska jevla .kak neye' .eUqre kskafoÈ is;g neye is; olskak t;k isysh ke;s ksid' fu;k ;sfnk fjki isysh ;sfhkjd' YÍrh ;ukaf.a Woaf>daIK oeka w;aysgqjd ;djld,sl jYfhka fyda YÍrh iu:hlg m;afj,d' YÍrh mshjrla miaig wrf.k bvfokjd is;g ;ukaj m%ldYhg m;a lrkakg' ieneúkau is; fmakak mgka .kafka t;k§' tf;la wm is; lshkafka lhg' fldamh lshkafka lhg oefkk foaghs' ÿl lshkafk;a tfyuhs' tajd udkisl nj yenEj' flfkl= foi n,d lshkjd fï ;eke;a;d fldamfhka bkafka' fuhd ÿlska bkafka' udkisl foaj,a jqK;a wm ;SrKh lrkafka YÍrfhka' i;=áka bkakjd ÿlska bkakjd' ta Tlafldu YÍrfhka'

fï is; l


hkjd fkfjhs' lhla ;sfnkjdo keoao ;ukag m%Yakhla keye' oeka fï lh lshd wms woyia lrkafka l=ulao@ ysiflia wdÈh fkfjhs' tajd tfyuu ;sfhkjd' ta foaj,a ke;s fjkjd fkfjhs' wmg oefkk lfha tl ,CIKhla ;uhs nr' th wmg f,dl= m%Yakhla' fï mäfm< keÕSu;a m%Yakhlafka' t;fldg fï lfhys nr' ;ukag oefkk lfhys ialkaOh ke;skï ta nr fkdoekS hkjd'

ldh ixLdr lshkafka lfhys flfrk lghq;=' lh lrk b,a,Sï' yqiau .kak ́ kE msglrkak ́ kE lshkjd' nv.skshs" msmdihs lshkjd' uykaishs lshkjd" ksÈu;hs lshkjd" ta me;a;g yefrkak ´fka lshkjd" kdkak ´fka lshkjd' fldKafâ mSrkak ´fk lshkjd' jeisls,s leisls

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yß ieye,a¨hs' ta ksidu fï lh;a uq,È uq,È fudk úfrdaO;d oelajqj;a lhg Ndjkdfjka ,efnk m%fhdackh w;aolskakg ,efnk úg lh;a ksy~ fjkjd' iEu úgu lE.yk mqreoao w;yer oud iïmQ¾Kfhka lh ksYap, fjkjd' lh lshd lshkjd kï hï;dla foaj,aj,g iy l%shdj,aj,g ta ish¨u foaj,a iy l%shdjka ;djld,sl jYfhka w;aysgjkjd fï Ndjkdj ;=<

fufia l


iqj|la oefkkak fkd§ isáhd rila ú¢kafk ke;=j' kuq;a is;sú,a,la wd ieKska Ñ;a; rEm uefjkjfk' mqoa.,fhl= u;la jQ .uka rEmhla uefjkjd' rEmhla uefjk fldgu weia l%shd;aul fjkjd' weia jyf.k rEmhla ujd.kak ta rEmh olskjd' weúÈk flfkl= u;la lrkak tydghs fuydghs weye hkjd' iEu úgu YÍrh jev lrkjd' ys;=jg YÍrh jev keye lshd YÍrh yeu fjf,a u jev' is;sú,sj,skq;a YÍrh yd tl;=fj,d'

isf;a l%shdldÍ;ajh olskakg mqyqKq jkak

fu;k§ iïmQ¾Kfhka YÍrh ksy~hs' iïmQ¾Kfhka YÍrh úfõlShs' ta ksid ,nk i;=gla" iemla ;sfhkjd' wkak ta i;=g iy iem ú¢k is; olskakg ,efnkjd' oeka th ;uhs B

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Ndjkdjg we¨Kq is; olskjd' ta isf;a we;s WfoHda.h olskjd' WfoHda.fhka hqla;j Ndjkd lrk ys; olskjd' B jQ .uk;a iu. n,k úg wm fï mgka .;a; ;eku jf.a' wähla folla bosßhg f.dia oeka uf.a .uk yß" ud oeka .ukdka;hg wdjd lshd iEySulg m;ajqKd jf.a' tu ksid fï ys; olskak' Ndjkdfjka i;=gqfjk Ndjkdjg we,S we;ss ys; olskak' oel kj;skak tmd' ta ys;;a w; yßkak n,kak' ta ysf;a ;sfhk ta /,s fm/,s w;yßkak n,kak' ta w;

iudê iqjh


yeÍfï fÉ;kdj wdYajdifhaoS;a m%YajdifhaoS;a l%shd;aul lrkak ;jÿrg;a ta i;=g jvjvd;a ,nd .ekSfï wdYdfjka wdYajdi" m%Yajdi olskak hkak tmd' ;jÿrg;a Ndjkdjg jdäfjkak tmd" fï ;sfhk iqjhg we¨Kq ys; yßhs lshd' tf;kag tkl,a ta we,Su ;snqKdfõ' T;kska tydg hkak kï ta we,Su we,Sula nj oekf.k w; yeßh hq;=hs' ta is;sú,s w,a,f.k ysáfhd;a kex.=rï oeïud jf.a' uyd id.rh ;rKh lrkak jrdfhka t

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wk;=rej yqiau ÿgqjd' lh ieye,a¨ jqKd' ta ksid m%S;sh iy iemh úkaod' yeu wdYajdihl§u" yeu m%Yajdihl§u ta i;=gq fjk is; w;aÿgqjd' lh kue;s m%Yakh úi£u ksid i;=gqfjk iy iem ú¢k ys; oelald' ta ksid Ndjkdj ms


mdishla ke;s b;du ks¾u, c,dYhla n÷ is;la' fndfyda u ks¾u,hs' fndfydau msú;=rehs' ksYap,hs' wkak tn÷ jQ c,dYhla fia is; osiafjkjd'

fyd| fyda krl ke;skï ,iaik fyda le; wdoS lsisÿ ms

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m%Yajdihg' fjk fudkjgj;a fkfjhs wdYajdihg iy m%Yajdihg iuje§' ishhg ishhla' ndf.g ldf,g fkfjhs' w;S;hl=;a keye wkd.;hl=;a keye' nv.skakla" msmdihla" ksÈu;la" uykaishla ta fudkj;a keye' Ndjkdj fyd|hs krlhs lshk we.hSu;a keye' ta lsisfohla keye' iïmQ¾Kfhka u is; mQ¾K jYfhkau wdYajdifha ;sfhkafka mQ¾K jYfhkau m%Yajdifha ;sfhkafka' fjk fudkj;a keye' ziudoyx Ñ;a;x wiaiisiaidó;s islaL;sZ ta i|yd mqyqKq úh hq;=hs' is;sú,s w;yßkakg mqreÿ jqjfyd;a muKhs is; mQ¾K jYfhkau iujÈkafka wdYajdi m%Yajdi ld¾hhg' Ndjkdj .ek f.dv kÕk n,dfmdfrd;a;=" we.hSï yd ixikaokhla o w;ay< úg is; m;a fjkjd" wdYajdih njg yd m%Yajdih njg' yqiau yd is; tlla ñi folla fkdjk wjia:djlg t


is;sú,a,l >k;ajh" mßudj" È. - m

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fndfyda fofkl= mjikafka Ndjkdjg .=rejrfhl= isáh hq;=hs lshd' neÆ ne,aug ysf;kjd .=rejrfhl= wjYHo@ jdäfj,d yqiau n,kjd' tf;kag .=rejrfhl= wjYH fjkafka ke;súh yelshs' kuq;a mshjßka mshjr hk úg l


fjkafka' wjidk jYfhka Th Ndjkdfjka ,efnk ldhsl i;=g;a m%S;sh;a tfiau tu w;a±lSï w.h lsÍï jYfhka we;sfjk is;sú,s mjd y÷kf.k w; yßkjd' ta w;yeÍu ;=< uki mQ¾K jYfhka u talu;sl fjkjd yqiau;a iu.' wkak t;kÈ .eUqre jQ m%fudaohla olskakg ,efnkjd' kslïu kslï ysia is;la lS úg uy w÷re yeÕSula tkak mq¿jka' hula .ek ys;d.kak neßù fudkj;a .ek ys;d.kak neß ;;ajhl is;la fkfjhs' fnfyúkau i;=gg m;ajQ .eUqre i;=glska msreKq ta ksidu wiykfhka ysia jQ is;la olakg ,efnkjd' zwNsmamfudaohx Ñ;a;x wiaiisiaidó;s islaL;S - miaiisiaidó;s islaL;SZ

l

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Ndjkdj

lhg oefkkjd kï fjfyila" fõokdjla" wmyiq;djhla' ta wmyiq;djh isysfhka w÷k.kak' wmyiq;djhg wjOdkh fhduq lrkak' ta wmyiq;djh wvqfõjd" bj;afõjd lshk fÉ;kdfjka wdYajdih olskak' m%Yajdih olskak '''

iEu wdYajdihl§u is; ieye,a¨ jk yeá olskak' iEu m%Yajdihl§u'''

is; ixisf|k úg oefkk ieye,a¨j w;aolskak" wdYajdifha§ iy m%Yajdifha§ '''

Ndjkdj ms


h

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jQ úghs is; ÿjkafka' ys; ÿjk ´kEu fj,djl n,kak' t;k .egqula ;sfnkjd' Tng wjYHhs m;a;f¾ lshjkak' kuq;a ysf;a ;j fldgilg wjYHhs .ukla hkak' fï m%;súfrdaO;djhghs ys; ÿjkjd ys; tlÕ keye lshkafka' Tng wjYHhs weyqïlka fokak' kuq;a ta w;ru wdmiq f.or hk .uk .ek l,amkd lrkjd' ±ka .egqula' ta .egqu ksid ys; ÿjkjd' fï ish¨u .egqï iïmQ¾Kfhka u Wäka" ueÈka" háka w;ayer mQ¾K jYfhka u ys; tlÕ fjkjd' mQ¾K jYfhka u ys; iujÈkjd' fï wdYajdihg iy m%Yajdihg'

th mqreÿ mqyqKq l< hq;= fohla' ksrdhdifhka isÿ jkafka keye' iEu mshjrlau isysfhka mqyqKq l< hq;=hs wkqms


wkjfndaOfhka iy fudavlñka fumuK ÿrla tkak neye' wdkdmdki;sh uq, isgu wjfndaOfhka m%.=K l< hq;= Ndjkdjla' kuq;a uq,ska wjOdkh fhduq lrkafka fï is; ksial,xl lr.ekSug' uki ikaiqka lr .ekSu iy iu:hlg m;a lr.ekSughs'

t;fldg ta iu:hlg m;afjkafka hï fudfyd;lo t;k k;rù iaÓr mÈxÑlrefjl= njg m;aj wjYH kï flfkl=g iudodkfhka ie;fmkak;a ms

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t;k kej;S bkak mq¿jka ld,hla' kuq;a isá .ukau wdmiq hkak fjkjd' hkak fjkjd uq,ska ysáh ;ekgu' wdmiq jefgkak mq¿jka' tu ksid wêIaGdkh jeo.;a' b,lalh l=ulao@ w;r u. ;ekl mÈxÑ ùu fkfjhs' fï .uku fï iEu msh igyklau uld ±óu" tajd igykaj ;snqfKd;a muKhsfka wdmyq tkafka' mdr ;sífnd;a ;uhs wdmyq tkak mq¿jka fjkafka' úo¾Ykd mqyqKqfjka ud¾.hhs uÕshhs fofokdu jdIam ù hkjd' túg ljqo wdmiq tkak bkafka@ ljqre;a keye' wdmiq tkafka fudk mdfro@ mdrl=;a keye' thhs úo¾Ykdj' úo¾Ykdj wjidkfha§ lrk flfkl=;a keye' ljqo úo¾Ykd lf

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yqiaug wm wjOdkfhka bkakjd' is; fjk ;ekaj,g;a hkjd' kej; tkjd' wjidkfha ys;hs yqiauhs folu tlla njg m;afjkjd' ys; lshkafka yqiaug' yqiau lshkafka ys;g' iuje§u hkq thhs' ta folu iudk fjkjd' fmdä fjkilaj;a keye' ziudoyxZ lsisu fjkila keye' yqiau lshkafka ys;g" ys; lshkafka yqiaug ziudoyxZ lshk ;ek ta mQ¾K tald.%;djh' bkamiq lrkafka l=ulao@ l


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,efnkjdo tu wdYajdifha§u ke;skï tu m%Yajdifha§u th w;yßkakg mqyqKq jkak'

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fï isoaO fjk m%Yajdih;a wks;Hhs' óg l,ska Ôú;fha ljodj;a fï m%Yajdih fufia isÿ ù keye' wkd.;fha ljrodlj;a fï yqiau fï úÈyg msglrkafka;a ke;sfjhs' fï yqiau;a fjkia fjhs' msglrk flk;a fjkia fjhs' ish,a, fjkia fjkjd' yeu wdYajdihl§u wks;Hh wkqj olskakg mqyqKq fjkjd' yeu m%Yajdihl§u wks;Hhg wkqj olskakg mqyqKq fjkjd' t;k ;sfhk yeu fohlau' ieye,a¨jla ;sfnkjd kï iem ;sfhkj kï iekis,a, ;sfhkjd kï i;=g ;sfhkjd kï ta ish,a, ms

187

mqyqKq jk úg m%fudaohg jvd .eUqre jQ ksYap,;ajhla" Ydka; jQ WfmaCIdjla njg Tn m;ajkafkah'

lsisu fohlg fkdwef,kakg mqyqKq jkak

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ta wkqj olskakg n,kjd wdYajdifhÈ;a m%YajdifhÈ;a lsisu foalska ls


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189

isÿjk fohla fkdfjhs' th idudkHfhka ifÉ;ksl iy rd.ksY%s; ls%hdjla'

isf;a .uk k;r lrkakg mqyqKq jkak

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;Kaydfjka wkd.; uful=j m%lafIamkh fkdlr isàug wdYajdifha§;a m%Yajdifha§;a mqyqKqjkak'

whs;slreg wdmiq ndrfokak

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.%yKhka w;yßkak' ta ish¨u ne£ï" Wmdodkhka" udkhka w;yßkak' mqreÿfjkak wdYajdifhÈ;a m%YajdifhÈ;a ;ukaju w;ayeÍug' Ndjkdkqfhda.sfhl= ke;s Ndjkdjla fu;koS isÿ jkafka' Ndjkdkqfhda.sfhl= fldyso@ Ndjkd b;sydihla yod.ekSu w;ayer oukak' w;S;h kej; w;S;hg mjrkak'

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foa fyd|g ksÍCIKh lrkak' ta foa w;yßkak' ;nd .kak W;aidy fkdlr ta foa w;yßkak' ta w;yeÍfï ieye,a¨j w;a olskak' ta ieye,a¨jg ys; wef,k yeá olskak' ta we,Su;a w;yßkak' wm B


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l,ska fudfydf;a ;snqfK keye" fï fudfydf;a ;sfnkjd' B

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l%shdud¾. ;=kla ;sfnkjd' tlla ;uhs wu;l lr oud isàu' yqiau .kakjdo@ msglrkjdo wm Yajikh lrk Ôúfhla o@ th wu;l fldg wmg bkak mq¿jka fuf;la ld,hla isáhd jf.a' YÍrh yqiau .kshs" msglrhs' wm ÿjkfldg ta m%udKhg yqiau .kshs' wm nr Tijkúg ta m%udKhg yqiau .kshs' ys; fõ.j;a fjkúg thg;a wjYH m%udKhg fõ.fhka yqiau ths hhs' wm ta .ek ie,ls,su;a fjkakg wjYH keye' wfma .uk wmg hkak mq¿jka' ta m

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mq¿jka lh md,kh lr.kak fndfydu fyd|g iy b;du blaukg' wm fjfyig m;ajqKq úfgl Th úÈyg lD;%suj wdYajdi m%Yajdi is;d u;d md,kh lsÍfuka wr fjfyi b;du blaukg wvq lr.kak mq¿jka' tfia lh Yla;su;a lr.kak;a mq¿jka' lh fjfyig m;aj" ÿ¾j,j ;sfhk fj,djg .eUqre wdYajdi lsysmhla m%Yajdi lsysmhla lsishï ßoauhlg" rgdjlg .ekSfuka" msglsÍfuka" r|jd .ekSfuka lh Yla;su;a lr.kak;a mq¿jka' iuyr wikSm iqjlr.kak;a mq¿jka fjhs' tajdg Tfrd;a;= fok uÜgug lfha m%;sYla;sh we;s lr.kak;a mq¿jka' ta lhg ú;rla fkfjhs ukig;a lsishï n,mEula lrkak mq¿jka wdYajdi m%Yajdi ;=


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199

urKh kj;ajkakg neye' th iaÓrhs' tal wjqreoaolska o follskao lshkak neye' iuyr úg wm l;d lrkjd ysud,fha isák fhda.Skaf.a jhi wjqreÿ mkaishhs" odyhs" fooyia mkaishh blaufjk nj' tu l;d wid úYauhg m;afjkjd' kuq;a urKh ch wrf.k fkfjhs ta we;a;ka bkafka' tn÷ jQ wNHdi ;=


lrkak mq¿jka' kuq;a ojil ta ;eke;a;d mrdð;fhl= njg m;afjkjd'

;ryd md,kh lsÍu tlla' ;ryd ch.ekSu ;j tlla' ÿl md,kh lsÍu tlla' ÿl ch.ekSu thg yd;amiskau fjkia ldrKhla' fuhhs fojeks l%uh yqiau iïnkaOfhka wkq.ukh lrkak mq¿jka' yqiau md,kh lsÍu fndfydau ÈhqKq o¾Ykhla' f,dalfha ;sfhk fkdfhla wd.ï yd ii|k úg yqiau uq,a lr.;a fhda. o¾Ykh W;=ï wd.ula' ula ksido ta wd.u ukqIHhd f.k.shd iEfyk by< ;eklg" wr nd, fnd

201

kqjKg jegyqKd fuh fkfjhs úuqla;sh' fuf;kag;a tkak mq¿jka' ´fka kï uereKd jf.;a bkak mq¿jka' wdYdj tkafka uQ,sl jYfhka bkaøshhka Woõ lrf.kfka' t;fldg ta ish¨u bkaøshhka urd oukak mq¿jka' úuqla;sh thhs lshd f,dalh ys;=jd' wo;a ys;kjd' kuq;a Wkajykafiaf.a isys nqoaêhg fmkqKd ;du ú[a[dKh jev lrk nj' wdYdj ;sfhk nj' YÍrfha fkfuhs th ysf;a ;sfhk ldrKhlafka' wdYdj ;sfhkafka lfka fkfjhs ysf;afka' wdYdj ;sfhkafka Èfõ o@ keye' kdifha o@ keye' fï YÍrfha o@ keye' th ú[a[dKhg" ys;g iïnkaO ldrKhla'

fï ish¨u bkaøshhka ks¾úkaokh l


msgfjk yqiau Èyd n,df.k ysáhd fkao lshd' fï n,df.k isàu wuq;=u fohla' wmQ¾j w;aoelSula' tf;la l,a ljqre;a tn÷ fohla lshd ;snqfKa keye' ke;skï wu;l lr oeïud' fudlgo wdOHd;auh .ek ys;kafka' mq¿jka ;rï úfkdao fjkak' zlduiqL,a,sldkq fhda.hZ tfyu ke;skï zw;a;ls,u:dkq fhda.hZ ish,a, md,kh lrkak' keye" ta wka; foflka u f;drjqKq me;a;lg fj,d n,d isàu lshk ta isyshg" i;shg Wkajykafia msúiqKd' tfia msúiS ta fnda ue~§ ta ksixi, mßirfha§ Wkajykafia È.gu ta wNHdifha fhÿKd'

wdkdmdki;sfha W;am;a;s l;kaorhhs ta' l

203

fï yqiau ms


ulaksido Ôú;h lshkafka yqiaugfka' mK fokafka yqiau' ljqo okafka ldgo lshkak mq¿jka fï .kafka wjidk wdYajdih fkfjhs lshd' fï msglrkafka wjidk m%Yajdih fkdfjhs lshd ldgo iy;sl jYfhka u lsj yelafla' ;j yqiau jdr ,CIhla" fldaáhla .kak ;rï wmg l,a ;sfhhs lshd is;ñka" ;j ,CI fldaá .Kkla wdYajdi m%Yajdi jdr ms

205

Ndjkdjla lr.kak' tfia lr.;af;d;a Tn t;k§u Èkhs' t;k§ Èkkak neßjqK;a Ôú;fha oyil=;a tlla hq;=lï j.lSï ueo Tn È.ska È.gu fï yqiau ms


ta mßirfha ;sfhk ikaiqkaNdjfha fldgila njg uki m;alrkak bvfokak' bka wk;=rej fhduq lrkak wjOdkh bßhõjg' iDcq jQ Wvqlhg' m,la ne|f.k jdä ù ;sfnk YÍrhg' bvfokak YÍrh;a tlal tl;= jkakg' wk;=rej yqiau oefkkafka ke;skï isysfhka wdYajdih iy m%Yajdih lrkak' ys;d u;d" w÷k.kak wdYajdih hkq l=ulao@ w÷k.kak m%Yajdih lshkafka l=ulgo@ yßhg fodrgqjl isák flfkl= hï fia w÷k.kakjdo we;=,afjk flkd iy msgfjk flkd fjk fjku meyeÈ,sj uekúka tfia w÷kd.kak we;=,afjk yqiau iy msgfjk yqiau'

fï yqiau;a iu. ál fõ,djla idjOdk jkúg flfkl=g fmakjd iuyr yqiau we;=,a fjkak iEfyk fj,djla .kakjd' iuyr yqiau fõ.fhka we;=,a fjkjd' tfiau iuyr m%Yajdi jeä ld,hla .kakjd' iuyr m%Yajdi fyñysg' fï fjki ksÍCIKh lrkak wdYajdifhka wdYajdihg" m%Yajdifhka m%Yajdihg' z§>xjd wiaiikaf;da §>x wiaiidó;s mcdkd;s miaiidó;s mcdkd;sZ' wdYajdi m%Yajdi §¾> kï oek.kak §¾>hs lshd' tl úgu neye' ál fõ,djla n,df.k isák úghs jegfykafka wd fï yqiau §¾>hs' l%ufhka ys; .; ksfjk úg ;ekam;a jk úg ixisf|k úg f,dl= yqiaula wjYH fjkafka keye' wkak túg zriaixjd wiaikaf;da riaix wiaiidñ;s mcdkd;sZ flá kï yqiau flá nj oek.kak' oek .kak - mcdkd;s' B

207

nj;a' ta ms


iemla ;sfhkjo@ ta iem w;aolskak mqreÿ fjkak wdYajdifhaÈ iy m%YajdifhaÈ ziqLmáixfõÈ wiaiisiaidñ;s" miaiisiaidñ;s islaL;sZ'

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miaiisiaidñ;s islaL;SZ wdYajdifhÈ;a m%YajdifhÈ;a udkisl l¾;jHhka olskak i;=gqfjk" m%S;sfjk tlÕfjk isysfhka bkak' ta n,dfmdfrd;a;= ;sfhk uki olskak' iEu wdYajdihl§u ysf;a iajNdjh olskak' iEu m%Yajdihl§u ys; olskak' ys; fldfyduo fï fj,dfj' yqiau fkfjhs olskafka' yqiau oel bjrhs' oeka ta yqiau .kak yeu wjia:djlu yqiau md,ula lr.kakjd' levm;la lr.kakjd' o¾Ykhla lr.kakjd uki olskakg' uq,ska yqiau oelald' wk;=rej lh oelald' oeka uki olskjd' tfia olsñka il, úO jQ udkisl l¾;jHhka w;yßkakg mqreÿ fjkak' taj;a tlal bkak tmd'

lsisu fohla ys; ys; bkak mqreÿ fjkak tmd' fï Ndjkdj ;=< ta iEu is;sú,a,lau w;yßkak' i;=g w;yßkak' i;=g .ek is;Su w;yßkak' ys; tlÕ fjkjo ta .ek is;Su w;yßkak' zmiaiïNhx Ñ;a;ixLdrx wiai isiaidó;s islaL;s' miaixNhx Ñ;a; ixLdrx miaiisiaidó;s islaL;SZ ta udkisl is;sú,s" udkisl p,khka Ndjkd ÈhqKqj .ek we;s wfmaCIdjka ixis|jd .kakg mqreÿ fjkak' wdYajdifhaÈ;a m%YajdifhaÈ;a Njh f.dvkÕkakg jEhï lrkak tmd' ;ekam;a jkak mqreÿ fjkak' tfia w;yeÍu ;=< lsisÿ p,khla ke;s" ksial,xl fkdief,k ys; olskakg mq¿jka' zÑ;a; máixfõ§ wiaiisiaidñ;s islaL;sZ yqÿ is;" msú;=re uki" m%NdIajr ys; fmfkkakg fjkjd' tf;la is; fkfjhs wm oelafla is;sú,s' tf;la wm is; lshd lshqfõ l,amkd lsÍug" is;Sug" m%;sls%hd lsÍug' ish¨ m%;sl%shd lsÍï l,amkd lsÍï f.dvkeÕSï ke;s wr m%NdIajr uki olskak mqreÿ fjkak" wdYajdifhaÈ;a m%YajdifhaÈ;a'

yqiau fkd±kSu fkfjhs Ndjkdfj ÈhqKqj lshkafk' yqiau ishqï fjkakg mq¿jka' kuq;a ta iEu ishqï wdYajdihla

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oeka t;ekska wm lsõjd fï iu: Ndjkd fldgi bjrhs lshd' b;ska fïl iu: lshd yßhgu fjka lrkak neye' Th yeu ;eklu isysh" kqjK ;sfhkakg ´kE' kuq;a idudkH lvbula úÈyg .;a;yu iu:fhka hkak mq¿jka Wmßu ;ek ;uhs T;k' bkamiq wkak tkafka úo¾Ykd me;a;g' mQ¾K jYfhkau úo¾Ykdj' ta i|yd zwksÉpdkqmiais wiaiisiaidñ;s islaL;s wksÉpdkqmiais miaiisiaidñ;s islaL;s'Z yod.kak i;=g we;=¿ yod.;a hï;dla foa ;sfnkjd o ta ish¨u yod.;a; foaj,a" Wvq hál=re fjkjd' Wmkak foaj,a uefrk foaj,a njg m;afjkjd' .;a; yqiau msglrk yqiaula njg m;afjkjd' wkak ta iajNdjh wkqj olskak mqyqKq fjkak wdYajdifhÈ;a m%YajdifhÈ;a' lsisu ;ekla iodld,slhs lshd k;rfjkak yokak tmd' Th iodld,slhs lshd ys;k iEu kjd;eka m,lau ;djld,sl ,e.=ïy,a muKlau nj olskak wdYajdifhÈ;a m%YajdifhÈ;a' ta wkqj olskak mqreÿ fjkak' ta wkqj fufkys lrkak mqyqKq fjkak' B


lsisu fohla w,a,f.k .ukla hkafka keye' lsisu wdYdjla" is;sú,a,la w,a,f.k .ukla hkafka keye' wm fu;ku bkakjd' ta is;sú,s weú;a hk yeá olskjd' yqiau weú;a hk yeá olskjd' iem weú;a hk yeá olskjd' ish,a,u weú;a hk yeá olskjd' ;uka foaj,a iu. fldfyaj;a hkafka keye' zmáksiai.dkqmiais wiaiisiaidñ;s islaL;s' máksiai.a.dkqmiaiS miai isiaidñ;s islaL;sZ mqreÿ fjkak w;yßkakg' ish,a, w;yßkak' ;uka Ndjkd lrk flfkla' ud fumuK l,a Ndjkd lr ;sfnkjd' ug fï fï foaj,a ,eî ;sfnkjd' tajd w,a,f.k fï .uk hkak neye' tfia lhsjdre .yk flkdj Èh lr odkak' iïmQ¾Kfhka Èh lr odkak' mdrej w;yßkak' mdrefõ bkak tmd È.gu' mdrej w;yeßh ;ek ;uhs tf;r ùu ;sfnkafka' ke;skï ;du bkafka Èhje,l' .fÕka tf;r fjkakg kï Tn Tfí md folu mdrefjka .; hq;=hs' wkak zmáksiai.a.dkqmiaiSZ w;yer oukak Tn ms

213

wd§ ish,a, ke;s jqKdu iuia;hu we;s ieáhg wkqj l%shd;aul fjkakg mgka.kakjd' we;s ieáhg wkqj iamkaokh fjkak mgka.kakjd' ta i|yd wr w;yeÍu l< hq;=hs' iuyr úg T;k mshjrla ú;r w;yefrkak we;s kuq;a thhs l


l;kaor yod.kak tmd' t;k t;ku ksfrdaOh w;a olskak' wjidk jYfhka ljqo fuf;la ÿr wdfõ@ wdmq flfkla keye' ta wdjhs lshk ix{dj ;sfhkjd' th;a w;yer oukak' zmáksiai.a.dkqmiaisZ l

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bvfokak lhg ksi, jkakg wdYajdifha§ iy m%Yajdifha§'''

bvfokak ys;g ;ekam;a jkakg wdYajdifhaÈ;a m%YajdifhaÈ;a'''

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