arœp saihty s„kln-1 supãtik arœp Ÿgax€ ÷adinta, pãsaiÇ» vr isitlta maºa cara...

Arœp saiHtY s„kln-1

supãtIk Arœp ŸGax

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pãkaSkW www.Nauba-Aloke-Bangla.com pãkaSkalW 19ŸS neBÜr, 2006 AaÇ»àjael s„eZajnW 31 ŸS Agaö, 2007

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ˆ‡sàg

jnnI jnMBUimëc ÷àgadpI grIysI

mDur Vmar maeyr Hais cƒaedr mueK Jer

maek men peR Vmar maek men peR

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ma Ÿtamaek Î

ŸlKk piricit

Vim maniskBaeb sHsã b‡sr cla …k bªgsÇ»an| SarIirk Baeb Vim sQm kàmf AàD Stk par kra …k BartbasI| pãacIn ifkana SãIH´ - ba„laedS| ŸpSagt Abóùan Baretr baiNijYk rajDanI - muÜa†| Hal saikn pãaeNr SHr - klkata| ÷Baeb dQ Babuk| bÉ™ Aenk| …† gãeHr ibiBÊ pãaeÇ» taedr Abóùan ikÇ¼ Vim pãay Ÿraj† taedr se˜ Taik ba kTa bel Taik - †ÆFarenF Vsar Aenk Veg ŸTek†| bÉ™ra bel kaebYr CeÆd pafekr Hœdy HrN kra† naik Vmar ŸpSa| …kdm Bul ny, ikCuFa ifk| Ÿmen in†| karN bÉ™ra bel Ÿta ta†| AbSY ìr› ŸTek† "ŸpaeyFäI †n kmuYinekSan' …r pãb¹¡a iHeseb ÷¬CÆd ŸbaD kir - iliK ba b¹¡bY raiK Ÿs† caliceºr wpr| naFk krtam, naFk iliKw| ŸbiSFa† baiNijYk kaej ba ib¯apenr kaej laeg| gæp kibta sb† iliK ZKn Za mn cay| ŸlKaeliKr smykal dIàG, pãay iºS bCr Ÿta Heb† ba tar w ŸbSI| ŸlKaeliK kriC Baela laeg ta†, Vnuòaink pãkaeSr AiBpãaey ny| ŸlKa pãkaeSr s„KYaiF taw ngNY ny| …r karN w† bÉ™ra|teb …† ntun bCr - januyarI 2007 - ìr› Hl Vr Vmar klm ŸTem Ÿgl| …† kidn Hl Vbar ìB lgÈa kibta Vmay ŸFen …en biseyeC - ilKet Heb - Vmar Ÿpãemr ntun rœpek ÷Ikar keriC - ta† Vbar ilKiC| s„eQep Vmar pircyW

saikn - jg‡pur pâTÓIpurm AÇ»HIn pT| pãTm Ÿpãm - naFk| naFk kret igey naFY Saeó½ hueb Taka Vr Ÿs† ŸTek kibtar saeT Ÿpãm| ibbaiHt kibtar saeT| ŸlKa Vmar ŸpSa| ibbaHaÇ»àgt sÚpàk kibta, gæp w pãbeÉr saeT| Balbais GFnar meDY stY Ÿk Kƒujet Vr taek menr res jairey iney bƒacet| Balbasa Ÿk kaeC Fain ÷aeàTr Hat na baiRey Vr GâNa ŸTek duer Taik ba Ÿcña kir| ibjIt bÉ™r nam Ÿsamrs imº| ÷pÈ - sHsãaiDk iSæpI smagem …kiF naFk m‚óù kra Zar meDY sb rkemr VàF Pàm …r pUàN pãkaS GFeb - Za sara pâiTbIet cleb Vr icrsMrNIy Hey Takeb ŸrpaàFrI iTeyFaerr ˆpma iHeseb - manb kàtâk sHsã Velakbàx ÙmeNr ŸZ smy pãeyajn Ÿs† smeyr ŸdOR Aitº¡aÇ» Hey VelacY ibxy Hey r†eb Ÿs† naFk| rsd - …kagãta| Vsi¹¡ - sImaHIn git| Baeb - DUmektu|

1. Ÿkn iliK, ikBaeb iliK, kar jnY iliK? :ilKet Baela laeg ta† Vim iliK | ikBaeb iliK ta Vim inejw jain na| ŸlKa Hey Zay| kaera jnY ibeSx Baeb iliK na, teb ibeSx Ÿkˆ VeCn iZin na Takel Vmar ŸlKa Hy na| ikCu ŸlKar ŸpãrNa Vmar Gerr ŸcOkaf ŸTek Ves ba Vmar …kaÇ» gâHekaeN luekaena ipƒpeRedr kaC ŸTek|

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2. Ÿs† ibeSx jnaiF Ÿk? :†Sÿr …b„ tƒar pãd¹ AsIm kápa| Vmar "ŸH ‰Sÿr' kibtaiFet ŸZmn Vim ileKiClamW

duyaer daRaey w† Hais muK Ÿmar …eta kaeC Vj suK

Ÿk jan? Ÿs tuim ŸgaDUilr idgÇ» paer

dUer Ait dUer SYamilm Ÿkan Ÿmdur sudUer icen in† Vim praN bƒDuer Ÿs† ba Ÿk jaena? Ÿs tuim

tuim tuim tuim ŸH AÇ»àZamI gBIr inSIeT iJƒiJƒ'r haek mn ZKn …ka S«ay kƒaep

tKn Ÿk Ves men, jaena? ibýPairt ŸcaeKr taray Ÿsw tuim

3. ipãy kib, ŸlKk …b„ tƒaedr ŸlKa --- : ipãy kib ba ŸlKekr nam bel ŸSx kra Zaeb na| rbIÆÅnaT idey ìr› kret pair ikÇ¼ Baela lagar ŸSx VeC naik? ta† buiJ ifk blet pareba na sbar nam| VÇ»àjaelr patay patay ntun Aenk kib VeCn Zƒara ŸbS sÝbnamy - taedr jnY Vmar AeSx Balbasa w ìeB¬Ca|

4. saiHetYr ˆpr †ÆFareneFr pãBabÎ : pãBab AsamanY| Zt …r saiÊeDY Vsb tt† janb| ikÇ¼ ŸmOilk ikCu sâiñ tKn† Heb ZKn pRaelKar pãiº¡yaiF Heb pÁitgt| ŸZ Ÿkan sâiñ† kifn, ta† tar jnY saDnaw kifn …b„ tar pãit Balbasa Taket Heb VsamanY| …'§ela Zid t¹Ô men Hy teb bil †ÆFarenF …r pãgitSIl supãeyag Vr inejr cirº ibeSåxN kra ifk …k† rkm| du'ey† …kS Sta„S sttar pãeyajn|

5. ba„la saiHetYr BibxYt Î : Vim Kub† VSabadI| Baxay Vmra smâÁ, ta† …r càcay BibxYet ba„la saiHetYr Ba¸ar Vera pirpUàN Heb| du† ba„la …Knw Vlada Baeb …k† Baxar càca ker …r ŸTek bR l°a buiJ Vr Ÿn†| rajnIitkedr senMln Hy - saàk - baàk keb ŸTek ìr› Heb? baàkFa ik? pafk bueJ inn| ba„la Baxay Aàk Ÿdb ŸZidn zaka Vr klkatay …k† saeT ˆidt Hebn Ÿsidn baàk …r jnM Heb| …r ŸbiS blel Babna icÇ»ar gi¸ Fana Hey Zaeb Za Vim kret ca†na|

6. saiHetYr daybÁtaÎ

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: saiHtY jIbenr kTa bleb, Za ŸTek baó»ebr mueKamuiK dƒaRaet iSKeba | saiHtY kæpnar kTaw bleb, Za ŸTek VerkFu ŸbiS kæpna ŸmeK AbgaHn kreba sâiñr rœpsager| ŸZKaen kæpna Ÿn† ŸsKaen sâiñ Ÿn† Vr ŸZKaen sâiñ Ÿn† ŸsKaen ŸZ jIbn Ÿn†| VeC ik?

7. bàtman w prbàtI pãjenMr kaeC inejek ikBaeb ŸdKet ca†? :wra Vmar ŸlKa men raKuk ta Hyeta ŸbSI cawya Hey Zaeb - ca† AÇ»t pRuk Vmar ŸlKa| Bal na lagel bluk Za blet cay pafk| ikÇ¼ na peR ŸZn Ÿkˆ mtamt na Ÿdn| Vmar 'Hairey' kibtaiFr ŸSx k'Fa la†n men peR ŸglW

…kidn ŸZw na Hairey ŸjanakIr Vela jÔailey kaˆek na bel cup ker

buiR cƒad tKnw VeC ˆefan jueR menr VkaSFaek Ÿk ŸreKeC VDƒaer mueR

Haraet ca† in ikÇ¼ Haraet ŸZ Heb kibek men raeK Ÿk ŸkaTa keb

8. Vmar ÷pÈ --- : Vbar Viseba iPer---- …† …k† jnMBUimet, …k† baba maeyr Ÿkael | Vr ŸkaTaw ny, Vr kaera kaeC ny |

9. sÚpãit ŸlKa kibtar keykiF la†n Î 'kñpuer kib …ka' kibtar ikCu la†nW

kibta cel ŸgeC sudUr AtIet ŸlKa ŸCeR ŸgeC ikCu dIàGSÿas

Vyna gÝIr mueK …es bll - Vim Za†? c‚la klm ktidn øan kerin

gaey ŸmeK bes VeC Duela, kada, Ca†!

skal giRey ibekl giRey …l raiº skalŸta Hyna, kib ik VƒDaerr Zaiº?

kibta ŸgeC cel, ŸlKaw ta† muK ŸdKeb kib, Ÿs Vynaw na† kibr Sÿas P™leC, dm bÉ pãay

…t kñ Ÿkn, ibiDr ik AiBpãay! …† ŸlKa idey ŸSx krel men Heb …kjn ÒaeöäeFh kibr nakam klm ik ileKeC! ta† bilW

Ÿs† bnmaeJ bk™l bIiTr tel Ÿs† idiG paer sjl kal jel

Ÿs† maf par ker glay ŸmGmLar Ÿs† idgeÇ» Vim …ka tbu Ÿtamar

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ŸgaDUil Ÿblay Ÿtamar keË imƒya ik ŸFaiR

cuip cuip …es Ÿtamaek jiRey Dir tuim ŸZ VC Syen ÷pen jagreN

tuim ŸZ Vmar Ÿpãm tb rs VHreN kibta Vmar Ÿpãm ŸlKa Vmar ŸpSa

Ÿmar klem kail Ber ŸrK ŸH icr ŸnSa …Knw VeCn? taHel Vbar Vsebn …† patay Î Vpinw ilKun na Vpnar haeyrI ba iHesib Katar patay!

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muÜa†, jun 13, 2007

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jIbn iBi¹k 8 nac 8 Vr kƒaidwna 9 ÷pÈ 10 BbanIpuerr P™FpaeT 11

Ÿpãm 12 idif 12 Zaeb? 13 rjt jyÇ»I 14

ibrH 15 Hairey 15

edSŸpãm 16 maek 786 eTek 16

rmY kibta 17 Ÿº¡ta 17

gæp 18 sÚpâi¹¡ 18 imkur ˆineS ŸseÌFÜr 24

rmY rcna 27 makRsar jal 27 s„rQN 28

jIbnI 30 Bal Tak™n Hœixda 30

pãbÉ 31 Vim iSeKiC 31 bãatY icÇ»ay Zui¹¡ ebaD 36 ÷edH menr Ger Ÿpãemr basa 39 muKYmÇ½I ìneCn ik? 41 beÆdW matrm …r wpr Petaya 44

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kyam‡ Ÿs kyam‡ 46

kibta jIbn iBi¹k

nac

…kFa CRa bil ŸSan dƒaRaw …kFu ŸSaenain kKena

namta pRa jIben …r Ÿn† Ÿkan maen

nac iCl …kidn tar saDna Vj Vr nac ÷epÈw Vesna mnFaek naicey taiDn taiDn Hfa‡ Hairey Zawya …kidn

ŸbS lageb ikÇ¼ tKn Zid bâiñ peR pãaN Kuel Ÿnec wfa ŸBja Gaesr wper

taiDn taiDn pãaN Kuel bƒaca Vj ìDu mn pãaN s¹a ˆjaR ker naca

bâiñ jl Cla‡ Cl Cla‡ Cl paeyr tlay naceC mn naceC pãaN ASaÇ» …† paeyr patay Vbar naceb Ÿs† tapsI Vpn tael w ley

jma Heb na pawya suK menr inley 17† Ÿm 2006 muÜa†

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Vr kƒaidwna

tar kaÊa ŸdeK Ÿtamar KuiS KuiS laeg ta† tar kaÊa tuim Ÿpelna ŸZ ŸdKet

Aenk kñ idel taek, Ÿs inl, Ÿs idelana Ÿtamay ŸdKet tar ŸcaeKr Ÿkanay ŸPeF pRa Ÿlana

V¬Ca kƒadaw Ÿkn, Bal laeg? Hasaet paerana, ŸBag duWKbaed kaÊar iP¤h ihepaisF Ÿkaer tar sudFa keñr ŸsiB„es Ber

ibraF bYaparI, VpatW suKI tuim …kidn …ka Hey Zaeb kaƒdet ca†eb tuim, tKn Ÿtamar kaÊa Ÿk ìneb …'Beb

kƒaidwna Vr kaˆek Taema …bar bƒacaw inejek

…Kn w VeC smy iPer …s jIbenr Vi˜nay Has, Hasaw Vr Haset Tak jIbnek Bal baset Tak

klkata jun 18, 2006

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÷pÈ

By pawyar odniÆdn AeBYesr maeJ …kFu Sanaena si–enr mt Jles wfar saD

SaiÇ»r …t Apcy Ÿkn Ÿkn …t S«a sbar men

Ÿkn Ÿraj inrIH manux mer mâtuYr karbarIra la†nFa Ÿc² kerna Ÿkn

Ver baba bYbsa krib Ÿta blna, ˆpay VeC manuxek manux ker Ÿtalar baiNjY kr ŸSaner pajI§ela taet sbar Bal Heb

inejr ibRibRain ìnet pai¬Clam Vr inejek ntun ker Kƒuej ini¬Clam

maºa CaRa duWsaHsI Hb Vim jÔlb sàbae˜, ZÇ½Naek cumuek pan krb

ŸBterr sb tƒuet nIl jÔalaek càbY, ŸcaxY, ŸlHY, Ÿpy ker Ÿnb

bYTaHIn gla idey taedr naibey Ÿdb tKn sàEbb SaiÇ» suK Vneb …k óùIitSIlta ŸGaR ŸdOeRr maf§elaet laiP„ £ab Kulb Ÿrajkar sb kaj Heb, Ÿbinya bÉen ny

ca† ÷aDInta, pãSaiÇ» Vr iSiTlta maºa CaRa ŸbiHesbI Hb Vim

iSìedr saeT, P™elr maeJ, paKIedr kaeC Vim wedr saTI Hb, béaHIn gtayat Heb Vmar

Vim sàbº sbar kaeC igey janet ca†b Bal VC Ÿta? ik kñ Ÿtamar? Ÿn† ikCu?

…† Ÿta ca† ìnet, bl bl Verk bar bl Vim iBsuiByaesr ŸDƒayar FƒuiF icep Der pâiTbIek suóù suekaml smIer øan krab Vim laednek ŸbaJab ikÇ¼ buS paijek ikCuet† inˆi£yar Ÿbama Ÿbcet Ÿdbna

Za¬cel, hakel Ÿkn? Dur, tuim na parw ma Vim ŸZ …† suÆdr pâiTbIek DÕ„s Het Ÿdbna|

muÜa† ŸseÌFÜr 16, 2006

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BbanIpuerr P™FpaeT

rat kt Hela? ˆ¹r Ÿmelna ŸcaK Ÿmel ŸdeK Ÿs, dàSn Ÿmelna

kaela kaela VkaS imSimeS AÉkar ic‡ Hey peR VeC, …kFu Vela drkar

P™F paeT ìey saraFa idn Ÿgl kt ƒcu incu du' Ÿpeyr saeT ŸdKa Hela ŸKla Hela , ŸHla Hela, Ÿmla w ŸSx

VHt pT paeS bYTa w AeSx …† ŸKala VkaSFa w ŸZn Ÿkmn …' smey Ÿkˆ muK kaela ker!

…ka Aenk ZÇ½Na iney VeC Ÿs peR idn ŸSx Hela, sb paiK Ger Ÿgl hana ŸDaya Vela ŸPel ŸreK Ÿgl tar mueKr wpr …k cadr ibiCey SrIr kal Hela ZÇ½Nay ibixey rat kt Hela? ˆ¹r Ÿmelna

tairK bdel Ÿgl skal Ÿta …l na! 18† Ÿm, 2006

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Ÿpãm idif

menr bYTa tuim sKa gaeyr bYTa Zae¬Cna …kla Vim …kla tuim kƒapeC jÔr kƒapeC Buim catk paKIr iFiF rb bâiñ namuk …Kn sb Vƒjla Ber Vnel jl Krar taet ik† ba Pl ìkena Gaes V§n idel ŸlilHan iSKa na Ÿnbael …min ker† cleb ik ˆx— pãtIQa reyeC bakI Ÿtamar jIbn Vmar matn Vmar jIbn Ÿtamar matn

Ÿtamar kTa Vmar kTa duWeKr kTa sueKr basay sueKr kTa duWeKr VSay sueKr Vsa Velar kaeC ŸcaeKr taray jIbn bƒaec Ÿtamar gan Vmar gan dUerr tara dIpYman JàNa Dara sablIl Ÿtamar Hais Anaibl tuim CaRa jIbn maiF ŸcaeKr Baxa Hl idif HirNI tuim CiÆdla isit Ÿtamar idifet Vmar †it|

muÜa† ŸseÌFÜr, 21, 2006

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Zaeb?

Zaeb? cel Zaeb? …kFa CRa bil ŸSan

…Fa tuim ŸSanin kKnw daƒRaw …kFu, na Hy pa cailey† Zaeb

tuim Zaeb, Ÿta Ÿk Ÿtamay Tamaeb tuim Ÿta Ÿjedr basa

tuim …k na pawya Balbasa …mn CRa ŸSaenain kKnw

namta pRa jIbenr ŸHƒesel …r Ÿn† Ÿkanw maen

nâtY iCl …kidn Ÿtamar saDna Vj nâtY Ÿtamar ÷epÈw Vesna

kñ Ÿpel? ba duWK? na Hy Ÿpel†

suK tuim ca†et par duWK At sHej Ÿmelna

ca†basar GrFa Vmaedr Kub sueKr iCl dur, Ÿkbl ca† ca† ker† Vim basa HaireyiC

Zabar Veg Ÿtamay bil Vim ikÇ¼ Ÿtmn hakat† ViC

muûàmuû hakait, ŸZwna …Kuin cel mnFaek naicey ta iDn ta iDn

Hfa‡ Hairey Zawya …kidn Ÿbtlar j˜el clna Vbar Za†

Vbar ŸZObenr ŸBla Basa† SrIer bƒak iney itàZk Hais Ÿtamar ŸcaeKr Ÿkaen Vmar menr kalEbSaKI Ÿtamar muÅaeHlen SåT

clna mnFaek naicey ta iDn ta iDn Jpa„ ker Hfa‡ Hairey Zawya …kidn Ÿtamar krpueF Vmar grm Haetr talu

ŸbS lageb ikÇ¼ tKn Zid bâiñ peR paka Ÿlbu Vr kajl kaela SIPn

Ÿtamay VeñpâeòjiRey Der pãaN Kuel Ÿnec wfa, ŸBja Gaesr wper

taiDn taiDn pãaN Kuel bƒaca ìDu mn pãaN ÷tÔa ˆjaR ker naca

bâiñr jl Cla‡ Cl, Cla‡ Cl paeyr tlay naceC mn, naceC pãaN CÆdmyIr paeyr patay

ik Hela? cel Ÿgel? ŸbS| ˆefaen VbCa Vltar dag ŸreK Ÿgel|

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rjt jyÇ»I

ŸZObenr mydaen pa raKet na raKet† njr ŸkeR iCl tar Vjanu liÜt ŸbiN

ik kir Vr na kir skal ibekl mir

mnek in„eR ineyiCl Ÿs† Bal Ÿbes iCl pãTm drSŸn†

ˆjaR ker idey iCl pãTm imlen† sbuj ÃIepr kaela ViKƒ

mn blt gaw paiK VkaS Ÿk gaey maiK Baib Vr bes Taik pãaN bel ŸHes bƒaic

…† bel lÜa ŸbiN Hl saTI pƒicS bCr pr Vj w Ÿs suÆdr Ÿn† Ÿs lÜa ŸbiN VeC tar kdr

…Kn Vmra Bal bÉ™ w saTI …k saeT ga† ntun pãBait|

Ÿm 16, 2006

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ibrH

Hairey

…k idn ŸZw na Hairey kailGaeFr gã Ÿpirey …kidn ŸZw na Hairey Fäam la†nFa Ÿpirey

…kidn ŸZw na Hairey sb ŸPel ŸreK ŸZidn sba† kaiHl Ÿtamay Ÿhek Ÿhek

…kidn Buel ŸZw ŸZ tuim …esiCel Ÿsidn VSaek idw Baisey gãjel

…kidn ŸZw na Hairey HaF baF maf Ÿpirey

Ÿgayal Gerr Duenar ŸDƒaya puiRey …kidn ŸZw na Hairey ŸjanakIr Vela jÔailey kaêk na bel cup ker

buiR cƒad tKnw VeC êfan jueR menr VkaSFaek Ÿk ŸreKeC VDƒaer mueR

Haraet ca† in ikÇ¼ Haraet ŸZ Heb kibek men raeK Ÿk ŸkaTa keb

Vim Za†, tuim Tak, Vim Za† Hairey …kidn ŸZw na Hairey

tal gaeCr VkaS CaiRey …esa tuim Zid caw kibtar Caya maiRey

…kidn ŸZw na Hairey duW÷epÈr ratFa Ÿpirey|

13† jun, 2006 muÜa†

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edSŸpãm

maek 786 eTek

r›Á Vj Vmar mn paKIedr gan gawya ìï k¥, SãaÇ» SrIr …bar k™lay ŸPra

AsHY …†, Sanaena onSe× skalek ŸZn Ÿkmn lageC Ÿtamar ŸdKa na†, ŸbaDHIn Vim, buiJna ifk Ÿkmn lageC

Hais KuSI pLibt P™elr papiR §il Vj ŸcaK buejeC

tuim ŸkaTay, …s stÔr, AsaR Vim, jainna Ÿkmn lageC| Ÿraj Ÿtamar ŸZ keLailnI JrNay Vim H† pibº, suøat Vj ik ŸHaeyeC Ÿtamar, suKena Ÿkn Ÿtamar JrNa …t

tuim Ÿkn dUer pãaN, …s …kFu pa cailey Vr Ÿdir Ÿkarna tuim

Vmar AsaR Aªgibtaen Ÿtamar ŸCƒawya pab bel ViC bes Vim SIetr paHaeRr Hœdipe¸r Dukpuk™in ik ŸTem Ÿgl, na ŸbaD Hy!

…Knw Ÿtamar ŸdKa na†, P™sP™es Sÿas Vr celna, Taml men Hy|

Vmar ŸcaeK V§n, Aibrt Ÿgalabar›edr gÉ gt caridn Vmar Haetr scl V ul §ela Akater idey Zay mâtuY ŸBF

taedr, Zara …esiCl Vmar maeyr gaey Hat idet, Sala GueýpF wedr Vim …kFaekw CaiRin, wedr Vim mairin, wra mereC wra ŸSx, Vim w, wra wedr pãapY kàmPl ŸBag kereC, kreC

tuim ŸkaTay jIbn, Ÿtamar ŸdKa na† Ÿkn, Vim ŸZ Vr pairna …'kTa Babaw pap, ta† ŸSx pàZÇ» Sÿas Ÿnwya Vim CaiR na

Ÿtamar sdY øata VkaeS jbak™suemr r„ Vmay Faen tuim ŸkaTay …s taRataiR, Vmay ŸZet Heb VÆdamaen

Ÿs† keb ihgilpuerr gãam ŸTek Ÿbirey peRiClam, men Ÿn†

iPret Heb, AÇ»t …kbar, maek kTa idey iClam, Builin tuim ŸkaTa ŸH ‰Sÿr, …s stÔr, Vim hueb Zai¬C AÉkaer Vmar V uel Aibrt V§enr idSa dâiñ ŸGalaeF …baer

car idn Der Sº› inDn keriC, Sÿas ineyiC ma†nas ciLeSr tapae«

Vmar SrIr breP ŸmaRa, wedr ýpàDa! wra …esiCl Cƒuet Vmar maek! …eseC, …eseC, …eseC w† ŸSana Zay cpaerr û«ar Vr kRkRain …es ŸgeC maeyr Verk sÇ»an, Vim inTr Hlam, gan gaw GumpaRain

Ÿkƒedana ma, Vim Vis, tuim inrapd Vj Vmar ifkana Sâªg sateSa iCyaiS Vr karigl Hebna ma, duàbâe¹ra jaen Vmra, Ÿtamar sÇ»aenra, …Kn Vrw stàk ViC|


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rmY kibta

Ÿº¡ta

ib¯apNaeªgr kibta-pRun w …kFu Babun ikCu krar sitY Ÿkan w †¬Ca VeC ik Vpnar meDY-Zid Taek Bal teb-pRun

pãbuÁ ¯anIra dya ker pRebn na …† ŸlKa

ŸlKa pRa iSeK ik kreb ŸBebC?

øaetak¹r Hyin gãYajueySn ŸSx kerC? gãYajueySn Hyin, maJ peT ŸTemeC caka samen AÉkar, sb Ÿkmn laeg Pƒaka? ik kreb janna - ìDu 'kàmKail' ŸdK? tar ŸTek br„ sifk peT Ÿbca ŸSK| Ÿbceb tuim, Ÿtamar kTa ìneb sba† Zid blet w §iCey ŸbaJaet par Ba†

AelOikk ny, jIben sitY† ikCu ker ŸdKan Zay Zid Ÿlaek buJet paer Ÿtamay, Ÿtamar ŸTek iknet cay

narI Hw ba purux, ‰Sÿr babur bajaer …es HtaS ŸHaey, ŸHer igey ŸZwna maJ peT bes …† bajaer Ÿº¡ta …b„ ibeº¡ta Vmra sba†

karN Vmra ŸZ sba† Ÿbcet ca†| ÎÎÎÎÎÎÎÎÎÎÎÎ-

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…r pr janet ŸHael Ÿ÷Cay ŸZageZag ker ŸdKet Heb ik …r maen, ik GFet celeC - kKn, ŸkaTay w keb!!!

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… geæpr Vj Hela 25 ŸS ihesÜr| 2004| rat saeR nFa| ŸcÊa† …gemar ŸñSen bYãelar …¤epães ceR† ibkaS Haspaip juetaFa Kuel …kFu pa CiRey bsl wr Paàö …is kÚpaàFemeÆFr Ÿlayar baeàTr wpr| ŸFän CaRet …Knw iminF k™iR Ÿdir| pren …Knw DracueRa| suYF periCl Vj ibkaS| ntun ŸpãamSaenr Kbr Vj wedr Ÿgåabal is-…mih imñar wyaFsn taj krm¸elr bYa«eyF Hel ÷y„ ideln| Ÿs† keb …k ŸslsmYaenr cakrI iney jIbn ìr› keriCl ibkaS! Ÿgada ba„lay Ÿbcubabu| Vj Vr Bal ker menw peRna| ibkaeSr bys …Kn ciLeSr ŸgaRar idek| icr Aecna …k tIbãtar saeT CueF celeC ibkaS! Ÿkn? inejr men† Haes| men men Baeb …kbar k™mIerr ipef cRel nama Kub S¹¡| ikÇ¼ k™mIerr ipefr wpr ibkaS cRet cayin| Ÿraj ntun rNnIit iney Bab| inej ŸCaF, Aprek ŸCaFaw| Vbar Bab| Baba TaimeyC ik tuim ŸSx! Ÿraj paeyr tlar jimFaek Vrw S¹¡ kr| tar perw peR igey êf pRar jnY otrI Tak| wr Bal lagŸta na …† ŸdOR ikÇ¼ …Kn ŸdORFa pãay ojibk ABYaesr mt Hey ŸgeC| 1992 pàZÇ» maliFnYaSnal ŸkaÚpanI ip …¸ ij'r pUàb Baretr pãDan Hey ŸbS Bal† iCl| …† AbiD êf Vsar peT Aenk pirSãm kereC Aenk pãiteZaigtar mueKamuiK HeyeC ibkaS| ta† ŸBebiCl baik jIbnFa hael-dueD-Baet kaiFey Ÿdeb| ta Hyin| ip …¸ ij| sara pâiTbI ŸjaRa nam wedr ŸkaÚpanIr| …† ŸkaÚpanIet† …kidn ìr› keriCl pãay k™iR bCr Veg| men VeC ŸgOHaiFr panbajaerr raó»ay dƒaiRey gan - iB¤ ik Ÿgail Ÿla iKƒc iKƒc dUr kera - Ÿgey ŸFäin„ ìr›| tar pr ŸTek ibkaS Ÿbec celeC| ta† ik? tar Vegw ik Ÿbcet Htna? Ÿraj† Ÿta Ger ba†er ikCu na ikCu Ÿbcet Hy, sba†ek†| Ÿbca bÉ Hel Ÿta jIbn ŸTem Zaeb! Ÿs inej kt s‡, na ca†elw Ÿs† Araekw Ÿbcet Hy| ikCu na belw Ÿta Ÿbca Zay|

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12 bCerr wpr Hela, inejek Vrw baiRey iney, Vrw ˆÊit krar ŸnSa wek Ÿpey beseC| …† ŸnSar ìr› 1992 …r 29ŸS januyarIr rat ŸTek| tar itn idn Veg 26ŸS januyarI'r raet ibkaeSr jIbenr ŸFän iher†lh Hey igeyiCl| dIpa wr kaeC iheBaàs ŸceyiCl Ÿs'raet| karN? ifk ik karN iCl ŸsFa wr kaeC Vjw pirïar ny| teb ŸsFa iney Vj Vr ibkaS Babet cayna| Vjw dIpa VeC| Vjw Ÿs wr ó½I| ibkaS ŸZn maJ smueÅ JeRr mueK peRiCl| dIpa Hfa‡† …kFa lÜa AiBeZaegr Pàd ŸpS keriCl - "tuim Ÿkmn óùanu Hey ŸgC| Ÿtamaek iney Vmar Ÿkanw AH«ar Ÿn†| tuim Ÿkmn ŸZn Aeæpet sÇ¼ñ Fa†p"| ibkaS ikCu blet Zai¬Cl| parl na| maeJ maeJ dIpa ZKn bel tKn sba† ŸSaen| maen blar Ÿkanw ˆpay Taekna| ibkaS Kub BÅ| …† jaygaFa ìr› ŸTek†

dIpaek ŸCeR idey ŸreKeC| ikÇ¼ pãeyajen ibkaS ŸZ ik kefar Baeb kTa blet paer ŸsFa dIpa jaen! tbu dIpa bel† cel - "tuim na geRC inejr Ÿkiryar na Vmaek gRet ideyC Vmar Ÿkiryar| Vmra br„ Vlada Hey igey inejedr daiytÔ iney in†| pRaeSanaFaw krin ifk ker ŸZ jIben Vrw wper ˆfeb! ìDu ib … paS ker ik Vr …r ŸbiS Zawya Zay ibkaS? tuim parebna| tuim HarC, ŸHer celC Vr Vmaekw Ÿtamar prajeyr BagIdar baineyC"! tar pr Vr Ÿkanw kTa ŸSanar jenY dIpa dƒaRayin| ibcaerr baNI ìiney ÷aBaibk kaej iPer igeyiCl dIpa| Vr bakHIn ibkaeSr itneF idn ŸkaTa idey bey cel igeyiCl ta …Knw ŸbaeDr ba†er| ibkaS HtBÜ! …'rkm ŸÒi² dIpaek Vegw kKnw ŸdeKin ibkaS| …† pãse˜ maen wedr Ÿkiryar pãegãs iney Vegw kTa HeyeC ikÇ¼ tar ŸTek iheBaàs! ta CaRa ibkaS ˆÊit ŸZ kerin ta'eta ny| …Fa ifk ŸZ ibkaS gt bCr VerkFa ŸpãaemaSan iriPˆs keriCl| karN w klkata ŸCeR ŸZet cayin| Ger† Taket ŸceyiCl| maes AÇ»tW penera idn raet inejr baiRet Guemaet cay ibkaS| Ÿkiryaerr jnY sb ŸCeR idey ba†er peR TakaFa ibkaeSr Kub† ApCÆd iCl|| ikÇ¼ ibkaS buJet pariCl, wedr ibeyr VF bCr perw, dIpar maeyr †¬Ca pUreNr gæp ŸlKa Vjw ŸSx Hyin| Zadbpuerr ôlar †el¢äin¤ …i²inyar Ÿmeyr ÷amI ikna ib… paS …k Ÿbcu! Zidw ibkaS tKn keàpaerF isƒiRr ŸbS wper ˆef …eseC| dIpar ma ca†etn Ÿmeyr ibey Heb Ÿkanw bR ha¹¡aerr saeT| Ÿsidnw Babetn itin Vbar Ÿmeyr ibey Ÿdebn! dIpa pãTm pãTm ma'r …† sb Babnaek Vml idtna| ikÇ¼ maeJ maeJ maeyr kTar pã¬CÊ smàTn ker bst Vbar tar per …es ibkaeSr saeT pYac Vp ker int wr imiñ Hais Vr V§n Draena cumu idey| ibkaS Ÿs† V§en pueR dIpaek ŸpOƒeC idt cURaÇ» suKsImay ba tarw ba†er| jIbenr gaRI cliCl ŸbS| JgRa CaRa† daÚptY suK| dujen imel ŸZt …ksaeT suKbâiñet iBej| dIpa blt - hakat …kFa| wedr meDY …kFa ŸkimöäI VeC| dIpa ŸZ ifk …† jaygay cel Zaeb ŸsFa ibkaS ŸbaeJin| wr kæpnar ba†er dIpa wek …t bR Daqa idet parl? ibkaS ŸBeb cel| dIpa AnY karw Ÿpãem peReC belw manet rajI ny ibkaS| saraidn dIpar Gerr idek† mn| AiPesw dIpa Ÿkanw baRit smy Ÿdyna| dIpa puerapuir Geraya …k Ÿkiryar ˆwmYan| dIpa Ÿkn …mn kreC! bR ZÇ½Nay iCl ibkaS Ÿs† itn idn itn rat| ibkaS men men ifk ker ŸPll| dIpaek Vr Ÿkanw kTa blebna| ibkaS dIpaek …kFu ŸbSI† Balbaes| Ÿs† Balbasa …kmuKI| ikÇ¼ Ÿs† Balbasa ibkaeSr Ÿmr›d¸HIntar pãkaS ny| ibkaS inej† inejr jIbnFa otrI kereC| inejek geReC, ŸBe˜eC Vbar geReC| dIpar …† paglamIek ibkaS Vr pãSãy Ÿdebna| dIpa jaen ŸZ ibkaS wr VluTalu Babnar iýpã„ Ÿbaàh| ŸsFa …r Vegw ŸbS keyk bar dIpa pãmaN ideyeC| dIpa ŸZ Ÿkn maeJ maeJ sb §iley ŸPel ibkaS ŸsFa ŸbaJar Ÿcña ker …eseC …tidn| ibkaS Guer dƒaiReyiCl 29ŸS januyarIr ibekel| dIpar …† sarmna†ejSnek pa¹a Ÿdwya …kdm bÉ ker Ÿdeb bel ifk keriCl ibkaS| 29 tairK ibekel dIpar ma …es saÇ»Ôna idet Ÿcña keriCeln …mn Baeb ŸZn ikCu† jaenn na| ibkaS Kub Ÿreg igeyiCl| AÄut fa¸a glay bel iCl - ŸdKun …Fa Vmaedr ÷amI ó½Ir bYapar, Vpin …r meDY na …el† Bal Hy| Vr Zid ŸpCen mtamt Ÿdn ŸsFa ŸZn Vmar kaen na Ves| Hy Ÿmeyr Vbar ibey Ÿdbar ÷pÈ ŸdKa CaRun Vr nyt kagj pº otrI ker iney Vsun s† ker Ÿdb; ikÇ¼ Ÿkanw naFk krar Ÿcña krebn na| …† kTa§elaek AnueraD ba ‹ÁtY ba du†† men kret paern| jIben kaˆek …Baeb Apman kerin ibkaS …r Veg| Vj krl …b„ ŸbS sectn Baeb†| ibkaS iSeKeC ik ker ragek Aó½ iHeseb bYbHar kret Hy Vr ik ker raegr ÷Ikar Hwyar Hat ŸTek inejek rQa kret Hy| Veg pãay† Ÿreg ŸZt ibkaS| Vj Ÿs SaÇ» ŸTek† ragek bYbHar krl| ibkaeSr men Hl ŸZn wr Verk ˆ¹rN GFl| 29 tairK raet ŸPan …l muÜa† ŸTek| …†c Vr ihr ŸHh ihsuYjar ŸPan| nYaSnal Ÿsls mYaenjaerr Ÿpaeör jenY pãeýpi¢B ihôaSn VeC| taj Ÿb˜el| Vjkal Vr †ÆFariBˆ belna - bel pãeýpi¢B ihôaSn|

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smy skal dSFa, 30ŸS januyair 1992| iher¢r, saˆT …iSya imñar wyaFsn inej VseCn se˜ ŸpãisehÆF - hemiök maeàkiF„, imñar Ÿj k™mar| itirS tairK skal ŸTek† Zaeb ik Zaeb na ifk ker ˆfet pariCl na ibkaS| ikÇ¼ skael baTrœem dIpar kTa §ela Jn Jn ker Ÿbej ˆfl Vbar menr meDY - "tuim Ÿkmn óùanu Hey ŸgC| Ÿtamaek iney Vmar Ÿkanw AH«ar Ÿn†| tuim Ÿkmn ŸZn Aeæpet sÇ¼ñ Fa†p - tuim na geRC inejr kYairyar na Vmaek gRet ideyC Vmar kYairyar - - - tuim parebna| tuim HarC, ŸHer celC ibkaS Vr Vmaekw Ÿtamar prajeyr saTI ker ineyC"| ibkaS ibR ibR ker bll - dIpa Vr ny Aenk HeyeC Ÿtamar Ÿgm Ab û†ms! …† k'idn dIpar saeT du …k bar kTa blet ŸceyeC ibkaS| na ŸPraenar jenY ny, wedr sÚpeàkr A÷¬C CibFa pirïar krar jenY| ibkaS kniPˆSn iney clet paerna| kTa blet igey ŸdeKeC dIpa Ÿkmn ŸZn …kgƒuey Hey Zae¬C| dIpa ikÇ¼ Kub iniëct ny Ÿkn …† Vcmka isÁaÇ» Ÿs ineyeC| kKnw maeyr kTa bel ba kKnw KRdeHr ggndar kTa bel Vbar kKnw inejr AiB¯tar kTa bel| teb sÚpUàN maeyr †Éen w …† isÁaÇ» ineyeC ŸsFaw dIpa Ÿmen inet cayna| …idek inejek praijt bel Ÿmen inet pareCna ibkaS| dIpa …rkm Ÿkn kreC! wr AnueZaegr ìr› w ŸSx Kƒujet igey ibkaeSr maTaFa talegal paikey Zay| ikÇ¼ ibkaS ióùr kereC ŸZ wr Balbasaek w dIpar KameKyalIpnar ŸKlna Het Ÿdebna| øan ker Ÿberabar meDY† isÁaÇ» inl ŸZ w Zaeb taj Ÿb˜el| ŸdKa Zak …r perr k™mIerr ipfFa ktFa kƒaFamy| ibekel baiR iPrl| ibkaS Vbar ŸpãaemaeFh| menr ŸBter Ÿjtar VnÆd Vr Gerr meDY Ainiëct inó»Øtar meDY ibkaS suYFeks ŸgaCaet lagl| dIpa AiPs ŸTek iPer ŸdKl ŸZ ibkaS pYaik„ kreC Î ikCu bllna| dIpa sPFwyar yYanailö| slFelekr ˆ†epãaet VeC Vj car bCr Hl| dIpar ˆdasIn VcrN ŸdeK ibkaeSr men Hela ibkaS ŸZ AbeSex baRI CaReC …Fa dIpar kaeC ŸZn …k ÷ió»| karN dIpa ibkaeSr Zui¹¡r samen AsHj pReC …Fa dIpa jaen| ibkaS tbuw ŸBebiCl ŸZ dIpa …kbar …es janet ca†eb Ÿs ŸkaTay Zae¬C? dIpa cup| ŸbS| ibkaS w cup| …r maeJ peR igeyeC wedr …kmaº sÇ»an tatun| Ÿs raeº ibkaS ŸCelek iney AnY Ger ìey ìey ŸbaJal ŸZ wek kaejr jenY muÜa† cel ŸZet He¬C| w Ÿraj ŸPan kreb| ŸCel tatun ŸZn buJl| ikÇ¼ ibkaS jaen ŸZ tatun ik rkm kñ pae¬C ŸBter ŸBter| perr idn skael Pça†eF ibkaS muÜa† cel Ÿgl| ŸBar Ÿbla Zabar smy ŸCelek bel Ÿgl| muÜa†et …es ibkaS Ÿjedr beS …k DUmektur mt kaj ker Zae¬C ! Bal† kreC| ŸlakYal ba ŸgåabYl besra sba† KuiS| tatuenr saeT maeJ maeJ ŸPaen kTa Hy| ŸPanFa raKar per† ìr› Hy …kFa ZÇ½Na| ŸCelr kaeC inejek ŸdaxI bel men Hy| ŸCelr saeT ŸKlt w Ÿraj ibekel| …Kn wr car bCerr ŸCelFa babaek Kub ims ker| bel - baba tuim Vmar saeT ŸKlet Vsebna - tuim Ÿta Veg Ÿraj Vmar saeT ŸKlet! ŸBtrFa jÔel pueR Kƒak Hey Zay| dIpa sb jaen| ikÇ¼ Ÿkanw ˆeLK maº Ÿn†| ny maesr meDY ibkaeSr Bal kaejr Verk purôar imll| Ÿs imñar k™maerr jaygay pãemaSan Ÿpl| maeàkiF„ iher¢r| k™marek kmaiàSyaelr ŸHh ker Ÿdwya HeyeC| …r pr ibkaS Vr ŸpCen takayin| …r meDY lYaiFn Vemirkar pãDan Hey bãaijel ŸTek kaj ker …eseC pãay car bCr| …ka| tar pr raiSya w is V† …s kaÏFäI§elar ŸHh Hey du'bCr meôaet| dIpar …kFa sada kaela Cib pueran paeàsr meDY Vjw VeC| ikÇ¼ …kbaerr jenYw dIpar CibFa Ÿk Kuel ŸdeKin ibkaS|

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dIpa iPer …esiCl ibkaeSr kaeC w bãaijl ŸTek iPer Vsar per†| dIpa Ÿkn iPer …esiCl? ŸCelr jenY na ibkaeSr ˆÊit ŸdeK na ibkaS ŸZ ŸHer Zayin …Fa ŸdeK? dIpa Bul keriCl …Fa Ÿs ÷Ikar kret iÃDa kerin …kFuw| puniàmlenr pãTm ratFa wra dujen wedr wril is ŸPesr PçYaeFr bYalkinŸt bes kTa beliCl Aenk rat pàZÇ»| dIpa ÷Ikar keriCl, ibkaS ZKn FuYer ŸZt tKn w maeyr kaeC …es Takt Vr maeyr kTar pãBab wek w† rkm KameKyalI isÁaÇ» inet saHaZY keriCl| dIpa ik AnaGãata ikeSarI! dIpa kTa blet blet VCeR ŸBe˜ periCl ibkaeSr Salpãa„ì buekr wpr| ibkaS Ÿmen ineyiCl sb karN dIpa Vr Za† ŸHak wr ŸBter

Ÿkanw paƒk Ÿn†| …Fa ibkaS ibSÿas ker Vjw| ibkaS dIpaek beliCl …rkm Vr Ÿkaerana dIpa| Vimw manux| …s Vmra Vbar ìr› kir| ibkaS wr menr drja janala Kuel ŸreKiCl| ibkaS dIpa Ÿk Haraet cayin| dIpaw …ka† kaiFeyeC ŸCel Vr baba ma'ek iney …† k'Fa bCr| ta† ZKn dIpa iPer …es ibkaeSr kaeC Vr wr Bul ÷Ikar krl tKn ikÇ¼ …k muHUàtw laegin ibkaeSr dIpaek kaeC ŸFen inet| iPer VsaFaw AÄut| Hfa‡ rat saeR nFar smy Ÿhar Ÿbl bajl| ibkaS drja Kuel ŸdeK spuº dIpa dƒaiRey HaseC muK iFep, Haet …kFa wBarna‰Far suYFeks| FYai¤et Ÿsaja …yarepaàF ŸTek| dujen nIreb dujenr idek taikey ŸTek† kaiFey idl| tatun Ÿs† nIrbta Baªgl| ma ŸBter …s! baba Kub iQed ŸpeyeC| ŸBter Vsar pr dIpa Ÿsaja cel Ÿgl bYalkinet| tatun Kub £aÇ» iCl| ŸKeyedey iFiB ŸdKet ŸdKet Guimey pRl| sb ikCu …Kn ŸbS SaiÇ»pUàN| tbu …kFa kTa Vjw ŸKƒacay ibkaSek| dIpa ik wr saPlYek Balbaes? naik wek? dIpa Ÿta Ÿjenìen† …† Ÿbcu Ÿk bÉ™ w ÷amI iHeseb gãHn keriCl| taHel? ibkaeSr pdeÊait wr kifn pirSãm w buiÁdIÐ kaejr Pl| Vj ik dIpa wek iney suKI? teb ibkaS jaen …sb ŸBeb Ÿkanw laB Ÿn†| ŸCel …Kn £as †eleBen peR| dIpa …Kn Vrw suÆdr HeyeC| byesr saeT saeT w ŸZn Vrw suÆdr Hey ˆfeC| bYaãelar …¤epãs ŸFänFa ŸbS Ÿjaer CueF celeC| skal ŸTek Kberr kagej ŸcaK Ÿbalabar smy payin| wyaFsn Ÿgåabal is†w Hey cel Zae¬Cn Vemirkay Vr saˆT …iSyar daiytÔ ibkaSŸk idey Zae¬Cn| ibkaS ŸcÊa†et VeC ìen Ÿsaja …es ŸnemeCn Vj skael| kagj pRar Pƒaek ŸCelek …kFa …s …m …s krl - Ha†! w† Fuk™† ikÇ¼ baba ŸCelet …kF bÉ™tÔ VeC| sara idn ŸPiliseFSn, yYawyaàh Ÿsirmin, imiF„, Ÿ£aj Ÿhar öiàm„, imihya ibãiP„ sb Ÿser ibkaS ŸFän DereC karN wr bYãelaerr Pça†eFr smy Ÿpirey igeyiCl| Vj Aenkidn per ibkaS ŸFäen ceReC| sK ker ny| ŸFäen ceR lÜa jaiàn ker ŸkaTaw kaej Ÿgel wr men Hy wek Vlesim Ÿcep DreC| kaej Ÿkanw git Ÿn†| jIben pãTm Pça†F ims krl ibkaS! …kFu A÷ió» Hi¬Cl ibkaeSr karN inejr wyaàk ihisipån iney w Kub ipFipeF icrkal| BaigYs ŸcÊa† ŸlakYal AiPs …† ñYa¸ ba† iFikFFa ŸkeF ŸreKiCl| kal skaelr Ÿpãs ibãiP„Fa yYaeF¸ kret pareb bYãelaer| tar pr seÉYeblay idiL| DUmektur mt git w Abióùit ibkaeSr| perr idn skael Vbar klkatay| ŸFän CuFeC| s˜t kra dulik cael ŸHlaena SrIrFaek tuel kagjFa paeS ŸreK cSmaFa ŸcaK ŸTek namal ibkaS| ŸbS Ÿjaer …kFa Ha† tulet† ibkaeSr Ha VFek Ÿgl samenr Ÿlayar baeàT …k Anaibl suÆdrI miHlaek ŸdeK| ŸbS Hœdey tuPan Ÿtala ŸcHara| ŸbS oSiæpk maep Bgban otrI kereCn| sàbº sb ˆpadan ZTaZT| Vbât w Anabât sàbº† în ŸbS Vkiàxka w ŸmaiHnI| ŸcaK ŸPraet ŸbS …kFu smy lagl ibkaeSr| ikÇ¼ ibkaeSr taet ik Ves Zay! ratFuk™ kaFel† ŸBar pƒacFay bYãelar| …Kn pãay rat …gaeraFa| wperr baeàT du'jn ìey VeCn Zaedr muK ibkaS Bal ker ŸdeKwin, dujen† nak hakar pãiteZagItay ŸnemeCn| tar† maeJ …k A÷¬C nIrbta| Ÿs† ŸGalaeF nIrbta pãTm Baªgeln suÆdrI miHla†| kTepakTn †„erjIet†| ŸbS ŸramaiÆFk Haiô glay - maP krebn Vpin ikÇ¼ Kub SaÇ»| ibkaS ik kreb Vr na kreb ta na bueJ† ij¯asa krl Vmaek bleCn? miHla Kub risk, bleln na Vim …† CRaena Kberr kagjFaŸk bliC, bel† iKl iKl ker ŸHes êf bleln Vim ˆma mHaedbn| Vpin? ibkaS taRataiR ÷aBaibk ker Ÿny inejek - ŸHes bll - ibkaS §Ð| Vim baãlI| kTaFa blet† ibkaeSr ŸcaeK mueK …k dIÐBab ŸdKet Ÿpl ˆma| ˆma Vbar ŸHes êf bll - †ˆ Vr V sMaàF ga† …¸ V pãaˆh b„| ibkaS BabeC miHla Kub sMaàF|

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ˆma ifk Ÿkan pãedeSr ŸsFa na bel idel ŸbaJa Zayna| puerapuir kesMapilFan ŸsilibãiF luk| tar saeT …k duàbar w duiàbnIt ŸZOn Vebdenr ŸsOdaimin pãkaS| ˆmaek men Hela ikîpehr AàDaiñI sa†ekr mt| Vmaek êpQa ker ŸdKeta par ikna - …† rkm …kFa nIrb Vebdn| ibkaS iniàbkar| ŸFän CueF celeC| TameC Vbar cleC|

kTa blet blet wra dujen buJl Vj raet Gum Hbar ny| nak hakar isÛin ˆdara, mudara CaiRey taray ŸpOƒeC Vbar gBIr ˆdaray| …ra dujen ŸZn srgm paf ker celeC| crm pãiteZagIta cleC dujenr meDY| ibkaS tbuw ŸSawyar jenY Ÿbh iSFFa ŸFen patl| bailSFa §iCey maTar idek raKet Zaeb, tQ™in ŸFänFa …k lHmay Hfa‡ …kdm inëcl -ŸTem Ÿgl| Vr ˆma tar nrm SrIrFaek Vye¹ raKet na Ÿper ibkaeSr gaey …es ŸleÌF pRl| keyk muHUeàtr AsaRta| ibkaS bakr›Á| ˆma inejek s„Zt ker inet inet sir bel bes pRl| ibkaeSr peQ …'…k ntun AiB¯ta| ˆmar kaeC ikna ta ibkaS jaenna| ÷aBaibk ŸHaet Vrw ikCu smy Ÿgl| Ÿcn pul keriCl Ÿkˆ| ik kareN? ŸsFa janar karw meDY ibÆdumaº VgãHw Ÿn†| ibkaS iF iF † Ÿk ij¯asa keriCl| ˆma Kub Vduer glay bll - imñar §Ða, jaö ilB †F| †F hajn'F wyaàT †wr …PàF| ibkaS inmrajI Hey bes pRl| iF iF † ŸZn ìnet payin …mn Baeb cel Ÿgl| ŸFän Vbar clet ìr› krl| dujen sb rkm ibxy iney kTa bleC| ˆma kKnw sKnw ihä« ker ikÇ¼ ŸsMakaàsŸdr pCÆd kerna| ˆma maeJ maeJ† ibkaSek kÚpilemÆF ide¬C ibiBÊ ibxeyr wpr tar dKl ŸdeK Vr ibkaS pãtuY¹er DnYbad ide¬C Vr Kƒuej Kƒuej ˆmar pãitBar pãS„sa ker celeC sImar meDY ŸTek†| ˆmar bys ŸbaJa muiôl| biºS ba ŸtiºS Heb| ikÇ¼ wr ŸCel su†‡jarlYae¸ Hayar …huekSn ine¬C| ˆma inej† beleC| wr pãTm ÷amIek w tYag keriCl karN Ÿs Kub sadamaFa iCl| ˆma cay Salpãa„ì pur›x tar gNgen SrIerr Vƒec puRuk …k sImaHIn Jlsaena sueK| ˆma inej …k V§enr ŸlilHan iSKa| …Fa ˆma ŸbS Bal ker† jaen …b„ buiJeyw Ÿdy| AbSY wr Hbu ÷amI ŸZ ikna †i¸yan …yar la†nesr …kjn iher¢r tar bys pãay p‚aÊ| Ÿs kTaw ˆma Ÿgapn kerin| Vr maº …gar idn per wedr ibey| ˆmar jIbenr ŸFän Ÿkan Datur paetr wpr cel! ibkaS BabiCl| ikÇ¼ …† dulik caelr claFa ibkaeSr Bal† lageC| cla ibkaeSr ipãy| ŸTem Taka wr kaeC mâtuYr sman| ribbaer baiRet ibkaS Hy kar wyaS ker, nyeta raÊa ker nyeta häa†eB Zay| ibkaeSr BÅta …tQN wek Ÿfikey ŸreKiCl| ˆma bar bar bla setYw ibkaS ˆleFa idekr baeàT bes† kTa bliCl| ikÇ¼ ˆmar bR suYFeksFa iseFr inc ŸTek Fanar jnY ˆma ibkaSek AnueraD krl| ibkaS êf …es wek saHaZY krl| Vr ˆma tKn† wr Hat Der ŸFen bisey idl tar paeS, Kub kaeC, …ekbaer wr ga ŸGƒex - nIreb du ŸcaeKr Ÿsãat÷Iin caûin idey bll - …esa …esa …esa Vmar kaeC …esa - Vim Ÿtamay ŸKey ŸPlelw Ÿtamar Bal† lageb| ˆmar FsFes ŸfƒaFdueFa kTa bel! ibkaS BabelSHIn| ˆma wr nrm Haetr taluet ibkaeSr HatFa iney janet ca†l, w paimiöäet ibSÿas ker ikna! ˆ¹err AepQay na ŸTek ˆma ibkaeSr han HatFa wr nrm Haetr meDY iney inl| ibkaS tar sÚpeàk ˆmar BibxYt baNI ìniCl ikÇ¼ wr ŸCƒaya ibkaSek bel idi¬Cl ŸZ ˆma ibkaSek wr SrIrFaek möaet bleC| …ksmy Kub AÇ»r˜ Hey ˆma ibkaeSr baûet wr îÄgÈ, ˆÁt ŸZObenr pãman Ÿcep Drl| ˆmar ˆx— ó»nbâeÇ»r Ÿ÷¬Ca caep ibkaS º¡mSW SItl Hey Zae¬C Vr ˆmar Ginò Hbar pãbl Ÿcña ŸbeR celeC| ˆmar SrIir Vebdenr ˆ¹apw º¡mSW baReC| ibkaeSr …† gaey pRa suÆdrIedr …kdm Bal laegna| ibkaS wr HatFa Vleta ker sirey inl| ibkaS ˆfet Ÿcña krl| ˆma QIn ÷er bll - ipåj ibkaS! ˆma …huekSn hF km …r is†w| ibraF iSiQta miHla| ŸkÜirejr iFäiniF kelejr Ÿpaö gãYajueyF| ŸcÊa† †înBaiàsiFr ip …†c ih| h¢r ˆma mHaedbn| †itmeDY ibkaS VerkFu sHj HeyeC| ˆma Vrw sHj| wr ihja†nar saelayar kaimjFa ŸbS AegaCal Hey† VeC, taet ŸZn ˆma Vrw sHj, ŸdapaáFa paeS pŸR VeC| maeJ maeJ inecw per Zae¬C Vr ˆma incu Hey k™iRey Ÿtalar smy ibkaSek …kbar baƒka ŸcaeK ŸdeK ine¬C| ibkaeSr ŸcaK …Rae¬C na ˆmar ˆÁt buekr AH«arI pãkaS| ŸZn Vrw ŸbiS ker ŸdKaet ca†eC ˆma tar ŸlilHan ‹ÁtY|

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ˆma ibkaSek Vrw sHj ba bla Bal Vrw trl krar jnY …köäa mYara†Fal yYaePyaeàsr pãs˜Fa inej† tuel iney tar mtamt janal| jIbnFaek êpaeBag krar meDY Verk jIbn VeC| ˆma ŸbS Ÿjaerr saeT wr Ÿs¤uyal wireyeÆFSenr ttÔ ŸbaJal ibkaSek| paàFnar Ÿc² krar ŸKlaFa ik ker ŸKlet Hy Ÿs bYapaerw ˆmar

smYk ¯an w ibkaSek idl ˆma| …r pr ibkaeSr mtametr pala| ibkaS inejek ŸbS §iCey ŸpS krl| ibkaS ˆmar se˜ …kmt ny …Fa ŸbS buiÁdIÐ Baeb ˆmaek buiJey idl| ikÇ¼ ˆma ŸZn ŸHer Zae¬C ibkaeSr manisk oóùeàZYr kaeC| ˆmar saHs ker blet pareCna - Vr †ˆ mYan …naP? ibkaS ttQeN …kFa dâ• bYi¹¡tÔ Hey pãkaiSt ˆmar samen| Vr ˆma ca†eC ibkaS bueJ ink ŸZ ˆma wek ca†eC Vj …† raet, …† clÇ» ŸFäenr baeàTr ibCanay| ˆmar kaeC ibkaS Hl ŸSãò pur›x se˜r HatCain Vr ibkaS Ÿkanw ˆ‡saH† ŸdKae¬Cna| ˆma kTaFa Guirey bll - V† V¸arñYa¸ ŸkayailFI ibkaS| †ˆ Vr V ŸgãF ga†| ibkaeSr Anasi¹¡ ˆmaek raigey tuleC Vr ibkaeSr ibri¹¡ baReC| dIpar muKFa men pReC Vr ŸsFa wr mtametr meDY jaineyeCw ˆmaek| ikÇ¼ ˆma kƒac Ÿpakar mt ibkaeSr kaeC Vset ca†eC| …bar ibkaeSr HatFa inejr Haetr meDY inl ˆma| ciket HatFa Ÿcep Drl ˆma wr buekr maeJ Vr bll - Vim Ÿtamaek ca†et ìr› keriC ibkaS| rat tKn itneF| ibkaS k™ep ŸTek Ÿbirey janalar samen igey …kFa isgaerF Dral| Babl, …bar ˆma inejek §iFey ink| wr kaeC …† raetr ŸFän jaiànFa …k ibBIixka| dIpaek ŸPan kret igey GiRr idek taikey ŸslFa pekeF† ŸreK idl| ˆma kKn ŸpCn ŸTek …es dƒaiRey ibkaeSr ipef Hat ŸreKeC ibkaS ŸbaeJin| buJl ZKn ˆmar mYainikwr kra neKr VƒcR AnuBb krl, Ÿs† se˜ ˆmar ˆx— ŸfƒaeFr ŸCƒawya wr baûet| ibkaS isgaerFFa ŸPel idey bll - ˆma Vim …† …kraetr SrIr ca†na| dya ker igey ìey pRun| ˆma ŸZn praijta is„HI! bll, Ÿkn? Vim ik …t† tu¬C! ibkaS bll - na ta ny Vpin ifk buJebn na Vim ik blet ca†iC| tar pr iJƒ iJƒ haka inëcup …k GÆFa ŸZn ŸSx Het cayna| ŸFän bY˜aelar Ÿm†n ŸñSen zukeC| ibkaS ŸgeFr kaeC dƒaiRey| ŸpCen …es ˆma bll Vim taj Ÿrisehnisr suYeF Takb| Vjekr sb Ÿpãagãam kYaeÆsl ker Ÿdb Zid tuim Vs| ibkaS Vleta ker ˆmar HatFa sirey inl wr Ÿkamerr wpr ŸTek Vr bll Vim bÉ™ Het parlam na ikÇ¼ Vim Vpnar Sº› n†| ta† Vmaek maP kret Hebna,Bal Takebn| idiLr Pça†FFa ra†F Fa†em† VeC| ibkaS ŸPan ker Ÿjen ineyeC| lae‚r smy taj weyö …e¸r ŸrŸó»ƒaraet ŸdKl ˆma …kiF dar›N supur›x Zubekr kËlgÈa Hey ibyar pan kreC| ˆma ˆefeC taj Ÿrisehniset Vr la‚ kreC …Kaen! ibkaS wr ŸkOtuHlek …ekbaer† Vml idlna| ìDu ˆpliØ krl| ibkaeSr pdýKln Hyin| ibkaS inejek Vbar Vibïar krl| Vj wr sÚpâi¹¡ - inejr saeT inejr| muÜa† neBÜr 17, 2006

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imkur îneS ŸseÌFÜr Vj îneS ŸseÌFÜr| Vj Vmaedr ibeyr Ÿxal bCr pUàN Hela| ŸxaRSI ikeSarI Hela …† ibey! Vmaedr ibCanar paeSr lÜa VynaFaet Vmar Å›t

palFaet Taka AiBbYi¹¡r frame by frame Cib §ela Vim ŸdKet Ÿplam| Vim Sk™Ç»la| kajelr Ÿpãm| kajelr ó½I| wr Bal nam bsuimº §H| Vim tuk™r ma| Vmar SaìRIr ŸbOma| ibeyr Veg beÆdapaDYay iClam| Vmar baba, Ÿjfu ba da“a† …minet Kub ˆdar manux| pdMpuk™er Vmaedr itntla baRIet ŸxalFa ibSal ibSal Gr iCl| ibekl Ÿblay Caed dƒaiRey SHr ŸdKa iCl Vmaedr ÷aDIntar cuRaÇ» pãkaS| baRIr ŸcOHiÀr meDY Vmaedr itn Ÿbaenr iCl AbaD ÷aDInta| ikÇ¼ ba†er kt rkemr inym Ÿmen ŸZ clet Ht Ÿs sb tuk™ Ÿk blel w ŸHes îRey Ÿdy| Vmaedr itn Ÿbanek† ŸCaFeblay ŸSKan

HeyiCl ŸZ AbãaüeN ŸgaºaÇ»irta Hwyar Ÿcey icrk™marI Taka Aenk ŸbSI snMaenr| Vmra jantam, Ÿmey maen ma duàga, lQImÇ», ÷r÷tI| knYasÇ»an s„saerr bƒaDin| Vmaedr baiRet duàga pueja Vr kalI pueja ŸbS GFa ker Ht| Vmaedr pirbaer ŸgƒaRamI iClna ìDu …† bãüsÇ»an Hwyar AH«aerr zqainnad Fuk™ CaRa| ikÇ¼ …† sb† Gerr ŸBter| Vim Vmaedr baRIet kaêk AenYr jat pat iney Ab¯a ba tai¬ClY kret ìinin| sba†ek snMaenr saeT gãHN krar iSQa Vmra ŸpeyiC ŸCaF Ÿbla ŸTek| saDu mama tar jÔlÇ» saQI| teb baƒRuejY pirbaerr AÇ»àmHel ŸBtr AbãaüeNr Ÿkanw óùan Ÿn†| Vmar ibey ik ker Hl taHel kayóù pirbaer? Vmar ibeyFa Vim† keriClam| Vmar Ÿjar iCl kajl| kajl Vmaek ibeyr Veg sat bCr Der Vmaek pueja kereC, º¡magt buiJey ŸgeC Î w Vmaek kt Bal baes Vr Vim raNIr mt Ÿs† Ÿs† suK taiRey taiRey ˆpeBag keriC| maeJ saeJ w ZKn wr ˆx— Haetr talu idey Vmaek Cƒueta ba wr pur› ŸgalapI ŸfaƒF Vmaek pagl ker idt tKn men ŸHat ŸZ Vmar ŸbaDn He¬C| Vmar pueja kreC Vmar Ÿsbk| Vim Ÿs† suK Vj Ÿxal bCr perw Bulet pairin| Vmar idid isit Vr ŸCaF Ÿban igitr ibey s‡ bãaüN pirbaer† HeyeC| baiRet janajain Hbar per ZKn smy …l baba ŸjfaŸdr kefar ibDaenr samen dƒaRaenar Vim tKn Vim blet Ÿper iClam Vmar pujYpur›x Ÿjfuek - "Ÿtamra Vmaek ŸCeR daw, Vim kajelr, kajl Vmar Vr Vim kajlek† ibey krb|" tar pirNit? Vim saDu mamar baiR igey Taklam ibeyr Vegr itn mas| ma baba Ÿjfu ba da“a† kaerar saeT ŸZagaeZag Ÿn†| ik A÷ió»kr Ÿs† sb idn§il! saDu mama iCl Ÿkbl …k Ÿstu, …k VSa| saDu mama maen saDn das Ÿk Vmaedr baiRet sba† Bal bast| Vim saDu mamar Ÿkael br HeyiC| Vr kajelr saepaàF Vmar Caya s˜I iCl|

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kajelr …k ipisr baRI ŸTek ibey Hela Vmar| Vmar pâTa mais Vr saDu mama sb ikCu keriCl Vmar idk ŸTek| Vmar baba AbSY ŸSx muHUeàt ifk knYa daenr Veg …es Haijr Hey iCeln| baba paernin Taket| ma ŸperiCl| babar du'ecaK idey jelr Daray Vim ŸdeKiClam ŸZ Ÿmeyr Ÿjedr kaeC itin ŸHer igeyw KuSI| teb babaek …en Haijr kraenar kajFa saDu mama† keriCl| saDu mama Vmaek BIxN Balbast| Vmar ma Aenk idn per …esiCeln sÚpàk ióùtu kret| tKn Vmar ŸpãgnYaiÆsr sat mas; tuk™r jenMr ifk Veg| Vmar pâTa mais Vr saDu mama Vmaek Kub mral saepaàF idey iCl| mjar kTa Hela ŸZ …† pâTa mais ba saDu mama Ÿkˆ† Vmar re¹¡r sÚpeàkr VtMIy ny| ikÇ¼ …ra tar ŸTekw Vpn| pâTa mais cel ŸgeCn Vj pãay sat bCr| saDu mama …† eta Ÿsidn buek bYTa buek bYTa blet blet gaiRr meDY† ŸcaK bujeln| saDu mama cel Ÿgl| kajl häa†B kriCl| Vmar sàbº kajl, kajl Vr kajl| kajelr w sàbº imk™, imk™ Vr imk™| ta† ik? maeJ maeJ kajl Vmaek

k™iÇ» belw haek teb ŸsFa raegr hak, maen ikCu …kFa AnYay Hyt ker Takb Vim, Ÿs† smy| ta Vim ŸbS Bul Bal kaj ker Taik Vr ŸsFar jenY dayI Hl bsuimº §Hr pãSãy| ta† tar Sasn, iSeraDaàZ| kajelr sb Bal, sb, sb sb| ìDu w Zid Vmar kaeC Takt| Vr …† kajFa na krt! ‰S! kajl Ÿkn …Fa krl? gt maes kajl ŸZidn baiR …l Ÿsidn dupuer Vmra …ksaeT øan krlam| Vmar ŸramaiÆFk paglamIek kajl …t suÆdr ker Ÿtael! ˆPPP! Ÿsidn tuk™ Vmar mar kaeC igeyiCl Vr Vmar SaìRIma igeyiCeln diQeNSÿer tar ŸCaF Ÿbaenr baRI| …† Ÿta idn penr Veg Hfa‡ pueNet igey iClam tuk™ek iney| kajl† iFikF paifey ideyiCl| …'bCr îneS ŸseÌFÜr maen Vj w Takebna Vmar kaeC ta† Vgam ŸsilebãSan| dueFa idn Kub mja ker ŸkeFiCl| Vim wr ntun H¸a isiBk gaRIFa häa†B krlam Vr Vmar paeS bes kajl §n §n ker gan ga†iCl Î 'kt idn ŸdiKin Ÿtamay' Vr maeJ maeJ Vmar gael muK raKiCl Vr tuk™ ŸpCenr iseFr inec muK luikey bliCl 'baib Vmar ŸcaK zaka -Ÿmk †F Paö'! ŸcaÀ bCerr Ÿmey sb ŸbaeJ| Vmar Ÿmey tuk™ wrw Kub Vderr| tuk™ ŸcaÀet pa idl| baepr Kub VHçadI Ÿmey tuk™| 2001 …r juen Vmra ZKn †êraep ŸbRaet igeyiClam tKn kajl Vmay bll ŸZ w …kFa dar›n kaejr APar

ŸpeyeC Head of Operation Hbar, Vim beliClam ŸZ tuim …† cYael²Fa iney naw - tuim† pareb| tKn w iCl ŸcÊa†eyr …kFa ŸkaÚpanIet| ikÇ¼ Ÿpaiñ„ iCl klkatay| tar ikCu idn pr, pãemaSn Ÿpey ŸcÊa† cel Zay kajl bCr caerk Veg| tar per† Ÿs† cakrIFa CaeR| gt itn bCr Hl w puNay VeC| ibKYat ŸslePan saiàBs

ŸpãaBa†har ŸSe«l …r CEO bsuimº §H - Vmar ÷amI| Vj car bCerr wpr kajl ba†er ba†er ikÇ¼ pãitmaes …kbar w baiR Vseb†| du'idenr jenY Helw ba Vmaedr ŸdKa Heb† …† pâiTbIr Ÿkanw …k inBât ŸkaeN| Vmaedr ibey Vj Ÿxal bCer pa idl| kajelr Vj Ÿbaàh imFI„ VeC isãpuer| Vj îneS ŸseÌFÜr| Vmaedr ibeyr tairK| kajl kKnw ŸBaelna ibeSx ibeSx tairK §ela| wr ŸsilebãSaenr ña†lFa† Vlada| Vim Zid

ŸramaiÆFk ibÆdas H† teb bsuimº §H Hl 'the most efficient event manager'| Vim tael Ÿgael Hirebal -

simply horrible| Vmar men Taekna - tairK FairK| kajelr Taek| kajelr kaeC Vim Kub pãeyajnIy w damI Hey wfar Ÿcña kirin kKnw| kajl Vmaek pãay† blt ŸZ w Vmaek Ÿkn Balbaes| Vim ŸZn, ìnet Ÿplam ik Ÿplam na …mn Bab krtam ikÇ¼ kan Vmar KaRa Takt, …kFa kTaw ŸZn bad na peR| Vr mn Takt kajelr kaeC bƒaDa| …† ŸxalFa bCr ŸZ ìDu† sueKr ta ikÇ¼ ny| Aenk kñ ŸpeyiC Vmra …ka …ka …b„ dujen …ksaeT| Vmar dWueKr Bar laGb Hey ŸgeC Vmar Balbasar baƒDn Vr tar Ÿpãemr paKay| Vmra d'ujn Vlada jaygay Ÿkn? karN kajl cakrI Ÿc² ker du itn bCr AÇ»r AÇ»r, ta† Vim Vmaedr sÚpeàkr paka ˆ†ekFFa klkatay Ÿpet ŸreKiC| ta'CaRa Vmar kaj sb klkatay| Vmar ma Ÿk ŸdKar bYapar w VeC| idid paerna| Ÿs inej …kFa bR jeyÆF PYaimilr bR ŸbO, itneF ba¬ca Vrw kt sa„sairk pƒYac pyjar! ŸCaF Ÿban tar s„sar Vr dueFa ba¬ca samlaet† iHmism|

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Vr ma baba Vlada Hbar pr ŸTek Vim Kub iPl kir dujenr jenY| kajelr s˜ Vmaek maeyr kñ buJet saHaZY ker| Vim Vj w buiJin baba Ÿkn w† sMl Fa†m Ÿrihw isãerr saeT Taekn| Aenk jÔala VeC Vmar menr meDY ma babaek iney| Vim jain| Vim Kub saDarn Ÿmey n†| pRaeSanay Kub Bal iClam| rYa« krtam lereFa Haês, Ÿpãisehnis Ÿt, …mnik is †ˆ …r pl-saeyÆs …r Paàñ £as Taàh Vim| Vmaek mehil„ …r APar ideyiCeln pãbadpãitm PYaSn PeFagãaPar, Ainl Ÿk haF| da“a† ŸTek baba sba† dur dur ker na ker ideln| ŸKlaDula, gan, nac, Vbâi¹, AiBny ba ihebF Za† keriC sb† Kub mn idey keriC| baeôF bl Vr ŸFbl ŸFins …r mDYmin iClam Vim ô™el| kajelr Vmaek pCÆd kra ba Vmar Ÿpãem pRar ŸpCen …'§ela ŸbS AenkFa kaj kereC| kajl Vmar Ÿpãem periCl Vmar nac ŸdeK Vr pãepas keriCl Vmar glay "Zid JeRr ŸmeGr mt Vim Da†, c‚l Vnmn, teb Qma Ÿkar ŸH, teb Qma Ÿkar ŸH, Qma Ÿkar ŸH ‰Sÿr " ganFa Kail glay luikey ìen|

Vjw Vim Vmaedr diQN klkatar …† kYaÚpaes - gãIn BYalI ˆ‡seb -pãitbCr ŸCelemeyedr iney nâtY naFY ba naFk kra†| Vbâi¹ krel inej buJet pair ŸZ Bal lageC| bys Vmar menr V§enr kaeC nt Hey† VeC Vj Aenk bCr Der| kajl Vmaek Vdr krar smy bel ŸZ ik ker tuim …Kn …t V§n Der ŸreKC imk™! imk™ - …† naem Ÿkbl …kjn† haek Vmaek| Vr kajelr ŸramaiÆFk gã›iB Vwyaej w† Vderr hakFa ìnel Vmar SrIer, men ŸtalpaR Hey Zay| Vjw| kajl Ÿkna …Fa krl? inej siº¡y Baeb kaj kir| V† Vr ih V† ŸFäin„ †niöiFêFr …r PYakaliF ŸmÜar Vim| †niswerns wyaàleh Vmaek Ÿcen pãay sba†| Vim …kFa kYaFair„ ŸbYaFIk cala†| Vmar £aeyÆF Hl sb ŸsilebãiF mHelr baCa baCa Ÿlakjenra| Vim Zid …kFa V†eFm raÊa kir taHel Vmar kÆFäae¢r bFm la†n iPPiF paresÆF ŸbeR Zay| Vim FeyaFa pãYaeha lYa¸ º¡™†jar cala†| mar›tI ba w† jatIy gaiR§elaek Vmar ŸKlna men Hy| kajl ikÇ¼ Ÿs† tulnay Kub† suebaD ŸCel| inejek kajl …kFu ŸbSI† Balbaes| Vr Vim …Fa ca† karN w …ka Taek| inejr Ztþ w inej na inel ik ker cleb! Zadbpuerr †el¢äine¤r gãYajueyF| bYas! kt ker bllam …m ib … Fa ker inet, na iPilps …r cakir Hey ŸgeC, kYaÚpas ŸTek† irº¡™FemÆF knPaàmh| teb kajlek ikÇ¼ ŸdKet Kub VkàxnIy| Fl, ŸPyar,HYa¸sam| Ÿmeyra wr idek VR ŸcaeK takael Vmar inejr ŸbS gàb ŸbaD Hy| karN …† Fl, ŸPyar,HYa¸sam supur›exr malikn …b„ raNI Vim| kajl Ÿkanw idn Vmar ibSÿaesr Abmanna kerin| w …† kaj kret† paerna| Vmar kajl Vmar ŸcaeKr kajl| Vmar pãaeNr manux kajl| kajl ik ker krl …r kaj? Vmar baba Kub bRelak| klkata SHer ba pãtYÇ» pãedeS Zara paka baiRet Taekn taedr ˆpay Ÿn† Vmar babar ŸkaÚpanIr nam na Ÿjen| Veg menapil† iCl| …Kn paÚpeseFr bajaer ikCu ntun muK …eseC| baba ŸbS VeCn tar ntun jIbn Vr bYbsa iney| Vmar maw Kub §NI miHla| cÆdna BácaàZek Ÿcenna klkatar iSQamHel …rkm Kub km Ÿlak† VeC| ma brabr† ibeyr Vegr pdbIFa† ŸleKn| ma Kub Bal gan ga†etn| AsaDarN Vbâi¹ kretn| Vr maeyr pRaena? ŸsFa Vim, Vmaedr kelejr …k tr›N Ÿlkcaraerr mueK ìeniClam, maeyr pRaena naik mÇ½mu© ker raKar mt iCl| itin maeyr Caº iCeln| ma Vbar k´r rajnIitk| piliFkYal sa†nesr ADYaipka bel ìDu ny, ma'r kTa baàta Kub ibeSåxNatMk Vr Kub Zui¹¡ badI miHla, ma Vmar| Vj maw …ka| baba Aenk idn Veg maek ŸCeR …k sutnukar se˜ Taka ìr› kern| babaek Vim Kub Balbastam| …Kn AbSY babar saeT Vmar Ÿkanw ŸZagaeZag Ÿn†| mar saeT babar CaRaCaiR HwyaFa Vim mn ŸTek Ÿmen inet pairin| Vmar ma …† pƒyxi´ bCr beyes, …Knw pur›exr k™pdâiñ ŸTek bƒaecnna| baba ŸZ ik kreln na! Ver? …Kn Vim ma babar kTa BabiC? …Kn Ÿta Vmar Baba îct kajelr kTa! inejr kTa! icifFa kajl Ÿrijöaàh … ih krl Ÿkn? w ik ŸBebiCl Vim …† ibbaH baiàxkIr Al«arek A÷Ikar krb? Vmar ŸxaRSI ikeSarI ibeyr pa Fa ipCel Ÿgl, taHel? Vim ifk jainna ik krb …Kn? Ÿt†S bCr Der itl itl ker Vim Vmar Balbasaek saijey tueliC| ikÇ¼ Ÿkn krl kajl …† kaj? Vim ik wek seb id†in? Vmar mn, Vmar SrIr, Vmar Ÿsana gyna, …mn ik babar luikey Vmaek Ÿdwya, pãay …k ŸkaiF Faka| kajl eta kKnw Vmay belin ba buJetw Ÿdyin ŸZ wr men …tFuk™ kñ VeC! teb …' Ÿkmn ker Hl! …† Ÿta idn penr Vegw Vmaek kt Bal basl sara rat Der! Vim Ÿkn …kbarw buJet parlam na ŸZ kajl Vmar kaC ŸTek dUer ser

ŸgeC! Vmar mYaerj yYainBaàsarI'r igPF …eseC| …kFa …s …m …s - Isha is my lost love. I wanna settle with her. Please dont deny my last anniversary gift. Please sign on the papers. iheBaeàsr ŸnaiFs paifeyeC kajl| muÜa† ŸseÌFÜr 17, 2006

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makRsar jal| bYaparFa Kub saDarN| Kub ŸcaeK peR, Gerr Vnaec kanaec, Vsbab peºr nIec, Kƒaej, Pƒaek-

ŸPaker| J™l Jarar Vkis idey Gex idel† Hela| … Vr …mn ik bYapar| makRsar jal Vbar www …r AàTa‡ wyaàlh wya†h weyb …r jnM sueº pãa¯ pãiptamH| …† makRsar jal ŸdeK† naik sara pâiTbIek …k sUeº †ÆFareneF gaƒTar kTa maTay …esiCl †ÆFarenF sãñaedr| Ÿsidk ŸTek ŸdKet Ÿgel …edr ŸbS smIH ker cla† ˆict, mnuxYk™elr| Ait sÚpãit …† makRsa k™l ŸbS ByabH sÞm Vday ker ineyeC maleySIyar k™yalalampur SHer| …† makRsara ¯ait §iñ imiley pãay sat Hajaerr w ŸbiS DreNr Hey Taek| Ÿs …k ib¯apN Zaek '…eÆFaemaelaij' bla Hy| Ÿs kTa Tak| Ait sÚpãit, maleySIyar …k Ÿró»raƒr itn miHla kàmcairNI mara ŸgeCn ZKn tƒara CuiFet iCeln| Aenk AnusÉan kerw tƒaedr mâtuYr sifk Ÿkan w karN Kƒuej pawya Ÿglna| Ÿkbl P™h pyjin„ Ÿk sÝabY karN Der iney cup ker Taka Zayna| ikÇ¼ ta† kret Hl| puilS w AnYanY s„iSåñ ViDkarIekra ŸbS naejHal| …r ifk keyk idenr meDY …k byô bYi¹¡ Ÿs† Ÿró»ƒra s„lgÈ …lakaet §r›tr Asuóù Hey pern …b„ pãay AEctnY Abóùay taek Ÿs† Haspataelr V†is†ˆ Ÿt iney Zawya Hel ha¹¡aerra pãmad Ÿgaenn karN w† itn mâta miHlaw pãay …k† rkm ˆpsàg iney† AEctnY Abóùay …es iCeln …† Haspatael| Aenk lRa† cailey ha¹¡aerra …† bâÁek bƒacaet sQm Hn| …r pr ìr› Vsl kaiHnIr| w† bâÁek pãSÈ ker jana Ÿgl ŸZ itin Kabar iknet …es w† Ÿró»rar wyaSruem igey kemaehr sIeF besiCeln Vr ŸsKan ŸTek Ÿberabar ikCuQN per† ìr› ibpi¹r| itin ìDu men kret pareln ŸZ kmehr sIF ŸCeR wfar pr ŸTek† itin tar §HYÃaer w tar VeS paeS (anus and buttock) pãc¸ jÔln AnuBb kret Taekn Za ˆ¹era¹r baRet† Taek; AbeSex itin AEctnY Hey peRn| …r perr ADYaey Vr w ŸKalsa ker jana Ÿgl ŸZ w† itn miHla CuiFet Takelw GFnar idn Kabar iknet Ÿró»raƒy …esiCeln …b„ itn jen† wyaSruem igeyiCeln| Kabar iken raó»ay Ÿberaet† ibpi¹| saDarN buiÁ P™h pyjin„ Ÿk karN iHeseb Der inl w† itn miHlar mâtuYr pr| …r pr puilS w ib¯anIra …eln w† Ÿró»raƒr wyaSruemr serjmIn tdÇ» kret Vr Ÿpeln kemaehr sIeFr nIec ŸCa´ ŸCa´ As„KY makRsa Zaedr kameRr pr ibxiº¡yay mâtuY† Hey Taek Zid na Kub† ÷æp smeyr meDY icik‡sa kra Zay| Kub† BagYban itin iZin Ÿbƒec Zan| …† makRsar ibx SrIerr øayutÇ½Iek ibxa¹¡ ker tel (effects of neurotoxins liberated from the saliva of the spider)| …† bYapaer pRaeSana kret Hel -

Bites and Stings of medically important venomous arthropods Richard S. Vetter and P. Kirk Visscher,Department of Entomology, University of California, Riverside, CA 92521 USA …r saHaZY Ÿnwya ŸZet paer| taHel ŸbaJa Zae¬C ŸZ makRsa Ÿk ZtFa ŸHlay Vmra ŸdiK ttFa sHj pãaNI ny …ra| …r pr pabilk wyaSruem r sIeF bsar Veg ŸdeK inel Bal w† ŸCa´ ŸCa´ makRsa§ela VeC ikna| sabDaenr mar Ÿn†|…'bYapaer Vrw tTY per Velacna kra Zaeb| tiRGiR …† sabDan baàta ŸpOƒeC Ÿdbar Ÿcña krlam|

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s„rQN

s„rQeNr kTa blŸt igey Aenk ikCu mŸnr meDY Gurpak Kay| …kFu AnY rkemr kTa bil| car rkemr du Ÿpey jIb VeC Zara sba† Ÿkan na Ÿkan Baeb jIbn Faek cailey iney Zay Zt dUr paer| …r meDY Vim w ViC| Vmaedr sba† …† caerr …k| …† car kara? …ra HŸlaW

• siÖ ba ŸBijeFbl

• Datu ba imnaerl

• jÇ¼ ba …inmYal

• manux ba iHˆmYan bYaKYa Ÿdbar Veg …kFu bil ŸZ Vmra Zara s„rQN iney Vj ŸdeS ik cleC tar …kFu w Kbr raiK tara …† ŸlKnIr stÔaDIkairr s„eg mIma„sar mnBab iney† …† ŸlKa pRebn| siÖ ba ŸBijeFbl …r inejr ikCu krar Qmta Ÿn†| …edrek Ÿkˆ maiF ŸkeF, bIj puƒet, jl idey bR ker Ÿtael| Ÿkˆ ŸbeR wef Vbar Ÿkˆ ba Akael† ìikey ŸSx Hey Zay| AenYr Ÿsbay Ÿbƒec Zara bajaer Ves taedr raÊa ker ŸKey ŸSx ker Ÿdya pàZÇ» …edr Ÿkˆ ŸFr w payna ŸZ …ra pâiTbIet Ÿkn …esiCl Vr Ÿkn† ba cel gl ba kKn cel Ÿgl! karN …ra inej ikCu kerna inejr Ÿbƒec Takar jnY| Ÿkbl dya Brsa ker …ra baƒec Vr baƒec tŸta idn† Zt idn na Ÿkˆ maer ba Zt idn pàZÇ» …ra ìikey na mer Zay| … rkm du Ÿpey Ÿdr Vmra icin| Vmaedr smaej …ra VeC| …ra ŸZKaen jenM iCl ŸsKaen† mer, …kFu w nRa cRa ker ikCu ˆ‡padn ker inejr ba pirbaerr baƒcar bYbóùa kra Ÿk smaejr Aibcar bel men ker| …edr ca† s„rQN|

…bar Vsa Zak Datu ba imnaerl …r s„ýpeàS| …ra pãBUt Si¹¡SalI pdaàT| ikÇ¼ …ra paHaR, pàbt ba iSlar gaey Ÿleg ŸTek† …ra Ÿbƒec Taek jR pdaàT Hey| Ÿkan AnY du Ÿpey jIb …es …edr kaej lagay| Dra Zak, Datu babur kTa - itin Vmaedr smaej Ÿkan …k tlay VeCn| taƒr Aenk ¯an VeC| itin men kern ŸZ smaj Fa taƒr ˆpeZagI Hey wefin …Kn w| itin neR bsŸt jaenn na| taƒek sb bYapaer kaêk saHaZY kret Hy| tKn taƒr Aenk ¯aenr ikCu pãitPln Vmra ŸdKet pa†| …† jatIy du Ÿpeyra s„KYay km ny| …edr ca† s„rQN|

…bar Zid jÇ¼ ba …inmYal Ÿdr kTa bil taHŸl bYapar Fa Vr w …kFu ŸKalsa Heb bŸl mŸn Hy| ctuýpd pãaNIra taedr inejedr ba¬ca ka¬ca Ÿdr iney cel| ŸZKaen Za Gas, gaC gaCail, ibcail ba Ÿkan pãkar Kabar dabar …ra w† ÷æp keyk jenr meDY† Bag ker Kay Vr Ÿbƒec Taek …ra| kKn w Vbar inejedr meDY JgRa maramair w ker Taek …ra| …edr ŸcaK ŸjaRa mueKr dupaeS Taek bel …ra samenFa Bal ker ŸdKet payna Vr ta† BibxY‡ …r jenY Ÿkan iSrWpIRa w …edr Ÿn†| …ra Kub† s„kIàNtar bSbiàt Vr tar jnY Ÿctnar jÔala ZÇ½Naw Ÿn† …edr meDY| karN A¯ta …edr BuxN| bûtl Aáilka §elaet …r Bal ˆdaHrN pawya Zaeb| paeSr PçYaeF Ÿk Asuóù ba Ÿk …kFa Kub Karap smŸyr meDY idey idn kaFae¬C tar ŸKaƒj raKa Vmaedr Aenekr ABYaesr meDY Ÿn†| karN maniskta Fa Hela - "Ham Ÿda Ar Hamaer Ÿda"| …† jatIy du Ÿpeyedr ik Vmra ŸdKet pa†na? Kub pa†| ŸbS scracr † ŸdKŸt …edr| …edr ca† s„rQN|

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ctuàT du Ÿpey Ÿdr sÚpeàk blar Veg s„kr ba …Yly iney …kFu kTa bla drkar| …† itn …r s„imeSeN …k ŸlaBI ŸpSadar …r jnM Hy| rajnIitibd bla Hy …edr| …kFu njr raKun| ŸdKebn †nisikîriF ba manisk AsurQa …edr meDY ŸbS ibdYman ikÇ¼ …ra buiÁman w beF| ta† …ƒra …† pãTm itn ŸSãNIek calna ker Taekn| inejedr †nisikîriF ba manisk AsurQar bYaparFa ŸbS dQtar s„eg …ra …† itn ŸSãNIr mgej º¡magt

Ÿzakaet Taekn bCŸrr pr bCr DŸr Vr s„eg Taek taedr pa†ey Ÿdbar iliö ŸZFa KueRar kl …r mt naekr samen jIbenr ŸSx idn pàZÇ» J™let† Taek| …edr ca† s„rQN ŸbiS ker| …edr ibxy ŸbaD …r Q™rDar buiÁ s„rQeNr rQa kbc Ÿk suctur Baeb bYbHar ker Taek ŸBaF bae¤r wjn barabar jnY| …Kaen bel raKet ca† ŸZ s‡ …b„ ibcQN rajnIitibedra Vmaek Bul buJebn na karN taƒra jaenn ŸZ …† ŸlKnI Ÿkan bYi¹¡Ÿk Vº¡mn krar jnY VedO ˆÀIipt ny| ctuàT pãkar du'Ÿpeyedr iney Velacna sb Ÿcey jr›rI Vj| taƒra Heln pãnmY manux ba iHˆmYan| …ƒra ìDu inejr Fa ŸbaeJn na| pirbar, pãitebSI, smaj, ŸdS w ibedS sb iney …ra icÇ»a kŸrn …b„ baƒecn - ŸbS Bal Baeb† baƒecn| …ra smaj Ÿk …igey iney Zan| …ƒra s„KYay ÷æp ikÇ¼ …ƒra kaj kŸrn sbar jenY| manuexr Bal ŸHak …Fa† …ƒra can| Vj …edr Kub pãŸyajn| Vj ŸdS jueR ŸZ s„rQN iberaDI JR ˆefeC Ÿs JR ŸZn Taem tKin ZKn …† s„rQN …r rajnIit puerapuir ŸSx Heb| Vim …k jn sectn nagirk iHeseb pãaàTna kir sbar kaeC - Vsun …† s„rQeNr rajnIit Ÿk ŸSx kir| pãitBar kdr kir| Vmra BartIyra jainna ŸZ Vmaedr ik AsIm Qmta VeC …† DrIiº Ÿk rQa krar| ÷aimjI beliCeln, Baretr ŸbaD Si¹¡ Vr piëcemr ZÇ½ k™Sltar Ÿml bÉn VerkFa pâTIibr jnM idet paer| DnYbad|

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Bal Tak™n Hœixda HœixekS muKaàjI| ŸSa'mYan raj kapuerr babumSay HœixekS cel Ÿgeln| inejr namj óùaenr g˜ay iblIn Hey itin ŸreK Ÿgeln Aenk kàm, kIiàt w sâiñ Za BartIy cli¬ceºr †itHas ŸlKar kaej ˆpadan iHeseb kaj kreb| Vmra k'jn jain … manuxiFek| 1940 …r Ÿkimiöär øatk Aªk w ib¯an pRaetn, klkatay ib …n srkaerr inˆ iTeyFr iPlM …ihFerr kaj ìr› krar Veg| tarpr jueR Ÿgl ik„bdÇ»I ibml raeyr saeT| 'Ÿda ibGa jmIn' Vr 'Ÿdbdas' sâiñ kreln ibml raeyr sHkarI pircalk iHeseb| itin ÷aDInta pãaiÐ w tarpr 1950 …r pãjatÇ½ óùapnaw ŸdKeln| …† kret kret 1951 …es Ÿgl| capa bƒam ŸGxa Helw kKn w bametÔr ŸgƒaRaim taek ba tar kajek Cƒuet paerin| …rpr otrI Hela 'musaiPr'| ma lQMI iPerw takaeln na| HetadYm na Hey perr Cib 'VnaRI'r kaej mn ideln| ŸsFa 1959| …† VF bCer itin AenkFa ióùtDI HeyeCn| ŸsFa ŸbaJa Ÿgl pƒac pƒacFa 'iPlM ŸPyar' purôar …† …kiF Cib ŸTek pawyar mDY idey| ŸSãò pircalekr sÚman ŸpeyiCeln tƒar §r› w iSQk -ibml ray| Sicn kàtar saeT tƒar iCl VitMk eZag| tƒar Aenk Cibet ScIn Ÿdb bàmenr pãakáitk Baeb†| manuxek pãaN Kuel Haset w Hasaet iSiKey ŸgeCn itin tƒar sb sâiñr mDY idey| kƒadaetw itin iCeln smiDk par˜m| dada saeHb Palek purôaerr sÚman ŸdrIet Helw tƒar sQm jIbÀSaet† …esiCl …b„ Kub nYaZYt ta Hœixdaek idey Bart srkar DnY HeyiCeln, itin nn| itin †Sÿerr VSIàbad ŸpeyiCeln tƒar sukeàmr jnY| …rpr pdMibBUxN purôar pawya Ÿsw ŸZn tƒar pãapY brmala glay J™iley ideln ÷y„ ma sr÷tI inej|Hœixda pãay sb tarka AiBenta Ÿdr iney ÷¬CeÆd kaj kereCn inejr jayga ŸTek| 2005 … VÇ»àjaitk cli¬cº ˆ‡seb 'HœixekS muKaàjI ŸrFäeýpi¢B' …r ˆpóùapna bel Ÿdy Barity cli¬cº iSeæp tƒar Vbdaenr kTa| Vim inej Vbak HeyiClam tar 'stYkam' ŸdeK| masl mYan DeàmÆÅek idey itin ik kajFa† na Ÿbr ker …eniCeln| ìDu ta† ba Ÿkn| srl gæp bla …k iher¢r CaRa ktbR isenmYaeFagãaPar iCeln ta musaiPerr idlIp k™mar, VnaiRr rajkapur, nUtn, AnuraDar blraj saHain-lIla na†hu ba Vnupmar DeàmÆÅ w Siàmla AiBneyr ikCu muHUàt† men kirey Ÿdy| Vrw Aenk Cibr kTa men peR| VnÆd, ŸnmKaram, imil, §μI, sƒaJ Ar sebra, VSIàbad,bawyaiàc, AiBman, cupek cupek, Ÿgalmal,Kubsurt Ÿkan CibFa bad Ÿdb! talaS, namumikn, laif, Ham iHÆduóùanI, V¬Ca bu•a, J™iF , sdmajuàmana, nkrI, J™F Ÿbael ŸkOya kaeF, Aàjun pi¸t ba Vlap ekan CibFa Hœixda'r AsaDarN ny? Vj ˆin cel ŸgeCn ikÇ¼ …t bR …kFa Ba¸ar ŸreK ŸgeCn Zar mUlY Apiremy| ta† pãaàTNa kir, Hœixda Vpin ŸZKaen† Tak™n Vmaedr VSIàbad kr›n Vmra ŸZn Haset Buel na Za†| muÜa† Vgañ 28, 2006

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Vim iSeKiC

Vim iSeKiC Aenk Aenk idn Hela| Aenk mas wr bCr Ÿgl| ŸSxemx Vimw ikCu iSeK ŸPllam| ta† Vr cup ker na ŸTek Vj Ÿs† kTa §ela Vmar ipãy pafkedr kaeC raKiC| peR Zid …kmt H'n na H'n dya VerkFu ikCu ŸSKar bYbóùa

ker Ÿdebn| smy bR km| ŸSKar Aenk bakI| ta† Ÿjar kdem pa cailey bel† ŸPil|

Vim iSeKiC - ŸZ Vim kaêk Vmaek Balbaset baDY kret pairna| Vim Bal basar paº Hey ˆfet pair| baikFa AnYedr

wpr ŸCeR raKa† Bal|

Vim iSeKiC - karw jnY icÇ»a kra ba kaerar Ztþ kret Hel Veg mnFaek …kmuiK ker tulet Heb| karN, Balbasa …kmuiK|

Vim iSeKiC -

Vmar sunaemr ŸTek Vmar cirº Aenk ŸbSI damI| cirº Hl Vim s‡ Baeb jain Vim ik, Vr sunam Hl AnYra ik Baeb Vmar sÚpeàk| itl itl ker geR Ÿtala pãitòa …k lHmar Buel DUilsYa‡ Hey ŸZet paer|

Vim iSeKiC -

Vmar kt jn bÉ™ VeC ŸsFa bR kTa ny| ibna VmÇ½eN, Vmar SMSanZaºay kt Ÿlak …esiCl ŸsFa Aenk bR|

Vim iSeKiC - Ÿlakek ta‡Qink Baeb cmek Ÿdwya Zay …kFa dueFa ntun ikCu bel ba ker ikÇ¼ …kFa dIàGóùayI keTapkTn calaet Ÿgel smaj w mnó»etÔr meDY sƒatar kaFa jana ca†| …Fa Ÿkanw cmk ny| …† AnuDabn bYaÐ, gBIr w

nIrb|

Vim iSeKiC - inejr ŸSãòtÔ pãmaN krar jenY ŸSãeòr saeT inejr tulna na ker Vrw Bal ik ker kra Zay tar Ÿcña kra†

jIbenr paeTy|

Vim iSeKiC - ik ker peR Ÿglam ŸsFa §r›tÔpUàN ny| peR igey êf dƒaRaet Heb …† BabnaFa Ÿctnay ibƒiDey raKa, Vr ik ker

êf dƒaRab ŸsFa iney kaj kra Hl sbecey §r›tÔpUàN|

Vim iSeKiC - ta‡QiNk VnÆd BibxYetr Hœdy ZÇ½Nar karN|

Vim iSeKiC -

pap Zt† lGu ŸHak smaejr ŸcaeK ŸsFa pap Vr tar sb smy dueFa idk VeC| …k idek AÉkar Verk idek Vela| VelaFaek Kƒuej pawya† Hela papýKalenr peT pãTm pdeQp|

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Vim iSeKiC - ŸZ Vmar sara jIbnFa cel Zaeb, Vim ŸZ manuxiF ŸHaet ca† ta† ŸHaet| …† ibineyag buiÁmaenr kaj| Vim ta†

krar Ÿcña ker celiC|

Vim iSeKiC - pãitiº¡yaSIl mn, suicÇ»ar pãiº¡yaek w manuexr suk™mar ŸbaDek ibnñ ker Ÿdy|

Vim iSeKiC -

Balbasar manux§elaek Vemad w VHçaedr saeT ibday janaet, karN Ÿk jaen …† ŸSx ŸdKa ikna!

Vim iSeKiC - cla ó»Ø Hey Zay ifk tKin ZKn mn bel 'Vr pariCna'!

Vim iSeKiC -

Vmar gtkaelr keàmr Psl Vmar Vj Vr Vmar VgamI kal Vmar Vjekr!

Vim iSeKiC - Hy Vim Vmar Vebg §elaek Vye¹ raKb, ny wra Vmar jIbnFa calaeb!

Vim iSeKiC -

sÚpeàkr ìr›r ˆ¹ap samiyk| SItltar Haet jIbnek ŸCeR Ÿdbar Veg sÚpeàkr bƒaDuin §elaek S¹¡ ker inet Hy|

Vim iSeKiC -

bIrtÔ Hela pirNitr kTa na ŸBeb smaj …b„ manuexr jenY pãeyajnIy kajFa Veg ker ŸPla| pãkát bIr kKnw ibcarekr sbuj Ja¸a kKn duleb Ÿs† VSay bes Taekna|

Vim iSeKiC -

Qma kra sHj ny| Qma …k ABYas|

Vim iSeKiC - AàT Hela AneàTr mUl| idngt papQy| ta† Vim Faka §en in†na| wet Hat …b„ mn du†† Ÿna„ra Hy|

Vim iSeKiC -

bÉ™r saeT smy kaFaena AàTnIit ba iHsab Saeó½r ¯an biHàBut|

Vim iSeKiC - Vmar sbecey bR bÉ™ Hela Vmar ó½I karN Ÿs Vmaek Vmar duàblta §elaek Veg ŸcaeK V ul idey ŸdKay|

teb bYalanesúr ŸKlaFa w ŸbaDHy …† jIben w Vr iSKebna| Qit Ÿn†, laB Vmar† ŸbSI|

Vim iSeKiC - rag Hela …kFa Vebg Zaek Vim bYbHar kret pair ikÇ¼ tar Ãara bYbHœt Het pairna| ta Hel, Vim ny,

iH„sãta Vmar keàmr mailk Hey Zaeb|

Vim iSeKiC -

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bÉ™etÔr Ÿkanw ŸBOgilk sIma Ÿn†| †ÆFarenF …Kn sàbº ibrajman| Vmar bÉ™tÔw|

Vim iSeKiC -

Ÿk Vmaek ik Baeb Balbaseb ŸsFa tar wpr ŸCeR Ÿdwya† Bal| ibcarekr BUimka Vmar jenY ny|

Vim iSeKiC - Ÿmambaitr s„KYa idey AiB¯tar map kra Zayna| pãitiF jnMidn ntun ik iSiKey Ÿgl ŸsFa Aenk bR kTa|

Vim iSeKiC -

Ÿkanw iSìek bla ˆict ny ŸZ, Ÿs tar samaijk Abóùar jenY ibraF ikCu Het parebna| iSìra ÷pÈ ŸdeK| wra ifk pT Kƒuej Ÿny| …kiF iSìek Zid …† ibSÿas idet pair - tuim† pareb Vr tar HatFa Der …kFu idet pair

taHel Vim manux|

Vim iSeKiC - Vmar saÚpiàkk …b„ r¹¡sUeºr s„sar Vmar biHiàbeSÿr s„saerr kaeC Ait Q™Å| Vim …† du† jgetr mHaimlenr

Ÿcñay ViC|

Vim iSeKiC - Vmar duWK ba Aiàjt kñ Zt† pIRadayk ŸHak na Ÿkn Vmar duWeK …† pâiTbI ŸTem Zaebna!

Vim iSeKiC -

Vmar pairbairk †itHas bel Ÿdy Vim Ÿk ikÇ¼ Vim ik Hb ta Vmar wpr inàBr ker|

Vim jain - Vmar du† bÉ™r JgRar meDY Vmar Ÿkanw pQ Ÿnwya ˆict ny ikÇ¼ Vim …Knw ÃeÆÃ peR Za† …† rkm

pirióùitet|

Vim iSeKiC - ŸZKaen Ÿkanw klH Ÿn† ŸsKaen ŸZ Ÿpãm VeC …Fa ŸBeb Ÿnwya inàbuiÁtar smaàTk| ŸZ Vmar saeT sàbda tàk ker

Ÿs Vmar bÉ™ w Het paer|

Vim iSeKiC - kKnw kKnw bYi¹¡ek tar kaejr ŸTek ŸbSI §r›tÔ idet Hy karN bYi¹¡r …kFa †itHas VeC Vr tar kajFar

Ÿkanw †itHas naw Taket paer|

Vim iSeKiC - Vmar bÉ™ bdlabar drkar Ÿn†, karN bÉ™ bdlaet† paer karN Ÿsw manux|

Vim iSeKiC -

ŸkOtuHl dmnIy| karw ŸgapnIytar jimet pa na raKelw jIbn ifk cleb| Vr Ÿs† jimet pa raKar saPlY jIben Aenk AkamY pirbàtn …en idet paer|

Vim iSeKiC -

dujn manux …k† SHer ŸTek Ÿs† SHr sÚpeàk sÚpuàN ibprIt mt ŸpaxN kret paer| SHrFa ikÇ¼ …k† Taek, ibÆdu maº bdlay na|

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Vim iSeKiC -

sÇ»anek Zt† Vgel raKar Ÿcña kr na Ÿkn, Ÿs ikÇ¼ Vderr naem Ait VrQN pCÆd kerna| Pel sÇ»anw kñ pay Vr baba ma w|

Vim iSeKiC -

Ÿpãem pRar Aenk ˆpay VeC Vr Ÿs† Ÿpãm iFikey raKar Vrw ŸbSI ˆpay VeC| Ÿpãem pRa ny, Ÿpãm Ÿk bƒaicey raKaFa† muKY|

Vim iSeKiC -

pirNit ik Heb ŸBeb laB Ÿn†| s‡ Baeb ikCu krel samenr bÉ raó»aw Kuel Zaeb ŸsFa paHaRw Het paer, Za ser Zaeb|

Vim iSeKiC -

inejek bÉ™etÔr pãasaedr ó»Ý men krel …ka† Taket Hy| ta† †ƒF, bail ba isemÆF Hey imeS Zawya† Bal| bÉ™tÔ dIàGóùayI Hy taet|

Vim iSeKiC -

Ÿkanw Apirictw Kub Bal bÉ™ Het paer| QiNekr pircey jIbn paleF ŸZet paer|

Vim iSeKiC - ZKn men Hy Vr ikCu Ÿdbar Ÿn† ifk tKn …k bÉ™r ŸcaeKr jl Vmar Ÿdbar Si¹¡ baiRey Ÿtael|

Vim iSeKiC -

menr kñ Bag ker inet Hy - ta Ÿs ileK† pãkaS kir ba bel|

Vim iSeKiC - Vmar Ÿctnar ba†er Aenk suk™mar ŸbaD VeC Za Vmar jana Ÿn†|

Vim iSeKiC -

naemr paeS Aenk ihgãI Takel† manux Hwya Zayna| mnuxtÔ Ÿkanw Caepr dyay otrI Hyna| itnS xaF ihgãI man sÚpeàk ûƒS Taka ca†|

Vim iSeKiC -

kaˆek ba Ÿkanw sÚpàkek S¹¡ Vebegr diR idey bƒaDel Ÿs Ÿs† bƒaDn ŸkeF Asmey ba taRataiR cel Zay| taet du† kñ| bƒaDar kñ Vr bƒaDn iCƒeR Zabar kñ|

Vim iSeKiC -

Balbasa kTaFar Aenk maen VeC| kTaFa Ÿk bleC Vr kaek bleC, ŸsFa† bR kTa| kTaFa bYbHar krar Veg inejr mnmiÆderr pir¬CÊtar idek njr Ÿdwya bR pãeyajn|

Vim iSeKiC -

ifk ŸkaTay sImaerKa Fanet Hy …Fa ifk kra sbecey kifn kaj| karN Vim kaˆek duWK idet parbna Vr inejr mtamt janabar ÷aDIkarekw AsÚman kret parbna|

Vim iSeKiC -

inejek Zid AsÚmaint men kir teb Vim ta† Hey ŸgiC| Zid men kir Vmar saHs Ÿn† taHel

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Ÿn†| Ÿjtar kTa Babar Veg Zid Harar kTa men Ves teb Vim ŸHer bes ViC| saPlYVtMibSÿaesr

bãatY icÇ»ay Zui¹¡ ebaD

V¬Ca, Ÿkˆ gt Hel Vmra Ÿkn pãaàTna kir - "ŸH ‰Sÿr tƒar VtMa SaiÇ»et ibSãam kr›n'! May his soul rest in

peace! Vmar …† bYapaer §r›tr Vpi¹ VeC| Ÿkn …b„ ik Baeb Vmra …kjenr VtMar ibSãam ca†! VtMa Ÿta …naiàj| Si¹¡| tar ik ibSãam Hy! …kFu ŸBe˜ bil? …† mHaibeSÿr itneF A„S VeC bel Vmra jain| ÷àg, màt w patal| Vmar men Hy, màt ba pâiTbIFa ŸkaTay ta† iney Ÿkanw ibbad Ÿn†| ikÇ¼ pãSÈ Hl - …† pâiTbIFa† ik màtelak? Kub Ÿgalemel - ta† na? Der Ÿnwya Zak …† pâiTbI† màtelak| pataelr Aió»tÔ ineyw ŸbaD Hy Ÿkanw ibbad Ÿn†| Za Vmaedr inec, ta† patal| Ÿkˆ Zid papkàÚm ker ba Karap kaj ker Ÿs patael Zay ba nrek Zay| …† rkm† ìen ba Ÿjen …esiC ŸCaF Ÿbla ŸTek| …Kn pãSÈ Hl - Vmaedr inec ik VeC? maiF, paTr, jl, à°a, V§n …b„ Vr Aenk Vkirk Kinj pdaàT| ta'Hel dƒaRal, maiFr inec Zt sb BUimj w Kinj smâiÁ jma VeC Ÿs§ela Hl pataelr Vwtay …b„ nrekr AàTnIitr ó»Ý| Vr pap krel ba Karap kaj krel Ÿs† patal samãaejYr baisÆda Het Hy| …w Ÿmen inlam| ikÇ¼ pirkæpna ker s¯aen papkàm krb Ÿs† Qmta ba r›icw Ÿn†| taHel patael Zawya Hebna| AàTa‡ w† DnItm pataledeSr nrkpuerr baisÆda Hwya Zaebna| ikÇ¼ Vmaedr ˆper? Vrw ˆper? ŸsKaen ik VeC? Vmra sba† ibSÿas kret Balbais ŸZ Vmaedr ˆper …k inàml óùan VeC Zar nam ÷àg, ŸZKaen mâtuYr per sb Bal manuexra Zay Vr rÝa, Ÿmnka ba àbSI Ÿdr nac ˆepaeBag krar ŸsOBagY Aàjn ker| KãIñ ba †slam DàÚmablÜIraw ibSÿas ker ŸZ Vmaedr ˆper ÷àg namk …k 'suKDam' VeC| ikÇ¼ ZIì ZKn tƒar kbr ŸTek Ÿbirey …esiCeln tKn ik iCl Ÿs† dâSY? taek ik ra‰gr miàFs bla Heb? mer ìiKey kaf! ŸbS Ÿkmn ŸZn ìô„ kaò„ lageC - na? Vr ibRÜna na baiRey …egan Zak| ikÇ¼ …Kn smsYa Hl ktFa ˆper Ÿgel ÷eàgr ŸdKa pawya Zaeb? wxuD Ÿbcar kaej VkaSpeT ÙmN kret† Hy| Vim …kFa ŸHlTekyar ŸkaÚpanIr saeT Zu¹¡ ViC, ˆpedña Hey| ZtFuk™ jain ŸZ geR 30000 P™F ƒcuet weR †i¸yan, 35000 P™eFr maTay ŸjF, 40000 P™eF …imerFs, 45000 P™eF nàTweyñ …yar la†nesr ibman §ela| …edr pa†leFra ik Ÿkˆ ÷eàgr ŸKƒaj ŸpeyeCn Vj pàZÇ»? na| …ra Ÿkˆ† ÷eàgr ŸKƒaj panin Vj pàZÇ»| V¬Ca …bar pQI jget pãebS kra Zak| sbecey ƒcuet weR ŸbaD Hy baj paKI| na ik icl? piQibSaredra ik Ÿkanw icH¡ ba sUº ŸpeyeCn paKIedr Vcar VcreN ŸZ tara ÷eàgr sÉan ŸpeyeC? taedr gebxNar meDY ik paKIedr gaey ÷eàgr sugÉ pawya Zay? na| Ÿsrkm Ÿkanw ikCu GFel iF iB cYaenl §ela 24/7 pãcar calat| †ÆFarenF Ÿta gebxNar g ˆ¬careNr ìr›et† pãcar calat Ÿk Veg …† Kbr taedr sa†eF pãkaS kereC - …† bel! taHel pãSÈ Hl ÷àg ŸkaTay? 45,000 P™eFr wper? k† kæpna cawla ba tƒar puàbsUrI ba ˆ¹rsUrIra Ÿkˆ Ÿta belnin ŸZ tƒara ÷àg ŸdeKeCn! na| Haisr kTa ny - ÷àg ŸkaTay? janet Heb| Ÿs ik AnY Ÿkanw ŸsOrm¸el ibraj ker? Vr ta Zid sitY† ŸTek Taek taHel Ÿkanw ib¯anI …t iden iniëct tar ŸKƒaj Ÿpetn! …t iden ÷eàg ŸpOƒCbar …legairdm †ÆFareneF 99 hlar idey Ÿkna ŸZt| V¬Ca bYaparFa ik …rkm ŸZ sb DÕnatMk ¯an saiHetY ba Dàm gãeÇù ba Capar AQer ŸbireyeC Ÿs§elaek† Vmra sàbatMk ¯an w ib¯an bel Der in† Vr ta† ÷àg Kƒujet igey Zt ibpi¹? ikÇ¼ Vim ibpi¹ ŸTek mui¹¡ ca†| ta† Vmar mt ker icÇ»a kret ìr› keriC| …Faek paglamI Babelw Vim TamiCna| Vmar DarNa ÷àg ba màt bel ikCu Ÿn†| Vmra …'bYapaer ÷amI ibebkanÆdek sMrN krb|

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"Vsel bó¼, mn w VtMar meDY mUlt Ÿkan paàTkY Ÿn†| ŸbaeDr ibiBÊ ó»er …edr AàT palFay Vr Vmra …edr Vlada ker bYaKYa krar bYàT Ÿcña ker Taik| …† ibSÿek Vmra Vmaedr pe‚iÆÅy idey buiJ ba ŸbaJar Ÿcña ker

Taik| s‡ ŸdeK ÷àg Vr As‡ ŸdeK nrk| ikÇ¼ Ÿkan nrk? Zak Ÿs kTa| ‰SÿrIy mn †Sÿrek ŸdeK| ÷àg ba màt bel ikCu VeC ik? Vmaedr maen pì samãaejYr SrIr ma„sljóùI jl w VtMar siÚmilt Aió»tÔ| 70 Sta„S jl, ŸøH, ma„s, Sàkra w Vrw Aenk Kinj pdaàT| 30 Sta„S obduYitk w ibduYtIn su†c| Der Ÿnwya Zak …† rkm …kFa bYapar Hela Vmaedr SrIr| …† idey Vmaedr SrIr cel| ifk ŸZmniF …kiF karKanay GeF| ŸsKaen ˆ‡padn GeF Zid ŸmiSenr ZÇ½a„S sb ifk jaygay Taek Vr su†cFa ifk mt An kra Zay| …Kn pãSÈ Hl …† su†cFa ik? su†ciF Hela VtMa| VtMa ŸHal mHaibeSÿr Velak rSMIr Ãara Vibñ w trªgainÓt, à°aSi¹¡| ŸZ muHUeàt …† sminÓt Si¹¡ bó¼ SrIrek ýpàS ker Ÿs† muHUàt ŸTek Vmaedr bó¼-SrIr …† Si¹¡r dastÔ ÷Ikar ker Ÿny| SrIr kaj ker| …Kan ŸTek êf wKaen Zay| SrIr ˆ‡padnSIl Hey wef| VtMar s‡ …b„ As‡ -du† BUimka† ŸHaet paer| sdatMa namk su†c SrIrŸk pirïar w pibº raeK| ˆ‡padnSIl ker Ÿtael| …kFa ˆdaHrN id†| Ÿkˆ Bal gan gay ba Ÿkˆ Bal Cib Vƒek ba Ÿkˆ Kub Bal iº¡ekF ŸKel| …edr sbar sdatMa namk su†c An Hy Vr ta† tara Bal Baeb kajFa kret paer| Vbar Ÿkˆ pâiTbI DÕ„s krar pirkæpna ker| ba manux Kun krar supairS Ÿny ba Ÿdy| ikÜa Ÿkˆ men ker pãitebSIr ó½I ŸbSI pardiàSnI narI| …edr AsdatMa namk su†c An Hy| …edr SrIr ˆ‡patSIl Hey wef - pãTmt tar carpaeSr pâiTbIr jenY Vr per tar inejr jenYw| VtMa namk su†ecr pãeyag Ÿk ik Baeb kreb ta inàBr ker tar pairbairk, samaijk iSQa …b„ ta‡Qink Abóùaenr wpr| Vmra manux| manux Balbasar ˆ‡padn| ta† ŸbiSr Bag manux† sdatMa namk su†ecr ba ibebkanÆdatMk su†ecr das| Vmra …† su†ecr kàmek SãÁa kir, Balbais, AnusrN ker Taik| bYitº¡m Hl laednatMk VtMa ba AsdatMa| …† su†ecr sÚpeàk Vmaedr mtamt iney …Kaen Velacna kriCna| ŸsFa ŸCeR raKlam pãetYkiF sdatManamk su†ecr daiytÔ ¯aenr wpr| …kFa paTerr idek taikey ŸdKa Zak| …r ik Ÿkanw pãaN VeC? AbSY† VeC| ikÇ¼ …r bYbHairk jIbn …t DIr gitet cel ŸZ ta Vmaedr càm cQ™r njer peRna| ikÇ¼ …kjn ŸragIr njer peR| k™Lur kaeC minkrn bel …kFa jayga VeC ŸZKaen bes sÇ» §r› nank Dyan keriCeln| Ÿs† óùaenr paTr jIibt| tar meDYkar trªg AnuBb kra Zay| mapa Zay| ikÜa baransIr s«Femacn miÆderr paTr Za Ÿraj …k SsY danar Vkaer bâiÁ pae¬C| mapa Zay| ob¯aink Baeb pãmaiNt| taHel paTr Zid bó¼ Hy teb manb SrIerr ma„sljóùI jl w bó¼r smtulY| …† paTerr meDYw …k su†c VeC Za taek calna ker Taek| AmrnaeTr SIbilªg ik ker SãabnI pUiàNmay Vkar pirbàtn ker? ŸbpTu HeyiCl mn| …† …kFu Ÿbirey …l mn| …bar ŸPra Zak ÷àg w màt pãse˜| ÷àg w màt …k† jaygar du† nam| Vmar ta† men Hy| ÷àg bel Ÿkanw Vlada jayga Ÿn†| gItay ik ÷àg bel Ÿkanw óùaenr êLK VeC? HƒYa VeC| k™r›eQeºr ZueÁ Bgban káx— Aàjunek bleCn - "Hyeta ba pãapsYis ÷àg„" maen ÷àg VeC| ikÇ¼ ÷àg ŸkaTay ŸsFa ik itin beleCn? sb Deàm† bla VeC ŸZ …kbar ZKn VtMa SrIr ŸCeR Zay - maen mâtuYr pr - tKn SrIrek ibnñ ker idet Hy| iHÆdura puiRey ŸPel, muslman ba KãIñaenra pƒuet ŸPel ba jerayaöäIyaenra Fawyaerr wpr ŸreK Ves| êÀSY …kFa† - ibnñ ker Ÿdya| êLK kra ŸZet paer - pãacIn kael kbr Ÿdwya ŸHat cuNapaTr idey otrI bae¤r meDY| karN taet ifk 42 idenr meDY SrIr ibnñ Hey ŸZt| ŸdH puerapuir iblIn Hey ŸZt| Vmaedr pUàbjra Aenk ŸbiS ib¯anmnô iCeln| ta† na? ikÇ¼ taet ik VtMar ibniñkrN sÝb? na| VtMaek ibnñ kra Zayna| Vmra VtMa namk su†ciFek Buel Ÿmer ideyiC| Vr SrIr iney Kub Baib Vmra| Vmra SrIr iney kƒaid mâtuYr pr! ikÇ¼ Pl ik? naijm iHkmetr kibtay piR - ib„S Sta×Iet ŸZ Ÿkanw Ÿsaekr Vyu maº …k bCr| ibSÿas Helana? mâtuYr pr- pãTm bCr - mâetr Cib häiy„ r›emr Ÿdyael jÔljÔl ker, iÃtIy bCr - Japsa Cib ŸSabar Ger Vr

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tâtIy bCr - Baã ŸÒm AÉkar BƒaRar Ger|

…rkmFa† Hy naik? ik BabeCn, pafk? … Hela paglamIr kTa| … ikÇ¼ kTar paglamI ny| …Knw Aenk jiFlta mió»eô gjgj kreC| …† VtMa Ÿk? ik Hy …r mâtuYr pr? snatn Dàm ba prbiàtet Vmra Zaek iHÆdu Dàm bil Ÿs† Dàm …† bYapaer ikCuFa …igey VeC| snatnI ibSÿas Hela VtMa AibnSÿr| taek DÕ„s kra Zayna| puiRey ideyw na| (onnƒ iCÆdiÇ», Só½aiN, onnƒ dHit pabkW)| VtMaek kaj ker ŸZet Hy| Heb| ta† mâtuYr perw Vmra …kaeÇ» kTa bil mâetr saeT| tar kaC ŸTek manisk Si¹¡ s‚y kir| Vim Ÿta Vjw Vmar ma babar saeT kTa bil| dujen† gt HeyeCn …k dSekr wpr| tƒaedr kaC ŸTek ineàdS Ÿpey Taik| VDuink sayikyaiFä …ek bleb 'HYaluisnaSan' ikÇ¼ w† sayikyaiFäö w …† inyemr bYitº¡m nn| itin ik tƒar mât ipta-mata, VtMIy ba AnatMIyŸdr saeT kKnw …kaeÇ» kTa belnin ba belnna? itin† jaenn| Vbar w† sdatMa namk su†ecr kTa …es Zay| VtMa mHajagitk Si¹¡r …k A„S| Vsel pãetYkiF VtMaek tar jenY iniàdñ kaj§il ker ŸZet Hy| Vr ŸZ† VtMa tar jnY iniàdñ kaj§il sÚpÊ ker ePel tKin mHajagitk Si¹¡ Ÿbirey Ves| Vr …k AdâSY …lekimö' …r jadu de¸r saHaeZY Ÿs† Si¹¡ Verk manb SrIer pãebS ker| …rkm Het† Taek ba clet† Taek| AHraº, cibÕS GÆFa Vr itnS pƒyxi´ idn| ŸkaTaw …tFuk™ Pƒak Ÿn†| …Fa ifk …k kneByr ŸbleFr mt Za bHn ker celeC ŸkaiF ŸkaiF Anu Za iniàdñ Hey VeC pãaN pabar jenY - Hyt ba manux Hey jnM Hbar jnY ba pì ba SsY ba Ÿkanw kIF ba ptªg ba …k sugÉI P™l Hbar jnY ba paTr| clar peT ŸZ† muHUeàt Ÿs† Anu VtMar ŸCƒaya ŸZ pay Ÿs pãaN Ÿpey jIibt Hey wef| VtMar ibSãam? …t kƒafaelr VmstÔ ŸKƒajar Ÿcña krar saiml| ik Abak kra ka¸ karKana - na? …lekimñ iF Ÿk? jainna| teb VeC …kjn| bYaparFa ik Kub jiFl? na menr janala §elaek Kuel idey Babel …† bYaparFa Kub Ÿsaja| Vsel -

÷àg Vmar maeyr Ÿdya pãaN ÷àg Vmar Vmn Daenr GãaN

nrk Vmar menr meDY puex raKa mailnY nrk Vmar VtrgÉI Ÿlak ŸdKaena ŸkOilnY

patal Vmar nIitebaeDr ýKln patal Vmar pìtÔ Si¹¡r laln ÷àg ŸHTa ÷àg ŸHaTa ÷àg Ger Ger

Balbas pãaNSi¹¡ek -÷àg ÷àg na ker|

pireSex bil| Vmra sba† ‰Sÿerr sÇ»an| AÇ»er Vmra KƒaiF w inKƒad| Vmaedr meDY pibº maiF, bayu, jl, Datu w V§n VeC| …esa Vmra tar pãkát smadr kir Vr inejek ˆjaR ker id† …† manb jenM†| prjnM ik jainna| teb Zid Vbar manux Hey jnMaet pair, inejek pUNYban men krb| ta†, Ÿkˆ SrIr ŸCeR cel Ÿgel pãaàTna kir - ŸH ‰Sÿr wƒr VtMa SaiÇ»et Tak™n Vr bakI kajFuk™ ker Zan - "ŸH ‰Sÿr tƒar VtMa SaiÇ»et ibSãam kr›n' ny! muÜa† Ae¢abr 17, 2006 gebxNa - Ar›n k™mar ibSÿas HayÅabad

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…k Ÿgaelak DƒaDa| Ÿpãm ŸdeH na men? Vpat dâiñet men Hy …† Velacna ŸZn ìDu …k smeyr ApbYy| Vbar …† DeÉ peRin …mn narI ba pur›x Kƒuej pawya Zaeb ik? ASrIir VtMar saeT Ÿpãm ker jIbn kaiFey ideyeCn Ÿkˆ, …mnFa Ÿraj ŸSana Zay na| GFelw ta ta‡QiNk ŸsFa …k gBIr Abesxn| Ÿs iney …† Velacna ny| †„erjI Lust kTaFar maen ik? lasYkam| lasYkam kTaFa ilªg ibHIn| maen Ÿkanw narISrIr kæpna ker ba taek ŸdeK pur›exr ba ibprIet Ÿkanw pur›x SrIr kæpna ker ba ŸdeK …k narIr ŸZ ojibk Q™Da jaeg ta Ÿk ik lasYkam bla Zay? HƒYa| ifk ta†| Vsel Abelakn kam lasYkaemr jnM Ÿdy Vr lasYkam ZKn ojibk rit iº¡yay pirNt Hy ba duiF SrIr ZKn Veñ pâeò dujen dujnar SrIerr ÷ad inet ilÐ tKn ik ifk Ÿpãm kTaFar Ÿkanw jayga Taek? ìr›et Taekna| DIer DIer otrI Hy Zid na narI ba pur›x s˜I bdl krar ABYas ker Taekn| DIer DIer …kFa jayga otrI Het Taek …k bIejr Vkaer| lasYkam Hl Ÿpãemr bIj| Ÿpãemr jnM Hy ojibkritiº¡yaSIl duiF SrIerr AiB¯tar meDY idey, Aenk per, taedr menr meDY| men raKet Heb sb ritiº¡ya† matâetÔ ba iptâetÔ ineàdiSt ny| ŸdHj kam iº¡ya Zid suKdayk Hey Taek teb† ŸsKaen Ÿpãemr jnM Hy| SrIr jueRael mn SItl| Vr SaÇ» men† Ÿpãemr ˆ¹ap AnuBb kra Zay| ŸdeHr ŸcOkaf na maiRey ik menr miÆderr Vi–nay pa raKa Zay? ibxyiF VedO jiFl ny Zid sttar saeT bYaparFaek ŸdKa Zay| Baba Zak Ÿkanw pur›x ba narI ba Ÿkanw Zubk ba ZubtI baŸkanw ikeSar ba ikeSarI bleC "Vim ŸKala VkaeSr Ÿpãem peRiC" ikÜa "ŸH JR Vim Ÿtamar Ÿpãem Hb sbar kl« BagI"! ŸbS HasYkr …kFa bYapar, na? ifk ta†| VkaeSr ba JeRr SrIr Ÿn†| SrIrek bad idey Ÿpãm Vesna| ikÇ¼ Ÿpãemr jenMr pr SrIerr saQa‡ Ÿkanw BUimka naw Taket paer| Vbar Taketw paer| Ÿpãm Hl …k AnuBUit Za purena Hel† ŸbiS tIbãtar saeT AnuBUt Hy| ŸdeHr Vkiàxkasi¹¡ Zt kem Ves tt† Ÿpãm baeR| Ÿpãemr jnM Het dIàG smy laget paer ikÇ¼ lasYkaemr jnM …k plek† GeF| 23 ŸTek 29 …r meDY Zara ibey ba ilB Fuegdar jint sHbas kern taedr VcrN iº¡yar Zid …kFa DaraerKa Fana Zay teb ŸdKa Zaeb - pãTm

bCr winkly AàTa‡ ŸcaeKr plk pRet na pRet† narI w pur›exr du† SrIer siàpl AnurNn Vr bnYsuÆdrtar béaHIn bHta| maen skal, dupur ibekl, raiº ba Œxakal - …in Fa†m †j lasYkam Fa†m| ikÜa Vser, baser, øan Ger, pakSael, FakSael, BUimet, jimet, ŸmeJet, Ÿmejet, Vsen, baHen sàbº du† SrIr inemex† …k Hey

ŸZet paer - …in Ÿpås †s lasYkam Ÿpås| …r perr keyk bCr weekly AàTa‡ ŸdƒaeH imil Sinbaerr raet ìº¡edebr VraDna| b„S rQa kret Heb Ÿta! AbSY b„S rQa Hey Zabar prw lasYkaemr Ÿml ŸFän Taemna, Tamet cayna, teb w† saÐaHIik - ŸdaƒeH bel cl mn ŸdeHr bagaen ŸbRaet Za†| …† dIàG smy Der Ÿkbl laesYr bIj bpn kra Het Taek Vr …Kaen Ÿpãemr Ÿkanw ŸlS maº Kƒuej Ÿpet Hel …rk™l Ÿpayaeraƒ Hey pãetYkiF narI

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pur›exr meDY Vsn patet Heb| AsÝb| …† lasYkaemr ŸKla cel Vrw ŸbS keyk bCr| …rw ŸbS ikCu bCr pr saÐaiHk Ÿml ŸFäenr git kem| SrIr tKn kƒYacr Ÿkƒacr kra ìr› ker ideyeC| Kail ŸdOR krael Heb? SrIr

ibeÅaH ker - Hy ŸdbIr ny Ÿta Ÿdbar! tKn ifk Ÿn† ikCur| ŸdeHr bagaen malI Vesin Aenkidn| jl peRin| Duela peR jem VeC| maeJ saeJ …† smyFa idey sa„sairk SaiÇ» w ÷ió» du† ˆpadaenr …kFu baûlY Hel teb mn Zay lasYkaemr bagaen ikÇ¼ weakly AàTa‡ duàbl beF tb A˜dKain secñ †¬Catara Kict| …†Kaen …es ŸdKa Zay ŸkaTa idey ŸZ dSFa ba penrFa ba k™iRFa bCr ŸkeF ŸgeC dujenr Ÿkˆ† buJet paerin| kt suK, kt AiBmaenr sÚpd iney dujen Vjw dujnar| dujen† ibSÿaesr sr› suetar wpr idey sFan ŸHƒeF celeC| Ÿs tƒara ŸpãaixtBtâka† ŸHak ba ŸpãaixtBàtk† Hn - ŸkaTay ŸZn …k baƒDn otrI Hey ŸgeC| Ÿs bƒaDnek dujnar† AFuF men Hy| Ÿs bƒaDenr meDY …k AH«ar VeC| Ÿs bƒaDenr meDY tYag VeC| Ÿs baƒDenr meDY sHnSIlta VeC, daiytÔebaD VeC, SãÁa VeC Vr VeC dujenr dujnek Vr inibR Baeb janar| …† Kaen …es lasYkaemr Ÿs† A«™irt bIj Za ŸdeHr bagaen bpn kra HeyeC ibgt bCr §il Der ta pirNt Hy Ÿpãem| …† A«™r Hl Ÿpãm| …†Kaen …es Ÿpãemr jnM Hl AàTa‡ Love. Lust …r s„eg Love Abóùangt w smygt paàTkY VeC| du'eFaek §iley ŸPlel clebna| Ÿpãm icrÇ»n Vr lasYkam QNóùayI| lasYkam Zid bIj Hy Ÿpãm teb A«™irt caragaC ba Vrw per Ÿpãemr mHIr›H| …Fa ˆpliØ| teàkr samgãI ny| Ÿpãm ŸdeHr bagaen Ÿpƒata Ÿs† P™elr cara Zar sugÉ menr ŸBtr …k pakapaik jayga ker Ÿny dIàG pT ŸdeHr bagaen …ksaeT ŸGaraePra krar per| …† Hl Ÿpãm| Vbarw bil …† ŸlKa teàkr samgãI ny, intaÇ»† bYi¹¡gt ˆpliØ| …k lÜa ojb ŸdOeRr ŸSex ŸdH pãSÈ ker mnek| tuim Veg na Vim Veg? ŸdH ˆ¹r pay ba payna| mn pãSÈ ker VtMaek| tuim Veg na Vim Veg? ˆ¹r payna ta ny teb mn c‚la ta† VtMa ˆ¹r Ÿdbar Veg† Ÿs cel Zay Verk kaej| VtMar Ÿkanw pãSÈ Ÿn† karN VtMa sb jaen| ta† mHa VtMay iblIn Hwya pàZÇ» mnek Kƒujet Hy ŸdH Veg na mn? Ÿpãm ŸdeH na men? inrÇ»r …† ŸKƒaj clet† Taek Vr Vmra gRpRta s¹r bCr Ÿbƒec in†| ŸdH Ÿbcara klur bld| ŸdeHr gaRIFaek Fanet Fanet ŸSx pàZÇ» ŸZet Hy taek| ikÇ¼ ŸbaeDr gBIer mn jaen ŸdH …kFa baHn| baHen Ÿkˆ basa baƒeDna| basa baƒeD Ger| Vr Ÿs† Gr Hl mn| Ÿpãm ŸdeH ny| Ÿpãm men| muÜa† neBÜr 6, 2006

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PaàmaisîFkYal Ÿs¢r iney ikCu pãSÈ

AbeHilt piëcm be˜r iSeæpr gr›r gaiRr cakay Ÿralesr …i²enr git VseC, na ik …es ŸgeC! klkatay pa raKel† ctuiàdk ŸTek sbak ŸHaiàh„ §ela Ÿjeg êf gan gay Vmar menr meDY - piëcm be˜ iSæp ibpåebr nbjnM HeyeC ba He¬C| ŸbS KuSI KuSI laeg| pulikt H†| cair idek …kFa ŸbS sƒaj-saj rb| Bal laeg| cairidk ŸTek ibedSI pƒUij VseC, …es ŸgeC, ÷pÈ Ÿjeg ˆfeC, êfeC, mHa VSÿaesr pãbl inSÿaesr duàdmnIy gitr samen sb cº¡aÇ», baDa, ibpi¹ w ibGÈek êf dƒaRaet Hebna Vr! ta ŸbS! Babet Bal laeg, 'nbidnmin îdeb Vbar …† puratn pureb' AàTa‡ piëcm be˜| kt ik ntun ntun iSæp geR ˆfeC ba ˆfeb| bãYa¸ buÁ (ibman babu ba ibny babu maP krebn) sitY …k iSæp ibpåebr JR Vnet sQm Heln, …Fa Vmar mt piëcm b˜ Ÿpãimekr kaeC …k ibraF VSar kTa| ikÇ¼ Vim na Ÿkmn ŸZn ŸGalaeF Ÿmer Za† ZKn sb …† iSæp ibpåebr brmalar pƒuiT §elaek k™iRey …k jaygay kret ca†, Zaet Vmar buiÁ idey Vim Vmar saeDr ba„laek Vbar gribnI rœep ŸdKet pa†! ikCuet† pirôar ker ŸdKet pa† na ifk ik Hela …† gt car pƒac bCerr iSeæpr pãsar GFaenar pãcaerr pr? Kberr kagej, cair idek Ÿta Ÿkbl Ÿbkair, maó»ain, Kun, iCnta† Vr Aenk rkemr pƒuijHIn maiPyaedr kàmkae¸r pƒuj re¹¡ Bra káitr ib¯apn| taHel Hela Fa ik? bYaparFa ik …rkm, Ÿkan w pƒuij pit tar baRit pƒuijr J™il iney lal kaeàpeFr wpr idey sdeàp Vsebn| lal baiRr ibeSx kamray imihyar ŸcaK Jlsaena kYaemrar samen krmàdn krebn| dIàG smeyr nIrbta paln krebn Ÿknna …idk widek ˆƒik Ÿmer ŸdKa …kFa Ÿbinya ABYas| AnY ŸkaTa, AnY Ÿkan w Kaen Zid Vr w ŸbiS pawya Zay taHel …k lHmay jainey Ÿdwya Zaeb ŸZ piëcmbe˜r ŸTek ŸbiS suibDa AnY Ÿkan w rajY ide¬C| ba† ba† weyöeb˜l! …rkm w Ÿta ìnet pa†, ŸZ Amuekr pãitSã›t ibineyag cel Ÿgl piëcmb˜ ŸTek Amuk raejY| A¯ta QmaàH| piëcmb˜ srkaerr …kFa ŸöF påYain„ Ÿbaàh VeC| Ÿs† Ÿbaeàh Aenk ŸHamRa ŸcamRa Vmla, AàTnIitibd w ibeSxe¯ra VeCn| taedr ik Ÿkan w båu-ipãÆF VeC? piëcmbe˜ Ÿkan iSeæp ibineyag Hel sb idk ŸTek Bal Het paer! Ÿkan iSæp §elaek …kFu saHaZY krel taRataiR Ÿs§ela ŸbeR ˆfet paer! tar Ÿkan w jaànal ba Kityan ik VeC, tƒaedr kaeC? pãa¯jenr smaHar GeF inr›pm buÁetÔr ŸmDa ZKn KuilmuiÀenr VkaeS sUeàZr Velay ibman Zaºa ker| tƒara ik ìDu†, ibineyag VseC, …eseC, …es ŸgeC ba …† …l bel …† sb bel† taedr daiytÔ paln krebn? saDarN manuexr ik …Fa janar AiDkar Ÿn† ŸZ keb, ik Baeb kara …† ibineyaegr suPl paebn! pãsãÇ»er bil, ŸBxj w wxuD iSeæpr ŸgaRap¹n HeyiCl …† piëcm be˜| VcaàZ pãP™L cÆÅ raeyr ibd¦Á ŸntâetÔ …† ŸgaRap¹n HeyiCl mainktlar Ÿb˜l ŸkimkYal …r jnMlegÈ| tƒar Abàtmaen w, dIàG idn Ÿs† ŸntâtÔ piëcm be˜r Haet† iCl| ikÇ¼ ŸBxj w wxuD iSeæpr ibkaeSr jnY ikCu maº kra Hyin xaeFr dSk ba s¹err dSek| BibxY‡Åña

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pãbad pur›x ibDan ray ŸTek ikÜdiÇ» ŸjYait bsur srkaerr kKn w men Hyin ŸZ ÷æp ibineyaeg …† s„ebdnSIl iSeæpr meDY Aenk sÝabna rey ŸgeC ba Vj w VeC! piëcmbe˜r Aenk per ìr› ker mHarañä ba AÉä pãedS ba §jrat ik Å›t gitet ŸBxj w wxuD iSeæpr ibkaS GiFey ŸPll| Vmra ŸdKet Taklam| ŸdKet† Taklam| nIrb dàSekr Buimkay piëcmb˜ - mHaraeñär w §jraetr 'iPinSh pãha¢' ba AeÉär 'r ŸmiFiryals' …r pãgitr DÕja ˆRet ŸdKet Takela| tar maen …† ny mHarañä w §jraet 'r ŸmiFiryals' ba AeÉä 'iPinSh pãha¢'…r ibkaS GeFin|

muKYtW …† itniF rajY sara pâiTbIet Vj pirict Vr HƒYa tar saeT piëcmbe˜r †itHasFaw 'Parma †¸aiöä-rka†B' … VeC| Vj ìin piëcmbe˜r klYanIet ba klkatar VeSpaeS Aenk wxuD kÚpanI VeC| ik Baeb VeC Ÿs† kÚpanI§ela? tala bÉ| Ÿkan w pãkaer SÿasFa calu VeC| ba bla Zay Amuk kÚpanIr malIk H¸a …kàh ceR ŸGaern| Vr HƒYa, klkatay Zadbpur ibSÿibdYaleyr Paàmais pRaenar man iney ŸdeS w ibedeS ŸbS sunam VeC| Zadbpuerr ŸCel Ÿmeyra klkatar ba†er igey bR bR Paàma kÚpanI'r BibxYt gReC Vr Vmra ntun piëcmbe˜r ÷pÈ ibiº¡ kriC lal baiRr tK‡-…-taj … bes| …† iSeæpr BibxYt ŸZ sbeTek ˆ°Ôl ŸsFa janet Ÿkan w ibeSx mió»eôr pãeyajn Hyna| Kberr kagj Kulel† jana Zay| V† iF †¸aiöär ŸTekw ŸbiS DÕnatMk sÝabna luikey VeC ŸBxj w wxuD iSeæpr meDY| Vemirka ba †êraepr ba ViÒkar Ÿkan w SHer igey Zid beln Vpin '†i¸yan Paàma †¸aiöär saeT Zu¹¡ taHel ŸdKebn Vpnaek ik smadr kra Hy| Vj BartIy kÚpanI §ela ik Baeb Ÿs† sb ŸdeSr AàTnIitek smâÁ kreC ta pirs„KYan bel Ÿdeb| Vmra …Kan ŸTek sara pâTbIr bajaerr pãsaer pãBab ŸPlet pair ikÇ¼ Vmaedr inejr raejY† ŸSanbar Ÿkˆ Ÿn†! ikÇ¼ ik laB … sb kTa bel?

pafk Zid sada men peRn Ÿta …kFa GFna …Kaen bil| Vim …† ŸBxj w wxuD iSeæpr saeT gt 30 bCr Der Zu¹¡| ŸBxj w wxuD iSeæpr bàtman w BibxYt iney† Vmar kaj teb Vmaek ta kret Hy sudur muÜa†et, klkatay ny| karN? …tQeN ta ŸbaD kir Vpnara bueJ ŸgeCn| ikÇ¼ w† ŸZ maiFr Fan! ta† 2002-03 nagad Vim Vmar ŸbS bR …kFa paka cakrI w tar ŸbSBuxa tYag ker klkatay igeyiClam …kFa ikCu kreba bel| tar w C'mas Veg ŸTek Vim lal baiRr sb mÇ½Iedr Ÿk sibney Vmar †¬Car kTa jainey †-Ÿm†l keriC ŸbS keyk bar| Ÿkan w ˆ¹r pa†in| tKn w ifk †-Ÿm†l bYapar Fa Vy¹ ŸHaey wefin (Vj w ik HeyeC?) ta† Vmar ibebcna w ŸbaD Vmay Vr w ŸjdI w VSabadI ker tull| Vim klkatay igey lal baiRr sifk GrFay Ÿzakar Ÿcña cailey ŸZet laglam| Vmar Ÿkan w dada ba mama Ÿkan w r„ …r saeT sÜÉ raeKn na| AgtYa Vmar Ÿcña pãay ZKn ibPl tKn …kidn lal baiRr …k maJarI Vmlar kaC ŸTek …kFa ŸPan pa†| ŸPan Ÿpey Za† ŸsKaen perr idn| igey VRa† GÆFa bes Taik| itin car Haet VFFa ŸPan iney iHmism Kae¬Cn Vr Vim gla ìikey kaf Abóùay bes ViC| ŸSex în Vmaek iney pReln …b„ AtYÇ» ÷æp smey Vmaek buiJey ideln ik ik Baeb Vim ikCu kret parbna piëcmbe˜| Vim Ÿcey iClam Zid Ÿkan w …kFa bÉ wxuD kÚpanIek calan Zay, taŸk laeBr muK ŸdKan Zay Vr ŸbS ikCu kàms„óùaenr bYbóùa kra Zay taHel …kFa ntun idenr ìr› Het paer| Vim ŸsFa …Kn w ca†| VSa CaiRin| ikÇ¼ Ÿs peT …t jiFlta ŸZ By Hy pareba Ÿta ikCu kret …† ba„lar maFIet ŸZKan ŸTek Vmar kàm jIbenr ìr›| Vj w Aenk pãó»ab ibedS ŸTek Ves ikÇ¼ tara can ŸZ Vim klkatar ba†er ikCu kir| ikÇ¼ Ÿkn …† ŸdYatna! …k idek muKYmÇ½I blebn ŸZ Vsun klkatay, sba† VseC Vr AnY idek buinyadI bYapar §ela† paeyr tlay jim paebna! …Fa ik ker sÝb! Vmaedr ipãy muKYmÇ½I buÁŸdb babu iBÊmt peRn ikna jainna| teb Zid kKn w …† ŸlKa peRn teb tƒar kaeC keykFa pãó»ab raKiCW

• PaàmaisîFkYal Ÿs¢er …kFu njr idn| ÷æp puƒijet Aenk ikCu kra Zaeb| Aenk Bal BibxY‡ luikey VeC …r meDY|

• Vr Zid ta kern teb Vmla teÇ½r Pƒas Vr dlIy ltapatar baDn Faek Vlga kr›n ba …ekbaer sirey raKun|

• bÉ wxuD kÚpanI §elaek ik Baeb ŸKala Zay tar jenY sifk 'pãePSnal' Ÿdr saeT srasir kTa blun|

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• piëcmb˜ ŸTek rÐanI krar smuH sÝabna VeC| óùanIy bajaerw Aenk Bal bainjY krar ˆpay VeC| Ÿs† sb tTY ZTa smey pawya ŸZet paer|

• Paàma Ÿs¢err 'ŸFäin„ nIh' klkata ŸTek purN kra ŸZet paer| Apar sÝabna VeC …† bYapaer|

• Ÿkan w rkm rajEntIk pãBabHIn …kFa Paàma ibsens ŸheBlpemÆF Ÿbaàh otrI kr›n, 'pãePSnal' Ÿdr iney|

ba–alIedr Aenek† Paàma ibsens wyaàleh pãitiòt Vr tƒara w ikCu kret can tƒaedr inejr raejYr jenY| …t kTa| …t sÝabna| Aenk kaejr Haetr drkar Heb| …kFu s„ebdnSIltar saeT buÁbabu Zid …kFu smy idey ŸSaenn taHel ŸBxj w wxuD iSeæp piëcmbe˜r Vbar sUidn Vseb| Bulebnna …Kan ŸTek† ìr› ŸHaeyiCl …†

jyZaºar| muKYmÇ½I ìneCn ik?

muÜa† Agañ 27, 2006

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beÆdW matrm …r wpr Petaya maeyr pueja kir| maek bÆdna kir| maek Bal bais| ma ŸHaeln igey ŸSx VSãy| ibped pRel maek haik| kñ Ÿpel bil - ma, ma, maega rQa kera| … ìDu …† ibSal ŸdS Baret ny Vmar men Hy sara ibeSÿ† ma …k knesÌF Zaek iney Ÿkan w ibbad ba mtbad Taket paer na| Zid Taek teb ta ŸbS keñr| ŸdSmatâka w …k knesÌF Za, Dàm, jat- pat †tYaid ŸSãNI ibBaegr êàÁ| Petaya jarI HeyeC ô™el beÆdW matrm gan gawya clebna| naW ifk ta ny! ŸsFa Hel taw …kFa ÷ió» Takt| …kFa smebt Vwyaj Ÿtala ŸZt Ÿs† Petayar ibr›eÁ| ikÇ¼ … ŸZ …k BIxN kifn smy …l| …† smy w ŸdKet He¬C ŸZ maeyr bÆdna kret Ÿgel Veg ŸdKet Heb Zara …† bÆdna gan ga†eC taedr Dàm ik! karN Petaya jarI HeyeC ŸZ ô™l §elaet muslIm Caºedr ŸZn 'beÆdW matrm' ga†et baDY na kra Hy| Vj HayÅabaed HeyeC, kal AnYº ŸkaTay w …† rkm Petaya jarI Hey Zaeb| Vim w …k† suer bil kaêk† ikCu kret baDY kra îc‡ ny| bYi¹¡gt inymanubàtIta …kFa Ÿ÷¬Ca brNIy ABYas| tar ba†er kaêk ikCu kret baDY krar Vim ŸGartr iberaDI| ta† HayÅabaedr ibiBÊ ŸmOlbI mió»eô iberaeDr V§n ja°ÔlYman| bÉ kr ô™elr ìr›et …† matâbÆdna - beÆdW matrm| Caº CaºIŸdr baba ma' Ÿdr bla HeyeC tƒaedr sÇ»an Ÿk Ÿs† ô™l Ÿtek AnYº maen AnY Ÿkan ô™el iney ŸZet ŸZKaen ibdYaBYaesr Veg matâ bÆdna Hyna| ŸbS Bal kTa| ŸbS suiciÇ»t pramàS, TuiR Petaya| †slam iberaDI kaj kret sb muslman Ÿk Petaya jarI kereCn ibiBÊ †slam SaKar DàmIy Ÿntara - maen HayÅabaedr ŸmOlbIra| †slaem matâ bÆdna SK‡ mana| ta† ik? Vim ikÇ¼ taedr del n† Zara beln ŸZ, … ŸdeS Taket Ÿgel …edeSr kayda kanun Ÿmen† clet Heb| ŸZFa †slam ŸdS §elaet ŸbS pãkF ker Ÿdwya Hy A-†slamI nagirk Ÿdr kaeC| ikÇ¼ Vmar men …kFa KFka ŸlegeC| Zaedr iney …† Petaya jarI kra Hl Ÿs† Caº CaºI Ÿdr ma baba Ÿdr kaeC Ÿkˆ ik janet ŸceyeC ŸZ tƒaedr sÇ»aenra ô™el ibdYaBYaesr Veg matâ bÆdna ker keñ VeC na Bal VeC? Ÿkˆ ik Ÿs† sb Caºedr …kbar ij²asa kreb ŸZ wra beÆdW matrm …r meDY idey matâ bÆdnar §• AàT Ÿjen† …† gan ga†iCl …t idn Der, naik wedr wpr caipey Ÿdwya HeyiCl beÆdW matrm gan| Hay Ÿr ŸdS Vmar| vix bi«m cÆÅ Zid janetn ŸZ beÆdW matrm gaenr meDY idey maeyr pueja krel Petayar sÚmuKIn Het Heb taHel în inàGa‡ …† bÆdna gan ŸlKa ŸTek ibrt Taketn Zt† tar ic¹ tƒaek matâ bÆdnay ˆÃuÁ ker Tak™k na Ÿkn! …kiF sinàbÉ AnueraD ŸmOlbI saeHbedr kaeC - ŸCaF ŸCaF iSìedr samen ŸHes ŸHes keykFa pãSÈ raKunW 1| V¬Ca Ÿtamar maek tuim Bal bas? 2| V¬Ca Ÿtamar maeyr suKYait Hel Ÿtamar Bal laeg? 3| tuim ik VLaH talar kaeC Ÿtamar ma …r m˜l kamna kr? 4| Ÿtamar ŸdS Ÿk tuim inejr maeyr mt† Bal bas? 5| Ÿtamar ik matâ bÆdna kret Bal laeg? 6| tuim beÆdW matrm gaenr meDY ŸZ b¹¡bY VeC ta ik jan? 7| Ÿs† gaen Zid Ÿtamar ŸdSmatâkar bÆdna Hy teb ik tuim ga†eb Ÿs† gan? 8| Ÿtamar ik beÆdW matrm gan ga†et Bal laeg?

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Zid inàBey iSìra taedr menr kTa blet paer teb Hyt janet parebn ŸZ beÆdW matrm gaenr meDY idey wedr ŸdSmatâkar bÆdna kret Bal† laeg| Vr ta Zid Hy, teb ŸdaHa† ŸmOlbI saeHb …† SaiÇ»r ŸdS Vj Aenk ASaiÇ»r meDY VeC, Vr ntun ker ASaiÇ»r bIj bpn krebn na|

beÆdW matrm! beÆdW matrm! beÆdW matrm! sujla„, suPlya„ mlyaj SItl„,

SsY SYamla„ matrm, beÆdW matrm!beÆdW matrm!beÆdW matrm!

Vim ibSÿas kir ŸZ inejr maek Bal baes Ÿs ŸdSmatâkar bÆdna krar wpr Petaya jarI kret paerna, ta Ÿs ŸZ Baxaet† gawya ŸHakna Ÿkn| klkata jun 8, 2006

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kyam‡ Ÿs kyam‡ kyam‡ Ÿs kyam‡ ŸTek ìr› ker Pna pàZÇ» ŸZ lÜa sPr SãIman VmIr Kan ŸbS sPltar se˜ cailey …kFa ŸbS mjbut samaijk jimet …es daƒiReyeCn Ÿs bYapaer imihyar …Kn w seÆdH Taket paer ikÇ¼ Vmar Ÿn†| ŸlKaFa …Kan ŸTek† ìr› kra Zak| ŸbS iCeln …† ciLeSaàD sdY ibbaiHt Zubk| jIben saPlY ìDu Sre‡r KuSI KuSI sada ŸmeGr mt ˆeR Ÿbrae¬C| PYan mHel ŸbS ƒcu derr iSæpI itin| iPlM †¸aöäIr sba† ŸbS maiÊ giÊ ker| lgan Vr idl caHata HYay …r per Ÿta VmIr VÇ»àjaitk tara mHelr …kjn HeyeCn| maeJ mªgl pae¸ tt bYbsa na krel w †emj Fa tƒar ŸbS Baela† otrI ker idey ŸgeC| …' ŸHn VmIr Kan Hfa‡ tƒar saÚpãtIktm kIiàt 'Pna' bajaer Vsar ifk Veg …† rkm …kFa Ÿbama PaFaeln Ÿkn?…† kTaFa Vmar maTay nRacRa kreCW Vr tar jnM ikCu pãeSÈrW 1.ŸkaTay iCeln VmIr saeHb ZKn BUpal gYas kae¸r HtYalIla'r ŸSx A« AiBnIt Hi¬Cl Vr Vemirka raGb Ÿbayal ˆkIelra ŸbS §glI idey naó»anabud kriCl Vmaedr srkair ˆkIl Ÿdr, 10 bCr Vegw? 2. ŸkaTay iCeln …† sda ŸramaiÆFk Zubk tarka ZKn keyk lQ manux gt 20 bCer inàmm Ÿrl duàGFna §elaet ŸbeGaer pãaN Ÿdbar pr taƒedr inkFatMIyedr Hyrain Hi¬Cl kFa Faka na pawyar jenY? tƒar sUàZ Ÿta mDYakaeS Vj pãay 20 bCr Der! ta† na? 3. ŸkaTay iCeln lgaenr Ÿs† Bubn ZKn §jraetr BUimkeÚpr pr irilePr kaej Aenk Ainym Hi¬Cl? …Kn w Aenk nYaZY dabIr mIma„sa Hyin| jaenn ik VmIr Bubn Kan? 4. ŸkaTay iCeln "idl caHata HYay" …r idldar bÉ™ ZKn muÜa† SHerr buek puilS idn dupuer inejr kàm ŸQeº Der …en DxàN keriCl? ŸbS keykFa …† rkm GFna GeFiCl …† muÜa† SHer† Ÿs† idn §elaet| nYay Deàmr pãbl prakaòa VmIr Kan saeHb ik sifk sueZaegr AepQay iCeln? 5. Haelr sunaimr kTa Zid tuil Zaet …Kn w Aenk AnaT manux idSaHara Hey Guer ŸbRae¬C …kFu suibcaerr VSay! ŸsKaen VmIr Kaenr njr perin? 6. Kub taja …kFa bYapar Hela s„rQN Zar jnY sara ŸdS jueR pãDaNtW ha¹¡arI Caºra VeÆdaln calae¬Cn| ŸsKaen w ik VmIerr njr perin? 7. da iBi‚ Ÿkah iney w ŸbS jl ŸGala ŸHae¬C ikÇ¼ VmIr …kjn VÇ»àjaitk ó»err tarka Hey w muK ŸKaeln in! Ÿkn?

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8. …† muÜa† SHerr pãay …k lQ bar bala Ÿdr, ŸbS s„gift Baeb† AàTEnitk Ainëcyta ba Vr w pirïar ker ŸdKel bla Zay taedrek ŸbSYa bâi¹'r idek Ÿfel Ÿdwya Hl | VmIr babu ik jaenn na Ÿs sb? na Vim …kTa bliCna ŸZ VmIr Ÿk ba Ÿkan tarkaek sb bYapaer† SHId Q™dIram Hey AbtIàN Het Heb| ikÇ¼ ŸsFa ZKn Ÿkˆ kreb tKn jnmans taek pirïar Baeb gãHN kreb ba smàTn kreb, …Fa† ÷aBaibk| karN tar pãecñar meDY Ÿkan Ÿbinyapna Ÿn† …† DarNa† saDarN manux kreb| nàmda bƒaD iney bcsa cleC pãay …k Zug Der| VmIr ik Kub bYó» iCeln? jn smàTenr d† "VmIr-Pna-nàmda" imñaÊ Ba¸aer …Kn w jemin| ta† bel jat Ba† Ÿdr (iPlM †¸aöäIr sBYra) Ÿkn …t smy lageC ifk ker ˆfet ŸZ "se˜ Za† na cup Ÿmer Za†'? VmIr inejr jimet† Aenk idn Der …ka dƒaiRey iCeln ŸbS VSaHIn Baeb| AbSY iFiB cYaenel ŸbS Bal VmIr pirº¡ma HeyeC| …t §ela smaj ìDarekr Buimkay 'la†B' AiBny krar sueZag iCl ikÇ¼ VmIr muK ŸKaelnin| Ÿknna tKn smyFa sfIk w ˆpZu¹¡ Hey wefin| ikesr jenY? ta w ik bel idet Heb buiÁman pafkek! men raKet Heb ŸZ ApraeH¡r sUeàZr tap km Vr tƒar Velaet ŸZ Caya peR ŸsFa ŸbS lÜa Caya| lÜa Caya sabDan ker Ÿdy jIbenr ApraeH¡ ŸpOƒeC Zawya sb manuxek!

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