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THE CHAOTIC CONSCIOUSNESS

AND THE INTELLIGENT CONSCIOUSNESS

Today we are going to study all those disturbing topics related to our ownexistence.

Where do we come from? Where are we going to? What is the purposeof our existence? What do we live for? What are we here for? Why are wehere?

These are really enigmatic questions that we all should solve. Above all,if we want to know something about ourselves, we have to start to SELF-EXPLORE.

The physical body is only the densest part of us. It is composed of organs, and the organs are formed by cells, and the cells by molecules, and themolecules by atoms; and if we break an atom, we liberate energy. But THE

PHYSICAL BODY IS NOT EVERYTHING.Mr. Emmanuel Kant, the philosopher of Konigsberg, already said that

there is a “NEXUS FORMATIVUS” for our own organism. I believe that a housewithout foundations will fall down to the ground; likewise, I believe firmly that anorganism without a base will disintegrate, it has to finish. For an organism toexists it has to have a base; and that base is no other thing than the VITALBODY.

The Vital Body is the seat of the organic life. Many would say: “And where is that Vital Body? What is Samael based on to speak about the Vital Body?” Well, I want to tell you that there is already in Russia a very powerfuloptical device. At this moment, the Vital Body is being studied with thatapparatus. They are looking at it, and they have already photographed it.

Thus, I am not talking about something that cannot be seen. In thesemoments the Russians are submitting it to different analysis. They study theVital Body in relation to the organic mechanic; they study it independently of theorganism; in any case it is already photographed. They, of course, havebaptized it; they have given it a name, they now call it “BIO PLASTIC BODY”.

The Hindus have spoken about the Vital Body since long time ago; in alltimes they call it “Linga Sharira”. So they have a fundament. The curious thingis that the Russian scientists think that they are the first ones who havediscovered it. That’s not true; the Vital Body is known by the sages of all the

times, it has always been analyzed.It has four types of Ethers: the first is the CHEMICAL ETHER, which isintimately related with the chemical processes of the organism; the second isthe ETHER OF LIFE, which is precisely related to the matter of the animalreproduction; the third is the LUMINOUS ETHER, by means of which theperceptions, the calories, are possible, etc.; lastly, we have the REFLECTORETHER, this is the centre of the imagination and the will. That is why a PhysicalBody wouldn’t exist without its “Vital Seat”, it is obvious.

But what is there beyond the Physical Body and its “Vital Seat”? Beyondthat, we find the EGO.

And what is the Ego? It is a sum of different psychological factors, it is A

MULTIPLICITY; it is a heap of people. This means that the “I” is not one “I”, butmany “I’s”. The “I” exists in a pluralized form.



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Well, before we left to the Zocalo we could see no less than 300cadavers laying on the floor, in that corner where we should, theoretically, takethe bus to the house.

It is obvious that if we had gone to the corner –as she wanted–, we wouldhave died because all the people that was in that corner died.

I calculate that they died around 300 onlookers that came closer to thearea of the explosions. The onlookers are always the ones “who pay” in allthose catastrophes. That is why I advice you not to be curious, and you willalways avoid all types of dangers.

Well, what about, I say to myself, if we hadn’t had theCONSCIOUSNESS a little bit AWAKENED? Obviously, we would have died.Now, how do you explain that those brave men, the firemen, had rushed likethat to the deposits of dynamite? What good does it make to be brave there?Do you know what an explosion of dynamite is? But, why did they do it?

All those firemen died; it was only found the boot of a sergeant; theydisintegrated atomically; there were nobody to bury and only the boot of a

sergeant was found.There is no doubt that they were asleep because that cannot be

explained in another way. If their Consciousness had been awakened, theywould never have entered in the deposits of dynamite; that is only done bypeople who is asleep.

Of course, justifications come: “No, bravery, they showed their heroism”… That is to say, we look for the way to wash the thing, to justify it inany manner, but the reality was that they died. That is the crude reality of thefacts, and they died because their Consciousness was asleep.

Another of those many days, I walked somewhere around by the streetsof Mexico City, suddenly I arrived to a corner. I was around there when I saw anemployee of the “Light and Force” that came by the sidewalk and when hearrived to the corner, with great astonishment I see that a piece of cornicecomes off from an old building, and it fell down on him, exactly on the head of the poor man. Of course, he died there…

For a moment it was seen that he moved his hands and feet, but myconcept was that he surely died because I saw that enormous rock to come off and fell exactly on his head. His partners put him in a car and they took him...

Well, this is not strange: that a rock falls on the head of a man and that itkills him, well, it was an accident, and it cannot shock us, just an accident, andreally that is not to shock anybody. The shocking thing was not it, the shocking

thing was the bunch of people that gathered in the place of the accident andthey were exactly under the cornice, like that, looking upwards to the placewhere the pieces of rock were coming off. That was what shocked me, not theaccident, because it could happen to anybody, but to be there, under thecornice…

That is a thing of people that is asleep. I assure you that an awakenedperson doesn’t do that. I was perplexed at that moment, not for the accident butfor the state of unconsciousness in what people are. That cannot be of awakened people. Fortunately, it didn’t come off any other piece, if it had, itwould have killed some people there…

Let us see, for example how people react to the impacts, to what already

has happened; however, never in life I see you preventing things, but alwaysafter: when something has already happened to you, then you hurry, you rush



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to see what to do, how to solve it; now, what for? All has already happenednow. Why do this happen to you? Because you are asleep.

Many times in the infinite Cosmos there is a COLLISION OF WORLDS –because sometimes the worlds crash. This can be seen with telescopes. Justthe way our car crash, thus the worlds in the space sometimes receive their

“blows”. They are catastrophes, but awful catastrophes. Calculate a crash of worlds, how horrible it will be…

And then that force comes here, to our Earth, and… what do earthlingsdo? They receive it and immediately enter into activity: wars are declared, theygo to the battle fields; they hoist mottos: “for the democracy, for the peace, for I don’t know what, for this or that”...

But they ignore what pushed them to go to war: It was the vibration of acollision of worlds in the space that touched them, they were touched by thatforce. Then they are millions of human beings against millions in the battlefields: they are fighting, but they don’t know why, they are asleep. If they wereawake, it is obvious that they wouldn’t be there.

Therefore, the human Consciousness is asleep. That is why it isNECESSARY TO AWAKEN; of course it is necessary to come out from thatstate of unconsciousness in which we are.

If you had the Consciousness awakened, you would be able to see, hear,touch the great Mysteries of Life and Death, but you are asleep… When wereyou born?

Disciple. The question is indiscreet, isn’t it?... Master: No, I don’t see you with the white hair yet, so it is not indiscreet.D. 1952. M. 1952, well, you were born in the 52. In the 50 I published the first

edition of the “Perfect Matrimony”, I wrote that book. What did you do in 1952?Where were you?

D.M. Well, try to solve that enigma here before this auditorium. Where were

you in the year 1950? I published the book “The Perfect Matrimony”, first editionin 1950, what did you do in that year? Where were you? Where yousomewhere, in any place?

D. Well, I don’t remember. M. Well, that is the state of all the humanity. I ask you: Where were you

100 years ago? Could any of you tell me?There are mathematical methods by which… …mathematical methods

by means of which one is able to track something about his own life. I am goingto show you something, it is a curiosity that I am going to show you tonight.Well, for example, let us see here, one brother who gives me his date of birth.Do you remember what year were you born?

D. On July 31st , 1918.

M. You were born in 1918; in comparison with me you are a young, I wasborn much before, but in any case we are going to take you into account.

1 and 9: 10; see the addition that we are going to do, it is very nice:1+9+1+8, what amount does it sum?

D. 19.M. 19, right? Then, 19. Well, and 1+9=10; in last synthesis, 1+0 gives 1,

it gives us the arcanum 1 of Tarot: it is the man of initiative, public man, etc.,



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etc., and if this result were obtained after asking about your work, then, goahead.

But, the thing doesn’t stop there, we add up the same amount of 1918like this: I mean, I write the number 1918 under this amount and I add it up:

1918

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+8 ______ 1937

8 and 1: 9, and 9: 18, and 1: 19, and 8: 27, we have two and 1: 3; 9 is 9;and 1 is 1: 1937. He had an important change in his life; he had an importantevent in his life, in 1937 a change began. Now you have to remember that1937.

1+9+3+7: 1 and 9 is 10, and 10, and 3: 13, and 7: 20, which representsthe “Resurrection of the Dead”: The beginning, the start of something new inyour life; the beginning or start, resurgence, in his life something new began, hisexistence began in a new way, which means, it resurged as if he had risen, as if he had initiated and had began in a different way; this was in the 37.

But we can go on adding up like this:1937

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+7 ____ 1957

7 and 1: 8, and 9:17, and 3: 20, and 7: 27; we have 2, and 3 are 5; 9 is 9;1 is 1: 1957.

In 1957 there is another aspect of his life, in the 57. 1 and 9: 10 and 5: 15and 7: 22; 2+2 are 4: He already put a foundation… …in 1957.

Now the important thing is that you try to remember that, those aspects,because it is necessary to have a good memory in order to remember exactlywhat was done in that year: 1957.

I am teaching you this procedure –mathematical– by which you are ableto know much about your lives and about your life in the present.1957 we can put it like this and then we add it like this:

1957195

+7 ____ 1979

In this case we would have the following: 7 and 1: 8 and 9: 17 and 5: 22

and 7: 29; we have two, and 5: 7; 9 is 9; and 1 is 1: 1979. He has another veryimportant aspect for his life in the 79.



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1+9+7+9: 1 and 9: 10, and 7: 17 and 9: 26; 2 and 6: 8. 8 is Job’s number:Tests and sufferings in 1979. Tests and sufferings: The Arcanum 8 of Tarot.

One can track his life in this way. You already saw how… he could trackhis life; it is the most one can do: track our life through mathematics towards thefuture; that is clear. Therefore, OUR LIFE, then, is DEVELOPED

MATHEMATECALLY.Well, in all this I want to tell you the following: “DEATH in itself is a

subtraction of fractions” and that is all. For example, if we do a subtraction of fractions, what is left there? Let’s see…

D. The Values… M: The Values…. What would be the result?D: Minus ¼… M: Of course, minus ¼, then it is left, what? The Values, isn’t it?The VALUES represent, truly, really, the human being; the “I” is just an

addition of Values and that’s all. That is to say, within us there is an addition of Values; we are MATHEMATICAL POINTS in the space that serve as vehicle to

certain sums of values.Which ones are those Values? Well, all the psychological elements that

we carry inside us, the “I’s” that I am talking about; those are the Values. Wecarry GOOD “I’s” and BAD “I’s” as well; and we carry useful “I’s” and useless“I’s” also."Death is a subtraction of fractions; once the mathematical operation is finished,the only thing that continues are the Values” . We are mathematical points in thespace that serve as vehicle to certain sums of Values, that is obvious.

Those Values continue after death, they are swallowed by the Eternity. Inthe Eternity those Values attract and repel one another according to the LAWOF UNIVERSAL MAGNETIZATION.

But those Values, later on they are expelled by the Eternity, they arevomited, and then, they return, they come back, they develop new cells withtheir perceptions and sensations; they come back to the world and they become“Mr. so and so” or in Mrs. or Miss so and so”. That is the crude reality on theLAW OF THE ETERNAL RETURN of all things. That is a Universal Law.

The stars return to the starting original point after many thousands of years; the atoms, within molecules, return to their original starting points; thisway, we return as well; the one who dies returns, you can be sure that hereturns. That is the reason why somewhere in the Solomon’s chants or in theSalomon's psalms it says: "I will pick you up in your body"…, we all come

back…LIFE IS LIKE A FILM, and it is not but that, a film. Death is the return tothe original starting point and the end of the film.

When one has come to the end, he rolls up his film and leaves, as theSpanish saying: "with his music to another place" ; the Eternity swallows him.

But when one returns, when one comes back, when one isreincorporated, obviously one projects his film again, in the same way, onecannot project another film, but his own, just the way it is and he projects it onthe screen of the existence.

That means that everything repeats again just as it happened. If in thepast life we had a scene of drama in a tavern, we had a fight with another

person at the age of 25 years old, then, in the new existence, at the same ageof 25 years old we met… an Ego that likes to fight…



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For example, if you are listening to me… … right here in Torreon city, itmight not be here in this house, no, but somewhere here, in this city; we saweach other, I talked to you and you listened to me, and now we havereencountered again. This is the so called “LAW OF RECURRENCE”; if onereturns, then one repeats everything again, just as it happened in the past.

Therefore, there are two Laws: The Law of the Eternal Return of allthings and the Law of Recurrence by means of which everything occurs just asit happened. Thus we all come back.

Is there any person who remembers his previous lives? Do you believethat there is any? In the name of the Truth, I remember them. If I didn'tremember my previous lives, frankly, I would not dare to speak to you of theLaw of the Eternal Return here in this room.

Now, see that I am not charging you a cent (a penny), because anyonecould lie for money, but I am not asking you, not even five cents for your attendance. Then, under what purpose could I lie to you? Obviously, there is noreason to lie. If I tell you that I remember my past lives, I say it sincerely. Under

what purpose do I say it? Simply, in order to give a testimony of the Doctrine,that is obvious.

If you asked me “what was your name and where did you live?”, and allthose questions… well, my name was named DANIEL CORONADO; I enrolledthe Revolution, I was one of the “30 Golden” of Pancho Villa. Why am I going todeny it? Well, it is true!

In that time I taught this doctrine to a lot of people, I taught it in a littlegross way, but I taught it; in a more rudimentary way, but I taught it; and now Iam teaching it again; that is not a crime.

If you ask me how the existence was, no problem! I remember completely all the details, a very long life that if I narrate it to you we can spendthe whole night talking about it… you know that one, in life, passes throughmany incidents, through many adventures, so to narrate one life can take a longtime.

In any case, I certainly was with Villa, with the “Division of the North”, thatis the most important thing; and I left the body at will, and I entered in that bodyat will. Why? Because I am awake; and I can do that. I will only narrate the endand the beginning of that existence; because it would be very long to narratethe whole life. Besides, you didn’t come here to hear of other people’s lives.

In any case, I want to tell you that, certainly, during the last instants in thechannel of death, a doctor arrives to the place –of course– where I was living: a

dirty house –it was in Mexico City. He arrives and takes my pulse, he sits downon a chair –the only one that existed in that horrible house–; moves the headsaying: “This case is lost”.

He leaves because there was nothing else to be done. I had a seriousperitonitis and they didn't have so effective remedies as there are now tocombat a serious peritonitis, I was already in the last instant…

Then, when the doctor left the poor woman who accompanied me, andshe lets out some pain screams, she implores Saint Peter and Saint Paul and toall the Saints, but it was useless because it was my hour to disincarnate.

Somebody grabs me by the waist. I see myself again, it is the ANGEL OFDEATH. He cuts the Silver Cord with his sickle, and there I remain without

body, disincarnated, in the astral world. End of a long and hard life…



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Beginning of the actual life: one of the great Masters of the Law of Karma –those Masters who rule the destiny of men, and ive in the Superior Worlds–,gets close to me and tells me:

– Master Samael Aun Weor, everything is ready, follow me. I answered: – Very well, Venerable Master, I will follow you.

That Adept goes to a certain house and I go behind him. He enters in anold house with a wide and paved vestibule, he crosses a patio, he arrives to asmall living room and lastly, he enters in a bedroom. I listen there screams of pain of a woman that suffers childbirth pains; I observe myself and I see that avery subtle thread connects me to that creature that is about to be born –it is theSilver Cord which Mr. Martes Lobsang Rampa spoke so much about . In theEast that cord is called "Antakarana", and it is said that it has seven differentaspects...

The instant in which the creature is born, the moments in which hemakes the first breathing in, it happened to me what happens to a man that issleeping and somebody else arrives and touches him, and he wakes up

instantly.Of course, the moment in which that creature makes the first breathing, I

feel pulled instantly, attracted towards the interior of that body. In that smallbody of the newborn child, then, I was so surprised that I was not able but tomake some shouts and some cries.

They fix me the umbilical cord; they put me next to my earthly mother; Isee a giant that gets closer to me; he looks and smiles. Of course, I had a smallbody and that giant, well, he was my father, but I saw him gigantic –I was tinyand I saw him so giant–; that giant smiled at me sweetly, the giant seemed nice,he didn't bother me at all.

That way, consciously, I remain inside the body; that body grew little bylittle; at the age of 11 months I say: “Well, it is already time to start walking alittle bit" , I put my hands like this, I take some steps with the intention of standing for the first time with the new body and I achieved it...

I continued to grow, but consciously, without forgetting my last existence,without forgetting my relatives, without forgetting anybody.

I only wait for the moment in which the body is ready enough for me toleave the house, to leave those people that gave me my body. I do the firstrehearsal at eight years old, but I notice that it is not possible, that I was not stillenough mature to live on my own; I had to return home because there is notany other way...

A little bit later on, when I already could understand that I was ableenough to sustain myself, "I left", "good-bye" , I told them: "good-bye” and sohere I am with you.

Total, I never lost the Consciousness, no; I didn’t because already in veryold existences I had worked in the awakening of the Consciousness, I hadalready worked in that aspect, and that is what allows me to tell you where Iwas before being born, and also to know where I am going to after death.

But if I had not worked on myself, if I had not attained the awakening of the consciousness, I would be completely unconscious, like the rest of thepeople.

Thus, for one to know where one comes from; where one goes to, what

is his inner name and all this, well, there is nothing to do but TO AWAKEN THECONSCIOUSNESS.



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In this moment, I am remembering about that writer called "Vargas Vila".He arrived to Palmas, and over there, a journalist got near him and asked:

– Your lordship, where do you come from and where are you going to? What is your name and how are you? Then Vargas Vila, who was tremendousin the field of the intellect, answered:

– I come from the East and I go to the South, my name is Vargas and I am very well.

Well, it is a nice anecdote of that writer called "Vargas Vila”…In any case, I want to tell you that it is possible to awaken the

Consciousness; I am going to tell you how: Well, BY DISINTEGRATING OUROWN DEFECTS of psychological type.

However, how does one do to disintegrate them? Well, first of all, onehas to DISCOVER THEM because we have defects that we ignore; one has todiscover them to be able to work on them. And where one will discover them?Well, by being in relation with people, on the street, in the public place, in themarket, in the field, in the office.

It is clear that if one is alert and vigilant like the watchman in times of war, one discovers his defects because the hidden defects appear spontaneously, naturally, when least expected.

If one is alert, one sees them. Once a defect is discovered, it should beworked, that is to say, I should be STUDIED, ANALYZED, UNDERSTOOD in allthe Levels of the Mind.

When one has understood that one has, for example, the defect of anger,well, then, what to do? There is nothing to do but to CONCENTRATE ON HISDIVINE MOTHER KUNDALINI; BEG HER, REQUEST HER TO ELIMINATE, todisintegrate THAT DEFFECT, and she will disintegrate it.

And the Consciousness that is bottled inside it will be liberated. And if one disintegrates all the defects, the whole Consciousness remains awakened.And one being perfectly awakened is able to remember his previous lives; onecan penetrate the mysteries, one is able to see what has existed a million yearsago, etc., but when one is asleep, one can’t.

And who is the Divine Mother Kundalini? Frankly, I tell you: She is avariant of our own Being, but derived; she is a par of ourselves, so to speak,she is something that we all have inside us, all of us, everybody.

If we concentrate in that part, in the Divine Mother Kundalini –also shecan be called “Stella Maris” or “the Virgin of the Sea”–, she will disintegrate, willsmash the “I’s”, those ones that personify our defects.

The interesting thing is to work daily until there remains not even one, noteven a single defect. Whoever achieves it, he will be awake. He who REMAINSAWAKE can change the body at will. I, for example, I can leave this body andenter into another body at will. Why? Because my Consciousness woke up. Iworked very hard during ancient Eternities to be able to achieve the awakeningof the Consciousness; and that is an enormous advantage. To awaken theConsciousness, to be awake, to know where one comes from, to know whereone goes to; what there is before the birth; what there is beyond death.

And what happens when one is awake? It is a little bit hard what I amgoing to tell you. Get ready, it is an atomic bomb! When one truly awakens, onerealizes that our fellow men whom we consider to be “normal people”, well, one

realizes that they are not normal, but they are AB-NOR-MAL.



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But that happens only if one awakens. When one is asleep, one believesthat one is "normal" and that the other ones who surround us are "normal”, right.But when one awakens, one realizes with pain that one lives in a mentalasylum, that everybody is very "mentally sick". But while one is also crazy, onebelieves that one is "healthy"; that is the curious thing of the case.

See something very interesting. In the “House of Orates” –that is the waythey call a mental house– it happens that all those sick people who are there,they think they are “sane”, they believe they are “sane”. When a mental sickperson admits that he is mentally sick, it is an unequivocal sign that he ishealing.

Usually, he thinks that he is healthy. Then the doctors when they notice alunatic that already realizes that he is crazy, that he is mentally sick, then thedoctors already begin to look happily at that fellow, because that patient soonwill be ready to get out of sanatorium.

And when he already definitely says: “Yes, indeed I am sick, I was sick,wasn’t I? I was mentally sick”…, then the doctors make him his psychiatric

exams in order to see how he is, to see how much improvement he hasobtained.

And when he already accepts really that he was totally mentally ill and soon; and he answers to the questions with good sense, well, they send him to hishouse. There is nothing else to do with him.

Well, something similar happens with an individual when he wants toawaken: It happens that when somebody admits that he is asleep and that hehas an abnormal psyche, it is a certain signal that he is ready to awaken, that isfor sure, he is ready to awaken.

But while somebody says: "No, I am awake and I am a sane person" ,well, poor one, he is sick. This is the crude reality of the facts. But, as I tell you:one only realizes of this when one is already awake.

Now I will explain you some phenomena: Thinking here aloud, to myself,I am aware of some, let’s say, interstellar phenomena that are constantlyhappening.

Many times the EXTRATERRESTRIALS take any earthling, they takehim with the purpose of studying him in the laboratory of their spaceships. Iknow a concrete case OF A MAN WHO WAS IN VENUS. (Poor man, betweenquotations, his wife thought that he was completely crazy, she abandoned himand went away with the kids and everything, and the poor man was left alone, atrue problem. She still believes that he is completely crazy. Well, he doesn’t, he

works as a mechanic; he has to do the things in an exact way, otherwise hewould fail as mechanic, wouldn’t he? He is a mechanic). Well, that man wastruly taken in a cosmic ship to Venus, and this was completely proved.

He explained where he was taken by the Ship. The scientists of thePhillips company went to that place and they took earth samples and grasssamples, and plants; they examined all that in the laboratories and it was foundin that place an atomic disorder, out of the normality. It was proven that thereport that the man had given was exact.

But the first thing that they did with him was to put him in a laboratory of the Spaceship in order to study him, and they studied him deeply.

Later, they took him to Venus and he was in Venus for five days. That

man knew the powerful VENUSIAN CIVILIZATION. He says for example thatthe sidewalks there are not static as ours here, but rather they are in movement



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so that people gets on the sidewalk, people walk, and at the same time they arewalking, the sidewalk is moving, that is to say, they are like bands that moveand that is how they are transported quickly from one place to another.

The dining rooms are wonderful. That people is feed especially of fruitsand fish and they prepare all the foods based on fruits and fish.

He knew the library: their libraries are very different to ours, but splendidas well.

He knew the sea. They have organized the fishing in the sea; so theydon’t sacrifice the fish like that just to sacrifice them, but only strictly the onesthey need for their food, and those fish, they select them. They take much careof the marine life.

He knew the interior of other Ships, Nurse-Ships, etc. He knew theVenus inhabitants who are about one meter high; they have wavy silver hair,falling on their shoulders; the vestment of the space suits have a boots that arepart of the whole vestment.

He also found there two earthlings that had been taken there; they were

natives from France. They lived happy working in a factory in Venus –becausethe Venusians have factories, they manufacture all that they need for their lives.

Each Venusian works two hours a day and in exchange they have food,they have clothes that the government gives to them, they have housing, theyhave everything, transportation, all that they need, so the money is notnecessary there, they don’t use it, they not even know it. Fraternity reignsamong all of them.

He says that there was something that seemed to him a little hard, but atthe same time intelligent: It is that when a child is born he is very well assisted,but later on, that child is taken by the government and they educate him, theyraise him in a special city for children, and the parents don't know about thechild who was born, never again.

We found it a little bit cruel because, here in the earth, parents have their children and they take care of them, not in Venus. They raise them in a city thatthere is for children, they educate them according to the government's normsand they educate them according to their profession; and when they are alreadyreal men or real woman, well they put them in the environment where theybelong, in the position where they should work, etc.

Well, this man gives us all that information. They brought him back andhe wrote a book that he called “I was in the planet Venus”.

In any case, it calls our attention that the first thing that they did with him

was to examine him, to study him in the laboratory of the Spaceship.And the same has happened to many other earthlings that have taken –according to the reports that they have given when they have returned to theearth–, the first thing that they do is TO STUDY THEM IN THE LABORATORY.

Why? I am going to tell you why: The earthlings, because they have thePSYCHE, as I said, ABNORMAL, they don’t realize that they are abnormal, butthe inhabitants from other worlds who are not abnormal, who indeed are truly,truly sane, they are surprised by this abnormal psyche of the earthlings, and infact, they took them to see what is going on.

And they study them in the interior of their laboratories in order todiscover what is happening to the earthlings, to discover why we are so strange

people, with a so strange psyche; people who destroy each other from time totime.



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Because there is not doubt that, for example, when the population hasreached the maximum, when we are already about to swallow each other, thenNature intervenes with the pests and with the wars, or with both things at thesame time, that is obvious.

Well, by the way, in these times, what else can we await? PESTS AND

WARS, why? Because there is a demographic explosion; the human populationcannot keep on increasing indefinitely, without the nature doing something.There are Laws! And Nature stops it with the pest or with the war, and that ishow it balances the population.

So, truly, in fact, the human being's psyche has drawn very much theattention of the inhabitants of other worlds, and for that reason they have beendevoted in the last times to visit the earth so much and to study the earthlings tosee what is going on. They are planning to give some help to the earth, there isnot doubt that they will do it, and they will give us that help in the most importantmoment…

Unfortunately, I say, this psyche is abnormal, but when we disintegrate

the Ego, the Consciousness awakens, and the psyche becomes normal. Then,and only then, we can realize that we are in a mental house, or that we areliving in a mental house, not before, it is not possible.

It is worthwhile then, to work for the AWAKENING OF THECONSCIOUSNESS, this is indispensable. Now, I find very hard in the Law of Recurrence the fact of coming back and repeating the same things again andagain in each life…

Therefore, if a woman abandons her husband in the last existence andshe left him for another guy, in the new existence the thing repeats again, andshe abandons him again, and she goes with the other guy. That is very serious.

What to do once and for all in order to finish, TO STOP REPEATINGalways the same COMEDIES, the same DRAMAS, and the same TRAGEDIES,How do we stop that?

Well, you know that comedy cannot be played without actors; and youknow that a drama cannot be played without actors; the actors are necessary sothat there are dramas; and you know that the tragedies cannot be playedwithout actors, either. Then if we want to avoid the repetition of the same things,there is nothing to do but to PUT AND END TO THE ACTORS. Who are theactors? Well, the “I’s” that we carry in our interior.

Let us see this case: the woman who went away with another guy andleft the poor man ruined –an act of adultery, of course, we can call it like that,

and of course that is the name–. In the new existence she comes back and shereencounters with her man, and for sure that the same drama is going to berepeated; soon the third party will appear. What to do in order to stop repeatingthe same?Well, it would be necessary to put an end to the "I" of adultery, to disintegrate it,to reduce it to dust; it would be necessary to meditate on it, to concentrate onthe particular Cosmic Mother, to beg her to reduce it to ashes. By doing so,there is no longer adultery.

And if the guy appears, there is no problem because she already doesn’tfeel like committing adultery; and the repetition stops there.

Let us suppose that a man, in the last existence, fought with another one

in a tavern at the age of 30 years old. What to do in order to avoid the repetition



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of that issue again? Well, to disintegrate the “I” of the anger. If he reduces it todust, the repetition becomes impossible in this case.

Let us suppose that a man had very serious problems because of anyquarrel in the last existence, what to do in order to avoid the repetition of thatquarrel again? Well, it would be necessary to disintegrate the “I’s” of

selfishness, and that quarrel will not be able to exist.We are really machines moved by forces that we ignore. When a

creature is born, the first thing that enters into the creature is the Essence, thepsychic part, a 3% of it, which is the only free percentage, because the other 97% is bottled among the “I’s”. Nevertheless, the free part impregnates thefecundated egg, and stays into the creature's body. Therefore, in a newbornchild there is a 3% of free Consciousness, and that 3% is self-conscious.

How does a newborn child look at us? A newborn child sees adults asyou see the drunken men on the streets, that is how a newborn child looks atyou; he is awake because the 3% of awaken Conscience is inside him, and the“I’s” still haven’t been able to enter in his body; then he sees the adults with pity

or with horror.And the adults think that the newborn child is not aware of anything, they

think that he is unconscious: “Poor little child, we have to take care of him”…,and it is him who is realizing the state in which adults are, because he is awake,he sometimes looks at us with pity and other times with horror.But the newborn baby has the PSYCHOLOGICAL SENSE opened, and thatsense remains opened in the “little crown of the head” located in this part….because the personality is not formed yet. The personality is formed during thefirst seven years, and it is strengthened along the time and the experiences,that is when the Personality is already forged…

SAMAEL AUN WEOR

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