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AbouttheBookAbouttheAuthorsAlsobyJamesPattersonandHowardRoughanTitlePageDedicationPrologueOneTwoThree
BookOne
Chapter1Chapter2Chapter3Chapter4Chapter5Chapter6Chapter7Chapter8Chapter9Chapter10Chapter11Chapter12Chapter13Chapter14
Chapter15Chapter16Chapter17Chapter18Chapter19Chapter20Chapter21Chapter22Chapter23Chapter24Chapter25Chapter26Chapter27Chapter28
Chapter29
BookTwoChapter30Chapter31Chapter32Chapter33Chapter34Chapter35Chapter36Chapter37Chapter38Chapter39Chapter40
Chapter41Chapter42Chapter43Chapter44Chapter45Chapter46Chapter47Chapter48Chapter49Chapter50Chapter51Chapter52Chapter53Chapter54
Chapter55Chapter56Chapter57
BookThreeChapter58Chapter59Chapter60Chapter61Chapter62Chapter63Chapter64Chapter65Chapter66
Chapter67Chapter68Chapter69Chapter70Chapter71Chapter72Chapter73Chapter74Chapter75Chapter76Chapter77
BookFourChapter78
Chapter79Chapter80Chapter81Chapter82Chapter83Chapter84Chapter85Chapter86Chapter87Chapter88Chapter89Chapter90Chapter91Chapter92
Chapter93Chapter94Chapter95Chapter96Chapter97Chapter98Chapter99Chapter100Chapter101Chapter102Chapter103
BookFiveChapter104
Chapter105Chapter106Chapter107Chapter108Chapter109Chapter110Chapter111Chapter112Chapter113
EpilogueChapter114Chapter115
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ABOUTTHEBOOK
Thetruthwillsetyoufree–ifitdoesn’tkillyoufirst.
New York attorney TrevorMann’s world shatters whenhe receives a phone calltelling him his girlfriend has
beenshotdeadinamugging.But the circumstances pointtosomethingmorecalculatedthanarandomattack.
ClairewasaNewYorkTimesjournalist and Trevor isconvinced she had uneartheda secret so shocking that shewasmurderedtokeepitfromcoming to light. ChasingClaire’s leads, Trevor willrisk everything to discover
what exactly she was killedfor.
It’stimetofindoutthetruth,ordie.
ABOUTTHEAUTHORS
JAMES PATTERSON isone of the best-known andbiggest-selling writers of alltime. Since winning theEdgar™AwardforBestFirstNovel with The Thomas
BerrymanNumber,hisbookshave sold in excess of 300millioncopiesworldwideandhe has been the mostborrowed author in UKlibraries for the past eightyears in a row. He is theauthor of some of the mostpopularseriesofthepasttwodecades – the Alex Cross,Women’s Murder Club,Detective Michael Bennettand Private novels – and hehas written many other
number one bestsellersincludingromancenovelsandstand-alone thrillers.He livesin Florida with his wife andson.
James is passionate aboutencouragingchildren to read.Inspiredbyhisownsonwhowasareluctantreader,healsowrites a range of booksspecifically for youngreaders. James is a foundingpartner of Booktrust’s
Children’s Reading Fund intheUK.
HOWARDROUGHAN hasco-writtenseveralbookswithJames Patterson and is theauthor of The Promise of aLie and The Up and Comer.He lives in Florida with hiswifeandson.
AlsobyJamesPatterson
STAND-ALONETHRILLERS
Sail(withHowardRoughan)Swimsuit(withMaxine
Paetro)
Don’tBlink(withHowardRoughan)
PostcardKillers(withLizaMarklund)
Toys(withNeilMcMahon)NowYouSeeHer(withMichaelLedwidge)
KillMeIfYouCan(withMarshallKarp)
GuiltyWives(withDavidEllis)
Zoo(withMichaelLedwidge)SecondHoneymoon(with
HowardRoughan)
Mistress(withDavidEllis)Invisible(withDavidEllis)TheThomasBerryman
NumberMurderHouse(withDavidEllis,tobepublishedJuly
2015)
ALEXCROSSNOVELS
AlongCameaSpiderKisstheGirlsJackandJill
CatandMousePopGoestheWeasel
RosesareRedVioletsareBlueFourBlindMiceTheBigBadWolfLondonBridgesMary,Mary
CrossDoubleCrossCrossCountry
AlexCross’sTrial(withRichardDiLallo)I,AlexCross
CrossFireKillAlexCross
MerryChristmas,AlexCrossAlexCross,RunCrossMyHeartHopetoDie
THEWOMEN’SMURDERCLUBSERIES
1sttoDie2ndChance(withAndrew
Gross)
3rdDegree(withAndrewGross)
4thofJuly(withMaxinePaetro)
The5thHorseman(withMaxinePaetro)
The6thTarget(withMaxinePaetro)
7thHeaven(withMaxinePaetro)
8thConfession(withMaxinePaetro)
9thJudgement(withMaxinePaetro)
10thAnniversary(withMaxinePaetro)
11thHour(withMaxinePaetro)
12thofNever(withMaxinePaetro)
Unlucky13(withMaxinePaetro)
14thDeadlySin(withMaxinePaetro)
DETECTIVEMICHAELBENNETTSERIES
SteponaCrack(withMichaelLedwidge)
RunforYourLife(withMichaelLedwidge)
WorstCase(withMichaelLedwidge)
TickTock(withMichaelLedwidge)
I,MichaelBennett(withMichaelLedwidge)Gone(withMichael
Ledwidge)
Burn(withMichaelLedwidge)
Alert(withMichaelLedwidge,tobepublished
September2015)
PRIVATENOVELS
Private(withMaxinePaetro)PrivateLondon(withMark
Pearson)PrivateGames(withMark
Sullivan)
Private:No.1Suspect(withMaxinePaetro)
PrivateBerlin(withMarkSullivan)
PrivateDownUnder(withMichaelWhite)
PrivateL.A.(withMarkSullivan)
PrivateIndia(withAshwinSanghi)
PrivateVegas(withMaxinePaetro)
PrivateSydney(withKathrynFox,tobepublishedAugust
2015)
NYPDREDSERIES
NYPDRed(withMarshallKarp)
NYPDRed2(withMarshallKarp)
NYPDRed3(withMarshallKarp)
NON-FICTION
TornApart(withHalandCoryFriedman)
TheMurderofKingTut(withMartinDugard)
ROMANCE
SundaysatTiffany’s(withGabrielleCharbonnet)
TheChristmasWedding(withRichardDiLallo)
FirstLove(withEmilyRaymond)
OTHERTITLES
MiracleatAugusta(withPeterdeJonge)
FAMILYOFPAGE-TURNERS
MIDDLESCHOOLBOOKS
MiddleSchool:TheWorstYearsofMyLife(withChris
Tebbetts)MiddleSchool:GetMeOut
ofHere!(withChrisTebbetts)
MiddleSchool:MyBrotherIsaBig,FatLiar(withLisa
Papademetriou)MiddleSchool:HowI
SurvivedBullies,Broccoli,
andSnakeHill(withChrisTebbetts)
MiddleSchool:UltimateShowdown(withJulia
Bergen)MiddleSchool:SaveRafe!
(withChrisTebbetts)
IFUNNYSERIES
IFunny(withChrisGrabenstein)
IEvenFunnier(withChrisGrabenstein)
ITotallyFunniest(withChrisGrabenstein)
TREASUREHUNTERSSERIES
TreasureHunters(withChrisGrabenstein)
TreasureHunters:DangerDowntheNile(withChris
Grabenstein)
HOUSEOFROBOTS
HouseofRobots(withChrisGrabenstein)
KENNYWRIGHT
KennyWright:Superhero(withChrisTebbetts)
HOMEROOMDIARIES
HomeroomDiaries(withLisaPapademetriou)
MAXIMUMRIDESERIES
TheAngelExperimentSchool’sOutForever
SavingtheWorldandOtherExtremeSports
TheFinalWarningMax
FangAngel
NevermoreForever(tobepublishedMay
2015)
CONFESSIONSSERIES
ConfessionsofaMurderSuspect(withMaxinePaetro)Confessions:ThePrivate
SchoolMurders(withMaxinePaetro)
Confessions:TheParisMysteries(withMaxine
Paetro)
WITCH&WIZARDSERIES
Witch&Wizard(withGabrielleCharbonnet)TheGift(withNedRust)
TheFire(withJillDembowski)
TheKiss(withJillDembowski)
TheLost(withEmilyRaymond)
DANIELXSERIES
TheDangerousDaysofDanielX(withMichael
Ledwidge)WatchtheSkies(withNed
Rust)
DemonsandDruids(withAdamSadler)
GameOver(withNedRust)Armageddon(withChris
Grabenstein)LightsOut(withChris
Grabenstein)
GRAPHICNOVELS
DanielX:AlienHunter(withLeopoldoGout)
MaximumRide:MangaVols.1–8(withNaRaeLee)
FormoreinformationaboutJamesPatterson’snovels,
visitwww.jamespatterson.co.uk
OrbecomeafanonFacebook
ForDr.SusanBoulwareandGailPond
PROLOGUE
OLDHABITSDIEHARD
ONE
ATPRECISELY5:15everymorning,sevendaysaweek,Dr.StephenHellermanemergedfromhismodestbrickcolonialinthebucolictownofSilverSpring,Maryland,andjoggedsixmiles.Six-point-twomiles,tobeexact.
DependingonwhetheritwasDaylightSavingTimeornot,itwaseitherstilldarkorjustdawnashefirststretchedhiscalvesagainstthetalloakshadingmostofhisfrontyard,butnomatterwhattheseason,Dr.Hellerman,anacclaimedneurologistatMercyHospitalinnearbyLangley,rarelysawanotherhumanbeingfromstarttofinishofhisrun.
Thatwasexactlyhowhewantedit.Althoughhe’dneverbeen
married,datedsparingly,andsocializedwithfriendsevenless,itwasn’tthattheforty-eight-year-olddoctordidn’tlikepeople;hesimplylikedbeingalonebetter.Beingalonemeantneverbeingtemptedtotellsomeoneyoursecrets.AndDr.StephenHellermanhadalotofsecrets.
Abrand-newone,inparticular.Arealdandy.Takinghiscustomaryleft
turnoutofhisdriveway,headingnorthonKnollStreet,HellermanthenhungarightontoBishopLane,whichcurvedabitbeforefeedingintothestraightshootofRoute9thathuggedthetown’sreservoir.Fromthereitwasnothingbutwateronhisleft,densetreesonhisright,andtheweatheredgray
asphaltbeneathhisNikeFlyknitRacers.Hellermanlikedthesound
theshoesmadeasheran,theconsistentthomp-thomp-thomp-thompthatmeasuredoffhisstrideslikeametronome.Morethanthat,helikedthefactthathecouldfocusonthatsoundtotheexclusionofeverythingelse.Thatwastherealbeautyofhisdailyrun,thewayit
alwaysseemedtoclearhismindlikeagiantsqueegee.Buttherewassomething
differentaboutthisparticularmorning,andHellermanrealizeditevenbeforethefirstbeadsofsweatbegantodottheedgeofhisthickhairline.Thethomp-thomp-thomp-
thompwasn’tworking.Thisnewsecretofhis—
lessthantwelvehoursold—wasunlikealltheothers
encryptedinsidehishead,nevertoberevealed.ThefactsthatHellermanmoonlightedfortheCIA,waspaidthroughanoffshorenumberedaccount,andengagedinresearchthatnomedicalboardwouldeverapproveweresecretsofhisownchoosing.Decisionshe’dmade.Dealshe’dcutwithhisownconscienceinaMachiavelliantrade-offsobigthatitwouldgarnerits
ownwingintheRationalizationHallofFame.Butthisnewsecret?This
onewasdifferent.Itdidn’tbelongtohim.Itwasn’thistokeep.Andtryashedid,there
simplywasn’tenoughthomp-thomp-thomp-thompintheworldtolethimpushthatthoughtoutofhishead,evenifonlyforanhour.Still,Hellermankept
runningthatmorning,just
likeeverymorningbeforeit.Thatwaswhathedid.Thatwastheroutine.Thehabit.Six-point-twomiles,everydayoftheweek.Thesamestretchofroadseverytime.Suddenly,though,
Hellermanstopped.Ifhehadn’t,hewould’ve
runstraightintoit.
TWO
AWHITEvanwasparkedalongthesideofRoute9withitshoodopen,thedriverhunchedovertheengine,whichwashissingsteam.HehadhisbackturnedtoHellerman.Hehadn’theardhimapproaching.
“Dammit!”theguyyelled,pullingbackhishandinpain.Whateverhe’dtouchedontheenginewaswaytoohot.Asifthesteamweren’tagiveaway.“Youokay?”asked
Hellerman.Theguyturnedwithalook
ofsurprisetoseehewasn’talone.“Oh,hey,”hesaid.“Yeah,I’mfine,thanks.WishIcouldsaythesameforthispieceofshitvan,though.”
“Overheated,huh?”“Ithinkthecoolantlinehas
aleak.Thiswatershouldatleastgetmethroughmyroute,”theguysaid,pointingtoabottleofPolandSpringperchedontopofthegrille.Hesmiled.“Unless,ofcourse,you’reamechanic.”“No,justahumbledoctor,”
saidHellerman.“Oh,yeah?Whatkind?”“Neurologist.”
“Abraindoctor,huh?I’venevermetoneofthosebefore.”Theguypouredsomewaterontheradiatorcaptocoolitdownbeforegivingitasecondgo.“Myname’sEddie,”hesaid.“Stephen.”HellermanshookEddie’s
handandwatchedasheemptiedthePolandSpringintotheradiator.Helookedprettyyoung,thirtyish.Goodshape,too.Hellerman,asan
MDandarunningfanatic,tendedtonoticesuchthings.Anytimehefirstmetsomeone,theywereimmediatelyclassifiedaseither“fit”or“unfit.”Eddiewasfit.“Yeah,thatoughtadoit,”
saidEddie,rescrewingtheradiatorcap.Meanwhile,Hellerman
glancedatthesideofthewhitevan.Therewasnologo,nomarkingofanykind.
Eddie,nonetheless,wasdressedinmatchinggrayshortsandatucked-inpolo,muchlikeadriverforFedExorUPS.“Youmentionedhavinga
route,”saidHellerman.“Areyouadeliveryman,Eddie?”Eddiesmiledagain.
“Somethinglikethat,”hesaidbeforeslammingthehood.“Butmyrealspecialty,Dr.Hellerman,ispickups.”
Hellerman’stoestwitchedinsidehisFlyknitRacers.Nevermindthathehadn’ttoldEddiehislastname.Justthewaytheguydeliveredtheline—hell,thelineitself—wasenoughtosetoffeverywarningbellinhishead.Myrealspecialtyis
pickups?Thatcouldonlymeanonething,thoughtHellerman.Hewasthepackage.
Thesoundheheardnextonlyconfirmedit.Itwasthevan’ssidedoorslidingopen.Eddiewasn’talone.Outcameaguywho
could’vebeenEddie’sbrother,ifnothisclone.Sameage,justasfit.Theonemajordifference?Thegunhewasholding.“Youknow,”saidtheguy,
aimingatHellerman’schest,“oneofthefirstthingsyoulearninfieldtrainingisthat
theonlyhabityoushouldhaveistohavenohabits.Younevereatlunchatthesamerestaurant,youdon’thaveafavoriteparkbench…andfortheloveofstupidity,youneverjogeverydayatthesametimealongthesameroute.But,ofcourse,you’renotactuallyafieldagent,Dr.Hellerman,areyou?You’rejustacivilianrecruit.”Hemotionedtothevan.“Getin.”
IttookHellermanallofonesecondtoconsiderhisoptions.Thereweren’tany.None,atleast,thatdidn’tendwithhistakingabullet.Sointothewindowlessvan
hewent.Itwasemptyintheback.Savenowforhim.“Wherearewegoing?”heasked.“Thatdepends,”saidthe
onewiththegun.“Canyoukeepasecret?”
HeletgowithaloudlaughthatimmediatelybecamethemostannoyingandterrifyingnoiseHellermanhadeverheardinhislife.Evenaftertheslidingdoorwasclosedinhisface,hecouldstillhearitloudandclear.Until.Pop!Pop-pop!Itsoundedlike
firecrackers,butHellermanknewthatwasn’twhatitwas.Thoseweredefinitelygunshots.Threeofthem.
Whatthehell…?
THREE
THEONEwiththegunwasn’ttheonlyonewithagun.BeforeHellermancould
evenbegintofigureoutwhathadhappenedoutsidethevan,Eddieopenedthedriver’ssidedoorandquicklyclimbedbehindthewheel.He
slidhisBerettaM9intooneofthecupholderssocasuallyitcould’vebeenagrandemochafromStarbucks.“You’resafenow,”he
said,startingtheengine.“Butweneedtogetoutofhere.Fast.”“Eddie,whoareyou?”
askedHellerman.“Myname’snotEddie,”he
said,shiftingintodriveandpunchingthegassimultaneously.
Thetiresscreeched,kickingupgravelfromthesideoftheroad,asHellermanfranticallygrabbedthebackoftheshotgunseattoholdon.Ashewatchedthespeedometerhitforty,thenfifty,thensixty,hewaitedforNotEddietoelaborate,butnothingcame.“Inthatcase,whowasthat
withyou?”Hellermanasked.“He’stheguywhowas
goingtokillyou,”NotEddie
answered.“Rightafterhegotwhathewanted.”“Whichiswhat?”“Youtellme.”Oddlyenough,Hellerman
knewexactlywhatNotEddiemeant.Thiswasallabouthisnewsecret,ithadtobe.“Arewetalkingaboutthekid?”“Yes,exactly…thekid.
Whereishe?Weneedtogettohimbeforetheydo.”Thespeedometerwas
pushingseventynow.The
postedspeedlimitonRoute9wasthirty-five.“Waitasecond,”said
Hellerman.Hewasbacktofull-blownconfused.“Who’sthey?”“Theoneswhodeveloped
theserum.That’swhatthekidtoldyouabout,right?That’swhatheuncovered.Theserum.”“Howdoyouknow?”Finally,NotEddiewas
readytoexplain.“I’mFBI,”
hesaid.HadHellermanactually
beensittinginaseat,hewould’vefallenoutofit.Hecouldn’tbelievewhathewashearing.“You’retellingmetheFBIhasanagentworkingundercoverintheCIA?”“Someonehastokeep
theminline.”“Bykillingoneofthem?”“Itwaseitheryouorhim,
soIthinkthewordsyou’re
reallylookingforare‘thankyou.’”“I’msorry,”said
Hellerman.“Thankyou.”“You’rewelcome.Butnow
you’vegottohelpme,”NotEddiesaid.“Whereishe?Becausewecan’tprotecthimifwedon’tknowwhereheis.”Hellermancouldn’targue
withthelogic.Afterall,hewaslivingproofofit.Mr.NotEddie—orwhateverhis
realnamewas—hadjustsavedhislife.Sohetoldhimwhathe
knew,thatthekidhadtravelplans.“Areyousure?”“Yes,”saidHellerman.“Andwhatdidhewantyou
todo?”“Spillthebeansinternally.
Laterthismorning,I’msupposedtomeetwiththeassistantdirector.”
NotEddie,whoserealnamewasGordon,glancedbackatHellermanintherearviewmirror.“Thanks,”hesaidwithanod.“Iappreciateyourtellingmethetruth.”“AsdoI,”saidHellerman.“Yeah,aboutthat…
there’ssomethingelseIneedtotellyou.”“What’sthat?”Gordonpulledofftheroad
withasharptugonthewheel.HeturnedbacktoHellerman
andshrugged.“ThatstuffaboutmeworkingfortheFBI?Ilied.”Andjustlikethat,without
theslightesthesitation,hereachedforhisgrandemochaBerettaM9andshotHellermaninthehead.Thenheturnedthevan
aroundandwentbacktopickuphispartner,whomhehadn’treallykilled.Thatwasalie,too.
BOOKONE
WHATTHETRUTHKNOWS
CHAPTER1
HADITbeenanyoneelse,anyotherwoman,themomentmighthaveregisteredupwardofa7.6ontheEmasculationScale,orwhatevernumberittakestorattleaman’sself-confidenceuntilhecrumbles.
Butthiswasn’tanyotherwoman.ThiswasClaire.“What’ssofunny?”I
asked.Rightinthemiddleofour
havingsex,she’dburstoutlaughing.Imean,reallylaughing.Thewholebedwasshaking.“I’msorry,”Clairesaid,
tryingtostop.Thatjustmadeherlaughharderanddothatlittlecrinklethingwithhernosethatinaweirdand
wonderfulwayalwaysmadeherlookevenprettier.“Damn,it’sthesex,isn’t
it?I’mdoingitallwrongagain,”Ijoked.Atleast,IhopedIwasjoking.AsIproppedanelbowon
themattress,shefinallyexplained.“Iwasjustrememberingthattimewhenyou—”“Really?”Isaid,
immediatelycuttingheroff.
“That’swhatyouwerethinkingabout?”Therewasacertain
somethingsimpaticobetweenClaireandmethatallowedeachofustoknowwhattheotherwasabouttosayordo,basedonnothingmorethanoursharedhistory.Fortherecord,thathistorywastwoyearsofofficiallydating,followedbythepasttwoyears,duringwhichwewerejustfriends(withbenefits)
becauseourrespectivecareershadputamajorstrainontheofficiallydatingthing.Oddlyenough—ormaybe
not—we’dneverbeenhappiertogether.Clairewrappedherarms
aroundme,smiling.“Justsoyouknow,Ialwaysthoughtitwascute,”shesaid.“Endearing,even.”“Andjustsoyouknow,it
happenedoverthreeyears
agoandI’mprettysureIwasdrunk.”“Youweren’tdrunk,”she
said.“Okay,butitwasdefinitely
overthreeyearsago.Shouldn’ttherebesomekindofstatuteoflimitations?”“Onaman’sfirstattempt
totalkdirtyinbed?Idon’tthinkso.”“Howdoyouknowitwas
myfirsttime?”
Sheshotmeadeadpanlook.“IwanttospankyoulikeSantaClaus?”Allright,shehadmethere.“Fairenough,”Isaid.
“Rookiemistake.Inmydefense,though,itwasrightbeforeChristmas.”“Ofcourse,”saidClaire,
“becausethat’sthefirstruleoftalkingdirtyinbed.Keepittopical.”“Okay,nowyou’rejust
mockingme.”
“No,I’mprettysureIwasmockingyoubeforethat,”shesaid.“Tellyouwhat,though,I’mwillingtogiveyouasecondchance.”“Noway.”“Whynot?”“CharlieBrownandthe
football,that’swhy,”Isaid.“IpromiseIwon’tlaugh
thistime.”“Surething,Lucy.”“No,really.”Clairelifted
herheadoffthepillow,
gentlykissingmylowerlip.“Let’sseewhatyou’vegot,Mr.Mann.”Istaredather,waitingfor
hertosayshewasonlykidding.Callingmebymylastnamewassometimesatip-off.Notthistime,though.“You’restalling,”she
insisted.“No,juststumped.Nota
lotofholidaysinJune.”Clairechuckled,playing
along.Shealwaysplayed
along.“You’vegotFlagDaynextweek,”shesaid.“Maybesomethingaboutyourpole?”“Veryfunny.”“Speakingofhalf-mast,
though.”Iglanceddownbeneaththe
sheets.“Well,whosefaultisthat?”Clairesuddenlygrabbed
mybackside,rollingmelikeakayak.NextthingIknew,shewasontopandpushing
herlongauburnhairbackfromhereyes.“Sometimesitjusttakesa
woman,”shesaid.Shethenleaneddownto
myearandwhisperedarequestthatwaseasilythedirtiestthingI’deverheardhersay.Justfilthy.X-rated.Obscene.AndIlovedit.ButbeforeIcouldshow
herjusthowmuch,weboth
frozetoahorriblesoundfillingtheroom.NowIreallycouldn’t
believemyears.
CHAPTER2
CLAIREUNATTACHEDherselffromme,forlackofamoredelicatewaytodescribeit,andreachedfor“theStopper”onmybedsidetable.Thatwasmynicknameforit.Whenitrang,everythingelsestopped.
“I’msorry,”shesaidbeforetakingthecall.“Youandmeboth,”Isaid
undermybreath.Inall,Claireownedthree
cellphones.Thefirst,heriPhone,wasforpersonaluse.Friendsandfamily.Thesecond,aBlackBerry,
wasforwork.ClaireS.Parker,asherbylineread,wasanationalaffairsreporterfortheNewYorkTimes.
Herthirdphone,anoldMotorola,wasalsoforwork.Exceptthisphoneanditsnumberwereforaverysmallandselectgroup.Hersources.Whichwasanotherreason
whytheStopperwasagoodnameforthisphone.Theidentityofthesesourcesstoppedwithher,cold,endofstory.Nothereditor,nottheexecutiveeditor,notevenJudgeReginaldMcCabehad
everbeentoldthenameofasinglesourceofClaire’s.Asfarasthatlastguy,
JudgeMcCabeoftheUnitedStatesDistrictCourt,wasconcerned,hewentsofarastochargeClairewithcontemptwhensherefusedtoidentifyasourceafterbeingsubpoenaedinacriminalhomicidecaseinvolvinganAmericanmilitaryattachéassignedtotheUN.Thatgotherthirty-sixdaysandnights
attheTaconicCorrectionalFacilityinBedfordHills,NewYork.Ihavetosay,sherockedtheorangejumpsuittheymadeherwear.“Hello?”Claireanswered.Theunwrittengroundrules
forwhenshetookthesecallsweresimple.IfIhadbeenatherplacedowntown,I’dhavegottenupandgivenhersomeprivacy.Sincewewereatmyplace,though,Ihadsquatter’srights.Ifsheneededprivacy,
she’dbetheoneleavingthebedroom.Butsheremainedsitting
thereontheedgeofthebed.Naked,noless.Shelistenedforafew
moments,thebeat-upoldflipphonepressedtightagainstherear.Then,hervoicehigh-pitchedwithsurprise,sheasked,“Wait,you’rehereinthecity?”Quickly,shebegantappingherthumbandforefingertogether,twisting
herwristintheair.IfI’dbeenawaiterinarestaurant,Iwould’vebeenbringingherthecheck.ButIknewwhatsheactuallywanted.Ileanedovertothebedside
tableclosesttome,pullingoutthedrawer.Afterhandingherapen,IwasabouttoofferupsomepaperwhenIsawherreachforayellowlegalpadthatwassittingatopatallstackofbooksonthefloor,alsoknownasmyto-read
pile.Mostlybiographies.Somehistoricalfictionmixedinaswell.AsClairescribbled
somethingonthepad,Istaredatthefrecklesonthecurveofhershoulders,hundredsofthem.MyeyesdrifteddownherspineandIsmiled,thinkingofthetripwetooktoBlockIslandafewsummersago,whenIrubbedsuntanlotiononherbikiniedbackandsneakilyleftbareasmall
stretchofrealestatespellingoutmyinitials,TM.“TrevorMann!”she
screamedlaterthatafternoonwhenshecaughtaglimpseinthemirrorasshesteppedoutoftheshower.Afterdeliveringapunchtomyshoulder—withmorewallopthanherthinframewouldeverhavesuggested—shebrokeuplaughing.“I’vebeentrademarked!”
Evennow,squintingabitinthedimnessofmybedroom,IcouldstillsortofseemostoftheTandsomeoftheM.OrsoI’dconvincedmyself.“Okay,don’tgo
anywhere,”Clairesaidintothephone.Damn.Iwashopingshe’dhang
up,turnaround,andsay,“Now,wherewerewe?”butIknewthatwasbeyond
wishfulthinking.Bythetimeshelookedbackatmeoverhershoulderandallthosefreckles,Ialreadyknew.“Youhavetogo,don’t
you?”Isaid.Sheleanedoverandkissed
me.“I’msorry.”Thosesameunwritten
groundruleshaditthatIwasn’tsupposedtopry.ButasIwatchedherdress,andsawthebounceinherstep,Icouldn’thelpmyself.
“You’vegotsomething,don’tyou?”Iasked.“Somethinggood.”Shenoddedwithatouchof
giddiness.Istaredather,waitingfor
something,anythingthathintedatwhatitmightbe.Imusthavelookedlikeadogsittingattheedgeofthedinnertable,silentlybeggingforscraps.“Iknow,”shesaidfinally.
“Butwehavetokeepsome
mysterybetweenus,don’twe?”Buttoningthelastbutton
onhernavy-blueblouse,shereturnedtothesideofthebedandkissedmeonelasttimebeforeleaving.“Callmeinthemorning,”I
said.Shesmiled.“Promise.”Alittleovertwohours
later,Iwasjoltedawakebythesoundofmyphone.Itwasjustshyofonea.m.
Claire’soldersisterwascallingfromBoston.Shewascryingandcouldn’tgetthewordsout.Shedidn’thaveto.ItwasasifIknewthesecondIpickedupthephone.TherewasacertainsomethingsimpaticobetweenClaireandme.Somethingterriblehad
happened.
CHAPTER3
DETECTIVEDAVELamontshookmyhandfirmlyinthefrontwaitingareaoftheMidtownNorthPrecinctonWestFifty-FourthStreetandledmeupstairstothefarbackcornerofasquadroomthatwasemptyandsilent,save
forthebaritonehumofthefluorescentlightingoverhead.“Haveaseat,”hesaid,
pointingtoafoldingmetalchairinfrontofhisdesk.“Youwantsomecoffee?”“No,I’mokay.Thanks.”Hegrabbedamugwitha
fadedNewYorkGiantslogoonitthatwassittingontopofsomeoverstuffedfolders.“I’llberightback.”Iwatchedhimashe
walkedoff.Lamontwasatall
man,filledoutbyage,butstillwithabuildthatsuggestedadegreeofathleticismsomewhereinhispast.GiventheGiantsmug,Iwasthinkingtherewasprobablyanoldhighschoolyearbookouttherewiththewordlinebackernexttohisname.Claireonceshowedmeher
highschoolyearbook.HerseniorquotewasfromAndrewMarvell:“Hadwe
butworldenoughandtime…”Christ,thisisreally
happening,isn’tit?She’sreallygone.Justlikethat.Ifeelnumb.No,that’snotright.Ifeeleverything.Andit’shurtinglikehell.Claire’ssister,Ellen,had
givenmeDetectiveLamont’snameandnumber.He’dmadethecalltoherupinBoston,breakingthenews.
Iwasn’tnextofkin,husbandorfiancé,oreventhelastpersontoseeClairealive,butwhenI’dtoldLamontmynameoverthephoneI’dbeenprettysurehe’dagreetoseemerightaway.“YouwerethatADA,
weren’tyou?”heasked.“Yeah,thatwasme,”I
answered.Me,asinthatformer
Manhattanassistantdistrictattorney.BackwhenIplayed
forthehometeam.BeforeIchangedjerseys.BeforeIgotdisbarred.Iknewheknewthestory.
Mosteverycopinthecitydid,atleasttheveterans.Itwasthekindofstorytheywouldn’tforget.Lamontcamebacknow
andsatbehindhisdeskwithafullmugofcoffee.HetookasipashepulledClaire’sfileinfrontofhim,thesteammomentarilyfoggingthe
bottomhalfofhisdrugstore-varietyglasses.Thenheshookhishead
slowlyandsimplystaredatmeforamoment,unblinking.“Fuckin’random,”hesaid
finally.Inoddedasheflippedopen
thefiletohisnotesinanticipationofmyquestions.Ihadalotofthem.Christ.Thepainisonly
goingtogetworse,isn’tit?
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“WHEREEXACTLYdidithappen?”Iasked.“WestEndAvenueat
Seventy-Third.Thetaxiwasstoppedataredlight,”saidLamont.“Theassailantsmashedthedriver’ssidewindow,pistol-whippedthedriveruntilhewasknocked
outcold,andgrabbedhismoneybag.HethenrobbedMs.Parkeratgunpoint.”“Claire,”Isaid.“Excuseme?”“PleasecallherClaire.”Iknewitwasaweirdthing
formetosay,butweirderstillwashearingLamontrefertoClaireasMs.Parker,notthatIblamedhim.VictimsarealwaysMr.,Mrs.,orMs.foradetective.Hewassupposedto
callherthat.Ijustwasn’treadytohearit.“Iapologize,”Isaid.“It’s
justthat—”“Don’tworryaboutit,”he
saidwitharaisedpalm.Heunderstood.Hegotit.“Sowhathappenednext?”
Iasked.“Whatwentwrong?”“We’renotsure,exactly.
Bestwecantell,shefullycooperated,didn’tputupafight.”
Thatmadesense.Clairemighthavebeenyourprototypical“tough”NewYorker,butshewasalsonofool.Shedidn’townanythingshe’driskherlifetokeep.Doesanyone?No,shedefinitelyknewthe
drill.Neverbeastatistic.Ifyourtaxigetsjacked,youdoexactlyastold.“Andyousaidthedriver
wasknockedout¸right?He
didn’thearanything?”Iasked.“Noteventhegunshots,”
saidLamont.“Infact,hedidn’tactuallyregainconsciousnessuntilafterthefirsttwoofficersarrivedatthescene.”“Whocalleditin?”“Anoldercouplewalking
nearby.”“Whatdidtheysee?”“Theshooterrunningback
tohiscar,whichwasbehind
thetaxi.Theywerethirtyorfortyyardsaway;theydidn’tgetagoodlook.”“Anyotherwitnesses?”“You’dthink,butno.Then
again,residentialblock…aftermidnight,”hesaid.“We’llobviouslyfollowupintheareatomorrow.Talktothedriver,too.HewastakentoSt.Luke’sbeforewearrived.”Ileanedbackinmychair,a
metalhingesomewhere
belowtheseatcreakingitsage.ImusthavehadadozenmorequestionsforLamont,eachonetryingtogetmethatmuchclosertobeinginthetaxiwithClaire,toknowingwhathadreallyhappened.Toknowingwhetherornot
ittrulywas…fuckin’random.ButIwasn’tfooling
anyone.NotLamont,andespeciallynotmyself.AllIwasdoingwas
procrastinating,tryinghopelesslytoavoidaskingtheonequestionIwastrulydreading.Icouldn’tavoiditany
longer.
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“FORTHErecord,youwereneverinhere,”saidLamont,pausingatacloseddoortowardthebackcorneroftheprecincthouse.Istaredathimblanklyasif
Iweresomechronicsuffererofshort-termmemoryloss.“Inwhere?”Iasked.
Hesmirked.Thenheopenedthedoor.ThewindowlessroomI
followedhimintowasonlyslightlybiggerthanclaustrophobic.Afterclosingthedoorbehindus,Lamontintroducedmetohispartner,DetectiveMikeMcGeary,whowasatthehelmofwhatlookedlikeoneofthosevideoarcadegameswhereyousitinacaptain’schairshootingatalienspaceshipsonalarge
screen.Hewasevenholdingwhatlookedlikeajoystick.McGeary,square-jawed
andbald,gaveLamontasidewaysglancethatallbutscreamed,Whatthehellishedoinginhere?“Mr.Mannwasaclose
acquaintanceofthevictim,”saidLamont.Headdedaslightemphasisonmylastname,asiftojoghispartner’smemory.
McGearystudiedmeinthedimlightoftheroomuntilheputmyfaceandnametogether.PerhapshewasrememberingthecoveroftheNewYorkPostacoupleofyearsback.AnHonestMann,readtheheadline.“Yeah,fine,”McGeary
saidfinally.Itwasn’texactlyaringing
endorsement,butitwasenoughtoconsidertheissueofmybeingthereresolved.I
couldstay.Icouldseetherecording.Icouldwatch,frameby
frame,themurderofthewomanIloved.Lamonthadn’thadtotell
metherewasasurveillancecamerainthetaxi.I’dknownrightaway,givenhowhe’ddescribedtheshootingoverthephone,someofthedetailshehad.Therewerelittlethingsnoeyewitnessescould
everprovide.Hadtherebeenanyeyewitnesses,thatis.Lamontremovedhis
glasses,wearilypinchingthebridgeofhisnose.Nooneevertrulygetsusedtothegraveyardshift.“Anymatchessofar?”heaskedhispartner.McGearyshookhishead.Iglancedatthelarge
monitor,whichhadshiftedintoscreensavermode,anNYPDlogofloatingabout.
Lamont,Icouldtell,waswaitingformetoaskhimaboutthespace-ageconsole,thereasonIwasn’tsupposedtobeintheroom.Themachineobviouslydidalittlemorethanjustdigitalplayback.ButIdidn’task.Ialready
knew.I’msurethethinghadan
officialname,somethingultra-high-techsounding,butbackwhenIwasintheDA’s
officeI’donlyeverhearditreferredtobyitsnickname,CrackerJack.Whatitdidwascombineeveryknownrecognitionsoftwareprogramintoonegiantcross-referencing“decoder”thatwaslinkedtopracticallyeverycriminaldatabaseinthecountry,aswellasthosefromtwenty-threeothercountries,orbasicallyallofourofficialalliesinthe“waronterror.”
Inshort,givenanyimageatanyangleofanysuspectedterrorist,CrackerJackcouldsourcealitanyofidentifyingcharacteristics,beitanexposedmoleortattoo;theexactmeasurementsbetweenthesuspect’seyes,ears,nose,andmouth;orevenapieceofjewelry.Clothing,too.Apparently,foralltheprecautionsterroriststakeintheirplanning,itrarelyoccurstothemthatwearingthesame
polyestershirtinLondon,Cairo,andIslamabadmightbeabadidea.Ofcourse,itdidn’ttake
longforlawenforcementinmajorcities—whereCrackerJackswereheavilydeployedbytheDepartmentofHomelandSecurity—torealizethatthesemachinesdidn’thavetoidentifyjustterrorists.Anyonewithacriminalrecordwasfairgame.
SoherewasMcGearygoingthroughtherecordingsentoverbytheNewYorkTaxi&LimousineCommissiontoseeifanyimageoftheshootertriggeredamatch.Andherewasme,havingaskedifIcouldwatchit,too.“Mike,cueitupfromthe
beginning,willyou?”saidLamont.McGearypunchedabutton
andthenanotheruntilthe
screenlitupwiththefirstframe,thetaxihavingpulledovertopickClaireup.Theimagewasgrainy,black-and-white,likeonanoldtubetelevisionwithasetofrabbitears.ButwhatlittleIcouldseewasstillwaytoomuch.ItwasexactlyasLamont
haddescribedit.Theshootersmashesthedriver’ssidewindow,beatingthedriversenselesswiththebuttofhisgun.He’swearingadark
turtleneckandaskimaskwithholesfortheeyes,nose,andmouth.Hisglovesaretight,likethoseIsotonersthatO.J.Simpsonpretendeddidn’tfit.Sofar,Claireisbarely
visible.NotoncecanIseeherface.ThenIdo.It’srightaftertheshooter
snatchesthedriver’smoneybag.Heswingshisgun,aimingitatClaireinthebackseat.Shejolts.There’s
noPlexiglasdivider.There’snothingbutair.Presumably,hesays
somethingtoher,butthebackofhisheadistowardthecamera.Claireoffersupherpurse.Hetakesitandshesayssomething.Iwasneveranygoodatreadinglips.Heshouldbeleaving.
Runningaway.Instead,heswingsoutandaround,openingthereardoor.He’soutofframefornomorethan
threeseconds.ThenallIseeishisoutstretchedarm.Andthefearinhereyes.Hefirestwoshotsatpoint-
blankrange.Didhepanic?Notenoughtofleerightaway.Quickly,herifflesthroughherpockets,andthentearsoffherearrings,followedbyherwatch,theRolexMilgaussIgaveherforherthirtiethbirthday.Hedumpseverythinginherpurseandtakesoff.
“Waitaminute,”Isaidsuddenly.“Gobackalittlebit.”
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LAMONTANDMcGearybothturnedtome,theireyesaskingifIwascrazy.Youwanttowatchherbeingmurderedasecondtime?No,Ididn’t.Notachance.Watchingitthefirsttime
mademesonauseousIthoughtI’dthrowupright
thereonthefloor.Iwantedthatrecordingerased,deleted,destroyedforalleternitynottwosecondsafteritwasusedtocatchthegoddamnsonofabitchwho’ddonethis.ThenIwantedalong,dark
alleyinthedeadofnightwhereheandIcouldhavealittletimealonetogether.Yeah.That’swhatIwanted.ButIthoughtIsaw
something.
Upuntilthatmoment,Ihadn’tknownwhatIwaslookingforintherecording,ifanything.IfClairehadbeenstandingnexttome,she,withherloveoflandmarkSupremeCourtcases,would’vedescribeditasthedefinitionofpornographyaccordingtoJusticePotterStewartinJacobellisv.Ohio.IknowitwhenIseeit.She’dalwaysadmiredthe
simplicityofthat.Not
everythingthat’struehastobeproven,sheusedtosay.“Whereto?”asked
McGeary,hishandhoveringoveraknobthatcouldrewindframebyframe,ifneedbe.“Justafterhebeatsthe
driver,”Isaid.Henodded.“Saywhen.”Iwatchedthesped-up
images,everythinghappeninginreverse.IfonlyIcouldreverseitallforreal.Iwaswaitingforthepartwhenthe
gunwasturnedonClaire.Afewmomentsbeforethat,actually.“Stop,”Isaid.“Right
there.”McGearyhitPlayagain
andIleanedin,myeyesgluedtothescreen.Meanwhile,IcouldfeelLamont’seyesgluedtomyprofile,asifhecouldsomehowbetterseewhatIwaslookingforbywatchingme.
“Whatisit?”heeventuallyasked.Isteppedback,shakingmy
headasifdisappointed.“Nothing,”Isaid.“Itwasn’tanything.”Becausethat’sexactly
whatClairewould’vewantedmetosay.Alittlewhitelieforthegreatergood,shewould’vecalledit.Shewasalwaysaquick
thinker,rightupuntiltheend.
CHAPTER7
NOWAYinhelldidIfeelliketakingataxihome.Infact,Ididn’tfeellike
goinghomeatall.Inmymind,I’dalreadyputmyapartmentonthemarket,packedupallmybelongings,andmovedtoanotherneighborhood,maybeeven
outofManhattanaltogether.Clairewasthecitytome.Bright.Vibrant.Alive.Andnowshewasn’t.Ipassedabar,looking
throughthewindowatthesmatteringof“patrons,”toputitpolitely,whowerestilldrinkingatthreeinthemorning.Icouldseeanemptystoolanditwascallingmyname.Morelikeshoutingit,really.
Don’t,Itoldmyself.Whenyousoberup,she’llstillbegone.Ikeptwalkinginthe
directionofmyapartment,butwitheverystepitbecameclearwhereItrulywantedtogo.ItwaswhereverClairehadbeengoing.Whowasshemeeting?Suddenly,Iwaschanneling
OliverStone,somehowtryingtolinkhermurdertothestoryshe’dbeenchasing.Butthat
wascrazy.Isawhermurderinblackandwhite.Itwasarobbery.Shewasinthewrongplaceatthewrongtime,andasmuchasthatwasacliché,so,too,washerdeath.She’dbethefirsttoadmitit.“Imaginethat,”Icould
hearhersaying.“AvictimofviolentcrimeinNewYorkCity.Howoriginal.”Still,I’dbecomefixatedon
wantingtoknowwhereshe’d
beenheadingwhensheleftmyapartment.Atwo-hundred-dollar-an-hourshrinkwouldprobablycallthatsublimatedgrief,whilethefour-hundred-dollar-an-hourshrinkwouldprobablycounterwithsublimatedanger.Iwasstickingwithoverwhelmingcuriosity.Iputmyselfinhershoes,
mentallytracingherstepsthroughthelobbyofmybuildingandouttothe
sidewalk.AssoonasIpicturedherraisingherarmforataxi¸itoccurredtome.Thedriver.Heatleastknewtheaddress.Forsure,Clairegaveittohimwhenhepickedherup.Almostoncue,ataxi
sloweddownnexttomeatthecurb,thedriverwonderingifIneededaride.Thatwasacommonoccurrencelateatnightwhen
supplyfaroutweigheddemand.AsIshookhimoff,Ibegan
thinkingofwhatelseClaire’sdrivermightrememberwhenLamontinterviewedhim.Toughtosayafterthebeatinghetook.Maybetheshooterhadsaidsomethingthatwouldkeyhisidentity,oratleastthinoutthesuspects.Didhespeakwithanykindofaccent?
Ormaybethedriverhadseensomethingthatwasn’tvisibletothatsurveillancecamera.Eyecolor?Anodd-shapedmole?Achippedtooth?Unfortunately,thelistof
possibilitiesdidn’tgoonandon.Theskimask,turtleneck,andglovesmadesureofthat.Clearly,thebastardknewthatpracticallyeverytaxiinthecitywasitsownlittle
recordingstudio.Somuchforcamerasbeingadeterrent.Astheoldexpressiongoes,
showmeaten-footwallandI’llshowyouaneleven-footladder.Thetwentyblocks
separatingmefrommyapartmentwereadaze.Iwasonautopilot,onefootinfrontoftheother.OnlyatthesoundofthekeysasIdroppedthemonmykitchen
counterdidIsnapoutofit,realizingIwasactuallyhome.Fullydressed,Ifellinto
mybed,shoesandall.Ididn’tevenbotherturningoffthelights.Butmyeyeswereclosedforonlyafewsecondsbeforetheypoppedopen.Damn.Allittookwasonebreath,oneexchangeoftheairaroundme,andIwaslyingtherefeelingmorealonethanIeverhadinmyentirelife.
Thesheetsstillsmelledofher.Isatup,lookingoveratthe
othersideofthebed…thepillow.IcouldstillmakeouttheimpressionofClaire’shead.Thatwastheword,wasn’tit?Impression.Herswaseverywhere,mostofallonme.Iwasabouttomakea
beelinetomyguestroom,which,ifanything,wouldsmellofdustorstalenessor
whateverotherodorisgivenoffbyaroomthat’srarely,ifever,used.Ididn’tcare.Solongasitwasn’ther.Suddenly,though,Ifroze.
Somethinghadcaughtmyeye.Itwastheyellowlegalpadontheendofthebed,theoneClairehadusedwhenshetookthephonecall.She’drippedoffthetopsheetshe’dwrittenon.Buttheonebeneathit…
CHAPTER8
IALLbutlungedforthepad,grippingitbeyondtightwhilestaringattheindentationsshe’dleftbehind.Anotherimpression.Icouldmakeoutaletter
here,aletterthere.AnSfollowedbysomething,
followedbyaB.Orwasthata6?Iflippedonthenearby
lampformorelight,anglingthepadeverywhichway,tryingtodeciphertheever-so-slightgroovesinthepaper.Itcould’vebeenaname,butallmymoneywasonitbeinganaddress.ItwaswhereClairewasgoing.Ithadtobe.ButIstillcouldn’tmakeitout.
Ithoughtforafewseconds,rackingmybrain.BeforeIknewit,Iwasdashingacrossmylivingroomandintomyoffice,grabbingapencil,followedbyapieceofpaperfrommyprintertray.Thiscouldwork,Ithought.Layingthepaperoverthe
pad,Ibegangentlymakingarubbing,likepeopledowithtombstonesandothermemorials.Buttheprinter
paperwastoothick.Ineededsomethingthinner.Iknewexactlywheretofindit,too.ItwasaninvitationI’djust
receivedtoalegalaidbenefitbeingheldattheNewYorkPublicLibrary.Prettyhardtomisstheirony,giventhatClairewouldhavebeenmyplus-one.Theinvitationitselfwason
athickstock,butallIcouldseeinmyheadwaswhathadbeeninsertedtoprotectthe
embossedtype:apieceofvellumasthinastracingpaper.Perfect.Iriffledthroughmypileof
mail,findingtheinviteandthevellum.Layingitonthelegalpad,Iagainbegangentlyrubbingthepencilbackandforth.Likemagic,thelettersstartedtoappearbeforemyeyes.Lettersandnumbers.Itwasanaddress,allright.
DowntownontheWestSide.
She’dalsowritten1701belowit.Wasthatanapartmentnumber?Iturnedonmylaptop,
grabbingmykeysandthrowingonabaseballcapwhilewaitingforittopowerup.Quickly,IGoogledtheaddress.Thefirstresultwasthe
onlyoneIneededtosee.Thiswasn’tsomeone’shome.Clairehadbeenheadingto
theLucindaHotel,room1701.NowIwas,too.
CHAPTER9
ANINTERRUPTION.ThatwaswhatOwen
Lewiswaswaitingforinroom1701oftheLucindaHotel.Thetinycamera,nobiggerthanalipstickcylinder,wastapedtotheexitsignabovetheentrancetothestairwell,wirelessly
transmittingtohislaptopthesameimageofthelong,emptyhallwayoutsidehisdoor.Itwasmonotonyinblackandwhite.Acontinuousloopofstillnessandsilence,overandover.Uninterrupted.Foranyoneelse,it
would’vebeenthemostboringmovieofthecentury.ToOwen,itwaseasilythescariest.Especiallyhowitmightend.
Shesaidshe’dbehereintwentyminutes.Thatwashoursago.Didtheygettoher?AmInext?He’dthoughtaboutleaving
town,butitwasalreadysolate.Therewerenobuses,trains,orplaneshecouldcatchatthishour,andheknewyouhadtobetwenty-fivetorentacar.Hisdriver’slicensecouldn’tgethimabeer,letaloneaBuick.
Allinall,theonlyrealoptionwasataxi,butthatdidn’tfeellikeagoodidea,forsomereason.Justhisgutinstinct.No,hewouldwaititout
untilmorning,stickwithhisplan.Itwasagoodplan,
extremelywellthoughtout,withthehighestattentiontoeverydetail.Ofcourse,whenyou’resportinganIQthatapproachestheboilingpoint
ofwater,anticipationisyourstockintrade.Youseethefuturebeforeothersdo.Youliveit,too.“TheBoyGenius!”
declaredhishometownpaperbackinAmherst,NewHampshire,inafront-pagestorywhenOwenwasonlyfour.Bythen,hehadmemorizedtheperiodictable,couldreadandwriteinthreelanguages,andwasdoingcomplexalgebra.Thephoto
accompanyingthearticleshowedhimshakinghandswithSteveJobsata“PioneersofTomorrow”conferenceatApple’sheadquartersinCupertino.Foranentireyearafter
that,Owenworeonlyablackmockturtleneckeverywherehewent.Elementaryschoolwas
finishedatagesix,juniorhighateight,andthenhighschoolwhenhewaseleven.
Atfourteen,hewastheyoungestevertograduatefromCalBerkeley,earningsummacumlaudeandsalutatorianhonors.Hewould’vebeenvaledictorianifithadn’tbeenforaB+incomparativeRussianliterature.Evengeniuseshavetheirblindspots.Nextupwerecombined
MDandPhDdegreesfromHarvardMedicalSchoolandMITatageseventeen,after
whichOwenspentnearlytwoyearsatEidgenössischeTechnischeHochschuleZürich,akatheSwissFederalInstituteofTechnologyinZurich,studyingwhathadbecomehistruepassion:artificialneuralnetworks.Thatwaswhenthetwo
menfirstapproachedhim,onenightashewasleavingthelibrary.TheywereAmericans.
“Howwouldyouliketohelpsavetheworld?”oneasked.Owenlaughed,nottaking
himseriouslyatfirst.“OnlyifIgettowearacape,”hesaid.Apredilectionforsarcasm
commensuratewithsapience,readtheextensivepsychprofileofOwenthatthetwomenhadalreadyseen.“No,I’mafraidthere’sno
capeorevenaskintightsuit,”saidtheotherman.
“However,youwillgettobeapartofthedigitalage’sequivalentoftheManhattanProject.”Owenlikedthesoundof
that.Lovedit,tobemoreprecise.Itwashischancetomakehistory.Andwhodoesn’twanttodothat?Butthatwasthen.Now,lessthanayearlater,
herehewashidingoutinacrampedhotelroom—inManhattan,noless—hoping
againsthopethathe’dlivetoseeanothersunrise.Turnedout,OwenLewis
hadtheoneproblemheneverthoughthe’dhave.Notinamillionyears.Orcertainly,atleast,notbeforehistwenty-firstbirthday.Itwaswhytheywantedto
killhim,theBoyGenius.Heknewtoomuch.
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WITHOUTONCEtakinghiseyesoffhisscuffed-uplaptopandthelivefeedfromthehallway,Owenbitoffanothertriangleofthetwelve-dollarTobleronefromhisminibaranddialedClaireParker’scellforathirdtime.Andforthe
thirdtimethecallwentstraighttovoicemail.Somethingwaswrong.He
justdidn’tknowwhat.Therewereafewplausibleexplanationsastowhyshehadn’tshownupathisroom,rangingfromtherelativelyharmlesstotheabsoluteworst-casescenario.Hecouldspeculateallhewanted,butthatwasallitwouldbe.Speculation.Theimportantthingnowwaswhetherornot
shewastheonlyonewhoknewhislocation.Shewasn’t.Twominuteslater,the
imageofthemansteppingofftheelevatorattheotherendofthehallwaytoldOwensomuchatoncethathisbraintingledwithoverload,whichwasnosmallfeat.Male…solo…decent
physique…runningshoes…baseballcapwithcurledbill
…noroomkeyinhand…nosuitcaseorcarryon…Themanpausedbythe
elevatorbanktolookatthedirectionalsignfortheroomsonthefloor.Ifhe’djustbeencheckingin,thoughtOwen,he’dalmostcertainlyhavehadluggage.Ifhe’dbeenstayingatthehotelalready,he’dhavehadnoneedtolookatthesign.Plus,withthatcurledbill
onhisbaseballcap,hecould
shieldhisfacefromanysecuritycamerasinthehotel.Butmostincriminatingof
all?Noneofthatmattered.Theguycould’vebeena
blindmidgetwearingaclownsuit,anditwouldn’thavechangedanything.Itwasfourinthemorningandhewasheadingstraighttowardroom1701.Thirtyyardsawayandclosing.
Asifhischairhadsprings,Owenjumpedupandslap-closedhislaptop,stuffingitinhisalreadypackedbackpackalongwiththewirelessreceiverforthetransmittingcameraoutsideinthehallway.Hesprintedintothe
bathroom,wherehe’dalreadyfilledthetubtothebrimwithwater,notaninchofporcelainleftdry.Witha
hardyank,heturnedtheshoweronfullblast.Asforthehotel’shair
dryer,itwasalreadypluggedin,thesurgeprotectordismantledandtheoutletrewiredtodeliverthemaximumcurrentpossible.Sufficeittosay,thatsortofthingdoesn’tgetachapterinElectricalWiringforDummies.Quicklybackingoutofthe
bathroom,Owentookonelast
lookatthesetupbeforeshuttingthedoor,hiseyesdartingabouttomakesurealltheelementswereinplace.Theshowercurtaindrawn
closed,tuckedinsidethetub.Thecordofthehairdryer
knottedaroundthetowelbartoensurethatitwouldremainpluggedintotheoutletnomatterwhat.Andthefloormat
strategicallyplacedonthetilefloortoensurethatOwen
wouldn’tslipwhenhecamebarginginbehindtheguy.Fromtheroomnextdoor.Thiswastheplan,allright.
BasedontwothingsOwenknewassurelyasheknewthatsunrisewasonlyafewhoursaway.Thefirstwasprimal.
Sometimesinlifeit’sassimpleaskillorbekilled.Second,professionalhit
menaren’texactlysuckers.Youcan’texpectthemtofall
forthe“I’mintheshower”tricksimplybecauseyou’vegotthedoortotheroomcrackedopenandhavethewaterrunning.They’llsearchtherestofyourroomfirst,toptobottom.Sohidingbehindthe
armchairinthecornerorsqueezingyourselfunderthebed?Probablytheverylastdumbideayou’lleverhave.No,ifyouwantthetrue
elementofsurprise,youneed
tothinkoutsidethebox.Betteryet,comeupwithyourownbox.Justmakesurethere’sa
connectingdoor.“I’dliketworooms,”he’d
toldtheclerkatthefrontdeskwhenhecheckedin.“Andtheyneedtobeadjoining.”Owenslippedthroughthe
doubledoorsseparatingroom1701from1703,pullingthefirstoneclosedbehindhim.Hisheartwaspoundinglikea
jackhammeragainsthischest,buthecouldn’thelpnoticingthatitwasn’tjustfear.Ascrazyasitsounded,healsofeltatwingeofexcitement,asortofin-the-momentbuzzofanticipationthatcamefromanintellectualcuriosityalwaysinhyperdrive.Aprodigy’sconceit,ifyouwill.Inotherwords,he
desperatelywantedtoknowifhisplanwouldwork.And
therewasonlyonewaytofindout.Pressinghisearupagainst
thedoor,allOwencouldnowdowaswaitandwonder.“Willyouwalkintomy
parlor?”saidtheSpidertotheFly.
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IOWNEDonlyonecellphone,asopposedtoClaire’sthree,anditwaspinnedtomyearasIenteredthelobbyoftheLucindaatfourinthemorning,pretendingtobecompletelyengrossedinaconversation.
Thelobby—whichsadlylookedasifithadn’tbeenupdatedsincetheKochadministration—wascompletelyempty,asitshould’vebeen,giventhehour,saveforawary-eyedwomanbehindthefrontdeskinaturquoiseblazerwhowasclearlyinthemidstofdecidingwhetherornottoaskmeifIwasaguestofthehotel.
ThatwaswhenIdeliveredtheclinchertomyimaginaryfriendontheotherendoftheimaginaryline.“Yeah,I’mheadingupto
myroomnow,”Iannounced.AsIwalkedpastthefront
desk,walkingstraighttowardtheelevators,thewomandidn’tsayaword.Iwasin.ThenIwasup…tothe
seventeenthfloor.Withatugonmybaseballcap,Isteppedofftheelevatorandstopped
brieflybeforethesigntellingmewhichroomswereinwhichdirection,leftorright.Room1701wastothe
right.Iwalkeddownthelong,
narrowhallway,thebeigecarpetblendinginwiththebeigewallstoformaseamlesstunnelofblandness,theonlysplashofcolorcomingfromtheglowingredexitsignannouncingthestairwellattheveryend.The
odd-numberedroomsweretomyleft.1723…1721…1719…Iwasrepeatingthem
silentlyinmyhead,likeacountdown.Towhat,though,Iwondered?AndwhatwasIgoingto
sayafterIknocked?WhoeverwasontheothersideofthedoorwasexpectingClaire,butthatwashoursago.Nowitwasthemiddleofthenight,andIwasacompletestranger
withalotofexplainingtodo.This,afterfirstbreakingthenewsthatClairewasdead.1709…1707…1705…Myvisionwassotrained
ontheroomnumbersthatIdidn’tevennoticeitatfirst.Myhandwasliterallyintheair,knucklestuckedandreadytoknock,whenIsawthatthedoorwasopen.Notopenlikesee-into-the-roomopen,butratherthedoorwasjustshyoftheframe,asif
someonehadforgottentocloseitalltheway.IfIwantedtostepinside,
allIhadtodowaspush.Instead,Isteppedback.
Therewasabadviberacingthroughme,headtotoe.Somethingwasn’tright.Istoodthereonthebeige
carpet,myfeetfrozen,whilemybrainsiftedquicklythroughtheoptions.Badvibeornot,leavingwasn’toneofthem.Infact,thatdoorbeing
open—beiteversoslightly—justmademeallthemorecurious.Forbetterorworse.Iknocked.Softly,atfirst,
ontheoutsidechancethatwhoeverwasintherewasstillawakeatfourinthemorning.Veryoutsidechance.After
tensecondsofsilence,Iknockedagain.Thistime,louder.Thenlouderstill.Oh,shit.Tooloud.Thejarringsoundcame
fromdirectlybehindme,a
deadboltslidingonthedoortoanotherroom.I’dwokensomebodyup,allright,justthewrongperson.Suddenly,Iwasinno-
man’s-land,andmyonlythoughtwasthatIcouldn’taffordtobeseen.Callitinstinctorsheerpanic,butIwasdoneknockingonthedoorofroom1701.Iwasnowinroom1701.AndIwasn’talone.
CHAPTER12
ITWASpitchblack;Icouldn’tseeathing.Buttherewasnomistakingthesoundofrunningwater.Itwastheshower.Meanwhile,therewasthe
othersoundbehindme.Adooropeningandclosingoutinthehallway.WhoeverI’d
wokenupwasgoingbacktobedwithoutlayingeyesonme.Onebulletdodged.Nowwhat?Icouldpracticallyhear
myselfplayinglawyerwiththepolice,tellingthemthiswasn’tbreakingandenteringbecausetechnicallythedoorwasopen.Thetrespassingcharge,however,wouldbealittlehardertoargue.No,thiswasaneasy
decision.I’dslipbackoutside
thedoorandwaitforwhoeverwasintheshowertogetout.I’dknockagain,andthistimeClaire’ssourcewouldhearme.ItwouldbeasifI’dneversetfootintheroom.ButasIturnedtoreachfor
thehandle,Ifeltthesquishbeneathmyshoe.Thecarpetwaswet.Soaked,actually.Fromthere,itwasalla
blur.Immediately,Islappedmy
handblindlyagainstthewall
untilIfoundthenearestlightswitch.TheentrywaylitupasIrushedintothebathroom,thewatersplashingupbeneathmyfeet.Again,Ifeltaroundfora
lightandfoundtheswitch.Butitwasn’tworking.Icouldn’tseeanythingbeyondshadows.Reachingformyphone,I
hittheflashlightappandwaitedformyeyestoadjust.Whentheydid,Iliterally
jumpedback,almosttrippingovermyself.Halfhisbodywasinthe
bathtub;theotherhalf—hislegs—dangledovertheside.Alsodanglingwasthecordofthehairdryerthatwassubmergedinthewater.Itdidn’ttakeageniustoputittogether.Thiswasnoaccident.Claire’ssourcehadbeenmurdered.Itookastepforward,the
lightfrommyphoneedging
uptowardhisface.Itwaslikeagrotesquefreeze-frameoftheelectrocution.Everymusclecontracted,hismouthovaledasifmidscream.Thestuffofnightmares.IknewwhatIwas
supposedtodonext.Itwaswhatallthestupidcharactersinmoviessomehowdecidenottodorightbeforethingsspiralhopelesslyoutofcontrol.Gotothepolice.Inthebigschemeofthings,it
didn’tmatterhoworwhyIwasthereinthatroom.Asaforensicpsychologist
oncetoldmeinadeposition,withaslownodofhisbeardedchin,“Adeadbodychangeseverything.”Problemwas,allIcould
reallythinkaboutinthatmomentwasClaire.Whateverstoryshewaschasing,itwasthekindsomeoneelsedidn’twanttold.Reallydidn’twanttold.
Andjustlikethat,therandomactofviolencethathadendedherlife—ataxirobbery—didn’tseemsorandom.
CHAPTER13
THENEXTthingIknew,Iwasholdingoffaminuteoncallingthepolice.Yes,itwasacrimescene.
Yes,IwasawareIshouldn’tbetouchingthevictim.ButIwasinthathoteltofindoutwhomClairehadbeencomingtosee,andIstill
didn’tknow.Rightorwrong,theanswerwasonlyafewfeetaway.Anglingmyphonenearthe
sink,IspottedandgrabbedafacetoweltopreventmyleavinganyfingerprintsasIturnedofftheshower.Ikneltdownattheedgeofthebathtubandbeganlookingforawallet,oranythingelsethatwouldIDtheguy.Onehandwasstillholdingmyphoneforlight,theothersearching
hispockets.Itwould’vebeenaloteasierifhehadn’tbeenwearingjeans.Thefronttwopockets
didn’tturnupanythingexceptperhapsameasureofguilt.MostofClaire’ssourceswerepeopledoingthe“rightthing”inonewayoranother.Whistle-blowingoncorruption,settingtherecordstraight,thingslikethat.Someofthemriskedtheirlivesindoingso.Now
herewasone,itseemed,who’dpaidtheultimateprice.UntilIsearchedhisback
pockets.Atfirst,Ithoughtitwashis
walletIwasfeeling.Itwasn’t,butitwascertainlyaformofID.Evendrenchedandbunchedinaballasitwas,IknewrightawaywhatIwasholdinginmyhand.Askimask.Lookedlikethesameonefromthetaxisurveillancevideo.
Thiswasn’ttheguyClairehadbeengoingtosee.Thiswastheguywhokilled
her.Allatonce,therestofthe
piecescametogetherbeforemyeyes.Underneaththeguy’sgraysweatshirtwasthesameblackturtleneckI’dseeninthevideo.Therewasalsoablackbaseballcaponthetilefloornexttothetub.Therewasnodoubtthis
washim,whoeverhewas,
andallIcouldthinkof,allIwantedtodointhatveryinstant,wastobringhimbacktolifejustsoIcouldkillhimagainmyself.I’dneverknownsucha
feeling.Vengeancewasanabstractiontome,themelodramaticwordthatalwaysseemedabittoomuch.Nowitwasn’tnearlyenough.Wherehaveyoutakenme,Claire?
Istoodup,lookingatthecordofthehairdryerknottedaroundthetowelbar.Thetubhadbeenfull,thewaterrunning.Asaplan,itwasbrilliantinitssimplicity.Claire’ssourcehadknownhewasindanger,andhadknownenoughtoturnthetables.Damngoodforhim.NowifIonlyknewwherehe’dgone.Clairewould’vebeenall
overmeforassumingthat
onlyaguywould’vehadthewherewithaltooutwitakiller,andshewould’vebeenright.Hecould’veeasilybeenashe.Anyproofeitherway,
though,wasnowheretobefoundasIsearchedtherestoftheroom.Itwasspotless.Thetwoqueenbedsweremade,thewastebasketwasempty,nothinghadbeendisturbed.Exceptforthedeadguyinthe
bathtub,ofcourse.Nowitwastimetocallthepolice.ButbeforeIcouldeven
reachformyphoneagain,Isuddenlyhadabrand-newproblem.Itwasthedistinctsoundofthingsabouttospiralhopelesslyoutofcontrol.Someonewasknockingon
thedoor.
CHAPTER14
THEFIRSTthingIdidwasfreeze.Therewasnosecondthing.Atleast,notrightaway.Ihadnoideawhattodo.Instead,itwasallabout
whatnottodo.TherewasnowayIwasopeningthatdoor.
NowayIwasasking,“Who’sthere?”ButIdidneedtoknow.If
itwasanyonefromthehotel,theyweren’tnecessarilygoingawayifnooneanswered.Abouttwentyfeetofthat
beigecarpetseparatedmefromthedoor,thefinalfewfeetdrenchedwithwater.Ihadtotimeitjustright.Quickly,Itiptoedrightup
tothedoorofthebathroom.
ThenIwaited.Icouldn’tcoverupthesquishingsoundofmylastfootstepsonmyown.Itwouldtakesomehelp,andIknewitwascoming.Thesecondknockonthe
door—evenlouderthanthefirst—wasallIneededtogetrightupnexttothepeephole.Iheldmybreathandtookafastlookbeforepeelingofftotheside.Damn.Thereweretwo
possibilities.One,the
peepholewassomehowbroken.Two,itwasworkingjustfine.Eitherway,allIcouldsee
wasblack.AsIreachedoverandoh-so-silentlyswungthedoorguardclosed,Iwasbettingmyentirestackontheperfectlyworkingpeephole…andahandinthehallwayplacedoverit.Tensecondspassed.
Twenty.Halfaminute.Iremainedwithmyback
plasteredagainstthewall,inchesawayfromthehinges,hopingthenextthingI’dhearwouldbefootstepsfadingawaytowardtheelevator.Ifonly.Itwasmoreliketheexact
oppositeasthesoundofthekeycardslidingintothelockwasfollowedbyaclickandabeep.Thedooropened,onlytobestoppedshortbythedoorguard.Littlehardto
pretendnoonewasintheroomnow.Iwaitedforthevoiceof
hotelsecurity,oratleastsomeonewhoworkedatthehotel.Anyone.Ididn’tcare.Letitberoomserviceorhousekeeping.Mymouthwashalfopen,readytorespondtowhateverwassaid.Butnothingwas.What’stakingsolong?No,wait…afarmore
pressingquestion.
What’sthatsmell?
CHAPTER15
ITWASstraightoutofanIanFlemingnovel,somethingQwould’vegiven007.Juttingthroughthetwo-inchopeninginthedoorwaswhatlookedatfirstglancelikeacommonpairofpliers.Theonlydifferencebeingwhattheyweredoing,literallymelting
themetalloopofthedoorguard.Silently,noless.Thiswasn’tsomeonefrom
thehotel.Astarter’spistolwentoff
inmyhead,butIhadnowheretorun.Ilookedoveratthewindows,whichdidn’topen,andthebedI’dbeafooltohideunder.DittofortheoneandonlyclosetasIpicturedmyselftryingtoduckbehindahotelrobe.The
ultimateindignity.Dyingwhilestupid.TheonlyrealshotIhad
waserectingtheworld’squickestwalloffurniture.Basically,I’dlodgeeverythingintheroomthatwasn’tbolteddownagainstthedoor.Itcouldwork.Ithadtowork.Questionwas,howmuchtimedidIhaveleft?Istaredbackatthedoor,
thoseplierscuttingthroughthemetalasthesmellof
sulfurcontinuedtooverwhelmtheair.IhadtostepbackjustsoIwouldn’tcough.AsIslidalongthewall,it
wasmyhandthatfeltitfirst—theconnectingdoortothenextroom.Myeyeshadpassedrightbyit,andIcouldn’tblamethem.Countlesstimes,ifonlyforshitsandgiggles,I’dbeeninahotelroomandopenedthefirstdoor,onlytoseethedoor
behindit,leadingtotheadjoiningroom,staringbackatme,shuttightasadrumandlocked.Heregoesnothing…Iopenedthedooronmy
side,peekingaroundtheedge,andinone,beautifulskipofaheartbeat,itwasasifAlMichaelswerebroadcastingmylifeinsteadoftheUSmen’sOlympichockeyteam.“Doyoubelieveinmiracles?Yes!”
Theseconddoor—thedoorthatwasneveropen,notever—showedasliverofdaylight,orwhateverkindoflightwascomingthroughfromtheotherside.GiventheoddsIwasbeating,itmightaswellhavebeentheburningbush.AssilentlyasIcould,I
slippedintotheadjoiningroom,closingbothdoorsbehindmeandlockingtheonenowfacingme.IknewimmediatelyIwasn’tbarging
inonanyone.Theroomwasempty,withaneatlymadekingbedandnoluggagelyingaround.Ipeekedintothebathroom.Nodeadbody,either.Let’skeepitthatway,I
thought.Myfirstinstinctwasto
stripdowntomyboxers,crawlbeneaththesheets,andsimplyplaydumbshouldtherebeaknockonthedoor.I’dansweritwhilerubbing
thesleepfrommyeyesandconvincewhoeverownedthosemagicpliersthatIwasnothingmorethananinnocentbystander.Apissed-offoneatthat,forhavingbeenwokenup.Therewasjustone
problem.Whothehellflippedthedoorguardshutintheotherroom?Theguyinthebathtub?No,Ihadtogetoutofthis
room,too.Toorisky,
otherwise.Andagain,Ihadtotimeitjustright.Listeningthroughthe
walls,Ipacedandwaited.Itwaslikeasurrealgameofmusicaldoorsinsteadofchairs,anditwould’vebeenfunnyifIhadn’tbeensopessimisticaboutthepenaltyforlosing.Finally,thesoundcame.
Thedooropeninginthenextroom,andmoreimportantly,thesamedoorclosing.That
wasmycue.AsquietlyasIcould,Islippedbackintothehallway.Tohellwiththeelevator.Thestairswererightthere,andIdidn’thavetowaitforthem.Iwasoutofthere,lickety-split.Atleast,Ishould’vebeen.Icouldn’thelpmyself,
though.AsIpassedthedoortoroom1701,Istoppedandlistened.Icouldhearaguy’svoice.Atfirst,Ithoughthewastalkingtosomeoneelse
intheroom,thathehadn’tcomealone.Thenhemadeitclearhehad.Hewastalkingonaphoneorsomekindofradio.“Thekid’sstillalive,”he
said.“Irepeat,thekidisstillalive.”
CHAPTER16
IDIDN’TneedanyaddedincentiveforwhatIplannedtodonext,butthereshewasanywayasIwalkedascasuallyaspossiblethroughthelobbyoftheLucindaandouttothestreet.Thesamewary-eyed
womanbehindthefrontdesk
wearingaturquoiseblazerwatchedmestepbystep.Still,shedidn’tsayaword.Thatwouldchange,ofcourse,onceshelearnedofthedeadbodyinthebathtubseventeenfloorsup.She’dhaveplentytosaythen,adescriptionofmesuretobeincluded.“Didyounoticeanything
oranyoneoutoftheordinary?”thecrimescenedetectiveswouldaskher.
WiththehelpofForensics,theywould’vealreadydeterminedthetimeofdeathasduringhershift,andquitepossiblybetweenthetimesIcameandleft.Safelydowntheblock,I
dialedmyowncrimescenedetective.AstheysayinbothPRandpolitics,alwaysgetaheadofthestory.“Wait,slowdown,”said
DetectiveLamontfrombehindhisdesk.Icouldhear
himthroughthephoneshufflingpapers,probablymovingClaire’sfilebackinfrontofhim.Iapologized.Iwasgetting
toofaraheadofthestory,talkingamillionwordsaminute.Myheartbeat,stillracing,wasactinglikeametronomeformymouth.Istopped,tookadeep
breath,andbeganagaintodetailwhathadhappenedsinceIshookhishandonmy
wayoutoftheMidtownNorthprecincthouse.“Talktoyousoon,”Lamonthadtoldme.He’dhadnoideajusthowsoon.IcouldtellnowthatIwas
tryinghispatience.ThefactthatClairehadleftmyapartmenttogoseeasourcedidnothingtochallengewhatheknew—or,atleast,thoughtheknew—tobetrue:thatshewasinthewrongplaceatthe
wrongtimeinthebackofthattaxi.Andwhywouldn’the
believethat?Icertainlyhad.Theincidentwasdesignedthatway,caughtonvideoforalltosee.Itoldhimaboutthephone
callClairehadreceived,andhowI’dfiguredouttheaddress.Lamontinterruptedme.
“Whereareyougoingwith
allthis?”heasked,wantingmetomovethestoryalong.“TotheLucindaHotel,”I
answered.“Hurryupandgetthere.”Icouldn’tblametheguy.It
waslateandhewastired.ButIknewallwouldbeforgivenwithonesentenceaboutroom1701.“Theguyinthebathtubis
theguywhokilledClaire,”Isaid.
Icouldliterallyhearhimsitboltuprightinhischair.“Whereareyouright
now?”heasked.No,demanded.“EighthAvenueand
Thirty-Fourth.”“Don’tmove,I’llhaveit
radioedrightnow.Acruiserwillbethereshortly,”hesaid.“I’llmeetyouatthehotel.”“Holdon,there’sonemore
thing,”Isaid.
IwasbacktotalkingamillionwordsaminuteasItriedtoexplaintheguywiththemagicpliers.ThemoreIlistenedtomyself,themoreIrealizedhowcrazyitmustsoundtoLamont.Ifitdid,though,hedidn’tleton.Instead,hecuttothechase,theonlythingthatmatteredatthemoment.“Goodguyorbadguy?”he
asked.“Badguy,”Isaid.
Hepausedforamoment.“Aren’ttheyall?”Click.
CHAPTER17
FROMTHEmomentIfirstgotthecallfromClaire’ssister,Ellen,somuchhadchanged,andthenchangedagain.Still,insomeways,Icouldn’thelpthinkingIwasrightbackwhereI’dstarted.Withmorequestionsthananswers.
Thekidisstillalive.AsIwaitedforthecruiser
courtesyofLamont,Ikeptrepeatingthelineinmyhead.Itcouldn’tliterallybeakid,couldit?Ididn’tthinkso,butanythingwaspossible.Thenightsofarwasatestamenttothat,andherewewererollingintothenextday.Afewminuteslater,I
caughtaflashofredandbluelightsoutofthecornerofmyeye.Iturnedtoseemy
escortspullingupalongthecurbonEighthAvenue.Theofficerridingshotgunsteppedout.HelookedlikeaveryyoungversionofKieferSutherland,albeitonsomeserioussteroids.Theguywasrippedandheknewit.Hadthesleevesonhisuniformbeenrolledupanyhigher,hewould’veofficiallybeenwearingatanktop.“TrevorMann?”heasked.“Yeah.”
Henoddedatthedoortothebackseat.“Let’sgo.”Iclimbedinandanswered
arapid-firesuccessionofquestionsfromhimwhilehispartner,aguywhodidn’tresembleanyactorIknew,tooktheturnontoThirty-FourthStreet,drivingslowlytowardthefrontoftheLucinda.Basically,Iwasconfirming
everythingI’dtoldLamont.Theroomnumber.Theguyin
thebathtub.Theotherguywhostillmightbeintheroom.“Andthisotherguy,you
neveractuallysawhim?”askedtheofficer.“No,Ijustheardhim
throughthedoor.”“Whatdidhesoundlike?
Black?White?Hispanic?”“White,”Isaid.Heturnedtohispartner
behindthewheeland
smirked.“Shootthewhiteguy.”Theybothchuckledaswe
pulledupinfrontofthehotel.Engineoff,batteryon.Ireachedforthedoorhandle,thinkingIwasgoinginsidewiththem.Sillyme.“Stayhere,”Iwastold.Itmadesense.Ofthethree
ofus,Iwastheonlyonewhodidn’thavea9mmpistolstrappedtomybelt.Besides,
IwashappynevertosetfootinsidetheLucindaagain.“Domeafavor,though,”I
said.“Couldyouturnofftheflashers?”Thecopbehindthewheel
smiledandnodded.Heunderstood.Theremightnothavebeenalotoffoottrafficonthecuspofdawn,buttherewasstillnoneedformetolooklikeaperpsittinginthebackseat.Offwenttheflashers.
ThetwodisappearedintothehotelasIdidmybesttokeepmyeyesopen.Iwasexhausted,mylackofsleepsuddenlycrashingdownonme.Pointbeing,IhadnoideahowmuchtimehadpassedwhenIwasjoltedawakebythesoundofknucklesrappingonthewindow.Kiefer’sdoppelgangerwaswavingformetojoinhimonthecurb.Isteppedout,glancing
quicklyathisnameplate.
OFFICERBOWMAN,itread.ThemomentseemedtosuggestthatitwastimeIknewthat.“Wastheotherguyinthe
roomgone?”Iasked.Henodded.Itwastheway
henodded,though.Therewassomethingelse,moretoit.“Howlongdidyouwait
beforeyoucalledthisin?”heasked.“Ididn’twait,”Isaid.“It
wasrightaway.”
Henoddedagain.Thesamekindofnod.“Followme,”hesaid.
CHAPTER18
SOMUCHformyneversettingfootintheLucindaagain.IfollowedOfficer
Bowmanthroughthelobby,wherehispartnerwasquestioning—whoelse?—thewary-eyedwomanintheturquoiseblazerbehindthe
frontdesk.Ikeptwaitingforhertoglareatmeaswepassedby,butitdidn’thappen.Ontherideupinthe
elevator,IkeptwaitingforBowmantogivesomeclueaboutwhatwasgoingon.Butthatdidn’thappen,either.Wewalkedthelong,beige
hallwayinsilence,andaswereachedthedoorofroom1701,hesteppedinsidefirstandimmediatelyspunaround
tolookatme.OnlyinhindsightdidIrealizewhathewasdoing.Gaugingmyreaction.Iturnedandstaredintothe
bathroom,myjawliterallydropping.Itwasasifnothinghadhappened.Thelightwasworking.The
hairdryerwasunpluggedandsittingontheshelfbeneaththesink,thecordneatlywound.Therewasn’tadrop
ofwateronthefloororinthetub.Alsonotinthetub?The
guywhokilledClaire.Hewasgone.IstaredbackatBowman,
whowasstillwatchingmelikeIwasascienceexperiment,ormoreaccurately,ascienceexperimentwiththetitle“IsThisManTellingtheTruth?”“Youdon’tseriouslythink
I’vemadethisup,doyou?”I
asked.“Ofcoursenot,”hesaid.
“Thatwouldmakeyoucrazy.”Ofcourse,thewayhesaid
itmadeclearthathewasleavingthedooropen.Speakingofwhich…“Youdidnoticethe
sheared-offdoorguardbehindme,right?”Iasked.IcertainlyhadasIwalkedin.Bowmannodded.“Yep,
sawit,”hesaid.“Icanalso
feelthesquishbeneathmyfeet.Thecarpet’sdefinitelywet.”Heleftitatthat.Iknew
whathewasthinking,though,ifonlybecauseIwasthinkingthesamething.Therewasnodeadbodyinthebathtub,andthecombinationofasheared-offdoorguardandsomewetcarpetdidn’tprovethereeverhadbeen.“Theymusthavemoved
thebodyandcleanedup
afterward,”Isaid.“They?”“Iheardonlyonevoice
throughthedoor,butthatdoesn’tmeantherewasonlyoneperson.”“You’reright,itdoesn’t,”
saidBowmanbeforecheckinghiswatch.“Andabouthowmuchtimewouldtheyhavehadtodothis?”“Apparentlyenough.”ButevenIwasdoingthe
mathinmyhead.Ten
minutes.Fifteen,tops.Ilookedbackintothebathroomattheneatlyfoldeddrytowels,andespeciallythedryfloor.Inadditiontothemagicpliers,wastherealsoamagicmop?IcouldseehowBowman
oranyoneelsewouldbeabitskeptical.Thatdidn’tconcernme.Truthwas,itdidn’tmatterhowit’dbeendone.Ithadbeendone.Quickly.Quietly.Professionally.And
thatcombinationcouldmeanonlyonething.ThestorythatClairewasworkingonwasgettingbiggerbytheminute.Thekidisstillalive.Thewordswereechoing
againinmyhead.Someonehadcheckedintothisroomandmaybeeventheroomnexttoit.AllIcouldlookatnowwastheotherthingstrappedtoBowman’sbeltbesidesapistol.Hisradio.
“Yourpartnerdownstairs,”Isaid.“Didhegetthenameofwhowasstayinginthisroom?”“Yeah,hegotaname,”
cameavoicefrombehindme.Iknewrightawayitwasn’tBowman’spartner.IturnedtoseeDetective
Lamont.Quitethesight.Hisglasseswereaskew,histieloosenedtothepointoflookinglikeanoose.Hissuitjacket,meanwhile,hadmore
creasesthananunfoldedpieceoforigami.Still,foraguyso
disheveled,hesomehowmaintainedanauraofcompletecontrol.Youcan’tfakeexperience.Aftersilentlystudyingthe
sheared-offdoorguardforafewseconds,Lamontsteppedpastme,gazinginsidethebathroomasifconfirmingwhathe’dalreadybeentold
inthelobby.Therewasnodeadguyinthetub.Allthewhile,Iwas
waitingforhimtosaythenameofwhoeveritwaswho’dbeenstayingintheroom.Hedidn’t.“Isitsupposedtobesome
kindofsecret?”Ifinallyasked.Icouldn’thelpthesarcasm.“No,”saidLamont,
bendingdowntotouchthewetcarpet.“Nosecret.It’s
justnothisrealname,that’sall.”“Howdoyouknow?”Hestoodup,lookingatme
forthefirsttime.“BecauseIgraduatedhighschoolin1984.”“What’sthatsupposedto
mean?”askedBowman.“Besidesthefactthatyou’reold.”Lamontignoredhim.He
wasalsoignoringthenotepadclutchedinhishand,
suggestingthathe’dneverevenbotheredtowritedownthename.Instead,hesimplyrecited
it,asiffrommemory.“WinstonSmith.”Bowmanlookedatbothof
usandshrugged.IlookedatLamontandnodded.“You’reright,”Isaid.
“That’snothisrealname.”
CHAPTER19
“WHYCAN’TWinstonSmithbehisrealname?”askedBowman.“It’sfromabook,”said
Lamont,straighteninghisglasseswithaprofessorialnudge.Classwasinsession.“GeorgeOrwell’s1984.Everyoneinmyhighschool
hadtoreaditthatyear.Theypracticallymadeusmemorizeit.ThenameofthemaincharacterwasWinstonSmith.”Bowmanshruggedagain.
“What?Sonooneelsecanhavethatname?”“Theycould,butWinston
SmithwassupposedtorepresentEveryman,”Isaid.IcaughtLamont’seyesandcrackedasmile.“Itwasafew
yearslater,butIreaditinhighschool,too.”“Goodforyouboth,”said
Bowman,gettinghisBronxup.“Iwasn’tevenbornin1984.”Iwasreallystartingto
dislikethisguy.“Anyway,”Isaid,“WinstonSmithissimplyamorecleverversionofJohnDoe.”“Nottomentionthatour
Mr.Smithalsopaidincash
forthisroomandtheonenextdoor,”saidLamont.Asifhavingprompted
himself,hetookawalkthroughtheconnectingdoorstolookattheotherroom.Hewasbackwithinseconds.“Domeafavor,Bowman,”
hesaid.“GiveMr.Mannandmeafewminutes,willyou?”Bowmanwasmorethan
happytooblige.“I’llbeinthelobby,”hesaid.
Ashewalkedout,Lamontclosedthedoorbehindhim.Heturnedandmadeabeelinefortheminibarfridge,grabbingaDietCoke.“Whatdoyouthinkthey
chargeforthis?”heasked,diggingafingernailunderthetab.Hepoppedopenthecanwithaloudsnapandgrinned.“Iguesswe’lljusthavetoputitonMr.Smith’sbill.”Aftertakingalongsip,he
steppedbackandsettledinto
thearmchairinthecorner.Hewasinnorush,andwhetherornotthatwascalculatedIdidn’tknow.Hesurelyhadquestionsforme.Ijustdidn’texpecthisfirstonetobethesameoneIhad.“Sowhathappensnow?”
heasked.“I’mnotsurewhatyou
mean,”Isaid.“Well,IknowwhatIneed
todo,”hesaid,pointingathischest.“Ineedtoeyeballall
theexitsandhopethatthesecuritycamerasaimedatthemwereactuallyrecording.IalsoneedtogetadescriptionofourMr.Smithfromtheclerkwhoactuallycheckedhimin,sincethebeady-eyedwomandownstairstoldmeitwasn’ther.”Hewasright.Ihadthe
wrongword.Thewomanatthefrontdeskwasmorebeady-eyedthanwary-eyed.
Lamontpaused,takinganothersip.“Thenmaybe,justmaybe,wecanstartpiecingthiswholethingtogether.Becauseuntilthen,we’vegotalittleproblem.”Yes,wedid,andhedidn’t
needtospellitout.I’dlearneditinlawschool;he’dlearneditatthepoliceacademy.Nobody?Nocrime.“So,likeIsaid,what
happensnow?”heasked.
“Whatdoyouneedtodo?”“Youmean,besidesgetting
somesleep?”“That’sagoodstart,”he
said.“Butyeah,besidesthat.”IwasstallingbecauseIhad
noideawhathewasgettingat.Ofcourse,thatwashispoint.“YoutriedtotraceClaire’s
footstepstonightandlookwhereitgotyou,”hesaid.“Iknowherkillerisdead,
don’tI?”
“Yes,andifitwasn’tforthosedumbdoorsbeingopentothenextroom,youcould’vebeennext.”“Isthisyourwayofsaying
letusdoourjobs?”Lamontwinced.“God,I
hopenot.Theyonlysaythatoncopshows.WhatI’msayingisthis:Stoptryingtodohers.”Iwasabouttoshakemy
head,tellhimhewasoffbase.No,worse.Delusional.
LikeDonaldTrumpwithacomb.ButLamontknewthatwas
comingandwaswayaheadofme.He’dalreadyreachedintohispocketandwasnowholdingitintheair,ExhibitA.“Wherethehelldidyouget
that?”Iasked.Hebrokeintoasmile,and
ashedid,Icouldpracticallyseethecanaryfeatherscaughtinhisteeth.
“DidImentionyou’realousyliar,Mr.Mann?”
CHAPTER20
LAMONTWASholdingClaire’scellphone,theoldMotorolasheusedstrictlyforhersources.TheStopper.“Whydidn’tyousay
anythingbackattheprecinct?”heasked.
“Iwasn’tsurethatwaswhatshewasdoing,”Isaid.“Still,whatthehellwere
youplanning?HopthefencelaterthisafternoonattheWhitestonePoundandsearchbehindthebackseat?”“Itwasreallythere,huh?”“Thesecondyouwantedto
watchthatpartoftherecordingagain,Iknewyousawherdosomething,”saidLamont.
“OnlyIdidn’tknowitwasherphoneshewashiding.”“Youknowwhyshe
would,though,don’tyou?”Hehadmedeadtorights
oneverything,rightdowntomywaitinguntilthetaxihadbeenclearedbyForensics,thenshrink-wrappedandflatbeddedfromLamont’sprecinctto,yes,theWhitestonePoundinQueens,whereitwouldeventuallybe
claimedbywhoeverownedthemedallionforit.Theonlypartthedetective
gotwrongwasthetiming.Screwtheafternoon.Waytoorisky.Criminaltrespassingisbetterleftforthedark,no?Iwasn’tplanningonhoppingthatfenceuntilwellaftermidnight.“Shewasjustprotecting
hersources,”Isaid.“Thatphonewasforthemexclusively.”
Withthat,Icockedmyhead,andheimmediatelyshookhis.HeknewwhatIwasabouttoask.“Counselor,webothknow
Ican’tturnitovertoyou,atleastnotyet,”hesaid.“Prettydamnimpressive,though,herpresenceofmind.Eveninthatmoment…wantingtoshieldthem.”Heflippedopenthephone.“Ofcourse,Icanseewhy.Therearealotofboldfacednamesinthe
directory,atleastthoseIcoulddecipher.Mostwerejustlistedbyinitials.”“WasthereaW.S.,byany
chance?”“Nosuchluck,”hesaid,
pointingatthetablebetweenthetwobeds.WinstonSmithhadcalledfromthephoneintheroom.Thekidwasstillalive,and
westillhadnowayofcontactinghim.
Likeakickinthehead,though,itoccurredtome.Whataboutthepeoplewhowantedtokillhim?Whataboutcontactingthem?Itookoutmyownphone,
quicklysendingananonymoustexttoanumberIknewbyheart.Lamont’seyesnarrowedto
asuspicioussquint.“Whatareyoudoing?”heasked.Somethingyou’redefinitely
notgoingtolike,Detective.
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ONEGOODsetupdeservedanother.Onlyminehadtobebetter,becauseI’dalreadydiscoveredtheirs.Lessthanthreehourslater,
IwassittingononeoftheconcretebenchesliningtheperimeterofBethesdaTerracebytheLakein
CentralPark.I’dtriedtogetalittlesleepbeforehandbackinthesparebedroomatmyapartment,butitwasimpossible.Closingmyeyesjustseemedtomagnifyeverything,ifthatmakesanysense.InmylapnowwasaNikon
D4,the300mmlenspeekingoutbeneaththebottomoftheDailyNews.Withtheweatherwarmandbreezyandnocloudsinsight,Icouldn’t
haveaskedforamorepicture-perfectday.Aboutthirtyyardsinfront
ofmewasthefamousfountainknownastheAngeloftheWaters,thelilybeingheldinthebronzestatue’slefthandrepresentingthepurityofthecircularpoolaroundher.Clairehadtoldmethat.IsuspecteditwaswhyI’dchosenthelocation.That,andthecrowdsofpeople.Therewerejoggerspassingby,
localssippingcoffeeandhangingout,evensomeearly-birdtouristslookingintheirguidebooksorjustlookinglost.Allinall,safetyinnumbers.Clairehadcleverlyhidden
theStopperbehindherseatinthetaxi,butherothertwophoneshadbeeninherpurse,whichhaddisappearedwithherkiller.Hesuredidn’thaveitwhenheshowedupdeadinthetubattheLucinda.
Questionwas,whohadthephonesnow?I’dsentthetexttoClaire’s
BlackBerry,thephoneprovidedandpaidforbytheTimes.Iwasposingasaconfidant—someonesheknewandtrusted—andasrolesgo,itwashardlyastretch.Thetoughpart,ineverysense,wasactingasifshewerestillalive.Timingwaseverything.Thetexthadtobesentbeforeherdeath
hadmadethemorningnews.Samethingforthemeeting.Ruupyet?Needtocu
asap.Thinkkidmightbetellinguthetruth.Meetmeinpark,farendofBethesdaFountat9.Somethingtoshowu.Tenminuteslater,afterI’d
lefttheLucinda,thereplycame.AtextfromClaire’sBlackBerry.Ok,cuthere.
EvenifClairehadstillbeenalive,Iwould’veknownthereplywasn’tfromher.Shehatedtheshorthandoftexting,countlesstimescomplainingtomethatitwasdumbingdownkidsandadultsalike.Notonlywouldsheneveruseshorthand,butshemadefunofmewheneverIdid.Ok,seeyouthere,she
would’vetyped.Notavowelorconsonantless.
Eitherway,thetimeandplacehadbeenset.Allthatwasleftwastheguestlist.Myendwassimple.Itwasjustme.Icould’vetoldLamontaboutit,butthatwould’vechangedeverything.Policedetectivesmightnot
havetheequivalentofaHippocraticoath,buttherewasnowayLamontwould’veallowedmetosetthistrapalone.He’deither
havetohandcuffmetoalargeinanimateobjectfarfromtheparkorberightnexttomebythefountain.Mostdefinitelywithbackup.Thatwasthedifference,
really.WhyIhadn’ttoldhim.Hisjobwastoarrestpeopleforwhattheydid,notwhytheydidit.IfIhadinvolvedhim,he’dimmediatelyhavebroughtthispersoninforquestioning.Possessionofstolengoods,atthebare
minimum,withaneyetowardaccessorytomurder.Orwasitaccessories?Who
knewwhocouldshowup,orhowmany?Thatwastheirendoftheguestlist.SoIhadtobepatient.Take
pictures.Nottaketheminforquestioning.Betheirshadow.Identifythem,followthem,andfigureoutthewhy.Becauseifyouwanttogetsomerealanswersfrompeople,thelastthingyoudo
isletthemknowyou’rewatchingthem.Ipulledbackmy
shirtsleeves,checkingmywatch.Twominutesafternine.AsmuchasIdidn’tknowwhoIwaslookingfor,Iknewitwasn’ttheelderlymanandwomandeepinconversationwho’dbeensittingbythefarsideofthefountainsinceI’darrived.Turningthepageofthe
DailyNewsspreadbetween
myhands,Icontinuedtopretendtoread.Throughdarksunglasses,Ikeptpeekingabovethepaper,myeyesscanningforanyonewhomightbeapproaching,oratleastlookinginthedirectionof,theelderlycoupleonthebench.Theminuteskeptticking
away.Noonelookedsuspiciousoroutofplace.Thenagain,neitherdidI.OrsoIthought.
IwasabouttocheckthetimeagainwhenIfeltthequick,shortvibrationofmycell.Itwasanincomingtext.Onlyitwasn’tfromClaire’sphone.Infact,Ididn’tknowwhosephoneitwasfrom.Thesenderwasanonymous.Getoutofthere!itread.Butitwastoolate.
CHAPTER22
HECAMEoutofnowhere.Amanwearingsunglassesevendarkerthanmine,walkingaroundthecurveofthefountainandheadingstraighttowardme.Notfast.Notslow.Just
walking.Theclickofhis
heelswitheachstepnowtheonlysoundintheworld.HowhadImissedhim?Hewasdressedinadark
suitwithanopen-collaredwhiteshirt.Helookedtobeinhisthirties.Short-croppedblondhairandingoodshape.Icouldn’tseehiseyesbehindthosesunglasses,butIhadlittledoubttheyweren’taimedatanyoneelse.Icouldliterallyfeelhisstare.
Orwasitjusttherushoffearshootingupmyspine?Suddenly,Ididn’tknow
whattodowithanypartofmybody.Myfeetwerestucktotheground,myhandsfrozenandlockedintheair,thenewspaperpinchedbetweenmyfingertipsfeelingasheavyasoneofthoseleadblanketstheycoveryouwithbeforeanX-ray.Hehadanewspaper,too.
Ididn’tseeitatfirst,thewayitwastuckedneatlyunderhisleftarm.NowitwasallIcouldlookat.Therewassomethingaboutit,howitwasfoldedsotightlyasiftherewassomething…shit.Insideit.Hisrightarmwasabluras
itswungacrosshisbody,hishandoutstretchedwithhisfingersspread.Allatonce,hisleftarmloosened,thepaperholsterslidingdownto
hiselbowwhilebeginningtoopen.Thewayhecaughttheguninmidair,Iwasinstantlysureoftwothings.One,he’ddonethisbefore.Andtwo,Iwassimplydone.It’snottruewhattheysay.
Youdon’tseeyourlifeflashbeforeyoureyes.Youseeyourdeath.Inslowmotion,noless.He’dcometoacomplete
stop,tenmercilessfeetinfrontofme,withtheAngelof
theWatersrisingupbehindhim.Butshewasn’tlookingmyway.Otherswere,though.There
wasawomanscreamingtomyleft,herhighpitchandvolumesendingnearbypigeonsscatteringintheair.Tomyright,therewasthesoundoffeetscampering,someoneliterallyrunningforhislife.Gun!Gun!Gun!Ihearditall.Still,I
couldn’tmove.
Hisarmbegantounfold,thebarrelofthegunliningupwithmyhead.ItwastheonlythingIcouldsee.Until,outofnowhere,therewassomethingelse.Itwasanotherblur,I
couldn’tseewhatexactly.Moreimportantly,neithercouldmyexecutioner.Hewasbeingblindsided,someonetacklinghimatfullspeed.Likealinebacker.
CHAPTER23
IWATCHEDasbothbodiesslammedagainstthepavementandrolled,atumbleofarmsandlegshurtlingoverandover.Icouldn’ttellwhowaswho,butIwasconvincedIknewoneofthem.Lamont!Ithadtobehim.
Butitwasn’t.Asthebodiesseparated,bothsprawlingontheground,Icouldtellthisguywasyounger.Hewasatleasthalfthedetective’sage.Andnotnearlyasbig.Bigenough,though.I
certainlywasn’tcomplaining.Hepushedhimselfup,
standingquickly,ifnotalittlewobbly.“Thegun!”hebarked,pointing.
Ihadn’tseenitgoflying,butthereitwas,matteblackagainsttheterracottaoftheRomanbricksaroundthefountain.Itwasclosertomethantohim.Asforthegun’soriginalowner,hewassomewhereinbetweenandstaringrightatit.Thenatme.Thenrightbackatthegun.Itwasupforgrabs.Isprangfromthebench
intoaheadfirstdivewhilemy
camera,launchedfrommylap,shatteredtopieces.Scoopingupthegun,Iwhippedmyarmandlockedbothelbows,anddammitiftheviewwasn’tsomuchbetterfromthisangle.“Staydown!”Iyelled,
jabbingthebarrelofhisBerettaM9straightathischest.Withitsfifteen-roundstaggeredboxmagazine,heandIbothknewIcould
remindhimoverandoverwhohadtheupperhand.Yeah,Iknewguns.Iknew
themwell.EversincemyhighschooldaysatValleyForgeMilitaryAcademy.Ishotthem,cleanedthem,tookthemapartandputthembacktogetheragain.Evenoncewhilenaked,blindfolded,andbeingblastedbyapowerwasherduringtheschool’sversionofHellWeek.Ihatedguns.
“Callnine-one-one,”Isaidwithaquickglanceattheguywho’dsavedmylife.Man,didhelookyoung.Hewaspracticallyakid.Hell,hewasakid.Hewasalsowayaheadofme,hiscellalreadyinhand.“Onit,”hesaid.Icouldhearhimperfectly
amidthehushthathadfallenovertheterraceandthefountain.NeverhadsomanyNewYorkersbeensoquiet
allatonce.Icouldfeelthem,though,astheybeganpeekingoutfromwhatevertheywereduckingbehind,atleastthosewhodidn’thavethecameralensesfromtheircellphonestrainedonme.IwasabouttotrendmightilyonYouTube.Allthewhile,Ikeptmy
eyesfixedonthemanontheground,hopinghewouldn’tevenblinkuntilthepolicearrived.Turnedout,hisgun
wasn’ttheonlythingthathadgoneflyingwhenhewastackled.Gone,too,werehissunglasses.Goodthing.Ifhe’dstillhadthemon,I
wouldneverhaveknownabouthispartner.
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ITWASN’Tmuchofapokerface.Infact,ifanything,Icould’veswornhecrackedtheslightestofsmilesthesecondheglancedovermyshoulder.Followinghiseyes,I
quicklyturnedtoseetheonlypersoninthecrowdwhowas
actuallyrunningtowardus—asecondguyingreatshapesportingshort-croppedhairandapparentlythederigueurwardrobeamongtheassassinset.Darksuit,whiteshirt,opencollar…andasemiautomatichandgun.Somuchformyhavingthe
upperhand.Hewasracingdownthe
fartherofthetwomassivestaircasesthatconnectedBethesdaTerracetothe
Seventy-SecondStreetCrossDrive.Fiftyyardsawayandgaining.Fast.HemightaswellhavebeenMoses,thewaypeoplewerepartingforhim.Wieldingadeadlyweaponhasafunnywayofdoingthat.“C’mon,let’sgo!”saidthe
kid.Thekid.Thewayhe’dsaidit,asif
thereweren’tevenadecision,itallclicked.HewasClaire’s
source.HewastheoneattheLucinda.Hewaswhatthiswasallabout—eventhoughIstillhadnoideawhatthiswasreallyallabout.Exceptthatthiswashim.Thekid.“C’mon,”herepeated.
“Let’sgo!”Hetookoff,hurdlingthe
concretebenchwhereI’dbeensitting.Hewassprintingacrossthelawn,headingforthecoverofthetreesliningtheLake.Ididn’tneedany
morepromptingtofollowhim,butitcameanywaywiththecrackofasingleshotsplittingtheair.Peopleandpigeonswerescatteringalloveragain.Imighthavebeentheonly
otheronewithagun,butthebulletwasn’tintendedforme.Assassin#2wasaimingforthekidandnearlygothim,thedivotofgrassflyingupamerefoottohisleftasheran.Therewasabetter-than-good
chancetheguywasn’tgoingtomisstwice…unlessIdidsomething.Hoppingovertheconcrete
bench,Ididn’trunrightaway.Instead,Ispunaround,crouched,andletgowithafewrounds.Thenafewmore.Notathim,though.Youstillsmiling,buddy?Theguyonthegroundhad
seemedalltoopleasedtostaythereandwatchmesweat,butasIsprayedacircleof
bulletsaroundhim,hewasquicktofindthefetalposition.Evenquickerwashispartner,whogotthemessage.Fromafullsprinthestoppedonadime,loweringtheguntohisside.Iwasabouttotellhimto
layitonthegroundandbackaway.Problemwas,Ididn’thavemuchofaplanfromthere.Iwasjustbuyingtime,andonlyafewextrasecondsatthat.Assoonashestepped
back,Iwastakingoff,andthenwe’dseehowfastwebothcouldrun.ThatwaswhenIglanced
upandsawher.Thereshewas,theAngelof
theWaters,perchedhighintheairandwatching.Nowshewaslookingoutforme,andherplanwasahellofalotbetter.Ijerkedmyheadatthe
fountain.Ididn’tneedtoexplain.Infact,Ididn’tsay
anotherword.AllIdidwaskeepaimingwhereIwasaiming.MaybeIhaveitinmeto
shootyourassholepartner,ormaybeIdon’t.Butdoyoureallywanttotakethechance?Mytwowould-bekillers
exchangedglances,theoneonthegroundnoddingsomewhathelplesslyattheonewiththegun.Henodded
back.Then—plop!—hetosseditintothefountain.OneMississippi,two
Mississippi,three…Iwaswaitinguntilthe
countwasten,longenoughforthebarreltofillwithwater.Woulditstillfire?Sure.Butfirsthe’dhavetofishitoutandshakeitdry,andeventhenthecompressionwouldbeoff.Andasforme?
EightMississippi,nineMississippi,ten…Iwasoffandrunning.Sprintingformylifeacross
theopenstretchofgrass,Icouldfeelmylungsonfire.OnlywhenIreachedthetreesdidIlookbackforthefirsttime,relievedashelltoseetheyweren’tchasingafterme.Still,Ikeptrunning.Fear
oftheunknown,partly,andtheresthopingIcouldfind
thekid.Buthewasnowheretobefound.Until,thatis,Ifeltthequickvibrationofmyphoneagain.Itwasanothertextfromhim.Last4ofurSS#Iknewrightawaywhathe
wasdoing—makingsureitwasreallymewhohadmyphone.Heobviouslyhadn’thungaroundtoseehowthingsplayedoutbackatthefountain.Couldn’tblamehim.ButIalsocouldn’t
figureouthowhewouldknowmySocialSecuritynumber.JustaddthattothelitanyofquestionsIhadforhim.Itextedbackthelastfour
digits,andwithinsecondsherespondedwithalocationwhereweshouldmeet.Finally,Iwasgoingtogetsomeanswers.Carefulwhatyouwishfor
…
CHAPTER25
IDIDN’TlookaroundthestreetbeforeopeningthedoortotheOakTavernonSeventy-FourthoffBroadway,butIknewhewaswatchingmefrombehindsomestooporparkedcar,ormoreaccurately,watchingtoseeifanyonewasfollowing
me.Thekidwasn’tdumb.Thatwaswhyhewasstillalive.Thatwaswhywewerebothstillalive.Sothisguywalksintoa
barwithaBerettaM9tuckedunderhisshirt…MostNewYorkerscantell
youthatlastcallinthecityis4a.m.Farfewerofthemcantelltheflipside—firstcall,thetimeatwhichabarcanlegallystartserving.It’s8a.m.Iknewitonlyastrivia.
Forsure,thefourguysscatteredalongthestools,whodidn’tevenbothertoglancemywayasIapproachedthebartender,knewitasawayoflife.“DoubleJohnnieBlack,
rocks,”Iordered.ThefactthatIwashaving
whiskeyforbreakfastdidn’tseemnearlyasrelevantasmyhavingjusthadagunaimedatmyhead.DrinkingtonumbthepainofClaire’sdeathwas
onething;drinkingtosettleanentirebodyoffrayednerveswasanother.Thebartender,tallandthin
andhunchedwithage,nodded,completelyexpressionless,beforeheadingofftograbthebottle.HemightaswellhavehadasignhangingaroundhisneckthatreadNOJUDGMENTS.Waitingforhimtoreturn,I
lookedaroundabit.Fittingly,theOakTavernwasa
genuinethrowback,notthekindofplacethathungreproductioncraponthewalltoimitateatimegoneby.Instead,whathungonthe
wallwasactualcrapandoldasshit.SignedphotosofD-listcelebritiesfromtheseventies.Apaintingofahorsethatlookedasifithadbeenboughtatoneofthosehotelartfairsoffthehighway.Andrightnexttoit,
acoatrackmissinghalfitspegs.Genuineaswellwasthe
mustysmelloftheplace.Icouldpracticallyfeelthedusttravelingupmynosewitheachbreath.“Fivefifty,”saidthe
bartender,standinginfrontofmeagainandpouring.Igavehimseven,picked
upmyglass,andheadedfortherearofthetavernandarowofbooths.Theywere
thoseclassichigh-backones,thecrimsonleathersowornandcrackeditlookedlikeamarbleizedporterhouse.Islidintothelastboothontheleft,beyondthelineofsightfromthebar.Afewminuteslater,the
kidarrived.Ashewalkedtowardme,I
noticedthatalmosteverythingabouthimwasacontradiction.Hewasskinny,withunusuallybroad
shoulders.HehaddisheveledhairandslackerclothesandwasstaringaheadwiththemostfocusedeyesI’deverseen.Hisgaitwasslowanddeliberate,andyethishandscouldn’tkeepstill.Hewasrubbingthemtogetherasiftheywereundersomeimaginaryfaucet.Thekidsatdownacross
frommewithoutsayingaword.Nointroduction.Noofferofahandshake,either,
lestoneofthosehandsofhismightactuallyhavetostopmovingwhilewaitingtogripmine.Finally,hespoke.“Sorryforallthis,”hesaid.Thatwasthebiggest
contradictionofall,asfarasIwasconcerned.“Forwhat?”Iasked.“Yousavedmylife.”“I’mtheonlyreasonitwas
everindanger,dude.”“We’llgettothatina
moment,”Isaid.“That,andwhetherI’mreallygoingto
letyoucallmedude.Butspeakingofnames,what’syours?Anddon’tsayWinstonSmith.”“It’sOwen,”heanswered.“Andyoualreadyknow
mine,don’tyou?Amongotherthings.”Henodded.“Areyousomekindof
hacker?”Iasked.“It’snotwhatIdofora
living,ifthat’swhatyou’rewondering.”
“Okay.Whatdoyoudoforaliving?”Butitwasasifhehadn’t
heardme.Or,morelikely,asifheneededtoaskafewquestionsforhimselfbeforeansweringthatone.
CHAPTER26
“WHAT’SYOURconnectiontoClaire?”“Closefriend,”Ianswered.
Itwasagoodenoughexplanationforthetimebeing.“Areyouareporter?”“No.”
“Youdon’tworkattheTimes?”“No.”Hehesitated,reluctantto
askhisnextquestion.Heneededtoknow,though,andIneededtotellhim.“She’sdead,isn’tshe?”he
asked.“Yes,”Ianswered.Iexplainedhowithad
happened.Hisheaddropped.“It’smyfault,”hesaid.“Everything.”
“Clairewould’vebeenthefirsttotellyouthatisn’ttrue,”Isaid.“AndI’dbethesecond.”“Howdoyouknow?”“BecauseIwaswithher
beforeshewenttomeetyou.Thiswasherjob,Owen.It’swhatshedid.”“Soyouknewaboutme?”Ismiled.“No.Clairenever
discussedhersources.Idon’tevenknowhowshefoundyou.”
“Shedidn’t—Ifoundher,”hesaid.“Iknewherwork.That’swhyIcalledher.”“Whenwasthis?”“SheandIspoketwodays
ago,”hesaid.“Iwasplanningoncomingupherenextweek.”“Whatchanged?”Hereachedintohispocket,
takingouthisiPhone.Afterafewtaps,hehandedittome.Onthescreenwasanobituaryfromtheonlineeditionofthe
SunGazettedowninVirginia.“Dr.StephenHellerman,48,LeadingNeurologist,”theheadlineread.Apictureofaclean-cut,good-lookingguywasunderneath.“Who’sthat?”Iasked.“Myboss.”Ileanedin,squintingto
readthefirstfewsentences.“‘Anearly-morninghomeinvasion’?”
“That’swhatitwasmadetolooklike.Theyshothiminthehead.Then,lastnight,theyalmostgotme,too.”“Who’sthey?”“I’mnotsureyet.Iwas
hopingClairecouldtellme.”Werewehomingin,I
wondered,orjustgoingaroundincircles?“Whywouldsheknow?”Iasked.“Thepieceshewrotelast
yearabouttheCIAblacksiteinPoland.”
Iknewthearticlewell,ifonlybecauseClairewasinWarsawfortwoweeksresearchingit,andmissedmybirthday.“Thesecretjail?”“Yeah,inStareKiejkuty,”
hesaidwithaperfectPolishaccent.Impressive.StareKiejkutywasaPolish
intelligence-trainingsitetuckedawayinaforestabouttwohoursnorthofthecapital.ClairegotaguidedtourofitfromPolishofficials,thekey
wordbeingguided.Asshedescribedit,thewholepurposeofthetourwastoconvincehertheCIAwasn’tusingaspareroomortwotointerrogatesuspectedMuslimterroristsoutsidethereachofUSlegalprotections.“Soyouhaveactualproof
thatit’saCIAblacksite?”Iasked.Thekidshookhishead
slowly.“No,whatIhavegoes
waybeyondthat,”hesaid.“Waybeyond.”
CHAPTER27
“DOYOUknowthenameAbdullahal-Hazim?”Owenasked.“No,”Isaid.“ShouldI?”“Hewasthoughttobethe
numbertwoguyinAlQaeda,”heexplained.“Ofcourse,it’sprettysillyhowweimagineterroristgroupsto
bestructuredlikeourowngovernment,withaneatlyorganizedlineofsuccession.Let’sjustsayal-HazimwasoneoftheringleadersbasedinYemen.”“Was?”“Aboutayearago,the
StateDepartmentannouncedhe’dbeenkilledbyadroneattackintheShabwahprovince,”Owensaid.“IfI’mnotmistaken,theTimesgave
ittwocolumnsabovethefoldintheInternationalsection.”Twocolumnsabovethe
fold…“YousoundlikeClaire,”I
said.“Therewasthestory,andthentherewaswherethestorywasplaced.”“Inthiscase,though,the
storywaswrong.”“Theguy’sstillalive?”“No,al-Hazimisdead,all
right.Itjustwasn’tadroneattackthatkilledhim.”
Withthat,Owenslidoutoftheboothandjoinedmeonmyside.Ididn’tknowwhathewasdoinguntilheremovedasmalldevicefromhispocket,attachingittotheLightningdockonhisiPhone.Itwasoneofthosetinyportableprojectors.Weweregoingtothemovies.Thebackrestofthebench
wherehe’dbeensittingbecamethescreen.Thevideowasblack-and-whiteandas
grainyastheleatherofthebooth,butitwasclearenoughtoseewhatwashappening…andtowhom.“That’sal-Haziminthe
chair,”saidOwen.TheMiddleEasternman
wasprobablyinhislatethirties,withashortbeardandrimlessglasses.Iwashardlyanexpertonbodylanguage,butthiswasaneasyread.Al-Hazimwas
tryingtoactdefiantbutwasclearlyscaredtodeath.“ThisisfromStare
Kiejkuty?”Iasked.“Yeah.”Theroomwasaverage-
sizedandwelllit,albeitwithnowindowsIcouldsee.Thechairal-Hazimwasshackledto—handsandfeet—wastheonlyfurniture,atleastinfrontofthecamera.ThereweretwomalevoicesinthebackgroundspeakingEnglish,
butIcouldn’tmakeouttheconversation.IturnedtoOwen.“What
aretheysaying?”“Ihaven’tbeenableto
makeitout,”heanswered.“Keepwatching,though.”Ileanedforwardfora
quickpeektowardthefrontofthetavern.Icouldn’tseeanyone,andnoonecouldseeus;thiswastrulyaprivatescreening.IfIhadn’tbeensointrigued,Iwould’vebeen
moreawareofhowsurrealthisallwas,evenbyNewYorkstandards.WhatthehellamIaboutto
see?Torture?Somesortofconfession?Acombinationofboth?OrisitD,noneoftheabove?Ikeptwatching.Seconds
later,threemenenteredthepicture.Twowereinsuitsandties,whilethethirdwaswearingawhitemedicalsmock.Thatman,presumably
adoctor,washoldingsomethingasheapproachedal-Hazim.“Isthatasyringe?”Iasked.“Yes.”“He’snotgettingaflu
shot,ishe?”Owenshookhishead.
“Nope.”
CHAPTER28
THETWOmenrestrainedal-Hazim,oneofthemgrippinghiminaheadlockasthedoctorswabbedthesideofhisneckwithanalcoholpad.Quickly,thedoctorinjectedthecontentsofthesyringeintothecarotidartery.All
threethensteppedoutofframe.Asal-Hazimsimplysat
thereashehadbefore,IwasabouttoaskOwenwhatwasgoingon.ThatwaswhenIheardamanclearinghisthroatoffcamera.Thissound,unlikethepreviousconversation,Icouldhearperfectly.“Whatisyourname?”the
manasked.
Immediately,anothervoiceoffcameratranslatedthequestionintoArabic.Ihadn’tsuddenlylearnedthelanguage—therewereactuallysubtitlesatthebottomoftheframe.Itwaslikeaforeignfilm,albeitnotthekindClaireandIwouldwatchattheAngelikadowninSoHo.Al-Hazimdidn’tanswer,
andeverythingrepeateditself.Onevoiceaskedthe
questionagaininEnglish,theothertranslateditagaininArabic.Andonceagain,al-Hazimdidn’trespond.“AreyouamemberofAl
Qaeda?”camethenextquestion.Thetranslationfollowed,alongwiththesubtitles.Still,al-Hazimdidn’tsayaword.Thensomethingstrange
startedtohappen.Itwasasifhischairhadbeenelectrified,althoughnotwithasudden
jolt.Rather,aslowbuild.Hisarmsandlegsbegantoshake,hisfacecontorting.Hewasclearlyfeelingpain.“Areyouawareofany
plansbyAlQaedatokillAmericancitizens?”camethethirdquestion,theinterrogator’svoiceunchanged.Itwascalm,placid,evenasal-Hazimbegantoshakeuncontrollablyasifhewerehavingaviolentseizure.Hewasinagony,and
noonewaslayingafingeronhim.Meanwhile,thequestion
wasrepeated—louder,finally,soastobeheardabovethemetalcuffsaroundhisanklesandwrists,whichwerenowclankingandrattlingincessantlyagainstthechair.“Areyouawareofany
plansbyAlQaedatokillAmericancitizens?”
Ifhewas,al-Hazimstillwasn’tsaying.Iwasn’tsurehecouldevenifhewantedto,atthispoint.Hismouthwasopenasiftoscream,buttherewasnosoundcomingout.Hiseyesrolledback.Helookedpossessed.Therewasnocontrol,notanywhere.Hisjumpsuitdarkenedaroundhiscrotchandthighs.Hewasurinatingonhimself,ifnotdefecating.
Suddenly,everythingstopped.Likesomeonehadpulledtheplug.Al-Hazimcollapsedinthechair,hisbodylimpandlifeless.Thedoctorinthewhite
smockreappearedandplacedtwofingersontheneck,exactlywherehe’dadministeredtheshot.Heturnedandshookhisheadtothosebehindthecamera.Hisfacewasasexpressionlessas
thebartenderwhohadpouredmemywhiskey.“Christ!”wasallIcould
sputteratfirst.Iwasstillstaringattheoppositesideoftheboothandwhatwasnowjustanemptywhitesquarebeingprojected.Itwasallsinkingin.Finally,IturnedtoOwen.“Thesyringe.Whateverwasinitkilledhim,right?”“Technically,no,”hesaid.“Technically?”
Hefoldedhisarmsonthetable.“Whatyoujustsawwasactuallyasuicide.”
CHAPTER29
BEFOREIcouldaskwhatthehellthatmeant,Owenreachedforhisphoneandbegantappingthescreenagain.Hewasbringingupanothervideo.Itwasadoublefeature.“Ifthisisthesamething
withadifferentprisoner,I
don’tneedtoseeit,”Isaid.“Justwatch,”saidOwen.HehitPlayandpositioned
thephoneagain,theimagebeamingacrosstheboothasithadbefore.Sameroom,samechair,differentMiddleEasternmanchainedtoit.Hisbeardwasslightlylonger,andhedidn’twearglasses.Theonlyotherdifference
wasthathefilledouthisjumpsuitmore.Helooked
bloated,puffywheretheremightotherwisebeedges.Maybeforthatreason
alone,hisblankstaredidn’tseemasdetermined.Thesamethreemen
enteredtheframe,theoneinthewhitesmockadministeringtheshot.Astheyretreatedbehindthecamera,Iwasalreadybracingforwhatwastocome.Itcame.Themanwas
askedhisnameinEnglish,
followedbyArabic,andherefusedtoanswer,onceandthentwice.Aswithal-Hazim,the“symptoms”started.“AreyouamemberofAl
Qaeda?”camethenextquestion,andagainherefusedtoanswer.Butthatwaswhenthingstookaturn.Ashisheavybodyshook
andconvulsed,theman’sfacelookedasifhewereinatug-of-war.Hewastryingtofightthepain,notgiveintoit,but
ashisteethgnashedandthetendonsinhisneckstretchedsotightIthoughttheywouldsnap,heopenedhismouthnottoscream…buttotalk.“Yes,”readthetranslation
beneathhim.Thevoiceofthe
interrogatorresumed.Socalmly,soeerily.“SoyouadmitthatyouareamemberofAlQaeda?”“Yes,”themanrepeated.
Andnosoonerhadhedonesothantheshaking,theconvulsing,theoutrightagonyhewasexperiencingbegantodissipate.Quickly,theinterrogatorfollowedup.“Areyouawareofany
plansbyAlQaedatokillAmericancitizens?”Secondspassedastheman
remainedsilent—andmotionless—inthechair.Hewasclearlydecidingwhattodo,howtoanswer.His
foreheadwasdrippingsweat.Hedidn’thavemuchtime,andheknewit.“No,”heanswered.“I
don’tknowanything.”Hetriedtosellit,hiseyes
pleadingdesperatelywitheveryonebehindthecameratobelievehim.Theroomwassilentforanotherfewseconds…andthencamethesound.Thehandcuffs,theanklecuffs—theybegantorattleagainstthechair.Hisfaced
seizedup,hisdarkeyespracticallypoppingoutofhishead.Everythingwasstartingallover,onlyfasterandmoresevere.“Yes!”hescreamed.In
English,noless.“Yes!Yes!Iknowofplans…”Andforasecondtime,
everythingstopped.Nomoreconvulsing,nomorepain.Nomorevideo,either.Itendedabruptly.
Owenturnedtome.“Gofigure,huh?Ofallthings,it’stheplanstheydidn’twantrecorded.”“Howthehelldidyouget
these?”Iasked.“It’salongstory.”“I’vegotnothingbut
time.”“Yeah,that’swhatIused
tothink.”Igotwhathewassaying.
Hislifewasnevergoingtobethesame.Maybethatwas
whyhewaseyeingmyglassasIthrewbackthelastofmywhiskey.“Youwantone?”Iasked.“Nothanks,”hesaid.Butitwasthewayhesaid
it,likeitwasn’tevenapossibility.“Howoldareyou,bytheway?”“Nineteen.”“Areyouinschool?”“No,”hesaid.“Iwork.”“Whatdoyoudo?”
“Idesignartificialneurologicalimplants.”Istaredathimblankly.“Yeah,Iknow,”hesaid.
“ButSubwaywasn’thiring.”Thekiddefinitelyhada
snarkystreak.Inagoodway,though.Clairewould’velikedhim.HeandIwereallalonein
thebackoftheOakTavern,everyoneelseoutofearshot.Still,Icouldn’thelploweringmyvoiceforwhatIwas
abouttoask.Itwasjustoneofthosekindsofquestions.“DoyouworkfortheCIA,Owen?”Henoddedathisphone.
“Notanymore,I’mguessing.”“Andthoseinjections,
whatwejustwatched.Didyouhavesomethingtodowiththat?”“Itdepends.”“Onwhat?”“Whetheryouthinkthe
WrightBrothershad
somethingtodowithnine-eleven,”hesaid.Heslidoutofmysideoftheboothandbackintohisbeforeexplaining.“Iwasworkingonartificialneurotransmittersforthehumanbrain.I’mnotasap,Iknewtherewerepossiblemilitaryapplications.ButIalsoknewthattheywerethecurefordozensofneurologicaldiseases.Sometimesyoujusthavetotakethegoodwiththebad.”
“Untilyousawthebadwithyourowneyes,”Isaid.“Iwastheirmissinglink.
Theyhadisolatedalltheneurologicalchanges,everythingthebraindoeswhenwelie,buttheydidn’tknowhowtomanipulateit.”Hedrewadeepbreath,exhalingwithregretwellbeyondhisyears.“IthoughtIwascuringAlzheimer’s.”Theironywasinescapable.
“Theyliedtoyou.”
“No,notexactly,”hesaid.“Thosepeopleintherecordings—themeninsuits,thedoctor—Idon’tevenknowwhotheyare.”“Buttheyknowwhoyou
are,don’tthey?Theyknowyouwantedtogopublic,andnowtheywantyoudeadandanyoneelseyoumighthavetold.”Ileanedback,sinkinginto
theboothasthoselastwordsofminehungintheairfora
fewseconds.I’dsaidthemthinkingentirelyaboutClaire.Thatwaswhenitdawned
onme,themorningI’dhad.Iwasleavingsomeoneoutoftheproverbialriskpool.Me.Asifoncue,Owentilted
hisheadand,ofallthings,smiled.“Welcometotheclub,dude.”
BOOKTWO
STRANGERTHAN
FICTION
CHAPTER30
BRETTONSAMUELMorris,tenmonthsintohisfirsttermaspresidentoftheUnitedStates,shookwhatremainedofhisbourbonandrocks,thespringwatericecubesrattlingagainstthecrystalofhisfavoriteglass.Tink-tinkity-tink.
Theglass,speciallycommissionedfromWaterfordandfeaturinganetchedAmericanflagononesideandabaldeagleontheother,hadoriginallybeenagifttoRonaldReaganfromthepresidentofIreland,PatrickHillery.Intotal,therewerefourglassesintheset,butafteravisittotheWhiteHousebyBorisYeltsinafewyearslater,onlythreeremained.TheRussianleader
notoriouslycouldn’tholdhisliquor,andsincehewasmissingthethumbandforefingeronhislefthand,heapparentlycouldn’tholdtheglass,either.“Whattimeisit?”asked
thepresident,breakingthesilenceoftheOvalOffice.Hewasstaringoutthewindowbytheeastdoor,whichledtotheRoseGarden,hisbackturnedtotheonlyother
peopleintheroom,histwomosttrustedadvisors.ClayDobson,thechiefof
staff,glancedathiswatch.“It’sapproachingmidnight,sir.”Thepresidentdrewadeep
breathandthenexhaled.“Yeah,thatfigures….”Inlessthantwelvehours,
theSenateconfirmationhearingforLawrenceBasstobecomethenextdirectorofCentralIntelligencewas
scheduledtobegin.Withtheextensivebackgroundchecklongsincecompleted,confidenceintheWhiteHousehadbeenridinghigh.SincethedaysofGeorgeTenet,noonedaredusethephraseslamdunkanymore,buteveryonewascertainlythinkingit.Bass,thecurrentdirector
ofintelligenceprogramswiththeNSC,didnotkeephighlyclassifiedinformationonhis
unsecuredhomecomputer;hedidnotbelongtoanall-whitecountryclub;hedranksocially,andsparinglyatthat;hepaidSocialSecuritytaxesforhisGuatemalanhousekeeper;hedidnotsecretlyliketodressupinwomen’sclothing;andhedidnothaveathingforlittlegirls.Or,forthatmatter,littleboys.LawrenceBass,theearly-to-bed-early-to-riseex-marineandSilverStarMedal
recipient,hadbeenvettedbacktohisdiapers.Checkedandrechecked.Everythinghadcomeupclean.Spic-and-span.Spotless.Thepresidentturnedfrom
thewindow,facingtheroom.“Tellmethismuch,atleast,”hesaid.“Areyouabsolutelysurewhatyou’vegotistrue?”“Assureaswecanbe,”
saidDobson,glancingdownatthefileinhishands.He
thenwatchedasthepresidentnoddedslowly.“So,basicallywhatyou’re
sayingis…we’rescrewed.”“That’sonewaytolookat
it,sir,”saidIanLandry,sittingcross-leggedonthefarsofa.TheWhiteHousepresssecretarythenshiftedtohisbreadandbutter:thespin.“Ontheflipside,knowingthere’saproblemnowsurebeatsthehelloutofknowingitafterthehearingtomorrow.
Atleasttonightwehavesomeoptions.”“Whodoyouguyshavein
mind?”askedthepresident.Dobsondidn’thesitate.
“Karcher,”hesaid.“Karcher?Hewasn’teven
ontheshortlist.”“That’snotwhattheTimes,
thePost,andPoliticowillbereportinginacoupleofdays,”saidLandry,allbutbragging.
“AndwhataboutBass?”askedthepresident.“WhatamItellinghim?”Withaquicknod,Landry
deferredtoDobson.Goldenparachuteswerestrictlythechiefofstaff’sdomain.“YousimplytellBassthat
hissupportcollapsedinthewakeoftheassault-riflebanbill,andthathe’sthesacrificiallambfortheRepublicansonthecommitteelookingfor
payback,”saidDobson.“I’lltakecareoftherest.Afterthreemonths,he’lllandonKStreetclearingamillionfiveayear.Trustme,he’llplayalong.He’llhavenochoice.”Tink-tinkity-tink.The
presidentrattledhisglassagain,hiseyesnarrowinginthought.Fivesecondspassed.Thenten.“Okay,”hesaidfinally.
“Wakethepoorsonofabitchup.”
DobsonandLandrybothquicklyassuredtheirbossthathewasdoingtherightthing.Then,evenfaster,theylefttheOvalOfficebeforehecouldchangehismind.PresidentMorriswasprone
tothatsometimes.Uncertainty.AsaBlueDogDemocratfromIowa,hemanagedastraight-shooterpersonainpublic,butbehindcloseddoors,accordingto“unnamedsources,”hehada
tendencytoagonizeoverdecisions.Hiscriticsrelentlesslyseizeduponthisastheultimatesignofweakness.AparticularlyscathingarticleintheNewYorkObserverwentsofarastoattributeittohisheight,orlackthereof.Onlytwopresidentsinthepastcenturyhavemeasuredundersixfeettall,thearticlepointedout:JimmyCarterandBrettonMorris.
ButashesatbehindhisdeskandwaitedforDobsontopatchhiminwithBasssohecouldbreakthebadnews,PresidentMorrisfeltsomethingdeepandstronginhisgut.Somethingcertain.Thatthisnight,ofallnights,wasgoingtohaunthimfortherestofhislife.Clearly,Dobsonhadn’t
sharedthedetailsofthatfileinhishandsbecausewhatwasinthatfilecould
embarrassthehelloutoftheadministration,ifnotworse.Givingspecificstohisbossmeantknowingthetruth,andknowingthetruthmeantaccountability.Rule#1:Presidentsdon’t
getimpeachedforthethingstheydon’tknow.Soleaveitatthat,right?
LawrenceBasshadbeeninvolvedinsomethingheshouldn’thavebeen,andwhateveritmightbewas
enoughtokeephimfrombecomingthenextdirectorofCentralIntelligence.Therewasjustone
problem,onemorethingthepresidentdidn’tknow.ThatfileinClayDobson’shand?Therewasnothinginit.Itwasempty.
CHAPTER31
“WHOIShe?”askedDobson,pausingbeforeasipofcoffee.Atninea.m.thefollowingmorninginhisWestWingoffice,hewasalreadyonhisthirdcupoftheday.Atleastthreeadditionalcups,ifnotmore,would
followbeforenoon.Alwaysblack.Justblack.Nosugar.“Maybeit’sbetterifyou
don’tknow,”repliedFrankKarcher,sittingontheothersideofDobson’sdeskwithhisthickarmsfolded.ThecurrentNationalClandestineServicechiefoftheCIAneverdrankcoffee.Nordidhesmokeorconsumealcohol.Fromtimetotime,though,hedidgiveorderstohavepeoplekilled.
Thiswasthefirsttimethetwoweremeetingpublicly,asitwere,inDobson’soffice.Forthepasttwoyears,theyhadmetinsecret,aroutinethathadbeennosmallfeatgiventhatthebeatbloggersworkingthenation’scapitalmadeHollywoodpaparazzilooklikeagoraphobicslackers.Theemptyparkinggaragesaftermidnight,theabandonedwarehouseinIvyCity—thatpartoftheirplan
wasover.ItwouldnowbeexpectedthatKarcher’snameshowupontheWhiteHousevisitors’log.Dobsonforcedasmile,an
attemptatpatiencewithhisstrangestofpoliticalbedfellows.“IfIdidn’tneedtoknowtheguy’sname,Frank,youwouldn’tbesittinghere,”hesaid.“Yourmessismymess.”Karchercouldn’targue
withthat,choosinginsteadto
simplyscratchthebackofhisverylargeheadbeforeopeningthefileinhislap.Thisonewasn’tempty.“HisnameisTrevorMann,”hebegan,summarizinginbullet-pointfashion.“FormerManhattanADAwithanoutstandingconvictionrate…lefttobecomegeneralcounselforahedgefund…apparentlythatdidn’tgotoowell.”
“Whathappened?”askedDobson.“Thefirmwassuedbyone
ofitslargestclients,thePolicePensionFundofNewYorkCity.Thisguy,TrevorMann,discoveredduringthetrialthatthehedgefundmanagerswerewithholdingevidencethatshould’vebeengiventotheprosecution.Inshort,thecopsweregettingscrewedoutofprofits.”
KarcherwasabouttocontinuewhenheglancedupatDobsonandsuddenlystopped.TherewassomethingaboutDobson’sexpression,althoughKarchercouldn’tquitepegit.“Whatisit?”heasked.“Nothing,”Dobsonlied.
“Goon.Orbetteryet,letmeguess.Thelawyergrewaconscienceandsoldoutthehedgefundmanagers.”
“Somethinglikethat,”saidKarcher.“Heendedupbeingdisbarred.Nowhe’steachingatColumbiaLaw.Ethics,noless.Justfinishedhissecondyearthere.”Dobsontookanothersipof
coffee,leaningbackinhischair.HeknewthatKarcher,allsixfoottwoandtwohundredandfortypoundsofhim,couldbeasickfuckwithashortfuse,ifprovoked.
ButDobsonalsoknewwhattheyhadincommon,whathadinitiallybroughtthemtogether.Acompleteandthorough
understandingofleverage.
CHAPTER32
“FRANK,DIDyouevertakeLatin?”Karcher,abitwaryofthe
lackofseguefromDobson,slowlyshookthatlargeheadofhis.Whenhefirstenlistedinthearmyoverthirtyyearsago,theyhadtospecial-order
hishelmet.“I’massumingyoudid?”heasked.“Yeah,fouryearsofitat
PhillipsExeterAcademy,”saidDobson,fullyawareofhowpretentiousthatsounded.“Andyouknowwhattheironyis?TheonlyLatinexpressionthat’severhadanymeaningtomewhatsoeverinmyjobisonethatmostanybodywouldknowwithoutstudyingthe
languageforasinglegoddamnday.Quidproquo.”Karcherwaswell
acquaintedwiththeexpression.HealsoknewwhereDobsonwasheadingwithit.Butbeforehecouldevenopenhismouthtomounthisdefense,Dobsonwentrightontalking.“Lastnight,Iconvinced
thepresidentoftheUnitedStatestomakeyouthenextdirectoroftheCIA.You,
Frank.Notthehalfdozenorsomorequalifiedmenatthetopoftheintelligenceworld,butyou.Ididthisbecausethiswasouragreement,whatyougotinreturnforhelpingmewithmyplan.Andeverythingwasgoingwellwiththatplan,wasn’tit?”Dobsonpaused.Itwasa
rhetoricalquestion,buthestillwantedatleastanodfromKarcher,somethingthatwouldmakeitallveryclear.
NotthatKarcheragreedwithhim.Screwthat.Rather,thatKarcherunderstoodjustwhoexactlyhadtheleverage.Solet’sseeit,bigboy.Tilt
thathugemelonofyoursupanddownlikeagoodsoldier.Andthereitwas,righton
cue.Itwastheslightestofnodsbutanodjustthesame,andforaproudmanlikeKarcher,easilymorepainfulthanpassingacactus-sizedkidneystone.
Dobsoncontinued.“Sonowyou’reheretellingmethatnotonlyisthekidstillaliveupinNewYork,butthere’salsoanewguy,theboyfriendofthereporter,whomightknoweverythingaswell?”“I’lltakecareofit,”said
Karcher.“Thatsoundsawfully
familiar.”“Thenwhatdoyouwant
metosay?”
“Nothing.Iwantyoutodo,”saidDobson.“Asin,whateverittakestocleanthisup.Doyouunderstand?”“Yes.”“Quidproquo,Frank.”“Igotit.”Thehellhedid,thought
Dobson.“Quidproquo!”heshoutedatthetopofhislungs.“Iwantmyfuckingquidproquo!”Karcherdidn’tsayanother
word.Notevengood-bye.He
stoodupfromhischairandwalkedoutofDobson’soffice.Cavequiddicis,quando,et
cui.
CHAPTER33
PARANOIA,Iwasquicklydiscovering,hasasoundallitsown.Loud.“Christ,doyouhearthat?”
IaskedaswewalkedsouthalongBroadwayafterleavingtheOakTavern.Owenturnedtomewithout
breakingstride.“Hearwhat?”
“Everything,”Isaid.Itwasasifsomeonehad
grabbedagiantmunicipaldialwithtwohandsandturnedupthevolumeontheentirecity.Theclankingofaconstructioncraneoverhead,theidlingenginesofthebumper-to-bumpertraffic,theback-and-forthchatterofthepeoplewepassedalongthesidewalk—IcouldheareverysinglenoiseManhattanhadtooffer,louderthaneverbefore.
Andeachone,Iwasconvinced,wantedtokillme.“It’sactuallyprettycool,if
youthinkaboutit,”saidOwen.Thatwasn’texactlythe
reactionIhadinmind.“Cool?”“Yeah.Three-point-eight
billionyearsofevolutiontuckedawayinyourDNA,”hesaid.“Survivalinstincts.Hearbetter,livelonger.”
WecametoastopataDON’TWALKsignatthecornerofFifty-EighthStreet.MyneckwascraninglikeLindaBlair’sinTheExorcist.Wewereoutintheopen,twosittingducks.“Areyousureitisn’thidebetter,livelonger?”“Iknowhowitmust
seem,”hesaid,“butwe’reactuallyfineforabit.”“Whatmakesyouso
sure?”
“TheAchilles’heeloftheintelligencecommunity,”hesaid.“Theyonlyactonintelligence.”“Meaningwhat,exactly?”“Ourtwofriendsfromthe
parkaretoobusyrightnowturningyourapartmentupsidedown.Theywanttoknowwhatyouknow.They’llcombthrougheveryharddriveyouhave;they’llhackyourphonerecords,bankandcreditcardaccounts,anythingand
everything.Thenthey’llwaitandhope.”“Forwhat?”“Forustodosomething
foolish,”hesaid.“Thatremindsme.CanIborrowyourphoneforasecond?”“Sure,”Isaid,handingitto
him.“Hey!Whatthehell?”Thekidpromptlytookmy
iPhoneanddroppeditdownthesewer.Plop.“Nowwe’refineforabit,”
hesaid.
Igotit.GPS.Onoroff,it’salwayson.Inwhichcase…“Whataboutyourphone?”
Iasked.Iknewhehadoneonhim.“Let’sjustsaymyphone’s
configuredalittledifferently.”TheWALKsignalflashed.
Itmightaswellhavebeenastarter’spistol.Owenimmediatelytookoff,crossingBroadwayandheadingeastonFifty-Seventh
Street.Iwasstrugglingtokeepupwithhimineverysense.“Wherearewegoing?”I
calledout.“Itoldyou,”hesaidover
hisshoulder.“Ineedtomakeastop.It’scloseby.”Ijoggedupalongsidehim.
Thekidwasaworkout.“Yeah,butyoudidn’tsaywhere.”“It’srightupahead.”
Aswewalkedanotherblock,Icouldn’thelppicturingthetwoguysransackingmyapartment.Asunsettlingasthatwas,though,theideathattheywerethereinsteadofgettingreadytoleapoutfromaroundthenextcornerwithgunsblazingmanagedtomuffletheloudnessbetweenmyears.Still…“Ifwe’resupposedlysafe
forabit,”Isaid,“whyare
youwalkingsodamnfast?”“Marginoferror,”hesaid,
hisshouldersliftingwithaquickshrug.“There’salwaysthechanceIcouldbedeadwrong.”Andjustlikethat,thecity
wasscreamingintomyearsagain,rightupuntilthenextcorner,whereOwenstoppedonadimeandpointed.“There,”hesaid.“That’s
wherewe’regoing.”
Ifollowedthelineofhisfingeracrossthestreettoagiantglasscube,atleastthreestorieshighandjustaswide.Ifithadbeenshapedlikeapyramid,wewould’vebeeninfrontofI.M.Pei’sentrancetotheLouvreinParis.Instead,itwastheentrance
totheApplestorebeneaththeconcourseoftheGeneralMotorsBuilding.IsthekidbuyingmeanewiPhone?
“Whatdoweneedtodointhere?”Iasked.“Whatthey’rehopingfor,”
hesaid.“Somethingfoolish.”
CHAPTER34
OWENLOOKEDasifhewerecasingthejoint,butonlytome.TotherestofthestorehesimplylookedlikeanotherApplefanboybrowsingaboutthetablesofiPads,iPods,andiPhones.Iwasfollowingclosely
behindhim.“Arewewaiting
forsomething?”Ifinallyasked.“Orsomeone?”Owenstoppedinfrontofa
MacBookPro,anglingthescreentowardhimabitbeforeclickingontheiconfortheSafariWebbrowser.Icouldn’ttellifhe’devenheardme.“McLean,Virginia,”he
said.“Excuseme?”“That’swheretheveryfirst
Applestoreopened.Itwasin
amallcalledTysonsCornerCenterinMcLean,Virginia.”“Iwould’veguessed
somewherenearCupertino,”Isaid.“Yeah,Iwould’veguessed
thesamething.”Hewastypingaseriesoflettersandnumbersintothesearchbar.Itlookedlikegibberish.“Instead,SteveJobsopenedthefirststorenearlythreethousandmilesawayfromhis
headquarters.”Owenturnedtome.“Interesting,huh?”“Isuppose.”“Ofcourse,youknow
what’salsoinMcLean?”heasked.ThismuchIdidknow.Or,
atleast,Iwasabletofigureitoutgiventhekid’srésumé.“Langley,”Ianswered.Henodded.“Justsaying.”Withthat,hepunchedthe
Enterbutton,thescreeninstantlygoingblackasif
he’dturneditoff.Justasquick,itflashedbackonwithaburstofwhiteandaloadingiconI’dcertainlyneverseenbeforeonaMacoranyothercomputer,forthatmatter.Weweren’tinKansasanymore.“Anyblue-shirtslooking
thisway?”heasked,typingwhatlookedtobeapassword.Ilookedaround.Allthe
Applestoreemployeesin
theirblueT-shirtswerebusywithothercustomers.“Allclear,”Isaid.For
what,though?ASwissbankaccountwithdrawal?ReroutingplanesoverKennedy?Owenpulledaflashdrive
fromhispocket,slidingitintoaUSBportandpullingupavideofile.Immediately,Irecognizedtheimage.Thebeigecarpet,thebeigewalls,
theseamlesstunnelofblandness…Onceagain,Iwasbackat
theLucindaHotel.Theangleofthevideo—
lookingdown—wasfromtheendofthehallwayontheseventeenthfloor.MyfirstthoughtwasthatOwenhadtappedintoafeedfromasurveillancecamera,albeitacoloronewithasuper-crisppicture.Whywouldthe
Lucindaspringforthat?Theywouldn’t.“Iattachedthecamera
abovetheexitsignbythestairs,”saidOwen,allbutreadingmymind.“It’swireless.”Heinterruptedthelivefeed
tocueupthefootagefromthebeginning,backwhenhefirstcheckedintothehotel.Hehadrecordedeverything.Everysecondofeveryminuteofeverypersonwhowanted
tokillfirsthimandthen,later,me.Hewasfast-forwarding
throughitall,butitwasallrightthere,surrealashell.Claire’skillerarriving.Owenleaving.Myshowingup,followedbytheduofromBethesdaTerrace,who,afterwieldingtheirmagicpliers,indeedpulleddoubledutyastheworld’sfastestcleanupcrew,completewithremovingClaire’skiller
wrappedinablanket.Perhapsthemostunsettlingpartaboutthatdetailwashownonchalanttheywerecarryingadeadbodytowardthestairwell.Justanotherdayattheoffice.Nextcamethearrivalof
thepoliceandmeagain.Or,atleast,itwould’vebeen.Owenhadpausedtherecording,rewindingslowlybeforestoppingonacleanshotofoneofourwould-be
assassins.Withacrop,cut,andpaste,OwenfedtheimageintowhatIgatheredwassomekindofrestrictedpersonnelfileoftheCIA.Butnothingwashappening.“Shit,”hemutteredunder
hisbreath.“Somuchforthefrontdoor.”Thatwaswhenthingsgota
bitfreaky.Owenreachedintohis
otherpocket,pullingoutasmallcontactlenscase.
BeforeIcouldevenaskwhatthehellhewasdoing,he’dputared-tintedlensinhislefteyeandstareddirectlyintothetinycameraabovetheMacBookPro’sscreen.Now,suddenly—open
sesame—everythingwashappening.Pixelatedfragmentsoftheguy’sfacialfeatureswerebouncingfromonephototothenextatthespeedofastrobelightwhilechartsandgraphsmeasured
thesimilarities.Seizurealert.ThescreenlookedlikethelovechildofaPowerPointpresentationandapinballmachineontilt.“Thismighttakeawhileto
getamatch,”saidOwen,removingthelensfromhiseyewithaquickpinch.“Youjusthackedyourway
intotheCIA,didn’tyou?”Iasked.Helookedatmeand
flashedthequickest—and
guiltiest—ofsmiles.“Hackedissuchanuglyword,”hesaid.
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OWENWATCHEDthescreenandwaited.IwaitedandwatchedOwen.Hewasdoingthatthingagain,washinghishandsunderanimaginaryfaucet.Andme?WhatwasI
doing?
Fromtheget-go,theverybeginning,I’dbeenplayingcatchup.WhokilledClaire?Whowasthesourceshewasgoingtosee,andwhatdidheknow?NowIknew.Sowhat
next?Itseemedprettyobviousto
me.Ofcourse,thatshould’vebeenmyfirstredflag.“Owen?”Isaid.“Yeah?”
Hiseyesremainedlockedonthescreen.Hewasbarelyevenblinking.Thatwasfine.Hedidn’tneedtolookatmesolongashelistened.“Weneedtogotothe
police,”Isaid.“Yeah,Iknow.Thatmakes
sense.”“Good.”“Butwe’renotgoingto.”“Whynot?”“Becauseitdoesn’twork
thatway,”hesaid.“They
can’thelpus.”“Theycanatleastprotect
us.”Hethrewmealook.“You
reallythinkso?”Ithadoccurredtome.
MaybeIwasn’tseeingthebigpicture,oratleasthowitlookedfromhispointofview.“Youwanttogotoanotherpaper,isthatwhatyou’resaying?Maybeanewsnetwork?”Iasked.
Finally,hestoppedrubbinghishandsandturnedtome.Thewordswerecalmandmeasured,butthemeaningwasanythingbut.Tohellwithwhistle-blowing.Thiswasnolongeraboutgoingpublic.Thiswasnowpersonal.“Adecisionwasmadeto
killmyboss…thenClaire…thenme…thenyou,”hesaid.“Andifyoucanmakeadecisionlikethat,you’renot
worriedaboutthelaw.You’reabovethelaw.”Attorneys,especially
formerprosecutors,generallybristleattheideaofanyonebeingabovethelaw.Thenagain,I’dbeendisbarred.“Whatexactlydoyouhave
inmind?”Iasked.“Theonlywaytosmoke
themoutistoremaintheirtarget,”hesaid.“Thinkaboutit.Aslongasthey’recomingforus…”
“It’sapathrightbacktothem,”Isaid.Owennodded—bingo—
beforeglancingbackatthescreen.“Nowwejustneedalittlebackgroundinformation,”hesaid.“Alwaysgettoknowbetterthepeoplewhowantyoudead.”Wordstoliveby.Sothereyouhadit.Why
wewerestandinginthemiddleofanApplestore
playingmatch-dot-comwiththepersonnelfilesoftheCIA.Letthemcomeafterus,Owenwassaying.Let’sbefoolish.“CanIborrowyourphone
foraminute?”Iasked.“Iseemtohavelostmine.”Owenignoredmysarcasm.
“Whoareyoucalling?”“Noone.”Hestillwasn’tsure,buthe
handedittomeanyway.ThenhewatchedasImadea
beelinetotheaccessoriessection,pullingani-FlashDriveofftheshelf.AsIbegantoopenthe
package,afemaleblue-shirtwithaponytailandgeek-chicglassescameoverinapanic.ShelookedasifI’djustdefacedtheMonaLisa.“Sir!Youcan’tjust—”“Howmuchisit?”Iasked,
reachingformywallet.Shecranedherneckto
checktheprice.“Forty-four
ninety-five,”shesaid.“Plustax.”Igaveherfifty.Then,
beforeshecouldtellmesheneededtoscanthebarcode,Iremovedthedriveandhandedoverthepackaging.“IthinkI’llpassontheextendedwarranty,”Isaid,walkingaway.IreturnedtoOwenwhile
pluggingthedriveintohisphone.“Whatarethefilenamesofthetworecordings
youshowedmeattheOakTavern?”Iasked.Hegavemethenamesand
Itransferredthemtothedrive.Ihandedhimbackhisphone.“Thanks,”Isaid.Hemotionedtothedriveas
Iputitinmypocket.“What’sthatfor?”“JusttellmewhereIcan
meetyouinanhour,”Isaid,takingacoupleofstepsback.“Wait.Whereareyou
going?”
Ireachedformysunglasses,slidingthemon.“Marginoferror,”Isaid.“Justincaseyougetusbothkilled.”
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IQUICKLYwroteeverythingdownontheonlyblankpieceofpaperIcouldgetmyhandsoninthebackofthecabtakingmeacrosstowntoEighthAvenue.Itwastheflipsideofalogsheetthedriverwasusingtokeeptrackoffares.Hewas
finelettingmehaveit,althoughwhenIalsoaskedforhispenandclipboarditwasclearIwaspushingmyluck.“Youwanttodrive,too?”
heasked.Afterhedroppedmeoffin
frontoftheNewYorkTimesBuilding,itdawnedonmehowlongithadbeensinceI’dlastsetfootinClaire’soffice.Onereasonwasthatshedidn’tactuallyhavean
office,justadeskoutintheopenintheverycrowdednationalaffairssection.VisitingClairewaslikebeingonthewrongsideofthebarsatthezoo.Noprivacy.Youwereessentiallyondisplay.Theotherreasonwasthe
guysittingtwentyfeetfromherdeskwhoactuallydidhaveanoffice,aBritbythenameofSebastianCole.BeforeIfirstmetClaire,sheandSebastianhadabrief,
hush-hushofficeromancethat,accordingtoClaire,“wasthesecond-best-keptsecretafterDeepThroat.”“Youmightwanttogo
withadifferentanalogy,”Isuggestedaftershetoldmethat,ononeofourearlydates.“Atleastformybenefit.”Irememberedweboth
crackedupoverthat.Anyway,asClaire
describedit,shewasyoung
andhewasherboss,asurefirewaytojeopardizeyourcareerevenbeforeyoureallyhaveone.Afterfourmonths,sheendedit.Inthegrandtraditionofthe
Britishstiffupperlip,Sebastianhandledherbreakingupwithhimwithaplomb,sparingheranyretaliationsuchasreassigninghertotheobituarydepartment.Goodforhim.
EvenbetterforClaire.Asforme,thatwasadifferentstory.Thetrueextentof
Sebastian’scopingabilitieswasputtothetestacoupleofyearslateratcocktailpartythrownbyanothereditorinnationalaffairs.ThetestconsistedofsevensimplewordsspokenbyClaire.Sebastian,I’dlikeyoutomeetTrevor…SomuchfortheBritish
stiffupperlip.Instead,Igot
thestinkeyealongwithallthebloodyattitudethatanOxford-educated,bow-tie-wearingchaphailingfromStoked’Abernoncouldthrowmyway.SebastianhatedAmericanlawyersandhatedevenmoretheideathatClairewouldbewithone.Atleast,thatwashowsheexplaineditlater.Iwasmorepartialtotheadagethatguyswillbeguys,especiallywhenitcomestogirls.Jealousyrulestheday,
andattheendofitwe’realljustalyricinaJoeJacksonsong.Isshereallygoingoutwithhim?Butthatwasthen.Thiswas
now.Clairewassuddenlygone,andneitherofuswouldeverbewithheragain.ThatwascertainlythesubtextasIsatdownwithSebastian.Letbygonesbebygones.“I’minshock,”hesaid
frombehindhisdesk,slowlytwistingapaperclipinhis
hands.Icouldtellhe’dbeencrying,ashadeveryoneelseI’dpassedenroutetohisoffice.“Shockisagoodword,”I
said.Wediscussedthedetailsof
howhe’dheardthenews,anearly-morningphonecallathomefromtheexecutiveeditor.“Wherewasshegoing?”
Sebastianasked.“Seeingasource,”Isaid.
Iwatchedhisfacecarefully,lookingforatell.IfheknewanythingaboutOwenandhisrecordings,he’dneveradmitit.Notverbally.WhileIwas99.9percentsureClairehadn’tsaidanythingtohimoranyoneelseatthepaperyet,the.1percentchancethatshehadwouldcertainlygrowwithaslighttwitchorflinchfromSebastian.Buttherewasnothing.
Nor,Iwassure,wouldtherebeanythingtobefoundonthecomputeratherdesk.EversincesomeChinesehackersinfiltratedtheGrayLady’scomputersystemsbackinthefallof2012,Clairekeptallhersensitivefilesonherpersonallaptopandnowhereelse.Ofcourse,maybethose
“Chinesehackers”werereallyjustOwenshowingofffromanApplestorein
Beijing.Anythingwaspossibleatthispoint,Ifigured….“Idon’tmeantoberude,”
Sebastiansaidfinallyafteranawkwardsilence.Weweresimplystaringateachotheracrosshisdesk.“ButI’mfairlycertainyoudidn’tcomeherejusttocommiseratewithme,Trevor.”“You’reright,”Isaid.“I
needtoaskyoutodosomething.”
“Youmean,likeafavor?”“Sortof.Although
dependinghowthingsplayout,Imightactuallybetheonedoingyouafavor,”Isaid.“Confusedyet?”“Intriguedismorelikeit.”“That’sgood,”Isaid.
“Nowtellme,onascaleofonetoten,howstrongisyourwillpower?”“Mywillpower?Isthisa
trickquestion?”
“No,I’msimplylookingforthetruth.”“Inthatcase…nine-point-
five,”heanswered.“How’sthat?”“I’mnotsure,”Isaid.“Why?Whatnumberwere
youlookingfor?”Ifoldedmyarms.“Ona
scaleofonetoten?Eleven.”
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I’DPIQUEDhisinterest.Sebastianwasanewsman,afterall.Hewasactuallyleaninginabitoverhisdesk,waitingformetoexplain.“First,canIborrowan
envelopeandapenforamoment?”Iasked.“Whatfor?”
Icockedaneyebrow.“Really?”Thecabdriveronthewayoverhere—acompletestranger—hadgivenmelessofahardtime.Sebastianrelented,
reachingbehindhimtograbanenvelopefromhiscredenzabeforescoopinguparedfelt-tippennexttohiskeyboard.“Hereyougo,”hesaid.Hecouldn’tseewhatI
begantowriteinmylap.That
wasonpurpose.WhatIdidwanthimtosee,however,wasthei-FlashDriveItookoutofmypocketwhenIwasfinished.AfterIplaceditinfrontof
meontheedgeofhisdesk,itimmediatelybecameallhecouldlookat.EvenmoresowhenIsealeditintheenvelopealongwiththenoteI’dwritteninthecabontherideover.
Ihandedhimbackthepen.Thentheenvelope.“It’sallyours,”Isaid.Sebastianadjustedhis
horn-rimmedglassesashereadthefrontoftheenvelope.Helookedatme,thenattheenvelope,andthenbackatmeagain.“You’rekidding,right?”he
asked.“Unfortunately,no,”Isaid.“What’sthisallabout?”
“It’sallinthenoteandontheflashdrive.”“No,Imeanthe
instructions.”Heflippedthefrontofthe
envelopearoundtome,butofcourseIknewwhatI’dwritten.OnlyopenintheeventofTrevorMann’sdeath.Admittedly,itwasabit
melodramaticasfarasinstructionswent,butI
couldn’thavebeenmoreconciseordirect.“AndImeanit,too,”I
said.“TheonlywayyouopenthatenvelopeisifI’mdead.”“ThishastodowithClaire,
doesn’tit?”“Ofcourse.”“Whycan’tyoushareitme
whileyou’realive?”“Goodquestion,”Isaid.
“Butthat’saflashdriveforanotherday.”
IwatchedasSebastianlookedattheenvelopeagain,staringatitnow.Heknewexactlywhatwasinhishands.Amajorstory.Frontpage,farrightcolumn,abovethefold.“Whywouldyoutrust
me?”heasked.“Becauseyouweretheone
whotaughtClaire,”Isaid.“‘Neverburnasource.’”Inthatmoment,theway
Sebastiannoddedwhile
chokingbackatear,itwasasifClaireweresuddenlyintheroom.Althoughfortheveryfirsttime,shewasnolongerstandingbetweenus.“You’reanidiot,”hesaid.
“Yourealizethat,don’tyou?”“Yes.”“Shelovedyou.”“Iknow,”Isaid.“Imean,shereallyloved
you.”“Iknow.”
Therestdidn’tneedtobesaid.IhadlovedClairejustasmuchasshehadlovedme—thatwasn’twhyIwasanidiot.IwasanidiotbecauseI
hadn’tdoneanythingaboutit.Standing,Ithanked
Sebastianforhistimeand,yes,histrust.“Keepitinasafeplace,”Ihalfjoked,referringtotheenvelope.Hesmiled,althoughIcouldtell
therewassomethingelseonhismind.Hehesitated,fallingsilent.
“Trevor,maybeyoushouldsitdownagain,”hesaid.Slowly,Idid.“Whatisit?”
Iasked.“Iwasn’tgoingtotell
you,”hebegantoexplain,almostasifheweredisappointedinhimself.“NowIrealizethatwouldbewrong.”
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THEREWASN’TacloudintheskywhenIwalkedoutoftheTimesbuilding,butIwasinacompletefog.Dense.Thick.Furious.AllIcouldseewasthe
nextstepinfrontofme,nothingmore.IknewwhereIwasultimatelyheading,
exceptIcouldn’tremembermakingthedecisiontogothere.Or,forthatmatter,eitherofthetwostopsbeforehand.Itwasabitlikesleepwalking.Inthemiddleofmyworstpossiblenightmare.“CanIhelpyoufind
something?”askedthesalesclerkattheInnovationLuggagestoreattheintersectionofSixthAvenueandFifty-SeventhStreet.Hewasablurstandingrightin
frontofme.Hisvoicesoundedlikeadistantradiostation.“Ineedasmallduffelbag
thatcomeswithalock,”Isaid.“Alock,huh?”he
repeated,tappinghischininthought.“Combinationorkey?”“Itdoesn’tmatter.”“Willyoubeflyingwithit?
TheTSAfolkscan—”
“Really,”Isaid.“Itdoesn’tmatter.”Heledmeovertoawall
displayofcubbyholesthatlookedlikeatic-tac-toeboard.Beforehecouldevenmakeasuggestion,IsawwhatIneeded.“Theoneinthemiddle,”I
said.Hetookdownthebagand
Igaveitaquickonce-over.Itwasblack,medium-sized,withasmallpadlock—the
keyforit,alongwithaspare,hangingfromaziptiearoundoneofthehandles.“Yeah,I’lltakeit,”Isaid.“Doyouwantitinitsbox
orwouldyoulikethisone?”theclerkasked.Bythispoint,itwasabundantlyclearthatwhatIreallywantedwastogetthehelloutofthere.“Thisone’sfine,”Isaid,
alreadyreachingformywallet.
Hespunthepricetagaround.“You’reinluck.It’sonsale.”“Good,”Igrunted,or
somethingtothateffect,asIpulledoutmyAmex.Ididn’tcareaboutthe
price.Ialsodidn’tcareaboutusingacreditcard.Thecharge—andmylocation—couldbetracedinaninstant.Evenquickerthananinstant.Itwouldbelikedrawinga
straightlinetome,thenlightingitlikeafuse.Sobeit.Trevor,maybeyoushould
sitdownagain.There’ssomethingyouneedtoknow…“Areyouallright?”asked
theclerk.Hecertainlydidn’tthinkso.ItwasbadenoughthatIhadallthecharmandcharismaofacinderblock.NowIwasstandingtherefrozenlikeone.
“Sorry,”Isaid,handingovermycreditcard.HeranitandIsigned.Ashehandedmebackthereceipt,Inoddedattheziptieholdingthekeys.“Doyouhaveanyscissors?”Heglancedaroundunder
thecounter,findingapair.“Here,letme,”hesaid,cuttingthetie.Thenheleanedinasifhewereabouttowhispersomenuclearcodes.“Justsoyouknow,thatlockreallydoesn’toffer
muchprotection.It’ssuper-easytoopenwithoutthekey.”“Notifyou’reacop,”I
said.“Excuseme?”ButIwasalreadyhalfway
outthedoor.MeandtheFourthAmendment.Withoutjustcauseanda
warrant,mynewduffelbagmightaswellhavebeenFortKnoxwithtwosidepocketsandashoulderstrap.
Goodthing.BecauseIwasn’taboutto
fillthatduffelbagwithjellybeans.
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WALKINGINTOabarwithaguntuckedunderyourshirtisonething.Doingitinabank?OneblockshyofmyChase
branchontheUpperWestSide,IdumpedtheBerettaM9inatrashcan.Ididn’tneedit.Trustme.
“Doyouhaveyourkey?”askedthesafe-depositboxattendantonthelowerlevel.Maybethewomanpicked
uponmyvibe,ormaybethiswashowsheactedwitheveryonewhocamethroughthebank,buthermonotonedeliverywasmusictomyears.Therewouldbenopolitechitchat.Nodelay.Infact,sheevenhadherguardkeyraisedinherhand,readytogo.
Quickly,Ireachedformykey—sandwichedbetweentheoneformyapartmentandtheoneformyofficeupatColumbiaLaw—andshowedittoher.Theirony.Ineverusedtokeepitonmykeychain.Then,oneday,I’daskedClaireaboutacertainkeyonhers.“ThiswayIdon’thaveto
rememberwhereIputit,”she’dtoldme.
IneverknewwhatClairekeptinhersafe-depositbox.Ineverasked.ThatwasbecauseIdidn’twantheraskingwhatIkeptinmine.Shehatedthose“damn
things”evenmorethanIdid.Standingaloneinthesmall
viewingroomwithnothingbutwhitewallsandashelf,IopenedthelidandremovedanoriginalSIGSauerP210.Steelframe,woodgrip,lockedbreech.Oldschool.
And,intherighthands,stillthemostaccuratesemiautomaticpistolintheworld.ThenoutcamemyGlock
34withaGTL22attachmentgivingitadimmablexenonwhitelightwitharedlasersight.AsaweaponsinstructorduringmyfirstyearatValleyForgeoncedeclaredwiththekindofsandpapervoicethatonlyalifetimeofsmokingunfilteredLuckyStrikeswill
giveyou,“Sometimesshithappensinthedark.”Bothgunswentintothe
duffelalongwithfourboxesofammo,oneshoulderholster,andoneshinholster,thelatterbeingcustom-madetoaccommodatethelightandlasersightontheGlock34.LikeIsaid,Ididn’tneed
theBerettaM9.Finally,thereweresome
papergoods.Twowrappedstacksofhundredstotaling
tengrand.Cashforarainyday.Or,inthiscase,whenitwaspouring.Andthatwasthat.
EverythingI’dcomefor,everythingIneeded.Beforezippingtheduffelclosed,Itookonelastlookinsideit.ThenItookonelastlookinsidethesafe-depositbox.IfonlyIhadn’t.Stickingoutfrom
underneathmybirthcertificatewasa1951
BowmanMickeyMantlerookiecard.MyfatherhadgivenittomeaftermyveryfirstLittleLeaguegame.“Takegoodcareofit,”hetoldme.“It’syourturn.”Thecardwasfarfrommint
condition.Oneofthecornerswasdog-eared,andtherewereacoupleofcreasesalongtheside.Butithadbeengiventomebymyfather,whohadgottenitfrom
hisfather,andthatmadeitabsolutelyperfect.Ipickedupthecard,
staringatitinmyhands,andsuddenlyitweighedamillionpounds.Mykneesbuckledandmylegsgaveout.Ifellbackagainstthewall,slidingslowlydowntothefloor.Icouldn’tstandup.Icouldn’tbreathe.Icouldonlycry.“Theautopsy…”
Sebastianhadbegun.
Clairewasanorgandonor,soithadalreadybeenperformed.He’dseentheresults.He’dhadto.LeaveittotheTimestoneedacorroboratingsourcebeforereportingthecauseofdeathofoneofitsown.“What?”Iasked.“Whatis
it?”Sebastianhesitated,his
eyesavoidingmine.Butitwastoolateforsecondthoughts;hehadtotellme.
“Clairewaspregnant,”hesaid.
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READYORnot,yousonsofbitches,hereIcome…Itookthestairs,walking
thesixflightsuptomyapartmentonthetopfloor.TheSIGSauerwasinmyhand,myhandwashiddenintheduffel,andtheduffelwashangingoffmyshoulder.
Fogornofog,therewasasmallpartofmybrainthatknewexactlyhowstupidIwasbeing.Whateverfinelineexistedbetweenriskyandcrazy,Iwasnowherenearit.WhatIwasdoingborderedoninsane.Iwasawalkingdeathwish,andifithadn’tbeenfortherestofmybrain,Iwould’vesurelyturnedaroundandhightaileditoutofmybuilding.
Buttherestofmybrainwasconsumedbyonething,andonethingonly.Loveofjusticepervertedtorevengeandspite.ThatwashowDantedefineditduringhistourthroughHell.Vengeance.Isharedthesixthfloorwith
onlyoneothertenant,atraderatMorganStanleywholefteachmorningatthecrackofdawn.Hisapartmentfacedthebackofthebuilding;mine
facedthefront.Igotthenaturallight,hegotthequiet.Fittingly,therewasnothing
butsilenceasIpassedhisdoor,headingtowardmineattheoppositeendofthehall.OutcametheSIGSauer
fromtheduffel,leadingtheway.Allthewhile,Ikeptwaitingforasound,anoise,somethingupaheadtoletmeknowIhadcompany.Butthatwouldbetooeasy,Ithought.
Sometimesyoujusthaveafeelingyou’reabouttocatchabreak.Thiswasn’toneofthosetimes.Whichwasallthemore
reasonwhyIwasn’texpectingthedoortomyapartmenttobewideopen,orkickeddown,orhangingoffitshingeslikesomegiantcallingcard.Andsureenough,itwasn’t.Thedoorwasclosed.
Locked,too.Easingmyback
againstthewallandoutofthelineoffire,Ireachedoverfortheknob.Itbarelybudged.Maybethewhizkid,Owen,waswrong.Theynevercame.Theyweren’tinside.Maybe.Itookoutmykey—
everythingwasonekeyoranothernow—andunlockedthedoorasquietlyaspossible.Itwasalosingbattle.Therewassimplynopreventingtheaudiblesnap
ofthedeadboltretreating.Inthesilenceofthehallway,thewaythesoundechoed,itmightaswellhavebeenagiantgongannouncingmyarrival.Iwaitedforamoment,
tryingtolistenagainintomyapartmentwhilestayingclearofthedoor.Icouldheareverybeatofmyheart,everyswallow,everybreathIwastaking—butnothingmore.Eachsecondpassingwasall
themorereasontobelievenoonewaswaitingformeontheotherside.Still,thatdidn’tstopme
fromputtingtheduffeldownonthefloorandpullingouttheGlocktogowithmySIGSauer.Iwaslikethetitleofabadasswannabecountrysong.“Double-FistedwithPistols.”Ipeeledmybackoffthe
wall,myshirtdampwith
sweatandstickingtomybody.Damn,it’shot.WhetherIwassteelingmy
nerveorjuststalling,Isuddenlyfoundmyselfcountingbackfromten.That,andthinkingofDanteonceagainandthefinallineoftheinscriptionheencounteredontheGatesofHell.Abandonallhope,yewho
enterhere.
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ISTEPPEDback,raisedmyrightfoot,andletitfly,myheelhittingthedoordeadcenterwithadeafeningbam!ThedoorflewopenandmyduffelbagquicklyfollowedasIkickeditintothefoyertodrawtheirfire.ButtheonlynoiseIheardwasthebag
slidingacrossmyhardwoodfloors.Myturn.Crouchedlowwithboth
gunsdrawn,Iangledaroundthedoorframe,myeyesdartingleft,right,andeverywhere.Nothingmoved.Noonewasthere.Correction.Noonewas
stillthere.Creepyisn’tburstinginto
yourapartmenttoseeitransacked.It’sburstinginto
yourapartmenttoseeeverythingasyouleftit…andstillknowingsomeone’sbeenthere.Owenwasn’twrong;I’d
hadcompany.Thevibewasimmediate.Theproofcamesoonafter.I’dalreadydoneaquick
sweepofeveryroomtoensureIwastrulyalonewhenIcircledbacktomyfoyerandtriedtothinkhowtheywouldthink.Owenhadsummedit
up.They’dwanttoknowasmuchaboutme—andwhatIknew—astheycould.Istartedinmylibraryand
theeasiestegginthehunt,mylaptoponmydesk.Gone.Nextwasthefruitbowlin
mykitchen,wheremymailpiledupinsteadoffruit.Allthemailwasthere,butatthebottomofthebowlwaswhereIkeptasparekeytotheapartment,aswellasone
formycarandmyofficeatColumbia.Allthreekeys?Gone.Bythen,theoldyew-wood
chestinmybedroomwasaforegoneconclusion.Ipulledopenthetopdrawerontheright,whichheldmypassportalongwiththeloneweaponIkeptintheapartmentforprotection,a9mmParabellum.Goneandgone.
Theyhadmyharddrive.Theyhadaccesstomyhome,myoffice,mycar.TheyhadoneofmygunsandtheonlywayIcouldleavethecountry.Maybethey’dtakenafewotherthings,butbythatpointI’dstoppedlooking.ThenIjuststopped.Ifrozeinthemiddleofmy
bedroom,tryingtolisten.I’dheardsomething.Thesoundwasfaintbutdefinitelythere,oratleastsomewhere.I
couldn’ttellwhereitwascomingfrom.Thereitwasagain.Itookafewwrongsteps
towardthedoorouttothelivingroom,onlytoturnaroundwhenIheardityetagain.Thesoundwascomingfrommybathroom.IwaspositiveI’dalreadylookedinthere.Itwouldn’thurttocheckagain,wouldit?Isureashellhopenot.
Gunsupandelbowslocked,Iputonefootinfrontoftheotherandmovedtowardthebathroom.Afterafewsteps,Ihadthesoundpegged.Itwaswater.Notrunning,butdripping.Therewasnoneedto
channelChuckNorrisagain.Thedoortomybathroomwaswideopen.TheonlykickIneededwasonetomypants.Afterafewdeepbreaths,I
slowlypeeredaroundthe
hinges…andsaweverythingI’dseenthefirsttime.Mysink.Mytoilet.Myshower.Nothingandnooneelse.Ker-plop.Immediately,myeyeswent
totheshower.Theslidingdoorsweretwo-thirdsclosed.Icouldseeenoughthroughthefrostedglasstoknowtheboogeymanwasn’tstandingbehindthem.Isimplyhadn’tturnedoffthewaterallthe
wayaftershoweringthatmorning.Ishould’veknown,though.
Thedéjàvualonewasenoughofatip-off.Thosemotherfuckers…Afterafewstepsforward
toreachfortheknob,Itookonegiantjumpback.Iwasn’tsurprisedaboutanythingthey’dtakenfrommyapartment,notatall.Itwaswhatthey’dleft
behind.
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“DETECTIVELAMONT,please,”Isaid,althoughthe“please”washardlypolite.ItsoundedmorelikeRightaway,dammit!Icouldn’thelpit.Notthatitchangedthe
officer’sanswerontheotherendofthephone.“He’soff
duty,doyouwanthisvoicemail?”No,Iwanthisactualvoice.
IstareddownagainatthebusinesscardLamonthadgivenme,evenflippingitovertwice,asifsomehowthatwouldmakehiscellphonenumbermagicallyappear.Itwasn’tprintedonthecard.“Isthereawayyoucan
reachhimforme?”Iasked.“It’simportant.”
“Oh,waitaminute,”saidtheofficer,hisvoicetrailingoffasifhewerereachingforsomething.“There’sanotehere.AreyouTrevorMann?”“Yes.”“Holdonasecond.”Itwasmorelikethirty
seconds,butIhardlycaredsolongasthenextvoiceIheardwasLamont’s.Onsecondthought…“Whatthehellwereyou
thinking?”heimmediately
barked,skippingrightpastanypleasantries.Thewayhesaid“hell,”itprettymuchrhymedwith“truck.”Hewaspissed.Iknewhewasreferringto
BethesdaTerrace.Therewereafewwayshecould’vefoundoutalready,butIwasn’tinterestedinasking.Ihadmyownlineofquestioning,beginningwith“Whereareyou?”
“Athome,”heanswered.“Theypatchedthecallfromtheprecinct.Whereareyou?”“Athomeaswell.”“Itriedcalling.”“Ijustgothere,”Isaid.
“Moreimportantly,howfastcanyougethere?”“Why?”“Becauseyou’renotgoing
tobelievethis.”“Youmightbesurprised,”
hesaid.
“NotasmuchasIwas.Claire’skillerisinmybathtub.”Iwasexpectingany
numberofresponsesfromLamont,allofthemfallingundertheheadingofdisbelief.Instead,Igotsarcasm.“Istheguystilldeadoris
hedoingthebackstrokenow?”heasked.“Youthinkthisisfunny?”
“Doyouhearmelaughing?”No,Ididn’t.Thiswas
aboutmorethanBethesdaTerrace.Iwasmissingsomething.“Theymusthaveputhim
there,”Isaid.“They’retryingtoframeme.”“They,asinthetwofederal
agentswhojustleftmyapartmenttwentyminutesago?”heasked.“TheonesyoushotatinCentralPark?”
“Theyweretheretokillme.Christ,whatthehelldidtheytellyou?”“Ithinkyou’regoingto
needalawyer,Mr.Mann.”“Iamalawyer,Detective
Lamont.”“YouknowwhatImean,”
hesaid.“We’regoingtoneedaformalstatementfromyouregardingClaireParker’smurder.”“AreyousayingI’ma
suspect?”
“Morelikeapersonofinterest,”hesaid.“AndI’mhopefulyou’llcooperatewithus.”“Thisiscrazy.”“Withallduerespect,Mr.
Mann,I’mnottheonewithadeadguyinmybathtub.”“ButIcanprove—”HeshutmedownsofastI
wasactuallystartled.“You’llhaveyourchance,Iassureyou,”hesaid.
Iwasbacktomyoriginalquestion.“Fine.ThenwhencanIexpectyouhere?”“Youcan’t,”hesaid.“It’s
notmyshift.DetectivesCharringtonandGoldsteinwillbetheresoon.We’vegottodothingsbythebook,Mr.Mann.”Hepaused.“Doyouunderstand?”“Yes,”Ianswered.Ifinally
didunderstand.Or,atleast,IwasprettysureIdid.AlotofyearshadpassedsinceI’d
readthebookhewasreferringto.Itwastheonewehadincommon.Lamontwasn’ttickedoff.
Hewastippingmeoff.ThefasterIgotoffthatphone…Thebettermychancesof
stayingalive.
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“STUPID,STUPID,stupid…”Imuttered,beratingmyselfasIquicklyhungupthephone.Intheheatofthemoment,
attheshockofseeingClaire’skillerinmyownbathtub,I’dgottensloppy.LeaveittoLamonttocatchmymistake.
Hewasnowtheofficialstudyguide—thehumanSparkNotes—for1984.Thetwodetectiveshetoldmewerecomingtomyapartmentinsteadofhimhadthenamesoftwoothercharactersfromthenovel.Hadhesaidonewithouttheother,Iprobablyneverwould’vemadetheconnection.Butthetwotogether?CharringtonandGoldstein?
Bythetimehetackedon,“We’vegottodothingsbythebook,”IknewwhatLamontwastryingtotellme,theclevertomystupid.BigBrotherwasmostlikelylisteningin.Myphonelinewastapped.SonowtheyknewwhereI
was.Wherearethey?Idashedfromthephoneto
mylivingroomwindow,whichfacedthestreetbelow,pressingmynoseagainstthe
glass.Therewasawindowlesswhitevandouble-parkeddirectlyinfrontofthebuilding.Theyhadn’texactlyspray-paintedBADGUYSonthehood,butIjusthadafeeling.Thiswasn’tthedrycleanersorafloristmakingadelivery.Norwasitthecableguy.Timetoparedown.Ikickedoffmyshoes,
threwthemintheduffelalongwithoneoftheguns—
theGlock—andboltedfrommyapartment.Onceinthestairwell,Isilentlysteppedalongtheconcreteinmysocksforapeekovertherailing,fiveflightsdown.OneofthetwoguysfromBethesdaTerracewasturningthecornertothesecondfloor.Itwasonlyaglimpse,butthatwasallIneeded.Where’stheotherone?Iduckedbackintothe
hallway,eyeingtheelevator.
Thefloorlightmovedfrom2to3,anditwasn’tstopping.Therewasmyanswer.Theoptionswereshrinking
fastasIruledouttheroof.TheclosestI’devergottentojumpingfromonebuildingtoanotherwaswatchingaNikeparkourcommercial.Withthealleywaysonbothsidesofmemeasuringatleasttenfeetwide,thiswasnotimeforacrashcourse,emphasisoncrash.
Theonlyremainingoptionseemedtobestandingmygroundandlettingthebulletsfly.Itwastwoagainstone—notthebestodds—butprobablymybestchance.Unless.Imademywayovertothe
middleofthehallway.Therewereonlytwoapartmentsonthesixthfloor,buttherewerethreedoors.AsfastasyoucansayMontyHall,Iwasopeningdoornumberthree.
LikeamomentstraightoutofThisIsYourLife,IwasflashingbacktooneofmyearliestcasesasaprosecutorwiththeManhattanDA’soffice.AsickohadkilledhiswifeintheirUpperEastSideapartmentandalmostgotawaywithit,thankstothewayhedisposedofherbody.Heliterallythrewherawaylikeyesterday’strash.Ofcourse,hedeniedit,so
oneofthethingsIhadto
proveduringthetrialwasthata5-foot-7-inchwomanweighing145poundscouldindeedmakeitallthewaydownagarbagechute.Icameupwiththeideatofilmacrashtestdummywiththesamedimensionsandshowittothejury.Workedlikeacharm.Butwhatabouta6-foot-1-
inchmanweighing190pounds?
Ipulledopenthechutewithmyfreehand,lookingintoablackrectanglethatmightaswellhavebeenablackhole.Therewasonlyonewayto
findout.
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ZIP-ZIP.IquicklyputtheSIGback
intheduffelwiththeGlock.Tossingthebagaheadofme,Ilistenedforthesounditmadeonimpact.Ahollow,echoing,bone-crushingBANG!wouldspellcertaindoom.
Instead,whatcamebacktomyearswasmoreofamuffledthud,andwithitthedecentchancethattherewasenoughtrashintheDumpsterbelowtobreakmyfall.Callitonlypossibledoom.Ijumpedup,grabbingthe
exposedpiperunningparalleltothewall,andswungmylegsintothechute.CirqueduSoleilwouldn’tbecallingmeanytimesoon,butitgotthejobdone.Iwasin.
GravitytookoverasIbegantofree-fall,asdidthepanicofnotbeingabletoslowmyselfdown.Myhandskeptslippingagainstthemetalliningofthechute,whichfeltlikeithadbeencoatedwithgreaseorwhatevergod-awfulslimehadbuiltupafteryearsandyearsoffunnelinggarbage.Ifthefalldidn’tkillme,maybethestenchwould.Butsofar,
thesmartmoneywasonthefall.Iwasdroppingtoofast—
myhandswereuseless.Soweremyfeet,thesolesofmysneakersslidinglikeiceskates.Shit,thisisgoingtohurt….Plungingintothe
Dumpster,Ifeltmyrightkneebuckle,followedbyasharp,stabbingpaininmyleftthigh.Therewasplentyofgarbagetobreakmyfall,
allright,butnoneofmyneighborswerethrowingouttheiroldpillows.Forafewseconds,Isimply
laytheresprawledlikeafrozensnowangel,catchingmybreathwhiletakingaquickinventoryofallmymovingparts.Nothingseemedbroken,butIcouldalreadyfeelthebruisesforming.Iwantedtoscreamoutinpain.Instead,Isettledforaslightmoan.Ihadto
stayquietandlisten.Didtheyhearme?Withanyluck,thetwo
guyswerebackinmyapartmentsearchingformetoptobottomineveryroom.I’dnowhaveplentyoftimetoslipoutthebasementdoornearthestoragelockers.Somuchforluck,though.Iheardthesoundthe
secondIturnedtolookfortheduffelamidtheotherbagsofgarbage.Itwasthe
creakingofhinges,oneofthedoorstothechutesomewherehighaboveme.Damn.Therewasnothingtosee
butdarknessasIlookedupintothechute.Still,Icouldpictureoneofthempeeringdown,tryingtotellifindeedI’dbeencrazyenoughtojump.Iwantedtomoveoutofthe
way,hugthesideoftheDumpster,butevenmorethanthat,Iwantedtostay
absolutely,positivelyquiet.Ididn’tmove.Tensecondspassed.
Twenty.Everythingaroundme…everythingaboveme…wassilent.Ikeptwaitingforthesoundofthosehingesagain,thedoorclosingasoneofthemmaybeconvincedtheother.Nah,there’snowayhejumped.He’snotthatcrazy….Ifonly.
Finally,itcame.ThesoundIwanted.Unfortunately,itwasprecededbythesoundI’dneverimagined.Crazy?We’llshowyou
crazy….
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LIKEAmissile,heshotintotheDumpsterheadfirst,hishandsoutstretched.HadIbeenstandingafewinchestotheleft,hewould’vecrushedmeforsure.IsupposeIshould’vefeltluckyaboutthat,butIwastoobusyfallingbackonmyassfrom
theforceofhisimpacttogiveitmuchthought.Getup!Thosewerethe
onlytwowordsIwastellingmyself.IfIdidn’t,Iwasadeadman.Getup!Getup!Getup!IpushedoffwhateverI
could,tryingtostand.Hewasdoingthesame,althoughIcouldtellhewasfeelingthepainofhislanding.Hewashobbled,favoringhisrightleg.Buthisrightarmwas
workingjustfineashedughishandintohisjacket.Hewasn’treachingforhisbusinesscard.Besides,we’dalreadymet
backatBethesdaTerrace.He’dbeenasplitsecondawayfromkillingmeuntilOwenintervened.ButOwenwasn’theretotacklehim.Itwasuptome.Ilungedforhim.Itwas
liketryingtodiveinoneofthosebirthdaybouncy
houses,myfeetallbutgivingoutunderneathme.ThebestIcoulddowaswrapuphislegsandsendhimtopplingover,buthishandwasstillonhisholster.Mygunswereinmyduffel
somewhere.Hisgunwasathisfingertips.Blindly,Ireachedforthe
nearesttrashbag,swingingitacrossmybodyintohisashardasIcould.Thegunwentflyingashefellbackintothe
pileofgarbage,hisheadbangingagainstthesteelwalloftheDumpsterwithahorrificcrack!Heshould’vebeenknockedoutcold.Instead,hewasjustgetting
warmedup.Screwthegun,saidhis
grin.He’dfinditlaterafterhebeatmetodeathwithhisbarehands.Ididn’tevenseethefirst
punch,alightning-fastroundhouse.Hehitmehigh
uponthejaw,abull’s-eyetothemolars.Theonlythingthatkeptmeuprightwasthesecondpunch,aroundhousetotheothersideofmyhead.Thatonesplitmylip,thebloodsprayingeverywherelikeanexplodingpacketofketchup.HissmilegrewwiderasI
felltomyknees.Iwaspracticallyteedupforhim,abouttobelights-out.Webothknewit.Theonlything
delayingtheinevitablewastheonethinghewantedtoknow.Hedangledthequestionasifitweremysalvation,theonlywayhe’dspareme.“Whereishe?”heasked.
“Where’sthekid?”Iwasdizzy,nauseous.My
visionwasquicklynarrowing,blurredandfuzzyaroundtheperimeter.ThatwaswhyIdidn’tseeitatfirst,eventhoughitwasonly
afewfeettotheleft.Myduffel.Thechainofthezipperwas
catchingjustenoughlightfromthenakedbulboverhead.Thepulltabwasonthenearside,withinarm’sreach.HowfastdoIneedtobe?CanIdistracthim?Theanswercamesuddenly
withthepiercinghissofhydraulicpistonsasthetrashbegantorumbleallaroundus.Itwasn’texactlydivine
intervention,butIwasn’tcomplaining.Thiswasn’tyourordinaryDumpster.Itwasalsoacompactor—clearlytriggeredbyweight—anditwasabouttodoitsjob.Foronesecond,hetookhis
eyesoffme.Itwaslikeareflexhammertotheknee.Hecouldn’thelpit.Hehadtoseewhatthehellwashappening…thatyes,thewallwasclosinginbehindhim.
AndthatwasallIneeded.Justonequicksecond.Zip.
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MYHANDdoveintotheduffel,feelingforthefirstpieceofmetalIcouldfind.IpulledouttheGlockasheturnedbackaround.Surprise,buddy.Thewall’s
closinginfromthisside,too.Isqueezedofftworounds
righttohischest,hisbody
thrashingasifhe’djustbeenjoltedwithelectricpaddles.Hewasn’ttheonlyone
shaking,though.I’dnevershotanyonebefore.Thefeelingwasotherworldly,andnotinthegoodway.Tryingtoholdittogether,I
stoodoverhim.Hiseyeswereclosed,hisbodymotionless.Theonlythingmissingwasthecoffin.Still,somethingwasn’t
right.There’ssomethingelse
missing.Thereshould’vebeen
blood—lotsandlotsofit—staininghiswhiteshirt.ThemomentheopenedhiseyeswasthemomentIrealizedwhytherewasn’tany.Hewaswearingavest.Theshotswerestill
echoingintheDumpsterasthehydraulicsofthecompactorsuddenlyhissedtoastop.Anothersound,
someone’svoice,immediatelyfilledthesilence.“Gordon!”Henowhadaname.We
bothlookedupatthechute.Gordon’spartnerwascallingdowntohim.He’dundoubtedlyheardthegunfire.WithmyGlockpointedat
Gordon’shead,Iraisedafingertomylips.Don’tanswer.Ineededamomentto
think,notthatIreallyhadone.“Gordon!”camethevoice
again,evenlouder.TheonlythingIknewfor
surewasthatIdidn’twanthispartnercomingdownforavisit.“Tellhimyou’llberight
up,”Isaid.JustincaseGordonhad
thoughtsofhisown,ItightenedmygripontheGlock.AsnervousasImust
havelooked,I’dalreadypulledthetriggertwice.WhatGordonwouldn’t
havegiventoknowwherehe’ddroppedhisgun.Hecoughed,hisface
contortingwithpain.Thevesthadstoppedtheshots,butthewindhadbeenknockedclearoutofhim.Hewasstrugglingtocatchhisbreath.“Allgood,”hefinally
yelled.“I’llbeupinaminute.”
Ididn’tlookaway,notforasecond,asIleaneddowntopickuptheduffelwithmyfreehand.“Youhaveabadge?”I
asked,onlytoseehimshakehishead.“Howaboutawallet?”“No.”Strangethingwas,I
believedhim.Inhislineofworkyoudon’treallycarryIDaroundwithyou.Inany
event,Iwasn’tabouttorisksearchinghim.“Ishouldkillyou,”Isaid.“Butyouwon’t.”Hewasright.Shootinga
maninself-defensewasonething.Shootinghimincoldbloodwassomethingelseentirely.SomethingIwasn’t.“Who’sbehindallthis?”I
asked.“Whowantsthekiddead?”Hejuststaredatme.Ifhe
knew,hewasn’ttelling.
WherehadIseenthatbefore?WouldIreallybebothered
bythemoralimplicationsofaninjectionthatcouldmakehimtellmewhatIwantedtoknow?Nothingiseverblackandwhite.Noteventhetruth.
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“REALSLOWLY,”Isaid,“Iwantyoutopullupyourrightpantleg.”IfIwasevergoingtoleave
thatDumpsteralive,Icouldn’triskhishavingasecondgun.Hepulleduphispantlegtoshowmetherewasnoshinholster.
“Nowyourleftone,”Isaid.Noshinholsterthere,
either.“Satisfied?”heasked.“Notyet,”Isaid.“Iwant
youtotieyourshoelacestogether.”Iwasexpectinghimtogive
mealookthatsaidYou’vegottobekiddingme.Insteadhejustsaidno.“No?”
“That’sright,”hesaid.“No.”Butitwasthewayhesaid
it.Cocksure.Asifhe’dsuddenlyregainedalltheleverage.Really?Iknewexactlywhathewas
thinking.Forgettheshoelaces,ifIcouldn’tkillhim,theonlythingsabouttobetiedweremyhands.“Fine,”Isaid.ButitwasthewayIsaidit.
Andhadhebeenpayingabit
moreattention,hewould’vestoppedsmilingwellbeforeIloweredmyaimandfiredoneshotintohisrightfoot.“Motherfucker!”he
screamedasthedime-sizedholeinhisblackwingtipgurgledbloodlikeagardenhose.HegrabbedhisfootandI
grabbedthesideoftheDumpster,climbingoutwithmyduffel.Iwalkedstraightoutthebasementdoortothe
backofmybuilding,throughthealley,andontothesidewalk.AssoonasIturnedthecorner,Ihailedacab.Onlyaftertellingthedriver
theaddressdidIleanbackintheseatandthinkaboutwhatI’ddone,ormoretothepoint,howIhadn’tthoughttwiceaboutdoingit.Mostpeoplewilllivetheir
entirelivesbelievingtheyknowexactlywhotheyareandwhatthey’recapableof.
Butthat’sonlybecausemostpeoplewillneverhavetofindoutforreal.Iranmytongueovermy
splitlip,tastingthewarmthandslightsaltinessofmyownblood.Thiswasforreal,allright.
Asrealasitgets.
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“JESUSCHRIST,whathappened?”askedOwenasheopenedthedoor.“Oh,nothingreally,”I
said.“Ijustbeatupafistwithmyface,that’sall.”Heleanedtowardmefora
closerlook.Thecloserhegot,
themorehewinced.“I’llgogetsomeice.”Hebacktrackedtograbthe
icebucketnearthetelevisionandheadedoffdownthehallwaywhileIputdownmyduffelandmadeaquickturnintothebathroom.Iopenedoneeyeslowlytothemirror.Theothereyewasalreadyswollenshut.Cutme,Mick….Iwashedoffalltheblood
andgavethehandtowelsaproperburialinthegarbage
pailbelowthesink.Housekeepingcouldputthemonourtab,becausetherewasn’tenoughbleachintheworldtobringthosepuppiesbacktowhite.Thatgotmewonderingas
Owenreturnedwithafullicebucket.Ijustwantedtomakesure.“Youdidn’tcheckinunder
WinstonSmithagain,didyou?”
“Ofcoursenot,”hesaid.“Caretoguess,though?”Iwasn’treallyinthemood.
Thenagain,Iwastheonewho’dbroughtitup.“Fine,”Isaid.“I’lltakeFakeNamesforfivehundred.”Turnsout,thekiddida
prettydecentimpressionofAlexTrebek.“EricArthurBlair,”hesaid.Istaredathimblanklywith
myonegoodeye.Ihadnoclue.
“WhatisGeorgeOrwell’srealname?”heanswered.Ofcourse.Thekidwasas
consistentashewasclever.Thatmighthaveexplainedwhyhe’dchosentohideoutinanotherhotel,thistimeintwoadjoiningroomsattheStoningtondowninChelsea.Frankly,though,Ididn’tknowwhichgeniustobelieve.Ontheonehandwas
AlbertEinstein’sdefinitionof
insanity:doingthesamethingoverandoverandexpectingadifferentresult.Ontheotherhandwas
OwenchannelingtheFodor’stravelguidetoManhattan.“Thereareovertwohundredfiftyhotelsinthiscity,totalingoverseventythousandrooms,”heinformedme.“Aslongasyouweren’tfollowedhere,Ithinkwe’regood.”
Helookedatme,cockinganeyebrow.Thatwasmycuetoassurehimthatno,Ihadn’tbeenfollowedtothehotel.“Besides,”headded,
“we’rebothindesperateneedofsomesleep,aswellasshowers.”Hesniffedtheairaroundme.“Andoneofusisalittlemoredesperateforthatshowerthantheother,ifyoudon’tmindmesaying.Wherethehellwereyou?”
Afterfashioninganicepackfromthelinerbagintheicebucket,IfilledOweninonwhereI’dbeen.TheTimesBuilding.Theluggagestoreandthebank.(Hencetheduffelanditscontents.)Thenmyapartmentand…oh,yeah,didImentiontheDumpster?Iwould’vepreferredto
leaveoutthepartaboutClairebeingpregnant,butthatwould’veleftunansweredthe
onlyquestionOwencould’vehadformewhenIwasdoneexplaining.Particularlyaboutthetriptomyapartment.Areyoufreakin’nuts?MaybeIwas.Butatleast
henowknewwhy.“I’mverysorry,”hesaid.“Thankyou.”Hewasstaringatthe
carpet,afreshwaveofguiltoverClaire’sdeathcrashingdownonhim.“Ijustfeelso—”
“Iknowyoudo,”Isaid.“Butdon’t.Itoldyou,thiswillneverbeyourfault.”“It’snotfair,though,”he
said.“It’snotfair.”Ilookedathim,withhis
shaggyhairandbaggyjeans,forgettingforasecondtheincredibleintellecthepossessed.Hetrulywasjustakid,wasn’the?Nevermoresothaninthatmoment.Foreverythingheknew
abouttheworld,Owenwas
stilllearningthegreatestlessonofthemall.Life.“Yourturn,”Isaid.“Any
luckattheApplestore?”Owen’supdatewasalot
shorter,ashe’dhadnoluckidentifyingthetwoguyswhowantedusdead.ThefactthatI’dlearnedthefirstnameofoneofthemdidn’treallychangeanything.ButIhadanideawhatcould.“Ineedtogetaholdof
DetectiveLamontagain,”I
said.“Whereishe?”“Hopefullystillathome.
Hisprecinctpatchedmeinlasttime.”Itookasteptowardthehotelphonebeforestopping.Thoughtsofmyhomelinebeingtappedhadjumpedsquarelyintheway.“Isthereanychancetheywould’vebuggedLamont’sphone,too?”Owendidn’tanswer.He
wassuddenlygluedtothe
television.Ihadn’tevenrealizeditwason;thesoundwasdown.“What’sup?”Iasked,
pullingupalongsidehim.Iliterallyhadtonudgehimtorespond.“Whatareyouwatching?”“Somethingpretty
strange,”hesaid.
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NEXTTOtheCNNlogowerethetwofavoritewordsofanynewsnetwork.BREAKINGNEWS.Abovethosewordswas
WolfBlitzer,presumablyelaboratingontheothertwowordsfillingthescreennexttohim.BASSOUT.
Owenquicklygrabbedtheclicker,turningupthevolume.NosoonercouldweactuallyheartheBlitzmeister,asClairegotsuchakickoutofcallinghim,didthescenecuttotheEastRoomoftheWhiteHouse.ThenameBassdidn’t
registerwithmeatfirst,butassoonasIsawhimstandingatthepodium,Iputittogether.LawrenceBasswassupposedtobethenext
directoroftheCIA.Nowherehewas—flankedbythepresidentononeside,hisfamilyontheother—announcingthathewaswithdrawinghisnamefromconsideration.“Wasn’thisconfirmation
hearingcomingupprettysoon?”Iasked.“Thatdepends,”said
Owen.“Onwhat?”
“Ifyouthinkthismorningqualifiesasprettysoon.”Owenhadpeggedit,all
right.Thatwasprettystrange.Ontheflipside,Bass’srationalecouldn’thavebeenmorecommon.NotonlywasheturningdowntheCIAdirector’spost,hesaidhewasleavinghiscurrentpositionasdirectorofintelligenceprogramswiththeNationalSecurityCouncil.Why?
Tospendmoretimewithhisfamily.“Turnitupmore,”Isaid.Owenrampedthevolume
ontheremoteaswebothsatdownontheedgeofthebedtowatch.“Somedecisionsareeasy,
othersarehard,”Bassexplained,hishandstightlygrippingthepodium.“Andthentherearetheonesthatareboth.”
Heturnedtoglanceathiswife,whowascorrallingtheiryoungtwindaughters,anarmdrapedovereachoftheirshoulders.Thegirls,wholookedtobearoundsevenoreight,weresmiling,almostpreeningforthehostofphotographersbeforethem.Asforthewife,shewaswipingawayatear.“AshonoredasIwastobe
chosenbyPresidentMorristoleadtheCentralIntelligence
Agency,Icouldn’tignorethesacrificeitwouldrequireofmyfamily,”Basscontinued.“Allmylife,I’veknownonlyonewaytoapproachajob—andthat’switheverythingIhave.That’swhatIwould’vebroughttomyjobasCIAdirector,justasIdidattheNSC.Butintheend,there’sanevenmoreimportantjobforme,andIalreadyhaveit.That’stobetheverybestfatherandhusbandIcanbe.
Soasmuchasthiswasaharddecisionforme,insomeways—threeverybeautifulways,tobeexact—itwasaneasyone.”Withthat,heletgoofthe
podium,steppedback,andhuggedhiswifeanddaughters—one,two,three.Thesoundofcamerasclickingawaywasnearlydeafening,eventhroughthetelevision.
“Verytouching,”saidOwenasthescreenswitchedbacktoWolfBlitzer.Hewasintroducingsomepunditforcomment.“Yes,itwas,”Isaid.Owenturnedtome.Each
ofusknewwhattheotherwasthinking.“Foraminutethere,Ialmostbelievedhim.”“Yeah,me,too,”Isaid.
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AHOTshowerandsomesleepusedtodowondersforme.I’dwakeupwiththatcan-doattitudestraightoutofabreakfastcerealcommercialtrumpetingallthoseessentialvitaminsandnutrients.NowIwasjustwondering
ifI’dlivetoseeanother
breakfast.Nottosaythereweren’t
anysavinggraces.Forinstance,watching
OwenhackoneofthosedisgustingwebsitessellingpersonalinformationaboutpeoplewasthebestironyI’dseeninalongtime.Itlookedsimple,too.Thatis,untilIaskedOwenwhathewasactuallydoing.“It’scalledaStructured
QueryLanguageinjection,”
heexplained.“SQLforshort.Itrickthewebsiteintoincorrectlyfilteringforstringliteralescapecharacters.”Stringliteralescape
characters?StructuredQueryLanguageinjection?Carryon,Itoldhim.Theupshotwasthatwe
weren’ttakinganychancesincommunicatingwithDetectiveLamont.Thatresultedinthesecond-bestironyI’dseeninalongtime.
Wewereevadingtheprospectofthehighestofhigh-techsurveillancebygoingseriouslyoldschool.“HowdidyouknowIhad
afaxmachineathome?”askedLamontthemomentwesteppedintothebackseatofhiscarthatnightoutsidewhatusedtobetheJulietSupperClubnearTwenty-FirstStreetandTenthAvenue.Givenhowmanypeoplehadbeeneither
stabbedorshotatcomingoutoftheplace,Ifiguredhe’dknowitwell.“I’llletOwentellyou,”I
said,makingtheintroduction.NothinginmyfaxhadmentionedIwasbringingsomeonealong,andcertainlynotsomeonesoyoung.“Howoldareyou?”asked
Lamont.Hewassquinting.Partlybecausetherewasbarelyanylightinthecar,butmostlyduetodisbelief.
“Nineteen,”answeredOwen.Lamontturnedtome.“My
car’solderthanhim.”Iglancedaroundthe
interiorofhisBuickLeSabre,myeyesmovingfromthecrankhandlesforthewindowstotheashtraybelowtheradio.Anashtray.“Yourcar’solderthan
everybody,”Isaid.Withthat,theheadlightsof
anoncomingcarlitmy
banged-upface.Wewerestillparkedalongthecurb.“Shit,”saidLamont.“How
didthathappen?”Itoldhimthestory.Italso
gavemeachancetothankhimfortippingmeoffaboutmyphoneline.“Callitahunch,”said
Lamont.“ThetwoguyswhopaidmeavisitwereCIA.”Owenchimedin.“Special
ActivitiesDivision,right?”
“Howdidyouknow?”askedLamont.“Let’sjustsaywesharethe
samecompanyhealthplan.”Lamontshotmeanother
look.He’snineteenandheworksfortheCIA?“Whatothersurprisesdoyouhave?”heasked.Lamonthadhelpedmeup
untilthispointbasedonlittlemorethanhisgut.Thetimehadcometoprovehisinstinctsright.IaskedOwen
totakeouthisphoneandshowLamontsomehighlightsfromthehallwayoftheLucindaHotel.“How’sthatforaspecial
activity?”IsaidaswewatchedthebodyofClaire’skillerbeingremovedfromtheroom.Thencamethemain
attraction.Thebigpicture,ifyouwill.OwenshowedLamontthe
tworecordingshe’dplayed
formeattheOakTavern.Evenhavingseenthemalready,Igotthesameanxious,uneasy,pit-in-my-stomachfeelingI’dhadthefirsttime.Allofitwassopainfultowatch.AndyetthatwasallIcoulddo.Icouldn’ttakemyeyesoffthescreen.AsforLamont,he
remainedcompletelysilent.Infact,hebarelyevenmoved.Itriedtoimagineallthethingshe’dseenasaNew
YorkCitydetective.Muchofthat,Iwassure,wasfarmoreunsettlingfromabloodandgutsstandpoint.Butthiswasdifferent.This
hadimplications.Thelikesofwhichhemostdefinitelyhadn’tseenbefore.“Weneedafavor,”Isaid
assoonasthesecondrecordingwasfinished.IhalfexpectedLamontto
shootback,“No,whatyouneedisafederalgrandjury.”
Thiswastheguy,afterall,whohadwarnedmeabouttryingtodootherpeople’sjobs.Butthatseemedlikeavery
longtimeago.Alothadchanged.IncludingLamont.“Letmeguess,”heoffered,
noddingatOwen’sphone.“Youhavefacesbutnonames.”“Exactly,”Isaid.Lamontlookedatmeand
noddedagain.Sometimesa
man’scharacterrevealsitselfslowly.Overmonths,maybeevenyears.Othertimes,allittakesisaNewYorkminute.“Yeah,Icanhelpyou,”he
said.Ashethrewthecarinto
driveandpulledawayfromthecurb,hebegantowhistle.Itwasthefirstfewbarsof“TakeMeOuttotheBallGame.”Buymesomepeanutsand
what?
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LAMONTREACHEDforhiscell,tappingaspeeddialnumberaswestoppedataredlightatthecornerofTenthAvenue.Hewaitedafewsecondswhilethelinerang.Weallwaited.Afteracouplemorerings,
someonepickedup.Itwasa
guy’svoice.Icouldjustmakeitout.“Hey,”theguysaid.“Whereareyou?”“You’reabouttogetane-
mailfromsomeoneyoudon’tknow,”Lamontsaidintothephone.“Ineedyoutodomeafavor.”“Goahead.”Hearingthevoiceforthe
secondtime,Irecognizedit.Lamontwastalkingtohispartner,DetectiveMcGeary.
“There’llbethreevideosattached,”Lamontcontinued.“LoadthemintoCrackerJackandrunthatIDfilterthingamajiggy.”IcouldhearMcGeary
chuckle.“YoumeantheISOPREPforfacialrecognition?”“Yeah,that’stheone.”“WhatamIlookingat?”
McGearyasked.“That’sthething,”said
Lamont.“Youcan’tlookat
them,notevenaglance.Atleast,notyet.”“You’rejoking,right?”“Justtrustmeonthis,
okay?”Thelinewassilentfora
fewseconds.“Yeah,sure,”McGearysaidfinally.“Whatever.”“Thanks,partner,”said
Lamont.“I’llseeyoushortly.”Hehungup,turningtous
inthebackseat.Owen’s
fingerswerealreadyhoveringoverhisphone,readytotypeinMcGeary’se-mailaddress.Lamontgaveittohim.“Ineedtosendthefiles
oneatatime,”saidOwen.“They’retoobigasagroup.”“Whateverittakes,”said
Lamont.“Asyoucouldtell,I’mnotthemosttech-savvyguyintheworld.AllIknowisthatpreppingfilesonthatdamnmachinetakesawhile.
Thisway,we’vegotaheadstart.”“Ishereallynotgoingto
watchthem?”Iasked,incredulous.“Thatwaslikeputtingabiscuitonadog’snose.”“Yeah,Iknow,”said
Lamont.“Areyoutryingtoprotect
him?”“I’mtryingtogivehimthe
option.I’llexplainittohimattheprecinct,andhe’llmake
thedecision.Thatway,heownsit,”Lamontsaid.“Youcan’tunwatchwhatyoujustshowedme.”“Done,”saidOwen,
lookingupfromhisphone.“Allthreesent.”“Good,thanks,”said
Lamontasthelightturnedgreen.HeturnedleftontoTenth
Avenue,headingtheonlywayyoucan,whichisnorth.Thetrafficwasone-way.
Apparently,though,someonedidn’tgetthememo.“Jesus,lookatthis
asshole,”saidLamont,pointingupahead.Amidallthetaillightswas
apairofheadlights,rightsmackinthemiddleofthestreetandcomingrighttowardus.Fast.Theguywaseitherdrunkoratouristorboth.
Lamontflashedhishighbeamsasdriversbeganleaningontheirhornsleftandright.Ataxififtyfeetaheadofusmissedgettinghitbyinchesastheoncomingcarswervedarounditatthelastpossiblemoment.Whoeveritwaswasn’t
stopping.Ifanything,hewaspickingupspeed.“Getover!”Iyelledat
Lamont.
Buttohiscredit,hewasn’tthinkingonlyaboutus.Everycararounduswasindanger.Lamontjammedthebrakes
andreacheddownbytheshotgunseat,grabbingacherrytop.Therewasnotimetothrowitupontheroofofhiscar.Hequicklyplunkeditonthedash,flippingiton.IshieldedmyeyesasbestI
couldtotheblindingflashesofredandbluefillingLamont’scar.Evenmore
blindingwasthewhiteofthetwoheadlightsgettingcloserandcloser.Thecarwasrightinourlaneandtherewasnothingbetweenus.Whatthehellis
happening?“Holdon!”saidLamont.
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IBRACEDforthecollision.Myarmsoutstretched,thepalmsofmyhandspressedhardagainstthebackofthefrontseat.Owenwasdoingthesame.Lamont,white-knuckled,
hadthesteeringwheelgrippedattenandtwo.He
wasboundtogettheworstofit.IsthisLeSabresoolditdoesn’tevenhaveairbags?Icouldalreadyhearthe
crashinmyhead,thehorriblecrunchofmetalagainstmetal,ofglassshattering,ofNewton’sFirstLawbeingprovenat120decibels.Butthosesoundsnever
came.Itwasanentirelydifferentoneweheard,albeitjustasloud.
Atthelastpossiblesecond,theoncomingcarcametoahaltmereinchesfromourfrontgrille,thetiresscreechingasiftheywerebeingrippedfromtheirrims.Icouldn’tjustsmelltheburntrubber;Icouldtasteit.“Sonofabitch!”shouted
Lamont.Whateverreliefcamefrom
notbeinghitwasquicklyovertakenbyhisanger.Hecouldn’tunbucklehisseat
beltfastenoughtogetoutofthecarandtearthisdriveranewone.Withthecherrystill
spinningonthedash,hewasbarelymorethanasilhouetteasheopenedthedoorandswunghislegsoutallinonemove.Themomenthisheelsreachedtheasphalt,Icouldhearadooropeningontheothercar.Someonewasgettingout,anothersilhouette.
ButIstillrecognizedhim.SodidLamont.Justnotfastenough.BeforeLamontcouldeven
reachforhisgun,thesoundofshotssplittheair.Therewerefourofthemrightinarow.Pop!Pop!Pop!Pop!Instinctively,Iducked,but
notbeforeseeingLamontdroptotheground,hishandsclutchinghischest.Hewasgasping,wheezing,tryingto
catchhisbreath.Itwasthesoundofamandying.Allatonce,Iwantedto
puke,tomournhim,toclickmyheelsthreetimesandwakeupsafeinmybednexttoClaire.ButallIcouldseewasOwenrightbesideme,completelyfrozen.Hecouldn’thavebeenmoreexposedifhe’dhadaneontargetonhisface.“Getdown!”Iscreamed,
grabbinghisshoulders.
AsIpulledhimflatagainstthebackseat,thesecondwavecame,asI’dknownitwould.ThereweresomanyshotsIcouldn’tkeepcount,oneafteranotherriddlingthewindshield.I’dexpectedthesoundofshatteringglass,butnotlikethis.Notwithbulletsflyingoverus.Damn,mykingdomformy
duffel…I’dleftthebagbackatthe
hotel,notwantingtobring
whatamountedtoasmallarsenalintoLamont’sprecinct.Callmecrazy.ButIwasn’tthatcrazy.Ireacheddown,grabbing
theGlockstrappedtomyrightshin.Withthatandtwoextraclips,Ihadjustenoughforoneplan.“Getready,”Isaid.“Forwhat?”askedOwen.Iflippedthesafety.“We’re
gettingoutofhere.”
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ALLIknewwasthatmyearswouldhavetobemyeyes.Thatflashingcherrymeant
Icouldn’tseeoutofthecar,butitalsomeanthecouldn’tseein—hebeingGordon’spartner.Itwashim,allright.Thegamblewaswhetheritwasonlyhim.
ThatwaswhatIwashearing,though.Shotsfromonlyonegun.Onegun,whichhewascurrentlyreloading.Theslideandclickwereunmistakable.Icouldalmosthearhis
thoughts,too.HeknewIhadaweapon.Hisbuddy,Gordon,hadaholeinhisfootthatprovedit.Sittingthisoneout,Gordo?Isureashellhopedso.
Therewasnotimeforanycountdownoramomenttosteelmynerve.Mywindowwasnow,anditlookedalotlikethespacebetweenthefrontandbackseats.Thecarwasinparkandidling,butnotforlong….GO!Ipoppeduplikea
deranged,gun-totingWhac-A-Mole,firingblindlythroughthewindshieldandintotheothercar.AsI
unloadedhalfmyclip,theonlythingIwasaimingforwastosendGordon’spartnerscramblingforcover.GO!Ilungedovertheseat,
shiftingintoreversewithmygunhandwhilepunchingthegaswiththeother.Steeringwasn’texactlyahighpriorityaswetookoffbackwardwithOwensneakingpeeksoutthebackwindow.
“Clear!”heshouted,whileIremainedonthefloorofthefrontseat.Allthesurroundingtraffic
hadbackedthehellawayassoonastheyheardthegunfire,moreofwhichwasnowsprayingthroughwhatremainedofthewindshield.Sufficeittosay,Gordon’spartnerdidn’tparticularlylikethislatestdevelopment.Meanwhile…
“Thirtyfeet!”shoutedOwenwiththeupdate,thedistancebeforewe’dhitanothercar.Oranythingelse,forthatmatter.Bynowithadstopped
rainingshardsofglassovermyhead.Wewereoutofrange.Timetogetabetterview.Ipulledmyselfupbythe
steeringwheel,immediatelyspinningusintoaone-eightythatnearlyflippedusover
andhadOwenpracticallydoingasomersaultacrossthebackseat.“Jesus!”heyelled.“Sorry!”Iyelledback.Thesecondwewereonall
fourtiresagain,Igrabbedtherearviewmirror,twistingitintomyeyelinetoseewhatGordon’spartnerwasdoingbehindus.Instead,Ishould’vebeenlookingstraightahead.“Car!”saidOwen.“Car!”
IlookedjustintimetoseeawhiteBMWswervinguponthecurbtoavoidus.Sodidthetaxibehindit.Nowweweretheassholewhodidn’tgetthememo.Weweregoingthewrongway.Thechorusofhornskicked
in,buttheonlycarthatreallymatteredwasstillbehindus.Glancingintotherearviewmirroragain,IcouldjustmakeoutGordon’spartnergettingbackbehindthe
wheel.Forthefirsttime,Icouldseewhathewasdriving.AJeepWrangler.Ikilledthecherryand
madethefirstturnpossible,ontoTwenty-FirstStreet.Wewerefinallygoingtherightway,butitwasclearwewereabouttohavecompany.JusthowfastcanaBuick
LeSabrefromtheearlyeightiesgo?
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MYRIGHTfootwaslikeacinderblockonthegas,whilemyheadwaslikeabobbledoll,bouncingallaroundasItriedtoseethroughtheshot-upwindshield.Thereweresomanycracksandjaggededges,Imightaswellhavebeenlookingthroughaprism.
Iblewthroughoneredlightandthenanotherwithoutascratch,adoubledoseofluckyonourwaytotheWestSideHighway.Morelanes,lesstraffic,betterchanceoflosinghim.OrsoIwasthinking.“He’sgaining,”saidOwen,
lookingoutthebackwhileIfranticallyweavedinandoutofthecarsaroundus.“Howmanybehind?”I
asked.
“Fivecars,”hesaid.“Shit,makethatfour.”Wewereablockaway
fromthehighway,butsuddenlythatideawasn’tlookingsogood.Icouldn’tshakehim.Fourcarsbackwouldbecomethreeandthentwoandthenone,andhe’dberightonmytail,shootingoutmytires.IglancedbackatOwen.
“TimeforplanB,”Isaid.
“Ididn’tknowwehadaplanA.”“Good,thenyouwon’t
fightmeonthis.”Hefoughtmeanyway.“Hell,no,”hesaidafterI
toldhimwhatIwantedhimtodo.“It’stwoagainstone.”“Yeah,butwe’vegotonly
onegun,”Isaid.“Thatmakesitoneagainstone.”“ThenI’llbethedecoy,”
hesaid.“I’lldistracthim.”
“Yeah,rightbeforeheputsfourbulletsinyourchest.”Itwasn’tjustwhatIsaid,it
wasthewayIsaidit.Angry.Pissed.Guilty.AllIcouldseewasLamont
fallingtotheground.Itwasplayinginmyheadoverandover,aviciousloop.AndasOwenwentsilent,
itwasasifheknewexactlyhowIfelt.He’dfeltthesamethingwithClaire.
Ineedyoutorunwiththisstory,kid.Literally…“Okay,”hesaid,relenting.
“Butyoubetterknowwhatyou’redoing.”“Ido,”Iassuredhim.And
withanyluck,thatwouldn’tbealie.Flippingthecherryback
on,Ilookedupaheadtotheendoftheblockaboutfiftyyardsaway.Iwasstraddlingbothlanesasparkedcarsdottedeachsideofthestreet
likeMorsecode.WhatIneededwastwocarslinedupoppositeeachotherlikegateposts.BecauseIwasabouttoclosethegate.Thesoundofmyjamming
thebrakeswasimmediatelydrownedoutbyeveryoneelse’sbrakesbehindme.NotonlywasIstoppingonadime,Iwasstoppingonanangletoblockbothlanes.Instantchaos.
Noonewasgoinganywhere…exceptOwen.“Now!”Itoldhim.Hehesitatedforasplit
second,butthatwasit.Heburstoutofthebackseat,dashingaroundthecornerandoutofsightasfast—andaslow—ashecould.Nowitwasmyturn.Only,Iwasheadinginthe
oppositedirection.Suddenly,mylifehadbecomeanexistentialfortunecookie.
Manchasedtoolongmustfindnewpath.
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WITHTHEcherrystillflashingonthedash,therecameaneeriesilenceasIallbutcrawledoutofthefrontseatonmyhandsandkneestoavoidbeingseen.NewYorkdrivershavea
well-earnedrepforimpatience,buteventhey
knowwhentolayofftheirhorns.Youhonkatacopandyou’relikelytoseesomerealimpatience,andthatoldBuickLeSabreblockingtrafficwasanunmarkedpolicecar,asfaraseveryonecouldtell.Everyone,thatis,except
theguyatthewheelfourcarsbackwhowantedmedead.Quickly,Imademyway
behindaPriusparkedalongthecurb.Theanglewas
wrong,though.Icouldn’tseewellenoughupthestreet.Somuchforthegiftof
silence,too.Thelineofcarsnowstretchedallthewaydowntheblock,wellbeyondsightoftheflashingredandblue.Anydriverbringinguptherearhadnoideawhyhewasstopped.Thehornsbegankickingin,onelouderthanthelast.Finebyme.Iwasbanking
ontheconfusion.
AsfastasIgottothecurbwashowslowlyIbeganmovingalongsidetheparkedcars,peeringoverthehoodsuntilIhadacleanline.Butitwasn’thappening.Theheadrestofaseat,aside-viewmirror—somethingwasalwaysintheway.Ishould’vebeenableto
spothimbynow.Finally,therecameagood
angle.Iwasmaybetwentyfeetaway,sidledupnextto
thebacktireofaMINICooper.Lookingthroughtheglassoftherearhatch,Ihadtheperfectview.Ofnothing.IcouldseetheJeep,butthe
driver’sseatwasempty.Theenginewasrunning,andIcouldn’tsuppresstheimmediatethoughtthatmaybeIshould’vebeen,too.Grippingmypistolwith
bothhands,Iwaswhippingitaroundlikeapointer.Where
areyou?Overhere?Overthere?Ididn’tknowwhetherto
moveorstayput.Peoplewerestartingtogetoutoftheircars.Somewereyelling,otherswalkingaheadforacloserlook.Nooneknewwhatwashappening.Includingme.Then,withoneglanceto
theleft,Isawhim.Hepokedhisheadout
frombehindthePriusback
whereI’dstarted.I’dgonetohim;he’dcometome.We’dmissedeachother.Hehadnointentionoflettingthathappenagain.Likeabulloutofthegate
hecameatme,runningwithhisarmraised.Hisfirstshotcaromedoffthesidewalkmereinchestomyleft,thesoundsettingoffscreamsupanddowntheblock.PeoplewerescatteringeverywhereasIboltedaroundthenextcarat
thecurb,justbarelyeludingthesecondshot.HadtheMINICooperbeenanylessmini,Iwould’vebeennailedinthebackforsure.Three-point-eightbillion
yearsofevolutiontuckedawayinyourDNA…Immediately,Ispunaround
withmyarmslocked,theinsideofmyindexfingerflushagainstthetrigger.Onceagain,Ihadtheperfectview.
Andonceagain,itwasofnothing.Thesidewalkwasempty.
Hewasn’tthere.Buthewasfarfromgone.
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I’VENEVERcrackedthecoverofSunTzu’sTheArtofWar.It’sneverevenmadetheto-readpilenexttomybed.ButIhadtobelievethatsomewhereburiedinthebookwasarulethatsaidiftheenemyknowswhereyou
arebutyoudon’tknowwheretheenemyis…move.AsfastandlowasIcould,
Izigzaggedacrossthestreet,stoppingonlywhenIsawsomebaldguyinasuithalfwayoutofhisshinyredCadillac.Hewascrouched,lookingthroughthewindowwithhisentireheadexposedasifhe’dsomehowmissedthatphysicsclassinhighschoolexplainingtheeffectofaspeedingbulletona
pieceofglass.Thisjustin,pal,thebulletwins….“Hey,”Itriedwhispering,
whichwasprettymuchalostcausegiventhecacophonyofhornsstillblaring.Theentirestreethadbecomeaparkinglot,anexceedinglyangryoneatthat.“Hey!”Itriedagain,
louder.Finally,heturnedaround
andImotionedwithbothhandsforhimtogetdown.
ThatimmediatelygotmealooksuggestingIshouldmindmyowneffin’business.Thenhesawtheguninmyrighthand.Thatdidthetrick.Heduckedbackintohisseatsofastheliterallybangedhisbaldheadonthetopofthecar.Anyothertime,anyother
place,thatwould’vebeenfunny.Iwasn’tlaughing.
AllIcoulddowaskeeplookingleftandrightasIapproachedtheothersidewalk,myheadonaswivel.Forgetmytriggerfinger,theslightestmovementanywhereinfrontofmehadmyentirebodytwitching.Throwinsomeself-doubt,andIwasclosetodrowninginmyownsweat.DidIreallyneedtogoafteratrainedCIAfieldagenthead-on?
Toolate.Itwaslikelightningbefore
thethunder.Ifirstsawaflashinthecornerofmyeye.Iturnedquicklytolook,squintingforfocus,andheardaboomingvoicerightbehindit.Thevoicewassaying
something.Hewassayingsomething.Buthewastoofaraway;Icouldn’tmakeoutthewords.
Thevoice,though…Iknewthevoice.Itwasfamiliar.ItwasOwen.Hewassprintingtoward
meonthesidewalk,hiscellphonelitupwithoneofthoseflashlightapps.Damn,thosethingsarebright.Hewascloseenoughnow,thewordsbeginningtocometogether.“You!”hewasscreaming.
“Findyou!”Findme?No.
Behindme!Ispunaround,handsout
front,myeyesblowingupwidewithpanicasIlookedoutoverthebarrelofmypistoltoseeanothergunalreadylinedupwithmychest.Somehowhe’dgottenbehindme.Nowhewasrightinfront
ofme,deadcenter.AllGordon’spartnerhadtodowaspullthetrigger.Buthesuddenlyhadaproblem…
Hecouldn’tseeme.ThelightfromOwen’s
phonehithisfacesofastIcouldpracticallyseehispupilssnapshut.Heraisedhisarmtoshieldhiseyes,butitwastheotherarmIwaswatching.Theonewiththegun.HewasswingingitrightatOwen.Therewasnothought,no
planning,nodecision.Justinstinct.Andmaybealittletracememorythrowninfor
goodmeasureincasehewaswearingabulletproofvest.Inotherwords,Iaimeda
littlebithigher.Igotofftwoshots.I
couldn’ttellifthefirstonehithim,buttherewasnodoubtaboutthesecond.Let’sjustsayitwasgoingtobeaclosed-casketfuneral,andleaveitatthat.“C’mon,”saidOwen.
“Let’sgo.”
Thatwasallhesaid.OrmaybethatwasallIheard.Forsure,itwasmorethanI
wasabletosay,whichwasnothing.Icouldbarelybreathe,letalonetalk.ButIwaskeenlyaware.Thekidcamebackforme.Later,Iwouldthankhim.
Theheartratewouldslow;thethoughtsandwordswouldcome.I’dpointoutthatthiswasthesecondtimehe’dsavedmylife.I’devencrack
thatI’dneverbeensohappytohavesomeoneignorewhatIaskedhimtodo.IfOwenhadfledbacktothehotelfromLamont’scarasI’dasked—ashe’dtoldmehewould—Iwould’vebeentheonelyingonthepavementinapoolofblood.Buthehadn’t.SoIwasn’t.Yes.Later,Iwoulddoall
this.Whentherewastimetothinkandsortthingsout.ButthemomentafterIpulledthe
triggerwasnodifferentthanthemomentrightbefore.Nothought,noplanning,
nodecision.Justinstinct.ThesameinstinctOwenhad.Let’sgo.
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IWENTtosleephavingkilledaman.IwokeupthinkingI’datleastfindoutwhohewas.Itdidn’tmatterifhewasn’t
carryingID.Therewereotherways.Somanyotherways.Fingerprints.Dentalrecords.Facialrecognitionsoftware.
IfevertherewasajobforCrackerJack…“Whattimeisit?”Iasked
Owenwithmyonegoodeyeopenoffthepillow.Myheadwaskillingme.Therestofmewasn’tfaringmuchbetter.Owenwassittingonthe
edgeoftheotherqueenbedinourtwo-roombunkerattheStoningtonstaringintentlyatthetelevisionandthestartofthelocalmorningnews.Hecould’vebeenastatueifit
hadn’tbeenforhishands.Theyweredoingthatdrywashthingagain.What’sthedealwiththat?“It’ssix,”heanswered.Thatexplainedthehintof
daylightalongtheperimeterofthedrawncurtains,nottomentionwhyIstillfeltsotired.Itwasbarelydawn,andI’donlybeenasleepforacoupleofhours.LongerthanOwen,though,apparently.
There’soneexceptiontotheage-oldmaximaboutnewsreporting—ifitbleeds,itleads—andthat’stheearly-morningbroadcast.Atthestartoftheday,onethingtrumpseverythingelse.Theweather.Shortofanapocalypse,that’swhatpeoplewanttohearaboutfirst.Theeternalquestion?It’snotthemeaningoflife.It’sWillIneedanumbrella?
Accordingtothefar-too-chipperweathermanpointingoutsomeincomingcloudsontheDopplerradar,theanswerwasadefinitemaybe.Therewasafortypercentchanceofshowersintheafternoon.Ofcourse,therewasa
hundredpercentchanceoftwoshootingdeathsovernightintheChelseasectionofManhattan.Theweatherman,still
grinning,sentitbacktothe
anchor,whodidherbesttosegueintoamoresombertoneasthewordsDETECTIVEDEATHappearedon-screen.NexttothemwasapictureofLamont.HemusthavefallentothegroundathousandtimesinmymindbeforeI’dfinallybeenabletodriftofftosleep.Nowtelluswhothe
goddamnsonofabitchwaswhokilledhim.Tellusabout“Gordon’spartner.”
Asifhecouldreadmymind,Owenstoppedrubbinghishandsandglancedbackoverhisshoulderatme.“They’renotgoingto
know,”hesaidsoftly.Thesecondhesaidit,I
knewhewasright.Evenifthepolicedidknow,theywouldn’tbequicktoreleasethenametothepress.Itwouldraisemorequestionsthananswers.
“Atthistime,theidentityofthesecondvictim,whoisbelievedtobethemanresponsibleforDetectiveLamont’smurder,isunknown,”saidtheanchor,sokeyedtoherteleprompterthatshedidn’tseemtoevengrasphowtwistedthatsounded.Evenmoresobecause
therewasn’tevenamentionoftheothertriggerman.Me.
Wastherereallynoonewhosawmeshoothim?Theanchormovedontoa
fireinaQueenstenementbuilding,promptingOwentoshutoffthetelevision.Assoonasheturnedtome,Iknewthequestioncoming,anditcertainlywasn’tabouthowI’dslept.“Howdoyouwanttodo
this?”heasked.Thatwasthepartwe
hadn’tdiscussedafter
returningtothehotel.Thehow.Ourfocushadbeenthewhat,asinWhatdowedonow?Thenighthadchangedeverything.DetectiveLamontwas
dead,andweknewwhy.Weowedittohim,hisfamily,andeveryoneheworkedwithtocomeforward.MaybeOwenwasright.Maybejusticewouldn’tbeservedintheend.Butitnolongerseemedlikeourcalltomake.
“Lamont’sprecinct,”Isaid.“Ithinkthat’swherewebegin.”Owennodded.“Doyou
wanttocallahead?”“No.Let’sjustshow—”BeforeIcouldgettheword
upoutofmymouth,Owen’sphonelitupontopofhisbackpackbytheTV.Ithoughtitwasanincomingcallatfirst,buttherewasnoring,nobuzzingorvibrating.
“That’sstrange,”saidOwen,goingovertocheckit.“Whatis?”Iasked.“It’sane-mail.”“So?”“Ishouldn’tbegetting
any,”hesaid.“TheaccountusesanentityauthenticationmechanismIdesignedmyself.It’swaybeyondtheX.509system.”Istaredathimblankly.
“Okay,nowinEnglish,”Isaid.
“Itmeansthatformetogetane-mailithastobepiggybackedononeIalreadysent.ButIonlysetuptheaccountyesterday.Ihaven’tsentane-mailtoanyone.”Nosoonerdidhesayit
thanwebothrealizedhewaswrong.Hehadsentane-mailtosomeone.FromLamont’scar.“What’sitsay?”Iasked,
watchinghimread.
OwentossedmethephonesoIcouldseeformyself.Itwasmorethanane-mail.Itwashope.Underneathascreengrab
fromoneoftheinterrogationvideoswereanameandanaddressinWashington,DC.Georgetown,tobeexact.Mypartneralways
believedinwhathewasdoing,McGearyadded.Ihopeyoudo,too.
BOOKTHREE
TRUSTNOONE,NOTEVEN
YOURSELF
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ITDOESN’Tmatterifyoudon’tknowadoorcardfromarivercardorwhetherafullhousebeatsaflush,anyoneoldenoughtoseetheinsideofaLasVegascasinocanwalkrightintothepokerroomattheBellagio.
WalkingintoBobby’sRoomisadifferentstory.Bobby’sRoom—named
afterBobbyBaldwin,the1978WorldSeriesofPokerchampion—isthepokerroominsidethepokerroomattheBellagio.Itfeaturestwohigh-stakestablesthatarecompletelywalledofffromtheotherfortysome-oddtables,completewithapolished-lookinghost,amaîtred’ofsorts,whostands
guardatthedoortomakesurenoneoftheriffraffevermakeitin.Minimumbuy-inistwentygrand.Thegamesbeingplayed,however,almostalwaysrequireamuchbiggerbankroll.Muchbigger.Ontheonehand,Bobby’s
Roomcaterstoaveryprivilegedclientele.Ontheotherhand,thereremainsacertainegalitarianelement.Especiallyifthatotherhandisclutchingaboatloadof
money.Betteryet,ayachtload.Truthis,almostanyTom,
Dick,orHarryflashingalotofcashismorethanwelcometoplayinBobby’sRoom.ThatgoesforanyValerie,
too.ValerieJensen,dressedina
leatherChanelskirt,asilkValentinoblouse,andapairofredChristianLouboutinLadyPeeps,handedthehostatthedoorahousemarkerfor
twohundredthousanddollarswiththecarefreeeaseofsomeonewhohadplentymorewherethatcamefrom.Thefactthatshedidn’twasthefirstlessonherfather,aprofessionalgambler,hadtaughtherwhenshewasalittlegirlbackinSomers,NewYork.Pokerisagameoflies.If
youwanttotellthetruth,gotoconfession….
“Gentlemen,I’dlikeyoutomeetBeverlySands,”announcedthehostashepulledouttheloneemptychairatthetableforValerie.Itwasthe“threeseat,”threespotstotheleftofthedealer.Valerie,akaBeverly
Sands,satdownamidthepolitenodsfromtheotherplayers.Saveone,theywereallpros.Shelookedaroundthetable;she’dseenthemnumeroustimesbeforeon
TV,playingtournaments.Andmoretimesthannot,theywerewinningthosetournaments.ButasattractiveasValerie
was—stunning,really—notasingleproallowedhimselftheslightestgawkorogle.Thatwouldbeasignofweakness.Nevershowweaknessat
thepokertable.Thatwasthesecondlesson
Valerie’sfatherhadtaught
her.Thisonedoubledasalifelesson,hismantraallduringthebattlewiththelungcancerthatultimatelytookhislifebutneverhisspirit.Nevershowweakness…period.“Two,”saidthehost,
givingthedealerwhatwould’vebeenthepeacesignanywhereelse.InBobby’sRoom,itmeantgivetheladytwohundredthousanddollarsinchips,whichwaswhatthedealerpromptlydidafter
gatheringupthepileofcardsinfrontofhim.Ahandhadjustfinished.ThegamewasNo-Limit
TexasHold’em.Twocardsfacedowntoeachplayer,followedbyfivesharecardsinthemiddle.Bestfivefromthesevenwins.Simpleasthat.Ofcourse,ifitwerereally
thatsimple,therewouldn’tbenearlyathousandbooksouttherededicatedtoexplaining
howthegameshouldbeplayed.Giventhehighstakes,
therewerenoblindstojump-startthebetting.Instead,everyplayerhadafive-hundred-dollarante.ThismeantValeriewouldn’thavetowaitforthedealerbuttontocomearoundherway.Shecouldbedealtinimmediately.Withthespeedofarobotic
armonaDetroitassembly
line,thedealerplacedthecardsfromthelasthandintheautomaticshufflertohisrightandpulledoutthesecondofthetwodecksusedinthegame.Afteraquickcut,hebegantodeal,givingValerieafewsecondstolookaroundthetableagain.Herfather’svoicewassoclearinherhead,itwasasifhewerebackfromthegrave,sittingrighttherenexttoher.
There’safishineverypokergame.That’stheplayerwho’sinwayoverhishead.Ifyoulookaroundthetableandcan’tspothim,getthehellupimmediately.Becauseyou’rethefish.Valeriesmiledtoherself.
Shewasn’tgoinganywhere.Herfishwasseated
directlyacrossthetableintheeighthseat.Hewastheonlyothernonproatthetable,buteveryoneknewwhohewas.
That’sjustthewayitiswithmultimillionaires.WhenyoulandinVegasinyourownGulfstreamG650,it’stoughtoflyundertheradar.ShahidAlDossariwasa
SaudiArabianbankerwhowaspurportedlyanadvisortotheSaudiroyalfamily,amongotherthings.Hewashandsome,hewascharismatic,andhewascurrentlyunderinvestigation
formoneylaunderingbytheUSGovernment.IncludingSpecialAgent
ValerieJensen.“It’syouraction,Ms.
Sands,”saidthedealerwithaslightnod.Thebettinghadbeencheckedaroundtoher.Valeriereachedforthe
sunglassesthathadbeenrestinginherblondhair,droppingthemdownacrossherblueeyes.Slowly,shelifteduphertwoholecards
ontheiredges,pullingthemtowardheracrossthefeltasifsheweregivingthetableashave.Gameon.Thisone’sforyou,Dad….
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VALERIEWASN’Tsurewhentheexactmomentwouldcome.Onlythatitwascoming.Itcouldtakeanhour.
Maybeupwardofthreeorfour.Ormaybeonlytwentyminutes,overanddonelickety-split.Thecardshadto
cooperate,ofcourse.ButsodidAlDossari.Andsofar,hewas.EducatedintheStates—
Yaleundergrad,WhartonMBA—AlDossariwasasAmericanizedasaSaudicouldeverbe.HelovedTennesseewhiskey,NewYorkFashionWeek,andshoot-’em-upHollywoodmovies,butmostofall,whathelovedwaswomen.Heworshippedthem.Never
mindthattheyweretreatedlikesecond-classcitizensbackinhishomeland.Thatwasthere.Hewashere.America.Wherewomenhadallthepower.Justsolongastheywerepretty.Whiletheprosatthetable
maintainedtheirwell-traineddiscipline,payingfarmoreattentiontotheactioninthemiddleofthetablethantotheeyecandyseatedatoneendofit,ShahidAlDossariwasa
mandistracted.Neveragoodthinginahigh-stakespokergame.Infact,forty-fiveminutes
aftersittingdown,Valeriewasfairlyconvincedthattheonlyreasonheflat-calledherraisefromoutofpositionwassohewouldhaveanexcusetointroducehimself.Maybeevenflirtalittle.Themomenthadcome.Valeriehadraisedthe
initialbetoftwenty-five
hundreddollars,makingittenthousand.AlDossaricalledquickly,whiletheremainingplayersallfolded,includingtheinitialbettor.ThatleftjustValerieand
AlDossariinthehand.Heads-upaction,asthesayinggoes.Thedealerpromptlyburied
acardandproceededtoturnupthreecardsinfrontofhim,otherwiseknownastheflop.7♣9♥8♥
Itwasn’tjustanyflop;itwasanactionflop.Therewerestraightpossibilities.Flushpossibilities.Infact,withtwocardsstilltocome,therewereveryfewhandsthatweren’tapossibilityatthispoint.ThebettingwasonAl
Dossari,whopromptlycheckedwithasilenttapofthefelt.Valeriehadbeentheonewho’draisedpreflop,sothiswashardlyasurprise
move.Shehadcontrolofthehand,buttheonlywaytokeepitthatwaywasforhertoincreasethepot.A“continuationbet.”“Twentythousand,”she
said,reachingforherchips.Behindhersunglasses,
though,shewasn’tlookingatherchips.HereyeswerefocusedonAlDossari,hopingtoseeareactionofsomekind—atell—that
wouldgiveawaythestrengthofhishand.Buthebarelyblinked.
Instead,hesnap-calledher,tossingtwoten-thousand-dollarchipsintothepot.Somuchfortheeasyway,
thoughtValerie.Besides,easywasboring….Again,thedealerburieda
cardbeforeflippingoverthe“turn”—thefourthcard—faceupnexttotheotherthree.Itwastheaceofdiamonds.
ThebettingopenedwithAlDossari,whocheckedashe’ddonebefore.AsmuchashewasstaringatValerie,hestillhadn’tsaidanything.Atleast,notoutloud.Thefactthathe’dcalledherlasttwobets,though,wasdefinitelytellinghersomething.Itwastimetofindoutmore.“Youwouldn’thappento
bestringingmealong,wouldyou?”askedValerie,flashing
themostdisarmingsmileshecouldmuster.AlDossarikepthisstare,
andforamomentortworemainedsilent.Butitwasnouse.BeverlySands,thebuxomblondedressedtothenines,wasexactlyhistype.ShewashisMissAmerica.“Iwasactuallythinkingthe
samethingmyself,thatyouwerestringingmealong,”hesaid,smilingbackwithperfectteeth.“I’vebeen
knowntohaveaweaknessforwomen.”Thatgotafewknowing
chucklesfromaroundthetable.AlDossari’sreputationprecededhim.“Sothataceofdiamonds
ontheturndidn’thelpyou?”askedValerie.AlDossaridroppeda
forearmonthepaddedrailofthetable,leaningforwardoverhisstackofchips.“WhosaidIneededhelp?”
Andthereitwas,anabsoluterarityatthepokertable.Someonetellingthetruth.AlDossarihadamadehand.Valeriewassureofit.Becausethat’swhatmendowhenthey’retryingtoimpressawoman.Theytalktoomuch.“Inthatcase,I’llcheckas
well,”shesaid.Withasimpletaponthe
felt,Valeriesurrenderedanyleverageshehadinthehand.
Butleveragecanbeatrickything.Andtherewasstillone
morecardtobeplayed.
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THEDEALERtappedthetablewithaclosedfist,thedeckcradledtightlyinthepalmofhislefthand.Hepeeledofftheburncardbeforeturningoverthefinalcard,the“river.”Itwasajackofspades.Theboardwasnowcomplete.
7♣9♥8♥A♦J♠Gonewasthechanceofa
flushoranythinghigheronthepeckingorderofpokerhands.Still,thereremainedalotofpossibilities.Apair.Twopair.Threeofakind.Astraight.And,ofcourse,nothingatall—whichonpaperwouldbetheworsthandyoucanhave.Butpokerisn’tplayedon
paper.
Forthosewiththeballstobluff,theworsthandcaneasilyturnintothewinninghand.Thosesameballsarewhatusuallyseparatetheprofromtheamateur.Orthesharksfromthefish.AlDossari,however,
wasn’tbluffingwhenhereachedforhischipstoopenthefinalroundofbetting.Valeriehadalreadyseenthewayheglancedatherstacktoseehowmuchshehadleft.
Bet-sizingwasasmuchapartofNo-LimitHold’emasanythingelse.“Twenty-fivethousand,”
hesaid,slowlyslidingthechipsoutinfrontofhim.Theamountwasalittle
lessthanhalfthepot,notexactlysmallbuthardlybigenoughtoforceValerieoffadecenthand.AlDossariwasmakingtheclassic“valuebet.”Hewantedhertocall.
ButValeriehadnointentionofcalling.“Raise,”sheannounced.Shemadeamoveforher
chipsandthenstopped,insteadrestingherforearmsagainsttherailing.Itlookedlikeindecision.Maybeevennerves.Attheveryleast,Valeriewantedittoappearasifshewerethinking,doingthemathinherheadandthendoingitagainwhiletryingtocalculatetherightamountto
comeoverthetopofAlDossariandgethimtofold.Onceagain,mydarling
daughter,pokerisagameoflies….Therewasnomore
thinkingtobedone.Nomoremath,either.ValeriealreadyknewtherewasnochancethatAlDossariwasgoingtofold.Finally,sheliftedher
hands,gatheringthembehindherentirestackofchips.That
motionmeantthesamethingateverypokertableineverylanguage,butitwouldn’tbegambling—oranydamnfun,forthatmatter—ifyoudidn’tsaythethreewordsoutloudincrystal-clearEnglish.“I’mallin,”shedeclared.AlDossarididn’taskthe
dealerforacountofhowmuchhenowneededtomatchherbet.Nordidhegiveitmuchthought.Hesimplycontinuedstaringat
Valerieforanotherfewseconds,oblivioustotheotherwomanwho’djustsidledupnexttoher.LadyLuck.“Icall,”hesaid.Valeriewassupposedto
showhercardsfirst,butAlDossaricouldn’twait.Ifhewasn’tabouttowinthehandoutright,hethoughtforsureitwouldbeachoppedpot—thattheywouldbothhavethesamestraight.
Confidently,heturnedoverhistwoholecards.“Ifloppedit,”hesaid.Valerie,alongwiththerest
ofthetable,lookedathis6♣and10♣.Sureenough,thefirstthreecardsontheboardof7♣9♥8♥A♦J♠hadgivenhimaten-highstraight.Itwasamadehand,andthebesthand,evenaftertheaceofdiamondsontheturn.Butthencametheriver.
Sayingnothing,Valeriereachedforhercards.Everyoneelseatthetable—allthepros—knewwhatshewasabouttoturnover.Shewasnofish,andneitherwerethey.AlDossarilookedacross
thefelttoseethe10♦andQ♦staringbackathim.Valeriehadaqueen-highstraight.Itwasthenuts,thebesthandpossible.
Thepot?Overfourhundredthousanddollars.AlDossari’sexpression?
Priceless.Butnotbecausehewas
upset.Hecouldn’tcarelessaboutthemoney.Nordidhecareaboutlosingtoawoman.Infact,itwasquitethe
opposite.AndexactlywhatValeriewasbettingon.AlDossariwasmorethan
intrigued.Hewasaroused.
Thefishwasonthehook,allright.Nowitwastimetoreel
himin.
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“DEALER,WHEREwouldIfindtheladies’room?”askedValerie,calmlyrakinginthepot.Thequestionwasn’t
exactlytheprototypicalreactionafterwinningabighand.Infact,afewoftheprosaroundthetableevenlet
gowithwrysmiles.Allinaday’swork,right,lady?Iftheyonlyknew.Poker
proswereawfullygoodatreadingpeople.Notthatgood,though.Valerieknewexactly
wheretofindtheladies’room.ShesimplywantedtomakesuretheSaudiknewwherehewasgoing.Afterstackingherchips,shestoodupfromthetableandwalkedaway,notoncelookingback
atAlDossaritomakesurehewaswatching.Hell,thatwould’vebeenredundant.Rightoncue,hewas
waitingforValeriewhenshesteppedoutoftheladies’roomacoupleofminuteslater.Hewaspretendingtobefinishingacallonhiscell.Shewaspretendingtobesurprisedtoseehim.“Wellplayed,”hesaid.“Therightcardfellforme,
that’sall,”sheanswered.
“Butthankyou.”Hetookasteptowardher,
extendinghishand.“Myname’sShahid,bytheway.”Valerieextendedherhand
inreturn,smilingwhenheheldontoitforasplitsecondlongeraftersheletgo.“I’mBeverly.”Hisblacksuitwasclearly
custom-made.Thewhiteshirtwassilk,andtheopencollarshowcasedagoldchainthatwasgaudybutnotquiterap
star–esque.Somemenwillneverlearnthatoutsideofaweddingband,jewelryisbestlefttothewomen.“Whereareyoufrom,
Beverly?I’massumingnotfromhere.”“Backeast,”shesaid.
“DC.”“Iknowthetownwell.I
actuallydoalittlebusinessthere.”Morethanalittle,Valerie
wasthinking.Noneofitlegal,
either.Thischarade,theentireoperation,wasallaboutprovingit.“Andwhatabouthere?”
sheasked.“IsVegasbusiness,too?”“Sometimesitis,yes,”he
said.“Thisparticulartrip,though,issimplyforpleasure.”“IhopeIdidn’tjustruinit
foryou.”Hesmiled.“Thatdepends.”“Onwhat?”
“OnwhetherornotIcanbuyyouadrink.”“IfI’mnotmistaken,we’re
inacasino,Shahid,”shesaid.“Thedrinksarefree.”Hissmilewidened.“Inthat
case,I’llbuyyoutwo.”Valerieinchedcloserto
him.Itwassubtlebutunmistakable.“You’requitethecharmer,aren’tyou?”“Isthatbad?”heasked,
playingalong.“Itmaynotbegood.”
“AccordingtoOscarWilde,itdoesn’tmatter,”saidAlDossari,flashinghisIvyLeagueeducation.“Itisabsurdtodividepeopleintogoodorbad.Peopleareeithercharmingortedious.”Valerietriedtobiteher
tongue.Thetrickiestpartofanyundercoveroperationwasforgettingwhoyouwereinlightofwhoyouweresupposedtobe.
Sheknewthequote.SheevenknewtheOscarWildeplayitcamefrom,LadyWindermere’sFan.ButbetweenherandBeverlySands,onlyoneofthemhadbeenadramamajoratNorthwestern.Still,shecouldn’thelp
herself.Besides,thegoalwastobeguileAlDossari,wasn’tit?Valerietookanotherstep
towardhim,thisonefarless
subtle.Theywereclosenow,veryclose.HaditbeenaCatholicschooldance,thenunswould’vesurelyseparatedthem.“Weareallinthegutter,”shewhispered.“Butsomeofusarelookingatthestars.”Immediately,AlDossari
tookastepback.Hewasgenuinelysurprised.“You’refamiliarwiththeplay?”Consideringshe’djust
quotedanotherlinefromit,it
wasarhetoricalquestion.ButValeriewasn’tabouttopointthatout.NeitherwasBeverlySands.“Thegirlcandomorethan
justplaypoker,”shequipped.Hesteppedtowardher
again,hiscrocodileloafersbarelytouchingtheground.“I’dliketolearnmoreaboutyou,Beverly.”Valeriesmiled,thekindof
smilethatsuggestedthefeelingwasmutual.She’d
practiceditmanytimesinfrontofamirror.Iwanttolearnmoreabout
you,too,Shahid.AndIintendto.Farmorethanyoucouldeverimagine,farmorethanyoueverthoughtpossible….
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ITWASmorelikeapitinthebrain,asopposedtothestomach.I’mgoingtomissClaire’sfuneral.Thethoughthadbeen
lodgedinthebackofmyhead,ifonlybecausetherestofmewasstillgrapplingwiththefactthattherewasgoing
tobeafuneralinthefirstplace.Maybe,justmaybe,I’d
thought,thefactthatIcouldn’tbethere—oreven,forthetimebeing,explainwhytohersister—wouldgeteasiertobearasthedayspressedon.Instead,itwasonlygettingmoredifficult.EspeciallyafterOwenandIleftthecity.Everymanhashisprice.
Forthedriverofthelivery
cabwhotookOwenandmeallthewayfromManhattantoWashington,DC,itwasninehundreddollars.Theguymadeabigstinkabouthavingtogetitallincash.Littledidheknowthatwastheonlywaywecouldpayhim.Ourcreditcards,eachand
everyone,hadbeencanceledbeforeweevencrossedtheGeorgeWashingtonBridgeintoJersey.Afewattemptsatsomeonlinepurchasesinan
openWi-Fihotspotwereallittooktofindout.Presumably,ourATMcardswereshutdown,too.Sothatwasthegamenow.
They—whoever“they”were—knewtherewasnopointtryingtofinduscourtesyofAmex,Visa,orMasterCard,oranybankwithdrawal.Thatlefttheflipside,cuttingoffourfundingandhopingitwouldlimitouroptions
travel-wise.It’salwayshardertohitamovingtarget.Allthemorereasonwhy
OwenandIwereonthemove.Ourfirststopafterthefive-
and-half-hourdrivewasthepartofDCyouneverseeinthebrochure.Itwasaused-cardealershipontheAnacostiasideofthecityintheSoutheastquadrant.Theowner,wholookedlikeawalkingmugshot,didn’t
haveashowroom.Hedidn’tevenhaveanoffice.Itwasbasicallyadirtlotbehindanabandonedwarehousewithaboutadozenbeat-upcars,halfofwhichhadhadtheirVINnumbersalteredorfiledawayaltogether.“Howthehelldidyou
knowaboutthisplace?”IaskedOwen.“Ioverheardsome
GeorgetownfratboystalkingaboutitinaDean&Deluca,”
hesaid.“Apparently,drivingDaddy’sMercedesaroundcampushasfallenoutofvogue.Junkisthenewblack.”Inthatcase,OwenandI
werenowthetrendiestguysaround.WedroveawayinanoldToyotaCorollathatwasdingedupsomuchyouwould’vethoughtithadbeenparkedoutinthemiddleofagolfdrivingrange.Butitran
okayandcamewithplates,ourtworequirements.Asforthepaperwork,that
consistedonlyofthemoneythatchangedhands.Sevenhundreddollars,cash.Needlesstosay,wedidn’tasktoseetheCARFAX.“Whatasteal,”saidOwen.“Yeah,that’sbecauseit
probablywas,”Isaid.“Stolen.”FromAnacostiawedrove
intoGeorgetown,heading
straighttoBiltmoreStreetandthetownhouseofDr.DouglasWittmer,lastseen—oncamera,atleast—deepinsidetheCIAblacksiteatStareKiejkutyoutsideWarsaw.Thatwasonehellofahousecall,Doc.Caretotelluswhohiredyou?Yes?No?AccordingtoGoogle,
WittmerhadbeenathoracicsurgeonatLenoxHillHospitalinManhattanforelevenyears,followedbya
four-yearstintatCedars-SinaiMedicalCenterinLosAngeles.Thenheapparentlyquittheoperatingroom,joiningamedicalresearchcompany,BioNextLaboratories,inBethesda,Maryland,asitsCEO.Thatwasfiveyearsago.ThewebsiteforBioNext
lookedlegit,althoughthatwasn’treallysayingmuch.Atenthgraderthesedayscanbuildabelievablewebsitein
lesstimethanittakestowatcharerunofTheSimpsons.So,too,cantheCIA.“Doyouthinkit’safront?”
IaskedOwen.“Itdoesn’thavetobe,”he
said.“Theguymightsimplybepullingdoubleduty.It’smorecommonthanyou’dthinkamongcertaindoctors,whetheritbefortheFBIortheCIA.”
Forafewmoments,IthoughtaboutmyprimarycarephysicianbackinNewYork,whooncedroppedmyurinesamplealloverhissuedeshoes.Greatguyandagooddoctor,butsomehowIjustcouldn’tpicturehimdoingasecretgigforthegovernment.Dr.DouglasWittmerwasa
differentstory,andasOwenandIwalkedupthestepsof
hisfadedbricktownhouse,wecouldn’twaittohearit.Butthatwasexactlywhat
wehadtodo.Wait.Werangthebell,knocked
onthedoor,andevenpeekedthroughthewindows.Noonewashome.Wittmer’sphonenumberwasunlisted,andforallweknew,hecould’vebeenbackinPolandoratanyoneofanumberofotherblacksites.Seeingtheday’smailwaitingforhiminhis
mailbox,however,gaveussomehope.Nowallwecoulddowas
parkourshinynewCorollaalittlewaydownthestreetandkeepwatch.Ifonlywe’dknown.Wewerebeingwatchedas
well.
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“GOAHEADandask,”saidOwen.“Askwhat?”Helookedatmeacrossthe
frontseatlikeIwasanidiotfortryingtoplaydumb.“YouwanttoknowwhyIkeepdoingthisthingwithmyhands,right?”
We’dbeenwaitingforWittmerforclosetoanhour,andhalfthetimethekidwasdoinghisdrywashroutine.“Sortofhardnotto
notice,”Isaid.“Youcanblamemyaunt
Eleanor.”Herestedbothpalmsonhiskneesandexplained.“Myparents,bothprofessors,weren’tterriblyreligious,buttheythoughtitwasimportantformeatayoungagetoexperience
church.SomyauntEleanorwasenlistedoneSundaytobringmetoaservice.Iwasfiveanddoingcomplexalgebra,butIalsostillbelievedinSantaClausandthetoothfairy.Sotheministerisgivingthissermonabouttemptationandsinandhe’sallfiredup,andI’msittingthereinthepewlisteningandhangingonhiseveryword.Andthat’swhenhequotesanoldproverb,
onlyIdon’tknowit’saproverb;Itakeitliterally.Idlehandsarethedevil’sworkshop.”“You’rekiddingme.”“Nope.That’showit
started,”hesaid.“Problemis,Ihaven’tbeenabletostopeversince.”Helaughed.“Youknow,I’venevertoldanyonethatbefore.”“Trustme,”Isaid.
“You’vegotfarbiggersecretsthesedays.”
Asifoncue,ablackJaguarXKCoupepulledintotheshortdrivewayatthebaseofWittmer’stownhouse.Ithadtobehim.Thewaitwasover.Quickly,OwenandI
steppedoutofourslightlylessexpensiveCorollaandapproachedhimashewasgettinghismail.Bythetimehelookedupandsawus,wewerepracticallyinhisface.Noexaggeration,hemusthavejumpedbackatleast
threefeet.We’dscaredtheshitoutofhim.Good.Nextup,withanyluck,
wasgettingthetruthoutofhim.“Dr.Wittmer?”Iasked.Hewasstillcatchinghis
breath.Whothehellwantstoknow?saidhislook.ButnonormalpersonoutsidetheBronxactuallysaysthatinreallife,andDouglasWittmerappearedasnormalastheycome.Withhis
glassesandneatlytrimmeddarkhairthatwasgrayaroundthetemples,hewasadoctorwholookedlikethestockphotoofadoctor.“Yes,that’sme,”hesaid
finally.Iintroducedmyselfand
wasabouttointroduceOwenwhenIsawWittmer’seyesbeatmetoitwithasquintofrecognition.Hisjawthenliterallydropped.
“Jesus…you’rethekid,aren’tyou?”heasked.“Aliveandintheflesh,”
saidOwen.“Ofcourse,youprobablythoughtI’dbedeadbynow.”Wittmernoddedalmost
sheepishly.“Restassured,ithasn’t
beenforlackoftrying.”Owenturnedtomeandmybeat-upface,thebruisesjustbeginningtosettleintoanice
shadeofeggplant.“Andthat’stoputitmildly.”“Wait,what’sgoingon?”I
asked.“Howdoesheknowwhoyouare?”Tosaythekidwasquick
ontheuptakedidn’tdohimjustice.“Becausehe’sbeenshownapictureofme,”saidOwen.“AndifIwereevertopayhimavisit,hewassupposedtoletthemknow.”“Iwouldn’t,though,”said
Wittmer.“Imean,Iwon’t.”
“Ofcourseyouwon’t,”saidOwenfacetiously.“Whatpossiblemotivationcouldyouhave?”NowIwasallcaughtup.If
theseweren’ttheirexactwords,theyhadtobedamnclose.Helpusfindthekidbeforehebringsusalldown,Dr.Wittmer…includingyou.“Idon’tcarethatI’minthe
recordings,”saidWittmer.“Itwasamistake,andIcanlivewiththeconsequences.”
“Actually,Idon’tcarethatyou’reintherecordings,either,”saidOwen.“AllIcareaboutiswhoputyouthere.That’swhatweneedtoknow.”Wittmer’seyesshifted
betweenOwenandmeforafewmoments,thelatestissueofCarandDriverandtherestofhismailpressedhardagainsthischest.Itwasonethingforhim
nottoratusout.Itwas
anotherforhimtoratoutwhomeverhewasworkingfor.Therewouldneedtobeareason.Adamngoodone.Wittmerlookedupatthe
sky.Wealldid.Thesunwasbeginningtosetbehindamassofcharcoal-coloredcloudsthatseemedtohavearrivedoutofnowhere.MuchlikeOwenandme.“Ithinkweshouldgo
inside,”saidthedoctor.“Itlookslikerain.”
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ITWASahomeforaguywhobasicallywasn’thomeallthatmuch.That,orhejustdidn’tcare.Nottosayitwasmessy.
Rather,itwassparse.Inthefewroomswewalkedpastbeforesettlinginthekitchen,thefurnishingsconsistedof
thebareminimum,orinthecaseoftheemptydiningroom,evenless.Iwasn’tmuchfor
metaphors,butClairealwayswas.Forher,thiswould’vebeenalay-up.Dr.DouglasWittmerclearlyhadmoney,buttoseewherehelived—howhelived—wastoseeamandefinedbywhathedidn’thave.Therewerethingsmissinginhislife.
“Youwantcoffee?”heasked,pointingtotheKeurigmachineonthecounternearthestove.OwenandIbothdeclined.
Wewereanxiousenoughasitwas.Thethreeofusheaded
overtoasmallcherrywoodtableinthecornerunderneathasmallclock,thekindyou’dmorelikelyseehanginginanofficeorwaitingroom.Afterweallsatdown,Wittmer
immediatelystooduptoremovehisblueblazer,hangingitonthebackofhischair.Hewasn’tstalling,buthewasn’texactlyrushing,either.Finally,aftersittingdown
again,hetookadeepbreathandbegan.“Iwastargeted,”hesaid,
histonestraightasaruler.Tohiscredit,therewasn’tahintofhistryingtomakeanexcuseforhimself.Hewas
statingthefacts,orreallyjustonefact.“TheyknewmywifewasonFlightNinety-Three.”OwenandIbothdropped
ourheadsabit.Itspokevolumesabouttheeventsof9/11thataparticularflightnumbercouldbesoingrainedinthecollectivememoryofanation.“I’msorry,”saidOwen.“Yes,”Isaid.“I’msorry.”
“Thethingis,”Wittmercontinued,“griefandangercanhelpyourationalizealmostanybehaviorinthenameofrevenge.Iknowthat’swhathewasbankingonwithme.”Itwassoclearwhatwe
werewitnessing.Thiswasamanwhoneededtoexplainhimself.Barehissoulalittle,ifnotalot.IwassurethatOwen,evenathisrelatively
youngage,wasthinkingthesamething.Perhapsitwasthatsame
youth,though,thathadOwenwishingthedoctorwouldexplainthingsjustatadbitfaster.Fittingly,theonlysoundinthekitchenotherthanuswasthemeasuredtick…tick…tickofthewallclockaboveus.“He?”Owenasked
impatiently.Inotherwords,
Please,fortheloveofPete,startnamingnames.…“Idon’tknowifhe’sthe
onlyringmaster,butit’scertainlyhiscircus,”saidWittmer.Hedrewanotherdeepbreath.“FrankKarcheristheonewhofirstapproachedme.”Ididn’trecognizethe
name,nor,apparently,wasIsupposedto,giventhewayWittmerwaslookingdirectlyatOwen.Andgiventheway
Owenwasnoddingbackathim,Iguessitmadesense.“Thekid”absolutelyrecognizedthename.“FrankKarcheristhe
NationalClandestineServicechiefoftheCIA,”saidOwen,turningtome.“Basically,we’retalkingthekindofguywholikestokickpuppies.”“Sohumantorturewasn’t
muchofaleap,”Isaid.Itwasaquip,completely
offthecuff.Still,thesecond
thewordsleftmymouth,Iregrettedthem.Ididn’tknowKarcher,butIdidknowthatWittmerwassittingrightinfrontofme.Hewasalsoontherecordings.Atbest,thedoctorwasanaccomplice.Atworst?ThatwasbetweenhimandhisGod.Andthatwasthepoint.
OwenandIwerethereinhiskitchentogetinformation,nottopassjudgmentonhim.AndIjusthad.Abitunfairly,
noless.Iwasn’ttheonewho’dlosthiswifeon9/11.“Iapologize,”Isaidto
Wittmer.“Ididn’tmeanto—”“That’sallright,”hesaid.
Hedrewanotherdeepbreath.“Atthebeginning,IknewexactlywhatIwasdoingandwhy.Thoserecordingsyouhave?Asbadastheymaylooktoawholelotofpeople,therearejustasmanypeoplethesedays—the
Machiavelliansinourso-calledwaronterror—whowouldbelievetheendjustifiesthemeans.”“I’mconfused,then,”I
said.“Whatchanged?Whywouldyoubetalkingtous?”Wittmerleanedin,pressing
hispalmsdownonthatcherrywoodtablewithwhatmightaswellhavebeentheweightoftheworld.“Becausethoserecordingsyouhavedon’ttellthewhole
story,”hesaid.“Butminedo.”
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WITTMERPUSHEDbackhischairanddisappearedfromthekitchen,returningaboutahalfminutelaterwithanoldDelllaptop.Whilehewasgone,OwenandIdidn’tutterasinglewordtoeachother.Really,whatwastheretosay?Thedoctorhad
basicallyjustpromisedtoblowourminds.Theonlythingtodowasshutupandwaitforit.Anotherhalfminutepassed
whileWittmer’slaptopbootedup.Giventheanticipation,itfeltlikeaneternity.Finally,heclickedonafileandpressedPlay,anglingthescreeninfrontofussoweallhadagoodview.Itwasshowtime.
“ThisisfromthesameblacksiteoutsideofWarsawduringthesametimeperiod,”heexplained.Indeed,fromtheget-go
everythingabouttherecordinglookedfamiliar.Thewindowlessroomshotinblack-and-white.ThelonemetalchairwithaMiddleEasternmanshackledtoit,followedbythetwomeninsuitswhorestrainedhim
whilehereceivedtheshottohiscarotidartery.Ofcourse,thedoctor
wieldingthesyringelookedfamiliaraswell.Wewereinhiskitchen.“Whatisyourname?”
askedthevoiceoffcamera.Immediately,asecond
voicetranslatedthequestionintoArabic,andaswithOwen’srecordings,theArabicwastranslatedback
intoEnglishviasubtitles.Everythingwasthesame.Except,inthiscase,the
prisoner’sresponse.“IspeakEnglish,”hesaid
softly.Thetwovoicesfrom
behindthecameracouldbeheardconversing,butevenwiththevolumemaxedoutonWittmer’slaptop,wecouldn’tunderstandwhattheyweresaying.Iassumeditwasaboutthewaythey
wantedtoproceed,althoughyouwouldn’tknowitgivenhowthefirstvoicerepeatedthequestion—“Whatisyourname?”—asifheweresomeautomatedprompt.“MynameisMakin
Pabalan,”answeredtheprisoner.Hearinghimspeakagain,it
wasclearthathewasfluentinEnglish.Hisaccentnotwithstanding,therewasnohitchfromhishavingto
translateinhisheadfromArabic.IfIhadtoguess,I’dsayhe’dbeeneducatedatsomepointintheUS.Again,therewasmore
talkingbehindthecamera.Westillcouldn’tmakeitout.Whateverwassaid,though,itresultedinadeviationfromthescript.“We’llproceedinEnglish
only,”camethevoice.“Doyouunderstand?The
questionsnowwillonlybeinEnglish.”“Yes,”saidtheprisoner.“I
understand.”“Andyouwillonlyanswer
inEnglish.Isthatunderstoodaswell?”“Yes.”“Pleasestateyourname
again.”“MynameisMakin
Pabalan.”“AreyouamemberofAl
Qaeda?”
“No,”saidtheprisoner.“Areyouawareofany
plansbyAlQaedatokillAmericancitizens?”“No.”“Areyouamemberofany
organizationthatconsiderstheUnitedStatesofAmericaanenemy?”“No.”“Areyouawareofany
organizationthatisplanningtobringharmtoany
Americancitizensanywhereintheworld?”“No.”Therewasn’ttheslightest
hesitationfromthemaninthechairasheansweredeachquestion.Helookednervous,butnottothepointoffear.Norwasthereanyangerinhiseyes.IfIhadbeencross-examininghiminacourtroom,hewould’vequalifiedasacooperatingwitness.
Moreimportantly,therewasn’ttheslightestphysicalchangeinhim.Hisjawdidn’tclench,thechairdidn’tbegintorattle.Therewasnodownwardspiralofpainfollowedbyevenmorepain.Nosignoflieandyoudie.Hewastellingthetruth.OwenandIexchanged
glances,thethoughtbeingthatthedoctorhaditwrong.Thiswasn’tthewholestory,itwasthesamestory.
Inunison,weturnedtoWittmer.Whatgives?Buthewasstillstaringat
thescreen,asubtlebutunmistakablecuethatweshouldbedoingthesame.Thedoctorknewexactly
whathewastalkingabout.
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ITHAPPENEDsodamnandscaryfast.Onesecond,theprisoner
wasfine.Thenext,hewasn’t.OnlythiswasdifferentfromOwen’srecordings.Sovery,verydifferent.Thisbeganinaninstantandbarelylasted
muchlonger.Itwasaflash.No,itwasadetonation.Itwasasiftheman’sbrain
hadactuallyexplodedinsidehishead.Iwatchedashiseyesrolled
back,hisfaceconvulsinglikeitwaslodgedinapaintmixeratHomeDepot.Theforcewassostrongitliterallyliftedthemanofftheground,chairincluded.Bythetimegravityfoughtback,heandthechair
weretippedoveronthefloor,motionless.“Christ…”Owen
muttered,hisvoicetrailingoff.Wittmerreachedoutand
hitthespacebaronthekeyboard,pausingtherecording.Itwasrightthenthatthethoughtoccurredtome.Asquicklyasallhellbrokelooseinthatinterrogationroom,itwasn’t
asifthedoctorcouldn’thavetriedtointervene.Buthewasnowhereinthe
frame.Whynot?“Thatmighthavebeenthe
sickestpartofall,”Wittmersaidasifreadingmymind.“ThesecondItriedtohelp,Iwasliterallyheldback.Theydidn’twanttheguysaved.Theywantedhimdocumented.Likealabrat.”Hehitthespacebaragain
toresumetherecording.True
tohisword,Wittmerfinallysprangintotheframeasifhe’djustbrokenfreefromthetwootherguysbehindthecamera.Withinsecondsofhiskneelingdownandplacingtwofingersontheprisoner’sneck,heshookhisheadslowly.Themanwasdead.“Wasthereanautopsy
performed?”askedOwen.“Yes.Itwasananeurysmal
subarachnoidhemorrhage,”
saidWittmer.“Eachandeverytime.”Boom.“Wait…what?”Iasked.
ButI’dheardhimperfectly.SohadOwen.“Ithappenedsevenother
timesoutoftwentytrials,”saidWittmer.“Atleast,thetwentytrialsIwasoverseeing.”Owenshookhisheadin
disbelief.“Afortypercentfailrate,”hesaid.“Wasthe
prisonercooperatingeachtime?”Thedoctornodded,his
gazeretreating.Itwasasifhehadnowheretolook.“Karcherjustcallsitcollateraldamage,”hesaid,disgusted.“Icallitmurder.”Therewasnopushingthat
lastlineaside,noignoringitsimplications.Thewordssimplyhungthereatthetable,fillingthesilence.IfIhadn’tknownbetter,I
would’vesworntheclockaboveushadstoppedaswell.Icouldn’thearittick.Eventually,Owenspoke
up.“DoesKarcherknowyouhavethisrecording?”heasked.“Ifhedid,I’dprobablybe
deadrightnow,”saidWittmer.Itwashardtoarguewith
that.OwenandIwerelivingproof.
Immediately,allIcouldpictureinmyheadwasthisguy,Karcher,arrangingforClaire’sdeath.ThenOwen’s.Thenmine.Sometimestheonlything
moredangerousthanamanwithnothingtoloseisamanwitheverythingtolose.FrankKarcherwasevery
bitthatman.“Whatweneednowisthe
link,”saidOwen.“Proofthattheserumexists,thatitwas
used,andthatKarcher’sfingerprintsarealloverit.”AmImissingsomething?
“Don’twealreadyhaveanentirefilmfestivalthatprovesthefirsttwo?”Iasked.“Therecordingsprovealot
ofthings,”saidOwen.“Withoutthepersonresponsible,though,it’sjustanembarrassinghomemoviefortheentirecountry.”“Fine.Socommencewith
thecongressionalhearings,”I
said.OwenturnedtoWittmer
withanairofcertitudethatpeopleonlygrantyouwhenyoucanbackitup.“Excusetheassumption,”hesaid,“butyoudidn’tactuallydeveloptheserum,didyou?Nordoyouknowthenameofthepersonwhodid,usingmyresearch,right?”“Iwasnevertold,”saidthe
doctor.
Owenturnedbacktome,continuing.“Andthetwohenchmenintherecording,theonesrestrainingtheprisonerandultimatelyrestrainingDr.Wittmer?They’reundercoveragents.Somakingtherecording,anyoftherecordings,publicwouldexposetheiridentities.That’snevergoingtohappen.”“Inotherwords,”Isaid,
“whatweneedisproofthat
cangopublic.”“Exactly,”saidOwen.Withoutaword,Wittmer
pushedbackhischaironcemoreandleftthekitchen.ToquoteYogiBerra,itwasdéjàvualloveragain.OwenandIsimplylookedateachotherwithnothingtosay.Untilthedoctorreturned.Heplacedwhatwasinhis
handonthetable.“Thismightbeyouranswer,”hesaid.
“IsthatwhatIthinkitis?”askedOwen.“Yes,”saidWittmer.He
foldedhisarms.“Butlet’sbeveryclearaboutonething.Youdidn’tgetitfromme.”
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THESMALLwhitestuccobuildingwithonlyanumbernexttothedoorandnoothersignagewasn’tquitehidinginplainsightintheheartofGeorgetown.Butitwasn’texactlyoffthebeatenpath,either.FromwhereOwenandIparked,wecouldlookover
ourshouldersandseethebackentrancetoaStarbucksoutonMStreet.Thatjustmadethiswhole
thingfeelevenweirder.Isthateventherightword?Bizarre…surreal…unnerving?Breakoutthethesaurus….Behinduswere
cappuccinos,Frappuccinos,andchaimochalatteswithpumpsofgooey,sweetsyrup.Infrontofus?Atopsecret
CIAlabproducingalethaltruthserumthatskirtstheUSConstitutionandtherightofdueprocesstotheextentthatthestateofKansasskirtstheAtlanticandPacificOceans.“Whataretheodds
someone’sinside?”Iasked,turningofftheengine.Wewereanhourpastsunset,alonefloodlightoverheadprovidingwhatlittleviewwehadoftheone-storybuilding.
Therewerenowindowsinfront.Owenshruggedhisbroad
shoulders.Wittmerhadn’tbeenabletoguaranteetheplacewouldbeempty.“Noclue,”hesaid.Itwasthewayhesaidit,
though,asifthosewordswereabitnewtohim.Icouldn’thelpaslightsmile.“Thatdoesn’thappentoyoualot,doesit?”“What’sthat?”
“Beingcluelessaboutsomething.”Hereturnedthesmile,all
modestyaside.“Nope.”Ireachedintothebackseat,
grabbingmyduffel,whichwassittingnexttohisbackpack.Thekidhadhisbagoftricks;Ihadmine.“Whataboutguns?”Iasked.“Everfireone?”Thelookhegavemewas
thepolaroppositeofclueless.
“IgrewupinNewHampshire,”heanswered.Enoughsaid.Ipulledoutthe
semiautomaticSIGSauerP210,checkedthemagazine,andhandeditover.Livefreeordie….“Youready?”Iasked.Owenunbuckledhisseat
belt,flippedthesafetyalongsidethetrigger,andwithablindhandhookedan
armthroughoneofthestrapsofhisbackpack.“Ready.”Thewalkfromthecarto
thebuilding’sentrancewasnomorethantenyards,albeitazigzaggivenallthepotholesfilledwithwaterfromtheearlierdownpour.Iledthewaywithmy
Glock,nevermorethankfulforitsxenonlightandredlasersight.WitheverymeasuredstepItooktowardtheentrance,thatformer
weaponsinstructorofminebackatValleyForge,theonewiththesandpapervoice,wasallbutechoingbetweenmyears.Aprickandaprophetallatonce.Sometimesshithappensin
thedark….
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“ONEMOREforluck,”IwhisperedtoOwen,reachingoutwithmyarm.Iwasmakingafistsotighteveryfingernailwasdiggingdeepintomypalm.We’dstationedourselves
oneithersideofthewindowlessdoor,bagsatour
feetandourbackspressedhardagainstthestucco.I’dalreadyknockedonce.Thesecondknockgotthesameresult.Eithertheplacewasemptyorwhoeverwasinsidewasn’tanswering.“Myturn,”Owen
whisperedback.Intheageofretinal
scanners,digitalthumbprintreaders,andwhateverotherparanoid-inspiredgizmosexistthatmakesureonly
certainpeoplegetintocertainplaces,Wittmerhadgivenusalittlepieceofirony.Asimplekey.Actually,itmadecomplete
sense.Banksneedvaultsandguardsandsecuritycamerasbecausepeopleknowthat’swheretheykeepthemoney.This,ontheotherhand,wasfourwallsandaroofbarelybiggerthanashacktuckedbehindanalleywithallthefoottrafficofaVineyard
VinesstoreinNewark.Inotherwords…Justmakesureyoulockthe
doorbehindyou,Doc.Still,OwenandIcouldn’t
helpwonderingthesamething.Hoping,really.ThatwecouldtrustWittmer.Inaway,hewasmerelya
middleman.Thecrucialpartofhisjobwaspickinguptheserumandtransportingitoverseas,anMDashumanmule.Possessingallthe
requisitepaperworkforaninternationalhumanitarianmission,hewasabovesuspicion.Barelyaneyebrowraisedthroughinternationalcustoms.Somuchbetterthan
swallowingtwodozenlittleballoonsandapostflightmealofEx-Lax.“Okay,”Iwhisperedto
Owen.Hewasholdingupthekey,
hisanswertothequestion
thatitwould’vebeenredundantofmetoaskaloud.Whatnow?Slowly,Owenreachedout,
slidinthekey,andgaveitatwist.Webracedforeverything.
Analarm.Anattackdog.Thenightcleaningcrew.Everything.Instead,pushingthedoor
open,wegotexactlywhatwedesperatelywanted.Nothing.Justsilence.Anddarkness.
ImotionedforOwentostayput,peeringaroundthehingeslikesomeguywho’dseentoomanycopshows.Beforeturningonanylights,Iwantedtoshinemygunaroundabit,asitwere.Thegoodnewsaboutthatxenonlightattachmentwasthatbeingontheothersideofitwaslikelookingintothehighbeamsofanoncomingcar.TheflashlightapponOwen’sphonetimesten.
Basically,Iwasawalkingone-waymirror.Thefirstsurprisewasthat
therewasnoreceptionarea,justashorthallway.Afterasmallkitchentotheleftandanevensmallerbathroomdirectlyoppositeontheright,everythingwasrightthereinfrontofme,anditwasprettymuchasadvertisedbyWittmer.“Thefacility,”hecalledit.
IstaredthroughtheblastofwhitelightfunnelingoutfrommyGlock,theredstreakfromthelasersightmovingwithmyhandsfromonecorneroftheroomtothenext.Onlythefarwallhadwindows,threeacrosswithhorizontalslatblindsthatweredrawnandclosedtight.WhatIwaslookingatwas
somewherebetweenahighschoolchemistryclassroomandamethlab,notthatI’d
personallyseenalotofmethlabs.Truthbetold,everythingIknewaboutthem—aswellaspedophiles,runawaybrides,highschoolteacherswhosleepwiththeirstudents,andpeoplewhotrytohirehitmentokilltheirspouses—Iowedtoaguilty-pleasurehabitofwatchingDatelineNBC.Eveninthemoment,the
thoughtwasallbut
inescapable.Thiswouldmakeonehellofanepisode….Theroomwasmessy.
Almostchaotic,eveninitsstillness.Therewerethingseverywhereonthelargeislandinthecenter.Vialsandbeakers.AcoupleofBunsenburners.Acentrifuge,aswellasafewotherbulkymachinesthatwereacombinationofglassandstainlesssteel,includingonethatwasconnectedtoalarge
ventilatingairductthatshotupstraightthroughtheceiling.Therewasalsoaredbinderstuffedthickwithpapers.Whattherewasn’t,though,
wasanothersurprise.Wewerealone.Ilookedbackovermy
shoulder,Owen’ssilhouettepeekingoutfrombehindthedoorway.“Noonehome,”Isaid.
Andtechnically,thatwasthetruth.
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THESMARTESTthingIcoulddowasgetoutofhisway.Owensteppedintothe
room,flippedonthelights,andclosedthedoorbehindhimsofastIwasoutofbreathjustwatchinghim.Thekidwasonamission.
Atfirst,Ididn’tquiteunderstandtherush.Sure,wedidn’twanttoloiter,butitwasn’tliketherewasashotclocktickingawayinthecorner.Wehadtime.ThenIsawhimreachfor
it.Thewayhereachedforit.Sidlinguptotheislandin
themiddleoftheroom,hehadoveradozenthingstochoosefrom,includingwhatappearedtobetheserumitself,containedinarackof
vials.Hebarelyevennoticedthem,though.Itwasasiftherewasonlyoneitemhecaredabout,andthatwaswhenIunderstood.Withbothhands,hepulled
theredbindertowardhim.Ofallthebaseemotions
thatmusthavebeenkickingaroundinhisheadoverthepastfewdays—anger,fear,guilt,tonameafew—theywerestillnomatchforwhat
makesageniusagenius.Curiosity.Someonehadpiggybacked
onhisbrainandtakenhisworkintounchartedterritory.Itmighthavebeenseriouslymisguidedandultimatelydoomed,butitwasalsosomethingelse,theonethingincommonwithanythingthatpushestheboundariesofinnovation.Itwasbold.AnddamnifOwendidn’t
wanttoseetheblueprint.
Silently,Iwatchedhimmakehiswaythroughthepagesinthebinder,oneafteranotherafteranother,hisindexfingertracingthewordsandformulaslikehewasinoneofthoseoldEvelynWoodspeed-readingcommercials.Ikeptwaitingforhimto
takesomesortofmentalbreather,attheveryleastasimplepause.Scratchhischin.Shifthisweightfrom
onelegtotheother.Instead,hekeptplowinghiswaythrough,barelyeventakingthetimetoblink.Then,suddenly,hefroze.I
tookthatasmycue,iftherewasevergoingtobeone.“Whatisit?”Iasked.Sillyme,thinkingIwas
abouttogetananswer.IwasprettysureOwendidn’tevenhearme.Hewastoobusynowlookingaroundtherestoftheroom,hiseyes
pinballingfromoneitemtothenext.Whateverhewassearchingfor,though,hecouldn’tfindit.Thatwaswhenhishead
snappedbackwithanidea.Hespunonhisheels,
disappearingintothesmallkitchenbythedoor.Icouldheartherefrigeratoropen,followedbytheshiftingandrattlingofmetalandglassware.Again,itwaslike
someonehadastopwatchonhim.“Youokay?”Icalledout.Owenreappeared,
clutchingalargeStyrofoamcup.Hewasstaringdownintoit.Icouldn’tseefromwhereIwasstanding,butIwasguessingitwasn’tcoffee.“N-stoff,”hesaid,finally.N-stoff?Ilookedathim
blankly.Itcertainlywasn’tmyfirstblanklooksince
we’dbeentogether.“Excuseme?”“Thatwasthecodename
ofchlorinetrifluorideattheKaiserWilhelmInstituteinNaziGermany.”Great.MoreJeopardy!I’ll
takeRandomTriviaWhenYouLeastExpectItforsixhundred,Alex….Atmycontinuedblank
stare,Owenwenton.“TheNazisexperimentedwithchlorinetrifluorideasa
combinedincendiaryweaponandpoisongas.Whatabigsurprise,right?Thingis,though,itwastoovolatile.Itwouldliterallyexplodeintheirfaces.”“Andthat’swhatyou’re
holdinginyourhand?”Iasked.“Threefeetawayfromme?”OwentiltedthecupsoI
couldseetheslightlygreen-and-yellowishliquidinsideit.“Itdoesn’treactwithclosed-
cellextrudedpolystyrenefoam,”hesaid.Ishothimadeadpanlook.
“YoumeanStyrofoam?”“Yeah,sorry,”hesaid.“Of
course,ifthisweremostanymetal,likeanaluminumcan,forinstance…thenboom.”Iswallowedhard.“Then
thankGodforStyrofoam,”Isaid.“Butwhatdoeschlorinated—”“Chlorinetrifluoride,”he
said.“CTF.”
“Yeah,whatdoesCTFhavetodowiththeserum?”Iasked.“I’mnotsureithas
anythingtodowiththeserum.”“Whyareyouholdingit,
then?”Itseemedliketheobviousquestion,asdidmyfollow-up.“Howdidyouevenknowitwashere?”“It’slistedinthebinder,”
hesaid.“Underwhat?”
“Inventory.”Howneatandorganizedof
them.“Sotheyneededitforsomething,right?Ifnottheserum,thenwhat?”IwatchedOwen.Hewas
thinking.Atleast,thatwaswhatIthought.Hisheadwascockedtotheside,hiseyesnarrowedtoasquint.Ofallthings,hebegan
removinghissneakers.Huh?Ithenwatchedashetiptoedpastmeoh-so-quietlyinhis
barefeet—hewasn’twearingsocks—andcarefullyplacedtheStyrofoamcuponthecenterislandintheroombeforepickingupmySIG,whichhe’dsetdown.What’sgoingon?Iwasabouttoaskthatvery
questionwhenhisindexfingershotupintheair,stoppingme.RightthenIknew.Hewasn’tthinking;hewaslistening.He’dheardsomething.
Andthenextsecond,Iheardit,too.
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ITWASthesoundofsomeonetryingnottomakeasound,anotherwisequietsetoffootstepsbetrayedbythewetpavementoutsidethebuilding.Myguesswasrunning
shoes,maybecross-trainers.Somethingwithasoftand
forgivingsole,perfectforsneakingaround.Unless,ofcourse,it
happenedtobeafterarainstorm.Rubberandwaterdon’tplayquietlytogether.IlookedatOwen.He
lookedatme.Webothlookedatthelightswitchbythedoor.Ifthosefootstepswerecomingforus,theyalreadyknewwewereinside.Nopointmakingitanyeasiertobeseen.
Owengrabbedthebinder,stuffingitinhisbackpackbeforekillingthelights.HesettledinthedoorwayofthekitchenareabytheentrancewhileIslippedoffmyPumasandquietlyliftedmyduffelovertothedoorwayofthebathroomoppositehim.Withourshoesoffand
bagsintow,welookedlikewewereabouttogothroughairportsecurity.Ofcourse,whatwewouldn’thavegiven
foranX-raymachinetoseethroughthedooroutside.Noonecouldblameusfor
beingparanoid,andhopefullythatwasallwewerebeing.Butbettertobesafethandead.Wehadthedoorcovered.
Ourshoeswerebackonourfeet.IwasononekneewithmyGlockraised,thexenonlightturnedoffandthelasersightaimedwaisthigh.
Nexttome,Owenwasstandingwithhisstrong-sidelegslightlybacklikeaboxerandhiselbowsbentjustalittle.TheWeaverposition,asit’scommonlycalledamongpoliceandmilitary.Smallerprofile,greaterstability.Somewhereinhisnineteen
years,someonehadclearlytaughthimthat.Notsurprisingly,thekidhadpaidattention.
AminutepassedwithOwenandmehavinganentireconversationwithoutwords.Justnods,shrugs,andprolongedstares.Neitherofuscouldhear
whatwe’dfirstheard.Inaglass-half-fullworld,thatmeantitwasjustsomepasserby.Arandom.MaybesomeStarbucksemployee—excuseme,barista—takingthebackwayintowork.
Ofcourse,intheglass-half-emptyworld…Wekeptlistening,oureyes
nowtrainedonthedoor.Icouldfeelthesweatforminginmypalms,myrightcalfcramping,thestrainbuildinginmyleftshoulderfromtryingtoholdmygunsteady.Itwaslikeathousandneedlejabs.Butallinall,thefeeling
wasrelief.Thelongerwewentwithouthearing
anything,thebetter.Waybetter.Isn’tthatright,Owen?Iglancedoverathim,just
aquicksnapshotasI’ddonebefore.ItwassofastmyeyeswerealreadyturningbacktothedoorwithoutreallyfocusingonwhatIwasseeing.Afterall,Ialreadyknew
whatIwasseeing.ItwasOweninthesamestancehe’dhadfromtheget-go.
Weweremaybefourfeetfromeachother,giveortakeaninchortwo.Ofcourse,sometimesthat’sthedifferencebetweenlifeanddeath,isn’tit?Aninchortwo.
CHAPTER71
MYHEADswiveledbacktoOwensofastIcouldliterallyfeelabreezeinmyleftear.Hehadmovedeverso
slightlytohisright,justenoughthathishead—barelyhalfofit,really—wasnowpeekingoutfromthe
doorwayofthekitchenarea.Exposed.Andjustlikethat,thered
dotattheendofthelasersightfrommyGlockwastrainedonthebackofhisskull.Onlyitwasn’tmygun.It
wassomeoneelse’s.“Down!”Iyelled,diving
acrossthehallway.Thesoundsoftheshot
fired,thebrokenglass,andmyshoulderbarrelinginto
Owen’sribcageallrolledintoonepiercingcrack!asasecondbreezehitmyleftear,thisonecourtesyofthebulletthathadjustbarelymissedme.Byaninchortwo.OwenandIcrash-landed
onthelinoleumfloorofthekitchen.Immediately,hehaditfiguredout—themistakewe’dmadeignoringthewindows.Justbecausethe
blindswerecloseddidn’tmeantheshooterwasblind.Twowords.“Thermal
imaging,”hesaid.Thenextsoundwasthe
blindsbeingviolentlyyankeddown,followedbymoreglassbreaking.Wescrambledtoourfeet.“He’scomingin,”Isaid.“No,butsomethingelseis.
Infiveseconds,it’sgoingtogetrealsmokyinhere.”
Actually,itwasmoreliketwoseconds.Thecanisterlandedwitha
thud,thesoundofitrollingtoastopquicklyovertakenbythehissingoftheteargas.Icouldn’thelpstatingtheobvious.“We’vegottogetoutof
here,”Isaid.“Notquiteyet,”said
Owen.Notquiteyet?
Thegaswaspushingtowardus,fillingthehallway.Oureyesandthroatswereabouttogetscorched.AllIknewwasthatstayingputgaveusnochance.Thefactthatwewerearmedgaveusatleastafightingchance.ButOwendidn’tevenlook
attheSIGI’dgivenhim,stillgrippedinhisrighthand.Infact,heputitdown.“Whatareyoudoing?”I
asked.
Buthewastoobusydoingittoanswer.Hewassearchingthecabinetsabovethecounter,openingonedoorafteranother.Untilhefoundit.Owenturnedbacktome,
holdinganotherlargeStyrofoamcup,thisoneempty.Ihadnoideawhathewasthinking.“Pleasetellmethatcuphas
somethingtodowithourgettingoutofhere,”Isaid.
Owennodded.“Itdoes,”heanswered.“Nowtakeoffyoursocks.”Mysocks?
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THEREWASnotimetoaskwhy,notwithmyeyesfeelingthefirststingfromtheteargasfilteringintothekitchen.Thefirstcoughcouldn’tbetoofarbehind.Iquicklytookoffmysocks
andgavethemtohim.Hell,ifhehadaskedmetostandon
onelegandclaplikeaseal,Iprobablywould’vedonethat,too.Anythingtospeedthingsalong.“NowIneedsomecover,”
hesaid.ButOwendidn’tpickup
hisbackpackasifwewereleaving.Andwhenhestoppedjustshyofthedoorway,waitingformetolineupbehindhimwithmyGlock,hewasn’tlookinglefttowardthedoor.Hewas
lookingright.Asin,rightintothelineoffire.ThatwaswhenIknew.He
wasgettingthatchlorinestuff,theCTF.Notthateitherofuscould
actuallyseeitbythispoint.He’dleftitontheislandinthemiddleoftheroom,butthecupholdingit—alongwiththeislanditself—haddisappearedinthecloudabovethecanister.
OwenliftedtheneckofhisT-shirtoverhisnoseforamakeshiftmask.Clearly,I’dpickedthewrongdaytowearabutton-down.“Go!”Isaid.Isqueezedoffafewrounds
throughtheshatteredwindowsasOwenflunghimselftowardtheisland.Forbetterorworse,whoeverwasoutthere,singularorplural,knewwewerearmed.
Buttherewasnoredstreamoflightaimedourway,noreturnfire.Meanwhile,thecoughing
officiallykickedin.Owenwasdoingthesame.Ontheplusside,itwastheonlywayIcouldgetareadonwherehewas.Iwaswaitingforhissignal
soIcouldsprayafewmorebulletsashecameback.Hedidn’tbother,though.NextthingIknew,hewascrawling
intothekitchenonhishandsandknees.Or,atleast,onehand.In
hisotherweremytwosocks.Ididn’tneedtoaskwhatwasinsidethem;OwenhadputacupcontainingsomeoftheCTFineachone.Infact,IwasprettysureI
haditnailed,especiallywhenthefirstthinghedidwasgrabalighterfromhisbackpack.Whathe’dcreatedwasakintoacoupleofMolotov
cocktailsstraightoutoftheMacGyverschoolofimpromptuweaponry.Lightthefuse,akamydirtysocks,andletherrip.Turnsout,Ijustgotthe
chemistrybackward.IkneltdownwithOwen,
theonlybreathingroomleftbeingafootoffthefloor.Wewerecoughingupourlungsnow,ourthroatsburning.Tearswerestreamingdownourcheeks.
Whichmadethequestionhemanagedtogetoutallthemorebizarre.“Youeverplaycornhole?”
heasked.Once,atatailgateparty
beforeaYankeesgame.ThoughInevercouldbringmyselftocallitthat.Itwasbeanbagtoss,asfarasIwasconcerned.Inodded.“Yes.”“Good.Becauseit’snotthe
fire,it’sthewater,”hesaid.
“Fire’sjusttheaccelerator.”“Whatdoyoumean?”“Imeanyou’vegottohita
puddleandyou’veonlygotoneshot.”Cornhole.“Okay,”Isaid.WhatthehellelsecouldI
say?Itwasn’texactlythebesttimetoraisemyhandandquestionhowwatercouldturnthisliquidintoasmallbomb.Sometimesyou’vejustgottogowiththeflow.
Wegrabbedourbags.“Maybethere’sonlyone
guyoutthere,butI’mguessingmore.Wedrawtheirfire,andwefireback,”hesaid.“Youthrowleft,Ithrowright,andthenwebothrunstraightasfastaswepossiblycan.”“Whataboutthecar?”I
asked.Owenlookedatme,andof
allthingscrackedasmile.Wewereatdeath’sdoor—quite
literally—andyetsomehowhemanagedtoseemmoreexcitedthanscared,likeamadscientistabouttofliptheswitch.“Dude,”hesaid.“Ifthis
works…therewon’tbeacar.”
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HEREGOESeverything…Iyankedopenthedoor,
barelyjumpingbackintothebathroomintimetoevadethebarrageofbulletslitteringthehallway.Owenhaditpegged;there
wasdefinitelymorethanoneshooter.Thecrisscrossingof
alltheredlasersightslookedlikeaPinkFloydconcert,completewiththeteargasassmoke.ItwasUsandThem,all
right.Theyhadasmallarmyandautomaticweapons.Wehadpistols.Oh,yeah.Andsocks.Thesplitsecondthefirst
waveended,Icrouchedlowandpeekedoutsidewiththexenonlight,squeezingoffshotswhilelookingforthe
nearestpotholesfilledwithwater.Nottoonear,though.
Collateraldamageisnowaytodie.Ijumpedbackasthe
secondwavecame;thisonewasevenmorefuriousthanthefirst.Thedrywallwasliterallydisintegratingallaroundus,everybulletlaunchingabitofwhitechalkthroughtheair.Mixedwiththeteargas,itwaslikewe
wereinasnowglobefromHell.“Where?”yelledOwen.“Fifteenfeetatten
o’clock,”Iyelledback.“Andyours?”“Twentyfeetattwo.”Helitthebottomofhis
sockandtossedmethelighter.“I’llthrowfirst,thenyou,”hesaid.“Fine.Agebeforebeauty,
dude.”
Iflickedmythumb.Thesockcaughtfireimmediately.I’dsaythefeelingwaslikeholdingalivegrenade,butitwasn’tlikethat.Itwasthat.Spinningaroundagain,I
sprayedbulletsbackandforthlikeawindshieldwiperbeforesteppingasidesoOwencouldthrow.IwasgivinghimlightfrommyGlockthebestIcould.Assoonashereleasedhissock,heunloadedtherestofhis
magazineandpeeledtotheside.Myturn.Therewasnotimetoaim,
buttherewasalsonotimetothinkaboutitandchoke.Ijustletitfly.Itwasthesecondlittle
fireballtossedthroughtheair.Whoknowswhattheymusthavethought?Maybenothingatall.Theyweretoobusytryingtogunusdownaswe
dovebackoutofthedoorway.Itossedanothermagazine
toOwen,whoquicklyreloaded.Therewasonethinghe’dforgottentomention.WhenthisCTFstuffmixeswithwater,howlongdoesittakebefore—BOOM!Theexplosionshookand
shatteredeverythingaroundus.Everywall,everynearbywindow.Sufficeittosay,
anyonestandingoutsidewasnolongerontheirfeet.Theproverbialrugnotjustyankedoutfrombeneaththem,butincinerated.Buthowlonguntiloneof
themgotbackup?Goodquestion.Run!Rightnow!OwenandIdidourbest
ButchandSundance,launchingoutofthebuildingwithgunsblaring.Weweresprintingasfastaswecould,
hopingagainsthopethatwe’dboughtourselvesenoughtime.Thatmadeforanevenbetterquestion.Wasthatboomtheresultof
onesockortwo?ThatwaswhenIsawhim.
Lookingovermyshoulder—itwasoneoftheshooters.AcloneofthetwoguysupinNewYork.Wasthereafactorysomewhere?Dazedbutclearly
determined,hewas
staggeringtohisfeetwithhisarmraised,anditwasn’ttowavehello.ThankGoditwasonlyone
sock.BOOM!OwenandIcaughtthe
edgeofthesecondblast;itsearedourbacksandsentushurtlingforwardacrossthepavementfortheEvelKnievelofroadrashes.Ithurtlikeasonofabitch,likeIwasbeingskinnedalive.
AndI’dneverfeltluckierinmylife.Aswehelpedeachother
up,welookedbacktoseeweweretheonlyonesstillstanding.Notthatwewereabouttolinger.“I’dhigh-fiveyou,butI
havenoskinleftonmypalms,”saidOwen.“Me,neither,”Isaid.
“C’mon,Iknowadoctorweshouldsee.”
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THERE’SANGRY.Thenthere’ssmoldering.Andthenthere’sliterallysmoldering.“What’sthatsmell?”asked
thecabdriver.“It’slikesomething’sburning.”“It’sjustourclothes,”I
saidmatter-of-factly.Thesmellwasalsooursinged
flesh,butIdidn’tfeeltheneedtomentionthat.Eitherway,thatlittletree-
shapedairfreshenerhangingfromtheguy’srearviewmirrordidn’tstandachance.We’dbeenburned,all
right.Setupbig-time.Andnowitwastimefora
littlefollow-upvisitwithDr.DouglasWittmer.Noappointmentnecessary.Hewassoconvincingin
hiskitchen.Ofcoursehewas.
Hewastellingusthetruth.Theonlyliewashisallegiance.Whothehelldidhecallafterwelefthim?Wehadthetaxidropusoff
oneblockdownfromhistownhouse.TherewasnotellingifWittmerwasstillalone,butfirstwehadtoseeifhewasthereatall.Maybehe’dgonetochurch
forconfession.Ifhehad,he’dwalked.His
blackJaguarwasstillthere,
parkedinthedrivewayaswhenwe’dfirstapproachedhim.Toobadhehadn’tgivenus
asecondkey,theonetohisfrontdoor.“Howsoonbeforea
neighborcallsnine-one-one?”IwhisperedtoOwen,onlyhalfjokingasIpeeredinsideoneofthewindows.Withourtattered,
bloodstainedclothesandshreddedhands,knees,and
elbows,thetwoofuslookedlikewe’djustwanderedoffthesetofTheWalkingDead.Atbest,wewereacoupleofburglars.Atworst,itwasthezombieapocalypse.IturnedbacktoOwen
whenhedidn’trespond.He’dbeenrightbehindme.Nowhewasn’tanywhere.Finally,Ifoundhimback
downbythestreet.Hewasstaringupatatelephonepole.
“Whatareyoudoing?”Iasked.“Lookingforthecamera.”“Whatcamera?”“Theywerewatchingfrom
eitherinsideoroutside.Actually,probablyboth,”hesaid.“Inside,though,gavethemaudio.”Istoodtheretryingto
reverseengineerwhathewassaying.Ifwewerebeingwatchedwhenwefirst
showeduptoseeWittmer,thenthatmeant…“Jesus,whydidn’tyousay
anything?”Iasked.“Wewerecomingheretoconfronthim;herattedusout.”“Ineversaidthat.”“Youdidn’thaveto.Itwas
agiven,”Isaid.Atleast,Ithoughtitwas.“Youmean,hedidn’ttipthemoff?”“Highlyunlikely.”“Thenwhyareweeven
here?”
Owenwasstillstaringupatthepole.“Tosearchformoreevidence,”hesaid.“Stuffhedidn’tsharewithus.”“What,youthinkhe’s
goingtoletusjustwaltzrightinandtakewhatwewant?”Finally,Owenturnedto
me.“We’rehardlygoingtoneedhispermission,”hesaid.BeforeIcouldaskwhy
not,hewasalreadyhalfway
backtoWittmer’stownhouse,headingupthesteps.Onceagain,thebestI
coulddowastrytokeepupwithhim.
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THEREWASzerohesitation,nonewhatsoever.Infact,Owenhadalready
takenoffhisT-shirt—whatwasleftofit—andwrappeditaroundhishandbythetimehereachedthetopstep.Iwasonlyafewfeetbehindhim,
butIcouldseewhatwascomingnextamileaway.What’salittlebreaking
andenteringamongfriends?Withaquickrightjab,the
windowtotheleftofWittmer’sfrontdoorallbutdisappeared.Workingclockwise,Owenknockedawaythefewholdoutshardsuntilwecouldbothclimbthroughwithoutdonatinganymorebloodfortheevening.
Justaguess,butbeingtwopintsdownonacavernouslyemptystomachisprobablynotrecommendedbytheAmericanMedicalAssociation.OwenputhisT-shirtback
on,enteringfirst.Ifollowed.AndatnotimedidIbotheraskinghimwhathewasn’ttellingme.IfiguredI’dknowsoonenough.Evensooner,asitturned
out,whenourarrivalin
Wittmer’sfoyerwasgreetedwithnothingandnoone.Justadeadsilence.Theproverbial“badfeeling
aboutthis”wassuddenlyspreadingfastfrommygut.“Upstairs,”saidOwen.Hemighthavejustbeen
talkingtohimself.Icouldn’ttell.Eitherway,therewasnosignofthedoctoronthefirstfloor.If“sparselyfurnished”was
thepolitewayofdescribing
thedownstairsofWittmer’shome,theupstairsmadethefirstfloorlooklikeanepisodeofHoarders.Ofthefirstthreebedroomswelookedinto,onlyoneactuallyhadabed.Andbybed,Imeanaqueen-sizedmattressontopofaboxspringontopofaHarvardframe.Nosheets.Nopillows.AndstillnoWittmer.Whichonlymadeitworse,
thatfeelingofdread.Thetighteningofthechest
muscles.Theextrapullonthelungswitheachbreath.Theinescapabletruthof
somethinginevitable.Becauseatnotime—not
foronefractionofasecond—didIthinktherewasachancethatWittmerwasn’tthereinhishome.Theonlyquestionwaswhere.“Here,”saidOwen.Thistime,hewas
definitelytalkingtome.Pointing,too.He’dturnedthe
cornerintothemasterbedroom.Twostepspastthe
doorway,Isawhim.Wittmer,wearingthesameclothesaswhenwe’dlefthim,waslyinginthebedonhisback.IfIhadn’tknownbetter,I’dhavesaidhewassimplyasleep.ButIdidknowbetter,if
onlybecauseOwenknewbetter.
Wittmerwasneverwakingup.
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MEANSANDmotivation.Thewholestorywasrightthereinfrontofus,exactlyasintended.Althoughitwasn’tintendedforus.Onthebednextto
Wittmer,wheretheghostofhiswifesurelyslept,wasalargephotoalbumopenedto
aspreadfilledwithhappy,lovingpicturesofthetwooftheminParis.TheywerekissinginfrontoftheEiffelTower,arminarmbeneaththeexternalHabitrail-likepipingoftheCentrePompidouinBeaubourg,andplayfullyleaningagainstLouisDerbré’sLeProphèteintheJardinduLuxembourg,thegoldenheadofthestatue—andtheirfaces—beaminginthesunshine.
ClaireandIusedtotalkaboutgoingtoParistogether.Butlifeisninetypercenttalk,isn’tit?Asifconnectingthedots,
myeyesmovedfromthephotoalbumovertotheemptypillbottle,theorange-brownishvarietyyougetfromyourlocalpharmacy.Only,therewasnolabelonit,noindicationofaprescription.
Ironically,thatmadethestoryevenmoreconvincing.Wittmerwasadoctor,afterall.Whatpillswouldn’thehaveaccessto?Itallmadesomuchsense.
Ofcourse,thatwaswhyitwasallbullshit.Iwascatchingonquick,all
right.Certainlyfasterthanthepolicewould,ifatall.Oddsweretheyneverwould.Thiswasnosuicide.
“Temazepam,ifIhadtoguess,”saidOwenwithanodtotheemptypillbottle.“Veryeffectiveforinsomnia,MichaelJacksonnotwithstanding.Oneinjection,probablytothecarotidartery,andthecoronerwouldneverknowthedrugwasn’tswallowed.”TheimageofWittmer
givinginjectionstotheprisonersinStareKiejkuty
flashedthroughmymind.Oh,theirony…Withouteventhinking,I
leanedin,lookingatWittmer’sneckforaneedlemark.Ididn’tknowwhy,Ijustdid.Ifeltsorryforhim.He’dmadehischoices,buthedidn’tdeservethis.“Christ,wecan’tevencall
thepolice,”Isaid.Wittmerlivedalone.There
wasnotellinghowlongitwouldbebeforehisbodywas
discovered.ThesamecouldbesaidfortheguyinmybathtubbackinManhattan,butIcouldn’tgivearat’sassabouthim.Thiswasdifferent.“Maybewecould
somehowleaveananonymoustip,”Isaid.“Whatdoyouthink?”Iwasstillstaringat
Wittmer’sneck,waitingforOwentoanswer.Whenhedidn’t,Iturnedaround.
Again,hewasgone.Icalledouttohim.“Inhere,”heresponded.Ifollowedhisvoicetothe
onlyroomleftonthesecondfloorwehadn’tsearched.Wittmer’soffice.Unlikeeveryotherroom,
though,thisonelookedthepart.Alarge,messydesk,stackedbookcases,andawell-wornleatherarmchairwithanottoman.Therewasevenarug—afadedcrimson
andgoldPersianwithtassels,someofthemfrayed,someofthemmissingaltogether.Tocallitalived-inlook
wouldbeanunderstatement.Infact,whatitreallywas,wasdepressing.Thiswasn’tWittmer’s
office.ThiswasWittmer.Period.Inthewakeofhiswife’sdeath,hislifehadbecomedefinedbyhiswork.Thiswasallhe’dhad.
“Whatareyoulookingat?”Iasked.“SomethingIshouldn’t
be,”saidOwen.“Notifthey’retryingtocovertheirtracks.”
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HEWASstandingbyoneofthebookcases,staringlongandhardatapictureinadust-coveredsilverframe.ItwasanoldphotographofWittmerfromhisundergraddaysatPrinceton,agroupshotofsomemembersoftheCapandGowneatingclub.
Ofcourse,ifithadn’tbeenfortheengravingatthebottomoftheframesayingasmuch,Ineverwould’veknownthat.SowhyisOwenstaringat
itsointently?Ileanedinclose,focusing
onWittmer.Helookedsoyoung.Happy.Alive.“WhatamInotseeing?”Iasked.“Thewholepicture,”Owen
said.
IfI’dsomehowlosttheforestforthetrees,therewasstillnofindingitasIcanvassedtheotherhalfdozenfacesstaringbackatmeinthephoto.Owenallbutexpectedasmuch,givingmeahint.“Hehadalotmorehair
backthen,”hesaid.Withthat,hereachedout
withhisindexfinger,tracingalinefromWittmertotheguyontheend,whowas
lankyand,yes,hadonlyahintofarecedinghairline.ButnowIcouldpicture
himbald,andindoingso,allIcouldsee—andrecognize—wasthesamesmirkmasqueradingasasmilethathealwaysflashedininterviewsasifthereweren’taquestionintheworldthatcouldevertriphimup.Ofcourse,thatwas
accordingtoClaire,whohad,infact,interviewedhimfor
theTimes.Shesaidhereekedofcoffeeandcockiness.“ClayDobson?”“Exactly,”saidOwen.“Okay,soWittmerwentto
schoolwiththepresident’schiefofstaff,”Isaid.“Whatareyousuggesting?”“Aconnection.”“Ormaybeit’sjusta
coincidence.”“Yeah,exceptforone
thing,”hesaid.“Therearenocoincidencesinpolitics.”
ThatsoundedalotlikeanAaronSorkinline,butIwasn’tabouttodebateit.“Whatkindofconnection?”Iasked.“Doyoumean,like,orchestrated?”“Ofcoursenot,”said
Owen,asfacetiousasIwasincredulous.“NothingillegaleverhappensintheWhiteHouse.”Pointtaken.Multiple
points,actually.Armsforhostages…sexwithanintern
andthenlyingaboutitunderoath…acertainbotchedburglaryatahotelonlyahandfulofmilesfromwhereOwenandIwerestanding?Suddenly,theonlythingI
couldhearinmyheadwasthevoiceofthen-senatorHowardBakerduringtheWatergatehearings,askingoneofthemostfamous—ifnotthemostfamous—politicalquestionsofalltime.
Whatdidthepresidentknowandwhendidheknowit?Thenagain,maybewe
weregettingaweebitaheadofourselves.Ileanedinagain,staringat
theimagesofWittmerandDobson.“It’sstillonlyapicture,”Isaid.“You’reright,”Owen
replied.“It’spossiblethatit’snothing.Ofcourse,it’salsopossiblethatLawrenceBass
reallydidwanttospendmoretimewithhisfamilyinsteadofrunningtheCIA.”I’dforgottenaboutthat.
Owenhadn’t.We’dwatchedtheannouncementBasshadmadewithhiswifeandtwoyoungdaughtersintheEastRoomoftheWhiteHouse.Theguyhadbeenthepresident’spicktobecomethenextdirectoroftheCIA.Notonlywashepassingthat
up,hewasresigningfromtheNationalSecurityCouncil.Still.ForgetAaronSorkin.
ThiswasstartingtofeelmorelikeanOliverStonefeverdream.“So,now…what?Bassis
somehowconnected,too?”Iasked.Only,thistime,Icould
hearitinmyownvoice.Thatincreduloustonewasmissing.Owencouldhearit,too.
“Justforthesakeofargument,”hesaid,“whatiftherereallywasapathtotheWhiteHouse?Howwouldwefollowit?”Betweenthetwoofus,I
wastheonlyonewithalawdegree,butyoucould’vefooledme,thewayheaskedthatquestion.Becauselawyers—thegoodones,atleast—neveraskaquestiontheydon’talreadyknowtheanswerto.
Iwasn’ttheonlyonewithWatergateonthebrain.“Fortherecord,youdon’t
lookanythinglikeDustinHoffman,”Isaid.Owengavemeaquick
head-to-toe.Hesmiled.“Yeah,andyouwishyoulookedlikeRobertRedford.”
BOOKFOUR
PANTSONFIRE,
EVERYTHINGONFIRE
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CLAYDOBSONgazedacrosstheclutterofhislargeoakdesk,lockingeyeswithhis9a.m.appointmentwhiledoingeverythinghecouldnottobreakintoashit-eatinggrin.Itwasn’teasy.
ThemorninghadalreadybroughtthegoodnewsfromFrankKarcherthattheirlittleprobleminNewYorkhadbeentakencareof—righthereintheirownbackyard,noless.Thekidandthereporter’sboyfriendwerebothdead.Ofcourse,sowashisold
collegechum,Wittmer,buttherewasareasonDobsonhadhadcamerasplacedinsideandoutsideWittmer’s
home.He’dneverfullytrustedtheguy.Wittmerwasweak.So,too,wasLawrence
Bass.Thatwaswhatmadethis
meetingwithhimsuchalay-up,thoughtDobson,theformersmallforwardforthePrincetonTigersbasketballteam.Darehethinkit,aslamdunk.Afterall,Basshadn’tbum-
rushedhimouton
PennsylvaniaAvenueorcorneredhimwithaclenchedfistinthemen’sroomattheBlueDuckTavern,whereallthepoliticalheavyweightsfedboththeirstomachsandtheiregos.Instead,he’dmadean
appointment.Anappointment?Thatwaslikeknockingonadoorinsteadofkickingitdown.Totalmilquetoast.Noballs.
“I’dlikeanexplanation,Clay,”saidBass,sittingwithlegscrossedontheothersideofthedesk.Eventhatwasweak,
thoughtDobson.He’dlikeanexplanation?No,youdolt,youdemandanexplanation!Yeah,thedecisionto
sandbagBass,theformerdirectorofintelligenceprogramswiththeNSC,waslookingbetterbythesecond.Hewould’vemadealousy
headoftheCIA,notthatheeverreallyhadashotatthegig.Basswassimplyadecoy,thefallguywhowouldpavethewayforFrankKarcher.“Trustme,”saidDobson,
foldinghisarms.“Karchisnottheloosecannonyouthinkheis.”“Soit’sreallygoingtobe
him?”askedBass.“Therumor’strue?”“ThisisWashington,
Larry.Whatrumorisn’t?”
Bassletgowithadefeatedsigh,slouchingabit.Dobsonwashappytohavehimventalittle,buttheybothknewBasshadnorecourse.Hewasagoodsoldier,andgoodsoldiersfallinline.Asifhavingjustreminded
himselfofthat,Bassstraightenedupinhischair.Theairreturnedtohislungs,hischestexpanding.“Iserveordon’tserveat
thepleasureofthepresident,”
hesaid.“Iunderstandthepoliticsinplay,andIappreciateyourwantingtolookoutformeandmyfamily.”“Youhavemyword,”said
Dobson.“Inafewmonths,you’llhaveyourpickofjobsandcompletefinancialsecurity.”Bassnodded.“Iknow,and
likeIsaid,Iappreciatethat.It’sjustthat…Karcher?Really?”
“Listen,Iunderstandyourfrustration,Ireallydo,”saidDobson,risingfromhischair.Hewalkedovertothecredenzaandpouredhimselfmorecoffee.Itwashisthirdrefillofthemorning.“Oh,I’msorry,”hesaid,turningbacktoBass.“Doyouwantacup?”“Actually,Ido,”Basssaid.
“Thankyou.”Dobsoncockedan
eyebrow,surprised.The
coffeeofferwasmerelyoutofpoliteness.Aperfunctorygesture.EveryoneandtheirmotherknewthatBassabstainednotonlyfromalcohol,butalsofromcaffeine.ItwastheoneandonlythingheandKarcherhadincommon.ForadevoutCatholic,Bass
wasmoreMormonthanmostMormons.Wasthisthefirstloose
thread,wonderedDobson?
ThebeginningofthecompleteunravelingofLarry“HaloHead”Bass?Coffee…thenalittle
whiskeyinthecoffee…thenholdthecoffee,justgivemethewhiskey?Inthemeantime,“Howdo
youtakeit?”askedDobson.“Cream?”“No,butthreesugars,”
Basssaid.Dobsonturnedhisback,
reachingforthesugarbowl
andspoononthecredenza.Hebeganscooping.“Youlikeitsweet,huh?”“Yes,”saidBass.“Sweet.”Likerevenge.
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THEREWEREtwothingsonFrankKarcher’sto-dolistthatmorning.Bothborderedonadeathwish.ThefirstwaslyingtoClay
Dobson.Brightandearly,atoh-seven-hundredhours,hetoldthepresident’schiefofstaffthatthekidandthe
formerlawyerwereeliminated,theirbodiesdisposedofsothoroughlythatevenGodhimselfdidn’tknowwheretheywere.Howmuchtimethiswould
buyKarcher,hedidn’tknow.ButtherewasonlysomuchbadnewsandperceivedincompetencehecoulddumpinDobson’slap,andthatquotahadalreadybeenmetinspades.
SoitwastimeforplanB.Asin,bullshit.He’dplayedthegameinsidetheBeltwaylongenoughtoknowhowthingsreallyworked.Whenthetruthdoesn’tcooperate,stoptellingit.Sureenough,Dobsonwas
sorelievedtothinkthekidwasnolongerathreatthatthecollateraldamage—thestuffthatactuallywastrue—wastakeninstride.WhenhewastoldaboutWittmer,aswellas
abouthavingtoshutdownthenowbullet-riddenlabbehindMStreet,Dobson’sonlyresponse,afterapregnantpause,was“Sothekidisdefinitelygone,right?”Ofcourse,thefactthatthe
kidactuallywasn’tgonewasmerelysemantics,aminordetail,asfarasKarcherwasconcerned.Sometimesalieisjustthetruththathasn’thappenedyet.
Orsohe’dconvincedhimselfashemadehiswaytotheoutskirtsofMcLeanandtheoff-sitetraininggymoftheCIA’sSpecialActivitiesDivision,thesamedivisionhe’dheadedupyearsagobeforemovinguptheladdertobecometheNationalClandestineServicechief.Thereasonthegymwas
off-sitewasbecauseit“officially”didn’texist.Norwasitopentoalltheagents-
in-trainingoftheSpecialActivitiesDivision.Onlyaselectgroupwasinvitedtojoin,theCIA’sequivalentofGreenBerets.Accordingly,hanginga
signoutfrontthatreadMENONLYwould’vebeenredundant.Payingavisittothegym
wastheseconditemonKarcher’sto-dolist.Itpromisedtobeonetheyoungagentswouldneverforget,
althoughthatwaspreciselywhattheywererequiredtodo.Nothing“officially”
happensinaplacethatdoesn’tofficiallyexist.Bargingthroughthedoor,
hisheelsstompingthecementfloorwitheachandeverystep,Karchermarchedstraightacrossthemiddleofthewindowlessgymtowardanold-schoolboomboxonamilkcratethatwaspumping
outMetallica’s“ForWhomtheBellTolls.”Withoutbreakingstride,he
grabbedatwenty-five-poundbarbelloffarackandheaveditdeadcenterintotheboombox,aperfectstrikethatshatteredthecheapmoldedplasticintoahundredpieces.Thegymimmediatelyfellsilent,saveforthelingeringechoofLarsUlrich’sdrumbeats.
Then,aspatientlyaspossibleforamandesperatetosavehiscareer,Karcherwaiteduntileverysetofeyeswaslookingdirectlyathim.Hescratchedthechinunderneathhisoversizedheadbeforefoldinghisarms,hisdeepvoicefillingtheroomuntiltherewasnoescape,notforanyone.“Okay,hebarked.“Who’s
thetoughestmotherfuckerhere?”
CHAPTER80
THEREWEREnotakers,novolunteers.This,despitethefactthat
membershipinthisparticulargymwaspredicatedonbeingabadass,andbeingproudofit.Asmartbadass,though.
Someonenotproneto
unnecessaryriskorexposure,or,attheveryleast,someonewhoknewatrickquestionwhenheheardone.Karcherglancedaround
amidthedeafeningsilence,makingsuretolockeyeswiththedozenorsomenintheroom.Hewasgivingeachandeveryoneofthemhislive-grenadelook,thefull-oncrazy,thekindofbatshitstarethatcouldmakeCharlesMansonhimselfstepback
andsay,“Hey,man,whoa…chillout.”ButKarcherwasonly
gettingstarted.Slowlynow,hemadehis
wayovertothelargestagentintheroom,abrickwallwithabuzzcutwhowassittingonthebenchpressbetweensets.TheveinsripplingupanddowneacharmlookedlikemapsoftheDCMetrorail.“DoyouknowwhoIam?”
Karcherasked,almost
politely.Theyoungagentnodded.“Yes.”Karcher’sfaceimmediately
soured.Somuchforpolite.“ThenstandthefuckupwhenI’mtalkingtoyou.”Theagentstood.Hehad
fourinchesonKarcher,easy.Butrightthen,rightthere,hehardlyseemedtaller.“What’syourname?”
askedKarcher.“Evans,sir.”
“WasIeverheretoday,Evans?”“No,sir.”“Wereanyofushere
today?”“No,sir.”“Sononeofitever
happened,right?”Theagent,Evans,blinked
afewtimes.Confusioninhiseyes.Noneofwhat?What’sabouttohappen?Regardless,hisanswer
wasn’tabouttochange.“No,
sir,”hesaid.“Itneverhappened.”Karcherleanedin,hisbig
headgettingrightinEvans’sgrill.“I’lltellyouwhatdefinitelydidhappen,”hesaid.“Thethree-someIhadwithyourmotherandanotherwhorelastnight.”Evanscrackedaslight
smile.He’dhardlybeintheCIA,letalonetheSpecialActivitiesDivision,ifhe’dtakenthebait.
Butthisheapofchumwaspushingthings.“Yourmom’squitethe
moaner,”Karchercontinued.“Youwanttohearwhatshesoundslike?Doyou?Doyou?”Evansdroppedthesmile,
hisjawtightening,hisfistsballing.Heshiftedhisfeet,ifonlytogivehimselfsomethingelsetodobesidesdeckingKarcher,whowasfarfromfinished.
“You’rejustgoingtostandthereandtakeit,Evans?Huh?Likeyourmotherdidonherhandsandknees?Whatkindofapussyareyou,Evans?Youdon’twanttotakeaswingatme?C’mon,boy,takeaswingatme!”Asifthatinvitation
weren’topenenough,Karcherstuckouthischin.Hewaited…waited…waited…beforefinallyshakinghisheadindisgust.
“Yeah,Ididn’tthinkso,”hesaid.Neitherdidanyoneelsein
thegym.AcoupleoftheotherguysevenletoutaudiblesighsofreliefasKarcherturnedtowalkaway.Only,hewasn’twalkingaway.Hewaswindingup.Karcherspunaroundand
threwhisfirstpunchlikehewasthrowingajavelin,thrustingtheflatofhis
knucklessquareintoEvans’ssolarplexus.Thebiggertheyare…Theyoungagentfelltohis
knees,immediatelygaspingforairthathenolongerhad.HewasdefenselessandteeduplikeaTitleistasKarcherbeganswinging,hittinghimoverandoverandoverintheface,thebloodrupturingfromhisnoseandmouth.C’mon,youidiots,what
areyouwaitingfor?Stop
watchingmeanddosomething.Getinhere!Thegroupinertiafromthe
initialshockworeoff,theotheragentscollapsingonKarchertopullhimawayfromEvans.Karcherfeignedastruggle,tryingtobreakfreefromallthesetsofhandsholdinghimback.Buthewasn’tlookingfor
peacemakers.“That’sright,protectyour
boy,Evans!”Karcher
shouted.“Youprobablyallwipeeachother’sasses,too.Infact,Iwouldn’tbesurprisedif—”Pow!Thepunchcameoutof
nowhere,asdidtheguywhothrewit—aHispanicagentwithashavedheadwhocouldn’thavebeenmorethanfive-eightwhilestandingonhistoes.“Martinez,no!”someone
shouted.
AcoupleoftheotheragentsletgoofKarchersotheycouldholdbackMartinez,ortryto.Martinezpushedthemaway,oneaftertheother,andresumedgoingafterKarcher,unleashingabarrageofrightjabsuntiltheskull-and-bonestattooontheinsideofhiswristbecameablur.Everyonebackedaway
now.TherewasnostoppingMartinez.Karcherfelltoone
kneeandthenboth,hisheadwhippingbackandforthwitheachpunchuntilfinallyhecollapsed,hisblood-soakedfacehittingthegroundwithanauseatingsquish.Martinezloomedoverhim,
likeAlioverListon,daringhimtogetupformore.ButKarcherhadnosuchplans.He’dgottenwhathe’dcomefor.Martinezhadjustowned
himinafight.Butnowhe
ownedMartinezforever.Winner,winner,chicken
dinner…
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“MYNAME’STrevorMann,”Itoldtheguyintheblacksuitwhoopenedthefrontdoor.Helookedfarmorebodyguardthanbutler.“IbelieveMr.Brennanisexpectingme.”“Heis,”Iwastoldwitha
nodthatsomehowmanaged
tobebothdeferentialanddisinterestedatthesametime.“He’soutback.I’lltakeyou.”Great,youdothat.Justso
longasyoudon’tfriskmefirst.AsmuchasIdidn’treally
thinkthatwasapossibility,Iwasn’tahundredpercentsureofanything.Theguy’sboss,JosiahBrennan,didn’theaduponeofthemostpowerful—andprofitable—lawfirmsinDCbasedonhisgood
looksandSoutherncharmalone,althoughthosecertainlydidn’thurthiscause.Toreadanythingaboutthis
self-described“goodol’boyfromTennessee”wastoknowthatwhenhewasdoneslappingyourback,hewasjustascapableofputtingaknifeinit.Andnotjustfigurativelyspeaking.Whichprettymuch
explainedtheGlockinmy
shinholster.HadBrennanalreadybeen
tippedoff?Didheknowthetruthaboutme?Ordidhebuythelie?Iwalkedbehindhis
henchman—allsixfootsixofhim,ifIhadtoguess—throughthefront-to-backfoyerthesizeofacathedral.Alongtheway,Ididmybesttogetthelayofthelandwithoutbeingtooobvious.Aquickpeekdownahallway
here,aslightcraneoftheneckthere.Whenthemomentwasright,Icouldillaffordtobewastingtimeinthewrongrooms.“Verycozy,”Ijoked,my
voicepracticallyechoing.Mr.Henchmansmirked,
openingapairofoversizedFrenchdoorstothebackyard.“Thisway,”hesaid.“Followme.”Trustme,Lurch,Iwas
followingyoubeforeIeven
knewwhoyouwere….Forthepastseventy-two
hours,tuckedawayintheComforterMotelnearArcolawith$9.95-a-dayWi-Fi,OwenandIhaddoneourbestWoodwardandBernstein,takingDeepThroat’sadvicefromthemomentwe’dleftthelateDr.Wittmer’shouse.Followthemoney.Notthatthetrailwaseasy.
TracingthetitleofthelabwhereWittmerpickedupthe
serumrequiredalittlemorethanafieldtriptopublicrecordsatcityhall.Whoeverowneditdidn’t
wantanyonetoknow.Checkthat…theyreallydidn’twantanyonetoknow.ThetangledweboftrustsandLLCswaschock-fullofmisdirectionandredherrings,nottomentionthekindoffirewallsdesignedtokeepthemostserioushackersonthesidelines.
Ofcourse,there’sserious…andthenthere’sOwen.Afterawhile,Isimplystoppedasking“Howdidyoudothat?”FromGeorgetownto
DelawaretotheChannelIslandstoadifferentbankintheChannelIslandsandthenbacktoDelaware,themoneymovedlikeacarousel,aroundandaround.Butonethingstayedthe
same.Brennan’slawfirm.
Whatwasmore,BrennanhadpersonallydraftedalltheLLCagreements,includingallfilingswiththestate,themostboilerplateoflegaldocuments.ThatwaslikehiringMarioBatalitoheatupsomeChefBoyardeespaghettiandmeatballsforyou.Inaword,overkill.OrmaybeforaWhite
Housechiefofstafftakingnochances,justtherightamountofkill.
Problemwas,wewerestillmissingthatproverbialsmokinggun:somethingthatdirectlylinkedBrennantoClayDobsonorwhoeverelseownedthatlabbehindMStreet.Owenhadhacked
Brennan’slawfirm’snetworktonoavail.NowthequestionwaswhetherBrennanhadapersonalcomputerathome.Goodthingmyfacehad
healed,becauseitwastime
formyclose-up.Iwason.
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HEY,ROOKIE,lookoutforthelefthook!Duringmyfirstyearwith
theManhattanDA’soffice,whenIwasasgreenasaplateofpeas,thechiefassistantdistrictattorney—aformerGoldenGloveswelterweightchampionfromJerseyCity—
usedtoputuphisfistsandbarkthatatmebeforethestartofeverytrial.Inotherwords…expecttheunexpected.“Watchyourstep,”warned
Mr.Henchman.“I’msorry,what?”Theguypointedtothe
groundaswewalkedthroughtheFrenchdoors.“Thedrop-off,”heexplained.“Oh,”Isaid.That’swhat
youmeant.
Andwiththat,Isteppeddownontoamassivepatioofblueslatewithgrassedgings,immediatelywonderingifI’dperhapsstumbleduponthesetofaRalphLaurenad.Therewereaboutfifty
people,evenlysplitbetweengenders.ThemenwereallinblueblazerswithPopsicle-coloredslacks—cherry,orange,andlemon.Onthewomenweresleeveless
sundressesexposingtannedandtonedarms.Suddenly,Iwaskeenly
awareofthefactthatI’dbeenwearingthesamepairofbrownchinosforthepastthreedays.Atleastthesportcoatandwhitebutton-downwerenew,purchasedjustforthisoccasion.“He’soverhere,”saidMr.
Henchmanwithaglancebackoverhisshoulderatme.
Afteranothertwentyfeet,hepeeledoffattheexactmomentthatBrennanturnedaroundtofacemeasifhehadeyesinthebackofhishead.“Iknoweveryoneelse
here,soyoumustbeTrevorMann,”hesaid,flashinganear-blindinggrin.Hepromptlyextendedhishand.Itwashardnottonoticethatinhisotherhandwasadouble-barreledshotgun.
Atleastitwasn’tpointedatme.Notyet.NosoonerdidBrennan
shakemyhandthanhepracticallyspunmearoundsohecouldintroducemenotjusttothetwocoupleshewastalkingtobuttotheentireguestlist.“Ladiesandgentlemen,”
hebegan,playingupwhatremainedofhisSoutherndrawlafterdecadesinDC,aswellasafewyearsin
Manhattan.“IthinkitwasWillRogerswhofamouslysaidthatyounevergetasecondchancetomakeagoodfirstimpression.Withthatinmind,Ihaveafavortoaskyouall.”Hepromptlyputhisarm
aroundmeasifhe’dknownmeforyears.“ThishereisMr.Trevor
Mann,”hecontinued.“He’sanesteemedprofessorupnorthwiththeColumbiaLaw
School,which,muchtothechagrinofmyConfederateflag–wavingfather,happenstobemyalmamater.Mr.Manncalledmetwonightsagobecausehe’salsoafreelancewriterfortheNewYorkTimesandthey’relookingtodoaprofileonmefortheirSundaymagazine.Sothefavoristhis:ShouldMr.Manncorneroneofyouatanypointthisafternoonandaskforyouropinion
aboutme,here’swhatIneedyoutodo.Liewithimpunity.”Everyonelaughed,except
fortheJessicaLangelook-alikewhoweavedherwaytowardme,rollinghereyes.“You’llhavetoforgivemy
husband,there’snothinghelikesmorethanthesoundofhisownvoice,”shesaid.“Mr.Mann,mayIpresent
mybeautifulandbrutallyhonestwife,Abigail,”saidBrennan.
Thepolitesmileshegavemesouredquicklyasshecaughtsightoftheshotguninherhusband’shand.“Josiah,youpromised,”shesaid.Heturnedtomewithno
admissionofguilt.“Haveyoueverdoneanyskeetshooting,Mr.Mann?”“No,Ineverhave,”Isaid.“Terrificsport,butthewife
hatesit,I’mafraid.”“Whatthewifehatesis
havingpiecesofclaybirds
scatteredalloverherlawn,”saidAbigail.“They’recalledpigeons,
darling.ThoughwouldyouratherIshootatrealbirdsinstead?”Abigaillinkedherarmin
mine.Itwasflirtatious,butitwasalsoanact.IfIhadtobet,I’dwagershewasevensmarterthanherhusband.“Haveyouevernoticedthat,Mr.Mann?”sheaskedme.
“Thewaylawyershaveacomebackforeverything?”“Ithinkthat’swhatmakes
themlawyers,”Isaid.Brennanlikedthatanswer.
“DidyouknowthatMr.Mannhereusedtobequitethepracticingattorneyhimself?”“Usedtobe?”asked
Abigail.“Mr.Mannmadea
principledstandinarather
noteworthytrialupinNewYork,”saidBrennan.“Somesayprincipled,
otherssayboneheaded,”Ipointedout.“Indeed,”hesaid.“That’s
thedilemmaofaman’sintegrity,isn’tit?Onewayortheother,therealwaysseemstobeapricetopay.”Brennanheldmystareforafewmomentsbeforeflashingthatblindinggrinagain.“Now,
c’mon,let’sgodirtyupmywife’slawn.”
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SOCIALETIQUETTEmayvaryfromcountrytocountry,butinthegoodoldUSA,whenthehostofapartyaskshisguestsifthey’dliketowatchhimshowoff,there’sreallyonlyoneanswer.Lookinglikeapreppy
parade,everyonefollowed
Brennanoffthepatiotoalongstretchofgrassthatwassomewherebetweenasixandaseveniron.Offtoeithersidewerethesmallhouses—ortraps,asthey’realsocalled—forlaunchingtheclaypigeons.Onetrapreleaseshigh,theotherlow.Okay,soIliedtoBrennan.
Itwasmorelikeafib,really.I’dbeenskeetshootingbefore.Twice,actually.Speakingofmyprincipled
stand,theheadofthehedgefundwhereI’dbeengeneralcounselwasahugefanofthesport.I’msurehemusthavemisseditterriblyduringhistwo-yearstintbehindbars.Thenagain,inthesewhite-
collar-crimeprisonsthatdoubleascountryclubs,maybetheskeetcoursewasnexttothetenniscourts.“Who’sfirst?”asked
Brennanaswegatheredinasemicirclearoundhim.
Translation?WhowantstosuckatthisfirstsoI’lllookthatmuchbetterwhenit’smyturn?Therewerenotakers,
whichhardlyseemedtodisappointBrennan.Ifanything,herelishedtheapprehensionamonghisinvitedmaleguests.Finally,hegothis
volunteer.Bychoosinghim.“Harper,”hesaid,pointing.
“Ibelieveyou’rethe
youngestofthefirm’spartners,isn’tthatright?”PoorHarper,whoeverhe
was.Theguysteppedforwardwithaforcedsmile,takingtheshotgunfromhisbosslikeavegetarianpickingupadoublecheeseburger.Clearly,hewasacityboy.Probablytheonlyhuntinghe’deverdoneinhislifewasforanapartment.Brennanprovidedhimwith
aquicktutorialbeforegiving
nodsinthedirectionofbothtraps,eachbeingmannedbyaguysportingtheuniversalhired-handpose:feetslightlyspread,armsbehindtheback,fingersclasped.Pull!Harpermissedterriblywith
bothshots.Onthebrightside,hedidn’tkillhimselforanyoftherestofus.Samefortheother“volunteers”Brennansummonedafterhim.Noonecouldshootalick.
“Yourturn,Mr.Mann,”Ikeptwaitingtohear,andtobehonest,thethoughtofshatteringatleastoneofthoselittleclaysuckers,ifnotboth,wasfeelingprettydamngood.Brennan,however,never
lookedmyway.“Perhapsit’stimeIgiveitawhirl,”heannouncedinstead.Butbeforehecouldeven
reachdownintotheboxofshellsbyhisfeet,hiswife,
Abigail,chimedinwithanodtoTitleIXandherfellowwomen.“Whataboutoneofthegirls?”sheasked.Brennandidn’tmissabeat.
“Honey,webothknowhowmuchlifeinsuranceIhave.ThelastthingI’mabouttodoishandyoualoadedgun.”“Iwasn’ttalkingabout
me,”shesaidoncethelaughtersubsided.“Perhapsoneofourfemaleguestswouldliketotry.”
“You’reright,”saidBrennan.Whatelsecouldhesay?“Howaboutit,ladies?Ididn’tmeantoexcludeyou.”Butofcoursehedid.HadI
trulybeenwritingaTimesprofileonhim,Iprobablywould’venotedthatlessthantenpercentofhisfirm’spartnerswerewomen.Still,aswiththemen,there
werenotakers.Justsilence.“C’mon,now,”he
prodded.“Ipromiseyou
won’tbreakanail.”Wow,hereallyjustsaid
that,didn’the?Noonewasgroaning,
though.Instead,theguestsweretoobusyturninginsearchofthevoicethathadsuddenlycalledoutfromthepatio.“I’llgiveitashot,”she
said.
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ONAscaleofonetotenforentrances,itwaseasilyaneleven.Steppingoffthepatioand
joiningtheRalphLaurenadonthelawnwasthequintessentialBenettoncouple—astunningall-Americanblondeonthearm
ofahandsomeMiddleEasternman.Thatsaid,alleyeswereon
theblonde.She,too,waswearinga
sleevelesssundress,entirelywhitewithaplungingneckline,butamidallthetanandtonedarmsoftheotherfemaleguests,hersappearedalittletanner,alittlemoretoned.“Shahid,youmadeit!”
OursemicirclearoundBrennandidaRedSeapartsothecoupleofthemomentcouldgreetthehostandhostess.Allanyoneelsecoulddowaswatchandlistenastheman,Shahid,introducedhisplus-one,BeverlySands.“BeverlyandIonlyjust
met,soyouneedtomakemelookgood,”saidShahidwithatugonhisroyal-blueblazer.“Ithinkyoulookpretty
goodalready,”saidAbigail,
linkingherarmwithShahid’s.Thiswasclearlyhersignaturemove.“Actually,Iwasgoingto
askthesameofyou,Shahid,”saidBrennanbeforeturningtofindmeamonghisguests.Isteppedforward.“TrevorMann,I’dlikeyoutomeetaclientofmine,ShahidAlDossari,andhisfriend,BeverlySands.”“Verynicetomeetyou
both,”Isaid,shakingtheir
hands.“Soyouknow,Trevor’s
writingaprofileofmefortheNewYorkTimes,”Brennanexplained.Shahidnodded,impressed.
SodidBeverly.Butforasplitsecond,beforehernod,Icould’vesworntherewassomethingelse.Asortoflookshegaveme.Asquint.Inaword…doubt.Or,hell,maybeitwasjust
thesuninmyeyes.
Whateveritwas,itcameandwent,herattentionreturningquicklytoBrennan.Specifically,theopenshotgunnestledoverhisforearm.Playfullybutwithanedge,
sheasked,“SoamIgoingtoshootthatdamnthingornot?”“Hell,yes,”saidBrennan,
snappingto.AsAbigailsteppedback
withShahidstillloopedon
herarm,BrennanproceededtogiveBeverlythesametutorialhe’dgiventhemen,albeitwithconsiderablymorecareandattention.Themorehetalked,themoreshehungonhiseverywordlikearaptpupil.“Likethis?”sheasked,
unsure,proppingthebuttofthegunhighagainsthershoulder.“Actually,youwantto
bringitalittlelower,
sweetheart,”saidBrennan,guidingthestockdownafewinches.“AndIaimbylooking
through…?”“Youwanttolineupthe
frontandrearsights,”hesaid,pointingthemout.“Sonowwhathappens?”
sheasked,closingoneeyetoaim.“Nowyoutrytoshootone
oftheclaydisksthatwillbecomingoutofthoselittle
housestoyourleftandright,”saidBrennan.“Justone?”Hechuckled.Sodidmore
thanhalfoftheothermeninthecrowd.“Ortwo,ifyou’dlike,”saidBrennan.“Feelfreetoshootthemboth.Ain’tnothin’wrongwithalittleoptimism.”Withthat,helookedback
atShahidandgavehimawink.
“Okay,I’mready,”saidBeverly.“Great,”saidBrennan.“All
that’slefttodoissay—”ButBeverlySandsknew
exactlywhattosay.Amongotherthings.“Pull!”sheyelled.Asfastasthepigeonswere
releasedfromthetraps,theyshatteredevenfaster.Firstthelowone,thenthehighone.Twoquickblastsandthey
wereblowntopieces…alloverAbigailBrennan’slawn.Casually,Beverlyhanded
theshotgunbacktoastunnedBrennanandimmediatelylookeddownatherhand.“Whatdoyouknow?”she
saidwithaperfectshrug.“IthinkIbrokeanail.”
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I’DBEENaroundalotofgooddefenseattorneys,andthebestofthemwerealwayslightningquickontheirfeetwhileoozinggraceunderpressureatalltimes.Theyalsoknewano-winsituationwhentheysawone.
Inotherwords,therewasnowayJosiahBrennanwastakinghisturnwiththatshotgun.“Allright,then,”hesaid,
turningtohisguestswiththebestself-deprecatinglaughhecouldmuster.“Ithinkit’slunchtime.”Themenubackonthe
patiowasaneclecticmixofupscaleanddown-home.NexttothegrilledNewZealandbabylambchops
werebakedbeansandcornbread.Thenapkinswerelinen,theutensilsplastic.Iftheredvelvetcakeandthetrifleweretoorichforyou,therewasatrayofRiceKrispietreatsmadebytheBrennans’nine-year-olddaughter,Rebecca,wholookedlikeamini-meofhermother.Ifiguredahalfhourtoeat
andmingleandblendinwiththecrowd.Thenitwastime
togetlost.Asformypermissiontowanderaimlesslyinsomeoneelse’shome,thatwasaseasyasthreewords.“Where’sthebathroom?”Imadesuretoposethe
questiontoMr.Henchman,sincehewastheonlyguywhosejobitwastomakesureIdidn’tdowhatIwasabouttodo.Inhismind,atleastforafewminutes,Iwas
accountedforinsidethehouse.“Downthehall,second
left,”hetoldme.Closingthedoorbehind
meinthebathroom,Icountedtothirtywhilestaringatanequestrian-patternedwallpaperthatevenAnnRomneywould’vepassedon.IncaseMr.Henchmanwasstandingwatch,Ithenflushedthetoiletandranthesinkforafewseconds.
Buthewasn’tstandingwatch.Iwasaguest,afterall.Thatwould’vebeenweird.Walkingoutofthe
bathroomfreeandclear,IimmediatelyturnedintoMontyHallonspeed.What’sbehinddoornumberone?Andtwo?Andthree?Paydirtcamewithdoor
numberfour.Themahoganybookshelves,thestuddedleathercouchandmatchingarmchairs,thepaintingover
themarblefireplacedepictingamuteofhoundsinpursuitofafox—basically,justtheoverwhelmingstenchoftestosterone—leftnodoubtthatIwasinBrennan’shomeoffice.Andsittingatopahuge
partnersdeskthesizeofapooltablewasthewholereasonformybeingthere.Quickly,Ireachedformynewprepaidcellphoneand
dialedOwen,whowaswaitingbackatthehotel.“Okay,I’mstandingin
frontofhiscomputer,”Isaid.“It’salaptop,aToshiba.”“That’llwork,”Owensaid.
“Yourememberwhattodo?”Idid.First,Ihadtoinstall
theflashdrivehe’dgivenme,onlyitwasn’taflashdrive.Itjustlookedlikeone.Owencalledita“phantom”becauseitoverrodeanyandallpasswordrequirements—
fromaccessinginternaldocumentstoe-mailaccounts—andleftnotraceoftheuser.ItwouldbeasifIhadneverevenbeenthere.Aphantom.“Okay,we’reup,”Isaid,
staringatthedesktoppage.Thankfully,itbootedupquickly.“We’reonhiswirelessnetwork.Readyonyourend?”“Ready.”
IbroughtupInternetExplorer,typingintheWebaddressOwenhadgivenme,whichwasaseriesofnumbersthatmeantnothingtomeuntilheexplainedthatitwaspimultipliedbypitothetenthdecimal.Yeah,thatfigured,too…“Doyouseeit?”heasked.“Yep.”The“it”wasasitehe’d
namedMoonshine,because,accordingtoOwen,itwas
homemadeandalwaysdidthetrick.ThekidwaslikeaVegasmagician,thewayhehadanameforeverything.Thedifferencebeing,histricksweren’tillusions.Theywerereal.“Okay,givemeabout
thirtyseconds,”hesaid.Inlayman’sterms,Owen
wasnowhijackingBrennan’sharddrive,gainingaccesstoeverydocumenthehad.Intheschemeofthings,needing
onlyahalfminutetodothatwaslikebuildingRomeinaday.ButfromwhereIwasstanding,itwasfeelinglikeforever.Ikeptlookingatthedoor,
fearingtheworst.Itwouldbethenextsecondorthenextsecondafterthatwhensomeonewouldturnthathandleandwalkinonme.Mr.Henchman,orevenworse,Brennanhimself.
Somethingsyousimplycan’ttalkyourwayoutof.“C’mon,Owen,”Isaidto
thebeatofthetick-tick-tickinmyhead.“Tellmewe’redone.”“Justalittlelonger,”he
said.“I’mstartingtogetabad
feeling.”“That’scalledparanoia.”“No,it’scalledempirical
evidence,”Isaid.“Haveyou
beenkeepingadiarythisweek,byanychance?”“Goodone,”hesaid.“Now
domeafavor,willyou?”“What’sthat?”“Gobacktotheparty.”Click.Hewasdone.Ipocketedmyphone,
exitingthebrowserandpoweringdownthelaptopasquicklyasIcould.Allthewhile,Ikeptglancingatthedoor,willingittoremainclosed.
Butitwasn’tthedoorIshould’vebeenworriedabout.Itwasthedesk.Thedesk?
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ITOPPLEDtothefloorsofasttherewasn’teventimetobreakmyfall.Insteadofthrowingoutmyhands,thebestIcoulddowasleadwithmyshoulder.Betteracrackedcollarbonethanacrackedskull.
Whatthehelljusthappened?DidIreallyjustgetdeckedbythedesk?Sortof.Rightthereunderit,and
stillgrippingmyankles,wastheAnnieOakleyofskeetshootingherself,BeverlySands.WhatonearthshewasdoingthereIwascertainwe’dgettoinamoment.Butfirst,itwaspureinstinctasItriedtokickmyselffree.I
almostdid,too,untilshegrabbedbothmyshins.Uh-oh.Myshins.Thesecondshefeltthe
holsterbeneathmypantleg,outcameasnub-nosed.38thatwasstrappedtoherinnerthighcourtesyofatricked-outleathergarterbelt.VeryLaFemmeNikita.“Whoareyou?”she
demanded.“Whydoyouhaveagun?”
“Rightbackatcha,”Iwould’vesaidifithadn’tbeenforthefactthathergunwasaimedrightatmyhead.Instead,“I’mTrevor
Mann,”Ianswered,tryingtocatchmybreath.“Wemetwhenyouarrived,remember?”“Yeah,butyoudon’twrite
fortheTimes.”“Whatmakesyouso
sure?”
“Youdon’tlooksmugenough,”shesaid.“You’realsotoonervoustobelawenforcement.”“Yeah,well,sorryIcan’t
bemorecoolforyouwithaguninmyface.”Shewaslosingher
patience.“Whatthehellareyoudoinginhere?Whowasthatonthephone?AndwhatdoyouwantwithBrennan’scomputer?”
“Jesus,oneatatime,willyou?Slowdown.”Shemotionedoverher
shouldertowardthedoor.“Wedon’thavethatluxury.”“WhateverItellyou,you
won’tbelieveme,”Isaid.Shewasabouttorespond,
hermouthopentoformthefirstword.Butshesuddenlystopped,pointingatme.“TrevorMann,”shesaid,
repeatingmynameasifrunningitthroughher
memory.“Whydoesthatringabell?”“TheNYPDpension
fund?”Shenodded.Bingo.
“You’rethatlawyer.”“Yes,I’mthatlawyer.”Herfingerwasstill
pointingatme,butfortunatelythegunwasn’t.Sheloweredit.“Honesttoafault,”shesaid.“Thankyou.”
“Thatwasn’tacompliment,”sheinformedme.“Butgoahead,Imightjustbelieveyounow.”Therearetimestotalkand
therearetimestoshutup.Thentherearetimeswhenyou’reonthefloorwithawomanwearingaleathergarter-beltholsterintheprivateofficeofarichandpowerfulmanwho’dbelessthanunderstanding,toputit
mildly,shouldhewalkinonyou.Whateveryoutellher,
Mann,makeitfast….Withthat,Igavethe
quickestpossiblesummationofwhatIwasdoingandwhy.“WethinkBrennanisinvolvedwithsomethingheshouldn’tbe.”“Jointheclub,”shesaid.
“Butwho’swe?”“Meandtheguyonthe
phone.”
“WereyouhackingBrennan’se-mail?”“Somethinglikethat.”“Wasitsomethingmore
thanthat?”Thewaysheaskedthe
question,shesounded—ofallthings—hopeful.Thatwaswhenitclicked,
whatshewasdoingunderneaththegiantdesk.Icouldseethewiresrunningstraightdownfromthetop
throughagrommet-coveredhole.“Youwerebugginghis
phone,weren’tyou?AndIwalkedinonyou,”Isaid.“Somethinglikethat,”she
replied,mimickingme.“Whoareyou,then?”I
asked.Shethoughtforasecond,
weighingthetruthversusapossiblelie.Thetruthwonout.“Myname’snotBeverlySands,it’sAgentValerie
Jensen,”shesaid.“I’mwiththeNSA.”“Sincewhendoyouguys
havefieldagents?”“Wedon’t.Justlikewe
alsodon’tbugphones,”shesaid,standing.Withouttheslightesthintofmodesty,shehikedupherwhitesundress,reholsteringher.38alongherinnerthigh.“C’mon,we’vegottogetbacktotheparty.”Istoodup,fallinginline
behindher.Weweretenfeet
fromthedoorwhenshesuddenlymotionedformetostop.ThenextthingIknew,she
waskissingme.
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BEFOREIcouldfigureoutwhatthehellwasgoingon,thedoorofBrennan’sofficeopened.Thehingeshadthedistinctsoundofatrainflyingoffthetracks.Immediately,Valeriebroke
awayfromme.We’dbeencaughtintheact:ourmouths
agape,eyeswidewithsurprise.Butbetweenthetwoofus,Iwastheonlyonenotacting.Valeriehadheardthe
footstepsandhadseentheturnofthedoorhandle.Talkaboutthinkingfastonyourfeet.AgentJensenwasevenfasterwithherlips.“Areyoutwocheating?”
theyounggirlasked.Staringatuswithherarms
crossed,waitingforan
answer,wastheBrennans’nine-year-olddaughter,Rebecca.“Cheating?”asked
Valerie.“Youknow,like,havingan
affair?Youcametothepartywithadifferentman,”Rebeccasaid.“Isawyou,don’tlie.”“No…no,honey,”Isaid,
shiftingquicklyintodenialmode.Itwaspurereflex.“Wewerejust—”
ValeriecutmeofffasterthanaNewYorkCitycabdriver.“Yes,youcaughtus,”shesaid.“We’rehavinganaffair.”Ilookedather,stunned.
Didyoureallyjustsaythat?Shereallydid.LittleRebeccanoddedwith
thekindofself-satisfiedgrinkidsgetwhenagrown-uptreatsthemlikeagrown-up.Shepointedatme.
“Youbetterbecareful,then,”shesaid.“IsawthismovieonTV,andwhenthehusbandfoundout,hekilledtheotherguywithasnowglobe.”“Ooh,I’veseenthatmovie,
too,”saidValerie.Sheturnedtome,raisingherhandstoactitout.“Yougethitrightintheheadwiththesnowglobe—bam!—andbloodstartsgushingdownyourforeheadand—”
“Iknow,Iknow!”saidRebeccaexcitedly.Shewasrockingfromherheelstohertiptoes.“Wasn’titgross?”“Totallygross,”said
Valerie.“Like,gagmewithagiantspoon.”Rebeccagiggled.“You’re
funny,”shesaid.“You’realsoreallypretty.”“Thankyou,”saidValerie.
“Ithinkyou’rereallypretty,too.”“Youthinkso?”
“Yes,andyourmothertellsmethatyougototheSidwellFriendsSchool,soIbetyou’rereallysmart,too.”Rebeccalikedeveryword
shewashearing.“DidyouknowthatSashaandMaliaObamagothere?”“Ididknowthat,”said
Valerie.“Haveyoumetthem?”“Yeah,they’renice,which
iscoolbecausetheyreallydon’thavetobe,Iguess.”
IkeptdoingthesmartestthingIcoulddoatthatpoint,andthatwaskeepmybigmouthshut.Brilliantly,effortlessly,ValeriewasbondingwiththisgirlquickerthanKrazyGlue.Soonerratherthanlater,though,she’dhavetoaskthesixty-four-thousand-dollarquestion.Canyoukeepasecret?Butoutofnowhere,
anotherquestionbeatustoit.
Oh,no…“Rebecca,whatareyou
doing?”heasked.
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WEALLfrozeasMr.Henchmanappearedinthedoorway.AsheglaredatValerieandme,itwastheclosestI’devercometobeingabletoreadanotherman’smind.Tworandomguestswhere
theyabsolutelyshouldn’tbe.
Whatever’sgoingon,itisn’tright.“Youknowyou’renot
supposedtobeinhere,”hesaidtoRebecca.Therewaslittledoubt,though,thathewastalkingtoallthreeofus.“Youcouldreallygetintrouble.”ValerieandIlookedat
Rebecca,ourcollectivefatenowinthehandsofanine-year-oldginneduponthemovieUnfaithful.
Iwasstartingtothinkwedidn’thaveasnowglobe’schanceinHell.EspeciallywhenMr.
Henchmanappliedthefull-courtpress.“Well,Rebecca?WhatamIsupposedtotellyourfather?”Thenagain,somekidsyou
canonlypresssofar.“Geez,Walt,don’thavea
cow!”shebellowed.“Iwasjustgivingthematourofthehouse.”Bothherhandsthen
landedsquarelyonherhips.“Butifyou’resodesperatetotellmyfathersomething,maybeitshouldbehowyouliketodrinkallhisliquorwhenhe’snothome.”Oh,snap.Outofthe
mouthsofbabes…NeverhadIseenaguyso
bigbackdownsofast.Theupperhandnowworepinknailpolishwithglitter.Andonthatnote…
“Thankyouagainforthetour,Rebecca.IthinkI’llbegettingbacktothepartynow,”saidValerie.“Yes,Ireallyshouldbe
gettingback,too,”Iadded.“Butthiscertainlyhasbeenfun.”IfollowedValerieoutof
Brennan’sofficewhile“Walt”remainedbehindtochatalittlemorewithRebecca.IfIhadtoguess,I’dsayhewasnegotiatinga
keep-silentagreementwithherinordertokeephisjob.Forafewseconds,atleast,
ValerieandIwerealoneagain.“Comehere,”shesaid,
quicklypullingmeovertothewallinthehallway.NextthingIknew,shewasmovingtowardmymouthagain.“Whatareyoudoing?”“Don’tflatteryourself,
Counselor,”shesaid,herthumbremovingasmudgeof
herlipstickfrommylowerlip.Shewascleaningmeup,thatwasall.“Sometimesakissisjustakiss.”Shetookastepback,
makingsureshe’dgottenitall.Asatisfiednodtoldmeshehad.“Sonowwhat?”Iasked.“Thatdepends.”“Onwhat?”“Onwhetherwhatyou
suspectaboutBrennanistrue,”shesaid.
“Andifitis?”Shesmiled.“Thenyouand
me?Thisisthebeginningofabeautifulfriendship.”
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ONEHOURlater,andfromonehotseatintoanother.Ikeptshiftingaroundin
mychair,tryingtogetcomfortable,butIknewitwasn’tthechair.Itwasme.Ihadthatuneasyfeeling,thekindyougetwhenyouthinkyou’rebeingwatched.Only,
inthiscase,IknewforsureIwasbeingwatched.Intheparkinglot.Inthe
lobby.Intheelevator.Inthehallway.Andultimately,intheconferenceroom.Therewerecameraseverywhere.Everythingwasbeingrecorded.WelcometotheNSA’s
headquartersatFortMeade,Maryland.“Whatfunhaveyou
broughtusnow,Valerie?”
askedJeffreyCrespin.Basedonhistonealone,I
wasfairlycertainthewordfuninthatquestionborelittleresemblancetotheactualdefinitionoftheword.Sufficeittosay,ValerieJensenhadneverbeenawardedEmployeeoftheMonth.Nowonder,really.When
I’daskedherbeforethemeetingwhyanagentworkingundercoverwould
riskdrawingsomuchattentiontoherselfwithherskeetshootingexhibitiononBrennan’slawn,shetoldmeshesimplycouldn’thelpit.Quote,“Ijusthatethosepenis-measuringconteststhatmenalwayshave.”Crespin,whowas
introducedtomeasadeputydirectorofsomecounterterrorismdivisionI’dneverheardof,listenedpatientlyinhissuitandtieas
Valerie—nowinsweatpants,aNorthwesternT-shirt,andaponytail—finishedbriefinghimaboutherSaturdayafternoonatBrennan’shouse,whichhadnecessitatedherdraggingCrespinawayfromacharitydinnerandintotheofficeonaSaturdaynight.Thelongandshortofit?
TheirongoinginvestigationtoproveShahidAlDossariwashelpingtolaunderSaudimoneythatwasendingupin
thehandsofAlQaedaoperativeshadsuddenlycollidedwithsomeColumbiaLawSchoolprofessorposingasawriterwiththeTimesandhisunseenpartner,whowereconductingtheirownlittleinvestigation.“Onlyit’snotsolittle,”
saidValerie.Thatwaswhensheturnedtomeandnodded.Itwasmyturntotalk.ButbeforeIcouldgettwo
wordsoutofmymouth,
Crespininterruptedme.“Where’sthispartner,theoneyouwereonthephonewithatBrennan’shouse?”heasked.“That’spartofthe
agreement,”Ianswered.Crespincockedhisheadat
Valerie.Hedefinitelydidn’tlikethesoundofthat.“Whatagreement?”“Let’sjustsaythepartner
hastrustissues,”Valerieexplained.“TheagreementI
madewithMr.Mannisthathewouldcomeherevoluntarilyinexchangeforbeingabletocomealone.”“Doyouatleastknow
wherethispersonis?”askedCrespin.“Idon’t,”sheanswered.
“ButMr.Manndoes.”Hewasstaringatmeagain.
“AndIsupposethat’sgoingtoremainyoursecret,right?Whoheis…whoheworksfor?”
“Yes,butIknowofawayyoucouldprobablygetitoutofme,”Isaid,grabbingthesegue.“Thatis,ifitdidn’tkillmefirst.”Withthat,Itookoutaflash
drivecontainingtherecordingsOwenhadfirstshownme,alongwiththeonesfromDr.Wittmer.Thestagewasmineagain.Or,atleast,Iwasmakingitmine.Valeriehadalaptopbooted
upandreadytogo.Thiswas
hersecondviewingwithinthehour.IdispensedwithanyprefaceandsimplyclickedPlay.I’donlyjustmetCrespin,
butIwashardlysurprisedtoseehimstareatthescreenstone-facedashewatched.Theguywasstoic.Likeadoctor.Ihardlyexpectedhimtorecoilatthesightoftorture.Buttherewassomething.
IthappenedatthebeginningofoneofWittmer’srecordings—thedetaineewhowascooperatingundertheinfluenceoftheserumbutwasstillkilledbyit.Theverymomenttheguy’sfacewasvisibleon-screen,CrespinglancedatValerie.AndValerieglancedback.“What?”Iasked.“Whatis
it?”“Nothing,”saidValerie.
ButIknewthesoundofthatnothing.ItwasthesamenothingI’dtoldDetectiveLamontandhispartner,McGeary,whentheywereshowingmetherecordingofClaire’smurderontheCrackerJack:themomentwhenshestuffedherphonebehindtheseat.Yeah,thatnothingfrom
Valerie?Itwasdefinitely
something.
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“HOWDIDyougetthese?”Crespinaskedcalmlyafterthelastrecordingwasfinished.Itwastemptingtojoke
abouttheirony.HerewastheNSAaskingmehowI’dgotteninformationIwasn’t
supposedtohave.Yeah,that’srich.HowdidIgetthese?“The
howisn’timportant,”Isaid.“It’sthewho.”Andnotjustwhowas
responsible,butalsowhohadbeenkilledalongtheway.Crespinneededtounderstandthestakes,thepriceothershadpaid.Iexplainedeverything
OwenandIknewforsure,aswellaswhatwesuspected.
We’dbeenfollowingthemoney,butwestilldidn’tknowwhoseitwas.Brennan,throughhislawfirm,hadbeenmovingthatmoneybutnotsupplyingit.Ithadtocomefromsomewhere,though.Asfortheserumitself,Dr.
WittmerhadimplicatedFrankKarcher,theNationalClandestineServicechiefoftheCIA,asthemanwho’dfirstapproachedhimabout
transporting—andadministering—itoverseas.Finally,therewasthe
photoinWittmer’shousesuggestingthatClayDobsoncouldbeinvolved.“Couldbe,”Istressed.Iwasn’tabouttotrytosell
CrespinontheideaoftheWhiteHousebeinginvolved,asIwashardlysoldontheideamyself.Forstarters,wehadnothingthatlinkedKarchertoDobson.
Funny,though,howtheworldworkssometimes.WhenIwasdone,Crespin
flippedopenamanilafolderinfrontofhimandremovedalarge,folded-uppieceofpaper.Hesliditinfrontofme.“What’sthis?”Iasked.Goahead,saidhisnod,
openit.Iunfoldedthepaper.Itwas
acopyofthefrontpageoftheNewYorkTimes.Nottoday’s,
though.Noteventomorrow’s,whichwould’vebeentheSundayedition.No,thiswasMonday’s
paper—aneditor’smock-up,completewithmarginnotesanddummytextforacoupleofarticlesstilltobeinserted.Instinctively,Ilookedat
mywatch.IknewfromClairethatweekdayeditionsoftheTimeswenttoprintaroundteno’clockthenightbefore,withthe“firsteditionA
book,”akathefrontsection,alwaysclosinglast.Wewereafulltwenty-fourhoursbeforethat.ItfeltabitlikeaTwilight
Zoneepisode.Crespinwasshowingmethefuture.Istareddownatthepaper
again.Ididn’task,butallIcouldthinkwasHowdidhegetthis?Ifhewasn’treadingmy
face,hewasdefinitelyreadingmymind.
“Thehowisn’timportant,”hesaid.Hethenpointedtothefirst-columnstoryabovethefold,thetipofhisindexfingerlandingdirectlynexttothenameintheheadline.“It’sthewho.”
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THEREITwasinboldfacetype.
PresidentSettoNominateKarcher
AsNextCIADirector
Quickly,Iscannedthefirstparagraph.Myguttoldme
there’dbenoneedtoreadthesecond.FrankKarcherwasbeing
dubbedthe“unexpectedchoice,”butan“unnamedsourcewithintheWhiteHouse”wascertainlybendingoverbackwardtodescribehimasanimpeccablecandidate.“Ithadalwaysbeenacoin
flipbetweenFrankKarcherandLawrenceBass.Headsor
tails,though,it’sournationalsecuritythatwins.”Thoseunnamedsources
surecanspin.Crespinstoodupfromthe
tableandwalkedovertothewindow.Hestaredoutside,sayingnothing.Meanwhile,Valeriehadgrabbedthelaptop,herfingersfuriouslytappingawayonthekeypad.Ididn’tknowwhatshewas
doing,butIfiguredCrespinmustbedeepinthought,
tryingtofigureoutthishugeminefieldhewassuddenlystandingin.Onapogostick,noless.Therewasnoscenariothat
didn’tentailcollateraldamage,fromthepresidencyondown.AndthatwasiftheWhiteHousewasn’tinvolved.Andifitwas?Ifthelinkto
ClayDobsonviaFrankKarcherprovedreal?
ThenCrespinwouldn’tneedthefrontpageoftheNewYorkTimesinadvancetoknowwhattheheadlineswouldbe.Independentcounsels,congressionalhearings,theentireadministrationupended,ifnottoppled.TheFourthEstatewouldhavetheultimatefieldday.Afeastfortheages.Nowkickintheforeign
policyandnationalsecurityramifications.
Thiswasn’tdronesorwaterboardingorevensomeextremelyill-advisedphotostakenbyafewguardsatGuantánamoBay.No,thiswasthecoupdegrâce,themotherlode.Thesinglegreatestterrorist
recruitingtoolofalltime.Oratleast,untilthenextonecamealong.IfI’dbeenCrespin,I
would’vebeenstaringoutthewindow,too.Hehadtobe
wonderingwhathisnextmovewas.HewastheNSA,nottheFBI.Atsomepoint,thiswasajobforlawenforcement,andIwasassumingthatpointwasnow.Onsecondthought…HewastheNSA,notthe
FBI.Crespinturnedawayfrom
thewindow.“Howmuchdoyouknowaboutthisbuilding,Mr.Mann?”
“Youmean,theactualbuilding?”Iasked.“Yes.”IlookedoveratValeriefor
somehelp.Isthisatrickquestion?Butherheadwasstillburiedinthelaptop.“Iknownothingaboutit,”
Isaid.Crespinnodded.“You’re
notalone.Andwhatlittlethepublicdoesknowaboutthisbuildingisbecausewewantthemtoknowit.Butdoesthat
makeittrue?OnWikipedia,forinstance,itsaysthateverywallinthisplaceiswrappedwithanultrathincoppershieldingthatpreventsallelectromagneticsignalsfromgettingout.”Okay,I’lltakethebait.“Is
thattrue?”Iasked.“Itmustbe,”hesaid.“I
readitontheInternet.”Valerie,stillfixatedonher
laptop,smiled.Shewaslisteningthewholetime.Note
toself:TheNSAisalwayslistening.Crespintookhisseatback
atthetable.Iwasn’tsurewhatexactlyhewastalkingabout,althoughIgotthefeelingthatwasbydesign.Hecontinued:“Yousee,
peopleliketosaythatinformationispower.Butinsidethesewalls—coppershieldedornot—weliketosaysomethingelse.Thereal
power?It’snotinformation.It’smisinformation.”Asifoncue,Valerie
leanedbackinherchair.Whatevershe’dbeendoing,shewasdone.“Unbelievable,”she
muttered.“What?”Iimmediately
asked.Itwassimplereflex.Butshewasn’ttalkingto
me.JustCrespin.Andashestaredbackather,hedid
somethingI’dyettoseehimdo.Hesmiled.“KarchertoBrennanor
BrennantoKarcher?”heasked.“Both,”saidValerie.I’dhadenoughoffeeling
liketheoddmanout.“Maybeoneofyoucantellmewhat’sgoingon?”“Sure,”saidCrespin.“But
firstIhavetoaskyousomething.Howgoodareyouatpretendingyou’redrunk?”
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“WHATAREyouhaving?”askedthebartender.“Secondthoughts,”Iwas
temptedtosay.Instead,“DoubleJohnnieBlackontherocks,”Itoldhim.Thisonedrinkwouldbe
myprop,abigol’glassofwhiskeyinanunsteadyhand
tosuggestthatI’dhadplentymorewherethatcamefrom.ThefactthatIwasalreadylookingprettyraggedfromrawnervesandlackofsleepwouldonlyaddtotheeffect.WhathadBrennansaidto
hisguestsonthepatio,hisquotefromWillRogers?Younevergetasecondchancetomakeagoodfirstimpression.Itwasn’tquiteascatchy,
butJeffreyCrespinhadhisownsayingforwhatIwas
abouttodo.“Youonlygetoneshotatthis,Mann,soI’llaskyouasecondtime.Areyousureyou’reupforit?”“Absolutely,”Ilied.Frommyendseatatthe
barinaplacecalledShadowsinGeorgetown,itwasn’tBrennanIwaswaitingfor.Ashangoutsgo,thiswashardlyhisscene.Hipandchic,allright,butnotenoughpowerbrokers.Lawstudentsinsteadoflawyers,congressional
staffersinsteadofcongressmen.Plus,waytoomanyEurotrashguyswithonetoomanyshirtbuttonsundone.Maybethatwaswhy
ShahidAlDossarihadchosentheplace:theinternationalflavor.That,andthederigueur“darkandsexy”loungelighting.Shadowswasclearlysavingtheownersatonofmoneyontheirelectricbill.
Allthatmattered,though,wasthatthechoicewasAlDossari’s.He’dpickedthelocation.HemighthavegottensuspicioushadValerieledhimthere.Excuseme,had“Beverly
Sands”ledhimthere.Atthetwenty-minute
mark,IcheckedthesameprepaidcellI’dusedatBrennan’shousetoseeiftherewasanyfollow-upfrom
Valerie.Wordofadelayorevenachangeofvenue.Neither,though.Nonew
texts.Finally,aboutahalfhour
afterValeriehadfirstsentmetheaddress,Ilookeduptoseeherwalkinginwithhim.Rightaway,Icouldtellhewasreallygettingoffonwatchingtheothermenjealouslycheckingouthisdate.Yeah,that’sright,boys,she’swithme….
Tick-tock.Valerie’dhadonlyanhourafterleavingNSAheadquarterstogetdolledupagainasBeverly.This,afterinitiallytellingAlDossarithatshehadapreviousengagementafterBrennan’sparty.Nowondertheguywassmilinglikethedevil.Thissurprisenightcapwasthenext-bestthingtoabootycall.Andundoubtedly,inhiseyes,thenightwasstillyoung.
HowwasValeriehandlingthat,Iwondered?Afterall,AlDossarihadtohavecertainexpectationsbythispoint.Wouldsheevertakeonefortheteam,sotospeak,likeJoandidonMadMen?No,she’dnever.Shecouldn’t,right?ForChrist’ssake,Mann,
let’skeepthefocus….Astheypassedthebar,I
bentdowntopickupsomethingI’dpretendedto
drop.WhenIstraightenedup,Iglancedovermyshouldertoseethemgrabbingaboothintheback.Allaccordingtoplan.Givethemalittletimetosettleinwiththeirbottleofchampagne—niceandrelaxed—andthen…“Hey!”Iblurtedout,
stoppinginfrontoftheirboothwithadoubletake.“It’sAnnieOakley!”Forgoodmeasure,Iraisedmyarmsasifshootingashotgun,
spillingsomeofmydrinkintheprocess.IwatchedasValerie
pretendednottorecognizemeatfirst.AlDossari,ontheotherhand,wasn’tpretending.Allthebetter.“Remember?”Isaid.“We
metearliertodayatJosiahBrennan’slittlesoiree.TrevorMann?TheTimes?”“Oh,ofcourse,”saidAl
Dossari,slidingoutofthe
boothtoshakemyhand.“Nicetoseeyouagain.”Ifthatwereonlytrue.His
painedexpressionwaspracticallyscreaming,Ofallthedamnbarsinthistown,youhadtobeinthisone?Drunk,noless?Makethatverydrunk.IturnedbacktoValerie.
“Hey,really,niceshootingtoday.Justexcellent!”Isaid.“Wait,what’syournameagain?”
“Beverly,”shesaid.“BeverlySands.”“That’sright,ofcourse!
AndI’mTrevorMann.”“Yes,Ibelieveyousaid
thatalready.”Beverlynoddedtowardmydrinkwithapatientsmile.“Arewecelebratingsomething,Mr.Mann?”“Ha!Morelike
commiserating,I’mafraid.Problemis,I’mdownherein
DCbymyself,soIhavenoonetocommiseratewith.”“Well,I’mtoldI’magood
listener,”shesaid.God,she’sgoodatthis.
Shemakesitlooksoeffortless.“Oh,it’snothing,”Isaid
withasloppywaveofmyhand.“Imean,it’ssomething,butIreallyshouldn’tsayanything.”“Yes,that’sprobablybest,”
saidBeverly.
Withthat,Itossedbacktherestofmywhiskeyasifitwereliquidcourage.No,betteryet,atruthserum.“Onsecondthought,what
thehell.It’sgoingtobeinalltheheadlinessoonenough,”Isaid,beforeleaningintowhisper,“Canyoutwokeepasecret?”
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ITWASalmosttooeasy.Likepushingabigbutton.Suddenly,ShahidAl
Dossariwasn’tsoeagerformetogetlost.“CanIbuyyouanotherround,Mr.Mann?”Andtheysaywomenare
gossips.
IhappilyslidintotheirboothwhileAlDossariflaggedthecocktailwaitress.AsIexchangedglanceswithValerie,shebrokecharacterforasplitsecondtogivemeanod.Sofar,sogood.Nowbringithome.Or,atleast,that’showItookit.“Whatwereyoudrinking?”
AlDossariaskedmeasthewaitressarrivedwithpepinherstep.Sheknewagoodtipwhenshesawone.
“DoubleJohnnieBlackontherocks,”Isaid.“Notanymore.Makeita
doubleJohnnieBlue,neat,”hesaid.Iwasfairlyconvincedthat
hiscocksuremoney-is-no-objectupgradewasmoreforBeverlySands’sbenefitthanmine,butIwasn’tabouttoobject.Allthingsconsidered,ifIwaspretendingtobeloaded,itmightaswellbe
withtop-of-the-linerealwhiskey.“Sowherewerewe?”
askedValerie.“Mr.Mannwasaboutto
takeusintohisconfidence,”saidAlDossari.“Firstofall,Mr.Mannwas
myfather.CallmeTrevor,”Isaid.“Second…”Ipausedforamomentàlaanalcohol-inducedmemorylapse.“Actually,Ican’trememberwhatnumbertwowas,butin
anyevent,here’swhyI’mstuckhereinDC.Ofcourse,itinvolvespolitics.Doyouguysfollowpolitics?”“Sure,alittle,”saidAl
Dossari.Andby“alittle”itwasclearhemeant“alot.”Iletoutadeepsigh.“Stop
meifthisboresyou,butapparentlytheCIAhasinventedsomenewinterrogationmethodthatmakeswaterboardinglooklikeadayatthebeach.
Problemis,it’skilledabunchofprisoners,hordesofthem.Evenbiggerproblem,atleastforthepresident,isthathisnewCIAdirectorisinvolved.”“Wait,”saidValerieasif
confused.“Didn’tIseeonthenewsthatthenewCIAdirectorwasn’tgoingtotakethejob?Irememberbecausehewasstandingwithhistwindaughtersandtheywereadorable.”
“That’sright,butthisisthenewnewCIAdirector,theonethepresidentisabouttoannounce,”Isaid.“That’sonthehush-hush,too.IthinkhisnameisArcher.”Itwasprobablymorefrom
wishfulthinkingthananythingelsethatIpausedforAlDossaritojumpinandsay“Karcher”tocorrectme.Thatwouldbetooeasy,though.Heremainedsilentasthe
waitressreturnedwithmytwenty-five-yearwhiskey.“Anyway,”Icontinued,
“theTimeshasthestoryandI’vebeenaskedtostaydownheretodosomeinterviewsontheHillonceitbreaksonMonday.”IgrabbedthelowballofJohnnieBlue,raisingithigh.“So,astheysayinsynchronizedswimming…bottomsup!”BeverlySandsliftedher
drinktominewithalaugh.
TrevorMann,thereporterfromtheTimeswhoverypossiblyhadadrinkingproblem,wasnonethelessentertaining.Right,Shahid?Sheturnedtohim,herlook
wonderingwhyhewasn’tjoininginthecheers.Andforthefirsttime,wegotahintofsomething.Helookeddistracted.Downrightuncomfortable.“Areyouokay?”askeda
concernedBeverlySands.
“Shahid?”“Huh?”Hesnappedoutof
it,raisinghischampagne.“Oh,I’msorry…cheers.”Weclinkedglasses,andI
waitedforsomekindoffollow-upquestionfromAlDossari.Valeriewaswaiting,too.Maybeheneededacommandperformancefrommetobesureofwhathe’dheard.Ormaybethiswasallfor
naught.Thelinkwasonly
betweenKarcherandBrennan,andasforAlDossari,hewassimplytheCIA’spatsy.Asortofpost-9/11LeeHarveyOswald.Only,inthiscase,forreal.Suddenly,AlDossari
beganslidingoutofthebooth.“Willyoutwoexcusemeforamoment?”
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VALERIEANDIbothwatchedashewalkedtowardthemen’sroominthebackofthebar.Wewereseeingthesamething.Iassumedwewerethinkingit,too.“He’snotgoingtothe
bathroom,ishe?He’scallingBrennan,”Isaid.“Ormaybe
evenKarcher.Oneofthem,right?”Valeriegrimaced,atwinge
ofguilt.“No,hereallyisgoingtothebathroom,”shesaid.“Infact,he’sgoingtobeinthereforawhile.”“Howwouldyouknow?”Shenoddedfirstathis
champagneglassandthenatherpurse.“Whenhestoodtoshakeyourhand,”shesaid.“It’slikeliquidEx-Lax,only
ahellofalotstrongerandquicker.”“Why?”Iasked.Why
wouldshespikehisdrink?“Technically,it’sourthird
date,”shesaid.“InShahid’smind,itdoesn’tendwithusplayingBoggle.Thisway,hewon’tevenwantapeckonthecheek.”“Iwaswonderingabout
that,”Isaid.“Youknow…”Upshotoneofher
eyebrows.“WhetherI’dever
havesexwithamark?”“Doyouguysreallycall
themmarks?”“Yeah,strange,right?
Targetsofanundercoverstingoperationnevercaughton.”“Soyoureallyhaven’t—”“Isthatreallyonlyyour
secondwhiskey?”“Sorry,Iwasjustcurious.”“Fortherecord,the
answer’sno,”shesaid.“Nottosayhedidn’ttryondates
oneandtwo.Butloveofmycountryonlygoessofar.”Thecocktailwaitress
returnedtopoursomemorechampagne.ValeriequicklyplacedherhandoverAlDossari’sglass.“Ithinkhe’sdoneforthenight,”shesaidpolitely.Iglancedtowardtheback
ofthebarasthewaitresswalkedaway.“Whathappensnow?”Iasked.Theplanshe
andCrespinhadconcoctedonlygotmetothetable.“Whathappensnowisthat
youtellmewhoyoursilentpartneris,”shesaid.“Imeant—”“Iknowwhatyoumeant.I
alsoknowthatwhoeverthisguyis,he’sCIA,orperhapsex-CIAatthispoint.There’snootherwayyoucouldhavethoserecordings.”“Nootherway?”“Provemewrong.”
“Ifyouknowhe’sCIA,whatdifferencedoeshisnamemakerightnow?”Valerieeyedmefora
moment.We’dknowneachotherforlessthanaday,butitwashardtoignoreacertainfoxholementality.Likeitornot,wewereinthistogether.“Youwanttrust?I’llgive
youtrust,”shesaid.“RememberwhenCrespinandIlookedateachother
duringoneofyourrecordings?”“Yes.Youtriedtopretend
itwasnothing—”“Butitwasobviously
something,you’reright,”shesaid.“Thingis,itwasKarcherwhoinitiallytippedusoffaboutourmanonthetoiletrightnow,thathewasfundingaknownterrorist.SoIbecameBeverlySandstocozyuptoShahidAlDossari,and—loandbehold—wejust
confirmedit.Shahid’smoneyhasbeenmovinginandoutofanAlQaedaoperative’saccountasrecentlyaslastweek.Bingo,right?Exceptforoneproblem.Accordingtooneofyourvideosandthedatestampedonthebottomofthescreen,thatoperativehasbeendeadforoverayear.”Sometimesyoujustsaythe
firstwordsthatcometoyour
mindnomatterhowtrite.“Holyshit.”“That’sright,holyshit,”
shesaid.“Prettygoddamnbrilliant,too.Developingthattruthserumtakesbigbucks,andit’snotliketheCIAcangotoCongressforit.SowhatdoesKarcherdo?Heusesthehotshotlawyer,Brennan,tomakeitlooklikeoneofhisclientsisfundingaterroristwithSaudimoney.Instead,
whatKarcher’sreallydoingisfundinghimself.”“ButAlDossariwould
havetoknow,right?”“Itwouldseemthatway.”“That’sthepartIdon’tget,
then,”Isaid.“Wouldn’tKarcherbethrowingAlDossariunderthebus?Withouttherecordingsfromtheblacksite,youguyswouldstillhaveAlDossarionfundingterrorism.”
“Yeah,that’sthebrilliantpart.AlltheNSAdoesisprovidetheproof.Thenwehandeverything—includingAlDossari—backovertoKarcher,”shesaid.“TheCIAwilltakeitfromhere,he’lltellus,andthenit’soutofourhands.”“Thenwhat,though?”I
asked.“It’snotlikeKarchercan’tdroptheball.”“No,ofcoursenot.Afew
monthsfromnowwe’d
probablyhearthatAlDossarihasflippedandisnowKarcher’snewestmoleintheMiddleEast,orsomethinglikethat.Andwe’dbelieveit,too,becausewe’dhavenoreasonnotto.”“Butnowyoudo.”“Whichbringsmebackto
yourfriend,”shesaid.“Asmuchasyouneedtotrustme,Ineedtotrusthim.AndIcan’tdothatifIdon’tmeethim.Sotonight,literally…I
needyoutobringmebacktoyourfriend.”“Whataboutyourdate?”I
asked.“Wejustcan’tleavehim.”“Oh,no?”Alreadyshewas
halfwayoutthebooth.“Whenhe’sfinallyabletoleavethebathroom,thelastthinghe’llwanttodoisexplainwhattookhimsolong.Trustme,”shesaid.“We’redoinghimafavor.”
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INTWOminutesflat,wewereinthebackseatofaDCcabheadingofftheBeltwaypastDullesAirportandouttoArcola.Ireallyshould’vegottenato-gocupforthatJohnnieWalkerBlue.Thedriver,whose
dispositionmostclosely
resembledaningrowntoenail,initiallytoldusthatArcolawasoutofhisterritory,especiallyaftermidnight.AcrispBenFranklinlater,hesuddenlyhadabrand-newterritory.Moneyisthebiggestbuttonofthemall.“Insideoroutsidedoors?”
askedValerie.Iturnedtoher.“Insideor
outside?”
“MymotherwasafraidtoflywhenIwasakid,sowedroveeverywhereforvacation.Shehadthisthing,though.Wecouldneverstayinahotelwithdoorsthatfacedoutside,”shesaid.“Toodangerous.”“Byanychance,doesyour
motherknowwhatyoucurrentlydoforaliving?”Iasked.“Ifshewerestillalive,she
wouldn’tlikeit.”
“I’msorry,Ididn’trealize.”“Cervicalcancer.WhenI
wasinhighschool,”sheexplained.“Andsincewe’reinthesympathycardaisle,myfatherthendiedoflungcancerduringmysenioryearincollege.”“Jesus.”“Tellmeaboutit.Of
course,iftheywerebothstillalive,it’snotlikeIcouldactuallytellthemwhatIdo.”
“Andwhatisthat,exactly?Imean,ofalltheNSAsecretsthatEdwardSnowdenleaked,Ididn’thearanythingaboutagentslikeyou.”“Yeah,littleEddiereally
complicatedthings,didn’the?”IwaitedforValerietokeep
talkingandperhapsanswermyquestion.Shedidneither.“You’renotgoingtotell
me,areyou?”
Shesmiled.“Wehavetokeepsomemysterybetweenus,don’twe?”Ipracticallyfroze.That
wasexactlywhatClairehadsaidtomethenightshewaskilled.“What?”askedValerie.
“WhatdidIsay?”“Nothing,”Ifinally
answered.Butshe,too,knewthe
soundofthatnothing.Thelookshegaveme.Still,she
letitgo.Atouchofwoman’sintuition,perhaps.Regardless,thenextfew
minutesformewereinevitable.MemoriesofClairecamelikeclicksonthemeterinthetaxi,oneafteranother,especiallyfromourlastmomentstogether.It’softenasked,ifyou
knewthiswasyourlastnightonearth,whatwouldyoudo?HadthatnightwithClairebeenmylastnight,though,
therewasnothingIwould’vechanged.Well,almostnothing.Iwould’veneverletClairego.“Frontorback?”askedthe
driver.Thequestionsnappedme
outofitasIlookeduptoseehimpullingintotheComforterMotel.Staringatthenearlyemptyparkinglot,itwaseasytowonderiftheNOintheNOVACANCYsignhadeverbeenilluminated.
“Theback,”Isaid.Ashepulledaround,I
wentoverthegroundruleswithValerieagainregardingOwen.We’dgottenprettygoodatcuttingdealsonthefly.“Igoupandexplainthe
situation,tellhimyou’reherewaitinginthetaxi,”Isaid.“ThenIwaveyouup,okay?”“Whoa,excuseme?”
blurtedoutthedriver.
I’dforgottenabouttheotherdealmakeramongus.Hewasn’tlikingthewayhisendwasshakingout.“Isthereaproblem?”Iasked.“You’reonlypayingmeto
driveyouhere,”hesaid.“That’stheproblem.”Ireachedintomypocket
againformorecash,butValeriestoppedme,reachingintoherownpocket.She’dhadenoughofthisguy.
Moneymaytalk,butabadgeshutsthemupeverytime.“Let’strythisagain,”she
said.“Isthereaproblem?”Shewasholdingherbadge
soclosetohiseyesshewaspracticallyslappinghisfacewithit.Withaslowshakeofhis
head,hegotwiththeprogram.Noproblem.“Youcanparkoveratthe
endthere,”Isaid,pointingtoanareanearasetofstairs.
TherewasnoothersoundbeyondtheengineidlingasIsteppedouttothebacklotandmademywayuptothesecondfloor,orthepenthouse,asOwenjokinglycalledit.Wehadthefirstroomoffthestairs,aswellastheonenexttoitwithaconnectingdoor.Onceagain,thetworoomstrategy.Ifitain’tbroke,don’tfixit.Keycardinhand,Ieyed
thelipstickcameraOwenhad
tapedabovethesignforthevendingmachinesabouttwentyfeetaway.Thencamethelast
safeguard—theknockingsequencetoensureweweretrulyalone.IsupposeIwasfudgingthatoneabit.Twoknocksfollowedby
onefollowedbytwo.TheareacodeofManhattan.There’snoplacelikehome.Lessthanaminutelater,
though,Iwasbackdownat
thetaxi.Fromthelookonmyfacealone,Valerieknewwehadproblem.Itwasthekindnobadgecouldsolve.“Whatisit?”sheasked.Thatwaspartofthe
problem.Iwasn’tsure.
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OWENWASGONE.ThatwastheonlythingI
knewforsure.Bothourroomswereempty.Emptyofhim,atleast.Gone,too,washisbackpack,hisbagoftricks.Butmyduffelwasright
whereI’dleftitinoneofthe
closets,everythingstillinside.Myguns,theextracash.Infact,everythingelseintheroomlookednormal.“Didtheykidnapthemaid,
too?”askedValerie,standinginthedoorway.Okay,Isaidnormal,not
clean.Youputtwoguysinahotelonthelamforafewdaysanditisn’tgoingtobepretty.Butthatwasthequestion,
wasn’tit?HadOwenbeen
takenorhadheleftonhisown?TherewasaMobilstationwithaconveniencemartahalfmiledowntheroadwherewe’dbeenpickingupsomesnacks,butthechancesofhistakingthewalkatoneo’clockinthemorningseemedremote.“Whereareyougoing?”I
askedValerie.Shewasheadedbackoutthedoor,hergundrawn.
“Westartwiththeperimeter,”shesaid.Iunderstood.Standard
policeprocedure.Startfromtheoutside—inthiscase,literally—andworkyourwayin.“Hisname’sOwen,”Isaid.“Whataboutalastname?”Imusthavelookedlikea
stumpedcontestantonagameshow.AllthistimetogetherandI’dneverfoundouthis
lastname.“Huh”wasallImanaged.“Don’tworryaboutit,”she
said,turningagaintoleave.“Wait,don’tyouwantto
knowwhathelookslike?”Shestoppedjustlong
enoughtomakemerealizethatwhiletrustwasonething,thewholetruthwasanother.“He’stall,slender,with
brownhair,shaggy.Doesthiswithhishandsfromtimetotime,”shesaid,doinga
perfectimitationofhisdrywashroutine.“Oh,andfortherecord,hislastnameisLewis.”Shewalkedout.Istoodthereinshock,
wonderinghowValerieknewallthat,andequallyconfounding,whyshehadn’tjusttoldmeinthefirstplace.Therewerenoquickanswers.Whattherewas,though,wassomethinginmyeyeline.Owen’slaptop.
Hehaditlinkedtothelipstickcameraoutside,ourmakeshiftsurveillancesystem.Sincethemomenthe’dfirsthookeditup,ithadbeensittingatopthecrappy-lookingcredenzafeaturingtheTV,plasticicebucket,andtheYellowPages.Nowthelaptopwasinthe
middleofthequeenbedclosertothebathroom.Imean,rightinthemiddle.Asifthebedwereitspedestal.
Theonlythingmissingwastheneonsignoveritthatwasblinking,Lookatme,Trevor!Iwalkedoverandtapped
thespacebar,wakingupthescreen.Iexpectedtoseethesamerunningimagethathadbeentherefordays,thewalkwayoutsidebothourrooms.Only,nowtherewassomethinginfrontofit.Apicture.No,makethatamessage.
Butonlyforme.
Inapop-upwindowwasanillustrationoffGoogleImages,oneofthosegoofyclip-artsignsthatreadGONEFISHING.NowIjusthadtofigure
outwhatitwassupposedtomean.Fishingforwhat?“Whatareyoulookingat?”
cameValerie’svoicebythedoor.Shewasback.Ihadasplitsecondto
makeadecision.Givenourtrackrecord,tellingheritwas
nothingwasoffthetable.Ithadtobesomething.Butdidithavetobethewholetruth?Thistrustthingwasgetting
abittricky.“Behindyou,”Isaid.
“That’swhatI’mlookingat.”Ispunthelaptoparound,
butnotbeforeclickingtheillustrationclosed.Whatremainedwasthefeedfromtheoutsidecamera.“Clever,”shesaid,tracing
theangletothesignforthe
vendingmachines.“Owen’sdoing,Iassume?”“Itseemsyou’dknowthat
evenbetterthanme,”Isaid.Thatgotmeasmirkbut
nothingmore.Shewasfarmoreconcernedwithtakingonemorelaparoundbothroomstoseeiftherewassomethingshe’dmissedthefirsttime.Therewasn’t.“Allright,grabyourstuff,”
shesaid.“Let’sgetgoing.”“Going?”
“Youdidn’tstillthinkyou’dbestayinghere,didyou?”Actually,Ihadn’tthought
anything.ButValerieobviouslyhad.“Wherearewegoing?”I
asked.“Someplacewithinside
doors,”shesaid.
CHAPTER97
“GOODMORNING,Mr.Mann,howdidyousleep?”askedJeffreyCrespin,myhumanalarmclock.He’dtakenituponhimselftoshakemeawakeatsixa.m.HowdidIsleep?It’sthe
crackofdawn.
“Sparingly,”Iwastemptedtoanswer.ButitwastooearlyandIwastootiredforglibness.“Fine,”Isaidinstead.Hewassittingonafolding
metalchairattheendofmycot,wearingablueblazerandjeans.IguessthejeanswerehowheunwoundonaSunday.“Wouldyoulikesomecoffee?”heasked.Ilookedoverhisshoulder
toseeValerieinthedoorway,
takingasipfromamug,thestringfromateabaghangingovertheedge.ShewaswearingthesameBeverlySandsoutfitshe’dhadonfourhoursago,whichansweredthequestionofwhereshe’dspentthenight.Itwashere.Whereverthehellthat
mightbe.Notonlydidn’tIknow,I
wasneversupposedtoknow.HencetheBruceWayneandBatcaveroutineafterleaving
themotelinArcola.Valerie’dhadthetaxitakeustoanundergroundparkinggarageinFortMeade,wherewegotintoanunmarkedvan,butonlyaftersheputasackovermyhead.Forreal.Thenagain,Iguessthat’s
whytheycallitasafehouse.“Yeah,somecoffeewould
begood,”Isaid.“Cream,ifyouhaveit.Nosugar.”“I’llseewhattheyhave,”
saidValeriebefore
disappearingintothehallway.Crespinleanedbackinhis
chair,crossinghislegs.“Isupposethere’salsotea,butIfiguredyoumoreforcoffee,”hesaid.“Youfiguredright.”“Funnything,though.Do
youknowwhoneverdrinkscoffee?”“Igiveup.”“FrankKarcher.”Iimmediatelylikedwhere
thiswasgoing,andCrespin
couldtell.Foronlythesecondtime,Isawhimsmile.“AlDossaricalledhim?”“Latelastnight,”hesaid.
“Whenhewasfinallyfeelingbetter,Ipresume.”“Whatdidhesay?”“Everythingyoutoldhim
atthebar.”“Butassoonasheheard
myname…”“Thatwasthebestpart.
You’dthinkKarcherwould’vetoldAlDossari
he’dbeenplayedbyyou,buthedidn’t.Hejustthankedhimfortheheads-up.”“Itactuallymakessense,”I
said.“KarcherknowsIdon’tworkfortheTimes.Thepaperdoesn’thavethestory.”“Andspeakingofstories
thataren’treal…”Ofcourse.“AlDossari
musthavetoldKarcherhowhefirstmetme.”“Exactly,”hesaid.“After
KarcherhungupfromAl
Dossari,heimmediatelywokeupBrennan.Naturally,Brennanmadesuretocallhimrightbackfromthesecurelineinhisstudy.”Only,thankstoValerie’s
handiwork,theNSAcouldlisteninonthatconversation,too.“Icanonlyimagine
Brennan’sreaction,”Isaid.“Totellyouthetruth,I
thinkhewasmoreupsetaboutnotactuallybeing
interviewedfortheTimesthanhewasattheprospectofspendingthenexttentofifteenyearsfoldinglaundry.”“That’salawyerforyou,”
Isaid.“Prisoniswhathappenstootherpeople.”“We’llsee.Inthe
meantime,niceworklastnight.Valerietellsmeyouplayanexcellentdrunk.”“I’vehadsomepractice.”
“ShealsotoldmeaboutOwen,thathe’ssuddenlygonemissing.”“Firstthingsfirst,ifyou
don’tmind.Whydidn’tyouguysjusttellmeyouknewwhohewas?”Crespindidn’thesitate.
“Whengauginganasset,it’salwaysgoodtoknowupfrontifwhathe’stellingyouistrue.”“ItakeitI’mtheso-called
assetinthatsentence?”
“It’sjustthewaywedothings.”“Soyoucanprobably
guessmynextquestion.”“Yes,”hesaid.“Butthe
answertothatonemakesthingsalittletrickier.”
CHAPTER98
ALITTLEtrickier?Didhereallyjustsaythat?I’dspentthenight,what
wasleftofit,sleepingintheNSA’sversionofinsidedoors.IwasinasafehousesomewhereinDContheheelsofaroadtriptakenwithaboygeniusfromtheCIA
whothoughthewascuringAlzheimer’s,onlytodiscoverhewasreallyhelpingtocreatewhatwould’vebeentheultimateinterrogationtoolifitweren’tforthefactthatithappenedtohaveafailrateoffortypercent.Andbyfail,Imeanfatally.Whichwouldexplainwhy
themenresponsibleforallthisweregoingtosuchextremelengthstoensuretheywereneverfoundout.
Andbyextreme,Ialsomeanfatally.Butnow,soIwasbeing
told,thingswereabouttoget…waitforit…alittletrickier.IstaredbackatCrespin.
“No,it’sactuallysimple,”Isaid.“Youeithercanorcan’ttellmehowyouknowaboutOwen.”“Iadmirethat,Ireallydo,”
hesaid,onceagainwithoutanyhesitation.“Despite
everythingyou’vebeenthrough,you’restillcapableofseeingtheworldinblackandwhite.”“Noteverythingisgray.”Hecockedhishead.“Look
aroundyou,Mr.Mann.”Iwassurroundedby
cinder-blockwallsandconcretefloors.TherewasthemetalchairCrespinwassittingin,aswellasmymetalcot.EventheblanketI’dbeengiven.Allgray.
AndCrespinwasn’tevenbeingliteral.“Areyoutryingtochange
thesubject?”Iasked.“No,I’monlygivingit
perspective,”hesaid.“IknowaboutOwenLewisbecauseofyourfriendClaireParker.”Helookedatmeasifhe’d
justthrownaverbalgrenadeintoourconversation.ButIwasn’tsurewhy.Afterall,“IalsoknowaboutOwenLewis
becauseofClaireParker,”Isaid.“Yes,Irealizethat.Sonow
comesthattrickierpartIpromisedyou.”Heuncrossedhislegs,hisbackstraightening.“ClaireworkedfortheNSA.”Ka-boom.Itwasasifalltheblood
hadbeensuddenlyflushedfrommyhead.Ifeltdizzy,theroomspinning.Abig,grayblur.
“Excuseme?”Isaid.“Idon’tthinkIneedtosay
itagain.”No,hedidn’t.“Tobeveryclear,Clairewaseverythingyouthoughtshewas,anationalaffairsreporterfortheNewYorkTimes.Shewasagiftedjournalistwhoonlywrotethetruth.ButasI’msureyou’reaware,doingthat—especiallydoingitatherlevel—takessources.”
“Youwereoneofhersources?”“No,notmepersonally.
SomeoneelsewithintheNSA.ThedivisioniscalledTailoredAccessOperations,ifthatmeansanything.”“Andinreturn?”“Youmean,whatdidshe
doforthem?”“Givesomething,get
something…right?”“Notexactly,”hesaid.“At
least,notinthewayyou’re
worriedabout.IthinkyouknowthatClairewouldneverburnanyofhersources.That’snotwhatshedidforus.”“Thenwhatexactlydidshe
do?”BeforeCrespincould
answer,though,wewerebothlookingatValerieleaningagainstthedoorwayagain.Shewasback.Inonehandwasapieceof
paper,intheotheralaptop.
Somuchforacupofcoffee.“Youneedtosee
something,”shesaid.
CHAPTER99
IASSUMEDshewastalkingonlytoCrespin,especiallywhenshewalkedrightpastmetohandhimthepieceofpaper.Hereadit,glancedupatValerie,andreaditagain.Insteadofhandingitback
toher,however,hehandedittome.
Thereasonwasasclearasthee-mailaddressintheupperleft-handcorner.Itwasmine.Iwaslookingataprintoutofane-mailsenttomebyBrennan,exceptI’dneverseenitbefore.ThatwaswhenInoticed
thetimestamp:5:34a.m.Brennanhadonlysentitahalfhourearlier.
Trevor,changeofvenueforourinterviewtodayif
that’sok.Toomanydistractionshereathouse.MallardCaféat33rdandProspectat11?TheydoameanSunbrunch.—JB
“There’syouranswer,bytheway,”saidCrespin.Answertowhat?“What
wasthequestion?”Iasked.“WhatClairedidforus,”
hesaid.“You’relookingatit.”
Thathardlyclearedupanything,andheknewit.Theguyhadcoydowntoascience.Valerietotherescue.
“JosiahBrennandidn’tsendthee-mail,”sheexplained.Ilookeddownagainatthe
paper.TherewasBrennan’se-mailaddressunderneathmine,thesameaddresshe’dbeenusingsincefirstconfirmingoursupposedinterview.
“Ifhedidn’tsendit,whodid?”Iasked.ButIalreadyknewtheanswerbeforethewordshadevenleftmymouth.“Karcher?”“Yes,”saidCrespin.“And
Brennanhasnoidea.”“Howdoyouknow?”“Karcherusedacertain
spywarevirus.Assoonasyoureadane-mailfromhim,hecanthenassumeyouridentity,basicallycontrollingyourentiree-mailaccount.
Thereasonweknowthisisbecauseweusethesamevirus.”“Istilldon’tgetthe
connectiontoClaire,”Isaid.Valerielookedoverat
CrespinasiftosayGoahead,boss,you’retheonewhobroughtitup.Crespinthoughtfora
moment.Finally,“Imagineyou’reinLondontointerviewacertainclericbeforehe’sdeportedfromtheUKto
Jordan,”hesaid.“TheclerichaslittletrustinanAmericanjournalist—oranyAmerican,forthatmatter—buthe’seagertospeakhismind.Theinternationalstagecanbeintoxicating,andnooneservesupthelimelightbetterthantheNewYorkTimes.Aneutrallocationisagreedupon,almostalwaysahotel,andtheclerichasoneofhisbodymensearchyoueventhoughthey’renotquitesure
whatthey’relookingfor.Arecordingdevice?It’saninterview.Ofcourseyouhavearecorder.Andasfarastheycantell,itlooksexactlylikeanyotherrecorderthey’veeverseen.”“Butit’snot,”Isaid.“No,insteadithacksthe
hotel’sInternetserviceandthenhacksthecleric’scellphone.And,here’sthekey,itdoesallofitwirelessly.
WhichmeansClairedidn’treallyhavetodoathing.”“Exceptgiveherconsent,”
Isaid,unabletoholdbackmysmirk.Crespinnodded.“Butthis
wasn’tjustanycleric,wasit?”No,itwasn’t.Thiswasa
guywho’dbeenjailedrepeatedlyinLondonwithouteverreceivingatrial.OverabottleofBrunelloonenight,Clairehadarguedwithme
thathedeservedone,andI’darguedbackthataccordingtotheantiterrorismlawspassedinBritainafter9/11,hedidn’t.ThiswasthenightbeforesheflewtoLondontointerviewhim.“Here,”saidValerie,
givingmethelaptopinherotherhand.“Youneedtologontoyoure-mailandcancelonBrennan.”“Cancel?”
“Unless,ofcourse,you’dpreferyourlastmealtobeeggsBenedict.ThisisKarchersettingyouup,”shesaid.“Yes,thesameKarcher
responsibleforClaire’sdeath,”Ishotback.Forgivemeforsoundingalittletesty.“Listen,Igetit,”said
Valerie.“Youwantrevenge,whowouldn’t?Butthisisn’tyoupretendingtobedrunkwithsomejet-set,skirt-
chasinginternationalplayboy.Thisisaguywhowantstokillyou.”“WhichisexactlywhyI’ll
beattheMallardCaféateleveno’clock,”Isaid,assureasI’deverbeenaboutanythinginmylife.“Karcherwantstokillme,allright,buthecan’t.Hewon’t.Atleast,notrightaway.Andthat’sanopportunitywecan’tpassup.”
Iwasreadytoexplain,toarguemycase.Yellandscream,ifIhadto.ButIdidn’thaveto.
ValerieandCrespinbothhadthatlookontheirfaces,thekindIusedtoseeonjuriesduringtheclosingargumentofeverycaseI’deverwon.ItwasasifIknewexactlywhattheywerethinking.Thisguymightactually
haveapoint.
Nowallweneededwasaplan.
CHAPTER100
“CANIgetyouanythingwhileyou’rewaiting?”askedthewaitress,aquicktiltofherheadacknowledgingtheemptychairacrossfromme.HernametagreadBETSY.Iftherehadbeenmore
time,moreoptions,moreeverything,thisyoung
womanwithrolled-upsleeveswould’vebeenClaireundercover,andinadditiontohavingherhairtuckedintoaponytail,shewould’vehadaBerettatuckedbehindthewhiteapronwiththebiggreenMthatalltheserversattheMallardCaféwore.Butsometimesyoujust
havetomakedo.“I’mgoodfornow,”Isaid.
“Thanks,though.”
ThiswasclearlymusictoBetsy’sears.Onelessthingshehadtodo.Myveryrealwaitresshadthatharriedlookofhavingafewtoomanytablesinhersection.AsfarasIcouldtell,shewastheonlyonetendingtoalltheoutdoorseatingthatlinedthefrontofthecafé.Betsyshuffledoff,whileI
keptwaiting,notthatI’dexpectedtobedoinganythingdifferent.Karcherwould
absolutelymakesureIarrivedfirst.Afterthat,itwasanyone’sguess.IncludingwhetheritwouldevenbeKarcherwhoshowed.Theguyhadahistoryoflettingothersdohisdirtywork.“Stopfidgeting,”camea
voiceinmyear.Imean,literallyinmyear.
Crespinhadoutfittedmewithwhathadtobetheworld’stiniesttransmitter.Smallerthantheheadofatack,itwas
fullyoutofsightinsidemyearcanal.“Sorry,”Isaid,onlyto
realizethatI’djustbrokenoneofhistworules.“WhatdidItellyouabout
talkingtome?”camehisvoiceagain.“Anddon’tanswerthat.”Rule#1?Don’ttalkinto
themike,otherwiseknownasthethirdbuttondownonmynewNSA-brandshirt.Fiftypercentcotton/polyblend
withafive-hundred-footrange.IfKarcher—orwhoeverhemightsend—wasscoutingme,Icouldillaffordtobeseentalkingtomyself.ThewirewassoCrespincouldhearwhatIheard.“It’sgoingtobefine,
Mann,”hewasnowassuringme.“Everything’sgoingtobe—”Thewayhisvoice
suddenlycutout,myfirstthoughtwasthatthe
transmitterinmyearhadfailed.ButCrespinwasjustseeingwhatIcouldn’t.“Don’tturnaround,don’t
evenflinch,”hesaid.“He’sapproachingyoufrombehindattwentyfeet…fifteen…ten…”Avoiceboomedovermy
shoulder.“Isthisseattaken?”Itwasnow.FrankKarchersatdown
beforeIcouldevenlookup.
Jesus,hehadabighead.Itwasevenbiggerinperson.IfeignedsurpriseasbestI
could.IwassupposedtobewaitingforBrennan,afterall.“Excuseme,Ithinkyou
havethewrongtable,”Isaid.Karcherbrokeintoawide
grin.“No,thisisdefinitelytherighttable.Youjustpickedthewrongfight,”hesaid,glancingathiswatch.“Theonlyquestionnowishowlongyou’llpretendyou
don’tknowwhatI’mtalkingabout.”Saidquestionhunginthe
airasIpretendedtobethinkingitover.ButIalreadyknewmyanswer.Sofar,wewererightonscript.“Iknowexactlywhat
you’retalkingabout,”Isaidfinally.“Iknowwhoyouareandwhatyou’vedone.Ialsoknowit’sallabouttoend.”Againwiththegrin.Those
hadtobeveneers.
“Interestingchoiceofwords,”hesaid.“Domeafavor,though,willyou,Mr.Mann?Takeagoodlookunderthetable.”“Idon’tneedto,”Isaid.
“You’renotthefirstpersonthisweektopointagunatme.”“You’reright,”hesaid.
“ButIamthelast.”
CHAPTER101
ITWASmyturntosmile,forcedandshort-livedasthesmilewas.Youcanonlypretendforsolongthatyoudon’thaveagunaimedatyourcrotch.“Iftheonlythingyou
wantedwasmedead,you
would’vekilledmebynow,”Isaid.“Webothknowthat.”Andthereitwas,theonly
wayI’dbeenabletoconvinceValerieandCrespinthatIwouldn’tbeacompletesittingduck,ifyouwill,attheMallardCafé.KarcherdesperatelywantedOwen—“thekid”—andIpresumablyknewwherehewas.FittingironythatIactually
didn’t.
NotthatKarcherwasabouttobetoldthat.AslongashethoughtIknewOwen’swhereabouts,hebelievedtherewasthechancehecouldgetitoutofme.That’sthefollyofarrogant
men,isn’tit?Theyalwaysoverestimatetheirtalents.“Areyoureallythatmuch
ofahero,Mr.Mann?”heasked.“Idon’tknowwhatthekidtoldyou,butit’snotwhatyouthink.”
“No,it’sexactlywhatIthink,”Isaid.“Somewherealongtheline,youconvincedyourselfthatyou’reabovethelaw,thatyougettodecidewholivesandwhodies.Butthebiggestlieofthemall?It’swhenyouclaimyou’resimplyprotectingfreedom.”“Freedom?Justwherethe
hellhaveyoubeenthiscentury?Weshouldbesodamnlucky,”hesaid.“That’swhatyouself-righteous
prickshaveneverunderstood,notever.”“Thenwhydon’tyou
enlightenme?”“Whydon’tyoushutthe
fuckup?”“Easynow…”came
Crespin’svoiceinmyear.Crespinwasright.Ona
riskscaleofonetoten,Iwasalreadypushingeleven.MylettingKarcherlosehistemperwasupwardofjustplaindumb.Sure,maybehe’d
slipupandadmiteverything.Ormaybehe’djustgetpissedoffandkillmerightthereatthetable.Ileanedbackinmychair,
hopingtoletalittleairoutofthemoment.Diffusethetension.Butitwastoolate.Karcherwasrevvedup,andlikeapitbull,hewasn’tabouttoletthepointgo.“DoyouknowwhatI
remembermostaboutthatday?It’snottheimageofthe
towerscomingdown.Notevenclose.What’ssearedintomybrain,whatwillstickforever,arethepeopleonthestreetwatchingithappen,”hesaid.“Anddoyouknowwhattheywerealldoingastheywerelookingupinhorror?Theywereallmouthingthesamethreewords.Oh,myGod.”“Iwasoneofthose
people,”Isaid.“Iwasthere.”
Itwasasifhedidn’thearme.“Now,I’madevoutChristian,butIknowforafactthattheGodtheywereallinvokingthatdaywasn’tthere.Andforthosewhosayhewas,andthathisjobisnottointervene,Iask…whosejobisit?IfGodwon’tpreventthenexttime,whowill?Andtrustme,therewillbeanexttime.”“Sothat’sit,then?”Isaid.
“You’renowGod’s
understudy?Itdoesn’tmatterwhoyoukill—areporterfortheTimes,adoctorwithaguiltyconscience,orevenotherpeoplefromyourcompanypicnic—becauseit’sallpartofabiggerplan,onethattherestofuscouldn’tpossiblyunderstand?”“Everywarhascasualties,
Mr.Mann.ButI’mguessingyou’veneverfoughtinone,haveyou?”
“Thatmakesmelucky,notbrain-dead,”Isaid.“What’syourexcuse?”Damn.Wrongbutton.Karcher’sfaceflushedred
inaninstant,theveinsinhisstumplikeneckbulgingoutabovehiscollar.“Youknowwhat?Fuckthe
kid,”hesaid.“Idon’tcareifyouknowwhereheis,youcantakethattoyourgoddamngrave.”
ButallIreallyheardwasCrespin’spanickedvoiceinmyear.“Quick,tellhimyouknowwhereOwenis!”Crespindidn’tneedtosee
thederangedlookinKarcher’seyes.Hecouldhearthecrazinessinhisvoice,thewayhereferredtomygraveasifitwereimminent.Ineededtostall.Butagain,itwastoolate.
Withtheslightestflinch—smallbuttelling—I’djust
brokenCrespin’ssecondrule.Whateveryoudo,don’tlooklikeyou’vegotsomeonetalkinginyourear.“JesusChrist,”said
Karcher.“You’renotalone,areyou?”
CHAPTER102
“NO,HE’Sdefinitelynotalone,”shesaid.IturnedtoseeValerie
pullingupachairtoourtable.Shecouldn’tplaythewaitress,butherbeingseatednearbywasthenextbestthing.Andwithhermirroredsunglassesandjet-blackwig,
therewasnowayKarcherwould’verecognizedher.Hestilldidn’t.TheBerettainherlap,
however,hespottedinstantly,anditsureashellwasn’tpointedatme.Givethepricksomecredit,
though.Karcherbarelyblinked.“Friendofyours,Mr.Mann?”heaskedcoolly.“Oneofmany,”said
Valerie.“Whichiswhyyouneedtowrapyourweaponin
thatnapkinandplaceitslowlyonthetable.”Karcherlookeddownat
thenapkininfrontofhimlikeitwasapieceofenrichedplutonium.Hehadnointentionoftouchingit.“Thankyouforthe
suggestion,younglady,butIthinkI’llpass,”hesaid.“Itmightbeagoodideaforyoutodoit,though.”Thoseshould’vebeenthe
wordsofamadman,alast-
ditchefforttobuysometimeinthischessmatch,usinglittlemorethanmisdirectionandatouchofoutrightconfusion.CallitKarcher’sGambit.Butthetonewasmore
cockythanconfused.Hewastoosureofhimself.Heknewsomethingwedidn’t,andIcouldn’tstopthefeelingofpuredreadthatwassuddenlyspreadingfromthepitofmystomach.
IlookedatValerie,andforthefirsttime,shetookhereyesoffKarchertolookbackatme,ifonlyforasplitsecond.Butthatwasallthetimeittook.“Shit,”shemuttered.Karchersmiled.“Looks
likeI’vegotsomefriends,too,”hesaid.“Showhim,”came
Crespin’svoiceinmyear,onlyhewasn’ttalkingtome.Valeriewaswearingthesame
transmitter.WithhereyeslockedbackonKarcher,sheremovedhersunglassessoIcouldseewhatthehellwasgoingon.“Shit,”Imuttered.Staringbackatmeinthe
mirroredlenseswasanewadditiontomyforehead.Thesmallreddotofalasersight.Iwasonesqueezeofatriggerawayfromhavingmybrainsblownout,whichsomehowmanagedtotrumpgetting
shotinthecrotch.Eitherway,itwassuddenlyalose-lose.Weweredefinitelyoff
scriptnow….“Iknowyou,don’tI?”
askedKarcher,staringstraightbackintoValerie’snakedeyes.“Maybe,”sheanswered.
“Ormaybenot.ButIdefinitelyknowyou.”“WhataboutMr.Mann
here?”hesaid.“Howmuch
doyoureallyknowabouthim?”“Enoughtobesitting
here,”shesaid.“Keepstallinghim,”came
Crespin’svoiceinourears.“Isupposeyouknowmore,
though?”Valerietackedon.“Heshotafederalagentin
Manhattan,forstarters,andgotadetectiveuptherekilledaswell.”Karcherlookedatmeto
seeifI’dtakethebaitandtry
toargueotherwise.Allalong,he’dbeendefendinghimselfwithoutadmittingtoanything.NowhewashopingI’dtripmyselfupintheheatofthemomentsohecouldbuildsomesemblanceofreasonabledoubt.ButIgavehimthebest
comebackIcould.Silence.NotValerie,though.“Whataboutoutstanding
parkingtickets?”she
deadpanned.“Doeshehaveanyofthoseaswell?”“No,buthedoeshavea
deadguyinhisbathtub.Iforgottomentionthat,”Karchersaid,hisvoicetingedwithwhatcouldonlybedescribedasglee.Extracreepyonaguyhissize.“Thepolicesearchedhisapartmentyesterday.”“Youknow,iftherewas
onlysomewayIknewyouweretellingthetruth,some
typeofmethod,”shesaid.“Wouldn’tthatbesomething?Imean,whatwouldn’tweallgiveforthat?”Karcherdeflectedherwith
achuckle,butitwasquicklydrownedoutbysomethingelseIwashearing.Myheadwassuddenly
filledwithfootsteps,onlytheyweremorethansteps.Theywerestrides.Crespinwasrunning,hisbreathingheavyasifhewereinafull
sprint.IknewValeriecouldhearit,too,butshekeptrightontalkingtoKarcher.Stallinghim.Then,outofthecornerof
myeye,IsawsomethingthatIreally,trulywishedIhadn’t.
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NO!NO!NO!Iwantedsodesperatelyto
signalhersomehow,wavemyhandsandtellhershehadtostop.ButIwashelpless;IknewIcouldn’t.Itwouldbelikeyankingthepinonagrenade.
Thewaitress.Betsy.Ponytailandrolled-upsleeves.Shewasheadingtoourtable.“Huh,lookslikewehavea
partyofthree,”shesaid,pullingupbetweenKarcherandValerie.Shewashalfdistracted,clutchingherorderpadwhilesearchingforapeninthedeeppocketofherapron.“Ifyou’dlike,Icanmoveyoualltoanothertable.”
“No,that’sokay,Iwasjustsayinghellototheseguys,”saidValerie,flashingapolitesmile.“I’llbegettingupinfewseconds.”ButfromthemomentIfelt
thetaponmyfootunderneaththetable,Irealizedthiswasn’tjustafigureofspeech.Valeriewasgivingmeasignal.Inafewseconds,shereallywasgettingup,andthereasonwasrightinfrontofme.Literally.
Ourwaitress,Betsy,wasdirectlyinthelineoffire.IstoleapeekatValerie’s
sunglassesnowfoldedonthetable,thelensesangleduptowardmyface.Theonlyquestionwas
whetherornotKarcherhadnoticed,too.Askedandanswered.Karcher’seyeslitupashe
glancedatme.Hesawit.Or,rather,hedidn’tseeit.Thereddotonmefromthelaser
sightwasgone,blockedbythe—“Now!”yelledValerie.ShehadKarcherinno-
man’s-land,hishandswinging.Forafractionofasecond,hewasundecidedwheretoaimhisgun.Ahellofalotcanhappen
inafractionofasecond.ValerielungedforKarcher
asIsprangfrommychair,thesoundofCrespininmyear,
stillsprinting,matchingthepoundingofmyheart.Betsyhadnoideawhat
washappening;sheimmediatelyjumpedbackbasedonnothingbutreflexandfearoftheunknown.Iwasheadingrightforher,nostopping,theMonherapronthetargetofmydive.Icouldfeelthewindbeing
knockedoutofherasItackledhertotheground,thecrackofarifleshotfrom
only-God-knows-wheresplittingtheairaboveus.Butnothingmore.Smallcomfort.Oswald’s
firstshotinDealeyPlazamissed,too.Iturnedmyhead,looking
uptoseeValeriestillstrugglingwithKarcher,eachwithahandontheother’sgun.Heoutweighedherbynearlyahundredpounds,butshe’dgottentoherfeetfirst
andhadtheleverage.Forhowlong,though?“Staydown!”Ibarkedat
Betsy,asiftherewereachanceintheworldshewasabouttogetup.No,thatwasmyjobnow.Palmsdown,Ibeganto
pushofftheground,myeyestrainedonKarcher.Hisfaceandneckwereamishmashofmuscleandtendonstrainingforallthestrengthhehad.Slowly,hisgunwasmoving
backtowardValerie.Shehadaboutsixinchestolive.ThatwaswhenIsawit.
Theonlythingthatcouldmakethingsworse.Andonlyonewordcametomindtowarnher.“Red!”Iyelled.Idon’tknowwhatcame
next,whatIheardorwhatIsaw.ButValerieknewwhatImeantandknewhergeometry,andasthesecondshotechoedinmyearsIsaw
herstepbackandtakeKarcherwithher,thedotjumpingfromherback…Tohis.Theonlyrednowwas
blood.Lotsandlotsofit.KarcherfelltothegroundfaceupandonlyinchesfromBetsy,whoshriekedinhorrorasshecaughtsightofthegapingholeinhisbarrelchestfromtheexitwound.“Dropit!Dropyour
weaponrightnow!”
ValerieandIturnedtoeachotherandthenuptotherooftopdownthestreet.ItwasCrespininourears.Hewasdonerunning.Idon’tknowifGodactuallyknewwheretheshotswerecomingfrom.ButnowCrespindid.He’dreachedKarcher’ssniper.“Igothim…it’sover,”he
said,catchinghisbreath.“It’sover.”
Ofcourse,ifthatwereonlytrue…
BOOKFIVE
TRUTHORDIE
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FRANKKARCHERhadbeenthemasterofmakingallsortsofthingsdisappear.People.Problems.Hismoralcompass.Buttheonethinghecouldn’tcoverupwashisowndeath.Instead,othersweregoing
todoitforhim.Atleast,that
wasthewayitwasplayingout.Therewereadozen
witnessestowhathappenedoutsidetheMallardCafé,andtheyallknewwhatthey’dseen.Whenthepolicearrivedandacoupleofdetectivesfannedouttoaskwhathadhappened,eachandeveryonehadananswer.Butnoneofthemknew
whyithadhappened.Sameforeverynewsoutletthat
rushedtothescene.Karcher’sdeathwasthestuffofheadlinesandleadstories,butthewholetruthhadn’tgonepublicyet.Thequestionnowwas
whetheriteverwould.“Ifeellikeakidwaiting
outsidetheprincipal’soffice,”Isaid.Valerieleanedforward,
glancingatthecloseddoortoourright.“Yeah,andyourparentsarealreadyinthere
havingtheadults-onlytalk,right?”“Exactly.”Shenodded.“Parforthe
course,I’mafraid.Theonlywaytoknowyourworthinthistownisthelevelofclassifiedinfoyou’reallowedtohear.Thewholeloaforjustaslice.”“Orinmycase,onlyafew
crumbs,”Isaid.“Hey,I’mnotinthere,
either.Thatmakesusbotha
coupleofmuzjiks,”shesaid.“Muz-whats?”“Peasants.Thewordfor
Russianpeasants,actually.”“Ofcourse.”“Also,oneofthehighest-
scoringwordsinScrabble.”“Nowyou’rejustshowing
off,”Isaid.“Scrabblewasbiginour
housegrowingup.MyfatherplayediteverySundaywithmysisterandmetobuildourvocabularies,”shesaid.
“That’sonereasonwhyIknowtheword.”“Muzjiks,huh?”“Yep.Useitonyourfirst
turnandit’sworthahundredandtwenty-eightpoints.”Iwaitedforherto
continue.Shedidn’t.“Andasecondreason?”I
asked.She’dsaidthatwasonereasonwhysheknewtheword.Withthelookshegaveme,
Isuddenlyrealizedthis
wasn’tmereidlechitchat.ValeriewasfinallyansweringthequestionI’daskedwhenwefirstmet.Whoareyou?Therewasnoonearound
usinthehallway.Still,shelookedbothwaysasifcrossingthestreet.“IwasstationedinMoscow,”shesaid.Butthewayshesaidit,I
knew.“CIA?”Shenodded.“Howlongago?”Iasked.
“Itfeelslikeforever.”“Whathappened?”“Someonedecidedtotell
theworldourdeepest,darkestsecretsbecausehedidn’tlikethewaywegotthem.Consequencesbedamned.”Sothatwaswhoshewas.
ValerieJensenhadbeenanundercoverCIAagent.“Andyouwereexposed….”“Hundredswere,allover
theworld,”shesaid.“Morethanafewwerekilled,too.
Notthatitevermadethenews.Iwaslucky.Itwasn’tlikeawomancouldeverbeinTehranorKabul.”“Still,”Isaid.“Moscow.”
Putinhadneverstruckmeastheforgivingtype.“Thankfully,moneywill
prettymuchgetyouanythingyouneedthere,includingawayoutthroughFinlandinthemiddleofthenight,”shesaid.“Funny,though.Afterallthat,wheredoesour
whistle-blowerfirstgainasylum?”Russia.“Sohowdidyouendup
withtheNSA?”“ItwasabitliketheIsland
ofMisfitToys.Nooneelsehadanyuseforus.Allthecoverttrainingandnowheretouseit,”shesaid.“Excepthereathome,ofcourse.”“Anotherthingthatwill
nevermakethenews,”Isaid.“Thatdepends,Isuppose.”
“Onwhat?”“Onhowwellyoucan
keepasecret.”Ihadtolaugh.“Imagine
that,”Isaid.“You’renoteventhebestsecretI’vegotgoingrightnow.”“Allthemorereasonwhy
we’resittinghere.”“Yep.Acoupleof
muzjiks.”Valerielaughedback,and
foraminute,itwasasifwe
wereabletoforgetwherewewereandwhy.Actually,itwasonlylike
tenseconds.Rightupuntilthedooropenednexttousandanolderwomanwithgrayhairsteppedoutandpeeredoverherhorn-rimmedglasseswithaperfunctorysmile.ShewasClayDobson’sassistant.“Youtwocancomein
now,”sheannounced.
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THEONLYwayIeverthoughtI’dsetfootintheWhiteHousewasonaguidedtourwithabunchofpeoplewearingfannypacks.Shufflingalongthevelvetropes,I’dstareintoallthecapitalRrooms.TheEastRoom.TheStateDining
Room.TheBlue,Red,andGreenRoomsdecoratedbyJackieKennedy.Still,whenthetourwas
over,theclosestI’devergettotheOvalOfficewasapostcardinthegiftshop.NowIwasliterallyafew
feetawayfromitintheWestWing—theofficerightnextdoor.Theofficeofthepresident’schiefofstaff.AndifOwenwasright,the
manultimatelyresponsible
forthedeathsofClaireandourunbornchild,aswellascountlessothers.Butthatwasabigif.Asin,
ifonlythereweresomeactualevidence.“Ian,domeafavorand
scootoveronthecouchthereforMr.Mann,”saidDobson,orchestratingfrombehindhishugedesk.Makenomistake.Thiswashisoffice,hismeeting,hisseatingchart.He’dalreadymotionedfor
ValerietotaketheotherarmchairnexttoCrespin.Ian—asinIanLandry,the
president’spresssecretary—promptlyscootedoveronthecouchtomakeroomforme.“Thereyougo,”hesaid.
“Bestseatinthehouse.”Itwasalittlestrangetosee
LandryoutfrombehindthepodiumoftheBradyRoom.Towatchhimtakequestionsfromthepresswastoknowtherewasn’tanythinghe
couldn’tspin.Itwasatalentallthemoreremarkablegiventhat,unlikepreviouspresssecretaries,Landrydidn’thidebehindthefaçadeofplausibledeniability.Rather,he’dclaimedfromdayonethathekneweverythingthathappenedintheWhiteHouse.Afterall,PresidentBretton
MorrishadwonelectionbypromisingtolevelwithAmericaatalltimes.“Hardtruths,andnoeasyfixes,”he
wasfondofsayinginhiscampaigncommercials.Andwithnearlyabilliondollarsspentonadvertising,he’dsaiditanawfullot.“Wouldeitherofyoulike
anycoffee?”askedDobson.“Nothanks,”ValerieandI
answeredinunison.“Allright,then.Letme
startbytellingyouwhatItoldJeffrey,”Dobsonsaid,pointingtoCrespininhischarcoal-graysuit.“The
presidenthasnoknowledgeofthismeeting.Ifhedid,itwouldneverbehappening.Instead,IanwouldbeinthepressroomtellingtheworldeverythingaboutOperationTruthseeker,orwhateverstupidnamethisdamnthingprobablyhad.”Seamlessly,IanLandry
chimedin.“Thepresidentwouldsoonersacrificeasecondtermthantrytosweep
somethinglikethisundertherug.”“Andtrustme,that’snot
hyperbole,”saidDobson.“Unfortunately,though,thisisaboutmorethanjustfavorabilityratingsandpolitics.Thisisaboutnationalsecurity.AndFrankKarcherhasseriouslythreatenedit.”Ilistenedverycarefullyto
whatcamenext.Dobsonexplainedthe
protocolofwhathappens
afterthedeathofactiveCIApersonnel,especiallysomeoneonKarcher’slevelastheNationalClandestineServicechief.Basically,anythingandeverythinghavingtodowithhislifegetssearched,reviewed,rakedover,andthenrakedoveragain.“Theprobleminthiscase,”
saidDobson,“isthatit’slikehavingthefoxguardthehenhouse.Wedon’tknow
howdeepthisrunsattheCIA—whowasinvolvedandhowmany—butiftheguyshootingatyoufromthatrooftopyesterdayisanyindication,itdoesn’tbodewell.”“He’sanagentwiththe
SpecialActivitiesDivision,Karcher’sformerunitwithintheCIA,”explainedCrespin.“Then,ofcourse,there’s
theyoungmanatthecenterofallthis.”Dobsonlooked
downatanopenfileasifsearchinghisnotesforOwen’sname.“Yes,OwenLewis,”hesaid.“Who,asofrightnow,isnowheretobefound.”Damn,Skippy,nowhereto
befound.Wherethehellareyou,Owen,andwhat’swiththesecretfishingexpedition?You’reuptosomething,butwhat?IwaitedforDobsontolook
atmeinlightofhis
mentioningOwen,buthedidn’t.Instead,hereachedforanotherfileonhisdesk,thisonefeaturingabrightredstripeacrossit.“ButbacktoKarcherand
theissueofnationalsecurity,”hecontinued.“I’mprettysureIcouldlosemyjob,ifnotworse,forwhatI’mabouttosharewithyou,butsincethat’stheleastofmyproblemsthismorning,we’llbemakingan
exception.”Hepausedtotakeasipofcoffee,staringatusoverthelipofthemug.FirstatValerie.Thenatme.“Besides,accordingtoCrespinhere,ifitweren’tforthetwoofyou,thingscould’vebeenalotworse.”Andwiththat,Dobson
openedthefile.
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THEFIRSTthingheheldupwasacolorphotograph,measuringroughlyeightbyten.Itcould’vebeenaheadshotforaleadingman,albeitonemoresuitedforBollywoodthanHollywood.“ThisisDr.Prajeet
Sengupta,”saidDobson,his
exaggerateddictionsuggestingjustatraceofxenophobia.Hethenreadfromthefileinbullet-pointfashion.“BorninIndia,educatedhereintheStates.Stanfordundergrad,HarvardMedicalSchool.CurrentlyastaffneuroscientistwiththeNewFrontierMedicalInstituteinBethesda,specializinginionotropicandmetabotropicreceptormanipulationinthehuman
brain.”Dobsonpaused,lookedup.“Ifanyoneknowswhatthatactuallymeans,bemyguest.”Ididn’t.Notexactly.Still,
itwasn’thardtoseewherethiswasheading.Sureenough,accordingto
Dobson,PrajeetSenguptawasthemissinglinktotheserum,theguyKarcherhadusedtoturnOwen’sresearchintoaninjectablepolygraphmachine.Onequestion,
though,andIdidn’thesitatewithit.“Howdoyouknowthis?”I
interrupted.Dobsonnoddedslightlyas
ifhe’dexpectedmetoaskthat.“Again,thisisn’tforbroadcast,butbeforetheCIAcoulddoitsreconnaissanceonKarcher’sapartment,includinghisharddrive,Igotintherefirst.”Hecorrectedhimselfwitharaisedpalm.“Notmepersonally,buta
specialinvestigatorwiththeFBI.Workingunofficially,ofcourse.”Allthewhile,Dobsonwas
stillholdingupthepictureofSengupta.Itwasaposedphotograph,mostlikelytakenonbehalfofthemedicalinstitutewherethedoctorworked.Icouldpicturethewebsite,completewithaglowingbiounderneathhisgoodlooksandwarmsmile.Nowherewouldhis
moonlightingeffortsbementioned.Then—poof!—hewas
gone.Dobsonloweredthephoto,
onlytoliftanotheronefromthefile.ExhibitB,apparently.“NowmeetArash
Ghasemi,”hesaid.Theonlythingthetwo
pictureshadincommonwasthesize.Insteadofaposedheadshot,thisonewas
courtesyofazoomlensfromananglethatsuggestedthephotographerwassomewhereintheMiddleEasthereallyshouldn’thavebeen.Black-and-whiteandabitgrainy,itwasstillclearenoughtotellthatGhasemiwastheoppositeofSenguptainthelooksdepartment.Moretothepoint,Ghasemihadprettymuchbeenhitbytheuglystick.Repeatedly.
Again,Dobsonreadfromthefile.“BorninIran,educatedintheStates.Stanfordundergrad;MITgraduateprogram,nuclearscienceandengineering.Then,daysafteracceptingajobwithGeneralAtomicsinSanDiego,hesuddenlysplittownandreturnedtoIran.”Thesubtextofthatlast
sentencewascrystalclear.ArashGhasemiwasnow
workingfortheIraniannuclearprogram.Lessclearwaswhetherit
wasbychoice.AndevenlessclearthanthatwaswhatthisIraniannuclearengineerhadtodowithSengupta,theIndianneuroscientist.UntilIreplayedDobson’s
descriptionsofthetwoinmyhead.Wordforword.Andtheoneword—theoneschool—he’dmentionedtwice.“Stanford,”Isaid.
“Verygood,Mr.Mann.YouwintheSamsoniteluggage,”saidDobson.“Yousee,thisisataleoftworoommates.”
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HEHADitallrightthereinthefile,rightdowntotheactualdormwheretheyfirstmetfreshmanyear.ArroyoHouseinWilburHall.PrajeetSenguptaandArash
GhasemihadbecomefastfriendsatStanford.Putthemmostanywhereelseinthe
worldandtheyhadlittleincommon.UnderthebrightglareofaCaliforniasun,however,theymightaswellhavebeenbrothers.Twostrangersthrowntogetherinastrangeland.Bysophomoreyearthey
hadbecomeroommates,allbutinseparable,includingrushingSigmaChitogether.“Andifyou’relookingfor
areasonwhyGhasemitrustedSenguptasomuch—even
twentyyearslater—looknofurtherthanthatfraternity,”saidDobson.Thehandsomeandmore
gregariousSenguptahadbeentappedtopledge.ButGhasemihadbeenpassedover.Thatis,untilSenguptamadeitveryclearthattheywereapackagedeal.SigmaChicouldn’tgetonewithouttheother.Ofcourse,whothehell
wassomepledgetobe
makingademandlikethat?“Aprettydamnclever
one,”saidDobson.“Intruefrat-boyfashion,Senguptachallengedtherushchairtoadrinkingcontest—shotforshot,lastmanstanding.IfSenguptawon,Ghasemicouldbecomeabrother.Andifhelost?Thatwasthecleverpart.TherushchairoutweighedtheskinnykidfromBangalorebynearlyahundredpounds.Itwasn’ta
fairfight.Howcouldheeverlose?”Buthedid.Dobsonsmiled.“LikeI
said,itwasn’tafairfight.Sengupta,whowaspremedatthetime,hadinjectedhimselfwithaderivativeofadrugcallediomazenil.Apparently,itbindsthealcoholreceptorsinthebrain.Inotherwords,it’sabingedrinker’sdreamcometrue.”Dobsonpointedatme.“Okay,nowthisis
whereyouaskmethatquestionagain,Mr.Mann.HowdoIknowthis?”Forsure,Iwasaboutto.
NotValerie,though.She’dbeenaroundtheblockafewtimesintheworldofintelligencegathering.Allshecoulddowassighinawaythathadonlyonetranslation.Weliveinaverycomplicatedworld.“CIAorNIA?”sheasked
Dobson.
“Both,”heanswered.Thenheexplained.NotlongafterGhasemi
returnedtoIran—againsthiswill—toworkfortheIraniannuclearprogram,SenguptawasrecruitedbytheNationalInvestigationAgencyofIndia,theNIA.ThiswasattheurgingoftheCIAbasedonthegreatestsharedinteresttheUSandIndiahaveastwonuclearpowers:makingsure
Irandoesn’tbecomeoneaswell.“Senguptaknewthathis
goodfriendGhasemiwasmiserablebackinhishomelandofIran,”Dobsoncontinued.“IraniansmightdespisewhattheyseeasUShegemony,buttheydosohavingneverspenttimeinthiscountry.ButGhasemihad.Weweren’ttheenemy.”IlistenedtoDobson,
almostdizzy.Itwashard
enoughtokeeptrackofthenames,letalonethemotivesandinferences.Valeriemighthavehadthe
poleposition,butIwasfinallyuptospeed.Ghasemiwasgiving
Sengupta,hisgoodfriendandformerroommate,Iraniannuclearsecrets.Dobsontookanothersipof
coffeebeforeleaningforward,hiswordscomingslowly.“Iunderstandyou’ve
lostsomeoneveryclosetoyou,Mr.Mann,andthatundoubtedlyyouwantjustice.Isurewould.ButI’mafraidjusticemeansexposingSengupta,andthatwouldmeannomoreconnectionwithGhasemi.Thankstothatrelationship,ourgovernmentcurrentlyknowsmoreabouttheIraniannuclearprogramthantheSupremeLeaderhimself.AndIwishitwerehyperbolewhenIsaythatthe
fateoftheworldcouldverywelldependonthatrelationshipcontinuing.”Yes,indeed.Weliveina
verycomplicatedworld.Iwasn’tsurewhatIwas
goingtosay,onlythatitwassomething.Perhapsafeebleattempttostrikesomesortof“justicebargain,”thewayIusedtowithprosecutorsafterIwenttothedarkside,asClairelikedtocallit,andbecameadefenseattorney.
ButbeforeIcouldevenpushoutthefirstword,thedoorofDobson’sofficeopened.Itwashissecretary.“I’msorrytointerrupt,but
there’s—”Dobsoncutheroff.“Isaid
nocalls,Marcy.”“Iknow,butit’snotfor
you.It’sforMr.Mann,”shesaid.“Apparently,it’sanemergency.SomeonenamedWinstonSmith?”
Thatgoteveryonestaringatme.Although,withDobson,itwasmorelikeglaring.Iflookscouldkill.“Nooneoutsidethisroomissupposedtoknowyou’rehere,Mr.Mann,”hesaid.Immediately,Crespin
clearedhisthroat.Maybehecouldjustsenseit,thatsomethingwasupandIdesperatelyneededalifeline.Ormaybeitwasmorethana
sense.Perhapshe,too,hadread1984.“Sorry,Clay,mybad,”said
Crespin.“Mr.Mann’ssisterisbeingoperatedonthismorning,andthat’shisnephewcallingtolethimknowhowitwent.Forobviousreasons,Mr.Mannditchedhiscellphoneoncethiswholeordealstarted.”Iwatchedandlistenedto
Crespinwithnothingshortofamazement.Hewassocalm,
soconvincing.Theguycouldprobablyfoolapolygraph,ifhehadto.HehadtobethebestliarI’devermet.Actually,makethatthe
secondbest.Dobsonnoddedtohis
secretary.“Putitthrough.”Asshedisappearedbackto
herdesk,hehandedmehisphone.ThelongesttwosecondsofmylifefollowedasIwaitedforthecalltobetransferred.
Click.“Winston,isthatyou?”I
asked.“Yes,it’sme,”saidOwen.
“AndwhatDobsonjusttoldyouisbullshit.”
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THEQUESTIONSwerebouncingaroundinmyheadsofastanddeliriouslyIcouldfeelmybrainsmushedupagainstmyskulljusttryingtocontainthemall.WherehasOwenbeen?
HowdidheknowIwasinDobson’soffice,letalone
whatwasbeingsaid?Andwho’sthe“newfriend”hewentontomention,theonehewantsmetomeet?Theonlythingclosetoan
answer—or,betteryet,whatwouldgetmeclosertoalltheanswers—wastheaddressOwengavemebeforehangingup.ButnotbeforefirsttellingmeIhadtocomealone.“Forreal,Trevor.Imeanit.Justyou.”
Ofcourse,thatwentoverlikeafartinanelevatorwithValerieandCrespin.EspeciallyCrespin.HeandhisSpideysensehadbailedmeoutinDobson’soffice,andthiswashowIrepaidhim?I’mofftogomeetthekid,butyoucan’tcome?“I’llbeback,Ipromise,”I
said.“AndI’lldoeverythingIcantohaveOwenwithme.”Itwaseitherdetainmeor
letmego.Theyletmego.
Almostonehourtothedotaftersayinggood-byeonthephoneinDobson’sofficetomynephew,WinstonSmith,IarrivedatFifteenthStreetNWandMadisonDrive.IftheJeopardy!categoryis
Well-KnownWashingtonAddresses,I’lladmitthatItapoutwith1600PennsylvaniaAvenue.Besides,whoreallyneedstoknowtheaddressoftheWashingtonMonument?All
youhavetodoislookup,right?“Father,Icannottellalie,”
cameavoiceovermyshoulder.IturnedtoseeOwen,
smilingathisownclevernessaboutthelineandourlocation,althoughIknewhehadn’tchosenitfortheirony.JustbecauseIthoughtI’dcomealonedidn’tmeanIactuallyhad.Theflat,sprawlinggroundsofthe
WashingtonMonument,withnothingbutacircleofskinnyflagpolesforcover,werehiswayofmakingsurethatevenifIhadbeenfollowed,noonewaswithinearshot.Speakingofhearingthings
onthesly…Owenpivotedtohisright.
“Trevor,I’dlikeyoutomeetLawrenceBass,”hesaid.Ipushedasidewhatwas
nowthelatestquestioninthelongqueue—Howthehelldid
thesetwoevermeetup?—andshooktheman’shand.IknewexactlywhoBass
was.Namelybecauseofwhathewasn’t—thenextdirectoroftheCIA.OwenandIhadwatchedhimwithdrawhisnameontelevision,standingintheEastRoom,flankedlovinglybyhiswifeandtwoyoungdaughters.We’dlistenedtohimexplainthathewantedtospendmoretime
withhisfamily.Andwe’dbothknownhewaslying.“Waitaminute,”Isaid,
turningbacktoOwen.Gonefishing?LawrenceBass?“Thisiswhereyouwent?”“Noonejustwalksaway
frombeingnamedCIAdirector,”Owensaid.“Therehadtobemoretoit,notthatIwasreallyexpectingLawrencetodivulgeanything.Butasitturnsout,
hewasdoingsomefishingofhisown.”Truetohismilitary
background,Basstookthecueanddidn’tdillydally.Norwastheremuchemotion.Theguyseemedtohaveeverythingwrappedinablanketofcalmandmeasured.“Lastweek,Ipaidavisitto
ClayDobsoninhisoffice,”hesaid.“AndIneverreallyleft.”
Withthat,BassreachedintohispocketandheldoutaniPhone.Irecognizedtheapphetapped;itwasthesameoneClairealwaysusedtoeditandorganizeherinterviews.VoiceRecorderHD.Lettheanswersbegin.
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OWENDIDN’Tbothersayingtheactualwords.Thatwould’vebeenredundant.Oneglanceathim,thelookonhisface,wasallittook.WhatdidItellyou,dude?AllIcouldseeinmymind
wasthepictureofDr.Wittmerandhisgoodol’
collegechum,ClayDobson.AndallIcouldhearnowwasDobson’svoicetellingsomeoneinhisofficethatWittmershould’vebeenkilledsooner.Ofcourse,thatsomeone
wasFrankKarcher—orKarch,asDobsonkeptcallinghiminbetweenroundsofcursinghimout.Fortwoguysincahootswitheachother,theysureweren’tseeingeye
toeyeonmuch.Cover-upsareabitch.“Jesus,”Isaid.“How…?”“Well,Iwasthedirectorof
intelligenceprogramswiththeNSC,”saidBass,whosomehowmanagedtoconveythatwithoutahintofbravado.Itwasmerelyfact.Sameforthewayheclaimedhe’dbeenabletohidethebuginDobson’soffice.“Ijustdroppeditinhispencilholderwhenhewasn’tlooking.”
BassfellsilentagainsoIcouldkeeplistening,butallIhadweremoreandmorequestions.“WhataboutLandry?”I
asked.Wasthepresssecretaryinvolvedaswell?“Bestwecantell,no,”said
Owen.“There’satleastahalfdozentimeswhenthetwoarealoneinDobson’sofficetogetherandnothingevercomesup.”“Anybodyelse?”
“JustPrajeetSengupta,”saidOwen.TheIndiandoctor?“I
thoughtyoutoldmethatwasallbullshit.”“Notallofit.Likewith
anygoodlie,there’salwaysabitoftruth.Senguptaexists,he’sarealperson,”saidOwen.“Cometothinkofit,theIranianguyfromStanfordisreal,too.”Iclearlydidn’tfollow.
Basspausedtherecording,
histhumbshiftingtoanotherfile.HepressedPlay.Forthenextminute,with
theflagsaroundthemonumentwhippinginthewindaboveus,IlistenedtoDobsononthephonewithSenguptaaskingabouthisfriendsincollege,specificallyiftherewasanyonefromtheMiddleEast.“SenguptawasDobson’s
manfortheserum,botchedasitwas,”saidOwen.“Turns
out,SenguptahasabrotherbackinIndiadoingtwentyyearsfordrugtrafficking.Oratleast,hewasuntilDobsonintervenedwithIndianintelligenceofficials.Theseruminexchangefortimeserved.Thebrother’snowafreeman.”“SoDobsondiscoversan
Iranianroommateandinventsthestoryabouthim,”Isaid.“Yeah,andofallthings,
theguy—Ghasemi—actually
didgobacktoIran.AccordingtoStanfordalumnirecords,heownsasoftwarecompanyinTehran—butofcourse,thatwouldn’tpreventhimfrommoonlightingforthenuclearprogram,right?Dobsonhadalltheanglescovered,”saidOwen.HethenturnedtoBass.“Exceptone.”Bassraisedhispalmsasif
todeflectthecredit.“Iknewnothingaboutthisserum,butIcouldn’tshakethefeeling
thatsomethingwasup.EspeciallywhenIheardKarcher’snametoreplaceme.”“Youwereright.Hell,you
werebothright,”Isaid,givingOwenhisdue.Sowhydidn’ttheylook
happieraboutit?Orevenhappyatall?ThatwaswhenIrealized
whattheyhadalreadyfiguredout.Andtothink,Iwastheonlyonewiththelawdegree.
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“DAMN,”Imuttered.Owennodded.“Yep.”Therecordings.“They’re
inadmissible.Notonlythat,they’reillegal,”Isaid.Owennoddedagain.
“Yep.”“Idon’tcare,”saidBass.
“Hereallydoesn’t,”saidOwen.“Believeme,I’vetriedtotalkhimoutofit.”“Outofwhat?”Iasked.Bassshrugged.“Somaybe
Iriskdoingalittletime.ItwillbeworthittoimplicateDobson.Andoncetheinvestigationstarts,somethingelsewillhavetoturnup,”hesaid.“Thetruthwillcomeout.”Ihadeveryintentionof
makingagreat
counterargument,beginningwiththereasonwhyOwenhadn’twantedtogopublicinthefirstplace.HewantedDobsondeadtorights.Webothdidnow.ButI’djustcomefromtheguy’soffice,whereI’dseenupcloseandpersonalDobson’sabilitytoconstructanalternatereality.Dobsonwasgoodatit.Toogood.Withouttherecordingsfromhisoffice,theoddsofhisseeingtheinsideofajail
cellwereanythingbutasurething.He’dberuinedpolitically,buthe’dprobablystillgofree.Yeah,thatwasthe
argumentIwasabouttomake.Pointbypoint.Instead,allIcoulddowas
listentotheechoofBass’slastsentenceinmyhead.Thetruthwillcomeout,hesaid.Thetruthwillcomeout.IturnedtoOwen.“You
stillhavethenotebookfrom
thelab,right?”Ittookhimasecondto
figureoutwhatIwasasking,butonlyasecond.Thekidwasagenius,afterall.AndwhenIsawhimsmile,itwassuddenlyasifhecouldhearthesameecho.“I’dsaythreedays.Two,if
Idon’tsleep,”heanswered.“Butthenwhat?How?”Ireachedintomypocket.
Neverhadaprepaidcellphonebeenputtobetteruse.
“Yes,Operator,couldIpleasehavethemainnumberfortheNewYorkTimes?”SebastianColecouldn’t
takemycallfastenough.“JesusChrist,you’re
alive!”hesaid.“Iwasstartingtowonder.”“Youandmeboth,”Isaid.
“Butyes,I’malive.Verymuchso.Now,doyourememberthatenvelopeIgaveyou?Theoneyouwere
onlysupposedtoopenifIwasn’t?”“Areyoukiddingme?”
saidSebastian.“I’vebeenstaringatiteverydaysinceyouleft.IwasplanningtokillyoumyselfjustsoIcouldopenit.”“I’llsaveyouthetime,”I
said.“Goahead…openit.”“Areyouserious?”“AstheQueenMother,”I
said.“Andasyoureadwhat’s
inside,Iwantyoutokeeponethinginmind.”“What’sthat?”“Youain’tseennothing
yet.”
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INSIDETHEWhiteHouse,deadpresidentsarenothingmorethanoldpaintings.Therealcurrencyisthealmightyfavor,andI’djustdoneabigonefortheMorrisadministration.“Thankyouagain,Trevor,
formakingthishappen,”said
Dobson.HehadlefttheWestWing
fortheWestinandSebastianCole’scornersuite,whereIgreetedhimatthedoorwithafirmhandshakeandtheassurancethat“this”—asin,thismeetingandwhatitwasinexchangefor—wasineveryone’sbestinterests.ThedealI’dbrokeredwas
simple.ItoldDobsonthatI’dalreadygonetoSebastianattheNewYorkTimeswiththe
recordingsoftheserumbeingusedattheblacksiteinStareKiejkuty.Butalothadchangedsincethatvisit,mostofalltherevelationbyDobsonthattheCIAhadamoleintheIraniannuclearprogramwhostoodtobeexposed.WithKarchernowdeadandhisdraconianoperationdisbanded,therewasachoicetobemade.AbombshellofastoryfortheTimesversusourcountry
knowingwhetherIranhadthebomb.WhatwasanAmerican
patriottodo?ConvincetheTimeseditor
tostanddown,thatwaswhat.Andinreturn,Sebastiangotunfetteredaccesstothepresidentandhisfullcooperationforanunprecedentedseriesofin-depthinterviewsculminatinginabookdetailinghisfirstterminoffice.Guaranteed
bestsellerontheTimeslistitself.Numberonewithabullet.Thismeetingwassimplyto
ironoutthedetails.“CanIgetyousomething
todrink?”Iasked.Ipointedoveratacredenza.“Theyjustbroughtupsomefreshcoffee,ifyouwant.”Ofcoursehewantedit.
Death,taxes,andDobsonchuggingcaffeine.“Sure,”hesaid.“Black,nosugar.”
Rightoncue,Sebastiancameovertoshakehands,launchingimmediatelyintoaconversationwithDobsonaboutthelasttimethey’dseeneachother.Itwaslastyear’sWhiteHouseCorrespondents’Dinner,justafewmonthsafterPresidentMorristookoffice.JimmyFallonwashilarious.“Ithoughtthepresident
wasingoodform,too,”saidSebastian,orsomethinglike
that.WhateverittooktokeepDobsonoccupied.“Hereyougo,”Isaid,
returningmomentslaterwiththecoffee.“Black,nosugar.”Dobsontookasip.Heshot
aglanceatthemug.“Iknow,it’salittlestrong,
isn’tit?”Isaid.“Toostrong?”Whichwaslikeaskinga
guyifyourhandshakewastoostrong.What’shegoingtosay?
“No,notatall,”hesaid.“It’sgood.”“Good,”saidSebastian.
“Shallwesitdown?”Heledthewayovertothe
hotel’smodernisttakeonalivingroomarea—onecouchoppositetwoarmchairs,ablacklacqueredtableinthemiddle.Therewerenoplacecards,butonceSebastiansatdowninoneofthearmchairs,itwasonlynaturalthatDobsonwouldtakethe
couch.Betteryet,hesatrightinthecenter.Centerstage,ifyouwill.“Niceroom,”saidDobson,
lookingaround.Youshouldseetheother
one,dude.Or,atleast,thatwaswhatI
picturedOwensayingthroughthewallwhilewatchingonhislaptop.Thekidreallyhadathing
foradjoiningrooms.
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FROMTHEotherarmchair,IwatchedandlistenedasDobsonlaidoutindetailthewaysinwhichSebastianwouldbeablenotonlytoconducttheone-on-oneinterviewswiththepresidentbutalsototravelwithhim
oncehebeganhisreelectioncampaign.“Notthepressbus,Cole,”
saidDobson.“Imeanshotgun,righttherenexttotheman.We’retalkingthekindofaccessthatwouldmakeBobWoodwardshithispantswithjealousy.”Sebastiansmiledand
nodded.Infact,thatwasprettymuchallheallowedhimselfashedeftlyusedthecoverofhisproperBritish
upbringingtocomeoffasagreeableaspossible.Owenhadmadeitveryclear.Fasterthanaspirinbut
slowerthaneyedrops.“Clay,doyouwantsome
morecoffee?”Iasked.FiveminutesinandI’dalreadypouredhimonerefill.Dobsonshookmeoff.“No,
I’mallset,”hesaid.We’llseeaboutthat,Iso
wantedtosay.
Instead,IsimplypeekedatmywatchandshotaglanceoveratSebastian.Finally,andonceandforall.Itwastimetohearthe
truth.“So,anyquestionssofar?”
Dobsonsoonasked.Itwasclearhewasonlybeingpolite.Thiswashisendofthebargain,thequidtoSebastian’squo,andhewassurehe’ddeliveredinspades.
And,infact,hehad.Desperatemenknownoboundaries.Sebastiansatbackinhis
armchair,foldedhislegs,andusedthefewsecondsofcompletesilencethatfollowedtomakeitveryclearthat,yes,heactuallydidhavesomequestions.“Haveyouevertoldalie?”
heasked.Dobson’sreactionwasas
expected,hiseyesnarrowing
toanincreduloussquint.“Whatkindofaquestionisthat?”“Arathersimpleone,”said
Sebastian.Dobsonlookedatmefor
helpwiththissuddenlycrazyBritishjournalistfortheNewYorkTimes.Iwasthebrokerofthisdeal,afterall.ButIwasalsoaformer
prosecutor.“HadyouevermetClaire
Parker?”Iasked.
“What?”saidDobson.“Who?”“Didyounothearmeordo
younotknowthename?”“Iknowthe…Imean,I
knowwhosheis.”“Youmeanwas,right?
You’reawarethatshewasmurderedinManhattanalittleoveraweekago,aren’tyou?”IwatchedasDobson
lookedovermyshoulderatthedoor.Itwashiswayout.
Escape.Freedom.Fromwhatexactly,hewasn’tsureyet.Butitcouldn’tbegood.Thatis,foralesserman.Andinthatmoment,right
there,alifetimeofegoandarrogance—ofDobsonalwaysthinkinghewasthesmartestguyintheroom—didexactlywhatwethoughtitwould.Itkepthisassseatedsquareonthatcouch.Completeandutterinertia.
“Yes,itwasalloverthenews,”hesaidcalmly.“ClaireParker,thewriterfortheTimes,wasshottodeathinthebackofataxi.”“Doyouknowwhyshe
wasmurdered?”Iasked.“Itwasreportedasa
robbery,”saidDobson.“Doyouthinkthat’swhat
itwas?”“Whywouldn’titbe?”Thesmugexpression,the
self-satisfaction…helooked
likeakidwho’djustfiguredoutaboardgamewithoutreadingtherules.“Idon’tknow,youtell
me,”Isaid.“Doyouknowwhyshewasreallymurdered?”Dobsonopenedhismouth
toanswer,butitwasasifthehingesofhisjawhadsuddenlyjammed.Everymuscleinhisfaceandnecksnappedtoattentionasifsomewhereinhisbraina
switchhadbeenflipped.Andindeedithad.“No,”hemanagedtopush
pasthislips,butassoonashedid,itwasasifthewordhadturnedaroundandpunchedhislightsout,hisheadjoltingbackandhislegsshakingasifthecouchhadjustbecomeanelectricchair.Hiseyesdartedtothetable
infrontofhim,thecoffeetable.Hestaredathiscup,therealizationsinkingin.He
couldn’tbelieveit.Hedidn’twanttobelieveit.Buthehadnochoice.Hewasgettingtheultimatetasteofhisownmedicine,anditwasgoingdownhard.Sowashe.
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“DIDYOUinstructFrankKarchertohaveClaireParkerkilled?”Iasked,andimmediatelyrepeatedthequestion,full-throated,overthesoundofDobsondesperatelytryingtofightagainstthepain.“Didyou.
Instruct.FrankKarcher.TohaveClaireParkerkilled?”Evenifhewantedtoleave
now,hecouldn’t.Hisbodywouldn’tlethim.Buthealsohadno
intentionofanswering.Forgeteveryword,itwaseverysyllablethathadbecomeastruggle—andyethesomehowmanagedtostringtwotogetheraftersuckinginagaspofair.“Fuckyou!”hebellowed.
Fromthecornerofmyeye,Isawtheflat-screenagainstthewalllightup.Dobsonturnedtolook,onlytorealizehewaslookingatalivefeedofhimself.Feelingpainwasonething,watchingyourselffeelingitaddedawholenewcomponent.Owenwasplayingforkeeps.Weallwere.Fuckyouback,Dobson.
Haveyouforgottenhowyourserumworks?
Onlythiswasn’thisserum.Thiswastheonehe’d
wishedhehadfromthestart.Theonethatdidn’tkillpeopleeveniftheywerebeinghonest.Betteryet,itdidn’tneedtobeinjected.Itcouldbeabsorbedintothebloodstreamwithoutbeingcompromisedbystomachacids.TheonlythingOwen
couldn’tdowasmakeittasteless.Butstrongblack
coffeewasaprettygoodmaskingagent.Ileanedforward,staring
intoDobson’seyes,whichhadturnedredfromburstbloodvessels.Helookedlikeademon.“Theonlythingthatwill
stopthepainistellingthetruth,”Isaid.ButasIlookedathim,his
bodyconvulsingsoviolentlyitfeltasiftheentireroomwereshaking,Irealizedwe
bothknewthatwasn’ttrue.Therewassomethingelsethatcouldstopthepain.Sebastianlookedoverat
me,worried.Icouldreadhisface.IsDobsonthatderanged?Ishecrazyenoughtodoit?Ishookmyhead,butitwas
toolate.DobsonhadseenSebastian.Andofallthings—ashiseyesbegantoleakwithredtears,hisfistsballedsotightIthoughttheywould
bothsnapoffatthewrists—hedidsomethingthatforthefirsttimemademethinkthat,yeah,maybehewasthatsickinthehead.Hesmiled.Iturnedaway,onlytosee
himagainonthetelevision,thesmileseeminglywider.Hewantedustoknow.IfI’mgoingdown,I’mtakingyouallwithme.No.Hewasbluffing,Iwas
sureofit.Sebastian,onthe
otherhand,wasn’t.Hewasmorethanlookingatmenow.Hewaspleading.“Doit,”hesaid.“Please.”Iputmyhandinmy
pocket,feelingforthecylinder.Iknewitwasthere;ImusthavecheckedittwentytimesbeforeDobsonarrived.ButIhadnointentionoftakingitout,letaloneusingit.“Doit!”Sebastian
repeated.Hewasscaredto
death.Or,morespecifically,scaredofthemurderchargethatwouldbeslappedonallofus.Inthecylinderwasthe
antidote.Asmallsyringewithaspring-loadedneedleandtheabilitytonegatetheeffectsoftheseruminamatterofseconds.“Justincase,”Owenhadsaid.Asin,justincaseDobson
wouldsoonerdiethanconfess.
ButIwasn’thavingit.OrmaybeIwassimplytooangry,tooconsumedbythedesiretoseehimownuptowhathe’ddone.Suddenly,Iheardthedoor
flungopenbehindme,thesoundofOwenburstingintotheroom.Asfastashewasmoving,hemanagedtokeephisvoicecalm.“Trevor,”hesaid.Justmy
name.That,andallthesubtextthatwentwithit.Are
yousureyouknowwhatyou’redoing?Andforthefirsttimesince
thiswholenightmarehadstarted,Iwas.Istoodandwalkedslowly
overtoDobson,sittingonthecoffeetabledirectlyinfrontofhim.Therewouldbenomoreyellingfromme,nomoredemandingthathecomeclean.Hesimplyneededtoknow
thatIwasfinewithhis
decisioneitherway.Hehadeverythingtolose,andIhadnothing.“Shewaspregnant,”Itold
him.“Shewaspregnantwithmychild.”Andwiththat,Istoodup
andwalkedoutofframe.Thechoicewashisnow,andonlyhis.Truthordie?
EPILOGUE
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INTHEworldofnewspapers,thetermisshirttail,ashortandrelatedstorythat’saddedtotheendofalongerone.Ofcourse,Ionlyknowthat
becauseofClaire.Shewasmygo-toforjournalisticlingo,andIwashersforallthingslegal.Betweenthetwo
ofus,wealwayshadalegupontheSundaycrossword.Sufficeittosay,Dobson’s
confessionwasalltherageforacoupleofweeks.Allthemoresogivenhowitwasobtained.Butthatwasthewholepoint,wasn’tit?Owenneverdeniedthattheserumhadthepotentialtofoilaterroristplotthatcouldkillhundreds,ifnotthousandsormore.Thequestionwas,whogottodecidewhetherornot
weusedit?Soletthepublicdebatebegin,becausethat’showademocracyissupposedtowork.InthewordsofLincolnatGettysburg,“governmentofthepeople,bythepeople,forthepeople.”Itwasonlyfitting,then,
thatOwengavetherecordingofDobsontotheDCpolice,theFBI,andtheentireworld,viatheInternet,allatthesametime.First,though,he
gaveaprivatescreeningtoAgentValerieJensenandJeffreyCrespin.ThatwasthefirstofafewdealsInegotiated.Ethicsandmoralityexist
onanever-shiftingscale.Thetrick,Ithought,waskeepingperspective.Somewherealongtheline,therealwaysneededtobeaclearlyestablisheddefinitionofrightandwrong.Blackandwhite.Aslongasyouhadthat,you
couldproceedtodealwiththegrayareas.Atleast,thatwaswhatI
usedtoteachmystudentsatColumbiaLaw.Butthenthispastsummerhappened.Idon’tteachthemthatanymore.“Lookaroundyou,Mr.
Mann,”saidCrespin.It’sallgray.Whichwouldexplainwhy
hewasultimatelyfinewith
myothertwodeals.Theyneededhisapproval.OnewasregardingJosiah
Brennan.Jesushimselfcould’ve
returnedtodefendBrennanincourtformoneylaundering,buttherewasstillnowayhecouldavoidjailtimeentirely.Thatis,iftheNSAchosetocooperatewithlawenforcementandpursuechargesagainsthim.
AllIcouldpicture,though,wasBrennan’snine-year-olddaughter,Rebecca,gettingfriskedeverytimeshewenttovisithimbehindbars.ThesameRebeccawhocould’veeasilyrattedoutValerieandmeinherfather’soffice.SoIhadadifferentsuggestion,andCrespinwentforit.ItwastimeforBrennanto
laundersomeofhisownmoney.
DetectiveDaveLamontdidn’thaveanine-year-olddaughter,buthedidhavethreeteenagesonswithhiswife,Joanie.Theyalsohadamortgage,schooltuitions,andorthodontistbills.NYPDdeathbenefitsonlygosofar.Hisadditionallifeinsurancepolicy,evenlessfar.SoBrennanwascharged
withsomethingelseinstead:lookingaftertheLamontfamilyfinancially.Also,
settingupaspecialIRAforLamont’spartner,McGeary.Wasitarichmanbuyinghisfreedom?Maybeifhe’dthoughtofitfirst.Buthedidn’t.Moneydoesn’talwayshavetobetherootofallevil.Whichwasthesame
rationaleIusedregardingShahidAlDossari,theotherdealthatneededCrespin’sconsent.Personally,Ididn’tcare
onewayortheotherwhatthe
NSAwantedtodowithhim.HehadskedaddledbacktoSaudiArabiathesplitsecondDobsonwasarrested,andthefactthathewasn’taUScitizenpresentedafarmorecomplicatedlegalchallenge,especiallygivenhiswealthandinfluence.Butthereitwasagain.
Wealthandinfluence.“Mightaswellputitto
gooduse,”ItoldCrespin.
“Justwhatdoyouhaveinmind?”heasked.ItwasactuallywhatOwen
hadoriginallyhadinmind.
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ITHOUGHTIwascuringAlzheimer’s….Thatwaswhathe’dtold
mefromthestart.Nowmaybehewill.Ofcourse,Icouldn’treally
blameAlDossariformakingacounteroffertothe“strongly”suggested
contributiontoOwen’snewlyfoundedresearchfacility.Twentymilliondollarsisalotofmoney,afterall.EvenforaSaudibanker.Thenagain,everythingis
relative.AssuminghewasabletofightextraditionandavoidtrialintheStates,he’dstillbetheRomanPolanskiofpokerandgamblinghere.NomoretripstoVegas.NomoretripsanywhereintheUnited
States,hisfavoriteplacetobe.Intheend,AlDossari
figuredthatwasanevengreaterpricetopay.GodblessAmerica.AndGodspeedtoOwen.
“I’vegotmyworkcutoutforme,”hesaidwhenthefacilityofficiallyopenedinthefall.“Well,then,”Isaid.“You
bettergetbusy…dude.”Forgoodmeasure,Irubbedmy
handstogetherasifdoingabitofhisdrywashroutine.Youmeetalotofpeoplein
yourlifetime,manyofwhomwillhaveanimmeasurableimpactonyou.Thentherearethosewholiterallychangewhoyouare.Youcangenerallycountthosepeopleononehand.Andfittingly,OwenLewiswillalwaysbeoneofthem.Inthewakeofeverythingthathappened,allthesadnessanddespairand
mayhem,hemanagedtogivemesomethingIwould’veneverthoughtpossible.Optimism.Crazytothink…Istill
can’tevenbuythekidadrink.Sothatwasthat.Allthe
dealsI’dcutafterDobson’sconfession.Asfortheonemadebeforeit,I’mfairlycertainSebastianhasnoregrets.Infact,I’mpositiveofit.
SebastianColemaybethelastjournalistonearthwhomPresidentMorris—withhistwenty-one-percentapprovalrating—willactuallygrantaninterviewto,butSebastian’sfirsthandaccountofwhathappenedinthathotelroom,includingaveryrevealingQ&AwithDobsonwhilehewasundertheinfluenceoftheserum,gavehimthescoopofalifetime.
ThrowintheexclusiveinterviewsOwenandIguaranteedhiminreturnforhiscooperation,andSebastianallbutownedthefrontpageoftheTimesforanentiremonth.Butthebestpart—atleast
forme—wastheclasshedisplayedthroughoutitall.Thebylineofeveryarticlehewrotecoveringthestoryreadthesame.ByClaireParkerandSebastianCole.
“You’reafarbettermanthanIfirstgaveyoucreditfor,”Itoldhim.“Likewise,”hesaid.It’sbeenmomentslikethat
whenI’vemissedClairethemost.That’swhenIusuallyhopinmycarandmakethedriveuptoWellesley,westofBoston,andtheWoodlawnCemetery,whereallParkershavebeenburiedforoveracentury.Onlyonce,though,haveIfallenintotheclichéof
talkingtohertombstone.Shewould’velaughedatthesightofthat.Andwhoknows?Maybesomewheresheislaughing,anddoingthatlittlecrinklethingwithhernosethat,inaweirdandwonderfulway,alwaysmadeherlookevenprettier.Iknowthatastimegoes
on,thosetripstohergravesitewillhappenlessoften.ButnotbecauseI’llmissherless.No,eventuallywhatwill
happen,maybeamidagustofwindthroughthebranchesofanearbynorthernredoak,isthatI’llhearthattombstoneofherstalkbacktome.“It’sokay,Trevor,”she’ll
say.“Nowgetonwithit,willyou?MaybeevenaskoutthatgorgeousagentfromtheNSA.Thoughbetweenyouandme,shemightbealittleoutofyourleague.”Clairealwaystolditlikeit
was.
Though,fortherecord,ValerieJensenandIdidmanagetohavedinnertogetherwhenshewasinManhattanbeforetheholidays.Weevenwentbacktoherhotelafterward.“Yourmove,”shetoldme.Ofcourse,thatwasduring
thegameofScrabbleweplayedinthebaroffthelobby.She’dbroughtthegameallthewayupfromDC.Andofcourse,she
kickedmyassbutgood.Herfatheralsotaughtherpoker,shesaid.“Maybewe’llplayafterthetrial.”Whichbringsusfullyupto
date.Dobson’strial.Andmesittinginthefirstrowwaitingmyturn.Itcouldn’tcomesoonenough.“TheprosecutioncallsMr.
TrevorMann.”Itfeltstrangetobebackin
acourtroomafteralltheseyears,andevenstrangertobe
takingthewitnessstand.I’dalwaysbeeninfront,askingthequestions,notactuallysittinginthestand.Placeyourlefthandonthe
Bible,raiseyourrighthand…Noserumneededhere.We
werekickin’itoldschool.“Doyousolemnlyswearor
affirmthatyouwilltellthetruth,thewholetruth,andnothingbutthetruth,sohelpyouGod?”
Youbetterbelieveit.
“THISISNOTATEST”—
EVERYNEWYORKER’SWORST
NIGHTMARE
ISABOUTTOBECOMEAREALITY.
ALERT
FORANEXCERPT,TURNTHEPAGE.
AT3:23A.M.,thetwoSupervactrucksturnedofftheirheadlightsandpulledoffthenorthboundFDRintoajunk-strewnabandonedlotbesidetheHarlemRiveracrossfromtheBronx.Afterheputthefirsttruck
intopark,TonytookaquartoforangeGatoradefromthecoolerthey’dbrought,
crackeditslid,andcommencedgulping.Hisstubbledfacewasfilthy,andhewassweatingexuberantly,hadinfactsweatedthroughthebackofhisheavycoveralls.“Hey,youwantsomeof
this,Mr.Joyce?”saidTony,comingupforair.“No.Allyours,Tony.
Truly,youbrokeyourbuttdowninthehole.I’mproudofyou,”Mr.Joycesaid.
Itwastrue.Tonyhadsomeheftonhimandcoulduseafewhygienesuggestions,butnoonecouldsayhewasn’taworker.He’dbeengoingatithardforthelastthreehoursbetweenthetwomanholes,reallyhustling.He’dbeenJohnny-on-the-spotforeverytaskwiththeequipmentwithoutawordofcomplaint.Theywerefinallydone
now.Atleastwiththeprepwork.Ithadgoneoffwithout
ahitch.Thetrucktankswereemptynow,andthemanholeswereclosed.Everythingwassetupandreadytogo.“How’sthelink?”Mr.
Joycecalledintotheradiohetookfromhispocket.“Crystalclear,”Mr.
Beckettintheothertruckreplied.Theyhadhackedintothe
MTAinternalsubwayvideofeed,andMr.Beckettwasnowmonitoringthesecurity
camerasatevery1LinestationfromHarlemtoInwood.“OK,Iseeit,”Mr.Beckett
saidovertheradioasecondlater.“It’spullingoutof157thinthenorthboundtunnel.There.It’sallthewayin.Youhavethegreenlight,Mr.Joyce.”Mr.Joycetookthecheap
disposablecellphonefromtheleftbreastpocketofhisbluecoveralls.Itwasa
Barbie-purpleslidephonemadebyacompanycalledPantech,atrainingphoneonewouldbuyasuburbangirlforhermiddle-schoolgraduation.Heturneditonandscrolledtothephone’sonlypreprogrammednumber.Theorybecomesreality,he
thought,andhethumbedthecallbutton,andthetwopressurecookersplantedinthetraintunneltenstoriesbeneathBroadwaytwenty
blocksawaydetonatedsimultaneously.
THEINITIALEXPLOSIONofthepressure-cookerbombs,thoughgreat,wasnotthatimpressiveinitself.Itwasn’tmeanttobe.Itwasjusttheprimer,thematchtothefuelthatthetwotruckshadbeenpumpingintotheairofthetunnelforthelastthreehours.
Thetunnelwassemicircular,seventy-threefeetwideatitsbase,twentyfeethigh,andalittlelessthanfourmileslong.Withinsecondsoftheblast,apowerfulshockwaveracedinbothdirectionsalongitsentirelength.Therewerenopeopleonthesubwayplatformssolate,butinbothstationsthewaverippedapartvendorshacksandMTAtoolcartsandwoodenbenches.
Asthewavehitthesouthendofthe181stStreetstation,athree-tonsectionofthevaultedtunnel’srooftorefreeandcrashedtothetracks,whileuponBroadway,thefantasticforceoftheblastsetoffcountlesscaralarmsasitthrewahalfdozenmanholecoversintotheair.Southofthemainblasts,in
thetunnelbetweenthe157thStreetstationand168thStreet,theshockwave
smashedhead-onintotheapproachingBronx-bound1trainthatMr.Becketthadspotted.Thefrontwindshieldshatteredamillisecondbeforeittoreloosefromitsmoorings,killingthefemaletraindriverinstantly.Asthetrainderailed,its
onlytwopassengers,aManhattancollegestudentcouplecomingbackfromaconcert,wereknockedspinningoutoftheirseats
ontothefloorofthefrontcar.Bleedingbutstillalive,theyhadasplitsecondtolookupfromthefloorofthetrainthroughthefrontwindowatarapidlybrighteningorangeglow.Itwasstrangelybeautiful,almostlikeasunset.Thenthebarrelingtwenty-
foot-highafter-burnfireballthatwasbehindtheshockwaveslammedhome,andtheairwasonfire.
BackattheHarlemRivershore,Mr.Joycehadtowaitsevenminutesbeforeheheardthefirstcallcomeinontheradioscannerhehadtunedtothefiredepartmentband.Heclickedapenasheliftedhisclipboard.“Wedidit,Tony,”hesaid,
givingthedriverararegrin.“Phaseonecomplete.”
MOREBLUEANDredemergencylightsthanIcouldcountwereswingingacrossthesteelshuttersandSpanishbillboardsof181stStreetandSt.NicholasAvenuewhenIpulledupbehindadouble-parkedFDNYSUVthatmorningaround4:30a.m.Icountedsevenfiretrucks,
anequalnumberofpolice
vehiclesandambulances.AsIhungmyshieldaroundmyneck,Isawanothertruckroarup.RescueOne,FDNY’sversionoftheNavySEALs.Holyshit,wasthislookingbad.Ifoundthepitch-black
subwayentranceandwentdownstairsthatreekedofsmoke.AllIcouldhearwereyellsandthemetallicchirpoffirst-responderradiochatter
asIswungmyflashlightoverthetiledsubwaywalls.TheinitialreportIreceived
frommyboss,Miriam,wasthatsomekindofexplosionandasubwaytunnelfirehadoccurred.OnememorykeptpoppingintomyheadasIhoppedaturnstiletowardthesoundofradiosandyelling.Don’ttellmethisis9/11
alloveragain!Iwentpastatokenbooth
andalmostknockedoverthe
white-haired,blue-eyedfirechief,TommyCunniffe,thumbingsomethingoutofhiseye.“Chief,MikeBennett,
MajorCaseNYPD.Whatthehellhappened?”“Massivetunnelexplosion
ofsomekind,Detective,”Cunniffecalledoutinadrill-sergeantbaritone.“Twostations,168thStreetandhereat181stStreet,arecompletelydestroyed.We
havethefirealmostundercontrolhere,butthere’scolossalstructuraldamage,alargecave-inatthesouthendofthisstation.It’slikeamineaccidentdownthere.We’relookingforbodies.”“Isanybodydead?”“Wedon’tknow.Iheard
overthehorntherewasatrainthatgotfriedalittlesouthof168,buteverythingisjustnonsensestillatthispoint.Igottwoengine
companiesdownthereworkingthiswaterlinethatwehadtofeedsevenstoriesdownthroughtheelevatorshaft.It’sanunbelievabledisaster.”“Chief,”cameavoicefrom
hischest-strappedradio.“Wegotmovement.Aheartbeatonthemonitor.”“Comingfromwhere?”
Cunniffeyelledback.“Upnearyouinoneofthe
otherelevatorshafts.”
“Downey,O’Keefe,getmeagoddamnhalogen!”Cunniffescreamedattwofiremenbehindhim.Iranoverwiththefiremen
andhelpedthempryopenthedoortooneofseveralelevatorshafts.Whenwegotthedoorsopen,threehugefirementhesizeofrugbyplayersappearedoutofnowhereandtossedarope.“Hey,Danny,whatthehell
areyoudoing?It’smyturn,”
saidoneofthemasthebiggestclickedhisharnessontotheropeandloweredhimselfintothedarkness.“Screwyou,Brian,”the
bigdudesaid.“Yousnooze,youlose,bro.Igotthis.Watchhowit’sdone.”Ishookmyhead.These
guyswereamazing.Trippingoverthemselvestohelp.Nowondertheycalledthemheroes.
“Senddowntherig,”saidthefiremanintheshaftaminutelater.“Wegottwo,amomandadaughter.They’reOK!They’reOK!”Everyonestartedcheering
andwhistlingasapudgyHispanicwoman,clutchingherbeautifulpreschool-ageddaughter,waspulledupoutoftheshaftintothelight.“OK,goodjob,everyone.
Attaboys!”CunniffebellowedasEMTstookthe
motherandchildupthestairs.“Nowgettheeffbacktowork!”Anhourlater,Iwasdeep
undergroundtenblockssouthinfull-facebreathingapparatusandaTyveksuitasItouredthedevastationthathadbeenthe168thstationwithFBIbombtechDanDunning,fromtheJointTerrorismTaskForce.“Thisisunbelievable,”he
said,swingingthebeamof
hispowerfulflashlightbackandforthoverthevaultedceiling.“Whichpart?”Isaid.“Thiswasoneofthe
grandeststationsofthewholesubwaysystem,Mike.Seethechandeliermedallionsnexttothecave-in,andtheantiquesconcesinthatrubblethere?ThisusedtobethestationfortheNewYorkHighlanders,whowentontobecometheNewYork
Yankees.Apartofhistory.Nowlookatit.Gone.Erased.”“Couldithavebeenagas
leak?”“Notonyourlife,”
Dunningsaid.“Gasandelectricaresurfaceutilities.Thesearethedeepeststationsinthesystem.Tenstoriesdown.Whateverblewthemupwasintentionallyputhere.Ican’tsayforsureyet,butyouaskme,thesegoddamn
bastardssetoffathermobaricexplosion.”“Awhat?”Dunningpulledoffhis
maskandspatsomething.“Thermobaricexplosions
occurwhenvapor-flammabledustordropletsignite.Theyrelyonatmosphericoxygenforfuelandproducelonger,moredevastatingshockwaves.Asyoucansee,whentheyoccurinconfinedspaces,theyarecatastrophic.They
pumpedsomethingdownhereandlititup.Agasolinemistmaybe,ismyguess.Justlikeinadaisycutter.Imean,lookatthis!”Wehoppeddownoffwhat
wasleftofaplatformandwalkedovertheincineratedtrackstowardablackenedtrain.Ascrime-scenetechstookpictures,Icouldseethatoneofthetrain’splasticwindowshadmeltedandsliddownthesideofoneofthe
carslikecandlewax.Inside,thedriverwasburntpulp,thetwootherbodiesinthefrontcarskeletalandblacklikesomethingfromahauntedhouse.“Lookatthat,”Dunning
said,pointinghislightatacharredsneakerinacorner.“Wow,theshockwave
musthaveknockedthemoutoftheirshoes,”Isaid.“Worse,lookatthesoleof
it.It’salmostcompletely
rippedoff.That’showpowerfulthisbombwas.Itseparatedthesoleoffasneaker!Thinkoftheincredibleviolencethatwouldtake.”IshookmyheadasI
thoughtaboutit,breathinginthesweetgasolinesmellofburnthattherespiratorcouldn’tfilterout.Whatisthisandwhereisit
going?
THREEHOURSLATER,ourcommandpostshiftedfourblocksnorthtotheNYPD’snew33rdPrecinctbuildingat170thandEdgecombeAvenue.WhenIwasn’tanswering
myconstantlyhummingphone,Iwasbusyupstairsinahugesparemusterroomhelpingacoupledozen
precinctuniformssetupacentralstagingareaforwhatwasobviouslygoingtobeamassiveinvestigationintotheexplosion.EverywhereIlooked
throughoutthecavernousspacewerestressed-out,soot-coveredMTAengineers,FDNYarsoninvestigators,andFBI,NYPD,andATFbombtechstalkingintophonesastheytriedtogeta
griponthescopeofthedisaster.Thebiggestdevelopment
byfarwasthediscoveryofshrapnelintwoseparatesectionsofthetunnel.Preliminaryfieldreportsseemedtoindicatethatthemetalshardswerefromsomesortofpressure-cookerbombplacedatthetwomainblastsites.Wehadn’treleasedanythingtothepressasofyet,butitwaslookinglike
thiswasinfactabombing,amassiveanddeliberatedeadlyattack.At6:05a.m.,themayor
hadmadethecallandcanceledthecity’ssubwayservicesystem-wide.Itwasahuge,hugedeal.Forthefirsttimesince9/11,eightmillionpeoplenowhadtofindanewwaytogettoandfromworkandschool.Amegameetingattheprecinctcommandposthadbeencalledfornine-
thirty.Themayorandcommissionerwereontheirwayaswellasheadhonchosfromthecity’sfederallaw-enforcementagenciesandtheMTAbosseswhoranthesubway.I’dmanagedtogetaholdof
myfirstcoffeeofthemorningandhadjustdeclinedathirdcallfromsomeannoyinglypersistentNewYorkTimesreporterwhenIlookedupandsawChiefofDetectivesNeil
Fabretticomethroughthecommandpostdoor.Ialmostdidn’trecognizehiminhisstatelywhite-collaruniform.Athisheelswasatall,clean-cutwhiteguyinanicesuitwhomIdidn’trecognize.“Detective,Ican’ttellyou
howmuchIappreciateyoubeingalloverthissincethismorning,”Fabrettisaid,givingmyhandaquickpump.“IalreadyspoketoMiriam.NYPDhastheball
onthis,andIwantyoutoheaduptheinvestigation.TherestofMajorCaseisnowatyourdisposalaswellasanyandalllocalprecinctinvestigatorsasyouseefit.Howdoesthatsound?Youupforit?”“Ofcourse,”Isaid,
nodding.“DoyouknowLieutenant
BryceMiller?He’sthenewcounterterrorismheadoverattheNYPDIntelligence
Division,”Fabrettisaid,introducingthesleek,dark-haired,thirty-somethingcopathiselbow.“Bryceisgoingtobeinvolvedinthisthingfromtheintelligenceangle,soIwantedyouguystomeet.You’regoingtobeworkingtogetherhandinglove,OK?”I’dactuallyheardabout
Miller,whowassupposedtobesomethingofahotshot.He’dbeenanFBIagentandDepartmentofJusticelawyer
linkedcloselytotheDepartmentofHomelandSecuritybeforebeinghiredsplashilytoshowthenewmayor’sseriousnessinfightingtheterroristswhoseemedtoloveNYCforallthewrongreasons.Buthandinglove?IthoughtasIshookMiller’shand.Iwasincharge,butIalsohadapartnerorsomething?Howwasthatsupposedtowork?
Andwhowastoreporttowhom?Millerquicklytookback
hishandasifhedidn’twantmysoot-stainedjeansandwindbreakertomusshisdapper,streamlinedgraysuit.“Herculesteamshavebeen
deployedtoTimesSquareandWallStreet,”Millersaidingreeting.“Thehelicoptersareup,andthereareboatsinthewater.Justgotoffthephonewiththe
Commissioner.We’regoingfullcourtpressinManhattan,rivertoriver.”IassumedMillerwas
talkingabouttheIntelligenceDivision’stacticalunitsusedtofloodanareatoshowanypotentialattackerstheNYPD’slightning-quickresponsecapability.Butweren’tsuchshowsofforcesupposedtobeusedtopreventattacks?
“Nowwhatisthisthermobaric-bombstuffIkeephearing?”Millercontinued.“That’scrazyspeculationatthispoint,isn’tit?Somethinglikethatwouldtakeanincredibleamountoftechnicalknow-howandmeticulousplanning.Wewouldexpectablipofchatteractivityfromsurveillancebeforesuchalarge-scaleattack,andmyteamandmycontactsinWashingtonare
reportingexactlynada.Couldn’tthisjusthavebeenautilityscrewup?”“Idon’tknowaboutanyof
that,Bryce,”Isaideyeinghim.“Iwasactuallyjustwiththebombguysandsawtheshrapnelfromwhatlookedlikepressure-cookerbombsintwoseparatelocations.”Myphonehummedagain
asItookablackpieceofsomethingoutofthecornerofmyeyewithapinkienail.
“Nomatterhowlittleanyonewantstosayorhearit,thiswasdefinitelynoaccident.Wejustgothitagain.”
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