CONDEMNED BOY
BY
MR. HEARTBREAKER 999
1
INTRODUCTION
This is my personal army of furious black doves
infecting every alive cell of your disturbed brain.
This are shots and bullshit the ancient map of Arcadia, my favorite inexistent place
the rotten gift that I give you previous pay in advance.
2
HERETIC LOVE
God of destruction cover up my neck with her black hair
like a beauty slipknot I wanna die tonight close to her chest.
3
LOVE OVERDOSE
It was always you. My favorite rosebush
the broken dish not paid the unresolved doubt the muse that profane
all the withered autumns I wasted drinking wine
but I never was me.
4
SKIRTS&SCARS
Last night I bled one raged storm of black dhalias in the pink coffin that you rented to purge one of one
all nightmare nights of this cruel winter.
5
NUMB DUMB
Deceased in desert I’m bleeding behind
of your miracle shadow. I’m praying like a fool a prayer to stay numb a cursed spell of us
the last time I saw light.
The frontier is overrated is only bone and cristal
one hole of betrayed hate but you still searching throught it if you’ll
find the first flame of human love off so long.
6
¡?¡
Sorry I can’t express yet how I loved you in three bad verses, I guess that sounds more easy speak it when I stay high
in front of a mirror looking face to face the man I never was.
For now I left you one nice farewell written in the back
of a motel visit card maybe I’ld find words in an uncertain future, or perhaps not an these
words are the last attempt who knows? But please
don’t wait awake for me the fairly tale is over.
Only one thing is sure I’m floating between answers and bourbon one more night like always I used to do. Devil bless the time wasted conquering every pore of your silked sinner skin.
7
LAZY
Crying in the wood like one lost crybaby I wait the next taxi to scape from hell.
I keep chill and quiet listening the slow chirp
of the time passing in my new steel clock damaged by Chronos.
8
SHABBY
Erase your face on my mind now it’s sych a terrible stuff taking form between skin and broken skull bone.
Delete your look
of my heavy eyelids it’s like and acid rain
burning the unseen ghost that usually
hid behind my pupils.
9
ANTICHRIST
Unrest in the suburbs any known place is safe
until the last bomb explodes that slaughter all hope.
It’s no use trying to escape
we are spiders weaving eternal hipogea of silk
to dismiss a painful death.
I wish that the cockroaches learn to love without rancor forgive all useless reproaches
and don’t use nuclear weapons.
10
EGO🖤YOU
You’re ink on my skin blood throught my veins salt in all my wounds
sugar bomb for diabetics candle in my blindness
the darkness of my alley. You’re one with me but
you’re no one without me.
11
TWELVE FEET UNDER
I just can’t make it blow the regret forgets to be forgotten in the past. One more night I write another bitter lie cover by sweet and painful
killed unborn promises like our silly deadly love
resting in peace on an ugly abandoned gothic grave.
12
ROUTE 66
I’m looking at the roadway Waiting an unusual miracle
maybe the new coming of an unfair kind God or perhaps and advice about the worst part
of smoking for health. Who knows? I’m stunned
enjoying this heavy silence while I check my old pone and delete all your not
incoming calls from memory.
13
TRAINSPOETRY
No Anyone can’t be saved
In this awful city of sin red like your bitter lips
bleeding in strangers mouths. No one deserves to stay here looking silent at the mirror waiting to die like a fool tangled up in real love more higher that heroine but I’m not sure at all. I’m just a cursed toy your favorite reason
to fade away the destiny Yes.