Love Suffers Long

A self-reflection on family value

I’ll be on my way home China this time next week

• Being out of home for nearly one year, with 20 pounds of added weight, I am worrying

I always tell my mom it’s the camera makes me look

fat, now it’s time to be disclosed!

She will blame me for the added weight

What shall I do?

I eat less

I wear control underwear

I lost 5 pounds in 2 weeks!

I have been worrying about my weight

While obsessed with food

throughout my life

I never tried to change my body for any man

For a skinny me is simply not me

But I do try hard to make my mom

happy

Does family mean that you are willing to change yourself to fit

into their expectation?

Because you care?

And sometimes the outcome is good (I lost weight!)

Love suffers long ---from the Bible