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Renata Morresi
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2015
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Throughout my recovery.
Go on.
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Will this also stop.
A result of the increased use of.
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Relief.
Out of rudeness.
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Out of kindness.
Damp.
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A perfect one.
That I have to kill the desire inside me.
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Is not a perfect one.
The past two years.
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When I was 10.
Two hours every day.
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A few weeks ago.
Damp, still.
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Have given me more of a sense of belonging.
Stroke again.
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I remember the pain of addiction.
More peace and serenity than I ever thought possible.
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Living sanely means.
Articulate breaking.
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To proceed to a new destination.
I grew up.
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Stopping.
Started admitting.
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Add starting.
Crave for.
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Stopping.
More.
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Void.
Program was like having a ton of bricks lifted off my chest.
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A random trigger.
What a relief it was not to be alone anymore and to finally turn on my.
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A spectacle and nothing.
Different order.
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Compare the.
At last I was able to let go of the burden of resentment.
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A time.
Right there, right there.
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One person.
I would never ex.
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Change.
Ob.
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Filth.
Debris.
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Rocks.
Fill me with yours.
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The honest imperfections.
Of my life today.
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Of lies.
Take hold of.
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Lying.
Strike.
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Stroke.
Slowly, Im learning that I dont need to be dont need.
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To reject intimacy in an effort to protect dont need.
Increasing frequency of.
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Dont need.
And long enough.
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My goal today is the same as it has been throughout my recovery.
To merge.
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Generate.
A small sac.
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Even my worst day.
I remember the pain of addiction.
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Will this also stop.
I hated and thought.
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In.
Smooth.
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Thick.
Untick.
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I remember remember the pain of addiction.
When you select restart or shut down.
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When you select its like.
When you you.
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Open it wide.
Sooth it down.
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Quit and re-open.
Exhaust.
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A box.
Fill.
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Quit and re-correct.
You fuck, correct.
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Open.
In a box.
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Admit powerlessness.
Unmanage.
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Come and uncome.
Came to believe in.
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On me.
The reward circuitry compels me.
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I remember the pain of addiction.
Compels you to do things that further your inventory of selves.
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Super-es.
Back, in the back.
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Natural repetition.
I worry if I stop too long.
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I'll lose my feel good feelings.
Push along, I say.
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I'm so tempted to just hit.
To beg for.
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With multiple tabs open and clicking for hours, you can.
Yes, yes, yes.
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The best way to reboot is to give your brain a rest.
From recovery.
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As I get older the more apparent the side effects of this addiction.
Will this also.