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    1 Kings (3 Kings in the LXX)

    19:3-13 [the text in italics]

    Elijah was afraid and ran for his

    life. When he came to Beersheba in

    Judah, he left his servant there,

    while he himself went a day's jour-

    ney into the desert.When afraid, no matter the reason,

    and running for your life, you can-

    not find help in others and even inyour earthly self. Leave down your

    servant, this corrupted body, and

    allow your soul/inner self fly to-

    wards the Rock. Leave the servant

    aside and fly to the desert for one

    day. [a days journey = the dis-

    tance one could cover by walking

    constantly during a day; I chose to

    usefor one day having the impres-

    sion of being suggested here a per-

    sonal experience of the only not

    first day of creation.]

    The desert, where there is no place

    to hiding and no possibility of dis-

    guise, where you could clearly see

    yourself, alone, in front of God.

    And for just one day, under-

    standing that there is none

    other (cf. Genesis 1:5, where

    day one is, not the first)

    He came to a broom tree, sat

    down under it and prayedthat he might die. "I have

    had enough, Lord," he said.

    "Take my life; I am no better

    than my ancestors." Then he

    lay down under the tree and

    fell asleep.The Tree... So present from

    the beginning to the end of

    the Scripture (Genesis 2:8-

    14; Revelation 22:1-6)... In

    Buddhas vision tooThe Tree is the symbol of the

    revelation, with its shadow

    cast on you, like a darkened

    refraction of the enlightening

    truth from above... There, under

    the Tree, is the best place in the

    world to express your fears, to shed

    your tears... There you could

    asleep/anesthetize your senses and

    your mind, preparing yourself,

    waiting for the answer (Genesis

    2:21-25)...

    Is it not intriguing, how Elijah did

    not want to eat from the Tree? He

    was strong. He knew the truth wasbeyond the Tree itself. The Tree

    represented a symbol, the epiph-

    any, incarnation of another real-

    ity

    All at once an angel touched him

    and said, "Get up and eat." He

    looked around, and there by his

    head was a cake of bread baked

    over hot coals, and a jar of water.

    He ate and drank and then lay

    down again.If you do not eat from below, food

    from above will be served to you.

    Therefore do not worry, and con-

    centrate on your quest.

    Why Elijah fell asleep again? For

    an angel cannot be the answer. It

    (no he, no she) just represents the

    presentiment of the answer

    The angel of the Lord came back a

    second time and touched him and

    said, "Get up and eat, for the jour-

    ney is too much for you." So he got

    up and ate and drank. Strength-

    ened by that food, he travelled

    forty days and forty nights until hereached Horeb, the mountain of

    God.And Elijah was right. The angel

    cannot bring an answer, although it

    is to expect from it (no he, no she)

    to tell you where to go for an an-

    swer.

    After so frugal meal, and there is

    no need for more actually

    (Matthew 4:4), he proceeded for

    his journey.We are invited to learn from here

    that there is no real journey with-

    out preparation: leave your servant

    down, go into the desert for one

    day, sleep under a tree, do not

    worship the angels, and eat.

    Only after all this you are

    ready to proceed for the tough-

    est part of your experience

    There he went into a cave and

    spent the night.The cave is the symbol of pre-

    paring the rebirth (John 3:3-7).

    In the cave there is always

    night the inner face of the

    day He entered voluntarily

    his inner darkness (Genesis

    1:2), renouncing his previous

    knowledge and virtue. Becom-

    ing a foetus in the womb of his

    mother a foetus may claim

    neither knowledge nor virtue.Elijah is the symbol of the

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    Reading the Bible:

    Elijah on the Mountain of Godby Revd Dr Doru Costache

    Parochial Life | july - august 2006 |

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    Parochial Life | july - august 2006 |

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    editor:Rev. Doru Costache, PhD

    layout design:Ion Nedelcu

    address:64 Linthorn Ave,Croydon Park,

    NSW 2133.

    phone: (02) 9642 02 60

    www.geocities.com/sfmaria_sydney

    conscious. The cave/womb could

    be the unconscious. And to some

    extent he was prepared for this

    adventure of conscious remaking

    (1 Kings 18:42). The cave, the

    womb, rebirth

    And the word of the Lord came to

    him: "What are you doing here,

    Elijah?"By entering the darkness, by only

    renouncing vanity you could hope

    hearing the inaudible.

    The Merciful One came again to

    Adam, asking the most basic ques-

    tion of all: are you aware of what

    you seek and are? (Genesis 3:9)

    He replied, "I have been very zeal-

    ous for the Lord God Almighty.

    The Israelites have rejected your

    covenant, broken down your al-

    tars, and put your prophets to

    death with the sword. I am the

    only one left, and now they are

    trying to kill me too."

    Always like Adam (Genesis 3:10),

    Elijah was not yet fully aware (see

    also the expression of his distress:I have had enough). His answer

    was not responding the fundamen-

    tal question uttered by God instead

    of him. Recalling St Silouan, even

    the saints can be wrong. Thus you

    should not despair when your an-

    swers will be inappropriate

    The Lord said, "Go out and stand

    on the mountain in the presence of

    the Lord, for the Lord is about to

    pass by."

    You willingly entered the cave

    and the darkness, but there is no

    knowledge/answer in your own

    humility. You accomplished your

    task, becoming humble and forget-

    ting about your vain knowledge.

    You are now ready to receive the

    wisdom from above: God is nei-

    ther knowledge nor knowledge-

    able. God is presence, life, alive,

    somebody to be partaken

    Then a great and powerful wind

    tore the mountains apart and shat-

    tered the rocks before the Lord,

    but the Lord was not in the wind.

    After the wind there was an earth-

    quake, but the Lord was not in the

    earthquake. After the earthquake

    came a fire, but the Lord was not

    in the fire. And after the fire came

    a gentle whisper. Powerful wind,

    earthquake, fire. All three are vio-

    lent, and you know what they

    are... They represent the chaos you

    assumed personally when you

    chose to not hurt the others while

    working on yourself. But God is

    not to be found during the violent

    stages of your de-construction. He

    will be there, at the end of your

    painful journey, where/when you

    will struggle not anymore, where/when you will serenely sit under a

    Tree, waiting for the revelation.

    Where/when you will cease to

    want anything more, understand-

    ing that what it is expected from

    you to be grateful for what already

    is. It (no he, no she) will come,

    caressing you gently, like the

    whisper of a soft wind

    When Elijah heard it, he pulled his

    cloak over his face and went out

    and stood at the mouth of the cave.

    Then a voice said to him, "What

    are you doing here, Elijah?"

    He knew now. He knew he was

    wrong, running for his life.

    He answered in a humble silent

    way

    [see also this http://revdcostache.

    livejournal.com/32528.html]

    Reading... page 3 On Souls and

    Various Ways

    of LivingRevd Doru Costache

    According to Palamas, although I

    do not remember the place, the

    radical difference between human

    (reasoning/conscious) soul and

    the animal soul consists in the

    quality of the former to be more

    than a function.

    The animal soul animates flesh;

    and there is no other reason to be

    outside this function

    The personal/human soul ani-

    mates the flesh, but it also has a

    life of its own, a raison dtre

    which is not a mere function

    A human soul, as principle of per-

    sonhood, implies to be aware of

    the dignity and call of the self,

    besides the function of taking care

    of the others

    Human persons are not like thoseflies whose main reason to be is

    to give birth, provide, and die af-

    ter their offspring enters the same

    pointless circle

    At least, if choosing to live for

    others, it is humane to grow per-

    sonally as a result of such a

    choice