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Page 1: Grateful and humbled · Reality My friend’s mother: “And that Paul Mueller, he’s no angel” •I think I was named “Paul” for a reason •“…sinners; of whom I am chief.”

Paul Mueller

Grateful and humbled

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“Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived

forwards.”

Søren Kierkegaard

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BiographyHow my mother would introduce me

• Devoted son; 5th of 6 children

• Married to Nancy; three children (Luke, Kirsten and Mark)

• Regional Vice President, Mayo Clinic Health System

• Past Chair, General Internal Medicine, Mayo Clinic

• Professor of Medicine and Biomedical Ethics, Mayo

Medical School (teacher and researcher)

• Fellow of the American College of Physicians and the

Hastings Center

• Associate Editor, New England Journal of Medicine

Journal Watch (writer)

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RealityMy friend’s mother: “And that Paul Mueller, he’s no angel”

• I think I was named “Paul” for a reason

• “…sinners; of whom I am chief.” (1Tim 1:15)

• Flawed and biased; I make mistakes

• Working on it

• I am a better person because of my

partner, children, friends and colleagues

• I am a better doctor because I work at

Mayo Clinic

• Some gifts and preparation, but mostly

good fortune

• I don’t pray often, but recognize God’s

hand in my life

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Growing up

• Winona: amazing natural setting

• School: wonderful teachers

• I wanted to be both a doctor and a

plant biologist

• Bullying victim for several years

• Delivered newspapers for 4 years

• Started science fair in 7th grade

• Started running in 7th grade

• Hung out with nerds and athletes

• Listened to Z-93

• Became an orderly after 11th grade

• Class of 1980

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AugsburgDrawn to Minneapolis

• Challenged and worked hard

• Chemistry major (“pre-med”)

• Added an English minor (first paper: an “F”—a transformative moment)

• Orderly at Saint Mary’s Hospital

• Student senator; Jill Billings was president

• Met my life partner, Nancy• Physics tutor

• Initially I was interested, she was not

• First date was more than a year later

• Most important person in my life

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BaltimoreJohns Hopkins School of Medicine (1984-1988)

• First year: told to “try harder”

• Second year: Nancy moved to Baltimore for graduate

school (aerospace engineering) at the University of

Maryland

• Third year: Nancy and I were married

• Graduated without knowing what I wanted to do

• Gradually awakened to issues such as urban decay, poverty and

racial disparities

• HIV epidemic emerged

• Violence and crack cocaine overwhelmed Baltimore

• Advised to consider a year studying public health

• After receiving her master’s degree, Nancy worked for the Navy in

Washington, DC

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BaltimorePublic health (1988-1989)

• “Road to Damascus” moment

• Amazing curriculum and classmates

• Learned knowledge and skills that I still

use today

• World events (Tiananmen Square, Berlin

Wall, apartheid, etc.)

• I came to appreciate how blessed we are

• Shift in world view

• No longer “about me”

• Emerging interest in biomedical ethics

• I got a call from Dr. Stobo

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BaltimoreResidency, chief residency and first years of practice (1989-1995)

• Grueling internal medicine residency program

• Chief resident year

• >1,500 inpatients of whom more than half had AIDS

• Daunting social issues

• Worked for 3 years where HBO’s The Wire was filmed

• Luke and Kirsten were born

• By 1995, change beckoned: odd “fit” as a general internist

at Johns Hopkins; sense of not making a difference; Luke

was approaching kindergarten

• Paged to a “507” number while giving a lecture to

residents on sterile pyuria

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Rochester

• Moved to Rochester during July 1995 and Mark was born

shortly thereafter

• All three of our children graduated from Mayo High School

• Nancy taught physics and chemistry at MHS

• I taught medical students, residents, fellows and doctors

in practice

• Interviewing and physical examination skills, hospital medicine

ward rounds and biomedical ethics

• Chair of General Internal Medicine for 9 years

• Executive Health, International Health, Women’s Health, Breast

Clinic and other sections

• One patient launched my career in biomedical ethics

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©2011 MFMER | slide-18

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La Crosse

• Early 2018• Winding down as GIM chair

• Stopped by an elevator to tie my shoes and Dr. Williams walked out (“Do you have a minute?)

• Visited La Crosse a following Sunday afternoon

• Impressive people including MCHS leadership, especially Dr. Gostout

• Began October 1, 2018• The Joint Commission arrived the

same day

• Observations after 1 year

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InfluencersMy dad, Everett Mueller

Importance of a

spiritual life, vocation,

the right partner, and

community service.

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InfluencersMy father in-law, Pastor Roger Mackey

Courage in the face of

opposition and criticism;

integrity; it’s about love.

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InfluencersCoach Jim Flim

Believe in yourself and achieve your

potential; “mental toughness”.

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InfluencersProfessor John Holum

Faith and reason are

not incompatible.

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InfluencersDr. David Hellmann

Best doctor I know;

incredible role

model and

exemplar of

equanimity.

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InfluencersSir Donald Irvine

Advocated for disclosure of patient

care quality, safety and

professionalism data. Criticized by

his peers, he was ultimately

knighted for his work. Dashing.

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InfluencersHis Holiness the 14th Dalai Lama

We are one race—the

human race. Focusing on

our differences will

inevitably lead to conflict.

Compassion is the

solution.

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InfluencersLuke, Kirsten and Mark

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InfluencersMy wife, Nancy

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PassionsIn addition to family, vocation, etc.

• Friends

• Walking and hiking

• Genealogy

• Reading, especially science fiction

• Live Shakespeare

• Dogs

• Fishing

• Skiing

• Travel

• Plants

• Higher education

• Diversity and inclusion

• Making our communities better

• I am a believer

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I have a quirky sense of humor

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Other factoids

• I don’t sleep much, but every

now and then I enjoy a very

long nap

• I watch sports

• Twins, Timberwolves, Lynx,

Wild, Gophers…Vikings

• You may see me picking up

trash along US 14/61 by

Pettibone Park

• I am a grandfather

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Future of medicineMajor changes happening; our region will be not be spared

• Shift away from bricks and mortar; smaller, more nimble

facilities

• Novel, inexpensive and convenient screening and

diagnostic tests

• Less invasive, more effective treatments

• Outpatient hips and knees; off-pump (beating heart) cardiac

bypass, proton beam, etc.

• Individualized medicine

• Artificial intelligence

• Virtual care

• Right diagnosis and care anytime and anywhere

• “The patient will see you now”

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Why I am a Rotarian

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Grateful and humbledLive long and prosper!