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Heal Yourself -Heal The World

Tamra Oviatt

HealYourself-HealTheWorld-SampleChapterEditionCopyright©2016TamraOviatt

Allrightsreserved.Nopartofthisbookmaybeusedorreproducedinanymannerwhatsoeverwithoutpriorwrittenconsentof theauthors, exceptasprovidedbytheUnitedStatesofAmericacopyrightlaw.

Publishedby:TamraOviatt,PalosVerdes,CACompiledandedited:JimRogers,JacklinAtencioBookLayoutandDesign:JimRogers

This publication has been written toprovide accurate and authoritativeinformationwithregard tothesubjectmattercovered.Itissoldwiththeunderstanding that the publisher is not engaged in rendering legal,accounting,medical,or otherprofessionaladvice.Iflegal,medical,or otherexpert assistance is required, the services of a competent professionalshouldbesought.Theopinionsexpressedbytheauthorofthisbookarethesoleresponsibilityoftheauthorrenderingtheopinion.

Formoreinformation,pleaseemail:

[email protected]:www.sacredactivations.com

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AboutTheCover

ForquitesometimeI wentbackandforthwiththeideaforacover.Ihadonedesignedthatdidn’texciteme.ThenI realizedthatIhadsomephotosthatwouldmakeagoodcover. Ingivingthemovertomydesigner, IwaspresentedwiththiscoverandIloveit.TopLeft:Thisisacurrentphotoofme.TopRight:Thisonewastakenin1999,atimewhenIhadaskedforproofofthewhitelightafterbeingtoldseveraltimesthatIwassupposedtobeahealer.BottomLeft:In thisphotoI’mon thestepsofSt.Michel’sinFrancein2016.BottomRight:HereIamstandinginthemiddleofStonehengein2015.Iamespeciallyexcitedtosharethesemeaningfulphotoswithyouonthecoverof thisbook. Theseare justa fewlocations frommycontinuingsacredjourney.

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OtherBooksbyTamraOviatt:

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Forallofthosewhowishtohealandgrow.

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Acknowledgments

Therearemore thana fewwho Iwishto thank for thepartthattheyplayedinmakingthisbookwhatitis.

In no particular order I would like to thank thoseanonymousclientswhohadtokeeptheiridentitiesprivate. I’dalso liketo thankShamanMforherbeautyand thebrillianceofherwork.Wez JacksonandIhadaveryfuntimetogetherduring two

tripstotheUKandFrance. ThanksWez forallthatyouaddedtothisbook.Without “Patty,” the chapter on walk-ins would not have

beennearlyasgood, so thank you, Patty foryourwillingnessandyourtime.Iwouldalso liketo thankmydadandBrentfromtheother

sidewho askedto contribute to this book. Theymadeitevenbetterthroughtheirpresence.TothosewhowerebehindthescenesonthisIamalsovery

grateful… Jim Rogers, who compiled and edited this book aswell as Jacklin Atencio who stepped in to help with someeditingaswell.Tothoseanonymouspeoplewhohaveactedasmyteachers,

through the experiences that we sharedwith one another, Igiveyoumuchthanks.While theexperienceswerenotalwayspleasant ones, Ithankyouforthegrowththat youbroughttome.

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I also want to thank twowonderful menfrommy past forthepartthattheyplayedinmyownhealing.MichaelandNigel,Ilearnedalotfromourmanyyearsasfriendsandmore.Iwillalwaysloveyouboth.I’dalsoliketo thankallthepeoplethathaveplayedrolesin

my life that have helped me shift to a new level ofunderstanding,anewlevelofbeing,andanewlevelofloving.Iloveallofyouandthankyousomuchforplayingsuchamajorroleinmylifeallowingmetobeme.AndlastlyIwouldalso liketothankall ofmystudentsand

clientswhohavemadethisjobsofunandrewarding.

Iloveyouallsomuch.

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Contents

0-Introduction -91-GoingDeeper 2-Jesus -163-Egypt 4-London 5-Peru 6-TamraandWezinEuropeandEngland7-TamraandWezinFrance 8-Walk-Ins 9-BattlingTheDark 10-CollectiveConsciousness 11-Suicide 12-Heaven 13-TheSun -2414-MyAyahuascaExperience 15-DiscussingAyahuascawithShamanM16-TryingToHealTheWorld 17-InEnglandandFrancewithWez18-Conclusion

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Introduction

OriginallyCreatortoldme thatIhadtowritethisbookandIguess I thought thatmeant that Iwas supposed to type it allout. SinceI’mabitstubborn,I’vetriedto recorditmyselfandI’vealso triedto sitdownwithmyfriendVincentto recordit,sincehe’sherevisitingfromLondon,butIkeepbeingtold“No,”Ihavetowriteit.

Thethoughtofhavingtoputinthismuchtimetotypethisoutkindofexcitesmeandfrightensmeatthesametime. ThedirstbookthatIwrote,LearningtoListentoGod,isstillsittingonmycomputer…I’vedonenothingwithit,eventhoughittookmemonths towrite.Howeverhere Igoagainwritinganotherbook.

Assomeofyouknow,I’mdyslexicandI’malsonotthebestpersonatspelling,butthistimeImustsaythatit’smucheasier.As I look atmy dirst paragraph, there areonly tenmisspelledwords already, and that makes me feel pretty good. Myprevious book, Sacred Activations, was a transcribedconversationbetweenmy friend, Vincent andme. Two yearshave now passed since that book was written and a lot hashappened that’s important forme to sharewith you. This ismorethanlikelywhyCreatortoldmetobeginwritinganotherbook.

NearthebeginningofthisIdidn’t thinkthat I’dbeabletorecord chapters like I did for the last book. As I started torecordthematerial, Ihaven’t gottena “no”yet, so thatmakesme happy, because the process has dinally begun to work forme.Whatthismeansisthatthematerialforthisbookis

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something that’s begun to dlow and those who are workingwithmehavemadetheprocessaloteasiertoo.

Asoflate,I’vebeenhavingspiritscometalktome…somethingthatI’mnowusetohavinghappen. MyDadpassedtwoyearsago andhe’soneofthese spirits. Forseveralmonthsnowmydad has been telling me that he wants to write a couple ofchapters formynextbook aboutheaven. I’mnot sureifI’llbedoingawebinaronthisyetornot.Yetthethoughtcametometodaythat itwouldbekindofscary to channelmy dadaboutheaven.Inallhonesty,I’mnotsurethatIhavethecondidenceinmyself at this point in time to take on such a hugeresponsibility.

But I guess thebestway forme to do this is to do it in awebinar because as I begin to channel it just dlows. As youcontinuereading,you’ll dindoutwhatI’mgoingtodo,becauseasIstarttheworkonthisbookIdon’tyetknowwhatI’mgoingtodo.

For the last year the thought of an old boyfriend keepscoming to me and Iwouldsee him saying thathe’d died. Hekepttellingmeto look forhim, soonandoff I’d look forhimonlinetodindoutwhathe’sbeendoing.Sincehewasahealer,Ithought that ifhe’sout there teaching itwill show up online,but I couldn’t dindanything onhimatall. Idinally contactedamutual friendonFacebookwho toldmeshe’dnotheardfromhimeither.Withthatshegavemehissister’sFacebooklink,soIcontacted her to ask how he was doing. Unfortunately sheinformedme that he’d died inMarch of2014. Following myintuition,Iaskedherifhe’dcommittedsuicideandshetoldmethathehad.

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After reading thatmessage Iwentout to breakfast. Oddlyenough he sat downacross frommeand started to talk withme, telling me that he wants to help me with this book bywritingachapteronsuicide. TodayIwas informedthatI’llbedoingawebinarwithhimandthatwillbe transcribed forthechapter.

About a month before this, a healer I once knew, by thenameofTerryO’Connell,cametomewhileIwasintheshowerandtoldmethat shewantedto helpmewithawebinar. So Iwrote it up and posted it. By the time you read this, thewebinar will have already taken place and will also be achapterinthisbook.

IhavetotellyouthatI’mnotawriterandI’mnotsurehowtolayoutastoryso I’mgoingtodowhatcomestomewhenitdoes. Ihopeyou’llbeablefollowalongwithmymindastherearetimeswhenitseemstobeeverywhere. This iswhy I loveworkingwithaneditorwho getsthematerial as itmakes thematerialeasierforyoutoread.

The parts of this book that I know I will be sharing arethosethathavetranspiredoverthelasttwoyearsandthenewlearningIhavetosharewithyoufromthattime.

The depths of sorrow that I’m feeling deep inmy soul arewhatgotmeto sitdowntowritetonight.Forthe dirst time inmylifeIamlivingalone.AsIsitheretonightI’mdinallyseeingthis sorrow, sadness, and loneliness that I forgot was therebecauseIhavebeensobusylivingmylifeinallofitsbusy-ness.Even though it’s always been there, I just really got in touchwithittoday.

Oneofthe things thatwe all tend to do is look outsideofourselvesforcomfort,forlove,forenergy,andforgratification,

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but insteadweneedto look insideforthese things. Youcan’treally have any of thesethings in your outerworlduntil youdindtheminyourinnerworld.

I know this because I recently connected with an oldboyfriend who I kicked to the curb for some fairly foolishreason at the time. It’s beentwo months since I’veseenhimandthissorrowkeepsshowingupwithinme.AtdirstIthoughtthatitwasbecauseImissedhim, buttodayIrealizedthat it’sbeenthereallofmy life. In fact, thesorrowhas nothingtodowithhimbeinghereornot,it’sjustthatthisreconnectionwithhimdinallybroughtitbacktothesurface.

AsIsitherewritingI’mrealizingthatIcan’tbewithhim,orwithanyoneforthatmatter,untilIhavehealedthiswithinme.As longas Idon’thealthis, insomeway I’llcontinueto eitherbring this on someone else, or make it the responsibility ofsomeone elseto makemehappy. Iknow thathappiness is aninsidejob,andItrulythoughtIwashappybecauseIhavebeentotallyenjoyingmylife.YetsuddenlywhatI’vecometorealizeisthatIamlonelyinsideandthatI’vealwaysbeenlonely.

Iamwritingthisinhopesthatithelpsmegetintouchwiththatpartofme,sothatlittlegirlinsidemecandinallybehappy.It’sfunny,butasI’mtypingthisshecametomeandtoldmenottoconnectwithherbecauseit’stoopainful.

My whole life I never feltwanted. I was the thirdchild andwhenIwasbornmymotherwas18yearsold.Eventhoughshedidherbest tokeepusclean,fed,andclothedverynicely, sheneverhadthatbondingwithmebecauseshewasn’tunableto.Ican’t blame her for this because she didn’t know how. Eventhough I love her now andwe are dinally close, that motherbondwasnevertherebetweenus.

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FinallywhenIwasateenagerwegottobefriends.Bythistime she’d divorced her husbandand father to the two kidswhoweremyyoungestsisterandbrother.ShewouldtalktomeaboutallkindsofstuffandIfeltveryclosetoherwhenshedid.Thenshe got a boyfriendandall of that friendship that I feltwithhersuddenlywentaway.

This brings me to my step mother… a woman who wasalwaysvery kindtome, butwhooneday suddenly turnedonme. As a result, I saw that what I thoughtwas real love wasactuallyfakelove.LatelyI’vebeenhearingalotoffakelove,butI’venotdoneanyclearingonityet.

Love… Wow! All of these thoughts keep rushing into myheadaboutreallove,fakelove…andwhatislove?

Wow…I justrealizedthat Ican’t let loveinuntil I learntolovemyself.

Did you know I’ve married two men who I didn’t lovebecause Ihadthebeliefthat if I lovedthem theywouldleaveme?ThisbeliefmanifestedthesituationandImarriedeachofthem after I’d brokenmy own heart. Twice Imarriedmen Ididn’t love, and twicewalkedaway frommen Idid love. As amatteroffactIhavehadbothofthesemenbackinmylifethissummerandIdiditagain;Ipushedthembothaway.

Whatthefuckiswrongwithme?WhywouldIdothat?

Again Ipushed loveaway. So canIbe open to loveif Idon’ttruly lovemyselfor feel that I’mworthyof it. I thought Iwasgood, but now I realizethat I still havesomework to do. I’msettingthatmyintentionforanayahuascaceremonytoreceivethishealing.

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Onthe17thofDecemberIdlewtoalocationtoconnectwithanAmericanshaman,whereI’llbedoingayahuascaforthedirsttime.In2010asIwasworkingtowardmyCertidicateofScienceinThetaHealing,anditwasthenthatI’ddirstheardaboutDMT.Since then I’ve heard about ayahuasca and that it’s said tobreakupthedeepdarkstuffinsideyouandalsotobringuptheloveatthesametime.Needlesstosay, IamlookingforwardtothisnewexperienceandIthinkthat’swhyI’mgettingintouchwithallofthissadnessonceagain.AlthoughI’vehealedthisonso many levels I didn’t know that so much of this was stillinsideme.Thisexperiencewillalsobeachapterinthisbook.

Atthepresenttime,myplanistorecordthiseventandputit in here, but we’ll see how this unfolds over the next fewweeks.

YouknowIamsittingheretypingawayandsmilingwithabigsmile…I’msohappytobewritingthisbook.Thankyouforbeinginterestedinreadingit.

Iloveyou,

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YoucallmeJesus.Mynameis“HaySus”.Iamyou,youareme.Thereissomuchemphasisputonmeintheworldabouthowamazing I amandthroughitall I'vetoldyou,youcando thisandmore. But yet you look at me andyou look at theothermasterslikewearedifferent thanyou.Wearenot.Wearethesameasyou.Wehavelearnedtoconnect to our truth… that'stheonlydifference.There’ssomuchemphasisputonme,andmyname, thatso

manyhealers intheworldareafraidtodowhatIdid.They'reafraid tobeinthepower. They'reafraidto seemiracles…andforalotofyou,it’sbecauseyou’reafraidthatyou’llbekilledforit.

Whathappenswhenyougetkilledinavideogame?You’restill quite alive, right? You’re just not playing thevideo gamewithyourfriends.Youseehow lockedintheyareinthevideogame,sowhatareyouafraidof.Youknow thatwhat youfearstopsyou.

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Inmylife, Ilearnedto befreeofthatandwasnotafraidofbeing stopped. Andwhenthey killedme and they putme inthattomb,IresurrectedandIlivedoutmylifeandthenIwenthome.

Icomehereallthetime.Iaminsomanyofyouandsomanyof you on this planet resonate with this energy and you’replugged into my energy, into that collective consciousness ofme, andyouradiate that love. But a lot ofyouthat aredoingthis are also locked into your ego and you think you’re coolbecauseofit,whichtotallydisconnectsyoufromthetruth.

The truth is that you’re amazing on your own. Youdo notneed to plug into the collective consciousness, or the beliefsystem, or even the programs of who youused to be, or thepower youused to be, because truly you are all of thatnow.Somepeoplelookbackinthepastlivesandthey’reall, “Iusedto be this,” or people in this lifetime, because of money ordegrees, theythink they'rereallycool. Youarereally cool, butbereally cool in the truth that youare in your heart shiningthroughGod.YouareradiatingGodonthisplanet.

What is God? GuesswhatGod is… Godis you. You are theGodyou are seeking. Tamra, yesterday standing there in herbathroomaftershegotoutoftheshower,shehadathought,“ofwhoamIspeaking,”andsheheard,“youarethemasteryouarespeakingto.”Andyouare themasteryouarespeakingto. Youareme.Youareeverything.Thereis trulynoseparationexceptyour own illusion of the separation. You are what you'reseeking. Youare seekingyou.Youareseekingto haveabetterconnectionwith you in this lifetime. Thereis no reason to gooutside, and look outside, and blame outside, for anythingbecauseit'sallwithinyou.

V: Just comeback to this… thatwhatwe seeoutside, we seeinside. So Jesus… so much love as our admirer, is just aredlectionofwhatwe’vegotinsideofusotherwisewecouldn’tseethat.

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Jesus:Yes,it’slikethestoryofthepilgrimscomingtolandandtheIndianscouldn’tseethembecausetheyweren’tawarethatships evenexisted, so they didn't see the ships. Sowhenyoubecomeunawareofthewarsaroundyou,theyjustdon'texist.

V: Inthesameway, attheopposite,whenyouadmire,or youareinspiredbysomeoneorsomethingyouareit.Notthat it’sinyou…youareit.Youarewhatyouperceive.Youarewhatyouadmire,orwhatyou’reinspiredby.

Jesus: Yes, because everything is a redlectionofyou, andyouwillreadandhearthisoverandoveragainfromme.Whatyouadmireandloveinothers,orloveintheworld,orarehappyforinothers,thenyoucanrecognizethatwithinyou,ordesirethatwithin you. The things you hate in theworld, or fear in theworld,arethingsyoufearwithinyou.

V: So theanswerbefore inthe dirst chapter, where it’s aboutreconnectingtoMotherEarth,andto theCentral Sun…weareMotherEarth…wearetheCentralSun.

Jesus:That’sright.Soreally,ifyouarethatadvanced, thenyougorightintoyourheartandyouconnectinyourheartbecauseeverythingintheuniverseiswithinyou.

V: So thequestionthat comesexactlywas that, howdoyou…howtogettothepointwherewelearninourselvesthatweareeverything?

Jesus: Yeahandthat iswhat you'restriving for… that iswhatyou're goingfor. Youknow Iwasn'tbornthisway. I…well… IwasbornthiswaybutwhatI'msayingisIsoughtteachingsandlearned,andexpanded, andmeditated.Itwasaprocessformeto get those learnings and those knowings, so that I couldbetotallyinmypowerandtotallydisconnectedfromtheillusion,andbeknowingandinthetruthforeverything.

That'swhy,whentheywantedtokillmybody,therewasnofearformethere.Itwasn’tthatIwassacridicingmyselfforyou,Iwasshowingyouthatthere'snoreasontofeardeath,because

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deathis justanillusion. Icameback andI showedyoumyselfthatitwasanillusionandthatIcouldcontinuemylife.Andyouknow, I reallywant tomakeapointonthat right now, becausethereare people, and there arebooks, andyour society needspeople like that, or doctors, or psychiatrists to have theseexperiencesso thatyoutrustthembecause they areeducated.So,alotofthemcomewiththoselabelstoteachyou.

Butthere’sasimplestoryofawomanthatwasinacomawhowas full ofcancer anddying. Shemetwithher father andherfathersaid,’Youcanlive.Youcanbewhole.Shewokeupandthecancerwasgone.Youcanseethesethingshappeninthisworld.Youhavethatability, it’s just like Ihealpeopleofblindness,ortheycouldn'twalk,becauseItotallyandcompletelysawthatforthem, saw thatforme, knowing itwas true for themas itwastrueforme.Youcanalsodothis. It'syourbeliefthat stopsyoufrom creatingmiracles in theworld, from creatingmiracles inyourlife,frommanifestinginstantly. It’syourfearofmanifestinginstantlythatholdsyouback.

It'salsoyourfearofyourpower.Somanyofyouhavefearofpower. Youfeel likeyouneedto becontrolled. That’swhy theprisons arefull…peopleareafraidoftheirpowerandthey feeltheyneedtobecontrolled,so theyputthemselvesinasituationwheretheyhavetobecontrolled…betoldwhattodo. It’sevenfearoftakingcareofthemselves, fearinghomelessness.Theygointojail,theygetfed,theygetbathed,theyhaveaplacetosleep…andthey’renotresponsiblefortheiractions.Thinkaboutthat.

So why are you needing to be controlled? Why are youneedingtobestuckinthefearandtheillusionsthatareonyourplanet?Youwillbefreeasahumanracewhenyoureleaseyourfear.Idiedonthecross. Ihadno fearbecauseIknewitwasanillusion. Get into the place where you realize all the fear isteachingyouthatyou'restuckintheillusion,andgointoaspaceof love, love foryourself, becauseyoucan't lovehumanityandyou can't love others on the planet unless you truly andcompletelyloveyourself.

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V: The word that comes to me is practice, because it’s not aquestionofsimplydoingitonceandsaying, “Okay, Idon’thaveanyfearanymore.”It’saprocess.Sois thereanythingthatyourecommendtodo topracticeto gomoreandmoreto this loveandletgoofthatfear?

Tamra: Absolutely. We’re switching back to Tamra now, andwhatyou’regoingtodois,sorry,letmeconnecthere…

Hereisaprocessandthisisanewprocessthatjustcametomeoverlastweekendduringorganrejuvenationclass,becauseas you know I do Sacred Activations, which clear hundreds,eventhousands,ofbeliefs.Butthisprocesscametomeduringclass,oractuallybeforeclass, sowhatyoudo,because95%ofthetimeyouareinyoursubconsciousbeliefs,right.

Subconscious beliefs…most ofthemareprogrammedfrom0 to 6years old, becausewe were in the theta brain waves,whichmeansyouwereinhypnosis.Soyouwereseeinghowtoactintheworld, youwereseeingwhatbeliefs,whatfears,andyouwerejustdownloadingalloftheseprograms.

So,inthisprocesswhatIwantyoutodoistoconnecttoMotherEarth…You’regoing toputyourfeet in the soil,orin the sand,pretendyou'rearootsystemina tree,oryou’regoingtogointoMotherEarth'sheartchakra.

Justlike theroot systemsin theworld,these energiesand thesebeliefsystemsarerootedinyoursubconscious,right?Andthey’rejustprograms.

Sowhatyou’regoingtodoispretendthatyoucangrabtherootsystemofthiscompleteprogramoffeararoundmoney, and allthe little programs that run behind it… that support it… likeclearingavirusoutofyourcomputer,orpullingweedsoutoftheground.

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You’regoingtograbtherootsystem,then Iwantyoutoimaginethatyou’re goingintothe Central Sun, intothe heartchakra oftheCentralSun. Then Iwantyoutowitnessthisrootsystem, allthese subconscious beliefs, completelyand totally incinerated…completelyburnedup,allaspectsofthem…andjustwatchwhilethishappens.

NowIwantyou toseewhatitisyouwish tocreate inyourlife…theoppositeofwhatyoujustreleased.Iwantyoutoseethisasabeautiful plant with an amazing root system of all the newsubconsciousbeliefsthatyouwould liketocreateinyourlife.Onthe5%whileyou'reaware,youknow,youwantthat95%ofthesubconscious mind working for you… not somebody else'sprogramsthattheyputin,butyours.

So,whatisit inthisrootsystemthat'sgoingin?What'sgoingtohappenisall the backgroundbeliefsystemsthatsupportthis, tobring this in, so that your subconscious createsthisfor you inyour life, is now coming in is being implanted in yoursubconsciousmind.

See thathappen.Andthen Iwantyoutoseethatrootsystemgoall thewaydown intoMotherEarth's heart chakra, and goingthroughyou,andconnectingtotheCentralSun.TheCentralSuncreatesit. MotherEarth shows it on the planet for you withinyourworld.

Imagine that the Central Sun isyoursubconscious andMotherEarthisyourconscious,yourbrain.Andthenwhenyou'reready,andyou feeltheenergyshift, comeback…imaginecoming backintoyourbodywiththeseconnections.

Doyouhaveanyquestionsaboutthat?

V:NoIthinkit’saverydeepprocess.

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Tamra: So this concludes…Jesus says, “I love youandIwantyou to look in the mirror, and when you’re looking in themirror I want you to give yourself a huge smile… HUGESMILE… and say, Jesus lovesme, this I know. Jesus lovesme,andit’sso.AndthenIwantyoutolookatyourselfinthemirrorandsay,‘HiJesus,’becauseyouarethis.Youarethedlowers.Youarethetrees.Youarethebirds.Youaretheforest.Youarethedishandthemammals.Youarethis.Loveyourself.Iloveyou.”

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Iremembermyunclewhowasalwaystheblacksheepinourfamily.Hewas alwaysresearchingspiritualityandhewasalsovery,veryChristian.Ithinkitwassomethinglike2010or2011when he toldme, “Tamra, remember the sun. It’s about thesun…whatisthesun?”AndIkindofthoughtaboutitandthenIdidn’tbecauseatthetimeitwaskindofovermyhead.

As I’dstartedreceivingtheactivations In2012, Iwas livingonamountaintopinSpain.Duringmytime there, onceinthemiddle of thenight I was awakenedwith this message, “TheSuniseverything.TheSuniseverything.Writeitdown.”Iwent,”Okay,”and then Iwrote it down.Now for the last four yearsI’ve been thinking about this. It’s stuck withmeall this timeandIkeepwonderingwhy?AndI’vebeenopentobeingshownwhy.

LastyearIspentalotoftimeinEurope.WhileIwasthereIstartednoticing ineachofthechurches andtheabbeys that Iwould go into, thatmostall ofthe spiritual digures in eachofthemhadthe Sunaroundtheirheads…or ahalo… connectedwithSpirit,connectedtothesun.LaterIwasreadingabook

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about Anna, Jesus’ grandmother, by Tom Kenyon. It’s achanneledbookandAnnawas talkingaboutonetimeasJesuswasmeditating thathesawhis father Josephgo into theSunandnotreturn.

AndthenIwasthinkingaboutMotherEarth,andthecentersofmaleenergyandthe suntoldmethatthesunistheDivineFather.

IthoughtaboutitandIwent,“Okay.”

ThenIstartedlookingmoreandmoreatthesunandthesuntoldmethat insteadofconnectingto theSeventhPlane, that IshouldconnecttotheSun.TheSuntoldme, “Iamyourfather.Iam the father, Divine Father energy, and it's important to beconnectedto both ofus.”It is the father, andMotherEarthisyourmother…yourDivineMotherandFather…andthenIsawthatpeoplealsocomethroughtheSun.

“Yes there's aCreatorofAll that Is, but I, theSun, amyourcreator.Youcomeinandthroughmewhenbeingbirthedontothis planet. I, theSun, amthe sperm to the egg for humanity.Beingonearth,youarebornthroughtheSun.”

In2003Ipaintedthiswatercolorofthesunwiththisangelcoming through it, dlying over it, and coming to earth. AndwhenIpaintedit,IwastoldbySpiritthatIwouldbetoldwhatitmeans, butat that time itwas beyondmy consciousness tounderstand.Yes,Ididn’tunderstanditthen,butIdonow.

A lot ofus comeand go throughthe sun. Again, theSun isour father and that’s what we’re born through. To getimmediate knowing and manifestation, go into the heartchakraoftheSun.

AndthenIwastoldbytheSuntostartgoingintotheSuntomanifest. In2013 I recordedan activation calledThe SacredSun. Iranthatenergy. Ididn’tknowmuchaboutitthen,but Iknewitwasourfather.Idon'treallygosearchingforthings.

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Things cometomewhenIneed to know them, which is anicewaytobe,formeanyway.AndsoIstartedconnectingwiththeSunandstarteddoingworkwithintheheartchakraoftheSun.

The Sun: YesTamra, this is true. I am themale energy. I amyourfatherandyourfatheronearth.Youdocomethroughme.Life begins and ends withme. When people see themselvesgoingintothelight, they’recomingintome.Youcancomeintomeanytimeyouwish. Iamhereforyou.Ihonoryou.Icherishyou.Irespectyou.

Humanity is an interesting bunch. They’re like a litter ofkittens… different colors, different spots, differentpersonalities, but really from the samemother and the samefather, just like all of you. It doesn’tmatterwhere youliveorwhat color your skin is because you’re all from the samemotherandfather.

You’re all brothers andsisters. Eachofyouis important tothewhole.Likeorgansareimportanttothebodytofunctionasawhole, youas ahumanare important for thewholehumanrace. As the liver is important to the body, so is eachhumanimportant to humanity… eachofthe different groups. Doyouunderstand? This is something that is important for you tounderstandveryclearly.

Whensomething inyourbody gets diseased, what do youdo? Youdon’t hate it. You love it and get it help. That's thesame way you should be acting in humanity. Don’t hatesomeone. Helpthem insteadbysending themlove.Whenyouseesomeoneactingoutindifferentways thataren’twhat youfeeltoberight,justsendthemlove.

Love yourself. What this means is to love humanityunconditionally, whichis the samethingwithyourbody. Youknow,you’vegotabigbutt, largefeet, small feet, bignose, bigears.Whateveritis,it’sokay.Justloveitbecauseit’spartofyour

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self-expression. That's like sayingyouwishhumanity was allone color, or one look. It's fun to have different things…different looksandlanguages. Eachofthesedifferencesmakestheexperienceuniqueandexciting.It’slikeaplayground.Enjoyit.Loveit.

YourMother Earthis so grateful andso fullof love foryouandsupportingyouinmanydifferentways.Sheisgrowingandlearningasyougrowandlearn.Iwillnevergoout.As longasyouexist, Iwill exist. Your fears about theearthdyingor theSundying…noneofthemaretrue. Insteadthesearejustotherfearsthatyouchoosetopluginto.

IamthemightySun.WhatdoImeanbymighty?Iamlarge.Iampowerful. Butyou…allofyou, havethesamepowerthat Ihave.As creatorsyouareaspowerfulasIambecauseyouarefromme.Youcomethroughme.Youcomeandgo throughme.Youcycle inandoutofother lives andyoutransform throughme…that’showyoucometoearth. IamthemightySun…theSunofcreation.Youaremychildren.Childrenofcreation.

IamtheSun. I ammorethanyouthink. Igivebirthto thislife.Therewouldbenotrees,no dishesinthesea,andnobirdsin theskywithoutme. Iamtheseedof life. Yes I fortify yourfoodandyourplants.Yesyouwouldnotbeabletolivewithoutme, but I’m so muchmore than that because of my creativepower. Imagine the creativepower that I have to grow fruits,and vegetables, and trees, and plants, and animals, andhumans,andallofthat.Idoallofthat.Imaginethat.

Butit’sreallyyouthatdoallofthatbecauseyouareme.Iamthe mighty Sun and you are me. You are humanity. Look athumanity.

Lookathumanityasonebody,asyourbody,becausethisisthetruth.Iamyourfather.

Don’tyouhavesomeofmytraits?

WhatdoIdo?Icreate.

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Whatdoesthatmeanforyou?Youcreate.

Whatdoesthatmeanforyouashumanity?Youallcreate.

Doyouunderstand?Thisisallofyou.

Create the love youwishto seeand it unfolds throughouthumanitybecauseit'sallconnected.

JustlikewhenyouseparateDNA,andyoutakeitathousandmilesaway,itreactsthesamewaythattheDNAdoeswhereitwasoriginally separated.Sothinkaboutyouashumanity, thatyouaretrulyallthesameDNA.Guesswhat?It'sthesamethingnomatterwhereitisintheworld.Italsoreacts.

You know that your thoughts, and feelings, and emotionscreate your reality. Truly it's your emotions completely andyour belief systems that create your reality. So what are youcreating inyour reality ashumanity? Youhave this power tocreateasIdo.Pleasecreatehumanity.

Humanity. I wish you to understand your power. Connectwith me on a daily basis. Connect with your mother andconnectwithmeeverydayandyourlifewillbeamagicalbliss.

Whatdoesthefatherwantforhischildren?Hewantsthemtobe bright and successful. What Imean by being successful issimply living in yourheartbecause that is thebiggest successthatanyofyoucanachievehereinthislife.Nomatterwhatyoudoformoney, justlive inyourheart.Live in yourheart andthemoneywillcometoyoubecausemoney’sjustenergy.Everythingyoudesirecomestoyou.

IamthemightySun. I liveinallofyou.TheysaytheSonofGod.ToactivatetheSonofGodinyourheart,askJesustocomeinto yourheart, right? That’s the ChristConsciousness, that’stheunconditionallove.Andyoucallhim‘Son.’Askmetocomeinto yourheart and light up your life. Askme to disintegrateanythingthat’s inyourway…tocompletelyandtotallydissolveit…sothatyoucanliveinhigherandhighervibrations,andthat

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youcanshowyourself, beseen,andliveinthelight, becauseIamthelight.

Iamthelight. Iamthelightthatlightsupyourlife. Iamthelight thatlightsup theworld.Whenthere’s darknessandyoushinea light, thedarknessno longerexists. That isbecauseofme.ConnectwithmeasIamthis.Iamthelight.

Doyouunderstand, children,Iamthelight. Iamthelight. Iamthelight. Iamthelight.Connectwithme.Connectwithmeonadailybasis.

IknowthatTamarahasthisvisionofthefuture.Sheseesallof your governments, and all of the people, and all of thetrainedmilitarypeopleworking togethertobuildwithineachcountry, sharing resources… teaching, and building, andsupportingeachotherforgrowth,andhealing,andhealth,andlove.Thinkaboutthat.

Tamra’svisionforthefutureistruth.Ifyoucreateit,youcango thisway.Or you can create a disease, which is hatredandfear and really an illusion, because the only thing that reallyexists is love.Right?Wherethereis lightthereisnodarkness.Soifyou’recreatingdiseaseinyourworld,shinethelightonit.Connectwithme.Imaginemyraysgoingintothedarknessandclearingit,beautifyingit,andenergizingit.Thinkaboutthat.

Here'ssomethingI'vetaughtTamratodo.Youcandothisnow.

Go deep, deep, deep into your heart and gather up all thedarknessandemptiness…allofthefears,allofthepain,allofthesorrow,andallofthe sadness.See it like it’sa tree trunkwitharootsystem.

Nowsee itin yourhand.Gatherallofthisupandwhenyou feelyouhaveitall,bringitupthroughthetopofyourhead.Youcan

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pretendthat you’regoingup in anelevatorifyou’d like.All youhavetodoispressthe‘SunHeart’button.

Whenthe elevatordooropens, itopensinside ofmyheart…thecore ofmybeing…the coreofmyunconditional love. Nowstepoutoftheelevatorwitheverythingthatyouhave inyourhand…allofthoseenergiesandfeelings…allofthatdarkness.Nowjustlet it go into me, and watch it disintegrate the darkness…disintegrate it, so it is completelygone and no longer exists inanytimeorrealitywithinyourspace.

Thenguesswhat happens? It’s replacedwith the raysofme, ofthebrightraysofmypureliquidgold.Seethatyoucan takeoneofthese rays, it can look likea lightning bolt, and that you cantake thisto the place where there wasall ofthat darknessandemptiness.

Now plug in this light and bring it back into your being. Thatlight nowUillsall the areasthatwere once darknesswith PureGold…Pure Source energy… the power of creation in love nowUills yourwhole being. Imagine that you plug that intoMotherEarth’sheartchakra,andyoukeepitpluggedintome.

You look at yourself and you’re in this golden light that’sconnectedtoMotherEarth,andconnectedtome. Itisimportantforyou to be connected toMother Earth and tome, aswe areyourmotherandfather.

Thingsgosomuchbetterwhenyoumanifestinthisenergy.It’s mucheasier andmuchmore powerful to manifest whenyou’reconnectedtoMotherEarthandyou'reconnectedtome,the Central Sun, the Galactic Sun, your Creator, your Father,yourDivineFather.

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You know how important it is for children to have theirmothers and fathers to learn different things? It's the samewithbeing connected to me andMother Earth. When you’reconnected to us both, it’s much easier to manifest your life.Whenyou'relookingtomanifestandcreatethingsinyourlife,or even to let them go, go into Mother Earth’s heart chakra,takeanelevatorup, andconnectwithme.Orevenjustgointoyourheartbecauseinyourheartiseverything.

Iaminyourheart. Youknowhow theChristians teachyouto invite Jesus into your heart, to invite creation into yourheart, to invite the Sonof God into your heart. What do youthinkIam?IamtheSunofGod.IamtheSunofcreation.Invitemeintoyourheart.Youhavethewholeuniversethere.Connectwithmedaily.I'myourfather. Iprotectyou.Iloveyou. Ihonoryou.Irespectyou.Iamthesun…andIamyou.

Tamra: Wow. So there you go. Go into the sun to create…createthelifeyoudesire.

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