I need you..

The world is changing

So am I

I dont know why I go in gloom

Losing all my mood

Suddenly, something bothers me

I cant run but must I face it

Ego, rage, fights, sadness, excitement, jealousy

They are my enemies

I wish I was a robot

Which doesnt have any feelings

But I have it

I cant help it

I ask you thou god

Why have you given human, these qualities?

Feelings & emotions are the biggest ghosts

Dont wish to see your doom

I dont know if this is right or wrong

If I had done anything wrong

I plead sorry to you

For I cant face you

I wonder what happens to me

I am totally off the life

God has given me a great brain to think

But thinking too much leads to wretchedness

I cant figure out anything

I feel as if I have been massacred by confusion

Before this turns into poison

Will you come to avert it?

I cant get along with anyone

I behave the worst I ever can

I may be the real guilt

But I never can realize it

Will you come again?

To enlighten me

Or should I be left forever

In this ruined verse

What can I do?

When I am attacked by evil?

I can cry but I cant run

How long should I be like this?

Oh angel, before they kill me,

I need to see you

I need to hear you

I need to feel you

II need you