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Issue 2
August 2020
Oscar Luparia - Looking for a landfall
Drifting Sands, Issue 2, August 2020
Reading the works of contributors during this challenging but rewarding time
has been an honor and vastly-enriching experience. So many thank yous go out
to all who submitted! Thank you for sharing the fruits-of-your-labor with us.
Thank you for adding a little color to the world.
Please, everyone, enjoy the read.
With blessings,
Richard Grahn, Drifting Sands Founder & General Manager
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A Rose by Any Other Name*
Terri L. French
Sioux Falls, South Dakota USA
I point my cell-phone at the blue, five-petaled flower and click. Campanula Americana,
commonly known as American Bell. Choosing the save option I add the photo with
identification to my “library.” I’ve accumulated quite a collection since downloading the app
Plantsnap to my phone. There’s a similar app to identify birds by their songs.
Seems we have an inherent need to label things. Maybe it makes us feel smart, superior. But,
how often is the app wrong, causing me to believe a flower or bird is something other than
what it is? How many times have I spread that misinformation? “Did you know that is the
song of the Benwick wren?” Most people take my word for it, but every once in a while I get
called out. “No, actually you’re misinformed. It’s a Carolina wren.”
Perhaps it doesn't matter and I should simply enjoy nature and its creatures for what they are,
a blessing.
summer shower
a full rainbow
on the beetle’s back
*Romeo & Juliet, Act II, Scene II
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Blowin’ in the Wind
Jo Balistreri
Waukesha, WI USA
He welcomed us to the moon of the beaver*, nudging our imaginations from the minute he
walked into the room. A Native American from the Mesabi Range, he stood in front of a
roaring fire and asked us to empty our minds and follow the sound of his cedar flute. In the
quiet, strange yet familiar vibrations brought us back to the land and a time we had perhaps
known only in the womb.
Bamboo clacked and reeds swished in an atmosphere of dreaming. The sound of water, a fish
leaping? It was easy to envision soughing ponderosa pines or a soaring red-tail hawk in the
sliver-blue space of sky that had opened within. We shuddered with the cry of raven, the
haunting howl of coyote.
When the rhythm of our day unraveled into the rhythm of night, when fire-cast shadows
loomed large, the last song began with the singer’s silken thread, interwoven by our threads
until woof and weft created one multi-colored song. When we finished, the music we had
made together filled the room. It rang in our ears even as we were leaving.
the sumac’s flame
roadside shadows deepen
in a swirl of light snow
*The Ojibwe people’s name for November moon.
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After Sleep
Keith Polette
El Paso, Texas, USA
I’ve hiked before dawn into the mountains for the first time in months, feeling like a bear after
a long hibernation, my feet unsteady on this narrow path. My breath comes in out in chuffs,
louder than I’d like, and it startles a handful of deer, causing them to skirt by me like shadow
dancers entering a distant stage. The sun begins to crest the mountain, it’s blazing edge like
something in a Blake painting. I stop and bend down to tie my shoe. The wind has begun to
stir and tosses a brown leaf next to my foot. I start to brush it away, but instead study it for a
moment and chuckle when I notice that both of us are curling at the edges.
falling leaves
the curled shavings
of a carpenter’s plane
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Renascence
Kristen Lindquist
Camden, ME USA
Among the many spring ephemerals that dapple the forest floor before the leaves unfurl, the
bloodroot is appealing in its simplicity: each white-petaled flower arises on its own stalk,
cloaked by a single, embracing leaf. The petals open wide in sunlight, greet the day by
revealing their bright yellow stamens.
vernal pool
clusters of frog eggs
mingle with clouds
To understand its name, you have to dig up the flower. Its rhizome oozes a reddish sap with
which you can make a red dye. These rhizomes spread year after year to form colonies of
bloodroot plants. Ants also help by dispersing seeds.
princess pine
the small beautiful things
we step on
A friend grows a cultivated variety of double-flowered bloodroot that is especially
breathtaking, as if waterlilies had bloomed in the bare earth. She invites me over every spring
to see them, understanding how the pure-white beauty of these flowers amid April’s leaf litter
and mud brings me an easy, necessary joy.
spring snow
what did I do to deserve
this life
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On Springdale Lane
Jo Balistreri
Waukesha, WI USA
Gramma and I sit on the front porch, our legs supporting the different sized bowls of our laps.
Heaps of peas nap in their glossy shells, fresh and green from the garden. With the colander
between us, we sieve words, talk quietly or not at all. The sky hangs hot and limp stretched
like a sheet on the line. It’s July, our skirts bunched up to our knees. Cicada choruses lull us
almost to sleep, their constant buzz a backdrop for daydreams.
When the gray coupe drives up, the unshelled peas spill from our lap onto the porch. We walk,
half run as Dad opens the door to help my mother. She turns back the blanket to the face of
my new brother. Scrunched and wrinkled, he looks like a shriveled pea. My parents make a
fuss over me, then walk ahead with the baby.
summer drought
she dowses
for words
finds
only cracked acorns
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No goodbye
Ian Overton
Belfast, United Kingdom
He waived goodbye to the hotel guests and walked California. Making friends with the fresh
air, he recollected the talk of tomorrow’s tequila sunrise and contemplated shimmering
horizons.
homeless wanderer
found the eagles drinking wine
such a lovely place
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Shadow
Jacob Salzer
Vancouver, Washington USA
There are only a few ways he could have entered my apartment. He could have slipped in
through the back door when it was open, briefly. He could have crawled his way through
openings in the floor, behind cabinets where power cords disappear into the void. But no. I
think this guy took the ultimate route, on a secret mission to paradise. He held his breath,
then swam in the dark, through intricate pipes in the walls and finally emerged from the toilet
into the bright lights of my bathroom, gasping for breath. He then dried himself off with my
towel, grabbed some leftover crumbs of cereal on the kitchen counter, then sat back and
relaxed under my couch as he listened to me play guitar. A free concert. With front row seats.
Now he has disappeared once again, this time beneath the oven, out of sight, like a secret
agent. Like 007.
cracks
in the old brick wall
sound of wind
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Myth of the Body
Kat Lehmann
Guilford, Connecticut, USA
To feel the subtle surprise each day peering at the world from behind eyes. To be a finite
container harboring what is limitless. To be alien on a planetary sojourn. To feel the mind is
somehow uncontained by the space between cupped hands. To one day diffuse as something
incorporeal. To become the very atmosphere. To slip into the boundless evermore.
wilderness
of the measureless seas
I imagine
a home for nameless creatures
and this old hopeful heart
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January 26
Michael Dylan Welch
Sammamish, Washington
At the start of World War II, when my dad was about twelve, he was evacuated from the south
coast of England, to Winchester. A few years later, he was called up for military service and
registered as a conscientious objector. He was told to do either hospital or farm work. Dad got
a good job in the accounts office for a hospital in the city of Portsmouth. However, after a
short time, he was told that the job was too cushy for a conscientious objector. Then he took
up farm work in Cambridge, and was put in charge of fruit-picking gangs for Chivers Jams.
When in season, he picked fruit for the royal household in London. I remember my dad
saying, with a gleam in his eye, how he used to pick strawberries for King George and Queen
Elizabeth—and that he saved the best strawberries for himself.
on the anniversary
of his death
strawberries and cream
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The Connoisseur
Kala Ramesh
Pune
As a kid, I loved adding moustaches and beards to faces in newspapers ... I didn't discriminate
between the sexes.
But after a year or two I got tired of giving the same features to every face, and so my next
hobby began—observing men with fancy hairstyles. Those were the days without smartphones
to take a quick pic, so my mind acted like blotting paper!
Never thought I would become the portrait painter I am now—People say I paint faces with
beards and moustaches better than most. I don't tell them I've practised from the day I was in
the cradle!
when did I stop
being adventurous .?
the ganga
still plays hide and seek
with the himalayas
drifting sands …
the autumn breeze
coddles
the night sky
with its million stars
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Mixing
Colleen M. Farrelly
Palmetto Bay, Florida USA
The morning sun peaks through half-closed basement drapes as if checking for my pulse. I
crashed here last night and the several nights before that; it’s homier hauling out on this
couch beneath an American flag than dealing with my dorm. I sleep beside half-drunk beers,
shared swapping stories of one desert or another, of buddies who’d have been buddies had
they come home. My bookbag blends into the back corner housing other go-bags and standard
issue boots. I bite off half a granola bar on my way out.
Repackaging
a broken label—
hiding what’s inside
There’s not much sand or snow or underbrush outside—just sidewalks crammed with co-eds
clad in sweaters and cell phones, half-dozing as they cross another quad. A few stubborn
leaves cling to a maple branch outside my chemistry lab. I linger a bit, hoping to slide in late.
Class starts as it always does—with the list of those killed since 9/11.
Reagents
bubbling over
my worlds colliding
Note: Memories from my transition to college life (Marquette University, 2004).
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It Happened So Fast
Alexis Rotella
Arnold, Maryland USA
I arrive wearing threadbare pajamas. I notice a small hole in the orange robe of the monk who
greets me with a bow and an apology. Someone made a mistake. It’s Mercury retrograde, after
all. They were supposed to summon another Alexis, not me. But it’s too late now. The body I
left behind cannot be revived. No sense grieving. What’s done is done. To compensate they’ll
put my name on a waiting list and when the right parties are making love, they'll send my soul
to the appropriate womb.
in the bardo no curlicues
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Surfing the spin foam
Mark Meyer
Mercer Island, Washington USA
I wish I could figure out why the world is so out of whack — wave after wave. Has Mercury
gone retrograde again? No, Mercury's always going retrograde. This time it's truly different; I
can feel the subsonic clash of the chthonic tides through my shinbones. Something like
geo-hydro-thermodynamics meets chaos theory meets epidemiology. Are the magnetic poles
shifting? Could this be sunspots, comets, or another harmonic convergence, an alien invasion?
Kind of reminds me of the Velikovsky and Alvin Toffler I read long ago.
moving the mountains…
the ineffable force
of human folly
Hell, I used to think equilibrium would count for something other than a second rate transient
state of mind/matter. Stability comes less and less blowing hot and cold. Damn fickle bipolar
equilibrium! We're such a wee bubble in the grand scheme of things, always getting perturbed
in the wake of the divine turbines, tilting and precessing our way in a wobbly vertiginous orbit
that I never can get the hang of.
the lotus opens
as an elephant dies
I view the half-moon
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Heavenly Bodies
Chris Bullock
Victoria, British Columbia, Canada
Sun streams through the windows of this downtown elementary school library. Standing in
the middle of a circle of seated mothers and children, I waggle my bum like Rags the
disobedient dog, and flutter my fingers to represent a twinkling star. Then I encourage the
mums to make their fingers into spider legs ascending their children’s arms as we recite the
story of the incy-wincy spider climbing up the waterspout.
The mothers and children are here for “Parent-Child Mother Goose,” a program designed to
teach young parents how to bond with their babies and toddlers through rhymes and songs.
My co-teacher is Sylvia, a woman in her twenties; she’s experienced in leading these sessions,
but this is my first.
I trained in the Mother Goose program to help young parents. But I also wanted to learn to
express my playful side, and so I’m happy to be able to act silly in a room where everyone is at
least thirty years younger than I am.
When the mothers repeat the “Stars” chant after us, though, unexpected tears well up:
“Where are the stars? There, there!” (Mother points to the sky.)
“Where are the stars? There, there!” (Mother points to baby’s eyes.)
“Where is my star? Right here!“ ( Mother hugs baby.)
The delight these mothers take in their children provokes in me a deep pain about the loving
attention I missed in my own childhood.
empty rainspout
a star glimmers
in the lake’s dark waters
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Muejaza
Lew Watts
Chicago, Illinois USA
It is late April—soon it will be too hot to work. I am with two other geologists, measuring deep
gouges into the bedrock-floor of a wide wadi. These striations, some over ten feet deep and
extending for miles, formed at the base of a glacier that ground its way across Oman some
three hundred million years ago. There is no shade.
where desert meets sky
a white-thobed bedouin
walks on water
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The Gap
Matthew Caretti
Mercersburg, PA, USA
I see the back of my soul
walking away. Without
a place or a name, the “I”
becomes timeless. Mind
full of nonsense.
after the wind the mountain
To undo evolution
a revolution in reverse.
Un-redefining each moment.
The breath a wedge
prying open the Real
in reality.
taking hold each shaft of light
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Deep Sky
Simon Hanson
Launceston, Tasmania Australia
Fortunate we were to spend those years in The Red Center. One crystalline night walking
under its desert sky we found ourselves wondering about origins, talking of primordial
things—flesh made of stardust, histories aglow in our genes. We pondered without claiming to
know, the conundrum of matter and mind, marvelled over galaxies, arriving at the
question—could the cosmos be alive? Over a rise we came, an expanse lay before us—a shallow
lake after recent rains. And within this body of water, on the brink of tremor, the dark depths
of space strewn with silver.
atomic pulse
the fathomless abyss
in a grain of sand
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A topography of memories
prose: Joanna Delalande
senryū/haiku: Oscar Luparia
A bouquet of sunflowers in my hand, summer fruits in my wicker bag . . . Coming back from
the neighborhood market, as always on the same road, I just want to savor this warm July
morning: now that the earth smells so good after the rain and the greenery is even more vivid
with moisture.
Unexpectedly, after a few steps, a gentle breeze starts blowing and makes my flowers dance
like in the past, in the far-off landscape of “that” village . . .
time machine—
thoughts and white clouds
travel together
That’s how I find myself looking again at the map of my memories: the sandy path, sparkling
sunbeams through the leaves of the poplars, thatched roofs everywhere, fields of wheat with
poppies and cornflowers swaying in the golden light, the magic forest and its irresistible
call . . . And that house, surrounded by four chestnut trees, a small bench in front of it to rest
and contemplate the sky, the ancient wishing well in the garden that kept the mysteries of the
world. It was the place where I and my little friends found the seasonal treasures offered by
nature, where we talked about our “secrets”, sitting on branches of an apple tree. I still
remember that taste of freshly picked gooseberries in my mouth, that sweet juice on my
hands . . .
midsummer night
the moon and my dreams
down the well
As thousands of other stories have ended, today that garden no longer exists. I’ll never visit it
again, but my sentimental journey is able to repeat itself as long as I live. I belong to that
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place, independently of time and space: an inner garden where I love to linger every time it
wakes up in my soul.
in the shade of a tree . . .
caressing its leaves,
blessing its roots
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Shortly Before Starting College
Catherine Altimari
Powder Springs, Georgia USA
We sit on the edge of the picnic table, with our feet on the bench, looking out at the
lake—absent its sparkle from the afternoon sun—as the day wanes into evening. We sit
here—my dad and I—without saying a word.
train rattles
through the intersection
my bags in the trunk
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Uncaged
Kala Ramesh
Pune, India
bringing my thoughts back to the present
I've been at this game for the last hour
swaying between yesteryears and tomorrow
the mind sneaks its muddy paws
one foot behind and one foot forward
faster than light or sound
covering great distances
indescribable is the word
that describes this machine
sitting smugly within the body
where is this mind
and how does it function
even great yogis and seers couldn't fathom it
and still, the power it wields over my emotions
Predawn
cloudburst …
wave patterns
and raindrops
woven in sand
become the ocean
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Back Again
Dan Hardison
Wilmington, North Carolina, USA
Cataract surgery is common and routine nowadays, but I had an additional problem. Both
corneas had to be repaired through surgery also. So here I was being prepped for my third eye
surgery in five months with the prospect of one more to go.
The prep nurse was going over the procedure when the anesthesiologist arrived to introduce
herself, “Oh, I remember you. I put you to sleep for your first surgery. It looks like I’ll be doing
it again.” Later it occurred to me that it had been five months and many other patients since
our paths last crossed. So what was so memorable about the first surgery that she still
remembered me?
traveling
a familiar road . . .
forget-me-nots
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Sheltered in place
Tom Painting
Atlanta, Georgia USA
I keep coming back to this: A small cabin on a remote bay in the Thousand Islands. An
eleven-year old boy on a fishing trip with his father. The boy stands on the shore. An
aluminum rowboat nudges the dock. Up the short rise the boy hears the creak of a screen
door. His father steps onto the porch, holding two fishing poles and a tackle box, a lit cigarette
between his lips. In a very few years a laundromat will open at the far end of the bay, dumping
enough phosphate-laced wastewater to ruin the fishing for a generation. The unfiltered
Camels will eventually kill his father. And while many things come to no good, this carefree
childhood memory remains pristine and perfect.
case sensitive
my thoughts secure
in The Cloud
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Nightmare at the Gas Pump
Michael H. Lester
Los Angeles, California USA
My car has been sitting idle for four months. I start it once a week to keep the battery charged
and the fluids circulating, rolling it forward and back a few feet each time to rotate the tires.
The dirt, dust, tree sap, and bird droppings lay thick on the surface of the car. Finally, I decide
to wash it, purchasing all the necessary materials, except soap, on Amazon, despite the several
negative ratings that warn me off every product they sell. I thought I would use dish soap, but
as I prepare to roll up my sleeves and scrub, I learn it isn’t good for the paint. I do not want to
wait until next weekend to wash the car, so I use dish soap anyway.
like a wormhole
a shortcut through the alley
saves time
but when I get a flat tire
I deflate like a balloon
We have several doctor’s appointments coming up and we need gas in the car. I wait until
dark, around 9:30 PM, to go the gas station and fill the tank. Sure, the UV rays of the sun are
already gone and the virus is suspended in mid-air at just about nose level waiting for an
unsuspecting high-risk individual to take a deep breath, but there should be fewer customers
on a Sunday night and therefore, less virus. So goes my reasoning, anyway.
keeping a low profile
I take furtive glances
left and right
like a cat burglar
scaling the mansion wall
Armed with face mask, rubber gloves, hand sanitizer, disinfectant spray, and disinfectant
wipes, I arrive at the gas station, slink out of my car, survey the landscape (all concrete and
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steel), and make my move. I spray everything before I touch it, insert my American Express
card, which the gas pump rejects several times, drop the card in a baggie, and insert my Chase
Visa card, which the gas pump accepts, grab the pump and begin filling the tank, keeping my
eye on the number of gallons, as the wheels roll relentlessly around on the face of the gas
pump. While I pump, a maskless gas station attendant suddenly appears within a few feet of
me, and with a guilty grin pours a green liquid into the tray that holds the windshield-wiper
solution. There is nothing I can do about the infectious intrusion but gape open-mouthed
behind my mask, and she is gone in an instant. It is much like waking up from a nightmare
and finding it is real.
an incident
I had hoped to avoid
occurs anyway
my only recourse…
write the tanka prose
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Searching for Never Never Land
Pris Campbell
Lake Worth, Florida USA
Sometimes he gets as far as the front door, aging face last seen at 30, before I realize that I’m
dreaming. He was never my perfect lover, except in bed, that same bed that held me in his
spidery web until cruelty split his lips. Until other women were blatantly edged into the space
we shared.
Yet, occasionally, he pays me these creepy visits, I feel, from some deep psychic manifestation
within his soul sending its vapors out in these nighttime searches.
I believe he seeks immortality through the eyes of the ones he’s convinced still long for him. A
memory shared with others, perhaps. A comment on his gifts in bed. Perhaps a clay molding
of his torso, penis intact and erect.
He travels nameless on my sidewalk. Anonymous in my poems.
another branch
lost from the weeping willow
my shredded pictures
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Darkness
Pris Campbell
Lake Worth, Florida USA
Flowers and signs mound higher just past the intersection not far away. A pink dress flew
through the air after the chevy screeched past. A partial license scribbled by witnesses. The car
was silver, the witnesses say. Found in his own wreckage a few miles down, his back seat held
a child’s bike with a bow on it and a smashed birthday cake.
a falling sun
lights up my window
cries soften
from the man next door
lamenting his lost love
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The Comeback
Barbara Tate
Winchester, Tennessee USA
He sits in the dark on the third of six steps that lead to the dock where an old yacht floats in
her berth. "So this is what happens to broken down old tennis pros," he says to a curious feral
cat that perches itself on the second step. The old pro rubs aching knees with gnarly arthritic
hands. The past three nights the yacht’s tarped dinghy has given up it's privacy and let him
crawl into her dark musty innards. Neither sunrise or sunset nor the sun of high noon ever
brightens the musky darkness but it's a place to sleep.
The old man and the cat watch heat lightning flash over the bay. Draining the last swallow of
Jack, turning the bottle up he lets the last drop drip on his tongue. "You know, cat, I'm too old
for this. She treats me like a kid. Here I'm 68 years old and she chases me off, tells me not to
come home till I have an attitude adjustment. Go figure. And what attitude am I supposed to
adjust, anyway? What about you, cat? You ever have lady problems? Course not. Silly
question. You'd just move on. Well, I'm too old for that. Chasing days are over. Maybe
tomorrow she'll let me go home."
sunday silence
yesterday's story only
a memory
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Journal Entry #42
Hemapriya Chellappan
Pune, India
I'm flying in circles around a tall castle. I clench my Nimbus 2000 in one hand as I try to catch
the flying key in the other. At first, I'm confident and cool, but then I'm an autumn leaf
quivering in the wind, until I realise I'm flying. "Oh God, what if I fall and break a leg?" As I
am chased into the approaching vortex, a voice interrupts, urging me to wake up.
black hole scent of a snuffed candle
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The Other Way Wind
Barbara Tate
Winchester, Tennessee USA
I walk out of the dream, a cat with seven lives left, on a mission to gather strings and strands
of a troubled year. It's not easy living in the shadows, searching shallows, wind is blowing the
other way twisting my hair.
I hide inside myself, caught not tamed, floating outside the pull of gravity on a mission with
no path. Old age owns my life, winter colder than last year creeps into bones and won't let go.
The glow that touched my cheeks is gone and there is nowhere I have to be.
bedtime story
wearing dark colors
to match the mood
four months ago
a different world
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Sanguis Christi
David Grayson
Alameda, California USA
The communion lines are empty now and the parishioners are settling back into the pews. A
Eucharistic Minister returns to the altar with a chalice. He pauses, gazes upward, and lifts it to
his lips.
gulping
cheap Merlot
hunger moon
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Welcome to the Neighborhood
Bryan Rickert
Belleville, Illinois USA
“I’m celebrating! Give me a little something nicer than the usual.”
“Sure thing Dave. What are we celebrating?” I ask, sliding him a drink.
“I finally did it. I moved out of the old neighborhood into a nicer place. With my military
benefits and state trooper pension, I can retire into something nicer. Even though the inside
needs a bit of work. The fridge is shot. It could use new siding and I’ll need to get a
lawnmower by week’s end.”
“The fridge. You’ll get a new one of those right away. Gotta keep the beer cold.”
“No. The mower and the siding first. I’ll rough it for a while without the fridge.”
“Surely the siding can wait, Dave!”
“Let me clue you into something, young man,” Dave tells me, “My home has to look nice on
the outside. I’m a black man. It doesn’t matter what the other houses look like. If mine looks
bad, you know what they will say. Here they come, moving in, ruining the neighborhood.”
trick-or-treat
the neighbor kids
wearing sheets
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The Future of Memory
Prose: Gary Lee Joyner
Tanka: Marjorie Buettner
I saw my collection of memories and plans mixed together haphazardly on a shelf that was
attached just below the ceiling coving. I climbed a small stepladder and leaned up to randomly
lick an assortment of them. Their sweetness had faded. Some were now acidic and bitter. The
one at the farthest end was completely tasteless.
at night
those memories you left
become palpable
small moths beating
their wings at the screen
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Seventh Anniversary
Colleen M. Farrelly
Palmetto Bay, Florida USA
"Use two hands—not one, not like the gangsters on the screen," I laugh. I slip my hand around
your wiry waist to steady your hands caressing the pistol. You shoot straight, and the avatar
disappears into pink mist. You swivel around, caught in my arms, and catching me in yours.
two algorithms
dancing through data
my computer
searching
for memories of you
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Splash
Marilyn Humbert
Berowra Heights, New South Wales Australia
North Central Victoria. The lava sun is centre-point in the azure sky. Flies cling to exposed
skin, there’s not a breath of wind to dislodge them. We gather hats and towels, put on thongs
and bathers and head to the muddy irrigation channel running along the farm boundary.
we swim
our broad river
bank to reedy bank
embroidering
afternoon ripples
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Fume of Sighs
Zane Parks
Cape Coral, Florida USA
1967. I don’t know why. He offers. I accept. But the pot is too much for me. Now, I’m on the
floor leaning against one wall. They're whispering together up against another. He is urging
her to his bedroom. She demurs. Back and forth. Maybe she’s trying to spare my feelings. We
were lovers. Not so long ago. She wouldn’t have told him, though. Eventually, they take me
home. To her best friend. To my wife.
Motown
riot-torn and up in smoke
the heat
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Still Life in Winter
Joan Prefontaine
Cottonwood, Arizona USA
“I only read great poets like W.H. Auden,” she remarks, waving her hand in the air as if to bat
away a pesky fly, when I mention that I occasionally write poetry. She turns to gaze out her
kitchen window at the snow-encrusted yard, where nothing will bloom for months, while I
suddenly picture Basho in 1682, after his hut burned down, traveling alone to Yamura, in low
spirits, to stay with a friend, stopping along the way to watch the moon rise.
the long wait
in silence
tulip bulbs
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Rachel
oni Tomiwa
Osogbo
The last time we spoke, she asked if I had a girlfriend and I thought we had won. Rachel had
been fighting her demons alone until I offered her help. She had two people inside of her; one
was art and love, the other was pain. And pain was stronger than the resolve to live; to love.
When I learned she was gone, I didn't ask how it happened. I knew that it was murder. She
had finally killed her. I would never see her again.
cold blast . . .
unable to track
a sparrow's flight
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Nobody Home
John Budan
Newberg, Oregon USA
The Camellia Festival is his favorite time of the year. I’m greeted at his garden by rays of sun
filtering through sunflowers and bouncing off Zou Zou the cat. As usual, the door is left open
for me so I search the house but he is not at home. I don’t check the basement.
tied to rafters
the frayed rope
he left behind
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Show and Tell
Kat Lehmann
Guilford, Connecticut USA
My daughter explains the life story of each stuffed animal. I lift a cat puppet and slip my hand
inside. She shakes her head and says, “She doesn’t like that. How would you like it if someone
did that to you?”
sea change
the rising levels
of compassion
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Arid Hope
Frank J. Tassone
Montebello, New York, USA
An endless drought. The reservoir continues to dry out. Wheat and barley fields, once so full
of promise, have whilted for want of water. Like everything else.
We watch the medicine woman stirring her pot over a fire. She adds dash of some
foul-smelling herb, chants a litany in a language none of us understand. We watch in silence.
She is our last hope.
If she fails, we all must abandon our village, our home for generations untold. Not all of us
will survive such a journey.
She finishes her chants, stirs her bubbling pot one last time.
No one says anything for a long time. Finally, our headman musters up the courage we all
lack.
“Well?”
Her cerulean eyes meet his. One breath, then another. At last, she smiles, points up.
gathering clouds
the crescending woosh
of sudden wind
these tender mercies
upon which we depend
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Swing a Cat
Johannes S. H. Bjerg
Denmark
- WAAAAAAAAUUUUUUIIIIIIII!
- Can’t you go swing that cat elsewhere? The park, for instance.
- Not with all that sickness out there.
- No one will get close to you swinging that thing around.
- You never know, do you? You can’t be sure. There might be some militant terrorist animal
rights activist WITH A FACE MASK who’d attack me.
- I’m sure there’s a lot of militant terrorist animal rights activists out there, but you can easily
fight them off with that cat.
- Mh. Maybe you’re right. I’ll go to the park.
- You can’t.
- Why not?
- It’s closed.
- Why is it closed?
- The Corona virus, you know.
- I can beat that down.
- How?
- Using the cat, stupid.
- Oh, yea …
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(Opens a newspaper from last year and closes it again. Counts the cigarette stumps in the
ashtray and checks the number against the winning lottery number in the paper).
- Darn! I could have won!
- Won what?
- The lottery on this day a year ago.
- Why didn’t you?
- I hadn’t smoked enough.
- That will teach you.
- Teach me what?
- To smoke more fags and never, NEVER, throw a butts away without having made a note of it
your little black book.
- My little black book? I don’t even have a little black book.
- You don’t? Well, you can get one for Christmas.
- But Christmas is half a year away.
- We can have one next Wednesday.
- One what?
- A Christmas. We can have a Christmas next Wednesday?
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- Why not this Wednesday?
- I have a “swing a cat” class in the park.
Sometimes
the ocean full of ‘em
waves
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Webs
Nancy Rullo
Brooklyn, New York USA
A filigree of snowy limbs surrounds the house. The fragility, the magical singular moment
holds the solitary captive inside its intricate embellishment. As dawn’s first light moves
silently over the hill to the east, kitchen clock ticks, wood stove crackles, hungry squirrels leap
across branches, phone rings, broken gutter drips the melting lace, and it runs down the glass
obscuring my view.
moving white thread
with Grandma Minnie tatting
around the pins, my small hands
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Windows
Sean O'Connor
Tipperary, Ireland
As I arrive on the scene I immediately realise my father is having a stroke. He is seated in his
local pub where he had gone for help when he felt something was wrong. His left arm is limp.
A paramedic asks me to confirm that the left side of his face is drooped. He looks startled and
helpless and there is an atmosphere of unstated fear and concern among the bar's patrons.
Among his friends.
speeding ambulance
through its tinted windows
a waning moon
The following day I go to my fathers' house to gather some of his clothes to bring to the
hospital. There is a photograph on his bedroom wall of a boy on a cart pulled by a donkey.
There are two large milk churns on the vehicle. The boy, who is three years old, holds the reins
in his hands. He is in charge. That boy is me.
On the bedside locker there is a travel guide for Japan, the one he used when he visited us
there.
that night with my dad
his joyful discovery
the dance of fireflies
The stroke unit is always busy. As the days go by I recognise more and more staff. Cleaners,
caterers, physios, and nurses. I begin to know what shift is on. The patients too become
familiar. Many in wheelchairs, others with sticks or frames. One man seems always to sit in
his wheelchair beside a small window.
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for weeks I greet him
the man who never speaks
he finally nods
Three weeks on there is a confused message on my phone from a paramedic in the back of an
ambulance. It seems they are transferring my father to a rehabilitation centre in the next
county. I arrive there late at night to find him bewildered and exhausted. He seems relieved to
see me. A nurse suggests that I bring him in something personal to put in his room to reassure
him.
His house is covered with posters of famous motorbikers. There are racing memorabilia
everywhere. He was a sidecar racing champion. I choose something I think might help and
bring it to the rehab unit. It is much calmer there than in the hospital and he is more settled.
for the time being
perched on the rehab window
my fathers' trophy
He sits on an elaborate bed which quietly hisses and puffs as it automatically adjusts to his
weight. Several staff come and go during my visit. Each time he introduces them to me saying,
‘this is my father.’
At the door of his room I turn and wave to him.
daffodils outside
on his hospital bed
my dad is crying
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Traveling Lessons
Doris Lynch
Bloomington, Indiana USA
We travel, in essence, to become young fools again… Pico Iyer
My family and I arrive on the Osa Peninsula on the night bus from San Jose. At dawn, macaws
crimson the mangroves. After a day visiting Puerto Jiménez, we ride a shuttle to Parque
Nacional Corcovado. At sunset, spider monkeys swing from tree to tree, babies clutching their
mothers’ bellies. I hold my breath, expecting an infant to slam to the ground. Before the
monkeys all bed down safely, a downpour drives us to our cabin.
It rains and rains. We fall asleep to its patter, unable to welcome the Full Buck Moon. It’s the
fiftieth anniversary of the Apollo 11 landing, and I had wanted to share a celebratory toast
under the moon with my children.
I wake to a silence more total than any I’ve ever experienced. Leaving the flashlight under the
pillow, I quietly slip out to the porch. Since childhood, I’ve always enjoyed exploring in the
dark.
Taking baby steps, the hammock’s woven cotton brushes my arm. I stumble over my
daughter’s size eleven sneakers and come to a stop a safe distance from where the porch ends.
The moon clouds over. I can distinguish nothing in the blackness. As I breathe the fecund air,
a bat’s swish startles me. I jerk left, wobble, right myself. The bat disappears, then returns
with a loud whoosh. One side step and I enter air. As gravity pulls me, I think of all the body
parts I might break: wrist, elbow, femur, hip before landing with a thud. Inside, my
son-in-law’s flashlight switches on; his scan reveals nothing. Embarrassed by my recklessness,
I keep silent, and wallow in the jungle muck, testing knee rotation, hip. As I awkwardly roll
over, then stoop and stand, the clouds open to reveal a silver radiance.
rainy season hike
our guide teaches us
the art of falling
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In Blue
Diana Webb
Leatherhead UK
The river flows between the town I inhabit and that of my daughter.
Kingfishers connect. This bright May morning she brings me cornflower seeds that will flower
in the hue of her father's eyes . I give her a pendant to wear.
tree of life
in lapis lazuli
weeping willow
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The Vigil
Gavin Austin
Sydney, New South Wales, Australia
A tumour is taking you slowly. The monitor beside the bed keeps you hooked to reality, and us
at the ready. You drift in fitful sleep, eyelids fluttering; alien sounds escape your mouth. I try
to call you back to me.
The bed swallows you. Only your mottled blue feet, which had once roamed the world,
protrude from the covers. You used to mark my growth in increments on the kitchen
door-frame. Now I watch you shrinking, mark it with each visit.
Stirring, you battle to raise your head. A long low groan and you collapse back onto the
pillows. With red-rimmed eyes, I quarry my emotions; search for the courage you sought to
instil in me all those years ago.
new moon
a frangipani bloom
falls into night
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Shortcut
Tom Staudt
Darlinghurst, New South Wales Australia
One year on a holiday in Austria my dad and I were hiking and collecting mushrooms,
chanterelles. Austria is famous for them, according to Dad.
After a gruelling day of searching and collecting we were hungry, thirsty, and tired. We
reached a fenced field and instead of walking around it, Dad suggested we jump the fence to
save time.
“Over here” he waved standing near a signpost, but I had already jumped the fence. “What did
the sign say?” I asked him as we started walking across the field. “Oh, something about water
holes,” he replied.
“Ok, we better watch out” I said laughing about the strange sign, he shrugged and we marched
on.
About halfway through, I felt the earth rumble. Dad looked at me and yelled, “run for god’s
sake run.” He was already running ahead of me when I saw a herd of bulls galloping towards
us.
I took off running for my life, past my dad who was pretty fast for his age.
When I reached the other side of the field I jumped the fence and turned around and saw my
dad, red-faced, almost to the fence, followed closely by one very angry bull.
I grabbed Dad by his backpack and pulled him over the fence. We both collapsed on the safe
side; the herd of bulls huffing and puffing on the other.
We looked at each other still panting when I saw the sign, DANGER Wild Bulls.
“Dad the sign didn’t say something about waterholes! It was a warning sign.” We looked at
each other and started laughing. “Damn that was close,” Dad stammered, still in shock.
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We got up and checked each other for possible injuries and left.
Just before we reached the house Dad took my arm and said “not a word about the bulls to
your mother, understood?” I simply nodded and gave him a thumbs up.
Later that day my mum cooked for the whole family. An amazing feast with the chanterelles
we had collected earlier. I am pretty sure that Dad and I enjoyed the meal a little more than
everyone else.
provoking the beast
the torero lifts his sword
for the final blow
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Battlefields
Gavin Austin
Sydney, New South Wales, Australia
As we walk to the mourning car my mother wrenches a red rosebud from the ragged bush
growing by the letterbox. She plunges it into the buttonhole of my navy suit. ‘Want you to look
nice, love,’ she murmurs.
We arrive at the chapel, like movie-stars at the Academy Awards. Women reach with
gloved-fingers, searching for tears rather than autographs. Inside the chapel, we take our
places at the front. I sit on the hard pew beside Mum as the celebrant nods, offering up a
respectfully sober smile.
I cannot tear my eyes from the casket in front of us. Irises and lilies pose as a badge of our love
for him. He never had much use for flowers. The nape of my neck twitches. He is somehow
watching me. The celebrant begins speaking. I wonder if my father really is inside the casket.
He must be much smaller now.
We step forward for our final goodbye before he will disappear forever. I hesitantly approach
the polished walnut husk of my father. From my lapel, I pluck it. A bayonet? An olive branch?
Carefully, I place the rose where I imagine his folded hands should be. At once I smell his
tobacco-breath. I freeze. His fist gnashes into the side of my nose. The salty taste of blood
percolates on the back of my tongue. I lick at the warm flow oozing from my left nostril and
split upper lip. I meet his stare.
blazing sun
on the baked savanna
the imperfect cub
cast from his pride
to perish in wilderness
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Mo(u)rning Doves
Ray Rasmussen
Edmonton, Alberta, Canada
Awake in the early light, I slip from under the covers before the calico cat has squirmed out
from her place between Nancy and me. Soon will begin Triscuit’s mew-song announcing it’s
time for the morning meal. We’re retired, the cat, Nancy and me, and we enjoy the luxury of
getting up when we please. The little cat is our only timepiece.
Nancy is still curled into her dreams as I quietly open the balcony door and step into the
dawn’s golden lightshow. The night’s downpour remains as a light mist on meadow grasses.
The tall maples and beech trees stand ghost-like in fog beyond the meadow.
A pair of eastern phoebes streak out and back catching flies for their brood in a mud nest built
in the eaves. Downy woodpeckers are busy on the ash trees. They’re breakfasting on emerald
ash borer larvae, the spawn of emerald winged-beetles present in epidemic numbers. Several
of the damaged trees die and fall each year, a loss, yet providing us with next winter’s
firewood.
I prepare breakfast while considering whether the weather will be good for plying saw and axe
on one of the newly fallen trees. Nancy and I enjoy our breakfast of tea, homemade
marmalade and scones. She looks out the window and says, “Can you hear the mourning
doves?”
“Barely,” I reply, my head tilted, straining to hear their “woooo-oo-oo-oo” cooing. Unless a
window is open or I’m outside, I can no longer hear bird songs. It's but one loss that comes
with age.
For most of my life, I had thought the bird’s name was “Morning Dove.” But now I know
they’re named after the bird's soft, drawn-out calls that remind humans of laments.
Tourterelle triste is their name in French – sad turtledove.
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But wouldn’t "Morning Dove" be more apt? In mating season, for me, their soft cooing is the
song of lovesick birds. I liken it to the soft purring of Triscuit when cuddled between Nancy
and me in the night.
Still, at my stage of life, the name “Mourning Dove” is also apt. Their plaintive calls do serve as
a lament – a reminder of age’s ceaseless abasements of my health and that of friends and
family.
Covid news –
dandelion seed heads
bent toward earth
tuna for lunch –
none for the cat who
laments her loss
birds whispering –
but poetry
singing clearly
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summer dusk
Alegria Imperial
Always, a loon scours the river shore with me. We dip into indentations of footprints. Share
secrets we unravel: the scalloped lips of shells, the broken ribs of fish, the names we name
stones. We use no words. The loon thinks he sings, his song always a dirge. I sigh on endless
waves, my sighs fragile as peace. We count our regrets on fingers of evergreens, codes a river
will never understand. At sunset, the loon spreads its wings to scoop the sun. I let lose my hair
in strands to make a web. We wait.
summer dusk
a spider gnaws
at the sunset
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Burnt Sienna
Kanjini Devi
Aotearoa New Zealand
To beautify my special wall—a corner where I serve tea and entertain my dolls—I'm using all
twelve colours. Amma wants me to tidy up, and get ready for dinner.
I can hear heavy footsteps, Appa must be home! Proud of my art, I beam as he approaches
but he's yelling at me. I jump to my feet, kicking crayons and dolls into disarray.
Convinced I have committed no crime, I scamper around the house; climbing over chairs,
crawling under tables, and finally curling into a ball, beneath the master bed, safe from his
lashing belt, except for my little finger which feels the sting of his fury.
white clouds
gliding overhead
angel wings
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Phantom Song
Ryan Jessup
King, North Carolina USA
at times in the night during the pandemic I am awakened by sounds in the house the sounds
of footsteps coming closer and then going farther away and this happens while everyone is
asleep and when I go to see what is making the noise I always find quiet rooms and darkness
and the only sound is my heart thumping like an old ghost a loner-friend I can never truly
know and when I go back to bed hoping to harbor sleep the footsteps start up again like some
wild ancient music rising and falling trying to follow me into my dreams
witching hour a black cat paces the street
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Together Apart
Margaret Walker
Lincoln, Nebraska, USA
I don’t know them. It doesn’t matter. They are my neighbors. Maybe they live nearby—maybe
half a world away. Mr. Rogers didn’t care.
Whoever, wherever we are, we can share our stories. In those stories we can find connections.
In those stories our shared needs, sadness, tragedy and loves emerge and our differences
begin to fade. Kindness grows.
Acts of kindness, maybe anonymous or unexpected, maybe seemingly small, maybe from
complete strangers, are done by those who understand that we share this world.
They are the faint stirrings of hope in my soul that we may survive the hatred and rage that
threatens to destroy us.
long division…
the remainder
we have in common
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Revelation
Anna Cates
Wilmington, Ohio USA
A pastor returned to a church he’d previously ministered at after an absence of several years.
He seemed older, huskier, and somehow, more Irish-looking. Something was decidedly
different about his nose, smaller, a pug nose. Rhinoplasty, I mused. A botched nose job! I
marveled at such an example of private insecurities. Why would a middle-age man, needing
to focus on spiritual things, have been so concerned about something so petty? His nose had
never been unsightly or unusual, neither in shape nor size. He’d moved to the deep south to
preach at another church. Did he offend someone and get beat-up, necessitating
reconstructive surgery? Was his congregation African American; maybe he was he trying to
be like Michael Jackson, turning somersaults, jumping through rings of fire to reach his
flock . . .
Weeks later, it finally occurred to me what might have happened: skin cancer surgery. Like
the ears that stick out from a John Deere hat, the nose can be a problem area for sun
exposure.
the skinny legs
of a praying mantis . . .
heat spell
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Happenstance
Chris Bays
Beavercreek, Ohio USA
The Spanish for “to salt” is “salar”–an apt name for this restaurant with ceviche that is
suffused with Peruvian spices and ocean scent in every bite. Its staff is generous with tapas
and drinks filled to the brim. Even on this busy New Year’s Eve, they take time to joke with
each patron. They are the salt of the earth. My daughter lifts her water, and my wife and I
toast with an Inca Mule and a Peso Sour.
Months before on a Sunday evening, we wanted to dine at this upscale restaurant, but we
stayed home. What made us change our minds? I can’t recall. But when we saw the news on
T.V. the next morning— a yellow police tape blocking the street—we remained silent about a
path not taken. A mass shooting had occurred near this restaurant.
It only takes one young man raging against himself to fling fire against the world with an
automatic weapon.
Outside the window of festivities, snow falls erratically through the night. Inside, I toss a
pinch of salt over my shoulder in the hope to ward off evil.
fireworks …
another asteroid
hurls past earth
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In Search of Space
Barbara A. Taylor
Mountain Top, New South Wales Australia
kookaburra calls
breakfasting with wallabies
before our ascent
Carrying bare essentials, our two-day hike begins with a leisurely ramble alongside tussock
grasses, waving meadows of wildflower blooms; through dwarfed snowgum woodlands; over
lichen logs, onwards, across icy streams; beautiful fresh running rivers, gurgling with life.
Unfortunately, Kay trips on stepping-stones, landing heavily on her bottom! Relief, she safely
holds onto her camera.
slippery rocks
sparkling cold waters
do not deter
At dusk, tired, shivering, we arrive at our resting place for the night – a weathered shepherd’s
hut – just in time to collect kindling. A large tarantula scarpers as we enter. Blowflies on the
rim of an opened baked beans can, and an army of determined ants, our greeting. Soon, hot
coffee and a roaring fire warms us. The trip to the dunny* is by torchlight through a
rock-patched pathway to a rusty, smelly tin shed. On opening the door a microbat brushes my
face. Heartbeats race . . . I check the timber seat carefully.
fingers crossed
no redbacks
no snakes
Gang-gang cockatoos noisily munch seeds in tall eucalypts outside the cracked, cobweb-laced
window of the cabin. Any sleep is disrupted. Next day we plod on to the wide rambling trail
that leads to the top of rugged Mount Kosciuszko, in the Australian Alps. Lenses at the ready,
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we stop here and there, amazed to see the diversity of delicate flora: alpine buttercups, bright
billy buttons, snow daisies, and mounds of golden everlastings. Granite slopes are an artist’s
palette, each boulder sheltering some botanical gem.
metallic clouds
a sea horse floats
even closer
Our weather unpredictably changes. We have to make haste, lest we return in darkness.
Finally, exhausted, wearily unable to ignore painful blisters, we clamber up rocks to the
pinnacle. From here we observe vast vistas of snowcapped peaks and magenta valleys. Space.
Space. Our hard physical efforts are, indeed, well rewarded. My long-time ambition fulfilled!
Then, shortly on our descent from the viewing platform, we meet a group of fragile
cane-clinging seniors, scrambling out of a tourist minibus a few meters from that same scenic
lookout. Attired in fluffy slippers, they shuffle around the telescope, chatting, coughing and
sneezing. Half an hour later they pass us, waving out the bus windows, their wrinkled faces
filled with mirth and smug smiles of completion.
High Tea awaits…
our final descent in
freezing damp drizzle
*Dunny: an Australian outdoor toilet shed.
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Jazz
Jahan Tyson
Sydney, New South Wales Australia
There’s no way to predict the weather. Sure, meteorologists apply algorithms and long term
trends to sensor data and real time analysis but so often it’s exceptions that make the rule of
prognostication. Those wild and random events. Weird extremes we assimilate into our
assessment in order to comprehend impossibilities.
He killed his wife. It was a moment of madness in an otherwise careful life of order and
ordinary routine. Maybe that had something to do with it. The desperate need to maintain
straight lines in a chaotic universe. Who knows?
The teenagers were left to raise each other. The older committed to the gentle care and
protection of the younger. That shattering taught him adaptability. Like surfers in wild
storms, he was determined to improvise. To teach his brother how to draw sweetness from
sorrow and fold himself into the difficulty of this world with creativity and empathy.
two gulls
the south wind
buffeting
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Instead
Diana Webb
Leatherhead UK
Five years old, I am outside the Sadlers Wells Theatre in London, speaking to Dame Ninette
de Valois , the founder of the Sadlers Wells Ballet no less.
'Are you a dancer?' she asks me.
Tongue-tied in her presence I both nod and shake my head. But now I am a dancer, choosing
to dance with words.
percussion of raindrops
on the leaves
the moon
giving way
to birdsong
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Time Out of Mind
Zane Parks
Cape Coral, Florida, USA
A while back he introduced me to someone as his son-in-law. He also spoke of some guy
smoking out on the deck. That someone was me. Now Dad doesn’t speak so much. He has
been losing language for some time. No crossword puzzles. No scrabble. He did love to lord it
over other players when he won. And he usually did win.
The doctor says it’s dementia. Confirming what we already know. Well, his mother got that
way too. In her nineties. She lost control of bodily function. Wore diapers. Dad’s not that far
gone.
My son says it’s okay. He seems happy. Samuel Butler speaks of the low cunning of a potato. If
cunning, maybe then, a potato can be happy. But who among us would want to be a potato,
albeit a happy one?
he can’t tell you
the day, month, year
still there’s work to be done
the leaves beckon
a man and his rake
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Bulletproof
Jahan Tyson
Sydney, New South Wales Australia
I lit the Christ candle, my atheist tears welling. Seeking comfort in foreign rituals, it was
surprising to learn she’d been raised Catholic. Her Byron Bay spirituality had to have had its
roots somewhere, I suppose.
Her addiction support counsellor came to the service as well as people who’d known her as
she floated between homeless shelters and short term stays.
I was the only one who spoke of the carefree years - of Kate’s boots with diaphanous dresses
and red lips on the dance floor back when we were young and invincible.
Their shocked eyes only deepened the loss.
peace rose petals
f
a
l
l
on sacred ground
a fragrant carpet
to nourish the earth
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unanswered
Elisa Theriana
Bandung, Indonesia
Hey Mom, Grandma just said I have your dimples and Rosie has your eyes. So which one of us
was your favorite?
mother's pearls
my sister invokes
her birthright
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Leaps
Janice Doppler
Easthampton, Massachusetts USA
Chuckie cries during almost every physical education class. His tears are enormous. We have
agreed that I will describe what is planned for class and he will select one activity. Today, he
chooses Alligator River in which students leap from one masking tape river bank to the other.
Students who miss the far bank are eaten by alligators and are out of the game until only the
winner remains.
The game starts with the river so narrow students could step across. Five classmates leap as
far as they are able. Chuckie lands in the river. I cannot let him fail on his first try. I exclaim,
“Oh no! An alligator bit you. Come here and I will bandage your foot.” I put a piece of masking
tape on his sneaker. All successfully make the second leap . . . except Chuckie who needs
another bandage. Without a word, the third round shifts to missing the far bank just a little.
Even the tiniest of alligator bites is bandaged. The game continues until the river is so wide
that everyone lands in the middle on every attempt and every foot is speckled with masking
tape. Chuckie does not cry today.
elimination games
erased from the menu
young teacher
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Drifting Sands, Issue 2, August 2020 1
A Rose by Any Other Name* 2
Terri L. French
Sioux Falls, South Dakota USA 2
Blowin’ in the Wind 3
Jo Balistreri
Waukesha, WI USA 3
After Sleep 4
Keith Polette
El Paso, Texas, USA 4
Renascence 5
Kristen Lindquist
Camden, ME USA 5
On Springdale Lane 6
Jo Balistreri
Waukesha, WI USA 6
No goodbye 7
Ian Overton
Belfast, United Kingdom 7
Shadow 8
Jacob Salzer
Vancouver, Washington USA 8
Myth of the Body 9
Kat Lehmann
Guilford, Connecticut, USA 9
January 26 10
Michael Dylan Welch
Sammamish, Washington 10
The Connoisseur 11
Kala Ramesh
Pune 11
Mixing 12
Colleen M. Farrelly 12
Palmetto Bay, Florida USA 12
It Happened So Fast 13
Alexis Rotella
Arnold, Maryland USA 13
Surfing the spin foam 14
Mark Meyer
Mercer Island, Washington USA 14
Heavenly Bodies 15
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Chris Bullock
Victoria, British Columbia, Canada 15
Muejaza 16
Lew Watts
Chicago, Illinois USA 16
The Gap 17
Matthew Caretti
Mercersburg, PA, USA 17
Deep Sky 17
Simon Hanson
Launceston, Tasmania Australia 18
A topography of memories 19
prose: Joanna Delalande
senryū/haiku: Oscar Luparia 19
Shortly Before Starting College 21
Catherine Altimari
Powder Springs, Georgia USA 21
Uncaged 22
Kala Ramesh
Pune, India 22
Back Again 23
Dan Hardison
Wilmington, North Carolina, USA 23
Sheltered in place 24
Tom Painting
Atlanta, Georgia USA 24
Nightmare at the Gas Pump 25
Michael H. Lester
Los Angeles, California USA 25
Searching for Never Never Land 27
Pris Campbell
Lake Worth, Florida USA 27
Darkness 28
Pris Campbell
Lake Worth, Florida USA 28
The Comeback 29
Barbara Tate
Winchester, Tennessee USA 29
Journal Entry #42 30
Hemapriya Chellappan
Pune, India 30
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The Other Way Wind 31
Barbara Tate
Winchester, Tennessee USA 31
Sanguis Christi 32
David Grayson
Alameda, California USA 32
Welcome to the Neighborhood 33
Bryan Rickert
Belleville, Illinois USA 33
The Future of Memory 34
Prose: Gary Lee Joyner
Tanka: Marjorie Buettner 34
Seventh Anniversary 35
Colleen M. Farrelly
Palmetto Bay, Florida USA 35
Splash 36
Marilyn Humbert
Berowra Heights, New South Wales Australia 36
Fume of Sighs 37
Zane Parks
Cape Coral, Florida USA 37
Still Life in Winter 38
Joan Prefontaine
Cottonwood, Arizona USA 38
Rachel 39
oni Tomiwa
Osogbo 39
Nobody Home 40
John Budan
Newberg, Oregon USA 40
Show and Tell 41
Kat Lehmann
Guilford, Connecticut USA 41
Arid Hope 42
Frank J. Tassone
Montebello, New York, USA 42
Swing a Cat 43
Johannes S. H. Bjerg
Denmark 43
Webs 46
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Nancy Rullo
Brooklyn, New York USA 46
Windows 47
Sean O'Connor
Tipperary, Ireland 47
Traveling Lessons 49
Doris Lynch
Bloomington, Indiana USA 49
In Blue 50
Diana Webb
Leatherhead UK 50
The Vigil 51
Gavin Austin
Sydney, New South Wales, Australia 51
Shortcut 52
Tom Staudt
Darlinghurst, New South Wales Australia 52
Battlefields 54
Gavin Austin
Sydney, New South Wales, Australia 54
Mo(u)rning Doves 55
Ray Rasmussen
Edmonton, Alberta, Canada 55
summer dusk 57
Alegria Imperial 57
Burnt Sienna 58
Kanjini Devi
Aotearoa New Zealand 58
Phantom Song 59
Ryan Jessup
King, North Carolina USA 59
Together Apart 60
Margaret Walker
Lincoln, Nebraska, USA 60
Revelation 61
Anna Cates
Wilmington, Ohio USA 61
Happenstance 62
Chris Bays
Beavercreek, Ohio USA 62
In Search of Space 63
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Barbara A. Taylor
Mountain Top, New South Wales Australia 63
Jazz 65
Jahan Tyson
Sydney, New South Wales Australia 65
Instead 66
Diana Webb
Leatherhead UK 66
Time Out of Mind 67
Zane Parks
Cape Coral, Florida, USA 67
Bulletproof 68
Jahan Tyson
Sydney, New South Wales Australia 68
unanswered 69
Elisa Theriana
Bandung, Indonesia 69
Leaps 70
Janice Doppler
Easthampton, Massachusetts USA 70
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