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    Identity of the researcher: Situatedness on the moveBob Wadholm, Missouri University, 2013

    How does my identity influence me as a qualitative researcher? One might argue

    that this question should be broadened: how does my identity influence me as a

    researcher (regardless of methods used)? Does it matter what my gender, race,

    ethnicity, social class, sexual orientation, different abilities, religion, or political

    ideologies are? Will these have an effect on my research? A profound impact? Will

    the fact that I am poor lead me to privilege the underprivileged? Will my beliefs

    about Buddha, or Muhammad, or Christ or Moses skew or in some way clarify my

    outlook on the nature of research, knowledge, and reality? Will my identity as a man

    put me in a position where I am unable to critique hegemony in its myriad forms? As

    both a Native American and a Norwegian American will I be able to address social

    injustice? Do all of these things, which help to make up parts of what may be called

    my worldview, tint (read distort) my reality so that I fail to see the world as it is,

    and thus am caught in the circumstances in which I began, unable to climb up over

    the baggage I bring with me to this occasion of research? Should this baggage be

    overcome? If so, how? Have you overcome your baggage? Do you see more clearly

    than me? Are you no longer situated? Have you transcended this mere mortal plane

    and achieved the eternal sainthood of the objective researcher?

    Im guessing not.

    If you understand any of my words, you are situated alongside myself

    linguistically. You read and understand English. Which means you learned English

    somewhere. And you learned it well enough that my uncommon (and sometimes

    overly academic) speech patterns have not thrown you off the task of trying to

    understand what I am saying, meaning you likely have a good grasp of early 21st

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    century American academic English usage. Your knowledge of this essay is

    therefore dependent upon your identity and your situatedness. You could not have

    read (or analyzed, or one might say researched into) my words here were you not

    situated as you are linguistically and scholastically. You are also likely reading (or

    have printed) a digitized version of this essay, meaning you have access to a

    computer (and possibly a printer). This is a privileged minority social world you and I

    dwell in. Our situatedness is entrenched and incriminating. It shows us for what we

    are: mere mortals influenced by our identities. Profoundly a part of the world in

    which we travel, at home even as we search. Or research.

    But should this situated identity overpower us in our attempts to understand

    our world? Should we, as Marxists, only ever dare view our world through Marxist

    lenses? Should we, as Democrats, only ever see value in freedom guaranteed by

    representative governance? Rather, while we are situated, we should not be seen as

    static. Else there would be no Marxists (Marx would have thought the same as that

    given him by his situation, and would not have created or synthesized what is now

    Marxism). There would be no Christians (Christ would have found only identity with

    his contemporaries, and would have done and said none of what is attributed to

    him). If there is plurality in the world (which there is), there is also an ability to

    move about though still situated. What I mean is this: our situatedness is the not

    the sole determinant of our research, our search for knowledge about our world. But

    our identity is always an ingredient in the way we see that world, and may allow us

    (or disallow us) from taking part in that world (or of seeing what else exists out

    there). We cannot ever hope for true detachment in order to study. We could not

    study if we were truly detached (read dead).

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    Research is not mere analysis of ones identity (or through ones identity),

    nor can it be pure analysis of the given (data) of our world: research can rather be

    seen as identity searching for meaning in the data, and transformed situatedness

    through creative and synthesizing acts. We are changed, our identity is changed,

    our situatedness is changed as we seek to understand (ifwe seek to understand).

    While it is possible for us to be held prisoners to our identities in our research, we

    must not let our identities define who we are becomingas we are changed by our

    research we must open our selves to the possibility of transidentities, situatedness

    on the move.

    What about research that entails social interaction, or that requires new or

    different relationships with study participants and/or organizations? Can we become

    Jewish to study Judaism? Is that what is meant by situatedness on the move? We

    believe in order to understand. We cannot fully understand what it means to be

    Jewish unless we are Jewish or are converts to Judaism. But we also understand in

    order to believe (or not believe). We must learn something about what Judaism

    means before we take a step of belief or unbelief. We must understand something

    in order to believe it. What is needed is not blind rejection of previous situatedness

    (as a human and as a researcher), but rather willingness to try on understanding

    and belief structures in order to understand and to come to bases for action. We will

    not truly understand until we are fully situated as the participant, but we may seek

    to translocate our situatedness and become in a sense as the participant. We do

    this when we are caught up into the story of another, or when we are

    empathetically angry on behalf of a friend, when we fight for the cause of the

    outcast as a choice not as a necessity, and when we interview a participant and find

    ourselves falling in with their mode of thought. Our writing up of research should

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    seek to capture some of this for the reader as well. To allow them to enter into the

    drama of the social study, or the life experiences of the participants. Instead of

    studying the other from outside, or becoming wholly the other from inside, our

    identities are transformed (if but momentarily and incompletely) to that of the

    other. Better yet, the other is given a voice within the research that makes him or

    her not the other.

    In my own qualitative research and writing I am seeking to be transparent to

    readers and to participants, to explicate where I am, to voice what I see and how I

    see it, and to enter in with participants into the process of research as a participant

    in research. I try to be explicit with participants about what is being researched and

    their roles as cocreators of the research, as well as to explore identities of all

    involved in order to build from that (my background and theirs, and how it might

    affect the research). I also try to incorporate this reflectiveness in the final writing,

    because readers can only enter into the identities that they are given knowledge of.

    If the situatedness is not explicated in some real way, the reader is left to their own

    devices if they are to, for a moment, live in the voice that is given. Unless the voice

    is clear, it will not be understood. Unless it is understood, it will not be believed.

    Unless it is believed, it will not transform, and that is the real goal of research (if not

    transformation of action, at least of knowledge).

    Like Wendy Hastings (2010) in her research among site-based teacher

    educators, I may find myself in circumstances which force me to reevaluate my

    stance, my positionality with regard to the research and/or the participants. But I

    find it ethically wrong to disallow, once begun, the back-and-forth of discursive

    momentum engendered by all humans involved in the research having (and

    continuing to have) voices that are heard. If other humans enter with you on a

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    journey of discovery, and the journey is to continue, it must be continuously reified

    by all parties (or left unfinished by some or all). Because our situatedness is on the

    move and not static, this dialogue among members of research must continue if the

    search is to continue, lest the data become not what we set out to analyze, and we

    become not who we set out to become.

    My identity, and the identities of participants, profoundly impacts the goals,

    framework, theoretical underpinnings, methods, accessibility of data, and analysis

    of the research. But my identity, and those of participants and readers, does not bar

    the way for transformation. Because our identities are not static. They are not mere

    baggage or lenses through which we view our world. They are also what allow us to

    come to know the world in the first place. If I grow up in the Dominican Republic,

    and am never able to attend a school throughout my life, and spend my days

    collecting garbage scraps to exchange for pennies at a nearby dump because of my

    extreme poverty, I will be more limited in my abilities to research. But I will still

    have a voice (an important one) and an identity that allows me to become through

    searching. My knowledge of the world in that case may not include academia, but it

    may include textures of reality not possible in American academic settings. In my

    own research, this is the voice that matters most to me: the voice of the human (as

    a human, an identity becoming).

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    References

    Hastings, Wendy. (2010, July). Research and the ambiguity of reflexivity and ethicalpractice. Discourse: Studies in the Cultural Politics of Education, 31:3, pp.307-318.