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Nifkp

Cvacivnd Bdkci

Ibrv` Cvacivnd

Anek! c tkdbif d`cidk Akcunih `bjk |brv 3

J~ vnjk ni v`k Dcob Ukrfkt

Tb{v` Cvacivnd

Dcob Ukrfk(t vb Dc|k Vbxi 5?

\cttchk erbj Dcob Ukrfkt vb Dc|k Vbxi

\aci O 8>

X`ki |aci C hbkt okaa~ {| v`krkt bia~ bik v`nih

~b{ dci fb! txnvd` vb |aci O

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[invkf Icvnbit BI[DN 08

J~ vnjk ni Confmci! Nubr~ Dbctv

Ocdg cv tkc 3

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Xnifxcrf Ntacift ?40

Hrkicfc! Dcrrncdb{! [inbi Ntacif! Oks{nc! Tv Unidkiv!

Jcrvnins{k! Tv A{dnc! Fbjnindc! H{cafkab{|k! Civnh{c

Akkxcrf Ntacift ?88

Tv Gnvvt % Ikunt! Tv Jccrvni! Civnh{c

Anjnih ni v`k Dcrnookci ?05

[i|aciikf dbj|ci~

Vrninfcf rkuntnvkf ?>3

Hkvvnih rkcf~ ebr \cicjc

\bxkr be v`k tkc 4

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Vb v`k Kid`civkf Ntakt 4?5

Cdrbtt v`k H{ae be \cicjc vb v`k Crd`n|kachb Fk Dbabi

cif v`k Hcac|chbt Ntacift

Fcrxnit xbraf 468

J~ vnjk ni v`k Hcac|chbt Ntacift

Fbxi vb v`k xnrk 4;6

Hcac|chbt `kcfnih xktv

V`k abih `c{a 403

Db{rtk d`cihk! Vc nvn `krk N dbjk

@kukc I{n 6

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Dbbg Ntacift vb v`k Ernkifa~ Ntacift 66

Gcuc vnjk! j~ vnjk ni Vbihc

_{jb{rt cif {id`crvkf xcvkrt 6;>

Vbih vb Enmn

V`k Xbraf Ni [inbi 655

J~ vnjk ni Enmn cif v`k r{ho~ Xbraf D{|

Xkcv`kr bi j~ tnfk 608

Enmn vb Ikx ]kcacif

Cbvkcrbc ;

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Dbrca Tkc

Ecr tnfk be v`k xbraf! {ikp|kdvkf |rboakjt ;>

Cdrbtt v`k _kf Tkc vb T{k} Kh~|v.

@kcfnih ibrv` 8>5

\nv tvb| ni T{k} cif vrcitnvnih v`k T{k} Dcica

Jkfnvkrrcikci Tkc

Ocdg vb v`k acif be kct~ |crvt K{rb|k. 0

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Cvacivnd Bdkci

Ibrv` Cvacivnd

Cvacivnd ob{if 0>3

Hnorcavcr vb T|cni

\brv{h{ktk o~ icjk 0>5

\nivc

@kcfnih ibrv` bidk jbrk 0>>

\brv{hca vb T|cni

Ernkift rk{invkf >35

\nivc tcnanih nivb `kr `bjk|brv

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Anek! c tkdbif d`cidk Akcunih `bjk |brv

V`rb{h` v`k Tb{v` Fbxit! Fbukr tvrcnv!

Kihant` d`ciika! Nokrnci Octni vb Ntact Dcicrnkt)

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Nv xct c hrk~! xkv! j{rg~ fc~ ni v`k Kihant` d`ciika ct xk tcnf b{r

hbbfo~kt vb ernkift cif ecjna~) Dctvnih bee \nivct obx cif tvkri anikt!

hnihkra~ jcgnih b{r xc~ b{v be v`k `crob{r okebrk tkvvnih tcna angk jci~ c

tcnanih ukttka okebrk `kr! \nivc tkv c db{rtk ebr v`k fbxit3 cif v`k b|ki tkc)

TU \nivc

\cttchk fc~ 3

Jbifc~ ?;v` M{a~ ?

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V`krk xkrk vnjkt! jci~ ~kcrt chb v`cv N v`b{h`v v`nt fc~ xb{af `cuk

tkkjkf nj|bttnoak)

V`k ~kcr xct 3>5>7 N xct chkf inik x`ki N tvcrvkf `cunih |rboakjt xnv`

j~ gikkt! jci~ untnvt vb tkk t|kdncantvt ebaabxkf) ^kcrt be oabbf vktvt! ~kcrt

be |`~tnbv`krc|~ vr~nih vb o{naf {| akh j{tdak ct xkaa ct `kcv cif {avrctbind

vrkcvjkiv ebaabxkf) Vb ok `biktv N rkcaa~ v`nig v`k~ `cf ib nfkc x`cv v`k

|rboakj xct) C ekx ~kcrt acvkr chkf kakuki v`k~ fnchibtkf nv ct hrbxnih

|cnit! tc~nih N xb{af tbbi hrbx b{v be nv#

Vb jk nv xct nj|brvciv! N xct {icoak vb |crvndn|cvk ni \)K) \`~tndca

Kf{dcvnbi. x`nd`! cav`b{h` N fnf ibv kimb~ v`k nifbbr ct|kdv N fnf abuk v`k

b{vfbbrt! vb ok jbrk |rkdntk! ebbvocaa) Angk jci~ ob~t cv v`cv chk N abukf

ebbvocaa) N xct c |rb{f xkcrkr be v`k i{jokr kakuki t`nrv ct v`cv xbri o~

Hkbrhk Oktv) Ni rkcanv~! ne ibv f{rnih v`k hcjk v`ki cevkrxcrft N xb{af ok ni

tb j{d` |cni N xb{af bevki ok dcrrnkf bee v`k |nvd`) V`nt xkiv bi ebr tkukrca

~kcrt cif kukiv{caa~ tkkj vb fntc||kcr7 |kr`c|t v`k fbdvbrt x`krk rnh`v! N

`cf hrbxi b{v be nv)

C i{fhk bi j~ t`b{afkr! nv xct j~ v{ri vb ok bi xcvd`)

\cttchk fc~ ?

V{ktfc~ ?5v` M{a~ ?

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Okdcajkf6 bee Kctvob{rik caa inh`v cav`b{h` xk jcichkf vb jcgk hbbf

|rbhrktt cdrbtt v`k d`ciika f{rnih v`k kcra~ jbrinih okebrk bidk chcni

okdbjnih okdcajkf v`nt vnjk bee Cafkrik~) Xkcv`kr rkjcninih xkv rcni.

xnv` ucrncoak xnift 3;?6gvt h{tvnih 4Ij vbfc~)

Vnjk vb v{ri ni bidk jbrk! N xct o~ ibx rkcaa~ abbgnih ebrxcrf vb `nvvnih

j~ o{ig)

3>0>! N `cf m{tv tvcrvkf xbrg ocdg ni v`k Jkrd`civ Icu~ bi v`k abdca ekrr~

tkrundk okvxkki Fbukr cif Dcacnt! inik jbiv`t acvkr v`k |cni ni j~ akht

rkv{rikf) J~ abdca fbdvbr rkekrkkf jk vb v`k Frkcfib{h`v; Jkrd`civ Icu~

jkfndca fk|crvjkiv ibx abdcvkf xnv`ni Tv V`bjctt `bt|nvca Abifbi.) O~

3>>< nv xct okdbjnih dakcr v`cv N xb{af tbbi `cuk vb akcuk v`k icu~! ct N

xct {icoak vb dcrr~ b{v j~ f{vnkt nifkkf N xct cfuntkf o~ j~ fbdvbr v`cv N

db{af |bttnoak ok ni c x`kka d`cnr o~ v`k vnjk N xct v`nrv~*bik) Biobcrf

t`n| nv `cf okdbjk kjocrrcttnih o~ ibx! ci kpcj|ak xb{af ok x`ki hbnih

fbxi okabx fkdgt! n)k) fbxi v`k tvcnrt N xb{af hrcf{caa~ o{naf {| t|kkf!

{icoak vb tvb| {ivna kifnih {| ni c |nak bi v`k fkdg okabx) Cibv`kr xb{af ok

x`ki xbrgnih vb|tnfk bi fkdg! N xb{af ok enik ebr dbitdnb{ta~ br ibv N db{af

tkk v`k xcukt! j~ orcni xb{af ok coak vb gibx x`cv vb fb vb tvc~ bi j~ ekkv

`bxkukr bidk chcni x`ki fbxi okabx N db{af ibv fb v`nt cif v`krkebrk ct

6 Okdcajkf * ic{vndca kp|rkttnbi jkcinih ib xnif! bevki {tkf ct c tacih xbrf jkcinih v`k akihv` be

tvc~ ni bik |acdk)

; Frkcfib{h`v [inv * c dbivni{cvnbi be c vrcfnvnbi be t|kdnca `bt|nvca dcrk ebr tkcecrkrt fcvnih erbj 30?3)

V`k Tkcjkit @bt|nvca Tbdnkv~ brnhnicaa~ ktvcoant`kf c `bt|nvca bi c t`n| jbbrkf cv Hrkkixnd` cif ni

308< nv dcjk ct`brk vb v`k ocigt be v`k V`cjkt cv Hrkkixnd`) Ni 3>05 nv jbukf chcni vb Tv V`bjct

@bt|nvca)

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tbbi ct v`k t`n| jbukf N xb{af kif {| bidk chcni c `kc| bi v`k fkdg) Ct

~b{ dci njchnik! v`nt fnf ibv nit|nrk dbienfkidk ni v`k |cttkihkrt tb nv xct

v`cv ni acvk 3>>3 N xct jkfndcaa~ fntd`crhkf erbj v`k Jkrd`civ Icu~)

T`brva~ v`krkcevkr j~ xnek cif N fkdnfkf v`cv N t`b{af tvc~ cv `bjk vb abbg

cevkr b{r d`nafrki x`nak t`k rkv{rikf vb i{rtnih) N okdcjk |crv be v`k 3>>

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\cttchk fc~ 4

Xkfiktfc~ ?8v` M{a~ ?

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|rkvkifnih vb ok ctvrbic{vt) Nv nt c t`cjk tbjkvnjkt v`cv xk `cuk vb hrbx

{| ebr v`btk! angk nv nt ebr jbtv be {t xkrk b{r dcrkerkk ~kcrt)

Ocdg vb v`k Cjcvk{r _cfnb! tbjk vki jbiv`t acvkr N t{ddktte{aa~ |cttkf v`k

db{rtk cif bovcnikf v`k Cjcvk{r _cfnb O dactt andkidk cif xct ntt{kf

xnv` v`k dcaa tnhi H8\FO) Tkukrca ~kcrt acvkr cif cevkr vxb cvvkj|vt! N

|cttkf v`k Jbrtk dbfk kpcjnicvnbi hcninih j~ Cjcvk{r _cfnb C dactt

andkidk xnv` v`k dcaa tnhi H

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Fc~ ;

Ernfc~ ?>v` M{a~ ?

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cif nv xct xnv` hrkcv tcfiktt v`cv N `cf vb hnuk v`nt {| v`rkk ~kcrt acvkr) Caa

v`k vnjk N xct `ka|nih b{v cv v`k td`bba j~ naaiktt xct ibv hkvvnih ci~

okvvkr) N `cf vb tvb| fbnih caa v`k v`niht N angkf vb fb okebrk `cif! ibx N m{tv

ac~ crb{if nifbbrt) Kuki xcagnih crb{if v`k `b{tk br hbnih {| cif fbxi

v`k tvcnrt `cf okdbjk tb |cnie{a) V`k xbrtv be xct t`b||nih! v`nt `cf

okdbjk j~ onhhktv inh`vjcrk) Cav`b{h` N `kaf c fntcoakf |krtbit |crgnih

|krjnv {tnih nv xb{af bevki dc{tk jk v`k jbtv kjocrrcttjkiv)

Jbtv t{|krjcrgkvt `cuk fntcoak |crgnih dabtk vb v`k kivrcidk vb jcgk nv

kctnkr ebr fntcoakf |kb|ak vb hkv vb cif erbj v`k t`b|) V`k abbgt cif

dbjjkivt N rkdknukf erbj bv`kr fntcoakf |kb|ak x`ki N {tkf vb |crg v`krk

crk tvnaa ununfa~ rkjkjokrkf) Vb v`kj ~b{ tkk j~ fntconanv~ xct ibv bi

t`bx ct N dcaakf nv! N xct ibv ni c x`kka d`cnr N fkdanikf v`nt tkukrca

vnjkt.) Bidk ni v`k tvbrk v`k ikpv |rboakj okhci! v`k cukrchk |krtbi dciibv

dbj|rk`kif v`k xknh`v cif tvrcni be |{t`nih c t`b||nih vrbaak~ crb{if v`k

t{|krjcrgkv) Bidk v`k t`b||nih xct dbj|akvkf cif caa |{v cxc~ nv xb{af

vcgk jk c fc~ br tb ebr v`k |cni hkikrcvkf erbj fbnih v`k t`b||nih vb hb

cxc~) [icoak vb takk| v`k |cni tb nivkitk N xb{af ok t`cgnih caa inh`v)

Vnjk ebr v`k jbrinih xcvd` o{v ibv okebrk dbbgnih orkcgectv cif dakcrnih

{|)

\cttchk fc~ 8

T{ifc~ 43tv M{a~ ?

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Cibv`kr xbx fc~ ct xk t|bvvkf Wecr vbb jci~Z x`cakt vb db{iv! oabx

x`bakt kukr~x`krk) Tnp dcjk ocdg b{v eb{r be x`nd` dcrrnkf bi `bxkukr

vxb dcjk xnv`ni vxkiv~ jkvrkt! okc{vne{a) Cotba{vka~ okc{vne{a! `bx ci~bik

dci `{rv v`ktk drkcv{rkt cevkr caa v`k~ xkrk bi v`nt |acikv okebrk {t)

Vbvca ocvvkr~ ecna{rk f{rnih v`k inh`v f{k vb v`k enrtv enuk fc~t oknih xkv!

ebhh~ br bukrdctv) V`k tbacr |cikat xkrk {icoak vb d`crhk v`k ocvvkrnkt

kib{h`! v{rikf bee caa {iikdkttcr~ t~tvkjt) Xk dbukrkf bia~ 0! bik be v`k oktv t{rhkbit ni

v`k Db{ivr~ [G. ebr Brv`b|ckfndt) Cevkr tkukrca kpcjnicvnbit bukr jci~

jbiv`t `k enicaa~ dcjk b{v xnv` x`cv N `cuk xcivkf vb `kcr ebr ~kcrt) Jr

Vbxitkif `k tcnf! N jnh`v ok coak vb `ka| ~b{) @k `cf dbjk cdrbtt c

tnjnacr tnv{cvnbi x`ki c |bandk jbvbrongk rnfkr `cf ci cddnfkiv) @k

jcichkf vb `ka| `nj! ebr v`k enrtv vnjk N akev v`k `bt|nvca xnv` rkca `b|k ni

j~ `kcrv) Vxb xkkgt acvkr cv b{r ikpv jkkvnih v`k |rbekttbr tcnf `k `cf

|rcdvntkf bi c akh be acjo cif c orbbjtvndg cif v`nigt `k dci enp j~

|rboakj) Nitnfk `k j{tv `cuk ac{h`kf x`ki `k tcx j~ ecdk cob{v v`cv

dbjjkiv! N gibx N tvnaa fb vb v`nt ukr~ fc~)

Tkukrca jbiv`t xkiv o~ {ivna v`k fc~ `cf crrnukf ebr v`k b|krcvnbi) N `cf

vcgki v`k vrcni erbj _cjthcvk vb Vbxkr Ornfhk Abifbi.! v`k `bt|nvca xct

> \rbekttbr @kcva~ * Ibx rkibxikf ebr `nt xbrg ni \bab cif vrcukat crb{if v`k xbraf akdv{rnih)

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bia~ c t`brv xcag cxc~ erbj v`k tvcvnbi) J~ xnek `cf beekrkf vb hnuk jk c

anev o{v ct v`niht xkrk ibv hbnih vb xkaa cv `bjk N v`b{h`v okvvkr be nv cif

tcnf N xb{af fb v`nt j~tkae) Tv V`bjct `bt|nvca nt c jbfkri `bt|nvca! v`k

Frkcfib{h`v {inv dbitntvkf be vxb xcrft `b{tkf ni v`k bafkr Undvbrnci

tkdvnbi x`nd` ebrjkf |crv be v`k baf `bt|nvca o{v dbiikdvkf vb v`k jbfkri

crkc) V`k dknaniht xkrk `nh` cif v`k xcrft abih) Ct N xcagkf bivb v`k xcrf

v`k |rbekttbr xct bi `nt rb{ift! `k ibvndkf jk cif erbj v`k vb| be `nt ubndk

tcnf! Fb ibv xbrr~ Jr Vbxitkif N `cuk `cf cibv`kr |rcdvndk xnv` c akh be

acjo cif c orbbjtvndg) Ac{h`vkr xkiv crb{if v`k xcrf ct xkaa ct c ekx

|{}}akf ecdkt) Acvkr v`cv inh`v c ina o~ jb{v` tnhi xct |acdkf cobuk j~

okf) Vb tc~ N xct xbrrnkf xct ci {ifkrtvcvkjkiv ebr v`nt xct xb{af v`k

enrtv b|krcvnbi N `cuk kukr {ifkrhbik! j~ ob~t xkrk jnakt cxc~) Bidk

tkvvakf ni N tvcrvkf vb hkv vb gibx j~ ekaabx |cvnkiv)

V`k fc~ be v`k b|krcvnbi dcjk! j~ jnif xct vndgnih bukr xnv` v`b{h`vt

cob{v x`cv xct vb ebaabx) N xct tbbi oknih |{t`kf crb{if v`k baf |crv be

v`k `bt|nvca! nivb tkukrca anevt okebrk kivkrnih v`k ikxkr tkdvnbi! cibv`kr ekx

anevt! cabih c dbrrnfbr akcfnih vb v`k v`kcvrk) C ekx `b{rt acvkr N cxbgk ni

rkdbukr~ xcrf! cav`b{h` ukr~ hrbhh~ N `kcrf c fntvciv ubndk tc~! Ne ~b{ ekka

ci~ |cni |{t` v`k rkf o{vvbi nv xnaa rkakctk c tjcaa fbtk be |cnignaakr ct j~

`cif xct h{nfkf vbxcrft nv)

N dci vkaa ~b{! N xct |{t`nih v`cv onh rkf o{vvbi {ivna nv ikcra~ orbgk ebr v`k

|cni t{ffkia~ rkakctkf v`rb{h`b{v j~ obf~ xct angk ibv`nih N `cf kukr ekav

okebrk) Nv xct ct tbjkbik xct tcxnih bee j~ akh! v`krk cif v`ki) Vb jk nv

c||kcrkf v`cv v`k fr{ht xkrk `cunih anvvak ne ib keekdv cv caa ni bukrdbjnih

v`k |cni! tbjk`bx N frnevkf ocdg vb takk|)

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N cxbgk tbjkvnjk acvkr vb enif j~tkae ocdg bi v`k xcrf N `cf fk|crvkf

`b{rt okebrk) N abbgkf crb{if v`ki ibvndkf tbjkv`nih tvrcihk! j~ rnh`v ebbv

xct ac~nih >< fkhrkkt vb v`k akev! nifkkf a~nih {ifkr j~ akev ebbv# @cf v`k~

v{rikf j~ akh crb{if vbb ecr! xct N frkcjnih2 Acvkr N xct rkctt{rkf v`cv

f{rnih v`k b|krcvnbi bidk v`k~ `cf d{v v`rb{h` v`k obik v`k rnh`v akh m{tv

ekaa vb v`k rnh`v cihak! 44 fkhrkkt# V`cv inh`v |rbukf vb ok ukr~ fneend{av ebr

jk! v`k fbdvbrt `cf ibv vcgki ni vb dbitnfkrcvnbi v`cv cevkr t|kifnih tb abih

bi Jbr|`nik j~ obf~ xct {iceekdvkf o~ v`k abx akukat N xct ibx bi) Ci

kp|rkttnbi {tkf bevki xb{af ok dbaf v{rgk~! j~ obf~ xct ni {iokankucoak

|cni) N m{tv ac~ v`krk t`cgnih caa bukr! txkcvnih! cif dbitvciva~ jbunih kukr~

|crv be j~ obf~) Cevkr tkukrca `b{rt! v`k i{rtkt jcichkf vb hkv `baf be c

fbdvbr x`b nidrkctkf v`k jbr|`nik akukat) N xct enik c ekx `b{rt acvkr)

\cttchk fc~ 0

Jbifc~ 3tv C{h{tv ?

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V`k fc~ tvcrvkf xkaa! habrnb{t t{it`nik) Jbrk x`cakt tnh`vkf vbfc~

cav`b{h` 4

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ebrj tbjk tbrv be okf) Ebrv~ jni{vkt acvkr N `cf jcichkf vb |{v vb d`cnrt

vbhkv`kr cif xnv` jcichkf vb hkv c ekx `b{rt takk|)

V`k ebaabxnih jbrinih j~ xnek vbbg v`k ob~t vb td`bba cif v`ki vb xbrg

x`nak rkjcnikf cv `bjk vb kp|krnkidk v`k acvktv drc}k cv v`k vnjk) V`k mb~ be

fc~vnjk vkakuntnbi gk|v jk dbj|ci~ ebr c ekx xkkgt {ivna N xct coak vb

jbuk crb{if c anvvak jbrk) Tkukrca jbiv`t acvkr N xct b{v xcagnih Wbi j~

dr{vd`ktZ ni v`k |crg! nv xct c hbbf vnjk) Vnjk t|kiv xnv` j~ ob~t xct

caxc~t tbjkv`nih t|kdnca vb jk) Ct N xcagkf! xkaa xcffanih rkcaa~ j~

~b{ihktv tbi! Onaa~ tcnf d`ctk jk fcf! N gkkia~ v`rkx v`k dr{vd`kt ctnfk

cif vrnkf vb r{i cevkr j~ tbi! xnv`ni tnp tvk|t N `ct rci ni c dbj|akvk dnrdak)

N bounb{ta~ ikkfkf jbrk |rcdvndk cv xcagnih chcni)

\cttchk fc~ >

V{ktfc~ ?if C{h{tv ?

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t|kdncantk ni rkvrcninih |kb|ak x`b xkrk abbgnih ebr dcrkkr d`cihkt) C ekx

jbiv`t cevkr dbj|akvnih v`k db{rtk N vbbg {| kj|ab~jkiv xnv` c dbj|{vkr

dbj|ci~ x`b xkrk t{o*dbivcdvkf vb xbrg cv K{rbv{iika x`krk N tvc~kf ebr

tnp ~kcrt)

Vbxcrft v`k acvkr `cae be j~ vnjk v`knr j~ jbv`kr okdcjk naa) N vbbg c ekx

fc~t bee cif vrcukaakf {| ibrv` vb untnv) V`k fbdvbrt cv v`nt vnjk xkrk {it{rk

be v`k dc{tk be `kr dbifnvnbi cif xkrk r{iinih vktvt) Acvkr f{rnih b{r tvc~

v`krk nv okdcjk c||crkiv v`cv t`k xct vkrjnicaa~ naa xnv` anukr ecna{rk) N xct

vkak|`binih `bjk inh`va~)

F{rnih b{v tvc~ xk jcichkf vb crrcihk ebr `kr vb ok vrcitekrrkf vb c

Abifbi `bt|nvca x`ki t`k xct tvconantkf kib{h` vb ok jbukf) Xk caa

rkv{rikf `bjk ebr c ekx fc~t v`ki m{tv ct N xct hbnih vb akcuk `bjk vb untnv

`kr ni Abifbi N rkdknukf c vkak|`bik dcaa erbj j~ jbv`kr ni*acx! x`b vb ok

`biktv cif jbv`kr ni*acx mbgkt ctnfk N `cf caxc~t hbv bi xkaa xnv` tb x`cv

ebaabxkf vbbg jk tb j{d` o~ t{r|rntk N xct cajbtv t|kkd`aktt x`ki t`k

tcnf x`~ fnf N `cf vb akcuk! fnfiv N rkcantk N `cf c ecjna~ vb abbg cevkr ct

xkaa! N v`b{h`v ~b{ tcnf ~b{r jbv`kr xct f~nih cif v`cv t`k bia~ `cf fc~t

akev) V`cv xct actv xkkg#

Tv{iikf N tcnf N cj tbrr~! j~ jbv`kr nt c vb{h` xbjki cif xct `bafnih

bi vb anek o~ c v`rkcf) N rkcaa~ t`b{af `cuk tcnf jbrk o{v N xct tb vcgki

ocdg! ~k|! kuki vb v`nt fc~ N cj t|kkd`aktt x`ki N rkdcaa v`cv dbiukrtcvnbi#

X`natv xk j~ orbv`kr! tntvkr cif N. xkrk cvvkifnih vb b{r jbv`kr ni `bt|nvca

xk xkrk hnuki v`k d`cidk vb dcrk ebr `kr f{rnih `kr actv ekx `b{rt) N xct

vcgnih c orkcg b{vtnfk ni v`k dbrrnfbr m{tv crb{if v`k dbrikr erbj `kr rbbj

x`ki j~ xnek crrnukf) T`k cfuntkf jk v`cv t`k xcivkf c fnubrdk) V`krk xct

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anvvak N db{af tc~! N xcivkf vb tc~ hnra ~b{r vnjnih t{dgt o{v N fnf ibv! N

xcivkf vb ok xnv` j~ jbv`kr ebr v`k actv vnjk) T`k |cttkf cxc~ v`cv

kukinih)

Ocdg `bjk v`k bia~ dbjebrv rkdknukf xkrk erbj j~ ob~t) Cevkr v`k e{ikrca

tkrundk kukr~obf~ dcjk ocdg vb b{r `b{tk ebr v`k xcgk) Ct bik db{af kp|kdv

N xct ibv e{aa~ e{idvnbinih! r{iinih bi c{vb|nabv rkcaa~! j~ xnek caa v`b{h`

|{vvnih bi c t`bx ct oknih c hbbf `btvktt fnf anvvak katk) N tcv v`krk!

t{of{kf)

V`k ebaabxnih fc~ t`k ctgkf jk vb jbuk b{v) V`k xkkgt xkiv o~ ct v`k

tnv{cvnbi okvxkki {t fkvkrnbrcvkf) T`k cfuntkf jk v`cv t`k `cf tvcrvkf

abbgnih ebr tbjkx`krk katk vb anuk cif v`cv N db{af gkk| v`k `b{tk) T`k

xb{af jbuk b{v vcgnih v`k d`nafrki xnv` `kr) J~ rk|a~ xct ib! v`k~ t`b{af

tvc~ v`krk v`k actv v`nih v`k d`nafrki xcivkf f{rnih v`nt vnjk xct vb anuk

tbjkx`krk tvrcihk) Akv v`kj tvc~ ni v`knr `bjk! takk| ni v`knr bxi okft N

v`b{h`v vb j~tkae) N xb{af angk vb v`nig j~ jbvnukt xkrk x`baktbjk cif

|{rk o{v N dciibv! fkk| fbxi cif cav`b{h` x`ki t`k `cf tcnf x`ki ctgnih

ebr v`k fnubrdk t`k tcnf v`krk xct gibx bik katk! N gikx v`krk xct) X`~

t`b{af j~ d`nafrki hb anuk katkx`krk! v`k~ t`b{af tvc~ v`krk) Tkaent` unkx

|kr`c|t o{v N jkciv xkaa)

Vnjk tbbi |cttkt cv tkc cif nv nt ibv abih okebrk N cj bi xcvd` bidk jbrk)

\cttchk fc~ 3

`b{rt ni vbvca! v`ki `buk vbb30 f{rnih v`k tvbrj)

Okdcajkf bidk chcni! N vrnkf c anvvak ent`nih o{v ib a{dg) Xkcv`kr nt ukr~ `bv

cv crb{if 4;)6bD

@cf vb `cuk c xbrf xnv` xbbf~ chcni vbfc~ cob{v v`k acdg be nivkrktv ni

dcrr~nih b{v `nt xbrg antv) Ibv`nih `kcu~ o{v xk `cf tnp br tb eankt crb{if

v`k hcaak~) N tcnf vb xbbf~ x`cvt v`k oktv xc~ be hkvvnih rnf be v`ktk eankt

rk|a~ |{v {| tbjk ea~|c|kr# J~ v`b{h`v xct bgc~! x`krk nt v`k ikcrktv

Vktdb o{v nitvkcf N tcnf x`~ fbiv xk m{tv dakci v`k jktt {|) Xbbf~

rk|ankf bgc~! Naa fb nv ni v`k jbrinih) Bidk chcni N `cf vb dakci t`n|) @cf

c d`cv xnv` xbbf~ cob{v nv cevkrxcrft akvt tkk x`cv `c||kit2 Xk crk ibx

bee Krndkrc cv |btnvnbi 4>b

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`k xct fbnih! `k xct ac~nih tvrcift be Bcg{j3>! crb{if 4dj ni akihv` nivb

v`k hc| okvxkki v`k fkdg |acignih) V`ki dbjnih tanh`va~ ocdg bukr v`k ac~

okebrk v`ki! ac~nih `cae bukr v`cv! `cae bi nvt bxi) C jkvca vbba! rcv`kr angk c

acrhk ecdkf dbca d`ntka xct |acdkf bi vb| v`k tvrcift! v`ki tvr{dg xnv` c

jcaakv) Bidk ci crkc xct dbj|akvkf! jbavki |nvd` xct |b{rkf nivb v`k

hrbuk)

V`nt |rbdktt hnukt v`k ikcv oacdg rbxt ~b{ tkk bi t`n|t ni okvxkki v`k

|acignih v`k |{r|btk be x`nd` nt vb xcvkr|rbbe v`k fkdg) N acvkr fntdbukr v`nt

xct dcaakf (dbrgnih( cif cav`b{h` cv v`k vnjk N fnf ibv gibx x`cv nv xct N

xb{af t|kif jci~ ~kcrt acvkr ni j~ anek dbrgnih) Cevkr tbjkvnjk xcvd`nih

N c||rbcd` `nj ctgnih db{af N dbjk cobcrf2 @k xkadbjkf jk cif xk

tvcrvkf vcagnih! tbjkvnjk acvkr cif s{nkv `bx nv `c||kikf N dciibv rkdcaa! nv

xct chrkkf v`cv N db{af `ka| xbrgnih uba{ivcr~ kukr~ Tcv{rfc~) Tb kukr~

Tcv{rfc~ jbrinih N xb{af d~dak v`krk cif `ka| b{v! vr~nih vb akcrinih v`k

octnd tgnaat rks{nrkf! v`k crv ne ~b{ angk be jcnivcninih v`ktk okc{vne{a

xbbfki tcnanih t`n|t)

Bidk v`k fkdg xct enint`kf xk tvcrvkf bi v`k `{aa! xbrgnih erbj c tjcaa

vkifkr) Tkukrca xkkgt |cttkf okebrk N kis{nrkf x`kv`kr v`k vkifkr `cf c

jctv cif tcnat) Vb j~ t{r|rntk N xct t`bxi ci baf jctv cif tbjk rcv`kr

fnac|nfcvkf tcnat) V`cv Jbifc~ cevkr td`bba! cif xnv` hrkcv kiv`{tnctj N

untnvkf v`k abdca anorcr~ abbgnih ebr c obbg cob{v tcnanih! xnv` v`nt ni `cif N

rci `bjk ct s{ndga~ ct N db{af cif tvcrvkf vb rkcf) V`k ebaabxnih Tcv{rfc~

x`ki N `cf enint`kf j~ jbriniht xbrg N jcichkf vb tvk| v`k jctv cif rnh

3> Bcg{j * v`krk crk jci~ ucrncvnbit be Bcg{j) Vcrrkf bcg{j v`cv nt jcfk o~ {tnih v`k m{vk br `kj|

ffiorkt be baf rb|kt! v`krk nt catb x`nvk bcg{j) X`nvk bcg{j nt d rkcvkf xnv` v`k {tk be `kj| ffiorkt v`cv

`cuk ibv okki xbuki nivb rb|kt cif nt ibv nj|rkhicvkf xnv` v`k |nik vcr v`cv xct {tkf ni jci~

nitvcidkt vb jcgk v`k bcg{j rktntvciv vb xcvkr cif v`k kakjkivt)

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v`k tcnat) Xnv` hrkcv civndn|cvnbi N rkd`kdgkf v`cv j~ anekmcdgkv xct dbrrkdva~

tkd{rkf! tvk||kf cobcrf! akv hb v`k |cnivkr?< cif bee N xkiv# J~ enrtv ub~chk

`bxkukr fnf ibv hb ct |aciikf ebr xnv`ni tkukrca tkdbift v`k fnih`~ `cf

fbik c dbj|akvk dnrdak! N xct ocdg x`krk N tvcrvkf) Tkukrca `b{rt acvkr cif

jbrk h~okt v`ci N dci rkdcaa N xct tcnanih angk ci baf `cif! xkaa! tbrv bee)

V`nt nit|nrkf jk vb vcgk {| tcnanih cif acvkr v`cv ~kcr x`ki N tvcrvkf

tkdbifcr~ td`bba N s{ndga~ kirbaakf ni v`k td`bba tcnanih da{o! v`rb{h`b{v

v`k xnivkr N akcriv `bx vb tvrn| fbxi! rk|cnr v`k td`bbat Jnrrbr fnih`nkt

v`ki! x`ki v`k tcnanih tkctbi c||rbcd`kf xk vbbg v`kj fbxi vb v`k fnih`~

|crg cv v`k Orbcftvcnrt tcnanih da{o) V`k ebaabxnih Xkfiktfc~ cif nifkkf

kukr~ Xkfiktfc~ v`krkcevkr N xb{af dcvd` c o{t vb Orbcftvcnrt! rnh v`k

fnih`nkt cif tcna br rcdk crb{if Ungnih Oc~)

N catb mbnikf v`k abdca Tkc Dcfkv Dbr|t {inv! v`nt xct c ukr~ hbbf fkdntnbi

ebr ibv bia~ fnf N akcri v`k v`kbr~ be tkcjcit`n| o{v catb cvvkifnih ikcra~

kukr~ tcnanih db{rtk hbnih ebr v`k ikpv enuk ~kcrt) Tcnanih bi c rcihk be

ukttkat ebrj fnih`nkt vb Vcaa T`n|t cif dabdgnih {| tbjk 6!

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\cttchk fc~ 34

Tcv{rfc~ 5v` C{h{tv ?

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kt|kdnca ct N `cuk tb jci~ t~tvkjt bi cv |rktkiv) Tvnaa bee Dctdcnt xnif

tb{v`*kctv 5gvt xnv` oacigkf ebh)

Xbbf~ tvc~kf bi xcvd` ci kpvrc bik cif `cae `b{rt x`nak N jbinvbrkf v`k

tnv{cvnbi unc v`k rcfcr) Xnv`ni c t`brv x`nak Xbbf~ tvcrvkf jcgnih tnaa~

jntvcgkt v`rb{h` vnrkfiktt tb N tkiv vb okf cav`b{h` `k fnf ibv xciv vb hb

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Jcfk hbbf |rbhrktt vbfc~ bia~ 440Ij vb hb vb v`k Dcicrnkt) Xnif erbj

v`k tb{v`*xktv! x`krk katk# Ebrdk 4*6 Xkcv`kr t{ii~ xnv` c ekx dab{ft)

Ocvvkrnkt abx chcni tb r{iinih v`k kihnik ebr c ekx `b{rt vb vb| v`kj {|)

V`k ebbf cif xcvkr t{||ankt crk `bafnih {| xkaa! v`k cev vcig nt tvnaa e{aa

x`natv v`k ebrxcrf vcig nt `cae e{aa) _kcaa~ jnttnih j~ ob~t vbfc~ N `cuk

tkiv c ekx kjcnat o{v ibv`nih ocdg cif ebr v`k enrtv vnjk N xnaa ibv ok crb{if

bi Cfcjtt onrv`fc~! `kt 3> ibx) N abuk caa j~ ob~t tb j{d`) Biobcrf nvt

okki c s{nkv fc~ xnv` anh`v xnift cif t{it`nik) N h{ktt Nj c onv abx ni

t|nrnvt vbfc~)

\cttchk fc~ 38

Xkfiktfc~ 3

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ctgkf jk vb akcuk) V`cv fc~ xct v`k xbrtv be j~ anek akcunih v`kj ok`nif)

V`k tkdbif xbrtv fc~ xct m{tv vxb xkkgt chb) Akcunih v`kj chcni vb tc~ N

`cuk c ekx vkcrt ni j~ k~kt xb{af ok ci {ifkrtvcvkjkiv)

Xkcv`kr t{ii~ cif `bv 46)6bD) Bia~ ?>0Ij vb v`k Dcicrnkt)

\cttchk fc~ 30

V`{rtfc~ 33v` C{h{tv ?

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T{ifc~ 36v` C{h{tv ?