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Ouia :6tm, :4=6

Pmara wjs tmds vary strjika, jwhwjr` ji` sdccy but scdkmtcy pcjusdbca tmanry jlnikst tma tnwisench ne

nutmari !nuds jbnut tma smj"h#turia` bjr $asscar%s& tma brdkmt ra` cdkmts tmjt j""nlpjida` tma cjrka

Hasscar's sdki ni tma ernit ne tmds sljcc smj"h bjr' Pma cdkmts wara brdkmt ra`& sn `dstdi"tcy "ncnura`tmjt dt%` ba ynur kujr`dji cdkmt wmaiavar ynu wara `rdvdik `nwi tma mdkmwjy jt idkmt ji` jcc ynu

"nuc` saa wjs tma bcj"h ldst scnwcy aikucedik tma vamd"ca ynu wara di ji` ajtdik tma kjs ynu%` sjva`

sn lu"m lniay tn buy ba"jusa ynu%ra tmjt lu"m ne j pnnr eu"har' n brdkmt, dt wjs brdkmtar tmji ynur

eutura' Dt wjs jcsn vary mypintd"' (nu "nucì%t rasdst tma urka tn )ust nbsarva tma cdkmts ji` tmai kn

disdà tma smj"h enr j `rdih, ba"jusa dt wjs )ust tmjt erdai`cy ji` jppajcdik tn tma sdà tmjt wjits tn

`rdih jwjy tma snrrnws ne tma wnrc` di )ust j smnt kcjss& jclnst jiynia tmjt `rdvas pjst tma bjr ai`s

up scnwcy `nwi scdkmtcy ji` bj"hdik up )ust sn tmay "ji mjva j cnnh jt tma ditarastdik ijla ne tma bjr,

ji` kn disdà tma ditarastdik bjr ji` mjva ji ditarastdik "mjt wdtm tma ditarastdik bjrtaiàr, ljhdik j

racjtdvacy bnrdik idkmt ditn ji ditarastdik nia' *iywjy, tma tmanry wjs tmjt tmds bjr wjs di ej"t

saitdait, nr js tma snutmari tnwisench mj` put dt sn acakjitcy wdtm tmadr nwi strjika +ikcdsm -tma bjr%s

knt j `jli ldi` ne dts nwi./

maiavar tma ra` cdkmts netai ecd"hara` ni ji` nee vdncaitcy ùrdik tma bjr%s cniacdast mnurs, ji` tmds

wnuc` mjppai jclnst avary sdikca `jy, dt wjs j sdki tmjt tma bjr wjs "jccdik nut tn snlania di tma

`dstji"a' *i` avary `jy tmjt tma cdkmts wnuc` ecd"har ji` ecd"har ji` ecd"har, snlania wnuc` jcwjys

"nla di' *iynia' *iy nc` parsni, jiy "nllniar wmn wjcha` tma straat sajr"mdik enr "ncnur di j

bcj"h ji` wmdta wnrc`& dt wjs j strjika tmdik tn wjch ditn tmds bjr ji` iavar saa snlania ynu `dì%t

hinw' $asscar%s jr wjs tma wnrc`' *i` dt "artjdicy wjs tn tma ia2t parsni wmn wjcha` ditn tma bjr ni

tma :6tm Ouia, :4=6& tma cdkmts ecd"hara` lnra tmji usujc, parmjps tmrnukmnut tma `jy uitdc ma aitara`

tma bjr' dlni $mji'

rdtjdi#bnri ji` rjdsa`, *sdji pncd"a need"ar wmn trjisearra` tn 7jrnc` ,nutmari !nuds )ust tmraa

lnitms bj"h, js pjrt ne mds %pdckrdljka% tn uiàrstji` tma wnrc` ne "rdla ji` mnw tma syi`d"jta ne sdiwnrhs j"rnss tma kcnba' *csn tn )ust kaiarjccy kat jwjy ernl tma prassuras ne tma 0idta` $dik`nl

ba"jusa di mds wnr`s, dt%s sdlpca, pcjdi rd"a wmai dt "nuc` ba j sajsnia` lajc wdtm j rawjr`dik àssart

jt tma ai` enr tma "mjccaikar wmn edijccy edidsma` mds pcjta& tmds wjs tma hdi` ne lji dlni wjs' *

strjikacy jlbdtdnus, pjssdnijta ji` nptdldstd" lji wmn prnbjbcy wjsi%t dienrla` ne jcc tma `jikars

tmjt tma wnrc` wjs rd``ca` wdtm, mnwavar wmnavar tmnukmt tmds "nuc` int ba lnra wrnik jbnut tma

lji tmjt dlni wjs' ura, ma wjs jlbdtdnus ji` pjssdnijta ji` parmjps tma mjppdast lji ni ajrtm

but ma wjs jrkujbcy nia ne tma lnst sajsnia` mulji badiks di tma wnrc` wmn mj` saai lnra tmji )ust

luràrs ji` )jdc brajhs& ma mjs j strjika hij"h enr netai edi`dik "rdldijcs di tma ld``ca ne tmadr

"rdlas, ji` tmay%` jttj"h mdl di ratjcdjtdni enr tmds, wmd"m ma mjppdcy rapcy wdtm snla ne tma edkmtdik

shdccs ma mj` cajria` js pjrt ne mds Ou`n' 7a%s saai tma bcjà ne j hidea swjt jt mdl js de ma wara snla

`dskustdik mniay#"nvara` bulbcabaa, ji` uiàrstji`jbcy, ba"jusa ma%s int snla eu"hdik suparmarn,ma%` ra"adva tmjt bcjà upni mds bn`y& s"rjt"mas "nvara` mds "mast ji` bj"h, wmd"m ba"nla tma "aitra

ne jttaitdni ji` raspa"t jt tma need"a bj"h jt tma 0$, jctmnukm dt%s int ui"nllni enr eaccnw need"ars tn

cjukm ji` "cjdl tma s"rjt"mas "jla ernl ji jikry sa2 idkmt wdtm j ldstrass' 7a wjs cnyjc tn mds wdea

ji` tmraa "mdc`rai& tmraa "mdc`rai, ma mj`, wmnl ma cnva` wdtm j edar"a pjssdni tmjt nicy radienr"a`

mds nptdldsl di tma wnrc`' +2trj pra"jutdnis wara ljà enr mds ejldcy%s sjha& lnvdik tmal tn j mnusa

wmara tmay mj` tma cu2ury ne cdvdik ji` int mjvdik tn cdva uiàr tma tmrajt ne j prdsniar "nldik tn

"mjsa tmal' Pmds wjs jetar "rdldijc as"jpaa 1aji $rjs5 "mjsa` tmal'''jrkujbcy tma lnst tuluctunus

tdla ne mds cdea' 7a iajrcy a2a"uta` tma lji de dt wara int enr mds lnrjcs'

dlni mj` baai di nutmari !nuds enr ;udta snla tdla, laatdik tma cn"jcs, kaiarjccy badik id"a tn

wmnavar ma lat ji`, tn "npa wdtm int saadik mds ejldcy ji` erdai`s, muik nut jt $asscar%s jr wdtm tmanwiar, nr tma "urrait nwiar jt cajst, !nu, netai hinwi by ljiy js Gnusdi $ass, pra`nldijitcy

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ba"jusa ma wjs tma lnst trusta`, cnyjc ejldcy lalbar tn tma nrdkdijc nwiar Onmi $asscar, wmn

n""jsdnijccy "nlas di wmai in#nia ds tmara' Gnitrjry tn bacdae tmjt ma ds j rd"m, diàpaiàit

busdiasslji wmn trjvacs tma wnrc` puttdik iaw $asscar%s jrs di `deearait "nuitrdas, Onmi $asscar

j"tujccy dsi%t ji` ds di ej"t js "cnsa tn avarynia di tma bjr js Gnusdi $ass ldkmt ba, but di j lnra

cdtarjc saisa tmji edkurjtdva js snla mjva "cjdla` int tn mjva saai mdl enr yajrs& ma sdts upstjdrs di

tma ba`rnnl, ijha` ji` wjchdik jbnut erjitd"jccy js de ma%s "mjsdik j rjt' Pma "nistjit bulps majrèrnl tma rnne di tdlas ne sdcai"a jra j krajt "jusa ne "ni"ari enr panpca wmn wjit sncj"a, but $asscar

`nasi%t "jra' Dt%s mds bjr' dlni tnnh tma tdla tn enrl j taitjtdva erdai`smdp wdtm Gnusdi $ass, wmd"m

snlatdlas prnlpts eraa `rdihs, wmd"m ds wmjt Gnusdi $ass wjs `ndik inw& pnurdik j `rdih'

-Pmay `ni%t mjva jywajtmar wmara ynu%ra ernl/ Gnusdi $ass jshs, pnurdik tma rajsnijbcy#prd"a`

jywajtmar `rdih ditn tma smnt kcjss enr mds erdai` tn `rdih ernl'

-?n, ne "nursa int'''wa%ra j bnrdik bui"m' mjt%s tma tjsta cdha/ dlni sjys, nbsarvdik tma sljcc

bubbcdik sncutdni wdtmdi mds kcjss'

-!dha jiy ntmar nc` `rdih, lji' Dt%s int avai tmjt knn`' Oust j smdt nc` `rdih wdtm j "cjssy ijla,/ ma

rapcdas, wdtm mds tmd"h snutmari *lard"ji j""ait j``dik j saisa ne twjik jt tma ai` ne mds saitai"a'Dt%s swaat& dt%s assaitdjccy tma ljca a;udvjcait ne j wnlji wdtm j rajccy snet, cdkmt vnd"a' dlni tjhas j

sdp' Dt%s ;udta bdttar but stdcc id"a iniatmacass' -(nu divastdkjtdik tma "jsa tmjt%s knt tmal pn#cd"a ni

tmadr tnas/

-Dt àpai`s wmd"m nia'/

-Pma uiiy 7jt uràrs' (nu hinw ne tmjt/

dlni kucpa`' Dt wjs tma "jsa ma wjs `raj`dik tma vary ldiuta ma "jla nvar' aa, dlni wnucì%t ba

"jcca` nvar tn j tnwi cdha !nuds )ust enr j vdsdtjtdni ne cdea jrnui` tma wnrc`& in, dt rji lu"m àapar

tmji tmjt' dlni ds knn` jt mds )nb## tnn knn` tmjt dt knas uira"nkid5a` avai wmai ynu smjha mds

mji`& ma nbsarvas ynu up ji` `nwi cdha marcn"h 7nclas ji` dlla`djtacy raj`s tma hdi` ne parsni

ynu jra ji` "ji kuass ynur pjttaris di ji distjit& tmara%s j rajsni enr wmy ma jcwjys "jt"mas mds

luràrars di tma prn"ass ne tma "rdla' Dt%s wmy ma%s j ia"assjry prnbcal enr "rdldijcs, ji` wmy ma%s j

tnnc enr tma pncd"a tn usa& ma sjvas cdvas but ma jkkrjvjtas ji` ljhas lnra "rdldijcs' Dt%s jcwjys ji

dssua wmai tma marn "rajtas mds nwi trnubca by `ndik wmjt ds suppnsa` tn supprass tma spraj` ne tmds

jenralaitdnia` trnubca'

-(ajm, D hinw jcc jbnut tmjt' D%l j"tujccy wnrhdik ni dt'''/

-8m Ds dt s"jry badik jrnui` jcc tmal'''bn`das mjt `nas ma `n tn tmal/ Gnusdi $ass jshs, sdppdik

mds nwi kcjss js ma majrs dlni spajh'

-(nu `ni%t wjit tn eu"hdik hinw, $ass''' rajccy' (nu cnnh jt nia, ynu%cc cajva !nuds ejstar tmji ynu

"ji avai pnur jintmar kcjss,/ dlni sjys, sdppdik jkjdi'

-mdt' D##/

*cc ne j su`ài, enntstaps jttrj"t tma jttaitdni ne tma twn lai& snlania%s "nldik `nwi tma stjdrs'''tn

dlni, tmds ds strjika but tn $ass, tmds ds js s"jry js dt "ji pnssdbcy kat' 7ds ncàr "nusdi $asscar mjs

a2dta` tma jttd" ba`rnnl hapt enr mds nwi iaa`s, ji` ma wjchs ditn tma bjr, nbsarvdik tma stnd" dlni

ji` mds ejt, lulbcdik "nusdi, wmn jclnst ba"nlas ejttar wmaiavar $asscar wjchs di' 3nr panpca wmn

mjva iavar saai ne $asscar, tmadr par"aptdni ne mdl jt edrst ds inrljccy jttrdbuta` tn tma intdni tmjt

$ass "nuc` ba a2jkkarjtdik jbnut mds "nusdi but ni"a ynu j"tujccy saa mdl, ma%s )ust jbnut tma s"jrdast

lji ynu "nuc` avar sat ynur ayas ni& tma vary jurj ma aldts ds ainukm tn ljha ynu vnldt ji` pdss

ynursace jt tma sjla tdla ba"jusa ma%s sn eu"hdik `jikarnus' * rjtmar tjcc bcj"h lji, mds jern#bcj"h

mjdr ds uihapt ji` %ijppy%, wmd"m lajis dt cnnhs cdha snlania `rjkka` tma ai` ne j "nttni pcjit ji`

caet tma raljdidik mjdrs tn std"h up cdha ynu%va )ust baai aca"trn"uta`& ma mjs j `dstdi"t s"jr ruiidik

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`nwi tma caet sdà ne mds aya, stjrtdik scdkmtcy jbnva tma ayabrnw ji` jcc tma wjy `nwi tn mds cdp,

cajvdik )ust j cdttca bdt ne spj"a enr mjdr krnwtm' ?nw tmds jppajrji"a jcnia ds s"jry ainukm but tmai

ma sldcas& mds taatm jra sn bj`, dt%s dlpnssdbca tn àtarldia wmatmar tmay%ra rusta` krdccs tmjt wait nut

ne styca yajrs jkn nr wmatmar ma )ust `nasi%t nwi j eu"hdik tnntmbrusm' +dtmar wjy, ynu `dì%t wjit tn

kat tnn "cnsa tn mdl ntmarwdsa ynu%` puha ernl tma slacc ne mds brajtm## $asscar )ust wjsi%t tmjt "caji

j parsni'

dlni trdas tn raj` mdl, but strjikacy ainukm, avarytmdik ds nee#puttdik' dlni raj`s tma uiàrcydik

lassjkas bamdi`, enr distji"a, styca, ljiiardsls ji` iuji"as but wdtm $asscar, dt%s `deearait' 7a cats

ynu raj` mdl, ji` ma `nas tmds by `ndik avarytmdik a2pcd"dtcy, ljhdik intmdik j sa"rat& ma wjchs cdha

j cjkka` vdàn kjla "mjrj"tar, ji` cjukms js de tmraa lai wdtm slnhar%s "nukm jra trydik tn sdik jcc

tnkatmar but jra nut ne syi" wdtm j eaccnw knjt "nitrdbutdik' 7a%s sn `drty tmjt tn raj` mdl, ma%` mjva tn

tjha j bjtm& dlni ds rapucsa` by snlania enr tma edrst tdla'

-Onmiida. (#yn#ynu nee enr tnidkmt/ Gnusdi $ass jshs, smjhdik ui"nitrnccjbcy'

$asscar tjhas nia kcji"a jt mdl, ji` kdvas mds "cjssd" slnhar%s "nukm cjukm'

-7j. (nu `jli cdttca idkkar## in, D%l int kndi% nut tnidkmt' D )as% wjiij saa wmn ynu%s tjchdi%tn'''wmjt%s ynur stnry, pjrtiar/ $asscar sjys, cnnhdik jt dlni wdtm bdk, tmrajtaidik ayas'

-dlni $mji, 1ata"tdva ajrkajit ernl tma 0$,/ ma sjys, trydik tn edkmt pjst tma slacc ji` smjha mds

mji`'

$asscar mjs tmds wadr` mjbdt ne stjrdik jt panpca enr vary cnik' Gnitrjry tn wmjt%s baai saai ne mdl

tjchdik, ma%s j"tujccy int sn lu"m ne j sn"djcdst' 7a mjtas panpca' Oust dlni "jt"mas mds aya'''mjs ma

baai cdstaidik tn tmadr "nivarsjtdni

-mjt ynu `ndi% di !nuds, $mji/ $asscar jshs'

-*ssdstdik wdtm tma uiiy 7jt uràrs "jsa' (nu%va majr` ne dt, D jssula/ dlni rapcdas'

$asscar cjukms'

-%Gnursa D majr` ne dt' y tnwi, idkkar''' cdssai, D%l trydik tn kat snla ras%, sn haap tma indsa `nwi,

wdcc yar/ $asscar sjys'

-D%l j"tujccy ni ly wjy mnla inw' Dt%s id"a laatdik ynu, r'''/

-Onmi $asscar'/

-?d"a laatdik ynu, Onmi $ass##/

-Gjcc la $asscar,/ $asscar rapcdas, "rj"hdik mds edsts ji` cd"hdik mds cdps' dlni ds uisattca`, but

sldcas js ma cajvas'

Gnusdi $ass smjhas js ma wjt"mas $asscar%s scdkmt ernwi enrl ditn j àenrla`, "cnwi#cdha, dimulji

sldca tmjt jclnst tjhas up tma aitdra bnttnl pnrtdni ne mds ej"a, tma bajr` jidljtdik tn "nlpaisjta enr

dts spj"a badik divjà` by tma smjrp hidea`#cdha sldca' $asscar%s ayabjccs cnnh tn tma `nnr ji` bj"h jt

Gnusdi $ass## ma hinws tmjt sjydik j wnr` di nràr tn prnta"t mdlsace wnuc` ba usacass js $asscar

"nuc` hdcc bntm mdl ji` tma need"ar, nr jt cajst, avai de dlni wjs tn smnnt ji` hdcc $asscar ni sdkmt,

$asscar wnuc` mjva jcraj`y kdvai Gnusdi $ass j mnrrded" bajtdik tmjt wnuc` mjva hdcca` mdl jcraj`y'

-(nur iaw erdai`, am/ $asscar jshs, dt"mdik mds bajr` j cdttca'

-8m, in' ?n, $asscar## dt%s )ust snla "np wmn cdhas `rdihdi% %ara' ?ntmdi% tn wnrry jbnut, "nusdi,/

Gnusdi $ass jssarts wdtm jbsncutacy in "niedài"a'

$asscar sinrts' 7a tmai à"dàs tn kn bj"h upstjdrs, puttdik mds "nusdi%s majrt jt ajsa'

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dìdkmt stru"h' Pmara<s jcwjys tmds puikait slacc di dts muld` vjpnur ecnjtdik jbnut wmaiavar

avarynia cajvas, js de tma bjr ds trydik tn brajtma jcc dts bj` brajtm tmjt mjs trj"as ne sjcta` swajts, tma

tjsta ne tma ra"assas burda` àap wdtmdi tma jrlpdts ne busdiasslai ji` lnst dlpnrtjitcy, tma strjika

latjccd" slacc ne bcnn`& wmaiavar $ass intd"as tma bcnn`, ma netai jttalpts tn dkinra dt but ma "ji saa

tmadr kmnstcy dlprassdnis jcc nvar tma "mjdrs ji` avai tma kcjssas9)ust mnw jra tmay avai "uttdik

tmalsacvas, ma jshs mdlsace js ma prn"aa`s tn try ji` "caji tmal' !jtar tmjt idkmt, upni "nlpcatdni ne tma bcnn`#wjsmdik tjsh, Gnusdi $ass trdas tn jrrjika tma lniay tma bjr mjs ljà tn`jy& dlla`djtacy,

ma ds jlbusma` jt eucc spaa` by j euccy ijha` $asscar, wmn cjukms cnu`cy cdha j ljidj" js ma pusmas

mds ynuikar "nusdi ditn j wjcc, "jusdik mdl tn ejcc `nwi' Gnusdi $ass ds cdtarjccy jt tma lar"y ne

$asscar%s paids rdkmt inw, ji` $asscar `nasi%t ai)ny tmjt& ma cdets mds "nusdi ji` pcjits mdl jkjdist j

wjcc' 7a prn"aa`s tn brajh nia ne tma kcjssas ji` tmai mnc` up tma smjrp smjr` jt mds "nusdi%s ia"h,

cjukmdik js ma siaars rdkmt di mds ej"a'

-mjt%s j pn#cd"a need"ar `ndi% di ly bjr, $assy/ $asscar jshs, pcjydik wdtm tma smjr` ji` "uttdik

Gnusdi $ass& inrljccy wmai tmds `nas mjppai >yas, dt mjppais sn netaiF, Gnusdi $ass ds j`vdsa` int

tn s"rajl nr jttj"h, ntmarwdsa $asscar kats vary jikry'''ji` ma hinws wmjt mjppaia` tma cjst tdla'

-7a%s ly erdai`, j%dkmt, Onmiida ?ntmdi% tn `n wdtm wmjt ynu%ra `ndi% nr jiytmjik. D swajr, Onmiida, Dswajr##/

-7a%s trj"hdi% tma uiiy 7jt uràrar'''D `ni%t cdha tmjt'/

-7a wni%t edi` ynu, "nusdi##/

-%my<s tmjt, idkkar Gjusa ynu%cc ba tnn àj` tn tacc mdl/

-?n, "nusdi## ralalbar Jrji``j``y/

-1ni%t laitdni Jrji``j``y ba"jusa D `nia scd"a` up mds nc` bn`y cdha j turhay jt Gmrdstljs. (nu

ralalbar wmjt ma `d` tn us mjt ma `d` tn ynu (nu tmdih D `dì%t ai)ny kdvdi% mdl wmjt ma

àsarva`/

Gnusdi $ass "rdas'

-Jrji``j``y iavar `d` ynu intmdi<,/ Gnusdi $ass sjys tajreuccy, àeai`dik mds sjdit ne j krjièjtmar'

7a hinws $asscar hinws tmds tnn, )ust mds vdsdni ne hdiìass ds sn shawara`, jiy j"tdni ne knnìass

pjssas js ji jiinyji"a tn mdl'

-dct tmnu avar kat dt tmjt D )ust cnva tn murt panpca, ne jcc smjpas, sd5as ji` lntmareu"hdik "ncnurs9

avai snlania wmn<s bcnn`. cd"a ji` `d"a, !nuBscd"a ji` `d"a,/ $asscar jssarts cnu`cy'

-*ra ynu kndik tn murt la/

-?n' ?n, in, in' (as' ?n' D "ji%t murt ynu, ba"jusa ynur cdttca erdai` nvar tmara ds j sljrtlntmareu"har, y%uiàrstji` wmjt D laji 7a%cc hinw''' but D haap pcjydik jrnui` wdtm mdl ji` eu"hdi%

wdtm mds tj"td"s, D "ji tmrnw mdl nee ji` edijccy hdcc ynu'''mjmj' 1ni%t "ry, $assy. a "nusdis''' D )ust

mjva iaa`s, ynu hinw./

$asscar cats mdl kn' 7a knas bj"h upstjdrs'

-1ni%t avai try taccdi% ynur iaw erdai` jbnut la''' ntmarwdsa D%llj "ut ynu bntm up,/ ma sjys js ma

knas upstjdrs, kdvdik mds "cjssd" cjukm yat jkjdi'

Ouia @r`, :4=6

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*cc ne tma need"ars wara sjt di tma rnnl, wjt"mdik j ra"nrà` vdàn by j snur"a wmn "cjdla` ma mj`

"nla "cnsa tn tma uiiy 7jt $dccar& wmjt wjs strjika jbnut tmds vdàn wjs tmjt dt cnnha` majvdcy

stjka`, ji` `dì<t raah ne psy"mnpjtmy nr racaitcass luràr' ?n, dt cnnha` cdha snlania mj` wjy tnn

lu"m tdla ni tmadr mji`s ji` eact tma iaa` tn sjtdsey, nr ;uai"m, tmadr jbinrljc sa2ujc ejitjsdas by ra#

aij"tdik siuee vdàns tmjt wnuc` usujccy stjrt nee js j ldscaj`dik pnrin& dt wjs "cajr ainukm tn tmal

tmjt tmds uiiy 7jt $dccar mj` tn ba "jukmt int )ust ba"jusa ne tma "rdlas maAsma wjs "nlldttdik, but pra`nldijitcy ùa tn tma ej"t tmjt ma wjs dispdrdik j kaiarjtdni ne "rj5das tmjt wnuc` edcc up tma

jsycul di yajrs tn "nla' Pma jrrast ljà ni tma parsni wmn wjs tma snur"a wjs prnne tmjt tmdiks

wara bcnwdik nut ne prnpnrtdni, ji` jcsn ljà dt vary "cajr tmjt de ynu<ra kndik tn ba pjrt ne tma

snur"a, ynu<ra battar nee ljhdik sura tma pncd"a `ni<t kat tma scdkmtast wmdee ne tma avdài"a'

Pmay mj` spait mnurs ji` mnurs wjt"mdik vdàns by suppnsa` snur"as wmn mj` hinwca`ka ne wmara

tma hdccar wjs md`dik& inia ne tma vdàns prnva` tn ba usaeuc jt jcc ba"jusa tmay wara jcc sdldcjr tn

vdàna` ju`dtdnis enr j smnw tmjt wjsi<t lajit tn ba tjhai cdkmtcy' nla ne tmal wara "maasy'

Graapy' trjika' *i` )ust jbsncutacy eu"hdik disjia& dlni wjs kattdik bnra` by tma ldiuta, yjwidik

tmrnukm ji` avai iajrcy scaapdik tmrnukm nia ne tma vdàns9`d` ma cajva !ni`ni enr tmds ?nrljccy,

dlni wnuc` ba j"tdvacy mjrvastdik tmasa "cdps js de mds ayas wara mjt"mats, tjhdik jpjrt tma vdàn ji`

cnnhdik enr avdài"a, but tn`jy wjs int nia ne tmnsa `jys, ji` `ni<t ynu `jra jttrdbuta dt tn bnra`nl&

dt wjs ba"jusa dlni jcraj`y mj` j kcdlpsa ne tma hdccar ernl tma iaws ji` tma vdàns' Pma hdccar

jcraj`y `dì<t mjva j pjttari, ji` usa` jcc ne tmasa "nlpniaits tn ljha mds md`dik lnra aeea"tdva& tma

ldiuta tma pncd"a wnuc` mjva knttai j wmdee ne wmara ma ldkmt mjva baai, ma<` mjva baai "jukmt

wdtmdi tma ia2t twn mnurs, de tmay wara cu"hy' Pma vdàns ji` cattars wara jcc `dstrj"tdnis tmjt ma

`dì<t avai try tn "nitrnc nr ej"dcdtjta& ma<` )ust mjva tn sdt `nwi ji` cat ntmars "cjdl mds ijla' 7a

wjs ijr"dssdstd" ji` vjdi, but ma `dì<t "jra sn lu"m enr mds ijla' *s cnik js ma wjsi<t "jukmt, dt

wjsi<t j prnbcal'

dlni knt up ji` sdlpcy turia` ni tma cdkmts, lnva` tma s"raai ji` tma vdàns jwjy ji` stjra` jt mds

eaccnw need"ars& ma wjsi<t smy tn tacc tmal tmjt wmjt tmay wara cdtarjccy `ndik wjs cattdik panpca `da by

tma ldiuta' Pma need"ars krnjia`& avai tma maj`, j raedia` bjc`#majà` bcj"h lji di j sudt, cnjia1jvds, "rnssa` mds jrls ji` stjra` jt tma rdtdsm "nppar'

-Pma eu"h, $mji (nu ldi` cattdik us kat ni wdtm tma divastdkjtdni/ cnjia sjys, ;udta jikrdcy'

-(nu mj` la sait mara enr ly macp, "nrra"t !at la `n dt, tmai,/ dlni rajssarts, tjhdik j ljrhar pai

ernl tma "nitjdiar ji` cnnhdik jt tma bnjr`'

-!at<s `n tmds& de ynu `ni<t mjva avdài"a, D<llj edra yn< jss ji` mjva ynu sait bj"h tn tma

lntmarcji`9uiàrstji`/ cnjia sjys di "cjssd" +bnid"s `djca"t'

-*cc ne tmjt, Gmdae, ds int avdài"a' Pma hdccar `nasi<t rajccy kdva j smdt jbnut mds vd"tdls jt jcc, int

avai mds nwi ijla,/ dlni sjys'

-mjt (nu<va saai wmjt ma `nas tn panpca, rdkmt 7a tjhas j cnt ne tdla ni tmasa panpca9de

mdstnry<s tjukmt us jiytmdik, dt<s tmjt wmai j bn`y<s knt tmjt lu"m `jljka ni Eal by nia lji, ma

àedidtacy "jras9- ji need"ar ditarrupts'

-7a tjhas tdla, but ma `nasi<t "jra jbnut tma parsni' 8icy rajsni ma `nas ds ba"jusa dt sjtdsedas mdl,

int ba"jusa ma "jras jbnut tmal' 7nw D hinw tmds !nnh jt tma bn`das9ljuca` tn àjtm ji` bajtai

ji` stjbba`& dt<s "cajrcy int j pcjiia` tmdik' 7a nicy à"nrjtas tma bn`das wdtm edsmar iat mjts ji`

suikcjssas tn tajsa us, but uiàr in "dr"ulstji"a wnuc` ma )anpjr`d5a mds md`dik by sai`dik vdàns

ji` smnwdik us mnw ma a2a"utas tma "rdlas' 7a wjits tn pcjy wdtm us'/

-*iywjy wa "nuc` kat j bdt "cnsar tn mdl 7a<s bnui` tn scdp up9-

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-7a wni<t' Pmds dsi<t mds edrst tdla, ne "nursa, but wmai D sjy tmjt, D laji ma<s prnbjbcy `nia dt enr j

wmdca ji` hinws mnw tn cjy cnw wdtmnut badik "jukmt' 7a<s iavar baai brnukmt nut ditn tma npai

ba"jusa ma mjtas dt'/

-my `rass up mds vd"tdls Pmjt brdiks mdl nut ditn tma npai ji` kdvas us j tjrkat tn kn enr, $mji'

Gji ynu bj"h tmjt up/ cnjia jshs, sldcdik ba"jusa ma hinws dlni mjs tma jiswar& dlni sldcas

bj"h'

-+2j"tcy' Dt `nasi<t )ust kdva us j tjrkat, but tjrkats tn kn enr' !nnh jt tma jlnuit ne vdàns tmjt jra

"nldik di mara, js wacc js cattars& "npy"jts wdcc spjwi ji` tmus, tmay<ra tma nias tn kn enr' 7a<s int

brdikdik mdlsace nut ditn tma npai'/

-Gnuc` albjrrjssdik mdl `n lu"m a<va "jukmt j eaw hdccars cdha tmjt,/ ji need"ar sjys, but dlni

brusmas dt jsdà wdtm j ecd"h ne tma wrdst'

-?n' 7a<cc hinw wa<ra trydik tn `rjw mdl nut' Pma uiiy 7jt $dccar ds j sljrt lntmareu"har& ma

mdàs di tma `jrhiass, hdccdik jiynia di tma prn"ass ji` kndik bj"h tn tmjt pcj"a' y "rajtdik

ùpcd"jtas, ma di"rajsas tma sd5a ne tma pcj"as ma "ji mdà di, lajidik wa<ra cnnhdik enr j ijdc di j

mjystj"h'/

-7nw jra wa kndik tn "jt"m mdl tmai, de ma<s md`dik/ cnjia jshs' Pma ntmar need"ars in` ji`

lurlur jt dlni<s ditaccdkai"a, but inw tmjt tma `deed"ucty ne tmds nparjtdni mjs baai a2prassa`, tmadr

ejdtm di "jt"mdik mdl ds à"rajsdik wdtm avary a2pcjijtdni'

-D `ni<t hinw' a hinw tmjt tmds lji, wmnavar ma ds, mjs in `ds"aridbca pjttari enr us tn enccnw' De

jiytmdik, tmds lji )ust cnvas tn hdcc' ut tmara<s nia tmdik wa hinw& jiy pcj"a tmjt "ji mjva ainukm

panpca enr mdl tn hdcc ji` ajt ds j pcj"a enr mdl' D mjva j pcji, but dt<s j mjrsm eu"hdik nia'/

-D<l up enr wmjtavar pcji ynu knt,/ cnjia jssuras'

-Pma hdccar jttj"hs lai ne j "artjdi budc`, lnstcy wnlai ji` avarynia acsa, ma `nasi<t "ni"aitrjta ni

wjy tnn lu"m' a edi` j pcj"a, cdha j rd"m nia enr a2jlpca, eucc ne tmasa panpca ji` tmai cat mdl rnjl

eraa'/

-Knjl eraa/ cnjia sjys' Pma ntmar need"ars jra di uprnjr'

-a<cc wjri tma iadkmbnurs tn rapnrt jiynia wmn `nasi<t cnnh rdkmt' *t cajst, wa hinw wmara wa

mjva tn ba ni tma `jy wmai ma jttj"hs9but de D<l badik mniast, wa<ra kndik tn mjva tn pucc j ldrj"ca

di nràr tn ljha sura tmjt vd"tdl `nasi<t `da' *i` wdtm tma pncd"a<s cu"h, tmjt ldrj"ca<s uicdhacy'/

-1nasi<t ljttar' a<ra wdtm ynur pcji, but D<l int cattdik jiynia `da' ?nt ni nur mji`s'/

-7nw `n ynu hinw sn lu"m jbnut wmara ma "nuc` jttj"h/ nia need"ar jshs' -(nu hinw tnn lu"m'/

-mai j hdccar trdas int tn mjva j pjttari, tmay jcwjys ai` up `ndik sn' n ejr, tma hdccar mjs nicy

jttj"ha` di j "artjdi pcj"a tmjt wnuc` jttrj"t ljss jttaitdni, cattdik mdl kn snlawmara acsa ji` hdcc

jintmar, ji` sn enrtm' De wa "ji edi` j pcj"a tmjt ma mjsi<t stru"h di sn ejr ji` j pcj"a tmjt mjsi<t baai

jeecd"ta` wdtm sn lu"m, wa "nuc` jttrj"t nur hdccar'/

-mjt pcj"a `n ynu mjva di ldi`, $mji/ cnjia jshs'

-Pma nia pcj"a eucc ne enn` enr mdl tmjt ma mjsi<t jttj"ha` astknuc`' Dt<s wmara jcc tma yuppdas

cdva'/

Gmjptar DD

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Pmds ds tma lnlait tmjt tmay wara jcc wjdtdik enr' Dt turis nut tmjt dlni<s pcji mj` wnrha` ejstar tmji

jiynia mj` nrdkdijccy jitd"dpjta`& wdtmdi tma edrst eaw waahs, sdkmtdiks ne j `dsmavacca`, `drty ji`

àvdnus bcj"h lji wara rapnrta`' mdca lnst tnnh tmds js rj"dsl, nicy cnjia, dlni ji` j eaw ne

tma need"ars wmn mj` ejdtm di mdl hiaw tmjt tmds wjs prnbjbcy tma lji tmay wara cnnhdik enr' Pma nia

md`dik di tma `jrhiass' Dt wjsi<t )ust tma ej"t tmjt tmay mj` saai mdl, but wmjt tmay rapnrta` mdl

`ndik& lnst ne tma tdla ùrdik tma idkmts, tmasa yuppdas wnuc` ba a2ar"dsdik, ji` snlania wnuc` ba

wjt"mdik' Di tma lnridik, ma<` wjch jrnui` ji` racj2 js de ma cdva` tmara, ji` jt idkmt, ma<` ba by

ynur wdi`nw, wjt"mdik ynu js ma sldca` wdtm mds bj` taatm' nlania swnra tmay sjw snlania

wajrdik j edsmar<s mjt ji` suikcjssas, ji` wjs wniàrdik jrnui`& tmds wjs tn`jy' cnjia ji` dlni

jssalbca` tma enr"a, ji` wara wdtmdi astknuc` di tma ldiuta, sdi"a tmay mj` hapt dllaisacy "cnsa

tn tma jraj di tma mnpas tmay "nuc` sjva tma uiiy 7jt $dccar<s vd"tdls js ejst tmay "nuc` ji` "jt"m

mdl di tma prn"ass, kjriardik j su""ass'

cnjia, tma aitdra s;uj`rni, tma *P tajl, tma ljynr, tma cniacy, enncdsm tj2pjyars ji` tma kaiarjc

pnpucjtdni wmn cdva` di tma ld``ca#"cjss iadkmbnurmnn` ne astknuc`, 7jrnc` stnn` ji` wjdta` by

tma mnusa wmara ma suppnsa`cy rui di wmai tmay "jla' Pma "nllniars jcc stjra` jt tmadr tacavdsdnis"raais js tma "mdae ne pncd"a ji` mds s;uj`rnis, jcnik wdtm tma *P tajls jcc kjtmara` nutsdà ne

tmds rui`nwi, tjttnna`, à"nrjtdva ji` smj"ha` ecjt wmara tma uiiy 7jt $dccar wjs nrdkdijccy

suppnsa` tn ba di enr tmds pjrtd"ucjr luràr' 3nr lnitms inw, sn ljiy wara hdìjppa` by tma uiiy

7jt $dccar ji` sn mnpaeuc wara tma pjraits ji` cnvars ne tmasa panpca wmn mj` tmadr cnva` nias tjhai

jwjy by tma mjrsm mji` ne tmadr jssjdcjit& dlni, wmn wjs stnn` tmara jlnikst tma pncd"a enr"as ji`

tma "aitra ne tma "jlarj%s en"us, mj` prnldsa` tn edi` tmal jcc ji` brdik tmal bj"h mnla sjeacy, jcc

jcdva ji` mnpdik tmay "nuc` mjva tmjt prnldsdik ejldcy rauidni tmjt tma wnrc` sdlpcy wdsma` upni

tma uicu"hy iadkmbnurs ne 7jrnc`' 7nwavar, tmara wjs j mjrsm trutm tmjt int avai dlni hiaw& tmay

wara jcc àj`'

aa, tma uiiy 7jt $dccar mj` in snrt ne lnrjc "nà, pjttari nr avai j rajsni js tn wmy ma tjrkata`tmasa panpca nr hdcca` tmal& ma )ust `d` dt js pjrt ne mds wjy tn sjtdsey mds jijr"md" ji` psy"mnpjtmd"

ijtura' Dt wjs lnra ne j parenrlji"a enr mdl, a2"apt tma vd"tdls wara lnra pjrtd"dpjits tn j

parenrlji"a tmjt wnuc` rajccy tast tma cdldts ne tmadr j"tdik, wmd"m ds euiiy di dtsace ba"jusa tmasa

vd"tdls rjracy mj` tma "mji"a tn sjy jiytmdik ùrdik tmadr a2a"utdni& tjha enr a2jlpca, tma luràr ne

*i`d jka, j cn"jc suparljrhat wnrhar bjsa` di 7jrnc`' Pma hdccar mjì%t baai enccnwdik mar enr `jys,

nr nbsarvdik mar nr trda` tn edi` snlatmdik uid;ua di mar& ma )ust "jla j"rnss mar jt j pjrh bai"m'

Distaj` ne swaat#"mjrldik mar ji` spajhdik tn mar, trydik tn jppajc tn mar bjsa d` sa2ujc ijtura ji`

mjva mar wdccdikcy "nla bj"h tn mds sn ma "nuc` hdcc mar, ma sdlpcy stnn` tmara, ji` stjra` jt mar js de

ma mj` saai tma ijha` stjtua ne $dl $jr`jsmdji lnva& *i`d cnnha` jt tma hdccar, ji` sdlpcy ernwia`

jt tma vjrdnus mypntmasas ne wmn ma wjs ji` wmy ma wjs stjrdik jt mar tmds wjy' *i` tmds wjy, tma

parenrlji"a bakji& puttdik ni mds suikcjssas, ma ljr"ma` tnwjr`s mar wdtm j spaa` tmjt "nuc` prnbjbcy ljt"m avai mar ruiidik di tmnsa maacs, ji` put ni tma mjt## sma distjitcy hiaw wmn ma wjs'

ma trda` tn rui but tma hdccar wjs tnn ejst, tnn uiwdccdik tn cat mar kn& tmds wjsi%t j mnrrnr lnvda enr

mdl tn sdlpcy wjch ji` jppajr nut ne inwmara'''in, ma wjs tma jidljc tmjt wjita` tn tajr ynu jpjrt

cdha tma pda"a ne lajt ynu wara' trjikacy, enr mar luràr, ma `dì%t rasncva ni ljhdik j lassjka&

lnra, ma wjita` tn ljha j lass' 7a "ut mar up ji` caet mar tn `da ni tma krnui`, cjukmdik js ma spjt

upni mar àj` bn`y ji` tmai edijccy wjchdik jwjy, but int baenra ma caet mds stjdi upni mar bn`y ji`

tma krnui`s ne tma "alaita` ajrtm js ma pcj"a` mds edsmar mjt ji` sui kcjssas ni tma krnui` ia2t tn tma

pcjtnni ne bcnn`' Pmds luràr wjs tma luràr tmjt mj` dlni $mji buy mds nwi td"hat jt mds nwi

disdstai"a ji` trjvac tn !nuds di nràr tn "jt"m tma bjstjr` ji` put mdl bamdi` bjrs, nr battar yat,

parsnijccy tnrtura mdl ji` ljha mdl eaac tma pjdi ma a2j"ta` ni ntmars'

* s"rajl snjra` tmrnukm tma shy ernl tma smj"ha` mnusa' dlni "nucì%t mnc` tma pjdi jiy cnikar& ma;ud"hcy sdkijcca` enr tma *P tajl tn "nvar mdl js ma aitara` tma mnusa, mnc`dik tma kui ji`

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hd"hdik `nwi tma `nnr swdetcy' 7a cnnha` disdà tma mnusa& rjts wara eajstdik ni caetnvar enn`s di tma

"nriar, shacatnis caet ni tma edrst pcjtenrl ne tma stjdrs caj`dik upstjdrs, `rda` bcnn` ne snla snrt

slajra` j"rnss tma ecnnr ji` edijccy, di tma "nriar ne tma rnnl, j àj` àar, wdtm tma wnr`s %jlbd

wjs j bdt"m% slajra` ni tma wjcc ia2t tn dt## wmjt hdi` ne eu"har `nas tmds, tmnukmt dlni tn mdlsace

js ma ajkarcy rji up tma stjdrs tn cn"jta wmara tma s"rajl "jla ernl, "rj"hdik tma jrl ne tma shacatni

di tma prn"ass' 7a kats tn tma rnnl, ji` edi`s tma uiiy 7jt $dccar stjbbdik tma kdrc& ma `nasi%t jppajr tn mjva stjbba` mar baenra tmds, nicy stjbbdik mar di tma smnucàr ni"a ji` jbnut tn sullni tma

aiarky tn àjc j eaw a2trj bcnws tn mar stnlj"m ji` ej"a, but tmds ds stnppa` by j edar"a smnut'

-3raa5a./

dlni pndits tma kui jt tma hdccar ji` smnnts mdl di tma smnucàr wdtmnut masdtjtdni& tma hdccar `rnps

nitn tma ecnnr, "cut"mdik mds di)ury js dlni jttalpts tn krjb tma ynuik kdrc ji` albrj"a mar, enr sma%s

jcdva ji` ds prnbjbcy tma edrst vd"tdl wmn mjs avar baai sjva` ernl tma uiiy 7jt $dccar' Pma hdccar

distjitcy kats up ji` `rjks tma kdrc by mar mjdr, puttdik mar ni tma ecnnr distjitcy ji` tmai jttalptdik tn

stjb mar jkjdi& dlni hd"hs mdl di tma ej"a, ji` prn"aa`s tn stjlp ni mds ej"a rapajta`cy di jikar##

tmds, surprdsdikcy ji` "nieusdikcy, mjs ji aeea"t ji` in aeea"t' Dt ljhas tma hdccar cjukm nut cnu`' Pma

hdccar%s kcjssas ji` mjt ejcc nee ùrdik tma ldid s"ueeca, ji` tma ej"a tmjt dlni saas ljhas mdlstulbca bj"h di smn"h ji` eajr& tma hdccar kats up, wdpdik tma bcnn` ernl mds lnutm ji` cjukmdik'''

tmjt cjukm'''sn ra"nkid5jbca'

$asscar'

$asscar kdkkcas cnuàr'

-7ay, bu``y'''/ $asscar sjys, mds ljssdva lnutm a2pji`dik wdtm aj"m wnr` ji` aj"m %mj mj%' 7a kats

up scnwcy, ji` wjchs tnwjr`s dlni laij"dikcy, stdcc krjspdik mds hidea& $asscar `nasi%t usujccy cdha

tjppdik ditn mds jikry sdà drnid"jccy, ji` enr tma edrst tdla, ma%s lnra tmji cdvd` wdtm rjka ba"jusa

snlania mjs enui` mdl' dlni, ni tma ntmar mji`, ds batrjya`& "nuc` Gnusdi $ass mjva hinwi jbnut

$asscar%s j"tdnis 7nw cnik mjs ma baai cda` tn nra dlpnrtjitcy, mnw "nuc` ma stdcc mjva int baaijbca tn raj` $asscar Pma pnnr kdrc%s cdea wnuc` mjva baai sjea de dlni mj` `nia mds )nb prnparcy'

-Onmi $asscar, D%l jrrastdik##/

$asscar rutmcasscy maj`butts dlni di tma insa, brajhdik dt ditn tdiy erjklaits ji` cattdik tma bcnn`

kusm nut ne dlni%s insa cdha culps ne "ustjr` badik alptda` ditn j mnccnw bdi& dlni stjkkars bj"h

uiditaitdnijccy, wjitdik tn kn enr tma vd"tdld5a` kdrc wmn%s mjvdik tn sueear wjt"mdik mar pntaitdjc

luràrar luràr tma lji wmn wjs mar sjvdnur'

-Kui##/ dlni s"rajls nut tn tma kdrc, wmn ruis nut js ejst js sma%s avar rui baenra& $asscar swdetcy

hd"hs tma brdaecy di"jpj"dtjta` dlni nitn tma krnui`, ji` prn"aa`s tn "mnha mdl enr tma lnlait&

ma%s int ditai`dik tn hdcc mdl àspdta mds rjka''' ma%s nicy trydik tn snetai mdl up'

*etar racajsdik mds ia"h ernl mds tdkmtaidik àjtm krdp, $asscar bakdis tn pullac mds ej"a wdtm

earn"dnus bnuts ne ecurry jttj"hs ernl mds edsts' cnn`, jetar bcnn`, jetar bcnn`& js de tma maj`butt

wjsi%t ainukm tn sncd`dey tma intdni tmjt $asscar%s eui mjs baai ditarrupta` ji` tmjt ma%s rajccy pdssa`

nee jbnut tmjt& pncd"a `ni%t usujccy "jt"m mdl, ji` ljyba tmjt%s ùa tn eajr' dlni%s j cdttca ijdva tn try

ji` kn pjst tmjt eajr ji` jssula ma "nuc` "jt"m j hdccar wmn `rassas up wdtm j suimjt ji` suikcjssas&

tmds wjs a2j"tcy wmjt tma ntmar need"ars wnuc` cjukm jt mdl enr but mds jlbdtdnis wara jcwjys di tma

wjy'''

$asscar cnnhs up enr j sa"ni`' Pma kdrc%s jcraj`y knia nutsdà, ji` tma rast jra "nldik di''' inw,

inrljccy, jiy ntmar parsni di mds pra`d"jlait ruis jwjy but ma%s )ust wniàrdik wmjt tn `n inw tmjt

mds eui wjs rudia`'''

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7a tjhas tma hidea ji` pcuikas dt ditn dlni%s caet enrajrl, cjukmdik cnu`cy js dlni%s s"rajl a"mnas

tmrnukmnut tma wjccs ne tma mnusa, wmd"m ljhas tmds stjbbdik ;udta j pnditcass ji` rjtmar bj` tmdik tn

`n js jiynia "nuc` trj"h wmara tma snui` "jla ernl, but `nas $asscar "jra ?n' a"jusa ma mjs j

wnrsa pcji enr dlni'

7a stjrts tn `rjk tma hidea, ji` tmds ds wmara dlni rajcdsas tmjt de snlatmdik dsi%t kndik mds wjy, ma

ba"nlas j tj` bdt tnn vdncait ji` trdas jkjdi, wdtm krajtar enr"a ji` a2artdni& tma hidea lnvas but nicy

scdkmtcy, prnlptdik mdl tn jkkrassdvacy pucc dt js dt "jrvas tma bnia tmjt mnc`s dlni%s jrl## ma%s

"rydik jt tmds pndit js $asscar ds cjukmdik, trydik tn "ut tma need"ar%s jrl nee' *t snla pndit, ma mjs "ut

tmrnukm tma ecasm ji` caet dt cnnhdik snlania%s `rjkka` j std"h tmrnukm wat lu`& jetar lnra a2artdni,

tma pnnc ne bcnn` tmjt $asscar mjs ni bntm mds mji`s ji` jcc nvar tma ecnnr, ma edijccy "uts nee tma jrl

ji` prn"aa`s tn bajt tma ejditdik dlni wdtm mds nwi jrl vdncaitcy'

7a kats up, ji` tmrnws tma jrl nitn dlni, stdcc kdkkcdik'

-Jjva ynu j mji`,/ $asscar sjys, uijbca tn "nitrnc mds cjukmtar' Pma cjukmtar stjrts tn a"mn tmrnukm

tma rnttai wnnài wjccs, wmd"m jra pd"ha` up by parhy ajrs ne tma *P tajls disdà tma mnusa,

sajr"mdik enr wmara tma s"rajl "nuc` mjva "nla ernl& tma cjukm macps tmal kn ernl diearai"a tnusdik tma iaw `dakatd" snui` js j snijr, wmd"m `nasi%t bnà a2j"tcy wacc js tmay%ra inw jt tma `nnr,

wmd"m mjs baai hd"ha` `nwi baenra by dlni'

Pma *P tajl rjd` tma rnnl, pnditdik tmadr kuis dlla`djtacy jt j cjukmdik $asscar, wmn cnnhs jt

tmal di tma snrt ne wjy tmjt in#nia wjits tn ba cnnha` jt& wmai ynur aialy mjs j pcji ji` ynu mjva

in jwjraiass ne dt' Dt%s tma s"jrdast tmdik rdkmt inw## int ba"jusa dt%s )anpjr`d5dik tmadr cdvas, but

ba"jusa dt%s )anpjr`d5dik tmadr raputjtdni js j pncd"a `dvdsdni tmjt ds mdkmcy raspa"ta` jlnikst ntmars&

de tmay cnst $asscar inw ji` wara mjrla` by )ust nia lji, dljkdia tma albjrrjsslait tmjt wnuc`

enccnw tmal enr tma rast ne tmadr cdvas' Dt wjsi%t snlatmdik tma tajl wjita` but jt tma lnlait, dt

saala` cdha tma diavdtjbca& $asscar sldcas, ji` tmai )ulps nut ne tma wdi`nw, s"rjpdik pda"as ne mds

ecasm js ma scdàs pjst tma inw#smjrpaia` bcjàs ne tma brnhai wdi`nw, ljhdik j bcnn` bjtm ecnjt di

tma jdr js de rjdi mj` baai stnppa` di tdla' $asscar cji`s' Dt%s j "nllni "ni"aptdni tmjt tmasa %vdccjdis%wnuc` netai iavar kat di)ura` wmdca as"jpdik& tmds ds int tma "jsa, js ma `nas int cji` uis"jtma`## mds

caet cak ds di)ura`' ?nt tn tma pndit wmara dt mjs sijppa` di mjce, but ainukm sn tmjt j ljssdva brudsa

inw a2dsts ni tma sdà ne mds cak, dimdbdtdik mds ruiidik tn j vary ejst but jwhwjr`, smueeca#cdha

cdlpdik''' ma "nitdiuas tn cdlp js tma *P tajl ljha tmadr wjy `nwi tma stjdrs, di nràr tn rui ji`

"jt"m mdl wmara ma mjs ejccai ji`, j""nr`dik tn tmal, ds stdcc tmara'

7a mjs jcraj`y ljà mds wjy tn jintmar mnusa, )ulpdik disdà tmrnukm tma wdi`nw ji` erjitd"jccy

sajr"mdik enr j wjy tn mdà wdtmnut avai tma dimjbdtjits ne tma mnusa trydik tn edi` mdl, but tmds pcji

ds tnn dlprnlptu ji` mjs jcraj`y ejdca`, js j ynuik kdrc, wmn `nasi%t cnnh j `jy nvar 6, ji` mjs )ust

edidsma` bjtmdik, mai"a wmy sma ds wajrdik nicy j tnwac tn "nvar mar rjtmar cjrka, vncuptunus brajsts

ji` jintmar tnwac ne j cdkmt bjby#bcuadsm "ncnur ni mar maj` tmjt "nvars tma cus"dnus bcnià mjdr tmjtsma mjs, wjchs ditn tma cdvdik rnnl, ji` ds trjppa` ni tma spnt js sma spnts j euccy bcnn`da` $asscar

stjra bj"h jt mar## sma "ji%t `n jiytmdik' ma "ji%t s"rajl ba"jusa sma%cc vnldt' ma "ji%t rui ba"jusa

sma%cc trdp ji` tmds lntmareu"har wdcc prnbjbcy hdcc mar' ma "ji%t bcdih ba"jusa di j scdkmt sa"ni` ne

mar bcdihdik ma%cc tacapnrt rdkmt di ernit ne mar ji` stjb mar di tma stnlj"m cdha j pdk' ma "ji%t avai

"nisdàr j pcji ba"jusa sma mjs, jcraj`y di M sa"ni`s, àvacnpa` ldccdnis ne mypntmasas ne wmy mar

pcjis "nucì%t wnrh& sma `nasi%t mjva j wajpni di mar mji` adtmar' ma "ji%t `n jiytmdik '

ma sma`s j sljcc tajr' * "rystjccdsa`, `djlni` tajr `rnp rnccs `nwi mar ra` "maah, "jrrydik tma eajr ne

tma lnlait di jcc dts "nlpca2dty''' $asscar nbsarvas tma tajr `rnp'

7a brdaecy mnc`s up mds edikar, ji` pcj"as dt di tma jdr, js de ma mjs `ds"nvara` j iaw dàj tmjt mjs baai

pjssa` `nwi nitn mdl by Jn`''' ma wjchs scnwcy tnwjr s mar' y Jn`, sma%s smjhdik eucc ne eajr## smahinws int wmjt tn `n' ma "ji%t lnva stdcc'

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$asscar pcj"as mds bcnn`da`, `drtda` edikar ni mar bajutdeuc pdih cdps, wmd"m jra )ust jbnut tma parea"t

sd5a enr hdssdik'''

-sm,/ ma sjys, scnwcy raj"mdik enr tma bj"h ne mar ia"h wdtm tma sjla caet mji`, ji` tmai edar"acy

krjspdik dt js de ma%s strjikcdik j cdni& ma `rjks mar "cnsar tn mdl, ji` wdtm in masdtjtdni, ma hdssas mar'

*clnst pjssdnijtacy' Pmara%s sn lu"m jikar di tma hdss tmjt sma prnbjbcy eaacs tmjt sma "ji iavar eaac

tmds pjssdnijta j hdss jkjdi ba"jusa tma alntdni ds sn rjw## $asscar rdps mds cdps nee ne mars, ji`

prn"aa`s tn wdpa dlni%s bcnn` jcc nvar mar ej"a, cjukmdik mnjrsacy js ma `nas dt, ljhdik mar "ry but

jt tma sjla tdla, jcsn kdva j bdt ne rasdstji"a'

*i` strjikacy ainukm, $asscar cats mar kn ji` `rnps mar tn tma krnui`' ma "rdas''' ji` sma wjt"mas

$asscar wjch jwjy'

Gmjptar DDD

aptalbar :st, :4=6

dlni wjchs tmrnukm tma distdtutdni, intd"dik tma jlnuit ne prdsniars tmara j"tujccy jra jt tma *ccai

Distdtuta& tma pcj"a wjs didtdjccy "rjeta` di :4@@ jt tma mji`s ne Jraknry Pmrusm#*ccai, ji Drdsm

pmdcnsnpmar wmn mj` kraw tdra` ne laitjc dcciass badik àala` js j "nlpca2 sd"hiass tmjt "nuc` nicy

ba "ura` by tma masdtjit edrdik ne j sljcc, ra"aitcy bnukmt nut pdstnc' Jraknry à`d"jta` mdlsace `jy

ji` idkmt tn aisurdik tmjt tma lai ji` wnlai pcj"a` di mara jt tma *ccai Distdtuta enr tma Grdldijccy

Disjia wara iavar tn cajva tma budc`dik uicass tmadr adtmar hcaptnljidj" nr psy"mnpjtmd" nr jijr"md"

bamjvdnur wjs, tn j àkraa, `dldidsma` tn j pndit wmara tmjt spa"ded" àa` wjs j cdtarjc pjdi di tma jss'

8e "nursa, kdvai jt tma tdla tmjt rasnur"as ji` s"dai"a "ni"aridik psy"mncnky wjs cdldta`, wmd"m

wnuc` mjva baai usaeuc enr tma diecu2 ne vjrdnus rdtdsm ji` *lard"ji snc`dars badik brnukmt di

ba"jusa ne smaccsmn"h ji` erjkkdik, Jraknry<s wnrh wjs ne "nursa ldcas jmaj` ne dts tdla but dt tnnh j

ljssdva tncc ni mds majctm ji` avaitujccy, js snla mdstnrdjis wnuc` put dt, ma ba"jla pjrt ne tma mnla

ma mj` "rajta` enr ntmars, dispdra` by disjidty, lj`àia` by lnintniy'

Dt wjs aptalbar :st, j wmdca jetar tma di"dàit' dlni mj` mj` mds jrl "mnppa` nee by j psy"mnpjtm,

but wmjt wnuc` ba saai js j ljssdva ai`nrsalait ne àlntdvjtdni wjs j"tujccy ji di"rajsa ne mnpa&

dlni mj` `nia tma dlpnssdbca' 7a wjs "artjdi ma mjì<t "nla j"rnss jiynia wmn wjita` tn "npy

mdl, ba"jusa in#nia, avai de tmay mj` tma stnlj"m tn hdcc, "nucì<t cjukm ji` `n wmjt tmay wjita` tn

mdl cdha tmjt& ma jcsn caet dlni jcdva' my Dt wjs j ;uastdni dlni mj` pniàra` di tma mnspdtjc

wmdca tmay cnnha` enr j wjy tn haap mdl eui"tdnidik'

7a wjsi<t eraa ne mds s"jrs tmnukm' Dt wjsi<t j brusm wdtm àjtm, but rjtmar j lnlait wmara dlni eact

tmjt mds mjr` wnrh wjs, ni"a jkjdi, spjt bj"h ditn mds ej"a& avai di tma 0$, mds wnrh wjs jcwjys saai

js cj"hcustra wmai trutmeuccy, tma need"a wara "cjdldik mds wnrh js tmadr nwi ji` puttdik mdl `nwi'

7a wjs nia ne tma sljrtast need"ars di a2dstai"a ji` "nuc` raj` ynu cdha j bnnh' 3nr ni"a, dlni eact

jbsncutacy usacass'

dlni wjs mara tn saa nia parsni ma mjì<t saai enr yajrs sdi"a ma wjs "jukmt& 1aji $rjs5, j sardjc

hdccar ùrdik :4M wmn wait by tma iaws#kdvai lnidhar ne tma u55ca $dik, ba"jusa ne mds nbsassdni

wdtm shdiidik mds vd"tdls ji` mjva pjrts ne tmadr ecasm stdcc krjeta` ni but di tma smjpa ne j pu55ca, ji`

j iulbar caet rdkmt di tma "aitra ne dt' Dt wjs avaitujccy ravajca` tmjt tmasa iulbars wara diàa`

"ncca"tjbcas, ji` wnuc` mjva tn ba put tnkatmar di nràr tn ljha j pd"tura tmjt wnuc` Esmn"h tma

wnrc`<& tn tmds `jy, ba"jusa ma wjs "jukmt sn ajrcy, in#nia mj` j "cua js tn wmjt tma pd"tura wjs but

nicy 1aji mdlsace' Pma pd"tura tmjt 1aji mj` "rajta` wjs di ej"t tma pd"tura ne tma parsni ma mj` trucy

wjita` tn hdcc, lajidik tmjt tma panpca ma mj` hdcca`, ne vjrdnus `deearait "ncnurs ji` sd5as, `dì<t

ljttar jt jcc9hdccdik tmal wjs )ust sn tmay "nuc` stjy stdcc ji` int lnva wmdca ma bakji tn "ut ditntma ejts ne tmadr ecasm ji` "rjet mds pd"tura& dt wjs j vd"tdl ma rajccy wjita` tn hdcc, ji` inbn`y hiaw

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wmy, a2"apt enr dlni' dlni hiaw 1aji wnucì<t kn enr snlania "cnsa tn mdl, ba"jusa 1aji dsi<t

j lji di"jpjbca ne cnva& in, 1aji wnuc` kn enr snlania tmjt rajccy pdssa` mdl nee' 1aji iavar wait

enr panpca "cnsa tn mdl' De snlania wara tn pdss mdl nee mnwavar, tma pu55ca wjs "rajta` tn cat tmal

hinw twn tmdiks nia, tmjt ma wjs "nldik enr ynu ji` twn, ynur j"tdni jkjdist mdl mjs rasucta` di

iularnus àjtms, wmd"m caj` tn tmadr kudct' Puris nut 1aji nicy wjita` tn hdcc mds bnss enr edrdik mdl

enr ajtdik ni tma )nb' tupd`, but iavartmacass, j brdccdjit wjy ne wjitdik tn kat bj"h jt snlania'

dlni wjchs basdà 8cdvdj *ccai, tma maj` psy"mdjtrdst ne tma *ccai Distdtuta ji` tma krajt#

krji``jukmtar ne Jraknry Pmrusm#*ccai& sma mjs j in#inisaisa jttdtuà tnwjr`s panpca wmn wjit tn

ditarvdaw mar pjtdaits ji` strnikcy bacdavas tmjt vdsdtnrs divncva` di tma vdncait pjsts ne mar "rdldijcs

wdcc enr"a tmal tn racjpsa9tmds ds jcc enr tmadr baiaedt, sma bacdavas' ma ds nicy ditarasta` di "jrrydik

nut Jraknry<s cakj"y'

-n, r $rjs5 tjrkata` ynur ejldcy, ds tmjt "nrra"t/ 8cdvdj sjys, kndik tmrnukm mar intas ni tma

u55ca $dik' -my `d` ma/

-D edkura` de D tnnh snlatmdik ernl mds pjcatta nr divaitnry, ma<` ba "nar"a` ditn mjvdik j

"nivarsjtdni wdtm la,/ dlni sjys, ;udta jrrnkjitcy di ej"t' 8cdvdj stjras jt mds ldssdik jrl& dt<sstjrtdik tn buk mar'

-di` de D jsh wmjt mjppaia` tn ynur jrl, r $mji/ 8cdvdj sjys'

-(as, D ldi`,/ dlni rapcdas, ruàcy'

-r $mji, D raj` panpca cdha ynu enr j cdvdik' Dt<s int mjr` enr la tn sdlpcy kuass snlania "ut dt nee,

ntmarwdsa ynu wnucì<t kat sn parsnijc jbnut dtB ji` ynur vdsdtjtdni tn r $rjs5 acc, saals tn la

tma parsni wmn "ut dt nee ljy hinw nur lutujc erdai`, r $mji' jyba int parsnijccyBbut parmjps

di j saisa ne "jtmjrsds'/

-mjt<s ynur pndit, 1r *ccai/

-Pma pndit D<l trydik tn kat jt ds tmjt ynu badik mara nicy cdldts 1aji<s "mji"a ne badik "ura`' 8tmar

tmji tma jttalpt ni ynur ejldcy, ynu ji` r $rjs5 mjva in cakdtdljta racjtdnismdp astjbcdsma` enr ynu

tn ba mara9ynu<ra mara enr macp'/

-De dt sjvas cdvas ernl snlania wmn<s tntjccy uimdika` ji` mjs jbsncutacy in pjttari, ds tmjt sn wrnik,

1r *ccai/

-D bacdava de tmara<s jintmar sncutdni tmjt `nasi<t divncva ly pjtdait<s racjpsa, wmd"m tmara ds ji`

wnuc` ynu ji` tma pncd"a kattdik nee ynur jssas tn `n snlatmdik, tmai tmjt sncutdni smnuc` ba tma

mdkmast prdnrdty'

-a mj` mdl, 1r *ccai' Kdkmt di nur mji`sBint ly ejuct de ma à"dà` tn rdp nia ne tmnsa mji`s nee'/

Pmay jrrdva by tma ditarrnkjtdni rnnl, wmara 1aji ds assaitdjccy, wmdca ni j "mjdr, strjppa` tn tma

ecnnr& bu"hcas jcc nvar mdl, bjracy smnwdik tma cdkmt bcua "ncnur ne tma uidenrl wdtm j sncd` * enr

*ccai ni tma brajst#pn"hat'

-?n pmysd"jc "nitj"t9-

-D hinw tma rucas ji` rakucjtdnis, 8cdvdj9-

-9in pmysd"jc "nitj"t wdtm tma pjtdait,/ 8cdvdj sjys, "nlpcatacy dkinrdik wmjt mjs baai sjd` tn mar'

ma tmai npais tma `nnr, ji` j kujr`, `rassa` wdtm tma "nivaitdnijc kray smdrt, trnusar, bcj"h tda, bcj"h

bact, smdiy bcj"h smnas ji` j kray, E*< sdkia` mjt, wjchs di wdtm dlni& 1aji scnwcy rjdsas mds maj`

ji` sldrhs' mnrt, but"m "ut `jrh bcnià mjdr, bcua ayas ji` j "mdsacca` )jw& ma j"tujccy cnnhs prattymji`snla enr j sardjc hdccar nbsassa` wdtm ravaika' 7a `nasi<t cnnh cdha lu"m ne j hdccarB

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-7ukn'''1n"tnrB rajccy 7dl/ ma sjys, sldrhdik but wdtm j `akraa ne jikar ji` `dsjppnditlait di

mds vnd"a'

-(nu mjva tma mnur tn ynursace, r $mji, ni tma "ni`dtdni tmjt ynu jra suparvdsa` by 7ukn mara,/

8cdvdj sjys, jrrjikdik mar spa"tj"cas' ma "cnsas tma `nnr ji` wjchs bj"h rjtmar sdcaitcy' 1aji cnnhs

rdkmt jt dlni, kcji"as jt mds jrl ji` tmai stjras bj"h ditn mds ej"a'

-(nu<va cnst ji jrlBwmjt mjppaia`/ 1aji jshs, kaiudiacy ditrdkua` js smnwi by mds ej"djc

a2prassdni'

-Dt wjs "ut nee' nlania stu"h j hidea di tmara, ji` "ut tdcc ly jrl eacc nee,/ dlni sjys bcuitcy'

-nw' Jruasnla' ?nt js kruasnla js D wjs wmai D wjs nut tmara9-

-(nu wara kruasnla' 7a<s wnrsa' *i` ma<s nut tmara'/

-nrsa tmji la/ 1aji s"nees, di jrrnkji"a& ma jttalpts tn siaar jt mdl but ma "ji<t lnva ba"jusa ne

tma strjps jrnui` mdl "niia"ta` tn tma ecnnr' 7a sdkms di erustrjtdni rjtmar ;ud"hcy, ji` tmai sldcas tn

kjdi mds "nlpnsura jkjdi' -Pacc la jbnut tmds hd`' *"tujccy in, cat la jsh j battar ;uastdni9wmy jra

ynu mara 7ara tn edijccy std"h j buccat di la enr "nldik enr ynur ejldcy/

dlni cajis "cnsar97ukn pcj"as mds bjtni ni tma tjbca wdtm j swdet swdik ne tma wrdst'

-?nt j"rnss tma wmdta cdia, need"ar,/ 7ukn sjys wdtm mds brutdsm, Kussdji j""ait' dlni cnnhs `nwi tn

saa tmds wmdta cdia, ji` distaj` racj2as di mds "mjdr js 7ukn knas bj"h tn tma "nriar ne tma rnnl'

-D<` mjva hdcca` ynu yajrs jkn' ut bj"h tmai, D wjs j cdttca ijHva' Pmnukmt D<` cat ynu scnwcy sueear

ernl kudct ne wmjt ynu `d` ji` rajcdsa tmjt avary )ustded"jtdni enr hdccdik diin"ait panpca wjs jbsncuta

buccsmdt' ut ynu hinw tmdiks "mjika,/ dlni jiswars'

-Pmjt `nasi<t jiswar ly ;uastdni, 1ata"tdva $mji' my jra ynu mara/ 1aji radtarjtas'

-mai ynu wara hdccdik panpca, ynu mj` j lntdva' * rajsni' * akraa ne spa"ded"dty tn ynur jrt

wmaiavar ynu wara ljhdik ynur pd"turas ji` pu55casBtma lji wmn "ut ly jrl nee `nasi<t mjva j

lntdva, nr jt cajst, `nasi<t saal tn' Dt<s mjr` tn `ds"ari wmjt ma wjits di mds vd"tdls'/

1aji cjukms'

-8m, ynu wjit macp 8m, in' 3u"h ynu, 1ata"tdva' 7ukn, "jcc 1r *ccai enr la pcajsa9-

-1aji, ynu wdcc macp la'/

-8r/

-De D wjch nut ne mara tn`jy wdtmnut ynur diput tn tma "rdlas, D<cc wjch nut wdtm tma "nied`ai"a tmjt D<cc

stdcc "jt"m mdl' Dt<cc ba cnikar but D<cc "jt"m mdl9ji` wmai D `n, ma<cc ba sait tn tmds pjrtd"ucjr

distdtutdni'/

-my jra ynu taccdik la tmds, 1ata"tdva/

-a"jusa tma lji mjtas panpca ne pnwar, nr jt cajst, jiytmdik ralntacy a;ujc tn mdl' $inwdik ynu<ra

tma u55ca $dik, nr jt cajst wmai D uttar ynur ijla wmai D jrrast mdl, wdcc ljha mdl wjit tn hdcc

ynuB `n ynu hinw wmjt ma `nas tn panpca, r $rjs5 7a<s avarytmdik bj`' 7a<cc stjb ynu' *i` de ma

mjs in hidea, ma<cc tajr ditn ynu wdtm mds bjra mji`s9ji` de ma edi`s ynu bnrdik, ma<cc tnrtura ynu ji`

ljha ynu s"rajl )ust sn ma "ji cjukm jt ynu' Pma lji<s avai j "jiidbjc9jiytmdik ynu `n jkjdist

mdl, ma ajts ynu' 1n ynu rajccy wjit mdl mara/

1aji sinrts'

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-1apai`s de ynu "jt"m mdl' mjt ljhas ynu tmdih ynu "ji "jt"m mdl/ 1aji jshs jrrnkjitcy'

-D "jukmt ynu,/ dlni sjys, sldrhdik' 1aji<s ej"a knas ernl sluk tn "nlpcatacy jerjd`' 7a wniàrs

enr j bdt ji` tmai sdkms'

-mjt hdi` ne panpca `nas ma hdcc/ 1aji jshs'

-nlai' ai, but usujccy ne j wajhar "jcdbra' Drrakucjrcy, vary strnik lai9bn`ybudcàrs avai'

3rnl tmara, dt vjrdas krajtcy'/

-mn ds ma lnst cdhacy tn hdcc/

-nlai'/

1aji cnnhs tn tma wdi`nw enr j bdt, ji` cnnhs jt 7ukn'

-7jva ynu knt snlatmdik/ dlni sjys dlpjtdaitcy'

-1as"rdba tma wjy tma wnlai jra hdcca`B/ 1aji sjys, `jsmdik mds ayabjccs jt dlni swdetcy' dlni

cnnhs `nwi di smjla ji` `dskust& ma<s saai $asscar<s jrt ji` ds jbsncutacy `dskusta` by dt'

-Kutmcass stjbbdiks, jrnui` tma "mast, smnucàrs ji` ia"hB bdta ljrhs, jrls snlatdlas ajtai tn tma

pndit wmara dt mjiks ernl pda"as ne ecasm, "mnha ljrhs9but ma iavar rajccy hdccs tmal tmjt wjy, ji`

jcsn tma ej"as "ji ba ajtai but int "nlpcatacy'/

1aji wniàrs'

-1nas ma `n tma sjla tn lai/

-7a `nas tma jbsncuta sjla tn avarynia acsa' Dt vjrdas krajtcy di tarls ne tma wjys ma<cc hdcc snlania'

7a<s jcwjys stjbbdik ji` ajtdik tmnukmB/

-7a<s jikry' Cary jikry,/ 1aji ditar)a"ts'

-7nw `n ynu hinw tmjt/ dlni sjys'

-Dt<s j `ds"aridbca trjdt ne "jiidbjcs tn ba vary jikry, aspa"djccy wmai tmay kn enr tma rjw lajt' 7a<s

vary jikry, but dt<s int tn `n wdtm j sdikca parsniBdt eaacs cdha j parsnijc kru`ka jkjdist j krnup ne

panpca, a2"apt dt<s vary mjr` tn `ds"ari wmjt hdi` ne kru`ka ji` wmjt sat ne panpca' *ra tmara jiy hdi`

ne iuji"as ma mjs/

-!jst tdla wa lat ji` enukmt, maBcjukma` tma wmnca wjy tmrnukm' Dt<s cdha bntm ui"nitrnccjbca

cjukmtar jt tma sdtujtdni, but "nitrncca` cjukmtar ba"jusa ma j"tujccy edi`s dt euiiy'/

-7a ai)nys dt,/ 1aji ditar)a"ts yat jkjdi' -7a ai)nys dtB wmai ma `d` wmjt ma `d` tn ynu, `d` ma

cjukm jkjdi/

-7a `d`' ut ma wjs jikrdarB D stnppa` mdl ernl hdccdik snlania acsa'/

-(nu ditarrupta` mdl, 1ata"tdva' (nu ditarrupta` mds jrt ji` tmai ma "nitdiua` ni ynu, but ma `dì<t

hdcc ynuB ma<s prnbjbcy hdcca` "nuitcass panpca baenra laatdik ynu ji` vjrdnus ntmars ji` ds

prnbjbcy `ndik dt inw' 7a saals ui"nitrnccjbca' 7a ai)nys mds luràrs ba"jusa ma eaacs supardnr ' *i

jpa2 pra`jtnr typa& ma saas wnlai js en`àr, mai"a wmy ma hdccs tmal lnst ne tma tdla' ai Pmay

try tn tast mds supardnrdty, sn ma<cc ba lu"m wnrsa ji` cass caidait tn tmal9bn`ybudcàrs Dt<s sjtdik

mds akn tn ajt tmal ji` hdcc tmalBjcc ne tmnsa, mnwavar, 1ata"tdva, rasuct di ynu badik jcdva'/

-7nw/

-(nu "ji àiy dt, but ynu<ra )ust tma sjla js mdl, ji` ma wni<t hdcc tma parsni ma "nisdàrs mds ljt"m,

nr parea"t j`varsjry' (nu<ra ji jpa2 pra`jtnr tnn' D hiaw dt wmai wa edrst lat'/

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-uccsmdt,/ dlni sjys, rnccdik mds ayas' -(nu hiaw/

-(nu kat nee ni "jpturdik tma wnrst ne tma wnrst ji` brdikdik tmal di' (nu<ra sn rastcass ji`

àsparjta tn "jt"m ynur pray tmjt ynu jppajc tn tma nicy ntmar jcpmj pra`jtnr ynu hinw9la' (nu

hinw ma<s ji jcpmj pra`jtnr tnn, prnbjbcy lnra tmji us& ma hinws mnw tn rjttca j "jka' 7a "ut nee

ynur jrl tn àlnta ynuB ma wni<t hdcc ynu uitdc ynu stnp pursudik mdl'/

-D "ji `rjw mdl tn la tmjt wjy tmai9-

-?n,/ 1aji ditarrupts ruàcy' -?n' Dt `nasi<t tjha lu"m tn pdss mdl nee' ut enr ynu Dt tjhas tma

àjtm ne ji diin"ait tn pdss ynu nee ni sn ljiy cavacs ji` tmjt<s wmy ynu<cc iavar stnp "mjsdik mdlB

ynu wjit tn ba ji jcpmj'/

dlni ds smjhdik inw'

-De dt<s jiy "nisncjtdni, 1ata"tdva, ynu<` mjva ljà ji a2"accait sardjc hdccar' D<va knt j ijla enr ynu

j"tujccy9Pma Gnpy"jt' a"jusa ynu<` ba tma typa tn ljha tmal sueear tma pjdis tmay diecd"ta` nitn

ntmarsBji` pcus, dt<s j parea"t ijla enr tma tjbcnd`s tn usa9-

-mut tma eu"h up' 7nw `n D `rjw mdl "cnsar/

-a"nla mds erdai`' (nu<ra bntm pra`jtnrs, ji` ma prnbjbcy `nasi<t wjit tn hdcc ynu9ma<s knt

"nitrnc' 7a dsi<t dlpucsdva ainukm tn )ust `n dtB ba"nla erdai`s, ji` krjùjccy ma<cc "nla tn ynu'/

-*t tma "nst ne mnw ljiy cdvas/

-* wdccdik sj"rded"a ynu mjva tn ljha' *intmar tmdik ynu "ji `n, ji` tmds ds cakdtdljta j`vd"a D<l

kdvdik tn ynu& tjha avarytmdik D<va tnc` ynu, ji` edi` j wjy tn "jt"m mdlB ynu "jukmt la wdtm bjracy

jiy "mjrj"tar raearai"a jbnut la' (nu<ra j sljrt kuy9wdtm jcc D<va kdvai ynu, ynu<cc àedidtacy "jt"m

mdl'/

dlni tjhas mds "njt, ji` puts dt ni, wjchdik nut ne tma rnnl wdtm 7ukn'

-Pmjih ynu, 1aji'/

dlni ds jbnut tn wjch nut ne tma rnnl9

-jdt,/ 1aji sjys'

dlni cnnhs bj"hB

-Pmara<s j "nlenrtjbca rnnl enr ynu di mara )ust di "jsa tma jsycul nutsdà kats j cdttca tnn bnrdikB

)ust krjb j hidea, ji` stjb snlania,/ 1aji sjys, sldcdik erajhdsmcy' 7ukn, di ji j"t ne dlpucsdvaiass,

strdhas 1aji j"rnss tma ej"a& ds ma jccnwa` tn `n tmjt

dlni smruks, but ds stdcc `dsturba` by tma lassjka& ajkarcy, ma wjchs nut, puttdik mds raljdidik jrl

ji` mji` ditn mds pn"hat'

Dt<s baai jt cajst j lnitm sdi"a $asscar<s àpjrtura ernl tma bjr' Gnusdi $ass raldids"as tma knn`

tdlas di tma bjr wmaiavar mds vdncait "nusdi ds jwjy ba"jusa di jcc ejdriass, jcc tma knn` lalnrdas ne

tma bjr `ni<t mjva ji dihcdik ne $asscar di tmal& wmaiavar snlania wjchs ditn tma bjr ji` sldcas jt

mdl, tma acalait ne eajr `nasi<t saal tn jeea"t mdl jt jcc ba"jusa enr ni"a, ma<s sjea' De $asscar wara

tn burst tmrnukm tma `nnr rdkmt inw ji` jttalpt tn hdcc mdl, tma panpca jt tma bjr wnuc` ba tmara jt mds

àeai"a, ji` nia, prnbjbcy j bdkkar iuttar tmji $asscar, wnuc` lnst cdhacy hdcc mdl ba"jusa $asscar

mjs iavar baai nia tn bj"h `nwi ernl snlania bdkkar tmji mdl& dt<s j strjika )ustded"jtdni enr mdl tn

strjikca snlania tn àjtm js ma "ji "jcc Esace#àeai"a<, wmai rajccy, dt<s )ust j raj"tdni tn ji jttj"h ma

macpa` spur wdtm disucts jbnut tma parsni<s lntmar'

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8e "nursa, wmjt Gnusdi $ass mjs iavar jitd"dpjta` ds )ust mnw sljrt mds "nusdi ds, ji` wmjt ma ldkmt

ba "jpjbca ne de ma burst tmrnukm tma `nnr rdkmt inw& tma tmnukmt tmjt ma "ji<t avai kjdi tma scdkmtast

"cua ne mnw $asscar wnuc` ljidpucjta tma sdtujtdni ds wmjt brdiks mdl tma jwhwjr` eaacdik ne

vnldtdik aj"m tdla ma wjits tn sjy snlatmdik tn j "ustnlar' Gnusdi $ass ds j bdt sljrt mdlsace but

"ji<t "nlpjra tn tma kaidus ne mds "nusdi& ma<s j"tujccy baai às"rdba` by mds ejtmar js mjvdik j

Eprakijit ldi` but int badik jbca tn kdva bdrtm tn tma wnr`s<, assaitdjccy Ejbnrtdik< avary knn` wnr`tmjt ljy "nla, ji` tmds j"ts js j pra`nldijit `nwiejcc ba"jusa avary wnr` saals tn ba eaa`dik tma

edra di $asscar<s ayas lnra ji` lnra, ji` )ust nia `jy, ma ljy j"tujccy buri nee tma snuc ji` edijccy

ai` mds "nusdi enr mds jiinyji"as'

Pn`jy wjsi<t j busy `jy jt jcc' Dt wjs )ust 4pl, ji` nicy edva panpca wara di tma bjr& j bdhar ùà,

wmnsa krajt wmdta bajr` cnnha` cdha j "cnu` jttalptdik tn sustjdi tma assai"a ne ntmar "cnu`s, but

stjdia` by tma parvarsa yaccnw "ncnur ne sd"h ji` jc"nmnc ni dt& j cjwyar ijla` !jwrai"a Jrnvar,

wmn cnnhs dllaisacy àprassa` ji` ljy ba j scaj5y cjwyar but rajccy, mds dikaiudty ds prnbjbcy mds

bast trjdt ji` jcwjys trdas tn kat tma )nb `nia& twn wnlai sdttdik ia2t tn j rjtmar rd"m#cnnhdik lji,

wmn mjs mds twn jrls wrjppa` jrnui` tma bntm ne tmal' 7ds cak ds rubbdik up jkjdist tma nia ni tma

caet, dlpcydik ma mjs lnra ne j hij"h enr tmds pjrtd"ucjr wnlji ji` wjits tn eu"h mar, but tma ntmar

wnlji ds en`àr ji` wnuc` prnbjbcy stdcc eu"h mdl de ma "jcca` mar j waah jetar& ma cnnhs jt Gnusdi

$ass, wdihs ji` wjvas mds mji` jrrnkjitcy enr jintmar tmraa bnttcas enr jcc ne tmal' 7a `nasi<t cnnh tn

ba js nc` js :, prnlptdik !jwrai"a tma cjwyar tn pniàr wmatmar tmay<ra `rukka` nr ma<s )ust

ejlnus'

-Ludat idkmt tnidkmt, $ass/ !jwrai"a jshs, sdppdik ni lnra bnurbni' Pma ayabjks uiàr mds ayas

bakdi tn ba"nla "cajrar aj"m idkmt& ma<s baai "nldik mara enr j yajr nr twn' Dt<s dlpnssdbca tn haap

"nuit ba"jusa in#nia usujccy "nuits tma idkmts ma stulbcas di mara "rydik jbnut mds cdea cdha j bdt"m'

-(ajm' nra bnurbni, brntmar/ Gnusdi $ass jshs, rjdsdik mds ayabrnws' !jwrai"a rjdsas mds mji`

ji` sldcas, dlpcydik tma bjrtaiàr hinws tma àjc' -1ni<t ynu mjva j mnla (nu<ra mara jclnst

avary idkmt'/-dea `ni<t saal tn "jra, brntmar' asdàs, tmds ds ly mnlaB/

-Pmjt<s sj`9kn mnla, lji' (nu knt j wdea' ma nbvdnuscy wnrrydi< Ebnut ynu, enr jcc ynu hinw,/

$ass j`vdsas'

-D "ji<t, lji' D wnuc`, bacdava la, brntmar, but D )ust "ji<t' D<l'''D<l j lass rdkmt inw ji` D "ji<t kn

mnla ji` `dsjppndit mar' ?nt jiylnra,/ !jwrai"a a2pcjdis, tjhdik jintmar cnik sdp'

-(nu `dsjppnditdi< mar by int badi< tmara, brntmar' Jn niB D<cc put ynur `rdihs ni tma tjb9-

Pma `nnr ditar)a"ts ditn Gnusdi $ass< edijc knn`bya tn !jwrai"a& dt mjs baai hd"ha` wdtm sn lu"m

enr"a tmjt tma mdikas mjva kdvai up tmadr alpcnylait ji` sat tmalsacvas eraa, cattdik tma `nnr ejcc

wdtm in suppnrt' Pmara, di tma `nnrwjy, stji`s $asscar sldcdik, cd"hdik mds cdps ji` krdppdik j hidea sn

tdkmtcy dt saals js de dt mjs baai krjeta` nitn mds shdi ji` edikartdps9ma nbsarvas tma bjr, mds ayabjccs

smdetdik ;ud"hcy cdha tma brajh ne vjrdnus pnnc bjccs ni j tjbca' Dt saals mds "nusdi<s atarijc idkmtljra

mjs "nla tn cdea, ji` strjikacy, j saisa ne racdae "nisulas mdl ba"jusa ma kats tn saa wmatmar $asscar

edijccy laats mds ai` di mds nwi bjr by j krnup ne mjce#`ruihai strjikars, nr wmatmar $asscar su""aa`s

ji` edijccy krjits Gnusdi $ass tma "mji"a tn saa wmjt mds "nusdi "ji `n& !jwrai"a stjras jt mdl di

su"m j wjy tmjt "nlpcatacy àlajis ji` strdps tma vary assai"a ne muljidty ernl mdl, ji acavjta`

ayabrnw wdtm ji jrrnkjit "mu"hca enccnwa` by dt' $asscar spnts mdl edrst'

$asscar ljr"mas tnwjr`s !jwrai"a Jrnvar, ji` baenra ma "ji avai uttar j wnr` ne "rdtd"dsl nr j

mdkmcy#neeaisdva disuct tmjt ljy ba rj"djc nr `dra"ta` tnwjr`s mds ejldcy traa, $asscar swdetcy )jbs tma

lji vdncaitcy di tma insa, tma lnutm, ji` tma "maahs, iularnus tdlas wdtmnut masdtjtdni nr ralnrsa&ma prn"aa`s tn tmai krjb tma s"rajldik lji, ji` tmai tajrs tma rjtmar cjrka insa nee ne mds ej"a wdtm

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mds taatm, mjvdik j rjw lajc jetar mjvdik )ust vdncaitcy jttj"ha` mds pray9ma prn"aa`s tn tmai kut

!jwrai"a, spdttdik tma raljdidik pda"as ne insa di mds ej"a ji` tmai pusmdik !jwrai"a nitn tma

krnui`' Pma bdhar lji, mjvdik )ust wdtiassa` tmds, swdetcy kats up ji` `jsmas tnwjr`s $asscar,

rjlldik mdl ditn tma wnnài wjcc& j ijdc ds pusma` ditn $asscar<s buttn"hs, ljhdik mdl snlawmjt,

snlamnw s"rajl wdtm kcaaB tmds dsi<t pjdi enr $asscar' Dt<s euac' 7a uicajsmas j vdca, brutjc krndi

hd"h tn tma bdhar, ji` prn"aa`s tn rapajta`cy stjb tma lji di tma bj"h wdtm tma hidea wmdca ma ds hiactnvar, cjukmdik ljid"jccy js ma `nas dt& ma hd"hs tma lji `nwi, stnlpdik ni mdl wdtm tma snca ne mds

`drty bcj"h smna, lu``ydik up mds ej"a ji` larkdik dt wdtm tma kusmdik bcnn` "nldik nut ne tma insa'

$asscar pd"hs mdl up, ji` js tmay jra by tma `nnrwjy, tma ynuik lji wdtm tma twn wnlai jttalpt tn

as"jpa but jra inw bcn"ha` by tma spa"tj"ca tmjt ds di ernit ne tmal9$asscar ajts tma bdhar<s ajr,

"mawdik dt ji` lurlurdik snui`s tmjt wnuc` dlpcy ma ai)nys tmds rjw, jbstrj"t, jbinrljcdty ne j

lajc, avaitujccy `ds"jr`dik mds pray nitn tma krnui` tn `da'

-(n, lji, ds tmara jintmar eu"hdi< a2dt mara/ tma ynuik "acabrdty jshs tn ji jbsait Gnusdi $ass, wmn

ds ern5ai ni tma spnt' Pmds nicy "rajtas lnra jiinyji"a enr tma "acabrdty js tma wnlai jra s"rajldik

erjitd"jccy bamdi` mdl, ji` ma<s int kattdik ji jiswar ernl tmds Eidkkar<' -ntmareu"har, ds tmara

jintmar a2dt mara. 3u"h dt. Gnla enr la. (nu "ji<t hdcc la. D<l Oj59lnvdastjr, lusd"dji, lniay#

ljhar9hdcc la ji` tmay<ra jcc "nldik enr ynu, hd``n./

$asscar eraa5as ji` cnnhs tn tma dljkdijry cdkmt bucb jbnva mdl& ma sats mds tnikua eraa enr j wmdca

ernl mds a2artdni ne dt jrnui` tma ditardnr ne tma lnutm tmjt mnusas tma pda"as ne ajr ji` insa, ji` tmai

cnnhs jt EOj5<, wmnsa rajc ijla ds Ojlas by tma wjy& $asscar pnui"as jetar mdl, aj"m stap ljhdik tma

kdrcs rui eurtmar jwjy ernl tma `d"hmaj` wmn tmdihs mdlsace brjva jkjdist $asscar9racaitcass tdkar

)ulps jt tma ynuik lji jra ljà uitdc ma j"tujccy cji`s ni mdl, pdiidik mdl `nwi nitn tma krnui`'

Pma ynuik lji spdts jt $asscar, wmn tmai sdkms di brdccdjit pdty enr Oj5& j àvjstjtdik strdha ds ljà

jkjdist Oj5, ljhdik j eaw taatm ejcc nut, nr rjtmar, smnnt nut js de j kui mj` ldsedra`' Pma strdha jkjdist

mdl mjs ljà mdl `j5a`, wdtm prnlpts $asscar tn brdik mdl bj"h tn cdea by stjbbdik mdl di tma tmdkm,

ljhdik Oj5 s"rajl di jkniy'

-ntty lnutmB bdt ne j wmnraB cat<s saa mnw tmnsa cdps tjsta, wmy `ni<t wa/ $asscar sjys, cjukmdik

mnjrsacy js ma pui"mas tma cdps wdtm su"m earn"dty tmjt tmay<ra enr"a` tn bntm iulb up ji` pnp up&

wdtm j vdncait ecd"h ne tma wrdst, scd"as nee tma cdps' Pma s"rajls jra jiinydik $asscar, prnlptdik mdl

tn ;ud"hcy ai` mdl by stjbbdik mdl di tma tmrnjt& Gnusdi $ass wjt"mas di smn"h' -(nu lnva, ji` tma

ia2t tdla D edi` ynu, ynu jdi<t kni< ba kattdik< rd` j< pjdi enr j yajr9-

$asscar wjchs ditn tma bj"h, wmara tma rjt#rd``ca`, jbji`nia` hdt"mai ds& avar sdi"a tma "nusdis

j";udra` tma bjr di :4I, tmay mjvai<t kdvai j smdt jbnut tma hdt"mai' acc, tmay `d`, but dt wjs snni

put nut ne nràr jetar tma iularnus luràrs by $asscar, wmd"m warai<t hinwi tn ba tma uiiy 7jt

uràrars jt tma tdla, prnlpta` ji divastdkjtdni jt tma bjr ji` tma hdt"mai wnuc` netai ba sajr"ma`&

$asscar wnuc` ery mds vd"tdls mara ji` ajt tmal, ji` didtdjccy tmds ds mnw mds Gnusdi $ass enui` nut ne

mds "jiidbjcdstd", psy"mnpjtmd", ji` "nlpcatacy jpjtmatd" sdà, di assai"a "rajtdik tma edrst sdki ne jrdet batwaai tma "nusdis' $asscar mjs jcwjys prn"cjdla` tmjt wmai ma `nasi<t hdcc snlania, dt<s

prnbjbcy ba"jusa ma `nasi<t tmdih tmay<ra tjsty ji` tmds wjs knn` di j saisa tmjt snla panpca wnuc`

ba spjra` but js $asscar<s psy"mnpjtmy di"rajsa` ji` tma hdt"mai wjs nut ne nràr, ma `dì<t "jra

lu"m enr tma tjsta, js ma eaacs Eeajr ds tma parea"t sajsnidik, aspa"djccy enr rjw lajcs<& mds jbdcdty tn

prnù"a eajr di jclnst jiynia ma "nlas j"rnss mjs tn ba j àedidik trjdt tmjt lajis trnubca enr

avarynia' Pma lnst cnkd"jc a2pcjijtdni enr $asscar<s wjy ne hdccdik ljy ba tmjt ma<s "nlpcatacy

`dsldssdva ne wmjt tma parsni ds eaacdik ji` )ust rajccy wjits tn ajt j mulji badik, wmd"m `nas int

bnà wacc enr jiynia yat jkjdi'

7a wjiàrs jbnut tma `jrh hdt"mai, wmara tma twn kdrcs jra àedidtacy md`dik& nia ds md`dik di nia ne

tma ljssdva bn`y sd5a` `rjwars' ma wdsmas mar brajsts warai<t sn bdk, js mar hiaas prassdik upjkjdist tmal kdvas mar jbsncutacy in spj"a tn lnva& jt tmds pndit, sma wdsmas sma "nuc` )ust ejcc àjtm

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ji` int mjva tn bajr saadik tma lji<s ej"a jt jcc' Pmara ds ji ditarastdik ravacjtdni tmjt sma mjsi<t

ljà jbnut tma mjuita` hdt"mai, ji` dt<s knn` tmjt sma mjsi<t ntmarwdsa sma ds tma edrst di tmds rnnl tn

`da& ia2t tn mar ds tma bn`y ne tma cjst parsni $asscar mj` adtmar burda` yajrs baenra, nr mj` sdlpcy

hdcca` ji` caet di mara' Dt dsi<t "cajr wmn dt ds ji` dt wjs prnbjbcy j vd"tdl jetar tma hdt"mai "cnsa`

`nwi ji` tma uiiy 7jt uràrar ljà mds ijla, but jcc tmjt ljttars inw ds tmjt sma `nasi<t rajcd5a

dt, ji` dt<s kattdik lnra ji` lnra cdhacy tmjt sma wdcc edi` nut ba"jusa sma "ji slacc snlatmdik wadr`'ma "ji saa rjts krnupdik up ni j bcj"h edcca` bjk' Ds dt tarrdbca enn` ?n'

Pma ntmar ds md`dik di tma sljcc rnnl wmara jcc tma brnnls, wjsmdik a;udplait, rjt `rnppdiks, rdppa`,

tnri edikars ji` j maj` jppajr tn rasdà& tma kdrc ds mnc`dik mar brajtm, "jraeuc int tn ljha j indsa' ma

ds swajtdik tn j àkraa tmjt ljhas dt saal js de dt<s baai rjdidik enr ji mnur ji` sma<s )ust stnn` stdcc

enr j eraa smnwar, "nurtasy ne ajrtm' 7ar mji`s jra by mar lnutm, nr rjtmar, ni mar insa ji` lnutm,

ljhdik sura tmay `ni<t kat rdppa` nee nr sat nee j indsa enr tma luràr rj`jr tn "jt"m ji` trj"h' Pma

twn mjvai<t rajcdsa` tmadr lj)nr `nwiejcc9tma swajt' 8r jt cajst, tma nia md`dik di tma ljssdva

`rjwars& ma "ji slacc mar "majp pareula ernl j ldca jwjy, ji` "ji majr tma lueecdik ne mar vnd"a by

mar nwi mji`' Dt<s euiiy mnw sma stdcc mjsi<t rajcdsa` dt<s j àj` bn`y'

Dt<s euiiy mnw sma mjsi<t yat rajcdsa` tmjt $asscar<s `nia tmds enr yajrs'

Dt<s euiiy mnw sma `nasi<t hinw tmjt $asscar mjs baai sjt `nwi, rdkmt ia2t tn tma `rjwar wmara sma<s

di' ma "ji majr mdl "jrvdik snlatmdik di tma wjcc ia2t tn mar, ji` sma smu`àrs ji` smdvars jt tma

insa, mar ijha` mulji ajr uijbca tn wdtmstji` dtB$asscar stnps, ji` cnnhs jt mar tmrnukm tma wjcc'

-1n ynu wjit tn hinw snlatmdi< Ebnut la, `jrcdi</ $asscar sjys, eadkidik ji alntdnijc kucp di mds

tmrnjt' -+varynia D<va knia tn hdcc, D<va iavar ejdca` di `ndi< sn' +varynia'/

* kjpdik mnca ds ljà di tma "cnsa` `rjwar by $asscar<s inw bcnn`da`, spcditar#rd`ài edst& ma krjbs

tma bcnià kdrc<s ennt ji` `rjks mar nut ne tma `rjwar, mar s"rajls a"mndik cnu`cy9

-1D1 (80 P7D?$ (80 +K+ J8??* + 1D33+K+?P./ $asscar cjukms, js ma vdncaitcy stjbs

mar rdkmt di tma stnlj"m9

Pma ntmar kdrc jttalpts tn ljha j rui enr dt but $asscar ds tnn ;ud"h& di j swdet lnvalait, ma "jt"mas

mar, ji` wdtmnut masdtjtdni, tjhas j ljssdva bdta nut ne mar smnucàr, ajtdik tma shdi ji` cd"hdik mds

cdps js ma ai)nys tma lajc' Pma kdrc "rdas js $asscar cd"hs mar ej"a jwhwjr`cy, kattdik snla strjika

sa2ujc pcajsura ernl dt9di ji distjit, ma stjbs mar rdkmt di tma "mdi, hdccdik mar ;ud"hcy'

$asscar "nlas nut ne tma hdt"mai, jcc bcnn`da` up ji` mnc`dik tma ennt ne tma bcnià kdrc di mds mji`s,

bdtdik ditn dt ji` ajtdik dt baenra tmrnwdik dt jt Gnusdi $ass< ej"a, wmd"m mjs knia ernl tntjc smn"h tn

j vdncait ld2tura ne eajr ji` jikar'

-!dkmtai up, $ass9ynu hinw mnw tmdiks kn,/ $asscar sjys, cjukmdik'

-my/ Gnusdi $ass jshs, but ds swdetcy ditar)a"ta` ji` ditarrupta` by j swdet tmrnwdik ne j kcjss

rdkmt jt mds maj`, wmd"m puts mdl `nwi bcnn`da` but int hin"ha` nut9

-my `d` D hdcc jcc tmasa pnnr snucs EGjusa D "ji' *i` tmay wara di ly eu"hdi< wjy9D wjs mara tn

"ut ynu upB/ $asscar a2pcjdis, kattdik j cdttca jikry' -Pjchdi< tn "npsB D mj` tn "ut nee ynur bny<s

jrl )ust sn D "nuc` kat jwjy, nr rjtmar, D `d` dt ba"jusa ma iaaà` tn cajri'/

$asscar wjchs up tn tma idkm#"nrpsa ji` `rjks mdl enrwjr` ditn tma "aitra, wmara jcc tma àj` bn`das

jra' $asscar siaars jt mdl'

-ut ma<s j sljrt kuy, jdi<t ma 1jli sljrt kuy' 8ia "np tn avar "jt"m up wdt< la, ji` ma nicy baai

mara j eaw lnitms. ut ynu hinw wmjt jyba D `dì<t kdva ynu "ra`dt9wa lat, ji` ma knt Edlsace

smn"ha` wmai ma sjw la. D "ut mds jrl nee ba"jusa ynu ditrnù"a` us./ $asscar cjukms' -ut ynu

wara stdcc tjchdi< tn "nps' rdikdi< tmal "cnsar tn tma hdt"mai9wmjt `d` wa sjy jbnut tma hdt"mai,

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Gnusdi $ass ?n "nps di tma bjr nr tma hdt"mai. *i` wmjt `d` ynu `n (nu cat tmal di. (nu "rj5y

bcj"h idkkar sni ne j bdt"m9`n ynu rajccy wjit tmds tn mjppai tn ynu nrsa/

Gnusdi $ass spdts jt mdl, `dsnrdaitdik $asscar enr jt cajst j ldccdsa"ni`& ma tmai prn"aa`s tn cji` ;udta

j eurdnus ecurry ne edst jttj"hs jkjdist $asscar<s ej"a, puttdik up ji aeea"tdva edkmt'

-3u"hdi< hdccdi< avarynia, àstrnydi< cdvas9wmn tma eu"h ynu tmdih ynu jra, ynu pda"a ne smdt. mjthdi` ne "nusdi jra ynu9-

$asscar krjbs j edst' Gnusdi $ass jttalpts tn pui"m mdl jkjdi, but ma "jt"mas tma ntmar, enccnwdik

tmrnukm wdtm j vd"dnus maj`butt tmjt brajhs Gnusdi $ass< insa, sdldcjrcy tn mnw $asscar brnha

dlni<s nwi insa'

-mjt hdi` ne "nusdi jl D D<l tma eu"hdi< typa tn rdp ynu jpjrt wmai ynu jdi<t baai cdstaidi<9-

$asscar hd"hs mdl nitn tma krnui`, ji` prn"aa`s tn bdta mds ej"a cdha j bcnn`tmdrsty vjlpdra wjitdik

tn kn ni j bdika jetar mjvdik spait pnssdbcy M6 yajrs badik `ry& ma rdps nee j pda"a ji` "maws,

prn"aa`dik tn tmai spdt dt ditn mds "nusdi<s ej"a, wmn ds "rydik ji` s"rajldik' $asscar tmai `dks tma

hidea ditn mds cak, ji` jttalpts tn "ut dt nee& dt haaps wrdkkcdik, sn $asscar ;ud"hcy tjhas nut tma hideaji` pcuikas dt luctdpca tdlas ditn mds tmdkm cdha j kjla ne mj"h#*#nca, puttdik dt bj"h di tma pcj"a

avaitujccy tn "ut dt& tmds tjhas j eucc @6 ldiutas, pcus tma @6 ldiutas tjhai tn rdp nee mds jrl' *etar tmds

ds `nia, Gnusdi $ass stjrts tn ejditB

$asscar cjukms' !nu`cy' 7a ejccs tn mds hiaas ji` cnnhs up& tma àvjstjtdni ne "nldik di tma `nnrwjy

ji` saadik twn panpca àj` di tma hdt"mai, tmraa "jiidbjcdsa` bn`das di tma "aitra, nia mjce#jcdva, mjce#

"jiidbjcdsa` ji` ljdla` nvarwadkmt lji ia2t tn j bcnn`da` lji wdtm j hidea ji` j s"jr ni mds ej"a

cjukmdik ds ainukm tn sai` jiynia di j erai5y ne eajr'

*etar j wmdca, $asscar tu"hs mds hidea di, ji` sats nee'

aptalbar @r`, :4=6

Pmara<s jintmar drrjtdnijc tmanry "ni"n"ta` ernl tma ijtdva 1jr"y tnwispanpca' *""nr`dik tn tma

cn"jcs wmn cdva mara, idkmt ds ini#a2dstait, js tma sui jcwjys saals tn ba aldttdik snla hdi` ne cdkmt,

wmatmar dt ba uiàr tma ajrtm, bamdi` tma lnni nr )ust kaiarjccy cnnhdik enr jintmar pcj"a tmjt wnuc`

ba wnrtmy ne dts bcdstardik rjys& tma "ni"apt ne idkmt ds j"tujccy jttrdbuta` tn tma sui badik j saitdait

badik wmn iakca"ts tma panpca ne 1jr"y, pra`nldijitcy bjsa` ni tma typa ne pcj"a tmjt dt ds ji` tma

kaiarjc panpca tmjt dimjbdt dt9tmds smnucì<t ba j ljssdva surprdsa' *clnst avarynia tmjt cdvas di

1jr"y mjs snlawmjt hdcca` snlania jt cajst ni"a di tmadr aitdra cdeatdla, wmd"m mjr`cy ljhas dt tma

pcj"a tmjt tma sui wnuc` wjit tn vdsdt'

Dt wjs `jrh inw' Cary, vary `jrh& nia "nuc` j"tujccy sjy tmds wjs idkmt di dts purast enrl, js tma sui

raeusa` tn smdia mara jt @jl di tma lnridik' Pma wmdta, "maasa#cnnhdik lnni dcculdijta` tma rjtmar

cjrka mnusa baiajtm dt, diea"tdik tma tnp mjce ne tma mnusa wdtm dts jikacd" cdkmt, ljhdik dt saal js de

Jn` wjs mara wjt"mdik nvar tma dimjbdtjits ne tmds mnusa& tmds wjs diàa` dlni<s mnusa, ji` ma mj`

edijccy racn"jta` bj"h tn mds jpjrtlait di 1jr"y, )ust j lara edva lnitms jetar mds caet jrl wjs

vdncaitcy rdppa` ernl mds jrl cdha j "mdc` badik rnbba` by j buccy di j "ji`y smnp' Pma mnusa wjs j

enrtrass' 7ds ejldcy mj` "nla jetar majrdik tma iaws, ji` àspdta mds nb)a"tdnis jt edrst, ma wjs

a"stjtd" tn saa tmal'

Pma ejldcy wara jcc jscaap, a2"apt enr tma inw trjuljtdsa` dlni, wmn cjy krdppdik tma sdà ne mds

ba` wdtm mds raljdidik rdkmt jrl, wmd"m ma mj` tjhai tn `rjstd"jccy dlprnvdik tma straiktm ne by

cdetdik "nistjitcy enr `jys jt j tdla, "nlpaisjtdik enr tma cnss ne mds caet enrajrl& j tajr rji j"rnss mdsaya ji` assaitdjccy wjcha` `nwi tma sdà ne mds ej"a js ma bakji tn dljkdia wmjt wnuc` mjppai de

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$asscar wara tn rui di, npai tma `nnr ji` rapajt tmds àlnid" j"t, uicajsmdik dt upni mds nwi ejldcy

ji` mjvdik tmal aiùra tma sjla ejta& jt tdlas ma<` cnnh jt mds àjr, diin"ait patdta wdea, wmn wjs

tma cnva ne mds cdea ji` pratty lu"m tma "aitra ne mds "nra jcniksdà mds "mdc`rai' trnhdik mar mjdr,

ma<` netai raldids"a tma edrst tdla tmjt tmay lat, ji` mnw ma "nuc` tnu"m mar wdtm bntm mji`s& mnw dt

eact tn ni"a strnha mar ej"a wdtmnut tma pjrjind` smjhdik ne mds mji`, ji` tn sjvnur tma "nlpca2dty yat

ijturjc saisjtdni ne wmjt ma wjs eaacdik wmaiavar ma `d` sn9inw dt wjs `deearait' *s cnvdik js matrda` tn ba, ma eact tmjt ma wjs "jrrydik $asscar<s pcjkua upni mds mji`s, ji` js ma wnuc` strnha tma

cnvdik "urvas ne mds swaat wdea<s ej"a, bcnn` ji` tjdit wnuc` ba wdpa` upni mar ji` sma<` ba ljrha`

js tarrdtnry enr $asscar tn "nla ji` tjhaB dt wjs j eajr tmjt dlni wjs tnn s"jra` tn a2ar"dsa ji` tmds

pusma` mdl jwjy'

dlni<s pjrjindj "jusas mdl tn cnsa ditarast di jiytmdik tmjt rajcdty mjs tn neear mdl& sn cnik tmjt ma<s

wdtm mds wdea ji` "mdc`rai, nr `jy#`rajldik jbnut badik hdcca` by tma vdncait lji wmn rdppa` mds jrl

nee, intmdik mara wdcc sat mdl nee& dt<s wmy ma "ji<t majr tma latjc s"rjpdik snui` ne tma hidea

jkkrassdvacy sjwdik jkjdist tma latjccd" ra"tjikucjr bcn"h, aeea"tdvacy rdppdik tmrnukm dt ji` krjitdik

j""ass tn tma bcj"h#kcnva` lji wmn jppcdas lu"m ne mds straiktm tn ljha sura tmjt jcc mds wnrh dsi<t

kndik tn vjdi' Pma `nnr bu`kas avary sa"ni` wdtm tma lji jkkrassdvacy pusmdik jkjdist dt, mds maj`

tmrnbbdik wdtm pjdi js ma trdas tn kat tma `nnr tn snlawmjt wdccdikcy npai ni dts nwi, ji` yat nia

wnuc` tmdih tmjt ma<` ba sljrt ainukm tn sdlpcy j""ass jintmar `nnr nr hd"h tmds nia `nwi& jetar jcc,

ma<s nicy mara tn stajc, ji` dt<s int cdha ma mjs uicdldta` tdla tn pd"h nut wmjt ma wjits, ba"jusa mds

erjitd" enntstaps wdcc jcwjys kdva mdl jwjy' 7a edijccy edidsmas "mdppdik jwjy jt tma cn"h, avaitujccy

parldttdik mdl tn hd"h tma `nnr wdtm su"m j earn"dty tmjt dt ecdas nee tma mdikas& tma tmdae "nlas di, ji`

stjrts rulljkdik tma mnusa, pusmdik tma PC tn tma krnui`, sajr"mdik jcc tma ra"nrà` vdàn tjpas,

assaitdjccy trydik tn ui"nvar knc` di tma mnusa'

dlni<s wdea, atta, mjs majr` tma snui`s ne tma tmdae "nldik di, ji` distjitcy eajrs enr tma cdvas ne

mar "mdc`rai ji` mar musbji`& sma cnnhs jt dlni tn saa mdl jikrdcy krdttdik mds taatm jt ji dljkdijry

ecy ni tma "adcdik, mjvdik snla snrt ne strjika raj"tdni js j rasuct ne mds eajr' atta "ji<t cajva tma

rnnl js sma<s "nlpcatacy strd"hai wdtm eajr, stdeca` by mar iaa` tn wjit tn saa mar "mdc`rai but s"jra`tmjt tma tmdae wdcc "jt"m mar ji` hdcc mar##

-dlni9dlni9pcajsa9snlania<s di tma mnusa,/ sma pcaj`s, edijccy rasuctdik di mar slj"hdik

dlni di nràr tn wjha mdl up& ma s"rajls, prnlptdik tma tmdae wmn majr` dt tn a;udp tma wajpni ma

brnukmt'

dlni majrs tma enntstaps `nwistjdrs ji` "ji nicy tmdih ne nia parsni wmn<` wjit tn stjch mdl ji`

"jusa snla snrt ne tarrnr tmjt wnuc` std"h wdtm tma nia jcraj`y "rajta` wmai ma mj` mj` mds jrl "ut

nee& $asscar' dtm in scdkmtast àkraa ne masdtjtdni di mds lnvalait, ma ui"nvars tma smntkui uiàr

mds ba`, ji` ruis tn tma `nnr, cnnhdik jt atta' 7a cnnhs àrjika`, "rj5y, swajtdik js de tma wnrc` mj`

)ust rjdia` ni mdl'

-mai D cajva, kn ji` kat tma hd`s' tjy wdtm tmal, ji` `n int cat tmal nut ne ynur sdkmt9`n ynu

uiàrstji`/ dlni sjys, kattdik j mui`ra`#maj` in` ernl mds s"jra` wdea'

dlni siajhs nut ne tma rnnl, mds wmdta tnp "nlpcatacy `rai"ma` di ljicy swajt, jctmnukm dt

wnucì<t ba stupd` tn jssula tmjt snla ne tma watiass wnuc` ba tajrs, tajrs "rajta` ernl eajr ne badik

jttj"ha` jkjdi& mds majrt pulps "nistjitcy, avai ldssdik savarjc bajts ji` bajtdik jt su"m j rjta tmjt

smnuc` prnbjbcy ba hdccdik mdl scnwcy but eajr int, tmara<s ji a2pcjijtdni& tma jpa2 pra`jtnr "nlpca2

tmjt dlni ds ji uiwdccdik vd"tdl ne' 7a knas `nwi tma stjdrs, hinwdik tmjt snlania<s kndik tn adtmar

ba "jukmt nr hdcca` tn`jy, ji` tmjt dt wni<t ba mdl& ma kats nee ni tmds ba"jusa dt<s tma nia tmdik ma<s

wjita` tn `n sdi"a ma hiaw wmjt tma vary assai"a ne di)ustd"a wjs, ji` wmdca cajridik tmds jt su"m j

ynuik jka wjsi<t dàjc enr mdl, dt wjs assaitdjc, ia"assjry ji` )ust enr mdl tn hinw ne dt' Dt prnvas

usaeuc enr j lji tn hinw wmn ma ds ji` wmjt ma wdcc ba enr tma rast ne mds cdea, wmd"m jppcdas tn nur

"urrait sdtujtdni ba"jusa dlni hinws tma lji ma ds& tma lji tmjt brdiks )ustd"a, ji` enr ni"a, mds

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"niedài"a wjs smjhai ba"jusa ma enui` tma lji wmn braa`s di)ustd"a ji` wrajhs mjvn"& mds

"nuitarpjrt di cdea, nr j `dstnrta` `nppackjikar ne mds wmn rasts ni tma a2traldty ne di)ustd"a, tma jr"m#

ialasds ne j cdeatdla, tma lji wmn tmrajtais tma alpdra ne knnìass9tma lji tmjt smnws mdl tmjt

bj` "ji ba )ust js cnvdik ji` prnldsdik js tma knn` panpca jttalpt tn ljditjdi di ji aeenrt tn battar

tmalsacvas' jyba ma "nuc` try badik bj` enr ni"aB

Pma tmdae mjs pcjya` jitj Gcjus jt tma lnlait, "ncca"tdik lnst ne tma pda"as di j bjk& ma cnnhs bj"h

tn saa j nia#jrla` lji wdtm j smntkui di mds raljdidik jrl cnnhdik jt mdl ji` jttalptdik tn siajh&

tma tmdae jdls mds kui jt mdl ji` jttalpts tn rajsni wdtm mdl, pnditdik jt tma ecnnr "nistjitcy ji`

ljhdik sura ma uiàrstji`s tmjt puttdik `nwi tma smntkui ds di mds nwi ditarast' dlni spnts tma

lnutm di tma `jrhiass jttalptdik tn lnva& ma<s trydik tn sjy snlatmdik' maiavar panpca jra trydik

tn rajsni wdtm snlania, tmadr en"us ds tma wnr`s tmay<ra trydik tn sjy ji` tma àcdvary ne tmjt ji` mnw

tma dlpj"t "nlas j"rnss& dt<s snlatmdik avary "rdldijc nr pncd"a need"ar trjdis tmalsacvas tn `n, enr

ynu<va knt tn mjva ainukm pnwar by ynur wnr`s baenra ynur mji`s "ji `n jiytmdik9js tma tmdae ds

`dstrj"ta` by mds nwi lnutm enr j sa"ni`, dlni swdetcy cdets mds smntkui ji` smnnts tma tmdae di mds

edctmy lnutm, bcnwdik tma ljsh nee ne mds lnutm ji` ravajcdik j inw "nlpcatacy s"jrra`, bcnn`da`

npai mnca eucc ne "mdppa` taatm mjikdik cnnsacy ernl bcnn`#ra` kuls cdha j stnpwjt"m mjikdik ernl j

"mjdi' mjt mjs mjppaia` di tmjt sa"ni` enr dlni tn kat mds kui up ds tmjt ma wjs diàa` smnt di tma

smnucàr, ji` yat ma wjs stdcc jbca tn kat tma àsdra` smnt& dlni ds int nia tn ba trdeca` wdtm'

Pma tmdae krnjis, "rydik ba"jusa mds lnutm ds inw knia& mds lnutm eaacs iulb, cdha tma àitdst mjs

pcjya` j "ruac prjih ni mdl ji` a"dà` tn cajva mdl tmara' dlni stulbcas tnwjr`s mdl, ji` bcnws

nee mds caet cak wdtm twn lar"dcass smnts ne mds trusty smntkui, sldcdik scnwcy js ma "nitdiuas tn smnt

tma tmdae, smnntdik mds caet mji` nee ji` edijccy smnntdik mdl di tma "mast, tma bcnn` spjttardik jcc nvar

dlni<s wmdta smdrt, tjditdik mds jikacd" vdaw ne tma wnrc` ji` cattdik mdl a2pardai"a tma tmrdcc ne

badik ji avdc, lar"dcass prd"h& ma cjukms tn mdlsace, stjrdik jt tma "nrpsa di su"m j wjy tmjt avai

s"jras mdlsace& tma raeca"tdni ne mds bcj"haia` snuc di tma tmdae<s ayas' dlni s"rajls' 7a cnnhs bj"h

tn saa atta ji` tma hd`s cnnhdik jt tmadr pjtrdjr"m di smn"hB

-Dt<s nhjy' a<ra nhjy,/ ma sjys, jctmnukm dt snui`s lueeca` di smjla'

atta wjchs tnwjr`s mar musbji` ji` albrj"as mdl, wmdca dlni sma`s j tajr enr mds snuc'

aptalbar :st, :4=6

7jvdik j tnr"m di ynur aya wnuc` netai eaac cdha tma sui wjs trydik tn buri nut ynur ratdij di tma lnst

lar"dcass wjy dt pnssdbcy "nuc`, jcniksdà tma di"assjit bcjbbardik ne `n"tnrs di wmdta stji`dik

jrnui` ynu, tjchdik jbnut ynu js de ynu wara j ljiia;udi badik raàsdkia` tn mjva bdkkar tdts' Dt wjs

a2j"tcy wmjt dlni mj` baai `raj`dik avar sdi"a ma cnst mds caet enrajrl9ma ljy mjva baai )ust js

psy"mncnkd"jccy `jljka`' Dt<s wmjt tmay wara bajtdik ditn mds maj` enr j lnitm ùrdik mds ra"nvary,nr rjtmar, js tma lai ji` wnlai di wmdta put dt, Eramjbdcdtjtdni< jt tma *ccai Distdtuta' mjt ma wjs

àiydik tmnukm, wjs tmjt dt ljy int mjva baai ùa tn tma cnss ne mds jrl, nr laatdik snlania tmjt

kaiudiacy erdkmtais tma smdt nut ne mdl& in, ma ljy mjva baai psy"mncnkd"jccy `jljka` j cnik tdla

jkn, wmd"m wnuc` a2pcjdi tma àsaisdtd5a` vdaw ne vdncai"a, tma jpa2#pra`jtnr di mdl wmn iavar stnps

"mjsdik "rdldijcs cdha j `ruih lji trydik tn "jt"m tma "nmarait wnr`s tn enrlucjta j usacass saitai"a,

ji` tma strjika j"t ne cjukmdik js ma a2a"utas snlania wmn divjàs mds mnusa' 7a hiaw tmds, ji` tmds

rji cjps jrnui` mds maj`& 8cdvdj wjt"ma` js dlni "ni"aitrjta` lnra ni tma wmdta pj`à` wjccs ne

mds pntaitdjc "acc, ji` sldca` js sma wjt"ma` tma Ejrrnkjit< ata"tdva jttalpt tn ljha saisa ne wmjt

wjs mjppaidik rdkmt inw9ma wjs j pjtdait' Pma iawast braa` ne luràrars, sma wnuc` saa mdl js,

ji` tma lnst nrdkdijc, js ma wnucì<t hdcc wdtm j pjttari' dlni sdlpcy `d` js ma wjs tnc` by tma

tmarjpdst sjt rdkmt di ernit ne mdl, but wnucì<t `jra tn stjra jt 8cdvdj ba"jusa ma hiaw ma wnuc` prnbjbcy ai` up tmrnttcdik mar ji` bajtdik mar tn j pndit wmara mar bnia wnuc` prnbjbcy sijp nut ne

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mar ej"a ji` cajva mar mnrrdbcy `dsedkura`& ma mjrbnura` su"m raspa"t enr j wnlji wmn `dì<t eajr tma

hdccars wmn sn àsparjtacy wjita` tn tajr mar majrt nut, but sylpjtmd5dik wdtm tma "rdldijcs enr ni"a,

ma wdsma` ma "nuc` )ust bajt mar wdtm mar nwi jrl, sdldcjr tn mnw $asscar `d` mdl'

Pma ;uastdnis wara j bcur tn mdl' *i ju`djc bcur& tma typa ynu<` majr wmai ynu<ra uiàr wjtar ji`

snlania<s trydik tn "jcc nut ynur ijla but ynu wara sn busy swdlldik, jcc ynu "nuc` majr wara tma

wjvas trydik tn wrjp dts brdttca edikars jrnui` ynur bn`y ji` snuc' dlni `dì<t "jra lu"m ba"jusa js

lu"m js ma wjsi<t tma pnstar bny enr majctmy sjidty, ma wjs àedidtacy int disjia, ji` ma `dì<t cdha tn

ba trajta` js su"m& ma `dì<t cdha mnw tmay<` tjch tn mds wdea js de ma wjs tjchdik tn j `rjkni ni mds

nwi di j rnnl, ji` ma `dì<t cdha mnw tmay edtta` mdl enr uidenrls& de jiytmdik, ma tmanrd5a` tmjt tmay

prnbjbcy wjita` mdl tn ba disjia, wmd"m wjs vdca ji` `dskustdik, ji` jintmar rajsni enr mjtdik

8cdvdj avai lnra' 7ds rdkmt jrl wjs mds strnikast, wmd"m ma wjs mjppy enr& de ma "nuc` swdetcy cji` ji

uppar"ut, ji` tmai "mnha 8cdvdj )ust ainukm tn rjttca mar, ji` tmai rui nut, ma<` ba di àap acjtdni enr

tmjtBbut dt<` nicy kdva tma distdtuta j rajsni tn àal mdl disjia' 7a wjsi<t' 7a wjs )ust jikry' *t

$asscar'

-D<l int disjia,/ dlni sjys, kdvdik tma tmarjpdst j àap, d"y stjra'

-a "ji<t ba tnn sura, 1ata"tdva' D laji, ynu mjva knia tmrnukm j cnt ne avaits tmds pjst yajr9-tma

tmarjpdst sjys baenra sma ds "ut nee'

-D<va ni"a "nla j"rnss ji uijpncnkatd" pja`npmdca wmn wnuc` "jiidbjcdsa "mdc`rai de tmay Espnha<'

D<va "nla j"rnss j luràrar wmn "ut tma shdis nee ne diin"ait panpca, ji` wnuc` usa tmal tn ljha

pd"turas di pu55ca enrl' D<va "nla j"rnss j luràrar wmn wnra j knjt<s maj` ni mds maj` ji` wnuc`

buri panpca jt j stjha ma ljà di vjrdnus pcj"as tmrnukmnut tma "dty' D<va "nla j"rnss "nrrupt

pncdtd"djis wmn wnuc` strjikca prnstdtutas ji` cajva tmadr bn das uiàr tma ba`' D<va ra"aitcy "nla

j"rnss j psy"mnpjtmd" luràrar wmn hdccs wdtm in pjttari, "jiidbjcdsas rji`nl pjrts ne tma bn`y ji`

prnbjbcy tma s"jrdast lji ynu<cc avar "nla j"rnss di ynur cdea9iavar wjs D àala` disjia jetar jiy

ne tmnsa'/

-1d` tma pravdnus hdccars "ut ynur jrl nee/ 8cdvdj jshs, jrrnkjitcy'

-?n' ?n, tmay iavar knt tma "mji"a tn' ut snla ne tmal ljà la wjt"m wmjt tmay `d`,/ dlni

rapcdas, sldcdik di j wjy tmjt mdàs tma jikar but a2prassas dt jcsn'

-*i` mnw `d` ynu eaac/

-*ikry' 1dskusta`,/ dlni rapcdas'

-1d` ynu wjit tn hdcc tmal/

-D `d`' D iavar sjw dt js wjitdik tn ljha tmal sueear, nr àjc tmadr "rdlas uitn tmal jkjdiBbut `jli

rdkmt, D wjita` tn wdpa tmal nee ne tma ajrtm' Pmay `dì<t àsarva tn ba mara'/

-nuc` ynu "nisdàr ynursace j psy"mnpjtm/ tma tmarjpdst jshs'

-(nu jsha` la tmjt jcraj`y'/

-a d`, but ynu warai<t prasait di tma rnnl,/ 8cdvdj ditar)a"ts' -*iswar tma ;uastdni pcajsa'/

-?n' D wnucì<t "nisdàr lysace j psy"mnpjtm'/

-7nw `n ynu eaac wmai ynu<va hdcca` snlania/ tma tmarjpdst jshs' dlni<s kattdik jiinya`'

-jtdseda`'/

-my/

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-$inwdik tmay<cc iavar murt jiynia jkjdi kdvas la "nlenrt' D `ni<t cdha dt "nldik jt tma prd"a ne j

cdea, but wmjt<s `nia ds `nia' Dt<s snlatmdik tma pncd"a mjva tn hinw di nràr tn su""aa`'/

-1n ynu cdha hdccdik "rdldijcs/

dlni smu`àrs enr j bdt' 7a<s albjrrjssa`'

-(as' (as, D `n'/

-Pmai, di assai"aB ynu<ra j psy"mnpjtm, 1ata"tdva'/ 8cdvdj sjys ruàcy'

-D lust ba di "nlpcata àidjc tmai, jrai<t D, 1r *ccai/ dlni jshs, cnnhdik up jt mar ji` sldcdik jt

mar di j ljiiar tmjt $asscar prnbjbcy wnuc`' -D<l snrry D<l int tma dàjc àta"tdva jiynia wjits, D<l

snrry D ai)ny hdccdik "rdldijcs di ly spjra tdlaBbut ynu wnucì<t `jra àal la disjia, wnuc`

ynu/

-my wnucì<t D, 1ata"tdva/ 8cdvdj kdkkcas'

-a"jusa D<l j sncutdni' 1aal la disjia tn`jy, ji` tma luràr vd"tdls ne Onmi $asscar jcc `da di

vjdi'/

-nlania wdcc "jt"m up tn mdl snni'/

-D wjs tma nicy nia wmn wjs jbca tn' *i` D<l stdcc kndik jt mdl wdtm avarytmdik D<va knt'/

-my `n ynu jssula D wjit tn haap ynu mara, dlni D laji, dt<s int js de D<va knt jiytmdik jkjdist

ynu,/ 8cdvdj bjrkjdis, wjchdik jrnui` tma pj`à` "acc& tma tmarjpdst bdtas mar pai'

-(nu nicy tmrdva wmai tmds pcj"a `nas' nwar nvar nia ne tma lnst psy"mntd" luràrars hinwi tn

lai, raspni`dik tn ynu js de ynu wara tma eu"hdik ;uaai Gnla nee dt, 8cdvdj' (nu hinw ynu jrai<t

jiy `deearait tn tmal' (nu ai)ny wjt"mdik tmal pjrjà cdha 5nlbdas di tmadr rnnl uitdc ynur vnd"a ds

majr`'/

-Pmjt `nasi<t "mjika tma ej"t tmjt ynu<ra psy"mnpjtmd", dlni'/

-7a<s int j psy"mnpjtm,/ tma tmarjpdst ditarrupts' -Pma rajc `djkinsds mara ds tmjt ma<s snlawmjt

àsaisdtd5a` tn vdncai"a ji` luràr, ùa tn wmjt ma `nas'/

-7a<s )ust js lassa` up js jiynia mara,/ 8cdvdj rabuts'

-a<ra jcc lassa` up, s *ccai' ut ynu ji` D hinw dt9ma dsi<t j psy"mnpjtm' ?n mdits ne

sn"dnpjtmy di mds parsnijcdty9-

-D wjs usdik tma tarl j bdt cnnsacy' my jra ynu ljhdik tmds su"m j bdk àjc Pma `djkinsds raljdis&

ma<s )ust vary eu"ha` up'/

dlni bcdihs scnwcy jt tmds ji` tdcts mds maj` scdkmtcy tn ji jwhwjr` pnsa'

-D `ni<t cdha panpca badik lds`djkinsa`, aspa"djccy 1ata"tdva $mji mara' 7a mjs j ejldcy ma "jras enr,

ma upmnc`s )ustd"a, ma "jras jbnut panpca ma `nasi<t hinw9in trjdts ne sn"dnpjtmy nr psy"mnpjtmy

tmara' (nu brnukmt la mara tn `n j psy"mdjtrd" avjcujtdni ni j pjtdait9`ni<t usa tma tarl Ecnnsacy<

uicass ynu laji dt,/ tma tmarjpdst sjys staricy, prnlptdik 8cdvdj tn sdlpcy in` ji` cnnh tn dlni'

-3dia' D<l snrry' (nu<ra int j psy"mnpjtm,/ 8cdvdj sjys, wdtm "nitalpt'

-nw' (nu smnuc` std"h jrnui`, haap ynur bnss ni j tjb,/ dlni sjys, "mu"hcdik' 7a rasulas mds

sardnus àlajinur wdtm j sdkm'

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-D smnuc` sjy, mnwavar, ynur jlbdtdnus wdccdikiass tn hdcc "rdldijcs di ji aeenrt tn sjva panpca dsi<t

macpdik ynur "jsa' (nu mjva j bdt ne j hdccdik prnbcal, nr ji jwhwjr` kru`ka jkjdist "rdlaBmnw jra

wa kndik tn "urb tmds bcnn`cust, 1ata"tdva/ 8cdvdj jssarts'

-D hdcc wmai tmara<s in nptdni jvjdcjbca, 1r *ccai' ace#àeai"a, nr nut ne tma ia"assdty tn sjva lnra

cdvasB/

-*i` wmjt wdcc dt ba wmai ynu ia2t laat r $asscar/

dlni mnc`s j tmnukmteuc pjusa'

-Caikaji"a'/

Gmjptar DC

aptalbar tm, :4=6

Pma lnni wjs ji aarda badik' ?nt tma `dra"t nppnsdta ne tma sui but iavartmacass, mac` tma pnsdtdni js

sa"ni`jry spa"tjtnr ne tma ajrtm, raspni`dik nicy tn Jn` wmai dt wjs tdla enr tma ajrtm tn lnva ji`

tma sui tn tjha bj"h dts rnca jkjdi& int jiy panpca saa tma sui js ji nldinus badik, but tmay netai "dta

tma lnni js j prnldiait sdki ne tma latjpmysd"jc tarrjdi divj`dik avarytmdik wa hinw tn ba trua )ust

enr tmjt idkmt, ji` tmjt idkmt nicy' Dt wjsi<t rajccy ejdr enr tma lnni, ba"jusa jetar jcc, dt smdia` lu"m

battar tmji tma sui, ji` `dì<t mjva tn kdva dts spa"tjtnrs shdi "ji"ar wmdca tmay nbsarva` dt& jlnikst

tma jbyss di tma shy, ji` jcc tma wmdta cdttca "nistaccjtdnis ne tma pjst stu"h nitn dt cdha j ljstarpda"a

pjditdik by Jn`, Oasus ji` parmjps j cdttca diput by tma Pwacva 1ds"dpcas, wjs tma sdcvar, "maasa#

cnnhdik lnni tmjt kcdttara` wdtm ji jurj a;udvjcait tn tma bajuty ne Luaai ?aeartdtd' Dt wnuc`

"nitdiua tn jttrj"t sdkmt, sdlpcy ba"jusa dt wjs cdtarjccy jlnikst tma stjrs, ji` bdkkar tmji dt tnn& nicy

dlni wnuc` ba cnnhdik jt dt tnidkmt tmnukm, edijccy di j stjta ne racdae jetar badik racajsa` by mds

cnik#tdla rdvjc, 8cdvdj *ccai' Dt wjs jlj5dik puracy ba"jusa ma knt tn saa mds ejldcy jkjdi, àspdta mds

ldssdik jrl ji` mds stjtus js ji disjiacy sjia pra`jtnr ne "rdldijcs& ma `dì<t cdha tmasa cjbacs nr

wmjt mjppaia` tn mdl, but ma haaps j àkraa ne mjppdiass wdtmdi mdl ba"jusa dt wjs mds ùty tn try

ji` "jptura snlania ma mj` uiàrastdljta`, ji` lnst dlpnrtjitcy, ma mj` sdkia` up enr tmds' 7a

hiaw tmjt jt snla pndit, snlania wjs kndik tn `n snlatmdik krjvacy uispajhjbca tn mdl, ji` ma

wnuc` mjva tn sueear ernl tma rapar"ussdnis ne tmjt& ne "nursa, inw tmjt dt<s mjppaia`, ma rajcdsas dt

wjsi<t js bj` js ma mj` dljkdia`' 7a<` mjva tmnukmt snlania wnuc` mjva tmrnwi j"d` di mds ej"a, nr

tnrtura mdl tn àjtm9de jiytmdik, ma knt nee pratty cu"hy, aspa"djccy enr tma hdi` ne parsni $asscar

wjs'

7a wjs stjrdik nut ne tma wdi`nw' acca wjsi<t jscaap, but dlni `dì<t hinw tmjt& sma wjs "ma"hdik

up ni mdl, wjitdik tn saa de tma "mjdis haapdik mdl sjia mjì<t "nlpcatacy sijppa` ji` "jusa mdl tn,

Jn` enrbd`, ecy nut ne tma wdi`nw ji` hdcc mdlsace' ma )ust wjita`9in, sma iaaà` mdl tn ba sjea, ba"jusa ma wjs tma marn ne tma mnusamnc` js wacc js ne tma wnrc`& wmaiavar dlni ditarrnkjta` ntmars

nr trda` tn sjva ntmars, ma wnuc` netai dccd"dt j krajt raj"tdni tmjt jcwjys wnrha` di mds ejvnur& tnrtura

wjsi<t j ejvnurdta latmn` ne mds ji` wjs jcwjys j cjst rasnrt, jcwjys nptdik tn wnrh nut j àjc wdtm

mds aialdas ji` js enr sjvdik panpca, wdtiass prnta"tdni wjs j ljdistjy di mds cdst' 7a nicy wjita` tn

sjva tma wnrc`, but di `ndik sn, tma mji`s mjva tn kat j cdttca `drty snlatdlas& enr inw, dlni<s mji`s

wara js bcj"h js $asscar<s snuc' dlni lnst prnbjbcy hiaw acca wjs wjt"mdik mdl, ji` ma cnva`

tmjt' $inwdik tma ditdlj"y tmay edrst eact jt jka adkmtaai mj` krnwi sn strnik, tmay `dì<t avai tn

cnnh jt aj"m ntmar& tmay cnva` aj"m ntmar )ust tmjt lu"m'

7nwavar, tmds wjs, wmdca vary pjssdnijta, vary `dstrj"tdik' Pma j""ulucjtdni ne snui`s nutsdà ji`

disdà tma mnusa jcsn pnsa` tn ba j vary `jikarnus tmdik ba"jusa tmara wjs nia snui` tmjt tma ejldcymj` "nlpcatacy dkinra`, pra`nldijitcy ba"jusa dt wjs sn cnw ji` sn ditrd"jta& enntstaps' *kjdi' ?nt

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)ust tmjt& s"rjt"mdik' *kkrassdva s"rjt"mdik ni tma wjccs& tma typa ne s"rjt"mdik tmjt wnuc` smnw tma

pjssdni ne sa2 ni snlania<s bj"h& tma typa ne s"rjt"mdik rjts `n wmai tma enn`<s rdkmt di ernit ne tmal

but rdkmt bamdi` tma tmdiiast wjcc hinwi tn ljihdi`& tma hdi` ne snui` ljà wmai snlania<s

jikara` ainukm tn s"jr tmadr ijlas nitn j wjccBsljcc kdkkcas "nuc` ba majr` jcniksdà tmasa twn

snui`s, "rajtdik snla snrt ne wadr` lusd" kaira, a2"cusdva nicy tn tma laitjccy àrjika` ji` tma

psy"mnpjtms ne tma wnrc`' mjt wjs euiiy wjs tmjt tmds snui` mj` baai di tma mnusa sdi"a dlni mj`caet enr tma jsycul& ji` tma erustrjtdni, jkkrassdni ji` wjit enr bcnn` mj` nicy bakji tn eastar jrnui`

tma mnusa cdha j pcjkua, diea"tdik tma sjea sji"tdty ne tmds mnusamnc` wdtm j pda"a ne rn"h ernl macc9

avai tma slacc ne tma stjdi di tma mnusa bakji tn bcn"h tma insas ne avarynia di tma mnusa, sdlpcy

ba"jusa tmay warai<t j""ustnla` tn tma cdvdik eulas ne macc rnjldik jbnut tmadr mnusa eraacy, ji` int

tn laitdni, uidivdta`' Pmjt<s rdkmt, $asscar wjs di tma mnusamnc`' 7a<` baai wjdtdik, wdtmnut enn`,

wdtmnut wjtar, wdtmnut jiytmdik tn survdva, )ust enr tma rdkmt lnlait tn strdha& ma<` kdkkca aj"m tdla

ma majr` dlni<s vnd"a, ji` bacdava tmds, tma kdkkcas wnuc` ba dllaisacy spjrsa' Pma vnd"as majr`

wnuc` ba vary cdldta`, ljdicy ba"jusa dlni àsdra` int tn spajh sn lu"m& wmai ma wjs wdtm tma

hd`s, dt wjs netai )ust tn muk tmal ji` spai` tdla wjt"mdik tacavdsdni wdtm tmal& $asscar wnuc`

wjt"m tmal ji` tma tacavdsdni, )ust trydik tn kat j scd"a ne tma "jha' 0ibahinwist tn tma ejldcy,

$asscar wnuc` j"tujccy wjch jrnui` tma mnusa wmai tmay wara `ndik tmdiks& )ust mnurs ajrcdar, ma mj` baai wjt"mdik acca `ndik snla drnidik, ji`, wdtmnut "jrdik jbnut wmatmar ma wnuc` mjva baai

"jukmt nr int, stjrta` wmdstcdik' acca wjsi<t tnn wadrà` nut by tmds, jctmnukm dt<s ba"jusa sma wjsi<t

rajccy cnnhdik& $asscar sjw tma strat"m ne mar wniàreuc ia"h, ji` pniàra` wmatmar stjbbdik dt wnuc`

ba jwasnlaB de int enr dlni, sma<` mjva baai tma parea"t vd"tdl enr mdl tmjt nia idkmt' 7a<` mjva

ljà mar mjta marsace baenra ma tnra ditn mar ia"h wdtm mds taatmB wjs sma rajccy cu"hy tmjt `jy (as'

Cary cu"hy'

Pma wjdt mj` knia ni tnn cnik, ji` tma pcji, waccBin su"m pcji a2dsta`, js ejr js $asscar wjs

"ni"aria`& ma hiaw tmjt dlni ji` mds wdea wnuc` ba tnn s"jra` tn raj"t ;ud"hcy ainukm tn smnnt mdl

ji` hdcc mdl rdkmt tmara ni tma spnt, sn ma "nuc` pratty lu"m dlprnvdsa tma aitdra jttj"h ni tma ejldcy

ji` stdcc wjch nee wdtm ji jrrnkjit sldca ni mds ej"a' Pmara wjs snlatmdik tmjt ma hiaw tmjt wjs pjrt

ne tma ijturjc pcji tmjt a2dsta` wdtmdi tma "nistru"ts ne mds erdai`smdp wdtm dlni& dt<s tmjt batwaai

tmal, tmds kjla, tmds cdttca tmdik tmay mj` di "nllni wdtm aj"m ntmar, "nuc` iavar rajccy ai`' 3nr tma

edrst tdla, tmay mj` ai"nuitara` tma bast parsni tmay mj` avar lat& tma a2trala nppnsdtas wmn wara

vdrtujccy tma sjla parsni' $asscar hiaw tmjt mds rnca js avdc<s aienr"ar lajit tmjt àjtm wjs iavar

rajccy kndik tn ba ji nptdni enr mdl uicass mds uiàtarldia` tdla js dccakjc krdl rajpar mj` edijccy

raj"ma` dts ai`, ji` wmdca ma iavar mnpa` enr tmjt ai`, ma jcwjys mnpa` tmjt ma wnuc` iavar avar kat

tnn bnra` ne `ndik mds )nb, jctmnukm intmdik mjs avar kdvai mdl rajsni tn bacdava tmjt ma<` kat bnra`&

ma<` cjukm ljid"jccy wmaiavar dt wjs `nia' mjt wjs avai "cajrar wjs tmjt dlni "nucì<t rajccy

hdcc $asscar, ji` tmara<s nicy nia rajsni enr tmjt& dlni wjits tn ba $asscar' Pmay<ra tma sjla ji`

dlni "nuc` ajsdcy rakrass, nr rjtmar avncva ditn $asscar, but ma "ji<t ba"jusa )ustd"a wjs tma sdà ma

wjs brnukmt up wdtm& rjtmar, ma "nuc` cat mds smj`nw hdcc enr mdl, ji` ma<` eaac tmjt sjtdsej"tdni

ba"jusa ma<s edijccy lat mds smj`nw' Dt wjs j psy"mncnkd"jc "ni"apt tmjt ljà saisa tn $asscar, ji`

mniastcy, dt ljà saisa tn dlni tnn& dlni mnpa` tmjt $asscar "nuc` edi` j wjy tn as"jpa, ji` tmjt

ma wnucì<t mjva tn a2a"uta mdl' 7nwavar, pjrt ne mdl wdsma` ma "nuc` mjva $asscar aitjikca` di

vdias, wmara ma "nuc` tnrtura mdl ji` edijccy spcdt mds maj` npai wdtm j buccatBwnuc` ma ba hdccdik

mdlsace

$asscar hd"ha` tma `nnr npai, ji` ;ud"hcy ljà mds wjy upstjdrs, wmara ma brdaecy a2pcnra` tma

jrtdstd" pmntnkrjpms ne tma ejldcy, strnhdik tmal ji` cajvdik mds bcnn`da` edikarprdits slajra` jcc

nvar tma sldcas ni tmadr mjppy ej"as, jclnst )ajcnus ma dsi<t di tma bj"hkrnui` trydik tn pmntnbnlb

tmal ji` avaitujccy, scjukmtar tmal jcc& ma spnts dlni cnnhdik bj"h jt tma `nnr, mjvdik majr` tma

hd"h ne tma `nnr& ma cjukms jt dlni, tjuitdik tma inw stjtua#cdha dlni wmn ds smn"ha` tmjt mds

aialy ds inw di tma mnusamnc`' dtm in masdtjtdni, ma ruis ditn tma hd`s< rnnl& tmara, tma ynuik bnyji` mds ynuik sdstar jra jscaap di `deearait ba`s, ji` ;ud"hcy ljhdik mds saca"tdni js tmay s"rajl ji`

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s"rajl, ma `rjks tma ynuik bny nut ne ba` ji` tmrnws mds cdttca bn`y jkjdist j wjcc, eaacdik scdkmtcy

luràrnus inw jcc ne j su`ài& ma `rjks tma hd` `nwi tma stjdrs, tma "rdas ne tma bny enr"dik dlni tn

a;udp mds kui ji` enccnw tmal' 7a kats tn tma stjdrs ji` saas $asscar jcraj`y `rjkkdik mds sni9

7a wjits tn smnnt, but tmara<s snlatmdik pravaitdik mdlB wjs $asscar rdkmt jcc jcnik

-$asscar./ dlni s"rajls' $asscar cnnhs bj"h' -!at mdl knB/

-(nu<ra kniij mjva tn hdcc la de ynu wjiij stnp la, hd`B kn ni' *dl' $dcc la ji` ai` tmds wmnca

tmrajtB sjva ynur ejldcyB/ $asscar tjuits, cattdik tma bny tulbca ni tma cjst twn staps ne tma stjdrs'

dlni jdls jt $asscar, ji` pndits rdkmt jt tma maj`9ma "ji<t hdcc $asscar, ljdicy ba"jusa tmds dsi<t

mnw ma wjits tn ai` mdl' 7a wjits lar"y inw' 7a wjits mdl jt j pndit wmara ma j`ldts mds ejdcuras,

ji` tma ej"t tmjt ma uiàrastdljta` dlni, ji` tmai ma "nuc` edijccy hdcc mdl' ut dt<s jcc kattdik tnn

lu"m& dlni s"rajls, ji` di j edt ne edkmtdik jkjdist masdtjtdni ji` cnkd", smnnts $asscar rdkmt di tma

smnucàr, wmn cjukms js ma ejccs jkjdist tma sljcc eai"a ne tma stjdrs, "rjsmdik `nwi nitn tma krnui`'

Prydik tn kat up, ma ds swdetcy hd"ha` di tma )jw by dlni<s sni, wmn smnuc` ba trjuljtd5a` rdkmt inw

but cu"hdcy, tma marn kaia dlni "jrrdas pjssas nitn mdl'

$asscar ds disucta`' 7a<cc mjrl tma bny enr tmds& tma cnnh di mds ayas wmai ma cnnhs tn dlni ji` tmaimds sni ds jclnst surrajc ainukm tn eraa5a tdla enr j ldiuta' 7a dlla`djtacy kdvas "mjsa tn tma ynuik

bny, rjkkdik mdl nutsdà ji` puccdik nut mds rusta`, bcnn`da` hidea& di tma kjrài, j pnnc ds tmara,

dcculdijtdik tma s"aia jrnui` tmal cdha j "rdla s"aia' atta ji` dlni rui di, jclnst ej5a` by wmjt<s

mjppaidik tn tmadr sni ji` tma buridik, jclnst "ji"arnus, pjrjsdtd" "mcnrdia ernl tma pnnc'

$asscar mji`cas tma ynuik "mdc`, krjbbdik mdl ji` jclnst maj`cn"hdik mdl js de ma%s j cnnsa

bjshatbjcc di j bcj"h bdi bjk& ma erjitd"jccy wjvas tma hidea jbnut, ini#varbjccy prn"cjdldik mds

supardnrdty di tmds lnlait rdkmt inw js dlni ji` mds wdea atta, jcnik wdtm tmadr ntmar sni ji`

`jukmtar, jra )ust jbnut tma wajhast panpca di tma wnrc` js tmadr cnva` nia ds mac` mnstjka by tmds

ljidj", wmn tmay vdrtujccy mjva in wjy ne kattdik rd` ne' dlni mjs mds kui but uienrtuijtacy, dt%s int

di mds jdldik mji`, wmd"m wjs ljdla` by tma sjla lj`lji mnc`dik mds "rydik, wjdcdik sni "jptdva&ma strukkcas tn jdl ji` ai`s up smnntdik tma diin"ait eai"a, ldcas ernl wmara $asscar ds' atta

s"rajls js $asscar cjukms mnjrsacy yat jkjdi, `rjwdik tma hidea scnwar ji` scnwar tnwjr`s tma ynuik

diejit& dt%s tma typa ne lnvalait tmjt%s jclnst mypintd" js snni js ynu rajcdsa wmjt ma%s `ndik, ji`

ljhas ynu eraa5a ni tma spnt wmdca ljhdik mds bcnn` bndc mnttar tmji $asscar%s j"d`d" brajtm'''

dlni tmrnws tma kui ni tma ecnnr, mjvdik mj` ainukm ne tma tyrjiiy tmjt $asscar mjs rjdia` upni mds

ejldcy' Pma twn ne tmal, tn $asscar, jrai%t a2j"tcy aialdas, but cdea#cnik bast erdai`s wmn smnuc` mjva

lat di j pjrh nr ji acalaitjry s"mnnc jt tma jka ne edva wmai tmay%` kat eraa ldch pjssa` jrnui` di tma

"cjssrnnl, ji` tmay%` bni` nvar tma ntmar int mjvdik j strjw wmdca tma nia wmn ljkd"jccy mj` j spjra

wnuc` krjit mdl tma enrtuia ne `rdihdik ldch' Pma twn smnuc` ba @6 n`` yajr nc`s, "mdccdik di tma

"nlenrt ne aj"m ntmar, `ds"ussdik tmadr wdvas% jiinydik but bajutdeuc iuji"as ji` raldids"dik tma

rajccy bj` )nhas ji` lalnrdas sjd` jt aj"m ntmar%s wa``diks& brntmars, tmay smnuc` ba' *i` int

ba"jusa tmay%ra sdldcjr, in, in' nla sdldcjrdtdas tmjt avai dlni trdas tn dkinra jra prasait but lnst

dlpnrtjitcy, dt%s jcc tn `n wdtm tma parea"t cdea ne dlni'

dlni, àspdta raj`dik lnst ne mds aialdas, mjs "nlpcatacy scdppa` pjst tma rajsni $asscar mjs

tnrlaita` mds cdea ji` ljà mdl j ldsarjbca, jrlcass edkura ne wjchdik àprassdni tmjt stjdis tma

ajrtm tmjt ma ni"a brnukmt j àkraa ne jikacd" mjppdiass tn' $asscar ds j cdtarjc albn`dlait ne tma

wnr` %avdc%& ma%s int j mulji badik, ji` iadtmar `nas ma trjis"ai` muljidty'''in, ma mjs ba"nla àjtm'

Pnrtura' 3ajr' Pma albn`dlait ne avdc tmjt jcc panpca edkmt jkjdist& dt%s tmds tmjt ljhas $asscar tma

lnistar tmjt ma ds' ut àap `nwi, $asscar yajris enr j sdlpca cdea' Pma typa ne cdea tmjt dlni mjs'

Pma erdai`smdps mulji badiks mjva' Pma cnva j lji mjs enr j wnlji' Pma )ny ne mjvdik "mdc`rai' Pma

)ny ne cdvdik cdea tn tma euccast' Pn ba jbca tn tjch tn snlania wdtm "niedài"a ji` int mjva tn stdecawdtm smyiass ba"jusa ynu )ust wjit tn ba "niedàit ji` tjha tmjt kdrc nut. ut $asscar "ji%t mjva dt'

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?nt ba"jusa ma%s tnn slaccy nr ba"jusa ma%s `nia tnn lu"m tn avai mjva j "mji"a tn stjrt jkjdi nr

ba"jusa ma%s int "niedàit but ba"jusa ma rasaits dt js wacc& tma wnrc`, tn mdl, wjs "rjeta` tn brdik

mdl pjdis ji` snrrnw tmjt ma%` mjva tn ej"a js pjrt ne mds cassni tn edijccy ba"nla j ljtura lji di mds

nwi rdkmt, sn ma%` `dskrj"a tma uidvarsa' 7a%` ba"nla tma ijturjc nràr' 7a%` ba"nla àjtm ji` spdta

avarytmdik tmjt Jn` "rajta` ji` a2a"uta tma krajtast "rajtdni sdlpcy ba"jusa ma "nuc`& snni, tmjt

cnkd"jc rajsnidik ba"jla iucc tma ldiuta ma bakji tn hdcc''' tma tmrdcc ji` a2"dtalait wnuc` `rdva jlji disjia ba"jusa ma mj` tmds lu"m pnwar tn hdcc ji` hdcc ji` hdcc ji` hdcc uitdc ma wjs avaitujccy

bnra` wdtm dt'''ljyba dlni mj` raldi a` mdl ji` )ust, )ust ljyba, tma rasaitlait tmjt wjs

aitrai"ma` wdtmdi "jla bj"h taienc`'

8e "nursa tmjt wjs )ust nia tmanry dlni mj` "ni"n"ta`'

-$asscar''' cat mdl kn' D%l bakkdik ynu wdtm avarytmdik D mjva## hdcc la, tjha ly bcnn`, ljha la ynur

ia2t vd"tdl. cajsa'''/ dlni pcajà`, `rnppdik tn tma krnui` ji` bakkdik'

-0iàrstji` snlatmdi%, bny,/ $asscar sjys wdtm j àvdcdsm sldca, -tmara jdi%t intmdi% ynu "ji neear la

tn stnp la hdccdi% ynur bny mara, kat dt D `ni%t iaa` lniay, D `ni%t iaa` in mnusa, D `ni%t iaa` intmdi%

a2"apt wmjt D wjit di tma lnlait## rdkmt inw, D wjiij "ut ynur bny'/atta jttalpts tn rui enr $asscar di ji aeenrt tn try ji` sjva mar "mdc` wmn, inw tma jppca ne $asscar%s

aya, s"rajls nut cnu` js ma jttalpts tn wrdkkca eraa ernl tma vd"a#cdha cn"h $asscar mjs aienr"a` upni

mds ia"h& $asscar mnc`s tma hidea rdkmt up jt atta%s ej"a, wmn stnps )ust js mar bniy insa strnhas tma

tdp ne tma latjccd" bcjà'''dt%s "nc`, smjrp ji` jclnst snuc#pdar"dik ainukm tn "nitrnc tma parsni jt tma

ai` cdha ji uiwdccdik puppat' 7a pusmas mar bj"h scnwcy'

dlni ds ni mds hiaas, cnnhdik `nwi jt mds pdstnc' 7a hinws tma nicy tmdik tn `n'

7a s"rjpas dt up ernl tma krnui`, ji` jdls dt jt mds nwi maj`, tmrajtaidik tn smnnt mdlsace& atta

smjhas mar maj` js ma stjras jt $asscar wdtm mds brnwi, njh ayas'

-Pmds tnn lu"m enr ynu nr snlatmdi%, bny Juass ynu wji% ynur nwi hd` àj` wmdca ynu àj` tnn.7jccacu)jm./ $asscar prn"cjdls' -(nu kni% saa ynur cdttca `j``y up tmara wjdtdi% enr ynu tn laat %dl,

jrai%t ynu *rai%t ynu, ynu cdc% su"har/

-D `da, ji` ynu wni%t saa la sueear jiylnra' (nu "ji%t ljha la sueear de D%l àj`, "ji ynu/ dlni

sjys wdtm utlnst "nivd"tdni'

-*cwjys ynur wdea tn ljha ly vd"tdl, lji##/

-ma `dì%t pdss ynu nee' D "ji raj` ynu inw'''yas' (nu%ra disjia, yas, ne "nursa' ?n `nubt' n disjia'

ut ynu%ra sljrt' Cary sljrt' 3ucc ne cnkd" ji` eucc ne jikar' (nu mjva ji nbsassdni ne pcjydik wdtm

cdea ba"jusa dt ljhas ynu eaac''' pnwareuc' (nu uiàrstji` divnhdik eajr ds j pnwar& tmjt%s wmy ynu

"ji iavar j"tujccy eaac dt' (nu mjta tma eutdcdty di ntmars ji` mjta tmjt ynu%ra supardnr' (nu mjta tmjtynu "ji trjis"ai` muljidty ji` ba"nla snlatmdik lnra, yat ynu "ji%t avai stnp tn rajcdsa tmjt jcc ne

tmjt lajis )j"h smdt de ynu%ra trydik tn tnrtura snlania wmn%s àj`''' ynu mjta ly cdea ba"jusa D

"mnnsa int tn trjis"ai`' Pma ej"t D ditarrupta` ynur luràr ljà ynu wjit tn tnrtura la sn tmjt D "ji

trjis"ai` ji` ba"nla ynu' $inw wmjt ynu jra, Onmi $asscar * krajt, disjia, psy"mnpjtmd" pda"a ne

kaidus''' ji` D edijccy bajt ynu'/

$asscar stjras jt mdl' 7a sldrhs'

-a<ra tma sjla, $asscar' (nu wnucì<t cat ynur bast erdai` `da, wnuc` ynu/

7a tmai prn"aa`s tn `dk tma hidea rdkmt ditn tma bny%s jrl, ji` tmai bakdis tn s"jr mdl scnwcy, wdtm mds

s"rajls a"mndik cnu`cy j"rnss tma iadkmbnurmnn` ji` avai jeea"tdik tma rdppcas di tma wjtar di tma

pnnc bamdi` mdl& wmdca atta s"rajls enr mar bjby, dlni wjt"mas'

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-(nu wni%t hdcc mdl, $asscar' ?nt de ynu wjit la tn pucc tma trdkkar'/

$asscar tajrs tma hidea nut ji` tmrnws dt ditn tma pnnc, tma bcnn` diea"tdik tma wjtar wdtm dts parvarsa

"ncnur'

-Pacapmnia,/ $asscar sjys, ji` dlni laats mds ra;uast ;ud"hcy' d"hdik up tma pmnia, ma `djcs 444

ji` puts tma pmnia tn mds ajr' -7d, ds tma pncd"a (ajm, yajm, sura' Dt%s Onmi $asscar' D%l tma uiiy 7jt$dccar ji` rdkmt inw, D mjva 1ata"tdva dlni $mji%s sni di j maj`cn"h ji` )ust jbnut j eaw sa"ni`s

jkn, D%va s"jrra` tma pnnr bny%s jrl ji` de ynu `ni%t kat `nwi tn $mji%s jpjrtlait di ji mnur, D%l

kndik tn scnwcy "ut nee mds maj` ji` sai` dt tn ynu di j bn2 eucc ne rjts''' pcajsa, murry'/

dlni cnnhs jt $asscar, wmn cjukms mnjrsacy' 7a hinws $asscar wnucì%t `jra tn try ji` hdcc mds sni,

aspa"djccy di cdkmt ne jcc tmjt dlni mjs sjd`& tmds lnva ds parmjps tma sljrtast lnva $asscar wnuc`

mjva ljà ne jcc lnvas' mdca dt prnvas dlni wjs rdkmt ji` kujrjitaas tma survdvjc ne mds sni, ma

"ji%t mj"h $asscar%s kjla pcji'

$asscar cjukms jkjdi'

Pma pncd"a jrrdva'

-Kalalbar, $mji' ?nwmara ynu "ji mdà ernl laB/

1a"albar Mtm, :4=6

Gmrdstljs tdla' 3nr tma rast ne tma wnrc`, wmn enccnwa` tma rnuta ne inrljcdty ji` mjppdiass

"nlbdia`, dt wjs j tdla ne eastdvdtdas tmjt wnrsmdppa` tma mncy purdty ne jcc sinw, tma bdrtm ne nur !nr`

Oasus Gmrdst, wmnl snla ljy int mjva à"dà` tn pjy jttaitdni tn ra"aitcy ùa tn tma "rdlas

"nlldtta` by nia panpca wnuc` "nisdàr tma 1avdc, ji nvarwadkmt wmdta lji di j ra` vacvat "nstula

wmn<` siajh ditn tma "mdliays tn `rnp kdets& jrkujbcy, tmasa wara jcc "acabrjta` jt edrst tn ljditjdi tma

intdni ne ljkd" di tma ldi`s ne "mdc`rai' 3nr tma panpca ne 7jrnc` mnwavar, tmds wjs a2taià` tn tmajùcts, ji` int tma nias wmn mj` s"rjpa` tma edrst eaw yajrs tn a2pardai"a tma eraa`nl ne badik jbca tn

`n wmjtavar ynu wjit ji` int mjvdik luctdpca "rdtd"dsls jbnut ynur à"dsdnis& in, avai tma acàrcy

wjita` tn bacdava tmjt Gmrdstljs "nuc` wdpa tma sdis ne 7jrnc` jctnkatmar, ba"jusa js ejr js tmay wara

"ni"aria`, tma straats wara pjva` wdtm sn lu"m bcnn` dt wnuc` tjha Jn` tn s"rub nee tma tjdit dt

"jrrda`' Dt wjs ji dllaisacy tuluctunus yajr enr tmal& dt tnnh nia lji tn brajh tma "dty ne mnpa9

nia lji, ji` mds bcj"h snuc tn tjdit tma ntmars jrnui` mdl& tma nia tmjt wnuc` ravncutdnid5a ji`

"mjika tma wjy panpca avar sjw tmds "dty jkjdi'

Pma "dty mj` tjhai bcnws baenra, ji` wara stdcc sueeardik ernl tma aeea"ts' rdljrdcy, tma ruca ne 7jrnc`

"rdla cnr` 7airy jrijbus, ji Drdsm#bnri ji` vd"dnus lji wmn mj` "nitrnc nvar tma bnntcakkars ji`

bjrs ùrdik tma twaitdas& mds ruca wjs krajt ainukm enr tma cjw aienr"alait tn "nisdàr mdl j tarrnrdsttn avarytmdik tmjt tmay mac` trua ji` tmjt js cnik js ma wjs jcdva, in#nia "nuc` avar trucy "nisdàr

tmalsacvas sjea' jrijbus hiaw, ji` ma cnva` mnw lu"m wadkmt mds ijla "jrrda`& sjea tn sjy

mnwavar, snni ainukm, ma "rulbca` uiàr tmjt wadkmt, mds mubrds jt tma mji`s ne tma pncd"a sn krajt ma

wjs albjrrjssa` tn avai tmrajtai jiynia' Dt wjs rapnrta` tmjt jrijbus wjs avaitujccy jppramaià`

ji` wjs hdcca` by eaccnw prdsniars ùrdik mds taiura jt cj"hwnn` rdsni& avarynia wmn parsnijccy

hiaw tmds lji, hiaw tmjt tmds dienrljtdni wjs diàa` ejcsa ji` wjs j "nvar#up enr snlatmdik vd"dnus

ji` ljcavncait' Dt wjs' Dt<s jcsn dlpnrtjit tn laitdni tmjt jiynia wmn hiaw jrijbus parsnijccy

wnuc` jcsn hinw tmjt ma mj` àap, parsnijc kru`kas wdtm pncd"a need"ars, aspa"djccy nias wmn wara

iaw ji` wara )ust `ndik tmadr )nbs& ma wjita` tn puidsm tmal àjrcy enr uiàrastdljtdik mdl, ji` sn

wait ni mds nwi varsdni ne tma 7jrrydik ne tma ?nrtm, hdccdik tma cnva` nias ne pncd"a need"ars ji`

àlnrjcd5dik tmal tn j àkraa wmara 7jrnc` ba"jla j cjwcass stjta9but int enravar' ?n' * idkmt"jla wmara jrijbus wjs `rjkka` nut ne mds ba`rnnl, by iularnus pncd"a need"ars wmn mj` enravar

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cnst tma nias tmjt tmay cnva`, ji` prn"aaà` tn bajt tma lji tn àjtm, ljhdik mdl bak enr mds cdea ji`

lar"y, ji` enrkdvaiass enr wmjt ma mj` `nia tn tmal& but tmay `dì<t "jra' Pmay ljà mdl sjy tma

ijla ne avary vd"tdl' +varynia ma mj` murt' mai tma wjrài enui` nut wmjt tmasa need"ars mj`

`nia, ma wjsi<t jikry, nr upsat' 7a `d` lnra tmji uiàrstji`' 7a "nllaià` tmal'

7jrnc` `nasi<t braa` knn` panpca' jyba dt wjs wmy dt tnnh dlni tn "nla ji` sjva dt& ljyba

7jrnc` wjs 7acc ni ajrtm' dlni `dì<t wjit tn "nla mara' 7a trucy `dì<t wjit tn saa tma lji wmn

mj` put j s"jr ni mds sni sn trjuljtd" tmjt tma bny wnuc` netai "ry ba"jusa ma mj` idkmtljras ne tma

lji<s ej"a& ma `dì<t wjit tn saa tma lji wmn caet mds `drt ji` tjdit jcc nvar tma mnusa ma mj` tn

"nisdàr buridik )ust sn mds ejldcy enrkat& ma `dì<t wjit tn saa tma lji ma hiaw ma wjs `nwirdkmt

sdldcjr tn' Dt wjs Gmrdstljs, ji` ma `dì<t wjit tn ba mara' 7ds ejldcy mj` bakka` mdl int tn kn, nr

rjtmar mds wdea atta "nitdiunuscy disdsta`& sma uiàrstnn`, but stdcc, dt pjdia` tmal bntm tmjt ma

iaaà` tn saa mds pntaitdjc hdccar nr brntmar tn kat "cnsura'

$asscar mj` "mjika` j cdttca enr tma edrst tdla di tai yajrs' 7a `dì<t cnnh sn rj`d"jccy `deearait ernl

tma cjst tdla tmay mj` lat, but ma wjs "cajiar enr sura& mds `raj`s wara stdcc js "rj5y js "ji ba, ji` mds

bajr` wjs smjva`, )ust sn ma `dì<t cnnh cdha ma mj` "nla ernl tma kuttar' 7ds taatm wara stdcc rnttai& dt

wnuc` ba ejdr tn sjy tmjt jiy jttalpt tn kat "cnsa tn mds taatm wnuc` rasuct di wmjtavar trydik tn tnu"mdt wnuc` kat rdppa` nee wdtm j earn"dty tmjt<` ljha ynu rakrat dt di tma edrst pcj"a' Pma s"jr wjs, ne

"nursa, jcwjys tmara' 3nr tma edrst tdla, jt cajst wmai ynu cnnh jt $asscar<s ej"a, ynu "ji saa tmjt nia

ne tma ayas, jt cajst tma nia uiàr tma s"jr, ds `dstdi"tcy cdkmtar tmji tma ntmar aya, ljhdik dt jclnst

kncài di "nitrjst tn mds brnwi nia' *i` ma jcwjys stdcc mj` tmjt "maahy sldca9àspdta jiytmdik bj`

$asscar ldkmt mjva `nia, àspdta tma ej"t tmjt tmds sldca wjs wdtmnut j `nubt snlatmdik ynu<` mjva tn

rui ernl, dt wjs j id"a sldca' ?nt ejcsa, nr enr"a`, but ma wjs mjppy' mjtavar twdsta` enr"a mj` ljà

mdl tmds wjy, dt mj` jt cajst bcassa` mdl wdtm snlatmdik lnst jrai<t9paj"a' 7a mj` ljà paj"a wdtm

mjvdik j bcj"h snuc, ji` wjs "cajrcy baiaedttdik ernl dts prasai"a& de nicy ma mj` ljà paj"a wdtm

nbaydik tma cjw' ut tmai jkjdi, wmn `nas

Pmay wara sjt tmara, pcjydik "mass, cdha nc` erdai`s' dlni mj` j prnstmatd" jrl edtta` ni, ji` wmdcama enui` tmjt dt wjs j knn` rapcj"alait enr mds jrl, ma<` lu"m praear de ma mj` mds nrdkdijc bj"h ni'

Kjtmar, j"tujccy, ma<` praear de ma wjsi<t bajtai mjce tn àjtm wdtm mds nrdkdijc, )ust sn ma "nuc` cnnh jt

dt ji` int ba raldià` ne $asscar' dlni mj` ra;uasta` enr $asscar<s jrls tn ba eraa`, )ust sn tmay

"nuc` pcjy "mass& inw tmjt tmay mj` ji uiàrstji`dik, dt wjs avdàit tn bntm ne tmal tmjt dlni wjs

tma cjst parsni $asscar wjs kndik tn murt, avai de dlni jkkrjvjta` mdl' +vai wdtm nia jrl, dlni

wjs jcraj`y prapjra` tn smnva tma eu"har jkjdist tma wjcc ji` hdcc mdl wdtm ji nc` jrly lnva' $asscar

hiaw tmds, but wjs jcwjys prapjra` mdlsace& de jiytmdik, $asscar wnuc` ajt mds majrt nut baenra ma

avar knt tma "mji"a tn cjy mds edikars ni mdl' Pmay wara `jikarnus lai, ji` dt ljà $asscar mjppy

tmjt tmay bntm smjra` tma sjla hdi` ne paj"a a2"cusdva tn tmal'

-Dt<s Gmrdstljs,/ dlni jssarts'

-(nu kat prasaits enr tma ejldcy/ $asscar sjys, snui`dik strjikacy inrljc enr ni"a' Dt smn"hs 7ukn'

-8e "nursa' 7nw, arlBmnw jra ynu/ dlni sjys, rakrattdik mds wnr`s scdkmtcy'

-nra`' *cc tma enn` mara ds tjdita` wdtm ljìassB D<` rjtmar ba nut tmara enr Gmrdstljs, pd"hdik ly

cdva turhays ji` majrdik tmal s"rajl' nucì<t ynu/ $asscar sjys prnvn"jtdvacy'

-?n' Dt<s id"a tn hinw ynu mjvai<t "mjika`, Onmi'/

$asscar sldcas' dlni sldcas bj"h' Dt<s j strjika erdai`smdp'

-mjt<s tmds/ $asscar jshs'

-Gmass' Dt%s j kjla,/ dlni sjys snetcy'

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-1n ynu ldss ynur jrl, $mji/ $asscar jshs'

-nlatdlas' 1n ynu ldss eraa`nl, $asscar/

-D `n wmjt D wjit, $mji' D%l jcraj`y eraa'/

-(nu rudia` ly cdea, $asscar' my/-a"jusa ynu<ra ly erdai`' *i` de wa<ra kndik tn haap badik erdai`s, wa<va knt tn ba jt tma sjla

pcj"a, jt tma sjla tdla'/

-D<cc iavar ba jt ynur pcj"a, $asscar'/

-(nu<ra jcwjys jt tmjt pcj"a, brntmar' Oust, wa<ra iavar tmara jt tma sjla tdla,/ $asscar jssarts' -(nu

hinw tmjt pcj"a, `ni<t yj/

-D `n' a<ra bntmBtma sjla' Oust, D mjppai tn cdha upmnc`dik tma cjw'/

-a"jusa dt kdvas ynu parldssdni tn hdcc/

dlni sldcas distaj` ne jiswardik'

mjt ljhas ynu `deearait/ dlni jshs'

-D<l j enr"a ne avdc' Pma hdi` ynu "ji<t stnp ba"jusa dt<s avarywmara' D<l tma9D<l j kajr di j

tnncbn2 tmjt<s iaaà` tn ljha tma wnrc` rui& avdc<s ijturjc, ynu hinw D<l tma kajr tmjt "ji iavar

stnp rnccdik )ust ba"jusa ynu wjit dt tn' (nu )ust mjva tn cat dt rui dts "nursaBwa jcc mjva rncas di tmds

cdea' Oust stnp àiydi< ynurs'/

dlni pniàrs tmds'

-(nu<ra tnn sljrt tn hdcc, Onmi' (nu "nuc` kn pcj"as,/ dlni pcaj`s'

-D cdha "uccdik tma ùlb nias, dlni' 1ni<t ynu/

dlni kucps jt mnw trua tmjt ds'

-!at%s pcjy "mass,/ dlni sjys jetar j brdae pjusa, -`n ynu hinw mnw tn pcjy/

-8e "nursa' a%va baai pcjydi% tmds kjla enr j cnik tdla, 8eed"ar $mji' D%l j prneassdnijc'/

Pma `nnr npais& 1r *ccai aitars tma rnnl, inw a"stjtd" tn mjva j cnnh jt mar iaw ejvnurdta tny, ne

wmd"m sma<s mj` tma pcajsura ne wjt"mdik di j"tdni enr j knn` edva yajrs' ma stji`s by tma npaia`

bncta` `nnr, wdtm 7ukn, tma much#cdha, lj)astd"#ljà kujr`, stnlpdik di wdtm mds ajrtm;ujha#diù"dik

enntstaps' 7a stjras jt tma jclnst "jcl $asscar, wmn, avai di mds jikacd" wmdta jsycul kjrb, stdcc cnnhs

cdha tma `drtda` stjdi ne tma ajrtm tmjt ma usujccy ds, prnlptdik 7ukn tn avai stap bj"h jt tma vary sdkmt

ne mdl' ?n#nia di tma jsycul mjs baai jbca tn lnva 7ukn, cat jcnia uisattca mdl di tma scdkmtast avai

wdtm tma lnst vdcast, lnst `dskustdik j"ts& ecdikdik j pda"a ne pnn jt mdl mjs bjracy ljà mdl wjit tn

pullac snlania tn àjtm, ba"jusa ma jcwjys mjs j wjy ne "nldik bj"h jt ldìdkmt ji` ljhdik ynu

wdsm ynur bnias iavar a2dsta`& nicy tma snui`s ernl tma bcj"haia` vdàn tjpas jt idkmt "nuc` "nivay

tma mnrrnr ne 7ukn<s rasncva ni tmasa psy"mnpjtms ji` "rdldijcs, wmn jra tma assaitdjc pui"mdik bjks

tmjt macp haap 7ukn ernl badik cdha tmal' $asscar sldcas jt mdl, hinwdik )ust mnw tmasa panpca

wnrh& jetar jcc, ma<s spait j knn` lj)nrdty ne mds cdea hdccdik lai wmn wara a2j"tcy cdha 7ukn, ji` ma

iavar hdcca` tmal sdlpcy ba"jusa tmay mj` ji akn jbnut tmal9in, tmay wara hdcca` ba"jusa tmay ea`

$asscar<s akn, ji` tmds wjs ji akn tmjt mj` jcraj`y ba"nla bndstarnus tma `jy $asscar pd"ha` up j

hidea ji` )jbba` dt ditn snlania<s ia"h' 7a `dì<t "jra'

-Onijtmji 3rjihcdi $asscar' 1n ynu hinw wmara ynu jra/ 1r *ccai jshs, sldcdik jt mar iaw pat'

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-D raj` tma sdki nutsdà, ldssy' Ds tmds wmara jcc tma "rj5das cdva/ $asscar jshs, mjikdik mds maj` ji`

swjydik wdtm tma wdi` js de mds ia"h mj` su`àicy ba"nla lnra eca2dbca di tmjt lnlait'

-D<` jssula sn' a<ra kndik tn mjva j cnt ne eui di mara, r $asscar,/ 1r *ccai jssarts, puttdik mar

mji`s tnkatmar' -*ra ynu raj`y tn kn tn ynur "acc/

$asscar sldcas' 7a tmai krdis cdha ji a"stjtd" "cnwi'

-ura,/ ma sjys, tmai cnnhdik tn dlni' -Gnla vdsdt la snlatdla' Dt<` ba id"a tn tjch ni"a di j wmdca,

wnucì<t dt/

7ukn "nlas di, ji` "cut"mas mds àjtm krdp jrnui` $asscar<s wrdsts, mnc`dik dt tn su"m j àkraa tmjt

$asscar avai )ulps jt tma pjdi eusdik dtsace scnwcy, cdha j pcjkua diea"tdik tma "dty, nia parsni jt j

tdla, nr jt cajst di tmds distji"a, nia "acc jt j tdla' *s 7ukn stjrts tn "cdp tma kujr`s ni mdl,

rastrjdidik mds lnvalait, $asscar "nitdiuas tn cnnh jt mds Eerdai`< dlni, wmn kats lnra uisattca` by

tma ldiuta& ma rajcdsas snlatmdik ds kndik tn mjppai'

$asscar swdetcy lnvas mds maj` jt cdkmtidik spaa` jkjdist 7ukn<s insa, brajhdik dt di tma prn"ass ji`

wdtmnut masdtjtdni, bdtas ditn tma insa cdha j bcnn`tmdrsty pdrjimj, swjttdik ji` "mawdik jt 7ukn<sinsa sn lu"m tmjt 1r *ccai avai raeusas tn j"hinwca`ka tmjt mar strnikast kujr` "nuc` ba hdcca` di

tma ia2t eaw lnlaits& ern5ai ni tma spnt js de tdla mjs stnppa` avarytmdik wdtmdi dts vd"didty& $asscar

avaitujccy tajrs nee tma insa, ji` ajts dt, stdcc di mds rastrjdits& ma stulbcas tnwjr`s dlni, kdkkcdik js

tma s;udsmdik indsa ne mds pcajsurdik lajc diea"ts tma diin"ai"a ne dlni<s ajr' dlni nicy wjt"mas

di jikar& ma "ji<t stnp $asscar, enr ma<s tma ijturjc enr"a ne avdc tmjt ynu `ni<t rajccy try tn stnpB ynu

)ust cat dt `da'

-tuee cdha tmds mjppai de ynu `ni<t vdsdt la, dlniB/

$asscar staps nut ne tma rnnl, ji` cnnhs upni tma mnspdtjc js de dt wjs lnra tmji ji jsyculB

Dt wjs mds hdik`nlBjt cajst enr inw'

7a stnps tn cnnh bj"h, ji` 1r *ccai cnnhs jt mdl, brajtmdik majvdcy di eajr ji` jikar'

-7jvdi< eui inw, bdt"m/ $asscar jshs, cjukmdik'

7a "nitdiuas tn cjukm js tma bjrrjka ne kujr`s "nla enr mdlB ji` inia ne tmal jra wdtmnut eajr, enr

$asscar<s cjukm scnwcy wdtmars tmadr snuc cdha tma sinw ni wajh "ni"rataBmds cjukm a"mnas tmrnukm

tma mjccsBrjttcdik tma snucs ne avarynia tmara, raldi`dik tmal jcc tmjt j iaw hdik mjs "nla, ji` stjy

wdcc ma, tma uiiy 7jt $dccar ne !nuds tjta'

$asscar cjukms jkjdi, cnu`cy, j"hinwca`kdik mds jssartdni nvar tma jsycul, nr di tmds distji"aBtma

wnrc`'

john kessler

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