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  • JONAS’S DAUGHTERA WYOMING LEGACY SHORT

    LACY WILLIAMS

  • A U T H O R ’ S N O T E

    Many of you have emailed me over the past

    handful of years, asking about Breanna’s story. I

    am excited to tell you that Breanna is finally

    going to get her own book in Spring 2019. She’s

    fiercely independent, a tomboy who aches for

    adventure, and of course she’s loved (coddled?)

    by a big family and all the brothers that love her.

    How on earth will she survive falling in love?

    Stay tuned next spring to find out.

    Thanks for reading this bonus short story. I

    hope you enjoy it.

    -Lacy

  • PART I

    1898, BEAR CREEK WYOMING

    No fighting.

    Breanna White was the only girl whose

    mother had given her that instruction on the

    first day of eighth grade.

    She was also the only girl in the one-room

    Bear Creek school with seven older brothers.

    It wasn't as if she walked around looking to

    pick fights. She just had a low tolerance for

    stupid people.

    Like the other thirteen-year-olds—three boys

  • and one girl—sitting around her in school desks

    that felt much too small, thanks to her late-

    summer growth spurt.

    Caleb Carter, Evan Heath, Boyd McDonald.

    They'd been her friends until last spring, when

    her body had begun changing without her

    permission. And then all of a sudden, her

    running around with them in trousers and one

    of her brothers' shirts was inappropriate. They'd

    been cruel to her ever since. She couldn't under‐

    stand how breasts, small as they were, could

    erase a decade of friendship.

    She hated breasts.

    Betsy McDonald, Boyd's twin, had never

    liked her. Breanna was too rough-and-tumble

    for the sissified girl.

    Which meant her only friends in the class‐

    room where her younger brother and sister, who

    were currently sitting near the front of the class‐

    room. Walt was a strapping seven, and five-year-

    old Ida was enjoying her first day of school.

    Breanna had almost made it through the first

    day of school without getting into any alterca‐

    tions. There was a half hour left before the

    dismissal bell would ring. She'd spent most of the

  • day ignoring her former friends and trying to

    hide the tears that kept pricking at the back of

    her nose.

    Come to think of it, along with unwelcome

    breasts, she hated school, too. She'd begged to be

    allowed to finish her schooling at home. She

    could read well enough, and cipher. The only

    thing she wanted to do as an adult was work the

    family ranch. She didn't need more schooling

    for that.

    But Ma hadn't relented. So Breanna was here

    today, counting the seconds until she was free.

    Their teacher, Miss Garvey, had assigned the

    older kids a series of arithmetic problems, which

    she'd written on one corner of the chalkboard at

    the front of the room.

    Breanna's focus was on the slate in front of

    her, but from the corner of her eye, she could see

    Boyd chewing on his lip as he stared at his blank

    slate. He'd always disliked arithmetic.

    And she still thought of him as her friend.

    "Psst." She shifted slightly in her seat, so that

    her elbow wasn't blocking her slate. She edged it

    slightly across the desk where he'd be able to see

    it easily.

  • He grunted and shook his head at her.

    What? He didn't want her help?

    Hurt sliced through her like a scythe through

    ripe grain stalks.

    She bent her head over her slate, determined

    to ignore him. Tonight, she'd continue her

    crusade to get Ma to allow her to study at home.

    She could learn plenty without this schoolroom.

    She didn't need to sit next to a... a... stupid boy

    with his stupid judgy attitude.

    She'd worked up a good head of steam by the

    time the teacher rang the dismissal bell. It was

    the work of a moment to gather her two school‐

    books and lunch pail. She'd wait for Walt and Ida

    outside. Away from the other children in

    her grade.

    She'd barely stepped into the sunshine when

    she realized Ma was waiting across the yard,

    little Andrew perched on her hip. There was no

    wagon in sight, which meant Ma had walked to

    town, toting the one-year-old the entire way.

    Either she'd been missing her youngest

    daughter, or she'd wanted to check up on

    Breanna. Maybe both.

    Breanna sent a small wave their direction.

    Nothing to see here.

  • Except Caleb and Boyd were the next two

    bodies out of the schoolroom. Not her siblings,

    like she'd hoped.

    She turned her face away so they wouldn't see

    the snarl crossing her lips. Stupid boys.

    "Couldn't get away with wearing trousers to

    school, huh?" Caleb taunted, voice low.

    She often wore trousers while working the

    ranch. Or riding. Or anytime that she could get

    away with it. But Ma had laid down the law

    about wearing dresses to school when Breanna

    had been all of seven.

    She glanced past the two boys but couldn't

    catch sight of Walt or Ida inside the schoolroom.

    What was taking so long? Had Ida's shoelaces

    come untied? Maybe Walt had lost his lunch

    bucket in the melee of students eager to get

    outside.

    Boyd edged into her space, and Breanna

    looked up, surprised. "I don't need, or want, your

    help." The venom in his voice shocked her. Gone

    was the friend she'd hoped was still in there

    somewhere. "I don't need help from an orphan-

    girl like you."

    The words shocked her. She'd watched her

    older brothers—adopted, all of them—get into a

  • tussle or two over their parentage, but no one

    had ever even breathed an insult like that in her

    direction.

    Because she wasn't an orphan. She was her

    papa's daughter.

    She hitched her chin, narrowed her eyes. "I'm

    not an orphan and you know it. I don't know

    why you're acting the dunce today, but I'm tired

    of it."

    Caleb wandered behind the schoolhouse, and

    her focus narrowed to Boyd.

    "Your brothers ain't gonna amount to nothin',

    and neither are you, orphan-girl."

    She didn't know why he kept saying that, and

    it didn't matter anyway. She wasn't going to let

    the slight against her brothers slide.

    She shoved Boyd's chest. He might be six

    inches taller, but she knew right where to put her

    force. He had to take a step back or he'd have lost

    his balance.

    "Breanna!" Ma called out from across

    the yard.

    She ignored it.

    Boyd smiled, an ugly twist of his lips. "You

    gotta know it's true, now that your Pa has more

  • kids. They all look exactly like him. You don't.

    You're as much an orphan as your big brothers."

    "That's a lie." He wanted another shove, so she

    gave it to him.

    "Breanna!" Ma's voice was closer now, prob‐

    ably close enough to hear their conversation. But

    even the disappointment Breanna knew would

    come wasn't enough to clear the red haze that

    was settled over her vision.

    She'd give him one more chance. "Take

    it back."

    He didn't. "You're an orphan."

    One punch was all it took. A jab to his nose

    that connected with a most satisfying crunch. He

    crumpled to the ground with a howl of pain.

    And as he went, she got a glimpse of Ma

    rushing up behind him.

    She'd expected to see an expression of horror,

    and that was definitely there. But it was the

    wide-eyed dismay that stopped Breanna cold.

    That expression could only mean one thing.

    Boyd had been right.

    Breanna sat at the long hewn dining table in

  • Jonas's house. Her eyes were hot, but she didn't

    quite know why.

    The house was too quiet. That in itself was

    strange. With a house so full, it was never quiet.

    But Ma had sent everyone outside, including

    the little ones, and was rustling around in the

    kitchen while she waited for Jonas to come in

    from the barn.

    Breanna couldn't quite call him Pa right now,

    not even in her own mind.

    Ma hadn't said a word to her beyond "we'll

    talk later" on the long walk home from school.

    Walt and Ida had raced ahead, playing tag,

    laughing and shrieking. As if nothing was wrong.

    As if Breanna's whole world hadn't been

    upended.

    Now, Ma washed up some of the dishes that

    had been left from the midday meal, her back to

    Breanna, who felt the distance like a physical

    wall between them.

    Jonas came through the door, then, his face

    creased with concern. "What happened? Don't

    tell me there was a fight."

    Looking at him, Breanna couldn't contain the

    emotion bubbling just beneath her skin. She

  • couldn't hide all the fear and worry she felt, and

    she buried her face in her hands.

    She heard him move, steps across the kitchen

    to where Ma stood. Heard the low murmur of

    their voices.

    She wasn't crying. She never cried. She

    pushed back the tears by force of will, rubbing

    her hands over her too-hot face.

    Why hadn't she ever thought about it before?

    She and Jonas shared the same brown eyes, but

    that's where the similarities in their looks ended.

    He was blond. She had brown hair. Still, she'd

    never questioned it before.

    But Walt and Ida and even baby Andrew had

    Jonas's strong chin and the shape of his nose. It

    was easy to see the family resemblance.

    Breanna didn't have the same resemblance.

    She heard Jonas's firm tread approach, the

    soft swish of Ma's skirts.

    She scrubbed her face again and lowered her

    hands to her lap. She tried to fold them and

    affect a serene countenance, the way Ma had

    taught her when she was little. But her fingers

    wouldn't untwist from the fists they were

    clenched in.

  • Jonas sat beside her on the wood bench,

    while Ma crossed to the other side and perched

    there.

    "Why didn't you ever tell me I was adopted?"

    The question burst out, though Breanna had

    meant to wait and see what Jonas would say.

    His expression was one she'd rarely seen.

    Jonas was even-tempered, patient, fair. Right

    now, he looked angry. No that wasn't quite right.

    Maybe frustrated. Or resigned.

    "You've always been my daughter," he said

    quietly, in his steady way. "From the very

    beginning."

    "But not your blood."

    The words fell into the space between them,

    like stones into a still pond.

    Ma placed a gentle hand on her shoulder.

    "No. Not my blood." The words came slowly.

    Like he didn't want to say them. Or maybe that

    was her mind, making it feel like time had

    slowed like rolling molasses.

    That hot sensation was back in her eyes.

    She wouldn't cry.

    She shook off Ma's hand, stood, and stepped

    out of distance of their reach. She twirled to see

    the both of them as they remained seated. "You

  • knew?" she asked Ma, her voice shaking. She

    hated the sign of weakness.

    Ma nodded. Her eyes were filled with tears,

    though none had slipped free. "I figured it out, in

    the beginning. Before we were married." She

    gestured to Jonas. "But only because I knew your

    —" She glanced at Jonas, who was frowning. "I

    knew your mother in Philadelphia."

    Breanna was shaking. She couldn't seem to

    stop. She felt raw, like her skin was inside-out.

    Was this betrayal?

    She shifted from foot to foot. "What

    happened to her? My real Ma? And my real Pa?"

    Jonas flinched.

    Penny scooted closer to him on the bench

    and took his hand. "Won't you sit back down?"

    But Breanna couldn't. Tingles of energy

    coursed through her causing her to tremble.

    How could her father… how could Jonas have

    kept this from her all these years?

    "I was working as a bricklayer's apprentice,"

    Jonas said quietly. "You knew that. I was

    rebuilding a wall where it'd crumbled and fallen.

    It was right next door to a girl's school."

    "A finishing school," Penny prompted softly.

    "I never even spoke to any of the girls."

  • Penny and Jonas shared a soft look.

    "I looked some," he admitted. He clung to his

    wife's hand. With his other, he rubbed the back

    of his neck, a sign of agitation.

    "Your birth mama must've been sneaking

    around. When she couldn't hide the fact that she

    was carrying you, she blamed me. We'd never

    even met."

    "And you went along with it?" Why? Why

    would he claim the unborn Breanna? It didn't

    make sense.

    Penny and Jonas shared a long look. Penny

    was the one who spoke. "Your Pa knew abandon‐

    ment," Penny said softly. "He didn't want that

    for you."

    Breanna knew Jonas had been abandoned by

    his own father back in Philadelphia. It was one of

    the reasons he’d opened his heart to the rag-tag

    band of adopted boys that were her older

    brothers.

    Jonas rubbed his palm on his thigh. "Millie’s

    accusation cost me my job. Her parents wanted

    me to take the baby—take you—and disappear.

    They offered me a small sum and told me never

    to come back. So we came west."

    He made it sound so simple. A stranger

  • taking on a baby. A man that her mother had

    never met before.

    The story was wild. And completely different

    than what she knew of her brothers' circum‐

    stances. They'd been alone thanks to the death of

    their parents or had run away because of bad

    situations.

    She'd been discarded, sent away.

    Breanna shook her head. Rejecting his words.

    Rejecting the truth.

    "My own ma… didn't want me?" She hated

    the wobble in her whispered words.

    Penny and Jonas rose, almost as one. They

    both stepped toward her.

    "Millie was..." Penny struggled for words.

    "Selfish. She wanted a society marriage."

    Breanna shook her head. She'd been given up

    so her mother could marry?

    She couldn't take in anything else. She didn't

    know what to think, how to come to terms with

    any of this.

    She wasn't who she thought she was.

    Before they could reach for her and enfolded

    her in the hug she knew was coming, she turned

    and fled from the house.

    • • •

  • Breanna sat in the vee of her favorite climbing

    tree down by the creek. She'd been in a such a

    rush to escape, to climb, that she'd scratched her

    cheek and ripped a hole in the hem of her dress.

    Ma—Penny—would be mad.

    Breanna couldn't stop crying.

    Every time she wiped her tears away with one

    grubby hand, more spilled over.

    Thirteen years old, and she didn't know who

    she was.

    Jonas and Penny had let her run off. They

    hadn't come after her. It'd been hours now, and

    the sun was setting. If she didn't go back in,

    they'd start to worry.

    But she still couldn't stop crying.

    Her head was hot and achy, felt stuffed with

    cotton.

    And she still couldn't stop.

    Male voices preceded the sound of twigs snap‐

    ping. Her brothers, at least some of them, were

    coming, and making no attempt to be quiet about

    it. It was Oscar and Seb. Her nearest brother was

    lean and lanky at sixteen, while Oscar was all man

    at twenty-five. He had a wife and four kids.

    At least it was only the two of them.

  • She wiped at her cheeks again, stuffing down

    all the emotions that had boiled over. She

    couldn't afford her brothers to see any sign of

    weakness.

    "There she is," Oscar said to Seb, voice low.

    Seb whistled to her.

    She fluttered one hand as they approached

    her tree. "What're you doing over here? Thought

    Sarah had you cooking supper all this week."

    Thank goodness her voice didn't wobble. Maybe

    they'd pretend they couldn't see her blotchy face

    and shiny eyes.

    Her oldest brother pulled a face. When they'd

    first married, his wife couldn't cook a lick. Even

    now that she'd learned, everyone loved to give

    Oscar a hard time.

    "Pa called a family meeting," Oscar said. "Told

    us what you just found out."

    Her heart kicked hard against her breastbone.

    "You didn't already know?" Oscar had been the

    first boy Jonas had taken in, all those years ago.

    When she'd been an infant.

    Oscar shook his head. "Nobody did."

    Seb knocked his hat back and scratched his

    forehead. "I thought for sure you bein' his blood

  • kin was the reason Pa spoiled you rotten all these

    years."

    "I'm not spoiled," she retorted. She had just as

    many chores as the rest of them.

    "Nah, it's cause she was the only girl,"

    Oscar said.

    She plucked the nearest pair of acorns and

    tossed one at each of her brothers' heads. They

    both knew her unerring aim and ducked, which

    made her feel marginally better.

    Oscar recovered first, grabbing hold of the

    toe of her boot. "Nothin's changed," he said, all

    serious now.

    "You're our sister, and you always will be," Seb

    said. "Even if you are the most ornery of us all."

    She threw another acorn at him, but the toss

    was halfhearted.

    Oscar jiggled her foot. She didn't look up

    from where she stared at her lap. "Is Pa"—she

    swallowed hard—"upset at me? I said some

    things that were... unkind." She'd been downright

    mean when she'd asked about her real Pa.

    "He ain't mad," Oscar said." He's worried

    about you."

    "Come on back to the house." Seb shifted his

    feet. "They're holding dinner, and I'm starved."

  • She made one more swipe at a last tear that

    she couldn't quite suppress. She'd been Breanna

    White for thirteen years. Knowing the woman

    who'd given birth to her hadn't wanted her

    wouldn't change that.

    At least, she hoped it wouldn't.

  • PART II

    1900, PHILADELPHIA

    Breanna was a fifteen-year-old fraud.

    She shouldn't be here. Not like this. Not

    alone. And not this late in the evening.

    She'd lied to her parents, but it wasn't too late

    to change her mind. She could walk the two

    miles back to the swanky hotel where Pa had put

    them up. But she didn't.

    The hotel must cost a pretty penny, and he'd

    done it all because she'd claimed she wanted to

    see the city where she was born.

    She did, but that was only part of it.

  • She wanted to meet her people.

    It'd been almost two years since she'd found

    out about her true parentage, and she hadn't

    spoken about it with her Pa or Ma again. She

    hadn't had the courage to bring it up.

    But she'd thought about it many times.

    What kind of person discarded a newborn

    baby? Selfish, Ma had said.

    But a little niggling worm in her mind

    brought up the seizures she'd experienced as a

    child. She hadn't had one in ages. Six months,

    maybe. She hoped they would get farther and

    farther apart and eventually go away entirely.

    That’s what the letter had said.

    The letter that had brought her here, tonight.

    She was a fraud because she pretended to be a

    good, obedient daughter. All right, most of the

    time she pretended. When she wasn't playing

    pranks on her brothers, who always deserved

    whatever she dished out.

    Six months ago, one afternoon when Ma had

    been visiting a neighbor and all the menfolk had

    been outdoors, all the little ones napping,

    Breanna had snuck into her parents' room and

    gone through the little chest where Ma kept her

    most treasured items. The gold necklace Pa had

  • splurged on several Christmases ago was in

    there. And some love letters that he'd written

    back in the early days of their courtship. And at

    the very bottom, hidden beneath everything else,

    a letter from a woman named Millie Broadhurst.

    A quick reading of the letter confirmed Brean‐

    na’s suspicions.

    Millie was her real mother.

    She'd read it through twice. Millie—it was

    hard to think of the woman as her mother—

    hadn't asked after her once.

    Breanna had committed the return address to

    memory.

    And hatched the biggest plan of her entire

    life. It'd taken several weeks to gather the

    courage to bring up a trip to Philadelphia in

    conversation. To make it seem natural. The

    entire time, she'd thought Pa could see right

    through her. See the real reason she wanted to

    come to Philadelphia.

    The reason she was standing here right now,

    half hidden behind a brick column on a street

    with the biggest houses she'd ever seen. She

    wanted to meet her Philadelphia family. Even

    though they'd never wanted her.

    She had to know the people she came from.

  • Breanna and her family had spent two days in

    the city, seeing sights and visiting the most enor‐

    mous clothing store she'd never even thought to

    imagine.

    Ma had bought her a fancy dress, one that

    she wore now beneath her slicker. The coat

    smelled a little like home, like her horse

    Daffodil, and probably wasn't appropriate, but

    the dark color helped her hide in the

    shadows.

    She wasn't quite ready yet.

    She'd thought she was as she'd waited and

    waited for her niece Cecilia to fall asleep. Cecilia

    was Oscar’s oldest adopted daughter. A few years

    ago, he’d brought home a wife and three daugh‐

    ters in one fell swoop.

    Breanna and Cecilia were both fifteen and

    had been allowed to share a room in the hotel.

    She hadn't told Cecilia her plans because the

    other girl was a stickler for following the rules.

    She'd have run to Oscar or Pa the moment

    Breanna had slipped away.

    Now, she wished her niece had come

    with her.

    Staring at the imposing house, its brick

    facade lit by the electric lamp on the street

  • corner, she shivered a little. This was the house

    where Millie had grown up.

    Four white columns stood like gleaming

    soldiers. The windows were huge, and light

    shone from within, though she hadn't seen

    anyone pass by the windows in the minutes she'd

    been standing there.

    She was going to do this. Go knock. Intro‐

    duce herself to her grandparents. Find out where

    her mother lived and see if she could wrangle an

    introduction there too.

    But before she could gather her courage, a

    horse-drawn carriage rattled its way up the

    street. The horse's hooves clattered on the

    cobblestones, and the animal blew as it was

    reined in. Right in front of the Broadhurst home.

    Maybe she wouldn't have to knock after all.

    She edged out of the shadows and

    approached as the driver helped down first a

    man in a dark suit and then a woman in a fine

    evening dress. Even finer than the one Breanna

    wore right now. She had on a fancy hat with... a

    peacock feather wobbling above her head?

    Oh my.

    This was her chance. There would never be a

    better time to do this.

  • The man tucked a coin into the driver's hand

    as Breanna approached.

    "Excuse me," she said.

    The couple hadn't seemed to notice her until

    just that moment.

    The driver barely looked at her before he

    jumped back on his seat and flipped the reins.

    The horse clopped off with its now-empty

    carriage.

    There was enough light for her to see the

    man was twice as old as Pa. The hair beneath his

    fancy top hat was gray, and his face was lined.

    She couldn't get a look at the woman's face.

    The man said something to the woman in a

    voice too low for Breanna to make out.

    "Excuse me," Breanna said again as the

    woman turned her back and started up the steps

    toward the house.

    "Kindly remove yourself from our property,"

    the man said.

    She didn't. "Are you Mr. Broadhurst?"

    He glared at her.

    "My name is Breanna White. I'm Millie's

    daughter."

    His face went pale, but he only frowned

    at her.

  • "I'm your granddaughter," she tried again.

    But he shook his head firmly. "I have no

    granddaughter. Go away."

    She froze. She hadn't expected this. Nothing

    like this.

    Until this very moment, there had always

    been a part of her—a very tiny part—that had

    thought perhaps Jonas was... not lying, of course.

    But exaggerating when he'd told her how her

    birth family had sent her away with a complete

    stranger.

    That tiny piece of her heart had hoped that

    they would look at her and welcome her back

    home. Not that she wanted to live in Phil‐

    adelphia, but she hadn't wanted to believe that

    her own family could be so callous. So cruel.

    Cruel enough to deny her existence.

    The man had moved up the steps. His wife

    had already disappeared inside, leaving the

    door ajar.

    Now on the top step, he turned back.

    Her heart lodged in her throat. Would he

    acknowledge her now, even if he didn't invite her

    inside?

    "If you don't remove yourself from the

    premises," he said, "I'll summon the police."

  • And that last minuscule tie to her past shriv‐

    eled and died inside her.

    She was a fool.

    Breanna walked along one of Philadelphia's

    bustling streets, Cecilia at her side. The early

    morning sun made her squint. Or maybe it was

    the despair she felt after last night's disaster.

    They'd been allowed to go out, just the two of

    them. Window shopping. But Breanna had no

    desire to look at dresses or bonnets. She'd been

    absently pretending to look for a horseless

    carriage like the one she'd spotted two days ago.

    She was an idiot of the highest caliber. What

    had she thought? That the family that had

    thrown her away like so much garbage would

    welcome her with open arms? They'd regretted

    her existence fifteen years ago, and clearly they

    wanted to act as if she still didn't exist.

    Stupid.

    At least she'd had her little adventure with no

    one the wiser.

    Except Cecilia tucked her arm through

    Breanna's so that their shoulders bumped with

  • each step. "Did you find the answers you were

    looking for last night?"

    "Did I—?"

    She was flabbergasted as Cecilia raised one

    eloquent eyebrow.

    "You knew?" Cecilia knew? And hadn't tattled

    like a little kid?

    Cecilia stopped walking, nodding toward a

    beautiful, manicured park across the street.

    Breanna walked with her toward it.

    "Please," Cecilia said with a sniff. "It didn't

    take much mental exertion to guess why you

    wanted to come to Pennsylvania. And I heard

    you leave the room last night."

    Breanna bit her lip. "I'm surprised you didn't

    go to Pa. Or Oscar."

    Cecilia slid her a sideways look. "Why

    didn't you?"

    Because she hadn't wanted to hurt Pa. Two

    years ago when he'd told her the truth, she'd hurt

    him with her callous words. She didn't want him

    to think he wasn't enough.

    She didn't have to say it. Cecilia and her

    sisters had been orphaned when their mother

    and stepfather died. Navigating the sometimes-

  • tricky family relationships was something they

    both knew.

    The other girl shrugged. "Besides, if you were

    to get mugged, I'd be afraid for the criminal.

    You're the scrappiest person I know."

    Breanna had to laugh, though beneath the

    expression of surprise, her throat ached with

    emotion. Cecilia's confidence was a boost she

    desperately needed after the rejection she'd expe‐

    rienced last night.

    "So...?" Cecilia prodded as they entered

    the park.

    A pebbled walkway curved through the pris‐

    tine lawn, and they followed it as it passed

    through a grove of birch trees.

    Breanna exhaled her disgust. "It was a

    complete disaster. They still didn't... want me."

    She couldn't help the catch in her voice. She

    fought against the rising emotion, absolutely

    didn't want to break down like she had two years

    ago—the only time in memory she'd cried.

    She focused on the park around them.

    It was really too manicured to be beautiful.

    Not even a fallen leaf dotted the perfect vista.

    Oh, it was pretty, but she missed the fierce wild‐

    ness of the Wyoming landscape. The mountains

  • in the distance, the weather that could turn on

    you in mere minutes and make survival ques‐

    tionable.

    This park was... tame. Boring.

    Until shouts from up ahead brought her

    head up.

    At her side, Cecilia hesitated, but hoofbeats

    and more shouts had caught Breanna's curiosity.

    Since the other girl's arm was still hooked with

    hers, she dragged her niece along with her.

    Two young men on horseback flew across the

    grass, turf flying behind their horses' galloping

    hooves. A group of five or so young men stood

    nearby, two of them holding the reins of another

    pair of horses.

    Breanna and Cecilia were far enough away

    that they could've gone back the way they'd come

    without being noticed. But Breanna loved racing

    and even from here, she could tell the animals

    were of the highest quality.

    "Let's keep walking," she urged Cecilia, who

    only sniffed and kept pace with her along the

    path that skirted the lawn.

    Breanna watched as the two sleek horses

    stretched out with each stride. They were

    magnificent, the chestnut roan a little faster

  • than the dappled gray. The roan pulled into

    the lead.

    She cared little to watch the riders, only

    absently noting that the one riding the gray was

    close to losing his seat if he didn't crouch lower

    to the horse's neck.

    Her and Cecilia's meandering walk took them

    close to the knot of young men and the two

    riderless horses, one black, one white. As the

    riders jumped a small creek, almost out of sight

    now, two of the watchers gave a shout. One was

    clearly dismayed while the other punched his fist

    in the air.

    The noise, or maybe the movement, startled

    the big white stallion, and it reared. The young

    men scattered, leaving a tall boy—he couldn't

    have been older than Seb’s eighteen—holding

    its reins.

    The walkway had put Breanna and Cecilia

    only a few yards from them now, and Cecilia was

    smart enough to let go of Breanna and

    edge away.

    "Watch out!" someone shouted, flapping

    his arms.

    The horse liked that even less. It reared again,

    this time with a high-pitched whinny.

  • "Shut up," she ordered the group. Two of

    them looked over at her, surprise etched on their

    faces. As if they hadn't even noticed her and

    Cecilia walking toward them.

    The horse bobbed its head, pulling against the

    reins. The tall boy trying to calm it glanced at her

    for a bare second. It was still spooked, its atten‐

    tion clearly on the boy who had been shouting.

    It wouldn't take much for it to spook again.

    And with the way the greenhorn was holding

    its reins, it was entirely possible he could lose

    control completely.

    "Guide him in a circle," she said quietly.

    The horse stamped its front foot.

    "He won't—" The boy holding the reins shook

    his head. It wasn't hard to read the tension in the

    lines of his shoulders. She could see the muscles

    in his forearms straining beneath his coat

    and shirt.

    "He will," she said.

    She took the glare he turned on her as an

    invitation. She approached slowly. The horse

    bobbed its head again, but she was already there,

    bumping the young man out of the way with her

    hip, taking the reins.

    He did not surrender easily. He was more

  • sturdy than she'd anticipated. Maybe older than

    she'd guessed as well, if the shadow of beard at

    his jaw was an indication.

    But he did surrender.

    She saw in the flare of the horse's nostrils that

    it intended to rear again.

    She whistled. Not a loud, piercing sound, but

    a soft, questioning note that Oscar used when

    training his horses. It was enough to attract the

    horse's attention, and a firm tug on one rein

    turned its head. She walked in a circle, not

    speaking. The horse followed, shaking its head at

    first and then calming.

    It was a fine animal. Gleaming white, its nose

    slightly pink. Dark hooves that had been well-

    cared for. Tall. Maybe sixteen hands. She'd been

    around horses since she was an infant, and her

    steady manner settled it almost instantly.

    She’d learned from Pa.

    It was a shame she had to hand back the reins

    when it was calm, but she did.

    The young man regarded her with sharp,

    dark eyes. A lock of his dark hair had fallen

    across his forehead, and between his assessing,

    intelligent gaze and the self-assured manner

    with which he took back the reins, she felt her

  • stomach swoop low with what could only be

    attraction, though she'd never felt such a thing

    before.

    She had seven older brothers. She well knew

    that men hated to be shown up by women—

    especially one younger.

    So she swallowed the teasing remark that

    tickled her tongue and only nodded. She moved

    back onto the path, where Cecilia was quick to

    loop her arm through Breanna's again.

    "Come on," her niece breathed.

    Breanna followed, but she couldn't resist a

    glance back. At the fine horse. Not the man, who

    was now holding its bridle.

    The other two horses and riders were

    approaching from across the lawn, no doubt

    wondering what had distracted their

    compatriots.

    "You shouldn't have done that," Cecilia

    whispered.

    Breanna still looked over her shoulder. She

    knew. Ma often bemoaned Breanna's impulsive

    nature. She'd seen that the man wasn't going to

    handle it well, known the horse was going to bolt

    if something didn't change. Jumped in with

    both feet.

  • And probably embarrassed the man.

    His friends were cutting up, shoving each

    other and ragging on him. One clear voice rang

    out above the others. "Bet she could best you in a

    race." The group guffawed, but the tall young

    man ignored them, still staring after her.

    Until he called out. "Miss!"

    She stopped, tugging Cecilia along with her.

    "Breanna!"

    But she didn't heed her niece's chiding voice.

    She couldn't.

    "Do you ride?" he called. Then shook his head

    as if that wasn't what he'd meant to say. "Do

    you race?"

    "Only when I'm sure I can win. Which is

    always." She grinned.

    The others broke out in to raucous chuckles.

    The tall man didn't, though one corner of his

    mouth kicked up in a reluctant smile.

    "Would you care to have a go?" He still kept

    control of the horse's bridle but held out the

    reins to her in an offer that sent her heart

    pumping.

    "Breanna," Cecilia said. Groaned, really.

    She winked at her niece. "Don't worry. This

    won't take long."

  • She took two steps forward. "I'll race you. But

    not on your horse. On that one." She pointed to

    the dappled gray, a fine-boned mare that was

    smaller than all three of the other horses.

    The tall man turned and said something to

    his friend, who laughed and dismounted.

    Excitement burned like fizzy little bubbles in

    Breanna's veins. With last night’s rejection still

    burning through her core, a race like this would

    be a fun diversion.

    She left Cecilia on the path. Maybe she was

    unconventional, maybe she was too brash and

    too much of a tomboy, but she wanted to race.

    She ached for it.

    She passed close to the tall man, approaching

    the dappled gray, whose rider graciously handed

    off the reins. She offered her palm, allowing the

    horse to catch her scent before stroking

    its neck.

    "You're a lovely one, aren't you?" She moved

    to the saddle, quickly adjusting the stirrups and

    checking the cinch.

    She was aware of her rival behind her. From

    the corner of her eye, she caught his slow gaze,

    which shifted from the crown of her head to the

    hem of her skirt.

  • She had never felt flustered from a simple

    look before.

    "You're not a Philadelphia native," he said.

    She kicked up her chin, doing her best to

    ignore the churning in her gut. "I'm from a tiny

    town in Wyoming. Bear Creek."

    "Do you need a—"

    She notched her foot in the stirrup and

    swung her opposite leg over the saddle.

    "—boost?" He laughed his surprise, then

    mounted his horse with an unexpected show

    of grace.

    And then they were face to face.

    "I'm Adam Cartwright. Might I know the

    name of my opponent?"

    "You may know the name of your better," she

    teased.

    Laughter broke out from the men now

    standing to the side, but she ignored it. "I am

    Breanna White."

    "Of the illustrious Bear Creek Whites."

    She didn't know what to make of the glint in

    his eye. Was he teasing back? Flirting? She chose

    to focus on the horse beneath her, again

    touching the powerful neck.

    She felt the change in the air as Cartwright's

  • friends backed away. Her focus narrowed to the

    lawn. The earlier riders had left a clear path of

    overturned turf in their race. Straight across the

    lawn and over the creek.

    Maybe the rowdy friends went silent, or

    maybe the expectant hush was only in her head,

    but her anticipation grew, and she flexed her

    fingers before grasping the reins loosely.

    Someone shouted, "Go!"

    And she urged the mare on. "Ha! Css!"

    The horse leapt forward, easily breaking into

    a lope.

    Cartwright's horse was there at her shoulder.

    Bigger. Each stride ate up more ground.

    But Breanna knew how to bend her body

    over the mare's shoulders, how to make herself

    small. And she also knew—suspected, at least—

    that the mare hadn't given her all in the earlier

    race. Not with the inept rider she'd carried.

    And the petite mare did have more to give.

    She kept even with the bigger stallion.

    For bright seconds, everything fell away.

    There was no rejection, no disappointment, no

    expectation. There was only the ground and the

    sky and the air rushing past so fast that it made

    Breanna's eyes sting.

  • There was freedom. And joy.

    The same joy she’d found at her father’s knee

    as a little tyke. The freedom Pa had given her to

    be herself—even if that meant being a tomboy.

    In a last push, Breanna and her horse jumped

    the creek, moving almost as one. The stallion

    hesitated, just the slightest, and the mare pulled

    ahead.

    She’d won!

    Breanna was laughing as she pulled up the

    horse and faced Cartwright. He rounded his

    horse, who was tossing its head as if it wanted to

    go again.

    The man was smiling, his lips perfect and

    white against his tanned face. Breanna felt a hot

    flush rise in her face that had nothing to do with

    the win and everything to do with the man.

    His friends had run across the expanse of

    lawn, and there was Cecilia too, hurrying and

    holding her skirt above her ankles. They were

    quickly surrounded, and Breanna slipped off the

    horse, burying the confusing rush of emotion as

    she shook hands all around. She made her way

    through the crowd to her niece.

    "We should get back," Cecilia said.

  • Breanna nodded, still flushed, still discom‐

    bobulated.

    With one last look over her shoulder, she

    followed Cecilia back the way they'd come.

    Cartwright was watching her, though he made

    no move to follow.

    He belonged here, with his wealthy friends.

    She didn't. Her grandparents had made that

    more than clear last night.

    But somehow, thanks to the race, her bitter

    disappointment had eased.

    She hadn't found what she'd hoped for when

    she'd left the hotel last night. But this morning,

    she'd found something better.

    She'd remembered who she was. A girl who

    loved horses, who craved adventure. A Wyoming

    girl at heart.

    She was Jonas's daughter.

  • A L S O B Y L A C Y W I L L I A M S

    SAWYER CREEK HOMECOMING

    (CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE)

    The Bull Rider

    The Brother

    The Prodigal

    JILTED IN SAWYER CREEK SERIES

    (CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE)

    Someone Old

    Someone New

    Someone Borrowed

    Someone Blue

    SNOWBOUND IN SAWYER CREEK SERIES

    (CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE)

    Soldier Under the Mistletoe

    The Nanny’s Christmas Wish

    The Rancher’s Unexpected Gift

  • WILD WYOMING HEART SERIES

    (HISTORICAL ROMANCE)

    Marrying Miss Marshal

    Counterfeit Cowboy

    Cowboy Pride

    Courted by a Cowboy

    COWBOY FAIRYTALES SERIES

    (CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE)

    Once Upon a Cowboy

    Cowboy Charming

    The Toad Prince

    The Beastly Princess

    The Lost Princess

    Kissing Kelsey

    Courting Carrie

    Stealing Sarah

    Keeping Kayla

    Melting Megan

  • HEART OF OKLAHOMA SERIES

    (CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE)

    Kissed by a Cowboy

    Love Letters from Cowboy

    Mistletoe Cowboy

    Cowgirl for Keeps

    Jingle Bell Cowgirl

    Heart of a Cowgirl

    3 Days with a Cowboy

    Prodigal Cowgirl

    WYOMING LEGACY SERIES (HISTORICAL

    ROMANCE)

    The Homesteader’s Sweetheart

    Roping the Wrangler

    Return of the Cowboy Doctor

    The Wrangler’s Inconvenient Wife

    A Cowboy for Christmas

    Her Convenient Cowboy

    Her Cowboy Deputy

  • NOT IN A SERIES

    How to Lose a Guy in 10 Dates

    Santa Next Door

    The Butterfly Bride

    Secondhand Cowboy

    Wagon Train Sweetheart (historical romance)

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