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JONAS’S DAUGHTERA WYOMING LEGACY SHORT
LACY WILLIAMS
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A U T H O R ’ S N O T E
Many of you have emailed me over the past
handful of years, asking about Breanna’s story. I
am excited to tell you that Breanna is finally
going to get her own book in Spring 2019. She’s
fiercely independent, a tomboy who aches for
adventure, and of course she’s loved (coddled?)
by a big family and all the brothers that love her.
How on earth will she survive falling in love?
Stay tuned next spring to find out.
Thanks for reading this bonus short story. I
hope you enjoy it.
-Lacy
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PART I
1898, BEAR CREEK WYOMING
No fighting.
Breanna White was the only girl whose
mother had given her that instruction on the
first day of eighth grade.
She was also the only girl in the one-room
Bear Creek school with seven older brothers.
It wasn't as if she walked around looking to
pick fights. She just had a low tolerance for
stupid people.
Like the other thirteen-year-olds—three boys
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and one girl—sitting around her in school desks
that felt much too small, thanks to her late-
summer growth spurt.
Caleb Carter, Evan Heath, Boyd McDonald.
They'd been her friends until last spring, when
her body had begun changing without her
permission. And then all of a sudden, her
running around with them in trousers and one
of her brothers' shirts was inappropriate. They'd
been cruel to her ever since. She couldn't under‐
stand how breasts, small as they were, could
erase a decade of friendship.
She hated breasts.
Betsy McDonald, Boyd's twin, had never
liked her. Breanna was too rough-and-tumble
for the sissified girl.
Which meant her only friends in the class‐
room where her younger brother and sister, who
were currently sitting near the front of the class‐
room. Walt was a strapping seven, and five-year-
old Ida was enjoying her first day of school.
Breanna had almost made it through the first
day of school without getting into any alterca‐
tions. There was a half hour left before the
dismissal bell would ring. She'd spent most of the
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day ignoring her former friends and trying to
hide the tears that kept pricking at the back of
her nose.
Come to think of it, along with unwelcome
breasts, she hated school, too. She'd begged to be
allowed to finish her schooling at home. She
could read well enough, and cipher. The only
thing she wanted to do as an adult was work the
family ranch. She didn't need more schooling
for that.
But Ma hadn't relented. So Breanna was here
today, counting the seconds until she was free.
Their teacher, Miss Garvey, had assigned the
older kids a series of arithmetic problems, which
she'd written on one corner of the chalkboard at
the front of the room.
Breanna's focus was on the slate in front of
her, but from the corner of her eye, she could see
Boyd chewing on his lip as he stared at his blank
slate. He'd always disliked arithmetic.
And she still thought of him as her friend.
"Psst." She shifted slightly in her seat, so that
her elbow wasn't blocking her slate. She edged it
slightly across the desk where he'd be able to see
it easily.
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He grunted and shook his head at her.
What? He didn't want her help?
Hurt sliced through her like a scythe through
ripe grain stalks.
She bent her head over her slate, determined
to ignore him. Tonight, she'd continue her
crusade to get Ma to allow her to study at home.
She could learn plenty without this schoolroom.
She didn't need to sit next to a... a... stupid boy
with his stupid judgy attitude.
She'd worked up a good head of steam by the
time the teacher rang the dismissal bell. It was
the work of a moment to gather her two school‐
books and lunch pail. She'd wait for Walt and Ida
outside. Away from the other children in
her grade.
She'd barely stepped into the sunshine when
she realized Ma was waiting across the yard,
little Andrew perched on her hip. There was no
wagon in sight, which meant Ma had walked to
town, toting the one-year-old the entire way.
Either she'd been missing her youngest
daughter, or she'd wanted to check up on
Breanna. Maybe both.
Breanna sent a small wave their direction.
Nothing to see here.
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Except Caleb and Boyd were the next two
bodies out of the schoolroom. Not her siblings,
like she'd hoped.
She turned her face away so they wouldn't see
the snarl crossing her lips. Stupid boys.
"Couldn't get away with wearing trousers to
school, huh?" Caleb taunted, voice low.
She often wore trousers while working the
ranch. Or riding. Or anytime that she could get
away with it. But Ma had laid down the law
about wearing dresses to school when Breanna
had been all of seven.
She glanced past the two boys but couldn't
catch sight of Walt or Ida inside the schoolroom.
What was taking so long? Had Ida's shoelaces
come untied? Maybe Walt had lost his lunch
bucket in the melee of students eager to get
outside.
Boyd edged into her space, and Breanna
looked up, surprised. "I don't need, or want, your
help." The venom in his voice shocked her. Gone
was the friend she'd hoped was still in there
somewhere. "I don't need help from an orphan-
girl like you."
The words shocked her. She'd watched her
older brothers—adopted, all of them—get into a
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tussle or two over their parentage, but no one
had ever even breathed an insult like that in her
direction.
Because she wasn't an orphan. She was her
papa's daughter.
She hitched her chin, narrowed her eyes. "I'm
not an orphan and you know it. I don't know
why you're acting the dunce today, but I'm tired
of it."
Caleb wandered behind the schoolhouse, and
her focus narrowed to Boyd.
"Your brothers ain't gonna amount to nothin',
and neither are you, orphan-girl."
She didn't know why he kept saying that, and
it didn't matter anyway. She wasn't going to let
the slight against her brothers slide.
She shoved Boyd's chest. He might be six
inches taller, but she knew right where to put her
force. He had to take a step back or he'd have lost
his balance.
"Breanna!" Ma called out from across
the yard.
She ignored it.
Boyd smiled, an ugly twist of his lips. "You
gotta know it's true, now that your Pa has more
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kids. They all look exactly like him. You don't.
You're as much an orphan as your big brothers."
"That's a lie." He wanted another shove, so she
gave it to him.
"Breanna!" Ma's voice was closer now, prob‐
ably close enough to hear their conversation. But
even the disappointment Breanna knew would
come wasn't enough to clear the red haze that
was settled over her vision.
She'd give him one more chance. "Take
it back."
He didn't. "You're an orphan."
One punch was all it took. A jab to his nose
that connected with a most satisfying crunch. He
crumpled to the ground with a howl of pain.
And as he went, she got a glimpse of Ma
rushing up behind him.
She'd expected to see an expression of horror,
and that was definitely there. But it was the
wide-eyed dismay that stopped Breanna cold.
That expression could only mean one thing.
Boyd had been right.
Breanna sat at the long hewn dining table in
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Jonas's house. Her eyes were hot, but she didn't
quite know why.
The house was too quiet. That in itself was
strange. With a house so full, it was never quiet.
But Ma had sent everyone outside, including
the little ones, and was rustling around in the
kitchen while she waited for Jonas to come in
from the barn.
Breanna couldn't quite call him Pa right now,
not even in her own mind.
Ma hadn't said a word to her beyond "we'll
talk later" on the long walk home from school.
Walt and Ida had raced ahead, playing tag,
laughing and shrieking. As if nothing was wrong.
As if Breanna's whole world hadn't been
upended.
Now, Ma washed up some of the dishes that
had been left from the midday meal, her back to
Breanna, who felt the distance like a physical
wall between them.
Jonas came through the door, then, his face
creased with concern. "What happened? Don't
tell me there was a fight."
Looking at him, Breanna couldn't contain the
emotion bubbling just beneath her skin. She
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couldn't hide all the fear and worry she felt, and
she buried her face in her hands.
She heard him move, steps across the kitchen
to where Ma stood. Heard the low murmur of
their voices.
She wasn't crying. She never cried. She
pushed back the tears by force of will, rubbing
her hands over her too-hot face.
Why hadn't she ever thought about it before?
She and Jonas shared the same brown eyes, but
that's where the similarities in their looks ended.
He was blond. She had brown hair. Still, she'd
never questioned it before.
But Walt and Ida and even baby Andrew had
Jonas's strong chin and the shape of his nose. It
was easy to see the family resemblance.
Breanna didn't have the same resemblance.
She heard Jonas's firm tread approach, the
soft swish of Ma's skirts.
She scrubbed her face again and lowered her
hands to her lap. She tried to fold them and
affect a serene countenance, the way Ma had
taught her when she was little. But her fingers
wouldn't untwist from the fists they were
clenched in.
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Jonas sat beside her on the wood bench,
while Ma crossed to the other side and perched
there.
"Why didn't you ever tell me I was adopted?"
The question burst out, though Breanna had
meant to wait and see what Jonas would say.
His expression was one she'd rarely seen.
Jonas was even-tempered, patient, fair. Right
now, he looked angry. No that wasn't quite right.
Maybe frustrated. Or resigned.
"You've always been my daughter," he said
quietly, in his steady way. "From the very
beginning."
"But not your blood."
The words fell into the space between them,
like stones into a still pond.
Ma placed a gentle hand on her shoulder.
"No. Not my blood." The words came slowly.
Like he didn't want to say them. Or maybe that
was her mind, making it feel like time had
slowed like rolling molasses.
That hot sensation was back in her eyes.
She wouldn't cry.
She shook off Ma's hand, stood, and stepped
out of distance of their reach. She twirled to see
the both of them as they remained seated. "You
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knew?" she asked Ma, her voice shaking. She
hated the sign of weakness.
Ma nodded. Her eyes were filled with tears,
though none had slipped free. "I figured it out, in
the beginning. Before we were married." She
gestured to Jonas. "But only because I knew your
—" She glanced at Jonas, who was frowning. "I
knew your mother in Philadelphia."
Breanna was shaking. She couldn't seem to
stop. She felt raw, like her skin was inside-out.
Was this betrayal?
She shifted from foot to foot. "What
happened to her? My real Ma? And my real Pa?"
Jonas flinched.
Penny scooted closer to him on the bench
and took his hand. "Won't you sit back down?"
But Breanna couldn't. Tingles of energy
coursed through her causing her to tremble.
How could her father… how could Jonas have
kept this from her all these years?
"I was working as a bricklayer's apprentice,"
Jonas said quietly. "You knew that. I was
rebuilding a wall where it'd crumbled and fallen.
It was right next door to a girl's school."
"A finishing school," Penny prompted softly.
"I never even spoke to any of the girls."
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Penny and Jonas shared a soft look.
"I looked some," he admitted. He clung to his
wife's hand. With his other, he rubbed the back
of his neck, a sign of agitation.
"Your birth mama must've been sneaking
around. When she couldn't hide the fact that she
was carrying you, she blamed me. We'd never
even met."
"And you went along with it?" Why? Why
would he claim the unborn Breanna? It didn't
make sense.
Penny and Jonas shared a long look. Penny
was the one who spoke. "Your Pa knew abandon‐
ment," Penny said softly. "He didn't want that
for you."
Breanna knew Jonas had been abandoned by
his own father back in Philadelphia. It was one of
the reasons he’d opened his heart to the rag-tag
band of adopted boys that were her older
brothers.
Jonas rubbed his palm on his thigh. "Millie’s
accusation cost me my job. Her parents wanted
me to take the baby—take you—and disappear.
They offered me a small sum and told me never
to come back. So we came west."
He made it sound so simple. A stranger
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taking on a baby. A man that her mother had
never met before.
The story was wild. And completely different
than what she knew of her brothers' circum‐
stances. They'd been alone thanks to the death of
their parents or had run away because of bad
situations.
She'd been discarded, sent away.
Breanna shook her head. Rejecting his words.
Rejecting the truth.
"My own ma… didn't want me?" She hated
the wobble in her whispered words.
Penny and Jonas rose, almost as one. They
both stepped toward her.
"Millie was..." Penny struggled for words.
"Selfish. She wanted a society marriage."
Breanna shook her head. She'd been given up
so her mother could marry?
She couldn't take in anything else. She didn't
know what to think, how to come to terms with
any of this.
She wasn't who she thought she was.
Before they could reach for her and enfolded
her in the hug she knew was coming, she turned
and fled from the house.
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Breanna sat in the vee of her favorite climbing
tree down by the creek. She'd been in a such a
rush to escape, to climb, that she'd scratched her
cheek and ripped a hole in the hem of her dress.
Ma—Penny—would be mad.
Breanna couldn't stop crying.
Every time she wiped her tears away with one
grubby hand, more spilled over.
Thirteen years old, and she didn't know who
she was.
Jonas and Penny had let her run off. They
hadn't come after her. It'd been hours now, and
the sun was setting. If she didn't go back in,
they'd start to worry.
But she still couldn't stop crying.
Her head was hot and achy, felt stuffed with
cotton.
And she still couldn't stop.
Male voices preceded the sound of twigs snap‐
ping. Her brothers, at least some of them, were
coming, and making no attempt to be quiet about
it. It was Oscar and Seb. Her nearest brother was
lean and lanky at sixteen, while Oscar was all man
at twenty-five. He had a wife and four kids.
At least it was only the two of them.
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She wiped at her cheeks again, stuffing down
all the emotions that had boiled over. She
couldn't afford her brothers to see any sign of
weakness.
"There she is," Oscar said to Seb, voice low.
Seb whistled to her.
She fluttered one hand as they approached
her tree. "What're you doing over here? Thought
Sarah had you cooking supper all this week."
Thank goodness her voice didn't wobble. Maybe
they'd pretend they couldn't see her blotchy face
and shiny eyes.
Her oldest brother pulled a face. When they'd
first married, his wife couldn't cook a lick. Even
now that she'd learned, everyone loved to give
Oscar a hard time.
"Pa called a family meeting," Oscar said. "Told
us what you just found out."
Her heart kicked hard against her breastbone.
"You didn't already know?" Oscar had been the
first boy Jonas had taken in, all those years ago.
When she'd been an infant.
Oscar shook his head. "Nobody did."
Seb knocked his hat back and scratched his
forehead. "I thought for sure you bein' his blood
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kin was the reason Pa spoiled you rotten all these
years."
"I'm not spoiled," she retorted. She had just as
many chores as the rest of them.
"Nah, it's cause she was the only girl,"
Oscar said.
She plucked the nearest pair of acorns and
tossed one at each of her brothers' heads. They
both knew her unerring aim and ducked, which
made her feel marginally better.
Oscar recovered first, grabbing hold of the
toe of her boot. "Nothin's changed," he said, all
serious now.
"You're our sister, and you always will be," Seb
said. "Even if you are the most ornery of us all."
She threw another acorn at him, but the toss
was halfhearted.
Oscar jiggled her foot. She didn't look up
from where she stared at her lap. "Is Pa"—she
swallowed hard—"upset at me? I said some
things that were... unkind." She'd been downright
mean when she'd asked about her real Pa.
"He ain't mad," Oscar said." He's worried
about you."
"Come on back to the house." Seb shifted his
feet. "They're holding dinner, and I'm starved."
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She made one more swipe at a last tear that
she couldn't quite suppress. She'd been Breanna
White for thirteen years. Knowing the woman
who'd given birth to her hadn't wanted her
wouldn't change that.
At least, she hoped it wouldn't.
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PART II
1900, PHILADELPHIA
Breanna was a fifteen-year-old fraud.
She shouldn't be here. Not like this. Not
alone. And not this late in the evening.
She'd lied to her parents, but it wasn't too late
to change her mind. She could walk the two
miles back to the swanky hotel where Pa had put
them up. But she didn't.
The hotel must cost a pretty penny, and he'd
done it all because she'd claimed she wanted to
see the city where she was born.
She did, but that was only part of it.
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She wanted to meet her people.
It'd been almost two years since she'd found
out about her true parentage, and she hadn't
spoken about it with her Pa or Ma again. She
hadn't had the courage to bring it up.
But she'd thought about it many times.
What kind of person discarded a newborn
baby? Selfish, Ma had said.
But a little niggling worm in her mind
brought up the seizures she'd experienced as a
child. She hadn't had one in ages. Six months,
maybe. She hoped they would get farther and
farther apart and eventually go away entirely.
That’s what the letter had said.
The letter that had brought her here, tonight.
She was a fraud because she pretended to be a
good, obedient daughter. All right, most of the
time she pretended. When she wasn't playing
pranks on her brothers, who always deserved
whatever she dished out.
Six months ago, one afternoon when Ma had
been visiting a neighbor and all the menfolk had
been outdoors, all the little ones napping,
Breanna had snuck into her parents' room and
gone through the little chest where Ma kept her
most treasured items. The gold necklace Pa had
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splurged on several Christmases ago was in
there. And some love letters that he'd written
back in the early days of their courtship. And at
the very bottom, hidden beneath everything else,
a letter from a woman named Millie Broadhurst.
A quick reading of the letter confirmed Brean‐
na’s suspicions.
Millie was her real mother.
She'd read it through twice. Millie—it was
hard to think of the woman as her mother—
hadn't asked after her once.
Breanna had committed the return address to
memory.
And hatched the biggest plan of her entire
life. It'd taken several weeks to gather the
courage to bring up a trip to Philadelphia in
conversation. To make it seem natural. The
entire time, she'd thought Pa could see right
through her. See the real reason she wanted to
come to Philadelphia.
The reason she was standing here right now,
half hidden behind a brick column on a street
with the biggest houses she'd ever seen. She
wanted to meet her Philadelphia family. Even
though they'd never wanted her.
She had to know the people she came from.
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Breanna and her family had spent two days in
the city, seeing sights and visiting the most enor‐
mous clothing store she'd never even thought to
imagine.
Ma had bought her a fancy dress, one that
she wore now beneath her slicker. The coat
smelled a little like home, like her horse
Daffodil, and probably wasn't appropriate, but
the dark color helped her hide in the
shadows.
She wasn't quite ready yet.
She'd thought she was as she'd waited and
waited for her niece Cecilia to fall asleep. Cecilia
was Oscar’s oldest adopted daughter. A few years
ago, he’d brought home a wife and three daugh‐
ters in one fell swoop.
Breanna and Cecilia were both fifteen and
had been allowed to share a room in the hotel.
She hadn't told Cecilia her plans because the
other girl was a stickler for following the rules.
She'd have run to Oscar or Pa the moment
Breanna had slipped away.
Now, she wished her niece had come
with her.
Staring at the imposing house, its brick
facade lit by the electric lamp on the street
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corner, she shivered a little. This was the house
where Millie had grown up.
Four white columns stood like gleaming
soldiers. The windows were huge, and light
shone from within, though she hadn't seen
anyone pass by the windows in the minutes she'd
been standing there.
She was going to do this. Go knock. Intro‐
duce herself to her grandparents. Find out where
her mother lived and see if she could wrangle an
introduction there too.
But before she could gather her courage, a
horse-drawn carriage rattled its way up the
street. The horse's hooves clattered on the
cobblestones, and the animal blew as it was
reined in. Right in front of the Broadhurst home.
Maybe she wouldn't have to knock after all.
She edged out of the shadows and
approached as the driver helped down first a
man in a dark suit and then a woman in a fine
evening dress. Even finer than the one Breanna
wore right now. She had on a fancy hat with... a
peacock feather wobbling above her head?
Oh my.
This was her chance. There would never be a
better time to do this.
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The man tucked a coin into the driver's hand
as Breanna approached.
"Excuse me," she said.
The couple hadn't seemed to notice her until
just that moment.
The driver barely looked at her before he
jumped back on his seat and flipped the reins.
The horse clopped off with its now-empty
carriage.
There was enough light for her to see the
man was twice as old as Pa. The hair beneath his
fancy top hat was gray, and his face was lined.
She couldn't get a look at the woman's face.
The man said something to the woman in a
voice too low for Breanna to make out.
"Excuse me," Breanna said again as the
woman turned her back and started up the steps
toward the house.
"Kindly remove yourself from our property,"
the man said.
She didn't. "Are you Mr. Broadhurst?"
He glared at her.
"My name is Breanna White. I'm Millie's
daughter."
His face went pale, but he only frowned
at her.
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"I'm your granddaughter," she tried again.
But he shook his head firmly. "I have no
granddaughter. Go away."
She froze. She hadn't expected this. Nothing
like this.
Until this very moment, there had always
been a part of her—a very tiny part—that had
thought perhaps Jonas was... not lying, of course.
But exaggerating when he'd told her how her
birth family had sent her away with a complete
stranger.
That tiny piece of her heart had hoped that
they would look at her and welcome her back
home. Not that she wanted to live in Phil‐
adelphia, but she hadn't wanted to believe that
her own family could be so callous. So cruel.
Cruel enough to deny her existence.
The man had moved up the steps. His wife
had already disappeared inside, leaving the
door ajar.
Now on the top step, he turned back.
Her heart lodged in her throat. Would he
acknowledge her now, even if he didn't invite her
inside?
"If you don't remove yourself from the
premises," he said, "I'll summon the police."
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And that last minuscule tie to her past shriv‐
eled and died inside her.
She was a fool.
Breanna walked along one of Philadelphia's
bustling streets, Cecilia at her side. The early
morning sun made her squint. Or maybe it was
the despair she felt after last night's disaster.
They'd been allowed to go out, just the two of
them. Window shopping. But Breanna had no
desire to look at dresses or bonnets. She'd been
absently pretending to look for a horseless
carriage like the one she'd spotted two days ago.
She was an idiot of the highest caliber. What
had she thought? That the family that had
thrown her away like so much garbage would
welcome her with open arms? They'd regretted
her existence fifteen years ago, and clearly they
wanted to act as if she still didn't exist.
Stupid.
At least she'd had her little adventure with no
one the wiser.
Except Cecilia tucked her arm through
Breanna's so that their shoulders bumped with
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each step. "Did you find the answers you were
looking for last night?"
"Did I—?"
She was flabbergasted as Cecilia raised one
eloquent eyebrow.
"You knew?" Cecilia knew? And hadn't tattled
like a little kid?
Cecilia stopped walking, nodding toward a
beautiful, manicured park across the street.
Breanna walked with her toward it.
"Please," Cecilia said with a sniff. "It didn't
take much mental exertion to guess why you
wanted to come to Pennsylvania. And I heard
you leave the room last night."
Breanna bit her lip. "I'm surprised you didn't
go to Pa. Or Oscar."
Cecilia slid her a sideways look. "Why
didn't you?"
Because she hadn't wanted to hurt Pa. Two
years ago when he'd told her the truth, she'd hurt
him with her callous words. She didn't want him
to think he wasn't enough.
She didn't have to say it. Cecilia and her
sisters had been orphaned when their mother
and stepfather died. Navigating the sometimes-
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tricky family relationships was something they
both knew.
The other girl shrugged. "Besides, if you were
to get mugged, I'd be afraid for the criminal.
You're the scrappiest person I know."
Breanna had to laugh, though beneath the
expression of surprise, her throat ached with
emotion. Cecilia's confidence was a boost she
desperately needed after the rejection she'd expe‐
rienced last night.
"So...?" Cecilia prodded as they entered
the park.
A pebbled walkway curved through the pris‐
tine lawn, and they followed it as it passed
through a grove of birch trees.
Breanna exhaled her disgust. "It was a
complete disaster. They still didn't... want me."
She couldn't help the catch in her voice. She
fought against the rising emotion, absolutely
didn't want to break down like she had two years
ago—the only time in memory she'd cried.
She focused on the park around them.
It was really too manicured to be beautiful.
Not even a fallen leaf dotted the perfect vista.
Oh, it was pretty, but she missed the fierce wild‐
ness of the Wyoming landscape. The mountains
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in the distance, the weather that could turn on
you in mere minutes and make survival ques‐
tionable.
This park was... tame. Boring.
Until shouts from up ahead brought her
head up.
At her side, Cecilia hesitated, but hoofbeats
and more shouts had caught Breanna's curiosity.
Since the other girl's arm was still hooked with
hers, she dragged her niece along with her.
Two young men on horseback flew across the
grass, turf flying behind their horses' galloping
hooves. A group of five or so young men stood
nearby, two of them holding the reins of another
pair of horses.
Breanna and Cecilia were far enough away
that they could've gone back the way they'd come
without being noticed. But Breanna loved racing
and even from here, she could tell the animals
were of the highest quality.
"Let's keep walking," she urged Cecilia, who
only sniffed and kept pace with her along the
path that skirted the lawn.
Breanna watched as the two sleek horses
stretched out with each stride. They were
magnificent, the chestnut roan a little faster
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than the dappled gray. The roan pulled into
the lead.
She cared little to watch the riders, only
absently noting that the one riding the gray was
close to losing his seat if he didn't crouch lower
to the horse's neck.
Her and Cecilia's meandering walk took them
close to the knot of young men and the two
riderless horses, one black, one white. As the
riders jumped a small creek, almost out of sight
now, two of the watchers gave a shout. One was
clearly dismayed while the other punched his fist
in the air.
The noise, or maybe the movement, startled
the big white stallion, and it reared. The young
men scattered, leaving a tall boy—he couldn't
have been older than Seb’s eighteen—holding
its reins.
The walkway had put Breanna and Cecilia
only a few yards from them now, and Cecilia was
smart enough to let go of Breanna and
edge away.
"Watch out!" someone shouted, flapping
his arms.
The horse liked that even less. It reared again,
this time with a high-pitched whinny.
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"Shut up," she ordered the group. Two of
them looked over at her, surprise etched on their
faces. As if they hadn't even noticed her and
Cecilia walking toward them.
The horse bobbed its head, pulling against the
reins. The tall boy trying to calm it glanced at her
for a bare second. It was still spooked, its atten‐
tion clearly on the boy who had been shouting.
It wouldn't take much for it to spook again.
And with the way the greenhorn was holding
its reins, it was entirely possible he could lose
control completely.
"Guide him in a circle," she said quietly.
The horse stamped its front foot.
"He won't—" The boy holding the reins shook
his head. It wasn't hard to read the tension in the
lines of his shoulders. She could see the muscles
in his forearms straining beneath his coat
and shirt.
"He will," she said.
She took the glare he turned on her as an
invitation. She approached slowly. The horse
bobbed its head again, but she was already there,
bumping the young man out of the way with her
hip, taking the reins.
He did not surrender easily. He was more
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sturdy than she'd anticipated. Maybe older than
she'd guessed as well, if the shadow of beard at
his jaw was an indication.
But he did surrender.
She saw in the flare of the horse's nostrils that
it intended to rear again.
She whistled. Not a loud, piercing sound, but
a soft, questioning note that Oscar used when
training his horses. It was enough to attract the
horse's attention, and a firm tug on one rein
turned its head. She walked in a circle, not
speaking. The horse followed, shaking its head at
first and then calming.
It was a fine animal. Gleaming white, its nose
slightly pink. Dark hooves that had been well-
cared for. Tall. Maybe sixteen hands. She'd been
around horses since she was an infant, and her
steady manner settled it almost instantly.
She’d learned from Pa.
It was a shame she had to hand back the reins
when it was calm, but she did.
The young man regarded her with sharp,
dark eyes. A lock of his dark hair had fallen
across his forehead, and between his assessing,
intelligent gaze and the self-assured manner
with which he took back the reins, she felt her
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stomach swoop low with what could only be
attraction, though she'd never felt such a thing
before.
She had seven older brothers. She well knew
that men hated to be shown up by women—
especially one younger.
So she swallowed the teasing remark that
tickled her tongue and only nodded. She moved
back onto the path, where Cecilia was quick to
loop her arm through Breanna's again.
"Come on," her niece breathed.
Breanna followed, but she couldn't resist a
glance back. At the fine horse. Not the man, who
was now holding its bridle.
The other two horses and riders were
approaching from across the lawn, no doubt
wondering what had distracted their
compatriots.
"You shouldn't have done that," Cecilia
whispered.
Breanna still looked over her shoulder. She
knew. Ma often bemoaned Breanna's impulsive
nature. She'd seen that the man wasn't going to
handle it well, known the horse was going to bolt
if something didn't change. Jumped in with
both feet.
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And probably embarrassed the man.
His friends were cutting up, shoving each
other and ragging on him. One clear voice rang
out above the others. "Bet she could best you in a
race." The group guffawed, but the tall young
man ignored them, still staring after her.
Until he called out. "Miss!"
She stopped, tugging Cecilia along with her.
"Breanna!"
But she didn't heed her niece's chiding voice.
She couldn't.
"Do you ride?" he called. Then shook his head
as if that wasn't what he'd meant to say. "Do
you race?"
"Only when I'm sure I can win. Which is
always." She grinned.
The others broke out in to raucous chuckles.
The tall man didn't, though one corner of his
mouth kicked up in a reluctant smile.
"Would you care to have a go?" He still kept
control of the horse's bridle but held out the
reins to her in an offer that sent her heart
pumping.
"Breanna," Cecilia said. Groaned, really.
She winked at her niece. "Don't worry. This
won't take long."
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She took two steps forward. "I'll race you. But
not on your horse. On that one." She pointed to
the dappled gray, a fine-boned mare that was
smaller than all three of the other horses.
The tall man turned and said something to
his friend, who laughed and dismounted.
Excitement burned like fizzy little bubbles in
Breanna's veins. With last night’s rejection still
burning through her core, a race like this would
be a fun diversion.
She left Cecilia on the path. Maybe she was
unconventional, maybe she was too brash and
too much of a tomboy, but she wanted to race.
She ached for it.
She passed close to the tall man, approaching
the dappled gray, whose rider graciously handed
off the reins. She offered her palm, allowing the
horse to catch her scent before stroking
its neck.
"You're a lovely one, aren't you?" She moved
to the saddle, quickly adjusting the stirrups and
checking the cinch.
She was aware of her rival behind her. From
the corner of her eye, she caught his slow gaze,
which shifted from the crown of her head to the
hem of her skirt.
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She had never felt flustered from a simple
look before.
"You're not a Philadelphia native," he said.
She kicked up her chin, doing her best to
ignore the churning in her gut. "I'm from a tiny
town in Wyoming. Bear Creek."
"Do you need a—"
She notched her foot in the stirrup and
swung her opposite leg over the saddle.
"—boost?" He laughed his surprise, then
mounted his horse with an unexpected show
of grace.
And then they were face to face.
"I'm Adam Cartwright. Might I know the
name of my opponent?"
"You may know the name of your better," she
teased.
Laughter broke out from the men now
standing to the side, but she ignored it. "I am
Breanna White."
"Of the illustrious Bear Creek Whites."
She didn't know what to make of the glint in
his eye. Was he teasing back? Flirting? She chose
to focus on the horse beneath her, again
touching the powerful neck.
She felt the change in the air as Cartwright's
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friends backed away. Her focus narrowed to the
lawn. The earlier riders had left a clear path of
overturned turf in their race. Straight across the
lawn and over the creek.
Maybe the rowdy friends went silent, or
maybe the expectant hush was only in her head,
but her anticipation grew, and she flexed her
fingers before grasping the reins loosely.
Someone shouted, "Go!"
And she urged the mare on. "Ha! Css!"
The horse leapt forward, easily breaking into
a lope.
Cartwright's horse was there at her shoulder.
Bigger. Each stride ate up more ground.
But Breanna knew how to bend her body
over the mare's shoulders, how to make herself
small. And she also knew—suspected, at least—
that the mare hadn't given her all in the earlier
race. Not with the inept rider she'd carried.
And the petite mare did have more to give.
She kept even with the bigger stallion.
For bright seconds, everything fell away.
There was no rejection, no disappointment, no
expectation. There was only the ground and the
sky and the air rushing past so fast that it made
Breanna's eyes sting.
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There was freedom. And joy.
The same joy she’d found at her father’s knee
as a little tyke. The freedom Pa had given her to
be herself—even if that meant being a tomboy.
In a last push, Breanna and her horse jumped
the creek, moving almost as one. The stallion
hesitated, just the slightest, and the mare pulled
ahead.
She’d won!
Breanna was laughing as she pulled up the
horse and faced Cartwright. He rounded his
horse, who was tossing its head as if it wanted to
go again.
The man was smiling, his lips perfect and
white against his tanned face. Breanna felt a hot
flush rise in her face that had nothing to do with
the win and everything to do with the man.
His friends had run across the expanse of
lawn, and there was Cecilia too, hurrying and
holding her skirt above her ankles. They were
quickly surrounded, and Breanna slipped off the
horse, burying the confusing rush of emotion as
she shook hands all around. She made her way
through the crowd to her niece.
"We should get back," Cecilia said.
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Breanna nodded, still flushed, still discom‐
bobulated.
With one last look over her shoulder, she
followed Cecilia back the way they'd come.
Cartwright was watching her, though he made
no move to follow.
He belonged here, with his wealthy friends.
She didn't. Her grandparents had made that
more than clear last night.
But somehow, thanks to the race, her bitter
disappointment had eased.
She hadn't found what she'd hoped for when
she'd left the hotel last night. But this morning,
she'd found something better.
She'd remembered who she was. A girl who
loved horses, who craved adventure. A Wyoming
girl at heart.
She was Jonas's daughter.
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A L S O B Y L A C Y W I L L I A M S
SAWYER CREEK HOMECOMING
(CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE)
The Bull Rider
The Brother
The Prodigal
JILTED IN SAWYER CREEK SERIES
(CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE)
Someone Old
Someone New
Someone Borrowed
Someone Blue
SNOWBOUND IN SAWYER CREEK SERIES
(CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE)
Soldier Under the Mistletoe
The Nanny’s Christmas Wish
The Rancher’s Unexpected Gift
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WILD WYOMING HEART SERIES
(HISTORICAL ROMANCE)
Marrying Miss Marshal
Counterfeit Cowboy
Cowboy Pride
Courted by a Cowboy
COWBOY FAIRYTALES SERIES
(CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE)
Once Upon a Cowboy
Cowboy Charming
The Toad Prince
The Beastly Princess
The Lost Princess
Kissing Kelsey
Courting Carrie
Stealing Sarah
Keeping Kayla
Melting Megan
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HEART OF OKLAHOMA SERIES
(CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE)
Kissed by a Cowboy
Love Letters from Cowboy
Mistletoe Cowboy
Cowgirl for Keeps
Jingle Bell Cowgirl
Heart of a Cowgirl
3 Days with a Cowboy
Prodigal Cowgirl
WYOMING LEGACY SERIES (HISTORICAL
ROMANCE)
The Homesteader’s Sweetheart
Roping the Wrangler
Return of the Cowboy Doctor
The Wrangler’s Inconvenient Wife
A Cowboy for Christmas
Her Convenient Cowboy
Her Cowboy Deputy
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NOT IN A SERIES
How to Lose a Guy in 10 Dates
Santa Next Door
The Butterfly Bride
Secondhand Cowboy
Wagon Train Sweetheart (historical romance)
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