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    Dictation onSaturday, June 10, 2006At the Place of Refuge R174:30 a.m.

    I seek unto the Lord for His Spirit to be with me to do His will. My last dictation was yesterdaymorning. I went through the heavenly session from around 1:30 a.m. until 8:30 a.m. Fridaymorning. I was shown I should have the transcript of June 4, 2006 message proof read andrelistened to by my helpers and myself. I was shown I should read through all the mail of all theladies, who sent me letters, who's husbands have been handled - particularly in Short Creek.The ladies who are yearning for a Priesthood sealing. Also that Naomie and Patricia should pushhard on transcribing through the day.I had Naomie, Annette, Ruthie, and Ida Vilate present assisting me. Ida went through thetraining of us t being present and exerting a spiritual exertion and strength. The others assistedme. I came out of the session around 8:30 a.m. After circle prayer with these ladies, I read tothem out of revelations given in October 2004, on how to be a heavenly wife and heavenly

    comfort. Reviewing with them, how all day long they are reaching for that gift to be a blessing,increasing in the in Spirit of God and the heavenly gifts. And they are not just waiting to just bewith me before they start reaching. Oh, that my ladies would learn this, that they must always beready, filled with the heavenly fire, always living in the joy of the increase of the Spirit of God.I adjusted some duties, sent recorded messages to some ladies who were not at their duties. I toldKate to not hand off her boys that she watched to do her other projects during the day. Sheneeded to be with the boys. I sent messages to Margaret and Stella, saying I had not heard anyreports from them for sometime on the boys. I sent some letters, as the Lord had names housingarrangements at R17. I told Brother Merril Jessop about moving people around. Leroy Jessopand family go to the old Merril Jessop house in the basement. Keith Dutson should take over theJoseph Steed house, and we call it the Keith Dutson Sr. house now, and his son Patrick should

    move in with him. Leroy Jessop was instructed in the letter to move and make sure he does notcombine boys and girls in the same bedrooms. Keith Dutson Jr. should move into the samehouse as his father.I sent a message to the family before their Good Words, recording it around 5: 3 0 a.m. while Iwas in the midst of the heavenly session. I t was a short message telling them that the Bishop hadcalled for a fast day. The concern was the affliction ofthe insects eating up the gardens. I toldthe family that the Lord had shown me in vision that there was a falling away taking place againamong us, on this land ofR17. And the falling away consisted of my family and other people onthis land becoming earthly satisfied with the degree of the Spirit of God they have and theirearthly comforts, and they are not reaching for the greater light, and there is still hardly anyoneready to go into the temple. I told them the Lord had shown me He was sending sickness andafflictions upon us now on this land to stop this falling away, where we will have to reach untoHim for the blessing we need. So I told them that when afflictions and sickness come upon usinstead of fasting for these things to be removed, we should be fasting and praying in ourrepentance and to see where we are not qualifying, where we are falling away. We need to lookat ourselves and clean ourselves up. I told this to the First Presidency in the First Presidencymeeting in the night before. Don't just fast and pray that the insects or sickness be taken away.We must fast and pray concerning our own preparation and repentance.

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    I had Ida stay with me through the day, and Millie came in to search through all my mail fromShort Creek. I read all my family letters. I then read all these letters of the ladies who'shusband's lost Priesthood and were handled, and who yearned for a Priesthood sealing, all thatwe could identify. Some few of those type of ladies yearned to be with their former husbands.Most of the Richard Allred ladies wanted to be with that family and Richard Allred still, somesaid they would go wherever the Lord directed. He had fourteen ladies in that home. JosephAllred is the caretaker and wrote me a very detailed letter of many circumstances in the home.And I observed that this family of Richard Allred, though outwardly displaying the PluralMarriage organization, the ladies themselves are very monogamist, in that they have their ownterritories, deal with their own children. They stock large quantities of supplies for themselves,away from all the mothers and other people. The family is not showing up for their morningtrainings and prayers. Joseph Allred said that only fifteen people out of seventy-four show up forPriesthood training in the mornings. He said he counted 600 pairs of shoes the family hadbought and was storing, huge quantities of soaps, vitamins, and laundry detergent, all separatedin the different mothers areas. Dressers full and closets full of material to make clothing,separated into the different mothers areas so other mothers do not know what is in the house.

    And the mother in their emotions are accusing him of wrong motives where he is trying to cleanthese things up. And he was reaching for counsel how to handle some of these situations. Hehas organized hie own family within that home to share and not have separate interests. I haveleft a list of his questions in my book bag so that when I travel, I can call and answer hisquestions. Talking of Joseph Allred the caretaker at the Richard Allred family home in ShortCreek.Emma Jessop, Uncle Fred's daughter, finally confessed to her immoralities, mainly with herself,and her great darkness and harshness against her own children. I had a letter received from anAlma Timpson daughter, as far as I remember, she is married to Abraham Musser, a letter full ofcomplaining against husband, and she is an apostate writing a letter titled to whom it mayconcern, assuming it would get to the Bishop in Short Creek. And after many rounds of

    complaining against apostates, she herself being an apostate, she declared that she was gettingwith Charles Jessop, John Roy Jessop's son, who Emma Jessop was married to previously. Andshe wanted to be with Charles Jessop through some sort of marriage arrangement. She did notbelieve me, or have a testimony of Priesthood, she just enjoyed a familiararity she had with thatman who's been handled. So I learned of Charles Jessop's compromises of connecting with thatapostate woman.I was able to eat a little dinner by 6:00 p.m. Feeling the heavenly session come upon me as earlyas 6:00 a.m. at dinner. I came upstairs and finished reading the letters of the ladies from ShortCreek, who's husbands have been handled, then I read the remainder of the letters of the menwho have been handled, that we have found in our mail package. I was greatly affected andsurprised by my brother, Hyrum Jeffs, letter. First he indicated that David Jeffs, my brother, hadgiven him the new address of where to send letters to me at the Las Vegas mail box, and then hebegan defending Ron Rohbock who he said was accused of oining with my enemies, and sayingRon Rohbock was innocent. Then he gave an emty expression of loyalty, just saying that thegreat attack upon us proves the testimony of the true Priesthood. And he, himself is workingwith Ron Rohbock in designing houses and in construction. The Spirit of God told me rightthen, this man is a liar and Ron Rohbock is a liar and the truth is not in them. And the Lord'sjudgment upon those men is just and true.

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    I read letters of other men who have been handled. Brian Jeffs in particular finally madeconfession o f having sexual intercourse with his former wife Lorraine two to three times a weekall through her pregnancies after knowing of that correction, and even at the time o f her lastdelivery she was having intercourse with her to get her to deliver the child. His expressions areboth determination and despair. He says he will never sin again, and than he declares himselfdarkened and unworthy. So he has finally come forward with some of the immoralities he isguilty of.I realized in the Hyrum Jeffs letter, that now my worst enemies, have the knowledge of where theletters are being sent to me. I must warn Brother Lyle Jeffs to change this, and be more carefulwhere he sends the address. I did receive a David Jeffs letter, which was expressing someloyalties to Priesthood, but very empty in expressions. Most of the ladies who's husbands havebeen handled, are yearning to go where they should.Anne Jessop Barlow, fromerly the daugher of Allen Steed, was married to Sam Barlow Sr. she iswilling to go wherever the Lord directs. Most of the other ladies o f Sam Barlow Sr. just expresstestimony. They all want Priesthood in their lives. I leave them in the Lord 's hands to show mewhat to do.

    After I read those lettersof

    Hyrum Jeffs and Brian Jeffsof

    the men who have been handled, theLord took me into session, and I had to lay back by 7: 15 p.m. Millie, my wife, pressed upon meto meet with some o f my young daughters but the Lord warned me to not meet with anyone o fthe family that night. I sent them some fruit snacks out. And I sent Millie to go to her duties. AsI laid back, I had Ida clean up the room and set up the beds, and a few minutes after 8:00 p.m. Isent Ida out of the room, and told her to go finish up assembling the letters and tell Naomie tocome up. The Lord was testing Naomie to see if she would respond. I finally told Ida to just goget Naomie.Naomie came up around 8:20 p.m. I have been in the session very heavily through the night.The Lord brought me alert twice to wake Naomie up. I had her go pray and be more fervent, thatshe could be useful during the heavenly session.

    Marriages o f some of these ladies who have been handled, have been named in the heavenlysession, and He has had me voice it. Around 3:40 a.m 3:45 a.m. I came out a vision that hasmade me heart sick, and also had made me rejoice in the Lord for His deliverance. This visonconcentrated on the compromises o f Richard Allred Sr. I t was as though I and my family wereinvited to a cookout in the wilderness with many other people in Short Creek. As I am my familyarrived, I had organized my family for the children to be with the mothers, and to be careful andnot socialize, but get their food for the children and be more separate. As I arrived, and got ourof the vehicle, at times it was as though I Was there, able to see things happen, without the peoplerealizing I was watching. Other time I would respond to people in their questions. And Iwitnessed, the falling away o f many people in Short Creek in their socializing religion. I wasshocked, having witnessed what the world was like, I was shocked to see the immoral practicesof the gentile world were being openly performed among Elders and their sons. The Lordshowed it in a very open depiction o f the vanity o f the socializing religion among the Priesthoodpeople.I found out as I arrived that certain Elders had promoted the making o f a movie, for no otherpurpose then to watch themselves. And as I arrived, the men were completely naked, handlingeach other sexually in the performance o f washing each others bodies and private parts, preparingthem in a joking manner to be displayed in their nakedness before these video cameras. And the

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    movie and the pictures would be taken just for them to look at themselves, and perhaps otherfriends view them and their actions.I was sickened by this, I tried to get my family away to go get their food and to separate ourselvesto a different part of the area that people had assembled. But I saw my family and other familieswandering off, joining in the socializing and getting together. And the great project was that thefamily join together in this acting and making a little home movie that everybody could watch.And I realized many of these Elders were so blind to their selfish pleasure and socializing, theywere openly allowing immorality and corruption among our young people. And my heart wassickened and I refused to participate. I sent word to gather my family up. I saw that their was amotorhome their and a truck and a trailer there. My family had just been dropped off without anyvehicle to return in. And I demanded to use these certain vehicles, and I began assembling myfamily and loading them up. I saw some of them off in a crowd, like a circle, where the cameraswere pointed to them and they were told to act a certain way, and marvel at the nakedness andcorrupt talk and the doings of the elders and many of their sons.I finally walked up to this crowd, and I saw row of Elders, mostly naked, displaying themselves,loud and wild, as though they were putting on an entertainment to view themselves later in this

    movie. And they had the young peopleof

    the many mixed families, putting on a show, andfollowing along in the vain entertainment. Many of the young people were going naked, and allfor momentary selfish thrill of selfish pleasure and socializing. And I dispersed the crowd, and Iwalked up to these Elders and I said, "If you continue this, you are losing Priesthood and you arecut off. I saw right there as the leader of it was Richard Allred Sr. There were several of theformer sons of Louis Barlow under his influence and direction. Then I saw LeRoy Jeffs and RonRohbock mingled with them.I saw members of the First Presidency families and many other people. And as I corrected theseElders, Richard Allred continued his light-minded talk and joking, saying, "Oh, they were notdoing so bad." And as I dispersed this crowd, one of the former sons of Louis Barlow stoodthere justifying and apologizing for his wrong actions. And Richard Allred just stayed in the

    background, walked up around me, and very directly said, "You are man of compromise. Youare influencing many others to destroy themselves." And he sat there with a smug smile andjustified himself as though he had done nothing wrong. And I said it stronger, and he still wasnot humbled. I had to walk up to my son Levi and tell him that if he continued to participate inthese things, he would lose Priesthood, and to draw closer to me, and come away from all thesefriends. I had to say it to many of my family members, my ladies and father's ladies. And as weassembled in these vehicles, I saw the men had removed my family from one vehicle and we hadcrowded in a motorhome, and the men took over the truck with a trailer. And many of theseElders, got on these little bikes on the trailer and took over the truck and were driving it. Butthese men had tiny litt le bicycles they were sitting on, trying to look like the young people andmingle with the young people, be accepted among them. Many Elders were wanting the youngladies and the young men to look up to them in there childish acts. And I saw them drive thistruck. The road was narrow between some trees. And I saw Dr. Lloyd, in front of the truck,guiding the truck through a wrong path, Dr. Lloyd Barlow. He joined with his family with thesocializing, and I said to him, "Why have them drive here?" And the truck got stopped andstuck. And he justified himself that he thought it should go a certain path. And all the time thesemen were delighting in being watched by other families and other people. And through it all Iwitnessed the great spiritual darkness coming over the Priesthood people. And I saw as one of

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    the main leaders o f these compromises and socializing religion and uselessness was RichardAllred influencing the many Elders that would listen to him. And I saw that I and may familywould have been trapped in this had we stayed in Short Creek. The Lord has shown me thatRichard Allred is empty spiritually, uniting his family and many others toward him throughsocializing and games. And he is allowing and was allowing even his own family and among thepeople who would look to him, he was allowing compromises with the world. And as long asthey joined together in their gatherings and socializing, he, his family, and many others weredeceived to think they were yet part o f Priesthood and were qualifying for the greater light andthe greater ordinances. He was gathering people around himself, through the socializing ways o fthe world. And my heart was sickened to see the falling away promoted by the Elders in thePriesthood, supposed Elders. And I saw I was working hard to isolate my family from among allof this, and removing them from among the people. In a vehicle to literally remove themphysically from that community, which has been done. The Lord has shown me that i n and myfamily were still in Short Creek, we would be absorbed into this trap o f the evil powers,deceiving the people, to compromise with the world through their light-minded ways andsocializing religion. And the Lord has shown me that Richard Allred's heart is not right, and he

    yet justifies himself in his conduct with his family, and among the Priesthood people. And hehas lost Priesthood, and the Lord has handled him before he could deceive the elect and his ownfamily all the way.I thank the Lord for warning me of these things. It just makes me reach for everyone, as there isstill a falling away taking place, even among Zion 's Camp. This people lighten up in their faith,and tum to earthly satisfaction, being spiritual over earthly blessings only, and not reaching forthe greater gifts, the people easily fall away. So now the Lord has shown me He is bringingaffliction on His people, or they will all fall away and there will be no faith left. And He hasshown me that I must be careful what I pray for, and not pray away His judgments or thesicknesses or afflictions that come upon us. But to seek unto Him with rejoicing that He ishumbling His people. To not pray away the attack o f the enemy in Short Creek and Canada, butHe is doing His work, lest the people all fall away.I observe with ladies right around me, who have had the holy anointings, and others who havebeen named to be ready for that ordinance, they have become sickly, and now they are starting topray hard. They write in their letters, now we are praying hard to qualify. This has an effect onus. This has an effect on us, and it is causing everyone to look at themselves.The Lord has allowed me to partake of this sickness on this land to a degree. Not overlyoverwhelmed, but I have felt the aches and pains, the sore throat, the headaches and the sicknessthey have among the family and on this land. The Lord renewed me after I laid down for a fewminutes yesterday, where I could continue on, showing me that He can renew us quickly i f wetu m to Him.I was also impressed that we must rejoice in our Lord and Savior in His atoning sacrifice andlove more, through the day, as we are seeking to earn His presence; and we must learn to thinkon Him, and dwell on Him, adore and delight in Him, and be an extension o f God throughPriesthood, and take upon us His name in all we do. I observe that many people in all theirfervent prayers are thinking for themselves, on earthly things, they are not dwelling on the greatatoning sacrifice, and continued atoning love of our Savior. And through thus through thatunderstanding we come to understand the atoning love of Priesthood, the Priesthood over us.And that this need to be planted more firmly among the people.

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    The Lord has had me read the confession letters of the Aaronic Priesthood bearers from ShortCreek, the letters of the men who have been handled and now the letters of their former wives, ofthe men who have been handled; along with my family letters and some letters from R17. I havemuch more to read.I seek unto the Lord to know what to do next. Oh, may the Lord not allow all this people to fallaway. May my family awake to the need of the great spiritual growth, the increase of the Spiritof God needed to qualify for Zion. Oh, may we be converted to the jo y of the increase of theSpirit of God and thus God's approval, as our guide as our motive to glorify Him. How easilywe revert back to delighting in food and clothing and our earthly comforts. Even with the ladiesin this apartment, I am constantly having to remind us what we are here for, to earn the presenceof God and be ready at any moment for the heavenly sessions. And even among all these ladiesin this apartment, I have to send them out as the heavenly session begins, because they are earthlysatisfied, delighting in being around me, but not hungering for the greater light. My ladies mustlearn to look upon their husband and the Prophet as a connection with God, and they are onlyclose to me if they are reaching to be a heavenly strength. May the Lord guide me what to donext as he continues to hold me in place.

    I thank the Lord again for the sicknesses and pestilence that has come on this land of refuge atR17 to humble this people, oh, may we not lighten up , lest greater scourge come upon us,corruption within and then the attack of the enemies outside of this land coming against us. I wasconsidering having the June 4, 2006 recorded message given to my family last night at 8:00 p.m.but the Lord stopped me, again. I seek unto the Lord know what to do with that training or anyother message to this people, yearning that there will not be another falling away.Brother Merril Jessop, as Bishop, did the right thing in calling for a fast. His motive wasconcerning the bugs eating crops. I had to correct him and guide him in that, to go tell thebrethren that we are not fasting over the removing of the bugs, we are fasting and praying overour own fallen condition repenting more fully, where the Lord is afflicting us, because there isstill a falling away taking place.

    Praise God from whom all blessings flow. May the Lord show me what to do next. May I dobetter in exerting a greater fervent oneness with father and the Lord, reaching for a greaterrejoicing in the Lord, through the trying times, knowing the nerves of still must be maintainedand increased and earned.I saw in this vision how Ron Rohbock, LeRoy Jeffs, Richard Allred and others who have beenhandled, had they remained, they would have promoted great worldly compromises andimmoralities among the people. And the Lord in His great wisdom handled those men, even tobring them to repentance. And yet if those men do not repent, they will yet prove instruments ofgreat evils an compromise among the people.I bear witness that through these visions and dreams, the all-consuming fire from heaven ispresent, overwhelming my physical person, described in the words of Moses and Joseph Smith,how they are physically overcome as the heavenly power of God rested upon them. And that itoften took hours for them to regain their physical strength. I know of the all-consuming fire fromheaven, and put on the record that the Lord is great, and man is nothing compared to HeavenlyFather. And the Lord gives me and those present the witness of His heavenly fire, His power andthat He is guiding His servant, and He gives witness that these dreams and visions are of Him.I also put on record what the Lord showed me as I read the letters of my brothers who have fallenaway, who yet express testimony of me as the Prophet and of the work of God. The Lord showed

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    me these men should have been loyal to father and Priesthood and their birthright. Where arethey? With all their expressions, where are they? Now they are darkened, and they have becomeliars and the truth is not in them, and the Lord's judgments are right and just. And though Imourn over their loss and their falling away. I rejoice in Heavenly Father for preserving thosewho can yet qualify for Zion.Praise God from whom all blessings flow, and may His work and kingdom grow this day, I pray,in the name o f Jesus Christ, amen. End dictation 5:20 a.m. in the morning, Saturday Morning,June 10, 2006

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    Dictation onTuesday, June 13, 2006At Denver, Colorado8:45 a.m.

    I seek unto the Lord for His Spirit to be with me, as I give dictation Tuesday morning, June 13,2006 around 8:45 a.m. in the morning. First acknowledging the Lord and reaching for His holylove. To keep exercising that love is Zion. To stop exercising that love, we dwindle into earthlysatisfaction and become darkened. We must keep Zion growing.I have been through the heavenly session through the night. When I came conscious at 6:50 a.m.when Naomie went in the other room, I offered a rededication prayer, because I could feel theevil powers attacking. I had come out o f a vision o f the invisible evil powers thrusting upon usand upon the Priesthood people. I saw how those evil powers work through mortal people andthen go from one to another and thrust upon those who are not fervent in the love of God. I tamazed me that there was a great energy o f evil being thrust upon the faithful, and those who arenot fervent are easily thrust upon by evil thoughts, evil desires. I saw the evil one entering into

    people who are not fervent.I t

    caused me to ask Naomiei f

    she was awake and fervent, and afteroffering that prayer I went into the session again, in the unconscious state, but conscious to thespiritual gifts - Naomie near by.There I witnessed in vision how many of our Priesthood people are falling into earthlysatisfaction and terrible darkness. I t was as though I was among the Priesthood people in ShortCreek, in varying places, but we were involved in much physical work in the scattered places.And there seemed to be a gathering in this certain place where there was much physical work.And many o f the Priesthood people, joining in this physical work, wanted to gather together andhave a meal and perhaps some training. I saw people like Tom Cox, who worked so hare, readyto do what he was directed in every physical way. I saw many of his helpers. I saw some of mybrothers who are not on the land o f refuge. I saw Alvin Barlow. I saw his sons. I saw Aunt

    Veda Johnson, and some of her sister wives, Uncle Roy's wives. I saw men who seemed to beanxious to help in the Priesthood work in every physical way and labor and every donation ofmoney and time was being given. And as they sat at many rows of tables in a gathering,everyone turned to light-minded talk. My family was not present, so this represented thePriesthood people in Short Creek in particular. The people delighted in their food, they delightedin their talk o f what the world was doing, they delighted in talking what the world was saying ofus as a people. And their ??? lives were filled with idol selfish will.As the people were finishing their meal, I intended to hold a meeting and give a Priesthoodtraining. I saw Aunt Veda get up and hunger for the training, and because no training was beingspoken, she was reaching for her good books and was studying them. But for the most part allthe other people simply delighted in their own selfish will o f darkness. I said, "Let us gather." Icould see they were somewhat o f a protected area, our enemies were not right among us, but theywere all around us. I could see where the enemy was living, where they were gathering to attack.Except for this special gathering o f the saint, the outward attacks o f the enemy were held back.The Lord, through this vision, is showing me how many o f the Priesthood people are falling intoterrible darkness without hardly being awake to it. I stood up and said, "Gather around." I askedfor certain books to be brought to me, and the books were not there. These were Priesthoodbooks to give training from, as simple as the Triple Combination, the Priesthood Articles book,

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    and others. I saw there was a little book case in a certain spot, where these books were, whereAunt Veda Johnson had gone to get her book. As I stood up, the people kept talking. I sawmany of them stand up and wander away, busy in their physical work, money making, theirdelighting in food and clothing, and the easiness of the gentile ways of buying and selling andgoing on their outings. And whenever I tried to talk more and more wandered away. And finallyI saw I needed to stand up on a little higher platform, there was this small building close by, like

    a storage building, where the tables and chairs had come from and other items had been stored. Ihad a latter leaned up against this small building, and I walked up toward the top of the ladder,and I could see just a little distance; and the enemy was combined and was trying to hear what wewere doing. So I had the people gather around. Every time I reached for a Priesthood book, itdisappeared, it was not in reach. And finally when I had a hold of a couple of books, I sought toteach the people about being filled with the Spirit of God. As I opened the books, the Lordclosed my mind, shut my mouth, and made it so I could not even reach for certain quotes. And agroup of saints became smaller in number and wandered away.Finally I said I need a certain book. I saw my brother, Joseph Jeffs, and then his son Joseph JeffsJr., I said, "Young man will you get book in the book case in this little building, and then walk itup the ladder to me." He got the book, but began to fear as the ladder began to rise. Anotheryoung man, that I do not recognize, volunteered to bring his up to me, and this boy Joseph JeffsJr, began to fear that he would fall by walking up the ladder, and he did not want to come up towhere I was. This other young man took hold and tried to get me the book, but the ladder startedto rise, and this young man fell off the ladder onto the ground, after handing me a book, aPriesthood book, that I wanted to read some of the words of the Prophets out of. And finallywhen I had the book and I was up high enough to be heard, hardly anyone was there.I witnessed Alvin Barlow delighting in his own trainings, his own readings, his ownphilosophizing, yet when I stood there to give the word of the Lord, he wandered away. He wasbusy with earthly circumstances and connections with relatives, and he was busy, along withother men, who were supposedly loyal to Priesthood. And he was busy having people listen to

    him, and his interpretation of the scriptures, and yet when I spoke, my mouth was shut. Thebooks were not within reach and above all the people were scattering, not interested. Then I saw,my eyes were opened to see their hearts and minds, their spiritual condition. They were dying agradual spiritual death because they were not reaching for the greater light. And I saw withmyself I must immediately forgive and keep reaching, no matter what others do, no matter if theywander away. I must keep the love of God active forgiving, still yearning to teach and train andbless, even if it be one here or one there. I must keep the love of God growing to keep Ziongrowing; and not join in the useless talk and not be satisfied with the earthly tasks only, talkingof the care of the body, food clothing, travel, not be satisfied with those things alone, but wemust keep our prayers of the love of God working, and our reaching for the greater light working,because I witnessed, in this vision, the falling away taking place among the Priesthood people tobecome like the world in earthly satisfaction and then by not exercising the greater light, and notexercising the love of God, the love of selfish self was taking over the individuals. And as Icame out of this vision, the Lord showed me the condition of our Priesthood people in general,and also that I, and all of us involved in the Redemption of Zion and who can be involved withthat great mission, must keep exerting love for love to grow and for Zion to grow. Ifwe becomesatisfied and do not reach for the greater light, and do not reach for the trainings, we become alight to ourselves, in our selfish will, until we are living in darkness. This has been the warning

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    the Lord has had me give my scattered family lately, even on the land of refuge, where the templeis built, they have received that message, that there is a falling away taking place again. Andnow I saw it in vision, the spiri tual death coming upon many who claim to be upholdingPriesthood, even in their fervent physical labors, and yet they are not reaching for the greaterlight. And when I was among this group of Priesthood people they did not even care whether Ispoke to them or not, as long as their socializing was present, as long as their food and clothingwere supplied, as long as their outings were participating in. I saw the Priesthood people in ShortCreek dying a spiritual death, and partaking of the world by talking of the world and delighting inwhat they understood of the gospel, and yet were not reaching for the word of God throughauthority. My heart cries out, "0 , Lord our God, intervene and do not let all your people fallaway. Touch the hearts o f the wives and children everywhere with the hungering of the presenceof the Priesthood over them, and flow of heavenly fire of the love of God increased in themthrough the exercise of that holy love. I ask the Lord to touch our hearts as a people, and everyperson who will become full hearted to be alive and awake in the good.I observe that just witnessing the world and stopping there, we will die a gradual spiritual death,we must keep reaching and praying. Even those who travel with me, when light is within reach,i f

    they are waiting for me to appoint something and they are not reaching, the Lord closes mymouth, even this little traveling group must awake to the exertion of faith reaching for the greaterlight. We do not want to be absorbed into the world. We must keep reaching for and exertingthe gifts of the Spirit of God to be Zion.Praise God from whom all blessings flow, for His warnings and trainings. So often when I havebeen about to call people, the Lord shuts my mouth, that is what I have been experiencing, as Iwas about to give phone call trainings or meet the family or people who were near by, we wer notexerting the faith to reach for and live the training. So since March, the Lord has had me declarethere is a great falling away taking place mong the Priesthood people, among Zion' s Camp on thelands of refuge, among the people at the houses in hiding. And the whisperings of evil that Iwitnessed was a literal thrusting of the evil power into the mind and body of individuals who are

    not reaching for that greater light. I witnessed the reality of a disembodied spirit thrust upon theindividuals, and there came froth out of those individuals criticism, fault finding, complaining,bad feelings, immoral evil desires. The Lord allowed me to witness and see it is real. If we arenot exercising the love of God, we will be thrust upon, and not have the Spirit of God sufficientto resist those attacks of the evil whisperings. We must be alive in reaching for the greater lightand the exercise of that greater light. Keep Zion growing, be Zion increasingly is the message ofthe Lord to us.I yearn for all the Priesthood people. I felt the constant thrusting of the evil powers here, so I hadanother kneel down dedication prayer of ourselves, our area, and of the work of God, invokingthe Spirit of God upon who will reach and stay constant unto Him, the Lord our God. I can see Iam to stay in place today and prepare to travel tomorrow.I will comment a little further on what I witnessed yesterday. I witnessed several documentariesof events, in connection with the degradation of this wicked nation, during my life time. Iwitnessed the social acceptance of drug us, which is sorcery, where people invite the evil spiritsinto their bodies and minds because this generation has rejected the gospel of Jesus Christ andPriesthood, and fight against the saints. They have taken upon themselves the spirit of evil, withan anxious invitation on their part. People take these hallucinogenic drugs, they invite the evilspirits into themselves. Then I witnessed through this historical account of the degradation of

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    this nation, how it spread among the rich and the pour, and this generation delights in themusicians, the rock singers, ???? Every kind of music where, many o f the performers take thedrugs to reach their inspiration to do what they do, in their wildness and devilry, in their dress intheir talk in their hairdos -- inviting the revelations of satan into themselves to get gain to hava=ea physical type of thrill.As I look back, I remember growing up having all that corruption thrown at me in the schoolstheir music, I even witnessed some students smoking the marauana drug, trying to sell it to us. Irealized I was greatly protected while all that down fall was taking place. I thank the Lord forHis shield o f protection around me, remembering back when I was teenager, going to the publicschools, I witnessed the rock music, I witnessed the change from being dressed to being nakedamong the world. No w the Lord has had me witness things to see ho w this generation hasdelighted in the revelations o f satan for years and years, outwardly reaching for that darkness andbecoming possessed with the devil. And I witness the world celebrates these events. And nowthis generation has been raised up in murder and adultery and devil worship. It must come to anend, and the Lord awakened my mind to see what the enemy are determined to do to our youngpeople in introducing the drugs, the gangs, the immorality, and the worlds entertainments, that

    are the revelationsof

    satan as a constant flow upon the people.Ho w

    my heart sickens that thePriesthood people are not reaching for the revelations of God, that means all that is left withinreach is the revelations of satan.May the Kingdom o f God grow this day through our reaching and our exercising His love, notrelaxing our most holy faith, and exerting ourselves. I pray dedicating the Kingdom of God untothe Lord and His increase upon us who will reach and receive and may we keep Zion growing, Ipray in the name of Jesus Christ, amen. End dictation at 9:10 a.m. I am in the Denver, Coloradoarea. I do believe this little area is called Lonetree, close to the place, the hospital where UncleFred passed on. Praise God from whom all blessings flow. End dictation.

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    Dictation onThursday, June 16, 2006A t Grand Junction, Colorado7: 10 a.m.

    I thank our Heavenly Father for these marvelous experiences He is taking us through. We havebeen sent on a mission to perform ordinances, and then the Lord has hedged up the way andstopped us for our own protection, and to give us the training that there must be a oneness for Hiswork to be accomplished. And His people whom He desires to bless must exert greater faith toaccomplish the work.I have been through the heavenly session through the night until now. I thank the Lord for beingnear. I have been reaching for His guidance. I thank the Lord for teaching me the heavenly

    . . patience and to go His pace.r I witnessed what the world is like. The Lord has shown me it is only by His grace we are able toabide in Him moment by moment and be delivered by the thoughts and feelings and ways of theworld. In the world it is a constant condition of argument and debate, seeking power. And in our

    nationit is

    done by committee and vote and political influence. And among the wicked itis

    government by compromise, giving up certain ways and principles to maintain their own will tosorue degree, until it is a government o f disorder and unrighteousness and no justice involved.And in our day, it is a day of getting gain and getting rich among the gentiles.The Lord has shown me visions of gratitude through the early morning hours. As I cameconscious out of the heavenly session, around 4:00 a.m. I was reaching to understand what I wasseeing. I saw how I and my family would be absorbed into the world in destroying ourselves i fth e Lord had not intervened. I also saw the condition of Richard Allred, and His family, that heha d lost the heavenly light, and was living in his own opinion. I saw one of his ladies come tohim for light, and he had none. She had to tu m to me, for me to give her a spark of light, for hersurvival. I saw a concern about Richard Allred that he has lost the heavenly light, and the abilityto bless and train his family.I saw an anxiousness in Leroy Draper, and then I was shown a concern about his ability to guidhi s family. I leave judgment to God and forgive all men. I wait on the Lord for His judgment onthese men who have been handled.I have been reaching to know where I need to do better. In any way I yearn to see where I havefallen short, yet the Lord continues to work with this weak son, with His almighty power daily,for I have felt he all-consuming fire from heaven, of the Lord's and father' s presence, and thosethe Lord sends.After I made calls to the Bishop William E. Jessop, and then Nephi Allred, and then WayneFischer to stop them from running the errands I had appointed, and then told them to just headback to their businesses and work. The Lord took me in hand and showed me in vision what wewould be like as a Priesthood people i f the Lord had not intervened in father's time and inestablishing the lands o f refuge. I saw the loss of Priesthood among the people and the so calledElders joining together in committees to make decisions, and I was allowed to see what thesecommittees were like, arguing and debating like unto the world. And I saw the outwardappearance o f the Priesthood people deteriorate. I saw the inviting back of the apostates, and thedoctrines and the ways o f the world introduced through mens reasoning, and through faults socalled Christian values and philosophy.

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    It was as though I was coming to the property in Salt Lake, designated as a Priesthood land, like aland of refuge. And when I had been gone a while and had returned there, I saw people on thatproperty who the Lord had handled, who were apostate, and some o f our people were friendly tothem. And I walked up to some o f these people, and said, "This is a land of refuge, a sacredPriesthood land. You should leave. No one can come here unless the Lord names them to come.These individuals would look at me confused, indicating they had permission from presidingauthority. I met my brother Ward there, just as friendly as though he belonged there. I asked himto leave.I then saw some o f my family mingling among this group o f people, and other men even some o fmy brothers, who are suppose to be faithful, were close to my ladies and daughters, socializing,flirting. I saw some o f my own family just living to enjoy social pleasure, mingling withanybody. And though I was right there, in their playing around, there was touching and graspingand talking, as though my ladies and family were open game for anyone to seek after.I tried to approach some o f my family and draw them close. They started to look quiet gentile innature. I reasoned with them, gave them training. They acknowledged the truth o f the teachings,but their lives were involved with friends and socializing.

    I went from place to place through this property as though there were many houses there, manyfamilies, expanding this into Short Creek area. And the condition o f the people got worse andworse. I saw the television in every home. I saw the people wanting animals and horses. I metMargaret, William E. Jessop's wife, Margaret, Aunt Leon's daughter, my sister as it were; and Isaid, "What are you doing here you have not been inviting to this land yet.?" And she brought upreasons of needing a blessing o f needing a child taken care of. She had a child fully able to talkand walk in her arms as though it was one o f her daughters, that leaped on my back, and wantedcertain things. And suddenly this child jumped of f able to walk going to her mother. She wascarrying almost a complete grown child, babying the child. And yet they had not been invited tothe sacred lands. And I corrected them, "You have to leave." But she brought up reason afterreason that she was invited there. And I wondered how could she be invited, the Lord had not

    spoken through me to have them come.I walked toward the big house, there on the Salt Lake property, and people coming out o f theliving room door on the east end, filling up the parking lot. And they were the grossest lookingapostates, mingling among our people. One man said he was Robert Williams who I knew wasan apostate, there for some sort o f Priesthood blessings. And I said, who invited you, and heindicated the presiding authority. And the more I saw our people mingling with apostates and theworld, the more they looked like the world.I finally went into the living room, o f the Meeting House on the Salt Lake property, demandingto know who was inviting all these apostates and halfhearted people among us. And there up onthe stand, behind some curtains, was a figure o f father, sitting silent unable to talk. And acommittee o f men was sitting in the room. And some were bearded, long hair mustache, somemen dressed as the gentiles, others maintained some form o f Priesthood dress. And they weredebating in committee the government o f their so called church, dictating what the people shoulddo, and I looked up and I saw this image of father, completely silent, and the curtain was closed.And this committees started to debate what the Prophets have said, what the laws of God are,which laws are supposed to be upheld, how to live, who is worthy, and it was an argument anddebate like unto the world. And I demanded, who gave direction to invite these people backamong us? The debate continued, and they pointed to father's image, as though they were

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    upholding father's words, and yet he was not there, and they had denied revelation, and werearguing over the doctrines and principles of the gospel, deciding what was best for individualsand for the people. When I said, "This is not appointed of God." A certain man, and the namecame to me that this was Dan Jessop Sr., and started accusing me o f all manner of evils, and notsupporting their committee government. And he brought up charges against me to have me cutoff. I looked for Brother Wendell Nielsen and Brother Merril Jessop, and others. I saw these

    men uphold Uncle Fred's words and father's words, and Uncle Roy's words, the Prophet LeroyS. Johnson's words, so called doctrines they taught, justifying their stand against God andPriesthood; upholding their own supposed authority. And I saw that this committee was steppingforth to handle me and cut me of f from their so called church. My heart was sickened as Iwitnessed the literal apostasy o f the people, denying God and revelation, wanting authority andpower and influence through debate and compromise, becoming completely darkened. And theLord showed me in this vision what we would be like i f He withdraws and we do not have Hisrevelations among us through authority. The Lord is showing me to be more grateful that He isnear and guiding this work, and what we will become, even on the lands of refuge, and amongour families they will be darkened and will be completely lost, absorbed into the world, in sel fjustification through compromise, partaking of every sin and corruption the world offers. And Isaw the old apostates, and new apostates openly mingling with our people in great outwardfriendliness, and yet this constant debate and arguing and unrest was among the people. And Isaw that they had cast out the faithful, like Brother Merril Jessop and Brother Wendell Nielsenand others, and they were in the process of a trial to cast me out. And I witnessed the darkness oftheir lives and the corruptions o f their souls, their thoughts, and ways, and I was sickenedobedient see this darkness among a people who once were enlightened. And the Lord is showingme that we must be humble and grateful and keep Zion growing and not allow our feelings to bedisturbed, but keep ourselves in a condition to be led by the Spirit of peace and be in onenesswith His will. I saw what would happen i f the people let go o f the One Man Rule, God's rule;and became Babylon by committee and debate and compromise. Oh, may the Lord bring forth

    Zion and preserve the faithful. His will be done, and may I bee exact and perfect in obedience toHis every word in his marvelous way.Praise God from whom all blessings flow. I have been show we would go back to the Denverarea, and I arranged to meet with Stephen Harker, appointing him to as the Bishop and PresidingElder at R23, and the Lord be praised, for the revelations of His will. May the people on thelands of refuge be careful to seek unto the Lord by authority. We have witness enough in thedown fall o f the broken branch called the Mormon Church, that rejected the One Man Rule andturned to committees and debate and compromise; and now they are more darkened then thewicked gentile world, and they are gentile and apostate. We have witness enough of what wewould become like i f we tu m away from the Lord's rule.And the Lord and the Prophet Leroy S. Johnson, and the Prophet Rulon Jeffs, established onceand for all the One Man Rule, God's rule on the earth. And the Lord has established this strongerin that he is choosing and judging His people through that One Man Rule. And yet this is acontinuation of what Uncle Roy did and what my father did, as they judged the people, the Lordjudging them and speaking through His Prophet. The choosing has hastened and the cleaning upis taking place, at a greater pace since father's passing.And I praise the Lord for this and I stand with God and father, and ask the Lord to strengthen meto guide me what to do next. Though I feel the weight o f concern, I forgive all people and leave

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    judgment to God and witness that the Lord is near guiding his work.Praise God from whom all blessings flow we get ready to return back to Denver, Colorado, theLord willing. The Lord must intervene or there will be no faith left. Praying the Lord to blessHis faithful ones everywhere and the young army of Zion who can be faithful, in the name o fJesus Christ, amen. End dictation 7:35 a.m.

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    Dictation onFriday, June 16,2006At Denver, Colorado8:25 a.m.

    I seek of the Lord for His Spirit to record what He wants me to record to give the properunderstanding. I saw in vision me going among the Priesthood people witnessing many fallingaway and becoming gentiles. And there were a few Priesthood people among the halfhearted thatwere determined in the Lord but did not seem to have direction what to do next, they were likewanderers, and some finding me did not have a living faith in God, they just watched myoutward appearance and doing to wonder what to do next. They did not exert the faith to drawfrom the heavens the greater light. So I would leave one group of people and go to another. Iwould be in families. I would be were individuals were working, and I came to a house wheresupposedly my family was working on, supposedly it was a place I could stay, and yet it was ingreat disorder. And I heard some loud talking and arguing downstairs from the main floor. AndI was able to look through and unfinished wall and floor down into the lower area, looking

    through the floor boards. And there I saw Mother Jennifer, father's wife, in great arguings andanger, getting after mother Gloria. Mother Gloria, father's wife, was trying to get ajob done toclean this house. But Mother Jennifer was kicking and screaming at her, angry that she wantedthese jobs done, and Mother Jennifer wanted to do something else. I saw Mother Gloria verypeaceful and joyful. And I saw Mother Jennifer in very terrible bad feelings expressed.And somehow I saw my sister Lorraine married to Dale Johnson, Mother Jennifer tried to gatherher emotions, Mother Gloria was glad to see me, and my sister Lorraine stepped up, and whenthey finally saw my name she rejoiced; and she handed me a paper that looked like were namesand descriptions of names, that I discerned were a list of her children that she yearned couldadvance in Priesthood blessings. That she was praying fervently that her children could beadvanced and part of the Redemption of Zion.This has brought a great concern to me about Mother Jennifer being on the land of refuge at R23.I can see people in Short Creek are yearning even for their children to qualify. The Lord's willbe done. I will go His pace on all ofthis. I witnessed Mother Jennifer as a very proud person,judging others wanting her own will most. May the Lord and father show me what to do aboutthis. I thank the Lord for revealing details of where to do better.I also saw some of the former sons of Louis Barlow, some of whom are trained on this mission,wanting to be close to me for the purpose of money making. They had their schemes of moneymaking. It was represented as me seeing secret minds where people were being convinced tosecretly dig into the earth to get these riches, and the secrets would include would involvedkeeping it away from the government and any other people, wanting me involved with their

    money making secrets, wanting their own will.In the midst of that I saw a hard hearted young girl going into these jobs, and yet when she sawme or came around me, she started to have her heart softened, and she grabbed on and held on tome. This young lady I did not recognize the face, but she had had struggles, and being arund meshe just held on tight. And the first understanding that come to mind, was that it was my wifeLoretta Jane, who has hand a time, and now is just hold on time tight, and qualify.I saw Mother Merilyn yearning to qualify, willing to do any job given her. But I saw severalothers of my ladies with me anxious to attend me be with me, yearing to qualify. The Lord will

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    show me show me who can be used and who cannot be used, and His will be done.I have been held in place until now. I thank the Lord for this gift and privilege to be shown whatto do next, only wanting to go His pace and do his will in his will in His time and way, in thename of Jesus Christ, amen. 8:25 a.m. in the morning.

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    Dictation onFriday, June 16,2006At Denver, Colorado9:40 a.m.Always yearning unto the Lord for His understanding to be given. I saw in vision I was among

    someof

    my family in hiding, able to see what they were doing and thinking and feeling. Someladies were yearning to be close. I saw one certain lady, sealed to me, who never got close to me,and she started decorating herself to be seen, in a very different manner, and her being connectedto me started to be an overwhelming trial. And she started to do jobs with other men, assistingother men in their daily tasks, and I was allowed to witness, her declare, oh, I am so in love withthis man, and as though she was talking to the man saying, "oh, I love you, I delight to be aroundyou, I adore you." Then I saw her out among some men working with them. I tried to gatherthese men together, and told them beware ofthis woman who is sealed to me is wandering fromme and wanting to be with you immorally.Then I saw myself in another location, among the gentiles in the store. I recognized my daughterRachel was at a place in hiding and anxious to ask me questions and learn. Then I walked to

    another place, and I saw my daughter Becky dressed as a gentile, and her hair cut, and a gentilehairdo of die in her hair and permanent. And I said, "Becky is that you?" And she started to runfrom me. I said, "I want to talk to you." She was dressed in tight britches, and decorated and inmakeup jewelry. And she was fearful and ran from me, "I do not want to talk to you now." Shesaid. I saw my daughter coming up to her and say we do want to talk to father. The two leaningopposite directions. Becky wanting to do her own will to where she compromised. Rachelanxious to be gathered. And I saw what would happen i f my daughters ????? continue in theirselfishness?? If they continue on in earthly judgment and selfish will. They will compromiseand fall away. And those who keep yearning and reaching want to have my presence and therrethe truth.I tried to take this certain wife on a walk and jus t learn about her and find out what she isthinking and desiring. She outwardly was willing to be with me, but her heart was far from me.That is what would happen to any of the ladies who's hearts are far from me wandering away.And this in connection as I saw the men delighting to be around my ladies, delighting in them, asthough they were getting close to me by admiring them as though they were getting close to me,by admiring my family. And yet they do not discernment a woman is having struggles immorallytoward them. Oh, may we not fall away. May the Lord intervene and show me what to do, as Ihave been yearning after my family in their scattered condition. End dictation at 9:35 a.m.

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    Dictation onFriday, June 16,2006At Denver, Colorado1:00 a.m.

    I seek unto the Lord for His Spiri t to be with me. I was held in the heavenly session until around11 :00 a.m. Every time I would seemingly go unconscious the Lord gave me more visions anddreams. I add to the dictation I gave last, a few hours ago, concerning seeing one of my ladiesbeing withdrawn from me. The Lord in this vision made it so I could read her mind and heart.She was busy, had many jobs like in a storehouse job, where the men laborers would be workingnear by. I saw she was first tested toward my brother LeRoy Jeffs, wanting to please him, in hervanity get his attention. And he was taken from the scene. And then I saw one o f my ladieswithdrawing from me tested tempted toward a younger man, and in her day dreams and nightdreams and private thoughts and expressions, the Lord allowed me to witness she delighted inpleasing this certain young man, and dwelt on him. And I even her express I love you, talking ofthis young man.

    My wife was distant from me. To my face she expressed loyalty. I saw her change her outwardappearance, her hair was dark and curled to try to attract attention. This young man and othermen started to admire my ladies instead of getting close to the Prophet, close to me. And thisyoung man in particular asked i f I would help on a job, and he tried to show me how to do somedemolition, and break some boards, and this lady admired him for that.Then I saw her try to be right around him. The Lord did not allow me to see the face of my wife,which represents it could be any of my ladies being tested. I finally went and found this lady andsaid, "Will you go on a walk with me?" And I bore testimony to her, and asked her to give hertestimony of God and Priesthood and of her marriage. And she voiced an outward testimony.That was when I was taken to the next vision of my daughters, Rachel and Rebecca, that I havealready voiced.The Lord has shown me that if any of my ladies take on pride and vanity, i f they are not close tome, they will withdraw and easily be lead to break their covenants. I ask the Lord to guide me toreach for the ladies more. This is the Lord's test we are going through being separated to provewhat we love most.Not only did these visions this morning show me what the Elders and boys were doing towardmy and wives daughters, in admiring them and being distracted from that loyalty to God andPriesthood, I saw that some of my ladies are being tested in the same way toward other men,where they are not close to me. And this is how the evil powers are whispering. I ask the Lordto allow me to intervene and atone, that His Spirit will strive with the ladies still, in the name ofJesus Christ, amen. End dictation.

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    S e e k i n g o f the Lord for His Spirit to be with me and to do His will. My last dictation was thism o r n i n g . After that dictation, I went through the severity of atonement, even an outward shakingm a n y t i m e s . At one point I saw the need of licking the dust of the earth, in token and covenant ofp e r f e c t ~inspired, sweet, humble obedience to the will of God. I kept being impressed thatJ o a n n a . should come in and have experience, always building testimony, and she came here andh e l d r n . y hand and joined in circle prayer's. then I saw the need for one more lady to be presenta n d I cal led Shari in. And she also received testimony of the heavenly fire. These two ladiesw e r e present with Naomie when I went through a greater severity and shaking, even to bep a r a l Yz e d unable to move. And the Lord allowed those ladies to step forth and have the trainingto p e r f o r m the heavenly comfort ordinance to help renew me. The Lord allowed a greatera t o n e m e n t to spare this people and this land, and Zion's Camp and the elect everywhere and theL o r d ~ swill be done. I continued in that greater session until 3:00 p.m.I s e n t Joanna and Shari out after a rededication prayer, and I had Tammara come in to help openm y mail.I rece ived mail from the people at R23 by 5:00 p.m. And I read all the letters sent to me todayf r o m my family, and the people on the land from R23, and also I have read most of the lettersf r o m the Canadians.T h e confession letters were called for and many people confessed to compromise the Lord's willi n many areas in their lives. But there is a fervent repentance taking place at R23.I h a d Naomie type up the dictation of what took place through the night, and then around 8:00

    P m. I recorded a message to father's wife, Jennifer Jessop Jeffs, my wife, and told her that sheh a s been weighed in the balance and found wanting. She has lost her place and have all herordinances restored. She must leave the land of refuge and go to a house in hiding. I gave herencouragement that this does not have to take long, and I explained where she was still proud andaspiring and had a personal vanity about her. And she must overcome her accusing andjustifying of bad feelings. I sent Naomie out to have her listen to that recorded message.The Lord has had me stay in my room since I arrived Saturday night. I thank the Lord for Hisguidance. Yearning to do the Lord's will through father in all things.I had Naomie rest and I read the mail, more letters from the people here at R23, as well as moreCanadian letters until around 11 :00 p.m. when Naomie came back in.I have been giving Tammara training on how to be a heavenly wife, and she is very responsive,always building testimony and Priesthood and a love for God in our connections.From 9: 15 p.m. until 10:00 p.m. I recorded a training and message from the Lord to all thepeople on the land of refuge we call R23, and in this training is given specific jo b assignmentsfor individuals. This training is to be listened to Wednesday night after I leave. The Lord hasshown me that I will be leaving today. It is now ten minutes after midnight into Tuesdaymorning. I seek of the Lord His will concerning any work to do with the new Bishop here, ofordinances and trainings, and the Lord's will be done. May He show me what to do next, talkingof our loving Heavenly Father. Praise God from whom all blessings flow, and His will be done,

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    Dictation onFriday, June 23, 2006First Presidency Home in Colorado10:50 a.m.

    Seeking o f the Lord for His Spirit to be with me. I retired at 10:15 p.m. last night. I was in theheavenly session from 11 :30 until now. I t has been nearly twelve hours. I thank the Lord for thismarvelous experience. And that the Lord is in charge. I have had dream after dream showing mewhat would have happened had my older brothers continued among the people. In particular Isaw Brian Jeffs, LeRoy Jeffs, Ward Jeffs, and David Jeffs, and how they would have corruptedmany people. I have seen many visions through the Lord showing me Brian Jeffs heart, how heyearns to be with me, yet he continues as a gentile, and would corrupt many people. I have beenreaching and yearning what does all this mean? I saw how they would have helped cause me tobe taken by my enemies. I saw Ward Jeffs destroy and kill children. I saw LeRoy Jeffs darkenedand gentile. The Lord is particularly emphasized to me how Brian Jeffs, thought he desires to bewith me, he is darkened. I want to do the Lord's will with everyone, not sympathize even with

    my own brothers. And I say the Lord's will be done.I am to go and do sealings at Shem Jeffs house, the other two ladies o f Nephi Jeffs, which willleave these three ladies here at the house, and they will need to be very prayerful. I am to haveJohn Wayman purchase a new car. I will not be driving that same red car any more. The Lord'swill be done. I am to warn the Presiding Elder 's at R17 and R23 to have no personal contactwith government officials, but to use other people.Praise God from whom all blessings flow. End dictation just before 11 :00 a.m.