little star - poems

Poetry Series

Little Star- poems -

Publication Date: 2007

Publisher:Poemhunter.com - The World's Poetry Archive

Little Star() Born in Feb 4, i was the STAR and the apple of the eye of my loving parents as igrew up..my brod and sisters knew all this (giggle) ..i started writing poems atage 14.. also loved to draw. Some poems written and compiled were illustratedwith my own drawings...

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A Friend I Need Just stay around as a friendUntil I find the strength to stand on my own againNever leave my side and let me aloneNow that I needed some shoulder to lean onEvery word you'd say now comes as a cureComfort me when I'm sad and unsureAll that I have seemed to tear me downAs if the world is turning upside downUnload the burden from my weary soulMake me smile through thick, thin and allPut me where I could be happy as I can beDon't leave my side so you could catch me when I fallNot that I wanted you to suffer with me tooGo not please, but stay..this I beg of you.. Little Star


A Little Lady's Prayer Our FatherPlease give me a loverTrue and sincereA scholar he must beIn the bar, a topnotcherHail MaryLet him love meA girl so prettyAnd that would be meAnd I swearTo love him foreverGive him much tender careAnd leave him never Little Star


A Lot To Learn Did I ever fail youWhen you wanted me aroundI came running, almost pantingWishing not to lose a single momentDid I ever hurt youWhen you said it could be the lastI felt like going crazyFearing you would be gone from meCome now, hold me tightCrush me in your arms tonightLet me feel the burning flameStraight from your heart before the night will endThere's a lot to learnWhy love could be this fascinatingThere's a lot to knowWhy I am this madly in love with you Little Star


A Love So Warm I heard your voiceIn my heartYou touch meWith your heartShow me the lightWhen I get lostIn the darkYou lift me upWhen I get hurtSave my soulFrom the depthsReveal the truthIn period of uncertaintyHug me dearWhen I’m in fearYou open the wayAnd bestow the keyPut back my smileAnd the radianceOf a life sweet and freeWhen no one else to shareYou are always thereA helping handA love so warmThank you so muchMy Saviour, my God..I love youWith all of my heart Little Star


A Moon Without A Face Must I say goodbye to youAfter you told meI can never ever see your faceI feel the pain creeping into my heartHow truth hurtsIt simply cuts deep into my heartMust I say goodbye to youAnd leave everything behindI feel like wanting to go'Cause loving you is hurting me soThere is nothing else I could doBut I go where dreams would lead me toYour name I wanted to findYour face I wanted to seeYour love I wanted to be mineA desire I wanted to let go Little Star


A Small Request I have one small request, my GodFor a friend I treasured mostHeal his wounds,30 stitches sewnInjured in bombing in a distraught land Restore him his strengthLet him continue on his questSchools they build, hearts they feedChildren, parents and teachers in need His pain my pain, his joy my joyHis work his passion, his flair his lifeHe is your son, protect him from all harmPlease let him pursue his dream back to that land Little Star


A Song In My Heart If we were meant for each otherWhy should I lose you nowWhy can't I fight for our loveI feel hopeless and aloneWhy don't you try to find meWhen you're lonely and blueWhy should you let me lose youAnd let me cry all aloneIf we were meant for each otherWhy can't we be togetherWhy I couldn't even hold youAt night when I'm freezing blueWhy can't we fall and be freeFrom all the ties that bind us apartWhy do we have to fall in loveIf we were not meant to be Little Star


A Timeless Splendor Nursery rhymes like priceless goldA timeless splendor for little children, the young and the oldA treasure of wisdom shared unlimitedEven paupers yet them can bountifully inherit In bedtime, they close children’s eyesHeld captive by the sound of the black sheep’s sighsFrightened of the spider as it did scare Little Miss MuffetAs minds float in dreams of Twinkle Twinkle Little Star Little Star


Aela The Winner Aela, who seems so sweetEagerly writing from your heart so trueLosing yourself in your thoughts that are never blueAs you look deep within your soulMaking such beauty with your penIn a way that causes my heart to beat so fast So sweet yet so strong often aloneYet not so lonely a lady but yet a strong conquerorA winner destined for success because life's too shortTo just sit and dwell on the pains that have hitAnd taken their toll yet with a strength from above You have taken the wings of a dove so innocentYet so brave and soared above them allBecause peace and happiness is a choice that you have chosenAnd a way of life that is an inspiration to all As they begin to look deep withinAnd take on the role of a warriorDestined to win the battles of the mindif all will only look above and will seeBecause the Lord is so kindSo Aela, bless us all with your passion so clearSince you are such a sweet sweet dear (Written by Lewster, USA, April 5,2008) Little Star


Again Again she pleadAlmost beggingAlmost kneelingAlmost cryingButAgain he ignored herAs he did beforeClosing all doorsShutting all windowsAnd soAgain she walked awayCrushed as she was beforeAnother promise she madeNot to walk her way back to his door again Little Star


Aghast Things didn’t work out rightAs I thought they should beI woke up feeling goodAnd was excited to see you again today But what a heck had happenedYou left me in the middle of our conversationYou logged off, as if banging up the door behind meI was bewildered, aghast, feeling dismayed No words but tears speaking silentlyAs they flowed down my cheeksMy heart crushed like lemonadeThe pain engulfed me like dragon’s teeth I kept looking at the doorHoping it would open and I’d see you againThe clock turning the minutes into hoursThe morning into night, you’re nowhere in sight Little Star


Alone So deep the silenceI am drowned beneathSo deafening it makesThe sound of tear dropp could be heard No one to talk toBut the mirror of my own shadowThoughts spoiled with sadnessAs blank stares get lost in the empty space Little Star


Always There God gave us the sunTo give us energyTo brighten up our day God gave us the moonTo light our pathTo keep us safe at night God gave us the starsTo soothe our soulsAllow our tired bodies to cool So God is always there you seeIn all our lives, night and dayShining above us so tenderly Little Star


Apart In Time You were still a moist in the airSuspended in spaceWhen I came out of the earth Years have passed me byRolling past the gallowsWhen your mother gave you life Two worlds set apart in timeTrying to forge a dreamIn a sigh to pass us by Little Star


Arreverderci, Mi Amore I now must bid goodbye to youBefore another day should break its dawnI could not bear to see your heart breakOver me because I failed youLet my memory with you lingerThat somewhere in the past, I was really thereTogether we shared many happy hoursAmidst the dark cyberspace somewhere The time has come for me to goBecause I could not bear to break your heartI am but just a fading fantasyAnd so, it could not really lastBut the love was real, so were the feelings,The words being said and those that were unspokenAll was true and kind, real and sincere,Every matter counts, every moment a memory Hate me if you must,But love me if you still shouldBut I could only be a dreamAnd never for real…that is the truthBefore I go, let me say this one more timeYou made me happy every moment divineNever can I forget you nor take your memories awayForever they would remain fresh in my memory Arreverderci, mi amore…. Little Star


Beautiful Charms On Valentine’s Day Some say nothing is more romantic and sweetTo say I love you with flowers red, white and pinkBeautiful blooms for the love of your life that brings magicA beautiful charm that goes with red balloon, cushion bear and chocolate A shade of two dozen red roses carries passionIris and tulips are impressive in their blue tonesHugs and kisses go with elegant white carnationSuch heart taking showcase of love and romance in fashion But nothing is more beautifulThan let the words coming from your heart flow in your mouthA tender whisper of these magic words “I love you”Enough to tell your valentine she is all the world for you Little Star


Black Tales A real love is hard to findSo many try to promiseThey will stand by your sideBut they are not there when things go wrongAll you know is they have leftAnd you’re doomed A wonderful dream of Asian cruiseA flight across some white sand beach and blue shoresA haven of songs and rosesAll these are lies and broken promisesA sting of black scorpion and black talesAll these are turned into real nightmares Little Star


Bring Me My Wings Bring me my wingsSo I could flyUp high above in the skyOver the ridges, mountainsRivers and seasOver the canyonsAnd over the hillsLet me ride on the windLet me sing with the breezeTo my heart's contentLet me enjoyThe complete freedom in spaceLet me kiss the cloudsLet me play with the birdsI am an angelAn angel without wings Little Star


Can'T They Be Kind Enough? I cannot understandWhy some foreigners detest FilipinosThey call them namesAnd humiliate them in publicSome questioned the raceEven questioned the name of the countryDid they ever wonderThat the Philippines sent missionariesTo every corner of the earthAs doctors, nurses, educators, and caregiversAs engineers, skilled workers, artists and singersDid they ever wonderWhat contributions have these FilipinosMade to their fellow human beings abroad?Did they not touch heartsWith the services they renderedDid they not give enough of themselvesTo be fruitful and productiveIf there are any bad guysAren’t there any bad guys too in other countries?I am a Filipino and I am proud to be oneI love my country, it is beautiful like a maidenAnd my heart is just as vulnerableTo get hurt by unkind writings and sayingsSome aliens madeAgainst my country and my countrymen..Can’t they be kind enough? Little Star


Come Home To Me Come home to me, my dearestWhen the sun rests his cloak in the westWhen the darkness swallows up the nightAnd the birds hide their wings after a long flight Stay with me until sunriseMeet me halfway in my dreamGive me all your mightAs I surrender to you all that I have Little Star


Coming Home Home is where you areHere in my heartWhere you would always stay with MEForever in every dayI will write and say each wordIn every space and on the wallsWhere you can read them everydayJust to show how much you mean to MEI will hang them on the starsSo you could see them each nightWhenever I am out of sightI will let the moon shine on youAs if I am watching over youI will ask the windTo whisper my loving words for youAnd make you feel I am nearAs the soothing air touches your skinI will ask the birds to wake you upAs if my voice rings in your earThe leaves to rustle as if I caress your hairI’m coming home to you, babyHere in my heart (September 12,2008) Little Star


Crazy Love I dont want to love you anymoreI've been fed up with your liesYou said you gonna love me till the endBut it's all up in your lips and not in your headI dont love you anymoreYou must know I tried to forget youEven in my dreamsI refused to dream of youYou used to be everything for meToday you are only a memoryThat I wanted to escape awayBecause I dont want to go crazyLoving youBecause I already have gone crazyOf your crazy love Little Star


Daybreak Golden clocks are screamingWhen dawn is breakingMoon and Star/s are fadingWhen red Sun is rising. Little Star


Dead Stream Much as I wanted to stayI can not, my heart it bleedThe pain too muchI cannot takeWhat gain I getBut tears that fledMine eyes now drySadness resideHow come tomorrowToo vague to borrowWhat become of meNow lie in sorrowI not know myselfBut that you hateYou not talking to meYou’re like a streamThat’s long been dead Little Star


Deaf And Mute, The Night The night is long and endlessIf what you only hear is your own heartbeatOnly the dead walls are your witnessAnd the sightless ceiling your centerpiece The night is cold and lonelyWhen what strikes you is only the frozen spaceTrying to fool your sensesYour deep sighs blend with the barrenness The night is silent and quietWhen there’s no one to talk to by your sideDeaf and mute like your shadowBeside you only that gorgeous soft little pillow Little Star


Delusion Sitting, sighing and waitingHoping, wondering and dreamingOrating, chatting and singingBiting, crying and shoutingIrritating, grunting and moaningEtching, drawing and painting I sit here, giving out long sighs while waitingHoping and wondering you will come and dream with meI talk to myself, chatting on the net, singing the hours awayBiting my nails in desperationCrying my heart out as I shout your nameI get irritated because it’s been hoursGrunting and moaning as I am starting to drowseI begin to etch the canvassTo draw that frozen smile I pictured in my mindOnly a painting could tell meI am seeing the real you Little Star


Don'T Ask Me How can she sayTo tell those who asked her about youThat the love you have for herIs true How can she tell themShe is so proud to have youThat she wanted to shout to the whole world‘I love you’ They would not understandAnd they never couldHow love could growBetween her and you They would not understandThat you would fall for a womanOld enough to be your momThat she would fall for you, old enough to be her son Is it forbidden?Is it impossible?Was she born too early for you?Were you born too late for her? ..Could the love be true? (Don’t ask me…I don’t know the answer..) (inspired by the movie '40 Carats', a story about a successful businesswoman inher 40s who decides to have an affair with a young man in his 20s) Little Star


Don'T Fake Death So horrible the deathIf you fake it yourselfYou could feel the bloodRunning out of your fleshYou could feel your limbsBeing pulled apartYour strength departingBreath short and briefHead in a turmoilBrain burstingDistorted images seenFrom your heavy eyesNow slowly droppingYou moan in agonyIn endless painYour words now falteringYou wish not to sufferYou wish death would be realAnd not a fake like you didYou call on God to end it all upBut it ain’t your time yetSo that makes every second so excruciatingThe doctors will tell youYou should have done it perfectlyIf you want to fake death So now you're savedGod give you back your lifeThis time protect it with all honestyGuard it from all anxietyYou still have to complete your missionSo take the challenge without hesitationKeep your body safeIt is the temple of GodSo love and protect itDon’t destroy itLove your life,Live your lifeIn God’s wonderful ways


So don't fake deathLife is not ours to take. Little Star


Draw A Line The tears have driedThe pains have goneThe scars have healedTime to smile againTime to leave the pastDraw a lineThat I may not go backSo I can go forwardAnd move on with my life Little Star


Enough Enough of the tears he had not seenOf the thousand calls he never cared to listenEnough of the waiting that only brought me painOf the beautiful dreams that will never come again Enough of the loving that vanished in the windOf he hurts and aches that made this heart brokenEnough of the sweet words that were left forgottenThe sweet lies that I no longer wished to listen It is time to close the chapter and make a new sceneTo write another story of my life, love and gamesIt is time to move on and be whole againTo embrace the future with smile and hope regained Little Star


Flowers For Nicole Your eyes and smile still haunted me each night and dayI longed for your touch since you've gone awayYou turned me crazy when you touched the most sensitive part of meI wished you could come home to me everyday as you used toAnd take me into paradise with youYou are always with me, in my thoughts, in my mindAnd in my heart where you would always stayI still see your face in every faceI could still hear your voice in every voiceI could see your smile in every smileThe whole of you in a maddening crowdI wish you could still feel the love I have for youI hope you still can hear me clear when I say I love youAnd the solemn prayers I offer in tearsAs I lay these fresh flowers for you on your final resting place... Little Star


For More And More Of You I hear your sweet voice in my earsAs the soft wind gracefully glidesThrough the treetops as they sway in unisonBeckoning me to come closerAnd to listen intently as the mystical voices fill my headWith desire and thoughts that you are not so far away And as I run faster and faster among the treesDeeper and deeper into the forestI go wanting to hear more and moreOf your sweet soothing beautiful voiceThat mesmerizes me into a state of quivering desireFor more and more of you Because of the peace and tranquility that covers meLike a fog and takes me into a world of happinessWhere we are free to feel all that we desireAnd all that we hope to have together as twoWho are so far away but yet as near As the winds that whisper from across the distancesAnd blow so softly bringing hope and anticipationOf the promises of an embrace and a kissTo satisfy the longing of a trembling soul That listens and awaits for a new wind to blow, A new star to shine and fresh new glimmering rays of hopeFrom the full moon so high aboveAs I am caught up in my dreams and desiresFor my lover so far away. (Written by Lewster, USA, April 15,2008) Little Star


Fq Our Pet Dog She groaned in painKeeping her voice so little as not to be heardBut she must give all her strengthTo bring out tiny shadows out as she lainWrapped in tiny dots of brown, black and whiteThey crawled out slowly to their mother's sideBut she not knowing how to careWanting to love but not her milk to shareShe pulled them close to herTheir eyes still closed, her voice their lightAs they groped together, crying in the darkBut love cant live without feeding them insideThey died one by one slowly and she criedFor two days she kept them still, now without lifeTruth she later learned how terrible the acheIn tears and wailing voices she began to dig the earthWe all watched her filled with griefNot knowing how we humans could helpAs she buried her four two-day old lovely puppies in their grave Little Star


Free Again If love has turned to hatredWhy should a couple stay longer togetherAnd everyday hurting each otherYou said something like letting go of meYou need not push me awayI can no longer play the part of a foolSo I am heading for the open doorIt must be nice to be freeFree from your endless crueltyAgain I feel the coldnessThis time, it's not a strange feeling anymore Little Star


Friends Come And Go Friends just come and goSome did stay for a whileSome never came backHow can you trust your heartNot to get hurtWhen they moved awayLike todayQuite a time for reflectionTruth unfoldsTime is not ours to keepNot ours to holdTime enough to sayGoodbye to yesterday Little Star


Gift Of Faith I put all my cares on your holdBelieving If things are lostYou give them back a hundred foldIn you I put all my trustBy doing so, you give peace to my heartYou taught me how to smileIn my troubles and in human guileYou taught me how to forgiveAnd forget the wrongs people didI carry my cross to follow youThe patience I bear in whatever I doI feel your healing touchAnd the joy of your pure loveThank you, my Lord JesusFor the gift of faith you sent me from above Little Star


Going To Work Heavenly Father, please don’t get me lateLet me reach the office before eightHere I am, caught in a trafficPlease don’t let me panic Little Star


Gone All of a suddenThe feelings goneNo pain, no complaintsIt’s all acceptanceOf what has beenNo more invitation to tearsNo regrets of what might beBecause it’s all liesUnderneath the promisesFrom his sweet lipsThe truth unfolds itselfNot to pursue the dreamThat was gone away too soonAlong with it goes the hopesAnd the trust that rustAnd she just smilesShe has awakened too soonFrom the nightmare ofThe love she thought was real Little Star


Goodbye gone is the spirit of lovethat I once see in your eyes gone is the warmthof your laughterthat I once used to hear there is no life left anymorein everything you do when you are with meyour mind is somewhere else I looked into your eyesbut your gazes went past me so now I say.... goodbye to lovegoodbye to heartachesgoodbye to yesterdayhello to tomorrow Little Star


Grape Memories My husband said to meIn one twilight zoneWhen the moon begins to shineAnd the stars begin to dance“Hey baby, grandma’s vineyardNow fully blownWould you like to see it? ”Of course I do, I said smilinglyThen he pulled meTo one grapefruit bunchWe looked like new lovers in the pale moonlightAnd he said with the lovely look in his eyes‘Would you like to have one? ”I said, of course I doHe picked one and gave it to meI asked him “May I wash it first? ”I always loved to look into his romantic eyesHe said “Go on, don’t worryThe rain washed it yesterday”He put a slight but tender kiss on my big noseOh he really was a romantic fellowHow I really loved him soI put the grape into my mouthAnd chewed it with gleeBut hey I said..”You sure this one right to eat? ”He said “ Why you asked? Of course it is”I said “Why it keeps bouncing in my teeth? ”And he said “Oh baby, that isn’t real grapeIt’s only plastic in this vineyard to decorate”Ohh, so I was the firstTo have tasted a plastic grape.. Little Star


Happy Or Sad? It happened so quicklyThings went wonderfully from the startAll of a sudden, out of the bluesWe started arguing and everything went to a stop I could not understandIf I should be happy or sadI was crying when you said it was overNothing could bring us back I should be happyIt was freedom from torture for meBut I was sadBecause we drifted apart Surprisingly the pain didn’t last longMy heart could have gone numbOr it could have gone strongOr was I glad I could return to where I once belonged Little Star


Happy Valentine's Day Your love shines on meAnd gives me life and joy to my daysYour love never ceasesEven in my terrible mistakes I gave you my heartWith my everlasting loveI hold on to you sincerelyAnd you hold on to me with great intensity Once again I sayI love you, my God AlmightyI give you my heart againOn this Valentine’s Day Little Star


Hard To Find I write down things I thinkWhen I can’t think, I cannot write a thingEmpty is the paper that waits for my penThe words too hard find, in my head hiding They used to reside in my heartFeed unto my brainBut the heart now devoid of feelingsThe refusal itself tears me apart I need to be in loveOr someone to break my heartThen words would sprout from every cornerAll I do is grab them by the hand Little Star


Hate Me Not Don't hate me for a simple reasonThings may not be that bad at allDon't cry for me, never make a teardropp fallLet love reign to make you feel wonderfulInstead be happy and rejoiceThis angel will stay and bring you joysDon't let in pain, and heartaches and sorrowsThose are things forgiven, past and lostI did not come to bring you sorrowsBut to bring you joy and laughterAnd love that would endure a lifetimeSo dry up your tears now and start the day with a big smile Little Star


Healed With Time For the first ten long years since they made their solemn vowsHe had not showed her much love and kindnessBut bruises, pains, and heartaches,Too many instances of mental and physical torture he gave He hit her hard on her face, she got thrown meters awayBefore she managed to get up on her kneesHe kicked her hard on her back A locked jaw coupled with pain in the spinal column, she moanedIf she had to eat, she had to flatten up the food on the spoonHer tears falling down, blending with the rainHe did not send her to a doctor, she ached in the gloomShe couldn’t get away, he locked her in the room The scar on her right cheek was still visibleThe earring buried in blood where his hand on her right face fallThe bruises on her arms, shoulders and lower breastHave healed with time, as her heart did forgive She tried to be a good wife and a good motherHe had all her love and time, even every minute of her ownShe asked God in her lonely hour where she had gone wrongOr did he see her like a fool because she just loved more? He wouldn’t want to talk to her if it wasn’t about moneyHe looked at her as if she was his enemyShe thought if his girlfriends were too good in bedShe tried to be good too and beautiful just for himOr were they just good because they were younger than her? Ten long years and she survivedAnd she wanted to stay for moreHis mother left him when he was three years oldNo one else to understand him better than she could She always believed God is watchingShe believed God wouldn’t give her anything she can’t bearMore years with him she prays she can survive, she will survive…


She could work things out, she just needed to be strong She believed prayers can do wondersShe hold on to her faith for grace aboveShe always tried to hold back the tears and set sorrows asideWith God in her heart, she knows she can survive, she will survive… (From a faithful wife's diary) Little Star


Hopeless Upon his knees, he creepsWith arms stretched, face so paleA word is spoken from his trembling lipsHis dying heart is bound to break The wind to him whispersTo cease from mourning tillSomeone from the passing breezeMay save him from love’s spell Rain starts to fall to the groundWith peals of thunder ring aroundDeaf with frustration, blind with heartachesHe heeds to the hill, and the world shakes It’s all over, silence fellAnd there among the bushesBlood sheds, kneels a girlOver his lifeless body, roll the tears Little Star


How How to be happy when you are sadHow to laugh when you are madHow to survive when you are out of breathHow to find when you are not searchingHow to smile when you are in pain Little Star


How Come I Not Know Hiding in the closetHiding from youNot wanting to hear your liesNot wanting to see you go Closing my eyesIn silent criesMy heart brokenFilled with regrets How come I not knowIt's rough road I followHow come I not knowThere's no joy but sorrow How come I not knowIt is to late for regret Little Star


How I See You I see you from the depths of infinityIn the shadow of my fantasiesWhere your reflection is ably etchedI see you like a warrior strongThat defeats my elusive whimsAnd captured my heart like a willing preyI feel you from my broken sighs and breathsIn every beat my heart revealsFrom every trip of water from the virgin springThat quench my dying thirstI hear you from the melody bees and birds makeEchoed through the wings of the windThat flies over the ridged mountains and hillsFrom the birth cries of the green leaves of springFrom the minute splinter of snowflakes on my window grillsI adore you farther east to westFrom north to south, in heaven and on earthTill eternity my graying life can reach (Inspired by Elizabeth Browning's How Do I Love Thee) Little Star


Hush Now Hush now, my dear heartDon’t waste your tearsCrying over a loveThat never existsBut only liesThat are hiddenBehind rainbows of wordsWritten from someone’s wicked lipsCome out nowFrom your refugeDon’t hide under veilOf emptinessExplore and learn moreIn this wild school of lifeSpell out the word joyWear it on your face with a smileYou have the choice to be happyYou have the rightTo live with reasonAll is not lostWhen he left you aloneYou still have your heartLet it breathe to live and love once againScars of pain will remainBut don’t dwell on themGo out and enjoyThe beauty of the morningThe glow of twilightThe loveliness of summerThe struggle of everydayLive life for it is a giftGrow with the seasonRise up when you fallEmbrace the rainElse you might not see it againThe heart is made to loveAnd love sometimes is painfulBut at least you knew what love meansYou can tell its wonder


When there’s no more to tell… Little Star


I Believe I do believeThat God sent you to me and me to youThat you and I are meant for oneThat my heart wasn't wrong to fall in love with youI do believeThat I can hold on to with you until foreverThat loving you is living for my lifeThat there will never be anymore tomorrowWithout you by my side Little Star


I Don'T Wanna Say Goodbye All day long I searched for youBut nowhere else could I find my heartAre you out there somewhere forgettingThis your little princess slowly dying? Maybe it's over, the feelings goneMaybe we should stop from here, all lines brokenMaybe this is only a dream after all and never for realMaybe I should cease from dreaming and face the end So maybe you're right not to pass this way againThe roads are blocked with thorns and darknessYou can't see nor hear from me againYou can't see how my heart is broken You're right not to pass this way againThe truth will only cause you painIt's enough that we have loved for a time now lostIt's enough that sometime we did have each other Let then all these be a memoryOf a love so beautiful, sweet and lovelyThe story of a little princess who started fallingFor a prince who promised her of a love that was forever Bury my body deeply where it could rest in peaceLet me say your name over and over until breath goes out of meMaybe somewhere in time you'll search for me once moreIf we are really meant for each other, I will rise and live for you again Little Star


I Love You So I write my heartFor you to seeYou are the bestOnly for meYour name engraned Deeply insideI love you soMy valentine Little Star


I Promise My heart battled with my prideI was hurt and so stay away I triedBut my heart plead I should see you at lastI had sleepless nights while we were apart I felt like dying in those two days I didn't see youI felt like crazy thinking what to doI need my heart to keep me aliveI need you to give life to my heart Today I realized I can’t live without youYou can tell me lies or tell me the truthI don’t care as long as you are thereTo me you are all that matter I promise I won't leave you anymoreI promise I would love you even moreIn winter chills and summer nightsI would walk into your dream to hold you tight (September 13,2008) Little Star


I Remember Of course, I heard them allEverything you said and those that were left unspokenAnd yes, I understood them allEverything you did and will be doingI remember every lineI remember every note of your voiceI remember every line of your faceI remember it when you said foreverThat is why I love youThat is why I stayThat is why I keep on smilingBecause you are the reason for my existence Little Star


If You Feel Like Lovin' Me If you feel like lovin' meSay the words and hold me closeGrip me tight or I'll get looseYou'll never catch on me again To you, love is like a gameSo come, let's play it coolBut darling, don't mistake meI love you but I'm no fool So if you feel like lovin' meLive the world and make it singDon't play those old tricks againI'll no longer hold on to it like before Little Star


Illusion An image of a flashing dreamAn illusion that tricks my mindVanish, oh dream, from meFloat away and meltLike a snow in a noisy stream Little Star


In His Eyes There was something in his eyesDifferent from any otherHis gazes went through my soulCaptivating my heart and all His eyes were that enchanted meWhen I first saw him down the hallHe looked my wayI felt like rolling to him like a ball There was magic in his eyesI saw hearts came flying byThey sparkled like diamondsDrawn like magnetIn his arms, myself I found Little Star


In My Dream How I wish time flew so fastFor me to finally see you at lastHow I wish I would still find you thereAs you promised to even wait foreverLet me not think of anything but thisThat your feelings for me never changeThat love, understanding and patienceWould still in your heart remainWhoever you areOnly my heart knows you too wellEvery night when I retire to sleepMy mind whispers but same nameWishing I would find you still in my dream Little Star


In One Moment In Time I cannot believe my eyesYou are here with me at lastYou found me when I was the one searchingIt's so good to be in your arms again In one moment in time I feel like floatingLike bubbles dancing and bouncing in the rainMy broken wings started to flipTo fly to you in a swooping swift In such one moment in timeA thousand wishes fulfilledI kiss the hearthaches goodbyeI claim my win that was all mine (February 2,2009) Little Star


In Your Own Time I am lonely but I am not alone Because I know You’re hereWatching over me I am sad but I am not cryingBecause I know You will makeEverything better later I am restless but I can waitBecause I know You do thingsIn their best time and in Your own time Little Star


Invisible She hides awayIn the cornerAfraid of the lightDarkness is her world nowNo one to see herAlone In tearsNo one can break her nowNo one can hurt her nowShe is invisibleIn the darknessOnly she could see herselfOnly she could hear herselfAll the madnessIn her mindBegin to playBut she should fear notHer own shadow shields herFrom the outside world Little Star


It's Christmas Time Again It's Christmas time againTo make that long list of thingsGifts for kids and friendsTo bring out sweet smiles in them It soothes the mind, hearts and souls of menListening to Christmas carols people singIt brings real joys and gladnessIn our hearts this Baby Jesus brings Bright lights and colorful things we seeEverywhere and in green and white Christmas treesAll hearts are delightful and dancingAll merry to celebrate Baby Jesus' birthday once again Merry Christmas to everyone! ! ! Little Star


It's Raining It’s raining hardToday seems pretty badCan’t go out and playJust watching rain fall heavily It’s raining hardSky so gloomy and darkNo moon to watch tonightNo stars to count with delight It’s raining hardStreet is in floodCan’t go buy some chocolateSo I just sit here and wait So I am waitingFor the rain to stop fallingThen I go buy chocolateAnd watch TV while I eat Little Star


I'Ve Found A Place I've found a placeWhere I can put my mind at peaceWhere I can dry up all my tearsWhere I can put an end to all my worries It is a place where love aboundsWhere joy and happiness surroundsIt is a place where you and I can trustIt is the wonderful place in God's loving heart.. Little Star


John 3: 16 “For God so loved the world…”This is such the greatest love of all “…That He gave His only begotten Son…”This is such the greatest gift for mankind “…That whosever believeth in Him…”This is such the greatest faith we should keep “…Shall not perish…”This is such the greatest promise to hold on to “…But have everlasting life…”This is such the greatest reward to receive and live forever Little Star


Just Hoping Again I come to visit youJust wanting to feel you're aroundJust hoping these little whispersWould still reach you beneath the groundI told you about my workI told you about the childrenI told you everything was fineBut deep inside my heart I missed youI talked to you in my dreamTelling you my love for you never changedOnly your presence is goneBut beautiful memories of you will always remain Little Star


Just Nothing Just sitting down hereTrying to create an imageBut what are these tears for?What am I gazing at?I see nothing but the glaring monitorAnd I cryI know not whyI hear the leaves whisperingI understand their messageBut they don’t understand meAnd they never canThere is something I wantSomething I wish for a thousand timesFor each wish, a tearFor each tear, a sigh… Little Star


Keeping My Faith In a manger, He was bornThat in living I should be humble He healed the blind and the sickThat my faith would heal my wounded spirits He prayed in the Garden of GethsemaneThat I too should pray to God with bended knees When Pilate asked if He is King of the Jews, He said You say soThat I should know He is indeed the living God When crowned with thorns, He did not complainThat I too could endure my pains He reached the Calvary, bearing His crossThat I too could learn patience to achieve my goals He called the Father while dying on the crossThat in times of despair, to God I too could call He stepped on the waters without seeing Him fallThat if I keep my faith in the Lord and in myself, nothing is impossible Little Star


Kenjie Kenjie is my family dogHe fur is whiteWith small brown spotsHe sleeps like a logHe eats like a cat He doesn’t bark at allIf there’s a stranger in the hallHe only does when you open the doorSort of impressing you that he is on call I said he sleeps like a logHe doesn’t notice the bugCrawling slowly on his noseBut when it finally wakes him upHe tries to scratch it out like mad I said he eats like a catChewing the food too slowlyWe thought he is a gayBut he did make a puppyWith a female dog next doorWho visits him everyday Little Star


Last Card TodayI diedA thousand deaths TodayThe worldStops spinning TodayMy heart bleedsIn crucial pain TodayI lostMy last card TodayI criedMy last tears TodayI heardMy last voice TodayI sangMy last song TodayMy last hopeCeased to dwell TodayI mournedMy own funeral (August 27,2008)


Little Star


Last Night Last night as I was lying in my bedMy thoughts wandered through in spaceMy deepest desire is to see us togetherHolding each other's handsFolded in each other's armsI never knew love could be this horribleBut at the same time beautifulHorrible it is seemed to beBecause it steals away my sleeping hoursYour words like swords piercing into my heartStripping off my thoughts from focusing in whatever I doBut beautiful it is seemed to beBecause I now found meaning of my existenceSee meaning in colors, painting the world all around me Little Star


Leave Softly I am leavingI shall leave no traceDo not weep for meJust let me goAs I let you goI do not weep for youMy tears have driedI am setting you freeAs you set me freeDon’t leave any traceFor me to followJust leave softly, love I can not goWhere you are goingYou can not comeWhere I am goingWe start from hereGoing on our separate waysYou go eastI go westDon’t look backJust move on and carry onThe farther we walkThe farther we grow apartGoodbye, my loveYes, this is goodbye.. Little Star


Let It Go She closed her eyesBut could not sleepShe heard the fan rambling above herDogs barking in the neighborhoodAutombiles siren along the roadShe could hear her own heartbeatHer mind signalled a sad memoryHer heart respondedA pain she feltShe would not want to cryShe told herself not anymoreNot this time, it's overLet it go (September 30,2008) Little Star


Let Me Be Let me be the starThat you look up to from this farLet me be your day and your nightYour sunrise and sunsetEveryday of your life Little Star


Like The Monsoon Wind So little timeFor little talksIt's goodbyeAll that's left are memoriesHurts of the last embracePains creepingLike salt dripsOn open woundsQuestions left unansweredToo many words left in the closetBlank staresListening to the silenceAs if breath stopsAs if heaven falls apartThe world just ceased movingAs if heart stops beatingHow, why, what, whenNo reason, nothing at allHe just leftLike the monsoon windCan't seeEven his shadowEverything just fades awayWhere was sheWhere was heIn the pages of yesterdayOnly hurting memories Little Star


Listen A cry for helpWhose heart won’t melt?If you were in his shoesWhat would you have felt? Take the time to listenTo other people’s woesExtend your hand to reach outIt might change the world Little Star


Live For Me You’re lovable and adorableSo huggable and kissableYou’re that specialYou’re my guy You’re honest and prettyYou’re sweet like honeyYou make me smileYou make my day worthwhile No one has attracted me like you doNo one has touched my heart like you doI loved no one like I loved youI don’t want anybody else but you Without you I am nothingWithout you life has no meaningSo live for me as I live for youYou’re my dream come true Little Star


Lost I can't write anymoreWords have lost their meaningSince you've been goneNothing can be saidExcept this painAnd the emptiness (November 4,2008) Little Star


Lost In A Dream I've been tossing 'round and 'round my bedWanting to find my sleepI tried to close my eyesBut my mind is awakeWords are whispering in my earsTo get up and look my bestSomewhere out there in the dark spaceA ghost in the shadow of a moonA heart calling for a heartMany a thousand sweet words are burned in hoursJust talking and not speakingJust listening and not touchingAnd I went back to bedSmiling and drifting in the cloudsGetting myself lost in a beautiful dream Little Star


Lovebirds LOVEBIRDS They sing and danceHopping and making noisePlaying with their toysPecking and flying high and low They fight with their toesSometimes with their noseBut they kiss most oftenWith their own chosen spouse They cry when they are hungryThey sing when happyThey go in pairsA guy with a gal always They climb on laddersRing on bellsThey screech in high pitch soundsTo get some attention Little Star


Loving Hands You left too soonWhen weak still are my bonesYou just taught me how to standJust walked my first step and you were gone Still I tried to move onStumbling and falling, trying to manage on my ownNow it’s not your hand that pulled me up every time am downGod’s loving hands are taking me safely everyday to reach my home Little Star


Magic She Brings She walks with graceWith a sweet smile on her faceShe wears a mini skirtHis eyes are fixed on her He feels hot even on that very cold weatherHe begins to wipe the sweat on his foreheadHer smile must have caused all the heatHe just cannot think straight He feels he is getting younger everydayEvery time he sees her walking his wayHis friends begin to ask him of his secretHis simple answer, a pretty lady did such great thing to me But maybe it is not her smileThat brings all the magicIt’s all in the mini skirtThat shows off her pretty legs He just couldn’t believe it tooThat his wish would come trueTo finally meet a pretty ladyWho will bring him this kind of magic everyday Little Star


Mama Your voice so soft and mellowLike music and magic as words flowYour soothing touch when I am sickGives me more comfort than the medicine i takeI love it when you hug me dearlyWith or without reasonsJust to show your loving caresYou're always there to understandEven when things are out of handHow sweet it is to say your nameOver and over againMama, i love youMama, I miss youThis message will still reach you I knowAngels in the heavens will send them to youIn God's hands I know you're secureA mother's love is endless and a priceless treasure Little Star


Memories I remembered how you wooed meThe sadness in your eyesThe composure in your voiceThe fact that your mother left youWhen you were three years old I remembered how I loved youGiving you all the love that I could giveTrying to compensateThe love you never hadTrying to fill the voids in your life I remembered how you cared for meYou were always by my sideEverytime I gave birth to your every childKissing my hands, forgetting the pain of childbirthOvernight you watched me in my bed I remembered how the glow in your eyes lostWhen you shared with someone elseThe joys that was all mineShe was your new found diamondThe night turning into mornings in her bed I remembered how I tried to escapeThe sorrows I felt and dared face deathBeen much the apple of the eye when I was a childNow a doormat, a parasite you saidWas it God’s will that I should again live? I remembered how God’s miracles workedThe garden of love now relived and bloomedYou again proclaimed me your queen, and you my kingAll was well, wounds have healedAnd like a fairy tale, we did live happily everafter Little Star


Midnight Reverie The sun has set its glowTo give the moon its own full showWarm spirits roam to watchChandeliers of smiling stars above Sounds of crickets fill the airAs wind whistles here and thereTogether they create a symphonyTo complete my midnight reverie Little Star


Morning Showers Glittering showers of rainIn the early morningBut the sun was shining brightAmazing chain of teardrops from heaven’s eyes There appeared a rainbowBending gracefully in the sky so blueChildren smiled and cheered‘What a spectacular show! ” Trees, flowers and grasses greenEmbraced the falling rainThe soil dry in months now smiledAs water kissed its cracking lips Little Star


Moving On Sometimes things come rather too lateSometimes things come too early than expectedSometimes they never come at allSometimes we trip, stumble and fallBut we always rise, no matter whatWe hope for hope, and call on GodAll is not lost,As long as there still air to breathAnd the sun shines in the eastWe stay unfailing, and patiently waitSometimes we let things the way they areAnd let time heal a wounded prideSometimes we just have to let goMoving on forward,In big or little steps that we can do Little Star


My Friend I heard him knockingIn the door of my heartI was stubborn and badIgnored him till the knocking stopped When I was lost in the darkI felt I needed a friendOne who would show me the lightOne who would protect me with all his might I remembered him this timeBut wondered where he could beI called out his nameAnd I heard the knocks again I opened the doorI saw him standing there stillHe had been sitting there all alongJust waiting for me to call Wherever I go I take him with meHe is now a part of meAs he now lives in meHe is my Lord, my Saviour, my Friend.. I talk to him everydayIn many simple prayers he taught meI thank him for yesterday and todayI thank him for loving me Little Star


My Heart Goes With You My heart goes with youEverytime we said goodbyeMy thoughts are filled with youRecollecting what we had been saying a while agoAs I lay in my bed at nightI dream about you in my waking hoursAnd continue dreaming of youIn my deepest slumber until the night is throughWhy do you always bother meWhat is in you that keeps following me aroundI don't want to love youBut here I am falling for youI don't want to want youBut here I am longing for you Little Star


My Wish How I wish today's my graduation daySo I could finally see and feel you nearThe promise of a tender kissThe warmth of a sweet embraceHow I wish today I could hold you closeAnd bury your head unto my breastAs I run my fingers through your hairAnd smell the scent of axe and skinwhite breezeHow I wish to touch your faceAnd memorize every feature, every traceHow I wish to feel your breath as you whisperThose three little words that meant forever Little Star


No More No more do I see the sun shine in your smileNo more do I see the stars sparkle in your eyesNo more do I smell the scent of fresh flowers in your breathNo more do I taste the spring water in your kissNo more do I see heaven open in your touchNo more do I hear the cool breeze whisper in your voice As they begin to cover you from my sightShovels and earth sound like broken glass fallingOne by one they throw flowers on you as they slowly slip awayI can no longer see you through the mist in my eyesI can hear my voice lost between sobsI can feel my heart buried with you by your side Little Star


No Way Out Left aloneWith broken prideHeavily burdenedWith life’s hostilityNobody helpingNobody caresJust me and my shadowJust me and my sorrowI could only hearMyself, my voiceCrying in the wildernessIn the emptinessThe pain endlessThe tears consumedMy brain crackingCountless billsTo considerWhat to doWhere to goThere’s no way out Little Star


Now That You'Re Gone What's life now but a part of the nothingness I once hadWhen my world was yet but noneWhat's love now but a withered roseOf beauty lost, a variety of tragic showsWhat are there memories for me to keepBut emptiness to possessWhat is there to treasureBut sorrows and heartaches, tears and griefsNothing even memoriesNobody even your shadowLives with me now that you're goneEverything is gone too Little Star


Old Letters, Faded Photographs Old lettersFaded photographsOne last glanceOf every bitEvery pieceOf youFiled neatlyIn one nice boxTo be put awayIn one small cornerWhere I could seeEverydayAs if seeing you stillAs if feeling your eyesWatching meWaiting for meAs I get home each dayLike waiting for youTo get home to me tooNow a memoryOf all memoriesTo stayIn the corner of my mindI would only haveTo close my eyesTo see you thereThe old lettersThe faded photographsOf youOf the love that was thereAnd is still hereIn the heart of meAnd in the heartsOf our childrenAnd grandchildren Little Star


On A Night Like This A night with youIs a tender memoryTo lingerUntil the sun breaks through I wake upTo watch closelyThe face of the manMy heart belongs to Such sweet momentPaints a smile on my lipsMy inner sensesSo rich with joy To have you nearYet so far to touch Only my eyes feast on youThe night has a soulTo live for you and meTo make this dream come true On a night like thisAgain with you Little Star


On The Edge Of Despair I waited in vainA love borne out of a dreamI tried to breathDespite the painI could feel the knifeCutting half my heartThe blood dripping insideTears coming out of my eyesI died another deathKnowing this is the endOn the edge of despairI prayed to GodPlease hold tight my handi could feel myself fallingDown from where I standLet me witness againThe beauty of Your creationAnother sunriseAnother sunsetAnother hopeAnother dreamA new lifeA new beginning Little Star


One Dismal Day The veins of lightningIn unusual brillianceSewn from the dark angry skyThe distant laughterOf the thunderLike sounds of thousand horsesHoofing above the earthEven the fiercest hyenasHide themselves in gloomy cavesHumans shield themselvesUnder their shuttered dwellingsToo frightened to watch and listenTo the cracks of one dismal day Little Star


One Moonless Night Where feelings begin, words shall endNothing more, nothing less but the painGoodbyes and heartaches fill the sceneWhat used to be a serenade, moonlight laneIn night's bosom, moon and stars brightly shineTalking in medley amidst food and sweet wineSecrets revealed, color and beautyOne world hidden, one heart deceived and defiledWhat now to do and deem after every new dawnMind traveling in billion light years for such earth's distant moonJust wishing, hoping it's there, but pretend notUnanswered pleas, in black reminisces left to rotCry not, weep not, my beloved starYour heart just got over life's difficult taskGo on, move on, never look backOne more step forward, and you will be back on track Little Star


One Sunday Afternoon I hear laughters from happy loversOne Sunday afternoon as they watch the dying sun sink on shoreWith arms entwined in each other's waistsThey walk barefooted on white beach sandNow and then they look back to where they leftand look ahead to where they goI watch them sadly, wishing i could be with my loved one tooDreaming how we would have spent this dayLike the happy duo i saw Little Star


Our Love Song Someone played our love songThe music filled the airI remember our happy memoriesThe love we had, sweet and tender I was filled with smilesAs I drifted in years gone byNo regrets, only deep sighsWishing you were here with me tonight Little Star


Paper When I was just a little girlI never had a real dollMy doll was an empty bottleDressed with spotless paper ball When I was fourteenI could hardly buy a magazine to readSo I drew and made my own storiesOn white unsoiled paper with my pen When I was eighteenI had my first kiss with my first boyfriendWe didn’t see each other oftenSo I wrote prose and poetry for him When I was twenty twoI dreamed of white flowing chiffon wedding dressI did have a wedding but no wedding dress to wearI put away all my dreams on a piece of unstained paper When I was twenty sixMy children asked for many toysBut I could only buy someSo I made them many origami toys When I was fifty-fourI lost my beloved halfI wanted to say many things to himOn a dainty paper roll, I poured my feelings all Little Star


Please I ask of you, my GodTo always shine your light on meThat I will not get lost in the dark As night turns into dayAnd day turns into nightI ask please always be my Guide Please take care of my childrenBless and protect themThat they will turn their best Bless my father, sisters and brotherAnd all my friends tooAnd those that love You true Bless all nationsThe lands of fruits and seedsThat total peace will reign on earth If my time is at handPlease keep my soulIn Paradise with You Little Star


Prisoner Of A Promise Darling, love can waitAnd it will wait for youA man whose love is trueWill stay and prove his best If a man comes alongAnd offer you his kingdomBeware of him, leave him aloneSay sorry but I can build some My father says... Baby, look forward and onSuccess is just beyondGrab it then as you did to the moonAnd you will succeed in the long time run I agree with your MaLove can wait for youDon't set your mind in a dilemmaFollow us 'cause what we say is true And then I say... Yes, love can waitDon't you worry, my dearsI promise not to fall in loveUntil I am through in college Yes, I am a prisonerPrisoner of a promise so rareNever shall I give my heart to any manUntil I reach the age of twenty one Little Star


Running Away I kept on running awayStill I kept on coming backBut today will be the lastYou have completely broken my heart (October 3,2008) Little Star


Someday Just you and me somedayOne we will beAll that i haveAre yours to stayMy heart, my soul, my bodyEvery part of me Little Star


Somehow If some things don’t really lastPlease don’t you ever break my heartI don’t know how it is to liveWithout you life is incompletePlease don’t leave me feeling blueTell me once more your love is trueSwear to me you’ll always be thereEvery time I wanted you nearIf somehow along the wayYou would like to set yourself freePlease remember you’ll always beThe one and only true love for me Little Star


Something In His Eyes There is something in his eyesThat burned like flameMelting me like snowIn the open lane His gazes dipped into my soulCaptivating my heartIn sweet surrenderI gave my treasure all His eyes enthralled my wholeKeeps me awake at nightDreaming by dayA mind torture but sweet and gay Little Star


Stage Play At last, the prince found his princessAnd they lived happily ever afterThe wicked countess fled deep into the forestAnd never been heard againThe red curtains fellThe audience yelled'Let the countess go back to hell' The End Little Star


Starry Night A starry nightAnd when moon is brightIs a warm delightTo everyone’s sight Starlight is gloomyWhen friend moon is awayMaking night so lonelyBreaking heart of many Little Star


Stealing The Show You so engrossed with the NBA showMy naughty mind wanting something else to doPassing across the tv might helpYou'd notice my rosy lips But you so engrossed with the NBA showI tried another trick that might doPassing again across before youThis time with my black bikini and new hairdo But you so engrossed with the NBA showSo I sit on your lap pretending to watch the game with youI put your hands around me and rest them on my bellyI curled in your lap like a baby Now I had your attentionI stole your eyes into my directionIt’s time to sing and dance with gustoIt's time to put on a real show Little Star


Such A Willow The clock struck twelve noonA signal to leave one’s workLunch break is yummy goodEverybody stirred away for food My appetite complainedThat I should stop workingThey called hey you’re a workaholicHeroes have claimed their solemn pick I only smiled, said nothingI kept on working, time consumingI could hear the clock beatingI could hear my tummy ticking Nobody knew I liedDenying myself to take a biteI should save the penny for a rideTo take me back home for the night Nobody knew I cried insideBut it was something I should hideDamn this sinful prideThe dreadful truth once lavished, now deprived Being a widow is such a willowWith flowers glow, but without petals to showHad to stretch long branches to holdMore tomorrows for my children to grow Little Star


Teary Star Little StarWhy so wane your lightIn this moonless night?Why hide and cryDon't let tears lose your sightYour dying luster pictures your gloomToday is not the endDarkness is just a temporary guestBelieve the morrow still holds more hopeYour friend Moon will come backTo lend you his awesome spark Little Star


Thank You For My Children I could say that I am luckyTo have been blessed with three sons and no daughtersThey fix the plumbingThey replace bad electrical wiringsThey repair broken roofsThey pull out heavy goodsThey dislodged trees that fallThey rebuild reclining wallsJust think how my life could beIf I had lovely daughters instead of strong boysI would call out a plumberAn electrician, a carpenterHire a loader or a trailer or a masonNow I know why God made it soWhen He called out my husband so earlyTo add to His thousand angels at bayI thought I was not readyTo run my home, to be a father and mother all aloneBut he left me three sturdy young fellowsTo be my cane when I grow old and wearyTo God I say, thank you for my childrenThank you, God, for giving good sons to me Little Star


The Awakening This is not the kind of life I once dreamed long agoThis is not the kind of dream I wanted to get realNow I find myself wanting to get out of your holdThe truth now slowly unfoldsFor ten long years I bear all the achesI had been living my life with you in a wasteToday I realize that this all had been a mistakeYou held a plate in your handThrew it loose but you missedAs it could have landed right on my faceI feel no pain in my heart anymoreI can't even allow another tear to fallI loved you like a god, served you like a kingBut I must face it, this is all a losing game... Little Star


The Crown When you made me your brideI wore your crown with so much prideNever took it from my headEven at times you went strayed Now you slept in peace never to wakeYour crown I still wore with pride on my headThe jewels are still there with all its lusterMy love for you will always shine in my heart until forever Little Star


The Day That Was It's two o'clock and my heart was beating so fastHow I wanted to turn back the clock years pastAnd finally, just as I wished it, you came at lastThe dream and the man that had changed my life I was nervous but I told myself not to beI felt it was not right but it had to beI laid out my cards for you to seeThat this is it, this is the real me After this what follows depends on choiceTo forego the dream or to time let it looseWe can forget the dream but let us remainLoving friends forever just the same Little Star


The Devil She Was I thought she was an angelSpeaking words that sound so kindForgiveness in her lips seems easyBut her heart as dark as the night She said she prayed for her enemiesBut a friend she betrayed and let dieShe stabbed her at the backHer teeth grinning with pride The devil she was in angel's clothingPretending to be humble but never wasPretending to be forgiving but hate grinds insideBeware of this so called angel in disguise She vowed but unveiled her white linenShe broke her vows even to the Most HighNow on earth she walks with great pretenseHer lips speak no truth but evil lies The devil she was indeedNow standing as false witnessWhere could her conscience lieHer true self she can never hide Little Star


The Finale It could have ended earlierHad we realized it soonerThat things could never get betterThat the dream could never be real The wound would not have been deeperThe pain would have been just enough to bearThere could never be any heart breakingThere could never be any tears to start falling But it's over, the damage has been doneThe dream had ended before it even beganAll we could do now is to let goEvery bit that made us so How long would the pain lastHow many sleepless nights would it makeHow much tears would be shedHow shattered would my heart be made Today I have lost youForever with my very soulToday I died with youToday I rest my fate Little Star


The Fool I Am What love has brought meA fool I becameChasing you in all my dreamsSkipping meals just to be with you What mystery you bring in meYour face I see everywhereEven if I close my eyesYou are still there Let me just love youEven if to me you can not be trueLet me just be the foolHanging your pictures even at the bathroom door Let me keep you in my heartIf only to keep it beatingMy love for you overruled my mindIt stirred my whole senses, my whole being So this fool shall park her penBut ends not this foolish gameWhen I sleep, my search will begin To find you waiting in my wildest dream Little Star


The House Still A Home I carve my own dreamsRefuting some truthsBehind many liesMaking possibleThe hopeless tries I refuse to drown in sadnessThough eyes are stillIn hurting tearsI stand to be braveTo deceive my own fears I need to be strongTo protect my only homeA house that now restsOn a single pillarWhere children smiles still roam Little Star


The Last The last song playedUntil the last note fadedI danced to its cadenceAnd dropped on my feetThe last card playedThe loser deadI gave it allI could play no moreThe last leafClung hard to the vineBut winds blew it looseOn the ground, it fell unheardThe last word saidGoodbye to the loveThat was never thereFrom the startIt was the last gameI ever played Little Star


The Magic Spell My brave and chivalrous knightWhat spell you cast these words now I writeFor long a time they lingered unspoken and diedYou dig them out and gave them life You style of invasion is simple, yet so sharpYour tenderness melt me like burning raindropsSweet are your words from your kissable lipsYou tamed my wild heart at your fingertips I love you like I’ve never loved one beforeDays grow brighter, nights full of lusterYou give back that smile once hiddenMy heart bloomed red like rose in the garden Little Star


The Nights The night was youWhen I was your dayThe words we saidDubbed on my pageYou so dear to meTime and miles ‘wayTogether we madeA lovely storyWe lived yesterday..I remember the nightsOf all nightsI remember the daysOf good old daysWe were so much in loveWith each otherYou’ve gone from me nowBut sweet memories of you remainDarkness wrapped you in your roomMy eyes watching youAs if I were your moonFrom where I was, there you wereTime and miles apartOur hearts entwinedTho’ bodies never touchingThose moments were the sweetestThe whispers of the night lockedIn the silence of our dreams Little Star


The Parting So we partedIn a way I don’t understandYou never said a thingYou just vanished with the windI can’t ever hear your echoI can’t even see your shadowAll I rememberIs that you said helloThen you closed the doorAnd you were gone Moon, sun and stars have appearedMany times in the sky aboveI could see them from where I standI can reach them with my mindI can see the clouds drifting with the windI can feel the wind’s breathSeeping into my skinBut I can’t find youFrom where I am Little Star


The Rain They come tiptoing, sometimes walking Sometimes running on both sturdy and made of leaves rooftopsFalling like coins on concrete floorsShining like silver on the grassy roadsJumping like tears on the groundTrying to find their way outTo blend where the others areAnd find strength in their unityIn varied sounds, they play musicFrom mellow to raging voicesSome digging deep into the earthSome marching with the rivers, brooks and creeksWhere they join forces in the open seasAnd where they meet their timely deathsTheir souls going up back to the heavensIn white foams and dark cloudsTo witness the wedding of thunder and lightningWhere they would come falling againTo touch the hearts of the earth and of menChildren love them when they are friendlyMen hate them when they come wild and ugly Little Star


The Song That Was Never Sung Everyday is no sunny dayMy tears fall like rainEveryday is a crying dayMy heart cries to teh pain My boy has got a new girlOne after anotherAnd he calls me by their namesEach time we make love It's just too much to take itI can't just seem to bear itBut I've got to face itBecause I love him so But I wish he'd changeAnd love me like I doAnd there would be enough sunshineTo dry my tears away So yes, I've got to bear itAnd calls it just a passing gameI may win or lose himAnd I can laugh at last... Little Star


The Voice That Cries Within Heal my heart oh LordHeal my soulHeal my mindHeal my woundsCast away the sorrowsCast away the painsUnload the heavinessRelease me from hurtingLet me breath againLet me smile againTeach me how to forgiveThose who persecute my beingForgive me of all my sinsForgive me of all unhappy thoughtsI cry unto you oh my LordHear my voice that cries within’Wipe out the silent tearsFrom my weary eyesIt’s only you who can understand meIt’s only you who can help meIt’s only you who can love meAs you always have loved meFrom the day you gave me lifeThe way that I amThe way you made me as I am Little Star


Till Then Until thenTill we meet againUntil the sun shinesInto your windowTo tell youIt’s already morningAnd it’s timeTo meet your queenUntil thenTill we meet againUntil the song birdsSing your favorite melodyTo carry you safe to meWhere I am waitingEndlesslyUntil thenTill we meet againTill you findAm worth your whileUntil thenI will say nothingTill you speak to meThe truth of your existenceInto my lifeAnd thenWe can meet againTill then Little Star


Time Time is runningCan`t hold it back even if it`s rainingEverything goes as it doesTo make most of it depends on usTime waits for no oneSo give someone a helping hand if you can.. Little Star


Today I know now you've been with me all the wayFrom the day I was born until that time when you set me freeToday you've proven once moreYou are really watching over me every second of every hour Little Star


Together Together we braved the raging seasWalked the roughest roadsClimbed the highest hillsStruggled with everyday’s norms Together we smiled and laughedAll recurring painsAll thousand trialsAll the faces of life, sweet and hard Together we sharedThe beauty of parenthoodThe gifts of life we raisedFor our children God have blessed But now you have goneInto a place where angels dwellBut dont'w worry, dear, for my plight has been all well‘Cause God has walked with me through all these years Little Star


Too Late Now You have become a part of meBut now that you’re goneI feel a piece of me has been taken awayI have always wanted you to stay with me longerAs I could only live short enoughTo watch each day departI have always wanted you to be nearDespite the vast seas that divide usIt could have been just alrightTo hear you sing and watch you close your eyesAs the night fades awayBut it’s too late nowYou slipped away one gloomy morningLeaving no trace where you’re goingI knew then that I've lost youAnd you took away my heart with you (Written November 1,2008) Little Star


Touch Of The Cold Wind I woke up to the cold touch of airEnveloping my skinNobody around but meAnd your memoryI called out your nameBelieving someone deadHas come out of his lonely graveI heard the silenceI felt your presenceIn the touch of the cold wind Little Star


Vagabond Kids Did you ever look into their eyesAnd wondered whyThey come begging for a dimeTo stay aliveNot only for their ownBut for all of their kinWho may be doing the same Did you ever look into their eyesTo see the anguish they feel insideThe pain of hunger and life bitternessThe story behind their facesEach face a different storyOf torture, beatings and deceitA day without food, a night under some shady trees Did you ever wonder whyYou still see them thereDay after day, night after nightIn same routine, in same clothesSame hunger, same hurting eyesKnocking on car windowsAsking for pity to ease their blues I wonder how I could helpIn little things that I could makeMany programs and projects the government has madeYet you still see them there, these kids on the streets Did you ever stop and listen to their criesWhen you ask them to tell you whyThey are not in schools and your heart will tear apartTo learn how your drinks and cigarettesCould have made them walk that extra mile Little Star


Walk With Me Walk with me in my gardenAs I cling gently in your armWe send smile and laughterTo all the flowers we pass by Let’s hear them whisperWhat a perfect duo we areLet’s hear them sing our songAs we move gracefully along Let’s see their leaves dancingWhen gentle wind caress our skinWe stop to kiss on a benchAs you walk your fingers through my hair Walk with me in small stepsAs you put your hand around my waistLet’s spread the magic words of loveIn little whispers into each other’s ears Little Star


What What am I doing hereWaiting for youWhen you are thereAt the other endWatching moviesSharing momentsWith someone elseYou do not careI could feel that you don'tBut what am I doing hereJust wishing you would callWhen I knowIt's damn too good to be trueThat you do not care at allWaiting for you until midnightAnd when I tried to callYou told me you are damn tiredAnd wanted your sleepSo what am I am doing here? Little Star


What I Feel My heart knows notTo love another oneYour heart in my heartThey melt like one My lips speaks notAnother name but yoursYour lips sealed into mineWith tender kiss of passion My hand holds notAnother hand but yoursOur fingers entwineShowing a love sublime My skin touches notAnother skin but yoursOur bodies yield to love’s desireAs I reveal to you what I feel inside Little Star


What Is Right She missed himSo she went knocking on his doorAt first there was no replySo she made another try His voice she heard from the insideTelling her to come backHe was busy so he could not see herI am with a friend, baby, he heard him say She said it's okayI will come back laterWhen you are free to talk to meWith tears in her eyes, she went away Why is he always doing this to her, she asked herselfIt did not happen only once but many timesHe closed the door at herCan't she ever understand? Saying goodbye is not easy, but she must think hardInside her says let go of the feeling, don't ever come backMaybe this time she will do what is rightGive him back his freedom, throw away the love Little Star


When When will the sky turn blueAs blue as the deep blue seaNo silver clouds to hideThe beauty of the sky above When will the eagle flyHigher than the mountain topsStill he could clearly seeUnder its feet, his untamed prey When will the rainbow appearTo make each one of us rememberThe great beautiful promiseOf a loving God we hold so dear Little Star


When Passion Ends A quick glimpse of his photographShows some dark concealed deceitHis broad shoulder her head restsI felt some hard creeping painAs I watched the sight in tearsDevouring bones and soft fleshHeightened emotions fadingLike lost shadows in the darkThe red flame of once coaled fireChanged into mountain of iceGlancing back with chilly staresWhat seemed like crystal bubblesSteaming from aching heartFiery zeal turned black ashesBarely clad unspoken thrillsA withered ego anguishedBroken dreams thrown away in trashLike desicated flowersOn the haystack in the barnTo lay buried in fanthomLike unsung heroes of the pastNumbness lives when passion ends Little Star


When Will It End I thought I have shed all the tearsI thought I have overcome all the fearsI thought all the scars have healedBut why sad memories kept creeping in still? Little Star


Where Was That Dream Where was that dreamWhere I had a pair of laced wingsAnd hover over a nameless tree? Where was that dreamWhere I leased myself into unbreakable silenceAnd wandered through the rainbow’s end? Where was that dreamWhere I ran away like a dancing fairyAnd faded in the early morning mist? Where was that dreamWhere I reigned as a pagan princessAnd found an English prince at my feet? Little Star


Whisper To The Wind I asked the night to bring out the sunI asked the moon to shine behind my backFor I don't want to see their beautyNow that I've owned a broken heartAnd I whisper it to the windTo tell the love that I've just lostThat I've learned to love himAnd that I want him back againBut could he ever hear my call? Little Star


Who Can Save This planet is in suicideHow could one saveThe oceans, rivers, creeksEvery dropp of waterThat nature once gave birthTrees being cut downNo one to replace?Who steals the fertilityOf the soil once pureThat grows the oakThe veggies and fruitsWho scrapes thin the ozone layerThat envelopes this lovely earthAll the living will be extinctThe people, flora and faunaWill totally disappearNo more untamed animals to huntNo more butterfly orchid to pickWild from the forest greenNo more oceans to sail our shipsNor birds to fly the nimble air Little Star


Why Can'T I Why do tears still keep fallingWhy can’t I simply ignore the painWhy can’t I just forget it allWhen there’s nothing there anymore I still find myself searchingFor the one that is lostFor the love that has never been mineFor the days and hours that we used to live by I feel so lostIn my own little roomWish I could bring back the dreamTo get me back on my feet again I called out his nameBut he ignored me just the sameI watched him walk awayMy heart still wishing for him to stay (August 31,2008) Little Star


Wonderful Mom She woke up early every morningLike an alarm clock in perfect timingGroom her kids after preparing breakfastAnd drove them to school before it raised its flag She was always busy the whole dayWorking 36 hours without any payHer love overflowing and never tiringDad and kids were her priority She was my dearest MomNever ever heard her complainingExcept for her tired feet at nightI would give her a tight massageEven if my eyes were drowling tight Her warm hug I always rememberSo cozy and comforting to my sensesShe’d stay by my side when I’m sickHer worries never tainted her pretty face She gave us her perfect loveOne that I passed on to my kids to this dayA hug each day what words can’t sayA wonderful Mom she made me what I am today. Little Star


Wondering The bus is runningIt is full of people of all agesSome are talkingDo the listeners really listen?Others are looking far aheadOr do they see what is there beyond?While others are sleepingAre they dreaming?Or just giving their eyes a restDo they know I am watching them?Do they know I am trying to read their minds?I may meet some of them in the next busOr I may forget all their facesIn between thoughts I think of you tooWishing one of them is youAnd that you’re sitting next to meOr would you ever take a ride in the bus with me?I am thinking where you are at this momentWondering how you have beenAnd the bus stops…It is time to feel the real world… Little Star


You Don'T Need Me Anymore You don't need me anymoreThere's someone else behind your doorShe is waiting for youI am but an extra baggage now It hurts me to leave youBut I just would have toWhat else there could I doYou don't want me anymore All my senses trembledWhen you broke to me the newsYou wanted her like no otherI seemed to have died then and there My hands are still shakingAs I am writing down these wordsI cared for you and loved you soBut this you never cared to know Now I feel so all aloneHere in the dark corner of my roomListening to the sound of teardropsFalling like they would never ever stop (September 10,2008) Little Star


You Will Always Be My Valentine Reading through your old lettersBrought me back those happy memoriesWhen we got married, you became the air I breatheYou were the most wonderful guy in the worldYou gave me wings to flyAnd a thousand and one reasons to live lifeWith you throughout our married years I have always wanted you to be always there for meThrough laughters, fears and tears.You treated me like a princess,A queen and your most dear friendI cant stop thinking of you.I've been missing you a great lotBut you can’t hear me nowBut I asked God to let you knowI have never stopped loving youYou will always be my Valentine Little Star


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