For unless proper corrections are made, there must eventually be caused a full possession or such a deterioration of the gray tissue or cell matter in the spinal cord as to set up deterioration in brain reflexes and reactions.

Thus we have those periods when the body is averse to body-passion and again is as if being possessed by same, causing mental aberrations and imaginations, with the sensory system in its reflexes bringing an illness of whatever nature is indicated in any conversation about the body. These cause fears, dreads and such conditions throughout the body.

And the self-condemnation has produced in those portions of the cerebrospinal system such activity upon the nervous system as to produce a reaction that is contrary to the activities of the nervous body.

Hence those periods of melancholia, those periods when there is the determination for self-effacement in one manner or another.

Thus we find there are those overflows often to the ducts that magnify and manifest sadness, sorrow, and self-effacement; in that the condemnations which arise make for the dislike of activities that are necessary for the expression of any NORMAL, cooperating, balanced system of the spiritual activities in a physical body

(Q) When I do go places and try to do something, why do I seem to be held back?

(A) That is the suppression that is nominal, or that has been builded in self.

(Q) Why is is difficult for me to make myself go places?

(A) This is the natural tendency of attempting to shun those feelings of repression. But this attitude that has been accepted, or that is being accepted, is gradually bringing - and will, as the entity applies self, bring not only greater opportunities but a RELEASE to the self that has been pent within - because of the submerging of its latent desires in this material relationship.

Thus in the mental reactions from same we find at times the indication of lapses of the impulse; and the body remains rather in that mood of living in or reacting

to old surroundings. Or there is the inclination to pity self, and to desire or wish for or dwell upon things that had to do with FORMER conditions in the system; without looking toward future activities or impulses.

Hence, without these being broken up, these will tend towards a softening - or the reactions of the impulses will be to more and more lapse in this manner; more and more melancholy, more and more reactions to the whole nervous system

There being in this body, with this entity, a high nervous temperament, with ideals as high, as keen as may be found in many a day, the activities through which the entity passed have shattered its hopes, its aspirations, - by the advances that were unspeakable to the entity, the MENTAL self, the higher self.

And in the attempt to escape, and finding self trapped as it were, the physical exercise and activity in the attempt shattered the connection between the cerebrospinal and sympathetic system; especially in the coccyx and lumbar areas.

Losing consciousness the entity became a prey to those suggestive forces as were acted upon, and by the injection of outside forces to keep that hidden as attempted upon the body.

Then, in its present environs, there have been only moments of rationality; and then NO one to respond brought greater and still greater depression to the better self.

In the general physical forces of the body, as we find, there needs to be more of an outside activity, or more activity in the open air. Not so much in city or town, but as country, and the expression of self in creative arts or of that nature - if there would be the arousing of the mental forces as the better physical conditions are being manifested for the body, to find it spiritual and mental self in a normal balance.

This then we would do. Arrange so that there will be more open air for the body, and the ability to gradually take up its activities in the artistic line of endeavor, or in creative thought as in music or in more social associations.

(Q) Why am I so retiring when I meet people?

(A) Do as has been indicated and find a relief, - rather than questioning self. For such questions build a resentment in the inner self, because of the not understanding of a nervous breakdown.