mannequin serial killings by trevor robbins

8/13/2019 Mannequin Serial Killings by Trevor Robbins

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pusgdm tgd mccr cpdo hiirdsslvdfy, jcr`loi lt tc sfhn up ghrm hihlosttgd hmah`dot whff loslmd tgd ghff. Gd odvdr jhftdrdm lo gls ncvdndots,stdpploi strhligt tgrcuig lotc tgd ghff, oct dvdo ectgdrloi tc `fcsdtgd mccr edglom gln hs gd rh`dm lotc tgd flvloi rccn irhsploi gcfmcj tgd pgcod.

Nhry, Nhry ls tght ycu3 gd sgcutdm lotc tgd rd`dlvdr.Pdridhot 3 Pdridhot wgc3 gd rdpfldm sghrpfy tc tgd vcl`d co tgdctgdr dom cj tgd pgcod.

]gd pcfl`d sthtlco! Gcw co dhrtg ghvd ycu ict ny pgcodounedr3 Ln oct dvdo flstdm lo tgd pgcod eccb Jrcn Acgo Eryho.Y gc nligt gd ed3

Oc , Pdridhot Ln oct mdfledrhtdfy edloi hiirdsslvd lo nhoodr, eut uojcrtuohtdfy lts tgd why L rdh`t wgdo irddtdm wltgmlshppclotndot. \cu sdd L jccflsgfy tgcuigt lt whs ny wljd co tgd

pgcod2 cofy wdvd ghm h mlshi rddndot hom ghvd sdphrhtdm. Hoywhytghts h prlvhtd lssud, eut lj L mlm hppdhr tc ghvd eddo `chrsd lo nynhoodr Pdridhot Ln scrry. Eut lo hff trutg L mcot ocrnhffy mc

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mlstureloi ycu ht ycur gcnd, tgdrd whs oc why cj nd bocwloi tghtht tgd tlnd. Eut ycu wlff hpprd`lhtd tght wd mc ghvd ho ceflihtlcowltg hff cj cur hrrdsts, hom gd mlm hsb jcr ycu pdrscohffy, hom ihvd usycur ounedr. Gd whs, gcwdvdr, hrrdstdm dhrfldr tcmhy lo `cood`tlcowltg tgd irudscnd mdhtgs cj slx uojcrtuohtd wcndo, wltg tgd

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Cg L sdd, tght sdrlhf blffdr lo tgd phpdrs ycuvd eddo hjtdr jcrscnd tlnd, ycu edfldvd lts gln tgdo. Ncrrls sthtdm eut gdslthtloi hflttfd wglfd edjcrd rdpfyloi tc tgd sdridhot s rdqudst, jcr ocrnhffy

euslodss whs hfwhys `comu`tdm jrcn tgd cjjl`d. [fus tgdrd whs hrcstdr jcr cut cj gcurs `hffs hom gd bodw jcr h jh`t lt whsot gls turo.

Gls nlom wcomdrdm eh`b tc dhrfldr wgdo gd ghm eddo tdnptdm ed`husd cj tgd mlshppclotndot cj tgd `hff, tc h`tuhffy sfhn tgd pgcodmcwo wltgcut dvdo ilvloi tgd `curtdsy cj h rdpfy. Eut tgdoscndtgloi dfsd, pcsslefy iulft, nhmd gln rdhflsd lt whs tlnd jcr glntc sgcw scnd loltlhtlvd. Jcr gd m oct eddo puffloi gls wdligt fhtdfyht wcrb, nhlofy ed`husd cj gls nhtrlncolhf prcefdns. Gd hfsc bodwgls nccm swlois, ed`husd cj tgcsd prcefdns, ghm rdhffy nhmd ltmljjl`uft jcr tgcsd wcrbloi hrcuom gln. Lt whs h wcomdr gd whs stlffihlojuffy dnpfcydm. Eut gd hfsc `co`fumdm tght ghm gls jloho`lhfsltuhtlco eddo edttdr tgho lt whs ht prdsdot, gd wcufm ghvd eddonligty tdnptdm tc ht fdhst thbd h erdhb jrcn tgd tdmlun tght ghm

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Pdridhot , ycu `ho lojcrn Nr Eryho, L ghvd md`lmdm tc ichihlost cjjl`d prctc`cf hom wlff tgdrdjcrd ed sddloi gln sgcrtfy ht tgdsthtlco.

Pcnd jljtddo nloutds fhtdr Ncrrls dotdrdm tgd pcfl`d sthtlcolotdrvldw rccn2 lt whs `cfm hom mdprdsslvd wltg flttfd cr oc `rdhturd`cnjcrts, hom mlm flttfd tc doflvdo gls splrlts. Pcndtgloi gcwdvdrgdm hotl`lphtdm co jlrst dotdrloi tgd eulfmloi, nhlofy ed`husd cj tgdfh`b cj `dotrhf gdhtloi.

Gd stccm, gdslthot, jcr scnd tlnd lo tgd mccrwhy cj tgd lotdrvldwrccn, tryloi tc hssdss tgd nho gd whs hecut tc rdprdsdot. Gdm eddoh mdjdo`d fhwydr jcr qultd scnd ydhrs hom cvdr tght pdrlcm ghm jcuomgd whs hefd, tgrcuig scnd blom cj slxtg sdosd, tc dvhfuhtd, oct cofytgd iulft cr looc`do`d cj gls `fldots, eut nhlofy lj gd stccm hoy`gho`d cj fdssdoloi tgd sdvdrlty cj tgd `ghrids. Co hfncst hff cj glshssdssndots gd ghm eddo prcvdm rligt, eut tgls nho Eryho gcwdvdrghm gln edht, hom jcr tgd jlrst tlnd lo gls `hrddr gd whs oct surd gcw

edst tc prc`ddm. Udhflsl oi gdm prcehefy ghvd tc mdfvd h flttfd edjcrdnhbloi hoy hssunptlcos.

]gd nho dvdotuhffy stccm up hom ncvdm jrcn tgd thefd hsNcrrls jlohffy dotdrdm tgd rccn, cjjdrloi gls ghom eut wltgcut shyloih wcrm.


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Ncrrls rdh`gdm cut hom irhspdm tgd nhos ghom lo gl s cwo,Ln Udi Ncrrls, gd shlm pcfltdfy .E ut hs Eryhos swdhty phfn doihidm lo gls gd jdft tgd ghlrs co

tgd eh`b cj gls od`b dfd`trljyloi tgdnsdfvds hs tgd sthtl` lo gls ecmysthrtdm tc eulfm up. Lo tght erldj ncndot gd summdofy rdh`gdm tgd`co`fuslco gds jcuom fh`bloi dhrfldr, hom bodw gd whsot rdhmy jcrtgls typd cj `hsd hom rdirdttdm dvdr idttloi lovcfvdm. Gd jcuomglnsdfj ocw fccbloi lostdhm jcr ho dhsy why cut, gls nlom jfhsg eh`btc tgd `ghrid sgddt gdm eddo ilvdo tc rdhm ey tgd muty cjjl`dr co dotdrloi tgd sthtlco. Lt ghm sthtdm tght cvdr tgd fhst slx ncotgs, slxuojcrtuohtd wcndo ghm ndt hicolsloi mdhtgs ht tgd hffdidm ghoms cjgls `fldot, wgc ghm sgcwo oc ndr`y cr rdncrsd lo gls fust jcr glscwo pdrvdrtdm sdxuhf shtlsjh`tlco.

Ncrrls ediho tc wcomdr, lj gd rdhffy ghm tgd stcnh`g tc stlff`cotloud, eut hfsc rdhflsdm gd whsot rdhffy ht prdsdot lo h jhvcurhefd

pcsltlco tc rdjusd.Jcr gls cwo prcefdns ghm `husdm gln oc dom cj mlstrh`tlcos,

nhbloi dvdo tgd dhsldst cj thsbs strdoucus. Ygy dvdo gls sc `hffdmjrldoms ht wcrb ghm jcuom dxùsds tc hvclm gls `cnphoy, nhlofy

ed`husd cj tgd mljjlùftlds gd ghm lo nddtloi gls `cnnltndots hom httlnds, phyloi jcr tgd c``hslcohf rcuom cj mrlobs wgdo mrhiidm lotctgd `cnphoy cj gls `cffdhiuds.

Lt whs tgls jh`t hfcod tght prcnptdm ncst cj gls jrldoms tc putmlstho`d edtwddo gln hom tgdn, oc mcuet tgdy wcufm ghvd rhffldmrcuom gln wltg suppcrt, lj gd `cufm cofy ghvd jcuom tgd tdndrlty tcgligfligt gls prcefdns tc tgdn. Eut lo hff trutg gcw `cufm gd, gls

prdml`hndot whs tcc dnehrrhssloi tc thfb hecut. Dspd`lhffy ghvloihfrdhmy icod hihlost gls cwo ncrhf prlo`lpfds hom vhfuds2 cods tghtgdm co`d prlmdm glnsdfj co. Hoywhy , gd `co`fumdm, lt whs tcc fhtdjcr hoy typd cj rdncrsdjufodss ocw, cr sd`com tgcuigts, gd whs gdrdocw ht tgd sthtlco, edst tc aust ic tgrcuig tgd jcrnhfltlds wltg gls`fldot, h Nr Acgo Eryho.

]gcuig ghvloi cofy ghm h qul`b ifho`d ht tgd `ghrid sgddt homtgd `ghrids edloi nhmd, Ncrrls rdhflsdm jrcn tght nlocr cesdrvhtlco,tgls whs hs jhr hs tgd pcfl`d wdrd `co`drodm ht prdsdot, ho cpdo homsgut `hsd. ]gdrd whs vdry flttfd lo tgd why cj `lrùnsthotlhfdvlmdo`d, jcr gls `fldot ghm eddo mlsturedm co gls fhst `rlnlohf h`t,hom h wdhpco wltg gls jloidr prlots co lt ghm eddo jcuom ht tgd s`dodcj tgd `rlnd, hfcoi wltg MOH shnpfds tght nht`gdm Eryhos cwo


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efccm ircup typd2 lojcrnhtlco hfrdhmy gdfm ey pcfl`d jrcn h prdvlcuscjjdo`d scnd ydhrs hic.

Udi. Ncrrls ocw stccm ht tgd thefd ifho`loi lotc Eryhos jh`d hsgd spcbd.

Lvd ghm oundrcus nurmdr `hsds cvdr t gd ydhrs, eut ncst ghmscnd jcrn cj nltlihtlco dvdo lj tgdlr rdhscolois wdrd wrcoi, eutycurs L jlom hegcrrdot.

]gd pcfl`d `hsd sddns prdtty strcoi, hom hjtdr rdvldwloi tgddvlmdo`d tgdyvd h`ùnufhtdm L jddf L tcc wcufm rdh`g tgd shnd`co`fuslco, hom edfldvd ycu tc ed iulfty cj tgd `rlnlohf h`ts wltgwgl`g ycu hrd `ghridm, hom hs su`g `ho sdd oc nltlihtlco tc fdssdotgd `ghrids cr lo jh`t hoy dhsy why cut jcr ycu.

Acgo Eryho ghm h ghrm jh`d2 tgdrd whs oc slio cj hoy rdncrsd lolt, hs gd summdofy spcbd jcr tgd jlrst tlnd lo h mddp vcl`d.

L mcot ilvd h mhno hecut ycur ncrhf aumidndots Nr Ncrrls ,tgdy mc oct `co`dro nd. Gcwdvdr, `cotrhry tc ycur edfldj L tglob ycuhrd prd`lsdfy tgd rligt pdrsco L oddm tc rdprdsdot nd.

Lj ny lojcrnhtlco ls `crrd`t ycu ycursdfj ghvd prcefdns cjycur cwo, ncody wlsd, hom tght lj ycu h``dptdm tgd cjjdr L lotdom tcnhbd lt aust nligt gdfp hffdvlhtd ncst cj ycur ncodthry mljjlùftlds.Hom sc cevlcusfy lo dx`ghoid ycu slnpfy ghvd tc jlom h scfutlco tchffdvlhtd, cr ht tgd vdry fdhst fdssdo tgd sdvdrlty cj tgd `ghrids tgd

pcfl`d ghvd nhmd hihlost nd. Ncrrls edloi thbdo `cnpfdtdfy uohwhrds ey Eryhos rdnhrbs,

qul`bfy rdpfldm.L mcot bocw wgc ycu ghvd eddo thfbloi tc eut L `ho hssurd ycu

ocw, tght ny rdprdsdotloi ycu cr hoycod dfsd, wcufm oct nhbd tgdsfligtdst mljjdrdo`d wghtscdvdr tc ny cwo prlvhtd hom pdrscohfjloho`lhf `lrùnstho`ds. \cu sdd L wcrb lo h phrtodrsglp, L ghvd hjlxdm lo`cnd, sc lts lrrdfdvhot ht prdsdot wgdtgdr ycur `hsd fhsts hwddb, cr ncotgs lts hff tgd shnd tc nd.

]ght ls wgdrd ycu hrd wrcoi, Eryho, rdtcrtdm eh`b. Lnmljjdrdot tc hff ycur ctgdr `fldots, L ghvd ho heuomho`d cj ncody htny mlspcshf tght L `ho h`tuhffy put lo ycur ghoms. \cu jlom h why cutjcr nd tght wlff wcrb, hom L prcnlsd ycu ycur ncody prcefdns wlff

ed h tgloi cj tgd phst. Ncrrls ihvd cut h eurst cj fhuigtdr.\cu `ho shy tght ocw , tgdy hff mc. Lvd ghm sdvdrhf cjjdrs cvdr

ny ydhrs lo cjjl`d, hom L `ho sthtd wltgcut hoy rdsdrvhtlco tght ocodcj tgdn wdrd dvdr jcrtg`cnloi.


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Eryho so ht`gdm h pdo cut cj Ncrrlss ghom, hfsc tgd phm gd whsusloi tc wrltd co, hom rlppdm cjj h phid hom ediho tc wrltd mcwo hohnd hom hmmrdss co tgd cod slmd2 co tgd ctgdr gd wrctd. Ygdo`cuotdrsliodm pfdhsd phy tgd edhrdr tgd sun cj jljty tgcushom pcuomsco mdnhom, hs h mcwo phyndot jcr sdrvl`ds rdomdrdm . Gd sliodm glssliohturd hom phssdm lt cvdr tc Ncrrls.

Lj ycu `cnd up wltg h scfutlco L tglob nligt wcrb, L wlff mhtdhom tgdo `cuotdrslio tght octd hom tgd ncody ls ycurs. Hjtdr tgdloltlhf phyndot hom wgdo L sthrt tc sdd scnd rdsufts, ycu `ho sdt ycurcwo jliurd.

Ncrrls ht jlrst tgcuigt gd whs acbloi, fljd ghm `costhotfy jcuomwhys cj eulfmloi up gls gcpds hom mrdhns, cofy tc ghvd tgdn`rusgdm, aust hs tgdy sthrtdm tc nhtdrlhflsd. Gd jcuom glnsdfjstumyloi Eryhos jh`d hom summdofy rdhflsdm tght Eryho whs sdrlcus ,gd whsot acbloi , gls cjjdr whs h`tuhffy rdhf.

Gls nlom sthrtdm tc h`tlvhtd ltsdfj, hs gd pdr`dlvdm, tght wltg tghtscrt cj ncody gd `cufm scfvd ncst cj gls prcefdns. Jcr lj cr wgdogls wljd hsbdm jcr h mlvcr`d, gls gcnd wcufm ghvd tc ed scfm. Hombodw tght hff cj tgd `rdmltcrs wcufm tgdo `cnd cut cj tgd wccmwcrbtc ghrhss gln. Gd whs h rdhflst, gd bodw ncody whs gls cofyshfvhtlco, lo trutg tgd nhlo scfutlco tc gls cwo mdnlsd.

Lt whs Eryhos tur o tc stumy jh`ds hom gd flbdm wght gd shw. Gdbodw dxh`tfy tgd pcsltlco Ncrrls whs lo, gd cuigt tc, gdm gdfpdm`rdhtd tgd prdml`hndot lo tgd edilooloi. Jcr lt whs hoctgdr cj glsfu`rhtlvd slmd flods, tght cj efh`bnhlf.

Cod tght gdfpdm nhbd dxtrh prcjlts jcr gls dxuedrhot pcrocirhpgl` dnplrd.

Fccb! Eryho summdofy sthtdm lo h suemudm vcl`d, Aust idtycursdfj cjj hom ilvd tgd nhttdr scnd tgcuigt. Lff stlff ed gdrd wgdoycu `cnd eh`b, wcot L3

Lj ycu `ho jlom h why tght ls iccm hom wlff wcrb, ycu `ho sthrtsddloi scnd cj tght ncody, wgdo L slio hom hrrhoid jcr ycu tc`cffd`t tgd jlrst phyndot.

Ncrrls stlff scndwght mhzdm `hffdm tgd iuhrm hom whs fdt cut cjtgd rccn, jlohffy md`lmloi tc jcric tgd usuhf thxl, prdjdrrloi lostdhmtc whfb gcnd tc `fdhr gls gdhm. Ny, tgls ls h quhomhry, gd tgcuigt,tcc iccm tc ed trud hom lo hff gcodsty hfncst lnpcsslefd tc h`tuhtd,

eut wcrtgy cj `coslmdrhtlco. Gd ghmot rdhflsdm gcw qul`bfy gd ghm whfbdm tlff gd turodm lotc

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wltg gls tgcuigts tght gd odvdr dvdo sdosdm cr octl`dm tght scndcodghm jcffcwdm gln, hff tgd why jrcn tgd pcfl`d sthtlco. Hs gd rdh`gdmh`rcss tgd stdp wltg gls bdy, gls `cht whs summdofy puffdm ghrm jrcn

edglom,Yght tgd gdff3 gd ydffdm lo phol`.\cu mcot idt rlm cj nd tght dhsy . H vcl`d edffcwdm lotc tgd

eh`b cj gls od`b, tgd uodxpd`tdm h`tlco hfncst puffloi gln cjj ehfho`d, hs gd struiifdm tc sthelflsd gls ecmy ncvdndots, lo crmdr tcturo rcuom.

]c gls hnhzdndot h wcnho bocwo tc gln hs ]hoyh Irdy ocwstccm jh`loi gln, gdr dyds juff cj dvlf, hom sthrtdm pusgloi gln ghrmlo tgd `gdst. Jcr`loi gls ecmy eh`bwhrms, tc `cnd up ghrm wltg htgum hihlost tgd mccr phodf.

Yght tgd gdff mc ycu whot3 Ncrrls rdeubdm, Lvd hfrdhmy phlmycu tgls wddb s. L ghvd ctgdr `cnnltndots, L ghvd tc flvd, Ln oct h

ecttcnfdss plt. ]ght whs fhst wddb hom ycu bocw lt . Ln oct stuplm , ycu nhmd

ho hirddndot tc phy co tlnd ht ny gcnd sc ycu edttdr stl`b tc lt ljycu bocw wghts iccm jcr ycu, sgd edffcwdm ht gln , wltg dydssthrloi wlfmfy lotc gls jh`d.

Ncrrlss nlom sthrtdm tc wcomdr tc rdnhrbs hom hmvl`d gd ghmco`d ilvdo tc `fldots hom `cffdhiuds lo tgd phst. Ygdo gd ghm putglnsdfj up tgdrd co tgd pdmdsthf hom sthtdm `htdicrl`hffy tc tgdn, tghtgd wcufm odvdr suenlt tc efh`bnhlf. Gd rdhflsdm gcw dhsy lt whs tcthfb gypctgdtl`hffy tc ctgdrs hecut dvdots, gd tgcuigt gd wcufm odvdrdo`cuotdr2 tght whs uotlf ocw.

Yltg tght `hnd tgd rdhflshtlco tght gls cwo stueecro lmdcfciy lotgd edilooloi ghm snhsgdm up gls gcnd hom md`lnhtdm gls jhnlfyfljd, wltg tgd fhst vdstlid cj bddploi gls sholty ey gcfmloi cotc gls

ace ocw hfsc lo tgd ehfho`d.Gd rdhflsdm tgd rlsbs wdrd jhr tcc irdht tc ihnefd co, jcr wltgcut

gls ace gd wcufm oct cofy fcsd gls mliolty, eut tgd helflty cj tryloi tcshfvhid wght whs fdjt cj gls fljd2 hfcoi wltg hoy gcpds gd nligt ghvdjcr tgd juturd.

Gd odvdr dovlshidm tgd efh`bnhlfdrs wcufm mhrd tc thbd co h pdrsco cj gls sthtus, hom ed`husd cj tght nlsiulmdm edfldj homstueecroodss tc phy gd jh`dm hom sujjdrdm tgd `cosdqudo`ds cj glscwo jcffy wgdo mdirhmloi pl`turds cj gln lo h `cnprcnlsloi

pcsltlco wdrd mlspht`gdm tgrcuig tgd fdttdrecx cj gls gcnd. ]gd efh`bnhlfdrs dvdo tlndm tgd mdflvdry tc `clo`lmd murloi h pdrlcm


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wgdo gd whs hwhy jrcn gcnd co euslodss, nhbloi lt lnpcsslefd jcrgln tc supprdss cr dvdo dxpfhlo tgd `lr`unstho`ds. Jlomloi cutlostdhm co gls rdturo gcnd, tgd pgctcirhpgs cj gls mdnlsd edloimlspfhydm jcr hff tc sdd co tgd slmdechrm. H``cnpholdm wltg h fdttdrjrcn gls wljd rdqudstloi h mlvcr`d, sthtloi sgd `cufm odvdr jcrilvdgln hom ghm ncvdm cut cj gls gcnd hom fljd jcrdvdr. Ocw Ncrrls`co`fumdm tgls efh`bnhlfloi elt`g, oct ghppy wltg tgd mdscfhtlcosgdm hfrdhmy `husdm whs tryloi tc stl`b tgd boljd lo dvdo mddpdr.]grdhtdoloi tc mdprlvd gln cj gls jlohf vdstlid cj mliolty hom rdspd`t,gls ace. Gdm fdhrot h vhfuhefd fdssco jrcn gls prdvlcus dxpdrldo`d,jcr gd bodw tght lj gd rdslstdm gdr mdnhoms ocw flbd fhst tlnd, sgdwcufm oct gdslthtd tc doh`t cut gdr tgrdht hom dxpcsd gln tc tgd

prdss. ]gdrd whs oc gdslthtlco edjcrd, cr hoy jurtgdr whroloi wgdogd ghm dnpghtl`hffy rdjusdm tc phy cut gdr mdnhoms jcr ncody. Hom`drthlofy oc rdncrsd wgdo sgdm jlohffy mdstrcydm gls jhnlfy fljd.

Gd `cufm sdd oc pcsslefd dom tc gls mdnlsd, tght ls, uofdss gd`cufm euy tgd efh`bnhlfloi elt`g hom gdr h``cnpfl`d cjj wltg h cod-cjj funp sun.

@cnd co, ]hoyh sgcutdm cut fcumfy., erloiloi gls nlom eh`bcut cj tgd `fcums. L ghvdot ict hff mhy , Lvd ctgdr `fldots tc sdd, eutfdt nd rdhjjlrn wght L shlm dhrfldr. Lj ycu mcot nhbd tgd phyndot lojuff hom co tlnd odxt wddb ht ny gcnd, L wlff mdjloltdfy ilvd tgd

pl`turd cj ycur bloby sdx fljd tc tgd odwsphpdrs. Pc ed whrodm, jcrLff oct `cnd rcuom gdrd hihlo. Hom lj ycu whot tc bddp gcfm cj tghtjho`y ace, mcot ed fhtd. \cu bocw tgd prcefdns tght ycu `husdm jcrycursdfj lo tgd edilooloi wgdo ycu mdfhydm lo phyloi.

Ncrrls tccb cut gls whffdt hom puffdm cut hfncst tgd fhst cj tgdoctds lt `cothlodm.

]gls ls icloi tc `fdho nd cut hom ycu bocw lt. L mcot bocwgcw y cu `ho pcsslefy sfddp ht oligt wltg tgd jhnlflds ycuvdmdstrcydm, ycu hom ycur scrt hrd tgd s`un cj tgd dhrtg, hom hrduttdrfy dvlf.

]hoyh fhuigdm.Hs usuhf ycu hrd tcthffy wrcoi wltg ycur stuplm hssunptlco.

\curd tgd fhwydr , sc surdfy ycu nust ghvd rdhflsdm. \curd tgd`rdhtcr cj ycur cwo mdstloy lo ncrd whys tgho cod, lt whs cj ycurcwo `gccsloi. L whs ndrdfy tgd lostrundot ycu md`lmdm tc usd ht tgdtlnd, eut tgdo, fljd ls juff cj nlsthbds.

Ocw hs jcr sfddploi ht oligt, L `ho hssurd ycu tgls ilvds nd hfftgd `rdhturd `cnjcrt L `cufm pcsslefy oddm, sgd `gu`bfdm hs sgd


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cpdodm up gdr ehi mlspfhyloi tgd heuomho`d cj ncody lt `cothlodm,ghvloi mljjlùfty jcr`loi tgd ncody gdm aust ilvd o gdr lotc tgdhfrdhmy cvdr juff `cnphrtndots.

\cu edttdr wht`g ycu mcot idt nuiidm, Ncrrls sgcutdm wltgvdocn lo gls vcl`d hs sgd ncvdm cjj, stlff struiifloi tc sgut gdr ehi.

Oct nu`g cj h fhwydr , ]hoyh rdeujjdm . \cur stuplm rgdtcrl`ls nlspfh`dm, j cr lts ycu tght oddms tc wht`g hom wcrry , oct L, jcrycu wcufm ed tgd jlrst tc bocw, L hssurd ycu, lj tght ghppdodm. Yltgycur prdnluns icloi up.

Ncrrls dotdrdm gls gcnd jddfloi ncrd mdspcomdot hom rdirdtjuf,hs tgd ndncrlds jfccmdm eh`b lotc gls nlom, c j gcw gdm fcst hfncstdvdrytgloi jcr h jdw ncndots cj mruobdo pfdhsurd, lj lt `cufm dvdr

ed `hffdm pfdhsurd, wltg tgd efh`bnhlfloi elt`g.Gd rd`hffdm tgd slffy tljj gd ghm wltg gls wljd cofy jcur wddbs

hic. Pcnd uttdrfy hom nlocr trlvlhf tgloi, tght gd wcufm ghvdocrnhffy erusgdm hslmd. Eut tgdrd ghm eddo h `rlsls ht tgd cjjl`d tghtmhy, wltg dvdrycod efhnloi dh`g ctgdr hom gls wljds wcrms wdrd tgdfhst strhw. Pc lo h `glfmlsg nhoodr gd ghm stcrndm cut cj tgd gcusdhom icod tc tgd odhrdst pue.

Yght h jcc f L whs tgdrd, gd nuttdrdm tc glnsdfj, Lj L ghm oct`covdydm ny stuplm prcefdns tc tgd ehrnho ht tgd tlnd, tght sl`bdvlf elt`g wcufm oct ghvd cvdrgdhrm nd, hom L wcufm oct ocw edsujjdrloi hff tgd hoiulsg hom mlstrdss tght Lvd ocw ict ed`husd cj lt.

Gd rd`hffdm gcw iccm sgd whs wltg gdr md`dptlco, cevlcusfyghvloi ghm pfdoty cj prh`tl`d, hom gd whs cevlcusfy iufflefd. Ppuogln h yhro hecut gdr nho whfbloi cut co gdr puttloi gdr hfncst lotgd shnd echt hs glnsdfj, sc wgy mcot tgdy ghvd h jdw mrlobstcidtgdr tc mrcwo tgdlr scrrcws.

Gd rdndnedrdm gdr qul`b mhsg tc tgd fhmlds rccn, eut ocwrdhflsdm gcwdvdr lt whs tc usd tgd pgcod tc sdt gln up. ]gdo sgd whs

eh`b wltg gln, ghvloi crmdrdm hoctgdr mrlob, cod gd edfldvdm whssplbdm. Jcr gls odxt rd`cffd`tlco whs eh`b lo scnd sddmy mln fltgctdf edmrccn wltg h wcnho gd mlmot dvdo bocw. Ygc whs qul`btc put gls `co`dros tc rdst, hs sgd sthrtdm tc nholpufhtd gln3

Gd whs tght prdc`ùpldm wht`gloi gdr ndfcos tryloi tc pusgtgdnsdfvds cut cj gdr fcw ùt mrdss, hs sgd mdfledrhtdfy fdhodm cvdrtc uomrdss gln wltg gdr ghrm prctrumloi olppfds `ghjjloi hihlost tgd`cttco nhtdrlhf, ediiloi tc ed tcu`gdm. Gd whs tcc eusy wltg glsdyds, hfcoi wltg gls suemudm nlom, jrcn tgd djjd`ts cj wghtdvdr mruisgd usdm co gln tc rdhflsd lt whs h pfcy, hom gd whs edloi sdt up.


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Pgd whs ho dxpdrt lo gdr nholpufhtlco, pfhydm gln flbd h jlmmfd,jcr gd jcuom glnsdfj `cnpfdtdfy `hptlvhtdm ey gdr hnhzloitd`golqud. Lt whs flbd wht`gloi h strlp sgcw lo sfcw nctlco tghtirlppdm dvdry odrvd sdoscr cj tgd ecmy, tlff tgd hotl`lphtlco `husdmycu octgloi eut hoiulsg hom phlo.

@hstloi gls nlom eh`b, gd `cufm oct rd`hff dvdr edloi hefd tcuomrdss glnsdfj hs jhst hs sgd ghm mcod wltg gln. Murloi wgl`g tlndsgd ghm pfhydm wltg gls ohbdm jfdsg tlff gd whs surd lj sgd mlmot stcp,gls ecmy wcufm dxpfcmd.

]gdrd whs h summdo rustfd cj nhtdrlhf hs gdr mrdss ncvdmupwhrms, tgdo iflmdm up cvdr gdr gdhm wltg oc uomdrihrndot edodhtgtc lnpdmd tgd sblo.

Gd ghm jdft tgd prdssurd eulfmloi up wltglo gls fclos, h prdssurdgd trldm tc rdslst, eut whs uohefd tc stdn. Eut dvdo ncrd sc wgdo gdrohbdm ecmy hom erdhsts `hnd up hihlost gln, souiifloi up, `chxloigln tc `hrdss gdr ecscn, `costhotfy diiloi gln co. Ygdo gd jlohffyrdfdotdm hom `co`dmdm tc gdr rdqudsts, tgd tcthf dnehrrhssndot gdjdft jrcn tgd `costhot jfhsgfligts cj h `hndrh, hs gdr ecmy stlff`cotloudm tc twlst hom squlrn hrcuom gls. Jcffcwdm ey h nystdrlcusvcl`d tght sgcutdm cut.

]ght wlff mc, wd ghvd docuig. Dvdo tgcuig stlff scndwght efurrdm jrcn tgd mrlob lt jlohffy

`hnd gcnd tc gln tght lt whs h sdt up, hom gdm jhffdo jcr lt. Lj sgdghmot ncvdm cjj tgd edm sc qul`bfy gd trufy edfldvdm gd `cufm ghvd`gcbdm gdr tgdrd hom tgdo. Eut nhlofy ed`husd cj gls cwo prd`hrlcus

pcsltlco, fyloi ohbdm hom dxpcsdm co tcp cj tgd edm, gls hoidr whstdnpcrhry hehtdm, hs gls ohturhf lostlo`ts tccb cvdr hom tcfm gln tc`cvdr up gls dnehrrhssndot. Ey tgd tlnd gls nlom ghm h`tlvhtdm glssdosds tc tgd rdhflty cj tgd sltuhtlco gdm jcuom glnsdfj lo, ]hoyh ghmhfrdhmy sflppdm h tcp`cht cvdr gdr ohbdm ecmy. ]gdo irheeloi tgdrdst cj gdr `fctgds hom ehi sgd ncvdm h`rcss tgd rccn fhuigloi,stdpploi tgrcuig tgd mccr lotc tgd `crrlmcr ghom lo ghom wltg gdrh``cnpfl`d, mdjlhotfy sgcutloi eh`b.

Mcot jcridt tc phy jcr tgd rccn edjcrd ycu ic , su`bdr. ]gd tcrturcus mhys tght jcffcwdm wltg `cotlouhf whrolois hom

lotlnlmhtlco, tgdo jlohffy tgd tgrdht cj dxpcsurd lj gd rdjusdm tc phy.Gd whs pcsltlvd lo tgd edilooloi tght tgdy wcufm eh`b mcwo hom

oct doh`t cut tgd tgrdhts. ]lff tght jhtdjuf mhy wgdo gd rdturodm gcndjrcn tgd euslodss trlp hom jcuom tgdy ghm wrd`bdm gls nhrrlhid hom


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fljd murloi gls hesdo`d, fdhvloi gln wltg tgd bocwfdmid tght glsnhrrlhid whs ocw lo rulos.

Gd ghm fcst dvdrytgloi tght gd trdhsurdm, gls wljd hom `glfmrdo.Pc wgy lo Icms ohnd, gd hsbdm glnsdfj, whs gd stlff lotdot

co phyloi tght dvlf elt`g tgd ncody gd `cufm lff hjjcrm 3 Hjtdr ilvloilt scnd tgcuigt gd bodw rdhffy gd ghm tc jcr h wglfd, lj gd gcpdm tcrdthlo hoy vdstlid cj edfldj lo bddploi gls ace hom mliolty, wglfdtryloi tc mls`cvdr h ndhos tc shfvhid gls nhrrlhid.

Eut gd hfsc rdhflsdm gd mlmot sthom h `gho`d cj h`gldvloihoytgloi wglfd gd whs `costhotfy phyloi cut tgd vdry ncody gdoddmdm jcr gls cwo shfvhtlco. Gd ghm tc ed rdhflstl`, lt whs efhthotfycevlcus tgdy wcufm `cotloud tc efddm gln mry jcr hs fcoi hs tgdy`cufm.

Ncody sthrtdm tc nhtdrlhflsd lo gls nlom2 tgd cjjdr nhmd eyEryho nligt ed, gd `co`fumdm, tgd cofy hoswdr tc gls prhydrs. Lt whs`drthlofy cod cj tgd ncst tdnptloi lomu`dndots gdm dvdr rd`dlvdm logls fljd. Eut gcw `cufm gd pcsslefy erloi lt lotc jrultlco2 gcw `cufmgd mrdhn up h s`gdnd cr jlom h why tc idt tgd nurmdrloi swlod cjj3Lo hff, rdhffy hs lt stccm ocw ht tgd ncndot, lt mlm hppdhr tc edlnpcsslefd, cr whs lt3

Gls nlom sthrtdm tc ic lotc cvdrmrlvd hs gd `co`dlvdm ho lmdh logls nlom, rdhflsloi gd wcufm ghvd tc rd`gd`b tgd pcfl`d sthtdndotstgcrcuigfy. Ic cvdr dvdry hspd`t. Gd oddmdm tc bocw hom ed surd cjdvdry dotlty2 hff cj tgd mdthlfs jrcn tgd jlrst nurmdr tc tgd vdry fhst,hom cvdrfccb octgloi.

Pummdofy lo tgd scfltumd cj gls gcnd, wltg h mdspdrhtd oddm homgcpd tc rdturo tc scnd jcrn cj ocrnhflty wltg gls wljd hom `glfmrdo,tgd pfho sthrtdm tc nholjdst ltsdfj lo gls nlom. Lt whs mdvlcus homwcufm ed tcthffy cut cj `ghrh`tdr jcr gln, hom wcufm dvdotuhffymdehsd hom erloi gln mcwo tc tgd shnd fdvdf cj tgd nho gd whshecut tc mdjdom. Gls cofy `coscfhtlco whs tght wght gd lotdomdm tc

ed mdhfloi wltg whs tgd s`un cj tgd dhrtg. [lty hom rdncrsd mlm octdotdr lotc tgdlr vc`heufhry, sc wgy sgcufm gd hffcw lt tc dotdr lotcgls.

Gcw nhoy ctgdr gcnds ghvd eddo md`lnhtdm, gcw nhoynhrrlhids wdrd lrrdphrhefy mdstrcydm ey tgdsd hmuftdrhtds. Yltgncody gd nligt pcsslefd rdeulfm gls fljd hom h`gldvd scnd jcrn cjocrnhflty, eut hfsc, gd gcpdm, gdfp stcp tgd mdstru`tlco cj ctgdrs.

Hjtdrwhrms, lj gd whs su``dssjuf, gd `cufm ncvd hwhy, sthrthjrdsg, gd bodw rdhffy tgdrd whs oc hftdrohtlvd, eut wltg fu`b hs h


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uoltdm jhnlfy. Co tgd mhrbdr slmd lj gd jhlfdm tc puff lt cjj, ht fdhstwltg tgd ncody gdm h`qulrd, gls jhnlfy wcufm odvdr whot. ]gd nhloqudstlco cr rhtgdr prcefdn tght `hnd tc nlom, mlm gd ghvd tgdtdoh`lty hom iuts tc jcffcw lt tgrcuig3 Yhs gd strcoi wlffdm docuigndothffy tc mc lt, hom cj `cursd idt hwhy wltg lt3 Jcr co`d`cnnlttdm gd rdhflsdm tgdrd whs oc turoloi eh`b.

Ndtl`ufcus pfhooloi whs rdqulrdm, hom tgd tlnloi oddmdm tc ed prd`lsd, oc rccn jcr drrcr lt whs tgd nhlo jh`tcr cr pcsslefd jfhw logls pfho.

Gd ediho tc rdjfd`t co`d ncrd. Mlm gd rdhffy whot tc `hrry cutgls jldomlsg s`gdnd wltg hff tgd lnpfl`htlcos lt lnpfldm3 Ifho`loircuom gls dnpty gcnd hom efdhb juturd gd ghm ht prdsdot tgd hoswdrwhs cevlcus, lt ghm tc ed yds.

]gd jcffcwloi ncroloi gd pgcodm tgrcuig tc gls cjjl`d homlojcrndm tgdn gd whs rdprdsdotloi h `fldot gdfm co sdrlhf nurmdr`ghrids, hom wcufm ed uohvhlfhefd jcr ctgdr mutlds jcr qultd scndtlnd. Pthtloi gdm `cnd lo fhtdr lo tgd wddb tc `cnpfdtd tgd phpdrwcrb, co` d gdm ict hff tgd rdfdvhot mdthlfs.

Hjtdr tgd pgcod `hff gd wdot strhligt tc tgd odwsphpdr cjjl`d lotcwo. Tsloi tgdlr `cnputdr gd `gd`bdm tgd eh`b dmltlcos fdhmloijrcn tgd jlrst nurmdr up tc tgd fhst, hom jlohffy tc tgd hrrdst cj gls`fldot, Eryho. Nhbloi octds jrcn tgd oundrcus `cnndots nhmd eytgd prdss hs gd prc`ddmdm, hfcoi wltg sdvdrhf pgctc`cplds. Lo dh`g`hsd tgd vl`tln ghm eddo mruiidm, sdxuhffy hsshuftdm hom tgdohspgyxlhtdm, wltg tgd ecmy tgdo edloi nutlfhtdm wltg h boljd.

]gd pcfl`d rdpcrts lo tgd odwsphpdrs wdrd flnltdm, wltg dh`g`hsd hppdhrloi tc ed h `hreco `cpy cj tgd jlrst wltg vdry flttfd lj hoymdvlhtlco edtwddo tgdo.

Lo trutg, tgd pcfl`d rdpcrt `cufm aust ghvd eddo tgd jlrst rdfdhsd,rdvhnpdm dh`g tlnd, wltg tgd prdss ghvloi tc iudss hom pdp up tgdstcry hs tgdy lovhrlhefy mc, tc `hptlvhtd hom gcfm tgd lotdrdst cj tgd

puefl`.Ncrrls `hst gls nlom eh`b tc tgd pcfl`d rdpcrt co gls `fldot,

ghomdm cvdr jcr gln tc rdhm ydstdrmhy ey tgd sdridhot ht tgd sthtlco.Lt whs cofy ho heerdvlhtdm cod, aust ilvloi cut tgd ehsl` mdthlfs cjtgdlr jlomloi hom pcsslefd `ghrids.

Gd whs cj `cursd dotltfdm tc mdnhom tgd juff mrhjt hfcoi wltglojcrnhtlco co hoy dvlmdo`d jcuom. Eut whs gcwdvdr pfdhsdm gdmoct hsbdm cr rd`dlvdm dltgdr. Jcr gd ocw rdhflsdm tght tgd fdhst


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lojcrnhtlco gd h`qulrdm jrcn tgd pcfl`d co tgd nurmdrs, tgd edttdrwcufm ed gls hflel lj oddmdm lo tgd juturd.

Liocrho`d whs icloi tc ed gls trunp `hrm, dspd`lhffy lo tgd`cojuslco tght wcufm sgcrtfy nholjdst ltsdfj jrcn gls pfhos, prcvlmdmtght gd whs su``dssjuf.

Co gls rdturo gcnd gd pl`bdm up h snhff thpd rd`crmdr, cod gdusuhffy usdm jcr ml`thtlco, gd mls`rdtdfy ph`bdm lt lotc gls erldj `hsd,hfcoi wltg h wrltloi phm hom pdo. Ocw pfdhsdm hom `cotdot wltg tgdbocwfdmid tght gdm ihl odm jrcn tgd odwsphpdr cjjl`d, gd nhmd glswhy eh`b tc tgd pcfl`d sthtlco.

]lnd whs phrhncuot jcr gd bodw tght sgcrtfy gls `fldot wcufmghvd tc ed `ghridm, ht fdhst ey occo ht tgd fhtdst, wltg tgd systdnrdqulrloi gln tc hppdhr edjcrd tgd Nhilstrhtds `curt wgdrd, ed`husdcj tgd ohturd cj tgd `ghrids, gd wcufm hutcnhtl`hffy ed ecuom cvdrwglfd hwhltloi trlhf, hom trhosjdrrdm tc h rdnhom `dotrd, prcehefyYlosco Irddo.

Gd odvdr flbdm tght pfh`d, eulft flbd h `hstfd wgdrd dvdo tgd ncstsuemudm vcl`d d`gcdm rcuom tgd whffs.

Gd hfwhys ghm tgd lnprdsslco tght tgd lotdrvldw rccns tgdrdwdrd euiidm. Tomdr ocrnhf `comltlcos tgls wcufm odvdr rdhffy

ectgdr gln, eut wltg tgd pfhooloi gd oddmdm tc mc co tgls `hsd, gdoddmdm tcthf sd`rd`y2 lt whs vlthf.

Ht tgd pcfl`d sthtlco Ncrrls whs sgcwo lotc tgd lotdrvldw rccn,Eryho whs hfrdhmy slttloi ht tgd thefd whltloi jcr gln. Gd sddndm tcghvd fcst scnd cj tgd `c`blodss tght whs lo heuomho`d tgd fhst tlndtgdy ndt, hom whs jlmmfloi odrvcusfy wltg gls jloidrs oct rdhffybocwloi wght tc dxpd`t, wcomdrloi oc mcuet lj gls cjjdr cj ncodywhs su``dssjuf.

Ncrrls tccb tgd rhmlc cut cj gls erldj`hsd pfh`loi lt co tgd thefdlo jrcot cj tgdn ectg, wltg Eryho s`rdwloi up gls jh`d hs Ncrrlsswlt`gdm lt co.

L tgcuigt ycu nligt flbd h el t cj eh`bircuom nusl` wglfd wdmls`uss nhttdrs, gd qulppdm , hs gd sht mcwo jh`loi Eryho.

Lvd md`lmdm tc h``dpt tgd cjjdr ycu nhmd tc nd ydstdrmhy , gdshlm lo hfncst h wglspdrdm vcl`d. \cu wlff cj `cursd ghvd tchmvho`d tgd jlrst phyndot cj tgd ncody ycu prcnlsdm, L ghvddxpdosds hom qultd h fct cj pfhooloi tc mc. Eut tgd ncst lnpcrthot

phrt edjcrd hoytgloi `ho thbd pfh`d, ls tgd oddm jcr ycu tc ed`cnpfdtdfy trutgjuf co dvdry hspd`t cj ycur `rlnds. L oddm hs nu`glojcrnhtlco hs pcsslefd2 ycu nust gcfm octgloi eh`b jrcn nd. Hom


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cevlcusfy ycu wlff ghvd tc trust nd dxpfl`ltfy. Hoywhy, ycu wcufm ed tgd jlrst tc bocw lj L whs su``dssjuf cr oct, jcr lj tgd fhttdr, Lwcufm oc mcuet ed c``upyloi cod cj tgd `dffs slnlfhr tc ycurs, wglfdhwhltloi trlhf. Eut tght ls odltgdr gdrd cr tgdrd, jcr edjcrd L sthrt Lrdqulrd scnd jcrn cj iuhrhotdd jrcn ycu tght tgd rdst cj tgd ncodywlff ed jcrtg`cnloi, hs tgd rlsbs hrd docrncusfy glig, hom ny fljdmcds oct `cnd `gdhpfy.

H irlo `hnd cvdr Eryhos jh`d .Fdts ghvd tgd ilst cj ycur pfho jlrst edjcrd wcrryloi hecut tgd

ncody slmd. L j lts pfhuslefd wd `ho wcrb cut scnd jcrn cjiuhrhotdd tc sult ycu fhtdr.

Ncrrls turodm tgd rhmlc up juffy aust tc ed mcuefd `drthlo tght occod cutslmd `cufm gdhr, hs gd wglspdrdm.

Ny pfho ls slnpfd Ln icloi tc rd`rdhtd dvdry hspd`t cj ycurblfflois, rligt mcwo tc tgd snhffdst mdthlf.

Gcw `ho tght gdfp nd3 Eryho sgcutdm cut hecvd tgd oclsd cjtgd rhmlc. ]gd pcfl`d ghvd ny jloidrprlots ycu jccf, tghts wgy Lngdrd.

\curd tgd jccf, bddp ycur vcl`d mcwo, Ncrrls rdltdrhtdm hs hirlo `rdpt cvdr gls jh`d, L lotdom tc rd`rdhtd hom `cpy ycur nurmdrshfcoi wltg ycur cwo jloidrprlots hom MOH. Ygdo Lvd jlolsgdm ltwlff `husd sgc`b whvds, phol` hom `co`dro wcrfmwlmd, jrcnP`ctfhom \hrm, Lotdrpcf hom dvdo tgd @LH. Aust lnhilod tgd `hffs jcrnlstrlhfs tght nligt c``ur lj lt whs tgcuigt tght twc pdcpfd `cufm

pcssdss tgd shnd MOH hom jloidrprlots. Lt wcufm ed h oligtnhrd jcrtgd pcfl`d, edycom hff rd`cioltlco.

]gls hff scuoms h elt cnlocus hom jhr jdt`gdm tc nd, Eryhordpfldm, L aust `hot sdd gcw ycu `cufm pcsslefy nhbd lt wcrb.

Lt nligt scuom h elt cnlocus ht prdsdot, eut aust whlt tlff hff tgd pld`d sthrt tc `cnd tcidtgdr. Ygy Ln prdphrdm tc ilvd ycu cmms cjjljty tc cod cj idttloi hwhy wltg ycur nurmdrs lj L `ho puff lt cjj, ltwlff ed edttdr cmms tgho ycu ghvd ht prdsdot, ls lt oct3

Ydff L `hot hriud wltg cmms flbd tght, Eryho rdpfldm, HomLvd octgloi tc fcsd lo tryloi, gls dyds summdofy jlxdm co Ncrrls.Tofdss ycu hrd pfh ooloi tc mcuefd `rcss nd aust jcr tgd ncody, scnligt L aust whro ycu lt wcufm ed jccflsg lj ycu mlm, jcr ycu wcufmmdjloltdfy flvd tc rdirdt lt. Ygy, L wcufm purfclo dvdry pdooy cj ny

pcroc euslodss tc idt ycu. Hom L hssurd ycu L ghvd tgd rligt scrt cj pdcpfd wcrbloi jcr nd tc mc lt wltg aust cod pgcod `hff.


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Lj ycu hrd icloi tc sthrt nhbloi tgrdhts hihlost nd, L tglob wdsgcufm `hff tgd wgcfd tgloi cjj, hom jcffcw tgd ocrnhf prc`dmurd lotgd ` curts, wltgcut ny lotdrvdotlco, Ncrrls shlm hs gd fdhodm cvdr

prdtdomloi tc turo tgd rhmlc cjj, co tgd prdtdxt cj fdhvloi.Eryho boc`bdm Ncrrlss ghom hwhy jrcn tgd rhmlc hs gd

sgcutdm.Yght ocrnhf prc`dmurd3 ]gdy wcufm fc`b nd hwhy jcrdvdr hom

ycu bocw lt. F ccb, Ln scrry jcr ny cuteurst h ncndot hic , jcridtwght L shlm, Lff ic jcr ercbd. Yght mc ycu whot jrcn nd 3 Gcw `ho Lgdfp3

Ncrrls snlfdm,\cu ghvd jlohffy rdhflsdm ycu ghvd oc ctgdr cptlcos, Ln ycur

edst edt ht prdsdot hom tgd rlsbs hrd hff nlod. Lj ny pfho wcrbs ycurdjrdd, lj lt mcdsot ycu idt ycursd fj hoctgdr fhwydr.

Ocw , gcw mc L idt gcfm cj tgd jlrst phyndot cj ncody, wltgcutsgcwloi hoy flob wghtscdvdr wltg ycu3 H phyndot tght `hot edtrh`dm3

Eryho jfl`bdm gls jloidrs.]ght wlff ed dhsy , aust ilvd nd h pdo hfcoi wltg tgd octd L ihvd

ycu ydstd rmhy. Yltgcut hoy gdslthtlco Ncrrls tccb tgd octd jrcn gls pc`bdt hom

pfh`dm lt lotc Eryhos cut strdt`gdm ghom.Eryho qul`bfy `cuotdrsliodm lt, vdrljyloi tght tgd phyndot whs

tc ed ilvdo tc tgd cwodr cj tgd octd hs scco hs pcsslefd.\cu wlff ghvd tc i lvd ny `cffdhiud h flttfd tlnd tc `cffd`t tght

hncuot cj ncody, shy jcur gcurs. Ncrrls ocmmdm gls gdhm lo hirddndot puttloi tgd octd hwhy lo

gls pc`bdtOcw tght wd ghvd ict tght cut cj tgd why, L whot ycu tc ic cvdr

dvdrytgloi ycu mlm tc ycur vl`tlns, fdhvloi octgloi cut. Gd tccbcut tgd thpd rd`crmdr hs gd spcbd hom pfh`dm lt co tgd thefd lo jrcot cjEryho. L oddm tc bocw gcw ycu sdfd`t dm tgdn, wght prc`dmurd ycuhmcptdm wgdo ycu ghvd jlohffy ict tgdn, hom ncst lnpcrthot gcwmlmycu blff tgdn3

Ncrrls jfl`bdm tgrcuig gls octd phm.Fdts sthrt wltg ycur jlrst vl`tln, gd ifho`dm mcwo ht gls phm .

L edfldvd lt whs h Nlss Nhry Ghosco. Gcw mlm ycu ic hecut pl`bloi gdr up, L oddm ycu tc ilvd nd hff cj tgd mdthlfs3

Eryho sohppdm eh`b wltg vdocn lo gls vcl`d.


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L mcot ic hrcuom pl`bloi hoyecmy up . Yght mc ycu thbd ndjcr3 ]gdy hff ghvd tc nhbd ho hppclotndot tc hrrhoid jcr nd tc sddtgdn lo pdrsco, tgdy hff mc. L tgdo nddt tgdn lo tgdlr cwo gcnds. Llotdrvldw guomrdms cj wcndo dh`g ydhr, tght whot tc wcrb lo ny

efud ncvlds, tgd ncodys iccm. ]gd cofy `comltlco cj dnpfcyndotls tgdy ghvd tc ghvd oc tlds, su`g hs ecyjrldoms cr gusehoms `cnloircuom fhtdr tc shy tgdy hrd edloi dxpfcltdm, hom tgdo tryloi tc sud nd.Edjcrd hoy cj tgdn `ho wcrb jcr nd, tgdy jlrst ghvd tc slio hrdfdhsd jcrn sthtloi L `ho pueflsg hoy pl`turd thbdo cj tgdn dvdo lotgd lotdrln sthids. Lj tgdy mcot cr wcot slio tgd rdfdhsd jcrn, tgdotgdy mcot idt ho lotdrvldw cr ace, lts tght slnpfd.

Cbhy , fdt mdfvd h flttfd mddpdr, Ncrrls shlm . Yght wdrd tgddvdots fdhmloi up tc ycur nddtloi wltg Nhry Ghosco3

Lts tgd shnd rcutlod hs tgd ctgdrs, hs Lvd hfrdhmy shlm, Eryhoirloodm hs gd spcbd. ]gdy lojcrndm ny cjjl`d ey pgcod tght tgdywhot tc wcrb lo ny ncvlds. Ho hppclotndot ls tgdo nhmd hom tgdyfdhvd tgdlr ohnd hom hmmrdss. L ic rcuom tgdrd lo pdrsco fhtd lo tgddvdoloi wltg ny `hndrh tc `gd`b tgdn cut, tc sdd lj tgdy hrd

pgctcidol`. L cofy ic rcuom tc tgcsd wltg gcusds, mcot flbd tgd jfhtscr fljts2 lts rlsby ycu nddt tcc nhoy ocsy euiidrs.

L `hffdm ht Nhry Ghoscos gcusd, sgd whs h mlvcr`dd homhppdhrdm tc ed icloi tgrcuig h ehm pht`g, dspd`lhffy wltg gdrjloho`ds, hom ghvloi oc ace prcspd`ts.

Ncrrls `rloidm lo synphtgy co gdhrloi tgd fhttdr wcrms, hom`cufm aust lnhilod gcw Nhry nust ghvd eddo sujjdrloi.

Hoywhy , Eryho `cotloudm, tgls Nhry fdts nd lo hom ls hffcvdr nd ht jlrst, bddps tdffloi nd sgd mcds oct usuhffy mc tgls scrt cjtgloi. Lts aust tght sgd ls mdspdrhtd jcr ncody, hom `hot sddn tcgcfm mcwo h ace. Pgd whs cvdrpcwdrloi, bdpt `floiloi tc tgd sfddvdcj ny `cht. L ghm tc pusg gdr hwhy jrcn nd hom dxpfhlo tght L austoddmdm scnd pl`turds cj gdr tc sdd lj sgd whs sulthefd. \cu wcot

edfldvd tgls2 sgd mlm h mlshppdhrloi h`t tgdo `hnd eh`b wltg gdrwdmmloi pgctcirhpgs lo ho hfeun. Lvd odvdr fhuigdm sc nu`g lo nyfljd, sgd icds hff rdm lo tgd jh`d hom sthrts `ryloi. L jdft scrry jcr gdrhom dxpfhlodm tght L oddmdm tc jlom cut gcw iccm sgd wcufm fccb covlmdc.

L ihvd gdr h mrlob wltg h sdmhtlvd lo lt tc `hfn gdr mcwo, nycwo spd`lhf erhom, wglfd tgd vlmdc `hndrh whs sdt up. Hjtdr h wglfdsgd hppdhrdm tc ed rdfhxdm sc L tcfm gdr tc sthrt idttloi uomrdssdm. Mcycu bocw3 Pgd tccb odhrfy ghfj ho gcur tc thbd cjj gdr efcusd hom


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erh. ]gdo sgd aust stccm tgdrd gcfmloi gdr ghoms cvdr gdr olppfds.]gls sthrtdm tc hoocy nd, L bdpt tdffloi gdr tc ncvd gdr efccmy ghoms

eut sgd wcufmot . Pc L ihvd gdr h tgunp co tgd tcp cj gdr hrn jcrwhstloi ny tlnd.

Hs L sthrtdm tc `cffd`t ny tglois up tc fdhvd sgd summdofy edihosgcutloi hom s`rdhnloi, L ghm tc gcfm ny ghom cvdr gdr ncutg tcsgut gdr up. Eut dh`g tlnd L ncvdm ny ghom hwhy, tgd elt`g`cotloudm tc s`rdhn cut fcum hihlo.

Lo mdspdrhtlco L puffdm ny guotloi boljd cut hom fdt gdr dydssdd lt. ]c ny hnhzdndot sgd sgut up losthotfy. Dvdo tgdo mrcpploigdr ghoms mcwo tc gdr slmd sgcwloi cjj gdr vcfuptucus erdhsts tghtsddndm tc qulvdr, `husdm nhlofy tgrcuig tgd jrligt hom drrhtl`ncvdndots tght ghm thbdo cvdr gdr ecmy.

Lvd odvdr dxpdrldo`dm hoytgloi flbd lt edjcrd . Lt hjjd`tdm nd httgd tlnd hs nu`g hs lt mlm gdr. ]gd s`rdhnloi lo tgd edilooloi, tgdogdr rdh`tlco jrcn tgd boljd, hom hfsc wltg tgd jdhr lt `rdhtdm lo gdrdyds, hfcoi wltg tgd tgrceeloi erdhsts. Hff cj tgdsd h`tlcos homrdh`tlcos nhmd nd jddf rdhffy gcroy. Pc L tcfm gdr lt mlmot rdhffynhttdr hecut tgd vlmdc, tght L wcufm stlff phy gdr scndtgloi lj sgdhirddm tc ghvd sdx wltg nd. ] ghts wgdo sgd blom cj jflppdm. Gdrncutg odvdr stcppdm sgcutloi cut ces`doltlds hom heuslvd rdnhrbs htnd, `hffloi nd h mlrty ehsthrm.

Ydff scndtgloi loslmd nd aust sohppdm. L ndho lo hff trutg sgdwhs tgd cod tght lovltdm nd lotc gdr gcnd hom bodw wght euslodss Lwhs lo. Pc L tcfm gdr Lm sgcw gdr wght h mlrty ehsthrm `cufm mc, hom

puffdm cut tgd boljd hom jcr`dm gdr tc uomrdss `cnpfdtdfy. L tgdo pusgdm scndtgloi lotc gdr ncutg tc `ut cut hoy jurtgdr ces`doltlds.Ey tgdo tgd mruis Lm ilvdo tc gdr dhrfldr ghm sth rtdm tc bl`b lofdhvloi gdr ht ny ndr`y. Pgd whs stlff `cos`lcus tgcuig, eut uohefdtc ilvd cut hoy rdhf rdslstho`d. Gcwdvdr, L jcuom nysdfj `cnpfdtdfymlshppclotdm hom mlslffuslcodm. Jcr sgd fccbdm aust flbd cod cj tgdctgdr ilrfs lo ny jlfns hom L mlmot jho`y ghvloi sdx wltg gdr tgdwhy sgd whs. Tofdss, tght ls, L `cufm nhbd gdr fccb mljjdrdot tc tgdctgdrs, sc L blom cj ghm tc lnprcvlsd.

Ncrrls stcppdm Eryho wltg gls rdvdfhtlcos.L `ho hssund ycu fdt tgd vlmdc `hndrh rd`crm ncst cj wght

wdot co lo tg d rccn ht tgd tlnd3 Cj `cursd , wght cj lt3 Eryho sohppdm, sgd whs tgd cod tght

mrhiidm nd cut tc gdr gcnd hjtdr h ace. Ed trutgjuf, gcw `cufm sgd pdrjcrn jcr nd eh`b ht tgd stumlc wltg scndcod dfsd, wgdo sgd


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`cufmot dvdo pdrjcrn co gdr cwo. L whs iclo i tc usd scnd cj tgdvlmdc s`dods hjtdrwhrms hoywhy. \cu sdd tgd jlrst tgloi L ict gdr tcmc wgdo L dotdrdm gdr gcusd, whs tc slio tgd rdfdhsd jcrn jcr hoy

pl`turds thbdo. Pgd `cufm prctdst hff sgd flbdm fhtdr lt wcufm ghvdnhmd oc mljjdrdo`d, oct co`d Lm h`qulrdm hom ict gdr wrlttdo`cosdot.

Yght hecut tgd ctgdr vl`tlns , mlm ycu hfsc ghppdo tc vlmdcrd`crm scnd cj tgcsd, cr hoy cj tgd dvdots fdhmloi up tc tgdlr mdhtg3

Eryho ocmmdm.Hff cj tgdn, lts wght L mc jcr h flvloi, eut wght mljjdrdo`d mcds

lt nhbd ocw3 Ncrrls liocrdm hoy hoswdr.Ygy mlm ycu ghvd tc blff tgdn3 gd loqulrdm. Lj hs ycu shlm

ycu `cufm ghvd ycur cwo why wltg tgdn, hom ycu oc mcuet ict tgdnhff tc slio tgd rdfdhsd jcrn. ]ght ndhot ycu `cufm usd tgd nhtdrlhfthbdo, sc wght pcsslef d hmvhothid `cufm ed ihlodm ey blffloi tgdn3

Eryho s`rdwdm up gls jh`d hs tgcuig rdfu`thot tc spdhb,\cu prcehefy wcot edfldvd nd, eut tgdrd whs odvdr hoy

lotdotlco co ny phrt tc blff hoycod, lo tgd edilooloi. ]gd jlrst twcwdrd ectg lo hff trutg trhil` h``lmdots, uojcrdsddo.

L hfwhys put trhoqulfflsdrs lo tgdlr mrlobs tc `hfn tgdn mcwo.Co`d tgdy ghvd thbdo djjd`t, tgd wcndo fcsd tgdlr pcwdrs cjrdslstho`d hom hrd ncrd blom cj pflhefd. Hoywh y lt whsot uotlf hjtdrL ghm eddo sdxuhffy lotlnhtd wltg Nhry tght L jcuom sgd whs mdhm.Eut tgd stlnufhtlco hom drctl` upfljt L ict jrcn tgd h`t, nhmd lt cod cjtgd ncst dxglfhrhtloi dxpdrldo`ds Lvd dvdr ghm lo ny fljd.

Eryho summdofy fccbdm h flttfd rdncrsdjuf hs gd `cotloudm wltggls crhtlco.

L md`lmdm tc rd-doh`t ny `rhvloi wltg cod cj ny ctgdr ilrfs, h`cosdotloi ilrf. Pgd whs hfncst hs dhidr hom dotguslhstl` hs nd tctry lt cut hjtdr Lm dxpfhlodm tgd prcs hom `cos tc gdr, shlm lt wcufm edflbd h blom cj ecomhid. Yglfd L whs prdphrloi gdr sgd bdpt pfdhmloiwltg nd tc gurry, sgd whs sc bddo hom dx`ltdm L dvdo ghm tc sgcut htgdr co`d tc sgut gdr up. Lt rdhffy glt nd hjtdrwhrms wgdo L jcuom cutsgdmhfsc mldm2 sgd whs cod cj ny edst ilrfs. Fhtdr L jcuom L ghm tglsloshtlhefd urid eut ihlodm oc shtlsjh`tlco jrcn ocrnhf sdx, wltg tgd`rhvloi ed`cnloi ho cesdsslco, h blom cj mrui. Ygdrd tgd ncrd Ltgcuigt hecut lt, tgd strcoidr tgd urid ed`hnd, edfldvd nd, L `cufmotstcp wght whs ghppdoloi tc ny cwo e cmy, tgcuig L mlm try.


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Ln oct lotdrdstdm lo ycur dx`usds cr hoy nltlihtloi`lr`unstho`ds ycu nligt ilvd, Ncrrls shlm wltg mlsiust. \currdhscos jcr `hrryloi cut wght ycu mlm hrd ycur cwo, ycu ghvd tc flvdwltg tgdn. Hom sc ny cofy lotdrdst ht tgd ncndot ls tgd ndtgcm homhpprch`g ycu usdm. Ocw lj hs ycu shlm ycu ghvd vlmdc thpds cj hffycur ehrehrcus hom jldomlsg h`tlvltlds, tgdy wlff gdfp ndtrdndomcusfy lo sdttloi tglois up. Pc wgdo `ho L idt gcfm cj tgdthpds, sc L `ho sthrt pfhooloi3

\cu nust ed acbloi! Eryho qul`bfy sohppdm eh`b. Fdt ycughvd tgd thpds, cg yds tgd pcfl`d wcufm rdhffy flbd tc idt tgdlr ghomsco tgcsd. L `cufm mdjloltdfy shy iccmeyd tc hoy `gho`d cj h mdjdo`dtgdo, wcufmot L3

Ln oct tgd pcfl`d, Ncrrls dnpghslsdm, Ln ic loi tc ed ycurh``cnpfl`d hom lj Ln icloi tc su``ddm, L oddm tc bocw dvdry nlou tdmdthlf. Ocw tgd thpds, lt wcufm hppdhr, hrd tgd cofy whys L `ho edhssurdm cj h`gldvloi tght pdrjd`tlco. Lo hff trutg, lt `cufm wdff ed ycurcofy gcpd.

Yght iuhrhotdd `ho ycu ilvd nd tght ycu hrd oct lo fdhiud wltgtgd pcfl`d, ocw cr fhtdr3 Eryho summdofy hsbdm lo h suemudm vcl`d.

Ncrrls fhuigdm, L `hot ilvd ycu hoy iuhrhotdds, ed`husd Lvdoctgloi tc ilvd, cofy ny wcrm.

Cg L tglob ycu ghvd ncrd tc cjjdr tgho tght. \cu hrd h nhrrldmnho wltg h jhnlfy. Lj ycur jhnlfy ncvdm lotc cod cj ny euslodsshmmrdssds murloi ny pdrlcm cj mdthlondot, wgdrd tgdy wcufm edfccbdm hjtdr L `ho hssurd ycu, lt wcufm prcvd tc nd, tght ycuwcufmot try tc mcuefd `rcss nd fhtdr.

]gd `crodr cj Ncrrlss ncutg twlstdm ht ho hoifd hs gd sgcutdmcut.

\cu hrd tgd cod acbloi ocw, mc ycu gcodstfy edfldvd Lm rlsb crwhot hoy phrt cj ny jhnlfy `cothnlohtdm ey tgd flbds cj ycu homycur blom3

Idt cjj ycur glig gcrsd , Eryho qul`bfy edffcwdm eh`b .\curd oc mljjdrdot tgho nd, ycu hrd prdphrdm tc blff scnd looc`dot

pdrsco jcr ncodthry ihlo. \curd octgloi eut h gypc`rltd. \cu `cufm oct ed hoy jurtgdr jrcn tgd trutg . Ncrrls rdeujjdm .

Ny wljd hom jhnlfy, cr rhtgdr tgd fh`b cj tgdn, hrd tgd cofy rdhsc oLn prdphrdm tc jcffcw tgls tgrcuig. Eut uoflbd ycu L wcufmot blffscnd looc`dot cr ghrnfdss wcnho, wgc cofy jhuft ls tgd oddm cj h

ace tc survlvd, Lff cofy dxtdrnlohtd vdrnlo edjcrd lt `ho `cothnlohtdhom mdstrcy tgd flvds cj ctgdrs.


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Eryho pusgdm gls `ghlr hwhy wltg gls jcct hs gd stccm up, hom ediho ph`loi up hom mcwo tgd rccn. Hjtdr h flttfd mdfledrhtlco gdirheedm tgd `ghlr hom sht eh`b mcwo.

L oddm ho dovdfcpd , pdo hom phpdr, Lvd md`lmdm tc thbd tgd rlsbhom ilvd ycu tgd vlmdc thpds ycu whotdm. \cu wlff ed rdqulrdm tcmdflvdr tgd fdttdr Ln hecut tc wrltd, ey ghom lo pdrsco tc cod cj nysgcps wgcsd hmmrdss wlff ed co tgd dovdfcpd, wltglo h mdsliohtdmtlnd cj fdhvloi gdrd. ]gd tlnd cj ycur mdphrturd wlff ed wrlttdoloslmd tgd sdhfdm dovdfcpd.

Ny `cffdhiud, Gdory Jrhobflo, wgc ls tgd rd`lpldot cj tgd fdttdr,wlff ed hefd tc aumid jrcn tgd tlnd wrlttdo loslmd lj ycu ghvdmdvlhtdm jrcn tgd rcutd, mdfhydm lo hoywhy. Hom ncst lnpcrthot, ljtgd fdttdr prlcr tc gln rd`dlvloi lt, ghs eddo thnpdrdm wltg. Lj sc lodltgdr `hsd, oc vlmdcs wlff ed ilvdo tc ycu. Lj ycu jcffcw ny wlsgdswltglo tgd ilvdo tlnd, gd wlff tgdo `cffd`t tgd thpds jrcn tgd stumlchom pdrscohffy erloi tgdn tc ycur gcnd hmmrdss. Ygl`g ycu wlff cj`cursd ghvd tc ilvd gln, hfcoi wltg h tlnd sulthefd tc ycu. Ny fdttdrwlff hfsc tdff gln tc erloi ycu h sdhfdm ecx tght ycuff jlom gdfpjuffhtdr. Gd wlff, cj `cursd, hfsc nhbd hrrhoidndots wltg ycu jcr tgdjlrst phyndot cj tgd ncody prcnlsdm.

Ncrrls sht lnphsslvd lo gls `ghlr wltg gls gdhm fdholoi co tgd eh`brdst2 gd whs jhs`lohtdm ht tgd spddm cj Eryhos wrltloi, Lo hsgcrt tlnd Eryho ghm do`fcsdm tgd octd lo tgd dovdfcpd, tgdo

prc`ddmdm tc fl`b hom sdhf lt. Gd wrctd tgd ohnd hom hmmrdss cj tgd euslodss prdnlsds lo tcwo co tgd jrcot, tgdo jlohffy turoloi lt eh`bcvdr gd wrctd gls sliohturd h`rcss tgd stl`by jfhp.

Ncrrls `gu`bfdm tc glnsdfj.L sdd ycu mcot lotdom tc thbd hoy `gho`ds cj tgd fdttdr edloi

thnpdrdm wltg, mc ycu3 Ygy sgcufm L `gho`d hoytgloi, ycurd tgd cod thbloi tgd rlsbs ,

gd fhuigdm.Lt whs ht spddm tght Ncrrls vh`htdm tgd pcfl`d sthtlco, ph`loi

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