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Message In The Mirror(by Wade Welch)

Contents

IntroductionReflection

Creation My Beginning Sharing America American History Ancient History Society Suffering

i!ingTruth"a#ns$aith

S%iritualityReligion&ife'cusesWaling The Wal$ TanTyler

Homeless

Tent CitySal!ation Army

ate#ay To Ho%e "at *immy $reddy Church +nder The Bridge Bo# Street Alcoholics Anonymous Church rou%s &o!e Women

Men My Wal

Hate History Aashic Record 'go

Reincarnation Wisdom S%irit


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AddictionsRacismSolutions

Introduction

I started #riting about ,- years ago in order to %ro!ide a system in #hich I couldremember the e!ents I e%erienced and and truths I disco!ered. The choices I ha!emade in my life ha!e taen me to a %oint #here it seems im%ossible to understand #hathas ha%%ened. Mysteries ha!e become a huge %ortion of #hat my life has turned out tobe. I reali/e seeing truth has al#ays been a %riority in my life0 but #hy has that createdso many %roblems1

2The %ositi!e thing about #riting is that you connect #ith yourself in the dee%est #ay0and that3s hea!en. 4ou get a chance to no# #ho you are0 to no# #hat you thin. 4oubegin to ha!e a relationshi% #ith your mind.255 6atalie oldberg

My #riting has sho#n me #ho I may be. I thought I ne# %art of my identity all along0 but#hat I sa# #as the reflection of #ho I am. I !ie#ed my strengths as #eanesses0 e!enthough I did not 2o#n2 the conce%t of #eaness. As I #rote0 I #ould as myself #hy I didnot find confidence in my strengths and mae a total commitment. I felt as though I hada core of strength0 and that I 7ust needed to get to a %oint #here I understood #hat #asha%%ening. I needed a comfort /one...to no# that I am %art of something good.

Reflection

Why did I ne!er feel satisfied #ith myself1 Sure0 it #ould seem that my mother madethat ha%%en...and of course she did. But #hy #ould I let that sto% me1 I had manyinterests that offered me a chance at great success in life. I 7ust didn3t care. Although I

#as able to create a future for me0 it #as 7ust a matter of time before it #as not enough.Success in our society comes at a %ersonal cost...one that re8uires us to com%romiseour identity. Money is #hat our society #ants0 and generally #e ha!e to follo# a %aththat #e #ould normally a!oid.

A %sychologist can mae a list of life3s influencing factors and our reactions. Much of thatstudy may be realistic0 but it is all built u%on a foundation com%rised of a subliminalobsession. I #anted my future to be su%%orted by a foundation of truth. My faith #asin!ested into a conce%t of being a %art of something honest and #orth#hile. I seemed toal#ays be #illing to acce%t %ersonal sacrifice if I lost faith in the goal I #as #oringto#ards. I #as not afraid to deal #ith truth.

I sa# all my #eanesses throughout my life. I #as able to mae the easy changes andto e!entually deal #ith those I %ut off. My successes #ere enough to ee% me busy aslong as I #as not alone0 since much of my attention #ould then be directed a#ay fromme. I could sometimes forget the truth about my #eanesses0 but #hen I had a setbacin my life and I #as alone again0 I chose to see truth. A constant in my life has been meha!ing faith in the conce%t of reali/ing my true identity.

There are many 8uotes that attem%t to dis%lay the message that our failures are ourteachers in life and our successes are our %laymates. We ha!e that one main lesson in


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life0 and if #e can get beyond our desire to %lay0 #e ha!e suffering to loo for#ard to. We!ie# suffering as des%air0 #hile all along #e see the reflection of truth. What #e fail tosee is that truth is des%air and suffering is #hat maes it difficult to ignore truth. Why do#e all belie!e in a delusional comfort /one...a %layland1

Suffering is not the only #ay #e can learn a life lesson. It is the only realistic #ay. Almost

all of us try to a!oid suffering and remain in our delusion. We can surely learn the samelessons0 and can actually learn them much faster #ithout failure dominating our li!es. All#e ha!e to do is a!oid our reflection and li!e our life from the o%%osite %ers%ecti!e. Wemust learn the truth...of the ego. We must ha!e a commitment to learning...to acce%t theine!itability of our des%air. We must ha!e faith in truth.

The common %ers%ecti!e in our country is one of ob!ious reality. The #orld is abattlefield0 and #e need to do the smart thing. 9ur daily choices need to be in!ested intoour future. :ee%ing our mouth shut allo#s us to see a comfortable %lace in society. It isabout sur!i!al. 9r ambition. 9r %rotection from ambition. Com%romise is necessary toreduce the ris of failure. All of this is the result of %eo%le being consumed by their ego.

There are numerous reasons to be submissi!e to authority. Any %erson #ho caresenough to s%ea out for truth #ill not last !ery long. We ha!e to ee% our mouths shut.This is one reason truth is hidden a#ay. Truth is only im%ortant from the %ers%ecti!e ofthe soul. It is a sim%le mathematical e8uation that demonstrates that humanity does notdis%lay truth in society...yet most %eo%le #ill not lea!e the armor of the ego long enoughto care. We regard success as en7oying the benefits of doing #hat is in our best interest.Stroing egos is a sure %ath to success.

Ho# is it %ossible that truth #ould be more im%ortant than success1 It sim%ly cannot...inthe reality of our society. Corru%tion dominates the money in our life. o!ernment is runby those most %o#erful. It may be drug traffic organi/ations0 or earth drilling chemicalcor%orations0 or co!ert armies that are run 7ointly bet#een organi/ed crime and the

go!ernment. The common o%inion in society is that %eo%le #ho are committed toincluding truth in their li!es are %sychotic and #e need %rotection from them.

There is a %lace #here truth eists. It is not in a society #here hate is the norm...#here#ar is the result...#here %ur%ose has no !alue. We deny all that is noble and cling to adelusion that is built of concrete and steel. The ego is #ho #e are0 and it allo#s us todeny it and instead blame e!erything on other %eo%le. 'cuses are #hat #e are...as #eillustrate in e!erything #e do. Truth eists only in our soul.

S%irituality may %ro!ide ins%iration to become something more. The ma7ority of s%iritual%eo%le e%loit the net#oring ca%abilities and control the reality. The bottom lineregarding s%irituality is that #e become more efficient in our ability to control o%%ortunity

in society. 9ur delusions 7ust get e%onentially greater. 4et the !ery small minoritybecome truly s%iritual and acce%t their life3s %ur%ose.

I had any number of o%%ortunities had I allo#ed myself to com%romise my !alues. '!enthough I #as able to ee% my mind occu%ied #ith a family and a future0 something #ouldha%%en and I #ould be gi!en a choice. Be #all%a%er and ee% silent...maintaining ano%%ortunistic %lan...to be eactly #hat our leaders ha!e manufactured. They ha!e e%tus in that s%ace bet#een truth and reality...not #illing to belie!e anythingnegati!e...embracing ecuses that create an illusion that feeds the ego.


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What it boils do#n to is one basic decision. ;o #e care about s%iritual truth e!en #hen itseems ob!ious1 6o. We do not ha!e solid outstanding %roof...irrefutable e!idence. '!enif #e did0 #e #ould find a #ay to get %ast that obstacle. We %robably already ha!e manytimes in our history. The ego rules this #orld0 and that is %ure e!idence that truth is notim%ortant. 9ur current condition is the result of the human e8uation.

Ho# is it %ossible for truth to not be more im%ortant1 The successes of others that I ha!e#itnessed all had a common com%onent. They re8uired a com%romise of %ersonal!alues and o!erall truth. In my o%inion0 they lo#ered the 8uality of the definition ofmanind. It may be %ossible that under the right circumstances0 most %eo%le #ouldagree #ith me. In this reality0 most do not. Truth is not im%ortant.

We all ha!e a lesson to learn in life. Society tells us that our lessons are about gettingalong #ith others. About dealing #ith our inner struggles #ith addictions. Aboutacce%ting res%onsibility for our surroundings. We end u% disco!ering that life is acontradiction. The true lesson in life is actually a sim%le one...one that fe# %eo%le e!erlearn. We ha!e to see the truth that hides behind the reflection that #e see as

oursel!es. 9ur lesson in life is to loo #ithin and acce%t truth. This #ill hel% lead us toour goal...to con8uer our ego.

Creation'!erything in the uni!erse is of the same substance...but in a different !ibration. I guessthat means that there are subatomic %articles (that #hich maes u% the light0 life0 andod) that combine to form different substances according to different !ibrations. As theuni!erse is held together by electromagnetic forces (!ibrations)0 e!erything #e no# ismade of %articles held together. The sun has higher degrees of !ibrations than 'arth.

od is %ure light energy #hich is the smallest %article in eistence. His realm is !oid of

!ibration0 so od is not !ibrating. He created life by setting %articles of himself in motion0#hich began !ibrating...thus affecting other %articles...creating chaos.

This chaos0 o!er maybe millions of years (or more)0 settled...and due to gra!ity andmagnetism0 created matter in the form of s%heres (large %articles). This is theuni!erse...!arious s%heres made of %articles that !ibrate. Science sho#s that atomsha!e !ibrating %articles0 and all matter has !ibration. Slo# !ibration is creati!e energy0#hile fast !ibration is destructi!e energy. A%%arently0 light #as there to %ro!ide %ositi!eenergy that balanced the negati!e high !ibration.

od had created souls (life) that eist near his realm by means of a %ath of light. Soulsare life forms that are the same energy as od0 but #ith some !ibration. By #ay of

magnetic forces0 the slo#er the souls !ibrated the closer they could be to od. Higher!ibrating souls #ere 2%ushed2 farther do#n the stream of light. This degree of !ibration inthe soul determines the se!erity of our ego after #e are incarnated.

I encounter %eo%le e!eryday #ho are obsessed #ith #ho they are and getting #hat they#ant. What ha%%ens to them is the only thing that matters...unless they are sufferingfrom de%ression or under the influence of drugs. They see their reflection as I do0 butthey choose a %ath that benefits their false image. Their ability to inter%ret the truth of thereflection is limited by their desire to stay in %layland. If the ego is not enough to maintain


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this life0 de%ression or addictions tae o!er.

Then there are the %eo%le #ho do care about some %eo%le. They ha!e learned sometruth. Ho# they %ersonally benefit in their life is based on their ability to alter thereflection #ithin those %eo%le. It has nothing to do #ith truth. It has only the bottom lineto focus on. 6ot only do they #ant success0 and to a!oid suffering0 they #ant to

strengthen their self5image...their reflection. They #ant to stroe their ego. Theymanufacture an image #ithin the delusion of %eo%le around them0 and then li!e out a lie.

There are also the %eo%le #ho care about other %eo%le and truth. They #ant to a!oidsuffering0 ha!e success0 and not be alone...but they also #ant to ha!e truth. These%eo%le find a %lace #here they only ha!e to deal #ith a %ortion of their reflection andtruth. They only ha!e to find a %lace #here they get it all0 and that %lace is not etremelyambitious. It is a %lace #here they can touch %layland but remain 7ust outside theboundary. They are #all%a%er.

"lus there are those %eo%le #ho suffer. This o%ens u% a #hole ne# set of categories andfactors. There must be many different themes in!ol!ing suffering. 9ur choices may tae

us there0 or maybe it is all about random circumstances. 9r maybe it is our %ur%ose inthis life. Ho# is it %ossible that someone might consider suffering to be the best choice1

We ha!e choices in life. Some %eo%le see truth and some see ecuses. We all begin#ith !arying reflections0 strengths0 #eanesses0 and comfort /ones. We share the same%ur%ose...to see and disco!er truth. 4et #e do not e!en begin to deal #ith our 8uest. Atbest0 #e find out that our reflection is not honest0 so #e acce%t s%irituality. The !astma7ority are #all%a%er0 e!en if they ha!e s%irituality in their li!es. To a!oid suffering theyembrace ecuses.

Truth is so rare that it only eists in ancient history and in our reflection. 6o matter ho##e began our life0 the truth is hidden #ithin a reflection. We all start out #ith a delusion.

Without hel% from other %eo%le or souls #ho ha!e truth to share0 #e can only #orto#ards the goal of finding truth. Without hel%0 most ne!er e!en begin seeing truth. Wea!oid our %ur%ose in life. $or some reason0 #e do not recei!e the gift of truth fromothers. We are #all%a%er.

My beginning

I am not eactly sure #hen it first ha%%ened0 or e!en #hat ha%%ened. 9ne day bet#een,


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I #as in a %lace I ne!er had been before. I #as surrounded by #hat seemed lie theuni!erse. I s%ent that time looing around and listening. And the feeling I remember isthat I ne# e!ery ans#er to e!ery 8uestion in the entire uni!erse. $rom the moment I#oe u%0 I ha!e been at %eace. '!erything ha%%ens for a reason0 and it is %erfect. We0as a s%ecies0 ha!e no #orries other than those #e manufacture oursel!es.

I ne# that I #as surrounded by truth0 and that it #as %erfect. Again0 I ne# the ans#erto e!ery 8uestion in the uni!erse. I ne# that od0 or #hat #e thin of as od0 #as truth.But #hen I #oe u% I could not remember anything other than the feeling I had and theim%ressions it made on me.

I ne# that %eo%le are good0 at their core0 but not #ithin their ego. I ne# that I did notha!e to forgi!e my enemies...not e!en my family and friends...I only had to forgi!emyself. $or me0 it had already been done. I did it at that moment0 %lus I had done it manytimes before. I instantly had !alue in myself. I #as in #onder0 and at total %eace. I #illcontinue to mae mistaes0 as I am 7ust a child.

I #ill continue to be obsessed #ith truth0 and I #ill continue to be a !ictim to the

ego...mine and that of others. I ne# that I #ould go do#n a %ath of sacrifice0 and it#ould be beautiful. '!erything ha%%ens for areason0 and it is all as it should be.

9ne and a half years ago0 maybe thirty years after that night0 I #oe u% and an entireday #as gone. I #as a different %erson. I felt the same as I did that day long ago...ece%tthis time I had a ne# feeling...I still felt that I #as 9:0 and I still forga!e myself0 but no# Ialso #as left #ith enormous lo!e. I lo!e my e0 #ho destroyed me. I lo!e those #hosacrificed and suffered in the %ast. I lo!e the insignificance that I am.

I #ant to be bra!e0 and if I #ant to fool myself0 I thin that I am. But #hen the timecomes0 I no# the fear. But no# there is a difference...#hen I am confronted #ith truefear0 I ha!e hel%. My fear dissol!es and I am bra!e. I can literally feel the difference. I

feel the strength. I am not afraid to die. The fear I still ha!e is that of the future. But #henthe moment comes0 I am not afraid. I stand beside truth0 and des%air. I am a humbleser!ant.

9ne thing I suffer from still...I cannot deal #ith the confrontation of fatherhood. I cry atthe end of $orrest um% #hen he sees his son. I cry #hen I #atch T? sho#s that deal#ith fatherhood. Through the tears I ha!e strength0 as I no# that this is the cost I %ayfor my forgi!eness. I learned ho# to cry o!er ten years ago. "arenting #as one of thethings that I needed to im%ro!e on.

Sharing

2To #rite s%iritually is to engage in a search for authentic language. 4ou@ll find your truthby #riting your #ay to it.255"atrice ?ecchione

My #riting is a tangible %iece of my reflection. It allo#s me to see my ego and my truth.The de%th of thought gi!es me an idea of #hat I need to do net. Through trial and errorI ha!e a chance to learn0 to see truth0 and to fulfill my destiny. I ha!e the chance todis%lay #ho I am #ith the ho%e than one %erson #ill care. It is my chance to share0#hich gi!es me another glim%se of my delusion. I see to disco!er and share truth.


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It #asn3t until about years ago that I decided to com%lete a %ortion of my #or. I didthis because I #anted to share. I ha!e al#ays had a com%ulsion to see truth and godo#n a %ath to#ard understanding0 but I ne!er #anted to go alone. Alone is eactly #hatI am. If sharing #as a %art of my life0 #ouldn3t I be finding a #ay to include %eo%le in mylife1 Can sharing be something that ha%%ens indirectly1 Something that only ha%%ens inthe future1

The conce%t of sharing is a bit of a long shot. It #ould be easy to share money or itemsof ob!ious !alue0 but sharing no#ledge is a com%letely different matter. 6ot only do thema7ority of %eo%le not care about truth0 our society is built u%on a foundation of lies."eo%le #ant an easy road to tra!el0 and the %erson #ho goes do#n the un%a!ed %ath ofbum%s and briars...goes alone. To %ro!ide truth about our history and origins is a difficultand un#elcomed tas0 and to stay focused I #ould need to ris all that I am.

The current definition of sharing re8uires true commitment. The organi/ations thatcontrol ma7or com%onents of society !alue information and guard it. They ha!e analmost unlimited ability to sto% the s%read of information0 %lus they no# much morethan anyone else. They also no# much of the future. It a%%ears that they ha!e total

control o!er truth due to their #ealth and %o#er. Sharing truth today %ro!oes interestfrom the #rong %eo%le.

My commitment to sharing seems to be one of the basic com%onents of my soul. MaybeI could find a better #ay to get a good %oint deli!ered0 as my #riting is not #hat it used tobe. I may need to be less for#ard and less direct to the %oint0 telling more stories thatthe reader can relate to0 or offer the reader a better stance in order to defendthemsel!es. I thought about that alot. But this is #hat I ha!e0 and my sei/ures are doingtremendous damage to my brain. This is my last boo.

America

I may seem a bit critical as I describe the %eo%le I enounter in my 7ourney and theresults0 and in ho# I relate to manind0 but it is actually the o%%osite. I am defending ourright to no# the truth about life0 and ho# #e ha!e the %o#er to tae charge of ourdestiny...no matter #hat. "lus0 our mistaes are not our fault. They are sim%ly thedefinition of manind. With the %ro%er su%%ort0 as it #as designed to be0 #e couldestablish faith and %ro!ide a door to the second ste%.

I can only s%eculate about #ho controls truth in our daily li!es. I ha!e a good idea0 as I%ay attention to history and #ho controls the #ealth0 %lus I ha!e firsthand e%eriencethat is related. But unless I become "resident of the +nited States0 I #ill not ha!e accessto the Boo of Truth that su%%lies our ne# 2leaders2 #ith the truth on their inaugurationday. I am certain it is not all of the truth0 but enough to mae decisions that are aligned

#ith the goals of the %o#erful #ho ha!e taen charge.

2Where an ecess of %o#er %re!ails0 %ro%erty of no sort is duly res%ected. 6o man issafe in his o%inions0 his %erson0 his faculties0 or his %ossessions.55*ames Madison

9ur country and society are a machine. It has a brain0 #hich o%erates on secretinformation and co!ert o%erations. It has society0 #hich is the energy that fuels theengine. It has the go!ernment0 #hich is the system that ee%s the fuel ready. It hasdemocracy0 #hich is maintenance of a delusional society. It has a finished %roduct...a


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barrier to o%%ose our souls. 9ur %ur%ose in life is to instead %ro!ide a sanctuary for oursouls.

9ur country is o!er -- years old0 but it is !ery young. We no# about our history0 and#orld history0 and ho# humanity has a %ast that includes suffering. We began thiscountry as something ne# and different0 and #e did it by dealing #ith truth. We #anted

to a!oid tyranny. We ne# that %o#er had to be di!ided and su%%orted by a system ofchecs and balances

9ur forefathers began #ith truth as their moti!ation. They #ored on behalf of the soul0and the future0 and had faith in our s%irituality. They ne# that #e #ere the fuel for themachine of society. They understood an e8uation that e%lained the soul0 uni!erse0 andthe %ur%ose of life.

2That go!ernment is best that go!erns least.255Thomas *efferson

S%eaing u% about truth in!oes fear into a #orld that is built u%on fear. Truth isincon!enient and challenges the beliefs of %eo%le at their core. Since American society

has e!ol!ed through se!eral centuries of im%lementing a %lan that controls %eo%le as a#hole0 #e ha!e had little incenti!e to 8uestion it. To mae matters #orse0 there is amechanism in %lace that maes it im%ossible to successfully share truth. It is called ego.

I understand that e!en if #e mae truth a!ailable today0 there is little #e can do #ith it. It#ill not mae our li!es better immediately. It #ill not mae us more %o%ular tomorro#. Itsim%ly maes us less content #ith society and more res%ectful to our ancestors ands%irituality. History is one of the most im%ortant %ortions of our li!es0 in an information#orld. It is normal and natural for a generation to ha!e a differing %ers%ecti!e than thatof their %arents. The current definition of humanity concerns the com%etition bet#eentruth and delusion.

Truth is the result of a %ersonal commitment. It is not the result of acce%ting #hat isgi!en to us. It re8uires the indi!idual to disco!er that it does matter #hat #e do in ourlife. We come here so that our souls end u% #ith less !ibration than they started #ith.9ur ego is the nemesis of our soul0 but is also the mechanism that allo#s the soul toim%ro!e. It is a sim%le choice0 but it re8uires a com%licated commitment. We use truth tore7ect the ego and reduce the !ibration of our soul in a !ibrating uni!erse.

American History

2As go!ernment e%ands0 liberty contracts.255Ronald Reagan

If #e study history #e find that there are e!ents that changed our %ath as a country.

These seem to be rather normal and random0 and #hen they are combined #ithins%irational e%lanations that in!ol!e an egoic system already in %lace0 #e 7oin in acelebration of our ego. These e!ents #ere not only %lanned by the %o#erful leaders0 butengineered.

2"ut not your faith in men but bind them do#n #ith the chains of the Constitution.255Thomas *efferson

Around the time of World War I0 #e began to change. The 6a/is #ere gaining control of


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'uro%e because they had an ins%irational cause. They had disco!ered ancient Hindumanuscri%ts that re!ealed truths. They #ere searching for ancient artifacts fromci!ili/ations that #ere far more ad!anced than us.

;uring World War II0 Hitler #as seeing control o!er all of humanity. Atomic #ea%ons#ould con8uer the #orld0 and then this ne# disco!ery of ancient technologies #ould

allo# them to start a ne# Aryan #orld order. America defeated ermany at eactly theright time to bring the Aryan scientists bac here and %roduce atomic #ea%ons. We allno# the rest.

2The t#o enemies of the %eo%le are criminals and go!ernment.255Thomas *efferson

After World War II0 #e started building our Technology Age. The oil com%anies dis%layedtheir ability to dominate future marets. Insurance com%anies guaranteed their financialsuccess. The money game had begun. Since #e had the lead in technology0 #e began%rotecting it. 9ur co!ert o%erations started bac before World War I0 but no# they hadthe %o#er. 9ur only ad!ersary #as Russia.

Russia is #here #e (the Caucasian race) started...the Caucasus mountains. $or somereason0 #e ha!e sho#n e%ertise in finding methods to control humanity. It is no #onderthat Russia #as our o%%onent once #e began our con8uest. We #ere taught that this#as a normal e!olution of man from the a%es0 but that #as not the truth. There #as adistinct %eriod of time #hen the fi!e races began0 and it #as after s%irituality #aseliminated...after the red man of Atlantis #as destroyed.

2o!ernment e!en in its best state is but a necessary e!ilD in its #orst state anintolerable one.255Thomas "aine

;o you remember the Cuban Missle Crisis of ,


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:ennedy made a deal #ith :hrushche! to mae a 7oint tri% to the moon0 bet#een the+SA and Russia. We #ere going to share the re!erse engineering. That is #hy ourgo!ernment illed :ennedy...both of them. Had #e %artnered #ith Russia at that time0#ho can guess #hat life #ould be lie today1 Would a great American leader be able tosur!i!e the co!ert and corru%t leaders that ha!e engineered America1 To be able to ridsociety of falsehoods and delusions1 To sto% our go!ernment from 7oining in organi/ed

crime and %rofit from the lo# standard of life in society...and instead combine all ofhumanity to %ursue a noble cause such as disco!ering the meaning of life1

2o!ernment is not the solution. o!ernment is the %roblem.255Ronald Reagan

9ur secret leaders ha!e a big %lan to control all facets of the future of manind0 andtechnology is the most im%ortant com%onent. Controlling the flo# of #ealth is ob!iouslyim%ortant0 but the third most im%ortant is to maintain an egoic society de!oid oforgani/ed s%irituality based on eact truth. The ability to ee% truth hidden0 and toim%lement egoic society is the guarantee of control. History of the #orld for the last,--0--- years e%lains all of this0 and this is the source of our no#ledge. Ancientartifacts that e%lain our %ast and our future...is our guarded secret.

9ur %ast and future are !ery im%ortant0 but our %resent is not. We are currently at a lo#%oint #ith a change on the #ay. 6o# is our time to choose the soul o!er the ego. This isthe only matter at hand today. It concerns truth0 and our commitment to truth0 and #eha!e truth laid out before our eyes. But0 in a fear5based society #here #e cannot e!enadmit to #ho #e are0 truth is #hat %eo%le fear. The reader has a choice at this eactmoment...soul or ego...incon!enience or relaation...see or destroy truth.

If #e %ay attention to historical and scientific e!idence0 and ha!e a commitment toseeing truth0 our life becomes a learning e%erience. 9ur alternati!e is to stay #ithinthe safety of the egoic delusion. Truth is enlightening0 and the source of understanding0but it is incon!enient. If #e are still addicted to our ego0 truth is the enemy...since it

sho#s us that #e are fla#ed. ;es%air is currently the result if #e see truth0 as truthe8uals des%air. We all began #ith ego0 and fe# of us are #ithout it. We ha!e to learnho# to %re%are the manner in #hich #e consume our des%air. 9nce #e disco!er truth tobe our sal!ation0 then the %ast becomes most im%ortant0 and then our future0 and #eembrace the des%air of the %resent. The des%air is our teacher0 if #e can o%en our eyes.

Ancient History

We ha!e ancient ruins from our %ast that sho# us that history is the focus for those #hosee ans#ers. They are so s%ectacular that #e ha!e no choice but to #onder at ho#they #ere built0 as #e cannot build them today. Car!ed stones that #eigh o!er ,-- tonsare set u%on others0 and form #alls. These structures #ere so #ell built that they are still

standing. Car!ed monuments that stand tall after thousands of years #ere machined#ith eact symmetrical %recision.

We ha!e been told by our best sources for truth that about ,--0--- years ago #einhabited 'arth and had the ability to use our minds to see understanding. We had aninfluence at some %oint from beings that had technology. Most liely #e had hel% frometraterrestrials. If #e ha!e more detailed information a!ailable to us no#0 #e ha!e ithidden a#ay as secrets. As #e are fear5based and addicted to ego0 secrets are allaround us.


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We ha!e found great eam%les of ancient ci!ili/ations in Meico0 'gy%t0 "eru0 'asterIsland0 'ngland0 and other %laces on our %lanet. There are also more eam%lesunderground and under#ater. I thin that it #ould be most interesting to find the remainsof Atlantis off our 'astern coast.

'dgar Cayce told us that Atlantis #as inhabited by the red man0 #ho had the sametechnology #e ha!e today. We can argue about ho# this ha%%ened0 but most liely it#as through influence from etraterrestrials. At some %oint in the future0 if #e becometruth5oriented as a s%ecies0 #e #ill no# for sure. Since our secret leaders are sofocused on off #orld to%ics0 it seems #e ha!e more than enough truth to assemble a%icture that #ill lead to the ans#er.

About -0--- years ago0 Atlantis suffered an enormous destruction. There #ere threese%arate disasters0 #ith the net t#o at >0-- years ago and ,-0-- years ago. Theresult of these de!astations #ere that the 'arth changed geogra%hically0 and Atlantissun. The %oles shifted0 and manind #as forced to establish itself all o!er the %lanet.

That is #hen the fi!e races began.

Society

Today our society is falling a%art. We are the result of many decades of egoicdomination. 9ur leaders are trying to form a country that is di!ided into a system #heremoney is able to ee% automated control. Control o!er all systems internally0 and thefreedom to im%lement a ne# #orld order. Is this intended to establish the ability to re7ectour souls1 Is this a %roduct of some uni!ersal e!il1 9r is it designed to identify the egoico%%onents so #e can clean u% the %ath to Hea!en1 I can #rite ten %ages discussing our

American history that illustrate the co!ert o%erations of our leaders.

I can sho# ho# the secret societies ha!e %a!ed a trail #here they recruit young talentand eliminate the old. Where %oliticians are %urchased and natural resources aree%loited. The %ath of #ealth is based on no#ledge and technology0 but it is decoratedby money. The %roduct is %o#er and control.

I don3t feel it is necessary to #rite a #hole boo about the reality of go!ernment0 as #eall no# #hat is ob!ious...#e 7ust don3t #ant to admit it. As long as our ego is su%%ortedby a comfortable life0 #e #ill fight for the delusion that #ill maintain it. This results in ourtendency to stay #ithin oursel!es and ignore #hat is outside that boundary. This is #hysuffering is im%ortant...as it forces that boundary to disa%%ear.

Here is the ans#er. Thin of your children. Thin of your future. Is the ego enough to

satisfy your concerns1 If your children as you about truth are you going to hide #ithinyour delusions1 Within your #ealth1 6o0 you #ill hide #ithin your fortress. It is a blanetthat is built of ecuses. That is the mechanism of the ego...blame someone else anden7oy the moment. 'cuses su%%ort %ride and are 8uite tasty.

It does not tae a rocet scientist to see that a strong %erson has !alue #hile the #eaare #all%a%er. The strong acce%t #hat they no# is truth...no#ing that the soul is #ithinthis truth #aiting for us to embrace it. The strong %erson has an obligation to the #ea.They must sacrifice and see the %ath of the unno#n. That is ho# #e find out if #e are


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strong0 or #ea.

If #e identify truth in our history0 it illuminates a future %ossibility that includes s%irituality.Admitting to the %ast descre%ancies and those that are current0 and #e may #elcomethe 6e# Age. We ha!e then made a small commitment to#ards understanding truth. If#e are too fragile to %icture suffering as a %art of our li!es0 #e can loo to#ard those

#ho suffer. Try to identify the difference bet#een suffering #ith truth and suffering at thehands of the ego.

We do not need to mae a huge change. A small one o%ens the door to truth. I suggestthat as a minimum #e each see s%irituality through truth0 rather than ignore it orembrace ego. &oo at yourself and challenge yourself...to see truth and embracedes%air. 6o one else has to notice a difference. $ind a %lace that allo#s you to findcomfort...a %lace that has a com%romise. 9%en one eye and you can ee% the otherclosed.

Mae the choice to go do#n a %ath that you alone select...one that #ill lead to self5forgi!eness. That is the gift from our maer. If #e mae the commitment0 #e #ill end u%

#ith forgi!eness...for oursel!es. Then #e feel the lo!e #e ha!e for another...%robably the%erson #ho caused you to embrace suffering. If you do this honestly0 you #ill find truth0and you #ill get hel%.

$or many0 it #ill not be sim%le. It may tae another lifetime. The suffering may come atthe !ery end of this life. That is #hy #e don3t get hel% until #e suffer...until #e ha!e self5forgi!eness...until #e lo!e another at a cost. Because it #ould be #asted. $ree Will isour sal!ation0 and #e are each in charge of oursel!es. 'cuses are sym%toms of theego. Tears are the sym%toms of truth.

We ob!iously #ill ha!e mass genocide in our future. We cannot maintain our current%o%ulation or e!en maintain half of it. Ad!anced technology is our only chance0 but it #ill

be in the hands of the #rong %eo%le. As it is0 #e are destroying our %lanet3s ability tosustain life in general. We drill gas #ells and then frac them0 culminating in a %oisonedlandsca%e. We mani%ulate magnetic fields and e%eriment #ith ad!anced technology.The 'arth is changing %olarity right no#.

;eath is more im%ortant than life right no#. If #e %re%are once #e understand0 #e ha!ea future to be %roud of. If #e continue to inflict our %eers #ith %ain0 #e #ill ha!e much toaddress. We #ill ha!e to face our true identity. There is a %lace #here the ego rules. It is#ithin the delusion. If that is all you #ant0 all you ha!e to do is re7ect $ree Will0 as #e dono#. Hell is not a bad %lace...it has nice #all%a%er that is made from the lies that #een7oy.

This moment is the gift that allo#s you to be in charge0 and it is #ithin you that thedecision is made0 and #ithin you that the result is 7udged. 4ou #ill be the one #hocondemns. Because you #ill not forgi!e yourself0 and you #ill not lo!e another0 and you#ill not disco!er $aith. 4our only concern #ill be the consistency of the glue that ee%syou stuc on the #all.

Suffering

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focuses on the ego0 and it seems to be less than ,G. Maybe as many as G considerthe message0 but as soon as it challenges their %ers%ecti!e0 they run a#ay. That isbetter than the


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see my ego #hen things are difficult. I am much better...maybe -5>-G better0 but Ino# I can do more. I am sincere and honest0 and #or to be comfortable in my o#nsin. 'ach day I ho%e to find more #ays to im%ro!e and share. 4et I still ha!e my ego. Istill do not no# for sure if I ser!e truth for sharing or if I am fighting my ego. Could it beboth1

I ha!e tremendous res%ect for ancient #isdom and 'astern s%irituality. I study theBuddha although I am still a beginning student. I admire the commitment from thesecultures. I ha!e a %roblem #ith the Bible because it is too much information0 and still isincom%lete. B+T0 in my uneducated o%inion0 any religious tet is faulty if it is too long. Ifeel there is a need for such a reference !olume in certain instances #hen a society hasa need for s%ecific eam%les. 4et0 in my humble o%inion0 too much information isdesigned to gi!e %eo%le something to do for a long time...to ee% them busy.

I ha!e seen the Bible become egoic because it allo#s for com%etition among students.The information seems to ser!e more for the ego than the soul. I feel #e need testimonyfrom #itnesses and %hysical %roof0 and I thin #e ha!e %lenty of that today. ;o theseo!erly long tets disallo# for this %roof to be im%ortant1 And #hy do these tets not get

to the %oint and sim%lify1 Shouldn3t #e criti8ue the bottom line1

I #ould rather read about more than one to%ic to base my beliefs on...such asetraterrestrials and their influence on history of man and the ego as it relates to sciencein this realm and the other. I thin #e need to indi!idually commit to oursel!es ratherthan com%ete #ith others for %eer a%%ro!al...#hich sim%ly stroes our egos. '!enthough most religion is based on truth0 it is edited and controlled by societies.

The origins of truth are already in %lace0 before us0 on this %lanet. The ans#ers are inthe other %lane0 as they al#ays ha!e been. We are trying to bring truth into this %laneand find a #ay to see it0 #hen #e are looing out from the inside of the ego. '!erythingloos to be the o%%osite of #hat it is. It is the science of the uni!erse #hich is a balance

of negati!e and %ositi!e0 and #hen #e bring a %ositi!e into this %lane0 it is balancedimmediately0 by the negati!ity...#hich is the ego. 9ur s%irituality is ty%ically all about usand ho# #e can benefit.

It does not tae a scientist to sol!e a sim%le math %roblem. All it taes is hel% fromanother. We do not get that hel% for a reason. Maybe that reason is #hy #e aregathering the strong souls in the other %lane0 and the !ibrating #ea are reincarnated#ith suffering as the liely result. Ho# much reason do #e need to see truth1 We areo!er#helmed #ith the contradiction of life. We all no# that truth is in front of us but #ecannot see.

My 8uestion to you is...do you lie #all%a%er1

Humanity3s %ur%ose in life

&i!e in a society of truthShare in a society of truth+nite as one in a society of truth

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Incarnate #ithout ego...less !ibrationRecei!e reflection from the uni!erseRecei!e gi!ing from our society+nderstand the reflection;e!elo% and gro# seeing truthRe7ect ego

+nite as one'nd this life #ithout ego...less !ibrationBegin a ne# life that includes sharing

The ego is the delusion that eists as our self5image...a reflection of truth. '!eryoneno#s that a mirror reflects the re!erse of truth0 and our self5image is no ece%tion. Weli!e our li!es through a %ers%ecti!e that is the result of a negati!e force attaching to oursoul #hen #e are incarnated0 resulting in the balance of magnetic forces that bind ouruni!erse. We all ha!e an ego that is the eact o%%osite of truth. That is our life3s%ur%ose...to disco!er the truth in our reflection.

I ha!e a !ision of a society utili/ing a system offering freedom and su%%ort to e!eryone0

#ith al#ays something more im%ortant than money. I #ant to see racism !anish sim%lybecause it is no longer needed. I #ant to re%lace a fear5based society #ith the focus onha!ing a family0 home0 and a 7ob. And most of all0 I #ant to see the honest commitmentto truth and the bottom line.

'ach of us has a right to recei!e ade8uate su%%ort to enable us to loo in the mirror0and...

$ace #ho #e really are Acce%t it is not our fault Mae changes

As it is0 #e are all on our o#n in a !ibrating egoic delusion because #e are uninformed.We focus on our bodies #hile #e fail in our s%iritual goals. The bottom line of our societydis%lays the system as it fails0 but #e %ay no attention. The truth is in %lain sight0 yetthere is a reason #hy #e refuse to see it...fear. $'AR. As I %roclaim that none of ourfla#s are our fault0 they are sim%ly the definition of manind...I must also sho# that fearis #here #e can #itness our fla#s.

The fear lies in the mirror. If #e #ere to 7udge oursel!es honestly and gi!e a rating no#0it #ould be fla#ed by ecuses. Had #e the correct su%%ort system then manind #ouldha!e a com%letely different definition. We #ould e!entually change e!erything thatmanind re%resents. 9ur su%%ort #ould hel% us deal #ith our bottom line0 as #e loo inthe mirror.

We need to #itness our fla#s and %ut in a bit of effort0 rather than 7ust go through themotions. 9nce #e ha!e started doing the right thing0 #e #ill tae res%onsibility for thebottom line...rather than mae ecuses and blame others. It is sim%le to tal and en7oyour ego. A bit harder to tae action and loo in the mirror. With the %ro%er su%%ortsystem0 #e ha!e a bottom line that is o%%osite of #hat it is no#.

Imagine #hat it #ould be lie if #e had a mentor throughout our life0 and a %lace to getsu%%ort in order to access the same %otential as anyone else. If society embraces truth0


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#e #ould all be taught that our fla#s are not our fault0 and that #ould enable us to ha!ethe strength to loo in the mirror. Instead0 #e are refiused the su%%ort and blamed. Allthe #hile0 a %erson in our society li!es out their egoic life acce%ting blame until they getto a %oint #here they reali/e that they did not li!e a life based on truth.

i!ing

If #e study history0 #e #ill understand that humanity has a goal...to maintain aneistence that mirrors #hat our souls are in Hea!en. When #e die0 our souls areindi!iduals. We then try to stay on the %ath of light and go far enough that #e againcombine #ith other enlightened souls and form a singular entity...ready to reincarnate forour %ur%ose...od3s Will. In Hea!en0 #e are united as one0 and our goal here is to alsobe united.

Reincarnation currently in!ol!es the trans%ortation of a soul from Hell into the material%lane. Hell is the darness surrounding the %ath of light that souls tra!el to#ard Hea!en0and beyond. 9ur current goal for the future may in!ol!e the gathering of enlightenedsouls0 #ho made it to Hea!en0 so that #e can incarnate into the material %lane #ith a

ma7ority of these enlightened souls0 and lea!e those egoic souls in Hell.

This #ould re8uire the se%aration of a soul from the singular entity0 and it #ould enterthe #orld #ithout the consciousness of the entity. As a child0 the ne#ly incarnatedenlightened soul #ould again achie!e enlightenment through the sharing of no#ledgefrom %arents or elders. This #ould be an Act of i!ing. Today0 all #e can do is try toshare no#ledge in order to mae a difference0 because #e are dominated by egoicsouls from Hell.

9ur society is dominated by %eo%le #ho ha!e a soul that has been isolated from othersand abandoned to a certain le!el. This abandonment is one of the %rimary concerns of%arenting0 #here #e are trying to %ass on a s%iritual understanding. The ans#ers are

#aiting for us as they ha!e all been gi!en to us a hundred years ago. 9ur ability to becommitted to our faith hel%s us mo!e for#ard rather than let our %roblems dominate us.

Humanity needs a ne# s%iritual direction that #ill allo# us to sho# e8uity in the #ordsour %reachers s%ea. Right no# hy%ocrisy is the #ord that describes the bottom line ofthe s%iritual eistence Christianity dis%lays. We do not tae res%onsibilty for our actions0#e blame others0 and mae ecuses. We are trying to focus solely on the Bible0 #hichlea!es a !oid in our %rocess...a false belief since it is incom%lete. We ha!e a fear5basedconsciousness and are only s%iritually successful ,-G of the time as a #hole. Thislea!es us #ith addicti!e egoic selfish ambitions.

The Bible is one of the best boos e!er #ritten0 if not the best. It is a huge mountain of

%rofound #isdom0 #ith stories and statements describing s%irituality...the meaning of life.But there are a fe# serious fla#s. I #onder if humanity is not su%%osed to ha!e all of theans#ers. Maybe #e #ill destroy the uni!erse if #e no# it all. Humanity is !ery #ea asa s%ecies right no#. We are failing in the big %icture0 and I thin there are some reasons.We may not be ready for truth0 or #e may 7ust need the right leader.

We are lacing in our no#ledge for a !ery s%ecific reason and it is not our fault. It is thedefinition of humanity. There #as a time in our ancient %ast #hen #e #ere successful indefining manind as #e #ould %refer. There #ill also be a time in the future. What #e


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need right no# is a %resentation of #isdom that leads to a %oint in time #hen a bra!ereligious leader stands u% for truth0 instead of #hat #e are no#...fae.

I ha!e made a great effort to search for truth and I ha!e #aled #ith angels for almostt#o years. I thought that Christians #ould be my allies once I started this 8uest0 but theyare the ones #ho are fear5based and do not #ant their egoic delusion damaged. They

are control freas and #ant to run me a#ay. My efforts threaten their control. The%reachers are #onderful0 and the church grou%s are nice0 but the Christians are fae.*ust as a Christian. My only %roblem #ith the %reachers is that they are afraid of losingtheir 7ob0 so there are com%romises.

Christians tend to be control freas #ho tal freely0 but listening is rare. Try to sto% themfrom forcing themsel!es on you and they accuse you of controlling them0 or s%iritual#arfare...a silly conce%t that allo#s them to use the Bible to ser!e themsel!es. Theysim%ly #ant to ha!e their #ay. They cannot loo in the mirror0 and #ant to use the Bibleto %lace themsel!es at the to% of ego mountain automatically.

+sually the %reachers are a#esome0 and the Christian grou%s do #onderful charity

#or. But they all thin they go to Hea!en 7ust by ha!ing the desire0 and by gi!ing in...to%lace *esus as a higher %riority than themsel!es. What #e need no# is truth. Sufferingseems lie the only #ay that #ill ha%%en. This boo discusses a mirror0 and that mirror#ill bring truth0 #hich is suffering0 unless #e loo the other #ay. Right no#0 Christianscan get their #ay and the ego allo#s them to be %erfectly ha%%y #ith their lac ofhonesty.

A fe# years ago I #rote a fe# $ree'boos concerning the to%ic of life and the role #e%lay

;eal 9r 6o ;eal Act 9f i!ing

Home S#eet Hell Who Am I1

I discuss s%irituality and the reality of the situation0 #hich is truth. Rather than a!oid thematter0 I e%lain the #hole thing. Conforming to the %olitics of society is successful foryour body0 but the soul is star!ing for no#ledge. Seeing s%iritual truth is an honesteffort that enables manind to mo!e to the net ste%0 and #e can mae a total effort intoim%ro!ing our future. 9ur current situation...our bottom line0 is the result of our truth.

My goal here is to %ro!ide factual information and %ossible conclusions0 as #ell as maeit easy for the reader to distinguish bet#een truth and editorial. Christianity and othertruly religious de!otions0 %lus science0 all search for truth. 9ur obstacle is our ego0 as it

blocs our ability to find a truthful conclusion. We are our obstacle0 and our in!estmentinto our future is defined by our actions...not tal. I #rite in order to share a %ath to#ardunderstanding0 alllo#ing the reader to ha!e a resource for truth.

My bottom line re!eals my commitment to science as our truth. The daily routines thatcontrol this uni!erse are !ariations of !ibrations. We ha!e our daily routine commitmentsu%%orted by faith0 but it must also ha!e a stronger foundation that can #ithstand the#eaness of the ego. 4ou ha!e the choice to continue a com%romised s%iritual definition0or read my eBoos and consider taing res%onsibility for your actions.


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?ibration is the mechanism that distinguishes %ositi!e from negati!e in our uni!erse.'dgar Cayce sho#ed us that lo# !ibration is the ey to becoming harmonious #ith thes%irit and our s%iritual goals...allo#ing us to connect #ith other souls on a s%iritual le!el.9ur uni!erse is com%osed of magnetic forces that are high !ibration0 and are negati!e.They attach to the soul #hen incarnated...neutrali/ing the %ositi!e charges of

enlightened souls0 as #ell as increasing the negati!e charges of egoic souls.

This attaching negati!e magnetic !ibration results in the ego0 and is delusional. We seethings as %ositi!e0 but are from a negati!e %ers%ecti!e...no matter #ho #e are. In ouruni!erse0 #e all ha!e ego attached. Without the Act of i!ing0 #e #ill !ie# life as theo%%osite of #hat it is. We #ill see things re!ol!ing around us. An enlightened soul has%otential to stay focused and achie!e life3s %ur%ose0 #hile the egoic soul must s%end alifetime or more seeing truth.

The soul is our true self and our manifestation into this body is science. The !ibrationcaused by the science of this uni!erse creates a lac of s%iritual understanding0 and #euse the Bible to ser!e oursel!es0 as #e are committed to ser!ing the ego. '!en if #e are

one of the fe# a#esome Christians #e still ha!e an ego. 9ur %ur%ose is to con8uer ourego but #e ha!e a fragile emotional state. We sim%ly are not offered enough truth to getbeyond our selfish ego.

We ha!e a delusional egoic %ers%ecti!e combined #ith a fragile emotional state0 bothcaused by a !ibrating soul. This is science. If #e are able to mae the choice to seetruth0 then #e must face the mirror0 so the ego loses control. We ha!e a moment rightthere #hen #e actually ha!e the %o#er to utili/e truth to our ad!antage. If #e get hel%from another then it can ha%%en 8uicly0 but most liely it #ill tae a lifetime or more.Reducing our !ibration is the ey to our success.

9ur commitment to#ard our s%iritual soul is dis%layed through actions0 not tal. We

cannot eliminate the !ibration0 but #e can understand it and disco!er our future...so #ecan %ull a#ay from the !ibration. Right no#0 #e ha!e hy%ocrisy as our generaltheme...#hile #e a!oid the mirror. We can #al the #al and tae res%onsibilty for ouractions...

...or #e can continue to %rotect our ego from truth.

My eBoos are all short and free. They are not com%licated and are to the %oint.

I #ill mae an effort to gi!e the #hole %icture here but I recommend that you read myfour earlier eBoos as #ell (es%ecially ;96;). *ust oogle Wade Welch deal. 9nce youha!e read ;96; and understand the science of !ibration and it3s effect on the body and

soul0 then you can in!est into your soul and con8uer the ego. Con8uering the ego isenlightenment0 and o%ens the net door for your soul to see no#ledge.

Today0 if #e #ere to discard our egoic nature...#ell0 more lie egoic reality...and thenstudy our society0 #e #ould ha!e no choice but to condemn. The only alternati!e #ouldbe to mae some ecuse. 9f course0 #e no# this e!en #ith our ego. We 7ust file ita#ay as something unim%ortant. We re%lace it #ith our current ego fla!or. We ha!e to becornered into taing res%onsibility for our actions0 or #e are addicted to ego.


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The brain o%erates on electrical im%ulses. They connect or they do not. The connectionof cells is based on t#o %atterns...the re%eat of the old0 #hich is addiction...or the ne#connection0 #hich is thining. Addiction is the default mechanism. The lure of %o#er and#ealth is an o!er#helming tem%tation for addicti!e %ersonalities. The ego maes it%ossible to mae a commitment that reasonable %eo%le #ould normally not consider.There are endless #ays to con!ince oursel!es that truth is not im%ortant.

Acce%t a ne# thought %rocess...maybe 7ust as an e%eriment...nothing to lose. This ne#%rocess needs to include %ersonal organi/ation and goal orientation0 focusing on thedisco!ery of truth. And to begin something ne# lie this0 you must first ha!e incenti!eand courage0 that 8uicly leads to a stimulus0 so that your brain en7oys thining...aso%%osed to addiction. In!ol!e a family member and you double the chance of success.

Ho# is it %ossible for thining to be better than addiction1 4ou ha!e needs0 fears0 and#ants. 4ou need to follo# e!idence #orthy of your attention. Strong enough for you too!ercome your fears and for you to belie!e. 4ou ha!e e!eryday life that establishedcom%romise as your tem%late...long ago. And maybe you feel alone. 9ur egoic delusionhas a bottom line that is dis%layed by a theme...2me0 me0 me2.

4ou may need acce%tance0 understanding0 and su%%ort from others. 4ou may need theins%iration to belie!e in yourself and face #ho you really are...#hich #ill tae hel%. Thehel% you need must come from the !oice of e%erience...not a boo. This is #here #eha!e failed in the %ast0 because o!ercoming the ego is the first ste%0 and #e !ie# aleader #ho has accom%lished that as a threat...not immediate hel%.

Truth is disco!ered through suffering0 and if you ha!e the su%%ort of true strength0 thedes%air is o!ercome. That is #hat you find #hen you loo in#ard0 face your addictions0and find truth...it is des%air. 4ou either run bac to your addictions0 or you find incenti!eto begin thining. With hel%0 des%air is o!ercome 8uicly0 but #e don3t get hel%. To findtruth and %ur%ose0 #e ha!e to face the mirror...and that is the result of suffering.

The definition of humanity is based on gi!ing...#e either ha!e hel% or #e go italone...and that means either failure or etended suffering. Being a %art of the solution isnot easy0 as history %ro!es. I disco!ered that I could endure the suffering0 but in the end0I had hel%. '!en then0 the suffering remains. '!en #ith the hel% I recei!ed0 my focus#as on myself and my %ers%ecti!es.

9nce #e ha!e our ego under control0 and #e hold our soul #ithin our gras% ofunderstanding0 then #e can tae our s%irituality to a higher le!el. This is our future andour %ast0 as #e ha!e sho#n our ability to do eactly this. 9ne of the last ste%s in our lifeof truth is to be able to loo in the mirror0 #ithout trying to control #hat you see0 andacce%t your net 8uest.

Ho# hard is it to change the #orld1 What if it in!ol!es truth1 If #e face the mirror andacce%t truth0 do #e ha!e the strength to see it or do #e ad7ust #hat #e see...or loo theother #ay1 What is that all about1 Is that our faults1 9ur 7ob is to disco!er truth in thislife so #e can loo in the mirror. This eBoo offers eactly that...truth %ro!ided from thebottom line.

All #e ha!e to do to change the #orld is find a #ay to allo# %eo%le to see truth. Rightno#0 it is easy to see #hy #e don3t. In order to see truth #e first ha!e to con8uer our


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ego. This society of humanity is built u%on a foundation of ego. We must gras% the realityof our role in truth. 9ur ego denies our ability as a #hole0 and it is not our fault. This is

7ust an eam%le of the definition of humanity. We A&& ha!e ego0 as it is ho# #eincarnate into these bodies.

The science of this uni!erse is !ibration0 and that is ho# #e gras% the truth about

us...from our !ibrating egoic delusion. It is our s%irituality that allo#s us to go beyond ourego0 but #e ha!e no choice but to be addicted to our !ibration. This sho#s us that #eneed to see the scientific truth that su%%orts our ability to see beyond0 #hich iss%iritualism.

We are taught no# that e!erything is our fault0 #hich is an honest effort by churches tomae the ego feel #ea. This is a %rocess that does not utili/e truth0 but instead tries too!ercome ego through a de!otion to faith...but faith is only the beginning. We ha!e aMessage In The Mirror #aiting for us0 but #e need truth to see it. $aith is %art of the%rocess or #e #ould ha!e no desire for truth. 6one of this is our fault. It is sim%ly thedefinition of humanity.

There are no doubt se!eral #ays to con8uer ego. 9ne #ay right no# #ould be forreligion to deal #ith their bottom line. As I ha!e inter!ie#ed Christians all o!er Teas0 thefigure I get from them as far as their %ercentage of Christians that are true Christians is,-G. They are addicted to ego0 and once faith is embraced effecti!ely0 the ego isin!igorated. Then they are satisfied #ith sto%%ing at faith and o%erating #ithin their ego.Christians al#ays focus on 2me2 and ho# they are so blessed by *esus and theirde!otion. A comon ego fla!or is self5#orshi%0 #hich generally co!ers u% a self5hatred.

My ideas are based on a decade of research and my direct e%eriences in the lastse!eral years0 since #aling the state of Teas. I stri!e to im%ro!e our commitment to asystem of s%irituality that deals #ith the bottom line. If #e are successful then #e #ill#or to#ard our goals rather than e%loit them for our selfish ego. We are com%aring the

acti!e role of gi!ing !erses our focus on 2me2. Truth !erses our lies that #e call truth. Weli!e for our bodies through our actions and our commitment to faith is through tal. Itdoesn3t tae much #or to see clearly ho# #e can im%ro!e honestly0 but #e sim%ly don3tcare. As soon as #ords of truth threaten our ego3s delusion #e #al a#ay.

If there #as a bra!e Christian leader then #e #ould not be held bac by the Bible. TheBible is a #onderful #ay to embrace true faith. It #ill be our beginning...ste% , faith0 but#e then ha!e ste% ...truth5#hich is science. And then once #e ha!e our %ro!en strongfoundation of faith0 su%%orted by our in!estment into truth0 #e begin ste% J...li!e for thesoul0 not the body. Ste% K...con8uer the ego.

,) $aith (only around ,-G successful) o%ens the door to science

) Truth (!ibration5science) %ro!es the im%ortance of s%irituality J) Soul (li!ing for the soul5not the body) allo#s the soul to be our choice K) 'go (gi!ing !erses taing) %re!ents us from ha!ing addictions

Remember0 the 8uoted %ercentage of true Christians as I e%erienced from inter!ie#ingChristians is ,-G. That is because #e sto%%ed #ith faith. In a !ibrating #orld ourresulting ego has us a!oiding truth and de!elo%ing addictions. We ha!e a %roblem#oring #ith others and cannot see the Message In The Mirror. We ha!e little Act 9fi!ing and our daily routines are controlled by our ego or addictions. Honest faith o%ens


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the door to our net ste% #hich gi!es us the o%%ortunity to increase our %ercentage.

The Bible has established our faith0 but that only o%ens the door to our 8uestions. Weneed the faith as our beginning0 but #e 8uicly need to utili/e the science of our uni!erseto allo# us to in!est into our soul as our focus0 rather than our selfish egoic desires ofour body. The %rofit #ould go to the %lanet and our s%ecies0 #hile our souls benefit for

the future. 9ur commitment to truth #ill result in our de!otion to our soul and not ego.Ho# #onderful our society #ould be if Christians too res%onsibility for their bottom line.Money and etra!agance #ould lose e8uity in our egoic delusion0 and #e #ould actuallyaddress the causes of our %roblems.

If #e confront our religious leaders about s%iritual to%ics all #e get is Bible. That #ay ourleaders do not ha!e to be true leaders. They can sim%ly study the Bible and then use itfor themsel!es. I should not ha!e to debate #ith Christians. They should be able to deal#ith the bottom line0 but are dominated by either fear or egoic self5im%ortance. 9urchurches ha!e an o!erall %roblem since they o%erate lie a business. The %reacher must%lease the congregation #ith the sermons and also must hel% the %eo%le get o!er theirego. This is a contradiction. There is a need to mae the congregation ha%%y #ith

themsel!es so the %reacher can ee% his 7ob0 but he must try to hel% them s%iritually.

What ind of %erson taes on such a challenge1 To embrace suffering and loo #ithin0disco!er #ho they really are0 and then mae the commitment to seeing truth1 That%erson #ould ha!e to resol!e the contradiction of society in their mind0 and then find one%erson at a time to share. Re7ection #ould be the result0 unless the commitment #asstrong enough to endure more suffering. Humanity is #ea s%iritually and defends egoagainst truth.

That is a difficult 8uestion0 and it dis%lays !ery #ell the definition of humanity. We are along term goal0 and the only realistic a%%roach to resol!e the conce%t internally is todisco!er faith. That is the first ste%. 6ot the com%romised %o%ular !ersion0 but that #hich

is the %roduct of suffering. 'ither that0 or see the Message In The Mirror #ith hel%. Thereare an infinite number of ecuses0 but all along #e are accumulating enlightened souls inHea!en slo#ly0 one at a time...#hile Christian souls tae their ego5caused !ibration #iththem #hen they die and fall off the %ath of light into Hell.

And all the #hile our soul is recording our life3s actions scientifically in the AashicRecord.

Truth

Truth is a sim%le #ord. In my life0 I found that humanity rarely deals #ith truth. Truthre8uires a commitment not ordinarily found in %eo%le. Society has an effect on honesty

as #ell. Ideally0 in a %erfect society0 I #ould suggest that maybe 5-G of %eo%le canbe honest. Today0 I estimate that far less than G are honest. If you read my 2;eal 9r6o ;eal20 and you are ca%able of being ob7ecti!e0 you #ill understand #hy. It is thescience of !ibration.

It can be 8uite liely that a %otential reader may choose to not belie!e the facts. Truthcan be refreshing to an 2enlightened2 soul0 #hile it may be %ainful and totally re7ected bya soul consumed by the ego. I ha!e formed a theory that hel%s to e%lain this


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"eo%le #ho commonly 2assume2 things...maybe e!en daily...defend themsel!es fromtruth. Assum%tions tae the easy #ay out...soothing the ego0 and re8uire nocommitment. 9ur common sense enables us to ha!e the strength to see truth0 butsociety and our faith sto%s us from seeing. We need more than faith to com%lete ours%iritual goals0 but first #e ha!e to care about truth. Common sense tells us not tosmoe or drin #hile our ego tells us to satisfy the body and to Hell #ith the soul.

$or eam%le...a reader may assume I am non5committal to#ards truth...as most %eo%leare. This reader generally goes through life a!oiding difficulty as much as %ossible0 andcommonly indulges oneself. A chain smoer is such a %erson. This %erson maes 8uicassum%tions based on ease and 8uits on a 8uest rather than maing a commitment.They choose lying0 mae ecuses as to #hy they should lie0 and blame others.

Addictions are the resulting bottom line from an egoic %erson #ho is unable to seeclearly #hen they loo into the mirror0 or refuse to do so. 9r the reader may mae acommitment to in!estigation...#hich leads to more understanding. An in8uisiti!e mind...ascientific mind...easily maes commitments...because it re8uires little in!estment. Truthis the goal. Taing the easy #ay out is a #aste of time.

Any %erson #ho dis%lays his true self through actions0 rather than using deceit to hideintentions0 is such a %erson. Those #ho understand the meaning of life are commonlythe ones #ho eamine their indi!iduality and see #ho they really are. They can maesense out of life since they are not fear5based control freas. It is a sim%le tas to s%otthe difference bet#een s%iritualityLs%iritualism and egotism before us daily.

A scientist does not generally arri!e at a truthful conclusion. Instead0 heLshe offers asummation of the facts...#hile the conclusion may change many times throughout thefuture. The conclusion is a se%arate statement. It is !ery common for the collecti!escientific mind to change %eriodically. So0 truth...as it relates to a story...is the ability tostate the facts. My goal here is to state the facts0 and then %ro!ide insightful

commentary.

&ife is a 8uest for learning...as o%%osed to seeing the %ath of least resistance. $ear isthe force behind failure0 constantly dominating the choices of the many. In the end0failure is only tangible to those #ho see it. A strong %erson is one #ho 7udges hiscon8uests as lessons rather than %otential mistaes0 and li!es for the cause...anddreams of #hat may come. The outcome is something to be disco!ered rather thancontrolled. The only true failure is that #hich has a !ictim.

Common is the %erson #hose logic is based on comfort. The ma7ority is man3s failure0#hose e%loits define #ho he is. The minority are those #ho o#n their res%onsibilities#ithout ecuses. $ear is in!isible0 yet it is in %lain sight. It is a gift from the ignorant to the

innocent. And in the end0 the blind ma7ority become free and a#are0 #ell enough thatthey may see. Well0 #e can dream right1

Actions0 not #ords0 dis%lay intent. "eo%le ty%ically contradict their #ords #ith theiractions. A %erson #ho in!ests years into researching and understanding difficult matters0and then #rites about them0 has made a commitment through actions. There #asnothing easy about my in!estment and e!entual #riting. It is much easier to read0although it is certainly not easy reading. Before I #rote I had to li!e it and learn it.


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"a#ns

A 8uic %ers%ecti!e of life can be seen in the game of Chess. It describes !ery #ell thedynamics of the ego0 and ho# it relates to life.

The %a#n re%resents a commoner0 and is limited and %redictable0 but can do much. The

roo re%resents a chariot...a tool. It can do more than a commoner0 but is straightfor#ardand %redictable. The night is a soldier...!ery silled and dangerous. The bisho% is a%o#erful controller...doing great damage0 but al#ays t#isted and at an angle. The 8ueenis most %o#erful and can do anything0 but is not silled lie a night. The ing does littleor nothing.

It is the %a#n #ho sur!i!es0 is freely charitable0 li!es #ith realistic goals0 and builds thefoundation that su%%orts the ingdom. It is the %a#n #ho goes to Hea!en...not the%o#erful. 9nly #hen a %a#n assumes the role of the %o#erful0 can such a %erson go toHea!en...and only a %a#n #ho remains a %a#n throughout life0 sur!i!es the ego.Sur!i!ing the ego is the %ur%ose of life.

Sur!i!ing the ego is the %ur%ose of life...for the soul. &o# !ibration offers creati!e energy#hile high !ibration consumes the soul0 resulting in addictions.

A %a#n #ho remains a %a#n0 taes care of family and friends0 li!es each day as a %a#n0and remembers #ho they are...is a chosen one. i!ing is a %roduct of li!ing as a chosenone0 and those around that %erson en7oy the benefits...learning to share. &earning ishanded do#n from generation to generation0 and life stays sim%le. "rogress is slo# andgradual. This ind of life builds a foundation for the future...%ro!iding ins%iration andguidance.

When a %a#n does not ha!e the su%%ort of family and friends0 it is abandoned. 9ur li!esare dominated by the masses...#ho are the %roduct of abandonment. The ego is a %art

of life0 and once abandonment occurs0 it taes hold. Ambition is only one of manycorru%tions of the soul. +nless a %a#n #ho assumes the role of the other chess%ieces...remains a %a#n0 that %erson becomes that %iece...and is consumed by the ego.True leaders remain %a#ns.

Today0 life is dominated by the ego. "a#ns are rarely0 if e!er0 born into the #orld of ourancestors. That #orld is gone. 9ur only chance is to disco!er the truth...by #ay ofsuffering. We cannot change the #orld. We can only ho%e to share truth #ith another.

$rom #hat I ha!e seen in my #aling0 I thin that it #ould be %ossible to change the#orld (or something on a smaller scale) by s%eaing truth to those #ho ha!e made acommitment to seeing truth. It is the bottom line that is una%%ealing...the e!il threats

mae themsel!es no#n.A true s%iritual commitment has many riss. Woring for the soul is %robably not going tobe our first choice for the body.

Well I no#...I could be 7ust another stranger0but to you...I guess I3m 7ust another fool.

And you s#ear...you lie to li!e your life in danger0then you hide behind a #all of silly rules.


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6obody thins the #ay I do0I guess that nobody cares.4our head3s so full of things0so set your mind free of them.

I3m breaing the rules.

;id you no#...that in the truth there3s nothing stranger. I su%%ose..you thin I thin I no# it all.

6obody hears the things I say0I guess that nobody cares.My head3s so full of things thatI set my mind free0

and then I3m breaing the rules.

Well I no#...that you #ould lo!e to go to Hea!en0but you no# that you3re 7ust too afraid to die.

And I no#...that you #ould lo!e to no# the ans#ers0but to you...the truth is 7ust another lie.

6obody hears the things I say0I guess that nobody cares.

'm%ty heads...life3s full of fools.

9//y 9sbourne

$aith

$aith is a to%ic #orth defining. With Christianity0 it is a #ord used to fill in the ga%s of theBible. Although the Bible has outstanding !alue and can actually establish e8uity inmanind0 it #as #ritten long ago and because of the %hrasing0 is mis8uoted0misinter%reted0 and e%loited. This allo#s us to use the conce%t of faith to mae an effortto establish the Bible as our truth. 4et0 #hat it actually does is allo# manind to use ourfla#s to culti!ate a bottom line that ser!es us. 'actly the o%%osite of #hat #e re%resent.We can say it #as ins%ired by od0 as #e use our faith0 but in fact #e are lo#ering ourintegrity o!erall. We need to mae a commitment to im%ro!ing our use of the Bible.

$aith is an ins%iring s%iritual reality #hich is the result of a commitment to some form ofreligion or influence from the Act 9f i!ing. $aith is so effecti!e in its ability to establish aform of sharing that our inner s%irit can identify #ith0 that #e thin #e are done in ours%iritual goals. All along faith is sim%ly the beginning. $aith o%ens the door to ourcommitment to truth.

If #e combine faith and truth as our foundation0 using science0 #e can then construct adifferent ind of faith...a true soul5searching faith. With a roc solid foundation #e canthen build huge monuments of truth. We can e%lain the entire meaning of life using


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science...#hich is the actual bottom line of od3s #or if #e tae our desire to controle!erything out of the e8uation. But0 then #e cannot ser!e oursel!es0 as Christianitydoes. We #ould ser!e truth and all of manind.

If #e loo around us0 e!erything #e see is science. It is the bottom line of e!erythingcreated by od. If #e 7oin u% #ith a faith5ins%ired grou%0 #e ha!e the o%%ortunity to

combine tem%orarily scientifically0 using our !ibration to get beyond our egos. This allo#sus to be closer to #hat #e are trying to be0 a grou% that is ca%able of 7oining u% ando%ening the door to truth and beyond. '!erything #e do may start out #ith our influence0but in the end #e ha!e science before us. A faith ins%ired grou% can become %o#erfulonce they combine faith and truth.With a strong foundation of truth0 #e could eliminate most addictions and most %atheticego dri!en human beha!iors. If #e had something to belie!e in that #as fact0 #e couldestablish e8uity in oursel!es0 and our self5image #ould be strong enough to allo# us toli!e a life #ith honor and integrity. i!ing #ould be something #e actually #ant to do.Theft #ould not mae sense to us. Humanity #ould stri!e to become an enlightenedform of truth.

But0 right no# #e cannot concei!e such conce%ts. We are egotists utili/ing ecuses todefine #ho #e are0 and then 8uote the Bible so #e can co!er u% our lac of commitmentto truth. It is no #onder that society is in a %athetic situation o!erall. We ha!e beenculti!ating the ego for 8uite some time. Since o!ercoming our addiction to ego is the goalin life0 and all as%ects of our society use ego to mandate our rules0 and our go!ernmenthas established deceit as their o%erating system0 and money is controlling our li!es0 andour faith is misguided0 our future is in %lain sight. We must end the fourth age of manand start o!er.

We ha!e many true Christians around Teas #ho ha!e formed grou%s #ho ha!e made anice commitment to#ard honorable s%irituality. They sho# the !alue in the ,-G #ho

actually go to Hea!en. These %eo%le go out of their #ay to donate time and money tothe homeless0 e!en #hen there is no ob!ious e8uity in doing so. It is a s%iritualin!estment0 a true in!estment...not an egoic selfish addiction. If only they #ould do more.

S%irituality

I #rote my $ree'boos so that I could mae an honest effort to#ard sharing the #holetruth about e!erything that is included in the actual meaning of life. S%irituality hasse!eral definitions throughout the history of manind. All are directly connected to truthand then are inter%reted by humans0 #hich leads to our bottom line as dis%layed by ouractions. Hy%ocrisy is the #ord that describes the current bottom line of the s%iritualeistence of manind.

Truth can be lost so that our egos are %rotected and stay in control0 #hich tends to bedis%layed in our tal. 9r #e can 2#al the #al20 #hich sho#s ho# honest #e are anddis%lays our true self. The ego is our ad!ersary once #e loo in the mirror. It all de%endson our commitment to truth. Most common is the %erson #ho tals alot but seldom hasany action. The mirror is unused as #e tae the easy road. 6one of this is our fault0 as itis sim%ly the definition of manind.

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total commitment to truth0 or lac thereof. We can %retend by li!ing #ithin the ego andthen defend the ego from truth0 #hile our actions sho# #ho #e really are. 9r0 rarely0 #ecan loo into the mirror. We may ha!e to ad7ust our %riorities. There is little incenti!e tocare about truth.

If #e com%are religions and their bottom line0 #hich is the %ercentage of souls maing it

to Hea!en0 #e can see that it is our honest commitment to our s%irituality that definesthis bottom line. Honesty is rare #ithin the entire definition of humanity0 but our honestyrelating to our s%irituality is rarer. It re8uires our focus on the Message In The Mirror.

9ur life has %riorities0 e!en if #e mae a %ersonal commitment to s%irituality. Money0lo!e0 and addictions are at the to% of the list. Com%romise is the reality0 and the mirror istotally un#anted. And along comes the 2Anti5Christ2 #ith his comments on the truth ofhistory and science0 and ho# it dis%lays #ho #e are #ithout any means to deny it. Ho#con!enient to ha!e a Bible that ser!es the Christian. All they ha!e to do is not care. Toobad the Christian doesn3t ser!e the Bible and 2#al the #al20 #hich means sacrifice andsuffering. This #ill be our future great Christian leader...the one #ho does notcom%romise for ego.

And all the #hile our soul is recording our life3s actions scientifically in the Aashicrecord.

Religion

Religion is a con!enient com%romise of s%irituality.

Christians tae the easy road. They #ant to en7oy benefits as long as it is an easy road.They #ill not listen to anything that challenges their o%inion. 6o bra!e ne# Christianleader because it is designed that #ay...

5%reys on #eaness of humanity 58uic fies and %romises 5instant re#ards 5o!erall fae religion since it has no bottom line

Christians call anyone #ho maes an honest effort0 and doing the right thing by s%eaingu%0 the anti5Christ or Satan. Humanity carries a badge of dishonor on their heads that allcan see ece%t themsel!es. We seldom #ill listen to anything that threatens our ego.Christians #ill not challenge themsel!es to acce%t truth. Instead0 they a!oid anything thatcan mae them face reality0 as they #ant to control e!erything. B+T0 none of this is ourfault. This is sim%ly the definition of humanity.

Religion has s%iritual connotations0 but as eecuted in society0 is mostly a social%ers%ecti!e #ith a %olitical agenda. $aith is the message0 but there is acom%romise...one that came long ago. Social order has al#ays trum%ed religious beliefs.I #ould not argue against religion for any reason I can imagine. It is one of the fe#systems in human society that has #ored at all. What else gi!es our souls a fightingchance against the ego1 But money and indulgence0 along #ith self5im%ortance0dominates our li!es.

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im%ortant. That information #ill be disco!ered in the net - years or so. 9urgo!ernment already no#s the truth about this. They no# much about our future as#ell. We may become obsessed #ith the %ursuit of this no#ledge0 but that is not theissue. We already ha!e our life3s meaning laid out. It is an indi!idual commitment to truthand the acce%tance of that truth. It hel%s to be intelligent0 and ha!e a scientific mind0 butnot necessary...if #e ha!e the Act 9f i!ing in society.

The #hole of society #ill defend anyone #ho decides to li!e a common meaninglesseistence. '!en the definition of humanity #ill bac you u%. We tae the easy #ay outand focus on oursel!es. Society !ie#s enlightenment as the no#ledge that #e are e!enmore im%ortant indi!idually than #e thin #e are. We are beings from another dimensionand become better than the 2fools2 around us that focus on s%irituality as acommitment...as sacrifice.

The conscience is there0 for e!eryone0 and cannot be denied in the end. It #ill almost be%ut off to the %oint of #orthlessness0 but e!en %eo%le #ho li!e their entire li!es in adelusional state of ecuse5based self5im%ortant egomania #ill be forced to face the truth.It #ill be a %athetic situation0 o#ning your true identity0 facing your maer0 and finally

being forced to discard childhood and tae res%onsibility for your actions. 2So sorry0 Ididn3t no#. I am 7ust a fool.2

I #as at the laundromat #here I do my laundry one day. I #as the only customer and theo#ner (a beautiful His%anic #oman) #as inside. She is usually nicely dressed and shar%0e!en though she mo%s the floor. It #as bet#een >J- and


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We ha!e many true Christians around Teas #ho ha!e formed grou%s #ho ha!e made anice commitment to#ard honorable s%irituality. They sho# the !alue in the ,-G #hoactually go to Hea!en. These %eo%le go out of their #ay to donate time and money tothe homeless0 e!en #hen there is no ob!ious e8uity in doing so. It is a s%iritualin!estment0 a true in!estment...not an egoic selfish addiction.

Humanity managed to eist for many thousands of years in a s%iritual state o!erall. Weha!e sho#n oursel!es to currently be in a transitional stage. $aith seems to be anecessary first ste% if #e #ant to be s%iritual0 and truth has to su%%ort our future0 as it didin the %ast. 'gos must be o!ercome0 and they #ill if #e combine faith and truth...buildinga roc5solid foundation for our future. &i!ing for the soul instead of the body can be areality.

*esus has been mis8uoted and these #ords are used o!er and o!er and o!er so thatChristians can maintain their egoic control. As he #as s%eaing to his follo#ers0 he toldthem that they #ere hy%ocrites and liars. He demanded that they re%ent and changetheir #ays0 telling them that the %ath to Hea!en #as through Him and only Him. *esusdid not say that all of humanity must go through Him for all of eternity. That #ould be

rediculous.

9ther religions ha!e al#ays out%erformed Christianity as far as going to Hea!en0 but theegoic nature of the misguided Christian faith and its self5#orshi% demands that His#ords mandate a bottom line that ser!es them. They are so addicted to their ego thatthey demand that a %erson be lie them or they go to Hell. 'actly the o%%osite of truthand the meaning of life. S%iritualism is an ecellent %otential ad7ustment to the Christianfaith.

9ther religions use their actions to define their s%irituality0 and are committed too%%osing their ego. Most Christians use tal to dis%lay their hy%ocrisy and ego #orshi%.The easy #ay out is their %ath for their actions0 and then they e%ress their self5#orshi%

through the lies that the ego su%%orts. While those #ho #orshi% other religionsconsistently go to Hea!en0 the bottom line in Hea!en is that #e are #ay behind as far asthe total number of souls in Hea!en. That is %artially because of Christianity0 and alsobecause of the definition of humanity.

Society is built around the Christian ego #orshi% and if someone s%eas u% for truth0they are considered insane. The Christian society su%%orts the e!il federal go!ernmentand its lies. And to mae matters #orse0 the Christian is ty%ically a #ea %erson #ithoutthe bra!ery to defend truth. The conce%t of them li!ing a life in this society #ithout thead!antages that hy%ocrisy offers scares them as they are consumed by the cra!ings thatmoney addictions ha!e %laced #ithin their bodies and minds...as they %reach about thesoul being their true self. The ego is their hero.

In defining the thoughts and actions of a modern Christian...2I am right0 you are #rong. Iha!e a %ocet full of ecuses and a %ocet full of blame. My life is about #hat I #ant andho# is the easiest means by #hich I can obtain it.2 The %o#er and #onder of the Bibledoes hel% as it forces them to sho# some actions that hel% the %oor and #ea. ManyChristians are sincere in their efforts to hel% and e!en can gi!e to some etent0 butconforming to the Christian faith5based society is the bottom line moti!ation.

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gain...es%ecially careers...#hile #e condemn our souls to Hell. If truth is offered so that#e can again ha!e ho%e for manind0 #e attac the source of that truth. It is truly sadthat #e can be so addicted to ego0 #hile all along truth is a!ailable. We choose lies0addictions0 and hate. 9ur self5lo!e is su%%orted by a foundation of self5loathing so thatfailure is guaranteed. And still0 none of this is our faul as it is sim%ly the definition ofmanind.

The Bible is truth0 or at least has a foundation of truth0 but is %olluted by some ma7orfla#s. Most Christians #ill not listen to reason since they defend their ego. The Bible isused as a #ea%on on behalf of the ego. They tend to be control freas #hose tal and#al seldom match. But0 Christianity maintains the %otential for a bottom line based ontruth because of the %ortions of the Bible that discuss *esus. We 7ust ha!e to su%%ort ourefforts #ith a foundation of truth0 and then use the Bible to #or for all ofmanind...instead of the ego. Science is the truth that dis%lays the reality of the bottomline of s%irituality.

9ther religions understand this because they o%%ose the ego and mae a commitmentto truth. Actions define their beliefs. This is the o%%osite of Christianity. :ung $u is an

eam%le of a total body0 mind0 and soul commitment. Buddhism #as born out of hisability to sho# %roof of his meditati!e connection to angels. These are 7ust a cou%le ofreligions that re8uire a total commitment. 'dgar Cayce sho#ed us that #e need to looin the mirror and embrace truth.

Christianity ty%ically has churches that ha!e money as their to% %riority0 egos aresecond0 and *esus is third. Christians #orshi% their ego through the actions of the grou%0and also they indi!idually li!e #ith 2I #ant2 as their thought0 and 2me0 me0 me2 as theirfocus. The easiest #ay out is their routine. They cannot handle anything that e%osestruth...such as close eamination0 and fear looing in the mirror resulting in self5eamination.

S%irituality is se!erely com%romised. 4et0 #e ha!e the ability no# to mo!e for#ard0 as Iha!e seen firsthand ho# committed a small %ercentage of Christians are to#ards truth. Iha!e #itnessed %ersonally the commitment made by certain religious grou%s here inTyler0 and I sus%ect that this same truth is im%ortant all o!er this country. This may resultin a future that includes a ne# ty%e of church...religion based on the bottom line.

4es0 a ne# church. S%iritualism. If #e had a church that had the Bible as their tool0 andscience as their truth0 then #e could im%ro!e all %ositi!e as%ects...and actually %ro!e ourfaith to be true. We #ould ha!e churches de!oted to im%ro!ing #isdom0 and focusing onthe s%irit instead of the body. This #ould strengthen our souls in their goals #hichinclude reducing fla#s such as racism and #ar. "lus it #ould lead to reducing hate andirres%onsibilty.

S%iritualism is a faith that is based on the #hole truth and has a bottom line that re!ealsthe truth. It is eactly the o%%osite of the s%irituality that Christians ha!e as their bottomline. Society is satisfied #ith things as they are since the ego is in charge. That meansmoney is in charge. It means e!il is in charge. If #e are not #illing to acce%t the truthabout our society0 then #e #ill refuse to loo in the mirror0 and #e #ill ha!e a fear5basedegoic materialistic misinformed society...lacing direction.

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that #e #ere bra!e enough to loo in the mirror0 #ould ha!e %o#er to challenge theo!erall 2common sense2 of humanity. If #e had #ealth0 %o#er0 and faith then maybethere #ould be a #ay stand u% for truth. As it is0 I doubt it. I thin the best #e can do isone at a time on a !ery long term basis.

9ur addictions as they are no# not only include drugs0 alcohol0 cigarettes0 se0 and

ego...but also money. &et me see any of these addictions con8uered today in thechurches. This is truth0 as dis%layed by actions0 and the bottom line...but the Christiansdon3t lie that ans#er0 so it is a lie. Their #ord is the bottom line. These addictions definethe churches0 as they are huge monuments de!oted to hy%ocrisy0 and 8uote the Bible toser!e themsel!es. They defend their right to do as they %lease...lies and addiction.

And all the #hile our soul is recording our life3s actions scientifically in the Aashicrecord...a %ermanent record of e!erything #e do here on 'arth.

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The %ur%ose of life is to con8uer the ego. That is #hy so !ery fe# Christians go to

Hea!en. We %roclaim that the %ath to Hea!en has been guaranteed sim%ly by acce%ting*esus as our sa!ior0 and announcing that #e are a sinner0 and *esus died for our sins so#e #ill be released from taing res%onsibility for our actions. The %ath *esus offered issim%ly an o%en door to maing the right commitment so #e may recogni/e ego. It is ourcommitment that mo!es us in the right direction.Today #e need to no# the truth. Con!enience is not an o%tion. I #as able to disco!ertruth because suffering %ut me in a %lace #here I had no distractions. I lost all I caredabout and #as determined to see truth. My efforts to#ard self5im%ro!ement included2looing in the mirror2. I found a %lace #here angels 7oined me in my efforts. I thin that#as because of my total commitment combined #ith my intelligence0 history #ith federalagencies0 and my natural tendencies related to my %ersonality. I might be able to say my

2common sense2.

The Bible %ro!ides %rofound #isdom and initiates self5disco!ery0 resulting in a !erystrong faith. If those #ho ha!e acce%ted their faith as their #or #ould continue to seetruth0 then they #ould continue to #or for their faith. But #hen they use the Bible toser!e themsel!es0 they are egotists #ho hide from truth. This is #hy their #al does notmatch their tal...they are hy%ocrites. This four ste% %rocess transforms our selfishmaterialistic egoic reality into a true s%iritualism.

,)$aith (establish faith) #e #ould ha!e a religious0 chi!alrous0 society li!ing for thesoul )Truth (understand science) #e #ould be li!ing a futuristic Star Tre society

J)Soul (li!e for the soul) mae our choices based on our s%iritualism K)'go (con8uer the ego) ha!e a lo# !ibrating soul

9nce #e ha!e achie!ed lo# !ibration0 then #e can utili/e the %ath of light #hich is our!ehicle for our soul through Hell. Staying on the %ath of light is one of our basic s%iritualgoals in life. This truth sho#s the !alue in s%iritualism. 6o doubt there is more than one#ay to become truly s%iritual0 but this four ste% %rocess offers a so%histicated dailyroutine that is non5materialistic. If #e can die #ith lo# !ibration #e ha!e the ability toem%o#er our soul to tra!el the %ath of light that defines our reality.


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Insanity is a #ord #e use to describe a condition. It is %retty much a scientific term thatlabels the bottom line for cra/y0 but #e use it to label a %rime eam%le of hy%ocrisy. Thesane %erson is the one #ho fits into society. Who bites their tongue and stroes egos.Who considers their future and ho# to utili/e the reality of society0 so that their ecusesbecome the foundation of their life. The insane %erson is the one #ho chooses a life that

ser!es others and the Act 9f i!ing.

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