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101 THINGS TO DO WITH AN INDIAN CHIEF

DISCLAIMER

The author has never been norprobably ever will be in the employ ofthe Indian Motorcycle Company. Whileconfessing to being an “Indian” (thefeathered, not the dot kind), the authorreluctantly admits it is unlikely he wille v e r own an Indian (the internalcombustion variety, the feathered orthe dot kind).

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This book is dedicatedto the memory of mymother,Fritzie Taylor, whoalways had time for mystories.

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“Heart breaker, Soul shaker.I’ve been told about you.Steam roller, midnight stroller.What they been sayin’ must be true…Now you’re messin’ with a son of abitch.”

“Hair of the Dog,”Nazareth

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PROLOGUE

Hey, wanna hear a good story? Supposedly it’sa true one. It’s a long story but it goessomething like this…

Somewhere out there, on a Reserve that iscloser than you think but still a bit too far towalk to, lived a young Ojibway boy. Thoughthis is not his story, he is part of it.

As all good tales do, this one begins far inthe past, but not so far back that you wouldhave forgotten about it.

There was much too much splashing on thelake. It was inconsiderate and downrightunfriendly. The minnows were not happy.Same with the perch, the rock sh, andespecially the lone sun sh that called thewater near the two sunken cedar trees his

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home. The other sh were just passingthrough, but for the sun sh this was a seriousintrusion of privacy. Those creatures fromabove the waterline had been there allafternoon creating havoc. And the sun shhated havoc. It was counter-productive to asunfish’s life.

For unfathomable reasons, these large, rude,scaleless air-breathing things had jumped ohis half-buried trees, creating a lingering cloudof silt. The other sh had left, looking forquieter spots to contemplate the age-oldaquatic question, whether the lake was halffull, or half empty. But this was the sun sh’shome, and he watched from a distance as thecreatures splashed and dove as if they ownedthe place. There was nothing he could do. Hewas just a sun sh and they were people. Andoccasionally, people ate sun sh. It’s hard tolodge a complaint given that balance ofpower.

Besides, there was something familiar about

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the man. The sun sh was sure he had comeacross him, but where, the sunfish couldn’t say.

The woman, barely into the second half ofher teens, swam naked through the water. Asthe man, a tad older but also naked, watchedher, he thought about who had made thiscreature. Certain cultures believed the Creatormade man in His own image—but theAnishnawbe language was not hung up ongender. If the Creator had made this woman inHer own image She was an astonishinglybeautiful ve-foot-six, lean, Anishnawbewoman. The dappled sunlight, the smell ofpine and cedar, the tingling feel of the coolclear lake. It doesn’t get much better than this,he thought. And he’d been around. Whereveraround was, he’d been there. Twice. And hadlong ago lost the T-shirt.

The two had been there all afternoon, and ifeither could have had their way, they wouldhave been there forever. But that was not tobe.

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“What are you thinking?” came the femalevoice across the water, speaking in an ancientlanguage.

He just smiled.“No. Tell me. What are you thinking?”The man pondered for a moment, but, just

as he was about to speak, he dove into thewater quick as a dragon y. Treading water,hair spread, she scanned the surface of the lakein all directions. Becoming anxious, she calledout to him. “Stop that. Come back.” But theonly response was a nearby loon’s call. Shebegan to panic. No one could hold their breaththat long. Out of the corner of her eye she sawa hawk make its way across the sky. The loon,mirroring her concern, called again.

“Hey!” she yelled, and then, “Hey,where…?” Suddenly she was gone. Silencereturned, and the hawk eyed the bubbles risingto the surface.

Two human bodies came crashing throughthe surface, gasping for air, and then exploding

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with laughter.“I scared you, didn’t I?” the man asked

roguishly. The light cutting through the forestcanopy dappled on the man’s face and dancedin his brown eyes.

The girl, wiping the hair back from her face,muttered, “I hate it when you do things likethat. What are you, half fish?”

“On occasion.”The girl back-paddled a metre or so away

from the man. “Say you’re sorry.”“What?”“Say you’re sorry. Now.”The man was perplexed. “Or what?”“Oh, nothing. I just want you to say you’re

sorry.”“All right, if it will make you happy. I am

sorry. I am so sorry.” The man was nowyelling. “I AM SO INCREDIBLY SORRY! How’sthat?” His voice echoed across the water andback again, gradually growing more distant.

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“Hear that? That makes me three times assorry.”

The girl smiled. “Thank you. It’s not oftenyou find a man who takes orders so easily.”

Swimming closer, the man rolled over ontohis back. “You’ll nd I’m a little di erent frommost men… You know, this is how sea otterseat. They put clams and crabs and things likethat on their stomach, and crack them openwith a rock, using their bellies like a bigwooden kitchen table.”

“What are sea otters?”“Oh, they live way out west, in the ocean.

You know what an ocean is?” The girl nodded.“They are kind of like the otters around here,only different. And have funny moustaches.”

“Otters have moustaches? Like Whitepeople?” The girl watched the man oat lazilyaround her. “You’re lying. You have to be. Thethings you’ve told me. But I love your storyabout squirrels that can y. You’ve travelled alot, haven’t you?”

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“A bit. Here and there, and they don’t y,silly, they glide.”

“This is going to be my rst trip anywhere.I’ve never been more than a few hours’ walkfrom home,” she said.

The man started treading. His eyes forcedtheir way into hers. “Then don’t go.”

The girl looked away. “I don’t have achoice.”

“Everybody has a choice.”The secluded bay grew a little chillier and

the girl trembled in the water. “You don’tknow White people. They don’t take no for ananswer. My parents tried but…”

The man wasn’t listening. “There’s supposedto be a thunderstorm tomorrow. A big one.”

“There is? How do you know?”“I just do. I know how much you love

thunderstorms, with the lightning criss-crossingthe sky, and the booming thunder shaking thecups in your mother’s cupboard.”

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“It’s like the sky is waking everybody up.”“Well, this one is supposed to be the biggest

of the summer.”“How do you…”“I just do. I had to call in a few favours,

though. There’s that place up at the top ofBear Hill, where we can sit and watch. Thelightning will leave us alone. We have anagreement, the lightning and I.”

“Don’t be silly.”He took her hand. “I’m not being silly. We

can sit there all night, watching it. It will beour storm.”

The girl struggled to answer the man. “Ican’t. You know that.”

The man, now silent and brooding, lookedaway. His eyes were on the far shore, and yetthey weren’t. “If you loved me…”

“I do, but…”Now the girl was getting anxious. This was

not how she wanted to spend their nal day

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together. Tomorrow she would be sent awayto be educated in one of those big placesWhite people liked to build. Older than mostof the local kids sent o , she’d managed toremain hidden from the White man’s so-callededucation. But her father had died, and hermother had seven other kids to feed, and sheworked all the time. So, being the oldest, shewas a prime candidate for the school. Thelocal on-Reserve school had taught her to readand speak English. But it could only take kidsso far, which is why the Canadian governmenthad built these other schools where theirwelfare would be better maintained than on aReserve.

Manifest Destiny, as the White people to thesouth believed, dictated that this littleAnishnawbe girl be removed from her homeand sent away to be taught about the Battle ofHastings, dangling participles, and how todraw a pie chart. For a year or two anyway.Starting tomorrow. And this man, who’d come

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into her life a few months ago, was about tobe left behind.

“It’s your new boyfriend, isn’t it. What dowomen see in him?” the man asked.

“He’s not my new boyfriend. He’s just someguy. Don’t be angry. With me or him.”

The man was silent. Then he hauled himselfout of the water and sat on the log runningperpendicular to the shore. He lookedtroubled, and frustrated.

The girl continued. “Everybody says he’sgreat, and really smart. He can do all sorts offancy tricks and things.”

“So can I.”Slowly, the girl swam toward the man. She

reached out and caressed his leg, trying torestore his playful mood. “I know. But this guyhas lots and lots of friends in high places, allover the world. He’s one of the reasons we’rebeing sent o to this place. Everybody talksabout him.”

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Growing glummer, the man moved his legaway from the young girl’s caresses.

“Everybody used to talk about me. Now theytalk about him. I don’t understand. What’s hegot that I don’t. He’s so depressing. What’s hisname again?”

“… Jesus.”“What kind of name is that?” The man

shook his head.“He comes from far away and he’s very nice.

You should meet him.”The man had been hearing of this guy for

quite some time. He kept getting more andmore popular, and the man couldn’t gure outwhy.

“I don’t play well with other children,” hecountered.

“Don’t be like that—”“I thought you’d stay here. With me. But you

don’t care. Nobody cares. Choose that guythen. I don’t care.”

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Once again, the man dove deep into thewater, a fair distance from the girl. Far beneaththe surface, the sun sh saw him disappear intothe weeds, swimming like he’d been bornunder water.

“Don’t go!” cried the girl as she swam to thespot where the man had disappeared.

This time, he didn’t reappear. The girl doveunder the water, her eyes frantically searchingfor him. Finally, her lungs bursting, shecrawled ashore.

“Come back! Don’t leave!” The girl cried outand her voice bounced across the lake, only toecho back. “I don’t want to go…” She wipedher eyes.

The next day the girl went to school.And the man… now that’s an interesting

story too. But later.

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ONE

The rst day she arrived she knew shewouldn’t like it. The place was cold anddrafty. The clothes they made her wear werehot and itchy. They didn’t t well at all, andall the girls had to wear the exact same thing.The boys, situated at the opposite end of thebuilding, were not allowed to talk to the girls.Brothers weren’t allowed to interact withsisters, cousins and so on. Only the People inBlack, otherwise known as the Nuns and thePriests, were allowed to talk to each other. Tothe young girl, these people had nothinginteresting to say. And what they did say wasusually not very nice. And what they did wassometimes even worse.

Those with darker skin who were not yetadults and free of this mandatory educationcalled it the Angry Place. Still, she put up with

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it. It had taken a long time to get here and sheinstinctively knew it would take her a muchlonger time to get home. Wherever that was—she had no idea if it was north, south, east orwest. It was just far away. As soon as shearrived, she was told stories of one of the girlstrying to run away. She wasn’t the type tobreak the rules like that. Instead, she decidedto deal with the present by concentrating onthe past and the future: remembering thefamily she had just left, and imagining thefamily that she would someday have.

Sister Agnes had christened the girl Lillian.As soon as she had arrived, they told her thather Anishnawbe name was not to be utteredanymore. Her old name became her secret thatshe kept close to her—so close, she wouldseldom speak it aloud. Her grandmother hadgiven it to her a decade and a half ago. In thisplace, words other than English or Latin wereunchristian and those who used them werepunished severely. So, she became Lillian.

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The girl worked hard to learn their languagebetter. She was an average student, but critical,often wondering to herself why she shouldcare about a train leaving Toronto, travellingat eighty kilometres an hour. She outwardlylearned to respect this place— but wassuspicious of it. An incident just before bed onher second day there had planted that seed. Infact, it made her doubt the whole enterprise.She and Betty, a newly made friend, haddiscovered that their mothers had the samename—and they had found this hilarious,falling into an uncontrollable t of the giggles.Out of nowhere, Sister Agnes appeared. Shescolded, “Stop that this second.”

The girls looked at each other, uncertain.Betty, who had always kept on the sister’sgood side, asked meekly, “What is it, Sister?”

“Stop that laughing—it is rude and notacceptable in a house of God such as this.”

This, of course, made the girls laugh all theharder. What kind of a place was this? Not a

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day, or more like it, an hour went by at homewhen Lillian didn’t hear her mother break intoloud gu aws. It was what Lillian loved bestabout her. Oftentimes (more often than not)these White people made no sense at all.“Did you hear about Sam?” whispered Rose,one night, about a year after Lillian hadarrived. Rose was the only one of them whohad managed to pick up a smattering of Latinduring the many church services they wereforced to attend. As a result, most consideredher the People in Black’s pet. All the girlswere kneeling by their cots saying theirprayers. In an attempt to curry favour with herfellow inmates—though she maintained thatshe didn’t know that much Latin—Rose wouldoften tell them what was going on.

“No,” said Lillian. “What about Sam?” SamAandeg was from her community, one of theonly familiar faces here, though they spokeonly about once a month. She was related toSam through her mother’s rst cousin—and he

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had a rebellious streak. When he arrived he’dbitten a Nun attempting to shave his head.That was seven years ago, and time andrepeated punishments had not managed tosubdue him.

“He’s in trouble again!”“Why?” Lillian asked, kneeling by the cot

next to Rose’s.The girl whispered, “The usual. Being

mouthy. He’s in the shed. And FatherMcKenzie won’t let him leave until he canmemorize all the monologues in that stupidplay. He’ll probably be there overnight.”

“Again!” she said. Lillian had taken to caringfor her way ward cousin, knowing his naturewas instinctively to wade against the current ofany river. But one did not wade against thecurrent of the Angry Place. “Well, it’s a goodthing the mosquitoes are gone,” she told Rose.“Like sitting in that shed is going to changeanything. He should know better.” Secretly,though, she admired his resistance. Indian boys

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and girls who misbehaved spent a lot of timein the shed, Sam more than most. Somepeople might not see the connection betweenplacing defenceless children in con ned spacesfor prolonged periods of time and anyparticular passages in the Bible. Perhaps thePeople in Black reasoned that Christ had spentthose couple of weeks in the desert, trying to

gure things out and come up with a life plan.It had worked for Him. It should, in theory,work for these savages too. It was, theybelieved, a win-win situation.

So there sat Sam, a copy of a four-hundred-year-old play, which he struggled to read, onhis lap. For most of the day in October, theshed was way too dark to read in. Still,boredom made unwitting readers of the moststubborn students. On clear nights when themoon was waxing, a narrow diagonal strip oflight fell across the dirt oor. If the resourcefulpenitent placed the book just right, he couldsometimes make out passages in the

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moonlight.Memorizing sections of this play was no

problem. He came by it naturally. Thoughconsensus in the big brick building was thatSam was unintelligent and a problemstudent/child/Indian, he was actually verysmart. And he wilfully refused to give FatherMcKenzie and the rest the satisfaction ofknowing this. “To be or not to be, that is thequestion,” he read aloud.

Sam liked this question. He, and practicallyevery student in the building, could understandthe quandary. Many wrestled with it every day.Some won. Some lost—but there were alwaysmore arriving to fill their places.

It was too cold to sleep, and the growlingfrom his stomach kept him awake. Graduallyhe dragged the book across the dirt oor,struggling to read in the shifting patterns ofmoonlight.

His lone voice broke the silence. One line,after the monologue in Act 1, Scene iv, caught

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his eye. “‘Something is rotten in the state ofDenmark.’”

Boy, he thought, I don’t know what orwhere the hell this Denmark is but it can’tsmell nearly as bad as this place. Denmarkwould have to be an improvement.

“Sam! Wake up! Sam Aandeg! Hurry and wakeup!”

Amazingly, Sam had managed to fall asleepsometime before dawn, worn down by thecold and strain of trying to read in thedarkness. The book had been his pillow. It wasa few moments before he could manage aresponse to his cousin’s tense knocking on theshed’s splintered wall.

“What!” he snapped groggily. He tried tounroll from a fetal position, but couldn’t.Waking up in this place was painful. Helonged for his bed back home.

“It’s me, Lillian. You okay?”

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All he could make out was one brown eyepeering through a gap, and a bit of the plaingrey dress she, like all the girls, wore.

“I hate that name. You’re not Lillian.”By now, he had managed to move to his

hands and knees, and he stretched like a cat.“Don’t be like that. I can’t stay long. Here, I

brought you something to eat.”“I’m not hungry.” They both knew that was

a lie. “What… what did you bring?”Near the bottom of the rear wall of the shed,

about a foot of one plank was missing, brokeno when a shovel had once been carelesslytossed into the back. Through it, she passed awrapped-up packet, and Sam groaned in painas he reached for it.

“It’s just some toast and jam. That’s all Icould sneak out.”

Trying not to look ungrateful, he took theo ering and slowly opened it. He was anangry boy, and life was unfair, and a large part

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of him wanted to piss o the entire world. Butthere was still enough of the little boy fromthe Otter Lake Reserve to know right fromwrong. And to be gracious when someone wasbeing kind.

“Thank you” he managed to mumble. Tryingto show some restraint, he ate the toast asslowly as possible.

“You shouldn’t be here. They’ll catch youand you’ll be on the inside looking out, likeme.” He watched as his cousin looked aroundwarily.

“I just wanted to make sure you were okay.”“I’m cold. I’m hungry. I’m mad. But I’m

okay.”All of this was spoken in Anishnawbe, the

forbidden language. Sam revelled in it, butLillian switched quickly back to English. It wasbad enough that she was here now, but ifanyone overheard them, who knew what theywould be in for.

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“Why do you always get yourself in troublelike this?” whispered Lillian. Licking his

ngers of the last remnants of jam, Sam justshrugged. “I can’t keep sneaking around in themiddle of the night to bring you food. If eitherof us gets caught… And someday, you’ll getyourself into so much trouble that they’ll sendyou away and I won’t be able to help at all.You should just do what they say. It’s lesstrouble.”

“I don’t care about trouble, I just want to getback home. This place is no good. I’m going torun away,” he answered in Anishnawbe.

Lillian shook her head. “You’ll get yourselfkilled. You don’t even know which way homeis. Remember Daniel River and JamesMagood.” They were both silent for themoment.

“I’m not them. I know where home is. I sawit in that book. I saw the river and the islands.I’m sure that’s them. And I know the bush.”Sam paused for a moment. “Wanna come?”

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From somewhere near the kitchen, they bothheard some of the kids yelling as they played aquick game of soccer before classes. “No,huh?” Lillian leaned against the shed, makingit squeak. “You like it here, don’t you.”

“No. Not really.”“Then why don’t you want to go home?”Sam could see her hair squeezing between

two of the boards as she rested her headagainst the shed. “I’m older than you, Sam, soyou listen to me.”

“Only by three years.”“That doesn’t matter. I get to go home next

year. And I like learning. I like knowingthere’s so much out there. I’m still trying to

gure things out. Remember that map theyshowed us of the world? My grandmother usedto tell me all of us were sitting on the back ofa Giant Turtle. That’s what we were taught. Ididn’t see any turtle there, Sam. It’s a big…they call it a continent. There’re lots of them.”

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“I’ll nd you a turtle if you want one sobadly.”

“I thought the world was full of magic. Idon’t think it is. Maybe once it was. Not anymore.”

“What are you so depressed about? I’m theone in the shed.”

“And I kind of like this Jesus guy they talkabout all the time,” she said.

“You like a White guy?”“They say he’s Jewish, and that’s not the

same.”“Looks White to me.”Silence surrounded them, and Lillian looked

behind her to make sure she hadn’t beendiscovered. Her life up until then had beendivided into White people and her people. “Ithink they are White too—but a girl here toldme that it has something to do with theirdicks. And pigs. I think.”

“Dicks and pigs? They’re weird. That guy

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Shylock is a Jew— and he was mean. Fine,then. I’ll go home alone.”

Lillian turned and looked at him once more,one eye peering through a separation in theslats. “I really wish you wouldn’t.”

“I’m not staying here. I won’t stay here.”“Sam, please be careful. This place is no

good, I know. But if you just pretend, it’s somuch easier. Don’t make such a fuss.”

“But it’s di erent for me than you—thatpriest…”

“Oh, Sam, he’s just a big bully. He can onlyhurt you if you let him. Don’t you rememberwhat you promised your folks? That friend ofyour mom’s—you said you wouldn’t end uplike her. Nothing is worth that.”

“But I can’t stay here—I just can’t.”“Sam, that guy’s just mean. But at least he’s

teaching you all about Shakespeare. You toldme you loved that stu . You’re so smart.” Shehad slipped into Anishnawbe without

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realizing, until her tongue tripped on that oldwriter’s name. She checked herself—if shewasn’t careful she might be keeping her cousincompany in the shed some time soon.

For the rst time, their eyes locked. “What,what is it Sam?”

But he couldn’t tell her what it was; hehardly knew what it was himself. “Goodbye,then, Mizhakwan…”

She glowed inside—he had said her namealoud in the forbidden language. And sheknew that he was right. The best thing was forhim to get away any way he could—and sheshould help him too. But these people hadeyes in the back of their heads. Both of themwould be punished. She looked around andwalked stealthily away.

She was so confused. It was possible to beright and wrong at the same time. This placewas challenging everything she had everknown before. But at least she was learningmore than she ever learned back home.

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TWO

It was hard to tell which hurt worse, hisstomach, his head, his elbow—or his pride.

He had once more forgotten to turn o thesingle light bulb that burned over his bed.Light bulbs cost money and he was one ofthose people whose other needs took priorityover being well lit. In fact, he once spent awhole season in the dark. Except he couldn’trecollect whether it was a physical or spiritualdarkness. It didn’t matter. Dark was dark, andboth involved walking into walls.

Except this morning. He arose in the brightmid-morning light. His foot slid onto thecigarette-scarred oor, knocking over someempty bottles. He started the day as he didevery morning— with a deep breath and avague understanding that the way he wasliving was wrong. But like the nausea in his

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stomach and the pounding in his head, thefeeling would go away. There was anunderlying fear that one day it would not goaway. But he would worry about thattomorrow. Today he had woken up, and thatwas something, at least.

Now came the next step. Getting to his feet.A much more complex and di cultmanoeuvre than most would expect.Immediately he found himself leaning forsupport on the sink next to his bed, his elbowthrobbing from some recent impact. He let thewater run, hoping against experience the waterwould get cold enough to numb his elbow. Butit never got hot enough when he needed it to,either. Instead, he stared into the mirror. Hisface had changed so much over the years, healways startled himself.

“Good morning,” the old man said tohimself, barely recognizing his own voice. Hedidn’t nd many occasions to talk in this life,other than for panhandling and buying vast

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amounts of alcohol. On top of that he nowspoke only in English. His former life had beentucked away in some dark recess of his mind.Hidden from reality with a security doorprotected by an eighty-proof lock.

The water, dripping from the semi-cloggedsink onto his untrimmed toenails, made thereality of the room and his life all the moreapparent. The sink had been partially pluggedsince he’d found himself here but a lack ofboth competent landlords and initiative on hispart had left it unrepaired. So, his feet werewet, but he had survived far worse. He turnedo the tap and dipped his hands into the fullsink, then wet his face and hair. The shock ofthe water always brought him to the teeteringedge of his past life. The knob on that lockeddoor in his mind momentarily rattled. But thecloser he got to where the water took him, themore he remembered, and the more he turnedaway. This time was no different.

His hair and face still dripping, he walked to

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his lone window and looked out. Outside hesaw concrete and telephone poles. Mail andnewspaper boxes. Cars. And the odd half-deadtree rising out of the sidewalk. As he stared ointo this world he’d surrendered to, he wasbarely conscious of the cockroach thatapproached his wet feet, drawn to the water.The cockroach and the man had beenroommates for the past couple of months.Sensing a bond with the man, a fellow rejectrelegated to existing on the fringes of society,doing what it could to survive, the cockroachdidn’t fear him.

The old man, on the other hand, feltdi erently. He viewed the cockroach as justanother immigrant from some far-o land,staking a claim to Native land, pestering him.Just another example of immigration gonewild. Same with those damn pigeons anddoves. Who asked them to come to thiscountry anyways?

The antennae of the cockroach gently

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touched and probed the man’s feet, but due tothe calluses, scars and bad circulation, the manwas unaware of the cockroach’s friendlyintentions until it crawled over his toes. Theresult being a loud scream, a kick of his foot, aflying insect, and an old man falling backwardsonto his ass. There the old man sat, even moreaware that this was not the path the Creatorhad chosen for him. The man had chosen it forhimself. Once more he stared out the windowonto a world he hadn’t created and didn’tbelong to, noticing a car that was driving by.On its rear-view mirror hung a dreamcatcher.On its back bumper was a sticker that said: thisis first nations country.

Something loud and anxious started beatingbehind his mind’s locked door. Curious, hecrawled to his knees, momentarily intrigued bywhat was struggling to get free. He leaned outof the open window, trying to get a betterlook. The car stopped next to a roti shopacross the road. Out got a woman, obviously

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Native—the eyes, the skin colour and theturquoise jewellery gave her away—andextremely pretty. In her hand she carried acloth bag that from the man’s windowappeared to be lled with clothes. The womanentered the dry cleaner next to the roti shop.Through the large storefront window, the manwatched her pull from the bag two sweaters, askirt and a large blanket sporting a Nativedesign. She seemed to be on familiar termswith the Asian man behind the counter.

Something continued to stir deep in theman. Something familiar, yet it had not rearedits head in a very long time. The woman waspretty, that was obvious. He watched her asshe took her receipt and exited the building.Taking a chance for the rst time in a longtime, the old man waved to the woman, hisarm swinging wildly out the window.

“Hey, you—up here! Hi! Hello!” He had noidea why he was doing this, but somethinginside made him.

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It took a moment before the woman locatedwhere the voice was coming from andconcluded that it was directed at her. Sheglanced at the ground oor of the old man’sbuilding, and followed his voice up to thethird floor.

Excited that she was looking at him, hecontinued gesticulating and calling. “Hello!Hello! Up here! Yeah, me!” A sliver of lightspilled out from underneath that locked door,and the man spoke a lone word.

“Ahneen!”Where that had come from, he wasn’t sure.

But he couldn’t hold it back. He yelled it asecond time, then a third, but then theexpression on the woman’s face silenced him,and the light from the locked doordisappeared. He’d seen the expression before,a thousand times. It was a combination ofdisgust, pity and embarrassment. It stung theold man, the remnants of his pride strugglingto come out of its coma. Hurt, the old man

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mustered his strength and responded in theonly manner he could.

“Fuck you!”As it turned out, he had summoned up a

little too much strength. The virulence of the“f” and “ck”’ sound was more than his wornteeth and gums could stand, and as those twowords went sailing out of his mouth, so did hisright bicuspid. Out over the sidewalk andlanding four feet from the woman. Lookingshocked and more than a little repelled, thewoman got back into her car and drove o ,leaving her dirty laundry and the crazy letch inthe window behind.

The old man, equally shocked but fordi erent reasons, watched her leave. So this iswhat he’d become. Once a mighty battler ofmonsters, creator of creatures, teacher of talesand both chief troublemaker and champion ofCanada’s Native people, he was now…pathetic. He sat back down on his ass, notreally knowing what to do or feel. And though

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he’d gotten up just ten minutes before, he fellback onto the floor.

He lay there for hours, fading in and out ofconsciousness, bits and pieces of past livestrying to claw their way to the surface.Wendigos, his long-dead mother. Women andmen he’d known, fought and loved. Huntingdeer. Bu alo. Whales. Creation. Morememories than a hundred people couldpossibly have, yet they were all his. He just laythere, as his past ran over him, like pages fromhis life randomly flipping by.

Then, from the recesses of his damagedmind, she appeared. The face that had oncestopped him from wandering the country, thebody that had made him forget all the others(at that time anyway) and the smile that hadmade him hold his breath. He had knownfrom the moment he met her, so long ago, thathe could never be the man she wanted, neededor deserved, but so long as he could fake it, hehad gured they would both be happy. She

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must be old now, he thought. Like him. Well,hopefully not like him. His eyes popped open.He hadn’t allowed himself to see her face fordecades. Why now? he thought. He proppedhimself on his elbows, perplexed. He shookhis head, trying to remove the cobwebs fromhis mind. This was more than a ashback. Itwas more than an idle memory. This—she—was real. For some reason, he looked out thewindow again, this time to the horizon, hiseyes gazing to the far north where he had onceroamed the forest, and had swum in the lakes.Something was calling to him.

Once more he managed to achieve astanding position. Like a compass, hisattention never wavered from the north. Adozen or more seconds passed as he debatedhis options. Glancing back over his shoulder hesaw again his re ection in the mirror. Thistime he wasn’t surprised. This time he felt thebeginnings of a new con dence. Having apurpose could do that to a man. Turning to

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face the mirror, looking deep into hisbloodshot eyes, he shook his head.

“That… will not do,” he said to there ection, knowing he now had anappointment to keep.

But first, he vomited.

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THREE

Virgil was concerned, but didn’t want to be.Everybody was rushing about, talking inhushed tones, looking downward in arespectful manner. It was true that hisgrandmother was dying, though nobody wouldadmit it in exactly those words. His entirefamily had spent the past two weeks hoveringabout her house, bringing in food, taking outdishes of half-eaten casseroles, all frustrated bytheir inability to do anything to help LillianBenojee.

Virgil loved his grandmother. But he wasone of eighteen grandchildren and never quiteknew were he stood on the totem pole of hera ection. One grandchild, about ten yearsolder than him, was well on his way tobecoming a successful lawyer. Two others hadstarted up a popular restaurant in a nearby

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town, providing Nouveau Native cuisine to allthe American tourists. Kelly, another cousinwho was only ve days younger than him, hadwon some speech contest or something, andhad just gotten back from Ottawa where she’dmet the prime minister. And then there wasVirgil. And there was nothing particularly badabout the boy, but neither was there anythingnotable about him. He wasn’t as good as some,nor was he as bad as Chucky or Duanne,whose names were frequently found on thepolice yer. Virgil was just a grade-sevenstudent who acknowledged that vanilla icecream, ginger ale and bad sitcoms were thehighlights of his existence. The bell curve wasinvented for boys like him.

Oh yes, except that most bell-curve graphsdon’t include a mother named Maggie Secondwho happened to be the chief of the FirstNations community known as Otter Lake.Virgil’s father, dead from a boating accidentthree years ago, had been chief before her.

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Seeing how hard his mother worked, and howmiserable the work made her, he was gratefulthat chiefdom, as applied under the Indian Act,was not dynasty-oriented.

Sitting on his grandmother’s deckoverlooking Otter Lake and oblivious to thewarm spring air, he watched the comings andgoings of his grandmother’s house through thebig see-through sliding doors. Food being putout, people eating, occasionally somebodygoing into his grandmother’s bedroom. It hadpretty well been the same since she collapsed.At the moment, there were about a dozenpeople in the living room, getting in oneanother’s way.

Then he saw Dakota, yet another of Lillian’sdescendants, who was exactly two monthsolder than him. She opened the door and letherself out onto the deck, and she was carryingsomething. Dakota had two brothers and asister, named Cheyenne, Sioux and Cree.Dakota always believed the naming of her and

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her siblings said more about her embarrassingparents than it did about any of them.Especially since their names were Fred andBetty.

“Didn’t see you at school yesterday.”“Wasn’t there.”“I kind of put two and two together. Here—

you don’t come inside any more,” she said,sitting in the chair beside Virgil and placingtwo bowls on the deck table between them.“So I thought you might be hungry.” She slidone bowl across the table toward Virgil.

There was a reason she was his favouritecousin. Virgil sni ed the bowl. “More cornsoup?”

“My English teacher calls it ‘the Nativechicken soup.’”

“What does that mean?”Dakota shrugged. “I don’t know. I think it’s a

Jewish joke or something, ’cause he’s Jewish.”Virgil picked the bowl up and began to

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slurp away, his spoon spilling more than itcarried to his mouth.

“Did Aunt Julia bring this?” he asked.“Yep, a whole big pot. How did you know?”Virgil shrugged. “She always puts too much

salt in it.”Dakota slurped her soup too, seeming to

enjoy the salty avour. She paused longenough to say, “Yeah, but you’re eating it. Andit’s supposed to be salty.”

The two ate in silence for a while, watchingthe activities in the house through the largeplate of glass like it was a huge television withthe sound turned down.

“Are you gonna go in and see her?” askedDakota.

“Grandma? I wanna but…”“But you’re kinda scared. Right?”Virgil nodded and went back to his soup. He

was scared. He’d never seen anybody real sickand close to death before, and even though this

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was his grandmother, he wasn’t sure if he wasup to it. His father’s casket had been closed.

“I was too. She’s okay. Smiled, and even toldme a joke.”

They both smiled, remembering LillianBenojee’s silly jokes.

“The one about Native vegetarians?”Dakota nodded. “Yep, that one. Heard it a

dozen times but she still makes me laugh.” Sheput her now-empty bowl down on the tableand got comfortable in the deck chair.“Haven’t seen your mother here today. Shecoming?”

For the second time, Virgil shrugged. “Don’tknow. Band O ce business, as usual. Saidshe’d try, but who knows.”

To Virgil, “Band O ce business” was a four-letter word. Last week it was a meeting ofchiefs in Halifax, tomorrow it would be aconference with the Grand Chief of theAssembly of First Nations in Ottawa, and next

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week something about those negotiations withlocal municipal governments over that boringland thing. It was always something, andusually it had nothing to do with him. He wasa latch-key kid with no latch. Or key, as mosthomes in the village were kept unlocked.

“I’m bored,” he said in a monotone voice ashe t his empty plastic bowl neatly intoDakota’s.

Somewhere far to the south, other peoplewere bored too. On the side of a lonelycountry highway north of a great lake andsouth of the Canadian Shield, Bruce Scott satpatiently, surrounded by his economic bread-and-butter: about a half-dozen handmadebirdfeeders and bird baths. His car was neatlyparked on a little driveway entrance to a eld.He’d been here every weekend, and a few daysmidweek when the weather permitted, for thepast month, same as with the year before. Hiswife made the feeders and baths, and she

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couldn’t nd anybody else to sell them, so hedid this himself, half out of love and half outof necessity. Bruce would sit there in a lawnchair for about eight hours or so at a stretch,reading book after book, listening to his oldiesradio station, generally feeling at peace withthe world. On a good weekend he’d sellmaybe three, making a cool tax-free ninetydollars.

It was a hot day, for May, and though hewore a hat and sometimes brought a largeumbrella for shade, he was tanned a nice darkroast-turkey brown, which was odd forsomebody of Scottish descent. Today was nodi erent than yesterday, or the day before.Around him, the spring insects buzzed the waythey only buzz on really hot days. Bruce tookhis nal Diet Pepsi from the cooler andopened it, enjoying the satisfying hiss ofreleased carbonated air. Holding its coolsurface to his forehead, he gazed down theroad. About two hundred kilometres in that

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southerly direction was the big city. That’swhere all the tourists came from—good orbad. On a day like this, all their windowswould be rolled up, air conditioning goingstrong, and they’d be reluctant to pull over andexit the arti cial environment of their cars intothis sweltering atmosphere.

The pavement of the highway shimmered inthe unusual spring heat, waves rising from itand creating what appeared to be either wetspots or black ice on top. A mirage, he knew.He kept watching, especially the part wherethe road dropped about twenty- ve feet into abit of a valley and then rose again.

“What the hell…”Rising suddenly from the little valley in the

road was a vague gure. It was di cult to seeproperly, with the heat radiating o asphalt.What was surprising was that although Brucehad been watching, he hadn’t seen the gurecoming. It was as if it had just appeared onthis side of the little valley.

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Maybe, Bruce Scott thought, I’ve been sittingout here too long.

As the gure drew closer, graduallyemerging from the wavy lines, Bruce was ableto make out more details. The gure wasriding a large red motorcycle. An old one too,it appeared. And it was wearing black leatherand a dark helmet with an equally dark visor.Now Bruce could hear the distinctive sound ofthe engine. As it approached him, it sloweddown, and Bruce got a good look at what wasmoving north. It looked back.

This wasn’t something you saw every day.“Nice bike,” Bruce Scott muttered to himself,

but his voice was lost in the sound of thealready departing vehicle.

Elizabeth and Ann Kappele were twins. Theylived with their parents in a small nesting ofhouses and businesses just outside the OtterLake Reserve. Most people in the county called

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the smattering of homes Roadside. Barelyseven years of age, Elizabeth and Ann werehappy to be out of school and were enjoyingthe spring day. That consisted of throwing abig blue ball back and forth, singing “Ring ofFire” at the top of their lungs. Johnny Cashwas practically the only music their father letin the house. Maybe some Randy Travis, theoccasional Garth Brooks, but deep in his heart,Daniel Kappele felt there was no music likethe old music.

“Higher!” squealed Ann, caught up in themoment of ball frenzy.

Elizabeth threw the blue ball high overAnn’s head, half by accident and half onpurpose. Twins are like that. Ann turned andchased after the ball that bounced along thedriveway and was rapidly rolling toward thehighway and, across the road, the Setting SunMotel. It was the Kappele family’s nanciallydubious business. Both Ann and Elizabeth hadlong ago been taught the dangers of living so

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close to a busy road, so Ann instinctivelyslowed to a walk and looked both ways as sheprepared to cross the road in search of herball. It had come to a rest halfway across thepavement, just past the parallel yellow lines.

Darting out, Ann grabbed the ball and wasabout to turn back when she noticedsomething hazy in the distance. And she heardsomething too. A far-o buzz that grew into adeep growling coming from somewhere up theroad. Puzzled, she watched for a few seconds,her eyes squinting in effort.

“Ann, get o the road. You know whatdaddy says! You shouldn’t be standing there!Throw me the ball.” Elizabeth, even at her age,felt waiting was for people who had nothingmore important to do. Frustrated and worried,she ran to Ann’s side and grabbed the ballroughly. “If you’re not gonna throw it, then Iwill!” she shouted.

But then, she too saw what was coming. Itwas a motorcycle. Both had seen plenty in

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their day, their father had even owned one afew years ago, but this one seemed di erent. Ithad a di erent design to it, sounded di erentand had a rider who was de nitely di erent inthe way the helmet was designed, and the waythe motor cyclist’s head cocked like a birdwhen the machine slowed to a stop a few feetfrom the girls. One black boot slid o thepedal and touched the ground, a bright bluehandkerchief tied just above the knee.

The Kappele twins could see themselvesre ected in the dark visor with the oddmarkings on the side. For a moment, neitherparty moved, and then Elizabeth dropped theball. It bounced once and rolled forward,coming to rest at the rider’s boot.

Slowly, the rider reached down, picked it upand tossed it back to the girls. As the ball arcedin the air, the rider suddenly gunned thethrottle of the bike, making it roar loudly.Scared, the girls turned and ran, disappearingup the driveway, leaving little trails of dust

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and a bouncing blue ball in their wake.Just as quickly, the rider and the motorcycle

were gone, leaving a trail of burning rubberand exhaust that drifted across the driveway ofthe Setting Sun Motel.

The sign at the side of the road said, WELCOME TO

OTTER LAKE: HOME OF THE ANISHNAWBE—PEOPLE OF THE LAND,and on top of it, to the left, sat a large blackcrow. The crow was not perched there as apolitical statement or social commentary, sinceit was a creature of the air. It too was justbored. The roadkill had been good this weekand his tummy was full. So it sat there,watching the world go by…

On any given day, dozens of cars wouldzoom past, along with a lot of trucks, severalminivans and the occasional RV. The crow hadseen them all. He wasn’t expecting anythingmuch di erent today. Then, from around thebend, came a motorcycle. And a gure on top

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of it, his out t as black as the crow himself.The vehicle slowed, and nally stoppeddirectly in front of the sign. Though it wasimpossible to tell what was happeningbeneath the helmet, the rider seemed to bereading the sign. There was even a slight nod.The crow couldn’t help feeling there wassomething very di erent about this creature,especially when it nished reading the signand looked up at him.

The crow had seen lots of these two-leggedcreatures look at him, usually when he wasripping through their garbage, or cawingloudly early in the morning. But this time itwas di erent. Even though the rider’s eyeswere hidden, the crow could feel its piercinggaze. The rider lifted its helmet a few inchesuntil only its mouth was visible. And from thatmouth came a loud caw. Not a humanimitating a crow, but what seemed to the crowa n authentic crow caw. The crow had beenaround for a few years and knew the

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di erence. Crows do communicate, in theirown way, and “I’m back” is what the crowheard.

The crow, having had enough of this weirdbusiness, decided to put a few treetopsbetween himself and this creature. So it tookto the air. Whoever or whatever it was thatmight be “back,” the crow didn’t want to stickaround to watch.

The rider returned the helmet to itsshoulders, and watched the bird disappearover the deciduous forest next to the highway.Crows never had much intestinal fortitude, therider thought. Must be all that roadkill theyeat.

The rider revved the engine and continuedon the journey. Its destination was fastapproaching.

Across most of the world—except those urbancentres where they are more reviled than rats

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—raccoons are known as cute and clevercreatures. Less well known is the fact theypossess long memories. Memories of a multi-generational length. The woods around OtterLake held many raccoons. On that brightSaturday afternoon, at least a dozen or so werecasually foraging along the side of the road.Most should have been sleeping in a hollowlog or hole in the ground because they werenocturnal animals, but today was di erent.Something special was happening. Though itwas hard to say how or why, it’s safe to saythey were waiting, as they had been waitingfor a very long time. And rumour had it, theirwaiting was soon to be over.

Under most circumstances, the roar of amotorcycle would have startled them andmade them scatter. But not this time. It waslike they were expecting it, and its rider. Oneby one, they watched the gure on themotorcycle whiz pass. Their little ngerstwitched, their eyes sparkled.

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It was him. And he was back.This was good. In this part of the country,

revenge was furry and wore a bandit’s mask.

They were a ectionately called the Otter LakeDebating Society. They met practically everyday on Judas James’s front porch. There, JudasJames, Marty Yaahah, Gene Macdougal andMichael Mukwa held court, along with a caseor two of beer, discussing the events of the dayor week. Great philosophical issues werebandied about with enthusiasm. There werefrequent associate members that occasionallyjoined in the discussions, but these fourindividuals were the core members of thesociety. They were a mainstay of thecommunity, seldom moving from the porch,seldom without a beer in their hands, debatinglate into the night. All were well into theirforties in both age and belt size. As the societymembers spent their days in debate, villagecars would drive by, honking their

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encouragement of such cerebral endeavours.Today, the heated topic revolved around

which of the Gilligan’s Island girls was thesexiest: Mary Ann or Ginger. They were almostcoming to blows over this one. Judas andMarty were de nitely Mary Ann fans. In theirown lives both had married the “pretty girlnext door,” while Michael Mukwa was waitingfor a Movie Star to enter his life. Faith hasoften been described as belief without proof,and Michael had a lot of faith this wouldhappen eventually. Gene, as usual, bucked thetrend and voted for Mrs. Howell. Thediscussion moved into its fourth hour andsecond case of beer with little hope that aconsensus would be achieved, and the debateexpanded to include similar comparisons, likethe blonde chick from I Dream of Jeannieversus the blonde chick from Bewitched: whowas cuter and who was more powerful?Suddenly nger-pointing and yelling had tocease because of another noise.

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“Judas, I think your furnace is acting upagain.” Gene’s comment prompted moreargument, this time about the noise, until thesource of the growing racket stopped in frontof the headquarters of the Otter Lake DebatingSociety.

The members stared at the gure on themotorcycle. The gure turned its head to lookback at them. It was a stalemate.

“Judas, do you know him? Her? Is that aguy or a girl?” said Gene under his breath.

Judas just shook his head.Then, as if nished taking stock of the

group, the gure on the machine moved on.Everybody on the veranda that day was prettysure nobody in the village had a motorcycle,let alone one like that. And nobody dressedlike this newcomer, for sure. And there wassomething else… something they couldn’treally put their nger on. The rider was newhere, yet in a way they couldn’t explain, healso wasn’t. Maybe it had something to do

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with that odd design on his helmet. Fromwhere they were sitting, it almost looked likesome sort of bird. It was all so… complex.

The Otter Lake Debating Society, for the rsttime in a long time, was struck silent.

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FOUR

Maggie’s 2002 Chrysler pulled up into hermother’s driveway. It had been a long day ofwork already, and it was only two-thirty, andit was a Saturday. There was still so much todo. The Otter Lake First Nation had recentlybought a huge chunk of land adjacent to theReserve, and this had introduced a wholewhack of problems into Maggie’s political life,which far too often drifted into her personallife.

First of all, the paperwork involved withturning the newly acquired parcel of land intoReserve land was enough to make the mostdie-hard civil servant cringe. There were threelevels of government—four if you included theReserve—that had to sign o on it. And ofcourse, the idea of Native people getting moreland was an absurd concept to most non-

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Natives. Five hundred years of colonizationhad told them you took land away from Nativepeople, you didn’t let them buy it back. As aresult, the local municipality was ghtingtooth and nail to block the purchase. If it wastransferred over to Otter Lake, and thereforeinto federal jurisdiction, it would mean a lossof revenue on three hundred acres of taxablemunicipal land. This loss made the localmunicipal powers very uncomfortable. So thisleft Maggie juggling the local reeve, MPP andMP. She’d rather be juggling amingchainsaws.

But ironically, that was the easy part. To her,as chief, White politicians, while having thepotential to be devious, self-serving and ageneral pain in the ass, were less stressful thanthe over twelve hundred people sherepresented, most of whom she was related to,all tugging at her pant legs with suggestionsabout what to do with the new land. Threehundred acres was an almost twenty-percent

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increase in the size of the community. Everymember of the band had an opinion on thepurpose and destiny of that land. And they allhad a very strong need to share their opinionswith her, whether she wanted to hear them ornot. Her husband had been chief, but eversince he passed away, Maggie had feltobligated to see to it that the things he hadstarted were nished—so she ran and wasacclaimed in a sympathy vote. They had foughta lot during the last few months of theirmarriage and occasionally, on days like this,she couldn’t help wondering if this inheritedresponsibility had been her husband’s lastingrevenge.

She was thirty- ve years old. She had startedout her money-making career babysitting, andtwenty years later, little had changed. As sad asit was, her mother’s illness was a welcomerespite from her duties. A love of the land,which had once united Aboriginal people, wasnow tearing them apart.

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Add to that all the land analysis, economicassessments, viability studies and otherassorted bureaucracy Maggie was forced todeal with and she now more than ever wishedshe’d nished that degree in forestry. Rightnow, she could be up on a re watchtower,peacefully alone, wishing she could order apizza.

On top of everything else, her mother wasill. It never rained but it poured. It neverpoured but it was a deluge. Maggie feltsoaking wet. Noah never put up with thismuch rain, she thought. And at least he had aboat.

Sitting on the right side of the house, Maggiesaw Virgil on the steps of the wraparounddeck. “Hey, honey!” She waved. Virgil hadbeen a lot quieter these days and she didn’tknow if it was because she worked so much orbecause his grandmother was ill. At least hewas here, not sitting by the train tracks that ranparallel to the western boundary of the

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Reserve. She knew that sometimes he wouldgo there and wait for the trains to pass. Andwatch. She knew boys could be solitarycreatures, especially at this age. Still, Maggiecouldn’t help worrying.

“Hey, Mom” was his response, and he wavedback.

Dakota was with him, and Maggie waspleased. She liked Dakota, and except for thefact they were rst cousins, in a di erentreality they might have made a good pair. Butin a year or two when the hormones reallykicked into full gear, they would probablydrift apart.

“You’re late. You said you were gonna behere an hour ago.”

“I know. Sorry. Work. How is yourgrandma?”

As usual, Virgil shrugged. He was very goodat it.

“Hey, Dakota, your parents here?” asked

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Maggie.The girl shook her head. “They left, maybe

forty minutes ago or something. My dad washoping to see you here. He has something hewants to tell you, I think.”

An opinion on what to do with the land,Maggie was sure. In the last two months she’dheard every suggestion, from a campground, toa water slide, to an industrial park. WhatDakota’s dad, Fred, envisioned, she could onlyguess.

“Well, he knows where to find me.”Just then, the glass door opened and

Maggie’s brother Willie popped his head out.“Maggie, good. Mom’s been asking about you.She wants to see you. I’ll tell her you’re here.”

Maggie nodded and started toward the door.“Have you been in to see her yet?” she askedVirgil.

“Not yet.”“Well, you better. Soon.” Maggie slid the

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glass patio door open and entered, closing itbehind her.

Once in the kitchen, she was met by thearoma of half a dozen casseroles, several roastchickens, moose stews, chicken stews, saladsand freshly baked bread. She could hardly missseeing all the food scattered and piledhaphazardly across the kitchen. Maggie hadn’teaten since breakfast, but lunch would have towait until after she saw her mother. Both kidswatched Maggie through the transparent doorsas she made her way past a handful ofrelatives, nodding and exchanging briefacknowledgments. Willie was waiting by theirmother’s bedroom door, slowly opening it forher. With a sisterly touch on his arm, Maggiewalked past him and entered.

Inside Maggie was surrounded by everythingthat was Lillian Benojee. Pictures of her fatherand other members of her family, owers,various biblical quotes hanging on all fourwalls, an armchair and rocking chair, and an

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ancient wrought-iron bed covered in quilts. Inthat bed was Lillian Benojee, mother of ninechildren, of which eight had survived. Eighteengrandchildren and one great grandchild.Seventy-six years of life could be seen in hereyes.

Looking at her resting peacefully in the bed,Maggie smiled, remembering all the times hermother had terri ed her as a little girl. Hermother had seemed larger than life. Here lay awoman under covers that looked too heavy forher frail body. Already Maggie missed hermother.

“Mom, I’m here.”Slowly, with e ort, Lillian opened her eyes.

Over the past eight decades those eyes hadwatched the world and had seen a lot, bothgood and bad. Finally they focused on herdaughter, and she smiled.

“There you are, I thought maybe you foundanother mother to make wait. You know, Iain’t got too much time left. Making me wait is

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a luxury you won’t have much longer,” shesaid in Anishnawbe, the language of herpeople. She spoke it like all the old-timersdid, with strength and con dence, nothesitantly and softly like the youngsters whotook the language in university, if they took itat all.

Maggie smiled, as she always did around hermother. She responded, also in Anishnawbe,but with not quite the same command. Still,she was more accomplished with her Nativetongue than most of the community. If nothingelse, that was the legacy Lillian and herhusband, may his soul rest in peace, wouldleave behind. All their kids spoke the language—some better than others, but at least theyspoke it. And in this day and age, that wastheir little miracle.

“I stopped to get a haircut.”Her mother laughed. Of all her children,

perhaps this one had inherited Lillian’shumour.

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“How are you feeling?” Maggie asked.“I’m dying. How am I supposed to feel? I’ve

been lying here for two weeks. Doing nothing,just looking at the wallpaper and talking topeople who are afraid to say anythingworthwhile to me because they think it will bethe end of me. That’s how I feel. How do youfeel?”

Even near death, she had an opinion, Maggiethought.

“Do you want anything to eat? Your kitchenis full of food.”

Lillian was silent for a moment, thinking.“Got any wild meat?”

“I think maybe there’s a moose stew outthere. Want some?”

“Nah, nobody knows how to cook decentmoose any more. They put all those strangespices in it. Never mind. I’d rather go see myMaker with a pleasant memory of how mooseshould taste than what somebody has out

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there. I mean, who puts garlic in moose stew?”Maggie sat on the edge of her mother’s bed.

“My goodness, you’re in a mean mood. Thattime of the month again?”

Once again, Lillian laughed, or tried to.High above Lillian’s wrought-iron bed frame

hung a picture of a penitent Christ, clasped inprayer. Right beside it was an elaboratedreamcatcher, with several pictures ofgrandchildren attached. Both moved slightly asMaggie’s added weight gently knocked the bedagainst the wall. For a moment she thoughtone or the other was going to fall.

“You know, that dreamcatcher is supposedto go in your window, or so they say.”

“They say a lot of things, but that’s mydreamcatcher and I’ll put it where I want.”

Maggie continued to gaze at the Christ gureand the dream-catcher, marvelling that theyseemed at home side by side on her mother’swall. A sudden thump came from the floor.

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“What was that?” asked Maggie.Rolling over with di culty, Lillian reached

over the side of the bed. “That was probablymy bible. I was reading it when I fell asleep.Can you see it?”

The big black book was lying open on theground, open to the pages listing all the birthdates of Lillian’s children, their weights andgod parents. Gently, Maggie picked it up andleafed through the pages.

“Got it. I still can’t believe I was ten pounds,four ounces. I was a fat little baby.”

“Not like your brother Tim. He was elevenpounds, thirteen ounces. Just about killed me.I never forgave him for that.”

“You and your big, fat babies. What wereyou reading?”

“Genesis. Right back to the beginning. It’s agood old-fashioned story. I like that. ‘In thebeginning…’ Good way to start a story.”

“I don’t think I ever asked you this, Mom,

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but how much of these stories do you actuallybelieve?”

Lillian held out her hand, indicating that shewanted the book. Closing it, Maggie passed itto her waiting hands. The book, large andheavy, almost slipped from Lillian’s weakenedgrip, but she held on and let it rest on herstomach as she opened it to Genesis.

“Enough, I guess. I remember when I wasyoung, I was taught that we all lived on theback of a Giant Turtle. Didn’t much believethat then or now. Then I was taught this stu .The earth was created in seven days. Heck, ittook the Band Council here two years just topass a membership code. I read somewherethat most religions have pretty much the samemessage, they just use di erent books. Ibelieve enough in this book to know what’sright and what’s wrong. What’s good andwhat’s bad.”

Wrapped around one of the iron posts wasan old dry sweetgrass braid. Maggie picked it

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up and inhaled its still fragrant aroma. She wassmiling to herself.

“What you smiling about?”“What about all that residential school stu ?

What about Sammy Aandeg? Look at what theBible did to him.”

“No, the Bible didn’t do that. Men did. Don’tconfuse the two. The other side of the trackhas its aws too, Maggie. Remember your oldbuddy Jimmy.”

Lillian was talking about Jimmy Pine, asupposed medicine man who made a regularpractice of claiming to treat womentraditionally—usually White women interestedin Native spirituality, who didn’t know anybetter—through the use of his pecker. Maggiehad gone to school with him.

“I guess you’re right.” Maggie replaced thesweetgrass braid.

“Has Wayne come yet?”Maggie looked out the window next to her

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mother’s bed. Across the lake she could see asmall island. On that island lived her youngestbrother, perhaps the most eccentric member ofthe family. “No, not yet, Mom.” In her heart,she doubted Wayne would make anappearance in this house, in this room.

“He’ll come. Sometimes I look out thatwindow and think I can see him.”

“Maybe… maybe he’s busy or something.”“Does he know? About me?”“I told him. About a week ago, I went over.”Lillian was quiet for a moment, and the next

few seconds slipped by unbroken.Maggie added, “You know how much he

likes to be alone.”Ever the pragmatist, Lillian yawned and

said, “Well, he’s his own man. He can makehis own decisions.”

Maggie, like everyone else in the family andpractically the whole village, knew Wayne hadbeen and still was Lillian’s favourite, though

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her mother would deny it. Maybe all thatattention had spoiled him, they said. Still, hewas way over there across the water, andLillian and the family were here. And asalways, Lillian the mother was willing toforgive him his peculiarities. Maggie tried notto let her anger over the agrant injustice ofthe situation creep into the room. She hadthought she got over that in her twenties.

Luckily, just then the sound of Virgil’s andDakota’s voices darted into the room throughher open window, strong and vibrant withyouth, and once more Lillian smiled.

“That Virgil?”“Yeah, he’s outside. I think he’s afraid to

come in. He doesn’t want to see you like this.”Lillian nodded. “Can’t say that I blame him.

I remember when my grandfather was dying,my parents made me go in to say goodbye.Cancer just about ate up the old man. He wasscary to look at, especially to an eight-year-old.Maybe it’s just as well you don’t force Virgil.

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Let him come of his own accord. Besides, Iain’t much to look at. He’ll remember me hisown way.”

Maggie nodded solemnly.“He still skipping school?”“I think so. I have a meeting with his teacher

in a couple of days to talk about it.”“Why do you think he does it? I mean,

skipping school? He’s a bright boy.”Maggie had thought long and hard about

that. Her son would not go to school, nomatter how many times she drove him there,threatened him, begged him and once eventried to bribe him. “I don’t know. I’ve askedhim, and he just shrugs.”

“That’s not good.”“I know, Mom,” answered a frustrated

Maggie.“Funny, huh? Way back in my time kids

skipped school for di erent reasons than theydo today. They ran away. Kids and schools, the

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constant battle.”A silence settled between the two women. A

comfortable silence born of familiarity and oflove. Only the ticking of a clock marked thepassing time. Finally, the old woman spoke.

“I’ve been thinking a lot lately.”Maggie sighed, as she always sighed when

her mother bothered to think and share herthoughts. “About what? What a terrible placethe world is today? How sad it is most of ourpeople don’t speak Anishnawbe? That Three’sCompany is still cancelled? About me? AboutVirgil skipping school? What this time?”

“Yes, all of those things. So sad. I loved thatshow. That Jack was such a trickster. But youand all this work you’re doing. It’s too much. Inever liked you being chief. You should bechief of your own home, not Otter Lake. Virgilneeds you at home. Maybe that’s why.”

“I know, Mom, you say this every week. I’mdoing what I can, okay? Ever since Cli orddied…”

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Lillian looked at her. “Yes?”“Never mind.”“Always never mind with you. I do mind. So

your husband died. Mine died too. People die.People are born. That is the circle of life.”Lillian took another deep breath. “You’re nothappy. Virgil’s not happy. The village is nothappy. That’s all I’m saying.”

“And what would you have me do?”“Well, nobody should be happy all the time.

But nobody should be miserable all the timeeither.”

“What does that mean?”“It means exactly what it means. You, Virgil,

and this whole community. I know peoplearound here are giving you some grief.” Lillianturned her head into the pillow, her eyesclosed. “Sometimes when something’s wrongwith the soup, to make it better you got to addsomething nobody is expecting.”

“Like garlic to moose stew?”

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“Different type of soup. You’ll see.”“What do you mean, I’ll see?”There was a de nite sparkle in her eyes,

reminiscent of one you would see in ateenager’s. “I just wanted you to know, I thinksomething’s gonna happen. Should beinteresting.” Then she mysteriously stopped,still sporting a small, satis ed, if a littleimpish, toothless grin.

Immediately Maggie became suspicious.“What? What did you do?”

“Nothing…”.“Mamma, you did something. What? And

how could you do anything—you’ve been inthis bed for over two weeks? What are you upto?”

Lillian looked out the window. “I calledsomeone. I think this place, and especiallyyou, my lovely daughter, need some magic inyour life. So does your son.”

“Magic? What are you talking about? And

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who did you call?”“You don’t know him. I’m not sure if he’s

still around. I hope he is. I hope he heard me.”“Who?” Maggie was getting concerned. Her

mother must be confused.“Never mind. You wouldn’t understand. It’s

an Anishnawbe thing.”“Mom, I’m Anishnawbe. We all are.”Lillian put her hand on Maggie’s shoulder.

“No child, you’re what they call nowadays aFirst Nations. They don’t necessarily mean thesame thing.”

Willie was nishing his second bowl of moosestew when Maggie emerged from Lillian’sroom. He had sampled a little of everything,but in his opinion, this was the best. The garlicadded a nice touch. He noticed that Maggielooked bewildered.

“Hey, Willie, did Mom call anybody or mailanything recently?”

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Willie thought for a moment before shakinghis head. “Nope. Who would she call?Everybody she knows has been through here.”

“That’s what I thought,” Maggie said,frowning, forgetting how hungry she was.Instead, she went to the washroom.

It was there, while washing her hands, thatshe rst heard the sound. It seemed vaguelyfamiliar, yet still foreign. Drying her hands, shequickly left the bathroom and saw thateverybody in the house was looking out thefront window. At what, she couldn’t quitemake out exactly, but she could see that it wasred, and it made a lot of noise.

Then she realized that it was a motorcycle.Virgil had a much better view of the

motorcycle that was coming up hisgrandmother’s dirt driveway. An old one, bythe looks of it, but in immaculate condition. Itglistened in the sunlight as it stopped by theside door. Like most boys his age, Virgil hadmore than a passing interest in gas-powered

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vehicles, especially anything that could beclassi ed as “cool.” And this scarlet visionbefore him put the word cool to shame. It wasred with white trim, old-fashioned headlights,a black solo seat complete with fringes madefrom what appeared to be black leather, andlarger-than-normal wheel fenders. Hangingfrom the end of each handlebar was a feather,but each was di erent. The feather on the rightlooked like it had come from an eagle. But theone hanging from the left was darker, smaller,shinier.

On the side of the bike was a stylized headof an Indian with an elongated headdress.Underneath the emblem was written INDIAN

MOTORCYCLE. It wasn’t just cool, it was coolsquared, maybe even cubed.

Virgil barely noticed the person riding thebike, until the rider stood up. He had a tall,lean frame, and was dressed all in darkleather, except for one blue bandana tiedaround his left thigh. The helmet… it was so

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unusual. The design on it looked like ascreaming bird of some sort. A starling or crowor something.

Who was this man? Nobody in his familywas cool enough to know a guy like this,Virgil thought.

The rider lowered the kickstand and slid othe motorcycle with practised ease. Clearlyhere with a purpose, and taking the steps twoat a time, he was in the house before Virgil orDakota could move. Their eyes returned to thebike, sitting there in the driveway, small pu sof exhaust still leaking out of the rear pipe.

Inside, not stopping or even slowing down,the man, still wearing his helmet, walked pastall the startled relatives, heading directlytoward Lillian Benojee’s door like he’d beenhere a thousand times before.

Willie and his brother Tim had other ideas.Planting themselves in front of the bedroom,they blocked the stranger’s path.

Willie was the rst to speak. “Who the hell

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are you?”“This is our mother’s house.” Tim had the

tendency to state the obvious. “What do youwant?”

The man in black just stood there for a fewseconds. He was taller than the two brothersby about four inches, but substantially leaner.The way his helmet kept turning, it wasobvious that he was looking back and forthbetween the two men.

“Well…?” asked Willie.Once more, the stranger did not move.“Hey Maggie, what should we do?” It was

Tim asking his sister, and the community’schief.

Before the equally curious Maggie couldrespond, the man in black raised both glovedhands until they were at the Benojee brothers’ear level. The brothers instantly sti ened,wondering if they were in for a ght. Others inthe room backed o to a safe distance or

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stepped forward a foot or two to assist theirkin. Maggie rested her hand on the phone,ready to call Larry and Audrey, the two villagecops, if necessary.

The mystery man’s gloved hands hung therefor a time, as if he were a faith healer about tomake them walk or see again. Each brothereyed them with trepidation. Suddenly the ridergrabbed an ear lobe on each of them andsqueezed. Though quite burly, the brothersyelped and went instantly to their knees, as ifthey were children caught doing somethingthey shouldn’t. Slowly but rmly, the strangerled them away from the door and sat them ontwo chairs parallel to the table. He gave eachear one nal squeeze, eliciting a squeal fromthe brothers, before returning to Lillian’s doorand knocking.

Several other family members rushed, toolate, to the men’s aid.

A weak voice came from behind the door.“Come in.” The pressure of the knock had

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forced the door to open.No one moved for several seconds, until

once more Lillian’s strained voice was heard.“Well, is anybody out there? I haven’t got allday. I’m dying, you know.”

The man disappeared into the old woman’sroom, closing the door behind him.

Willie and Tim and a number of otherrelatives gathered outside Lillian’s bedroom,unsure how to proceed.

“Should we go in?”“Who the fuck was that?”“We should go in.”“Should I call the police?”“Tim, why don’t you go in?”“Somebody do something!”In the end, nobody did anything.Maggie was mysti ed as to how this six-foot-

two-inch, black-leather-wearing motorcyclistwith social interaction issues knew her mother.

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Part of her wanted to tell her brothers to go inand throw out whoever the hell that was.There were certain social graces to visiting astranger’s house. You didn’t just barge intoplaces like you owned them and manhandlepeople. But another part of Maggie, she didn’tknow from where or from what, told her notto worry.

Maybe that was the Anishnawbe side of her.

The stranger stood in front of the door,unmoving. Lillian lay in her bed, alsounmoving. The only sound was the ancientclock ticking the seconds away as the twosurveyed each other. Instinctively, she reachedover to the bedside table and put in her falseteeth.

“You ain’t one of my kids. Or my grandkids.Or any niece or nephew. Or cousin. And Idon’t know a lot of White people who dresslike that, Black or Chinese either. So I’m

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guessing we’ve never met. So I’m guessing youmust be lost,” she said in English, with anaccent.

For the rst time, the man under the helmetand leather communicated. He shook his shinyblack helmeted head once.

“You gonna take that silly thing o and talkto me, or we gonna be in here all day staringat each other?”

The helmet tilted back ever so slightly,giving the impression that the man might havebeen laughing. Then, slowly, he took o hisleather gloves. The skin underneath appearedto belong to a White man, or possibly a paleAsian. From the neck down, they all lookalike, Lillian believed. The man exed his

ngers for a second, then grasped his helmetwith both hands. Lillian watched, curious butpatient. It took a moment or two for theconstricting helmet to give, then he slowlylifted it off his head.

His hair was past his shoulders, a sandy-

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blond colour, like freshly baked bannock. Hiseyes were blue as the lake outside herwindow. And his face… Caucasian, young—maybe twenty- ve or a young thirty—andhandsome, with a strong chin and masculinenose. This man was de nitely in the wronghouse.

“I can breathe again,” he said. He scratchedjust above his left ear, then tried to put his hairback in some semblance of order. “I hatehelmet head, don’t you?”

“Young man, are you selling something?”she asked in English.

“Nope,” he replied. He put the helmet downon a large mirrored dresser, and approachedLillian, stopping beside her bed. “I’ve come tosay goodbye.”

“Are you going someplace?”“No, more like coming back. It’s been a

while since I was last here.” The man gazedout the window, and saw a dock, the boatsand, o in the distance, a oat plane. “It’s

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changed a lot. And so have you.”Comprehension ooded the mind of the old

woman. She knew who he was. It was him.He’d come.

“Gigii bidgoshin!” she said.“Poochgo nigiibizhaa,” he answered, saying,

yes, he had had to come.“I didn’t think… Where have you been?”For a moment, he hesitated. “I’ve… I was

sick for a while.”Lillian reached up and touched the man’s

face, his hair, as if trying to nd somebody elsein there. “We’ve all been sick. And this, allthis? What’s up with this?”

For the rst time, the young man smiled.And it was a familiar smile. “Di erent times,di erent faces. I am nothing if not adaptable.Do you like?”

She shook her head. “Never liked blonds.”A loud interrupting knock was heard at the

door. “Mom, you okay?” It was Willie.

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Lillian answered quickly. “Yes. Go away.”“All that brood out there yours?” asked the

man.She nodded. “Most of them.”“You’ve been busy.”“Had to do something. Baking pies gets kind

of boring after a while.”“I suppose it does. I guess you can’t go

swimming forever,” he added, sadly. “Howwas that school of yours?”

“Educational, in more ways than one.” Overhis shoulder, Lillian could see the helmetresting on the small table. She pointed at it.“Your helmet, that thing you painted on it. It’shard to tell, the way it’s drawn, but that’s araven, isn’t it?”

The man was surprised. “Yeah. How wouldyou know?”

Smiling, she leaned back in her bed, herhead almost disappearing into the pillow. “Iused to get around. Read a lot. That’s West

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Coast art, ain’t it? Believe it or not, I’ve evenseen a sea otter!” She sighed. The clockseemed to tick louder. “So what happensnow?”

“What always happens.”“I suppose. Why should I be any di erent,

huh?” She saw him pick up a photographfrom her dresser, one of her at a much youngerage. “You came all this way to say goodbye?”

He nodded. “You called. I came.” Looking atthe disease-ravaged woman in front of him, theman could still see the pretty young girl he’donce known.

She hesitated, then asked, “Tell me the truth,do you hate me? For going away?”

The man put the picture down and onceagain looked out the window. “No. That was avery long time ago. And you called me back…from where I was. I guess that’s fair.”

“And here I am, leaving you again.” Theman did not respond. “Neither time did I have

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a choice. Tell me, what will you do when…when I go?”

The man turned from the window and facedher again. “I will do what my nature will tellme to do. That’s all any of us can do. I knowthat’s not what your boyfriend believes, but…”

Lillian put up her hand, cutting him o .“Oh, don’t start that again. Please. I am so sickof that argument. He’s not my boyfriend. He’sjust a good person with a lot of good things tosay. You really need to get a better grasp ofthis whole situation. There was room for theboth of you. Quit being a child and give him achance.”

“I don’t think we hang out in the same bars.”Both fell into a silence.Finally, the man said, “I am what I am. You

of all people should know that.”Her face softened. “I know. You’re right.

That’s part of your charm.” He smiled, and shesmiled back. “It’s so good to see you again.

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Blond hair, blue eyes or not. I missed you. Ithink we all missed you. You shouldn’t goaway like that.”

“A person’s gotta feel wanted.”Lillian shook his head. “A person’s gotta

make himself be wanted. And you werealways wanted. By me and everyone.”

“It didn’t feel like it.”“Did you come back all this way to bitch?”“I came back because you called me.”“You didn’t have to come back. I didn’t

think you would.”“Of course I had to come back. You’re the

last person who really believes in me. As aperson. After you…” He shrugged. “Besides,sounds like you’re the one doing all thebitching.”

“Yeah, well, what are you gonna do about it,Mr. Blond Hair?” Gritting her false teeth, shegrabbed a small throw pillow lying on the bedand tried to toss it at him. But the ravages of

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time and sickness, combined with the law ofgravity, resulted in the pillow merely rollingoff the bed onto the floor.

The man picked it up and held it. “Nice try.I remember when you could skip a stone clearacross the river.”

“That was a long time and a lot of stonesago.”

“I suppose. Still, it’s nice to see thatdetermination in your eyes. The furnace mayhave some wear and tear but the re stillburns hot.”

Her breath was now growing wheezy. “I betyou say that to all the old dying women.”

Kneeling, the man took Lillian’s hand. “No,just the pretty ones.”

“What’s going to happen? To me? Now?”With what strength she had left, she

squeezed the man’s ngers. He caressed thetop of her withered hand in response.

“Like I said, what always happens.”

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Her voice was now barely a whisper. “Nomore riddles, please.”

“In all my time on this land, I have learnedthere are three constants in this universe:getting fat, mosquitoes and saying goodbye,”he replied, his voice low. “I think even yourbuddy Jesus would agree with that one.”

“My daughter…”“Yes?”Lillian closed her eyes, summoning e ort to

speak. “She’s not doing very well. Too busy.This community. Too busy. Everybody wantssomething from her. She thinks life is in thatBand O ce building. It isn’t. Killed herhusband practically. And my son. My grandson.They need to believe…”

“I have no idea where you’re going withthis.”

“You…”“Yes, me?”“After I’m… after… I want… I want you

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to…” She was rapidly losing her ability to talk.The man leaned closer. “What? What do you

want?”The old woman reached up and grabbed the

back of his blond head, gripping as tightly asher frail muscles would allow. “A favour… no,two favours… okay… promise me… please…”

He put his ear by her mouth and heard herdying requests.

From outside, Virgil and Dakota had seen theman enter through the side door, and watchedhim barge into their grandmother’s room. Theyhad watched the family fight in whispers aboutwhat to do, and shu e around her door likebees around a rotten apple. Being thirteen,they were intensely curious about what washappening in there. Virgil’s grandmother’sbedroom window was situated at the edge ofthe deck, and could be peeked into with alittle effort.

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“I wonder what’s going on in there,” saidDakota.

“Let’s find out,” said Virgil.Dakota nervously looked at the window.

“Should we?”Virgil nodded. “Yes, we should. Come on.”Conspiratorially, they made their way to the

edge of the deck, directly under the window. Itwas Virgil who took the rst peek. What hesaw inside would shock and puzzle him till theend of his days.

His dying grandmother, patriarch of theBenojee clan and widow of Leonard Benojee,was locked in a passionate embrace with themotorcyclist. The man’s long blond hair wasobscuring what was happening, but Virgil wassure, positive in fact, that the man was kissinghis grandmother, and quite passionately too. Itwas the kind of kiss you see only in moviesand on television, the eyes-closed, toe-curlingkind.

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This was not the grandmother Virgil wasused to.

“What’s happening in there? What do yousee?” Dakota was trying to push Virgil aside,eager to peek.

Unwilling to move, Virgil continued to peerthrough the window, unsure of what he waswitnessing.

Lillian’s window was open, and as she oftendid when annoyed, Dakota raised her voice toan almost whining pitch. Her voice oatedthrough the mosquito screen, across Lillian’sroom and into the man’s ear. Still deep in thekiss, he opened his eyes, and his expressionregistered that he saw Virgil’s face at thewindow. The man raised an eyebrow, andVirgil quickly retreated, his heart beatingloudly.

“What? What did you see?”Virgil attened himself against the side of

the house in case the man looked out thewindow for him. He urged Dakota to be quiet,

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and dragged her against the wall too.“What? What? Tell me!”“Shhhh.”They both stood there, quiet, until they

heard Lillian’s door open and close, and thesound of the man’s boots fading down thehallway.

“Come on, Virgil. Tell me what you saw!”Not knowing how to tell his cousin what

he’d seen without sounding crazy, he just said,“Nothing.”

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FIVE

Three days later they buried Lillian Benojeebeside her long-departed husband, Leonard.The whole village turned out for theceremony. The church was lled to capacity.You don’t live for almost eight decadeswithout making a lot of friends, or conversely,a lot of enemies. Lillian had de nitely beenthe “friends” type. After the service, it seemedthe whole community moved in a surgetoward the graveyard, following the hearse.Maggie walked with Virgil and the rest of thefamily. Several hundred others followedrespectfully behind.

Sammy Aandeg was there too, dressed inwhat could have been a thirty-year-old blacksuit. One that hadn’t been worn in thirty years.Ten years of living at the residential school,plus over half a century of living with the

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e ects of that school and nding new ways todamage his body hadn’t left much of theyoung, de ant boy that Lillian had onceknown. Instead, there shu ed an old, broken-down man who reeked of alcohol, of urineand of just about every unpleasant smell ahuman body could emit or absorb. And yet,somehow he’d managed to throw himselftogether and make it to this funeral.

Some people might point to Sammy as anexample of what happened to the childrenthat had been sent away to such schools, andhad never really come home because theysu ered from a form of shell-shock. Other less-sympathetic folks merely pointed to him as acrazy old drunk. Luckily, he didn’t care. Hejust mumbled to himself, rubbing the fingers ofhis right hand together non-stop.

The mourners hung their heads as the priestsaid his comforting, priestly things. Someremembered Lillian as the source of their life.Others thought they should have stopped by to

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visit more often. Still others regarded thefuneral as symbolizing the passing of ageneration, of a library of culture and of anAboriginal lifestyle rapidly becoming extinct.All were saddened by the death of a goodperson. There were so few of those specialpeople still left in the world.

The entire Otter Lake Debating Society wasthere. Lillian was Marty’s aunt and Gene’ssecond cousin, as the complex family trees ofReserve members intertwined. “She once toldme I was her favourite nephew,” said Marty,though everybody knew Lillian had said thatto all her nieces and nephews at one point oranother.

“When my son died, she stayed with me. Fortwo days. I never forgot that,” MarissaCrazytrain told Maggie. Marissa had no closerelatives, so when the tragedy occurred she hadfew shoulders to cry on. Except for Lillian. Thevery thought of losing one of her sons had senta chill down Lillian’s spine, so she showed up

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on Marissa’s doorstep and cared for her untilshe was strong enough to be by herself. Sheeven organized most of the child’s funeral.Maggie remembered that now, wishing she’dbeen around to help in Lillian’s time of need,instead of on her honeymoon.

The testimonies dragged on, but Virgil wastoo distracted to listen. He’d never worked upthe nerve to go in and see his grandmother,especially after what he’d observed throughthe window. The stranger had left immediatelyafter that, in the same abrupt manner in whichhe had arrived. Virgil and Dakota, peekingaround the corner from the safety of the deck,had watched him with eager intensity.

As the stranger straddled his bike, helmet inhand, he glanced toward the corner of thehouse, where they were hiding. A small smilecrept onto his handsome face, and he cockedthe same eyebrow as before.

“See you around,” he said. Then he put hishelmet over his head and kick-started his bike.

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It roared to life and took the blond man downthe driveway and out of what had started outas a boring afternoon.

Who was he? the boy wondered. He andDakota discussed that very question for the restof the day, but Dakota’s primary contributionto solving the mystery of the motorcyclistconsisted of repeating, “He’s cute,” whichVirgil found of little use.

Inside the house, everybody was buzzingover the appearance of this man, and hisactions. They asked Lillian, but she just smiledenigmatically.

“That would be spoiling the surprise,” shemanaged to say. And then she added one nalword: “Magic.”

Later that night, as she slept, her spirit andher body became two separate things. And theworld moved on.

And now everyboday was saying goodbye.Maggie had known her mother was dying, butshe still wasn’t prepared. They had had one

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more brief conversation before her end came,and what saddened Maggie was that it wasentirely inconsequential. Virgil was growingup quickly and needed bigger clothes. Lillianhad urged her daughter to buy him clothes thatwere a size or two bigger—that way theywould t longer, as all mothers knew. ButVirgil hated baggy clothes, how he always feltlost in them. Maggie would tease him that he’dnever make it as a hip hop star, and Virgilwould fake a laugh.

“He’s my son and I know what he likes.”“What he likes and what he needs can be

two different things.”Maggie now regretted having such a

confrontational discussion with Lillian, so soonbefore… She should have just said yes andthen gone ahead and bought Virgil an extra-large everything. That was the kind ofrelationship the two of them had, and Maggieaccepted that on an intellectual level, as shewas sure Lillian had. But funerals and dead

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mothers are not intellectual exercises. SoMaggie was awash in regret, sadness and morethan a little bit of guilt.

She could tell Virgil was deep in his ownthoughts and she squeezed his handreassuringly. The boy looked up at his motherand returned a sad smile. Both were awarethat behind them and to the right stood atombstone bearing the words cli ord second—beloved husband and father, with some datescarved below. During the ceremony Virgil hadbeen glancing at it surreptitiously. And so hadMaggie. Both dutifully made pilgrimages to itevery year on the anniversary of Cli ord’sdeath, and on Graveyard Day, when localcustom dictated that close relatives place freshflowers on the graves of loved ones.

Virgil had loved his father, as all sonsshould. Maggie had loved her husband… forthe rst few years anyway. Half a decade intotheir marriage the Cli ord Second she hadmarried had become the Cli ord Second she

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was married to. The Band O ce had becomemore of a home to him than the home thethree of them shared. He had dreams for thecommunity and the Anishnawbe nation, butnot so many for his family.

Then came the accident. A simple shingtrip with tragic results. Tim, Maggie’s brother,had been out with him. A sunken tree stumpand a motorboat at full throttle in the fadingevening light had combined, with devastatingconsequences. Tim had swum to shore on anearby island, but Cli ord had gone downwith the boat. The result was a spring funeral.

Maggie had mourned, as had Virgil. But inmany ways, Cli ord had not been part of theirlives for much longer after his death. Theirnormal routine had resumed only a month ortwo after his funeral. And for reasons neithercould explain, Maggie and Virgil both feltguilty for carrying on so easily without him. Asa result, Maggie had hated the Band O ce andeverything it stood for: the responsibilities that

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had taken her husband away from her, but alsomanagement by the three colonizing levels ofgovernment, paperwork that would cripple asmall South American government and thechallenge of dealing with the wishes ofindividuals within a disparate community.

Not twelve feet away, Cli ord Second layburied, possibly laughing at her in someectoplasmic way. See! Now you’re chief! Nowyou know what I had to go through! I betyou’re sorry now!

Virgil was having di erent memories. Hehad heard the news of his father’s death earlyone morning, and a succession of aunts anduncles had hugged him in sympathy. Yet, hehadn’t known what to feel. Of course he wassad and depressed that his father had died, butthere was none of the wailing or thrashingabout that he had learned to expect frommovies and television. He just felt… numb. Forthe last third of his life, Cli ord had beensomebody he’d seen at breakfast and then just

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before bed. Occasionally, the peace waspunctuated by arguments between his parents.

Twice a year now he came to pay respectsto his dead father. Meanwhile, he saw hismother being drawn into the same lifestylethat had engulfed his dad. And this made himapprehensive.

Thoughts of his father were still in his headwhen Virgil saw, parked casually on the roadrunning parallel to the graveyard, a familiarred-and-white vintage motorcycle. Leaningagainst it was the blond stranger. Maggienoticed something had caught her son’sattention, and turned to look as well. “Mom…”Virgil began.

“I see him, honey.”“Did anybody ever find out who he was?”Maggie, still studying the man, shook her

head. “No.”“I wonder how grandma knew him.”The stranger seemed to be staring straight at

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her, she thought. “It seems Grandma had amuch more interesting life than we thought.Now, shh, listen to Father Sauvé.”

Maggie forced her attention back to theservice, but it was a little more di cult forVirgil. He noticed that across from him, Dakotatoo had spotted the stranger. Everyone elseseemed too engrossed in the funeral to raisetheir heads.

Across the fence separating the graveyard fromthe land of the living, the man leaned againsthis motorcycle, watching the proceedings. Hisexpression did not reveal his thoughts. Herecognized some of the people he’d seenbrie y in Lillian’s kitchen, including Lillian’sdaughter. He was sure it was her. She was anapple fallen from the Benojee tree. Lillian’sbeauty was too strong to be diluted bysomeone else’s DNA. He’d also seen a familyphoto hanging on Lillian’s wall and thatwoman had been in it… along with the boy.

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He knew the boy had peeked in the windowand realized what he’d seen must haveconfused him.

The man had to decide what to do now. Hehad crawled out of his self-imposed purgatoryto say goodbye to Lillian. Now what? Go backinto what had been his life (if it could becalled that) again? The idea did not thrill him.Take his new motorcycle and ride o into thesunset? No, too melodramatic, and eventuallyhe would hit an ocean, no matter whatdirection he went. Settle down, set up shopsomewhere and learn to live a middle-classCanadian life, go from being an Anishnawbe toan Anish-snob? That was not in his nature.

There was also, of course, Lillian’s lastrequest. It was complicated, but most thingswith women were, he thought. Still, it mightbe fun. Could be interesting too. And he hadall the time in the world. For someone likehim, fun and interesting trumped most things.

Once more his attention turned to Lillian’s

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beautiful daughter. He’d only glimpsed herback at the house. Tallish, long dark-brownhair, the cutest little pug nose, and just theright amount of curves to make her alluring.Well, that was something to keep him busy, hethought. It had been a while since he’denjoyed the company of a pretty woman…hell, any woman… and it was always best tostart o by setting attainable goals. Now hehad a purpose, and he was happy.

Virgil could see the man watching them andsmiling. And for some reason this made himuncomfortable. Though he didn’t know why,he took a step closer to his mother.

But, the man thought, rst things rst. Hiseyes wandered over to Sammy Aandeg,standing by himself. The man knew Sammy’stype; even from here he could practically feelthe alcohol and anguish steaming o him.After all, he’d been there himself not that longago. And this man could be put to good use.They spoke the same language, in more ways

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than one.

Not more than seven kilometres away, acrossthe lake, a thin man named Wayne sat on theshores of a small island. The water lapped athis bare ankles. He was looking toward themainland. Wayne wished he could be overthere, saying goodbye to his mother. He hadalmost gone to the funeral, but something hadprevented him. He didn’t like strangers, andeven though he probably knew every singleperson at the funeral, they were still strangersto him. In many ways, he felt a stranger tohimself. Unconsciously he picked up stones inthe water using only his toes, tossed them intothe air, and caught them with his hands.

He sat watching the sun shine down on OtterLake. He had been mourning the passing of hismother in his own way, as tradition dictated.And when the time was right, he would go towhere her body had been placed, and saygoodbye. Until that time, he would sit here

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and brood. Over the years he had gotten prettygood at it. He had received the message Williehad left him, and understood what Maggie hadtold him over a week ago. Part of him felt badabout not going immediately to his mother’sside, but in his mind, there had been no need.Lillian knew he loved her and treasured her.Watching her die in that painful way wouldn’thave changed anything. As for the rest of thefamily, they considered him the weird brother,he knew, as did most of the community. Eventhe really weird people in Otter Lake thoughthe was weird. And that didn’t exactly makehim feel sociable.

Idly, he grabbed another smooth rock fromjust below the waterline, this time with hishand. After weighing it, he threw it andwatched it skim across the surface of the lake,just as his mother had taught him. By theeleventh skim he had lost interest and wasagain looking toward the mainland.

Though his thoughts were of his mother, this

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was just the latest in a series of events thatseemed to be testing him. He had lived on thisisland for four years: training, practising anddeveloping his art. But admittedly, he got kindof lonely. And what exactly was he practisingand training for? Originally this had been agreat idea, re ning his philosophy andtechnique with isolation, as had all the greatmartial artists. But the enthusiasm that had ledhim to this monastic existence was beginningto wear thin. He missed showers. He missedtelevision. He missed the scent of perfumelingering on the neck of a woman. He missedordering pizza.

Maybe I am weird, he thought.

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SIX

The funeral reception was held at thecommunity centre. Virgil watched everybodymilling about eating sandwiches made, for themost part, of white bread, butter, baloney andprocessed cheese. He knew the traditionalsoup and chili would be served later, but aquick shot of carbohydrates was what wasneeded to take people’s minds o thesolemnity of the day. He was o with hiscousins of the same age, talking about thestranger. Everybody had seen him ride in butnobody had seen him ride out. Three days hadpassed since his rst appearance and ReenaAandeg, Sammy’s niece, who lived along themain road near the highway, swore up anddown that neither she nor her family saw himleave.

“Then he’s still here on the Reserve

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somewhere,” reasoned Virgil.“Where would a guy like that stay? It would

be kind of hard for him to hide,” said Dakota.“I wonder if he gives rides on that motorcycle.That would be so cool.”

To Virgil, she sounded like a silly girl. Youdidn’t go for rides with strangers onmotorcycles. Everybody knew that.

“What if he’s a mass murderer or a rapist?”he said.

Dakota shook her head. “I doubt it. He haskind eyes.”

“Oh yeah,” agreed Jamie, a cousin of bothDakota and Virgil.“It’s always in their eyes. I read somewherethat eyes are the window to the soul.”

“His are blue! Really blue! So blue” gushedDakota.

“Wow!”Speaking of eyes, Virgil was busy rolling his.

At least he didn’t have to try to get out of

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going to school today. He knew that was anincredibly inappropriate thought to have at hisgrandmother’s funeral, but even more so whenhe could see his mother dealing with bandpolitics across the room. She couldn’t eventake a day o for her mother’s funeral. Thatwas really inappropriate.

Sitting at a scarred wooden table, trying toenjoy the bland-ness of the sandwiches, Maggierecognized that her momentary respite fromReserve political intrigue was drawing to anend.

“Maggie, I know this isn’t the right place todiscuss this but I need to talk to you.” It wasAnthony Gimau, a big man with even biggeropinions. Back in the sixties when he wasgrowing up, he’d wanted to be a radical,anything to shake up the system. Being Nativeautomatically gave him ammunition to be anannoying gad y. Therefore everything “White”was evil, except of course his Jimmy 4-by-4,which he adored, almost as much as he adored

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his wife, Klara, who was German. In hispersonal philosophy, there was a yin and yangkind of thing to people who orbited the Nativecommunity. There were the “wannabes;”people who were, for one reason or another,fascinated with Native culture and wanted tobe Native. These types generally annoyed mostNative people, including other wannabes. Butthat was the yin. The yang, Anthony believed,was the “shouldabeens;” those who wereunfortunate enough not to be Native but whoshould have been Native. His wife, Klara,though born and raised in Jena, Germany, wasa shouldabeen.

In his earlier years, Anthony used to sport aMohawk haircut as a statement, but as timepassed, his male-pattern baldness reduced himto shaving only the sides of his head, andleaving a one-and-a-half-inch strip of hair onthe very back of his head as a somewhatdiminished political statement. Somehow, heblamed White people for that too.

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“What is it, Tony? I’m not in the mood todiscuss anything.”

“I know, I know,” he said, nodding, thenswallowing. “However…”

Maggie shook her head. “No however. Tony,we just buried my mother. Now is not thetime.”

Tony’s eyes brightened. “I know. I know.When then?”

Maggie knew she’d walked into a trap. Hewanted to talk about the plans for the newland they’d bought, and now he’d cornered herinto setting a speci c time and place.Everybody in the room had an opinion andwas dying to share it with Maggie. Tony hadjust beaten them to it.

Sighing, Maggie said, “I don’t know. Dayafter tomorrow. Eleven o’clock. How’s that?Can I finish my sandwich now?”

“Yes, yes, of course. My thoughts are withyou and your family. But wait ’til you hear

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what I have to say!” Anthony trotted o insearch of some traditional corn soup orsauerkraut. Maggie sighed, dropping herunappealing sandwich onto the plate. Herhusband was dead, her son was retreating intohimself and the acquisition of all this new landwas proving to be the hottest political potatothe community had seen in a long while.

Maybe she should have cut Cli ord moreslack, back when he was chief. He had beendealing with the Royal Commission onAboriginal Peoples, a ectionately known asthe RCAP, an attempt by the federalgovernment to address many of the problemsbeing complained about by Canada’s Nativepopulation. And it took years. Cli ord hadspent many nights in Ottawa, and many morenights at the Band O ce or on the phone. Inher imagination, Maggie began to imagine theRCAP as a woman, her husband’s mistress. Abig fat woman, a sel sh one, always wantingmore. She promised so much, but in the end,

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she delivered so little. Every night Cli ordwould come to bed with Maggie, but he wasalways thinking about “her,” the other woman,the RCAP. And now the legacy of thatrelationship was Maggie’s cross to bear.

Some wanted the three hundred acres usedfor new housing. Others felt the time was rightto install a water ltration plant, which in turncould mean somebody (quite probably thewoman who had made the suggestion) couldopen up a laundromat, and all those whoeither didn’t have or couldn’t a ord awasher/dryer wouldn’t have to drive fortyminutes into town and stand around for twohours waiting for their clothes to be cleaned.And they could stop worrying about their towndying o like what happened in thatWalkerton place. There were proposals for agolf course or a casino. Of course it wasn’tsolely Maggie’s decision; there was the BandCouncil to go through, as well as a bunch ofcommittees and boards to deal with. White

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people may have invented bureaucracy, buttheir relationship with the Department ofIndian A airs had taught the First Nationspeople of Canada how to excel at and, in theirown way, indigenize it. All land utilizationideas and economic development schemesstarted their journey on Maggie’s desk. And shewas getting tired of it.

All around her the community swirled andowed, everyone except Tony caught up in

mourning. She thought of her family, brothers,sisters, uncles, aunts and cousins. She couldn’tcomprehend how families with only one ortwo kids functioned.Maybe that was why Maggie was such a goodchief. She had been forged within the anarchyand chaos of a large family. Each brother andsister had made her stronger, both by love andby torment.

The chair beside her scraped on the tileoor. “I don’t suppose anybody has seen

Wayne?” said Diane, Maggie’s eldest sister.

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Wayne was Maggie’s youngest brother, threeyears younger than her, the youngest of theBenojee brood.

“You know he won’t be here. He’ll probablycome tonight when nobody’s around.”

“Or when the moon’s full.” Diane, her platea mound of triangular white sandwiches,began to feast. “Willie dropped by his island afew days ago. Couldn’t nd him, so he left anote. Geez, you’d think he’d be here.”

“You know Wayne. He’s got his own way ofdealing with life.” Maggie couldn’t helpnoticing the pile of processed food on hersister’s plate. This was not the diet the doctorhad prescribed for her diabetic sister.

Diane noticed the look and scowled. “Don’tyou dare give me that—there are no calories,sugars and starches at funeral receptions. Youknow that.” To illustrate her point, she stu eda whole sandwich in her mouth, and grinned.

Maggie couldn’t help but smile back. As forher younger brother, it wasn’t uncommon for

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Wayne to go missing for weeks, even monthsat a time. An isolationist and contemporaryNative—mystic, for lack of a better term—Wayne led a strange and separate life andthere were always rumours about what he didover on his island. People shing just o shoreof his island would occasionally hear strangeyells. Family, when visiting, said the placelooked like a primitive gym, with homemadepunching bags constructed from canvas andstu ed with leaves and sand. Her brotherrarely came to the mainland, and if he did, itwas usually for supplies and to visit hismother. Though he was the youngest, he spokethe best Anishnawbe—like his mother, strongand without hesitation.

And then, of course, there was the famousrumour, the stu of legends. Supposedly a fewyears ago, some rowdy boaters had landed onthe shores of what had once been calledWestern Island, but was now more frequentlyknown as Wayne’s Island, intent on building

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the world’s biggest bon re. They startedforaging for wood, and soon discovered theisland was occupied. According to the story,Wayne disagreed with their starting a re, andhis disagreement was strong and severe.Exchanged words and issued threats developedinto an altercation. Five drunk White guysagainst one lone Indian. This had the makingsof a pretty good civil rights case.

The next morning their boat was founddrifting a kilometre o shore of the island.Inside that boat were many bruises, onedislocated elbow, numerous lacerations, sevencracked ribs, four black eyes and at least adozen missing teeth. The White men saideverything was a blur. One guy mentioned acrazy Ninja Indian on the mysterious island,but the others shushed him up, embarrassed.

“Mom?” Virgil was standing beside her.“Yes, honey.”“I’m gonna go now. Okay?”“Did you have something to eat?”

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He nodded. “Three sandwiches, one apple, agrape juice and some cookies. Okay?”

“I guess so. Where’re you going?”“Dunno. Probably home.”“Tired?” she asked.“A little.”Behind Virgil, she could see Duanne DeBois

hovering, waiting for his chance to speak withher. God only knew what he wanted to dowith the land.

“Well, go get some rest. Hopefully I’ll behome in a few hours and will make you a realdinner. Something with vitamins and bremaybe. Sound good?”

For a moment, Maggie saw the saddest smileon his face. She realized she’d said this before.Many times. And she’d often failed to keep herpromise.

“Sure,” Virgil said, and then quickly left.Maggie watched him walk through the halldoors.

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“Maggie, good to see you. You got asecond?” said Duanne DeBois as he sat downbeside her and opened a colourful flow chart.

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SEVEN

About half an hour later, Virgil was walkingtoward the railroad tracks that ran through theReserve’s northern border. He had lied to hismother once again, only because he knew thatshe wouldn’t understand and that it might startan argument neither of them wanted. Virgilknew he was running late and he hadincreased his pace. About twice a day, apassenger train would speed through theforested hills as if afraid to stop—rumour hadit there were Indians about. Frequently, Virgilwould be sitting there on a large at-toppedrock set about ten feet back from the tracks,watching the train thunder past on its way towherever it was going. He’d done someresearch on the computer and most of thetrains were heading to Toronto, or out ofToronto, several hours to the south. He wouldcatch a glimpse of faces in those windows,

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some looking out at him, others engrossed in abook or laptop. Where were all these peoplegoing? Who were they? What did they do?

Virgil had never been on a train and hisdream, mundane as it might seem to others,was to book himself a ride when he got older.Those trains reminded him that there wereplaces to go, beyond the Reserve. The nexttrain was due by in about six minutes, thoughthe exact time was always a rough estimate,with VIA Rail’s record. The engineer had seenhim sitting there so often, it had become hishabit to blow the train’s horn as he went by. Itwas a loud noise, one that Virgil had becomeused to and enjoyed. It was anacknowledgment of his existence by somebodyother than his family. At least some things inthis world could be counted on.

Virgil often came here instead of theclassroom. He knew that his skipping schoolupset his mother, and perhaps somewheredown the line he would pay for it, but right

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now, he didn’t care. Maybe he should be morelike Dakota. She went to school religiously andtook to each subject like a kitten to a ball ofstring. But school was almost out for summeranyway, weakening his educational resolve.

Today had been a long and sad day and hewas glad to get away. The tree branchesgrabbed at his black jeans and black shirt—perfect funeral attire—but he ignored them. Heknew the large lime stone rock that sat threemetres to the left of the train tracks was justup ahead. There he could ponder the mysteriesof the universe, or think about absolutelynothing. Both were equally enjoyable. Heemerged just west of the rock, where the bushwas the thinnest, and walked along therailroad ties. He didn’t know why he wasfeeling so solitary these days. He’d heardpeople say stu about his turning into atypical moody teenager. Great, now he wasbecoming a cliché.

His at-topped rock was surrounded by a

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small eld of sweetgrass. That’s how he’dfound it. His grandmother had taken him outone day when he was small to teach him howto pick sweet grass, and she’d told him thiswas the best spot. Maggie had come with themonce, but usually only Lillian bothered togather, dry and braid the wild grass. “I used todo this with my grandparents,” she’d often tellthe bored Virgil. Though he found the smellpleasant, he had never tried to pick it himself.He knew it was one of the four sacred herbs,the others being cedar, sage and, the mostimportant, tobacco. Soon, though, it hadbecome too di cult for Lillian to make thetiring journey through the woods, and it wasleft to the boy. Only now he came for thetrain, not the sweetgrass.

Sitting on his rock was the blond stranger,watching him approach, as if he was waitingfor him. Virgil stopped on the railroad tracks,unsure what to do. The motorcyclist leisurelylay back on the boulder, and yawned as the

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boy approached. Virgil could hear the creakingof the man’s leather garments.

“Hey, what’s up, little man?”It was a casual greeting for such a startling

encounter. Virgil didn’t think anybody knewabout his precious rock. He didn’t know howto respond. Instead he just stood there, in themiddle of the tracks.

“Beautiful spot, don’t you think? It’s awonder they haven’t put condominiums upyet.” The motorcyclist stretched out on therock as if it were a bed. He seemed quite athome, staring up at the blue sky spotted withwispy clouds. “Have fun at the funeral?”

At rst Virgil didn’t respond, but then hethought about the man’s question. “That’sstupid. Nobody has fun at a funeral.”

“My mistake.”The stranger looked at the boy. “You know,

that may not be the safest place to stand. Youmight want to move o to the side. I know

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every man walks his own path, but sometimesa little advice from a stranger can save yourlife.”

A little embarrassed, Virgil moved to theshoulder of dark gravel opposite the black-cladman.

“Here, I made you something.” The manheld out a perfectly braided length ofsweetgrass. “I haven’t made one of these inyears. Just smell that. Now that’s Anishnawbe.”

Virgil didn’t move. He did, however, noticethe pile of freshly picked sweetgrass drying onthe rock beside the stranger.

“They do speak English here, don’t they?”Virgil swallowed hard before answering.

“Yeah. Who the hell are you?”This seemed to amuse the man on the rock.

“Oh my, now there’s a direct question. Geez,where to begin. Who the hell am I? Well, Iguess I could start with a name. That’s alwaysa good beginning. You can call me… John.”

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John put the sweetgrass braid down on acorner of the rock.

“John…?”The man looked up. “I suppose now you

will want a last name too. As if one name isn’tgood enough. I remember when all youneeded was one good name to get you throughlife. But not anymore. Okay then, my name isJohn… Tanner. John Tanner. Yep, that’s me.Happy?”

John Tanner. Such an innocuous name forsuch an unusual individual.

“And as is the custom, I assume at somepoint you will tell me your name?”

Virgil hesitated. He and every kid in NorthAmerica had been warned through school andthe mass media not to tell strangers too muchabout themselves. But this was no ordinarystranger.

“Virgil Second.”“Is that like Henry the Eighth?” The man

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laughed at his own joke.Virgil scowled. He’d heard that joke, or a

variation on it, too many times in his life.“What are you doing here?” he asked instead.

“Why do you want to know?” said the man,suddenly engrossed in braiding another strandof sweetgrass.

“You were at my grandmother’s.”“That I was. So were you,” the man replied,

intricately weaving the three strands together.They represented the mind, body and spirit,and how strong these elements could be whenproperly balanced.

O in the distance, the train could be heard,its lonesome horn announcing its approach.

“The great iron horse approaches,” said theman, in his best Hollywood Indian voice. “Boy,I remember when I rst saw one of thosethings, just about scared the shit out of me.”

Again, Virgil didn’t know what to say. Theman seemed to concentrate for a second before

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letting out the mournful sound of a trainwhistle. It sounded… like an actual trainwhistle, the kind he’d heard hundreds of times.

“Did you like that?” asked the man.Then he took a deep breath and let loose

the plaintive cry of a wolf revealing its heart tothe moon. It was startling in its authenticity.

“How can you do that?” asked theastonished boy.

“Can I help it if I’m multilingual?”Next, the call of a loon came from the White

man’s mouth. It was note perfect.“A little something I picked up on my

travels. Maybe I’ll teach you sometime. Thatwoman at your grandmother’s house, and withyou at the graveyard, I take it that was yourmother?”

The new braid nished, the man reacheddown and retied the blue bandana around hisankle.

“Why?”

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“She’s pretty.”This puzzled Virgil. His mom pretty? Moms

weren’t supposed to be pretty. Especially tostrangers in black leather. Especially to astranger he’d seen kissing his grandmother. Astranger who had been sitting out here in themiddle of the woods braiding sweetgrass andwaiting for him, it seemed. The boy wasgrowing increasingly uncomfortable.

“What do you want?”The man sat up on the rock, giving Virgil his

full attention. “Me?”Virgil nodded.“Well, that’s a tough one. Admittedly that

took me a while to gure out, especially afteryour grandmother died. You see, I haven’t hadmuch to do lately. A little of this and that.More that than this. Years ago I fell victim towhat’s called T & A, you may be familiar withit. They are the two greatest enemies of aperson’s self-esteem. Tedium and alienation.That put me out of the loop for a long time.

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You see, I knew your grandmother way, way,way before you were born.” The White man’sblue eyes danced. “That was the last time I feltgood. I want that feeling again. I’m hoping itruns in the family, if you know what I mean.”

Virgil did not know what he meant. “Whyare you telling me this?”

“I thought maybe you could help. Or atleast, stay out of my way.”

If Virgil was puzzled before, he was reallypuzzled now.“Me? Why would you want me to stay out ofyour way? And how am I supposed to helpyou?”

“I’m glad you asked, because I did promiseyour grandmother I would let you know whatI was up to. She was quite fond of you, youknow. You should have come to say goodbyeto her. Like I did.”

The young boy’s heart tightened withdisgust.

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“Still, a promise is a promise. I made yourgrandmother two promises, and both involveyou.”

“Me?”“You.”“What… what… did you promise her?” If

there was such a thing as a weirdnessindicator, Virgil was sure the needle wasdangerously into the red.

The man slid o the rock and stood up.“Well, you see, there are some things that haveto be done. I haven’t done this kind of stu ina while, but I want…”

The rest of what the man had to say wasdrowned out by the roar of the train. Theground shook beneath their feet. The windbu eted them. And the noise of the engine, thepassenger cars on the metal tracks and theblowing horn overpowered all other sounds.The man’s mouth continued to move.

Just as suddenly, the train was gone, and the

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motorcyclist nally nished what he wassaying. “… and so you’re either part of theproblem or part of the solution, young man.So there. The choice is yours. Otherwise,tikwamshin!” With that, he gave the boy apolite bow. “I’m glad we got that out of theway. I feel better, don’t you?”

“But…” said Virgil, having no idea what theman was talking about.

“Sorry, I don’t do Q and A’s. Anyway, timeto be going. And, Virgil, if I were you, Iwouldn’t hang around out here by yourself toomuch. Never know what freaks and desperatetypes you might run into.” Brushing the twigsand dried grass from his pants, John Tannerdisappeared into the woods.

Virgil, still overcome with surprise, simplywatched him go. What had he said? Tik…something? What did that mean?

Lying on the at rock were seven braidedstrands of sweetgrass.

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EIGHT

Chief Maggie Second was so tired she wasafraid she’d drive o the road. Two days hadpassed since the funeral, and she’d been forcedto jump right back into the thick of banda airs. She was just driving back from meetingwith the MP for the municipality. The localcounty authorities continued to be upset overall the confusion in Otter Lake regarding theland acquisitions. Local non-Native residentshad gotten wind of the purchase and wereconcerned that the Native people were tryingto buy back all the land the non-Natives’ancestors went to so much trouble toappropriate. Native people with additionalland—that could not be a good thing. Andthere was good money to be made in using theland for cottages. After ve hundred years ofEuropean settlement, all they had to show forit were cottages lining every lakefront,

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complete with noisy Jet Skis.The whole land deal was almost complete,

but there were still i’s to dot and t’s to cross.To create extra roadblocks, the localmunicipality was demanding more studies to

nd out if Otter Lake had the capability toadminister and properly use the additionalland. Things like water resource reports androad access issues, among others. A set of high-tension power lines ran over one small section.What would happen if they went down andhad to be repaired? Who had jurisdiction?

The previous owners, three families whosetotal property had comprised the threehundred acres, had not been grilled soseverely. In fact, one family, the Fifes, wholived primarily in Toronto and had neveractually set foot on the land (it had been left tothem in a will) had sold it without a secondthought. None of their portion was lakefront,and it was only a couple of dozen acres, so notworth getting hot and bothered over. The

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Goodman family had a cottage on Otter Lake,one that had been in the family forgenerations. It looked like a sixty-year-oldcottage; the Goodman family were not knownfor their maintenance capabilities. Theypurchased another, more modern cottage on anearby lake with the pro ts from the sale. Thethird participant in the sale, Michael Bain,lived adjacent to the land. He was a localfarmer who occasionally used the area as awoodlot. Being a third-generation NDPsupporter, he felt it was his civic duty to helpCanada’s Indigenous people assert themselvesculturally, spiritually and, of course,

nancially. So he eagerly sought to participatein their geographical expansion onto theironce rightful land, while making a tidy sum.

Maggie found it odd that such a peacefulchunk of land could be causing such an uproar.Just yesterday she’d spent an hour on theproperty, lying on the hood of her Chrysler,listening. That was all. Just listening to the

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sounds of the deep forest. She heard birds andinsects. Saw a porcupine. Four raccoons passedby, remarkably close, intent on where theywere going. This was what her life had cometo, hiding in the woods. Her mother had neverwanted her to become chief. Lillian had feltthat Maggie, of all her children, hadn’t yetfound her place in the universe. Even weirdWayne was doing his own thing. Lillian’speculiar blend of Christianity and traditionalbeliefs had eventually made her happy. “Butyou,” she had said to Maggie. “You’re toomuch like I was. You need something you’renot expecting. Babysitting twelve hundredpeople is not it.”

Still, Maggie felt she was a good chief. Thiswas now her second term, and other than thechaos of this particular land issue, she feltcon dent she wasn’t letting the people down.Land… no issue a ected Native peoples andnon-Native peoples so strongly and yet sodi erently. On the one hand, White people

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thought land was there to be owned andutilized. Something needed to be done with it.Otherwise it was wasted. This was even in theBible, where God gave man dominion overNature. Native people, on the other hand, sawthemselves as being part of Nature. It was abig huge intertwining web. You could no moreown the land under your feet than you couldthe sky over your head, though it was no secretWhite people were already working on thattoo.

But colonization had a nasty tendency towork its way into the DNA, the beliefs andphilosophies and the very ways of life of thepeople being colonized. Nowadays, some ofthe people on Maggie’s Reserve, other thanhaving a good tan, were indistinguishable fromWhite people.

Lillian, however, had been what could becalled an old-fashioned Indian, and she hadtaught her family respect for this land. Maggiehad thought of that as she lay on her car,

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thinking about her departed mother, herrebellious but lovable son and the rest of herfamily. Maggie could have stayed on that hoodall day contentedly pondering life, but damnher work ethic! There was still a lot to dealwith.

Today, once again, she was driving alongsidethe controversial land. Maggie was growing tolike this side road. It was thick with trees and,depending on the season, interlaced withsnowmobile and ATV trails. Personally, shewished it could remain the way it was, semi-wild. It would remind them all of the way theland used to be, its simplicity.

Blasting from her speakers and keeping hercompany was music from Maggie’s well-wornNirvana tape.

Maggie was deep in thought when ithappened. A sudden noise made her jump,and her car swerved to the left. Reactingquickly, she applied pressure to the brake,forcing the car over to the right shoulder and

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gradually bringing it to a stop, all the whilegrumbling under her breath. When theChrysler had come to a stop she stepped outand investigated the trouble.

“Son of a bitch!” As she suspected, it was aat tire. Her rst one in almost fteen years.

And of course it had to be out in the middle ofnowhere. Though technically she was only aten-minute drive from her house, she was inone of the desolate patches of wilderness stillto be found in Otter Lake. Maggie knew fromexperience that she had about as good achance of nding cell phone reception outhere as she had of nding a ordableunderwear that didn’t ride up. Luckily, Maggiehad a spare tire in the back. She sighed. As awoman of the new millennium, she wascon dent she could do anything her brotherscould do, and probably better, short of writingher name in the snow, but that didn’t meanshe had to enjoy it.

Deep in the trunk, under a stained blanket,

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boxes of les and an old shoe, she managed tond the tire, which felt suspiciously low on air

itself. But having no alternative, she hauled itout and began the laborious task of hookingup the jack, and then pumping it until the leftside of the car was elevated. She was ddlingwith the nuts when she heard the distinctivesound of a motorcycle approaching.

She could tell it was the stranger riding themachine everybody was talking about,evidently still roaring up and down theReserve roads. She hadn’t seen him since thefuneral. And here he was, approaching atabout sixty kilometres an hour. Maggie wasn’tunduly nervous, but she was a lone woman, ona deserted road, with a at tire. Though shewould have denied it, her hand tightenedaround the tire iron.

The bike slowed to a stop in front of her car.When the stranger took o his helmet, shecould see that he was much handsomer thanhe had appeared across the graveyard. And his

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eyes were the most perfect shade of blue she’dever seen. Wrapped around his wrist was ablue bandana.

Sitting astride his machine, he glanced at thetire iron in her hand. “Flat tire?” he said witha smile. “Need some help?”

“No,” she answered. “I can handle it.”“I’m sure. Still, I have a way with rusty

nuts.” He cocked an eyebrow.Maggie looked down at the tires and noticed

that he was right. They were rusted on tight.And like an idiot, she’d elevated the carwithout loosening them first. Which meant thatif she had to ght to loosen the nuts, the carmight fall o the jack and injure her ordamage the axle or wheel alignment. This, shethought, is what happens when you change atire only once every fifteen years.

“Damn.”“I’ll ask again. Need some help?” The man

swung his leg over the fuel tank and stood

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facing the woman, as he took in the situationwith an amused expression.

Maggie’s brow creased in frustration. “Isuppose you think I’m some sort of damsel indistress that you can save?”

He shook his head. “No, ma’am, I nevermake assumptions about a woman holding atire iron. Just trying to be neighbourly. If youwish, I’ll keep going. And come next spring,maybe I’ll drive back here and gather yourbones. Is that okay with you?”

Maggie reasoned out his offer and decided totake a chance. “All right, I suppose it would beokay if you helped.”

“Please, your degree of gratitude isoverwhelming. I’m blushing.” The man got ohis motorcycle and removed his leather jacket,revealing a white T-shirt.

Against her will, Maggie found herselfsmiling. “Sorry, just a little tired and notfeeling very social. My name is MaggieSecond.” She held out her hand.

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The man removed the glove from his righthand and shook hers with a rm, thoughgentle grasp. His hand lingered, Maggiethought, a little too long.

“John. John Richardson. Well, I guess weshould lower your car and take care of yourrusted nuts.”

Maggie laughed. “Well, when you say it likethat.”

“I’m sure mine are just as rusty. On my bike,I mean. May I?” He took the tire iron fromMaggie and kneeled down to begin the task oflowering the car.

Maggie’s eyes wandered over to the man’smotorcycle. Though she knew little of suchmachines, she could see it was a superb workof engineering. Almost as beautiful as he was.Then, realizing she’d thought that, Maggieblushed ever so slightly.

“I don’t know about that. Your motorcyclelooks in awfully good condition. It’s…beautiful. I’ve never seen one like it.” Maggie

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felt drawn to the magni cent motorbike, andmoved closer to inspect it.

“It’s a 1953 Indian Chief motorcycle,” Johnbegan. “Gorgeous, isn’t it? It has an eighty-cubic-inch motor, which in today’s metric is1300cc. Its top cruising speed is over ahundred and forty clicks an hour, and it couldcruise all day without a problem. The engineis a forty-two-degree athead/side-valve unitand no other machine sounds like it. Theydon’t make them anymore, and fewer thaneight hundred were ever made. I know it’skind of old, but not everything new andoriginal is better than what came before it. I’llmatch this baby against a contemporaryTriumph or Harley any day of the week. Igather it… meets with your approval?”

Maggie stroked the leather seat first, then thehandlebars. “Where did you get it?”

“You’d never believe me.” Then, throughgritted teeth, he said, “Man, these nuts arereally on.” The rst nut gave way just then

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with a tortured squeal. “That’s a goodbeginning,” John said as he tackled the secondnut. From across the motorcycle, Maggie couldsee his muscles straining under his shirt.Almost instantly, the second nut came free asdid the third and fourth.

Maggie turned to admire the motorcycleagain, and was still running her eyes over itslines when she heard John say, “I could usesome help over here.” She started and lookedover to see him pointing to the spare tire.

“Sorry.”By the time she rolled the tire over to him,

John had the at o . He lifted the new tire upand into place, tightened the nuts and loweredthe car again. John stood up, and they bothstared at the half-deflated tire.

“When’s the last time you had this thingchecked?”

Maggie looked at him. “You’re supposed tohave spare tires checked?”

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“In theory.”“God damn it!” Frustrated, Maggie kicked

the tire, her sts clenched. “I don’t need this. Ireally don’t. I’m getting such a headache. Youprobably think I’m some ditzy broad whodoesn’t know a thing about car maintenance.”

“Actually, I would say most men wouldn’tknow to have their spare tire’s pressurechecked either. I think forgetfulness is notgender-specific, like many acts.”

“Like stupidity.”“That too. All right, you’ve got one blown-

out tire, and one almost at. What are ouroptions?” He looked at her, waiting for ananswer.

Maggie thought for a moment. “It’s notcompletely at. I could drive it into town, tothe garage. What do you think?”

John kneeled down to take a closer look atthe tire. He shook his head. “I wouldn’t adviseit. This could go anytime too. That would

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really fuck up wheel alignment, and your day.Know anybody in the village who might beable to help?”

Maggie nodded. “My brother Tim. He’s got agarage in his backyard full of tires and parts.He likes to ddle with cars. He might have agood spare tire. Or at the very least, he’d takeme to get a new one.”

“Looks like we have a plan. Tim’s it is. I’lltake you, but you’ll have to sit on the gas tank.Don’t worry, I won’t let you fall o . You guide,I’ll drive.” He hopped onto the Indian Chief,and was about to put his helmet on when henoticed Maggie still standing there. “What’swrong?”

Maggie didn’t know how to put it intowords. It was the idea of riding throughdowntown Otter Lake, straddling this hard-to-ignore motorcycle, this equally hard-to-ignoregentleman’s arms wrapped around her. A chiefon a Chief. There was bound to be talk.

And there was something else.

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“Who are you?” asked Maggie.“Me? I’m a friend of your mother’s.”“I gathered that, but from where? No

o ence, but you don’t look like her usualbunch of friends.”

John smiled. “Let’s just say I know a side ofyour mother that you probably don’t. She wasa wonderful woman with many incredibletraits, and I came to say goodbye to her. That’sabout it.”

“I saw you at the funeral, standing by theroad. Why didn’t you come to the service, or tothe reception?”

He leaned back on his motorcycle, took adeep breath and met Maggie’s eyes. “A longtime ago, your mother was forced to make adecision. She did, and I harbour no grudgeagainst her, but I don’t go where I’m notwanted.”

“What do you mean, a long time ago?You’re younger than me. This doesn’t make

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sense.”The man’s smile came ooding back. “Yeah,

I know. Isn’t it great? Who needs sense! Hopon. Let’s get this puppy rolling.” With that, hisboot kick-started the Indian Chief and it roaredto life. Reaching back, he handed Maggie thespare helmet. He shrugged on his leatherjacket again before putting on his helmet. Toentice her, he roared his precious machinedown the highway a dozen feet or more, thenpivoted on his foot a hundred and eightydegrees, wheels squealing in protest, andpulled up to Maggie, where he waitedexpectantly.

“If your bike isn’t built for two people, whydo you have an extra helmet?”

“You’re not the rst damsel in distress I’vehad to save. Let’s just say I like to beprepared.”

With the helmet in her hand, the proverbialball was now in her court. Maggie jammed thehelmet on, sat herself on the gas tank and felt

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one of John’s arms quickly encircle her. Sheliked the feeling of leather and muscle againsther back much more than she would haveexpected. But it also felt a bit naughty. He was,after all, at least ten years younger than shewas. Still, it felt good. Her earlier fatigue hadmysteriously disappeared.

With a powerful lurch, the machine shotforward down the highway, toward Otter Lake.

People still talk about the day the strange manon the strange bike came riding through thevillage, with the widowed chief snuggled alittle too comfortably into the driver’s lap. Thepatrons at Betty’s Takeout almost droppedtheir fries when the huge red-and-whitemachine raced past. The employees at thedaycare centre almost forgot about the kidsplaying on the swings. Delia and Charlene,who traded o receptionist duties at the BandO ce, almost dropped their co ee andcigarettes. When John and Maggie passed the

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Otter Lake Debating Society they waved at theassembled panel, who, unsure what else to do,waved back and were momentarily distractedfrom today’s topic.

Of course, the community’s reactions paledin comparison to Virgil’s when he saw themapproaching. Walking casually along the road,a block or so away from the school, seriousthings were weighing on his mind. It waslunchtime and he was debating whether heshould return to school after eating. He had anEnglish class that after noon and his teacherhad been giving him grief for not turning in anassignment. But he had promised his mom hewould try harder… Maggie, bracing herself onthe Chief, was looking the other way, towardthe school. Virgil recognized her by the pantsshe had worn at breakfast, and her favouriteblack vest with red embroidery. John waved tohim, and playfully pointed at the gurenestled much too closely against him. BeforeVirgil could yell anything, they were gone,

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heading down Gate Road.What the hell was his mother doing riding

around with that guy? Virgil was standingthere, still trying to gure out at exactly whatpoint his reality had shifted, when Dakotapulled up on her bicycle.

“Holy! Virgil, was that…?”“I… I think so,” he replied.They both watched the dust slowly settle on

Gate Road.“Cool,” she said. “Think she can get me a

ride with him on his bike?”For reasons not obvious to Dakota, Virgil

wasn’t listening.“Wow, your mother is so cool. Mine just

watches North of Sixty reruns. Come on, let’sget to class—we have to dissect a frog, I think.”

Unwilling or unable to argue, his mind solled with that unexpected image of his

mother on the motorcycle, he numblyfollowed his cousin back into the school.

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What a day it had been for John. Luckily theattire incident had worked out as he had

planned, though it took a while. He hadtrailed Maggie into town and out again beforethe tire nally blew. If he ever found himselfin such a situation again, he’d make sure to cutdeeper into the rubber. At least now he hadbeen able to establish himself as a rescuer, andthat was always the rst step. He rememberedhow she’d leaned against him as they droveinto town. All in all, things had worked outpretty well. And in the bargain, during asubsequent conversation, he had learned alittle more about what made Otter Lake tick.

Now he was standing on a little service roaddeep in the wooded land recently purchasedby the Otter Lake First Nations. Maggie hadtold him of the divisions and controversy overthe purchase. Yet, the land looked the same asany other chunk of land left over from the iceage. John shivered at his memory of the iceage. It was a harsh time, and though he

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sometimes missed the occasional mastodonsteak, he much preferred swimming intemperate waters.

In the woods here were poplar, cedar, pine,the odd maple and oak, and lots of scrub. Andas he stood there, he could feel eyes on him.Something out there was watching him,closely. He hadn’t spent most of his existence,except for the last few years, living by his witswithout getting to know when he was beingobserved.

John turned around slowly, his eyes tryingto pierce the foliage. Then he glanced up, andsaw a sizable raccoon perched on a large oaktree branch, looking down at him.

John narrowed his eyes and ground histeeth. He hated raccoons, and they hated him.It was a feud whose beginning had been lost intime and memory. But the hate remained andburned brightly. To his right, he saw anotherof the creatures, and behind it, four more. Hede nitely had the size advantage, but they had

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the numbers. Theirs had long been a stalemate,but that didn’t mean the idea of a nal settlingof scores wasn’t on their minds. This time, thecease re held, and they stared at each other,lost in their own cruel thoughts.

Then, one by one, the raccoons turned anddisappeared into the greenery, leaving the manalone, his fists clenched.

“I hate fucking raccoons.”Somewhere deep in the forest, the raccoons

were thinking the same about him.

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NINE

That night, for the rst time in a week, Maggiehad the opportunity to x Virgil a decentmeal. With all the trouble over her at tire,she had decided the rest of the day was a lossas far as work went, so she headed home tosee what she could rustle up for dinner. Sittingon the table in front of her and her son weresome Shake’n Bake chicken, corn niblets,mashed potatoes and a salad. For the rst timein a long time, Maggie felt happy. She wasactually humming to herself.

Virgil, however, was silent. He ate his foodhaltingly, barely glancing up from his plate.

“So, what did you do today?” she asked,salting her corn. He responded with a Virgilshrug. “That much, huh?” Again he onlyshrugged. “Want some more potatoes?” Henodded this time and she dished him out a

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heaping spoonful.Though he loved Maggie’s mashed potatoes,

which were becoming a rare treat, today hecould barely taste them. His mind waselsewhere.

“Hey, know what happened to me today?”she asked.

For the rst time that meal, Virgil’s headcame up and he looked at his mother. “What?”he asked cautiously.

“I got a ride on a motorcycle! Rememberthat guy that was at Grandma’s house? Well, Igot a at tire out on the back roads, and bang,there he was, out of nowhere. He gave me alift to Tim’s place. He’s seems like a really niceguy. Says he knew Grandma some time ago.”

A at tire, she said. That explained somethings. “His motorcycle, huh?” Virgil saidslowly. “Did you have fun?”

“It was scary at rst. I can’t remember thelast time I was on one of those things. But I

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just held onto his arms and let him do thedriving. Anyway, got the tire xed almostimmediately, thanks to Tim. I was kind oflucky, I suppose. I could still be standing at theside of the roadway back at Hockey Heights.”

Virgil could hear the excitement in hervoice.

“Can you pass the bread, please?”Virgil handed her the platter.“Who is he?” he asked.“His name is John Richardson. That’s about

all I know about him, other than that he ridesa vintage 1953 Indian Chief motorcycle. Whenhe dropped me o at Tim’s, he said he’d seeme around, so I guess he’s here for a while.Hmm, wonder where he’s staying.”

Virgil’s mind was racing. Richardson? Thestranger had told him his name was JohnTanner. There was something about the guy…something not quite right. Again the image ofthis man kissing his grandmother so

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passionately lled his mind, and for a briefmoment, he contemplated telling his mother.But somehow, the words just wouldn’t form inhis mouth, and the moment passed.

“How’d he know Grandma?”“I asked him that but he didn’t really say.

Just that they met a long time ago. He waskind of evasive, mysterious about it. Maybehe’ll tell us more tomorrow.”

“Tomorrow?”“Yeah, I invited him over for dinner.”Dinner, here, in this house? Virgil wasn’t

sure that was a good idea. Why had his mothergone and done that?

“You know, to thank him for helping me. Ifit weren’t for him, I could still be up there bythe arena, instead of having dinner with you.There might even be ice cream in the freezer.”She smiled a happy smile.

Virgil didn’t share that smile, though Maggiedidn’t seem to notice. “There are lots of cars

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that come through that way. Somebody wouldhave stopped for you eventually,” he said.

“Not at that time of the day” was Maggie’sresponse as she dug into her chicken.

Virgil couldn’t remember the last timethey’d had a nonrelative come over for dinner—especially a guy with two di erent lastnames. Make that a good-looking White guywith two di erent last names. And amotorcycle.

Virgil ate faster.

It was late into the night and the wholecommunity of Otter Lake was asleep. Exceptfor a certain motorcyclist who was busy

ddling with the uncooperative back door ofthe church at the centre of the village. He’dbeen there for about ten minutes, cursingunder his breath, trying to pick the lock. Hewas a man of many talents and this was one ofthe more recent skills he’d picked up on his

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travels. Finally, with a slight ick of his wristand the correct pressure on the lock tumblers,he succeeded. The door swung open, and Johnentered.

Standing amid the pews, he was surprisedby how bright it was inside. Shining in throughthe big windows was four- fths of a full moonhanging above the southern horizon, and morelight ltered in from a street light on the farside of the road. Making himself comfortable,John sat on a bench three from the front.Above the altar was a large, elaborately carvedcruci xion scene, complete with the agonized

gure of Christ, nailed for eternity. The statuemust have been as big as he was.

“Hello.”John’s voice echoed through the empty

building. It was like he was in a cave, or in anempty universe. Why he had broken into thischurch he couldn’t really say, other than thathe had a need to see this man whomeverybody ocked to. The one hanging so high

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up above everybody else. So there John sat,alone with his thoughts in the semi-darkness,struggling to understand this man’s appeal.

In the moonlit air, he could see dust motesoating all around him, like so many dreams.

In the wood of the pews and the altar, hecould feel the hundreds or thousands ofunanswered prayers that stuck to the varnishlike dead ies on a windshield. In the bricks ofthis building he felt great fear, and ironicallygreat love. It didn’t make sense to him. Butthen, this Jesus guy never had made sense. Hewished he could meet the man, and see if hewas as great as everybody said. Butunfortunately, Jesus didn’t come around muchanymore.

John stared at the elaborate gure on thecross, taking everything in. He counted Jesus’ribs, examined the pained expression on hisface, the nails in his hands and feet, the cut inhis side, the crown of thorns, all carefullyreproduced on this wooden icon. He

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remembered reading somewhere that there isno record that this Jesus guy ever laughed oreven smiled. Jesus sounded boring, in fact,aside from the fact he could do some clevermagic tricks. John himself could do a coupleof amazing things too, but nobody had everraised a steeple to him. What did this Jesushave to o er? Everlasting life? John had beenaround quite a long time himself and he knewthe novelty wore off. And most people led dulllives anyway, so what was the draw? Therewas that place called Heaven, but it seemedtoo hard to get into. Too many rules to followto get them to open the door. Jesus looked tobe in so much pain, so sad, so pathetic, soalone. John had been through some toughtimes of his own, having survived big battles,silly accidents and just bizarre things that hadleft him pretty screwed up, but he wouldnever have let anybody make a carving of himlooking so wounded. So vulnerable. He hadway too much pride for that. The more thestranger gazed at the gure on the cross, the

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less he understood what power Jesus had hadover Lillian, and so many others. For severalhours John sat there, trying to make sense ofall that surrounded him in the church. The dustmotes swirled and the moon migrated acrossthe sky, and still John was no closer tounderstanding. The nails in the man’s feet andhands looked particularly nasty. Thatespecially annoyed him.

“You let them do this to you?” John askedaloud. “And your Father… He let them do thisto you?”

Oddly enough, the two men had much incommon, though both would deny it. Each hadbeen born of a human mother, and had had afather with a less-than-corporeal presence intheir lives. There was, however, one bigdifference.

“At least I got the chance to beat the hell outof my father,” said John, more to himself.

Realizing he would not nd the answers hehad come looking for, he decided to call it a

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night. But before he left, he signed the guestbook at the front of the church. John Prestor.

Something woke Maggie. She looked at herclock: four in the morning. She listenedcarefully; perhaps she’d heard a squirrel in theattic, or maybe a nearby branch had fallen. Butthe house and the surrounding woods werequiet. She listened some more, and still heardnothing. For a eeting second, Maggie thoughtof the motorcycle.

It had been just over three years since herhusband died. And since then, she’d been busyraising Virgil, taking care of her chie yresponsibilities and trying to nd her way as asingle woman again. She hadn’t had a datesince his death, nor had she wanted one. Butshe wasn’t thinking of the upcoming eveningwith John as a date. It was merely a dinner tothank him for his help. The man was amongstrangers, and he had been a good friend of hermother’s, after all. Over dinner she could nd

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out more about how they knew each other.She was sure there was a story there. And itwas just a dinner. Virgil would be there. It wasjust dinner.

Still, John was young, incredibly good-looking, muscular, and had that magni centmachine. Maggie knew a lot of girls went forthe bad boys (even if they usually married thegood ones). But then, the fact John rode amotorcycle didn’t necessarily make him a badboy. That was just a stereotype… Here shewas, a fully grown woman, lying in bedthinking about this strange man. This is whatteenagers do, for Christ’s sake, she thought.Something is seriously wrong with me. Still, ithad been nice to hold on to his arms, realtight. It had been a long time since she’d beenthat close to a man, or felt like this. Whateverthis was. There was something about the guy…

But it was only dinner, she reminded herself.Realizing she wouldn’t be able to get back tosleep now, she got up to make some co ee. By

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the time the sun rose, she’d been through allher dusty, long-unopened cookbooks, trying tofind just the right recipe for this run-of-the-millthank-you dinner.

The early morning light found the motorcyclistsitting on a fallen log to the east of Maggie’shouse, watching. He’d seen the light come onin her room an hour ago. From where he sathe had an excellent view. John, having justcome from the church, hadn’t slept all night,but he didn’t feel tired. In many ways he hadslept for decades, and besides, the idea ofsleeping only reminded him of passing out,and he’d had enough of that.

The night was a time for thinking, while thedaylight hours were a time for doing. Thoughhe didn’t yet know what he was going to dotomorrow, or the next day. Generally he was aman of impulse, of improvisation. Planningwas for those who feared surprises, but onoccasion some advance forethought made

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things more amenable to his needs. Over theyears he had discovered that the hard way. Sothere he was. Why he’d come, the man was notsure. Was it the secret promise Lillian hadextracted from him, or perhaps something of amore personal nature? Besides Virgil, Maggiewas the only person he knew in the village,and he would love to know her a lot better.This place called Otter Lake had changed somuch since he’d been here last. This very spothad once been an open eld, with the nearesthouse half a kilometre away. Now he couldhear a clock radio going o just a dozen or sometres behind him.

It was still early enough that there might beraccoons about. That made him uncomfortable.They’d get what they deserved someday, byevery god that was worshipped, but not thismorning. He did not want to start somethinghe couldn’t finish.

He stood up, stretched toward the rising sun.There were things to be done and places to go.

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His motorcycle was hidden down by the water,behind a large lilac bush. He made his wayalong a path that cut through the woods,always conscious of masked faces with beadylittle eyes following his progress, from thetrees, bushes and ditches. The man mutteredunder his breath all the way back to the IndianChief.

Every day he was here, there seemed to bemore raccoons. They were gathering. This wasnot good.

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TEN

Virgil was lying on his rock by the train tracks,deep in thought. The next train was not foranother hour and a half. He had promisedhimself he would miss only the rst twoclasses of the day. After all, he had vowed tohis mother he’d try better. Just two classes wasat least a beginning.

Luckily, there was no blond man here today.Virgil lay across the rock, as he’d seen JohnRichardson/Tanner do. The smell of sweetgrasswas unusually strong. High above him, theclouds slowly drifted by, not really caringabout the problems of an earth-boundAnishnawbe kid, just intent on reaching the farhorizon. Virgil watched them pass, one by one,against the blue sky. One cloud looked like afat sh with a big head. Another had awispiness to it, like a streak left behind by a

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paintbrush. Next came what appeared to be ahorse’s head. Then, for a moment, he thoughthe saw a pu y white image of a man on amotorcycle, but the cloud quickly morphedinto something more abstract.

He sat up and took a sip from the ginger alehe had brought, then, without looking, put thecan down on the surface of the rock—right ontop of a pebble. The can tipped and most ofthe pop poured out. The boy jumped from therock, not wanting to get wet. Muttering tohimself, he righted the can to save what drinkhe could.

“Shit! It gures,” he said as he grabbed ahandful of leaves and tried to brush the stickyliquid o the rock before the local ants, beesand other assorted bugs would home in.

That’s when he saw the markings.Something seemed to be carved there, on topof the rock. Clearing the surface of fallenleaves and pebbles, Virgil was surprised to seewhat appeared to be pictures gouged into the

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limestone. It took him a moment but heremembered the name of what they remindedhim of: petroglyphs. And judging by the dustand small chips surrounding the images, theircreation was recent.

There were two distinct images. Oneappeared to be a man riding something—maybe a horse—or sitting on something. Thesecond crude rendering, appearing beside the

rst, seemed to represent a woman, if thoseappendages were indeed what the young boythought they were: boobs. Scrambling aroundfor a better view, Virgil traced the etchingswith his fingers.

This rock had been here since the ice age, atleast. And he had been its only friend, to thebest of his knowledge, for about two years.Except… except for John Tanner. Once morestudying the rst petroglyph, Virgil thought itcould easily be a man on a motorcycle. Not thebest representation, but it had to be. Themotorcyclist had done this. It must have been

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him. But why? And the other image… thestranger had been talking to Virgil about hismother. Could this be his mother? He thoughtthe boobs were exaggerated, but then, he’dnever really looked at his mother’s… Virgilput a stop to that line of thought.

And then Virgil noticed there was anotherstick figure, a smaller one carved under a smallledge. Just below it, he thought he saw a wordscratched into the rock. Virgil thought theword was tikwamshin. It sounded and lookedAnishnawbe but he couldn’t be sure.

Once more, he traced the images with hisngers. The more he looked at them, the more

it seemed as if the male gure was beckoningwith one arm to the female. The other armwas pointing at yet another image the boy hadalmost overlooked, carved farther down therock. It appeared to be that of the sun on thehorizon. Did the man who had carved theseimages want to take the woman away on hismotorcycle? Maybe to disappear into the

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setting or rising sun? Was that his plan?So that’s why the stranger was spending so

much time with his mother. It all made sensenow. The more he learned about themysterious man, the more Virgil had a badfeeling about him. And now the stranger wascoming over for dinner. Tonight. In Virgil’shouse. With his mother. There were questionsto be answered, and tonight they would beanswered. He would see to that.

It was just after one in the afternoon and Johnwas hungry, but he wasn’t sure where to go.He pondered this question as he continued tofamiliarize himself with the local terrain. Forthe last few days he’d been discreetly—asdiscreetly as you can be when riding a loudand large motorcycle—mapping the wholearea. He always found this to be an excellentsurvival tactic. Another day or two and hewould know the local landscape as well asthose born here. Roads, trails, gullies and paths

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were now a part of his memory. This land,much like Lillian’s face, hadn’t changed much,just a few lines added here and there.

John was tearing down what was calledCharlie’s Path when suddenly he saw theraccoon ahead, sni ng a mud puddle in thedirt road. It was di cult to say who was morestartled, but John had the de nite advantage.He was sitting atop a large, gas-powered,metallic and heavy machine that obeyed hiscommands. Determining to utilize that edge,he urged the Chief forward at a deathly speed.

The raccoon, having never heard the story ofDavid and Goliath, wondered if she’d eaten herlast cray sh. Barrelling down on him was theman all the other raccoons had been obsessedwith lately. And it was just her luck to be herealone. The shoulders of the path had beencleared about a metre or two back, meaningshe’d have no chance to make it to the safetyof the woods in time. So, the young creaturedid the only thing she could do. She faked him

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out.The furry creature dodged to the right,

toward a patch of wild raspberry plants, andJohn augmented his aim to compensate.However, at the last moment, the raccoonstopped, tucked and rolled backward as themotorcycle roared over where she had beenscurrying a half-second before. The front tirecaught the tip of her tail, tearing out a patch ofblack and grey hair. By the time John stoppedand turned the motorcycle around, the raccoonwas already calling him and many of hisfamily members rude names from the bushes.

The raccoon, nursing both her bruised tailand a grudge, worked her way deeper into thewoods. The latest skirmish in this ancient feudhad ended, but the war was just heating up.

Disappointed, the man left the area. Barelyslowing down as he merged onto the mainroad, John returned to the thought of llinghis empty stomach, and decided to ask aresident for recommendations. John pulled up

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beside a girl, apparently on her way home forlunch.

Dakota jumped at the roar of the enginebeside her and then stood rooted to thesidewalk when she realized who it was.

John took his helmet o and gave her hisbest smile. “Hello there, beautiful. I got aquestion. Where would a guy like me go tograb something to eat around here? I’ve got anempty stomach and would love to contributeto the local economy. What ne establishmentwould you recommend?”

Dakota was stunned. This amazing andmysterious man was talking… to her! Askingher something. And more importantly, she hadan answer! “Um, um, well, um… there’s BettyLou’s Take-Out. It’s just around that corner andup the road a few blocks.”

“Yeah, I’ve driven by it a few times. I cansmell the grease from here. What else isthere?”

“That’s it.” Dakota said, puzzled. There was

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only one restaurant in the village. Everybodyknew that.

The man thought for a moment. He’d beenhoping for an alternative, for it seemed to himthe diet of the contemporary Aboriginal hadchanged substantially over the years, and nowmost First Nations chefs had adopted the adage“When in doubt, deep fry.”

“What kind of food does Betty Lou’s have?”Unfortunately, his nose had already told himthe answer.

“Food. Just food. Nothing fancy. Just food.”For the life of her, Dakota couldn’t rememberanything on the menu.

John looked up the street in the directionthe girl had pointed. “Hmm, that way, huh?Looked like you were heading that way too.Wanna ride? You can be my faithful Indianguide. I’ll even buy you some fries if youwant.”

At that moment, Dakota was so thrilled shewould have married him, if it were illegal. He

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was inviting her to ride on his amazingly coolmotorcycle. She could get in trouble for this…a lot of trouble. If her parents found out theywould scream at her about the possibility ofhim being a kidnapper, a rapist, or a bunch ofother horrible things. Still, it was such anamazing bike. And he had such beautifuleyes… those piercing blue eyes. But time waswasting.

“Sure!”Almost leaping onto the gas tank in front of

the man, Dakota prepared for the singlemostexciting moment in her life so far. The manput the helmet on her head, tightened thecinch and then said, “By the way, my name isJohn. John Clayton.”

“D-Dakota… my name…”“Dakota. I’ve been there. And I know the

Dakota people. But that’s such a long story.Let’s go.”

Placing a muscular arm around her waist, heturned the throttle and the machine set o for

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Betty Lou’s Take-Out. They were there in ascant few minutes, much too soon for Dakota,comfortably nestled between his arms andthighs.

Taking o his helmet and then Dakota’s, hesurveyed the establishment. A handmade signcon rmed this was indeed Betty Lou’s Take-Out.

“So this is the nest restaurant in OtterLake?” he asked.

“It’s the only restaurant in Otter Lake.”“Yeah, I gured that, Dakota. Stay here and

I’ll get your fries.” Dutifully, Dakota sat downon a much vandalized picnic table.

It was after the lunch rush, and the placewas almost deserted. Most people had eatenby now and were on their way back to work.The noise of the Indian Chief idling outsidehad announced John’s arrival long before heentered the place and began scrutinizing themenu, which offered two possibilities. The firstwas the Canadian menu with your usual fast-

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food potentials like hamburgers, hot dogs, friesand BLTs. The other listed Indigenous fastfood, such as elk burgers, bu alo stew, Indiantacos and the oddly named Indian steak.

“Interesting. What’s Indian steak?” he askedElvira, who had come out of the kitchen. Shehad hair like Flo from Alice—a Native Flo,mind you.

“You probably wouldn’t like it,” Elvira said,drying her hands on a stained tea towel. “It’sfried baloney on a bun. A local delicacy.”

“I could never be that Indian,” he mutteredto himself as he continued to scan the menu.“How about an Indian taco. I’ve heard of those.Fried bread, chili, cheese, hot sauce. Thatsound about right?”

Elvira nodded as she disappeared into thekitchen. “You know your Indian cuisine. OneIndian taco coming up.”

John called to Elvira, “And a large order offries too.”

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“And a large order of fries,” she repeatedfrom the back. “You’re the guy with themotorcycle, aren’t you?” called Elvira.

“What gave me away?” he asked.She laughed. “The bugs in your teeth. What’s

your name, and do you want hot sauce on yourtaco?”

“My name is John. John Frum. And yes, Ilove hot sauce,.”

She propped the swinging door open withher leg so she could make the taco whiletalking to John. “Frum, huh? Where you from,Frum?” She chuckled to herself. “Ah, youprobably get that all the time.”

“Nope, that’s actually the rst time I’veheard that, believe it or not. And if I knewwhere I was from, I would tell you.”

The front door opened and a hefty manentered, wearing cut-o track pants, though heprobably hadn’t run since he was a kid, and awell-worn golf shirt, though he probably

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hadn’t played a round of golf in his life. Elviraemerged from the back to see who it was.

“Hey, Judas.”“Elvira.”She wiped her hands again on the dirty tea

towel. “The usual?”“That’s why it’s called the ‘usual,’” he

answered.He stood beside John, his frame just about

taking up the whole counter. He looked overat John and gave a noncommittal nod. Johnreturned the nod.

“I’m Judas. Judas James.”“Hello, Judas. Just call me John. Don’t get

me wrong, Judas, but that’s an odd name. Yourparents must have really hated you to nameyou after him.”

The big man shook his head, laughing. “Nah,I’m just the youngest of thirteen. All the otherapostles were taken by the time I was born.Twelve boys and one girl in my family.”

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“What’s your sister’s name?”“Mary.”“Of course.”Elvira brought out a Styrofoam container

and left it on the counter in front of him. “Justa second,” she said to him, taking a large rollof uncut baloney out of the refrigerator.Placing it on the counter, she cut o a slicealmost two centimetres thick. Then Elvira tooka pair of tongs and grabbed the slab ofprocessed meat. From the counter to the deepfryer it went, Elvira holding it in the boilingoil until it got crispy and brown.

“Ah, the famous Indian steak I’ve heard somuch about,” commented John. He stared atthe sizzling oil. It was the same fryer that hadcooked the bannock in John’s taco. AndDakota’s fries.

“Something wrong there, handsome?” Elvirasaid to John as she put the cooked baloney onsplit pieces of fried bread to cool.

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John opted not to answer her question,instead leaving his money on the counter, andturning to go, holding his lunch at a distance.

“What about your fries?” asked Elvira.“Give them to the poor,” he responded as he

left.Just before the door closed, he heard, “Come

back again, John Frum.”Outside, he gave the Styrofoam container to

Dakota. “Here. You can have this.”Dakota looked at the sizable box. “This is a

lot of fries.”John swung his leg over the Chief and

looked at the girl seriously. “If you want myadvice, put it down and walk away. There aresome things girls shouldn’t see. That’s one ofthem. See you later.”

And he roared off down the road.A puzzled Dakota opened the box to

discover the Indian taco.Oh man, I had this for lunch yesterday, she

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thought.Suddenly she realized that John Clayton had

said he’d see her later. Her! Later! Wow, shethought, what a lunch hour. And to think she’dalmost brought her lunch to school today.

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ELEVEN

The house smelled like an Italian bistro. Virgilwas in the living room trying to watchtelevision, and occasionally he’d hear a pleafrom his mother to come out and dice anonion, or cut up a green pepper. Virgilcouldn’t even pronounce what she wasmaking. All the e ort his mom was puttinginto this so-called thank-you dinner wasupsetting. She’d never worked this hard forhim.

In the kitchen, everything was almost ready.Maggie just needed to put the egg noodles intothe simmering water and dinner could beserved. It seemed the dinner had gotten a littleaway from her and become quite elaborate.She couldn’t remember the last time she’dmade a meal like this, but it felt good to bemaking the e ort. She was even wearing

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clothes that she wore only for special chie yevents.

“Are you getting hungry, my son?” she calledto Virgil.

He would have shrugged but shrugging onlyreally worked when another party was in theroom.

“Getting there.”“Can you come in and help me with the

salad?”Reluctantly, Virgil went into the kitchen

again, to help his mother with a meal hewasn’t certain he wanted.

“You cut the cucumber and carrots, and I’llshred the lettuce.”

“What is this called again?” he askedlooking at the simmering pot.

“I’ve told you three times. It’s a good thingyou don’t take Italian in school. What time isit? Oh god, hurry, Virgil. Hey, maybe Johnwill take you for a ride on his bike. Would you

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like that?”“I don’t know.” He paused. “You seem

awfully excited about this dinner.”“No I don’t. It’s just a dinner.”Maggie turned on the radio and the music of

Nickelback flooded the room.Virgil, still feeling glum, sliced the

cucumber. “Mom, this isn’t that meal Dad usedto like, is it?”

Maggie looked quickly at Virgil. “No. Thatwas Hungarian. It was called goulash. This isItalian and much different.”

“Just wondering,” he muttered.Maggie continued to stare at her son, trying

to read her little man.“I told you, this is just a dinner, Virgil. That’s

all.”“I know,” he said as cheerfully as he could.

Then he went back to chopping the cucumber,taking his frustrations out on it. Bits of greenskin flew everywhere.

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“By the way, I’m going to see your teacherstomorrow. It seems they want to chat withme.”

Virgil sti ened, then continued chopping.He opted to remain silent.

“Did you go to school today?”He nodded, not looking up. He finished with

the cucumber and started attacking the carrots.“The whole day?”“Pretty much.”“You promised me—”“I promised you I would try harder.”“You’ve said that before.”“You’ve said you’d be home for dinner a lot.

Why is it okay for you to break promises, andnot me? Doesn’t seem fair.”

Maggie knew Virgil was intelligent, despitehis aversion to school, but she hated it whenhe out-reasoned her. Some chief she was,bested by a thirteen-year-old boy. “That’s

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different,” she countered.“It’s always different, Mom.”Maggie was digesting her son’s retort when

they both heard the distinctive growl of John’smotorcycle approaching.

“He’s here!” said Maggie. “We’ll nish thisdiscussion later.”

A quick look in the mirror and a stir of thepot and she was ready to receive her guest.

Virgil dumped the sliced carrots andcucumber in the salad bowl and looked outthe window with little enthusiasm. There theman was, in all his glory, getting o hismachine. There was a quick knock at the door,and Maggie invited him in.

“I brought some wine, if that’s okay. It’sfrom the Okanagan. I hear it’s quite good.”

If it was possible, John looked better thanhe had before, Maggie thought. He had dressedup. He was no longer in his leathers, but hadmanaged to fit into some tight black jeans with

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an exceptionally attering black shirt, andimmaculate cowboy boots. He handed her thebottle.

“I wasn’t sure if you drank or not.”Maggie smiled. “I always have room for a

nice glass of wine. Would you like a glass?”He shook his head. “No thanks. I don’t drink

anymore. But you go right ahead.”Maggie felt a moment of awkwardness. In

the Native community the line between thosewho drank and those who didn’t sometimescreated a rift on social occasions. But John wasWhite and she hadn’t expected that to be aproblem tonight.

“Have a glass. Really, I don’t mind. I insist.”“You’re sure?”He smiled at her. “One hundred percent. I

stand when I pee but that doesn’t mean youhave to.”

Maggie thought about that. “Interestinglogic.”

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“I am nothing if not a man of interestinglogic.” Then John noticed Virgil standing inthe corner, watching him. “And this must beyour son. Virgil, I believe? We actually met theother day. Good to see you again.” He thrustout his hand. Virgil reluctantly shook it.

“Hi. I’m sorry, what’s your name again?”Virgil asked.

John paused, as if sensing a trap, Virgilthought, and glanced at both son and mother.Then he smiled broadly.

“John Richardson… Tanner. Yes, I have twolast names. I was adopted in my early teensand was given a new name. So I have ID withboth names. Sometimes I go by one andsometimes by the other, depending on who Imost feel like at the time.” The smiledisappeared. “Why?” he said, looking directlyat Virgil. Virgil shrugged.

“That is very interesting. Adopted, huh?”Maggie said as she tossed the salad.

“Yeah, it was rough but I survived. But been

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on my own since I can remember. Hmm,smells good. What is it?” He walked over tothe stove for a little peek.

“Chicken cacciatore. Hope you like it.”Hovering over the stove, he admired the

woman’s e orts. “I like it already. As long asit’s not deep-fried baloney.” Involuntarily, heshuddered.

Maggie rummaged around in a drawer. “Iguess you’ve been to Betty Lou’s. Not one ofour ner cultural achievements. Thehamburgers are pretty good but I would stayaway from everything else.” Finally nding thecorkscrew, she went to work on the winebottle, but it proved difficult.

“Would you like me to do it?”“Would you mind?”John took the bottle and, with barely any

e ort, released the cork with a loud pop. Hehanded the bottle back to Maggie. “I’ll drinkwhatever Virgil is drinking.”

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“Virgil, will you pour two glasses of milk?”“Um, maybe not. Sorry, but I’m lactose

intolerant.”“Would you like a pop? We’ve got ginger

ale, and…”John shook his head. “Borderline diabetic.

Sorry. Maybe just co ee if you have it.”Luckily, she had made a pot of coffee too.

“Wow, lactose intolerant and diabetic. Sureyou’re not Native?” asked Maggie.

“Not when I woke up this morning.”They both laughed. The three of them

walked into the dining room, where Maggiehad set the table. Nothing fancy, just a whitetablecloth with candles. Virgil inwardlygroaned. They sat down, Maggie at the head ofthe table and John and Virgil opposite eachother.

“Mom?“Yes, Virgil?”Virgil looked directly at John when he

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asked his question. “What does tikwamshinmean?”

The guest displayed no reaction. He merelysmiled politely.

“Tikwamshin? Sounds familiar but, sorry, Idon’t know. I can ask around for you if youwant.”

“No thanks. Just wondering.”“Good for you,” said John. “Wondering is

good. Nothing like a teenaged boy’s curiosity.”He turned to Maggie. “I’ll have my co ee withsome non-sugar sweetener, if you have it.”

Maggie slid her chair back from the tableand went to the kitchen. “I think we havesome, somewhere.” While her back was to thetable, John kicked Virgil in the shin. Virgilyelped.

“Virgil, you okay, son?” Maggie called fromthe kitchen.

John was looking him in the eyes, as ifdaring him to say or do anything. Then he

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mouthed one word: Behave.“Uh, yeah, Mom, just hit my knee against

the table leg.”“Well, be careful.” She said to John, “I know

I have some Sweet ‘n’ Low somewhere.”“Take your time,” said John, still eyeing the

boy.Now it was Virgil’s turn to respond. He

mouthed, “What do you want?”“Stu you’re too young to understand,” John

mouthed back. “This does not concern you.Stay out of my way and quit trying to sandbagme.”

“You leave my mother alone,” Virgil hissed.“Or what?”“Or I’ll tell her.”“Tell her what? You know nothing. I know

everything. Puts you at kind of adisadvantage.”

“Found it!” Maggie called. “You two

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certainly are quiet.”“Oh, we’re okay. We’re playing Rock Paper

Scissors.”Maggie searched for a decent co ee cup that

gave the best impression of their home, andbegan to pour the co ee. The practically silentconversation continued.

“Why are you doing this? Can’t you justleave us alone?”

“What would the fun be in that?”“My mother isn’t fun!”“Kid, leave your mother to me. She’s going

to be mine. And if you get in the way, therewill be problems. And I am very good atdealing with them. So do not become aproblem or things could get messy. Verymessy.”

Virgil gulped.“She’s going to be mine,” the man mouthed,

with a look of certainty and nality on hisface. The memory of the petroglyphs he’d seen

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earlier that day ooded Virgil’s mind. Thecouple, looking toward the sun on the horizon.All day something about those images hadbeen eating away at him. So, John did haveplans for his mom. He was going to take her.Away from him. Virgil felt a chill. The mansmiled.

Maggie returned to the table, balancing adangerously full mug of co ee. It had a WestCoast design on it. “Hope you nd it to yourliking. Who won the game?”

John smiled. “Me of course, and I’m sure thecoffee is fine.”

As the man took a sip, Virgil kicked hisknee, making him spill co ee onto the whitetablecloth.

“Oh my goodness, are you okay?” askedMaggie.

They both tried to wipe up the mess beforethe stain set in. “Yeah, I’m ne. I am so sorryabout that. A sneeze came out of nowhere. I’llbuy you a new tablecloth.”

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“Don’t worry about it. I’m sure it will comeout.”

As Maggie tried to salvage both thetablecloth and the evening, John and Virgilglared at each other. War seemed to follow theman everywhere he went.Sometime later, when dinner was nished andbellies were full, they moved to the livingroom. “That was an excellent dinner, younglady,” o ered John, thoughts of deep-friedbaloney long since vanished.

Virgil had been silent for most of theevening.

Maggie poured them all tea. “Young lady? Ido believe I’m older than you.”

“Just by a year or two, I’m sure.”Both adults smiled at the compliment. Virgil

didn’t. Instead, he sat in the stu ed chair in thecorner, quietly studying the man. And hismother’s reaction.

“Rule number one, Virgil my man. I nd it’s

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a good idea never to argue with women.Especially ones that can cook like that. Thatcacciatore was fabulous. I love Italian food. Inmy opinion, it’s the best thing Columbus andCabot brought over.” John leaned back on thecouch.

“Cabot? John Cabot? Wasn’t he English?”“Nope. He just worked for the English. His

real name was Giovanni Caboto from thefabulous city of Venice, Italy. They justanglicized his name when he ended up inEngland.”

Maggie looked surprised. “Virgil, did youknow that?”

The boy nodded, answering reluctantly. “Welearned it last year in Canadian history.”

Back when you went to class, Maggie almostsaid. Instead she replied, “You should tell mestu like that. It’s interesting. And you, Mr.Richardson-Tanner, what’s your background?English too? Irish, or maybe someScandinavian? That blond hair has to come

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from somewhere. And those green eyes. Well?”Virgil leaned forward in his seat. Hadn’t

Dakota gushed about the man’s… blue eyes?John looked directly at the boy as he

answered, “Me? You don’t want to hear aboutme. I’m boring,” he said coyly, and returned tosipping his tea.

“Do you want me and Virgil to tell you inhow many di erent ways you aren’t boring?Come on, give us a little background,” Maggieprodded, leaning forward too.

Taking a deep breath, John gave in. “Well, Itold you I was adopted. Not much to say aboutmy family, both parents are dead. I’ve beenwandering across this continent for quite sometime now, seeing what there is to see, doingwhat needed to be done. Had a bit of adrinking problem but that’s behind me. Now,I’m just trying to nd a purpose in life, likeanybody else. How’s that?”

“It’s amazing how you can tell us so much,without really saying anything at all.”

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John added, “What more is there to say? Imet your mother a few years back. Came tosay goodbye. Met you two, and the circlecontinues.”

“That’s the part I still have trouble guringout. You knowing my mother and all. How,where, when?”

“If I told you, you wouldn’t believe me. Butshe spoke very highly of you.”

Maggie raised her eyebrows. “Me? I kindaalways got the impression she was a littledisappointed in me. I got the feeling shewanted me to settle down, have a dozen kidsand be the great matriarch of the family likeshe was. I don’t think she realized times hadchanged. Toward the end she kept talking tome about magic. I didn’t really understand.”

“Oh, I think she realized how times hadchanged more than you may know. You haveto understand, your mother came from a timewhen people still believed in mystical andmagical things. The forest was alive. There

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were spirits everywhere. I mean, look at theAnishnawbe language itself—the only changein tense is when something is either active orinactive. Basically, alive or not alive. That saysit all. Today’s world is very di erent. Howactive or magi cal is your Band O ce? Not alot seems alive today to those old-fashionedIndians. I think she wanted you to understandsome of what she felt growing up. It made lifemore interesting, and more Anishnawbe. Ithink Lillian wanted that for you.”

Both Seconds thought about this for amoment.

“That’s… pretty deep. And this was mymother?” said Maggie.

“That was your mother. And she could bevery deep.”

“How do you know so much about theAnishnawbe language, and us?”

He smiled an enigmatic smile from behindhis teacup. “I can’t tell you all my secrets. Shewould say that’s part of the magic.”

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Maggie and John locked eyes.“Where are you staying?” asked Virgil.This sudden interruption startled the man.

“What?”“I mean, you’ve been here almost a week.

You must be staying somewhere.”“I… I’m staying with Sam Aandeg. He’s got

that big old place down on Deer Bay Road.”John drained the last drops of tea from hiscup.

Maggie and Virgil looked at each other.They both knew the man, and the place.

“Sam Aandeg? How… how do you knowhim?” asked Virgil.

“That would take too long to go into. I justdo. Why? Do you know him?”

Both Maggie and Virgil nodded. ThenMaggie cleared her throat. “Well, kinda.Everybody knows Sam. I don’t know how tosay this, but…”

Now it was John’s turn to lean forward.

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“Yes?”Clearly Maggie was uncomfortable with the

topic. “Well, um… He’s…”“Crazy,” finished Virgil. “And a drunk.”“Virgil!” exclaimed Maggie. She turned back

to John. “That’s not exactly how I would putit, but you get the idea. He went to residentialschool with my mother, but he was there for amuch longer time. My mother was fortunate,only two years. Sam wasn’t. She used to talkfondly of him, when he was a boy. Butsince…”

“So everybody’s written him o . That’s sosad,” said John.

“He has his parents’ house. He’s managed tosurvive, I guess, in his own way. But seriously,John—Sam… he’s, um… he’s not quite there,if you know what we mean. He’s sort of thebogeyman of the village.”

Their guest laughed loudly. “Oh that. Iknow. He is absolutely weird. Nuts. He’s so

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great. I prefer to say his four-stroke engine ismissing two strokes, or he’s a few strands shortof a full dreamcatcher, but I agree, he’scompletely, completely insane. But he’s betterthan television. I like people like that. Theyalways give you a new slant on the world andmake it so much more interesting.”

Again, mother and son glanced at eachother, trying to digest this odd reply. The mansitting with them seemed more and moreeccentric.

John continued. “Insanity is just a state ofmind, after all. You should listen to him talksometime. It really helps you sort out yourpriorities.”

Maggie was perplexed. “But, John, I thoughthe spoke only Anishnawbe? How… how doyou know what he’s saying?”

“That was good tea,” he said. “No, he, uh…speaks English. Just not a lot of it.”

Maggie said, “John, Virgil and I both knowhis family and they’ve always said that he

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hasn’t spoken a word of English since he gotback from residential school almost fty yearsago. He refused to. They would know.”

“Oh well, my mistake. It just must havesounded like English. Maybe I was anglicizinghim,” he said, forcing a laugh. John wastalking faster now, and moving. He was up outof the chair and on his way to the door.“Anyway, it’s late and I’d better be gettinggoing,” he said, putting on his jacket andgloves. Don’t want to overstay my welcome.That was an absolutely fabulous dinner. BestI’ve had in a very, very long time. Virgil, seeyou later. And, Maggie, you are amazing. Don’tlet anybody else tell you otherwise. “Til nexttime.” He took her hand, leaned over andkissed the back of it.

Before Virgil or Maggie could object, Johnwas out the door and leaping onto hismotorcycle. In a couple of swift moves, he hadhis helmet on and his motorcycle enginerunning. With a wave of his hand and a

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gunning of the throttle, he was away, leavingbehind only exhaust, disturbed gravel and twopuzzled Anishnawbes.

“That was a quick exit,” commented Virgil.Maggie nodded. What had started out as a

lovely evening had come to an odd close. Thefood had been surprisingly good for somebodywho rarely found the time to cook. Theconversation had been funny and enlightening,and the time had seemed to disappear. But thefarewell had been accomplished in forty- veseconds or less. The man was nothing if notunpredictable.

“I guess when you gotta go, you gotta go.Want to help me do the dishes?”

“No.”“Too bad. You dry.”As Maggie closed the front door, she began

to analyze the way the evening had ended, andwhat it meant. That’s what dishes were for.That’s when all her best thinking occurred. She

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was sure Nietzsche, Plato and Rousseau had alldone a lot of dishes in their lives.

John was trying to let the white noise of theengine between his thighs drown out histroubled thoughts, but he wasn’t having muchluck. As he sped away from the Second house,he wondered if he’d given himself away. Hehad foolishly said too much, and Maggie hadpicked up on it. She certainly wasn’t stupid.And the boy had been watching him like ahawk too, waiting for him to screw up. He’dtried to blu his way out but it had beenpretty lame. Was he slipping, losing histalents? After all, it had been a while.

He fed the carburetor more gasoline and thebike sped on into the night.

In his hasty departure, John hadn’t seen thedozen or so raccoons in the bushes surroundingthe house. Now, one chattered and the othersnodded their heads in agreement. Things were

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starting to get interesting.

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TWELVE

For Chief Maggie Second, today had beensurvey day. Technocrats, bureaucrats,politicians and just about everybody looselya liated with the three levels of governmentwanted an accounting of every grain of dirt,every blade of grass, every mosquito on thenewly purchased property. So she had spentthe morning with the survey crew, asking andanswering questions. They had set up theirlittle tripods with their little telescopes,marking things left right and centre, swarmingthe land like ants on a dead caterpillar. Andthey were all probably making more per hourthan she was.

It was nice to get out of the o ce, but thisall seemed a waste of her time. She didn’tunderstand half the stu these people weredoing. And yet she was there to oversee the

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work. Once more she marvelled over herancestors’ commitment to the belief that oneshould not, even cannot, own land. She nowwondered if the elders of yore instinctivelyknew the hassles that owning the land wouldinvolve.

Three more people had stopped her thatafternoon with an opinion on how the landshould be used. Gayle Stone wanted to use itfor a theme hotel, catering to Germans (andother interested and well-heeled nationalities)and their hero worship of First Nations. Oneacademic had even coined the term“Indianthusiasm.”There would be trails for horses, workshopsfor tepee-making (though Anishnawbe peopledidn’t actually use teepees), canoe classes anda bow-and-arrow hunt for bu alo (an animalnot domestic to this part of the country).Maggie couldn’t begin to list all the thingsculturally wrong with Gayle’s suggestion, butshe gamely smiled and listened.

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The other two suggestions were a little moreuncomfortable. Attawop McFarlane felt thetime was right, in these increasingly politicaland volatile times, to establish a school, or atleast a training ground, for protesters. He wassure, dead sure, things were going to get worsewith the provincial and federal governments,and that events like those at Oka, Ipperwashand Caledonia were going to become regularoccurrences. So logically, there would be aneed for experienced and professionalprotesters. Nothing worse than amateursrunning around pointing guns and distributingpress releases. Otter Lake could export thosetrained in blockading roads and handlingmedia relations, and even warriors with acertain amount of paramilitary expertise.

This was when Maggie’s migraine began.Eventually, down the road, Attawop felt they

could up the ante. With all the money theinstitute could bring in, added to the moneyfrom the smoke shacks that had been set up

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recently, and maybe, down the road, a casinoor two, Otter Lake could o cially secede fromCanada. He was already anticipating the needfor Otter Lake’s own passport, ag, nationalanthem, etcetera. Maggie had to admireAttawop’s enthusiasm, though privately shemourned the direction it took.

The talk with Ted Hunter did not makeMaggie’s migraine go away. Ted wanted theland to be turned into a gigantic movie studio.With so many television shows and moviesabout Native people being shot in Canada, itseemed only natural, he said, to build a facilitythat would cater to that market. Three hundredacres would provide for a lot of studio space,as well as all that natural forest for periodproductions. For instance, a standard villagefor all the major tribal a liations could beconstructed in advance: an Iroquois villagecomplete with stockades, a Haida village withtotem poles (he hadn’t gured out the oceanpart yet), a Plains Cree tepee village (the part

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about the vast empty plains would have to bedealt with at a later date) and so on. It seemedto Maggie that Ted’s degree in radio andtelevision broadcasting from a localcommunity college had given him, if nothingelse, ambition and incentive.

By the end of the day, Maggie wanted to runscreaming out of her o ce. But that wouldhave been very unchief-like. So instead, shetook two Advil and quietly snuck out the sidedoor to head for Virgil’s school for her meetingwith his teacher, Ms. Weatherford. Three yearsof being chief had taught Maggie to read inadvance the mood of any meeting she wouldbe going into. The mood of this one did notlook good.

“Your son,” Ms. Weatherford began, “is notapplying himself.” The woman, in her lateforties, with a subtle East Coast accent, waslooking over Virgil’s chart. As she read, shekept twisting her body to her left as if workinga kink out of her back. “He misses a lot of

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classes. And when he is in class, he’s notpaying attention. He seems to be… lackingmotivation.”

Ms. Weatherford had been teaching at theReserve school for going on ve years now,and was very familiar with most of the kidsand their families. Though not Native herself,she did claim to have a branch of Mi’kmaqgrowing somewhere in the family tree and wasconvinced it provided a window ofunderstanding into her students. When youteach grade eight, you need all the help youcan get.

“Okay, what would you suggest?”Maggie had been expecting something like

this and was wondering how serious a lack ofmotivation could be for a thirteen-year-oldboy. When she was thirteen, the onlymotivation she’d needed was the threat of hermother’s large wooden spoon. Still, it was herson’s last year of schooling in the village. Nextyear Virgil would be bussed o the Reserve

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daily for high school.“I don’t know. All kids act and react

di erently. Are you having any domesticproblems at home?”

A dead husband/father. A recently deceasedmother/grandmother. “Nope, just the usual.”She thought of John, but surely Virgil’s lack ofenthusiasm over their dinner guest didn’t posethat serious a problem.

“I was sorry to hear about your mother. ButVirgil’s problem predated her passing away. Ithink somehow we, meaning you and I, haveto nd a way to focus Virgil’s attention andenthusiasm. We both know he’s a bright boy.We just need to let him know that. I havesome ideas.”

Maggie listened patiently. It was a relief foronce to have somebody else come up withideas on how to solve problems in her life.Maggie nodded as Ms. Weatherford put her BA(with a minor in Psychology) and her teachingcerti cate to good work. It seemed her son just

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needed a good kick in the pants, but Ms.Weatherford explained it in less abusive terms.

After returning home from the meeting,Maggie lay in her room for an hour. Virgilmust have been out playing with Dakota orone of his other cousins, so the house wascalm. She didn’t have to worry about dinner;they would have the leftover chickencacciatore. She heard the phone ring once butrefused to move. Nothing short of her sonbeing presented the Nobel Prize, by RussellCrowe, would have induced her to move.

Eventually, the headache that had beenbothering her all day began to subside and sheemerged from her bedroom ready to see whatfresh hell the evening would bring her.

The voice on her answering machine wasfrom Marie, her older sister. “Throw somethingnice on. I’ll swing around your place at aboutseven tonight to pick you up, okay? I think we

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need to get you out of this village and havesome fun. I won’t take no for an answer.”

So Marie wanted to go out. Probably toCharley’s, a place about thirty minutes fromthe village. The last thing Maggie wanted to dowas go to a loud, smelly bar and watch Marieand her friends drink and cackle.

Then the voice added, “Heard you hadsomebody over last night. Looking forward tohearing all about it. Talk to you later.”

That was it, then. Her sister didn’t reallywant her to have some fun. She wanted gossip,the dirt on John.

At rst she felt vaguely insulted, and thenattered. In the last few years, her life lacked

anything that was remotely worthy of beingconsidered entertaining gossip. The thought ofMarie and all her friends leaning over theirbeers with bated breath, waiting to hear abouther evening with the sexy, mysterious youngguy on the motorcycle, suddenly appealed toher. Maybe she would go. And though her

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sister did have ulterior motives, perhapsMaggie shouldn’t pass up a chance to get outof town and leave all her chie yresponsibilities hanging in her closet.

“It will be good for you,” agreed Virgil whenhe got home, though the truth was, he knewhis mother had just come from a meeting withhis teacher. This was as good an excuse as anyto put o the inevitable deluge of concernedwords about his education. Even better, a nightout of the house with his aunt might help gethis mother’s mind o work. Virgil alwayslooked forward to spending what precioustime he could with his mom, when herschedule allowed it. But he knew these weredi cult times for the Band O ce and couldsee the need for this outing.

But more than getting her mind o work,Virgil hoped the outing would get his mother’smind off that guy with the motorcycle.

Everything about the man warned of danger.To the boy, John seemed like some sort of u

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or cold infecting his community. The longer hewas around, the deeper the infection. Hismother seemed to be coming down with a badcase of the Johns. So Virgil reasoned a littletime with her girlfriends might help hismother build up some resistance. Because ifthere was one thing he knew about women onthese outings, it was that they tended to makefun of most of the men they knew. He couldonly hope John’s name would be front andcentre.

So when Marie showed up, right on time,Maggie was ready for an evening with thegirls, and Virgil genuinely meant it when hesaid, “Goodbye, and have fun.” He would ndsomething amusing to do. And he’d be okay byhimself. He was, after all, thirteen.

Virgil was watching television when he rstheard it. His mother had left twenty minutesago and he was deep into some generic copdrama when the sound ltered through the

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window. It took a moment to register, andthen Virgil muted the television and listened. Itsounded like music. There were four otherhouses in the immediate neighbourhood, butthis music sounded like it came fromsomeplace far off, like down near the bay.

The Second house was located about twentymetres up the road from what wasa ectionately called Beer Bay. Its real namewas Burning Bay, named after a long-timeresident George Burning. It had acquired thenickname in the sixties and seventies when itwas a prime hangout for the village’s youth. Itwas said that during those two decades, morebeer was drunk down in Beer Bay per weekthan at most Oktoberfests. In the early eighties,things changed. Houses were built and the areacleaned up its act. But nicknames die hard inIndian country.

Virgil and Maggie’s house was near thewestern part of the bay and, to him, the musicsounded like it was coming from the east end.

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Everybody knew there was nothing over thereexcept a dock where kids would go to swimand sh. The more he listened to the music,the more unusual it seemed. There was therhythmic beat of what sounded like traditionalAnishnawbe drum music, mixed in withguitars and synthesizers. And there wassomething else. It was hard to tell, what withthe sound bouncing over water and beingmu ed by the trees. But somewhere underthat music, Virgil was almost sure, practicallypositive, he could hear the rumble of amotorcycle.

Was that him? John whatever-his-last-name-is? He listened harder. “What is he up tonow?” he thought. The more he listened, themore he wanted to nd out. It was like themusic was taunting him.

Desperate, Virgil pumped up the volume onthe television in an e ort to free himself fromthe sound. He even turned to MuchMusic, butthat was no good. Dr. Dre was no match for

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th e music coming through the window. Hecould feel the thumping of the traditionaldrum. The sound seemed to beckon to him.

Five minutes later he had his shoes andjacket on and was running to the beach.Following the natural curve of the bay, hemade his way toward the music, which wasgrowing louder and louder as he approached.Virgil had spent time at about two or threepowwows a year, as well as at all the formalceremonies at which his mother o ciated, andhe’d heard his share of traditional drum music.But this was di erent. In no time at all, he hadfound the source of the music. And it wascoming from near the dock where kids swamand shed. But tonight there were no kids.Virgil crept along slowly, keeping hiddenbehind a row of bushes and goldenrods untilhe had a clear view of the dock area.

Just a short distance away, on the shore, wasthe motorcycle. Beside it was a huge portableCD player. On the dock was the motorcyclist,

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and he was in motion. He was dancing! Hewas a blur of movement one minute, andalmost still the next. At times John wassilhouetted against the almost-full moon. Virgilwas mesmerized. This wasn’t any type ofdancing he’d seen on television, or atpowwows. It had an ancient, tribal quality.And yet at the same time, a modern,innovative style. And just about everything inbetween.

There was something about the dance, andthe way John moved, that tugged at Virgil’smemory. Something had been told to him along time ago. Was it from a television showor a movie? He couldn’t be sure. Perhaps inone of the books his grandmother had givenhim. That’s all he could remember.Occasionally the clouds rolled past the moon,obscuring it, and John would slow down, evenstop in mid-pose, as the land was bathed inblack. But once the moon revealed itself again,John would resume moving, as if the moon

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were his own personal spotlight. Eventuallythe man began to slow down. Finally hestopped, resting his hands on his knees andbending over slightly, panting. Yet he seemedempowered by what he’d been doing.

“Oh, that felt good,” Virgil heard him say.Perplexed, the boy continued to watch, his

opinion of the stranger growing ever moreconfused.

Not wanting to be caught, he slowly stoleaway, staying as low as possible to keep out ofsight. Once he got to the treeline, he began torun. Though he was no expert on the art ofdance, he knew what he’d just seen had beenunusual, amazing and special. Downrightbizarre, too. But what did it mean?

After he returned home, he spent the rest ofthe night lying in bed, remembering thedancing form on the dock in the moonlight.

This had all started somehow with Grandma.Where did she t in? What was the man’sinterest in his mother? John had plans to take

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his mother away, at the very least, and Virgilwould nd a way to stop him. On top ofeverything, the stranger had an attitude thatsuggested his mother was a means to an end.Exactly what means and what end the boy didnot know—and this worried him. He had toput a stop to this. His mother had too manystars in her eyes right now to see clearly. It wasup to him to protect her. But how?

Virgil had so many questions, all of themover his adolescent head. He needed help. Hisfather use to say, “It takes a thief to catch athief.” Then logically, if he wanted to gureout some strange guy with unusual talents,he’d need the advice of another strange guywith unusual talents. Virgil knew only one guywho t the description. He’d have to visit hisuncle Wayne. That thought alone made himpull the blankets in closer.

He’d seen Wayne maybe half a dozen timessince his uncle had moved to the island.People said he was practising to be a mystic or

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medicine man or monk or something elsestarting with the letter m. Maybe Wayne wouldknow something about this John guy and whatto do. It sure wouldn’t hurt to ask, especiallynow that Virgil remembered what he had beenstruggling to recall. The dancing… A light asbright as the moon outside his window wenton as he finally made the connection.

Virgil had not been alone that night inappreciating John’s dancing skills. A certainOtter Lake girl whose name was the same astwo large but sparsely populated Americanstates saw him do his thing too. But shewatched from across the bay, on her familydock, through her father’s binoculars. Theywere very good binoculars and John wasclearly visible along the far shore, lit by thefull moon.

Sound usually travels excellently over stillwater. So Dakota too had heard the thumpingsound of the music and had decided to

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investigate. And there was John, on the dock,dancing. She had taken some dance classes andwas familiar with the basic moves of modernjazz and tap. This was di erent, however. Thiswas… like what she had seen at thosepowwows Virgil had dragged her to. Shewatched the stranger for almost half an hour,marvelling at his endurance, talent andinspiration. Dakota could have watched allnight, but John eventually slowed and thenstopped.

She didn’t see Virgil hiding in the bushes.She had eyes only for the stranger with themotorcycle. While her cousin was slinkingback home, worried and confused, Dakotacontinued to watch, comfortably perched onthe dock’s edge. She saw the stranger take hisclothes o and dive into the water. She knewthat watching him do this was yet anotherthing her parents would have been upsetabout, but she saw it as no di erent thanlooking at that big statue of a naked man they

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had over in Italy.Several times John disappeared beneath the

dark water for long periods, and the last time,she was sure she’d lost him. Dakota wasdangerously close to calling 911 when she sawhim haul himself quickly out of the water ontothe dock. Breathing a sigh of relief, shecontinued to watch as he stretched, dried anddressed himself. Slowly. It was a cool springnight but she didn’t feel the temperature goingdown.

“Dakota? What are you doing out there?”her father called from the house.

Her heart in her throat, Dakota put thebinoculars back in their case, albeit reluctantly,and got to her feet. “Nothing, Dad, I’ll be rightin.”

Across the water came the sound of themotorcycle starting up. Dakota wondered ifJohn Clayton did this dancing every night.Virgil had been right about one thing: this surewas one interesting guy—though in reality

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Virgil had used the word “weird.” Dakota feltjusti ed in substituting her own variation ofthe word.

Tonight the music travelled over the still waterall the way to Wayne’s Island, severalkilometres away. He was doing upside-downpush-ups at the time. He recognized thetraditional drum sound instantly, as its basssound travelled better. He had to strain harderto pick up the guitar and organ. At rst, hethought it was coming from one of those peskyhouseboats that always tried to moor near hisisland at night. Those houseboaters played themost god-awful selection of music, everythingfrom Britney Spears to Brahms.

But this music was di erent. Landing on hisfeet, Wayne made his way to the shore, curiousand eager to investigate. Thank god for thebright moon. The music seemed to be comingfrom near where one of his sisters lived.Maybe it was that son of hers, what’s-his-

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name… Vinnie… Virgin… Virgil, that was it.He didn’t wear his watch anymore—there

was little point to it out here—but he wouldhave guessed it was close to ten o’clock, toolate for that volume. He hoped the policewould throw the little bugger in jail orsomething. Meanwhile, he needed his sleep.You never know what tomorrow might bring,and part of his training was always to beprepared. Like a Boy Scout, but with attitude.

The music, still reverberating in his mind,followed him up to his cabin. And by the timeit stopped, Wayne was fast asleep.

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THIRTEEN

Charley’s Bar was pretty quiet that night, whatwith it being midweek and all. There weremaybe a dozen people scattered about the bar.The only ruckus was coming from fourvivacious and loud Native women sitting nearthe back. Maggie was having a great time, aswere Marie, Theresa and Elvira.

“Geez, he’s good looking,” said Elvira, afterMaggie nished telling the story of the dinner.Everybody agreed with Elvira’s description ofJohn. Whether at the funeral, or just drivingaround the village, he’d been spotted by eachof them. Consensus had been reached.

“And he just up and left? Just like that?”Marie was trying to decipher the meaning ofJohn’s sudden departure from her sister’shome.

“Just like that.” Maggie snapped her fingers.

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All four sat in silence for a few seconds,pondering, before Elvira o ered her theory.“Maybe your cooking gave him the runs.”

They all burst into laughter. Aside from thesound of vintage Guns ‘n’ Roses pouring forthfrom the jukebox, their talk and laughter werethe only sounds in the place. The other patronswere busy staring into their beers, trying tofind inspiration or explanation for their lives.

“It had something to do with his giving theimpression he could understand Anishnawbe.That’s what set him o ,” Maggie explained.They contemplated that possibility. Then sheadded, “Or maybe I caught him in a lie.”

“A man who lies? I didn’t know theyexisted,” Elvira said, raising her beer. Theresaand Marie joined the toast, laughing. “Butwhat a strange thing to lie about,” she added.

Theresa emptied her beer. “Men don’t needa reason. They just need an opportunity.Maggie, don’t tell me we have to retrain you.They’re just like politicians…”

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An awkward silence followed, as Marie andElvira glanced back and forth between Theresaand Maggie. Then Theresa clued in.

“Oh fuck, Maggie. I’m sorry. I didn’t meananything… I didn’t mean you. I really didn’t.Okay, I’m cut o .” She slid her half- lled beerglass over to Elvira.

“Why?” said Maggie. “You are absolutelyright. And male politicians… a lot of talk, verylittle action. Sound familiar?”

Once more the room was lled with raucouslaughter. Several of the regular customersglanced over at the women, who seemed to behaving far too much fun.

“Ladies, I am telling you this here and now.I have an announcement,” Maggie said.

Elvira was first. “You’re marrying John.”Marie was next. “You’re pregnant with

John’s baby.”This earned a scolding look from Maggie.

“After one night? And we didn’t even kiss. He

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ran out, remember? No wonder yourgrandparents had fourteen kids, if it’s that easyto get pregnant in your family.”

“Ah, but I think the more importantquestion is… if he’d asked, would you have?”Theresa said.

Maggie looked confused. “Would I have…what? I don’t understand.”

The others found this deliriously funny. Andsince all three of them only laughed at such ahigh decibel when discussing sex, Maggiequickly got the inference.

“Oh god, on a rst date? And it wasn’t evena date. I told you, it was a thank-you dinner.”

“Well, that’s one way of saying thank you.”More laughter.

“If I may nish,” said a slightly embarrassedMaggie. “My announcement is that this, I think,is my last term as chief. I am out of here, as ofnext June.”

“But… come on, Maggie. Why?” asked

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Elvira.“I’m tired of it all. Of the bureaucracy. The

paperwork. This stupid land thing. Of notbeing there for Virgil. Of not having a personallife anymore. I could go on. I think I’ve donemy bit for Otter Lake. Time for somebody elseto step up to bat.” She hoisted her beer highabove the table. “I rediscovered the other nightthat I like cooking. To cooking again!”

The others raised their beer in a toast,though not nearly as enthusiastically.

“Oh, Maggie, it’s been so nice to have awoman in office up there.”

Elvira seconded Marie’s opinion. “Yeah, itreally has been. Cooking’s overrated. I know. Ido it every day.”

“My mom wasn’t happy with me taking thisjob anyway,” Maggie said, her decisive tonefading.

“Mom wasn’t happy with me dying my hair,Maggie,” said Marie. “She had her ways, and

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we have ours. I loved her deeply, but theworld she was raised in is long gone. Maggie,you got in with a 137-vote lead over Michael.That’s pretty substantial.”

“But everybody keeps grumbling about theland appropriation and what we should dowith it. Nobody seems to be happy with whatI’m doing.”

Theresa put her hand on Maggie’s wrist.“But what are you doing? Anyway, you knowOtter Lake. Grumbling is our third language.Hell, I grumble about my husband more thanhis rst wife did, but I wouldn’t change himfor the world.”

They were all silent for a moment. ThenMaggie spoke. “You know, I had the rest of mylife gured out before I came here. Thanks,guys. Now I’m back where I began. I think Ineed another beer. Yo, Karl, another round forme and my ladies.”

Karl, the bartender, nodded, thinking tohimself, Oh good, another buck in my pocket.

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I left the Czech Republic for this?“Hey, Maggie, what was it like, riding on his

bike? In his lap?”“Oh, come on, Elvira, you seem more

obsessed with him than I could be. You’veridden on a motorcycle before.”

“Not like that one, with somebody like that.Andy, who owned that Honda 750, did notlook like your John. My compliments.”

“First of all, he’s not my John. It was justdinner. How many times do I have to say that?Second, who knows if I’ll ever see him again?If any of us will. Anybody who shows up outof nowhere could disappear just as quickly.”

Theresa leaned forward. “But the importantquestion is, do you want to see him again?”The other three nodded conspiratorially.“Maybe he wants to be thanked again, hold thefood.”

“If you don’t want a guy like that, one who’sobviously interested in you, Maggie, then

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maybe there is something seriously wrong withyou. Possible lie or not. I’d accept a few lies ifthey came from a face and body like that. God,you could forgive a man like that a fewmistakes.” Elvira seemed to be speaking fromexperience.

“Listen to you all. You are terrible. Ladies, Ido believe you are infatuated with the manmore than I am. If he shows up again, I willdeal with it. Is that understood?” Maggie tooka defiant drink from her beer.

Marie eyed her sister. “Sounds like the chiefin you coming out.”

“I’m sure I’m not the rst chief to sit in abar, surrounded by nosy women.”

“Does that include strippers?” Theresaasked. More giggles.

“Uh, Maggie…” Elvira seemed distracted bysomething behind Maggie. “What you weresaying about dealing with it later if he showsup…”

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“Yes?”“Well, you’d better get the cards out and

start dealing stud, because I do believe that’syour motorcycle man coming through the frontdoor. If it’s not, somebody out there is having asale on them.”

Her heart suddenly pounding, Maggie turnedaround to see John standing near the frontdoor, once more in his leathers, the bluebandana tied around his neck this time,scouting the place. Then he saw her, and theladies.

“What the hell is he doing here?” she asked.“Who gives a fuck,” whispered Marie, “as

long as he’s here.” Then louder, “Hey, youwith the big hog, we’re over here.”

“Marie!” Maggie was mortified.“What? We want to meet him.”“Oh yeah,” Maggie’s other two friends

echoed.They watched as John negotiated the mostly

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deserted tables and made his way over tothem.

“Ladies. How are we tonight?”Theresa answered for them all. “Better now.

A lot better.”“What are you doing here?” asked Maggie.“Just out seeing the town, stretching my legs.

If you can do that on a motorcycle. And lo andbehold, here you are.”

All four checked out his leather-clad legs.“I thought you didn’t drink,” said Maggie.“I don’t, but that doesn’t mean anything. I’m

not a woman but I could still wear a bra andpanties if I wanted. I suppose.” He followedthis with a smile.

“Okay.” Marie got her laughter in check andcleared her throat. “Uh, why don’t you… joinus?”

“Yes. Do. Please.” Elvira pulled up acigarette-burned chair for the man.

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“Thank you. Don’t mind if I do. My name’sJohn.”

One by one, each of the ladies introducedthemselves, extending their hand to shake and,for however brief a period, touch the youngman’s warm, strong hand. And one by one,each of the ladies felt sure John had given hera special little squeeze and slight caress hehadn’t given to the other women at the table.

As he sat down, he was aware that four setsof eyes were watching him closely, three witha fresh eagerness. He had theorized Maggiewould be here. It was the local “Indian” bar,and he’d seen the car full of ladies drivingalong the Beer Bay Road as he was setting upfor his evening dance on the dock. With the carrocking with laughter, they were de nitelyhard to miss. He had put two and twotogether, and had decided to investigate afterdancing. Knowing Virgil wouldn’t be at thebar, it had seemed like a good idea.

“What are the odds of me running into you

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here, huh? So, what’s up, ladies? What’s theconversation du jour?”

Marie cut to the chase. “So, did you enjoydinner with my sister?”

“You must be Marie.” John nodded, lickinghis lips. “It was delicious. Chickens are suchugly animals, yet so tasty. I’m sure Maggie wasItalian in another life. Just the right amount oforegano and garlic. I like that in a woman.”

The women laughed. Maggie chucklednervously, not knowing whether to beoffended or amused.

John continued. “Now I guess it’s my turn…Would you like me to make dinner tomorrownight?”

Maggie’s friends looked at one another. Thisevening was getting juicier by the minute.

“Tomorrow night?” Maggie struggled forwords. “You…”

“Yes, me. I mean, it’s only fair, right?”The three women nodded.

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“Very fair.”“Incredibly fair.”“Really fair.”“And,” he added, “I can cook. I’ve been

doing it all my life. Maybe not as well as you,but I can hold my own.”

“Hold your own… what?” asked Elvira.Maggie closed her eyes at her friend’s

audacity.John smiled innocently. “If it’s what you’re

thinking, I’d need both hands.”All three women lost it, and as laughter rang

around the table, John casually leaned inMaggie’s direction. “So, is that a yes?” hemanaged to say into her ear.

In all honesty, Maggie had never expected tosee the man again. Now he was o ering tocook for her. She had witnesses!

“Uh, sure, that would be great, but I thoughtafter the way you left last night, so quickly,that maybe something was wrong.”

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“Oh, that,” he said, looking at the ground.“Sorry about that. I didn’t mean to be rude butsometimes I panic in situations like that. I feltso bad after I left.”

They were all thinking it but it was Mariewho voiced the question. “Situations likewhat?”

John looked o toward the window,suddenly sombre “There’s a reason I knewyour mother. A long time ago I fell in lovewith a woman. She was a Native woman, likeyou four. Anishnawbe to be exact. Oh, I lovedher so much. So much it… it hurt to blink myeyes and see her disappear for even a moment.And that fabulous Anishnawbe woman taughtme her language. It’s been said the best way tolearn a language is across a pillow. They gotthat right. That woman was so precious to me.In the end, she went away. Left me. Got herselfanother man to love. A White man too. It hurt.It really hurt. It was then I really began tounderstand country music, what it was trying

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to say about heartbreak. In a special way, she’sstill part of me. But… oh, I’m just being silly.”

Elvira and Theresa weren’t sure but theycould have sworn they heard a tremor in hisvoice. Instinctively, all the women wanted toreach over and hold his hand. It was a well-known fact that the best way to a man’s heartwas through his stomach, and John had longago gured out that the best way to awoman’s… whatever… had something to dowith being “sensitive.” He’d even looked upthe word in the dictionary.

“And your mother, Lillian, helped methrough those tough times. She really did.Anyway, the other night when you got methinking about speaking Anishnawbe, it allcame flooding back.The memories, the pain… you know howpainful it can be, to lose somebody you reallylove. The memory never really goes away. Youjust try to carry on.”

He fell silent then, still looking out the bar

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window.“That’s so sad,” whispered Theresa, herself

on the verge of tears.“Yeah,” added an emotional Elvira. “Sad.”They saw a small tear run down John’s

cheek. He wiped it away self-consciously. Allthoughts of this man telling untruthsevaporated. He was so nice, and kind and…sensitive.

“Yeah,” concluded John, seeming to pullhimself together and turning back to thewomen. “Oh well, that’s all in the past. Noneed to bore you with all my emotionalbaggage. I know women hate that.”

He seemed to reach up to scratch the bridgeof his nose, but Marie was sure he was wipingaway another tear.

“My mother never told me anything abouthis. Where did you meet her and when was allthis?” Maggie was about to drink from herbeer but realized the bottle was empty.

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“Oh, I asked her to keep everything quiet.It’s kind of embarrassing, you know. But thatwas a long time ago and I think I’m over itnow. On to new things and new adventures.Speaking of which, dinner tomorrow. Are weon or are we off?”

Maggie felt that if she turned the man downshe’d have a rebellion on her hands.

“Dinner, tomorrow. Sounds like fun. Whenand where?”

“I’ll pick you up. I’ll make it a picnic. Betyou haven’t had one of those in a long time. Iwill see you at six.” The man stood up, andlight from an overhead lamp ooded his faceand turned his blond hair golden. “Well, I’veprobably overstayed my welcome.Besides, it looks like girls’ night out, and I dobelieve I am lacking the proper equipment.Though, you’re free to check.”

Marie opened her mouth to answer thatoffer but Maggie cut her off.

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“Okay,” she said. “See you tomorrow.”John leaned over and kissed her cheek. It

was then she noticed something.“John…?”“Yeah?”“Your eyes.” Maggie peered up into his face.

It was dim in the bar but she was sure therewas something di erent. “Didn’t they… Ithought they were green…”

Laughing, he shook his head. “No. You musthave me confused with another incrediblyhandsome motorcyclist who knew yourmother. My eyes have always been hazel. Aslong as I can remember. You can’t changesomething like that. I know you mentionedgreen the other night and I was going tocorrect you, but I long ago learned never tocorrect a beautiful woman. Ladies, ’til nexttime.”

And with a chivalrous nod of his head, heturned and left the bar, leaving behind four

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women in various states of infatuation. Acommon thought among the women was howleather pants can appear so smooth on a man’sbehind as he walks away.

Ed, thirty kilograms overweight with aseverely receding hairline, a snarly dispositionand a missing index nger, showed up toreplace him, as best he could. The good thingwas he had beer with him, and all four of thewomen felt the need for something cool.

“Wow.” That was Marie’s comment. “That’s,uh… that’s an interesting guy.”

“I don’t normally like White guys, for bothaesthetic and political reasons, but damn…”contributed Theresa.

“Maggie, if you, like, get sick or break yourleg, or are captured by aliens, can I take yourplace? Please? I like picnics. Oh yeah, lovethem.”

“Elvira, you’re married.”“That happened eight years ago, Maggie.

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Gotta move on. Live in the now. And I so-o-olike hazel eyes.”

As the women settled back into their seats,Theresa reached over and placed her hand onJohn’s now-empty seat. “It’s still warm fromhis ass.” She sighed.

Elvira pushed her chair back and opened thetop button on her shirt. “Christ, I need thiscold beer!”

All agreed and took hearty sips.This would be Maggie’s third beer of the

night—unusual for her, but these were unusualtimes. The rst dinner had been a thank-you.What was this one? Was it a date? What elsecould it be? Could this improbable, impossiblesituation actually be leading somewhere? Andwhat about Virgil? She was sure she hadnoticed a bit of tension between him andJohn, but she supposed that was only to beexpected. New man in the house and all thatalpha male stu . Still, if this did go anywhere(was she actually thinking this?), Virgil would

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have to be her number one concern.For a moment, she saw the two of them,

John and Virgil, building birdhouses andshing o the dock together. It was

picturesque and heart-warming.Though something was secretly bothering

her. His eyes. She was almost positive they hadbeen green… hadn’t they?

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FOURTEEN

It had taken Virgil almost two hours in themorning sun to paddle his uncle Tim’s canoeacross the lake to Wayne’s Island. That was notincluding the time it took to work up hiscourage. Crossing the lake on his own in just acanoe was an understandable challenge—themotorized boats and their tumultuous wakeswere a hazard to most small boats, but also,going to Wayne’s by himself required a littleself-encouragement. His uncle’s island, easilyobservable across the water, looked like all theother islands. But this one was where Waynedid his thing… whatever that was.

Actually, Wayne’s Island was a glori ed spitof the Canadian Shield rising out of the water.Wayne had been the island’s sole resident forgoing on four years now. Everybody knew thatand kept their distance. Virgil would have

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much preferred taking a motor-boat there, butUncle Tim didn’t trust him on his own withhis ten-horse-power motor. Still, however hehad to get there, it was worth it. Wayne wouldknow what to do—or so Virgil hoped.

Of course Virgil didn’t tell Tim where hewas headed. Or that he was supposed to be inschool like all the other kids… adults had sucha problem with that. But his grandmother hadalways told him there was far more toknowledge than just chalk, pens and Bunsenburners. Virgil almost believed that. As forT im , he’d been placated by a simple storyabout Virgil doing a report on water samplesfor biology class. Virgil would deal with therami cations of that lie later. Luckily Tim wassuch a bachelor and workaholic that he seldomnoticed the di erence between weekday andweekend. There just seemed to be morepeople around his shop on weekends.

Up ahead, Virgil could see the island. Thecurrent, channelling the water from Otter Lake

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to Mud Lake, was weak in this part, so he wasmaking good time. Virgil got the chance tocanoe only rarely, and he found, much to hissurprise, that he was enjoying it. It was abeautiful day, and a pleasant spring breezewas coming out of the west. The lake wasn’tchoked with the weekend recreational boatersthat seemed to be breeding with viralfrequency. He knew the canoes of his forefathers had been birch bark, not aluminumlike the one he was in, but he found himselfenjoying the rhythm of the paddling. An houror so o shore, he saw a loon oating placidlyin his path. One quick glance over its shoulderat the boy and suddenly the bird was gone,leaving several expanding ringlets of waveswhere it had been moments before.

The boy instinctively stopped paddling,waiting to see where the loon would resurface.Playing a game with himself, he guessedpossibly to his right, at maybe three o’clock.Instead, as if in de ance of the boy, the bird

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reappeared at eleven o’clock, shook the beadsof water o its back and leisurely paddledaway. Virgil watched him for a while beforepicking up the paddle and continuing his ownjourney.

Wayne’s Island was a low hill, covered onthe south side by cedar, pine, poplar andmaple trees. From the sky it was said theisland looked like a teardrop. On the northside, it was open and rockier, with a shallowstone bed that discouraged motorboats andhouseboats. That was one of the reasonsWayne had chosen this small, three-square-kilometre island.

On average, Virgil saw his uncle once ormaybe twice a year. He had heard rumoursabout his uncle ever since he could remember.The stories tended to revolve around Waynebeing some mysterious religious hermitseeking direction. Or possibly a Buddhistmonk of some sort meditating all the time.Others thought he was over there worshipping

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the Devil. A few thought he was trying topractise the ways of their ancient ancestors,living o the land and all that. Only, it was apretty small island, way too small to live ofor more than a week or two. But most didn’treally care. It was just Weird Wayne and hewas there doing what Weird Wayne did.

Regardless, here Virgil was, looking for hiscrazy uncle because of a bizarre stranger whohad come to town. He landed on the westernside of the island and pulled his canoe up ontothe forest carpet made of pine needles andcedar boughs. He’d only ever been here threetimes before, always with his mother, usuallydelivering food or just giving Wayne an updateon family issues. The last time had been abouttwo months ago, when his grandmother rstfell ill.

“Hello? Uncle Wayne?” Virgil’s voice washardly above a whisper. Some small part ofhim was afraid at what he might nd on thisisland, and how his uncle would react when

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they met, and Maggie wasn’t there. At themoment, that small part of him consisted ofhis vocal cords. Realizing this wasn’t verye ective, Virgil started moving toward thecentre of the island. He wasn’t exactly surewhere the camp was but he knew it was inthis direction.

The boy could see several paths worn intothe fallen vegetation, and decided to followthe widest. Along the way, he saw brokenbranches hanging o trees in every direction.They were all snapped in the same manner,either to the right, or to the left, in a smallspot near the base. No long pressure fracturesas if an axe had done it.

“Uncle Wayne? Are you here?” he’d calledout, but surrounded by this many trees, hewouldn’t be heard by anyone who wasn’twithin spitting distance. He trudged forward,hoping to nd his uncle’s camp. Small islandor not, he didn’t want to be wandering aroundits interior for too long. As luck would have it,

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he didn’t have to.“I know you. Virgil, right?” came a voice

from directly above.His heart pounding, Virgil looked in the

direction of the voice. There, amid the cedarbranches, sat his mother’s brother, WayneBenojee.

“Yeah, Virgil… Maggie’s son.”Wayne regarded the boy for a second before

dropping down to the ground without even agrunt.

For somebody who led such a weird life,Wayne looked remarkably average. He wasthirty-two years old, and had long black hairtied back into a ponytail. He wore a grey T-shirt and a worn jean jacket, worn jean pantsand worn sneakers—in fact everything he waswearing seemed worn. But he was muscular ina wiry kind of way. His body said there wasmore to being dangerous than sheer physicalstrength. To his nephew, Wayne’s handslooked oddly callused. So this was his uncle

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Wayne. Virgil swallowed hard. This was whathe had wanted, after all—to talk to his uncle.But the man was looking at him like he wasan intruder.

“Well, what are you doing here?” Waynesounded like somebody who rarely spoke inEnglish. In the family, it was well known thatWayne had been the favourite. Unlike with therest of her children, Lillian had spent longhours teaching the boy the intricacies of theAnishnawbe, so that now he spoke it betterthan most seventy-year-olds. Even his years inlocal schools had not cracked his command ofthe language. But here he was speaking inEnglish, knowing Virgil was of the generationwhose knowledge of Anishnawbe was weak ornon-existent.

Virgil tried to talk but his vocal cords lethim down, and he managed little more than agurgle. Trying to gain control, he swallowedhard. Wayne studied the boy as Virgil soughtdesperately to say something coherent. Again it

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was Wayne’s voice that ended the silence.“Oh, for Christ’s sake! You’re scared of me,

aren’t you! I don’t… people… they don’t…”Wayne seemed frustrated, and swung his headangrily, his ponytail doing a three-sixty. “Whyis it that everybody’s afraid of me? I just don’tget it. I’m a nice guy. I know a couple of jokes.But for some reason, everybody seems afraid ofme—even my own family. It’s ’cause I livehere alone, isn’t it? Can’t a guy get someprivacy without being branded a weirdo?Geez! It’s high school all over again.” Stillfrustrated, Wayne kicked a tree. “Yourmother’s the only one who gives me the timeof day, barely. What, do I have tentacles? Am Irabid? Do I smell? What? Huh? What?”

A tantrum was not what Virgil had expectedfrom his uncle. But that’s what he wasobserving. “Uncle Wayne?”

“Finally! He talks to me. What?”“I need your help. It’s about Mom.”“Maggie?” Wayne’s face had become stoic.

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“Okay. You got my attention. What’s up withMaggie?”

Virgil took a deep breath and stepped closerto his uncle. Time to pitch his case. “Well, yousee, there’s this guy…”

Sometime later, back at Wayne’s camp, theywere sharing a cup of tea brewed over anopen re as Virgil nished telling the tale ofthe mysterious motorcyclist, and his blushingmother.

“… and she was telling me this morning,they’re going out again tonight. A picnic, Ithink. I think she likes him. There’s somethingweird about him, Uncle Wayne. Really weird.”He almost said “weirder than you” but stoppedhimself. Instead, Virgil added more evaporatedmilk to his tea. Relieved that he could sharehis concerns with someone, the boy waited,sipping his sweetened tea.

A puzzled look darkened his uncle’s face.

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“So what do you want me to do about it? Yourmother’s a grown woman. She’s older than me.And you actually think she’d listen to me?She’d listen to you more than she’d listen tome. You know she used to beat me up whenwe were young? All the time… the little…Want more tea?”

“Please. She did?” Virgil shook the questionout of his head. He’d get to that later, once themore immediate crisis was dealt with. “But,Uncle Wayne, there’s something really notright about him. He can do strange things. Likeanimal calls. He sounds like the animals. Imean really sounds like the animals. Trainstoo…”

Wayne raised his face to the sky and letloose a spot-on imitation of a loon call. “Likethat?” Somewhere o in the distance, a loonresponded, eager for companionship.

“Better.”For the second time, Wayne’s stoic

demeanour seemed rattled. “Better? Better

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than that?”Virgil nodded vigorously. “Way better. And

he can do a bunch of others too that soundmore real than the animals that do them.I’ve heard him. It’s scary. That’s the kind ofweird I mean. It’s not normal. He’s notnormal.”

“Better than me?” Wayne muttered, swirlinghis tea. “Anyway, what do you want me to doabout it? I’m just out here living my life. Doingmy thing. Am I my sister’s keeper?”

“Please, Uncle Wayne…”Tossing the last drops of his tea to the cedar-

covered ground, Wayne dismissed Virgil’sworries with a shrug that looked oddlyfamiliar. “Stop with the ‘please, Uncle Wayne.’You’re the son of a single mother. You’dconsider any guy showing any interest in yourmother a threat. Basic psychology, I think. Inmy opinion, you’re worrying over nothing.Now go home and play baseball orsomething.”

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“Oh, give me some credit. I thought of thattoo. I am thirteen, you know. But you don’tknow everything, Uncle Wayne. He kissedGrandma. And it was a real kiss, I mean,tongue and everything. The kind you see inmovies. I don’t think it was normal. Now he’shanging around Mom all the time.”

This got Wayne’s attention. “My mother? Hekissed my mother… that way? Why? Andwhen? When did he do that? Huh? And why?”

“I don’t know, Uncle Wayne, but if youcared about my mother, your sister, it wouldbe worth just an hour of your time, wouldn’tit?”

Wayne contemplated his tea for a fewseconds. Virgil was conscious of time passingand hoped he could sway his uncle quickly. Itwould be getting dark soon.

“Still, I don’t understand why you came toget me. You’ve got Tim and Willie right there,and all the rest. You paddle all the way overhere to nd me. Not that I’m not glad for the

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visit, sometimes I get kinda lonely and can usethe company, but I barely know you. Youbarely know me. I still don’t get it.” With that,Wayne poured himself another cup of tea.

Virgil took a deep breath and decided toplay his trump card. “You know things.”

“What do I know?”“Stuff.”“Everybody knows stu . You know stu .

Your mother knows stu . Most of it’s boringbut it’s still classified as stuff.”

“Uncle Wayne, he dances.”On a small island in the middle of a central

Ontario lake, Wayne Benojee rolled his eyes,annoyed at the logic, or lack of it, presented byhis thirteen-year-old nephew. “Virgil,everybody dances, most just not very well. Isay this with the utmost respect to you, butso?”

“He dances at night. By himself. On the dockdown by Beer Bay. Under the moon. And it’s

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like no other dancing I’ve ever seen. It’s notright. It… he’s different.”

This prompted a raised eyebrow fromWayne. “Not human? See, this is one of thereasons why I left the mainland. Too much ofthis television stu screwing up minds. I don’tthink you would even know what’s weird. Andincidentally, weird can be good too.”

Now Virgil was angry. “You’re one to talk!You and… and whatever it is you’re doingover here. That’s weird. Everybody knows that.Do you know what they say about you?”

“That I’m Weird Wayne. Yeah, I know. Tellme something new.”

“What the hell are you doing out hereanyways? Sacrificing goats or something?”

“Who said I was sacri cing goats? I’ve nevereven seen a goat in real life. Why wouldsomebody say that? That’s so unfair. Peoplecan be cruel.” Wayne sat down on a cut-in-halfcedar bench, clearly hurt, tea dripping from histilted cup.

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Seeing his uncle’s wounded response, Virgilrealized he’d said a little too much. “Nobody.I’m sorry. Really. But people do wonder whatyou’re doing out here. All by yourself. Are youa monk or something?”

Wayne watched the last third of the tea pourout of his cup onto the ground. “I am a martialartist. That’s all.”

“Like karate or kung fu?” asked the boy.“Something like that. It’s a long story. Maybe

I’ll tell you sometime.” Another call of theloon could be heard coming o the lake. Thisone sounding a little more frustrated.“Anyway, you were saying about this JohnTanner…”

“Richardson. Or so he says. That’s anotherthing, out of nowhere he has two last names.And then there’s his eyes…”

“I’m confused. How did we get from himdancing to his eyes?”

“It’s all part of the whole thing, I guess. I

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think they changed colour. I’m almost sure ofthat. But I am sure about the dancing. The wayhe was dancing that night, it reminded me of astory Grandma once told me. It took meforever to remember it. Come on, UncleWayne, you gotta know it. About howNanabush thought he was the best dancer inthe world? And the grass disagreed. Ever heardit?”

Wayne nodded. “Oh yeah. I know that story.It was one of her favourites. Yeah, the grassissued a challenge, and Nanabush, being thearrogant kind of guy he was, accepted.”Remembering the cadence of his mother’sstorytelling voice, he mimicked it as thememory came to him. “So, one hot summerday, Nanbush and the grass decided to settlethe issue. At dawn, they began, and theydanced, and danced, and danced somemore…”

Virgil picked up the story. “They danced allday and night, and the next day, forever it

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seemed, until they both fell down on theground, exhausted. Because neither won. It wasa stalemate. It was a contest neither could everwin. It’s been so long since I heard that one, itused to be one of my favourite stories, but shetold it so much better.”

“I know,” acknowledged Wayne. “It wasalmost like she knew Nanabush. She had somany Nanabush stories.”

“Yeah, the way she told them, you could seeeverything that happened to him. And that’sexactly how I saw him dance, on that dock. Icould hear Grandma’s voice in my head tellingthat story.”

Wayne and Virgil were both silent as theyremembered their mother and grandmotherrespectively. Once more Wayne regretted notgoing to his mother’s funeral. But that was inthe past.

Now he had a nephew on his hands, withunusual expectations of him, and an evenmore crazy reason for expecting them.

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“So he can dance pretty good. I think thebizarre thing about that is you don’t nd thatin a White boy very often,” Wayne postulated.

“It’s not that, it’s how he dances. I’m tellingyou it has something to do with the moon.Clouds would come across the moon and hewould stop dancing. I need you to see it foryourself. And… and… not only that!”

“Oh god, there’s more?”“Oh yes. Then there’s the petroglyphs.”“The what?”“He carves pictures into rocks. But that’s not

the weird part. On my favourite rock…”“You have a favourite… rock? That’s so sad.”“Listen please, Uncle Wayne. He carved this

image of what I think is a woman and a man,on a motorcycle. Together. That’s gotta be himand Mom. I think he plans to ride o with her.Away. I really do.”

“Virgil…”“And I think they’re going to be heading

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west, for some reason.”Wayne’s face froze as he gazed at his

nephew. “What makes you say west?”“To the left of the motorcycle, there was a

setting sun.”“How do you know it was setting?”“First of all, as I said, the petroglyph on the

rock was on the west side. And secondly, whopicks up women and goes for motorcycle ridesat dawn?”

“Good point,” said Wayne. “You said hevisited my mother too, before she passedaway. How long before?”

“That day. That afternoon, in fact. She, um,died that night.”

Now Wayne’s mind seemed somewhere oin the distance.

“Is something wrong, Uncle Wayne? Are yougoing to help?”

Wayne kept looking to his left, toward thewest, as his eyes betrayed puzzled thoughts.

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Virgil didn’t have to be a genius to gure outhe’d hit some kind of nerve with the commentabout heading west, though what exactly hecouldn’t say.

Virgil decided to just charge forward, hopinghis uncle would be swept along with hisenthusiasm. “Look, Uncle Wayne, I know howthis sounds. I’ve been wrestling with how totell you all night and all the way over here. Ineed help in guring this out. I wouldn’t behere if it wasn’t… I don’t know… necessary.Please!”

Wayne silently weighed all the informationthe boy had given him, and how this littleadventure to the mainland might interrupt histraining. But there was another matter to takeinto consideration. He had not yet made a visitto his mother’s grave. He’d been putting it obecause he was a private mourner, not apublic one. Wayne knew his family was madat him for not coming to the funeral, andwhether they were right or wrong was

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irrelevant. This was still something he shoulddo. He knew that much. And, he surmised, thiswas as good a time as any.

Wayne nodded. “Do we have to take yourcanoe or can we take my motorboat? It’sfaster.”

“Thank god,” said Virgil, on both counts.As they walked to the boat, Virgil noticed

several more branches along the way that weresnapped in a strange manner. “Uncle Wayne,I’ve noticed these all over the island. What’swith all these broken branches?”

“Training,” Wayne said simply.“Your martial artist thing? What is that

anyway?”Wayne stopped at a sizable cedar tree that

leaned slightly away from the path. Reachingup with his right hand, he carefully grabbed abranch, one about four or ve centimetresthick. Turning his head to Virgil, he said, “Payattention!” Instantly, he twisted his wrist to the

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right, and Virgil heard a sharp crack. Thebranch was now attached to the tree only bythe bark. Wayne let go and the branch oppeddown, hanging parallel to the tree.

“Training,” Wayne said once more, andcontinued walking toward his motorboat.

Virgil reached out and touched the brokenbranch. He gave it a slight yank, and it cameo the tree completely. The boy was sure itwould have taken all his weight and quite abit of manoeuvring to have snapped thebranch so e ectively. He could only imaginewhat e ect a similar move would have onsomeone’s wrist. “Wow” was his reaction.

After tying the canoe to the motorboat, theybegan their journey to Otter Lake. On the wayacross the water, Virgil spoke again. “Oh, andUncle Wayne, what does tikwamshin mean?”

“Tikwamshin? Let’s see. The way you’resaying it is a little o but basically, it means‘bite me.’ Why?”

The glum Virgil sank to a new level of

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glumness.

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FIFTEEN

The sun was an hour from setting whenMaggie showed up at Sammy Aandeg’s house.As she pulled into the driveway, a smallraccoon scuttled across the driveway andMaggie had to swerve to avoid hitting it. She’dnever actually been to the Aandeg placebefore. Oh, she’d driven by it all of her life,but most village members tended to give theplace a wide berth. Sammy Aandeg was morethan strange, de nitely on the crazy side, notto mention a raging alcoholic. Her brotherWayne might be considered weird but Sammywas de nitely textbook crazy in most localpeople’s opinion. Luckily, he was not violent,but just di erent enough to grant him thepeace and serenity that allowed him to live inhis own reality, his own universe.

For some reason, John Richardson had

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decided to stay here.The house itself had long since passed its

days of glory. The paint seemed to have beenapplied a thousand years ago, possibly justafter it had been invented. Dried brown paintwas scattered on the ground surrounding thehouse, where it had fallen or been blown oby the unforgiving elements. Severalwindowpanes were broken and stu ed witheither newspaper or rags. Emerging from theroof was a stovepipe, indicating Sammy stillheated his house and cooked with an old-fashioned wood stove. It was probably olderthan Maggie was.

As she got out of her car, she wonderedwhat to do. Should she go and knock on thedoor and risk running into Sammy? Or shouldshe wait patiently in her car? With the doorslocked. She could see the parked Indian Chiefmotorcycle nestled in the shade near the backshed. So he was likely here. She stood there,her ngers drumming on the hood of her car,

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weighing her options. Luckily Sammy Aandeghad no dogs, or that would have been anadded di culty. One of the few concessionsMaggie had made to the dominant culture washer obsessive reliance on time. As chief shehad to play ball in the White man’s court andby their rules. Now she found herselfrepeatedly glancing at her watch as theminutes ticked by.

A little nervous, she ddled with her rightfront windshield wiper, working up the nerveto knock on the bogeyman’s (and John’s) door.She also unconsciously surveyed the land, justfor something to occupy her mind. To her rightwas a fringe of trees hiding the house and landfrom the highway she’d just driven in on. It nodoubt provided a sound barrier against tra c.Running alongside it was a row of telephoneand hydro poles, carrying communications andelectricity to Otter Lake. One particular polecaught her attention, and she approached it,walking over a bed of wood chips. The closer

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Maggie got, the more obvious it became.Somebody had carved a totem pole out of thetelephone pole. It appeared to be an authenticWest Coast totem pole, possibly of the Haidavariety, facing the Aandeg house. She could seeall the intricate designs expertly carved intothe surface of the wood. She’d been to BritishColumbia many times for various conferences,and had seen the real deal. She was amazed atthe authenticity and talent staring her in theface.

Who would do such a thing, and why? Shewas quite positive, too, that it was illegal.Defacing public property or something likethat. Still, it was amazing. She could make outelaborate images of a frog, a bear, and a largeraven at the very top, near the telephonewires. She doubted this was Sammy’s work.But John… would he do something like this?she wondered.

Just then, her chief suspect came walkingout from behind the house. John, stripped to

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the waist. My goodness, she thought, he wasindeed a ne specimen of a man, almost likethose models on the covers of novels she’dseen in bookstores. Those historical romanceswhere incredibly good-looking Indian menwith chiselled (though oddly European-looking) features, washboard stomachs andlong black hair blowing in the wind wouldsweep beautiful, defenceless-but-plucky Whitewomen o their feet and into their bearskin-covered beds.

That was it, she realized! That was what hereminded her of. It was like he’d walked othe cover of one of those books. Except he hadblond hair, a fair complexion and green… no,hazel eyes.

He smiled as he got closer to her. “Hey, you!What are you doing here? I thought I wasgoing to pick you up.” He was sweaty, withlittle bits of sawdust stuck to his lean body.“Sorry for the way I look. I was out backchopping some wood for Sammy.”

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“You know how to chop wood?”“Yep. Lift axe. Drop axe. Don’t exactly need

a master’s degree to manage that. Sammy stilltries to do it but he’s getting kind of up there.Elder and all. Thought I’d help out. Sort of likepaying rent.”

Maggie was impressed. “Wow. How nice.Chopping wood is a vanishing art.”

“You caught me before I could wash up. Imust smell horrible.”

“Uh, no, not really. John, do you knowanything about this?” She pointed to thetelephone-totem pole. He glanced at it quickly.

“Yeah, I got bored. I don’t think I capturedthe frog just right.”

“Really? It’s amazing. I didn’t know youwere an artist.”

“I do whatever needs to be done. It’s not mybest work anyway. Don’t tell me you’re here tocancel?”

“Uh, no. No problem. I was… I mean… I

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was looking over some of the property thatwe’ve just bought. It runs parallel to Sammy’splace and I thought I’d drop in. Save you thetrouble of driving all the way over to myplace. If I’m too early, I can leave.”

“Absolutely no problem. Smart thinking.Well, come on in. I think Sammy made someco ee earlier. I can x you a cup before I getcleaned up.”

“Are you sure it’s okay?”John had already turned and was heading

into the house. “I wouldn’t invite you if itwasn’t. Come along now. Sammy might evenbe waiting for us.”

She followed close behind, taking one lastpeek over her shoulder at the totem pole.John led Maggie around the side of the houseto the back entrance. It was there she sawsomething else—something almost asinteresting as the pole out front. She wasn’tsure but…

“Is… is that an inukshuk?”

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John nodded. “Yeah, but a more modernistversion. It makes a bold statement, don’t youthink?”

It was indeed an inukshuk of sorts, but madefrom cases of beer. Piled one atop the other, ittowered over Maggie, standing at least fourmetres high. Cases of Labatt 50 stacked in therudimentary shape of a human body, veryreminiscent of the well-known Inuit stonefigure.

It was certainly creative, thought Maggie.“In case you’re wondering, those belong to

Sammy. Again, just fooling around, killingtime. Making do with what was at hand.”

“Wow, you’re pretty good. I didn’t think itwas possible to make an ordinary telephonepole or cases of beer look so… imposing.”

“One thing I have always believed: Anythingis possible. After you, young lady.” Johnopened the door and politely held it, waitingfor Maggie to enter the domicile of Mr. SammyAandeg. The invitation had been issued and

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Maggie thought it would be rude to decline.As kids they’d had contests about who had

enough courage to run up and actually lay ahand on Sammy Aandeg’s house. But she’dnever been brave enough to do it, preferring towatch the other kids from the bushes.

And now she was inside. The furniturelooked older than her, and well worn. Theceiling consisted of pressed tin with a sort ofstarburst pattern, similar to the one hergrandmother had had years ago. Still, all theplates were stacked neatly in the doorlesscupboards. The ancient refrigerator hummedloudly and the wood stove looked polished.Curtains hid the cracked or chipped windows,and the oor looked freshly swept. She wasshocked to realize Sammy’s place was almostcleaner than her house. She wasn’t sure whatshe had been expecting but this wasn’t it.Maybe Sammy wasn’t as crazy as everybodythought.

“Is Sammy around?” she asked nervously.

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“Nah, it’s still a little early. I guess he’s outwandering the woods looking for Puck andAriel. He does that every day about this time.”

“Who?”“That, my dear, is a very long and interesting

tale. I’ll tell you later. How do you like yourco ee?” asked the attractive, shirtless, sweatyman.

“Um, just milk, please.”Maggie watched John move around the

kitchen, preparing her co ee, and noticed thelight from the kitchen window highlighting thede nition of his muscles in his arms, shouldersand across his back. Everything about the manwas impressive, she thought, whether it washis motorcycle or his muscles. Maybe a littletoo impressive. Maggie had seen her husbandsweaty many times, but for some reason it hadnever had this e ect on her. If she were of amore cynical nature, she would be sure Godwas somewhere up above, laughing at herschoolgirl infatuation. At some point, John

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opened the refrigerator looking for milk, andMaggie was shocked to see all the shelves inthe door lined with dark bottles of beer.

“I take it that’s all Sammy’s?”John nodded. “Well, you can’t be much of

an alcoholic unless you have some alcohol todrink. It’s one of the rules.” Then he changedthe subject. “I understand that the newlypurchased land you spoke of is becoming quitethe bother.” John placed the co ee down infront of her on a coaster. “Giving you aheadache?”

Maggie nodded as she sipped her co ee. Itwasn’t bad at all. “Oh yeah, I’m almost sorrywe bought the land. You would not believe thebizarre suggestions I’ve been getting for the last

ve months. Outrageous stu . Who says Nativepeople don’t have any imagination. Some daysI think ‘the hell with it, it would make anexcellent depository for nuclear waste.’ Hey,they’ve got to put it somewhere. And I betthey’ve even thought of Indian land. We’ll just

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charge them more.”Laughing, John turned on the tap. “Do you

mind if I clean up a bit while we talk? Sammydoesn’t have a shower so I have to do itmanually in the sink.”

“Okay…”John wet the washcloth, then began to wash

the sweat and sawdust o his body. Maggiewatched.

“Anyway, you were saying? About theland?”

“Yes, the land. It’s bothering me. Don’t reallyknow what to do. But I…” She knew she waslooking at him much too intently as hewashed. It was then she noticed there were alot of scars on his body.

“Oh my God, what happened to you?”He looked down at himself, then traced a

two-inch scar on his left shoulder. “In myyounger days, I used to get into the odd ght.Nothing serious. Just fun stu . Well,

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sometimes fun can leave a mark. But that wasa long time ago. I’m all grown up now.” Againhe changed the subject. “So, what do you thinkwould be the best alternative for the land?”

Maggie was nding it hard to focus.Regardless of the scars, this man had way toomany muscles, and in all the right places. Ifanything, the scars added to his appeal. “Me?Um, I think it should just be left there in itsnatural state. It’s beautiful back there. Likecreation intended. Be a shame to tear it up. Iguess eventually, down the road, we’ll needthe land for housing or something. But we’llcross that bridge when we get to it. That’s…that’s what I think. Yeah, that’s what I think allright. What… what do you think?” She wincedat her own awkwardness.

“Leave it in its natural state, huh? Soundsgood to me. Au naturel, you could say. There,done.” And with that he began drying himselfwith a worn, peach towel. “Oh, that feels somuch better. I probably smell a lot better too.

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Anyway, I think you should go with yourinstincts. Down the road a good home usuallybeats a casino or a theme park.”

Casino? Theme park? How did John knowabout those? Submissions to the chief andcouncil weren’t discussed outside of thecouncil meetings. It was possible thatsomebody in the community had told him, butmost kept their thoughts to themselves, for fearof somebody stealing the idea or taking thecredit.

“John, how did you hear about the casinoand theme park?”

John turned around and smiled at her. Healways seemed to be smiling, like it was hismost dangerous weapon. Granted, it was abeautiful, glowing smile, but he seemed to useit a little too frequently, like it was a get-out-of-jail-free card. Though Maggie supposedthere were worst things a man could do thansmile a lot.

“Those ideas aren’t open to the general

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public,” Maggie emphasized.“I am not the general public.”“Don’t try to smile your way out of this,

John. That stu is supposed to be con dential.So where—”

“Relax. It’s surprising what you can learn atBetty Lou’s Take-Out. You can pick up morethan food poisoning there. You’re a politician,Maggie. You more than anybody else shouldknow people like to talk. Especially whenthey think they have the best idea in theworld. I don’t spend all my time choppingwood or riding my bike.”

Or working out, Maggie added to herself.Then the kitchen door opened with a crashand the infamous Sammy Aandeg entered. Hestood there, a man over seventy with a shockof white hair and a wrinkled face that includedtwo suspicious eyes, holding in his left hand aworn plastic bag. Maggie thought he wasskinnier than she remembered and oddlysmaller. The old man caught sight of Maggie

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and scowled, his whole face melting into afrown.

John looked genuinely happy to see him.“Hey, Sammy, what’ve you got there?”

The man answered gru y with one word inAnishnawbe.

John responded in English. “Sure they’re nottoadstools? Might kill you.”

Sammy scowled again and swore at John,again in Anishnawbe. He waddled through thekitchen, heading to the living room, his thumband two ngers on his free hand constantlyrubbing against each other. As he shu ed by,he glanced at Maggie and started speaking atlength. But not to her. To himself. The wordspoured out of him.

Laughing, John got out of the man’s way.“Okay, okay, just asking. You don’t have to getmean.”

Sammy continued talking to himself as heleft the room. Maggie’s command of the

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language was good, not great, so she understood enough to know he was talking abouther. His Anishnawbe was excellent, but hissyntax and phrasing sounded strange, even toher.

“I told you he was funny. Didn’t I say he wasbetter than TV? I’ll be back in just a second.”John walked out of the room, leaving heralone in the kitchen.

She could still hear Sammy muttering tohimself, his Anishnawbe practicallyindecipherable unless she paid seriously closeattention.

Over the next minute or so, Maggie quicklyput together enough Anishnawbe words toproperly introduce herself from the doorwayto the living room. “Hi, Sammy Aandeg. I don’tknow if you know me, but my mother andfather were…” She didn’t get very far becausethe man sitting on the couch threw amushroom at her. It bounced o her shoulderand landed on the table, where it rolled

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around. “… Lillian and Leonard Benojee…”she managed to nish, unsure if she shouldcontinue.

At the mention of Lillian’s name, Sammylooked up at her. She could almost see himstruggling to surface through decades ofalcohol, like her mother’s name was some sortof lifesaver he was grasping to reach. Evidentlyhe managed to grab it with a couple of ngers,because he got up from the couch, still talkingin his peculiar Anishnawbe, and wandered byMaggie into the kitchen. He nodded once ather. Not moving, Maggie watched as heshu ed around, apparently making somethingto eat. After a few minutes, he presentedMaggie with a piece of toast with some jam onit. The way he held it out, it seemed to Maggieto be more than just toast and jam, like thegluten, sugar and strawberries all containedprecious memories. She took it, and he gaveher a weak smile before the more familiarSammy came rushing back.

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Mumbling once more to himself, he ignoredMaggie as he passed her and left the room, histhree fingers never stopping their friction.

Again there was something oddly familiarabout what Sammy was saying. He hadstopped talking about her and had startedreciting something. She cursed herself for notbeing more uent in her mother’s language.The mystery began to annoy her, so she putdown the toast and ran over some of the wordsshe had recognized, then translated them backto English to establish a pattern.

John re-entered the room and interruptedher thought process. He was dressed for theirevening together. He wore his black pants,denim instead of leather, but he still had hisboots on. And his shirt was a lovely shade ofgreen to bring out those magni cent hazeleyes.

“Wow,” she said. “You clean up nice.”“Thank you, madam,” he said, giving an

exaggerated bow. “Clean underwear too.

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Ironed shirt. They do make a di erence. I dobelieve I am presentable to the public now.You sure are lucky I made our dinner already.I was not expecting you to show up here.”

The shirt looked like it had been cut toaccent his build. Maggie immediately regrettednot having put on something a little more…attractive. He almost looked prettier than shedid, and that was never a good thing.

“Where are we going on this little picnic?”From out of the refrigerator, John removed

a medium-sized cardboard box. “Our dinner.Judge it by the contents, not the cardboard. Ithought we’d go to a place that’s near whereyou live. Down by Beer Bay, I think it’s called.There’s a lovely spot by the dock. What do yousay?”

Maggie stood up. “I’m game. What aboutSammy?”

“Sammy? He’ll be okay. He’s looked afterhimself here for almost sixty years.”

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“John, did you understand what he wassaying? I mean, his Anishnawbe?”

While they talked, John was in the kitchen,grabbing cutlery, salt, pepper, napkins andsuch. “Yeah. He’s been helping me bone up onit. I’m actually getting quite good now. Prettysoon you’ll think I’ve been speaking it all mylife. Where did I put the matches? Can’t havean evening picnic without a campfire. Oh, herethey are. Ready?”

Somewhere upstairs Sammy was talking tohimself. “John, have you ever noticed that theway he talks is kind of strange? I mean, heobviously speaks it very well but he speaks itreally differently too. Do you know why?”

John opened the door and waited forMaggie to join him outside. “Of course. Tookme a while to gure it out but the answer

nally occurred to me. Well, are you coming?Or did you suddenly have an attack of goodjudgment?”

They both exited the house and Maggie

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instinctively walked toward her car as Johnwalked toward his bike. They were both attheir vehicles before they noticed they werestanding separately.

“Um, Maggie, it might be more fun if wetook my bike. Something tells me a 1953Indian Chief motorcycle has got to be morekicks than a 2002 Chrysler. What do you say?”

A chance to ride on that fabulous machineonce more? To snuggle against tall, White andhandsome again? Sure, she convinced herself,why the hell not? Maggie locked her car doors.She didn’t normally do that out here butSammy had unnerved her.

“What was that you were saying aboutsomething occurring to you, regardingSammy?”

John pushed his bike out from theprotection of the shed. “Oh, that. He speaks iniambic pentameter.”

Maggie stopped halfway to John’s bike,trying to understand. “Iambic what?”

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“Pentameter. You know, like Shakespeare.”It sounded so… everyday, the way John put

it. “‘To be or not to be… ’—that kind ofthing?”

“Yep, only in Anishnawbe. Same structure,weak, strong, weak, strong. Ten syllables. Allthe usual rules. Took me a while to gure itout. I’m not exactly a Shakespearean scholar,you know. You look surprised. There are morethings in heaven and earth, Maggie. Here—”John held out her crash helmet, which wasnow painted similarly to his. His still had theraven on the side, but hers bore a di erentimage.

“Is that a beaver?” she asked.“Yep. Good eye. Hard working. Industrious.

Beautiful. Loving to its children. Nice tail.When I thought of you, I instantly thought of abeaver.”

Maggie wasn’t exactly sure how to take that,or the innocent smile that came with theexplanation.

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“I… I… okay.” She held the helmet in herhands, looking it over. It was indeed a goodrepresentation of a beaver, allowing for someartistic licence. But for some reason, she feltvaguely insulted. “Um, you were saying aboutSammy…”

“Right,” he said as he swung his leg over themotorcycle. “From what I can make out bywhat he says between soliloquies, he went toresidential school.”

“Yeah, I know that much. My mother wasthere with him, as well as a few others. Toldme some pretty horrible things happened tohim. She was so lucky she was there only twoyears.”

“I nd you make your own luck. But back toSammy. Unfortunately there was some bastardthere named Father McKenzie, directly fromEngland, who thought the sun rose and set onHer Majesty’s mighty empire. To him, therewas the Bible and Shakespeare. Everything elsewas bargain-basement literature, not really

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worth studying. So, he was here to civilize theNative people.”

Maggie took her position on the bike infront of John, carefully placing the picnicbasket on her lap. Part of her wasdisappointed there would be no in-transitcuddling as the picnic basket required dualhand restraint. She was also engrossed in whatJohn was telling her.

“Evidently when he was younger, Sammywas a bit of a rebel. As you probably know,they forbade the students from speaking theirlanguage, but God bless him, he refused to giveit up. Even as a kid he was scrappy. They beathim practically every day. I think to the pointit made him kinda crazy. That can happenafter a decade of abuse. He spoke English, butevery once in a while when they thoughtthey’d won, he’d let loose some Anishnawbejust to piss them off.”

“What does that have to do withShakespeare?”

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“That’s the real clever part. The teacher whoso loved the Bard would get incensed that thisyoung Indian boy would dare to corrupt whathe considered the most beautiful words everwritten, by speaking them in a lthy bastardlanguage. He considered that a personal insult.So the man took it upon himself to dish out allSammy’s corporal punishment. Somewhere inSammy’s mind, he’s made the decision tospeak just Anishnawbe. I don’t think he hasspoken a word of English since. And he onlyspeaks Anishnawbe in iambic pentameter. Itwas sort of his revenge on the guy. Can youimagine the kind of self-discipline andintelligence that it would take to do that dayafter day? His mind is kind of stuck on it now.Sort of in a mental loop. Everybody just thinkshe’s crazy old Sammy Aandeg, but there’smethod to his madness. You should hear hisLear monologue. Quite moving and amazing.Stratford could make a fortune off him.”

“That’s… original. I never knew any of that.

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How amazing.” John nodded. “I’ll say. And ifyou read between the lines, I also think theguy was abusing him, in more ways than one.You don’t get to be like Sammy, screaming inthe night the way he does, unless the Fatherwas doing a little more of ‘do as I say, not as Ido’ than was proper. Oh well, I think Sammy’sgot the last laugh. I bet to this day that guy’scursing Sammy in… what’s that place called?Hell. What a great story, huh? Took me foreverto get it out of him.”

“That’s horrible.”“Yes it is, but hey, it’s kept him strong in his

own way, and given him a purpose. Howmany people out there have either? Okay, putyour helmet on, it’s dinner time!”

Maggie donned her helmet just in time,because John gunned the machine. It took owith a lurch.

Sitting at the very top of the telephone-totem pole, on the raven’s head, was a loneraccoon, watching the motorcycle as it receded

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into the distance. Its little ngers twitchedoccasionally.

All the way to Beer Bay, the Indian chiefwas nestled atop the gas tank of the IndianChief, and very conscious of her proximity tothe personable young man. Still, Maggie foundher thoughts returning to her encounter withSammy Aandeg, and what happened in hisyouth. As they made their way through thestreets of Otter Lake, her hands protectivelyheld the box across the gas tank.Absentmindedly, she wondered what a manlike John had made them to eat. She wouldknow soon enough.

Less than fteen minutes later, they arrivedat a secluded part of the bay. Turning o theignition, John waited for her to get o beforegetting o himself and removing his helmet. “Ilove this place,” he said.

“You do? Why?”“It brings back so many memories. Maybe

I’ll tell you some of them someday. Hey, let’s

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go out to the dock to eat. It’s perfect there.”Grabbing the box and tucking it under his arm,he extended his hand for Maggie to take.

Together, they walked toward the water.The sun was still fairly high above the horizon,casting light on this lazy spring evening. Johnpulled a blanket from his saddlebags andspread it on the planks. “Dinner has begun.”

Slowly he unpacked all the goodies he hadprepared. From the box he pulled out a bottleof Chilean Syrah.

“You keep telling me you don’t drink!” saidMaggie.

“I don’t. That doesn’t mean I can’t get youdrunk. And for me, some apple juice.”

Next came a salad. “Greek salad. Love thestu . We never had any cheese when I wasyoung. Can’t get enough of it now,” said John.This was followed by a large, green plasticcontainer.

“What’s in here?” As she opened it, Maggie

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was hit by the most amazing aroma. “Hmm, Ilove chili. Smells wonderful.”

“I doubt you’ve had chili like this. It’s moosechili with a couple of unique touches thrownin. I think you’ll like it.”

“John, I am impressed. Where did you learnto cook?”

John gave her some cutlery wrapped in anapkin. “I spend a lot of time on my own. So Ihave to amuse myself. Buns! I forgot the buns!”He retrieved the bread from the box. “There,does everything look right?”

“Everything looks great,” said Maggie.“Now for the wine.” John grabbed the bottle

and wrestled with the cork. “I seem to beopening a lot of wine for you.”

“I hope it doesn’t give you any bad ideasabout me.”

“Oh, all the ideas I have about you are verybad,” he said with a smirk.

He was irting with her. It had been a very

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long time since anybody had irted with her.And somewhere in the back of her mind wasthe ancient oppy disk with all her irtingprogramming on it. It was obvious that shewould have to update it to a thumb drivepretty soon. After all, this was a full- edgeddate. Maggie Second was on a date. Awidowed mother of one, out here for aromantic evening with a stunningly attractive,younger, White man.She was the chief. He rode a motorcycle.Somewhere in all this, she was sure, were themakings of a made-for-TV-movie.

After opening the bottle, she watched himladle out the chili. Not your typical rst-datemeal, but what was? she wondered. Her rstdate with Cli ord had consisted of twoWhopper combos. So she was hardly anexpert. She accepted the full bowl.

“Enjoy,” he said.And she did.

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SIXTEEN

The sun was dangling near the horizon, sayingfarewell to this part of the continent.Meanwhile, on the other side of John andMaggie’s world, the impatient moon wasalready ghting its way above the distantshore. Nobody else was around, though theodd boat skimmed by on the far side of thebay. On the dock in front of them were theremnants of their dinner. John and Maggiewere sitting side by side, the past hour havingdrawn them closer.

“No kidding. I have been all across thiscountry. A couple of times. From ocean, toocean, to ocean, to way past that thing calledthe border. Both the American and theMexican. I have seen mountains, prairies,oceans, trees, lakes, everything. This is a bigcountry but I like to think I’m bigger.” John

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lled her wineglass again from the three-quarters-empty bottle. There was no reason forher to drink fast. They had all the time in theworld.

“Have you been to the Arctic? Nunavut?”“Once. That’s where I saw the inukshuk. But

I don’t care for the Arctic. I try never to goabove the treeline. Not my kind of place.”

“But aren’t the prairies pretty treeless?”“That’s different.”“How is that di erent?” asked Maggie. Her

cheeks were unusually ushed in the failinglight.

“Do you really want to know? Okay, thereare trees in the prairies. You just have to knowwhere to look for them.”

“There are so many places I would want togo. I envy you. Why did you stop travelling?”

John’s mood seemed to shift slightly, likewispy clouds crossing in front of the moon. “Ideveloped what could be called a drinking

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problem.”“I know. You mentioned something about it

the other day. You don’t have to talk about it ifyou don’t want to.”

“No, that’s okay. It’s good therapy. It’s calledsharing. Anyway, it was a pretty bad problem.It lasted for a while. Hard to travel whenyou’re passed out.”

“You? Really?”“Yep. But, as they say, I’m much better now.

I did learn one good thing from all those yearsof drinking, though. I can say ‘SouthernComfort’ in fourteen di erent Aboriginallanguages. Seriously. Want to hear some?” Shenodded eagerly. “Keep in mind there’s noactual word for alcohol in most Indigenouslanguages, but the term Southern Comfort is adi erent story. Let’s see, there’s entieneaon’wesenhtshera.”

Maggie was perplexed. She shook her head,not understanding the language.

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“That’s Mohawk. From our friends to thesouth. How about… let’s see… sow-wee-nooka-stee-si-ni.”

Maggie couldn’t identify that languageeither.

“That’s Cree,” he explained. “Then there’sahhh klup-ee-huh!”

“I think you just spit on me.”“Sorry, it’s a very guttural language. It’s Nuu-

Chah-nulth. Okay, I’ll give you an easy one.Zhaawnong Minodewin. Recognize that?”

Maggie thought for a moment, trying todeconstruct the various pre xes and su xes.“That’s Anishnawbe!”

John smiled. “Very good.”“Not bad, for a White guy.”John noticed she was slurring her words

slightly. Gently, Maggie lay back on the dock,looking up at the skies. She seemed to bestudying them.

“You’re not falling asleep, are you?” he said.

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“Me? Nope. Wide awake. Just looking upthere, at the stars. God, I haven’t been downhere having so much fun in years.” She took adeep breath. “You are a very interesting man,Mr. Richardson. Very interesting. I’m having agreat time. Very great.” She smiled as a distantmeteor burned up in the earth’s atmosphere.She pointed at it. “A something… star!”

He looked amused. Then, after putting thedinner remains back in the box, he got to hisfeet. “Chief Second, I think it’s time for a re.Don’t you?”

Maggie sat up. “Fire. Yes, re. Bon re! Bigone.”

“How about we start with a camp re. Thatmight be fun.” John helped her move o thedock to the shore, near a circle of blackenedrocks. “This looks like a good spot.”

He rapidly gathered the materials necessaryfor a decent re. Maggie, feeling she had noworries in the world anymore, watched him.In no time he had built a moderate-sized re,

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just as the sun nally dipped behind thedistant trees.

“There, isn’t that lovely?” he said, sittingdown beside her.

She snuggled up to him. “I’m surprised themosquitoes aren’t out already, eating andbiting us. Hate those little things. Make mescratch.”

John tossed some more wood on the re.“Oh, don’t worry about that. I had a talk withthem earlier and we made a deal. If they don’tbother us tonight, I’ll leave Sammy’s windowopen later. He’s a very sound sleeper. They’llhave a feast.”

Giggling, Maggie threw a twig at him.“That’s mean. You’re evil.”

“So I’ve been told. But a deal’s a deal.”The re gradually grew brighter and hotter.

They watched the flames dance and glow.“Mr. Richardson?”“Yes, Chief Second?”

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Maggie pursed her lips, trying to come upwith the right way to phrase her question.“What exactly are you doing here?”

“Here at Otter Lake, or here on the beachwith you?”

“Either or.”She saw him looking at her, plumbing her

eyes like a spelunker examining anunexplored cave. For a moment, she wasexpecting him to say something deep andintimate.

“I do believe you are drunk, Ms. Second.After just three glasses of wine.” Not asromantic a line as she had expected but it didshow he was paying attention.

“I bet you’ve had a lot of girlfriends. Haven’tyou?” She wasn’t sure where exactly thatquestion came from but it had been hidingsomewhere.

“My share” was all he’d say.“Okay. I’ve had three boyfriends in my life.

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Tonto Stone— don’t ask about his name, it’s along story. William Williams, and my husband,Cli ord. That’s all. But you, with your leather,your motorcycle, and green eyes…”

“Hazel.”“… hazel eyes. How many? Dozens?”“Like I said, I’ve had my share.” He poked

the re a few times with a stick he’d found,and the flames sprang higher.

“Your share. Okay, and what has havingyour share taught you?”

“That some women shouldn’t drink.”“No, seriously. I’m curious. In case you

haven’t noticed, I’m a mother with a son. Idated a bit before I got married but I get thefeeling that I missed out on the good datingstories. I gure a guy like you probably knowsthe score. So, come on, dish. I’m in a dishingmood. Tell me.” She ended her demand with agood strong poke at his shoulder.

“Okay, what exactly would you like to

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know?”Her brow furrowed. “Okay, what have all

your travels taught you… about women?That’s a good one. Answer that!”

“That there’s no one answer. Some are good.Some are bad. And some…”

“Yes?”“And some are good at being bad, and bad

at being good. To guys like me, women arelike a rainbow, you pick the colour that bestsuits you and wear it proudly.”

Maggie looked confused. “What… what doesthat mean?”

“I’ll tell you later, when you’re sober. Whydo you want to know anyway?”

Maggie threw a branch at the re, missing itcompletely. “Because I want to gure womenout, that’s why. I’m a woman and I don’t knowanything about what they do or why.”

“Are you talking about your mother?”“Let me tell you about my mother…”

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“Why don’t you tell me about your mother.”“My mother… I loved her so much.” Her

voice trembled.“But she could be the most infuriating,stubborn, pain-in-the-ass ever born.”

“Uh-huh.”“She was a walking contradiction. Like…

like… I have a brother… actually I have a lotof brothers, but Wayne, she spoiled him rotten.So rotten he’s nuts, yet she wasn’t upset whenhe didn’t come see her when she was sick. Iwas mad as hell but she wasn’t. Other timesshe’d burn sweetgrass before going to church.Stu like that.” She took another sip of herwine. “I don’t know if you know this but Momwent to one of those residential schools, sawhorrible things that happened there I’m sure…Maybe that had something to do with it. Lookat Sammy… you know… we’ve all tried tohelp Sammy. Some of our health workers havegone up to see him, my husband evenarranged for a psychiatrist to visit him, but

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nothing. He’ll only talk in Anishnawbe, andnot many psychiatrists are that uent in it.Sammy doesn’t want to be helped. He lives inhis own little universe… and yet he let you in.I wonder why?”

“If you want to know a secret…” he said,and Maggie leaned in closer, “I’m a little crazytoo. We speak a very similar language, withoutthe iambic pentameter. If your brother’s nutsas well, maybe we could start a club.”

Maggie let out a short laugh. “That would befunny. My mother would love that. Sweetgrassand holy water. That was my mother. Youknow, she was as devout as any old Italianlady. She told me I shouldn’t be chief. Shethinks there should be more magic in thisworld. She…”

“Yes?”She fell silent, looking deep into the re. “I

don’t understand her.”“And you think I can help you?”

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Maggie shook her head. “No. Probably not.”She paused. “I don’t like my job either.”

“Then why are you in your second term aschief if you hate it?”

“I’m the lesser of two evils.”“I don’t think you’re evil.”“Thanks.” Once more she looked at the

handsome young man beside her. “And younever answered my question.”

“And what question would that be again?“What have you, John Richardson-Tanner,

learned about women? Tell me.”“Fun, huh? Okay, I will give you a fun

answer. Where to start? Let’s talk aboutbreasts.”

“Breasts… like boobs?”“Yep, that’s as good a place as any to begin.”Maggie nodded vigorously. “Okay, let’s.”

Then she realized what he’d just said, andwhat she’d agreed to. “Huh?”

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“After considerable eld research, did youknow breasts, boobs, hooters, knockers,whatever you wish to call them, are unique,individual, like fingerprints?”

“For your information,” Maggie told John inher rmest voice, “in Anishnawbe, we callthem…”

“Doodooshug. I know. But seriously, I don’tthink I’ve seen two that were the same, evenon the same woman. Other than the obviousdi erence in sizes and cups, there are thesubtler, more unique distinctions. The shape ofthe nipple, the size of it, the curvature, thecolour, the smell, the rmness, the size andcolour of the areola, the texture, even thetemperature. They’re like… snow akes. Eachone is special, a world unto itself, deserving ofits own worship. They are each a thing of life,of pleasure, of dreams, be they used forpractical or aesthetic purposes. Call me a fanbut I have a memory of every single one I’vetouched, that I’ve tasted, and those memories

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will stay with me until the day I no longertravel this country. That is one of the mostimportant things that I’ve learned from allthose women I’ve been lucky enough toknow.”

Maggie wasn’t sure how to respond. “I’venever heard a man talk so passionately aboutbreasts like that. That’s… quite unusual.”

“I thought, in respect to the Anishnawbelanguage, they were called doodooshims, ifyou are talking plural, because I have noticedthey usually travel in pairs. So I do believe thatcalling them breasts proves they’ve beencolonized, young lady. Any other questions?”

“I’m still trying to digest that one. I take ityou like breasts.”

“Call it a hobby. Beats collecting baseballcards.”

“Now that sounds like a man!” she said,laughing.

Noticing a stone sticking out of the ground,

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John pulled it out. Though Maggie hadn’theard anything, John had detected the soundsof raccoons somewhere nearby. Trying to be asdiscreet as possible, he tossed the rock into thedarkness of the woods. He heard it hitsomething soft, and that something—heassumed it was a raccoon—scrambled away.Satis ed, he turned his attentions back to thelovely Maggie.

“I am what I am.” He paused. “I don’t knowif you’re aware of this, but your mother usedto come down here and go swimming a lot. Atleast that’s what she told me. It used be quitedi erent down here when she was younger.More trees, right down to the shore, moreprivacy, and I think the water was probablycleaner. She used to love swimming here. Evenbrought some boyfriends to go skinny-dipping,I believe. Bet you didn’t know that.”

Shocked at the idea, Maggie pushed John’sshoulder. “My mother! Virgil’s grandmother. Idon’t think so.”

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“It’s true. She was a very passionate youngwoman. Grandmothers aren’t borngrandmothers. Wise men and women aren’tborn wise—wisdom is something achievedover years of experience. And for some, thatexperience includes… skinny-dipping.”

The re was doing strange things to John’sface. His eyes re ected the light di erently.They seemed to change colour randomly.Suddenly, she felt his hand on the back of herneck, caressing the nape and playing with herhair.

“So, want to swim naked in the same wateryour mother did?”

It took a moment for the meaning of hiswords to sink into her gradually soberingmind. Was he asking what she thought he wasasking her?

“Now?”“Would you rather book it a week next

Thursday, after my dentist appointment andbefore I have my nails done? Yes, now. The

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water is fairly warm. We’ll have a nice re tocome back to. Nobody’s around. It’s just us.”

John was looking at her expectantly, a slightsmile on his lips. Skinny-dipping. In thefootsteps of her mother. She still had enoughwine in her to take the proposition seriously,but she was also sober enough to realize whatwas involved. He continued to play with herhair, making it difficult for her to think.

“Take your time. We’ve got all night,” hewhispered into her ear.

Virgil wasn’t expected home for a few morehours. He’d been o doing his own thing todayanyway. Boys could be so mysterious. But…this was only a second date—or was it their

rst date, since their meal together had beenmerely a thank-you? Maggie decided not to godown that road again. A dozen other thoughtscame and went as the motorcyclist sat there,patiently waiting, playing with the hair at thenape of her neck.

“You know, with global warming, they say

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this lake might not be here in a couple ofdecades.” His voice sounded so teasing andmelodic.

Maggie made her decision. Why the fucknot? she thought. She leaned forward andkissed the man who had so mysteriouslyridden into her life. And she put everythingshe could into it. Three years’ worth of stored-up kissing and passion were waiting to beaccessed and she wanted to drain the reservoir.

And for somebody out of practice, the mandecided later, she didn’t do half bad.

On the other side of Beer Bay the youngDakota sat on the dock, her eyes glued to herbinoculars. There were so many con ictingemotions swirling around inside her—someembarrassment, a touch of excitement, guilt atwatching other people and perhaps, justperhaps, a tinge of jealously. That was Virgil’smother, their chief, kissing and doing stu by

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the fire with John Clayton.Biting her lower lip, Dakota watched some

more, knowing she probably shouldn’t.Though she tried not to think about it, shecouldn’t help wondering if this was the kind ofstu her parents did… and she felt a bitnauseated.

Dakota wondered where Virgil was, and ifhe knew John and his mother were down bythe dock, together.

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SEVENTEEN

Virgil and Wayne had made it back to shorejust before sunset. First they returned thecanoe, which they had towed behind themotorboat, to Tim, who greeted his youngerbrother with little more than a grunt and anod. Worried about his mother, Virgil waseager to get started, but Wayne had a di erentagenda. There was something else to be dealtwith first. The cemetery.

Now Wayne stood beside the nal restingplace of his mother, with Virgil just behindhim, staring at her headstone. Underneath hername and her dates, carved into the marble,were the words LOVING WIFE AND MOTHER. Belowwere three more words: TRUST IN HIM. Under hisbreath, Wayne whispered an ancientAnishnawbe farewell. And then he was silent.

Virgil hadn’t been back here since the

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funeral, and with everything that hadhappened, he hadn’t really come to grips withthe loss of his grandmother.

“I wished I’d gone in and seen you,” he said,lost in his own little world. “I’m sorry.”

The sun had long since disappeared by thetime they left. Wayne walked along the pathbetween the tombstones to the street, Virgilfollowing.

“Are you okay?” asked Virgil.“It’s the circle of life, that’s all. You shouldn’t

be happy or sad.It simply is what it is. You can cry all youwant, it ain’t gonna change anything.”

“That’s a bit… cold,” said Virgil.“You’re right. It is. I think maybe I’ve been

on my island a little too long. Sometimes thenuances of communicating get lost when youdon’t talk a lot. It’s kind of like the di erencebetween playing by yourself and playing withyourself. Virgil, I loved my mother more than

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anybody else could possibly know. But shedied. She had to die. We all do. And while it issad that I will never see her again, I know thatshe was contributing to what we call the circleof life. She passed on so that somewhere outthere, a baby could be born in her place. Youknow how much she loved her grandkids, allkids. This was not a great sacrifice for her.”

Virgil wasn’t sure he understood, but henodded.

“So, where to now?” said Wayne.They made their way to Virgil’s house, but

Maggie was not home. “She must be o withhim,” said the boy, noting it was half past ten,much too late for mothers to still be out, in hisopinion. They found a note from her sayingshe’d be home before his bedtime. “I toldyou,” said Virgil, dropping the note on thetable. He scribbled something on the back ofit.

“What’s that?” asked Wayne, searching thepantry. It was well past dinner and he was

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hungry.“Just a note to Mom,” the boy replied.While Virgil wrote, Wayne made a

sandwich. Thank god Maggie still ate baloney,he thought to himself as he laid three slices onthe whole-wheat bread. “Please have mustard.Please have mustard,” he whispered to thecondiment gods, and lo, they blessed andbestowed upon him Dijon.

The next stop, Virgil told his uncle, who wasdeep into his baloney sandwich, was SammyAandeg’s place.

“The stranger lives there?” said Wayne.“That’s what he said.”The cool night air greeted them as they set

forth on their adventure.“Maybe this guy is strange,” said Wayne.

“Even when I was your age, we all knewSammy was a crazy drunk. Nobody in theirright mind would want to stay there. But I stillthink this whole thing is a waste of time. I

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think you’re just having mother–soninsecurities of some kind. But regardless ofwhat I believe, you asked me for help. Anuncle doesn’t turn his back on his nephew, orhis sister. That’s family. That’s obligation.”Wayne picked up a small rock in his righthand and whipped it at a large cedar tree. Ithit the right side, chipping o some bark, thenbounced o a nearby poplar, and returned toland directly between his feet. Smiling at hisown ability, Wayne disappeared ahead intothe darkness of the country road, nishing thelast of his sandwich. Virgil, amazed, examinedthe scratched cedar before running o afterhim.

“Wow.”“Training,” came Wayne’s voice from the

darkness.“Uncle Wayne? This circle-of-life thing you

mentioned, is that why you didn’t come to thefuneral? The family was kind of pissed off.”

“I’m sure they were. Virgil, be happy you’re

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an only child. Some European guy once said,‘What does not destroy me, makes mestronger.’ You can bet the world he hadbrothers and sisters. My relationship with mymother was di erent from theirs. And folks donot often like people who are di erent,especially people they love very much.Especially when it involves something theycan’t change. How I mourn our mother wasand is my business. And that’s why I came overhere, to explain to you why I didn’t go to mymother’s funeral?” he asked.

“No. I was just curious.”“Curiosity is a two-edge axe. I had a very

curious dog when I was your age. I spent mostof my time pulling porcupine quills out of itsface, and washing away skunk smells. Curiosityis highly overrated.”

When they reached the Aandeg driveway,they saw Maggie’s car parked o to the side,barely visible in the darkness. Virgil had mixedemotions about catching his mother in the act.

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They knocked on the front door of the houseseveral times before Sammy Aandeg camewaddling out, smelling of beer.

“Excuse me, but is…?”Virgil had barely begun to speak when

Sammy angrily let loose with an Anishnawbetirade and beer-scented spit, making the boytake a step backward.

“Let me handle this,” said Wayne, whomoved forward and promptly began his owntirade in the language.

For a moment, Sammy was surprised, buthaving a comprehending audience seemed tomake him relish the opportunity to speak hislanguage with full gusto.

Virgil watched them yell back and forth ateach other, catching only the odd word hereand there. Suddenly, Sammy slammed thedoor. They could hear locks on the other sidebeing clicked into place.

“Well, that was interesting,” said Wayne.

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“What did he say?”“I’m not sure yet. First of all, there was

something about it being wintertime and somepeople were discontented. I kind of lost trackafter a while. He sure talks in a funny way. Butafter some prodding, I found out that yourmother isn’t here. She went o with some guynamed Caliban.”

“Caliban? Who’s Caliban? His name is JohnTanner. Sammy is nuts.”

“It was hard to make out entirely. This guyof yours told Sammy his name was JohnMatus, not Tanner, but Sammy decided to callhim Caliban. Suited him better, he says. Sowhat do we do now, genius nephew of mine?Where else would they be?”

Virgil had an idea. “I know. I bet you it’swhere I saw him dancing. He seems drawn tothat place. It’s down by Beer Bay.”

“Beer Bay? All the way back down there?We just came from there.” Now it was Wayne’sturn to let loose with a urry of Anishnawbe

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epithets, because from the moment they hadleft Wayne’s Island, they had been on foot.Wayne lived most of the time on the smallisland and therefore didn’t need a car. Virgilwas thirteen and had only toy cars. So they hadhad no choice but to hike to Virgil’s house,then over to Sammy’s, which altogether wasover four kilometres. Now they had to walkback to Beer Bay, which was another good twoand a half kilometres. Wayne was not a happyuncle. And the night was growing very dark.

“I should have stayed home, nephew or nonephew,” he muttered.

On the way to Beer Bay, they didn’t talkmuch. At one point, in the sheer darkness,Virgil slipped o the gravel shoulder and fellinto the ditch. Luckily it had not rainedrecently so the only thing to su er was hispride. Wayne was the one who broke thesilence. “All this because John ‘Caliban’ Matuscan make good animal calls. I must be crazy.”

“Don’t forget he also goes by Tanner and

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Richardson. That should tell you something iswrong. But it’s more than that,” Virgil said.

“Uh-huh.”“I know he’s been carving pictures on my

rock. And there’s that thing with his eyecolour. And I—”

“Enough,” said Wayne. “You’re not on drugs,are you? Have you listened to yourself?”

“Just wait ’til you meet him. You’ll see.”Now grumpy, Virgil crossed his arms over hischest and walked faster. Silence hovered overthem like a bad smell.

It would be about another fteen minutesbefore they came upon the rst house in thispart of the village, and Virgil decided to start aconversation if possible. “Uncle Wayne? Backon the island. How did you break thatbranch?”

Wayne was walking a couple of metresahead of Virgil, and they couldn’t really seeeach other clearly in the night; they were just

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black lumps moving against other blacklumps. Most of the light from the moon washidden by the tall trees that lined the road.

“Focus. Training. And belief. With that, youcan do anything,” answered the voice in thedarkness.

“Focus, training and belief. Okay. I’ll try andremember that,” said the boy.

They walked a little farther until Waynesuddenly stopped.

“What?” said Virgil. Then he heard it too.There was the distinctive sound of anapproaching motorcycle. “It’s gotta be him…”Virgil looked up and saw one of thecommunity’s few street lamps almost directlyoverhead. “Shit, they’ll see us.”

“Into the bushes,” commanded Wayne, andthey both dove into the undergrowth.

Peering through some tall grass, they rstsaw the headlight turning the corner, and thencould make out the motorcycle Virgil knew so

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well emerging into the light and whizzing by.Maggie was a passenger. She seemed verycomfortable sitting atop the man’s gas tank.

“I do believe that’s your mother?”Virgil nodded, not realizing that head

movements went practically unseen in tallgrass, but Wayne wasn’t really expecting ananswer.

“Nice bike,” commented Wayne.“Everybody says that!”“Well, it is,” said Wayne. “So, what do we

do now, since you seem to know everything?”Virgil thought for a moment. “Let’s go see

him. He’s the one who I think you shouldreally see. So, I guess back to Sammy’s place.”

Once more, Wayne muttered unspeakablewords under his breath. “Fine,” he said nally,turning and walking in the opposite direction.“You do realize that on my island, there’s onlyso far I can walk. Ten minutes side to side andyou’re in water.”

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“What happened to all that training youwere talking about? You should be in greatshape,” said Virgil.

“It’s like asking a champion volleyballplayer to run a marathon. I’m in great shape,but my feet aren’t used to walking. I’m gettingblisters. At least hurry up!”

Virgil ran up to catch him.They had walked about ten minutes when

they saw, in the distance, a car approachingfrom the direction of Sammy’s house.

“That’s Mom! Those are her headlights. Hemust have just taken her back to Sammy’s topick up her car!”

Again they dove into the underbrush, hidingas the car passed. This time, they were at theedge of a large marsh full of cattails, and theirfeet sank to just above ankle level. Moreunspeakable words issued forth, this time fromboth Virgil and Wayne.

“This is ridiculous, you realize!” Wayne

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growled. “You’re positive you’re not ondrugs?”

“No, I’m not. And this is good. It’s what wewant. He’s alone now. We can confront himwithout my mother being there. It’s perfect.”Virgil’s voice betrayed his excitement.

“Confront him? Confront him about what?Virgil, I don’t like all this skulking around.”Wayne’s voice betrayed a noticeable lack ofexcitement. Wet feet did that to him. Granted,the man having three di erent names didstrike him as being unusual, as did thedancing, but Wayne was pretty sure Virgil wasjust going through somepuberty/protective/Oedipus-complex thing. Atsome point in the future Wayne would have torethink his familial obligations.

This time, Virgil emerged first from the ditchand started walking ahead of his uncle, his feetmaking squishy noises. They had been trudgingfor another ve minutes when they heard, yetagain, the sound of an approaching two-

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wheeled motorized vehicle.“What now!” said Wayne, as they plunged

into hiding for the third time that night, intothe thicket that bordered the road. Luckilythere was no marsh this time, only thornbushes.

While they huddled there, Waynewhispered, “You know, the more time I spendwith you, the more I really appreciate havingnever really spent much time with you.”

Virgil ignored him. “He must be headingback to my mother’s. Or maybe to Beer Bay.”

“Back to Beer Bay?”Reluctantly, Virgil nodded, for even he was

getting tired, and mosquito bitten, and his feetwere wet and hurting, and his uncle wasslowly beginning to hate him. “Back to BeerBay,” he said.

Feeling that this night would never end, theystarted walking toward Beer Bay, hopingagainst hope that they might actually make it

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this time.“It’s all coming back to me, why I live alone

and don’t have kids; though, the two might berelated.”

They continued on in the darkness, leaving atrail of muddy footprints.

The moon nally peeked over the stand oftrees ahead of them, lighting their way.

“Hey, Virgil, cool, look. A raccoon in themiddle of the road! Two!”

It had truly been an interesting night. Themotorcyclist was happy and he naturallyassumed Maggie was contented. Their rst kissof the night had been quite wonderful, and thegoodbye kiss when he dropped her o at hercar had been even better. Everything inbetween had been equally stupendous. He wasquite proud of himself.

It had been a long time since he had enjoyedthe physical pleasure of a woman. His most

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recent existence had not made him the mostattractive bundle of male esh. Often women’sreaction to such a proposal had been aphysical one, though not of the pleasurablekind. John had worried that perhaps he hadlost the touch, for gotten what goes where, andwhen. But like riding a bike, it all came backto him. He could still smell her hair, her scent,even the perfume she wore that they hadquickly sweated off.

Maggie herself had mentioned how out ofpractice she was, but he hadn’t complained.The only thing that had put a damper on thenight was the knowledge that those damnraccoons were probably watching them.

Maggie had a lot of her mother in her, Johnhad to admit. Maybe there was somethingabout that particular lineage. In any case, hewas just happy to reap the benefits.

Once she’d left, John sneaked into Sammy’sroom and opened the window like he’dpromised the mosquitoes, while the man

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snored away. Luckily the old guy was aercely sound sleeper. The case of beer a day

helped. Ever since those days at residentialschool, there was something in him that wasafraid to wake up. Except for those crying tsthat would occur deep in the night, but eventhose Sammy managed to sleep through.

With that done, John retired to his bedroom.There he lay back on his bed, his feet crossedand his arms outstretched, his head to the side,trying to gure things out. The mission hadbeen accomplished. Now what was his nextstep going to be? After much restlessness, hedecided to go back down to Beer Bay. It was aplace of wonderful memories for him, andwho knows, maybe the moon would grace himwith its presence. There could be dancingtonight, on top of everything, he thought,though that might be stretching his luck. Heknew people had heard him the last time atBeer Bay, and if he tried it there again people,or more speci cally the police, might

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investigate. A new location might have to bescouted rst. But that would take time, and hehad the urge now. Besides, he had his iPodwith him. That would surely work. It wasn’t asdramatic as a big-ass ghetto blaster, but it wasmuch more versatile.

Even the sound of the motorcycle outside hiswindow failed to wake Sammy Aandeg. Hemerely rolled over, hugging his pillow close.Already the waiting mosquitoes were yinginto the room, though Sammy’s personalaroma was as pungent as any can of mosquitorepellent. John roared down the highway attop speed, unafraid of police or obstacles, forhe was deep in thought.

Before long, he was back where the eveninghad begun.

He went to the end of the dock, lookingexpectantly up at the sky. But the moontonight, though it had been playing hide-and-seek all evening, was hidden for the moment.So John just stood there, listening, thinking,

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breathing and waiting. Time came and went,and the man still stood there. Being from adi erent time and place, he had the patienceof an ice age. Time had taught him that.

It was well after midnight when Wayne andVirgil hobbled down the hill to the dock area.Neither of them was in a good mood, or ingood condition. They had put in almost tenkilometres of walking that night. They hadstopped talking entirely a good twentyminutes ago.

It was Wayne who rst saw John standingon the dock. Painfully, they hobbled towardthe water, trying to be stealthy and using whatfoliage they could for camouflage.

“What’s he doing?” asked Wayne.“I never know” was the boy’s answer. “That

is why you are here.”They took refuge near a sumac bush, close to

the water. “Do you think…” began Virgil, butWayne put his hand over the boy’s mouth.

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Wayne had noticed that they and themotorcyclist weren’t the only visitors to thelake this night. One by one, raccoons began toemerge from the surrounding forest,approaching the dock. Before long, there wereover a dozen masked, furry bodies standingaround the man’s Indian Chief, with moreemerging every second.

“I can hear you. I know you’re there.” Theman on the dock turned.

Both Virgil and Wayne thought at rst thathe was talking to them. But it soon becameapparent that the raccoons had his fullattention. John’s boots making a distinctiveclicking sound on the wooden planks, as heapproached the furred audience.

“What the hell do you want?” he askedangrily.

One of the raccoons climbed atop a stump,stood on its hind legs, its paws outstretched,and began to chatter away. Occasionally one orseveral of the other animals would contribute

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something, but basically, this one raccoon wasdoing all the talking. Though it was dark andthe moon was stubbornly refusing to reappearto witness this interchange, there was stillenough secondary lighting from the stars, thehouses on the far shore and a lone streetlighthalfway up the hill for the hidden duo to seewhat was happening. John’s face registered hisannoyance at being bothered here.

“Will you guys stop obsessing over this? It’sold news, and leave me alone!” This garnereda substantial reaction from several of theraccoons, resulting in a chattering chorus ofdisagreement. John rolled his eyes as helistened to their protest, obviously notimpressed. “Yeah, so what do you want me todo about it?”

He seemed to be… talking to the raccoons.The rider’s stance, the eye contact, his attitude,the very tone of his voice conveyed a sense offamiliar contempt for the miniature army thatsurrounded his vehicle.

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The one raccoon, still standing on the stump,continued to chatter, bark and makeraccoonlike noises.

Casually, the man crossed his arms andnodded in a patronizing manner. “Yeah, uh-huh, I’ve heard this all before. Get over it. Thatwas a long time ago. I’ve moved on.”

The raccoons were not molli ed by such anattitude.

“What the heck is going on?” asked Virgil.“I… I think they’re arguing. Maybe I’m on

drugs,” commented Wayne.John yelled at the stump raccoon. “How do

you know it was me? It could have beenanybody. You have no proof. You know betterthan to listen to rumours.”

Virgil turned and looked at his uncle.“Arguing. Him and the raccoons. Do you knowhow that sounds?”

Wayne pointed at two parties. “Well, youtell me what’s going on, then.”

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The raccoons’ chattering had grown louderand increasingly heated. More and more of thesubordinate raccoons were contributing to theargument, and others were appearing out ofthe dark forest, ready to support their brothers.

“Fuck you” was John’s response to most oftheir remarks. Just a series of repeated fuckyou’s to each individual raccoon.

“Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Andespecially, fuck you!” That particular piece ofnastiness was aimed directly at the stumpanimal. “I invented roadkill, remember that.”

For Virgil, it was like a scene from Narnia,The Wizard of Oz or the Road Warrior beingacted out in some creepy play in his backyard.“Are we actually watching what we’rewatching?”

Another raccoon, a smaller one, jumped upon the stump beside the other, and beganchattering animatedly at the motorcycle man.It had an oddly shaped tail—seemingly shorterthan the other raccoons’ tails, with a bald

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patch on its tip.Wayne, his eyes never leaving the mysterious

drama in front of them, nodded. “I do believeso.”

John rolled his eyes at what the secondraccoon was implying.“Do you have witnesses? This is slander, I tellyou. Libel too.” Pretty soon, that raccoon

nished and jumped down, and the other,larger animal continued its diatribe.

“Give it a break! I never even knew yourgreat-great-great-great-grandfather. How do Iknow what he said was true? These are alllies. Lies, I tell you. I’m being framed.” Johngestured wildly at the small raccoon, whichwas angrily gesturing back.

Realizing they were in another world, andcompletely over their heads, Wayne gentlytouched Virgil’s arm and gave a quick nodindicating they should go.

“Come on. Let’s get out of here. This isn’t

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our fight,” whispered Wayne.Built with a boy’s curiosity, Virgil shook his

head. This was de nitely where he wanted tobe. “Are you crazy? That’s…”

More insistently, Wayne took his arm andled him forcefully back through the woods andaway from John and the raccoons. “No, wedon’t know what’s going on here. We’reoutnumbered…”

“By raccoons.”“Have you ever come up against an irate

raccoon? Trust me, I’d rather face aprofessional wrestler than a pissed-o raccoon.They know nothing of the Marquess ofQueensberry rules. And their balls are hard tokick.”

“The what rules?”“It’s a long story. I’ll tell you later.” So once

more, they hobbled painfully through thesparse brush until they were safely away.Wayne seemed to be deep in thought.

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“What the heck was that?” Virgil blurtedwhen they were out of earshot. “I told you hewas strange.”

Looking cautiously over his shoulder, Wayneurged Virgil to walk faster, but he didn’tanswer.

Hopped up on adrenaline, Virgil was allquestions. “He was arguing with thoseraccoons, wasn’t he? I mean it couldn’t havebeen anything else. Who argues withraccoons?”

“I guess he does. Come on.”They made their way farther up the road.

Soon they came to a small footpath, whichWayne indicated to Virgil they should take.Virgil knew immediately where he was going.Though it was dark, the path was pretty wellmarked and broad. Soon they came to agrouping of cedar trees that had grown out ofa single set of seeds, making the trunk looklike a hand extending upward. And betweenthese wooden ngers somebody had long ago

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placed wooden boards, providing seats. Thetree trunks had grown around the edges of theboards in some cases. This little oasis musthave been in existence for some time, due tothe fact that two di erent generations, Wayne’sand Virgil’s, knew of it.

“Uncle Wayne, I’m afraid, for my mother,”Virgil said once they were sitting. “Thisraccoon shit isn’t normal, and I think she likeshim… Doctor Doolittle back there. Whatshould we do?”

Wayne didn’t respond. He started to countsomething on his ngers, his lips moving,pushing down one nger after another. He hadjust started on his second hand when hereached the end of whatever he was counting.

“Wayne?” said Virgil hesitantly.Wayne’s expression was one of disbelief. “I

hear you. Just thinking. It can’t be. He’s beengone a long time. If you believe in him, Imean.”

“What? What is it? You know something,

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Wayne. What’s happening here? Tell me.”It was almost like Wayne was afraid to say

what he was thinking. But, upon re ection, hedid anyway.

“Momma always talked of him like he reallyexisted. That’s what made her storytelling sospecial. Virgil, that… that guy just might… Iknow this sounds crazy… but he could beNanabush.” As if realizing what he wasactually saying, he looked away, his facebecoming lost in the shadow of the trees.“Nah, couldn’t be. Could it?” Both were silentfor a second as the words sunk in. “Virgil, didyou hear what I said?” he asked.

Virgil had indeed heard his uncle, but hewas still trying to understand the implications.“Nanabush… the one and only Nanabush… theone grandma would tell me about. ThatNanabush?”

“That’s the only Nanabush I know. Well, Iguess he could also be called Nanabouzoo, andgenerically, the Trickster. He’s known by a lot

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of different names by different people.”“Jesus, Uncle Wayne! You’re crazier than he

is. Nanabush doesn’t exist. He’s a made-up guy,from Native stories. Like Merlin the magicianor Tarzan of the Apes or Santa Claus. Actually,I would believe you more if you said he wasSanta Claus. I mean, besides the fact thatNanabush is make-believe, John is White. Iknow it’s dark out here but at least you shouldhave noticed that. I assume Nanabush would atleast look a little Indian.”

“Tricksters have the ability to change theirshape, Virgil. Or didn’t you listen to yourgrandmother’s stories? It’s all right there. Hecan talk to the animals. You saw him. He’sriding a motorcycle, one that’s named after us.Tricksters love irony!”

“So, the Ministry of Transportation gives outvehicle and driver’s licences to tricksters?That’s just one of those… coincidence things.”

“Coincidences don’t exist. That’s exactly thekind of thing he would do. I think it’s called

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irony. And… he keeps changing his last name.Tanner, Matus, Richardson… Depending onwhere you are in Canada, he also goes bydi erent names. Weesageechak, Coyote, Napi,Glooscap, Raven…”

“You’re… I don’t believe this! I said he wasstrange but there’s strange and there’s strange.You are crazy, Uncle Wayne!”

“Yeah, it’s a de nite possibility, according tolocal opinion. But if I’m right, your mother isin more danger than you thought. So are a lotof other people. He’s very, very dangerous.”

“Wait a minute, dangerous? I thoughtNanabush was this goofy guy that always gothimself into trouble, did stupid and silly thingslike tripping on shit and stu . That doesn’tsound so dangerous.”

“Those are the children’s stories Grandmatold you. She told me others. Darker ones.Ones with monsters. Yes, Nanabush teaches usthe silliness of human nature, but don’t forgethe has special powers. And people with

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powers tend to act di erently from you andme. And I’m not talking in a Superman orSpider-Man way. They have their own set ofrules. According to some who really studiedthose stories, he is a creature of appetites, ofemotions, of desires. That is not a good thingto be. That’s what usually got him into trouble.He would often do whatever he wanted to getwhat he wanted, whenever he wanted it. Andif what you say is right, he wants…”

Virgil took a deep breath. “My mother!”They both sat quietly in the darkness forseveral moments. “So, you’re saying Grandmaknew Nanabush? That can’t be true.” Then heremembered. “When I looked in her windowthat day he showed up, I saw them kissing. Imean, really kissing. Him and Grandma. Whatdo you think that meant?”

Reaching behind his head, Wayne undid theleather thong tied around his ponytail. In alltheir bush-hopping and peeping, his hair hadcome loose. “That explains a lot, actually.

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Mom… Your grandma always told thosestories in such a way that you believed she hadbeen there. There was so much love in the wayshe told them. In my travels I’ve listened toother storytellers, and her way of telling taleswas always di erent. Special. Maybe now weknow why.”

Virgil shook his head. “Nanabush?”“Yep, Nanabush. It was those petroglyphs

you mentioned that got me thinking. I thoughtit was impossible but still… you see, Virgil,many cultures, ours included, believe the westis the land of the dead.”

Things clicked for Virgil. “The setting sun!”“Exactly. He arrived, and your grandma, my

mother, went west. Nanabush knows how toget there, and back. And now, maybe, he hasdeveloped an infatuation with your mom.”

“Oh my god! I just thought he wanted tomove to Vancouver with her. Mom… in theland of the dead. Uncle Wayne, I don’t wanther to die.” A nervous and wide-eyed Virgil

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asked the obvious. “So… what do we do? Ifthis is Nanabush, we gotta do something. Wecan’t let him take Mom!”

Just above Virgil’s head was a tree branchabout the size of a child’s wrist. In the gloomof the forest, he could barely make out hisuncle reaching above him and grabbing thebranch with his left hand. There was a loudcracking sound and the boy felt bits of barkand cedar falling on him. Wayne held thesnapped branch in front of his nephew’s face.

“If this is Nanabush in the esh, asoutrageous as that may sound, and I think heis, he’s not a person you want to have aroundyour mother. Around anybody. In the lastcouple of generations, his stories have beendomesticated and gentrified. Remember, Virgil,where he goes, mischief follows. Luckily he’shalf human, and we can deal with that part.Knowing that, we must try to convince him tomove on.”

Virgil took the branch and felt the broken

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end. Since this whole thing began, he had feltsomething small but uncomfortable lodged inthe pit of his stomach. Over the last tenminutes it had grown to be quite substantial,grown to about the size of a motorcycle.

Nestled in her bed with most of the twigs andgrass removed from her hair, and just a slightheadache from the wine, Maggie thought aboutthe evening’s events, and as a result, her mindwas doing more back ips than most high-school cheerleaders. It had been a life-alteringnight for sure. Well, maybe that was a bitexaggerated. It certainly had been a year-altering night. It couldn’t have been the wine.Though she did have a fairly low tolerance foralcohol, her personality didn’t radicallychange, like some people’s. Even when shewas young, and guys were always after her, theo ering of gifts of Labatt and Molson had hadlittle e ect. But what had happened tonight?Now that was the question.

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Maybe it was the combination of the wine,the moon and the man. That was a de nitepossibility because she couldn’t tell where onebegan and the other left o . She had gonefrom rst base to a home run, covering all ofthe bases along the way. Furthermore, she hadenjoyed it all under a blanket of stars. Thiswas very un-Maggie-like behaviour. Sheblamed her own innate shyness for thinking allthe animals of the forest were watching themtogether on the blanket on the dock, wrappedup in each other.

She still wasn’t sure how she felt about thewhole thing. It had been a while since she’dfelt the things she’d felt tonight, bothphysically and emotionally. Hell, evenintellectually and spiritually too. It would takesome time to gure this all out. Meanwhile,she was content to let her body tinglemagnificently.

When John had dropped her o at thehouse, she’d wondered if Virgil would be able

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to tell what had happened, but luckily hewasn’t home. There was a note on the tablesaying he’d gone out with one of her brothersbut he had neglected to say which one. Itwasn’t like him to be out so late by himself,but she was pleased he was making an e ortto socialize more. It seemed to be a night forsocializing for both of them. In the dark,Maggie blushed and pulled the blanket overher face. A small giggle escaped.

And they never did take that swim.Outside her window, perched high in a tree,

a raccoon was watching her.

With her parents at their weekly bowlingexcursion in town, and her brother and sistero at a local high-school dance, Dakota hadgone down to the dock again. She’d beenspending more and more time out there, withher dad’s binoculars. She’d told her parents shewas doing a project on the moon and was

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making notes on what she could see. Little didshe know her parents were now planning tobuy her a telescope next Christmas.

So much had been happening over at BeerBay lately, she could barely keep track of it.And it all seemed to revolve around JohnClayton. It had grown late, and John and whatshe was fairly positive were several raccoons,had left. But they might be back, and so shehad waited. And waited. And waited. She hadnot wanted to miss a thing. She’d waited untilher body could wait no more.

Now she was sound asleep, her head restingon the binoculars case, dreaming the dreams ofa thirteen-year-old girl.

Life with two teenage siblings had taughther to sleep soundly, so she didn’t hear thesound of the motorcycle approaching the frontof her house, or the engine being shut o . Orthe sound of boots walking the planks of herdock and stopping so close. She was alsounaware of the man standing over her,

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watching her sleep. Now it was her turn to beobserved. She shivered a bit in the springnight, but did not waken.

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EIGHTEEN

The next morning a refreshed and still-tinglyMaggie rose, ready to face what fresh hell theday might throw at her. Automatically, shechecked Virgil’s room and saw him safelytucked in his bed. She hadn’t heard him comein. Wow, Maggie thought, she must have beenreally tired. Virgil rolled over, still fullydressed in yesterday’s clothes, grumblingdiscontentedly in his sleep.

Closing his door she decided that todaywould be a day for full-blown ca einatedco ee, none of that half-decaf stu she’d beendrinking since her husband died. She knew shehad a can packed away in the back of thecupboard for just such emergencies—orhangovers.

Or so she thought. She was on her secondsearch of the cupboard, moving cans and

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packages around, when she heard a voicebehind her. A man’s irritated voice.

“Christ, you’re noisy in the morning!”Startled, she turned, dropping a can of peas

on the oor. Coming toward her from theliving room was her brother Wayne, in hisunderwear and a T-shirt, scratching an armpit.It took a moment for the image to register. Herubbed his eyes and yawned.

“Wayne?”“That’s my name. What is so damn

important in that cupboard?” He yawnedagain.

“Coffee. I was looking for coffee.”He turned around and went into the living

room, where apparently he’d been sleeping onthe couch. “It’s already in the co ee maker.Just turn it on. That’s one thing about livingwith no electricity. You have to boil yourco ee. Not the same. Luckily I remember howMomma’s worked. Do you remember how I

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like mine?”Still having di culty believing her recluse

brother was here, in her house, half naked atthat, Maggie peeked around the doorway tosee him folding the blankets on the couch.Then he started to get dressed. It all seemed sonormal.

“Two sugars,” she answered. “Wayne, don’tget me wrong, but what are you doing here?It’s been almost a year since you came to visitany of the family, outside of Mom.”

“Things have changed. I should have broughtmy laundry. Washing machines: one of thethree greatest inventions of White people. Bigsister, we have to talk.” He started rubbing hisfeet. “But rst, you gonna turn the co ee on orwhat? Man, my feet hurt.”

“Your feet? What?”Behind her, Maggie heard Virgil’s door

open, and saw her sleepy son walk out.“Hey, Mom. Hey, Uncle Wayne. What’s up?”

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Maggie looked at the both of them, sensingsomething was amiss. “I’d like to know thatmyself.”

The early part of the morning passed quickly.Maggie made breakfast for her son andbrother, grabbed a shower and went aboutgetting ready for work. All the time, though,she had a nagging suspicion the two males inthe house knew what she’d been up to thenight before.

Eventually, just before she was to leave forthe Band O ce, Virgil excused himself, sayinghe was going to get ready for school. Thatseemed to Maggie more of a strategicmanoeuvre than a statement of intent, becausehow often do thirteen-year-olds say, “Well,school’s calling. Don’t want to be late”?Especially Virgil.

“Wayne, what’s going on here?” she askedafter Virgil had left the room.

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Wayne took a sip from his third cup ofco ee, carefully choosing his words. “Maggie,it’s good to see you. I really should visit more.I’m seriously going to try. And, uh, Virgil’sbeen telling me things. And we’ve found outother things. Events are happening aroundhere that I think you need to know about.”

“What things?”“This guy, the one that calls himself John…”“John? Has Virgil told you about John?”

Suddenly it dawned on Maggie. “Oh my God,it’s my son, isn’t it? He’s upset, thinking I’mreplacing his father. He’s jealous. Oh, my poorboy. This has all happened so fast. This is allnew to me too.”

“Oh, Maggie, take a breath. That’s what Ithought at rst, but it has nothing to do withVirgil. Actually, it has everything to do withthis situation, but not in the way you think.Uh, this is kind of awkward, but… John’s notwhat he seems to be. You need to be careful.”

“John? And just who is John, then, other

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than a man that you’ve never met? And by theway, why are you here, really?” It seemed toMaggie that the more her brother talked, theless sense he was making. And why waseverybody obsessed with John? Was it justfamily concern, or something more?

“Maggie, listen carefully.” And Wayne beganto explain.

“Get out!” yelled Maggie, visibly shaking. Thecalm of breakfast had ended.

“Maggie…”“Wayne, I swear, I will knock your head o

if you talk like that around Virgil. Do youknow how insane this sounds?”

Wayne hesitated before confessing. “Yes, Ido, and he knows already. We’ve beendiscussing the possibility since yesterday.”

“What do you mean since yesterday? Did hego over to your island by himself?”

“Well, he was worried about you and that

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guy and, yes, he canoed over to my island. Hethought maybe I could talk some sense intoeither you or ‘John’…”

Maggie’s eyes practically burned a holethrough Wayne. “Yesterday was a school day.What was he doing canoeing across the lake?Alone.”

“Maggie, I don’t think you’re seeing thebigger picture here…”

Maggie was indeed not seeing Wayne’sbigger picture. At the moment, she was seeingonly red, and not the red usually associatedwith Native people.

“Virgil Second!” she yelled as she threwopen the door to Virgil’s bedroom.

Startled, he scurried over the bed and intothe far corner. He knew he was in deeptrouble, on a number of di erent fronts. Hewondered if his uncle could use an apprentice.

“Your uncle was just telling me that youcanoed across the lake yesterday. Alone. Is that

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true?”That would be the rst nail in his co n.

“Yes, Mom.”“Yesterday was a school day. Weren’t you

supposed to be at school? Didn’t you promiseme you would start spending more time atschool and not doing this kind of thing?”

Virgil could hear the hammer hitting thenext nail. “Yes, Mom.”

“And you did all this to talk… to gossipbehind my back, and to come up with the ideathat John is, in fact, Nanabush, a ctionalcharacter from Native mythology. Am Iunderstanding this all correctly?”

“Yes, Mom.”Then the silence fell. No more questions or

nail-hammering, just a long piercing stare ofan angry and pissed-o mother. In retrospect,Virgil would rather have faced a few morenails than the passing seconds (actually morelike an eternity) of silence.

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Finally: “Get to school.”Nodding vigorously to the point of almost

hurting his neck, Virgil grabbed his knapsackand ran out the door. It seemed his uncle hadbeen of no help in dealing with his angrymother, and now Virgil was quite happy toleave him behind to deal with her alone.Getting an education, at the moment, definitelyseemed preferable to facing his mom’s wrath.It had been a long time since he’d run full outto his class. Seething, Maggie watched her sonleave, though bolt seemed the more correctword. She had never been the sort of person toget unduly angry. She was, in fact, the calmone of the family, and her job practicallydemanded it. But today was an unusual day. SoWayne was to witness a rare treat.

“And as for you…” she said as she turned toface him.

“Uh, Maggie, I didn’t know yesterday was aschool day. Sorry… not that I had anything todo with it.”

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“Everybody knows Wednesday is usually aschool day.”

“Today’s Wednesday?”“No, today is Thursday. Yesterday was

Wednesday.” Maggie struggled to keep hervoice calm. “Most people also know what dayof the week it is.”

“Well, there’s no need to get so snippy. Idon’t have a calendar on the island. Geez,Maggie, you know, you’ve always been bossy.Now, about John…”

Unable to deal with her lunatic brother,Maggie opted to push him toward the door.All the way across the living room from thekitchen and to the front door, she shoved him,and then she shoved him through it.

All the while, Wayne tried to reason withher, but he never got past uttering, “Maggie…”before she would push him again, almostknocking him over. One chair and a lamp fellto the ground along the way.

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“I want you out of here. Go back to yourisland. Leave me and Virgil alone. John too.”

Wayne fought the impulse to defend himself,which he easily could have done. Rarely docircumstances arise, however, where the use ofa deadly martial art is permissible on an iratesister. Instead, he let himself be pushed,struggling at least to maintain his balance,which luckily was an integral part of histraining.

Once he was out the door, Maggie stopped,breathing hard.

“If you’d just listen to me, we…” hepleaded.

She pushed him one more time, almostcausing him to tumble down the cement steps.“Wayne, you are my brother, and because ofthat, I love you. But I will pound your face inif you continue with this ludicrous line ofthought.”

“What is it with you and violence? Were youalways like this?”

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“Me and violence? Mr. Indian Kung Fu? I amnot violent!”

Now it was Wayne’s turn to display histemper. “Are you kidding! You used to beatme up. All the time. I still have nightmares ofyou coming into my room with a bucket ofcold water. Of hip-checking me into the lake.Of kicking me in the shins, all the time. Takingmy boots away on the way home from school,in winter! You were a vicious, mean sister!”

“Oh, shut up. I wasn’t that bad. All sisters dothat kind of stu . Besides, you were Mom’sfavourite, we all knew that, and maybe I was abit jealous. She spoiled you. Why do you thinknone of us liked you much? You never seemedright to the rest of us. Now I am convinced ofit. But that was then, Wayne, a long time ago.So grow up and listen to me. I don’t want tosee you in this house again until you smartenup. I mean it. Or I will do worse than takeyour boots away.”

The little boy in Wayne also made an

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appearance. “Oh yeah, I can defend myselfpretty good now. So you better watch it withthose threats, Maggie. Or else.”

“Oh yeah?” Maggie stepped onto the frontsteps, hands on her hips, facing her brother.“Show me. I dare you.”

For a moment, time seemed locked as theyfaced o . But there are a few things in theworld that are almost impossible to challenge,one of them being a younger brother’s fear,respect and love (though he wouldn’t haveused that last word in this particular situation)of an older sister. Wayne could have donedamage to the slender woman standing ametre in front of him without breaking asweat, but the thought never entered his mind.Instead, he folded, and literally backed downthe stairs.

Wayne made one last attempt to make hispoint, but a steely glare from Maggie endedthat e ort. Instead, he watched her lock thehouse, get in her car and drive away. She

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didn’t look back.As he stood there breathing in the car

exhaust, Wayne ran through the last twenty-four hours in his head. How do you train forall or any of this? he thought to himself. Moreto the point, why had he let himself bedragged across the water from the safety,security and sanity of his secluded island tothis place, where he had no control overanything?

On her way to work, Maggie fought theimpulse to speed. She also resisted the desireto turn around and chase her stupid youngerbrother down and run him over with her car.

Her knuckles turning white with the force ofgripping the steering wheel, she pointed thecar toward work and hoped somehow shewould arrive there without killing someone.

Her brother, a major freak job for sure, whobasically abandoned the family to live on an

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island to devise some sort of Aboriginalmartial art, had come into her home andessentially confessed his insanity. Nanabush.Maggie didn’t believe those stories when shewas a kid, and there was less chance she’dbelieve them today. Those stories were fun, forlittle kids. She remembered how devastatedWayne had been when he had discovered therewas indeed no Santa Claus—and maybe thiswas all tied up in the same neurosis. To her,Nanabush was a charming and inventivecharacter from Ojibway mythology. A symbol.A teaching tool. That was all. And John wasJohn. Yes there was something di erent andspecial about him, but she was sure all peoplefalling in love felt this about the object of theira ection (had she actually just admitted that toherself?). And Virgil was in on this too,somehow. Perhaps she would have a little chatwith him during lunch.

Maggie didn’t remember dating being thisdifficult.

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The day had started quite badly and Virgil hadan inkling that things were probably not goingto get much better. As he waited outside forthe school bell to ring, he noticed Dakotasitting on the lawn, by herself. Normally asociable cousin, Dakota was idly pulling grassout of the ground, lost in her own thoughts.Needing a distraction, Virgil trotted over toher, playfully knocking her baseball cap off.

“Hey, what’s up, cousin?”“Nothing.”Virgil sat down beside her. “Yeah, you seem

in a nothing mood. Why so serious-looking?”“I got reasons.”“That’s awfully mysterious. What kind of

reasons?”Something seemed to be seriously a ecting

Dakota, and Virgil was being drawn in. Feelingconcerned and admittedly uncomfortable, hetried some small talk. “My mother caught meskipping. Boy, was I in trouble. I hope…”

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“That guy John came to see me last night.”“What?”“I fell asleep on the dock, and when I woke

up, there he was, standing over me.”It seems Virgil couldn’t do anything or go

anywhere without John somehow coming intothe picture. And now, somehow, he wasinvolved in Dakota’s life. And if what his unclehad said was true, John/Nanabush wasn’talways a nice guy.

“What… what happened? And why wereyou sleeping on your dock?”

Dakota just kept pulling at the grass.“Dakota?”“I’d been watching him. I don’t know if you

know this but he likes to dance. And talk toanimals… raccoons at least. He’s reallyamazing to watch. I could see all this acrossBeer Bay with my father’s new binoculars. AndI think he somehow knew I’d been watching.That’s why he came over last night. I didn’t

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even hear him or his motorcycle.”Though only thirteen, Virgil was aware of

some of the horrible people who existed outthere in the world. The kind who did nastythings to people, especially young girls. Andyoung boys. Unfortunately, Otter Lake had notbeen spared this experience over the years.Swallowing a lump in his throat, he slid alittle closer to his cousin, afraid of where theconversation was going.

“So, what happened?”Dakota seemed preoccupied with a ball of

grass in her hands, and kept rubbing itbetween her palms until it became smaller andsmaller.

“Dakota?”She looked up at Virgil, and suddenly, the

most beautiful smile lit her face. “Oh my God,Virgil, he is so amazing. So fantastic. I can’tbelieve there are people like that in the world.He wasn’t angry with me at all for watchinghim. In fact John said he was attered. And

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he’s so considerate. At rst I think I was a littlejealous, watching him with your mother…”

Virgil became even more concerned at themention of his mother, but Dakota was soexcited, he couldn’t get a word in edgewise.“But he said he was teaching her all about theconstellations, that’s why they were lyingthere. He knows so much. And he says he sawme out here when he was taking her home,man he must have great eyesight, especially atnight, like an owl, ’cause he was worried andcame over to see what I was doing out on thedock so late, and he found me sleeping there.Man, if my parents had found me, oh boy, I’dreally be in for it. So anyway, he woke me up,told me to go to bed, but before that, wetalked. He’s a really good talker. He told me alittle about the constellations too, the Nativenames, and so much more. We talked andtalked and talked. You’re so lucky he likesyour mother.”

Lucky wasn’t the word that immediately

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came to Virgil’s mind.“So why were you so sad looking, just

now?”“I think I’m in love. There’s only, like, ten or

fteen years’ di erence between us. Think thatmatters?”

If Virgil had wondered whether it waspossible for his life to get more complicated,he now had the answer. The other horriblething he realized was that it wasn’t even nineo’clock yet, and there was so much more dayleft for things to go wrong.

“Virgil Second!” Ms. Weatherford, standingat the front doors, bellowed in the kind ofvoice only teachers who have been in theeducational system for over twenty years canmanage. She had spotted him through theclassroom window. “Perhaps we should have alittle word or two before class starts. I dobelieve you were not in attendance yesterday.Do you have a proper note explaining that?”

“No, ma’am.” Somehow his co n, and some

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additional nails, had found him here at schooltoo.

“Then, my o ce, Mr. Second, and we’lldiscuss it.”

The school bell rang then, signalling thebeginning of the day. Only another twelve orfourteen hours more to go.

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NINETEEN

John was having his morning co ee at BettyLou’s, taking in the sun and fresh air throughan open window, and listening to theconversations as people came and went. He’d

irted innocently with Elvira but was keepingpretty much to himself. Co ee, more thanalcohol, tended to loosen the tongues of mostpeople, especially in environments such as this—the local diner. All the knowledge of thecommunity was eventually passed aroundthose cigarette-burned Formica tables. Johnknew this, so like a snake out hunting, he satthere, waiting for someone to say something ofinterest.

The man had something on his agenda. Hisevening with the lovely Maggie had putfamiliar thoughts in his head. He wanted tohelp—to help Maggie, and Otter Lake, and do

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something positive like he used to in the olddays. That was the kind of guy he was. Hecould be incredibly sel sh and vain at certaintimes, but at others, he could be verycommunity oriented and conscientious.Especially when there was a lovely andstriking woman involved. Plus, Lillian wouldhave been very pleased, his promises to herstill fresh in his mind. So he sat and thought.And listened…

It was a slow Friday morning, so breakfasttra c was a little light. But Elvira hoveredover and around John like a hawk watchingan exposed chipmunk. Ever since that night atthe bar, she had viewed him the way a dietermight an ice-cream cake at a Weight Watchers’meeting. “More co ee?” she’d ask him afterevery sip. John had to move to the far side ofthe room to make it more di cult for her toreach him. Eventually three more customersentered, dressed for a hard day of manuallabour judging by the amount of dirt and dust

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on their work clothes.“Ahneen, Elvira,” greeted the biggest one, a

man named Roger. The other two men withhim, Dan and Joshua, were cousins and theyworked for the village, currently clearing aplot of land near the eastern border of thecommunity. Otter Lake was getting a youthcentre. Dan’s glance lingered a little too longon him for John’s taste, like he was sizing himup. Dan de nitely looked rougher than theother two, with most of his arms covered in amultitude of tattoos, most of them homemade.John knew that people who didn’t respecttheir bodies tended not to respect others much.John took another sip of his co ee and lookedthe other way.

“You guys are late,” commented Elvira, stillkeeping one eye on the handsome stranger inthe back corner.

“Late is a White man’s term,” countered Dan.“Tell that to the Band O ce when your

cheque is late. The usual, guys?”

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Roger and Dan nodded, but Joshua shookhis head. “Elvira…?”

“No eggs Benedict,” pre-empted Elvira. “I’vetold you that a dozen times, Joshua.”

“But…”“I tried making that… that… holiday sauce

or whatever it’s called once, for you, Joshua,and it just turned into a pot of yellow gunk.Nothing fancy here. Just the basics. Houserules.”

“Gunk? Is that the proper Anishnawbe wordfor it?”

“It is for today. Tell you what, Joshua. I willput some poached eggs on a piece of toastpiled with bacon. I’ll even pour some mustardon the top. It will look identical. That’s thebest I can do, boys. What do you say?”

Joshua thought about his options for amoment before nodding ruefully. “I guess. Ihate having to go to town for it. It looks easy.”

“Then you cook it.” With that, Elvira

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disappeared into the back, and soon, thesatisfying sound of bacon hitting the griddlecould be heard. And smelled.

After a second, Joshua yelled to Elvira, “Uh,but you can hold the mustard. Please.”

Left to their own devices, the three mengrabbed co ees and two took seats near thelarge window. Dan, instead, took a long timestirring the milk into his co ee, his attentionoccasionally wandering to the stranger.Absentmindedly, Roger stared out through theglass, his eyes once again lovingly tracing theshape of the motorcycle sitting seductively inthe shade. He could never get tired of lookingat it. Joshua, on the other hand, had issues ofhis own to discuss.

“So, can you pick up my kid on Friday?”Roger nished dumping three small bags of

non-sugar into his co ee before answering.“Yeah, I guess so. I hate museums. I don’tknow if it’s because I’m Ojibway and theymight lock me up in some display or…”

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“… or what?”Roger hesitated. “… or, I don’t know. I

thought I had another reason but I guess Idon’t. I thought they had teachers and peoplefor these school trips. Why do I have to gowith them? I work for a living. I don’t have tolearn anything.”

“Hey, buddy, that your bike out front?” saidDan.

John nodded, still not looking at thetattooed man.

“Kind of old, isn’t it?”“It’s as old as it is. No more, no less. Just

like me.”“You’re just a kid.”“I have an old soul.”Managing to tear his eyes away from the

motorcycle, Roger drank his coffee, black.Joshua continued. “Christ, it’s one of those

education policy things. Some kind of ‘tryingto rebuild the nuclear family’ program. Get

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parents involved in their kid’s education. I hadto take my two girls to a play. Hated it. Hadno idea what was going on. No characterdevelopment whatsoever.”

Incensed, Roger raised his voice, catching thedistant John’s attention. “There you go again.Dan’s right. Nuclear. What do we know aboutnuclear? That’s a White man’s term. We neverhad anything nuclear. We had the extendedfamily, not the nuclear family.”

“So what? You want your second cousin andbrother to go instead?”

“Hell yeah! I mean, here we are, taking it upthe ass because the White man wants to makeus a nuclear family.”

“I didn’t realize taking your son to amuseum was ‘taking it up the ass.’”

Dan took a small sip of his co ee. “You’rethe guy with the motorbike aren’t you?”

“That would be me.”“I’ve got a 2007 Harley-Davidson. Bet it

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could eat your little bike up.”“Bikes don’t eat each other. Only animals

do.”Roger and Joshua were deep in their own

discussion. “Bones. That’s what they areshowing at that museum. Some kind ofarchaeological thing. Bones from a thousand…million… years ago. That kind of thing.”

Joshua nodded. “Kids love that kind of stu .Especially dinosaur bones.”

“But I don’t. The only bones I like makesoup.”

Bones, thought John. That could beinteresting, very interesting. Maybe that waswhat he had been looking for. It could be thestock for the soup he was planning to cook up.A soup of mischief and fun. But he’d have tothink it through…

“Where you from, guy with the oldmotorcycle?”

Dan was now next to John’s table,

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practically standing over him. John could seeon the man’s forearms, printed in grey-blueand wedged between various tattoos, a set ofcapital letters. On the left arm he readD.G.A.F., and on the right, he was sure it saidD.G.A.S.

“Everywhere, I guess.”“Homeless, I guess?”“You got a problem with me?“Yeah, blondie, I do.”“Is it the fact I like to shower?”“That snotty attitude. You and other guys

like you. I met a lot of guys like you in jail.Leather pants like that, fancy bike, attitude,think you’re hot shit. Tough shit. Mostly,though, guys like you are all packaging withnothing inside. I bet you’re some rich kidspending Daddy’s money. People like you area waste of time. And I hear you’ve been ridingaround this village like you own it. Come toimpress the Natives?”

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“Dan, is it? Well, you don’t know anythingabout me. And the less you know, the better.Now why don’t you go join your friends.”

“Or what?”“You really want to know what, buddy?”Dan leaned over the table, smiling. “Yeah,

what?”“Well, it will have to wait. Your breakfast is

ready,” he said, as Elvira came out of thekitchen with three fully loaded plates in herarms, including the Otter Lake version of eggsBenedict.

“Hey, Dan, come and get your eggs beforethey get cold,” she said, putting the platesdown in front of the men.

John smiled a mysterious smile at Dan. “Youheard the lady. Nothing worse than cold eggs.”

Dan smiled back. “Okay. Bye, for now. Andyou know, a museum might want that thing ofyours. Try and join the new century.”

Dan rejoined his two friends, and other than

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one quick look over his shoulder, seemedengrossed in their conversation. Much like acar stuck in a snowdrift, the discussion went onand on, grinding up the same snow repeatedlyand not making any progress. The talkcontinued to centre on museums, bones andthe disgusting lack of ambition among certainOtter Lake breakfast makers. They were soabsorbed in their conversation that they neverheard the only other occupant of the restaurantopen the door and leave.

Elvira was busy bussing the nearby table asshe watched the handsome young man straddlehis bike, and then freeze. He seemed rooted tothe spot, thinking. Once he looked up, at thevery window where Elvira was standing, andhis hand rubbed the Indian logo on his gastank. Then, seeming to have made a decision,John dismounted and briskly re-entered therestaurant.

“One more thing, buddy,” he said to Dan ashe approached their table. Without warning,

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John punched Dan, a short, powerful right jabto the side of his face. Hard. So hard his headwent ying back and, as the laws of physicsdemand, when it reached its limit, lashedforward onto the table, splattering eggseverywhere. Elvira stepped back in shock. Noone else moved.

“Rule number one. Don’t fuck with theIndian. Never ever disrespect the Indian. Theywere here long, long before Harley-Davidsonand the others, and they will still be roaringdown the highways long after all the rest aregone. Not everything new is better than whatcame before it. I know… Gentlemen.” Johnnodded and turned to leave, then spottedElvira standing behind him, still lookingstartled.

“Sorry, Elvira. It just needed to be said. And,uh, sorry about the eggs.”

As he opened the door to exit for the secondtime in three minutes, John turned to the still-stunned patrons, and now-moaning Dan. “By

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the way, those letters on his arms. What dothey mean?”

It took Joshua a few seconds to nd hisvoice. “Uh, they’re initials for Don’t Give AFuck, and Don’t Give A Shit. At least, that’swhat he told us.”

John nodded. “That explains a lot.”Thirty seconds later, he tore out of the

driveway on his Indian Chief. But the story heleft behind would be told for years.

It was lunchtime and Maggie was just leavingthe Band O ce, trying to decide whether toraid her own kitchen cupboards to feed herselfand her son or to save herself the trouble andhead over to Betty Lou’s Take-Out. The phonecall from Ms. Weatherford had added anotherstraw to the camel’s back. And she did notrelish the thought of another blowout with herbrother, if he was still lurking about her place.How had life gotten so di cult all of a

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sudden?“Hey,” said a familiar voice.Parked right beside her car was a familiar

motorcycle and an even more familiar man,smiling broadly. This was the morning afterand Maggie smiled back, radiating acombination of delight, embarrassment,awkwardness and a certain amount ofanticipation. God, he had a nice smile, shecouldn’t help thinking.

“Holy shit, you look good.” There was ade nite lack of romanticism about hiscompliment, but Maggie decided to accept itnonetheless.

“So do you. Bon res and late-night swimsseem to agree with you.”

Instinctively he could tell there were peoplein the windows of the Band O ce watchingher. Once more her cheeks ushed. Latelythey’d been ushing far too frequently for anapproaching-middle-age chief, but she seemedunable to do anything about it.

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“What are you doing here?” That seemedlike a safe question.

“Do you have to ask?”Even through two panes of glass, Maggie

could hear the girls, and Arthur the accountant,in the office laughing and cooing.

“Wanted to know if I could buy you lunch. Iknow a great restaurant in town. A Thairestaurant. You know, I have had Thai onlytwice in my life! Can you believe it? All in thelast couple of weeks. Great stu . I know OtterLake has more sweetgrass than lemongrass, butyou gotta try it. Have you ever?”

“Yeah, though not in a while. But right now,John? It’ll take a good hour and a half to getinto town, have lunch, then the drive back. Ihave an important phone conference at one-fifteen. Maybe dinner instead?”

The man sitting on the motorcycle shook hishead. “I want you to see something. And I’mhungry for Thai now. Come on, Maggie, blowit o . We’ll have a lot more fun. I promise.

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There’s something I want to show you.”“I can’t blow it o , John. I love Thai but this

is rather important. It’s with the local MPabout the land acquisition deal and a pressconference we’re holding tomorrow. You don’tjust blow o an MP. And what do you wantme to see?”

John took her hand. “I don’t want to tellyou, I want to show you. You see, I have aplan but I can’t tell you about it. Not yet. It’s asurprise. And sure you can blow your meetingo . I blow things o all the time. If you want,I’ll even write you a note. You are always sostressed out about these things. Let me… de-stress you. I’m a great de-stressor. Been doing itfor years.” He smiled in anticipation.

“I am sure you are, but sorry, can’t do it.Priorities.” Maggie could see thedisappointment in his face. It was almostchildlike. “The world doesn’t wait for me,John.”

“But you want me to wait for you…”

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“No. This lunch was your suggestion and Iappreciate it. Really I do. I can still do dinner,even lunch tomorrow. Just not today. That’snot the end of the world.”

John had trouble reconciling the simple factthat not everyone shared his willingness todrop everything to do anything anytime. Nowhe wrestled over what to do. He was a man ofcon icting passions. Like a good hunter, hehad the focus to lie in wait for as long as ittook to catch whatever he was hunting. But ifhe wanted to eat then and there and nobodycould present him with a logical reason whyhe shouldn’t—then screw them and damn theconsequences. The woman standing in front ofhim would rather spend the day in an o ce,talking with politicians about some theoreticalland issue, instead of riding the highways withhim, dodging bugs and responsibilities. Thatwould take him a while to figure out.

“Okay,” he said. “I respect that. Anothertime, then. I just thought it would be nice to

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spend some more time together. I guess youcould say I’ve sort of become hooked. And it’ssuch a beautiful day, Maggie. I’m sorry.However, I still have a hankering for some tomyum goong. With lots of shrimp. Another newfavourite discovery of mine. Have fun at yourmeeting.” Clearly unhappy, he pivoted hisbike around, almost hitting Maggie’s knee.

“John…”It was too late, for John had put his helmet

on and had throttled open his Indian. The onlyresponse Maggie got was gasoline exhaustfarted in her direction as the bike pulled out ofthe parking lot.

A pretty immature response, thoughtMaggie. She too was con icted. She waspuzzled at his oddly emotional response, butalso regretful that she’d disappointed him.Though, she couldn’t help thinking that if heacted like this all the time, maybe it was agood thing she was learning it now. She wasalready raising one moody child; she didn’t

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need another. Maybe Wayne was right, shethought to herself jokingly. John was indeedacting like a petulant, self-obsessed man-child,like Nanabush in many of the legends she’dheard growing up.

Still faced with the dilemma of lunch,Maggie decided to go home and open up a bigcan of soup for Virgil and herself. It might notbe tom yum goong, in fact she rememberedonly having a can of chicken-noodle in thecupboard, but at least she wouldn’t have todeal with all the other people hanging out atBetty Lou’s Take-Out. And screw the people inthe window still watching her.

Without looking back, Maggie jumped intoher aging car and drove home.

John Tanner, or Richardson, or Prestor, orMatus or whoever he was at the moment had aplan—or at least the beginnings of one. He hadwanted to share it with Maggie, even enlist her

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aid in putting the plan into e ect, becausenothing bonds a couple like intrigue andmischief. But alas, she had other plans: plansthat didn’t include him, plans in fact thatopenly excluded him. Brie y, the man debatedpulling up stakes and saying goodbye toLillian’s daughter and Otter Lake in general. Itwas a big country with lots of other adventuresout there. But one thing his years of existencehad taught him was patience. When necessary,he had patience born of the very land. And hehad promises to keep.

And now, at least, he had a direction. A roadmap of sorts to follow—one that would givethe lovely Maggie what she wanted, andcement his place in her heart… for howeverlong he felt it necessary. He would just have todo it alone. He’d done so much alone in hislife; this would be no di erent. So as quicklyas the disappointment had encased him, it fellaway as he roared down the highway, hisIndian Chief at full throttle, announcing to

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other denizens of the road that he had apurpose and they should get out of his way.He hadn’t smiled with this much purpose in along time. He would show them, especiallyMaggie, how smart and useful he could be,whether they wanted to know or not. Timesmay have changed but he hadn’t. The ght inthe restaurant this morning had proved it. Nomatter where you are, or when, jerks like Danalways popped up to disprove Darwin’stheory. There was an overabundance of themin the general population, more than willingto annoy you. They came in all cultures andraces.

Luckily, the Creator had also seen t topopulate the world with the likes of thatpretty young girl Dakota. Such girls helpedprove that whoever does watch over existencein whatever form, under whatever name,knows about the concept of yin and yang,complementary opposites. You must have thesweet with the sour. The other night, he had

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seen the glint of the moon coming o herbinoculars, and knew somebody was watching.For how long, he wasn’t sure, and what theysaw he didn’t quite know. He was just lucky itwas only her. She fairly gushed when Johnwoke her, and he immediately thought heshould keep her as a friend. You can neverhave too many friends when you’re on a plan,and she might come in handy someday.Besides, the man knew she was a friend ofVirgil’s, and maintaining a relationship withher just might annoy the boy. Again, a win-winsituation.

The wheels beneath him ate up kilometreafter kilometre. He had a lot to do, and hewanted to do it as quickly as possible. He hadboth a plan and a purpose, which made himdoubly dangerous. The plan had many levels;his main purpose, solving the lovely Maggie’sdilemma regarding the land. Step one was avisit to the museum. Plan and purpose aregood but so is exibility, he believed. He had

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su ered a minor defeat today, with Maggieand lunch, and he was eager to avoid all suchpossible defeats happening in the future. So,he needed a moral boost. Last night had shownhim he was back in ne form. That was good.He could use that. There were some old scoresto settle. That was even better. And he had allafternoon to do it because the museum didn’tclose ’til eight. If he hurried, and if tra c andthe dry-cleaning gods were with him, he couldget everything accomplished.

John pointed his motorcycle south, in thedirection of the big city. He just hoped nothingwould get in his way.

Two and a half hours later, John was standingin front of a certain big-city dry cleaner in arundown part of town. Over his left shoulderwas a window to a room in which an oldIndian drunk had once lived. He didn’t turnaround. He didn’t look at it. That wasyesterday. This was today. Today o ered better

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options than yesterday had.Inside the store, more than likely, was the

address of a certain Native woman he wasdetermined to nd. But rst, how? It proved tobe surprisingly easy. At the back of thebuilding was a large Dumpster, convenientlyhalf full of ammable objects. Some gasolinefrom his motorcycle, a match and he’dmanaged to start a good-sized but safelyinsulated blaze.

“Hey, buddy,” said John, out of breath fromracing around the block and in through thefront door, to the Asian gentleman manningthe counter. “I think something out back ofyour store is on re.” He saw a dusty reextinguisher nestled near the cash. Even better.“Take your re extinguisher, see if you can putit out. I’ll call the fire department.”

“Fire? Fire?” the man screamed, doingexactly what the Good Samaritan hadsuggested, leaving John alone in the fronto ce. Quickly, John grabbed all the receipts,

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which listed names, phone numbers andaddresses, from the ledge beneath the cashregister and raced out the door. As he left, hecould hear the man out back swearing in someforeign language, accompanied by the hissingof the extinguisher. A minute later, John wasgone.

In a nearby park, the man went through thepink receipts, hoping against all odds hewould nd something. Admittedly, he didn’tknow the woman’s name, and today manyNative families across the country had adoptedEnglish names, and also French, Scottish, Irishand a host of others from across the world. Thechances of her being one of the minority whostill had a readily identi able Aboriginal namewere slim, if not non-existent. But most of hislife had been built on slim chances. Whyshould this be any different?

Angela Metawabin… sounds Cree, hethought, examining the pink sheet and the listof clothes she’d dropped o . De nitely she’d

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been dressed like a professional woman. Couldbe the same person. With any luck, it was.John decided to nd out. Looking up theaddress, he threw all the others to the wind,then put this one with Angela’s name in hispocket. He was his old self again. This almostfelt like he was tracking deer or moose.

Fourteen city blocks later, he found her.Parking his vehicle, he surveyed the territory. Itwas a house, a very nice two-storey house. Thelarge dreamcatcher in the window, and theone hanging from the rear-view mirror of thecar in the driveway gave Angela Metawabinaway. Inside, he discovered by peeking, the carwas a mess. She may dress sophisticated, buther Kia Spectra indicated she was a very messyyoung lady. The area behind the passenger seatwas lled with empty co ee cups and plasticwater bottles, where the driver had tossedthem. The front passenger seat had about ahalf-a-foot-high pile of papers and les thatshowed signs of having slid back and forth.

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This indicated nobody usually sat there. So shewas probably single. Signs kept looking betterand better.

Time was ticking by. It was now or never.He pressed the doorbell and heard the mu edchimes announce his presence. The dooropened and the very attractive Ms. Metawabinstood before him. It was indeed the samewoman. He smiled.

“Yes?” she said.She worked from home. John could see a

small office in the corner of the living room.John cleared his throat. “Hi, my name’s

John Savage. You don’t know me but…”Two hours later he was back on the road,

heading north. Mission accomplished. Usingevery bre of charm and eloquence all hisyears of experience had given him, he hadswept the young Cree woman o her feet.Literally. He had amazed even himself. Ofcourse the blond hair and hazel eyes hadhelped. Native people were suckers for that.

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There was a tiny corner of his conscience thatfelt bad for sneaking out while she was in thewashroom, but why hang around for longgoodbyes? So, after quickly making himself asandwich—unfortunately Angela seemed to bea vegetarian but there was nothing he could doabout that—John quietly closed the doorbehind him and left.

He’d enacted his revenge, and had had hismorale boost. Now he had things to do. Itwould get dark soon and he was alreadyrunning behind schedule.

Back to the plan.

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TWENTY

Wayne was in a funk, a deep one in fact. Sowas Virgil. They were sitting side by side, intwo lawn chairs, in the Second backyard,shaded by a large owered patio umbrella.Between them was a small garden table onwhich sat two half-empty glasses of iced tea.Deep funks don’t have to be uncomfortableones.

It had been a long hard day for both. On topof the conversation with Dakota being sounsettling, a twenty-minute meeting with Ms.Weatherford had resulted in the threat of Virgilhaving to repeat a year of school. If he hatedgoing to class in the grade he was in, it wouldbe a dozen times worse if he had to be in thesame grade two years in a row, surrounded byall those sucky thirteen-year-olds. And all hisfriends would be bussed o the Reserve to

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begin their rst year of high school. Virgil hadtruly painted himself into a corner.

How does one get oneself out of a hugecorner? One takes a huge friggin’ leap.

“Ms. Weatherford, is there anything I can doso I won’t fail this year?”

“Like what?” The glasses on her nose hadslid down to near the tip.

“I don’t know. What are my options? Mymother, the chief, she always tells me there areoptions.” In reality, she never had but Virgilfelt in times like this it never hurt to casuallymention the fact his mother was indeed thechief.

“Yes, I already talked to your mother, thechief. She knows the situation. I’m sure ChiefSecond will want to have a chat with youherself when you both get home.”

So much for that. “Ms. Weatherford, I reallydon’t want to fail. It might scar me for life.Both you and I don’t want that. There’s gotta

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be a way we can meet somewhere in themiddle. So I missed a few classes. People injail get diplomas and degrees all the time,having done a lot worse things.”

Virgil’s teacher looked thoughtful as sheassessed the young man’s argument. He wasindeed a bright boy, he just needed to focus hisenergy. Maybe she’d give him something tofocus on. That had often worked in the past.

“Very well. I have a proposition for you, Mr.Second.”

The way she smiled was not exactlyreassuring to him.

Wayne’s day was not all strawberries andcream either. First thing was to deal with theblisters on his feet from all the walking he andhis nephew had done the night before. Second,he wanted to keep tabs on John, so he madethe pilgrimage to Sammy’s house. You cannever have too much information about anadversary, especially one as unusual as thisone. Since it was daylight, he took a small

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shortcut, trimming about ten minutes o thetrip. Once there, however, he was annoyed tosee that the motorcycle was gone and all wasquiet.

On his way home along the shortcut, hebumped into Sammy, wandering the trees. Itwas di cult to say who was more surprised attheir sudden woody meeting but it was Sammywho shook his head, dismissively. As he passedWayne, he could hear the old man mumblingto himself in his peculiarly accentedAnishnawbe, something about what foolsmortals are. Then, without turning around heyelled to the young man to get out of thewoods or he’d be chased by a bear. Waynethanked him respectfully, as was theAnishnawbe custom toward Elders, thencontinued along the path. The thought of howclose his mother had come to ending up likeSammy always sent a shiver down Wayne’sspine.

Halfway home, Wayne bumped into an old

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classmate near a construction site, a big guynamed Dan. They’d been best buds all throughgrades nine and ten, before their di eringtastes led them in di erent directions. It hadbeen a few years since they’d last had aconversation.

“Hey, Dan, I heard you were in jail?”“Nah, not for a while. I thought you were

living across the lake on Western Island.”“Yeah, still am. Just running some errands.

Hey, what happened to your cheek?”“Some jerk sucker-punched me, right into

my eggs.”“Sorry to hear that. Well, take care.”“Thanks, you too.”And Wayne continued walking, all the time

wondering about destiny. Dan, who had oncehad an unnatural ability to mimic the accentsof people on every Reserve in a six-hourradius, and could unerringly imitate all thecharacters on Star Trek: The Next Generation,

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now had arms covered with tattoos andworked on a construction site. He himself wasno better, concluded Wayne. I live by myselfon an island, working on something nobodycares about, chasing after a mythical man, onthe outs with my family, when all I reallywanted was to sing with AC/DC. Ah, hethought wistfully, the dreams of adolescents,and the realities of adults.

It was just after lunch when Wayneapproached the Band O ce. He dreaded whathe was about to do, but it needed to be done.And he needed to do it. Marching past thereceptionist, he knocked on Maggie’s door andopened it.

“Yes?” came the answer, then Maggie sawher brother. This could be good or bad, shethought.

“Maggie, I need to talk to you.” He enteredand closed the door behind him.

During the next half hour, he became thelittle brother and Maggie the older sister, a

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relationship that had been very spottilyembraced over the years. He apologized andgrovelled, saying that much of his silliness wasa reaction to Lillian’s death. He didn’t want tolose his favourite sister.

At rst, Maggie didn’t know how to react.This was not the brother Wayne she knew. Butgradually, she softened, and a few minuteslater they hugged, tears in their eyes.

“Can I stay a little longer? Please?” Wayneasked. “At your place. I don’t want to go yet.”

“Of course,” his big sister answered. “Butnone of that silly talk. Okay?”

“Okay.” For the second time, they hugged.Most of what Wayne had said to his sister hadbeen the truth, but only he and Virgil trulyknew the score. They had only each other totalk this out with. So that last promise hadbeen a little tarnished. Still, they were brotherand sister again, and they were speaking, andthat was always a good thing.

So now Virgil and Wayne sat, late into the

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afternoon, taking stock of their lives.“What should we do now?” the boy asked.“About John? Your mother doesn’t believe

it. That’s a problem.She’s so stuck in the White man’s world, thiswhole possibility is inconceivable. Momma,your grandmother, always told me magic waspossible.”

“I didn’t believe you either, until I saw himdo those things. I’m still not so sure. Hey…maybe we should show her?” Virgil wasexcited about the idea.

Wayne, however, wasn’t. “Right, make herwait in the bushes until he decides to danceunder the moon? Or maybe we’ll be luckyenough to catch him arguing with the raccoonsagain. I can’t see her willingly doing that. Wejust lucked out. I doubt he will be thataccommodating again.”

“So what now?”“I don’t know” was his only response.

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They watched a butterfly flutter by.“Uncle Wayne?”“Yeah?”Virgil seemed to choose his words carefully

before speaking. “If he does exist, I meanNanabush, if it is him, doesn’t that kinda openthe door for a lot of questions? Scary ones.”

“What kind of questions?” asked Wayne ashe sipped his iced tea, another one of the threegreat inventions of White people. “Well, ifNanabush does actually exist, who else fromstories and legends might also exist? I mean,you know that whole argument about, is therelife on other planets? There’s like a billionother planets out there in this galaxy alone,and it would seem kind of silly to think that iflife… like us Ojibways… popped up here onEarth, that they or other similar kinds of beingscouldn’t pop up somewhere out there. I wastold that rarely do things happen just once.”

“Where are you going with this, Virgil?”

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His iced tea forgotten, Virgil was lost in thepossibilities of his argument. “Well, if he reallyis Nanabush… what if there really is a SantaClaus? Or a Tooth Fairy. Or Dracula. Or theBogeyman. Or the Devil. Or…”

“Virgil, I get your point. You’re right. That isone scary question.”

“I mean, I doubt if our people were the onlyones to have a magical being. It wasn’tguaranteed in any treaty or anything, I don’tthink.”

Now, that truly formidable thought hadn’tentered Wayne’s mind. He had been toonearsighted. But his nephew was right. Toborrow another culture’s metaphor,Nanabush’s possible existence did open averitable Pandora’s Box of possibilities. Hismind became ooded with a host of otherexotic Anishnawbe tales told to him by hismother and grandparents, all peopled by abizarre assortment of less-than-charitablecharacters, such as the Wendigo and the Elbow

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Sisters to name just two. Immediately theworld became a much more interesting place,and, at the same time, a substantially less safeone.

“Virgil,” Wayne said, draining the last of theiced tea, “I realize you’re my nephew and thatI love you as such, but sometimes…sometimes, I really hate you.”

“Is that your plan? Hating me?”“No, but it’s as good a beginning as any.

Virgil, this is a complicated issue for sure, andI am contemplating a more direct approachwith our friend. But for the moment, if you’llexcuse me, I must use the bathroom for it isde nitely one of the three greatest inventionsof White people. I’ll get us some more iced teatoo.” Grabbing both cups, Wayne disappearedinto the house.

Things in Virgil’s life seemed to becareening out of control. His mother’s presentill nature, his less-than-stellar academicsituation (it was o cial, Virgil really hated Ms.

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Weatherford), Maggie’s growing infatuationwith the man called John, as well as Dakota’s,added to the sense of chaos that permeated hismind. That wasn’t even factoring in the wholeland issue that had everybody on tenterhooksto begin with, not that he really understood it.Adults were very complicated, Virgil thought.He couldn’t quite comprehend why so many ofhis cousins were in such a hurry to grow upand achieve that level of complication.

Virgil just wanted this man John out of hisand his mother’s life, and for things to get backto what could pass for normal. He didn’t thinkthat was too much to ask. And all that stood inits way was him, a thirteen-year-old boy, andhis unusual uncle Wayne. He wished he knewwhat Wayne planned to do.

The museum was immense and well fundedfor such an average-sized town. Just recently aspecial archaeology exhibit had opened in theleft wing, showcasing burial rights down

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through the ages, encompassing severalthousand years of di erent civilizations. Therewere Egyptian sarcophagi, Incan mummies,bones from the catacombs of Rome, Jewishossuaries and a dozen other unique examplesof ways to dispose of human bodies. It wasone of the nest collections of remains in thatpart of the province. Evidently, thought John,all those poor people who thought their spiritsand bodies would be crossing over into thenext world, Heaven, Paradise, the hereafter,would never have surmised that the HappyHunting grounds, eternity, Nirvana, KingdomCome, was a county museum in aneconomically depressed Ontario city. TheCreator surely did have a sense of humour.

John had raced back from the city, awarethat his little detour was placing his big planin jeopardy. He needed to see the museumfrom the inside, and he needed time tocoordinate things from the inside. So he spedalong on his Indian Chief, weaving in and out

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of tra c. Lucky for him, the police were busyelsewhere, and he arrived back at the museumjust in time for a quick tour of the building.

John had walked from exhibit to exhibit,reading, looking, assessing and plotting. Hewas nding his afternoon very informative. Infact it was far more than he had expected. Hehad planned to be in and out of the buildingquickly after surveying the layout. But theexhibit and what it had to o er had generatedin him a legitimate interest, and he took histime reading all the little display cards. Johnwas nothing if not curious.

The rst exhibit he came to was about localhistory. Life in the mid-1800s. Lots of plows,spinning wheels and butter churns. Nothingabout Native people in that time period.Evidently they didn’t exist until theDepartment of Indian A airs was created afterConfederation. John wondered how thosepoor White women could get anything donewearing all those heavy cotton dresses. He

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could never understand why Native women soreadily switched over to them. Still, it broughtback memories.

It took an hour and a half for him to makehis way through all the exhibits. As was oftenthe case, John decided to see where hiscuriosity would take him today. He soon foundhimself in a di erent exhibit, this oneshowcasing canoes from across Canada, boatsof varying lengths and designs. Some of whichhe recognized. Like a kid in a candy store,John studied each and every boat, sometimesmaking comments to others around him.

“Look at that stitching! That’s notAlgonquin! That’s Odawa. Who curated thisexhibit anyway? And look at the shade of thepitch on that boat, what does the label say?Woodland Cree! Like hell, the colour’s toodark. I’ve seen that colour pitch on canoesmyself. That is one hundred percent Saulteaux.In fact, look at that distinctive stitching design.I think I knew that guy!” A lady with her ten-

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year-old daughter pointed out that the canoewas supposedly one hundred and fty yearsold. John just shrugged, saying, “Well, he didsay he built his canoes to last!”

Next he came to the more elaborate WestCoast canoes, and he became even more vocal.It was “Haida this” and “Bella Coola that!”There was something wrong, according to him,with practically every single canoe or theinformation posted. “Look at the dorsal n onthat killer whale, no self-respecting Salishwould draw it that way! They’d run him out ofthe village. Jesus, that’s a Tlingit dorsal n ifever there was a Tlingit born! I want to talk tothe guy who runs things around here!”

Eventually security was called, and eventhough John protested and ranted about hisexpertise on the subject of canoe recognitionand on the rampant mistakes beingperpetrated on the public, the museum stawere not inclined to believe him. He wasasked to leave the building and never return,

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taking his so-called expertise with him.John stood on the front steps of the

building, yelling at the doors closing behindhim. “You don’t educate. You mis-educate! If Ihad the time… !” By now, however, nobodywas listening, the doors were closed and hewas alone on the steps. Though still agitated,he decided he’d made his point, and crossedthe street to a bench, where he patiently satand waited for the building to close.

As he sat there quietly fuming, an errantmemory, stimulated by the day’s adventures,tap-danced across his frontal cortex.Somewhere, a long time ago, he dimly recalledtelling somebody, an English collector of somesort, that this genuine authentic Naskapi canoewas in fact Abanaki, and he should buy it andtake it back with him to Europe to impress allhis friends. In fact, now that he took the timeto concentrate on the issue, he realized that hemay have done that quite frequently over time.With a lot of canoes, and a lot of academics,

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among other things. Maybe some of themistakes in that building across the street werehis fault.

“Well, fuck them if they can’t take a joke,”he said aloud, to nobody in particular.

Inside the museum, in the security logbook,a name was written. It was the last nameentered on the page. It was the name given tothe security guards by a man who had caused asmall disturbance in one of the galleries andhad been ejected. The guards had laughed asthey wrote it down: John Smith.

“Uncle Wayne, what exactly do you do over onyour island?” Virgil had been wanting to askthis question for a while now. He knew howtesty his uncle could be, but there seemed tobe no better time than now. The sun wassetting, Maggie was inside whipping up somemashed potatoes, corn and Shake ’n Bake porkchops. The boy sat in a lawn chair, nishing

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his second glass of iced tea, watching his unclewarm up. But warm up for what? Whatever itwas, it required him to be barefoot, andshirtless. “Train.”

“I know. You told me that, but train forwhat?”

“Not for what. For whom. I train for myself.Push myself. Develop myself. Practise formyself. It’s a personal, self-motivated, someunenlightened people might say narcissistic,way of life— to see what I can do, and howgood I can get at doing it. I do it to honour ourculture. Some people think everything we areis rooted in the past. It is, partially. But likeevolution tells us, if things don’t develop,change, evolve, adapt, they die. I believe that.So I and what I do are part of that evolution.My heart and spirit are with our grandfathersand grandmothers, but my hands and feet arein the now. I do what I do to honour ourancestors, knowing that if they lived today theywould probably be doing the same thing I am.

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I may never use what I’ve developed, but it’sbetter to have it and not need it, than to needit and not have it.”

Virgil wasn’t quite sure what narcissisticwas. Wayne had only a basic understanding ofwhat it meant, based on some partingcomments made to him by his last girlfriend,who didn’t share his enthusiasm for thedirection he wanted to take his life. “You’recrazy!” was the other half of her comment.

Virgil pondered what narcissistic mightmean as he watched his uncle take a runningleap at the side of the brick house and, usingonly his toes, run up the side of the building,grab the eaves and swing up to the roof, all inless than two seconds. Virgil was impressed.

“That’s training?” he asked.“That’s what training can train you for.”“Climbing brick houses?”“Being prepared for everything. That’s what

all martial arts teach you.”

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“I’ve never heard of a Native martial art.”From high atop the house, Wayne smiled.

“You have now.”Maggie’s voice boomed from the window

directly underneath her brother. “Wayne! Areyou on the roof again? Get down before youdamage the shingles. I’ve told you this before. Idon’t want you doing that stuff around here.”

Suppressing a groan, Wayne leaped to anearby tree, grabbed the strongest limb withhis right hand, braced his feet against thetrunk, and did a cartwheel in mid-air, landingdirectly where he had been stretching earlier.

“At least your mother’s over being mad atus. You see, Virgil, like most true martialartists, I don’t think of it as a way of ghting. Ithink of it instead as a way of not ghting. Ihave just adapted many of the same principlesused in the development of karate and kungfu, and given them an Indigenous avour. Wildrice instead of white rice. Get it?” Wayne didthe splits, tearing up grass with both feet. As

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his torso hit the ground, in the blink of an eyehe thrust the four ngers on each hand deeplyinto the ground to anchor his body for his nextmove.

“Did you know, Virgil, that kung fu wasbased on the movements of animals? A longtime ago, these Chinese monks with nothingbetter to do would watch how animals moved,and they gradually developed these fourschools of kung fu. There was the Monkey, theTiger, the Snake and the Dragon. There were afew other variations, but essentially those fourbecame the basis for some, if not all, Asianmartial arts.”

Still watching Virgil, he leaned on hisanchored hands and lifted his legs into an L-shaped position, then straight up, his musclestight with exertion. In one supple move withblinding speed—he turned in mid-air so thathe was sitting cross-legged in the exact samespot, before the grass from his feet had fallen.Gradually, the grass settled on his head and

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shoulders.“It’s amazing the things you teach yourself to

do when you live alone on an island.”“I guess. Is any of this practical?”“How practical is a video game? And it’s

better cardio.”Virgil couldn’t argue that point. “So that’s

what you do all the time? Just hang aroundyour island, learning how to ght people whoaren’t there?”

“It’s a lot easier than ghting people whoare there. Come here. I want to show yousomething.”

Virgil got up o his lawn chair andapproached his uncle, who by now wasstanding tall, his toes embedded in the grass.“Take a swing at me,” said Wayne.

“You want me to punch you?”“If you can. Show me what you got.”Instinctively, Virgil crouched into a ghting

position and threw a punch. The boy had been

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in two fights his entire life, and one was with agirl, but if pressed, Virgil was sure he could bedangerous. He’d seen enough Rocky andRambo movies to know something. Butevidently not enough to take on Wayne. By thetime his arm was fully extended, his uncle wasno longer standing in front of him. Wayne wasstanding on the side of his now-outstretchedarm, and he gently bumped him with hisshoulder, knocking him o balance. “Again,”Wayne said.

“Okay.” A little embarrassed and a lotintrigued, Virgil scrambled to his feet and tookanother swing.

This was even easier for Wayne, whopivoted, de ecting the punch with hisshoulder, at the same time backing into Virgiland knocking him down again. During neitherencounter had Wayne used his arms or legs asweapons. Just his upper body.

This time, Virgil stayed on the ground,assessing his uncle in a new light. “Cool. Very

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cool. But I’m sure I’ve seen moves like that ina dozen di erent martial arts movies. What’sso Aboriginal about all that?”

Wayne helped his nephew to his feet,nervously looking over his shoulder to makesure his older sister hadn’t seen himmanhandling her son. “What I just used wascalled the Marten method, or the OtterMethod. Same clan. You see, Virgil, there’reonly so many ways to punch, kick, knee orelbow. So there is bound to be a certainamount of similarity in movements. As thesaying goes, there’s no particularly Native wayto boil an egg. Where it di ers is in its origins,and its execution. Everybody can throw a ball.But not everybody can throw it fast, or with acurve, or very hard.”

“Why is it called the Marten method?”“It’s based on the movements of the marten.”It took a moment for this to sink in. “The

animal. Just like what those Chinese monksdid, except you did it with animals around

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here. I get it. That’s how a marten wouldmove.”

“If it was ve foot ten, one hundred andsixty pounds. The martin is a very quickanimal. Just when you grab it, it’s gone. Andwhen you get close, it becomes twice asdangerous. The style is geared toward veryclose ghting, too close for two sets of arms.Do you understand?”

Virgil nodded. He was developing a wholenew respect for his uncle. Everything Waynewas saying kinda made sense. “Why marten?”

“It’s one of the seven clans of the Ojibway,the Anishnawbe. It took me a while but I havebased a style of ghting on each of the clans:the crane, loon, sh, bear, hoof or deer, birdand, of course, the marten. A unique style ofcombat completely in uenced by the animalsthemselves, their strengths, abilities, theirparticular defences and so on. Do you thinkyour uncle is so crazy now?”

That was a question Virgil still wasn’t

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willing to answer just yet. “A fish? A fish-basedmartial art? I’m sorry, but sh aren’t exactlyknown as powerful or dangerous animals.How do they fight?”

“Ah, a smart-though-naive question, myyoung nephew,” he said, brie y adopting anelderly Chinese accent. “The entire focus of theFish method is geared toward escape. Towardgetting away. To prevent being captured orhurt.” Wayne put his jean jacket on and oncemore stood in front of him. “Okay, let’s havesome more fun. Grab me.”

Rushing in, he grabbed his uncle’s arms andstarted wrestling, but before he had a chanceto do anything substantially o ensive, Waynehad slipped out of his jacket by bendingforward and letting it slide up his body, still inthe boy’s grip, and somehow had wrapped itaround Virgil’s arms several times,incapacitating him.

Once more, Virgil was surprised andimpressed. “The Fish method,” he said, with a

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trace of awe.Wayne unwrapped his jacket from around

Virgil.“And all those broken branches on the

island? That thing you do by snapping yourwrist?” Virgil asked.

“Hoof method. Quick, short movements.Incredibly powerful and e ective. Like beinghit with a hoof. I also try to incorporate theroles of each clan into their style. For instance,both the Crane and Loon clans are responsiblefor chieftainship and government. Therefore,their movements have to be respectful,decisive and considerate of both parties. TheMarten clan, on the other hand, are hunters,warriors, master strategists in planning thedefence of their people, so their actions aremore aggressive, thought-out and e ective.Like karate and kung fu, it’s more defensivethan o ensive. I call the whole thingAangwaamzih.”

“What does Ang… aang…?”

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Wayne shook his head in disappointment.“Kids and their knowledge of Anishnawbe.You should be ashamed of yourself.Aangwaamzih. It means ‘watching out foryourself.’ That’s what all martial arts prettymuch try to teach you. Aangwaamzihincluded.”

They both heard the patio door opening andsaw Maggie come out onto the deck, dryingher hands.

“Okay, boys, hope you worked up anappetite. Dinner’s ready.”

Wayne sni ed the air. “Ah yes, Shake ’nBake. One of the three greatest inventions ofWhite people. And I have indeed worked upquite the appetite.” Before entering the house,Wayne put his T-shirt back on and cleaned hisfeet of all grass and dirt. Maggie stepped asideas he entered the house.

“Virgil?”“Be there in a second, Mom.”

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Nodding, Maggie returned to her kitchenduties, leaving Virgil alone on the back lawn,wondering about all he had just observed. Helooked down and could see where his uncle’sfeet had ripped up the grass, where his ngershad dug into the hard ground with surprisingease. Under the tree he saw the dislodged barkfrom Wayne’s dismount from the roof.

“Aangwaamzih,” he whispered to himself.“Watching out for yourself.”

For a little while, all worries about a certainblond man of mysterious origins were nolonger at the forefront of his mind.

Toward the end of the meal, Wayne washalfway through saying, again, “Ah, Shake ’nBake, one of the three greatest…” before adishtowel hit him ush in the face. Once heremoved it, he found he couldn’t tell which ofhis relatives had tossed it; both had extremelyinnocent “wasn’t me” expressions on their

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faces. In retaliation, under the table he slippedo his shoes and pinched both mother andchild with his toes, making them yelp andscurry away from the table.

“No fair!” yelled Virgil.“Fairness is a relative concept, especially

when it comes to relatives.”After dinner, the dishes were washed and

put away, and the television turned on asWayne indulged a seldom-enjoyed treat.Maggie, however, had other plans for her andVirgil.

“Virgil, my son, let’s chat.”Words of such a nature, spoken by a mother

he knew was angry with him, were enough tomake Virgil’s recently descended testicles wantto rise back up into his body. He took a seatnext to her at the kitchen table.

“Well?” she said.“Well, what?”“You know what. Skipping school

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yesterday? Canoeing alone across the lake. Doyou know how dangerous that is? Ms.Weatherford and I had a very long chat today.”

“It’s okay, Mom, really it is. Ms. Weatherfordand I worked it out. No problem.”

“No problem that you might be failing? Ithink that’s a problem.”

Virgil, eager to placate his mother, shook hishead vigorously. “Really. I have to do an essayfor her. That’s all.”

Maggie eyed her son with suspicion. “Anessay. One essay. That doesn’t sound sodifficult.”

“Mom, it has to be three thousand words. Idon’t even know if I know three thousandwords. That’s going to be tough.”

“Uh-huh, and what does it have to be on?”“I don’t know. Something to do with being

Native. I can pick my topic, but it has to be…What was the word she used…? In depth.”

“When do you have to have it done?”

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“By the end of the school year.”“You do realize that’s in three weeks? Less

than three weeks. Do you even have any ideawhat it might be about?”

“No, not yet. But I’m thinking. I really am.”In fact he was. The whole conversation with

Wayne had whetted his appetite. Wayne’sfancy martial art might just be the thing to gethim out of repeating grade eight. But threethousand words… he’d have to use a lot ofadjectives. “I’ll do it, Mom. I promise.”

Maggie did not look overly convinced.

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TWENTY-ONE

The night was dark, with the moon, justbeginning to wane, hidden behind distanttrees. In the last hour, out of nowhere, rainclouds had materialized along the oppositehorizon. Within half an hour, the storm cloudshad swallowed the moon. This was a goodthing, because mischief is best done in thedark. In the deeper darkness of a nearby tree,John sat amid the branches, waiting for thecity to go to sleep.

He waited as people wound their day downand hurried home for the night. Silently, hewatched a group of teenagers walk right underhim, talking about an action movie they hadjust seen. A few minutes later, a couple, stillreeking of garlic from an Italian dinner, heldhands and planned for the future. At one pointa stray dog approached the tree, interested in

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relieving himself. For no reason in particular,John growled his best wolf growl, sending thedog running and yelping into the nearby park.A little while later, he noticed a police carcruise by, and one of the o cers seemed toglance directly into John’s eyes, but he waswell hidden behind leaves and branches.

Finally, the street was calm. Except for thegure of a man jumping down from the limb

of a tree. Purposefully, he crossed the street,ignoring the do not cross sign, and stood infront of the museum. First, he tested the frontdoors, which, of course, were locked. But hehad expected that. Anything else would havebeen too easy.

Stepping back, he surveyed the wholeexterior surface of the museum, his eyestracing the structure and making note of whereeverything was. He repeated that with theother three sides, until he knew the building aswell as the architect who had designed it.Barely above a whisper, the man said to

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himself, “Now, to work.” And with that, hesmiled what some would call a mischievoussmile, for he knew something most peopledidn’t. Museums were like icebergs. What yousaw was only about ten percent of whatexisted.

Somewhere in the cavernous vaults of thismuseum was at least ten times what was ondisplay. That’s what he was after, because if hetook something that was on display, it wouldbe missed immediately and things could getdicey and potentially screw up his plans. But ifhe took something that was buried deep in abox, among a hundred other boxes, in someclimate-controlled room or from the back oftray #38763-A-88C, it could be days, weeks,months, even years before somebody tookinventory and noticed it missing. Yes, he’dthought this all out. It was like old times. Infact, it was like olden times. Once more, hefelt he was back in the game.

For a moment, the moon peaked out from

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between the clouds, as if it were signalling itsapproval. Then the rain clouds opened up, andrain began to pour, almost as if it weresignalling its disapproval. Regardless, the manknew the rain would mu e sounds and washaway evidence. All was good. The elementswere with him for sure.Maggie listened to the rain falling. Normallyshe loved the sound of drops hitting the roofand the trees. It was calming and peaceful. Buttonight, she was distressed. Her afternoonencounter with John had left her uneasy. Shehad been out of the dating scene so long thatshe hoped and prayed it was just a normal dipin a growing relationship—if that’s what thiscould be called—and that it didn’t foreshadowanything more ominous. Add to that the facther brother was once more sleeping on thecouch. Why was he still here? She didn’tbelieve his casual answers, let alone thatbusiness about Nanabush. Smartly, they hadnot said anything about the topic tonight at

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dinner. Something was up with him and herson. So here she lay, a woman in politicalpower but apparently having absolutely nocontrol over what was going on in her life.

Tomorrow afternoon there was to be a pressconference about the o cial handing over ofland. The local MP, MPP, the reeve and a fewother local dignitaries were to be there,smiling and placating Native and non-Nativepeople alike about the land issue. Many feltthree hundred acres was a lot of taxable landto lose to an Indian Reserve that didn’t pay anytaxes. More money out of their pocket was thecommon people-of-pallor consensus. She hatedappearing on television, felt she looked toohaggard and worn, like a character from aMargaret Laurence novel. But there was noway to get out of it. Thy chief ’s job will bedone.

As a result, she was hoping for a goodnight’s sleep to limit the size of the bags underher eyes. After all, there were bound to be

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cameras of all sorts. But once more, for thehundredth time, she glanced at the clock onher night table. It read 2:33 a.m., and shewasn’t the slightest bit tired.

Idly, she cradled a pillow and wondered ifJohn was over at Sammy’s, lying in his bed,listening to the rain like she was. In a way, itwas romantic. But just as she thought that,there was a loud crash of thunder that shookthe house, and made her digital clock blinkout, leaving the room in total blackness. Apower failure. Wonderful. Now, in more waysthan one, she was in the dark. Hopefully,things would be better in the morning.

The loud crashing of the thunder didn’tcompletely wake Sammy from his usual tfulsleep. As on every other night he tossed andturned, locked in a bygone era, unable toprocess or cage the memories. The thundermade things worse. It reminded him of thesharp crack of a yardstick hitting a desk, then

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soon afterward hitting esh. Each peel ofthunder reawakened not-so-dormant memoriesand shoved them mercilessly into his mind.And no amount of bottles and their contentscould drive away the demons; it could merelymute them for short periods of time.

He would sweat and mumble, his ngersgripping the sheets, and he would roll over, asif trying to escape something. But he nevercould. Occasionally, the word “gawiin” wouldescape his mouth, “no” in Anishnawbe. Everynight it was the same, sometimes a little betteror a little worse. Sammy was a true survivor,in every sense of the word.

For over a hundred years, scientists andscience- ction writers all over the world haddebated the possibility of time travel, theability to instantly place oneself in a di erentdecade or century. All they had to do wascome to this small house, located along a quietcountry road, on an obscure Native Reserve inOntario, and they would nd evidence it was

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possible. It existed in the mind of a seventy-three-year-old man who, every night, was onceagain barely seven, or twelve, or fteen, tryingt o survive in a place that had once beenseveral hundred kilometres away and a longtime ago, but now was as close as his pillow.He cried now as he had cried then.

Time travel was not a thing of wonder, ofamazement and opportunity. It was aninescapable and soul-wrenching reality: acurse. Luckily, every morning when he wokeup, it was rare that he’d remember the imagesof the preceding night. The only evidence ofhis time travel were the sweat-soaked sheets,occasionally wet with urine, and his sore gumsfrom grinding non-existent teeth. For decadesthose nights had caused him to grind his teeth,until there was little left and they had to beremoved.

Tonight, as the thunder and lightning toreacross the spring skies, Sammy Aandegmumbled in his sleep, “Jinibaayaan. Kanamaa

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ndaabiwaajigeh. Enh, kaawiin goyaksenoon saiwh.” Loosely in English, it went somethinglike “To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there’sthe rub,” but there was nothing lost in thetranslation.

It was done.All things considered, it had gone smoothly

enough. No alarms had gone o , no securityguards had noticed him. It has been said thatin a di erent time and di erent place, Johnwas so stealthy he could dye the quills on theback of a porcupine without the animal evenknowing. On both sides of John Tanner’sIndian Chief, above the rear wheel, hissaddlebags were laden with treasure of anunusual sort. Beneath his visor, he was smiling.Even the tenacity of the spring storm did littleto dampen his mood. Somewhere high abovehim hot and cold air masses were ghting itout. Ions raced through the atmosphere. Rainpoured down on the highway ahead of him.

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He throttled back on the gas, aware that therain was impairing his vision and the water-soaked pavement might not a ord hismotorcycle the texture necessary to remainupright at an accelerated speed. Now, barelydoing sixty kilometres an hour, he took thetime to watch the lightning stretch across themorose sky. As with Sammy, the volatileelements brought back distant memories forJohn. Anishnawbe legends told of ancient andimmense thunderbirds, their actionsresponsible for the kind of storm he currentlyfound himself driving through.

The thunderbirds, like dinosaurs, were nowcreatures of the past: lost long ago, with thecoming of disease and famine brought by hairystrangers. Except, in today’s world dinosaurswere celebrated by palaeontologists andthunderbirds by cultural anthropologists. ButJohn still remembered them, those magnificentcreatures. Some had been his friends, othershe’d battled, others he’d avoided due to

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personal disagreements.They, like the man on the motorcycle, had

been born in an age when gods, monsters,humans and animals ate at the same table.Now man ate alone, while animals begged forscraps. The others were unable to survive inthe new times and had disappeared into thefolds of time. Who knew gods and monsterscould and did fall victim to evolution?

Again thunder boomed and lightning madethe sky crackle. In the shadow of a particularlydark and large cloud, for just a moment, Johncould almost see the outline of a thunderbirdagainst the sky. Then, just as quickly, it wasgone. Nostalgia knotted in his belly.

As he passed the WELCOME TO OTTER LAKE SIGN, Johntried to pop a wheelie in the community’shonour. Because of the nature of Indianmotorcycles—being a very heavy machine lowto the ground with high gearing—popping awheelie was notoriously di cult. For John,the impossible was always in reach, but not

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today.He increased his speed above eighty

kilometres an hour. He didn’t want to miss allthe fun, and there was still a lot to do.

Fifteen minutes later, the rain was still falling,this time on the community graveyard. Tinyrivulets of water ran down the elevated moundof dirt that was Lillian Benojee’s nal restingplace. The bare earth had barely settled fromthe funeral a week ago. Surrounding her was aplethora of headstones, detailing the life anddeath in this community. Names like Aandeg,Kakina, Stone, Noah, Pierce, Hunter andKokoko crowded the gently sloped field.

The wind picked up, sending the rainslashing diagonally. Nearby, a tree rustled andbent in the wind, losing a small portion ofleaves and a fair-sized branch. A rabbit, caughtin the maelstrom, ran through the graveyard’scut grass, desperately seeking shelter of some

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sort from the wind, rain and lightning thatwere playing havoc.

Barely heard above the commotion, amotorcycle pulled up. The light at the front ofthe machine went dark, and the kickstandcame down. The man slid down into the ditchthat ran between the road and the graveyard.Climbing up the far side, he reached out hisright gloved hand, and then his left, andgrabbed the wire fence. Then he stood there,helmet still on, not moving. The rain peltedhim, and leaves, twigs and unfortunate insectseager to find shelter whizzed by or into him.

The skies continued to open up and itseemed like the very forces of nature were

ghting atop this tiny plot of land. A scant tenmetres away a bolt of lightning hit a hydropole, showering the area in sparks that werequickly doused by the torrent of rain. Wiresfell, and more sparks erupted. The storm wasbuilding.

At one point, a small chickadee, bu eted by

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the storm, fell to the ground, stunned. At rstthe man just looked at the small, still bird,lying motionless in the grass. The man knewthat death was as much a part of nature as thestorm he was witnessing. The potential deathof such a tiny creature meant little in theoverall scheme of the world. This miniaturecreature would die and it would not bemissed. For reasons of his own, the manthought maybe this was a little unfair. Life wasalways preferable to an unnecessary death. Hetoo was worried about not being missed,should he be forced to move on.

After opening the zipper on his jacket a fewinches, he gently picked up the minuscule birdin his gloved hand and placed him inside hisjacket, where it was warm and dry. He zippedthe jacket shut again, as the storm around himraged. Once more he gripped the fence. Thisstorm was as good as any he’d seen in hismany years. It was the earth reminding itscitizens it was still the boss in the end.

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John remembered the story of it raining forforty days and forty nights, and wondered ifthe Ark had started o in Vancouver. Fortydays of rain was nothing out in B.C. And thatother guy, Jesus, who had been born andraised in the desert, John was mysti ed by hisappeal here. To truly understand how TurtleIsland and its people thought and lived, Johnthought, you had to know the emotions of itsland. The snowstorms of the Arctic, the windof the Prairies, the humid summers of southernOntario were all re ected in the people.Desert was desert and there wasn’t much of itin Canada, other then two small patches inlower British Columbia and the AlbertaBadlands. And of course, he’d left his mark inall three.

Gradually, as dawn approached, the stormweakened. The lightning ashed less and lessfrequently, and the thunder crashed less. Thewind died down, and the trees stoppedprotesting. Eventually, even the rain had other

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places to go, and peace returned to the land,and especially this land of internment. Theground smelled of renewal. Rain was life, evenamid death.

“For you,” said the man quietly. “That wasfor you, Lillian.”

Once all was quiet, the gure by the fenceloosened his grip on the wire and undid hisleather jacket. The chickadee stuck his headout, aware the troubles had passed. Withouteven a thank-you, it ew o and disappearedinto the night. The man shook his head,marvelling at some animals’ rudeness. Oncemore he crossed through the ditch and up tohis waiting bike. One long-ago promise toLillian had been ful lled. He had brought herthe thunderstorm, nally. O in the distance,

ghting against the dark rain clouds, the rsthint of dawn could be seen peeking up fromthe horizon in the east. It was time to go.

John had still much to do, and little time todo it. Full dawn would be in a few hours and

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he wanted to be done by then. The rain hadsoftened the ground, perfect for what he mustdo. Afterward, he would bring a little of therain back to wash away any evidence. Granted,he would get wet and dirty by the end of it.But leather is so easy to clean, and he’dsurvived a lot worse. Besides, Maggie wasdefinitely worth it.

He started his motorcycle and headed for thecontroversial three hundred acres, his headlightilluminating the way.

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TWENTY-TWO

The morning air had the clean feel to it thatonly comes after a night of rain. Wayne, Virgiland Maggie were having breakfast. Theclinking of spoon against cereal bowl, thesipping of co ee and orange juice and theshifting in wooden chairs were all that washeard. All three were lost in thought, thoughcoincidentally, their thoughts all centred on thesame thing, or more correctly, the same man.Even though John wasn’t there, he was.

“Did you hear the storm last night?” garbledWayne, his mouth full of cereal.

Virgil’s mouth was equally packed withcereal, but he nodded and said, “I think it wentover twice.”

Maggie, who was anxious to get John andhis abs out of her head, decided to start a realconversation. “Hey, Virgil, want to come to the

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press conference with me? There’s going to bea bunch of TV cameras and reporters andfancy-dressed people. You might find it fun.”

“I’ve been to your press conferences before.They’re boring. I think I’ll just hang withUncle Wayne.” Virgil drained the last of hismilk from his bowl. In truth, he’d barely tastedthe Shreddies because he’d been so distractedthinking about John and his motorcycle.

Wayne barely heard the mother–sonconversation, because in his mind he wasrevisiting the encounter between John and theraccoons. As a nervous habit, but oneconducive to his constant training, Wayne wasclenching and unclenching his toes under thetable.

“Oh, really. And just what does UncleWayne have planned for today?”

Realizing he had been plunged unwillinglyinto the table discussion, Wayne tried toformulate a constructive and believable lie.“Nothing really. Just hanging out. Maybe some

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visiting. Supplies, that kind of thing.” Headded a smile for good effect.

Maggie surveyed the two, not quite believingthe supposed innocence of the men sittingaround the table. “Are you two up tosomething?”

Both males looked at each other with apassable expression of confusion. Then, inunison, they shook their heads.

“Right. Well, Wayne, you are welcome hereas long as you like and don’t get me wrongabout my next question but how long do youplan to stay? I have to go grocery shopping atsome point and I need to know how manypeople to buy for.”

Spreading jam on the last piece of toast onhis plate, Wayne thought for a moment. “No, Iunderstand. Well, if all goes well, maybetomorrow I’ll head back to the island.”

“If what goes well?” Now Maggie knew hewas up to something.

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“I… I have some business to attend to.”While Wayne talked, Virgil found his glass

of orange juice suddenly very interesting.“Wayne, you have no business to speak of.

That I know about!”“I might! I might have business,” responded

an increasingly irate Wayne. “You don’t know!You don’t know me at all.”

“Okay, like what business? Teaching acourse on how to be a hermit?”

“You never believed in me! You never did.Mom did, but you…”

“Mom had to believe in you. You were theyoungest, the baby. It comes with being amother. Geez, Wayne, we all worry about you,over on that stupid island, doing whatever it isyou do.” Maggie’s big-sister complex was neverfar below the surface.

“You know what I do over there. I’ve toldyou lots of times. You just don’t care.”

“Wayne, it’s not that we don’t care, in fact,

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we do care. It’s just that it’s… kinda silly. ANative martial art… really? You might as wellbe writing a Native opera or something. That’sall I’m saying.”

“Well, don’t worry about me. I am perfectlyable to look after myself. Better than you!”

Virgil drained the last of his suddenlyinteresting orange juice and looked across thetable for something equally distracting. Hetried to force the ongoing argument from hismind.

“Yeah, right, you and your precious Indianmartial art. My brother, the monk. I meanreally, Wayne, I think you need a girlfriend. Iknow that might interfere with being a monkand all that, but…”

“I am not a monk. And I will not talk to mybig sister about getting a girlfriend. And youshould talk, what with you being a motorcyclemama!” Wayne screamed, regretting the wordsimmediately after they left his mouth.

Virgil winced. The subject matter of the fight

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was getting uncomfortably close to the issuesthat they were all trying to avoid.

Maggie’s eyes narrowed. “What are youtalking about?”

“You know what I’m talking about,” replieda sullen Wayne.

“John. You’re talking about John, aren’tyou?”

“Maybe.”“Or should I call him Nanabush? The blond,

blue-eyed… I mean green-eyed…” saidMaggie.

“I thought they were hazel…”“Shut up, Virgil. What colour his eyes are is

irrelevant. Wayne, you have been on thatisland way too long. The family’s beentalking…”

“Oh God. Not the family!”“… and we think, maybe you should

consider moving back to the mainland. At themoment Willie is looking after Mom’s house.

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Since you were her favourite…”“Quit saying that. I was not her favourite.”“Just think about it. Okay?”Now the whole table became quiet again.

Maggie was staring at Wayne, who was tryingnot to look at her. Virgil sat between them,like Poland between the Soviet Union andGermany. If history was correct, that was not agood place to be. It seemed to Virgil that thiswas up to him.

“Press conference, huh, Mom? Sure. Actually,that might be fun. What time do you want meto be there?” Tension was still thick in the airand Maggie was de antly staring at herbrother. “Mom? What time do you want methere?”

Almost reluctantly, Maggie turned herattention to her son. “Um, around three-thirty.Do you need a ride from school?”

“No, that’s okay. I’ll be ne. Three-thirty. I’llbe there. Holy! Mom, look at the time.

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Shouldn’t you be at work? I’ve got to go toschool!”

Maggie glanced at the clock and, indeed, shewas running late. Barely uttering a word, shegrabbed her car keys and exited the house, thistime not bothering to glance at her brother.

As the sound of her car faded in the distance,Virgil let out a sizable breath. “That wasclose.”

“I am not wasting my life. What I’m doing isimportant, damn it. So what if I don’t have agirlfriend right now. It’s no business of hers.Sisters, man. Sometimes they just make youwant to…”

“Uncle Wayne, chill. And focus.” Once more,Virgil appreciated the fact he was an onlychild.

Back at Sammy Aandeg’s place, John was fastasleep. It had been a long night/early morningand he was exhausted. Normally he slept only

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a few hours a night, if that. Most nights hissleep was uncomplicated by dreams. He hadlong ago taught himself not to dream becausedreams had a nasty way of interfering in hislife. Though he remembered a time whenstrange and marvellous things had sprung fromdreams, and it had been a good thing. Butcreation had long ago ended. Nowadays,dreams were usually messages from a higherbeing. Other times, they were directions in life.And still other times, they were warningsabout disasters or signs that something neededto be done. None of which interested himanymore, principally because he preferred hisown company most of the time, so higherbeings be damned. And of course, he hatedbeing told what to do with his life by whateverspirit might tickle his subconscious. Everythingelse didn’t interest him. So, at the end of theday, he had chosen to dream no longer. Itsuited him well, especially when he saw whatit did to people like Sammy. Late into thenight John would stay awake, reading what

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few books the man had, and he would hearSammy moaning and crying in the other room,a prisoner of his dreams.

Most of the world was unaware of thepower of dreams, or simply didn’t care. Sopeople just dreamed willy-nilly and damn theconsequences. It didn’t matter where or whatthey dreamed, they just dreamed and dreamedand dreamed, con dent in the belief thatdreams had no meaning. A lot of problems inthe world had sprung from the widespreaddisrespect of dreams and the power withinthem. Much like being a pharmacologist witha store full of drugs, a little knowledge wasusually a good prerequisite or bad things couldhappen. Essentially, he felt you should neverdream unless you knew what the dreams were,where they came from, what they meant orwhat they do. But people had forgotten that.John was sure that explained the state of theworld. Look at Sammy.

Once upon a time, dreams were the

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doorway to di erent spiritual lands andpowerful beings. John remembered whenparts of the world were created by dreams.That was how the Creator often talked to you,through dreams. That was how you found yourguardian spirit. That was how you foundanswers, and sometimes questions. Nowadayspeople ignored what their dreams told them. Itwas like they were driving on a highway andignoring road signs. Sooner or later this wouldget them lost or into trouble.

So, most nights, hour after hour, he wouldsit there in his host’s living room, readingwhile listening to Sammy dream hisunfortunate dreams. At least he had books.He’d taken out a library membership under anassumed alias in town so that he could enjoythe simple pastime of reading. Television was

ne. In fact John loved the medium. However,at three in the morning, out in the “burbs” ofOtter Lake, the quality of programming left alot to be desired. He neither wanted his soul

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saved, nor coveted some new fabulous kitchenutensil or cosmetic.

This morning, a copy of Black Elk Speaksand the Kama Sutra by his bed, John slept,silently and dreamlessly, or so he thought at

rst. With all that had happened the day andnight before, his resolve had weakened and acrack appeared. The normal silence of thenight was slowly giving way. As he lay on hisbed, his eyes began to move back and forth,slowly at rst, but gradually faster. For the rsttime in a very long time, John dreamed.

John found himself in a wooded glade. Hedidn’t know where he was exactly, though itlooked familiar. But then, most wooded gladesdo. He was barefoot, but dressed in his leatherpants and a thin T-shirt. There were no pathsor roads into the glade. It was almost as if thewoods had been constructed around him.

“Shit, I’m dreaming,” he said. He had to be

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careful, for the world trembled when hedreamed.

“Language, John, language.”The admonishment came from someone

standing behind him. Turning, John saw a manin his early thirties, with long hair and dressedin a robe. John recognized him instantly.

“Am I dreaming you or are you dreamingme?” he asked.

The other man smiled. They stared at eachother across the glade, then they slowlysauntered up to each other, stopping only ametre apart.

“Well, John, maybe we’re both dreamingeach other.”

“Nice little place you have here. Lots oftrees. I thought you preferred deserts andplaces like that.”

“I like to travel. And did you know, I have acousin named John.”

“Good for you. What are you doing here?

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What am I doing here?”“Love the eyes. I just wanted to say hello.”“Hello back at you. I take it you heard me in

the church?”“Yes, you sounded… angry.”“Do you blame me?”“I don’t blame anybody. You forget, I

forgive.”“Well, good for you. Lillian seemed happy

with all your forgiveness. I guess I can’t faulther for being happy. It worked for her. But Igotta say, you’re shorter than I thought.”

“Well, you’re whiter than I thought.”“Touché. Hey, I read that book about you,

your biography.”“My biography?”“Yeah, that big black book everybody talks

about.”“I think it’s called the Bible.”“Yeah. Needed an editor. No o ence, but it

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went on forever. And repeated itself. But man,you had a rough life.”

“Just the last part of it. And it got better. Ithad a happy ending. As for you, you’relooking… better. I heard some things aboutyou, unpleasant things.”

“I have you and your friends to thank forthat. You’re lucky I don’t hold a grudge either.I can forgive too. But I’ve learned my lesson.I’m trying to stay t these days. Unlike you,I’m going to do my best to avoid dying. For mypeople, the novelty wore o severalgenerations ago.”

“Your people are my people too.”“Tell that to all your priests and ministers

who used to look after my people. Tell it toSammy Aandeg.”

“Yeah, I’m getting a lot of that lately. Well,blame free will and all that.”

“Well, they had more free will than Sammydid. And yet, you forgive them for all the

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horrible things they did? I’ll always havetrouble figuring that one out.”

“It’s all part of the contract. Everybodydeserves a light at the end of the tunnel.”

“An escape clause, huh? So, why are youhere? I heard you don’t come and visit downhere much anymore. Otter Lake the site of theSecond Coming?”

“Not if you’re Jewish. Well, my friend, weboth loved Lillian. I didn’t think we should beenemies. And many people seem to reallywant and love you, so I…”

“Sorry, but I am not loved like you are. I amnot loved, I am beloved. There’s a substantialdifference.”

“There is? And just what is that difference?”“When you’re beloved, you get all the same

warm and fuzzies as you do when you’reloved, but there’s a lot less responsibilityinvolved. I like that kind of di erence. It’smore bang for your buck.”

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“And the boy?”“What about him?”“Do you actually want him to grow up to be

just like you, rootless, subject to every whimand desire, having no structure or roots? Boys,children in general, need to be loved, not justbeloved.”

“You know, every parent wants their kid togrow up like you, but most of them areactually closer to me. Perfection is boring.Flaws are interesting.”

The other man chuckled.“You’ve got a nice smile,” said John. “You

should smile more. Really.”“Thank you, but obviously, John, we’re very

di erent people with di erent priorities. But ifa woman like Lillian can hold both of us inher heart, we can’t be that far apart.”

“Thanks. I appreciate that. You know, therewas a time when I really envied that turning-wine-into-water trick. That would have solved

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a lot of problems for me then.”“And created a whole bunch of new ones

too.”“Yes, it would have, no doubt about that.”

John paused. “How’s Lillian?”“She’s ne. In fact, I have a message from

her.”“What?”“Thanks for the thunderstorm.”John laughed out loud, and it felt good.

“Thanks for the laugh.”“I do what I can.”This made John think for a second, and an

idea came to him. “There is one more thingyou can do for me, a small request. A favour.Guy to guy. There is something you have theability to do that I would love to master. Itwould sure make travelling a lot easier.”

The other man raised an eyebrow. “Ohreally? How can I help?”

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“I’m glad you asked.” John explained, andthe other man, whose hair was almost as longas John’s and who was just passing throughthe dream world, listened closely.

In his sleep, John smiled.

In another room of the house, Sammy sat fullyawake, mumbling to himself, staring at thedoor behind which the stranger slept.Sammy knew the man was not a man, at leastnot in the dictionary sense of the word.However, he didn’t know what to do aboutthat little fact. His social contacts, and hisability for social contact, had long sinceevaporated. So now he just sat, like he didmost mornings, wishing the man would go orbe gone.

Almost ten days ago the blond White manhad shown up at his door, talking like an old-fashioned Indian (as his generation still calledthem) should. The grouchier and crazier

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Sammy tried to appear, the more the manlaughed. There was something about thestranger that convinced the old man that hecould not turn the man away, though he wasthe rst house guest Sammy had had indecades. He felt about the man’s presence theway you’d feel about a relative from some far-o country, or a branch of the family you’dnever met, coming for a visit. They belongedthere, somehow, and you had no right to denythem accommodation. You may not like it(and Sammy didn’t) but it would be wrong todo anything but tolerate them.

And the stranger’s eyes… Sammy keptforgetting to write down what colour theywere. He was sure they changed colour. Heknew the man was playing a game with him,and probably everyone else. Sammy grew upand lived in a world of brown eyes, so multi-coloured irises stood out. Last night, before theman left for whatever mischief he hadplanned, Sammy thought his eye colour had

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once more shifted. This time they were apeculiar whisky colour. They shone like deepamber.

Every morning, the man rose with a smileand spoke to Sammy in crystal-clearAnishnawbe. In fact, it was the kind spoken byhis grandparents—ancient, and largelyunin uenced by the changing world. It wasone of the many things about the stranger thatunnerved him.

Sammy mumbled some more before risingfrom his chair. As crazy as people thought hewas, there was still a schedule to follow, apattern to his day. And no crazy White manwas going to interfere. Sammy walked out ofthe house and into the woods. Maybe todayhe’d nd Caliban, the real Caliban—not thisguy. If pressed, he’d admit he was moreinterested in nding Ariel. Sammy had asneaking suspicion she was probably cuter,and had boobs.

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As Crystal Denise Park was fast approachingthe Otter Lake First Nations, her assistant, Kait,was busy reading notes in the seat beside her.The 2009 Saturn engine could hardly be heard.Crystal had always had a fondness for Saturns,and had opened a dealership some fourteenyears ago. It was phenomenally successful. Infact, it was so successful that she had ended upbecoming a local titan of business, which, aftermuch prodding, led her to run for the Liberalsin a local by-election. Now she answered tothe title Ms. Crystal Park, Member ofParliament for the county involved in the landissue with Otter Lake.

Most of her constituents felt the Nativepeople had enough land already. The countrydoesn’t need a larger Reserve. Crystal didn’tcare either way, but her job as MP was to pisso as few people as possible. And while theFirst Nations population in her riding was lessthan nine percent, the very fact they were FirstNations, members of an oppressed minority

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and victims of systemic abuse at the hands ofall three levels of government, gave them asubstantially larger pro le. Things had to behandled delicately.

Politics, Crystal discovered, was amazinglysimilar to running a car dealership. It consistedlargely of paperwork, marketing, negotiating,budgeting and trying to gure out what peoplewill want next, and how to give it to them. Italso made for strange bedfellows. Her bestfriend ran the o ce for an NDP colleague, andshe was secretly dating a Conservative pollster,though neither would publicly acknowledge it.Like any typical Liberal, Crystal travelled themiddle road. She sometimes wondered if theyshould be called Buddhists instead.

Kait, on the other hand, was a politicalscience graduate from Trent University, trainedfor little else except being an MP’s assistant.Somewhere down the road, the civil servicewould welcome her with open arms into thesoft bed known as federal, provincial or

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municipal bureaucracy. But right now, she wasputting the nal touches on Crystal’s speechfor today. Her pen could be heard scratchingon the paper. Kait would have preferred toedit on her laptop, but unfortunately, theydidn’t have a portable printer in the car, sothis clipboard would have to do.

“Kait?”“Yes, Mom.”“KAIT!”Kait looked up from her pad, startled.

“Sorry. Yes?”“I’ve told you not to call me Mom when

we’re out in public. It’s not very professional.”“But, Mom… I mean, Ms. Park, everybody

knows I’m your daughter. It’s no secret, andwe’re alone in the car.”

Crystal’s hands gripped the wheel tightly. “Itdoesn’t matter. It’s a matter of professionalism.We are professionals and we should actaccordingly. Have you nished my speech

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yet?”“Just about. Don’t you think we should have

cleared this with Mr. Miles?” Jonathan Mileswas the local MPP, and a Tory.

“He can read about it in the papers, likeeverybody else.”

“Geo rey Pindera is not going to like thiseither. I mean, the local municipality is goingto lose taxable income on over three hundredacres. They’ve made their point very clear. Anda lot of those municipality people vote infederal elections. Mom, I—”

Crystal cut her o . “First of all, it’s Ms. Park.Second, there are two Reserves in this seat.This will be a good gesture. Add the in uencethose two Reserves have provincially andfederally, and it cancels out this particularmunicipality, vote wise. And, rumour has it theDepartment of Indian and NorthernDevelopment could be looking for a newminister. Anything is possible in politics. I likeNative people, Kait. My parents used to have a

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lovely Algonquin lady clean our cottage once aweek. I think she was Algonquin. I know shewas Native. I’ve eaten deer. I have that leathervest. I’ve been to a powwow. I know thescore.”

Kait was not comforted by her mother’s less-than-competent plans for their future. CrystalPark could be remarkably vivacious in front ofa camera, and certainly knew how to turn aphrase in a way that made her seemremarkably bright and “with it.” But herdaughter knew that often the wrapping paperdidn’t represent the present in the box.

“Yes, Ms. Park.” Kait went back to scribbling,wondering to herself how much it would costher to go for that master’s degree.

“Have you seen him lately? Huh, have you?”Dakota seemed awfully excited for somebodystuck at school on a beautiful June day.

“Who?” asked Virgil, annoyed. He’d had to

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wait fteen minutes to get access to the schoollibrary computer, and he didn’t have time forlovesick cousins. He was doing somethingcalled research and his next class was due tostart.

“John! John Clayton. That’s who.”Virgil thought for a moment, jumping from

website to website. “Who is John Clayton?”Rolling her eyes, Dakota feigned annoyance.

“You know who. John. Motorcycle John! Thatguy from Grandma’s.”

Instantly, the Internet lost its appeal. “Hetold you his name was Clayton?”

“Yeah, he told me a lot of things. Haven’tseen him at all in the last day or two. I wasjust wondering if you’ve seen him around, Imean because I know he likes to hang aroundwith your mother and all. Well, have you?”

“No. Why?”She looked disappointed. “Just wondering.

If you see him, tell him I said hello.”

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“Dakota. If I were you, I’d stay away fromhim. You don’t know what you’re getting intohere. He’s not what he appears to be. Trustme. It’s safer.”

“What does that mean?”“Just forget about him. Okay?”Dakota looked annoyed. “No. He’s my

friend. He came over to see if I was okay. Idon’t think he’s done that for you.”

“Dakota…”“I can like him if I want. You just want to

keep him to yourself, don’t you? You and yourmother.”

Virgil almost laughed at that. “Noooo. Not atall. I’d give him away if I could.”

“Then why are you being so mean abouthim? He’s a very nice guy. Better than you.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”“Oh, never mind. Just leave me alone,

Virgil. I’ll nd him myself later.” Angrily, sheturned away from her cousin and disappeared

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out the library door.“Dakota…” Virgil started to follow her, but

the school bell rang, indicating time to changeclasses. John’s involvement in his life just keptgetting deeper and deeper. And what didDakota mean, “later”? His research forgotten,Virgil grabbed his books and dashed out thedoor without turning his computer off.

A few minutes later, Gregory Watson, thelibrarian, noticed the computer runningunattended, and thought it better to shut itdown. Whoever had been using it, heobserved, had been doing some heavy sur ng.At the bottom of the screen were ve still-active websites. Curious, he opened one afteranother. They all revolved around traditionalNative legends or myths. Speci cally, theTrickster or Nanabush stories. Somebody wastrying to get an “A” for sure.

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TWENTY-THREE

The piercing call of a red-winged blackbirdwoke John with a start later that morning. Hehad actually slept several hours, which wasunusual for him. And he had dreamed, whichwas even more unusual. And what a peculiardream it was. Glancing around, he saw thatnothing seemed to have changed—realitylooked the same; that was a good sign. He laythere for a few minutes, assessing his nocturnaladventures, both physical and dream ones.That Jesus guy didn’t seem so bad after all.Maybe he had misjudged the fellow. When hehad the time, he would have to re-evaluate hisperceptions, especially since they had eachshared some secrets of the trade.

But now the sun was just rising above thecrest of the trees. Though still half asleep, hefelt good. He hadn’t felt this alive in years.

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Decades, in fact.Rising to face the coming hours, he left his

cloistered cell and wandered out into Sammy’shouse. As usual the old man was gone on hisquest—an Aboriginal Don Quixote, Johnthought. Stretching and yawning, he went outinto the front yard, naked. The morning windand sun felt good on his exposed skin. All waswell in the world. Then, near the shed, he sawhis motorcycle. And everything else.

“What the…”John could almost smell it from the front

yard, coming from a good ten metres away. Herecognized it instantly.

“Those fucking raccoons…” he mutteredthrough clenched teeth.

They had been there, marking his belovedand irreplaceable two-wheeled vehicle. Hisprecious 1953 Indian Chief motorcycle hadbeen the latest victim in their war. An innocentbystander for sure. He barely felt the grassunderneath his bare feet as he approached.

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John stood there, staring at the collateraldamage. It looked like several dozen of hissworn enemies had contributed to thedesecration of the rare machine. It was literallyfender deep in shit. And a substantial amountof piss too. The distinctive red of the machinewas now darker, as if wet. It was like theraccoons had been saving up for weeks to dothis.

It was a childish, cheap and not especiallyclever or creative attack. But it was e ective,and very raccoony. John would have to spendmost of the day tending to his precious vehicle,time he wasn’t sure he had. And even then,there would probably be a lingering stench forsome time. The raccoons had upped the ante,and now it was his turn.

Seriously angry for the rst time in a verylong while, he turned to face the woods.Somewhere in there he knew all the raccoonswere hiding, more than likely laughing at him.His eyes scanned the wall of green, but they

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were too well hidden, and the woods toodeep. He picked up a rock and threw it intothe trees, not really expecting to hit anythingbut still needing to vent. He could hear itbouncing o a tree and falling to the forested

oor with a soft thud. Then nothing. Even thered-winged blackbird had stopped its call.

“You fucking bastards!” John yelled at theforest. “You’ve crossed the line.”

It has been said that the land does not forget;it is in fact the memory of all who live on it. Intoday’s world, raccoons live closer to the earththan most people, so their memory too islonger.

“Well?” There was no response. By thistime, John’s breathing was heavy, induced byinsult and rage. “For the last goddamned time,I did not eat your ancestor.”

It seemed a long, long time ago, in a forestnot that far away, that the man known in OtterLake as John had been a bad boy. Though afriend and ally to most living creatures, he was

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known occasionally to… not be. He, like allanimals of the forest and plains, had a strongneed to eat. It had been a cold winter andspring was slow in coming. The man’s stomachwas empty. He had survived for a while onteas made from the bark and leaves of varioustrees. But the man craved something moresubstantial. That’s when a certain raccoon, lostin an early spring blizzard, wandered into hiscamp. From there on, well, witnesses’descriptions varied.

“I didn’t! I swear! It just looked that waywhen that other raccoon caught… I mean sawme. I was… trying to give it mouth-to-mouth.Yes, it… it can be done through the bellysometimes. And then I… I listened to its heart.That’s how I got some blood on my face, uh…when I did that. And I tried to warm it up bythe re. That’s why it looked like I wascooking it. Honest! I was trying to save its life.It just looked like I was eating it. All this isover nothing. Why won’t you bastards believe

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me?”Once the echo of his voice had disappeared,

the forest was silent again. “Well? Gotanything to say?” Somewhere o in thedistance, a coyote howled. “Fine, next time wemeet, I’ll shit all over you. See how you like it.I’ve done it before and I’ll do it again. Bunchof miserable, furry, ea-infested… I hope thoseraccoon-skin coats come back into fashion.”John turned back to his motorcycle, almostshedding a tear at the de lement. High abovehim, on the branch of a century-old cedar tree,a single, aged raccoon appeared, the one Johnhad seen several days ago on the stump. Thecreature called to the man far below him. Itchattered and mocked and cursed and laughed.John fought an instinct to toss another rock,and instead just listened. The creaturecontinued its verbal assault, and once, pointedat the bike with its little hand. Understanding,the man glanced over his shoulder at themotorcycle, then back up at the lecturing

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raccoon. Slowly, John’s anger left him, and hestood there, naked to the world, nodding.Eventually the raccoon went silent, apparentlysatis ed with what he had said, and waited fora response.

It came quickly. “Promise?” asked the man.Once more the bandit creature chattered,

nodding its head.John weighed what the animal had o ered.

“What does everybody else say?”Almost at once, a chorus of raccoon

chattering could be heard emanating from thetrees. John couldn’t see them but he could surehear them. Every raccoon for a day’s ride musthave gathered to day within a stone’s throw ofSam’s house.

“How do I know I can trust you?”Again, it was the raccoon on the cedar that

responded for the ring-tailed army. A shortstaccato burst ended the conversation, and thenthe old raccoon waddled along the branch into

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the protection of the forest. Gradually, thesounds of the forest returned, and John,realizing the deal he’d just made, took a deepbreath.

“Okay, once I do that, it will be over then?We can end this stupid thing?”

There was no answer.Scratching his crotch, John surveyed the

damage in icted by the raccoons to his metalmount. “I hate raccoons,” he said to no one buthimself. He’d have to use a lot of water andsoap before he could ful ll his end of theagreement. But at least those pesky animalswould finally leave him in peace.

He hoped.

In her office, Maggie looked out the window atthe lake. In the distance she could seemotorboats going by, the odd houseboat andthe occasional Jet Ski. When she was younger,Virgil’s age, the lake had been so much calmer.

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You could have canoed across to the other sidewithout being broadsided by a wall of internalcombustion–generated waves. The sound of theoutboard motors through her open windowskept reminding her of another, similar-sounding two-wheeled vehicle.

The press conference was a little more thantwo hours away. Maybe things would nallycalm down with the announcement that theland would be o cially transferred. Otter Lakehad a letter in principle saying the federalgovernment would turn it into Reserve land,once all the assessments were completed. Afterthat, who knew what would happen. Maggiewas still getting stopped by people kindly“suggesting” things the community should dowith that property. The most recent had comefrom Neil McNeil, who advocated letting thecity of Toronto dump its garbage there. Maggiesighed the sigh of a con icted head o cial andturned back to her desk.

Her phone rang. It was her cousin Pamela,

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the receptionist. “Maggie, Crystal Park is here.”“Send her in.”Let the dance begin, thought Maggie.

Through this whole escapade, she’d workedclosely with the MP, and she acknowledgedthat Crystal Park could get things done, thoughshe sometimes wondered for whose benefit.

There was a knock at her door and twoWhite women entered. “Crystal, and Kait,welcome.” Maggie rose from her desk to shaketheir hands.

“Are we early?” asked Crystal.“Nope, right on time. Have a seat. I suppose

we should go over exactly what will happen atthree.”

“Right. I believe Kait has made some noteson the subject.”

Both heads turned to the young woman,who now consulted her clipboard.

“Um, yes,” said Kait. “Well, it’s prettystraightforward. I’ve arranged for the press to

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be there on site, the local television station,radio and newspapers, all the usual suspects. Ithink my mother… Ms. Park should speak first,followed by you, Chief Second. Afterwardthere will be a brief question-and-answersession. Hopefully not too long. If we arelucky, this should last maybe twenty minutesor so.”

“Finishing in just enough time to make theevening news. By the way, Maggie, you’ve keptus all in the dark about what the Reserve plansto do with the land. You do know thereporters will ask you about that. What areyou going to tell them?”

“A decision hasn’t been made yet. We’restill… consulting,” said Maggie.

Crystal Park leaned back in her chair andlooked out a window. Not the one facing southover the lake, but the one facing east, over theparking lot. She was pleased to see at leasttwo Saturns. She only hoped they were fromher dealership. She made a mental note to

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check their licence plates when they left.“I don’t know, Maggie. After all the fuss this

thing has caused, you know the local reeve isgoing to really kick up a fuss over this, worsethan he’s already been doing. You and yourcommunity had better have some good ideasabout what to do with that land. You can’t justlet it be. People in the municipality won’tstand for it after all these headaches.”

“But they were letting it just lie there untilnow. It was an abandoned cottage and apractically unused woodlot. Why do we haveto do something different?”

The MP smiled at the chief ’s naïveté.“Because, my friend, it’s human nature. If Ihad… I don’t know… say, a daughter that Iignored all the time, and I was pestered tomarry her o to somebody, and I subsequentlynoticed that her husband was ignoring her…?Well, I, as a normal person, wouldn’t stand forit. Do you understand where I’m comingfrom?”

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Slowly, Maggie nodded. She knew the MPwas right. Her secret wish was to let the landremain semi-wild, but she knew few othersheld her hope. The others had their owndreams about it.

“If there’s one thing I’ve learned in o ce it’sthat the press hates vague answers. Makesomething up if you have to. You can alwayschange it later and blame it on a shift in policy—or climate, if you want to be trendy.”

Kait, meanwhile, sat there, making notes onher clipboard, wishing her mother would stopusing her in her allegories.

“I will put that in the microwave and seewhat bubbles up. But I suppose we should getgoing,” Maggie said as she rose.For such a sunny day, there seemed to be adark cloud over her. “I’ll give you a quick tourof the administration o ce, and then maybewe’ll grab some lunch.”

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The sound of one of the three great inventionsof White people could be heard ushing asWayne entered the living room. Virgil, homefor lunch, sat waiting on the big brownoverstu ed chair his mother had bought twoyears ago. He seemed nervous.

“So, what are we going to do?” he asked.“Not we—I. I will nd him. Face him. Tell

him to fuck o . You got that school thing todeal with and this could get dangerous. Doesthat sound like a plan?”

“I don’t know. What can happen when youtell Nanabush to fuck off? If he is Nanabush.”

Wayne put on his worn jean jacket. “Youstill don’t believe it?”

“I heard them say on Star Trek that thesimplest explanation is usually the correct one.Nanabush is not a simple explanation. I admitit’s possible, only because anything is possible,but I…”

Now Wayne was putting his shoes on, tying

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the laces aggressively. “Well, if he isn’tNanabush, we have nothing to worry about.We just tell him to hit the road, and that’s that.That would make life a lot easier.”

“And if he is Nanabush?”“Then things get more complicated. A lot

more complicated.” He stood up. “So I am outof here. I will let you know what happens.”

Virgil nodded. “Where are you going first?”“I am going to take the battle to him. At

Sammy Aandeg’s.”“And then…”Wayne stretched, rst up to the sky, then

down to the ground, then in each of the fourcardinal directions, before answering. “Virgil, Idon’t know. I am ying blind on this, just asyou are. I do know one thing. According toeverything I’ve ever read about him, Nanabushcan be hurt. He can feel pain. And if it comesto that… it comes to that.”

“You’d ght him? Nanabush… if it is

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Nanabush?”“As you said, this is about your mother, my

sister. Most people think Nanabush is alovable goof, a children’s character. But he ismore human than most humans, he has alltheir nobility, and all their faults—magni ed.He’s a wild card, Virgil. I am going to have tobe as wild as him. What that means… ask metomorrow. I’ll know then. And if I need help,I’ll let you know.”

Grimly, the boy nodded. “Okay, UncleWayne. But don’t forget, I told my mother Iwould be at the press conference. That’s in alittle over two hours.”

“Good, you’ll be around people. Most of thelegends of Nanabush deal with him going oneon one, or one on two, with people oranimals. Not a lot of crowd stories. Wish meluck.”

Wayne started walking briskly in thedirection of Sammy Aandeg’s house, whileVirgil began his journey back to academic

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salvation.Salvation was short lived. As soon as he

arrived, Ms. Weatherford found him putting hisbackpack in his locker.

“Mr. Second, have you seen Dakota?”“No, ma’am, not since this morning. She’s

usually the first one here after lunch.”“It seems she didn’t report to her last class.

Do you have any idea where she might be?”Suddenly his last conversation in the library

with his cousin came back to him, as didthoughts of her growing fascination with John-of-a-thousand-last-names. She had said, I’ll ndhim myself later. Maybe now was later. If so,then he knew where Dakota might be. But toinform Ms. Weatherford of all of this wouldtake a long and potentially embarrassingexplanation of the relationship among Virgil’sgrandmother, a motorcyclist, the moon,binoculars and a thirteen-year-old Anishnawbegirl. Way too unbelievable.

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“Uh, no, sorry. I can’t help you. Maybe she’sat home sick or something.” He hoped thathimself.

“No, her mother hasn’t seen her. Maybe she’son the playground. Thank you for your help,Virgil.” Turning and walking away, Ms.Weatherford left the young man to ponder.

Dakota might be in trouble, thought Virgil.With John, since nobody really knew hisgame, that was a strong possibility. Virgilweighed his options and decided Dakota’ssituation was the most important. Lookingaround to be sure no one saw him, he quietlyclosed his locker door, locked it, and thensnuck out of the school’s side entrance. Heknew this was practically committing suicide,with Ms. Weatherford and his mother on hiscase, but some things and people were worththat risk.

Running as fast as he could, he caught upwith his uncle about halfway to Sammy’s, andfilled him in.

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“Oh great, another wrinkle…” was Wayne’ssober comment.

“This isn’t like her, Uncle Wayne. She lovesschool.”

“Well, what exactly happened between youtwo this morning?”

“Nothing much. I told her to stay away fromJohn. That he was bad news.”

“Virgil, you’re an idiot. But then again, soam I. Remember when we told your motherthe same thing? How did she react?”

“She got mad.”Wayne nodded. “She got mad. Just about

pushed me out of the house and out of her life.Nobody likes to be told what to do and whothey can be friends with.”

“But I’m in school. They tell me what to doall the time.”

“Do you like it?”“No.”

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“I rest my case. I’ll keep my eyes open forher. Better get back to school.”

“No. I want to come.”“What about all that trouble you got into

about skipping?”“I’ll write a four-thousand-word essay. Use

lots of adverbs too. Let’s go. I’m worried.”Virgil trotted ahead determinedly, and

Wayne increased his speed. About an hourlater they arrived at Sammy’s secluded abode,moving clandestinely through the sumacs thatlined the driveway. Unfortunately, Virgil andWayne were disappointed.

“His motorcycle isn’t here,” said Virgil.“Neither is Dakota.” The whole lot seemedquiet and deserted, and an odd, unpleasantodour hung in the air. “What is that smell?”

“Raccoon, I think,” answered Wayne.“How can you tell?”Wayne shook his head. “You really have to

stop watching so much Star Trek and get out

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into the woods more. You’re embarrassing.”Taking refuge behind a large bush, they

scanned the immediate area. “And FYI, afamily of them got stuck on my island once.Took forever to get them off.”

“I’ve seen raccoons. Josie, over near thecottages, used to have a pet one. It didn’t smelllike this.”

Sni ng the air, Wayne said, “Yeah, thissmell is real strong. There must have been alot of them. An army of them. But why?”

Their minds ashed to the argument they’dwitnessed between John and the raccoon.

Wayne whispered to the boy, “I thinksomething is definitely up.”

Virgil was about to respond when he and hisuncle heard the now-familiar growl of thevintage motorcycle. Crouching down fartherbehind the bush, they peeked through thelarge tear-shaped leaves. The red-and-whitemachine roared into the driveway, a multitude

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of plastic bags hanging from each handle bar,each heavy with its contents. Once the bikestopped, the bags swayed back and forth likependulums, almost knocking John and thebike over.

“Nanabush grocery shops?” Wayne said,more to himself than to Virgil. They watchedJohn push the kickstand down, and gather upthe six plastic bags. Carrying them, he walkedover to the edge of the lawn, where the forestbegan, and dropped all of the bagscontemptuously. The two in the bush heardJohn call out: “All right, you overgrown mangyrats. I’m here and I brought the stu . Do youwant it or not?” Then John started mumblingunder his breath.

Suddenly they heard chattering, twigsbreaking, leaves rustling… it sounded like thewoods themselves had come alive.

“Look! Oh my God…” Wayne pointed at thetrees. At the top of an ancient cedar, a loneraccoon sat, looking down at the blond man as

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if in judgment. It waved its arms around. Atany other time it might have seemed cute, buttoday, it seemed decidedly uncute, more in theeerie category. Another raccoon appeared in anearby tree. Then another. Then four more inthe pine tree next to the cedar. The maple treethat bordered the lawn suddenly held a dozen.The trees around Virgil and Wayne were nowpeopled (or raccooned) with dozens anddozens of grey, masked mammals, crying outin victory. Like their leader, the rest stood upon their hind legs and waved their arms. Moreappeared along the ground bordering theforest.

“Holy shit!” said Virgil.From their hiding place, they heard John

grumbling as he lifted up the rst grocery bagand took out six packets of bacon. Flicking outhis hunting knife, John sliced open eachpackage, grabbed handfuls of the meat andstarted throwing handfuls of thin strips into theforest. It was raining bacon. The forest pulsed

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with the rapid movement of raccoons. Baconwas hanging from branches, draped over rocks,wedged in the crooks of trees, lying on theleafed forest oor—and the raccoons feastedon it. Virgil and Wayne could smell the maple-smoked aroma.

“Enjoy the bacon. I hope you all get heartattacks and die,” muttered John as he reachedfor more food.

From the next bag he took out ve boxes ofhalf-frozen shrimp. He grabbed handfuls of thepink seafood and tossed it as hard as he could.Again a cry of victory rose up from the furryarmy as they scrambled to grab the delicaciesthat rained down.

Wayne and Virgil knew they werewitnessing something their grandchildren inthe far future would never believe. At onepoint, an errant shrimp struck Wayne’sbaseball cap and bounced to the ground besidehim. A raccoon darted out of nowhere andgrabbed it. It looked up at Wayne brie y

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before popping the shrimp in its mouth andrunning off.

The third bag contained various fruits andnuts. Handfuls of cherries, walnuts,strawberries, cherry tomatoes, peanuts anddried banana slices were tossed to the waitingforest denizens. Like little furry vacuumcleaners, the raccoons hoovered up the treats,which lasted barely two minutes on the forestfloor.

Next came the contents of bag number four,a mixture of bagged popcorn, potato chips,cheeses, Fritos and pork rinds. Once moreJohn opened the bags and pelted the woodsaround him with their contents.

Virgil leaned over and whispered to hisuncle, “All of this must have cost a fortune.Where does Nanabush get money?”

Wayne shook his head to indicate he had noanswer.

From the next bag, John took out half adozen cartons of eggs. Taking care not to break

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them, he gently let them tumble out onto thesoft grassy lawn. One by one, raccoon afterraccoon came waddling out of the brush, eagerto grab and devour the white and brown orbsof gooey goodness. There were not nearlyenough to satisfy all the creatures but it was allhe had been able to hang from his handlebars.

That left one bag. The dessert bag. Inside itwere bags of jujubes, Smarties, butter tarts,Maltesers, gummi bears, Twizzlers andchocolate-covered almonds—a dentist’snightmare. But raccoons didn’t have dentists,so it was a moot point.

It was a food orgy of Roman proportions.But clearly it was not enough. High atop thecedar tree, the chief raccoon chattered loudly,silencing all the rest.

“More?” exclaimed John. “You want more?That’s all I got.”

Again, the raccoon scolded the man, and forthe rst time the man responded in kind,sounding exactly like a raccoon. This did not

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sway the aged raccoon, which scolded again.Frustrated, John held up all the empty bags.

“Do you see any more, you miserable…?” Helooked around him, and saw Sammy’s house.Speci cally, his kitchen window and all thatexisted behind it. With realization came asmile. He held up two fingers.

“Give me two minutes!”The two Otter Lake residents, still well

hidden, watched John run into the house,wondering what would happen next. Allaround them they could hear raccoonmastication and the raccoon equivalent ofsatisfied purring.

A few minutes later, John emerged from thehouse carrying an old cardboard box. Now itwas John’s turn to dictate terms. “Okay, this iseverything in the house. Everything. It’s eitherthis, or we go back to the way things were.Now eat this, shut up and leave me alone. Igot a lighter, you know. Better stick to the dealbefore I set fire to the forest.”

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He grabbed a loaf of white bread, savagelyripped the plastic bag open and threw theslices high into the forest. Next came a largejar of pickles that he didn’t bother to open.Tossing it, it broke on landing, releasing itscontents. Then came a sealed box of Cheerios,followed by a half-empty package of FigNewtons and nally a box of sh sticks. Allsoon disappeared into the shadows of thevegetation.

“That’s it. That’s all I got. Looks like Sammyain’t eating for a week. So what do you wantto do now? Huh? Tell me!” John yelled intothe forest. “Is it over or does the cold war gethot?” To illustrate his point, John icked hislighter and a small flame appeared.

The head raccoon surveyed the scene of hisvictory, happily munching on a Fig Newton.Then, with a satis ed nal gulp, it turned anddisappeared down the trunk of the tree. As ifby magic, all the other creatures began to meltinto the forest background, their hands,

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tummies and mouths full of man-made booty.“It’s over. Finally,” they heard him say, as

the man stood there on the empty lawn. It wasas if a great weight had been lifted o hisshoulders. No longer would he have to lookover his shoulder or wonder what troublewaited just beyond the next tree. Wiping hiscrumb-and food-smeared hands on the grass,John walked toward the house, a look ofaccomplishment on his face.

“Of all the animals on this continent to bemade extinct by the White man, why couldn’tit have been those things? Oh well, I’ll have totell Sammy… Puck was hungry.” That thoughtmade the man laugh. That had gone betterthan he had expected. It was a good sign. Nowfor the next adventure.

As John entered the house, Wayne nudgedhis nephew, still crouched down beside him.“Still not convinced he’s Nanabush?”

Virgil struggled to speak. “He… um… UncleWayne? Uh, what was that you said about

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Nanabush legends saying he only dealt withthings one on one or one on two? Huh? Thatwas a little more than one on two. I thoughtyou knew this stuff.”

“Virgil, tikwamshin.”“Well, Mr. Nanabush Fighter, what do we do

now?”“I don’t know.”“Boy, you just know how to inspire

confidence, don’t you?”Wayne gave him a sour look. “Virgil, you

are getting on my nerves.”“And what about Dakota? Aren’t we

supposed to be out here looking for her?”Wayne nodded. “Yeah, we will but the safest

place in Otter Lake for her to be right now isanyplace but here. One mystery at a time, littlenephew.”

Virgil was not convinced. His uncle was notbeing as helpful as he had expected. “So whatare we going to do now? Do you want to

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break another tree branch?”For that, the young boy received an annoyed

scowl from his uncle.“Fine, you want me to do something, I’ll do

it.” Wayne stood up behind the bushes andwalked toward Sammy’s house.

“Uncle Wayne, what are you doing?”“Something. Don’t get in the way.”He stopped near the kitchen window, then

seemed to change his mind. Virgil saw himlook at the motorcycle and trot over to it.Pulling a jackknife from his back pocket, hisuncle leaned over the front end of the machinefor a minute, then lifted the now-disconnectedheadlight over his head and gesturedtriumphantly to Virgil. He wrapped it in hisjean jacket and returned to the kitchenwindow.

Placing the wrapped-up headlight on theground behind him, he took a defensive poseand yelled, “Yo, you in the house. Come out

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now.”Hesitantly, Virgil too emerged from the

bush, amazed at his uncle’s con dence. Hestood discreetly two metres behind Wayne.There was an uncomfortable silence as theyboth waited for a response. It came when Johnemerged from the back door, onto the lawn,locking eyes with Wayne.

“Ah, more guests. What a busy morning.Good morning, Virgil. And who is your friend?Let me guess… Maggie’s fabled weird brother.Dwayne.”

“Wayne. My name is Wayne.”John smiled. “Wayne it is. I assume you are

here for a reason?”“I…”Virgil tugged on his uncle’s jacket,

reminding him he was there. “Uh, we wantyou to leave my mother alone. That’s all.”Virgil noticed the man’s eyes. “Jesus! Youreyes… they’re yellow!”

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“I prefer to call them amber. You should seethem at sunset. And is that what your motherwants too, for me to leave her alone?”

“Maggie doesn’t know who you are,” Waynesaid.

“Who am I?” John said tauntingly.“Nanabush,” said Wayne.For a second John didn’t respond; he just

stared at Wayne with quiet amusement.“Nanabush. The Trickster? The centralcharacter of Anishnawbe mythology, theparamount metaphor in their cosmology? Thedemigod? The amazing, handsome, intelligentand fabulous Nanabush? That Nanabush?”John noticed Virgil was nodding behindWayne.

“Well, that’s a little egocentric, butessentially, yes,” said Wayne.

“What about you, Virgil? What do you say?”Virgil didn’t say anything. In fact, his uncle

answered for him. “He knows you’re trouble.

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And de nitely not good for his mother. Weboth want you to get out of town.”

“Or what?”“You are dangerous. So am I.”Virgil had never heard his uncle sound so

cold.“If I am this… Nanabush, what makes you

think you can fight me, let alone beat me? Andwhy should I ght you? I just have to tellMaggie about this and I’m fairly sure she willtake you apart herself, saving me the problem.So I see no advantage in discussing this anyfurther. Now, if you will excuse me, I have apress conference to attend. As an Italian I onceknew used to say, Arrivederci!”

John nodded with mock politeness and wasabout to stride victoriously to the pressconference when Wayne pulled the headlightof a ne, familiar vintage motorcycle fromunderneath his jean jacket. John stopped inhis tracks, his eyes widening at the sight.

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Casually, Wayne tossed the headlight atJohn’s feet. “Just to let you know, we meanbusiness.”

Carefully, John picked it up, brushing othe dirt and pine needles, and cradled it. Hesighed, then gently put the headlight backdown on the ground beside the injuredmotorcycle. “My poor, poor baby. You bastard.That motorcycle never did a thing to you.”

Wayne shrugged. “It got your attention.Virgil, step back, over to that tree.”

The boy did as he was told.“You are right about something. We don’t

have to do this. If you just jump on thatmachine of yours and get the hell out of town,we can all go our separate ways. What do yousay?”

“How do I even know if my Indian will run?If you did this to it, you could have doneworse.”

“Oh, it works. I’m not stupid. Damaging

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your engine would force you to remain here.So, gonna take the smart road or does thishave to get messy?”

Virgil watched the two men, aware of thetension in the air. His uncle was going to ghtthis guy—this guy his mother really liked, whomight possibly be a creature from Anishnawbehistory. He wondered absurdly how theschool’s guidance counsellor would advise himto handle the situation.

John’s face had a grim set to it. “You see, theproblem is, you de led my little bike. Thatmachine is very important to me, so I can’tallow that. It’s a matter of pride. I didn’t havemy pride for a while, but I got it back. Andnow I’m not going to lose it again. You,Dwayne…”

“Wayne!”“… kick over a beehive, and you can’t

expect the bees not to get angry. You runnaked through poison ivy, you’re going to geta little itchy. You poke a stick at a—”

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“Enough with the metaphors. I get thepoint.” Wayne took o his sneakers and socks,flexing his toes.

Looking mildly amused, John asked, “Sowhat are you gonna do now?”

“Whatever I have to. Virgil, just stay whereyou are. Don’t get involved.”

“You should listen to your uncle, and not getinvolved in things that aren’t your business.”

“John, Nanabush, or whatever your nameis…”

John cocked an eyebrow. “Yes?”Wayne stepped forward, until just a metre

or so separated the two men. “Normally I trainpurely for defensive purposes. However, theworld is a complicated place and you can’talways do what is planned. Sometimes youhave to do what is necessary.”

John’s brow furrowed. “What the hell doesthat mean? What exactly do you considernecessary?”

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“This!” Wayne fell to the ground, landing onhis butt with his legs stretching directly in frontof him, between John’s legs. Spreading hislegs, he forced John’s apart a fair distance,causing him to fall backward, his handsgrabbing his groin. Surprised and stunned,Virgil stepped back to relative safety behind alow-hanging pine branch.

Both men jumped to their feet, though Johnwas a little slower. Without warning, hekicked forward and his cowboy boot went

ying o and hit Wayne in the forehead,making him fall back. Taking o his otherboot, John limped around, his groin stillclearly troubling him.

“You wanna get tough? I’ll get tough. I’vefought more battles than you’ve had days inyour stupid life. Come on, I need the cardio.”He leaped toward his opponent, who wasscrambling to his feet. Wayne managed tododge John and, using his leg as a wedge,tripped him and sent him falling against a tree.

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But only for a second. John coiled his legs lowto the ground and jumped straight backward,hitting Wayne and sending them both into thebushes. There was some rolling around, butVirgil’s view was obscured by the shakingbranches.

“Tag, you’re it.” Like a squirrel chased by adog, Wayne broke from the bushes and ran ashort distance to a tall pine tree, and withbarely any e ort, he raced up the trunk, histoes digging into the uneven bark and hishands skimming the branches. The blondman’s eyes widened.

“Okay, so you can climb like a marten. Kid,I’ve been doing this kind of thing since longbefore anything you could possibly rememberexisted. You want to play games, justremember, I invented those games.” Johnlooked at Virgil. “This is going to be more funthan I thought.” John leaped up the side of thetree just as quickly as Wayne had, anddisappeared into the leafy canopy.

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Virgil scanned the treetops but could seenothing in the dense foliage. The branches of adozen di erent trees laced together blockedout the blue sky. Occasionally a twig or leafwould drift down, and a mu ed grunt orhidden yell could be heard, indicating the ghtwas still going on. Virgil wondered what washappening up there in the forest top. “H-h-hello? Uncle Wayne? Uncle Wayne? John…”

Like a wave breaking on shore, helldescended from the trees. The rst thing Virgilheard was the thud of two bodies meeting, anda urry of noise. An avalanche of twigs,branches, leaves and ancient bird’s nests peltedthe boy and the forest oor, followed by lastyear’s tent caterpillar silk. Cedar, maple,willow, elm, oak, apple, leaves of all kinds felland blanketed the area like a green snowfall.Ancient kites, de ated balloons and theremnants of a long-forgotten tree fort wereforcibly dislodged. An abandoned beehivenearly hit the boy but instead bounced o a

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limb of the pine tree.The battle seemed to be moving. Just a

minute ago he could have sworn it rageddirectly above him in the pine tree, but now itwas a dozen metres north, where there stoodan aged outcropping of oak. And now he wassure the damaged limbs and leaves werefalling from a huge weeping willow that stoodnext to a clearing.

It was a matter of time before the animalsthat called the trees home became collateraldamage. A porcupine landed not a metre awayfrom Virgil. Confused and having notoriouslypoor eyesight, the porcupine thought that theyoung Native blob crouching next to the treewas at fault. Luckily Virgil had access to alarge stick and managed to poke thedisgruntled animal away.

Occasionally, the boy caught a glimpse of hisuncle’s denim jacket or John’s black pantsagainst the blue sky or green leaves or brownbark. As best he could, he tried to follow their

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progress. Virgil just followed falling things,and the sound of grunts, thuds and curses, theconstant rustle of leaves and branches beingshaken.

Out of nowhere, there was a movement tohis left. “Virgil, what’s going on?” It wasDakota, crouched a few metres away, lookingdazed.

“Dakota? There you are!” Virgil grabbed herand sheltered her under the branches of a long-fallen tree. “Are you okay? I was worried.”

“I… I came looking for John. Did you seewhat he did back there? John Clayton. He…those raccoons… what…? Virgil, I don’tunderstand. I just wanted to make sure hehadn’t left. John… he told me he was stayinghere. I thought I should tell him what you saidabout him. How… how mean you were.”Something crashed above them. “That’s yourUncle Wayne up there, with him, isn’t it?Virgil, what’s going on?”

So, she had seen the whole thing, raccoons

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and all. Virgil wasn’t sure he could clarify ithimself. “It’s hard to explain, Dakota. I toldyou John wasn’t who he appeared to be.”

“Then who is he?”Virgil took a deep breath. “My Uncle Wayne

thinks he’s Nanabush.”“Oh” was all she said.Now Virgil was getting really worried.“How can they do that? I mean, ghting up

there? In the trees. I… I don’t think that’spossible.”

Virgil didn’t know how to respond to that.“Virgil, who’s Nanabush?” she asked.Virgil remembered Dakota’s parents had

strongly embraced the Canadian lifestyle. Theyprobably hadn’t seen t to ll her head withstories of Anishnawbe history or culture. Theirdaughter should have her feet rmly plantedin the here and now, they thought. Their onlynods to any form of Aboriginal history werethe names of their children, primarily because

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they thought the names sounded cool andmight jump out on a job application. Dakotaknew more French than Anishnawbe, andmore English history than Anishnawbe history.Her only connection to the past had beenLillian. But now wasn’t exactly the time to llher in on the details. It would have to wait.

“You remember those stories about thetrickster, the ones that Grandma told us? Him,”Virgil said.

Dakota tried to focus on what Virgil wassaying “That’s Nanabush? That guy from thosekids’ stories? My parents didn’t like melistening to them.”

“No,” Virgil said, “Not the Nanabush fromkids’ stories. Grandma’s Nanabush.”

Then, almost as quickly as it had begun, thewar in the tree-tops ended. The odd leaf

oated down, but peace had returned to theforest of Otter Lake.

“I think it’s over,” Virgil said to Dakota.“Uncle Wayne?” he yelled. There was no sign

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of Maggie’s youngest brother. Or of John, forthat matter. All was oddly quiet. Virgil calledlouder. “Uncle Wayne!” Only the echo of hisown voice responded.

Oh shit, thought Virgil. His uncle hadrecommended a direct approach to dealingwith the stranger, but the boy had notexpected an old-fashioned, down-and-dirty,drag-out, bar-room ght. That had taken himby surprise. Now Wayne was missing, and thatwas not a good thing.

“Virgil, how do people ght in the trees?”Dakota still seemed a little confused.

“I don’t know…” Then, “Uncle Wayne!” heyelled again to the silent woods.

Almost directly above him a supple andpliant weeping willow branch groaned softly.Virgil looked up to see Wayne oating downto the ground, both hands gripping one of thetree’s whip-like extremities. He landed not tenpaces away from his nephew. Virgil andDakota rushed to his side.

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“Well, that didn’t go exactly how I’dexpected,” said Wayne. “Wow. That guy’spretty good. Man, I could use some aspirin,”he said, trying to smile through a fat lip.

Neither Virgil nor Dakota had ever seensomebody who’d been in a real knock-down,drag-out ght before. Well, now they had, andit wasn’t pleasant. Most of his hair had slippedfrom the neat ponytail he normally wore, andmorphed into a twig-infested, leaf-inhabitedshambles. Both hands and feet looked cut andbruised, as did his right cheek, and he wasdeveloping a black eye. There was also a largebudding bump along his hairline. The rightknee of his pants had been torn, revealing anasty scrape. He was favouring his left leg, andone nger on his right hand looked like itmight be broken. Add to that the plethora ofscratches, cuts and blood spatters across mostof his visible skin.

His clothes didn’t look much better. Hisjacket was ripped along the left shoulder

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seam, and the sleeve was completely missing.There was a tear along the middle of thejacket’s back.

“But, all in all, all things considered, whenyou take everything into consideration, underthe circumstances, I feel great!” Waynegrinned, showing some blood on his teeth.

“Uncle Wayne, are you really okay?”Wayne took a deep breath before answering.

“You know, they always say there’s a world ofdi erence between training and the actualthing. I think I get the point now. He threw araccoon at me. He actually threw one at me.How do you train for that? Oh, hi, Dakota…glad we found you. You look good. By theway, have you seen the sleeve of my jacket?”

Virgil, too stunned to reply, just shook hishead.

“Hmm, I had it on this morning. It must bearound here somewhere.”

To the boy, Wayne’s voice sounded oddly

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detached.“Uncle Wayne, what happened up there?

Where’s… you know… John?”Absentmindedly, Wayne looked up into the

trees whence he’d just dropped.“Did you win? Did he? What happened?”

prodded Virgil.“I think…” Wayne found himself sitting on

the ground before he could summon theenergy to nish his sentence. “… it was a tie. Ithink. I’m… just going to take a little nap now.Okay, Virgil? Wake me up before dinner.”Curling up into a fetal position amid the fallendebris, Wayne went to sleep. Almost instantlyhe started snoring, his right leg twitching.

“Maybe we should get some help, Virgil. Hedoesn’t look so good.”

“Uncle Wayne? Uncle Wayne, what should Ido?” His uncle didn’t respond. Dakota wasright. He didn’t look good. Now Virgil trulyfelt he was in a pickle. Everything was out of

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his control. “John!” Virgil called his name afew times before accepting that the man wasno longer around. At least he wasn’t here togloat. Maybe his uncle had given as good as hegot, and the man with the motorcycle waslicking his wounds somewhere.

The motorcycle headlight! Virgil’s headjerked toward where John had put down thelight. It was gone. So John had been here onthe ground too, collecting his prize. But wherehad he gone? And what should Virgil do now,with his unconscious uncle a few metres away?

“Come on, give me a hand.” Somehow,Virgil and Dakota managed to lift the sleepingWayne, each of his arms over their muchsmaller shoulders. “We’d better take him tosome help. Maybe the clinic.”

“Virgil, what happened to John?”“I don’t really know, Dakota.” Slowly, they

dragged the unconscious man through thewoods.

“Can you tell me more about this Nanabush

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now?” asked Dakota.

If there was one thing history had taught thestranger, it was that he should never plan forvictory until it was fully achieved. Stories frommany di erent cultures, including theAnishnawbe, told of fools who anticipated onething, and through their own hubris, achievedthe exact opposite. Now here he was, hidingon top of Sammy’s roof with a detachedheadlight in one hand, and cradling a sore,perhaps cracked, rib in the other. His nose wasbleeding, and his elbow was swelling up.Whoever that Dwayne guy was, he was tougherthan he had anticipated. The Indian fought likean animal. Regrouping, John opted to hidefrom the two kids and his unconsciousopponent on the other side of the roof untilthings settled. He couldn’t hide, though, fromthe pain in his left shoulder. Somehow, hethought, ghting a great battle used to be a loteasier. And less painful. Maybe he was getting

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old.But at the moment he had more important

things to worry about than this little tussle.Besides, he was a fast healer. At least he usedto be. John knew the press conference wouldbe starting any minute. He wanted to be therewhen all the fun began and, internal injuriesor no internal injuries, he couldn’t miss it forthe world. Luckily, all three of his uninvitedguests were leaving. The two youngest seemedto be supporting Dwayne as they half carriedhim away. And there, just below the sore andimpatient John, waited his precious IndianChief.

A few minutes after the sound of the Chieffaded into the distance, Sammy came runninginto his house, out of breath and in a panic. Asalways, the rst thing he did was grab a beer.This time it was two, then he hustled his agingand damaged body into his room, slammingthe door behind him. Huddled in the corner,

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on the oor, he drained the rst beer withouttasting it. Things were happening. If theteachings of the residential school had stuck inhim, he would have called it the End of Days—for just half an hour ago, he was sure, positive,one hundred percent convinced that he’d seenthe marching of Birnam Wood. What elsecould it have been?

Out wandering, he’d been up on a grassyrise when Sammy saw what he saw. There,down below him, the trees were moving.Bushes were waving, leaves were scattering,the forest (a small part of it anyway) wasswaying, no doubt getting ready to march. Hecould even hear the trees shout out in anger,scream in rage and yell in pain.

He stood there, wondering if after all theseyears the gods had indeed intended to destroyhim by making him mad. After twenty secondsSammy could take it no more, and with asmall scream, he went running back to therelative sanctuary of his home. The night

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before had been the tempest.What was happening? The only answers

Sammy knew involved ve-percent alcohol,and he planned to ask a lot of questions thatday.

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TWENTY-FOUR

It was showtime. The media, which consistedof one local television station and one cablestation, the o cial city newspaper, the weeklysupermarket coupon paper and two radiostations, were ready and waiting. Some werethinking, This is what my career has come to,covering a minor Native land shu e in themiddle of nowhere. They had been millingabout for half an hour, waiting for the show tobegin and carefully avoiding the water- lledpotholes that dotted the landscape.

Crystal and Maggie were o by the MP’sSaturn, discussing this afternoon’s protocol andthe need for arranging a meeting with the localreeve and MPP once the dust settled. Kait wasbusy handing out the o cial press release toall interested members of the fifth estate. All inall, it was a boring, typical press conference

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that would be lucky to make the tail end oftonight’s newscast.

Already in town that day there had been anattempted bank robbery by a meth addict thathad been foiled easily by the local police—theman had locked himself out of his car. In thenorth end, a pine tree had been blown over bylast night’s thunderstorm, trashing the mayor’sbrother’s RV. So the line-up for tonight’s newswas pretty much already set, and a news storyabout Native land claims just didn’t comparein excitement. Still, everybody had to gothrough the motions.

Maggie whispered into Crystal’s ear, “I’vebeen thinking. I know you were going tospeak rst but maybe I should say a few wordsof introduction, just to set things up, and thenyou can speak. Is that okay?”

“Perfect,” responded Crystal, with herprofessional smile on full wattage, though shepreferred being the opening act.

Maggie stepped up to the mike. “Excuse me,

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I suppose we should get started before allthese trees die of old age,” she said. She hadmanaged to get somebody from Otter Lake’scommunity centre to set up a mike andloudspeaker system, attached to a smallportable generator. Though there were scarcelya dozen people there, this made things lookmore o cial. “I want everybody here to take agood look around them, at the trees, at theland beneath them. This is why we are here.”

Under normal circumstances, Maggie hatedpublic speaking, detested it in fact. Sheconsidered it the least enjoyable, or perhaps abetter expression was the most unenjoyable,part of the job of being chief. But today, beforeeverything took place, she wanted thesepeople standing before and beside her, andhopefully the people watching and listeninglater that night and reading the newspaper thenext morning, to know what all the fuss wasabout.

“This is the land of our ancestors. We have

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been here anywhere from ten thousand yearsago to time immemorial, depending on whosecalendar you are using. We have alwaysconsidered ourselves a part of the land, so youwill have to excuse us if we get a little ornerywhen it comes to deciding what to do withthat land. Our legends say the ground isMother Earth’s skin, the trees and grass herhair, the water her blood. It’s hard to bargainaway or discuss appropriating land when youthink of it in that way. Otter Lake wasoriginally founded almost two hundred yearsago when…”

Crystal whispered to her daughter, “This iswhat you call a few words?”

Behind her, leaning hidden against a tree,stood John, listening. Even in this time, Nativepeople still knew how to talk and think likethe Native people he remembered. He noddedin agreement, and privately wondered howlong it would take for these people to do whatMaggie had suggested. Speci cally they needed

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to take a good look around them, at the treesand, more important, at the land beneaththem. Because unless somebody did that, hewould have wasted an awful lot of time andenergy.

“There’s been a lot of discussion over whatto do with this land, both inside ourcommunity and outside. The issue has beencontroversial, and caused some disagreements.But remember, we are neighbours, andwhatever happens, this land, this ground youstand upon, will be here long after you and Iand everyone we know will have passed on.”

Terry Nash, radio reporter for CNDN,unconsciously glanced down when Maggiementioned “this ground you stand upon.” Hewas off to the left, his mike held high, trying tocatch cleaner sound as he had been taught incommunity college the year before. Arrivinglate, he hadn’t been able to leave his taperecorder on the lectern where Maggie wasspeaking.

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At his feet, Terry saw something sticking outof the ground. It appeared odd, and veryunlike a rock or root. He tried to ignore hisgrowing curiosity; after all, he was aprofessional reporter here to do a job. But themore Terry looked at the strange, knobbything near his right foot, the more suspicioushe became. After all, he was a professionalreporter. He nudged it with his foot, slightlyloosening it from the packed dirt. Terry thenkicked it, and the object came free and rolledover onto the surface of the land. Thoughunskilled in forensics, the young reporter wasfairly sure, almost positive, that it was ahuman bone. A leg bone, if all those episodesof crime-scene investigation dramas hewatched were correct.

Dropping his recording equipment, Terryscreamed and backed away, knocking over acameraman, whose training fortunatelyincluded knowing how to throw his bodybetween the ground and his camera.

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“What the hell’s wrong with you?” said theprostrate cameraman.

Pointing, Terry backed away even farther.“Over there! On the ground. A bone. A legbone. A human leg bone. I know it is. There’sa body under the dirt. Somebody should dosomething.”

Hungry for a more interesting story, all thereporters rushed to where the young reporterhad been standing and, as he maintained, therewas indeed what appeared to be a human legbone lying half exposed in the dirt.Immediately the newspaper photographersand cameramen fought for space, desperate totake the first images back to their editors.

Maggie and Crystal, with Kait in tow, rantoward the disruption.

“What’s going on here?” asked Maggie.The reporter from the local paper, The

Leader, was kneeling down, looking at theexposed bone. “That kid over there found this.It looks human. I think maybe you got a

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skeleton down here.” Using a pen, he moved afew small chunks of dirt, and looked closelyinto the hole left by the disturbed bone. “Yep,there are de nitely more bones down there.Now this is a story!”

At once, both o cials were surrounded andharassed by the press, eager to get a quote onthis mysterious happening.

“No comment! No comment!” said Crystal,as Kait vainly tried to shoo the reporters away.

Maggie, however, had no such assistant.Confused by what had just happened, she triedto nd a way through the turmoil of mediasmelling the fresh blood of a potential exposé.

“Hey, look!” It was the cameraman fromCDRW. “I think I found some more. Overhere.” Indeed, he was recording a dark brownhuman skull, partially covered by leaves.“Somebody should call the police. We couldhave a killing field here!”

If the reporters had been excited before,now they were ecstatic. The sound of

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electronic and print reporters in full frenzyooded the clearing. Somehow, through the

confusion, Kait had managed to get her motherto their car and was manoeuvring the Saturnthrough the scrum, if nine could be called ascrum, of journalists. Finally, she found theexit to the road, and floored it.

Maggie’s last glimpse of Crystal Park was ofher sitting in the passenger seat and pullingout her cell phone. A few seconds later,Maggie’s cell rang. It was Crystal.

“Maggie, you sure know how to throw apress conference. Call me when you gure outwhat’s going on. And also, if you ever want toconsider turning that Chrysler in for a Saturn,at cost, give me a call. I’m sure we could worksomething out. Good luck.” Then, click.

Maggie was alone with the media. Likesharks circling a hemorrhaging tuna, thereporters gathered around her, askingquestions far too quickly for her tocomprehend. Recording instruments were

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thrust at her.“Is this why your people wanted the land

back? Because of the bodies?”“I grew up in this area and I always heard of

campers mysteriously disappearing in thewoods. Do you know anything about this,Chief Second?”

“Didn’t the federal government and severalChurches try to ban First Nations religions? Doyou think it had anything to do with thesenewly discovered human remains?”

“Chief Second, is this an ancient Indianburial ground, or perhaps the dumping groundof the first Aboriginal serial killer?”

Maggie struggled to be heard above the dinof the excited journalists. “I… please keep inmind that we have just taken possession of thisland today. These bones were obviously hereprior to our interest. I can’t comment onsomething I don’t know anything about.”

It was as if they didn’t hear her. She kept

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trying to get away but everywhere she turnedthere was another microphone. Nearby, shecould hear one reporter calling his bureauchief, telling him to send more reinforcements!The noise was overwhelming. Almost too loudfor her to hear the sound of a motorcyclerevving up.

The helmeted John roared through the story-hungry crowd to Maggie. Journalists andphotographers and cameramen jumped leftand right, out of the way, and suddenly Johnwas at Maggie’s side.

She heard the mu ed words “Hop on!” ashe tossed her his spare helmet.

Grateful, she did as she was told.“Here, hold this,” he added, giving her a

detached headlight. “Now, hold on tight!”As he fed the carburetor all the gas it could

take, the crowd parted like the Red Sea to lethim and the ear-splitting machine through.Two seconds later, all that was left of themwas the exhaust that the milling media was

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breathing in.As they barrelled down the road at a

dangerous speed, Maggie held on tight toJohn’s forearms. She had never been so happyto see anybody in her life. But where had allthose bones come from? She’d walked throughthat area many times. A lot of people hadhunted deer and pheasant in those woods, orgone camping. While the land was fairly wildin nature, it wasn’t exactly unexplored. Whatthe hell was going on?

The man driving, however, smiled under hishelmet, content in the e ectiveness of his plan,and the pleasant feeling of having Maggieclose to him once again. The welcome to otterlake sign ashed by them. He was taking herhome. It was time Maggie learned the truth,and he was just the man to tell her.

Fifteen minutes later, they arrived at theSecond house. Maggie was almost afraid to letgo of John, but he gently helped her o hismachine and onto the porch step. As she sat

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there removing her helmet, she smiled. Andonce again, he couldn’t help thinking it wasthe best smile in the world. Almost as pretty asher mother’s.

There was something di erent about him,she thought, but for the moment, she didn’tcare. “Thank you. Thank you. Thank you,” shesaid, jumping up and hugging him.

“You politicians, always doing everything intriplicate.”

“What the hell happened back there? Thosepeople were pulling bones out of the ground!Did you see that! I saw a skull, half buried inthe…” She couldn’t finish her sentence.

“Pretty cool, huh? Maggie, let’s chat.”Calmly, John led her to the back of the

house and sat her down in her lawn chair,making sure she was comfortable.She barely noticed. Her mind was still on thepress conference, trying to reason things out.

“An ancient Indian burial ground, one of

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them said. Couldn’t be. We know where thatis. Could we really have a serial killer here?Oh God, that’s all we need. But nobody’smissing. John, something is all fucked up. Thiswas supposed to be a simple press conferenceabout us taking possession of the land and…”

Then she noticed that John, who was sittingbeside her, was smiling. Not a supporting “I’mhere for you” kind of smile, but more like a “Iknow something you don’t know” kind.

“John,” she asked hesitantly, “why are yousmiling?”

“Well, your problem is solved.”Maggie knew problems were seldom solved

by mayhem, and even less seldom by thediscovery of human bones. “It is? My problem?And what is my problem and how is it nowsolved?” Just a few minutes ago she had beenso happy to see this man. Now, her risingpulse rate was telling her something different.

“You were wondering what to do with thenew land. You were getting all these silly

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suggestions, and…”She swallowed once, quite audibly.

“And…?”“You told me you didn’t want anything done

with the land. Just leave it the way it was, as itwas created. A smart and, in a very specialway, a long-range plan. It is something yourancestors would agree with. I certainly agreed,and wanted to help.” There was thatmaddening smile again. “So I did.”

For the second time in half an hour, shecould feel her world beginning to shake andcrumble. This man was smiling much toobroadly, speaking much too calmly, with muchtoo much con dence for this confession tobode well.

“John, what did you do?”Practically beaming, he took her hand.

“What I did, I did for you,” he said with whatseemed to be genuine caring. Seven words thathave started more ghts and caused moredivorces than “I was drunk,” “She meant

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nothing to me” and “If you’d just calmdown”—all put together.

“John, those were human bones in theground. At least they looked like it. Human!What do you have to do with that? Tell mebefore I start screaming.”

“You’re right. They are human bones. Iknow. I put them there. Thankfully the groundwas soft and muddy after the rain last night orit would have taken me forever.”

Now would be a good time for screaming,Maggie thought, but she found she didn’t havethe energy.

“Relax, Maggie. Those bones are quite old.Ancient, in fact. You are getting stressed outover nothing.”

Now he was laughing, apparently ndingthe whole situation quite amusing.

Maggie grabbed her chest. “I’m havingtrouble breathing. Why did you bury bones,ancient or otherwise, in our woods? What

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possible logic would explain that? And wheredid you get bones?” Then it hit her, aboutJohn. “And… what the fuck’s up with youreyes? I know for certain they weren’t thatcolour when I last saw you. The part that isn’tbloodshot is amber.” In all the excitement, sheonly now noticed the dried blood and dirt onhim. “And why do you look all beaten up?You look like you’ve been in a brawl. John,what the hell have you been doing?”

“That’s a long, unimportant story, except forthe fact I won. I’m sure of it. Listen, Maggie,those bones I seeded will guarantee theindependence of those woods for a very longtime. First of all the police will close o thearea for a criminal investigation.And trust me, I’ve buried enough bones allthrough the three hundred acres to keep thembusy for a very long time. Two big saddlebagsfull. They’ll be digging up knee caps, andhumeri and ribs and stuff forever. Cool, huh?”

Maggie took a deep breath, the kind she

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often took before lecturing Virgil. “If it’s acrime scene for several years, then we won’thave access to it. So what’s the point inappropriating it if we can’t use it?”

For a second, John’s victorious smileickered. Then he smiled more brightly. “A

minor detail I will deal with later. Now here’sthe beauty of the plan.”

“This plan has beauty?” One of herthrobbing headaches was beginning.

“De nitely. Once those bones are properlyanalyzed, they’ll realize how old and ancientthey are. Like they belong to an ancient…”

“… Indian burial ground.”“Bingo! Exactly. And every organization,

governmental or private, has their hands tiedwith ancient Indian burial grounds. Nobodywill want to build there, even your ownpeople, even if you begged them. Too muchbad karma. You’ve seen all the movies. Getit?”

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Somewhere in her future, Maggie wasalready anticipating a lot of awkward andembarrassing questions being asked. And she,being the chief, would have to answer them.For a long time, if she decided to run for thenext election, and managed to survive thedemocratic process. And she thought she hatedher job before.

“John, they have scientists that can tell thedi erence between a fake burial ground andan authentic one. People have spent their livesstudying this stu . Oh, John, what have youdone?”

“Maggie, trust me. I know a few things abouthow the Anishnawbe used to live. More than afew things. Believe me, I know what I’mdoing. They won’t know anything I don’t wantthem to know.”

Maggie wasn’t responding in the mannerJohn had been expecting. She was not thrilled.She was not happy. She was not smotheringhim with kisses of gratitude.

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“Um, I can’t help but notice a certain lack ofenthusiasm here. I thought you’d beoverjoyed.”

“John,” she said wearily, “in a couple hours,the entire country will know the Otter LakeFirst Nations has a forest full of humanremains. I bet the phone in my o ce is ringingo the hook right now. I can’t see how youpossibly could think this was a good idea.”

Just then, the phone in her house started toring. It seemed unusually loud and incessant,but that could have been Maggie’s imagination.For the sake of her sanity, she decided toignore it for the moment.

“Maggie, I think you’re lacking a littleimagination. Perhaps if you…”

“Where did you get those bones anyway?”“The museum in town. They have lots.

Boxes and boxes full. They won’t miss a few.Like I said, I know what I’m doing.”

“You just grabbed a handful of bones, just

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like that?”“More or less.”“How do you know they’re Native bones?”Now John was becoming angry. “Give me

some credit. I can read. Ojibway remains, pre-contact. Circa thirteen hundred to fteenhundred. All collected within six hundred and

fty kilometres of here, so the soil tracesshould be roughly compatible. Smart, huh?”

Maggie’s headache seemed to be gettingworse.

“Of course, just to keep things interesting, Idid throw in some… variables, just to makesure those scientists are on their toes and don’tdoze off.”

“Variables?”He nodded, once more eager to share his

brilliance. “Yep. I wanted to make sure thiscaught their attention. Ninety percent ofeverything I buried out there is pureAnishnawbe.”

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“And the other ten percent?”“A more, shall we say, eclectic mixture.”Maggie knew immediately that she did not

like anything described as “eclectic” in her life.“And what exactly does that mean?”

“Once they gather up everything they cannd hidden out there, and once they get

around to analyzing and testing andcategorizing all them bones, there are a fewsurprises.” John stopped, as if playing a game,making Maggie wait for every little nugget ofrevelation.

“Oh, John, you’re killing me. What fuckingsurprises?” Her loud voice startled a nest ofcrows in a nearby tree.

“The other ten percent…”“Yes, John, yes.”“A mixture of other bones I found in the

museum. A little of this, a little of that. Kind oflike a skeletal potpourri. Those scientists will

nd a wrist bone from an Eighteenth Dynasty

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Egyptian nobleman, a fragment of pelvis froma three-thousand-year-old AustralianAboriginal woman, the bottom jaw of a pre-Columbian Mayan warrior and a couple oftoes from somebody called Homo erectus. Thatshould keep them guessing for a while, huh? Imean those scientists and forensics peoplemust have lives that are so boring, theyprobably would welcome a little mystery intotheir lives.” Once more, the man smiledproudly. “Just one of my little jokes.”

In a bizarre kind of way, Maggie could seethe humour in what he’d just done.Unfortunately, she wasn’t in much of a moodto laugh. And to think she thought her life wascomplicated before! She found herselfbreathing heavily, panting almost.

“I take it you aren’t in a mood to thank me.”John looked puzzled.

Maggie started panting harder. Her chest…no, her entire body hurt. Was thirty- ve tooyoung to have a heart attack? But somehow,

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she managed to nd the resolve to utter whatshe thought might be her last words.

“You… you… did WHAT? You… son of abitch…” She panted some more. “You plantedcaveman bones in my forest!”

“Caveman!” He snapped his ngers recallingthe connection. “That’s what a Homo erectusis. I knew I recognized the name.” Then, Johnnoticed Maggie’s clenched teeth and narrowedeyes. “I don’t get it. You should be happy. I’mhappy. Goodbye, problem. Yeah, we still gotsome loose ends to gure out but all in goodtime. Maggie, are you okay? You look like youare going to pass out or something.”

Using what little strength herhyperventilating body had left, she curled upher right st and, with little hesitation, sent itdirectly into John’s solar plexus. Her brotherhad tried that move earlier in the day highatop the forest but the blond man had beenprepared, and had blocked it easily. This time,the punch was completely unexpected, and

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Maggie’s st went deep into his body. A loudwhoosh of air escaped his lungs, and his kneesbuckled beneath him. He fell to the ground,one hand grasping his mid-torso, the otherreaching for her pant leg.

“Why?” he whispered harshly.Maggie knocked his hand away and put her

hands on her knees, trying to catch her ownbreath. She took a wobbly step toward thekneeling man. John tried to scramble awayfrom her and her lethal anger.

“Don’t,” he managed to say, barely above awhisper, before he fell over.

He had been hit by a lot of women in histime but for some reason, he had nevermanaged to get used to it. He couldn’tunderstand their logic. John always had theirbest interests in mind, surely.

“I don’t… believe… you did this. This is sostupid. How could you?”

“Give… the plan… time,” John said, trying

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to convince his diaphragm to functionnormally.

Using all his strength, he climbed back to hisfeet, though still a bit unsteady. Then MaggieSecond, chief of Otter Lake, completed thisimpromptu meeting with JohnTanner/Richardson/Clayton/Prestor/Frum/Smith by kicking himsquarely in the crotch. Again, though with lessof a verbal response, the man hit the grass,facedown this time.

Feeling con dent that her point had beenmade, Maggie found the strength to walkshakily to her front steps. She turned back tohim. “Get off my Reserve,” she snarled.

By now, John was on his back, handsprotectively cradling his vital areas. “What?”he managed to grunt.

“Get o MY FUCKING RESERVE!” Leaningagainst her house, Maggie’s strength and voicereturned. “You have half an hour to get yourWhite ass out of here. Or I am going to call the

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Res cops and make sure they escort you as faraway from here as they are allowed. Maybefarther.” She seemed to be reconsidering herdemand. “Or maybe I’ll have them just shootyou.”

Now on his hands and knees, John wasrealizing that his brilliant plan wasn’t as sure-

re as he had anticipated. “Maggie, you don’tmean that. There’s so much we can dotogether. This is…” The rest of what he had tosay was lost in a coughing spasm.

By now, Maggie had made it up the concretesteps to her front door. “I am so tempted tojust tell the police everything and let them dowhatever they want to you, but that mightsomehow implicate me, my family andpossibly Otter Lake in your idiocy. I will gurethe rest of this out later, but just get the fucko our land before I replace what you tookfrom the museum with your bones. Do I makemyself clear?”

There was no mistaking the tone of Maggie’s

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voice, and John, though still racked with pain,understood this was not the time to engage ina debate. Nodding, he struggled to climb uponto his motorcycle, trying to ght o anothercoughing attack as he gingerly adjusted hisprivates on the seat.

Feeling stronger already, Maggie opened herfront door. “Like I said, you have half an hourbefore I send the police to Sammy’s and havethem patrol this entire community looking foryou and your classic motorcycle. Go. Now.”

“I don’t suppose we could…”“No, we can’t.” Maggie reached just inside

the open door, and her hand materialized witha phone. She began dialling. “I’d start movingif I were you. My cousins, the constables,would love the opportunity to work over aWhite boy on a motorcycle. They’ve heard it’sgood exercise.”

Across her front lawn, John could just barelyhear the sound of a phone ringing throughMaggie’s receiver. As with his rst encounter

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with the raccoons in Otter Lake, he saw thewisdom and knowledge of ghting this battleanother time.

Seconds later, he had departed the chief ofOtter Lake’s driveway and was alreadydisappearing down the road, feverishlyavoiding all the potholes.

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TWENTY-FIVE

What a day it had been. Virgil didn’t know ifhe was coming or going or not moving at all.He had witnessed an epic battle. Sure, theleaves and branches had hidden most of itfrom him, but he’d seen the repercussions.

Dutifully, he and Dakota had walked hisuncle to the clinic. At rst Wayne hadn’twanted to go, insisting he was ne, but afterhe’d walked into three outcroppings of rockand repeatedly tripped, and even tumbleddown one embankment, Virgil managed toconvince him a quick medical checkupwouldn’t be a bad thing.

Along the way, Virgil had managed toinform Dakota as much as he could about theNanabush legend. He told her of the stories hisgrandmother would tell, and of theinformation he’d found on the Internet at

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school and of his conversations with UncleWayne. At rst Dakota didn’t say much, justlistened as Virgil poured out everything heknew.

Finally, twenty minutes later as theyapproached the health clinic, she commented,“Wow, you sure know a lot about Nanabush.Wish my parents had told me more abouthim.”

Virgil left Dakota with Wayne at the clinic.His cousin was de nitely not the type to dealwith Nanabush and the kind of things Virgilhad been seeing lately. The little she’d seenhad already shaken her world. He told herhe’d call her later to explain things further.

Wayne, on the other hand, thanked hisyoung nephew for helping him. As the nursepractitioner was cleaning the wound on hishead, he added, “Boy, sometimes magic canreally hurt.”

As Virgil left the building, he could tellsomething was up. People were running

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around, phones were ringing repeatedly andsta kept talking excitedly about mysteriousbones and bodies somewhere on the Reserve.Normally the boy would have been overcomeby curiosity, but today, he just shrugged andkept his eyes on the oor ahead of him. Hecould always get excited about whatever it wastomorrow.

Now he was alone. Really alone. Hisgrandmother was dead, his bruised andbattered uncle was being cared for, Dakota wasbusy wrestling with the concept of reality, andhis mother—if not packing to run o with theguy who just might be Nanabush—wasprobably o doing chie y things at the pressconference… which he suddenly realized hehad in all probability missed. He had beenway too preoccupied with certain motorcycle-man issues to keep track of anything more. Itwas late afternoon but already Virgil felt tired.He just wanted some time to collect histhoughts. He needed to gure out what to do.

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Nothing had been solved, and he was no closerto understanding things. So he bought a largebottle of water to ght the hot sun anddehydration from all the running around he’dbeen doing, and headed for his at-toppedrock…

… which, he discovered upon his arrival,was again occupied. John was sitting there,seemingly deep in thought, head in his hands.Virgil could see his torn clothes and some cuts,but he’d managed to take back the headlightwithout being spotted, and end up here, so hecouldn’t be too badly injured.

Virgil was confused. Part of him wanted towalk right up to the man and hit him as hardas he could. Another part wanted to run awayand hide, and hope that the man would justdisappear. Still another part wanted to askwhy the man had decided to torment Virgiland his mother. Having so many questionsparalyzed him.

John spoke rst, his head still in his hands.

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“Why do you like this place so much?”At rst, Virgil didn’t even know for sure that

the man was talking to him. But the forest wasotherwise deserted. Still, he opted to notrespond.

“Don’t get me wrong. It’s a good place. I wasjust curious, why?”

“I don’t know. I just do.”“‘I don’t know. I just do.’ That sounds a lot

like me, and pretty much how I justify justabout everything I do. You must have a betterreason. There are a thousand big rocks like thisscattered all over the area. Why here?”

He sounded tired, almost defeated. Virgilcould see now that John was massaging histemples.

Still standing on the tracks, Virgil kicked aniron rail. “I like watching the trains go by.”

“You like watching the trains go by.”“Yeah.”John took a deep breath, and Virgil could

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tell it hurt.“Why do you like watching trains go by?

Most people usually require a reason torepeatedly do stuff.”

Virgil shrugged, unsure how much to share.“They’re going places. People look out thewindows at me. I look at them. Each one ofthem is coming from someplace and going tosome other place.”

“Meanwhile, you stay here. As they go by.”“Something like that.”“Maybe someday you’d like to hop on that

train yourself, and see a little more than whatOtter Lake has to offer?”

“Maybe.”Finally, John raised his head and looked at

the boy. “Maybe.”His whisky-coloured eyes were now severely

bloodshot. He was no longer the handsomeyoung man who’d ridden into the communityjust over a week ago, setting all the female

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hearts a utter. He looked… worn, beaten andexhausted.

“Where’s my mother?”“Your mother… is safe. Very safe. She’s at

home, I would imagine. Trust me, little man,she doesn’t need any protection from you.She’s quite capable of defending herself. And Idon’t think she wants to see me anymore. So,your problems are solved.”

Virgil’s mood lifted when he heard that. Wasthere light at the end of this tunnel? But therewere still other issues to be dealt with, relatingto this man.

“You hurt my uncle.”“I hurt your uncle. Well, he started it.” John

lay down flat on the rock, groaning.“You don’t look so good. Did my uncle hurt

you?”“Well, same family, wrong member. Virgil, a

word of advice from someone who’s beenaround for a very long time. I have been

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everywhere, done just about everything, andeveryone, and to tell you the truth, I don’tknow if I’ve learned a goddamned thing in allthat time. That’s kind of scary, now that I thinkabout it. Your grandmother once told me Iwouldn’t be me if I actually learned from whatI did. That kind of hurt.”

Virgil noticed a pile of freshly braidedsweetgrass beside the man.

“Anyway, trains come and go all over theworld, just like people. You know, there areprobably people sitting on that train lookingat you sitting on this rock, thinking, ‘Sure wishI could be out in the woods, watching theworld go by, instead of sitting in here besidesomebody who’s snoring and farting, and goingsomewhere I’d rather not be going.’”

Virgil watched the man put down thesweetgrass, watched his ngers trace thecarvings Virgil had discovered a few days agoin the rock.

“Did you carve those?”

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Still lying on his back, the man nodded. “Isuppose I did. Are you angry? I mean, it’s yourrock and all.”

Virgil shook his head. “No. They’re kind ofcool, I guess. Even though…”

“Yes?”He was quiet for a moment before working

up the nerve to speak. “I have a question.”“Maybe I have an answer.”“Were you going to take my mother away?

Maybe to the land of the dead or something?”For the rst time that afternoon, John gave

Virgil a puzzled look. “Now why would I dothat? You mean take your mother to the landof the dead? What would be the point of…Are you on drugs or something?”

“Why do people ask me that all the time?The petroglyph. Right there. You’re ridingwest, toward the setting sun. I heard that’swhere the land of the dead is.”

John snickered, and it seemed to cause him

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some pain. “Yeah, that’s true, but there’s also acute little motel on the west side of theReserve, Virgil, called the Setting Sun Motel.”

For a moment, Virgil struggled to deal withthe simplicity of John’s statement. Virgil knewthe motel, in Roadside. He had been driven byit several times a week ever since he couldremember.

“Sometimes, Virgil, a pipe is just a pipe.”Virgil didn’t get the exact meaning of John’s

pipe comment but on some level heunderstood. Both were quiet for a moment.Then John started laughing, and again it wasclearly painful. The more it hurt, the more heseemed to laugh, so his laughter grew. Andsuddenly, Virgil too started giggling. He wasfairly sure the land of the dead was not locatedin some rundown, cheap motel. Theconversations he’d had with his uncle aboutwhat the carvings could mean, his ownpersonal fears—it was all too ridiculous. Andthe stress of the last few days added fuel to the

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outburst. And so the laughter kept pouring outof them.

Now John was on his back, struggling totake in air, and Virgil was leaning against anoak sapling, using one hand to keep himselfupright.

“Oh, that felt good,” said John. “That feltreally good. I needed that.”

“Me too,” acknowledged Virgil, and he had.It seemed the weight of the world had beenlifted o him, and he felt better than he had indays. Virgil managed to sti e his giggles, thenhe took a deep breath.

“John, are you really Nanabush?”“What’s in a name, Virgil? I am who I am.

Aren’t you who you are?”“Maybe, but that’s not an answer.”“Let me ask you a question rst, Virgil. Who

is Nanabush, to you? You tell me.”Virgil mentally went through all the stories

his grandmother had told him over the years,

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and also through what he’d read recently.“He’s a hero, a fool, a teacher, someone silly,someone clever—my grandmother would sayhe’s us.”

The man on the rock chuckled wearily tohimself. “He’s us, huh? I guess that’s as goodan explanation as any. I think we’re allNanabush, Virgil.”

Not that long ago, the boy had wanted thisman to disappear from his life, the Reserve,the world. Now he was curious about John’sfuture. What was this Nanabush fellow goingto do next? “What are you going to do now?”

“Me? That’s a good question, a very goodquestion.” Again his ngers traced themarkings in the limestone.

“Do you have an answer?”His ngers stopped. “Hey, want to see

something interesting?”Curious, Virgil nodded, though cautiously.John climbed o the rock and searched the

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immediate area. Moments later, he grabbed athick, stout log, over two metres in length.“Come here, I’m going to need your help.” Fora second Virgil didn’t move, until John yelled,“Will you get your ass over here! I can’t do thisby myself. You wanted to see this. You wantedanswers.”

Strangely, the animosity Virgil had felttoward John just a few hours ago was rapidlyevaporating. Virgil ran to him, where he wasbusy thrusting the log under the big rock.

“Here, hold this.” Handing the end of the logto Virgil, John once more began huntingaround.

“What are we doing, exactly?” asked Virgil.“Ah, found one.”Virgil saw the man bend over a mid-sized

rock that was half embedded in the earth.John started digging around the edges,attempting to free it.

“Um, John…?” It felt odd, talking to the

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man in such a familiar manner.Ignoring the boy, John dug his ngers under

the rock and heaved with all his might. It tooka few seconds of e ort but the small bouldereventually came loose, and ipped over. Johnrepeated his e orts and turned it over again, ametre or so closer to the boy.

“What are you doing?”“You’ll see.”Finally, after much rolling, he managed to

get the rock right next to the larger boulderbearing the petroglyphs. John was sweating.He took the log from Virgil and placed the endthat was not under the big rock on top of thesmaller one.

“Man, this is harder than I thought.”“It’s a lever of some sort. Why?”“Help me ip over the boulder and you’ll

find out why.”Together, they heaved and pushed and

grunted until nally, after much manoeuvring

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and repositioning of the fulcrum and lever,they succeeded in ipping the large boulderover onto its side. Though a few hours agothey had been sworn enemies, now they bothlet out a cheer of success.

“That’s the first thing that’s gone right for metoday,” said the man.

Virgil took a long drink from his sizablebottle of water. “So why did we spend all thattime and effort to turn this thing over?”

“That is a question I can answer.” Grabbingthe bottled water, he began to squirt it at theunderside of the mud-encrusted rock, washingaway layers of earth.

“Hey, that’s my water!”“You know, I never thought I’d see the day

when Native people would be paying goodmoney for something as available as water.White people I understand. They like to buyand own everything, but, man, Native peopletoo? That’s when you know something iswrong. Now look. What do you see?”

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The water had revealed what lay hiddenunder the big boulder. “Hey, are those more…petroglyphs?”

“Yep. I thought you might like to see them.”Virgil took back his bottle and poured the

nal drops onto the carved images, furiouslyrubbing away the remaining dirt. “How old arethese, do you think?”

Virgil traced the carved indentations with hishand. Already he could make out what seemedto be a moose, a dog, or more likely a wolf. Agroup of people holding hands in a circle. Tothe boy, one petroglyph looked like a re.And some other images he couldn’t make outyet. It was quite a thrill, knowing he wasprobably the rst person in a very long time,maybe since they were carved, to see andtouch them.

“Don’t remember. Maybe a couple ofhundred years, maybe a thousand. I forget.”

“How did you know they were here?”

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“I carved them myself.”It took a few seconds for the words to

register on Virgil, whose attention was focusedon the petroglyphs. He dropped the emptywater bottle.

“What?”“That was so long ago, I barely remember

carving them. And you have to keep in mind,I’ve carved a lot of petroglyphs in my life, andpainted pictographs too. It all depended onhow I felt that day.”

“You did this? But you said they werehundreds, maybe a thousand years old!”

“Yeah. So?”“That would mean…”“Come on, Virgil, you can make the leap.”Virgil could not talk.“Geez, the ice age came and went in less

time.”Finally the boy caught his breath. “Nana…”

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“Like I said earlier, what’s in a name?They’re as common as the leaves in a forest. Iam who I am. Simple as that.”

“You can’t be!”“Excuse me? A second ago you were ready

to believe. You even asked. But now… Sowhat’s changed?”

Virgil slipped to the other side of theoverturned boulder, giving himself space fromthe man who had just said he was Nanabush.True, Virgil and his uncle had been discussingthat possibility. But for him to actually claim it—that was a di erent matter. A very big andstupendously different matter.

John picked up the discarded bottle, hopingthere were some remaining droplets of water,but it was empty.

“You can’t be! There is no such person. I… Iwas joking. My uncle’s weird and…”

The man shrugged. “Okay. Makes nodifference to me.”

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“Prove it to me. My grandmother said youcould change into animals.”

“Yeah, when I have to. It’s actually reallypainful. You try not to do it if you can avoidit.” The man winced at the memory.

“I remember my grandmother telling me thisstory about you coming upon a wigwam in theforest one night where these three beautifulwomen were sleeping and you changedyourself into a bear and entered…”

John ung the empty bottle at the boulder,sending it bouncing o into the undergrowth.“Fuck I hate that story. Sure, you bo a coupleof women who are asleep when you’re a bear,and over the years the story gets blowncompletely out of proportion. I’ve done otherthings too, you know! More productive things.”

Realizing he was alone in the woods withthis man and that no one knew he was here,Virgil thought he’d better change the subjectquickly.

“What do they mean? The petroglyphs?”

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Almost as quickly as it had ared, the man’stemper abated. “Oh, that. Nothing much. I wasjust bored. When I get bored I petroglyph, ifthat can be a verb. It’s just something to dowhen you’re on the road.” John quicklyscanned the carved images, as if reading. “Ah,let’s see. Something like, I hunted a moose.Had a party with some friends. Changed into awolf. And that”—he pointed to a stick figure ofa man—“just means ‘I was here.’ That kind ofthing.”

“That’s it? That’s all? Nothing mystical orspiritual? Just a diary of some kind?”

“I guess it is. As I said, it gets boring on theroad.”

“But there are petroglyphs and pictographsall across the country, all over North America.”

“Yep, I know. I’ve been on the road a long,long time. Places to go, things to see.”

“But they’re all di erent kinds of symbolsand markings. Not like these.”

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“Di erent languages and di erent dialects.When you’re in Okanagan country, you don’twrite and speak Anishnawbe. Don’t they teachyou anything in that school you go to? Whenyou decide to go.”

“All those… they’re all nothing but…graffiti? That’s all? Just graffiti? Left by you…”

“Yeah, what did you think they were? Imean, who knew people would think theywere important? People crack me up.”

Virgil was quickly becoming disillusioned. “Idon’t believe this. This is not what I expected.”

The man shrugged, indicating he didn’treally give a shit. “That’s your choice. But youshould realize that if you don’t want to knowthe answer to a question, you shouldn’t ask it.It’s always amazed me how the simplestconcepts are often the hardest for people tofollow.”

John stood to his full height, still looking abit worse for wear from his visit to Otter Lake.“Virgil, I think it’s time for me to go. I’ve

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exhausted my stay around here. And if I wereyou I wouldn’t tell your mother that you metme here.” He sighed. “After all this time, I stilldon’t know how to impress and keep awoman. Isn’t that kind of sad?”

“I… I don’t know.”“Count yourself lucky, young man. Before

long, in another year or so, I bet, you too willbegin that long road to hell. And heaven.”

Two dragon ies brie y danced in andaround the two figures.

“John, why did you come here?”Virgil was almost sure he saw a icker of

something… something he couldn’t describe…play across John’s eyes.

“Why did I come here? Well, the simplestanswer is your grandmother was very specialto me, Virgil. More special than you couldunderstand. Simply put, she was the lastperson to really believe in me, not as a legendbut as a real esh-and-blood person. She saw

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me, touched me, loved me. You don’t forget aperson like that. This is a changing world,Virgil, but your grandmother didn’t change.Okay, maybe a little, but she was still Lillian.She got new friends but I think I always held aspecial place in her heart. And me in hers.When she was dying, I couldn’t let her gowithout saying goodbye. I owed her that. Oldfriends are the best friends. Always rememberthat.”

“You said something about a promise to her.What was that?”

“Well, that’s between me and Lillian.Whatever promises you had between you andyour grandmother are yours. Of course… Icould give you a hint. Interested?”

Virgil nodded eagerly.“It was a big promise. And part of it

involved you. Because she really cared for you.She thought you needed a little magic in yourlife. Everybody does occasionally.”

John slumped over and Virgil felt a lump in

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his chest for his grandmother. Both stoodquietly in the forest, each remembering thewoman who had passed away.

John broke the silence. “Virgil?”“Yeah?”“Do you want a ride home? It’s a pretty long

walk.”The boy thought for a moment. “I

shouldn’t.” Ever since he could remember, he’dbeen taught not to accept rides from strangers,and there was nobody stranger than the guystanding next to him.

“I gave your mother a couple of rides. Sheloved it. I don’t think she’d mind. It’s your lastchance.”

That was true: both his mother and Dakotahad been given rides. Virgil nally nodded.“Yeah, I could handle a ride home. That wouldbe cool.”

John smiled his perfect smile, though onetooth seemed to be loose. “Okay but we will

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have to take the back roads ’cause I think thecops are looking for me.”

“Why?”“It’s a long story. I will drop you o near

your house. Your mother and I have alreadysaid our goodbyes. Is it a deal?”

“It’s a deal.”The boy and the man shook hands.“I left my bike by the road down that way.

Let’s go.”Side by side they walked through the woods.

And they talked. They talked about life, aboutbeing Native, about being young and aboutbeing old, about Lillian and about the need tobe silly occasionally.

“Never underestimate the need for somesheer silliness,” said John. “That’s why somepeople drink. That’s why some people takedrugs. Of course that’s the cheap way out. Agood bout of complete nonsense now andagain would keep everybody sane. You can

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quote me on that.”Virgil found the thought itself quite silly.

“Yeah, I plan to go around directly quotingNanabush.”

“Ah, now you believe me?”“I believe nothing.”“Now that’s silly, and I like it.”“John, Nanabush, or whatever you want to

call yourself, what’s next?”“Whatever I want. That’s what I do.”“I mean more specifically.”“Virgil, half the fun is not knowing, but I’ll

send you a postcard when I do.”Before long, they emerged from the forest

near the spot where he’d parked hismotorcycle. John could tell the boy was eagerto sit atop the machine.

“Go ahead. Just don’t scratch anything.Slowly, as if he were in a dream and the

bike might disappear in a heartbeat, Virgil

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approached it. He threw his leg across thefabled 1953 Indian Chief motorcycle, admiringits ageless beauty. Yeah, he’d seen Harleys andHondas and Kawasakis in magazines and ontelevision, but he had to admit, there wassomething very di erent about this machine.He could understand why John would chooseto ride it.

The Indian Chief was big for the boyphysically but not too big for his imagination.Sitting atop the bike, hands stretching forwardto grasp the handlebars, he could almost feelthe wind blowing past him. He imitated thesound of the motorcycle as he pretended toshift gears. At one point, deep into his fantasy,he was trying to avoid the police as he raceddown a highway. Up ahead, the cops hadthrown “sticks,” with their tire-piercing prongs,across the blacktop. Desperate to avoid them,bad boy Virgil lurched to the right—only to

nd himself and the motorcycle falling overonto an obscure dirt road in Otter Lake.

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He found himself on his back, John standingover him with an amused look on his face.

“You scratch it, you buy it.”Scrambling to his feet, Virgil helped John

lift the bike up and onto the kickstand. “Justhaving some fun.”

“That’s what I like to hear. Ready to gohome now? The helmet’s a bit big but itshould be fine.”

Virgil put on the oversized helmet and satacross the gas tank, while John donned hisown headgear. Virgil’s heart thrilled at thevibrations when John turned the ignition andkick-started the beast. To please the boy, herevved the engine a few times, making itgrowl, then joyously gunned it and sped downthe road, leaving behind a trail of dust.

For the last time, the 1953 Indian Chiefcruised through the streets and roads of OtterLake, though avoiding the well-travelled routeswhere the Res cops might be lurking. Virgilenjoyed every kilometre of it. He waved to the

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Otter Lake Debating Society as they roaredpast, momentarily disturbing today’s topic ofdiscussion: who was sexier, Charlotte or EmilyBrontë?

John weaved in and out of side roads untilhe ended up down by Beer Bay, near theSecond house. There he stopped the vehiclewith a skidding flourish.

His heart still beating a mile a minute, andhis butt tingling from the engine’s humming,Virgil ripped his helmet o , smiling ear to ear.“That was so incredible! I want one!” He slidoff the bike and turned around.

Slowly, John removed the screaming-ravenhelmet from his head. For a moment, Virgil’sheart almost stopped. The blond White manhe’d known for over a week was not the manbefore him. In his place sat a strikinglyhandsome Native man, still lean, but with adusky skin colour, high cheekbones and longblack hair that danced in the slight wind. Stillin John’s clothes. And for a second, Virgil

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could see the last traces of amber in his eyes,before they filled in with brown.

Through gritted teeth, John managed to say,“Christ that stings. I told you it hurt.”

“J—John…?”“Not quite, but close enough.” The pain

seemed to subside, and the Native man whowas dressed like John now sat tall in thesaddle.

Virgil felt his eyes widen. “Then who…?”“Yes, Virgil, there is a Nanabush.”“Oh my God…”“Well, that’s a bit presumptuous, Virgil, but

thank you for the compliment. You know,through these brown eyes, the world does looka little different. Curious, huh?”

Nanabush took a deep breath. “Just smellthat. Anishnawbe. Otter Lake. It never reallychanges, you know. You could say the morethings change, the more they stay the same.”

“Wow.”

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“You really have to work on yourvocabulary.”

“You are Nanabush!”“And you are Virgil. I thought we

established that already.” The now-Native-looking man surveyed the surrounding land.“Virgil, this road here, where does it lead?Down to the water?”

Virgil nodded, nding it an e ort to answer.“Yeah. That’s where they take the boat trailersin the spring, to put boats into the water. Andin the fall to take them out again.”

“Good. That’s what I needed to know. Well,this is goodbye, Virgil. I am quite con dentI’ve overstayed my welcome.”

“You’re leaving! But you can’t! I want—”“Sure I can.” He began tying his hair back

into a ponytail, similar to Wayne’s. “I’ve beenaway for a while, Virgil, and now I’m back. It’sa whole new country, a whole new adventurenow. Lots of new people. I’ve been negligent

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lately. Got things to do now. I didn’t before. Ihear Ottawa’s a fun town. Might go intopolitics. Never know. I’ll be around.”

“Goodbye, then, I guess.”“No, Virgil. There is no word for goodbye in

the Anishnawbe language. Only…”“I’ll be seeing you. Ga-waabamin.”“There is hope for you after all. Ga-

waabamin, my friend.” Grunting, he turned hisbike toward the weed-infested road.

“But I told you, you can’t leave that way.That’s a dead end. It ends at the water.”

Smiling his trademark smile, albeit a moretanned, high-cheekboned version of it, the manformerly known as John shook his head.“Haven’t you gured it out yet, Virgil? Thereare no such things as dead ends. Only peoplewho nd dead ends. I sometimes wonder ifthat’s the only thing I have to teach.”

“Before you go…”“Yes?”

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Virgil took a braided strand of sweetgrassout of his pocket and held it up for the man totake. “I took one of these from the pile youmade. I think you should keep it. A littlesomething from Otter Lake. My mother and alot of my relatives with cars havedreamcatchers or these hanging from theirrear-view mirrors for good luck. You don’thave a rear-view mirror but still, I…”

Reaching out, the stranger took the gift andsmelled it. “That is truly the smell of theAnishnawbe. I accept your gift. Even though Imade it.” He attached it to the mirror on theleft handlebar. “Thanks.”

“That’s so… White. I think you’re suppose tosay ‘meegwetch.’”

“Meegwetch, then.”He put on the helmet and, with a nod to the

boy, Nanabush kicked the bike into gear. Thewheels spun and shot vehicle and rider downthe road.

There are no such things as dead ends. Only

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people who nd dead ends. Virgil stood,pondering the meaning of that. It would makea great title for an essay. He had planned towrite about his uncle’s martial art, untilDakota, a much smarter kid than him, told himshe was amazed at what he now knew aboutNanabush. It would mean a lot less researchtoo. And maybe he wouldn’t have to use somany adverbs and adjectives.

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TWENTY-SIX

Dinner was almost over and Virgil, Maggie,Wayne and Dakota were nishing o the nalcrumbs of their apple pie.

“Oh my God, that was tasty,” Wayne said. “Icould almost get used to this kind of cooking.That pie was almost as good as Mom’s.”

“Keep complimenting women like that andyou’ll have a girlfriend in no time,” Maggiesaid with a smile.

“Hell, I wouldn’t know what to do with oneanymore.” Mildly amused, the three otherdinner mates all looked directly at him. “Imean… I would know… I mean… it’s justbeen a long time since I dated… and I… geez,leave me alone, guys.” Sheepishly, he lickedhis plate, trying to hide behind it.

At this, as in the other recent suppers,nobody mentioned the elephant—or in this

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case, the White man—in the room. It had beenalmost two weeks since John had left. Most ofWayne’s bruises had healed and he waswalking with only a slight limp. Moreimportantly, he had used the time he was laidup to devise a usable defense against a raccoonbeing thrown at him, at least in theory. Hewas, understandably, in no hurry to test it.Besides, he was safely ensconced at his sister’s,feeling oddly comfortable there.

Dakota was studying up on Nanabush.Though her parents tended to dismiss “allthose old stories,” she was enthralled.Especially by the more adult, bawdy ones thatmany teachers and social workers might ndinappropriate for a girl of Dakota’s age. Everytime she found a new Trickster story, shewould mumble under her breath, “Yeah, he’ddo that” or “Nah, not in a million years,”almost as if she were reading a biography.

Maggie tried hard not to think of he whomust not be named, who had entered and left

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her life so suddenly. But John was a hard manto forget. Like the dust from the meteor thathad wiped out the dinosaurs, it would takequite a while for things to settle. At that verymoment, as it had been since the pressconference, that particular patch of woods wascrawling with police, forensic teams,archaeologists, anthropologists, media and, forsome reason, a lot of fat raccoons. Bones werestill being found and there was a rumour thatsome ancient Mayan artifacts had beenuncovered.

In the meantime, Maggie was trying a moreZen approach to her work and her life. Shecould not control the things that happened inher community; she merely had to react. That,in itself, lowered her blood pressure. John, ifnothing else, had taught her chaos was to beexpected and nobody can really plan for it.Just prepare as best you can and deal with itwhen it arises. No more late nights worryingabout “what if…?” Instead, more television or

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shing with Virgil, thinking “whatever.” Shewas sleeping better.

And then there was Virgil. Essentially lifehad not changed much for him. He still wentto his rock by the railroad tracks, though lessoften, and the last time he took Dakota, toshow her the petroglyphs. He was still waitingto nd out if he’d managed to salvage his year,but he had handed in his essay. One of themost signi cant changes, if it could be calledthat, was the knowing smile he shared with hisuncle and cousin.

Perhaps most importantly, it was the phraseuttered by John-of-a-thousand-last-namesbefore he disappeared that caused Virgil tothink and ponder.

“There are no such things as dead ends. Onlypeople who find dead ends.”

That was almost T-shirt worthy, the boythought. How to apply its wisdom to his ownlife… well, that would take a bit morethinking. He was only thirteen, after all; he

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had a few years ahead of him to ponder it.“Do you want us to clean up, Mom?”

Without waiting for an answer, Virgil began tostack the plates while Dakota gathered thecutlery.

“No, don’t worry about it. We can look afterthis later. I’m too full to even think aboutwashing them now. Why don’t you two gooutside. Show Dakota some of that stu youruncle has been teaching you.” She stacked theplates from around the table and looked at herbrother. “I could go for a co ee, how aboutyou?” Wayne nodded, pushing himself backfrom the table. In his scant two weeks on themainland, his pants had gotten unusually tight.Might have to start training again, soon and alot. Nothing more embarrassing than a fatmartial artist.

“Okay, we’ll be outside.” Almost instantly,Maggie and Wayne were alone in the kitchen.Wayne picked the last pickle from the bowl inthe centre of the table, somehow nding room

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for it.“Wayne, they’re putting in Mom’s headstone

this afternoon.”“Already? I thought that took two or three

months or something like that to carve.”Maggie smiled. “Well, when you’re chief,

you can pull a few strings. Put a rush order onthings. I told them she was a matriarch of thecommunity…”

For a moment, Wayne lowered his eyes.“Well, she was,” he answered softly.

“Yeah.” A silence rose up between them.“Wanna come with me? Make sureeverything’s fine?”

“Yeah, you know, I would like that. Soundsgood.”

They shared a sibling smile. “Hey, whatabout that coffee?”

“Ah yes, co ee. Coming up.” Rising from thetable, Maggie got out her can of ground co eeand began to spoon half a dozen helpings into

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the machine.“Maggie…?”“Yes?” She now filled the pot with water.“That nurse at the clinic. Do you know her?”“Colleen. Kinda, why?”“I’ve been saving up my compliments. I

might want to try a few on her. Think Ishould?”

She looked at her brother and raised aneyebrow. “She’s heard the stories. She knowsyou’re weird, you know.”

“Not weird. Eccentric.”“You’re not rich or White enough to be

eccentric.”“Then I’ll have to settle for ‘peculiar.’”“Feel free to use me as a reference. By the

way, on Thursday nights, she teaches abeginner class in tae kwon do at the HealthCentre.”

Now it was Wayne’s turn to raise an

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eyebrow.

Outside, the two kids were wrestling on thegrass. Dakota seemed to be getting the betterof Virgil, pushing him backwards until, with alittle ip, she went ying over her cousin’s hipin a very ungirlish manner.

“Ow!”“I’m sorry. Did I hurt you?” Virgil rushed up

to her.“This is supposed to be fun? When do I start

having a fun time?” Helping her up, Virgilicked some grass o his cousin’s back. “There

better not be grass stains!”“Nope, you’re okay,” Virgil lied.O in the distance, the telltale sound of a

motor, gradually getting closer, made themfreeze. Their eyes locked. For a moment, theyshared a joint sense of excitement, concern anddelight, touched with a avouring ofapprehension. Then, as the sound grew louder,

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they began to relax, albeit with somedisappointment, for like anybody who lived bya sizable river or lake, they knew theunmistakable growl of an outboard motor.Somebody was boating in Beer Bay.

“Where do you think he—” Before he couldnish, Virgil went ying over Dakota’s hip,

also landing in a very ungirlish manner.“Is that how you do it?” she asked

innocently.Staring up at the sky, Virgil had to laugh in

spite of himself.

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EPILOGUE

Seventeen years, three months and four dayslater, Michael Mukwa, the last remainingmember of the once-famed Otter LakeDebating Society, passed away quietly. On hisdeathbed, as on every single day since it hadhappened, he swore up and down, by everygod that was worshipped, that the story wastrue.

On a certain summer day so many yearsearlier, he had been travelling home by boatacross the lake after a busy day of shing.Three bass and two pickerel lay at the bottomof his boat, and he was content. Though thiswasn’t nearly the number of sh he’d havecaught when he was young, it was still a goodday’s catch by any standard.

So there he was, steering his boat, propelledby a Johnson ten-horse-power motor, through

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slightly choppy water when something caughthis eye, and casually he looked over to hisright, and to the back. That’s where he sawwhat he saw. A familiar, large red-and-whitemotorcycle was barrelling along behind him,riding the wake from his boat like a surfboard.

At rst the image failed to register inMichael’s brain, it was so ridiculous andimpossible. It was like an Apple computerreceiving a PC command. Then the man on themotorcycle waved a hand, and automatically,without thinking, Michael waved back.

After a few minutes, the rider, with whatappeared to be great di culty, managed topop a sizable wheelie in the middle of thelake. Then, waving his hand in victory, he spedup and pulled ahead of the boat.

Michael caught glimpses of an Indianheaddress on the gas tank, some sort of bird onthe crash helmet and a braid of what appearedto be sweetgrass wrapped around a handlebar.The last he saw of motorcycle and rider, they

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were moving farther and farther ahead of theboat, riding the waves like speed bumps, untilthey disappeared around a spit of land.

Michael Mukwa swore this really happened.Yet nobody in the village believed him. Well,almost nobody. There were three who did.

And that’s how it happened to a cousin ofmine. I told you it was a long story. They’rethe best ’cause you can wrap one around youlike a nice warm blanket.

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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

In many ways a novel is like a pyramid, withseveral people laying stones to build up thestory. The writer is merely the architect, orperhaps foreman. With that in mind, there aremany people to thank who have provided thishumble architect/foreman with the rawmaterials and expertise to construct the storyyou have just read.

I had the opportunity to work with suchpeople as Alan Collins, James Cullingham andLarry E. Lewis in hammering out the originalstory, back when I thought it might make acool movie. Then others joined thebandwagon, showing their support for mystorytelling: Kateri Akiwenzie-Damm in theguise of Kegedonce Press, and the Ontario ArtsCouncil, which nancially believed in me.Also, the Leighton Artists’ Colony at The Ban

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Centre. What a place to create!Then of course, there’s Tom King and Basil

Johnston, whose writings about the Tricksterhelped lay the groundwork for this andcountless other books.

A special thanks goes to Helen Hoy, whogave me the clue on how to get to the “bones”of the issue.

The following people provided technical ormoral support as I feverishly laboured away:Dan David, Linda Cree, Anita Knott, KennetchCharlette, Umeek of Ahousaht, the mysteriousT. L. Corell, Tom Wilcock—and MichaelSchellenberg and Amanda Lewis of KnopfCanada.

And nally, a special thanks goes to thelovely Janine, whose e orts, faith andunderstanding almost mirrored my own. Thisis as much her book as mine.

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An Ojibway from theCurve Lake FirstNations, DREW HAYDEN

TAYLOR has worn manyhats in his literarycareer, fromperforming stand-upcomedy at the KennedyCenter in Washington,D.C., to lecturing at theBritish Museum on the

lms of ShermanAlexie. Over the last two decades, he has beenan award-winning playwright (with overseventy productions of his work), ajournalist/columnist (with a column in severalnewspapers across the country), short-storywriter, novelist and scriptwriter (The

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Beachcombers, North of Sixty, etc.), and hasworked on seventeen documentaries exploringthe Native experience. In 2007, Annick Presspublished his rst children’s novel, The NightWanderer: A Native Gothic Novel, a teen storyabout an Ojibway vampire. Last year, his non-

ction book exploring the world of Nativesexuality, called Me Sexy, was published byDouglas & McIntyre. It is a follow-up to hishighly successful book on Native humour, MeFunny.

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PUBLISHED BY ALFRED A. KNOPF CANADA

Copyright © 2010 Drew Hayden Taylor

All rights reserved under International and Pan-AmericanCopyright Conventions. No part of this book may be

reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanicalmeans, including information storage and retrieval systems,without permission in writing from the publisher, except by

a reviewer, who may quote brief passages in a review.Published in 2010 by Alfred A. Knopf Canada, a division ofRandom House of Canada Limited. Distributed by Random

House of Canada Limited, Toronto.

Knopf Canada and colophon are registered trademarks.

www.randomhouse.ca

Library and Archives Canada Cataloguing in Publication

Taylor, Drew Hayden, 1962–Motorcycles & sweetgrass / Drew Hayden Taylor.

eISBN: 978-0-307-37399-1

I. Title. II. Motorcycles and sweetgrass.

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