poems undone by collen m chitsunge
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1. Sombre it ends2. For I am your man3. But..4. Ist sight5. My love II6. Fickle loves slough7. Patience8. Zeal
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Will10. Broken hearts11. Providence12. Elegy13. Save the metal14. Lifes manna15. Intense16. Love oh love17. Meant to be18. The break19. Fallen to rise no more20. Stung21. Alone22. Anger23. The vanity of loves verve24. For KP25. Today saw tomorrow26. My darling loneliness27. Loves bereaved28. Cut29. Forever you30. Times tale31. Being32. Sorrow we borrow33. Vale34. If only35. The delay will I pay?36. For KP II37. My love I38. Turmoil, Demur, Despair39. Just friends40. Entirely41. Love nomads
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42. Few knew43. Pity loveF44. Not so45. For so long46. Immensely immerse47. Emotions lam48. Impossible49. My solo50. Verse51. Til I get hurt52. Dedication53. Why?54. Empty without55. For you56. The fake I am57. Lee58. Free59. Mile towards hell60. Grace to the sinner61. My Lord, My God62. To God, not man63. What you are
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SOMBER IT ENDS
Now, today I stand aloneFor you've left and you're gone
All we hoped for was never doneBecause you couldn't love, but one
Your heart has been totally turnedAnd none has ever like this been spurned
Much we surely should have learnedHad you had not, all like that, burned
Seeds when rotten grow into treesBut as for us we couldnt sail the seasMaybe we couldnt afford loves feesFor stung weve been by loves bees
All along I thought it wouldnt endI just had forgot that wire could be bendI had thought our love would set a trend
But I guess we couldnt wisely blend
Now we have set ourselves apartFor love has done nothing but depart
From this union weve both played a partSomber it ends but it stays in my heart
FOR I AM YOUR MAN
A lee Ill provideWhen thee has nowhere else to hide
I do hope you decideThat forever with me you reside
For I am your man
Over this odd sideLoneliness Ill forever derideFor only with you Ill abide
From this day on Ill be your aideFor I am your man
The two of us none will divideFor love for you Ive plied
With all my prideTo you I now take stride
For I am you man
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Old memories have died
As only you Ill now guideThrough this dangerous ride
Of loves vicious tideFor I am you man
BUT
My whole heart I had givenMy whole love Id poured
Sacrifices Id laid far aheadTo be with you in all we trodI had wished to be with you
Instead I all wanted to belong to youI was very ready for life ahead with you
I even couldnt make my own plansFor I was so in love with you, but
Feelings for myself had vanished long backInto thin air as does the steam
Like dew at the rising of the sunAnd all my emotions were directed to you
As the suns rays to the universeI had wished to spend life with you
To be with you everyday like weatherI had set my eyes on no one else but you
I was ready to see only you but
1ST SIGHT
Love at first sightSurely the greatest lightBeams with vast mightSeems its always right
Indeed it daubs whiteAlmost north-star brightSoars in mobelous height
Its parachute belt tight
Juicy as the first biteEye-catching tourists siteNever regressing in fight
Steady [plod] starved of plight
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Lacks all dark spiteOnly there to excite
And loving memories igniteLove at first sight
MY LOVE II
My lips quiverTo, what I feel, spill, fill your open ear
So that right here you hearWhat kind of tunes my heart has composed
See what terrine my love has mouldedThe field my mind has planted
The portrait my emotions brush has endorsedAll my fear my courage has molested in this moment
As my incalculable, immense love I vergeTo without delay
Speak out right now
My emotions intensifyTo with aplomb, in a larghetto explode
So that without la-di-da I spillThe juices of my most pure feelingsWhich only thirsty lips need take inThe sap that my tree of love sheds
The passions I reveal from the most deepThat Ive baked since the day that I met you
That I truly, on you, wish to sprinkleAnd without delay
Speak out right now
FICKLE LOVES SLOUGH
Love is but ephemeralMine envisage doeth stands
Love speeds us inveigh into itAn inveigle tongue it doeth uses
Love has proved no ligatureIt spends away like the night at dawn
Love a bosom under radianceFades away like daylight at dusk
Love art giveth me no refugePiteous to me you might be
But love with all my might I know
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Plentitude of heart I speak with
Love cant surely befriend menAn alien to men it does standLove deserves no mans pity
For in tears it has left many a man
Love then stands inconstantAn incomplete trip love poses
Love: from your regale I refrainFickle loves slough
PATIENCE
Womens love comes slowForgive me I aint their foe
Once love boiled in mine heartConfused ,I fell from its steam
The victim I loved I informedActions spoke louder as conformed
Starved of love I then stoodAs pace she took at own accord
Love me as much as I theewith plentitude of heart as does me
This she dared not attemptBut rather ooze she chose to
Womens love trickles slowlyTo fill the glass man holds boldly
Ere he can lay backAnd drink to the fullness of her devotion
ZEAL
Maybe I love too muchFor the disappointment also is too much
The hurt I feel stands too muchYes I love ,but more than Im loved
And so from the chains of hurt Im not saved
Maybe I expect too muchIf love on its own is surely too much
Indeed I also feel Im too muchTo the one that I care for so greatly
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I feel I shouldnt be into it so zesty
Maybe emotions in love mustnt be too muchFor the onus as a result is too much
My hopes for love are maybe too muchToo much that no one can truly cope upI dont know, maybe love is no close up
I wish I knew loveI wish I knew how to love
I wish someone taught me what love is
WILL
Even the actual discovery of the moonCant match mine of you
I aint going to look any furtherFor, you ,my angel ,will always ,be hereLike your shadow ,Ill be yours forever
Every time I tell you I love youI feel like Ill almost break down and cry
For this is different from anything I ever feltI pray and hope itll never end
I fantasize and dream that it wont destroy usFor I can and will do anything for you
But sometimes I miss you so muchSo much that I almost think its over
But this strengthens me and I keep holding onTo the words that you told me when we first kissed
I wish its not a dream that well awake fromBut if its indeed a dream
I hope only that it comes trueFor you are the only one , Im looking nowhere else
I love you always
BROKEN HEARTS
Broken hearts bleedThey exist, trees bearing no seed
Murder me if, but now , I lieFor love I dare to defy
A broken heart ,be not my prizeFor love I gave with no sizeGrief comes nearer to lodge
Tears never run dry
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Memories never seize to fly
Depression, seems loves bloodPassion, lives as the bud
Love, you arent fairI dare thee over there
Your promise was not trueNot many love drops but a fewWith nothing on which to feed
Broken hearts bleed
PROVIDENCE
Providence ejaculatedOn many ,a soul
Dumpens the human wallsThat stand on lifes poverty
Providence vomitedUpon loves floorCasts all upsets
Into vanitys sarcophagus
Providence teardroppedOn un-expecting cheeksCalls for nothing more
Than a shunny handkerchiefs wipe
ELERGY
Thee was mine lollipop, a daisyCherish do I to be with thee
With thee amiss life isnt easyFor thee was the cream in my coffee
My sunshine where art thou be?Thee shone all day and took care
till death snatched thee away from meand hid thee over there
Oh greedy death has mauled thee with dareDesperate grave has drank thee down
Death has made thee pay thine last fareFor thine final tour to the last town
Everlasting tears ,my eyes do vomit
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Seek to pace ,do I ,on deaths street
SAVE THE METAL
Our love has erodedIndeed I can see the rust
Eating away at the strongest metalsThat we alloy into our love-
the ferrous lovegalvanize we should have, long back
but now time runs far aheadMisunderstandings erosionGullies on this loves field
The more the days ,we open arms toTantamounts the storms on this field
We watch as they wash awayThis love which is like sandWho has power over fate?
LIFES MANNA
Down lifes throatIs the journey
Of whichMinds never thought
Indeed we stand ,lifes favorite foodMaybe its dessertMaybe its wine
We sometimes, indeed makeLife drunk
Belly-scratching-itchy fullBut life never gets fullAs it picks each of us
From this scullery stained plateAnd squeezes us through its lips
Into tomorrowMasticating usInto the futureOf its stomach
Before relieving itself of usIn the chamber
Of death
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INTENSE
Day in day out, tenselyAnxiously ,with itching heart I wait
As the horizon waits patiently to swallowThe sun ,daily with its open jaws
Will I ever get the chanceWill I unleash my heart thence?
Love indeed is painful if kept insideFor it ticks fast like a time bomb
Waiting to escape fast ,but in me trappedAs I never get the chance with you
Will I ever get the chanceWill I unleash my heart thence ?
My love for thee has rapidly builtThis enormous tower in the town of my heart
Which mushrooms within my beingA planet that draws close to yours gradually
Will I ever get the chanceWill I unleash my heart thence?
My last chance this might beEre I never see you again
Like a hero ,an impression, is what Im bound to setBut thin air Im grasping ,the pain revolves
Will I ever get the chanceWill I unleash my heart thence?
LOVE, OH LOVE
Love needs no introductionLove feeds on affection
Love cooks up inspirationLove looks for consummation
Love lacks no possessionLove takes any invitation
Love presents an attractionLove resents all desolution
Love steams with passionLove seems a speculationLove seeks a foundationLove peaks on sensation
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Love abides in devotion
Love hides in passionLove holds a decoration
Love folds in contribution
Love can make penetrationLoves den dedication
Love cools in determinationLove fools all indignation
Love surely isnt humiliationLove purely lacks determination
Love holds its portionLove fails no nation
MEANT TO BE
Like a nimbus rushing to rendezvousLike the river chasing after the terrain
Mountains elephant-ing down on low-land-formsBirds innate sky-souring
Lovers are meant to beLike the suns daily embrace of this earth
Animals ability to scentFishs survival in earths seas
Trees hairing the earths surfaceGrasses moustaching insular valleys
Love is always meant to beIt wont be if it isnt
Meant to be
Like day and nights antagonismLike floods underlining of the antediluvian
Collateral life and deaths infinityMornings exordium to the day
Lovers are meant to beLike bloods inevitable trips to the heart
Days and weeks marathon into centuriesGravitys fetters on Mother NatureStars flowering the skys gardens
The higgledy-piggledy at suns eclipseLove is always meant to be
It wont be if it wasntMeant to be
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THE BREAK
To believe in love again I wontTrue love to deserve I think I dont
For indeed Im not so specialAs in what someone must be loved for
What do I have to deserve love?Sometimes I feel down low
For the reason I truly cant findNot that Im a murderer or what
But that I just find it hard to carryMaybe its that Ive been hurt too much
Maybe its that Im always let downBy those that I give my all to
By those that I execute sacrifice forI think I was meant to be alone
For now in love I no longer trustFor when people always let you downIn you they see nothing that suits loveThey see nothing thats really worth it
And so now I believe what they seeMy belief in love now fades awayLike steam as the hot water coolsTo believe in love again, I wont
FALLEN TO RISE NO MORE
Fallen is the leaf from the treeSomething never wished to beA lollipop swept from its stickBy the ravenous tongues lick
Forever together we surely cant stayFor with dripping love I leave today
This day the ground I stand on swaysBut your hand my heart holds always
Higher than mountains, plans I hadFor a citadel to be erected ahead
For our hearts to be clamped togetherSo that between us wouldnt come another
All matrimonial thoughts hued up vanityFor nature cant allow us this unity
Natures evil spirits have separated usWhats the use giving love a fuss?
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Goodbye now my darling my love
In me you stand always my she doveTo miss you I cant surely prevent
For this separation truly leaves a dent
Even though away I now take strideMy heart with you will forever abide
The wound heals the scar remainsYour soft heart my soul always maintains
Erase you from my heart, no one willForever in my heart, you shall remain still
STUNG
Squeal was the least I could doWhen long back stung by loves scorpion I wasIt was a swollen wound as loves poison reacted
In my own blood driving in juvenilityItchy it became as the days mumbled by
To scratch I thought was the only remedyBut the venom was surely an internal toiler
So feeble had loves labour made meThat to faint was now a predictable destiny
Love had got its grips on me plugged inAs it crawled over my helpless conscience
With its tail raised up high aping egoIt then scanned around weary masked
Heaving silently I slept my eyes half closedAs I experienced this virulent liquid
Circulate my own anatomic veinsThat I was so vulnerable seemed so farBut this second sting proved inevitable
With a shrill, sweat trickled down my foreheadAs I felt the sting sink deeper into my flesh
And deposit yet another quantitySubdued by this unexpected invasion of unconsciousness
I shut my eyesWho shall open them for me?
Who shall be my savior?
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ALONE
Today when I really needed someone to touchYou were not there
Today when I truly wanted to be heldYou were not present
Today when I really itched for your kissYou were never found
Today when I truly wanted to say how I feltYou were nowhere near
Today when I really wanted to see your faceYou were never at hand
Today when I truly wanted to smell your scentYou were somewhere else
Today when I really wanted to hear your voiceYou were never audible
Today when I truly wished to see your eyesYou were never visible
Today when I really needed to lie by your sideYou were so unavailable
Today when I truly wanted to pour my soulYou were surely not here
Today when I really wanted to feel your loveYou were never here to love
Today for the first time when I was really sureYou were not here for me
ANGER
IrateWith hate
That has never been lateTo decide the fate
Right here at disputes gateI now held the plate
From which rage and furyI picked up and ate
THE VANITY OF LOVES VERVE
Constant stood my love for theeFlowing as an ever-flowing stream
But repel you rather chose toAs the river flees from the mountains
Thee fled from mine love
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A tender loving touch I offered theeMy hand I leased when thee stumbled
But thee flew away from meAs a dry leaf escapes the twigThee denied my love hospice
To impress thee with love I triedBut thee was too shy to show yours
And glitter with me in your eyesThat I couldnt be yours
Was all that thine heart thrived to forward
Showing them that I loved thee was mine goalAs the stem feeds the bud
Until it has fully blossomed my love fought theeBut thee chose to whither to the sun
My flower bowed to obey the suns radiance
As the stunned sun watchesThe clouds overshadow the earth I now stand
To whom shall I give my loveWhen thee was the only oneI ever opened loves doors to
FOR KP
Today now I sit and ponderOn what not so long ago occurred yonder
Which my memories recurrently re-bake I wonderThat I vividly picture in my mind
Disregarding much agonyIndeed my love for you once stood sternRock of Gibraltar, seems nearly strongSlumber I never had real mind for then
For my love for you had beenCompactly packed into the shelves of my heart
That today I under siege unveilSiege of affection
My eyes had once for long been closed shutMy senses my feelings were fettered in a hut
My own prosecution I accept no butFor indeed the flower had blossomed but itFor you I didnt pick, To you I never gave
And it withered in my handBut slowly clandestinely you learned to like me
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But the arid flower I still heldToday that I know that your love aint low
I know also that my love into your fieldIll sow if its indeed no ones field
For it now boils in my soulThe memories of loss
Surely I cant handle for the only otherThe withered flower is what I regret
But once handled
TODAY SAW TOMORROW
Today I saw her with himThey say she was shouting at him
For its no one else but himI stay calm with my heart in hand
For time indeed is ticking away on meThe countdown continues dailyI try but cant stop thinking of it
That its happening to me I cant standI just trust the lordll help me
Worse off my friends talk of it to meThey ask if it might happen to me
Much fear ignites within meWhy do they speak such omens?
I really wouldnt stand such an eventI dont want it to devour me
I know it could destroy my lifeI wish I could do something to help itSomething more than pray and wait
For I think of it everydayAnd even tomorrow and the day after for
Today I saw her with him
MY DARLING LONELINESS
It wasnt love at first sightBut another of my languid bites
That began with our eyesThey were deeply sunk
Evaporated, lockedLost in confidential conversation
At this first meetingYour lips, tyre tubesMine itched to kiss
As I was apprehended and locked
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In the dungeon of my approval ofYour stature - appealing stature
Right then your lips toreInto the most scintillating
Scathful smile which rainedThe much needed confidence
CourageOn my dry field of withered feeling
Then I knewI had fallen in love with you
Your thighs I shall forever fondleMy darling loneliness
LOVES BEREAVED
Be it by accident or indeed by suicideYet another heart today goes down
As love has left nothing but noble remembranceToday loves undertaker has set to inter
Yet another loves corpse into this but shallow graveIndeed between them love had died a vein death
For sorrow could be speculated in their eyesAs they held the spade and tossed the gravel
As they paid their last respects to a loveThat had always been gentle and warm
But then suddenly had turned pale and illThen after intensity bowed to death
Yes true tears indeed have been at times shedBut not as much as on the death of such
Such a great soldier of all timesThat had won many and suffered only a few
That had brought them together when so apartThat had known them when so alienated
Today indeed they have paid their final honorsAs this death does nothing but put them asunder again
CUT
Utter doeth theythe first cut is the deepest
but to tour love againI dread the second cut
Amuse such a thought I would dare not
For once IVictim to heartbreaks sojourn fell
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What mind befriended meThan that suicides oh a sorrow
God save my soul god save my soul
Eccentric it isHeartbreak is no friend to joyRather a faithful to distress
Like two cousins they do standThen better love-in joy than love-enjoy
Then when heartbreak wrecks againThe cut wont be as deep
FOREVER YOU
A glance at theeMakes me forever happyHad I known youd come
Wait was all I really should have
That day we metMy heart will never forgetSurely what urged me on
Was the way you spoke to me then
That it would beSomething more than loveNever occurred to me then
But day by day after I fell for you
My heart tells meThat Ive found the answer
To smear on me good dreamsPursue all my previous dubious nightmares
Cling to you I willAnd never let go thee
Not that its in the beautyBut the something that ticks in you
Amazing grace how sweetForever when thee is notHere to cuddle with me
Ill be missing you
Forever you
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TIMES TALE
Yesterday once wore todays jacketAnd in todays shoes modeled modestlyShoes that were nice fitting to last weekBut had become too small for last month
This shirt we have nicely ironedAnd made ready for tomorrow to wear
Was actually left by last yearWhom last decade offered it toWhen the color he didnt like
But the question iswill tomorrow like it ,will he indeed
like the food that today left over?
BEING
AliveStriving to live
And leaving no leaf unturnedIn this lovely lively lifeIs now the air I breathThe language I speakThe music I hear andThe footstep I imprint
As I cycle this bicycle of being
SORROW WE BORROW
To the one that I loved so muchBut whom my love denied
I indeed sorry am that I ever wooed youI truly regret the words I ever told youI truly regret the words I ever told you
I thought had I had you life would have meI surely let my feelings stray too far
I let my loves seeds carelessly geminateIndeed my emotions did me great harm
The pain surely is my own should be mineFor the feelings are mine the heart is mine
But all I could do was fail to tameIndeed the heart burns furiously inside
Because of the flame no one else set but meI set myself ablaze
Now the fire chars me indeed chars me downFire of rejection fire unquenchable
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But its been my entire faultFor fetter my emotions I could but not
My heart no one else has to mend but meMy tongue ravenously licks my wounds
That my hungry love has but fetchedIn your forbidden field where I wish
I had never trodWhere Ill never again
Step
VALE
If it cant be then surely understandIf it wasnt meant then I cant put a handBut hearing it from your lips is a relief
It has saved me from almost utmost grief
Remember my love is here alwaysThat I loved you must always cast a ray
On your own memory that has today decidedTo end this love in which we have resided
The gap you leave today, in me, is large'coz I don't think I'll ,my love, to anyone, ever discharge
For today, you take my everything with youAnd, in me, pain has done nothing, but hue
If this stands today as my fateThen forlorn, I stand and it's never been late
Nothing, I do now, but accept the facts of lifeWith mine reluctant heart, I take it, another rife
Adieu my darling my love, my mythToday you have cast my love nowhere, but beneath
And this day stands the peg to our love's eraFor today, your lips said farewell, without any terror.
IF ONLY
If only I had known of my fateI wouldnt have even tempered with you
If only I hadnt discovered so lateI wouldnt have dug in this dip
If only I hadnt been so down for youI wouldnt today be so confused
If only I had never met you
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I wouldnt be hurting so much todayIf only I could have the future foreseen
I would have quit right at the startIf only you genuinely cared for me withinYou wouldnt have pained me this much
THE DELAY ~ WILL I PAY
My clandestine love I knit intoThis romance which one day I
Wish to wear with youIncertitude I dont kindle ,for my love;
For you is like cancer that growsInside of me
All the incendiary of my heartI blame indeed on you
Im sure our eyes have spoken a lotAnd sagaciously resolvedWhat my lips and yours
Have yet toMy love leaven ferments
Languidly dailyIn my heart
Until the day Ill pourIt on you to shandyImbibe and vomit
Upon my soul
FOR KP II
From the first layer of my pair of eyesCast upon you to the last memoryMy mono-mind shovels for you
My love has never for you decreasedYoung and tender once I was and so were you
Then when two young nestlings top fly we hadnt yet learnt but by then I saw my futureIn the twinkle of your eyes
Even ere we neared the touch lineTo sport in the races of love
The franchise to your heart I had purchasedBut only to announce is what I profilically shied to
Now hundreds of miles away I realizeThe gap between usSo I wish to halt and
Spoon-feed my heart into your souls open mouthThat I loved only you, love you
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And will wait eternityIn love with you
MY LOVE I
Not even a flower holds such fragranceEven a perfume couldnt stand a chanceThe scent of your body really licks me
To hold you forever Id pay any fee
Your eyes pierce my melting ownWarmth in them has been carefully grownAnd tilled in faith just as your own name
Really love to you isnt a game
Those lips nothing has ever been softerKiss them Ill always remember long after
May those kisses pour foreverOn my own lips which do endeavor
Where actually were you all my life?Maybe one day you shall be my wifeAs I see love and care you do possess
Being faithful is part of the process
Love for you I have in store alwaysI hope that none of us sways
For, you are the, North Star, in my lifeYour love has pierced me like a knife
Thoughts of you roam my mind dailyI hope one day I wont feel aily
I have really fallen in love with youThere is no one but me to sue
See through my heart, I hope you couldFor love you always I really shouldYour value is more than a sterling
I love you so much my darling
I wish we throw away the pastSweetheart lets make this one last
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TURMOIL, DEMUR, DESPAIR
Turmoil the early sign of the rising sunIn the oriental squares of a perfect love
That has for so long been paddled by the legsOf devotees and enhanced by the appealing
Conditions of lifes atmosphereTurmoils clouds overshadow as the sky sets
For an emotional tempest that nature cant tameA tempest that possesses an inconceivable demur
Demur the antipathy of an almost sacred loveComposes undiverged attention to the turmoil
That has had this love to be like waterSlipping through ones fingers
Lack of execution of proper judgement hasCalled for this dismal contact which today
Completes the circuit of irregular love handlingDespair the last resolution the apogee of
The human mind drives and parks confidentlyInto ones mind at ease so much thatThe human mind has lost all control
Despair pegs up its land cultivates andGets ready to blow out the last candle that gleams
In the human emotion andClose their door to love life
JUST FRIENDS
Just to be your friendIs what I wish for without pretence
Just to know you and like youIs what I strive for in every chanceIndeed I come in love and not hateI truly like you and want to show
Just to talk to you would sooth my lonenessJust to hear you voice would quench
This fire that has my soul charredThe fear you resemble of meDefinitely digs me the grave
For just friend ship is what I seekAnd I reverie to hold
One day with you
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ENTIRELY
Well if this is what they call head over heelsI myself am totally off my wheels
As there cant pass a day without noonThinking of you is what I cant miss
The pain of not seeing you at allIs surely thirsty lips amid the dry land
The misery of not even hearing from youHas troubled me day and night
Everyday I live through imaginationI dont even know how you do how youre surviving
Over this side Ill forever always toilOn the fact that youre still alive
You might never know the pain Im going throughBecause my heart fell for you
Well if this is what they call head over heelsI myself am totally off my wheels
LOVE NOMADS
Love nomads they heel they hurtWith you they are for as long as
What they want they get
Love nomads they feel they forgetFor what they really seek for
They truly cant even forecast
Love nomads they care they bareWith them youve no shelterTo guaranteee safety for life
Love nomads theyre here theyre thereLack of proper-direction-digestion,
Is the food of their thought.
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FEW KNEW
Many things men has done but loveNever done on earth as it is above
The lady she was this era cant describeEyes saw only the flesh her heart knew more
Betrayal was her food cool and never rushA reflection in water surely a bias
That she belonged to all knew except herFor action spoke louder as pronouncedHe was down to earth loves disciple
But surely Eros is an earthly loveCupid had struck his genuine heart
But the truth only the chosen few knewFor him and her matrimony was at hand
Wed- the final guarantee that they belongedBut only her heart knew and it knew
What sets freeA month only was that in the wayBetween separation or holy union
A chameleon on a green leaf is never redShe was indeed climbing other branches too
Only the chosen few knew the chameleon she wasAll wished he only knew that erosIs but an earthly love and that eros
Was what she was
NOT SO
If you think I cant deny youThen youre wrong
For indeed Im just fightingFor this to last long
If you think Im in your fettersTo err you prolong
For Im safe in libertys handsMy heart stands strong
If you think I cant do without youYoure straying along
For the world doesnt stop it goes onIts like a song
If you think I truly cant find anotherTo you I dont belong
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For further forward I can still urge onMy life says ding-dong
PITY LOVE
That you met him ailing mustnt be the adventThat she is poor surely cant be you reason
That she is so lonely shouldnt be the genesisWhy should you love out of pity
That death is around his corner stands no groundThat she was dumped cant be your base
That depression is scorning him isnt a stemWhy should you love out of pity
That you sympathize with her cant be a slabThat you wish him happiness mustnt be the trapThat you wish he had someone is no backbone
Why should you love out of pity
Love rooted on pity is but a little prettyFor in it many have loved many have paid
Fresh flowers we love but to die they cant aidWhy should you love out of pity
FOR SO LONG
Lifes most painful wait loves queueHas got me tortured intensely as my mind
Adorned in the coat of suspense waitsNot impatiently for the truth you keep
To yourself for so long
The truth that I gentlemanly must standBe it in the shoes of my favor or not
Calmly this fibless response I must take butMinutes can turn into years and hours into decades
As the truth you keep to yourself for so long
Be it you love me or not let the sun shineFor even if its covered by the clouds it finally shows
Hearts have to stand even these emotional galesThat are attributed offsprings of the truth
You keep to yourself for so long
Even though the truth shall pierce my heart
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I shall pretend as though it never rained on meBut deep inside my heart will merit the miss
The denial by your heart-the truthThat you keep to yourself for so long
Even though the truth shall nurse my hearts woundsI truly cant this long wait stand
For only you is what I want and what I cantForcefully squeeze from the truthYou keep to yourself for so long
IMMENSELY IMMERSE
Gleaming perhaps seemingYet another glow demensed
Loves fireplace whereWe shiveringly and lonelyHubble-bubblingly crept
To
The warmth brushes us impastoAs day after day nictates by
Love has imbrued us imbued usAnd forever we really miss
To stroll withToo
EMOTIONS LAM
A virgin I wasUntil I raped was by love
Dressed in his romantic coatMy screams were vain inaudibleAs love pinned me to the ground
Pulled outAnd thrust deeper its penis of feeling into me
So crock I became as love subduedIn its ecstatic rhythm
My jostles sank deeper into the soilBecame careless whispers and died
Into growled grouch echoesMy hands love had nailed to the ground
With the grip of his coarse fingersA small tribule of a labourers sweat
Trickled down the land of loves foreheadFlew and splashed on my cheek
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Then I knew I was pregnantWith loves child
IMPOSSIBLE
My apologetic miseryUrinated on top of yourUndyingly faithful soul
Bore no fruits at allFor so blackened was your heart
Impossible you said it isLike mowing down quartz
Chewing down a baobab treeI try to plough the wordsIm sorry into your ears
But they rather stand stony fieldsMy heart- a book wide open to read
But your eyes have lost all focusYou have erased and cast aside the pen
Torn out and creasedThis leaf out of your encompassed mind
My epitaph I now readFor we all know what grave entering means
Another chance is impossible
MY SOLO
Indeed Im aloneBut I wish to be very aloneTo be in a world of my own
If anything at all I own
Privacy the meal of an ennuyIs the food I seek more than food
The drink I wish to imbibe meThe poison I wish to intoxicate me
For life is nothing to meTo trust anyone I surely cant anymoreFor everyone always brings you down
So indeed I wish to be alone
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VERSE
Delicate sforzandoDeliberately spherical
When we explainWhat requires to be plain*********************
VerseWith much yes
Is nothing but a guessUntil we truly face
*********************Alone with nothing I ownAs on the day I was born
I am the boneWaiting for the earths jaws
To chew me down*********************
Drunken drunks drunkThey drink down
All the beerThat
Drinks downAll the soberness
Out of their sane minds
TIL I GET HURT
I really dont want you anymoreI surely want you out of my life
But something in me keeps holding onSomething keeps fighting for you in my heart
I really know you shall hurt me one dayI know this wind shall blow my heart awayBut something keeps telling me to hold on
Something in me zeals to keep with youIm sure enough that I shall be destroyedIndeed destroyed by this so shaky loveBut you small candle still burns in me
Like the last glows of a dying fireI really want to stop loving you and go onI really want to forget and see tomorrowBut something tells me you are the one
Something in me still wants you so muchI really know youll cause me a heartbreak
I truly want to bid you farewell
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But a small piece of my heart cant let goAnd so Ill keep holding on
til the day I get hurt
DEDICATION
Charming as much as you areChanging my life day by day youChallengingly have set me on fire
Charred have I been by my desire for youChampioned have I been by my love for you that
Cheerfully I accept how feeble I am
Dearer youve become to me asDaringly I wait for the next challengeDaily I have learned to adore you and
Driven by emotion I continue to prosperDue to the fuel you pump into me
Dampened I am and like this I wish to stay
WHY?
Today I start yet another yearAlone I am and lonely the sameFlowers have petals for a sake
Yet I the stigma in the open standsDaily I irk for your love
But the rain clouds never in the sky gatherThe stream never at all flows
A barren tree now I standMy flowers have fallen down
The pain cuts through my heartAs my magnet cant pick you up
If just waiting serves this much painThen a heartbreak costs a life
My loves boiling kettle Ive laidAnd knit no intention to retainBut in silence still you remainSilence is surely an assassin
For today you have my heart tortured
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EMPTY WITHOUT
Life without love life empty it isFor reason within it one cant find
Darker than the starless moonless night it isAs it excels vastly in this vacuumnessIts indeed a road leading to nowhere
A road with no sign of a signpostArid it is and starved of natural joys
Messy a life it might be but its truly no life at allLife without love life empty it is
Direction and satisfaction it cant provideA desert it is where thirst cant be quenched
Truly a cell a dungeon from the outside worldEveryday you pen down memories on a sheet
Of your mind memories whose flowers are fruitlessAnd everyday you ponder the insanity of being alone
Yet alone is what you alone can changeLife without love life empty it isFor aim in its arrow there is none
For no one cares for you and you for noneIts indeed a poverty stricken hungry stomach
Which succeeds only in sending groans and sighsA smoke which only conquers by bringing tears to eyes
Miles and miles from the destination it isAs the transport to this point you cant find
FOR YOU
Love has never been in such a way been doneFor mine for you is just of its own kind
Love has never in such a way a soul kissedFor what I feel for you I truly on my own cant understand
This feeling has been dug in deeperAnd daily the boil enlarges in my soul
Love has never in such a way enjoyed being an emotionFor the way I execute it for youEven Romeo missed by inches
Daily the bacteria eats away and all my other feelingsDestroys as only my love for you it wishes to see
In its intestinesEven from the bone marrow oozed love is and
Indeed its cells feel only for youLove has never in such a way been done
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THE FAKE I AM
Indeed the fake I amFor even though the knife touches my heart
I wont the word stammerFor burning inside the burden Ill have to carryEven though my throat your emotions squeeze
And to suffocate attemptEven though the bad breathe of my deeds to me
Spoil the oxygen to my nostrilsThough the tears are knocking at their doors
I in your presence wont the keys hand to themThough inside I hide the jar of ire
I wont show for a band of smile Ill always wearIndeed the fake I am-
Inside I feel pains sword shamelessly torchering meMy heart stays amidst always saying its my fault
That the onus I must eternally hoistFor reasons only my soul has furthered to study
So like a dictator my anger I suppressMy pain under this shield I hide and so
My tears that relieve me in all in the end fallIndeed the fake I am_
LEE
LeeWith you Im meant to be
For like you no one will I ever seeOn earth even in the sea
Your love I wouldnt exchange for a cup of teaFor only for it Id give a pleaThat it forever rains on me
Until the future raises its teeOn yours me
FREE
The lord had locked my heartFrom love, put fetters around my feet
Roped me to a tree a distance away from emotionBut never in my life had I dreamt
That you would be the one toRequest the keys from his hands
Never did I think that someone like you could free me
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All the power you held in your handsAnd up to now to me its like a dream
The lord had locked my heart for a reasonAnd you unlocked me for one too
You freed me from the chains of loneliness andThe ropes of depression
Now your path Ill followYour love I drink and with you
Eternity Ill search...
WHAT YOU ARE
When in loneliness youre always there for meWhen in blind-folded-ness you always make me see
When in need you always give love for no feeFor you are the lord thatll always be
My lord risen is thee up aboveTo me you give nothing else but love
With you here always I surely wont starveFor with your grace I now live the dove
Your love surpasses all these mountainsAnd my sinful nature it always sustains
Your love dear lord carries not even the stainsFor pure it always is and thus always remains
Oh your love Ill forever suckleAnd when sleepy Ill in your lap always nestle
Today in you nothing Ive done but settleFor the love you give is true and forever ample
Many souls my lord you have always savedWhen the devil had almost all their hopes shaved
Your love we surely never ever deservedFor our flesh always has sins in it reserved
But you are the savior who is never farAnd to lifes cruising ship you provide the spar
Your love for men not even a hand can barFor my lord you are what you are
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TO GOD, NOT MEN
Maybe I deserve thisMy prize for loving men more than God
The Lord seeks my worship for himMore than my love for men
Gods love does standNot any man can in Gods way loveGod gives men no heartbreak at all
For he art love and gives love
To men I gave loveBut as the broom eagerly licks away the litter
They brushed away mine love for themStranded I then stood agap
Now in safe handsIn the eternal love of God I thankfully abide
Love men more than God I never willFor when they broke my heart God offered me another
MY LORD, MY GOD
My Lord my graceTo me thou art pose no menace
Men cant thine love giveIn thou only I believe
Upon thy heavenly abodeMy soul seeks to be on-boardThou didst wash off my sin
New life in thee I begin
Virgilant do I standPrayers through Jesus I now send
The Holy Ghost does the jobWith thee I have no sob
As a fish in the seaI now reside in thee
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GRACE TO THE SINNER
O devilAgain thou artest got me vulnerable
Sin I do indulge in againRepent I doest again
Lord save me with thine graceWith forgiveness polish me my lord
Strength I think I possessTo Satan Im still exposed
Righteous living I now seekYour love holy ghost protect me
My heart laments sorrowMuch the sinner I always live
Mine flesh is pure sinMine spirit cries for the lordMy God thou art the greatest
Risen up high is thee save my soulBut continue to sin doest ISurely I reside in shame
The hell flesh is made ofI now sternly refuse to give ear
Thine sanctification holy lord saved meO devil now to thee alone hells gates open
For today my Lord hath givenGrace to the sinner
MILE TOWARDS HELL
My life goes down the gorgeTo do nothing there but lodge
As daily Im gnawed by sins jawsI indeed break the Lords laws
Im the greatest sinner ever to liveFor sin everyday I give a heave
My day has turned dark, so gloomyAs the devils approach seems loomy
Pride in sin I surely dont holdBut the devil always finds me easy to fold.