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Di lrydn` bfr wcf wj hfst; _rfemehy fnj fb QCJ ifstrjlf`ndzmehj bmljs fb fur luhturj. Mna tcj trutc ds -_muh Pmhgjr wms fnj fb tcj ffa fnjs. Cj wms m ffasfuh. Cj ada us prfua. Pj, ms tcj tunjr nmtdfn, gnjwtcmt wcdhj cj wms mhdvj, eut unhjss yfu gnjw cdi pjr-sfnmhhy wj rjmhhy adant sjji tf gnfw cfw ajjpcds cjmrt wjnt. Mna - tcj pmrt tcmt rjmhhy, rjmhhy cdtsij cmra ds tcmt dt tffg cds ajmtc bfr m hft fb tcmt tfstmrt lfidn` tf surbmlj. Eut m t tcj smij tdij D ùjss- tcjrjs m ljrtmdn pfjtry tf dt cmppjndn` tcmt wmy. \fimny fb us fut tcjrj hfst m hfn`tdij rfhj ifajh mnadnspdrmtdfn. fnhy tf na fut tcmt tcj UJMH pjr-sfn ejcdna tcj lcmrmltjr wms ifrj `jnudnj, mnacma ifrj lcmrmltjr tcmn mnytcdn` Cfhhywffa lfuhajvjr lrjmtj bfr m slrjjn. _muh Pmhgjr PM\ tcj rjmhajmh. Tjmc - cj wms fnj fb tcj `ffa fnjs.

Di surj ey nfw tcmt ifst fb us cmvj cjmra mefut tcjImrdnj & cds drh dn tcj kjwjhry stfrj =?+ yjmrs m`farjmidn` mefut jn`m`jijnt rdn`s tcmt tcjy lfuhantmbbfra. _muh Pmhgjr wms dn tcmt stfrj tcmt amy. Cjfvjrcjmra tcj lfnvjrsmtdfn, tffg tcj lhjrg tf tcj sdaj,efu`ct tcj lfuphj tcj $=?,??? rdn` fb tcjdr arjmis,tfha tcj lhjrg tf gjjp dt mnfnyifus, mna tcjn wmhgjafut & wjnt fn mefut cds amy. Dt wmsnt untdh mbtjr _muhsajmtc, tcmt tcj lhjrg nmhhy spfgj fut mefut wcmt cjada tcmt amy ejlmusj scj bjht hdgj tcj wfrha njjajatf gnfw tcj stfry njjaja tf gnfw wcmt gdna fb uycj wms. _muhs fwn ama adant jvjn gnfw mefut tcmtrdn`. Mna _muhs ama smda cj wfuha af tcmt gdnam stubb

MHHHHHH tcj tdij. D wfnajr cfw imny ifrj stfrdjsmrj fut tcjrj tcmt wjhh njvjr gnfw. D ijmn - db dtcmant ejjn bfr tcj lhjrg vfdldn` wcmt cmppjnja =?yjmrs m`f, tcmt Imrdnj & cds nfw wdbj wfuha \QDHHnjvjr gnfw wcf `mvj tcji tcj rdn` tcmt mbtjrnffn- wcf `mvj ji m kuipstmrt fn tcjdr bfrjvjr. Pcmtgdna fb cjmrt afjs dt tmgj tf puhh m lfiphjtjhy EF\\ifvj hdgj tcds mna njvjr spjmg m wfra mefut dttf mnyfnj6 Cfw afjs dt bjjh tf ej mehj tf af tcmtmna tcjn kust `jt emlg tf yfur amy gnfwdn` tcmt yfu

kust imaj twf pjfphjs hdvjs. Lmn yfu dim`j tcj `rdnfn cds bmlj wcjn cj kuipja dn cds lmr mna arfvj fbb.

D lmn. Dt wms prfemehy m hft hdgj tcj fnj wcjrj cjtfha Qyrjsj tf put cds ehfusj emlg fn. Qf ij - tcmtsgnfwdn` wcmt truj wjmhtc ds mhh mefut. Dts nft tcmtscdt yfu cjmr fn tcj rmp sfn`s, fr tcmt `mrem`j yfusjj fn tcj rjmhdty QR scfws - tcds ds dt rd`ct cjrj. Mnatcds ds tcj ùy wcf rjprjsjntja FZU luhturj tf mwfrha buhh fb ifvdj-`fjrs.

Mna tcjn tcjrj ds Ujmlc Fut Pfrhawdaj (UFPP), tcjlcmrdty tcmt _muh Pmhgjr bfunaja dn 5?=?. Emsdlmhhy,UFPP ds m `rfup fb ùy/`drhs, m tjmi/lrjw, wcf mrjtcjrj tf cjhp wcjn adsmstjrs strdgj - mnywcjrj mlrfsstcj wfrha. Qcjy lut tcrfu`c tcj rja tm pj fb nfnprftsfr `fvjrnijnt mda. Qcjy lut tcrfu`c tcj euhhscdtmna tcjy kust `f cjhp. Dts m sdiphj strmtj`y. Fnjtcmt _muh sjt up, ejlmusj cj wfuha `jt brustrmtja mttcj pfhdtdls & ajhmys ejcdna cjhpdn` m sdtumtdfn. Cjhffgja mt dt hdgj m hdbjùmra wfuha hffg mt sfijfnjarfwndn` dn tcj unajrtfw; Db pjfphj njja cjhp, tcjn

yfu cjhp tcji - nfw. Tfu afnt wmdt bfr emlgup, frlmhh dt dn. Cj cma m ed` cjmrt & m sdiphj brmij-fb-idna wcjn dt lmij tf tcds gdna fb stubb. Eut D adantgnfw mefut UFPP untdh tcj amy mbtjr _muhs ajmtc.Cfw ds tcmt pfssdehj6 Di jiemrrmssja, mna erfgjncjmrtja tcmt sf bjw fb us (wfrhawdaj) gnjw wcmt cjwms afdn` dn cds fbb-tdij wcdhj cj wms stdhh wdtc us.Eut mt tcj smij tdij, dt imgjs ij prfua, tcmt wcdhjifst ljhjerdtdjs wfuha ej fn J Njws tmhgdn` mefut &prfiftdn` tcjdr `ffa lmusj brfi unajr buhh imgjup& stuadf hd`cts _muh wms fut tcjrj jt tdn` cds cmnasadrty hdgj m imn. Nft stubn` m stfry tf eudha up cdsCfhhywffa dim`j. Qcmts nft tcj gdna fb ùy cj wms.

Dnstjma, cj hfvja ifrj nmturmh tcdn`s. _muh hfvja tcjfljmn. Cds ama smda _muh wms armwn tf dt cds wcfhjhdbj ijsijrdzja ey dts vmstnjss, mna dts ejmuty,mna dts pfwjr, mna dts pfssdedhdty. Imttjr fb bmlt, ej-bfrj cds mltdn` lmrjjr tffg fbb, _muh wms m imrdnjedfhf`y imkfr. \fij pjfphj na tcjisjhvjs wcjntcjyrj njmr tcj fljmn. Mna wcjn yfu hfvj t cj fljmn,yfu kuip dn. Mna wcjn yfurj dn tcj fljmn, hffgdnèmlg fn tcj hmna yfur pjrspjltdvj lcmn`js, mnayfu lmnt cjhp eut tf hfvj tcj jmrtc. Mna wcjn yfuhfvj tcj jmrtc yfur pjrspjltdvj lcmn`js m`mdn, mnayfu lmnt cjhp eut tf hfvj pjfphj.

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tf af mna sfijcfw dt cms cmppjnja. _jfphj wmnt tf ejhdjvj tcmt sul-ss ds mhh mefut ejdn` dn tcj rd`ct phmlj mna tcj rd`ct tdij. Eut yfu gnfw wcmt6snt. Dts mefut cmra wfrg mna m HFQ fb dt. Dts mefut nft `dvdn` up. Dts mefutscdn` sf cmra bfr wcmt yfu wmnt tcmt dts cmra tf jvjn `jt tcj stfri fb dajmsmt rusc mrfuna lfnstmnthy dn yfur cjma tf lmhi afwn hfn` jnfu`c sf yfun `jt ftcjr stubb afnj dn m amy. _muh wms fnj fb tcfsj ùys. Cj wfrgja bfrCj `mvj cds cjmrt & sfuh dn cds prfkjlts mna dt scfwja. Pcjn yfu cjmr lfi-

jnts brfi bjhhfw mltfrs fr pjfphj dn tcj dnaustry, tcjy tmhg mefut cfw `jnudnjuh wms. Cfw iulc cj hdgja lmrs, cfw cuiehj cj wms, mna mefut cfw cmra cjrgja. Dts jmsy bfr ftcjr pjfphj tf kust sjj tcj `hmifur & `hdtz fb cds kfe mnamt cj ada. Eut tcj rjmhdty ds - _muh wfrgja cds mss fbb bfr wcmt cj cma, wcmt cjja mna D ejhdjvj cj bjht dt wms m rjstjltdfn fb wcf cj wms; m cmra wfrgdn`,rdn` ùy wcf hfvja mltdn`, lmrs, mna cds bmidhy.

Ifrtmhdty dsnt mn jmsy suekjlt bfr m hft fb pjfphj ij dnlhuaja. Ejlmusj fbwfrgdn` fn Qfp @jmr Mijrdlm, D cmvj put iysjhb dn cmris wmy (nft fn purpfsj)ifrj tcmn m bjw tdijs. Dts njvjr sfijtcdn` wj phmn bfr mna sfijtcdn` D cfpjwj afnt na fn tcmt scfw. Eut - D gnfw tcj fppfrtundty tcmt D cmvj dn brfnt f b ij.Qcds ds truhy m arjmi kfe, mna D mi `fdn` tf bfhhfw tcmt arjmi ms cmra ms D lmn.Fnj tcdn` D lmnt phmn bfr tcfu`c, ds db sfijtcdn` ada cmppjn tf ij, wcmt wdhh iyhj`mly ej6 Pcmt wdhh pjfphj rjijiejr ifst mefut ij6 Iy ejmra mna `hmssjs6Iy unaydn` hfvj fb phmda (nft stmnnjh)6 _fssdehy wdnndn` tcj Qfyftm _rf LjhjerdtyUmlj mna prfvdn` tcmt Di m ejttjr ardvjr tcmn pjfphj tcfu`ct6 Imyej. Eut D cfpjtcmt pjfphj rjijiejr iy hfvj bfr iy wdbj mna fur gdas, mna cfw iulc D hfvjiy bmidhy mna brdjnas. D cfpj tcmt pjfphj wcf ijt ij gnjw D wms tcj smijùy tcjy smw fn tv. Qcmt D rjmhhy hfvj lmrs mna pjfphj ms iulc ms tcjy tcfu`ct.D tcdng tcmt wfuha ej ndlj.

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dng m pmrt fb ij, dn tdij, wdhh ej mehj tf sidhj mt cds jxdt. Ejlmusj fb tcj ifv-, wj gnfw & unajrstmna cds fesjssdfn wdtc spjja. Mna ejlmusj fb tcj ifvdjs,mhh gnfw jxmlthy cfw tcj tcrdhh fb spjja hffgja fn cds bmlj. Pj lmn mhh sjj cdsj dn tcmt Lmrrjrm @Q wdtc Ufams ifijnts ejbfrj mna dt wms sidhdn`. Dt ds edt-swjjt & mhifst ttdn` tcmt cj adja jyjs-wdaj, mt spjja, dn m ehmzj fb `hfry,n`sdaj fnj fb cds ejst brdjnas - hdvdn` dt. Dt kust cmppjnja tff sffn bfr us, mna dttff lhfsj tf cfij tcmts mhh. Eut ejlmusj cj adja hdgj tcds - cj cms vmhdamtja B&B ifvdjs. Cj cms `dvjn tcji m sjnsj fb rjmhdty. M stmip dn tdij. Qcjrj wdhhm amy bfr sfij fb yfu wmy afwn tcj rfma, wcjrj sfij gda jnjrmtdfns yfun`jr

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uh Pmhgjrs ajmtc wms untdijhy. Dt cms hjbt us scflgja, jipty, ehdnasdaja, spjjlc-s, mna m hdtthj unmehj tf mlljpt tcj rjmhdty. Eut hjts tmgj tcj njxt bjw ifntcs,a rj`rfup. Hjts na wmys tf imgj tcj ifst fut fb tcds trm`jay - mna cfnfr tcjrsfn wcmt cj wms. Mna hjts imgj dt stdlg - jieja tcmt dntf fur luhturj bfr mtdij - nft kust tcj sjmsfn fb cds pmssdn`. Hjts usj cds hfss tf rjijiejr wcmtstmna bfr BMIDHT. BMIDHDM! Dt wms m pmrt fb tcj ifvdjs, tcmt wms NFQ fvjr

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flg bfr tcfsj mrfuna us. Pjrj fnhy cjrj bfr mfrt tdij, imyej jvjn m hft scfrtjr tcmn wj phmndn fur cjmas. Qcmts rjmhdty. Mna dt afjsnt imttjrjtcjr mhh fb hdbjs prdvdhj`js mrj stmlgja up dn yfurfr, fr stmlgja up m`mdnst yfu - dt lcmn`js nftcdn`.urj stdhh rd`ct cjrj, rd`ct nfw, mhdvj wdtc fptdfnspfssdedhdtdjs mna tcmt lhflg ds stdhh tdlgdn`. \fmt mrj wj afdn`6 Mrj wj hdvdn` pmssdfnmtjhy,jr`jtdlmhhy, hfvdn`hy, tmgdn` dt mhh dn, mna `fdn` bfrfgj - cjrj dn tcds hdbj6 Fr mrj wj shfulcdn` dntfrut wdscdn` mwmy tcj prjsjnt amy, ejlmusjprjsjnt-amy jxlusjs & ldrluistmnljs mna

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s ds tcj gdna fb lmr, kust hdgj Imrg, tcmt ds mhwmysnadn` & jvfhvdn`. Dn bmlt, dt imgjs dt adbluht tfjn scfft bfr m im`mzdnj ejlmusj tcj lmr dswmys `jttdn` ejttjr. Kust wcjn yfu tcdng yfuvjt dt pdnnja mt dts ejst dt `jts ejttjr. Mna tcmtjs tf rjstjlt Imrg _s ajtjridnmtdfn tf hdvj `rjmthy,jvjrytcdn` cj sjts cds idna tf. Qcjrj ds nf sfrtwdtc tcds ùy. Db yfu tcdng dts bmst jnfu`c, cjhh

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mdn tf imgj dt ejttjr. Imrg ds tcj rst ùy tcmt Dvjrsfnmhhy tmhgja tf - wcf runs em`s MNA trmlgs tcjr. Tfu lmnt gjjp up wdtc m ùy hdgj tcds, ejlmusjidna ds lcrfndlmhhy runndn` =,???ipc fn wcmt tfnjxt mna cfw tf pusc cdisjhb.

mrg ds brfi Idmid, wcdlc jxphmdns tcj `rfuna-unadn` emss fb cds yfutc. Eut ifrj rjljnthy, cjfvja fut tf \mn Kfsj, Lmhdbfrndm, tf lcmsj afwn mjmi/dajm tcmt cj cma bfr m tjhjvdsdfn scfw (cjs

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Mna db yfu AF lfiidt tcjn yfu kust id`ct na futtcmt yfurj strfn` jnfu`c tf na m wmy tf imgj dtcmppjn - sfijcfw.

Nfw tcmt Idgj ds fn tcj Pjst Lfmst, dt cmsnt shfwjacdi afwn fr ijhhfwja cdi fut. M hft fb tdijs, tcjPjst Lfmst lmr ùys afnt `jt tff bmr brfi cfijsdiphy ejlmusj tcjy cmvj sf imny sfurljs bfrdnstujnlj & mltdvdty `fdn` fn rd`ct dn tcjdr fwn stmtj.Eut bfr Imrg _, tcj Jmst Lfmst wdhh mhwmys ej dn cdsehffa. Cj kuipja dn tcj U, ms dt sdts cjrj, mna arfvjtcj amin tcdn` brfi Lmhd tf @jfr`dm bfr \futcjrnPfrtcjrsjj - m wjjgjna jvjnt dn tcj @M ifuntmdns.Nf lrjw, nf lmrmvmn, nf cypja-up vdajf`rmpcjr -

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D wms rjmhhy njrvfus fn cfw dt wfuha lfij fut. Qcds lfuha ej m cdt fr m idss.

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kfurnjy ms m ardb tjr mna ADT ijlcmndl hjmadn` up tffwndn` tcds rftmry ejmut.

Ajrjg mltumhhy pdlgja tcds shdaj pdjlj up brfi mardbtjr euaay (wcf bfuna `fhb tf ej m ejttjr sudtjapmst tdij) ms m turn-gjy sfhutdfn tf ifuntdn` prfk-jlts mna cds imsflcdstdl hfymhty tf rftmry pfwjrjavjcdlhjs. Dn ftcjr wfras, cj cms sfij rfttjn hulggjjpdn` m ajpjnamehj ardbt lmr aurdn` rmlj sjmsfnmna sfu`ct tcds 3 ms m njwjr, ifrj rjnja, mnaifrj ajpjnamehj mhtjrnmtdvj. Tjs - yfu ada kustcjmr tcmt lfrrjlthy. Ajrjg bjht tcmt mn mbtjrimrgjtturefa rftmry wfuha hh tcj mefvj lrdtjrdm. Pcmt jhsjwfuha yfu jxpjlt brfi m ùy tcmt efu`ct mn US-0ms cds BDU\Q lmr mna lmnt rjlmhh cfw imny cjcms fwnja sdnlj6 Pfuha dt tcjn lfij ms m surprdsj

tf gnfw tcmt Ajrjg amdhy-ardvjs m ifadj0 mhh wcdhj shmvdn` mwmy fn yjt mnftcjr rtrmlg lmr dn cds spmrj tdij6

\f cjrj ds Ajrjg, m prf-hdljnsja ardbtjr, wdtrjmay US-3. Cj cmsnt `fttjn afwn dn m bfrpjtdtdfn dn m hdtthj wcdhj mna yjt sjjis sfwdtc cds lurrjnt sdtumtdfn... wdtc mn unajtdidsi bfr njxt sjmsfn. Qcds ùys nft bmhtcj njwsbjja ajprjssdfn. Uftmry ùys mstmydn` pmtdjnt mna gjjpdn` m lffh cjma. cjhh `jt emlg fn tcj trmlg, mna wcjn cj afcmvj mhh cds aulgs dn m rfw.

Imyej tcds ds tcj adbbjrjnlj ejtwjjn pjfp`jnudnjhy iftdvmtja mna dn dt bfr tcj hfn` cmsus pjfphj wcf hfsj sd`ct & jna up afdn` dtj-bmifus lrja. Ardbtdn` dsnt `fdn` fut fb tdij sffn bfr Ajrjg. Cj afjsnt njja tf lhmdi, sf cj lmn efunlj mna wjmr dt hdgj mcfnfr. Cj afjsnt tmhg mefut ejdn` m `mijfr rjlmhh tcj jxmlt amtj mna tdij tcmt fnj fwms bjmturja fn m pcftf ehf`. Cjs pmrt ferjja tcmt eudhas mna ifadjs cds lmrs tf rmmna rmlj tcji cmra. Qcjrj ds nf tdijhdnj - tdfn amtj, fr `fhajn m`j, fr njxt sjmsfn w`fdn` tf kust pmlg dt up mna ifvj fn.

Jvjryfnj dn tcj ardbtdn` sljnj tcdngs tcjnm `f prf. Qcjy njja m wmgj up lmhh, sm_jfphj njja tf rjmhdzj tcjy lmn cmvj bu`fdn` prf.

Qcj ifst lurdfus pmrt mefut tcds US-3 tcfudts gdna fb stdhh mt tcj efttfi fb tcj tftji pdt lfijs tf pfwjr. Jvjn wdtc tcj futwmraamtdn` turef gdt, dts stdhh fnhy imgdn` mefutNft fbbjnsdvj bfr nfrimh strjjt stmnamraspfwjr stmts dn tcj ardbt wfrha bfrjvjr lhdijvjry njw sjmsfn 5:? sjjis fut-lhmswj mhsf rjmhdzj Ajrjg dsnt jxmlthy mn jmsyphjmsj jdtcjr, wcjn yfu lfnsdajr tcj mbfrjiBA turef ms m amdhy mna m ifadja U


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truj jntcusdmsts lmr. Pcmt m pjrbjlt rdaj bfr m ùywcf afjsnt euy dntf tcj cypj, fr put iulc stflg dnwcmt tcj mutfiftdvj trjnasjttjrs smy. Pcmt m pjr-bjlt rdaj bfr m ùy wcf lmn sjpmrmtj cdisjhb brfi tcjstdìm, mna sjj tcj truj pftjntdmh ejcdna sfijtcdn`.Qmgj m sjlfna mna tcdng mefut cfw sdidhmr tcds lmr dsfn pmpjr tf tcj hdgjs fb tcj lrdtdlmhhy mllhmdija BU\mna EU[ - cd`c rjvvdn`, `rjmt cmnahdn`, UPA spfrtslmrs. \funa bmidhdmr6 \urj, dt imy nft cmvj tcj kudlj,mna `fes fb pftjntdmh tcmt dts 0 prjajljssfr cmsfr m 5K swmp fr mn H\ swmp. Mna dt imy nft ejms brdjnahy tf tunj ms m bfur lyhdnajr turef jn`dnj.Eut db yfu mpprfmlc tcj phmtbfri wdtc mn fpjn idna,yfu af cmvj tcj dn`rjadjnts bfr m amin bun ifuntmdnlmrvjr, fr dn Ajrjgs lmsj, m shdaj lmr wdtc ajlmajsfb rftmry cjrdtm`j ejcdna dt.

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t mt m sjlfna `hmnlj ey tcj jntcusdmsts tcjy cma cft jn`dnj fptdfns, tcj `jmr rmtdfs, swmp-medhdty,

pjnamedhdty, mna tcj sdiphdstdl ejmuty tcmt imaj mntdrj `jnjrmtdfn bmhh dn hfvj. Dt wms ifrj tcmn kust m

iphdstdl ejmuty dt wms (mna ds) tdijhjss ajsd`n.t tcjn tcj J_ cmppjnja. Mna dt wmsnt sf fevdfusrst, eut nfw tcmt yjmrs cmvj pmssja mna wj lmng emlg wdtc lhmrdty tcmts gdna fb wcjrj tcj pmrtyhhja. Dt kust adant cmvj tcj smij lfntm`dfusnjss.

myej tcmts ejlmusj dt wms cjmvdjr/bmttjr tcmn dtsiehj 4?s \d prjajljssfrs mna tcjrj wms nfmp fut mt tcj tdij tcmt lfuha imgj up bfr dt. Imyejejlmusj dt hffgs hdgj tcj lhfua brfi Imrdf Erftc-. Imyej dts ejlmusj tunjrs wjrjnt rjmay tf ml-

pt tcj G-sjrdjs. Imyej dts ejlmusj tcj njw \5???s `jttdn` mhh fb tcj mttjntdfn brfi tcj prjss mna tcjjrs. Eut wcmtjvjr tcj rjmsfn, dt wms m aua.

t nfw iulc tdij cms pmssja mna dts stdhh tcj u`hya aulghdn`. Cmcm eut cjrjs tcj tcdn`; Db yfurj mjtty lfipjtjnt eudhajr wdtc sfij ajljnt rjsfurljs,as lmn ej mn mwjsfij prfkjlt. Fnj rjmsfn ds tcmt dndtdmh euy-dn prdlj fb tcj lmr bmhhs sfijtdijs

jn phuiijts. Qcj ftcjr rjmsfn ds ejlmusj yfurjemrgdn` fn m sfrtm njwdsc brfntdjr, wdtc gdnam un-

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hfwjr lfntrfh mris. Qcj wcjjhs mrj Uftm rdas, wcdlcnfnj fb us, dnlhuadn` Austdn, mrj pmrtdluhmrhy stfgjafn. Dn tcj njvjr-jnadn` ajemtj fn rjmh vs bmgj wcjjhs,wj cmvj tf MHPMT\ pusc bfr mn jna-`fmh fb qumhdty &dn`jnudty eut wj mhsf cmvj tf mt hjmst rjlf`ndzj mhhtcj vmrydn` ldrluistmnljs & pfdnts fb vdjw mhfn` t cjwmy. Mna tcjsj `rjjn Uftms sjrvj tcjdr purpfsj bfrnfw. Mt tcds stm`j, db Austdn wjrj tf cmvj `fnj wdtcm njw cd`c-jna sjt fb wcjjhs cj wfuha cm vj ejjnbfrlja eua`jt-wdsj tf imgj luts, lfiprfidsj, mna/fr smlrdlj ftcjr undquj pmrts fb tcj eudha. Qcds ds tcjpmtc cj lcfsj, bfr tcj tdij ejdn`. Mna wcdhj gnflg-fbbwcjjhs mrj ifrj fb m ajmh-erjmgjr tcmn m ajmh-imgjrwcjn dt lfijs tf tcj im`mzdnj (fr tcj fvjrmhh ffa fbtcj luhturj) wjhh mt hjmst cjs nft mnftcjr auajrunndn` mrfuna fn EE\s wdtc m efnj stflg jn`dnj emy.

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