searching for self
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Mhairi Turnbull
Interpersonal Communication
Response Paper 1
26th January 2012
Searching for Self
Many people spend their entire lives searching for themselves and trying to
discover who they are. As human beings, we have a constant battle with satisfaction,
always trying to be the best we can be, always trying to live life to the fullest, and always
trying to develop a deeper understanding of who we are while attempting to be completely
satisfied with our discovery. Julia Wood (2013) explains that communication with others is
one of the main ways we discover our “self.” As infants, we quickly learn how to
communicate through non-verbal cues and gradually develop verbal communication. At a
young age, we are subconsciously able to pick up on how others perceive us through
interaction, and as we grow, we become extremely aware of how others respond to our
personality. In Julia Wood’s seventh edition Interpersonal Communication: Everyday
Encounters, Wood explains Mead’s theory of self-discovery through communication, which
is broken into two perspectives, particular others and the Generalized Others.
Particular others are those from whom we first experience feedback and
perspectives on ourselves. In a child’s life, particular others consist of important people in
their lives such as family, specifically parents and siblings, and caregivers. If we are being
cared for, treated with importance, and shown love as children, then, as we grow up and
develop our self, we will have a high self worth, understand that we are important, and
deserve respect and love. If children are neglected or if parents communicate that they do
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not love their children, they will grow up with a low self worth, which is often hard to
reverse. If a parent uses affirming language such as “well done,” “you’re beautiful,” “you’re
brave,” or “you’re smart,” this boosts self-esteem and self worth. The same applies when
negative language is used; it will have a negative affect on the child. This communication
can be known as direct definition through which a parent defines the child by directly
labeling him/her and his/her behaviors. Direct definition also affects our personality; for
example, if you parents tell you that you are funny, you will learn to see yourself as funny
and you will try to further develop that trait.
In my opinion, particular others are the most important thread of this theory. A
vivid memory I remember from my childhood was the constant affirmation of how
precious my parents thought that I was. They often told me I was very “girlie,” which was
followed by my mother dressing me from head to toe in pink. My father often called me his
“princess,” so I was very aware of how special I was to him, which greatly boosted my self-
esteem. I am now 19 years old, my favorite color is pink, and I love all things girlie. It is
amazing how true Mead’s theory is, and how much we hold onto the communication
directed towards us from a very young age.
The second part of finding one’s self through communication is known as the
“generalized other.” This influence is much broader than particular others, and refers to
society and social groups. This perception group involves many factors such as, culture,
gender, sexual orientation, and socioeconomic class. There are three ways we are
influenced by widely accepted social views: interaction with others, media and institutions,
and institutions that organize our society. We learn that if we are female we should be a
mother and a wife; if we are male, we should be a provider. Our cultures shape us greatly. If
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people around us value certain things, and share those values, should it be morals, political
views, or religions, we too will share those cultural values.
I grew up in Glasgow, Scotland and did not move to Austin, Texas until I was 12
years old. Shortly after moving across the pond, I experienced a few challenging years of
feeling extremely lost. I had grown up learning through my parents perspectives who I was,
but as a result of the move, I was forced to adapt to the changed society and culture around
me. It was extreme culture shock. For the first time in my life, I was struggling to interpret
the interactions I was experiencing everyday, and what made things harder was coming
home to my parent’s familiar communication. Although Scotland and Texas have many
similarities, I had not prepared myself for the culture change. The difference in morals and
the strong views people held which were so unfamiliar to anything I had experienced
before seemed extremely disruptive to my “self.” As I grew older I was able to adapt to
American society while still feeling like myself. I now feel more at home in Texas than I do
in Scotland, and I have become fluent in translating the perspectives of multiple cultures.
Finding one’s self does not happen over night; we search for it our entire lives, and it
develops as we interact with others through communication (Wood 58). We grow and
adapt to our surroundings determined by the feedback we receive from particular others
and our culture. As we learn to accept ourselves, gradually feeling good with who we are,
we are embracing Mead’s amazing theory.
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Works Cited
Wood, Julia T.. Interpersonal communication: everyday encounters. 7th ed. Boston,
MA: Wadsworth, 2013. Print.