Shiva Ratri Program 2000 Shiva and Mother Divine Process

Part 1 of 3, In the Baba Temple February 27, 2000

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Shiva Ratri Program 2000 Shiva and Mother Divine Process

Part 1 of 3, In the Baba Temple February 27, 2000

Swami: It’s little interesting. I never talk on the atma lingams, the creation. What is the inner secrecy of the creation of the atma lingam? How it forms? What is the uses? How much it is really work? What I the pure symbol of the atma lingam energy? Am I talk about that? Students: No. Swami: In previous classes I teach about siddhis and Gagana Rekha. What I teach about the Gagana Rekha, Peter? Peter: Gagana Rekha in the Sri Chakra is the mantras; the mantras linked with the siddhis. Swami: Regarding? Peter: Regarding the control of the elements. Swami: Is it true? I’m asking you. Peter: Is it true that you have teached that? Yes. Swami: What about Maha Shakti rekha? Peter: It is the place to give healing energy. It is the main rekha in the Sri Chakra. Swami: Is it true? Susan? Wendy? Jerry? It’s almost all right. Who meditates normally on Mother Divine automatically the Mother Divine energy they sucked. Incredible cosmic energy they suck to their soul. Just naturally it happens. Just who was thinking on Mother Divine, automatically it comes, certain abilities it sucks to their soul. But notice that they have a channel to Shiva again ___ that energy implemented systematically in the healings to the world. In Shiva process it is only possible to release the energy of the Mother

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Divine. Without Shiva there is no Mother Divine. Without Mother Divine there is no Shiva. But in this case, even though Mother Divine gave you unbelievable powers, but you have to go through the Shiva. It is very, very powerful and huge fragrance to the system, what you’re doing. You understand? Then it comes who really completely melted with miracles, their soul. Miracles means channeling with the angels, channeling with the souls, channeling with the spirits, channeling with the negative energies, channeling with cosmic energy, channeling with the people huge karmas, channeling on the highest commanding on the elements. That type of capable soul automatically develops the kind of manifesting power in that body. They’ll turn like a huge psychic power. Even they’re walking in the street, if they seen a person with (---) power, “my God, something will happen to that person.” Just a thought--whatever the thoughts coming, it’s starting to becoming true. A person just sitting under a tree and watching a fruit, maybe that fruit will fall down? It will fall down. It’s not my talking crazy, that type of psychic illusion. Maybe today, tonight-big rain will come? Like that. That type - no accident. Maybe I will lose my leg? Maybe I will lose something -Like that, psychic abilities development. My main point here, who was connecting with different system of the angels, in their body the charkas, it really bothers them unbelievable. In that systems, the palm leaves, the ancient tradition, the mechanism. Every year releasing some power objects, just manifesting in the stomach, charging in that rocks, making balance, just releasing it, going out. Then the system, they found in the ancient tradition. The same thing, even though here, who really merged with the highest Mother Divine power, then when you started to contact with the angels to communicating and talking, the same angel is automatically developing in you. Same process you have to ask (Her?) to go through this way. And there is also another way you can wash highest positive energy one level, get in control in you. Negative energy you have to wash. Highest positive energy you have to wash. We have to remember, we born as a human bodies in this planet. It will only help to make the balance one level; otherwise we go crazy; either negative or positive. In out thoughts, in our brain we can keep certain failure spots—I already mentioned. What I recommend, I told in kundalini process I told exact spots. Am I told the spots?

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Students: Yes. Swami: I seen everybody papers—I’m so glad people got, even 50% marks. They knew all that? Hmm, it’s a miracle. (Laughter) How many marks Mary got? Sally: She did very good. Swami: Good, I’m so proud of. How many marks got Jill? 70%? Bill…you got 40-50%. Everybody’s so happy! (Laughter) Entire who really took my class, or who didn’t take my class, they have to write it—it’s good. Again near, near Guru Purnimah again I’m putting testing. Again one more time, 1,000 marks! Seriously - 14 hours test. (Laughter) On entire Vedas…it’s ok, no problem! I have to make at least 70% ability commanding on the knowledge. You have to able to give like 50 hours talk—you can make it. Two hundred workshops you can make it. You have to write in July the answers, you have to give the answers. A psychiatric woman came, how to handle that? Her nature is like that. How to handle? And wife and husband, some problems—what he’s so crazy, what also she did little mistakes, husband is fall in love with another woman, wife is also fall in love with another man. But they want to live together; they have huge jealousy on each others, but how to fix them? (Laughter) In Guru Purnimah my talk is so funny, talking the soul means, not to go misunderstandings, how it go worst. In a fraction of seconds, without anybody’s help, they go separation - again they will go together. What is the highest magnetic powers between them - interesting—I have to talk on that in the Indian tradition way. Ok, come to point. Who really melts with Mother Divine energy, automatically their body, they develops unbelievable energy. When the highest cosmic energy increases in their body, those vibrations, one level one person, they have to release the Shiva lingams or any rocks, miracles whatever it is, they have to manifest in their blood, in their stomach. Your Swami have to make the balance the energy. The people they’re seeing that and they little crazy. They’re saying, “Hey, Swami is little psychiatric patient, something’s wrong to him.” But in the system of the healing capacity, the healing powers, the vibrations, what I’m talking. But 100% it is right. Certain process I

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can put it in different way on purpose. I sent strongest will power to, who was really, dearest, closest students to bring to them - that highest positive energy just transferring to their soul. I want to talk more little side subject on the relationship between the highest supernatural soul and the woman soul. The master, in the world 90% the healers - highest siddhis. Even though they say, “Hi, I’m celibate, I’m so honest.” It’s not like that—1,000% lying, crazy. Period. Why Krishna has 16,000 gopikas? Why Venkateshwara, he have two wives, one girlfriend? But He is according Indian tradition, He is so, so, so powerful creator? How many people here, they believe the Jesus, He’s married and He have children? You don’t believe Andy? Andy: I’ve heard of that before. Swami: No, you believe it or not? Andy: Sure. Swami: Hey, it’s true. That’s my strongest, deepest faith. He married, He have children. It’s ok, not bad but a person, if He want to transfer the energy, there’s a lot of systems they found to transfer the energy from one body to another body. It’s channeling with the body; innerly it’s connected with the soul. When the Krishna tantrics when he did, connecting with the 16,000 gopikas. He’s a big creator it’s not a big deal to him. Even they said male or female or whatever the soul, he can take out the soul from the body and he can send a dog soul in that body. He really connected that energy and that ___and that charming and that soul and that heart and that entire whole system of that one structure. And He melted and He transferred that energy. Suppose a dog is sleeping and I’m walking… last night, a small puppy dog it really has huge cold, it’s came that corner where we have the music drums, what we call that. It entered into that. Unfortunately it missed; it can’t turn to come back. By painfully it is there - very painfully. Where I’m sleeping last night - I never slept there before, anytime. I’m there sleeping and just I came very closely. Certain time later, my head it just came very down. Then the dog is really, complete its soul is asking the help 1,000%. Like a small electric shock, I open my eyes and I seen. I’m like a earth is earth…

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like fever, “Hey.” Just I made a walk and then I came there. It’s making small noise. “Take it back.” It really touched my heart and it really touched the cosmic energy. Of course whatever the lifespan many dogs is dying—it’s so blessed. In front of me, anybody’s dying, anybody even he’s dearest friend of mine, I really recommend, “Ok let’s go.” Is there any chance I can make it back, “Ok let’s go - be happy.” It’s not crazy. One level, who really understands higher-level spirituality, they really prefers to be free from this planet. And if he’s really any duty if we have in this planet to take certain works, important works, it is so advisable to stay here. Otherwise, who knows the channels and the prefect way, it’s very advisable. It means not, “Ok Swami I have no work. I want to take small poison or I want to go away.” That means who suicides they never go to heaven - they’ll stay for many, many, many hundreds of years hanging in the nature as an evil spirit. The spiritual people who suicide, their life is horrible. It means they did an unbelievable crime. You have no right yourself to kill, to torture your soul. You understand? Yourself, you have no right to die, to making yourself to killing. It means you’re did unbelievable crime. The God putted you this lifetime; with your crazy mind cchht–– Hun un. It’s a big crime - the number one crime in the world. In the spiritual crime list, top one - no forgiveness for that. You accept Ann? Ann: Yes, I accept that it’s a crime. Swami: Absolutely. Five months back, one of my devotees, he really want to die because of he have a lot of financial problems, lot of police cases against him. And from the childhood days he never been happy. He’s so intelligent, so smart, very spiritual heart, very devotional, very straightforward. He came to me… many years back he came then finally few months back he came. I didn’t give interview to him. I observed from a distance before Christmas. I seen in his face lot of tragedy. Then he didn’t say hi to me. He decided he want to die here in this ashram. Then I found out, “Oh, it’s a little weird.” Then I call Hari just to go and talk to him, what’s going on with him, how he is, how is he doing? Then Hari talked little while. Hari is a little smart. “Oh he’s not happy.” I said, “Bring his luggage into my room.” In his luggage there is the pesticides. Highest poison it’s there. Then I invited him in the room, “Hey, what’s going on with you?”

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Devotee: “Hey Swami, how you know that I’m going to suicide? Da da da, da, da da.” Swami: I’m so mad at him - now he’s so happy. Why I’m saying this means, there’s a big, big, big, big chance especially the spiritual people, 50%-80% souls these type of thoughts will go. These type of thoughts, even when you’re waking up from the bed, “Oh no, I want to die, I want to go take off.” Is it true guys? Be honest! Students: Hmmm Swami: I know who was thinking like that. I no need to mention their names. Is it true Wendy - the thoughts sometimes coming up, yes? Yes or no, is it true? Greg? Greg: Yes. Swami: 100% exactly right. You have to be very careful that type of thoughts. You have to be very attention your mind. When you’re writing on spiritual hearts so close to God, lot of Satan power, it started to attack on you to make you to fall down, not to reach the God—crazy thoughts. You have to be very careful. When we are highest positive energy, when you are releasing the energy through Atma lingams or Shirdi Baba he did through taking his intestines… one level he’s washing the karma and one level he’s releasing highest positive energy. You can send highest blessings to your nearest and dearest students through the shaktipats, whatever the master he prefers, he can release unbelievable energy to them. So in this three process, but the most dangerous process is releasing from the body through the lingams- unbelievable danger. Some people thinking, “Oh Swami, how it possible?” This trip really I’m thinking to cut my stomach and to release. And I’m also channeling with the… since after my birthday, channeling with the highest channels with my power system, everyday like couple hours seriously meditating on that - certain high channel. We have to see. This trip, the atma lingam is going to Bob. And I promised to one Japanese guy to give, how we call that, toe. Some people are saying, “No way, no chance.” They asked? I gave my word. Student: They want your toe?

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Swami: Yea. Hey, just ckkk. I don’t know what they’ll do with that. They want to keep Swami’s… like a beautiful students I have in my life, one level I have to say to God, “Thank you so much.” One level it’s my pleasure, “Ok ready to take.” - so funny. Ok come to point. (To Ann) In that atma lingams, you should get your shakti lingam from me on Shiva Ratri day. You want it back or you want to make it disappear in your hand? Ann: I want it back. Swami: You have to be very careful with your lingam Peter. Big chance it can go disappear. Then it starts to grow 1000% by tomorrow night onwards. Be careful, don’t give to anybody - don’t make to touch anybody. Peter: Don’t leave it anywhere. Swami: No they can see it but don’t make touch anybody. Only you. Not even to me. I already told, “Don’t make me to touch.” Am I? (yes) If I touches it means again, svaha, no more fragrance. It’s ok but not that much. So it’s a big gift what I gave to you in your life. It’s really a big gift. It’s like your baby; like your son to making to grow. Let him grow as much as he can. Everyday one hour try to give that atma lingam water to everybody to drink. Peter: I had the exact thought yesterday. Swami: Everybody has to drink that holy water. By Shiva Ratri it’s good you can receive the shakti lingam what you lost. I didn’t take that, believe me, to be honest. By luckily… I feel much comfortable to be talking about atma lingams, through atma lingams how much we can demonstrate the powers. I want to talk the inner secrecy of that. Not now, on the Shiva Ratri day. When you have the atma lingam, it means the power instrument in your hand, it means how much we can believe it’s powerful or not. Otherwise just Swami’s giving a rock. Hey, it’s an atma lingam. Make it like a holy, it means, I’m talking as you in your position, it’s meaningless. You have to test. You have to see that lingam power and capability with your eyes. Then only we can judge it’s powerful. Is it true Jill?

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Jill: Yes. Swami: Exactly. What I’m giving today, the program, to everybody, it’s ok. Can you remember the mantra what I gave to you in Hampi, that four hours non-stop? Students: Yes You four people (Susan, Jerry, Jenny, Toshi) that same mantra no need to change it. Everyday 2-4 hours non-stop the mantra has to flow. Susan: Best time of day? Swami: Doesn’t matter. Suppose you did it 2 hours - then for 4 times more you have to be in silence. 2 hours if you did, 8 hours in silence - minimum 2-3 times more silence to japa. You understand? Don’t miss that. You can do one thing, start with 7 p.m. and end with 10 p.m., go take sleep. Wake up morning. You understand. Just I’m giving idea to you. You can take one or two days gap. To remaining persons, what I gave the Sky mantra, and plus Marytri, minimum 2 hours to 4 hours non-stop - 100% every person has to do. Whatever you did the timing, 2 times more you have to be in silence, period. No more change in that. Is it any difficult to anybody? Take one hour of this mantra; one hour of that mantra. Or you can do one time Gayatri, one time Lingastakam, go up and down, back and forth. It’s very important to you Ann to what your process - it helps to you unbelievable a lot. And it’s one level most advisable every person can go and touch inside the cave the Shiva Lingam, touching your 3rd eye, 2 or 3 minutes meditating there, praying and come back. You understand? To touch your 3rd eye on top of Shiva lingam every day one time, either morning or evening. Any questions? It’s very, very important, I forgot. After you’re done, suppose 2 hours your mantra, 2 times when you’re in silence, don’t think any mantra - don’t meditate anything! I can’t give guarantee to your soul, it means… no, no comment on that. Big psychiatric problems you can suck, seriously. No stability.

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One shot, one continuation, if you start at 10 a.m., like one hour you did, two hours silence; then again one hour you do, two hours your silence – no. One shot, go, until to your mind, memory power, soul high, high, high, high, until you get drowsy and sleepy and tired – then you’re done. Break. If you break it, that day’s process is damaged and you have no right to do again for 24 hours. Suppose I’m doing Gayatri mantra one hour. Andy came, “Hi Swami I have one question to you.” Then, “Ok what’s your question.” Then Done - one sentence instead of that mantra, diverting to another talk – then no more. Only repeating on that. No more another activities; no more another thinking. My advice is to go high, high, high as much as you can. Don’t do more than 5 hours meditation. Ellen: So we can do it right before we go to bed, to sleep? Swami: Sure, but in the sleep, what I observe, some people here they’re talking in their dreams. I don’t want to mention their names. They’re sleeping and they’re talking. Hey, to who they’re talking. I’m observing their faces, “Ok.” They’re talking and talking and talking. And somebody’s snoring and opening their mouth. Gosh. Daytime make it; nighttime go deep sleep with much experience this energy. And another thing, until to Shiva Ratri any person’s here no alcohol, no non-veg, no smoking. I know some person’s are sneaking smoking. No smoking. And who has the periods, the ladies, never enter into the Mandir strictly. And to those persons, it’s not advisable to touch the other people – even to touch. Wendy: Is it the 3 days we stay out of the Mandir? Swami: Period. Peter: Can they touch the lingam with their head? Swami: No way, strict, period. I’m so sorry for the woman, hun-un, no. Student: A lot of the workers are smoking. Swami: They’re smoking it’s not your problem. I already told who’s smoking is releasing… I told what’s… ok my drivers they smoke a lot. I’m trying to control on them but if I try to control on them the car accidents will go huge rate up. They’re like 20 years addicted.

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They’re getting much better but… it’s ok, I’m maintaining them. If I started to say, “Don’t smoke,” they’ll say, “Your master smoked Shirdi Baba.” They go talk crazy Vedanta. But it’s not like meaning they’re disrespectful - they gives huge respect. But, they’re saying, “Oh you have to understand us. In nighttimes, especially in India to drive, it’s not easy. They need mental peace to relax, and chai - especially my way of journeys on the road always nighttime. They much time, “Ok.” What else? Mary: What are we doing with the coconuts? Swami: Every three days once, crack - throw in the fire. Think to God, break and throw it the fire. That coconut, don’t eat. I know some persons “Oh let’s eat.” I know big eaters but… don’t eat. If you want, take Baba meat but no, put it in the fire. Sally: Where will you be on Shiva Ratri? Where will the lingams be born? Swami: It’s a big chance here or, in front of Lord Ventkateshwara, I’m doing some program with Bob with some high important, some stuff we’re doing there. I’m sure here. And it’s ok. After Shiva Ratri, I’m shifting who really wants to stay here - to go to Hampi. And who that old teacher, that man, he didn’t do good job teaching Telugu. He’s like very, very slow. That’s not the sharp way to teach. Is there everybody washing everyday the Baba, like a programming? Why can’t the gents wake up the morning, help to the Baba to take shower - especially to help bring the water and early morning one time cleaning here. It’s really very good high great seva, you know? To making all the flowers, bringing that the priests when they remove and throwing somewhere, keeping clean, and making some smoke. And especially Thursday when a lot of people come, giving Prasad. Especially Baba history, he gives much preference to seva. But to me I have no permission to me to give shower to him. Otherwise I’m very happy to do. Seriously. There’s a lot of separation – huge. You have to utilize that. And we missed one fire ceremony and first Full Moon we have to do in a couple of days. Can you arrange that Peter within two days. A normal fire ceremony we’ll do on Wednesday here. Everybody has to sit and do. Talk with Jaycee and arrange some

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priests to make it happen on Wednesday - Chamundi, Mother Divine. Every one week Wednesday we have to make one fire ceremony to perform. It’s advisable. You understand? Here. You know need to take Swami’s permission. Just jump and do it, invite four priests, just do it with the ghee, whatever it is. Any questions? Alice: In our process, is it good to do in the hall, to sleep here or is it good not to sleep here because people are talking in their sleep? Swami: It’s ok. No problem. Why I’m saying to be in the silence in the process, it makes your energy calm down peacefully. Done? Alice: so from the time we start meditating we do directly into silence – no break. Swami: Exactly. And this Shiva Ratri Day I’m preparing unbelievable healing liquid, healing capable oil I’m preparing. Today just I got the message we got powerful herbal seeds. We’re so lucky on the day, whatever it is, and the atma lingam it comes, the blood, whatever it is that cloth, making burn, making ash and putting in that. It’s interesting liquid. Everybody can experience that. How much your Telugu knowledge? How many people know the alphabet? Hey, only 2-3? It’s very hard to remember huh? I can’t help it (he’s laughing) - it’s ok. Sally: Should we begin the process tonight or tomorrow? Swami: tomorrow. Ann: And the ___ you gave us? Swami: Try to pray and give to Baba. Think your one desire put to Baba. Ok guys, it’s almost near 1 a.m. Sally: Swami can people have their tests back? They want to know how they did. Swami: No, let me check. For sure in July 1,000 marks, 48 hours – no I’m not kidding, I’m not joking. It’s very serious. Entire my students who took entire my workshops, on the subjects especially important I’ll give, they have to be huge commanding on the knowledge. Then

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go in the world - you can talk, you can give lectures. It’s necessary Susan isn’t it? Susan: Absolutely. Swami: It’s a training university – Swami University. Who got first marks in this test Sally? Don’t say you. Sally: Doesn’t sound good, does it? Swami: Your so smart - I’m really proud of you. Who is the guy? Sally: who is that guy? I don’t know. Swami: Hey Peter? Peter: Second was Brandy. Swami: who is the first? Peter: First is Sally. Swami: Ok who is the second? Peter: Brandy. Swami: I’m so proud of you Brandy. Sally: Actually it was a tie. Ellen and Brandy. Swami: Ellen! What a miracle you did Ellen. I’m so glad - so proud of you. Who is next 3rd? Sally: Then there comes several people in 87 percentage. Swami: Don’t say Mary. Sally: Mary was 85%. Mary: I should have gotten 100%.

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Sally: Yes she should have, it’s true. If it was in a different tradition she would have gotten 100%. Swami: I thought everybody did a really great job. But I’m sure nobody copied after I left, “Ok he gone.” How much Susan got? Susan: 81% is the last I heard. Swami: Umm that’s interesting. Sally: Oh and Wendy got 87% - then Amber got 85%. Swami: How much Peter? Sally: Peter got 88%. Swami: Sherry got around 72%. That’s my marks. I’m sure if I did correction everybody would have gotten 10-30% comes down. No doubt it would go ssshhh. Or maybe 50%, there’s a chance. I have to jump again to see - no problem. So Sally got 95% means I believe her. Sally: Thank you. (Peter asking some question on the Surya process questions. Some discrepancy over 5 techniques for 4 mantras.) Swami answered, “It doesn’t matter because all mantras work entire systems. 1st and 2nd is so, so important. Peter: Swami, can you make a pool here? Swami: I’m making man. That’s why we’re making everything clean in that big farm. They’re making bricks. Last night in that big rain, we lost near, near 70,000 bricks. It means like big wall damaged. Ok, the bricks people they came, “Oh Swami.” Actually it’s their responsibility until the bricks fire. And they don’t want to lose their money; they’re so sad. “Ok I’ll pay it, I’m so happy.” They want to do day and night fastly to make it, like 40 people to making bricks. We need near, near half million bricks in these next couple months to fix that entire wall - big boundary and making 100 peacocks, different birds and deer. From Bangalore peacocks… we’re planning. Elephant would be good huh? Ok guys take sleep and make sure to

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me to remember that same subject what I’m suppose to talk on Shiva Ratri Day. You have to be a little bug on me.

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