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Wv. evev Rvnv½xi ev-Cgvb Avj-my‡ik¦ix

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Wv. evev Rvnv½xi ev-Cgvb Avj-my‡ik¦ix iwPZ MÖš’vewj

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mywdev` AvÍcwiP‡qi GKgvÎ c_ (2q LÊ)

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108 wbD Gwjd¨v›U †ivW (2q Zjv) XvKvÑ1205 †dvb : 01711128169

cÖKvkK: bvwn` kvg‡mËveªxR †e`g Iqvimx Zvgvgx mvbvB

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Wv. evev Rvnv½xi ev-Cgvb Avj-my‡ik¦ix

90 (beŸB) L‡Ê mgvß (c„w_exi me©e„nr †Kvivb-Gi Zdwmi)

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fvlvq Abyev` K‡iwQ‡jb fvB wMwik P› ª †mb| Avi †KD Zv cybivq Qvcvj bv| fvB wMwik P›`ª †m‡bi †Kvivb-Gi cÖ_g evsjv Abyev`wU cÖvq kZ eQ‡ii wKQy c‡i XvKvi wSbyK cvewjkv‡m©i gvwjK i“ûj Avwgb wbhvgx Qvwc‡qwQ‡jb| Dwb A‡bK K‡ó I cwikª‡g msMÖn Kiv g~j Abyev`wUi `ye©j KvM‡R QvcvwU Avgv‡K †`wL‡qwQ‡jb| wKš—z Zvh‡KivZzj AvDwjqv bvgK eBwUi Abyev` Avi †Kv‡bv cyivZb jvB‡eªwi‡Z †c‡jb bv| GgbwK c~e© I cwðge‡½i eªvþ mgv‡Ri cvVvMv‡iI Avi cvIqv †Mj bv| cwðg evsjv n‡Z A‡bK c‡i †Kvivb-Gi Abyev`wU cybivq GK cÖKvkK cÖKvk Ki‡jb| wKš—z Zvh‡KivZzj AvDwjqv Avi Qvcv n‡jv bv| ZLbB i“ûj Avwgb wbhvgxi K_vwUi mZ¨Zv eyS‡Z cvijvg| GLb Aek¨ evRv‡i GKB bv‡g GKvwaK cÖKvk‡Ki cÖKvwkZ eBLvbv cvIqv hvq| wKš—z †m¸‡jvi m‡½ dwi` DwÏb AvËv‡ii wjLvi †Kv‡bv wgj bvB| eis †m¸‡jv co‡j ¯úa©vi K‡jiv †iv‡M Avµvš— n‡Z nq| Abyev`K Abyev‡ì bv‡g hw` wb‡R‡ì K_v XzwK‡q †`q, Zv‡ì‡K mgv‡jvPbv Ki‡ZI i“wP‡Z ev‡a| †hgbwU n‡q‡Q Bgvg Mv¾vwji bv‡g Gn&Bqv‡q Djyg DwÏb eBwUi Lv¯—v Abyev`| wjLK Ges Abyev`‡Ki m‡½ g~j eBwUi wel‡q Awgj _vK‡Z cv‡i, wKš—z GK`g wbi‡c¶ZvB Abyev`‡Ki bxwZ, Av`k© I ag© nIqv KZ©e¨| Avgv‡ì †`‡k hv

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†`vl Av‡Q? KviY Ava¨vwÍK ¸i“i †Kv‡bv RvZ _v‡K bv| RvZ Zv‡ìB Kv‡Q _v‡K hviv agx©q mvBb‡ev‡W© wek¦vmx| evYxcvV Kwi‡q ag© e`jv‡bv hvq, wKš—z i‡³i I-†b‡MwUf‡K KL‡bvB I-cwRwUf Kiv hvq bv| Avgv‡ì evev wkïi g‡Zv mij, †KvwU UvKv Avi weË-‰ef‡ei PvKwPK¨ jvw_ w`‡q †d‡j w`‡q‡Qb| †jvf-†gvn huv‡K we›`ygvÎ MÖvm Ki‡Z cv‡i wb| evevi ¸i“ kvn mywd gvIjvbv kvn Rvjvj b~ix Avj my‡ik¦ix evev‡K web‡qi mgªvU ej‡Zb Ges evevi ¸i“ fvB‡qiv mevB evev‡K fw³ K‡ib| evev wb‡R‡K Ggbfv‡e †QvU K‡i †d‡jb †h, Avgiv AevK nB Ges A‡bK bevM‡Zi gv‡S msk‡qi a~gªRvj ˆZwi n‡Z †`wL| GB hy‡M Avi †Kv‡bv ¸i“ wK AKc‡U ej‡Z †c‡i‡Qb †h, ÔAva¨vwÍK `k©‡bi cÖ‡kœ kZ kZ ¸i“ e`jv‡Z cv‡iv|' hw` Avgv‡ì K_v¸‡jv Avcbvi we‡e‡Ki ìRvq AvNvZ nv‡b †Zv Avmyb Ges f³ n‡q mvabv Ki‡Z †`vl †Kv_vq? Ggb K_vwU wK Rxe‡b ï‡b‡Qb †h, Avcbvi ¸i“ wZbwU ¯—i Z_v †gvKvg ch©š— Ae¯’vb K‡ib Ges Pi‡g Avi ¸i“ _v‡Kb bv Ges kqZvbI _v‡K bv; Pig ch©v‡q mvaK wb‡RB ¸i“, wb‡RB wkl¨ Ges GLv‡bB Avbv myenvwb Z_v ÔAvwgB fvmgvb'| Avgv‡ì GB Aby‡iva †KejgvÎ a¨vbmvabvq hviv AvMÖnx Zv‡ì Rb¨| Ges evevi fvl‡Yi gvÎ `y‡Uv AwWI K¨v‡mU/wmwW ï‡b †`Lyb bv, evev Kx ej‡Qb?

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n‡Z wM‡q GK c−vUd‡g© Avb‡Z bv †c‡i welYœZv bvgK gvbwmK †iv‡M fzM‡Z eva¨ n‡”Qb| Avwg AagI †mB iKg GKRb ej‡Z cv‡ib| ZvB †Zv mywdev‡` hviv wek¦vmx †KejgvÎ Zv‡ì‡K D‡Ïk K‡i wKQy ej‡Z PvBwQ| Avgvi Wv‡K hw` †KD Av‡m †Zv mywdev‡` wek¦vmxiv Avm‡e e‡j wek¦vm †i‡LB GB Avw_©K mvnvh¨ PvIqvi AvnŸvb| GB AvnŸvb †Kv‡bv cx‡ii LvbKv‡K bq, GB AvnŸvb †Kv‡bv eo cx‡ii ìev‡i bq, eis AvnŸvbwU f³‡ì Kv‡Q : f³ivB †Kej GwM‡q Avm‡Z cv‡i AUj wek¦v‡m| †bvsiv cÖwZ‡hvwMZvi AÜMwj‡Z gvIjvbv i“wg, kvg‡m ZvweªR, nvwdR wmivwR, Avwgi Lmi“, Bebyj Avivwe, Avng` †idvwq, mvbvB, AvËvi, wgm&wi, Rvwg, evev dwi`, ey-Avjx kvn Kj›ì, nvwR Gg`v`yj−vn †gvnv‡Ri gw°, †gvRv‡Ï‡` Avj‡dmvwb wmiwn›`, kidzwÏb Bqvwnqv gywbwi, †e`g Iqviwm, Avkivd Rvnv½xi, mvÄi MvwRcywi, bv‡ZK, Bbkv, wRMvi gyiv`vevw`, Kvgvi Rvjvjvevw`, Zvwek, Av‡bvqvi dviv°vevw`, bvRv †kvjvcywi, Av‡bvqvi †e‡nRvR, ey‡j−kvn, kvn Ave`yj jwZd wfUvwq, gywgb Lvb gywgb, mvwKe, bv‡ì, KvwZj kvdvqx, AviRy mvnvivbcyix, mywd d‡Zn& Avwj kvn, Rvb kixd kvn my‡ik¦ix, Lvb evnv yi AvnQvb Dj−vn, mì DwÏb Avng` wPkwZ, gydwZ Bqvi Avnv¤§` Lvb bCgx, ˆmq` †gvnv¤§` nvkwg Ges gvIjvbv Rwjj mv‡n‡eiv nvwi‡q †h‡Z e‡m‡Qb| †Mvjvwe Invwe Avi †Mvjvwe

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wkqv gZev` AviI †Nvjv‡U, AviI RwUj, AviI weåvwš— Qwo‡q mevB‡K w`‡knviv K‡i Zzj‡Q| wekvj cÙv b`x‡Z (Bmjvg welqK) gvBj‡K gvBj Ry‡o eo Rvj Invwe †R‡jiv †d‡j‡Q evsjvi cxi-dwKi‡ì ai‡Z| GLb GB gyn‚‡Z© wKQyB gvjyg n‡”Q bv, Z‡e aiv covi Akwb ms‡KZwU mvgvb¨ n‡jI mevB eyS‡Z cvi‡Q| weivU wekvj RvjwU Av‡¯— Av‡¯— ¸wU‡q Avb‡Q Ges hLb A‡bKLvwb ¸wU‡q Avb‡e, ZLbB cxi-dwKi‡ì bvwK Kvbœv, bvwK wPrKvi ïi“ n‡q hv‡e| Avgv‡ì cixw¶Z c`‡¶‡ci myivnv wbwg‡Ë evsjv‡`‡k hZ K‡j‡Ri Aa¨vcK Av‡Q Zv‡ì cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki nv‡Z mywdev‡ì Dci iwPZ agx©q MÖš’mg~n Zz‡j w`‡Z PvB| Avgiv a‡i wb‡qwQ, AvbygvwbK wek nvRvi Aa¨vc‡Ki nv‡Z GKwU K‡i eB Zz‡j w`‡Z n‡j wek nvRvi eB‡qi cÖ‡qvRb| Gfv‡e DwKj, g¨vwR‡÷ªU, Wv³vi, mvsevw`K Ges nvB ¯‹z‡ji wk¶K‡ì nv‡Z eB Zz‡j w`‡Z n‡j GK j¶ eB‡qi cÖ‡qvRb Ges Gi AvbygvwbK LiP aiv n‡q‡Q gvÎ ev‡iv j¶ UvKv| GB cÖPv‡ii d‡j Avi wKQy bv †nvK, wKš—z GKUv †ek eo iK‡gi SuvKzwb †h Lv‡e Zv njd K‡i ejv hvq| hw` A‡a©K †jvK av°v Lvq †Zv Avgv‡ì cwikªg I cÖPvi mv_©K g‡b Kie| mywdev‡` wek¦vmx weË-êf‡ei gvwjK whwb †Kej Zv‡KB Aby‡iva Kie| Aby‡iva Kie K…cYZvi AveiYwU Ly‡j, wØav-Ø‡› ¡i Kzqvkv n‡Z Svcmvgy³ n‡q,

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mdj Ges mv_©K n‡q‡Q Zv wbY©‡qi fvi cvV‡Ki nv‡ZB †Q‡o w`jvg| Z‡e Avgv‡ì Kv‡Q A‡bK A‡bK Aby‡iva G‡m‡Q †Kvivb-Gi Abyev`wU Kivi Rb¨| Avgiv GZKvj G Rb¨B âh© aviY K‡iwQ †h, GB †Kvivb-Gi Abyev` Ki‡Z †M‡j †Kvivb-Gi A‡bK bZzb-cyivZb †jvMvZ (Awfavb) Ges cÖPwjZ hZ cÖKvi Aviwe wWKkbvwi cvIqv hvq Zv msMÖn Ki‡Z n‡e| †Kej ZvB bq, Avgiv †Kvivb-Gi Aviwe, dviwm, D`y©, Bs‡iwR Ges evsjv Zdwmi msMÖn Ki‡Z wM‡q êi“Z, wgmi, †Znivb, jv‡nvi, w`wj− n‡Z j¶ j¶ UvKv LiP K‡i †Kvivb-Gi Zdwmi msMÖn K‡iwQ| Avgiv Zvovû‡ov K‡i A_ev SUcU K‡i †Kvivb-Gi Abyev`wU cvV‡Ki nv‡Z Zz‡j w`‡Z PvB bv| Avgiv `„óvš—¯îƒc GB eB‡Z †Kvivb-Gi GKwU m~iv ÔbRg'-Gi Abyev`wU ûeû Zz‡j aijvg| [eZ©gvb ms¯‹i‡Y (2008) m~iv Ô†Zvqvnv'-i AbyevÌ †Ìqv n‡jv]| cvVK evRv‡i cÖPwjZ Ab¨vb¨ Abyev‡ì m‡½ wgwj‡q †`L‡j †`L‡Z cv‡eb Avgv‡ì GB cÖqvm KZUzKz mv_©K n‡q‡Q Ges †mB m‡½ †Kvivb-Gi Abyev‡` †h-†h ¯’v‡b m¤ú~Y© Dëvcvëv, gbMov, weK…Z Abyev` Kiv n‡q‡Q †mUvI cÖPwjZ Abyev‡ì m‡½ wgwj‡q †`Lvi Aby‡iva KiwQ| Avgv‡ì K_v¸‡jv‡Z GKUv J×‡Zï MÜ A‡b‡KB †b‡MwUf `„wófw½ wb‡q LyuR‡Z PvB‡eb| wKš—z Avgiv †Rvi Mjvq ej‡Z cvwi †h, Avcbv‡ì we‡e‡Ki `„wókw³ weùvwiZ n‡q Avcbv‡ì

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Kv‡QB †diZ Avm‡e| GiciI Avgiv AKc‡U ¯^xKvi Kie †h, Avgv‡`i GB Avš—wiK cÖ‡Póvi ciI hw` mvgvb¨ fzj-Î“wU †_‡K _v‡K Dnv Avgv‡`i‡K Rvwb‡q w`‡j Avgiv cig kª×vi m‡½ cieZx© ms¯‹i‡Y ms‡kvab K‡i wbe| KviY Avgiv wek¦vm Kwi, fÊvwg Kivi PvB‡Z fzj ¯^xKvi K‡i †bIqv A‡bK †kªq|

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†Zvgv‡ì mv_x (mv‡neyKzg) wec_Mvgx b‡n (gv `vj&jv) Ges weåvš—I b‡n (Iqv gv MvIqv)|

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Zvici (wZwb) wbK‡U Avwm‡jb (myg&gv `vbv) myZivs AwZ wbK‡U (dvZv`vj&jv)|

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KvImvB‡b) A_ev AviI wbK‡U (AvI Av &bv)| 10. dvAvInv Bjv Ave&‡`nx gv AvInv| myZivs Iwn Kwi‡jb (dv AvInv) Zuvnvi ev›`vi w`‡K (Bjv

Ave&‡`nx) hvnv Iwn Kwievi (gv AvInv)| 11. gv KvRvevj dzqv y gv ivAv| Zuvnvi Aš—KiY (dzqv`) A¯^xKvi K‡i bvB (gv KvRvev) hvnv

wZwb †`wLqv‡Qb (gv ivAv)| 12. AvdvZzgvi“bvû Avjv gv Bqviv| †Zvgiv wK Zuvnv‡K Acev` w`‡e? (AvdvZzgvi“bvû) hvnv Dc‡i

(wZwb) †`wLqv‡Qb (Avjv gv Bqviv)| 13. Iqv jvKv` ivAvû bvRjvZvb DL&iv| Ges Aek¨B wZwb †`wLqv‡Qb (Iqv jvKv` ivAvû) bv‡Rj

(AeZxY©) Ae¯’vq (bvRjvZvb) wØZxqevi (DL&iv)| 14. Gb`v †mìvwZj gybZvnv| wbwl× (gybZvnv) Kzje„‡¶i (eiB) wbK‡U (Gb& v †mìv‡Z)|

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15. Gb`v nv RvbœvZzj gvIqv| Dnv wQj RvbœvZzj gvIqvi wbK‡U| 16. GR& BqvMkvm wmìvZv gv BqvM&kv| hLb Kzje„¶wU AÜKv‡iB Av”Qvw`Z wQj (GR& BqvM&kvm

wmìvZv) †hfv‡e AÜKv‡i Av”Qvw`Z nevi (gv BqvM&kv)| 17. gv RvMvj& evmvi“ Iqv gv ZvMv| (Zuvnvi) „wókw³ XvwKqv wQj bv (gv RvMvj& evmvi“) Ges wZwb

mxgv AwZµgI K‡ib bvB (Iqv gv ZvMv)| 18. jvKv` ivAv wgb Avqv‡Z iv‡eŸwnj Kzeiv| Aek¨B (wZwb) †`wLqv‡Qb (jvKv` ivAv) Zuvnvi i‡ei (wbKU)

nB‡Z eo AvqvZ (wb`k©b)| (wgb Avqv‡Z iv‡eŸwnj Kzeiv)| 19. AvdvivAvBZzgyj jvZv Iqvj D¾v| †Zvgiv wK †`wLqvQ (AvdvivBZzg) jvZ Ges D¾v‡K? 20. Iqv gvbvZvm& mv‡jmvZvj DL&iv| Ges AviI GKwU Z…Zxq gvbvZ‡K? 21. AvjvKzgyR RvKvi“ Iqv jvûj Dbmv| †Zvgv‡ì Rb¨ wK cyi“l (AvjvKzgyR RvKvi“)! Ges Zuvnvi Rb¨

wK bvix? (Iqv jvûj Dbmv)| 22. wZjKv BRvb †KmgvZzb w`Rv|

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GUvB! (wZjKv) hLb eÈb c×wZwU nq (BRvb †KmgvZzb) c¶cvZ`yó (w`Rv)|

23. Bb wnqv Bj&jv AvmgvDb mvg&gvBZzgynv AvbZzg Iqv AvevDKzg gv Avb&Rvjvj jvû †env wgb myjZvwbb, Bb BqvËv‡eDbv Bj&jvR Rvb&bv Iqv gv Zvn&Iqvj Avbdzmy, Iqv jvKv` RvAvûg †gi iv‡eŸwngyj û`v|

GB¸wj wKQyB bq! A_P wKQy bvgmg~n (Bbwnqv Bj&jv Avm&gvDb) hvnv‡ì bvg¸wj †Zvgiv Ges †Zvgv‡ì evc-`v`viv ivwLqvwQj (mvg&gvBZzgynv AvbZzg Iqv AvevDKzg) Avj−vn& GB wel‡q Zuvnvi weavb nB‡Z wKQyB bv‡Rj (AeZxY©) K‡ib bvB| (gv AvbRvjvj jvû †env wgb myjZvwbb)| †Zvgiv ZvnvB AbymiY K‡iv A_P hvnv †Zvgv‡ì aviYvq Av‡m (Bb BqvËv‡eDbv Bj&jvR Rvb&bv) Ges hvnv †Zvgv‡ì bd&mmg~‡ni (cÖe„wË) B”Qvq Av‡m (Iqv gv Zvn&Iqvj Avbdzmy) Ges Aek¨B Zvnv‡ì wbKU AvwmqvwQj Zvnv‡ì ie nB‡Z †n`v‡qZ (c_ wb‡`©k)| (Iqv jvKv`v Rv Avûg †gi iv‡eŸwngyj û`v)|

24. Avg wjj& Bbmv‡b gv Zvgvbœv| gvby‡li Rb¨ wK Zvnv cÖ‡hvR¨! (Avgwjj& Bbmv‡b) hvnv †m Avkv

K‡i? (gv Zvgvbœv)|

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25. dvwjj&jvwnj Av‡LivZz Iqvj Djv| myZivs Avj−vn&i Rb¨B †kl Ges ïi“ (Av‡LivZz Iqvj Djv)| 26. IqvKvg wgb gvjvwKb wdm mvgvIqv‡Z jv ZzMwb

kvdvAvZzûg kvBqvb Bj&jv wgb evAv‡` AvBuBqvRvbvj&jvû †jgvB BqvkvD Iqv Bqvi`v|

Ges AvKv‡ki g‡a¨ KZK †d‡i¯—v nB‡Z iwnqv‡Q| (Iqv Kvg wgb gvjvwKb wdm mvgvIqv‡Z)| Zvnviv †KnB †Kv‡bv wel‡qB mycvwik Kwi‡Z m¶g bq (jv ZzMwb kvdv AvZzûg kvBqvb) GKgvÎ hZ¶Y bv Avj−vn& hvnv‡K B”Qv ûKzg K‡ib| (Bj&jv wgb evAv‡` AvBBqvRvbvj&jvû) A_ev hvnvi Dci wZwb B”Qv K‡ib Ges mš—zó _v‡Kb (†jgvB BqvkvD Iqv Bqvi`v)|

27. Bb&bvj&jvwRbv jv BD‡gbybv wej Av‡Liv‡Z jvBDmv¤§ybvj gvjvwqKvZv ZvmwgqvZzj DbQv|

wbðqB hvnviv Av‡Liv‡Zi cÖwZ Bgvb iv‡L bv (Bb&bvj&jvwRbv jv BD‡gbybv wej Av‡Liv‡Z) Zvnviv †d‡i¯—v‡`i Rb¨ bvg iv‡L bvixevPK bvg nB‡Z| (jvBDmvg&gybvj gvjvwqKvZv ZvmwgqvZzj DbQv)|

28. Iqvgv jvûg wewn wgb Gjwgb, BuBqvËv‡eDbv Bj&jvR Rvbœv, Iqv Bb&bvR Rvbœv jv BDMwb wgbvj nv‡° kvBqvb|

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Ges Zvnv‡ì Rvbv bvB Ávb nB‡Z †Kv‡bv wel‡q| (Iqvgv jvûg wewn wgb Gjwgb) Zvnviv AbymiY K‡i GKgvÎ Abygv‡bi| (B-BqvËv‡eDbv Bj&jvR Rvbœv) Ges wbðqB Abygvb KLbI mZ¨ nB‡Z m¶g bq (Iqv Bb&bvR Rvbœv jv BDMwb wgbvj nv‡° kvBqvb)|

29. dvAv‡i` Avbgvb ZvIqvj−v Avb wRK&wibv Iqv jvg BD‡i` Bj&jvj nvqvZv` ywbqv|

myZivs hvnviv Avgv‡ì wRwKi (¯§iY) nB‡Z gyL wdivBqv iv‡L (dv Av‡e` Avbgvb ZvIqvj−v Avb wRK&wibv) Zvnv‡ì‡K (Av‡i`) GovBqv P‡jv Ges Zvnviv †Kv‡bv wKQyB Avkv K‡i bv `ywbqvi Rxeb e¨ZxZ| (Iqvjvg BD‡i` Bj&jvj nvqvZv` ywbqv)|

30. RvwjKv gve&jv¸ûg wgbvj Gj‡g, Bb&bv iveŸvKv ûqv Avjvgy †egvb `vj−v Avb& mvwewjwn Iqv ûqv Avjvgy †egvwbn& Zv`v|

Ávb wel‡q Zvnv‡ì †`Šo H ch©š—B| (RvwjKv gvejv¸ûg wgbvj Gj‡g) wbðqB †Zvgvi ie fv‡jvB Rv‡bb †K wec_Mvgx Zuvnvi c_ nB‡Z| (Bb&bv iveŸvKv ûqv Avjvgy †egvb `vj−v Avb& mvwewjwn) Ges wZwb fv‡jvB Rv‡bb †K my-c_cÖvß (Iqv ûqv Avjvgy †egvwbn& Zv`v)|

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31. Iqv wjj−v‡n gv wdm& mvgvIqvwZ Iqv gv wdj Avi&‡` †jBqvRwhqvj jvwRbv AvmvD †egv Av‡gjy Iqv BqvR&whqvj& jvwRbv Avnmvby wejûmbv|

Ges AvKv‡ki g‡a¨ hvnv wKQy Av‡Q Ges c„w_exi g‡a¨ hvnv wKQy Av‡Q meB Avj−vn&i Rb¨| (Iqv wjj−v‡n gvwdm& mvgvIqv‡Z Iqv gv wdj Avi‡`)| hvnv‡ì Kg©¸‡jv g›`, Zvnv‡ì Rb¨ g›` cyi¯‹vi (†jBqvR whqvj jvwRbv AvmvD †egv Av‡gjy) Ges hvnviv mr Kg© K‡i Zvnv‡ì cyi¯‹vi AwZ DËg| (Iqv BqvRwhqvj jvwRbv Avn&mvby wejûmbv)|

32. Avj&jvwRbv BqvRZv‡beybv KvevBivj Bm&‡g Iqvj dvIqv‡nkv Bj&jvj jvgvgv, Bb&bv iveŸvKv Iqv‡mDj gvM‡divwZ, ûqv Avjvgy †eKzg GRAvb&kvAvKzg wgbvj Avi‡` Iqv GR& AvbZzg AvwRbœvZzb wd eyZz‡b D¤§vnv‡ZKzg, dvjv ZzRvK&Kz AvbdzmvKzg, ûqv Avjvgy †egvwbZ&ZvKv|

huvnviv wb‡R‡ì‡K weiZ iv‡L eo eo cvc Ges dv‡nkv (Ak−xj) Kg© nB‡Z †QvU cvc e¨ZxZ| (AvjjvwRbv BqvRvZv‡beybv KvevBivj Gm&‡g Iqvj dvIqv‡nkv Bj&jvj& jvgvgv)| wbðqB †Zvgvi ie ¶gv wel‡q Acwimxg (Bbœv iveŸvKv Iqv‡mDj gvM‡div‡Z), wZwb †Zvgv‡ì wel‡q fv‡jvB Rv‡bb, hLb

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†Zvgv‡ì‡K m„wó Kwiqv‡Qb c„w_ex nB‡Z (ûqv Avjvgy †eKzg GR& AvbkvqvKzg wgbvj Avi‡`) Ges hLb †Zvgv‡ì‡K †Zvgv‡ì gv‡qi †c‡Ui g‡a¨ åƒYiƒ‡c (m„wó Kwiqv‡Qb)| (Iqv GR& AvbZzg Av‡RbœvZzb wd eyZz‡b D¤§vnv‡ZKzg) myZivs †Zvgiv †Zvgv‡ì bd&‡mi cweÎZv cÖKvk KwiI bv (dvjv ZzRvKKz AvbdzmvKzg) wZwbB fv‡jv Rv‡bb †Zvgv‡ì g‡a¨ †K ZvKIqvKvix (ûqv Avjvgy †egvwbZ&ZvKv)|

33. Avdviv AvBZvj&jvwR ZvIqvj−v| Zzwg wK †`wLqvQ Zuvnv‡K! (Avdviv AvBZvj&jvwR) †h gyL

wdivBqv †bq? (ZvIqvj−v)| 34. Iqv AvZv Kvwjjvb Iqv AvK& v| Ges `vb K‡i mvgvb¨ Ges ZvwK` †`q (AvK& v)| 35. Av-Gb`vû Gjgyj MvB‡e dvûqv Bqviv| Zvnvi wbKU wK Mv‡q‡ei (A „k¨) Ávb Av‡Q? myZivs †m wK Dnv

†`‡L? (dvûqv Bqviv)| 36. Avg&jvg BDbveŸv †egv wd mû‡d g~mv| Zvnv‡K wK Lei †Ìqv nq bvB! hvnv Av‡Q gymvi †KZve-Gi

g‡a¨? (wd myû‡d g~mv)| 37. Iqv Beªvnxgvj&jvwR Iqvd&dv|

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Ges Beªvwng, whwb (`vwqZ¡) cwic~Y©Kvix (Iqvd&dv)| 38. Avj−v Zv‡Ri“ Iqv‡RivZzb weRiv IL&iv| mveavb (Avj−v) G‡K-Ac‡ii †evSv enb Kwi‡e bv (IqvRivZzb

weRiv IL&iv)| 39. Iqv Avj& jvBmv wjj& Bbmv‡b Bj−v gvmvAv| Ges gvby‡li Rb¨ wKQyB bvB, Zvnvi cÖ‡Póv (mvAv) e¨ZxZ| 40. Iqv Avb&bv mvBqvû mvIdv BDiv| Ges wbðqB Zvnvi cÖ‡Póv‡KB (mvBqvû) AwP‡iB (mvIdv) †m

†`wL‡e (BDiv)| 41. my¤§v BDR&Rvûj RvRvAvj AvIdv| Zvici Zvnv‡K cyi¯‹…Z Kiv nB‡e (BDR&Rvû) GKwU cwic~Y©

cyi¯‹vi (RvRvAvb AvIdv)| 42. Iqv Avb&bv Bjv ivweŸKvj gybZvnv| Ges wbðqB †Zvgvi i‡ei w`‡KB †Zvgvi †kl cwiYwZ

(gybZvnv)| 43. Iqv Avb&bvû ûqv Av`&nvKv Iqv AveKv| Ges wbðqB wZwbB (†Zvgv‡K) nvmvb (Av`nvKv) Ges (†Zvgv‡K)

Kuv`vb (AveKv)| 44. Iqv Avb&bvû AvgvZv Iqv Avn&Bqv|

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Ges wbðqB wZwb (†Zvgv‡K) g„Zz (AvgvZv) †`b Ges Rxeb (Avwnqv) `vb K‡ib|

45. Iqv Avb&bvû LvjvKvR RvIRvBwbR RvKviv Iqvj DbQv| Ges wbðqB wZwbB bvix (DbQv) Ges cyi“l (RvKviv) hyMj

(RvIRvB‡b) m„wó Kwiqv‡Qb| 46. wgb byZ&dvwZb BRv Zzgbv| exh© (byZ&dvwZb) nB‡Z hvnv wQj Nygš— (Zzgbv)| 47. Iqv Avb&bv AvjvBwnb& bvkvZvj DL&iv| Ges wbðqB Avgiv PvBe (bvkvZv) Avi GKevi (DL&iv) Zvnvi

Dc‡i (AvjvB‡n)| 48. Iqv Avb&bvû ûqv AvM&bv Iqv AvK&bv| Ges wbðqB wZwb m¤ú`kvjx (AvM&bv) K‡ib Ges cÖvPyh©Zv

(AvK&bv) `vb K‡ib| 49. Iqv Avb&bvû ûqv iveŸyk †kiv| Ges wbðqB wZwbB kw³kvjx b¶‡Îi (†kiv) ie| 50. Iqv Avb&bvû AvnjvKv Av`vwbj Djv| Ges wbðqB wZwbB cÖ_g (Djv) Av` RvwZ‡K aŸsm (Avn&jvKv)

Kwiqv‡Qb| 51. Iqv mvgy`v dvgv Ave&Kv|

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Ges mvgy` RvwZ‡K myZivs (iwnj bv †Kn) Aewkó (AveKv)| 52. Iqv KvIgv b~wnb wgb Kvewj Bb&bvûg Kvby ûg AvRjvgv

Iqv AvZ&Mv| Ges c~e© nB‡ZB (wQj) by‡ni KvIg, wbðqB Zvnviv wQj AwaK

Rv‡jg (AvRjvgv) Ges AwaK Aeva¨ (AvZ&Mv)| 53. Iqvj †gvZv‡dKvZv AvnIqv| Ges ew¯—¸wj‡K (†gvZv‡dKvZv) DëvBqv w`‡jb (AvnIqv)| 54. dv Mvk&kvnv, gv Mvk&kv| myZivs Dnv‡`i‡K AÜKv‡i XvwKqv w`‡jb (dv Mvk&kvnv) †hfv‡e

AÜKv‡i XvKvi cÖ‡qvRb wQj (gv Mvk&kv)| 55. dv‡eAvB‡q Avjv‡q ivweŸKv ZvZvgviv| myZivs Zzwg †Zvgvi i‡ei †Kvb †bqvgZ‡K (Avjv‡q) wg_¨v

cÖwZcbœ Kwi‡e (ZvZvgviv)? 56. nvRv bvwRi“g wgbvb byRywij Djv| GB fq cÖ`k©bKvix †Zv (bvwRi“g) cÖ_g fq cÖ`k©bKvixMY

nB‡Z? (wgb byRywij Djv)| 57. Av‡RdvwZj Av‡RdvZz| hvnv Avwmevi (Av‡RdvZ) Zvnv Avwm‡eB (Av‡RdvZz)| 58. jvBmv jvnv wgb `ywbjjv‡n Kv‡kdvZzb|

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Zv‡`i Rb¨ †KnB bvB (jvBmv) Avj−vn& Qvov cÖKvk Kivi (Kv‡kdvZzb)|

59. Avdvwgb nvRvj nvw`‡m ZvRve~bv| †Zvgiv wK GB K_v nB‡Z AevK nB‡ZQ (ZvRveybv)? 60. Iqv Zv`&nvKzbv Iqvjv Zve&Kzbv| Ges (†Zvgiv) wK nvmvnvwm Kwi‡ZQ (Zv &nvKzbv)! Ges

KvbœvKvwU Kwi‡e bv (ZveKzbv)| 61. Iqv AvbZzg mv‡g`ybv| Ges †Zvgiv †Zv (mevB) D`vmxb (mv‡g`ybv) 62. dvmRy`y wjj−v‡n Iqvey`~| myZivs Avj−vn&i Rb¨ †mR`v K‡iv Ges Gev`Z K‡iv|

m~iv †Zvqvnv wemwgj&jvwni ivngvwbi ivwng

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1. †Zvqvnv (Bnvi A_© wmbvi G‡j‡gi AwaKvix e¨w³i wbKU nB‡Z Rvwbqv jB‡Z nq)|

2. Avgiv bv‡Rj Kwi bvB †Kvivb Avcbvi Dci Kó w`evi Rb¨| (gv AvbRvj&bv AvjvBKvj& †KviAvbv wjZvk&Kv)| 3. GKgvÎ hvnviv fq K‡i (Zvnv‡`i Rb¨) Dc‡`k| (Bj&jv ZvR&‡KivZvj& wjgvB BqvL&kv)| 4. GKwU bv‡Rj Zuvnvi (Avj−vn&) nB‡Z whwb m„wó Kwiqv‡Qb c„w_ex

Ges DuPy AvKvkmg~n| (Zvb&wRjvg& wgg& gvb& LvjvKvj& Avi& v Iqvm&mvgvIqvwZj& Djv)| 5. ingvb (whwb) Avi‡ki Dc‡i ewmqv Av‡Qb| (Avi& ivngvby Avjvj& Avi&wkm& ZvIqv)| 6. ZuvnviB Rb¨ AvKvkmg~n Ges c„w_ex‡Z (Avi& & A‡_© gvwU‡KI

†evSv‡bv nq Ges gvbe‡`nwU‡KI †evSv‡bv nq) Ges `yB‡qi gvSLv‡b hvnv wKQy Av‡Q Ges hvnv wKQy Rwg‡bi wb‡P Av‡Q|

(jvû gvwdk& mvgvIqvwZ Iqvgv wdj& Avi&w` Iqvgv evBbvûgv Iqvgv Zvn&Zvmviv)|

7. Ges hw` Avcwb DuPy Mjvq K_v e‡jb myZivs wbðqB wZwb Rv‡bb †Mvcb Ges †Mvc‡bi †Mvcb|

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(Iqv Bb& ZvR&nvi& wej&KvDwj dvBb&bvû Bqvjvgym& wmi&iv Iqv AvL&dv)|

8. wZwbB Avj−vn&, bvB †Kv‡bv Bjvn& GKgvÎ wZwb Qvov, ZuvnviB Rb¨ my›ì bvg¸wj|

(Avj−vû jv Bjvnv Bj&jvû jvûj& Avm&gvDj& ûm&bv)| 9. Ges Avcbvi Kv‡Q Avwmqv‡Q wK gymvi Lei? (Iqv nvj& AvZvKv nvw`my gymv)| 10. hLb †`wL‡jb Av¸b (BR& ivAv bvivb&) myZivs ewj‡jb

Zuvnvi Avnvj‡ì‡K (cwievieM©‡K) (dvKvjv wj Avn&‡j) †Zvgiv A‡c¶v K‡iv, wbðqB Avwg Av¸b †`wLqvwQ, nq‡Zv Dnv nB‡Z Avwg †Zvgv‡ì Rb¨ jBqv Avwme R¡jš— Av¸‡bi KYv (Kvevmyb&)| A_ev cvBe Av¸b nB‡Z †Kv‡bv c_cÖ`k©K (û`vb&)|

(BR& ivAv bvivb& dvKvjv wj Avn&wj Bg& Kzmy Bb&wb Avbvm&Zz bvivj& jv Avj&wj AvwZKzg& wgb& nv weKvevwmb& AvIAvwR`y Avjvb&bvwi û`vb&)|

11. myZivs hLb Avwm‡jb Av¸‡bi wbKU, ZLb WvK †Ìqv nBj (byw`qv) (A „k¨ nB‡Z), †n gymv|

(dvjvg&gv AvZvnv byw`qv Bqv gymv)|

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12. wbtm‡›`‡n Avwg Avcbvi ie (cvjbKZ©v) myZivs Avcbvi RyZv `yBwU Lywjqv †djyb| †Kbbv Avcwb GLb Zzqv bvgK cweÎ DcZ¨Kvq (Iqvw`j) Ae¯’vb Kwi‡Z‡Qb|

(Bb&wb Avbv ive&eyKv dvL&jv bvjvBKv| Bb&bvKv wej& Iqvw`j& gyKv`& vwm Zzqv)|

13. Ges Avwg Avcbv‡K g‡bvbxZ KwiqvwQ myZivs ïbyb hvnv Avcbvi Dc‡i Iwn Kiv nBqv‡Q|

(Iqv AvbvL& Zvi&ZzMv dvm&Zvwg wjgv BDnv)| 14. wbðqB AvwgB Avj−vn&, bvB †Kv‡bv Bjvn (KZ©v, †bZv,

AwaKvix, gvey`) GKgvÎ AvwgB, myZivs AvgviB Gev`Z Ki“b Ges mvjvZ Kv‡qg Ki“b wRwK‡ii (ms‡hvM, †hvMv‡hvM) Rb¨|

(Bb&bvwb Avbvj−vû jvBjvnv Bj&jv Avbv dvey`ywb Iqv AvwKgym& mvjvZv wj wRK&wi)|

15. wbðqB †mB mgqwU Avwm‡Z‡Q (†mB msNUb gyn‚Z©wU) †Mvcb ivwLqv †`B hvnv‡Z cÖ‡Z¨K bd&m (RxevÍv) cvq Avcb Avcb (bd&‡mi) K‡g©i dj| (Bb&bv mvAvZv AvwZqvZzb& AvKv y DL&wdnv wjZzR&Rv Kzj&jy bvd&wmb& wegvZvm&Av)|

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[m~iv †Zvqvnvi 15 b¤î AvqvZwU M‡elYvi `„wófw½ wb‡q Ges wbi‡c¶fv‡e wPš—v Ki‡j Avgiv †`L‡Z cvB †h ÔmvAvZ' kãwU w`‡q GKwU bd&‡mi g„Zz -NUbvi K_vwU cwi®‹vi eywS‡q †Ìqv n‡q‡Q| Ab¨fv‡e ÔmvAvZ'-‡KI †KqvgZ ejv P‡j| wKš—z †Kvivb-†KqvgZ kãwU eënvi bv K‡i ÔmvAvZ' kãwU eënvi K‡i cÖ‡Z¨KwU bd&‡mi Kg©dj¸‡jv‡K †Mvcb †i‡L Avcb Avcb bd&‡mi Kg© Abyhvqx djwU †èvi K_vwU †NvlYv Kiv n‡q‡Q| GB AwR©Z Kg©d‡ji PvKvq evievi wcó n‡Z n‡Z bd&m GKw`b me iKg RÄvj I SzUSv‡gjv n‡Z gyw³ cvevi AvkvwU Ki‡Z cv‡i| Avgvi g‡b nq, GB iKgB GKwU Bw½Zc~Y© K_vwU‡K †Mvcb ivLv nq| †KD hw` ÔmvAvZ'-‡K †KqvgZI ej‡Z Pvb Zv‡ZI Avgv‡ì AvcwË _v‡K bv| wKš—z GLv‡b j¶ Kivi welqwU n‡jv, †KejgvÎ bd&‡mi Dc‡iB ÔmvAvZ'-Gi K_vwU ejv n‡q‡Q| †Kv‡bv cvnvo-ce©Z, †Kv‡bv b`x-bvjv-mvM‡ii Dci ÔmvAvZ' bvgK NUbvwU N‡U hvevi K_vwU †Kvivb-Gi GKwU ¯’v‡bI Avgiv cvB bv| †KejgvÎ cÖwZwU bd&‡mi Dc‡i Z_v RxevÍvi Dc‡i ÔmvAvZ'-Gi NUbvwU N‡U hvevi K_vwU †Kvivb ¯úó †NvlYv Ki‡Q]|

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16. myZivs †Zvgvi Dci Bgvb Av‡b bv, Ges AbymiY K‡i Zvnvi †LqvjLywkg‡Zv, (nvIqv û) Zvnv nB‡j webvk (dvZvi& v) AeavwiZ|

(dvjv Bqv myÏvb&bvKv Avb&nv gvj&jv DBwgby wenv IqvZ&ZvivAv nvIqv û dvZvi& v)|

[(mvAv‡Zi Dc‡i) myZivs wek¦vm Ki‡Z cv‡i bv e‡jB hviv wb‡R‡ì †LqvjLywkg‡Zv P‡j Zv‡ì webvk †h AeavwiZ GB K_vwU Avgiv GB Avqv‡Z cvB| Avcb †LqvjLywkg‡Zv PjvUvB n‡jv Bmjv‡g GKgvÎ Aciva| Avi †Kv‡bv Aciva Bmjv‡g bvB ej‡jB P‡j| KviY †LqvjLywki m‡½ Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZv‡bi Ae¯’vb Av‡Q e‡jB aŸsm n‡q hvIqvi Z_v webvk n‡q hvIqvi mveavb evYxwU †Kvivb Avgv‡ì‡K Rvwb‡q w`j| †LqvjLywki m‡½B Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZvb Ae¯’vb K‡i e‡jB Avj−vn&i ìev‡i †LqvjLywkg‡Zv PjvwU‡K ¸i“Zi Aciva bv e‡j GKgvÎ Aciva ejv n‡q‡Q Ges GB GKgvÎ Aciv‡ai cwiYvg †h mg~‡j aŸsm n‡q hvIqv Z_v webvk n‡q hvIqv, †mB K_vwU †Kvivb cÖKv‡k¨ †NvlYv K‡i w`j| hw` †LqvjLywki m‡½ Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZv‡bi Ae¯’vb bv _vKZ Zv n‡j Avcb †LqvjLywkg‡Zv bv Pjvi Rb¨ †Kvivb mveavb K‡i w`Z bv| †KejgvÎ mveavb K‡iB †Ìqv

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n‡jv bv, eis GB †LqvjLywkg‡Zv Pjv Z_v GKK_vq Avcb cÖe„wËi AbymiY KivwU †h gnvAciva Ges cwiYvgwUI †h GKwU gnvaŸsm †mB mZK©evYxwU Avgv‡ì‡K Rvwb‡q †Ìqv n‡jv| Avgiv Rvwb, mg¯— iKg cvccw¼jZvi RbKB n‡jv Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZvb bvgK ¸i“VvKzi| †Kvivb-Gi eû Avqv‡Z kqZv‡bi AbymiY Ki‡Z Z_v G‡Ëev Ki‡Z evievi mveavb K‡i †Ìqv n‡q‡Q| KviY RM‡Zi hZ iKg AvKvg-KzKvg Z_v AcKg©¸‡jv GB Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZvb bvgK ¸i“VvKziB Kwi‡q _v‡K Ges Gi cwiYvg¸‡jv †h KZ eo fqven aŸsmhÁ NwU‡q‡Q cÖvPxb BwZnvm n‡Z AvRI Gi fq¼iZvwU g‡g© g‡g© eyS‡Z cvwi| ZvB †Kvivb ej‡Q, ÔdvZvi`v' Z_v †Zvgvi aŸsm n‡q hvevi cwiYwZwU AwZ wbK‡UB ùvwo‡q Av‡Q| Av‡iKUz ej‡Z nq †h, hviv wb‡R‡ì †LqvjLywkg‡Zv P‡j Zv‡ì‡K Ôbd&‡m Av¤§viv'-i AwaKvix ejv n‡q‡Q| ÔAv¤§viv' A_© n‡jv Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZvbhy³ bd&m| GLv‡b bd&m AcweÎ bq, eis bd&m cweÎ; wKš—z GB bd&‡mi m‡½ hLb Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZv‡bi Ae¯’vbwU _v‡K ZLbB bd&mwU KjywlZ n‡q c‡o| Avwg GLv‡b evievi bd&m kãwU eënvi Kijvg, hwÌ evsjv fvlvq GB bd&mwU‡K RxevÍv ejv nq| RxevÍv †gv‡UB †Kv‡bv †`vlYxq e¨vcvi b‡n| A‡b‡KB bv-ey‡S bv-ï‡b

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RxevÍvwU‡KB MvwjMvjvR K‡i, wKš—z RxevÍvi m‡½ hLb Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZvbwUi Ae¯’vb N‡U ZLbB RxevÍvwU KjywlZ n‡q c‡o Ges ZLbB GB KjywlZ RxevÍvwU Avcb †LqvjLywkg‡Zv P‡j Ges Pj‡Z Pvq| Bnv‡KB Avevi evsjv fvlvq AwZ ms‡¶‡c ÔAvwgZ¡' ejv n‡q _v‡K| A‡bK mgq ÔAng'-I ejv nq| ÔAvwg' †hvM ÔZ¡' mgvb mgvb ÔAvwgZ¡'| GB ÔZ¡'-wUB n‡jv Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZvb| Avwg GKv, wKš—z Avgvi m‡½ Z_v Avgvi cÖv‡Yi m‡½ Z_v Avgvi bd&‡mi m‡½ hLb ÔZ¡'-wU †hvM nq ZLbB eyS‡Z n‡e †h Avgvi bd&‡mi m‡½ Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZvbwUI envj Zweq‡Z Ae¯’vb Ki‡Q| A‡bK †gvUv eyw×i ÁvbxR‡biv Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZv‡bi Ae¯’vbwU‡K D‡j−L bv K‡i, wek` e¨vL¨v bv w`‡q ÔAvwg'-Uv‡KB †d‡j †`q, Z_v bd&mwU‡KB †d‡j †`q, Z_v bd&mUv‡KB N„Yv Ki‡Z †kLvq| Bnv wbtm‡›`‡n GKwU RNb¨ fzj| gvivÍK åg| Avwg Z_v bd&m †Kv‡bvw`b †Kv‡bvKv‡jI AcweÎ bB Ges †Kvivb-G GKwU ¯’v‡bI †KejgvÎ bd&mwUi Ae¯’vb‡K AcweÎ, KjywlZ ejv nq bvB| bd&m GKv, wbQK GKv| Aviwe‡Z GB wbQK GKv bd&mwU‡K ejv nq ÔD &Dwb'| †hBgvÎ GKgvÎ bd&mwUi m‡½ Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZvbwU hy³ n‡q hvq, ZLbB `yBR‡bi Ae¯’vbwU †evSv‡bv n‡q _v‡K, hv‡K ejv nq ÔD`Dbv'| ZvB

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Avgiv †Kvivb-Gi m~iv †gvwg‡bi lvU b¤^i Avqv‡Z †`L‡Z cvB †h Avj−vn Rvj−v kvbvû e‡j‡Qb, ÔAvgv‡K GKv Wv‡Kv, Wv‡Ki Reve m‡½ m‡½ cv‡e|' †h‡nZz Avgvi bd&mwUi m‡½ Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZvbwU envj Zweq‡Z Ae¯’vb Ki‡Q ZvB Avwg Z_v Avgvi bd&mwU †gv‡UB GKv bq, eis yBRb| `yBRb‡K Aviwe fvlvq ÔD`Dbv' ejv nq| GB yBR‡bi Ae¯’vbwU _vKv Ae¯’vq †gRvwR Gev`Z-e‡›`wM A‡bK Kiv hvq, wKš—z djwU k~b¨| mgMÖ †Kvivb GB GKwUgvÎ K_vwU‡K †evSvevi Rb¨ GZ K_v, GZ Av‡`k, GZ Dc‡`k, GZ mZK©Zv bvgK AviI eû we‡kl‡Y ev›`v‡K mveavb K‡i w`‡q‡Q| wZwik cviv †Kvivb-G gvÎ GKwU Av‡`k, gvÎ GKwU Dc‡`k, Avi †mB Av‡`k I Dc‡`kwU n‡jv: †n gvbyl, †Zvgv‡K cix¶v Kivi Rb¨ GB ywbqv‡Z †Zvgvi m‡½ Lvbœvmiƒcx kqZvbwU‡K †`Iqv n‡q‡Q| Bnv‡K Zvwo‡q `vI| Zvov‡Z cvi‡jB PÂjZv, Aw¯’iZv, AnsKvi, Me©, VvUeuvU, me wKQyi Aemvb n‡q bd&mwU GZ‡gbvb jvf K‡i| GB GZ‡gbvb AR©bKvix bd&mwU‡K Rvbœv‡Z cÖ‡ek Kivi mymsev` w`‡”Q †Kvivb]|

17. Ges IBUv Kx †Zvgvi Wvb nv‡Z, (weBqvwgwbKv), †n gymv? (Iqvgv wZj&Kv weBqvwgwbKv Bqv gymv)|

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18. wZwb ewj‡jb, Bnv Avgvi jvwV (AvmvBqv) Bnvi Dc‡i Avwg fi †`B, Ges cvZv Svwi, Zvnv w`qv, Avgvi QvMj‡ì Dci (Mvbvwg) Ges Avgvi Av‡Q Zvnvi Øviv AviI cÖ‡qvRb¸wj|

(Kvjv wnqv AvmvBqv AvZvIqvK&KvD AvjvBnv Iqv Avûk&ï wenv Avjv Mvbvwg Iqvwjqv wdnv gvAvwiey DL&iv)|

19. (Avj−vn&) ewj‡jb, Avcwb Bnv wb‡¶c Ki“b, †n gymv| (Kvjv Avj †Knv Bqv gymv)| 20. myZivs wZwb wb‡¶c Kwi‡jb, m‡½ m‡½ Zvnv mvc nBqv

Pwj‡Z jvwMj| (dvAvj&Kvnv dvBRv wnqv nvBqvZzb& Zvm&qv)| 21. (Avj−vn&) ewj‡jb (Kvjv) Zvnv ai“b (LyR&nv) Ges fq

Kwi‡eb bv (Iqv jv ZvKvd&), Dnv‡K Avgiv wdivBqv wè (mvbyB`ynv) Zvnvi Av‡Mi Ae¯’vq (wmivZvnvj Djv)|

22. Ges PvcvBqv ai“b (Iqv &gyb) Avcbvi nvZ (Bqv`vKv) Avcbvi eM‡ji w`‡K (Bjv RvbvwnKv) evwni nB‡e (ZvL&i“R) mv`v (evB‡`vqvAv) LyuZ Qvov (wgb& MvBwi myBb&) Ges Av‡iKwU `„óvš— (AvqvZvb DL&iv)|

23. Avcbv‡K †hb Avgiv †`LvB (wjbywiBqvKv) Avgv‡ì eo eo (Kze&iv) wb`k©b nB‡Z (wgb& AvqvwZbvj&)

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(wjbywiBqvKv wgb& AvqvwZj& Kze&iv)| 24. Avcwb hvb (BR&nve&) †divD‡bi w`‡K (Bjv wdi&AvDbv)

wbðqB †m (Bb&bvû) mxgvj•Nb Kwiqv‡Q (†ZvqvMv)| 25. (gymv) ewj‡jb (Kvjv) ÔAvgvi ie (ive&we) cÖmvwiZ Ki“b

(Bk&ivn&) Avgvi Rb¨ (wj) Avgvi eyK (mv`&wi)| 26. Ges (Iqv) mnR Ki“b (Bqvm&wmi&) Avgvi Rb¨ (wj) Avgvi

KvR (Avg&wi)| 27. Ges Lywjqv w`b (Iqvn&jyj&) Avgvi †ZvZjvwg (RoZv)

(DK& vZvg&) Avgvi wRnŸvi (wgj&wjmvwb)| 28. Zvnviv †ev‡S (Bqve&Kvû) Avgvi K_v (KvDwj)| 29. Ges evbvBqv `vI (IqvR&Avj&) Avgvi Rb¨ (wj) GKRb

mvnvh¨Kvix (IqvwRivg&) Avgvi cwiev‡ii ga¨ nB‡Z (wgb& Avn&wj)|

30. nvi“b‡K (nvi“bv) Avgvi fvB (AvwL)| 31. gReyZ (k³, KwVb) Ki“b (Dk& y`&) Zvnv‡K w`qv (wewn)

Avgvi kw³ (AvR&wi)| 32. Ges (Iqv) Zvnv‡K kwiK Ki“b (Avk&wiK&û) Avgvi Kv‡Ri

g‡a¨ (wd Avg&wi)|

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33. †hb (KvB) Avgiv Avcbvi ¸YKxZ©b Kwi‡Z cvwi (bymve&wenvKv) †ewk †ewk (Kvwkiv)|

34. Ges (Iqv) Avgiv Avcbvi wRwKi Kwi‡Z cvwi (bvR&Kzi“Kv) †ewk †ewk (Kvwkiv)|

35. wbðqB Avcwb (Bb&bvKv) Av‡Qb (Kzb&Zv) Avgv‡`i Dci (webv) `k©bKvix (evwmiv)|

36. ewj‡jb (Kvjv) wbðqB (Kv &) Avcbv‡K †`Iqv nBj (DwZZv) Avcbvi PvIqv (myjvKv) †n gymv (Bqv gymv)|

37. Ges wbðqB (Iqv jvKv &) Avgiv AbyMÖn KwiqvwQjvg (gvbvb&bv) Avcbvi Dci (AvjvBKv) GKevi (gvi&ivZvb) AviI (DL&iv)|

38. hLb (BR&) Avgiv Iwn KwiqvwQjvg (AvInvBbv) w`‡K (Bjv) Avcbvi gvZvi (Dw¤§Kv) hvnv Iwn Kiv nq (gv DBnv)|

39. †h (Avwb) Zvnv‡K †dwjqv †`b (BK& wRwdwn) wm›`y‡Ki g‡a¨ (wdZ&ZveywZ) myZivs Zvnv wb‡¶c Ki“b (dvZ&wRwdwn) b`xi g‡a¨ (wdj& Bqvg&wg) myZivs Zvnv †Vwjqv w`‡e (dvj& BDj&wKwn) b`x (Bqvg&gy) Zx‡i (wem&mvwnwj) Zvnv Zzwjqv jB‡e (Bqv LyRyû) Avgvi (Avj−vn&) kÎ“ (Av &Dj&wj) Ges Zvnvi (gymv) kÎ“ (Iqv Av &Dj&jvû) Ges Avwg Xvwjqv w`qvwQjvg (Iqv Avj& KvBZz)

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Avcbvi Dc‡i (AvjvBKv) fv‡jvevmv (gvnve&evZvg&) Avgvi c¶ nB‡Z (wgb&wb)| Ges Avcwb †hb cÖwZcvwjZ nb (Iqvwj Zzm&bv) Avgvi †Pv‡Li Dc‡i (mvg‡b) (Avjv AvBwb)|

40. hLb †Zvgvi †evb Pwj‡ZwQj myZivs ewjqvwQj †Zvgv‡ì Lei wè wK? Dc‡i Zvnv‡K †K jvjb-cvjb Kwi‡Z cv‡i? (BR&Zvg&wk DL&ZzKv dvZvKzjy nvj& Av`yj&jyKzg Avjv gvB BqvK&dzjyû)| myZivs Avcbv‡K Avgiv (Avj−vn&) wdivBqv w`jvg Avcbvi gv‡qi w`‡K (dvivRvbvKv Bjv Dw¤§Kv) Zvnvi †PvL †hb Ryovq (KvB ZvKvi&iv AvBbynv) Ges ywðš—vMÖ¯— ( ytL) bv nq (Iqvjv Zvn&Rvb) Ges Avcwb nZ¨v KwiqvwQ‡jb GKwU bd&m (GK e¨w³) myZivs Avcbv‡K Avgiv (Avj−vn&) gyw³ w`qvwQjvg `ywðš—v nB‡Z (IqvKvZvj&Zv bvd&mvb& dvbvR&RvBbvKv wgbvj& Mvg&‡e) Ges (Iqv) Avcbv‡K Avgiv (Avj−vn&) cix¶v KwiqvwQ (dvZvb&bvKv) cix¶v (dzZzbv) (Iqv dvZvb&bvKv dzZzbv) myZivs Avcwb Ae¯’vb KwiqvwQ‡jb gv`v‡q‡bi Awaevmx‡ì g‡a¨ eQi (wmwbbv) (dvjvwem&Zv wmwbbv wd Avn&‡j gv &Bqvb)| Zvici Avcwb Avwmqv‡Qb Dc‡i (Avjv) wba©vwiZ mg‡q (Kv`vwib) †n gymv| (myg&gv wRZv Avjv Kv`vwi Bqv gymv)|

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41. Ges Avcbv‡K Avwg ˆZwi KwiqvwQ Avgvi wb‡Ri Rb¨ (Iqvm&ZvbvL&ZzKv wj bvd&wm)|

[GB AvqvZwU ûeû Abyev` Kijvg mZ¨, wKš—z Bnvi A_©wU GK`g eyS‡Z cvijvg bv| KviY GB Avqv‡Z BnvI cÖgvwYZ n‡”Q †h Avj−vn&iI bd&m Av‡Q, A_P Avgiv Rvwb Avj−vn&i bd&m bvB| Avgiv BnvI Rvwb †h Avj−vn& i“n‡K Av`‡gi g‡a¨ dzrKvi K‡iwQ‡jb, wKš—z Avj−vn&i bd&m‡K dzrKvi K‡ib wb| ÔAvgvi wb‡Ri Rb¨' (wj bd&wm) Z_v ÔAvj−vn&i Rb¨' K_vwU †gv‡UB eyS‡Z cvijvg bv| myZivs cvVK‡ì Kv‡Q ¶gv PvBjvg G Rb¨ †h GB Avqv‡Zi gg©v_© I e¨vL¨v †ÌqvUv Avgvi c‡¶ †gv‡UB m¤¢eci bq| Aek¨ c‡i A‡bK †jvMvZ NuvUvNuvwU K‡i Rvb‡Z cvijvg †h GB Ôwb‡Ri Rb¨' (wj bvd&wm) ej‡Z cÖvYwU‡K †evSv‡bv nq wb, eis Avj−vn&i Rb¨ †evSv‡bv n‡q‡Q| hwÌ bd&m kãwU Av‡Q e‡jB GB †MvjKauvavq c‡owQjvg| Avm‡j bd&m ej‡Z †h cÖvY †evSvq GLv‡b †mB A‡_© †evSv‡bv nq wb, eis †evSv‡bv n‡q‡Q ïaygvÎ wb‡Ri Rb¨| KviY bd&‡mi evsjv kãwU hw` cÖvY A_ev RxevÍv nq Zv n‡j Avj−vn&i m‡½ †Kv‡bvfv‡eB hy³ Kiv hvq bv| KviY bd&m g„Zz i ¯^v` MÖnY K‡i, wKš—z Avj−vn&i †ejvq g„Zz i ¯^v` MÖnY Kivi cÖkœB DV‡Z cv‡i bv| myZivs Ôwj bvd&wm' ej‡Z GLv‡b

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Avgvi Rb¨ Z_v Avj−vn&i Rb¨ †evSv‡bv n‡q‡Q, hwÌ kãwU GKB iKg| Aviwe fvlvwU AZ¨š— Mwie fvlv ZvB GKwU k‡ãi Øviv A‡bK iKg A_© †evSvq| †hgb Ô`vieyb' kãwU w`‡q †cUv‡bv †evSvq Avevi AviI wbivbeŸB iKg A‡_© eëüZ nq]|

42. Avcwb I Avcbvi fvB hvb Avgvi (Avj−vn&i) AvqvZmn (wb`k©bmn) Ges Avcbviv `yBR‡b AjmZv Kwi‡eb bv Avgvi wRwK‡ii (¯§iY, g‡b Kiv) g‡a¨| (BR&nve& Avb&Zv Iqv AvLyKv weAvqvwZ Iqvjv Zvwbqv wd wRK&wi)|

43. `yBR‡b hvb †divD‡bi w`‡K, †m (†divDb) wbðqB me iKg mxgv j•Nb Kwiqv‡Q (Z_v) we‡ ªvnx (†ZvqvMv)| (BR&nvev Bjv wdi&AvDbvb&bvû †Zvqviv)|

44. myZivs Zvnv‡K (†divDb‡K) yBR‡b ewj‡eb bgªZvi mwnZ K_v| †m nq‡Zv Dc‡`k MÖnY Kwi‡e A_ev fq Kwi‡e| (dvKzjv jvû KvDjvj& jvBwqbvj& jv Avj−vû GZvRvK&Kvi“ AvD BqvL&kv)|

45. Zvnviv yBR‡b ewj‡jb, †n Avgv‡ì ie (cÖwZcvjK), wbðqB Avgiv fq Kwi †h, †m (†divDb) evovevwo (`ye© envi) Kwi‡e (Bqvd&i“Zv) Avgv‡ì Dci A_ev me iKg mxgv j•Nb Kwi‡e|

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(Kvjv ive&evbv Bb&bvbv bvLvdz AvBBqvd&i“Zv AvjvBbv AvD AvB BqvZ&Mv)|

46. (Avj−vn&) ewj‡jb, †Zvgiv fq KwiI bv, wbðqB Avwg †Zvgv‡ì mv‡_ (gvAvKzgv) (AvwQ)| ïwb (AvmgvD) (Avj−vn&) Ges †`wL (Aviv)|

(Kvjv jv ZvLvdv Bb&bvwb gvAvKzgv AvmgvD Iqv Aviv)| 47. myZivs Zvnvi (†divDb) Kv‡Q yBR‡b hvb myZivs yBR‡b

ejyb, wbðqB (Avgiv) †Zvgvi i‡ei `yBRb imyj| myZivs cvVvI Avgv‡ì mv‡_ myZivs Avgv‡ì mv‡_ ebx BmivBj(-†K) hvB‡Z `vI (†cÖiY K‡iv)|

(dvwZAvû dvKzjv Bb&bv ivmyjv ive&weKv dvAvi&wmj gvAvbv evwb BmivBj)|

Ges Zvnv‡ì‡K Drcxob (wbcxob) KwiI bv (Iqv jv †ZvqvR&wRe&ûg)|

wbðqB (Kv &) †Zvgvi (†divDb) Kv‡Q Avgiv AvwmqvwQ (wRbvKv) wb`k©bmn (weAvqvwZg) †Zvgvi i‡ei c¶ nB‡Z (wgi& ive&weKv)|

(Kv & wRbvKv weAvqvwZg& wgi& ive&weKv)|

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Ges kvwš— (Iqv mvjvgy) (Zvnvi) Dci †h AbymiY K‡i mwVK c‡_i (û`v)|

(Iqv mvjvgy Avjv gvwbZ& ZvevAvj û`v)| 48. wbðqB wbðq (Bb&bv Kv`&) Iwn Kiv nBqv‡Q (Dwnqv)

Avgv‡ì w`‡K (BjvBbv) †h kvw¯— (Ges) †h wg_¨v g‡b K‡i (gvb& KvR&Rvev) (Zvnvi) Dc‡i Ges gyL wdivBqv (jq) (ZvIqvj&jv)|

(Bb&bv Kv & Dwnqv BjvBbv Avb&bvj& AvRvev Avjv gvb& KvR&Rvev Iqv ZvIqvj&jv)|

49. (†divDb) ewjj, Zvnv nB‡j †K †Zvgv‡ì `yBR‡bi ie (ive&eyKzgv), †n gymv?

(Kvjv dvgvi& ive&eyKzgv Bqv gymv)| 50. (gymv) ewj‡jb, Avgv‡ì ie, whwb w`qv‡Qb (Av‡Zvqv)

cÖ‡Z¨K wRwbm‡K Zuvnvi m„wó (Lvj&Kvû) Zvici (myg&gv) c_ †`LvBqv‡Qb (nv`v)| (Kvjv ive&eybvj&jvwR Av‡Zvqv Kzj&jv kvBwqb, Lvj&Kvû myg&gv nv`v)|

51. (†divDb) ewjj Zvnv nB‡j (c~‡e©i kZ kZ eQ‡ii) KIg‡ì (Kzi“wbj) Ae¯’v (evjyj) Kx?

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52. (gymv) ewj‡jb Zuvnvi Ávb (Bjgynv) Avgvi i‡ei (ive&we) wbKU (Gb& v) †KZv‡ei g‡a¨ (Av‡Q) Avgvi ie fzj K‡ib bv (jv Bqv w`j&jy) Ges fzwjqv hvb bv (Iqv jv Bqvb&mv)|

(Kvjv Bj&gynv Gb& v ive&we wd †KZvweb jv Bqvw`j&jy ive&we Iqv jv Bqvb&mv)|

53. whwb (Avj−vn&) †Zvgv‡ì Rb¨ Rwgb‡K (Avi& v : Rwgb, c„w_ex, gvwU, †`n) weQvbv (gvn& vb& : MvwjPv, Kv‡c©U) Kwiqv‡Qb| Ges †Zvgv‡ì Rb¨ PvjvBqv w`qv‡Qb (mvjvKv) Bnvi g‡a¨ (wdnv) iv¯—vmg~n (myeyjvb) Ges AvKvk (mvgvAv) nB‡Z cvwb (gvAv) el©Y K‡ib (Avb&Rvjv)|

(Avj&jvwR RvAvjv jvKzgyj& Avi& v gvn& vD IqvmvjvKv jvKzg& wdnv myeyjvD Iqv Avb&Rvjv wgbvm& mvgvwqgv)|

myZivs Avgiv (Avj−vn&) evwni KwiqvwQ (dvL&ivR&bv) Zvnv w`qv (wenv) †Rvovq †Rvovq (AvR&IqvRvb) wewfbœ (kvZ&Zv) Dw™¢` nB‡Z (wgb&bvevwZb)|

54. †Zvgiv LvI (Kzjy) Ges †Zvgiv PovI (IqvivI) †Zvgv‡ì Mevw`cï¸wj‡K (AvbvgvKzg)| wbðqB (Bb&bv) IBUvi (RvwjKv) g‡a¨ (wd) (iwnqv‡Q) wb`k©b¸wj (†jAvqvwZb) we‡e‡Ki (bynv) AwaKvix‡ì Rb¨ (wjDwjb&)|

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[GLv‡b GKwU welq j¶ Kivi g‡Zv Avi †mB welqwU n‡jv we‡eKevb‡ì K_vwU GB Avqv‡Z ejv n‡q‡Q| GLv‡b Bgvb`vi, †gvwgb, gymjgvb, gvbyl KvnviI bvgwU D‡j−L bv K‡i eis mve©Rbxbfv‡e ejv n‡q‡Q| RvwZ-ag© wbwe©‡k‡l hviv mwZ¨B we‡eKevb Zv‡ì K_vwU GLv‡b mve©Rbxbfv‡e ejv n‡q‡Q]|

55. Zvnv nB‡Z (wgb&nv) Avgiv m„wó KwiqvwQ †Zvgv‡ì (LvjvK&bvKzg) Ges (Iqv) Bnvi g‡a¨ (wdnv) Avgiv wdivBqv wè (byB y) †Zvgv‡ì‡K (Kzg) Ges (Iqv) Bnvi ga¨ nB‡Z (wgb&nv) Avgiv †Zvgv‡ì‡K evwni Kwie (byL&wiRyKzg&) AviI (DL&iv) GKevi (ZvivZvb&)|

56. Ges (Iqv) wbðqB (jvKv`&) Avgiv Zvnv‡K (†divDb‡K) †`LvBqvwQ (AvivBbvû) Avgv‡ì AvqvZmg~n (AvqvwZbv) mg¯— (Kzj&jvbv)| myZivs †m wg_¨v‡ivc Kwiqv‡Q (dvKvR&Rvev) Ges (Iqv) Agvb¨ Kwiqv‡Q (Avev : AviI A_©Ñ A¯^xKvi Kiv)|

57. (†divDb) ewjj (Kvjv) Avgv‡ì Kv‡Q AvwmqvQ wK (AvwRZvbv) Avgv‡ì evwni Kivi R‡b¨ (†jZzL&wiRvbv) Avgv‡ì †`k nB‡Z (wgb& Avi&w`bv) †Zvgvi Rv`y jBqv (†ewmn&wiKv) †n gymv (Bqv gymv)|

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[hwÌ Avi& A_© Rwgb, gvwU, c„w_ex, gvbe‡`n, wKš—z GLv‡b Avi& ej‡Z †`k kãwU eënvi Kijvg]|

58. myZivs †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Aek¨B Avgiv Avwbe (dvjvbv wZqvb&bvKv) Rv y‡K (wewmwnwig&) Zvnvi Abyiƒc (wgm&‡jwn) myZivs w¯’i K‡iv (dvR&Avj&) Avgv‡ì gv‡S (evBbvbv) Ges (Iqv) †Zvgvi gv‡S (evBbvKv) wbw`©ó mgq (gvIB`vj&) Zvnv Avgiv †Ljvc Kwie bv (jv byK&wjdzû) Avgiv (bvn&by) Ges (Iqv) ZzwgI bv (jv Avb&Zv) mgZj cÖvš—‡i (gvKvbvb& myqvb)|

59. (gymv) ewj‡jb (Kvjv), †Zvgv‡ì wbw ©ó mgq (gvIB yKzg) Drm‡ei w`b (BqvIgyR& wRbvwZ) Ges (Iqv) †h gvbyl‡ì‡K mg‡eZ Kiv nB‡e (AvB BDn&kvivb& bvmv) m~h© IVvi mv‡_ (†`vnvb&)|

60. myZivs Pwjqv †Mj (dvZvIqvj&jv) †divDb (wdi&AvDby) myZivs Rgv Kwij (dvRvgv) †KŠkjmg~n (KvB`vû) Zvici Avwmj (myg&gv AvZv)|

61. gymv Zvnv‡ì‡K ewj‡jb (Kvjv jvûg gymv), †Zvgv‡ì Rb¨ (iwnqv‡Q) `y‡f©vM (IqvBjvKzg) †Zvgiv Av‡ivc KwiI bv (jv Zvd&Zvi“) Avj−vn&i Dci wg_¨v (Avjv Avj−v‡n KvwRevb&) myZivs †Zvgv‡ì aŸsm Kwiqv w`‡eb (dvBDm&wdZvKzg&) AvRve w`qv

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(weAvRvweb)| Ges wbðqB (Iqv Kv`&) e¨_© nBqv‡Q (Lvev) †h wg_¨v iPbv Kwiqv‡Q (gvwbd&Zviv)|

62. Zvici Zvnviv gZwe‡iva Kwij (dvZvbvRvD) Zvnv‡ì Kv‡R (Avg&ivûg) Zvnv‡ì g‡a¨ (evBbvûg) Ges †Mvc‡b civgk© Kwij (Iqv Avmvi&i“b bvR&Iqv)|

63. Zvnviv ewjj (Kvjy) wbðqB GB yBRb (Bb&nvRvwb) Aek¨B yB Rv`yKi (jvmvwniv‡b) yBR‡b Giv`v K‡i (Pvq) (BDwi`vwb) †h (Avb&) yBRb †Zvgv‡ì‡K evwni Kwiqv w`‡e (BDL&wiRvKzg) †Zvgv‡ì f‚wg nB‡Z (wgb& Avi&w`Kzg&) Zvnv‡ì `yBR‡bi Rv yi mvnv‡h¨ (wewmn&wi wngv) Ges `yBR‡b iwnZ Kwi‡e (Iqv BqvR&nvev) †Zvgv‡ì Rxeb-eë¯’vi (weZvwiKvwZKzg&) Av`k© (gym&jv)|

64. myZivs †Zvgiv GKwÎZ K‡iv (dvAvR&wgD) †Zvgv‡ì Kjv‡KŠkj (KvB`vKzg&) Zvici Av‡mv (myg&gvn&Zz) KvZview›` nBqv (†mvqvd&dvb&) Ges wbðqB AvR mdj nB‡e (IqvKv`& Avd&jvnvj& BqvIgv) †h cÖvavb¨ we¯—vi Kwi‡e (gvwbm&Zvjv)|

65. (Rv`yK‡iiv) ewjj, †n gymv (Kvjy Bqv gymv), nq wb‡¶c K‡iv Zzwg (Bg&gv Avb& ZzjwK) Ges (bv) nq (Iqv Bg&gv) Avgiv cÖ_‡g wb‡¶c Kwie (Avb&bvKzbv AvDqvjv gvb& Avj&Kv)|

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66. (gymv) ewj‡jb, eis †Zvgiv wb‡¶c K‡iv (Kvjv evj& Avj&Kz) myZivs ZLb Zvnv‡ì iwk¸wj (dvBRv wnevjyûg) Ges Zvnv‡ì jvwV¸wj (Iqv BDwmBDûg) g‡b nBj (BDLvBBqvjy) Zuvnvi w`‡K (†`ŠovBqv Avwm‡Z‡Q) (BjvBwn) Zvnv‡ì Rv`y nB‡Z (wgb& wmwnwi wng&) Zvnv †hb †`ŠovB‡Z‡Q (Avb&bvnv Zvm&Av)|

67. myZivs Abyfe Kwij (dvAvIRvmv) Zuvnvi bd&‡mi g‡a¨ (wd bvd&wmwn) fxwZ (wLdvZvb&) gymv (gymv)|

68. Avgiv (Avj−vn&) ewjjvg (Kzj&bv), fq Kwi‡eb bv (jv ZvKvd&) wbðqB Avcwb (Bb&bvKv) AvcwbB Dc‡i (Avb&Zvj& Avjv)|

69. Ges wb‡¶c Ki“b (Iqv Avj&wK) Avcbvi Wvb nv‡Zi g‡a¨ hvnv (Av‡Q) (gv wd BqvwgwbKv) wMwjqv †dwj‡e (MÖvm Kwi‡e) (Zvj&Kvd&) hvnv wKQy Zvnviv evbvBqv‡Q (gv mvbvD)| wbðqB hvnv wKQy Zvnviv evbvBqv‡Q (Bb&bvgv mvbvD) (Dnv †Zv †KejB) Rv yKi‡ì Kjv‡KŠkj (KvB ym& mv‡nwib) Ges Rv yKi (KLbB) mdj nq bv (Iqv jv Bd&wjûm& mv‡ni“) †hLvb †_‡KB AvmyK (bv †Kb) (nvBmy AvZv)|

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70. myZivs Rv yK‡iiv †mR`vq cwoqv †Mj (dvDj&wKqvm mvnvivZz my¾v`vb&)| Zvnviv (Rv`yK‡iiv) ewjj (Kvjy) Avgiv Bgvb Avwbjvg (Avgvb&bv) i‡ei Dci (†eive&we) nvi“b Ges gymvi (nvi“bv Iqv gymv)|

71. (†divDb) ewjj (Kvjv), †Zvgiv Bgvb AvwbqvQ (Avgvb&Zzg&) Zvnvi Dci (jvû) c~‡e©B (Kve&jv) †h (Avb&) Avwg AbygwZ wèvi (AvRvbv) †Zvgv‡ì‡K (jvKzg&)| wbðqB †m (gymv) †Zvgv‡ì cÖavb Aek¨B (jv Kvwei“Kzg&) †h (Avj&jvwR) †Zvgv‡ì‡K wkLvBqv‡Q (Avj&jvgvKzgym&) Rv`y (†mn&iv)| myZivs Aek¨B Avwg (†divDb) KvwUqv wè (dvjv DKvZ&wZqvb& Avb&bv) †Zvgv‡ì n¯—¸wj (AvBwÀvKzg&) Ges (Iqv) †Zvgv‡ì c`¸wj (Avi&RyjvKzg&) wecixZ w`K nB‡Z (wgb& wLjvwdb&) Ges Aek¨B †Zvgv‡ì‡K Avwg k~‡j PovBe (Iqv jvDmvj&wjevb&bvKzg&) †LRyi Mv‡Qi Kv‡Êi g‡a¨ (wd LyRyBb& bvL&wj)| Ges †Zvgiv wbðqB Rvwb‡eB (IqvjvZvjvgyb&bv) Avgv‡ì g‡a¨ †K (w`‡Z cv‡i) (AvBDbv) KwVb (Avkv & y) AvRve (AvRvevD) Ges `xN© ’vqx (Iqv Ave&Kv)|

72. Zvnviv ewjqvwQj (Kvjy), †Zvgv‡K KL‡bvB †kªôZv (cÖvavb¨) wè bv (jvb& bywkivKv) hvnv Avgv‡ì Kv‡Q Avwmqv‡Q

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(gv RvAvbv) (Dnvi) Dci (Avjv) my¯úó AvqvZmg~n nB‡Z (wgbvj& evBwqbvwZ) Ges whwb Avgv‡ì‡K m„wó Kwiqv‡Qb (Iqvj&jvwR dvZvivbv) myZivs Zzwg ZvnvB K‡iv (dvK&w`) hvnv wKQy (gv) Zzwg (Avb&Zv) Kwi‡Z PvI (Kvw`b&)| wbðqB Zzwg Kwi‡Z cv‡iv (Bb&bvgv ZvK&w`) GB ywbqvi (cvw_©e) Rxe‡b (nvwRwnj& nvqvZv & `ywbqv)|

73. wbðqB Avgiv (Bb&bv) Bgvb AvwbqvwQ (Avgvb&bv) Avgv‡ì i‡ei Dci (weive&webv) wZwb †hb gvd (¶gv) K‡ib (wjBqvM&‡div) Avgv‡ì (jvbv) ¸bvn&¸wj (cvc) (LvZvBqvbv) Ges (Iqv) hvnv (gv) Avgv‡ì‡K eva¨ KwiqvQ (AvK&nvi&Zvbv) Rv yi Dci nB‡Z (AvjvBwn wgbvm& wmn&i)| Ges Avj−vn& DËg Ges ¯’vqx (Iqvj−vû LvBi“ Iqv Ave&Kv)|

74. ZvB wbðqB (Bb&bvû) †h †Kn Avwm‡e (gvB BqvwZ) Zvnvi i‡ei Kv‡Q (ive&evû) gyR&wig (Acivax) nBqv (gyRwigvb&) myZivs wbðqB (dvBb&bv) Zvnvi Rb¨ (jvû) Rvnvbœvg (†`vRL, biK) (Rvnvbœvgv)| †m gwi‡e bv (jv Bqv gyZz) Zvnvi g‡a¨ (wdnv) Ges euvwP‡eI bv (Iqv jv Bqvn&Bqv)|

[Ô†m gwi‡e bv Ges euvwP‡eI bv' GB iKg RvnvbœvgwUi cwiPq Rvbvi ci wKQyUv AevK n‡Z nq êwK! hwÌ AvcvZ „wó‡Z g‡b

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nq Bnv GKwU AvÍwe‡ivax K_v, wKš—z Avj−vn&i Rb¨ †gv‡UI Bnv AvÍwe‡ivax bq| cÖkœ Avm‡Z cv‡i †h Ôgi‡eI bv Ges euvP‡eI bv' GB K_vwUi Øviv Kx iKg GKwU AvRe cwiw¯’wZi eY©bv Kiv n‡q‡Q? KviY gvbyl Rv‡b †h, nq gviv hv‡e, bv nq RxweZ _vK‡e, wKš—z Bnvi gvSvgvwS Ae¯’vbwU †h wbtm‡›`‡n GKwU fqsKi Ae¯’vb Bnv Avgv‡ì ¶z ª Ávb aviY Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| GB iKg A™¢yZ Ae¯’vbwU Avgv‡ì‡K g‡b Kwi‡q †`q c`v_© weÁvbx kª‡qwW½v‡ii †fŠwZK weov‡ji K_vwU| †m RM‡Z MwZ‡eM Av‡Q †Zv Ae¯’vb bvB, Avevi Ae¯’vb Av‡Q †Zv MwZ‡eM bvB]|

75. Ges †h Zuvnvi (Avj−vn&i) Kv‡Q Avwm‡e (Iqv gvBBqvwZ) †gvwgb nBqv (gywgbvb&) wbðqB †m Avg‡j mv‡jnv Kwiqv‡Q (Kv & Av‡gjvm& †mvqv‡jnvwZ) myZivs IBme †jvK (dvDjvBKv) Zvnv‡ì Rb¨ iwnqv‡Q (jvûgy`) m‡e©v”P gh©v`vmg~n (`vivRvZzj Djv)|

[GLv‡b ÔAvgvby' Z_v Bgvb`vi ejv nq wb, eis hviv Bgvb`v‡ii †P‡qI eû E‡aŸ© Ae¯’vb K‡ib †mB †gvwg‡bi K_v ejv n‡q‡Q| g‡b ivL‡Z n‡e, Avgvby Avi †gvwgb KL‡bvB GK K_v bq, KviY Avgvbyi m‡½ Avj−vn& _v‡Kb bv, wKš—z †gvwg‡bi m‡½ Avj−vn& _v‡Kb ev Av‡Qb GB K_vwU †Kvivb-Gi 8 b¤î m~iv Avb&dvj-

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Gi 19 b¤î Avqv‡Zi †k‡l ejv n‡q‡Q, ÔIqv Avb&bvj&jvnv gvAvj& †gv‡gwbbv' AwaKvsk †Kvivb-Gi Abyev`K Ges ZdwmiKvi‡Kiv ÔAvgvby' Ges Ô†gvwgb'-‡K g‡bi ARv‡š— GK K‡i WvB‡j-PvD‡j wLPywo cvwK‡q †d‡jb| Aek¨ GB m~² `„wófw½I Avj−vn&iB `vb| myZivs ejvi wKQyB _v‡K bv]|

76. emevm (Ki‡e) Rvbœv‡Z (Rvb&bvZz Av`&wbb&) cÖevwnZ nq (ZvR&wi) Zvnvi wbP nB‡Z (wgb& Zvn&wZnvj&) bnimg~n (b`x, Rjaviv, Lvj, bvjv, †mªvZw¯^bx) (Avb&nvi“) Bnvi g‡a¨ (Zvnviv) wPiKvj _vwK‡e (Lv‡jw`bv wdnv) Ges IBUvB cyi¯‹vi (Iqv RvwjKv RvRvD) †h cweÎ nB‡e (gvb& ZvRvK&Kv)|

77. Ges wbðqB Avgiv Iwn KwiqvwQjvg gymvi w`‡K (Iqv jvKv & AvInvBbv Bjv gymv) †h, Avgvi ev›`v‡ìmn iv‡Z hvÎv Ki“b (Avb& Avm&wi Bevw`) myZivs evbvb (dv`&wi) Zvnv‡ì Rb¨ (jvûg) c_ (ZvwiKvb&) mvM‡ii g‡a¨ (wdj evn&‡i) ï®‹ (Bqvevmvb&) fq Kwi‡eb bv (jv ZvLvdz) aiv cwoevi (`vivKvIu) Ges fq Kwi‡eb bv (Iqv jv ZvL&kv)|

78. myZivs †divDb Zvnvi ˆmbëvwnbxmn Zvnv‡ì wcQ‡b avIqv Kwij (dvAvZ&evAvûg& wdi&AvDby weRybyw`wn) myZivs Zvnv‡ì‡K

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XvwKqv w`j (dvMvwkBqvûg&) mvMi nB‡Z (wgbvj& Bqvg&wg) hvnv Zvnv‡ì‡K wbgw¾Z KwiqvwQj (gvMvwkqvûg&)|

79. Ges †divDb c_åó KwiqvwQj Zvnvi KIg‡K (RvwZ) (Iqv Av`vj&jv †diAvDby KvDgvû) Ges †n`v‡qZ K‡i bvB (Iqv gv nv`v)|

80. †n BmivB‡ji mš—vbMY (Bqv evwb BmivBj), wbðqB Avgiv (Avj−vn&) †Zvgv‡ì‡K D×vi KwiqvwQjvg (Kv`& Avb&RvBbvKzg&) †Zvgv‡ì kÎ“ nB‡Z (wgb& Av`yDBKyg&) Ges †Zvgv‡ì‡K Avgiv mgq w`qvwQ (Iqv IqvAv`&bvKzg&) Zzi cvnv‡oi `w¶Y cv‡k (RvwbevZ& Zzwij AvBgvbv) Ges Avgiv bv‡Rj KwiqvwQ (Iqv bvR&Rvj&bv) †Zvgv‡ì Dci (AvjvBKzgyj) gvb&bv Ges mv‡jvqv (gvb&bv Iqvm&mvj&Iqv)|

81. †Zvgiv LvI (Kzjy) cweÎ wRwbmmg~n (ZvB‡qevZ) nB‡Z (wgb) hvnv (gv) †Zvgv‡ì‡K Avgiv (Avj−vn&) †i‡RK w`qvwQ (ivRvK&bvKzg) Ges (Iqv) evovevwo KwiI bv (jv Zv`&MvI) Zvnvi g‡a¨ (wdwn) myZivs cwo‡e (dvBqvwnj&jv) †Zvgv‡ì Dci (AvjvBKzg) Avgvi MRe (aŸsm)(Mv`vwe) Ges hvnvi (Dc‡i) cwo‡e (Iqv gvB Bqvwnj) Avgvi MRe (Mv`vwe) Zvnvi Dc‡i

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82. Ges (Iqv) wbðqB Avwg (Bb&wb) Aek¨B ¶gvKvix (jv Mvd&dvi“j) (Zvnvi) Rb¨ †h (wjgvb) ZIev Kwij (Zvev)| Ges Bgvb Avwbj (Iqv Avgvbv) Ges Avg‡j mv‡jnv (†bwKi KvR) Kwij (Iqv Av‡gjvm& †mvqv‡jnvb&) Zvici mr c‡_ _v‡K (myg&gvn& Zv`v)|

83. Ges Kx‡m Avcbv‡K Zvovûov KivBj (Iqv gv Avn&RvjvKv) Avcbvi KIg (RvwZ) nB‡Z (Avb& KIwgKv), †n gymv (Bqv gymv)|

84. (gymv) ewj‡jb (Kvjv), IB †Zv Zvnviv (ûg& Djvwq) Dc‡i (Avjv\ [ev‡K¨i m‡½ GB kãwUi wgj †cjvg bv A_ev Bnvi A_© eyS‡Z cvijvg bv] Avgvi wcQ‡b (Avmvwi)| Ges Avwg ZvovZvwo KwiqvwQ (Iqv AvwRj&Zz) Avcbvi w`‡K (BjvBKv) †n Avgvi ie (ive&we), Avcwb †hb Lywk nb (wjZvi&‡`vqv)|

85. (Avj−vn&) ewj‡jb (Kvjv), myZivs wbðqB Avgiv (Avj−vn&) (dvBb&bv), cix¶vq †dwjqvwQ (dvZvb&bv) wbðqB (Kv`), Avcbvi KIg‡K (KvIgvKv) Avcbvi c‡i (wgg& evw`Kv) Ges

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Zvnv‡ì‡K c_åó Kwiqv‡Q (Iqv Av`vj&jvûgym&) mv‡gwi (mvwgwi)|

86. myZivs wdwiqv Avwm‡jb gymv (dvivRv gymv) Zvnvi KI‡gi w`‡K (Bjv KIwgwn) †Mv¯^v nBqv (ivMvwb¦Z nBqv) (Mv`&evbv) (Ges) Avd&‡mvmKvix (Avwmdvb&)| (gymv) ewj‡jb (Kvjv), †n Avgvi KIg, (Bqv KvIwg) †Zvgv‡ì wK Iqv`v †`b bvB (Avjvg BqvB`yKzg) †Zvgv‡ì ie (ive&eyKzg) my›ì Iqv`v (Iqv`vb& nvmvbv)? Z‡e wK j¤^v nBqv‡Q (Avdv †Zvqvjv) †Zvgv‡ì Dci (AvjvB-Kzgyj) wba©vwiZ mgq (Avn& y) A_ev (Avg&) †Zvgiv PvwnqvQ (AvivZ&Zzg) †h †Zvgv‡ì Dci MRe cwo‡e (AvB Bqvwnj&jv AvjvBKzg Mv`veyb) †Zvgv‡ì i‡ei c¶ nB‡Z (wgi& ive&weKzg) myZivs †Zvgiv f½ KwiqvQ (dvAvL&jvd&Zyg) Avgvi mv‡_ Iqv`v (gvI Bw`)|'

87. Zvnviv ewjj (Kvjy), ÔAvgiv f½ Kwi bvB (gv AvL&jvd&bv) Avgv‡ì B”Qvq Avcbvi mv‡_ Iqv`v (gvIB`vKv †egvj&wKbv) wKš—z (IqvjvwKb&bv) Avgv‡ì Dci †evSv¸wj Pvcv‡bv nBqvwQj (ûg&wgj&bv AvIRvivg) KI‡gi Aj¼vi nB‡Z (wgb& wRbvwZj& KvIwg) myZivs Avgiv wb‡¶c Kwi' (dvKvRvd&bvnv), myZivs

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88. myZivs evwni Kwij (dvAvL&ivRv) Zvnv‡ì Rb¨ (jvûg) GKwU evQy‡ii (BRjvb&) AvK…wZ (Rvmv`vj&) Zvnvi g‡a¨ (jvû) nv¤^v WvK (LyAvi“b) (wQj) myZivs Zvnviv ewjj (dvKvjy) GBUv (nvRv) †Zvgv‡ì Bjvn& (†Lv`v) (BjvûKzg) Ges gymviI Bjvn& (Bjvû gymv), myZivs (gymv) fzwjqv wMqvwQj (dvbvwmqv)|

89. myZivs Zvnviv †`‡L bvB wK (Avdvjv BqvivIbv) Zvnv‡ì w`‡K (BjvBwng&) K_vi (KvIjvb&) (DËi †`q bv) wdwiqvI Av‡m bv †h (Avj&jv Bqvi&wRD) Ges ¶gZv iv‡L bv (Iqv jv Bqvg&wjKz) Zvnv‡ì (jvûg) ¶wZ (ì&evD) Ges bv DcKvi (Iqv jv bvdvb&)|

90. Ges wbðqB (Iqv jvKv &) nvi“b Zvnv‡ì‡K ewjqvwQ‡jb (Kvjv jvûg nvi“by) c~‡e©B (wgb& Kve&jy), wbðqB Zvnvi Øviv †Zvgv‡ì †dZ&bvq †djv nBqv‡Q (cywZb&Zzg&wewn) Ges †Zvgv‡ì ie wbðqB ingvb (`qvjy) (Iqv Bb&bv ive&evKzgyi& ivn&gvb) Avgvi Av‡`‡ki †Zvgiv AvbyMZ¨ K‡iv Ges myZivs †Zvgiv Avgv‡K AbymiY K‡iv (dvZ&ZvweDwb Iqv AvwZD Avg&wi)|

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91. Zvnviv ewjqvwQj (Kvjy), ÔKL‡bvB bv (jvb&) Avgiv weiZ nBe (bve&ivnv) Kvnvi Kv‡Q (AvjvBwn) jvwMqv _vwKe (evQyi c~Rv Kiv nB‡Z) (AvwLwdbv) hZ¶Y bv (nvZ&Zv) wdwiqv Avwm‡e (Bqvi&wRqv) Avgv‡ì wbK‡U (BjvBbv) gymv (gymv)|'

92. (gymv) ewj‡jb (Kvjv), Ô†n nvi“b (Bqv nvi“by), wK‡m (gv) †Zvgv‡K eviY Kwij (gvbvKv) hLb (BR) Zvnv‡ì‡K Zzwg †`wL‡j (ivAvBZvûg) c_åó nBqv‡Q (†Mvgiv nBqv‡Q) (†`vqvj&jy)|

93. ÔAvgvi (Av‡`‡ki) AbymiY Kwi‡j bv †h (&Avj&jv ZvZ&Zvweqvwb) Zzwg wK Z‡e Agvb¨ KwiqvQ (AvdvAvmvBZv) Avgvi ûKzg (Avg&wi)?'

94. wZwb (nvi“b) ewj‡jb (Kvjv), Ô†n Avgvi gv‡qi †Q‡j (fvB) (Bqve&bv Dg&gv) Avgvi `vwo awi‡eb bv (jv ZvLyR& wewjn&BqvwZ) Ges bv Avgvi gv_vi (Pyj) (Iqv jv weivwm) wbðqB Avwg (Bb&wb) AvksKv KwiqvwQ (LvwkZz) †h Avcwb ewj‡eb (Avb&ZvKzjv) Zzwg dvivK KwiqvQ (we‡f` m„wó KwiqvQ) (dvi&ivK&Zv) g‡a¨ (evBbv) BmivB‡ji mš—vb‡ì (ewb BmivBjv) Ges Zzwg `vg †Ì bvB Avgvi K_vq (Iqv jvg& Zvi&Kze& KvDwj)|'

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95. (gymv) ewj‡jb (Kvjv), ÔZvnv nB‡j †Zvgvi e¨vcvi Kx, †n mv‡gwi (nvgv Lv`&eyKv Bqv mv‡gwiD) ?'

96. (mv‡gwi) ewjj (Kvjv), ÔAvwg †`wLqvwQ (evmyZz) IB wel‡q hvnv (wegv) Zvnviv †`‡L bvB (jvg& Bqvd&myi“) †mB m¤ú‡K© (wewn) myZivs Avwg gywó‡Z jBqvwQ (dvKvevZ&Zz) GK gywó (Kve&‡`vqvZvb&) imy‡ji c`wPý nB‡Z (wgb& Avmvwij ivmywj)| myZivs Zvnv Avwg wb‡¶c KwiqvwQ (dvbvevm&Zznv) Ges (Iqv) IB iƒ‡cB (KvRvwjKv) RvMwiZ KwiqvwQj (mvDqvivZ&) Avgvi bd&‡mi Rb¨ (wj bvd&wm)|'

97. (gymv) ewj‡jb (Kvjv), ÔmyZivs Zzwg hvI (dvR&nve&) wbðqB GLb (dvBb&bv) †Zvgvi Rb¨ (jvKv) Rxe‡bi g‡a¨ Av‡Q (wdj& nvqvwZ) †h Zzwg ewj‡e (Avb&ZvKzjv) (Avgv‡K) ¯úk© Kwi‡e bv (jv †gmvmv)| Ges wbðqB (Av‡Q) †Zvgvi Rb¨ (Iqv Bb&bv jvKv) wbw`©ó mgq (gvIB`vj&) KL‡bvB Bnvi e¨wZµg Kiv nB‡e bv (jvb& †ZvL&jvdvû)| Ges †`‡Lv †Zvgvi Bjvi w`‡K (Iqv Db&Ryi BjvwnKvj&) hvnv Zvnvi Kv‡Q Zzwg nBqvwQ‡j c~Rvwi (Avj&jvwR Rvj&Zv AvjvBwn AvwKdvb)| wbðqB AvgivB R¡vjvBe Dnv‡K (jvbynvi&wiKvb&bvû) Bnvi ci Zvnv‡K Avgiv wbðqB

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G‡jv‡g‡jvfv‡e QovBe (myg&gv jvbvb&wmdvb&bvû) b`xi g‡a¨ (wdj& Bqvg&‡g) G‡jv‡g‡jv Kwiqv (bvm&dvb&)|

98. †Zvgv‡ì Bjvn †KejB Avj−vn& (Bb&bvgv Bjvn& ûKzgDj−vn&), whwb (Avj&jvwR) bvB (jv) †Kv‡bv Bjvn& (Bjvnv) wZwb Qvov (Bj&jvû)| me wKQy cwi‡ewóZ (Avj−vn&i) Áv‡b (Iqvwmqv Kzj&jy kvBwqb Bj&gvb&)|

99. IB iƒ‡c (KvRvwjKv) eY©bv KwiqvwQ Avgiv (bvKzm&my) †Zvgv‡ì Kv‡Q (AvjvBKv) Leimg~n (Leivw`) nB‡Z (wgb& Avg&evwq) hvnv wbðqB AZxZ nBqv‡Q (gv Kv & mvevKv)| Ges wbðqB Avgiv †Zvgv‡K w`qvwQ (Iqv Kv & AvZvBbvKv) Avgv‡ì wbKU nB‡Z (wgj&jv yb&bv) wRwKi (Dc‡`k) (wRK&ivb&)|

100. †h †Kn gyL wdivB‡e (gvb& Aviv`v) Zvnv nB‡Z (Avb&û) myZivs wbðqB †m (dvBb&bvû) myZivs wbðqB †m (dvBb&bvû) enb Kwi‡e (Bqvn&‡gjy) †Kqvg‡Zi w`‡b (BqvIgvj †KqvgvwZ) †evSv (DBRivb&)|

101. evm Kwi‡e (Lvwjw`bv) Bnvi g‡a¨ (wdwn) Ges Zvnv‡ì Rb¨ KZ g›` (Iqv mvqvjvûg) †Kqvg‡Zi w`‡b (BqvIgvj& †KqvgvwZ) †evSv (wngjvb)|

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102. †hB w`b (BqvIgv) dzu †Ìqv nB‡e (BDb&dvKz) wm½vi g‡a¨ (wdm&mywi) Ges Avgiv (Avj−vn&) mg‡eZ Kwie gyRwig (Acivax)-‡ì‡K (Iqv bvn&ïi“j gyR&wiwgbv) Svcmv `„wóIqvjv Ae¯’vq †mB w`b (BqvIgvBw`b Ryi&Kvb)|

103. Zvnviv wb‡Riv wb‡R‡ì g‡a¨ PywcPywc ewj‡e (BqvZvLvdvZzbv evBbvûg), bv †Zvgiv Ae¯’vb KwiqvwQ‡j (Bj&jv wem&Zzg) †KejgvÎ (Bj&jv) `k (w`b) (Avk&ivb&)|

104. Avgiv fv‡jv Rvwb (bvn&by Avjvgy) IB wel‡q hvnv Zvnviv ewj‡e (wegv BqvKzjybv), hLb ewj‡e (BR BqvKzjy) Zvnv‡ì g‡a¨ A‡c¶vK…Z DËg e¨w³B (Avg&kvjyûg), eyw×gËvq (ZvwiKvZvb&) bv †Zvgiv Ae¯’vb KwiqvwQ‡j (Bj&jv wek&Zzg) GKgvÎ GKw`b (Bj&jv BqvIgvb&)|

105. Ges Avcbv‡K Zvnviv cÖkœ K‡i (Iqv Bqvm&AvjybvKv) ce©Zmg~n m¤ú‡K© (Avwbj& wRevwj) myZivs ejyb Zvnv DovBqv w`‡eb ayjv Kwiqv (dvKzj& Bqvb&wmdznv) Avgvi ie DovBqv w`‡Z cv‡ib (ive&we bvm&dvb&)|

106. myZivs Zvnv cwiYZ Kwi‡eb (dvBqv Rvi“nv) mgZj (KvAvb&) i“¶-a~mi gv‡V (md&mdvb&)|

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107. Zzwg †`wL‡e bv (jv Zviv) Bnvi g‡a¨ (wd nv) eµZv (BDqvRvD) Ges bv Amgvb (Iqv jv Avg&Zvb&)|

108. †mB w`b Zvnviv AbymiY Kwi‡e (BqvIgvBw` BqvËvweDbv`&) GK AvnŸvbKvix‡K (`vBqvn&) bv (_vwK‡e) Zvnvi eµZv (jv BDqvRv jvû) Ges AvIqvRmg~n ¶xY nB‡e (Iqv LvkvAvwZj& Avm&IqvZz) ingv‡bi Rb¨ (wji& ivn&gvwb), myZivs Zzwg ïwb‡e bv (dvjvZvm&gvD) GKgvÎ g„ y kã (Qvov) (Bj&jv nvg&mvb&)|

109. †mB w`b (BqvIgvBwRj&) DcKvi w`‡e bv (jv Zvb&dvDk&) mycvwik (kvdvqvZz), GKgvÎ hvnv‡K (Bj&jv gvb&) AbygwZ w`‡eb (AvwRbv) Zvnvi Rb¨ (jvûi) ingvb (ivn&gvb)| Ges ivwR nB‡eb Zvnvi K_vq (Iqv ivw`qv jvû KvIjvb&)|

110. wZwb Rv‡bb (Bqvjvgy) hvnv wKQy Zvnv‡`i mvg‡b (Av‡Q) (gv evBbv AvBw`wng), Ges hvnv wKQy Zvnv‡`i wcQ‡b (Av‡Q) (Iqv gv Lvj&dvû) Ges Bnv‡K Zvnviv Ávb (w`qv) AvqË Kwi‡Z cv‡i bv (Iqv jv BDwnZzbv wewn Bj&gvb&)|

111. Ges AebZ Kiv nB‡e (Iqv AvbvwZj&) †Pnviv¸wj (gyLgÊj) (DRyû) A¶q (wPi¯’vqx) (Ges) Ag‡ii (wPiÄxe)

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112. Ges †h Avgj Kwi‡e mv‡jnv (†bwK) nB‡Z (IqvgvB Bqvgvj& wgbvm&‡mvqvwjnvwZ) Ges †m †gvwgb (Iqv ûqv gywgbyb&) myZivs fq bvB (dvjv BqvLvdz) Ryjy‡gi (Ryjgvb&) Ges bv ¶wZ (Iqv jv nv &gvb&)|

[we‡kl K‡i gvby‡li nK bó Kivi †ejvq GB Ônv`gvb' kãwU Z_v ¶wZ kãwU eënvi Kiv nq| KviY gvby‡li nK bó Ki‡j Avj−vn& ¶gv Kivi †Kv‡bv AvBb iv‡Lb wb Ges ev›`vi GB nK bó Kivi ì“bB AwaKvsk gvbyl wbivk n‡e Z_v Rvnvbœv‡gi w`‡K GwM‡q hv‡e| A_P AwaKvsk gvbyl Bnv ey‡SI eyS‡Z Pvq bv]|

113. Ges IBiƒ‡c Avgiv AeZxY© KwiqvwQ (Iqv KvRvwjKv Avb&Rvj&bvû) †Kvivb-‡K Aviwe‡Z (†Kvivbvb Avivweqvb)| Ges Avgiv we¯—vwiZ (wek`fv‡e) eY©bv KwiqvwQ Bnvi g‡a¨ (Iqv mvi&ivd&bv wdwn) mZK©evYx nB‡Z (wgbvj& IqvBw`) hvnv‡Z Zvnviv (jvAvj&jvûg) ZvK&Iqv MÖnY (Aej¤^b) K‡i (BqvZ&ZvKzbv) A_ev m„wó Kwi‡e (AvI BDn&w`my) Zvnv‡ì Rb¨ wRwKi (jvûg& wRKivb&)|

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[GLv‡b fv‡jv K‡i j¶ K‡i †`Lyb †h †Kvivb-‡K Aviwe fvlvq bv‡Rj Kivi K_vwU ejv n‡q‡Q| †h‡nZz nvwKwK †Kvivb Kvwj-Kjg-KvMR Avi Qvcvi A¶‡i Ae¯’vb K‡i bv, eis nvwKwK †Kvivb n‡jv Avj−vn&i RvZb~i| KvMR-Kvwj‡Z †h b~wi †Kvivb-wU Qvcvi A¶‡i †`L‡Z cvB Bnv n‡jv †gRvwR †Kvivb| GB †gRvwR †Kvivb-‡K mevB ¯úk© Ki‡Z cv‡i, wKš—z nvwKwK †Kvivb-‡K cweÎ bv n‡q ¯úk© Kivi †Kv‡bv ¶gZvB bvB| (jv Bqv gvm&mvû Bj&jvj& gyZ&Zvnvi“b)| K¨v‡givq evN-wms‡ni Qwe †ZvjvwU †`L‡j †hgb mevB evN Avi wmsnB ej‡e, wKš—z Bnv n‡jv †gRvwR evN-wmsn| nvwKwK evN-wmsn †`L‡Z PvB‡j wPwoqvLvbvq hvIqv Qvov Am¤¢e| †mB iKg nvwKwK †Kvivb-Gi mÜvb hw` †KD Kivi B”Qv †cvlY K‡i Zv n‡j Zv‡K Rvevjyb b~i ce©‡Zi †niv¸nvi g‡Zv wbR©b ¯’v‡b Kgc‡¶ `k-c‡biwU eQi a¨vbmvabv Ki‡Z n‡e| Ab¨_vq KZ¸‡jv my›ì my›ì K_v Rvb‡Z cviv hvq Ges †mB K_v w`‡q PgwK‡q †Ìqv hvq, †mB K_v w`‡q Rã Kiv hvq, wKš—z b~wi †Kvivb-Gi cÖ‡kœ GK`g AÁvb| Bgvg Mv¾vwji cxi Avey Avwj dvigvw` Bgvg Mv¾vwj‡K e‡jwQ‡jb GB e‡j †h, Zzwg Kvwj-Kjg w`‡q N‡l N‡l A‡bK KvMR bó K‡iQ Avi Avwg Avgvi Kj‡ei Dci

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114. myZivs Avj−vn& gnvb (dvZvAvjvj−vû) mwZ¨Kvi gvwjK (gvwjKzj& nvK&Kz) Ges Zvovûov Kwi‡eb bv (Iqv jv ZvR&Avj&) †Kvivb-Gi Rb¨ (wej& †KviAvwb) c~e© nB‡Z (wgb Kve&wj) hvnv m¤ú~Y© Kiv nq (AvB BDK& v) Avcbvi w`‡K (BjvBKv) Zvnvi Iwn (Iqvn&BDû) Ges ejyb (Iqv Kzi&) †n Avgvi ie (ive&we) Avgv‡K AwaK `vI (wR`&wb) Ávb (Bj&gvb&)|

115. Ges wbðqB Avgiv (Avj−vn&) wb‡`©k w`qvwQjvg (Iqv jvKv`& Avwn`&bv) Av`‡gi w`‡K (Bjv Av`vgv) c~e© nB‡Z (wgb& Kve&jy) myZivs wZwb wKš—z fzwjqv hvb (dvbvwmqv) Ges Avgiv cvB bvB

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116. Ges hLb Avgiv (Avj−vn&) ewjqvwQjvg (Iqv BR Kzj&bv) †d‡ikZv‡ì‡K (wjj& gvjvBKvwZm&) †Zvgiv †mR`v K‡iv (h`y) Av`‡gi Rb¨ (wj Av`vgv) myZivs Zvnviv †mR`v Kwij (dvmvRv`y) GKgvÎ Bewjm (Kwij bv) (Bj&jv Bewjm)| †m Agvb¨ Kwij (Avev)|

[Bewjm wRbRvwZiB GKRb| g‡b ivL‡Z n‡e †h gvbeRvwZ Ges wRbRvwZ‡KB mvgvb¨ ¯^vaxb B”Qvkw³wU `vb Kiv n‡q‡Q| Avi †Kv‡bv m„wóRxe‡KB Avj−vn&cvK GB wbw ©ó ¯^vaxb B”Qvkw³wU `vb K‡ib wb| †h‡nZz Bewj‡mi mxwgZ ¯^vaxb B”Qvkw³wU †Ìqv n‡q‡Q †mB †nZz Bewjm Zvi fv‡jv-g›` wePvi Kivi AwaKviwU †c‡qwQj| Avi ZvB Bewjm Av`g‡K †mR`v w`‡Z A¯^xKvi Kij| wKš—z †d‡ikZv‡ì‡K †Kv‡bv cÖKvi ¯^vaxbZv †ÌqvB nq wb| ZvB †d‡ikZviv Av`g‡K †mR`v Ki‡eB, KviY Avj−vn&i ûKzg Agvb¨ Kivi AwaKviwU †d‡ikZv‡ì‡K †Ìqv nq wb, GLv‡b AevK nevi wKQyB bvB| KviY †d‡ikZv‡ì Avj−vn&i †Kv‡bv ûKzg Agvb¨ Kivi cÖkœB I‡V bv| AviI g‡b ivL‡Z n‡e †h †d‡ikZv‡ì‡K Avj−vn&cvK †Kv‡bv bd&m Ges †Kv‡bv i“n `vb

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117. myZivs Avgiv (Avj−vn) ewjjvg (dvKzj&bv,) †n Av`g (Bqv Av`vgy), wbðqB GBUv Avcbvi Rb¨ kÎ“ (Bb&bv nvRv Av yDj& jvKv) Ges Avcbvi ¯¿xi Rb¨ (Iqv wjRvDwRKv) myZivs Avcbv‡`i `yBRb‡K †hb evwni Kwiqv bv †`q (dvjv BDL&wiRvb&bvKzgv) RvbœvZ nB‡Z (wgbvj& Rvb&bvwZ) myZivs Avcwb K‡ó cwo‡eb (dvZvk&Kv)|

118. wbðqB Avcbvi R‡b¨ (Bb&bv jvKv) Zvnvi g‡a¨ (RvbœvZ) Avcwb ¶zavZ© nB‡eb bv (Avj&jv ZvRyqv wdnv) Ges Avcwb Dj½ nB‡eb bv (Iqv jv Zvqviv)|

119. Ges Avcwb Bnvi g‡a¨ wccvmvZ© nB‡eb bv (Iqv Avb&bvKv jv ZvR&gvD wdnv) Ges †iŠ ªZß nB‡eb bv (Iqvjv Zv &nv)|

120. myZivs Iqvm&Iqvmv (Kzgš¿Yv) w`j kqZvb Zvnv‡K (dvIqvm&Iqvmv BjvBwnm& kvq‡Zvqvby) †m (kqZvb) ewjj, Ô†n Av`g, (Kvjv Bqv Av`vgy), Avwg (kqZvb) wK †Zvgv‡K ewjqv w`e (nvj& Av`yj&jyKv) wPiš—b Rxe‡bi GB Mv‡Qi (e„¶) Dc‡i (Avjv kvn&RvivwZj& Lyj&wZ) Ges Awebk¦i ivR‡Z¡i ¶q nq bv (hvnv) (Iqv gyj&wKj& jv Bqve&jv)|'

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121. myZivs `yBR‡b LvB‡jb (dvAvKvjv) Dnv nB‡Z (wgb&nv) myZivs cÖKvk nBj (Avev`vZ) `yBR‡bi Kv‡Q (jvûgv) `yBR‡bi j¾v¯’vb (mvIqvZzûgv) Ges `yBR‡b ïi“ Kwi‡jb (Iqv †ZvqvwdKv) `yBR‡b XvwK‡Z (BqvL&wmdvwb) `yBR‡bi Dci (AvjvBwngv) cvZv nB‡Z (wgD IqvivwKj&) Rvbœv‡Z (Rvb&bvwZ) Ges Agvb¨ Kwi‡jb Av`g (Iqv Avmv Av`vgy) Zuvnvi ie‡K (ive&evû) myZivs wZwb å‡g (cwZZ) nB‡jb (dvMvIqv)|

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122. Bnvi c‡i (myg&gvR) Zuvnv‡K (Av`g‡K) evQvB Kwi‡jb Zuvnvi ie (Bm&Zvevû ive&evû) myZivs gvd (¶gv) Kwi‡jb (dvZvev) Zvnv‡K (AvjvBwn) Ges iv¯—v †`LvB‡jb (Iqv nv`v)|

123. (Avj−vn&) ewj‡jb (Kvjvn&), `yBR‡b bvwgqv hvI (weZv) Bnv nB‡Z (wgb&nv) GKmv‡_ (Rvwgqvg) †Zvgiv G‡K-Ac‡ii Rb¨ kÎ“ (ev`yKzg& wjevw`j Av yeyb)| myZivs hLb (dvBg&gv) †Zvgv‡`i Kv‡Q Avwm‡e (BqvwZqvb&bvKzg&) Avgvi nB‡Z (wgb&wb) †n`v‡qZ (û`vb&)| myZivs †h AbymiY Kwi‡e (dvgvwbZ&Zvev) Avgvi †n`v‡qZ (û`vBqv) myZivs weåvš— nB‡e bv (dvjv Bqvw`j&jy) Ges Kó cvB‡e bv (Iqv jv Bqvk&Kv)|

124. Ges †h (Iqv gvb&) wegyL nB‡e (Avn&jv`v) Avgvi wRwKi nB‡Z (Avb& wRK&wi) myZivs wbðq (dvBb&bv) Zvnvi Rb¨ (jvû) Rxebhvcb (gvBkvZvb&) msKzwPZ (`vb&KvD) Ges Avgiv Zvnv‡K DVvBe (Iqv bvn&ïi“û) †Kqvg‡Zi w`‡b (BqvIgvj& †KqvgvwZ) AÜ Ae¯’vq (Avgv)|

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125. †m ewj‡e (Kvjv), †n Avgvi ie (ive&we), †Kb (wjgv) Avgv‡K DVvB‡jb (nvkvi&Zvwb) AÜ Ae¯’vq (Avgv) Ges wbðqB (Iqv Kv &) Avwg wQjvg (Kzb&Zz) P¶z®§vb (evwmivb&)|

126. wZwb ewj‡eb (Kvjv), IBfv‡eB (KvRvwjKv) †Zvgvi Kv‡Q AvwmqvwQj (AvZvK&Kv) Avgv‡ì AvqvZmg~n (AvqvZzbv) myZivs Zzwg ZLb fzwjqv wMqvwQ‡j (dvbvwmZvnv) Ges IBfv‡eB (Iqv KvRvwjKvj&) AvR (BqvIgv) †Zvgv‡K fzwjqv hvBe (Zzb&kv)|

127. Avi IB iƒ‡cB (Iqv KvRvwjKv) Avgiv cÖwZdj †`B (bvR&wR) †h evovevwo K‡i (gvb& Avm&ivdv) Ges Bgvb Av‡b bv (Iqv jvg BDwgg&) Zvnvi i‡ei AvqvZmg~n‡Z (†eAvqvwZ ive&wewn)| Ges Av‡Liv‡Zi kvw¯— Aek¨B (Iqv jv AvRveyj& AvwLivwZ) K‡Vvi Ges AwaK ¯’vqx (Avkv`& y Iqv Ave&Kv)|

128. Z‡e wK Zvnv‡ì‡K iv¯—v (c_) †`Lvq bvB (Avdvjvg& Bqvn&w` jvûg&) ? KZB bv Avgiv (Avj−vn&) aŸsm KwiqvwQ (Kvg& Avn&jvK&bv) Zvnv‡ì c~‡e© (Kve&jvûg) A‡bK KI‡gi ga¨ nB‡Z (wgbvj& Kzi“wb) Zvnviv Pwj‡Z‡Q (Bqvg&ïbv) ga¨ w`qv (wd) Zvnv‡ì evm¯’vbmg~‡n (gvmvwKwjwng&)| wbðqB Dnvi g‡a¨ (Bb&bv wd RvwjKv) (iwnqv‡Q) Aek¨B AvqvZmg~n (jv AvqvwZj&) eyw×-we‡e‡Ki AwaKvix‡ì Rb¨ (wjDwjb& bynv)|

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129. Ges hw` bv GKwU Kvwjgv (evYx) (Iqv jvI jv KvwjgvZzb&) c~‡e© wbw`©ó nBqv _vwKZ (mvevKvZ&) Avcbvi i‡ei c¶ nB‡Z (wgi& ive&weKv) Aek¨B nBZ (kvw¯—) (jvKvbv) (Ges) Aek¨¤¢vex (wjRvgvI) Ges GKwU wbw`©ó mgq (AvRvjyg& gymvg&gvb&) (hw` bv _vwKZ)|

130. myZivs mei Ki“b (dvm&wei) Zvnviv hvnv e‡j (Dnvi) Dci (Avjv gv BqvKzjybv) Ges Zmwen& Ki“b (gwngv †NvlYv Ki“b) (Iqv mve&wen&) cÖksmvi mwnZ (†envg&w`) Avcbvi i‡ei (ive&weKv), m~h© D`‡qi Av‡M (Kve&jv Zzjywqm& kvg&wm) Ges Wzweqv hvBevi Av‡M (Iqv Kve&jv ¸i“wenv)| Ges iv‡Zi wKQy Ask nB‡Z (Iqv wgb& AvbvBj& jvBwj) myZivs Zmwen cvV Ki“b (gwngv †NvlYv Ki“b) (dvmve&wen&) Ges w`‡bi Askmg~‡n (Iqv AvZ&ivdvb& bvnvwi) hvnv‡Z Avcwb mš—zó nb (jvAvj&jvKv Zvi&w`)|

131. Ges Avcbvi †PvL yBwU cÖmvwiZ Kwi‡eb bv (Iqv jv Zvgy`vb&bv AvBbvBKv) Avgiv DcKiY w`qvwQ hvnvi cÖwZ (Bjv gv gvZ&Zvbv) †mB m¤ú‡K© (wewn) Zvnv‡`i ga¨Kvi wewfbœ †kªYx‡K (AvR&IqvRvg& wgb& ûg&) RuvKRgK (RvnvivZvj&) `ywbqvi Rxe‡b (nvqvwZ & `ywbqv)| Bnvi g‡a¨ Avgiv †hb Zvnv‡`i

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132. Ges wb‡ ©k †`b (Iqv gyi&) Avcbvi cwievi‡K (Avn&jvKv) mvjv‡Zi mwnZ (wem&mvjvwZ) Ges „p _vKzb (Iqvm&Zvwei&) Bnvi Dci (AvjvBnv)| Avgiv (Avj−vn&) Avcbvi Kv‡Q PvB bv (jv bvm&AvjyKv) †i‡RK (wiR&Kvb&) AvgivB (bvn&by) Avcbv‡K †i‡RK †`B (bvi&RyKzKv)| Ges (ïf) cwiYvg (Iqvj& AvwKevZz) gyËvwK‡ì Rb¨ (wjZ&ZvKzqv)|

133. Ges Zvnviv e‡j (Iqv Kvjy), Avgv‡ì Kv‡Q Av‡b bv †Kb (jvIjv BqvwZbv) Zvnvi i‡ei wbKU nB‡Z GKwU AvqvZ (weAvqvwZg& wgi& ive&wewn)| Zvnv‡ì Kv‡Q Av‡m bvB wK (AvIqv jvg& Zvn&wZwng) my¯úó cÖgvY (evBwqbvZz) hvnv Av‡Q Av‡Mi w`‡bi mwndv¸wji g‡a¨ (gv wdm& myûwdj& Djv)|

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134. Ges hw` (Iqv jvI) †h Avgiv (Avb&bv) Zvnv‡ì aŸsm Kwiqv w`Zvg Avgiv (Avn&jvK&bvûg&) AvRve w`qv (weAvRvweg&) Zvnvi c~e© nB‡Z (wgb& Kve&wjwn) Zvnviv wbðqB ewjZ (jvKvjy) †n Avgv‡ì ie (ive&evbv), †Kbbv (jvIjv) Zzwg cvVvBqvwQ‡j

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135. ejyb (Kzj&) cÖ‡Z¨‡KB (Kzj&jyb) A‡c¶vKvix (†gvZvive&wemyb&) myZivs †Zvgiv A‡c¶v K‡iv (dvZvive&evmy), myZivs †Zvgiv ZvovZvwo Rvwb‡e (dvmvZvjvgybv) Kvnviv (gvb&) AwaKvix (Avm&nveym&) c‡_i (wmivwZm&) mwVK (mvIDwq) Ges (Iqv) †K (gvwbn&) †n`v‡qZcÖvß (Zv`vn&)|

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