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It seems like a miracle. everything has changed. I lived in the same areafor long time and traveled same way for long time. I also had samebody. But everything has changed. It is hard to imagine that I was evernot this person. Every morning is incredibly beautiful. everycloud is a great work of art. everytree is alive and vibrant. every sunrise is unique. every sunset is serene.

The world is so beautiful.

I look at tree and it is like meeting someone very dear, veryclose. It is like meeting a part of me. I look at the clouds I look at flyingdove and feel immense joy. sometimes I think as if I am already dead. Iam just a free spirit just floating in this beautiful universe. I am no

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longer a human. I am just a spirit, a conscious an energy who still has hands, legs and rest of thephysical body. My body still feel weightless and head still empty. There is joy in my finger tips, my lipsare vibrating and there are tears of joy in my eyes. This joy, this peace is unlike anything I ever

experienced and my body feels too small to contain it.

This body seems so unreal. Sometimes it seems as if doesnt exist. I try to look beneath myclothes to check that there is really skin, bone and rest of thestructure. But then I feel hunger thirst which gives me some indication that the body is still there and itis functioning as before. even the hunger and thirst feels somewhere in belly, maybe in the lever andno longer in the head. Head is hardly there.

Sometimes I think maybe it is just a dream. But my eyes are open. I am writing this letter. thistrain is moving and it is stopping at the stations that I have heard and seen before. There are otherpeople in this train. Some are getting down and some have just arrived. But maybe I am not there.Maybe I am already dead and I am just dreaming that I have the same body. I am wearing a jacketwhich is two years old now. I still have a wife a daughter who has started going to school. maybe it isjust part of my big dream.

My body is still. It doesnt move unless I need to. My mind is dead and it doesnt have its ownmotion anymore. I ask it to function and it starts. am I really alive ? Can you read this letter andassure me that I am still not-dead or are you too are part of my big dream?How can something feel so alive, beautiful serene and vibrant. How can I be so so peaceful, calm andjoyous. How can I mind stay in peace. I think I have really died or I have in sleeping for last onemonth and I dont even know that.

I touch my fingers and they feel like the fingers belonging to someone else somebody elsesbody. It feels like I have no body. I am just space, this void, this energy this life, this peace using thisbody.

Maybe I am not here. Maybe I am really finished. I dropped my guards, my resistance and this

so called space void energy, existence, life, God has taken me over. It has made me part of it or ratherimmerged me into it. The barrier is gone. The I is dead. Yes I am really dead. This body is still there butit is hardly mine anymore. Maybe it was never mine. Maybe I was just trying to convince myself thatthis is my body, this is me this is me and this is everything else. Yes I is dead but it is so blissful, soserene. It is peace, it is still, it is alive it is joy, it is complete it is perfect. even perfect is not thisperfect. Nothing can be this perfect. Yes, I know I is dead but I have no need or interest in beingundead. This death is good. This death is bliss. This death is serene.

Is this death God? Who cares? Let me just enjoy it. Let me just be or rather let it just be. Andgood this is that it doesnt even need my permission. It doesnt need anybodys permission.

I wish you experience this death too and you join me in this blissful serenity. But where is I,where are you. There is just it once you are dead. It is like a water-drop dropping in the ocean orrather the ocean dropping in the water-drop. Where is water drop after that. Where is water called I

and where is the water drop called you. How would I even identify you separately from the ocean?

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are you really going to be separate from the ocean then?

But until you dies this death I can still have my dream and I can have you in my dream. In thisdream me and you are at a long distance. In this dream I care for you. Even this dream seems verybeautiful.

Enjoy your dream as long as you can because once you die this death there is only it. I isdead.

Never drop your guards, never drop your resistance, never let your mind stop because onceyou do this so called existence, void might take over. All your church, your temple might start feelingalien and futile. ..and you might not even want to go back. You can but you may not want to becausethis death is so blissful, so peaceful so joyous and so complete.

Live you dream ( or life if thats what you want to call it) before you allow it to take over. Once it

takes over your life is over. You can continue dream if you want but only problem is that it will seem

like dream whereas in the past it was your life, it was you and that was the world. But now the I is

dead. Protect your I from his death. You might have sorrow, you might have miseries, you might have

stress, your mind might be torturing it but at least it is your life at least it doesnt seem like a dream to

you. At least you have the illusion that you are living and in your dream you have your concrete solididentity. Once you die this death there is only it. It might feel wonderful, it might feel great. it might

feel unlike anything you could experience before but it is it. It is not you, it is not I, just it. Do

you really want it ? why would you want it? Dont want to be yourself and not it even if sometime feel

stress, unhappiness and always have thins burning desire to be someone else, do something else and

be somewhere else and yes sometimes you certainly feel happiness too no matter how short? At least

your dreams seem real, you dont doubt them. You might choose your way now, once you take this pill

of death your choices will be very limited. Your dream is over and you know it even if you continue it.

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