the great gospel of john book 9 (jakob lorber)

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purcst spjrjt eut eb Njosc`b cqujppcm wjtn tnc njlncst mclrcc eb sc`b/geasgjcagcs wjtn tnc mccpcst ham irjlntcst trutn ham wjtn hbjro wj`` te wne aetnjal js jopessji`c!T2_ Lem js tnc \erm ja Njosc`b ham tnc werm jtsc`b js Lem! ]njscvcr`hstjal werm nhs aew thdca up tnc b`csn ghoc ja tnjs wer`mte tnesc wne ic`eal te Njo ham tncy me aet rcgelajzc tnc `jlntwnjgn tncrciy nhs geoc jate tnc wer`m! Ber tnjs rchsea tnjs `jlntwj`` ic thdca hwhy breo tnc gnj`mrca ham ljvca te tnc nchtncas.supcrstjtjeus ic`jcvcrs* hs rcspeasjij`jty! Wjagc tnc nchtncas hrcaew schrgnjal ber tnc trutn newcvcr tnc gnj`mrca eb tnc `jlnthrc b`ccjal jt `jdc tnc lrcht grjojah`s tnc geurts! ]ncrcberc jtwj`` ic thdca breo tnc gnj`mrca ham ljvca te tnc nchtncas hs js jttnc ghsc rjlnt aew ham js thdjal p`hgc!T


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eagc tncy nhvc beuam jt tncy hrc vcry feybu` ham prhjsc tncLjvcr eb tnc `jlnt icyeam ochsurc tru`y ja tncjr nchrts hamwjtn mccms!T>_ Ncrc èed hreuam yeu ham yeu scc qujtc h grewm eb pcep`c(

]nc ijllcst auoicrs hrc nchtncas wne nhvc schrgncm ber tnc`jlnt eut eb tnc nchvcas! ]ncy nhvc beuam jt ham hrc l`hm hieutjt4 iut Fcrush`co tnc gjty eb tnc @erm hrc ea`y scamjal eutghpters ham ncagnoca wne sneu`m grusn tnc `jlnt( Iut tnescwne wcrc scat hrc g`cvcrcr tnha tnesc wne wcrc scamjal tnco4tncy ghoc eut eb tncjr lrcht mhrdacss te tnc `jlnt wcrc vcry l`hmhieut jt ham sthycm ja jt! ]ncy jamccm nhvc ghpturcm tnc `jlntiut aet ber tnc mualcea eb Fcrush`co iut ber tncosc`vcs bertncjr nchrts ham hrc aew eur iretncrs ja tnc `jlnt eb Lem hamhrc l`hm hieut jt ham Njo breo wneo tnc lrcht `jlnt cohahtcs!T:_ Zeu ghoc ncrc hs h nchtnca tneuln aet te bjam h `jlnt beryeur `jbcs ajlnt iut ber le`m ham sj`vcr! Iut wne geocs eut eb tnc mualcea te tnc `jlnt eb tnc sua wj`` aet chsj`y ic hi`c tehvejm tnht nc icgeocs j`ùojahtc! Ham se jt nhppcas te yeu!Cvca jb yeu mjm aet schrgn ber tnc tnc `jlnt yeu wj``

acvcrtnc`css icgeoc j`ùojahtcm sjagc yeu ghoc te tnc sua tnjsmecs aet ocha tnc `jlnt eb ahturc wnjgn fust aew teugncs tncscttjal nerjzea iut tnc `jlnt eb tnc spjrjtuh` sua wnjgnj`ùojahtcs tnc wne`c eb jabjajty wjtn h`` wjsmeo se tnht h`ìcjals wne hrc hi`c eb tneulnts gha tnjad ham wj`` eut eb tnht`jlnt hs ea tnjs chrtn ham geuat`css etncr wer`ms wjtn wnjgnjabjajtc sphgc nhs icca bj``cm eut iy Lem!T8;_ ]ncrcberc `ct tnjs `jlnt snjac tnreuln yeu wnjgn yeu aewsthrt te aetjgc h `jtt`c se tnht jt snjacs tnreuln yeur jatcstjacsham iy tnc soh``cst sphrd eb tnjs `jlnt yeu h`rchmy wj`` icgeocnhppjcr tnha ic hi`c te thdc pesscssjea eb h`` tnc trchsurcs eb tncwer`m! Wchrgn aew yeursc`b ber tnc truc djalmeo eb trutn hamcvcrytnjal c`sc wj`` ic ljvca te yeu ber brcc ham yeu wj`` aetnhvc h snerthlcs eb haytnjal(


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T8_ Whys Verc`6 Brjcam yeu hrc rjlnt6 \nht h pcrsea cafeys jamhrdacss mecs aet prespcr( ]nht J `jvc ja h mcasc spjrjtuh` ajlntJ aetjgc oysc`b4 sjagc yeur werms nhvc ljvca oc h rjlnt hamlrcht `jlnt mcspjtc tncjr oystcrjeus seuam ham J h`rchmy nhvc hlrcht fey hieut jt! Newcvcr jb yeur werm h`se gha hgnjcvcseoctnjal wjtn Gyrcajus tnca hsd njo tnht nc ht `chst ljvcs ocha ea`y seocwnht icttcr geht4 sjagc J ghaaet ic scca hay èalcrja tncsc rhls ja yeur segjcty! Gyrcajus surc`y wj`` nhvc seocdjam eb e`m eutwera scrvhats geht(T9_ Gyrcajus gh``s eac eb njs scrvhats ham shys6 Le wncrc eurùllhlc js ham irjal oc h leem snjrt h telh ham h Lrccd geht(T7_ ]nc scrvhat lecs ham irjals wnht js rcqujrcm!T=_ ]ncrcupea Gyrcajus gh``s Verc` ham shys6 Ncrc thdc tncscgètncs le te tnc ihgd eb tnc neusc ham lct mrcsscm(T3_ Njln`y tnhadbu` Verc` thdcs tnc gètncs lecs icnjam tncneusc eb Ohrdus mrcsscs ham tncrciy eithjas qujtc hajoprcssjvc hppchrhagc!

T2_ \jtnja h bcw oeocats Verc` js ihgd wjtn us ham shys teGyrcajus6 C`htcm èrm( Aet eur trjb`jal lems hayoerc iut tnceac truc ham cvcr`hstjal `jvjal Lem wj`` rcwhrm yeu( Zeu aewnhvc mrcsscm h ahdcm peer pcrsea4 ham tnjs js h aei`c mccmwnjgn Jo aet wertny eb( Iut jb tncrc cxjsts h truc hòjlnty hamnjln`y wjsc Lem wnesc gnj`mrca wc hrc h`` er ht `chst Njsgrchtjea ham hs Nc snewcrs us wjtn leem mccms wnjgn wc meaet mcscrvc ham ber wnjgn wc gha ea`y tnhad Njo iut aetnjalc`sc J h`se aew ncrc stham ja breat eb yeu c`htcm èrm ham ru`cr6breo tnc ietteo eb oy nchrt J gha ea`y tnhad yeu iut aetnjalc`sc( Jb yeu what te hggcpt oc hs eac eb yeur `hst scrvhats J wj``ljvc yeu oy bjc`m hs h prcscat(T_ Whys Verc`6 C`htcm èrm ham ru`cr( \nht yeu what me tnjs(


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Cvcrytnjal breo yeu js ocrgy4 iut p`chsc me aet `chvc oc hamljvc oc yeur scrvjgc hs h prcscat( Fust hs J nhvc let rjm eb h`òy e`m rhls ber leem J wj`` h`se thdc ebb oy ihm e`m pcrsea hamicgeoc ha catjrc`y mjbbcrcat pcrsea( ]njs yeu gha ic`jcvc oc(

Fust hs ihm J whs J what te icgeoc leem te cxpjhtc wjtn tncrcst eb oy rcohjajal `jbc h`` ihm wnjgn J nhvc ghuscm!T:_ Jb J nhm cvcr oct h pcrsea wne nhm jlajtcm sugn h irjlnt`jlnt ber oc hieut rjlnt ham wreal `jdc tnjs Fena evcr tncrc Jweu`m acvcr nhvc suad se mccp jate h`` vjgcs4 iut wjtneut Joysc`b h`whys nhm te ic tnc oest g`cvcr pcrsea te oysc`b( Iutnew bhr J let wjtn oy ewa lrcht g`cvcracss yeu daew ham jt jsaet acgcsshry ber oc te rcpcht oy ijl mjslrhgc icberc yeu h``hlhja! ]ncrcberc ic breo aew ea g`cocat ham ocrgjbu``y te oc4icghusc ja buturc yeu sneu`m aet lct hay eppertuajty te icmjsgeatcat wjtn oc! Jo hi`c te pcrbero vhrjeus hrts ham hacxpcrt wjtn wrjtjal ham ohdjal gh`gu`htjeas ham tnc njstery eb ahtjeas up te tnjs pejat js aet bercjla te oc! ]nc wne`c Ncremet.Lrccd njstery wrjtcr* js bhoj`jhr te oc4 h`se tnc Fcws[crsjhas ham tnc e`m Ihiyèajhas gnreajg`cs hrc aet uadaewa

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iemy aew J surc`y weu`m bcc` ougn icttcr4 iut tnjs wj`` thdcoerc tjoc(T7_ H qucstjea brjcam yeu surc`y wj`` h`èw oc te hsd ham jtrchms `jdc be`èws6 Zeu hrc pcep`c `jdc oc yeu nhvc b`csn ham

ièem ham tnc shoc scascs hs J ho4 iut yeu nhvc ljvca oc preeb eb yeur spjrjtuh` strcaltn tnht cxgccms sdy njln cvcrytnjalwnjgn J nhvc cageuatcrcm se bhr( ]nc qucstjea js aew new mjmyeu lct ne`m eb jt! \ne thulnt yeu ham yeur ge``chlucs tnjs5New mjm yeu geoc eate tnjs rehm5T=_ Whys Fena6 ]e cxp`hja tnjs te yeu weu`m ocha aetnjal teyeu4 iut jb yeu me wnht J wj`` tc`` yeu aew yeu wj`` bjam tnctchgnjal ja yeursc`b ham yeur hwhdca spjrjt wj`` strcaltncacmiy tnc spjrjt eb Lem lujmc yeu ja h`` trutn ham wjsmeo! Jb yeuwhat te `chra hay djam eb hrt yeu oust le te ha hrtjst se tnht ncgha snew yeu tnc sdj``s4 tnca geocs tnc mj`jlcat prhgtjgc se tnhtyeu gha ohdc tnc sdj``s te sugn ha cxtcat yeur ewa tnht tncygeop`ctc`y ohtgn tnesc eb tnc ohstcr ham tnca yeu hrc ha hrtjst

fust `jdc yeur ohstcr!T3_ Jb yeu what te `chra te tnjad yeu oust le te h pnjèsepncr4

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T_ Ea`y tnjs why eb tnjadjal oevcs wjtnja h gjrg`c breowncrc tncrc js aewncrc hay csghpc te ic beuam ham h`se ghaaetic beuam! H`` tnjs tnjadjal nhs tncrcberc vcry `jtt`c er ae usc hth`` ber h pcrsea wjtn rclhrm te njs jaacr spjrjtuh` icjal wj`` hamtnjadjal! Fust hs yeu gha ea`y ohdc hay djam eb hrt breo hahrtjst ham ha ermcr`y rhtjeah` why eb tnjadjal breo hpnj`esepncr yeur ewa yeu h`se gha ea`y `chra tnc jaacrspjrjtuh` why eb tnjadjal breo h spjrjt ahoc`y breo tnccvcrytnjal pcactrhtjal spjrjt eb Lem ja yeursc`b tnjs ochas6ea`y h spjrjt gha hwhdca h spjrjt4 sjagc eac spjrjt sccsham rcgelajzcs haetncr spjrjt sjoj`hr `jdc eac cyc sccs ham

rcgelajzcs haetncr tnht jt js ha cyc ham new jt js geastjtutcm!T:_ ]nc spjrjt js tnc oest jaacr cycsjlnt eb tnc seu` wnesc `jlntpcactrhtcs cvcrytnjal icghusc jt js h oest jaacr ham tncrcbercpurcst `jlnt! Breo tnht yeu gha scc aew new jt js wjtn `chrajaleb mjbbcrcat tnjals ham new yeu nhvc te nhvc ber cvcrytnjalyeu what te `chra tnc oest sujthi`c tchgncr etncrwjsc yeurcohja ha cvcr`hstjal i`uamcrcr4 eagc yeu nhvc beuam tnc oestsujthi`c tchgncr jt h`se mcpcams vcry ougn ea mejal vcryprcgjsc`y ham mj`jlcat`y wnht tnc ohstcr jastrugtcm er hmvjscmeac te me!T8;_ Jb yeur spjrjt hwhdcas wjtnja yeu yeu wj`` aetjgc njs vejgchs `jlnt tneulnts ja yeur nchrt! Zeu oust vcry ghrcbu` `jstca tetnco ham mjrcgt yeur wne`c `jbc spncrc hggermjal`y ncagc yeuwj`` tncrciy prevjmc ber yeur ewa spjrjt ha cvcr jagrchsjalsphgc eb cbbcgtjvcacss4 tnus yeur spjrjt wj`` lrew jasjmc yeu te h

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T>_ Aew yeu h`se daew wjtn wneo yeu hrc mch`jal ja Njo!]ncrcberc le te Njo se tnht Nc gha snew yeu tnc rjlnt why teyeur spjrjt wnjgn js ja yeu hs tnc purc èvc ber Lem ham iyyeur spjrjt er yeur èvc te Njo wne sthys hoeal us hs tnc trucwc`bhrc eb h`` ohadjam wne cvcr `jvcm ea tnjs chrtn aew `jvcham wne wj`` `jvc ja buturc!T:_ Newcvcr jb yeu le te Njo le wjtn tnc èvc eb yeur nchrt teNjo ham aet wjtn tnc purjty eb yeur ojam( Icghusc ea`ytnreuln èvc gha ham wj`` yeu wja Njo evcr ham h`segeoprcncam Njs mjvjajty4 iut wjtn yeur ojam yeu wj`` hgnjcvcbercvcr aetnjal( Wjagc ea`y èvc js hi`c te jagrchsc bercvcrwnj`c tncrc nhvc icca p`hgcm `jojts ber tnc ojam wnjgn ncbercvcr js aet hi`c te surphss! Iut tnc èvc eb nuohas te Lem jshs Nc Njosc`b shys hi`c te jagrchsc bercvcr ham tnc strealcrtnc èvc ber Njo ja yeu lrews tnc irjlntcr jt wj`` icgeoc ja

yeur wne`c icjal( Icghusc tnc purc èvc te Lem js h `jvjal bjrcham tnc irjlntcst `jlnt! \ne wh`ds ja tnjs `jlnt wj`` aet sccmchtn ja ctcrajty hs Nc Njosc`b nhs shjm! Ham aew yeuh`rchmy daew qujtc h èt4 hwhdc yeursc`b ja yeur nchrt ham lete Njo(T8;_ Newcvcr icghusc eb h`` tnc rcvcrcagc upea tnjs ocsshlcVerc` mecs aet daew wnht te tnjad er wnht te me! Wjagc tnjs `hsttchgnjal `chvcs njo ae meuit hayoerc tnht J ghrry tnc Lemnchmja h`` bu`àcss ja Oysc`b ham tncrcberc icghusc eb njsgeatjaueus`y lrewjal rcvcrcagc nc icgeocs oerc soh``/nchrtcmham wjtneut geurhlc ham shys hbtcr h wnj`c eb mccpcr rcb`cgtjea6Brjcam( ]nc oerc J tnjad hieut yeur werms tnc oerc mjbbjgu`tjt icgeocs ber oc tnht J Njs ocrgy oest uawertny sneu`m lete Njo ham hsd Njo tnht Nc Njosc`b sneu`m snew oc tnc irjlnt`jlntcm phtn te `jbc( Jt js te shy jt mjrcgt`y achr`y jopessji`c ber

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tnha ajacty/ajac fustjbjcm wne acvcr accmcm pcahagc! Geoctncrcberc te Oc yeu pcahagc/rchmy brjcam4 sjagc tnc rjlntbcc`jal eb nuoj`jty ru`cs ja yeu wnjgn js oerc wc`geoc te Octnha tnc fustjbjcm breo tnc prjoermjh` icljaajal wne gh`` jatncjr nchrts6 Neshaah Lem ja nchvca tnht wc nhvc acvcrmcscgrhtcm Zeur ne`jcst ahoc iy h sja hggermjal te eurdaew`cmlc ham wj``( ]ncy spchd `jdc tnht ham hrc fustjbjcm te metnht4 iut tncrcberc tncy hrc h`se èedjal ht h sjaacr wjtn fumljalcycs ham b`cc njs prcscagc `jdc h p`hluc!T9_ ]ncy rcscoi`c tnesc megters wne tncosc`vcs lèw eb tncbu``cst nch`tn iut tncrcberc sny hwhy breo lejal te p`hgcswncrc h sjgd pcrsea js gh``jal ber nc`p eut eb bchr te icgeoc j``tncosc`vcs! Jsat h megter icttcr ham oerc aei`c wne mecs aetbchr hay j`àcss ham rusncs te cvcry j`` pcrsea wne gh``cm bernjo5( Cvca jb seoctjocs ge/scjzcm iy ha j`àcss nc js aet

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T7_ ]ncrcberc geoc aew te Oc ham J wj`` snew yeu wnht Oymjsgjp`c geu`mat snew yeu ahoc`y tnc ea`y truc why eb `jbc hamèvc ham truc wjsmeo tncrceb(T=_ Spea tncsc Oy werms Verc` whs cageurhlcm ham ghoc wjtn

vcry sèw stcps te Oc!T3_ \nca nc whs gèsc te Oc J shjm6 Brjcam tnc why wnjgn`chms te tnc `jbc eb tnc spjrjt js tneray ham ahrrew( ]njs ochastnc be`èwjal6 Cvcrytnjal yeu hrc cageuatcrjal ja tnjs `jbc breopcep`c `jdc haaeyhagc ijttcracss ham uap`chshatacss yeusneu`m bjlnt wjtn h`` phtjcagc ham lcat`cacss ham wne mecs cvj`te yeu yeu sneu`m aet me tnc shoc te njo iut tnc eppesjtctnca yeu ge``cgt lèwjal geh`s ea njs nchm( \ne njts yeu meaet rcphy njo `jdcwjsc rhtncr thdc haetncr ièw breo njo setnht pchgc ham uajty gha ic ictwcca yeu4 sjagc ea`y ja pchgcmecs tnc nchrt ham tnc lrewtn eb tnc spjrjt ja tnc seu` prespcrs!T2_ \necvcr hsds yeu ber h bhver er h ljbt me aet mcay njohaytnjal prevjmcm tnht tnc scrvjgc wnjgn js rcqujrcm mecs aeteppesc tnc geoohamocats eb Lem er tnc `hws eb tnc sthtc wnhtyeu wj`` ic hi`c te fumlc ber yeursc`b!

T_ \ne hsds yeu te wh`d ha neur wjtn njo le wjtn njo bertwe neurs se tnht tnjs yeur wj``jalacss icgeocs h tcstjoeaybreo wnjgn sgnee` nc js breo te wneo sugn h njln mclrcc eb hiaclhtjea js ewa( Ja tnjs why cvca tnc mchb ham i`jam wj`` lcttnc rjlnt sjlas tnht tnc djalmeo eb Lem nhs geoc achrcr!T:_ Jt wj`` ic rcgelajzcm ja yeur hgtjeas ham mccms tnht yeu hrch`` Oy mjsgjp`cs( Icghusc jt js chsjcr te prchgn rjlnt tnha te merjlnt! Iut wnht mecs tnc copty werm ochas jb jt js aet ohmch`jvc iy tnc mccm5( ]e wnht usc hrc tnc oest ichutjbu` tneulnts

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me aet nhvc tnc wj`` te put tnco hievc h`` te werd! Ea`y tncmccm nhs vhùc4 tneulnts jmchs ham werms hrc wertn`css jb tncyhrc aet put te werd! ]ncrcberc cvcryeac wne gha prchgn wc``sneu`m h`se me wc`` etncrwjsc njs prchgncs hrc aet wertn oerc

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T7_ [evcrty surc`y js h lrcht p`hluc ber tnc pcep`c iut jt ghrrjcstnc aei`c sccm eb nuoj`jty ham truc oemcsty ja jt ham wj``tncrcberc h`whys rcohja hoeal tnc pcep`c4 acvcrtnc`css tncwch`tny sneu`m aet `ct jt icgeoc tee ojlnty etncrwjsc tncy wj`ìc vcry ougn ja mhalcr ncrc ham h`se eac mhy ja tnc icyeam!T=_ Jb tncrc hrc peer pcep`c hoeal yeu J shy te yeu h``6 Zeu meaet nhvc te prevjmc ber tnco se tnht tncy h`se icgeoc rjgn4 iutht tnc shoc tjoc yeu sneu`m aet `ct tnco subbcr mjstrcss( ]nescyeu gha scc ham daew nc`p tnco hggermjal te wnht js rjlnt hamcqujthi`c( Iut tncrc hrc stj`` ohay ea tnjs wjmc chrtn wne hrccxtrcoc`y peer ham hrc subbcrjal h tcrrji`c mjstrcss! Iut yeumeat daew tnco ham me aet nchr tncjr gry eb mjstrcss4 tncrcbercJ me aet ohdc tnco yeur rcspeasjij`jty ja yeur nchrts iut ea`ytnesc yeu daew ham wne geoc te yeu!T3_ \ne breo yeu js h brjcam eb tnc peer wjtn njs bu`` nchrt te

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breo haetncr wjsc pcrsea iut J wj`` ljvc jt te njo ja h`` bu`àcssja njs nchrt! \ne èvcs njs peer iretncr acxt te njo hs njosc`b ham wj`` aet spura h peer mhulntcr rclhrm`css eb wnjgn trjic erhlc snc js te njo J wj`` geoc Oysc`b h`whys ham rcvch` Oysc`b

te njo ja trutn! ]e njs spjrjt wnjgn js èvc J wj`` shy jt ham ncwj`` bj`` wjtn jt tnc catjrc seu` ham ncr oeutn! \nht nc wj`` tncaspchd er wrjtc tnjs wj`` ic spedca ham wrjttca iy Oc ber h``tjocs eb tjocs!T2_ Iut tnc nchrt eb tnc nhrm nchrtcm wj`` ic eggupjcm iy cvj`spjrjts ham tncy wj`` mcstrey ncr ham ohdc ncr cquh` te tnc seuèb ha hajoh` hs jt wj`` ic rcvch`cm ja tnc icyeam!T_ Iut h lcat`c ham sebt nchrt wj`` ic seea ham chsj`y pcactrhtcmiy Oy `jlnt eb ocrgy wnjgn js eb h tcamcr ham cxgccmjallcat`cacss ahturc ham J Oysc`b wj`` catcr jate sugn h nchrt wjtntnc bu`àcss eb Oy èvc ham wjsmeo!

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T=_ Dccp tnc gnj`mrca breo tnc bjrst bh`` ham prcscrvc tncjrjaaegcagc ham hs hmu`ts tncy wj`` chsj`y geatre` tncjr b`csn hamaet chsj`y geoc te h bh``4 iut ea`y eagc evcrèedcm ham tnccvj` spjrjt eb tnc b`csn nhs thdca pesscssjea eb tnc shoc( Aemcvj` js oerc mjbbjgu`t te ic mrjvca eut eb oha tnha tnc b`csnmcvj`4 ea`y tnreuln h èt eb bhstjal ham prhyjal gha jt icrcoevcm breo oha!T3_ Icwhrc te haaey tnc `jtt`c eacs er te stjou`htc tnco iycxgcssjvc g`chajal ham te stjou`htc tnco iy stjou`htjal gètncsham te jlajtc tncjr b`csn( \ec te njo wne sjas hlhjast tncahturc eb tnc `jtt`c eacs( ]ru`y ber njo jt weu`m ic icttcr jb nhmacvcr icca iera(T2_ ]nc sjaacr hlhjast tnc ne`y ahturc eb tnc yeutn J Oysc`b wj``puajsn njo wjtn h`` tnc ojlnt eb Oy wrhtn( Icghusc jb tnc b`csnnhs icgeoc mhohlcm eagc tnc seu` mecs aet nhvc hay bjro

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te nc`p ncr ea tnc rjlnt phtn wj`` eac mhy nhvc te gepc wjtn hrcpchtcm`y strjgt fumlocat icberc Oc4 sjagc seoceac njttjal hnch`tny pcrsea mjm aet sja se scvcrc`y hs seoceac wneojstrchtcm h grjpp`c!

T87_ \ne s`cpt wjtn h bu``y rjpc ham nch`tny ohjmca nhs ja bhgth`se sjaacm4 iut sjagc tnc ghuscm cvj` js aet eb h phrtjgu`hrnhrobu` ahturc cspcgjh``y jb ietn phrtjcs hrc geop`ctc`y nch`tnyea`y h soh``cr fumlocat js p`hgcm ea jt! Iut wne eut eb h purch`rchmy e`m `cgncreusacss mecs tnjs te h ae ohttcr new rjpcohjmca wnht nc weu`m me te h wnerc wjtneut bhtncrjal eb h`jvjal brujt ja tnc `hp eb tnc ohjmca wj`` cageuatcr h meui`c

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h`whys daew wnctncr tnc pcrsea èedjal ber hssjsthagc js cjtncrh `hzy sgeuamrc` wne js aet wertny te ic hssjstcm! ]ncrciy eacweu`m ea`y suppert tnc `hzjacss eb h sgeuamrc` ham tncrciywjtnne`m tnc suppert breo seoceac oerc wertny( Geocs hèalh oerc wertny tnc shoc meuits geoc up hlhja sjagc eac ghaaetgeop`ctc`y ic surc tnht nc js hgtuh``y wertny(T8;_ Zcs brjcam cvca wjtn tnc icst wj`` nc wne sthrts nhvjalmeuits wnca mejal leem wnctncr nc sneu`m me h `jtt`c leem eraet njs leem wj`` stj`` nhs h èal why te le icberc nhvjal tncrjlnt `jbc4 tncrcberc acjtncr tnc leem wj`` aer tnc leem werdsmecs geuat haytnjal spcgjh` icberc Lem! \ncrc tncrc js hij`jtytnc wj`` ham tnc werds oust ic cquh` etncrwjsc tnc eac thdcshwhy breo tnc etncr tnc vhùc ham `jbc wertnjacss icberc Lem!T88_ \nht yeu me er ljvc me ham ljvc wjtn h èt eb fey4 sjagc hbrjcam`y ljvcr ham mecr nhs h meui`c wertnjacss icberc Lem ham

js h`se meui`c gèscr te spjrjtuh` pcrbcgtjea(T89_ Wjagc tnc brjcam`y ljvcrs nchrt rcscoi`cs h brujt wnjgnicgeocs chsj`y ham chr`y rjpc icghusc jt js bu`` eb tnc rjlntwhrotn wnjgn js eb tnc njlncst acgcssjty te rjpca tnc brujt sjagcja whrotn tnc gerrcspeamjal c`cocat eb `jbc ahoc`y èvcprcvhj`s!T87_ ]ncrcberc tnc ljvcrs ham mecrs nhppjacss ham brjcam`jacss jstnjs bu`àcss eb tnc rjlnt jaacr spjrjtuh` `jbc/whrotn wnjgnghaaet ic rcgeoocamcm streal`y caeuln wncrciy tnc seu` bertnc bu`` rcgcptjea eb tnc spjrjt ja ncr catjrc icjal icgeocs oerctnha twjgc hs bhst rjpc ham oust ic se icghusc tnjs vcry whrotnjs h trhasjtjea eb tnc cvcr`hstjal spjrjt jate njs seu` wnjgntnreuln sugn trhasjtjea rcscoi`cs ncr spjrjt oerc ham oerc!T8=_ Ha etncrwjsc vcry dcca ljvcr ham icacbhgter js cvca oercburtncr hwhy breo tnc purpesc eb tnc truc jaacr spjrjtuh` `jbcs

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geathjas seoctnjal ohtcrjh` wer`m`y ja jt ham js tncrcberc breotnc purc nchvca`y c`cocat h èt burtncr hwhy tnha tnc feybu` hambrjcam`y!T83_ ]ncrcberc wnca ljvjal er mejal yeu sneu`m aet hmm

scrjeus ham ebtca ijttcr hmoeajtjeas4 sjagc tncsc ebtca premugc hsjlajbjghat shmacss ja tnc peer iretncr ham nc sthrts te mcvcèph streal mcsjrc ja njs nchrt aet te rcgcjvc haytnjal breo tncicacbhgter wne hmoeajsncs njo wjtn h scrjeus èed! ]ncicacbhgter newcvcr icgeocs iy tncsc uatjoc`y hmoeajtjeasaet sc`meo h `jtt`c preum ham tnc rcgcjvcr bcc`s njosc`b tnrewatee mccp`y uamcrachtn tnc bcct eb tnc icacbhgter ham sthrts tescrjeus`y bcc` njs mjstrcss ja rc`htjea eb tnc wch`tn eb tncicacbhgter ham tnca jt nhppcas tnht tnc thdjal icgeocs iy hmjsthagc oerc mjbbjgu`t tnha tnc ljvjal!T82_ \ne js wch`tny ham nhs h leem wj`` ljvcs chsj`y4 iut tncpeer thdcr js h`rchmy hbrhjm eb tnc brjcam`y ljvcr jb nc sccsnjosc`b bergcm iy njs pevcrty te iurmca tnc cvca se brjcam`yicacbhgter! Iut new nchvy oust bcc` njs nchrt jb tnc icacbhgterwh`ds tewhrms njo wjtn h lrjo bhgc ham prevjmcs njo icsjmcs

tnc rc`jcb wjtn scvcrh` wjsc `cgturcs wnjgn ja buturc wj`ìcgeoc ber tnc rcgcjvcr tee ougn eb ha eisthg`c te geoc te tnchmoeajsnjal `cgturcrs meer hlhja ja ha cocrlcagy icghusc htnjs scgeam vjsjt nc js cxpcgtjal cvca oerc wjscr èalcr ham hssugn oerc urlcat prchgnjals wnjgn hggermjal te njsuamcrsthamjal shys hs ougn hs6 Me aet geoc seea er cvca h``telctncr ihgd hlhja( h`tneuln tnc ljvcr acvcr cvcr nhs tneulnthieut jt!T8_ H feybu` ham brjcam`y icacbhgter js te h peer ham accmy


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iretncr fust tnht wnht te sdjppcr ea h steroy sch js h shbc hambrjcam`y nhrier! Iut h lrjo icacbhgter ja mjstrcss rcscoi`cs hsch ihy `css cxpescm te h stero wnjgn ja bhgt shbcs tnc sdjppcrbreo geop`ctc`y icjal snjpwrcgdcm iut stj`` dccps njo ja bchr

hieut h tcrrji`c ham pcrjsnhi`c sprjal tjmc catcrjal tnc ihy hbtcrtnc stero hs jt nhppcas breo tjoc te tjoc wnjgn geu`m irjalnjo h ijllcr mhohlc hs tnc stero eb tnc njln schs icberc!T8:_ Aew yeu daew geop`ctc`y new hggermjal te tnc ochsurceb Lem tnc truc ham tnc spjrjtuh` pcrbcgtjea eb ha chsy hamchr`jcst jop`cocathtjea eb acjlnier`y èvc oust èed `jdc4 mehggermjal`y ham yeu wj`` chsj`y ham seeacst rchgn tnc ea`y trucpurpesc eb `jbc(

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ham js gh``cm nuoj`jty!T9_ Ja chgn seu` `jcs tnc shoc bcc`jal eb njlnacss ham hoijtjeawnjgn ht tnc s`jlntcst eppertuajty ham rchsea ea`y tee chsj`yjlajtcs jate ha h`` mcstrugtjvc rhljal phssjea ham ghaaet icmhopcm er rhtncr geop`ctc`y cxtjalujsncm uatj` jt nhsgeasuocm tnc ebbcamjal vjgtjos! Newcvcr iy tnjs nerrji`cphssjea tnc seu` icgeocs se mhohlcm ham ohtcrjh` tnht sncicgeocs ohay tjocs `css sujthi`c ber ha jaacr spjrjtuh`pcrbcgtjea tnha tnc lèwjal net sham eb tnc lrcht mcscrt eb Hbrjgh te qucagn h tnjrst(T7_ Iy tnc phssjea eb tnc wrctgncm hrrelhagc tnc seu` bjah``yjtsc`b js trhasberocm jate h lèwjal mcscrt sham ja wnjgn aeteac wrctgncm `jtt`c oess p`hat gha lrew acvcr ojam hay etncroerc fujgy ham oerc i`csscm p`hat! ]njs js tnc seu` eb h nhulntypcrsea( Jts wj`m bjrc sjalcs ham iuras cvcrytnjal breo tnc

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gnhalc ja brjcam`y ham i`jssbu` bjc`ms! Jt wj`` thdc ber tnc wne`csch ohay tjocs te mrjvc jts bèems evcr jt(T=_ @eed ht h preum djal wne whs ebbcamcm iy njs acjlnierhieut hay soh`` ohttcr( Njs seu` js lcttjal oerc ham oerc jate

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trhasbjlurc jate nhulntjacss ham prjmc!T3_ ]e lujmc tnc bcc`jal eb snyacss jate tnc se gh``cm gnj`m/hoijtjea js geop`ctc`y wreal4 sjagc tnca h gnj`m joocmjhtc`yicljas te tnjad nc js icttcr tnha etncrs! Jt js chsj`y ebbcamcm ham

nurt ham tncrcberc grjcs ijttcr`y4 wjtn tnjs gryjal jt cxprcsscsg`chr`y tnht jts bcc`jal eb njlnacss js vje`htcm iy seoceac!T2_ Jb aew wchd ham vcry snertsjlntcm phrcats eb tnc ebbcamcmgnj`m try te ghò jt iy cvca jb ea`y hpphrcat`y gh`` berhggeuathij`jty ham puajsnocat eb tnc ebbcamcr hlhjast tncjrgnj`m tncy nhvc h`rchmy p`hgcm tnc bjrst sccm ja tnc gnj`m berqucagnjal jts tnjrst ber rcvcalc4 ham jb tnc phrcats geatjauc teghò tnc gnj`m ja tnc shoc ohaacr tncy aet sc`meo grchtc hmcvj` ber tncosc`vcs ham ber ohay etncr pcep`c! Iut jb tncphrcats hrc g`cvcr ham breo chr`y ea snew tnc gnj`m h`whys tnclrchtcr vhùc ja etncr pcep`c ham gnj`mrca ham ja se mejal lujmctnc bcc`jal eb snyacss jate h rjlnt oemcsty tncy wj`` rhjsc tncjrgnj`mrca jate halc`s wne wj`` `htcr scrvc hs truc cxhop`cs eb `jbc ber etncrs sjoj`hr te tnc oest ichutjbu` sthrs snjajal ja tncajlnt eb tnc chrtn`y `jbc ham wj`` rcvjvc tnco wjtn tncjr

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Lem ham wj`` rcohja hs sugn bercvcr4 icghusc tnreuln sugn fustnuoj`jty h seu` mecs aet ea`y icgeocs eac wjtn ncr spjrjt iuth`se te tnc lrchtcst phrt tnc iemy!T:_ ]ncrcberc sugn h pcrsea wj`` aet bcc` aer thstc tnc mchtn eb

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eb Hbrjgh tncrc wcrc tnc njln Deorhnhj/Oeuathjas hrc sthamjalham tnc bjrst beuathja eb tnc Aj`c iuii`cs breo h regd yeu wj``bjam tca oca/ncjlnts icachtn tnc surbhgc regds h regd tnc sjzc eb h pcrseas nchm4 irjal jt te Oc jt wj`` subbjgjcat`y j``uojahtc tnc

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