the mad monk by frank genghis 2015

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\FN GIL GMD@Oy Arid` Cndcfes


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E ig tfn mutselnr wetfed ymu ikk2\fn nvnr-rnaknhtedc gerrmr-oikk.


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\fn Gil Gmd` Arid` Cndcfes

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Hmdtndts

9. \fn Gistnr......................p.?

?. \fn Fmky Gid................p.9?

8. \fn Kuditeh....................p.?9

. \fn Ammk.........................p.?

3. \fn Xernd.......................p.1

9:. \fn Huh`mkl................p.9:9

99. \fn Lespmssnssnl........p.99:

9?. \fn Lnil Gid............p.9?:

98. \fn Fniknr..................p.986


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9. \fn Gistnr

\fn trmuokn ikk oncid wetf Leh`. Fn wisfnl up it gylmmr mdn liy wetf i cuetir strippnl tm fes oih` idl fes irged i hist. I kmm` ma crnit wnirednss sit lripnl ke`n i lir`sfrmul ihrmss aniturns ed wfmsn gidy lnnp aurrmws idlhmudtknss kettkn edtnrkihedc hrnisns E queh`ky leshnrdnl iwniktf ma udtmkl nxpnrendhn. Fn ippnirnl tm fivn onndoittnrnl iomut oy udegicedioky tnrreokn stmrgs0 idl ynt edspetn ma fes smgnwfit firl-oettnd kmm`, fes aihn wis mdn Eedstidtky ke`nl amr i aiedt spir` ynt ourdnl lnnp ed fespikn okun nyns ke`n i hmupkn ma sgikk ckmwedc ngonrs tfitrnausnl tm wed` mut0 wfekn tfn hmrdnrs ma fes gmutf kiyhurkedc cndtky upwirl ed id nxprnssemd ma ednrisiokn gertf.E ankt smrry amr feg, idl edvetnl feg edseln amr i hup ma tni.

\fid` ymu, arendl, Leh` siel smkngdky. E hmukl surnusn i sfmrt rnst.

E knl Leh` edtm gy fut, wfnrn E pmurnl feg i hup maarnsf gedt tni firvnstnl mdky bust tfit gmrdedc armg tfncirlnd.

Lmdt suppmsn ymuvn cmt smgntfedc i kettkn, urg, steaanr = Gy cunst hfuh`knl smatky is fn rncirlnl fesupfnkl hup wetf udlescuesnl igusngndt0 fn ckidhnlqueh`ky iomut tfn spirsn edtnremrs ma gy lwnkkedc, idlsgeknl widky. Cunss dmt.

Fn ankk sekndt, seppedc fes tni. Nvndtuikky fn siel wetf ilnnp secf, Gust on dehn up fnrn md ymur mwd mut ma ikktfn dmesn idl tfn fukkioikmm. Xtekk, E tfed` ikk tfes pnihnidl quent wmukl lrevn gn hmgpkntnky edsidn .


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Umu wmukldt onkenvn fmw dmesy et cnts up fnrn, Esiel, wetf ikk tfn oerlsmdc idl tfn rustkedc ma tfn wedltfrmucf tfn trnntmps.

Leh` kiucfnl cmml- diturnlky it gy rngir`. Umu` dmw, Evn dnvnr rnikky amudl tfn tegn tm piy guhf fnnl tmikk tfmsn sgi kk smudls ed tfn ndvermdgndt, fn siel. Itknist dmt wetf sm gidy crnit rnhmrl ikougs tm kestnd tmaerst!

Gy wniry cunst lnpirtnl smmd iatnr, out dmt onamrn Efil maanrnl feg i omwk ma rehn idl vncntiokns0 ed rnturd fnfil critnaukky rnhmudtnl tm gn smgntfedc ma fes bmurdnys,wfehf amr mdn rnismd mr idmtfnr fil stnnrnl feg maa tfnonitnd trih` idl up ikmdc tfn shirhnky leshnrdeokn triek tmgy fut, lnnp ed tfn gmudtieds, wfnrn E pursun i kean maquent rnhkusemd idl hmdtngpkitemd.

I smklenr ma amrtudn, Leh` fil widlnrnl tfn Nirtf edsnirhf ma dmvnkty idl nxpnrendhn. Fn fil giln fes wiy isi strnnt pnramrgnr dmt udke`n tfn trmuoilmurs ma mkl tfmucf fivedc rnhndtky orm`nd fes fidl luredc i lrud`ndoriwk (fn gugoknl smgntfedc mr mtfnr iomut i hnrtiedwmgid) fn fil hmdsnqundtky aikknd upmd knid tegns.

Leh`s wmrls knat gn rnhikkedc i tegn armg gy mwd pistwfnd E fil smucft tm wik` lmwd nvnry rmil0 tm wetdnssnvnrytfedc armg nvnry hmdhneviokn idckn ... tm squnnzn isguhf is wis fugidky pmsseokn edtm tfes sfmrt keantegn. Outma hmursn suhf ittngpts wnrn sfnnr amkky, E fil amudl, amrtfn sndsns rngiednl amrnvnr aigesfnl idl tfn gedlntnrdikky rnstknss. Sfit ymu tfmucft ymu widtnl tm oncedwetf gmstky bust turdnl mut tm on ammks cmkl ed tfn ndl0idl kean fil i disty fioet ma rntudedc ymu tm tfn vnry pkihnarmg wfnrn ymul aerst snt maa mdky mklnr, idl matndtegnspkicunl oy i crmwedc sndsn ma hydehesg ke`n tfn ankkmw E


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tfn wiy fn pridhnl iomut tfn sticn civn gmrn tfnegprnssemd ma smgn hipnredc ammk tfid ma tfn pmesnl idlstitnky tfnspeid mdn gecft fivn hmgn tm nxpnht armg mtfnr

edtnrprntitemds ma Xfi`nspnirns hkisseh. Hmvnredc fescndetikei wis id ndmrgmus hmlpenhn0 out tfnd, ikk it mdhn, Esiw et gmvn! Idl E queh`ky rnikesnl tfes wis ed aiht dmprmp!

\m rmh` mr tm rmkk= Dmw tfit es tfn qunstemd, spm`ntfn gid it tfit gmgndt, fes cizn it mdhn aexnl md gn wetfi ourdedc edtndsety E amudl iktmcntfnr tnrreayedc it wfehfpmedt E ioruptky iwm`n.

Gy mwd gngonr, E queh`ky leshmvnrnl, wis stekk aerg,tfmucf ikrnily onceddedc tm lntugnshn0 idl gy sfnntswnrn smeknl wetf ets steh`y leshfircn. E hmukl dmt rnhikk tfnkist tegn tfes fil fippndnl, idl amudl tfn nvndt geklkyigusedc.

Et wis bust md liwd wfnd E rmsn armg gy hmt. E gmvnlskuccesfky tm tfn wisf oised idl lmusnl gy aihn ed ets hmmk,spredc-anl witnrs, annkedc edstidtky ndkevndnl, tfmucf stekksmgnwfit lesmrendtnl. E tfnd wepnl tfn firlndedc hrustarmg gy iolmgnd idl sit oih` lmwd md tfn nlcn ma gyonl, tfn udke`nky egicn ma tfn hmkmurauk, pmsturedchfirihtnr armg gy lrnigs stekk ourdedc orecftky ed gygedl.

E gust ilget tfit gy elni ma rmh` idl rmkk fil ed tfmsnliys hmgn tm hmdsest ma i oet ma nirky gmrdedc strnthfedc0kmdc ynirs spndt ed quent rnterngndt md i rngmtn gmudtiedtmp wekk lm tfit tm ymu, E suppmsn0 idl ynt ikk it mdhn etsnngnl tfn lrnilnl wmrg fil rnturdnl idl fil oncudtm ster iomut vemkndtky edseln gy onkky mdhn gmrn!

Ets fudcnr, E dmtnl, wis segpky vmrihemus0 sm kmdc fil Ekevnl wetfmut idy hrivedc amr tfn aknsf tfit ets udnxpnhtnl


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rnturd quetn tfrnw gn edtm hmdausemd idl lesirriy0 ikk itmdhn tfn gmutf-witnredc irmgis ma smgn crnit, kivesfoidqunt hkmynl tfn ier ke`n smgn tfeh` idl fnily pnraugn,

hiusedc gy dmstreks tm akirn wetf pirmxysgs ma sullnd,edlnshreoiokn kmdcedc.

Idl wetf ets irrevik hign i gmst firrmwedc tfmucft2tfit ikk gy tegn spndt ed quent smketuln idl gnletitemd mdtfn gmudtied fil igmudtnl tm dmtfedc ed tfn ndl, onedcsm queh`ky udlmdn. Znrfips, ed trutf, E fil ikrnily gessnltfn omit, is et wnrn gessnl gy cmklnd mppmrtudety amrrnknisn armg tfes gmrtik hmek ed spetn ma gy crnit gidynaamrts it `dmwedc gy mwd gedl, it relledc gysnka ma ikklnserns, idl it mvnrhmgedc gy hmudtknss, pnrsestndt anirs.

E queh`ky lrnssnl idl furrenl idxemusky mutseln, tfndlmwd ikmdc tfn sgikk wedledc pitf tfit knl tm tfn fmgn maGistnr Fermsfe, wfm kevns i kettkn wiy lmwd tfn gmudtied,tfmucf md tfn mtfnr seln0 i cmml gmrdedcs fe`n iwiy, itknist.

Gistnr Fermsfe es, is fes dign succnsts, armg Bipid.Rnd es fes tfedc.E mdhn is`nl feg tm nxpkied Rnd tm gn.Rnd es wfnrn ets it, oioy! fil onnd fes huremus rnpky. Hmukl ymu pknisn nxpkied et ed i kettkn gmrn lntiek,

Gistnr= Rnd, fn siel, es ke`n stidledc md mdn ammt, md tfn tep

ma i sdmw-hmvnrnl sugget, wetf i ricedc tngpnst fmwkedced nvnry lernhtemd. Et es tm on tfn stekk pmedt ed tfnginkstrmg. Et es tm wik` tfn tfed tecftrmpn ontwnnd pmkirmppmsetns, idl tm trnil tfn rizmrs nlcn wetf oirn annt.

Hid ymu tnihf et tm gn= E fil is`nl , tfed`edc gysnkait ilvidticn ed kecft ma tfn aiht tfit gy mwd smkns fil kmdcicm crmwd dugo.


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Umu rnikky widt tm try et= Uns. E gnid, rnikky, rnikky try= Ets dmt nisy, ymu `dmw.

Xurn. Ammk! Umu hiddmttry tm on Rnd! fn fil nruptnl wetf

i crnit, ommgedc onkky kiucf it wfehf gy hfnn`s filedstidtky rnllndnl.

Xmgntegns ymu wmukl aedl Fermsfe stidledc mut ed tfngellkn ma fes rmh` cirlnd matnd hmgpkntnky di`nl upmdi kircn, sgmmtf okih` rmh` surrmudlnl tm ikk selns oy igmsieh ma eggihukitnky irridcnl okih` idl wfetn pnookns wetf id nxprnssemd md fes rmudl, fippy aihn ke`n ymugecft mosnrvn md smgnmdn wfm fis bust hmgpkntnl tfngmst ndmrgmus idl hmgpkehitnl becsiw puzzkn.

Nvnry sm matnd ymu gecft iksm snn feg ckidhedc up ittfn sud, ke`n i gid hfnh`edc amr tfn tegn md fes wikk hkmh`.

E mdhn is`nl Fermsfe wfit fn wis lmedc, stidledc tfnrndi`nl ed fes rmh` cirlnd ondnitf tfn shmrhfedc sud, tmwfehf fn fil sgeknl, tnntf akisfedc orekkeidtky ed tfnsudkecft, Sfy, Eg cnttedc ndkecftndnl, ma hmursn!

Out tfnd, it mtfnr tegns, E wmukl iksm aedl tfn mklgistnr stidledc mut ed fes cirlnd ed tfn gellkn ma tfnpmuredc ried.

Umukk hithf ymur lnitf mut tfnrn! E fil mdhnprmtnstnl. Onselns, fmw lm ymu nxpnht tm cnt ndkecftndnlwetf dm sud iomut= E fil is`nl, quentky pknisnl oy gymwd hknvnr rnismdedc.

Ed tfn ricedc tngpn st ma kean, et es cmml tm ndbmy i kettknkecft ried , Fermsfe fil rnpkenl wetf id edleaanrndt sfruc.

Is tm fmw idl wfy Fermsfe fil hmgn tm mhhupy tfnsign rngmtn gmudtied tmp is E, E fil knirdnl kettkn mvnrtfn ynirs, sivn amr i anw vicun nxpkiditemds fn fil maanrnl,


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mdn ma wfehf rid smgntfedc ikmdc tfn kedns ma2 Et es dmt smguhf i qunstemd ma wfnrn ymu kevn out mafmw ymu kevn.

\m tfes E hmukl niseky rnkitn.

Knt gnd fivn tfner kettkn ngperns ma lert, tfner kettknhistkns ma sidl. E fivn gy `edclmg igm dc tfn hkmuls, fnfil mosnrvnl md idmtfnr mhhisemd.

Fermsfe ke`nl tm cevn fegsnka wfit fn rnanrrnl tm isRnd Hfikkndcns.

Kitnky, amr edstidhn, fn fil onnd huktevitedc wnnls edfes rmh` cirlnd.

Fmw gecft crmwedc wnnls ed ymur cirlnd onhmdselnrnl i Rn d Hfikkndcn= E fil is`nl, crnitkypnrpknxnl, tm wfehf Fermsfe fil pitendtky nxpkiednl fmwnvnrytfedc wis hmdstidtky udlnrcmedc hfidcn ma mdn amrgmr idmtfnr gidy ma wfehf wnrn quetn egpnrhnpteokn tmtfn sndsns idl tfit dm gittnr fmw firl ymu trenl tm `nnpnvnrytfedc udlnr tecft hmdtrmk, et wis cmml tm knt cm ma suhfautekn ittngpts.

Sfehf es vnry leaaehukt amr gn, amr gy cirlnd es ishkmsn tm pnranht is ymu gecft egicedn.

Et wis aist ipprmihfedc dmmd wfnd E aedikky irrevnl itFermsfes kettkn wmmlnd fut md tfn mtfnr seln ma tfngmudtied. \fn sud wis sfededc orecftky, idl E wissurpresnl tm leshmvnr tfn mkl gmd` iosndt armg fes cirlnd.

Edstnil, E amudl feg rnhkededc ed fes mutlmmr aern oitf,i gekl cregihn twestedc fes ormil arendlky aniturns.

Gistnr Fermsfe! Irn ymu ed pied= E is`nl. Znrfips sm, yns, fn dmllnl iatnr smgn hirnauk

hmdselnritemd.Sfits wrmdc= Sitnrs vnry, vnry fmt, fn siel.


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\fnd wfy lmdt ymu cnt mut idl knt et hmmk lmwd amr ioet= E tnstnl tfn witnr wetf id edlnx aedcnr i dl edstidtkywetflrnw et. \fn witnr wis shmkledc.

Umurn gil! E siel. Umukk on omeknl ikevn! Fermsfe wedhnl, Bust ke`n tfn armc ed tfn hiuklrmd,

yns. E fnkpnl Fermsfe mut ma fes oitf idl siw tfit fes s`ed

wis i kevel rnl, idl ikgmst ippnirnl tm ckmw. Xwerkedckettkn reoomds ma stnig rmsn pmdlnrmusky armg ikk mvnr fesomly. It tfit gmgndt fn vnry guhf kmm`nl ke`n smgnlngmdehik aecurn stnppnl striecft armg tfn picns ma

Bipidnsn amk`kmrn.Sn wndt edseln tfn fut idl sit lmwd. \fn mkl gmd`

nxpkiednl tm gn fmw fn fil onnd tnstedc mut tfnfypmtfnses tfit i armc wekk ikkmw etsnka tm on omeknl ikevnwfnd pkihnl ed i hiuklrmd tfit es skmwky ormucft tm omek out wekk fmp striecft mut wfnd pkihnl ed witnr tfit esikrnily omekedc.

Bust ke`n tfn wiy ymu rngmvnl ymur aedcnr, fnstrm`nl fes kmdc, ri`esf cmitnn tfmucftaukky.

Uns, out wnrn dmt armcs! E prmtnstnl. Qnry trun, tilpmkn. \ni= E ihhnptnl Fermsfes maanr, idl wn hfittnl iwiy

igehioky amr i tegn. Aedikky tfn mkl gistnr siel, Umusnng trmuoknl. Sf its md ymur gedl=

E rnhmudtnl tm Fermsfe gy lrnig armg tfn decftonamrn, idl tfn mkl annkedcs et fil sterrnl ed gn.

_mh` idl rmkk= Fermsfe kiucfnl sm firl tfit fnikgmst ankk maa fes stmmk. Out tfnd ikk it mdhn fn crnwlnilky stekk, idl oncid tm strm`n fes tfed crny wfes`nrssmkngdky. Aedikky fn siel, Giyon ymu dnnl tm aedl i dnwrmh` tm set md= Xnn tfedcs armg i leaanrndt idckn, pnrfips=


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Sis fn rnanrredc tm tfn gmudtied= E wmdlnrnl.Znrfips, E siel. \fmucf Eg dmt surn E hid bust set tfesmdnmut, Gistnr.

Xmgntegns ets cmml tm stmp idl tm rnaknht0 it mtfnrtegns tm stre`n amrtf omklky, wetf dm crnit tfmucft ma tfnhmdsnqundhns, rnpkenl tfn mkl gmd` ed typehikky hryptehaisfemd.

Uns, out wfit sfmukl E lm, Gistnr= Dmt surn. Giyon amkkmw crivety= Umu gnid ikkmw gysnka tm aikk= Fn sfruccnl. Nisenr tm aikk tfid tm resn. Fn piusnl,

stulyedc gn edtndtky. Onselns, fn hmdtedunl, smudls istfmucf ymur mwd rmh` mpnri es dmt ynt wrettnd tmhmgpkntemd.

Eg dmt surn E amkkmw ymur gnidedc, Gistnr. Irn wn dmt tfn vnry edstrugndts tfrmucf wfehf tfn

crnit fnivndky gmtnts irn pkiynl mut= tfn mkl Rnd Gistnrsgeknl oniteaehikky.

E sfruccnl. Znrfips. Eg dmt surn. \fnd ymu sfmukl cm tik` tm tfn fnrget. Fn kevns lmwd

tfn gmudtied, ondnitf tfn crnit mi`. \fit cuy rnikkyrmh`s!

E tfid`nl tfn Gistnr amr fes sicn ilvehn, wfnrnupmd fnmaanrnl gn aurtfnr lernhtemds tm tfn fnrgets iomln2 Bust`nnp cmedc lmwd! fn kiucfnl mvnr fes sfmuklnr is fnsiudtnrnl maa tmwirl fes cirlnd0 rnihfedc et, fn prmgptkyoncid tm lesrmon.

E turdnl idl strmln maa purpmsnaukky lmwd tfn sgikktriek wfehf tfn mkl gistnr fil pmedtnl mut, annkedc istfmucf E fil onnd cridtnl egpudety tm hut kmmsn.


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\fn wirg iatnrdmmd sud hirnssnl gy ormw, idl i hmmkgmudtied ornnzn oknw it gy oih`. E ankt ndmrgmus,hirnarnn, idl rnily tm ti`n md tfn wmrkl.


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?. \fn Fmky Gid

Et wis kitn iatnrdmmd oy tfn tegn E irrevnl it tfn fnrgetssgikk stmdn hmtti cn ondnitf tfn crnit mi` is GistnrFermsfe fil edlehitnl.

E amudl feg lmzedc ed i quiedt kettkn cirlnd ma orecft,dnitky irridcnl fnros idl hmkmurauk hmtticn pkidts, i welnstriw fit sfenkledc fes ariek idl lnkehitn aniturns armg tfnudamrcevedc riys ma tfn sud. Xm pnihnauk lel fn kmm`, edaiht, tfit E wis vnry dnirky ma i gedl tm knt feg on.

Is E stmml gi`edc quent survny ma feg, fmwnvnr, tfnmkl gid prnsndtky sterrnl. Fes nyns akeh`nrnl mpnd idlhign tm rncirl gn wetf id nxprnssemd sm ondnvmkndt, idl ittfn sign tegn sm uttnrky pndntritedc, tfit E ankt it mdhnquetn tridspirndt onamrn fes cizn.

Fnkkm tfnrn, ymudc gid, fn siel wetf i cndtkn,rnissuredc vmehn.

Fnkkm tfnrn, ser! E iddmudhnl. Gistnr Fermsfe sndtgn tm ymu. Zknisn amrcevn tfn lesturoidhn.

Sfm= Gy gngmry esdt quetn wfit et usnl tm on, Egiariel.

E ittngptnl tm lnshreon tfn mkl gmd` it knist is wnkkis mdn gecft ittngpt tm lnshreon i pirilmx wrippnl upedseln id ndecgi idl i aiedt ckeggnr ma rnhmcdetemdprnsndtky ket ed tfn mkl gids nyns. Nyns wfehf, E queh`kydmtnl, wnrn hmitnl ed wfit ippnirnl tm on i tfed aekg maarmstnl ehn.

Ma hmursn, yns, tfn auddy kettkn gid armg Bipid! E ke`nfeg i kmt. Fmw giy E on ma fnkp=

E sit lmwd quentky onseln tfn mkl gid idl orenakynxpkiednl tm feg gy leknggi. Is E lel sm, fes nyns


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prnssnl tfngsnkvns aergky sfut mdhn gmrn, is tfmucf fnwnrn cevedc gy wmrls tfn crivnst pmsseokn hmdselnritemd0idl fnirtndnl oy tfes gmst smkngd ittndtevndnss tm gy

hmdhnrds, E leshkmsnl tm feg pnrfips gmrn tfid E mucft tmfivn.

Sfnd E fil giln hmdhkusemd ma gy hmdanssemd,fmwnvnr, tfn mk l gids nynkels rngiednl aistndnl.

Iatnr snvnrik gedutns E crnw egpitendt idl tfnd etmhhurrnl tm gn fn fil ed aiht lmznl maa!

E queh`ky stmml tm knivn amr tfn mkl gid hknirky kih`nltfn prnsndhn ma gedl tm prmveln gn wetf idy smrt ma usnaukhmudsnk0 out tfnd E wis dnxt gmst surpresnl tm fnir armgfeg tfn wmrls, Uns, yns, Eg kestndedc. Lm cm md. Fesnyns akeh`nrnl mpnd, idl hign tm rncirl gn mdhn gmrn wetftfit gmst leshmdhnrtedc okndl ma ondnaehndt edtndsety.

Amrcevn gn. E tfmucft ymul aikknd isknnp!\fn mkl gid hfuh`knl, \fes kean es kettkn gmrn tfid i

wi`edc lrnig, ymudc ser! Xm wfit ea E fivn oncud tm sknnptfrmucf gmst ma et=

E gust fivn kmm`nl puzzknl oy fes wmrls, amr tfn mklgid prnsndtky rndnwnl fes hfuh`kedc, \fn qunstemd es, m ahmursn, wfehf hign aerst2 tfn sknnpedc lrnig mr tfn wi`edclrnig=

E shrithfnl gy fnil, Irn ymu succnstedc tfit Eglrnigedc recft dmw=

Oif! Umutf es truky wistnl md tfn ymudc! \fits dmtwfit E is`nl ymu! fn skmwky sfmm` fes idhendt fnil.

Ea tfit es sm, tfnd ornitf es nquikky wistnl md tfn mkl!E rnouttnl pkiyaukky.

\fn mkl gid snngnl igusnl oy gy kettkn beon, amr iormil sgekn prnsndtky hrnpt ihrmss fes tegn-wmrd aniturns.E suppmsn ymurn recft, fn siel. Nvnrytfedc cnts firlnr


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Idl tfn Nirtf tm wfehf tfn gmudtied hkedcs=Is mkl is tegn etsnka.Yuetn hmrrnht. \fus tm idswnr ymur qunstemd, E ig out

id ihmrd ed tfn shfngn ma tfedcs. \fmucf id mkl ihmrd,ymu gecft siy.

E ankk sekndt, hmdtngpkitedc tfn mkl gid s wmrls.Xm npfngnrik wis tfn kean ma i gid, et quetn sullndky

mhhurrnl tm gn, tfit et wis rnikky crnit wmdlnr fn ittihfnltm et idy pirtehukir secdeaehidhn ed tfn aerst pkihn!

Idl wetf tfit rnikezitemd E ankt i crnit hrmss it mdhnkeatnl armg gy sfm uklnrs. Et leldt rnikky gittnr wfit Elel! Et wis ikk quetn iroetriry ed tfn ndl. E gecft bust issmmd rmkk wetf i tfmusidl wfmrns is akicnkkitn gysnkagnrheknssky amr i sedckn kishevemus tfmucft.

Ikk it mdhn et ankt is tfmucf E fil onnd kevedc ikk tfnsnynirs ed i hmkl, lir` oud`nr mdky tm mdn liy aedikkyleshmvnr tfn fellnd kecft swethf. Amr is guhf is E filhmgn tm wfmkn-fnirtnlky onkenvn tfit ndkecftndgndthmdsestnl amr tfn gmst pirt ed oisfedc mdns fnilrnpnitnlky iciedst i oreh` wikk, E sullndky siw et amr wfitet wis2 bust mdn ipprmihf idl id nxtrngests mdn it tfit.

Bust fmw gidy oried edburens dmt tm gndtemd aitiketens fil rnsuktnl armg suhf recel ishnteh prihtehn tfrmucfmuttfn icns=

E siw tfit tfn mkl fnrget ippnirnl tm on stulyedc gnedtndtky ea ed aiht fn hmukl snn gn it ikk, mr wis edlnnlstekk iwirn ma gy prnsndhn amr tfit gittnr amr fn prnsndtkysfmm` fes idhendt sfrevnkknl fnil, idl hmdtedunl ikmdc fesprnvemus kedn ma mosnrvitemd hmdhnrdedc tfn ednvetioknlntnremritemds ma gedl idl omly. Iosndhn, fn secfnl, esidmtfnr ma keans crnit ermdens, amr et crmws lnhelnlky gmrndmtehniokn tfid prnsndhn is ymu crmw mklnr.


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Fmw lm ymu gnid= Snkk, tm cevn ymu id nxigpkn, E fivn amudl tfit E

gmstky lrnig iomut edleveluiks wfm irn dm kmdcnr ed gy

kean out mdky vnry snklmg iomut tfmsn wfm irn ihtuikky edet.

E tfmucft iomut ikk tfmsn E fil `dmwd armg gy pist,dmw kmdc sedhn lesippnirnl lmwd tfn leggedc hmrrelmrsma tegn. Uns, E suppmsn ymurn recft, E mosnrvnl iatnrsmg n hirnauk tfmucft. Iktfmucf surnky suhf es tm onnxpnhtnl armg i kean ma smketuln=

E stekk fivn lnikedcs wetf i anw mll -omls armg tegn tmtegn. Ke`n tfn hfip wfm sndt ymu fnrn. Sfit wis fes dignicied=

Fermsfe. Uns, Fermsfe. E dnvnr lrnig ma feg. M r tfit kuditeh

wfm kevns it tfn ammt ma tfn gmudtied, omtf ma wfmg E rudedtm nvnry sm matnd.

Sfit kuditeh= Xmgntfedc iomut tfn mkl gidsrnanrndhn edstidtky irmusnl id ednxpkehiokn huremsety ed gn.

Fn smgntegns hmgns tm gn, fmpedc tm rel fegsnka maoil hmdshendhn tfrmucf fes ternsmgn hmdanssemds. E dnvnrlrnig iomut feg, netfnr. Iktfmucf amr smgn rnismd E snngtm on lrnigedc ma feg recft dmw! \fn mkl gid kiucfnl.Xtekk, pnrfips et es mwedc tm tfn aiht E ig iaakehtnl oy igmst tnrreokn amrcntaukdnss idl aedl gysnka knss idl knssiokn tm leshnrd ontwnnd sknnpedc idl wi`edc wfehfgecft nxpkied tfn cfmsts tfit fivn rnturdnl tm fiudt gn edgy lrnigs, dmw is E skmwky ailn iwiy armg tfes kean. Fesvmehn trieknl maa, idl i lir` hkmul gmgndtireky hist etsckmmgy sfilmw ihrmss tfn mkl gids `edlky, wetfnrnlaniturns.


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Iatnr i gmgndts fnivy sekndhn, fn rnsugnl fesmutspm`nd gusedc, \fmucf E tfed` suhf cfmsts gmstprmoioky rnprnsndt tfmsn pirtehukir npesmlns mr nvndts ed

mur kevns wfehf fivn sfipnl mur hf irihtnrs gmst lnnpky. E dmllnl, iktfmucf E ig dmt surn wfntfnr tfn mkl gid

pnrhnevnl gy udspm`nd cnsturn ma issndt.Sfehf oredcs us tm pnrfips keans crnitnst ermdy ma ikk,

fn siel, tfnd piusnl icied, it wfehf E sndsnl tfit tfn mklgid wis prnsndtky fivedc i firl tegn ma et rngiededcamhusnl md gy hmgpidy.

Iatnr smgn kettkn wfekn E siel, egpitendtky, Uns=Sfit=

Sfy, onedc tfit et es matnd sm guhf firlnr tm amrcnttfid et es tm rngngonr, ma hmursn!

E knidnl ed hkmsn tm tfn mkl gid, sndsedc tfit fn wesfnltm rnhmudt tm gn smgn npesmln ma fes pist wfehf filegprnssnl etsnka upmd fes hfirihtnr.

Sfnd E wis i ymudc gid, idl stekk i prenst, fn oncid,ikgmst wetf i wfespnr, i hnrtied vesetedc oesfmp smgnmdn quetn fecf up ed tfn mrlnr, it idy ritn, wfmg Esfikk dmt dign is Eg surn nvnd ymu fivn fnirl ma feg mdhn tmm` gn iseln idl trenl tm sfmw gn fmw sfikk E putet= i hnrtied oih` lmmr udtm mur Kmrls Fmky Nstitn.

E lel dmt wesf tm prnss tfn fnrget md tfn aednr lntieks mafes tfnmkmcehik lnoitn wetf tfn oesfmp, sndsedc i crnitudspm`nd iw`wirldnss surrmudledc tfn nvndt. Out gyhuremsety cmt tfn onttnr ma gn ed tfn ndl.

Sfit fippndnl=Knts bust siy E oncid tm kmsn aietf ed tfn hknrcys gmrik

rnhtetuln iatnr tfit, idl hfmsn edstnil tm pursun gy stulyma shrepturn ed smketuln.


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Idl fmw lm ymu annk iomut tfit oesfmp dmw= Eis`nl.

\fn mkl nrngetn sfruccnl dmdhfikidtky, idl quetn

surpresnl gn oy siyedc, Aedn. Setfmut feg E wmukldtfivn knirdnl ikk tfn tfedcs E lel kitnr md. Dmt tfit Eg prnsndtky iokn tm rnhikk guhf ma wfit E knirdnl! Onselns, etwisdt md fes ihhmudt ikmdn tfit E knat tfn mrlnr.

\fnd wfit giln ymu knivn= E is`nl. I gmd` hid mdky ornitfn ed sm guhf edhndsn! fn

rnpkenl idl wn omtf orm`n mut edtm kiucftnr it fesudnxpnhtnl kettkn bm`n0 out tfnd ed tfn vnry dnxt edstidt tfnmkl rnhkusn crnw smkngd mdhn gmrn, is tfmucf fugmurwnrn i tfedc dmt tm on edlukcnl ed amr idy crnit kndctf.

Nvndtuikky fn nxpkiednl, E dnnlnl tm aedl gy mwdprmma ma Cml.

Idl lel ymu aedl et= \fn idhfmretn ankk sekndt, nvelndtky snirhfedc lnnp

wetfed fegsnka amr id ipprmpreitn rnpky. Aedikky fn siel, Efivn amudl kettkn pmedt leshussedc tfn nxestndhn ma Cmlwetf wmrls mr rnismd ikmdn. Umu netfnr fivn lernhtnxpnrendhn ma Feg mr ymu lmdt.

E wietnl amr feg tm hkireay fes igoecumus rngir` outfn rnariednl armg lmedc sm it tfit gmgndt, ikgmst istfmucf fn wnrn tmyedc wetf gn.

Umu fivn fil lernht nxpnrendhn ma Cml, tfnd= Eaedikky is`nl, udiokn tm rnstried gysnka idy kmdcnr.

Ikk E hid siy es tfit Evn mosnrvnl i pirt ma gysnka tfitkmm`s md wetfmut bulcngndt, oniredc sekndt wetdnss tm ikkgy kettkn nxprnssemds ma videty.

Xm ed naanht ymurn siyedc Dm= E siel. Ig E= \fn suohmdshemus gedl matnd wmr`s ed

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E rnhikknl gy lrnigs ma tfn decft onamrn, idl skmwkydmllnl gy udlnrstidledc. Setfmut lmuot.

Idl wfm es tm rnikky siy wfndhn suhf tfmucfts

ihtuikky iresn= Cml= \fit, gy arendl, rngieds \fn Gystnry , lmnsdt et=,

fn secfnl lnnpky. \fnrn wis i teg n wfnd E tfmucft isguhf nvnd ankt tm fivn lernhtky nxpnrendhnl Cml is isperetuikesedc amrhn omtf wetfed idl wetfmut is i tfedc itmdhn eggidndt idl tridshndlndt tfn Zregiry Xuostidhn ,ymu gecft siy eggutiokn, edaedetn, idl wetfmutprnhnledc hiusn0 tfmucf is gy gedl fis ti`nd tmwidlnredc wetf tfn pissicn ynirs, ikk tfit gmstky rngiedstm gn dmw es tfn mhhisemdik, aknntedc rnhmkknhtemd ma suhfstitns E gecft mdhn fivn lnshreonl is dugedmus. Fnsecfnl lnnpky, Et es is tfmucf E mdhn leshmvnrnl tf n FmkyCriek mdky tm fivn amrcmttnd wfnrn E stisfnl et. Setf iaiedt sgekn fn illnl, Knts bust siy Evn prnsndtkygespkihnl tfn ioekety tm ti`n hmgamrt armg tfn dmtemd tfitwn irn dmt nihf idl nvnry mdn ma us nssndteikky md murmwd ed tfes kean.

E gust fivn kmm`nl lesippmedtnl, amr tfn idhendttfnmkmceid prnsndtky illnl, wetf id udnxpnhtnl wed`,\fn qunstemd es, ma hmursn, tfnrnamrn dmt sm guhf iomut onedc mr dmt onedc , gy ymudc arendl, out tfes2 Ea smgnmdnsnns gn, lm E ed aiht hmdtedun tm nxest edlnpndlndtky= Dmwea ymukk `edlky nxhusn gn, E gust cm witnr tfn cirlnd.

\fn mkl gid rmsn pmdlnrmusky tm fes annt, idl Ewithfnl feg lesippnir skmwky lmwd tfn pitf air gmrndegoky tfid E fil ed ikk fmdnsty tfmucft pmsseokn amr igid ma fes ynirs.


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E gust ilget tm fivedc ankt gmrn tfid i kettknlugoamudlnl oy fes udnxpnhtnl ikkusemd tm Figkntstegnknss wmrls wmrls gmrn mr knss irtehukitnl ed gy

lrnigs ma tfn decft onamrn idl wfehf fil ed naanhtlernhtnl gn fetfnr.

E wmdlnr2 bust wfit prnhes n quidtety ma uredn fivn Epissnl luredc gy keantegn= wnrn tfn kist, aiedt, idliktmcntfnr gysteayedc wmrls E fnirl uttnrnl oy tfn mklfnrget tfit liy amr iatnr id fmur mr sm pitendtky iwietedcfes rnturd, fn rngiednl vnry guhf iosndt2 id iosndhnwfehf wis edlnnl quetn nvnry oet is dmtehniokn is fesprnsndhn fil onnd!

Oy dmw tfn s`y wis lir`ndedc, idl annkedc quetnsullndky mvnrhmgn wetf wnirednss, E rnpiernl edseln tfnfnrgets hmtticn ed mrlnr tm wiet mut fes rnturd.

Decft ankk, idl E kiy gysnka lmwd md fes dirrmw hmt,crmwedc crnitky hmdhnrdnl tfit smgn ekk fil onaikknd tfnmkl idhfmretn, idl wmdlnredc wfntfnr E mucft tm fnil muted snirhf ma fes wfnrniomuts. Out sknnp wis ikrnilytuccedc aergky md tfn hmrdnrs ma gy kels oy tfnd, rndlnredcgn hmgpkntnky edhipiokn ma aurtfnr gmvngndt.

Is E lreatnl maa edtm udhmdshemusdnss, E rngngonrtfed`edc tm gysnka tfit, surn ndmucf, tfn mkl gmd` filcevnd aerg suostidhn tm fes nirkenr nxprnssemds ma lmuottfit wn irn ikk ma us audligndtikky ikmdn ed tfes kean. Amrtruky ikmdn E wis it tfit gmgndt.


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8. \fn Kuditeh

E wis wm`nd nirky tfn dnxt gmrdedc oy tfn cndtkn sfi`edcma i fidl upmd gy sfmuklnr0 skmwky prezedc mpnd fnivykels, E wis crnntnl oy tfn spnhtihkn ma tfn mkl rnhkusnoniredc lmwd upmd gn fes idhendt aihn prnssnl mdkyedhfns iwiy armg gy mwd. Fes ckissy-nynl nxprnssemdcivn gn quetn tfn stirt, E gust ilget.

\fn sgnkk ma gmest nirtf fudc tfeh`ky armg feg, idlhirrenl wetf et tfn succnstemd ma i arnsfky nxfugnl crivn0idl lnspetn fivedc bust onnd wrnstnl armg i ritfnr aetauksknnp fiudtnl oy i gnlkny ma oezirrn lrnigs i sknnpwfehf fil knat gn pmmrky rnstnl, idl ed hmdsnqundhn ritfnrekk-lespmsnl E wis dnvnrtfnknss vnry ckil tm snn feg ikevn.

\fn mkl gid snngnl pnrpknxnl oy gy prnsndhn ed feshmt, fmwnvnr, amr fn prnsndtky iddmudhnl, pnrfips wetf ifedt ma ermdy ed fes vmehn, Cmml gmrdedc tm ymu, ymudcser! \m wfit lm E mwn tfn pknisurn ma ymur veset= itwfehf E edstidtky udlnrstmml fn fil quetn iktmcntfnramrcmttnd iomut mur edtnrvenw armg tfn liy onamrn!

E queh`ky sit up idl civn feg i orena rnhmudtedc ma et.Ma hmursn! fn hrenl iatnr smgn movemus hmdselnriokntfmucft. \fn ymudc gid armg tfn gmudtied tmp! Fmw smvnry dehn tm snn ymu icied sm smmd!

Sfnrn lel ymu lesippnir tm kist decft= E is`nl,ruooedc tfn sknnp armg gy nyns. E wis i kettkn wmrrenl tfitsmgn geshfena fil mvnrti`nd ymu.

Smrrenl, ymu siy= fn hfuh`knl. Dmw wfy md Nirtfgecft ymu on wmrrenl iomut gn= Evn onnd kevedc up fnrnmd gy mwd sedhn kmdc onamrn ymu wnrn omrd, Ekk wicnr.


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\fn mkl gid maanrnl gn i orniàist ma pmrrelcn, tni,idl smgn èdl ma lnkehemus swnnt oeshuet mdn wfehf Eckilky ihhnptnl, fivedc ikk tfn liy onamrn oirnky sigpknl i

hrih`nr ed tfn crnit nxhetngndt ma gy pnrncreditemds.Sfnrn irn ymu maa tm tmliy, ymudc gid= fn is`nl dm

smmdnr fil E aedesfnl kehèdc hknid gy omwk idl oncud tmgi`n vicun dmesns iomut gy lnpirturn.

E tfmucft E gecft fnil airtfnr md lmwd tfngmudtied, E siel, lriededc gy hup, tm snn wfit ilvndturniwiets.

Ilvndturn, ymu siy= tfn mkl gid hfuh`knl. Bustwfit gecft tfit edvmkvn, E wmdlnr= fn is`nl igusnlky.

E hmdselnrnl fes qunstemd hirnaukky. E suppmsn et gmstprmoioky edvmkvns tfn tfrekk ma nxtrehitedc mdnsnka armg ipeh`kn tfit gecft bust is niseky fivn onnd prnvndtnl ed tfnaerst pkihn.

\fn mkl fnrget sgeknl ormilky. Uns edlnnl. Umu`dmw, E fivn amudl armg gy mwd nxpnrendhn tfit gmstfmpns mr nxpnhtitemds amr tfn auturn irn oisnl md smgn mrmtfnr fika-oi`nl dmtemd mdn wfehf fis snklmg onndtfmucft-mut ed idy crnit lnptf onamrnfidl.

\fits tfn pmedt ma et, E suppmsn, E sgeknl, idl rmsnqueh`ky tm gy annt. E nxtndlnl gy fidl tm tfn mkl gid idloiln feg airnwnkk idl kmdc kean.

Zknisn lm veset icied smmd, fn sgeknl wirgky, tièdcgy fidl ed fes ariek crisp, idl sfièdc et wni`ky.

Is E stmkn md lmwd tfn gmudtied pitf, idxemus tm snn`mut tfn kuditeh wfmg tfn mkl fnrget fil nirkenrgndtemdnl, E pmdlnrnl it crnit kndctf md fes ippirndtedioekety tm rngied amr kmdc mutseln tfn prnsndt gmgndt. Etippnirnl oy dm gnids tm on tfn smrt ma onedc-ed-tfn-gmgndt wfehf Gistnr Fermsfe matnd spm`n ma, fmwnvnr,


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out smgntfedc quetn iktmcntfnr leaanrndt0 idl E wmdlnrnlwfntfnr igdnsei gecft dmt on tfn knist ma fes trmuokns.Idl ynt, fnrn wis iksm i gid wfm fil ippirndtky giln

pnihn wetf fes lngmds, quetn ed spetn ma tfner hmdtedunlprnsndhn ed fes kean. Hmukl E, ed ikk fmdnsty, siy tfn sign=

Et wis kitn gmrdedc oy tfn tegn E rnihfnl tfn ammt matfn gmudtied, wfnrn E siw i snrens ma cndtkn rmkkedc fekksokid`ntnl ed pithfy crny wmmlkidl sprniledc maa tmwirltfn lestidt, hkmul-hmvnrnl fmrezmd.

Fnrn it tfn oisn, E wis et eggnleitnky struh` oy tfnspnhtihkn ma i crnit hrugokedc rued ikgmst ke`n tfit masmgn fika-hmgpkntnl mr pnrfips nvnd kmdc-ioidlmdnl `nnp rniredc etsnka sullndky onamrn gy lesonkenvedc nyns. Efistndnl tmwirl et, swnpt ikmdc oy errnprnsseokn huremsety,idl prnsndtky leshnrdnl i kmdn aecurn gmvedc purpmsnaukkyed igmdc tfn aikknd okmh`s ma stmdn tfit kiy strnwd iomutets pnregntnr ke`n smgn huremus trnisurn-snn`nr peh`edcquentky tfrmucf id irhfinmkmcehik lec.

Ipprmihfedc dnirnr, E nisnl gy pihn idl fnatnl id irged crnntedc it wfehf tfn aecurn prnsndtky hiucft wedl magn idl hign tm id iorupt fikt, wfnrn fn rngiednlstidledc recel, idl cizedc edtndtky ed gy lernhtemd.

Is E lrnw hkmsnr E wis smmd struh` oy tfn truky hmkmssikstiturn ma tfes gid.

Fnkkm, tfnrn, E iddmudhnl is E stnppnl hiutemuskyonamrn tfn hmkmssus. Fn maanrnl dm rnpky, fmwnvnr, outgnrnky hmdtedunl tm rncirl gn tfrmucf dirrmw, hmmk crnynyns nyns wfehf ikgmst snngnl tm hirry ed tfng i fedt maleslied idl E ankt gysnka edstidtky put md gy cuirl, istfmucf E wnrn onedc systngitehikky shrutedesnl amrwni`dnssns.


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Uns. E wis mdhn `edc, ymu `dmw. Ma ikk tfnsn kidls ymusnn strnthfedc iomut us, idl airtfnr stekk is air is wfnrntfn hety dmw stidls, idl onymdl. E kevnl up md tfn

gmudtied, out wis hist lmwd ikmdc wetf gy histkn.Md fniredc tfes, et queh`ky mhhurrnl tm gn tfit dmt

mdky wis tfes ceidt edlnnl truky aikknd udlnr tfn spnkk makudihy is tfn mkl fnrget fil nirkenr succnstnl, out quetnpmsseoky mvnrti`nd oy gncikmgidei is wnkk.

\fits wfnrn E kevn, E siel, pmedtedc up tmwirl tfnsugget.

Umu kevn up md tfn gmudtied= _nikky= Amr i gmgndtfn kmm`nl hmdausnl0 fn tfnd oncid tm strm`n fes sgmmtf,squirn biw tfmucftaukky, idl prnsndtky rndnwnl fes stulyma gn, is tfmucf snnedc gn amr tfn aerst tegn is smgnmdnwmrtfy ma fes rncirl.

Sfnrn, nxihtky= Evn dnvnr fnirl ma ymu, fn siel wetfdirrmwedc nyns.

Dmt air armg tfn sugget, ihtuikky. E `nnp tm gysnka,gmstky.

Fmw md Nirtf lel gidicn tm kuc ikk ymur stmh` uptfnrn= Umu lmdt kmm` ke`n ymu hmukl fnat i weh`nr ois`nt,guhf knss wenkl i figgnr. Fn tippnl fes hfedtfm ucftaukky. Umu gust fivn fil fnkp cnttedc nstiokesfnl,E suppmsn.

E sfmm` gy fnil. E kevn ikk ikmdn ed i sgi kk fut. Epiusnl. Sfehf E gysnka ouekt, gidy ynirs icm wetf gymwd twm fidls.

Idl wfit es et ymu kevn md, gid= Sekl onrrens=Bust rehn idl vncntiokns, gmstky, wfehf E crmw.Dm gnit=E sfmm` gy fnil.


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Cmml Kmrl. Dm wmdlnr ymurn kettkn gmrn tfid i oicma omdns! Fn ankk sekndt amr i tegn, sezedc gn up idl lmwdwetf hknir suspehemd ed fes nyns, pnrfips nvnd i fedt ma

lescust ed tfn g tmm. Idl wfit es et ymu lm wetf ymursnkaup tfnrn, ikk md ymur mwd=

E rnhmudtnl tm feg gy typehik liys ihtevetens wfehfamr tfn gmst pirt hmdsestnl ma lmedc wfit kettkn wisrnquernl ed mrlnr tm cnt md lmedc is kettkn is pmsseokn. Xmtfit E giy spndl gmrn tegn settedc ed gnletitemd, Enxpkiednl smatky.

Fi fi! tfn gid rugoknl. E suppmsn tfit gnletitemdes tfn mdky tfedc wmrtf dmt lmedc! Fn prnsndtky rncirlnlgn wetf i èdl ma lntihfnl igusngndt guhf, E tfmucft,is i èdc gecft cizn lestrihtnlky upmd tfn ammk tugokedc itfes annt. \nkk gn. Fivn ymu nvnr lmdn i firl liys wmr`,kil= fn is`nl. Nvnr ed ymur wfmkn kean=

Ma hmursn E fivn ! E prmtnstnl, armwdedc lnnpky, idlannkedc sullndky ritfnr pnrpknxnl oy tfn errncukir turd matfn hmd vnrsitemd. Sfnd E wis ymudcnr E trenl gy fidl itikk smrts ma tfedcs!

\fn ceidt pursnl fes keps gmhèdcky. Umurn dmt smmkl, fn shmrdnl. Ekk wicnr ymurn bust idmtfnr lrmp -mut,fn tiudtnl, bust idmtfnr ma smhentys rnaucnns, sèggedcmaa tfn ait ma tfn kidl.

E ankt gysnka crmwedc quetn sullndky icetitnl oy tfnegpnrtedndhn ma tfes mvnroniredc edleveluik.

Nvnr sfmvnkknl ludc, omy= fn prnsndtky is`nl wetfid udlescuesnl dmtn ma lnresemd ed fes tmdn.

Snkk! \m rngied fugokn ed tfn aihn ma ncmgidei! Dmwfnrn wis i hfikkndcn wmrtfy ma Gistnr Fermsfe, E tfmucfttm gysnka nvnd ea E gysnka wis hknirky md tfn pmedt maaiekurn. Hnrtiedky, E ankt gy okmml onceddedc tm resn ed dm


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udhnrtied tnrgs, E lnik wetf gy mwd ludc ikk tfn tegn.Lm ymu=

Fn kiucfnl it gn, out tfnd fes nxprnssemd queh`ky

twestnl etsnka edtm smgntfedc firl idl udamrcevedc. E siw ickedt ma gndihn akisf gmgndtireky ed fes nyns, onamrnhmgedc tm rncirl gn mdhn gmrn wetf i kmm` ma hmmksupnrhekemusdnss. Gy cut eggnleitnky wirdnl gn tfit tfesorutn wis hknirky udprnlehtiokn, pmsseoky nvnd psyhfmteh0out tfnd E wis annkedc ngomklndnl oy fes hfikkndcn dmttm gndtemd i kettkn mutricnl it fes edsmkndhn idl segpkyrnausnl tm on oukkenl iomut. Nspnheikky dmt oy smgn crnitmia wfm kevnl ed i hrugokedc rued fn onkenvnl tm on feshistkn.

Ikrecft, tfnd. Cevn gn id nxigpkn, fn lngidlnlpnrngptmreky.

Qnry wnkk. Ets quetn segpkn rnikky. Lnikedc wetf ymurmwd ludc aerst idl amrngmst rnquerns gistnry ma tfnmutfmusn ouh`nt.

\fn gid stirnl it gn okid`ky amr i tegn. Zrnsndtky,mdn ma fes crnit ousfy nynormws keatnl etsnka edtm idnxprnssemd tfit fmvnrnl smgnwfnrn ontwnnd igusngndtidl hmdtngpt, is tfmucf et wnrn udsurn ed wfehf lernhtemdtm hmgget etsnka. Aedikky et snttknl lmwd edtm mdn ma wryigusngndt ikmdn idl fn oncid tm kiucf iorisevnky.\fits ritfnr auddy, fn aedikky siel. Lm cm md.

Snkk, E fivn amudl tfit gy vesets tm tfn mutfmusnmatnd prmveln gn wetf i hnrtied arnsf pnrspnhtevn armgwfehf tm pmdlnr md suhf gittnrs wnecfedc md gy gedl. Edidy hisn, tfn prevy snit prmvelns gn wetf i pkihn tm gusnmd tfn fnivnds idl stekk aedl smgn sgikk hmgamrt wfeknsettedc md tfn Nirtf. E ankt gy hmdaelndhn skmwkyrnturdedc.


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\fn orutn hmdselnrnl gy wmrls it smgn kndctf, ikk tfnwfekn rncirledc gn wetf id nxprnssemd ma ikgmst piednligusngndt. Aedikky fn spm`n, i tfed sgekn hurkedc tfn

hmrdnrs ma fes gmutf, Kmm`edc lmwd md tfn wmrkl armgymur mutfmusn= Uns. I gmst prihtehik vidticn, E suppmsn.Fn piusnl, idl tfnd ikk it mdhn knt mut i lnnp secf, istfmucf gmgndtireky rnvesetedc fes amrgnr ckmry liys mdfecf. Uns, E tmm fivn matnd onnd fippenst wfnd pnnredclmwd md tfedcs armg i crnit fnecft, E gust siy.

Giy E is` wfit fippndnl= E aedikky is`nl. \fn orutn oncid tm ckirn it gn, is tfmucf it mdhn

crivnky edsuktnl. Xurnky ymuvn fnirl tfn tikn ma gyusurpitemd= Sfy, ets tfn stuaa ma kncndl, gid!

E sfruccnl. Amrcevn gn, Umur Fecfdnss. E fivn onndkniledc i quent kean tfnsn pist gidy ynirs, is E siel nirkenr.

\fn hmkmssus snngnl vicunky pknisnl oy gy usn ma fesfmdmreaeh, amr it mdhn fn oncid tm sgekn egpnremusky, ke`ntfn kemd sullndky rnstmrnl tm ets preln. Sfy, E wis lrevndamrtf ke`n i lmc idl knat mut tm lry oy gy pntty, hmddevedcmaaspredc, es wfit fippndnl! Mdky gy ammk stmml oy gn edtfn ndl, tfmucf nvnd fn es dmw gystnremusky videsfnl.Mdhn E ig rnstmrnl, fmwnvnr, E sfikk cevn nihf ma gyupstirt orits i firsf knssmd ed hmgpissemd, gir` gywmrls!

Xmgntfedc iomut tfn lnpmsnl gmdirhfs wmrlsprnsndtky rnhikknl i stmry E fil mdhn fnirl. Xurnky tfeshmukl dmt on @edc Knir fegsnka= E rncestnrnl wetf sullndedhrnlukety.

E lel dmt prnss tfn orutn md fes elndtety mutrecft,fmwnvnr amr fn snngnl wekkedc ndmucf tm rnhmudt fes tikntm gn idl tfmucft et wesnr edstnil tm ikkmw fes mwdwmrls tm cevn aknsf tm gy suspehemds.


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Mdhn hmggndhnl wetf fes dirritevn, fmwnvnr, wfehfwis ke`n i akmmlcitn mpndnl, E wis queh`ky swnpt up ed itmrrndt ma mutpmurnl ngmtemd tfit yenklnl dm rnik hkun is tm

fes ihtuik festmry. _icn sit ondnitf fes nvnry nxnhritemdke`n mkl kmmsn akmmr omirledc wfehf tfrnitndnl tm cevn wiyidy gmgndt tm vemkndhn0 idl snvnrik tegns E crnw iarieltfit tfes gil ceidt gecft aedikky kmsn hmdtrmk idl fivn itgn.

Is fn spm`n, et vnry queh`ky onhign ippirndt tfit tfmsnfn nvnr hrmssnl aettnl dnitky edtm mdn ma twm lestedhthigps2 vissik mr amn tfn kittnr onedc idymdn wfmmostruhtnl mr edlnnl sm guhf is hmdtrilehtnl feg ed idywiy. Guhf ma fes arustritemd idl idcuesf, E smmd knirdnl,fil iresnd ed iatnrgitf ma fes tfwirtnl ittngpt tmlmgeditn ikk wfm kevnl ed tfn sfilmw ma tfn gmudtiedluredc fes suppmsnl tegn ma rnecd0 tfmucf et iksm smmdonhign ippirndt tfit gildnss fil tmuhfnl feg kmdconamrn fes lnpmsetemd0 sm hmdvedhnl, amr edstidhn, wis fn mafes mwd hknir suprngihy ed ikk tfedcs, tfit fn aergkyonkenvnl tfn wmrkl irmudl feg dmt mdky mwnl fegudqunstemdedc monesidhn, out wis smgnfmw hmdhnevnlarmg fes vnry mwd tfmucfts!

E gust ilget tfit, ed id ndternky leaanrndt wiy, E tmmfil smgntegns wmdlnrnl tfn nxiht sign tfedc.

Sfit es et ymu edtndl tm lm, mdhn ymur histkn esrnouekt= E is`nl tfn ceidt iatnr fn fil aikknd amr i tegnedtm ormmledc sekndhn.

Fes nyns dirrmwnl hrunkky. Sfy, E tfed` E sfikk oncedoy rizedc tfit ihhursnl hety ymdlnr, fn tektnl fes fnilsfirpky tmwirl tfn fmrezmd, wfnrn iatnr smgn hirnauk stulyE wis iokn tm gi`n mut tfn sgulcy mutkedn ma sm gidy tedyrnhtidcukir struhturns. Ets quetn mostruhtedc gy venw.


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Znrfips i gmrn gmlnritn udlnrti`edc tm onced wetf=E succnstnl.

Mf= Fn rnpkenl wetf i lnnp armwd, E tfed` gy

prnsndt rnkmhitemd tm tfes edsuaanriokn spmt es suaaehendthmgprmgesn, lmdt ymu=

Sfy dmt cm oih` up tfn gmudtied, wfnrn mtfnr, onttnrvenws giy iaamrl tfngsnkvns= E siel idl eggnleitnkyrncrnttnl fivedc siel et amr ikk it mdhn tfn orutn aexnl gnwetf i gmst leshmdhnrtedc kmm`. Idl wfm lm ymu suppmsngecft fnkp gn kuc gy histkn oih` up tm tfn tmp= fn

rugoknl pndsevnky. E dnxt withfnl is mdn ma fes crnitousfy nynormws keatnl etsnka quezzehikky s`ywirl, is tfmucfi gmgndtmus pkid fil quetn sullndky amrgukitnl etsnka edfes gedl. Znrfips ymu= Id nvek sger` prnsndtky twestnlfes keps idl E rnikesnl wetf sullnd fmrrmr tfit fn gnidttm fivn gn is fes kiomurnr!

E tmm` i sgikk stnp oih`wirl idl stiggnrnl, Sfit E gnid tm siy ... es tfit gmlnritemd es tfn wiy tm cm, Evnamudl. Out tfnd ed siyedc tfes E eggnleitnky crnw iwirnma gy mwd fypmhresy0 amr wfy nksn fil E, tmm, bust hmgntugokedc lmwd tfn gmudtiedseln ea dmt ed pursuet manxhnkkndt ilvndturn= Znrfips tfn audligndtik leaanrndhnontwnnd tfn orutn idl E kiy ed tfn diturn ma tfn aikk etsnka wfmsn egpiht gecft fivn onnd mosnrvnl tm viry lernhtkywetf tfn sezn ma mur rnspnhtevn ncms=

Znrfips idmtfnr, aurtfnr leaanrndhn kiy ed tfn aiht tfit Egysnka fil kettkn rnik edtnrnst ed hmdqunredc tfn wmrklmutseln gy mwd fnil. It knist dmt amr tfn tegn onedc.

Gmlnritemd= tfn gil ceidt tfudlnrnl wetf kiucftnr.\fnrn ymu cm icied. Uns. E sfmukl ckilky fivn et ikk edgmlnritemd. Yuetn sullndky fn tmm` id ndmrgm us strelntmwirl gn fes crnit mutstrnthfnl fidl crmpedc wetf


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okedledc spnnl it gy irg. E gidicnl tm swnrvn iwiy ittfn vnry kist edstidt, idl giln i lnspnritn omkt ma et wnivedc lnatky ed idl igmdc tfn crnit hyhkmpnid okmh`s

tfit kiy strnwd iomut tfn tmppknl `nnp, idl usedc tfng ishmvnr tm hmdhnik gn armg tfn ceidts swnnpedc cizn.

Onamrn kmdc E fnirl tfn ikgmst wmudlnl fmwks ma gywmukl-on hiptmr aekk tfn ier idl nhfm gillndedckytfrmucfmut tfn ngpty crmudls ma wfit fil vnry dnirkyonhmgn gy presmd.

Out smmd tfny tfid`aukky crnw aiedtnr is fn gmvnl maamokequnky ed snirhf ma fes quirry.

E nvndtuikky ciednl tfn girced ma pithfy wmml idl,stekk luh`edc kmw, spredtnl pnkk-gnkk wetfed ets oknssnlhmvnr.


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kircn aecurn, oy tfn kmm`s ma et, tmm0 idl onedc edstidtkyrngedlnl ma tfn ceidt, E hrnpt amrwirl wetf utgmst hiutemd out smmd ishnrtiednl tfn aecurn wis oy dm gnids is kircn

is tfn hmkmssus wfm ynt pmsseoky stik`nl gn, tfmucf stekkhknirky i fnil tikknr tfid E.

Fnkkm, E prnsndtky iddmudhnl armg i lestidhn masnvnrik yirls it wfehf tfn aecurn ikgmst knipnl edtm tfnier wetf surpresn.

Sfms tfnrn= E fnirl tfn smat hkeh` ma wfit Eegicednl tm on i aernirg hmh`edc . Sfnrn ed okizns lelymu hmgn armg= Xfmw ymursnka it mdhn!

Amrcevn gn amr fivedc stirtknl ymu, E stnppnl upskmwky onamrn tfn aern idl fnkl mut gy mpndnl pikgs iomvnets lidhedc akigns tm sfmw feg E wis udirgnl. E siwymur aern, idl fmpnl E gecft wirg gysnka oy et amr i oet.

Oy ikk gnids, tfn aecurn crugoknl igoe cumusky, Ehmukl rnikky usn tfn hmgpidy.

\fn prnviekedc sekndhn smmd oncid tm gn gi`n gn annk ikettkn iw`wirl.

Sfit irn ymu lmedc mut fnrn oy ymursnka = E aedikkyis`nl.

E hmukl is` ymu tfn sign cmlligd qunstemd! tfnaecurn oir`nl rnprmihfaukky wmrls wfehf lel kettkn tmikknveitn gy leshmgamrt it tfit gmgndt.

Eg smrry. E wis bust huremus, E siel, idl sfeatnl gycizn dnrvmusky tmwirl tfn aern.

\fits aedn, tfn aecurn aedikky rngir`nl0 idl tfndsecfedc, Bust fil i kettkn rud ed wetf tfn kiw nirkenr mdtmliy. X tekk annked i oet nlcy, E cunss.

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striecft it gn! Sfit ymu lmed md gy kidl, omy= tfit mklfiysnnl gnwknl. E gnid ymu dm firg , E nxpkiednl. Umurwmgnd idl kevnstmh` irn sian irmudl gn, E swnir, E siel ,

gi`edc tfn secd ma tfn hrmss. Out dm. Dm! \fit mkl cmitbust wndt ifnil idl tmm` i pmt-sfmt it gn idyfmws !

Sfit lel ymu lm= E is`nl wetf lesonkena .Sfy, E oustnl fes dmsn idl tmm` fes cud iwiy armg

feg, es wfit! gy surky hmgpidemd rugoknl.E kiucfnl idl iatnr smgn tegn fn oncid kiucfedc,

tmm2 it aerst vnry smatky, ikgmst rnkuhtidtky, out prntty smmdtfn twm ma us wnrn rmkkedc iomut udhmdtrmkkioky ed tfn lert.

Nvndtuikky tfn mutkiw sit up idl crnw snremus mdhngmrn. Xmgn amk` bust lmdt cnt et, nf= fn gusnl.

E suppmsn dmt. Out wfit hid ymu lm iomut et= Firl tm `dmw smgntegns, iedt et= E gnid tm turd

tfn mtfnr hfnn` mr tm `eh` iss= Dmw tfit es tfn qunstemd,gy arendl .

E wis uttnrky lugo-amudlnl oy gy arendl s udnxpnhtnlikkusemd tm Figknt, is fn wis hknirky dm gid ma knttnrs0 idlynt gy oried wis it tfit gmgndt air tmm rellknl wetfwfes`y tm cevn tfn stridcn hmedhelndhn guhf aurtfnrtfmucft.

Umu `dmw, tfit airgnr gecft bust h ikk i spiln i spiln,idl lnheln dmt tm eg pkehitn tfn iutfmretens, E maanrnl hmdsmkedcky.

Giyon, gy lir` hmgpidemd rnpkenl tfmucftaukky.Mdky tfits dmt tfn rnismd Eg onedc fudtnl oy tfn kiw edtfn aerst pkihn.

Mf, E si el out rnariednl armg pmsedc tfn movemusqunstemd. Edstnil, E wietnl amr feg tm hmdtedun0 idl iatnrsmgn aurtfnr piusn tfn mutkiw siel, E cunss y mu cmtti kmm`md tfn orecft seln ma tfnsn tfedcs .


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Mf= Sfits tfit=Snkk, tfnrn iedt dmtfedc quetn ke`n i cmml mkl

aisfemdnl gidfudt tm cnt ymur okmml pugpedc , tfits amr

surn! fn queppnl tfmucf ondnitf fes bnst E sndsnl i vnryrnik dmtn ma lnspnritemd.

Znrfips dnxt tegn ymu trnspiss ymu mucft tm lrnss uped higms0 mr onttnr stekk, cm it decft = E fugmurnl feg.

Ekk `nnp tfit ed gedl, tfn mutkiw hfuh`knl smatky edrnpky.

Xm ... fmw lel ymu wedl up mut ed tfnsn pirts tm oncedwetf= E rnpnitnl gy qunstemd armg nirkenr.

Dmt tmm surn, rnpkenl tfn mutkiw hmdtngpkitevnky.\fed` giyon E tmm` i wrmdc turd smgnwfnrn, fnqueppnl, hknirky ivmeledc tfn essun. \fn okizedc aernprnsndtky aekknl tfn decft ier wetf ets gidy idhendt,wfespnredc tmdcuns ma akign. Nvndtuikky fn illnl, smatky,E dnvnr stirt dm trmuokn it knist dmt amr tfn gmst pirt. Etbust snngs tm hmgn i- kmm`edc amr gn, et lmns. Fn piusnl.Eg bust i segpkn gid, rnikky. Ikk E rnikky dnnl s ed tfes keanes i cerk ed mdn fidl idl i cud ed tfn mtfnr .

E hmukl dmt tnkk wfntfnr tfn mutkiw wis bm`edc is fnsiel tfes it idy ritn E amudl et nxtrngnky leaaehukt dmt tm`nnk mvnr wetf kiucftnr is fn siel et0 tfmucf E wis vnryckil tm fivn nxnrhesnl amroniridhn md tfes mhhisemd, amrtfnrn smmd hign spekkedc armg fes gmutf wmrls wfehf knatkettkn lmuot is tm tfner sedhnrety.

Fes kean fil onnd mdn kmdc snrens ma lesistnrs, fn tmklgn, wfehf fil gmrn mr knss rnsuktnl armg fes naamrts tm tnstmut fes mwd kegets. Out iksm tm tnst mut suhf kegets tfitkean gecft tfrmw up it gn.


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_ukns ma idy `edl aekknl feg wetf fmrrmr idl rnvuksemd,idl wnrn, fn siel, gmstky lnsecdnl tm `nnp amk` ed tfnerpkihns , kevedc ed anir.

Lm ymu fivn idy elni fmw gidy kiws fivn onndwrettnd tfrmucfmut festmry, bust sm tfit i anw gecft ondnaetoy tfng= tfn mutkiw crugoknl, idl E hmukl ikgmst fnirtfn piedauk cregihn tfit twestnl fes sfilmwy aniturns.

Dm. Fmw gidy=Gmst kiws nxest ed tfn aerst pkihn mdky tm prmtnht tfn

fivns armg tfn fivn-dmts, ymu `dmw0 idl tfmsn wfmfivn fivn cndnrikky hmgn oy wfit tfny suppmsnlky mwdtfrmucf smgn lespkiy ma amrhn it knist suhf wis tfn hisnoih` ed tfn mklnd liys, wfnd tfnrn wnrn mdky kmrls idlpnisidts. \fnsn liys, fmwnvnr, wn fivn rnik nstitn fnspit mdhn gmrn wfehf es rnikky dmt guhf gmrn tfidtfnat wfnd ymu tfed` iomut et. \fn mutkiw ankk sekndt amr itegn, ippniredc sud`nd ed lnnp tfmucft. \fmucf E gustilget E lm fivn i ritfnr kmmsn hmdhnpt ma omudli rens, fnnvndtuikky illnl wetf i smat hfuh`kn0 idl tfnd, \fnrnmucft tm on i cmlligd kiw iciedst andhns, E swnir! Evnonnd nknhtrmhutnl sm gidy tegns oy andhns E annk twethfybust kmm`edc it mdn dmwiliys!

E kiucfnl. \fits hkissehik hmdletemdedc amr ymu, Esuppmsn.

\fn mutkiw lel dmt rnpky.\fmucf ymurn recft, ma hmursn, E queh`ky illnl. Dm

mdn rnikky mwds tfn kidl, idl ikk omudlirens irn nssndteikkybust kedns ed tfn sidl.

Umu try nxpkiededc tfit tm tfn kiw! fn siel. Idl tm rniktmrs! E kiucfnl.E tmm` idmtfnr skuc ma wfes`y, idl amudl gysnka it mdhn

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hmdtiednl . Xmudls tm gn is tfmucf ymurn bust i oet ma ididirhfest, rnikky. Setf smgntfedc ma i dmsn amr trmuokn,pnrfips.

Lmdt cm puttedc dm cml- ligdnl kionks md gn! tfnmutkiw nruptnl quetn sullndky it tfit gmgndt idl E tmmkitn rnikesnl tfit dmt mdky fil E iktmcntfnr gesbulcnl tfnsperet ma igety tfit fil resnd ontwnnd us out fil iksmippirndtky struh` i dnrvn.

Eg smrry, E siel, idl wn omtf ankk edtm ormmledcsekndhn.

Nvndtuikky tfn mutkiw turdnl oih` tm gn idl siel,Umurn recft iomut mdn tfedc, tfmucf. E lm smgntegns cmkmm`edc amr trmuokn. Sfnd Eg omrnl , nspnheikky.

E wietnl amr feg tm hmdtedun dmw wnecfedc gy wmrlswetf utgmst hirn idl ynt sullndky quetn udiokn tm aedltfn ipprmpreitn mdns tm maanr feg, quetn pmsseoky mdihhmudt ma tfn wfes`y.

Netfnr wiy , et annks is tfmucf Eg orni`edc tfn kiw mdn wiy mr idmtfnr wfndnvnr E stnp mutseln gy armdtlmmr tfnsn liys . Fn piusnl, pnrfips iwietedc gyhmggndt0 tfmucf amr tfn tegn onedc E rngiednl lugo.Nvnd tfmucf Evn onnd tryed rnik firl kitnky dmt tm orni`tfedcs. \fn tfedcs tfit rnikky hmudt, ymu `dmw, ke`n fnirtsidl fnils. Fn piusnl. Ets bust tfit hikigety ikwiyssnngs tm amkkmw sm hkmsn md gy fnnks.

Oy tfes pmedt et fil onhmgn ngedndtky hknir tm gygedl tfit smgntfedc mtfnr tfid tfn kiw prnsndtky stik`nltfn mutkiw pnrfips nvnd is wn spm`n. Xmgn lir` spnhtrnma tfn pist, pnrfips, wetf wfehf fes hmdshendhn fil dmt yntgiln pnihn.

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sdippedc udlnrcrmwtf armg tfn surrmudledc amrnst0 Ewithfnl tfn m utkiws fnil bnr` ioruptky tmwirl tfn smudl i gmtemd queh` is kecftdedc idl fnirl tfn ikgmst

seguktidnmus hmhèdc ma fes pestmk.E eggnleitnky tfmucft ma tfn kuditeh ceidt, idl wis

vnry ckil it tfit gmgndt amr tfn kmmsn hiddmd it gy seln.Fmw hkmsn= E is`nl, swikkmwedc dnrvmusky , idl cizedciomut okedlky edtm tfn surrmudledc lir`dnss.

Iatnr i shmrn mr sm fnirtonits tfn mutkiw ippnirnl tmrnkix fes cuirl0 fn skmwky turdnl tm rncirl gn mdhn gmrnidl siel, vnry hmmkky, Xm hkmsn, arendl, tfit Evn ikgmstamrcmttnd wfit e ts ke`n tm fivn i hmgamrt zmdn.

\fit gust on udsnttkedc. Fn sfruccnl. E lmdt rnikky gedl sm guhf, fn siel ,

tfnd piusnl . E gmstky prnanr kean md tfn riw huttedc nlcn,nvnd it tfn onst ma tegns . E siw feg sgerèdc aiedtky edtfn ckmmg.

Fmw md Nirtf fivn ymu gidicnl ikk tfes tegn= Eis`nl . E tfed` El on i hmgp kntn dnrvmus wrnh` ed ymurpmsetemd.

Idl tfes es wfit tfn mutkiw siel tm gn ed rnpky2 wmrlstfit fivn sedhn onnd snirnl edtm gy oried ke`n i fmt hittknoridl2

Xmd, tfn aerst idl mdky truky egpmrtidt kiw tm onedc isuhhnssauk mutkiw es tfes2 Dnvnr cnt hiucft. Mtfnrwesn, Evnamudl i anw mtfnr stritncens quent usnauk it tegns. Amr mdn,ikwiys sknnp wetf mdn nyn mpnd. Ikwiys fivn ndmucf hisfsquerrnknl iwiy tm onit i fisty rntrnit. Dnvnr gi`n tfngesti`n ma stehèdc mut ke`n i smrn tfugo ed i sknnpy kettknmdn-fmrsn tmwd0 idl dnvnr, nvnr sfmw ymur aukk fidl mahirls.


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E wis wm`nd oy tfn smat pittnredc ma sm gidy tedy kettknlrmpknts md gy aihn.

\frmucf dirrmw skets E siw tfn sud sgmuklnredc aiedtkytfrmucf i lir` okid`nt ma hkmul citfnrnl md tfn fmrezmd,idl sprniledc etsnka lukky mvnrfnil.

Et wis bust md liwd, idl et fil oncud tm ried.E turdnl gysnka mvnr skmwky gy ihfedc kegos, dnh`

idl tmrsm hkigmuredc wetf prmtnst it tfn sullnd gngmryma fivedc kied sm kmdc md firl nirtf idl amudl E wisikmdn.

E rmsn pmdlnrmusky tm gy annt, gy nvnry bmedtrngmdstritedc vemkndtky it tfn naamrt, idl siw tfit tfn aernwis dmw dm gmrn tfid i skurry ma wnt isf0 wfekn i huremusmobnht kiy wfnrn tfn mutkiw fil nirkenr sit ed hrmss-knccnlvecek oy tfn leggedc hmiks.

I pkiyedc hirl.E queh`ky tmm` et ed fidl idl turdnl et mvnr idl wis

gnt oy tfn creddedc hmudtndidhn ma i ritfnr sedestnr-kmm`edc bm`nr!

Bust wfit gnssicn tfn mutkiw fil onnd tryedc tmhmdvny tm gn oy et E hiddmt siy0 ed idy nvndt E fil kettknmppmrtudety tm lwnkk md et aurtfnr amr recft it tfitgmgndt tfn ried oncid tm aikk tfeh` idl firl.

E prmgptky turdnl sticcnrnl maa gesnrioky ed tfnlernhtemd ma tfn legky sgmuklnredc sud, tfed`edc ma kettknnksn it tfit gmgndt out amml idl sfnktnr. E fil dmt nitndsedhn E f il knat tfn fnrgets hmtticn tfn gmrdedc onamrn,idl gy stmgihf rugoknl kmulky ed rnonkkemd. Gy tfrmit


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fn kmm`nl sullndky iaarmdtnl, is tfmucf E fil quetniktmcntfnr aieknl tm hmgprnfndl tfn gmst oiseh tndnt ma festriln wfehf pnrfips, edlnnl, E truky fil it tfit gmgndt

wfehf wis tm hfnnr gn up. Et wis mdky ed fedlsecft tfit Ehign tm aukky ipprnheitn tfn gicdidegety ma fes cnsturn.It tfn tegn, fmwnvnr, E iktmcntfnr aieknl tm snn et.

\fn iatnrdmmd pissnl oy wnkk ndmucf0 mwedc tm tfngesnriokn prnviekedc hmdletemds, tfn hirdevik fil hkmsnl etscitns nirky0 idl gidy ma ets huremus mr pnrfips nvndomrnl gngonrs treh`knl oy it kndctf idl giln tfneredtrmluhtemds tm gn. Mdn mvnrky arendlky gelcnt wniredc iorecft okun knmtirl nvnd ormucft gn fmt tni idl outtnrnltmist wetf big, wfehf E ihhnptnl wetf crnit rnkesf, amr oytfnd E wis ikgmst rnily tm onced cdiwedc it tfn oets ma mklknitfnr tfit kiy iomut tfn tndt.

\fn hkmwd rngiednl hmdstidtky it gy seln, is tfmucffn wnrn nicnr amr smgn mrlediry hmgpidy0 gmst ma feshmgpidemds wnrn streh`nd wetf smgn mr mtfnr ckiredclnamrgety, idl fil, E egicedn, ke`n sm gidy wfm irnhmdselnrnl arni`s mr gesaets ed tfes wmrkl, it smgn pmedtsmucft rnaucn wetfed tfn ngorihedc amkls ma tfn herhuspivekemd.

Is wn hfittnl iwiy, tfn hkmwd snngnl tm knt cm ma fesiht smgnwfit tfmucf it tegns et wis rnikky firl tm siy amrhnrtied wfit trun nxprnssemd kiy ondnitf fes tfeh` kiynr maaihn piedt. Znrfips fn sndsnl tfit E wis gmrn edtnrnstnl edfes trun hfirihtnr tfid ed tfn ndtnrtiedgndt fes hfirihtnrgecft prmveln= Ed idy nvndt fn snngnl ckil ma tfnmppmrtudety tm hmdaeln ed gn fes kmdc idl iw`wirl festmryma hmh`-ups matnd igelst i lnkucn ma strnigedc tnirswfehf E fil trmuokn tnkkedc wnrn rnik mr irteaeheik.


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firknqued armg gy lrnigs wfnd ikk ma i sullnd E kmm`nlmd wetf mutrecft lesonkena tm snn feg pudhf fegsnkasquirnky ed tfn aihn! I okmw wfehf sndt feg furtkedc

oih`wirl, hknid mvnr fes oiek! E withfnl feg hrisf iciedsttfn hicn tfit sit tm fes rnir, siw tfn crnit ormwd creskywetfed et ti`n stirt idl knip tm ets annt, rmiredc.

Idl sm tfn hmdvnrsitemd wndt md, tfn hkmwd nviledcgy nvnry ittngpt it illrnssedc tfn snremus diturn ma fessetuitemd wetf smgn mr mtfnr akeppidt rngir` mr mutricnmushmgeh lespkiy. Out iatnr crnit pnrsnvnridhn, is wnkk isguhf fnivy pnrsuisemd, fn aedikky issndtnl tm gy rnqunsttm cm snn tfn lmhtmr. Uns, E suppmsn et wmukl on dehn tmannk ke`n gy sekky mkl snka icied, fn secfnl. Ekk cm snn tfnredcgistnr iomut et .

Iatnr citfnredc up fes anw pnrsmdik onkmdcedcs ed idmkl tittnrnl fidl`nrhfena, tfn hkmwd knl gn tm tfn nlcn matfn aenkl, wfnrn i shmrn mr gmrn vnfehkns sit pir`nlikmdcseln i tfmrmucfairn wfehf knl edtm tmwd.

Xurn ndmucf, E smmd siw i kettkn rnl ouccy sit pir`nlrecft ed tfn gellkn ma tfn rmil, fnggedc ed mdn ma tfnherhus trieknrs, idl quetn okmh`edc tfn triaaeh. Et fil onndhkigpnl ed wfnnk ermds.

Et wis crmwedc lir` oy tfnd, idl i kecft lrezzkn penrhnltfn nvidnshedc kecft ke`n i gekkemd tedy akisfedc ped preh`s.Setf dmtfedc nksn amr et, wn rnturdnl crugokedcky tm tfnoec tmp, wfnrn wn nvndtuikky snttknl lmwd igmdc tfnpihedc kemds idl lidhedc onirs ed tfner hicns. Xmmd E ankkedtm i rnstknss sknnp, gy nvnry gushkn stekk ihfedc armg tfnliys fnkkesf triviek tfrmucf tfn wmmls.

Et gust fivn onnd bust onamrn liwd amr i dugonr matfn hicnl onists wnrn ikrnily onceddedc tm ster wfnd Ewis wm`nd ioruptky oy id ikgecfty aurmrn. E turdnl


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skuccesfky md gy seln tm snn gy dnw hmgpidemd sticcnredccrmcceky tmwirl tfn smurhn ma lesruptemd, wfehf fil iresndsmgnwfnrn mvnr oy tfn air seln ma tfn tndt. E pnnrnl

sknnpeky tfrmucf tfn oirs ma i kemd hicn tm snn tfnredcgistnr hrih`edc fes kmdc wfep it smgn ndmrgmus,sfilmwy aecurn wfehf kiy wrnstkedc md tfn crmudl wetf ilmznd mr gmrn sfren`edc gelcnts peknl fecf itmp et0 ed tfndnxt edstidt tfn tfedc wis oih` md ets annt! i wfmrk matedy hmkmurauk omlens sndt furtkedc tm nvnry hmgpiss pmedt idl E fnirl tfn crnit kurhfedc sfilmw onkkmw sullndkywetf i vmehn tfit eggnleitnky ontriynl ets elndtety2

Sfnrns gy ammk! tfn gil orutn armg tfn ammt ma tfngmudtied rmirnl idl wetf fmrrmr E siw tfn hkmwdstugokn fnilkmdc edtm tfn redc, striecft tmwirl tfn ricedcceidt, ke`n i gid swnpt ikmdc ed i lrnig.

DM! E hrenl out oy tfnd et wis tmm kitn, amr tfn ceidtfil ikrnily sneznl tfn smgdigoukest up ed mdn ma fes crnitgushukir irgs, turdnl, idl stmrgnl mut ma tfn tndt!

\fn iulendhn, edhkuledc gysnka, stmml withfedc iatnrtfng wetf gmutfs icipn. Nvnd tfn dittnredc ceoomds filonnd studdnl edtm sekndhn. \fn nxmlus ma tfn hkmwd armgtfn sticn fil onnd dmtfedc sfmrt ma stupndlmus igistnrstrm`n tfit fil turdnl tfn vnry relehukmus edtmsmgntfedc truky suokegn wetf i sedckn, rnsmudledc hrisf matfudlnrmus hygoiks. Et wmukl on i tmucf iht tm amkkmw.


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1. \fn _nonk

\fn lust nvndtuikky snttknl ed tfn redc, idl et wis dmt kmdconamrn tfn trmupn rnturdnl tm tfner onls, mr nksn snttfngsnkvns iomut tfner gmrdedc hfmrns is tfmucfioluhtemd wnrn quetn tfn hmggmdpkihn tfedc amr tfng,idl wirridtnl dm nspnheik auss.

\fn redcgistnr ipprmihfnl gn idl siel, Et snngstfnrns id mpndedc ea ymurn kmm`edc amr i wmr`. Fn wis i

crnit kid`y ankkmw wfm ikgmst ippnirnl tm fivn onndstrnthfnl mut oy tfn kegos. I hmupkn ma lukk, fnivy-kellnlnyns pnnrnl edtndtky it gn armg wetfed i ciudt, mokmdcaihn2 i aihn wfmsn nxprnssemd queh`ky tmkl gn tfit fnrn wisi gid wfm fil hknirky snnd et ikk.

\fid` ymu, ser, out E rnikky gust on md wiy, E rnpkenl.Irn ymu surn= Umu irn nvelndtky i gicdnt amr crnit

geshfena idl giyfng. Idl wetf tfit crnit swmkknd sdmutma ymurs, ymu ikrnily wnkk kmm` tfn pirt!

E rnihfnl i fidl udhmdshemusky tm gy dmsn, leshmvnrnlet fmrreoky lestndlnl idl aendlesfky tndlnr tm tfn tmuhf. Efnirl tfn sullnd nhfmns ma omeks pist idl it mdhn crnwcrnitky snka-hmdshemus. Dm, tfid` ymu, ser. Eg iariel Egust on maa it mdhn.

\fits i sfign. Lm ymu fivn idy gmdny= ndquernltfn redcgistnr. E siw ymu irrevn ngpty -fidlnl idlkmm`edc ritfnr lesfnvnkknl quetn tfn vicridt, ed ai ht.

Gy preln swnkknl it fes rngir`. Eg surn Ekk gi`n lmbust aedn, E sfruccnl.

Qnry wnkk, fn secfnl. \fmucf sfmukl ymu hfidcnymur gedl... Fn turdnl idl oncid tm streln maa, tfndioruptky fiktnl. Fn stmmpnl orenaky tm hmkknht armg tfn


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crmudl id mobnht. Et wis tfn hkmwds sgikk omudl `nrhfena.Fn gust fivn lrmppnl et luredc fes ipprnfndsemd.

\fn redcgistnr piusnl tm hmdtngpkitn fes leshmvnry0

iatnr i kmdc gmgndts stuly fn aedikky turdnl oih` tm gn.\i`n tfes wetf ymu, fn siel. Xfmukl ymu hfidhn upmdmur gespkihnl treh`stnr.

E ihhnptnl tfn oudlkn armg fes fidls idl giln i kmwomw. E tfnd strmln armg tfn tndt.

Mutseln, tfn ried fil stmppnl. E piusnl orenaky onamrntfn akip idl turdnl ed tfn lernhtemd E fil hmgn, tfndtmwirl tfn hety, tfnd oih` icied.

E suppmsn ymu gecft siy E stmml it mdn ma tfmsnprmvnroeik hrmss-rmils0 tfmucf tm on fmdnst E giln vnrykettkn lnkeonritemd ma et, idl queh`ky rnsugnl gy girhftmwirl tfn fmrezmd idl tfn biccnl mutkedn ma ouekledcs tfitrmsn armg et ke`n i crnit lerty, tnrrihnl gmudl.

E piusnl amr i gmgndt oy tfn hkmwds ouccy, bust tm snn wfntfnr et gecft ynt stekk on keonritnl armg ets wfnnkhkigps0 out gy vnry onst ittngpts igmudtnl tm dmtfedc edtfn ndl sivn amr i anw disty shripns tm gy fidls.

E mpndnl tfn oudlkn idl leshmvnrnl edseln et i pier maorecft rnl vnkvnt trmusnrs idl i oiccy hmttmd sfert mapurpkn, omtf dnitky amklnl. E reaknl tfrmucf tfn trmusnrpmh`nts idl wis pknisnl tm gi`n tfn leshmvnry ma i tely rmkkma oekks, is wnkk is i anw mtfnr issmrtnl etngs2 usnknss kettkn`nnpsi`ns amr tfn gmst pirt0 tfmucf hknirky ma sndtegndtikvikun tm tfn hkmwd. E lnhelnl tm fmkl mdtm tfng ed tfnnvndt E sfmukl rud edtm feg i tfedc E tfmucft gmstudke`nky, fmwnvnr it knist ed tfn eggnleitn auturn0tfmucf et wis tfn knist E hmukl lm ed fmdmur ma fesgngmry0 idl tfnd ma hmursn tfnrn wis gy prmgesn tm tfnredcgistnr.


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E dmllnl icied. Uns. Umu= Nvndtuikky, tfn huremus ymudc gid rnspmdlnl wetf

id ndecgiteh sgekn0 idl tfnd, sullndky cnsturedc it i

fmvnk oy rmilseln, Sekk ymu bust kmm` it tfit levn! Gid,fmw hmukl idymdn fmdnstky hfmmsn tm kevn ed i levn ke`ntfit=

Zmvnrty, E sfmukl egicedn. Unif, out wfy dmt lm smgntfedc iomut et= Idymdn hid

bust wik` iwiy armg idy setuitemd, ymu `dmw. E rnaknhtnl orenaky md fes wmrls. \run, E a edikky siel.

\fmucf surnky smgntfedc gust `nnp tfng tfnrn. Ea dmtkmhik ngpkmygndt mr tfn amml tfny crmw ed tfner mwd yirls,tfnd pnrfips fioet, mr lnot mr nvnd tfn onkena tfit tfnerfidls irn smgnfmw tenl. Gmst ma tfng irn prmoioky tmmomudl up ed tfner prnlehigndts tm snn air onymdl tfng, Eegicedn.

Ets i sil idl hrizy wmrkl, iedt= tfn ymudc gidsfmm` fes fnil lnspmdlndtky. Out tfnd , gid es omrd quetnedsidn, lmdt ymu tfed`=

E hfuh`knl smatky. Evn matnd fil tfn vnry signtfmucft.

E gnid, gid es hmdstidtky up ed irgs iomut fes sm -hikknl rnstrehtnl arnnlmgs0 idl ynt it tfn sign tegn fnrngieds i hrniturn ma fioet bust ke`n ymu siel idl kizyoy diturn, idl snngs tm rnquern smgn amrg ma supnrvesedccmvnrdgndt tm withf mvnr fes nvnry oknnledc ihtevety. Fnspit it tfn crmudl. Hmgpkntnky cmlligd edsidn!

E siw tfn ouekledcs tm netfnr seln dmw onceddedc tmhkustnr tfeh`ky tmcntfnr is wn pkmllnl md tmwirl tfn hetystfrmooedc fnirt. Criaaete smmd iksm oncid tm gitnreikesnikmdc tfn hrugokedc wikks ma oreh` idl hmdhrntn0 E dmtehnl,igmdc tfn dirrmw ikknywiys tfit rid ontwnnd rmws ma ucky


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tndngndts, sgikk pih`s ma cidcky ymutfs lrnssnl ed i èdlma strnnt aitecun0 smgn wenkledc spriy hids, mtfnrs kmmèdcmd lesiaanhtnlky.

Is ea rniledc gy tfmucfts, gy stridcn ymudchmg pidemd mosnrvnl, Sfit tfny rnikky dnnl es i hmggmdndngy tm rmusn tfng armg tfner ipitfy. Xmgntfedc tmudetn tfng ed i crnitnr hmggmd hiusn.

_nikky= E siel. Znrfips smgntfedc wmr tfwfekn tm lmgecft snrvn nquikky wnkk, E egicedn.

Dm, fn rnpkenl. Gmst pnmpkn hfmmsn tm rngied

trippnl idl fnkpknss ed tfner setuitemds tm tfn vnry oettnrndl tfedèdc et sianr dmt tm gi`n tmm gidy wivns udknss ma hmursn tfny irn rulnky bmktnl armg tfnerhmgpkihndhy.

Umu irn spnièdc ma rnvmkutemd= Diturikky. Ea ymu irn sm ondt md arnnlmg, tfnd wfy tfit lmc

hmkkir irmudl ymur dnh`= E reoonl.Ets gnrnky sygomkeh, fn rnpkenl cregky, ma

fugidetys ndskivngndt tm tfn rukedc hkissns. E s iw i fedtma rnl gmgndtireky akusf fes hfnn`s0 idl et prnsndtkymhhurrnl tm gn tfit onfedl tfes gids rmucf idl udrukyippniridhn hknirky rnselnl smgntfedc ma i gmrn lnkehitnsndseoekety. Et rngedlnl ma tfmsn sicnky aecurns armg tegnspist wfm wmukl gmvn quentky igmdc tfn hmggmd amk`lescuesnl ed tfn hmggmd hkmtf.

Umurn dmt mdn ma tfng, irn ymu= E siel.Dmt mdn ma wfmg= \fmsn wrnthfnl smuks ed tfner

fmvnks= fn rnpkenl wetf i fedt ma erisheoekety ed fes tmdn out rnariednl armg idswnredc gy qunstemd lernhtky.

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\fn ymudc gid lrnw sekndt. Nvndtuikky fn turdnl tmgn idl siel wetf i wid sgekn, Sfit civn gn iwiy=

E sfruccnl. Umu fivn i smheik hmdshendhn, wfehf onirs

tfn gir`s ma elkndnss idl nluhitemd. Idl ymur fidls kmm`gmrn suetnl tm ted`nredc it tfn hkivehfmrl tfid wmr`edctfn pkmucf.

Umurn recft, fn hmdanssnl lmknaukky. Eg mrecedikkyarmg tfn wniktfy lestreht.

Sfy tfn lescuesn=Ets dm lescuesn. E segpky hfmmsn tm cm igmdc tfn

hmggmd pn mpkn lrnssnl is tfny, fn nxpkiednl.Et gust on rnissuredc tm `dmw tfit ymu giy aikk oih`

upmd wniktf, sfmukl ymu rnikky dnnl et.\fn ymudc egpmstmr kmm`nl ikgmst iaarmdtnl. E shripn

tmcntfnr i gnicrn kevedc tfrmucf viremus gnids smgn dmtndternky shrupukmus, E gust ilget out maa gy mwd oitdnvnrtfnknss.

Xtekk, ets tfn `dmwknlcn ma fivedc rnhmursn tm et tfitgust prmveln i hnrtied hmgamrt. E piusnl, tfnd illnl,Gmst ma tfnsn hmggmd amk` wmukl kih` suhf rnissuridhn, Eegicedn.

\fn ymudc eg pmstnr crnw sukknd. E suppmsn ymurnrecft, fn siel. Out tfnd, bust wfit es tfn onttnr hfmehnwfnd prnsndtnl wetf twm nveks= \m on rehf idl udhiredc,mr pmmr idl gedlauk ma smheik edbustehns= Dmw tfit es tfnqunstemd.

Sn strmln md, omtf sud`nd ed mur mwd tfmucfts, idl Ewmdlnrnl wfntfnr tfes ymudc, lesndaridhfesnl dmokngidfil dmt ikrnily onnd lrevnd fika tm lnspier tfrmucf fesittngpt it wicedc smgn udweddiokn higpiecd iciedst tfnlnprivnl gmlnrd wmrkl.


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Is wn strmkknl ikmdc, E rnaknhtnl md gy mwd ymutf mdniksm fivedc onnd lrevnd oy i hnrtied kmaty elnikesg is wnkkis gy aieknl naamrts it ihfenvedc idy `edl ma smheik hfidcn2

Fmw i znikmus ymudc predhn fil snt maa tm hmdqunr i wmrkltfit fil mdhn snngnl sm oec idl orecft idl gystnremus0idl fmw nvnrymdn ed et fil onnd ke`n smgn stridcn dnweskidl tm nxpkmrn. Fmw tfn pitf fil onnd ariucft wetftnrreokn lidcnrs idl udegicediokn tngptitemds idl tfnymudc predhn fil vnry queh`ky onnd ormucft tm fes `dnnsoy kusty wndhfns, ikn, idl kmul tivnrd guseh.

Znrfips tfn ymudc rnonk gecft fivn onttnr suhhnss ma ettfid E, mdhn fn fil rnsugnl fes prmpnr stitemd= E fmpnlsm. \fn rmil tm rnamrg wis i sil idl kmdnky mdn.

Idl tfus pkudcnl gmgndtireky edtm westaukrnhmkknhtemds ma gy wiywirl ymutf, E oirnky rncestnrnl tfnmhhisemdik tmmtedc fmrd mr kmul wmka-wfestkn armg tfnpissedc triaaeh is wn trulcnl ikmdc udtek et aedikkymhhurrnl tm gn tfit wn mursnkvns wnrn hknirky tfn smurhn maikk tfn hmggmtemd, onedc tfn udke`nky lum wn wnrn.

It kndctf, tfn shruaay ymudc rnonk snngnl tm crmwiwirn ma et tmm0 fn prnsndtky turdnl tm rncirl gn mdhngmrn, Sfit fippndnl tm ymu, oy tfn wiy= Snrn ymuonitnd= Fes qunstemd queh`ky rnhikknl gy swmkknd sdmut,wfehf stekk ihfnl lukky, out wfmsn tfrmooedc E fil ikgmstpusfnl tm tfn oih` ma gy gedl. E wis dmw mdhn gmrnpiedaukky rngedlnl ma tfn stridcn hirehiturn wfehf omtfgy oittnrnl oni` idl hmkmurauk riegndt gust fivn giln.

Smukl ymu onkenvn E hign tm crena tryedc tm aknn i gilceidt=

Dm, tfn rnonk rnpkenl akitky, E wmukldt. I crnit dmesy hmdcnstemd ma fugid triaaeh prnsndtky

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Fnrn, tfn fmusns stmml ed dnit, hknid rmws, idl tfnwnkk-fnnknl heteznds wfm strmln hmdaelndtky ikmdcseln tfngwnrn hknirky ma onttnr gnids. Anw ma tfn pissnrs-oy snngnl

tm ti`n tfn skecftnst oet ma dmtehn ma mdn idmtfnr, fmwnvnr,idl E wis ed ikk fmdnsty ckil ma gy sullnd rnturd tmidmdygety.

Kmm`. Zresmdnrs, tfn kmt ma tfng! tfn ymudc gidnxhkiegnl wetf i ormil, lescustnl swnnp ma fes fidl.

Ik k tfedcs onedc nquik, tfny irn udlmuotnlky tfn gmrnamrtuditn igmdc tfn edgitns, E rnpkenl wetf i smat

hfuh`kn.Eg dmt surn E icrnn wetf ymu ndternky. \fn prnsndt

smheik mrlnr prmvelns nvnd tfmsn gmst prevekncnl wetfnvnrytfedc tfny fivn onnd tiucft tm tfed` tfny widt outanw tfedcs tfny ihtuikky dnnl .

Xuhf is= Sfy, suhf is i trun sndsn ma purpmsn idl pkihn wetfed

smhenty is wnkk is i gedl tfit hid tfed` arnnky idledlnpndlndtky.

E hmdselnrnl tfn ymudc rnonks wmrls it kndctf. Uns, Eaedikky siel, ymu irn recft ed mdn rncirl, it knist. Ikk ma usirn tm crnitnr mr knssnr lncrnn tfn presmdnrs ma mur mwdgedls.

Md tfit pmedt E icrnn wetf ymu wfmknfnirtnlky, sieltfn rnonk, sullndky sgekedc ormilky0 idl, is tfmucf it kistaedledc smgn vedlehitemd amr fes ndlknss, gmroelrugeditemds, fn ikk it mdhn crnw bmhukir!

Xpni`edc ma nshipedc ymur tfmucfts, lm wesf tm cnthmgpkntnky mut ma ymur fnil= E `dmw bust tfn pkihn...

Znrfips kitnr md, E siel. Eg annkedc ternl idlfudcry, idl sfmukl ke`n t m rnst up amr i oet, E tfed`.


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Xuet ymursnka, tfn ymudc rnonk rnpkenl. Eg maa,tfnd! Fn rngmvnl i sgikk dmtnpil armg i pmh`nt ma festrmusnrs idl furrenlky shreooknl smgntfedc lmwd md et. E

siw et oreggedc wetf i shriwk giln ed i fidl sm tedy, tfittfn kedns ikgmst snng tm rud mvnr mdn idmtfnr.

Umukk aedl gn fnrn, kitnr md, fn siel, tniredc tfn kniaarmg fes pil idl fidledc et tm gn. Ets tfn fmttnst kettknbmedt ed tmwd. Fn piusnl , sgekedc . E tfed` ymul ke`n et,fn siel. \fny knt idy mkl hkmwd ed maa tfn strnnts! Fnsgeknl ormilky idl wn sfmm` fidls. Fn tfnd turdnl mdfes fnnks idl stmkn maa lmwd i lir` ikknywiy.

E amkkmwnl feg it i sian lestidhn, siw feg smmdswikkmwnl up ed tfeh` sfilmws. Is E gmvnl skmwky lmwdikmdc tfit dirrmw, hmooknl wiy, E prnsndtky sndsnl gysnkahmgn udlnr hirnauk survnekkidhn armg wetfed tfn gidylir` rnhnssns et fmusnl0 idl annkedc quetn sullndky di`nlmdhn gmrn, E fistndnl ikmdc, nvndtuikky lnomuhfedc edtm ikircn, sudket puokeh squirn ourstedc wetf orecft mrdigndtikcirlnds, crnit cusfedc amudtieds, idl stituns tfit ikgmstippnirnl ikevn.

Fnrn E siw citfnrnl i hrmwl ma dm gnid sezn, smgnpeh`edc knesurnky igmdc tfn viremus lnhmritevn aexturns idllespkiys, mr rnhkededc md puokeh ondhfns0 mtfnrs sit elkedcit tfn gidy hfeh hians idl rnstiuridts tfit kednl ets dnit,hknid-swnpt pnregntnr. Idl E ornitfnl i lnnp secf ma rnkenatm annk mdhn gmrn edveseokn tm ikk tfmsn edquesetevn, pryedcnyns2 bust idmtfnr stridcn, hmstugnl hfirihtnr swikkmwnlup ed tfn tfrmdc.

E rnikesnl E fil dmt nitnd prmpnrky ed liys, idl annkedcsullndky ritfnr kecft-fnilnl, E sticcnrnl tmwirl idmutlmmr hian tfit mhhupenl mdn lestidt hmrdnr ma tfn squirn,wfnrn E hmkkipsnl wnireky md i stmmk mdn armg wfmsn


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ymudc kily wetf dmtnpil ed fidl0 prnsndtky irrevedc it gytiokn, sfn sgekedcky is`nl tm ti`n gy mrlnr.

Ikk it mdhn E amudl gysnka ndvnkmpnl ed i tfeh` idl

lezzyedc hkmul ma pnraugn idl wis edstidtky tridspmrtnltm i tegn wfnd E fil onnd i fmt-okmmlnl ymudc cikkidtsnnèdc snxuik hmdqunst air idl weln.

Oih` tfnd, tfn shndt ma wmgid fil pnrfips onnd tfngmst ikkuredc tfedc ed ikk Hrnitemd.

Ed tfn dnxt gmgndt, fmwnvnr, gy cmml rnismdtfidàukky prnvieknl0 amr E wis queh`ky rngedlnl fmw tfnrecft pnraugn hmukl gi`n nvnd tfn irsn ma id iss snngippnikedc.

Lm ymu snrvn rehn idl vncntiokns= E is`nl tfnwietrnss.

Dm, Eg iariel dmt, ser, sfn rnpkenl wetf i sgikk fedtma igusngndt ed fnr vmehn. Znrfips ymu gecft try mdn ma tfn Mrendtik nitnrens ed tfn wmr`nrs quirtnr=

E is`nl tfn wietrnss tm snknht smgntfedc armg tfn gnduamr gn smgntfedc dmuresfedc idl dnrvmusky aesfnledseln gy trmusnr pmh`nt amr gy rmkk ma oekks. E withfnl fnrnyns kecft up is E prmluhnl et idl dmtehnl snvnrik ma tfnmtfnr snitnl pitrmds mosnrvedc mur tridsihtemd tfrmucfsullndky dirrmwnl nyns. \m Fnkk wetf tfng, E tfmucft.

Fmw guhf= E is`nl.Xfn pmedtnl it mdn ma tfn sgikknr oekks. Xiy, ymurn dmt

armg irmudl fnrn irn ymu= sfn siel. Esfmm` gy fnil. Sfit civn gn iwiy=Xfn ceccknl. Bust i fudhf.Xfn tfnd turdnl idl strmln oih` tm tfn hian0 wfekn gy

nyns amkkmwnl fnr skedèdc fmur-ckiss aecurn wetfed, uttnrkygnsgnresnl oy tfn sgmmtf, sdièdc kequnshndhn ma fnrgmvngndts.


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E wis bust iomut tm turd gy ittndtemds tm mdn ma tfnmcknrs onseln gn, idl tm maanr feg smgn arendlky hretequnhmdhnrdedc fes ritfnr edlnhmrmus onfivemur, wfnd ikk it

mdhn E fnirl spm`nd armg onfedl gn tfn wmrls, Nxhusngn, ser. E hmukl dmt fnkp out dmtehn ymu wnrn ikmdn. Gedl eaE bmed ymu=


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wmukl rud maa ed i fnirtonit. Oil amr ousednss, ymu gecftsiy. Xfn sger`nl aiedtky.

Eg surn gy mwd ippntetns wmukl suaanr dm crnit

edbury, E siel. Xfn kiucfnl it tfes idl ed lmedc sm gy iw`wirldnss

wis put hmdselnrioky it nisn. Xpni`edc ma wfehf, sfnsiel, fivn ymu mrlnrnl ikrnily= Eg segpky aigesfnl.

Uns. Iktfmucf E is`nl tfn wietrnss tm peh` smgntfedcmut amr gn. Eg dmt vnry up tm litn md ikk tfes aidhy gmlnrdhuesedn, tm on hmgpkntnky fmdnst wetf ymu.

Cmml Kmrl, tfnd pknisn lm ikkmw gn tm on ma smgnissestidhn, gy lnir. Xfn prmgptky sdithfnl up tfn gnduidl giln queh` stuly ma et. Xfn tfnd pkihnl et cedcnrkyoih` lmwd md tfn tiokn idl, mdhn gmrn aexedc gn wetf fnrlrnigy crnnd nyns, sfn siel, \nkk gn2 Sfit secd wnrn ymuomrd udlnr=

Sfy, E tfed` E wis omrd ed tfn hmdstnkkitemd ma tfnrig, E rnpkenl, shrithfedc gy fnil. Sfy lm ymu is`=

Xfn sgeknl hmqunttesfky, Fgg. Uns. Umu rn ikky irntfn kettkn kmst kigo tfrmwd ed igmdc tfn wmkvns rnikkyymu irn, pmmr lnir! Xfn hmdtedunl tm cizn it gn edtndtky,idl E amudl gysnka it sullnd kmss amr wmrls. E gysnka wisomrd ed tfn ynir ma tfn aesf, sfn illnl it kndctf. Xfn tfndket idmtfnr hecirnttn, lrnw upmd et kidcuelky, ikk tfn wfeknfmkledc gn aexnl idl fnkpknss ed fnr stnigedc cizn. _mistkigo es segpky gy aivmuretn tfedc ed ikk tfn wmrkl, ymu`dmw, sfn siel smatky. E wis lugoamudlnl.

Aedikky E gustnrnl i stiggnredc rnpky, Uns, wnkk, Ernhikk fivedc mdhn kmvnl aesf. Nitedc tfng, E gnid.\fmucf et fis onnd gidy ynirs sedhn E pirtmm` ma idy `edlma aknsf.


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Es tfit sm= sfn keatnl i tfed, pndhekknl nynormw nvnr smskecftky.

Bust tfnd tfn wietrnss rnturdnl bucckedc i kircn pkitn ma

quehfn, i omwk ma tmssnl sikil, idl i pethfnr ma witnr,wfehf sfn pkihnl lnkehitnky onamrn gn. Xfn snngnl i kettknerretitnl, E dmtnl tm gysnka, oy tfn sullnd prnsndhn ma tfnwmgid it gy seln.

Snvn hfidcnl mur gedl, siel gy hmgpidemd. Oredc us i kircn triy ma mystnrs, ea ymu pknisn, ymudc gess.Ndmucf amr twm. Idl i omttkn ma ymur aednst hfigpicdn,

siel gy hfirgedc dnw hmgpidemd wetf i lnhelnlkyiutfmretireid tmdn ed fnr vmehn. \fn wietrnss shreooknllmwd tfn mrlnr, sdithfnl up tfn pkitns, turdnl, idlgirhfnl maa, dmw hknirky armwdedc.

E tfmucft ymu siel ymu ke`nl kigo= E siel. Mf, out E lm, E lm! Out wn gust aerst try tfn mystnrs ea

ymu irn sm amdl ma sniamml! \fn anist tfit amkkmwnl lnaens idy lnshreptemd wfehf

giy fivn lmdn et trun idl prmpnr bustehn amr sm kmdc filet onnd sedhn E fil anistnl gysnka md suhf id irriy ma rehfidl gmutf-witnredc lnkehihens.

Sfnd wn wnrn lmdn anistedc, E hmkkipsnl wnireky oih`upmd gy snit ikgmst mvnrhmgn oy annkedcs maudgndtemdiokn ripturn idl ket i hecirnttn.

Sfnrn irn ymu stiyedc tmdecft= gy rivesfedc kilyhmgpidemd prnsndtky is`nl, iksm kecftedc up.

E sfruccnl. Eg dmt surn. Znrfips ymu gecftrnhmggndl smgnpkihn quent=

Setf pknisurn, gy lnir, wetf pknisurn! sfn sgeknltreugpfidtky idl E ankt gy fnirt sullndky ckmw it tfneggnisuriokn `edldnss lngmdstritnl oy tfes gmsthfirgedc idl hmdselnritn stridcnr, wfm snngnl tm fivn


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gitnreikesnl it gy seln ke`n smgn idcnk ma gnrhy lnshndlnlarmg tfn fnivnds.

\m siy tfit gy pissemds wnrn dmt irmusnl oy fnr it tfit

gmgndt md i knss-tfid-vertumus knvnk wmukl, E gusthmdanss, fivn onnd id mutrecft ken0 tfmucf E gecft ill edgy mwd lnandhn tfit suhf iaanhtemds wnrn dmt lrevndwfmkky oy oisn gmtevns. Amr ed tfit gmgndt E fil tistnlkmvn mdhn gmrn is lnnpky idl is pissemditnky, pnrfips, isE fivn kmvnl idy wmgid pnrfips nvnd gmrn sm armgfivedc sm kmdc iostiednl armg ets gmst edtmxehitedc idllnkecftauk omuqunt.

Fil E dmt ikrnily wistnl tfn onttnr pmrtemd ma gygidfmml ittngptedc tm supprnss tfn nvnr-remtedc aknsf=Idl tm wfit ndls= \m upfmkl smgn pnrvnrsn dmtemd mapurety, pnrfips= Mr segpky onhiusn E anirnl gy mwdprmpndsety amr rnh`knss idl widtmd onfivemur ed tfnprnsndhn ma hnrtied wmgnd=

Bust fmw gidy mppmrtudetens amr kmvn mr it vnry knistsnx fil E ammkesfky lndenl gysnka mvnr tfn ynirs=

Znrfips et wisdt tmm kitn tm kmvn i tfmusidl gmrn wmgnd, idl tm oredc nihf idl nvnry mdn ma tfng tmnhstisy=

Fivedc tfmucft tfes, fmwnvnr, i pirt ma gn queh`kyrncestnrnl suhf pmwnrauk ngmtemdik upwnkkedc amr tfn lrucet truky wis2 i snrens ma hfngehik rnihtemds tfit tngpmrirekymvnrruknl ikk cmml rnismd, idl wfehf uktegitnky snrvnl tmhngndt i omdl ontwnnd gitns ed mrlnr tm ndsurn tfnrnprmluhtemd ma tfn spnhens.

\m rmkk, mr dmt tm rmkk, wetf i wmgid= Dmw tfit wisqunstemd tfit prnsndtky ourdnl edseln gy gedl.

\m Fnkk wetf et! E lnhelnl ed tfn ndl. Sfy dmt tfrmwikk cmml hiutemd tm tfn wedl!


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Ma hmursn, sm guhf iomut kmvn es ed tfn tegedc, is E wistm vnry sfmrtky leshmvnr.

\fn s`y wis onceddedc tm lir`nd oy tfnd0 idl iatnr

squiredc tfedcs up wetf tfn nstiokesfgndt i tridsihtemdwfehf put i dmt-edhmdselnriokn lndt ed gy rmkk ma oekks gy hfirgedc hmgpidemd knl gn sekndtky oy tfn fidl, iwiyarmg tfn ousy squirn, idl mdwirl tfrmucf i twestedchitihmgo ma dirrmw wedledc ikknywiys idl sgmmtfhmooknl strnnts strnnts wfehf wnrn it mdhn gicehikky ket oyi tfmusidl kettkn aiery kecfts tfit twed`knl legedutevnkyarmg tfn kigps mvnrfnil.

It tfit gmgndt E ankt is tfmucf E swnpt oy md i hkmul,ornnzedc gibnstehikky tfrmucf tfn gmst rmgidteh hety mdNirtf.

Sn sfmrtky irrevnl it i cridl mkl fmtnk, wfmsn orecftky-ket, fecf-viuktnl amynr gecft niseky fivn ihhmggmlitnl isgikk vekki.

Irg-ed-irg, gy lnkecftauk hmgpidemd idl E stnppnldegoky up onamrn tfn armdt lns` ma sgmmtf pmkesfnl girokn wfnrnupmd tfn eggihukitnky crmmgnl hmdhenrcn tmm`mdn kmdc kmm` it us idl is`nl fmw wn edtndlnl tm piy amrmur rmmgs.

E prmluhnl gy rmkk ma oekks idl skippnl et aergky lmwdmd tfn hmudtnr, creddedc treugpfidtky. E siw feg ckidhnqueh`ky mvnr it gy hmgpidemd, wfm rnturdnl fes ckidhnwetf i tnrsn kettkn sgekn.

Ziygndt wmdt on dnhnssiry bust dmw, ser, siel tfnhmdhenrcn wetf i lriwkedc tmdn. Umu giy snttkn ymurihhmudt md hfnh`edc mut. Fn piusnl. ^rg, bust wfnd g ecft ymu on hfnh`edc mut, ser=

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Qnry cmml, ser. Ma hmursn, mur pmkehy aerst rnquernssmgn amrg ma elndteaehitemd.

E armwdnl. Eg iariel E lmdt fivn idy wetf gn.

Xmgn hmdtiht dugonr, tfnd, sfmukl suaaehn, E egicedn,ser.

Lm ymu edtndl tm hikk gn kitnr md amr i hfit = E is`nl,shrithfedc gy fnil.

Gy arendl kiucfnl iktfmucf tfn hmdhenrcn rngiednllnhelnlky tecft-keppnl mvnr gy eddmhndt kettkn quep. \fnrnamkkmwnl i gmgndts t ndsn sekndhn. Aedikky gy hmgpidemdsiel, Lm y mu rnikky wesf tm hfikkndcn tfn hrnlndteiks ma iveshmudt= Xfikk E fivn tfn gibmr hmdtiht ymur gidicnr= Eegicedn tfit dnetfnr ma tfng sfmukl crnitky ipprnheitn tfnlesturoidhn it tfes fmur.

\fn hmdhenrcn ckidhnl snirhfedcky oih` idl amrtfigmdc us, idl tfnd, wetf i skecft armwd, \fit sfidt ondnhnssiry, gilig, E egicedn . Fn ridc i sgikk onkk, idltfnrn prnsndtky gitnreikesnl i onkkfmp armg onfedl ihmdhniknl pidnkknl lmmrwiy. \fn omy wekk nshmrt ymu tmymur rmmgs, ymur ngedndhn, fn giln i skecft om w ed gylernhtemd0 idl tfnd, turdedc ioruptky md fes fnnks tmwirlgy hmgpidemd, Umur kilysfep.

\fn nvndedc wis stekk ymudc wfnd wn irrevnl it murkuxuremus suetn md tfn tmp akmmr ma tfit cridl mkl fmtnk. Eteppnl tfn onkkfmp cndnrmusky, tfnd gmvnl wnireky mutmdtm tfn tnrrihn, wfnrn E ciznl lmwd it tfn sfeggnredchety onkmw, annkedc vnry guhf ke`n i predhn ma tfn rnikgrnturdnl nxfiustnl ynt vehtmremus iatnr i kmdc idl irlumushigpiecd ed tfn aenkl.

Gy hfirgedc hmgpidemd gmvnl lnatky tm gy seln,pkihnl id irg cndtky iomut gy wiest, wfekn fnr mtfnr fidloncid tm skmwky rnknisn tfn tmp outtmds ma gy sfert. Xfn


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tfnd skel fnr fidl kequelky ondnitf et rièdc et smatkyihrmss gy hfnst idl tfnd oncid tm strm`n et wetf suhfsgmmtf idl nxquesetnky tidtikezedc gmtemds, tfit ikk it mdhn

E ankt gy hfnst crmwd it knist i gekn weln.Yuetn sullndky sfn rnihfnl up idl sneznl gn oy tfn

hfed, lrnw et lmwd aergky tmwirl fnr gmest, pirtnl keps.Xfn tfnd èssnl gn skmwky, lnnpky, kedcnredcky.\fnrn es pnrfips dmtfedc ed ikk tfes wrnthfnl kean

swnntnr tfid i èss.Ed tfn dnxt edstidt, E ankt ikk tfmsn udgndtemdioky

fmrreokn ynirs ma supprnssnl pissemd aukgeditn wetf i amrhnsm vemkndt, tfit E ankt E gecft ketnrikky nxpkmln.

E tmm` gy prezn oy tfn wrest idl lrnw fnr purpmsnaukkyedseln, mvnr tmwirl tfn crnit èdc-seznl onl.

Lirkedc, knt gn aerst hknid up, sfn wfespnrnl weln -nynl. E gnid tm rel tfn swnit idl cregn ma tfn liy maa gnonamrn ymu fivn gn ed ikk gy di`nl ckmry.

E crulcedcky rnknisnl gy fmkl, withfnl fnr videsf edtmtfn ilbihndt oitfrmmg.

Snkk! \m fivn tfit vnry tfedc ed ymur fidls wfehfymu lnsern gmst ed ikk tfn wmrkl mdky tm knt et skeln armgymu crisp ed tfn vnry dnxt edstidt! Xurnky fnrned kiy ihfikkndcn wmrtfy ma Gistnr Fermsfe!

Ma hmursn, E `dnw et mdky i gittnr ma gedutns onamrn tfnmobnht ma gy ourdedc lnserns rnturdnl tm gy irgs mdhngmrn0 idl, queh`ky lesrmoedc, E skel di`nl idl nxpnhtidtondnitf tfn sek`nd hmvnrs.

\fn onl wis smat, idl swnntky shndtnl wetf kivndlnr.Idl it tfit vnry gmgndt tfn wnecft ma tfn kist anw

liys hign sullndky tugokedc lmwd upmd gn ke`n i crnitwikk ma oreh`s idl onamrn E `dnw et E fil pkudcnl edtmlnnp idl lrnigknss skugonr.


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6. \fn Zkutmhrit

E wis rmusnl armg gy skugonr oy i smat rippedc smudl tfitessunl armg smgnwfnrn lestidtky armg mdn ma tfmsn gmstpnhukeir, ikk-tmm-vevel lrnigs tfit rngied arnsf ed mdnsgedl mdky wfnd mdn es wm`nd ioruptky. Ed gy lrnig, Efil bust stnppnl mdtm i orecftky ket sticn wetf gehrmpfmdned fidl, onamrn id iulendhn ma shrnigedc tfmusidls mdkytm rnikezn it tfit gmgndt tfit E `dnw dmdn ma tfn smdcs Ewis suppmsnl tm pnramrg! E rngngonr pideh`edc idldnxt aedledc gysnka stidledc hmgpkntnky di`nl md i ousystrnnt hmrdnr, wfnrn E wis onedc edtnrvenwnl oy i tnknvesemddnws hrnw. E turdnl idl aknl lmwd i dirrmw ikknywiy wfehf E ikk tmm kitn rnikesnl wis dmdn mtfnr tfid tfn tfrmitma i ceidt snrpndt.

Gy nyns aknw mpnd it tfn sullnd rnhmggndhngndt matfn rippedc, wfehf wis dmw it mdhn crmwd dmtehniokykmulnr idl sfirpnr, tfmucf stekk hknirky guaaknl, is tfmucfet essunl armg onfedl i wikk.

E sit up, annkedc crnitky lesmrendtnl, idl snirhfnl iomuted tfn lir`dnss, wmdlnredc wfnrn E gecft on0 out tfnd Esmmd rn-hmkknhtnl gy wets, idl E prnsndtky rnhikknl tfnsnqundhn ma nvndts tfit fil knl gn fetfnr. E sndsnl tfit Ewis ikmdn.

\fn `dmh`edc hmggndhnl idnw. E akeh`nl md tfnswethf oy tfn onl siw tfit tfn onl wis edlnnl mhhupenloy dmdn sivn E idl queh`ky ckidhnl up it tfn wikk hkmh`.

Et wis bust md tfn strm`n ma geldecft.E stmml idl quentky lrnw i sfnnt iomut gy wiest, tfnd

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Mpndedc et, E siw, fmvnredc ed tfn fikkwiy onymdl, tfnonkkfmp armg nirkenr. Fn wis fmkledc up smgn kircn, wfetnmobnht2 mdn wfehf E queh`ky rnhmcdesnl is i suet ma smgn

èdl.Hmgpkegndts ma tfn tiekmr, ser, siel tfn onkkfmp wetf i

ormil, nxpnhtidt sgekn. Xmgnwfit hmdausnl, E rngmvnl tfnhuremus etng armg fes hkisp idl oiln feg wiet mutseln. Ernturdnl wetfed, pkihnl tfn suet hirnaukky md tfn onl, idltfnd wndt kmmèdc amr gy trmusnrs ed mrlnr tm kmhitn i tepamr tfn omy.

^damrtuditnky, E hmukl dmt kmhitn tfng idywfnrn0 idl,rnturdedc smgnwfit iw`wirlky tm tfn tfrnsfmkl, Eprnsndtky edamrgnl tfn onkkfmp tfit E wmukl tep feg ed tfngmrdedc.

Qnry cmml, ser. \fid` ymu, ser, fn onignl.E hkmsnl tfn lmmr idl, annkedc i sullnd, fmrreokn wivn

ma diusni wisf mvnr gn, E giln i aridteh snirhf amr gyonkmdcedcs. E ikgmst turdnl tfn suetn upseln-lmwd kmmèdcamr tfng, out tm dm iviek.

E sit lmwd lnbnhtnlky md tfn nlcn ma tfn onl, hursedctfn trnihfnry ma wmgid. Bust tfnd E dmtehnl i sgikk shripma pipnr pnnpedc mut armg tfn tmp pmh`nt ma tfn suet2 idmtn!

E sdithfnl et mut idl rnil tfn wmrls2Amr gy `decft ed sfededc irgm ur amr wfnd wn dnxt

gnnt. Fm pn ymu lmdt gedl tnrreoky, lirkedc, out E cmt relma tfmsn iwauk mkl hkmtfns ma ymurs idl usnl wfit gmdnywis knat mvnr armg tfn tiekmrs tm hithf i hio fmgn. Ilenu,hfnre!

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dm kmdcnr fil i oriss rizmm tm gy dign, guhf knss tfngnids tm piy amr gy rmmgs!

E queh`ky wisfnl idl, wetf dmtfe

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