The void of a human shape

I have my little joysSprouting like spring leavesEvidences that faith is still rummagingThrough my veinI asked youIf this time was really truly foreverBut I'd never knowIn the morning you were already goneSo I packed our memories awayHad a small burial in the backyardYour faces burnt awayMelting into my heart somethingThat I decided to callA voidwith a human shapeYou told me it's all in my headAnd I laughed and saidAnd so are youAnd so am IAnd so are weBut you didn't get itIn the morning you were already goneI did the laundry and watered the plantsYour plastic soldiers clustered under the bedThe linen still held the shape of our nightI could feel your warmthlingering like a ghostAnd I thought about how to carry onBut the time was upYou were already goneAnd there was just meWith the void of a human shape.