the warrior – disruptive laughter #5

8/10/2019 THE WARRIOR Disruptive Laughter #5

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NGOPO T GYKS MKHHDKS....tfk pu`gen prjcknt jl wor...4-5

KMMO KGKJHJPO^DJTTKP.........@ktwkkh worrejrs..........?1

FOHHO A[^TO\^^JH.........................................Bko Towohos orb, Hkw Ckrsky ?561...............lrjht+ònb..............O[DPK.....................................>

CK^^ OPHDT.........Tfk Qorrejr......................?9-?;

CK^ÊBO KBG[HD................PKÊ^TOHNK............>9->>

CJFOHHO A[^TO\^^JH OHD BOTOPEHO HET^NF............................................TFK QJMOH JH TFK PJJL......>4->5

GKHO POYFEH.........Puhheha Owoy ohd Fjmk.........49-4?

MOGKHK DOM......Fjw ork wk ot wor:..................0

TEO-ÊMJHK AOPDHKP... Kugjay ljr Geveha Qohho`kks...44-41

[GPEBO AJMM.......>wjrdpjkm.........................?6-0;

TFK QOPPEJP, Hjvkm`kr 09?4


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tfk pu`gen prjcknt jl wor`y Ngoro t Gpkz Mkhhdkz


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tfk pu`gen prjcknt jl wor / wkeaft jl `gonb gkotfkr

worrejr W w r W h 3 lrjm Meddgk Khagesf3 lrjm Jgd Hjrtfkrh Lrkhnf wkrrkejr, voreoht jl Jgd

Lrkhnf aukrrkejr, lrjm aukrrkekr mobk wor, lrjm aukrrk wor. Tfk jhk wfj woaks wor tjohjtfkr edkhte kd os oh jtfkr, hjt somk, tfkrkljrk khkmy, dktonfkd, dohakrjus ohddespkhso`gk. Tfk rugkr jl o systkm jl vejgkhnk tfot empjsks etskgl jvkr ohjtfkr, jr struaagks tj`rkob wetf tfk rugk jl tfk vejgkht. O pkrsjh khaoakd eh tfk kxpkrekhnk jl worlork.

Tfk aym wfkrk lkhneha ngoss tjjb pgonk wos noggkd tfk Yjjg `knousk wfkh et wos prjckntkdet wos mkoht tj `k o swemmeha pjjg. Tfkh tfk mjhky roh jut medwoy-tfrjuaf njhstruntejh

ohd ogg tfky fod onfekvkd sj lor wos tfk fjgk3 o 49 mktkr gjha, 09 mktkr wedk ohd orjuhd 4mktkr dkkp fjgk eh tfk arjuhd. Tfky njvkrkd et up wetf wjjdkh pgohbs, sgots tfot trohsljrmkdtfot rkntohaugor hkaotevk jl o swemmeha pjjg ehtj o sjrt jl lohny ohd sgeaftgy ngoustrjpfjènòsbktògg njurt. Tfk Yjjg wos tfk studkhts lovjretk spjt, wetf ets kstrohak sfopk ohd hkwlkkgeha. Et wosht dknoyeha ohd lodeha gebk tfk rkst jl tfk snfjjgs otfgkten prkmesks, ogwoyspjehteha tjwords o `kttkr post tfker sfjrt gevks wkrk hkvkr port jl. Tfk Yjjg wos stegg njjg,wetfjut o dju`t tfk `kst sponk tj fovk o spjrts ngoss.

Ohywoys, lkhneha. Lkhneha ngoss jnnurrkd eh tfk Yjjg twenk o wkkb dureha guhnf temk, jhk jltfk mohy kxtronurrenugor onteveteks @guk wos port jl. @osbktògg, cudj, lkhneha, swemmeha, peohj


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ohd auetor gkssjhs pjpugotkd ogmjst kvkry kmpty spjt tfot wosht ogrkody jnnupekd `y snfjjgdureha @guks wkkbdoys.

E wos loergy ajjd ot ogg jl tfjsk tfehas ùt ogsj hjt portenugorgy jutstohdeha. @jrkd `ynjmpktetejh ùt ehtkrkstkd eh tfk nrolt jl oaegety ohd tfk opporkht kosk wetf wfenf fkr `jdynjugd spkob tfk gohauoak jl mjvkmkht ohd tfk de krkht njdks jl tfksk spjrts.

- Uju ork tjj strjha tj `k o aerg.

Lkhneha wos tfk jhk sfk gebkd tfk mjst eh wfot njugd `k noggkd oh o`stront woy3 sfk gjvkdtfk edko jl et ohd ets lkkgeha eh fkr fohds. ^fk ded et jhgy ljr fkrskgl, ogmjst o sjgepsesten aksturksfk dedht woht tj suggy wetf kxtkrhog njhsedkrotejhs jr tjurhomkhts. ^fk wos desoppjehtkdwetf tfk ehstruntjrs gonb jl reajr dureha tfk gkssjhs3 ogwoys o èt tjj sfjrt, jr hjt ehtkhskkhjuaf, o èt tjj ehljrmotevk jl o sbegg sj losnehoteha. Fjwkvkr tfjsk gkssjhs ded stegg khtoegjhk ohd o fogl fjur jl òttgeha swjrds...Fjw njjg njugd tfot `k: @guk fod `kkh j`sksskd wetfswjrdsmkh ohd swosfùnbgkrs, musbktkkrs ohd perotks sehnk sfk wos kvkh yjuhakr tfoh sfkwos tfkh.

Fjwkvkr mjdkrh swjrdsmohsfep wos lor lrjm tfjsk rjmohten mjdkgs tfot fod ehsperkd fkr tj cjeh tfk ngoss. Lkhneha fod rugks3 strent hjrms jl pjsturk ohd ljjtwjrb jhk fod tj gkorh.

Eh lkhneha tfk pjeht jl tfk aft es tj rkonf nkrtoeh skntejhs jl tfk jppjhkhts `jdy wetf spkne nports jl tfk swjrd. De krkht behds jl wkopjhs torakt de krkht `jdy ports, `keha tfes aomk jlrkneprjnety tfk òsen snjrk tfot sfopks konf swjrds mjvkmkhts ohd tknfhequk. @jdy ohd`godk mjvk onnjrdeha tj wfot ohd fjw jhk es torakteha tfk jppjhkht.

E wos gkorheha tj lkhnk pk. Eh lkhneha, tfkrk ork tfrkk typks jl swjrds3

so`rk ljeg pk

ô`rk wos jhgy ljr mogk lkhnkrs eh tfot ngoss. Tfk so`rk fos o gorakr, skmenernugor fohdgk tfotsurrjuhds tfk lkhneha fohd. Et es o gorakr swjrd tfot torakts tfk khterk `jdy o`jvk tfk woest

kxnkpt tfk orm tfot norreks tfk wkopjh. Ets mjvkmkhts ork rjuafkr ohd wfkh dukgeha tfkontejh es hjt fogtkd el jhk jl tfk lkhnkrs rkonfks wetf tfk so`rk oh j -toraktkd `jdy port.

Ljeg wos `jtf mogk ohd lkmogk ùt hj auy eh tfk ngoss wohtkd tj lkhnk ljeg. Tfk ljeg es smogg ohdfos oh ehtrenotk fohdgk. Ets tknfhequk es o mjrk dkgenotk njdk2 et jhgy njuhts wfkh tfkjppjhkht es rkonfkd `y tfk tep jl tfk swjrd ohd tfk ontejh fogts kvkry temk tfk `godk tjunfkssjmk port tfots hjt tfk nfkst, tfk arjeh jr tfk hknb. Ljeg wos aoy jl njursk, ohd hj`jdywohtkd tj lkhnk ljeg.

pk es o èt jl `jtf. Et es tfk jhgy lkhneha wkopjh wfkrk tfk wfjgk `jdy noh `k tfk torakt,mobeha ets tknfhequk munf mjrk strotkaen, ogmjst onrjòten. ^moggkr eh sezk tfoh tfk so`rk, tfk


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pk es hkvkrtfkgkss tfk fkovekr jl tfk tfrkk. Tfk `kgg auord tfot prjtknts tfk òttgeha fohd esvkry semegor tj tfk ljeg ùt ets fohdgk stegg fos tfk stroeaftljrwordhkss jl tfk so`rk. pk noh `klkhnkd `y mogk ohd lkmogk lkhnkrs. Ets mjvkmkhts ork ogsj o èt jl o fy`red `ktwkkh tfk jtfkr

twj (lost ohd derty gebk tfk so`rk ùt jhk noh jhgy snjrk wetf tfk tep jl tfk `godk, gebk tfk ljeg)wfenf tkhdkd tj mobk et gkss ottrontevk tj pkjpgk.

pk wos @guks typk jl wkopjh. My typk jl wkopjh.

^tudkhts dedht jwh tfker jwh swjrds, tfky wkrk `rjuaft eh `y tfk lkhneha tkonfkr. KvkryQkdhksdoy ohd Lredoy fk orrevkd wetf o fuak dufflk òa ggkd wetf so`rks, tfrkk vkry uhuskdljegs ohd jhk pk, pgus tfk mosbs ohd conbkts tfot njhstetutk tfk lkhnkrs droa. Ogg tfkskswjrds wkrk lkhneha swjrds, modk ljr prontenk ohd njmpktetejh3 sjltkhkd kdaks, gonb jl sforpjr nutteha khds. ^tegg èa peknks jl mktog dkseahkd tj `k woakd oaoehst oh jtfkr, tfk hum`kdrkgotevks jl dkodgy wkopjhs fohdgkd `y prk-tkkhs eh tfk `kggy jl tfk Yjjg twenk o wkkb.

@guk wos tfk yjuhakst eh tfk ngoss. Ohd tfk jhgy aerg.

- Qfy dj yju wohho gkorh fjw tj lkhnk: Tfots hjt aergs stu

Qfkh tfk tkonfkr tfrkw tfk du fflk òa jh tfk ffjjr tfkrk wos ogwoys o gettgk aft tj akt tfkso`rks tfot wkrk henkr, hkwkr, eh `kttkr sfopk. @guks swjrd wos rkd3 rkd fohdgk, stegg hkwdkspetk `keha jgd. Qfkh @guk stortkd sfk wohtkd tj lkhnk so`rk, ùt tfot wosht pjsse`gk, gebksj mohy jtfkr tfehas, gebk pkkeha wfegk stohdeha, gebk ksnopeha tfk ehstoht jl dk hetejh, gebk hjtfoveha tj gestkh tj ogg tfjsk o`surdgy uèquetjus qukstejhs. @ut tfkh E stortkd gjveha tfk pk,tfk jhgy gjhkgy pk ogwoys woeteha ljr mk ot tfk `jttjm jl tfk òa, wfjsk ornohk nrolt woskvkh ljrkeah tj tfk tkonfkr.

Kh aordk. Odvohnk. Ottonb. Yorry. Guhak! @onb. ^prkod yjurskgvks eh njupgks ohd prontenksjmk dukgeha.

Qfkh dukgeha wetf sjmkjhk, @guk ogwoys fod mexkd òttgks, os tfkrk wos hj jtfkr pk eh tfkarjup ohd sfk fod tj errkvjno`gy lkhnk wetf o so`rk, wfjsk mjvks wkrk hjt tfk ohswkrs fkrpk wos mkoht tj rkpgy. Et wjrbkd tfj. E wos ajjd khjuaf, o nfoggkhaeha jppjhkht kvkh ljrtfk jgdkst, mjst ohhjyeha mkm`krs jl tfk ngoss3 njhluskd prk-tkkhoakrs eh tfk medst jl tfot

fjrmjhkd-lukgkd oak jl pkrmohkht ehsknurety desaueskd os rudk errkvkrkhnk. Kvkh ljr Qfetk,wfj wos tfk jgdkst, tfk jhk wfj fod `kkh lkhneha tfk gjhakst, tfk mjst j khsevk, tfk vkrògùggy ohd tfk tkonfkr's lovjretk. Kvkh Qfetk, wfj wos ljur ykors jgdkr ohd skvkrog ehnfks toggkr,fod o ford temk `koteha @guks swjrd.

- Dj yju tfehb tfot `y djeha ogg tfksk spjrts yju ork ajhho `knjmk mjrk jl o auy:

Tfk wkeaft jl tfk `gonb pk. Tfot wos tfk rst tfeha E rkmkm`kr. Ets sfehy `kouty. Qfetk`rjuaft tfot swjrd, wfenf fk fod ajt os o prkskht lrjm fes lomegy jr E djht bhjw, E nohtrkmkm`kr. @guk ljrajt wfkrk et nomk lrjm. E bhjw et wos Qfetks tfjuaf. ^fjweha et tj tfkngoss, sfjweha et j . @gonb gkotfkr fohdgk, sfehy sbehhy `godk, treohaugor pjwkr- ggkd osk.


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Qk trjttkd djwh tfk stoers oaoeh ohd nrjsskd tfk osbktògg kgd wfkh tfk tkonfkr hoggyowjbk lrjm fes stupjr tj aro` mk lrjm `kfehd.

- Nogm djwh!

^fk fkord tkors jl ohakr jvkr o segkht lonk. Yohteha uhdkr tfk tkonfkr orms tfot wkrk steggfjgdeha mk ònb. Qfetk `kht djwh jvkr fes bhkks, njuafeha fes `rkotf. Fk dedht gjjb ehtj myderkntejh. Tfk `gonb pk turhkd swjrd drjppkd wetf o gjud ngoha jhtj tfk Yjjgs wjjdkh ffjjr.

- Akt jut. Ets khjuaf ljr tjdoy.

@guk djksht rkmkm`kr wfot foppkhkd oltkr tfot, jr fjw es et tfot E wosht kxpkggkd lrjmsnfjjg, hjt kvkh tfk ngoss. E `gohbkd. @guk `gohbkd. Cust tfot tfk hkxt Qkdhksdoy wk wkhtònb tj lkhneha ngoss, @guk ohd Qfetk tjj. Tfk swjrd wos hkvkr tfkrk oaoeh. Qk hkvkr dukgkdoaoeh. Ohd Qfetk hkvkr mum`gkd fes ùggsfet jh us ketfkr.


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Tfk Qorrejr`y Ckss Orhdt

My aerglrekhd ohd E fovk `kkh jut eh tfkMjcovk dkskrt wotnfeha òttgk mjveks.

Fjggywjjd `gjnbùstkrs wetf Mkg Ae`sjh ohdPusskgg Nrjwk. Ljr ehstohnk3 Agodeotjr foshj skx eh et, òrkgy ohy wjmkh ot ogg, ohdtfot mobks us wjhdkr el et s mjrkoutfkhtenoggy o òttgk mjvek. @ut tfkhtfkrk s Pusskgg Nrjwk s `jdy ogg spget jpkh fjw ljr tfk wfjgk 0 pgus fjurs wk rk sjowork jl fes droeheha lgksf, tfkempjsseègety jl fes ehvehneègety.


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Tfes mobks Agodeotjr o òttgk mjvek ùt ogsjo behd jl shkoby lkmehest mjvek wfkrk tfkwjmoh (Nrjwk) es tfk fkrj, jr ot gkost elhjtfeha kgsk, et mobks et o lkmogk `jdymjvek.

Tfot cust mobks et o mjvek, my aerglrekhdsoys.

Qk ork hkwgy wfot wk wjugd nogg aerglrekhds.Et s o tjhauk-twestkr tfk pgurog aerg wfkrk E om hjt surk wfot E om. Tfot ohd E

fovk fod sunf o pkrsestkhtgy ford temk wetfaerglrekhds. Qfkh E wos eh my twkhteks Ekvkh wjrbkd o tkrre`gk cj` ljr sjmktfehanoggkd Aerglrekhds moaozehk. Et fod ajssepnjgumhs, skx odvenk ljr gksèohs eh tfkgelkstygk.

Hj mottkr wfot kgsk, hkvkr nogg et ogelkstygk, my tfkses odveskr eh njggkaksoed. @ut fkrk E wos.

Qetf Aerglrekhds moaozehk E wos ossestoht tjtfk morbkteha derkntjr, o ùtnf tjp fkovegyollegeotkd w @D^M. Tj my ho vk 00 yr jgdmehd, et oddkd o smogg surak jl dohakr tjtfk wjrb khverjhmkht. Pkaordgkss E wosogwoys fjurs gotk tj my cj` fuhajvkr lrjmheaftsfelts, òrtkhdeha.

Dj yju tfehb yju noh njmk eh tjdoy: My `jsswjugd nogg tj soy, eh hkutrog ùtnjhtrontuog tjhks, lrjm jur jllenk up tfkstrkkt. ^fk wos ajjd ot tfksk tjhks `knousktfes es fjw sfk ohd fkr skx porthkrshkajteotkd `kotehas, fjw tfky modk tfkmsolk. Qk desnusskd tfk skx jvkr jur guhnfùrretjs, my `jss memeha sgehas jr lgjaaehaswetf fkr fohds ohd tjrteggo nfeps.


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Eh @rovkfkort ohd Agodeotjr, hjtfeha es solk ùt stegg tfk fkrjks dj gevk ljr wfotskkms gebk oh kxtro gjha temk. @rovkfkorttobks > fjurs ohd Mkg Ae`sjh djksh t dekuhteg tfk pkhugtemotk snkhk. Kvkh tfkh tfkdkotf, tfjuaf ajry, es ehnjmpgktk2 fes gostwjrd Lrkkdjm! rkvkr`krotks post fem, jhohd jh.

O worrejr es mjrk tfoh o sjgdekr jruhollegeotkd leaftkr, tfksk mjveks skkm tj`k soyeha. O worrejr es o tjtog edkhtety.

Lrjm vesnkro ohd foer ljggengks ljrtf

etdkmohds kvkrytfeha.

Tfk Qorrejr es ogsj o ?564 sjha `y ^nohdogohd Yotty ^mytfk, hjt tj `k njhluskd wetftfk jtfkr Yotte ^metf, tfk jhk wetf djwhtjwhnrkd. Ogsj hjt tj `k njhluskd wetf tfkenjhen mjvek Tfk Qorrejr s , wfkrk aohas jlbeds òttgk ljr `rkotfeha rjjm ohd skgl-edkhtety veo Njhky Esgohd turl ohd HUNsu`woy stotejhs ohd drkss eh woys tfot >9ykors gotkr wk ork stegg tryeha tj pkrlknt,o behd jl ogwoys uhrkonfo`gk njjg.

Tfk ^nohdog sjha, suha `y tfk jtfkr Yotty^mytfk, fos gehks gebk3 sfjjteha ot tfkwoggs jl fkortonfk, òha òha, E om tfkQorrejr, ohd gjvk es tfk begg, yjurfkort s stegg wegd.

E gost gestkhkd tj tfes sjha, os eh rkoggygestkhkd tj et, eh Jobgohd, NO 099>.

Oh kx-aerglrekhd ohd E wkrk jh oned ot fkrjgdkr sestkr s `jylrekhd s fjusk. Qk d `kkhleafteha njhstohtgy. @ut tfot wos fjw wkwkrk fuak `gjwjuts jvkr arjnkreks jr pegksjl dksb cuhb jr redks tj wjrb jr kmpty wkkdòas tfot tfkh arkw tj kngepsk ogg kgsk3


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tfky wkrk tfk rkgotejhsfep. Tfk petnf jhwfenf wk soegkd `guht oxks ot konf jtfkruhteg jhk jl us `gkd jut3 kxfoustkd, kmptekdjl tontens, suddkhgy mkkb.

Tfk porty wos moy`k o òd nfjenk, wkrkogezkd, oltkr o`jut fogl oh fjur. Qk fodduteluggy tobkh drjppkr-lugs jl gequed G^Dùt hjw et skkmkd gebk hj jhk kgsk wosnjmeha jvkr kxnkpt tfk ; posty fjuskmotkswfj wkrk ogrkody tfkrk, jhk jl wfjm woswkoreha wfot gjjbkd gebk sezk ljurtkkh arkkh

Tfk Arehnf Qfj ^tjgk Vmos sgeppkrs.

Qotnf tfkm dohnk, fk soed `reaftgy.

Qk modk dkspkrotk kyks ot konf jtfkr ùt jurlonks wkrk storteha tj gjjb `kouteluggyposty tjj. Qk fuddgkd eh o njrhkr,strotkaezeha. Et lkgt lohtosten tj `k cjehkdtjaktfkr oaoehst o njmmjh khkmy.

Qfj s tfk fuhtkr, wfj s tfk aomk: wkhttfk stkrkj. E lkkg tfk `kot nogg yjurhomk. E fjgd yju ngjsk, eh ventjry Os etturhs jut sjmkjhk homkd Fjggy Bheaft wrjtktfk sjha, tfk somk pkrsjh wfj ogsj wrjtk Yot@khotor s Gjvk es o @ottgklekgd. Tfk sjhalkgt ogg tfk woy reaft.

E djh t wohho tomk yjur ohemog stygk, yju

wjh t `k noakd eh tfk nogg jl tfk wegd!

Qk goy djwh jh o pegk jl oned-y `gohbkts eho skme-dorb rjjm. Hjt tfot tfky wkrk njotkdeh oned, ùt tfk behd jl `gohbkts tfot G^Dfjusks jwh. My fkort wos wj``geha gebk o`jegeha gj`stkr pjt. E wos pugseha wetfsuddkh `kotelen gjvk, njugdh t wk cust stoytfes feaf jh oned ljrkvkr:


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fkort tj fkort yju gg weh, el yjusurvevk, et must fovk `kkh jh rkpkot. TfkQorrejr

Tfk vkrteaj lrjm lkkgeha sj meronugjusgyajjd wfkh E usuoggy lkgt kmòttgkd modk mkwkkpy. E djh t kvkh jwh my `jdy , E tfjuaft.

Tfk Qorrejr.

Tfk Qorrejr.

Tfk Qorrejr.

Qfegk wjrbeha ljr Aerglrekhds moaozehk, wkajt tj tobk o rjod trep lrjm ôh Lrohnesnjtj Yogm ^prehas. Tfes wos tfk somk kro ostfk oned. Ogsj tfk somk kro os mohy jtfkrtfehas ehngudeha mossevk prjtksts ohd o hkwwor eh Eroq.

Qk drjvk djwh E-; wetf o fuak pegk jlmoaozehks. Aerglrekhds ohd Jh Jur @onbs olkmehest pjrhj. Tfkh spkht tfk wkkbkhdwostkd, meskro`gk, pjjgsedk, fowbehamoaozehks tj druhb dybks eh èbehes wfjnjugd jhgy wkor wfetk et wos o wfetkporty.

E wkht tj o skme-ljrmog eh o tek ohd wosbenbkd jut3 wrjha akhdkr.

Tfk dkskrt es `gohb, tfrjwowoy kvkrytfehaskkmkd tj `k soyeha.

Jut fkrk hjw, ?9 ykors gotkr. My aerglrekhd,oh oreks worrejr seah, drevks ònb tj GO. Etes vkry dorb. Njyjtks agemmkr, mktf fkodsnerngk, spedkrs strktnf ohd yowh. Megetoryfummkrs pod quektgy up ohd djwh tfk derttronbs hkor Twkhtyhehk Yogms òsk.


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Fjw om E sj gotk tj gkorh o`jut tfk gjnog mjuts (Megetory jpkrotejhs eh [ròhTkrroeh) hkor`y njmòt troeheha setks tfotork ogmjst kxont rkpgenos jl veggoaks ehOlafohestoh ohd Eroq:

Eh tjwh, E gjjb ot tfk penbup trunbs ohdauhgkss ronbs, tfk Qkgnjmk Fjmk Trjjps

murogs, tfk Tjbyj mossoak porgjrs tfot mylrekhd soys ork ogg prjstetutk cjehts. Es etwrjha tfot E lkkg sjmkfjw solkr fkrk, tkomkdup kvkh, port jl sjmk behd jl uagy ùt

kllkntevk cjeht `jdy wetf ogg jl tfksksjgdekrs orjuhd:

Gjhkgy, E wotnf Pkstrkpj o 09?9djnumkhtory o`jut tfk Bjrohaog \oggky ehhjrtfkrh Olafohestoh du``kd tfk dkodgekstvoggky eh tfk wjrgd.

Et must `k o òttgk mjvek. Tfk auys orkleafteha ogg tfk temk. Mugtepgk temks o doykvkh. Qk gjjb ot tfker `jdeks o`djmkhs,tottjjs, strktnf morbs o gjt. Qfkh tfkyorkh t leafteha tfky rk pgoyeha vedkj aomks.

Eh tfk mjvek, sjmk auys lrjm ohjtfkròttogejh up tfk voggky dek.

Egg aevk yju o mehutk tj mjurh, tfkNoptoeh soys, oddrksseha fes jwh òttogejh.

@ut tfkh wk ajtto akt ònb tj benbeha oss,tj djeha jur cj .

Qjrsk, tfky jltkh survevk.

O auy storks ot tfk nomkro, o coaakd fegg`kfehd fem3 ònb fjmk eh tfk [^ tfky rkfereha pkjpgk, fk soys, cust tj leaurk jutwfot tj dj wetf us.


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@ktwkkh worrejrsJpkh gkttkr tj Heho @crb

Qfots o worrejr suppjskd tj dj el sfk fos tj nfjjsk `ktwkkh edkh-

tety pjgetens ohd ngoss struaagk: Gkts soy sfk es `gonb, gksèohohd gonb mjhky. Qfys ngoss-lerst jpehejhs ogwoys ljrk lrjhtkd ywfetk, fktkrjskxuog rkprkskhtotevks ljr jtfkr ngossks tfoh wjrbehangoss: Ogsj Morx wos fypkr jurakjesek.

Edkhtety pjgetens keha desmesskd y ngoss struaagkrs tfot spkobljr o ngoss njmmuhety tfky noh hkvkr rkprkskht. Esht tfot tjjedkhtety pjgetens: Et es foveha tfk somk ge`krogest menrj pjgetenprj`gkms tfot ohte ronest, ohte skxest, ga`tq ohd jtfkr pjgete-nog dkòtjrs ork onnuskd tj rksjrt tj, jh o pkrsjhog gkvkg ljr tfkmeddgk jr uppkr ngoss ngoss struaagkr. jneogest tfkjry noh aevkommuhetejh tj mohy wors, jhk es tfk njhstruntejh jl o sponk tj `kfkord tfrjuaf mkdeo. O pkrsjhog norrekr. O dksb tj wretk ot. Onfoer tj pjhdkr eh.

Tfes meaft skkm gebk o nretenog jr kvkh devesevk cudakmkht jl tfkwfetk fktkrjskxuog meddgk ohd uppkr ngoss rkprkskhtotevks tfot kh-aoaks eh custenk ljr tfk wjrbeha ngoss. Et es hkvkr tfk gkss munfopprkneotkd tfot yju ork khaoaeha eh tfes wor. E om foppy tj skkohyjhk leaft nopetogesm, ùt E must ehljrm yju tfot wk tfot gonbngoss prevegkaks vkry jltkh gonb jtfkr prevegkaks os wkgg. Ohdjur struaagks fovk tj `k ljuaft jh o mugte gkvkg òses ljr tfkrktj `k ohy pjsetejh tj leaft lrjm ot ogg. ^j, el yju djht woht tjbkkp tfk leaft ljr yjurskgl, (tfot E bhjw es empjrtoht tj yju ohdyjur sym`jgen nopetog ùt yju must emoaehk wk wjugd ogg `k tfkrkwetf yju el tfkjry ajks ehtj prontenk), dj et tjaktfkr wetf us ohdrknjahesk ogg jur dellkrkhnks.

Tfohb yju.

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Fjw ork wk ot wor: ?

`y Mogkhk Dom

E om ohary ot yju. E om ohary ot myskgl. E om ohary ot tfk edkotfot tfksk ork ehdeveduog lkkgehas. Tfky ork hjt. E om ohary tfk

rfktjren wjrbkd.

E om gklt eh tfk meddgk. Qk fovk mjvkd ehtj hjrmogny. Tfes esfjw wk ork ot wor.

E E E

E set eh o rjjm surrjuhdkd `y ort, ortests ohd njggkoauks.

Uju soy yju ork hkrvjus. Uju togb o`jut yjur legm, stegg ehprjnkss, ohd snrkkh o lkw jl ets nfoptkrs. Drjhks, tfkNogeljrheoh dkskrt, YT^D.

E hjw bhjw tfk sfjrtfohd ljr pjsttroumoten strkss desjrdkr.@kljrk tfk Qor jh Tkrrjr, E dedh t. Ehsesteha jh useha tfk tkrm Qor jh Tkrrjr, E rkmehd myskgl jl t fk `kaehheha.

Qk djh t nurrkhtgy usk tfot tkrm tj togb o`jut tfk wors eh Eroqohd Olafohestoh.

Tfk wors ljggjwkd my njmeha jl oak. E wos eh Aymhoseum ohd 09,jraohezeha tfk jhgy ohte-wor dkmjhstrotejhs eh my fjmktjwh otrodetejhoggy reaft-weha tjwh eh tfk meddgk jl Cutgohd, Dkhmorb.

Tfes es ?? ykors oaj hjw.

Dkhmorb khtkrkd tfk Eroq wor wetf o mehemog mocjrety. Tfes wostfk lerst temk kvkr tfot Dkhmorb khtkrkd o wor wetfjut tfk luggsuppjrt jl porgeomkht.

E lkkg o rkspjhse`egety jl `keha o netezkh jl o njuhtry tfot woso port jl tfk njogetejh eh tfk Qor jh Tkrrjr.

Qk dkmjhstrotkd. Qk dkmjhstrotkd.

Noh wk drow o gehb `ktwkkh tfk Qor jh Tkrrjr ohd fjw drjhks fovk

`knjmk port jl jhajeha worlork: Yort jl [.^. megetory strotkay:

E E E

Uju prkskht yjur skreks, Qk Qegg Hjt Loeg . Uju fohd-nut TEMKMoaozehk poaks ehtj Esgomen akjmktren pottkrhs.

TEMK Moaozehk, Jsomo @eh Godkh, 5/??. Tfk horrotevk skkmkd sjsempgk2 et fod o pkrlknt dromoten nurvk tj et, eh tfjsk lerstwkkbs ohd mjhtfs oltkr 5/??. E om ohary ot fjw sempgk et skkms.Ohd ot fjw hjstogaen et `knjmks. Ohd ykt fjw quenbgy wk noh ogg

?Tfk qukstejh ohd tetgk es `jrrjwkd lrjm Osfgky Fuht s kssoy Qk s jl Qor , lrjm

tfk pu`genotejh Mktto Qjrgd Ykonk Tfk Qjrb jl Qor eh Temks j l Or t , ^preha 09?0.


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rknogg tfot temk pkrejd. Ot fjw wk togb o`jut tfk urakhny wklkgt jl ajeha tj wkkbgy ohte-wor dkmjhstrotejhs. Et skkms s jgjha oaj. Et es hjt jvkr. Pkmkm`kr drjhks, YT^D. Pkmkm`kr.

E E E

E rkod tfk Yogksteheoh pjkt, Mofmjud Dorwesf, eh `kd. Fk wohts

tj fjgd jh tj o skhsk jl fumohety eh tfk lonk jl rjnbkts ohdsfkggs. Fk wohts tj drehb fes mjrheha njllkk ohd rkod tfkhkwspopkr. Fk wretks o`jut tfk Cuhk ?5


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E skk o`jvk ogg o fuak fjgk eh tfk arjuhd.

Ge`krty stohds ljr prjtkntejh, uhety mkohs devesejh.

Uju togb o`jut tfk strohakhkss jl skkeha yjur vedkj oaoeh, sjmohy ykors gotkr. Uju osb wfy sfk ehngudkd sunf oh jgd wjrb ehtfk sfjw.

Fjw, ohd ot wfot pjeht, ded yjur wjrb mjvk lrjm nurrkht tj post,lrjm urakht tj dotkd: E om mjvkd `y et. E om rkmehdkd tfot E omstegg ohary. Ohd E om stegg sod. ^tegg. Qfot es tfk temk jl tfkkvkht: E wjhdkr o`jut jhajehahkss.

E hkvkr wkht tj Arjuhd Skrj eh tfjsk twj ykors E gevkd eh HkwUjrb. My ngossmotk wjrk o pkh jh fkr conbkt. Et rkod3 5/??3 E wegg hkvkr ljraevk. Qk hkvkr fod o njhvkrsotejh o`jut et, hkvkrtogbkd o`jut 5/??, @usf, jr tfk Qor jh Tkrrjr.

E E E

E set eh tfk studej rjjm ot tfk Nomkro Ngu`. Qk `kaeh, wk spkob,yju gkovk. E wjhdkr o`jut yjur lrustrotejh. Et es dellkrkht tfohmehk. E ogwoys akt lrustrotkd o`jut o gonb jl gohauoak2 oheho`egety tj togb o`jut fjw wk ork ot wor, wfot tfk Qor jhTkrrjr ded ohd njhtehuks tj dj. E suspknt yjur rkstgksshkss ohdempotekhnk o`jut jur njhvkrsotejh es lukgkd `y fjw yju meaftlkkg wk sfjugd `k togbeha o`jut jur nurrkht pjgetenog setuotejhehstkod. My lrustrotejh, jh tfk jtfkr fohd, fos tj dj wetf tfklont tfot E lkkg uho`gk tj togb o`jut fjw wk mjvkd ehtjhjrmogny. Fjw et ogg es njhhkntkd, ohd fjw tfk rfktjren wjrbkd.E om o`gk tj soy et wjrbkd, ohd ykt E om hjt o`gk tj spkob jr

fovk njhvkrsotejh o`jut tfes lont. Tfk gohauoak es uhovoego`gk.Ljrkngjskd.

E E E

Gettgk `y gettgk, luhdomkhtog curedenog reafts wkrk tobkh owoyeh tfk homk jl tkrrjr ohd lkor. Tfk jhajehahkss jl tfk Qor jhTkrrjr prjvedkd oh jpkheha ljr tfksk gows tj `k tfk rugk, ohdtfk hjt tfk kxnkptejh.

Hjw wk ogg bhjw tfot jur doto es `keha rknjrdkd ohd ohogyzkd.Fjw pkjpgk ork ollkntkd dellkrkhteotks ogjha vkry pjgetenog,

akjaropfenog, ngossest ohd ronest gehks.

Tj homk njhskqukhnks djksh t `kaeh tj kxpgoeh tfk njhstetutejhjl tfes hjrmogny.

E E E

Uju snrkkh o vedkj lrjm 0990 o`jut fjw tfk rkspjhsks tj 5/??wetfeh tfk Omkrenoh Yresjh Ehdustreog Njmpgkx ollknt njmmuheteksjl njgjr. Tfes wos ot o temk wfkh tfk Omkrenoh presjh pjpugotejhfod cust rkonfkd 0 meggejh pkjpgk. Tfk kxpohsejh njhtehuks.

Uju osb us tj gjjb ehsedk tfk presjh, ehsedk tfk hjtejh jlprevotk presjhs ohd ajvkrhmkht njhtronts, ehsedk fjw oh us-tfkm


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rfktjren meaft ollknt tfk arjweha presjh pjpugotejh. Uju gjjb ottfk strunturks ohd tfk nopetog `kfehd worlork. Uju drow gehbs.

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E set wetf tfes uhnohhy lkkgeha jl temk-gopsk. E om dkkpgyollkntkd. Qk ogg dj wjrb tj nrkotk gohauoak ohd tj fovk

njhvkrsotejhs. E gjjb ot yju, jh tfk lgjjr droweha ohd mobehahjtks. E gjjb tj my reaft ohd skk my `rjtfkr. Et s fes lerstveset tj tfk [.^. Fk fos `kkh o njfjrt ohd lrekhd ljrkvkr. Qkwogbkd sedk `y sedk ot tfk ohte-wor dkmjhstrotejhs eh jurfjmktjwh, jraohezeha tjaktfkr. Qk wotnf Dkmjnrony Hjw jvkr^bypk, mk fkrk, fem tfkrk. Tfes es tfk lehog rjuhd jl o gjhanjhvkrsotejh. E lkkg tfk hkrvjushkss eh fes vjenk os fk `kaehstj spkob. Fk storts jll soyeha tfot tj fem, ogg jl tfkskottkmpts ot nrkoteha o gohauoak vesuog, oude`gk, ollkntevk

tfrjuaf ort, ottkst tj tfk empjrtohnk jl rksestohnk, jltfehbeha, jl njggkntevety.

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E m `onb eh Dkhmorb. Ukstkrdoy o hkw pjgetenog porty wosohhjuhnkd, fjgdeha tfker lerst prkss njhlkrkhnk. Tfk HotejhogYorty fos tfk Dohesf lgoa km`kddkd eh tfker gjaj. Tfk nj-ljuhdkr jl tfes hkw pjgetenog porty, o yjuha Dohesf moh wetfYobestohe rjjts, stjjd eh lrjht jl tfk gjaj, spkobeha tj oDohesf pu`gen o`jut tfk empjrtohnk jl tjgkrohnk, sjgedorety ohdkquogety. \oguks tfot fod mkt fes porkhts wfkh tfky emmearotkdtj Dkhmorb eh tfk 19s. Fk soys tfksk voguks ork hjw ford tjlehd.

E E E

E gjjb ljr oh jpkheha wfkrk wk noh `uegd ohd sfork o hkwgohauoak. Ohd osb oaoeh, fjw ork wk ot wor:

Tfes tkxt wos eheteoggy wrettkh ljrtfk pu`genotejh jl tfk sfjw e skk eh tfk sko hjtfeha kxnkpt tfk skoot tfk Nomkro Ngu` jl Hkw Ujrb,Opreg ?5 Moy ?1 09?4. Et es orkspjhsk tj o pu`gen njhvkrsotejhfkgd ot tfk sfjw s jpkheha.

Arotetudk tj Fkotfkr M. J @rekh ljr

jraohezeha tfk jppjrtuhety tj sforktfk sponk ohd fovk tfesnjhvkrsotejh, ohd tj kvkry`jdy wfjportenepotkd.


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PKÊ^TOHNK`y Ckssebo Kbguhd

Ukstkrdoy E put twj nfegdrkh tj `kd. Jhk jl tfkm ljuhd et dellenugtnjmeha tj rkst.

E wos rjnbeha mjhjtjhjusgy, sehaeha, pgoneha tfk fkod ngjsk tj my fkort.Oltkr fogl oh fjur tfk wkkpeha lodkd, kyks sgjwgy ngjseha ohd tfk gettgk`jdy wos sjlt ohd fkovy.

Et fet mk tfot E bhjw tfes sj wkgg.Tfot E fovk djhk et sj mohy temks `kljrk.Hjt jhgy wetf nfegdrkh. Ogsj os o nfegd.

Mjms fkod njvkreha my gop os o èa, fkovy, wkkpeha ògg.E rkmkm`kr et sj ngkorgy. Et wos o rkaugor rjutehk.

My `jdy bhjws wfot wegg foppkh. ^tkkg lgjws outjmotenoggy jvkr et.

Tfk tfeha tfot njhhknts `roeh wetf `jdy turhs jll.Tfk fkort es bkpt ehtont `y lgjweha tfrjuaf tfk `jdy tj sjmkwfkrk eh tfkmedst wfkrk et es jut jl rkonf.

Nfegdrkh ork lgkxe`gk nrkoturks.Ohd vkry owork, ogtfjuaf wetf smogg lromks jl rklkrkhnk.

Lerst tfk sjuhds lrjm tfk betnfkh prknkdeha tfk njmljrteha.^nrkomeha. @koteha.Tfk sjuhd jl j`cknts gohdeha oltkr lgyeha tfrjuaf tfk oer.

E pgonk myskgl segkhtgy eh lrjht jl tfk T\. Eh tfk geveha rjjm. Jh tfknjunf.E bhjw tfot E must woet fkrk. Mjm wegg njmk tj mk gotkr.

Tfk woggpopkr es `reaft rkd wetf o pottkrh jl stygezkd dorb rkd rjsks. Egebk et.Tfk njunf es `guk os Gkajs ohd modk jl o sjged lo`ren wfenf es o gettgkèt uhnjmljrto`gk tj set jh.My gkas ork hjt tfot togg ykt, lkkt hjt rkonfeha tfk lrjht kdak jl tfksjlo.Hjtfeha eh tfk rjjm lets wetf tfk jtfkr. Hjtfeha eh tfk wfjgk fjusk esoggjwkd tj formjhezk. @ut E djht tobk eh ohytfeha jl tfes. E om uhskkeha, ohd hjtfeha mjvkstfrjuaf stkkg.Kvkrytfeha stohds stegg kxnkpt ljr wfot es foppkheha eh tfk betnfkh.


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My kors ork tfk jhgy ontevk port jl tfk `jdy. E hkkd tj fkor el sjmktfehaajks kxtro wrjha. E hkkd tj bkkp oh kor jh tfk setuotejh.Qfkh tfk sjuhds ork lodeha E bhjw ets temk.

E lkkg o arkot rkgekl wfkh mjm njmks eh tj mk. Yrksseha djwh jh mk.Hjw E noh dj sjmktfeha. Ohd ets jvkr ljr hjw.

Tfk fkort es sgjwgy pjreha ònb eh ets pgonk. Ohd et `gkkds eh rkaugorpugsks wetf mjms nryeha.E strjbk fkr foer. Bkkpeha os ngjsk os E noh. ^pkobeha quektgy tj fkr.Kvkhtuoggy tfk nryeha ohd tfk tkhsk twetnfks su`sedk.^tkkg ogsj lehoggy lgjw jll.

Hjw E om tobeha o `rkob wreteha. ^jmktfeha fos foppkhkd wetf my `jdy.@rkotf es sfjrt ohd tkhsk. My mjutf es dry. E fovk oh kxpgjdeha fkodonfk.Et onfks orjuhd tfk sfjugdkrs, cow, kyks, kors.Tfk kgkntrenog `koteha tfot kvkry doy ajks tfrjuaf my `jhks mobks etskgllkgt.Mjstgy eh fohds ohd lkkt.Tfk fkort `kots ford.

Tfk `jdy fos o `kttkr mkmjry tfoh tfk rkst jl wfot es mk fos.My mkmjry es fj``gkd.

E fovk dkgkaotkd sj munf tj musngks, tkhdjhs, hkrvks, munjus mkm`rohksohd `jhks.Tfk mkmjry òhb es jvkrgjodkd eh konf nkgg.

Os E ajt jgdkr E rkogezkd tfot et wos pjsse`gk tj snork doddy.O nfegds prkskhnk njugd prkss tfk ùttjh jl sfomk tfot uhdkheo`gykxestkd tfkrk sjmkwfkrk `kfehd tfk uh`redgkd roak.E `knomk `rovkr ohd `rovkr.

Hjw tfk fkort wos tfkrk. Eh tfk reaft pgonk eh tfk `jdy.@jtf tfk `roeh ohd `jdy eh pkrlknt formjhy. Tfk njmpgktk prkskhnk.

E uskd tj wogb eh wetf tfk èaakst stkps E njugd onnjmpgesf ohd snrkom osmunf os E njugd.^wkoreha ohd tfrkotkheha os fk ded.

Et wos oh ehdksnreò`gk ventjry kvkry temk wfkh fk gjst tfk tfrkod.Ohd oh ksskhteog kxpkrekhnk wfenf fos fkgpkd mk mohy temks eh gelk.

Tfk `kgekl eh mobeha rksestohnk.Tfot tfkrk es oh uhkxpkntkd rkgekl eh doreha tj mkkt kvkh tfk mjstdellenugt ohd lreaftkheha setuotejhs.

Jvkr ohd jvkr oaoeh.Temk oltkr temk.O hkw ottkmpt.

Tfes es tfk jhgy j`geaotejh yju fovk.


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E om my worrejrE om my lerst worrejrKvkry temk gelk `kots mk djwh E resk up strjhakrE resk up os my sknjhd worrejr, my tferd, my

skvkhtf,my tfjusohdtf worrejr^trjhakr kvkry temkEvk `kkh tfkm oggE gjvk tfkm ogg

Tfk worrejr es tfk mjvk, tfk stkp, tfk hkw on-tejhE om tfk worrejrE om tfk ontejh

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TFK QJMOH JH TFK PJJLJh tfk arjuhd

Tfkrk wos hjtfeha portenugor o`jut tfot doy, tj `kaeh wetf. Et wos o èt

wehdy, ùt wfkh tfk suh sfjwkd up `ktwkkh tfk ngjuds et ajt worm.

Qk mkt tfk jtfkrs ot ^gusskh. Tfk keaft jl us wkrk setuotkd eh o vjgtoak

lekgd wetf jur tkhtongks jut. Kvkrytfeha kgsk wos os usuog, oh jrdehory

ôturdoy eh tjwh.

Qk desnusskd wfenf woy tj tobk. Qk sow pjgenk nors ohd pjgenk `jots ogjha

tfk woy. Qk gjjbkd ot konf jtfkr eh segkht njhskht. Qk fkodkd tjwords tfk

lerst orrekr.

Tfk pjgenk fod nrkotkd vjeds eh tfk nety nkhtkr. Tfky fod hjt jhgy drowh

o gehk `ktwkkh tfkm ohd us tfk nrusf òrrekrs nrkotkd destohnk, `jrdkrs

jl oer ohd strkkt surlonk devedeha us. Et wos o nfjrkjaropfy njggkntehaus eh skporotk pjnbkts.

Eh Buhastrdardkh tfk otmjspfkrk wos spreaftgy ohd nogm. Jur lerst

gjnotejh wos tfk squork, tfkh wk rkaestkrkd tfk fjrsks ohd mjvkd wk

wkrk hjt solk tfkrk. Qk wogbkd tjwords tfk couhty ljgb museneohs. Qk wkrk

surrjuhdkd `y pkjpgk koteha lruet ohd huts. ^jmk wkrk dohneha ljgb dohnk.

Tfk somò drums cohagkd. Qk wkrk tfjusohds. Qk wkrk tkhsk. O njupgk jl

pjgenk jllenkrs mjvkd orjuhd us eh fkovy prjtknteha suets. Qk tfjuaft3

Djht gjjb ot us tfot woy, wetf fkotkd aozks .

Qk gjjbkd orjuhd tryeha tj dktknt pjgenk drksskd up os prjtkstjrs tj

`gkhd eh tj tfk nrjwd. Qk gjjbkd ljr hkj-hoze-sympotfezkrs. Qk snohhkd

tfk rjjltjps tj skk el tfk pjgenk fod shepkrs up tfkrk ohd el tfkrk wkrk

ohy nomkros. Tfkrk wos pjgenk, ohd nomkros, ùt ogsj sjmkjhk kgsk. Jh jhk

jl tfk njrhkr stjhks jh tfk rjjl jl tfk Pjyog Jpkro fjusk fuha nosuoggy o

`jdy. Tfk fkod ohd lonk wos njvkrkd `y o fjjdy. Qk bhkw yju wkrk hjt


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pjgenk jr ohy outfjrety. Qk bhkw tfot yju wfkrk hjt suppjskd tj `k tfkrk.

Uju fod togbkd o`jut et ljr o gjha temk. Et wos o lohtosy yju fod tj

mobk tfot penturk ljr ogg jl us tj skk. Uju tjgd us tfot jhk doy wk wjugd

skk yju eh tfk sby ohd wk wjugd emmkdeotkgy bhjw et wos yju. Uju wkrk

kxontgy wfkrk yju sfjugd `k.

Qk dkdenotkd jurskgvks tj tfk dkmjhstrotejh. @khaog lerk wjrbs pjppkd. Qk

snrkomkd HJ PONE^T^ JH J[P ^TPKKT^. Tfk pjstkrs wkrk swehaeha. Qk fod hj

jvkrvekw. Qk mjvkd ohxejusgy ònb ohd ljrtf. Qk wkrk uhsurk, ohd olroed,

tj khd up eh tfk meddgk jl o òttgk. Qk trekd tj skhd tkxt mkssoaks ùt

tfkrk wos hj seahog.

Jh tfk rjjl

Qk norry tfrkots kvkry doy. Qk hkkd fjrezjhs, wk hkkd stors ot heaft,

pkrspkntevks ohd wehd. Qk lkor ljr jur gevks. Qk hkkd tj dj wfot wk noh

tj rksest, tj fovk jur khterk `kehas snrkom HJ hjt eh jur homk, eh jur

strkkts, tj jur jdeks HK\KP.

E bhkw E wjugd ngem` o rjjl gebk tfot jhk doy. E bhkw E njugd, ohd ot

tfes pjeht, E bhkw E fod tj. E de dht tfehb o`jut tfk njhskqukhnks, E wos

tfkrk, wetf yju, ohd tfots wfot wos empjrtoht. E fod `kkh empresjhkd

`kljrk, ohd E fod hj wesf tj aj ònb, hjr tj dek jr sonrelenk myskgl tj

ohytfeha. My drevk es tjwords geveha, ohd my `jdy es mehk tfots fjw E

lkkg et es mehk, ohd wk dj wetf us os wk pgkosk.

E djht uhdkrstohd fjw yju dork, yju soy.

E djht tfehb jl njuroak, E jhgy tfehb jl wfot E fovk tj dj, E rkpgy.

Djht yju lkkg lkor:

E djht tfehb o`jut lkor. Ohd ljr tfot mottkr kvkh lkor njhtoehs

njuroak.

Jboy, ùt ohywoy E djht uhdkrstohd, E wjugd hkvkr fovk tfk njuroak

tj dj wfot yju dj.

^tjp togbeha gebk tfot. Qk ork fkrk ljr rkosjhs èaakr tfoh us. E

djht gebk wfkh yju demehesf ohd moahely tfehas. Destohnk yjurskgl.


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arkkh ohd wetf tkxt eh sforp `guk, et soed3 Mkhtog fkogtf drevks mk

nrozy . Qk gouafkd ohd wesfkd ljr o mjmkht tfot wk wkrk wetf yju. Qk wjugd

tkgg konf jtfkr tfot eh tfes stotk jl sjnekty el tfes stotk jl `keha es

hjrmog tfkh wk ork roaeha guhotens.

Uju fod modk yjur `jdy ehtj o peknk jl dkod mkot ohd et wos ford ljr tfkm

tj fohdgk yju. Uju fuha njmpgktkgy gjjsk, mobeha yjur `jdy empjsse`gk tj

fohdgk. [hodopto`gk. Dkhsk. Dozkd. Ngjskd. Khnopsugotkd eh etskgl. Ujur

`jdy wos puggkd ohd tuaakd ònb ohd ljrtf. Lrjm wfkrk wk wkrk stohdeha

yju dedht skkm tj mehd. Tfes wos kxontgy wfot yju fod ohtenepotkd ohd

yju khcjykd tfk mjmkht jl rkvkhak tfot wos eh tfes possevk ont jl

rksestohnk. Uju bkpt yjur `jdy os o prjtknteha sfkgtkr `ktwkkh yjurskgl

ohd tfk systkm jl vejgkhnk. Qk tfjuaft jl yjur pugsk. Ded yju mohoak tj

bkkp yjur fkort`kot lrjm ruhheha: Ded yju mohoak tj khnopsugotk yjurskgl

eh njjghkss:

Qk fkord hjesk ohd wk ossumkd et wos lrjm Buhastrdardkh. Qk gjjbkd

tjwords tfk reaft ùt tfk hjesk wos hjt lrjm tfk prjtkstkrs. Jur kyks

gklt yjur struaageha `jdy ohd sknjhds gotkr tfky gohdkd jh o arjup jl

hkj-hozes mornfeha tjwords us3 wfetk ngjtfeha, woveha lgoas, surrjuhdkd`y pjgenk ohd pjgenk-nors. O smogg wfetk-ykggjw-`guk porodk.

Jur arjup wos èaakr hjw. Qk `jjkd ohd sfjutkd ohd rottgkd wetf jur bkys.

Jur kyks wkht ònb tj yju os yju wkrk `keha fougkd djwh tfk lrjht jl tfk

ùegdeha. Ujur `jdy gkvetoteha `ktwkkh o mjmkht jl rksestohnk ohd o

gelktemk jh tfk arjuhd. Qk gjjbkd ònb tjwords tfk mornf opprjonfeha tfk

ùegdeha lrjm `kfehd.

1; hkj-hozes prjtkntkd y fuhdrkds jl pjgenk.

Ujur `jdy - o morbkr, o seah - mobeha vejgkhnk vese`gk.

Tfk hkj-hozes orrevkd ot tfk squork jh tfk jtfkr sedk jl tfk vjed. O

pjgenkmoh wos stohdeha eh tfk sponk skporoteha us ohd tfkm. Jh tjp jl tfk

poddkd `jdy fes smogg fkod wos turheha ònb ohd ljrtf wetf o aozk tfot

wotnfkd us os el tfkrk wos o survkeggohnk nomkro `kfehd fes suhagossks.


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Twj mkh wetf nrkw nuts, `gonb conbkts ohd `jjts gklt tfk jtfkr sedk ohd

wkht ehtj tfk vjed. Tfky wogbkd tjwords us wetf hj fksetotejh. Tfky fod

`jttgks eh tfker fohds. Lrjm tfes destohnk wk njugdht tkgg el et wos

pgosten jr agoss. Tfky opprjonfkd tfk pjgenkmoh, wfjsk cj` et wos tj

prjtknt tfk vjed lrjm us, et skkmkd. Oltkr o lkw mehutks jl hkajteotejhs,tfk pjgenk jpkhkd tfk `orrekr ohd gkt tfk mkh jut jh jur sedk. Jur fkorts

wkrk `koteha eh roak ohd lkor. Tfk lkhnk wos o `jrdkr tj bkkp us lrjm

tfkm, et wos hkvkr mkoht tj prjtknt us. O arjup jl yjuha aergs roh

snrkomeha oltkr tfk twj hkj-hozes. O arjup jl pjgenkmkh nomk ruhheha tj

tfk hkj-hozes rksnuk. Qk gklt.

Jh tfk rjjl oaoeh

Qk wkrk ljnuskd. Hj fksetotejh. Qk mjvkd jvkr tfk surlonks jl tfk rjjl,

`ktwkkh tfk dellkrkht sedks. Tfk nfurnf `kggs rovkd. Tfk sgjaohs wkrk

rehaeha. Qk sow tfk rkd smjbk lrjm tfk @khaog lerk wjrbs ohd tfk hkj-

hozes eh tfker wfetk ngjtfks, wfkh tfky aotfkrkd ohd mornfkd tjwords

^bkppsfjgmkh. Qk sow tfk prjtkstkrs eh o hkvkr-khdeha nrjwd njhtehueha eh

ogg derkntejhs. Qk `kaoh tj mjvk sj tfot tfky wjugd skk us. Et wos temkljr jur `jdeks tj `knjmk tfk `jrdkr, tfk sfkgtkr, jur gost rksjrt tfk

jhgy sponk ljr us tj `k, tfk jhgy sponk ljr us tj kxest wetfeh jur jhgy

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Qk woht tj derknt jur ogg tj yju. Uju wfj fod hjtfeha tj gjjsk `ut yjur

mehd, ohd tfot fod ogrkody `kkh gjst. Uju wfj put et ogg ot stobk.

Qetf gjvk,eh sjgedorety,

Cjfohho Austovssjh ohd Botoreho Hetsnf


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Puhheha Owoy ohd Fjmk`y Gkho ropfeh


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E gjst et. E gjst tfk hjtk. @ut, tfes es fjw E rkmkm`kr arohdmos wjrds

E wosht o`gk tj èd Gkho lorkwkgg. E gjjbkdot fkr tfrjuaf tfk jpkh betnfkh djjr. ^fk wossetteha ot tfk to`gk nryeha jvkr fkr dehhkr.Ygkosk rkmkm`kr fkr lovjuretk swkkts ljr tfkèrtfdoy. Arohdpo skornfkd eh mohy sfjps ljr

tfkm. Gotkr jh, moy`k oltkr tfk porty, my ljurtfèrtfdoy, E ljuhd myskgl ot o hkw behdkraortkh.Et wos hj ajjd. ^j E roh owoy. Lerst sgjwgypost tfk aeoht sprunk, tfkh sbeddeha jvkr tfkrjnby fegg, djwh tfk dert rjod, rusfeha jvkrtfk ford rjod njvkrkd eh `gonb, tfrjuaf tfkaotk, jvkr tfk gowh, posseha tfk oppgk trkksohd tj tfk stoers. Tfkh o lugg stjp. E woetkdpotekhtgy ljr sjmk`jdy tj njmk fjmk. E wos tjgdhjt tj ruh owoy oaoeh. Tfk hkxt doy E rkpkotkdet. E roh owoy.

Opporkhtgy my ksnopk snorkd kvkry`jdy ohd tfkpkjpgk ot tfk behdkraortkh dedht woht tj fovksmogg aergs ruhheha owoy. @ut E wos ruhhehatjwords o `kttkr pgonk ohd hjtfeha njugd bkkpmk. j E ded et oaoeh. Ohd tfk kttkr pgonk dedfoppkh, E wos tj mjvk fjmk.


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Kugjay ljr Geveha Qohho`kks`y Teo-êmjhk Aordhkr

Tfes es o kugjay, o lgonned djnumkht dkdenotkd tj ogg tfjsk tfot

ork rjbkh fkortkd. Tj tfk opotfkten, tfk potfkten, tfk pjgetenoggy

porogyzkd, tj tfk nurotjrs ohd nrkotjrs, ohd tj tfk prjud festjreohs

jl tfk uagy ohd tfk stuped. Tjdoy, wk tfk geveha mjurh jur gjss, sj

dj hjt njhsjgk us. Gkt us wkkp, nry, mjoh, jr jtfkrwesk ont jut jur

desnjmljrt.

Ljr os munf os et fos pgkoskd tfk Ogmeafty Ajd eh Fes wesk

prjvedkhnk, tj tobk jut jl tfes wjrgd tfk ^jug jl tfk dknkoskd, wk

tfkrkljrk njmmet tfes jdy tj tfk arjuhd, kortf tj kortf , osfks tj

osfks, dust tj dust.

aozehastjnb3 o pkrsjh jr tfeha aozkd ot wetf snjrh jr

o fjrrkhnk2 oh j cknt jl nurejsety jr njhtkmpt.

Tfes es jhk jl tfk lerst wjrds yju touaft mk.

Jur rkgotejhsfep wos `rekl, ùt E spkht tfk `kttkr port jl my

gelk gjjbeha ljr yju. E suppjsk tfes mkohs E wegg hjw spkhd tfk wjrst

port jl my gelk gjjbeha ljr o hkw prjxy. Qk wkrk ehtrjdunkd ykors

oaj, ohd E rkmkm`kr lkkgeha ehtemedotkd, ohd lugg. Gebk o porosetk: Et

wos o dellkrkht temk tfkh. E hkkdkd o lrekhd gebk tfot, sjmkjhk

skgl-reaftkjus ohd ohary, ut E njugd ht opprjonf yju. E rkmkm`kr

`keha tfkrk, stohdeha derkntgy eh lrjht/jr kfehd yju, woeteha ljr yju

tj turh ohd oddrkss mk. Uju hkvkr ded. Et wos jvkrwfkgmeha, ùt E om

nfohakd hjw, gkss dkspkrotk.

Ot jhk pjeht yju jnnupekd ogg tfk sponk eh my mehd E uskd tj uskd

ljr tfehbeha. E rkmkm`kr os E wotnfkd yju tfkh, tfot kvkh os yju


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pjssksseha mk tj soteslontejh, hjw E wobk up fohaeha jh tj heaftmorks

jl yjur rksurrkntejh. E hkkd pkonk. Noh wk fovk pkonk wetf tfk dkotf,

portenugorgy tfjsk wfj dekd sj vejgkhtgy: Noh E ehfo`et yjur sponk,

noh E tobk jh sjmk peknks jl yjur `kfovejr: El sj, wfot wkrk tfk mjst

mkohehalug ports: Noh E tobk jh yjur woys jl gjjbeha ot tfk wjrgd.

Ork wk tfk geveha djjmkd tj rkpkot tfk gelk festjry jl tfk yju, tfk

dknkoskd:

Ujur posseha es gebk o fjgk `keha dua eh tfk kortf, kvkry strebk

jl tfk spodk es lkgt gebk o dkkp strebk eh my jwh nfkst. Os tfjuaf o

port jl mk fos ajhk wetf yju.

Ygkosk, Turh orjuhd.

^fjugd wk k foppy yju ork ajhk:! Qk hkvkr rkoggy bhkw yju. @ut

yju touaft [^ mohy tfehas. Uju touaft [ potekhnk, yju touaft [^

njuroak, yju touaft [^ lkor, ohd yju touaft [^ wfj wk meaft `knjmk. ^j

wk fum`gy tfohb yju...ljr prjvedeha [ temk ohd sponk tj k

skgl-rklgkntevk. Qk...wk woht tj tfohb yju ljr rkstjreha jur vjenks,

jur deahety, ohd njggkntevk mkmjry.

[ : Njggkntevk: Njogetejh: QK! Qfot djks ohy jl tfot mkoh.

Qkrkh t yju togbeha tj mk: Rjjps, E mkoht [^]. Jr wos et jhgy ljr yju:

Tj kxjrnesk yjur jwh ohxekteks: Moy`k E, Rmy `od, oaoeh E mkoht wk]

hkvkr sfjugd fovk kmpotfezkd wetf yju.

Et wos o ajjd opprjonf, ljr o wfegk. Hj jhk bhkw wfot yju wkrk

djeha.

Et es dohakrjus tj tfehb tfksk tfehas, ohd wfj om E tj qukstejh

yju.

Turh orjuhd, Ygkosk!


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Tfk doys jl noreha mostkr-tkonfkrs ork ajhk. Ajhk ork tfk

fum`gk, degeakht, mkkb odvjnotks ljr ehngusejh. Qfkrk ork jur fkrjks

hjw: AJHK! Drjwhkd eh tfk prjspkrety jl tfk ehstetutejhs tfky jhnk

sj snjrhluggy nretequkd.

Ohd moy yjur sperets wogb `ksedk us. Omkh.

@ut tfky dj ht wogb ksedk us, hjt sjltgy ohywoy. Tfky shkob up

jh us eh jur drkoms. Cust os wk `kaeh tj emoak jur jwh tfjuafts...hkw

tfjuafts. Qfkrk es jur QK hjw: Qfj wegg spkob ljr us:

E wegg, E wegg spkob ljr us. Ohd tfkh E wegg spkob ljr tfkm. E

wegg `k tfk spjjb-tyroht-droa vkrsejh jl my empkhktro`gk, `gohb

ohtknkdkht. Ork wk ventems: E OM o ventem. Ork wk onnjmpgenks: E

OM oh onnjmpgenk. Ork wk wethkssks: Qethkssks tj sjmk emoaehory

trohsarkssejh tjj troumoten ohd ykt tjj ehseahelenoht tj `kor

rkpkoteha: E pgkod tfk leltf.

Turh. O. Pjuhd.

Qk, tfk uh-dkod, sjmktemks skhsk tfot wk ork djjmkd tj

rkpktetejh. Ykrfops `knousk jl lkkgehas jl rkspjhse`egety ljr tfker

dkotf. Fjw gjha fovk tfky `kkh ajhk. Ded E begg yju. Ded wk begg

yju. Ded jur dkserk fovk sjmk port eh yjur dkotf:

E wjh t osb ljr ljraevkhkss, `ut yju sfjugd.

Ujur segkhnk es eh opprjpreotk. Ork yju snorkd jl keha

uhljraevkh:

Tfes es oh ehopprjpreotk temk ljr segkhnk.

Jur prjxy s o rk dkod. Omkh.


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fe!tfes es oh ehvetotejh tj portenepotk ehDE^P[YTE\K GO[AFTKP.desruptevk gouaftkr es o pu`genotejh jl ; essuks. konf essuk wegg `k ovoego`gk `jtf jhgehk, os o pdlljr djwhgjodeha, ohd eh o smogg kdetejh prehtkd vkrsejh. tfkrk wegg `k sjmk sjrt jl rkgkosk kvkht ehtfk khd wfkh ogg tfk essuks ork djhk. sj konf essuk wegg `k mjrk gebk nfoptkrs eh tfk wfjgk, ohd tfkrkgkosk es oh kvkht jl aotfkreha tfjsk levk nfoptkrs.tj gjjsk o gettgk èt jl tfk fekrornfenog nurotjreog rjgk my edko es tj ehvetk tfrkk wjmkh tj por-tenepotk eh desruptevk gouaftkr, ohd tfjsk tfrkk wjmkh wegg ehvetk twj wjmkh konf tj tfk prjcknt.

ogg tjaktfkr wk wegg `k tkh vjenks. tfes es ogsj o woy tj fkor ohd gestkh tj vjenks tfot yju fovkhjt mkt `kljrk. ljr kvkry essuk et wegg `k tfk somk tkh wjmkh dkogeha wetf tfjsk dellkrkht vjenksaevkh ljr konf essuk. sj jvkr temk ohd ljr konf hkw essuk wk gestkh ohd spkob ohd eh tfk khd tfkrkwegg `k o mugtetudk jl vjenks fkord.

desruptevk gouaftkr3#? TFK \EÊJHOPU#0 TFK MJTFKP#> TFK DUBK#4 TFK YJKT#; TFK QOPPEJP

my edko es tfot tfk prjcknt wegg `k ajeha jh ljr o`jut o ykor, wetf stort sjmktemk dureha gotk sum-mkr 09?>. kvkry sknjhd jr tferd mjhtf tfkrk wegg `k o hkw essuk pu`gesfkd. tfk edko tj aevk yju tfktetgks ljr kvkry essuk lrjm tfk `kaehheha, es sj konf ohd kvkryjhk jl tfk portenepohts noh despjsktfker ehdeveduog edkos ohd njhtreùtejhs tj let tfker jwh nrkotevk prjnkss. ohd ljr kvkry essuk oggtfksk ?9 vjenks wegg mkkt, o mugtetudk jl edkhteteks, tfjuafts, gevkd kxpkrekhnks, drkoms, stohd-pjehts, njmpgkxeteks ohd vjenks.konf portenepoht wegg fovk o`jut ; poaks ljr konf essuk (mjrk jr gkss el hkkdkd). tfk ljrmot wegg `kO4, stohdeha, `/w. tfk motkreog noh `k emoaks2 pfjtjs, steggs, drowehas ohd/jr tkxt2 kssoys, njh-nrktk pjktry, ortengks, spkknfks ohd sj jh.. tfk goyjut wegg `k vkry sempgk. ogg tfk `jdy tkxt weggfovk tfk somk ljht, el tfkrk es hjt o spknelen goyjut edko ljr o spknelen tkxt.et es empjrtoht, el yju dknedk tj `k port jl tfes prjcknt, tfot yju wegg `k port jl et tfrjuaf oggtfk levk essuks. tfes prjcknt es ljrmugotkd wetf ehsperotejh lrjm Oudrk Gjrdks gelk ohd wjrb.gjjbeha ljrword tj fkor lrjm yju! pgkosk djht fksetotk tj njhtont mk el tfkrk es ohy qukstejhs jrtfjuafts!ogg tfk `kst/[grebo AjmmOpreg > 09?>

DE^P[YTE\K GO[AFTKPes suppjrtkd `y Ghamohsbo bugturljhdkh.

LjhtYT MJHJ

wos rkgkoskd eh 09?? wetf oh jpkh uskr genkhsk. Et wos dkseahkd `y Ogkxohdro Bjrjgbjvo, wetf portenepotejh jl Eso`kggo Nfokvo, wetftfk purpjsk tj suppjrt ogmjst ogg mehjrety ohd jlleneog gohauoaks jl Pusseoh Lkdkrotejh eh tfk njrrkspjhdkhnk wetf kgkntrjhen ajvkrh-mkhts.


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