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Dili to Venilale: the road of remembrance On February 25, 2014
I had travelled to Timor-Leste in the hopes of meeting someone who would freely tell us
about the past. Bama, in his wish to hear an unfiltered version of events, chose to
conceal his Indonesian identity.
At first glance the school looks almost abandoned. It stands forlornly over an overgrown field, a
combination of crayola colours and stains of mould creeping down the outer walls. Above the worn but
handsome portico, a row of Portuguese lettering greets us in cheerful pink: Escola do Reino de
Venilale – ‘Royal School of Venilale’.
It is Christmas Eve and we are on a journey to trace the collective memory of Asia’s youngest nation.
Johnny, our enthusiastic young guide from Timor Megatours, has brought us here to the humble
mountain town of Venilale, thanks to the significance of this tattered building. We climb the steps and
peep through a broken glass pane, into a darkened room where the furniture seems piled up in a heap.
One of only two public schools in Timor-Leste when it first opened, the escola once hosted several
fathers of the nation, not least Prime Minister Xanana Gusmão and Nobel Peace Prize Laureate José
Ramos-Horta. Both leaders spent some of their early childhood being taught inside its walls.
Johnny tells us that under the Portuguese, only those with royal lineage were entitled to an education.
All this changed when Indonesia marched into the fledgling state, nine days after Timor-Leste broke
free from Portugal. Over the next 24 years, the new rulers brought improvements in education and
infrastructure, but also military repression and violence. An estimated 90,000-200,000 people would
die from conflict and famine.
* * *
Metinaro Heroes Cemetery lies 25km to the east of Dili, its entrance from the coast road marked by a
lonely white archway. The graves, encrusted with sesame seed-like stone fragments, rest on terraces
facing the Banda Sea and the rugged island of Atauro. This is the first stop on our journey and Johnny
is keen to show us the grave of one particular hero.
On a higher terrace we visit the tomb built for Francisco Xavier do Amaral, the first President of Timor-
Leste when it declared independence in 1975. His final resting place is anchored by a brand new wooden
cross; below this, a floral tribute laid carefully on the bare cement. The statesman died only in March
2012.
Opposite Amaral’s concrete mausoleum stand two low, unassuming structures. Johnny tries a locked
door, but is at a loss to explain what is contained inside. “What do you call it? We say restos martires.”
We realise that this is an ossuary, part of an ongoing effort to gather martyrs’ remains from all across
the nation. I picture metal racks and boxes filled with bones exhumed from the earth, the tangible
remnants of a long and bitter struggle for independence that began at the height of the Cold War.
Gua Tujuh, the Japanese caves dug in World War II by 4,000 Timorese men
Johnny explains they were then murdered to keep its location a secret
All smiles
In the wake of the Carnation Revolution – a bloodless coup on April 25, 1974 – Portugal prepared for a
steady withdrawal from its colonies. East Timor saw the emergence of several political factions, the
strongest two being the left-wing Revolutionary Front for an Independent East Timor (Fretilin) and
the Timorese Democratic Union (UDT). To counter Fretilin’s growing popularity, the UDT mounted a
coup in August 1975, leading to a three-week period of clashes in which Fretilin emerged victorious.
Then on November 28, East Timor declared its independence.
Military hardliners and ultra-nationalists in Indonesia were at turns alarmed by the prospect of a
communist state on their doorstep, and buoyed by the chance to annex the small half-island nation. For
this, they sought the approval of Australia, and most importantly, the United States.
South Vietnam had capitulated in April, leaving Indonesia – led by the military dictator Suharto – as
America’s key ally in Southeast Asia. On the afternoon of December 6, the day before the invasion, US
President Gerald R. Ford and Secretary of State Henry Kissinger met with Suharto in Jakarta. “It is
important that whatever you do succeeds quickly,” Kissinger told him.
Sixteen hours later, the skies over Dili filled with Indonesian paratroopers who jumped from American-
made C-47 and C-130 aircraft. A detailed analysis done by the US National Security Council soon found
that roughly 90% of the equipment used in the invasion had been supplied by them. Kissinger would
announce an immediate doubling of military aid to Indonesia, amounting to a total of over US$250
million between 1975 and 1979.
As the Indonesian military asserted control over East Timor, its troops committed unspeakable acts of
terror. According to Johnny, men were ordered out of their vehicles and massacred on the outskirts of
Manatuto, bombers sealed off mountain caves where civilians had taken refuge, while nuns were
brutally raped and murdered before being thrown into crocodile-infested lakes.
We’re not far out from Dili when Johnny reveals his personal connection to the struggle for
independence. “My father was a commander of the guerrilla fighters,” he says.
Johnny proudly shows us a photo on his phone, taken by a foreign journalist and downloaded from the
internet. His father Marcos resembled a fearless tribesman, sporting a magnificent beard and a full head
of tight black curls. “His code name was Odamatan Loke Taka – it means ‘the door opens and closes’.”
In 1996, Johnny’s father was captured by Indonesian troops. He was stripped naked, given electric
shocks, had fingernails and toenails pulled out, while hairs from both his head and nether regions were
singed. Eventually, he managed to escape from prison and return to the jungle. Johnny believes it was
the strength of his father’s natural power that allowed him to break free.
Tranquil woodlands
Three years later, the East Timorese struggle came to a crucial turning point. It was August 30, 1999,
the date of a UN-sponsored referendum that would decide the future of what was then Indonesia’s 27th
province. Of over 451,000 registered voters at the time, nearly 440,000 – more than 98% – went to the
polls. Five days later, it was announced that East Timor had voted overwhelmingly for independence
(by 78.5%).
I ask Johnny where he was when this happened. “My father came and took us into the jungle,” he says.
Along with tens of thousands of other Timorese, Johnny’s family fled into the mountains to escape the
wrath of the pro-integration militia, who had the tacit support of the Indonesian military as the carnage
unfolded. “In the towns they killed everyone they met.”
By the end of the crisis, with peace finally restored by an Australian-led UN force, around 1,400 civilians
were dead. The East Timorese were left to contend with a trail of destruction as the Indonesians
withdrew and paramilitary groups fled across the border. In Johnny’s words, “they destroyed all
buildings, accommodation, everything.”
* * *
Past Manatuto, the road rises onto high ground, snaking along a grassy ridge over the surrounding
landscape. Its location is strategic but hopelessly exposed – making this the setting of many ambushes
on Indonesian forces by the guerrillas.
In the distance a wide but shallow riverbed braids between the forested hillsides, a beautiful scene of
casuarina and tufts of broad-leafed trees. Beyond this lies the jungle of Kairui. Johnny tells us that it
was once an important base for the Timorese resistance, proudly declaring that an Indonesian plane
was shot down from this area in 1999. He points out a string of utility poles carrying electricity to the
mountain hideout, where independence celebrations are now held.
Kairui, we find, is remarkably close to the hometown of one of East Timor’s eminent statesmen. The
village of Laleia, lying at the foot of the ridge, is the birthplace of Xanana Gusmão – the country’s first
post-independence President and current Prime Minister. Largely responsible for organising the
resistance, Gusmão rose to become a high-profile leader, charismatic and widely admired throughout
East Timor. His capture and imprisonment in Jakarta only served to bolster his cause, and the world
recognised Gusmão as the face of East Timor’s struggle for independence.
Laleia’s beautiful church, built in 1933
Gusmão was most likely baptised here
Singa de camarão, at the pousada’s restaurant
Filetes do mar de Baucau
Eventually we leave Laleia and climb the winding road to Baucau, past herds of grazing water buffalo
and fallow rice terraces. There are questions I badly want to ask, but immediately suppress, out of
respect for my travel companion. Have you forgiven the Indonesian military for the torture of your
father? For the large-scale atrocities committed since 1975? If you had an Indonesian on this journey,
what would you tell him?
Sometimes I still wonder what Johnny would have said. Perhaps he never saw it in such black-and-
white terms; in 1999 many acts of violence were inflicted by the pro-integration Timorese on their pro-
independence brethren. Perhaps Johnny had long accepted the bloodshed as an unavoidable fact of life,
a product of circumstances far beyond his control. I noticed that even as he recounted his father’s trials,
there was not an ounce of bitterness in his voice.
The unlikely answer comes in a phone call, to which Johnny replies in fluent Bahasa Indonesia. He
speaks fondly to a female friend, her voice clearly audible as they laugh and exchange Christmas wishes.
“Selamat Natal!” he says.
* * *
Baucau, the second-largest city in East Timor, is divided into an upper and lower town. The
unremarkable upper area was a centre of administration under Indonesian rule, while the old lower
town has retained some degree of Portuguese flavour, down to the azulejos on the façade of a modernist
church. Johnny tells us the name means ‘Mother of Rocks’ in Fatuk Laran, the local language, no doubt
a nod to its dramatic cliffside setting.
At the heart of the lower town, we witness the rehabilitation of Baucau’s colonial heritage. For years,
the stately old municipal market sat abandoned and crumbling, weeds sprouting from its floors. But
now we see painters at work, retouching the building in yellow and pastel blue for its new role as a
convention centre.
The peach-coloured pousada, Portuguese for “inn”, is also a local landmark. During the Indonesian
occupation it was renamed the ‘Flamboyang’, used as a headquarters for the military secret services and
partially converted into a prison. Eleven years after its reopening, we peruse the menu of Portuguese-
Timorese dishes, among them filetes do mar de Baucau: fried fish fillets, served with fried banana and
mashed taro; and singa de camarão: shrimp, garlic and sautéed onion on a rice pilaf.
Bama and I eat mostly in silence, as I mull over the moral implications of keeping his nationality secret.
A week before our trip, he had been devastated by an Al-Jazeera documentary about Indonesian
atrocities committed during the retreat from East Timor. It was Bama’s personal wish to make a small
effort at reconciliation. Now, he looks at me with shifting uncertainty in his eyes, voice quivering as he
begins to speak. “Maybe I should tell Johnny I’m Indonesian.”
My immediate instinct is to caution against it, out of concern that our tour guide would change his
narrative. But was I right to dissuade Bama from doing so? Had I denied him the chance to extend an
olive branch, to atone for the gross wrongdoings of his countrymen? What if I had missed the greater
story of reconciliation to hear yet more accounts of war and suffering?
When Johnny returns after lunch, he leads us along the road to Baucau’s former royal school. It is on
the bare concrete forecourt, below a sprawling old tree, that Johnny asks us if we know the Tetum
word maun.
The Portuguese royal school in Baucau
Famously named Jambua’’ DAMFUO” by local venilale identically sweet fruits>>>.