vital secrets by don gutteridge (excerpt)

8/6/2019 Vital Secrets by Don Gutteridge (excerpt)

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vfxIk pj`tjxp

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Fa ixxjtjh+ pft+ dzx


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hge czxxjtfhcj

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vfxIk pj`tjxp

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i`xzik hjkfvjtfjp sgzkh dj aihj kixjt fe xbj ikk sbje xbj bit!

vjpx sip fe ieh xbj pz`lkfecp ixxjejh%

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i djeh ieh xbj tgih djbfeh xbja viefpbjh% Xj yzitxjtaipxjt

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gt agpx g a ihzkx kfj%

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ita+ Ait` pifh% Fx ejvjt g``zttjh xg aj xbje xbix Dtfxife

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D xbje fx sip xbj gek kfj F lejs% F sip xbftx!pgaj jitp

gkh ieh kggljh x% Dzx F xggl z~ i kjpp bi}ithgzp kfej g hzx+xbielp xg Pft Mgbe @gkdgtej+ ip yzitxjtaipxjt g xbj 48xb+ i

~gpx Fvj g``z~fjh sfxb pgaj pixfpi`xfge egs gt gvjt xsjex


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vfxIk pj`tjxp

90

jitp+ ix bgaj ieh idtgih% Ieh bjtj bj tzddjh i ckgvjh bieh

i`tgpp bfp ia~kj ~ize`b%

F xbfel fx sip idgzx gzcbx!vj sbje Ze`kj Midj} civj z~bfp kis ~ti`xf`j fe Kgehge ieh tjxztejh xg aieicj xbj jpxixj

bfp ixbjt bih kjx bfa%

Ieh gz sjtj egx jx i ckjia fe gzt ixbjtp jj%

Pg fx sip kfljk xbix pzaajt xbix gz ìaj hgse xg Ljex

sfxb Ze`kj Otjhjtf`l%

Agpx kfljk% Sbix F hg tjajadjt `kjitk fp xbix sj sjtj

xtjixjh kflj tgikx d Midj}% F xbfel bj afppjh xbj di`bjkgt

~itxfjp ieh cgfecp!ge fe Kgehge+ ieh sj sjtj ci `ga~ie+ ip

F tjìkk% Vgzt ejfcbdgzt+ Pft Bizcbx tjkisej+ `gehjp`jehjh

xg fevfxj zp xg i `gzex xj sbjtj Otjh ieh F cgx tjcikk ~fppjh

ieh aihj fei~~tg~tfixj ihvie`jp xgsithp i ~ift g icjfechjdzxiexjp%

Fvj iksip pzp~j`xjh Ze`kj Otjhjtf`l kfljh xbj kihfjp%

Xj sjtjex ikk kihfjp+ Mjelfe tgitjh% Xje+ fe i agtj pj!

tfgzp xgej+ bj ihhjh+ Dzx hgex cjx aj stgec+ kih% Ge`j @i~!

xife Jhsithp ajx Hjkgtjp xbix jit fe îtfp+ bj ejvjt kggljh

xsf`j ix iegxbjt sgaie%

Sbf`b fp sb bjp pxijh fe Otie`j ikk xbjpj jitp%

Fehjjh%

Bj ìaj gvjt gt sgehjtzk jrxjehjh vfpfxp idgzx jvjt

pj`geh jit% Dzx Fvj ejvjt ajx a `gzpfep+ egt a izex Hj!

kgtjp%Egt gzt gxbjt izex+ g `gztpj+ Mjelfe pifh ìpzikk+ xbje

pxg~~jh idtz~xk%


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hge czxxjtfhcj

98

Ait`p bgtpj+ ie ikk!~zt~gpj aitj dgttgsjh tga xbj cit!

tfpge pxidkjp+ pxzadkjh ge i tzx ieh kzt`bjh icifepx xbj yzit!

xjtaipxjtp cjkhfec djgtj tfcbxfec bjtpjk% Ait` tji`bjh gzxieh ~zx i bieh agajexitfk ge Mjelfep ~i`l% Fxp ikk tfcbx+ pft%

F legs idgzx Ze`kj Midj}p gzecjt pfpxjt%

Ait` sip tjkfjvjh xg pjj xbj pafkj tjxzte xg Mjelfep i`j+

sbjtj fx sip i ejit!~jtaiejex jixztj% Sbixjvjt bgttgtp ki

kg`ljh djbfeh fxieh xbjtj azpx bivj djje aie hztfec bfp

pjtvf`j fe xbj kgec+ aih ^jefepzkit Sitxbj hfh egxbfec xg

hfafefpb fxp iidkj ckgs%

F ajx hjit+ psjjx Ait xbix piaj pzaajt+ Mjelfe pifh+

agtj sitak xbie pihk% Pbj `gzkhex bivj djje az`b agtj

xbie xjje% I tjczkit p~tfxj+ pbj sip+ i kfvjk sgghkieh

ea~b+ ti`fec gvjt xbj bfkkp djxsjje gzt ~ki`j ieh xbj ctjixtjkisej jpxixj kflj i kjcc `gkx mzpx gzx g xbj `bzxj% Ikk

dkgeh xtjppjp ieh tj`lkjp% Mjelfe pyzjj}jh bfp jjp pbzx sfxb

i pkfcbx sfe`j g dgxb `bjjlp% F `ie pjj bjt kfadjt ieh sbgkj!

pgaj+ ip f pbj sjtj bjtj djgtj aj ix xbfp vjt agajex%

Ait` hfh egx fexjttz~x xbj aimgtp tjvjtfj gt pjvjtik afe!

zxjp% Xje bj pifh+ Pbj hfjh djgtj F sip dgte+ gt pg F sip kjh

xg djkfjvj% Ze`kj Midj} sgzkh ejvjt xjkk aj az`b idgzx bjt+

jvje sbje F ctjs gkh jegzcb xg dj agtj xbie `ztfgzp idgzx

i gzec sgaie sbg afcbx sjkk bivj djje i pzttgcixj agxbjt

xg aj+ ip Midj} sip a ixbjt% Ikk Fvj jvjt legse gt `jtxife fp

xbix pbj sjex z~ xg p`bggk fe Kgehge ieh hfjh xbjtj pzhhjekieh xticf`ikk%


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24/45

hge czxxjtfhcj

9?

Pg sbje pbj sip pjvjexjje+ Mjelfe `gexfezjh+ bj ~jt!

pzihjh bjt xg cg z~ xg Kgehge xg Aihiaj Teizhp efpbfec

p`bggk% Pbj sip ie jr`j~xfgeikk dtfcbx cftk+ ieh bj jkx xbixxbtjj jitp g azpf`+ Otje`b+ ieh xbj hgajpxf` itxp sgzkh ailj

i kih gzx g bjt% Xjtj sjtj+ F djkfjvj+ jvje bg~jp xbix pbj

afcbx ~tgvj i pzfxidkj aix`b gt gej g xbj tjkisej xtfdj

ejrx hggt%

Ait` pbzhhjtjh= bfp xjjeicj iift sfxb xbj gzec sith g

Pft Mgpj~b tjkisej bih jehjh hfpipxtgzpk+ ieh sip ie jag!

xfgeik sgzeh egx jx `ga~kjxjk bjikjh% Bgs hfh Izex Ait

xilj xg xbj dzpfejpp g djfec efpbjh7 bj ipljh%

Kflj ie zedtglje jitkfec xg xbj dfx ieh dtfhkj+ Mjelfe

pifh+ sfxb jvfhjex i~~tgvik% Dzx pbj pxz`l fx gzx gt ikagpx

xsg jitp+ i``gthfec xg Otjh+ xbgzcb d xbfp xfajfx bih xgbivj djje idgzx 92>6 gt 9>sj sjtj dgxb fe ^gtxzcik ieh

hie`fec i mfc gt xsg sfxb xbj Ftge Hzlj%

Zexfk % % %

Mjelfe pfcbjh+ i bjivfec djkk g i pfcb% Zexfk sgth `iaj

xg Midj} tga Aihiaj Teizh bjtpjk xbix+ mzpx hip djgtj

xbj jeh g xbj sfexjt xjta+ Ait Jhsithp bih ikkje ctivjk fkk

sfxb i jvjt ieh xbj dkggh zr%

Vjp= Ze`kj Midj} xgkh aj xbix az`b+ ge`j% Bj pifh bjh

bih eg sitefec+ ieh sbje bj tzpbjh z~ xg Kgehge d jr~tjpp

`gi`b xbj ejrx agtefec+ pbj sip iktjih hjih%

Sjkk+ f fxp ie `gepgkixfge+ Otjhjtf`l fepfpxp xbix pbj sippxfkk dtjixbfec sbje Midj} ittfvjh% Pbj hfjh sfxbfe xbj bgzt+ fe

bfp itap%


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vfxIk pj`tjxp

93

Fxp eg sgehjt bj hgjpex siex xg tjajadjt% Dzx pztjk

bj bih sgthp sfxb Aihiaj Teizh< bj sip i kisjt ixjt ikk+

Ait` pifh%Fa pztj bj hfh+ kih% Otjh pip xbix Midj} sip xgte djxsjje

iecjt ieh tjagtpj% Vgzt ze`kj Otjhjtf`l bih aie kjxxjtp tga

bfa hztfec xbj pzdpjyzjex jit% Xj agvjh bfa pg hjj~k bj

`gzkh ditjk dtfec bfapjk xg g~je xbja% Bj dztejh ji`b g

xbja faajhfixjk ixjtsithp%

Fa ckih F sipex ikfvj xg pjj Ze`kj Midj} fe pz`b i pxixj%

D xbj xfaj F sip gkh jegzcb xg dj isitj g bfa ieh sbg bj

sip+ F gzeh bfa xbj cjexkjpx pgzk ge xbj i`j g xbfp jitxb%

Fa pztj bj `iaj xg i``j~x bjt hjixb jvjexzikk% I~~it!

jexk bj hfh xt xg pzj xbj p`bggk+ dzx bfp bjitx sipex fe fx ixjt

xbj fefxfik ticj bih pzdpfhjh ieh pfa~kj ctfj bih xilje gvjt%Xj gkh kih azpx bivj legse xbj pjtfgzpejpp g Aitp fkkejpp

kgec djgtj pbj stgxj xg Midj}% Dzx sbix `gzkh bj hg+ tjikk7

Mzpx dtfec bjt bgaj gt dztfik+ Ait` tj~kfjh%

Mjelfe pfcbjh icife% Xj ~ggt aie sip egx idkj xg ailj

jvje xbix paikk cjpxztj% Xjtj sip pzp~f`fge pbjh hfjh g x!

~bzp+ ieh xbj izxbgtfxfjp i~~itjexk `ga~jkkjh bfa xg bivj

bjt fexjttjh fe xbix ctjix pxfelfec ais g i ctivjith fe `jextik

Kgehge%

Dzx+ pft+ F pis bjt ctivj!aitljt fe gzt cithje jvjt xfaj

F bjihjh z~ fexg xbj sjpx sgghp% Ieh jvje egs bj `gzkh ~f`!

xztj xbix pkfa+ sbfxj xidkjx sfxb xbj xjtpjpx ~gppfdkj fep`tf~xfge=Ait Iee Jhsithp+ 9326929>ip f Ze`kj Midj} `gzkh

egx djit xg ihh gej pkkidkj agtj%


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hge czxxjtfhcj

92

Ij+ kih% Xj aitljt fp bjtp ikk tfcbx% Dzx pbjp egx zehjt

fx%

Ip xbj tghj fexg xbj `kjitfec xbix ~tjpicjh xbj biakjx g^gtx Bg~j+ Ait` pifh+ Xiel gz gt xjkkfec aj ikk xbfp+ pft%

Fx kkp fe i kgx g xbj ci~p fe xbj pxgt g a ihg~xfvj iafk%

Fe i pxtiecj pgtx g si+ F egs jjk ip f F i`xzikk bih ie izex%

^jtbi~p pgajhi pgge F `ie ~jtpzihj Ze`kj Otjhjtf`l xg cfvj

aj agtj hjxifkp% Ixjt ikk+ bj sip `kgpjt fe icj xg bfp pfpxjt xbie

Ze`kj Midj}+ ieh xbj azpx bivj ~kijh xgcjxbjt gxje ip `bfk!

htje%

Dzx gz sgex xjkk Midj} idgzx % % % sbix Fvj mzpx xgkh

gz7

Ait` pafkjh% Eg+ pft+ F pbiex% Xj kipx xbfec fe xbfp sgtkh

F siex xg hg fp dtfec ~ife xg a ze`kj%Xj tghj fe pfkje`j gt i sbfkj+ ieh Ait` tjj`xjh ge

xbj pxtiecj ieh pzt~tfpfec pxgt bj bih mzpx djje xgkh% Bj

sfpbjh bj `gzkh bivj legse Izex Ait+ sfpbjh Ze`kj Midj}

bih djje agtj gtxb`gafec% Xix bj sip tjkixjh xg pz`b i

hjxjtafejh ieh zejxxjtjh p~ftfx dgxb ikitajh ieh fextfczjh

bfa%

d a xg @tisgthp @gtejtp+ i sfexjt

agge bzec kflj i pfkvjt piz`jt idgvj xbj xtjj kfej fe xbj pgzxb!

jipx ieh `ipx i psixb g pbfaajtfec kfcbx i`tgpp xbj tgihsiibjih% Xj `gkh dki`l pl itgzeh fx sip pxzhhjh sfxb pxitp

ip dtfcbx ip i ejsdgtep jjp% Ejfxbjt bih p~glje gt xbj ~ipx


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vfxIk pj`tjxp

96

bgzt ieh egs+ fe xbj apxjtfgzp ìka g jvjefec+ fx pjjajh

ikagpx ~tgiej xg hg pg%

Ogztxjje agexbp djgtj+ je tgzxj xg bfp tpx fevjpxfcixfge+Ait` bih xtivjkkjh xbfp vjt tgih fe xbj hitl g i sfexjt efcbx%

Ajagtfjp g xbix xfaj gghjh fe% Ip xbj i~~tgi`bjh xbj

`tgpptgihp xbix aitljh xbj `jextj g @tisgthp @gtejtp+ Ait`

`gzkh jjk xbj ~tjpje`j g xbj bgzpjp ieh ìdfep bj lejs sjtj

ìagzicjh d xbj dzpb ieh xbj hitlejpp%

Xix azpx dj xbj kfcbx tga Hztjjp Fee+ Ait` pifh yzf!

jxk%

Fx sip i sita+ gtiecj ckgs ge xbj tfcbx+ eg agtj xbie

xsjex ithp isi%

Sjkk dj aihj agpx sjk`gaj xbjtj+ Ait` pifh% Miajp

ieh Jaai Hztjj itj cggh ~jg~kj+ pikx g xbj jitxb%Xjkk dj pzt~tfpjh xg pjj gz di`l bjtj+ Mjelfe pifh%

Xje+ sfxbgzx sitefec+ bj dtgzcbx bfp agzex xg i bikx fe xbj

afhhkj g xbj fexjtpj`xfge% Ieh xbix kfcbx gvjt xbjtj+ bj pifh+

azpx dj tga Jtipxzp Bix`bp ~ki`j% F ìe pjj xbj gzxkfej g

xbj afkk mzpx djbfeh xbj bgzpj%

Bix`b bih bjk~jh Ait` sfxb bfp tpx fevjpxfcixfge+ ieh

bih dj`gaj i tfjeh% Mzpx xg xbj egtxb g xbj afkkjtp kieh ki

xbj ita g Djxb Paikkaie+ kjipjh egs xg Xgaip Cggh!

ikk ieh bfp sfj+ xbj gtajt Afpp Sfeeftjh Bix`b% Djxbp

bgzpj+ sbf`b Ait` lejs sjkk+ `gzkh egx dj pjje tga xbfp

viexicj!~gfex+ dzx bj lejs Djxb sip xbjtj+ eztpfec bjtdtgxbjt Iitge%

Ait` ztcjh bfp agzex pxtifcbx ibjih% Xj yzitxjtaipxjtp


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hge czxxjtfhcj

4>

bieh ge bfp jkdgs pxg~~jh bfa% F sfkk cg ge fexg Hztjjp+ bj

pifh cjexk xg Ait`% Vgz itj xg xzte kjx ieh ailj gzt si

z~ Afkkjt Pfhjtgih%F hgex zehjtpxieh+ Ait` pifh%

F sfkk ìtt ge xg Lfecpxge+ ieh xbje sgtl a si pkgsk

di`l sjpxsith+ hgfec dzpfejpp sfxb xbj itajtp je tgzxj+ ip F

egtaikk hg% F pbgzkh dj di`l fe @gdgztc fe idgzx i sjjl% F

gz eh gztpjk ix kjfpztj bjtj+ jjk tjj xg ailj ie ittiecj!

ajexp sfxb xbj kgìkp ip gz pjj x+ ieh Fkk jehgtpj xbja sbje

F cjx bjtj% Dzx pbgzkh gz eh agtj ~tjppfec ieh ~kjipiex

xbfecp xg hg+ F sfkk `gvjt xbfp tjcfge ge a tjxzte%

Dzx F ippzajh gz dtgzcbx aj ikgec pg sj afcbx sgtl

ip i xjia+ Ait` pifh+ cjezfejk ~z}}kjh+ xbgzcb i df}ittj ieh

egx zepjxxkfec egxfge sip egs pzccjpxfec fxpjk xg bfa% F pxfkkbivj xbfecp xg kjite tga gz%

F sfkk hg ef`jk ge a gse+ kih%

Pft+ F azpx ~tgxjpx

Ait`+ a dg+ gz bivj zeefpbjh dzpfejpp bjtj fe

@tisgthp @gtejtp+ egx i bzehtjh ithp tga sbjtj sj itj

~tjpjexk pxikkjh%

A Cgh+ Ait` xbgzcbx+ sip xbjtj iegej kjx fe gtgexg

sbg hfh egxlegs idgzx bfp ge!icife+ g!icife tgaie`j sfxb

Djxb Paikkaie7

F xbj kihp iepsjt fp eg+ Mjelfe `gexfezjh+ gz ìe

iksip ìx`b aj z~%Fp xbix ie gthjt+ pft7


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vfxIk pj`tjxp

49

Fxp xbj xtzj tjipge F ipljh gz ikgec% Egs cg%

Sfxb xbix `ztx `gaaieh+ xbj aimgt sbjjkjh bfp bgtpj xg

xbj tfcbx ieh xtgxxjh g xgsithp Hztjjp Fee+ kjivfec Ait`ikgej fe xbj fexjtpj`xfge%

_jt pkgsk bj aihj bfp si egtxb ikgec Afkkjt Pfhjtgih%


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ait` tjikf}jh xbix bj hitj egx ittfvj zeieegze`jh ix Djxb

Paikkaiep hggt ix pjvje g`kg`l fe xbj jvjefec+ sbje xbj je!

xftj bgzpjbgkh sgzkh dj ~tjpjex= Djxb ieh bjt dtgxbjt Iitge+

Sfeeftjh+ ieh Xgaip Cgghikk+ bjt xjeiexp+ ieh ~tgdidk i

pjtviex cftk% Bj gzeh bfapjk yzfxj tjkfjvjh ix xbj xbgzcbx%

Ikxbgzcb bj bih djje azkkfec gvjt fe bfp afeh bgs bj afcbx

ittiecj aixxjtp pg xbix i dtfj je`gzexjt sfxb Djxb sgzkh dj

dgxb ~gppfdkj ieh ~kizpfdkj "xg Aimgt Mjelfe&+ xbj yzitxjtaip!

xjt bih ~tjja~xjh bfa agpx zejr~j`xjhk ieh+ fe`tjhfdkj ip fx

pjjajh+ sfxb i cjejtgpfx g p~ftfx xbix egs kjx Ait` jjkfec

ikagpx ipbiajh% Xj aimgt bih cfvje bfa i sjjl+ tjj g ie`gaafxajex gt hzx+ xg ~zx bfp ~jtpgeik iiftp fe gthjt+ xg


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hge czxxjtfhcj

48

sgg xbj kih ip xbj iaixjzt xbjp~fiep iagec bfp jkkgs g!

`jtp afcbx bivj ~zx fx%

Dzx bj sip eg Cikibih ieh Djxb sip `jtxifek eg isefec~tfe`jpp% Pbj ieh bjt kixj bzpdieh bih bi`ljh i ita gzx g

xbfp zegtcfvfec dzpb+ sgtlfec pfhj d pfhj fe xbj jkhp ieh

fe xbj dite% Pbj bih pzjtjh xbj vfgkjex hjixbp g xsg aje

pbj ihgtjh= bzpdieh ieh ixbjt!fe!kis% Pbj bih xilje ie i`!

xfvj ~itx fe kgìk ~gkfxf`p ip i pxize`b Tjgtajt+ ieh ixjt bjt

bzpdiehp hjixb bih dj`gaj agtj tihfìk ieh agtj vgìk+ tfpl!

fec bjt pxixzp ip i tjp~j`xidkj sgaie ieh sfhgs fe i pg`fjx

sbjtj aje sjtj kfljk xg pjj bjt agtj ip i xbtjix xbie ip i pz!

jtfec pgzk fe ejjh g zehjtpxiehfec ieh pa~ixb%

Zeidkj xg tze xbj ita ge bjt gse+ ieh sfxb ie fe!

bjtfxie`j tga bjt ixbjt!fe!kis+ pbj bih ~zkkjh z~ pxiljpieh agvjh xg gtgexg xg pxitx i ejs kfj ip ~tg~tfjxtjpp g i

afkkfejt pbg~ ge Lfec Pxtjjx% Pbj bih djje mgfejh fe xbix

vjexztj d bjt izex @ixbjtfej tga xbj Zefxjh Pxixjp% Fe i`x+

jvjt pfe`j Djxbp tjmj`xfge g bfa kipx Mzej+ Izex @ixbjtfej bih

djje bfp ikk+ kgddfec ge bfp djbik ieh pjehfec bfa je`gzt!

icfec egxjp tga xfaj xg xfaj hztfec xbj ikk%

Ait` hfpagzexjh ieh kjh xbj aitj z~ xbj kiej xg xbj afkk!

jtp bgzpj+ ~kieefec xg ~zx xbj bgtpj fe Jtipxzp Bix`bp dite

ieh pjxxkj bjt hgse gt xbj efcbx djgtj i~~tgi`bfec xbj di`l

hggt% Dzx xbix hggt pzhhjek pszec g~je+ ieh Jtipxzp bfapjk

jajtcjh+ `gixkjpp ieh jr`fxjh%D xbj Kgth+ fx fp gz) bj `tfjh+ pxtfhfec xbtgzcb xbj

htfxp fe bfp pkf~~jtp% F pis gz xzte fexg xbj kiej+ ieh sbje F


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vfxIk pj`tjxp

4:

tj`gcef}jh xbj zefgta+ F pifh xg Ait+ Xjtjp gek gej pgk!

hfjt F legs sbgp pfr jjx xikk ieh siklp kflj i hzlj)

Ait` tji`bjh gzx ieh ctip~jh xbj bieh g bfp tfjeh+ sbgbih djje pg bjk~zk fe xbj @gdgztc fevjpxfcixfge ieh bih ~zx

fe agtj xbie gej cggh sgth gt bfa sfxb Djxb Paikkaie%

Vjp+ fx fp aj+ pft+ ieh Fvj `gaj xg pxi gt i js hip+ f gzvj

cgx tgga gt aj%

Vgz pbiex cjx ~ipx xbj hggtsi+ Ait`+ zekjpp gz yzfx

ìkkfec aj pft% Fa Tipxzp xg a tfjehp+ ieh F ezadjt gz

iagec xbja%

Tipxzp fx fp+ xbje%

Sbixp dtgzcbx gz ikk xbj si gzx bjtj7 Bix`b pifh+

`kzx`bfec bfp kggpj psjixjt agtj xfcbxk idgzx bfa% Fx sip i

pxtifcbxgtsith yzjpxfge sfxb eg bfex g pzp~f`fge gt `ge`jte+dzx xbix sip x~fìk g xbj aie%

Fkk jr~kife xbj sbgkj xbfec ip pgge ip Fvj djhhjh hgse

xbj aitj bjtj gt xbj efcbx% Ieh f gz hgex cjx di`l fepfhj+

gzkk ìx`b gzt hjixb%

Sjkk+ pge+ gz legs gzt si idgzx fe xbj dite+ jb7

Xjtjp jegzcb aggekfcbx xg sgtl d f gz zpj gej g xbj

pxikkp ge xbj pgzxb sikk% Ajiexfaj+ Fkk cg xjkk Ait xg ~zx xbj

ljxxkj ge ieh tgzpj Pzpfj ieh xbj kfxxkj gej%

Fkk dj ip yzf`l ip F ìe%

D xbj @btfpx+ dzx fxp cggh xg pjj gz) Bix`b `tfjh+

xbje djcie xg dtzpb xbj pegs g bfp pkf~~jtp+ civj z~ sfxb i`bz`lkj+ ieh xztejh di`l xgsithp xbj bgzpj% Ieh Fa egx xbj

gek gej sbgkk xbfel pg)


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Xj afkkjt ckie`jh xg xbj egtxb+ xgsithp xbj kgc bgzpj g

Djxb Paikkaie%

A j b xbj xsg ~ihhjh `biftp dj!

gtj xbj jkhpxgej tj~ki`j ieh i dki}j sbgpj tgitfec bih mzpx

djcze xg hfj hgse xg i pxjih+ iafidkj aztazt% sg xjehtfkp

g ~f~j!paglj tgpj htgspfk ieh fexjtafxxjexk fexg xbj sita

iadfje`j g xbj afkkjtp ~itkgzt% Fx sip ejitk xje g`kg`l% Ait

Bix`bsbg+ ip Ait Bzccie+ bih pjtvjh xbj afkkjt ip `ggl

ieh bgzpjljj~jt kgec djgtj pbj aittfjh bfabih `gddkjh

xgcjxbjt i pz~~jt gt xbjft czjpx g `gkh djj+ di`ge+ jccp+ ieh

tfjh ~gxixgjp% Bjt pfpxjt Pzpfj+ i ìtdge `g~ g bjt gkhjt

pfdkfec "tjh bift+ xtiepkz`jex Ftfpb plfe+ tj`lkjp+ i sfp~ g i c!ztj&+ xbje dtgzcbx xfe Jzpxi`j Bix`b gzx g xbj eztpjt xg dj

ihaftjh ieh `ggjh ix% Ait`+ g `gztpj+ pifh ikk xbj i~~tg~tfixj

xbfecp+ dzx fepfhj bj jkx ie ze`biti`xjtfpxf` ~iec g jev ieh

i pzhhje fexfaixfge g xbj fejrgtidkj ~ippfec g xfaj% Xje+

sfxb xbj didj tjxztejh xg fxp pkzadjt ieh Ait jr`zpfec bjt!

pjk+ xbj xsg aje pjxxkjh fexg xbjft ~gtx ieh ~f~jp%

Ikxbgzcb `gepfhjtjh d xbj kgìk itajtp bj pjtvjh xg dj

i ajt`biex+ Bix`b pxfkk bjk~jh bfp bftjh biehp sfxb jvjt

ip~j`x g xbj afkkp ze`xfgefec ieh xbj sgtlfec g xbj kieh

pzttgzehfec fx% Bfp kitcj+ ~jipiex ecjtp sjtj ìkkzpjh+ bfp i`j

bih xbj tjh+ tis kggl g xbj i`xfvj jgaie+ ieh bfp aghjpx~ize`b sip sjkk azp`kjh% Ogt i sbfkj xbj xtihjh bitakjpp dfxp

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fevjpxfcixfge bjtj gztxjje agexbp jitkfjt+ xbje ki~pjh fexg i

pfkje`j xbix sip egx ze`gagtxidkj%

Pg gzvj cfvje z~ djfec i pz~jtezajtit `gepxidkj+Ait` pifh%

Xix sip egx i bith hj`fpfge fe xbj kjipx% Ixjt sbix bi~!

~jejh bjtj kipx sfexjt+ F lfeh g pgztjh ge xbj kis% F xt egs xg

afeh a gse dzpfejpp+ hg ie bgejpx hip sgtl+ ieh xtjix a

`zpxgajtp iftk% G `gztpj+ sfxb Ait ieh xbj kfxxkj gej+ ikk

xbixp djje aihj az`b jipfjt%

Vgz kggl kflj i aie dkjppjh%

Xix F ia+ xbgzcb Fh dj bith!~tjppjh xg pi sb xbj

Kgthp `bgpje aj+ Bix`b pifh pgkjaek+ xbje ihhjh yzf`lk+

Dzx Fa egx ggk jegzcb xg ljj~ ge iplfec Bfa sb)

Sfpjk pifh%Dzx Fkk xjkk gz xtzxbzkk+ Ait`+ Fa gej g xbj js pgzkp

fe xbfp `gzex sbg fpbi~~%

Fxp djje i ctfa jit jvjtsbjtj fe xbj ~tgvfe`j+ Ait`

pifh% Dih sjixbjt+ kjie `tg~p+ ikkfec ~tf`jp+ ~i~jt agej kgp!

fec vikzj d xbj agexb+ xbj dielp tjjkfec% Aihj ikk xbj sgtpj+

F pzp~j`x+ dj`izpj pg az`b sip jr~j`xjh ixjt xbj gt vf`xgt

fe xbj jkj`xfge kipx p~tfec ieh xbj cgvjtegtp ~tgafpj xg dtfec

idgzx tjik `biecj%

Fvj cfvje z~ ge xbix+ xgg% Bix`b xztejh ieh kggljh hf!

tj`xk ix Ait`%

Djfec i gt7Egx yzfxj ip dkzex ip xbix+ dzx pgajxbfec `kgpj xg fx% Bj

kjiejh di`l icife ieh p~glj djxsjje bjx ~zp ge xbj ~f~j%


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Fvj cfvje z~ ge ~gkfxf`p+ ix kjipx gt xbj xfaj djfec+ ieh F zpjh

xg ailj ikk xbj tfcbx egfpjp sbjejvjt ipljh xg+ ip gz legs%

Egfpjp fe ivgt g xbj cgvjtegt+ gz ajie7Jri`xk% F djkfjvjh fe xbj tzkj g kis ieh F pxfkk hg% Dzx

sbix bip bi~~jejh itgzeh bjtj pfe`j kipx Mzej fp hgsetfcbx

tfcbxjefec%

Bgs pg7

Xj gthfeit gklsbg itj pzjtfec xbj agpx+ ip xbj

iksip bivj pfe`j xbj djcfeefec g xbfecpbivj djcze xg

cfvj z~ ge xbj ~gkfxfìk ~tg`jpp+ xgg% Apjk+ Fvj hj`fhjh xg

hg sbix F ìe fe a gse difkfsf`l% Fvj jrxjehjh `tjhfx sbjtj

F pbgzkhex+ ctgzeh ctife gt tjj sbje xbjtj sip eg gxbjt

tjajh+ ieh hgkjh gzx a gse gzt pg pgaj g xbj lfhp fe

xbj xgsepbf~ sgex pxitvj% Dzx aie g xbj gxbjtp+ sfxb egtjpgzt`jp xg ikk di`l ge+ itj ctgsfec hjp~jtixj% Ieh xg ailj

aixxjtp sgtpj+ aie g a gt i`yzifexie`jp+ sbg sgzkhex

gthfeitfk xf~ xbjft bix xg ie Gtiecjaie+ itj pxitxfec xg p~gzx

xbjft ieixf` bjtjpfjp% Dgxb pfhjp bivj bithjejh xbjft ~gpfxfgep

pfe`j xbj jkj`xfge% Fxp ikagpx fa~gppfdkj xg pxieh iesbjtj fe

xbj afhhkj+ gt dj ege~itxfpie gt jvje i pfa~kj+ ìtfec @btfp!

xfie%

Pft Otie`fp bip az`b xg iepsjt gt+ Fa itifh% Fepxjih g

zpfec bfp aimgtfx fe xbj ippjadk xg tjhtjpp xbj `ga~kifexp g

xbj itajtp ieh sgtl xgsithp tj`ge`fkfixfge+ bj bip tzxbkjppk

~ztpzjh bfp gse icjehi%Vgz sjtj sfpj xg cjx ip it isi tga bfa ip ~gppfdkj%

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bjtjidgzxp sip pzt~tfpjh xg kjite idgzx gzt tjpfceixfge ip bfp

ifhj!hj!ìa~% Sj lejs sbix lfeh g aie gz sjtj%

Ait` xtfjh egx xg kggl ij`xjh d xbfp lfeh tjaitl% Xjesb hgex xbj `gepjtvixfvjp tj~zhfixj xbj cgvjtegt7

Bix`b kizcbjh% Djkfjvj fx gt egx+ xbj dkiaj xbj i`xfgep

g Sfkkfj Ai`lje}fjp tihfìkp gt ailfec Cgvjtegt Bjih xbj

si bj egs fp= jttixf` ieh p~fxjzk%

Ieh bivj xbjtj djje i`xfgep7

Bix`b ~izpjh+ htjs egfpfk ge bfp hjih ~f~j+ ckie`jh ix

fx dikjzkk+ ieh pifh+ Fa itifh xbjtj bivj% ^jg~kj itjex mzpx

tiexfec ieh tivfec ieagtj= xbjtj gtcief}fec ieh bgkhfec

pj`tjx ajjxfecp% Xjtjp djje xikltfcbx bjtj fe Biafkxge

xgsepbf~g itap idgzx xg dj pazcckjh i`tgpp xbj dgthjt+ g

xtzelkgihp g Iajtfìe hgkkitp ieh `gfeicj ge xbjft sixgdj zpjh gt Cgh legsp sbix hipxithk ~zt~gpj%

Dzx sj bjith xbix pgtx g jit!agecjtfec cgppf~ kipx jit+

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~tgctjpp idgzx i afkj jipx g @gdgztc+ ieh hj`fhjh xg dtjil fx

z~% Dzx fx sip eg Tjgta tikk xbj sjtj hfptz~xfec% Xj `ge!

p~ftixgtp sjtj itajh sfxb ~fx`bgtlp+ pf`lkjp+ irj!biehkjp+ ieh+

xbj pi+ i hg}je gt agtj ~fpxgkp% Xjtj sip i tjczkit hgee!

dtggl% Hg}jep sjtj femztjh ge dgxb pfhjp% Ieh d xbj xfaj xbj

`gepxidkjp ittfvjh+ xbj sgtpx g fx sip gvjt+ ieh jvjtgej jhsbg `gzkh pxfkk sikl% G `gztpj+ xbj sgzehjh pzhhjek `ge!

xti`xjh kg`lmis% Egdgh sgzkh ki i `bitcj% Sbix Fa pifec+


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ieh sbix F jit jvjt xfaj F kggl fexg kfxxkj Jzpxi`jp jjp+ fp

xbix xbjpj hjp~jtixj aje itj ~kieefec ie fepzttj`xfge gt pbgs

g gt`j pgajxfaj pgge%Dzx xbjkk dj pkizcbxjtjh+ hgex xbj legs xbix7 Xj

`iex cbx xbj Dtfxfpb ita sfxb bgjp ieh ~fpxgkp%

Xix ai dj xbj gek xbfec bgkhfec xbja di`l%

Ait` bjivjh i bzcj pfcb% Vgz ajie pgkhfjtp kflj aj7

Vjp+ ix kjipx zexfk xbj cjx czep ieh xtifefec% Ieh xbjkk

ejjh xbj Vieljjp gt xbix% Bix`b xtfjh xg kfcbx bfp ~f~j sfxb

i iafec pxf`l tga xbj tj+ sfxbgzx pz``jpp% F F sjtj gz+ F

sgzkhex siehjt itgzeh xbj di`l `ge`jppfgep g Egtxbzadjt!

kieh @gzex sfxb xbix zefgta sfelfec fe xbj eggehi pze%

Dzx pztjk ie gjt xg dz xbjft ctife gt bgcp ix i ~tf`j

sjkk idgvj xbj `zttjex aitljx sfkk bivj xg dj sjk`gajh% Xjita fp egx xbjft jeja%

Bix`b pafkjh% Xjkk `jtxifek kjx gz fe xbj tgex hggt+

dzx hgex jr~j`x i `z~ g xji% F xbfel xbj ~ggt dzccjtp itj hjp!

~jtixj jegzcb xg pjkk xbjft ~tghz`j xg iegej% Bix`b `bz`lkjh

tzjzkk%

Ait` isejh dzx+ ixfczjh ip bj sip+ bj hfh egx siex

xg ikk ipkjj~ bjtj fe xbj `g} pj`ztfx g xbj Bix`b ~itkgzt%

Fepxjih+ bj tji`bjh hgse djxsjje xbj xsg `biftp+ ~f`ljh z~

xbj hj`iexjt+ ieh ~gztjh bfapjk i xzadkjt g ~gtx% Jtipxzp

hj`kfejh Ait`p gjt g agtj%

Xj tj+ jddfec ti~fhk+ pei~~jh ieh `ti`lkjh fexjtafx!xjexk%


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Sjkk+ kih+ xbjtjp gej pzdmj`x sj pjja xg bivj djje ivgfh!

fec+ jb7

Ait` xztejh xg i`j bfp tfjeh% jkk aj jvjtxbfec Fpbgzkh legs idgzx sbixp bi~~jejh ejrx hggt%

F xbgzcbx gzh ejvjt ipl% Kjx aj pxitx sfxb xbj cggh

ejsp% A hizcbxjt ieh bjt bzpdieh itj yzfxj bi~~fk ait!

tfjh+ jvje xbgzcb xbj itj vjt hfjtjex ~jg~kj% @jtxifek+ F

sip ip pzt~tfpjh ip iegej sbje Sfeeftjh ieegze`jh pbj

bih pjkj`xjh Xgaip Cgghikk+ a bftjh aie+ ip bjt bzpdieh%

Xgaip fp i ej itajt ieh i cggh @btfpxfie+ dzx bj bipex pifh

agtj xbie i hg}je sgthp i sjjl pfe`j dftxbkjpp xbie xbix f

gz hjhz`x xbj Kgthp ^tijt jvjt Pzehi% Sfeeftjhsjkk+

gz legs bjtpbj bip xsg g~fefgep ge jvjt pzdmj`x ieh ifex

pb idgzx `gevjfec xbja xg iegej sfxbfe jitpbgx% Sbje pbjkfvjh bjtj pbj sip agtj gt kjpp kih g xbj aiegt+ dzx egs xbix

pbj ieh Xgaip bivj xbjft gse ita+ pbjp ~fx`bjh fe ieh hgej

agtj xbie bjt pbitj g xbj gzxhggt kidgzt% Bj ~izpjh ieh

kgsjtjh bfp vgf`j% Ieh pbjp fe xbj iafk si%

Xixp sgehjtzk ejsp+ Ait` pifh pfe`jtjk+ gt bj kfljh

ieh ihaftjh xbfp ~tgzh+ fexjkkfcjex sgaie+ ieh sfpbjh bjt

sjkk%

Ieh mzpx fe xfaj+ Bix`b pifh `t~xf`ikk% g Ait`p

~z}}kjh kggl+ bj pifh+ Sjkk+ djkfjvj fx gt egx+ Sfeeftjhp

djje cjxxfec fevgkvjh fe ~gkfxf`p xbfp sfexjt+ xgg% Tihf`ik

~gkfxf`p% Xfp kipx tjaitl sip sbfp~jtjh+ ip f xbj sikkp afcbxbivj jitp%


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xbix Sfeeftjh sip pkf~~fec g xg cixbjtfecp g Ai`lje}fjp

aik`gexjexp+ p~gzxfec xbjft pkgciep+ ieh djbivfec pxtiecjk%

Jvjexzikk Djxb xgkh aj%Hfh gz pz``jjh fe pxg~~fec bjt7

Bix`b pfcbjh% Eg+ bj pifh sfxb i st pafkj xbix `gevjjh

dgxb tjctjx ieh i``j~xie`j% A ixxja~xp xg hfppzihj bjt pfa!

~k je`gzticjh bjt xg dj`gaj jvje agtj `gaafxxjh% Sbje F

bjith idgzx xikl g vfgkje`j ieh gzxtfcbx pjhfxfge ix xbjpj tik!

kfjp+ F djìaj sgttfjh% F hfh aieicj xg ~jtpzihj Xgaip xg cg

sfxb bjt xg ~tgxj`x bjt+ ieh bfa sfxbgzx i ~gkfxfìk dgej fe bfp

dgh% Xfp pbj tjihfk ictjjh xg+ xg a pzt~tfpj%

Ieh egs xbix pbj fp jr~j`xfec7

Pbjp pxg~~jh cgfec% Ge bjt gse i``gzex+ sj ippzaj+

zekjpp Xgaip gzeh jegzcb sgthp xg ippjtx bfapjk fe xbj~tfvi` g xbj dgzhgft% Bix`b pafkjh ix xbj egxfge%

Dzx pbj bipex `biecjh bjt afeh idgzx xbj kjipj gt xbj

pz``jpp g xbj ita7 Pztjk+ sfxb i `bfkh ge xbj si

Bix`b kggljh pzhhjek ctfa+ xbj `zpxgait kizcb kfejp

g bfp i`j `gkki~pfec itgzeh bfp jjp% Pbj pip xbjkk cfvj fx

gej agtj jit% Xj didj fp hzj fe Pj~xjadjt% F xbj ikk bitvjpx

ifkp+ xbjkk sifx gzx xbj sfexjt bjtj+ xbjea Cgh+ F ìe

ditjk pi fx+ Ait`pbj+ Xgaip+ ieh xbj `bfkh sfkk pjkk jvjt!

xbfec xbj bivj+ cg hgse xg Dzikg+ dz i @gejpxgci sicge+

ieh bjih sjpx i`tgpp xbj Afppfppf~~f xg xbj Fgsi jttfxgt%

Ait` xggl xbfp fe+ xbje pifh jvjek+ F hgex xbfel xbixsfkk bi~~je+ Tipxzp% Xjtjp jvjt `bie`j xbj cgvjtegt sfkk dj

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~gkf` g ge`fkfixfge% Xjtj itj aghjtixj+ hj`jex aje ge dgxb

xbj kjx ieh xbj tfcbx= xbjft vgf`jp sfkk dj bjith%

Bix`b xtfjh xg pafkj bfp ctixfxzhj% Ieh gz `gzex gztpjkiagec xbj aghjtixjp+ bj pifh%

F hg+ Ait` pifh sfxb pgaj `gevf`xfge% Fxp xilje aj i

sbfkj+ ieh Fa pxfkk kjitefec+ dzx Fvj `gaj i kgec si+ F xbfel+

fe kjpp xbie xsg jitp%

Ieh sj ikk legs fx%

Ait` sip sjkk isitj sbga xbj ikk sip ajiex xg fe`kzhj%

Dzx Sfeeftjhp kz`l bipex `biecjh+ Bix`b `gexfe!

zjh ckzak% Kipx Otfhi+ Xgaip sip `bg~~fec sggh gzx

djbfeh xbj bgzpj ieh hiae ejit pkf`jh g bfp kjx bieh% Ht%

Diteid bih xg pxfx`b fx xgcjxbjt kflj i tf~ fe i ckgvj% Bjp cgx

fx sti~~jh fe i ctjix dkggh diehicj+ sfxb i p~kfex ge bfp stfpxxg ljj~ bfa tga zpfec xbj bieh gt iexbfec% Bj `iex jvje

~f`l z~ i p~gge xg pxft bfp xji sfxb fx%

Xfp sip agtj pjtfgzp xbie Sfeeftjhp ~gkfxf`ik kjiefecp+

Ait` xbgzcbx%

Xj aie bip `bg~~jh i xbgzpieh `gthp g sggh fe bfp

kfjxfaj% Dzx bjp jrbizpxjh ieh sgttfjh xg hjixb+ pifh Bix`b%

Oixfczj sfkk kjih xg pz`b i``fhjexp%

Xiel Cgh gt Diteid+ Ait` pifh% @bitkjp Diteid sip

i pjaf!tjxftjh ita pztcjge sbg kfvjh i`tgpp tga xbj Hztjj

Fee dzx lj~x i pztcjt fe @gdgztc pjvjtik hip i sjjl gt

sbjejvjt fx sip ejjhjh fe jajtcje`fjp%Bjp i p~kjehfh cjexkjaie% Xj hgex `gaj ie djxxjt


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xbie Diteid% Fe i`x+ gz sgex cjx xg pjj bfa xgagttgs dj!

ìzpj bjp djje fe ieh gzx g bfp pztcjt pfe`j xbj tiìp kipx

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ej`jppit%

F sgehjtjh sb F hfhex pjj xbja fe xbj dite%

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i dzehkj g pegs xbfp sfexjt% Xj htfxp itj pfr gt pjvje jjx fe

xbj dzpb%

Bix`b isejh% Xjtj sip kfxxkj xfaj kjx% Ait` `kjitjh bfp

xbtgix xg ipl sbix bih xg dj ipljh%

Djxb fp ej+ Bix`b pifh pzhhjek% Pbj eztpjh Iitge

efcbx ieh hi ikk xbtgzcb Miezit+ ieh gt i sbfkj xbjtj sjsjtj vjt `ge`jtejh gt bjt gse bjikxb

Dzx pbjp

Ofej egs+ ip F pifh% Ip pgge ip Iitge djcie xg tjcife bfp

pxtjecxb+ pbj hfh+ xgg% Ieh pfe`j Xgaip djìaj bjk~kjpp kipx

sjjl+ Iitgep djje pxtgec jegzcb xg `bg~ tjsggh ieh bjk~

Sfeeftjh ieh Djxb sfxb xbj `bgtjp fe xbj dite%

Bip pbj

Jvjt ajexfgejh gz7 Egx d eiaj% Dzx gzvj `gaj z~

fe xbj cjejtik `gevjtpixfge pjvjtik xfajp xbfp sfexjt+ ieh Djxbp

djje ie ivfh kfpxjejt% Fa pztj pbj legsp bgs az`b gzvj

`biecjh ieh xbix gz pxfkk kgvj bjt% DzxXjtjp iksip i dzx+ fpex xbjtj7


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zppfec sfxb Ait`p ~kixj ieh zxjepfkp+ ieh jipjh bjt hgse

xg bjt gse ~ki`j ejrx xg bfa% Pzpfj ittfvjh ~tga~xk sfxb i

pxjiafec ~kixxjt g ggh%F i~gkgcf}j gt pkjj~fec pg kixj+ Ait` pifh%

Egepjepj+ Bix`b pifh% Vgzvj cgx i hfo`zkx hi ibjih

g gz+ jb7

Ait` i`legskjhcjh xbj tjjtje`j xg xbj xipl ix bieh sfxb

i xfcbx pafkj%

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Bjp ip bjikxb ip bfp ~i~i+ Ait pifh%

Pzhhjek Ait` jkx bfp bjitx kzt`b% Pjjfec Jtipxzp Bix`b+

pg kgec i sfhgsjt ieh pg kgejk mzpx i jit icg+ bi~~ ieh ix

jipj bjtj fe bfp bgaj aihj Ait` tjikf}j bgs dihk bj siexjh

xg `biecj bfp gse kfj+ ieh bgs az`b hj~jehjh ge sbixafcbx bi~~je gt egx bi~~je fe xbj ejrx js bgztp% Bj hj`fhjh

xbix bj sgzkh ejjh xg xilj i kgec sikl ieh `gepfhjt `itjzkk

sbix bj afcbx ~gppfdk pi xg Djxb xbix sgzkh ailj i hfjt!

je`j% Bj lejs ikpg xbix bj ejjhjh ie bgzt gt pg xg tjcife xbj

`gzticj bj bih faicfejh gt bfapjk sbje bj bih ~kijh gzx

xbj tj`ge`fkfixfge p`jej sfxb Djxb ix kjipx i bzehtjh xfajp

pfe`j kipx pzaajt%

Bix`b sip biksi xbtgzcb bfp tjyzjpx gt agtj di`ge

sbje bj sip fexjttz~xjh d xbj pgzeh g xbj di`l hggt g~je!

fec ieh `kgpfec% Pzpfj Bzccie pjx hgse i ~kixj ieh bzttfjh xg

iepsjt xbj hggt% Pj`gehp kixjt pbj tji~~jitjh sfxb i dfc ctfege bjt i`j%

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ieh bjt cfx%

Fx sip Djxb Paikkaie% Pbj ckie`jh ix xbj cztjp pjixjhitgzeh xbj xidkj+ ieh pxg~~jh sbje pbj `iaj xg Ait`%

Xj dipljx jkk xg xbj ggt+ ieh xbj hz`l jccp sfxb fx%

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