whence comes this mysterious princess

7/31/2019 Whence Comes This Mysterious Princess

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Whence Comes This Mysterious Princess(unde iste mysticus principem)

pro puella cantata

VII Augustus MMXIIPoeta Ricardo Saul LaRosa

Art by Jean-Paul Setlak

Philosophy of Love

In this dubious, complex hauntingly experience known to us as life upon this

starship earth uncertainties seems to rule; perhaps it is thusly or perhaps it is


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only unfocused perceptions; and this heart of mine how does it perceive; it

cannot if it does not, know thyself, psychologically and more importantly,

spiritually; who was I in my other incarnations; what is my rightful place in the

cosmos; what was my role in the Great Celestial War from eons ago; for there

were at least a five faction divide and on whose side did I choose; on whose side

did I took up arms and caused havoc to countless innocent souls; tormenting

their worlds with a horrible plague; and on whose side did we destroy whole

planets; the sacred life upon them; all the dreams and hopes of sentient beings

innocent in this slaughter and this madness; for you see my dearest reader; life is

apparently not what it seems; and when love comes invading your world;

beware for if you do not, know thyself, it shall turn your world upside down;

it shall rip your heart nerve by nerve with impunity; merciless; and leave you

forever hurt and all alone; for the Spirit of Love is a living self-perpetuating

entity; with a conscious and a life force unto itself; and it causes no intentional

harm; the hurt occurring in us are caused by ourselves when we receive Love

under false pretentions; when someone truly cares for us with sincere seeds of

love glowing in their eyes; yet, the other does not have the same feelings; but,

continues the romance for their own selfish, deviant intentions; as the ancient

Greek poets remind us; Character is Fate; and we all do sooner or later, reap

what we sow, and the hurt and traumatic experience felt by the one with the

sincere intentions; well, they are not completely innocent of this situation; for

they are being visited by their own karma and Fates IOUs; if not from their

deeds (or thoughts) in this life, then from their deeds in previous incarnations;

for the hurt and suffering we all endure are lessons of life; there are spiritual


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cleansings for our personal, intellectual and spiritual growth; no matter what

religious or spiritual belief you prescribe to; there are Universal Laws that

governs all life; and those laws transcend all human understandings; they

remind us to respect one another; in mind, body. heart and soul; for Love is not a

game nor is it a playful toy to amuse ourselves when we are bored; for love true

love is a majestic splendor; and only those who receives it with a clean heart shall

be blessed by the magic powers of Love.

Soliloquy

And she that beautiful mysterious princess knocking at my hearts door; whence

does she come; who is this adoring young spirit ravishing the contours of my

mind with her unimaginable sweetness; with her femininities; with her big,

alluring, shinning brown eyes; with her womanly touch, inadvertently, upon my

skin; what super nova powerful emotions brewing in my soul for her; whence

does it come; whence comes this mysterious princess into my world and heading

straight for my heart; why does love haunt me still; for this summer I was not

wishing for love; I needed time for myself to meditate; to contemplate the

meaning of life; my life and my place in the cosmos; I tried to stay away from

her; and for twenty days we were apart; but I could not stop thinking about her; I

wrote poems about her; I wrote how I desire to hold her in my arms; I wrote how

I desire to kiss her plump womanly lips over and over and over again; how this

uninvited love has overwhelmed me consuming all my energies; bringing me

and my spirit to my knees in awesome grandeur of her sweetness upon me; O

mysterious princess who are you; are you the true the love I have been waiting

an eternity to appear in my life; or are you another karmic debt I need to repay


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for the allotment of my mistakes; in this life and past lives; and we have only met

four times; and not even alone but in a social gathering with others; and when

we are together I am beyond happiness; I feel a healing in my injured soul; I feel

the warmth of your being and, yes, I feel the presence of love encircling our

spirits; in my heart and in my soul I feel fervent emotions for you and I am

scared; I am very scared of what I am feeling for you, sweet girl; for my heart has

been hurt beyond compare; my heart could not survive another false illusion

another misjudgment another departure of love from my world; I am drawn to

you by your youthful spirit; by your coyness; by your girlish naivet; by your

innocent boldness; by your every single hair upon the temple of love; and I

cannot get enough of you, celestial princess; and why; why, why, did you open

your thighs, rendering your white cotton panties with the small colorful flowers

decorating your body and my imaginations; when you knew I was watching at

just the right angel for your maneuver; accidently; inadvertently; planned; I shall

never know, but, that shy smile on your face exposed the certainty, I believe, of

what had happened; I was left in awe; speechless; wordless; O puella; O divine

spirit; O mysterious princess; what is happening to us; what has befallen my

heart; what starship has come crashing into my world; I do not want to express

what I am feeling for you, but, a poet must always be true; first to himself; his

art; and the protagonist of his heart; and these humble words written here

tonight with you in mind are faithful and sincere filled with honor and courage

and great hopes as we continue in our courtship; this divine mystical dance of

the souls; for I am exhausted of feeling the hurt of loneliness; and although I am

very scared of these feelings for you; and I am afraid to trust anyone with my


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heart; I sense that you are sincere too; that you are not playing games with me; I

feel peace and a joy beyond words when I am with you; and I shall take a chance

again as I declare to you openly, sweet, mysterious princess, that I am falling in

love with you !

whence comes this mysterious princess

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