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    k gccas icuremy

    Dcskekdb Mtka

    @ccn Cem

    Nbefam Mfbtbcek gccas icuremy- Hcpyrbjot 0

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    Nbefam Mfbtbce, Abhmesm Ectms

    Kaa rbjots rmsmrvmf. Ec pkrt cg tobs pu`abhktbce hke `m rmprcfuhmf cr trkesdbttmf be key gcrd cr`y key dmkes, mamhtrcebh cr dmhokebhka, wbtocut pmrdbssbce be wrbtbej grcd tom kutocr kef

    pu`absomr cg tobs `ccn.

    Gcrdkttbej `y PbnOkaa.hcd

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    Khnecwamfjmdmets

    K `bj token ycu tc tom tmkd woc `rmktoms abgm betc tobs `ccn smrbms9 tom jrkpobh fmsbjemr,tom mfbtcr, tom gcrdkttmr, kef tom betmrektbceka hcrm `mtk rmkfmr jrcups cem kef twc.

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    @ccn Xmrbms Fmfbhktbce

    Vc tom abvbej dmdcry cg dy dctomr.

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    @CCN CEM bs tom gbrst cg ke cejcbej `ccn smrbms womrm tom Kutocr tknms pkusm tc rmgamht upceobs abgm ks k ibjskw puzzam. Bt bs k dystmry womrm om `mjbes tc gbt tom pbmhms cg tom puzzam tcjmtomrbe tom ocpm cg khobmvbej jrmktmr uefmrstkefbej cg woy om bs omrm.

    "B sokrm wbto Pcakef @krtoms tom cpbebce tokt tom tmxt bs gcrdmf `y tom rmkfmr rktomr toke `y tom

    kutocr." Pkbe-wkanmr

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    Kutocr's Betrcfuhtbce

    Be tom stcry cg Vkrct, tom Gcca rmprmsmets mkho cg us ks wm `mjbe cur abgm icuremy. Kt `brto, wmwbaabejay paky tom rcam cg gcca `mhkusm ceay tom purmst cg Xpbrbt `rbejs gcrto tom beechmehm kef

    `abef gkbto tc trust.

    Vom Gcca bs rmkfy tc md`rkhm woktmvmr hcdms fcwe obs cr omr pkto tc amkre tom amssces cg tomwcraf, kef bs c`abvbcus tc tom okrfsobps kef vbhbssbtufms cg abgm. Emway `cre, `rbjot, kef cpme tcspcetkemcusay vmeturm tc kfvmeturm> grcd hcdgcrt kef icytc pkbe kef suggmrbej.Bt bs be tobs hcetmxt tokt B sokrm wbto ycu tom stcrbms cg dy abgm9 k gccas icuremy. Xc pamksm, bg ycuwbaa

    "Xbt `y dy sbfm, hcdm ks hacsm ks tom kbr,Xokrm be k dmdcry cg jrky>

    Zkefmr be dy wcrfs, frmkd k`cut tom pbhturmsVokt B paky cg hokejms."

    -- Hokejms `y \oba Chos

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    Vom Pbej @mkrmr

    Bt bs kawkys tom Fkrnmst`mgcrm Vom Abjot. Vokt bs cem cg tom dkey abgm amssces dy dctomrtrbmf tc tmkho dm. Rms, B fc dmke trbmf. Be gkht, tomy kaa trbmf. Kaa cg dy dctomrs tccn dm tc

    shocca9 dy `brto dctomr, surrcjktm dctomrs, Dctomr Mkrto, Dctomr Ekturm, kef tom Dctomr cg KaaHrmktbce. Kef stbaa, omrm bs womrm B rmdkbek stufmet.Dy mkrabmst hobafoccf dmdcrbms jc `khn tc wome B wks gbvm ymkrs caf, ke uetrbmf kef hkaacw

    tbdm.Vokt bs womrm dy abgm `mjkece tom fky dy Kuet Dkry wks jcbej tc tmkho dm ocw tc

    swbd. B emmfmf tc amkre tc swbd `mhkusm tokt suddmr B wks jcbej tc spmef gcur wmmns kt tomDbaamr gkdbays `mkho ocusm. Kuet Dkry wks rmkaay ect dy kuet kt kaa, `ut som accnmf kgtmrMabzk`mto kef Imssbhk Dbaamr, kef scdmtbdms dm tcc. Dy dctomr hcesbfmrmf Kuet Dkry tc `mcem cg omr hacsmst grbmefs. B okf k act cg Kuets, `ut gmw cg tomd wmrm rmaktmf tc dm `y `accf.Vomy sky bt tknms k vbaakjm tc rkbsm k hobaf, kef dkey cg dy Kuets abvmf be dy vbaakjmJrmmewbho Wbaakjm.

    Kuet Dkry wks mejkjmf tc k dke ekdmf Jmcrjm. Jmcrjm wks k vmry ebhm dke. Hcdbej

    grcd dm, tobs bs k hcdpabdmet cg tom objomst crfmr, `mhkusm B fbf ect hkrm gcr dme kt kaa wome Bwks ycuejmrfbfet trust tomd, fbfet abnm tomd. @ut Jmcrjm wks fbggmrmet toke tom ctomrstoktwks woy B hkaamf obd ke ueham! ]eham Jmcrjm wkset tomrm ce tom fky cg dy swbddbej amssce,fum tc obs `usy wcrn shomfuam, `ut Mabzk`mto kef Imssbhk wmrm jcbej tc tknm tom swbddbejamssce kacej wbto dm. Zm wmrm gcrtuektm tc okvm Kuet Dkry tmkhobej us, `mhkusm som wks khmrtbgbmf swbddbej bestruhtcr.

    Vomrm wmrm twc swbddbej pccascem wks nemm-fmmp kef squkrm gcr wkfbej> tom ctomrwks acej, rmhtkejuakr, kef Caydpbh-sbzmf. Zm krrbvmf mkray, ks dy dctomr wks emvmr aktm gcrkeytobej. Xom wcuaf prmgmr tc pktbmetay wkbt ke ocur rktomr toke paky `mkt-tom-hachn. Dm3 B fbfect beomrbt omr uemefbej pktbmehm. EcpmB jcttk dcvm!

    Vokt fky, ocwmvmr, B dkfm k hcehmrtmf mggcrt.Rcu `mttmr nmmp stbaa @CR, bg ycu necw wokts jccf gcr ycu! Xom `maacwmf kt dm.B wks wmaa kwkrm cg wokt wks hcdbej emxt. Vomrm wks k hcesbstmet pkttmre. Vom gbrst

    wkrebej wks tom dmekhbej jakrm cut cg tom hcremr cg cem cg omr squbetmf myms, khhcdpkebmf `yk tmrsm, tbjot, qubvmrbej cg tom abps. Vomrm wks emvmr k ture cg omr omkf, iust tom sbfmacej jakehm.Vom smhcef wkrebej wks kawkys stkrtmf wbto, Rcu @mttmr

    Vwc wkrebejs wmrm kaa ycu wmrm jceek jmt. Kef tokt smhcef cem wks k jbgt grcd omrHorbstbke, Jcf-gmkrbej, hcdpkssbcektm sbfm. Ks gkr ks som wks hcehmremf, cem wkrebej wksdcrm toke mecujo. Dcd wks Caf Xhocca. Ce tom tobrf strbnm, ycu jct wokt wks hcdbej tc ycu.Xom wks jceek nechn ycu strkbjot torcujo \urjktcry kef betc tc Omaa ce tokt tobrf cem.

    Dcd wks k dkmstrc tcctom dkmstrc cg tom `khnokef sakp. Xom wks ks qubhn ks jrmksmfabjotebej! Bdprmssbces cg tom `khn cg omr pkad cgtme wmrm md`akzcemf ce dy tmefmr hommns,smrvbej ks k rmdbefmr. Ce tokt fky, B okf k okefprbet tokt wks rmdbefbej dm cg k hcupam cgXuefkys `mgcrm. Ce tom wky ocdm grcd ke kjcebzbej tormm-ocur Hourho smrvbhm furbej wobho Bokf tc fbshbpabem dysmag tc rmdkbe ks stbaa ks oudkeay pcssb`am, wm rke betc cem cg omr grbmefs.Zm wmrm ceay tormm hbty `achns grcd mdkehbpktbcetom pakhm wm hkaamf ocdm. Vom pakhm womrmB hcuaf somf tom snbe cg tom ekvy `aum `akzmr, `cwtbm, wobtm sobrt, suspmefmrs, ekvy `aum socrts,ekvy `aum nemm-objo schns, kef `akhn socms.

    Ks Dcd stccf tomrm hokttbej wbto omr grbmef, B wks tmrrbgbmf dy wcrst ebjotdkrm hkdm trumtokt cem cg dy grbmefs wcuaf ture tom hcremr kef hktho dm stkefbej tomrm be dy Xuefky `mst,wbto dy dctomr ocafbej dy okef. Bdkjbem! B hcuafet toben cg keytobej wcrsm.

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    B wks gbfjmty, accnbej cvmr dy amgt socuafmr gbrst, tome dy rbjot. B emmfmf tc `uy scdm tbdm tcpuaa kwky bg emmf `m. Kef tomrm dy dcd wks, iust hobthokttbej kwky sacway kef hkaday, ks bg Bokf ectobej `mttmr tc fc wbto dy tbdm `ut ocaf omr okef kef abstme.

    Vome, be tom fbstkehm, B hkujot k jabdpsm cg twc gkdbabkr gbjurms. Bt accnmf abnm @mrekrf kefobs `rctomr \mtmr. Hcuaf bt `m3 Zmrm tomy hcdbej tobs wky3 Vomy wmrm tcc gkr kwky gcr dm tc tmaagcr surm, `ut tcc hacsm tc tknm key hokehms. B stkrtmf tc pkebh, tobenbej cg wokt B socuaf fc. Vome

    bt obt dmB hcuaf `mef fcwe rmka acw tc prmtmef tc tbm dy socmakhms> dky`m tome tomy wcuafetsmm dm.

    Rms! Vokts bt!Xuffmeay dy dctomrs jrbp `mhkdm tbjotmr. Vobs wkset jceek `m mksy, `ut B hcuafet toben

    cg keytobej masm be tom dcdmet.\uaa kwkyECZ!B suhhmssguaay wbjjamf dy tbey okef grmm grcd omr jrbp. Kt iust tokt dcdmet, wbto k gaubf

    pmefuaud dctbce, som swuej omr ecw-grmm okef upwkrf be k jmsturm tc omr grbmef. Zbto tomvmachbty cg k jubaactbem kef tom betmesm gmrchbty cg rmecwemf Btkabke hcefuhtcr Krturc Vcshkebeb,som fmabvmrmf k `khnokefmf sakp khrcss dy gkhm. @mgcrm B hcuaf sc duho ks rmjbstmr tom sochn,tokt skdm grmm gacwbej okef smhurmf dbem cehm kjkbe be ke mvme tbjotmr jrbp. Vom hkfmehm cgomr vcbhm emvmr hokejmf, kef ect gcr k `aben cg ke mym fbf som rmdcvm omr jkzm grcd omr

    grbmefs.B `rbmgay rmabvmf tokt dcdmet cg sochn, kef gmat k abttam eud`emss be dy rbjot hommn. B nmpt dy

    `cfy stbaa `ut kaacwmf tom ue`rbfamf bdkjbektbce cg dy dbef tc rue wbaf kef grmm, abnm k dkssbvmomrf cg stkdpmfbej wbafm`mmsts swmmpbej khrcss tom cpme Kgrbhke pakbes.

    B obthomf k rbfm, kef tomy frcppmf dm cgg kt tom mfjm cg tom iuejam, amkvbej dm kacem tc hkaaupce tom jrmktmst swbddmr be tom obstcry cg swbddbej9 Vkrzke, tom Kpm Dke. Om wks cem cg dyomrcms. Ect iust key cg tom Vkrzkes mbtomr, ks smvmrka dme pakymf tom pkrt. Gcr dm, tomrm wksceay cem Vkrzke9 Icoeey Zmbssduaamr.

    B wkthomf mvmry dcvbm be tom Vkrzke smrbms ce VW cvmr kef cvmr ks k hobaf. @khn kt tomswbddbej pcca, B pmmnmf cvmr kt dy dcd, woc wks stbaa sbttbej qubmtay, omr myms hacsmf. B gmat tomurjm tc eufjm omr kef amt omr be ce dy abttam smhrmt9 B karmkfy nemw ocw tc swbd! B okf amkremf `ywkthobej tom `mst swbddmr be tom wocam wbfm wcraf, cvmr kef cvmr kjkbeB wks hmrtkbe Bf tknm

    tc tom wktmr abnm k gbso.Dky`m som wks ksammp> som wks tbrmf kef okf iust hcdm cgg cg tom jrkvmykrf sobgt. B hcuaf

    ect tmaa gcr hmrtkbe `ut dy hcddce smesm tcaf dm wknbej omr wcuaf `m k jrkvm dbstknm. Xomwcuafet `mabmvm dm keywky. Xom wks sbdpay jcbej tc okvm tc smm gcr omrsmag. Kef, Co @cy!Zks som mvmr jcbej tc `m surprbsmf!

    Be dy dbef, B rmpakymf bdkjms cg Vkrzke swbddbej. Ks scce ks B gmat B okf dmdcrbzmf obstmhoebqum, B cpmemf dy myms tc c`smrvm `cto mdpty pccas. Vom acej, rmhtkejuakr pcca okf ksupmr-tkaa akffmr tokt amf tc k fbvbej `ckrf.

    Rms, tokt wbaa su`stbtutm ebhmay gcr k jbket trmm be tom iuejam. @ut scdmtobej bs dbssbej. Zoktbs dbssbej3 Rms! Cg hcursm! Vomrm krm ec vbems tc swbej grcd! Ec wcrrbmsBaa `m Vkrzke fbvbejcgg k habgg. Fcem! Habgg fbvbej wbaa hmrtkbeay `m k act mksbmr toke swbejbej grcd k vbem, kt amkst gcr dyvmry gbrst tbdm. Cnky, jccfkadcst rmkfy.

    B emmfmf k stcryabem kef k dbssbce. B amt dy bdkjbektbce rue wbaf.Hommtk, dy gkbtogua hobdpkezmm kef `mst grbmef, grmms dm grcd tom `cefkjm cg tocsm

    fbk`cabhka Zobtm Ouetmrs. Vom Ouetmrs okvm jcem tc gbef kef nbfekp Ikem. Vombr pake bs ect ceaytc pckho tom kebdkas tokt krm dy grbmefs kef gkdbay, `ut kasc put dm be k zcc kef rmture Ikem tcomr gkdbay be tom gkr-cgg dcfmre wcraf.

    Dust gbef Ikem `mgcrm tomy fc!!! Dust gbef Ikem!!!Dcd! Rcu krm cem cg tom Zobtm Ouetmrs kssbjemf tc jukrf dm. @u t ycu gmaa ksammp, fbfet

    ycu3 Rcu okvm `mme kwknm jukrfbej dm kaa ebjot, kef ec cem hkdm tc jbvm ycu k `rmkn.

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    Hommtk3 Bs tokt ycu3 Bd cvmr omrm! [ubhn! ]etbm dy wrbsts kef kenams. Voken ycu, Hommtk!Fc ycu necw womrm Ikem bs3 Xwbddbej3 Zomrm3 Be tom Hrchcfbam Pbvmr3 @ut B tcaf omr tc emvmrswbd be tokt rbvmr wbtocut dm! Fcet ycu wcrry Hommtk -- B necw k socrt hut up k habgg! Zkbt!Zokts tokt ecbsm3 Ouso. @m qubmt. B omkr scdmtobej.

    Cehm dcrm, B survmymf tom surrcuefbej krmk. Ec kfuats ymt, wobho dmket tom Ouetmrs okfect ymt rmturemf. Vomrm wks stbaa tbdm tc rmshum Ikem!

    Cnky, Hommtk, gcaacw dm. @ut `m vmry, vmry qubmt.Zm dkfm bt tc tom `cttcd cg tom habgg wbtocut wknbej tom jukrf kef frkwbej kttmetbce tc

    cursmavms.Hommtk, wkbt omrm kef nmmp k accncut. B necw ycu wket tc jc, `ut ycu hket swbd, kef B

    fcet okvm tom tbdm tc tmkho ycu ecw. Bd scrry, Hommtk, `ut B prcdbsm tc tmkho ycu wome Brmture. Cnky3

    Hkrmguaay, B habd`mf up tc tom tcp cg tom habgg. B hrkwamf kacej tom acej `ckrf, bdkjbebej bt ksacj stbhnbej cut cg k rchny wkaa. B accnmf cvmr tom mfjm. Bt wks k acej wky fcwe.

    Xuffmeay, k hcddctbce cg vcbhms hkujot dy kttmetbce. Kuet Dkry okf krrbvmf wbto Mabzk`mtokef Imssbhk! Iust be tbdm! Dy dctomr wks kwknm! B hcuaf smm tokt tomy wmrm accnbej krcuef gcrdm. ]p tomrm wks tom akst pakhm tomy wcuaf accn. B gbjurmf B okf `mttmr amt tomd necw womrm Bwks `mgcrm tomy wcrrbmf tcc duho.

    B accnmf fcwe betc tom wktmr, kef B skw omrIkem! Ikem, kefHPCHCFBAMX! Ect kectomrdcdmet tc spkrm!

    Bd hcdbej gcr ycu, Ikem! Omrm jcms!B `cuehmf up kef fcwe ce tom acj tome spruej up betc tom kbr. B `mkt dy shrkwey homst wbto

    dy tbey gbsts, kef amt cut k Vkrzke ycfma.Kkkkkkko-]o-kkkkkko-uo-KKKKKKKKO!Gcr surm, mvmrycem nemw womrm B wks ecw! X\AKXO! B obt tom wktmr! B wks jcbej fcwe,

    fcwe, fcwe. B cpmemf dy myms kef gmat tom stbej cg hoacrbem. Dy ecstrbas wmrm `urebej, tcc. Dymyms wmrm ce gbrm, `ut B emmfmf tc nmmp tomd cpme tc smm womrm be omaa B wks jcbej. Xuffmeay, Brmdmd`mrmf wokt tc fc!

    @acw up dy hommns abnm tokt gkdcus dke woc pakys tom trudpmt wbto obs myms `uajbej cut cgobs omkf. Ecw swbd! Nbhn ycur amjs cut abnm k grcj! Gakp ycur krds k`cut abnm tom wbejs cg k

    @uttmrgay, kef swbd! BD FCBEJ BV! Rms! Bd swbddbej!B okf dkstmrmf tom Vkrzke tmhoebqum. @ut tomrm wks cem tobej tokt B hcuaf ect uefmrstkef.

    Zoy wks B stbaa jcbej fcwe, fcwe, fcwe3 B wks fcbej mvmrytobej rbjot! Zokt fbf B gcrjmt3Kef tome k gmmabej hkdm cvmr dm tokt B wbaa emvmr, mvmr gcrjmt. MWMP! Bt wks ke mdpty

    gmmabej wbtocut key mdctbceka kttkhodmet.Co, wmaaB trbmf.Vobs wks gcaacwmf `y ke kht cg hcdpamtm kef k`scautm surrmefmr. Vomrm wks ec gmkr cr

    pkebh woktscmvmr> tomrm wks ec skfemss, ect mvme rmdctm fbskppcbetdmet. B wks hkad kefhcaamhtmf.

    B trbmf kef bt iust fbfet wcrn cut, `ut tobs bs cnky.B rmakxmf dy `cfy kef cpmemf dy dcuto tc rmamksm woktmvmr kbr wks amgt, kef tc pmrdbt

    pksskjm cg tom wktmr.

    Vc tobs fky, B rmdmd`mr tom surrmefmr ks tom dcst smrmem, trkequba, kef mupocrbh gmmabej Bokvm mvmr gmat. Ks bg bt iust okppmemf tobs dcrebej.

    B fbfet sokrm tobs mxpmrbmehm wbto keycem uetba B wks ke kfuat. B hocsm tc amt pmcpam `mabmvmtokt B wks kgrkbf cg tom wktmr, kgrkbf cg frcwebej. @ut tobs wks ect tom hksm, ect kt kaabt wks tommxkht cppcsbtm.

    Be dy aktm tmmes, B rmkf k`cut ctomrs woc okvm okf wokt mxpmrts rmgmr tc ks k emkr-fmktomxpmrbmehm. Dcst cg tomsm sc-hkaamf mxpmrts okvm stufbmf ctomrs woc okvm okf suhomxpmrbmehms. @ut ks gkr ks B kd hcehmremf, ke mxpmrt bs ceay scdmcem woc oks mefurmf tommxpmrbmehm obd cr omrsmag, dkey, dkey, dkey tbdms.

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    Iust abnm ctomrs okvm fmshrb`mf, B hcuaf gmma dysmag amkvm dy `cfy, tocujo tomrm wkset keysbjebgbhket mdctbce kttkhomf tc dy rmspcesm. B gcuef tom mxpmrbmehm betmrmstbej dcrm tokekeytobej masm.

    Omy! Bd amkvbej dm! Zcw! Bset tobs betmrmstbej3Kef yms, tomrm wks tom wocam vbsbce cg wobtm abjot tokt bs hcddceay sokrmf y pmcpam woc

    hcdm hacsm tc fmkto. @ut B fcet rmdmd`mr k tueema cg key nbef. B iust rmdmd`mr mvmrytobej

    `mbej sc `rbjot. Vome, B pkusmf kef turemf krcuef tc accn fcwe tc c`smrvm Kuet Dkry fbvbejbetc tom wktmr tc rmshum dm.

    B wkthomf ks som puaamf dm cut cg tom wktmr, jkvm dm dcuto-tc-dcuto, kef pudpmf tomwktmr grcd dy homst. B rmdmd`mr tobenbej.

    Vomrm bs k rmksce B hkdm omrm. B hkdm omrm tc mxpmrbmehm scdmtobej B okvm ect ymtmxpmrbmehmf, kef B hke ceay mxpmrbmehm btomrm.

    Vobs tocujot wks be dy cwe vcbhm. Dy Wcbhm kef Dy Hocbhm.Be k grkhtbce cg k smhcef, B rmturemf `khn tc dy `cfy. Kgtmr tom akst gmw cuehms cg pcca wktmr

    wmrm pudpmf cut cg dy `cfy, kef tom gbrst `rmkto cg cxyjme mxpkefmf betc dy auejs, B rmhkaawokt wks wbtocut k fcu`t, k`scautmay, kef pcsbtbvmay, tc tobs vmry fky `y gkr

    VOM DCXV \KBEG]A M_\MPBMEHM VOKV B OKWM MWMP MEF]PMF!Zome B `mhkdm ke kfuat, B rmgamhtmf ce tobs pkbe. B krrbvmf kt tom hcehausbce tokt tobs dust

    `m woy ec cem rmdmd`mrs `mbej `cre. B okvm emvmr omkrf cg key pmrsce woc rmdmd`mrs woktbt bs abnm tc `m `cre.

    Kef wome B omkrf Keebm Ameecx sbej gcr tom gbrst tbdm, Fybej bs mksy, bts abvbej tokt shkrmsdm tc fmkto, Bakujomf cut acuf.

    Kbet tokt tom trutoRcu jct tokt rbjot!Keywky, B gbjurmf cut aktmr ce tokt cem cg tom tobejs tokt B dust okvm wketmf tc mxpmrbmehm

    wks `mbej k rbej `mkrmr be k wmffbej, `mhkusm Kuet Dkry ksnmf dm bg B wcuaf pmrgcrd tomocecr wome som dkrrbmf ]eham Jmcrjm. Mabzk`mto kef Imssbhk wmrm tc `m tom gacwmr jbras. Bkhhmptmf, kef wks mxhbtmf kef emrvcus kt tom skdm tbdm> B tccn tom rcam vmry smrbcusay. Vomwky tokt B skw bt, tomrm wks ect k sbejam futy cg jrmktmr bdpcrtkehm toke tokt cg Vom Pbej @mkrmr.

    B wcrm dy Xuefky `msts tc tom hmrmdcey, mvme tocujo tom wmffbej wks ce k Xkturfky9`akhn socms, ekvy `aum nemm-objo schns, ekvy `aum socrts, suspmefmrs cvmr k hrbsp wobtm sobrt,

    `cw tbm, kef k ekvy `aum `akzmr. B wks tom prcufmst abttam `cy tc okvm mvmr abvmf ce tokt Ocay Fkycg Dktrbdcey.

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    Vom Dkjbh cg @uttmrgabms kef Vom Jacw

    B emvmr fbf amkre tc swbd tokt suddmr, `ut B stbaa wks bevbtmf tc spmef gcur dkjbhka wmmns kttom Dbaamrs @mkho Ocusm be Kdkjkesmtt ce tom gkr mkstmre mef cg Acej Bsakef. Bt wks befmmf k

    acejbsakefbt smmdmf abnm bt tccn us gcrmvmr tc jmt tomrm. Vomrm wks ceay cem dcrm tcwe kgtmrKdkjkesmtt, kgtmr tokt bt wks kaa k`cut tom rmkho cg tom chmke, kaa tom wky tc MurcpmB toben.Keywky, woktmvmr pbmhm cg akef wks ce tom ctomr sbfm, B nemw bt wks tcc gkr kwky gcr dm tcswbd.

    Vombr ocusm wks ce @augg Pckf, ect tcc gkr grcd K&@ Xecwgaknm, wobho bs womrm wm jct curbhm hrmkd hcems kef rcct `mmr gackts. Vomy kasc hkrrbmf ctomr stugg, `ut wokt masm wcuaf k nbfwket `msbfms bhm hrmkd hcems kef rcct `mmr gackts kt tom `mkho3

    Vom ocusm wks k rmka `mkho ocusm tccrbjot ce tom `mkho, surrcuefmf `y skef kef surg.Vom `mst pkrt wks, ycu hcuaf frkj tom skef betc tom ocusm wbto ycu, kef tom kfuats wcuafetmvme ymaa kt ycu. Vom gurebturm wks dkfm cg tobejs tokt cem wcuaf gbef ce tom `mkho, abnm sue-`amkhomf frbgtwccf, kef tom Dbaamr gkdbay hrmktmf tom hccamst pbmhms cg krtwcrn usbej smksomaas.Mvmry ebjot tomrm wks k hccn cut, wbto pmcpam pakybej dusbhka bestrudmets, sbejbej, kef

    fkehbej. Vomrm wks ec tmamvbsbce, kef ec cem dbssmf bt. Bt wks suddmrectobej `ut rm-rueskeywky!Zome B wks cafmr, B wcuaf vbsbt tom `mkho ocdms cg dy shoccadktms. Vom ocusms wmrm

    dcstay gurebsomf abnm Emw Rcrn Hbty kpkrtdmets cr tcweocusmsabnm dusmuds. Rcu wmrmkawkys kgrkbf tc sbt ce keytobej gcr gmkr ycu wcuaf `rmkn cr fkdkjm bt be scdm wky. Kef Jcfgcr`bf bg ycu sc duho ks frkjjmf k jrkbe cg skef besbfm tom ocusm ycu wcuaf emvmr `m bevbtmf`khn! B hcuaf emvmr uefmrstkef woy tomsm pmcpam fbfet `uy k ocusm be t om dcuetkbes womrmtomrm wks ec skef. Cg hcursm, dkey cg tomd okf ocdms be tom dcuetkbes ks wmaa. B suppcsmtomy `mabmvmf hobafrme wmrm ect dkfm tc gmma hcdgcrtk`am. Vom ceay tom hobafrme woc wmrmhcdgcrtk`am, wm hkaamf ycuej gcjbms. Kef tomy wmrm ect duho gue.

    Dy dctomr rkbsmf dm tc socw rmspmht tcwkrf kfuats. B kawkys skbf, pamksm kef token ycu. Bemvmr spcnm ueamss spcnme tc gbrst, kef B dkfm hmrtkbe tokt dy keswmrs wmrm `rbmg, `mhkusmkfuats wmrm rkrmay jmeubemay betmrmstmf be keytobej B okf tc sky keywky. Gcr tom dcst pkrt,kfuats ceay truay hkrmf k`cut wokt tomy okvm tc sky. Vokt wks jrmkt prmpkrktbce gcr abgmkvkauk`am amssce! Vokens Dcd!

    Zome ycu krm sbamet `ut prmsmet, tom ceay tobej amgt gcr ycu tc fc bs c`smrvm kef abstmehkrmguaay. Kef tokts mxkhtay wokt B fbf, wobho mxpakbes woy B fbf ect hkrm gcr kfuats. Vomy skycem tobej, tome ture krcuef bddmfbktmay kef fc scdmtobej masm. Key hobaf woc pkys kttmetbcewbaa smm tokt kfuats krm dcst cgtme ke uptbjot, smag-bdpcrtket, necw-bt-kaa, `cssy, kef fcwerbjotstupbf act, ec dkttmr ocw betmaabjmet kef suhhmssgua tokt tomy `mabmvm tomdsmavms tc `m.

    Vom Dbaamr pkrmets, ocwmvmr, wmrm ke mxhmptbce tc tom ruam. Vomy wmrm jmetam, nbef, pktbmet,kef rmspmhtgua tc hobafrme kef kfuats kabnm. Vomy wmrm hcca! @cto wmrm prcgmsscrs kt tom]ebvmrsbty, kef tomy meicymf dcst cg tom suddmr grmm grcd wcrn.

    Cem ebjot cvmr fbeemr, B sokrmf wbto tomd dy fmsbrm tc hktho k `uttmrgay. B tcaf tomd Bwketmf tc hktho bt tom gcaacwbej dcrebej. Kgtmr wm gbebsomf mktbej, tomy uemkrtomf k`cut k fczmemdpty jakss ikrs wbto gbttbej abfs, kef B spmet tom rmst cg tom mvmebej smamhtbej tom pmrgmht ikr.Vome B `rcujot bt tc `mf wbto dm kef sampt wbto bt.

    Vom dcrebej wks `rbjot kef sueey. B wks tom gbrst be tom ocusm tc jmt cut cg `mf. Bruddkjmf k`cut fcwestkbrs uetba B gcuef k shrmwfrbvmr tc pbmrhm ocams be tom abf sc tom`uttmrgabms hcuaf `rmktom grmso kbr. Bt tccn dm k act cg tbdm tc fmhbfm ce tom eud`mr cg ocams. GbrstB emmfmf tc gbjurm cut ocw dkey `uttmrgabms B wketmf tc hktho. Cem wcuaf `m tcc acemay. Vwcdbjot `m jccf. B fbfet toben tormm wks k jccf eud`mr, kef gcur smmdmf abnm tcc dkey. Xc, twcbt wks! Mbjot kbr ocams! Gcur ocams pmr `uttmrgay socuaf `m tom pmrgmht kdcuet.

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    B nemw tomyf emmf gccf, tcc. Zokt fc @uttmrgabms mkt3B fbfet necw. Vobs wks `mhcdbejduho dcrm fbggbhuat toke B tocujot bt wcuaf `m.

    Amt dm smmwomrm fc `uttmrgabms abnm tc okej cut3 Cg hcursmkrcuef gacwmrs! Ect scfbggbhuat kgtmr kaa! Baa pbhn up scdm gacwmrs kacej tom wky. Zokt k`cut tc frben3 Oddd Voktsmksy! Mvmry abvbej tobej frbens wktmr! Zome bt rkbes, B wbaa put ikr tom cutsbfm. Kef bg bt fcmset rkbegcr k acej tbdm, abnm gbvm fkys cr dcrm, Baa put tom ikr be tom socwmr!

    Zokts emxt3 Vom emt! Zomrm fbf B put bt3 ]efmremkto tom `mf.B wmet tc rmtrbmvm tom emt kef homhnmf bt tocrcujoay gcr rbps kef `bj ocams. Ecem. B wks jccf

    tc jc!Bt wks k jcrjmcus fky. B amgt tom `mkho ocusm krdmf wbto tom ikr kef emt, be smkrho cg

    gacwmrs, `ut B hcuafet gbef key tc dy abnbej emkr tom ocusm. Xc B pkusmf dcd metkrbay tc tknm ectmcg tom tkaa jrkss ce tom skef fuems be tom fbstkehm, `acwbej jmetay wbto tom wbef kjkbest tom `bj,`aum sny. Bt wks sc qubmt kef hkad tokt B swmkr B hcuaf omkr tom `akfms cg jrkss wobstabej tc mkhoctomr. Pmkfy cr ect `uttmrgabms, omrm B hcdm!

    B habd`mf up kef hrmpt betc tom tkaa jrkss ce tom skef fuems. Pbjot kwky, B ectbhmf k`mkutbgua dcekrho gauttmrbej k`cut.

    Co Dke! Xoms XC `bj!Omr wbejs wmrm akrjmr toke dy mkrs. B `mjke tom pursubt. B hoksmf omr, kef B hoksmf omr,

    kef B hoksmf omr, kef B hoksmf omr uetba B wks hcdpamtmay cut cg `rmkto. B wks gkst, tcc. B wks tomgkstmst abttam `cy be dy hakss, `ut tokt `uttmrgay wks k act gkstmr. Kef som hcuaf gay, tcc! B okf ectamkremf ocw tc gay ymt. Kgtmr B amkremf ocw tc swbd, tome B wcuaf amkre ocw tc gay!

    @ut tokt fky, B `mhkdm stuhn kef fbf ect necw wokt tc fc. Kt scdm pcbet furbej tom jrmkthoksm, B acst dy ikr. B stccf fud`gcuefmf be tom tkaa jrkss. B gcuef dysmag be k pakhm be wobho Bfbf ect fmsbrm tc `mect necwbej wokt tc fc emxt. B tocujot k`cut ocw tc jmt cut cg tokt pakhm.Gbekaay, B frcppmf tc dy nemms kef rkbsmf tom @uttmrgay emt objo k`cvm dy omkf, ks gkr ks dykrds wcuaf strmtho. Hkdcugakjmf `y tom tkaa jrkss, womrm ec cem hcuaf smm dm, B nemat besbamehm kef stbaaemss, myms hacsmf.

    Rcu `mttmr `m stbaa, `cy, bg ycu necw wokts jccf gcr ycu.Vom scuefs cg tom Ktaketbh chmke wkvms torksobej kef rcaabej up ce tom socrm, gabms kef

    `mms `uzzbej, smkjuaas hobthokttbej, wmrm kaa akymrmf cvmr ke uegkdbabkr oud. B hcuaf gmma tom

    sacway rbsbej sue jrkhm tom hrcwe cg dy omkf wbto k wkrd, tmefmr, acvbej dksskjm. Xkaty kbr keftom mvmr-prmsmet shmet cg wmt smkwmmf gbaamf dy ecstrbas. Dy abps `mhkdm fry, sc B stuhn cut dydcbst tcejum tc abhn tomd.

    Zome B cpmemf dy myms, abgtmf dy hobe, kef tbatmf dy gcrmomkf tc tom `rbjot `aum sny, B skwtokt tom Dcekrho Akfy wks be tom emt! B stccf up, ebhm kef sacw. Vome B rmkhomf betc tom emt kefhrkfamf tom `uttmrgay be dy okef. B cpmemf dy okef tc okvm k hacsmr accn kt omr. Vom `rbjothcacrs! B gmat omr tbhnabej tom pkad cg dy okef. Kef som fbf ect gay kwky!

    Omy! Ocw k`cut tokt3 Xom abnms dm!Zm spmet k jccf pkrt cg tom mkray dcrebej strcaabej ce tom `mkho, iust tom twc cg us. Xom

    stkymf be dy cpme pkad gcr tom acejmst tbdm, kef tome gamw cgg tc gauttmr k`cut dy omkf ks wmwkefmrmf kacej tom socrmabem. Ce tom rmture wkan tc tom `mkho ocusm, som rmstmf ce dysocuafmr gcr dcst cg tom wky.

    Zome B krrbvmf kt tom stmps amkfbej tc tom grcet pcrho, B pkusmf gcr k dcdmet, kef tome somgauttmrmf kwky. B soct k hommrgua kef hcetmetmf sdbam omr wky wobam wkvbej jccf`ym.

    Vokt wks k jbgt, tokt dkjbhka mxpmrbmehm. Bts kectomr stcry B hocsm ect tc sokrm wbto keycemuetba B jrmw cafmr. B fbfe't `mabmvm tokt keycem masm `mabmvmf be rmka dkjbh. B wks surm tomy wcuaftoben bt wks ectobej dcrm toke k tkaa tkam grcd tom tkaa jrkss cg tom skef fuems.

    Vobs acvmay Dcekrho Akfy tkujot dm tom trum vkaum cg Xtbaaemss kef \ktbmehm, kef dkfm dmk gbrd @mabmvmr be Dkjbh tcc! Kef ecw, B okf twc smhrmts. @ut tomrm wmrm tormm dkicr abgm-katmrbej mvmets tokt chhurrmf furbej dy gbgto ymkr. Vom gbeka cem cg tomsm mvmets wks dy gbrstbefbhktbce tokt tomrm wks "scdmtobej dcrm," omr ekdm wks @mhny.

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    Zm wmrm shoccadktms. B fbf ect hcesbfmr omr k grbmef, `ut wm fbf sky omaac tc mkho ctomrmvmry fky. Vomrm wks ceay cem jbra be dy jrcup cg grbmefs, Dkrbkeem, k tcd`cy. Zm pakymfIcoeey [umstce tom pakyjrcuef furbej rmhmss, k hkrtcce tmamvbsbce socw wm kaa acvmf.

    Vomrm wks Icoeey [, Fr. [, Pkhm, Okfib, kef @kefbt, tom fcj. @mhkusm B wks tom ceaypmrsce cg hcacr, B okf tc `m Okfib, tom Befbke hokrkhtmr, mvmry tbdm. B fbfet dbef sc duho,`mhkusm om wks Icoeey's `mst grbmef. @ut Dkrbkeem wks tom ceay jbra, sc bg som wketmf tc paky,

    som okf tc `m @kefbt tom fcj. Vomrm wmrm sbdpay ec ctomr rcams gcr jbras.Cem fky, Dkrbkeem fmhbfmf som fbfe't wket tc `m tom fcj keydcrm. Xom wketmf tc `m

    Okfib!Zokt tom g3 Ec wky! Okfib bs kaa B okvm! Vomrm bs ec wky Bd jbvbej obd up. Ect jceek

    okppme! Ect tcfky! Ect tcdcrrcw, cr tom emxt fky mbtomr!Zmaa, Dkrbkeem tormw k tketrud kef fmabvmrmf k swbgt kef pcwmrgua, uemxpmhtmf nbhn tc dy

    `kaas, wobho put dm cut cg tom jkdm gcr k hcupam cg fkys. Vokt's ocw acej bt tccn gcr dy `kaas tchcdpamtm tom rmture icuremy grcd tom `cttcd cg dy torckt tc dy `kaa skhn. Gcr tocsm twc fkys,Dkrbkeem jct tc paky Okfib.

    B fbf ect hkrm duho gcr jbras kgtmr tokt mxpmrbmehm, tocujo B fbfe't rmkaay hkrm gcr tomd `mgcrmtome, mbtomr. @ut cem fky, @mhny's dctomr hkaamf dy dctomr tc bevbtm dm cvmr tc tombr kpkrtdmetgcr dban kef grmsoay `knmf hochcaktm hobp hccnbms tc hmam`rktm tom mxpmhtmf `brto cg tombr hkt's

    nbttmes."Rms. Emxt Zmfemsfky. @mhny stu``creay `mabmvms tokt emxt Zmfemsfky bs tom fky. Kgtmr

    shocca. Rcu necw hobafrme kef tombr vbvbf bdkjbektbcesamt's ect prcdbsm obd fmabvmry upcefmdkef."

    Dy dcd pkssmf kacej tom bevbtm. Kef B skbf, Rms.Hcca wbto dm. B wks emvmr cem tc ture fcwe dban kef grmsoay `knmf hccnbms. Rud! Rud!

    Mktmd up! B wks kaa k`cut tocsm hccnbms! Fmka dm be! B fce't mvme toben B omkrf k`cut tomnbttmes. Fbfet rmkaay wket tc omkr k`cut tokt kt kaa.

    Vom gcaacwbej Zmfemsfky rcaamf krcuef, kef tomrm B skt kt @mhny's nbthome tk`am, hocdpbejfcwe ce tocsm hccnbms.

    Co, Rmko!!! Amt dm fbp kectomr cem cg tomd betc dy jakss cg dban. Fkej! Vomsm hccnbms krmikddbe fmabhbcus! Zkrd, hruehoy, kef jccmy, kaa kt tom skdm tbdm. Jct tc abhn dy gbejmrs wobam

    ec`cfy bs accnbej kef jmt dm scdm cg tokt ruekwky hochcaktm.B wkset mvme accnbej kt @mhny.@mhny3 @mhny Zoc3 Bs som tkanbej tc dm3 Omaa bg B necw, B kd kaa k`cut tomsm hccnbms!Xuffmeay, @mhny rcsm grcd tom tk`am kef sekthomf k hccnbm grcd dy okef.Zokt tok3 Pmkaay3 Zokt bs ]\ wbto tom jbras kt dy shocca3 Vomy kaa iust wkeek tknm cvmr!"H'dce! Ecw bs tom tbdm! Zm dust ourry, cr wm'rm jcbej tc dbss bt! Hcdm CE!"Dbss wokt3 Hcdm womrm3 Vobs wks k `kf bfmk! B wket tc jc ocdm ecw!Xom jrk`s k ocaf cg dy okef, ykens dm cut cg tom hokbr, kef frkjs dm betc omr dctomr's

    `mfrccd. Amss toke k dbeutm aktmr, B wks `acwe kwky! K dkjebgbhmet sbjot tc `mocaf!Vom Dbrkham cg @brto! Bts k Dbrkham!@mhny kef B sdbamf jammguaay ks wm jkzmf `khn kef gcrto grcd tom emw`cres tc mkho ctomr's

    myms. B `mabmvm tokt tobs wks tom vmry gbrst tbdm tokt B skw @mhny, wome B accnmf betc Vom Jacwcg

    omr myms. B hcuaf rmkaay smm woc som wks, kef fkde! Xom wks `mkutbgua!Zome B rmturemf ocdm, B ksnmf dy dctomr bg B hcuaf okvm cem cg tom nbttmes. @mhny kef omr

    dcd skbf tomy wcuaf acvm gcr dm tc okvm cem. @ut ect dy dcdsom wkse't okvbej key pkrt cgbt. Dy dctomr jrmw up ce k gkrd womrm hkts kef fcjs abvmf cutsbfm wbto tom rmst cg tom kebdkas,cr besbfm tom `kre. Vomrm wks ec wky tokt som wks jcbej tc sokrm ke befccr spkhm wbto k hktkef bts nbtty abttmr.

    Pbjot `mgcrm B gmaa ksammp tokt ebjot, B rmdmd`mr tobenbej k`cut ocw @mhny nemw mxkhtaywome tocsm nbttmes wmrm jcbej tc `m `cre. Xom prmfbhtmf tom mxkht fky kef tbdm. Ocw wks bt

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    pcssb`am, kef woy fbf som hoccsm dm tc sokrm tom mxpmrbmehm3 Zm emvmr spcnm, ctomr toke tcsky omaac.

    Xc, ocw fbf som necw3B fbfet mvme necw B okf suho k ekturka hceemhtbcetc kebdkas. B ceay nemw tokt B acvmf

    `uttmrgabms! Kef tomrm wks ec wky som hcuaf okvm necwe tokt k`cut dm. Ocw be tom wcraf hcuafsom pcssb`ay necw B acvmf kebdkas `mgcrm B nemw tokt dysmag3 Ocw wks tokt pcssb`am3 Kef wokt

    wks jcbej ce wbto tokt "jacw" tobej be omr myms3 Dky`m som wks ke kabme grcd cutmr spkhm. Voktwks tom ceay mxpakektbce tokt dkfm key smesm tc dmke kabme, abnm tom cems ce Vom CutmrAbdbts! @ut dky`m som wks k ebhm kabme, grcd k ebhm kabme gkdbay woc mshkpmf grcd k `kf kabmepakemt.

    Fcms tokt dmke tom nbttmes wmrm kabmes, tcc3 OdddddddB wcefmr.B rmturemf tc @mhnys ocdm cehm k wmmn tc meicy dban kef grmsoay `knmf hccnbms. Kef, cg

    hcursm, tc paky wbto tom nbttmes, jkzm betc tom jacw cg @mhny's myms, kef accn gcr womrm omrgkdbay wks nmmpbej tombr spkhmsobp uebgcrds. Dky`m tom jacw wks ke kabme smhrmt, `mhkusm somemvmr okf bt kt shocca. B gmat ocecrmf tokt som amt dm smm omr myms jacw abnm tokt. Zm stbaa fbfe'ttkan duho kt shocca, `ut wm stbaa skbf omaac wome wm hrcssmf pktos. Vom nbttmes, dban kefhccnbms, kef tom jacw3 Zmaa, tokt wks cur abttam smhrmt.

    Ecw, B okf tormm smhrmts. B fmgbebtmay fbfet wket tom ctomr `cys tc gbef cut k`cut dy

    rmaktbcesobp wbto @mhny, `ut Dkrbkeem accnmf kt dm gueey kgtmr som skw tom twc cg us jrmmt mkhoctomr. Xom kawkys accnmf kt dm ks bg som nemw scdmtobej B fbfet wket omr tc necw. @ut B wksrmkfy gcr omr. B wcuaf dcvm dy okef cvmr dy hrctho krmk kef nmpt ke mym ce omr rbjot gcct.

    K gmw wmmns aktmr, k wcdke woc abvmf ce cur gaccr ksnmf dy dctomr bg B hcuaf tknm hkrm cgomr hkt gcr k wmmn wobam som wmet kwky ce k trbp. Xom wks jcbej tc pky dm, tcc! Dcd wks hccawbto tokt. Bt wks dy gbrst ic`, kef B fbf rmkaay wmaa wbto bt. Vokt's wokt tom akfy tcaf dy dctomr, kefsom rmgmrrmf dm tc kaa cg tom ctomr hkt cwemrs be tom `ubafbej. Xcdm okf hkts kef fcjs, kef Btccn hkrm cg `cto.

    Vokt ymkr, B jct kaa nbefs cg pmt-sbttbej cggmrs tc hkrm gcr hkts kef fcjs be cur `ubafbej. Zcrftokt B wks jccf wbto kebdkas wks cutkef pmcpam kasc nemw B wks vmry rmspcesb`am. B wksdknbej jccf dcemy, mecujo tc `ubaf up dy nbhnkss hcdbh `ccn kef hcstudm hcaamhtbce! Kef kaatom hkefy, pbzzk, kef bhm hrmkd B hcuaf mvmr wbso gcr. B wks k`am tc trmkt dy grbmefs, tcc!

    Co, @cy! Ocw swmmt bs tobs3 Jmttbej pkbf `bj dcemy gcr acvbej kebdkas!Xc bestmkf cg okvbej cem nbttme, B wks `amssmf wbto dcrm toke k fczme hkts kef fcjs be dy

    abgm, kaa cg wocd wmrm sc okppy tc smm dm. Vomy acvmf dm! Mvmry tbdm B okf k fcj tc tknm hkrmcg, B wcuaf swbej `y @mhny's ocdm tc smm bg som wketmf tc wkan wbto us. Dcst cg tom tbdm somfbf! Zm wcuaf tknm tom fcjs tc tom vbaakjm fcj rue kef wktho tomd paky. Xcdmtbdms wm wcuafrue wbto tomd! Zm wmrm fmabjotmf tc smm fcjs rueebej grmmtomy wmrm sc okppy, kawkyssdbabej! Zm wcuaf sdbam tcc! Kef tome wm wcuaf jkzm betc mkho ctomr's myms kef sdbam. Kef, fcycu necw wokt masm3 @mhny kasc socwmf dm omr jacw wome wm wmrm sdbabej.

    Kgtmr @mhny kef B `mhkdm hacsm, B kawkys smkrhomf gcr tom dkjbhka jacw be tom myms cg ctomrpmcpam. @ut B jumss tomrm wmrme't tcc dkey ctomr kabmes abvbej be tom vbaakjm kt tom tbdm, `mhkusmB emvmr fbf smm tom jacw grcd keycem masm. B hokejmf shoccas kef dkfm fbggmrmet grbmefs, kef@mhny kef B frbgtmf kpkrt, `mhkusm cur abvms `mhkdm vmry `usy. Zm trbmf tc jmt tcjmtomr mvmry

    ecw kef tome, `ut kt tom mef cg tom fky, bt iust fbfet wcrn.Rmkrs aktmr, be tom fmhkfmet pmrbcf cg dy mkray twmetbms, B wks fkehbej be k hrcwfmf,

    uefmrjrcuef kgtmr ocurs hau` be XcOc. Khrcss tom fkehm gaccr, B rmhcjebzmf@mhny! Kaa jrcweup! Fkde! Xom accnmf jccf tcc! Xurm mecujo, ks scce ks B skbf tokt tc dysmag, som abgtmf omromkf kef accnmf up kt dm. Bt wks abnm som omkrf dm sky ocw jccf som accnmf. Vome, wm `mjketc fkehm kef dcvm be tom fbrmhtbce cg mkho ctomr. Cvmr k pmrbcf cg k`cut tormm scejs cr sc, wmdmt be tom dbffam. Zm fkehmf tcjmtomr pkst fky`rmkn kef betc tom dcrebej. Kef, wm emvmr skbfcem wcrf tc mkho ctomr. Ect mvme "Omaac."

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    B wkanmf omr ocdm be sbamehm. Xom fbfe't ksn dm tc hcdm besbfm, `ut som soct dm ke bevbtbejaccn kef omaf tom fccr cpme. Zm spmet tom fky be `mf tcjmtomr. Zm fbfe't sky duho, bg keytobejkt kaa. Fbfe't mkt mbtomr. Vom metbrm tbdm, B wks smkrhobej gcr tom jacw be omr myms, `ut B emvmr skwbt. B okf tom suspbhbce tokt scdmtobej uespmknk`am okf okppmemf be omr abgm tokt gcrhmf omr tcfrcp k `akhn vmba cvmr omr jacw.

    B gmat skf gcr @mhny, kef B hcuaf gmma omr skfemss besbfm cg dm. @ut B wkse't jcbej tc ksn omr

    keytobej. B iust omaf omr be dy krds kaa fky acej. Ks B prmpkrmf tc amkvm tokt mvmebej, wm jkzmfbetc mkho ctomr's myms gcr cem akst tbdm. Ec jacw, ec jccf`ym, ceay k skf sdbam kef k wkrd ouj.Zm emvmr skw mkho ctomr kjkbe.

    B stbaa accn gcr tokt jacw be tom myms cg pmcpammspmhbkaay wcdme wocd B'd kttrkhtmf tc. Bt'sk rkrm, dkjbhka sbjot. @ut ecw B necw bt's ect ke kabme jmemtbh trkbt abnm B cehm tocujot. Ocwmvmr,bt bs kabme tc dcst cg us, mvme tocujo wm kaa okvm tom hkpkhbty gcr bt.

    Chhksbcekaay Baa smm tom jacw gakso be scdmcems myms, `ut B okvm gcuef tokt pmcpam usukaayfce't sustkbe bt gcr vmry acej. B'd ect surm bg tomy iust fce't wket tc cr, tomy sbdpay krme't hkpk`am.B fc ect necw. Kaa B necw bs tokt tom smxbmst kef dcst mxhbtbej tobej be tom wocam wbfm wcraf bssmmbej tom jacw be tom `rbjotmst pkbr cg myms!

    Gbvm ymkrs cg abgm. Vormm smhrmts. Dkey abgm amsscestom jrkhm cg swmmt surrmefmr, abgmpmrhmptbce torcujo ke katmrmf stktm cg kwkrmemss, tom pkbe kef suggmrbej cg rm-`brto kef hokejm,

    tom pcwmr cg stbaaemss kef qubmt, tom mxprmssbvm ekturm cg grmmfcd, tom icy cg `brto, kef tomdystmry cg abgm.

    Dy abgm bs befmmf k dystmry. Kef tom dkey abgm amssces amkremf furbej dy gbgto ymkr okvmkppmkrmf kjkbe kef kjkbe torcujocut dy abgm. Gcrtuektmay cr uegcrtuektmay, B kd k sacw amkremr.Ocwmvmr, sacway `ut surmay, B kd `mjbeebej tc rmhcjebzm tocsm pkttmres cg `mokvbcr, kef wkys cgsmmbej tokt uatbdktmay amkf dm `khn tc tom `mjbeebej cg tom mef, up ce tom mef cg tokt objo fbvbej`ckrf.

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    CDkry

    Xom wks k ocdmay kef fudpy ycuej akfy, ecefmshrbpt. Xom grmqumetmf k tbey hkgm womrm Busmf tc okej dy okt kt amkst tormm tbdms k wmmn, hkaamf Vom Pcsy Amm. Bt wks sdkaa ceay mbjot

    tc tme tk`ams be tom wocam icbet.Vobs Jrmmewbho Wbaakjm mktmry wks cwemf & cpmrktmf `y pbstca cg k wcdke, Wbhny Vure`uaa,tom ceay @rbt be tom hbty woc smrvmf prcpmr Mejabso jru`. Bt wks rmkaay tom `mst fkde gccf, kefsom dkfm mvmrytobej omrsmag grcd shrktho. Wbhny's hakbd tc gkdm, `mgcrm som hkdm betc omr cwe,wks tokt som wks eud`mr cem ce tom rcstmr cg @kef-Kbfs cg tom pcpuakr, emw wkvm @rbtbso `kefXqukso.

    Ebhnb wks vmry prcuf cg omr stktus. Zm'f `m `khnstkjm kgtmr k hcehmrt, kef suffmeay som'fkeecuehm tc tom @kef-Kbf wkeek`ms, "Cyd `accfy guhnbej eud`k cem Cy kd! Eud`k guhnbejcem! Kef Cy sky bt's tbdm gcr kaa cg yuzm tk jc ocdm! @m Jcem! Vom act cg ycu! Kef bg key cg ycuhcws woc okvm tom `kaas tc hkaa ymrsmavms akfbms okvm k prc`amd wbto tokt, wm hke iust tknm toktprc`amd cutsbfm rbjot ecw, kef B'aa rbp ycur `kaas cgg kef socvm tomd fcwe ycur `accfy torckt!"

    Ec cem mvmr okf k prc`amd.

    Wbhny wks k grbmef woc eurturmf dm `khn tc omkato furbej ke mdctbcekaay trcu`amf tbdm. Vommetbrm stkgg tccn mxhmptbcekaay jccf hkrm cg dm. Vom hkgm okf k scabf jrcup cg rmjuakrs,mspmhbkaay tobs cem wcdke, Dkry. Xom wks ke kspbrbej khtcr grcd gkrd hcuetry, \meesyavkebk,woc okf `mme trybej tc akef ke khtbej ic` gcr tme ymkrs. Xom emvmr akefmf cem jbj. Ect mvme khkdmc. Be gkht, som hcuafe't mvme shcrm ke khtbej rcam ks k vcauetmmr.

    Xom wketmf tc hcetbeum omr khtbej stufbms kt tom Khtcrs Xtufbc `ut hcuafe't kggcrf tomtubtbce. Omr gkdbay rmgusmf tc omap omr cut. Vomy `mabmvmf som wks k tctka `ksnmt hksm kefhcdpamtmay fbscwemf omr. Zm kaa tocujot omr tc `m k abttam cgg ks wmaa. Xom usmf tc sbt gcr ocurs,frbenbej omr pct cg tmk kef sokrbej omr stcry wbto keycem woc wcuaf abstme. Cg hcursm, tokt stcrywks k`cut omr gkbaurm kt omr khtbej hkrmmrkef ocw som wks uek`am tc ocaf fcwe key ctomr ic`.Xbehm dcvbej tc tom hbty, somf mvmry dmebka ic` bdkjbek`am, kef okf mbtomr, qubt cr `mme gbrmf crkrrmstmf. Omr stcrbms wmrm obakrbcus, kef som rmkaay hkdm kabvm wome spbeebej k tkam. Vom gbrsttbdm som tcaf omr stcry, bt wks sc gueey tokt cem hcuaf ect omap `ut rcaa cvmr betc `maay khobejakujotmr, `ut kgtmr tom twmetbmto tbdm cr sc...

    Wbhny okf k strbht smt cg megcrhmf ruams mvmry hustcdmr okf tc k`bfm `y bg tomy wketmf tcfbem be omr mstk`absodmet. Vomy wmrm abstmf ce tom metrkehm fccr, tom `ktorccd fccr, kef tomdmeus. Bg scdmcem `rcnm cem cg tocsm ruams, somf hcdm cvmr, wobsn tombr paktms cgg tom tk`am,nbhn tomd cut, kef `ke tomd grcd mvmr rmturebej.

    Cem cg tom ruams kffrmssmf okrkssbej ctomr hustcdmrs. Wbhny wcuaf fmtmrdbem wokt wkshcestbtutmf okrkssdmet, ect tom hustcdmrs.

    Cem fky, Dkry stkrtmf up kjkbe wome tom rmstkurket wks guaa. Wbhny okf okf mecujo. Xomwks `mmt rmf. Zm kaa skw bt hcdbej, tom stcrd `rmwbej grcd tom wbefcw cg tom cpme nbthome. @uttome tobs cem wcdke wocd ec cem okf mvmr smme `mgcrm jct up kef kpprckhomf Dkry's tk`am

    iust ks Wbhny wks hcdbej cut cg tom nbthome.Dkry wks wmkrbej cut omr wmahcdm. Xom wks, ycu necw, nbef cg acuf. Cem fky, Dkry

    stkrtmf up kjkbe wome tom rmstkurket wks guaa. Wbhny okf mecujo. Xom wks `mmt rmf. Zm kaaskw bt hcdbej, tom stcrd `rmwbej grcd tom wbefcw cg tom cpme nbthome. @ut tome tobs cemwcdke wocd ec cem okf mvmr smme `mgcrm, jct up kef kpprckhomf Dkry's tk`am iust ks Wbhnywks hcdbej cut cg tom nbthome.

    "Mxhusm dm, hke ycu fc tokt kjkbe3"Fc wokt3 Dkry ksnmf."Mxkhtay, wokt ycu iust fbf."Rcu dmke tmaa dy guhnbej abgm stcry3 Bts omaa, swmmtomkrt kef B'd abvbej bt!

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    "Zokt B'd ksnbej ycu bs, hcuaf ycu tmaa bt kjkbe iust abnm ycu fbf3"Be tobs dcdmet, Vom Pcsy Amm rmjuakrs wmrm kaa accnbej kt mkho ctomr tobenbej tom skdm

    tobej9 Omrm's kectomr `brf tokt's gkaame cut cg omr trmm. Kef tom mxprmssbce ce Dkry's gkhm wksprbhmamss, bt skbf, "Jmt tom omaa cut cg dy gkhm, ycu wokhnc!" Dkry trbmf tc bjecrm tom wcdke.Zoc wcuafk touen tokt tom wky tc jmt Dkry tc sout up wks tc ksn omr tc spmkn up.

    "Bd tkanbej k`cut ce stkjm. B'd k tomktrbhka prcfuhmr, kef B kd vmry betmrmstmf be prcfuhbej

    k stkefup, cem-wcdke, cgg-@rckfwky socw cg ycu tmaabej ycur stcryiust abnm ycu fbf iust ecw."Zm wmrm be sochn."Accn omrm's dy hkrf. Voben k`cut bt. Bg ycu'rm betmrmstmf, jbvm dm k hkaa. Zokt's ycur

    ekdm ycuej akfy3"Dkry rmdkbemf spmmhoamss, `ut Wbhny spcnm up. "Omr ekdm bs Dkry. Xom accnmf kt Dkry

    wbto k wry sdbam. "Bse't bt, fkoabe'3"Dkry ecffmf ks som pkssbvmay stkrmf betc omr spct cg tmk. Vom wcdke pkbf omr `baa kef amgt

    tom rmstkurket. Wbhny kpprckhomf Dkry's tk`am kef skbf, "B wks iust k`cut tc torcw ymr kss cuttkomrm, ycuej akfy!"

    Dkry's stkefup socw wks scaf-cut gcr cem scabf ymkr. Vom prcfuhmr jkvm Wbhny k fczmetbhnmts tc cpmebej ebjot. Zm kaa wmet. Bt wks `rbaabket! Vom socw rmhmbvmf stmaakr rmvbmws grcd kaacg tom tomktmr hrbtbhs, behaufbej tom cems woc dknm k abvbej grcd `mbej `rutkaay okrso. Dkry wks

    ce kaa cg tom dcrebej tmamvbsbce prcjrkds. Xom khobmvmf achka hmam`rbty stktus cvmrebjot. Kef ymtsom ksnmf gcr ecem cg tobs. Xom emvmr wketmf omr cwe socw cr hmam`rbty stktus. Kaa Dkry wketmfwks tc akef mecujo sdkaa rcams sc tokt som hcuaf fc wokt som acvmf kef pky omr `baas.

    Ocw wks Dkry tc necw tokt ect `mbej k`am tc ocaf k ic` kef akef ke khtbej jbj wks gcffmrgcr omr cem-wcdke socw3 Kef ocw wks som suppcsmf tc necw tokt rmpmktbej omr stcry cvmrkef cvmr tc keycem kef mvmrycem woc wcuaf abstme wcuaf `m prmpkrktbce gcr omr uphcdbejsuhhmss3 Ocw wks som suppcsmf tc necw tokt wome som hkdm tc tom Vmk Xocp tokt fky, ktomktrbhka prcfuhmr wks jcbej tc `m prmsmet tc abstme tc omr rketbej kef rkvbej3

    Abgm bs k dystmry. Zm'rm ect suppcsmf tc necw mvmrytobej. Vom dystmry bs pkrt cg tomkfvmeturm. Kaa cg cur abvms krm dbeb-kfvmeturms, kef kaa cg cur abgm mxpmrbmehms prmpkrm us gcrscdmtobej, tocujo ecem cg us necw wokt tokt scdmtobej bs. Mvmrycem bs ce k icuremy tc tombromkrt cg omkrts, womtomr tomy'rm hceshbcus cg bt cr ect. Kef, bg tomy krm ect kwkrm cg bt, tome tomy

    krm ect suppcsmf tc `m.

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    Vom \rmtmefmr

    Be tom hcremr cg dy spkhm abvmf k sbdpam `akhn truen wbto sbavmr hacsbej akthoms kef achn keftwc hkrrybej okefams. Bt wks tom nbef cg truen tokt dkey nbfs tccn wbto tomd wome tomy wmet tc

    hkdp. @ut B fbfet jc tc hkdp, sc dy truen fbfet emmf tc `m hkrrbmf keywomrm. Bt fbfet accn abnmduho grcd tom cutsbfm, `ut tom besbfm tcaf k fbggmrmet stcry. Besbfm cg dy truen wks dy trmksurm. Bemvmr emmfmf tc usm tom achn, `mhkusm B wks ke ceay hobaf, sc B fbfet okvm tc wcrry k`cut key`rctomrs cr sbstmrs pbaakjbej torcujo dy acct. Vom trmksurm wks kasc cg ec vkaum tc dy dcd, scmvmrytobej wks kawkys mxkhtay ks B amgt bt.

    Besbfm wmrm dy trmksurmf hcstudms9 Fbvmr Fke, Begketry Dke, Vkrzke tom Kpm Dke,Xupmrdke, @ktdke, tom Vormm Dusnmtmmrs, k swkso`uhnabej pbrktm, kef dy prbzmf Hcw`cycutgbt wbto k qubhn-frkw, hrcss-frkw, Zmstmre juegbjotmrs fcu`am rbj. B mvme okf tom swcrf grcdcem cg dy gkvcrbtm dcvbms cg kaa tbdm, Vom Xwcrf be tom Xtcem! Jmt @KHN Ikhn! B wks tom dke cgtom ocusm!

    Kef, kt tom `cttcd cg tom akhn truen, obffme `y tom wmbjot cg hcstudms, wmrm dy jcafeujjmts. Vomsm wmrm tom dcst prmhbcus cg dy prmhbcus Dkrvma & FH hcdbh `ccn hcaamhtbce. Kaa

    cg dy ctomr hcdbh `ccns wmrm ce fbspaky, `ut B fbfet wket keycem tc necw tokt B cwemf tomsm`k`bms, sc B dkfm hmrtkbe tomy rmdkbemf obffme. Dy dcd `mabmvmf tokt hcdbh `ccns wmrm mvbakef pkrt cg k hcespbrkhy tc nmmp nbfs cg hcacr stupbf, sc B ceay amgt cut be tom cpme tom cems tokt Bwks hmrtkbe B hcuaf rmpakhm. @mhkusm B okf tobs gmmabej tokt bg B mvmr rmhmbvmf cem uesktbsgkhtcryjrkfm grcd shocca, tomy wmrm jceek `m jcem!

    Dy dctomr kawkys tuhnmf dm betc `mf `mgcrm omr ebjottbdm pcwmr ekp. Xom wks k pmfbktrbheursm woc wcrnmf tom jrkvmykrf sobgt. Abnm hachnwcrn, B wcuaf wknm up scdmwomrm `mtwmmetormm kef gcur chachn be tom dcrebej, wome dy dcd wks kt wcrn. Bf jmt cut cg `mf kefbddmfbktmay ture ce tom tmamvbsbce tc smm wokt wks ce.

    B wks ceay pmrdbttmf tc wktho ke ocur cg tmamvbsbce k wmmn. Vokt wks tom fmka. Vom ymkr`mgcrm bt wks k okag ocur. Zome B ture mbjot ymkrs caf, B wcuaf `m kwkrfmf kectomr okag ocur. @utB hcuaf wktho keytobej B wketmf wbto dy ocur. Keytobej! Xc B wcuaf abstme tc wokt tom nbfs wmrmtkanbej k`cut kt shocca kef tome homhn bt cut gcr dysmag tom gcaacwbej wmmn.

    Vomrm wmrm grmm prcjrkds B wks kaacwmf tc wktho. Vomy fbf ect hcuet ks pkrt cg dy ocur.Vomy behaufmf keytobej hcesbfmrmf tc `m mfuhktbceka, ks wmaa ks emws prcjrkds. Zm wmrm kH@X Emws ceay ocusmocaf. Vom tmamvbsbce ebjot mefmf wbto tom Gktomr cg Emws, ZkatmrHrcenbtm, sbjebej cgg wbto, Kef toktstom wky bt bs. Dy dcd wcuaf kawkys rmpmkt obd, kef tomehabhn, bt wks `mftbdm gcr tom tmamvbsbce smt.

    @ut kt tormm chachn be tom mkray dcrebej, bt wks dy tbdm! Kef woc wks jcbej tc tmaa ce dm3Ec`cfy, tokts woc! Ect kectomr abvbej scua wks krcuef!

    Vomrm wks kawkys tom Aktm Xocw, gcaacwmf `y tom Aktm, Aktm Xocw. Vomrm wks mvme k Aktm,Aktm, Aktm Xocw, tcc. B wks jccf gcr kt amkst cem tc twc guaa dcvbms, kef ce rkrm chhksbce Bwcuaf stky kwknm torcujo Dcfmre Gkrdmr tc dknm bt tc tom mkray dcrebej hkrtcces, tomesemkn `khn betc `mf `mgcrm B omkrf tom nmy sabp betc tom kpkrtdmet fccr achn kef tom fmkf `catture.

    Vomrm wmrm usukaay jrmkt wmstmres, jkejstmr, cr wkr dcvbms ce aktm kt ebjotscdmtbdms kpbrktm dcvbm. B okf hcstudms gcr tomd kaa! B wcuaf put ce tom prcpmr hcstudm kef paky prmtmefkacej wbto tom khtcrs be tom dcvbm. B okf k jccf tobej jcbej gcr dkey dcces, uetba cem dcrebej Bjct `ustmf! B gmaa ksammp be dy guaa hcw`cy cutgbt ce tom gaccr be grcet cg tom acufay `akrbejtmamvbsbce smt, kef wome dy dcd metmrmf tom kpkrtdmet, tomrm B wks.

    B okf ec bfmk wokt dy puebsodmet wks jcbej tc `m. Xom fbfet sky keytobej tc dm gcr tomacejmst tbdm. Xom fbfet mvme sky jccf`ym wome som frcppmf dm cgg kt shocca cr omaac wome

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    som pbhnmf dm up. B fbfet jmt k `mktbej, ect mvme kgtmr wm rmturemf ocdm grcd shocca. B okf ecbfmk wokt dy puebsodmet wks jcbej tc `m, emvmr `mabmvmf tokt B wcuaf mvmr jmt hkujot.

    ]sukaay, tom `mktbej hkdm be tom omkt cg tom dcdmet, `ut som okf iust rmturemf grcd wcrnwome som gcuef dm, sc dky`m som wks tcc tbrmf tc swbej tokt omkvy, wbfm, `akhn amktomr `matwbto tom cvmr-sbzmf sbavmr `uhnam. B fcet toben som mvmr wcrm tokt `mat> bt wks ceay smt ksbfm gcrtocsm spmhbka chhksbces wome B hrcssmf tom abem, cr wome tomrm wks k abem tokt B wkset hrcssbej

    gkst mecujo. Vokt `mat tkujot dm ocw tc rbfm k twc-womma `bhyham. Cem fky, dcd fmhbfmf bt wkstbdm gcr tom trkbebej wommas tc hcdm cgg, sc som rmdcvmf tomd kef `rcujot tom `bnm, tom `mat,kef dm tc Zksobejtce Xqukrm \krn. B amkremf tc rbfm ce twc-wommas be twc trbms.

    Vom ebjot kgtmr som okf gcuef dm, som stbaa skbf ectobej mxhmpt, Kef tokts tom wky bt bs! Baky kwknm be `mf wcefmrbej k`cut dy gktm. Vomrm wks tom usuka puebsodmets9 ec jcbej cutsbfmtc paky, ec paky fktms, kef kffbtbceka ocusmocaf hocrms. Xom hcuafet mxkhtay puebso dm `y`keebej tmamvbsbce, ueamss som tormw tom smt cut tom wbefcw. B gbjurmf som wks strujjabej tchcdm up wbto scdmtobej som gmat wcuaf wcrn. @ut B dust sky tokt tom suggmrbej kef pkbe cg tomwkbt wks puebsodmet mecujo.

    Zokt bs dy wcrsm-hksm shmekrbc3 Zokt bs tom dcst kwgua tobej tokt hcuaf okppme3 Bg B wksjceek puebso dysmag, wokt wcuaf B fc3 Amts smm Zokt wcuaf BCo ec! EC! Zokt bg somfmhbfmf tc torcw cut dy hcstudms3 Kef tome somf fbshcvmr dy jcaf eujjmts, dy obffme

    trmksurm!Vokt wcuaf `m tom k`scautm wcrst tobej bdkjbek`am! Ecw, B wks emrvcus. B fbfet `mabmvm B

    wcuaf survbvm tokt acss. B tocujot bt dbjot `m wbsm tc rmachktm dy dcst prmhbcus hcdbh `ccns tc kemw achktbce.

    B `mttmr jmt ce tcp cg tokt ks scce ks B wknm up.Vom gcaacwbej dcrebej, wome som rmturemf grcd wcrn, cehm kjkbe wbtocut jrmmtbej dm som

    wkanmf fbrmhtay cvmr tc tom tmamvbsbce smt kef gmat bt kaa cvmr. ]p kef fcwe. Kef som soct dm wbtotom mvba, okbry mym`kaa wobam som wks fcbej bt, tcc.

    Oddddecw wokt bs som fcbej3B tocujot tc dysmag. Bs som rmdbefbej dm tokt tobs bs omrtmamvbsbce3 @ut B karmkfy necw tokt! Xom dust `m tmaabej dm scdmtobej tokt B fcet karmkfy necw.Zokt fcet B necw3 Cg hcursm! Xoms gmmabej bt tc smm bg bts wkrd cr oct.

    @ut tom tmamvbsbce wks stbaa hcaf, `mhkusm B wks ect jcbej tc jmt dysmag `ustmf twc ebjots be

    k rcw gcr tom mxkht skdm tobej. Hcdbh `ccns okfet nmpt dm stupbf. B fbfet rmkf Krhobm, kef Bwks ec Iujomkf. Ecpm! B okf pakeemf ce aybej acw gcr k abttam wobam keywky. Kef ecw B nemw Bemmf tc ture cgg tom tmamvbsbce wbto mecujo tbdm gcr bt tc `mhcdm hcaf kjkbe. Ceay tom AktmXocw!

    Aktmr be tom fky, kgtmr shocca, wm wkanmf k fbggmrmet wky ocdm, ce uegkdbabkr strmmts. Zmstcppmf be grcet cg k `ubafbej tokt accnmf vmry duho abnm kectomr shocca, `ut B fbf ect smm keyctomr nbfs krcuef. Vomrm wmrm ceay kfuats wbtocut `ccns jcbej be kef cut cg tom rmf `rbhn`ubafbej. Zm pkssmf torcujo tom rmvcavbej fccrs, tome torcujo tom ac``y tc k `ken cg mamvktcrs,kef rcfm tomd up tc tom smhcef gaccr. Zome tom fccrs cpmemf, wm wmrm dmt `y ke kfuat sbttbej`mobef k fmsn. Xom wcrm `akhn-grkdmf jakssms kef omr okbr wks puaamf `khn betc k `ue `mobefomr omkf. Vomrm wmrm dkey `akhn-grkdmf pcstmrs okejbej ce tom wkaas, `ut B fbfet rmhcjebzmtom bdkjms besbfm tomd. Vomrm wks k amktomr hcuho kef twc cvmr-sbzmf amktomr hokbrs. Dy

    dctomr wkanmf dm tc tom hcuho tome rmamksmf dy okef. Xom ecffmf. B skt.Xom kpprckhomf tom wcdke `mobef tom fmsn, kef tomy sokrmf k gmw scgt wcrfs, `ut B fbf

    ect omkr tomd. Kgtmrwkrfs, dy dcd tccn omr pakhm ce tom hcuho emxt tc dm. Zm fbfet okvmwkbt tcc acej `mgcrm kectomr kfuat krrbvmf be tom wkbtbej rccd tc jrmmt us. Om wks tkaamr toke dydcd, `ut ect `y duho. Obs gkhm wks obffme `y k guaa, `usoy, `akhn `mkrf, kef `akhn-grkdmfjakssms. Om wcrm k ikhnmt kef tbm, iust abnm \rcgmsscr Dbaamr. Dy dctomr stccf up, kef tomy kascmxhokejmf k gmw scgt wcrfs tokt B hcuaf ect omkr. Xom dctbcemf gcr dm tc rbsm grcd tom hcuho,kef wm gcaacwmf tom kfuat betc k `bj rccd wbto k acej cvka-sokpmf tk`am. Vomrm wmrm dkey dcrm`akhn-grkdmf pcstmrs ce tom wkaas, ks tobs wks k duho `bjjmr rccd toke tom wkbtbej rccd.

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    Vom dke fbrmhtmf dy dcd tc k hokbr ce cem sbfm cg tom tk`am, kef dm tc cem ce khrcssgrcd omr. Om skt be tom dbffam kt tom omkf cg tom tk`am womrm kfuat dme abnm tc `m smktmf. Bstufbmf obs okefs> tomy wmrm scgt kef rmakxmf. B wcefmrmf bg om wks jcbej tc tkan kt dm, tc dm,krcuef dm, cr wbto dm.

    Omaac, abttam gmaak! Om trbmf tc gcrhm k sdbam uefmremkto obs `akhn `mkrf. Obs tmmto wmrm `rbjotymaacw ks tom sue.

    Abttam gmaak3Jcf! B oktmf tokt! @ut B rmspcefmf bddmfbktmay kef accnmf obd squkrmay torcujotom grkdms cg obs mymjakssms, abnm B wks tkujot.

    B uefmrstkef tokt ycu abnm tc frmss up be hcstudms, kef paky khtbej3 \amksm, wbaa ycu tmaa dmk abttam dcrm k`cut wokt bt bs tokt ycu fc3

    Vobs bs bt3 Vobs bs dy puebsodmet3 Zoc bs tobs dke3 Ocw fbf dy dctomr gbef obd3 Zoy bsom ksnbej dm trbhn qumstbces3 Zokt bs om jcbej tc fc tc dm3 Kefwome bs om pakeebej cefcbej bt3

    B accnmf khrcss tom tk`am kt dy dctomr gcr pmrdbssbce tc hcetbeum. Xom ecffmf. Brmdmd`mrmf ocw bdpcrtket bt wks tc keswmr tom mxkht qumstbce ke kfuat ksnmf. Jbvm tomdectobej dcrm kef ectobej amss. Ocaf ycur hobe up, socuafmrs up kef `khn, kef accn fbrmhtay betctombr myms. Xpmkn sacway kef hamkray tc `m uefmrstccf.

    Zmaa, sbr, yms. B fc abnm tc wmkr hcstudms kef paky prmtmef, kef dknm `mabmvm.

    Vokt wks k jccf keswmr, B tocujot. Frmss up wks wokt ycu fbf gcr hourho smrvbhms,wmffbejs, kef guemrkas. B wks ect jcbej tc usm tocsm wcrfs. Kef khtbej B ksschbktmf wbto dydctomr shcafbej dm tc stcp khtbej up! B wkset jcbej tc usm tokt wcrf mbtomr, `mhkusm B wcuaf`m kfdbttbej tokt B fbf scdmtobej `kf. \akybej prmtmef bs ect k `kf tobej kt kaa. Kef dknm`mabmvm wks tom k abttam `bt dcrm om wks ksnbej dm gcr. Bt wks k jccf keswmr.

    Om houhnamf kef akujomf.Zokt wks om akujobej k`cut3 Ectobej B skbf wks gueey, `ut oms akujobej keywky. Dky`m

    om wks akujobej k`cut wokt om wks pakeebej ce fcbej tc dm. Bs dy dctomr rmkaay jcbej tc amkvmdm omrm kacem wbto tobs strkejm dke3

    B soct omr k qubhn jakehm. Xom ecffmf, sc B rmturemf dy kttmetbce tc tom dke wbto tom okbrce obs gkhm.

    Okok! Rms! Rcu krm rbjot! Bts kaaprmtmef kef dknm `mabmvmectobej dcrm jrkef toke

    tokt!Zock! Bs tobs rmkaay okppmebej3 Ke kfuat tmaabej k nbf tokt om bs rbjot k`cut scdmtobej kef

    pcssb`ay sujjmstbej tokt tom kfuat bs wrcej. Vokt tom kfuat fbfet necw mvmrytobej tokt tomrm bs tcnecw k`cut mvmrytobej tomrm wks tc necw3

    B hacsmf dy myms gcr k dcdmet kef rmakxmf dy `cfy, prmpkrmf dysmag tc abstme hkrmguaay tcwokt om okf tc sky.

    Zm jrcweups okvm k tmefmehy tc hcdpabhktm tobejs wome tomy krm rmkaay ect kaa tokthcdpabhktmf. Co, Bd scrry! Omrm B kd rueebej dy dcuto, usbej wcrfs tokt ycu prc`k`ay fcetuefmrstkef. Kaacw dm tc put be kectomr wky

    Mxhusm dm. Xbr3B okf betmrruptmf ke kfuat, wobho B nemw wks k `bj ec-ec, ueamss ycu emmfmf tc usm tom

    `ktorccd. @ut B gmat tokt bt wks cnky tc fc tobs cem tbdm. Om kjrmmf kef ecffmf pmrdbssbce.

    B uefmrstkef tom dmkebejs cg `cto tmefmehy kef hcdpabhktmf, kef ocw ycu krm usbejtomd. Xc B fc uefmrstkef wokt ycu krm tmaabej dm.

    Om accnmf hcegusmf, `mhkusm om prc`k`ay tocujot tokt B fbfet uefmrstkef wokt khtbejdmket, wobho wcuaf dmke B kasc fbfet uefmrstkef `bjjmr wcrfs. @ut B emvmr skbf B fbfetuefmrstkef, kef om emvmr ksnmf dm. Bg scdm`cfy wkets tc necw scdmtobej k`cut dm, tomyemmf tc ksn dm.

    B nemw wokt khtbej dmket, B iust fbfet wket tc usm tokt wcrf. B necw dkey wcrfs tokt Bemvmr put be prkhtbhm, `mhkusm B wket pmcpam tc uefmrstkef wokt B kd skybej. Bg B usm wcrfs tokt

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    B kd ect k`scautmay surm tokt tom pmrsce B kd kffrmssbej wbaa uefmrstkef, tome B kd tom stupbfcem.

    B abnm tc rmkf Xbr, kef B rmkf k act!Co, yms, B smm. Kef wokt bs bt tokt ycu abnm tc rmkf, ycuej dke3

    Ko, B okvm `mme prcdctmf be obs myms grcd abttam gmaak tc ycuej dke.Ec kfuat okf mvmr ksnmf dm wokt B abnm tc rmkf. Vomy wmrm usukaay tcc `usy tmaabej dm wokt

    B socuafrmkf.Dky`m wm hke ecw hcetbeum wbto wokt kfuats rmgmr tc ks hcevmrsktbce. B tocujot. B hcuaf

    gmma dysmag `mjbeebej tc wkrd tc tobs dke. Om wkset abnm tom ctomrs. B fbf ect necw bg om wks ksebhm ks ]eham Jmcrjm, `ut om kppmkrmf tc `m cpme kef uefmrstkefbej, abnm \rcgmsscr Dbaamr.

    B abnm tc rmkf Dkrvma & FH hcdbh `ccns, tom Mehyhacpmfbk @rcwesmrbms, Vom Okrfy @cys,scdm Ekehy FrmwB abnm tc rmkf dystmrbms! B kasc rmkf tom emwspkpmr tokt dy dcd `rbejsocdm grcd wcrn, tom Zcraf @ccn & Kdmrbhkek Mehyhacpmfbksmts, kef Dr. Zm`stmrsfbhtbcekry.

    Hke ycu tmaa dm woy tocsm twc smts cg mehyhacpmfbk, ks cppcsmf tc ctomrs3@mhkusm tocsm krm tom twc smts tokt wm okvm kt ocdm. Dy dctomr jct tomd `mhkusm B wks

    kawkys ksnbej tcc dkey qumstbces, kef som skbf bt dkfm omr omkf spbe, kef tome som wcuaf jmtfbzzy. Xc ecw, wome B okvm qumstbces, tomrm krm tormm pakhms womrm B hke jc tc gbef tom

    keswmrs9 tom twc mehyhacpmfbk smts kef tom fbhtbcekry. B fcet okvm tc fkehm ce dy dctomrsakst emrvm keydcrm.

    Kef wokt k`cut tom `ccns tomy jbvm ycu tc rmkf kt shocca3 Rcu gcrjct tc dmetbce tomd. Zokt k`cut tomd3 Rcu ksnmf dm tc tmaa ycu wokt B abnmf tc rmkf, kef B fbf. Rcu fcet abnm tom `ccns tomy jbvm ycu tc rmkf kt shocca3Ec, B fcet.Zbaa ycu sokrm wbto dm woy ycu fcet3@mhkusm tom tmxt`ccns tomy jbvm us tc rmkf kt dy shocca krm ect wrbttme gcr dm. Kfuats

    wrbtm tom tmxt`ccns. Kef abnm ycu skbf, kfuats okvm k tmefmehy tc hcdpabhktm tobejs. Xc tomy krmrmkaay wrbtbej gcr tomdsmavms. Kasc, tomsm skdm kfuats fc ect tmkho nbfs. Kaa tomy fc bs gcrhmtmkhomrs tc trkesaktm tombr tmxt`ccns gcr tomd.

    Fbf B sky tokt hcrrmhtay3 B ocpm om uefmrstkefs wokt B wks trybej tc sky. B toben tokt dky`m B

    wks spmknbej tcc gkst. Xpmkn sacwmr.Zokt B kd trybej tc sky, sbr, bs iust dky`m bg tom tmkhomrs wrctm tomsm tmxt`ccns, tomy

    wcuafet `m sc `crbej. Vom tmxt`ccns krm `crbej, kef tom tmkhomrs woc gcrhm nbfs tc rmkf tomdkrm `crbej tcc.

    Xc ycu fcetabnm tmkhomrs3B fbf ect sky tokt B fbfet abnm tomd. B skbf tokt tomy krm `crbej. Xcdm B abnm dcrm toke

    ctomrs, `ut B usukaay iust fcet hkrm k`cut keytobej tomy okvm tc sky.Ocw fc ycu gmma k`cut tom shocca `ccns tokt krm ect tmxt`ccns3Xcdm krm cnky. Vom tmkhomrs tmaa ycu tokt tomy krm kaabdpcrtket tc rmkf, `ut ect cem cg

    tomd hke tmaa ycu woytomy krm kaa sc bdpcrtket. \rc`k`ay `mhkusm tomy fcet necw woytomdsmavms.

    Cnky. B toben B uefmrstkef wokt ycu krm tmaabej dm. Ecw, B wcuaf abnm tc rmture tc wokt bt bs

    tokt ycu fcabnm. Zome ycu krm be hcstudm kef paky prmtmef, wokt fc ycu meicy tom dcst3 Vokts ke mksy qumstbce. B abnm tom dcvmdmet tom dcsttom khtbce!Wmry betmrmstbejvmry betmrmstbej befmmf. Zbaa ycu nbefay tmaa dm k abttam dcrm k`cut ocw tom

    dcvmdmet amkfs tc khtbce3Xctobs bs bt3 Vobs bs dy puebsodmet3 Vc tkan wbto ke kfuat k`cut wokt B abnm tc fc kef woy

    B abnm tc fc bt3 B jct cgg prmtty mksy!Zmaa, bts abnm tom gcba vmrsus Nbej Krtours Xwcrf. Vom gcba bs abjot kef hke `me f. Vom swcrf

    bs omkvy kef hkeect `mef. Ocw duho tom wmkpce wmbjos, ocw bt hke `m dcvmf, kef wokt ycukrm wmkrbej tmaas ycu ocw ycu emmf tc dcvm kef kht be crfmr tc

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    Dy omkrt wks `mktbej tcc gkst. B wks tcc mxhbtmf! B wks kfvkehbej tcc qubhnay! Pmtrmkt! Ecw!@mef dy kttmetbce, abnm tom gcba, tc tom `akhn-grkdmf pcstmrs ce tom wkaa, tome tom hmbabej abjots.

    \amksm, pamksm hcetbeum. Be crfmr tc wokt3Zcw! Vobs dke bs rmkaay abstmebej tc dm! Bts abnm om fcmset okvm keytobej masm ce obs dbef

    ctomr toke `mbej omrm kef abstmebej tc wokt B okvm tc sky! Xokzkkd!Be crfmr tcabvm, sbr.

    Kgtmr B skbf wokt B skbf, B stkrmf wbto dy omkf fcwe kt tom tk am. Fbf B dknm k dbstknm tctrust tobs dke3 B fcet necw woy, `ut B gmat scdmtobej strkejm dcvbej besbfm cg dy stcdkho. B gmatks tocujo B okf iust sokrmf cem cg dy `bjjmst smhrmts wbto k strkejmr, k smhrmt tokt B fbfet necwB okf. B hcuaf omkr sbamehm gcr k acej tbdm> bt smmdmf abnm gcrmvmr. B wks uehcdgcrtk`am wbto bt,kef suffmeay B gmat abnm B iust wketmf tc hry. @ut B fbfet wket tc jbvm dy tmkrs tc k strkejmr.

    B hcuaf gmma tom tmkrs habd`bej up grcd fmmp besbfm cg dm tc gbaa dy myms. B fbfet necw ocw tcstcp tomd grcd hcdbej up. B hcuafet stcp tomd grcd hcdbej up, `mhkusm bt wks tcc aktm. @ut Bhcuaf stcp tomd grcd pcurbej cut cg dm!

    Rms B hke! Kef B wbaa! B wbaa fc bt! @ut B emmf omap!Vome B swkaacwmf oks okrf ks B hcuaf kef suddcemf Ymus tc omap dm.\amksm Ymus, tom Gktomr cg Jcfs kef kaa dmeomap dm! Ecw B dust

    hcehmetrktmhcehmetrktmhcehmetrktm Rms! B `mabmvm ycu wcuaf gbt vmry wmaa be cur prcjrkd omrm. Kef B wbaa meicy vmry duho

    wcrnbej wbto ycu.Vom tmkrs wmrm be rmtrmkt, `khnbej fcwe grcd tom jrmkt pcwmr cg Gktomr Ymus.Zokt3 Zokt fbf om iust sky3 \rcjrkd3 Omrm3 Zcrn3B hcuaf gmma dysmag `rmktom cehm kjkbe. B abgtmf dy hobe kef turemf dy gkhm tc dmmt obs

    sdbabej gkhm, accnbej kt obs tobhn `mkrf kef ymaacw tmmto. Kef tome, B spcnm sacway kef hamkray ksB pmmrmf betc tom pupbas cg obs mym`kaas.

    Zomrmbs omrm3 Kef woc krm ycu, keywky3Om gaksomf k pmmn kt dy dctomr, tome hamkrmf obs torckt ks om rmturemf obs kttmetbce `khn tc

    dm.\amksm gcrjbvm dm gcr `mhcdbej hkrrbmf kwky wbto tom kssudptbce tokt ycu nemw ocw ycu

    hkdm tc `m omrm. Zm krm prmsmetay smktmf be ke kfdbebstrktbvm hcegmrmehm rccd cg Obaas Hcaamjmcg Mfuhktbce. B kd \rcgmsscr Fcfjm cg tom Frkdktbh Krts Fmpkrtdmet. \rcgmsscr Dbaamr bs k fmkrgrbmef, kef om rmhcddmefmf tokt B dmmt wbto ycu.

    \rcgmsscr Dbaamr3 Cnky. B gmat duho `mttmr ecw. B fbf ect dknm k dbstknm.Fcfjm3 Fc ycu dmke abnm fcfjm `kaa kef Fcfjm Hbty3Rms. Iust abnm fcfjm `kaa.Om sdbamf kjkbe. B wks mxhbtmf! @ut B rmdmd`mrmf tokt B emmfmf tc amkre ocw tc `mhcdm

    dcrm hkrmgua k`cut jmttbej tcc mxhbtmf. B fbf ect abnm tokt gmmabej be dy stcdkho cr tom tmkrs tokthkdm up besbfm cg dm wome B tocujot B okf dkfm k dbstknm.

    B abnm fcfjm `kaa, tcc! Bts kectomr tobej tokt B abnm tc fc, `mhkusm B jmt tc dcvm! Rcu kascskbf scdmtobej k`cut k prcjrkdwokt nbef cg prcjrkd3

    Om hamkrmf obs torckt cehm dcrm.Bt bs k frkdktbh krts prcjrkd. B fbrmht hcaamjm stufmets be tom gbemr mxpacrktcry kef

    mxpcsbtcry kspmhts cg prmtmef kef dknm `mabmvbej.Mxpacrm abnm Horbstcpomr Hcaud`us3Rms.Kef wokt mxkhtay fc ycu fbrmht tom stufmets tc mxpcsm3Vomdsmavms.B amt tobs tocujot smttam be dy dbef gcr k dcdmet.

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    Cnky. Xc bts abnm ycu krm Horbstcpomr Hcaud`us kef ycu okvm tobs `ckt hkaamf kspmhts.Kef mvme tocujo, kaa cg tom ctomr kfuats be ycur wcraf sky tom wcraf bs gakt, ycu fcet necw toktbts trum iust `mhkusm tomy sky sc. Dky`m bt bs,dky`m bt bset. Xc, ycu bevbtm keycem woc wkets tchcdm kacej ce tobs icuremy tc wokt bs ect ymt necwe, ce ycur `ckt hkaamf kspmhts, womrm ycukrm tom ekvbjktcr. @ut tom icuremy bs ect tc mxpacrm kef fbshcvmr emw wcrafs cutsbfm cg tomwcraf, ks wm necw bt, `ut tc mxpacrm, uehcvmr, kef mxpcsm emw grcetbmrs obffme fmmp besbfm cg

    mkho icuremydke! @ut tobs wcuaf dmke tokt tom `ckt wcuaf okvm tc hokejm gcrd kef `mhcdm ksu`dkrbem! Xurprbsm! Hdce! Ocw hcca bs tokt3 Kef tom vcykjm bs ecw tc tom vmry `cttcd cg tomfmmpmst pkrt cg tom chmke! Xcdmtobej abnm tokt, \rcgmsscr3

    \rmhbsmay abnm tokt!Zoy, bts iust abnm cem jbjketbh dystmry! Bset bt, \rcgmsscr Fcfjm3Zm `cto akujomf cut acuf.Rms! Bt bs! Cem jbjketbh dystmry womrm kaa cg tom frkjces, fmdces, sokrns, `kf juys, kef

    jccf juys krm kaa kabvm kef wmaa, nbhnbej besbfm cg ycu. Vmaa dmfcms key cg tobs betmrmst ycu3B abnm dystmrbms k act! Kef, yms! B kd vmry betmrmstmf! Cem dcrm tobejpamksm try ect tc smm dm ks k tmkhomr. B hcesbfmr dysmag tc `m dcrm cg k

    jubfm, kef k fbrmhtcr, kef k stufmet kasc, ks B kd hcestketay amkrebej emw tobejs kaa tom tbdm.Ocw hke B smm ycu ks k tmkhomr wome ycu krm ect3 Rcu krm k \rcgmsscr abnm \rcgmsscr

    Dbaamr! B dmke, ycu fcet tmkho nbfs be jrkfm shocca, fc ycu3Ec, Bhket sky tokt B okvm, ecr fc B okvm key pakes tc fc sc be tom gcrmsmmk`am guturm. Ecw,

    gcrtuektmay, wm krm stbaa mkray be tom smdmstmr, sc ycu okvm ect dbssmf tmrrb`ay duho. Zm accngcrwkrf tc smmbej ycu tobs Xkturfky be tom tomktmr.

    B okf ceay dbssmf tormm wmmns cg tom prcjrkd. Vobs wks k jccf tobej, `mhkusm kaa cg tomdbssmf smssbces wmrm amhturms jbvme `y k wmaa-necwe vbaakjm tomktrbhka fbrmhtcr, k tomktrbhkakhtcr, kef tom prcgmsscr. Dcrm kfuats tkanbej kt ycu, B tocujot. B `mabmvmf B okf rmhmbvmf mecujoamhturbej kt ocdm kef be hourho smrvbhm, sc B wcuaf okvm `mme `crmf rmstamss.

    Vom prcjrkd wks omaf be k sdkaa tomktmr, ectobej abnm Pkfbc Hbty Dusbh Okaa. Dy gbrst fky, Bwks bestruhtmf tc sbt stbaa kef c`smrvm tom jrcup. Vobs smssbce wks fmvctmf tc `achnbej, tompcsbtbcebej cg tom pakymrs `cfy ce stkjm. B stufbmf mvmry sbejam pakymr hkrmguaay wome tomykppmkrmf scac ce stkjm tc fmdcestrktm tombr kssbjedmet grcd tom prmvbcus wmmn. B wcefmrmf bg B

    hcuaf fc wokt tomy wmrm fcbej.Vomrm wks k sdkaa jrcup cg us, tobrtmme pakymrs behaufbej dysmag. B wks tom ceay nbftom

    rmst wmrm ycuej kfuats woc kppmkrmf tc `m ocafbej cut `mgcrm surrmefmrbej tc `mhcdm guaakfuats. Okag cg tomsm wmrm gmdkam, iust abnm be jrkfm shocca.

    Kt tom mef cg tom dcrebej smssbce, tom prcgmsscr pkssmf cut kssbjedmets gcr tom gcaacwbejwmmn. Mkho pakymr rmhmbvmf ke befbvbfuka kssbjedmet sommt. Dy sommt ceay okf gcur abems, wobhormkf9

    Pcam9 Vomktrbhka KhtcrHcstudm9 Ecem\rcps9 Ecem[umstbce cg Mxpacrktbce9 Grcd tom `mjbeebej, wokt hcdpmas ycur hokrkhtmr tc kht3

    Vom vmry gbrst tobej B wbaa fc wome B jmt ocdm bs ksn Dr. Zm`stmr wokt tom wcrf hcdpmadmkes.B tocujot. B wbaa stufy tom fmgbebtbce cvmr aueho.

    B tocujot cg khtcrs ks kfuats woc abnm tc paky prmtmef. B wks `ut k hobaf. B wk set qubtm surmk`cut ocw tc kpprckho tobs hokaamejm. B pmmrmf `mtwmme tom `rmkf kt tom pmkeut `uttmr kef imaaybe dy skefwbho gcr jubfkehm.

    B wcrrbmf gcr k dcdmet tokt tobs wks tcc jrmkt k hokaamejm gcr dm. @ut tome, B rm-rmkf tom[umstbce cg Mxpacrktbce cvmr kef cvmr kjkbe.

    Oddcnky, sc womrm fc B `mjbe3

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    Vom keswmr tc dy qumstbce wks `cafay stkrbej rbjot `khn kt dm cgg cg tom kssbjedmet sommtymaabej kt tom tcp cg bts auejs! Omrm B Kd! Cvmr omrm! Zoy hket ycu smm dm3Vom hcremrs cg dydcuto abgtmf, kef B meicymf k `maay akujo kt dysmag. Cg hcursm, ycu fbej-k-abej! B `mjbe kt tom`mjbeebej! Zome tom tomktrbhka khtcr wks k hobaf! Vobs bs wokt B necw! @mjbe wbto wokt B necw!

    Kjkbe, B rm-rmkf tom [umstbce cg Mxpacrktbce9 Zokt hcdpmas Zoy fcms tobs VomktrbhkaKhtcr fc wokt om fcms3 Vobs bs k [umstbce cg Mxpacrktbce, tomrm bs ec hcehrmtm keswmr tc gbef

    ceay tom qumstbce tc mxpacrm.Jccf, Bd jceek `mjbe wbto tom wokt tc mxpacrm tom woy, `mhkusm tom wokt fcms ect

    hokejmbt stkys tom skdm kaa tom tbdm. K tomktrbhka khtcr khts. Om prmtmefs tokt om bs scdmtobejcr scdmcem ctomr toke woc om bs. Kef tobs bs wokt B fc wome B paky prmtmef. B put ce dyhcstudm kef `mhcdm scdm`cfy masm. Kaa cg tom supmr omrcms be dy hcdbh `ccns wmrm sbdbakr.Vomy hokejm betc hcstudms tc `mhcdm ctomr pmcpam. @ut tom tomktrbhka khtcr ce dy kssbjedmetsommt fcms ect wmkr hcstudms.

    Vokt ymkr, tomrm wks k emw supmr omrc hokrkhtmr tokt FH Hcdbhs betrcfuhmf tokt fbfetwmkr k hcstudm9 Dmtkdcrpoc, tom Mamdmet Dke. @mgcrm om `mhkdm k supmr oudke, om wks kekfvmeturmr, kef tome om wks mxpcsmf tc k rkfbckhtbvm dmtmcrbtm be ke Mjyptbke pyrkdbf. Vobsmxpcsurm hokejmf obd betc Vom Mamdmet Dke.

    Kfvmeturmr. Mxpcsurm. Hokejm.

    Vc dm, ke kfvmeturmr kef ke mxpacrmr wmrm cem be tom skdm. Dmtkdcrpoc hcuaf trkesgcrdobs `cfy cr key `cfy pkrt betc key mamdmet cr hcd`bektbce cg mamdmets.

    Mxpacrmr. Mxpcsurm. Hokejm. Bset tobs wokt ke khtcr fcms3 Rms, bt bs. Vom wokt. Zmaa, toktwks mksy! Ecw, B wbaa mxpacrm tom woy. B necw B fcet okvm duho abgm mxpmrbmehm, ks B okvm ceay`mme ce Mkrto gcr k vmry socrt pmrbcf cg tbdmmbjot ymkrs be Fmhmd`mr. Kef B hke ceayrmdmd`mr tormm cg tocsm mbjot ymkrs. @ut B okvm okf scdm mxpmrbmehms, kef B fcet okvm duhohocbhm ctomr toke tc usm wokt B okvm jkbemf. Dy mxpacrktbce cg tom wokt oks amf dm tc gchus ce9hokejm, Dmtkdcrpoc tom Mamdmet Dke, dmtkdcrpocsbs, kef tom mamdmets cg hokejm.

    Kef tome, dy dbef frbgtmf tc dy betbdktm mxpmrbmehm wbto tom `uttmrgay. Vom uttmrgay wks dygkvcrbtm abvbej tobej. @ut tom `uttmrgay wks ect kawkys k `uttmrgay. @mgcrm bt wks k `uttmrgay, bt wksbe k hchcce, kef `mgcrm tokt, bt wks k hktmrpbaakr. Bt hokejmf grcd k hktmrpbaakr tc k `uttmrgaywbtocut k hcstudm.

    B hcuaf gmma dy omkrt `mkt. Bt wks `mjbeebej tc pbhn up bts pkhm. Bt gmat abnm B wks jmttbejhacsmr.

    Zokt fbf tom @uttmrgay tmkho dm3 Vomrm bs tom bdpcrtkehm cg grmmfcd. Cnky, wokt masm3Vkan tc dm Akfy @uttmrgaywokt masm3

    B hacsmf dy myms kef cpmemf dy dbef tc rmabvm tom mxpmrbmehm wbto Akfy @uttmrgay be dyomkf. B hcuaf gmma dysmag sdbabej kjkbe.

    Rms! Cg hcursm! Vom pcwmr cg stbaaemss! Vokts bt! Vokts tom pakhm bs womrm B emmf tc `mjbedy mxpacrktbce cg tom woy! Vom jrmktmst dystmry cg kaa dystmrbms9 tom hchcce. Zokt jcms cebesbfm tokt hchcce3 B dust hrmktm k hchcce kef rmdkbe stbaa besbfm cg bt!

    B wks sc okppy wbto tom prcjrmss tokt B dkfm cvmr k pmkeut `uttmr kef imaay skefwbho kef ktkaa jakss cg hochcaktm dban!

    B wmet betc tom nbthome tc wkso dy paktm kef jakss. Bt wks tome tokt B rmkabzmf B okf `mme

    mxpacrbej `khnwkrfs. Vom [umstbce cg Mxpacrktbce wks dcrm k`cut wokt hcdpmas tom hktmrpbaakr.B emmfmf tc rmkaay `mjbe wbto tom hktmrpbaakr, `ut kt tokt pcbet be dy abgm, B okfet spmet duho tbdmwbto tom besmhts. Bt wks tom kutude, kef hktmrpbaakrs krmet krcuef tokt tbdm cg ymkr.

    B tocujot k`cut wokt B okf tokt hcuaf omap dm3 Vom mehyhacpmfbks! Vom emxt frkdk smssbcewks Zmfemsfky, kef B wkset mxpmhtmf tc pmrgcrd uetba Xkturfky> tomrm wks pamety cg tbdm gcrmxpacrktbce.

    Zome B wcnm up mkray tom gcaacwbej dcrebej, B fbf ect ture ce tom tmamvbsbce smt. B `rcwsmftorcujo dy dctomrs rmhcrf hcaamhtbce9 Jame Dbaamr, Xmetbdmetka Icuremy, bestrudmetka. \mrgmht>ec wcrfs. B okf karmkfy `mjue dy cwe rmhcrf hcaamhtbce. Dy gbrst twc ka`uds wmrm Vom @mktams

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    kef Vom Xuprmdms, kef B cwemf k`cut tobrty sbejams ce gcrty-gbvms. @ut kaa cg dy rmhcrfs okfwcrfs be tom scejs, kef tom ceay wcrfs tokt B wketmf tc omkr tokt dcrebej wmrm tom wcrfs be dyomkf.

    B stufbmf tom fmshrbptbces cg tom hktmrpbaakr be `cto cg tom mehyhacpmfbks. Vome B aky fcwe cetom hkrpmt ce dy stcdkho kef trbmf tc dcvm abnm cemkjkbekef tome kjkbecvmr kef cvmr.Gbekaay, B hcaakpsmf ce dy stcdkho. Vom rmhcrf wks cvmr. Kaa B hcuaf omkr wks tom emmfam

    shrkthobej tom mef cg tom ka`ud. B jct up tc tknm tom emmfam cgg kef rmture tom ka`ud tc bts sammvmkef put bt `khn be bts prcpmr pakhm.

    Bt wks qubmt, kef tobs bs womrm tom tocujot hkdm tc dm. Vom hktmrpbaakr wks ect tom prcpmrpakhm tc `mjbe tom mxpacrktbce. Ec, tom hktmrpbaakr wks scdmtobej masm `mgcrm bt `mhkdm khktmrpbaakr.

    Cnky, `khn tc tom mehyhacpmfbks. Zokt bs bt3 Accn! Vomrm bt bs! Ke md`ryc. Vom `mjbeebej.B aky fcwe ce tom hkrpmt cehm kjkbe kef huramf up betc k tbey `kaa ce dy sbfm, tome stuhn dy

    toud` betc dy dcuto.Vom wmmn komkf wks tc `m mvmetgua, kef tocujo B okf fcem acts cg tobenbej kef pakeebej, B

    wks stbaa ect prmpkrmf. Kt tom hacsm cg tom akst shocca ymkr, tomrm wks k `bj \krmets VmkhomrKsschbktbce (\VK) dmmtbej. Dy dctomr skbf som okf tc jc, `mhkusm tomrm wmrm jcbej tc `m `bj

    hokejms. Vom ksschbktbce okf fmhbfmf tokt tomrm wmrm nbfs woc wmrm sacw amkremrs kef nbfswoc wmrm gkstmr amkremrs. Vomy rmkhomf k fmhbsbce tc hrmktm twc hakssms gcr mkho jrkfm dkfmup cg ceay tom gkst amkremrs. Vomy ekdmf tomsm hakssms tom BJH hakssms, gcr Betmaamhtukaay JbgtmfHobafrme

    Zome tom ymkr `mjke, dy dctomr wks omkrt`rcnme tokt B wks ect behaufmf be tobs jrcup.Xom emvmr skbf keytobej tc dm, `ut B wcuaf omkr omr tkanbej ce tom pocem tc Kuet Dkry. Xom wkssc upsmt kef skf. Kef B gmat sc skf gcr omr. Cem fky, cut cg tom `aum, B skbf , Dcd, ycu fcetemmf tc wcrry. \amksm fcet wcrry. B wbaa jmt betc tokt BJH hakss bg bts tom vmry akst tobej B fc. Bprcdbsm! B okf k`scautmay ec bfmk wokt B wks tkanbej k`cut> B iust wketmf gcr omr tc ect `m scskf. B toben bt wcrnmf, `mhkusm som sdbamf kgtmr B skbf tokt.

    Zmaa, wcuafet ycu necw, tokt hcdbej Dcefky tomy ksnmf dy dctomr betc tom prbehbpkascggbhm kef dkfm dm wkbt cutsbfm be tom grcet krmk. Bt wks tcrturm gcr dm! B trbmf sc okrf tc

    rmdmd`mr kaa tom tobejs tokt B okf fcem wrcej tokt ymkr, kaa tom rmksces dy dctomr hcuaf okvm`mme hkaamf betc tokt cggbhm.

    @ut B fbfet fc keytobej! B swmkr tc Jcf!Dy dctomr hkdm cut wbto k `bj ca sdbam ce omr gkhm. Vom prbehbpka gcaacwmf omr cut cg obs

    cggbhm kef amf dm tc dy emw hakss, tom hakss gcr gkstmr amkremrs.B okf k`scautmay ec bfmk ocw tobs okf okppmemf. B gbjurmf tokt dky`m bt wks `mhkusm cg kaa

    tom prkybej dy dcd fbf. @mhkusm tobs okf ectobej tc fc wbto dm, B wks ceay trybej tc omap omrgmma `mttmr. Dky`m som prkymf sc okrf tokt Jcf gbekaay omkrf omr kef tome om tcaf tom prbehbpkatokt tom shocca okf dkfm k dbstknm kef tokt bt wks up tc obd tc hcrrmht bt.

    Kaa B necw bs tobs9 Zome B wkanmf betc tokt hakssrccd, kaa cg dy grbmefs wmrm tomrm. Vom metbrmIcoeey [umsthrmw, tom twbes, Imssbhk Dbaamr, kef @mhny. Kef be tobs smesm, B gmat tokt B `macejmfbe tobs hakss, `mhkusm tomy wmrm kaa vmry okppy tc smm dm tomrm. Kef B wks okppy tc smm tomd,

    tcc!Kgtmr shocca, tom tmkhomr tcaf dm tc stky aktm sc som hcuaf tmaa dm tokt B okf k act cg hkthobej

    up tc fc. Xom kasc tcaf dm tokt grcd wokt som okf smme tokt fky, dy dkto snbaas wmrm ect ksstrcej ks tom ctomrs. Kt gbrst B wks k abttam hcegusmf wome som skbf tobs, `mhkusm B hcuaf kff,su`trkht, duatbpay, kef fbvbfm, mvme wbtocut k pmehba kef pkpmr. B wks cnky kt grkhtbces tcc. Vobsbs iust tom `mjbeebej cg smhcef jrkfm! Zokt masm fc B emmf tc necw k`cut dkto3 Zokt masmhcuaf tomrm pcssb`ay `m3

    @ut tome B rmdmd`mrmf wokt wm fbf be dkto hakss tokt fky. Zm wmrm fcbej scdmtobej B okfemvmr smme `mgcrm> B fbfetmvme `mabmvm bt wks dkto. Xom okf us wcrnbej wbto dbebkturm wccfme

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    `achns cg fbggmrmet sokpms, hcacrs, kef sbzms. Bt okf scdmtobej tc fc wbto jmcdmtry, k wcrf Bemmfmf tc accn up wome B jct ocdm. Xom fmhbfmf som wcuaf kssbje cem cg dy hakssdktms tctutcr dm uetba B hkujot up wbto tom rmst cg tom hakss. Kef wocd fbf som kssbje3 Vom `mst dktostufmet be tom hakss, tom gkstmst cg tom gkstDkrbkeem, tom jbra woc okf nbhnmf dm be tom `kaas scokrf tokt mvmry tbdm B accnmf kt omr B hcuaf gmma twc audps stuhn be dy torckt.

    Dy dctomr wks sdbabej furbej tom metbrm wkan ocdm, skybej Omaac! kef Okvm k ebhm fky!

    tc mvmry pmrsce wm pkssmf kacej tom wky. Vom ceay tobej tokt B gmat wks tom urjm tc torcw up,kef tokt dy nekpskhn okf `mhcdm twbhm ks omkvy. Zome wm jct ocdm, tom tmampocem rkejece-stcp, kef dy dcd wks iust hokttbej kwky k`cut dm jmttbej betc tobs BJH hakss kgtmrprcdbsbej omr tokt B wcuaf. Xom wks sc prcuf!

    Vom gbrst tobej B fbf wks accn up jmcdmtry.Zokt3 Zoy3 Zoy fc B emmf tc amkre tobs ecw3Vome B rmvbmwmf dy abst cg ocdmwcrn kssbjedmets gcr tom emxt fky.

    Krm ycu nbffbej dm3 Zome kd B suppcsmf tc fc kaa cg tobs3B wks be tom hakss gcr gkstmr amkremrs, `ut B wks qubhnay amkrebej tokt wm wcuaf `m usbej tom

    skdm tmxt`ccns ks tom sacw amkremrs `ut dcvbej torcujo tomd twbhm ks gkst. Vom sacw hakssjmts torcujo okag cg mkho `ccnbg toktmkho smdmstmr. Kef tom ceay wky cg jmttbej torcujometbrm tmxt`ccns gcr tom smdmstmr wks tc fc twbhm tom wcrn be tom skdm kdcuet cg tbdm. Vobs

    wks rmkaay gcur tbdms tom ocdmwcrn!Vomrm bs ectobej dcrm tokt B oktm ks duho ks ocdmwcrnB OKVM BV!Vomrm wmrm tcc dkey ctomr tobejs tokt B wcuaf rktomr `m fcbej. Ocusmocaf hocrms, cnky, ec

    prc`amd! Vokts wokt B hkaa rmka ocdmwcrn> haksswcrn socuaf ceay `m fcem be tom hakssrccd.Zoy dust wm `rbej bt ocdm3

    B okf gkr dcrm bdpcrtket tobejs tc fc kwky grcd shocca> tomrm wks dy kebdka hkrm`usbemss, wobho wks omapbej tc `ubaf dy hcdbh `ccn, hcstudm, kef rmhcrf hcaamhtbce. Vome, Bemmfmf tom tbdm tc rmkf tom hcdbh `ccns, paky be dy hcstudms, kef abstme tc dy dusbh. Kefwokt k`cut paky fktms wbto dy grbmefs3 Kef hu` shcuts3 B fbfet wket tc `m k wcag gcrmvmr> ocwwks B jcbej tc dknm bt tc `mkr3 Vomrm wmrm kasc tom dkrtbka krts hakssms tokt B wks skvbej up tc

    icbe.Kef ecw, tomrm bs tobs frkdk prcjrkd ce Zmfemsfkys kgtmrshocca kef Xkturfky dcrebejs.

    B kasc emmfmf tc hrmktm tbdm tc prmpkrm kt ocdm gcr tom gcaacwbej wmmns kssbjedmet. \aushourho smrvbhm kef Xuefky shocca! B `mhkdm mxokustmf iust tobenbej k`cut kaa cg tom wcrn Bfbfet okvm tom tbdm tc gbebso. B fbf ocdmwcrn tom metbrm kgtmrecce, mvmebej, kef ebjot uetba`mftbdm. B fbfet mvme gbebso bt kaa, `ut tokt nbaamr dkto kssbjedmet wks fcem. Vobs wks tom dcstdbsmrk`am tokt B hcuaf rmdmd`mr gmmabej, `ut B okf emvmr smme dy dctomr okppbmr.

    Vom emxt fky be shocca, Dkrbkeem skt `msbfm dm be omr emw kssbjemf smkt. Xom nmpt omrmyms ce mvmry dcvm B dkfm, mvmrytobej B fbf. B gmat md`krrkssmf, `ut kt tom skdm tbdm, B wksfmspmrktm tc socw omr tokt B hcuaf fc tobs jmcdmtry tobej wbtocut key kssbstkehm grcd omr. @ut Bwcuaf amkre furbej dy smhcef fky tokt tobs wks k abm, B emmfmf omr omap.

    Cvmr tbdm, tom dcrm B surrmefmrmf tc tom rmkabty tokt B truay emmfmf omr omap, tom dcrm Brmkabzmf B okf fmvmacpmf k smrbcus hruso ce omr. Ocw smrbcus3 Bt wks vmry, vmry smrbcussmrbcus mecujo tc `mhcdm dy gcurto smhrmt. Bt wks sc smrbcus tokt B gketksbzmf k`cut `mbej

    stupbf kef sacw gcr tom rmst cg dy fkys sc som hcuaf tutcr dm torcujo abgm.Ce tom cem okef, @mhny wks prc`k`ay tom ebhmst kef hutmst jbra be tom metbrm jrkfm. Xom

    abnmf tc ocaf dy okef, okvm dm `ktom omr jacw, kef fmabjotmf be smrvbej dm grmsoay `knmfhochcaktm hobp hccnbms be tom prbvkhy cg omr ocdm. B ksschbktmf @mhny wbto icy, grmmfcd, kef tomhmam`rktbce cg Abgm. Zm meicymf hcuetamss dmdcrk`am dcdmets tcjmtomr.

    Ce tom ctomr okef tomrm wks tom ece-fmshrbpt jbra woc wks tom `mkrmr cg `rutka poysbhkapkbe, woc okf aksmrs gcr mym`kaas, wcrm ujay mymjakssms, kef okf grmhnams kaa cvmr omr gkhm.Dkrbkeem shkrmf tom abvbej fkyabjots cut cg dm! Kef tobs jbra wcuaf `mhcdm dy gbrst hruso3

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    Jrmkt! B surm necw ocw tc pbhn md! B hocsm tom jbra woc hkrrbmf pkbe, suggmrbej, kef oudbabty, kefwoc smrvmf ks k fkbay rmdbefmr tokt B kd jmcdmtrbhkaay c`tusm.

    @y tom tbdm Zmfemsfky rcaamf krcuef, B wks gmmabej rmabmvmf tc jc tc Frkdk hakss. Bt wks kjrmkt mshkpm grcd tom dkfemss cg dy wcraf, wobho okf suffmeay turemf upsbfm fcwe kef wkstud`abej kef hcaakpsbej ce tcp cg dm.

    Vom smssbce wks fbvbfmf betc twc pkrts, tom gbrst cg wobho wks k fmdcestrktbce grcd kgksobce poctcjrkpomr, k dke wbto abjots, kef k rkba-tobe gmdkam dcfma. Vom poctcjrkpomrfmdcestrktmf tom bdpcrtkehm cg abjotbej, sokfbej, kef sokfcws wome tmaabej k stcry ce stkjm.

    Vom smhcef pkrt wks fmsbjektmf gcr tom pakymrs tc tknm tom stkjm, kaa tobrtmme cg us kt tomskdm tbdm. Vom prcgmsscr ksnmf us tc `achn cut tom pcrtbces cg tom stkjm tokt wm wcuaf emmf gcrXkturfkys pmrgcrdkehm. B wks komkf cg tom jkdm, ks B okf `achnmf cut tom stkjm be dy omkffurbej tom fmdcestrktbce. B hcuetmf sbx pkhms grcd tom stkjm amgt hurtkbe tcwkrf tom hmetmr cg tomstkjm, `ut k act hacsmr tc tom sbfm hurtkbe. Vobs bs womrm B wcuaf cpme. Ecw B wks trybej tc gbjurmcut ocw tc cpme dy pmrgcrdkehm ks ke md`ryc `mhkusm B emmfmf tc `m aybej fcwe ce tom stkjmgaccr huramf up ce dy sbfm. B hkdm up wbto k hcupam cg bfmks, `ut tomy iust fbfet gmma rbjot.

    B hcuaf smm tokt bt wks jcbej tc `m fbggbhuat tc tmaa dy stcry cg mxpacrktbce ks B betmefmf.Ocwmvmr, bt fbf chhur tc dm tokt B hcuaf tmaa tom stcry ks B mxpacrmf tom qumstbce`khnwkrfs.

    Rms! Vokts bt! @khnwkrfs! Zome B wkan up tom sbfm stkjm stkbrs, ks scce ks B kd ce tomstkjm akefbej, B wbaa iudp kef gakp k`cut abnm k @uttmrgay tc tom sbx pkhm spct ce tom stkjm, keftome dknm k ]-ture tc tom hurtkbes. Cnky, tobs wbaa wcrn. Zokt kd B jceek usm tc dkrn tom sbx-

    pkhm spct3 Vom smkts be tom kufbmehm! Jccf! @khn betc tom hchcce cg tom hurtkbes, spbe cut betck hktmrpbaakr, hrkwa tc tom sbx-pkhm spct, kef hura betc ke md`ryc. Wmry jccf!

    Furbej tobs wkantorcujo, katocujo B wkset suppcsmf tc gbef ke keswmr, B gcuef cem9mvcautbce. Zokt hcdpmas k tomktrbhka khtcr tc kht wks obs beemr dcst fmsbrm tc mvcavm. Vokt dkfmpmrgmht smesm tc dm.

    Xcdmocw, B dkfm bt torcujo Voursfky kef Grbfky kef dkekjmf tc pkss tormm eksty pcpqubzzms. Furbej tobs tbdm, bt chhurrmf tc dm tokt kaa cg tom nbfs be dy hakss okf pkrmets woc wmrmsurjmces, shbmetbsts, akwymrs, krhobtmhts, prcgmsscrs, wmaa-necwe krtbsts, kef kutocrs, bdpcrtketpmcpam `mhkusm tomy wmrm wmaa-necwe. Kgtmr kaa, tom Gktomr cg Emws nemw woc tomy wmrm.

    Vomsm pkrmets dust `m omapbej tombr nbfs wbto kaa cg tobs ocdmwcrn! Ocw masm hcuaf tomy jmt bt kaafcem3 Cr dky`m tomy wmrm iust sdkrtmr kef gkstmr toke B wks, kef B fbfet rmkaay `macej be tomskdm hakss wbto tomsm BJH nbfs. Dky`m bt wks tokt sbdpam. Rms, tobs wks dcst abnmay tom hksm.

    Be key mvmet, B nemw tokt B wcuaf emvmr okvm tom hcurkjm tc sky tc dy dcd, Xcrry, Dcd,`ut Bd iust k rmjuakr nbf. B dmke, B necw ycu rmkaay wket dm tc `m spmhbka, `ut B kd ect spmhbka.Vomrm bs ectobej spmhbka k`cut dm. Bd rmjuakr. B abnm wkggams kef hrbspy `khce gcr `rmkngkst.Zome B okvm hmrmka kef dban, B abnm tc rmkf tom `khn cg tom hmrmka `cx. B fcet abnm tc mkt tomhmrmka kgtmr bt acsms bts hrueho. Xc wome ycu amkvm tom rccd, Bd jceek semkn betc tom `ktorccd,pcur tom scjjy hmrmka betc tom tcbamt, kef tome gauso. Kef Bd scrry tokt tomrm krm stkrvbejhobafrme be Kgrbhk kef pkrts cg Kdmrbhk tokt wcuaf acvm tc mkt dy scjjy amgtcvmr hmrmka. B kdrmkaay scrry gcr tomd, kef B wcuaf smef bt tc tomd bg B nemw ocw`ut B fcet.

    B acvm pbzzk, kef B wcuaf okvm bt mvmry fky gcr tom rmst cg dy abgm bg B hcuafkef hochcaktm

    tcc! Xmm, dcd3 B kd iust rmjuakr. B oktm hourho kef Bd ect surm B `mabmvm be Jcf. B fbfet smmobd `khn be tom pcca, `ut B fbf smm ke Kejmady Kuet Dkry, wocs ect mvme rmkaay dy kuet.Xcdmtbdms B toben kfuats dkfm Jcf up, iust abnm tomy fbf wbto Xketk Hakus, B ceay abnm Xuefkyshocca `mhkusm B okvm grbmefs dy kjm tomrm, `ut B fc `mabmvm tokt Imsus Horbst bs tom `msttmkhomr cg kaa tbdm.

    Kef, B oktmocdmwcrn! @ut B acvm hcdbh `ccns, wmkrbej hcstudms, kef pakybej prmtmef. @utB acvm dy jrcwbej dusbh hcaamhtbce, kef nbttmes, puppbms, hkts, fcjs, kef `uttmrgabms. Kef B meicypakybej cutsbfm wbto dy grbmefs. Bd scrry, `ut B fcet `mabmvm tokt B wbaa mvmr jrcw up tc `mscdmcem bdpcrtket abnm k fchtcr cr k akwymr, mvme tocujo B necw ycu rmkaay wket dm tc `m. B

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    fcet `mabmvm tokt B kd spmhbka mecujo tc `m tokt bdpcrtket. Kef B fcet `mabmvm Zkatmr Hrcenbtmwbaa mvmr necw woc B kd! Xmm, Dcd3 Bd ceay k rmjuakr nbf, `ut B acvm ycu mvme tocujo ycu krmke kfuat.

    Keywky, B iust wkeek rmture tc tom hakss gcr tom sacwmr amkremrs, sc B hke okvm dcrm tbdm tcfc tom tobejs tokt B meicy dcst.

    Vobs hcegmssbce wcuaf `rmkn omr omkrt, kef dy metbrm hcdbh `ccn hcaamhtbce wcuaf `m

    tcssmf betc tom behbemrktcr. Xc B fbfet okvm k hocbhm `ut tc gbef k wky tc stky be tom BJH hakss,kef pkss.

    Vom wmmnmef ocdmwcrn kssbjedmets wmrm nbaamr. Kef tomrm wmrm jcbej tc `m tmsts ceDcefky be mvmry su`imht. Vom surprbsm qubzzms tokt wmmn wmrm ect mksy, `ut tomy wmrm ect tccokrf, mbtomr. B mxpmht tom tmkhomrs wmrm jcbej tc dknm tom tmsts vmry, vmry fbggbhuat tc pkss. Kaa`mhkusm cg tokt fkde \VK dmmtbej! Vom pkrmets prc`k`ay dkfm tom tmkhomrs kejry wome tomyskbf, Bg cur hobafrme krm ect `mbej hokaamejmf mecujo be tobs shocca, wm wbaa tknm tomdmasmwomrm.

    Zoktmvmr tomy skbf tc tocsm tmkhomrs dust okvm abt k gbrm uefmr tombr smkts. Kef tomrm B wks,hkujot be tom dbffam.

    Ocw wbaa B dkekjm tom wmmnmef3 Grbfky kgtmrecce, mvmebej, ebjot uetba `mftbdm, B wbaa wcrnce tom kssbjedmets. Mkray Xkturfky dcrebej wome B wknm up, Baa rmomkrsm dy pmrgcrdkehm.

    Xkturfky kgtmrecce Baa wcrn ce tom frkdk kssbjedmet gcr tom gcaacwbej wmmn. Xkturfky mvmebejkef ebjot, Baa stufy gcr tmsts hcdbej Dcefky. Xuefky hourhoomy! Dky`m B hke jmt cut cghourho smrvbhm kef Xuefky shocca!

    ]egcrtuektmay, B cvmrsampt ce Xkturfky dcrebej. Zome B gbekaay frkjjmf dy `cfy cut cg `mf,kaa B wketmf tc fc wks habd` `khn be kef gkaa `khn betc skef akef. B stbaa gmat tbrmf. Kaa cg tom abgmhokejms tokt wmmn okf wcre dm cut. @ut B stbaa okf k abttam cvmr ke ocur `mgcrm dy dcd hkdmocdm tc rmomkrsm wbtocut fbstrkhtbce. @mgcrm B `mjke, B dkfm dy `mf sc B fbfet jmt ymaamf kt gbrsttobej wome som jct ocdm.

    Vomrm wks k guaa-amejto dbrrcr `mobef tom frmssbej rccd fccr tokt B usmf tc rmomkrsm.Ecw amts smm bg B hke gay abnm k `uttmrgay. Ec, bt bs ect okppmebej. Ec dkttmr ocw okrf B try, B

    sbdpay hkeect rmpabhktm tom gauttmrbej roytod cg tom gabjot pkttmre. Zoktmvmr B fc, B accn abnm kwcuefmf ptmrcfkhtya be gabjot. Vomrm bs ec wky, tokt keycem wbaa `m k`am tc jumss tokt Bd k

    @uttmrgay. B emmfmf dcrm tbdm tc mxpacrm, wobho B fbf ect okvmB wks iust jcbej tc okvm tc wbejbt ce tom stkjm.

    B stbaa okf tbdm tc fmhbfm wokt B wbaa wmkr. Vom stkjm hurtkbes wmrm k rbho `urjuefy hcacr. Brmdcvmf k dkrcce turtamemhn grcd dy frkwmr kef tcssmf bt ce tom `mf. Vom stkjm gaccr bswccfme, ect tcc abjot cr fkrn, scdmwomrm be tom dbffam.

    Vc tom mehyhacpmfbks tc gbef k hcacr dktho! Jct bt! Bt gkaas scdmwomrm `mtwmme dkpam kefhomrry. Zokts tom hacsmst pkbr cg pkets tokt B okvm tc `amef be wbto tom gaccr3 Dy abjot ocemy`rcwe hcrfurcysaccnbej jccf. Kadcst fcem.

    Zokt okppmes besbfm tom hchcce3 Hokejm. B emmf tc tknm scdmtobej cgg, `mhkusm Bddcvbej `khnwkrfs. Xcdmtobej hcacrgua.

    B okf k hkekry ymaacw kef ekvy `aum krjyam swmktmr, wobho wks obfmcus, `ut bt wks `rbjot

    kef wcuaf fc iust gbem. Xemknmrs gcr hktmrpbaakr hrkwa krm jccf tc jc.B wks tom akst cg tom jrcup tc `m hkaamf upce. Vom prcgmsscr rmkf kacuf dy kssbjedmet. B

    stbaa okfet gbjurmf cut ocw tc prcpmray pcrtrky k gaybej `uttmrgay wbtocut accnbej abnm ke bfbct. Ks Bdkfm dy wky up tom sbfm stkjm stkbr stmps, B hcuaf gmma dcvmdmet be dy stcdkho. Bt wkset jkscr tokt strkejm gmmabej B okf be dy gbrst dmmtbej wbto tom prcgmsscr. Bt wks k emw, strkejm gmmabej,abnm `uttmrgabms gauttmrbej k`cut be dy stcdkho.

    Okok! Vom @uttmrgabms wmrm wbto dm! Mvmrytobej wks jcbej tc `m cnky!

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    \amksm omap dm, tmkho dm ocw tc gay abnm ycu fc. Zokt fbf B amkre grcd dy `uttmrgaymxpmrbmehm3 Zokt wks B tkujot3 Xtbaaemss, kefgrmmfcd! Rms! Vokts bt! Kaa B emmf tc fc bsfkehm grmmay kef `m okppy, iust abnm tom `uttmrgay! Xdbam kaa tom tbdm tokt B kd fkehbej. Grmmfcdbs okppbemss!

    B `mjke wbto k iudp betc tom kbr kef k oujm sdbam ce dy gkhm. Kt cehm, B rmkabzmf tokt B okftc fkehm `khnwkrfs, wobho B fbf, `ut tobs wks ect mksy. Xc B spue krcuef k act kef nmpt tom

    sdbam. B `khnmf sacway betc k gcaf cg tom omkvy hurtkbe kef spue dysmag besbfm dy hchcce.Vom emxt pkrt wks jceek `m trbhny. Pmdcvbej dy swmktmr tccn scdm wcrn, `mhkusm B okf

    ec tbdm tc prkhtbhm ocw B wks jceek fc bt. B spue cut cg tom hchcce kef tome frcppmf tc tomstkjm gaccr. Gkhbej tom hurtkbe, B `mjke tom hktmrpbaakr hrkwa `khnwkrfs. B hrkwamf uehcdgcrtk`ayuetba B wks tbrmf cg hrkwabej, tome huramf up betc k `kaa wobam aybej ce dy sbfm.

    Dy gkhm wks ecw guaay mxpcsmf tc tom kufbmehm. B stuhn dy toud` betc dy dcuto, kefhacsmf dy myms. Vom emxt tobej B fbf, B okf ec bfmk tokt B wks jcbej tc fcB iudpmf up! Keftome B strmthomf dy krds up objo cvmr dy omkf, abgtmf dy hobe, kef pcbetmf tom tbp cg dy ecsm tctom sny, tc tom pakhm womrm B `mjke.

    Vom sbamehm be tom tomktmr wks `rcnme `y tom scuef cg okefs hakppbej tcjmtomr. B wksgrczme be dy pcsturm.

    Vom \rcgmsscr betmrruptmf acufay, \amksm, pamksm fc rmdmd`mr tokt tomrm bs ec kppakusm gcr

    pmrgcrdmrs! Vobs bs k wcrnsocp! B okvm ycur kssbjedmets gcr emxt Xkturfky.B acwmrmf dy omkf kef rmtrbmvmf dy swmktmr grcd `mobef tom hurtkbe. B dkfm dy wky fcwe

    tom stkbrs kef wkbtmf. B wks tom akst ekdm tc `m hkaamf.Omrm bs ycur kssbjedmet. Om okefmf dm k okefgua cg tcre kef rbppmf pkpmr. Rcu okvm k

    hocbhm. Rcu hke put tcjmtomr tom pbmhms cg pkpmr tc gbef cut tom kssbjedmet B prmpkrmf gcr ycu,cr ycu hke hcdm up wbto ke kssbjedmet gcr ycursmag. Rcu dust fmhbfm `y Zmfemsfkyssmssbce.

    Ce tom wky ocdm, B rke betc tom twbes, kef tomy ksnmf bg B wketmf tc dmmt be tom pkrn kgtmraueho. Bt wks k `mkutbgua, wkrd, sueey gkaa fky, sc B kjrmmf. B rmdmd`mrmf cvmr aueho tokt B okfhrmktmf k shomfuam gcr dysmag kef wks suppcsmf tc prmpkrm gcr emxt wmmns Frkdk kssbjedmet.B tocujot k`cut ocw acej bt wks jcbej tc tknm dm tc put kaa cg tocsm pbmhms cg pkpmr tcjmtomr.Vcc acej, ec dkttmr ocw hurbcus B wksbt wks ect tbdm wcrto spmefbej.

    Cnky, Baa dknm tom kssbjedmet. Bd jcbej tc mxpacrm wokt okppmemf `mgcrm dy dctomrhkdm ocdm grcd wcrn kef `ustmf dm be dy hcw`cy hcstudm. Ocw fbf tom Befbkes gbekaay jmt tcdm3 Baa mxpacrm `khnwkrfs, `mhkusm B abnm mxpacrbej tokt wky. @ut tobs tbdm, Baa tmaa tom stcrygcrwkrfs, `mhkusm `khnwkrfs wks tcc uehcdgcrtk`am. Fcem! Ecw B hke spmef tom kgtmreccecutsbfm pakybej wbto @mrekrf kef \mtmr.

    Zm wmrm be tom pkrn, pakybej kef grmm, meicybej tom jacrbcus grmmfcd grcd kaa cg tomrmspcesb`babtbms kfuats okf betrcfuhmf tc tom wcraf, wome k tocujot hkdm cvmr dm. B suffmeayrmdmd`mrmf tom kppakusm B omkrf wobam ce stkjm. Kt tom tbdm, B `mabmvmf tokt tom jrcup wkshakppbej `mhkusm tom smssbce wks cvmr, kef gbekaay mvmrycem hcuaf spmef tom rmst cg Xkturfkycutsbfm be tom jacry cg tom sue.

    @ut bt chhurrmf tc dm tokt dky`m tom kppakusm wks gcr tom `uttmrgay pmrgcrdkehm. Bt okf gmatjccf tc omkr tokt kppakusmrmkaay jccf. Dky`m tokts kectomr rmksce woy tomktrbhka khtcrs

    meicy pakybej dknm-`mabmvm, tc gmma hceemhtmf. Vomy mvcavm grcd womrm tomy `mjke tc womrmtomy krm, kef tome hceemht tc k abvbej kufbmehm `y prmtmefbej tomyrm scdmcem masm.

    [umstbce cg Mxpacrktbce9 Grcd tom `mjbeebej, wokt hcdpmas ycur hokrkhtmr tc kht3Bt gmmas skgm tc paky prmtmef.

    Kef tokts dy gbeka keswmr.

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    @CCN VZC, Vom Mamdmet Cg Hokejm

    ECVM VC PMKFMPX9 \csbtbvm wcrf-cg-dcuto bs vbtka gcr k `ccn tc rmkho k akrjmr kufbmehm.

    Bg ycu meicymf @CCN CEM, pamksm amkvm k rmvbmw kt Kdkzce, mvme bg bts ceay k smetmehm crtwc. Vobrf pkrty mefcrsmdmet bs ocw ctomr rmkfmrs wbaa gbef tobs `ccn s smrbms! Rcur pcsbtbvmrmvbmws wbaa dknm k tce cg fbggmrmehm kef krm wkrday kpprmhbktmf.

    Kasc, pamksm gmma grmm tc mdkba dm ktdkbatc9gccasicuremykutocrLjdkba.hcd .B wbaa keswmrmkho kef mvmry mdkba.

    mailto:[email protected]:[email protected]:[email protected]:[email protected]
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    Hcetmets

    Kutocr's BetrcfuhtbceVom Pbej @mkrmrVom Dkjbh cg @uttmrgabms kef Vom JacwCDkryVom \rmtmefmr@CCN VZC, Vom Mamdmet Cg Hokejm