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Agi
’Pau wdggd pldy1‟
’Pidc, ajdy.‟ @ m`mg–t ridlly eut tcisi k`rls wiri pritty huti, ispih`dlly tci
elagmi agi.
’]craw tci r`gks avir tci I`ooil tawir.‟ ]ci elagmi k`rl pa`gtim ta tci
b`g`dturi I`ooil eic`gm cir. ’Pau kit d Orighc tridt oar idhc agi yau kit
avir.‟
Cir cdgm eruscim b`gi ds sci cdgmim bi tci r`gks dgm @ kldghim up `gta
stugg`gk elui iyis. Xci turgim dwdy dgm @ trdhim tci scdpi ao cir sliij, yaugkeamy, by iyis l`gkir`gk ag tci kigtli hurvi ao cir c`ps. @ el`gjim dgm
haghigtrdtim ag tci bamil I`ooil. @ m`mg–t wdgt ta bdji d oaal ao bysilo `g oragt
ao tcisi k`rls.
@ tcriw tci o`rst r`gk dgm kat `t avir. Eatc k`rls hciirim dgm @ dlbast ldukcim
dt tci`r igtcus`dsb. @ tr`im ta oahus dkd`g eut wds taa curr`im tc`s t`bi dgm
b`ssim.
’Accc tcdt wds hlasi.‟
’Habi ag, yau hdg ma `t.‟@ tcriw tci ldst r`gk, dgm tci k`rls hciirim dkd`g. @ haulmg–t cilp eut kr`g dt
tcib. @ wagmirim wcdt by Orighc tridt waulm ei. D Orighc j`ss1
]ci mdrj-cd`rim k`rl cilm up d trdy w`tc sabi j`gm ao tdrt ag `t dgm d eridm
st`hj w`tc d Orighc oldk taatcp`hj stuhj tcraukc `t.
@ taaj by pr`zis. ’Pau bdmi tcisi1‟
’Pidc.‟ Xci sb`lim.
’Bbb . . . `t–s kaam.‟ @ staam tciri idt`gk, gat wdgt`gk ta bavi dwdy. ’Xa . . .
caw habi yau–ri ma`gk tc`s eidhc oist`vdl1‟’@t–s d hdbp dht`v`ty. @t wds L`zz`i–s `mid ta ma d tdsti ao ^dr`s.‟ ]ci elagmi
k`rl kldghim dt cir or`igm tcig sb`lim dt bi w`tc suhc gdturdl idsi, cir pritty
odhi elaab`gk `gta eidut`oul.
’]cdt–s haal. Xa yau–ri hdbp`gk ciri1‟
’Pidc, w`tc aur pdrigts.‟ Xci sb`lim w`tc suhc ugkudrmim or`igml`giss `t taaj
by eridtc dwdy. ’[i habi ciri iviry yidr.‟ Cir l`ps wiri d saot, gdturdl
p`gj. ’@t–s d odb`ly hdbp.‟ Cir lagk, kalmig cd`r sc`bbirim ds sci habeim cir
o`gkirt`ps draugm agi idr.’[cdt deaut yau1‟ ]ci mdrj-cd`rim k`rl @ prisubim wds L`zz`i dsjim,
m`strdht`gk bi orab by stdri.
’Yc, @ l`vi ciri. By pdrigts awg tci stari up tci radm.‟ @t saugmim ldbi, eut
ac will.
’Pau–ri luhjy. . .‟
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@ laajim dt tci pritty k`rl dkd`g ds L`zz`i hagt`guim ta tdlj. [cig sci oill
s`ligt @ ridl`zim @ cdmg–t cidrm d warm sci–m sd`m dgm gaw sci wds laaj`gk dt
bi ixpihtdgtly.
’Yb, yidc,‟ @ sd`m, gag-habb`ttdl-l`ji.
L`zz`i sb`lim. ’Bi taa.‟
’@–m lavi ta l`vi gidr tci sid.‟ ]ci pritty k`rl laajim `gta by iyis tcig
kldghim dwdy, d sl`kct elusc hab`gk ta cir hciijs. ]ci sj`g orab cir tcradt
mawg ta cir gihjl`gi wds sa sbaatc `t scagi w`tc riolihtim sugl`kct. ’@t–s
eidut`oul ciri.‟ Xci laajim dkd`g `gta by iyis dgm tc`s t`bi sci cilm by kdzi.
@ wds scahjim dt caw pritty sci wds. [i wiri fust stdr`gk dt idhc atcir dgm @
jgiw @ cdm ta sdy sabitc`gk, eut tci hagvirsdt`agdl pdrt ao by erd`g cdm
stappim warj`gk. @ swdllawim.
’Pau wdggd pldy1‟ L`zz`i hdllim, laaj`gk pdst bi. @ turgim ta sii d yaugk eay
dppradhc`gk tci eaatc dgm @ stippim edhj ta k`vi c`b sabi raab. ]ci elagmi
k`rl kdvi bi d w`stoul sb`li. @ oldscim cir d kr`g, turgim dgm wdljim dwdy.
@ wds ag dg dmrigdl`gi c`kc, `t wds suhc d rusc tdlj`gk ta d pritty k`rl l`ji
tcdt. @ stdrtim ripldy`gk aur hagvirsdt`ag `g by cidm, `gwdrmly kradg`gk tcdt @
cdmg–t ivig sd`m agi sib`-`gtill`kigt ar w`tty tc`gk tci wcali t`bi.
’Ciy!‟
@ turgim dgm by cidrt fubpim. Xci wds r`kct eic`gm bi.
’[cdt–s yaur gdbi1‟ Xci dsjim.
’Yc . . . Vdhc.‟
Xci kr`ggim. ’@–b Fadggd.‟ Xci staam tciri oar d babigt fust sb`l`gk dt bi.
’[ill, `t wds g`hi biit`gk yau, Vdhc. Capi @ sii yau draugm sabi t`bi.‟
’Pidc. . .‟
Xci wc`rlim dgm mdghim dwdy eioari @ haulm sdy dgytc`gk ilsi.
[aw. @ staam wdthc`gk dotir cir. Xci ridlly wds sabitc`gk ta laaj dt.
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]ci gixt mdy, oull ao girvaus igirky, @ fubpim tci oighi dgm taaj d scarthut
tcraukc tci hdbpkraugm. @ haulm cidr tci ga`si ao tci oist`vdl tcraukc tci
triis, dgm hdukct d wc`oo ao papharg dgm catmaks rib`gm`gk by stabdhc @
cdmg–t idtig yit. @ hdbi aut `gta tci w`mi-apig elui ao spdrjl`gk ahidg
strithc`gk ta tci car`zag, dgm fa`gim tci oist`v`t`is ag tci eidhc.
_dr`aus stdlls wiri sit up draugm d stdki drid wciri d sbdll hrawm cdm
kdtcirim ta wdthc d piroarbdghi. @ wdgmirim pdst tcib ta tci eaatc w`tc tci
pd`gtim edhjmrap ao tci I`ooil tawir dgm tci warms ‛]dsti ao ^dr`s– shrdwlimdeavi `t. Xci wdsg–t tciri, agly L`zz`i s`tt`gk ag d staal.
’C`, wciri–s Fadggd1‟
’Xci wigt sabiwciri w`tc cir pdrigts.‟
’[cig–ll sci ei edhj1‟
’Magga.‟
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@ mih`mim ta st`hj draugm d wc`li dgm wd`t oar cir. @ lidgim up dkd`gst tci
eaatc.
L`zz`i sb`lim. ’Xci l`jis yau, yd jgaw.‟
’Xci mais1‟
’Pidc, sci tdljs deaut yau.‟
@ sb`lim. ’Caw alm `s sci dgywdy1‟
’O`otiig, sdbi ds bi.‟
O`otiig1 Xci m`mg–t laaj tcdt yaugk.
L`zz`i kdvi bi d s`miwdys laaj. ’[cy1 Caw alm dri yau1‟
’@–b i`kctiig.‟ @ wdthcim cir oar d ridht`ag eut sci fust laajim dwdy.
’C`!‟ D eueely va`hi sd`m eic`gm bi.
@ swugk draugm ta sii Fadggd w`tc d eidb`gk sb`li, aev`ausly plidsim ta sii
bi. Xci wds widr`gk d mriss w`tc str`gk strdps scaw`gk aoo cir sbaatc, tdggim
scaulmirs.
’C`,‟ @ sd`m, summigly silo -hagsh`aus.
’[i wiri fust tdlj`gk deaut yau.‟ L`zz`i sb`rjim.
’[cdt wiri yau sdy`gk1‟ Fadggd laajim orab cir or`igm, ta bi, dgm edhj
dkd`g.
’Ac, gatc`gk,‟ L`zz`i tidsim, dgm @ ldukcim.
Fadggd tr`im ta orawg dt us eut haulmg–t calm cir ixpriss`ag lagk eioari
eridj`gk `gta d e`k kr`g.
’Ciy, yau wdggd ka ta tci kdbis raab w`tc bi1‟ Xci laajim r`kct dt bi,
wd`t`gk sa ixpihtdgtly oar by dgswir tcdt oar d babigt ivirytc`gk siibim
orazig `g t`bi.
’Ajdy,‟ @ sd`m, eridj`gk tci spill, dgm sci sb`lim cdpp`ly.
[i wdljim tcraukc tci hdbpkraugm, tci k`rls lidm`gk tci wdy. Fadggd
mdghim draugm bi ds sci tdljim, sp`gg`gk `g oragt ao bi dgm wdlj`gk
edhjwdrms, tcig sp`gg`gk draugm dkd`g. Xci wds sa ixh`tim . . . dgm sa
ixh`t`gk.
Bdg, wcdt db @ ma`gk1 ]c`s k`rl–s wdy taa yaugk oar bi. Eut wi hdg st`ll
cdgk aut dgm cdvi sabi oug, r`kct1 [i–ll fust ei or`igms.
[i hdbi ta d eu`lm`gk dgm Fadggd krdeeim by drb, pull`gk bi tcraukc tci
s`mi maar. Drhdmi kdbis l`gim tci wdlls. ]ciri wds d laugki drid wciri sabi
tiigdkirs wiri pldy`gk hdrms, dgm `g tci b`mmli ao tci raab wds d p`gk-pagk
tdeli. D kraup ao j`ms ao vdr`aus dkis staam `g l`gi eis`mi `t.
Fadggd oallawim by kdzi. ’@gs dgm auts. Pau wdggd pldy1‟
’Xuri.‟ @ wds pritty kaam dt tdeli tigg`s.
]ci tcrii ao us kat `g l`gi dgm `t wdsg–t lagk ugt`l `t wds by turg ds dg almir
eay wds kitt`gk dll tci l`ttli j`ms aut. Ci–m bit c`s bdthc w`tc bi tcaukc ds @
qu`hjly m`spdthcim c`b ta tci edhj ao tci l`gi. ]ci l`ttli j`ms hciirim, kldm tci
eay wds o`gdlly aut. @ laajim dt Fadggd wca wds gixt `g l`gi. Xci kdvi bi d
e`k sb`li tcig puscim L`zz`i dcidm ao cir. @ ldukcim.
’Ei g`hi. @–b gat taa kaam dt tc`s,‟ L`zz`i plidmim.
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@ kdvi cir d kigtli sirvi dgm sci bdgdkim ta c`t `t edhj d haupli ao t`bis
eioari sci kat aut.
Fadggd taaj tci pdmmli orab cir. ’Ei g`hi ta bi taa.‟
@ sirvim cir d g`hi, idsy agi wc`hc sci sbdscim edhj dt bi law dgm odst. @
tr`im ta kit ta `t eut tci edll oliw pdst bi. @ laajim dt cir `g dbdzibigt dgm
sci kdvi bi d e`k, hciijy kr`g. @ ldukcim, scdj`gk by cidm ds @ wigt ta tci
edhj ao tci l`gi.
@ wdthcim cir wc`li @ wd`tim oar by turg. Xci wds g`hi ta tci l`ttli j`ms,
k`v`gk tcib idsy scats tciy haulm c`t, eut gat sa kigiraus w`tc tci almir agis,
ispih`dlly tci eays.
Xci wds st`ll `g wcig `t wds by turg dkd`g, dgm @ saag kat by rivigki,
sbdsc`gk cir laapy sirvi. Xci bdmi d odhi dt bi, paj`gk aut cir tagkui ds sci
wigt ta tci edhj ao tci l`gi.
D ridl hdbdrdmir`i saag mivilapim dbagk aur l`ttli kraup ao pldyirs. [i
tidsim idhc atcir w`tc s`lly edgtir, dgm @ sabit`bis last ta tci yaugkir j`ms
fust ta bdji tc`gks `gtirist`gk oar tcib. @ wds igfay`gk cdgk`gk aut, k`v`gk
tcib c`kc-o`vis dgm ighaurdkibigt. @ jipt kldgh`gk dt Fadggd, dgm @ gat`him
sci wds laaj`gk dt bi d lat taa.
@ stdrtim scaw`gk aoo, dht`gk l`ji d praoiss`agdl tigg`s pldyir, jiip`gk l`kct ag
by tais dgm krugt`gk ds @ riturgim tci edll. @ m`m e`k tigg`s-l`ji sirvis,
tcraw`gk tci edll `gta tci d`r dgm wcdhj`gk `t ds `t hdbi mawg. @ wds igfay`gk
bysilo dgm kitt`gk ldukcs, ispih`dlly orab Fadggd, tci hrdzy k`rl wds k`kkl`gk
dt ivirytc`gk. [cig @ pldyim cir dkd`g sci eidt bi. Xci ldukcim dt by
ixdkkirdtim ixpriss`ag ao scahj.
Atcir j`ms `g tci raab cdm gat`him caw buhc oug wi wiri cdv`gk, dgm tci
l`gi eihdbi sa lagk tci piapli dt tci igm haulm s`t ag tci saods `g tci laugki
drid. @ wigt dgm sdt mawg ag agi ao tci lavi sidts dgm wds saag fa`gim ey
Fadggd cirsilo. Xci–m last ta d l`ttli j`m dgm iviryagi wds tids`gk cir deaut `t.
@ wagmirim `o sci–m mil`eirdtily last sa sci haulm habi dgm s`t w`tc bi.
D l`ttli eay gumkim bi, ’Ciy, yau–ri s`tt`gk gixt ta d k`rl. ]cdt bidgs yau
bust l`ji cir.‟
’Pidc, sci–s by k`rlor`igm,‟ @ fajim, tcig kldghim dt Fadggd. Xci wds
elusc`gk, eut sci kr`ggim edhj dt bi. Xci m`mg–t siib ta b`gm tcdt tci eay
wds laumly till`gk iviryagi wcdt @–m sd`m.
[cig L`zz`i kat aut dkd`g sci hdbi avir dgm wc`spirim sabitc`gk ta Fadggd.
’Ciy Vdhc, wi cdvi ta ka.‟ Fadggd kdvi bi d huti l`ttli paut.
’@t–s ajdy, @ eittir kit ka`gk taa.‟
Xabi ao tci yaugkir j`ms eikkim us gat ta lidvi, ivig pull`gk dt by drbs ta
jiip bi tciri, eut bast ao tcib mih`mim ta qu`t dlagk w`tc us dgm tci kdbi
laajim l`ji `t cdm habi ta dg igm.
Fadggd wds wd`t`gk oar bi ey tci maar. ’]cdt wds oug.‟
’Pidc `t wds. [i scaulm ma `t dkd`g.‟
’Caw ‛eaut tabarraw1‟ Xci kr`ggim.
’@ haulm biit yau ciri dotir o`vi1‟
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’Ajdy.‟ Xci gammim dgm sb`lim.
@ wdljim cabi oiil`gk l`kct dgm cdppy. Fadggd aev`ausly l`jim bi, dgm @
l`jim cir. Xci wds pritty, dgm ouggy, dgm . . . pritty. @ haulmg–t wd`t ta sii cir
dkd`g.
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]ci gixt mdy, dotir @ kat aoo warj, @ cidmim avir ta tci kdbis raab. Ds saag
ds Fadggd hdukct s`kct ao bi sci eraji `gta d eidut`oul sb`li, dgm @ haulmg–t
cilp eut sb`li taa. ]c`s k`rl fust cdm d wdy ao bdj`gk bi oiil sa kaam. L`zz`i
wdsg–t w`tc cir tc`s t`bi, `g odht tciri wds cdrmly dgyagi `g tci kdbis raab,
dgm ga agi wds pldy`gk p`gk-pagk.
’[ciri `s iviryagi1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw, tciri–s ga pdmmlis, eut @ oaugm tc`s ugmir tci hcd`r.‟ Xci cilmup d p`gk-pagk edll. ’Pau wdggd pldy w`tc bi1‟ Xci kr`ggim.
’[`tcaut pdmmlis1‟
’Fust usi yaur cdgms.‟ Xci k`kklim.
@t wds dhtudlly d lat ao oug. ]ci edll m`mg–t trdvil ds odr orab aur cdgms eut `t
bdmi `t avir tci git dgm wds idsy igaukc ta riturg w`tc d kaam sldp. Fadggd
wds k`kkl`gk d lat, dgm @ saag hdukct cir baam.
’Xarry @–b ei`gk sa hrdzy.‟
’@t–s ajdy, @ l`ji yau l`ji tc`s.‟ ’Pau ma1‟ Xci k`kklim.
’Pidc.‟
[i staam tciri kr`gg`gk dt idhc atcir.
’Lit–s pldy d ridl kdbi.‟ Xci sldppim tci edll dt bi.
[i pldyim d kdbi up ta 54. L`zz`i hdbi `g dgm wdthcim us wc`li wi wiri
pldy`gk.
’Pau kuys wdggd ka ta tci eidhc1‟
’Pau wdgt ta, Vdhc1‟@ m`mg–t wdgt ta. @ wds cdv`gk taa buhc oug w`tc Fadggd dll ta bysilo .
’Lit–s jiip pldy`gk oar d wc`li.‟
’Ajdy.‟ Fadggd sb`lim dt bi, tcig kdvi L`zz`i cir huti, l`ttli ’sarry‟ paut.
L`zz`i slubpim agta tci hauhc. ’[cig dri yau kuys kaggd ei o`g`scim1 @–b sa
earim.‟
[i jipt pldy`gk oar d wc`li, eut `t wdsg–t tci sdbi w`tc L`zz`i tciri” Fadggd
wdsg–t k`kkl`gk dgybari, tci baam wds erajig.
@ s`kcim. ’Dlr`kct, lit–s ka ta tci eidhc.‟
[i cappim avir tci cat, wc`ti sdgm dgm oaugm d pldhi ta s`t. D haupli ao kuys
hdbi dgm fa`gim us, dgm Fadggd `gtramuhim tcib ta bi. Agi wds Bdtt”elagm,
tdggim, dgm bushuldr. Cir or`igms m`mg–t siib ta b`gm bi ei`gk pdrt ao tci`r
kraup.
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’Lit–s ka sw`bb`gk,‟ Fadggd sd`m, laaj`gk dt bi. Xci kat up dgm pullim cir t-
sc`rt avir cir cidm rividl`gk d l`kct-elui e`j`g` tap ugmirgidtc. [cad! @s sci
ridlly agly o`otiig1
’Habi ag.‟ Xci krdeeim by drb ta pull bi up.
’@–b gat widr`gk sw`b scarts.‟
’Xa1‟ Xci kr`ggim dgm puscim aoo cir scarts rividl`gk d bdthc`gk e`j`g`
eattab.
[aw. @ sdt stdr`gk up dt cir, ugdeli ta tdji by iyis orab tcdt piroiht sj`g,
tdj`gk `g iviry hurvi ao cir sbaatc, shulpturim eamy. Xci fust staam tciri
litt`gk bi laaj.
[cig by iyis o`gdlly bit cirs sci sb`lim dgm cilm aut cir cdgm. ’Habi ag.‟
@ m`mg–t jgaw wcdt ta ma. @ haulm sw`b `g tci scarts @ wds widr`gk, eut oar
sabi ridsag @ oilt ughaboartdeli sw`bb`gk w`tc cir l`ji tcdt. Gagi ao cir
or`igms wiri kitt`gk up i`tcir.
’Habi ag, Vdhc.‟ Xci tukkim dt by drb, try`gk ta kit bi up, eut @ ris`stim,
stdy`gk o`rbly sidtim ag tci sdgm. @ wds oiil`gk sa dwjwdrm dgm ugsuri ao
bysilo.
Xci liot bi tciri dgm wigt mawg ta tci wdtir–s imki. @ tcaukct sci–m k`vig up
ag bi, eut sci hdbi r`kct edhj, cir cdgms oull ao wit sdgm, dgm spldttirim bi
w`tc `t, k`kkl`gk w`tc klii ds sci rueeim `t tcraukc by cd`r. Cir or`igms wiri
dll ldukc`gk ds @ staam up, scdj`gk by cidm dgm oiil`gk wit sdgm mr`pp`gk
mawg by edhj. @ taaj aoo by sc`rt dgm hcdsim d squidl`gk Fadggd mawg ta tci
sid.
Xci laajim edhj ta sii bi hab`gk `g dotir cir. ’@–b sarry! @–b sarry!‟ Xci
ldukcim dgm shridbim ds @ hdbi hlasir. ’Vdhc . . . @–b sarry!‟
@ wds hlasi igaukc ta krde cir eut @ cis`tdtim. @ wds st`ll scy deaut tauhc`gk
cir l`ji tcdt, ispih`dlly wcig sci wds cdrmly widr`gk dgytc`gk.
[i staam tciri laaj`gk dt idhc atcir oar d babigt ugt`l d e`k wdvi eraji
avir us, witt`gk tci ldst ao aur mry sj`g, bdj`gk Fadggd squidl. @ ldukcim, dgm
sci lugkim dt bi, eut @ ids`ly ris`stim, krdee`gk cir draugm tci b`mmli dgm
l`ot`gk cir up. Cir shridbs wiri hut scart ds sci plugkim cidm o`rst `gta tci
wdtir. @ swdb dwdy, dgm sci kdvi hcdsi, krdee`gk by liks dgm mugj`gk bi.
[i pldyim `g tci suro, spldsc`gk dgm ldukc`gk dgm `ggahigtly tauhc`gk idhc
atcir ds buhc ds pass`eli, dgm sabicaw wi igmim up calm`gk cdgms dgm
oladt`gk avir tci wdvis takitcir.
Xabitc`gk wds st`rr`gk `g bi. Mag‐t kit dgy `mids deaut cir, Vdhc, sci‐s taa
yaugk. Eut ds @ laajim `gta tcasi piroiht, elui iyis, @ jgiw `t wds dlridmy taa
ldti.
[cig wi hdbi aut ao tci wdtir dgm fa`gim cir or`igms ag tci wdrb sdgm,
tciri wds dgatcir kuy tciri w`tc tcib. Ci–m eiig pdss`gk sabitc`gk draugm
tcdt tciy–m qu`hjly put dwdy wcig tciy sdw us hab`gk. @ m`mg–t wdgt ta cdgk
w`tc cir or`igms, @ fust wdgtim ta ei dlagi w`tc Fadggd.
’Lit–s ka oar d wdlj,‟ @ wc`spirim.
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’Ajdy.‟ Xci sb`lim.
[i strallim dlagk tci eidhc, tci ivig`gk sid eriizi haal`gk aur wit sj`g,
bdj`gk us sc`vir. @ pldhim by ugeuttagim sc`rt draugm Fadggd–s scaulmirs ta
jiip cir wdrb, dgm sci wrdppim `t draugm cirsilo, sb`l`gk up dt bi
dpprih`dt`vily.
’Xarry ‛eaut by or`igms.‟
’[cdt wiri tciy ma`gk1 @s `t mruks1‟
Xci gammim. ’Gat L`zz`i tcaukc, sci–s gat `gta tcdt.‟
’[cdt deaut yau1‟
’Ao haursi gat, @–b d kaam k`rl.‟ Xci ldukcim. @ wds kldm deaut tcdt. Oar sabi
ridsag `t bdttirim ta bi.
’Xa wciri dri yau orab1‟ @ hcdgkim tci suefiht.
’Halardma.‟
’]cdt odr. Caw lagk dri yau stdy`gk1‟
’]wa wiijs.‟ Xci spaji w`tc d gat`hideli sc`vir.
Dt tci igm ao tci eidhc wds d ldrki rahj. @ put by drb draugm cir dgm
m`rihtim cir tawdrms `t, dgm wi squdttim mawg aut ao tci w`gm. @ jipt by drb
tciri dgm sci m`mg–t siib ta b`gm.
’@t kat halm dll ao d summig.‟ Cir tiitc hcdttirim.
’Pidc, `t hdg ma tcdt.‟ @ pullim cir d l`ttli hlasir. ’Xa . . . wcdt j`gmd tc`gks
ma yau ma dt yaur hdbp1‟
’[i ma dht`v`t`is dgm stuoo, l`ji tci eidhc oist`vdl, dgm tciri–s d tdligt scaw.
[i–vi eiig ciri eioari sa @ jgaw lats ao piapli ciri. ]cdt–s caw @ jgiw Bdtt
dgm L`zz`i orab ldst yidr. @t–s haal, yau jgaw. [cdt deaut yau1‟
’@ fust l`vi ciri.‟
’@ jgaw tcdt.‟ Xci ixdkkirdtim cir warms. ’]ill bi sabitc`gk deaut yau, l`ji
. . . caw alm dri yau1‟
’I`kctiig.‟ @ wagmirim `o by dki eatcirim cir.
’@–b s`xtiig,‟ sci sd`m bdttir-ao-odhtly. @ kdvi cir d mauetoul laaj, dgm sci
eluscim. ’[ill, @–b gidrly s`xtiig. . . `g Dukust.‟
@ ldukcim. Dukust wds st`ll d haupli ao bagtcs dwdy.
’Dri yau ka`gk ta halliki1‟ Xci hcdgkim tci suefiht.
’@–b st`ll mih`m`gk wcdt @ wdggd ma. @ wds tc`gj`gk deaut drt shcaal.‟
’Pau–ri dg drt`st1‟
’Pidc . . . will, @ pd`gt. @ waulmg–t hdll bysilo dg drt`st. @ cdti dll tci
edkkdki tcdt kais w`tc tcdt ldeil.‟
’[cdt ma yau bidg1‟
’Pau jgaw, drt`sts cdvi tcdt wcali byst`qui, l`ji tciy–ri sabitc`gk spih`dl
fust eihdusi tciy–ri drt`sts. Bast ao tci drt tcisi mdys `sg–t ivig tcdt hridt`vi.
@t maisg–t cdvi buhc ta sdy deaut dgytc`gk, dgm bast ao `t `sg–t ivig eidut`oul.
@t–s bidg`gkliss, dgm dgyagi hdg ma bidg`gkliss. ]ciri–s gatc`gk ta `t.‟
’Bdyei yau–ll ei d m`ooirigt j`gm ao drt`st.‟
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’Pidc.‟ @ sb`lim. Xci wds swiit. @ wdthcim ds d mrap ao wdtir orab cir cd`r
tr`hjlim mawg cir odhi, paal`gk er`ioly dt tci hargir ao cir l`ps. Ivig gaw,
laasily wrdppim `g by sc`rt, cir cd`r l`bp, cir sj`g elathcim w`tc sdgm, sci
wds st`ll sa eidut`oul.
’Pau–ri viry pritty.‟
Xci sb`lim. ’[cdt–s pritty deaut bi1‟
’Ivirytc`gk.‟ @ ldukcim. ’Pau cdvi ridlly pritty iyis . . . l`ji p`ihis ao tci
sjy, dgm wcig yau sb`li yaur wcali odhi l`kcts up, `t–s dbdz`gk.‟
’Jiip ka`gk.‟ Fadggd hadxim.
@ ldukcim, dgm laajim cir avir dkd`g. ’@ dhtudlly tc`gj yau–ri tci pritt`ist
k`rl @–vi ivir bit.‟
’[aw, @ tcaukct yau–m sdy sabitc`gk mube, eut tcdt wds pritty kaam.‟ Xci
ldukcim.
’[cdt m`m yau tc`gj @–m sdy1‟
’@ magga, Bdtt aghi talm bi @ laajim kaam `g d e`j`g`.‟ Xci k`kklim. ’@ tcaukct
kuys agly gat`him eaaes dgm eutts.‟
’[ill, tciy–ri g`hi taa.‟ @ kr`ggim.
Xci ldukcim dgm pldyoully sbdhjim by drb, tcig sci eihdbi hay, lawir`gk
cir iyis. ’@ l`ji tci wdy yau laaj taa.‟ Xci t`ltim cir cidm ta agi s`mi dgm
sb`lim dt bi.
’[cdt ma yau l`ji deaut bi1‟
’Ybb. . .‟ Xci k`kklim. ’@ mag–t jgaw. . .‟ Xci strajim by drb. ’Pau–ri
stragk,‟ sci kldghim up `gta by iyis, ’dgm @ l`ji yaur odhi. Pau sb`li d lat.‟
’Xa ma yau.‟ @ ldukcim.
’Pau cdvi d g`hi ldukc taa.‟ Xci kr`ggim.
@ oilt cir sc`vir dgm pullim cir hlasi dkd`g.
’Hdg wi ka sabiwciri wdrbir1 [ciri–s yaur pldhi1‟ Xci laajim up dt bi
w`tc ldrki iyis.
’By pldhi1‟
’Pidc, fust sabiwciri wdrb”‟
’@t–s up tciri.‟ @ pa`gtim up tci c`ll eic`gm us.
@ staam up orab eic`gm tci rahj dgm aooirim cir by cdgm, fust ds @ hdukct
s`kct ao dg alm or`igm orab c`kc shcaal wdlj`gk c`s mak ag tci eidhc.
Ci sdw bi. ’Ciy, Vdhc, wcdt yd ma`gk tciri1‟
Fadggd staam up gixt ta bi, dgm by or`igm–s ixpriss`ag j`gm ao orazi. @ m`mg–t
sdy dgytc`gk, fust sb`lim dwjwdrmly.
’Habi ag.‟ @ taaj Fadggd–s cdgm, dgm wi stdrtim wdlj`gk up tci c`ll tawdrms
tci radm.
’[ca wds tcdt1‟
’Ga agi, fust d kuy @ jgaw.‟
’Dri yau ibedrrdssim ta ei siig w`tc bi ar sabitc`gk1‟
’Ga, `t wds fust dg dwjwdrm babigt, tcdt–s dll.‟ @ slawim mawg d l`ttli dgm
wi wdljim cdgm `g cdgm. @ laajim dt cir dkd`g, cir odhi dklaw `g tci wdrb
halars ao tci wdg`gk sug. Caw haulm @ ei ibedrrdssim ta ei siig w`tc cir1
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[i wdljim `gta tci pdrj`gk lat ao tci hagvig`ighi stari.
’]cdt–s by pdrigts– causi avir tciri eic`gm tci stari. ]c`s `s by l`ttli scdhj
edhj ciri.‟ @ lim cir ta tci m`ldp`mdtim kuist causi `g tci edhjydrm.
[i wigt `gs`mi dgm sci laajim draugm. ]ci raab wds d e`t ao d biss. By
habputir misj dgm mrissir wiri p`lim c`kc w`tc fugj. ]ci sit ao scilvis
dkd`gst tci wdll wiri o`llim w`tc eaajs dgm drt suppl`is, dgm ag tci olaar wiri
sabi m`rty hlatcis wc`hc @ puscim ugmir tci eim w`tc by oaat. @ strd`kctigim
by eim sa sci cdm sabiwciri ta s`t.
’Ac, yau–vi kat d ku`tdr.‟
’Pidc,‟ @ krdeeim d giw sc`rt orab by hlasit. ’Fust stdrtim lidrg`gk `t. @–vi
bdstirim tcrii wcali hcarms sa odr.‟
Xci ldukcim. ’Hdg @ pldy `t1‟
’Xuri.‟
Xci kat by ku`tdr, sdt mawg ag tci eim w`tc `t dgm stdrtim ta pldy, cir
o`gkirs ixpirtly pluhj`gk tci str`gks.
’Pau–ri pritty kaam.‟
’Pidc, @ stdrtim lidrg`gk p`dga wcig @ wds o`vi, dgm p`hjim up tci ku`tdr
wcig @ wds, l`ji, tig, sa. . .‟
’Pau haulm ei d pap stdr. Pau cdvi tci laajs oar `t.‟
Xci ldukcim.
’@–b sir`aus.‟ @ o`g`scim euttag`gk by sc`rt. ’@ eittir ka sdy c` ta by pdrigts.
@–ll ei r`kct edhj.‟
’Ajdy.‟
@ wigt avir ta tci causi dgm hdllim tcraukc tci maar, ’@–b cabi.‟ @ haulm cidr
tci tiliv`s`ag eldr`gk `g tci l`v`gk raab.
’@s tcdt yau, Vdhc1 Paur m`ggir–s halm. Pau wdgt bi ta cidt `t up oar yau1‟
’Ga Bab, @–b gat cugkry. @–ll idt ldtir.‟
@ wigt edhj ta tci scdhj, dgm Fadggd wds st`ll s`tt`gk ag by eim strubb`gk
tci ku`tdr.
’@ sii yau–vi kat d scawir edhj tciri.‟ Xci gammim `g tci m`riht`ag ao by
edtcraab. ’Ma yau b`gm `o @ tdji agi1 @ fust wdggd kit wdrbim up d l`ttli.‟
’Xuri.‟
Xci put mawg tci ku`tdr dgm wigt `gta tci edtcraab. ’@–ll ei qu`hj,‟ sci
sb`lim dgm hlasim tci maar.
@ sdt ag tci eim, by edhj dkd`gst tci wdll, l`stig`gk ta tci saugms ao Fadggd
`g tci scawir. ]ci wdtir stappim dgm by iyis wiri mrdwg ta tci edtcraab
maar. [cdt‐s sci ka`gk ta hcdgki `gta1 ]ci maar apigim dgm sci hdbi aut w`tc
fust d tawil draugm cir tuhjim `gta `tsilo avir cir hcist, tci sbdll tawil edrily
ridhc`gk ta cir liks. By cidrt wds dlridmy paugm`gk, eut @ tr`im ta stdy haal
l`ji `t wds gatc`gk ugusudl ta cdvi d k`rl tc`s hlasi ta gdjim w`tc bi `g by
eimraab.
Xci gat`him @ wds stdr`gk dt cir, dgm sci eluscim. ’Ma yau cdvi dgytc`gk @
hdg widr1 @ m`mg–t wdggd put by wit tc`gks edhj ag.‟
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’Dc, yidc.‟ @ wigt ta by mrissir dgm oubelim tcraukc tci mrdwirs, cdgm`gk
cir d t-sc`rt dgm sabi scarts.
’]cdgjs.‟ Xci sb`lim. ’Yb, hdg yau turg draugm1‟
’Ac yidc.‟ @ ldukcim.
@ turgim dgm odhim tci w`gmaw. ]ci ldst ao tci sug wds sitt`gk `gta tci ahidg
lidv`gk er`ll`dgt tawirs ao hdstli hlaum ag tci car`zag, eut @ wds bari
`gtiristim `g tci od`gt rioliht`ag @ haulm fust bdji aut `g tci kldss.
’Paur scarts dri taa e`k oar bi, eut tc`s t-sc`rt–s sa lagk `t–s l`ji d mriss
dgywdy.‟ Xci k`kklim.
[cad! Xci laajim sa huti w`tc by t-sc`rt cdgk`gk mawg l`ji d b`g` mriss. @t
wds ivig six`ir tcdg tci tawil cdm eiig, @ haulm sii cir scdpi tcraukc tci
tc`g hattag. Xci cdgmim edhj tci scarts wc`hc @ tassim eic`gm bi w`tcaut
tdj`gk by iyis aoo cir. By cidrt wds rdh`gk. Mais sci ivig jgaw wcdt iooiht
sci‐s cdv`gk ag bi r`kct gaw1
Xci m`mg–t siib ta. Xci wds hdsudlly wdgmir`gk draugm by raab laaj`gk dt
dll by stuoo. Xci stum`im d pastir ag tci wdll. ’Ma yau suro1‟
’Pidc.‟
’]cdt–s sa haal. @ w`sc @ haulm ma tcdt.‟
’Bdyei @ haulm tidhc yau sabit`bi.‟
’]cdt–m ei dwisabi.‟ Xci turgim dgm sb`lim dt bi, dgm wi staam tciri
laaj`gk dt idhc atcir, gi`tcir ao us bav`gk ar sdy`gk dgytc`gk, tci tigs`ag
eu`lm`gk eitwiig us.
’Bdyei @ scaulm ka.‟ Xci kldghim dt tci maar, tcig edhj dt bi.
’@o yau wdgt ta.‟ @ m`mg–t wdgt cir ta.
’Ajdy.‟ Xci bavim tawdrms tci maar tcig summigly viirim dgm j`ssim bi ag
tci l`ps. ’Eyi,‟ sci wc`spirim.
Cir j`ss dgm tci saotgiss ao cir l`ps taaj bi ey surpr`si. Xci laajim up dt bi
w`tc suhc ldrki iyis, gat bav`gk dwdy.
@ lidgim `g dgm kigtly hdrissim cir saot l`ps w`tc b`gi. ]ci j`ss ldstim lagkir
tcdg @–m `gtigmim eut @ haulmg–t pull bysilo dwdy. Xci m`mg–t pull dwdy i`tcir.
]ci tauhc ao aur l`ps j`gmlim sabitc`gk `g us. @ pullim cir hlasi dgm sci
w`ll`gkly kdvi cirsilo ta bi, by cdgms sl`pp`gk eigidtc cir t-sc`rt, oiil`gk tci
wdrbtc ao cir edri sj`g. [i wiri eatc eridtc`gk cdrm, dgm @ haulm oiil cir
eamy tribel`gk ds by cdgms bavim c`kcir ugmir cir sc`rt, slawly l`ot`gk `t up,
rividl`gk cir eamy ta by idkir iyis.
D pcrdsi summigly lidpt `gta by b`gm”ma gat drausi ar dwdjig lavi ugt`l `t
sa mis`ris! @t bdmi bi pdusi, by cdgms cis`tdt`gk tci`r dmvdghi tawdrms cir
eridsts. [cdt db @ ma`gk1
Fadggd puscim bi dwdy, laaj`gk mdzim ds sci strd`kctigim cir t-sc`rt.
’@–b sarry, @ m`mg–t bidg ta”‟
’@t–s ajdy, @ cdvi ta ka.‟ Xci edhjim tawdrms tci maar, cir cdgm ridhc`gk
eic`gm cir oar tci cdgmli. ’Eyi.‟ Dgm sci wds kagi.
@ wds stuggim, by cidrt wds paugm`gk, @ haulmg–t bdji sigsi ao dgytc`gk.
M`m tcdt ridlly cdppig1 @ slubpim agta tci eim, st`ll riil`gk w`tc tci pdss`ag
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tcdt cdm avirwcilbim bi. @ haulmg–t eil`ivi wcdt cdm cdppigim. @ ldy tciri
try`gk ta hdlb bysilo mawg sa @ haulm tc`gj. Xci‐s o`otiig! Caw haulm @ ei sa
stup`m1 Xci bust cdti bi gaw. Dgm wcdt wds tcdt pcrdsi, ma gat drausi ar
dwdjig lavi1 [ciri m`m tcdt habi orab1
Dotir d wc`li, @ kat up dgm wigt ta tci causi ta kit sabi m`ggir. By pdrigts
wiri s`tt`gk `g oragt ao tci ]_.
’Ciy Bab, cdvi yau ivir cidrm tci pcrdsi, ‛ma gat drausi ar dwdjig lavi
ugt`l `t sa mis`ris–1‟
’Pis, tcdt–s orab Xagk ao Xalabag, `sg–t `t1‟ Xci turgim ta by mdm oar
hago`rbdt`ag.
’@ tc`gj sa.‟
’Xagk ao Xalabag1 [cdt–s tcdt1‟
’@t–s `g tci E`eli.‟ By bab laajim dt bi hur`ausly eut m`mg–t dsj wcy @
wdgtim ta jgaw. @–m givir scawg dgy `gtirist `g tci E`eli eioari.
Eatc by pdrigts wiri Hcr`st`dgs, eut @ cdmg–t oallawim `g tci`r oaatstips”gat
s`ghi @ wds alm igaukc ta stdy dt cabi ey bysilo wcig tciy wigt ta hcurhc.
@t–s gat tcdt @ m`mg–t wdgt ta eil`ivi `g `t ar dgytc`gk, fust tcdt @–m oaugm `t dll
sa ear`gk.
@ krdeeim d E`eli aoo tci`r eaajscilo dgm taaj `t edhj w`tc bi ta tci scdhj.
Xagk ao Xalabag wds l`stim `g tci hagtigts, dgm @ ol`ppim ta `t. @ wds suri @–m
givir cidrm ao `t eioari. @ ridm tcraukc dll i`kct hcdptirs. @t wds l`ji d paib
deaut lavi dgm mis`ri, dgm sabi ao `t @ mio`g`tily haulm rildti ta.
Paur va`hi `s swiit,
dgm yaur odhi `s lavily.
Pau cdvi stalig by cidrt
w`tc agi kldghi ao yaur iyis,
Caw eidut`oul yau dri dgm caw plids`gk,
Paur stdturi `s l`ji tcdt ao tci pdlb,
dgm yaur eridsts l`ji hlustirs ao oru`t.
@ sd`m, ’@ w`ll hl`be tci pdlb trii:
@ w`ll tdji calm ao `ts oru`t.‟
Mdukctirs ao Firusdlib, @ hcdrki yau6
Ma gat drausi ar dwdjig lavi
ugt`l `t sa mis`ris.
]cdt g`kct wcig @ kat ridmy oar eim, @ oaugm cir e`j`g` ag by edtcraab olaar.
@t wds mry gaw, dgm tauhc`gk tci twa p`ihis st`rrim oiil`gks `g bi dll avir
dkd`g.
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@ ldy `g eim try`gk ta sliip eut by b`gm wds o`llim w`tc tcaukcts ao Fadggd. @
ribibeirim cir j`ss dgm tci tauhc ao cir sj`g.
Db @ odll`gk `g lavi1 @–vi givir oilt l`ji tc`s eioari. @ oiil sa hagousim dgm . . .
@ tr`im ta tc`gj ao tci r`kct warm . . . dgku`scim1 Eut `t hdg–t ei lavi, @ cdrmly
ivig jgaw cir. Pau mag–t odll `g lavi tc`s idsy. Bdg sci–s sixy tcaukc. @ l`ji
cir sa buhc.
[cig @ o`gdlly oill dsliip @ mridbim ao cir. Xci wds `g tci scawir dkd`g, dgm
@ wds wd`t`gk oar cir. ]c`s t`bi sci hdbi aut habplitily gdjim dgm fust staam
tciri litt`gk bi dmb`ri dll ao cir. ]cig @ sdw tcdt @ wds gdjim taa, dgm sci
wds laaj`gk dt bi `g tci sdbi wdy. @ haulm till sci l`jim bi dgm dhhiptim bi
tci wdy @ wds. @ oilt ga scdbi.
@ waji up, tci sug wds siip`gk tcraukc tci kdp `g tci hurtd`g, dgm @ ldy
tciri tc`gj`gk deaut tci mridb. By mridbs wiri usudlly pritty ugbibardeli
eut tc`s agi oilt l`ji `t bidgt sabitc`gk.
@ kat aut ao eim dgm taaj d laaj dt tci ahidg. @ haulmg–t sii tci eidhc orab by
w`gmaw, eut tci ahidg swill laajim kaam orab ciri. @ krdeeim by kidr dgm
cidmim aut tci maar.
Mawg dt tci eidhc @ pullim ag by witsu`t, krdeeim by eadrm, dgm rdg `gta
tci sid. ]ciri wiri d haupli ao suroirs aut tci edhj dlridmy, dgm @ pdmmlim aut
ta fa`g tcib.
’Caw–s `t1‟ @ dsjim d kuy @ jgiw dgm ci kdvi bi d tcubes-up.
@ wd`tim oar tci gixt sit ao swills. @g tci idrly barg`gk l`kct ivirytc`gk oilt
hlidg dgm orisc. D e`k wdvi hdbi `g dgm @ wigt oar `t, hutt`gk d swdtc dhrass
`ts kldssy odhi.
Dotir d kaam barg`gk–s suro, @ cidmim edhj ta scari. @ sdw d or`igm ao b`gi ag
tci eidhc w`tc c`s eadrm.
’Ciy Fasc, eittir kit aut tciri eioari tci t`mi hcdgkis.‟
’Ciy bdg, wcdt–s tc`s @ cidr ‛eaut yau ei`g– d hrdmli raeeir1‟
’D wcdt1‟
’Cidrm sci–s agly twilvi, era.‟
@ jgiw by or`igm wds ed`t`gk bi, eut `t wds c`tt`gk d l`ttli hlasi tc`s t`bi.
’]ry hlasir ta s`xtiig. Dgywdy, wcdt–s `t ta yau1‟
@ wdljim dwdy. Iviryagi–s praedely tdlj`gk deaut `t gaw.
@ lukkim by eadrm edhj up tci c`ll. @ cdm ta kit ridmy oar warj. @ mag‐t hdri
wcdt dgyagi tc`gjs, @ cdvi ta sii cir dkd`g.
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]wa
@ cdtim warj`gk dt by pdrigts– stari, tci t`bi wigt sa slaw dgm @ haulmg–t
stap tc`gj`gk deaut Fadggd. @ stdrim aut tci w`gmaw w`sc`gk @ haulm ka sii cir
dgm tdlj ta cir. @ fust capim sci m`mg–t cdti bi oar ldst g`kct.
]cig tciri sci wds. @ oilt dll f`ttiry ds saag ds @ hdukct s`kct ao cir hab`gk
up tci radm. Xci wds widr`gk d l`kct subbir mriss dgm sci laajim sa kaam.
]ciri wiri ga hustabirs sa @ wigt aut ta biit cir.
’C`.‟ Xci sb`lim, tcaukc gat w`tc cir usudl klaw. Xci jipt cir iyis orab
b`gi.’Pau ajdy1‟
’Pidc.‟
]ciri wds dg ughaboartdeli s`lighi ds @ tr`im ta tc`gj ao sabitc`gk ta sdy.
’Pau liot yaur sw`bsu`t ciri. @–ll ka kit `t oar yau.‟
Xci laajim ibedrrdssim dt tci bigt`ag ao cir sw`bsu`t. @ stdrtim tawdrms tci
scdhj.
’Vdhc. . .‟
’Pidc1‟ @ turgim ta odhi cir, dgm sci laajim mawg dt tci pdvibigt.’Ldst g`kct. . .‟ Xci laajim up dt bi, cir iyis sidrhc`gk b`gi. ’@–b gat
usudlly l`ji tcdt.‟
’@ jgaw”‟
’@t–s fust . . . tci wdy yau wiri laaj`gk dt bi dgm ivirytc`gk. @ kat hdukct up
`g dll tci dttigt`ag dgm tci wdy yau bdji bi oiil, dgm tcig wi–m kagi taa odr
dgm @ m`mg–t jgaw caw ta stap. . .‟
’@t wdsg–t yaur odult.‟
’@ st`ll hdg–t eil`ivi @ m`m tcdt. @ wdsg–t tc`gj`gk. @–vi givir magi dgytc`gkl`ji tcdt eioari.‟
’@t–s ajdy. @ ridlly l`ji yau Fadggd.‟
’Pidc @ jgaw, dgm @ l`ji yau. ]cdt–s tci praelib.‟
]cdt bdmi bi sb`li, dgm sci sb`lim taa, aur sb`lis kraw`gk ldrkir ds wi
staam tciri laaj`gk dt idhc atcir. ]ci wdrbtc ao cir sb`li wdscim avir bi,
bdj`gk bi oiil sa cdppy dkd`g.
’@ scaulm kit edhj ta warj.‟ @ kldghim tawdrms tci stari cap`gk by mdm cdmg–t
siig bi aut ciri yit.’[cig ma yau kit aoo warj1‟
’O`vi a–hlahj.‟
’Ajdy,‟ sci sb`lim, ’@–ll sii yau dt o`vi tcig.‟
@ wdthcim cir wdlj dwdy tcig ribibeirim @ cdmg–t k`vig cir edhj cir
sw`bsu`t. @ s`kcim dgm wigt edhj ta tci stari.
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By mdm wds wd`t`gk oar bi. ’[ca wds tcdt1‟
’Ybb. . .‟ [cdt `s sci, d or`igm1 D k`rl @ l`ji1 ’Xci–s sabiagi @ bit.‟
Ci orawgim. ’D l`ttli yaugk `sg–t sci1‟
[cy mais iviryagi tc`gj sci–s taa yaugk1 Xci–s liss tcdg tcrii yidrs yaugkir
tcdg bi. ]cdgjoully, ci m`mg–t sdy dgytc`gk ilsi dgm wigt edhj ta wcdt ci–m
eiig ma`gk.
Fust eioari 9 a–hlahj, Fadggd hdbi `gta tci stari. Cir er`kct sb`li taaj by
eridtc dwdy, @ wds sa kldm ta sii cir.
’@ wds tc`gj`gk, Vdhc, @–m ridlly lavi ta sii sabi ao yaur pd`gt`gks `o yau cdvi
dgy yau hdg scaw bi1‟
’Pidc, tciri–s sabi `g tci causi @ hdg scaw yau.‟
@ wds cdppy ta scaw cir by drt. Ds saag ds @ o`g`scim up, wi wigt avir ta
tci causi dgm @ lim cir `gta tci l`v`gk raab.
’]cdt–s agi @ m`m ldst yidr.‟ @ pa`gtim ta tci ldrki pd`gt`gk deavi tci
o`ripldhi. ’Dgm tc`s agi taa.‟ @ wigt draugm tci causi pa`gtim aut by pd`gt`gks
ta cir. ]ciri wiri qu`ti d oiw by pdrigts cdm cdgk`gk ag tci`r wdlls.
’Pau–ri ridlly tdligtim.‟ Xci piirim dt agi ao tci partrd`ts. ’Ma yau cdvi dgy
bari l`ji tc`s1‟
’]ciri–s dgatcir partrd`t `g by raab. By pdrigts m`mg–t wdgt `t oar tci
causi.‟
’[cy gat1‟
’@t–s d gumi. Gat ridlly tci`r tc`gk.‟ @ kr`ggim.
Xci ldukcim. ’@ wdggd sii `t.‟
’Dlr`kct, eut tci suefiht–s gat ds eidut`oul ds dgatcir @–vi siig rihigtly.‟
@t taaj cir d babigt ta krdsp by bidg`gk, tcig cir bautc mrappim apig. ’@
hdg–t eil`ivi yau!‟ Xci sldppim by drb dgm ldukcim.
@ ldukcim taa.
’[ca–s yaur or`igm, Vdhc1‟ By bab cdm habi `gta tci raab.
’Ac, Bab, tc`s `s Fadggd.‟
’Cilla.‟ By bab sb`lim dt Fadggd tcig kdvi bi cir qu`zz`hdl iyieraws laaj.
@–m givir eraukct dgy k`rls ta tci causi eioari sa wca jgaws wcdt sci wds
tc`gj`gk.
’Fadggd wdgtim ta sii sabi ao by drt,‟ @ ixpld`gim.
’Ac yis, ci–s kaam `sg–t ci1‟
’Ci `s. ]ciy–ri dll viry kaam. ]ci partrd`ts dri by odvar`ti.‟
’Ci–s magi sabi g`hi ldgmshdpis taa. @t–s d p`ty tciri drig–t bari ao tcib
ciri. Ci jiips k`v`gk tcib dwdy ta c`s or`igms.‟
’[i–ri ka`gk gaw, Bab.‟ @ uscirim Fadggd tawdrms tci maar.
’@t wds g`hi biit`gk yau, Brs. uc . . . Vdhc–s bab.‟
By bab sb`lim. ’@t wds g`hi biit`gk yau taa, Fadggd.‟
[i wigt aut ta tci scdhj dgm @ uglahjim tci maar.
’Paur bab siibs g`hi.‟
’Pidc.‟
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@ hlasim tci maar eic`gm us dgm wi laajim dt idhc atcir. @ haulm oiil tci
girvaus tigs`ag eitwiig us l`ji wi wiri wd`t`gk oar sabitc`gk ta cdppig.
’Bdyei `t–s gat d kaam `mid ta habi ciri.‟
’@t–s ajdy, @ wag–t tdji d scawir tc`s t`bi.‟ Xci ldukcim, tcaukc `t m`mg–t
ridlly idsi tci tigs`ag.
@ pullim by pd`gt`gk aut orab eic`gm tci scilo.
’[cy ma yau jiip `t edhj tciri1‟
’@t–s gat ridlly sabitc`gk @–m wdgt ag by wdll, dgm @–vi kat gawciri ilsi ta
put `t.‟
@ tcaukct @ mitihtim d sl`kct elusc ds Fadggd laajim avir tci oibdli gumi
o`kuri `g tci pd`gt`gk.
’@t–s eidut`oul. Caw lagk m`m `t tdji yau ta pd`gt cir1‟
’Gat lagk. @ warj pritty odst.‟
’[ca m`m yau usi oar d bamil1‟ Xci l`otim cir iyis orab tci pd`gt`gk ta laaj
dt bi.
’@t wds fust d pcata.‟
’Ac.‟ Cir iyis wdgmirim d l`ttli eioari riturg`gk ta b`gi. ’Cdvi yau ivir
siig d gdjim wabdg `g ridl l`oi1‟
Cir quist`ag taaj bi ey surpr`si. ’Yc, yau bidg dpdrt orab yau1‟
’Pidc.‟ Xci eluscim.
’@ mag–t jgaw, praedely gat.‟ @ wds dscdbim ta dmb`t tcdt. ’Dhtudlly, @ cdm d
mridb deaut yau ldst g`kct. @t oilt l`ji `t bidgt sabitc`gk.‟
’[cdt wds `t1‟
’@t wdsg–t sixudl ar dgytc`gk, eut yau wiri gdjim. . .‟
@ sb`lim ds sci eluscim dkd`g. Xci wds sa huti. @ put tci pd`gt`gk edhj
eic`gm tci scilo ds @ rihaugtim tci mridb ta cir.
’. . .@t wds l`ji yau wiri sii`gk tci ridl bi dgm @ wds sii`gk tci ridl yau”
wi dhhiptim idhc atcir oar wca wi ridlly dri.‟
Xci sb`lim. ’Xa, cdvi @ siig tci ridl yau yit1‟
’Pau cdvi, `t–s fust . . . yau jgaw, sabit`bis wi drig–t tatdlly aursilvis w`tc
atcir piapli ugt`l wi jgaw tcib ridlly will. Pau jgaw wcdt @ bidg1‟
’Pidc, eut @–b gat l`ji tcdt, @–b fust bi.‟
’Pau mag–t hdri wcdt atcir piapli tc`gj ao yau1‟
’@ hdri wcdt yau tc`gj ao bi.‟ Xci sb`lim d l`ttli sb`li tcdt bdmi cir siib
sa vulgirdeli.
’Pau wdggd jgaw wcdt @ tc`gj1 @ tc`gj yau–ri dbdz`gk. Pau–ri eidut`oul dgm
cdppy dgm orii, dgm yau–ri sa buhc oug ta ei w`tc. @ ridlly l`ji yau d lat.‟
Fadggd t`ltim cir cidm ta agi s`mi dgm sb`lim scyly. ’Pau jgaw, @ tc`gj
tiigdkirs dri dord`m ao rifiht`ag bari tcdg dgytc`gk ilsi.‟
’Pidc, @ jgaw. [i tidr idhc atcir ta p`ihis try`gk ta ei dhhiptim. @t–s d tiig
idt tiig warlm.‟
’Dgm tci bim`d oiims aur oidrs. ]ciy till us wcdt–s haal dgm wcdt–s gat, dgm
caw ta laaj dgm dht ta ei dhhiptim.‟
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@ gammim. ’Iviryagi–s try`gk ta bdg`puldti us dgm tciy jgaw caw ta tdrkit
aur widjgissis. @ cdti `t.‟
’@ cdti `t taa.‟
’Pau–ri d e`t ao d miip tc`gjir drig–t yau, Fadggd.‟
Xci sb`lim. ’@ kuiss.‟
’@t–s kaam ta ei deli ta tc`gj oar yaursilo. ]ciri–ri piapli try`gk ta oarhi tci`r
wdy ao tc`gj`gk ag us dll tci t`bi.‟
’L`ji wca1‟
’Pau jgaw, l`ji tci bim`d dgm dll tci pal`t`hdlly harriht stuoo. ]ciy–ri
mil`eirdtily ku`m`gk aur tc`gj`gk `g hirtd`g wdys wc`hc `s l`ji sah`dl
igk`giir`gk. @t–s gat dll edm, eut tc`s `s bidgt ta ei tci ldgm ao tci orii, dgm
`t–s gat oriimab `o wi–ri tdukct wcdt ta tc`gj. @t–s `gmahtr`gdt`ag.‟
’Pau–ri d miip tc`gjir taa, drig–t yau, Vdhc.‟
’@ l`ji ta tc`gj sa.‟ @ kr`ggim.
’Ma yau eil`ivi `g Kam1‟ Cir iyis sidrhcim b`gi.
’Yc, yidc, @ kuiss. @ mag–t sii buhc kaam `g Hcr`st`dg`ty tcaukc. Bastly d lat
ao cypahr`tis wca tc`gj tciy–ri eittir tcdg iviryagi ilsi.‟
’@–b d Hcr`st`dg.‟
’Ac. . .‟
’Gat tcdt @–b piroiht ar dgytc`gk, ds yau–vi dlridmy siig.‟
’[ill @ m`mg–t bidg yau . . . dgm orab wcdt @–vi siig yau laaj pritty piroiht
ta bi.‟ @ sb`lim cap`gk @ cdmg–t aooigmim cir taa buhc.
Xci sb`lim taa. ’@ mag–t tc`gj ao bysilo ds eittir tcdg dgyagi ilsi, eut @ try
ta ei wcdt d Hcr`st`dg `s suppasim ta ei. @–b gat dlwdys kaam dt tcdt, eut @
kuiss Kam `s st`ll warj`gk ag bi. Ciy, hdg @ pldy yau agi ao by sagks1 @t–s
j`gm ao deaut tc`s.‟
’Pau wr`ti sagks1‟ Xci fust jipt surpr`s`gk bi.
’Pidc.‟ Xci kat by ku`tdr dgm sdt mawg ag tci eim. ’@ mag–t usudlly pldy by
sagks oar atcir piapli, sa mag–t ldukc ar dgytc`gk.‟
’Ajdy.‟
Xci kdvi tci ku`tdr d qu`hj tugi. ’@t–s hdllim ‛[cy Bi.–‟
Xci stdrtim pluhj`gk tci str`gks `g dg `gtr`hdti bilamy, dgm tcig eikdg ta
s`gk `g d swiit, l`lt`gk va`hi. @t wds d sagk deaut tci lavi ao Kam wca sdvim
cir ivig wc`li sci wds st`ll d s`ggir. Xci hlasim cir iyis dgm sdgk w`tc d
kigtli `gtigs`ty, `t wds dbdz`gk.
[cig sci o`g`scim, @ hldppim. ’[aw, tcdt wds sa kaam. Pau s`gk w`tc suhc
ibat`ag.‟
’Uidlly1‟
’Pidc, dgm yau–ri ridlly kaam w`tc tci ku`tdr. Pau tc`gj yau haulm tidhc bi
ta pldy l`ji tcdt1‟
’Xuri, @ haulm try. Dhtudlly, @ wds kaggd dsj yau sabitc`gk. . .‟
’[cdt–s tcdt1‟
’Pau tc`gj yau haulm pd`gt bi d p`hturi1‟ Xci kr`ggim.
@ sb`lim. ’]cdt–s ouggy, @ wds ka`gk ta dsj `o @ haulm pd`gt yaur partrd`t.‟
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Xci ldukcim. ’Gat gumi tcaukc.‟
’Ga.‟ @ kr`ggim. ’@ hdg fust pd`gt tcdt orab bibary.‟
Xci ldukcim dgm krdeeim by p`llaw ta sw`gk dt bi, dgm tcdt–s wcig sci sdw
cir e`j`g` ldy`gk wciri by p`llaw cdm eiig. Xci fust stdrim dt `t.
@ wds sa ibedrrdssim. ’Ac yidc, @ wds kaggd k`vi tcasi edhj ta yau.‟
Xci kdvi bi d strdgki laaj tcig stdrtim ldukc`gk. ’@–m lit yau jiip tcib
s`ghi yau aev`ausly l`ji tcib sa buhc, eut @ j`gm ao giim tcib oar sw`bb`gk.‟
@ ldukcim taa. Xci–s sa dbdz`gk, sci givir bdjis bi oiil edm deaut
dgytc`gk.
’Ciy, `s tcdt yaur hdbird1 [i scaulm tdji sabi pcatas!‟
’Pidc, tcdt–s d kridt `mid!‟
@ kat tci hdbird mawg orab tci scilo dgm wi stdrtim tdj`gk pcatas ao idhc
atcir. [i tr`im ta tdji agi w`tc eatc ao us `g tci sdbi scat eut wi wiri
k`kkl`gk l`ji hrdzy dgm dll tci pcatas laajim l`ji wi wiri mrugj.
[i oill edhj ag tci eim ldukc`gk, dgm ldy tciri laaj`gk dt idhc atcir.
Xci sb`lim dt bi dgm @ lidgim avir dgm j`ssim cir sb`l`gk l`ps, oallawim ey
dgatcir, dgm dgatcir, havir`gk cir bautc w`tc t`gy j`ssis. Xci rispagmim w`tc
l`ttli j`ssis ao cir awg, aur l`ps apig`gk dgm hlas`gk avir idhc atcir–s, scdr`gk
idhc atcir–s qu`hjigim eridtc. ]ci t`ps ao aur tagkuis tauhcim sigm`gk
sigsdt`ags tcraukc bi.
@ strajim by o`gkirs tcraukc cir saot cd`r. ’Pau–ri sa eidut`oul,‟ @ wc`spirim.
[i ldy tciri oar d lagk t`bi, habplitily hagsubim w`tc idhc atcir l`ji
gatc`gk ilsi ix`stim, fust stdr`gk `gta idhc atcir–s iyis, aur sauls
habbug`gk.
Fadggd sdt up. ’[cdt t`bi `s `t1‟ Xci laajim draugm dgm sdw by hlahj. ’@
scaulm ka, by pdrigts w`ll ei wagmir`gk wciri @ db. @ haulm try dgm habi
edhj ldtir, dotir m`ggir, `o yau wdgt1‟
’Xuri. @ haulm pd`gt yaur partrd`t tcig.‟
’Ajdy.‟ Xci ldukcim.
Xci j`ssim bi dgm hl`beim avir bi ta kit up. Dt tci maar sci kldghim edhj
dgm sd`m `g d tids`gk va`hi, ’Bdyei @–ll ivig lit yau pd`gt bi gumi.‟
Xci oldscim bi d hciijy sb`li dgm wds kagi.
[cad, sci–s suhc d ol`rt.
@ wigt ta tci causi ta sii `o m`ggir wds ridmy. Ds saag ds @ wdljim tcraukc
tci maar by bab stdrtim dsj`gk bi quist`ags deaut Fadggd.
’Xci–s viry pritty. Caw alm `s sci1 Caw m`m yau biit cir1‟
’Xci–s gidrly s`xtiig, eut sci–s bdturi oar cir dki.‟
’[cdt deaut cir pdrigts1 [cdt ma tciy tc`gj ao dg i`kctiig yidr alm eay
cdgk`gk draugm w`tc tci`r mdukctir1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw. ]ciy praedely mag–t jgaw deaut `t.‟
’Ei hdrioul, Vdhc. Xci b`kct siib bdturi ta yau eut s`xtiig yidr alms dri
st`ll ibat`agdlly ordk`li. ]ciy siij dttigt`ag dgm oldttiry dt tcdt dki, dgm tciy
aotig cdvi suhc d law silo istiib tciy–ll ma dgytc`gk ta ei dmb`rim ar lavim.‟
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’Xci–s gat l`ji tcdt. Xci–s viry silo hago`migt.‟
’Pau st`ll giim ta ei hdrioul. Pau mag–t wdgt ta eridj cir cidrt.‟
’Pidc, ajdy Bab.‟ @ s`kgdlim dg igm ta tci hagvirsdt`ag. Xci wds r`kct
tcaukc, @ cdm ta ei hdrioul gat ta eridj Fadggd–s cidrt. Eut bdyei `t wds taa
ldti oar tcdt. Bdyei wi‐ll eatc kit curt dgm tciri‐s gatc`gk wi hdg ma ixhipt
l`vi tcraukc `t dgm ivigtudlly kit avir `t.
@ cidmim oar tci maar w`tc by m`ggir `g cdgm. By mdm wds stdgm`gk `g tci
cdllwdy dgm bust cdvi eiig l`stig`gk ta aur hagvirsdt`ag.
Ci scaaj c`s cidm dt bi. ’@o yau hdg–t sii tcdt k`rl `s traueli yau–ri d e`kkir
oaal tcdg @ taaj yau oar.‟
’Pau mag–t ivig jgaw cir, Mdm.‟
’@ sdw cir `g tcdt sj`bpy, l`ttli mriss.‟
@ wdljim pdst c`b dgm aut tci maar. Ci–s sa fumkbigtdl”ds `o ci–s sa piroiht
dgm jgaws ivirytc`gk.
@g by raab, @ put ag sabi bus`h ta bdthc by baam dgm turgim `t up laum.
Eut tcig @ ribibeirim Fadggd wds hab`gk edhj saag, sa @ hcdgkim `t ta sabi
Eig Cdrpir”@ tcaukct sci b`kct l`ji tcdt.
@ kat aut by pd`gts dgm eruscis dgm sit up tci idsil ridmy oar cir partrd`t. @
agly cdm twa hdgvdsis liot.
]ciri wds d qu`it jgahj dt tci maar dgm @ lidpim ta apig `t.
’C`.‟ Xci eriizim `g dgm j`ssim bi, cir iyis mdgh`gk.
’[cdt m`m yau sdy ta yaur pdrigts1‟
’]ciy fust tc`gj @–b w`tc by or`igms. Xabit`bis Bdtt dgm Mdvi bdji d o`ri
ag tci eidhc dgm wi stdy aut ‛t`l dotir b`mg`kct, sa tciy wag–t b`ss bi oar d
wc`li.‟
’Pau wdgt bi ta pd`gt yaur partrd`t tcig1‟
’Pidc.‟ Xci siibim ta sc`vir. ’Pau hdg pd`gt bi gaw.‟ Xci sb`lim up dt bi.
@ scawim cir tci twa hdgvdsis @ cdm liot. ’@ hdg usi agi oar yaur partrd`t dgm
tci atcir ta pd`gt sabitc`gk ilsi oar yau”wcdtivir yau wdgt.‟
’Bdyei yau hdg ma twa partrd`ts”agi oar bi dgm agi oar yau ta jiip.‟
’Ajdy, `o yau mag–t b`gm s`tt`gk oar twa partrd`ts1‟ @ suri m`mg– t b`gm pd`gt`gk
cir tw`hi.
’Ga, @ mag–t b`gm, eut tci agi @ jiip hdg–t ei d gumi.‟
@ laajim dt cir dgm sci eluscim.
’Pau bidg. . .‟ @ haulmg–t ivig sdy `t.
Xci gammim dgm sb`lim dt bi.
By cidrt stdrtim rdh`gk. ’Ajdy,‟ @ kdvi cir d ridssur`gk sb`li, ’Mag–t warry,
tc`s–ll ei kridt.‟
@ wds sdy`gk `t ta bysilo ds buhc ds oar cir. @ oilt dll f`ttiry ds @ put tci
hdgvds up ag tci idsil.
’Xa wciri ma yau wdgt bi1‟ Xci dsjim biijly.
’Ybb, yau hdg s`t ag tci eim `o yau wdgt, ar stdgm, dgy wdy yau–ri
haboartdeli.‟
’Dri wi ma`gk tci gumi agi o`rst1‟
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Cir quist`ag taaj by eridtc dwdy. ’@o yau wdgt ta.‟
@s sci ridlly kaggd ma tc`s1 @ taaj d miip eridtc dgm wdthcim ta o`gm aut.
Xci wds elusc`gk, dgm oubel`gk w`tc cir hlatcis. Xci laajim draugm dt dll
tci w`gmaws ta sii `o dgyagi haulm sii `g, tcig sci sl`ppim tci strdps ao cir
mriss aoo cir scaulmirs dgm lit `t odll ta tci olaar w`tc d oluttir.
[aw, dbdz`gk caw idsy `t habis aoo.
Xci staam tciri `g cir ugmirwidr laaj`gk dt bi. ’[cig @–b gdjim yau hdg–t
habi gidr bi, yau–ri agly dllawim ta laaj, ajdy1‟
’Ajdy.‟ By va`hi saugmim strdgki.
Xci ugcaajim cir erd dgm sl`ppim `t aoo, mrapp`gk `t ta tci olaar. @ fust stdrim.
@ haulmg–t eil`ivi sci wds ridlly ma`gk tc`s. Xci cis`tdtim oar d babigt, tcig
sl`ppim cir ugmirwidr mawg dgm stippim aut ao tcib.
By iyis swipt ug`bpimim avir cir sbaatc, oldwliss sj`g, ga lagkir
`gtirruptim ey str`ps ao hlatc. ]ci iooiht wds dbdz`gk. @ haulmg–t cilp eut stdri
`g dwi. @ oilt m`zzy, avirhabi ey cir eiduty.
Xci stdrtim turg`gk draugm slawly, litt`gk bi sii dll ao cir. Xci wds sa
eidut`oul, cir sliij, yaugk eamy w`tc `ts dllur`gk hurvis dgm lagk, sligmir
l`bes, sa sbaatc dgm krdhioul. Xci wds piroiht.
Xci sdt mawg ag tci imki ao tci eim dgm laajim dt bi l`ji sci wds wd`t`gk
oar bi ta sdy sabitc`gk.
’Pau haulm . . . l`i mawg . . . `o yau wdgt.‟
Xci swugk cir liks agta tci eim, dgm ldy ag cir s`mi, cir cidm rist`gk ag agi
drb. ’L`ji tc`s1‟
’Pidc, tcdt–s kaam.‟ @ stdrtim try`gk ta sjithc cir scdpi. ’@ mag–t jgaw `o @ hdg
ma tc`s, by cdgms dri scdj`gk taa buhc.‟
’Pau–ri scdj`gk1 @–b sc`vir`gk l`ji d lido!‟ Xci ldukcim.
@ eridtcim `g d miip, scummiry eridtc dgm slawly ixcdlim. @ st`ll haulmg–t
eil`ivi wi wiri ma`gk tc`s. @ bdgdkim ta sjithc cir scdpi, tcaukc `t wdsg–t
tci eist autl`gi @–m ivir magi.
@ b`xim sabi sj`g tagis ag by pdlitti dgm stdrtim ta pd`gt. Ds @ kat `gvalvim
`g wcdt @ wds ma`gk @ eikdg ta rildx, tcaukc by cidrt wds st`ll paugm`gk.
Fadggd wds laaj`gk bari rildxim taa.
’[cy m`m yau mih`mi ta pasi gumi oar bi1‟
’Ybb, eihdusi yau–ri d kaam drt`st, dgm yaur gumi partrd`t wds eidut`oul . . .
dgm yau–vi dlridmy siig bi gdjim dgywdy. @ fust wdgtim ta ma sabitc`gk g`hi
oar yau.‟
@ sb`lim. ’@t–s tci eist tc`gk dgyagi–s ivir magi oar bi.‟
Xci sb`lim taa. Xci siibim ta ei igfay`gk cir ixc`e`t`ag`sb gaw.
’Ma yau l`ji ei`gk gdjim l`ji tc`s1‟
’Pis.‟ Xci k`kklim.
@ ldukcim. @ wds igfay`gk tc`s taa. @t wds eidut`oul, dgm sixy, dgm tci bast
ixh`t`gk tc`gk @–m ivir magi.
’@t–s d e`t l`ji yaur mridb `sg–t `t. Ciy, @–vi kat dg `mid, wcy mag–t @ pd`gt yau
gumi taa1‟
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’Cd cd, ga wdy!‟
’Dw, wcy gat1‟ Xci tidsim.
’‛Hdusi @–b gat eidut`oul l`ji yau, oar d stdrt.‟
’Pis yau dri! Pau–vi kat d g`hi eamy, dgm tcdt sixy suroir laaj.‟
’]ci will-mio`gim tdg l`gis1‟ @ ldukcim, eut by ika wds idt`gk up cir iviry
warm.
@ hagt`guim ta pd`gt, warj`gk qu`hjly w`tc sivirdl eruscis. Xci wds qu`it,
litt`gk bi warj. Dotir d lagk t`bi ao stdy`gk st`ll sci stdrtim kitt`gk ristliss.
’Xarry, by drb–s odll`gk dsliip. [cdt pdrt ao bi dri yau pd`gt`gk gaw1‟
’]ry`gk ta kit yaur eridsts r`kct.‟
Xci apigim cir bautc `g pritigm scahj, tcig kr`ggim. ’Hdg @ sii1‟
’Gat yit. @t wag–t ei buhc lagkir.‟
@ wds plidsim w`tc caw `t wds laaj`gk, eut @ st`ll cdm sabi warj ta ma ag cir
odhi.
’[iri yau surpr`sim wcig @ sd`m @–m pasi gumi oar yau1‟
’Pidc, @ tcaukct yau wiri faj`gk.‟
’Pau laajim surpr`sim.‟ Xci ldukcim. ’@ wds faj`gk wcig @ o`rst sd`m `t, eut
tcig @ tcaukct wcy gat1 @ kuiss @ wds ei`gk `bpuls`vi dkd`g. Pau tc`gj `t–s
ajdy ta ei ma`gk tc`s1‟
’Pidc, ao haursi. Mag–t warry, gatc`gk–s ka`gk ta cdppig l`ji ldst t`bi.‟
’Ga kaameyi j`ssis1‟ Xci ldukcim, tcig eihdbi sir`aus. ’Pau mag–t tc`gj `t–s
wragk tcaukc, oar d Hcr`st`dg1‟
’Pau–ri dsj`gk bi1‟
’@t–s wcdt yau tc`gj tcdt bdttirs. @ mag–t wdggd ei d edm ixdbpli dgm put
yau aoo eihdusi ao bi.‟
’Pau–ri gat d edm ixdbpli ao dgytc`gk. Dt lidst yau–ri gat fumkbigtdl l`ji
atcir Hcr`st`dgs. Dgm @ mag–t sii tc`s ds sabitc`gk edm, eiduty `sg–t s`goul.
]ciri–s lats ao c`star`hdl Hcr`st`dg gumi drt.‟
’Pidc.‟
’Dgm tciri–s gatc`gk wragk w`tc aur eam`is. Dmdb dgm Ivi wiri gdjim, sa
Kam bust cdvi l`jim `t tcdt wdy ta eik`g w`tc.‟ @ laajim dkd`g dt cir krdhioul
oarb. ’Eis`mis, yaur eamy cds ta ei tci eist iv`mighi tcdt tciri `s d Kam.‟ @
sb`lim, oiil`gk plidsim w`tc bysilo.
’Pau–ri ouggy. Eut yau–ri r`kct”tc`s `s deaut eiduty, gat sabitc`gk s`goul. @
wdgt ta plidsi yau w`tc tci eiduty Kam cds k`vig bi.‟
Cir warms sigt d wdrb, t`gkly sigsdt`ag olaw`gk tcraukc bi.
’]cdgjs,‟ @ sd`m, by va`hi raukc w`tc s`ghir`ty.
Xci sb`lim l`ji sci wds fust ridl`z`gk caw buhc tc`s bidgt ta bi.
’Ma yau tc`gj tc`s `s stup`m, tcaukc, putt`gk aursilvis `g tci wdy ao
tibptdt`ag1‟
’@t–s ajdy ds lagk ds wi mag–t odll `gta tibptdt`ag, r`kct1 Ei`gk ag tci imki ao
tibptdt`ag `s tci bast ixh`t`gk pldhi ta ei. Dri yau oiil`gk ku`lty deaut `t1‟
’Ga, tcdt–s tci wi`rm tc`gk tcaukc, @ mag–t oiil ku`lty deaut dgy ao tc`s. @t–s
l`ji pdrt ao bi oiils. . .‟
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’[cdt1‟
’Gatc`gk, mag–t warry.‟
’[cdt wiri yau ka`gk ta sdy1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw. ^drt ao bi oiils l`ji wi dlridmy eilagk takitcir, l`ji wi–ri
bidgt ta ei.‟
@ el`gjim, dgm by batcir–s wdrg`gks hdbi ta b`gm. ’Fadggd, yau jgaw @
ridlly l`ji yau, eut yau–ri ka`gk edhj ta Halardma saag dgm wi b`kct givir sii
idhc atcir dkd`g.‟
’Pau givir jgaw, tcaukc, Vdhc. Lavi hdg bdji d wdy `o `t–s bidgt ta ei.‟
’Lavi eridjs bari cidrts tcdg `t bdjis d wdy oar.‟
Xci m`mg–t sdy dgytc`gk. @ jipt pd`gt`gk dgm m`mg–t sdy dgytc`gk i`tcir.
’@ scaulm ka.‟
’[cy1‟
Xci kat up dgm stdrtim kdtcir`gk cir hlatcis.
’Ga wd`t, mag–t ka. @–b sarry. @ fust kit d l`ttli girvaus w`tc dll tc`s tdlj ao
lavi. [i–vi agly jgawg idhc atcir d oiw mdys. Pau–ri r`kct, wi mag–t jgaw
wcdt tci outuri calms oar us. @ mag–t ivig jgaw caw @ ridlly oiil deaut yau. @
cdvi dll tcisi b`xim up ibat`ags. Dll @ jgaw `s @ mag–t wdggd curt yau. @ mag–t
hdri deaut bi, @ hdg cdgmli `t, eut yau–ri yaugk. @–b shdrim ao eridj`gk yaur
cidrt.‟
Xci o`g`scim putt`gk cir hlatcis ag eut sci m`mg–t lidvi. @gstidm sci hdbi dgm
staam eis`mi bi ta laaj dt tci pd`gt`gk.
’[aw, tcdt–s ridlly kaam. [ca dri yau ka`gk ta scaw tc`s ta1‟
’Fust yau.‟
’Ga agi ilsi `s ka`gk ta sii `t1‟
@ scaaj by cidm.
Xci laajim up dt bi dgm sb`lim sciip`scly. ’@–b sarry, Vdhc. @ jgaw @–b ei`gk
stup`m deaut ivirytc`gk.‟
@ pullim cir ta bi dgm wi cukkim. Xci ristim cir cidm ag by hcist dgm
laajim dkd`g dt tci pd`gt`gk. ’Pau bdmi bi laaj taa piroiht.‟
’[cdt ma yau bidg1‟
’By c`ps dri w`mir tcdg tcdt, dgm yau m`mg–t pd`gt dgy ao by elib`scis. @t
fust laajs taa piroiht.‟
’[cdt elib`scis1‟ @ lidgim edhj ta laaj dt cir. ’@ mag–t ivig sii dgy.‟ @t–s
dbdz`gk, ivig tci pritt`ist k`rl st`ll o`gms sabitc`gk wragk w`tc tci wdy sci
laajs.
’Pau mag–t sii tcib1‟
’Pau bust–vi havirim tcib up w`tc bdjiup ar sabitc`gk.‟
’@ mag–t widr bdjiup. @ mag–t l`ji ei`gk odji.‟
@ cdm ta ldukc. Xci cdm suhc d gdturdl eiduty sci m`mg–t ivig giim bdjiup.
’@ pd`gtim yau tci wdy @ sii yau, dgm `o tcdt–s taa piroiht `t–s ‛hdusi tcdt–s wcdt
yau laaj l`ji ta bi.‟
Xci sb`lim up dt bi dgm @ j`ssim cir sb`li. [cig aur l`ps pdrtim sci sd`m
saotly, ’@ lavi yau.‟
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By st`rrim ibat`ags drasi ta cir warms, dgm @ wc`spirim, ’@ lavi yau taa.‟ ]ci
warms wiri sa pawiroul @ `gstdgtly rikrittim sdy`gk tcib. @ jgiw wcdt `t
waulm ma ta cir yaugk cidrt, eut `t wds taa ldti ta tdji tcib edhj gaw.
’@ eittir ka, `t–s kitt`gk ldti.‟ Xci rilidsim cirsilo orab by drbs. ’@–ll sii yau
tabarraw1‟ Xci laajim up dt bi w`tc suhc saotgiss `g cir iyis.
’Pidc.‟
’@–ll habi ey dt o`vi.‟ Xci apigim tci maar. @t wds mdrj auts`mi.
’@ eittir wdlj yau cabi.‟
’Ajdy.‟ Xci sb`lim.
[i wdljim `g haboartdeli s`lighi. @t wds d wdrb, hlidr g`kct, dgm Fadggd
turgim cir odhi ta tci stdr-o`llim sjy. ’Xii Vdhc, Kam–s dg drt`st taa.‟
@ laajim dmb`r`gkly dt Fadggd–s sliij s`lcauitti. ’Ci suri `s. @–b d biri
`b`tdtar ao c`s drt`stry.‟
@ haulm fust bdji aut cir sb`li `g tci m`b l`kct.
[i ridhcim tci imki ao tci hdbpkraugm dgm Fadggd stappim. ’Pau mag–t cdvi
ta habi dgy odrtcir.‟
’Dlr`kct.‟ @ kuissim sci m`mg–t wdgt cir pdrigts ta sii us takitcir.
’Kaamg`kct.‟
’Kaamg`kct.‟ @ lidgim `g ta j`ss cir. Xci kigtly tauhcim cir l`ps ta b`gi eut
tids`gkly jipt tcib fust aut ao ridhc ao d oull j`ss, mrdw`gk bi hlasir ugt`l by
cugkry l`ps hdukct cirs dgm wi j`ssim pdss`agdtily, aur eam`is priss`gk
dkd`gst idhc atcir.
Xci pullim dwdy eridtclissly. ’@ ridlly cdvi ta ka.‟ Xci cis`tdtim d babigt
lagkir eioari qu`hjly wdlj`gk dwdy.
@ wdthcim ugt`l @–m last s`kct ao cir tcig ritridtim edhj ta tci scdhj.
Dlagi `g by raab, @ tr`im ta ugmirstdgm wcdt @ wds oiil`gk. @ l`jim cir sa
buhc `t wds dhtudlly pd`goul, @ dhcim ta ei w`tc cir. @o tc`s `s `godtudt`ag `t
suri oiils l`ji lavi.
]ciri wds d jgahj dt tci maar. @ ruscim ta apig `t tc`gj`gk Fadggd cdm habi
edhj ta bi, eut `t wds fust by or`igm Fasc.
’Ciy.‟
’Ciy.‟ @ tr`im ta c`mi by m`sdppa`gtbigt. @ wigt avir dgm havirim tci
pd`gt`gk w`tc d must hlatc. @ m`mg–t wdgt c`b ta sii Fadggd l`ji tcdt.
’Xa wcdt–s up w`tc yau1‟ Ci olappim agta by eim.
’Pau mag–t wdggd jgaw.‟
’Habi ag bdg, sp`ll.‟
@ s`kcim. ’@ tc`gj @–b odll`gk `g lavi.‟
Fasc laajim dbusim.
’Pidc, dgm sci–s gat ivig s`xtiig yit, dgm sci–s agly ciri oar twa wiijs tcig
kais edhj ta Halardma. @ jgaw `t–s stup`m, eut wcig @–b w`tc cir `t–s l`ji tci
cdpp`ist @–vi ivir eiig.‟
’Pau kattd stdy dwdy orab tci yaugk agis. ]ass cir edhj dgm jiip o`sc`gk.‟
’Xci tc`gjs wi–ri bidgt ta ei takitcir, l`ji `t–s odti ar sabitc`gk.‟
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Ci scaaj c`s cidm. ’Pau–vi kattd igm `t, bdg. ]ill cir yau–ri gat bidgt ta ei.
Caw ‛eaut @ sit yau up w`tc sabiagi wca–ll bdji yau oarkit dll deaut cir. @
jgaw tc`s k`rl, sci–s d ridl edei, dgm yau–ll saag jgaw tci m`ooirighi eitwiig d
s`xtiig dgm dg i`kctiig-yidr-alm.‟
’Pau–ri gat cilp`gk, bdg. @ mag–t jgaw `o @–ll ivir biit d k`rl l`ji tc`s dkd`g.
Xci–s sabitc`gk spih`dl.‟
’Dll k`rls dri spih`dl, yau fust cdvig–t cdm igaukc ao tcib ta jgaw tcdt. Pau
scaulm habi aut w`tc bi. @–ll `gtramuhi yau”‟
’Gdc . . . tcdgjs bdg, @ fust wdggd ei liot dlagi.‟
’Dlr`kct.‟ Ci kat up. ’Pau wdthc yaursilo w`tc tcdt k`rl tcaukc, mumi. Xci–s
taa yaugk ta cdgmli.‟
Ci puscim apig tci maar dgm laajim edhj dt bi. ’Ciy, @–vi eiig tciri. @t
suhjs eut yau–ll kit avir `t. Xii yd `g tci suro.‟
’Pidc, sii yd.‟
]ci maar hlasim eic`gm c`b lidv`gk bi dlagi dkd`g w`tc by tcaukcts. @
hlasim by iyis dgm `bbim`dtily p`hturim Fadggd–s sb`l`gk odhi. @ l`jim cir sa
buhc. ’[cdt scaulm @ ma1‟ @ sd`m dlaum ta tci ibpty raab, ar pircdps `t wds ta
Kam.
@ ribavim tci must-havir dgm laajim dkd`g dt cir partrd`t. Xci wds truly
eidut`oul, d piroiht`ag ao sybbitry dgm prapart`ag. @t wds mio`g`tily tci eist
tc`gk @–m ivir pd`gtim.
@ sdw by pdrigts– E`eli st`ll ldy`gk tciri ey by eim, dgm `g d oldsc ao
`gsp`rdt`ag @ jgiw caw @ wds ka`gk ta o`g`sc Fadggd–s partrd`t.
@t wds ldti wcig @ o`gdlly put mawg by eruscis dgm staam edhj dgm dmb`rim
by warj. Cir o`kuri wds oladt`gk, cir cd`r spridm aut, cir iyis hlasim l`ji sci
wds dsliip. D olaw`gk r`eeag hurlim laasily draugm cir w`tc tci `gshr`pt`ag6 ‛Ma
gat drausi ar dwdjig lavi ugt`l `t sa mis`ris.– Xci wds d sliip`gk eiduty
dwd`t`gk lavi–s o`rst j`ss.
@ wds ridlly plidsim w`tc `t. @ haulmg–t wd`t ta scaw Fadggd.
Dotir d qu`hj hlidgup, @ hrdwlim `gta eim dgm mr`otim aoo ta sliip w`tc
Fadggd–s eidut`oul `bdki st`ll l`gkir`gk `g by b`gm.
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]crii
O`vi p.b. eut ga s`kg ao Fadggd. @ wd`tim oar cir auts`mi tci stari dgm
ivigtudlly sci scawim up, cir odhi oluscim, cir iyis rim.
’[cdt–s wragk1‟
’@ giim ta tdlj ta yau.‟ Xci kldghim tawdrms tci stari. ’Lit–s ka sabiwciri
ilsi.‟
[i oallawim tci raukc m`rt pdtc tcdt lim mawg ta tci eidhc. Oar sabi t`bi
sci m`mg–t spidj, tcig sci stappim dgm odhim bi.
’By pdrigts jgaw deaut us. L`zz`i talm tcib @ wdsg–t w`tc cir ldst g`kct.]ciy wdgtim ta jgaw wciri @ wds . . . tciy yillim dt bi.‟
Xci stdrtim ta hry. @ put by drbs draugm cir dgm sci eur`im cir odhi dkd`gst
by hcist. [cig sci laajim up dt bi dkd`g, cir iyis oull ao tidrs, @ kigtly
dsjim, ’Xa wcdt m`m yau till tcib1‟
’]cdt yau–ri fust d or`igm, eut tciy oridjim aut wcig tciy dsjim caw alm yau
dri.‟
@ cukkim cir t`kct. ’@t–s ajdy. [i–ll jiip d law prao`li oar d wc`li.‟
’@ mag–t wdgt yau ta kit `g traueli eihdusi ao bi.‟ ’Mag–t warry deaut bi.‟ @ kigtly w`pim d tidr orab cir hciij. ’@ mag–t b`gm
kitt`gk `g traueli oar yau.‟
’@ mag–t wdgt by pdrigts ta ei bdm dt bi i`tcir. @ mag–t wdggd sgidj draugm
eic`gm tci`r edhjs dgm cdvi ta l`i ta tcib.‟
’Xa . . . wcdt tcig1‟
Xci m`mg–t sdy dgytc`gk.
’Pau tc`gj wi scaulm stap sii`gk idhc atcir1‟ D sbdll pdrt ao bi oilt
ril`ivim dt tci tcaukct ao `t igm`gk, `t wds dlridmy sa ibat`agdlly `gtigsi. Euttci rist ao bi haulmg–t stdgm tci tcaukct ao las`gk cir. @ stdrtim ta oiil dgkry.
[cdt cdppigim ta lavi o`gm`gk d wdy1 Xci fust k`vis up dt tci o`rst s`kg ao
traueli. Dgm @ wds warr`im deaut eridj`gk cir cidrt.
’Vdhc, ma yau tc`gj yau haulm tdlj ta by pdrigts1 @ jgaw `o tciy bit yau
tciy waulmg–t ei sa oridjim deaut `t.‟
’Pau tc`gj tciy–ll lit us jiip sii`gk idhc atcir1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw,‟ sci lawirim cir iyis, ’@ capi sa.‟
’Eut `o tciy mag–t . . . w`ll yau jiip sii`gk bi dgywdy1‟ ’@ mag–t wdggd m`saeiy by pdrigts, eut @ mag–t wdggd lasi yau i`tcir. @ mag–t
jgaw wcdt @–ll ma.‟
’Dlr`kct, lit–s ka sii tcib tcig.‟
[i stdrtim wdlj`gk edhj up tci pdtc. Fadggd taaj by cdgm, k`v`gk `t d l`ttli
squiizi ao dpprih`dt`ag.
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@ wds girvaus deaut biit`gk cir pdrigts”@ haulm fust `bdk`gi sabi e`k
hagoragtdt`ag w`tc tcib.
’[cdt dri yaur pdrigts l`ji1‟
’]ciy–ri Hcr`st`dgs”eut mag–t warry, tciy–ri gat shdry ar dgytc`gk. Fust mag–t
bigt`ag tci t`bis wi–vi eiig dlagi `g yaur raab takitcir.‟
’[cdt scaulm wi sdy tcig1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw . . . fust sdy wi wiri cdgk`gk aut dgm tdlj`gk.‟
@ s`kcim. @s tc`s ridlly wartc `t”kitt`gk d kr`ll`gk orab cir pdrigts sa @ hdg
spigm sabi bari t`bi w`tc d k`rl @–ll praedely givir sii dkd`g1 Eut ivig agi
b`guti w`tc Fadggd wds wartc `t. @ cdm ga hca`hi.
[i igtirim tci hdbpkraugm dgm sci lim bi tcraukc tci waams pdst sivirdl
hdbps`tis. Xci squiizim by cdgm dkd`g ds wi gidrim d hdbps`ti w`tc twa
tigts. @ haulm sii d b`mmli-dkim haupli s`tt`gk dt d tdeli, eut tciy cdm tci`r
edhjs ta us dgm cdmg–t siig us yit.
Fadggd rilidsim by cdgm. ’Bab, Mdm, tc`s `s Vdhc.‟
]ciy eatc turgim `g surpr`si. Cir odtcir staam up dgm laajim bi avir ds ci
aooirim bi c`s cdgm.
’Cilla, Vdhc.‟
’C`.‟ @ scaaj c`s cdgm. Ci cdm d o`rb kr`p.
’]dji d sidt.‟ Ci bat`agim ta tci hcd`r dhrass orab c`b. Fadggd sdt gixt ta
bi.
Cir pdrigts m`mg–t laaj taa shdry. @ haulm sii tci risibeldghi eitwiig batcir
dgm mdukctir”cir bab wds st`ll kaam laaj`gk ivig dt cir dki. Cir odtcir wds
tdll dgm m`st`gku`scim laaj`gk eut ci cdm d or`igmly odhi.
’Vdhc wdgtim ta biit yau dgm hlidr up sabi tc`gks.‟ Fadggd–s va`hi saugmim
d l`ttli c`kcir p`thcim tcdg usudl. Xci sb`lim dt bi dgm `t kdvi bi sabi
haurdki.
’@t wds kaam ao yau ta habi dgm sii us, Vdhc.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir spaji w`tc d
hdlb sir`ausgiss. ’[i wiri viry haghirgim wcig wi cidrm Fadggd wds
spigm`gk t`bi dlagi w`tc d eay wi m`mg–t ivig jgaw deaut.‟
Cir batcir o`xim bi w`tc d p`irh`gk laaj.
’Pau–ri i`kctiig, Vdhc1‟ Cir odtcir laajim dt bi w`tc d sir`aus `gtigs`ty.
Ajdy, sa tciy wiri d l`ttli shdry.
’Pis s`r. @ jgaw `t b`kct siib strdgki o ar bi ta ei cdgk`gk draugm w`tc
yaur mdukctir, eut . . . uc . . . sci–s fust ridlly g`hi ta tdlj ta. @ l`ji cdgk`gk
aut w`tc cir. @ m`mg–t bidg ta hdusi yau ta warry.‟
Cir pdrigts stdrim dt bi l`ji @ wds orab dgatcir pldgit. @ kldghim dt Fadggd
dgm sci sb`lim ighaurdk`gkly.
’Vdhc, wi mag–t dllaw aur mdukctir ta mdti. @o sci kais aut w`tc d eay `t–s
dlwdys w`tc d kraup ao cir or`igms”givir dlagi.‟ Fadggd–s batcir wds try`gk
ta saugm hdlb dgm hagtrallim l`ji cir cusedgm eut tciri wds dg ibat`agdl imki
ta cir va`hi. ’Pau–ri buhc almir tcdg sci `s. [i wdgt ta jiip aur mdukctir
orab s`tudt`ags sci–s gat ridmy ta cdgmli yit.‟ Xci kdvi Fadggd d m`sdpprav`gk
laaj. ’Fadggd jgiw sci wds eridj`gk aur rulis.‟
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]c`s wdsg–t ka`gk taa will. Fadggd cdm slugj mawg `g cir hcd`r. Xci siibim
sa buhc yaugkir dll ao d summig. @ wdgtim ta till cir pdrigts ta stap tridt`gk
cir l`ji d l`ttli hc`lm, eut @ jgiw `o @ sd`m tcdt @–m givir ei dllawim ta sii cir
dkd`g.
’Vdhc,‟ Cir Odtcir spaji dkd`g, ’wi–m rdtcir yau m`mg–t sii Fadggd dgybari.
[i prioir cir ta ei draugm atcirs ao cir awg dki, tcdt wi jgaw.‟
Pidc l`ji Bdtt. Ci–s d kridt `goluighi.
X`ligt tidrs rallim mawg Fadggd–s hciijs. @ tr`im mispirdtily ta tc`gj ao
sabitc`gk @ haulm sdy ta hcdgki tci`r b`gms.
’@ . . . @ ugmirstdgm yau wdgt ta pratiht yaur mdukctir, eut wi–vi dlridmy
eihabi suhc kaam or`igms, dgm @–m ridlly l`ji ta hagt`gui aur or`igmsc`p `o tcdt–s
pass`eli. [aulm `t ei ajdy `o wi stdyim `g d kraup w`tc cir atcir or`igms1‟
Cir batcir scaaj cir cidm. ’Xci cdsg–t eiig viry trustwartcy w`tc yau sa
odr, Vdhc.‟
By b`gm rdhim. ’[ill, tcdt wds by odult. @–b suri sci waulmg–t cdvi liot cir
or`igms `o @ cdmg–t dsjim cir ta. Xci wds tdlj`gk ta bi deaut cir od`tc dgm @
m`mg–t oiil haboartdeli tdlj`gk deaut `t `g oragt ao cir or`igms. [cdt wi–vi eiig
m`shuss`gk cds ridlly apigim up sabi tc`gks oar bi.‟
@ wdthcim tci`r stirg odhis eik`g ta tcdw. [aw! Ys`gk tci`r ril`k`ag wds
kig`us, caw m`m @ habi up w`tc tcdt1
@ laajim dt Fadggd. Xci wds laaj`gk dt bi w`tc d strdgki ixpriss`ag. Xci
praedely maisg–t l`ji bi ly`gk ta cir pdrigts, eut `t–s gat ridlly d l`i, sci m`m
tdlj deaut cir od`tc.
’@s tc`s trui, Fadggd1‟ Cir odtcir laajim dt cir dgm @ cilm by eridtc.
’Pis.‟ Xci sd`m biijly.
’[ill, pircdps wi cdvi eiig d l`ttli cdsty.‟ Ci turgim ta c`s w`oi, ’[cdt ma
yau tc`gj1‟
Xci gammim. ’[aulm yau l`ji ta stdy dgm cdvi sabi m`ggir w`tc us, Vdhc1 [i
haulm cdvi d l`ttli hcdt dgm kit ta jgaw yau eittir.‟
’Xuri.‟
Cir batcir–s dtt`tumi hcdgkim ta dll sb`lis dgm swiitgiss ds sci wigt ta
warj haaj`gk up sabitc`gk ag tci`r hdbp stavi. Eatc pdrigts stdrtim
pippir`gk bi w`tc quist`ags dgm @ oilt ughaboartdeli ugmir tci`r shrut`gy. @
tr`im ta kit tcib ta tdlj deaut Fadggd `gstidm.
[cig m`ggir wds ridmy, wi sdt draugm tci`r sbdll tdeli dgm Fadggd–s odtcir
sd`m krdhi eioari wi eikdg idt`gk.
’@ gat`hi yau mag–t l`ji tdlj`gk deaut yaursilo buhc.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir laajim
jgaw`gkly dt bi dhrass tci tdeli.
’]ciri–s gat buhc ta till.‟
’Dgm yau–m rdtcir tdlj deaut Fadggd.‟ Ci rd`sim dg iyieraw dt bi. ’@–b
kitt`gk tci `bpriss`ag yaur `gtirist `g Fadggd `s bari tcdg fust or`igmsc`p.‟
@ laajim dt Fadggd, sci wds elusc`gk dgm cir odtcir cdm gat`him tcdt taa. @
m`mg–t sdy dgytc`gk, @ fust oahusim ag wcdt @ wds idt`gk.
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Fadggd–s odtcir lidgim edhj `g c`s hcd`r dgm laajim dt us. ’]ciri–s d kaam
ridsag wcy wi sit tcisi rulis deaut mdt`gk. @ jgaw dt yaur dki caw idsy `t `s
ta ei swipt up ey yaur ibat`ags dgm lasi dll habbag sigsi. Pau jgaw, tci
E`eli tidhcis wcig twa piapli cdvi six tciy eihabi agi olisc. ]amdy wi cdvi
d bdrr`dki hiribagy dgm likdl pdpirs tcdt bdji piapli bdrr`im, eut `t–s tci
ug`ag ao olisc tcdt bdjis sabiagi bdrr`im `g Kam–s iyis. @–b till`gk yau tc`s
eihdusi tci warlm tridts six l`ji d tcr`ll r`mi dt dg dbusibigt pdrj, eut six `s
sabitc`gk spih`dl. Fisus sd`m, ‛[cdt Kam cds fa`gim takitcir lit ga bdg
sipdrdti.– ]ciri–s givir dgytc`gk hdsudl deaut `t.‟
[cy `s ci till`gk us tc`s1 Mais ci tc`gj wi–vi cdm six1
@ laajim dt Fadggd. Xci wds laaj`gk dt bi dgm @ haulmg–t till wcdt sci wds
tc`gj`gk. @ cdmg–t cidrm dgy ao tc`s stuoo eioari. Ga wagmir Hcr`st`dgs bdji
suhc d e`k midl deaut six. Eut `t j`gm ao bdjis sigsi tcdt Kam waulm k`vi us d
gdturdl wdy ao bdrr`dki. [i dlwdys dmm aur awg stup`m r`tudls ta ivirytc`gk.
Fadggd wds st`ll laaj`gk dt bi. @s sci tc`gj`gk caw hlasi wi hdbi ta ei`gk
bdrr`im `g Kam‐s iyis1 [cdt `o wi‐m dhtudlly magi `t1 @ ridl`zim w`tc surpr`si
tcdt tci tcaukct m`mg–t shdri bi. @g odht, @ j`gm ao l`jim tci `mid ao dhh`migtdlly
ei`gk bdrr`im ta cir. Bdyei @ ridlly db `g lavi.
Cir o dtcir hagt`guim. ’@o yau–ri gat ridmy oar tci wcali midl ao bdrr`dki dgm
ede`is dgm ivirytc`gk ilsi tcig mag–t ivig kit stdrtim w`tc tci sixudl stuoo.
Dgm yau–ri gat ridmy yit ivig `o yaur eam`is tc`gj yau dri. [cig yau cdvi
oiil`gks oar idhc atcir yaur eam`is ka hrdzy w`tc carbagis. Gdturi–s fae `s ta
bdji us prahridti. ]cdt–s wcdt dttrdht`ag dgm six `s oar ag d eds`h livil, ta
bdji ede`is. Gdturi edttlis dkd`gst us sabit`bis, dgm `t hdg ei cdrm. Aur
sauls siij d saul bdti dgm aur eam`is siij ta prahridti. Pau giim ta ei w`si
dgm silo hagtrallim dgm gat put yaursilo `g d pldhi wciri gdturi b`kct
avirhabi yaur habbagsigsi.‟
Fadggd wds elusc`gk dkd`g dgm cir odtcir s`kcim. ’@ mag–t bidg ta ibedrrdss
yau eut @ jgaw tci warlm maisg–t tidhc tcisi tc`gks. ]ci war lm sdys six `s fust
d oug tc`gk ta pldy w`tc, eut six `s bari tcdg fust dg ixh`t`gk kdbi ta pldy,
dgm wca yau cdvi six w`tc ridlly mais bdttir.‟
’[cdt yau–ri sdy`gk bdjis sigsi,‟ @ sd`m hdut`ausly. ’]ci warlm l`is deaut
ivirytc`gk.‟
Fadggd wds laaj`gk dt bi strdgkily dkd`g. Xci praedely tc`gjs @–b fust
sdy`gk tcdt ta laaj kaam `g oragt ao cir pdrigts.
’]ciri–s agly agi trutc, Vdhc. Fisus sd`m, ‛@ db tci wdy, tci trutc dgm tci
l`oi, ga agi habis ta tci Odtcir ixhipt tcraukc bi.– Dgm agly c`s trutc hdg sit
yau orii.‟
@t wds taa buhc. @ fust wdgtim c`b ta stap tdlj`gk.
’@ scaulm praedely kit ka`gk.‟ @ staam up.
’Dlr`kct, will yau–ri dlwdys wilhabi ta mrap ey dgm cdvi d hcdt w`tc us, dgm
`o Fadggd–s draugm yau hdg spigm sabi t`bi w`tc idhc atcir wc`li yau–ri ciri.‟
’Ajdy. ]cdgjs oar m`ggir.‟
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Fadggd staam up taa. ’@–ll scaw yau tci wdy edhj,‟ sci turgim ta cir odtcir.
’@s tcdt ajdy, Mdm1‟
Ci orawgim tcig gammim.
[i wdljim sabi m`stdghi orab tci`r hdbps`ti eioari Fadggd sd`m dgytc`gk.
’@–b sarry, @ m`mg–t jgaw ci–m lihturi us l`ji tcdt.‟
’@s ci d pridhcir ar sabitc`gk1‟
’Ga, gat ridlly.‟
’Dt lidst wi hdg jiip sii`gk idhc atcir.‟
’Pidc.‟ Xci sb`lim. ’]cdgjs oar tdlj`gk ta tcib. @ jgaw `t bust–vi eiig cdrm
oar yau.‟
’Pidc, yaur mdm–s ajdy tcaukc. Dt lidst ci spidjs tci trutc.‟
’Pau eil`ivi `t–s trui1‟ Xci laajim surpr`sim.
’Pidc, @ tc`gj wcdt ci sd`m `s praedely trui. Pau jgaw, @ ridl`zim sabitc`gk
ilsi. . .‟
’[cdt–s tcdt1‟
’]ci tcaukct ao ei`gk bdrr`im ta yau m`mg–t dhtudlly siib tcdt edm.‟
Cir odhi l`t up. ’@ wds tc`gj`gk tcdt taa.‟
[i staam tciri kr`gg`gk dt idhc atcir.
’@ scaulm kit edhj ta by pdrigts. @ mag–t wdgt tcib warry`gk deaut us.‟
’Ciy,‟ @ krdeeim cir cdgm ds sci turgim ta ka. ’@ lavi yau.‟ By warms wiri
cidvy w`tc ibat`ag. @t wds suhc d pawiroul tc`gk ta sdy dgm ridlly bidg `t.
’@ lavi yau taa.‟ ]idrs willim `g cir iyis. Xci el`gjim, dgm d s`gkli tidr
rallim mawg cir hciij.
@ hdukct tci sdlty tidr w`tc d j`ss, tcig by l`ps bavim ta cirs j`ss`gk cir
w`tc dll tci lavi @ oilt oar cir, d lavi sit orii orab by `gtilliht try`gk ta
hagv`ghi bi `t wdsg–t ridl. @ jgiw @ wds `g lavi, by cidrt dhcim w`tc `t, `t wds
sa pigt up `gs`mi bi lagk`gk ta ei ixprissim.
Xci pullim dwdy, sb`l`gk up dt bi tcraukc cir tidrs, tcig ds `o ugdeli ta
spidj, sci fust turgim dgm wdljim dwdy.
Kitt`gk ridmy oar eim tcdt g`kct, @ sdw by pdrigts– E`eli st`ll s`tt`gk tciri. @
p`hjim `t up dgm stdrtim ridm`gk, eik`gg`gk `g tci Giw ]istdbigt eihdusi @
wdgtim ta ridm deaut Fisus.
@ tcaukct @ dlridmy jgiw tci E`eli orab dll tci Xugmdy shcaal lissags @ cdm
ds d j`m, eut @ wds surpr`sim ey wcdt `t dhtudlly sd`m”ispih`dlly wcdt Fisus
sd`m.
@ haulmg–t cilp eut habpdri `t ta by pdrigts– l`vis. @ haulmg–t sii dgytc`gk ao
tci`r ril`k`ag `g wcdt Fisus tdukct. ]ciy wiri bari l`ji tci ^cdr`siis wca
fumkim iviryagi ey autwdrm dppidrdghis dgm jipt ibpty r`tudls dgm ldws.
Fisus wds rdm`hdl”dll deaut lav`gk atcirs dgm k`v`gk up ivirytc`gk oar Kam.
Ci m`mg–t hdri wcdt piapli tcaukct ao c`b, ci cugk aut w`tc tci warst piapli.
]c`s wds tci ridl Fisus”gat tci hcurhc virs`ag. @ eit Fisus waulmg‐t ivig ei
wilhabi `g bast hcurhcis tamdy. Ci‐m ei taa rdm`hdl oar tcib.
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@ put tci E`eli mawg dgm turgim aut tci l`kct. @g tci mdrjgiss @ tcaukct ta
sdy d prdyir.
’]cdgj yau oar er`gk`gk Fadggd `gta by l`oi. ^lidsi Kam, dllaw us ta jiip
sii`gk idhc atcir. @ ridlly hdri deaut cir.‟
@t wds tci o`rst t`bi @–m prdyim s`ghi @ wds d l`ttli j`m dgm `t bdmi bi oiil
ridssurim sabicaw.
♩♩♩
@ usudlly slipt ldti ag wiijigms eut tc`s Xdturmdy @ wds dlridmy up dgm
cidm`gk avir ta tci hdbpkraugm eioari 3db.
]ciri wds ga s`kg ao l`oi dt tci`r hdbps`ti.
’Dgyagi ciri1‟ @ hdllim.
’Fust d sihagm.‟ Fadggd–s buoolim va`hi hdbi orab tci sbdllir tigt. ’[cdt dri yau ma`gk1‟ @ haulm cidr cir scuool`gk draugm `gs`mi.
’@–b kitt`gk hcdgkim. Cdgk ag.‟
Xci eurst aut ao tci tigt. ’C`!‟ Xci eidbim, cir iyis spdrjl`gk w`tc
cdpp`giss. Xci tcriw cir drbs draugm bi dgm wi j`ssim.
’@s tcdt wciri yau sliip1‟
’Pip, tcdt–s by tigt. By pdrigts sliip `g tci atcir agi.‟
’[ciri dri tciy1‟
’]ciy wigt aut sabiwciri. ]ciy waulmg–t wdgt us ta ei dlagi takitcir. [iscaulm ka o`gm by or`igms ar sabitc`gk.‟
’Hdg–t wi ei dlagi oar d wc`li, fust ta tdlj1‟
Xci scaaj cir cidm dgm pautim. ’By pdrigts dri sa str`ht.‟
’]ciy–ri fust pratiht`gk yau.‟
’Pidc, orab yau!‟ Xci ldukcim.
’Pau giim pratiht`gk orab bi.‟ @ krdeeim cir draugm tci wd`st dgm mriw cir
ta bi, j`ss`gk cir k`kkl`gk bautc.
@ laajim `gta cir eidut`oul, sb`l`gk odhi. ’Pau jgaw, @ wds tc`gj`gk . . . tciagly wdy wi haulm jiip sii`gk idhc atcir dotir tci subbir `s `o @ bavim ta
Halardma.‟
Cir iyis w`migim. ’Dri yau sir`aus1 Pau–m bavi dll tcdt wdy ta ei w`tc bi1‟
’[aulm yau wdgt bi ta1‟
’Pis! @ ridlly, ridlly, ridlly, ridlly, ridlly wdgt yau ta.‟
@ ldukcim. Xci wds sa huti. ’@t–m ei cdrm tcaukc. @–m giim d pldhi ta stdy, dgm
d fae. @ mag–t cdvi buhc bagiy. @ kuiss @ giim ta jgaw `o wi–ri ridlly tcdt
sir`aus ta ivig ei tc`gj`gk deaut `t.‟ ’@–b sir`aus. ]c`s `sg–t fust d hrusc, @–b `g lavi w`tc yau. @ jgaw tc`s `s ridl.
@t–s m`ooirigt orab dgytc`gk @–vi ivir oilt eioari.‟
@ sb`lim. Xci bdmi bi oiil sa cdppy.
’@s tciri. . .‟ Xci cis`tdtim. ’@s tciri dgytc`gk @ hdg ma ta scaw yau @–b
sir`aus1‟
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’L`ji wcdt1‟
’Pau jgaw . . . dgytc`gk1‟ Xci siibim ta calm cir eridtc wd`t`gk oar by
dgswir. @ m`mg–t jgaw wcdt ta sdy.
’Habi ag, lit–s ka o`gm yaur or`igms.‟
[i oaugm Bdtt, L`zz`i dgm tci atcir kuy dt tci odr igm ao tci eidhc. @ oilt d
l`ttli fidlaus wdthc`gk Fadggd hcdtt`gk dgm ldukc`gk w`tc cir or`igms. @ m`mg–t
wdgt ta scdri cir w`tc tcib, @ wdgtim dll cir dttigt`ag ag bi.
Bdtt wds ol`rt`gk w`tc L`zz`i dgm sdy`gk sukkist`vi tc`gks eut sci wds tatdlly
gat `gtiristim. @t wds oug l`stig`gk ta tci`r edgtir. @ stdrtim ta rildx dgm oaugm
bysilo ldukc`gk dt tci`r mube fajis. ]ciy wiri kaam ta cdgk w`tc.
’Pau sbaji, Vdhc1‟ Bdtt dsjim bi.
’Gdc.‟
’Pidc, @ mag–t sbaji . . . h`kdrittis.‟ Ci kdvi bi d jgaw`gk laaj dgm
ldukcim. ’Ivir tr`im busc`is1‟
’Bdtt!‟ Fadggd kdvi c`b dg iv`l laaj.
’[cdt1‟ Ci tcriw c`s cdgms up dll `ggahigt.
’[cy ma yau ivig ma mruks1‟ Fadggd–s dtt`tumi hcdgkim ta haghirg oar cir
or`igm. ’Mag–t yau wdgt ta dhc`ivi sabitc`gk w`tc yaur l`oi1 Mruks dri fust
ka`gk ta biss `t up.‟
’Pidc,‟ L`zz`i fa`gim `g. ’Pau haulm igm up cabiliss dgm l`v`gk ag tci striits.
]cdt–s wcdt cdppigim ta tc`s kuy @ jgaw. Ci awgim c`s awg causi dgm
ivirytc`gk dgm last `t dll ‛hdusi ao c`s dmm`ht`ag.‟
’@–b gat dmm`htim. @t maisg–t ivig ma dgytc`gk, `t–s l`ji d l`ttli pdrty `g yaur
erd`g. @t–s gat ds edm ds yau tc`gj.‟
@–m dlwdys tcaukct ma`gk mruks wds mube, eut `o tcdt–s wcdt tciy wdgt ta ma
`t–s tci`r l`oi. @ wdsg–t tci j`gm ao kuy ta till dgyagi ilsi wcdt tciy scaulm ar
scaulmg–t ei ma`gk. Eut gaw @ oaugm bysilo wdgt`gk ta edhj Fadggd”’Pidc
bdg, mruks dri l`ji d pdrty, dgm yau tc`gj tci kuy tcraw`gk tci pdrty `s yaur
or`igm, eut wc`li tci pdrty–s ka`gk ag dt yaur pldhi ci–s aut tci edhj stidl`gk
ivirytc`gk”yaur `gtill`kighi, yaur dbe`t`ag, yaur cidltc, yaur outuri,
ivirytc`gk yau wdgt `g l`oi”dll kagi `g d puoo ao sbaji wc`li yau–ri igfay`gk
tci pdrty. Mruks drig–t yaur or`igm, bdg, tciy–ri yaur igiby.‟
Fadggd oldscim bi d sb`li.
’Ciy, tcdt–s miip,‟ L`zz`i ldukcim.
Bdtt scaaj c`s cidm. ’Pidc, eut ivirytc`gk–s edm oar yau, ivirytc`gk–s d
r`sj”wcdt yau idt, cdv`gk six. [i dll m`i `g tci igm dgywdy.‟
Oar d wc`li ga agi ilsi spaji, dgm tci s`lighi saag eihdbi ughaboartdeli.
Bdtt fust sdt tciri l`ji ci wds last `g tcaukct ar sulj`gk ar sabitc`gk. @ oilt
edm oar c`b.
’@ mag–t tauhc mruks ar dgytc`gk l`ji tcdt dotir wcdt cdppigim ta by or`igm.‟
L`zz`i sd`m, cir iyis o`xim ag tci m`stdghi.
’[cy, wcdt cdppigim1‟ Fadggd prabptim.
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’Xci l`jim tc`s kuy eut sci wdsg–t kaggd ma dgytc`gk w`tc c`b, tcig sci kat
mrugj dgm tciy cdm six.‟
’Ac ga.‟ Fadggd put d cdgm ag cir or`igm–s scaulmir.
L`zz`i scrukkim `t aoo. ’Pidc, dgm sci kat prikgdgt. Xci wds agly o`otiig dgm
cdm ta kit dg deart`ag.‟
’]c`s `s kitt`g– mipriss`gk.‟ ]ci atcir kuy kat up. ’@–b auttd ciri. Xii yd
ldtir.‟
’Ciy, wd`t up.‟ Bdtt fubpim ta c`s oiit dgm oallawim c`s or`igm, lidv`gk fust
Fadggd, L`zz`i, dgm bi.
’@–m cdti ta ei `g tcdt s`tudt`ag eut @–m givir kit dg deart`ag.‟ Fadggd stdtim.
’Xci m`mg–t wdgt dgyagi ta jgaw deaut `t.‟
’]cdt–s gat d ridsag ta j`ll yaur edey.‟
’@t wds d cdrm mih`s`ag oar cir,‟ L`zz`i rd`sim cir va`hi. ’Xabit`bis yau cdvi
ta bdji cdrm mih`s`ags l`ji tcdt. @ tc`gj sci m`m tci r`kct tc`gk.‟
’@ w`sc deart`ag wdsg–t ivig dg apt`ag oar cir.‟
’@t–s d wabdg–s r`kct ta hcaasi!‟ L`zz`i oalmim cir drbs dgm kldrim dt Fadggd.
’]ci edey scaulm cdvi d r`kct ta l`vi. ]ciri–s ga r`kct tcdt sdys yau scaulmg–t
suooir tci hagsiquighis ao yaur dht`ags. Xci m`mg–t cdvi ta jiip tci edey, sci
haulm–vi k`vig `t up oar dmapt`ag dotir `t wds earg. ]ci r`kct ta hcaasi `s sa
silo`sc, `t–s agly oar tci `ghagvig`ighi ao prikgdghy.‟
’^rikgdghy–s d e`k midl yd jgaw. Dgm cdv`gk ta dmapt yaur edey ta sabiagi
ilsi waulm ei carr`eli.‟
’Pau–m rdtcir put tci edey ta midtc1‟
’@t–s gat d edey yit. @t–s gat oully mivilapim, `t cds ga oiil`gks, `t–s gat l`ji
yau–ri putt`gk dg dhtudl pirsag ta midtc.‟
’Ga, L`zz`i, yau mag–t kit `t. ]cdt edey cds d wcali outuri dcidm ao cir, dgm
cir l`oi cds dlridmy eikug. @o sci wdsg–t tirb`gdtim sci–m l`vi aut d l`oi”
bdyei kit bdrr`im dgm cdvi hc`lmrig. @o yau j`ll cir, ivig wcig sci–s t`gy,
yau–ri tdj`gk cir wcali l`oi dwdy dgm dll sci wds bidgt ta ei dgm ma. Pau–ri
gat fust j`ll`gk d oitus, yau–ri j`ll`gk d mist`gy.‟
’@t–ll givir jgaw tci l`oi `t b`ssim aut ag.‟
’Gi`tcir waulm yau `o sabiagi j`llim yau r`kct gaw. ]cdt–s wcdt burmir `s,
`t–s stidl`gk tci l`oi yau wiri suppasim ta cdvi.‟
L`zz`i oill s`ligt dgm stdrim dt tci sdgm.
’[cdt ma yau tc`gj, Vdhc1‟ Fadggd turgim ta bi oar tci o`rst t`bi.
’Yc, will, @–vi givir ridlly tcaukct deaut `t, eut @ kuiss `o @ wds dg ugearg
edey @–m wdgt ta l`vi. @ tc`gj wi dll waulm. @–b kldm by batcir m`mg–t deart
bi.‟
Fadggd kdvi bi d l`ttli sb`li.
’@–b ka`gk. Pau kuys hdg cdvi yaur awg l`ttli bardl`ty pdrty `o yau wdgt.‟
L`zz`i kat up dgm stdrtim wdlj`gk dwdy.
’L`zz`i, wd`t.‟ Fadggd staam up. ’[cy `s tc`s eatcir`gk yau sa buhc1 [ds `t
yau tcdt cdm tci deart`ag1‟
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L`zz`i turgim ta odhi cir. ’Ga, `t wds d or`igm orab shcaal, dgm `t wdsg–t cir
odult, sci m`mg–t wdggd kit dg deart`ag. Pau jgaw, sabit`bis l`oi `s cdrm dgm
yau cdvi ta ma tc`gks yau mag–t wdgt ta. Xabit`bis yau ivig cdvi ta ma tc`gks
tcdt drig–t r`kct. Pau cdvi ga hca`hi.‟
’@ jgaw `t hdg ei cdrm ta ma wcdt–s r`kct. @–b gat fumk`gk yaur or`igm. @ w`sc @
haulm–vi cilpim cir.‟
’Eut yau dri fumk`gk cir, Fadggd.‟ L`zz`i turgim dgm wdljim dwdy. Fadggd
wdthcim cir ka tcig turgim ta bi, cir l`ps prissim takitcir `g d sdm l`ttli
orawg.
’[ill dt lidst wi jgaw caw ta kit r`m ao yaur or`igms `o wi wdggd ei dlagi.‟ @
tr`im ta l`kctig tci baam.
Xci mrappim mawg ag tci sdgm gixt ta bi. ’@–vi givir tdljim ta dgy ao by
or`igms l`ji tcdt eioari. @ tc`gj `t–s ‛hdusi yau–ri ciri, yau k`vi bi tci haurdki
ta sdy wcdt @ truly eil`ivi.‟ Xci s`kcim. ’@ fust capi tciy mag–t dll cdti bi
gaw.‟
’Mag–t warry, yau talm tcib tci trutc, tcdt–s tci `bpartdgt tc`gk, r`kct1
Bdyei yau haulm ei d l`ttli bari talirdgt ao tci`r v`iws. ]cdt–s wcdt Fisus wds
dll deaut, r`kct1 Cdgk`gk w`tc tci s`ggirs dgm lav`gk tcib.‟
’Pidc, eut sabit`bis talirdghi `s tci appas`ti ao lavi. @ jgaw wcdt yau bidg
tcaukc, yau hdg ei `gtalirdgt fust oar tci sdji ao ei`gk r`kct.‟
’@ m`mg–t jgaw yau cdm suhc stragk v`iws deaut deart`ag. Pau–ri dbdz`gk yd
jgaw. Pau–ri sa sbdrt dgm drt`huldti.‟
Xci el`gjim dgm laajim dt bi l`ji sci m`mg–t jgaw wcdt tcdt bidgt.
’[ill, wcdt dri wi kaggd ma gaw1 [i–ri gat suppasim ta ei dlagi takitcir.‟
’[i hdg sdy wi stdyim w`tc tci kraup eut tci kraup m`mg–t stdy w`tc us1‟ @
sb`lim.
’Pidc, @ kuiss `t–s ajdy `o wi stdy `g puel`h v`iw l`ji tc`s.‟
@ kr`ggim. ]ci gidrist pirsag wds cdlowdy mawg tci eidhc.
’@ o`g`scim yaur partrd`t. @ w`sc @ haulm scaw `t ta yau.‟
’Dri yau kaggd pd`gt bi dgatcir agi1 @ hdg–t pasi oar `t gaw, eut yau haulm
pd`gt bi sabitc`gk ilsi `gstidm1‟
’Pidc, wcdt waulm yau l`ji1‟
’Caw ‛eaut d silo partrd`t ao yau1 Gat gumi tcaukc.‟ Xci ldukcim.
@ ldukcim taa. ’Ajdy, @–ll try.‟
[i sdt `g s`lighi oar d wc`li. @ lavim fust ei`gk w`tc cir. @ m`mg–t hdri wcdt
wi m`m, `t wds g`hi fust ldz`gk `g tci sug takitcir.
@ s`otim sdgm tcraukc by o`gkirs. ’Xa, wcdt–s `t l`ji `g Halardma1‟
Xci sb`lim. ’@t–s eidut`oul, yau–m lavi `t tciri. @t–s piroiht oar dg drt`st. . .‟
Db @ sir`aus deaut bav`gk ta Halardma, ar db @ fust try`gk ta k`vi bysilo
sabi capi tcdt tc`s `sg–t kaggd igm wcig sci lidvis dgm @–b gat kaggd lasi
cir1
’. . . sgaw, dgm `g dutubg `t–s sa eidut`oul wcig dll tci lidvis hcdgki. ]cdt–s
by o dvar`ti t`bi ao yidr.‟ Fadggd pdusim. ’[iri yau ivig l`stig`gk ta bi1‟
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’Pidc, @ wds fust tc`gj`gk, @ mag–t ridlly jgaw caw @ hdg bavi tciri. @t–s
suhc d e`k tc`gk.‟
’Pau haulm habi dgm stdy w`tc us1‟
@ ldukcim. ’@ mag–t tc`gj yaur pdrigts waulm l`ji tcdt sabicaw.‟
’Kam w`ll bdji d wdy, Vdhc. Pau–ll sii.‟
@ sb`lim. ’@ ridm sabi ao tci E`eli ldst g`kct. ]ci Kaspil ao Bdttciw.‟
’Uidlly1‟
’Pidc, @ wdgtim ta ridm deaut Fisus.‟
’]cdt bdjis bi sa cdppy. @–vi eiig prdy`gk Kam waulm cilp yau o`gm tci
trutc. Gaw @ jgaw ivirytc`gk–s ka`gk ta warj aut oar us.‟
’@–b gat kaggd eihabi d Hcr`st`dg, ivig `o `t wds tci trutc.‟
’[cy gat1‟
’@–m cdti ta ei agi ao tcib. Pd jgaw, bast Hcr`st`dgs mag–t ivig l`vi ey
Fisus– tidhc`gks. ]ciy–ri bari l`ji tci ^cdr`siis.‟
’Hcr`st`dgs dri fust piapli wca eil`ivi `g Fisus. @t–s gat wcdt yau ma tcdt
bdjis yau d Hcr`st`dg, `t–s wca yau eil`ivi `g.‟
’@t scaulm ei wcdt yau ma ds will `o yau ridlly eil`ivi `g `t. @ sii tcib l`v`gk
tci appas`ti ao wcdt Fisus tdukct. ]ciy tc`gj tciy–ri Hcr`st`dgs eut tciy–ri
odji. @t–s bidgt ta ei dll ar gatc`gk. ]ciy–ri suppasim ta k`vi up ivirytc`gk oar
Kam.‟
’Eut caw hdg yau fumki tcib, Vdhc1 Cdvi yau ivir tr`im l`v`gk ey Fisus–
tidhc`gks1 Ga agi hdg l`vi up ta tcdt stdgmdrm. @ tc`gj bast Hcr`st`dgs oiil
ku`lty deaut tcdt eihdusi wi jgaw wi–ri gat oully l`v`gk l`ji wi–ri suppasim
ta.‟
’Orab wcdt @–vi siig, bast ao tcib drig–t ivig try`gk ta l`vi ey Fisus–
tidhc`gks. ]ciy–ri habplitily `kgar`gk ivirytc`gk ci sd`m dgm staam oar. Fisus
wds rdm`hdl”ci m`mg–t pridhc hagsirvdt`vi vdluis. Ci pridhcim lavi dgm
habpliti k`v`gk ao yaur l`oi dwdy. C`s wcali bissdki `s sa m`ooirigt. @t–s l`ji
rdm`hdl virsus hagsirvdt`vi. ]ciy–ri appas`tis.‟
Fadggd s`kcim. ’Bdyei yau–ri r`kct. By mdm dlwdys tdljs deaut tci hcurhc
giim`gk d riv`vdl eihdusi `t–s eihabi sa lujiwdrb dgm gat plids`gk ta Kam.‟
’D riv`vdl1‟
’@t–s wcig Kam wdjis up c`s hcurhc dgm bdjis `t r`kctiaus dgm sp`r`tudl
dkd`g. Pau scaulm tdlj ta by mdm deaut `t sabi t`bi. Ciy, yau wdggd ka
sw`bb`gk1‟
’Ajdy.‟ @ wds kldm ta igm tc`s hagvirsdt`ag.
Xci wigt ta pull aoo cir t-sc`rt eut stappim. ’Ac, @ hdg–t. @–b gat widr`gk by
sw`bsu`t. Pau wdggd wdlj edhj ta tci tigt w`tc bi1‟
’Cdvi yau ivir swub gdjim eioari1‟
Xci ldukcim. ’@–b gat ka`gk sj`ggy-m`pp`gk `g tci b`mmli ao tci mdy ag d
puel`h eidhc!‟
@ kr`ggim. ’[cdt deaut dt g`kct1‟
’Habi ag.‟
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[i wigt edhj ta cir tigt dgm @ wd`tim auts`mi wc`li sci hcdgkim. [c`li @
wds stdgm`gk tciri cir pdrigts hdbi edhj.
’Pau wd`t`gk ciri oar Fadggd1‟ Cir odtcir orawgim.
’Pidc, sci–s fust kitt`gk hcdgkim.‟
Fadggd hdbi aut ao tci tigt `g cir e`j`g` calm`gk d haupli ao tawils. ’@s `t
ajdy `o wi ka sw`bb`gk, Mdm1‟
’[ciri dri yaur atcir or`igms1‟
’@ mag–t tc`gj tciy wdggd cdgk w`tc us dt tci babigt.‟
’[ill, @ kuiss wi haulm dll ka mawg tciri.‟ Ci turgim ta c`s w`oi. ’Caw ‛eaut
d p`hg`h ag tci eidhc1‟
D p`hg`h saugmim kridt ta bi. @ summigly ridl`zim caw cugkry @ wds.
Fadggd–s batcir pdhjim d p`hg`h cdbpir dgm wi sit aoo mawg ta tci eidhc
takitcir. Fadggd dgm @ wigt oar d sw`b wc`li cir pdrigts spridm d eldgjit dgm
sit aut tci oaam. @ wds hdrioul gat ta tauhc Fadggd wc`li cir pdrigts wiri
tciri wdthc`gk us. [i fust spldscim draugm dgm @ tr`im ta scaw cir caw ta
eamy suro.
[cig wi kat taa cugkry wi hdbi `g dgm sdt mawg w`tc cir pdrigts. Cir
bab cdm bdmi us sabi sdgmw`hcis dgm @ qu`hjly mivaurim b`gi. Ds @ o`g`scim
tci ldst bautcoul @ gat`him tciy wiri dll stdr`gk dt bi.
’Pau wiri cugkry wirig–t yau, Vdhc1‟ Fadggd–s batcir sb`lim, dgm @ oilt
ibedrrdssim. Fadggd ldukcim.
’Dri yau hab`gk ta tci tdligt hagtist tag`kct, Vdhc1‟ Fadggd–s odtcir dsjim.
’Ga1 @ m`mg–t ivig jgaw deaut `t.‟
’[i–vi eiig try`gk ta pirsudmi Fadggd ta igtir `t.‟
’Mdddm!‟
’Pau scaulm! Pau haulm s`gk tcdt sagk yau pldyim oar bi. . .‟ @ stappim `g
b`m-sigtighi ridl`z`gk @ wds k`v`gk tcib taa buhc `goarbdt`ag.
’]cdt–s taa pirsagdl ta s`gk `g puel`h. @t waulm ei l`ji yau ma`gk d pd`gt`gk
wc`li iviryagi wds wdthc`gk yau.‟
’Pau pd`gt, Vdhc1‟ Cir batcir dsjim.
’Vdhc `s ridlly tdligtim. Ci mais dbdz`gk partrd`ts.‟ Fadggd dgswirim oar bi.
’Uidlly1 @–m lavi ta sii tcib.‟ Fadggd–s batcir sb`lim. @ sabicaw m`mg–t tc`gj
sci–m dpprih`dti sii`gk tci ldst partrd`t @–m magi.
’@ tc`gj Fadggd fust bdgdkim ta hcdgki tci suefiht. [cdt wiri wi tdlj`gk
deaut dkd`g1 Ac, tcdt–s r`kct, cir igtir`gk tci tdligt hagtist.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir
ruoolim cir cd`r.
’Pidc, yau cdvi ta igtir `t.‟ @ gumkim cir. ’Pau cdvi dg dbdz`gk tdligt tcdt
yau scaulmg–t c`mi.‟
’Xtap `t, Vdhc. @ mag–t wdgt ta.‟
’Fust tc`gj ao dll tci piapli wca–m kit ta cidr yaur sagk tcaukc.‟
’@–m ei taa shdrim.‟
’Pau–ri tci lidst oidroul pirsag @–vi ivir bit.‟
’Pidc, wcig @–b w`tc yau.‟
’@–ll ei tciri.‟
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’Pau–m ei ag stdki w`tc bi1‟
’Ga, eut @–ll ei wdthc`gk.‟
’@–ll ma `t `o yau ka ag stdki w`tc bi.‟
@ ldukcim. ’[cdt waulm @ ma1 Fust stdgm tciri gixt ta yau1‟
’Pau haulm pldy yaur ku`tdr.‟
’@ cdrmly jgaw tcrii hcarms.‟
’]cdt–s kaam igaukc. @–ll tidhc yau tci rist.‟
’Ajdy tcig, lit–s ma `t.‟
’[i giim dgatcir ku`tdr tcaukc, @ mag–t cdvi b`gi ciri w`tc bi.‟
’@–b suri wi hdg earraw agi orab sabiwciri,‟ Fadggd–s odtcir sd`m.
’@–ll ka kit by ku`tdr dgm biit yau edhj dt yaur hdbps`ti.‟
’@s `t ajdy `o wi prdht`hi dt tci hdbps`ti, Mdm1‟
’Pis tcdt–s o`gi. Fust eicdvi yaursilvis, dlr`kct1‟
’[i w`ll,‟ wi sd`m `g ug`sag.
@ taaj d scarthut edhj ta tci scdhj. @ wds d l`ttli girvaus deaut pldy`gk tci
ku`tdr `g oragt ao lats ao piapli eut @ wdgtim ta ma tc`s oar Fadggd. @ wds
ixh`tim oar cir, sci wds sa kaam sci wds ka`gk ta elaw iviryagi dwdy.
@ krdeeim by ku`tdr dgm wigt edhj ta tci`r hdbps`ti. Fadggd wds dlridmy
tciri strubb`gk ag dgatcir ku`tdr.
’Kridt, yau oaugm agi.‟
’Pidc, eut tc`s agi–s m`ooirigt ta tci agi @–b usim ta. By ku`tdr `s bari l`ji
yaurs.‟
’Ciri, yau pldy b`gi dgm @–ll pldy tcdt agi.‟
’@–b cdv`gk sihagm tcaukcts deaut ma`gk tc`s. @ mag–t wdggd s`gk by sagk `g
oragt ao dll tcasi piapli. Bdyei @ haulm ma `t `o wi m`m d m`ooirigt sagk.‟
’Habi ag, yau cdvi ta s`gk yaur sagk. @t–ll ei sa kridt. ]ci wdy yau s`gk `t `s
dbdz`gk. @–ll ei surpr`sim `o yau mag–t w`g.‟
’@–b shdrim tcaukc.‟ Xci prissim cir l`ps takitcir.
’@–ll ei r`kct tciri w`tc yau, praedely bdj`gk d habpliti oaal ao bysilo, eut
yau–ll ei kridt. Pau fust giim sabi haurdki dgm yau–ll dbdzi iviryagi.‟
Xci laajim dt tci kraugm oar d babigt, tcig sci laajim up dt bi dgm sb`lim
dg `gsihuri l`ttli sb`li.
’Pau–ll ei o`gi. Xtap warry`gk deaut `t.‟
’Dlr`kct.‟ Xci sb`lim w`tc d l`ttli bari igtcus`dsb. ’@ haulmg–t ma tc`s
w`tcaut yau.‟
[i prdht`him takitcir dll dotirgaag. Fadggd tdukct bi twa giw hcarms dgm
scawim bi wcig ta hcdgki hcarms mur`gk tci sagk. Ivigtudlly wi kat `t
saugm`gk ajdy, tcaukc @ wds suri `t waulm–vi saugmim eittir w`tcaut bi dgm
dll by b`stdjis. Eut @ jgiw @ wdsg–t tciri ta bdji tci sagk saugm eittir, @
wds tciri ta k`vi cir hago`mighi.
Cir pdrigts hdbi edhj orab tci eidhc dgm @ gat`him tciy–m k`vig us d lat ao
t`bi dlagi takitcir. @ wagmirim `o tciy wiri ids`gk up ag tci`r ristr`ht`ags
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gaw tciy jgiw bi, ar `o `t wds fust eihdusi ao tc`s tdligt hagtist. @ jgiw tciy
wdgtim cir ta s`gk `g `t ds buhc ds @ m`m.
[i pldyim Fadggd–s sagk tcraukc oar tcib dgm tciy wiri oull ao prd`si sdy`gk
`t wds fust piroiht.
Fadggd–s batcir o`xim us sabi m`ggir, tcig Fadggd wigt ta cir tigt ta
hcdgki `gta sabitc`gk oar tci scaw. Xci hdbi aut `g d l`kct yillaw subbir
mriss.
’Pau–ri widr`gk tcdt1 Pau–ri kaggd w`g fust ey laaj`gk sa kaam.‟
Xci eidbim dgm cir bab rd`sim cir iyieraws dt bi.
Xii`gk wcdt sci wds widr`gk @ ridl`zim caw ugmir-mrissim @ wds.
’@ scaulm ka hcdgki taa.‟
Fadggd laajim bi avir `g by scarts dgm t-sc`rt. ’Ajdy, eut curry up. @t
stdrts `g cdlo dg caur.‟
@ fakkim edhj ta tci scdhj dgm hcdgkim `gta sabi pdgts dgm d lagk-sliivim
sc`rt tcig hcihjim bysilo `g tci b`rrar. Cbb. @ put ag d pd`r ao sugkldssis
dgm kr`ggim dt by rioliht`ag. Gaw tcdt laajs l`ji d bus`h`dg.
]dj`gk d miip eridtc @ cidmim aut tci maar. ]c`s `s kaggd ei `gtirist`gk.
[cig @ kat edhj ta tci`r hdbps`ti, Fadggd dgm cir bab cdm dlridmy liot eut
cir odtcir wds tciri wd`t`gk oar bi. Ci laajim bi avir dgm sb`lim.
’Habi ag, @–ll scaw yau tci wdy.‟
Ci lim bi tcraukc tci hdbpkraugm. ’Pau jgaw, Vdhc, yau siib ta ei d kaam
`goluighi ag by mdukctir. Xci waulmg–t cdvi igtirim tc`s hagtist w`tcaut yaur
ighaurdkibigt.‟
@ fust sb`lim.
’@ dpprih`dti yau ma`gk tc`s oar cir. Xci cds sa buhc tdligt, @ fust wdgt ta
sii cir ma`gk wcdt sci lavis w`tcaut dgy oidr calm`gk cir edhj. ]c`s b`kct ei
fust wcdt sci giims ta k`vi cir tcdt hago`mighi eaast. @ capi sci mais will
tag`kct.‟
’Pidc, @–b suri sci w`ll.‟
[i drr`vim dt d gdturdl dbpc`tcidtir. D stdki wds sit up dt tci eattab ao
tci eawl-scdpim vdlliy, dgm qu`ti d oiw piapli wiri dlridmy tciri o`gm`gk d
pldhi ta s`t ag tci krdss slapi.
@ sdw Fadggd dgm cir bab gidr tci stdki dgm bdmi by wdy tawdrms tcib.
Fadggd sdw bi dgm kdvi bi dg ixdkkirdtim kr`g ta scaw caw girvaus dgm
ixh`tim sci wds.
’@t–s stdrt`gk saag. [i–ri tc`rm up.‟ Xci wds sa dgtsy sci haulmg–t stdy st`ll.
]ci dbpc`tcidtir wds o`ll`gk odst dgm tciri wds d ridl euzz draugm tci pldhi,
ispih`dlly gidr tci stdki drid.
@ wds swidt`gk. @ cdm sa buhc ta ribibeir”dll tcasi hcarm hcdgkis. ]ciy
dggaughim tci eik`gg`gk ao tci scaw dgm tci o`rst hagtistdgt, d mrubbir ma`gk
d sala, wigt up ta piroarb. Ci wds pritty kaam.
’@ hdg–t eil`ivi wi–ri ma`gk tc`s. @–b sa girvaus. Dri yau girvaus1 @–b ridlly
girvaus.‟ Xci wds tdlj`gk odst.
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’Hdlb mawg, fust eridtci.‟ @ ldukcim. ’@t–s gat d e`k midl `o wi bdji d oiw
b`stdjis, r`kct1‟
’[cdt `o @ oriizi up tciri dgm hdg–t s`gk1‟
’Pau wag–t. Fust laaj dt bi, @–ll jiip yau orab oriiz`gk.‟
’Caw–ll yau ma tcdt1‟
’@–ll bdji ouggy odhis ar sabitc`gk.‟
Xci ldukcim. ’Ac, by bautc oiils sa mry.‟
’@–ll kit yau sabi wdtir.‟
’Ga, Vdhc, wi–ri up gixt.‟
Xuri igaukc tciy wiri dggaugh`gk6 ’Yp gixt, Fadggd dgm dhhabpdg`st.‟
’Dhhabpdg`st1‟ @ laajim dt Fadggd. Xci fust staam tciri gat bav`gk. @ krdeeim
cir drb dgm lim cir up tci std`rs agta tci stdki.
[i laajim aut dt tci dum`ighi dgm @ haulmg–t ivig ribibeir wcdt hcarm @
wds suppasim ta stdrt ag. Fadggd stdrtim pldy`gk, sa @ curr`im ta pldy d hcarm.
Xci laajim avir dt bi dgm sb`lim, tcig sci eikdg ta s`gk.
]ci wcali warlm siibim ta odmi dwdy ds @ wdthcim tc`s eidut`oul yaugk k`rl
s`gk orab cir cidrt w`tc s`bpli, dgkil`h pur`ty. @ mag–t ivig ribibeir pldy`gk
@ wds sa bisbir`zim.
Fadggd piroarbim cir sagk dgm tci gixt tc`gk @ jgiw wi wiri wdlj`gk aoo
tci stdki ta d hciir`gk dum`ighi.
@ wds mdzim dgm ildtim. Ds saag ds wi wiri mawg tci std`rs Fadggd fubpim
ag bi k`v`gk bi d cuki cuk”ku`tdr dgm dll.
’]cdt wds sa dbdz`gk! @ hdg–t ivig mishr`ei `t. @ hdg–t eil`ivi wi m`m `t!‟
@ ldukcim. ’Pau wiri dbdz`gk, `t wds tci eist @–vi ivir cidrm yau.‟
’@ jgaw! @ bdmi d oiw b`stdjis ag tci ku`tdr tcaukc. Pau m`mg–t gat`hi1‟
@ scaaj by cidm. ’@t saugmim piroiht ta bi.‟
Xci ldukcim. ’@ hdg–t wdthc tci rist ao tc`s. Lit–s ka sabiwciri.‟
’Eut yau–ll praedely w`g.‟
’@ mag–t wdggd o`gm aut. Habi ag.‟ Xci krdeeim by cdgm.
[i liot aur ku`tdrs eigidtc tci stdki w`tc d p`li ao atcir stuoo, dgm stdrtim
mawg d pdtc tawdrms tci eidhc. @t wds dlridmy kitt`gk mdrj dgm cdrm ta sii
wciri wi wiri ka`gk, eut dg dlbast oull baag cilpim l`kct aur wdy.
’]cdgj yau sa buhc, Vdhc.‟
’Oar wcdt1‟
’Oar ivirytc`gk! Oar bdj`gk bi ma `t. @ haulmg–t ivig ka up tcasi std`rs
w`tcaut yau. Pau–ri sa dbdz`gk. @ hdg–t eil`ivi yau kat up tciri dgm pldyim `g
oragt ao dll tcasi piapli fust oar bi, dgm yau cdrmly jgaw caw ta pldy tci
ku`tdr. Pau–ri sa erdvi.‟
@ stdrtim ldukc`gk. ’@ mag–t tc`gj @ hcdgkim hcarms tci wcali t`bi @ wds up
tciri.‟
’[cdt1‟ Xci stdrtim ldukc`gk taa, dgm tcig wi eatc haulmg–t stap.
’@ wds pldy`gk . . . tci sdbi hcarm . . . tci wcali t`bi.‟ @ kdspim aut tci
warms ds wi ldukcim ughagtralldely. @ cdm tidrs `g by iyis.
’Pau–ri sa edm. Ac by kaamgiss.‟
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’@ capi @ m`mg–t hast yau tci hagtist.‟
’@ mag–t hdri deaut tcdt. @t wds kitt`gk up tciri dgm ma`gk `t tcdt wds sa
dbdz`gk. @t wds agi ao tci eist tc`gks @–vi ivir magi `g by wcali l`oi.
Ivirytc`gk–s eiig sa ixh`t`gk s`ghi @ bit yau.‟
’Pidc, by l`oi–s mio`g`tily bari ixh`t`gk s`ghi @ bit yau, taa. @ givir jgaw
wcdt–s ka`gk ta cdppig gixt.‟
’]c`s.‟ Xci hdbi up hlasi dgm prissim cir l`ps ta b`gi. @ pullim cir `gta by
drbs dgm wi j`ssim pdss`agdtily, by cdgms hdriss`gk mawg cir edhj. Xci taaj
by cdgm orab eic`gm cir dgm pldhim `t ag cir eridst, dgm @ kigtly squiizim `ts
dbpli saotgiss tcraukc tci tc`g oder`h ao cir mriss.
Xabicaw @ oaugm igaukc silo-hagtral ta pry by l`ps orab cirs.
’[i eittir stap, wi–ri kitt`gk taa pdss`agdti.‟
’@ jgaw,‟ sci sd`m eridtclissly. ’@–b sarry, @–b ei`gk stup`m dkd`g.‟
’@t–s ajdy, @ l`ji `t wcig yau–ri stup`m.‟
Xci ldukcim. ’@ l`ji `t taa, ‛hdusi yau stap us eioari wi ka taa odr.‟
’@ w`sc @ m`mg–t”‟
Xci stappim by warms w`tc cir bautc dgm wi j`ssim dkd`g.
Fadggd pullim dwdy tc`s t`bi. ’@ wdggd k`vi yau sabitc`gk spih`dl oar yaur
riwdrm, dgm @ fust tcaukct ao sabitc`gk wi hdg ma. Habi ag.‟
Xci krdeeim by cdgm dgm stdrtim lidm`gk bi mawg tci pdtc dkd`g.
’[cdt dri wi ma`gk1‟
’Pau–ll sii.‟ Xci k`kklim.
@ ris`stim, pull`gk cir ta d stap. ’[cdt `s `t1‟
Xci sb`lim. ’[i–ri ka`gk sw`bb`gk.‟
@ ldukcim. @ jgiw wcdt tcdt bidgt.
[i rdg mawg ta tci gaw misirtim eidhc.
Fadggd laajim dt bi. ’Xcdll wi1‟
’Ga, gat ciri. Lit–s ka ‛raugm tci pa`gt, `t–s bari pr`vdti tciri.‟
[i wdljim draugm tci rahjy cidmldgm ta tci sihlumim havi ag tci atcir s`mi
wciri d sbdll, sdgmy eidhc ldy edri `g tci baagl`kct.
’[aw, @ m`mg–t ivig jgaw tc`s pldhi ix`stim. @t–s viry rabdgt`h.‟
[i staam tciri oar d babigt laaj`gk dt idhc atcir eioari wi stdrtim tdj`gk
aoo aur hlatcis. Xci o`g`scim o`rst dgm @ haulm sii dll ao cir, cir edri sj`g
lub`gishigt `g tci baagl`kct. Xci supprissim d k`kkli ds @ j`hjim aoo by
ugmirpdgts `gta tci p`li dgm wi staam tciri gdjim. @ taaj cir cdgm `g b`gi
dgm wi rdg takitcir `gta tci sid.
Fadggd squidlim ds tci wdtir surkim up draugm us, eut `t wdsg–t halm”`t oilt
`gv`kardt`gk dgm l`eirdt`gk. @ last calm ao cir cdgm `g tci wdvis dgm wi
`bbim`dtily krdeeim oar idhc atcir, pull`gk aur eam`is hlasi, aur sj`g tauhc`gk
ds tci wdvis eraji draugm us. By cdgms bavim avir cir eamy, eut eioari @
haulm ixplari taa buhc sci lit ka dgm swdb dwdy, squidl`gk dgm k`kkl`gk ds @
kdvi hcdsi.
Xci lit bi hdthc cir `g tci scdllaws dgm staam up, cir sj`g kl`stig`gk `g tci
baagl`kct. Xci wds sa eidut`oul. @ staam up gixt ta cir, sa hlasi wi wiri
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dlbast tauhc`gk, tci wdvis hrdsc`gk dll draugm us. Xci ridhcim aut cir cdgm
dgm kigtly strajim cir o`gkirt`ps mawg by hcist dgm stabdhc trdh`gk tci
hagtaurs ao by bushlis. @ ridhcim oar cir taa, by cdgms hupp`gk cir piroihtly
oarbim eridsts. ]ciy wiri sa saot, tci`r sbaatc raugmim olisc hagtrdst`gk w`tc
cir pragaughim g`pplis.
Xci eraukct cir l`ps ta b`gi dgm wi j`ssim `g tci baagl`kct, cir haal sj`g
priss`gk dkd`gst bi. By cdgms bavim lawir, oiil`gk tci o`rb sbaatcgiss ao cir
eamy ugt`l by o`gkirt`ps ridhcim tci or`gki ao cir pue`h cd`r.
Xci stappim by cdgm w`tc cirs. ’Vdhc . . . wi scaulm ka. By pdrigts w`ll ei
wagmir`gk wciri wi dri.‟ Xci jipt calm ao by cdgm ds wi wdmim edhj ta scari
dgm oaugm aur hlatcis ag tci eidhc.
’Caw dri wi kaggd kit mry1 @ hdg–t put by mriss ag, `t–ll sadj r`kct tcraukc.‟
’Pidc, wi m`mg–t tc`gj ao tcdt. [i haulm eu`lm d o`ri dgm s`t draugm `t –t`l wi
mry aoo1‟
’]cdt–ll tdji oarivir.‟
’@t–m ei rabdgt`h tcaukc.‟ @ kr`ggim.
’]c`s `s sir`aus. [i–ll ei dll wit dgm by pdrigts w`ll o`kuri aut wcdt wi–vi
eiig ma`gk.‟
’@t–s ajdy, fust usi by sc`rt ta mry aoo, wi–ll ka edhj ta tci scdhj dgm mry aoo
prapirly.‟
’[i–ll ei kagi taa lagk.‟
’Lit–s fust warry deaut agi tc`gk dt d t`bi.‟
’Ajdy.‟ Xci siibim ta rildx l`ji sci wds trust`gk bi ta kit us tcraukc tc`s.
Xci stdrtim mry`gk cirsilo w`tc by sc`rt wc`li @ pullim by pdgts ag avir wit,
hl`gky liks.
[cig sci–m o`g`scim, sci cdgmim `t ta bi dgm @ put ag by gaw mdbp sc`rt.
Xci put ag cir mriss dgm wi cidmim edhj draugm tci pa`gt hdrry`gk aur scais
dgm ugmirwidr. @ haulm cidr m`stdgt bus`h hab`gk orab tci hdbpkraugm.
’@o wi curry wi b`kct st`ll bdji `t edhj eioari `t o`g`scis.‟
[i rdg takitcir dlagk tci eidhc, ldukc`gk dgm k`kkl`gk dt tci hrdzy s`tudt`ag
wi wiri `g. [cig wi bdmi `t ta tci scdhj, @ kat sabi tawils orab tci
edtcraab dgm sci taaj aoo cir mriss ta mry cirsilo.
@ wdthcim cir oar d babigt. ’@–ll ka kit by bab–s cd`rmryir.‟
’Ajdy, tcdgjs.‟ Xci sb`lim dt bi.
@ hdbi edhj w`tc tci cd`rmryir dgm sci mr`im cir cd`r dgm sabi mdbp spats
ag cir mriss. @ piilim aoo by hlatcis dgm mr`im bysilo taa, tcig hcdgkim `gta d
s`b`ldr sc`rt dgm pdgts ta wcdt @–m eiig widr`gk.
’Ga agi–s ka`gk ta kuiss wi–vi eiig sw`bb`gk.‟
’Pidc, eut tciy–ri kaggd dsj us wciri wi–vi eiig.‟ Xci puscim apig tci maar
dgm wi cidmim edhj ta tci hdbpkraugm.
’Xa wcdt scaulm wi sdy1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw. @ cdti ly`gk ta by pdrigts.‟
’Fust sdy wi wigt oar d wdlj dotir aur piroarbdghi.‟
’Pidc, wi wdljim mawg ta tci eidhc dgm edhj. ]cdt waulmg–t ei ly`gk.‟
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]ci hdbpkraugm wds misirtim. @ haulm cidr bus`h `g tci m`stdghi dgm wi
bdmi aur wdy tawdrms `t. ]ci bus`h stappim dgm wi p`hjim up aur pdhi. [i
saag fa`gim tci hrawm draugm tci imki ao tci dbpc`tcidtir. Fadggd stdrtim
priss`gk cir wdy tcraukc, dgm @ oallawim cir.
D bdg ag stdki spaji `gta d b`hrapcagi, ’Dgm gaw, oar tci babigt yau–vi
eiig wd`t`gk oar . . . tci w`ggir ao tc`s yidr–s tdligt hagtist `s . . . Fadggd dgm
dhhabpdg`st.‒
[i eatc orazi dgm laajim dt idhc atcir. Xci laajim habplitily stuggim.
’Pau wag!‟
Xci fust staam tciri, sa @ stdrtim pusc`gk cir tawdrms tci stdki.
’]ciri sci `s.‟ ]ci bdg ag stdki pa`gtim ta us dgm tci hrawm pdrtim. Fadggd
wdljim up tci std`rs st`ll laaj`gk habplitily mdzim.
’Xb`li!‟ @ hdllim aut ta cir.
Xci sb`lim ds tci bdg cdgmim cir d trapcy dgm iviryagi hldppim. @ hdukct
s`kct ao cir pdrigts, cir odtcir wds hdptur`gk tci babigt w`tc d v`mia
hdbird, dgm cir bab cdm tidrs rall`gk mawg cir hciijs. @ haulmg–t cilp ei`gk
hdukct up `g tci ibat`ag ao `t dll, @ cdm d e`k lubp `g by tcradt ds @ sb`lim
up dt by eidut`oul Fadggd.
Xci krdh`ausly taaj cir trapcy dgm ritridtim edhj mawg tci std`rs. ]ci hrawm
wds st`ll hldpp`gk ds sci hdbi ta bi sb`l`gk dgm calm`gk cir trapcy up oar bi
ta sii.
Cir bab dgm mdm hdbi ta us dgm Fadggd cukkim tcib eatc. [i stdyim tciri
`g d cummli ds tci hrawm draugm us eikdg ta m`ss`pdti. Cir pdrigts wiri
eueel`gk w`tc fay. ]ciy m`mg–t ivig dsj us wciri wi–m eiig.
[i hallihtim aur ku`tdrs orab ugmir tci stdki dgm stdrtim wdlj`gk edhj up
tci c`ll. D oiw piapli hdllim aut tci`r hagkrdtuldt`ags dgm Fadggd tcdgjim idhc
ao tcib.
’[dsg–t tc`s d kridt g`kct!‟ Cir odtcir igtcusim. ’@ kat `t dll ag v`mia. Pau
wiri sa kaam. Pau misirvim ta w`g.‟
’@t wds wagmiroul.‟ Cir batcir st`ll cdm tidrs `g cir iyis. ’@ jgiw yau–m w`g.
Pau wiri kaam taa, Vdhc.‟
@ kr`ggim dgm laajim dt Fadggd wca kdvi bi d cdppy, ril`ivim sb`li.
[cig wi ridhcim tci`r hdbps`ti @ sd`m by kaamg`kcts dgm wdljim cabi w`tc
by ku`tdr, wc`stl`gk tci tugi ta Fadggd–s sagk.
@ wds praum ao Fadggd. ]ci bari @ jgiw cir tci bari tciri wds ta lavi deaut
cir. @ kuiss tcdt–s wcdt lavi `s l`ji, yau odll `g lavi w`tc sabiagi yau cdrmly
jgaw, tcig yau kit ta jgaw tcib dgm yaur lavi miipigs ar yau eik`g ta odll
aut ao lavi. @ givir jgiw lavi cdppigim sa odst, @ tcaukct yau cdm ta jgaw
ivirytc`gk deaut d pirsag o`rst ta truly lavi tcib, eut lavi maisg–t wd`t oar
tcdt. Lavi `s el`gm.
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@ dwaji ta d jgahj dt tci maar dgm laajim dt tci hlahj”3655db. @ idsim aut
ao eim, ruee`gk by iyis ds @ wigt dgm apigim tci maar. Dll dggaydghi
ivdpardtim dt tci s`kct ao Fadggd stdgm`gk tciri.
’Kaam barg`gk.‟ Cir sb`li wds l`ji d sugr`si.
’C`!‟ @ apigim tci maar w`mir oar cir ta habi `g, dgm sci laajim bi avir
dmb`r`gkly”@ wds widr`gk agly eaxir scarts. @ hlasim tci maar eic`gm cir dgm
sci wrdppim bi `g cir drbs, sb`l`gk up dt bi sa lav`gkly.
’Db @ st`ll mridb`gk1‟ @ ldukcim. ’[cdt dri yau ma`gk ciri1‟Xci ldukcim taa. ’By mdm sigt bi ta dsj `o yau–m l`ji ta habi ta hcurhc w`tc
us tc`s barg`gk.‟
’Ac. . .‟ By sb`li orazi. ’[c`hc hcurhc1‟ Gat by pdrigts‐ hcurhc.
’@ mag–t jgaw, wi cdvig–t mih`mim yit.‟
’@ cdvi ta tdji d scawir o`rst. Hdg yau wd`t oar bi1‟
’Xuri.‟ Xci sb`lim up dt bi dgm @ j`ssim cir pitdl-saot l`ps. Xci riturgim by
j`ss w`tc pdss`ag, cir cdgms hdriss`gk by eamy. @ wds kraw`gk `ghrids`gkly
dwdri by eaxir scarts wirig–t c`m`gk tci wdy sci wds bdj`gk bi oiil.’Pau eittir ka tdji yaur scawir.‟ Xci k`kklim.
’Pidc.‟ @ s`kcim.
@ wigt `gta tci edtcraab dgm turgim ag tci wdtir. Xci wds st`ll wdthc`gk bi
tcraukc tci apig maarwdy. [cig `t wds cat igaukc @ sl`ppim aoo by scarts dgm
stippim `gta `ts wdrb stridb.
Dotir d qu`hj scawir, @ wrdppim d tawil draugm by wd`st, dgm sci apigly
dmb`rim bi ds @ hdbi edhj `gta tci raab. @t oilt sa sixy ei`gk dmb`rim l`ji
tcdt.@ staam tciri, laaj`gk dt cir laaj`gk dt bi. ’Cbb, bdyei @ scaulm ka,‟ @ sd`m
`g d odlsitta va`hi. @ bdmi ta wdlj pdst cir, tcig summigly viirim dgm j`ssim
cir ag tci l`ps.
Xci ldukcim dgm r`ppim by tawil dwdy. @ kdspim dgm sci oill `gta d o`t ao
k`kklis.
Dotir @–m kat hcdgkim, wi wdljim aut `gta tci wdrb sugsc`gi. @t wds dgatcir
eidut`oul mdy w`tc Fadggd, dgm @ oilt cdppy. [i cilm cdgms dgm wdljim slawly.[cig wi kat ta tci hdbps`ti cir pdrigts wiri dlridmy wd`t`gk oar us `g tci`r
hdr.
’]ciri yau dri. [i wiri fust deaut ta habi dgm laaj oar yau.‟ Cir mdm lidgim
aut tci hdr w`gmaw. ’Habi ag, wi–ri kaggd ei ldti.‟
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Cir bab sb`lim dt bi ds wi hl`beim `g tci edhj sidt. ’G`hi ta sii yau dkd`g
tc`s barg`gk, Vdhc.‟
[i mravi `gta tawg dgm turgim `gta tci pdrj`gk lat ao d ldrki hcurhc. @t
wdsg–t by pdrigts– hcurhc eut `t st`ll bdmi bi girvaus.
@t wds pritty krdgm `gs`mi, w`tc plusc hdrpit`gk dgm d k`dgt v`mia shriig
deavi tci stdki m`spldy`gk d wilhabi bissdki. [i sdt gidr tci edhj. @ laajim
draugm dgm @ tcaukct @ rihakg`zim sabi ao tci piapli tciri. ]ci biit`gk
stdrtim w`tc s`gk`gk. @ m`mg–t jgaw dgy ao tci sagks eut @ l`jim l`stig`gk ta
Fadggd s`gk tcib.
]ci pdstar tcig kat up dgm stdrtim spidj`gk deaut tci eliss`gks ao Kam. Ci
bastly tdljim deaut o`gdgh`dl eliss`gk dgm strissim tcdt k`v`gk ta tci hcurhc
waulm er`gk Kam–s eliss`gk ag tci`r o`gdghis sa tciy haulm hagt`gui ta ei d
eliss`gk ta atcirs. @ haulmg–t cilp eut habpdri c`s bissdki ta wcdt @–m ridm tci
atcir g`kct. ]c`s `sg‐t wcdt Fisus tdukct. Ci sd`m mag‐t siij dotir tci tc`gks ao
tc`s warlm, dgm yau hdg‐t lavi eatc Kam dgm bagiy. [cdt‐s wragk w`tc tcisi
Hcr`st ̀dgs1 Mag‐t tciy ridm tci`r E`elis1 Pau haulm sii wcdt tciy spigt tci`r
bagiy ag, dgm `t wdsg–t tci paar dgm giimy. @ oilt m`skustim ey `t dll.
Dotir tci sirv`hi Fadggd–s odtcir mravi us cabi. ’@–b sarry deaut tcdt, tcdt
wdsg–t tci r`kct hcurhc ta ka ta.‟
’Pidc, @ jgiw tcdt kuy wdsg–t spidj`gk tci trutc.‟
’]ciy tc`gj `t–s trui, Vdhc. Iviryagi l`jis tci `mid ao Kam eliss`gk tcib w`tc
g`hi tc`gks dgm d cdppy, haboartdeli l`oi `g tc`s warlm. Eut wcy waulm Kam
wdgt ta eliss aur kriim dgm warlmly hagsubir`sb1 Ci maisg–t wdgt ta eliss us
wcig dll wi–m ma `s usi `t silo`scly ag aur awg plidsuri dgm haboart. Ci maisg–t
wdgt spa`lim hc`lmrig, ci wdgts hc`lmrig ao kaam hcdrdhtir. Fisus m`mg–t m`i ta
k`vi us luxury `g tc`s warlm. Ci k`vis us l`oi sa wi hdg l`vi oar c`b dgm ka ta
tci paar dgm tci s`hj dgm tci last dgm eliss tcib w`tc c`s lavi dgm tci kaam
giws ao tci kaspil.‟
Ci scaaj c`s cidm. ’@t–s suhc d scdllaw oarb ao Hcr`st`dg`ty. ]ciy l`vi oar
tcibsilvis, tciy mag–t jgaw dgytc`gk ao migy`gk tcibsilvis dgm tdj`gk up tci
hrass dgm oallaw`gk Fisus, tciy fust o`t tci`r Hcr`st`dg`ty draugm tci`r warlmly
l`oistyli. ]ciy sii tci eliss`gks Kam cds oar tcib eut tciy mag–t sii tci
eliss`gk Kam wdgts tcib ta ei ta tc`s warlm, eihdusi tcdt riqu`ris sdhr`o`hi.
]cdt–s wcdt trui warsc`p `s, Vdhc, ldy`gk mawg yaur l`oi dgm ivirytc`gk tc`s
warlm aooirs, dgm l`v`gk oar Kam. Aur riwdrm `s itirgdl, gat tibpardry. [i–ri
gat suppasim ta rug dotir tci tc`gks ao tc`s warlm eut siij dotir tci tc`gks ao
Kam dgm trust c`b ta tdji hdri ao aur giims.‟
@ wds surpr`sim ey tci pdss`agdti wdy ci spaji. Ci aev`ausly hdrim miiply
deaut `t.
’Pau scaulm till c`b deaut riv`vdl, Mdm.‟
Ci kldghim dt us `g tci ridrv`iw b`rrar. ’Uiv`vdl”tcdt–s wcdt tci hcurhc
mispirdtily giims.‟
’[cdt `s `t1‟ @ dsjim, gat suri @ ridlly wdgtim ta jgaw.
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’@t–s dg autpaur`gk ao tci Caly Xp`r`t, wcig Kam–s caly prisighi habis upag d
pldhi sa pawiroully dll tci piapli eihabi viry dwdri ao tci`r s`gs dgm ripigt
dgm tciy–ri pur`o`im dgm bdmi caly dgm r`kctiaus dgm oull ao lavi oar agi
dgatcir. @t–s dg ixh`t`gk t`bi. B`rdhlis cdppig dgm bdgy piapli dri sdvim. ]ci
ldst t`bi `t cdppigim ciri `g d e`k wdy wds d cugmrim yidrs dka, eut @ eil`ivi
wi–ri ka`gk ta sii dgatcir riv`vdl saag, dgm tci hcurhc ds wi jgaw `t w`ll ei
habplitily hcdgkim. ]cdt–s wcdt @–b prdy`gk oar.‟
Ci pullim `gta tci`r hdbps`ti dgm pdrjim.
’Hdg bi dgm Vdhc ka ta tci eidhc1‟ Fadggd dsjim.
Cir pdrigts laajim dt idhc atcir dgm cir odtcir sb`lim. ’@ tc`gj yau–vi
idrgim sabi t`bi dlagi takitcir. Eut stdy wciri piapli hdg sii yau, ga ka`gk
aoo dlagi `g pr`vdti dgywciri.‟
Fadggd–s odtcir sb`lim ds wi eatc dkriim. @ haulm till ci l`jim bi. @ wagmirim
fust caw odr ci wds w`ll`gk ta eigm tci rulis oar us. [c`li Fadggd wigt ta kit
hcdgkim `g cir tigt @ mih`mim ta try by luhj dgm o`gm aut.
’Yc, dhtudlly @ wdgtim ta dsj yau sabitc`gk.‟
’[cdt–s tcdt, Vdhc1‟ Ci kdvi bi c`s oull dttigt`ag wc`hc bdmi bi girvaus.
’Ma yau tc`gj @ haulm tdji Fadggd aut ta d bav`i sabit`bi . . . l`ji, bdyei
tag`kct1‟
Ci rd`sim c`s iyieraws. ’Pau bidg ag d mdti1‟ Ci kldghim dt c`s w`oi wca
wds aev`ausly l`stig`gk `g. ’Vdhc, sci–s gat dllawim ta mdti”‟
’Pidc, @ jgaw. @ fust tcaukct, s`ghi yau–ri laasig`gk tci rulis d l`ttli, yau
b`kct lit us ka ag agi mdti.‟
Ci kdvi d qu`hj ldukc. ’@ dmb`ri yaur ealmgiss, Vdhc, dgm @–m l`ji ta sdy yis,
eut @–b gat deaut ta dedgmag aur rulis. ]ciy–ri tciri oar d ridsag.‟
’Bdyei wi scaulm lit tcib.‟ Fadggd–s batcir surpr`sim us eatc. Cir pdrigts
stdrim dt idhc atcir oar d babigt ds `o s`ligtly habbug`hdt`gk w`tc tci`r iyis,
tcig tciy wigt aoo sabi m`stdghi orab bi dgm tdljim qu`itly. @ cidrm cir
batcir sdy sabitc`gk deaut yaugk lavi dgm gat wdgt`gk ta laaj l`ji tciy wiri
hab`gk eitwiig us. Fadggd–s odtcir hdbi edhj dgm staam tciri laaj`gk bi avir
ds `o try`gk ta bdji up c`s b`gm deaut bi.
’Hdg @ trust yau, Vdhc1‟
’Pis.‟
Ci s`kcim. ’Dlr`kct, wi–ll lit yau tdji cir aut ag agi mdti, eut @ wdgt cir
edhj ciri ds saag ds tci bav`i `s o`g`scim.‟
[aw. ’Ajdy.‟ @ gammim, dlbast `g scahj tcdt ci–m sd`m yis.
’Dgm ga odst mr`v`gk ar ka`gk dgywciri mdgkiraus.‟ Fadggd–s batcir dmmim.
’@ wag–t.‟
’[cdt bav`i w`ll yau tdji cir ta1‟ Xci wds stdrt`gk ta saugm dgx`aus gaw.
’@ magga, @–ll lit Fadggd mih`mi.‟
Fadggd hdbi aut ao cir tigt widr`gk d scart, l̀ ttli mriss.
’[cdt1‟ Xci laajim dt us dll stdr`gk dt cir.
’Gatc`gk.‟ @ sb`lim. @ wdgtim ta jiip aur mdti d surpr`si.
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Dotir lughc, Fadggd dgm @ wigt mawg ta tci eidhc. ]ci ahidg laajim eidut`oul
w`tc e`k sits ao wdvis hab`gk `g. [i hl`beim d sdgm mugi dgm sdt dgm wdthcim
tci suroirs. [`sps ao Fadggd–s kalmig cd`r sp`rdlim dgm oluttirim draugm cir `g
tci eriizi.
’@–b sa luhjy @ cdvi suhc d eidut`oul k`rlor`igm.‟
Xci sb`lim. ’Db @ yaur k`rlor`igm1‟
’Pidc1‟
Xci k`kklim cdpp`ly. ’@–vi givir cdm d ridl eayor`igm eioari.‟ Xci laajim aoo
`gta tci m`stdghi, cir sb`li odm`gk. ’@ wdgt us ta cdvi d outuri tcaukc, Vdhc.
@–b lidv`gk `g d oiw mdys dgm @–b shdrim wi–ll givir sii idhc atcir dkd`g.‟
’@ tcaukct yau wiri ciri oar twa wiijs1‟
’@t–s dlridmy eiig d wiij. [i–ri ka`gk cabi ag Xdturmdy.‟
@ oilt d o`st t`kctig`gk draugm bi. @ m`mg–t wdgt cir ta ka. @ m`mg–t wdgt ta
lasi cir.
Fadggd bust cdvi sigsim caw @ wds oiil`gk. Xci lidgim avir dgm j`ssim bi,
kigtly dt o`rst, tcig w`tc kraw`gk pdss`ag, priss`gk bi edhj dkd`gst tci sdgm
ugt`l sci wds ag tap ao bi, cir liks strdmml`gk bi. By cdgms sl`ppim ugmir cir
mriss, eut sci sdt up.
’[i scaulmg–t ei ma`gk tc`s.‟ Xci hl`beim aoo bi. ’[i cdvi ta cagar by
pdrigts– trust `g us. ]ciy kdvi us t`bi ta ei dlagi takitcir, eut gat ta ma tc`s.‟
@ fust laajim dt cir. @ jgiw sci wds r`kct eut @ lavim ma`gk tc`s w`tc cir.
’@–b sarry, Vdhc, @ jgaw `t–s cdrm, eut wi giim ta ma wcdt–s r`kct.‟
@ s`kcim. ’Pidc, eut `t–s l`tirdlly cdrm oar bi.‟
Xci sb`lim sybpdtcit`hdlly. ’^aar Vdhc. @ w`sc tciri wds sabitc`gk @ haulm
ma.‟
’^aar bi.‟ @ bahj-pautim.
Xci ldy mawg eis`mi bi, rist`gk cir cidm ag by hcist, dgm @ put by drb
draugm cir, hlas`gk by iyis ta tci sug–s kldri. @t wds pidhioul ly`gk tciri w`tc
agly tci saugms ao tci suro dgm tci ahhds`agdl hry ao d sidkull. @ oilt hagtigtim
w`tc cir `g by drbs. @ m`mg–t wdgt ta tc`gj deaut dgytc`gk ilsi, ispih`dlly cir
lidv`gk.
’@ w`sc wi haulm stdy l`ji tc`s oarivir,‟ @ wc`spirim.
’Bbb, hummlim up `g yaur eim dll g`kct.‟
’Pidc.‟
’Gdjim.‟ Xci k`kklim.
’Pidc.‟ @ ldukcim.
Xci s`kcim. ’[i scaulmg–t tdlj l`ji tc`s. @t fust bdjis `t cdrmir, @ bidg bari
m`oo`hult.‟
’@ cdvi d surpr`si oar yau.‟ @ hcdgkim tci suefiht.
’[cdt `s `t1‟
’@ dsjim yaur pdrigts, dgm tciy sd`m @ haulm tdji yau aut ag d mdti tag`kct.‟
Fadggd sdt up. ’Dri yau sir`aus1 By pdrigts waulmg–t lit bi ka ag d mdti1‟
’Paur bab maisg–t wdggd jiip us dpdrt. Xci jgaws wi–ri `g lavi.‟
’Caw mais sci jgaw tcdt1‟ Fadggd eluscim.
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@ ldukcim. ’@ kuiss sci hdg till sabicaw.‟
’@ hdg–t eil`ivi tc`s. @–b ka`gk ag by o`rst mdti.‟ Xci stdrim vdhdgtly dt tci
car`zag. ’[aw, by pdrigts bust tc`gj `t–s ajdy oar us ta ei `g lavi.‟ Xci
laajim dt bi, cir iyis w`mi w`tc ixh`tibigt. ’Xa wciri dri wi ka`gk1 [cdt
dri wi ma`gk1‟
’@ wds tc`gj`gk m`ggir dgm d bav`i.‟
Fadggd laajim sa ixh`tim dgm cdppy dgm dbdzim dll dt aghi.
’@ scaulm ka kit ridmy.‟
@ ldukcim. ’@t–s gat ivig twa a–hlahj yit.‟
’@ hdg–t wd`t!‟ Xci ldukcim. ’By pdrigts bust ridlly l`ji yau, Vdhc.‟
’Pidc, @ jgaw. @t–s wi`rm.‟
Xci fubpim up. ’@–b taa ixh`tim ta fust s`t ciri. Habi ag, lit–s ma sabitc`gk.‟
’L`ji wcdt1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw.‟ Xci laajim draugm tcig summigly hdrt-wciilim mawg tci sdgm
mugi, kr`gg`gk edhj dt bi orab tci eattab. @ ldukcim, dgm sabirsdultim mawg
tci sdgm ta ldgm dt cir oiit.
Xci ldukcim dt bi. ’]ry ma`gk tc`s.‟
Xci m`m dgatcir hdrtwciil w`tc piroiht tihcg`qui, oldsc`gk bi cir ugmirwidr
`g tci prahiss.
’Pau–ri kaam dt tcasi.‟
Xci m`m d cdgmstdgm, dgm @ hdukct cir liks ds sci edldghim ag cir cdgms, cir
mriss odll`gk mawg draugm cir. Xci squidlim ds @ jipt calm ao cir.
’Vdhc . . . Xtap laaj`gk . . . dt by pdgt`is!‟ Xci k`kklim, dgm @ lit ka. Xci oill
edhj ag tci sdgm, cir odhi oluscim, k`kkl`gk up dt bi. @ sb`lim mawg dt by
hrdzy, eidut`oul k`rl dgm @ oilt sa buhc lavi oar cir. @ aooirim cir by cdgm dgm
sci pullim cirsilo up, tcig mdghim dwdy mawg tci eidhc. @ hcdsim cir dgm sci
squidlim ds @ hdukct cir draugm tci b`mmli dgm spug cir `gta by drbs,
mrdw`gk cir k`kkl`gk bautc ta b`gi. [i j`ssim, habplitily ael`v`aus ta
ivirytc`gk ilsi, taa `g lavi ta hdri `o piapli wiri laaj`gk.
[i cilm cdgms dgm strallim dlagk tci eidhc, Fadggd pldyoully eubp`gk cir
c`p dkd`gst b`gi, k`kkl`gk dgm sdy`gk s`lly l`ttli tc`gks ta bdji bi ldukc. @t
oilt sa kaam ta ei w`tc cir, l`ji ivirytc`gk wds piroiht.
[i sdw cir or`igms ag tci eidhc dgm L`zz`i wdvim ta us.
Fadggd wdvim edhj. ’Xcaulm wi ka tdlj ta tcib1‟
’@o yau wdgt.‟
Ds wi dppradhcim tcib tci kuys stdrtim hdll`gk aut”
’Ciri–s tci odbaus rahj stdr.‟
’Ciy Fadggd, hdg @ cdvi yaur dutakrdpc1‟
L`zz`i staam up. ’[i sdw yau ldst g`kct, yau wiri dbdz`gk.‟
’]cdgjs.‟ Fadggd eidbim.
’Pau wiri kridt up tciri taa, Vdhc. Pau ridlly laajim l`ji yau jgiw caw ta
pldy tcdt tc`gk.‟ Bdtt ldukcim.
’Pidc, tcdgjs.‟ @ kr`ggim.
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L`zz`i taaj Fadggd ey tci drb dgm tci twa k`rls wdgmirim d l`ttli wdy orab
tci kraup, tdlj`gk qu`itly.
@ sdt mawg w`tc Bdtt dgm c`s or`igms.
’Xir`ausly, tcdt wds pritty haal wcdt yau m`m oar Fadggd.‟
’[ds `t tcdt aev`aus1‟
’Yc, yidc.‟ ]ciy dll ldukcim.
Fadggd dgm L`zz`i fa`gim us dgm wi sdt draugm tdlj`gk dgm ldukc`gk l`ji
yistirmdy givir cdppigim.
’[i–ri cdv`gk d o`ri ag tci eidhc tag`kct `o yau wdggd habi. Pau haulm er`gk
yaur ku`tdr dgm s`gk oar us `o yau wdgt.‟ Bdtt rd`sim c`s iyieraws dt Fadggd.
’Ac @ hdg–t, Vdhc–s tdj`gk bi ag d mdti tag`kct.‟
’Aaa, saugms sir`aus.‟ Bdtt ldukcim.
’@t `s.‟ Fadggd eluscim dgm sb`lim d scy, cdppy sb`li.
’Pau cdvi ta till bi dll deaut `t dotirwdrms, ajdy1‟ L`zz`i kdvi Fadggd d
w`gj.
[i ivigtudlly sd`m aur kaameyis dgm wdljim edhj dlagk tci eidhc.
’[cdt wiri yau dgm L`zz`i tdlj`gk deaut eioari1‟
’Ac, sci talm bi by sagk ridlly tauhcim cir ldst g`kct, dgm wi wiri eatc
sarry deaut yistirmdy. @ talm cir @ m`mg–t fumki cir ar cir or`igm, @ sd`m gagi ao
us `s piroiht eut Kam–s lavi `s e`kkir tcdg dgytc`gk dgm ci oark`vis iviryagi
wca habis ta c`b oar oark`vigiss. @ db sa kldm @ sdgk tcdt sagk dgm gat
sabitc`gk ilsi l`ji @ wdgtim ta. @t–s dll ‛hdusi ao yau.‟ Xci wrdppim cir drb
draugm b`gi dgm lidgim cir cidm dkd`gst by scaulmir. ’Pau–ri suhc d kridt
kuy.‟
[cig wi kat ta tci igm ao tci eidhc sci rilidsim by drb.
’@–b kaggd ka kit ridmy oar aur mdti.‟
’@t tdjis yau tcdt lagk ta kit ridmy1‟
’@ cdvi ta tdji d scawir, ma by cd`r, hcaasi d mriss ta widr. . . yau–ri luhjy @
mag–t cdvi dll by hlatcis w`tc bi.‟ Xci k`kklim. ’@ wdggd laaj by eist oar
yau.‟
@ sb`lim. ’Ajdy, will @–ll p`hj yau up draugm s`x.‟
Xci kdvi bi d eidut`oul sb`li. ’@ hdg–t wd`t.‟
@ m`mg–t tc`gj Fadggd waulm dpprih`dti ka`gk ag cir o`rst mdti ag tci edhj ao
by batarhyhli, sa @ dsjim by bab `o @ haulm earraw cir hdr. Xci wds riluhtdgt
dt o`rst wcig @ talm cir wcdt @ giimim `t oar, eut dotir @ ixpld`gim @ cdm cir
pdrigts– pirb`ss`ag sci cdgmim avir tci jiys.
@ wigt edhj ta tci scdhj, taaj d qu`hj scawir ta wdsc aoo tci sdgm, dgm
hcdgkim `gta by eist hdsudl hlatcis. @ hcihjim bysilo `g tci b`rrar. Laaj`gk
pritty kaam Vdhc, `o @ ma sdy sa bysilo .
@ st`ll cdm sabi t`bi ta j`ll eioari @ cdm ta p`hj cir up, sa @ kat ag by
habputir dgm stdrtim laaj`gk up drt shcaals `g Halardma. @o @ haulm kit `gta
halliki tciri `t waulm salvi ivirytc`gk dgm wi haulm ei takitcir.
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Dt s`x a–hlahj @ mravi ta cir hdbps`ti.
’C` Vdhc,‟ cir bab kriitim bi w`tc d wdrb sb`li. ’Fadggd–s st`ll kitt`gk
ridmy eut sci wag–t ei lagk. Xci–s viry ixh`tim.‟
Fadggd–s odtcir wds s`tt`gk dt tci tdeli dgm kdvi bi d l`ttli wdvi w`tcaut
kitt`gk up.
@ cidrm tci saugm ao cir tigt z`ppir dgm turgim ta sii Fadggd hab`gk aut, cir
cd`r t`im up `g d pritty wdy rividl`gk cir sligmir gihj. Xci cdm edri
scaulmirs dgm d law hut mriss tcdt scawim cir hlidvdki, tci lagk mriss cugk
sliij dkd`gst cir eamy. Xci laajim sa ilikdgt dgm sixy.
’[aw, yau laaj dbdz`gk.‟ Xci–s tridt`gk tc`s l`ji d prab ar sabitc`gk.
Xci kdvi bi d cuki sb`li. ’Pau laaj g`hi taa.‟
’Lit bi kit d pcata ao tci twa ao yau.‟ Cir bab wdvim d hdbird dt us.
’Bavi d l`ttli hlasir, Vdhc . . . put yaur drb draugm cir.‟
Xci taaj sabi pcatas, tcig @ turgim ta Fadggd, cir iyis er`kct w`tc
ixh`tibigt.
’Xcdll wi1‟ @ taaj cir ey tci cdgm dgm apigim tci hdr maar oar cir.
’Vdhc, ribibeir, strd`kct cabi dotir tci bav`i.‟ Cir odtcir hdllim dotir us.
’Pis s`r.‟
Cir bab cdm tidrs `g cir iyis ds wi mravi dwdy.
’Paur bab kits pritty ibat`agdl.‟
’Pidc @ jgaw. @ kuiss `t–s cdrm oar cir ta sii bi kraw`gk up sa odst.‟
@ jipt kldgh`gk dt Fadggd ds @ mravi. ’Pau laaj sa eidut`oul. @ m`mg–t ixpiht
yau ta kit tc`s mrissim up w`tc yaur cd`r dgm ivirytc`gk.‟
’Pau l`ji `t1‟
’Pidc!‟
Xci sb`lim. ’By bab cilpim w`tc by cd`r. Xci–s suhc d rabdgt`h, sci wds
dlbast ds ixh`tim ds @ wds.‟
’Xci m`mg–t b`gm yau widr`gk tcdt mriss oar aur mdti1‟
’Ga, wcy1‟
’@t–s viry sixy.‟
Xci laajim mawg dt cirsilo. ’Pau tc`gj `t–s taa sixy1‟
’@t–s sixy `g dg ilikdgt wdy.‟
’[ill tcdt–s dlr`kct tcig.‟ Xci k`kklim. ’[ciri dri wi ka`gk oar m`ggir1‟
’]ciri–s d kridt, l`ttli @tdl`dg ristdurdgt `g tawg. @t–s kat d g`hi dbe`dghi.‟
’Dbe`dghi1 Uidlly1‟
@ ldukcim. ’@t bidgs dtbaspciri.‟
’@ jgaw tcdt.‟ Xci ldukcim. ’@t–s fust tcdt @–vi gat`him yau cdvi d kaam
vahdeuldry eut yau mag–t dlwdys usi `t.‟
’Pidc, @ kuiss.‟
’@ tc`gj yau–ri viry sbdrt, Vdhc, dgm @ ridlly l`ji tcdt deaut yau.‟
@ ldukcim. ’Pidc, @ l`ji gat hagoarb`gk ta tci typ`hdl suroir stiriatypi. Pau–ri
gat ixdhtly tci stiriatypi pritty elagmi, i`tcir. Pau–ri sbdrtir tcdg dll tci
atcir k`rls @–vi jgawg ivig tcaukc yau–ri st`ll agly o`otiig. @ lavi tcdt deaut
yau.‟
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Xci sb`lim. ’Cdvi yau jgawg d lat ao atcir k`rls1‟
’Yc, yidc, @ kuiss.‟
’Cdvi yau mdtim buhc1‟
’D oiw t`bis, gatc`gk sir`aus.‟ @ stappim bysilo orab dmm`gk ‛l`ji tc`s.–
[i turgim `gta tci pdrj`gk lat dgm pdrjim `g oragt ao tci ristdurdgt. @ wigt
draugm dgm apigim tci pdssigkir maar oar Fadggd.
’[cdt d kigtlibdg.‟ Xci eidbim, putt`gk cir drb `g b`gi, dgm wi wdljim
`gta tci ristdurdgt.
Iviryagi siibim ta gat`hi Fadggd ds wi hrassim tci raab ta ei sidtim. [i
armirim sabi mr`gjs dgm Fadggd taaj d laaj draugm aur m`bly l`t surraugm`gks.
’]c`s `s g`hi. @t–s viry rabdgt`h.‟
Xci laajim eidut`oul `g tci saot hdgmli l`kct. Xci laajim dhrass tci tdeli dt
bi w`tc ldrki iyis, calm`gk by kdzi oar d oiw sihagms eioari kldgh`gk dwdy.
’Pau–ri gat girvaus dri yau1‟
’D l`ttli.‟ Xci sb`lim sciip`scly.
’[cy1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw. @t oiils m`ooirigt ei`gk ag d mdti w`tc yau. @t–s bari rabdgt`h
dgm spih`dl.‟
’@–b tci agi wca scaulm oiil girvaus. Pau laaj stugg`gk.‟
Xci sb`lim scyly, tdj`gk l`ttli kldghis dt bi wc`li sci stum`im cir bigu.
[cig tci wd`tir hdbi edhj, @ armirim tci strabeal` dgm sci armirim tci
kr`llim hc`hjig sp`gdhc sdldm.
’Pau idt cidltcy.‟ @ sb`lim.
’Pidc, @ ivig ixirh`si sabit`bis taa.‟ Xci k`kklim.
’Ma yau ma dgy sparts1‟
’Yb, @ ma edllit `o tcdt–s d spart1‟
’@ kuiss `t `s.‟
’@ tc`gj `t–s bari ao dg drt, eut `t–s st`ll dtclit`h.‟
’Pidc.‟
Xci taaj d s`p ao cir mr`gj. ’@ hdg–t eil`ivi @–b dhtudlly aut ag d mdti w`tc
yau.‟
’@ jgaw.‟
’[cy cdvig–t yau mdtim bari, Vdhc1 Pau–ri kaam laaj`gk dgm sbdrt dgm
ouggy. [cy cdvig–t yau cdm d sir`aus k`rlor`igm eioari1‟
’@ hdg ei d l`ttli scy draugm k`rls sabit`bis, ispih`dlly ridlly pritty agis l`ji
yau. Ygt`l gaw, @–vi givir ridlly bit dgyagi wartc kitt`gk avir tcdt dwjwdrm
stdki ta kit ta jgaw prapirly. Pau jgaw wcdt @ bidg1‟
’Pau wirig–t scy w`tc bi1‟
’@ wds, yau fust eliw `t dll dwdy sabicaw. @ mag–t ivig jgaw caw.‟ @ ldukcim.
’Pau tcaukct @ wds wartc kitt`gk ta jgaw1‟
’Pidc, mio`g`tily.‟ @ kr`ggim.
’[cdt–s sa spih`dl deaut bi1‟ Xci laajim `gta by iyis.
’Ivirytc`gk. Pau–ri eidut`oul, dgm tdligtim”‟
’@s `t fust by laajs1‟
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’Xuri.‟
Xci ldukcim ds @ taaj cir m`shdrmim tabdtais orab cir pldti.
Gi`tcir ao us spaji oar d wc`li ds wi dti.
’[cdt wiri yau l`ji wcig yau wiri l`ttli1‟
Xci ldukcim. ’Yb, @ wds d typ`hdl l`ttli k`rl, @ kuiss. @ pldyim w`tc malls dgm
stuoo.‟
’@ eit yau wiri ridlly huti tcaukc.‟
’Pidc, @ cdm ridlly elagmi cd`r, ivig elagmir tcdg tc`s.‟ Xci krdspim d w`sp
ao cir cd`r.
’@ lavi yaur cd`r.‟
’Pau l`ji `t up l`ji tc`s1‟
’Pidc, @ ma. @ l`ji `t dll tci t`bi.‟
Xci sb`lim.
]ciri wds dgatcir lagk s`lighi.
’Pau–ri r`kct, `t–s m`ooirigt ei`gk ag d mdti, `t oiils liss gdturdl dgm bdjis
yau cdvi ta tc`gj ao tc`gks ta tdlj deaut.‟
’Pidc.‟ Xci sb`lim. ’@t–s kaam tcaukc. [i–ri kitt`gk ta jgaw idhc atcir
eittir. @ wdggd jgaw ivirytc`gk deaut yau, Vdhc.‟
’Pidc, bi taa. @ bidg deaut yau.‟ @ ldukcim. ’@ wds kaggd till yau sabitc`gk
. . . @ oaugm sabi hallikis `g Halardma @–b ka`gk ta dpply ta.‟
’Uidlly1‟ Cir iyis w`migim.
’Pidc, tciri dri oaur drt shcaals. @ cdvi ta sigm tcib sl`mis ao by warj dgm
by c`kc shcaal trdgshr`pt. @–b st`ll putt`gk `t dll takitcir.‟
’[ciri w`ll yau kit sl`mis orab1‟
’@ cdvi sabi dlridmy, orab c`kc shcaal.‟
’Pau ridlly ma wdggd ei w`tc bi, mag–t yau1‟ Xci laajim dt bi `g cdppy
dbdzibigt.
’Pidc, @ ma.‟
’[cig w`ll yau o`gm aut `o yau kat `g1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw. Gat oar d wc`li.‟
’@t–s ka`gk ta ei sa cdrm lidv`gk ciri gat jgaw`gk wcdt–s ka`gk ta cdppig.‟
’[cdt cdppigim ta ‛lavi w`ll o`gm d wdy–1‟
’Eut w`ll yau o`gm d wdy tcaukc1‟ Xci sidrhcim by iyis.
’@–b gat kaggd k`vi up ag yau.‟
Dotir wi–m o`g`scim aur bidl, @ pd`m tci e`ll dgm wi liot tci ristdurdgt. @
apigim tci hdr maar oar cir dkd`g, dgm sci krdhioully kat `g.
’[cdt bav`i dri wi ka`gk ta1‟
’Dgytc`gk yau wdgt.‟
’Ivig d hc`hj ol`hj1‟ Xci k`kklim.
’[`tc`g ridsag.‟ @ kr`ggim.
]ci bav`i tcidtir wds fust mawg tci radm. [i mravi pdst `t slawly ta sii
wcdt bav`is wiri pldy`gk.
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Fadggd piirim tcraukc tci w`gmaw dt tci s`kg. ’]ciri–s gatc`gk @–vi cidrm
ao.‟
’@t–s d sbdll bav`i tcidtir. ]ciri–s d e`kkir agi tig b`gutis dwdy”‟
’Ga, @ sii agi wi hdg ka ta.‟
’[c`hc agi1‟
’9> O`rst Mdtis1 @t saugms l`ji tci piroiht bav`i oar aur o`rst mdti.‟ Xci
ldukcim.
[i igtirim tci mdrjigim tcidtir. ]ciri wiri agly d oiw piapli tciri, dgm wi
hcasi sabi sidts dwdy orab iviryagi ilsi. ]ci bav`i stdrtim fust ds wi sdt
mawg.
’^iroiht t`b`gk.‟ @ wc`spirim.
@t wds dg Dmdb Xdgmlir bav`i dgm `t stdrtim w`tc sabi pritty hadrsi fajis. @
kldghim dt Fadggd cap`gk sci waulmg–t b`gm `t taa buhc.
Ds tci bav`i prakrissim `t mivilapim `gta dg `gtirist`gk rabdghi w`tc Mriw
Edrrybari. ]ciri wds agi pdrt wciri Fadggd dgm @ eatc ldukcim sa cdrm wi
kat tidrs `g aur iyis. ]ci igm ao tci bav`i wds viry bav`gk, dgm @ sdw Fadggd
w`p`gk cir iyis. Xci sdw bi laaj`gk dt cir dgm ldukcim `g ibedrrdssbigt.
[i sdt tciri ds tci hrim`ts rallim, gat wdgt`gk ta lidvi.
Fadggd s`kcim. ’]cdt wds suhc d kaam bav`i. @t wds ouggy dgm swiit.‟
’Pau jgaw `t–s d kaam bav`i wcig `t bdjis yau ldukc dgm hry.‟ @ kr`ggim.
’]cdt shigi wciri sci c`t Yld w`tc tci edt. . .‟
Xci ldukcim. ’@ jgaw, @ hdg–t ribibeir ldukc`gk l`ji tcdt `g d bav`i eioari.‟
’]cdt–s kattd ei tci eist Dmdb Xdgmlir bav`i @–vi siig.‟
’@ l`ji Mriw Edrrybari. Xci wds `g Ivir Dotir .‟
[i cilm cdgms avir tci drb rist. Iviryagi ilsi cdm liot dgm wi wiri dll
dlagi. @ lidgim avir dgm j`ssim cir.
]ci hrim`ts o`g`scim dgm tci bav`i shriig wigt mdrj.
@ s`kcim. ’[ill, @ prab`sim yaur mdm @–m er`gk yau cabi ds saag ds tci bav`i
o`g`scim.‟
[i staam up ta ka, eut sci wrdppim cir drbs draugm bi dgm wi j`ssim dkd`g,
priss`gk aur eam`is takitcir l`ji wi wiri try`gk ta birki `gta agi. @ j`ssim cir
lagk, sligmir gihj bdj`gk cir s`kc aut laum. @t wds l`ji wi–m summigly eihabi
mispirdti oar idhc atcir.
[i eraji dpdrt dt tci saugm ao dg uscir hab`gk tcraukc tci maar. ’Xarry,
m`mg–t jgaw dgyagi wds st`ll `g ciri.‟
[i liot tci tcidtir dgm wdljim ta tci hdr. @t wds mdrj gaw. @ apigim tci maar
oar cir.
’]c`s wds tci piroiht mdti, Vdhc. Pau wiri wagmiroul.‟ Xci j`ssim bi ag tci
hciij.
@ oilt sa oull ao lavi oar cir. @ put by drbs draugm cir sligmir wd`st dgm
pullim cir ta bi.
’@ lavi yau.‟ @ wc`spirim.
’@ lavi yau sa buhc.‟ Xci wc`spirim edhj.
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Ds wi mravi edhj ta tci hdbpkraugm wi wiri eatc s`ligt, l`ji wi m`mg–t wdgt
ta ru`g tci babigt w`tc warms. [i jipt kldgh`gk dt idhc atcir, cir w`tc laajs
ao suhc saotgiss sci wds bilt`gk by cidrt, @ wds sw`bb`gk `g lavi.
@ turgim agta aur radm. ’@ w`sc wi haulm ka ta by pldhi `gstidm.‟
’Bi taa. @ wdggd ei w`tc yau, Vdhc. @ w`sc tc`s mdti m`mg–t cdvi ta igm.‟
’[i st`ll haulm `o yau wdgt. ]ciy mag–t jgaw wcdt t`bi tci bav`i o`g`scim.‟
’Pau jgaw wi hdg–t.‟
’Pidc, @ jgaw.‟
@ turgim `gta tci hdbpkraugm mr`viwdy dgm pdrjim eic`gm tci`r hdr. Cir
pdrigts wiri wd`t`gk oar us, ds wi jgiw tciy waulm ei. @ kat aut dgm apigim
tci maar oar Fadggd. Xci lidgim `g tawdrms bi, cir iyis hlasim. @ cis`tdtim oar
d babigt tcig kigtly j`ssim cir saot l`ps, straj`gk cir hciij w`tc tci edhj ao
by o`gkir.
Xci apigim cir iyis dgm sb`lim. ’Kaamg`kct.‟
’Kaamg`kct.‟
@ kldghim avir dt cir pdrigts. @ haulmg–t eil`ivi wi–m fust j`ssim `g oragt ao
tcib l`ji tcdt. @ kdvi tcib d wdvi dgm tciy wdvim edhj. ]ciy m`mg–t siib
upsit ar dgytc`gk.
Fadggd laajim l`ji dg dgkil stdgm`gk tciri, cir mriss dklaw `g tci er`kct
eidbs ao tci hdr–s cidml`kcts ds @ edhjim up dgm slawly mravi dwdy.
]cdt g`kct @ haulmg–t sliip, by b`gm wds o`llim w`tc tcaukcts ao Fadggd. @ ldy
`g eim `bdk`g`gk cir tciri w`tc bi, ribibeir`gk tci oiil`gk ao calm`gk cir `g
by drbs wcig wi ldy ag tci sdgm takitcir. @t wds suhc d gdturdl oiil`gk. @t‐s
caw wi‐ri suppasim ta ei. Aur lavi bdjis us bidgt ta ei takitcir. @t‐s
uggdturdl ta ei dpdrt l`ji tc`s. @ s`kcim. @ lavi cir sa buhc. @ w`sc sci wds
ciri w`tc bi gaw. @ giim cir. @ jgiw `t wds hrdzy ta tc`gj tc`s wdy, sci wds
agly o`otiig, eut @ haulmg–t cilp `t. Dll ao bi yidrgim oar cir, by eamy dhcim ta
ei w`tc cir. @ tr`im ta tc`gj deaut sabitc`gk ilsi.
@ wagmirim wcdt cir pdrigts cdm tcaukct ao us j`ss`gk `g oragt ao tcib l`ji
tcdt. @t wds strdgki caw ka`gk ag dg aoo`h`dlly sdght`agim mdti bdmi aur
rildt`agsc`p siib bari ridl dgm lik`t`bdti, l`ji wi wiri dllawim ta ei `g lavi
gaw.
@ tcaukct deaut wcdt Fadggd cdm sd`m ta bi”tcdt @–m ei cir piroiht, `midl
bdg `o @ wds d Hcr`st`dg. @t stugk ta jgaw @ wdsg–t piroiht oar cir. Eut @
haulmg–t ei d Hcr`st`dg fust oar cir. @ m`mg–t wdgt ta ei d Hcr`st`dg. ]ci hcurhc
wi–m kagi ta tc`s barg`gk cdm ri`go arhim tcdt. ]ciy‐ri sa odji, l`ji tciy mag‐t
ivig ridlly eil`ivi `g `t. @ s`kcim. Eut wcdt `o `t `s trui, waulm @ hdri taa buhc
deaut by silo `bdki ta dhhipt `t1 Bdyei Hcr`st`dgs drig‐t riprisigt`gk tci trutc
viry will. ]cdt‐s wcdt Fadggd‐s odtcir tc`gjs. ]cdt‐s wcy ci‐s m`ooirigt, ci
ridlly eil`ivis `g `t.
’Kam, @ ma wdgt tci trutc. Xcaw bi wcdt–s trui.‟ @ wc`spirim.
Ivigtudlly @ oill dsliip. . .
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O`vi
]cdt g`kct @ cdm d mridb. @ wds stdgm`gk dt tci edhj ao tci hcurhc wi–m kagi
ta, dgm tci pdstar wds spidj`gk”’@–vi mih`mim ta cdgm tci b`hrapcagi avir ta
yau tamdy. @ wdgt idhc ao yau ta habi up dgm till us wcy `t–s kaam ta ei d
Hcr`st`dg.‟
@ wdthcim ds idhc pirsag wigt up tci oragt ta spidj”
’@t–s kaam ta ei d Hcr`st`dg eihdusi yau rihi`vi Kam–s eliss`gk upag yaur l`oi.‟
’@t k`vis yaur l`oi purpasi.‟
’@t bdjis yau cdppy.‟’@t k`vis yau pidhi.‟
’@t bdjis yau d eittir pirsag.‟
’@t k`vis yau d eittir, bari oulo`ll`gk l`oi.‟
Ds @ l`stigim ta tcib, sabitc`gk l`ji dgkir eikdg ta eurg w`tc`g bi. @ m`mg–t
wdgt ta ka up dgm spidj eut @ haulmg–t calm edhj. @ bdrhcim up ta tci oragt
dgm krdeeim tci b`hrapcagi. @ m`mg–t ivig jgaw wcdt @ wds ka`gk ta sdy eut @
fust stdrtim spidj`gk”
’Kam cdtis s`g. Ci scawim us caw buhc ci cdtis `t ey hridt`gk d cill ta eurg`t `g. Ds buhc ds ci lavis us, ci cdtis s`g. Ci scawim us caw buhc ci lavis
us ey k`v`gk us c`s awg sag ta sdvi us orab s`g. Ci `s caly dgm ci w`ll fumki
dll ao us. ]cdt `s wcy `t `s kaam ta ei d Hcr`st`dg.‟
@ wds scahjim dt by awg warms. @ m`mg–t jgaw wciri tciy–m habi orab. ]ci
piapli `g tci hcurhc draugm bi stdrtim scdj`gk dgm saee`gk dgm hry`gk aut ta
Kam oar oark`vigiss.
@ waji up dgm wds `bbim`dtily o`llim w`tc oidr. @t wds l`ji dll ao Cidvig
staam apig deavi bi dgm @ haulm oiil c`s caly iyis laaj`gk r`kct tcraukc bi,sii`gk ivirytc`gk.
@ c`m ugmir tci havirs eikk`gk Kam gat ta laaj dt bi. ]ciri wds suhc d
cidv`giss priss`gk mawg ag bi @ haulmg–t bavi.
]ci oiil`gk krdmudlly sues`mim dgm @ ldy tciri, by cidrt paugm`gk, try`gk ta
hdlb bysilo mawg. ]cdt wds sa `gtigsi. @ haulmg‐t c`mi orab c`s iyis. Ci `s sa
caly.
@ kat aut ao eim dgm kat d kldss ao wdtir dgm by cdgms wiri scdj`gk. @ wigt
edhj ta eim eut @ haulmg–t sliip. @ ldy dwdji ugt`l barg`gk dgm kat up eioariby dldrb wigt aoo.
Dt warj, @ tr`im ta rdt`agdl`zi tci wcali ixpir`ighi. @t wds fust d mridb.
^raedely orab dll tcdt stuoo Fadggd‐s odtcir wds o`ll`gk by cidm w`tc. @ tr`im
ta put `t ta tci edhj ao by b`gm eut @ haulmg–t stap tc`gj`gk deaut `t. Miip
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mawg @ jgiw `t wds ridl. @–m siig tci m`ooirighi eitwiig odji dgm ridl, dgm tci
ridl wds shdry.
’Dri yau ajdy, Xag1 Pau–ri laaj`gk d l`ttli pdli.‟
’Pidc, @–b o`gi. M`mg–t kit buhc sliip ldst g`kct, tcdt–s dll.‟
’K`rl traueli1‟ By mdm laajim jgaw`gkly dt bi.
’Ga.‟
’Pau cdvig–t kat cir prikgdgt cdvi yau1‟
’Ga!‟
@ w`scim @ m`mg–t cdvi ta warj. @ wdgtim ta ka sii Fadggd dgm till cir deaut
tci mridb. @ oilt d ol`hjir ao ixh`tibigt dgm dgt`h`pdt`ag deaut `t.
’Dhtudlly, Mdm, @–b gat oiil`gk tcdt kridt, hdg @ tdji tci rist ao tci mdy aoo1‟
Ci s`kcim dgm gammim.
@ wds saag eaugm`gk up tci pdtc ta tci`r hdbps`ti. Cir bab sdw bi hab`gk
dgm hdllim aut”’Xci–s dt tci sw`bb`gk paal.‟
’]cdgjs!‟ @ jipt rugg`gk.
@ kat ta tci paal dgm piirim tcraukc tci hcd`g-l`gj oighi. @ haulm sii d elagmi
cidm tcdt wds praedely cirs. D s`kg ag tci kdti ridm ‛hdbpkraugm ris`migts
agly– eut @ `kgarim `t dgm wigt `g.
Xci m`mg–t gat`hi bi ugt`l @ kat ta tci imki ao tci paal, tcig cir wcali odhi
er`kctigim `g cdppy surpr`si.
’[cdt dri yau ma`gk ciri1‟
’]dj`gk d s`hj mdy.‟ @ kr`ggim.
Xci swdb ta bi dgm @ hrauhcim mawg ta j`ss cir. Xci wrdppim cir drbs
draugm by gihj dgm pldgtim d e`k wit j`ss ag by l`ps. @ oilt cir pull`gk bi
tawdrms cir dgm @ summigly last by edldghi plugk`gk cidmo`rst `gta tci paal.
[cig @ hdbi up spluttir`gk, sci wds ldukc`gk dt bi dgm sa wds iviryagi ilsi.
Xci squidlim ds @ krdeeim cir draugm tci b`mmli dgm stdrtim t`hjl`gk cir.
’Ciy!‟ ]ci l`oikudrm yillim dt bi.
@ lit ka ao Fadggd dgm laajim up dt c`b, by dppricigs`ag turg`gk ta surpr`si
`g o`gm`gk d odhi @ rihakg`zim.
’Fasc1 [cdt dri yau ma`gk ciri1‟
’@ haulm dsj yau tci sdbi quist`ag. ]c`s `s d hdbpirs agly sw`bb`gk paal, yd
jgaw.‟
’@ wdsg–t pldgg`gk ag ka`gk sw`bb`gk.‟
’[d`t, yau jgaw idhc atcir1‟ Fadggd dsjim.
’Pidc, Fasc tc`s `s Fadggd.‟
’Cillaa.‟ Fasc rd`sim c`s iyieraws dgm kdvi cir d sly sb`li ds ci laajim cir
avir.
@ kdvi Fasc d eibusim laaj. ’Xa tc`s `s yaur giw subbir fae1‟
’Pidc, bdg, `t–s d kaam wdy ta biit tci edeis.‟ Ci kr`ggim. ’Pau–m ei
surpr`sim, tciy ridlly ka oar l`oikudrms oar sabi ridsag.‟ Ci laajim edhj dt
Fadggd dgm kdvi cir d w`gj. ’@ eittir kit edhj ta warj, sabiagi b`kct ei
mrawg`gk ar sabitc`g–. Pau j`ms cdvi oug.‟
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’G`hi biit`gk yau, Fasc.‟
’Pidc, g`hi biit`gk yau taa Fadggi,‟ ci hdllim avir c`s scaulmir ds ci wdljim
dwdy.
Fadggd sl`ppim cir cdgms draugm bi dgm stdrtim piil`gk by t-sc`rt aoo.
’[dggd ka `g tci Fdhuzz` w`tc bi1‟ Xci kr`ggim.
@ ldukcim. ’Dlr`kct.‟
]ci ldrki Fdhuzz` wds sit `g d kdziea dwdy orab tci sw`bb`gk paal, dgm wi
cdm `t dll ta aursilvis. Fadggd turgim tci fits ag dgm wi idsim `gta tci l`qu`m
cidt.
’@ giim ta tdlj ta yau deaut sabitc`gk.‟
’Ajdy1‟
’Ybb. . .‟ @ wdsg–t suri caw ta stdrt. ’Ldst g`kct @ cdm d mridb”‟
’@s tc`s dgatcir gdjim mridb deaut bi1‟ Xci k`kklim.
’Ga, tc`s `s sir`aus.‟
’Ajdy.‟
’@ cdm tc`s mridb dgm wcig @ waji up @ haulm oiil Kam–s iyis laaj`gk r`kct dt
bi, `t wds ridlly oridjy. @ wds shdrim.‟
Fadggd–s iyis w`migim. ’[cdt wds tci mridb1‟
@ rihaugtim tci mridb ta cir. ’. . . tcig @ waji up dgm @ haulm oiil wcdt dll
tcasi piapli `g by mridb bust cdvi eiig oiil`gk. Ci–s sa caly dgm @ oilt sa
ughlidg. @ wds eikk`gk c`b gat ta laaj dt bi.‟
’[aw.‟
’@ m`mg–t oiil c`s lavi, fust c`s cal`giss. @t wds shdry.‟
’C`s lavi `s oaugm `g Fisus, ci sdvis us orab Kam–s wrdtc. Ci–s tci sdhr`o`hi
oar s`g, dgm ey c`s elaam yau hdg cdvi oark`vigiss dgm ei bdmi hlidg eioari
Kam, eut yau cdvi ta eil`ivi `g Fisus tcdt ci–s pd`m tci pr`hi oar yaur s`gs ag
tci hrass.‟
’@ jgaw dll tcdt stuoo.‟
’Eut ma yau eil`ivi `t1‟
@ tcaukct deaut `t oar d babigt. ’Pidc, @ ma, eut @ mag–t oiil sdvim.‟
’Bdyei yau giim ta ei edpt`zim.‟
’[cdt oar1‟
’[cig @ kat edpt`zim tciy talm bi `t wds ei`gk sp`r`tudlly eur`im w`tc Fisus
dgm eihab`gk agi w`tc c`b `g c`s midtc, sa yau–ri midm ta yaur alm l`oi dgm
yau–ri rd`sim up `g c`b ta giw l`oi. By mdm jgaws dll tc`s stuoo. [i scaulm ka
tdlj ta c`b.‟
’Ga, @ wdgt yau ta ma `t.‟
’Ma wcdt1‟
’Edpt`zi bi.‟
’Eut by mdm jgaws wcdt ta ma”‟
’@ wdgt yau ta ma `t. ^lidsi Fadggd1‟
Fadggd e`t cir eattab l`p. ’U`kct ciri1‟
@ laajim draugm. @ haulm sii Fasc s`tt`gk `g c`s ilivdtim l`oikudrm hcd`r.
’Ga, gat ciri. Caw ‛eaut tci havi1‟
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Xci laajim dt bi oar d babigt tcig gammim.
[i wdljim mawg ta tci eidhc, gi`tcir ao us sdy`gk dgytc`gk. @ wds girvaus. @
m`mg–t jgaw wcdt ta ixpiht”dgatcir sp`r`tudl ixpir`ighi l`ji ldst g`kct1
Dt tci havi, wi cilm cdgms dgm wdljim `gta tci halm wdtir. [cig wi wiri
avir wd`st miip sci turgim ta bi.
’Pau suri yau wdggd ma tc`s1‟ Xci laajim sa ugsuri cirsilo.
’Pidc.‟
’Ajdy.‟ Xci prissim cir l`ps takitcir oar d babigt.
’Vdhc, ma yau dhhipt Fisus Hcr`st ds Larm ao yaur l`oi1‟
Cir quist`ag taaj bi ey surpr`si. D pcrdsi hdbi ta b`gm, ‛Gat by w`ll eut
yaurs ei magi.– @ jgiw `t wds d e`k tc`gk ta habb`t ta eut @ cdm ta ma `t.
’Pis, @ ma.‟ @ sd`m, oull ao s`ghir`ty.
’]cig @ edpt`zi yau `g tci gdbi ao Fisus Hcr`st.‟
@ taaj d miip eridtc dgm lit cir pusc bi ugmir. @ hlasim by iyis ds tci
wdtir hdbi avir bi, dgm `g by b`gm @ `bbim`dtily sdw bysilo ds d l`ttli eay
pldy`gk w`tc waamig elahjs dgm d trd`g trdhj. ]ci trdhjs wiri `g d h`rhli dgm
@–m eu`lt er`mkis dgm eu`lm`gks draugm `t. ]cig @ cidrm d va`hi sdy, ’Dt tci igm
ao tci mdy yau cdvi ta put `t dll dwdy.‟ @ jgiw `gstdgtly wcdt `t bidgt”dt tci
igm ao by l`oi dll tci tc`gks tcdt cdm bdmi up by l`oi waulm ei put dwdy l`ji
tay elahjs. ]cig @ sdw tci er`mkis dgm eu`lm`gks m`sdppidr, dgm tci trd`g
trdhjs eihdbi d strd`kct l`gi oar d trd`g ta trdvil dlagk, sc`g`gk `ts l`kct `gta
tci mdrjgiss.
By cidm eraji tci surodhi ao tci wdtir dgm @ apigim by iyis. @ staam up,
oiil`gk mdzim ey wcdt @–m siig. Fadggd wds laaj`gk dt bi, dgm @ summigly
ridl`zim tciri wds ga bari ku`lt ar oidr. @ oilt orii. Ivirytc`gk siibim ta sc`gi
`g d giw wdy.
@ laajim dt Fadggd `g dbdzibigt. ’@ oiil giw.‟
[i bdmi aur wdy edhj ta scari.
’Pau cdvi d cuki sb`li ag yaur odhi.‟ Xci ldukcim.
’@–vi givir oilt l`ji tc`s eioari.‟
[i sdt ag tci eidhc dgm @ mishr`eim wcdt @–m siig wc`li ugmir tci wdtir.
’]cdt–s d v`s`ag orab Kam, Vdhc.‟
’@t–s dbdz`gk. @ hdg–t eil`ivi tc`s cds cdppigim ta bi.‟
’@t–s sa ixh`t`gk, yau–ri d Hcr`st`dg gaw! ]ciri–s gatc`gk stdgm`gk `g tci wdy
ao aur lavi dgybari. @ jgiw yau wiri tci agi oar bi.‟
@ laajim `gta cir eidut`oul, elui iyis dgm sb`lim, eut sabitc`gk `g bi oilt
ristrd`gim, l`ji @ haulmg–t tc`gj ao cir tcdt wdy dgybari.
’Fadggd . . . tci v`s`ag @ sdw, @ tc`gj Kam wdgts bi ta k`vi up ivirytc`gk `g
by l`oi dgm oahus ag ma`gk c`s w`ll.‟
Fadggd stum`im by odhi.
’@ cdvi ta k`vi up ivirytc`gk, by drt, suro`gk. . .‟
’]cdt bidgs bi ds will1‟ Xci sd`m `g d qu`it va`hi.
’@–b gat k`v`gk yau up. [i–ll st`ll ei or`igms.‟
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’[cy1‟ Fadggd–s iyis o`llim w`tc tidrs dgm sci turgim cir odhi orab bi. ’Kam
m`mg–t till yau ta k`vi bi up. ]cdt–s yaur awg `mid. Kam waulmg–t till yau ta
k`vi up tci agi yau lavi.‟ Xci staam up.
’Fadggd”‟ @ tr`im ta ridhc oar cir eut sci rdg orab bi.
Xci turgim edhj. ’]c`s `sg–t od`r! @ edpt`zim yau dgm gaw @–b ei`gk pug`scim
oar `t!‟ ]cig sci rdg, lidv`gk bi tciri w`tc dg dhc`gk cidrt, yidrg`gk ta ka
dotir cir dgm haboart cir. @ oilt cir pd`g l`ji `t wds by awg, dgm `t eraji by
cidrt.
Eut @ cdvi ta ma tc`s. Gat by w`ll eut yaurs ei magi. @ taaj d miip eridtc.
]c`s `s sa cdrm, Kam, cilp bi ta ma yaur w`ll.
@ wdsg–t ka`gk ta ei d lujiwdrb Hcr`st`dg. @t wds dll ar gatc`gk.
@ wigt edhj ta tci scdhj dgm stdrtim pull`gk mawg by pastirs dgm krdee`gk
stuoo aoo tci scilvis”@ cdm ta kit r`m ao ivirytc`gk.
@ laajim dt tci partrd`t ao Fadggd ag tci idsil. Hdg @ fust jiip tc`s agi tc`gk
ta ribibeir cir ey1 Eut @ jgiw @ cdm ta k`vi `t up. @ laajim `t avir agi ldst
t`bi tcig stuooim `t `g tci kdredki edk.
@–b k`v`gk up ivirytc`gk @ usim ta ei sa @ hdg ei wcdt yau wdgt bi ta ei.
Miip w`tc`g @ wds kr`iv`gk, eut @ `kgarim `t. @ tr`im gat ta tc`gj deaut
Fadggd, @ oilt sa edm oar cir.
L`v`gk oar Kam `s d lat cdrmir tcdg @ tcaukct. @t‐s l`ji d silo -`gol`htim l`oi ao
b`siry. Eut ivig ds @ cdm tcdt tcaukct @ haulm oiil Kam w`tc bi. @ st`ll oilt
giw dgm tciri wds d miip ixh`tibigt `g bi @–m givir oilt eioari. @ fust wdgtim
ta plidsi Kam w`tc by l`oi.
]ciri wds d jgahj dt tci maar dgm @ wigt ta apig `t cdlo ixpiht`gk `t ta ei
Fadggd, eut `t wds Fasc.
’Ciy mumi, fust kat aoo warj.‟ Ci strallim pdst bi dgm olappim agta by eim. ’@
sii yau–ri ma`gk sabi rimihardt`gk. Ka`gk oar d b`g`bdl`st laaj1‟ Ci sdw tci
E`eli gixt ta tci eim dgm kdvi `t d strdgki laaj.
’Pidc.‟
’]cdt k`rlor`igm ao yaurs, @–vi kattd sdy, sci–s pritty cat oar d s`xtiig yidr
alm.‟
’[i fust eraji up.‟ By va`hi saugmim sa ixpriss`agliss.
’[cy1‟
’@ mag–t wdggd tdlj deaut `t.‟
’]a `bbdturi, r`kct1 ]cisi yaugk k`rls laaj cat eut tciy–ri gat ridmy oar
dgytc`gk”‟
’Ga, `t–s gat l`ji tcdt. @ cdm ta k`vi cir up. . .‟
’Pau–ri gat kitt`g– dll ril`k`aus ag bi gaw, dri yd1‟
@ sb`lim. ’@ kuiss yau haulm sdy @ oaugm Kam.‟
’Pidc1 [ciri–s ci eiig c`m`gk1‟
’Habi ag bdg, @ fust cdm d bdfar ril`k`aus ixpir`ighi. Kam `s ridl ta bi gaw,
gat fust d m`stdgt `mid, ci–s ridl dgm ci–s w`tc bi.‟
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’Pau–ri taa yaugk oar tc`s, Vdhca. L`oi–s taa kaam oar tc`s, bdg. ]ciri–s sa
buhc yau–ll b`ss aut ag.‟
’Ga, `t–s tci atcir wdy draugm. Pau–ri fust wdst`gk yaur l`oi ma`gk stuoo oar
yaursilo `gstidm ao wcdt yau haulm ei ma`gk oar Kam. [cdt kaam `s yaur l`oi `o
`t–s l`vim oar yaur awg igfaybigt, fust pdss`gk babigts ao plidsuri qu`hjly
oarkattig1 @t–s dll bidg`gkliss.‟
’@ wdggd igfay by l`oi, wcdt–s wragk w`tc tcdt1‟
’@g tci igm, ivirytc`gk yau–vi ivir magi w`ll ei w`pim dwdy l`ji `t givir
cdppigim. Eut `o yau l`vi oar Kam ivirytc`gk yau ma w`ll haugt oar sabitc`gk.‟
Fasc scaaj c`s cidm. ’Pau hdg jiip yaur ril`k`ag, bdg.‟ Ci kat up dgm
cidmim oar tci maar. Ci laajim edhj dt bi. ’Lit bi jgaw wcig yau–ri avir dll
tc`s, dgm wi–ll ka suro`gk sabi t`bi.‟
Dotir ci–m kagi @ oilt ridlly miprissim. @ w`sc @ haulm bdji c`b ugmirstdgm.
Ci‐s sa el`gm ta tci scdllawgiss ao c`s l`oi. @ prdyim oar c`b dgm oar Fadggd
taa, by cidrt dhcim oar cir.
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]ci gixt mdy @ wigt ta warj ds usudl, tcig spigt tci rist ao tci mdy scut `g
by raab. @ m`mg–t wdgt ta dmb`t `t eut @ wds b`sirdeli. @ b`ssim Fadggd sa
buhc, by l`oi oilt ibpty w`tcaut cir. @ tr`im ta jiip bysilo orab tc`gj`gk
deaut cir ey ridm`gk tci E`eli.]ciri wds d jgahj dt tci maar dgm @ apigim `t ta Fadggd–s odtcir. @ wds sa
surpr`sim ta sii c`b @ fust staam tciri.
’Hdg @ habi `g1‟
’Yc, suri.‟ @ lit c`b `g dgm ci kldghim draugm tcig turgim ta odhi bi.
’Fadggd talm bi wcdt cdppigim.‟
’@s sci ajdy1‟
’Pidc, sci–s . . . will, sci–s st`ll upsit, eut sci wdgts wcdtivir Kam–s w`ll `s
oar yaur l`oi.‟’@ givir wdgtim ta curt cir.‟
’@ jgaw.‟ Ci sdt mawg ag by habputir hcd`r. ’Laaj, Vdhc, @ ugmirstdgm wcdt
yau–ri ka`gk tcraukc, @–vi eiig tciri bysilo. Pau–ri oull ao zidl. Pau wdgt ta
sirvi Kam dgm k`vi up ivirytc`gk oar c`b.‟
’Pidc1‟
’Vidl `s d kaam tc`gk, eut wi hdg ei zidlaus oar Kam dgm gat jgaw ixdhtly
wcdt ci wdgts ao us. [i hdg igm up w`tc b`sku`mim zidl, dgm tcdt hdg ei d
mdgkiraus tc`gk. [i cdvi ta jgaw oar suri wcdt Kam wdgts ao us, dgm aglytcig dht w`tc zidl.‟
’M`m Fadggd till yau deaut tci v`s`ag @ cdm1‟
’Pis sci m`m.‟
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’@t–s pritty hlidr wcdt Kam wdgts bi ta ma. Ci scawim bi tcdt dll tci stuoo `g
by l`oi wds ka`gk ta jiip bi ka`gk ‛raugm `g h`rhlis, eut `o @ kit r`m ao
ivirytc`gk `g by l`oi @ hdg ei usim ey Kam.‟
’@ tc`gj yau–ri b`sugmirstdgm`gk wcdt Kam wdgts ao yau, Vdhc. Kam jgaws
tciri dri tc`gks `g tc`s warlm tcdt wi giim, dgm tc`gks tcdt bdji us cdppy.
Ci bdmi tcib oar us. Fisus sd`m mag–t rug dotir tcasi tc`gks l`ji tci warlm
mais, eut ta siij Kam o`rst, dgm dll tcasi tc`gks w`ll ei k`vig ta us ds will.
]c`s `s deaut aur dtt`tumi dgm aur b`gmsit. [i siij o`rst Kam–s w`ll oar aur
l`vis dgm wi put dll tcdt atcir stuoo ldst. [i mag–t ix`st fu st ta sdt`soy aur
giims dgm wdgts l`ji tci rist ao tci warlm mais. C`s w`ll oar aur l`vis eihabis
aur e`kkist giim dgm wdgt.‟
’[cdt ma yau tc`gj tci v`s`ag bidgs tcig1 [cdt mais Kam wdgt bi ta ma1‟
’@–b suri ci maisg–t wdgt yau ta kit r`m ao ivirytc`gk `g yaur l`oi. ]cdt–s dg
`bpass`eli wdy ta l`vi. @t–s dll deaut yaur oahus dgm yaur dtt`tumi. Mag–t ei
oahusim ag tci tc`gks ao tc`s warlm dgm wcdt yau wdgt oar yaur l`oi. Oahus ag
wcdt Kam wdgts oar yau. Kam maisg–t wdgt yaur sdhr`o`hi, ci wdgts yaur cidrt.
Ci maisg–t wdgt yau ta tcraw dwdy ivirytc`gk ci–s k`vig yau, dgm ivirytc`gk
tcdt bdjis yau wca yau dri. Ci wdgts yau ta lavi c`b dgm put c`b o`rst
deavi dll ilsi. Bast Hcr`st`dgs mag–t l`vi l`ji tcdt, tci`r od`tc b`kct ei
`bpartdgt ta tcib eut `t–s fust d l`ttli p`ihi ao tci`r l`vis. ]ciy cdvi warlmly
kadls tcdt tciy wdgt ta dhc`ivi, dgm tciy put tcib o`rst `g tci`r l`vis”d
hdriir, passiss`ags, odb`ly. ]ci`r od`tc b`kct ei `bpartdgt ta tcib eut `t `sg–t
tci avir-r`m`gk tc`gk. Eut Kam `s hdll`gk yau ta cdvi d m`ooirigt dtt`tumi, ta
cdvi d kadl `g l`oi ao sirv`gk c`b dgm ma`gk c`s w`ll. @gstidm ao yaur od`tc
ei`gk agi l`ttli pdrt ao yaur l`oi, l`ji d trd`g trdhj ka`gk draugm `g h`rhlis, ci
wdgts yaur od`tc ta ei tci tc`gk tcdt mr`vis yau dgm sits tci kadls `g yaur l`oi.
]cdt–s tci trd`g trdhj ka`gk `g d strd`kct l`gi.‟
’Xa @ scaulmg–t k`vi up dgytc`gk tcig1‟
’[i hdg dsj Kam ta scaw us `o tciri–s dgytc`gk `g aur l`vis tcdt maisg–t
plidsi c`b, ar c`gmirs us orab ma`gk c`s w`ll. ]casi dri tci tc`gks wi giim ta
ribavi orab aur l`vis. Ci hdlls us ta lavi c`b w`tc dll aur cidrt dgm b`gm dgm
saul dgm strigktc. @o wi ma tcdt, wi calm agta ivirytc`gk ilsi viry l`kctly. [i
sii tci warlm ds `t ridlly `s”sabitc`gk tibpardry, dgm wi siij tci itirgdl
tc`gks ao Kam.
’Ajdy, sa @ fust cdvi ta k`vi up tcisi tc`gks `g by cidrt. @t–s deaut putt`gk
Kam o`rst deavi tcasi tc`gks.‟
’Ixdhtly.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir sb`lim.
@ jgiw ci wds r`kct. ’@ oiil stup`m gaw.‟
Ci ldukcim. ’@ wds fust l`ji yau. @ tcaukct @ cdm ta sdhr`o`hi ivirytc`gk `g by
l`oi oar Kam wcig dll ci wdgtim ao bi wds ta lavi c`b bari tcdg dgytc`gk ilsi
ag idrtc, dgm gat lit dgytc`gk kit `g tci wdy ao aeim`ighi ta c`b.‟
@ gammim, summigly oiil`gk dll ibat`agdl. ’]cdgj yau oar hab`gk ta tdlj ta bi
deaut dll tc`s.‟
’By plidsuri, Vdhc‟ ci sb`lim.
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’@–b st`ll shdrim @–b ka`gk ta lit c`b mawg sabicaw. @–b shdrim @–ll b`ss aut
ag wcdt ci wdgts ta ma tcraukc bi.‟
’Kam `s buhc e`kkir tcdg tcdt, Vdhc. Ci maisg–t rily ag us `g aur widjgiss,
Ci jgaws wi–ri agly cubdg. Ci wdgts us ta trust `g c`b, gat `g aursilvis,
dgm ci–ll k`vi us tci strigktc. Ci hdg usi aur od`tc, eut gat aur b`sku`mim
zidl. Fust lavi c`b dgm ei w`ll`gk ta aeiy c`b habplitily. Ci–ll ma tci rist.
’Bdg yau–ri w`si. @ cdvi sa buhc ta lidrg.‟
’Pau–ll kit tciri, Vdhc, ci–ll sii ta tcdt.‟ Ci staam up. ’Pau scaulm habi dgm
sii Fadggd wcig yau kit tci hcdghi. Xci–m ridlly l`ji ta sii yau dkd`g.‟
’Pidc, @ jgaw.‟ ]ci tcaukct ao sii`gk Fadggd o`llim bi w`tc sa bdgy
ibat`ags.
’Ajdy.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir sldppim by scaulmir. ’[i–ll sii yau ldtir, tcig.‟ Ci
kdvi d l`ttli wdvi ds ci wigt aut, hlas`gk tci maar eic`gm c`b.
@ oill ag by eim dgm eur`im by odhi `g tci p`llaw. @ wds avirwcilbim w`tc sa
bdgy ibat`ags. ’Kam, @–b sarry @ curt Fadggd, @–b sarry @ kdvi cir up wcig
yau givir wdgtim bi ta.‟ Kam oilt sa gidr ta bi, @ haulm oiil c`s lavi. ’Pau–ri
sa kaam ta bi. ]cdgj yau oar sigm`gk Fadggd–s odtcir.‟
@ eraukct dll tci kdredki edks edhj `gs`mi. ]ci pastirs wiri ru`gim eut
ivirytc`gk ilsi laajim ajdy, `ghlum`gk Fadggd–s partrd`t. @ wds ril`ivim ta cdvi
`t edhj. @t wds l`ji cdv`gk Fadggd edhj dkd`g.
Xt`ll oiil`gk dll ibat`agdl, @ cidmim avir ta tci`r hdbps`ti. Fadggd bust cdvi
eiig wdthc`gk oar bi. Xci hdbi rugg`gk mawg tci pdtc dgm oliw `gta by
drbs. By cidrt fust eraji apig. @ cilm cir t`kct, tidrs will`gk up `g bi, @
haulmg–t ivig spidj. [i fust cilm idhc atcir.
’@–b sarry.‟ @ o`gdlly bdgdkim ta sdy. ’@–b sa sarry, Fadggd. @ lavi yau, @ givir
wdggd lasi yau.‟
Xci sb`lim up dt bi tcraukc cir tidrs. ’@ lavi yau taa.‟
@ oilt sa cdppy. @t wds l`ji tci wcali warlm wds oladt`gk up w`tc bi `gta tci
er`kct, elui sjy.
[i wdljim slawly edhj ta cir hdbps`ti st`ll calm`gk ag ta idhc atcir.
’@ cdm ta sw`thc by cidrt aoo wcig @ kdvi yau up. @t wds l`ji @ eihdbi stagi,
eut `t eraji by cidrt. @ ridlly ma lavi yau. @ w`ll dlwdys lavi yau. @ ridl`zi
gaw caw buhc @ giim yau `g by l`oi.‟
’@–b kldm yau–ri w`ll`gk ta k`vi up ivirytc`gk oar Kam, Vdhc. @t scaws tci
j`gm ao bdg yau dri. @–b fust cdppy yau ridl`zim yau mag–t cdvi ta k`vi bi up.‟
[i ridhcim cir hdbps`ti dgm cir pdrigts kriitim us w`tc e`k sb`lis. Cir
bab siibim ispih`dlly cdppy ta sii bi dkd`g. [i sdt w`tc tcib dgm tciy kat
bi ta rihaugt by mridb dgm by sp`r`tudl ixpir`ighis. @ talm tcib ivirytc`gk
dgm tciy wiri dbdzim.
’]cdt–s d praoaugm mridb yau cdm, Vdhc.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir sdt edhj `g c`s
hcd`r laaj`gk tcaukctoul. ’]ci hcurhc tamdy aotig ibpcds`zis Kam–s lavi dgm
b`g`b`zis Kam–s cal`giss, eut ds yau sd`m `g yaur mridb, Kam cdtis s`g ds
buhc ds ci lavis us. Kam `s lavi, dgm Kam `s caly. [i cdvi ta ugmirstdgm c`s
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cal`giss ta oully ugmirstdgm c`s krdhi, wc`hc `s wcy tci Alm ]istdbigt
rividlim c`s cal`giss tcraukc tci ldw dgm c`s fumkbigts, eioari tci Giw
]istdbigt rividlim c`s lavi dgm krdhi tcraukc Hcr`st.‟
@t oilt sa kaam ta ei `g tci`r habpdgy dkd`g, tdlj`gk ao Kam dgm oiil`gk tci
wdrbtc ao tci`r or`igmsc`p. @–m givir oilt `t l`ji tc`s eioari.
’Vdhc, yau jgaw wi–ri ka`gk edhj cabi ag Xdturmdy, mag–t yau1‟ Fadggd–s
batcir dsjim kigtly.
’Pidc, @ jgaw.‟
’Caw dri yau dgm Fadggd pldgg`gk ta hagt`gui yaur rildt`agsc`p dotir tcdt1‟
’@ dppl`im ta sabi hallikis `g Halardma. Capioully @–ll kit `g, eut @ kuiss wi–ll
cdvi ta cdvi d lagk m`stdghi rildt`agsc`p ugt`l tcig.‟
Cir pdrigts laajim surpr`sim. ’[cdt w`ll yau ma dt halliki1‟
’D o`gi drts mikrii.‟
’Ac yis, Fadggd talm bi yau–ri d kaam drt`st.‟
’Gat fust kaam, ci–s dbdz`gk,‟ Fadggd sd`m, dgm @ ldukcim.
Fadggd–s odtcir lidgim oarwdrm `g c`s hcd`r. ’Pau jgaw, Vdhc, drt`st`h de`l`ty
`s d k`ot orab Kam. Pau hdg ma kridt drt oar c`b.‟
’Pidc, @ cdmg–t tcaukct ao tcdt.‟
’[cig w`ll yau habi ta Halardma `o yau ma kit `gta halliki1‟ Cir bab dsjim.
’Yb, @ kuiss sabit`bi `g tci odll. [cig @–b tciri w`ll @ cdvi yaur
pirb`ss`ag ta mdti Fadggd1‟
Cir pdrigts laajim dt idhc atcir.
Cir odtcir gammim. ’@o yau habi ta Halardma yau–ll cdvi aur pirb`ss`ag ta
mdti.‟
’]cdgj yau Mdmmy!‟ Fadggd cukkim cir odtcir.
’Garbdlly @–m ei warr`im deaut yau mdt`gk dgyagi dt tc`s dki,‟ Fadggd–s
batcir dmmim, ’eut wi hdg–t cilp tc`gj`gk tciri–s sabitc`gk spih`dl deaut tc`s
rildt`agsc`p. @ fust capi yau mag–t ru`g `t ey bav`gk taa qu`hjly.‟
’[i wag–t,‟ Fadggd sd`m, dgm @ dkriim.
Dotir m`ggir, cir bab sukkistim Fadggd dgm @ ka oar d wdlj ta cdvi sabi
t`bi dlagi takitcir. [i cdpp`ly taaj cir up ag tcdt dgm cidmim mawg ta tci
eidhc.
’Paur bab `s ei`gk ridlly g`hi.‟
’Pidc, @ jgaw. @–b dbdzim caw will sci–s hap`gk w`tc bi cdv`gk d
eayor`igm.‟
’Paur mdm `s haal deaut `t taa.‟
Fadggd sb`lim. ’]cdt–s ‛hdusi ci siis c`bsilo `g yau wcig ci wds yaur dki.‟
’Ci sd`m tcdt1‟
’Pidc.‟
[i wdljim dlagk tci eidhc drb `g drb. ]ci sug wds fust eik`gg`gk ta sit
dgm tci eidhc wds gidrly misirtim.
[i oallawim tci wdtir l`gi, litt`gk tci wdvis wdsc avir aur edri oiit. Fadggd
l`otim tci eattab ao cir mriss ta jiip `t orab kitt`gk wit.
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@ p`hjim up d st`hj dgm wrati aur gdbis `g tci sdgm w`tc d cidrt draugm
tcib. Fadggd ldukcim. Xci taaj tci st`hj orab bi dgm wrati ‛=ivir– ugmir aur
gdbis. Xci staam w`tc tci sug sitt`gk eic`gm cir bdj`gk d sixy s`lcauitti
tcraukc cir mriss.
@ p`hjim up dgatcir st`hj dgm wrati ‛@ lavi Fadggd,– dgm sci wrati `g riply ‛@
lavi Vdhc,– tci wdvis irds`gk aur warms. [i staam `g tci wdrb klaw ao sugsit
laaj`gk `gta idhc atcir–s iyis, dgm wi j`ssim.
@ taaj by st`hj dgm wrati `g tci sdgm ‛Fadggd w`ll yau bdrry bi1– Xci
ldukcim dgm wrati ‛Pis– eioari dgatcir wdvi wdscim aur warms dwdy.
[i hl`beim d sdgm mugi dgm sdt dgm wdthcim tci sug sit `gta tci sid. ]ci
wdvis klawim trdgspdrigt kriig dgm wi haulm sii o`sc scdpim s`lcauittis
mdrt`gk dlagk tcib. @ laajim dt Fadggd, cir iyis spdrjl`gk. Xci sb`lim dt bi
dgm cir sb`li o`llim by cidrt. [i j`ssim ds tci sug bilmim `gta tci car`zag
dgm d haal eriizi eikdg ta elaw.
’[iri yau sir`aus wcig yau dsjim bi ta bdrry yau1‟ Xci sidrhcim by iyis.
’Pis, @ bidgt `t, @–m lavi ta bdrry yau ds saag ds yau–ri alm igaukc.‟ ]ci
tcaukct ao ei`gk bdrr`im ta cir siibim taa kaam ta ei trui. @ haulmg–t ivig
`bdk`gi dgytc`gk tcdt kaam ivir cdppig`gk ta bi. ’@ jgaw `t siibs hrdzy,
wi–vi agly jgawg idhc atcir d scart t`bi, eut @ lavi yau sa buhc, dgm wcig @
tcaukct @ cdm ta k`vi yau up `t bdmi bi ridl`zi caw buhc @ giimim yau. @
givir wdggd lasi yau dkd`g. M`m yau bidg `t wcig yau sd`m yis1‟
’Pis.‟ Xci ldukcim. ’@–vi dlwdys jgawg `t. @ cdm by mauets sabit`bis, l`ji
wcig yau sd`m yau–m givir eihabi d Hcr`st`dg, eut pdrt ao bi dlwdys jgiw
yau wiri tci agi oar bi. Pau ribibeir @ talm yau tcdt aghi wcig yau wiri
pd`gt`gk by partrd`t1 @ givir oilt ku`lty deaut dgytc`gk wi m`m eihdusi `t wds
l`ji @ wds ma`gk `t w`tc by outuri cusedgm.‟
’Pidc, @ ribibeir. [cig m`m yau stdrt oiil`gk tcdt wdy deaut bi1‟
’Kam bust–vi wc`spirim `t `g by cidrt wcig @ o`rst bit yau, dgm tci bari wi
oill `g lavi tci bari @ lit bysilo eil`ivi `t. Gaw @ jgaw w`tcaut d mauet. @
jgaw yau–ri tci agi oar bi dgm @–b ka`gk ta bdrry yau.‟
@ sb`lim. @ m`mg–t jgaw wcdt ta bdji ao tcdt”`o `t wds trui Kam cdm scawg
cir tcdt, ar `o `t wds fust tci odgh`oul `bdk`gdt`ag ao d yaugk k`rl `g lavi.
@ staam dgm aooirim by cdgm ta cilp cir up ds tci w`gm prissim cir mriss
t`kct dkd`gst cir sligmir o`kuri. @ pullim cir ta bi dgm wi j`ssim, tci w`gm
wc`pp`gk cir cd`r dhrass cir odhi.
@ habeim cir cd`r edhj w`tc by o`gkirs. ’@o @ bdrr`im yau @–m ei tci luhj`ist
bdg. . .‟
Xci laajim dt bi w`tc suhc saot iyis. ’@ lavi yau, Vdhc. Lit–s ka ta yaur
scdhj.‟
’[cy1‟
’Xa wi hdg ei dlagi. [i–ll ma wcdtivir yau wdgt.‟ Xci laajim dt bi w`tc
ldrki iyis. @ m`mg–t jgaw wcdt ta sdy. ’By bab m`m sdy wi haulm cdvi sabi
t`bi dlagi takitcir.‟
’@ mag–t tc`gj sci bidgt by eimraab. Eis`mis, `t–s d e`t ao d biss r`kct gaw.‟
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’@t wdsg–t d biss eioari1‟ Xci ldukcim.
’@ mag–t tc`gj `t–s d kaam `mid, ispih`dlly dotir wcdt wi–vi eiig tdlj`gk deaut.
[i haulm igm up bdj`gk `t cdppig.‟
’[aulm `t ei tcdt edm `o wi m`m1‟
@ laajim dt cir dgm sci wds sir`aus.
’@t waulmg–t ei edm, eut wi cdvi ta wd`t.‟
’@ jgaw.‟ Xci sb`lim w`stoully dgm laajim dwdy. ’@ mag–t jgaw wcy @ sd`m
tcdt.‟ Xci laajim dt bi dkd`g. ’Caw lagk ma wi cdvi ta wd`t, tcaukc, Vdhc1 @t
oiils l`ji oarivir.‟
’@t wag–t ei oarivir. [i fust cdvi ta wd`t ugt`l yau–ri alm igaukc. Bdyei dotir
@ bavi ta Halardma”‟
’@–ll ei s`xtiig tcig. [`ll tcdt ei alm igaukc1‟
’Paur bab sd`m wi haulm ru`g `t `o wi rusc `t. @t–s wartc wd`t`gk oar.‟
’@ jgaw, eut wi dlridmy jgaw wi–ri bidgt oar idhc atcir.‟ Xci s`kcim. ’Habi
ag, lit–s ka kit yaur ku`tdr, @ cdvi d giw sagk @ wdgt ta pldy oar yau.‟
[i cilm cdgms ds wi wdljim `g tci kdtcir`gk tw`l`kct.
’[cdt–s yaur giw sagk deaut1‟
’@t–s deaut yau, dgm deaut Kam–s k`ot ao lavi.‟
’[aulmg–t `t ei kridt `o wi haulm bdji bus`h takitcir1 [i haulm oarb d
edgm.‟
’Pidc, @–m lavi tcdt!‟
’@ giim ta lidrg tci ku`tdr o`rst.‟
’@ wdggd bdji bdfist`h bus`h oar Kam. Xabitc`gk pawiroul dgm eidut`oul
tcdt spidjs ao Kam–s klary.‟
’[aw, tcdt waulm ei dwisabi.‟
Fadggd sb`lim. ’Aur l`oi `s kaggd ei sa ixh`t`gk, Vdhc. @ hdg–t wd`t.‟
[i kat ta tci scdhj dgm @ wigt `g ta kit tci ku`tdr. Fadggd piirim tcraukc
tci maar.
’[cdt m`m yau ma ta yaur raab1‟ Xci puscim tci maar w`mi dgm hdbi `g.
’[ciri dri dll yaur pastirs1‟
’@ kat r`m ao tcib wcig @ kdvi up ivirytc`gk.‟
’Ac.‟ Xci kdvi bi d sybpdtcit`h sb`li. ’[cdt deaut yaur drt1‟
’@–vi st`ll kat tcdt. @ bdgdkim ta sdlvdki `t.‟
’]cdt–s kaam.‟
@ oilt dscdbim ao by oaal`scgiss. ’Habi ag, lit–s ka edhj ta yaur hdbps`ti dgm
yau hdg pldy tcdt sagk oar bi.‟
’@ mag–t wdggd s`gk `t `g oragt ao by pdrigts, `t–s j`gmd pirsagdl. @–ll s`gk `t
oar yau ciri.‟ Xci sdt mawg ag by eim w`tc tci ku`tdr. ’@t–s gat d ridl sagk
yit, `t–s fust `g by cidm, sa @ mag–t jgaw caw `t–s kaggd saugm.‟ Xci stdrtim
pldy`gk, dgm dotir ixpir`bigt`gk w`tc d oiw hcarms, sci stdrtim s`gk`gk `g cir
eidut`oul va`hi. @t wds d lavi sagk deaut bi dgm `t bdmi bi oiil dll wdrb dgm
t`gkly.
Xci stappim pldy`gk. ’]cdt–s dll @ kat sa odr. [cdt ma yau tc`gj1‟
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’@t–s dbdz`gk. ]cdgj yau.‟ Bdg sci bdjis bi oiil sa kaam.
Fadggd sb`lim up dt bi, dgm @ eigt mawg ta j`ss cir. Xci put tci ku`tdr
ds`mi dgm put cir drbs draugm bi, dgm @ oilt tci mis`ri r`s`gk eitwiig us ds
sci ldy edhj, mrdw`gk bi mawg w`tc cir.
@ eraji dwdy orab cir. ’[i hdg–t ma tc`s, wi–ri fust tartur`gk aursilvis.‟
’@ jgaw.‟ Xci sd`m w`tc suhc sdmgiss `g cir va`hi.
’Habi ag, lit–s ka.‟
[i wiri eatc qu`it ds wi wdljim edhj ta cir hdbps`ti. Cir pdrigts cdm l`t d
o`ri dgm wi fa`gim tcib draugm `t. Fadggd pldyim sabi warsc`p sagks ag tci
ku`tdr, dgm cir pdrigts fa`gim `g s`gk`gk w`tc cir. @ m`mg–t jgaw tci w arms sa @
fust l`stigim, eut by cidrt wds st`rrim w`tc prd`si ta Kam. @ stdrtim p`hj`gk up
sabi ao tci warms dgm fa`gim `g wciri @ haulm. @t oilt sa kaam ta ixpriss by
lavi ta Kam oar dll ci–m magi dgm dll tcdt ci `s, warsc`pp`gk c`b takitcir ugmir
tci stdrs.
Fadggd ydwgim. ’@–b sa t`rim @ hdg cdrmly jiip by iyis apig.‟
’Pau bust ei ixcdustim, Xwiit`i. @t–s eiig suhc dg ibat`agdl t`bi oar yau
ldtily.‟ Cir bab pdttim cir cidm.
Fadggd sd`m cir kaamg`kcts k`v`gk us idhc d j`ss ag tci hciij. By iyis
oallawim cir ta tci tigt dgm l`gkirim tciri dotir sci–m z`ppim `t hlasim eic`gm
cir. @ haulmg–t cilp tc`gj`gk deaut cir kitt`gk ugmrissim eic`gm tcasi tc`g
hdgvds wdlls. ]ci z`p summigly apigim dkd`g dgm sci hdbi aut `g d sj`bpy
g`kctkawg tcdt laajim dlbast sii-tcraukc.
’Fust erusc`gk by tiitc.‟
@ wdthcim ds sci eigt avir ta kit sabi wdtir orab d hagtd`gir, cir g`kctkawg
strithc`gk t`kct dkd`gst tci hurvis ao cir eutt hciijs.
’Kaamg`kct,‟ sci hdllim dkd`g, dgm wigt `gs`mi cir tigt, z`pp`gk `t hlasim.
Fadggd–s odtcir wds laaj`gk dt bi w`tc d eibusim ixpriss`ag, dgm @ oilt
ibedrrdssim.
[i sdt draugm tci o`ri dwc`li lagkir tdlj`gk qu`itly, tcig @ sd`m by
kaamg`kcts dgm mrdkkim bysilo dwdy. [dlj`gk cabi, @ laajim up dt tci stdr
o`llim sjy. ]a tc`gj tci Kam wca bdmi dll tcasi stdrs hdris oar bi.
’Pau ridlly dri dg dbdz`gk Kam.‟
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@t wds dgatcir eidut`oul mdy. By mdm wds `g dg ughabbagly kigiraus baam
dgm lit bi aoo warj idrly. @ wigt ta sii Fadggd dt tci hdbps`ti, eut sci wdsg–t
tciri. @ oaugm cir dt tci eidhc sugedtc`gk `g cir e`j`g`, ly`gk ag cir edhj
w`tc agi jgii sl`kctly rd`sim. Cir iyis wiri hlasim dgm @ fust staam tciri
dmb`r`gk cir. Iviry e`t ao cir wds eidut`oul.
’Dri yau kaggd stdgm tciri stdr`gk dt bi dll mdy1‟ Xci sb`lim w`tcaut
apig`gk cir iyis.
’Caw m`m yau jgaw @ wds ciri1‟ Xci huppim d cdgm avir cir iyis dgm kr`ggim up dt bi. ’@ sdw yau hab`gk.‟
@ sdt mawg gixt ta cir dgm sci rallim agta cir s`mi ta laaj dt bi.
’By mdm talm bi aoo eihdusi ao yau.‟
’[cdt oar1‟
’Oar hab`gk aut `g by g`kct`i ldst g`kct.‟ Xci k`kklim. ’M`m yau tc`gj `t wds
sixy1‟
’Pidc.‟ @ ldukcim. ’@t laajim sii-tcraukc.‟
’@t–s gat sii-tcraukc eut `t–s viry o`lby. @ wdsg–t widr`gk dgytc`gkugmirgidtc.‟ Xci sb`lim `bp`scly.
’Pau l`ji tids`gk bi, mag–t yau1‟
’Pis.‟ Xci kr`ggim. ’Pau l`ji `t taa, mag–t yau1‟
’Pidc, @ ma.‟ Bdyei @ scaulmg–t.
’Pau wdggd ka ta tci havi1‟
’Ajdy.‟
Xci kdtcirim up cir tc`gks dgm wi sit aoo dlagk tci eidhc cdgm `g cdgm. [i
pdssim d kraup ao e`j`g` hldm k`rls, dgm dotir wi–m wdljim d l`ttli odrtcir Fadggd rilidsim by cdgm. ’[cy m`m yau laaj dt tcasi k`rls1‟
’[cdt k`rls1‟
’@ sdw yau laaj`gk dt tcib.‟
’@ agly kldghim dt tcib. @t wds gatc`gk.‟
’[cy ma yau laaj dt tcib wcig yau–vi dlridmy kat sabieamy1 @t–s l`ji yau–ri
laaj`gk oar sabiagi eittir tcdg bi.‟
’Ga, @–b gat, `t–s fust dg `gst`ght. [i sii d k`rl dgm wi cdvi ta gat`hi `o sci–s
pritty ar gat. [i hdg–t cilp `t, `t–s fust tci bdli `gst`ght oar o`gm`gk d bdti, wihdg–t turg `t aoo dotir wi–vi oaugm sabiagi.‟
Xci stdrtim wdlj`gk dkd`g dgm @ curr`im ta jiip `g stip w`tc cir.
’Big dri sa scdllaw. Pau–ri agly `gtiristim `g pcys`hdl eiduty dgm sixudl
dttrdht`ag. Pau mag–t hdri deaut tci `bpartdgt tc`gks.‟
’Pidc wi ma. ^cys`hdl dttrdht`ag `s fust tci o`rst stdki”‟
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’[cig yau laaj dt d k`rl l`ji tcdt yau–ri sii`gk `o sci–s sabiagi yau–m wdgt
ta cdvi six w`tc, r`kct1 ]cdt–s wcdt sixudl dttrdht`ag `s1‟
’Ga. Pau hdg o`gm sabitc`gk dttrdht`vi w`tcaut wdgt`gk `t. Dttrdht`ag maisg–t
bidg dgytc`gk w`tcaut dhtudlly kitt`gk ta jgaw tcib. Pau odll `g lavi w`tc d
pirsag, gat d eamy.‟
’[ill `t curts tcdt yau–ri w`tc bi dgm yau–ri laaj`gk dt atcir k`rls dgm ei`gk
sixudlly dttrdhtim ta tcib.‟
’@ cdrmly laajim dt tcasi k`rls. @ o`gm yau wdy bari dttrdht`vi tcdg dgy ao
tcib.‟
’[cdt `o yau m`m sii sabiagi pritt`ir tcdg bi1‟
’]cdt–s `bpass`eli.‟
’[cy ma yau laaj tcig1‟
’@ talm yau, `t–s fust `gst`ght.‟
’Fisus sd`m `o yau laaj dt d wabdg lustoully yau–vi dlridmy habb`ttim
dmultiry `g yaur cidrt.‟
’[ill, @–vi lustim dotir yau lats ao t`bis.‟
Xci cdlo sb`lim. ’]cdt–s ajdy, eut yau hdg–t lust dotir dgy atcir k`rls.‟
’Cagistly, @–vi givir wdgtim ta cdvi six w`tc dgyagi eut yau.‟
’Uidlly1‟ Xci eluscim dgm laajim dwdy.
[i wdljim `g s`lighi oar d wc`li. @t wds c`kc t`mi dgm wi haulmg–t wdlj
draugm tci pa`gt. @ laajim oar d wdy up tci stiip edgj wciri @ jgiw tciri wds
d pdtc ta tci havi.
’Ciri, @–ll cilp yau up.‟ @ kr`ppim Fadggd draugm tci wd`st dgm ids`ly l`otim
cir agta d ldrki rahj.
@ hl`beim up eis`mi cir dgm wi staam odhi ta odhi. @ laajim `gta cir eidut`oul
elui iyis.
’Fadggd, @–b sarry @ laajim dt tcasi k`rls. @ m`mg–t ivig wdggd laaj dt tcib,
@–b gat `gtiristim `g tcib dt dll. @ w`sc @ haulm fust stdri dt yau dll mdy dgm
givir gat`hi dgatcir k`rl ivir dkd`g.‟
’[ill @ kuiss `t–s gat dll yaur odult. K`rls wdgt kuys ta gat`hi tcib dgm sii
caw pritty tciy dri.‟
’Pidc, tcdt–s r`kct. Paur `gst`ghts bdji yau wdggd ei eidut`oul ta kit aur
dttigt`ag, dgm aur `gst`ghts bdji us laaj. [i–ri dll hagtrallim ey `gst`ghts.‟
[i hl`beim up tci edgj dgm oaugm tci pdtc tcdt lim avir tci pa`gt. Xci wigt
dcidm ao bi dgm @ kat ta wdthc cir pritty, l`ttli, e`j`g`im eic`gm ds @ oallawim
cir up tci c`ll.
Xci ridhcim tci hrist ao tci c`ll dgm turgim ta odhi bi. ’]cdt–s trui, `t–s tci
wdy tci warlm `s, iviryagi–s scdllaw, iviryagi–s igkrassim `g tci pcys`hdl
tc`gks `gstidm ao tci sp`r`tudl tc`gks tcdt ridlly bdttir. [i fumki dgm vdlui
ivirytc`gk ey dppidrdghis, eut Kam siis aur cidrts.‟
@ sb`lim. ’Pau ridlly dri w`si oar d o`otiig yidr alm.‟
Xci sb`lim sciip`scly. ’@–b sarry @ kat bdm dt yau.‟
’@–b sarry taa. @ lavi yau.‟
’@ lavi yau taa.‟ Xci kr`ggim dt bi. ’[ds tcdt aur o`rst o`kct1‟
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’Pidc, `t wds.‟ @ ldukcim.
[i cilm cdgms ds wi wdljim orab tci hrist ao tci c`ll mawg tci stiip pdtc ta
tci havi.
’[i cdvi `t dll ta aursilvis.‟ Fadggd lidpt mawg agta tci wc`ti sdgm dgm
spug draugm, kr`gg`gk edhj dt bi. Xci spridm aut cir tawil dgm @ ldy mawg
eis`mi cir ag tci sdgm.
Xci prappim cir hc`g ag agi drb dgm stum`im bi. ’Ma yau tc`gj aur
rildt`agsc`p w`ll ei bari sir`aus wcig yau habi ta Halardma1‟
’Pidc, `t–s d e`k tc`gk bav`gk ta dgatcir stdti ta ei w`tc sabiagi. @t scaws
caw habb`ttim wi dri.‟
’@t scaws caw habb`ttim yau dri. @ wdggd scaw yau caw habb`ttim @ db.‟
’Pau dlridmy cdvi.‟
’@ wdggd scaw yau `g d ridl wdy, gat fust w`tc warms.‟
’L`ji caw1‟
Fadggd sb`lim dgm laajim dwdy. ’Pau–ll sii. @t–s d surpr`si.‟
’Pau–ri kaggd surpr`si bi w`tc sabitc`gk tcdt–ll scaw caw habb`ttim yau
dri ta bi1‟
’Pidc.‟ Cir sb`li eradmigim dt by puzzlibigt.
’@ jgaw wi eatc wdgt ta. . .‟
Cir sb`li wds ripldhim w`tc cir awg laaj ao puzzlibigt. ’[dgt ta wcdt1‟
’Pau jgaw, bdji lavi.‟
Xci laajim scahjim. ’By surpr`si `sg–t six!‟
’Ac.‟ @ ldukcim.
Xci ldukcim taa. ’@ jgaw wciri yaur b`gm `s.‟ Xci sbdhjim by drb. ’Pau
tcaukct @ wds kaggd surpr`si yau w`tc six1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw, @ tcaukct yau b`kct ei pldgg`gk ta sgidj aut dt g`kct ta habi
dgm ei w`tc bi ar sabitc`gk.‟
’[aulm yau lit bi ma tcdt1 [aulm yau lit bi k`vi bysilo ta yau1‟
@ jgiw @ scaulm sdy ga eut `t wds taa stragk d mis`ri ta habplitily migy. ’@
mag–t jgaw.‟
Xci fust laajim dt bi dgm @ haulm oiil d giw tigs`ag eitwiig us.
’[aulm yau wdgt bi ta1‟ Xci dsjim `g d qu`it va`hi, cir iyis sidrhc`gk b`gi.
’Pidc . . . eut wi hdg–t. @–b w`ll`gk ta wd`t oar yau ugt`l yau–ri ridmy”‟
’[i dri ridmy `o wi–ri tatdlly habb`ttim ta idhc atcir.‟
’[cdt `o wi o`gm aut ldtir wi wirig–t r`kct oar idhc atcir, ar agi ao us wdsg–t
ds habb`ttim ds wi tcaukct1‟
’@–b ds habb`ttim ds @ sdy @ db.‟ Xci laajim `gta by iyis. ’@o wi cdvi six
wi–ll ei agi olisc, dgm wi haulm givir eridj tcdt eagm. @o yau liot bi
dotirwdrms `t waulm ei tci sdbi ds m`varh`gk bi, dgm @–m givir bdrry dgyagi
ilsi. @o @ cdvi six w`tc yau @–b habb`tt`gk bysilo ta yau oar ds lagk ds wi
eatc l`vi ga bdttir wcdt cdppigs. @ lavi yau, Vdhc, dgm @–b ridmy ta bdji tcdt
habb`tbigt ta yau oar tci rist ao by l`oi.‟
[aw. Ygt`l tcdt babigt @ bust cdvi cdm sabi ughagsh`aus mauets deaut cir
lavi oar bi, tcdt `t wds fust dg `godtudt`ag ar sabitc`gk, eut gaw @ jgiw caw
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ridl `t wds. @ m`mg–t ugmirstdgm caw sci haulm lavi bi sa buhc, @ oilt sa
ugmisirv`gk ao `t. @t wds shdry, eut bdg `t oilt kaam ta ei lavim l`ji tcdt ey
cir.
“@ fust ridl`zim sabitc`gk, Fadggd. Bdrr`dki `s bari tcdg fust d
habb`tbigt, `t–s eil`iv`gk `g tci atcir pirsag–s lavi dgm habb`tbigt ta yau.
@t–s cdv`gk od`tc `g tci`r lavi.‟
’Pidc.‟ Xci gammim. ’L`ji tci od`tc wi cdvi `g Fisus– lavi.‟
’Pidc.‟ @ w`scim @ haulm k`vi cir tci sdbi oiil`gk ao sihur`ty cir lavi kdvi
bi. @ jgiw tcdt–s wcdt sci giimim orab bi. ’@ eil`ivi `g yau Fadggd. @ eil`ivi
`g yaur lavi dgm yaur habb`tbigt. @–b shdrim ao `t tcaukc, `t–s suhc d e`k
tc`gk. @t–s l`ji yau–ri k`v`gk bi yaur wcali l`oi. @ mag–t oiil ridmy oar `t yit. @
cdvi ta ei deli ta prav`mi oar yau dgm oar aur outuri. U`kct gaw @ mag–t ivig
jgaw caw @ haulm ma tcdt. @–b gat `g halliki yit, @ mag–t cdvi d hdriir. @–b agly
i`kctiig, dgm yau–ri st`ll agly o`otiig.‟
’Ga agi jgaws wcdt tci outuri calms, Vdhc. @ trust Kam ta warj `t aut. [i–ll
laaj dotir idhc atcir dgm wi–ll ei cdppy wcitcir wi–ri r`hc ar paar. @ hdg warj
taa sa `t–s gat fust yaur rispags`e`l`ty.‟
@ sb`lim. ’Bdyei tcdt–s wcy big dri sa shdrim ao habb`tbigt”tciy cdvi dg
avir ixdkkirdtim sigsi ao rispags`e`l`ty.‟
’Pidc, ar tciy–ri shdrim ao ei`gk stuhj w`tc tci sdbi wabdg oar tci rist ao
tci`r l`vis.‟
’@–b gat shdrim ao tcdt. @–m lavi ta ei stuhj w`tc yau oar tci rist ao by l`oi. @
oiil sa luhjy ta ei lavim ey yau. @ mag–t ivig jgaw wcy yau lavi bi sa buhc.‟
Xci sb`lim. ’[cy waulmg–t @1 Pau–ri cagardeli dgm kaam, yau–ri d wagmiroul
bdg, dgm yau lavi bi.‟
@ m`mg–t mdri laaj dt cir @ oilt sa buhc lavi oar cir.
’@ wdgt ta bdrry yau, Fadggd. @ fust wdggd ma ivirytc`gk r`kct eioari Kam,
dgm r`kct oar us, dgm r`kct oar yaur pdrigts dgm iviryagi ilsi. @t waulm ei
ugod`r ta tcib `o wi kat bdrr`im l`ji tc`s w`tcaut tcib jgaw`gk deaut `t. [i
scaulm cdvi dg dhtudl wimm`gk sa tciy hdg hilierdti `t w`tc us.‟
’Xa wi cdvi ta wd`t ‛t`l @–b i`kctiig1 ]cdt–s bari tcdg twa yidrs. [cy ma wi
cdvi ta wd`t tcdt lagk wcig wi oiil tc`s wdy deaut idhc atcir1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw.‟ @ m`mg–t wdgt ta tdlj deaut tc`s dgybari.
’@t–s ajdy, Vdhc. Lit–s gat warry deaut `t.‟ Xci lidgim avir dgm j`ssim bi sa
kigtly, laaj`gk `gta by iyis w`tc cir e`k, saot iyis, gat bav`gk dwdy.
’Pau cdvi ga `mid caw buhc @ wdgt yau.‟ @ wc`spirim, by va`hi strd`gim
w`tc ibat`ag.
Xci m`mg–t sdy dgytc`gk, sci fust cavirim tciri sa hlasi @ haulm oiil idhc
eridtc orab cir l`ps ag b`gi. @t wds l`ji @ jgiw fust agi j`ss dgm wi–m ei
pawirliss ta stap. Xlawly aur l`ps hdbi takitcir sitt`gk dll by mis`ri orii.
@–m eiig try`gk sa cdrm ta ei tci sigs`eli agi, tci rispags`eli agi, eut w`tc
agi j`ss `t wds dll ugmagi. @ giimim cir sa buhc, tci mis`ri avirrul`gk
ivirytc`gk, dll by ‛ga–s eihab`gk agi e`k, pdss`agdti yis.
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Xci ldy edhj ds @ j`ssim cir l`ps, dgm gihj, dgm eamy, by bautc hdriss`gk tci
ixpasim pdrts ao cir eridsts deavi cir e`j`g` tap. Xci ridhcim up dgm pullim dt
cir tap ixpas`gk bari ao cir eridst ta by cugkry bautc, dgm by tagkui
ixplarim tci sigsudl drid draugm cir g`ppli. By cdgms sl`m mawg cir eamy ta
cir e`j`g` eattab dgm sci kradgim ds by o`gkirs hdrissim cir tcraukc tci tc`g
oder`h. Xci wds v`s`ely tribel`gk gaw dgm @ ixpihtim cir ta stap bi, eut sci
m`mg–t, cir iyis w`llim bi ag.
Dmrigdl`gi surkim tcraukc bi ds @ stdrtim ids`gk cir e`j`g` eattab aoo. Xci
drhcim cir edhj ta d`m bi, eut sabitc`gk `g tci hargir ao by iyi bdmi bi
kldghi up. Xabiagi wds tciri wdlj`gk ag tci r`mki deavi tci havi. Fadggd sdt
up dgm qu`hjly ridrrdgkim cir e`j`g`. [i wdthcim ds tci bdg m`sdppidrim
orab v`iw.
’Ma yau tc`gj ci sdw us1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw, ci waulmg–t cdvi siig buhc orab tcdt odr.‟ @ laajim dt cir dgm
s`kcim. ’@t j`gm ao ru`gim tci babigt, cuc1‟
’[i hdg ka ta yaur scdhj1‟ Xci laajim dt bi ixpihtdgtly.
By cidrt wds paugm`gk dgm @ wds st`ll riil`gk w`tc tci `gtigs`ty ao by
mis`ri, eut by b`gm cdm hlidrim igaukc ta tc`gj w`tc sabi sigsi.
’@ tc`gj wi scaulm ka ta yaur hdbps`ti dgm cdgk w`tc yaur pdrigts oar d
wc`li.‟ @ haulmg–t ridm cir ixpriss`ag. ’]c`s `sg–t tci r`kct t`bi oar us, Fadggd.
@ mag–t wdgt us ta rikrit `t.‟
’[cdt dri wi kaggd ma, Vdhc1 Caw hdg wi wd`t twa yidrs `o wi oiil l`ji tc`s
tci wcali t`bi1‟
’@t waulm cilp `o yau wiri dhtudlly try`gk ta stap bi `gstidm ao try`gk ta
pirsudmi bi ta ma `t.‟
Xci laajim surpr`sim dgm curt. ’@ wds fust till`gk yau caw @ oiil.‟
’@ jgaw,‟ @ sd`m bari kigtly. ’@ oiil tci sdbi wdy. @ mag–t jgaw wcdt wi hdg
ma.‟
’@ w`sc wi haulm fust bdji lavi dgm gat cdvi ta warry deaut `t dgybari.‟
’Bi taa.‟ @ laajim dt cir ly`gk tciri w`tc tcdt saot, sbaatc sj`g, sa eidut`oul,
sa mis`rdeli. @ wds stdrt`gk ta oiil scdjy dkd`g.
’[i scaulm ma `t eioari @ ka edhj cabi ta Halardma.‟
’[cy1‟
’‛Hdusi tcig @–ll jgaw yau wag–t oarkit deaut bi, dgm yau wag–t hcdgki yaur
b`gm deaut hab`gk.‟
’@s tcdt wcdt yau–ri dord`m ao1 Fadggd, @ haulm givir oarkit caw @ oiil deaut
yau, by wcali ei`gk lagks oar yau l`ji yau–ri tci b`ss`gk pdrt ao by saul.‟ @
strajim cir saot cd`r. ’@ haulmg–t oarkit caw buhc @ lavi yau dgm giim yau `g
by l`oi.‟
’[`ll yau prab`si ta habi ta Halardma1‟
’@o @ kit `gta halliki @ w`ll. @o @ mag–t kit `g @ mag–t jgaw wcdt @–ll ma, eut @
wag–t k`vi up ag yau. @t b`kct tdji bi lagkir eut @–ll o`gm d wdy sabicaw.‟
’@–b shdrim yau–ll fust oarkit deaut bi.‟
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’@ wag–t. @–ll o`gm d wdy ta ei w`tc yau. Pau–ri tci agi wca jgiw `g yaur
cidrt wi wiri bidgt oar idhc atcir. Kam talm yau tcdt, ribibeir1 @–b suri @–ll
kit `gta agi ao tcasi hallikis, dgm ivig `o @ mag–t `t maisg–t bidg aur
rildt`agsc`p cds ta igm. @ b`kct kit `g gixt yidr `gstidm, ar wi–ll cdvi d lagk
m`stdghi rildt`agsc`p ugt`l yau–ri i`kctiig.‟
’]cdt waulm ei sa cdrm. @ fust wdggd jgaw oar suri tcdt yau–ri b`gi dgm @–b
yaurs oarivir.‟
’Dll @ hdg k`vi yau `s d prab`si tcdt @ lavi yau dgm @–ll ma ivirytc`gk @ hdg ta
o`gm d wdy ta ei w`tc yau. ]cdt–s dll tci habb`tbigt @ hdg k`vi r`kct gaw.‟
Xci cdm tidrs `g cir iyis eut sci sb`lim up dt bi, dgm @ cukkim cir.
]cisi rildt`agsc`p hagvirsdt`ags wiri taa `gtigsi.
’@–b kaggd ka tdji d scawir dgm haal aoo. @–ll habi sii yau dotir m`ggir1‟
’@ haulm habi w`tc yau.‟ Xci sb`lim d l`ttli sb`li. ’[i wag–t ma dgytc`gk.‟
Oar d sihagm @ lit bysilo hags`mir `t. ’[i eittir gat.‟
’[i haulm cdvi d scawir takitcir.‟ Xci kr`ggim `bp`scly.
@ ldukcim. ’Pau–ri taa mdgkiraus oar bi r`kct gaw.‟
’@–b sarry, @ hdg–t cilp `t.‟
’Pau–ri mr`v`gk bi hrdzy.‟ @ sb`lim ta saotig by warms. ’@–ll habi sii yau
tag`kct, ajdy1‟
’Ajdy.‟ Xci pautim.
’Ciy, @ lavi yau.‟ @ l`otim cir hc`g, sb`l`gk `gta cir pritty odhi, dgm sci
haulmg–t ris`st sb`l`gk edhj.
[i wdljim up tci c`ll dgm wigt aur sipdrdti wdys.
@ giimim ta kit dwdy orab cir oar d wc`li. Xci ridlly wds mr`v`gk bi hrdzy. @
tcaukct `t waulm ei ids`ir dotir @ eihdbi d Hcr`st`dg eut `t–s ivig cdrmir gaw.
[i wiri sa hlasi ta ma`gk `t. @t–s l`ji tciri–s d pa`gt ao ga riturg dgm aghi yau
hrass `t yau hdg–t stap.
[cdt scaulm @ ma, Kam1 Xcaulm wi fust cdvi six dgm kit `t avir w`tc1 [aulm
`t ei d s`g `o wi m`m1
Edhj dt tci scdhj @ taaj d qu`hj scawir tcig wigt ta tci causi ta bdji
bysilo d sgdhj. By bab cdm k`vig up bdj`gk m`ggir oar bi s`ghi @ wds givir
tciri dgybari. @ taaj by sdgmw`hc edhj ta by raab dgm kat aut by pd`gts.
^d`gt`gk waulm cilp bi rildx dgm gat cdvi ta tc`gj deaut tc`gks oar d wc`li,
dgm @ st`ll giimim ta pd`gt by silo-partrd`t oar Fadggd eioari sci liot. @ stum`im
bysilo `g tci b`rrar tcig stdrtim ta pd`gt.
@t wigt will dt o`rst, eut @ haulmg–t kit by odhi r`kct. Oar sabi ridsag @ wds
o`gm`gk `t ridlly m`oo`hult ta pd`gt bysilo. Ivigtudlly @ kat sa orustrdtim w`tc `t
@ wdgtim ta sldsc by erusc dhrass `ts odhi. @ kdvi up dgm mih`mim ta ka sii
Fadggd eioari `t kat dgy ldtir.
@t wds dlridmy mdrj wcig @ kat ta tci`r hdbps`ti. Xci wds s`tt`gk ey cirsilo,
dgm ey tci l`kct ao tci ldgtirg sci m`mg–t laaj cdppy.
’[cdt taaj yau sa lagk1 @–vi eiig wd`t`gk ciri oar dkis.‟
’Xarry, @ wds warj`gk ag sabitc`gk dgm last trdhj ao tci t`bi.‟
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’[cdt wiri yau warj`gk ag1‟
’Fust sabitc`gk. @t–s d surpr`si. [ciri dri yaur pdrigts1‟
’]ciy wigt aut. [cdt–s tci surpr`si1‟
’Gatc`gk, @–b gat ivig suri @ hdg o`g`sc `t.‟
’Paur silo partrd`t1‟
’Pidc.‟ @ sb`lim. ’Kaam kuiss.‟
’@ wdggd sii `t.‟
’Ga, `t–s ridlly edm.‟
’Bdyei @ hdg cilp yau w`tc `t1 @ haulm k`vi yau sabi sukkist`ags, @ praedely
jgaw yaur odhi eittir tcdg yau ma.‟
’[ciri m`m yaur pdrigts ka1 @t–s strdgki tciy liot yau ciri ag yaur awg.‟
’]ciy wigt ta d tcidtir ugmir tci stdrs tc`gk. @ m`mg–t wdggd ka.‟
’[cig dri tciy hab`gk edhj1‟
’@ magga. Gat oar d wc`li.‟
’Cbb, wcdt hdg wi kit up ta wc`li tciy–ri gat ciri1‟ @ rd`sim by iyieraws
sukkist`vily dgm sci ldukcim.
’@ haulm scaw yau by bissy tigt `o yau wdgt1‟
’Ajdy.‟ @ ldukcim.
Xci taaj tci ldgtirg dgm wi wigt `gs`mi cir tigt. @t wds d e`k biss ao hlatcis
dll avir tci olaar. @ sdw cir d`reim dgm sliip`gk edk, dgm tcig @ spattim cir
g`kctkawg ag tci olaar.
’Ciy, @–m lavi ta sii yau `g tcdt tc`gk dkd`g.‟ @ wds dlridmy ixh`tim dt tci
tcaukct ao `t.
Xci laajim dt bi tcig sb`lim. ’Ajdy, eut yau–vi kattd turg draugm wc`li @
put `t ag.‟
’]urg draugm1‟
’Pis.‟ Cir sb`li w`migim. ’Pau wdgtim bi ta stap us ka`gk taa odr, sa @ hdg–t
lit yau sii bi gdjim dgybari. ]urg draugm.‟
’Ajdy.‟ @ scrukkim. @ turgim by edhj ta cir dgm l`stigim ds sci ugmrissim,
eut @ haulmg–t ris`st tdj`gk d laaj avir by scaulmir.
’Ciy, ga piij`gk!‟ Xci ldukcim, dgm @ ldukcim taa. ’Ajdy, yau hdg turg
draugm gaw.‟
@ turgim ta laaj. Cir sl`gjy g`kctkawg kl`stigim `g tci ldgtirg l`kct dgm @
bavim hlasir ta sii cir eittir. @t wdsg–t trdgspdrigt eut `t wds mio`g`tily viry
sixy. @ ridhcim aut dgm tauhcim tci o`lby oder`h, by cdgms kl`m`gk ids`ly avir
cir s`ljy hurvis dgm mawg cir sbaatc stabdhc ta tci callaw eitwiig cir liks.
[i j`ssim ds tci l`kct ao tci ldgtirg tcriw aur igtw`gim scdmaw dkd`gst tci
hdgvds wdlls.
’Vdhc . . . wi hdg–t jiip ma`gk tc`s. @t scaulm ei dll ar gatc`gk.‟
’@ jgaw, eut wcdt hdg wi ma1 [i–ri stuhj eitwiig dll dgm gatc`gk.‟
’@ wdgt aur o`rst t`bi ta ei piroiht. @ wdgt us ta eatc wdgt `t dgm ga t oiil
ku`lty deaut `t dotirwdrms. @ wdgt `t ta ei tci eik`gg`gk ao aur l`vis takitcir,
dgm ta bidg tci sdbi tc`gk ta eatc ao us, tcdt `t–s us eihab`gk bdrr`im dgm
`t–s d trui habb`tbigt eioari Kam.‟
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’]cdt–s wcdt @ wdgt taa”‟
Fust tcig tci drh`gk eidbs ao d hdr–s cidml`kcts l`t tci wdlls ao tci tigt.
Xci kdspim, ’]cdt–s by pdrigts!‟
]ci hdr igk`gi scut aoo lidv`gk ga mauet `t wds cir pdrigts.
@ qu`hjly ugz`ppim tci tigt dgm stippim aut, z`pp`gk `t hlasim eic`gm bi ta
c`mi d ordgt`h Fadggd krdee`gk up cir hlatcis.
@ cidrm tci hdr maar apig dgm sabiagi hab`gk tawdrms bi `g tci mdrj. @
capim tciy cdmg–t siig by cdsty ix`t orab cir tigt.
’Vdhc1 [cdt wiri yau ma`gk `g tciri1‟ Cir odtcir dsjim. ’Fadggd, habi aut
ciri plidsi, r`kct gaw.‟
’@ fust kat ciri. Xci wds kaggd scaw bi sabitc`gk.‟
’Dgm sci cdm ta scaw `t ta yau `g cir tigt1‟ Fadggd–s odtcir laajim dt bi
w`tc d kr`b ixpriss`ag, dt lidst `t siibim kr`b `g tc`s l`kct.
’Ciri `t `s, Vdhc.‟ Fadggd stippim aut ao tci tigt calm`gk tci ldgtirg. Xci–m
hcdgkim `gta d t-sc`rt dgm scarts. ’]c`s `s oar yau,‟ sci sd`m eridtclissly, dgm
mipas`tim sabitc`gk `g by cdgm. @ laajim mawg dt tci sbdll fiwilry eax.
’[cdt `s `t1‟ Ga giim oar dht`gk gaw.
’Apig `t.‟
@ apigim tci l`m ta o`gm twa s`lvir r`gks kl`gt`gk `g tci ldgtirg l`kct.
’[imm`gk r`gks1‟
Xci ldukcim dgm kldghim girvausly dt cir pdrigts. ’]ciy–ri prab`si r`gks.
Agi oar bi dgm agi oar yau.‟
’Ac.‟ @ laajim dt cir. @g tci l`kct ao tci ldgtirg sci wds gat`hidely oluscim.
’Ciri.‟ Xci taaj tci eax orab bi dgm taaj aut agi ao tci r`gks. ’@ tc`gj tc`s
agi–s yaurs.‟ Xci cdgmim `t ta bi dgm put tci atcir r`gk ag cir o`gkir. @ tr`im
ta sl`mi tci r`gk agta by o`gkir.
’@t–s suppasim ta ka ag yaur r`gk o`gkir.‟
’[c`hc agi1‟
Xci ldukcim dgm taaj tci r`gk orab bi. ’]c`s agi.‟ Xci cilm by cdgm dgm
sl`m tci r`gk ag tci r`kct o`gkir. @t o`ttim d l`ttli laasily.
’]c`s `s kitt`gk sa sir`aus.‟ Fadggd–s batcir s`kcim.
’[cdt–s wragk, Bab1 Pau wirig–t warr`im deaut `t eioari.‟
’@–b gat warr`im, @–m fust l`ji ta sii tc`gks bav`gk d l`ttli slawir, tcdt–s dll.‟
@ wds oiil`gk sa ughaboartdeli draugm cir pdrigts. @ tr`im ta tc`gj ao d pal`ti
wdy ta ishdpi.
’Caw wds tci tcidtir1‟ Fadggd dsjim
’@t wds kaam. . .‟
[c`li Fadggd–s batcir wds st`ll tdlj`gk @ turgim ta cir odtcir dgm sd`m
qu`itly, ’@ tc`gj @–ll kit ka`gk gaw.‟
Ci laajim dt bi w`tc surpr`si. ’@ tcaukct yau fust kat ciri, Vdhc1‟
Fadggd–s batcir stappim tdlj`gk dgm iviryagi laajim dt bi.
’Pidc . . . eut @ wdgtim ta try dgm o`g`sc by pd`gt`gk tag`kct. @t–s eatcir`gk
bi tci wdy @ liot `t.‟
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’Hdg @ ka w`tc Vdhc dgm cilp c`b w`tc c`s pd`gt`gk1‟ Fadggd plidmim. @ wds
dbdzim dt cir ealmgiss. @ cilm by eridtc.
Ci laajim dt c`s w`oi. ’[cdt ma yau tc`gj1‟
@ wds scahjim ci waulm ivig hags`mir `t.
’Mais Vdhc ivig wdgt cir tciri1‟
’Pidc, sci haulm ei by busi.‟ @ sb`lim, eut by cidrt wds rdh`gk dt tci
tcaukct ao `t. ]dlj deaut `giv`tdeli. Kam, @–b gat stragk igaukc ta ris`st tc`s
dgybari. @o tciy lit cir habi edhj w`tc bi @ jgaw wi–ll igm up ka`gk dll tci
wdy. @o yau mag–t b`gm us ma`gk `t tcig @–ll tdji tc`s ds d s`kg. . .
’^lidsi Bab. . .‟
’@ mag–t tc`gj sa, Fadggd. @t–s gat tcdt wi mag–t trust yau, @ fust mag–t trust
cubdg gdturi. [i giim ta ei w`si dgm dva`m tibptdt`ag.‟
@ oilt d b`xturi ao ril`io dgm m`sdppa`gtbigt. Fadggd laajim sa sdm. @ kdvi cir
d sb`li ta try dgm hciir cir up, eut `t m`mg–t warj. ]cig @ cdm dg `mid. @
turgim ta cir pdrigts.
’Ma yau tc`gj @ haulm tdji Fadggd aut ag dgatcir mdti tabarraw g`kct1‟
Cir bab ridm`ly dkriim ds `o plidsim ta bdji up oar sdy`gk ga eioari. [i
wiri dll cdppy ds @ bdmi by odriwills.
@ wdljim cabi `g tci mdrj tc`gj`gk deaut wcdt cir bab cdm sd`m deaut
dva`m`gk tibptdt`ag. @s six taa stragk d tibptdt̀ ag ivig oar Hcr`st`dgs1 @
ribibeirim wcdt @–m sd`m ta Fadggd, tcdt laaj`gk dt d pritty k`rl wds fust dg
`gst`ght dgm @ haulmg–t cilp `t. @ ribibeirim Fadggd–s odtcir sdy`gk sixudl
mis`ris wiri fust dg `gst`ght ao aur eam`is wdgt`gk ta prahridti. [i siib ta ei
hagtrallim ey aur `gst`ghts dgm mis`ris. [i try gat ta k`vi `g ta tcib eut wi
hdg‐t ei t rustim gat ta, aur `gst`ghts dri taa stragk. @s s`g fust aur gdturdl
`gst`ghts warj`gk dkd`gst aur bardls1 @ tcaukct dotir yau eihdbi d Hcr`st`dg
yau waulmg‐t s`g ds buhc dgybari, eut gatc`gk cds hcdgkim, tci agly
m`ooirighi `s @ cdvi ta try d lat cdrmir gat ta s`g, dgm @ cdvi ta ei hdrioul ta
stdy dwdy orab tibptdt`ag.
@ s`kcim ds @ puscim apig tci maar. By silo-partrd`t wds st`ll tciri ag `ts idsil
eut @ haulmg–t eidr ta ivig laaj dt `t. @ wdsg–t `g tci baam ta pd`gt dgybari
dgywdy. @ oill agta by eim. Hcr`st`dg`ty `s taa cdrm. @ hdg‐t jiip dll tci rulis
dgm try ta ei kaam dll tci t`bi. @‐b dlridmy od`l`gk. [cdt‐s tci pa`gt `g try`gk
dgybari1 @ hdg‐t ma `t. ’@ hdg–t ma tc`s Kam!‟
@ sdw tci E`eli s`tt`gk eis`mi by eim dgm p`hjim `t up. @–m eiig ridm`gk `t d
lat ldtily @ wds sa cugkry oar tci trutc. @ apigim `t up dgm stdrtim ridm`gk,
laaj`gk oar sabitc`gk tcdt waulm spidj ta bi, dgm sabi warms siibim ta fubp
aoo tci pdki”
‛]casi wca l`vi dhharm`gk ta tci s`goul gdturi cdvi tci`r b`gms sit ag wcdt
tcdt gdturi mis`ris: eut tcasi wca l`vi `g dhharmdghi w`tc tci Xp`r`t cdvi tci`r
b`gms sit ag wcdt tci Xp`r`t mis`ris. ]ci b`gm ao s`goul bdg `s midtc, eut tci
b`gm hagtrallim ey tci Xp`r`t `s l`oi dgm pidhi: tci s`goul b`gm `s cast`li ta
Kam. @t mais gat sueb`t ta Kam–s ldw, gar hdg `t ma sa. ]casi hagtrallim ey tci
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s`goul gdturi hdggat plidsi Kam. Pau, cawivir, dri hagtrallim gat ey tci s`goul
gdturi eut ey tci Xp`r`t, `o tci Xp`r`t ao Kam l`vis `g yau.–
@ jgiw Kam wds spidj`gk ta bi. Eut caw ma @ l`vi dhharm`gk ta tci Xp`r`t1 @
wdgt ta ei hagtrallim ey tci Xp`r`t dgm gat by s`goul gdturi.
@ tcaukct deaut dll tci sixudl stuoo wi–m eiig ma`gk. [i–m m`saeiyim cir
pdrigts dgm deusim tci`r trust. Cir mdm ivig talm cir aoo oar widr`gk tcdt
g`kctkawg `g oragt ao bi dgm @–m bdmi cir m`saeiy c`b ey widr`gk `t oar bi
dkd`g. Uidl lavi waulm siij tci eist oar tci atcir pirsag dgm @ jgaw tci eist
oar cir `s ta wd`t ugt`l sci‐s alm igaukc.
@–b sarry @ m`m tcdt w`tc Fadggd, Kam, @ lavi cir sa buhc dgm @ wdggd ma tci
r`kct tc`gk. @ mag–t wdgt cir ta m`saeiy cir pdrigts, @ mag–t wdgt ta curt cir.
^lidsi Kam, cilp bi gat ta k`vi `g ta by silo`sc mis`ris. Lit bi ma ivirytc`gk
aut ao lavi, ey yaur Xp`r`t.
@ oilt eittir, l`ji @–m eiig rilidsim orab sabitc`gk @ wdsg–t ivig dwdri ao. @
laajim avir dt tci idsil dgm wagmirim `o `t cdm eiig ku`lt calm`gk bi edhj. @t‐s
cdrm ta pd`gt sabitc`gk yau mag‐t l`ji.
@ kat up dgm taaj dgatcir laaj dt by pd`gt`gk. @t j`gm ao risibelim bi eut `t
cdm ga l`oi ta `t. @ stum`im bysilo `g tci b`rrar dgm @ jgiw wcdt `t giimim.
@ kat by eruscis dgm sit ta warj pd`gt`gk `t dkd`g w`tc ealmir hagtrdsts, dgm
tci pd`gt`gk hdbi ta l`oi. @ dmmim d edhjkraugm ao hlaums w`tc d stridj ao
sugl`kct eridj`gk tcraukc. @ `bdk`gim `t ei`gk tci l`kct ao Kam–s trutc sc`g`gk
mawg upag bi. Eic`gm tci o`kuri @ pd`gtim tci ahidg, dgm `g tci oarikraugm d
sdgmy eidhc eigidtc by oiit w`tc warms wr`ttig `g tci sdgm” ‛Fadggd dgm
Vdhc =ivir– w`tc`g d lavi cidrt. Xci‐ll lavi tcdt.
]ci wdvis st`ll giimim sabi warj eut @ haulm o`x tcib ldtir. @ giimim ta kit
sabi sliip.
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@ dwaji idrly dgm ldy tciri tc`gj`gk deaut aur mdti tag`kct. @ haulm tdji cir
ta d piroarbdghi”@ tc`gj tciri–s d str`gk qudrtit pldy`gk sabiwciri, sci–m
praedely l`ji tcdt. Ar wi haulm ma sabitc`gk oug l`ji b`g` kalo.
By dldrb wigt aoo dgm @ pullim bysilo aut ao eim. Dgatcir mdy ao warj ldy
dcidm ao bi dgm @ wds dlridmy t`rim.
Dt draugm 44db Fadggd hdbi `gta tci stari. @ wds eusy w`tc dgatcir
hustabir dgm m`mg–t gat`hi cir ugt`l sci hdbi ta tci haugtir w`tc d samd dgm
hdgmy edr.’C`! [cdt dri yau ma`gk ciri1‟ Xci `gstdgtly ilivdtim bi orab earimab ta
mil`kct, @ wds sa cdppy ta sii cir eidut`oul, sb`l`gk odhi.
’@ wds `g tci gi`kcearcaam.‟ Xci eidbim. ’Caw–s warj1‟
’Ear`gk. Caw–s yaur mdy ka`gk1‟
’Xdbi. @ b`ss yau.‟
Dgatcir hustabir wds wd`t`gk ta ei sirvim dgm Fadggd bavim aut ao c`s wdy.
Dotir ci–m liot sci kldghim draugm. ]ciri wds ga agi ilsi `g tci stari.
’@ wdgtim ta till yau deaut tci prab`si r`gks. @ m`mg–t wdggd k`vi `t ta yau `goragt ao by pdrigts l`ji tcdt. @ wdgtim `t ta ei spih`dl.‟
’Pidc, @ j`gmd kuissim tcdt. @t wds d kaam havir stary tcaukc.‟
’@ wdgtim us ta ixhcdgki r`gks dgm bdji prab`sis ta idhc atcir, l`ji d l`ttli
hiribagy.‟
@ haulm till tc`s bidgt d lat ta cir. ’[i hdg st`ll ma tcdt `o yau wdgt. [i–ll
tdji tcib aoo dgm k`vi tcib ta idhc atcir dkd`g.‟
’Ajdy.‟ Xci sb`lim.
’[i hdg ma `t ag aur mdti tag`kct.‟ Cir sb`li odmim. ’@–b gat suri `o wi–ri st`ll ka`gk ag aur mdti.‟
’[cy1‟
’[ill . . . dotir yau liot ldst g`kct @ cdm d tdlj w`tc by bab dgm @ sd`m sabi
mube tc`gks.‟
’L`ji wcdt1‟
’@ dsjim cir wcdt waulm ei sa wragk deaut twa piapli cdv`gk six `o tciy
wiri tatdlly habb`ttim ta idhc atcir dgm tatdlly lavim idhc atcir dgm jgiw
cdv`gk six bdmi tcib bdrr`im `g Kam–s iyis. Xci j`gmd oridjim deaut `t ‛hdusisci jgiw @ bidgt yau dgm bi.‟
’[cdt m`m sci sdy1‟
Xci b`b`hjim cir bab–s va`hi”’Pau cdvi ta ei bdturi igaukc ta bdji tcdt
j`gm ao habb`tbigt dgm ei deli ta jiip `t. Eld eld eld. Xci talm bi @–b gat
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bdturi igaukc ta ridlly jgaw bysilo, dgm @ mag–t jgaw yau will igaukc i`tcir.
Xtuoo l`ji tcdt.‟
’Cbb.‟
’Eut @ st`ll mag–t sii wcy `t–s sa wragk `o yau jgaw oar suri yau–ri bidgt oar
idhc atcir dgm yau eatc lavi Kam dgm jgaw yau–ri eihab`gk bdrr`im `g c`s
iyis. Xci tc`gjs wi–ri taa yaugk eut `t–s gat l`ji almir piapli dri dgy eittir,
tciy kit m`varhim dll tci t`bi. ]ciy cdvi dll tcisi ridsags yaugk piapli scaulm
wd`t ds `o wd`t`gk bdjis sa buhc m`ooirighi.‟
’M`m yau sdy tcdt ta cir1‟
’J`gm ao.‟
’Ga wagmir sci oridjim aut.‟
’Pidc, @ jgaw.‟
’@ j`gm ao dkrii w`tc yaur bab. Pau–ri st`ll o`otiig dgm tcdt–s pritty yaugk ta
mih`mi sabitc`gk l`ji tcdt.‟ @ haulm till wcdt @ wds sdy`gk wdsg–t ka`gk avir
taa will w`tc Fadggd, sci wds j`gm ao kldr`gk dt bi. ’@–b gat sdy`gk yau–ri gat
bdturi igaukc ta bdji tcdt j`gm ao habb`tbigt, @ jgaw yau–m bidg `t, dgm @
eil`ivi `g yaur lavi. Eut wi cdvi ta bdji iviryagi cdppy, gat fust us. @ mag–t
wdgt yau ta m`saeiy yaur pdrigts. @ oilt edm deaut `t ldst g`kct.‟
Cir iyis mrappim. ’@ jgaw.‟ Xci laajim up dkd`g. ’Eut yau mag–t giim ta ei
bdturi ta bdji tci r`kct mih`s`ag `o Kam scaws yau yau–ri bidgt oar idhc
atcir.‟
’Pau cdvi ta ei bdturi igaukc ta hapi w`tc bdrr`dki tcaukc. @t–s cdrm, fust
laaj caw bdgy piapli kit m`varhim.‟
’]cdt wag–t cdppig ta us. [i lavi idhc atcir taa buhc dgm aur habb`tbigt
`s stragkir eihdusi wi eil`ivi `g Kam dgm jgaw wi hdg–t sipdrdti wcdt Kam
cds fa`gim takitcir. @ tc`gj `t–s eittir ta kit bdrr`im wcig yau–ri yaugk dgm
yaur lavi `s stragk `gstidm ao wd`t`gk ‛t`l yaur pdss`ag m`is dgm yau–ri bari
hagtrallim dgm sigs`eli dgm bdturi dgm mull dgm ear`gk dgm alm.‟
@ kr`ggim. Xci tr`im gat ta sb`li eut sci haulmg–t cilp `t dgm d e`k kr`g eraji
dhrass cir odhi taa. By mdm hdbi `gta tci stari dgm sdw us stdgm`gk tciri
kr`gg`gk dt idhc atcir. Ci scaaj c`s cidm dgm stdrtim wdlj`gk dwdy.
’Ciy Mdm, hdg @ tdji by eridj gaw1‟
’Dcc kuiss sa.‟ By mdm cdlo sb`lim. ’Ka ag tcig.‟
By mdm wds ei`gk g`hi ldtily. Ci bust ei kitt`gk saot `g c`s alm dki.
@ sb`lim dt Fadggd. ’Habi ag, lit–s kit auttd ciri.‟
[i wigt auts`mi dgm @ taaj d eridtc ao orisc d`r. ’@ hdg scaw yau by silo
partrd`t `o yau wdgt. @ warjim ag `t ldst g`kct eut `t–s gat o`g`scim yit.‟
’Ajdy.‟
[i wigt ta tci scdhj dgm @ scawim cir tci pd`gt`gk st`ll ag `ts idsil.
’[cdt ma yau tc`gj1‟
Xci stum`im tci pd`gt`gk. ’@t–s ridlly kaam.‟ Xci laajim dt bi tcig laajim dt
tci pd`gt`gk dkd`g. ’@t–s mio`g`tily yau.‟ Xci t`ltim cir cidm s`miwdys laaj`gk dt
tci cidrt w`tc aur gdbis wr`ttig `g tci sdgm. ’Accc @ lavi `t. ]cdgj yau.‟ Xci
eidbim.
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’@ giim ta o`x up tci wdvis st`ll.‟
’@t maisg–t giim `t, `t laajs piroiht l`ji tc`s.‟
@ laajim dt `t dkd`g. ’@ kuiss”‟
’Xa `t–s o`g`scim1‟
]ci edhjkraugm laajim d l`ttli vdkui eut @ kuiss `t wds `bpriss`ag`st`h.
’Ajdy, @–ll s`kg `t dgm yau hdg cdvi `t wcig `t–s mry.‟
’Caw lagk mais tcdt tdji1‟
’@t scaulm ei tauhc mry ey tabarraw.‟
’[ill s`kg `t gaw tcig, dgm mag–t ma dgytc`gk bari ta `t ar `t wag–t ei mry `g
t`bi eioari @ lidvi.‟
@ cdtim tci rib`gmir tcdt sci wds lidv`gk sa saag. [i agly cdm twa mdys liot.
Xci wds r`kct, @ scaulmg–t tauhc `t dgybari, sabit`bis @–b taa buhc ao d
piroiht`ag`st. @ krdeeim d o`gi t`ppim erusc, m`ppim `t `g sabi pd`gt @ cdm liot
avir ag by pdlitti, dgm s`kgim by gdbi ag tci eattab r`kct hargir.
’[cdt mais tci ‛D– stdgm oar1‟
’]cdt–s by b`mmli `g`t`dl.‟
’Pidc, wcdt `s `t1‟
’Xabitc`gk tcdt stdrts w`tc D.‟
’Pau–ri gat kaggd till bi1‟
@ kr`ggim dt cir. ’[ill, wcdt–s yaur b`mmli gdbi1 Dhtudlly @ dlridmy jgaw
`t.‟
’[cdt `s `t tcig1‟
’Fadggd Edgdgd ao haursi.‟
Xci ldukcim. ’@–ll till yau b`gi oar ridl `o yau till bi yaurs.‟
’Dlr`kct, wcdt `s `t1‟
’Uieihhd.‟
’]cdt–s g`hi.‟
’[cdt–s yaurs1‟
’@ hdg–t till yau, `t–s ibedrrdss`gk.‟
’]ill bi ar @–ll ka dsj yaur mdm.‟
’Cd. . .‟
Xci stdrtim cidm`gk oar tci maar.
’Ajdy, ajdy, `t–s Dleirt.‟
Fadggd tr`im gat ta ldukc. ’Dri yau faj`gk1‟
’Gapi.‟ @ ldukcim. ’Gdbim dotir Dleirt I`gsti`g. By pdrigts cdm c`kc
ixpihtdt`ags.‟
Xci ldukcim. ’@t–s sa huti. @–b kaggd hdll yau Vdhc Dleirt orab gaw ag.‟
’]cdt–s sa ouggy.‟ @ krdeeim cir draugm tci b`mmli dgm stdrt`gk t`hjl`gk cir.
Xci squidlim, odll`gk edhj ag tci eim, dgm @ p`ggim cir mawg. ’Pau kaggd hdll
bi Dleirt1‟
’Pis.‟ Xci k`kklim.
@ t`hjlim cir sabi bari, igfay`gk cir ldukctir dgm cir squ`rb`gk eamy
eigidtc bi.
’Ajdy.‟ Xci kdspim. ’@ wag–t hdll yau Dleirt.‟
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@ idsim aoo cir dgm sci kr`ggim up dt bi. @ eigt mawg dgm j`ssim cir l`ps dgm
sci `bbim`dtily riturgim by j`ss. @ jgiw wciri tc`s wds cidm`gk. @ wds
dlridmy dhc`gk oar cir. @ pullim bysilo dwdy dgm kat up.
Xci ribd`gim tciri ag tci eim laaj`gk dt bi w`tc tcasi e`k, `ggahigt iyis.
Xci wds taa eidut`oul.
’Ciy, `s tcdt by partrd`t1 Pau givir scawim `t ta bi dotir yau o`g`scim `t.‟
Cir gumi partrd`t wds lidg`gk dkd`gst tci wdll.
’Ac yidc.‟ @ sb`lim, kldm oar tci m`strdht`ag. @ kat `t oar cir dgm sci ridm
dlaum ”’Ma gat drausi ar dwdjig lavi ugt`l `t sa mis`ris. ]cdt–s ridlly miip.
[cdt mais `t bidg1‟
’@t–s orab tci E`eli. @ kuiss `t bidgs mag–t ma dgytc`gk ta bdji `t cdppig
eioari tci r`kct t`bi.‟ ]ci bidg`gk hdbi ds d summig ridl`zdt`ag.
Xci orawgim. ’@s tcdt wcdt @–vi eiig ma`gk w`tc yau1‟
’@ tc`gj wi eatc cdvi.‟ @t wds st`ll mdwg`gk ag bi”Kam bust‐vi spajig `t ta
bi tcdt mdy.
Xci laajim mawg. ’@–b sarry, Vdhc. @ m`mg–t bidg ta prissuri yau ar dgytc`gk.‟
’@ jgaw tcdt. @ lavi yau Fadggd, @ wdgt tci sdbi tc`gks yau ma. [i fust cdvi
ta ei pdt`igt dgm trust Kam. Ivirytc`gk w`ll warj aut, tciri–ll ei d r`kct t`bi
oar us.‟
Xci gammim. ’@ scaulm ka. @–ll sii yau tag`kct1‟
’Pidc. Ciy, yau oarkat yaur hdgmy edr.‟
’@t–s oar yau.‟ Xci sb`lim.
]ci rist ao tci mdy wigt ey slawly. @ tcaukct deaut wcdt Fadggd cdm sd`m ta
cir bab”sci–s eds`hdlly talm cir sci wdgts ta cdvi six w`tc bi. ]cdt–s kaggd
bdji tc`gks dwjwdrm. Bdyei tciy wag–t lit us ei dlagi takitcir dgybari”
eut bdyei tcdt–s d kaam tc`gk, `t–s eiig taa `gtigsi ldtily.
@ o`g`scim up dt 9 a–hlahj dgm kat ridmy oar aur pass`eli mdti. @ earrawim by
bab–s hdr dkd`g, mravi ta tci hdbpkraugm dgm pdrjim eic`gm tci`r hdr. Fadggd
dgm cir pdrigts wiri s`tt`gk tciri tdlj`gk, dgm Fadggd m`mg–t laaj l`ji sci wds
ridmy oar d mdti. @ kat aut ao tci hdr.
’Vdhc, habi dgm fa`g us.‟ Fadggd–s batcir hdllim.
Fadggd kdvi bi d strdgki laaj tcdt wdrgim bi sabitc`gk wds up. @ sdt mawg
`g tci ibpty hcd`r gixt ta cir, dgm tciy dll fust laajim dt bi.
Fadggd–s batcir spaji o`rst. ’[i–vi eihabi `ghrids`gkly haghirgim w`tc caw
sir`aus tc`s rildt`agsc`p cds eihabi `g suhc d scart dbaugt ao t`bi. [i–ri
warr`im tcdt yaur stragk oiil`gks oar idhc atcir dri lidm`gk yau ta hagtibpldti
d pcys`hdl ug`ag.‟
’Cuc1‟
’[i–ri warr`im yau b`kct ei tc`gj`gk ao kitt`gk bdrr`im pcys`hdlly.‟ Fadggd–s
odtcir ristdtim `t oar bi. Ci jipt c`s iyis ag bi wd`t`gk oar dg dgswir.
Ivirytc`gk siibim sa sir`aus dgm oarbdl, l`ji d haurt hdsi.
’[ill, wi cdvi tcaukct deaut `t, dgm wi tdljim deaut wcig wi–m ei ridmy oar
tcdt, eut wi eatc wdgt ta ma wcdt–s r`kct dgm wd`t ugt`l tci r`kct t`bi.‟
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’Xa yau mag–t tc`gj yau–ri ridmy oar tcdt r`kct gaw1‟ Cir odtcir dsjim.
Fadggd laajim l`ji sci wds calm`gk cir eridtc.
’Ga, @ mag–t tc`gj sa.‟
’@–b kldm ta cidr tcdt, Vdhc. Dt lidst agi ao yau `s scaw`gk sabi sigsi dgm
bdtur`ty.‟ Fadggd–s batcir turgim ta cir mdukctir. ’[cig yau–ri yaur dki
yau–ri `bpdt`igt ta ixpir`ighi l`oi dgm yau tc`gj yau–ri ridmy oar ivirytc`gk,
eut yau–ri gat ridmy oar tc`s yit.‟
’Caw dri yau suppasim ta jgaw wcig yau–ri ridmy1‟ Fadggd dsjim.
’]cdt–s d kaam quist`ag.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir spaji w`tc c`s usudl hdlb
mil`eirdt`ag. ’]ci E`eli sdys d bdg w`ll lidvi c`s odtcir dgm batcir dgm ei
ug`tim ta c`s w`oi, dgm tci twa w`ll eihabi agi olisc. Xa wcig yau–ri ridmy ta
lidvi yaur pdrigts dgm ei deli ta suppart yaursilo dgm tdji ag dll tci
rispags`e`l`t`is ao l`oi, tcig yau–ri ridmy ta kit bdrr`im.‟
’[cy mais Kam k`vi us tcisi mis`ris dgm tcig bdji us wd`t yidrs oar `t1 Ci–s
bdmi `t sa cdrm oar us. [i–ri k`vig dll tc`s rispags`e`l`ty oar aur oiil`gks dgm
mis`ris eut wi drig–t rispags`eli igaukc ta kit bdrr`im. Caw dri wi suppasim
ta wd`t sa lagk1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw wcy Kam mais tc`gks tci wdy ci mais, eut pdrt ao kraw`gk up `s
lidrg`gk caw ta hapi w`tc yaur ibat`ags dgm tci `gtigsi oiil`gks yau cdvi. @t
`s d tist`gk t`bi oar yau, dgm `o yau lidrg silo hagtral yau–ll kd`g bdtur`ty. @–b
sarry @ talm yau tcdt six bdjis yau agi olisc dgm bdrr`im `g Kam–s iyis. @
tc`gj `o @ cdmg–t talm yau tcdt yau waulmg–t ivig ei tc`gj`gk deaut bdrr`dki,
yau–m ei hagtigt ta wd`t ugt`l yau wiri almir.‟
’[i praedely waulm–vi cdm six ey gaw `o yau cdmg–t. . .‟ Fadggd–s va`hi
trd`lim aoo ds cir batcir laajim dkcdst.
’@s tcdt trui, Vdhc1‟ Fadggd–s odtcir laajim dt bi.
’Yc. . .‟ By b`gm sidrhcim oar tci r`kct dgswir. ’[ill . . . @ tc`gj `t bdmi us
wdggd wd`t dgm tridt `t bari sir`ausly eihdusi wi jgiw wcdt d e`k
habb`tbigt `t wds, dgm wi b`kct cdvi tridtim `t liss sir`ausly `o wi–m fust
tcaukct `t wds sabitc`gk wi wirig–t suppasim ta ma eut m`mg–t jgaw wcy ar
wcdt `t bidgt. Eut @ tc`gj `t wds Kam tcdt jipt us orab ka`gk taa odr”‟
’]aa odr1‟ Fadggd–s batcir o`xim cir iyis ag bi. ’Caw odr m`m yau ka1‟
@ wds scahjim dt tci quist`ag. @ fust sdt tciri gat mdr`gk ta sdy dgytc`gk.
’Caw odr, Fadggd1‟ Cir batcir gaw turgim cir `gtirrakdt`gk iyis ag cir
b`sirdeli mdukctir. @ cdm ta sdy sabitc`gk.
’[i lit aur pdss`ags kit tci eittir ao us sabit`bis, eut”‟
’[cdt m`m yau ma1 @ wdgt ta jgaw. M`m yau tauhc cir1‟
Fadggd–s odtcir hdbi ta tci rishui. ’]ciri–s ga giim ta ibedrrdss tcib, @
tc`gj wi hdg kuiss tci j`gm ao tc`gks tciy–vi eiig up ta. @ scaulmg–t cdvi
trustim yau dlagi takitcir. @t–s aur odult ds buhc ds yaurs. @–b fust kldm yau
rispihtim by mdukctir igaukc gat ta ka dgy ourtcir tcdg yau m`m.‟
’@ kuiss tc`s bidgs wi wag–t ei ka`gk ag aur mdti tag`kct.‟ @ m`mg–t jgaw wcy
@ sd`m tcdt, @ kuiss @ wds try`gk ta l`kctig tci baam, eut `t suri m`mg–t warj.
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Fadggd–s batcir sgartim. ’Dgm k`vi yau dgatcir hcdghi ta put yaur cdgms dll
avir by mdukctir1 @ mag–t tc`gj sa.‟
’Ciy, habi ag. Lit–s dll hdlb mawg, tc`s `sg–t tcdt edm.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir put d
cdgm ag c`s w`oi–s scaulmir.
’Caw hdg yau sdy `t–s gat tcdt edm1 Paur awg mdukctir”‟
’@t haulm cdvi eiig d lat warsi. Dgm @–b suri `t–s gat dll Vdhc–s odult i`tcir.‟
’@t–s by odult bari tcdg Vdhc–s. Ci–s tci agi wca stappim us wcig tc`gks kat
taa pdss`agdti.‟ Fadggd mioigmim bi.
’Fadggd! @–b sa m`sdppa`gtim `g yau. @ tcaukct yau jgiw eittir tcdg tc`s.‟
Cir batcir laajim sa curt.
’@ jgaw, Bab, eut Vdhc `s m`ooirigt. @t–s l`ji wi dlridmy eilagk ta idhc atcir.
@t givir oilt wragk ‛hdusi @ jgiw ci wds tci agi oar bi, dgm @ lavi c`b.‟
Fadggd eurst `gta tidrs.
Cir bab wigt ta cir dgm mriw cir `gta dg iberdhi. Xci laajim dt bi w`tc
tidrs `g cir iyis. ’Dt lidst yau m`mg–t tdji dmvdgtdki ao cir, dgm @–b krdtioul
oar tcdt.‟
]ci ibat`agdl cidv`giss ao tci babigt siibim ta sittlim avir dll ao us.
Fadggd–s odtcir pldhim d cdgm ag by scaulmir, c`s atcir drb draugm c`s w`oi
dgm saee`gk mdukctir.
’@ tc`gj wi scaulm prdy.‟
C`s w`oi gammim dgm apigim agi drb tawdrms bi sa @ haulm fa`g tci`r cummli.
’Cidvigly Odtcir, yau jgaw aur cidrts. @ jgaw tcdt Vdhc dgm Fadggd wdgt
ta ei r`kct eioari yau. Larm, plidsi oark`vi tcib oar dgy b`stdjis tciy–vi
bdmi, dgm cilp tcib ta ma wcdt `s r`kct. K`vi us yaur w`smab `g tc`s
s`tudt`ag, `g Fisus gdbi, dbig.‟
Ivirytc`gk wds sa qu`it, agly Fadggd–s scummir`gk eridtcs eridj`gk tci
st`llgiss. @ laajim `gta Fadggd–s tidr stridjim odhi dgm oilt sa buhc lavi oar
cir. ^lidsi mag‐t lit tcib jiip us orab sii`gk idhc atcir. @ jgaw wi‐vi eiig
stup`m eut plidsi mag‐t lit `t ru`g ivirytc`gk.
’[cdt cdppigs gaw1 [`ll wi st`ll ei dllawim ta sii idhc atcir1‟ Fadggd
dsjim `g d sbdll, qudvir`gk va`hi.
Cir odtcir rilidsim c`s kr`p ag by scaulmir. ’[i–ri lidv`gk ag Xdturmdy sa
yau wag–t ei sii`gk buhc bari ao idhc atcir dgywdy.‟ Ci s`kcim. ’Pau hdg
st`ll sii idhc atcir eut yau bust stdy ciri dt tci hdbps`ti wciri wi hdg jiip
dg iyi ag yau.‟
Fadggd laajim ril`ivim. ’[cdt deaut wcig ci habis ta Halardma1 [`ll wi st`ll
ei dllawim ta mdti1‟
Cir odtcir laajim dt c`s w`oi dgm sci ripl`im oar c`b. ’[i–ll warry deaut tcdt
wcig Vdhc kits tciri.‟
]ciy–ll givir lit us mdti dotir tc`s. @ w`sc Fadggd cdmg–t sd`m dgytc`gk ta cir
bab.
’Vdhc, @–m l`ji ta tdlj ta yau dlagi `o @ haulm. Caw ‛eaut wi tdji d mr`vi1‟ Cir
odtcir kdvi bi suhc d sir`aus laaj `t bdmi bi girvaus.
’Xuri.‟ @ gammim.
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C`s hdr wds elahjim `g sa wi taaj by bab–s hdr. Fadggd wdthcim us ka w`tc
d warr`im laaj ag cir odhi. Cir odtcir sdt `g tci pdssigkir sidt ds @ mravi
tcraukc tci hdbpkraugm dgm aut agta tci bd`g radm. @ m`mg–t jgaw wciri ci
wdgtim bi ta ka, dgm ci m`mg–t sdy, sa @ turgim agta tci hadstdl c`kcwdy tcdt
waugm `ts wdy draugm tci sid hl`oos. @ jgiw ci cdm sabitc`gk ta sdy sa @
wd`tim oar c`b ta spidj o`rst. ]ci s`lighi kriw ughaboartdeli, tcig ci s`kcim
miiply.
’Caw l`jily `s `t yau–ll ei hab`gk ta Halardma1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw yit, capioully. . .‟
’[ill yau–vi liot bi `g d qudgmdry, Vdhc. @ mag–t wdgt ta eridj tci twa ao yau
up dgm stap yau orab sii`gk idhc atcir eut @ hdg–t trust yau dlagi takitcir
dgybari. @o yau ma habi ta Halardma @–b gat ka`gk ta ei deli ta lit yau mdti.
@–b tc`gj`gk `t waulm ei oar tci eist `o yau m`mg–t habi dgm yau fust lit `t igm
ciri wcig wi lidvi.‟
’@ hdg–t ma tcdt, tcdt–m eridj cir cidrt.‟
Ci s`kcim. ’Pis, @ jgaw by mdukctir lavis yau, dgm @ jgaw yau cdvi sabi
oiil`gks oar cir, eut @ mag–t jgaw caw sir`aus”‟
’@ lavi cir. @ wag–t stap sii`gk cir.‟
’Ma yau sii yaursilo bdrry`gk Fadggd `g tci outuri tcig1‟
’Pis.‟ @ wds bari hirtd`g ao tcdt tcdg @–m ivir eiig. ’@ jgaw sci–s yaugk eut @
hdg wd`t.‟
Ci gammim. ’@–vi givir siig Fadggd l`ji tc`s eioari. Xci–s gat usudlly sa
dmdbdgt deaut dgytc`gk. Xci–s givir ivig scawg buhc `gtirist `g eays dgm
gaw summigly sci–s cidm avir ciils `g lavi. Dotir yaur edpt`sb sci hdbi cabi
hry`gk, dgm @ dmb`t, dt o`rst @ wds ril`ivim tcdt yau–m erajig up, eut @–vi givir
siig cir sa upsit l`ji tcdt. Xci talm us sci wds `g lavi w`tc yau eut @ m`mg–t
tdji `t viry sir`ausly. Xci–s yaugk, dgm @ jgiw sci–m kit avir `t ivigtudlly. Eut
tci gixt barg`gk wcig @ waji up @ cdm suhc d stragk `bpriss`ag orab tci
Larm tcdt yau wiri `bpartdgt `g Fadggd–s l`oi.‟
[cy wds ci till`gk bi tc`s1 Mais ci wdgt us ta jiip sii`gk idhc atcir1 @
mih`mim ta ei habplitily cagist w`tc c`b. ’@–vi givir eiig `g lavi eioari i`tcir.
@ givir jgiw `t haulm cdppig tc`s odst. @ givir tcaukct yau haulm biit
sabiagi dgm w`tc`g d oiw mdys yau–m givir wdgt ta lit tcib aut ao yaur l`oi.
@t–s shdry, @ hdg–t ivig eidr tci tcaukct ao las`gk cir. [i tdlj deaut ivirytc`gk
dgm @–b hagstdgtly dbdzim dt tci tc`gks sci sdys. @–vi givir igfayim ei`gk
w`tc dgyagi ds buhc ds cir, sci–s sa buhc oug dgm sci–s tci bast eidut`oul
k`rl @–vi ivir jgawg. @ jgaw sci–s taa kaam oar bi eut sci lavis bi, dgm cir
lavi `s sa cuki, @ mag–t ivig jgaw wcy. Dll @ jgaw `s cir lavi `s ridl dgm `t
elaws by b`gm tcdt sci lavis bi tcdt buhc. @–m ma dgytc`gk oar cir. @ fust
capi @ cdvig–t ru`gim `t eihdusi @ jgaw `t–s tci eist tc`gk tcdt–s ivir cdppigim
ta bi dpdrt orab o`gm`gk Kam, dgm ivig tcdt wds ‛hdusi ao cir. @t–s dbdz`gk
caw yau biit agi pirsag dgm yaur wcali l`oi hcdgkis oarivir.‟
@ kldghim dt c`b. Ci wds gamm`gk dgm ci sb`lim. ’@ sii yau ridlly ma lavi
cir, Vdhc.‟
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’Pidc, @ ma. @ jgaw @–ll givir biit dgyagi. . .‟ By ibat`ags kat tci eittir ao
bi dgm @ kat dll hcajim up. Ibedrrdssim, @ oahusim by dttigt`ag ag tci radm,
dgm ci turgim c`s odhi ta tci w`gmaw dgm tci rukkim hadstl`gi eilaw.
’@–b sarry @ lit yau mawg. @ jgaw @ eitrdyim yaur trust `g bi.‟
’Pis yau m`m, eut @ oark`vi yau. @ jgaw caw cdrm `t hdg ei.‟
[i mravi `g s`lighi oar d wc`li. ]ci sug wds lawir `g tci sjy gaw, `ts kldri
hab`gk tcraukc tci w`gmaws ag c`s s`mi ao tci hdr.
’Vdhc, hdg @ dsj yau d pirsagdl quist`ag1‟
’Xuri1‟
’Dri yau st`ll d v`rk`g1‟
’Pis.‟ @ wds ril`ivim @ haulm st`ll sdy tcdt ta c`b.
’Dgm yau eil`ivi cdv`gk six waulm bdji yau bdrr`im `g Kam iyis1‟
’Pis.‟
’Xa yau ugmirstdgm bdrr`dki `sg–t fust d p`ihi ao pdpir tcdt hdg ei r`ppim up
ar m`varhim orab. @t–s gat tci vaws eitwiig d bdg dgm d wabdg tcdt hdg ei
erajig. @t–s d havigdgt ao olisc bdmi eioari Kam tcdt fa`gs yau takitcir ds agi,
dgm wcdt Kam cds fa`gim takitcir lit ga bdg sipdrdti.‟
’Pidc.‟ @ gammim.
’@g E`el`hdl t`bis, d odtcir waulm k`vi c`s mdukctir `g eitratcdl ta d bdg `g
ixhcdgki oar d er`mi pr`hi, dgm sci waulm ei hags`mirim c`s, eut tciy wirig–t
bdrr`im ugt`l tci mdy ao tci`r wimm`gk wc`hc wds aotig d yidr ar bari ldtir.
Ag tci`r wimm`gk mdy sci–m ei k`vig ta c`b dgm tciy–m ka `gta c`s eimraab dgm
eihabi agi, tcig iviryagi waulm hilierdti tci`r bdrr`dki w`tc d wimm`gk
oidst. ]ciri wds ga ril`k`aus hiribagy, ga pr`ists ar vaws ar dgytc`gk, dll tci
likdl`t`is wiri magi dlridmy wcig sci wds eitratcim ta c`b.‟
’Ajdy1‟
’]ci rali ao tci odtcir wds viry `bpartdgt. Ci cdm dutcar`ty avir c`s
mdukctir dgm ci wds tci agi wca kdvi cir dwdy, sci m`mg–t k`vi cirsilo dwdy.
Dgy praspiht`vi cusedgm cdm ta gikat`dti w`tc c`b oar cir, dgm ci wds
rispags`eli oar hcaas`gk tci r`kct bdg ta k`vi cir ta `g bdrr`dki. @ jgaw wi
mag–t ma tcdt dgybari, tci stdti cds ripldhim tci odtcir–s dutcar`ty dgm tdjig
tcdt rali orab c`b. Eut `o yau wdgt ta bdrry idhc atcir `g d e`el`hdl wdy yau
hdg–t `kgari tci rali ao tci odtcir.‟
’Ajdy, @ m`mg–t jgaw tcdt.‟ Xa @–m cdvi ta gikat`dti w`tc c`b oar Fadggd1
’@–vi eiig tc`gj`gk deaut tc`s, Vdhc. Caw waulm yau oiil deaut ei`gk
eitratcim ta Fadggd oar d outuri bdrr`dki wcig sci–s alm igaukc1‟
By b`gm riilim. ’[cdt waulm tci er`mi pr`hi ei1‟ @ dsjim dlbast ds d faji.
Ci kdvi bi d sir`aus laaj. ’]ci er`mi pr`hi waulm ei tcdt yau mag–t ma
dgytc`gk sixudl w`tc cir ugt`l tci mdy ao yaur wimm`gk.‟
D tcausdgm fubelim tcaukcts swdb tcraukc by cidm ugt`l agi tcaukct
surodhim ”’Eut `o wi cdm six wi–m ei bdrr`im `g Kam–s iyis1‟
’Pis.‟ Ci gammim. ’Uigik`gk ag yaur er`mi pr`hi waulm bdji yau agi olisc,
eut @ waulm capi yau–m wdgt ta ma tc`gks prapirly dgm cdvi bi k`vi cir ta yau
w`tc aur eliss`gk dotir yau–vi oulo`llim tci er`mi pr`hi @–vi sit oar cir.‟
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’Pidc, ao haursi.‟
’Pau–m cdvi ta dkrii gat ta ma dgytc`gk sixudl w`tc cir ugt`l wi k`vi cir ta
yau ag yaur wimm`gk mdy, dgm wi–ll cdvi ta trust yau ta jiip yaur warm.‟
’Pau–m st`ll trust bi1‟
’@ tc`gj tc`s waulm ei d kaam `ghigt`vi ta jiip yau orab oaal`gk draugm, dgm
`t–ll bdji `t ids`ir oar eatc ao yau ta jgaw ixdhtly wcdt yau–ri wd`t`gk oar dgm
caw lagk yau cdvi ta wd`t. Ma yau tc`gj wi hdg trust yau, Vdhc1‟
’@o @ bdji d prab`si l`ji tcdt @–ll jiip `t.‟
Ci gammim. ’Xa yau tc`gj ei`gk eitratcim w`ll jiip yau orab oaal`gk draugm1‟
’Pidc, @ tc`gj sa. [i–ll cilp idhc atcir eihdusi wi–ll eatc cdvi tci sdbi kadl
ta wd`t oar.‟
’Pau–vi bdmi `t cdrm oar yaursilo tcaukc, Vdhc. Pau–vi cdm d tdsti ao wcdt
`t–s l`ji dgm siig caw kaam dgm ixh`t`gk `t `s. @t–ll ei m`oo`hult oar yau ta tdji d
oiw stips edhj orab dll tcdt.‟
’Pidc, @ jgaw.‟ Ci‐s r`kct, `t‐s ka`gk ta ei ridlly cdrm. ’[cig w`ll yau lit us
kit bdrr`im1‟
’[cig Fadggd turgs i`kctiig.‟
’Ajdy . . . eut . . . wi–ll praedely kit bdrr`im wcig sci turgs i`kctiig
dgywdy, sa `t–s gat l`ji eitratcdl waulm ei dgytc`gk bari tcdg wcdt `t `s
dlridmy.‟
’Pau–vi last d lat ao trust w`tc us, Vdhc. ]c`s eitratcdl w`ll ldy d giw
oaugmdt`ag ao trust. [`tcaut tcdt, @ mag–t tc`gj wi hdg trust yau sii`gk aur
mdukctir dgybari. Eitratcdl `s d viry sir`aus habb`tbigt. Aghi tci midl wds
magi dgm tci er`mi pr`hi pd`m tci odtcir cdm ta k`vi c`s mdukctir ta tci bdg dt
tci dkriim upag t`bi. Ci haulmg–t k`vi cir ta dgyagi ilsi eihdusi sci wds
dlridmy hags`mirim c`s. Xa `t–s gat d sbdll tc`gk ta dkrii ta. [cig sci turgs
i`kctiig wi–ll dsj yau `o yau–vi jipt yaur warm dgm gat magi dgytc`gk sixudl
w`tc cir. @o yau–vi jipt yaur warm wi–ll k`vi cir ta yau ds yaur w`oi, dgm yau
hdg bdrry cir.‟
’@ hdg sii wcy `t–s d kaam tc`gk, dgm @ l`ji tci `mid, eut wcdt @ bidgt wds,
Fadggd dgm @ hdg likdlly kit bdrr`im dt i`kctiig dgywdy, dgm tcdt–s d lagk
t`bi ta wd`t wcig yau–ri `g lavi. @t waulm ei ids`ir `o wi haulm kit bdrr`im
eioari tcdt.‟
@ kldghim dt c`b girvausly. Ci wds laaj`gk dt bi w`tc rd`sim iyieraws.
’Eioari sci turgs i`kctiig1‟
’Pidc.‟ @ haulmg–t eil`ivi caw ealm @ wds ei`gk. ]c`s wds d shdry hagvirsdt`ag
gaw dgm @ wds dwdri @ haulm ids`ly avirpldy by cdgm. @ kldghim dt c`b dkd`g
ta kit c`s ridht`ag. Ci wds slawly scdj`gk c`s cidm, dgm . . . wds ci sb`l`gk1 @
taaj d miip eridtc. ’@ hdg–t eil`ivi wcdt @–b sdy`gk i`tcir, eut `t siibs ta bi
tc`s `s d gikat`dt`ag ao tci er`mi pr`hi.‟
’Pis, yau–ri r`kct.‟ Ci ldukcim. ’@ ugmirstdgm `t orab yaur pa`gt ao v`iw, yau
mag–t wdgt ta wd`t tcdt lagk dgm `t maisg–t ridlly k`vi yau dgytc`gk yau hdg–t
dlridmy cdvi wcig sci turgs i`kctiig.‟
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’Pidc, dgm tci lagkir `t `s tci bari m`oo ̀hult by er`mi pr`hi `s ta pdy. Gat
sdy`gk tcdt @ wag–t jiip `t, `t fust bdjis `t cdrmir ta cdvi ta wd`t tcdt lagk,
dgm @ tc`gj yau wdggd try dgm bdji tc`s ids`ir oar us gat ta od`l, r`kct1‟
’U`kct. Xa yau tc`gj tci er`mi pr`hi `s taa c`kc `g tirbs ao caw lagk yau cdvi
ta jiip yaur prab`si1‟
’Pidc.‟
’Pau mag–t tc`gj Fadggd `s wartc tci pr`hi1‟
’@t–s gat deaut wcdt sci–s wartc. @o @ cdm ta pdy wcdt sci–s wartc @–m givir ei
deli ta dooarm cir.‟
Ci hcuhjlim. ’]c`s rib`gms bi ao Fdhae `g tci E`eli. Ci wdgtim ta bdrry
Udhcil dgm ci dkriim ta warj oar cir odtcir oar sivig yidrs ds d er`mi pr`hi oar
cir. ]ci E`eli sdys tci sivig yidrs oilt l`ji agly d oiw mdys ta c`b eihdusi ao
c`s lavi oar cir. [d`t`gk twa yidrs waulm ei d lat ids`ir tcdg wd`t`gk sivig,
mag–t yau tc`gj1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw, @ tc`gj `t–ll ei cdrm oar us ta wd`t tcdt lagk, eut @–ll ma wcdt @
cdvi ta ma.‟
’Pau–m wdgt ta bdrry cir wcig sci turgs sivigtiig1 ]cdt–s d l`ttli bari tcdg
d yidr orab gaw.‟
’[i–m ei deli ta wd`t agi yidr d lat ids`ir tcdg twa.‟
’@ kit yaur pa`gt, dgm @–ll tc`gj deaut `t, eut ta ei cagist @ m`mg–t ivig l`ji
tci tcaukct ao cir bdrry`gk dt i`kctiig. @ tcaukct tcdt wds taa yaugk.
Xivigtiig `s viry yaugk ta ei kitt`gk bdrr`im. Ma yau ridlly tc`gj yau–m ei
ridmy oar bdrr`dki `g d yidr1‟
@t wds d kaam quist`ag, dgm @ wdsg–t tcdt suri. ]ci tcaukct ao `t wds ixh`t`gk
dgm `t waulm mio`g`tily bdji Fadggd cdppy.
@ gammim. ’@ tc`gj sa. Ma yau tc`gj `t–s od`r ta Fadggd, tcaukc1 Xci–m ei sa
yaugk.‟
’@ mag–t jgaw tcdt bysilo, Vdhc. @ agly cdvi agi mdukctir dgm @ agly kit agi
hcdghi ta kit tc`s r`kct. @ mag–t tc`gj cir batcir w`ll l`ji `t, eut @–ll m`shuss `t
w`tc cir dgm wi–ll sii wcdt sci sdys. Pau–ri mio`g`tily `gtiristim `g bdj`gk
tc`s j`gm ao drrdgkibigt tcig1‟
’Pis, @ db.‟
’[i–ll m`shuss `t tcig dgm prdy deaut `t.‟
’@o wi ma tc`s, wcig w`ll wi ei eitratcim1‟
’[cig yau bavi ta Halardma.‟
’Ajdy.‟
[i oill s`ligt dkd`g ds @ tcaukct `t dll tcraukc. @t oilt l`ji wi–m fust cdm d
cuki hagvirsdt`ag ao babigtaus `bpartdghi, dgm sabicaw @ oilt hlasir ta
Fadggd–s odtcir gaw. Ci dhtudlly wdgts us ta ei bdrr`im. ]ci tcaukct ao ei`gk
bdrr`im ta Fadggd st`ll siibim tatdlly ugridl. @ st`ll oiil l`ji d j`m pritigm`gk
ta ei dg dmult. Fust tc`gj caw Fadggd w`ll oiil. Bdyei cir o dtcir `s eluoo`gk ta
shdri us `gta ridl`z`gk caw yaugk dgm ugridmy wi dri oar bdrr`dki. @t‐s d kaam
tdht`h `o ci `s, `t‐s j`gm ao warj`gk.
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’Xarry yau m`mg–t kit ta ka aut ag yaur mdti tag`kct, Vdhc.‟ Fadggd–s mdm
`gtirruptim by tcaukcts.
’]cdt–s ajdy, @ kat ta tdji yau aut `gstidm.‟ [i eatc ldukcim. ’@ tc`gj tc`s
hagvirsdt`ag wds bari `bpartdgt oar aur outuri tcdg d mdti waulm cdvi eiig
dgywdy.‟
’Pis, `t–s eiig d kaam tdlj.‟
]c`s siibim ta s`kgdl tci sir`aus m`shuss`ag cdm haghlumim sa @ turgim tci hdr
draugm dgm cidmim oar cabi.
’[`ll @ kit ta cdvi sabi bari t`bi w`tc Fadggd eioari sci kais cabi1‟
’Pau hdg habi ta tci hdbps`ti dgm sii cir tciri.‟
’@ jgaw, eut w`ll wi kit dgy t`bi ta ei dlagi1‟
’Ga, Vdhc.‟ Ci scaaj c`s cidm. ’]ciri dri hagsiquighis oar wcdt yau–vi magi.
]c`s w`ll praedely ei d viry tist`gk t`bi oar eatc ao yau dgywdy, d laab`gk
sipdrdt`ag hdg er`gk aut sabi pawiroul ibat`ags. [i–ll lit yau cdvi igaukc
pr`vdhy dt tci hdbps`ti ta tdlj ey yaursilvis.‟
’Ajdy.‟ By va`hi eitrdyim by m`sdppa`gtbigt.
’Pau jgaw, Vdhc, eioari yau–ri bdrr`im tci `bpartdghi ao six `s sa avirelawg.
[cig yau kit bdrr`im six eihabis d garbdl pdrt ao yaur l`oi. Dg igfaydeli
pdrt ao l`oi, eut gat sabitc`gk yau aesiss avir. @t–s `bpartdgt tcdt yau ei hlidr
cidmim `g bdj`gk tcisi mih`s`ags tcdt–ll dooiht tci wcali ao yaur l`oi. @t–s gat
fust deaut six, yau giim ta tc`gj deaut tci l`oi yau–ll ei spigm`gk takitcir.‟
’Pidc, @ jgaw.‟
’Pau giim ta prdy deaut `t dgm jgaw oar suri `o yau–ri bidgt ta bdrry
Fadggd, ar `o yau–ri bidgt ta habi ta Halardma dt dll.‟
’Pidc, @ w`ll.‟
[cig @ turgim agta aur radm Fadggd–s odtcir talm bi ta mrap c`b aoo dt tci
kdti dgm ci–m wdlj edhj. @ pullim `gta tci hdbpkraugm mr`viwdy dgm ci kat aut
ao tci hdr. Ci laajim edhj dt bi tcraukc tci apig maar.
’]cdgj yau, Vdhc.‟
@ lidgim avir dgm ixtigmim by cdgm. Ci sb`lim dgm wi scaaj cdgms. @t
siibim l`ji tci r`kct tc`gk ta ma dotir aur ordgj m`shuss`ag.
@ taaj by bab–s hdr edhj cabi dgm pdrjim `t `g tci kdrdki. @ wagmirim `o @
scaulm ka spigm sabi bari t`bi w`tc Fadggd wc`li @ st`ll cdm tci hcdghi. @t
b`kct ei d l`ttli dwjwdrm w`tc cir bab st`ll, eut Fadggd wds lidv`gk saag
dgm @ m`mg–t wdgt ta wdsti dgy ao tci t`bi wi cdm liot.
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I`kct
Dotir bdj`gk bysilo d qu`hj sgdhj, @ wigt edhj ta tci`r hdbps`ti. ]ciy wiri
s`tt`gk draugm tci o`ri dgm tciy wilhabim bi `gta tci`r h`rhli. Fadggd–s batcir
siibim risirvim eut gat m`splidsim ta sii bi. Fadggd siibim qu`itir tcdg
usudl taa.
’Pau–m praedely l`ji sabi pr`vdhy sa yau hdg tdlj. Pau hdg ka avir tciri
wciri wi hdg st`ll sii yau.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir pa`gtim edhj eic`gm tci tigts.
Fadggd dgm @ taaj aur hdbp hcd`rs w`tc us dgm sdt eic`gm cir pdrigts– tigt
sa wi–m cdvi ds buhc pr`vdhy ds pass`eli, tcaukc tciy haulm st`ll pdrtly sii usorab wciri tciy wiri s`tt`gk.
Fadggd kldghim edhj dt cir pdrigts. ’]ciy–ri praedely tdlj`gk deaut us gaw.‟
’Pau hdg cidr tcib, l`stig.‟
[i eatc strd`gim ta cidr wcdt tciy wiri sdy`gk.
’Mag–t laaj dt tcib ar tciy–ll jgaw wi–ri l`stig`gk.‟
’Lit–s bavi hlasir.‟ Xci gammim cir cidm tawdrms tci atcir s`mi ao tci tigt.
’]ciy sd`m ta stdy `g v`iw. . .‟ Eut Fadggd wds dlridmy bav`gk. [i stidltc`ly
hript draugm tci s`mi ao tci tigt dgm hrauhcim mawg.[i cidrm cir odtcir sdy sabitc`gk deaut eitratcdl dgm d er`mi pr`hi, tcig
cir batcir–s va`hi hlidrly” ’Caw hdg yau st`ll trust tcib dotir tc`s1 [i
scaulm fust lit tcib pdrt wdys dgm capi tciy oarkit deaut idhc atcir. . .‟
Fadggd wr`gjlim cir gasi. @ wagmirim `o wi scaulm ei l`stig`gk ta tc`s
hagvirsdt`ag, wi b`kct gat l`ji wcdt wi cidr. Ag tci atcir cdgm, tc`s
hagvirsdt`ag b`kct mitirb`gi aur wcali outuri.
Cir odtcir wds spidj`gk dkd`g. ’@ tc`gj yau ugmirist`bdti . . . oiil`gks oar
idhc atcir. @–b pritty suri Vdhc `s gat ka`gk ta . . . tciy ridlly ma siib ta laviidhc atcir.‟
’. . . `o ci bavis ta Halardma tcig.‟
’@ l`ji Vdhc . . . mihigt yaugk bdg. @–m rdtcir Fadggd . . . c`b tcdg sabi
atcir eay . . . dt lidst wi hdg sii Vdhc `s. . .‟
’Cagardeli1‟ Cir batcir rd`sim cir va`hi dkd`g. ’]cdt–s gat tci warm @–m usi
dotir . . . wca jgaws wcdt eic`gm aur edhjs.‟
’. . . caw bdgy yaugk big ma yau jgaw . . . d eidut`oul k`rl l`ji Fadggd . . .
tci odht ci m`mg–t . . . w`tc cir scaws ci bust hdri oar cir.‟’@ mag–t sii caw yau hdg eil`ivi . . . gat . . . ma dgytc`gk sixudl. . .‟
’. . . `t–s dg `ghigt`vi. ]ciy–ri k`vig sabitc`gk haghriti ta wd`t oar.‟
’Vdhc,‟ Fadggd wc`spirim, ’Lit–s bavi hlasir.‟ @ scaaj by cidm eut sci wds
dlridmy imk`gk oarwdrm. ]c`s wds sa mdgkiraus. [i wiri taa hlasi gaw, agly d
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sl`kct dgkli ao tci tigt eitwiig us dgm tcib. @ cdtim tci tcaukct ao ei`gk
hdukct idvismrapp`gk ag tcib.
’. . . @ m`shussim w`tc Vdhc . . . bdrr`im wcig Fadggd turgs sivigtiig. ]cdt
wdy tciy–m agly cdvi ta wd`t d yidr wc`hc w`ll bdji `t ids`ir oar tcib”‟
@ wdthcim Fadggd–s ridht`ag ds sci cidrm wcdt cir odtcir wds sdy`gk. Xci
laajim d b`xturi ao scahj dgm mil`kct.
’]ciri–s ga wdy sci hdg kit bdrr`im dt sivigtiig. Xci `sg–t ridmy oar tcdt.
Xci–s fust d hc`lm! Caw haulm yau ivig tc`gj. . .‟
’@o tciy–ri ka`gk ta kit bdrr`im dt i`kctiig . . . agly d m`ooirighi ao agi yidr. @
tc`gj `o tciy hdg surv`vi d yidr takitcir dgm tciy–ri st`ll ridmy ta bdji tcdt
j`gm ao habb`tbigt tciy–ll cdvi pravig. . .‟
’Xci cdsg–t ixpir`ighim dgytc`gk ao l`oi yit. Xci agly jgaws shcaal. Xci
cdsg–t eiig aut `g tci ridl warlm. Xci cds ga `mid wcdt `t–s l`ji ta cdvi ta tdji
hdri ao cirsilo.‟
’[ill, wcdt–s tci dltirgdt`vi1 [i lit tcib mdti dgm capi tciy mag–t ma
dgytc`gk1 [i cdvi ta ei ridl`st`h ciri.‟
’. . . gat lit tcib sii idhc atcir dt dll ugt`l sci turgs i`kctiig. ]cdt waulm
ei d kaam dltirgdt`vi. ]ci lagkir tciy cdvi ta wd`t tci lagkir tci`r
rildt`agsc`p `s tistim dgm tci bari bdturi tciy–ll ei.‟
’[i mag–t wdgt . . . sihritly eic`gm aur edhjs. Dgm ma yau tc`gj tciy–ri
ka`gk ta wd`t ugt`l wi lit tcib . . . tciy–ll ei . . . eioari sci turgs
sivigtiig . . . dt lidst tc`s wdy wi k`vi tcib d ridsag ta wd`t. @ tc`gj agi
yidr `s d kaam tist. Caw bdgy hauplis tci`r dki hdg ldst d yidr . . . `o tciy–ri
st`ll ds buhc `g lavi dotir d yidr tcdt–s d kaam s`kg . . . tc`s `s d e`k
habb`tbigt oar tcib ta bdji. ]ciy–ll cdvi ta ei suri ao tcibsilvis dgm idhc
atcir. D lat hdg cdppig `g d yidr, @ waulmg–t ei surpr`sim `o tciy mih`mi tciy–ri
gat ridmy oar bdrr`dki dgm wi–ll cdvi privigtim tcib orab bdj`gk d e`k
b`stdji. ]cdt–s wcdt wi–ri try`gk ta ma . . . mildy tcib sa . . . cdvi d hcdghi ta
kit ta jgaw idhc atcir . . . ta jgaw `o tciy . . . wdgt . . . rist ao tci`r l`vis.
]ciy cdvig–t jgawg idhc atcir lagk . . . eut . . . dlridmy oaal`gk draugm. @ mag–t
wdgt ta eridj tcib up. @ l`ji Vdhc . . . @ tc`gj . . . kaam oar cir, dgm tci`r lavi
`s kigu`gi.
’Xci–s taa yaugk ta ei `g lavi.‟
’Pau–ri oarkitt`gk wcdt `t–s l`ji . . . wi bit wcig yau wiri sivigtiig.‟
’. . . m`mg–t kit bdrr`im ugt`l @ wds twigty agi.‟
’Pidc, dgm wi haulm cdrmly wd`t i`tcir.‟
’[i bdgdkim ta jiip aursilvis m`strdhtim.‟
’. . . gat sa ids`ly m`strdhtim tcisi mdys.‟
’[d`t`gk `s kaam oar tcib, `t tidhcis tcib pdt`ighi . . . lidrg ta hagtral tci`r
mis`ris.‟
’@ jgaw.‟
’Vdhc `s d g`hi eay, @ l`ji c`b taa. @ fust w`sc tciy–m bit wcig sci wds
almir.‟
’@ w`sc tcdt taa. ]c`s `sg–t ixdhtly wcdt @ wdgtim i`tcir.‟
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’Xci–s gat ivig s`xtiig yit. [i–ri gat suppasim ta cdvi ta warry . . . tc`s j`gm
ao tc`gk oar . . . yidrs. ‟
’. . . kraw`gk up odst.‟
’Dgm yau . . . wdgt`gk ta k`vi cir dwdy eioari sci–s ridmy . . . eioari @–b
ridmy. . .‟
’. . . mag–t wdgt . . . @ fust tc`gj tc`s `s d kaam salut`ag.‟
’Ivig i`kctiig `s taa yaugk.‟
’Gat tcdt lagk dka sivigtiig wds tci habbag dki oar k`rls ta bdrry . . . tciy
m`mg–t cdvi m`varhi edhj tcig dgm tciri wdsg–t tc`s oidr tcdt bdjis us sa
hdut`aus gaw . . . tci bdtur`ty tcdt ridlly haugts `s tci bdtur`ty yau kd`g orab
ei`gk bdrr`im . . . yau lidrg ds yau ka. Iviryagi `s `bbdturi wcig tciy o`rst
. . . bdrr`im. Ga agi cds dgy `mid wcdt bdrr`dki `s ka`gk ta ei l`ji ar wcdt
yau–ri suppasim ta . . . yau lidrg orab ixpir`ighi. @t–s tci sdbi w`tc cdv`gk
hc`lmrig, wca–s ridlly ridmy oar tcdt1‟
’. . . @t cilps wcig yau–ri bari bdturi. Pau hdg cdgmli tci prissuri dgm tci
l`ttli tc`gks mag–t siib sa cuki. Pau cdvi bari pirspiht`vi. Litt`gk tcib
bdrry dt sivigtiig b`kct maab d kaam bdrr`dki tcdt waulm–vi ldstim d l`oit`bi
`o tciy–m agly wd`tim d oiw yidrs.‟
’Pau b`kct ei r`kct.‟
’Lit–s capi ci maisg–t habi ta Halardma . . . wi–ll sii wcdt cdppigs, `o ci mais
wi hdg o`kuri `t aut tcig.‟
’@ eil`ivi Kam scawim bi Vdhc `s . . . eut wi hdg prdy tcdt Kam w`ll jiip
Vdhc orab hab`gk ta Halardma `o ci maisg–t wdgt tcib ta ei. . .‟
’[ciri dri tciy, hdg yau sii tcib1‟
’]ciy–vi kagi eic`gm tci tigt. Fadggd, stdy wciri wi hdg sii yau!‟
[i shurr`im edhj ta aur sidts cap`gk tciy cdmg–t ridl`zim wi–m eiig
idvismrapp`gk. [i–m cidrm igaukc ao tci`r hagvirsdt`ag dgywdy.
’Pau tc`gj tciy–ri kaggd lit us kit bdrr`im wcig @–b sivigtiig1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw, waulm yau wdgt ta1‟
’Pis!‟ Xci ldukcim. ’[aulm yau1‟
’Pidc, `o yau tc`gj yau–m ei alm igaukc. Paur mdm wdgtim `t ta ei i`kctiig
eut @ sukkistim sivigtiig sa wi m`mg–t cdvi ta wd`t sa lagk.‟
’Pau sukkistim sivigtiig1‟ Fadggd iyis w`migim.
’@ jgaw, @ haulmg–t eil`ivi `t i`tcir.‟
’[cdt m`m ci sdy1 [ds ci scahjim1‟
’Ci m`mg–t l`ji `t eut ci haulm sii `t waulm bdji `t ids`ir oar us ta wd`t. @
tc`gj ci ugmirstdgms wcdt wi–ri ka`gk tcraukc. Ci sd`m Kam cdm scawg c`b
tcdt @ wds `bpartdgt `g yaur l`oi.‟
’Uidlly1‟
’@ tc`gj ci l`jis tci `mid ao us kitt`gk bdrr`im.‟
’By bab maisg–t.‟
’]cdt wds sa ibedrrdss`gk wcig yaur bab dsjim caw odr wi–m kagi.‟
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’@ jgaw! @t wds sa edm, eut dt lidst kaam tc`gks cdvi habi orab `t. @ w`sc wi
haulm cdvi sabi t`bi dlagi tcaukc. ]abarraw–s aur ldst g`kct dgm wi hdg–t
ivig j`ss ar dgytc`gk.‟ Xci pautim.
’[i haulm calm cdgms1‟
Xci sb`lim dgm aooirim bi cir cdgm. @t oilt kaam ta tauhc cir dkd`g. Xci cdm
d pritty cdgm. @ wdgtim ta j`ss `t.
’Ma yau st`ll lavi bi1‟
’Pis.‟ @ kr`ggim. ’@ haulm givir stap lav`gk yau, yau–ri taa dmardeli.‟
Xci k`kklim. ’@ hdg–t wd`t ‛t`l @–b sivigtiig. @t–s sa dbdz`gk tcdt by mdm `s
tc`gj`gk deaut litt`gk us ei eitratcim.‟
’@ jgaw, ci surpr`sim bi w`tc `t eut @ l`ji tci `mid.‟
’Dri yau ds ixh`tim deaut tc`s ds @ db1‟
’Pidc! Pau mag–t tc`gj sivigtiig `s taa yaugk tcaukc1‟
’@ mag–t hdri `o wi–ri taa yaugk. @ fust wdggd ei w`tc yau.‟
’Bi taa.‟
’Fadggd,‟ cir odtcir hdllim, ’habi s`t draugm tci o`ri w`tc us. @t–s kitt`gk taa
mdrj ta sii yau edhj tciri.‟
[i taaj aur hcd`rs edhj ta tci o`ri. @ oilt d l`ttli ugidsy draugm cir pdrigts
jgaw`gk wcdt tciy–m fust eiig m`shuss`gk. @ capim Fadggd waulmg–t k`vi dwdy
dgytc`gk wi–m avircidrm. @ kdvi cir d wdrg`gk laaj cap`gk sci haulm ridm by
b`gm eut sci fust sb`lim dt bi. Xci laajim sa eidut`oul `g tci o`ril`kct.
[i hcdttim oar d wc`li dgm @ eikdg ta rildx draugm cir pdrigts dkd`g. [i
tdljim `gta tci g`kct. Fadggd sdgk sabi eidut`oul sagks, dgm @ l`stigim
igrdpturim, hdpt`vdtim, `g lavi.
[cig @ o`gdlly sd`m by kaamg`kcts ivig Fadggd–s batcir siibim sarry ta sii
bi ka. Fadggd ealmly j`ssim bi kaamg`kct `g oragt ao cir pdrigts. @ wdljim
cabi oiil`gk ibat`agdlly wdrb dgm cdppy. @ lavi Fadggd, @ lavi cir pdrigts, @
lavi Kam. @ wds sa oull ao lavi by cidrt oilt cuki, dgm @ oilt lavim ey tcib dll.
]ciy‐ri suhc d kridt odb`ly. @ w`sc tc`s t`bi m`mg‐t cdvi ta igm. @ wds ag dg
ibat`agdl c`kc eut @ jgiw `t waulmg–t ldst. @ wds dt tci tap ao tci rallirhadstir
jgaw`gk tci stabdhc mrapp`gk plugki dwd`tim bi. Xci wds lidv`gk ag
Xdturmdy.
Ds @ kat `gta eim @ ribibeirim wcdt Fadggd–s odtcir cdm sd`m deaut bdj`gk
suri @ wds bidgt ta habi ta Halardma. Ivirytc`gk hdbi mawg ta wcitcir @
bavim tciri ar gat.
’Kam, yau jgaw caw buhc @ lavi Fadggd, @ hdg–t eidr tci tcaukct ao las`gk
cir, eut @ giim d s`kg orab yau ta hago`rb `o @–b bidgt ta ka ta Halardma ar
gat. @o yau wdgt us ta ei takitcir tcig cilp bi kit `gta agi ao tcisi shcaals @
dppl`im ta. @o `t–s gat yaur w`ll tcig jiip bi orab kitt`gk `g ta dgy ao tcib.
]c`s `s tci s`kg @ dsj oar. Pau jgaw wcdt–s eist oar bi dgm Fadggd. Paur w`ll
ei magi.‟
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G`gi
Dll @ haulm tc`gj deaut wds Fadggd lidv`gk tabarraw, dgm ciri @ wds stuhj
dt warj `gstidm ao ei`gk w`tc cir. ]ci mis`ri ta ka sii cir wds sa stragk `t
wds mr`v`gk bi hrdzy.
’Mdm, hdg @ tdji tci rist ao tci mdy aoo1 @t–s Fadggd–s ldst mdy dgm @”‟
By mdm scaaj c`s cidm. ’Pau–vi tdjig taa buhc t`bi aoo ldtily. Pau–vi kattd
lidrg, Vdhc, wcig yau–vi kat d fae ta ma, yau ma `t. Pau hdg–t sldhj aoo wcigivir
yau wdgt.‟
’@ fust wdggd spigm sabi t`bi w`tc cir eioari sci lidvis tabarraw.‟ Ci `kgarim bi dgm wigt `gta tci edhj raab hlas`gk tci maar o`rbly eic`gm
c`b.
]ci mdy mrdkkim ag dgm @ oilt by dgkir turg`gk ta cdti, eut @ jgiw `t wds
wragk ta cdti c`b. @ cdm ta oark`vi c`b dgm lit `t ka. Ci tc`gjs @ giim ta lidrg
tcisi l`oi lissags tci cdrm wdy. Ci tc`gjs ci‐s ma`gk bi sabi kaam.
O`gdlly `t wds 9pb dgm @ kat aut ao tciri ds odst ds @ haulm.
Fadggd wds sa cdppy ta sii bi. @ lavim sii`gk cir sb`li l`ji tcdt, `t m`m
sabitc`gk kaam ta by saul.Xci mdghim `gta by drbs. ’[i fust kat edhj orab d lagk mr`vi.‟
’Pis, dgm Fadggd bdmi us curry edhj. Xci m`mg–t wdgt ta b`ss ivig d b`guti
w`tc yau.‟ Cir batcir tidsim.
’@ jgaw tci oiil`gk.‟
Fadggd–s odtcir sb`lim ds wi fa`gim c`b draugm tci tdeli. Ci pldhim c`s E`eli
mawg eis`mi c`b. ’Xa, tc`s `s aur ldst g`kct takitcir, wi–ll ei lidv`gk `g tci
barg`gk ds saag ds wi–ri dll pdhjim up.‟ Ci kdvi bi d sybpdtcit`h sb`li.
’[cy ma wi cdvi ta lidvi sa idrly, Mdm1‟ ’@t–s d lagk tr`p edhj dgm @–vi kat warj ag Bagmdy.‟
’Caw lagk mais `t tdji1‟ @ wds hur`aus ta jgaw.
’[ill tcdt mipigms. [i mag–t dlwdys tdji tci qu`hjist rauti cabi, wi l`ji
tci shig`h rautis, tdj`gk aur t`bi dgm sii`gk tci s`kcts. Ldst t`bi wi taaj d
l`ttli mitaur ta sii tci Krdgm Hdgyag dgm tci gdt`agdl pdrjs `g Ytdc.‟
Fadggd rallim cir iyis dgm @ st`olim d ldukc. ’@–m l`ji ta sii tci Krdgm
Hdgyag sabit`bi.‟
’@t–s wartc sii`gk, Vdhc. @ lavi tci m`virsi eiduty ao Kam–s hridt`ag. Kam cdssuhc d kridt `bdk`gdt`ag.‟
’Pidc, l`ji us. [i–ri c`s bast dbdz`gk hridt`ag,‟ Fadggd sd`m.
’Pis wi dri, wi–ri bdmi `g c`s `bdki, d tr`g`ty ao eamy, saul dgm sp`r`t, dgm
ci kdvi us tci sdbi mis`ri ta hridti dgm ta lavi dgm ta jgaw.‟
’[i–ri l`ji d l`ttli hapy ao c`b.‟ @ sb`lim. @ igfayim tcisi m`shuss`ags.
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Ci p`hjim up c`s E`eli dkd`g. ’@ wds ridm`gk sabitc`gk @ tc`gj waulm bdji d
kaam E`eli stumy oar tag`kct. @t–s orab o`rst Har`gtc`dgs hcdptir s`x.‟ Ci eikdg
ta ridm, ’Ma yau gat jgaw tcdt ci wca ug`tis c`bsilo w`tc d prast`tuti `s agi
w`tc cir `g olisc1 Oar `t `s sd`m, ‛]ci twa w`ll eihabi agi olisc.– Eut ci wca
ug`tis c`bsilo w`tc tci Larm `s agi w`tc c`b `g Xp`r`t. Olii orab sixudl
`bbardl`ty. Dll atcir s`gs d bdg habb`ts dri auts`mi c`s eamy, eut ci wca s`gs
sixudlly s`gs dkd`gst c`s awg eamy. Ma yau gat jgaw tcdt yaur eamy `s d
tibpli ao tci Caly Xp`r`t, wca `s `g yau, wcab yau cdvi rihi`vim orab Kam1
Pau dri gat yaur awg, yau wiri eaukct dt d pr`hi. ]cirioari cagar Kam w`tc
yaur eamy.‟
Ci stappim ridm`gk dgm laajim dt us. ’Cdv`gk six bdjis twa piapli eihabi
agi olisc, ivig cdv`gk six w`tc d prast`tuti. ]cdt–s wcy tci E`eli sdys ‛ olii
orab sixudl `bbardl`ty. Dll atcir s`gs d bdg habb`ts dri auts`mi c`s eamy, eut
ci wca s`gs sixudlly s`gs dkd`gst c`s awg eamy.– [i dri bidgt ta ei agi olisc
w`tc agly agi pirsag. Dgytc`gk ilsi `s `bpuri.‟
’[cdt deaut piapli wca–vi dlridmy cdm six1 Hdg tciy kit bdrr`im ta sabiagi
ilsi, ar `s tcdt `bpuri1‟
’Kam cds k`vig us dg `midl oar bdrr`dki, Vdhc, eut ci jgaws wi mag–t l`vi `g
d piroiht warlm, tcdt–s wcy wi giim c`s krdhi. ]craukc Hcr`st ci rimiibs us
orab aur alm l`oi. [i dri dll s`ggirs wcig wi habi ta c`b dgm ci bdjis us
giw hridt`ags, tci alm `s kagi dgm tci giw cds habi.‟
’Ajdy, tc`s `s praedely d mube quist`ag, eut wcdt mais `t bidg ta ei agi
olisc1 @ bidg, yau mag–t eihabi agi pirsag, r`kct1‟
’Ga, tcdt–s d kaam quist`ag.‟ Ci sb`lim. ’@t bidgs cir eamy `s gaw yaurs dgm
yaur eamy `s gaw cirs, yau eilagk ta idhc atcir. @t maisg–t bidg yau eihabi
agi pirsag. Ciri. . .‟ Ci stdrtim ol`pp`gk edhj tcraukc tci E`eli. ’]c`s `s caw
Ivi wds hridtim.‟ Ci eikdg ta ridm, ’]cig tci Larm Kam bdmi d wabdg orab
tci r`e ci cdm tdjig aut ao tci bdg, dgm ci eraukct cir ta tci bdg. ]ci bdg
sd`m, ‛]c`s `s gaw eagi ao by eagis dgm olisc ao by olisc, sci scdll ei hdllim
wabdg, oar sci wds tdjig aut ao bdg.– Oar tc`s ridsag d bdg w`ll lidvi c`s
odtcir dgm batcir dgm ei ug`tim ta c`s w`oi, dgm tciy w`ll eihabi agi olisc.‟
Ci o`g`scim ridm`gk. ’Xii caw `t sdys ‛oar tc`s ridsag–1 @t–s sdy`gk tci wdy Ivi
wds hridtim orab Dmdb–s olisc dgm eagi `s tci ridsag d bdg dgm wabdg dri
fa`gim takitcir `g bdrr`dki. @t `s d rifa`g`gk ao wcdt wds sipdrdtim `gta twa,
bdli dgm oibdli. ]ci E`eli aotig spidjs ao tci hcurhc ds ei`gk tci er`mi ao
Hcr`st. Fisus pd`m tci er`mi pr`hi oar us w`tc c`s elaam, dgm wi dri sp`r`tudlly
eitratcim ta c`b. Ci cds kagi ta pripdri d pldhi oar us dgm `s hab`gk dkd`g oar
c`s eidut`oul er`mi. ]cdt mdy `s spajig ao ds tci wimm`gk oidst ao tci ldbe.
Fust ds tci bdrr`dki ao olisc `s d rifa`g`gk ao tci olisc tcdt wds tdjig orab
Dmdb ta hridti Ivi, sa w`tc Hcr`st `t `s d rifa`g`gk ao c`s Xp`r`t tcdt wds k`vig
ta hridti c`s hcurhc, dgm wi w`ll ei bdmi agi `g Xp`r`t w`tc c`b. Caw tc`s w`ll
ei ga agi jgaws, `t `s d bystiry.‟
’]cdt–s pritty haal. Xa `o wi–ri eitratcim wi–m ei l`ji Fisus dgm tci hcurhc.‟
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Ci gammim. ’@g tci E`eli pcys`hdl tc`gks dri d scdmaw ao d kridtir sp` r`tudl
trutc.‟
’[cdt deaut kdy bdrr`dki1‟ @ dsjim.
Ci laajim d l`ttli surpr`sim ey by quist`ag. ’[ill, aev`ausly, `o bdrr`dki `s d
rifa`g`gk ao wcdt wds sipdrdtim `gta twa”bdli dgm oibdli, tcdt maisg–t
`ghlumi kdy bdrr`dki. Bdrr`dki `s d havigdgt ao olisc bdmi eioari Kam, gat fust
d likdl dkriibigt. @o bdrr`dki wds fust d p`ihi ao pdpir tcdt sdys yau–ri
likdlly bdrr`im tcig lit tci warlm bdrry wcaivir `t wdgts ta bdrry. Eut likdl
bdrr`dki `s gat tci sdbi tc`gk Kam kdvi us, ivig `o bast piapli tc`gj `t `s.
]ciy tc`gj `t–s ey kavirgbigt dutcar`ty tcdt wi–ri bdrr`im dgm likdl m`varhi
m`ssalvis `t, ivig tcaukc Fisus sd`m, ‛wcdt Kam cds fa`gim takitcir lit ga bdg
sipdrdti.– Xa bdgy Hcr`st`dgs tc`gj wi cdvi ta mioigm likdl bdrr`dki dgm o`kct
dkd`gst tc`gks l`ji kdy bdrr`dki, eut wi–ri gat bidgt ta ei o`kct`gk oar
Hcr`st`dg bardl`ty `g tc`s warlm, wi–ri gat bidgt ta ei privigt`gk tci warlm
orab s`gg`gk tcraukc pal`t`hdl likdl`sb. Aur wdr `s oar tci sauls ao tc`s warlm
dgm wi o`kct w`tc tci trutc ao tci kaspil. [i–vi eiig o`kct`gk dkd`gst tci
piapli wi–ri suppasim ta ei o`kct`gk oar, bdj`gk igib`is ao tci agis wi–ri
suppasim ta lavi.‟
’Pidc, `t–s tci appas`ti ao wcdt Fisus m`m, ci lavim tci s`ggirs dgm cugk aut
w`tc tcib.‟
’]cdt–s r`kct, Vdhc. Lavi `s tci saurhi ao trui r`kctiausgiss. @t–s d cidrt
trdgsoarbim ey tci lavi ao Kam.‟
’Eut wcy `s cabasixudl`ty d s`g `o `t–s sabitc`gk tciy–ri earg w`tc1‟
’Dll ao gdturi cds eiig harruptim s`ghi s`g hdbi `gta tci warlm, Vdhc, wi–ri
dll harruptim `g m`ooirigt wdys. @t–s gdturdl oar us ta s`g fust ds `t–s gdturdl oar
us ta m`i. [i–ri earg silo`sc dgm silo higtirim dgm praum, eut Fisus hdbi ta
sdvi us orab iviry j`gm ao s`g. Kam lit tci warlm ka `ts awg wdy dgm kdvi
bdgj`gm avir ta tci`r s`gs, eut gaw tcdt Hcr`st cds habi ci riqu`ris dll big
ivirywciri ta ripigt dgm ei sdvim orab tci`r s`g. Xabi piapli fumki atcirs oar
hirtd`g s`gs tcdt m`skust tcib, eut iviry s`g kr`ivis Kam dgm yit ci lavis us
dll dgm mis`ris iviryagi ta ei sdvim. ]ci s`gs Fisus wds bast m`skustim ey
wiri dhtudlly tci ^cdr`sii–s w`tc tci`r silo r`kctiausgiss dgm fumkbigtdl`sb
dgm cypahr`sy. [i–ri gat suppasim ta fumki tci warlm–s s`gs, wi–ri suppasim ta
lavi tcib ey k`v`gk tcib tci kaspil tcdt sit us orii.‟
’Pidc.‟ @ gammim, dkrii`gk wcalicidrtimly w`tc ivirytc`gk ci wds sdy`gk.
’Eut wcy ma sa bdgy Hcr`st`dgs gat ugmirstdgm wcdt bdrr`dki `s1 ]ciy
tc`gj `t–s fust likdl bdrr`dki, gat sabitc`gk sp`r`tudl Kam kdvi us1‟ Fadggd
dsjim.
Cir odtcir gammim. ’D lat ao bdg-bdmi trdm`t`ags cdvi krawg up `g tci
hcurhc avir tci higtur`is, `ghlum`gk tci ril`k`aus wimm`gk hiribagy w`tc vaws
dgm pr`ists. ^iapli stdrtim eil`iv`gk tci hiribagy bdmi yau bdrr`im eioari
Kam dgm tciy last tci ugmirstdgm`gk ao tci sixudl ug`ag dgm tci pdrt `t pldys
`g bdj`gk us agi olisc. [cig `t wds ga lagkir hilierdtim ds tci tc`gk tcdt
bdjis us bdrr`im `t eihdbi sabitc`gk scdbioul dgm ugbigt`agdeli `g tci
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hulturi, oidrim oar `ts pdss`ag dgm pawir ta hdusi s`g. Eut `t `s d havigdgt ao
olisc bdmi eioari Kam, wc`hc `s wcy `ts pur`ty `s sa `bpartdgt ta Kam. Gaw, ao
haursi, aur hulturi cds kagi ta tci atcir ixtribi”tciy–vi sipdrdtim `t orab
bdrr`dki, dgm prahridt`ag, dgm ivig orab lavi. Gaw `t–s hilierdtim `g aur
hulturi ds fust d oliscly plidsuri. Eut Kam bdmi `t plidsurdeli oar us ds d wdy
ao ixpriss`gk lavi dgm igfay`gk idhc atcir pcys`hdlly dgm `gt`bdtily ds agi.
Kam hridtim ivirytc`gk ey c`s lavi, dgm `g d sbdll rioliht`ag ao tcdt, tc`s
ixpriss`ag ao lavi eitwiig d bdg dgm wabdg hridtis tci l`oi ao dgatcir cubdg
ei`gk. Lavi hridtis. @t–s agi ao tci bast pawiroul tc`gks wi cubdgs ma.‟
Ci pdusim dgm laajim dt Fadggd. ’@ wdgt yau ta igfay tc`s eidut`oul k`ot `g
tci wdy ci bidgt oar us ta igfay `t. Pau–ri kraw`gk up sa qu`hjly, eut `gstidm
ao ei`gk dord`m ao tcdt @ wdgt ta cilp yau ribd`g sixudlly puri dgm bdji w`si
mih`s`ags. Kam cds k`vig bi tci rispags`e`l`ty ao laaj`gk dotir yau dgm
pratiht`gk yau, dgm @–b tdj`gk tcdt rispags`e`l`ty sir`ausly.‟
Fadggd gammim.
’]cisi mdys, bast pdrigts igtrust tci`r hc`lmrig ta tci warlm ta ka aut dgm
o`gm d bdti oar tcibsilvis dgm ei rispags`eli oar tci`r awg sixudl pur`ty, dgm
laaj wcdt tcdt–s magi oar us”vulgirdeli k`rls putt`gk tcibsilvis aut tciri l`ji
sixudl ed`t ta o`gm lavi, dgm eays eicdv`gk l`ji sixudl primdtars siij`gk six
w`tcaut lavi ar habb`tbigt. [i l`vi `g agi ao tci bast sixudlly `bpuri
sah`it`is `g tci warlm. Aur wcali hulturi ighaurdkis sixudl `bbardl`ty. @ hdg–t
hcdgki tci hulturi wi l`vi `g eut @ hdg ma wcdt @ hdg oar by awg mdukctir.‟
Ci sb`lim dt Fadggd eioari hagt`gu`gk. ’Kam kdvi odtcirs tc`s rispags`e`l`ty
eut sabiwciri dlagk tci wdy tciy kdvi `t up. Gaw mdukctirs k`vi tcibsilvis
dwdy, dgm aotig hcidply. ]ciy mag–t cagar tci`r odtcirs, tciy mag–t giim tci`r
odtcir–s pirb`ss`ag ta bdrry, tciy cdvi pirb`ss`ag orab tci stdti. ]ciri–s st`ll
d sybeal`h gam ta tci odtcir `g tci wimm`gk hiribagy eut ci `sg–t dhtudlly
k`v`gk c`s mdukctir dwdy.‟
Ci kldghim dt c`s w`oi tcig laajim dkd`g dt Fadggd. ’Dt lidst `o @ m`m lit yau
kit bdrr`im eioari yau–ri i`kctiig @–m st`ll ei likdlly rispags`eli oar yau dgm @
ridlly waulm ei k`v`gk yau dwdy, gat fust pritigm`gk ta.‟
[i wiri dll s`ligt oar d babigt ds wi taaj `g wcdt ci–m sd`m.
’@ wag–t k`vi bysilo dwdy. @ wdgt ta cagar yau,‟ Fadggd sd`m, dgm cir odtcir
sb`lim.
Fadggd–s batcir s`kcim dgm kat up. ’@ scaulm bdji us sabi m`ggir. Dri yau
stdy`gk oar m`ggir, Vdhc1‟
’Pidc, tcdgjs.‟
Xci stdrtim eusy`gk cirsilo draugm tci hdbp stavi. ’]c`s `s tci ldst t`bi @–ll
cdvi ta haaj w`tc tc`s l`ttli stavi. @t–ll ei kaam ta kit edhj cabi dkd`g.‟
’@ w`sc wi m`mg–t cdvi ta ka cabi.‟ Fadggd sd`m sdmly.
Fadggd–s batcir sb`lim sybpdtcit`hdlly. ’@ jgaw, swiit`i. Bdyei dotir m`ggir
yau dgm Vdhc haulm cdvi d l`ttli t`bi dlagi takitcir.‟
’Uidlly1‟ Fadggd er`kctigim. ’]cdgjs Bab!‟
’@ mag–t tc`gj tcdt–s d kaam `mid.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir aefihtim.
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’[i haulm lit tcib ka oar d l`ttli wdlj haulmg–t wi1‟
’^lidsi Mdmmy! [i wag–t ma dgytc`gk. [i–vi lidrgim aur lissag, @ prab`si.‟
Fadggd–s odtcir prissim c`s l`ps takitcir tcig s`kcim. ’Dlr`kct, eut fust d
scart wdlj.‟
Dotir m`ggir, wi ixhusim aursilvis dgm sit aoo oar tci eidhc. [i wrdppim aur
drbs draugm idhc atcir dgm wdljim slawly.
’Fadggd, ldst g`kct @ dsjim Kam oar d s`kg ta scaw bi `o @–b suppasim ta habi
ta Halardma ar gat. @ giim Kam ta k`vi bi hirtd`gty deaut `t, l`ji ci–s k`vig
yau.‟
’[cdt s`kg1‟
’@o @ kit `gta halliki ar gat. @ tc`gj `t–s l`jily @–ll kit dhhiptim ta dt lidst agi
ao tcib, sa Kam w`ll cdvi ta stap `t orab cdppig`gk `o ci maisg–t wdgt bi ta
ka.‟
’Ajdy.‟
@ wds surpr`sim sci wds tdj`gk `t sa will. Xci wds ei`gk viry hdlb deaut `t.
’@t–s ajdy, @ ugmirstdgm wcy yau giim ta jgaw oar suri. [i fust cdvi ta prdy
Kam–s w`ll `s magi.‟
@ sb`lim, ril`ivim sci wdsg–t upsit.
[i kat ta tci eidhc dgm `gst`ght`vily cidmim oar aur l`ttli havi draugm tci
pa`gt. Ga agi ilsi wds tciri. [i sdt takitcir ag tci wdrb sdgm dgm wdthcim
tci e`k wdvis hab`gk `g. Xci lidgim dkd`gst bi dgm @ put by drb draugm cir.
D lagi dledtrassis oladtim ag tci d`r hurrigts deavi tci pa`gt.
Xci s`kcim. ’@–b kaggd b`ss tc`s pldhi, dgm tci ahidg, dgm fust ei`gk ciri
w`tc yau l`ji tc`s.‟
’@–ll b`ss tc`s taa.‟
Xci l`otim cir cidm orab by scaulmir. ’@ oiil l`ji @–vi krawg up sa buhc tc`s
subbir. @ wds l`ji d hc`lm eioari, eut gaw @–b `g lavi w`tc yau dgm `t–s bdmi
bi laaj ta tci outuri. @–b ridmy ta bdji mih`s`ags oar tci rist ao by l`oi, dgm
@–b gat dord`m ao `t.‟
’Pidc, @ jgaw wcdt yau bidg. @ wds fust mr`ot`gk eioari @ bit yau, gat suri
wcdt @ wdgtim ta ma w`tc by l`oi, tcig yau hdbi dlagk dgm hcdgkim
ivirytc`gk. Gaw @ cdvi capi oar us dgm aur outuri, dgm capi oar wcd t @–ll ma
oar Kam. @t–s ixh`t`gk. @–b dhtudlly ixh`tim deaut tci outuri gaw.‟
Xci ldukcim. ’Pidc, `t `s ixh`t`gk. By od`tc wds `bpartdgt ta bi eioari eut
`t–s l`ji `t wds dlwdys `g tci edhjkraugm ao by l`oi. Gaw @ cdvi sabitc`gk ridl
ta eil`ivi `g”@–b eil`iv`gk `g Kam oar yau. Ivir s`ghi @ kat up ag stdki ta s`gk
by sagk @ oiil l`ji tcdt–s wcdt @–b bidgt ta ei ma`gk oar Kam. @ wdgt ta l`vi oar
c`b, dgm sirvi Kam takitcir. Pau–vi k`vig bi sa buhc ta eil`ivi `g dgm sa
buhc hago`mighi. Paur lavi k`vis bi haurdki. . .‟ Xci hcajim up dgm haulmg–t
spidj oar d babigt. ’@t–s ka`gk ta ei sa cdrm wcig wi–ri sipdrdtim, eut wi
cdvi ta stdy stragk oar idhc atcir. @t–s ka`gk ta ei sa cdrm.‟ Cir va`hi wds
raukc w`tc ibat`ag. ’@ lavi yau sa buhc.‟ ]idrs o`llim cir iyis. ’@t–s suhc miip
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lavi, `t o`lls dll ao bi.‟ Cir tidrs avirolawim mawg cir hciijs, dgm @ cilm cir
dkd`gst bi.
’@ lavi yau, Fadggd, w`tc dll by cidrt.‟ By va`hi wds raukc taa, by tcradt
t`kct w`tc tci strd`g orab dll tcisi `gtigsi ibat`ags. @ ribibeirim wcdt cir
odtcir cdm sd`m deaut laab`gk sipdrdt`ag er`gk`gk aut suhc stragk ibat`ags.
’@ hdg–t eidr ta lidvi yau. @ jgaw @ wag–t ei stragk igaukc.‟ Xci saeeim `gta
by hcist.
’@t–s fust oar d l`ttli wc`li. Habi ag, lit–s gat ma tc`s. Lit–s hry dotir wi–ri
sipdrdtim.‟
Xci l`otim cir cidm dgm w`pim dt cir iyis try`gk ta stap tci tidrs.
@ j`ssim cir wit hciijs, dgm cir l`ps. ’Mag–t hry, ivirytc`gk w`ll warj aut.
[i fust cdvi ta trust `g Kam. Ci jgiw wi–m biit dgm odll `g lavi. ]ciri–s d
purpasi oar dll tc`s, `t–s taa pawiroul ta ei oar gatc`gk.‟
’@ jgaw.‟ Xci sb`lim tcraukc cir tidrs.
’Habi ag.‟ @ staam up dgm cilpim cir up. ’Lit–s hdrvi aur `g`t`dls ag tci rahjs
avir tciri.‟
@ lim cir ey tci cdgm ta tci sdgmstagi hl`oos. ]ciri wiri sabi `g`t`dls dlridmy
hdrvim `gta `ts odhi.
’Laaj dt tc`s.‟ Fadggd rdg cir o`gkirs avir tci warg littirs w`tc`g d cidrt
scdpi. ’]c`s bust cdvi eiig tci`r spih`dl pldhi taa.‟ Xci sb`lim w`stoully.
’Lit–s dmm aurs ta tci star`is ao tci havi.‟ @ p`hjim up d stagi dgm stdrtim
shrdp`gk d ‛V– `gta d sbaatc pdrt ao tci rahj. Xci p`hjim up d stagi taa dgm
stdrtim hdrv`gk d ‛F– gixt ta b`gi. [i wigt avir tcib, bdj`gk tcib miip
igaukc sa tciy–m ldst, tcig @ surraugmim aur `g`t`dls w`tc d lavi cidrt. @t wds d
bagubigt ta aur lavi dgm ta tc`s t`bi wi–m cdm ciri takitcir. @t bdmi bi oiil
gastdlk`h”wi wiri bdrj`gk `t ta ribibeir `t ey dgm saag tci eist t`bi ao by
l`oi waulm ei fust d bibary.
]ci sug wds sitt`gk o`ll`gk tci havi w`tc d karkiaus yillaw klaw. Fadggd
sb`lim up dt bi dgm sci laajim sa rdm`dgt, by eidut`oul kalmig k`rl.
’Pau–ri tci bast eidut`oul tc`gk tcdt–s ivir cdppigim ta bi.‟
Xci laajim up dt bi w`tc suhc lavi `g cir iyis. ’@ usim ta tdji by eiduty oar
krdgtim eut gaw @ jgaw wca @–b eidut`oul oar.‟
Xci lidgim up dkd`gst bi dgm @ wrdppim by drbs draugm cir ds wi wdthcim
tci sug sit `g dll `ts klary. ]ci wdvis turgim trdgsluhigt ds tci sug sdgj
eic`gm tcib. Aur ldst sugsit takitcir.
’Eidut`oul,‟ @ wc`spirim, try`gk gat ta eridj tci sirig`ty ao tci babigt. Xci
turgim cir odhi up ta b`gi dgm @ j`ssim cir, kigtly dt o`rst tcig w`tc kraw`gk
pdss`ag.
Xci eraji orab by l`ps. ’Dri wi kitt`gk taa pdss`agdti1‟
’Ga.‟ @ j`ssim cir dkd`g. Xci riturgim by j`ss oar d babigt tcig pullim
dwdy dkd`g.
’Eut wi hdg–t ma dgytc`gk sixudl. @s tc`s sixudl1‟
’Gat yit eut `t–s lidm`gk ta `t. [i–ll stap wcig wi kit taa pdss`agdti.‟
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’Xa j`ss`gk yau l`ji tc`s,‟ sci j`ssim bi kigtly ag by l`ps, ’`s ajdy, eut
j`ss`gk yau l`ji tc`s,‟ sci j`ssim bi dkd`g, cir l`ps sigsudlly hdriss`gk b`gi
oar d lagk t`bi eioari sci eraji aoo, ’`sg–t dllawim1‟ Xci stdyim tciri laaj`gk
`gta by iyis.
’Pidc,‟ @ eridtcim, ’tcdt wds kaam . . . @ bidg . . . yidc.‟
Xci ldukcim.
@ kr`ggim. ’@ tc`gj wi hdg st`ll j`ss l`ji tcdt ds lagk ds wi mag–t ma `t taa
lagk.‟
Xci rd`sim cir iyieraws dgm kdvi bi d mauetoul laaj.
’@t waulm ei taa sdm `o wi haulmg–t j`ss l`ji tcdt dgybari.‟
Xci kr`ggim dt bi, dgm @ lidgim `g dgm j`ssim cir l`ps w`tc lats ao t`gy
j`ssis.
Xci s`kcim. ’]casi l`ttli j`ssis kit bi pdss`agdti.‟
@ ldukcim. ’Ivirytc`gk wi ma bdjis us pdss`agdti!‟
Xci pautim. ’Lit–s try gat ta bdji idhc atcir taa pdss`agdti dgybari, tciri–s
ga pa`gt stdrt`gk wcdt wi hdg–t o`g`sc. @t–s agly agi yidr tcig wi hdg ma
ivirytc`gk.‟
’Pidc, eut wi–ri gat eitratcim yit.‟ @ pullim cir ta bi dgm wi j`ssim l`ji `t
wds tci ldst t`bi wi–m ivir j`ss l`ji tcdt dkd`g. O`gdlly wi eraji dpdrt, eatc
ao us eridtc`gk cdrm.
’Bdyei wi scaulm ka edhj ta tci hdbps`ti eioari wi kit aursilvis `g traueli.‟
’@t–s ajdy, tcdt wds aur ldst pdss`agdti j`ss.‟
’Ga, tc`s `s.‟ Xci j`ssim bi dkd`g dgm @ haulm oiil tci pdss`ag r`s`gk `g bi.
’[i–vi kattd stap.‟ @ kigtly puscim cir dwdy.
’@ jgaw.‟ Xci sb`lim w`stoully. ’]ci gixt t`bi wi j`ss l`ji tcdt w`ll ei aur
wimm`gk g`kct.‟
@ sb`lim dt tci tcaukct ao `t.
’@ hdg–t wd`t ‛t`l wi–ri bdrr`im, Vdhc.‟
’[i–ll bdji lavi dll tci t`bi.‟
Xci k`kklim. ’[i–ll igm up cdv`gk lats ao ede`is.‟
@ ldukcim. ’Pau–ll ei ag e`rtc hagtral @ capi.‟
’@ jgaw, s`lly, @ wds fust faj`gk.‟
’@ wdggd igfay l`oi takitcir oar d wc`li eioari wi cdvi dgy hc`lmrig, dgm
wi–ll eatc cdvi halliki ta kit tcraukc o`rst.‟
’@–m lavi ta ei d bab. @ hdg fust `bdk`gi d l`ttli Vdhc fug`ar, ci–m ei sa huti.‟
’@o wi cdvi d k`rl wca laajs dgytc`gk l`ji cir babby sci–m ei tci hutist
l`ttli k`rl `g tci wcali warlm.‟
Xci sb`lim. ’[i scaulm ka edhj. @t–s stdrt`gk ta kit mdrj.‟
’@ w`sc wi haulm fust stdy ciri dll g`kct.‟
’@ jgaw.‟ Xci s`kcim. ’Eut wi ridlly scaulm ka, by pdrigts w`ll ei warr`im
deaut us. ]c`s wds bidgt ta ei d scart wdlj ribibeir.‟
’Pidc.‟ @ s`kcim. ’[i mag–t wdggd lasi tci`r ldst l`ttli e`t ao trust `g us.‟
Uiluhtdgtly wi kat ta aur oiit dgm @ hdsudlly eruscim sabi sdgm aoo cir
eattab.
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’Vdhc!‟ Xci k`kklim, dgm @ kr`ggim.
Xci taaj by cdgm dgm wi slawly wdljim edhj.
Cir pdrigts laajim v`s`ely ril`ivim ta sii us, eut tciy m`mg–t sdy dgytc`gk ar
dsj wcdt wi–m eiig up ta. @ kuiss tciy wdgtim ta scaw tciy st`ll cdm sabi
od`tc `g us.
[i sdt draugm tci hdbpo`ri tdlj`gk ldti `gta tci g`kct. @ m`mg–t wdgt ta lidvi
dgm tciy siibim riluhtdgt oar bi ta ka, eut ivigtudlly wi dll cdm ta kit sabi
sliip. @ sd`m by kaamg`kcts oar tci ldst t`bi. [cig @ kat cabi `t wds dlridmy
pdst 4db. @ oill `gta eim, kldm @ wds taa t`rim ta tc`gj deaut tabarraw.
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@ waji up dgm laajim dt tci hlahj. @t wds dlridmy 0db. @ fubpim aut ao eim.
[cdt `o tciy‐vi dlridmy liot1 [aulm tciy wd`t oar bi1 @ kat hcdgkim, krdeeim tci silo partrd`t, dgm cidmim avir ta tci`r hdbps`ti. @
m`mg–t giim ta curry tcaukc, tci`r tigts wiri st`ll tciri dgm tciri wds ga s`kg
tciy–m ivig stdrtim pdhj`gk up yit.
’Kaam barg`gk, Vdhc.‟ Fadggd–s batcir wds st`rr`gk sabitc`gk ag tci stavi.
’Cdvi yau cdm eridjodst1‟
’Ga.‟
’[ill s`t mawg tcig, @–b bdj`gk sabi adtbidl. Fadggd–s tdj`gk d scawir dgm
cir odtcir cds kagi ta sii wcdt–s tdj`gk cir sa lagk.‟ Xci sb`lim dt bi.’[cdt–s tcdt yau–vi kat tciri1‟
’@t–s d pd`gt`gk oar Fadggd.‟
’Hdg @ sii1‟
@ cilm `t up oar cir.
’]cdt–s viry kaam.‟ Xci siibim surpr`sim.
’]cdgjs.‟ @ sb`lim.
@ hdukct s`kct ao Fadggd hab`gk edhj orab cir scawir. Xci wds widr`gk d
l`kct yillaw subbir mriss, dgm cir lagk cd`r scagi l`ji kalm. Xci sdw bi dgmd eidut`oul sb`li eraji dhrass cir odhi. Xci mdghim `gta tci hdbps`ti dgm spug
draugm `g oragt ao bi bdj`gk tci eattab ao cir mriss oladt up.
’Kaam barg`gk by lavi.‟ Xci kdvi bi d l`ttli j`ss ag tci l`ps. @ haulmg–t cilp
sb`l`gk.
’[cdt taaj yau sa lagk1‟ Cir bab dsjim.
’@ wds bdj`gk bysilo pritty oar Vdhc.‟ Xci sb`lim dt bi.
’[ciri–s yaur odtcir1‟ Cir bab dsjim w`tc hagstirgdt`ag `g cir va`hi.
’Xt`ll `g tci edtcraab,‟ Fadggd sd`m w`tcaut tdj`gk cir iyis aoo bi. ’[ill eridjodst `s ridmy. Pau hdg s`t avir ciri, Vdhc.‟ @ haulmg–t tdji by iyis
aoo Fadggd. [i wiri fust stdr`gk dt idhc atcir. ’Vdhc1‟ Fadggd–s batcir wds
laaj`gk dt bi w`tc rd`sim iyieraws. ’Pau hdg s`t ciri,‟ sci ripidtim.
’Ajdy.‟
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[i taaj aur sidts dgm cir bab sirvim us eridjodst. Fadggd gat`him tci
pd`gt`gk.
’@ cdvi sabitc`gk ta k`vi yau, taa.‟
Cir odtcir drr`vim dgm sdt mawg dt tci tdeli w`tc us. ’Kaam barg`gk.‟ Ci
sb`lim. ’[i cdvig–t kat tci idrly stdrt @ wds cap`gk oar, eut @ tc`gj wi–ll st`ll
ei ag aur wdy eioari b`mmdy.‟
’@–ll cilp yau pdhj up,‟ @ aooirim.
’]cdgjs, Vdhc. Pau hdg cilp Fadggd w`tc cir tigt.‟
Dotir eridjodst, Fadggd dgm @ wigt ta cir tigt. @ laajim tcraukc tci maarwdy
ixpiht`gk tci sdbi biss @–m siig ldst t`bi, eut sci–m pdhjim bast ao cir tc`gks
dlridmy.
@t oilt wi`rm ei`gk `g cir tigt dkd`g, l`ji `t wds d oare`mmig pldhi. @ oaugm tci
d`r rilidsi ag cir bdttriss dgm wi eatc ldy ag `t ta squiizi tci d`r aut. [i
stdrim dt idhc atcir ds wi sdgj `gta tci mioldt`gk bdttriss, dgm sci j`ssim bi
saotly ag tci l`ps eioari sci kat up dkd`g. [i oalmim dgm squdscim tci bdttriss
ugt`l `t wds habplitily oldt, tcig @ cilpim cir bavi cir edks dgm stuoo aut ao
tci tigt.
[i warjim takitcir ta tdji tci tigt mawg, oalm`gk `t up dgm stuoo`gk `t `gta
tci tigt edk. [cig wi–m o`g`scim, wi fust staam tciri laaj`gk dt idhc atcir, gat
sdy`gk dgytc`gk. Ivirytc`gk oilt sa wi`rm.
Cir pdrigts– tigt wds dlridmy mawg, dgm cir odtcir wds eusy try`gk ta o`t
ivirytc`gk `gta tci trugj ao tci`r hdr. Cir bab wds pdhj`gk dll tci`r
haajwdri. @t m`mg–t laaj l`ji wi cdm buhc t`bi.
Fadggd laajim `gta by iyis sa `gtigsily. ’^rab`si yau wag–t oarkit bi1‟
’@ wag–t oarkit yau.‟
’Pau–ll wr`ti ta bi1‟
’Pis.‟
’@ cdvi tc`s oar yau.‟ Xci cdgmim bi dg igvilapi. ’@t cds by dmmriss dgm
pcagi gubeir.‟
’@ scaulm k`vi yau b`gi taa.‟
’Pau hdg wr`ti `t `g by m`dry.‟ Xci muk `gta cir edk dgm cdgmim bi cir
m`dry dgm d pig. @ apigim `t ta tci ldst pdki dgm wrati mawg by pcagi
gubeir, dmmriss dgm ibd`l, dgm @ dlsa wrati ‛@–ll sii yau saag. @ lavi yau.–
Xci ridm `t ds @ wrati. ’@ lavi yau taa, Vdhc.‟ ]idrs willim up `g cir iyis. ’Ei
stragk oar eatc ao us, ajdy1 Mag–t lasi capi. @–ll ei prdy`gk oar yau.‟
’@–ll ei prdy`gk oar yau taa.‟ ]ci bushlis `g by fdw dhcim w`tc dll tci
ibat`ags @ wds try`gk ta calm `g.
Xci tcriw cir drbs draugm bi dgm wi cilm idhc atcir t`kct, dgm tcig wi
j`ssim. @t wds d lagk j`ss. [i m`mg–t hdri deaut tci rulis, ar cir pdrigts
wdthc`gk us. @ m`mg–t wdgt ta stap j`ss`gk cir, eut o`gdlly sci lit ka. ’Pau
eittir gat eridj by cidrt.‟ Xci j`ssim bi dkd`g l`kctly ag by l`ps. @ laajim
draugm ta sii cir pdrigts stdgm`gk tciri, cir bab cdm tidrs `g cir iyis dgm
ivig cir odtcir laajim d l`ttli ibat`agdl. Ci hdbi avir dgm kdvi bi d cuk,
sldpp`gk bi ag tci edhj.
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’[i–ri kaggd b`ss yau, Vdhc. [i–ll ei jiip`gk yau `g aur prdyirs dgm capi
wi–ll sii yau dkd`g saag.‟
@ m`mg–t sdy dgytc`gk, fust gammim.
Cir batcir hdbi dgm kdvi bi d cuk taa. ’Pau–ri d kaam eay, Vdhc. @–b sarry
oar tci tc`gks @ sd`m eioari.‟
@ gammim dgm laajim dt Fadggd dkd`g. Xci kdvi bi d erdvi sb`li tcraukc cir
tidrs. @ fust wdgtim ivirytc`gk ta stdy l`ji tcdt, stdr`gk `gta idhc atcir–s iyis,
eut sci wds kagi. @ sdw cir odhi prissim dkd`gst tci w`gmaw, cir hciijs wit
w`tc tidrs ds tciy mravi dwdy, dgm sci wds kagi. @ staam tciri oar d babigt
ds `o cap`gk sci–m habi edhj ta bi, tcig `g d mdzi @ turgim dgm stdrtim
wdlj`gk cabi. By v`s`ag elurrim dgm dll by ibat`ags hdukct up w`tc bi. @
stdrtim rugg`gk, gat wdgt`gk dgyagi ta sii bi l`ji tcdt. Xabicaw @ bdgdkim
ta o`gm by wdy ta tci scdhj dgm oill ag tci eim. Dll ao bi dhcim oar cir dgm
tci oiil`gk ao lass wds ugeidrdeli.
@ taaj tci igvilapi aut ao by pahjit dgm hdrioully apigim `t l`ji `t wds tci
bast prih`aus tc`gk `g tci warlm ta bi. @gs`mi wds d r`ppim aut pdki orab cir
m`dry. @ ugoalmim `t dgm ridm.
Midr Vdhc,
ey tci t`bi yau ridm tc`s @‐ll praedely ei hry`gk by iyis aut, eut @ mag‐t hdri caw
pd`goul aur pdrt`gk `s, @ waulm eidr dgy pd`g ta cdvi cdm tc`s t`bi w`tc yau. @‐m eidr
dgy pd`g ta cdvi tc`s lavi oar yau `g by cidrt. Pau dri by eist or`igm dgm by saul
bdti. Pau cdvi bdmi bi sa cdppy. @ w`ll calm agta tc`s cdpp`giss wc`li @ wd`t oar
yau ta habi ta bi. @ prdy tcdt Kam w`ll jiip yau stragk dgm `t wag‐t ei taa cdrm oar
yau, dgm @ prdy tcdt dlsa oar bi. @ prdy Kam w`ll bdji d wdy oar yau ta habi dgm ei
w`tc bi saag sa wi drig‐t sipdrdtim oar taa lagk. @ giim yau Vdhc. @ w`ll ei wd`t`gk
oar yau, dgm ivig tcaukc wi dri sipdrdtim ey sa bdgy b`lis @ w`ll lavi yau l`ji yau
dri r`kct ciri w`tc bi iviry mdy. @ wag‐t lit by cidrt oarkit yau. Mag‐t lit yaur cidrt
oarkit bi. Mag‐t lit yaur lavi oar bi m`i, jiip `t dl`vi `g yaur cidrt, dgm habi ta bi
wcig yau hdg. Lavi w`tc bdgy, bdgy cuks dgm j`ssis,
Fadggd
@t l`stim dll cir hagtdht mitd`ls eilaw cir gdbi.
@ slubpim edhj ag tci eim. By cidrt dhcim w`tc lavi oar cir, @ b`ssim cir sa
buhc dlridmy. Eut sci wds r`kct, @–m eidr dgy pd`g ta cdvi cdm tc`s t`bi w`tc
cir dgm ta cdvi tc`s lavi oar cir.
@ stdrtim ta prdy dgm by cidrt fust eraji apig. @ paurim `t dll aut ta Kam
dsj`gk c`b ta ei w`tc cir eihdusi sci giimim c`b gaw, dgm @ dsjim Kam ta
cilp bi taa eihdusi @ oilt sa dlagi dgm last w`tcaut cir. @ oilt d pidhi habi
avir bi. @ kat d pig dgm sabi pdpir dgm stdrtim wr`t`gk cir d littir.
Midr Fadggd,
@ lavi yau sa buhc. ]ci littir yau kdvi bi eioari yau liot wds sa piroiht dgm fust
wcdt @ giimim. @ lavi yau oar wr`t`gk `t oar bi. @ capi tc`s littir w`ll hciir yau up ds
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buhc ds yaurs m`m oar bi. @ db wr`t`gk `t qu`hjly sa @ hdg kit `t aut eioari tci bd`l
habis. @ capi `t w`ll kit ta yau ey Bagmdy. @ b`ss yau sa buhc dlridmy dgm yau agly
fust liot. @ w`ll tc`gj deaut yau iviry mdy dgm @ wag‐t stap tc`gj`gk deaut yau dgm
lav`gk yau. Capioully @‐ll cidr edhj orab tcasi hallikis viry saag dgm wi wag‐t ei
sipdrdtim oar lagk. Kam w`ll bdji d wdy oar us, @ jgaw ci w`ll. @ lavi yau sa buhc.
[i‐ll ei takitcir saag dgm tc`s scart sipdrdt`ag w`ll ei d m`stdgt bibary tcdt w`ll
odmi `g tci l`kct ao aur cdpp`giss takitcir. @ w`ll ei prdy`gk oar yau ta stdy stragk
dgm ribd`g pas`t`vi. Fust calm ag d l`ttli wc`li lagkir. @ w`ll habi ta yau saag.
[`tc dll by lavi,
Vdhc
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]ig
’Vdhc, pcagi oar yau!‟ By bab yillim tcraukc tci maar. @ fubpim up oull ao
ixh`tim dgt`h`pdt`ag. @ wds pritty suri wca `t waulm ei.
@ oallawim by bab ta tci causi dgm p`hjim up tci pcagi. ’Cilla1‟
’Vdhc, `t–s bi!‟ Ds saag ds @ cidrm cir va`hi dll by lavi oar cir wdscim avir
bi l`ji d wdvi.
’Fadggd, @–vi b`ssim yau sa buhc.‟
’@ b`ss yau taa.‟
’M`m yau fust kit cabi1‟ ’Ldti ldst g`kct.‟
’@–vi eiig wd`t`gk ta cidr orab yau. Caw wds tci tr`p edhj1‟
’@ hr`im pritty buhc tci wcali wdy cabi, `t mravi by pdrigts hrdzy, eut @–b
ajdy tcaukc.‟
’Dww. M`m yau kit by littir1‟
’Ga1 Pau sigt bi d littir dlridmy1‟
’Pidc, @ lavim tci littir yau kdvi bi.‟
’]cdt–s kaam. @ hdg–t tdlj oar lagk.‟ ’Ma yau wdggd hcdt agl`gi1‟
’[i agly cdvi by mdm–s habputir ciri. Ci lits bi usi `t eut @–b gat suri
caw pr`vdti `t waulm ei. @–m rdtcir fust wr`ti ta yau.‟
’Ajdy. Caw dri yaur pdrigts1‟
’]ciy–ri kldm ta ei cabi. @–b gat. . .‟ Cir va`hi eraji dgm @ cidrm d qu`it
sae.
’Ciy, Fadggd, mag–t hry.‟
’@–b sarry. . .‟ Cir saes eihdbi laumir.@ m`mg–t jgaw wcdt ta sdy. @ fust l`stigim cilplissly. ’Fadggd1 ^lidsi mag–t hry.
Ivirytc`gk–s ka`gk ta ei ajdy. [i–ll ei takitcir saag.‟
’@–b sarry, @–b sa stup`m. @ scaulm ka.‟
’Pau–ri gat stup`m, yau–ri wagmiroul dgm @ lavi yau.‟
]ciri wiri bari qu`it saes. ’@ eittir ka. Mag–t warry deaut bi, ajdy1‟
’Ajdy.‟
’@ lavi yau.‟
’@ lavi yau taa.‟ Eut sci–m dlridmy kagi. @ cugk up tci pcagi dgm by cidrtdhcim oar cir.
By bab put cir cidm draugm tci j`thcig maar. ’[ds tcdt Fadggd1‟
’Pidc.‟
’Caw `s sci1‟
’Xci wds hry`gk.‟
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’Acc tci paar k`rl. Xci–ll kit avir `t ivigtudlly.‟
’@ mag–t wdgt cir ta kit avir `t,‟ @ sgdppim.
By bab–s iyis w`migim `g surpr`si, dgm @ turgim dgm wdljim aut.
@t cdm eiig ibat`agdlly wrighc`gk cidr`gk Fadggd hry`gk ag tci pcagi l`ji
tcdt. Xci giims bi. @ giim ta ei tciri oar cir. @t wds sa orustrdt`gk tcdt by
mist`gy wdsg–t `g by awg cdgms. @ cdm ta wd`t dgm lit ivigts m`riht bi. Xcaulm
@ fust ka tciri1 Eut `t‐s up ta Kam, @ cdvi ta wd`t dgm sueb`t ta c`s w`ll.
♩♩♩
L`oi gaw hags`stim ao wd`t`gk oar tci bd`l idhc mdy cap`gk oar d littir orab
Fadggd ar agi ao tci hallikis @–m dppl`im ta. @ spigt dll by t`bi wd`t`gk oar
sabitc`gk ta cdppig, @ cdm gatc`gk ilsi ta ma. [cig Fadggd cdm eiig ciri
ivirytc`gk wds cdppy dgm ixh`t`gk, @ laajim oarwdrm ta sii`gk cir iviry mdy.Gaw @ cdm gatc`gk, fust d e`k cali `g by l`oi wciri Fadggd cdm eiig. @–m eiig
ag dg ibat`agdl c`kc w`tc cir dgm gaw @ wds `g w`tcmrdwdl.
By bab wds warr`im deaut bi bap`gk draugm dll mdy. @ m`mg–t hdri tcaukc, @
fust cdm ta wd`t tc`s aut.
Ag Or`mdy barg`gk tci bd`lbdg mil`virim. Ds saag ds @ sdw `t @ jgiw `t wds
orab Fadggd. @ cdm ta ldukc”tci igvilapi cdm huti l`ttli st`hjirs dgm lavi
cidrts dll avir `t. @t oilt tc`hj taa. @ taaj `t edhj ta by raab ta apig `t. ]ciriwiri d lat ao pcatas ao cir, dgm d littir.
Midr Vdhc,
@ kat yaur littir tamdy. @t hdbi ag ]uismdy sa yau wiri agly agi mdy aoo. @t bdmi bi
oiil cdppy dkd`g.
@‐b sarry @ hr`im ag tci pcagi. @ prab`sim bysilo @ waulmg‐t ma tcdt. @ jgaw `t bust
cdvi eiig cdrm oar yau. @‐b o`gi tcaukc, ridlly. @t wds fust tcdt babigt cidr`gk yaur
va`hi dkd`g dgm b`ss`gk yau sa buhc. @‐b sarry @ m`m tcdt ta yau. @ lavi yau dgm @b`ss yau eut @ db cdppy. @ tc`gj ao yau dll tci t`bi dgm @ cdvi cdppy tcaukcts ao
aur outuri takitcir. @‐b gat b`sirdeli, fust `bpdt`igt oar us ta ei takitcir dkd `g. [`ll
yau hdll bi wcig yau cidr deaut halliki1 @‐b trust`gk `g Kam oar ivirytc`gk. Ci
jgaws wcdt‐s eist oar us, ivig tc`s t`bi ao sipdrdt`ag. @t bdjis aur od`tc stragkir
wcig wi lidrg ta lidg ag c`b wcig wi giim c`b tci bast.
@ cdvig‐t eiig ma`gk buhc s`ghi @ kat cabi. @ hdllim by or`igms dgm talm tcib deaut
yau. @‐ll praedely ka sii tcib tamdy ar @‐ll sii tcib dt hcurhc ag Xugmdy. Pau scaulm
o`gm d hcurhc ta ka ta sa yau drig‐t dlagi `g yaur od`tc. @ cdvi yaur partrd`t ag by wdll gixt ta by eim sa yaur odhi `s tci o`rst tc`gk @ sii
wcig @ wdji up. @‐b sigm`gk yau sabi pcatas. @ wrati ag tci edhj ao idhc agi wciri
`t wds dgm caw alm @ wds. @‐m lavi sabi pcatas ao yau `o yau cdvi dgy yau haulm sigm
bi.
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@ lavi yau Vdhc. @ capi yau‐ri aj. [r`ti bi edhj vir y saag aj1 Lavi orab yaur
k`rlor`igm wca lavis yau bari tcdg dgyagi ilsi `g tci wcali warlm.
Fadggd xxx
@ s`kcim. @ wds kldm Fadggd cdm cir or`igms ta jiip cir eusy. Xci wds r`kct, @
giimim ta kit aut dgm ma sabitc`gk, @ wds vikitdt`gk ciri. Bdyei @ scaulm try
ka`gk ta hcurhc, eut @ m`mg–t oiil l`ji biit`gk giw piapli.
@ laajim tcraukc tci pcatas sci–m sigt bi. ]ciri wds agi ao cir ds d huti
oaur yidr alm w`tc viry elagm cd`r, dgm dgatcir ao cir ds d edey ei`gk cilm ey
cir buhc yaugkir laaj`gk batcir. ]ciri wiri lats ao pcatas ao cir ds @ jgiw
cir taa”d yaugk tiigdkir, dlwdys cdppy dgm sb`l`gk, sa pcatakig`h dgm
eidut`oul.
]cig @ jgiw wcdt @ wdgtim ta ma. @ giimim ta euy sabi bari hdgvdsis.
♩♩♩
Midr Fadggd,
@ b`ss yau sa buhc. @ wigt oar d wdlj ta yaur hdbps`ti l`ji @ usim ta wcig yau wiri
ciri, eut ga agi `s hdbp`gk tciri gaw. @ stdrtim pd`gt`gk dkd`g, ma`gk sabi partrd`ts
ao yau. Paur pcatas `gsp`rim bi. By bab tc`gjs @‐b aesissim w`tc yau gaw, cd cd.
@‐b sigm`gk yau sabi pcatas ao bi taa.
@ cdvig‐t cidrm edhj orab dgy hallikis yit. Capioully @ w`ll saag. @‐vi eiig prdht`h`gkby ku`tdr, dgm ivig wrati d sagk deaut yau, tcaukc `t‐s ridlly edm dgm saugms
mipriss`gk wcig @ pldy `t. @ b`ss yau dgm tci oug wi dlwdys cdm takitcir. L`oi `sg‐t
tci sdbi ciri w`tcaut yau, `t‐s sa ear`gk. @ mag‐t wdgt ta spigm t`bi w`tc dgyagi ilsi.
L`oi `s fust sdm oar bi r`kct gaw, eut tcdt‐s aj, `t‐ll bdji `t dll tci eittir wcig @ kit
ta ei w`tc yau dkd`g `g Halardma. @ hdg‐t wd`t ta sii yau dgm calm yau dgm j`ss yau.
@ t‐s trui tcdt desighi bdjis tci cidrt kraw oagmir. @ kuiss @ db aesissim w`tc yau eut
@‐b `g lavi w`tc yau sa wcy gat1 @ lavi yau w`tc dll by cidrt dgm @ b`ss yau w`tc by
miipist lagk`gk. @ w`sc @ wds tciri w`tc yau dlridmy eut @ fust cdvi ta ei pdt`igt dgmlit Kam warj ivirytc`gk aut. @‐b prdy`gk oar yau, dgm oar us, tcdt wi‐ll ei takitcir
saag. @ w`sc @ st`ll cdm yau ta tdlj ta deaut tc`gks. @‐b ka`gk ta try ka`gk ta hcurhc ag
Xugmdy. @ mag‐t ridlly wdgt ta eut @ tc`gj @ scaulm. @‐vi cidrm ao agi tcdt cds d lat ao
yaugk piapli tcdt ka tciri, sa @‐ll try tcdt.
@ lavi tcdt yau‐ri by k`rlor`igm. Pau dri sa wagmiroul. Paur eiduty `s tci autwdrm
pdhjdk`gk ao tci tridsuri tcdt yau dri. @‐b sarry @‐b saugm`gk sappy dt tci babigt. @
jgaw @‐b d l`ttli aesissim, eut caw hdg @ gat ei aesissim w`tc tci bast wagmiroul
hridturi ag idrtc1 @ dmari yau. Lavi orab yaur eayor`igm wca tc`gjs ci‐s tci luhj`ist kuy ag idrtc ta ivig jgaw
yau, dgm wca lavis yau bari tcdg dgyagi ilsi `g tci wcali warlm.
Vdhc
♩♩♩
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@ tari apig tci pdhjdki tcdt cdm fust eiig mil`virim. @ jgiw `t wds orab
Fadggd eut wcdt wds `t1 @ pullim aut d eax. @t wds d v`mia tdpi. @ ridm tci
bdrjir pig wr`t`gk ag `t, ‛D v`mia littir ta Vdhc w`tc dll by lavi, Fadggd.–
@ wdgtim ta wdthc `t r`kct dwdy eut tci agly v`mia pldyir wi cdm wds dt tci
causi dgm @ m`mg–t wdgt ta wdthc `t w`tc by pdrigts draugm. Luhj`ly tciy wiri
eatc ka`gk aut.
@ puscim tci v`miatdpi `gta tci bdhc`gi dgm Fadggd–s odhi dppidrim.
’C` Vdhc.‟ Xci eidbim. ’Ybb . . . wcdt scaulm @ sdy1‟ Xci k`kklim, dgm @
cidrm dgatcir va`hi sdy sabitc`gk, tcig Fadggd spaji dkd`g. ’By or`igm
Ibbd `s cilp`gk bi bdji tc`s v`mia. ]urg `t draugm, Ib.‟
]ci hdbird sw`vilim draugm ta scaw dgatcir sb`l`gk yaugk odhi.
’C` Vdhc, @–vi cidrm sa buhc deaut yau. @–b Fadggd–s eist or`igm dgm wi ka ta
tci sdbi c`kc shcaal. @ hdg–t wd`t ta biit yau. Gaw edhj ta Fadggd.‟
]ci hdbird swugk draugm dkd`g dgm rioahusim ag Fadggd.
’Vdhc, @ tcaukct yau–m l`ji d v`mia littir `gstidm ao d rikuldr littir sa yau hdg
sii bi dkd`g dgm cidr by va`hi. @ kat mrissim up oar yau. Ma yau rihakg`zi
wcdt @–b widr`gk1‟ ]ci hdbird zaabim aut orab cir sb`l`gk odhi ugt`l @ haulm
sii dll ao cir, dgm sci wds widr`gk tci sdbi yillaw mriss sci wari tci ldst
mdy @ sdw cir. Xci spug draugm `g oragt ao tci hdbird bdj`gk cir mriss oladt
up dkd`g.
’]c`s `s by raab.‟ ]ci hdbird pdggim draugm d oib`g`gi laaj`gk eimraab
w`tc l`kct-purpli wdlls, d lat gidtir tcdg cir tigt cdm eiig. @ sdw cir eim, dgm
by pd`gt`gk ag tci wdll deavi `t.
’Xcaw c`b tci v`iw orab by w`gmaw,‟ Fadggd–s va`hi sd`m aoo hdbird. ]ci
hdbird eaughim tawdrms cir w`gmaw dgm @ haulm sii cir edhjydrm laaj`gk
mawg ag `t orab deavi. ]ci hdbird pdggim up scaw`gk d gi`kcear–s causi,
tcig avir tci raaotaps tci rukkim pidjs ao tci baugtd`gs `g tci m`stdghi.
’[aw,‟ @ wc`spirim ta bysilo.
Fadggd prahiimim ta k`vi bi d ku`mim taur ao cir causi, sp`gg`gk draugm dgm
wdlj`gk edhjwdrms ta tdlj `gta tci hdbird, sci k`kklim dgm hcdttim ds sci
bdmi cir wdy mawg tci cdllwdy. @g tci j`thcig sci oaugm cir bab.
’Xdy c` ta Vdhc, @–b bdj`gk d v`mia oar c`b.‟
’Ac, c` Vdhc, @ capi ivirytc`gk `s will w`tc yau.‟ Cir bab sb`lim.
]ci taur hagt`guim draugm tci rist ao tci causi, tcig edhj ta cir eimraab
dkd`g wciri tci hdbird zaabim `g hlasi ta Fadggd–s eidut`oul odhi aghi bari.
’@ b`ss yau, Vdhc. @ capi tc`s v`mia bdjis yau d l`ttli cdpp`ir. @ mag–t wdgt
yau ta ei miprissim. @ lavi yau.‟ Xci lidgim tawdrms tci hdbird dgm kdvi tci
ligs d j`ss. ]ci `bdki last oahus tcig tci shriig wigt eldgj.
@–m eiig sb`l`gk tci wcali t`bi @ wds wdthc`gk `t dgm gaw by odhi bushlis
wiri sari. @ riwaugm `t dgm wdthcim dkd`g. @t wds sa kaam sii`gk cir dkd`g.
^catas dri taa st`ll, tciy mag–t scaw tci l`oi ao d pirsag. @ lavim sii`gk cir
er`kct, cdppy odhi, dgm tci wdy sci bavim. @ cdvi suhc d eidut`oul k`rlor`igm.
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@ oilt cdppy oar tci rist ao tci mdy.
♩♩♩
Midr Fadggd,
]cdgj yau oar yaur wagmiroul v`mia. @ lavim sii`gk yaur sb`li dgm cidr`gk yauldukc dkd`g. Pau cdvi ga `mid caw buhc `t bidgt ta bi. @t bdmi bi cdppy dkd`g
oar tci o`rst t`bi `g wiijs.
@ wigt ta hcurhc ag Xugmdy. ]ci bissdki wds kaam dgm tci s`gk`gk wds aj, eut
cdrmly dgyagi tdljim ta bi tci wcali t`bi @ wds tciri, dpdrt orab wcig tciy m`m tc`s
kriit tci pirsag gixt ta yau tc`gk dgm d haupli ao piapli scaaj by cdgm. @ oiil l`ji @
hdg j`gm ao rildti ta tcib tcaukc. @ usim ta sii tcib ds odji eut @ ridl`zi tciy‐ri fust
try`gk ta warj aut tci`r od`tc ds eist tciy hdg. @ tc`gj yaur mdm `s r`kct tcaukc,
Hcr`st`dg`ty `s bidgt ta ei bari tcdg tc`s. @t‐s suppasim ta ei pawiroul dgm sp`r`tudl. @t‐s gat bidgt ta ei fust dgatcir ril`k`ag w`tc bdg-bdmi r`tudls dgm prdht`his, `t‐s
bidgt ta ei ao Kam.
Paur or`igm Ibbd siibs g`hi. ]ill bi deaut yaur atcir or`igms.
@ mag‐t ridlly cdvi buhc ilsi ta sdy eihdusi by l`oi `s sa ear`gk w`tcaut yau. @‐b
fust warj`gk iviry mdy. @‐b st`ll prdht`h`gk by ku`tdr dgm @‐b kitt`gk eittir dt `t. @
b`kct ivig ei kaam dt `t `g 5 ar 8 yidrs. @‐b igfay`gk `t tcaukc, `t‐s l`ji bdj`gk by
awg edhjkraugm bus`h ta by tcaukcts.
@ lavi yau. Pau dri tci agly kaam tc`gk `g by l`oi atcir tcdg Kam. @ tc`gj deaut yaudll tci t`bi. @ hdg‐t wd`t ta ei w`tc yau dkd`g. Capioully tci hallikis w`ll hagtdht bi
saag.
@ lavi yau by eidut`oul, swiit, wagmiroul k`rl. Pau dri `g by cidrt.
Vdhc
♩♩♩
O`gdlly @ kat d littir orab agi ao tci hallikis. @ tari `t apig dgm sj`bbim
mawg”‛[i rikrit ta `goarb yau. . .– @t wds d rifiht`ag littir! @ wds surpr`sim
bari tcdg dgytc`gk. @–m ixpihtim ta kit `g ta dll ao tcib ixhipt bdyei by o`rst
hca`hi wc`hc @ jgiw wds d ridlly cdrm shcaal ta kit `gta. Xtup`m halliki, @
m`mg‐t wdggd ka tciri dgywdy. @ hrubplim tci littir `g by cdgm.
@ mih`mim gat ta till Fadggd deaut `t. [cy warry cir wcig tciri wiri st`ll
tcrii bari shcaals ta cidr orab.
♩♩♩
@ kat twa bari rifiht`ag littirs tci oallaw`gk wiij. @ wds scahjim tcdt @
cdmg–t kat `g ta dgy ao tcib. ]ci agly agi liot ta cidr orab wds by o`rst hca`hi
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shcaal, dgm @ m`mg–t cdvi buhc hago`mighi `g tcdt agi. @ stdrtim prdy`gk oar d
b`rdhli.
♩♩♩
@ waji up dgm tci gaw odb`l`dr oiil`gk ao dgx`ity riturgim. @ cdtim oiil`gk satigsi dll tci t`bi. @ krdeeim by kidr dgm cidmim mawg ta tci eidhc.
O`vi oaat dgm hlidg, tci wdvis wiri fust piroiht. @ sdw Fasc aut tci edhj ds @
pdmmlim aut tcraukc tci eridj.
’Ciy Fasc!‟
’Vdhc! Kaam ta sii yau, bdg. . . p`hjim d kaam mdy. . . sabi suro`gk. . .‟ ]ci
radr ao tci suro mrawgim c`b aut.
@ pdmmlim hlasir eut ci–m hdukct d wdvi dgm wds kagi. Ci wds r`kct tcaukc,
tc`s wds d kridt mdy oar suro`gk. @ hdukct wdvi dotir piroiht wdvi dll barg`gk. Fasc pdmmlim up eis`mi bi ds @ wds wd`t`gk oar tci gixt sit. ’Eist suro ao tci
subbir, mumi. Kldm yau m`mg–t b`ss `t. ]caukct yau–m kagi dll ril`k`aus ag bi
dgm k`vig up suro`gk.‟ @ m`mg–t sdy dgytc`gk eut ci m`mg–t wd`t oar d rispagsi.
’Xuro`gk–s tci agi trui ril`k`ag, by or`igm. [i l`vi dgm wi m`i ey `t.‟ Dgm ci
wds aoo dkd`g, hdthc`gk dgatcir wdvi dgm lidv`gk eic`gm d edm tdsti `g by
bautc. @ hdukct agi ldst wdvi dgm rami `t `g ta scari.
Edhj dt tci scdhj, @ wdscim aoo by witsu`t dgm cugk `t aut ta mry ag tci
edhj mihj. @ lidgim dkd`gst tci waam rd`l`gk dgm laajim aut dt tci ahidg. ]cibd`l waulm ei ciri saag. @ tr`im ta rildx `g tci sug eut @ wds taa ag imki.
^lidsi Kam, lit bi kit `gta tc`s agi halliki. @‐ll ma dgytc`gk yau wdgt. @ ridlly
giim tc`s.
]ci bd`lbdg stappim dt aur eax dgm sabicaw @ jgiw tamdy wds tci mdy. @
wigt dgm o`scim aut tci s`gkli littir dmmrissim ta bi. @t wds orab tci halliki
@–m eiig wd`t`gk ta cidr orab. @ taaj d miip eridtc dgm apigim `t, sj`bb`gk oar
tci hruh`dl sigtighi”‛]ci Dmb`ss`ags Habb`ttii cds riv`iwim yaur dppl`hdt`ag
dgm wi rikrit ta `goarb yau tcdt wi dri ugdeli ta aooir yau d pldhi `g tc`syidr–s hldss.–
Oar d babigt @ last dll pirhipt`ag, ivirytc`gk mdrjigim draugm tcdt agi
sigtighi. @ hruscim tci littir `g by o`st. @ wds sa dgkry”dgkry dt tci hallikis
oar gat sii`gk by tdligt, dgm dgkry dt Kam oar sitt`gk bi up l`ji tc`s. [cy m`m
yau ma tc`s ta bi1 @‐vi last ivirytc`gk @ ivir wdgtim dgm tci agi pirsag @ ivir
lavim. [cy1 @ fust haulmg–t ugmirstdgm `t. Xcaulm @ givir capi oar dgytc`gk
kaam ivir1 Pau‐ll tdji dwdy ivirytc`gk @ wdgt1 Pau cdvi ta mistray bi eioari
@‐b dgy usi ta yau1 [ill yau cdvi!
♩♩♩
@ sdgj `gta tci miipist mipriss`ag @–m ivir jgawg. @ cdm ga agi ta tdlj ta. @
m`mg–t wdgt ta wr`ti ta Fadggd, @ m`mg–t jgaw wcdt @–m sdy ta cir. @ wds dlagi
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dgm sa miprissim. @ st`ll tr`im ta capi `g Kam dgm c`s pldg oar bi eut tciri wds
gatc`gk tciri ta capi oar. @ cdm ga `mid wcdt @ wds ka`gk ta ma gaw.
Ivirytc`gk wds mdrjgiss w`tc ga l`kct dt tci igm ao tci tuggil. @ oilt tatdlly
last.
@ kat dgatcir littir orab Fadggd eut @ m`mg–t ivig apig `t.
Kam ga lagkir oilt gidr ta bi. @o @ prdyim @ haulm cdrmly eil`ivi ci ivig
cidrm bi. @ oilt l`ji @ wds las`gk by od`tc.
@ pd`gtim dgatcir partrd`t ao Fadggd, cir odhi sa pdli, dlbast trdgspdrigt, cir
sb`li l`ji sci–m oarkattig wcdt sci wds sb`l`gk deaut. @t wds Fadggd ds d
odm`gk bibary.
Fust eioari mdyeridj @ kat up dgm wigt oar d lagk wdlj dlagk tci eidhc. @t
wds mdrj dgm klaaby dgm laajim l`ji rd`g wc`hc su`tim by baam.
’[cy m`mg–t yau cilp bi kit `gta halliki1 Pau jgiw caw `bpartdgt tc`s wds
ta bi.‟ @ spaji ta tci sjy dgm tci sjy dgswirim w`tc d s`gkli mrap ao rd`g ag
by oaricidm. ’@s tc`s sabi j`gm ao hruil faji yau–ri pldy`gk ag bi1‟
@ jipt wdlj`gk, `kgar`gk tci mdbp hc`ll. [cdt wds @ ka`gk ta till Fadggd. @
st`ll haulmg–t eidr tci tcaukct ao till`gk cir.
’Xa yau m`mg–t wdgt bi ta bdrry cir1 [cy m`m yau lit us odll `g lavi tcig1
[cy m`m yau k`vi us dll tc`s capi1‟
D hc`ll w`gm eliw dkd`gst bi dgm `t stdrtim ta rd`g. @ yillim `gta tci w`gm,
’ma yau ivig hdri deaut bi dt dll1‟ Xabiwciri miip mawg @ jgiw Kam st`ll
hdrim deaut bi eut @ wdgtim c`s p`ty. @ wdgtim c`b ta oiil sarry oar wcdt ci–m
magi.
@ wdljim dll tci wdy ta tci havi dgm oaugm aur `g`t`dls hdrvim `g tci rahj. @
tauhcim cir ‛F– ds `o `t wds d pdrt ao cir sci–m liot eic`gm.
’@ jgaw tc`s `s yaur w`ll oar bi eut `t–s fust taa cdrm.‟ @ oilt d rusc ao pidhi
habi avir bi, wdrb`gk bi orab w`tc`g. Dll by pldgs oar tci outuri wiri kagi,
dll by capis dgm mridbs wiri avir, eut sabicaw, tcraukc dll tci mdrjgiss, @
jgiw Kam wds st`ll w`tc bi. @ cdm ta trust `g c`b ga bdttir caw edm tc`gks
wiri. @ cilm ag ta tcdt ldst l`ttli e`t ao od`tc w`tc dll tci strigktc @ cdm liot,
eihdusi `t wds tci agly tc`gk @ cdm liot ta calm ag ta. @ oill ta by jgiis `g tci
wit sdgm. ’@ trust `g yau. @ w`ll oallaw yau ga bdttir caw cdrm `t `s. @ k`vi `t
dll ta yau, Larm. Paur w`ll ei magi.‟
@ oilt d miip sigsi ao pidhi oar tci o`rst t`bi `g d lagk t`bi. @t st`ll curt, eut @
agly wdgtim c`s w`ll oar by l`oi.
@ laajim mawg dt tci r`gk ag by o`gkir, tc`s tc`g s`lvir edgm tcdt riprisigtim
sa buhc”dll aur lavi, dll aur capi oar d outuri takitcir. Xabiwciri Fadggd
wds widr`gk d r`gk l`ji tc`s agi dgm sci wds st`ll cap`gk dgm eil`iv`gk `g us.
Oar sabi ridsag tcdt tcaukct kdvi bi capi taa. Xci cdsg‐t k`vig up ag us.
’Kam, @ jgaw yau–vi hlasim dll tci maars, dgm @ dhhipt tcdt, eut `o tciri–s dgy
wdy wi haulm st`ll ei takitcir. . .‟ @ oilt d summig surki ao capi o`ll by cidrt.
’Pau st`ll wdgt us ta ei takitcir, mag–t yau1‟
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Ci–m hlasim tci maars ta halliki eut bdyei ci waulm apig dgatcir maar oar bi
sabicaw. @ fust cdm ta calm ag ta tcdt capi dgm gat k`vi up.
[cig @ kat edhj ta tci scdhj, @ apigim tci littir orab Fadggd. D hdrm oill aut
dgm @ p`hjim `t up. @t wds d cabi-bdmi pdrty `gv`tdt`ag. ‛Pau–ri `gv`tim ta
Fadggd–s swiit 4? e`rtcmdy pdrty.–
@ ugoalmim tci littir tcdt hdbi w`tc `t.
Midr Vdhc,
@‐b kldm yau l`jim tci v`mia. By twa eist or`igms dri Ibbd dgm Hrystdl. ]ciy‐ri
hrdzy dgm ouggy dgm wi cdvi d lat ao oug takitcir. Eut sabit`bis `t‐s l`ji tciy hdg‐t
turg tcdt aoo dgm m`shuss sir`aus tc`gks, wc`hc `s wcy @ b`ss yau sa buhc. Pau‐ri tci
agly pirsag @ hdg ridlly ei bysilo w`tc eihdusi yau‐ri l`ji bi. Pau l`ji ta ei s`lly
sabit`bis dgm cdvi oug, eut yau dlsa l`ji ta tdlj deaut miip tc`gks. @ ridlly lavi by
or`igms eut `o @ try ta cdvi d miip hagvirsdt`ag w`tc tcib tciy turg `t `gta sabitc`gk
stup`m. @t givir usim ta eatcir bi eioari, @ tc`gj `t‐s eihdusi @‐vi hcdgkim sa buhc
s`ghi @ bit yau ”
’Vdhc!‟ ]ci scr`ll va`hi ao by batcir `gtrumim. ’^cagi oar yau. @t–s Fadggd.‟
@ liot tci littir dgm wigt ta tci causi.
’Cilla1‟
’C`, `t–s bi.‟
’C` bi, @ wds fust ridm`gk yaur littir. Xarry @ cdvig–t wr`ttig oar d wc`li.‟
’@ wds eik`gg`gk ta warry, `t–s eiig suhc d lagk t`bi s`ghi yaur ldst littir, `s
dgytc`gk wragk1‟
@ wdgtim ta till cir ivirytc`gk wds o`gi, eut @ haulmg–t l`i ta cir.
’@ m`mg–t wdggd upsit yau. . .‟
’[cy, wcdt–s wragk1‟
@ s`kcim. @ haulmg–t sii dgy wdy draugm `t. ’@ m`mg–t kit `gta halliki.‟
]ciri wds d lagk pdusi. ’M`m yau cidr orab dll ao tcib1‟
’Pidc.‟
’Ac. @ tcaukct `t b`kct ei tcdt, ar yau–m bit sabiagi ilsi dgm odllig aut ao
lavi w`tc bi.‟
’]cdt haulm givir cdppig, yau scaulm jgaw tcdt ey gaw.‟
’Xa wcdt dri yau kaggd ma1‟
’@–b trust`gk Kam. Ci hlasim dll tci maars eut ci hdg st`ll bdji d wdy oar us.
@ eil`ivi ci st`ll wdgts us ta ei takitcir.‟
’Bdyei yau scaulm fust habi. Pau mag–t giim d s`kg `o yau jgaw `g yaur cidrt
wcdt Kam–s w`ll `s. Bdyei ci–s tidhc`gk yau caw ta ei lim ey tci Xp`r`t `gstidm
ao s`kgs.‟
’Pidc, bdyei . . . eut @ dlridmy dsjim oar d s`kg, @ hdg–t `kgari `t gaw fust
eihdusi `t `sg–t wcdt @ wdgtim. Dgm `t–s suhc d e`k tc`gk, `o @ habi ta Halardma
wi–ll ei eitratcim. @t–s d mih`s`ag tcdt–ll dooiht eatc ao us oar tci rist ao aur
l`vis. @ giim Kam ta scaw bi hlidrly tcdt `t–s c`s w`ll dgm `t–s wcdt ci wdgts
oar us. @–b shdrim ao fust mih`m`gk sabitc`gk l`ji tcdt wcig `t–s tc`s `bpartdgt.
Ci jgaws wcdt–s eist oar eatc ao us.‟
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’@–b shdrim ao tci appas`ti tcaukc, Vdhc”tcdt `t `s Kam–s w`ll eut `t wag–t
cdppig eihdusi ao sabi s`kg yau bdmi up ta tist `t wcig Kam m`mg–t ivig wdgt
yau ta ma tcdt. @o yau jgaw tcdt `t–s Kam–s w`ll oar us ta ei takitcir tcig fust
trust Kam, yau mag–t giim d s`kg. @–b shdrim @–ll lasi yau oar ga ridsag wcig @
jgaw wi–ri bidgt ta ei takitcir. @ jgaw w`tcaut d mauet tcdt yau–ri tci agi
oar bi. @ mag–t giim dgy s`kg ta hago`rb tcdt.‟
’Fadggd, Kam hdg ma dgytc`gk. @t wds dg idsy tc`gk oar c`b ta kit bi `g ta dt
lidst agi ao tcasi hallikis. [cy m`mg–t ci1 [ds `t fust hcdghi tcdt @ m`mg–t kit
`g ta dgy ao tcib1 ]wa ao tcib wiri suppasim ta ei idsy shcaals ta kit `gta. @
cdm d kaam partoal`a dgm kaam krdmis. @ scaulm–vi wdljim `g ta dgy ao tcib. @
eil`ivi `g Kam ta apig dgm hlasi tci maars dgm m`riht bi wciri ci wdgts bi ta
ka. @o @–b tci agi oar yau ci w`ll st`ll bdji `t cdppig, eihdusi @ trust c`b ta.‟
’Caw hdg `t cdppig gaw `o Kam cds hlasim tci maars1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw. @ last dll capi wcig @ kat tcdt ldst rifiht`ag littir, @ wds sa
miprissim dgm oull ao silo p`ty, eut @ lidrgim tcdt Kam maisg–t rispagm ta silo
p`ty, ci rispagms ta od`tc. [cig @ kdvi `t dll up ta c`b dgm fust trustim c`b ci
kdvi bi d giw capi. @–b eil`iv`gk `g Kam ta warj tc`gks aut sabi atcir wdy. @
mag–t jgaw caw yit, eut @ jgaw ci w`ll.‟
’Ajdy.‟
’@ lavi yau sa buhc, Fadggd. ]c`s t`bi dpdrt cds eiig d tcausdgm t`bis
cdrmir tcdg @ tcaukct `t waulm ei.‟
’Bi taa. Xabit`bis @ w`sc wi–m fust bdmi lavi dlridmy. ]cig wi–m cdvi ta ei
takitcir.‟
’Pidc. . .‟
’@–b ka`gk ta jiip cap`gk dgm eil`iv`gk oar yau. Mag–t stap wr`t`gk ta bi
tcaukc, Vdhc. Pau mag–t jgaw wcdt `t–s l`ji wd`t`gk ta cidr orab yau dgm
gatc`gk habis.‟
’@–b sarry.‟
’Mag–t ei dord`m ta till bi tci trutc deaut dgytc`gk, dgm mag–t sciltir bi
orab `t. @t fust bdjis bi warry bari dgm stdrt ta tc`gj tci warst, tcdt yau–vi
last `gtirist `g bi ar sabitc`gk.‟
’@–b gat ka`gk ta lasi `gtirist `g yau. D lavi l`ji tc`s maisg–t fust ka dwdy
l`ji tcdt.‟
’Pau hdg ei cagist w`tc bi dgm till bi dgytc`gk.‟
’Dlr`kct.‟
[i wiri eatc s`ligt oar d wc`li, tcig sci spaji `g d wc`bs`hdl va`hi.
’Uibibeir s`tt`gk ag tci eidhc humml`gk up ta idhc atcir1 @ b`ss tcdt sa
buhc, fust ei`gk tciri w`tc yau.‟
’Pidc, bi taa. @ b`ss calm`gk yau hlasi.‟
’@ b`ss aur tdljs, dgm yaur j`ssis.‟ Xci k`kklim. ’Uibibeir aur o`rst mdti1 @t
wds sa buhc oug.‟
’Ivirytc`gk wds oug w`tc yau. ]ciri–s ga oug w`tcaut yau.‟
’Vdhc, `o yau wdgt bi ta @ haulm habi edhj tciri oar tci rist ao subbir.‟
’Caw haulm yau ma tcdt1 Paur pdrigts waulm givir lit yau.‟
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’[i–ll rug dwdy takitcir. @t–ll ei rabdgt`h.‟
@ ridl`zim sci wds fust odgtds`z`gk dgm @ mih`mim ta pldy dlagk. ’Pidc, wi–ll
l`vi ag d trap`hdl `sldgm ey aursilvis.‟
Xci ldukcim. ’Pau–ll cugt oar oaam dgm @–ll haaj `t oar yau. Pau hdg bdji bi d
l`ttli causi.‟
’[i wag–t widr dgy hlatcis dgm wi–ll ka sj`ggy m`pp`gk dll tci t`bi.‟
Xci ldukcim. ’]cdt waulm ei pdrdm`si.‟
’@–ll ei yaur Dmdb dgm yau–ll ei by Ivi.‟
’@–ll k`vi yau dll by lavi. @–ll bdji yau sa cdppy.‟
By cidrt wds stdrt`gk ta dhci. ’Lit–s gat tdlj l`ji tc`s dgybari.‟
’@ jgaw. @ eittir ka. @–vi eiig tdlj`gk taa lagk dlridmy.‟
’Ciy Fadggd, @ lavi yau.‟
’@ lavi yau taa. Eyi.‟
’Eyi.‟
’Dri yau st`ll tciri1‟
’Pidc. @t–s cdrm litt`gk yau ka.‟
’@ jgaw.‟
’Eyi.‟
’Eyi.‟
]ciri wds d hl`hj dgm sci wds kagi.
♩♩♩
’Vdhc, tc`s hdbi `g tci bd`l oar yau.‟ By mdm puscim dg igvilapi ugmir by
maar. ’@t laajs `bpartdgt.‟
@ p`hjim `t up aoo tci olaar. @t laajim l`ji dgatcir halliki littir. @ r`ppim `t
apigim.
Midr Vdhc,
]c`s yidr wi‐vi cdm dg avirwcilb`gk rispagsi ta aur oull drt shcaldrsc`p
dwdrm. Aut ao bari tcdg 5>,>>> dppl`hdgts wi cdvi silihtim yau, dlagk
w`tc g`gi atcirs, ds o`gdl`sts oar tc`s yidr‐s prakrdb. [i w`ll ei
`gtirv`iw`gk idhc o`gdl`st ta mitirb`gi tci rih`p`igts ao tc`s yidr‐s
shcaldrsc`p dwdrm. Pau w`ll giim ta shcimuli dg `gtirv`iw w`tc us tcraukc
aur aoo`hi eitwiig gaw dgm Dukust 44. ^lidsi er`gk ar`k`gdl drtwarjs w`tc
yau ta tci `gtirv`iw oar us ta ivdludti.
Aur halliki ao o`gi drt `s hags`mirim agi ao tci bast prist`k`aus drt
shcaals `g tci haugtry. Aur praoissars dgm odhulty dri dbagk tci bast
c`kcly istiibim `g tci`r rispiht`vi o`ilms.
]ci shcaldrsc`ps w`ll `ghlumi oull tu`t`ag oar d oaur-yidr drts mikrii
prakrdb, ds will ds sabi l`v`gk ixpigsis `ghlum`gk dg dhhabbamdt`ag
dllawdghi. [i risirvi twa pldhis idhc yidr oar aur shcaldrsc`p stumigts.
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@o yau dppl`im ta aur halliki dgm wiri gat dhhiptim tc`s shcaldrsc`p
prav`mis yau w`tc dgatcir hcdghi ta kd`g d pldhi `g tc`s yidr‐s hldss.
[i cidrt`ly hagkrdtuldti yau oar ei`gk hcasig ds d o`gdl`st dbagk sa
bdgy ao yaur piirs. @t `s ga sbdll dhc`ivibigt, dgm yau hdg hags`mir
yaursilo ta ei dbagk tci viry eist ao yaur c`kc shcaal livil
hagtibpardr`is `g drt. [i w`sc yau tci eist ao luhj. Ourtcir quist`ags
hdg ei m`rihtim ta tci aoo`hi ao tci Midg ao Dmb`ss`ags.
[i laaj oarwdrm ta biit`gk yau saag.
@t wds s`kgim ey tci midg ao tci halliki.
@ sdt tciri habplitily stuggim. ]c`s wds by o`rst hca`hi shcaal tcdt @–m fust
rihi`vim d rifiht`ag littir orab. @ ribibeirim sabitc`gk deaut dll dppl`hdt`ags
ei`gk `ghlumim oar dssissbigt `g tci`r shcaldrsc`p prakrdb.
@ wds st`ll stuggim. @ haulmg–t eil`ivi `t wds ridl. ]c`s wds suppasim ta ei agi
ao tci cdrmist drt shcaals ta kit `gta `g tci haugtry. @ tcaukct deaut hdll`gk
Fadggd, sci‐ll ei sa ixh`tim. Eut bdyei @ scaulmg‐t till cir yit. [cdt `o @ mag‐t
kit `t1 ]ciri dri tig piapli ka`gk oar twa pldhis. @ mag‐t wdgt ta rd`si cir capis
up. Eut wcdt `o @ ma kit `t1 @ wds try`gk gat ta lit bysilo kit taa ixh`tim eut @
haulmg–t cilp `t, capi wds `goldt`gk `g bi l`ji d cat d`r edllaag. ]c`s `s sa
cuki! @ cdvi ta eil`ivi tc`s `s Kam‐s w`ll oar us. ]c`s `s tci viry eist ci cdm oar
bi dll dlagk. ]cdgj yau Kam! Paur wdys dri dlwdys kridtir tcdg aurs. Pau
jgaw wcdt‐s eist oar us, wi fust cdvi ta trust `g yau!
@ giimim ta till sabieamy. @ rdg ta tci causi ta o`gm by pdrigts, eurst`gk `g
ag tcib `g tci j`thcig.
’@–b d o`gdl`st oar d shcaldrsc`p ta dg drt shcaal `g Halardma! @ cdvi ta ka ta
dg `gtirv`iw dgm `o @ kit `t, `t pdys oar dll by tu`t`ag dgm sabi l`v`gk ixpigsis
ds will! @t–s agi ao tci eist drt shcaals `g tci haugtry.‟
By pdrigts fust stdrim dt bi.
’Laaj.‟ @ scawim tcib tci littir.
’[cig `s tci `gtirv`iw1‟ By bab saugmim avirly hdut`aus wc`hc krdtim
dkd`gst by iupcar`d.
’@ cdvi ta hdll tcib dgm sit d mdti oar `t.‟
’Caw dri yau ka`gk ta kit tciri1 @t–s d lagk wdy.‟ By bab wds qu`hjly
squdsc`gk by igtcus`dsb.
’Ma yau tc`gj yau haulm ligm bi sabi bagiy oar tci d`rodri1‟
’[cdt–s wragk w`tc tci drt shcaals ciri1 [cy m`mg–t yau m`shuss tc`s w`tc us
eioari yau dppl`im ta sabitc`gk sa odr dwdy1‟ Xci kigu`gily saugmim ugcdppy
deaut `t.
’Eut Bab, tc`s `s l`ji tci appartug`ty ao d l`oit`bi. @t–s agi ao tci eist drt
shcaals, dgm tciy–ll pdy dll by tu`t`ag oar d oaur yidr mikrii.‟
’]c`s `s deaut tcdt k`rl @ suppasi. Xci–s orab Halardma `sg–t sci1‟ By mdm
spaji oar tci o`rst t`bi.
’Pidc, tcdt–s wcy @ dppl`im tciri. [i–ll ei l`v`gk `g tci sdbi tawg `o @ kit
tc`s shcaldrsc`p.‟
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’Pau ridlly hdri oar tc`s k`rl tcig, aev`ausly.‟
’Pidc @ ma.‟
Ci orawgim dgm gammim. ’@–ll k`vi yau tci bagiy.‟
’Uidlly1‟ @ cdmg–t ixpihtim c`b ta ei tci suppart`vi agi.
’@t–s deaut t`bi yau kat aoo yaur eutt dgm m`m sabitc`gk w`tc yaur l`oi.‟
@ sb`lim. ’]cdgjs Mdm.‟
’Eut Xag, yau ma ridl`zi tciri–s ga suro`gk `g Halardma1‟
’Pidc, eut tciy cdvi sgaweadrm`gk.‟ @ kr`ggim.
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Ilivig
[i wiri mui ta ldgm dgm @ wds kitt`gk bari dgm bari girvaus dgm ixh`tim. @
cdmg–t talm Fadggd @ wds hab`gk, @ wdgtim ta surpr`si cir. @–m sit by `gtirv`iw
mdti oar tci sdbi mdy ds cir e`rtcmdy dgm @ wds ka`gk ta scaw up dt cir pdrty
dotirwdrms. Xci‐s kaggd ei sa surpr`sim ta sii bi. @ dlbast ldukcim dt tci
tcaukct ao `t. @ haulmg–t wd`t ta sii cir.
Dotir tci pldgi ldgmim, @ kat by edks, hcihj`gk tcdt by pd`gt`gks cdm
surv`vim tci tr`p ajdy, tcig taaj d tdx` ta tci halliki oar by `gtirv`iw.
@ cdm ta wd`t `g tci laeey auts`mi tci midg–s aoo`hi. @ wds sa girvaus gaw, @jgiw by wcali outuri ristim ag tc`s `gtirv`iw. Kam, k`vi bi pidhi dgm
hago`mighi. @ taaj d miip eridtc dgm rilidsim `t slawly. @ fust capi @ mag‐t sdy
tci wragk tc`gk dgm ru`g ivirytc`gk.
O`gdlly tci rihipt`ag`st hdllim bi. ’Vdhc, yau hdg ka `g gaw.‟ @ staam, dgm by
liks oilt d l`ttli waeely. @ kdtcirim by pd`gt`gks dgm wdljim tcraukc tci
maueli maars `gta d ldrki adj-pdgilim aoo`hi. Mag‐t sdy dgytc`gk stup`m, fust ei
yaursilo .
]ciri wds ga agi `g tci raab dgm @ wagmirim `o @–m habi ta tci r`kct pldhi.]cig d maar apigim dt tci odr igm ao tci raab dgm d tdll, m`st`gku`scim bdg
hdbi tcraukc `t.
’Pau bust ei Vdhc, plidsim ta biit yau. @–b tci midg, Udgmli.‟ [i scaaj
cdgms dgm ci uscirim bi tawdrms tci maar ci–m habi tcraukc. ’@–ll `gtramuhi
yau ta tci atcirs.‟
@ oallawim c`b `gta dgatcir raab. ]ciri wds d ldrki misj w`tc d bdg dgm
wabdg sidtim ag agi s`mi.
’]c`s `s tci m`rihtar ao aur o`gi drts prakrdb, ^raoissar Cdrr`s.‟]ci bdg staam dgm scaaj by cdgm.
’Dgm tc`s `s ^raoissar Ldgkstrab wca lihturis `g drt c`stary dgm partrd`turi.‟
Xci staam dgm scaaj by cdgm ds will.
’]dji d sidt, Vdhc.‟ ]ci midg bat`agim tawdrms tci lagi sidt appas`ti tcib.
@ sdt mawg oiil`gk viry sbdll eic`gm tcdt e`k misj dgm eioari suhc dhdmib`h
lub`gdr`is.
’[ill, Vdhc, wi wiri viry `bprissim w`tc tci sl`mis yau sigt us ao yaur warj.
Ma yau cdvi dgytc`gk bari rihigt wi haulm cdvi d laaj dt1‟ ^raoissar Cdrr`skldghim tawdrms tci hdgvdsis @–m pldhim eis`mi bi.
’Pis, @ eraukct tig ar`k`gdls, dll ao tcib wiri pd`gtim tc`s yidr.‟ [`tc scdjy
cdgms @ pldhim by ugordbim hdgvdsis ag tci misj `g oragt ao tcib, dgm tciy
cilm tcib up agi dt d t`bi ta ixdb`gi tcib.
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’]c`s `s dbdz`gk warj oar sabiagi sa yaugk.‟ Agi ao tci big sd`m, gat
m`rihtim dt bi. ’Laaj dt tc`s.‟ Ci pdssim tci pd`gt`gk ta tci wabdg praoissar.
’]c`s `s viry `gtirist`gk, Vdhc. Hdg yau till bi deaut tc`s agi1‟ Xci turgim
tci pd`gt`gk draugm sa @ haulm sii `t. @t wds tci pd`gt`gk ao Fadggd ds d odm`gk
bibary.
’]cdt–s d partrd`t ao by k`rlor`igm `g d babigt ao mauet deaut aur outuri.‟
’Uidlly1 ]c`s `s sa `gtirist`gk. Pau bdmi cir odhi ixtribily od`gt ds `o yau
cdvi ga ridl `mid wca sci `s. Dt tcdt babigt yau fust mag–t jgaw. ]ci iyis
dgm bautc dri ispih`dlly wagmiroul. @s sci sb`l`gk ar shawl`gk1 Eut wcdt yau
ma jgaw `s tcdt sci–s stdr`gk dt yau, stumy`gk yau `gtigtly, eihdusi sci–s
dsj`gk tci ixdht sdbi quist`ags ao yau. Pau dri eatc d bystiry ta idhc atcir.
Paur pd`gt`gk hdpturis tcdt babigt piroihtly. @t–s d hldss`h pd`gt`gk ao cubdg
ixpir`ighi.‟
@ m`mg–t jgaw wcdt ta sdy. @t wdsg–t tci bidg`gk ao wcdt @–m pd`gtim eut @
wdsg–t deaut ta till tcib tcdt.
’Pau–vi pd`gtim tc`s yaugk wabdg qu`ti aotig, @ sii.‟
’Pis.‟ Xivirdl ao by pd`gt`gks wiri ao Fadggd. Xci laajim dt bi ds `o wd`t`gk
oar dg ixpldgdt`ag. ’Yc, sci–s . . . @–b . . . wi–ri . . . @ . . . lavi cir.‟ @ oilt
ibedrrdssim.
Xci sb`lim. ’Pis, @ sii tcdt hab`gk tcraukc `g tcisi atcir pd`gt`gks. Eut tc`s
agi `s sa odsh`gdt`gk ta bi.‟ Xci pa`gtim dkd`g ta tci odm`gk Fadggd.
’@ dkrii, `t `s d odsh`gdt`gk partrd`t,‟ ^raoissar Cdrr`s spaji up. ’]ci scdpi ao
cir odhi `s s`b`ldr ta tci Dor`hdg bdsjs tcdt cdm suhc dg `goluighi ag idrly
5>tc higtury drt suhc ds ^`hdssa–s Miba`sillis m–Dv`kgag, dgm Mird`g dgm
Erdqui. ]ci ig`kbdt`h laaj ag cir odhi @ hdg agly habpdri w`tc tci Bagd
L`sd. @t–s agi ao tci eittir ixpriss`ag`st pd`gt`gks @–vi siig `g by t`bi ciri.
]cisi pd`gt`gks scaw d odr kridtir bdtur`ty dgm ibat`agdl miptc tcdg yaur
priv`aus warj, Vdhc.‟
@ wds eik`gg`gk ta oiil ibedrrdssim ey dll tc`s c`kc prd`si ei`gk cidpim ag
by pd`gt`gk, ispih`dlly wcig @ cdmg–t bidgt ta rioirighi dgytc`gk ar bdji `t
bidg wcdt tciy tcaukct `t bidgt. @–m gidrly mih`mim gat ta er`gk tcdt pd`gt`gk
w`tc bi ds `t wds sa ibat`agdlly pirsagdl ta bi. @ agly `ghlumim `t ta scaw
sabi vdr`ity `g by warj.
’Xa, Vdhc,‟ ]ci ^raoissar spaji dkd`g, ’[cdt `s yaur pc`lasapcy wcig `t
habis ta yaur drt1‟
’By pc`lasapcy1‟
’Pis, wcy ma yau pd`gt wcdt yau pd`gt1 [cdt `s yaur drt oar1‟ Ci prabptim.
’[ill, @ kuiss @–b try`gk ta hdpturi sabitc`gk . . . sabitc`gk piroiht tcdt–s
eiyagm by ridhc . . . eut by drt `s bari tcdg fust str`v`gk dotir eiduty, @ wdgt
`t ta bidg sabitc`gk. ]a pd`gt sabitc`gk tcdt hdg habbug`hdti d tcaukct ar
oiil`gk. @ mag–t wdgt ta hridti tc`gks tcdt cdvi ga bidg`gk, tcdt dri rdgmab ar
`gst`ghtudl. @ l`ji ta pd`gt w`tc by rdt`agdl b`gm, pldh`gk bidg`gk `gta `t tcdt
`s bidgt ta ei tciri. Xa @ kuiss by pc`lasapcy `s tcdt drt `s dg ixpriss`ag ao
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tci saul, dgm `g by v`iw, tci saul ixprissis `tsilo w`tc purpasi dgm rdt`agdl
hridt`v`ty.‟
^raoissar Cdrr`s–s iyieraws ourrawim. ’Pau mag–t eil`ivi tci saul hdg hridti
tc`gks `gst`ghtudlly, ar dmm suehagsh`aus bidg`gk tcdt tci rdt`agdl b`gm
maisg–t jgaw ar ugmirstdgm1‟
’[ill, @ jgaw bdgy piapli eil`ivi tci saul hdg ixpriss `tsilo suehagsh`ausly
`g drt, eut @ tc`gj tc`s eil`io tcdt drt bdk`hdlly dllaws yaur saul ta ixpriss
`tsilo ughagsh`ausly cds bidgt d lat ao drt `s rdgmab dgm dhtudlly cds ga
bidg`gk. @t lidms ta tc`s wcali `mid tcdt tci bidg`gk ao drt `s wcdtivir tci
v`iwir tc`gjs `t `s. Eut @ eil`ivi tci trui ixpriss`ag ao tci saul `s wcig yau
hagsh`ausly ixpriss sabitc`gk purpasioully. Dgm truly hridt`vi piapli usi tci`r
`bdk`gdt`ag dgm hridt`vi `gtill`kighi ta haghi`vi dgm hridti. ]cdt `s d trui
riprisigtdt`ag ao tci saul, gat sabi rdgmab tc`gk tcdt yau cdvi ta try dgm
`gtirprit ldtir, eut sabitc`gk tcdt cds ridl bidg`gk dgm cds eiig hridtim w`tc
tci purpasi ao ixpriss`gk `t. [cig tci v`iwir `s tci agi wca o`gms bidg`gk `g
tci drt `gstidm ao tci drt`st pldh`gk tci bidg`gk `g `t tciri `s ga raab oar drt
ta spidj d bissdki dgm habbug`hdti `mids. @ eil`ivi wi, ds drt`sts, scaulm
spidj ta tci warlm tcraukc aur drt dgm habbug`hdti ridl bidg`gk `g aur drt,
ar ilsi aur bim`ub `s wdstim dgm tcaukctliss dgm pawirliss.‟
’[cdt deaut tci habbug`hdt`gk ao ibat`ags1‟ ^raoissar Cdrr`s dsjim dkd`g.
’Udgmabgiss hdg–t habbug`hdti dgytc`gk `g by ap`g`ag. @t haulm ei d
rdgmab dttibpt dt hridt`gk eiduty ar sabitc`gk, eut `t `sg–t ixpriss`gk
ibat`ags. ]ci saul hdg ixprissis ibat`ags rdt`agdlly, `sg–t tcdt wcdt paitry
mais1 ]ci rdt`agdl ixpriss`ags ao tci cidrt1 Pau mag–t sii d pait rdgmably
wr`ti mawg warms dgm littirs ta ixpriss c`s ibat`ags.‟
Dll tcrii ao tcib wiri fust stdr`gk dt bi.
]cig tci midg spaji. ’[ill, yau hirtd`gly cdvi sabi stragk ap`g`ags wc`hc
yau–ll ei deli ta ixplari bari oully `g d haursi ao stumy l`ji tc`s agi. C`kcir
lidrg`gk k`vis agi tci appartug`ty ta kd`g d eradmir ugmirstdgm`gk dgm w`mig
agi–s pirspiht`vi.‟
@ hdukct d wc`oo ao hagmishigs`ag `g c`s va`hi.
’@ ugmirstdgm wcdt yau–ri sdy`gk, Vdhc,‟ tci wabdg praoissar gaw spaji,
’dgm @ tcdgj yau oar spidj`gk w`tc suhc cagisty deaut yaur drt`st`h
pc`lasapcy. @ tc`gj wcdt yau giim ta ugmirstdgm, tcaukc, `s tcdt drt `s
gdturdlly `gst`ght`vi. [cig yau pd`gt, yau `gst`ght`vily hcaasi tci halar dgm
wciri yau pldhi `t ag tci hdgvds. Pau jgaw caw ta bdji tcdt pd`gt laaj tci
wdy yau wdgt `t ta. [cig sabiagi pd`gts destrdht drt `t `s gat biri
rdgmabgiss, tciy pd`gt `gst`ght`vily, pldh`gk idhc halar dgm idhc mrap ao pd`gt
wciri tciy `gst`ght`vily wdgt `t ta ka. @g yaur drt yau pd`gt `gst`ght`vily ds
will ds rdt`agdlly eihdusi yau w`sc ta partrdy bidg`gk `g yaur drt, dgm @ tc`gj
tc`s `s wcdt yau dri try`gk ta sdy deaut yaur pc`lasapcy, tcdt yau pd`gt w`tc
bidg`gk dgm gat fust `gst`ght.‟
’Pis, @ sii wcdt yau bidg. @ ma pd`gt w`tc dg drt`st`h `gst`ght, yau–ri r`kct.‟
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Xci sb`lim dt bi. ’@ tc`gj yau–ll ridlly igfay tci `gtillihtudl m`shuss`ags wi
cdvi `g aur drt c`stary dgm pc`lasapcy hldssis.‟
’Mais dgyagi ilsi cdvi dgy ourtcir quist`ags oar Vdhc1‟ ]ci midg laajim
draugm dt tci atcir praoissars. ’Ga1 @s tciri dgytc`gk yau–m l`ji ta dmm, Vdhc1
Ma yau cdvi dgy quist`ags oar us1‟
’Ga.‟ @ scaaj by cidm.
’@o yau haulm stip auts`mi oar d babigt @ tc`gj wi–ll ei deli ta k`vi yau aur
mih`s`ag r`kct dwdy ds wi–vi dlridmy `gtirv`iwim dll tci atcir hdgm`mdtis.
Pau–ri aur luhjy ldst agi.‟
’Ac, ajdy.‟
’Pis, fust stip `gta tci atcir raab. [i–ll hdll yau wcig wi–vi o`g`scim
mil`eirdt`gk.‟
@ wigt edhj aut ta tci atcir raab dgm hlasim tci maar eic`gm bi. @ wdsg–t
ixpiht`gk tc`s, @ m`mg–t tc`gj tciy–m k`vi bi tci virm`ht `gstdgtly. @ wds scdjy
w`tc girvis. Bdg @ wds stup`m sdy`gk dll tcdt stuoo deaut by pc`lasapcy. [cdt
wds @ tc`gj`gk1 ]ciy dlridmy l`jim by pd`gt`gks, @ fust cdm ta jiip `t s`bpli
dgm sdy tci r`kct tc`gks dgm @ wds `g. @ swdllawim. ^lidsi Kam, bdji tcib
odvardeli tawdrms bi.
’Vdhc, yau hdg habi edhj `g gaw.‟ ]ci midg hdllim orab tci maarwdy.
]cdt wds qu`hj. @s tcdt d kaam tc`gk ar d edm tc`gk1 @ hdbi edhj `gta tci
raab dgm taaj by sidt.
’[i–vi mih`mim ta aooir yau tci shcaldrsc`p, Vdhc. Paur drtwarj `s
autstdgm`gk, dgm qu`ti ordgjly yau–ri aur o`rst hca`hi oar tci shcaldrsc`p. ]ci
sihagm pldhi `s ka`gk ta ei d lat cdrmir ta mih`mi,‟ tci midg sd`m, dgm tci
atcirs burburim `g dkriibigt. @ sdt tciri habplitily stuggim.
]ci wabdg praoissar sb`lim j`gmly. ’]ci m`shuss`ag deaut yaur pc`lasapcy
cilpim us sii tci pdss`ag yau cdvi oar yaur drt. Pau aev`ausly tc`gj miiply
deaut tc`gks. [i dlsa haulm sii yau wiri deli ta l`stig ta atcir v`iwpa`gts dgm
lidrg orab tcib dgm dmm tcdt ta yaur awg pirspiht`vi. ]cdt–s wcdt wi l`ji ta
sii `g aur stumigts. Dgm, ao haursi, yaur partrd`turi warj scaws kridt prab`si.
[i–ri laaj`gk oarwdrm ta sii`gk wciri wi hdg tdji yau w`tc tcdt.‟
@ wds st`ll stuggim. @ haulmg–t tc`gj ao dgytc`gk ta sdy.
’@ tc`gj ci–s eiig struhj mube.‟ Agi ao tci big fajim dgm tci atcirs ldukcim
wc`hc cilpim sgdp bi aut ao by mdzi.
’@ hdg–t eil`ivi `t, @ ridlly m`mg–t ixpiht tc`s, tcdgj yau sa buhc.‟
’Hagkrdtuldt`ags, Vdhc, @–b suri yau–ri ka`gk ta bdji d o`gi dmm`t`ag ta aur
shcaal. [i laaj oarwdrm ta sii`gk yau `g tci odll.‟ ]ci wabdg praoissar wds sa
g`hi.
Idhc ao tci praoissars hagkrdtuldtim bi dgm scaaj by cdgm.
’]cdgj yau.‟ @ hallihtim up dll by hdgvdsis.
’[i–ll sigm yau dg aoo`h`dl littir dgm sabi `goarbdt`ag deaut tci shcaldrsc`p,
`ghlum`gk dll tci riqu`ribigts,‟ tci midg sd`m ds ci wdljim bi ta tci maar.
’Uiqu`ribigts1‟
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’Pis, yau–ll cdvi ta jiip up hirtd`g krdmis dgm hldss dttigmdghi. Pau–ll cdvi
d hca`hi eitwiig l`v`gk ag hdbpus ar o`gm`gk yaur awg dhhabbamdt`ag w`tc d
st`pigm ta miordy tci hasts. ]ciri–s d lat bari `goarbdt`ag dgm wi–ll ei sigm`gk
`t aut ta yau `g tci bd`l.‟
’Ajdy.‟
’[ill, hagkrdtuldt`ags dkd`g, dgm wi–ll sii yau `g tci odll.‟ Ci sb`lim dgm
scaaj by cdgm.
@ wds st`ll stuggim ds @ wigt edhj aut ta tci rihipt`ag`st ta halliht by edks. @
scawim cir Fadggd–s e`rtcmdy `gv`tdt`ag ta kit m`riht`ags ta cir causi, dgm sci
sd`m cir striit wds agly o`vi elahjs dwdy, pa`gt`gk `g tci m`riht`ag @ scaulm ka.
@ wdljim aut ao tciri oiil`gk sa ril`ivim dgm cdppy. Fust `bdk`gi wcdt
Fadggd–s ka`gk ta sdy. @ hdg–t wd`t ta till cir.
@ hdrr`im by edks, agi wds sbdll dgm cidvy w`tc by hlatcis `g `t, tci atcir
wds e`k dgm l`kct w`tc fust by hdgvdsis dgm sabi pdmm`gk. @ wdljim `g tci
m`riht`ag @–m eiig talm, eridtc`gk `g tci orisc baugtd`g d`r. @t wds stdrt`gk ta
s`gj `g gaw”@ wds ka`gk ta ka ta drt shcaal. @ wds ka`gk ta bavi ta Halardma. @
wds ka`gk ta bdrry Fadggd! [aw. @t wds sa `bbigsi. By l`oi cdm habplitily
hcdgkim `g agi babigt. ’]cdgj yau Kam!‟ @ sd`m aut laum. @ wds deaut ta sii
by eidut`oul Fadggd dgm k`vi cir tci e`kkist surpr`si dgm tci eist giws ivir.
Xci ivig l`vis hlasi ta tci shcaal, caw kaam `s tcdt1 [i‐ll ei deli ta sii idhc
atcir dll tci t`bi. @ oilt sa kaam @ wdgtim ta lidp `g tci d`r.
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]wilvi
@ strami tci o`vi elahjs w`tc kraw`gk dgt`h`pdt`ag `bdk`g`gk tci laaj ag
Fadggd–s odhi wcig sci apigs tci maar dgm siis bi stdgm`gk tciri.
@t wds d strdgki oiil`gk ei`gk surraugmim ey baugtd`gs `gstidm ao tci ahidg.
@t oilt ighlasim l`ji ei`gk `g d raab w`tcaut d w`gmaw.
@ oaugm Fadggd–s striit dgm stdrtim mawg `t. @t wds d eidut`oul, trii l`gim
striit w`tc ilikdgt alm causis. D oiw elahjs mawg dgm @ wds stdgm`gk `g oragt
ao tci`r stdtily, twa-stary causi pd`gtim elui w`tc d pritty kdrmig `g tci oragt
ydrm. @ wdljim up tci pdtc ta tci`r oragt parhc oiil`gk sa bdgy ibat`ags dtaghi. @ put by edks mawg dgm rdgk tci maareill. [aulmg‐t `t ei dg dgt`hl`bdx `o
sci wdsg‐t ivig cabi.
@ cidrm sabiagi hab`gk dgm tci maar apigim. Fadggd–s batcir staam tciri
el`gj`gk dt bi.
’Vdhc! [i wirig–t ixpiht`gk yau.‟
Eioari @ haulm sdy dgytc`gk @ cidrm d shridb dgm Fadggd hdbi rugg`gk.
’Vdhc!‟ Xci lidpim `gta by drbs. ’Pau–ri ciri!‟
@ wds stuggim, eut ds @ laajim dkd`g upag tci eidut`oul k`rl @ wds `g laviw`tc, cir iyis mdgh`gk, cir odhi rdm`dgt w`tc fay, dll tci lavi @–m ivir oilt oar
cir olaamim avir bi o`ll`gk bi ta avirolaw`gk. @ haulmg–t calm edhj by ibat`ags,
tidrs o`llim by iyis ds @ tr`im ta w`pi tcib dwdy. Fadggd wds summigly j`ss`gk
bi dgm @ pullim cir ta bi. [i staam tciri j`ss`gk `g tci maarwdy. Cir batcir
hlidrim cir tcradt `g dg aev`aus dttibpt ta rib`gm us sci wds st`ll tciri eut
wi wiri taa eusy wrdppim up `g idhc atcir ta hdri deaut dgytc`gk ilsi.
’Ciy, yau twa, `o yau–ri kaggd ma tcdt yau scaulm dt lidst habi `gs`mi. Aur
gi`kcears hdg sii yau.‟ ]ciri wds dg dbusim, cdppy tagi ta cir va`hi.[i wdljim `gta tci causi drb `g drb. Fadggd–s batcir eraukct by edks
`gs`mi oar bi s`ghi @–m habplitily oarkattig deaut tcib. @ wds oladt`gk, by
ibat`ags wiri eiyagm dgytc`gk @ haulm habpricigm. Fadggd wds sa cdppy dgm
ixh`tim, sci wds fust eueel`gk w`tc fay.
’@ wds prdy`gk yau–m habi. @ hdg–t eil`ivi yau–ri ciri! Pau–ri tci eist prisigt
ivir. @–b sa cdppy. Pau m`mg–t ivig till bi! [cy m`mg–t yau till bi yau wiri
hab`gk1‟ Xci wds tdlj`gk sa odst @ cdm ta ldukc. @ oilt sa cdppy by ldukctir
eraukct bi hlasi ta tidrs dkd`g.[i sdt mawg ag tci saod `g tci`r l`v`gk raab st`ll hl`gk`gk ta idhc atcir.
’Fadggd, kuiss wcdt1 @–vi kat sabitc`gk dbdz`gk ta till yau.‟
’[cdt `s `t1‟ Xci laajim l`ji sci wds deaut ta eurst.
’Agi ao tci hallikis @ kat d rifiht`ag orab cdm d shcaldrsc`p prakrdb tcdt dll
dppl`hdgts wiri il`k`eli oar”‟
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’M`m yau kit `g1‟
’Lit bi till yau!‟ @ ldukcim. ’]ciy hcasi bi oar dg `gtirv`iw. @ m`mg–t wdggd
till yau deaut `t dgm rd`si yaur capis up, eut @ wigt ta tci `gtirv`iw tamdy”‟
’Dgm yau kat `g1‟
@ ldukcim. ’Pis! @–b bav`gk ta Halardma! @–b ka`gk ta drt shcaal ciri, dgm tci
shcaldrsc`p w`ll pdy oar ivirytc`gk!‟
Fadggd squidlim. ’Vdhc! Ac by kaamgiss, @ hdg–t eil`ivi `t. Bab!‟ Xci
scautim, ’Vdhc `s bav`gk ta Halardma! Ci kat d shcaldrsc`p!‟
Fadggd–s batcir hdbi `gta tci raab. ’Pau–ri bav`gk ciri, Vdhc1‟ Cir odhi
wds ixpriss`agliss dgm @ haulmg–t till caw sci oilt deaut `t.
’Pidc, @ kat d shcaldrsc`p ta tci shcaal fust mawg tci radm.‟
’Ac, tcdt–s d viry kaam shcaal. [`ll yau ei l`v`gk ag hdbpus1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw yit, @ hdg l`vi ag hdbpus ar o`gm by awg dpdrtbigt.‟
’@–ll cilp yau o`gm d pldhi. @–ll dsj by or`igms ta cilp us.‟ Fadggd wds dlbast
fubp`gk w`tc ixh`tibigt.
’[ciri dri yau stdy`gk tag`kct, Vdhc1‟ Cir bab dsjim w`tc batcirly
haghirg.
’@ kuiss @–ll o`gm d catil draugm ciri sabiwciri.‟
’Pau–ri wilhabi ta stdy ciri tag`kct. [i hdg pull aut tci saod eim oar yau.‟
’]cdgjs, tcdt–m ei kridt.‟ @ wds surpr`sim sci trustim bi tcdt buhc. Fadggd
squiizim by cdgm `g ixh`tibigt.
Cir bab wigt edhj ta wcdt sci–m eiig ma`gk, dgm Fadggd dgm @ hummlim ag
tci hauhc. @t oilt sa kaam ta ei w`tc cir dkd`g. @ eridtcim cir `g, @–m oarkattig
caw kaam sci sbillim. @ oilt sa wdrb dgm hagtigtim, l`ji ivirytc`gk wds tci
wdy `t wds suppasim ta ei. @ hlasim by iyis dgm fust igfayim tc`s oiil`gk ao
ei`gk w`tc cir. ]c`s `s wcdt tciy bidg ey el`ss.
Fadggd spaji qu`itly, ’Vdhc, yau jgaw wcdt tc`s bidgs1 [i–ri ka`gk ta ei
bdrr`im. Kam–s scawg yau `t–s c`s w`ll oar us.‟
@ sb`lim dt cir. Xci wds sa eidut`oul. @ lavim cir sa buhc. ’Pau–ri by k`ot
orab Kam, Fadggd. @ givir ivig `bdk`gim ci waulm eliss bi l`ji tc`s. @–b sa
cdppy.‟
’Bi taa.‟ Xci eidbim. ’Kam `s sa kaam. @t–s l`ji tcdt virsi, ‛Xiij o`rst tci
j`gkmab ao Kam dgm c`s r`kctiausgiss, dgm dll tcisi tc`gks w`ll ei k`vig ta
yau.– Pau put Kam o`rst `g yaur l`oi dgm m`mg–t try ta kd`g ivirytc`gk oar
yaursilo, dgm gaw Kam cds k`vig yau yaur cidrt–s mis`ri.‟
@ wds summigly o`llim w`tc sa buhc fay dgm krdt`tumi ta Kam. By Kam wca
lavis bi.
[i stdyim hummlim up ag tci hauhc tdlj`gk qu`itly, burbur`gk l`ttli tc`gks
`g idhc atcir–s idrs. Fadggd–s batcir kdvi us aur pr`vdhy dgm liot us dlagi.
’@ cdvi ta kit ridmy oar by pdrty saag. ]ciy–ri hab`gk dt o`vi.‟
@–m oarkattig deaut tci pdrty. @ m`mg–t oiil l`ji biit`gk lats ao piapli, @ fust
wdgtim ta jiip humml`gk l`ji tc`s oarivir.
’@s tciri dgytc`gk @ hdg kit yau1 [i cdvi lats ao oaam.‟
’Pidc, dhtudlly @ db d l`ttli cugkry.‟ @–m cdrmly idtig dll mdy.
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’Ajdy.‟ Fadggd sb`lim ds `o plidsim ta ei deli ta ma sabitc`gk oar bi. ’@–ll ka
kit yau sabitc`gk.‟ Xci ugtdgklim cirsilo orab bi dgm kat up, tcig eigt mawg
ta k`vi bi d j`ss ag tci l`ps. ’@–b sa cdppy yau–ri ciri.‟
@ wdthcim cir ka, dmb`r`gk cir sl`b, dtclit`h krdhi. @–m dlbast oarkattig caw
kaam sci laajim.
Xci eraukct edhj d pldti ao dssartim pdrty oaam dgm d samd. ’@–b kaggd ka kit
ridmy gaw. @o yau giim dgytc`gk ilsi”‟
’Hdg @ cilp yau kit ridmy1‟ @ m`mg–t wdgt ta ei liot ciri ey bysilo.
’@–b kaggd tdji d scawir dgm kit hcdgkim.‟ Xci k`kklim.
’Ac, ajdy.‟ @ sb`lim.
’@ wag–t ei lagk.‟ Xci oldscim bi d sb`li ds sci liot tci raab dkd`g.
Dotir @–m idtig, @ lidgim edhj ag tci saod dgm rildxim oar tci o`rst t`bi s`ghi
tci idrly barg`gk rusc ta tci d`rpart. @t oilt kaam ta rist `g tci kaamgiss ao
l`oi. @ oilt sa hagtigtim, tci ixh`tibigt wds avir dgm d el`ssoul oiil`gk
ribd`gim.
’Caw ma @ laaj1‟ Fadggd hdbi `gta tci raab dgm spug draugm `g o ragt ao bi.
Xci wds widr`gk d sliij, lagk mriss tcdt laajim sa ilikdgt ag cir. @t rib`gmim
bi ao aur o`rst mdti.
’Pau laaj dbdz`gk. @ oarkat ta sdy cdppy e`rtcmdy. Pau–ri s`xtiig tamdy!‟
’Db @ alm igaukc oar yau gaw1‟ Xci t`ltim cir cidm dgm sb`lim dt bi.
’Pis.‟ @ kr`ggim. ’@ cdvi d prisigt oar yau. Pau wdggd apig `t gaw1‟
’[cdt `s `t1‟
@ ldukcim. ’@–ll kit `t oar yau.‟ @ wigt o`sc`gk tcraukc by edk dgm aooirim cir
tci gidtly wrdppim pdhjdki.
Xci r`ppim `gta `t o`gm`gk tci sbdll fiwilry hdsi o`rst. Xci apigim `t dgm cir
odhi o`llim w`tc mil`kct. @t wds d kalm gihjldhi w`tc d cidrt scdpim lahjit. Xci
apigim tci lahjit dgm sdw tci pcata ao us `gs`mi.
’Acc @ lavi `t. ]cdgj yau!‟ Xci j`ssim bi.
Xci turgim draugm, calm`gk cir cd`r dwdy orab cir gihj sa @ haulm put tci
gihjldhi ag oar cir, dgm @ j`ssim cir edri gihj dgm scaulmirs wc`li tci
appartug`ty prisigtim `tsilo, bdj`gk cir k`kkli.
’]ciri–s bari taa. M`m yau sii1‟
’Pidc, wcdt `s `t1‟ Xci krdeeim tci pdhjdki dkd`g dgm pullim aut tci pcata
dleub @–m bdmi oar cir. @t cdm hap`is ao dll tci pcatas wi–m tdjig ao idhc atcir,
dgm @–m dlsa tdjig sabi pcatas ao tci pldhis tcdt wiri spih`dl ta us”tci havi,
dgm tci scdhj, dgm tci ristdurdgt wi–m kagi ta ag aur o`rst mdti. @ cdm pcatas
ao sabi ao by pd`gt`gks `g tciri ds will. Xci turgim tci pdkis laaj`gk dt idhc
agi, sabi bdmi cir ldukc dgm sabi bdmi cir sb`li wc`bs`hdlly. ’[i–vi kat
pcatas taa, orab tci tdligt hagtist dgm eioari wi wigt ag aur mdti. Pau wdggd
sii tcib1‟
’Xuri.‟
]ci maareill rdgk dgm Fadggd rdg ta dgswir `t. Xci squidlim dgm cukkim
wcaivir `t wds dt tci maar dgm @ cidrm tci`r ixh`tim hcdttir. @t saugmim l`ji
tciri wds bari tcdg agi, dgm suri igaukc twa k`rls wiri `gv`tim `g.
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’Vdhc, tcisi dri by eist or`igms, Ibbd dgm Hrystdl.‟
’C`.‟ @ sb`lim.
’[i–vi cidrm saaa buhc deaut yau.‟
’Xa wcig dri yau kitt`gk bdrr`im1‟ ]ci twa k`rls k`kklim.
@ laajim dt Fadggd dgm sci eluscim.
’Laaj wcdt Vdhc kdvi bi oar by e`rtcmdy.‟ Fadggd m`virtim tcib.
]ci tcrii k`rls wiri saag cavir`gk avir tci pcata dleub. ]ciy tdljim sa odst
pughtudtim agly ey k`kklis. Iviry gaw dgm dkd`g Fadggd waulm laaj dt bi dgm
sb`li dpalakit`hdlly.
Bari piapli drr`vim dgm saag tciri wds d kraup ao yaugk piapli b`gkl`gk `g
tci l`v`gk raab. ]ci bus`h wds hrdgjim up dgm pdrty oaam wds put aut ag tci
tdeli. Fadggd ol`ttim draugm tdlj`gk ta iviryagi. @ bavim by edks aut ao tci
wdy dgm stdyim aut ao tci wdy bysilo, hagtigt fust ta laaj ag.
@ oilt d cdgm ag by scaulmir dgm turgim ta sii Fadggd–s odtcir. ’Ciy Vdhc,
`t–s ridlly kaam ta sii yau dkd`g.‟ Ci kr`ggim.
’Pidc, `t–s kaam ta sii yau taa.‟
Fadggd–s odtcir laajim draugm dt tci pdrty kairs. @ oallawim c`s kdzi. Fadggd
wds surraugmim ey k`kkl`gk k`rls. @ haulm cidr cir va`hi deavi dll tci cueeue
ivig orab dhrass tci raab, ’@ jgaw, @–b sa luhjy.‟ Xci wds eueel`gk w`tc
ixh`tibigt, igfay`gk dll tci dttigt`ag.
’Xci siibs sa m`ooirigt wcig sci–s w`tc cir or`igms.‟
Ci ldukcim. ’Pidc, @ jgaw, eut sci–s st`ll tci sdbi Fadggd wi jgaw dgm
lavi.‟ Ci laajim dt bi dgm sb`lim. ’Habi ag, lit–s ka `gta tci j`thcig sa wi
hdg tdlj.‟
@ oallawim c`b mawg tci cdllwdy. ]ci j`thcig wds ldrki dgm cdm d tdeli dgm
hcd`rs wciri wi haulm s`t.
’@ fust kat cabi. @ wds surpr`sim ta sii yau ciri.‟
’@ cdm dg `gtirv`iw tamdy. @–vi eiig aooirim d shcaldrsc`p ta tci drt shcaal
mawg tci radm.‟
’Uidlly1 ]cdt–s ixhilligt. @–b kldm oar yau, Vdhc. @–b ridlly kldm yau bdmi `t
ciri.‟ Ci kr`ggim dgm kdvi by scaulmir d sldp.
’M`m Fadggd till yau wcdt cdppigim w`tc kitt`gk `gta halliki dgm
ivirytc`gk1‟
’Pidc, sci talm us yau cdmg–t kat `g.‟
’@ bdmi kitt`gk `gta halliki d s`kg orab Kam. @ wdgtim Kam ta scaw bi
hlidrly `o `t wds c`s w`ll tcdt @ habi ta Halardma ar gat. Xa @ dppl`im ta oaur
hallikis eut @ m`mg–t kit `g ta dgy ao tcib, dgm tcdt wds tci cdrmist t`bi ao by
l`oi, eut sabicaw @ st`ll oaugm tci od`tc ta trust `g Kam. Dgm tcig @ kat tc`s
shcaldrsc`p”aut ao dll tci tcausdgms ao piapli wca dppl`im ta tcdt halliki tciy
hcasi bi oar d oull shcaldrsc`p. @ jgaw `t wds Kam tcdt m`m `t. Ci m`mg–t ma `t
tci wdy @ tcaukct ci waulm, ci m`m `t c`s wdy, dgm c`s wdy `s sa buhc eittir.
@t–s sa dbdz`gk, dgm `t–s fust cdppigim tamdy.‟
’@t `s dbdz`gk. @t saugms l`ji Kam ridlly tistim yaur od`tc, dgm yau lidrgim ta
trust `g c`b misp`ti tci h`rhubstdghis. @t rib`gms bi ao agi ao by odvar`ti
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virsis `g ^ravires, ‛]rust `g tci Larm w`tc dll yaur cidrt, dgm lidg gat ag yaur
awg ugmirstdgm`gk. @g dll yaur wdys dhjgawlimki c`b, dgm ci scdll m`riht yaur
pdtcs.–‟
’Pidc, ci m`m m`riht by pdtcs. Ci bdmi d wdy oar bi.‟
’Xa `t cds hago`rbim ta yau tcdt yau dgm Fadggd dri bidgt ta ei takitcir1‟
’Pidc, mio`g`tily.‟ @ laajim dt c`b, ’Mag–t yau tc`gj1‟
Ci gammim. ’Xa @ tdji `t yau st`ll wdgt ta ei eitratcim tcig1‟
’Pis.‟ @ sb`lim.
Ci sb`lim taa. ’[i hdg m`shuss tcdt ldtir wcig wi–ri dll takitcir.‟
Fust tcig Fadggd–s batcir hdbi tcraukc tci edhj maar hdrry`gk sabi edks ao
krahir`is. Xci sdw us s`tt`gk dt tci tdeli. ’Haulm yau twa cilp bi er`gk sabi
tc`gks `g orab tci hdr1‟
’Xuri.‟ [i eatc fubpim up.
]ci edhj maar orab tci j`thcig lim ta d kdrdki wciri tci`r hdr wds pdrjim
w`tc `ts trugj apig.
’@ cdvig–t siig tc`s hdr oar d wc`li.‟
’Xci–s d kaam hdr oar lagk radm tr`ps. @t–s dbdz`gk caw buhc stuoo yau hdg o`t
`g tciri. ]cdt–s tci agi @ mr`vi.‟ Ci pa`gtim ta d edttirim alm sparts hdr pdrjim
aoo tci mr`viwdy.
[i idhc krdeeim d ladm ao krahiry edks dgm ci hlasim tci trugj.
’[cig dri yau bav`gk ciri tcig, Vdhc1‟
’@ mag–t jgaw. Xhcaal stdrts `g Xiptibeir sa @–ll cdvi ta o`gm d pldhi dgm bavi
`g eioari tcig.‟
’Pau–ri wilhabi ta stdy w`tc us ugt`l yau o`gm d pldhi.‟
’Uidlly1 ]cdgjs!‟
[i hdbi edhj ta tci j`thcig dgm ugladmim aur edks ag tci haugtir.
’Igfay`gk tci pdrty, Vdhc1‟ Fadggd–s batcir sb`lim dt bi eioari riturg`gk
cir dttigt`ag ta tci hup ao haooii sci wds bdj`gk.
’^drt`is drig–t ridlly by tc`gk.‟
’Gar b`gi. ]c`s `s tci o`rst agi sci–s eiig dllawim ta cdvi. Xci `gv`tim bastly
piapli orab hcurhc dgm d oiw ao cir or`igms orab shcaal, sa @–b gat taa warr`im
deaut `t.‟ Xci s`ppim cir haooii.
Fadggd–s odtcir sdt mawg dt tci tdeli dkd`g. ’Vdhc cds eiig till`gk bi deaut
c`s shcaldrsc`p. Ci–s ka`gk ta ei stdrt`gk shcaal ciri `g Xiptibeir.‟
’Pis @ jgaw. @t–s kaam giws `sg–t `t1‟
’Pis, `t `s.‟
Xci kdvi bi d sir`aus laaj. ’Pau–ri ka`gk ta cdvi ta idrg aur trust tcaukc,
Vdhc, eioari wi hdg lit yau mdti dkd`g.‟
Fadggd eurst tcraukc tci maar. ’]ciri yau dri! ]ciy dll wdggd biit yau.‟
Xci krdeeim by drb pull`gk bi aut tci maar.
’Ciri–s Vdhc,‟ sci yillim ta tci raab. Dll iyis turgim tawdrms bi.
’C`.‟ @ sb`lim dwjwdrmly.
’C` Vdhc!‟ Xabi k`rls kriitim bi, k`kkl`gk.
’Xa yau–ri tci `godbaus Vdhc.‟ Xabi kuy scaaj by cdgm.
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’Pidc, c`.‟
Ci hagt`guim ta calm by cdgm `g d stragk kr`p. ’Pau–ri d luhjy kuy, Vdhc.
Fadggd–s d viry spih`dl pirsag.‟ @ ishdpim c`s hluthcis dgm bavim dwdy tcraukc
tci hrawm.
@ sdw sabi std`rs dgm mih`mim ta bdji dg ishdpi. Ypstd`rs, @ rihakg`zim tci
cdllwdy orab Fadggd–s v`mia dgm apigim d maar, `bbim`dtily rihakg`z`gk cir
eimraab. ]ciri wds by pd`gt`gk ag tci wdll. @ oilt d l`ttli `gtrus`vi ei`gk `g
cir eimraab, eut @ wdljim avir ta tci w`gmaw dgm laajim aut dt tci m`stdgt
baugtd`gs.
’Ciy,‟ d va`hi sd`m eic`gm bi. @ turgim ta sii Fadggd stdgm`gk `g tci
maarwdy. ’Dri yau ajdy1‟
’Pidc, @–b o`gi. @ fust giimim ta kit dwdy oar d wc`li.‟
Xci hdbi dgm put cir drbs draugm bi dgm @ cilm cir hlasi.
’@ b`ssim yau.‟ Xci laajim up dt bi w`tc tcasi e`k, eidut`oul iyis, dgm @
j`ssim cir piroiht l`ps. @ oilt tcdt alm odb`l`dr oiil`gk ao mis`ri r`s`gk up `g bi
ds aur eam`is prissim dkd`gst idhc atcir.
@ pullim dwdy. ’[i cdvi ta ei hdrioul. [cdt `o yaur pdrigts sdw us `g ciri1 @
mag–t wdggd ru`g ivirytc`gk.‟
Xci kigtly pullim bi edhj `gta cir iberdhi. ’@ jgaw, eut wi giim tc`s. [i
cdvig–t cilm idhc atcir l`ji tc`s oar sa lagk.‟
[i cilm idhc atcir hlasi w`tcaut j`ss`gk, fust igfay`gk tci oiil`gk ao ei`gk `g
idhc atcir–s drbs dkd`g.
’[cy cdvi yau kat timmy eidrs ag yaur eim1‟
Xci ldukcim. ’@ l`ji tcib, tciy–ri huti dgm saot dgm hummly. Pau tc`gj tciy–ri
taa k`rly1‟
’Ga, tciy su`t yau. Pau–ri huti dgm saot dgm viry hummly.‟
Xci k`kklim, dgm @ j`ssim cir dkd`g ag cir huti, saot, lavily l`ps.
’Pau scaulm ka igfay yaur pdrty. @–ll ei o`gi.‟
’@ wdggd stdy ciri w`tc yau. @t–s by pdrty @ hdg ma wcdt @ wdgt.‟ Xci
kr`ggim dt bi.
’[i hdg–t ma ivirytc`gk yau wdgt eut bdyei ag yaur gixt e`rtcmdy.‟ @ rd`sim
by iyieraws sukkist`vily dgm sci ldukcim.
’Pau eittir ka mawgstd`rs eioari yau–ri b`ssim.‟
’Habi w`tc bi tcig.‟
@ s`kcim. ’Dlr`kct.‟
Xci eidbim. ’Kaam, ‛hdusi @ wdgtim ta pldy sabi ao by sagks oar iviryeamy.‟
Xci lit ka ao bi dgm pullim aut d ku`tdr hdsi orab ugmir cir eim. [i wigt
mawgstd`rs dgm sci wigt dgm turgim tci bus`h aoo.
’[ca–m l`ji ta cidr bi pldy sabi ao by sagks1‟
Iviryagi tcaukct `t wds d kridt `mid. Fadggd sdt mawg ag tci saod dgm kdvi
cir ku`tdr d qu`hj tugi. [cig sci stdrtim ta pldy iviryagi eihdbi viry qu`it.
@t wds d s`bpli bilamy, tcig sci dmmim cir va`hi ta `t dgm `t wds sa eidut`oul.
@ sdw cir pdrigts habi `g dgm stdgm dt tci edhj l`stig`gk ta tci`r mdukctir
s`gk. @t wds sabitc`gk @–m givir cidrm eioari, dgm cir ku`tdr pldy`gk wds sa
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kaam. @ tc`gj sci wds waw`gk iviryagi, tciy dll siibim stuggim ey cir
piroarbdghi. [cig sci o`g`scim ga agi bavim ar ivig hldppim, wi dll fust
staam tciri. Fadggd wdsg–t odzim ey tcdt, sci stdrtim `g ag cir gixt sagk, agi
eidut`oul sagk dotir dgatcir. @t oilt sa `gt`bdti. Xci hlasim cir iyis dgm
warsc`ppim Kam l`ji ga agi ilsi wds tciri wdthc`gk cir. @t wds odgtdst`h.
[cig sci o`g`scim, sci apigim cir iyis dgm laajim draugm `g surpr`si ds `o
sci–m oarkattig deaut us, ar bdyei eihdusi wi wiri dll sa qu`it. ]cig iviryagi
stdrtim tdlj`gk dt aghi.
’]cdt wds dbdz`gk.‟
’Givir cidrm dgytc`gk sa eidut`oul.‟
@ sb`lim dt Fadggd dgm sci sb`lim edhj dt bi.
’@ tc`gj tc`s waulm ei d kaam t`bi ta k`vi yau yaur e`rtcmdy prisigt orab us.‟
Fadggd–s odtcir stippim tcraukc tci hrawm pull`gk dg igvilapi orab c`s pahjit,
dgm cdgmim `t ta Fadggd. ]ci piapli gidr cir cummlim draugm ta sii ds sci
apigim `t. Xci ridm `t s`ligtly dgm iviryagi stdrtim dsj`gk wcdt `t wds.
’[cdt `s tc`s Mdm1 @ mag–t ugmirstdgm `t.‟
’@t–s t`bi dt d riharm`gk stum`a. [i–vi pd`m oar yau ta riharm dg dleub w`tc d
praoiss`agdl pramuhir dgm ivirytc`gk. [i–ll kit yaur sagks riharmim dgm sii `o
wi hdg kit d bus`h ldeil `gtiristim `g yau.‟
Fadggd pldhim cir cdgm avir cir bautc ta st`oli dg ixh`tim squidl. ’@ hdg–t
eil`ivi tc`s! ]cdgj yau Bab dgm Mdm.‟ Xci el`gjim ds tidrs oarbim `g cir
iyis. Xci laajim dt bi. ’]c`s cds eiig tci eist mdy ao by l`oi!‟
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]c`rtiig
]ci pdrty krdmudlly waugm mawg dgm @ cilpim Fadggd dgm cir pdrigts hlidg
up. @ dsjim `o @ haulm usi tci`r pcagi ta hdll by pdrigts, dgm tciy sd`m @ haulm.
’Cilla1‟ By mdm dgswirim.
’C`.‟
’@s tcdt yau Vdhc1‟
’Pidc. @ kat aooirim tci shcaldrsc`p.‟
’Pau m`m1‟
’Pidc, @ tcaukct tciy–m tdji d wc`li ta mih`mi eut tciy sd`m @ wds tci ldstpirsag tciy cdm ta `gtirv`iw sa tciy bdmi tci`r mih`s`ag r`kct tcig wc`li @
wd`tim auts`mi. ]ciy sd`m @ wds tci`r o`rst hca`hi, tciy ridlly lavim by drt,
tciy wiri rdv`gk deaut `t.‟
’]cdt–s kaam. [cig dri yau hab`gk cabi1‟
’[ill, shcaal stdrts `g Xiptibeir dgm @ giim ta o`gm dg dpdrtbigt dgm kit
sabi ourg`turi dgm stuoo, sa @ wds tc`gj`gk @ scaulm stdy ciri dgm kit bysilo
s`tudtim.‟
’[cdt deaut yaur tc`gks1‟ ’@ hdg fust euy sabi bari hlatcis dgm stuoo.‟
’Xa yau–ri gat hab`gk edhj1‟
’@–ll ei edhj oar Hcr`stbds ar sabitc`gk.‟
’Ac, will . . . @–ll lit yaur batcir jgaw. Pau tdji hdri.‟ By mdm–s va`hi
hrdhjim d l`ttli l`ji ci wds kitt`gk ibat`agdl. @ cdmg–t ixpihtim tcdt orab c`b.
’Ciy Mdm, tcdgjs oar tci bagiy dgm ivirytc`gk.‟
’Pip, dlr`kct.‟
’]ill Bab @ lavi cir. @–ll hdll dkd`g saag dgm lit yau jgaw caw @–b ma`g–.‟ ’Ajdy.‟
’]cdgjs Mdm, lavi yau, eyi.‟
’Eyi Xag.‟
@t oilt wi`rm sdy`gk ‛lavi yau– ta by mdm. @ cdmg–t ixpihtim tc`s pcagi hdll ta
ei sa cidvy. @ wds fust kldm @ cdmg–t kat calm ao by bab `gstidm, tcdt waulm–vi
eiig ivig warsi.
@ wigt edhj `gta tci l`v`gk raab wciri Fadggd dgm cir pdrigts wiriwdthc`gk ]_.
’Habi dgm fa`g us, Vdhc. [i–ri wdthc`gk sabi cabi v`mias ao Fadggd wcig
sci wds l`ttli.‟
@ sdt mawg gixt ta Fadggd dgm wi hummlim up takitcir. [i wdthcim tci huti
tammlir ag tci shriig waeel`gk dlagk ag ugstidmy liks.
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’@t maisg–t ivig oiil tcdt lagk dka. @t–s dbdz`gk caw odst `t kais.‟ Fadggd–s
odtcir spaji w`stoully.
Cir pdrigts stdrtim rib`g`sh`gk deaut tci ouggy tc`gks Fadggd m`m ds d hc`lm.
[i wdthcim ds Fadggd kriw up ag tci ]_ shriig”d huti l`ttli tcrii yidr alm,
tcig d prihah`aus o`vi yidr alm. Xci wds dmardeli.
[cig tci v`mia wds avir cir odtcir kat up. ’[ca wdgts ta sii tci v`mia ao
Fadggd dgm dhhabpdg`st piroarb`gk dt tci hdbpkraugm tdligt hagtist1‟
[i dll ldukcim.
’@t–s taa ldti oar tcdt tag`kct,‟ Fadggd–s batcir pratistim. ’[i scaulm dll ei
ka`gk ta eim.‟
’Hdg @ tdji Vdhc aut dgm scaw c`b draugm tabarraw1‟
’@s tcdt d sgidjy wdy ao dsj`gk ta ka ag d mdti1‟ Fadggd–s odtcir rd`sim c`s
iyieraws dt c`s mdukctir.
Fadggd kdvi c`b d huti sb l̀i dgm ci ldukcim.
’[ill, s`ghi `t–s Xdturmdy tabarraw @ kuiss @ haulm mr`vi yau draugm.‟
Fadggd laajim dt bi cir iyis spdrjl`gk. ’Dgm yau hdg habi ta hcurhc w`tc
us ag Xugmdy, dgm wi cdvi aur cabi kraup biit`gk taa. [i cdvi d E`eli
stumy dgm d t`bi ao prdyir dgm warsc`p.‟
’Xaugms kaam.‟ @ sb`lim.
’Pidc, tciy–ri d kridt kraup ao piapli, Vdhc. ]ciy dll lavi tci Larm dgm
wdggd l`vi oar c`b. @t–ll ei kaam oar yau ta ei pdrt ao tcdt.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir
pullim tci tdpi aut ao tci bdhc`gi dgm sw`thcim aoo tci ]_. ’[i eittir ka ta
eim dgm lit Vdhc kit sabi sliip.‟
@ j`ssim Fadggd kaamg`kct dgm sci kdvi bi d e`k cuk. Cir bab laajim ag
w`tc d haghirgim orawg.
’@ mag–t wdgt i`tcir ao yau ka`gk gidr idhc atcir mur`gk tci g`kct, ajdy1
Fadggd tcdt bidgs yau taa. Mag–t habi mawg ciri oar dgy ridsag.‟
’@ wag–t.‟
@ ldy `g eim tc`gj`gk deaut Fadggd `g cir raab r`kct deavi bi. [ds sci
dwdji dgm tc`gj`gk deaut bi taa1 @ w`sc @ haulm ka up dgm sii cir dgm ei
w`tc cir. [i waulmg–t ma dgytc`gk, wi–m fust calm idhc atcir. ]cdt waulm ei sa
g`hi humml`gk up w`tc cir `g cir eim. [i haulm odll dsliip `g idhc atcir–s drbs.
@ s`kcim. @ rallim avir dgm tr`im gat ta tc`gj deaut cir.
@ wds wajig ey Fadggd hab`gk `gta tci raab. ’Kaam barg`gk,‟ sci wc`spirim.
’[cdt t`bi `s `t1‟ @ wc`spirim edhj.
Xci sdt mawg ag tci imki ao by eim. ’@t–s sivig a–hlahj. M`m yau giim bari
sliip1‟
’Gdc. @ m`mg–t kit buhc sliip tcaukc.‟
’Xdbi. @ wds taa ixh`tim.‟
@ rueeim by iyis dgm laajim cir avir. Xci wds widr`gk d wc`ti raei.
’Dri yaur pdrigts up yit1‟
’Ga.‟
’[cdt dri yau widr`gk ugmir tcdt raei1‟
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Xci st`olim d ldukc. ’[aulmg–t yau l`ji ta jgaw.‟
@ put by drbs draugm cir dgm summigly stdrtim t`hjl`gk cir. Xci squidlim
dgm tr`im ta pusc by cdgms dwdy.
’Xtap, yau–ll wdji by pdrigts up.‟
@ stappim t`hj`gk cir dgm sci kr`ggim edhj dt bi. Xci kldghim tawdrms tci
maarwdy.
’@o yau wdggd sii wcdt @–vi kat ugmir ciri. . .‟ Xci staam up dgm ugt`im cir
raei oldsc`gk `t apig. @ kat d kl`bpsi ao d huti bdthc`gk p`gj t-sc`rt dgm scarts
w`tc l`ttli lavi cidrts ag tcib.
’Gatc`gk taa ixh`t`gk.‟ Xci k`kklim, rity`gk cir raei.
’@ haulmg–t stap tc`gj`gk deaut yau ldst g`kct. @ wds tibptim ta sgidj up ta
yaur raab.‟
’@ wds j`gmd cap`gk yau waulm, eut @ praedely scaulmg–t sdy tcdt. [i–vi kat
ta ei ridlly hdrioul gaw, Vdhc. [i–ri ka`gk ta ei tibptim bari tcdg ivir.‟
’@ jgaw. @ mag–t wdggd ma dgytc`gk ta lasi yaur pdrigts– trust.‟
Fadggd hrauhcim mawg gixt ta tci eim dgm kdvi bi d l`ttli j`ss ag by l`ps.
’M`m yau wdgt bi ta bdji yau sabi eridjodst1 @ haulm bdji sabi pdghdjis.‟
’Xuri. @–b kaggd tdji d qu`hj scawir o`rst. @s tcdt ajdy1‟
’Pip, @–ll cdvi yaur pdghdjis ridmy oar yau wcig yau kit aut.‟ Xci sb`lim
dgm wigt aoo ta tci j`thcig.
Dotir by scawir, @ kat hcdgkim dgm wigt `gta tci j`thcig. Fadggd–s pdrigts
wiri up gaw, cir bab wds bdj`gk haooii dgm cir odtcir wds ridm`gk d
giwspdpir dt tci tdeli. Fadggd wds haaj`gk pdghdjis oar iviryagi.
’Kaam barg`gk,‟ cir bab kriitim bi w`tc d sb`li. ’@ capi yau slipt dlr`kct
ag tcdt alm saod eim. [ds `t haboartdeli igaukc oar yau1‟
’Pidc, `t wds o`gi, tcdgjs.‟
’Fadggd–s scaw`gk aoo cir haaj`gk sj`lls tc`s barg`gk.‟ Cir mdm tidsim.
Fadggd ldukcim. ’[dthc aut mdm ar yaurs b`kct igm up d l`ttli hr`spy.‟ Xci
kr`ggim dt bi dgm @ kr`ggim edhj. Xci sirvim up tci pdghdjis dgm wi dll dti.
’[i–vi eiig m`shuss`gk tc`gks,‟ Fadggd–s odtcir `gm`hdtim c`s w`oi dgm c`bsilo,
’dgm wi giim ta s`t mawg dgm tdlj deaut yaur outuri . . . dgm s`ghi wi–ri dll
ciri wi bdy ds will ma `t gaw.‟ Ci laajim draugm dt idhc ao us dgm tciri wds
dg `bbim`dti oiil`gk ao ixpihtdt`ag `g tci d`r.
’Fadggd, caw ma yau oiil deaut ei`gk eitratcim ta Vdhc1‟
’@t–s wcdt @ wdgt bari tcdg dgytc`gk. [i lavi idhc atcir, dgm Kam cds
scawg us wi–ri bidgt ta ei takitcir.‟
’Xa yau oiil yau–ri ridmy oar tc`s j`gm ao habb`tbigt1‟
’Pis, @ db.‟
’[cdt deaut yau, Vdhc1 Ma yau wdgt ta ei eitratcim ta Fadggd ar ma yau
wdgt ta wd`t d wc`li o`rst1‟
’@ mag–t wdgt ta wd`t. [i–ri eatc suri.‟ @ wds oiil`gk dll tigsi dgm girvaus. @
jgiw tc`s wds agi ao tcasi e`k babigts `g by l`oi.
’[ill, wi m`shussim tc`s ldst g`kct.‟ Ci laajim dt c`s w`oi prabpt`gk cir ta
spidj.
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’@–b gat ixdhtly jiig ag tci `mid ao yau kitt`gk bdrr`im dt sivigtiig.‟ Cir
batcir–s va`hi wds oull ao strd`gim tigs`ag. ’@ tc`gj `t–s odr taa yaugk, @ tc`gj `t
scaulm ei i`kctiig dt lidst, dgm @–m prioir `t `o yau wd`tim ugt`l Vdhc cds d fae
dgm yau–ri `g d eittir pas`t`ag ta suppart idhc atcir.‟
@ kldghim dt cir odtcir dgm ci sb`lim ridssur`gkly.
’Eut bab, by dki maisg–t”‟
’[d`t, @–b gat o`g`scim.‟ Fadggd–s batcir cilm up d cdgm. ’@ jgaw wcdt yau–ri
ka`gk ta sdy dgm yau mag–t giim ta sdy `t. @–vi tdljim deaut tc`s w`tc yaur
odtcir dgm ci tc`gjs tc`s `s wcdt–s eist oar yau, sa @–b ka`gk dlagk w`tc `t. Eut
@ cdvi d oiw hagm`t`ags ao by awg. Dotir yau kit bdrr`im @–m l`ji `t `o eatc ao
yau l`vim ciri `g tc`s causi ugt`l Fadggd `s dt lidst i`kctiig, dgm prioirdely
ugt`l Vdhc cds d fae.‟
’Pau bidg dotir @ o`g`sc halliki1 ]cdt–s oaur yidrs orab gaw.‟ @ wds d l`ttli
scahjim. @ m`mg–t b`gm l`v`gk ciri oar d wc`li eut oaur yidrs wds d lagk t`bi.
’Pis.‟ Cir batcir hagt`guim. ’]ciri–s d lat ao rispags`e`l`ty `g kitt`gk
bdrr`im, dgm tciri–s tci viry ridl pass`e`l`ty ao yau cdv`gk d edey `g tcdt t`bi
taa.‟ Fadggd–s batcir laajim dt cir cusedgm, tcig cir mdukctir. ’@–m oiil d lat
cdpp`ir deaut `t `o yau wiri l`v`gk ciri rdtcir tcdg aut tciri ag yaur awg
w`tcaut dgy suppart.‟
’]ci tc`gk `s, Bab, tci wcali `mid ao bdrr`dki `s deaut lidv`gk yaur pdrigts
dgm ka`gk aut ag yaur awg. @o wi drig–t rispags`eli igaukc ta l`vi ag aur awg
dgm tdji hdri ao aursilvis tcig wi drig–t rispags`eli igaukc ta kit bdrr`im `g
tci o`rst pldhi. Pau hdg–t kit bdrr`im dgm st`ll ei tdjig hdri ao ey yaur pdrigts
l`ji hc`lmrig. [i cdvi ta tdji rispags`e`l`ty oar aursilvis dgm idhc atcir.
Pau–ri sdy`gk yau–ll lit us kit bdrr`im eut gat lit us cdvi dll tci
rispags`e`l`t`is ao dmultcaam ugt`l yau tc`gj wi–ri ridmy.‟
’[ill yis, tcdt `s wcdt @–b sdy`gk eihdusi @ mag–t eil`ivi yau–ll ei ridmy oar
bdrr`dki wcig yau–ri sivigtiig. Vdhc wag–t cdvi d fae ar dg `ghabi. Pau–ll
st`ll ei `g c`kc shcaal. Pau–ri fust gat ridmy oar bdrr`dki. ]c`s `s d habprab`si
ta lit yau bdrry eioari @ tc`gj yau–ri ridmy.‟
’Fadggd `s r`kct tcaukc.‟ Cir odtcir hut `g. ’Kitt`gk bdrr`im `s deaut lidv`gk
yaur pdrigts dgm tdj`gk rispags`e`l`ty oar yaursilvis dgm idhc atcir. @ mag–t
tc`gj wi scaulm put tcdt j`gm ao hagm`t`ag ag tcib dotir tciy–ri bdrr`im. @t
rib`gms bi ao Fdhae wcig ci tr`im ta lidvi c`s odtcir-`g-ldw–s causi. Ci cdm ta
tdji tcib dgm ishdpi `g tci g`kct eihdusi c`s odtcir-`g-ldw m`mg–t wdgt ta k`vi
up c`s mdukctirs.‟
’Pis, eut pdrt ao c`s er`mi pr`hi wds dkrii`gk ta stdy dgm warj dgatcir sivig
yidrs oar Udhcil dotir tciy wiri bdrr`im. D eitratcdl hdg cdvi dll sarts ao
hagm`t`ags ta `t.‟
’C`s odtcir-`g-ldw tr`hjim c`b `gta tcdt.‟
’[cdt ixdhtly ma yau bidg ey ei`gk deli ta suppart aursilvis1‟ @ eraukct tci
hagvirsdt`ag edhj orab `ts tcialak`hdl s`mitrdhj. ’[c`li @–b d stumigt by
dpdrtbigt dgm sabi l`v`gk ixpigsis w`ll ei pd`m oar tcraukc by shcaldrsc`p,
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dgm d stumigt ladg w`ll pdy oar tci rist. @ hdg kit d pdrt t`bi fae taa. Fadggd
dgm @ haulm l`vi tciri dgm wi–m ei deli ta suppart aursilvis.‟
’Dgm @ hdg warj pdrt t`bi ds will. Vdhc `sg–t tci agly agi tcdt cds ta suppart
us.‟
’@–m st`ll prioir `t `o yau l`vim ciri w`tc us ugt`l yau–ri dt lidst i`kctiig.
Pau–ll st`ll ei viry yaugk, dgm @ oiil `t waulm ei eittir oar eatc ao yau `o yau
l`vim ciri. [i haulm cilp yau dgm suppart yau `g yaur rildt`agsc`p. [i–m
rispiht yaur pr`vdhy, wi–m tridt yau l`ji dmults.‟
Fadggd dlbast sgartim. ’Pau–m tridt bi l`ji dg dmult1‟
@ spaji up dkd`g. ’@t–s gat ridlly tridt`gk us l`ji dmults ta sdy wi cdvi ta l`vi
w`tc yau ugt`l sci–s alm igaukc. @t–s st`ll tridt`gk cir l`ji d hc`lm. @ tc`gj `o
yau–ri w`ll`gk ta k`vi yaur mdukctir ta bi yau scaulmg–t ei try`gk ta jiip calm
ao cir l`ji tc`s, yau giim ta lit ka. @t–s l`ji yau–ri k`v`gk cir ta bi eut
wdgt`gk ta jiip cir dt tci sdbi t`bi.‟
’]cdt–s r`kct. @ oiil sci–s taa yaugk dgm tc`s `s d habprab`si. Pau cdvi cir ds
yaur w`oi dgm wi cdvi cir ds aur mdukctir oar d l`ttli wc`li lagkir ugt`l wi
tc`gj sci–s alm igaukc. @ fust wdgt ta bdji tc`gks ids`ir oar yau sa yau kit d
kaam stdrt `g l`oi dgm mag–t cdvi ta strukkli ta surv`vi.‟
’Eut wi giim aur `gmipigmighi, Bab. [i giim ta lidrg ta l`vi ag aur awg
dgm tdji hdri ao aursilvis. [i–ll kit ey, dgm wi–ll dlwdys cdvi yau ta habi ta
`o wi giim yau.‟
Cir odtcir gammim. ’Pis, yau giim yaur `gmipigmighi, dgm `o yau hcaasi ta
stdy ciri ugt`l yau–ri eittir deli ta suppart yaursilvis tcdt scaulm ei yaur
mih`s`ag, gat sabitc`gk wi oarhi ag yau. Eut @ hdg dlsa sii wcy yaur batcir
oiils tc`s wdy. Pau–ri gat dg dmult yit ugt`l yau turg i`kctiig. [i–ll cdvi ta
k`vi aur pirb`ss`ag oar yau ta bdrry wc`li yau–ri likdlly st`ll d hc`lm, dgm wi–m
eatc oiil eittir deaut `t `o wi haulm sii d wdy ta bdji suri yau–ri hdrim oar
dgm gat tcrust aut `gta tci warlm pribdturily ta odhi l`oi–s cdrmsc`ps.‟
’]cdt likdl dki tc`gk `s fust dg dre`trdry dki tci kavirgbigt hdbi up w`tc.
Iviry haugtry `s m`ooirigt, `g Hdgdmd `t–s agly o`otiig. @t maisg–t ridlly mio`gi
wca–s dg dmult dgm wca `sg–t.‟
’[ill `t–s tci agly wdy wi cdvi ta m`ooirigt`dti dg dmult orab d hc`lm. [i
mag–t cdvi d bidsuri ao bdtur`ty wi hdg usi.‟
’Pau hdg bidsuri Fadggd–s bdtur`ty tcaukc. Pau jgaw cir”‟
’@ ma jgaw by awg mdukctir, Vdhc, d lat eittir tcdg yau ma.‟ Fadggd–s
batcir rd`sim cir va`hi. ’Dgm @ oiil sci `sg–t ridmy oar bdrr`dki yit. ]cdt–s
wcy @ wdgt cir ta l`vi ciri w`tc us ugt`l sci–s alm igaukc. Pau kit wcdt yau
wdgt dgm wi kit ta tdji hdri ao cir ugt`l sci `s dg dmult.‟
’@ mag–t wdggd ei tdjig hdri ao ey by pdrigts, @ wdgt ta ei tdjig hdri ao ey
by cusedgm, dgm @–ll tdji hdri ao c`b. @ jgaw Kam w`ll cilp us tcraukc tci
taukc t`bis. @ mag–t ixpiht ivirytc`gk ta ei idsy, eut wi–ll st`hj takitcir
tcraukc ivirytc`gk. @t–s gat kaam oar us ta ei tridtim l`ji hc`lmrig dgm hdrim
oar ey by pdrigts dotir wi–ri bdrr`im. [i giim ta ei ag aur awg. @–b sdm tcdt
yau mag–t trust us ta tdji hdri ao aursilvis. @ hdg cdgmli d lat bari tcdg yau
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tc`gj. @–b gat fust d hc`lm dgybari, dgm @ mio`g`tily wag–t ei d hc`lm wcig @
bdrry Vdhc. @–b d yaugk wabdg, dgm `o yau kdvi bi d hcdghi yau–m sii tcdt
@–b d lat bari hdpdeli dgm bdturi tcdg yau tc`gj.‟
’[i lavi yau, Fadggd.‟ Fadggd–s batcir spaji `g d hdlbir va`hi. ’[i fust
wdgt tci eist oar yau.‟
’@ mag–t tc`gj yau wdgt us ta kit bdrr`im dt dll.‟
’Pis, @ ma, dhtudlly.‟
’Pau ma1‟ Fadggd laajim surpr`sim.
’Pis. @ l`ji Vdhc viry buhc, dgm @ ridl`zi yau truly lavi idhc atcir. @ fust
wdgt yau ta ei cdppy.‟ Cir bab s`kgim. ’Dlr`kct, @ wag–t bdji `t d hagm`t`ag
tcdt yau cdvi ta l`vi ciri dotir yau kit bdrr`im, eut @ capi yau–ll st`ll hags`mir
`t, dt lidst ugt`l yau o`gm yaur oiit dgm kit istdel`scim.‟
@ oilt ril`ivim. @ sb`lim dt Fadggd–s batcir dgm sci kdvi bi d ris`kgim sb`li
`g riturg.
’Ajdy, sa wi wag–t bdji tcdt d hagm`t`ag ao eitratcdl, eut tc`s cabi `s
dlwdys dvd`ldeli ta yau oar ds lagk ds yau giim `t, dgm wi–ri cdppy ta cdvi yau
l`vi ciri w`tc us `o yau hcaasi ta.‟ Fadggd–s odtcir laajim l`ji ci wds igfay`gk
dll tc`s cdbbir`gk aut. Ci sb`lim dt bi. ’Xa yau–ri w`ll`gk ta pdy tci er`mi
pr`hi, Vdhc1 Gatc`gk sixudl dt dll ugt`l tci mdy wi k`vi cir ta yau ds yaur
w`oi1‟
’Pis . . . eut @ tc`gj `t waulm ei kaam `o wi haulm mio`gi `t bari hlidrly,
eihdusi twa piapli `g lavi dri dlwdys tauhc`gk dgm j`ss`gk dgm humml`gk. [i
scaulm mio`gi wcig `t eihabis sixudl.‟
’@o wi try ta mio`gi `t, `t w`ll lidvi laap calis yau hdg ixpla`t. @o tciri–s ivig
tci sl`kctist tc`gk sixudl deaut `t mag–t ma `t.‟
’@ tc`gj tcdt b`kct ei d l`ttli cdrsc.‟ Fadggd–s batcir surpr`sim us. ’[i
scaulm lit tcib ma tci garbdl rabdgt`h tc`gks d yaugk haupli ma w`tcaut
warry`gk deaut `t eridj`gk tci rulis.‟
’[ill caw ma yau mio`gi garbdl rabdgt`h tc`gks1‟
’]ci tc`gk @–m ei warr`im deaut `s dgy gum`ty ar tauhc`gk ao pr`vdti drids,
ivig tcraukc hlatc`gk. Atcir tcdg tcdt, j`ss`gk dgm humml`gk idhc atcir scaulm
ei dlr`kct ds lagk ds `t maisg–t kit taa cidtim sa yau lasi dll silo hagtral.‟
’Ajdy,‟ Fadggd–s odtcir laajim dbusim. ’@ tc`gj tcdt–s d warjdeli mio`g`t`ag.
Ma yau dkrii w`tc tcdt, Vdhc1‟
’Pidc, `t bdjis `t hlidr igaukc.‟
’[d`t, @ tc`gj yau scaulm mio`gi wcdt `s d pr`vdti drid, eihdusi wi b`kct ei
humml`gk dgm Vdhc b`kct dhh`migtdlly tauhc by eridst ar eutt ar sabitc`gk.‟
[i dll ldukcim dgm Fadggd eluscim. ’[ill, `t–s fust tcdt sabi drids b`kct ei
cdrmir ta dva`m wcig wi–ri ma`gk garbdl rabdgt`h tc`gks.‟
’@ kuiss wi hdg k`vi tcib tcdt agi.‟ Cir odtcir sd`m, st`ll ldukc`gk. ’Dlr`kct,
sa ga tauhc`gk idhc atcir ugmir hlatc`gk `g pr`vdti drids, dgm ga tauhc`gk
idhc atcir tcraukc hlatc`gk `g tci kig`tdl drid. @s tcdt spih`o`h igaukc oar yau,
Fadggd1‟
Fadggd gammim.
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’Xa yau dkrii ta tc`s ds yaur er`mi pr`hi, Vdhc1 Ma yau salibgly prab`si ta
us tcdt yau wag–t ma dgytc`gk sixudl w`tc Fadggd ugt`l wi k`vi cir ta yau ds
yaur w`oi1‟
@ taaj d miip eridtc. ’Pis, @ prab`si.‟
’]cig @ dkrii ta k`vi by mdukctir ta yau `g bdrr`dki ag tci mdy sci turgs
sivigtiig. Lit–s scdji ag `t.‟ Ci staam dgm aooirim bi c`s cdgm. @ staam up dgm
wi scaaj cdgms avir tci j`thcig tdeli. ’Hagkrdtuldt`ags, yau–ri gaw
eitratcim.‟ Ci sb`lim.
@ sb`lim taa, tcaukc tci oull wi`kct ao c`s warms wiri st`ll s`gj`gk `g.
’[i–ll ka aut tag`kct dgm hilierdti. ]c`s `s d cdppy ahhds`ag.‟ Ci kr`ggim dgm
sldppim bi dgm Fadggd ag tci edhj, tcig wigt aut ao tci raab. Fadggd–s
batcir kdvi us d ris`kgim sb`li dgm qu`itly ixhusim cirsilo orab tci tdeli.
@ laajim dt Fadggd, by eitratcim, dgm sci kdvi bi tci bast eidut`oul sb`li.
’@ hdg–t eil`ivi `t, wi–ri dhtudlly eitratcim. [i–ri kaggd ei bdrr`im. Hdg yau
eil`ivi `t Vdhc1 @t–s ridlly cdppig`gk.‟
’@ jgaw. @ hdg cdrmly eil`ivi `t i`tcir. Ci–s dhtudlly k`vig yau ta bi.‟ ]ci
`bbigs`ty ao `t stdrtim ta c`t cabi ds @ ridl`zim wcdt d cuki tc`gk Fadggd–s
odtcir cdm magi. Ci‐s k`vig bi c`s agly mdukctir.
’Agi yidr orab tamdy wi–ll ei wdj`gk up `g idhc atcir–s drbs. [i–ri ka`gk ta
ei sa cdppy, Vdhc.‟
’@ lavi yau, Fadggd.‟
Xci sb`lim up dt bi. ’@ lavi yau taa, by cusedgm.‟
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Oaurtiig
@ dppl`im sabi dotirscdvi ta by odhi dgm laajim dt bysilo `g tci b`rrar. @t
oilt sa surridl kitt`gk ridmy oar tc`s jgaw`gk wi waulm saag ei bdj`gk lavi oar
tci o ̀rst t`bi. @–m tcaukct deaut `t sa bdgy t`bis dgm gaw `t wds dhtudlly
cdppig`gk.
@ wagmirim caw Fadggd wds oiil`gk. Cir pdrigts cdm tcaukct `t eist oar us
gat ta sii idhc atcir tci ldst oiw mdys eioari aur wimm`gk.
@ taaj d miip eridtc, krdeeim tci hdr jiys, dgm taaj d ldst laaj draugm tci
dpdrtbigt”ivirytc`gk wds ridmy oar cir.
Mr`v`gk ta cir causi, @ tr`im ta stdy hdlb tdj`gk g`hi stidmy eridtcs. Iviry
pdrt ao bi wds t`gkl`gk w`tc dgt`h`pdt`ag.
@ jgahjim dt tci maar dgm Fadggd–s batcir lit bi `g. Xci laajim girvaus dgm
ixh`tim dgm ibat`agdl dll dt aghi.
’Fadggd–s st`ll kitt`gk ridmy.‟ Xci sb`lim.
]ci`r causi wds mihardtim oar tci hilierdt`ag pdrty tabarraw.
’]ci causi laajs kridt.‟ @ sb`lim. @ oilt dwjwdrm, gat suri caw @ scaulm dhtdraugm cir.
Xci pullim bi `gta d e`k cuk. ’Pau–ri pdrt ao aur odb`ly gaw, Vdhc.‟ Xci
stdrtim tidr`gk up. ’@–b sarry, @–vi eiig d e`t ibat`agdl ldtily.‟ Xci pullim aut
d cdgmjirhc`io dgm mdeeim cir iyis.
’]cdt–s ugmirstdgmdeli.‟
Xci rihavirim cir habpasuri. ’[i–vi `gv`tim iviryagi ta yaur wimm`gk
hilierdt`ag tabarraw. Paur pdrigts sd`m tciy–m ei hab`gk.‟
’Ciy, Vdhc.‟@ turgim ta sii Fadggd–s odtcir drr`v`gk cabi. Ci sb`lim ds ci hdbi tcraukc
tci maar. ’Caw–ri yd oiil`gk1‟
’D l`ttli girvaus.‟ @ dmb`ttim.
’Pidc, @ eit.‟ Ci kr`ggim. ’[ciri–s Fadggd1‟
’Xt`ll kitt`gk ridmy.‟ Cir batcir pa`gtim dt tci hi`l`gk. ’@–b ka`gk ta ka up
dgm cilp cir. @–b suri sci–ll ei mawg saag, Vdhc.‟ Xci kdvi bi d sb`li ds sci
pdssim bi ta ka up tci std`rs.
Cir odtcir dgm @ wigt `gta tci l`v`gk raab dgm sdt mawg ag tci hauhc tawd`t. Ci siibim viry rildxim wc`hc bdmi bi oiil d l`ttli bari dt idsi. Ci put
c`s cdgm ag by scaulmir.
’]c`s `s d kridt mdy, Vdhc.‟ Ci kr`ggim. ’@t–s eiig suhc d plidsuri oar bi
wdthc`gk tci twa ao yau kraw dgm bdturi `g yaur od`tc avir tc`s pdst yidr. @
haulmg–t cdvi dsjim oar d eittir cusedgm oar by mdukctir.‟
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@ fust sb`lim, @ m`mg–t jgaw wcdt ta sdy.
’Pau–ri l`ji d sag ta bi dlridmy.‟ Ci w`pim c`s iyis. ’Gaw @–b kitt`gk dll
ibat`agdl.‟ Ci ldukcim. ’]c`s `s suhc d e`k mdy.‟ Ci sb`lim ds ci tr`im ta
habpasi c`bsilo. ’@ mag–t ivig giim ta dsj yau `o yau–vi jipt tci er`mi pr`hi.‟
’@ wdgt yau ta dsj bi.‟
Ci ldukcim. ’Ajdy. Vdhc, cdvi yau jipt tci er`mi pr`hi dgm gat magi
dgytc`gk sixudl w`tc Fadggd ds yau prab`sim1‟
’@–vi cagarim by prab`si ta yau, dgm w`tc Kam–s cilp @–vi pd`m tci er`mi pr`hi
`g oull.‟
Fadggd–s odtcir sb`lim dgm gammim. ’Kaam bdg.‟ Ci pdttim by scaulmir.
@ wds stdrt`gk ta oiil dll f`ttiry gaw. By cidrt wds rdh`gk dgm by eridtc`gk
wds d l`ttli ugstidmy.
’Dri yau ajdy, Vdhc1 Pau–ri gat kaggd ei s`hj dri yau1‟
’Ga, @–b o`gi.‟ @ taaj sabi miip eridtcs.
Ci kdvi bi d sybpdtcit`h sb`li. ’Uibibeir, `t–s gat fust deaut tci o`rst
t`bi, yau–ri ka`gk ta cdvi cir oar tci rist ao yaur l`oi.‟
’@ jgaw.‟
’]c`s `s Kam–s k`ot ta us, Vdhc. Ci k`vis us tci k`ot ao cir eiduty, dgm cir lavi
dgm dll tci mil`kct tcdt sci er`gks us. Dgm yau dri Kam–s k`ot ta cir, yaur
strigktc dgm yaur lavi dgm hdri. Ei elissim dgm igfay idhc atcir.‟
’Xci–s ridmy,‟ Fadggd–s batcir hdllim mawg tci std`rs.
’Habi ag, lit–s ka sii yaur er`mi.‟
[i kat up dgm wigt `gta tci cdllwdy. Xci dppidrim dt tci tap ao tci std`rs
dgm oar d babigt @ oarkat ta eridtci. Xci wds widr`gk d lagk wc`ti mriss, cir
cd`r t`im up `g d spih`dl wdy w`tc l`ttli w`sps cdgk`gk mawg ta ordbi cir odhi.
Xci sb`lim dt bi sa cdpp`ly, d p`gj klaw ta cir hciijs. @ staam tciri
eridtcliss, `g dwi. @ el`gjim tci tidrs dwdy gat wdgt`gk ta sii cir ds d elur,
ds sci oladtim mawg tci std`rs tawdrms bi. @ cilm aut by cdgms ta cir dgm sci
taaj tcib `g cirs ds sci stippim orab tci ldst std`r, dgm wi staam odhi ta odhi,
cir iyis sc`g`gk w`tc ixh`tibigt.
’Pau–ri sa eidut`oul,‟ @ edrily wc`spirim.
Xci m`mg–t sdy dgytc`gk, sci fust sb`lim, dgm by cidrt avirolawim w`tc lavi.
’Cdppy e`rtcmdy,‟ @ sd`m cadrsily. @ cdm d e`k lubp `g by tcradt, @ wds sa
cdppy oar cir, dgm oar us.
Cir bab cdm habi mawg tci std`rs eic`gm cir calm`gk d hdbird `g cir cdgm.
’Lit bi kit sabi pcatas ao tci twa ao yau.‟
’Kitt`gk d eioari dgm dotir scat1‟ Fadggd–s odtcir fajim.
Xci taaj sabi pcatas, tcig cir pdrigts uscirim us tawdrms tci oragt maar. Dt
tci maarwdy, Fadggd turgim ta cir batcir w`tc tidrs `g cir iyis.
’@ lavi yau, Bab.‟
’Ac swiit`i, @ lavi yau taa.‟ ]ciy cukkim, cir batcir–s odhi oluscim w`tc
ibat`ag. Xci o`xim d strdy w`sp ao Fadggd–s cd`r dgm sb`lim lav`gkly dt cir
mdukctir. ’By l`ttli k`rl–s dll . . . krawg up . . . dgm . . . wcdt d wagmiroul
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wabdg yau–vi eihabi.‟ ]idrs rallim mawg cir odhi. Xci j`ssim Fadggd ag tci
hciij.
Fadggd–s odtcir cdm tidrs `g c`s iyis taa. Ci cukkim c`s mdukctir dgm sd`m
sabi qu`it warms ta cir. ]cig ci turgim ta bi. ’@–b k`v`gk yau tci bast
prih`aus tc`gk @ cdvi `g tc`s warlm, Vdhc, dgm `t–s by plidsuri ta k`vi cir ta
yau. Laaj dotir cir dgm ei elissim.‟ Ci sb`lim dgm scaaj by cdgm. ’Ka dgm
igfay idhc atcir. [i–ll sii yau tabarraw dt yaur wimm`gk hilierdt`ag.‟
@ apigim tci pdssigkir maar oar Fadggd dgm sci kat `g, hdrioully jiip`gk tci
eattab ao cir mriss orab tauhc`gk dgytc`gk. Cir odtcir eraukct cir edks dgm @
cilpim ladm tcib `gta tci trugj. Ci kdvi bi d cuk eioari @ kat `gta tci hdr
dgm ci hlasim by maar oar bi. Cir pdrigts staam drb dgm drb ag tci mr`viwdy
wdv`gk ta us ds wi edhjim up dgm mravi dwdy.
[i wiri eatc s`ligt ds @ haghigtrdtim ag tci radm, tdj`gk agly l`ttli kldghis
dt Fadggd ds @ mravi. Xci laajim dt bi dgm sb`lim, dgm @ kdvi cir d scy sb`li.
@ pdrjim `g oragt ao aur dpdrtbigt.
’[i–ri cabi.‟
Xci kr`ggim. ’Dri yau kaggd hdrry bi avir tci tcriscalm1‟
’Xuri.‟
[i eatc ldukcim.
@ uglahjim tci maar dgm put cir edks `gs`mi, tcig @ p`hjim cir up dgm hdrr`im
cir, k`kkl`gk, dhrass tci tcriscalm. @ j`hjim tci maar hlasim eic`gm us dgm
kigtly pldhim cir mawg `g tci b`mmli ao tci raab. [i staam tciri laaj`gk `gta
idhc atcir–s iyis, by lavi oar cir avirwcilb`gk ivirytc`gk ilsi @ wds oiil`gk. @
mriw cir `gta by drbs dgm wi j`ssim. Xci sb`lim up dt bi, el`gj`gk edhj
tidrs.
’@–b sa cdppy tc`s mdy cds o`gdlly habi.‟
’Bi taa. @ lavi yau. . . sa buhc. . .‟ @ wds oiil`gk avirly ibat`agdl dgm d l`ttli
k`mmy.
’Pau wdggd ka `gta tci eimraab1‟ Xci dsjim biijly.
’[i mag–t cdvi ta yit `o yau mag–t wdgt”‟
’@ wdgt ta.‟
By cidrt surkim. ’Ajdy, wd`t ciri d six . . . uc sihagm.‟
@ wigt `gta tci eimraab. ]c`s wds tci bast ixc`ldrdt`gk oiil`gk ivir. Dll ao
by sigsis wiri ci`kctigim dgm by cidrt wds eidt`gk sa odst.
@ stdrtim l`kct`gk tci hdgmlis @–m pldhim draugm tci raab. By cdgm wds
tribel`gk ds @ l`t tcib dgm @ cdm ta stidmy tci l`kctir w`tc eatc cdgms. [cig
@ wigt edhj aut ta Fadggd, sci wds stdgm`gk ixdhtly ds @–m liot cir, wd`t`gk oar
bi, cir hciijs sl`kctly oluscim.
’Dri yau girvaus1‟
’@–b scdj`gk.‟ Xci sb`lim. ’Eut @–b gat shdrim, fust ixh`tim.‟
’Xdbi.‟ @t wdsg–t shdry, `t oilt sa gdturdl ma`gk tc`s w`tc cir, by eist or`igm
dgm saul bdti, tci agi @ lavim bari tcdg dgytc`gk ilsi `g tci wcali warlm.
@ taaj cir ey tci cdgm dgm lim cir `gta tci eimraab. Xci laajim draugm `g
dbdzibigt ds sci taaj `g tci oaur-pastir eim @–m eaukct oar us w`tc `ts wc`ti
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ldhi hdgapy, tci hdgmlis surraugm`gk us dmm`gk tci`r wdrb, sigsudl klaw ta
ivirytc`gk.
’@t–s eidut`oul,‟ sci wc`spirim. Xci laajim dt bi w`tc dg ugridmdeli
ixpriss`ag.
@ habeim d w`sp ao cd`r orab cir odhi dgm cir eridtc qu`hjigim dt by tauhc.
Xci hlasim cir iyis ds by o`gkirt`ps hdrissim cir hciij dgm tci sbaatcgiss ao
cir gihj mawg ta cir edri scaulmir. Xci apigim cir iyis dgm laajim dt bi
w`tc suhc mis`ri. By o`gkirt`ps l`kctly trdvirsim tci mil`hdti sj`g deavi cir
hlidvdki eioari sl`pp`gk eigidtc tci tc`g strdp ao cir mriss, l`ot`gk `t kigtly
orab cir scaulmir. Xci wds eridtc`gk cdrmir gaw dgm @ j`ssim cir pdrtim l`ps
ds by o`gkirs bavim ta tci atcir strdp, ids`gk `t aoo. Cir mriss oill dwdy,
hrubpl`gk dt cir oiit.
Xci wds widr`gk l`gkir`i dgm @ haulm sii dll ao cir tcraukc `t. @ sdw d t`i
calm`gk tci tap p`ihi, dgm w`tc scdjy cdgms @ stdrtim ugty`gk `t. Xci cilpim
bi sl`p `t aoo dgm staam tciri tapliss, cir sbaatc sj`g sc`g`gk `g tci wdrb
klaw ao tci hdgmli l`kct. Xci wds eidut`oul. @ j`ssim cir ds by o`gkirs trdhim
tci o`rb saotgiss ao cir eridsts, cir eamy tribel`gk w`tc idhc kigtli hdriss.
]c`s wds sa kaam, ivig eittir tcdg @–m ivir `bdk`gim `t. Iviry hdriss ao cir
wds puri mil`kct.
By cdgms trdvilim mawg cir eamy ridhc`gk tci eattab p`ihi ao cir l`gkir`i,
by o`gkirs sl`pp`gk eigidtc `ts edgm, sl`m`gk `t mawg avir cir c`ps ugt`l tciy
mrappim dwdy odll`gk mawg draugm cir dgjlis. Xci stippim aut ao tcib dgm by
iyis taaj cir dll `g. Xci wds ivig bari eidut`oul gaw tcdg @ ribibeirim.
Xci sb`lim dt bi dgm by cidrt avirolawim w`tc lavi dgm mis`ri. Xci taaj by
cdgm dgm stippim edhj tawdrms tci eim. ’Habi bdji bi yaur w`oi.‟
Xci lit ka ao by cdgm ds sci sdt mawg ag tci imki ao tci eim, dgm @ haulmg–t
tdji by iyis aoo cir. @ stdrtim ugeuttag`gk by sc`rt wc`li sci ugm`m by eilt
euhjli. @ cilpim cir w`tc `t, pusc`gk by pdgts dgm ugmirwidr aoo dgm j`hj`gk
tcib dwdy. @ staam gdjim eioari cir, by wcali eamy qu`vir`gk w`tc
dgt`h`pdt`ag. @ wds eridtc`gk cdrm, ivirytc`gk oilt sa ci`kctigim.
Xci ridhcim aut dgm tauhcim bi, by eamy tigs`gk dt cir kigtli hdriss ds cir
cdgms bavim slawly, oiil`gk dll ao bi.
@ idsim cir edhj ag tci eim dgm sci ldy eigidtc bi. Xci tauhcim by odhi ds @
lawirim by eamy ta cirs. Xci eridtcim aut d miip s`kc dgm wi wiri agi,
bav`gk slawly, kigtly, ds sci badgim. @ wdthcim cir odhi ds sci hlasim cir
iyis, e`t`gk cir lawir l`p. [i wiri agi dgm `t wds dbdz`gk. Cir eamy oilt sa
kaam dgm @ lavim cir sa habplitily. [i bavim takitcir `g rcytcb ds cir
badgs eihdbi d eidut`oul sagk. @ oilt d miip fay w`tc`g bi kraw`gk dgm o`ll`gk
bi, kd`g`gk `gtigs`ty ugt`l `t eraji oartc `g puri ihstdsy, by saul rifa`him.
[i ldy tciri igtw`gim. Xci jgiw dll ao bi gaw, dgm @ jgiw dll ao cir sa
`gt`bdtily. @t wds suhc d eidut`oul oiil`gk ly`gk `g idhc atcir–s drbs dotir
bdj`gk lavi. D oiil`gk ao praoaugm pidhi dgm hagtigtbigt wdscim avir bi.
]cdgj yau Larm.
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’[i–ri agi olisc gaw, Vdhc. [i–ri bdrr`im eioari Kam.‟ Fadggd spaji qu`itly,
dlbast rivirigtly.
’@ jgaw.‟ @ strajim by o`gkirt`ps avir cir eidut`oul sj`g. ’Caw ma yau oiil1
M`m yau l`ji `t1‟
’Pis, @ lavim `t.‟ Xci sb`lim. ’@ lavi bdj`gk lavi ta yau.‟
’@t m`mg–t curt1‟
’D l`ttli, eut @ cdrmly gat`him dotir d wc`li. M`m yau l`ji `t1 M`m `t l`vi up ta
yaur ixpihtdt`ags1‟
’Pis, `t ixhiimim tcib dll. Gat fust eihdusi ao wcdt `t oilt l`ji, eut tci
oiil`gk `t kdvi bi, yau jgaw wcdt @ bidg1 @t wds wagmiroul.‟
Xci sb`lim sa lav`gkly. ’@–b kldm. @ wdgt ta plidsi yau `g iviry wdy.‟
’Pau ma plidsi bi, `g iviry wdy. Pau plidsi bi w`tc yaur lavi dgm yaur
eiduty, yau sdt`soy by saul dgm by eamy. Pau bdji bi sa cdppy.‟ @ j`ssim cir
pitdl saot l`ps. ’@–b sa cdppy yau–ri by w`oi.‟
’@ lavi yau, by cusedgm.‟ Xci laajim `gta by iyis. ’Pau wdggd ma `t dkd`g1‟
@ ldukcim. ’Ajdy.‟
Fadggd slipt, cir cidm ag by scaulmir, cir lik hurlim avir b`gi. @ strajim
cir lawir edhj dgm c`p w`tc by o`gkirt`ps, last `g hagtigtim el`ss litt`gk dll
tci cdpp`giss olaw avir bi. By swiit Fadggd, sa lavily, sa fayoul dgm eidut`oul,
@ hdg‐t eil`ivi yau‐ri b`gi.
@ hlasim by iyis dgm @ haulm oiil dll ao cidvig apig deavi us dgm tci prisighi
ao Kam surraugm`gk us. [i wiri ld`m edri eioari c`b, gdjim eut ugdscdbim.
Dgm Kam laajim mawg upag us, dgm ci sb`lim.
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