blair's diary

8/13/2019 Blair's Diary

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The red-stained bowl had been properly placed at the topof the snow mound. The boy laid in the ground, theunneeded excess dripping from the cut at his throat and

tainting the snow below. I waited, the wind howling in myears. A heaviness overtook me and I must have fallenasleep.

I opened my eyes and found myself on a barren land, awind blasted waste like I hadn't seen even on theanadian artic. Icy dervishes swirled around me, closingvisibility to !ust a little further away from my arm. Thesnow bit on my body and suddenly I reali"ed that I wasnaked.

#omething compelled me to run, calling at me frombeyond the winds. I ran, falling over, tripping on snow-hidden stones, cutting my feet on their sharp edges over


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Alfred $arrow has young, lovely daughter named %velyn.I&ve always liked aine in this time of year.

and over. #o many were the cuts that after some time ofrunning towards my unknown destiny my feet were tworagged stumps, leaving small blood rings on the snow

when they entered to keep propelling me. (evertheless Ipushed forward. The cold gradually took the pain away,and so I picked up my speed as best I could. $ut thenour )ord's icy embrace overtook me and I started losingmy ability to move.

y mind started telling me to stop, telling me to stoptrying to reach a destiny that would take me nowhere, butI refused to listen. I rubbed myself as best as I could tohelp circulation, and when that didn't help I bit one of the

fingers in my left hand off. The pain !umped up throughmy arm and straight into my brain, sending some extraadrenaline back down through


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my body. This extra boost help me for a few more yards,but then the wind was too hard against me, had torn toomany shreds from my shivering body. I collapsed on the

snow and death overcame me.

*nly that our )ord saved me. +e came to me where Iwas lying there on the ground and picked me up,wrapping me in a silvery cocoon of thin ice strands. +etook me to the skies and told me that this scene wouldrepeat itself in my future the odds would be against meand my enemies would prevail. +owever, I should fearnot. If I had kept trying like I had !ust done, pushingforward, casting off friends and parts of myself if I

needed, +e would come to me and take me into +imself,making me in +is image and giving me everlasting life.

y things were at my feet, not covered in snow at all.(obody else was to be seen around except Ah"uak, whowas holding his own heart in his right hand, and seven of

my men. I can only conclude that A"huak must haveripped it out himself in an attempt to appease our od,and +e left him there as an example of devotion for theother seven. I pointed the example out to them andordered one of them to do the same. hen he was toomuch of an unfaithful weakling to do it, I !umped over himand cut it out with my knife, and we consummed it aroundhis corpse to show our bonding in devotion to our )ord.e feasted upon his body during the trip to Anchorage.e shall avenge our lord and our mission, and show how

his wrath falls upon those that dare look his way.

that were on duty with him up into the night. $ut +ewasn't appeased.

*ur lord Itha/ua had come to me in dreams the nightbefore and told me to pick up my things and bring themwith me to the ceremony. After he had taken thesacrifice, silence extended through the hill. ost thoughtthat he had left but I expected the worst, knowing that we

had endangered an important part of the plan. +e did ashe should have. +e came over unto us with all his furyand all his power, all his righteous anger delivered in abli""ard that blinded us all and raged for hours. I !uststood there, waiting for +im to take me up and deliver hisrevenge unto me. +owever, the bli""ard subsided and Iwas left there with other seven men. The base wasgone, buildings and men with it.


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+is comforting embrace and the reassuring song of thewind lulled me to sleep.

I opened my eyes and found myself laying in the ground,my clothes tarnished from the blood-colored snow. Thecarcass was nowhere to be found, the bowl haddissapeared. I headed home.

I&ve decided to take A"huak's advice and research intoother possible aspects of )ord, looking for another key

that may help us in getting a speedier release. I expectmy main problem to be identifying exactly which one of0uet"alcoatl and %h1catl is the real form of the indalker. *r could +e be both of them2 y search forinformation on 0uet"alcoatl will likely lead me toTeotiuhacan - the place where the gods walked, I believeit means - where there are still remnants of a"tec indianswhich may be able to lead me in the correct path.


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I'm on my way to (ew 3ersey, which would be thecowboys next logical stop if they recovered any papers atall from the dirigible. I'll try to contact $ryant in there in

case he is still in charge, tell him how things are. +e wasalways a soft one and maybe I'll remove him if it comesto that.

e did the ritual. All the base and the most of the townof %ndurance were present. e called our )ord. +ecame down to us and accepted the sacrifice. I tookarlos )arisgotia's heart out myself with his own huntingknife, the way that the priests of old did in exico. Theind ripped the throbbing heart out of my very hand and

that took it with )arisgoitia's body and the thirty plus menand dogs


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45556 ... it hurts ... 45556 I have arrived at 7ucatan today, the same place that#panish con/uerors did hundreds of years ago, but in amuch subtler trip of con/uest. ine is not a mission of

simple power and wealth, but a missionof knowledge.

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Today I have found a likely teacher an old man calleddon 8edro who insists on being a descendent of thetoltecas, 0uet"alcoatl's chosen people.

ahhhhh ithaqua i i forgivenessiiii what have we done was

it bad and why are we beingpunished if we are the faithfulones why must this punishmentcome from beyond the starswhere you live and why are wethe target and not your enemieswho

should be the recipient &*&!#@$,,selves because of what*&@*#* done to you and **& *sbut why must we endure andshould we tae it without asing and should we bear it without

regret because yours is thepower and the glory and thesnow and the nowledge frombeyond the stars and the


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**&@#&ara and **&@# muchdo they now


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A FUCKING GROUP OF COWBOYS

BROKE INTO THE FUCKING BASE

TONIGHT! how the hell did they find us222222

56459 the dirigible is lost, all the plans of liberation inour side gone in a flash in the hangar. that idiot)aris455694 )arigsi:944 )arisgoitia will serve as the nextsacrifice, as well as all the bastards that were guardingtonight. hopefully that'll appease our )ord and stop himfrom coming after us to impart our due punishment. thenI'll go after the cowboys myself.

I have often wondered at the un-devout masses whocannot see that which I have seen. ;or they cannot have

seen what they have not "%. ;eeling is all. ;eelingall ice is all. Ice that forces lack of feeling, detachment,ridding oneself of the body. As such, the body is to besharpened as a tool, so it can cut a swath through theunfaithful chaff and stand at the rim and, needs fulfilled,wither. And spirit rolls towards *ne.

ia ia ithaqua, our windlord of the icy wastes iaia ia ia ia


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have seen that which brings me glory'"astness' (oncentration' )urity of icegleaming in my veins' )ower' )ower ealone can give men' +loria in ecelsisthaqua et in terra calamitatis hominibusvoluntatis' audamus te, adoramus te,glorificamus te' +ratias agimus tibi proptermagnam gloriam tuam' -omine thaqua,.e celestis, thaqua omnipotens'

/othing whatsoever can deliver me from

my path' %hat which alone stands betweenmy goal, sad and unforgiven shall be,removed shall become' "or mine is thestrength of (reed' (redo in unum deum,thaqua omnipotentem' ibera me,-ominem, de morte aeterna in die illaquando coeli movendi sunt et terra, dumveneris 0udicare saeculum per ( ice iceice cold cold cold' 1llow no man to escape

(orth shall roam free through the land of the living,through desert sands and plains.


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8adre, por /u1 me has abandonado2 #u aullido cru"a eldesierto y nosotros tratamos de poner atencion, tratamosde escuchar por pistas /ue puedan llevarnos a cumplir

nuestra tarea de forma mas eficiente, con tal de /ue suprision de miles de a


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>on 8edro saw me today after an encounter with ayoung woman from town. %ven though he couldn't havedetected any trace on me - I washed thoroughly - he had

a strange look on his eyes. (ow he insists on calling metocatl, spider.

The mayans apparently signaled ?ukulkan as the escapegoat for #panish religious prosecution, insisting that?ukulkan was the devil that had made them do the thingsthey did. aybe they dissapeared because of thisreason, when our lord's revenge found them.

I am humbled. I am reduced. That's what our lord saysin his mournful songs that sweep the wasted plains of thenorth. The wind carries his words to us, his bli""ards

harden our resolve. here other men would give up, curlup and die peacefully under a blanket made of puresnow, we persevere. +e will return once again, he will befree once we have accomplished our task.

I'm not sure why I'm setting things down like this, like ifsomebody else would come after me and read them.)ike my life story was going to be important forsomebody after our lord gets released. Then will be thetime for his power and glory and all of those of us who

have served him will bask in his light. #era entonces /ueseamos recompensados.


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#hip without sails am I$ird without wings am I,)ord of the gales am I,

Terror of kings am I,I am the @eppelin

ark well the flight of me,#hips +ave a care of me#hrink at the sight of meI am the @eppelin

I was reading 3ules Berne today, and came across aninteresting /uote from one of his characters. It clearly

summari"es our current situation. Cith the invention ofthis airship I hold control of the entire world, and therelies no force within the reach of humanity which is able toresist meC.

I !ust finished washing my hands. Tomorrow I'll have tolook for a new teacher.

The second sun, (ahui-%h1catl - the old man 8edro toldme - dissapeared shortly after seven times fifty two yearswhen the great hurricane was unleashed. This greathurricane, apparently, was a manifestation of0uet"alcoatl. *thers keep referring to him as0uet"alcoatl %h1catl, being both the 3ade 8lumed#erpent and the ind.

hen I asked don 8edro about 0uet"alcoatl's status asthe hite od in relationship to snow, the old man !ust

laughed at me. +e says that white is the color of thewest, the place where


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0uet"alcoatl resides, hence his name. Then he laughedagain.

I left his body in the house. )et them find it when theywill.

I have returned to Alaska to direct our efforts here. Thesearch in exico proved more or less fruitless, and Idecided that my time would be better spent in here.

A"huak's health is failing, and I'm convinced that the onlythings keeping my teacher alive are his sheer strenght ofwill and the closeness or our )ord's release. I pray to theendigo that his health keeps, in case that I still havesome things to learn.

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