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s.padn v p/kaxns.padn v p/kaxns.padn v p/kaxns.padn v p/kaxn Sneh #akurSneh #akurSneh #akurSneh #akur

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kre. int kayaR kayR ivvek Anu9` le suxaS5 ka 3ek ANy4a yh mnmanI cal ctuidRk layegI wUcal kre.ge gr mn manavad swI ho jaye.ge bbaRd Aho ! 2maR.kux hE AinvayR inymgt hote sare kayR cahte yid sc me. kLya` kre. sb vedo. ka sMman Are ! ApO=8ey Svrsar ved hE. va \myI Avtar ved m.5o. kI Ad\wut xi¯ idVy jIvn kI hE AiwVyi¯ Svirt Jyo. hI hota hE Aom\ SvC7 ho jata sara Vyom Aho yh xaXvt Svt: p/ma` svRt: mU%R iniql kLya` ved m.5o. ka sSvr gan idlata iviv2 tap se 5a`

At: iki’ct s.xy Aplap ved iv8yk hota hE pap Agr yh bUze, hE suqd wiv*y ANy4a mhap/ly ka d<Xy|

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s.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akurs.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akurs.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akurs.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akur

xI8RkxI8RkxI8RkxI8Rk rciytarciytarciytarciyta p<*#p<*#p<*#p<*# s.padkIy Ê ix9a ka ma@ym mat<wa8a mhaTma ga>2I Ë ihNdI mEi4lIxr` guPt Ë gi`ta.k su2a goyl Ì dIqte jEse Da$ _ raignI wU8` Ï jIivt rhU>gI sdEv Jyoit kalra ']MmId' Ð Svt.5ta ke bad ihNdI kI dxa 0v. idxa mheN³ p/tap is.h Ñ yid hmara ivXvas _ _ _ _ mhaTma ga>2I ÉÈ jIv3ta A9y goja ÉÉ kb tk ! xEl Ag/val ÉÊ kamaynI se _ _ _ _ jyx.kr p/sad ÉÍ narI Sneh #akur ÉÎ ihNdI kI vEiXvk 9mta Da$ _ mehta ngeN³ is.h ÉÏ ihNdI _ _ _ _ mEi4lIxr` guPt ÉÏ ihNdI jn-jn kI wa8a hE Sneh lta ÉÐ Apraijta kml kpUr ÉÑ ha[ku jvahr [Ndu ÊÍ wartI ke lal Da$ _ Aom p/kax vmaR ÊÎ rajwa8a Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ¡*` kumar g/ovr ÊÏ ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE 0s _ke _jEn lO.gpuirya ËÉ ma6 kI 0k subh ivjy is.h nah3a ËÊ ivDMbna rajIv r.jn ËË s.68R mmta qre ËÌ AadmI kI AadmIyt m2up xmaR ÌÊ ra*¨Iy 0kta kI k I : ihNdI kumarI kmilnI x _ pxIne ÌË ihNdI kI p/git ka Aa2ar hirp/sad 2mRk 'ivxal' ÌÌ nvoNme8 Da$ _ ramdev p/sad is.h 'dev' ÉA lhU ke fUl Da$ _ Xyam is.h xix ÌÌA

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s.padkIy s.padkIy s.padkIy s.padkIy nya v8R Apne p.q psar bhut krIb Aa phu>ca hE| v8R ÊÈÈÑ AOr ÊÈÉÈ ke s.i2-kgar pr q a yh smy jha> 0k Aor d<i*3-ivh.gm kI mu³a me. AtIt ko ivda de rha hE vhI. dUsrI Aor nye Aagt kI ij)asa ke p/it AaturtawrI d<i*3 se ]ck-]ck wiv*y me. za>k ]se tOlne ka p/yTn kr rha hE| ÉÈ jnvrI, ihNdI idvs ke +p me., b I ]Tk.#a se ivXv ke swI ihNdI-p/eimyo. kI Aor 3k3kI ba>2 inhar rha hE| hm swI ihNdI p/eimyo. ko Apne A4k p/yaso. se ]skI [s llk- wrI d<i*3 me. gOrv kI cmk lanI hE, hme. ihNdI ka z~Da ivXv ke kone-kone me. fhrana hE, hme. D.ke kI co3 pr gvR se khna hE ik ihNdI hmarI ip/y wa8a hE| g`t.5 idvs pr 'vsu2a' kI Aor se swI dex-ivdex me. bse wartIy AOr wartv.ixyo. ko koi3-koi3 b2a{, sa4 hI Svt.5ta idlane vale, dex ke ]n swI vIr senainyo. ko wav-wInI &²a.jil ijnke r¯ kI 0k-0k bU>d ke hm icr-1<Ì hE.; ]nke hI bildano. se hm Aaj ApnI mat<wUim AOr ApnI mat<wa8a ke p/it sr }>ca ]#a vNde matrm\ ke jy6o8 se ]se viNdt kr sk e hE.|

wartIy s.S¡it kI Alq jlaye rqne ke il0 wartIy ko.sulavas, Aa{ _sI _sI _Aar, 0v. Svr sa2na ke sOjNy se, Anekanek sMmano., purSkaro. se ivwUi8t lB2p/iti*#t\ pd\m&I xa.it hIranNd, ijNho.ne is²a4R jEse klaTmk isnema ko wI ApnI m2ur Aavaj_ se gu.ijt ikya, ke smaroh ka Aayojn ikya gya| [s smaroh ko sfl bnane me. wartIy ko.sulavas kI ko.sula@y9 mannIya &ImtI p/Iit srn, ko.sul mannIy &I sureN³ Arora, ko.sul mannIy &I 0m _pI _ is.h 0v. Svr sa2na ke &I jy wavsar, &ImtI neha wavsar, &ImtI mmta wavsar v ko.sulavas t4a Svr-sa2na ke ANy pdai2kairyo. ka bhut b a yogdan 4a| wartIy s.S¡it ke p/it sbka ]TsahpU R lgav srahnIy hE| vsu2a kI Aor se swI ko sa2uvad| ÉÌ jnvrI ko AadrÌy, AnukrÌy 0v. ip/y gu=jI, AnNt&Isml.¡t &ItulsIpI#a2IXvr, mhakiv, jgd\gu= ramw³acayR ivkla.g ivXviály ic5kU3 ke kulpit, jgd\gu= ramanNdacayR SvamIjI kI sa#vI. jNm v8Rga># pr #akur sahb v merI Aor se Anekanek m.glkamna0>| Vyi¯gt +p se ]Nho.ne jo hm dono. ko Apna ¡pa-pa5 bnaye rq Apna Sneh-wajn bnaye rqa hE ]ske to hm AawarI hE. hI, pr sa4 hI jo ]Nho.ne ApnI wi¯myI sx¯ leqnI se 'vsu2a' ko sm<² ikya, ]ske il0 vsu2a ]nkI AawarI hE| ]Nho.ne Aa@yaiTmkta kI prm punIt piri2 se, ijs idVy Jyoit µara, saihTy ko p/kaixt ikya hE AOr smaj ko pirmaijRt ikya hE, ]ske p/it hm nt-mStk hE.| [s xuwAvsr pr, ]nke xtxtayu hone kI ¹dy se kamna krte hu0 sadr, sSneh nmn| vsu2a ne Apne ip/y rcnakaro. v ip/y pa#ko. ke shyog se Apne jIvn ke 7: v8R pUre ikye hE.| [n dono. hI vgoR. ne ]ske ixxukal ko AanNdmyI iklkairyo. se gu.ijt ikya hE| vsu2a [n dono. kI hI AawarI hE ik [Nho.ne ]se Apne Sneh-pax me. ba>2, ]Tsaiht v p/oTsaiht kr Aaj [s #os 2ratl pr q a kr idya hE| vsu2a 0v. sd\wavna ihNdI saihiTyk s.S4a ke tTvav2an me. sMp¶ 'ihNdI hIrk jyNtI' v8R ke ]pl(y me. 'kaVy hIrk' ka p/kaxn, [ske rcnakaro. - &I jgdIx cN³ xarda xaS5I, Da$ _ mOna kOixk, &I gopal b6el, &ImtI Xyama is.h, &I rmn Ag/val v &ImtI Sneh #akur - kI, ihNdI ke p/it in*#a ka p/tIk hE| mera sOwaGy hE ik [ska s.kln v s.padn kr ma> srSvtI ke pavn-punIt cr`-kmlo. me. mE. sb rcnakaro. kI Aor se saihTy-sumn AipRt kr skI|

nv v8R ke il0 swI AaTmIy-jno. kI, vsu2a, mere pirvar v mere p/it xuwkamnaAo. ne ¹dy AiwwUt ikya| swI xuwicNtko., AaTmIy-jno. µara nv v8R hetu p/ei8t kI g{ m.gl-kamnaAo. ke il0 pirvarkamnaAo. ke il0 pirvarkamnaAo. ke il0 pirvarkamnaAo. ke il0 pirvar----siht ¹siht ¹siht ¹siht ¹dy se AawarI hU>| m.gldy se AawarI hU>| m.gldy se AawarI hU>| m.gldy se AawarI hU>| m.gl----kamna0> hI jIvn ko AdMy sahs v ]Tsah p/dan kamna0> hI jIvn ko AdMy sahs v ]Tsah p/dan kamna0> hI jIvn ko AdMy sahs v ]Tsah p/dan kamna0> hI jIvn ko AdMy sahs v ]Tsah p/dan krne me., Asa@y ko sa@y bnane me. s.jIvnI bUkrne me., Asa@y ko sa@y bnane me. s.jIvnI bUkrne me., Asa@y ko sa@y bnane me. s.jIvnI bUkrne me., Asa@y ko sa@y bnane me. s.jIvnI bU3333I ka kayR krtI hE.| yh bI ka kayR krtI hE.| yh bI ka kayR krtI hE.| yh bI ka kayR krtI hE.| yh b e sOwaGy kI bat hE ik Aap e sOwaGy kI bat hE ik Aap e sOwaGy kI bat hE ik Aap e sOwaGy kI bat hE ik Aap swI ip/y ihtEi8yo. ka Apirimt AadrswI ip/y ihtEi8yo. ka Apirimt AadrswI ip/y ihtEi8yo. ka Apirimt AadrswI ip/y ihtEi8yo. ka Apirimt Aadr----PyarPyarPyarPyar----AaxI8e. imlI.| {Xvr seAaxI8e. imlI.| {Xvr seAaxI8e. imlI.| {Xvr seAaxI8e. imlI.| {Xvr se p/a4Rna hE ik ye parSpirk sdp/a4Rna hE ik ye parSpirk sdp/a4Rna hE ik ye parSpirk sdp/a4Rna hE ik ye parSpirk sd\\ \\wawawawavna0> vna0> vna0> vna0> A9t rhe.|A9t rhe.|A9t rhe.|A9t rhe.|

srSvtI ma> v {xsrSvtI ma> v {xsrSvtI ma> v {xsrSvtI ma> v {x AnukMpa AnukMpa AnukMpa AnukMpa se t4ase t4ase t4ase t4a Aap sb ip/yjno. kI m.glAap sb ip/yjno. kI m.glAap sb ip/yjno. kI m.glAap sb ip/yjno. kI m.gl----kamna se kamna se kamna se kamna se merI do puStke. 's.jIvnI' merI do puStke. 's.jIvnI' merI do puStke. 's.jIvnI' merI do puStke. 's.jIvnI' Aaleq s.g/h v ']pin8d/ dxRn' p/kaixt hu0 hE.|Aaleq s.g/h v ']pin8d/ dxRn' p/kaixt hu0 hE.|Aaleq s.g/h v ']pin8d/ dxRn' p/kaixt hu0 hE.|Aaleq s.g/h v ']pin8d/ dxRn' p/kaixt hu0 hE.|

nv v8R ivXv ke il0 m.glmy ho, [s xuw kamna ke sa4,nv v8R ivXv ke il0 m.glmy ho, [s xuw kamna ke sa4,nv v8R ivXv ke il0 m.glmy ho, [s xuw kamna ke sa4,nv v8R ivXv ke il0 m.glmy ho, [s xuw kamna ke sa4, sSneh, Sneh #akursSneh, Sneh #akursSneh, Sneh #akursSneh, Sneh #akur

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ix9a ka ma@ym mat<wa8aix9a ka ma@ym mat<wa8aix9a ka ma@ym mat<wa8aix9a ka ma@ym mat<wa8a mhaTma ga>2I mhaTma ga>2I mhaTma ga>2I mhaTma ga>2I

Üibhar 7a5 sMmeln, waglpur me. A@y9Üibhar 7a5 sMmeln, waglpur me. A@y9Üibhar 7a5 sMmeln, waglpur me. A@y9Üibhar 7a5 sMmeln, waglpur me. A@y9----pd se ÉÍpd se ÉÍpd se ÉÍpd se ÉÍ----ÉÈÉÈÉÈÉÈ----ÉÑÉÏ ko idya gya wa8`ÝÉÑÉÏ ko idya gya wa8`ÝÉÑÉÏ ko idya gya wa8`ÝÉÑÉÏ ko idya gya wa8`Ý

'mat<wa8a ka Anadr ma> ke Anadr ke brabr hE| jo mat<wa8a ka Apman krta hE, vh Svdex-w¯ khlane layk nhI.| bhut-se log 0esa khte sune jate hE. ik hmarI wa8a me. 0ese xBd nhI., ijnme. hmare }>ce ivcar p/k3 ik0 ja ske.| ikNtu yh ko{ wa8a ka do8 nhI.| wa8a ko bnana AOr b“ana hmara Apna hI ktRVy hE| 0k smy 0esa 4a jb A>g/ejI wa8a kI wI yhI halt 4I| A>g/ejI ka ivkas [sil0 huAa ik A>g/ej Aage b“e AOr ]Nho.ne wa8a kI ]¶it kI| yid hm mat<wa8a kI ]¶it nhI. kr ske AOr hmara yh is²aNt rhe ik A>g/ejI ke j_irye hI hm Apne }>cee ivcar p/k3 kr skte hE. AOr ]nka ivkas kr skte hE., to [sme. jra wI xk nhI. ik hm sda ke il0 gulam bne rhe.ge| jb tk hmarI mat<wa8a me. hmare sare ivcar p/k3 krne kI xi¯ nhI. Aa jatI AOr jb tk vE)aink iv8y mat<wa8a me. nhI. smza0 ja skte, tb tk ra*¨ ko nya )an nhI. imlega|

tulsIdas jI Apne idVy ivcar ihNdI me. p/k3 kr ske 4e| ramay` jEse g/.4 bhut hI 4o e hE.| g<hS4a&mI hokr wI sb ku7 Tyag kr dene vale mhan\ dex-w¯ wart-wU8` pi~Dt mdnmohn malvIy jI ko Apne ivcar ihNdI me. p/k3 krne me. jra wI ki#na{ nhI. hotI| pi~Dt jI ka A>g/ejI wa8` ca>dI kI trh cmkta huAa kha jata hE ikNtu ]nka ihNdI wa8` [s trh cmka hE jEse mansrovr se inkltI hu{ g.ga ka p/vah sUyR-ikrò. se sone kI trh cmkta hE|

muze A>g/ejI wa8a se vEr nhI. hE| [s wa8a ka w~Dar A3U3 hE| yh rajwa8a AOr )an kI ini2 se wrI-pUrI hE| ifr wI merI yh ray hE ik ihNduStan ke sb logo. ko [se sIqne kI j_+rt nhI.| ikNtu [s bare me. mE. J_yada nhI. khna cahta| ivá4IR A>g/ejI p“ rhe hE., AOr jb tk dUsrI yojna p/cilt nhI. hotI AOr Aaj kI xalaAo. me. pirvtRn nhI. hota, tb tk iví4Ryo. ke il0 dUsra ko{ ]pay nhI.| [sil0 mE. mat<wa8a ke [s iv8y ko yhI. smaPt kr deta hU>| mE. [tnI hI p/a4Rna k+>ga ik Aaps ke Vyvhar me. AOr jha>-jha> ho ske vha> sb log mat<wa8a ka hI ]pyog kre., AOr ivái4Ryo. ke isva jo mhaxy yha> Aaye hE., ve mat<wa8a ko ix9a ka ma@ym bnane ka wgIr4 p/yTn kre.|'

'ihNdI ka ]±eXy yhI hE, wart 0k rhe AivwaJy yo. to +s AOr Ameirka ijtna hE ]ska jn raJy ibna ra*¨wa8a Svra*¨ kI igra Aap gU>gI Asm4R 0k wartI ibna hmarI wartIyta ka Kya A4R !'

mEi4lIxr` guPtmEi4lIxr` guPtmEi4lIxr` guPtmEi4lIxr` guPt

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gi`ta.k gi`ta.k gi`ta.k gi`ta.k su2a goyl su2a goyl su2a goyl su2a goyl

xam m.4r git se Apne DEne fEla0 smSt p<$vI ko Apne me. sme3ne ke il0 ]tr rhI hE| pe o. ke saye lMbe ho rhe hE.| sUrj kI p/qrta 63 rhI hE| vatavr` me. 4o I ]ms wI hE| mE. bahr kI iq kI qol pdeR h3a detI hU>| hLka nar.gI p/kax sare dayre me. fEl jata hE| samne ndI kI lhro. me. Dolta sUrj ka lal gola jEse jIvn 2ar` krne ke il0 A.itm sa>s tk s.68R kr rha hE| p.i¯b² ho p.7I Aakax me. ] te Apne 6ro. ko lO3 rhe hE.| ve jante hE. ik p/¡it ke [s s.68R me.. [s smy rjnI kI hI jIt hogI|

muze AaXcyR hota hE ik [n jIvo. ko yh Aawas kEse ho jata hE? 6ro. ka mhTv ye kEse jante hE.? itnka-itnka jo kr bnaya nI [tna AaTmIy Kyo. ho jata hE| jbik hva ke tej zoko. se kwI wI 3U3 jata hE| 6o.sle ke sa4 hI 3U3kr Svy. kI Aahuit dene vale nNhe. p.7I se hI AadmI ne ku7 sIqa hota| mE> ifr jo -63av lgane bE# jatI hU>|

sara jIvn hI jo -63av krte inkl gya, leikn jIvn ka 0k wI sval kwI wI #Ik se hl nhI. kr pa{| A.ko. ko ilqtI AOr im3atI rhI| yha> tk ik Apne dono. ha4 iksI Ana I bCce kI trh SyahI me. r.g il0, ijska nIlapn v¯ ke sa4 AOr wI b“ta gya| Apne Aa>suAo. ke qare panI se bar-bar 2otI rhI, ilqtI rhI|

gi`t ka yh qel AwI ka nhI., mere bcpn ka hE| smIkr` hl krtI to hmexa pu5 kI ]m/ ipta kI ]m/ se Ai2k AatI| A@yaipka laq smzatI.| ka$pI fa kr fe.k detI.| k9a se bahr inkal detI.| h4eilyo. pr pEmane j tI., DeSk pr q a krtI., mugaR bnatI., leikn ve n muze smza patI. AOr n mE. ]Nhe.| pu5 kI ]m/ ipta kI ]m/ se km hI Kyo. rhe? ipta ALpayu t4a pu5 dI6aRyu Kyo. nhI. ho skta? wla yh wI ko{ gi`t huAa ik bs A@yaipka ka khna mano| muze b I zu>zlah3 hotI| A@yaipka khtI. - 'ihmanI ke idmag me. gobr wra hE| Akl kI bat 6us hI nhI. sktI|'

tb b I h>sI AatI| mn khta ik khU> - 'mEDm ! Kya Apna idmag wI deqa hE? khI. wUse ka !er to nhI.|'

leikn nIcI ingah ik0 pEr ke A>gU#e se j_mIn kudertI q I rhtI AOr A@yaipka kI sarI Da>3 pT4r pr c“a0 jl-sI bekar ho jatI| Ab ]Nhe. Kya malUm 4a ik ijske jIvn ke A.k hI glt ho., wla ]ska gi`t kEse shI ho skta hE?

A@yaipka xayd mere A.ko. ko VyviS4t krna cahtI 4I.| leikn yh Kya [tna Aasan 4a? hr iv8y me. ivxe8 yoGyta AijRt krtI, leikn gi`t me. l3kte-l3kte hI inkl patI| xayd l ikyo. ke jIvn ka gi`ta.k bcpn se hI l q ata rha hE, jbik l ke AKsr ivxe8 yoGyta pate hE.| [sil0 vh iv8y l ko. ke il0 suri9t ikya gya| jane idmag me. Kya iftUr ]#a ik gi`t le ilya| gi`t ka l kI ke jIvn se Kya s.b.2? l kI ke jIvn ka gi`t to kwI #Ik huAa hI nhI.| yh smz ]s smy kha> 4I? vrna A@yaipka se hI n pU7a hota ik 'mEDm ! Aapke jIvn ka gi`ta.k kEsa hE?'

qEr, A@yaipka muze dUsrI 7a5a kI ka$pI se nkl krne ke il0 ]ksatI., leikn merI nj_r iksI ANy ka$pI ke ]%ra.k p“ hI n patI| Ao“a huAa jIvn jEse boz hota hE vEse hI cura0 g0 A.k jIvn kI t<iPt to nhI.| mera nNha dxRn merI A@yaipka nhI. smz patI 4I.| ve muze 0k j_hIn 7a5a smztI AOr mere jIvn kI 0k-do q_aimyo. ko dUr krne ka p/yas krtI.| jEse AKsr 0k qel hmarI pa#xala Ü]s smy ka.ve.3 nhI. qula 4aÝ me. hota 4a| ]s smy [s qel ka mhTv merI smz se pre 4a| ha>, Ab jIvn kI pa#xala me. smzne lgI hU>|

0k bhut lMbI-sI DorI lI jatI| 2ago. kI shayta se Am+d, sev ya s.tre kI fa>ke. sman dUrI pr, sman ]>ca{ se ba>2 kr l3ka dI jatI.| ]ske dono. isre do 7a5a0> ]>ca{ se

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pk kr q I ho jatI.| p/ityogI 7a5aAo. ke ha4 pI7 dup©e se ba>2 id0 jate| ]Nhe. 0k p.i¯ me. q a kr idya jata| yha> wI yh qel gi`t ke A.ko. se xu+ hota| tIn sun kr 7a5aAo. ko dO na hota AOr jo 7a5a sbse phle phu>c kr mu>h se ApnI fa>k pk letI, vhI ivjyI 6oi8t hotI|

p/ityogI 7a5a0> 0k-dUsre ko A .gI lga Aage dO jatI.| A@yaipka0> muze wI p/eirt krtI., leikn 0k Add fa>k ke il0 [s p/kar dO te muze b I xmR AatI| ivjyI 7a5a muze b I ndIdI lgtI| [s p/ityoigta ka mmR Ab smz me. Aaya wI hE to b I der ho cukI hE| jIvn me. ku7 pana hE to dUsro. ko A gI lga kr hI Aage inkla ja skta hE|

leikn Ab n dO ne kI sam$yR hE AOr n iksI ko A .gI dene kI cah| Kyo.? mE. Svy. A .gI qa-qakr iktnI hI bar igr cukI hU> AOr [sIil0 jIvn kI dO me. AwI wI pale ke pas hI q I hU>| sa4 dO ne vale jane kbke ApnI m.ijl pr phu>c g0 hE.|

tIn 3a>g kI dO , 0k 3a>g kI kUd - khI. wI to sfl nhI. ho pa{| l ikya> jb purSkar me. do-do =pyo. kI cIj_e. patI. AOr p/s¶ hotI. to muze ]nkI bui² pr trs Aata| ca>dI ka kp, goLD meDl, iglas, Ple3, puStke., p/ama`-p5 AC7a dULha wle hI !U>! le., leikn ]nkI ]pyoigta g<hS4 jIvn me. to ku7 wI nhI. !

ma> AKsr khtI. - 'ihmanI bs [tna p“ ja0 ik AC7a 6r-vr iml ja0|' ma> kI [s bat pr mE. p“a{ AOr dULhe ka smIkr` hl krne lgtI, leikn pir`am vhI

jIro inklta| mE. Apna ma4a #o.k letI - wla yh wI ko{ p“a{ hu{ ik jo wI sval hl kro ]sI ka ]%r shI n inkle| 0esI SkUl kI p“a{ se wI Kya fayda jo jIvn me. p/Xn sulzane kI jgh AOr wI ]lza de| xayd [sIil0 [nam lena AOr dena muze b a haSyaSpd lgta| Ab p7tatI hU> ik faltU ke Ah. me. jk I rhI| yid ]nkI hI trh mE.ne wI ku7 sIqa hota to kUd-fa>dkr, dO -2Upkr, jIvn ka pala to par kr hI letI| Ab qalI p e-p e jo -63ane lgaya krtI hU>|

0k bar xadI kI phlI rat - mhIm ne b e hI sI2e spa3 xBdo. me. jEse Aadex idya - 'ihmanI ! muze SlIvles Bla]j_ psNd nhI.|'

phlI hI rat, phlI hI d<i*3 me. mhIm ne merI =ic kI prvah ik0 vgEr Apna 0kai2kar Sp*3 kr idya AOr mE.ne ibna iksI p/itro2 ke hLkI-sI qro.c p e mn ke sa4 tTkal ApnI ba>ho. ko sa I ke pLlU me. sme3e-sme3e SlIv valI Bla]j_ phn lI| pir`am mhIm kI Aa>qo. me. deqna caha - isfr hI rha|

mn hI mn soca 'clo, jane wI do|' AOr mE. do AOr do brabr car ke A.k ApnI Sle3 pr ilqne lgI|

b I [C7a 4I ik mhIm hnImUn ke il0 khI. bahr cle., ijsse qulkr h>s-bol ske.| 0k-dUsre ko smz ske.| mhIm bhut km AOr npe-tule xBdo. me. bolte| muSkurah3 ]nke cehre se dUr hI rhtI| soca, pirvar me. sbke samne bolne me. s.koc krte hE.| leikn ifjUl-qcIR AOr smy kI bbaRdI kI tIn p.i¯yo. ka jumla merI Aor ]7al kr xa.t ho g0 AOr mE. +Aa>sI j_mIn taktI Apne ibqre A.k deqtI rhI|

ifr 0k idn ssural ke p/4m pircy ke ]phar Ü=p0Ý psR se inkal kr le g0| tIn xBd merI Aor ]7ale - 'jra j_+rt hE|'

j_+rt Kya hE - yh janne ka mera Ai2kar nhI. hE| jb wI j_+rt hotI - Apne pit- Ai2kar ka ]pyog krte hu0 psR ka mu>h qol lete leikn kwI psR ka mu>h b.d nhI. krte| bhut sarI bate. ]nke 0kai2kar me. AatI., leikn ve kha> jate hE., Kya krte hE. - yh janna mera Ai2kar n 4a|

merI b I [C7a hotI ik mhIm 3a{ ba>2e.| ApnI [C7a ka [j_har k{ bar dbI Aavaj_ me. ikya 4a, leikn mere gi`t ko to fel hona hI 4a| 3a{ ba>2e, 4/I-pIs sU3 phne 0k sudxRn rOb2arI Vyi¯Tv kI kLpna mhj_ kLpna hI bn kr rh g{|

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mhIm kwI wI kuteR-payjame se Aage nhI. b“ pa0| bajar me. xo-kes me. 3>gI x3Rs\, pE.3, 3a{ipn, 3a{ya>, kf-il.Ks merI bebsI pr h>ste rhe AOr mE. nj_re. curatI ApnI ba>ho. ko !>ktI rhI| 0k !Ila-!ala, lu.j-pu.j-sa Vyi¯Tv muze merI har pr ic“ata rha|

xadI se phle wEya ke sa4 wawI ko p/itidn say. sj-s>vrkr 6Umne jate deqtI| 0k-do bar ij)asavx janna wI caha to ma> ne iz k idya| mn hI mn xadI ke bad ke A.k jmane bE# g{| merI Sle3 pr mere hI ilqe A.k rh g0| mhIm ne Pls kr dUsrI p.i¯ nhI. ilqI| A.ko. ko ibqrna 4a, ibqrte rhe|

vExalI ke jNm pr ifr ku7 A.k sme3 kr muªI me. wr il0| 'hEPpI b4R De 3U vExalI' kI jgh muªI me. ism3I ret kI trh 0k-0k kr mn ke sare mnke ifsl g0|

A.ko. ka ifslna jo xu+ huAa to ifr =ka hI nhI.| mE. A.ko. ko pk ne ka p/yas krtI, leikn ve sb v¯ kI Aa>2I me. ] jate AOr 0k ilpI-putI Sle3 mere ihSse me. Aa jatI, ijsme. sb ku7 g−mg− nj_r Aata|

pu=8-p/2an smaj kI pu=8oict gvoRi¯ il0 mhIm jIvn ke hr pl ko kevl Apne Ah. se poi8t krna cahte| ]nke il0 ihmanI ka Vyi¯Tv iksI vStu se Ai2k nhI.| ve AKsr khte 'AOrto. kI bui² ]nkI gdRn me. hotI hE| [sI se ve pI7e mu -mu kr deqtI hE.|'

mn hota khU> ik yh ]i¯ Ab mdoR. pr fbtI hE Kyo.ik AOrte. Aage b“na sIq g{ hE. AOr pu=8 Apne dMw ke kar` vhI. q a hE| vh AOrt kI Ahimyt n to SvIkar kr skta hE AOr na hI zu#la skta hE|

vExalI AOr xEval wI mera gi`t shI n kr ske Kyo.ik mhIm kevl 0kai2kar me. ivXvas rqte hE.| ve dO me. A .gI dekr Aage inklna jante hE.| Aage inklne ke il0 iksI ko wI A .gI de skte hE.| kOn kha> igra, kha> co3 lgI - ]Nhe. n shlane kI furst hE, n deqne kI|

do AOr do car hote hE. - yhI yad krte-krte pCcIs sal inkl g0, leikn mhIm ke ihSse ka do se iml kr kwI car nhI. huAa| mE. Apne ihSse ka do 4ame 0k pU`aR.k ke [.tj_ar me. 6r kI cOq3 pr q I rhI|

A .gI qa-qakr igrtI rhI, j_Qm qatI rhI, shlatI rhI, ifr smanaNtr cltI rhI| Apne ihSse ke dono. A.k wI vExalI AOr xEval ko de id0| Ab bca kevl xUNy| leikn xUNy to n gi`ta.k hE, n jIvna.k, to ifr?

[sI 'ifr' ko bar-bar soc rhI hU>| pI7e mu kr deqtI hU>| khI. ku7 wI nj_r nhI. Aata| samne wI kevl DUbta sUrj, inp3 0kakI 6n6or A>2era| gi`t me. fel hone ka A4R yh to nhI. ik A.k [tne Syah ho ja0>?

mE. Apne ha4o. pr lgI SyahI ko deqtI hU>| ijtnI SyahI mere ha4o. me. lgI hE, kax ! ]nse Apne il0 0k wI A.k rc patI| Ab to bs [tna jantI hU> ik smanaNtr clne valI reqaAo. kI ko{ m.ij_l nhI. hotI| m.ij_l ke il0 dono. ko ism3na AOr 0k ibNdu pr imlna hota hE| mE. to smanaNtr clna 7o wI dU> leikn mhIm?

mere sval ke Aage lga p/XnicNh kwI nhI. h3ta| mE. A.ko. ko trh-trh se rqne ka p/yas krtI hU>, leikn ko{ wI A.k shI pir`am nhI. deta|

Ab to vh A@yaipka wI nhI. rhI jo mere A.ko. ko VyviS4t kr de| clte-clte ha4 du:q g0 hE.| SyahI cukne lgI hE| p<*# 63te-63te 63 g0 hE.| bs, muze [Ntj_ar hE to [tna hI ik mhIm Aakr 0k bar Apne A.k }pr-nIce khI. wI rq de.| mE. jma kr lU>gI|

[sI [Ntj_ar me. roj iq kI qol kr DUbte sUrj ko deqtI hU> ik khI. mere A.k n DUb ja0>, rat kI SyahI me. Syah n ho ja0>| muze ivxe8 yoGyta n imlI, n shI, leikn ]%I R to ho hI ja}>| 0ese hI q e-q e rate. inkl jatI hE., sUrj ]g Aata hE AOr mE. 0k n{ ]MmId me. ifr jo lgane bE# jatI hU> _ _ _ _|

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dIqte jEse _ _ _dIqte jEse _ _ _dIqte jEse _ _ _dIqte jEse _ _ _ _ _ _ _

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ ____ raignI wU8` raignI wU8` raignI wU8` raignI wU8`

dIqte jEse, kwI ve drAsl hote nhI.| AOr hm jo hE. ]Nhe. vEse kwI lgte nhI.||

fUl kI q_uxbU sme3e hm i9itj tk wI gye| ca>dnI se badlo. ke 6av shlate rhe|

mOn hE. ifr wI A2r ixkva kwI krte nhI.|

pIr ke Aa>sU ipye hE. hmne muSkate huye|

sh ilya hr pl q_uxI ka A&u !ulkate huye|

Aa>q ke motI ¹dy kI hr Vy4a khte nhI.|

ij_NdgI-pn63 pr ra2a bavrI ke Xyam se| jo bhut Apne lge ve bn gye mehman se|

kax ! spno. ka sunhra jal hm bunte nhI.|

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jIivt rhU>gI sdEv _ _ _jIivt rhU>gI sdEv _ _ _jIivt rhU>gI sdEv _ _ _jIivt rhU>gI sdEv _ _ _

Jyoit kalra ']MmId'Jyoit kalra ']MmId'Jyoit kalra ']MmId'Jyoit kalra ']MmId'

A9ro. se bnI hE. sa>se ma5a hE myaRda jIvn kI

p/Xnvack bne hE. k{ smIkr` ivSmy bo2k huAa hE mn A²Rivram bn jate hE. hO.sle

']MmId' hE cN³ibNdu pU Rivram bn ja0gI ij_NdgI ijs idn

p“na muze ]ske bad wI mE. jIivt rhU>gI

kivtaAo. me. sdEv|

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Svt.5ta ke bad ihNdI kI dxa 0v. idxaSvt.5ta ke bad ihNdI kI dxa 0v. idxaSvt.5ta ke bad ihNdI kI dxa 0v. idxaSvt.5ta ke bad ihNdI kI dxa 0v. idxa

mheN³ p/tap is.hmheN³ p/tap is.hmheN³ p/tap is.hmheN³ p/tap is.h

wart 0k ivxal dex hE, ijsme. iviw¶ jaityo., 2moR., sMp/daAo., s.S¡ityo., wa8aAo. 0v. boilyo. vale log invas krte hE.| ihNdI ke Aitir¯ p/a.to. kI ApnI-ApnI wa8a0> hE., jEse telugu, Asimya, k¶ , p.jabI, kXmIrI Aaid| leikn ihNdI wa8a dex kI lokip/y wa8a hE| 0esI wa8a jo dex ke Ai2ka.x wago. me. bolI v smzI jatI hE| [skI lokip/yta ko @yan me. rqte hu0 s.iv2an swa me. ÉÌistMbr, ÉÑÌÑ ko ihNdI, ra*Ïy wa8a 6oi8t kI g{ AOr yh wI kha gya ik ÉÍv8R tk rajkaj kI wa8a A>g/ejI hogI AOr ihNdI ka wI p/yog ikya ja skta hE| leikn wa8a Ai2inym ÉÑÎË ke Anusar kha gya ik rajkaj kI wa8a A>g/ejI 0v. ihNdI dono. ho.gI| A>g/ejI wa8a kI smaiPt ke bare me. ku7 nhI. kha gya| raJykIy Üp/a.to.Ý kayR Apne-Apne raJy kI wa8a me. ikye ja skte hE.| srkar kI [s do8pU R nIit ka ihNdI ke ivkas 0v. ]¶it pr AC7a p/wav nhI. p a| hala>ik Svt.5ta ke bad ihNdI wa8a ka kafI ivkas huAa| kla iv8yo. ke Aitir¯ iv)an, vai`Jy 0v. ANy 3eKnola$jI ke iv8yo. kI puStke. ]plB2 hone lgI hE.| ihNdI ke p/is² ivµan ramb9 is.h ne kha hE ik dex kI ÐÈp/itxt jnta ihNdI me. bol, smz 0v. ilq wI sktI hE| ]ske ivkas me. mIiDya kI wUimka Ahm\ hE| kMPyU3r ne wI [s kayR ko Aage b“aya hE| s.iv2an kI wI wavna ko pU R krne ke il0 keN³Iy srkar ne ihNdI wa8a ke ivkas 0v. ]¶it ke il0 k{ mhTvpU R kdm ]#aye hE.| jEse AihNdI wa8I Ai2kairyo., kmRcairyo. ko ihNdI p“ane ke il0 dex ke iviw¶ wago. me. p/ix9` keN³ qole hE.| ihNdI Ai2karI, ihNdI 3a[ipS3, p/Tyek m.5aly ke hr ivwag me. wtIR ikye gye| ihNdI ke jankar AihNdI wai8yo. ko ]nkI pdo¶it me. vrIyta dI g{, p/Tyek sa9aTkar boDR me. 0k sdSy ihNdI ivxe8) rhta hE| sa9aTkar me. ]MmIdvaro. ko ihNdI-A>g/ejI me. bolne kI Anumit hE| srkar ke p/yaso. ke Aitir¯ Aneko. SvEiC7k ihNdI s.S4aAo. ke µara 9e5Iy, p/a.tIy, ra*Ïy 0v. A.traR*Ïy Str pr ihNdI sMmelno. ka Aayojn hota hE| ifr wI ihNdI kI ]¶it ke s.to8jnk piràm nhI. rhe| [ske mUl kar` inMniliqt hE. - É É É É _ srkar kI wa8a_ srkar kI wa8a_ srkar kI wa8a_ srkar kI wa8a----nIit do8pU R : nIit do8pU R : nIit do8pU R : nIit do8pU R : keN³Iy srkar ne ÉÑÌÑ ko yh AaXvasn idya 4a ik A>g/ejI ÉÍv8oR. ke bad smaPt kr dI ja0gI| 0esa nhI. huAa| [sse dF_tro. me. A>g/ejI ka vcRSv bna rha AOr p/ay: deqa gya ik sa9aTkar me. A>g/ejI wa8a me. bolne vale ]MmIdvaro. ko vrIyta dI gyI| Ê _ ihNdI wa8a ke sMbN2 me. srkar kI !ulmul nIit : Ê _ ihNdI wa8a ke sMbN2 me. srkar kI !ulmul nIit : Ê _ ihNdI wa8a ke sMbN2 me. srkar kI !ulmul nIit : Ê _ ihNdI wa8a ke sMbN2 me. srkar kI !ulmul nIit : [ska p/wav Aiwwavko. kI maniskta pr bhut bura p a| ]nko srkar pr s.deh hone lga ik srkar ihNdI ke p/it Nyayoict Vyvhar nhI. kr rhI| [s nIit ke kar` Aiwwavko. ko yh mhsUs huAa ik mere bCco. ka ]JJvl wiv*y ihNdI me. n hokr A>g/jI wa8a me. iniht hE| At: Aiwwavk ba@y hokr Apne bCco. ko piBlk SkUl me. wejne lge hE.| [s s.b.2 me. Axok kumar ne kha - jb tk s.iv2an me. A>g/ejI p/iti*#t rhegI tb tk ihNdI AOr ]ske sa4 hI wartIy wa8aAo. ko ]ict S4an nhI. iml skta| Ë _ ragaTmk cË _ ragaTmk cË _ ragaTmk cË _ ragaTmk cetna ka Awav : tna ka Awav : tna ka Awav : tna ka Awav : Da$ _ makR~Dey is.h ne kha Svt.5ta ke pUvR wart me. ApnI wa8a ihNdI ke p/it jo in*#a 0v. ragaTmk cetna 4I Svt.5ta ke bad ]sme. kmI Aa{| yh icNta ka iv8y hE| Ì _ Ì _ Ì _ Ì _ kayaRlyo. me. ihNdI me. kam krne ka vatavr` nhI. :kayaRlyo. me. ihNdI me. kam krne ka vatavr` nhI. :kayaRlyo. me. ihNdI me. kam krne ka vatavr` nhI. :kayaRlyo. me. ihNdI me. kam krne ka vatavr` nhI. : p/ay: deqne me. Aaya hE ik Ai2ka.x dF_tro. me. kam krne ka !.g purana hI hE jo A>g/ejI wa8a se p/waivt hE| }>ce pd pr kayRrt pdai2karI ihNdI me. kayR krne ke il0 p/oTsahn n dekr ihNdI me. kam krne valo. ko htoTsaiht krte hE.| Í _ dF_tro. kI ihNdI ki#n hotI hE|Í _ dF_tro. kI ihNdI ki#n hotI hE|Í _ dF_tro. kI ihNdI ki#n hotI hE|Í _ dF_tro. kI ihNdI ki#n hotI hE| Î _ wUm~DlIkr` 0v. bhura*Ïy kMpinyo. ke Aane ke kar` wI ihNdI wa8a ke ivkas me. ba2a Î _ wUm~DlIkr` 0v. bhura*Ïy kMpinyo. ke Aane ke kar` wI ihNdI wa8a ke ivkas me. ba2a Î _ wUm~DlIkr` 0v. bhura*Ïy kMpinyo. ke Aane ke kar` wI ihNdI wa8a ke ivkas me. ba2a Î _ wUm~DlIkr` 0v. bhura*Ïy kMpinyo. ke Aane ke kar` wI ihNdI wa8a ke ivkas me. ba2a pppp I hE I hE I hE I hE ---- Vyapairk s.b.2o. AOr ]nkI jankarI lene AOr dene me. kevl A>g/ejI ka p/yog ikya jata

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hE AOr Aa2uink y.5o. me. A>g/ejI me hI kam hota hE| ra*Ïy AOr A.traR*Ïy 9e5 me. Vyapar ka Ai2ka.x kayR A>g/ejI me. hI ikya jata hE| Ï _ ivdexI sWyta 0v. s.S¡it se p/waivtÏ _ ivdexI sWyta 0v. s.S¡it se p/waivtÏ _ ivdexI sWyta 0v. s.S¡it se p/waivtÏ _ ivdexI sWyta 0v. s.S¡it se p/waivt yuyuyuyuva pI“Iva pI“Iva pI“Iva pI“I janejanejanejane----AnjaneAnjaneAnjaneAnjane ihNdI kI ]pe9a krtI hE|ihNdI kI ]pe9a krtI hE|ihNdI kI ]pe9a krtI hE|ihNdI kI ]pe9a krtI hE| Ð _ ivdexI wa8aAo. ke p/it Aasi¯ rqne vale logo. kI s.Qya me. idnÐ _ ivdexI wa8aAo. ke p/it Aasi¯ rqne vale logo. kI s.Qya me. idnÐ _ ivdexI wa8aAo. ke p/it Aasi¯ rqne vale logo. kI s.Qya me. idnÐ _ ivdexI wa8aAo. ke p/it Aasi¯ rqne vale logo. kI s.Qya me. idn----p/itidn v<i² ho rhI hE p/itidn v<i² ho rhI hE p/itidn v<i² ho rhI hE p/itidn v<i² ho rhI hE ---- yh khna AsTy n hoga dex kI jnta ke 0k vgR ne A>g/ejI ko hI Apnaya AOr ihNdI kI ]pe9a kI| savRjink Aayojno. 0v. xaidyo., jNmidn Aaid Aayojno. me. wI kaDR A>g/ejI me. hI hote hE.| Ñ _ wart me. rhne vala 0k ivix*3 vgR jo A>g/ejI se Ai2k p/waivt hE Ñ _ wart me. rhne vala 0k ivix*3 vgR jo A>g/ejI se Ai2k p/waivt hE Ñ _ wart me. rhne vala 0k ivix*3 vgR jo A>g/ejI se Ai2k p/waivt hE Ñ _ wart me. rhne vala 0k ivix*3 vgR jo A>g/ejI se Ai2k p/waivt hE ---- ]skI maniskta hE ik A>g/ejI wa8a me. bolna-ilqna p/it*#a 0v. b Ppn kI inxanI hE| [sI s.dwR me. ihNdI ke 0k ivµan Ainl cmiDya ne kha - 'A>g/ejo. ke jane ke bad dex me. hI 0k A>g/ejI wa8I vgR ivkist huAa hE [sse wI ihNdI kI p/git me. ba2a p I hE|' Da$ _ i5wuvnna4 xuKl ke xBdo. me., '[s bajar wav ne hmare jIvn kI Svawaivkta ko n*3 kr idya hE| iv)apno. me. ihNdI vaKy A>g/ejI A9ro. ke µara ilqe jate hE.| sa2ar` jnta pr [ska bura p/wav p a hE| yh qed kI bat hE ik keN³Iy srkar µara iny.i5t dUrdxRn me. bhura*Ïy kMpinyo. ke 0ese iv)apn lgatar p/sairt ikye jate hE.|' ihNdI wa8a kI p/git 0v. sMman ke il0 ku7 p/muq suzav inMniliqt hE. : ihNdI wa8a kI p/git 0v. sMman ke il0 ku7 p/muq suzav inMniliqt hE. : ihNdI wa8a kI p/git 0v. sMman ke il0 ku7 p/muq suzav inMniliqt hE. : ihNdI wa8a kI p/git 0v. sMman ke il0 ku7 p/muq suzav inMniliqt hE. : É _ srkar kI wa8a-nIit Sp*3 honI caih0| srkar ko ihNdI wa8a ke s.b.2 me. Sp*3 nIit 6oi8t krnI caih0| Ê _ Snatk Str tk ihNdI ko AinvayR iv8y 6oi8t krna caih0| Ë _ jo Ai2karI ihNdI kI p/git me. 0v. kayR s.caln me. ba2a phu>cate hE. ]nke iv=² ivwagIy kayRvahI krnI caih0| Ì _ 0esa deqa gya hE ik srkarI 0v. A2RsrkarI sevaAo. me. A>g/ejI me. prI9a 0v. sa9aTkar dene valo. kI inyui¯ ihNdI kI Ape9a Ai2k hotI hE| [s iS4it kI in*#a 0v. xi¯ ke sa4 in*p9 ja>c kra{ ja0 AOr do8I paye jane vale Ai2kairyo. ke iv=² sQ_t kdm ]#aye jaye.| Í _ ihNdI kI p/git 0v. p/car-p/sar ke il0 dex ke kone-kone me. SvEiC7k ihNdI s.S4a0> s.cailt hE.| leikn in*#a 0v. Aai4Rk Awav ke kar` ve Apne ktRVy ka invaRh #Ik p/kar se nhI. kr pa rhI hE.| At: srkar ko caih0 ik [n s.S4aAo. ko pyaRPy Aai4Rk shayta de| Î _ ihNdI ko Vyavsaiyk ix9a se jo ne ka p/yas kre.| Ï _ swI srkarI, A2RsrkarI kayaRlyo., s.S4aAo. 0v. pdai2kairyo. ke nam devnagrI me. ilqe ja0>| Ð _ yid srkar ihNdI ke p/it in*#avan hE to ]se piBlk SkUlo. pr iny.5` rqna caih0 AOr yh deqna caihye ik ye SkUl ihNdI kI ]pe9a to nhI. kr rhe| yid 0esa ho to srkar ko ]nkI maNyta smaPt kr denI caih0|

yid hmayid hmayid hmayid hmara ivXvas hmarI wa8aAo. se ]# ra ivXvas hmarI wa8aAo. se ]# ra ivXvas hmarI wa8aAo. se ]# ra ivXvas hmarI wa8aAo. se ]#

ggggyyyya a a a ho to vho to vho to vho to vh [s bat kI inxanI hE ik hmarah [s bat kI inxanI hE ik hmarah [s bat kI inxanI hE ik hmarah [s bat kI inxanI hE ik hmara Apne Aap pr ivXvas nhI. rha| yh hmarI igrI hu{ halt Apne Aap pr ivXvas nhI. rha| yh hmarI igrI hu{ halt Apne Aap pr ivXvas nhI. rha| yh hmarI igrI hu{ halt Apne Aap pr ivXvas nhI. rha| yh hmarI igrI hu{ halt kI inxanI hE| AOkI inxanI hE| AOkI inxanI hE| AOkI inxanI hE| AOr jo wa8a0> hmarI mata0> r jo wa8a0> hmarI mata0> r jo wa8a0> hmarI mata0> r jo wa8a0> hmarI mata0>

boltI hE. ]nke il0 hme. jra wI man n ho, boltI hE. ]nke il0 hme. jra wI man n ho, boltI hE. ]nke il0 hme. jra wI man n ho, boltI hE. ]nke il0 hme. jra wI man n ho, to iksIto iksIto iksIto iksI trh kItrh kItrh kItrh kI SvraJy kI yojna wle hISvraJy kI yojna wle hISvraJy kI yojna wle hISvraJy kI yojna wle hI vh iktnI wI propkarI v<i% ya ]darta se hme. dI ja0, vh iktnI wI propkarI v<i% ya ]darta se hme. dI ja0, vh iktnI wI propkarI v<i% ya ]darta se hme. dI ja0, vh iktnI wI propkarI v<i% ya ]darta se hme. dI ja0, hme. kwI SvraJy wogne valI p/ja nhI. bna skegI|hme. kwI SvraJy wogne valI p/ja nhI. bna skegI|hme. kwI SvraJy wogne valI p/ja nhI. bna skegI|hme. kwI SvraJy wogne valI p/ja nhI. bna skegI|

mhaTma ga>2ImhaTma ga>2ImhaTma ga>2ImhaTma ga>2I

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jIv3tajIv3tajIv3tajIv3ta

A9y goja A9y goja A9y goja A9y goja

smSyaAo. ke boz tle ipcka huAa

krta rhta 4a icNta ik kb hl ho. ye to jIvn pa}>| inrax 4a

ik ye nhI. ho.gI hl kwI wI jIvn hI nhI. iml payega muze|

prNtu jb hl ho cukI. k{ sma2an imlne lge ANy ke wI,

to dOr cl p a nye-nye ivcaro. ka|

Ahsas ]wra ik AatI rhe.gI smSya0>

hl hotI rhe.gI [sI ka nam jIvn hE|

to lga ikska [.tj_ar hE muze?

jI to rha hU>, tb Kyo. nhI. jIta mE. jIv3ta ke sa4?

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kb tk kb tk kb tk kb tk !

xEl Ag/val xEl Ag/val xEl Ag/val xEl Ag/val

kb tk h>soge yU> b.d Aa>qo. se

phcano, kalI xarda

dugaR, pavRtI, sIta, saiv5I AOr moihnI, rMwa sO +p il0 mE.ne

q_ud jNmI Apne hI xv kI koq se

koml j_+r pr kmj_or nhI. s.ignI shcrI waGy-iv2ata jnnI hU>

tuMhare sOwaGy AOr 0k-0k duwaRGy kI _ _ _ _

ip7le idno. 0k q_br pr Aa>qe. p I. to jmI hI rh g{.| Aq_bar pr 7pe xBd Aag kI lp3 se zulsa rhe 4e| bcne ke p/yas me. AOr wI jltI hI clI g{| iksI wI p/iti¢ya ka kar` hota hE AOr ifr ko{ wI p/iti¢ya sman AOr p/itlom dono. hI trh se to ho sktI hE| mhi8R dyan.d srSvtI ne khI. ilqa 4a - hr manv ko ku7 krne se phle socna caih0 ik ]ske [s kmR ka ]ske Aas-pas AOr smaj pr Kya Asr hoga| yid kmR ka isf_R ]sse s.b.2 hE to ]se in Ry kI pU R Svt.5ta hE, vrna nhI. - pr Kya vaStv me. 0esa ho pata hE - rhtI hE Kya manv ke pas jra wI Svt.5ta? mn Agr 0k y.5 hE to hmare il0 yh janna s.wv hI nhI., j_+rI wI hE ik Aaiq_r yh y.5 clta kEse hE AOr Kya-Kya kr skta hE - Aasan xBdo. me. [sse Kya-Kya kam ilya ja skta hE, AC7e se AC7a, wrpUr sam$yR AOr ]pyoigta ke Anu+p? prNtu smSya tb AatI hE kb Aaj ke [s y.5Ikr` ke yug me. wI mn y.5 bnne se [.kar kr deta hE AOr sare ]jeR-pujeR qolne ke bad wI bs 0k Aa.tirk becEnI AOr tnav hI ha4 lg pata hE|

Aap soc rhe ho.ge ik Kya 4I vh q_br ijsne [tnI ]4l-pu4l mca{ - 0k g.wIr ic.tn kI kal-ko#rI me. la q a ikya muze| 0ixyn mUl kI 0k ma> ne ApnI vySk be3I ko suyoGy prNtu iµjatIy p/emI se xadI krne ke il0 n isf_R p/oTsaiht ikya vrn\ mdd wI kI AOr pirvar kI nj_r me. ik0 g0 [s Apra2 ke il0 xadI ke tur.t bad hI ]se jla kr mar idya gya - sote hu0 be3I AOr ]ske smSt pirvar ke sa4| [n inmRm hTyaAo. ke il0 Ab q_ud ]ske Apne pit AOr be3e ko S4anIy puils ne igrFtar kr ilya hE| yha> @yan rqna hoga ik vh AOrt tlakxuda 4I AOr [s 63na ke phle ]ske pit AOr be3e ne kwI yh janne kI wI koixx nhI. kI 4I ik ve ma> be3I ijNda wI hE. ik mr g{.| ifr Acank ijMmedarI AOr Apnapn ka [tna j6Ny AOr tIv/ Ahsas Kyo. ! 63na wart kI nhI. [>GlE.D kI hE AOr AªarhvI. sdI kI wI nhI., Aaj kI [sI [KkIsvI. sdI kI hI hE| mOt ko p/eysI ya sMman kI trh gle lga lena Aaj wI [s inraxavadI smaj ka Üivxe8t: wartIy narI ke s.dwR me.Ý 0k ivl9` gu` hE| pr.tu jb wI smaj ya [ske #ekedaro. ne ApnI sfed cadr me. lpe3kr 0k Sp.idt ¹dy jlaya hE ya

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ifr 0k Jvl.t cetna ko ivSm<it kI 2ar me. AiStTvhIn krke bhaya hE tb tb hj_aro. p/Xno. ke p/eto. ne smaj ko jk a hE - mULyo. AOr ivcaro. ke cehro. pr k{ As¾ AOr w±e p/Xn-ic» qro.cte hu0| kha> q_Tm hotI hE yh Vyi¯gt Svt.5ta AOr kha> xu+ honI caih0 smaj kI ij_MmedarI? AOrto. ke s.dwR me. to sval AOr wI muqirt ho ]#ta hE Kyo.ik Aaj wI sarI lgam pu=8o. ke ha4 me. hI hE AOr sb jante smzte hu0 wI ko{ [n svalo. ke jvab janna hI nhI. cahta, q_ud AOrte. wI nhI.|

fUl-sI koml bei3yo., bhno., p/eyisyo. AOr piTnyo. ko Aaj wI log yxo2ra kI trh Tyag dete hE., AnusUya kI trh 7lte hE. AOr ³OpdI kI trh da>v pr lga kr har jate hE.| Kyo.ik Aaj wI ÜsmSt samaijk AOr Aai4Rk Svt.5ta ke bad wIÝ vh ]nkI s.pi% hI hE.| AOr Aaj wI ]nme. [tnI bui² nhI. hE ya cir5 me. d<“ta nhI. hE, [sil0 sIta kI trh AiGn-prI9a lete hE. AOr mIra kI trh iv8-pan krate hE.| iktnI wI sm4R AOr ivl9` ho Aaj kI narI pr.tu pu=8-p/2an [s smaj me. to ]se s.pi% kI trh Aar9` AOr sur9a me. hI rhna caih0 - sO-sO talo. ke pI7e|

Kyo. hota Aaya hE 0esa - Kyo. [tnI Abla hE Aaj wI Aaj kI yh sbla narI - Kya hmexa se narI ke bare me. smaj AOr pu=8o. kI soc 0esI hI rhegI - xk AOr AivXvas se Aot-p/ot, p/Xn pr p/Xn ]#atI? hm swI jante hE. ik jIvn ke Ah. mULyo. ka jNm jIvn ke suq-du:q, s.yog-ivyog, sflta-Asflta jEse ivro2I tTvo. ke 3krav se hI hota hE pr.tu jIvn me. to sm kI Ape9a hI kI jatI hE AOr [ske il0 AavXyk hE ik j_+rto. AOr sma2ano. ko smza ja0| Kya hmare 1<i8 muin hj_aro. sal phle hI [se smz AOr jan cuke 4e? Aa[0 deqe. Kya khte hE. hmare wartIy g/.4 AOr ivµan [s iv8y pr|

]nkI nj_r me. iS5ya> dasI ya tuC7 nhI. pu=8o. kI pUrk AOr pUJy 4I. AOr 0k iniXct ktRVy ke il0 hI vh [s 2rtI pr Aa{ 4I. jEse ik pu=8o. ka wI 0k iniXct ]%rdaiyTv 4a| 'p/jna4R S5Ey: s<*3a: sNtan kayR: manvt\|' iS5yo. kI rcna gwaR2an ke il0 AOr pu=8o. kI gwaR2an krane ke il0 kI g{ hE| j_+rte. sa2ar` 4I. to smaj ke inym wI sa2ar` hI 4e ]s v¯| pr.tu p/Tyek kayR me. pit pTnI sa4 4e| vedo. me. sa2ar` 2mR kayR ka Anu*#an wI pTnI ke sa4 hI krne ka iv2an hE| Aage cl kr ved yh wI khte hE. jha> wayaR se wtaR AOr pTnI se pit 0k-dUsre se bhu-wa>it q_ux rhte hE. ]sI kul me. sb sOwaGy AOr 0eXvyR invas krte hE.|

Ab [s smSt klaAo. se yu¯ kaimnI ko vx me. rqne ka 1<gved me. bs 0k hI ]pay btaya gya hE '¹dy kI xui²'| jo mn me. ho vhI Vyvhar me. ho AOr jo Vyvhar ho vh mn se ho| ANy4a iS5yo. ka mn nana +p vala hE AOr iviv2 bato. ko socne ke il0 ivvx ho jata hE| 7%Isve. Xlok me. kha gya hE ik narI ke iht ke il0 AavXyk hE ik vh AojiSvnI ho AOr ]sme. Apne cir5 kI r9a krne kI sam$yR ho| vh smaj me. Apne Ai2kar S4aipt kr ske| ÍÉ - narI ko Ajey AOr x5u ivjiynI btaya gya hE| ]ske il0 shS5 vIyaR xBd ka p/yog huAa hE A4aRt\ vh 0k nhI. shS5 sam$yR valI hE| ÌÉ - 0esI narI s.koc 7o kr Aage b“tI hE AOr A)an +pI A.2kar dUr krtI hE| ÍÈ - narI ke xIl kI r9a ko ra*¨ ka ]%rdaiyTv btaya gya hE| jha> narI ke cir5 kI pU R r9a hotI hE vhI ra*¨ suri9t kha jata hE| yanI ik cir5 ke pir*kr` AOr d<“ta se hI suri9t smaj kI rcna ho sktI hE| yh inym tb wI lagU 4a AOr Aaj wI|

0k m.5 me. klaAo. kI ix9a ka wI s.ket hE| vh n<Tykla Aaid sIqtI hE| ]8a devI ko 0k kuxl ntRkI kI trh n<Ty krte p/Stut ikya gya hE| ÊÊ - narI ke &<.gar ka wI ij¢ hE| vh su.dr vS5 AOr SvàRwU8` 2ar` krtI hE| ËÉ - pl.g pr sotI hE AOr [5 Aaid sug.2 lgatI hE| A4aRt\ vEidk narI itrS¡t AOr ]pei9t kdaip nhI. 4I| 1<Gved me. g<hl(mI ke +p me. ici5t krte hu0 narI ko 'kLyaÌ jya' A4aRt\ m.glkairÌ AOr 'kulpa' kha gya hE yanI ik kul ka paln-po8` krne valI| ANy5 g<hÌ hI g<h hE 0esa wI kha gya hE| ]ske guò. me. lJjaxIl, m2ur-wai8Ì AOr p/s¶-ic%a hone ko p/muqta dI g{ hE| ]se p/em ya Svy.vr ivvah ka Ai2kar hE| ivvah p/em ya yoGyta ke Aa2ar pr hona caih0 AOr yhI ivvah ]ict v &e*#

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hE| bal ivvah ka ivro2 hE| mnu Sm<it me. kNya ke rjSvla hone ke tIn xrd bad hI ivvah ka iv2an hE, [s trh se bal-ivvah vijRt huAa| AaTm +pI pu5 pu5I sman hE.| 'y4Ev AaTma t4a pu5:, pu5e` duihta sm:'| pu5 n hone pr pu5I smSt s.pi% kI Ai2karI hE AOr Aivvaihta kNya pu5 ke sman hI dya kI wagI hE| ÐË - S5I Aphr` ra*¨ kl.k hE| S5I hr` [tna b a mhapap hE ik papI ko [s lok me. Kya prlok me. wI k*3 shna p ta hE| lgta hE iS5yo. ke ihto. ke p/it hmare 1<i8 muin Aaj ke smaj se J_yada sjg AOr scet 4e| Aaj ka smaj khne ko to brabr ka djaR deta hE pr.tu sb ku7 iny.5` me. rq kr, Apne pU R hSt9ep ke bad AOr ]nkI hr koml wavnaAo. kI pU R Avhelna kr ke|

ÐÏ - iS5yo. kI kimyo. kI trf wI ]Lleq ikya gya hE| ËÎÈ - 'n smai2 S5I8u loka)ta ca'| A4aRt\ AOrto. me. smzdarI AOr sa.sairk Anuwv nhI. hota| ËÍÏ - 'du*kl5. mniSvna. xrIrkxRnm\' - du*3 S5I mnSvI pu=8 ko ¡8 bna DaltI hE| ËÍÉ - 'S5I8u ik.icdip n iv¼set\' - AOrto. pr kwI ivXvas nhI. krna caih0| ËÌÐ - 'S5I`a. Aits.ga. do8amuTpadyit' - iS5yo. ka Ait shvas do8 ]Tp¶ krta hE| duracarI S5I ko Svan kI wI ]pai2 dI g{ AOr VyiwcarI pu=8 ko isyar AOr wei ya| pu=8o. kI Aacars.ihta pr ivcar krte hu0 yh wI ilqa gya hE ik 'SvdasI pirg/ho ih Svdas wav', ApnI dasI ke sa4 s.wog krna Apne ko das bnana hE| 'prdaran\ n gC7te' - prayI S5I ke pas nhI. jana caih0| AOr 'S5I`a. n wtuR:pr dEvtm\ - pit se b a ko{ devta iS5yo. ke il0 nhI. hE| baLmIik kI ramay` me. AadxR pTnI sIta vEsa hI kregI jEsa ik ram cahe.ge| AOr 0k pU R narI ke +p me. kOxLya ke il0 ivlap krte hu0 dxr4 ne kEkeyI se kha 4a ik kOxLya jo seva krne me. dasI ke sman, rhSy me. sqI ke sman, 2mR ¡Tyo. me. S5I ke sman, ihtEi8yo. me. bhn ke sman, Aag/hpUvRk wojn krane me. ma> ke sman, sda kamna krne valI Üwla cahne valIÝ AOr swI pu5o. se Sneh krne valI - smy-smy pr jo ]piS4t hotI rhI, pr sTkar ke yoGy hote hu0 wI mE.ne tere kar` ]ska smuict sTkar nhI. ikya - yh soc kr ik khI. tU yh n smz bE#e ik mE. tuze Pyar nhI. krta ya tuzse kOxLya kI Ape9a km krta hU>| [s vataRlap se hm jan skte hE. ik iS5yoict koml gu` tb wI vEse hI lagU 4e jEse ik Aaj hote hE.| s.r9` AOr xOyR yid pu=8oict gu` hE. to s<jn AOr wr`-po8` iS5yoict| AOr jIvn me. dono. ka hI mhTv brabr ka hE| tulsIdas ramay` me. khte hE. -

É _ ijy ibnu deh ndI ibnu barI, tEis Ana4 pu=8 ibn narI| Ê _ 2Irj 2mR im5 A+ narI, Aapd kal piriqAhI. carI| Ë _ 0k{ 2mR 0k v/t nema, kay. bcn mn pitpd p/ema|

A.t me. - 'mat< ip5acayRiti4y: wayaRya: wtaR mnu¿ wayeRit mUitRmNto deva:' A4aRt\ mata-ipta, AacayR, Aiti4 S5I ke il0 pit AOr pu=8 ke il0 pTnI AOr narI ye pa>c mUitRman dev hE.| [nkI pUja hI sCcI p.caytn AOr vedanukUl dev pUja AOr mUitR pUja hE| narI pu=8o. ke parSpirk s.b.2, Aacar s.ihta Aaid ka ijtna Vyavhairk AOr sE²aiNtk v Rn hmare vedo. AOr g/.4o. me. hE xayd Aaj wI khI. AOr nhI.| Aaj smaj bdl cuka hE| Aaj kI j_+rto. ke mutaibk su2ar krke Aaj wI [n mULyo. pr cla ja skta hE| ApnI ku.#aAo. AOr Vysno. se g/ist manv ko Apne muqO3e ]tarne hI ho.ge| narI kI j_+rt AOr ]padeyta dono. ko wI smzna hoga| Aaj jb is²a.t kp o. kI trh bdle jate hE. AOr Sva4R ka [5 svRVyapI hE, xayd yh sb [tna Aasan n wI ho| smaj se Kya, pirvar se wI ju pana Aaj 0k ki#n kam hE| pr.tu pirvar hI to vh muQy [ka{ hE ijskI Aacar s.ihta smaj AOr bad me. pUra dex VyviS4t rqtI hE| sWyta ka p/tIk bn kr ]brtI hE| jb tk pirvar ka hr sdSy jIvn ke t<` mUlo. ko AOr parSpirk j_+rto. ko nhI. smzega - Asuri9t mhsUs krega, AOr 0esI AvS4a me. Vyi¯ AOr smaj, dono.

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hI ke iht me. glt AOr AsWy in Ry hote hI rhe.ge _ _ _ _[nme. se ku7 ko to hm-Aap AOr hmara smaj Apra2 wI khega| _ _ _ _

kamaynI se _ _ _ _kamaynI se _ _ _ _kamaynI se _ _ _ _kamaynI se _ _ _ _

jyx.kr p/sadjyx.kr p/sadjyx.kr p/sadjyx.kr p/sad

mE. dev-s<i*3 kI rit-ranI inj p.cba` se v.ict ho, bn AavjRna-mUitR dIna ApnI At<iPt-sI s.ict ho, Avix*3 rh g{. Anuwv me. ApnI AtIt Asflta-sI, lIla ivlas kI qed-wrI AvsadmyI &m-dilta-sI, mE. rit kI p/it¡it lJja hU> mE. xalInta isqatI hU>, mtvalI suNdrta pg me. nUpur-sI ilp3 mnatI hU>

lalI bn srl kpolo. me. Aa>qo. me. A.jn-sI lgtI, ku.ict Alko.-sI 6>u6ralI mn kI mror bn kr jgtI, c.cl ikxor suNdrta kI mE. krtI rhtI rqvalI,

mE. vh hlkI-sI msln hU> jo bntI kano. kI lalI| ha>, #Ik, btaAogI mere jIvn ka p4 Kya hE?

[s iniv inxa me. s.s<it kI AalokmyI reqa Kya hE? yh Aaj smz to pa{ hU> mE. dubRlta me. narI hU>, Avyv kI suNdr komlta lekr mE. sbse harI hU>| pr mn wI Kyo. [tna !Ila Apne hI hota jata hE,

6nXyam-q.D-sI Aa>qo. me. Kyo. shsa jl wr Aata hE? svRSv-smpR` krne kI ivXvas-mha-t= 7aya me., cupcap p I rhne kI Kyo. mmta jgtI hE. maya me.?

7ayap4 me. tark-´uit-sI izliml krne kI m2u-lIla, Aiwny krtI Kyo. [s mn me. koml inrIhta &m-lIla?

inSs.bl hokr itrtI hU> [s mans kI ghra{ me., cahtI nhI. jagr` kwI spne kI [s su6ra{ me.|

narI jIvn ka ic5 yhI Kya? ivkl r.g wr detI ho, ASfu3 reqa kI sIma me. Aakar kla ko detI ho|

=ktI hU> AOr #hrtI hU> pr soc-ivcar n kr sktI, pglI-sI ko{ A.tr me. bE#I jEse Anuidt bktI| mE. jwI tolne ka krtI ]pcar Svy. tul jatI hU>, wujlta f>sa kr nr-t= se zUle-sI zo.ke qatI hU>| [s ApR` me. ku7 AOr nhI. kevl ]TsgR 7lkta hE,

mE. de dU> AOr n ifr ku7 lU>, [tna hI srl zlkta hE| Kya khtI ho #hro narI ! s.kLp-A&u jl se Apne - tum dan kr cukI phle hI jIvn ke sone-se spne| narI ! tum kevl &²a ho ivXvas-rjt-ng pgtl me., pIyU8-S5ot-sI bha kro jIvn ke su.dr smtl me.| devo. kI ivjy, danvo. kI haro. ka hota yu² rha, s.68R sda ]r-A.tr me. jIivt rh inTy-iv=² rha|

Aa>sU se wI.ge A.cl pr mn ka sb ku7 rqna hoga - tumko ApnI iSmt reqa se yh s.i2p5 ilqna hoga|

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narInarInarInarI

Sneh #akurSneh #akurSneh #akurSneh #akur

AXk_ hU> v¯ kI plko. pe i3kI hU> lhr hU> sagr kI baho. me. 4mI hU> xbnm hU> j_mI ke Aagox me. bsI hU> icNgarI hU> xola bn ke w kI hU>|

ikr` hU> sUrj me. sma{ hU> lta hU> tne ke share b“I hU> ndI hU> kgar ke bN2n me. b>2I hU> fUl hU> ka>3o. se ]lztI hU>|

koml hU> +{ ke faho. me. shejI jatI hU> 2rtI hU> AMbr ke c>dove tle flI-fUlI hU> Abla hU> pu=8 kI s.r9ta me. rhtI hU> narI hU> pu=8 v pu=8a4R kI jNmda5I hU>; narI hU> pu=8 v pu=8a4R kI jNmda5I hU>|

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ihNdI kI vEiXvk 9mta

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ mehta ngeN³ is.h _ mehta ngeN³ is.h _ mehta ngeN³ is.h _ mehta ngeN³ is.h ivXv-m.c pr ihNdI ApnI [N³2nu8I @vja xan se fhranevalI hE| ihNdI kI srlta, sugmta, srsta, mno)ta AOr jnsMp/e8Ìyta me. y4at$y 0k+pta, Svraid ka wa8a vE)aink p9 svR4a p/x.snIy AOr Anupmey hE| Aage wI y4aiS4it bnaye rqne me. ihNdI sm4R hE|

wUm~DlIkr` AOr bajarvad ke pirp/e(y me. wI ihNdI kI vEiXvk 9mta hE| [s bat ko wart ke log hI nhI., biLk ivdexo. me. bse wartv.xI AOr ivdexI wa8a-wa8I jnsmuday, q_askr bhura*Ïy k.pinyo. ke s.calk-smuday wI ihNdI ka mhTv smz g0 hE. AOr mu¯ k.# se ihNdI ka gu`gan krne lge hE.|

mana ik ihNdI wart kI bhut p/acIn wa8a hE AOr [ska svRda ivXv-VyapI p/wav rha hE| [sI wa8a ke suk.# se 'vsu2Ev ku3uMkm\', 'Aih.sa prmo2mR:', 'sTymev jyte', 'sbE wUim gopal kI', 'ijyo Aor jIno do' AOr 'svoRdy' [Tyaid daxRink sUi¯yo. ka p/Sfu3n huAa hE| yhI kar` hE ik ihNdI Aih.savadI AOr smNvyvadI icNtn2ara kI s.vaihka hE| smSt manv-s.S¡it ka mUla2ar hE|

ihNdI-wa8a kI s.rcna ivXv kI swI wa8aAo. kI s.rcna kI Ape9a Ai2k ]dar AOr lcIlI hE| g´-p´ ke swI iv8y ihNdI me. sugmta se khe ja skte hE.| swI rso. ka p/Ty9 ic5 qI.cne ke il0 ihNdI ke pas ivpul xBd-w.Dar iv´man hE| [tr ihNdI se ANy swI wa8aAo. kI bate. [sme. srltapUvRk Anuvaidt ho sktI hE.|

wart kI prMpragt wa8aAo., 9e5Iy boilyo., p/adeixk waa8Ao. AOr ivXv-wa8aAo. se Aagt xBdo. AOr +po. ne ihNdI kI s.rcna ko hI vE)aink AOr Vyapk nhI. bnaya hE, biLk [skI p/yog-9mta ko wI b“aya hE| Kyo.ik [n idno. ihNdI keN³aiwsarI p/v<i% se mu¯ hokr keN³ pargaimnI p/v<i% kI Aor Ag/sr hu{ hE|

ihNdI ka lokaytn ivxal hE| ihNdI ApnI Anek srl AOr mohk xEilyo. ke kar` Aaj wart kI wOgoilk sImaAo. ka Ait¢m krke ivXv-sImaAo. ka s.SpxR krtI ja rhI hE| [ska sa(y hE, ivXv-Str pr kro o. j_ubano. pr ihNdI ka shjta se i4rkna|

ihNdI Ab prMpra kI wa8a nhI. rhI, p/git kI wa8a bn g{ hE| p/OóigkIkr` ne ihNdI ko Aa2uink p/OóigkI se wI jo idya hE| kMPyU3r kI muQy wa8a bnne me. ihNdI ke samne ko{ A cn nhI. idqtI| [s trh tknIkI AiwVyi¯ me. wI ihNdI kmj_or nhI. saibt ho sktI|

[s trh vEiXvk 9mta kI ksO3I pr ihNdI ivix*3 +p se qrI ]trne kI sam$yR rqtI hE; Kyo.ik ihNdI ko hI bhuxElImUlk, bhup/yojnmUlk, bhus.dwIR, bhuAayamI, bhup/wavI, AOr bhuStrIy Sv+p ka S4apTy p/aPt hE| [skI icrS4ayI S4apna ke p/yas ik0 ja rhe hE., [s babt 0k ibNdu pr Ai2k @yan dene kI j_+rt hE ik jha>-jha> ihNdI kI SvI¡it nhI. bn pa{ hE, vha> SvLp &m AOr km q_cR pr SvI¡it S4aipt kra{ ja sktI hE|

jy ihNdI : jy jgt |

'ihNdI ]n swI guò. se

Al.¡t hE ijnke bl pr vh ivXv kI saihiTyk wa8aAo. kI

AglI &eÌ me. smasIn ho sktI hE|'

mEi4lIxr` guPtmEi4lIxr` guPtmEi4lIxr` guPtmEi4lIxr` guPt

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ihNdI jnihNdI jnihNdI jnihNdI jn----jn kI wa8a hjn kI wa8a hjn kI wa8a hjn kI wa8a hEEEE EE EE Sneh ltaSneh ltaSneh ltaSneh lta

s.S¡t punIt [skI mata|s.S¡t punIt [skI mata|s.S¡t punIt [skI mata|s.S¡t punIt [skI mata| [ska Sv+p sbko wata||[ska Sv+p sbko wata||[ska Sv+p sbko wata||[ska Sv+p sbko wata|| ilip devnagrI vE)aink,ilip devnagrI vE)aink,ilip devnagrI vE)aink,ilip devnagrI vE)aink, [skI p/erk pirwa8a hE|[skI p/erk pirwa8a hE|[skI p/erk pirwa8a hE|[skI p/erk pirwa8a hE| ihNdI jnihNdI jnihNdI jnihNdI jn----jn kI wa8a hE||jn kI wa8a hE||jn kI wa8a hE||jn kI wa8a hE|| vòR. kI 7iv lgtI Anupm|vòR. kI 7iv lgtI Anupm|vòR. kI 7iv lgtI Anupm|vòR. kI 7iv lgtI Anupm| xBdo. ka kox ivxal pxBdo. ka kox ivxal pxBdo. ka kox ivxal pxBdo. ka kox ivxal prm||rm||rm||rm|| Vyakr` ivxe8 xaS5Vyakr` ivxe8 xaS5Vyakr` ivxe8 xaS5Vyakr` ivxe8 xaS5----sMmt,sMmt,sMmt,sMmt, [sme. si¶iht xumaxa hE|[sme. si¶iht xumaxa hE|[sme. si¶iht xumaxa hE|[sme. si¶iht xumaxa hE| ihNdI jnihNdI jnihNdI jnihNdI jn----jn kIjn kIjn kIjn kI wa8a hE||wa8a hE||wa8a hE||wa8a hE|| yh &Iyh &Iyh &Iyh &I----sMp¶ ivcaro. se|sMp¶ ivcaro. se|sMp¶ ivcaro. se|sMp¶ ivcaro. se| yh Ait sm<² ]dyh Ait sm<² ]dyh Ait sm<² ]dyh Ait sm<² ]d\\ \\garo. se||garo. se||garo. se||garo. se|| yh Apne swI pa#ko. kI,yh Apne swI pa#ko. kI,yh Apne swI pa#ko. kI,yh Apne swI pa#ko. kI, krtI suxaNt ij)asa hE|krtI suxaNt ij)asa hE|krtI suxaNt ij)asa hE|krtI suxaNt ij)asa hE|

ihNdI jnihNdI jnihNdI jnihNdI jn----jn kI wa8a hE||jn kI wa8a hE||jn kI wa8a hE||jn kI wa8a hE|| [ska saihTy smu¶t hE|[ska saihTy smu¶t hE|[ska saihTy smu¶t hE|[ska saihTy smu¶t hE| ivµano. ka yh hI mt hE||ivµano. ka yh hI mt hE||ivµano. ka yh hI mt hE||ivµano. ka yh hI mt hE|| yh pU`R p/it*#a p/aPt kre,yh pU`R p/it*#a p/aPt kre,yh pU`R p/it*#a p/aPt kre,yh pU`R p/it*#a p/aPt kre, sbkI haidRk Aiwla8a hE|sbkI haidRk Aiwla8a hE|sbkI haidRk Aiwla8a hE|sbkI haidRk Aiwla8a hE| ihNdihNdihNdihNdI jnI jnI jnI jn----jn kI wa8a hE||jn kI wa8a hE||jn kI wa8a hE||jn kI wa8a hE|| [ska sb Aor p/car b“e|[ska sb Aor p/car b“e|[ska sb Aor p/car b“e|[ska sb Aor p/car b“e| [ska sb Aor p/sar b“e||[ska sb Aor p/sar b“e||[ska sb Aor p/sar b“e||[ska sb Aor p/sar b“e|| bn ja0 ivXv kI wa8a yh,bn ja0 ivXv kI wa8a yh,bn ja0 ivXv kI wa8a yh,bn ja0 ivXv kI wa8a yh, 0esI hI m.gl Aaxa hE|0esI hI m.gl Aaxa hE|0esI hI m.gl Aaxa hE|0esI hI m.gl Aaxa hE| ihNdI ihNdI ihNdI ihNdI

jnjnjnjn----jn kI jn kI jn kI jn kI wa8a hE||wa8a hE||wa8a hE||wa8a hE||

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Apraijta Apraijta Apraijta Apraijta kml kpUr kml kpUr kml kpUr kml kpUr

yado. ke zroqe se za>k-za>kkr Aaj ifr 0k bar mE. deq rhI 4I _ _ _ _jI rhI 4I, ']n' plo. ko, ']n' idno. ko, AOr deqte-deqte ja phu>cI ']s' idn tk jb SkUl se inkl kr mE.ne 'ka$ynei3k' 6r kI Aor nhI., baj_ar kI Aor mo idya 4a, soc kr ik g<hS4I kI ku7 7u3-pu3 cIj_e. AOr sBjI-fl letI clU>|

Aam, qrbUje qrId kr ]nka mol cuka rhI 4I ik twI 0k mhIn mgr tIqI-+qI Svr-lhrI mere kano. se 3kra{, '[tne s e-se 3ma3r AOr bIs =p0 iklo? p.³h =p0 iklo dene hE. to bat kro, wEya !' b a jana-phcana-sa Svr 4a yh _ __ _ _to iksI ka ! AOr 0k nam mere idmag me. ibjlI kI trh kO.2 gya| ifr mE.ne ibna soce-smze, pUre ykIn ke sa4 jakr ]ske k.2e pr ha4 2r idya| 'bdtmIj_' kh kr vh pl3I to yh deq kr mE. iql ]#I ik mera ykIn zU#a nhI. inkla, 'Apraijta tU? tU yha> kEse?' mE.ne hulskr pU7a|

'AOr tU yha> kEse?' pUrI gmRjoxI se muzse ilp3te hu0 pU7a ]sne| 'mE. to k{ salo. se [sI xhr me. rh rhI hU>| jy kI nOkrI wI yhI. hE AOr mE. wI yhI.

se.3 pI3r SkUl me. p“atI hU> _ _ _ _tU suna|' 'AwI sva sal phle hI Aa{ hU> mE. to yha>| suxa.t, mere pit ne ko{ n{ k.pnI Jva[n

kI hE|' 'iktnI AjIb bat hE n ik [tne AseR se 0k hI xhr me. rhte hu0 wI hm 3kra0 to [s

sBjI-m.DI me., jha> tU [n s e 3ma3ro. ka mol-wav kr rhI 4I', mE.ne kha to vh qul kr h>s p I| iktnI PyarI lg rhI 4I vh h>ste h0u_, phle kI trh, leikn [sne Apna yh hal Kya bna rqa hE? mruza{-mElI, sStI-sI sUtI sa I AOr zgla-sa Bla]j, benUr cehra, buzI-buzI Aa>qe. AOr ma>g me. wra c3k isNdUr psIne ke sa4 6ul kr ma4e tk bh Aaya 4a| ivXvas nhI. huAa ik yh vhI l kI hE, ijske sjne-s>vrne ke !.g se sara ka$lej cmT¡t rhta 4a| idn-wr ka$3n sa I phne rhtI 4I, pr mj_al hE jo 0k wa>j wI ibg e| ]ske sa>vle-slone +p-lav~y, [khrI dehyi*3, Syah balo. valI lMbI mo3I co3I AOr p/qr bui² ko deq kr hme. ixvanI kI '¡*`ve`I' kI yad AatI 4I| l ikya> khtI 4I. ik yid ¡*`ve`I ixvanI ke ]pNyas ke p¶o. se inkl kr bahr AatI to ibLkul 0esI hI hotI|

'Kya socne lgI re tU?' merI Aa>qo. ke samne ha4 lhrate hu0 ]sne kha| 'iktnI kmjor ho g{ hE tU ! AOr tUne ye Kya hal bna ilya hE Apna? 0esI to tU

kwI nhI. 4I|' 'Ab Kya bta}> tuze, idVya ! [tne salo. ke bad to imle hE. hm AOr mE. Apna rona le

kr bE# ja}>' 0k #.DI sa>s lekr kha ]sne| 'Aa n, khI. bE# kr #.Da pIte hE. AOr du:q-suq ba>3te hE.|' 'nhI. re, merI halt wI hE iksI !.g kI jgh pr bE#ne kI?' 'to cl, tere 6r clte hE.|' 'nhI. re baba, merI sas hE n 6r me. - ma> c.DI ka dUsra +p ! n jane tere sa4 kEsa

btaRv kre|' [tne v8oR. bad merI vh sqI imlI 4I| [ske sa4 bcpn, kExOyR AOr yuvavS4a ke

Anign idn ibta0 4e mE.ne| ijse mE. ApnI 'p/a`-vayu' kha krtI 4I, kEse ifr Alg ho jatI ]sse imlne ke fOrn bad? [sil0 mE.ne Aaiq_rI p/Stav rqa, 'mere 6r clegI?'

'ha>, ha>' Aaxa ke ivprIt vh fOrn tEyar ho g{| 'ka$ynei3k pr bE# ja0gI n?' 'ha>, ha>, Kyo. nhI.|'

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6r ke wItr kdm rqte hI vh bCco. kI trh pulk ]#I, 'vaAo ! iktna su.dr hE 6r tera, 0kdm SvgR ka 3uk a| bCce kha> hE. tere? iktne hE.? Kya nam hE.? kOn-sI Klas me. p“te hE.?'

]ske sare svalo. ke jvab 0k sa4 de id0 mE.ne, '0k be3a hE xuwm\, jo 3e.4 me. hE| 0k be3I hE ixva.gI, jo 0m _bI _bI _0s _ ke fS3R [yr me. hE| ixmla meDIkl ka$lej me. ha$S3l me. rhtI hE| AOr tere bal-gopal?' 'mera to 0k hI hE sudIp _ _ _ _mha xEtan ! jb sva laq xEtan mre ho.ge, tb mera [klOta be3a pEda huAa hoga|' ]skI pirhas-ip/yta Ab wI kaym 4I, soc kr tsLlI hu{ muze|

'mE.ne to suna 4a terI 'lv mEirj' hu{ hE| kEse AOr kb huAa sb?' i¸j se panI kI botl inkalte hu0 mE>ne pU7a to vh buz-sI g{|

']sI 'lv mEirj' kI sja to wugt rhI hU> Aaj tk| sb tkdIr ke qel hE. idVya ! dugaR pUja ]Tsv me. Apne 0k b.galI ba.2v ke sa4 Aaya 4a ye suxa.t| merI xKl-sUrt, n<Ty AOr Xyama s.gIt pr [tna ifda ho gya ik muzse p/em kr bE#a| ]n idno. [tna dIvana 4a yh mera ik mE. wI idl har bE#I AOr dono. ke 6r valo. kI naraj_igyo. ke bavj_Ud hmne Byah kr ilya| iktne cav se muze Byah kr le gya 4a j_ailm, pr sare cav car idn kI ca>dnI saibt hu0| bhut jLdI Apna AslI r.g idqa idya [sne, jo behd vIwTs 4a| ijs n<Ty-s.gIt pr rIzkr, ma> kI sQ_t naraj_gI sh kr wI [sne mera ha4 4ama 4a ]sI ko 'k.jrIqana' khne lga 4a, bahr khI. gana to dUr, 6r me. wI mera gungunana tk bdaRXt nhI. 4a [se| AOr idVya ! [s trh 'fS3R Klas 0m _0 _ [n MyUij_k' Apraijta bnjIR 0k behd mamUlI AOrt Apraijta xmaR bn kr rh g{| idn-rat non-tel-msalo. me. g>2atI, m.iDyo. se sStI siBjya> qrIdtI, ifr wI yatna0> shtI imsej Apraijta xmaR|' ]skI juban ddR kI daStan kh rhI 4I AOr Aa>qe. Aa>suAo. ka dirya bnI hu{ 4I.|

mE.ne pU7a, 'baba kha> hE. APpU? AOr dada-bodI Üwa{-wawIÝ?' 'baba nhI. rhe dIvU ! mere Byah ke do sal bad hI cl bse| vo jan g0 4e ik ]nkI

'xona' suqI nhI. hE| tU to jantI hE n ik ma> kI sUrt wI yad nhI. muze| baba ne hI muze AOr dada ko ma> bn kr pala 4a, ifr kEse shte vo merI tklIfe.? cle g0| dada-bodI ne ma>-bap bn kr mere isr pr ha4 rqa, leikn Axa.t ne saf kh idya - dono. me. se 0k ko cun lo ya to Apne wa{-wawI ya pit|

'0esa Kyo.?' 'Kyo.ik jb hmara cKkr cl rha 4a, dada-bodI ne bhut bar lta a 4a ]se AOr muzse

dUr rhne ko kha 4a| ye sb kwI nhI. wUla Axa.t, dada-bodI ke bar-bar mafI ma>gne pr wI|' 'ifr?' 'ifr raypur se tbadla krva ilya suxa.t ne AOr hm devas cle g0 AOr Ab sva sal

se yha> hE.| yh mera Axa.t hE n _ _ _ _' 'Axa.t nhI. APpU, suxa.t !' 'nhI., pI# pI7e mE. ]se Axa.t hI khtI hU>, suxa.t khlane ke kaibl nhI. hE vh| ha>,

to dIvI ! mera nata dada-bodI se sda ke il0 3U3 gya| vo fon tk nhI. kr skte muze| mE. hI corI-i7pe bahr inkl kr kwI-kwI fon kr AatI hU> ]Nhe. AOr ]nkI q_Eiryt jan letI hU>| Apne bare me. J_yada ku7 nhI. btatI ik vo icNta n kre.|'

'suxa.t ka ko{ AOr bhn-wa{?''b e wa{sahb hE., wawI wI hE. pr ]nkI [nke sa4 bol-cal tk nhI. hE| mE. wI isf_R do bar imlI hU> ]nse| dono. b e wle hE.| ]n ma>-be3e kI db.gta se bcane ke il0 wa{sahb wawI ko dUr le g0| ye ma>-be3a wa{sahb ko jo+ ka gulam khte hE. AOr ]nse bat krna wI ps.d nhI. krte| vEse 0k bat bta}> dIvU< ijs l kI ke isr pr ma>-bap ka saya nhI. hota hE n, ]se [sI trh staya jata hE| Aglo. ko pta hota hE n ik ijtnI cahe yatna0> de lo [se, yh yhI. rhegI AOr shegI| mera ko{ nhI. hE idVya, ko{ nhI.|'

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vh subkne lgI to mE.ne ]se ba>ho. me. wr ilya, 'Ab mE. hU> n, terI shelI, terI bhn| AC7a Ab AC7e bCCo kI trh cup ho ja| mE> tere il0 pePsI latI hU>, 0kdm 'icLD'|'

'nhI.|' vo Apne Aa>sU po.7te hu0 2Ire se bolI, 'pePsI nhI., mE. to cay ipyU>gI, gmaRgmR, [laycI tulsI valI, jEsI AMma> bnatI 4I.|'

mE. cay bnate hu0 soc rhI 4I ik kEse la kr-krke yh AMma> se kwI cay, to kwI qana ma>ga krtI 4I AOr AMma> wI [se iktna dulratI 4I.| sda [ska q_yal rqtI.| 'becarI kI ma> nhI. hE n' ye xBd hmexa AMma> kI juban pr rhte 4e| hay ! kha> g0 vo sone-se idn|

cay pIte hI Apraijta ]# q I hu{, 'AC7a Ab cltI hU>, bhut der ho g{|' 'terI sasU-ma> qUb qbr le.gI terI|' 'lene de| tere sa4 [tna AC7a v¯ gujar lene kI 0vj me. k I se k I sja wI SvIkar

hE muze|' Apraijta clI g{ ddR me. ilp3e k{ sval 7o kr| mE.ne jy ko sb btaya to vh

bole, 'yo. to sbko hI ApnI-ApnI slIbe. q_ud !onI hE., pr tum ]se wavnaTmk shara do idVya, ]ska sfr ku7 to Aasan ho jayega|'

Apraijta ne kha 4a ik Axa.t 0k si yl-Ai yl AjUba hE| ]ske k4n me. iktnI sCca{ hE yh prqne mE. pa>cve. idn hI ]ske 6r ja phu>cI| vhI. jakr pta lga ik vh tIsrI m.ijl pr rhtI hE| sIi“ya> c“te-c“te vh dUsrI m.ijl kI sIi“yo. pr hI iml g{| panI se wrI do baiL3ya> sI“I-sI“I krke }pr le ja rhI 4I vh|

'ye Kya APpU? [tnI warI baiL3ya> tU le ja rhI hE }pr?' 'Kya k+>? taja panI nhI. Aa rha hE AOr panI ka p.p mkan mailk ke ip7le bramde

me. hE| AOr vo log 6r pr nhI. hE., [sil0|' 'suxa.t kha> hE?' 'vh }pr hE, Aqbar p“ rha hE| ]sI ke nhane ke il0 to panI le ja rhI hU>|' 'kEsa ¢Ur AOr Aaram-prSt [.san hE|' mere mn ne kha, leikn mE> cup lga g{ AOr

baiL3ya> le jane me. ]skI mdd krne lgI| Apraijta ka 6r 7o3a-mo3a kba qana-sa lg rha 4a| - 0kdm in*p/a` AOr

AVyviS4t| 0k Ajb-se mnhUs saye ne jEse 6r-wr ko !k rqa 4a| ]skI sas to mere Aiwvadn ka jvab idye ibna, m>uh ibga kr vha> se clI g{| be3e sudIp ne wI nmSte tk nhI. kI| ha>, jb mE.ne pas bulakr ca$kle3\s AOr klsR ke pEke3 4maye to ]ske ho#o. pr bU>d-wr muSkurah3 cmkI AOr ]sne AaihSta-se '4Eks\' wI kha| suxa.t to j_+rt se J_yada AC7e !.g se imla| muze p/waivt krne kI jI-p/a` koixx me. ju3a rha vh| ]skI k.jI Aa>qo. me. mE.ne 0k Aaidm wUq wI deqI AOr kamukta wI| muze yad Aaya ik ]s idn #Ik hI kha 4a Apraijta ne, 'AOrt cahe vh iksI wI vgR ya ]m/ kI ho, Axa.t kI kmjorI hE| muze khte hu0 xmR AatI hE dIvU ik ga>v se Aa{ Apne dUr ke irXte kI wtIjI tk pr inyt ibga bE#a 4a yh kmIna|'

'Aap iktnI wlI hE. idVya jI, AOr iktnI h>smuq wI| ApnI shelI ko wI smza[ye-isqa[ye n ku7| hr v¯ mu>h suja0 6UmtI hE|'

Apraijta ]skI hrkto. AOr bato. se [s kdr Aaht ho rhI 4I ik mera ha4 4am kr bolI, 'cl dIvU, tuze nIce tk 7o Aa}>| tU kh rhI 4I n ik tuze jLdI lO3na hE|'

to yh 4a Apraijta ke Axa.t ka cir5| 0k idn subh-svere Apraijta ka fon Aa gya - 'idVya tU Aaj 7u©I le sktI hE?' 'Kyo. sb q_Er to hE?' muze icNta hu{| 'Are, Aaj to q_Er hI q_Er hE| ma>-be3a iksI xadI pr ]JjEn g0 hE> AOr sudIp SkUl

ipkink pr| tU Aa ja PlIj_|' 'Are nhI.| Aaj mere do j_+rI pIiryD\s hE., APpU| kEse Aa sktI hU>?' 'PlIj_ dIvU ! 0k 7o3a-sa idn hI to ma>g rhI hU>| mere il0 [tna wI nhI. kr sktI?' '#Ik hE, do pIiryD\s lekr Aa ja}>gI, q_ux?'

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suxa.t ke bare me. b I AjIb-AjIb bate. bta{ 4I. ]s idn Apraijta ne, 'xadI ke xu=AatI dOr me. 0k Ajb snk svar ho g{ 4I [s pr| ijsse wI mera pircy krata, khta, 'ye merI pTnI hE, ]m/ me. muzse car sal b I hE., jbik car sal 7o3I hU> mE> [sse| pta nhI. [s na3k se kOn-sa suq imlta 4a [se| behd Apmaint mhsUs krtI 4I mE. q_ud ko| Aaiq_r 0k idn jb Apne ba$s ke samne ifr yhI bat dohra{ [sne to merI wI juban qul g{, 'ye #Ik kh rhe hE., sr ! drAsl ye Byahne layk ho g0 4e AOr [Nhe. ko{ AC7I l kI nhI. iml rhI 4I| Acank mE samne Aa g{ to [Nho.ne muzse hI xadI kr lI| Byah ke smy merI ]m/ ÊÊsal 4I AOr [nkI A#arh| ifr to Kya bta}> idVya ! ba$s sahb h>se ja rhe 4e AOr Axa.t Apman AOr guSse se lal-pIla ho rha 4a|'

sun kr muze wI h>sI Aa g{| Agle hI pl Apraijta g.wIr ho g{, 'idVya ! ]%r wartIy b/a½` ke 6r Aa{ [s b.galI b/a½` kI be3I ne jI-to koixx kI '0DjS3' krne kI| ma>s-ma7 7o a, dada-bodI ko 7o a, ijs s.gIt me. mere p/a` bste 4e ]sko 7o a| jI-wr kr [n logo. kI seva kI, pr [Nhe. kwI q_ux n kr pa{| mE.ne mar wI qa{ Axa.t se k{ bar| ma> se idn-rat tane sune, gailya> qa{., #Ik hE, sb ku7 sha, leikn Ab yh nhI. sha ja rha ik mere hI bCce ke mn me. kU3-kU3kr mere il0 nfrt wr rhe hE. ye log| vh merI [J_j_t nhI. krta, #Ik hE n kre, pr [tna 7o3a bCca hE AOr bap AOr dadI ke w kane pr k{-k{ bar muzse bat tk nhI. krta|' bebsI hI bebsI 4I ]ske Svr me.|

'pr Kyo., Apra? ma> ko to q_ux hona caih0 ik [tnI su.dr AOr p“I-ilqI bhU imlI hE ]Nhe.|'

']nkI nj_ro. me. n to mE. p“I-ilqI hU> AOr n hI su.dr| vh to khtI rhtI hE. - 'p“ne me. kmjor rhI hogI, twI bap ne gane-bjane me. 0m _0 _ krva idya, ptuiryo. kI trh| mera mu¶a to 0m _bI _0 _ hE, twI to }>ca Afsr hE|' - mE> Kya k+>? kEse ijyU> idVya?'

'deq APpU, [n sb bato. ke Alava wI 0k duinya hE, ]sse s.b.2 bna| Apna vj_Ud qoj_| mE. yh nhI. khtI ik 6r-g<hS4I 7o de, pr [ske sa4-sa4 ApnI phcan bna| fS3R Klas MyUij_k 0m _0 _ hE, cu3ikyo. me. nOkrI iml ja0gI| [Nhe. idqa de ik tU wI ku7 kr sktI hE| ApnI jgh q_ud bna, [s 6r me. wI AOr duinya me. wI|'

'muze ko{ nOkrI krne dega Kya? koixx krna hI bekar hE|' htax Svr me. kha ]sne to muze guSsa Aa gya|

'tuze to smzana hI bekar hE, APpU !' pUra 0k brs guj_r gya [sI trh| ]ske duq e sunna hI mera p/arB2 bn gya 4a jEse|

vh AKsr mere gle me. ba>he. Dal kr khtI, 'tU jb se imlI hE n muze, dIvU, merI to duinya hI bdl g{| Ab jIne ka wI mn krta hE| sc hE, Agr iksI 0k 'Apne' ka wI Sneh AOr sa4 iml ja0 n dIvU, to ij_NdgI ko mayne iml jate hE.| nhI.?'

'nhI., ibLkul nhI., ko{ mayne nhI. imle terI ij_NdgI ko| ha>, rone ke il0 0k k.2a j_+r iml gya hE| Agr merI ko{ Ahimyt hotI n terI ij_NdgI me., to mera kha mantI| Are ! Ab wI jag ja| AaTm-sMman bnaye rqna hE to AaTm-inwRr bn| Apne gu`o. ko phcan, ApnI xi¯ ko jan|'

'sb ku7 jante hu0 wI 0esa kh rhI hE tU? Are ! vo muze 7o dega to kha> ja}>gI mE.? pta hE, khte hu0 wI xmR AatI hE ik _ _ _' ifr vh pl-wr q_amox rh kr soctI rhI ik Aage khe ya n khe, ifr kh hI idya ]sne, 'ik Agr kwI ']ske' sa4 s.b.2 S4aipt krne me. tink-sI wI AanakanI k+> to muze 2ikyate hu0 khta hE - jo cIj_ muze car 3ke fe.kne se iml sktI hE ]ske il0 tere samne ig ig a}>ga nhI. mE.|'

']f\ !' Aage ku7 sunna-khna Vy4R 4a| k{ idno. se hmarI mulak_at nhI. hu{ 4I| bs, do-car bar fon ikya 4a ]sne, vh wI

bahr se| sas ]se fon tk nhI. krne detI Ab| bahr jane kI wI [j_aj_t nhI. Kyo.ik ]sne 6r pr nOkrI kI bat kI 4I| pta nhI., kEse bahr inkl patI hogI fon krne ke il0 ! mE. wI

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]ske 6r jane kI ihMmt nhI. ju3a pa rhI 4I ik n jane ma>-be3a kEsa btaRv kre. mere sa4| 0k idn sa>z !le vh Acank Aa phu>cI, bdhal AOr bdhvas-sI, 'bev¯ Aa{ hU>| maf krna dIvU, pr mOka hI AwI imla Aane ka, Kya k+>?'

'Are, 0ese Kyo. bol rhI hE? Aa n bE#| ko{ n{-tajI?' 'sb vhI hE re| basI-purana !raR, pr muze 3acRr krne kI 0k AjIb trkIb n jane kha>

se sIq kr Aaya hE, jo Ab tk kI g{ sarI '3acRir.g' se J_yada mark hE| pta hE, Aaj kl roj_ xam ko dFtr se lO3te hu0 fUlo. kI mala q_rId lata hE AOr merI tSvIr ko phna kr ha4 jo kr khta hE, '[skI AaTma ko xa.it dena wgvan|' mE. pU7tI hU> ik 0esa Kyo. kr rha hE vh, to khta hE, 'p/EiK3s kr rha hU>|' spRd.x-sa k*3 detI hE idVya, ]skI yh hrk_t muze|' 6ayl pir.de kI trh krahte hu0 kha ]sne to mE. t p ]#I, 'nIcta kI praka*#a hE yh to APpU| terI sas AOr be3a nhI. rokte ]se?'

'rokte? Are ! vo to mj_ak ] ate hE. mera| h>ste hE., jEse ko{ ka$meDI sIn cl rha ho| Ab bta Kya k+>? kEse rhU> ]s 6r me.?'

']sI 6r me. rh, pr sa4-sa4 Apna vj_Ud wI kaym rq AOr _ _ _ _ ' 'ye mumikn nhI. hE, dIvU ! nhI. hE mumikn, kEse bta}> tuze|' bat sda kI trh [sI ibNdu pr Aakr dm to g{| mE. AOr jy dono. hI wrsk mdd

krna cahte 4e Apraijta kI| leikn mdd wI to ]skI hI kI ja sktI hE n jo q_ud wI q_ud kI 4o I-bhut mdd kre| vh jate-jate 6or mayUsI se ilp3e c.d xBd kh g{, 'lgta hE dIvU, Ab mE. nhI., merI mOt kI q_br hI tere pas AayegI|'

sun kr jan inkl g{ 4I merI| ]ske jate hI ]ske wa{ ko mE.ne fon ikya AOr ]s pr hu0 AOr ho rhe sare ATyacaro. ka A9r-A9r v Rn krte hu0 kha, 'dada ! vh AapkI [klOtI bhn hE| dada-bodI du:qI n ho., [sil0 Aapko kwI ku7 J_yada nhI. btaya ]sne| vh nrk zel rhI hE ]s 6r me.| Aakr ]se bca lo, nhI. to vh mr ja0gI|' AOr dUsre idn hI ]ske wa{-wawI Aa phu>ce mere 6r|

']sI kI q_uxI ke il0 hm kwI ]ske 6r nhI. g0| hme. Kya pta 4a _ _ _ _' dada ne Vyi4t hokr kha|

bodI ne 0k sval pU7a - 'S5I hokr wI S5I kI x5u Kyo. hE APpU kI sas, vh wI ApnI hI bhU kI?'

'wavnaTmk Asur9a, bodI| ]se Dr hoga ik khI. b e be3a-bhU kI trh ye log wI ]se 7o n ja0>, [sil0 ivwajn AOr xasn kI nIit Apna lI [sne|'

]sI xam Apraijta ke il0 sa I, fl, im#a{ AOr bhut-se ]phar lekr hm ]ske 6r ja phu>ce| jy wI sa4 me. 4e| [tne v8oR. bad Acank wa{-wawI ko samne deq kr StB2 rh g{ APpU| ]ske muq se bol nhI. fU3 rhe 4e| ifr wa{ se ilp3kr [tna ro{, [tna ro{ ik ihcikya> b>2 g{.|

'kOn mr gya hE jo Aa>suAo. kI ndI bha{ ja rhI hE yha>|' suxa.t kI ma> ne Aakr ib8-vmn ikya| n iksI ke Aiwvadn ka jvab idya AOr na hI iksI ko wav idya ]sne|

'Ab [tne salo. bad wa{ se imlI hE n Aa.3I, to rona to Aa0ga hI n|' mE.ne ]skI vkalt kI| leikn merI bat AnsunI kr 'se.3r-3ebl' pr 2re ]pharo. ko deq kr ]q e Svr me. bolI, 'ye sb Kya hE?'

'ku7 fl, im#a{ hE.|' 'Kyo.?' 'bhn ke 6r Aaye hE. to yU> _ _ _ _ ' bodI kI bat ka3 kr vh icLla{, '[tne brso. bhn ka q_yal nhI. Aaya? kwI ko{

Tyohar tk weja tumne?' 'Aapne hI to mna ikya 4a ik n hm ku7 weje. AOr n Aapke 6r Aa0>|'

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'bs A _ __ _ _' vh dha I. to Apraijta ne ha4 jo kr kha, 'Kyo. tmaxa kr rhI hE., ma>? ye log becare _ _ _ _ '

'tmaxa kr rhI hU> mE.? mE. bajIgr hU>? mdarI hU>? xa.t, xa.t be3e, Aa deq to jra !' AOr ba$lIvuD ifLmI qlnayk kI trh suxa.t ne '0N¨I' lI| ha4 me. pu*p-mala AOr

Agrbi%ya> 4am rqI 4I. ]sne, AOr ho#o. pr ]>glI rq kr 'cup' rhne ka [xara krta, ibLkul bgula-wgt lg rha 4a vh|

]sne Apraijta kI tSvIr pr mala c“a{ AOr Agrbi%ya> sulga{. to dada t p ]#e, 'yh Kya kr rhe hE. Aap, suxa.t babU? merI ij.da bhn kI tSvIr pr mala c“a rhe hE. Aap?'

'bhut xOk hE n tuMhe. merI tSvIr pr har c“ane ka? c“ana ij_NdgI wr| Aaj mE> tuMhe. mr kr hI idqa detI hU>' khtI hu{ Apraijta balknI kI Aor dO I ibjlI kI-sI git se, AOr ]sI git se hm caro. wI ]ske pI7e dO e| Agr 0k pl, isf_R 0k pl kI wI der ho jatI to vh j.gla fla.gkr nIce kUd cukI hotI| dada ne ]se vha> se qI.ckr ApnI ba>ho. me. ba>2 ilya ks kr - 'tU lavairs nhI. hE, re qokI Ül kIÝ, cl tU hmare sa4|'

mE. ro rhI 4I, ka>p rhI 4I| jy ne muze 4am rqa 4a| ']n du*3o. ne wItr se µar b.d kr q_ud ko hr pc e se ka3 ilya 4a| hm Apraijta ko 6r le Aaye|

0kdm q_amox ho g{ 4I vh| behd pI adayI 4e ve do idn| laq koixx krne pr wI vh n bol rhI 4I, n ro rhI 4I AOr n hI A¶-jl g/h` kr rhI 4I| Da$K3r ne btaya ik vh ghre sdme kI iS4it me. hE| Agr n bolI, n ro{ to 'iDp/Exn' rog kI ixkar ho jayegI hmexa ke il0 AOr dobara AaTm-hTya kI koixx wI kr sktI hE| sb ApnI-ApnI trh se koixx kr rhe 4e|

mE.ne kha, 'mE. tuzse bhut naraj_ hU> APpU ! mrne clI 4I? Kya gar.3I 4I ik mr hI jatI? Are, Agr n mrtI AOr pa>c-sat hi−ya> 3U3 jatI. AOr Apaihj ho jatI _ _ _ _to kOn s>walta tuze? ye log? ijnkI cOdh sal se jI-jan se seva kr rhI hE tU, ifr wI tere Apne n hu0? mrna m.jUr hE tuze, pr [J_j_t se jIna nhI.| AOr Kya bi“ya imsal kaym krne clI 4I Apne jEsI pit AOr sas µara sta{ jane valI AOrto. ke il0 ik hk_ AOr ApnI ihf_aj_t ke il0 s.68R nhI. krna, tIsrI m.ijl se kUd kr mr jana ! Kyo.? bta, Kya k+> mE. tera?'

'muze to yh l ka xu+ se hI ps.d nhI. 4a| ij_NdgI q_ak me. imla dI [sne terI| tU hmarI rIma se wI b“ kr hE hmare il0| Ab hmare sa4 cl|' dada ne kha| pr iksI kI, iksI wI bat ka ]s pr ko{ Asr nhI. huAa| ya to vh Aa>qe. b.d rqtI ya gU>gI gui ya-sI xUNy me. taktI rhtI|

tIsre idn subh-subh xuwm\ ne Aakr btaya, 'suxa.t mOsa Aa0 hE.| bahr q e hE.|' mE.ne deqa Apraijta kI ir¯ Aa>qo. me. q_Of ke 6ne saye lhrane lge 4e| vh Apne me. hI ism3ne lgI 4I| ]ske galo. ko Sneh se 4p-4pakr mE. bahr inklI| vh bramde me. q a 4a| ha4 jo kr bola, 'idVya jI ! ApnI shelI kI hrk_te. deqI.? muze AOr merI ma> ko jel wejne ka pUra [.tj_am kr hI cukI 4I yh to| Ab hme. nhI. caih0 0esI AOrt| mE. to ]s idn ko idn me. sO bar kosta hU>, ijs idn mE.ne [sse xadI kI 4I| yh 2ra hE [ska saman| Ab hme. ko{ mtlb nhI. [sse|'

bramde me. hI 0k Aor do sU3kes 2re 4e| mera jI k va ho gya, iktna xEtan hE ye [.san? [se tink ximRNdgI nhI. Apne ik0 pr, ]L3a pTnI pr do8arop` kr rha hE| ]sse ku7 wI khna-sunna pT4r se isr fo ne kI trh 4a| vh cla gya|

'tera Axa.t Aaya 4a, APpU| tera saman de gya hE AOr sb ku7 q_Tm kr gya hE|' 'taik tum nye isre se ij_NdgI xu+ kr sko|' jy ne muSkurate h0 kmre me. kdm rqa

AOr kusIR qI.c kr Apraijta ke pl.g ke pas bE# g0| 'do xBd mere wI sun lo, Apraijta| tum ]Cc ixi9ta ho| ApnI 9mtaAo. ko phcano

AOr ]Nhe. wunaAo| isf_R do cIj_o. kI j_+rt hE tuMhe. - AaTm-ivXvas AOr [C7a-xi¯ kI| jantI ho, gIta me. ¡*` ne kha hE ']²aredaTmnaTman.' yanI Svy. hI Svy. ko }>ca ]#aAo| bahrI sa2n

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tuMhe. n0 ivcar de skte hE., leikn AaTm-pirvtRn tuMhe. q_ud hI krna hoga| yh wa8` ya ]pdex nhI., 0k wa{ kI slah hE ik Apne sare gu`o. ke sa4 smaj kI 0k sbl [ka{ bno tum|'

AOr cmTkar ho gya| ]skI Aa>qo. se Aa>suAo. kI Aivrl 2ara bh inklI, jo xayd ]ske sare Avsad AOr s.tap ko 2o g{, 'ye mere Aaiq_rI Aa>sU hE., wa{sahb|' bs [tna hI kha ]sne|

smy Anvrt clta rha| pl-9`, idn, sPtah mhIne AOr salo. me. bdlta rha, bItta rha AOr Apraijta ke mn me. jNme. s.kLp r.g late rhe| AOr ifr ve sb mukam AOr Aayam pa0 ]sne ijnkI vh hk_dar 4I|

'Aoh ! khI. v¯ inkl n ja0', mE.ne 6 I kI Aor nj_r DalI, sva sat bje 4e| jLdI se ]# kr 3I _vI _ Aa$n ikya| ]d\6oi8ka 6o8`a kr rhI 4I, 'Ab Aap koikl-k.#I Apraijta ke m2ur Svr me. ]NhI. ka ilqa gIt sune.ge _ _ _ _'

Agle hI pl 7o3e pdeR pr 2anI r.g ke ilbas me. sjI Apraijta idqa{ dI| taje iqle hLke gulabI gulab-sI muSkurah3 4I ]ske ho#o. pr _ _ _ _Ab vh ga rhI 4I -

n0 ca>d-sUrj-istare sjane ko AwI-AwI 0k nya Aasma> cuna hE mE.ne AwI-AwI to jla{ xma> ]MmIdo. kI

AwI-AwI 0k nya Q_vab buna hE mE.ne _ _ _ _ vh ga rhI 4I AOr mere mn me. q_uixyo. ke hj_aro. fUl iqlte ja rhe 4e, yh soc-sockr

ik Ab yh 'Apraijta' hE, isf_R Apraijta, ijsne Apne nam ke mayne ko sc AOr sa4Rk saibt kr idqaya hE|

ha[ku ha[ku ha[ku ha[ku jvahr [Ndujvahr [Ndujvahr [Ndujvahr [Ndu Aakul mn b>2a0 kEse 2Ir [tnI pIr|

v<% sI i6rI Aat.k kI 7aya se inklU> kEse !

ki#n nhI. sa2na jIvn kI sa2 to kro|

Aa>i2yo. =ko dIp buz n jaye tm se Dro|

]gta sUrj wal kI ib.dI jEse jgtI mata| sokr jga nNha sa bIj jo pe hE bna| iqle nyn fagun muSkaya cle pvn|

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wartI ke lalwartI ke lalwartI ke lalwartI ke lal

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ Aom p/kax vmaR_ Aom p/kax vmaR_ Aom p/kax vmaR_ Aom p/kax vmaR

wartI ke lal, manv jait ke Anmol 2n,wartI ke lal, manv jait ke Anmol 2n,wartI ke lal, manv jait ke Anmol 2n,wartI ke lal, manv jait ke Anmol 2n, ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|

he tpSvI d<“v/tI he kmRyogI vIr,he tpSvI d<“v/tI he kmRyogI vIr,he tpSvI d<“v/tI he kmRyogI vIr,he tpSvI d<“v/tI he kmRyogI vIr, sjg p/hrI ra*sjg p/hrI ra*sjg p/hrI ra*sjg p/hrI ra*¨ ke he xi¯xalI 2Ir|¨ ke he xi¯xalI 2Ir|¨ ke he xi¯xalI 2Ir|¨ ke he xi¯xalI 2Ir|

ivXvaim5, Ajatx5u, dyaivXvaim5, Ajatx5u, dyaivXvaim5, Ajatx5u, dyaivXvaim5, Ajatx5u, dya----9ma9ma9ma9ma----2<itman,2<itman,2<itman,2<itman, yug yugaNtr tk rhoge yug yugaNtr tk rhoge yug yugaNtr tk rhoge yug yugaNtr tk rhoge tum Amr AxrIr|tum Amr AxrIr|tum Amr AxrIr|tum Amr AxrIr|

jagr` kI Jyoit m2umy, xa.it kI pavn ikr`,jagr` kI Jyoit m2umy, xa.it kI pavn ikr`,jagr` kI Jyoit m2umy, xa.it kI pavn ikr`,jagr` kI Jyoit m2umy, xa.it kI pavn ikr`, ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|

deh nXvr hE, s<jn kI hr kla im/yma`,deh nXvr hE, s<jn kI hr kla im/yma`,deh nXvr hE, s<jn kI hr kla im/yma`,deh nXvr hE, s<jn kI hr kla im/yma`,

m<Tyu to kevl phn lena nya pir2an|m<Tyu to kevl phn lena nya pir2an|m<Tyu to kevl phn lena nya pir2an|m<Tyu to kevl phn lena nya pir2an| ikNtu 0k Awav ka [s ir¯ta ka &ey,ikNtu 0k Awav ka [s ir¯ta ka &ey,ikNtu 0k Awav ka [s ir¯ta ka &ey,ikNtu 0k Awav ka [s ir¯ta ka &ey, Aaj wI ku7 qojta sa ifr rha hr p/a`|Aaj wI ku7 qojta sa ifr rha hr p/a`|Aaj wI ku7 qojta sa ifr rha hr p/a`|Aaj wI ku7 qojta sa ifr rha hr p/a`|

2Ny 4a jIvn tuMhara, 2Ny hE tera in2n,2Ny 4a jIvn tuMhara, 2Ny hE tera in2n,2Ny 4a jIvn tuMhara, 2Ny hE tera in2n,2Ny 4a jIvn tuMhara, 2Ny hE tera in2n, ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|

Als plko. Als plko. Als plko. Als plko. me.me.me.me. s>joye, suqd ini2ya> xe8,s>joye, suqd ini2ya> xe8,s>joye, suqd ini2ya> xe8,s>joye, suqd ini2ya> xe8, b“ rha 4a p/git p4 pr Anvrt yh dex|b“ rha 4a p/git p4 pr Anvrt yh dex|b“ rha 4a p/git p4 pr Anvrt yh dex|b“ rha 4a p/git p4 pr Anvrt yh dex| pr inyit ka qel, pUnm me. Ama ka yog,pr inyit ka qel, pUnm me. Ama ka yog,pr inyit ka qel, pUnm me. Ama ka yog,pr inyit ka qel, pUnm me. Ama ka yog,

m@y inix me. hI itroiht ho gya rakex|m@y inix me. hI itroiht ho gya rakex|m@y inix me. hI itroiht ho gya rakex|m@y inix me. hI itroiht ho gya rakex|

2ri`2ri`2ri`2ri` ka>pI A&u brsane lga pIika>pI A&u brsane lga pIika>pI A&u brsane lga pIika>pI A&u brsane lga pIi t ggn,t ggn,t ggn,t ggn, ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|ivXv ke xt koi3 mStk kr rhe tuzko nmn|

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rajwa8a Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝrajwa8a Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝrajwa8a Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝrajwa8a Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ¡*` kumar g/ovr ¡*` kumar g/ovr ¡*` kumar g/ovr ¡*` kumar g/ovr

wart ke s.iv2an me. kI g{ VyvS4a ke Anusar ÊÎjnvrI, ÉÑÎÍ se ihNdI dex kI rajwa8a to bn g{ ikNtu tTkalIn piriS4ityo. ko deqte hu0, A>g/ejI ko wI srkarI kamkaj me. ku7 kayoR. ke il0 p/yog krne kI ba@yta bna0 rqI g{ AOr ku7 smy ke il0 hI shI wart srkar ke kamkaj me. iµwai8kta ke dOr ka sU5pat huAa| v8R ÉÑÍÍ me. gi#t rajwa8a Aayog kI irpo3R AOr ]s pr p.t-simit kI i3Ppi`yo. t4a v8R ÉÑÎÍ ke bad wI s.6 ke kamkaj me. A>g/ejI wa8a ka p/yog jarI rqne s.b.2I tTkalIn p/2anm.5I µara idye gye AaXvasn ko p/wavI +p dene ke il0 s.sd ne v8R ÉÑÎË me. rajwa8a Ai2inym pairt ikya jo AwI lagU hE| [ske Anusar ku7 kayR kevl ihNdI me., ku7 kevl A>g/ejI me. AOr ku7 dono. wa8aAo. me. ikya jana Apei9t hE|

y4a s.xoi2t rajwa8a Ai2inym ke Anusar yh AinvayR hE ik ivinidR*3 kag_j_-p5o. ko ihNdI AOr A>g/ejI dono. me. jarI ikya ja0| Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ke Anusar dono. wa8a0> inMniliqt ke il0 p/yog me. la{ janI hE. : É _ s.kLpo., samaNy Aadexo., inymo., Ai2sUcnaAo., p/xasink ya ANy p/itvedna ya p/es iv)iPtyo. ke il0 jo keN³Iy srkar µara ya ]ske iksI m.5aly, ivwag ya kayaRly µara ya keN³Iy srkar ke SvaimTva2In ya iny.5à2In iksI ingm ya kMpnI µara ya 0ese ingm ya k.pnI ke iksI kayaRly µara inkale jate hE. ya ikye jate hE.| Ê _ s.sd ke iksI sdn ya sdno. ke sm9 rqe gye p/xasink t4a ANy p/itvedno. AOr rajkIy kag_j_-p5o. ke il0| Ë _ keN³Iy srkar ya ]ske iksI m.5aly, ivwag ya kayaRly µara ya ]skI Aor se ya keN³Iy srkar ke SvaimTva2In ya iny.5à2In iksI ingm ya kMpnI µara ya 0ese ingm ya k.pnI ke iksI kayaRly µara in*paidt s.ivdaAo. AOr kraro. ke il0 inkalI g{ Anu)iPtyo., Anu)a-p5o., sUcnaAo. AOr inivda p/a+po. ke il0| [s inym ke flSv+p wart ke rajp5 me. p/kaixt hone vale swI srkarI s.kLp, Ai2sUcna0>, inym Aaid, cahe ve sa.ivi2k ho. A4va Asa.ivi2k, ko A>g/ejI ke sa4-sa4 ihNdI me. wI jarI ikya jana AinvayR hE| [sil0 yh AavXyk hE ik wart srkar ke mu³àlyo. ko 0esI samg/I dono. wa8aAo. me. hI p/kaxna4R wejI ja0| [n mu³àlyo. ko wI Anudex id0 g0 hE. ik ve 0ese kag_j_-p5o. ko tb tk p/kaixt n kre. jb tk ik ve ]Nhe. iµwa8I +p me. ]plB2 n ho ja0>| jha> tk p/es iv)iPtyo. kI bat hE, AamtOr pr ve mUl-+p se p5-sUcna kayaRly µara, iviw¶ m.5alyo. /ivwago. se p/aPt samg/I ke Aa2ar pr, tEyar kI jatI hE| 0ese mamlo. me. p/es sUcna ByUro p/es iv)iPtyo. ka ihNdI Anuvad wI tEyar krta hE| s.b.i2t m.5aly /ivwag se Ape9a kI jatI hE ik ve ByUro kI suiv2a ke il0 samg/I ihNdI me. wI dene kI VyvS4a kre.| m.5aly /ivwag ku7 p/es iv)iPtya> Svy. wI tEyar krte hE. AOr ]Nhe. p/car ke il0 p5 sUcna kayaRly ko wej dete hE.| 0esI iS4it me. yh AinvayR hE ik ye iµwai8k +p me. hI wejI ja0>| p5 sUcna kayaRly wI smy-smy pr pirp5 jarI krke m.5alyo. Aaid ka @yan [s inym kI Aor idlata rha hE| p/xasink AOr ANy irpoR3e. dono. wa8aAo. me. jarI krne ke il0 ÈËidsMbr, ÉÑÍÍ ko jarI ik0 g0 ra*¨pit jI ke Aadex me. wI kha gya 4a| Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ke Anusar p/xasink AOr ANy irpoR3e., ijnme. sa.iQykIy irpoR3e. wI xaiml hE., ihNdI t4a A>g/ejI dono. wa8aAo. me. jarI kI janI AinvayR hE.| yhI AinvayRta s.sd ke iksI 0k ya dono. sdno. me. p/Stut kI jane valI irpoR3o. ke bare me. wI hE| g<h m.5aly ke idna.k ÉÎ-Í-ÉÑÏÈ ke Anudex me. [s bat ko dohraya gya ik swI m.5aly Aaid suiniXct kre. ik s.sd ke p3l pr rqe jane vale kag_j_at me. A>g/ejI ke sa4-sa4 ihNdI Anuvad wI AvXy p/Stut ik0 ja0>| t4aip yid iksI ivxe8 mamle me. ku7 ATyNt ivxe8 karò.

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se A>g/ejI ke sa4-sa4 ihNdI Anuvad pex krna s.wv nhI. hE to A>g/ejI +paNtr pex krte smy 0k s.i9Pt ivvr` wI raJy /lokswa ke p3l pr rqa ja0 ijsme. ]n kar`o. ka ]Lleq ikya ja0 ijnkI vj_h se A>g/ejI ke sa4-sa4 ihNdI Anuvad p/Stut nhI. ikya ja ska| rajwa8a Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ me. ]iLliqt samaNy Aadex p/ay: swI 7o3e-b e kayaRlyo. µara kwI n kwI jarI ik0 jate hE. AOr yid [skI pirwa8a ko @yan me. rqe. to, yh s.wavna p/tIt hotI hE ik ANy ivxe8 kag_j_-p5o. kI tulna me. [nkI s.Qya Ai2k wI ho sktI hE| S4ayI p/kar ke swI Aadex, in Ry, Anudex, p5, )apn, noi3s, pirp5 Aaid jo srkarI kmRcairyo. ke smUh A4va smUho. ke s.b.2 me. ya ]nke il0 ho., 'samaNy Aadex' khlate hE.| [s pirwa8a se lgta hE ik raJy srkaro. ko weje jane vale swI pirp5 wI [nme. xaiml hE. AOr ve iµwa8I +p me. jarI hone caih0| pirp5 ke dono. pa#o. ko p/amai`k mana jata hE Ün ik 0k pa# ko dUsre ka AnuvadÝ AOr [sil0 dono. pa#o. pr s.b.i2t p/ai2karI ke hSta9r ik0 jane Apei9t hE.| keN³Iy srakr µara in*paidt swI s.ivda0> AOr krar ya ]nkI Aor se jarI ik0 jane vale swI la[se.so., prim3o., noi3so. AOr 3e.Dro. ke kayR ke il0 ihNdI AOr A>g/ejI dono. wa8aAo. ka p/yog AavXyk hE| At: yh wI Apei9t hE ik [s p/kar ke swI famR Aaid wI ihNdI AOr A>g/ejI dono. wa8aAo. me. tEyar krke mui³t ik0 ja0>, taik ]Nhe. dono. wa8aAo. me. 0k sa4 jarI ikya ja ske| [nme. se ku7 kag_j_ sa.ivi2k p/kar ke wI h.E| [sil0 [nka Anuvad ivi2 m.5aly ke iv2ayI ivwag ke rajwa8a q.D µara ikya jata hE| keN³Iy Ai2inymo., inymo. AOr ivinymo. ka p/ai2¡t ihNdI Anuvad wI [sI q.D µara ikya jata hE| jha> tk ANtraR*¨Iy kraro. ka s.b.2 hE ye Aadex id0 g0 hE ik s.b.i2t m.5aly /ivwag s.i2yo. AOr kraro. ke A>g/ejI pa#o. ka ihNdI Anuvad tEyar kre AOr ivdex m.5aly ke ivi2 AOr s.i2 p/wag se ]nkI ja>c kra0>| wart me. hSta9r kI jane valI s.i2yo. AOr kraro. me. A>g/ejI ke Aitir¯ ihNdI ka p/yog ikya ja0| t4aip inMniliqt ke il0 ihNdI me. in*paidt n krne kI 7U3 hE : É _ ivdexo. me. kI g{ s.i2ya> AOr krar, Ê _ tTkal p/wav kI s.i2ya> ijnka smyawav ke kar` ihNdI Anuvad krana s.wv nhI., Ë _ bhup9Iy Aiwsmy Üiliqt Anub.2Ý, AOr Ì _ r9a m.5aly kI s.i2ya> AOr krar ik.tu ]pyuR¯ ÜÉÝ, ÜÊÝ AOr ÜËÝ me. ]iLliqt kag_j_o. ka Anuvad Aiwleq me. rqne ke il0 krvaya jayega| Ai2inym ke Anusar swI kraro. AOr s.i2yo. ke il0 ihNdI AOr A>g/ejI dono. wa8aAo. ka p/yog AinvayR hE ifr wI invRcn ke s.b.2 me. ko{ ki#na{ ya mtwed n ho [ske il0 iksI 0k pa# ko p/amai`k smzna iflhal va.7nIy hoga ÜvEse dono. wa8aAo. ke pa#o. ke invRcn me. wI invRcn ke harmoinys k.S¨Kxn ke is²a.t ke Anusar ki#na{ nhI. hogIÝ| [sil0 A>g/ejI se iw¶ wa8a-wa8I dexo. ke sa4 ]nkI ApnI wa8a, A>g/ejI AOr ihNdI me. ik0 jane vale kraro. AOr s.i2yo. me. yh VyvS4a krna ]ict hoga ik ivvad kI iS4it me. A>ge/jI pa# p/amai`k hoga| A>g/ejI wa8I dexo. ke sa4 ik0 jane vale kraro. AOr s.i2yo. me. ihNdI AOr A>g/ejI dono. hI wa8aAo. ka p/yog krane AOr dono. pa#o. ko p/amai`k mnvane ke p/yTn ik0 ja0>| yid dUsra p9 [s bat pr Aag/h kre ik kevl A>g/ejI pa# ko p/amai`k mana ja0 to ]se iflhal SvIkar kr ilya ja0| rajwa8a Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ko yid ghra{ se deqa ja0 to p/tIt hota hE ik ivxe8 kag_j_at me. dono. wa8aAo. ke p/yog ke pI7e srkar kI yh m.xa hE ik cU>ik Svt.5ta ke bad kafI smy tk srkar ka pUra kayR kevl A>g/ejI me. hI hota rha hE AOr v8R ÉÑÎÍ ke bad wI jo iµwai8kta ka dOr xu+ huAa hE vh ku7 lMba cl skta hE, [sil0 jb wI srkar me. 0esI iS4it Aa0 ik sara kam kevl ihNdI me. hone lge AOr ]Cc Nyayalyo. t4a ]Cctm Nyayalyo. me. wI Nyaiyk kayR kI wa8a ihNdI ho ja0 to khI. purane kag_j_o. ko deqne me. ki#na{ na ho| ]s smy yid phle ke iksI krar ya samaNy Aadex ka s.dwR Aa0 to A>ge/jI ke sa4-sa4 ]ska p/ai2¡t ihNdI pa# wI ]plB2 ho| ijs p/kar ke kag_j_o. ka ]Lleq 2ara Ë ÜËÝ me. ikya hE ve ATy.t mhTvpU R hE. AOr ]nkI AavXykta kafI smy VytIt hone ke bad wI p

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sktI hE| [s 2ara me. ]iLliqt kag_j_at me. se Ai2ktr ka ]Lleq ÉÑÍÍ me. jarI ik0 g0 ra*¨pit jI ke rajwa8a s.b.2I dUsre Aadex me. wI ikya gya 4a, ikNtu Ai2inym ke lagU ho jane ke bad wI kafI smy tk 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ka Anupaln suiniXct nhI. huAa| [s 2ara kI AinvayRta ko reqa.ikt krne ke il0 [ske A>g/ejI +paNtr me. 'xEl' ÜShallÝ xBd ka p/yog ikya gya hE| yh Sp*3 hE ik yid ko{ krar Aaid kevl 0k wa8a me. ikya jata hE to vh kanUnI tOr pr AvE2 hoga Kyo.ik ]ska in*padn rajwa8a Ai2inym, ÉÑÎË kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ke Anusar nhI. huAa, [sil0 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ka smuict Anupaln wart srkar ke p/Tyek kayaRly ke il0 intaNt AavXyk hE| ]LleqnIy hE ik jb v8R ÉÑÏÎ me. rajwa8a inym Üs.6 ke xaskIy p/yojno. ke il0 p/yogÝ bnaye g0 4e to ]nke inym Î me. yh ]pb.2 wI ikya gya ik Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ me. ivinidR*3 swI dStavej_o. ke il0 ihNdI AOr A>g/ejI dono. ka p/yog ikya ja0ga AOr 0ese dStavej_o. pr hSta9r krne vale Vyi¯yo. ka yh ]%rdaiyTv hoga ik ve yh suiniXct kr le. ik 0ese dStavej_ ihNdI AOr A>g/ejI dono. me. hI tEyar ik0 jate hE., in*paidt ik0 jate hE., AOr jarI ik0 jate hE.| srkar ne Ai2inym AOr inym to bna id0 ik.tu ]nke Anupaln kI Aor xu+ se @yan nhI. idya gya| s.sdIy rajwa8a simit kI tIno. ]psimityo. ne ÉÑÏÎ me. jb inrI9` dOre xu+ ik0 to paya ik wart srkar ke kamkaj me. ihNdI ka p/yog bhut km hE AOr simit ne 2ara Ë ÜËÝ kI AinvayRta kI Aor wI @yan idlaya| ]ske bad [s idxa me. gMwIr p/yTn xu+ hu0| Anuvad VyvS4a ko sud<“ ikya jane lga| [sse iS4it me. su2ar huAa AOr m.5alyo. /ivwago. me. ivxe8 kag_j_-p5 dono. wa8aAo. me. jarI ikye jane lge| bad me. incle kayaRlyo. me. wI Anuvadko. kI inyui¯ ke bad 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ka Anupaln krne ke p/yas hone lge| leikn yh wI SvIkar krna p ega ik 7o3e kayaRlyo. me. jha> S3af kI s.Qya km hotI hE, pU Rkailk Anuvad VyvS4a ]plB2 n hone ke kar` ivxe8 kag_j_at iµwa8I +p me. jarI krne me. ki#na{ hotI hE| Anek m.5alyo. ke lgwg p/Tyek raJy me. 9e5Iy kayaRly hE. jha> S3af kI s.Qya sIimt hone ke kar` Anuvadko. ko bhal nhI. ikya ja skta| ]n kayaRlyo. µara wI, tknIkI smet k{ p/kar kI irpoR3e. tEyar kI jatI h.E| ]dahr` ke il0 SvaS$y m.5aly ke p/adeixk kayaRlyo. kI irpoR3o. me. Anek xBd ivxu² AayuivR)an ke ho.ge AOr [Nhe. mUl +p me. A>g/ejI me. bnane vale Ai2karI ihNdI ke ]Cc koi3 ke AOr in2aRirt pairwai8k xBdavlI ke )an ke ibna ihNdI me. tEyar nhI. kr skte| s.sdIy rajwa8a simit ne ApnI irpo3R ke phle q.D me. hI Anuvad VyvS4a AOr pairwai8k xBdavlI kI smSyaAo. pr ivcar krte hu0 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ke smuict Anupaln ke il0 Anek isfairxe. wI kI.| simit ka ivcar 4a ik Anuvad kayR ke il0 yh Apei9t hoga ik iviw¶ iv8yo. se s.b.i2t xBdavilya> AOr ANy shayk t4a s.dwR saihTy p/cur ma5a me. ]plB2 ho.| [ske sa4 hI mank xBdavilyo. me. iviw¶ A>g/ejI xBdo. ke il0 jo ihNdI pyaRy id0 g0 hE. A4va id0 jaye.ge ]nka hI p/yog suiniXct ikya ja0 taik rajwa8a ka 0k mank +p ]wrkr Aa0| [ske Aitir¯ Anuvad kayR ke il0 ATyNt suyoGy 0v. AnuwvI Ai2kairyo. ko inyu¯ krna AOr ]Nhe. Apne iv8y s.b.2I ivxe8 Anuvad kayR ke il0 p/ix9` kI suiv2a0> ]plB2 krana wI AavXyk hoga| Anuvad ke Str ko }>ca ]#ane kI d<i*3 se Anuvadko. Aaid ke wtIR inymo. kI punrI9a [s p/kar se kI janI caih0 ijsse ik iviw¶ p/kar ke iv)an, ivi2, icikTsa, [.jIinyir.g Aaid kI yoGyta vale Vyi¯ wI ihNdI AOr A>g/ejI me. ]Cc p/vI`ta hone pr iviw¶ rajwa8a sevaAo. v ]Cc pdo. pr wtIR ke il0 Aaki8Rt ik0 ja ske.| [sse tknIkI iv8yo. ke Anuvad ka Str wI su2rega| [s p/kar kI Anek isfairxe. 4I. ijNhe. SvIkar krte hu0 ra*¨pit jI ke Aadex ËÈ-ÉÊ-ÉÑÐÐ ko jarI hu0| [sI bIc 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ke Anupaln ke il0 wart srkar ke rajwa8a ivwag AOr s.sdIy rajwa8a simit µara inrNtr bl idya jata rha AOr Ab wI idya ja rha hE| rajwa8a ivwag µara v8R ÊÈÈÐ-ÊÈÈÑ ke il0 jarI ik0 g0 vai8Rk kayR¢m me. rajwa8a nIit s.b.2I p/muq indexo. me. phla hI hE ik 'rajwa8a Ai2inym, ÉÑÎË kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ke A.tgRt s.kLp, samaNy Aadex inym, Ai2sUcna0>, p/xasink t4a ANy irpoR3e., p/es iv)iPtya>, Anu)ap5, 3e.Dr noi3s t4a 3e.Dr famR Aaid iµwa8I +p me. jarI ik0 ja0>| iksI

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p/kar ke ]Ll.6n ke il0 hSta9r krne vale Ai2karI ko ij_Mmedar #hraya jayega|' Anek s.goi*#yo. t4a bE#ko. me. wI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ke bare me. ccaR hotI hE| rajwa8a ivwag t4a s.sdIy rajwa8a simit µara in2aRirt irpoR3o. /p/Xnavilyo. me. wI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ke A.tgRt Aane vale dStavej_o. ke bare me. Aa>k e ma>ge jate hE.| ÊÈ AOr ÊÉ m{, ÉÑÐÐ ko kolkata me. Aayoijt p/4m Aiql wartIy bE.k rajwa8a sMmeln me. 0k icNtn s5 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ke Anupaln ke s.b.2 me. rqa gya 4a| Ab yh swI Stro. pr mhsUs ikya jane lga hE ik 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ka p/av2an A.tt: rajwa8a ihNdI me. hI kayR krne kI ba@yta ko lagU krne ke il0 ikya gya hE, Kyo.ik [sme. ]iLliqt kag_j_at to phle wI A>g/ejI me. hI tEyar ik0 ja rhe 4e AOr Ab wI hote rhe.ge leikn sa4 hI sa4 ]Nhe. ihNdI me. wI tEyar krne kI ba@yta wI hE| cU>ik dono. wa8aAo. me. kag_j_at tEyar krne kI AinvayRta se &m AOr smy Ai2k lgta hE, [sil0 kayaRlyo. µara yh ma>g wI inrNtr AatI rhI hE ik ]Nhe. 0k hI wa8a ÜA4aRt\ ihNdI me., jo dex kI rajwa8a hEÝ me. tEyar krne kI Anumit dI ja0| [n swI bato. ko @yan me. rqte hu0 ËÈ-Ñ-ÉÑÐÐ ko pairt Apne p/itvedn ke cO4e q.D me. simit ne isfairx kI ik 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ka xt-p/itxt paln ikya ja0 AOr [ske il0 irpoR3 ke phle q.D me. kI g{ tTs.b.2I suiv2aAo. ke bare me. isfairxo. pr AOr rajwa8a ivwag µara in2aRirt manko. ke Anusar Ai2kairyo. AOr kmRcairyo. kI inyui¯ ke bare me. xI6/ kayRvahI kI ja0| [s isfairx ko ra*¨pit jI ne SvIkar kr ilya AOr AnukUl Aadex jarI ik0| sa4 hI simit ne yh isfairx wI kI ik 'k' 9e5 me. 2ara Ë ÜËÝ me. ]iLliqt dStavej_ Üs.sd ke sm9 rqe jane vale kag_j_at ko 7o krÝ kevl ihNdI me. jarI ik0 ja0>| ik.tu ra*¨pit µara [s isfairx ko SvIkar nhI. ikya ja ska Kyo.ik rajwa8a Ai2inym kI 2ara Ì me. hI yh ]plB2 ikya gya hE ik ra*¨pit 0esa ko{ Aadex nhI. de ske.ge jo rajwa8a Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ke ]pb.2o. se As.gt ho| [ske bavj_Ud [s 2ara ke Anusar dono. wa8aAo. kI AinvayRta se hone valI ki#na{ AOr kayaRlyo. ke ivro2 ko @yan me. rqte hu0 v8R ÉÑÑÏ me. p/Stut s.sdIy simit ke p/itvedn ke 7#e q.D me. pun: isfairx kI g{ ik rajwa8a Ai2inym me. s.xo2n ikya ja0 ijsse ik 'k' AOr 'q' 9e5o me. iS4t kayaRlyo. µara ]¯ 2ara ke A.tgRt jarI ik0 jane vale kevl ihNdI me. hI jarI ik0 ja ske.| dUsre xBdo. me. kha ja0 to simit ne phle ApnI isfairx ko 'k' 9e5 tk hI sIimt rqa 4a ik.tu Ab ]sne 'q' 9e5 ko wI [sme. xaiml kr ilya ik.tu [s pr wI srkar ka d<i*3ko` vhI hE| jEse-jEse smy bItta ja0ga AOr bce-quce Ai2kairyo. ka ihNdI p/ix9` pUra ho ja0ga, 2ara Ë ÜËÝ me. A>g/ejI kI AinvayRta xe8 bce 'g' 9e5 se h3ane ka p/Stav wI Aa0ga, [sme. ko{ s.deh nhI. hE|

]pro¯ ccaR se Sp*3 hoga ik 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ka pU R Anupaln A.tt: rajwa8a ihNdI ke iht me. hE AOr [sil0 wart srkar ka rajwa8a ivwag wI smy-smy pr jarI ik0 g0 vai8Rk kayR¢mo. me. [s Aor @yan idlata rha hE| ivwag µara in2aRirt itmahI p/git irpoR3o. me. [ske bare me. jankarI ma>gI jatI hE| iviw¶ m.5alyo. kI ihNdI slahkar simityo. kI bE#ko. me. wI [s 2ara ke Anupaln kI iS4it pr ccaR hotI hE AOr m.5Ig` [ske ]Ll.6n ko g.wIrta se lete hE.| s.sdIy rajwa8a simit to xu+ se hI [s Aor @yan detI rhI hE| v8R ÉÑÑË me. jb yh mhsUs ikya gya ik ku7 Ai2karI [ske Anupaln ke p/it g.wIr nhI. hE. A4va [ske ]Ll.6n ke il0 ko{ yui¯yu¯ kar` nhI. bta ske to dUsrI ]psimit ne 0ese Ai2kairyo. se iliqt Sp*3Ikr` lene ko kha| [ske bad to v8R ÉÑÑÍ me. in2aRirt inrI9` p/XnavlI me. s.xo2n krke yh wI kha jane lga ik yid [s s.b.2 me. inymo. ka ]Ll.6n huAa hE to [ske il0 ]%rdayI Ai2kairyo. ke nam AOr pdnam wI bta0 ja0> AOr [s kar` ]nke iq_laf yid ko{ kayRvahI kI g{ hE ya Apei9t hE to ]ska pUra ByOra idya ja0| inXcy hI inrI9`a2In kayaRly jb [s p/kar kI sUcna 0ki5t krta hE to ]se mamle kI g.wIrta ka 0hsas wI hota hE| yh wI ]LleqnIy hE ik ÊË-Ñ-ÊÈÈÈ ko p/2anm.5I jI ne m.i5m.Dl ke sdSyo. ko wI s.dex jo weja hE, ]sme. kha gya hE ik keN³Iy ihNdI simit kI id _ ÊÊ-Ñ-ÊÈÈÈ ko hu{ bE#k me. rajwa8a ihNdI ke srkarI kamkaj me. p/yog kI vtRman iS4it kI smI9a kI g{ AOr [s bat pr icNta Vy¯ kI g{ ik s.iv2an me. s.6 kI rajwa8a ihNdI s.b.2I p/av2ano. ke bare me. hmare Ai2kairyo. /

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kmRcairyo. µara ]#a0 g0 kdmo. me. bhut kimya> hE.| [s pirp/e(y me. rajwa8a ihNdI me. kam ik0 jane ke il0 ]pyu¯ vatavr` bnane ke il0 jo car kdm ]#ane ke il0 p/2anm.5I jI ne kha ]nme. yh wI kha gya ik rajwa8a Ai2inym kI 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ka Anupaln suiniXct ikya ja0| [skI ]pe9a krne vale Ai2kairyo. ko iliqt pramxR idya ja0 ik ve wiv*y me. [s p/v<i% se bce.| Aaxa kI janI caih0 ik [s s.dex ke xBdo. AOr wavna ka sMman krte hu0 pUre dex me. 2ara Ë ÜËÝ ka tb tk pU R Anupaln hota rhega jb tk ik [sme. ]pyu¯ s.xo2n krke A>g/ejI kI AinvayRta swI 9e5o. ke il0 h3a{ nhI. jatI|

ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE

0s _ ke _ jEn lO.gpuirya0s _ ke _ jEn lO.gpuirya0s _ ke _ jEn lO.gpuirya0s _ ke _ jEn lO.gpuirya

ihNdI ka ¹dy ihNdI ka ¹dy ihNdI ka ¹dy ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hEkafI ivxal hEkafI ivxal hEkafI ivxal hE [ska hme. ijtna Q_yal nhI.[ska hme. ijtna Q_yal nhI.[ska hme. ijtna Q_yal nhI.[ska hme. ijtna Q_yal nhI.

ijtna [sko Q_yal hEijtna [sko Q_yal hEijtna [sko Q_yal hEijtna [sko Q_yal hE ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|

yh hm sbko sjatI AOr s>vartI hEyh hm sbko sjatI AOr s>vartI hEyh hm sbko sjatI AOr s>vartI hEyh hm sbko sjatI AOr s>vartI hE q_ud me. f3e hal rh jatI hEq_ud me. f3e hal rh jatI hEq_ud me. f3e hal rh jatI hEq_ud me. f3e hal rh jatI hE

[ska hme. mlal hE[ska hme. mlal hE[ska hme. mlal hE[ska hme. mlal hE ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE| yh swI wavnaAo. ko ApnatI hEyh swI wavnaAo. ko ApnatI hEyh swI wavnaAo. ko ApnatI hEyh swI wavnaAo. ko ApnatI hE

]nka ivStar kratI hE]nka ivStar kratI hE]nka ivStar kratI hE]nka ivStar kratI hE ifr Kyo. [sifr Kyo. [sifr Kyo. [sifr Kyo. [s pr bval hEpr bval hEpr bval hEpr bval hE

ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE| yh hmare AapsI p/em ka p/s.g hEyh hmare AapsI p/em ka p/s.g hEyh hmare AapsI p/em ka p/s.g hEyh hmare AapsI p/em ka p/s.g hE swI p/a.tIy wa8aAo. ke s.g hEswI p/a.tIy wa8aAo. ke s.g hEswI p/a.tIy wa8aAo. ke s.g hEswI p/a.tIy wa8aAo. ke s.g hE

tb [ska yh hal hEtb [ska yh hal hEtb [ska yh hal hEtb [ska yh hal hE ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE| yh hmarI s.S¡it ka is.dUr hEyh hmarI s.S¡it ka is.dUr hEyh hmarI s.S¡it ka is.dUr hEyh hmarI s.S¡it ka is.dUr hE ifr wI Apnepn se dUr hEifr wI Apnepn se dUr hEifr wI Apnepn se dUr hEifr wI Apnepn se dUr hE [sIil0 ye behal hE[sIil0 ye behal hE[sIil0 ye behal hE[sIil0 ye behal hE

ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE| yh hmareyh hmareyh hmareyh hmare dex kI Aan, ban AOr xan hEdex kI Aan, ban AOr xan hEdex kI Aan, ban AOr xan hEdex kI Aan, ban AOr xan hE

[skI Apne[skI Apne[skI Apne[skI Apne----Aap me. 0k phcan hEAap me. 0k phcan hEAap me. 0k phcan hEAap me. 0k phcan hE yh isf_R wa8a hI nhI. biLk lokpal hEyh isf_R wa8a hI nhI. biLk lokpal hEyh isf_R wa8a hI nhI. biLk lokpal hEyh isf_R wa8a hI nhI. biLk lokpal hE

ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE| lgta hE [skI ikSmt hI he#I hElgta hE [skI ikSmt hI he#I hElgta hE [skI ikSmt hI he#I hElgta hE [skI ikSmt hI he#I hE jo A>g/ejI ke A.garo. pr bE#I hEjo A>g/ejI ke A.garo. pr bE#I hEjo A>g/ejI ke A.garo. pr bE#I hEjo A>g/ejI ke A.garo. pr bE#I hE jo [ske il0 g/hjo [ske il0 g/hjo [ske il0 g/hjo [ske il0 g/h----kal hEkal hEkal hEkal hE

ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE| ijs idn ye ra*¨wa8aijs idn ye ra*¨wa8aijs idn ye ra*¨wa8aijs idn ye ra*¨wa8a bn ja0gIbn ja0gIbn ja0gIbn ja0gI dex kI tk_dIr hI bdl ja0gIdex kI tk_dIr hI bdl ja0gIdex kI tk_dIr hI bdl ja0gIdex kI tk_dIr hI bdl ja0gI Ab tk yh sMwv nhI. huAaAb tk yh sMwv nhI. huAaAb tk yh sMwv nhI. huAaAb tk yh sMwv nhI. huAa

to j_+r ku7 cal hEto j_+r ku7 cal hEto j_+r ku7 cal hEto j_+r ku7 cal hE ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hal hE|ihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hal hE| ApneApneApneApne----Apne Str pr swI [se wunate hE.Apne Str pr swI [se wunate hE.Apne Str pr swI [se wunate hE.Apne Str pr swI [se wunate hE. yU> to swI [sko Apna btate hE.yU> to swI [sko Apna btate hE.yU> to swI [sko Apna btate hE.yU> to swI [sko Apna btate hE.

pr [skI sc me. kOn krta deqpr [skI sc me. kOn krta deqpr [skI sc me. kOn krta deqpr [skI sc me. kOn krta deq----wal hEwal hEwal hEwal hE yh Apneyh Apneyh Apneyh Apne----Aap me. 0k sval hEAap me. 0k sval hEAap me. 0k sval hEAap me. 0k sval hE ihNdI ka ¹dy kihNdI ka ¹dy kihNdI ka ¹dy kihNdI ka ¹dy kafI ivxal hE|afI ivxal hE|afI ivxal hE|afI ivxal hE|

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mmmma6a6a6a6 kI 0k subhkI 0k subhkI 0k subhkI 0k subh

ivjy is.h nah3a ivjy is.h nah3a ivjy is.h nah3a ivjy is.h nah3a

ma6 kI i##urtI subh 2>u2 me. nhayI sudUr p/acI kI pha I

i3mi3mate S¨I3 lEMppoS3 4ke-ma>de istare, Alsaye ha>fta-sa l3kta ca>d|

Aa´ wor kI iksI jhaj ka gunguna s.gIt mhagwR se goya fU3tI sugbugah3 nIrvta me. A.kuirt kolahl| A.gar-sa dhkta ]#ta sUrj

DU.gr ke paXvR se i73kta riKtm Aalok smpR` ko mcltI p/a4Rna0> lo ! jag ]#I vn-deivya>|

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ivDMbnaivDMbnaivDMbnaivDMbna

rajIv r.jn rajIv r.jn rajIv r.jn rajIv r.jn

Pyar Tyag ka kha> imlega 0esa smavex

suq d:uq sa4 jha> rhte 4e 0esa 4a mera dex||

kOnsa 2mR tuMhe. isqlata narI ka kro Apman,

kOnsa neta tuMhe. w kata lo ixxuAo. kI jan,

wUl g0 gu=Ao. kI ix9a mn ko nhI. tuMhare Klex| suq d:uq sa4 jha> rhte 4e

0esa 4a mera dex|| mar-ka3 AOr 6<`a prSpr

2mR nhI. isqlate, 2mR ke #ekedar hme. l ne ko hE. ]ksate,

gOtm nank de g0 hmko sTy Aih.sa ka s.dex|


}>c-nIc AOr jait-pa>it me. Kya tum paAoge,

2mR inrpe9ta ka nara kb ka wUl jaAoge;

Tyago isq-ihNdU-muiSlm ka coga phno manvta ka vex|


itrSkar n kro iksI ka na hI iksI ka mn mEla,

b“ ja0ga wed wav AOr pl me. rog fEla; kEse kroge ]pcar Kya bdloge pirvex|


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s.68R s.68R s.68R s.68R

mmta qre mmta qre mmta qre mmta qre

ma> bev¯ taNya ko Aaya deq Avak\ rh g{.| 'tU _ _ _ _[s v¯? yha> _ _ _ _?' k.2e se 3>ga psR ]tar kr mej_ pr rqte hu0 taNya muSkura{. 'ha> mE.| [sme. AaXcyR kI Kya

bat hE?' 'AaXcyR kI to bat hI hE| [s v¯ rohn ko tU ikske wrose 7o Aa{? ]ske to

qane ka v¯ hoga?' 'ha> hE, ma> iqla rhI hE.| mE. sara [.tj_am krke hI 6r se inklI hU>|' 'ifr wI _ _ _ _]Nhe. iksI cIj_ kI j_+rt p ja0 to?' 'to maltI ko bE#a Aa{ hU> [ske il0| Ao ho ma>, tumko mera Aana AC7a nhI. lga

Kya?' taNya ne mu>h fula kr pU7a| ma> kmla devI nrm p g{.| taNya ka ha4 pk kr Apne pas bE#ate hu0 du:qwrI

Aavaj_ me. bolI. 'rohn kI bImarI ne mera idl hI to idya hE tnu| 0esa SvS4, lMba-cO a l ka, ]ska kwI 0KsIDeN3 ho skta hE yh to iksI ne spne me. wI nhI. soca 4a| terI bat soc kr hm AOr wI J_yada iciNtt hE. be3I| tum logo. kI sarI ]m/ p I hE _ _ _ _'

'yhI soc kr to mE> w[ya se slah lene Aa{ hU>|' tnu ne ha4 b“a kr psR Apne pas qI.c ilya|

kmla devI x.ikt hu{., 'kEsI slah?' 'w[ya se pU7na 4a ik 0Ksel guDs\ me. ku7 poS3s\ inklI hE., iksI ko vha> jante ho.

to krva de.|' 'ikskI bat kr rhI hE? tU kregI?' 'ha>, [s trh se rat-idn rogI kI seva mE> nhI. kr sktI hU> ma>| mera idl 6b ata

hE|' taNya ]# kr iq kI ke samne q I ho g{| 'mE. [n 7: mhIno. me. 4k g{ hU>| 6r ka 03ma$iSFyr muze ka3ne ko dO ta hE|'

'hox me. to hE n tU? ye sb Kya kh rhI hE? tera pit bImar hE AOr tU nOkrI kI bat soc rhI hE? pagl ho g{ Kya tnu?' ma> k#or ho kr bolI.|

'pagl nhI. hu{ hU> to ho ja}>gI| ]s 6r me. muzse Ab 0k imn3 rhte nhI. bn rha hE|' 'tnu ! yh sb Kya bk rhI hE? sas se l kr Aa{ hE Kya?' tnu h>sI, 'sas Kya l sktI hE? nhI.| iksI AOr se l kr nhI. Aa{ hU>| 7:

mhIno. se Apne-Aap se l te-l te [s ntIj_e pr phu>cI hU>|' 'tU nOkrI kregI to rohn kI deq-wal kOn krega?' 'nsR rq dU>gI ya ]se iksI nisR.g hom me. rq dU>gI|' kmla devI ne tnu kI bat sun

kr isr pI3 ilya, 'kEsI bat kr rhI hE? rohn ko _ _ _ _rohn ko nisR.g hom me. rq degI? 0esI kOn-sI musIbt Aa g{ hE jo tera nOkrI krna j_+rI hE? pEso. kI to ko{ bat hE nhI. n?'

'ma> ! tum smztI Kyo. nhI. ho? pEso. kI bat wle n ho pr merI bat to soco| Kya mE> sarI ]m/ 0k p.gu pit kI seva krte-krte guj_ar dU>? bImar AadmI ke sa4 rhte-rhte mE> wI bImar p ja}>? merI ij_NdgI Kya [tnI hI faltU hE? nhI. __ _ _ _mE> ApnI ij_NdgI ko im3ne n dU>gI| mE. Apne ko ]s mnhUs 6r kI cardIvarI se bahr inkal la}>gI|'

'#~De idmag se jra soc _ _ _ _' 'soc ilya hE| mE.ne rohn ko 7o dene ka fEsla kr ilya hE ma>|' taNya ne d<“tapUvRk

kmla devI kI bat ka3te hu0 kha| Aage b“ kr psR ]#aya AOr pdaR h3a kr jane lgI twI b a wa{ tu8ar Aa gya| 'Are tnu ! [tnI rat ko tU yha>? sb #Ik to hE n? ha] [j_ rohn?' tu8ar ne vatavr` kI hva me. warIpn mhsUs kr 0k bar bhn ko AOr 0k bar ma> ko deqa|

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kmla devI Aa>cl se nak po.7te hu0 wraR{ Aavaj_ me. bolI., 'terI bhn pagl ho g{ hE mu¶a, [se smza| yh hmarI nak k3vane pr tulI hE|' tunk kr taNya ne ma> kI trf deqa, 'Ak kr bolI, 'nak-vak [tnI jLdI AOr 0ese nhI. k3tI hE| AOr ifr _ _ _ _tum kEsI ma> ho? tuMhe. mera k*3 idqa{ nhI. de rha hE? mE> Kyo. ]s 6r ke Aiwxap ko ij_NdgI-wr !o}>?'

'Are klmu>hI, tU ]s 6r kI bhU hE| tere isva AOr kOn !o0ga ]s 6r ke suq-d:uq ke boz ko? vh bui“ya to mr hI jayegI _ _ _ _'

'mre| ko{ Am<t pIkr to Aa{ nhI. hE|' kmla devI ko guSsa Aa gya, 'vah ! vah ! Kya ix9a pa{ hE? p“-ilq kr tUne yhI

sIqa hE? 7o [n bato. ko| rohn se to p/em krke xadI kI 4I - kha> gya vh p/em? do hI sal me. q_Tm ho gya? jb hm mna kr rhe 4e tb to rohn ke il0 jan dene jESI b I-b I bate. krtI 4I AOr Aaj jb scmuc jan dene ka v¯ Aaya to tU wag rhI hE?'

tu8ar kI smz me. ku7 Aane lga 4a| ha4 ]#a kr ma> ko xa.t krte hu0 ]sne bhn ko ba>ho. ke 6ere me. lekr kha, 'Aa, tU hmare kmre me. Aa, vha> cl kr bat krte hE.| cay ipyegI?' ifr }>cI Aavaj_ me. nOkr ko pukar kr do PyalI cay lane ko kh kr tnu ko Apne kmre me. le Aaya|

bgl vale kmre me. sujata bCco. ko hom-vkR krva rhI 4I| Aa>q ]#a kr ]sne tnu ko deqa, muSkura{| sas nnd kI bhs kI wnk ]se lg cukI 4I pr bCco. ko 7o kr ja nhI. sktI 4I [sil0 ]sne tu8ar ko wej idya 4a| bCce tnu ko deqte hI ]7l p e, 'buAa, buAa|' sujata ne dono. ko pk kr bE#ate hu0 kha, 'phle hom-vkR q_Tm kro| buAa AwI hE.|'

drvaje ke samne =k kr tnu ne ha4 ihlaya, 'p“ lo, mE. hU> AwI|' 'buAa ca$kle3?' 'vh wI hE psR me.' tnu ne psR 4p4paya| 'wawI jLdI AaAo, sIirys

bat hE|' AOr wa{ ke pI7e-pI7e ]nke beD-+m me clI g{| 'bE# - ha>, Ab bta Kya bat hE?' tu8ar ne isgre3 sulgate hu0 kha| 'w[ya, mE. sivRs krna cahtI hU>| 0Ksel guD\s me. hE tuMharI ko{ jan-phcan? vha> ke

il0 poS3 inklI hE|' ku7 soc kr tu8ar ne kha, 'ha>, imS3r w©acayR se mera AC7a pircy hE| ip7le mhIne

hI mE.ne ]nke khne pr ApnI k.pnI me. ]nke sale ke iksI AadmI ko rqa hE| Kya poS3 hE? tUne to kMPyU3r kosR wI kr rqa hE __ _ _ _'

'ha>, 0esI hI poS3 hE| PlIj_ w[ya, kam muze krna hI hE| 6r pr rhte-rhte mE. 4k cukI hU>|'

'rohn se pU7a?' tu8ar ne koml Svr me. kha| isr zuka kr tnu bolI, '0k fulI pEraili3k AadmI ijska n ha4 ihlta hE n pa>v,

ijska b/en tk kam nhI. krta hE, bol nhI. skta hE, ]sse Kya pU7U>?' 'Aay 0m so sa$rI|' 'DoN3 ip3I w[ya _ _ _ _km se km muz pr trs mt qaAo| biLk muze Apne pEro. pr q e

hone me. mdd kro|' taNya ka gla wr Aaya| tu8ar isgre3 buza kr ]ske pas Aakr bE#a| taNya ko Apne se s3a ilya| bola,

'ihMmt mt har| mE. terI pUrI mdd k+>ga| mE. terI prexanI smzta hU> _ _ _ _ ro mt|' gdRn ]#a kr wrpUr nj_ro. se wa{ kI Aor deqa taNya ne, 'rona mE.ne 7o idya hE w[ya|

mE.ne Apne jIvn ka raSta cun ilya hE _ _ _ _mE. Ab iksI ke bhkave me. Aane valI nhI.|' tu8ar ko yad Aaya, do sal phle yhI bate. khI 4I. taNya ne jb kmla devI ne ]se

rohn se xadI krne se rokna caha 4a| pr tu8ar cup rha| [s v¯ ip7lI bato. ka ij_¢ krna mUqRta hogI| tu8ar taNya ke bolne kI [.tj_arI me. cup rha| pr taNya AnmnI-sI bE#I Apne psR ke S¨Ep se qeltI rhI| nOkr cay lekr Aaya| purana nOkr hE, taNya ko deq kr muSkuraya _ _ _ 'jma{ raja kEse hE. dIdI?'

'vEse hI|'

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'Aaj to Da$K3r Aaye ho.ge , Kya bole?' nOkr kNhEya ne mej_ pas ]#a kr rqte hu0 pU7a| 'Da$K3r? Da$K3r khte hE. ye Ab 0ese hI rhe.ge| _ _ _ _jb tk ijNda rhe.ge ma>s-ip~D kI trh p e rhe.ge| Dro mt kNha{ wa{, jan ka ko{ q_tra nhI. hE|'

tu8ar ko jEse ku7 yad Aaya, pU7a ']ska beD-sor kEsa hE?' '4o a-4o a wr rha hE| ma> hI deqtI hE., muzse to deqa nhI. jata hE| mere xrIr ke ro.g3e

q e ho jate hE.| [n 7: mhIno. me. rohn kI halt AOr q_rab ho g{ hE|' dIvar pr ing_ahe. i3ka kr mano ku7 deq rhI ho taNya| 2Ire-2Ire khtI rhI, 'deqte-deqte sara xrIr ixi4l p gya| Apne-Aap se ku7 krne kI xi¯ hI nhI. hE| sara xrIr mxIno. ke jal se !k gya hE| ]se Ahsas wI nhI. hota hE ku7| su{ cuwo do to wI cehra vEsa ka hI vEsa| mu>h itr7a ho hI gya hE AOr ha4-pa>v kI ]>gilya> mu ne lgI hE.| mE. soctI hU> wgvan ne Kya soc kr ]se ij_Nda rq 7o a hE|'

tu8ar ne taNya ke k.2e 4p4pa kr sa.Tvna dI mgr kNhEya cup n rha, '0esI bat n kro dIdI, tuMhara pit hE| ]sI ke jIvn ke il0 ha4 me. loha phnI ho, xa.qa phnI ho, isNdUr lgatI ho _ _ __ _'

'to lo ye xa.qa, ye loha _ _ _ _nhI. phnU>gI Ab [Nhe.| 0k mudeR me. jan fU>kne ke il0 [n A.2-ivXvaso. ka shara nhI. lena hE muze|' 0k hI z3ke me. baye. ha4 se loha, xa.qa ]tar fe.k idya kmre me. taNya ne| znznate lu“k kr dono. AlmarI ke nIce ja 6use| kNhEya x.ikt d<i*3 se taNya ko deqta pdaR h3a kr wItr cla gya|

'tuze Kya ho gya hE? sas se l kr Aa{ hE? le cay pI le _ _ _ _' tu8ar ne kp ]#a kr bhn kI trf b“a idya| kp letI hu{ taNya bolI, 'ijtnI hI muze ]s ma>s-ip~D se 6<`a hotI ja rhI hE, ]tna hI sas muze khe.gI ik rohn ke pas bE#I rho, seva kro| ]se q_ux rqo| Are ! q_uxI Kya, du:q tk ka Ahsas vh kr nhI. skta hE| w[ya, Aa{ he3 ihm _ _ _ _]skI Aa>qo. me. n jane kOn-sI xi¯ Aa g{ hE ik vha> bE#o to iS4r d<i*3 se 0ese deqne lgta hE ik vha> bE#na muiXkl ho jata hE| wItr tk be.2ne lgtI hE ]skI d<i*3| lgta hE, wItr tk cIr kr rq degI _ _ _ _'

'0esa hI hota hE re, wgvan jb ANy [iN³yo. ko inXcl kr deta hE tb iksI 0k [iN³y ko bhut xi¯xalI bna deta hE|' 'mE. w[ya vha> se khI. dUr clI jana cahtI hU>| ]s 03ma$iSfyr me. mera dm 6u3ne lga hE|'

'mE. tuMharI bat smzta hU> tnu| janta hU> tum iks trh se vha> rh rhI ho|' 'to ku7 kro n w[ya| Kya mE. yha> nhI. Aakr rh sktI hU>? w[ya, mE. vha> vaps jana

nhI. cahtI hU>|' 'bexk, Kyo. nhI.| tum jb cahe yha> clI Aa sktI ho, rh sktI ho| leikn q_ud hI

soco, log Kya khe.ge? log khe.ge ik pit kI yh dxa AOr pTnI jakr mayke me. bE#I hE| bui“ya bImar sas i6s3-i6s3 kr be3e kI seva kr rhI hE|'

'khne do logo. ko| logo. ka kam hI hE dUsro. kI 3Ika-i3Pp`I krna, ]nkI h>sI ] ana, ]nke 6ro. ka wed sbko btate ifrna _ _ _ _logo. ke Dr se mE. ]s nrk me. vaps jana nhI. cahtI hU>| mE. jIna cahtI hU> w[ya| muze ]s vatavr` se 7u3kara idlaAo _ _ _ _' vh Apne-Aap pr kabU n rq skI| sujata wI Aa g{ 4I| Pyar se nnd ke isr pr ha4 ferte-ferte ]se wI =la{ Aa g{| deq to rhI hI 4I _ _ _ _deqte-deqte [n 7: mhIno. me. rohn Kya se Kya ho gya hE _ _ _ _jItI-jagtI lax _ _ _ _ha>, 0k ij_Nda lax AOr ku7 nhI.| tnu #Ik khtI hE, ]s vatavr` me. rhna iksI ke il0 wI 3a$cRr hE _ _ _ _wla-c.ga AadmI pagl ho jaye| ]se q_ud rohn ko deqne jane ke nam se Dr lgta hE|

tnu s>wl cukI 4I| cupcap isr zukaye cay pI rhI 4I| ku7 izzkte hu0 sujata ne tu8ar se pU7a, 'tnu ke il0 cacajI se bat k+>?' cacajI

A4aRt\ sujata ke cacajI| b I warI k.pnI ke mailk hE.|

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'kh sktI ho| leikn mE. cahta hU> ik hmarI bat qalI n ja0| tnu ko vh ja$b de. twI kho|'

'tnu ko ]skI Kvailifkexn ke blbUte pr ja$b imlega, [se iksI kI isMpE4I nhI. caih0, hE n tnu?' sujata ne h>s kr tnu kI trf deqa| tnu ne sujata ka ha4 pk ilya, 'PlIj_ wawI, ¨a{ yor beS3|' 'AwI bat krtI hU> _ _ _' sujata ]#kr 3elIfon ke pas clI g{|

'tnu, prso. bulaya hE cacajI ne| Apne s3IRifke3\s sb #Ik kr lena|' 'vh to yhI. merI AlmarI me. rqe ho.ge wawI| kl Aakr deq lU>gI|' 'tU jayegI kEse?' tu8ar ne pU7a, 'qana qaya hE?' 'nhI|' 'sujata kNhEya se kho hmara qana lga0| qana qakr tnu ko 7o ne jaye.ge|' sujata wItr clI g{| tnu ]sI nrk me. lO3 jane ke nam pr wItr hI wItr ishr ]#I, pr jana to 4a hI,

jb tk rohn se 7u3kara nhI. imlta jana to vhI. hE| qana qate v¯ ma> wI vha> Aakr 0k trf bE#I. pr ]Nho.ne tnu ke ssural ya rohn ka

ij_¢ nhI. 7e a| jate v¯ jb tnu kmladevI ke pas q I hu{ ]Nho.ne Pyar se pI# AOr isr pr ha4 fer idya| tu8ar se bolI., 'bhut rat ho rhI hE _ _ _ _ve log icNta kr rhe ho.ge| tnu ko phu>ca AaAo| bhU tum wI sa4 clI jaAo|'

bCce icLla ]#e, 'dadI ma>, hm wI jaye.ge|' 'subh ]#ne me. der ho ja0gI be3a|' 'PlIj_ dadI ma>, jane do n|' 'AC7a, jLdI Aana|'

tu8ar kI kar fa3k se bahr clI g{ pr kmla devI der tk bramde kI kusIR pr bE#I rhI.| ]nka mn tnu kI bat ka sm4Rn kr rha 4a pr s.Skar Aa e Aa rhe 4e| 'log Kya khe.ge' ka Dr rom-rom me. smaye 0esa bE#a 4a ik ]ske iq_laf bgavt krne ka sahs nhI. s>jo pa rhI 4I.| mn AOr s.Skar kI l a{ me. vh dxRk bnI hu{ 4I.| idmag_ khta 4a 'ku7 kro' pr smz me. nhI. Aa rha 4a ik ikska sa4 de.| DrtI 4I. ik mn ka sa4 idya to log khe.ge 'ma>-bap ke s.Skar hI 0ese 4e twI n l kI 0esI inklI|' ko{ ye n deqega ik p.gu pit ke sa4 rhte-rhte jItI-jagtI l kI 0k idn ij_Nda lax bn jayegI| Kya fayda [s trh kI ij_NdgI se? #Ik hI to khtI hE tnu - ]s vatavr` se ]se inkl Aana caih0| ]m/ hI Kya hE ]skI| vh Kyo. tbah ho ja0 ]s AadmI ke il0 jo kwI Svawaivk jIvn jI hI nhI. skega? yha> wavukta se nhI., bui² se kam lena caih0 _ _ _ _jantI hE. kmla devI, leikn ]nke s.Skar 0esa krne se rokte; tb Apne ko yh kh kr smzane lg jatI. ik Aajkl kI hva hI 0esI hE| [.san Sva4IR ho gya hE| kevl ApnI hI bat socta hE, b e-7o3e ka ilhaj_ krna 7o idya hE Aaj kI yuva-pI“I ne| rog-bImarI, du:q-suq ke il0 ]nke pas smy nhI. hE| Aaj_ad jIvn jIne ke il0 6r se bahr kdm inkalna ]nka phla @yey hE| 0ese Sva4IR smaj me. ]nke jEse logo. ke ivcar to 3kra0>ge hI|

kNhEya Aakr bola, 'ma>, wItr cil0, #~D lg ja0gI|' 'ha>, cl| tUne qa ilya?' 'Aap dU2 le lIijye to mE. wI cOka saf kr dU>|' 'cl|' ]# kr q I ho g{. kmla devI| xxxxxxx xxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxx

nha-2okr sujata ke caca ke Aa$ifs jane kI tEyarI kr rhI 4I taNya ik rohn kI ma> ra2aranI ne Aakr pU7a, 'bhUma>, rohn ko Sp.j kra idya hE?'

'nhI., Aap Xyam kI mdd se kr lIij0| muze to AwI bahr jana hE|' ra2aranI ka cehra ]tr gya| x.ikt wav se bolI., 'tum kha> ja rhI ho bhUma>? mE.

Akele kEse Sp.j kra sktI hU> re?' 'Xyam mdd kr dega ma>|'

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'Xyam ke sa4-sa4 tum wI to krvatI ho be3I| [tna warI xrIr ho gya hE, mE. s>wal nhI. patI hU>|'

balo. pr k.6I fertI hu{ taNya bolI, 'to ifr ma>, Aaj Sp.j mt kir0, ha4-mu>h po.7 dIijye| kl krva dU>gI|'

'tuMhara jana bhut j_+rI hE Kya? shmI Aavaj_ me. pU7a ra2ranI ne| bhU se ]Nhe. Dr-sa lgne lga 4a Aajkl| [tne xa.t Svawav kI, sda h>ste rhne valI taNya ko tIn-car mhIne se n jane Kya ho gya 4a _ __ _ _bat-bat pr ibg jatI hE vh| rohn ke pas to jana hI 7o idya hE ]sne| n ]se saf-su4ra krtI hE, n iqlaqI-iplatI hE, n ]sse bat krtI hE|

ra2aranI ro-rokr har cukI hE., taNya ke Aage ha4 jo cukI hE. pr jb se Da$K3ro. ne kh idya hE ik rohn #Ik nhI. hoga, taNya ne rohn ke hr kam me. =ic lena 7o idya hE| Xyam nOkr hI idn-wr rohn ke pas rhta hE|

taNya bs 0k hI bat bar-bar khtI hE ik mE.ne nOkrI krne ka pKka [rada kr ilya hE, Aap muze roikye mt| ra2aranI ne taNya ko ]ske p/em kI duha{ dI to wI taNya Apne [rade se h3I nhI.| sas se bhut +“ta se pex to nhI. Aa{ 4I pr Apne Vyvhar se jtana xu+ kr idya 4a ik ]se Ab rohn me. ko{ =ic nhI. hE|

ra2aranI kI trf deq kr taNya bolI, '0k nOkrI ke il0 bat krne ja rhI hU> ma> _ _ _ jLdI lO3ne kI koixx k+>gI| Aap icNta n kre.|

'ivxaqa ne kha 4a dophr tk AayegI|' 'dIdI Aaye.gI? #Ik hE mE. lO3 Aa}>gI| AC7a ma>, cltI hU>| Xyam bahr ka drvaj_a

b.d kr lo|' taNya Apne s3IRifke3o. kI fa[l AOr psR lekr bahr inkl g{ to ra2aranI lMbI sa>s 7o tI. vha> se clI Aa{.| pr rohn ke kmre me n jakr rso{6r me. clI g{.| socne lgI. - kEsa Pyar 4a [n dono. ka? 4a wI ya nhI.? kevl xarIirk Aak8R` wr to nhI. 4a? ya rohn kI AC7I nOkrI, ]ska 2nI hona - Aak8Rk Vyi¯Tv ne taNya ko ivvah-b.2n me. b>2ne ke il0 ba@y ikya 4a? jEse hI rohn ibStr se lg gya, Da$K3r ne rog ko Asa@y 6oi8t kr idya - taNya imn3o. me. bdl g{| rohn kI b I-b I Aa>qe. yad Aa{. jo rat-idn drvaj_e pr i3kI rhtI hE.| jantI hE. ra2aranI, vo Aa>qe. taNya ko !U>!tI hE.| ku7 kh nhI. skta hE| wavlex-hIn Aa>qo. se Aplk deqa hI krta hE| Da$K3ro. ka khna hE ik 0KsIDeN3 ne ]skI rI“ kI h−I ko hI nhI., idmag ko wI hmexa-hmexa ke il0 p.gu kr idya hE| sare xrIr ko lkva mar gya hE|

rohn kI dIdI ivxaqa Aasnsol me. rhtI hE.| pit [.jIinyr hE., vh Svy. wI 0k ka$lej me. A@yaipka hE| p/ay: wa{ ko deqne Aa jatI hE| Aajkl b e idno. kI 7ui©ya> hE. [sil0 do idn ke il0 ApnI kar se Aa rhI 4I| ra2aranI nhI. cahtI 4I. taNya Aaj khI. bahr ja0 pr ]se rokne kI ihMmt ]nme. nhI. 4I| DrtI 4I. ik khI. ko{ Apmanjnk bat n kh bE#e, khI. ]nke [klOte ASvS4 be3e ko ApxBd n khe, khI. ]se bd\duAa n de| taNya clI g{ to ra2aranI mn hI mn mnane lgI. ik ]ske lO3 Aane tk ivxaqa n Aaye| pr wgvan ne Aaj tk iksI kI sunI hE jo ra2aranI devI kI bat sunte? Gyarh bjte-bjte ivxaqa kI kar ne Aakr ]nke drvaj_e pr ha$nR bjaya|

kar se ]trte hI ma> ko p/`am kr ivxaqa wa{ ko deqne g{| bhn ko deqkr wI rohn ke cehre me. ko{ A.tr nhI. Aaya| vhI wavivhIn sUnI Aa>qe. - fa e pdeR kI Aor deqta rha| n ]skI d<i*3 bhn kI Aor mu I n bhn ke Aane kI ko{ p/iti¢ya hu{| sc to ye 4a ik ivxaqa ka idl wI rohn ko deq kr 6b ata 4a| ma> sa4 Aa{. 4I.| rohn ke pas jakr ]ske cehre pr ha4 fer kr bolI., 'rohn deq kOn Aaya hE| terI dIdI Aa{ hE tuze deqne - b.3I AOr bblU wI Aaye hE.|'

'rhne do ma>, ]skI cetna mr cukI hE _ _ __ _[se to Ab 0ese hI rhna hE| tum Apne idmag_ AOr xrIr ko 4kana b.d kro, bs Apna ktRVy ikye jaAo| ijtne idno. tk [skI ikSmt me.

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k*3 ilqa hE wogega|' ha4 b“a kr wa{ ka ha4 7uAa ivxaqa ne - '[ske naqUn ka3 dena ma>, bhut b e-b e ho gye hE.|'

'bhUma> se to k{ roj se kh rhI hU> pr ]sne to kmre me. Aana hI 7o idya hE| rohn ka ko{ kam nhI. krtI hE|'

'Ao ha>, taNya hE kha>?' 'vhI, nOkrI ka wUt| g{ hE khI. AjIR-vjIR dene xayd|' 'AOr kr hI Kya sktI hE becarI? rohn ka [s trh se AiniXct kal tk p e rhna,

tum sbke il0 0k k*3kr iS4it hE| jo [s iS4it se bahr inkl skta hE ]se j_+r inkl jana caihye|'

ma> ko Apne kano. pr ivXvas nhI. huAa| ivxaqa kh rhI hE ! rohn kI b I bhn ! ijsne rohn ko god me. lekr iqlaya 4a - jo rohn ke 0KsIDe.3 hone pr ]se kha>-kha> lekr nhI. g{, kOn-kOnsa [laj_ nhI. ikya? panI kI trh pEsa bhaya 4a ivxaqa ne wI - Da$K3ro. kI la[n lga dI 4I| [sI wa{ ke il0 Kya ku7 nhI. ikya 4a AOr Aaj [sI wa{ kI m<Tyu-kamna kr rhI hE ! ha>, AiniXct kal tk p e rhne ke mtlb Kya hE.? to Kya ivxaqa wI cahtI hE ik _ _ _ __Aa>sU-wrI 2u>2lI d<i*3 ko ]#a kr ivxaqa ko deqa ]Nho.ne, 'tU wI rohn kI m<Tyu-kamna kr rhI hE?' 'tU wI? AOr kOn kr rha hE, jra sunU> to?' ma> kI ba>h pk kr kmre se bahr clI Aa{| 'bhUma> krtI hE, mE. jantI hU>| vh mu>h se wle hI n khe pr rohn kI Avhelna se saf pta clta hE ik Ab vh rohn ko nhI. cahtI hE| rohn ko vh ApnI ij_NdgI se Alg kr dena cahtI hE| mE sb smztI hU>| mere rohn ko mn hI mn bd\duAa de rhI ho tum sb - twI vh #Ik nhI. ho rha hE|' khte-khte fU3-fU3kr rone lgI. ra2aranI|

ha4 pk kr kusIR pr bE#a idya ivxaqa ne| q_ud pas bE#te hu0 bolI, 'deqo ma>, wavukta 7o kr smz se kam lo| ijsme. sbka wla hE vhI socna xu+ kro| AC7a, tum hI btaAo taNya Kya glt kr rhI hE? rohn nilyo. ke share qata-pIta yU> hI p e-p e s.wvt: pUrI ij_NdgI ijye pr taNya Kyo. 0k Ashay ibStr pr p e Vyi¯ ko deqte-deqte A2mrI ho jaye? nOkrI-cakrI kregI to ]ske pas wI ku7 krne ko hoga, bahr qulI hva me. jayegI, dslogo. se imlegI-bolegI to ]ska idl hLka hoga| rohn se ]se ba>2 rqna ANyay hoga ma>| bhut 7o3I hE vh| ]se Sv7Nd p/s¶ jIvn jIne ka hk hE ma>|'

'tuze wI Apne wa{ se lgav nhI. rha? mE. deq rhI hU>, sb Sva4IR ho gye ho _ _ _ _tum log rohn ko jIivt deqna nhI. cahte ho|'

'0esa n kho ma>| rohn se hme. ko{ ixkayt nhI. hE _ _ _ _ixkayt muze tumse hE| tum Apne d<i*3ko` ka dayra isko kr 7o3a krke bE# g{ ho, twI shI bat tumko idqa{ nhI. de rhI hE| rohn kI deq-wal ke il0 0k ya do AC7I nsR rq dete hE.| dono. iml kr cObIso. 6.3e deqe.gI| rhI bat taNya kI - ]se ApnI ij_NdgI jIne do| ]sse to tuMhe. J_yada shanuwUit honI caihye| do hI sal me. ]ska pit hmexa ke il0 p.gu ho gya| 0k cObIs sal kI l kI kI ij_NdgI wI to [sI ke sa4-sa4 bbaRd ho g{ n? ifr bal-bCce hote to ko{ b.2n hota, vh wI to nhI. hE.| ]se Apne !.g se jIne do to vh tuMhara wI @yan rqegI, rohn ka wI| vh bhut AC7I l kI hE ma>| ]skI prexanI ko smzo ma>| ApnI nj_r se nhI. ]skI nj_r se j_ra deqo wiv*y ko| tuMharI ]m/ to q_tm ho rhI hE pr taNya kI to xu+ hI hu{ hE _ _ _ _ [tnI k#or mt bno ma>|'

Aa>sU sUq cuke 4e ra2aranI ke| be3I kI bato. ka 4o a-4o a Asr ho rha 4a ]n pr| vo soc me. DUbI bE#I rhI pr ivxaqa nhI.| ]ske be3e wUqe 4e, maltI ko bula kr ]sne qana lgane ko kha| q_ud nhane clI g{|

0k 6.3e bad taNya lO3I| ivxaqa ko deq kr muSkurane lgI| rohn kI dIdI ka Aana ]se AC7a lgta hE| ijtne idn rhtI hE. du:q ke badlo. ko Aas-pas m>Drane nhI. detI hE.| pEr 7Ukr sI2I hu{ to h>s kr ivxaqa ne AaxIbaRd idya, 'mnokamna pU R ho|'

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A4RpU R d<i*3 se deqa taNya ne| ivxaqa ne h>ste hu0 kha, 'ku7 kam bnne kI ]MmId hE ik le clU> Apne sa4 tuze? Aasnsol me. ibrla vale kMPyU3r ka nya [.S3ICyU3 qol rhe hE., vhI. 0Pla{ kr de| bakI hm deq le.ge|'

'dIdI yU Aar g/e3, pr ma>? ma> to mar hI Dale.gI|' 'ku7 nhI. kre.gI| rohn ke il0 nsR rqvane ka inXcy krke hI Aa{ hU> [s bar| tum

logo. ka SvaS$y qrab hone lga hE| bs, bhut ho cuka| AwI mE. Da$K3r laih I se 0pa$[.3me~3 letI hU>| ma> se mE.ne kh idya hE|'

'dIdI tuMhe. Aaye der ho g{ hE?' 4Uk g3k kr pU7a taNya ne| ]sne bhut koixx kI jLdI lO3ne kI pr der ho hI g{|

'to Kya huAa? 6.3a-De“ 6.3a huAa hoga| q_Er, tU ye bta tera kam huAa?' 'khte to hE. wawI ke cacajI ik rq le.ge|' 'guD| Ab ha4-mu>h 2o le, qana qaye.| b I wUq lgI hE| bblU, b.3I wI Aaye hE.|' 'vh to ]s kmre se AatI 3I _vI _ kI Aavaj_ hI bta rhI hE| hmare 6r me. 3I _vI _to

[nke Aane pr hI clta hE vrna ma> rohn kI bImarI kI duha{ dekr 7Une tk nhI. detI hE.|' 'ma> to pagl hE. _ _ _ _cl, Aa jLdI _ _ _ _|' qana qate v¯ ra2aranI Aakr bE# g{. to ivxaqa ne nOkrI valI bat nhI. 7e I, n hI

rohn ka ij_¢ ikya| [2r-]2r kI bate. krtI rhI| taNya ke wa{ ka, ma> ka kuxl-smacar pU7a, Apne Aasnsol ke leDIj_ Klb ke holI ke f.KXn kI ccaR kI, bCco. kI p“a{ kI bate. hu{, ifr Acank ma> kI trf deq kr ivxaqa bolI, 'ma>, car-pa>c idn bad hm log rajS4an 6Umne ja rhe hE.| soctI hU> taNya ko wI le ja}> _ _ _ _[ska ceNj ho jayega| bblU ke papa ne wI kha hE taNya ko lane _ _ _ _ '

'tuMhara wI idmag_ ifr gya hE Kya? wa{ kI 0esI halt AOr bhU>ma> clI 6Umne? i7:, Kya ho gya hE tum sbkI AKl ko !

'AKl shI-slamt hE twI to kh rhI hU> ma> ik taNya ka [s vatavr` se h3na bhut j_+rI hE|'

'AOr mera nhI>? mera wI to tum logo. kI maniskta deq-deqkr dm 6u3 rha hE|' Vy.Gy-wrI Aavaj_ me. bol ]#I ra2aranI| ]Nhe. yh deq kr AaXcyR hone lga 4a ik sbko taNya se shanuwUit hE ]nse nhI.| Kyo.? Kya rohn ka yh injIRv-sa p a rhna hrdm ]Nhe. qde ta nhI. ifr rha hE? Kya rohn ke kmre me. jate v¯ ]nka ¹dy ka>pta nhI. hE? iksse khe. ik rohn ka [s trh se itl-itlkr jIna ]Nhe. wI m.jUr nhI.|

'tum ma> ho| tumne ]se jNm idya hE _ _ _ _tuMhe. kEse khU> ik mere sa4 ceNj ke il0 clo|' 'ma> ka ktRVy sb ku7 hE _ _ _ _pTnI kI ij_MmedarI Kya ku7 nhI.?' 'hE Kyo. nhI.| pr ]ske il0 0k ]m/ hotI hE| ivvah-b.2n k{ v8R se b>2e-b>2e 0esa hona

caihye ik qole n qule| mE. to [nke ivvah-b.2n kI ga># hI qol dena cahtI hU>|' n cahte hu0 wI mn kI bat mu>h se inkl hI g{| ivxaqa kI bat ne taNya AOr ra2aranI ko cO.ka idya| taNya ne AaXcyR se ishr kr deqa ivxaqa ko| yhI to vh wI cahtI hE| vh wI to cahtI hE mui¯| kEse pta cla dIdI ko !

pr ra2aranI ke bdaRXt kI hd ho g{| kusIR srka kr guSse se lal-pIlI hote hu0 bolI., 'vah, Kya bhn hE? [tnI b I bhn ijsne wa{ ko god me. iqlaya hE, Aaj wa{ ke il0 kEse nIc ivcar p/k3 kr rhI hE ! xmR nhI. Aa rhI hE wa{ kI Am.gl-kamna krte hu0?'

'[sme. wa{ kI Am.gl-kamna kha> hE? pr ]skI lMbI ]m/ kI kamna krna ]ska k*3 hI b“ana hE n ma>? q_Er mE. to icr-p.gu rohn ke jIvn se taNya ko Alg krne kI bat kr rhI hU> ma>|'

'nhI., 0esa mE. hrigj_ nhI. hone dU>gI| jb xadI kI 4I tb suq-du:q me. sman +p se wagIdar bnne kI ksm nhI. qa{ 4I Kya?'

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'pr dono. sman +p se kha> du:q ko xeyr kr rhe hE.? rohn ko bImarI ka du:q hE, to taNya ko Akelepn ka, sb ku7 i7n jane ka du:q hE| dono. p/kar ke du:qo. me. fkR hE ik nhI. ma>?' 'mE. tumse tkR nhI. kr rhI hU> pr tum taNya ko ibga o mt, yhI khU>gI| 0ese hI vh pI7e nhI. hE|' ra2aranI vha> se clI g{.| ]Nhe. lga ivxaqa kI bato. ke Aage ]nke tkR i3ke.ge nhI., vh har jayegI.| Asl me. vh DrtI 4I. ik khI. sMpU R +p se rohn ka war ]n pr n p ja0|

ma> clI g{. to ivxaqa bolI, 'htax n ho taNya, mE. tuMhare sa4 hU>| mere pit tuMharI hr trh se mdd kre.ge| hm cahte hE. tum AtIt ko wUl kr n{ ij_NdgI ijAo| pr phle 0k nOkrI lg jaye - twI Agla kdm ]#aya jayega|'

'dIdI _ _ _ _' [sse Ai2k taNya ke gle se Aavaj_ nhI. inklI| #Ik hE, ku7 khne kI j_+rt nhI. hE|' taNya kI pI# 4p4pate hu0 ivxaqa ne kha|

'jLdI kr, z3 se 0k ipKcr deq Aate hE.| bhut idno. se ipKcr nhI. deqI hE|' mahOl ko hLka krte hu0 ivxaqa bolI|

do idn bad ivxaqa lO3 g{| taNya ko sa4 to n le ja skI pr 0k vkIl se imlvane j_+r le g{| rohn se kEse DayvosR iml skta hE? Kya-Kya krna j_+rI hE yhI jankarI lene| vkIl ke mutaibk 0ese DayvosR jLdI ho jate hE.|

taNya ke murzaye jIvn me. ifr hiryalI nj_r Aane lgI| mhIne wr bad sujata ke cacajI ne Apne 0k im5 ke Aa$ifs me. ]se nOkrI idlva dI| ra2aranI ke 6or ivro2 ke bavj_Ud taNya ne Jva[n kr ilya| ivxaqa ne fon pr b2a{ dI AOr vkIl se imlne ke il0 kha|

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7: sal bIt gye 4e| bhut ku7 bdl gya 4a| DayvosR ke bad As.tu*3 kmla devI ke kar` SvaiwmanI taNya

6r nhI. lO3I| ]sne 0k FlE3 ikraye pr le ilya 4a| ivxaqa se ]ska irXta AOr wI mj_bUt ho gya 4a| taNya ]skI AawarI 4I| ibna ]skI mdd ke ra2aranI AOr kmladevI DayvosR lene n detI.| [ske do sal bad ra2aranI kI smz me. Aane lga 4a ik rohn jEse rogI ke sa4 cObIso. 6.3e ibtana iktna ki#n hE| purana nOkr Xyam 7o kr cla gya to ]Nho.ne ivxaqa se kh kr rohn ko AC7e nisR.g-hom me. rq idya| Apne mu>h se kbUl ikya ik taNya ne DayvosR lekr AC7a hI ikya 4a| mui¯ ka Ahsas huAa to )an-c9u si¢y ho ]#e| AC7e-bure kI smz ne ]Nhe. tnav-mu¯ kr idya| ivxaqa AOr taNya kI bate. #ik lgI.| log Kya khe.ge ka Dr hI nhI. rha| iniXcNt hokr vh dono. v¯ be3e ko deqne nisR.g-hom jane lgI.|

ha>, to 7: sal bad| subh 7: bje 3elIfon kI 6.3I ne taNya ko jga idya| Aasnsol se ivxaqa ka fon 4a| burI q_br 4I| pN³h imn3 phle ]se nisR.g-hom se Da$K3r ka fon imla 4a - rohn Ab [s duinya me. nhI. rha| Kya taNya ]ska 0k ]pkar kregI? rohn ke xv ko 6r phu>ca degI? yh kam ma> kEse kr ske.gI| ivxaqa fOrn rvana ho rhI hE pr phu>cte-phu>cte tIn-car 6.3e to lg hI jaye.ge|

3EKsI se jate-jate taNya ko rohn se mulakat ka phla idn yad Aaya| yad Aaya xadI krne ka inXcy krna, 6r valo. ka ivro2 AOr ifr xadI| _ _ _ _0KsIDe~3, xadI ke do sal bad hI 0KsIDe~3 se p.gu ho gya rohn _ _ _ _Da$K3r ka jvab dena AOr Apne-Aap se s.68R krte-krte ]ska nOkrI krna AOr DayvosR lena| _ _ _ _wa a cuka kr jb keibn me. phu>cI to pdaR h3ate hu0 ]ske ha4 ka>p ]#e| sahs s>jokr wItr za>ka - sfed cadr se !>kI rohn kI lax ke pas kusIR pr bE#I 4I. ra2aranI, pT4r kI mUitR-sI, Aplk, q_amox _ _ _ _sUqI AOr sUnI Aa>qo. se sfed cadr ko inhartI.|

pI7e se jakr ra2aranI ke k.2e pr ha4 rqa taNya ne| n ihlI., n mu kr deqa| ku7 pl AOr bIt gye| Apna daihna ha4 ]#a kr taNya ke ha4 pr rq kr bolI., 'jantI 4I, tum AaAogI| tuMhara hI [.tj_ar kr rhI 4I| le jane kI VyvS4a kro| mE. 6r jakr vha> sarI tEyarI krtI hU>|'

'ma> _ _ _ _' taNya bhut ku7 khna cahtI 4I pr mu>h se Aavaj_ hI n inklI|

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'mui¯ iml g{ hE rohn ko _ _ _ _bhut k*3 pa rha 4a| wgvan se ]skI AaTma kI xa.it kI p/a4Rna kro, AOr ku7 mt kho be3I _ _ _ _ku7 mt kho|' ]# kr q I ho g{. ra2aranI|

]nke jane ke bad 0MbuleNs [Tyaid kI VyvS4a kr kmre ka saman sme3tI taNya socne lgI, 'ma> me. [tnI xi¯ kha> se, kEse Aa g{? Kya ]ske cle jane ne ma> ke c9u ]NmIilt kr idye? ya ma> Svy hI _ _ _ _

AadmI kI AadmIyt _AadmI kI AadmIyt _AadmI kI AadmIyt _AadmI kI AadmIyt _ _ _ __ _ __ _ __ _ _ m2up xmaRm2up xmaRm2up xmaRm2up xmaR

AadmI kI AadmIyt deiq0, bad me. ifr k_aiblIyt deiq0| mOsmo. kI be=qI Anuict nhI., j.glo. kI Aap halt deiq0|

jeb Aa2I hE to g_m mt kIij0, Aap phle ApnI seht deiq0| ye wla{ Kya kre.ge dex kI, rhbro. kI Aap nIyt deiq0| rat wr krte rhe bdf_eilya>

idn me. dete hE. nsIht, deiq0| 4e rhe isrmOr bnkr vo kwI, Aaj hE kEsI f_j_Iht deiq0| j_hr dene pr jo Aamda rhe, pU7te hE. vo tbIyt, deiq0|

muSkurah3 mu>h pe, bm hE bEg me, Aaj ke yug kI xraf_t deiq0| raSte me. lu3 n ja0 karva>,

kOn krta hE ihf_aj_t, deiq0| v¯ pr pUrI j_+rt ho Agr, [tna hota hE g_nImt, deiq0|

hE. j_mane wr ke g_m hmko Aj_Ij_, Aa g{ iks pr tbIyt deiq0| pUi70 mt Kyo. rhe q_mox hm, v¯ kI wI to nj_akt deiq0| behtrI ke nam pr iktna ivnax, AK_lm.do. kI ihmak_t deiq0| bo rhe hE. hr trf_ ba+d hm, hone valI hE k_yamt deiq0|

7In lI AC7e-bure kI wI tmIj_, v¯ ne kI hE bg_avt deiq0| nuK_tacInI dUsro. kI 7oi 0, Aap ApnI to hk_Ik_t deiq0| 0ex me. DUbe hu0 hE. hm yha>,

]nkI srhd pr xhadt deiq0|

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ra*Ïy ra*Ïy ra*Ïy ra*Ïy 0000kta kI kkta kI kkta kI kkta kI k I : ihNdI I : ihNdI I : ihNdI I : ihNdI

kumarI kumarI kumarI kumarI kmilnI x _ pxIne kmilnI x _ pxIne kmilnI x _ pxIne kmilnI x _ pxIne

ijs wa8a ka gu`gan itlk, dyan.d, sub/½~y wartI, ga>2I, suwa8, raji8R 3.Dn jEse dex ke Anek xI8RS4 mnIi8yo. AOr ivcarko. ne ra*Ïy 0kta ke il0 ikya 4a AOr ijnke ¹dy me. ra*¨wa8a ke p/it A9u~` Anurag 4a t4a ijs wa8a ne rameXvrm\ se Amrna4, µarka se kamQy ko 0k sU5 me. ba>2a t4a kNyakumarI se ihmacl AOr isN2u smu³ s.gm se mi`pur kI srhd tk dex kI s.S¡it ijs wa8a me. p/vahman 4I, vhI wa8a Aaj dIno. AOr hIno. kI wa8a ho g{ hE|

hmarI Aaj_adI ke p/tIk t4a ra*Ïy sMp/wuta ke ótk ra*Ïy @vj 0v. ra*¨gIt kI trh hI hmarI ra*¨wa8a ihNdI wI hmarI Aaj_adI kI phcan hE| lok kLya`kark wartIy s.S¡it ko wartIy wa8a me. hI prqa ja skta hE| [sil0 lok kLya` t4a wartIy sS¡it ke vEiXvk p/car-p/sar hetu hmarI ra*¨wa8a ihNdI ka ivXv-VyapI hona ATy.t AavXyk hE| Aaj hme. ihNdI ko wa8a, s.S¡it, saihTy-2mR, kla AOr dxRn ka mhTv, manvIy mULyo., ]Cc AadxoR., in*#apUvRk AaS4aAo. AOr ra*Ïy 0kta ke s.dwR me. smzna AavXyk hE|

ihNdI sMpU R ra*¨ kI vaÌ hE| [s wa8a me. ve AmrTv iv´man hE. jo wart hI nhI. sare ivXv ko p/waivt kr skte hE.| yhI kar` hE ik ga>2I jI ne ra*Ïy Aa.doln ke sa4-sa4 ihNdI ke p/car-p/sar ke Aa.doln wI p/ar.w ik0 4e| wa8a iksI wI Svt.5 ra*¨ kI ivix*3 phcan hotI hE| ra*¨ ka [ithas, ]skI wavna, sWyta AOr s.S¡it ]skI ra*¨wa8a me. hI Vy¯ hote hE.| sare ra*¨ ko 0k sU5 me. iprone kI 9mta yid iksI 0k wa8a me. hE to vh ihNdI hE| devwa8a s.S¡t, jo wart kI lgwg ÏÈÈ wa8aAo. 0v. boilyo. kI ]d\gm hE, ]nme. kevl ihNdI wa8a me. hI dex kI wa8a{ 0kta t4a ra*Ïy 0kta bnaye rqne kI 9mta hE| Da$ _ g exd% sarSvt ke mtanusar 'ihNdI kevl wa8a hI nhI., ra*Ïy 0kta kI k I hE, sa.S¡itk, samaijk t4a savRwOimk jIvn-mULyo. kI Aa2arwUt xi¯ hE; wart kI mUl icNtn2ara kI git, mit t4a inyit hE| ra*Ïy p/itwa ke v<h%r sam.jSy, ivra3 s.yojn 0v. svRtomuqI 0kIkr` kI stt S5otiSvnI hE|'

dex ko 0k sU5 me. ba>2ne me. ihNdI ka b a yogdan hE| [s wa8a ne hI ]%r ko di9` se t4a pUrb ko piXcm se jo a hE| [s wa8a ne ra*Ïy jagr` ka kam ikya hE| ihNdI ne wart kI ra*Ïy wavna AOr wavnaTmk 0kta ko wI pu*3 ikya hE| ra*¨wa8a ihNdI ra*Ïy 0kta kI AlOikk Aa2arixla hI nhI. biLk vh to jnmans kI wavna 0v. ¹dyod\gar kI AiwVyi¯ ka sa2n AOr &e*#tm ma@ym wI hE| [sme. dex kI wavna kI AiwVyi¯ kI AdMy 9mta AOr yoGyta hE| ihNdI ra*Ïy 0kta t4a ra*Ïy cir5 inmaR` me. shayk hE t4a wiv*y me. Ai2k ivkist 0v. pLlivt hokr Ai2k sa4Rk AOr shayk is² hogI| jnmans me. ra*Ïy cetna v 0kta t4a Aq~Dta ko sbl bnane me. [skI wUimka AtulnIy Avdan is² hogI|

Da$ _ ivjyeN³ Snatk ke xBdo. me. 'ra*¨wa8a ra*¨ kI 2minyo. me. p/vaiht hone valI ra*Ïyta kI jIvNt =i2r 2ara hE| [ske ibna jn-jn ka n to parSpirk sMpkR s.wv hE AOr n 0kTv kI wavna ko hI p/&y p/aPt ho skta hE|' ra*¨wa8a ihNdI ko Aa2ar bna kr ]ske ma@ym se ra*¨ kI 0kta t4a Aq~Dta ko dud<“ bnana prm AavXyk hE| ihNdI ke p/it A3U3 AaS4a AOr ivXvas AiwVy¯ krna hI sCcI dex-wi¯ hE| ra*¨wa8a ke Awav me. ra*¨ ka s.gi#t AOr blxalI bne rhna AkLpnIy hE|

ivdexI wa8a A>g/ejI ko p/muq wa8a ke +p me. SvIkar kr lena AwartIyta ka l9` hE| ra*¨ kI 0kta 0v. Aq~Dta ke il0 yh va.7nIy hE ik wart ka p/Tyek ij_Mmedar nagirk ihNdI ko Vyvhar me. lane ka p/yas kre t4a wa8agt pc e AOr rajnIitk Aqa e se dUr rhe| yh khne kI j_+rt nhI. ik wa8a ka s.b.2 s.S¡it AOr s.Skaro. se hE| ihNdI dex ko jo ne valI wa8a

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hE| [skI shayta se pUrb se lekr piXcm tk AOr ]%r se lekr di9` tk log Aaps me. ivcar-ivinmy krte rhe hE.| wart kI swI wa8a0> ihNdI kI bhne. hE.| Aaj AavXykta [s bat kI hE ik hm ihNdI t4a swI wartIy wa8aAo. kI p/git t4a talmel ke il0 p/yTnxIl rhe.| 0m _0m _jEkb ke mtanusar 'wartIy jnta ko 0k sU5 me. ipro0 rqne ke ]±eXy se ra*ïpta ne ihNdI ko ra*¨wa8a ke il0 cuna 4a|'

ra*¨wa8a ihNdI wartIyta ka p/tIk hE ijsme. sam.jSy kI wavna svR5 pirli9t hotI hE| ra*¨ kI vaÌ ko muqirt krne valI, sa.S¡itk cetna ko jag/t krne valI, ivXv-b.2uTv kI wavna pirviht krne valI, manvIy mULyo. ke r9a4R stt s.68R krne valI ra*¨wa8a ihNdI jn-jn ke mans kI AiwVyi¯ hE| [sil0 hmara yh ktRVy t4a ]%rdaiyTv ho jata hE ik hm wartIy AiSmta ko bnaye rqne ke il0 ra*¨wa8a ihNdI ke p/car-p/sar me. Apna pUra yogdan de.| ra*¨wa8a ke +p me. maNy ra*¨wa8a s.b.2I ra*Ïy Av2arà ko sa4Rk bnane ke il0 dexvaisyo. ka yh ktRVy hE ik ra*¨wa8a kI sm<i² AOr ivkas kI idxa me. rcnaTmk wUimka Apna0> taik ra*Ïy 0kta kI wavna AOr Ai2k p/bl ho| wart kI s.sd ne ra*¨wa8a ke bare me. in Ry ilya hE ik [se tmam raJyo. kI Aam shmit ke Aa2ar pr hI ty ikya ja0ga| yh Aam shmit ijtnI tejI se bnegI, wart kI ra*Ïy 0kta AOr wart ke jnt.5 ke iht me. vh ]tnI hI J_yada lawkarI AOr ]pyogI is² hogI|

ihNdI kI p/git ka Aa2arihNdI kI p/git ka Aa2arihNdI kI p/git ka Aa2arihNdI kI p/git ka Aa2ar

hirp/sad hirp/sad hirp/sad hirp/sad 2mRk2mRk2mRk2mRk ivxal ivxal ivxal ivxal

ihNdI hmarI p/git ka Aa2ar hE| yh hmarI quixyalI ka µar hE|| [sme. hmarI 0kta hE, Pyar hE| yhI hmarI Aq~Dta ka µar hE|| bhu-wa8a bhu-2moR. ka yh dex hE| ihNdI ka n khI. iksI se µe8 hE|| AaAo hm sb Apna0> [se Pyar se|

AaAo Apna0> tn mn se [se dular se|| A>g/ejI ko gle lgate iks Aa2ar pr|

AOr ihNdI se µe8 krte ho iks bat pr|| jo ApnI wa8a hE ]se gEr btate ho| AOr ivdexI wa8a ko gle lgate ho|| yh kEsI hE bat b a AcMwa hE|

0esa to khI. iksI ne n deqa-jana hE|| 7o o guj_rI bato. me. Kya rqa hE|

mn se µe8 wula kr ihNdI hme. Apnana hE||

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lhU ke fUllhU ke fUllhU ke fUllhU ke fUl

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ Xyam is.h xix _ Xyam is.h xix _ Xyam is.h xix _ Xyam is.h xix

mere dex,

mere mhan dex, terI rjt-sI rj me.

lo3-lo3 kr mE.ne xExv ke

in*pap 9`o. ko qela tere pavn pvn me.

sa>se. lekr yOvn ke madk war ko zela

tere A¶-jl se xExv-sumn jvanI ka

c©anI fUl bn gya r`-wUim me.

bildan kI 2Ul bn gya mere dex, Aaj mE.

ra*¨-m.idr me. inj yOvn ke

taje fUl AipRt krta hU> Aaj_adI kI AcRna me.

Apne lhU ke fUl smipRt krta hU>|

Sneh #akur kI p/kaixt puStke.Sneh #akur kI p/kaixt puStke.Sneh #akur kI p/kaixt puStke.Sneh #akur kI p/kaixt puStke.

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