"saturday catch" - by zachary elmblad
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9 June 2013
Saturday Catchby Zachary Kyle Elmblad
Steve sat on the bleachers, poking at peanut shells with his foot. He was never much of
a baseball fan, or any other sport for that matter. He had played three or four years of baseball
as a kid, between his year of soccer and his year of football. He recalled spending most of his
time on the field wandering around trying to stay out of everyones way, participating only
enough to escape the watchful eye of his coaches on the sidelines.
It was a crisp Autumn afternoon in the Midwest, but the smells of stale popcorn and
spilled soda still lingered in the dry air. Fallen leaves from the stand of Maple at the edge of
right field had spread themselves across the diamond. They rustled aimlessly with the light
gusts of wind, inviting him to imagine an invisible team of young boys yelling and laughing as
they passed away their lazy Saturday afternoon.
He had grown up in this neighborhood, walked its streets and smelled the fresh cut
grass on Saturday morning. This park at the end of the road had always been the after school
gathering place of the neighborhood kids. The girls played hopscotch and volleyball, running
from any boy who had worked up the courage to go say hello. The boys played baseball from
the moment the snow melted in March to the last sunset before it came back again in
November. The jungle gym sand box was the neutral ground, where the kids teamed up to play
tag - boys on the monkey bar side, girls on the swingset side. No one had ever actually decided
those sides, they had just inherited the knowledge from the older kids, as the older kids had
inherited the knowledge from those older than them. Several years ago, the city had removedthe aging jungle gym and replaced it with some plastic monstrosity that no child could ever fall
off of to break their arm. Steve wondered how the teams chose sides now, or if kids even
bothered to play in parks anymore.
He recalled, for a fleeting moment, playing catch in the backyard of his childhood home
with his father on those same lazy Saturday afternoons after raking leaves and piling them on
the side of the road - Look alive, son, here comes the heat! He remembered pick-up games
with his brothers and other boys from the neighborhood. He had stolen third base, once, while
his friend Tommy bent down to tie his shoe. His only experience of sporting glory. As he slid
over the gravel, the left knee of his brand new Levis wore away to skin. He limped home after
finishing the game to be scolded by his mother, hosed off with the backyard hose, and brought
to J.C. Penny to get another pair of for school on Monday.
He remembered a much simpler time. A time when his hair grew out of the top of his
head, and not out of his nose. He remembered those baseball games and wondered why he
seemed to enjoy them more now as the memories of an old man, rather than the idle time of a
young person with his entire life ahead of him. He remembered those other boys in the
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neighborhood, wondering what they had become. They must be scattered to the four corners of
the Earth by now. Had Ryan become the firefighter he had always said he would? Was Dane
still the coach of that basketball team down in Florida? What had become of Sam after his
parents moved to Phoenix? What about that Reynolds boy, the one with the lazy eye, he was
always the smartest of the group. Was he somewhere in Silicon Valley, writing code or riding a
Segway to his office? What about the Sheriffs boy, Michael, the one who got that girl pregnantthe summer of Freshman year? Had anyone spoken to Tommy after he graduated and joined
the Army? He had always been good friends with Tommy, but they hadnt spoken since High
School. Steve wondered where all that time had gone, where he stood in the minds of those
boys now turned adults. He wondered if any of them had come here and thought of those same
days.
He remembered the face of his father, before his thick black beard had turned gray,
wishing for one more chance to toss the ball back and forth in their backyard up the road. He
thought of the young faces of his brothers, now all grown old with children of their own to teach
how to play ball.
He looked down again at the peanut shells on the seat in front of him, wondering if they
might make it to spring. If he were to come back in March, would they still be there? Would
there be boys playing baseball in the park instead of the wind rustling the leaves? No, he
thought. Everything changes, just like the seasons. Hed been told that time and time again in
his life. Nothing ever stays the same. Just when you think you can count on something to be
there, it isnt.
Steve got up to leave once more, but sat down in the grass on the way back to the street
where his car was parked. He wanted to sit just another few minutes before he went back on
with his life. He reclined, comfortable in the grass, and watched clouds roll by overhead. Hemissed his family. He hadnt spoken to any of his brothers for quite a long time. They had all
scattered around the country, too. Mom and Dad moved down South for better weather. Jude
and Duane went out to California, and Zane up to Toronto. Steve was the only one that had
stayed, taking a job in town and buying a small house not far from his childhood home. They
tried to get together whenever they could, but the greeting cards every Christmas werent the
same as family game night or a Saturday afternoon at the park.
Everyone was on their own path now, and those paths had wandered farther and farther
away from each other. So far away that much of the light of their individual lives had faded into
a twinkling speck on the horizon, barely visible in the eyes of the other. The town had suffered
over the last decade, most of the families had moved out of the area and crime had begun to
show its ugly face. Some folks still stayed, though, trying to keep the neighborhood like it was
when they were kids. They wanted their children to live life the way they did, and they
stubbornly ignored the changes all around.
He got up again to leave, hearing a shy voice behind him shout, Hey mister, do you
have a minute? He saw a boy of about ten running up to him with a dirty baseball. He looked
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like one of the boys from Steves past, which made him happy to know that boys still played
baseball in the park. Wanna play? My mom says its OK, nobody plays ball in the park any
more! he said, short of breath from running across the street. Steve looked up to see the boys
mother standing on a porch in the distance and waved. She smiled before walking back into the
house. There was no car in the driveway, just an oil stain and a half-chewed dog bone. He
thought now that there might still be a bit of hope for his old neighborhood.
My dad and I used to play catch here every weekend, said the boy as he tossed the
ball to Steve, we used to play catch all the time. Steve smiled and said I used to play catch
with my old man every Saturday, sometimes in this park and sometimes in our back yard.
Wheres your dad now? Is he at work? Steve tossed the ball back to the boy, who caught it
and looked down at the ground. Hes in heaven. My mom says he died so that other people
could be free like us. He was in the Army. His tank got hit by one of those I-Dee-EEs or
whatever they call them. I miss him a whole lot. So does my mom.
Steve choked on his words. He had never had to deal with a pain like that in his life, let
alone as a child. Hed had his share of ups and downs, but this boy would never have a chance
to play catch with his old man again. Steve may not have spoken to his father in a while, but he
was only a phone call away. What was your fathers name? he asked the boy. Tommy, he
said. Steve couldnt believe what he was hearing. I knew him very well. We used to play ball
down here when we were your age. Whats your name? he asked the boy.
Steve, whats yours? he said, tossing the ball. Steve caught it and looked at it in his
hands. On it was written with a marker: For my boy with love from Iraq. Ill see you soon!
Steve held back his tears as he pitched the ball back to little Steve, my names Steve, too. Its
nice to meet you.
They stood in the field playing ball until the sun went down, and continued to meet there
every Saturday after that. Steve never moved out of that neighborhood, and he never found
things to stay the same, but he went to that park every Saturday for the rest of his life to play
catch with little Steve. Even after little Steve grew up and they both had children of their own,
they still met at that same park every Saturday afternoon. They urged their own children to do
the same, too, because every old man deserves a memory of Saturday catch, and every boy
deserves an old man to play catch with on a Saturday.