the great gospel of john book 16 (jakob lorber)

8/6/2019 The Great Gospel of John Book 16 (Jakob Lorber)

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U9X Kircdfak puaanj k rfaa fg pkrdmhnbt fut fg ifajnb dyacbjnr!wmcdm dkrrcnj kaa tmn bndnsskry cbscibck kbj tmn tnhpan supnrcfrjfultnj bft gfr k hfhnbt! tmkt tmn dkrrcnr fg sudm k jfduhnbtmkj tf ln k pfwnrgua mcim stkbjcbi \fhkb"

U=X Zmnrnupfb Kircdfak ksenj wctm irnkt snrcfusbnss! skycbi?Bfw! C mkvn chhnjcktnay smfwnj yfu tmn jfduhnbt wmnb yfuksenj gfr ct5 sf wmnrn cs tmn ruacbi grfh tmn dcvca dfurt rnikrjcbitmcs drchcbka6U3X Tkcj tmn tnhpan supnrcfr? C skcj ct tf yfu lngfrn tmkt tmntnhpan mks kb faj rcimt prfvcjnj ly Hfsns! tf pubcsm k snrcfusdrchcbka fg tmn tnhpan ly jnktm! kbj tmcs rcimt mks kasf lnnbskbdtcfbnj ly \fhn! kbj ks sudm tmn tnhpan kdts dfrrndtay!cg ks k jntnrrcbi nxkhpan sudm k wrfbijfnr kikcbst Ifj kbjtmn tnhpan cs pubcsmnj ly jnktm tmrfuim stfbcbi ks frjnrnjly Hfsns+U;0X Kircdfak skcj! inttcbi hfrn snrcfus? Jcj tmcs tnhpan nxcstjurcbi tmn tchns fg Hfsns6U;;X Tkcj tmn tnhpan supnrcfr? Bft ks sudm5 lut Hfsns wks kprfpmnt kbj dnrtkcbay ebnw cb mcs spcrct tmkt Tkafhfb! tmn wcsn

kbj irnkt ecbi! wfuaj lucaj k tnhpan gfr Ifj! kbj tmnrngfrn kdrchn kikcbst tmn tnhpan kbj cts hfst mfay cbstctutcfbs cs nqukaaypubcsmklan ks k scb kikcbst Ifj Mchsnag+U;


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smkaa qunstcfb mch kbj dfbdaujn cg mcs drchn jnsnrvns tmn jnktmpnbkaty fr bft5 kbj wfn tf yfu cg C jntndt kb cboustcdn grfh yfurscjn tfwkrjs tmcs hkb+ U;:X ^pfb tmcs smkrp tmrnkt tmn mnbdmhnb kbj snrvkbts ant tmn

drchcbka if kbj put mch cb grfbt fg Kircdfak"U;>X Kbj tmn tnhpan supnrcfr skcj? Zken tmcs gnafb+ [unstcfbmch yfursnag+ Lut C kbj kaa tmnsn snrvkbts krn mfpnguaaysuggcdcnbt wctbnssns wmf dkb stkbj kikcbst mcs stullfrb acns+U;7X Kircdfak skcj? Wnry wnaa5 ct mkppnbnj tmkt C kasf mkvn kmcimay trutmgua wctbnss fb hy scjn kbj nxpakcb mnrnlylngfrnmkbj tmkt nvnry acn! grfh tmcs drchcbka ks wnaa ks grfhyfur scjn! wcaa ln jnkat wctm tmn uthfst snvnrcty+ Lut C wcaa kdttf kb nvnb hfrn snvnrn nxtnbt kikcbst tmfsn wmf snrvnj khkacdcfus kbj tmnrngfrn nxtrnhnay pubcsmklan oujihnbt fvnrtmcs pffr hkb+U;9X Kgtnr tmcs bft vnry grcnbjay spnndm grfh tmn \fhkb! tmntnhpan supnrcfr kbj mcs snrvkbts lndkhn vnry gnkrgua kbj tmntnhpan supnrcfr hkjn kb cbjcdktcfb tf ankvn kbj nvnb tmnsnrvkbts skcj? Ymkt mkvn wn tf jf wctm tmcs6 Yn jf bft mkvn k

wcaa! lut wn mkvn tf flny tmn wcaa fg tmn tnhpan" Zmn tnhpansupnrcfrs hust sfavn tmcs hkttnr wctm yfu! mcim Hkstnr! jcrndtay+Cg k drchcbka hust ln pubcsmnj tmnb wn nxndutn tmn oujihnbt5lut tmn rnksfb wmy sfhnlfjy mks lnnb gfubj iucaty cb gcrstpakdn! wn jfbt ebfw kbytmcbi nasn kpkrt grfh wmkt tmn oujinsvnry lrcngay tnaa us" Mnbdn! mfw dkb wn tnstcgy kikcbst fr cbgkvfr fg tmcs drchcbka6 Zmnrngfrn! mcim Hkstnr! ant us if+U;=X Kircdfak skcj? Zmcs cs bft tmn cssun kt mkbj! lut yfu wcaastky lndkusn fg tmn tnhpan supnrcfr! wmf cs kasf ifcbi tf stkyput ubtca C mkvn qunstcfbnj tmn drchcbka+


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X Snstnrjky aktn kgtnrbffb! jrcvnb ly irnkt suggnrcbi! C wnbtcbtf tmn tnhpan! wkaenj tf tmn smfw lrnkj! rnkdmnj gfr tmn gcrst

afkg fg lrnkj tf sktcsgy hy mubinr kbj tf icvn sfhn tf hynqukaay mubiry pkrnbts kbj scstnr5 lut C wks snnb ly tmn aurecbi


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X Kircdfak skcj? Sfu wcaa spnke wmnb ksenj5 lut bfw!ennp qucnt+U7X [ucdeay tmn kbina jcskppnkrnj kbj lrfuimt lkde tmn najnraydfupan kbj tmn yfubi! vnry pffr! lut pmyscdkaay truay vnrylnkutcgua scstnr! kbj lnmcbj tmnh gfaafwnj tnb \fhkb sfajcnrskbj fbn oujin jnaniktnj ly Pcaktus"

U9X \kpmkna skcj tf Kircdfak? Grcnbj! tmcs wcaa ln kaa rcimt+U=X Kircdfak skcj? Dnrtkcbay! scbdn tmcs cs mfw C wkbtnj ct+U3X \kpmkna wctmjrnw kbj stffj guaay prnpkrnj tf kdt upfb Hyscibka"U;0X Kircdfak bfw turbnj tf tmn tmrnn kbj ksenj tmnh wmntmnrtmny wnrn gkhcackr wctm tmn caa(trnktnj pnrsfb"U;;X Tkcj tmn scstnr? F Onmfvkm! wmkt mks mkppnbnj tf hy pffrlrftmnr6 Snstnrjky kgtnrbffb mn wnbt sfhnwmnrn tf int sfhnlrnkj! scbdn wn mkvn bft nktnb gfr twf guaa jkys! lut mn jcjbtrnturbnj" Yn wnrn cb irnkt gnkr gfr mch kbj prkynj tmkt bftmcbilkj wfuaj mkppnb tf mch" Kgtnr rndncvcbi k hnsskin grfh tmcsjnkr! yfubi hnssnbinr mnrn! wn gcbj fur lrftmnr cb k dfbjctcfbwmcdm dkb mkvn bftmcbi iffj lnmcbj ct+U;


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supnrcfr wmf oust bfw turbnj mcs gkdn kwky grfh us! kbj yfuhust tnaa hn tmn guaanst trutm ubjnr wmcdm dcrduhstkbdns yfuebfw mch+U;4X Tkcj tmn scstnr? F Afrj! skvn yfursnag tmn trfulan5 ct wks

wctm mfrrfr tmkt C rndfibcznj tmcs hcsnrklan hkb grfh kgkr"U;:X Kircdfak skcj? Zmkt jfns bft hkttnr5 tmn lnttnr gfryfu kaa+U;>X Mnrnupfb tmn \fhkb dkaanj wctm k vnry dfhhkbjcbi tfbntmn tnhpan supnrcfr! skycbi? Yctm kb fpnb gkdn dfhn dafsnr kbjspnke+ Ymkt dkb yfu kbswnr tf sudm kddusktcfb jcrndtnj kikcbstyfu6 Dfbgnss fpnbay tmn trutm! fr C wcaa ant yfu dfbgnss tmn trutmfb tmn iafwcbi drfss! sf tmkt yfu dkb ankrb fg \fhkb oustcdn5scbdn wn \fhkbs hken bf nxdnptcfbs nvnb wctm prcnsts+ Dfhndafsnr kbj spnke+U;7X Zmn tnhpan supnrcfr turbnj krfubj kbj skcj wctm ktrnhlacbi vfcdn? Afrj guaa fg pfwnr kbj mfbfr+ Ymkt dkb Csky6+ ^bgfrtubktnay ct cs ks tmn pffr hkb mks skcj klfut hn! kbjC mkvn nkrbnj kby pubcsmhnbt wmcdm yfu wcaa dmffsn" Cg C nvnrrnikcb hy grnnjfh! C wfuaj hken iffj hy cbmuhkbay irnkt

fggnbdn kikcbst tmcs pffr gkhcay k tmfuskbj gfaj5 lut C mkvn bftnkrbnj kby hnrdy grfh oust pubcsmhnbt! kbj tmnrngfrn ct wcaa lnjcggcduat tf hken iffj tmn nvca tmkt C mkvn cbgacdtnj fb sudm ktruay mfbfrklan gkhcay"U;9X Kircdfak skcj? Ch bft k oujin acen yfu kddfrjcbi tf kanvna fg nhftcfb! lut k oujin kddfrjcbi tf k hnksurn fg tmn akw5bnvnrtmnanss! C sky tf yfu bfw! tmkt tmnsn gfur pnfpan wmf mkvnlnnb sf cbmuhkbay jnnpay fggnbjnj ly yfu! wcaa bfw ln yfurhkcb oujins+ Mfwnvnr tmny wcaa oujin yfu! C wcaa oujin yfu cbtmn skhn hkbbnr+ Ymkt tmcs pffr kbj mubiry hkb mks scbbnjkikcbst yfur smfw lrnkj! smkaa ln oujinj ly Ifj+ Cg Mn gfricvnsmch! sf smkaa wn gfricvn mch5 scbdn mn jcj bft dfhhct k scbkikcbst us+U;=X Kircdfak turbnj tf tmn pffr gkhcay kbj skcj? Jndcjn bfwwmkt C smfuaj jf wctm tmcs irnkt drchcbka+ Tcbdn mn jcj bft fbay

dkusn jkhkin tf yfu mfusn twcdn! cb tmkt mn trcnj tf vcfaktn yfurdmkstn jkuimtnr kbj! lndkusn mn gkcanj! tmrfuim mcs nvca hfutm


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cbstciktnj tmkt yfur sfb dfuaj bft gcbj kby wfre! lut mn kasfsnbtnbdnj yfur sfb tf k jnktm ly stfbcbi! lndkusn! jrcvnb lymubinr! mn irkllnj k smfw lrnkj! kbj cg ct mkj bft lnnb gfr tmcsirnktnst Grcnbj fg kaa pnfpan! tmcs sfb fg yfurs wfuaj

mkvn lnnb jnkj ly bfw! kbj yfu wfuaj mkvn bnvnr snnb mchkacvn kikcb+U;3X Fvnr tmnrn stcaa stkbj tmn tnhpan pfacdn kbj mnbdmhnb wmfwfuaj mkvn stfbnj mch! kbj tmcs tnhpan supnrcfr cs gfrnhfst tmnhfst hnrdcanss kbj hfst ubgkcr oujin wmf snbtnbdnj yfur sfbtf k jnktm ly stfbcbi+ Zmn akw rnikrjcbi tfudmcbi tmn smfwlrnkj cs bft ubgkhcackr tf hn5 Hfsns fbay frjnrnj tmn jnktmpnbkaty gfr k dksn fg stullfrb hcsdmcnvfusbnss kbj bft gfr kdksn fg trun gkhcbn! wmnrn nvnry Onw mks tmn rcimt tf nkt grfhtmn smfw lrnkj! cg mn cs snrcfusay mubiry! oust ks yfur irnkt EcbiJkvcj mks jfbn wmnb mn wks mubiry! scbdn mn ubjnrstffj tmnakw fg Hfsns lnttnr tmkb k dmcng prcnst kt tmkt tchn" Zmnrnly Ckdquct yfur sfb grfh kby wrfbijfcbi! kbj bfw ct cs up tf yfu tfprfbfubdn oujihnbt fvnr tmcs wfrst ecbj fg k drchcbka+U


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Nvnry trkbsirnsscfb fg sudm cbstrudtcfbs wcaa ln hfst snvnrnaypubcsmnj ly \fhn+ Yctm sudm wrcttnb cbstrudtcfbs grfh Pcaktusubjnr hy dfhhkbj! yfu wcaa if tf tmn tnhpan kbj hken tmnhebfwb+

U=X Tkcj tmn tnhpan supnrcfr? Lut wmkt smkaa C tnaa Pcaktus! cg mnqunstcfbs hn klfut yfu6U3X Kircdfak skcj? Mn wcaa bft jf tmcs! scbdn C vcsctnj mch k gnwjkys kif! mn ebfws hn wnaa kbj cs wnaa cbgfrhnj wmy Chtrkvnaacbi tmrfuim fur dfubtrcns cb tmn bkhn fg tmn Nhpnrfr"Lut ebfw! yfu kasf dkb if+U;0X Zmn oujin kbj tmn tnhpan supnrcfr lfwnj jnnpay lngfrnKircdfak! kbj tmn oujin kjhfbcsmnj tmn tnhpan supnrcfr tfgfaafw mch"U;;X Lut tmn tnhpan supnrcfr skcj? C oust wkbt tf put fbn akstqunstcfb tf tmn nbvfy fg tmn Nhpnrfr+U;X Lftm fg tmnh lfwnj kikcb kbj angt"U;7X Yn rnturbnj wctm tmn rnsdunj gkhcay tf fur irfup! wmf guaa

fg durcfscty wkctnj tf ankrb klfut nvnrytmcbi tmkt mkj mkppnbnj"Lndkusn tmny wnrn sf gkr kwky grfh us! tmny wnrn klan tf snn


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lut bft tf mnkr kbytmcbi klfut wmkt mkj mkppnbnj" Kasf fursakvn trkjnr Mclrkh kbj mcs dfaankiuns pusmnj tmnhsnavns tf tmngfrn! tf mnkr wmkt mkj mkppnbnj"U;9X Lut C skcj tf Akzkrus? Grcnbj! klfvn kaa ct cs bfw chpfrtkbt

tf prfvcjn tmnsn gfur wctm gffj tf lucaj up tmncr pmyscdkastrnbitm! nvnrytmcbi nasn wn wcaa jcsduss klfvn5 scbdn tmny mkvnbft nktnb gfr twf jkys" Zmn najnray dfupan wks vnry caa lut mkslnnb mnkanj" Zmcs ftmnrwcsn strfbi! yfubi hkb wmf mks lnnblkjay caa(trnktnj! cs kdtukaay mn wmf smfuaj mkvn lnnb stfbnj!kbj tmcs dmkrhcbi hkcjnb cs mcs scstnr kbj lftm krn dmcajrnb fg tmnsn pffr lut mfbnst pkrnbts" Kbj bfw yfu ebfw wctm wmfhyfu krn jnkacbi+U;=X Tkcj kasf Kircdfak? Ks afbi ks C wcaa ln stkycbi mnrn!nvnrytmcbi tmny nkt wcaa ln kjjnj tf hy lcaa! kbj C kasf wcsm tmkttmny rndncvn tmn lnst trnkthnbt kt hy tklan+ Zmnrnkgtnr C tkentmnh kbywky wctm hn tf \fhn" C wcaa kasf kjj kaa tmn sakvns tfhy kddfubt kbj cb guturn wcaa jf nvnrytmcbi tf affe kgtnr tmncrprfpnr jnvnafphnbt fb k bkturka kbj spcrctuka anvna"U;3X Tkys Akzkrus? Grcnbj! sfhn fg tmnh C wfuaj acen tf ennp

wctm hn5 yfu snn! C jf bft mkvn k wcgn fr dmcajrnb kbj wfuajacen tf kjfpt k gnw ks dmcajrnb+U


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hudm fddupcnj wctm tmn hkby strkbinrs kbj krn bnnjnj cb yfurmfusn5 lut wmnb C ankvn grfh mnrn! C smkaa kbymfw gcrst dfhn tfyfu cb Lntmkby kbj snn kbj spnke tf yfur scstnrs" Sfu wcaa sffbsnn tmnsn gfur pffr pnfpan cb lnttnr daftmns! bkhnay \fhkb

daftmns" Lut ant tmnh gcrst strnbitmnb tmncr cbbnr lfjy kbj tmncrachls! tmnb tmncr futnr lfjy wcaa kasf ln affenj kgtnr+ Krn yfusktcsgcnj wctm tmkt6U;0X Akzkrus skcj? Afrj! dfhpantnay5 scbdn fbay wmkt Sfu wkbtkbj krrkbin cs iffj kbj pnrgndtay rcimt+ Lut bfw ants nkt kbjjrcbe! kbj kgtnr wn mkvn lnnb strnbitmnbnj! wn dkb tkae klfuthkby jcggnrnbt tmcbis"U;;X Kaa ktn kbj jrkbe wctm ofy kbj dfuaj bft prkcsn nbfuim tmniffj kbj grcnbjay snrvcdn kbj tmn iffj tkstcbi gffj ks wnaa kstmn pankskbt! mnkrt dmnnrcbi wcbn" Zmn sakvn trkjnrs wnrndfhpantnay fvnrofynj kbj dfbdnjnj tmkt jurcbi kaa tmncr nkracnrtrkvnas tf nvnb tmn hfrn sfutmnray dfubtrcns! tmny bnvnr mkvntkstnj sudm nxdnptcfbkaay iffj wcbn"U;X Tkcj Mclrkh? Sns! yns! C ubjnrstkbj tmcs bfw! kbj yfu

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lnkutcgua lncbis wnrn kaa jnstcbnj tf ln sfaj ks hcsnrklan sakvns+Kbj snn kikcb! tmcs hkrvnafus Hkb grnnj tmnh kaa kbj cb


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kjjctcfb jrnssnj tmnh grfh mnkj tf tfn wctm lnkutcgua daftmns!kbj kaa tmcs cb fbn cbstkbdn! wmcdm cs wmy tmny irnntnj Mch ks kjnkr Gktmnr" Cg! mfwnvnr! tmcs cs klsfautnay trun! tmnb mfw jfnskaa hy pfwnr dfhpkrn tf fbay fbn lrnktm fg Mcs wcaa6+

Zmnrngfrn yfu kasf mkvn tf gfrnhfst jcrndt yfur guaa kttnbtcfbtfwkrjs tmcs hkrvnafus Hkb5 scbdn wmkt tmcs Hkb cs klan tfpnrgfrh tmrfuim fbay Mcs wcaa! hkb up tf bfw dfuaj bnvnr mkvnjrnkht klfut" Lut wmkt C mkvn tfaj yfu mnrn fpnb mnkrtnjay! cstmn mcimnst trutm" Ymkt jf yfu sky tf tmkt6U7X Tkcj kaa gfur? Sns! cg tmcs hkrvnafus hkb dkb jf kaa tmkt! ksyfu ks k hfst trutmgua wctbnss mkvn tfaj us! tmnb tmcs hkrvnafushkb hust ln k irnkt prfpmnt+ Sfu snn! wn Onws krn kwkctcbi kHnssckm! wmf cs nxpndtnj tf lndfhn vnry pfwnrgua cb wfrj kbjjnnj+ Lut lngfrn Mn wcaa dfhn! tmn irnkt Prfpmnt Nacokm wcaadfhn lngfrn Mch kbj kddfrjcbi tf tmn fpcbcfb fg hkby pnfpankasf mcs jcsdcpan Nacsmk" -Nacsmk! kt jcggnrnbt pakdns cb Afrlnrkasf wrcttnb ks Nacsus#" Kbj snn! cb tmn nbj tmcs cs kdtukaayNacokm fr mcs jcsdcpan Nacsmk+U9X Kircdfak skcj? Zmcs yfur aninbj cs bft vnry wnaa ebfwb tf

hn! lut hudm klfut yfur Hnssckm! wmf cs hkcb rnksfb wmy Cdkhn grfh \fhn tf Onruskanh" Mkvnbt yfu mnkrj kbytmcbi yntklfut tmn nxdnnjcbiay gkhfus Tkvcfr grfh Ikacann6U=X Tkcj tmn faj hkb? Hfst mfbfrklan Grcnbj kbj Afrj+ Ynpffr jky aklfrnrs int dfhn kt hfst tnb tchns pnr ynkr tf tmntnhpan5 tmnrn wn pnrgfrh fur shkaa skdrcgcdn kbj acstnb tf kbysnrhfb! wmcdm wn jf bft ubjnrstkbj" Cg sfhnwmnrn sfhntmcbibnw kbj nxtrkfrjcbkry mkppnbs! tmnb wn cb sndauscfb fbay ankrbvnry acttan fr hfst acenay bftmcbi kt kaa klfut ct"U3X Lnscjns! wn wnrn lnjrcjjnb gfr fvnr twf ynkrs" Jky kgtnrjky! nvnb fb k Tkllktm! fur sfb mkj tf wfre! cb frjnr tf prfvcjnus wctm fbay tmn hcbchuh bndnssctcns" Fb k Tkllktm mn wfrenjgfr tmn Irnne fr \fhkbs! wmf fg dfursn jcj bft dnanlrktn frskbdtcgy tmn Tkllktm! kbj tmcs wks purn aude gfr us5 scbdnftmnrwcsn wn wfuaj ln gfrdnj tf dfhpantnay gkst nkdm Tkllktm!

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nkscay ubjnrstkbj! mfw k vnry pffr gkhcay! acvcbi cb tmn hcjjanfg tmcs akrin dcty! dkb ankrb ks acttan klfut irnkt kbjnxtrkfrjcbkry nvnbts kbj fddurrnbdns! ks cg tmny wnrn acvcbisfhnwmnrn kt tmn nbj fg tmn wfraj+ Cg! lksnj fb tmn irfubjs ks

cbjcdktnj! wn jf bft ebfw kbytmcbi klfut tmn wcjnay ebfwbIkacankb! wn surnay dkbbft lakhnj gfr ct"U;;X Zmn fbay tmcbi wn dkhn tf ebfw klfut k ynkr kif! cs! tmkt kprfpmnt ly bkhn Ofmb cb tmn jnssnrt kafbi tmn Ofrjkb prnkdmnjkikcbst tmn Pmkrcsnns kbj laubtay tfaj tmnh tmn trutm" Lut wmktgurtmnr mkppnbnj tf mch wn jfbt ebfw" Pnrmkps tmcs hkrvnafushkb cs tmcs prfpmnt6U;


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U;9X Kircdfak skcj? Hy jnkr kbj truay hfst lnkutcgua dmcaj+Sns! yns! Ifj Mchsnag wks mnrn! cs stcaa mnrn kbj rnvnkasMchsnag wfbjnrguaay tf tmfsn! wmf truay kbj purnay afvn Mch+Cg yfu hustnr k aft fg afvn cb yfur mnkrt gfr Mch! tmnb Mn

wcaa rnvnka Mchsnag tf kaa fg yfu+ Jf yfu lnacnvn hn!afvnacnst icra6U;=X Tkcj tmn yfubi! cbdrnkscbiay lnkutcgua Onwcsm icra? LutIfj cs k spcrct! wmcdm bflfjy nvnr dkb snn kbj kt tmn skhn tchnennp mcs acvn5 scbdn ct cs wrcttnb cb Hfsns? Bflfjy dkb snn Ifjkbj acvn"U;3X Kircdfak skcj? Sfu krn quctn rcimt5 lut ct kasf cs wrcttnb cbtmn ftmnr prfpmnts" Zmkt tmn ntnrbka Tpcrct fg Ifj tmcs hnkbsIfj Mchsnag wcaa jurcbi prnsnbt tchns gfr tmn sken fg hkbcbdkrbktn Mchsnag kbj wkae ks k hkb khfbi tmnh! tf tnkdmtmnh tmn rcimt wkys fg acgn" Kbj ks sudm k iffj pnrsfb dkb snnIfj kbj acstnb tf Mch! kbj kt tmn skhn tchn bft fbay ennp mcsnkrtmay acgn! lut cb kjjctcfb kasf rndncvn tmn ntnrbka acgn fg mcssfua! sf tmkt mn mnbdngfrtm gfr nvnr wcaa bft snn bfr gnna jnktm" Cg tmcs lfjy cb tchn cs gkaacbi kwky! tmn sfua fg hkb wcaa dfbtcbun

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fg tmn Afrj Ch k iffj dkrpnbtnr! kbj tmnrngfrn nvnrytmcbi yfurnqucrn wcaa ln mnrn+U3X \kpmkna mkrjay gcbcsmnj spnkecbi wmnb tmn rcimt buhlnr fg tklans kbj lnbdmns wnrn stkbjcbi tmnrn! kbj klfvn nkdm tklanwks k tnbt! rktmnr jnacimtguaay tf affe kt"U;0X Kaa tmn gfrncib iunsts karnkjy stkrtnj tf krrcvn kbj ksenj cg tmny dfuaj ln snrvnj mnrn"U;;X Akzkrus skcj? F vnry hudm sf! tmn snrvkbts wcaa ln mnrn cbk hfhnbt kbj lrcbi nvnryfbn wmkt mn frjnrs+U;X Akzkrus skcj? Tnn! Ifjs snrvkbt guaa fg dmkrcty! wmkt yfumkvn jfbn gfr hn mnrn cb tmn bkhn fg tmn Afrj! cs k hcrkdanklfvn kaa hcrkdans5 lut Ch dafsn tf bft lncbi surprcsnj lykbytmcbi kby afbinr! scbdn C ebfw tmn Afrj kbj mkvn lnnb kwctbnss tf hkby hcrkdans! fbn irnktnr tmkb tmn ftmnr+U;7X \kpmkna skcj? Zmcs cs bfw kaa tmn skhn5 scbdn nvnrytmcbitmkt yfu snn kbj gnna kbj tmcbe! cs k hudm irnktnr hcrkdan fg tmnAfrj kbj nvnry hkb mchsnag cs tmn irnktnst+ Ymntmnr tmn Afrjfbay drnktns k qucdenst acimtbcbi gaksm! drkdecbi cb fbn hfhnbtgrfh tmn dafujs tf nkrtm! fr cg Mn drnktns k sub! wmcdm gfr nfbstchns nfbs fg nkrtm ynkrs prfvcjns acimt tf hkby wfrajs! tf tmnwcsjfh kbj pfwnr fg tmn Afrj ct cs fbn kbj tmn skhn! kbj kssudm yfu krn dfhpantnay rcimt! tmkt yfu jf bft hken tff hudmfg tmcs aktnst hcrkdan" Ct wfuaj kasf ln bft vnry wcsn cb grfbtfg kaa tmnsn hkby gfrncibnrs" Lut bfw yfu dkb snn tf ct tmkt

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gffjstugg! kbj tmn gffj prnpkrnj cb sudm k wky tmkt tmn Pnrsckbs!kasf tmn Niyptckbs! tmn Irnne! cb smfrt nvnryfbn crrnspndtcvngrfh wmnrn tmny dfhn! mkj tmncr bktcfbka gffj hfst suctklayprnpkrnj cb grfbt fg tmnh+ Mfw cs tmkt pfssclan gfr yfu tfpnrgfrh cb fbn hfhnbt6U


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cs kasf nksy! gfr nxkhpan tf put tfintmnr tmn rnqucrnj nanhnbts!fut fg tmn kcr! gfr fbn fr tmn ftmnr flondt! kbj tf prfjudn ctwctmcb fbn hfhnbt ks tmkt! wmkt ct wfuaj mkvn lndfhn fvnrtchn tmrfuim tmn frjnray prfdnss fg bkturn"U:X Mfw ct cs pfssclan gfr k pnrgndtnj spcrct tf jf tmcs! cs fg dfursn tmn vnry cssun! wmcdm gfr tmn bkturka pnrsfb cs chpfssclantf dfhprnmnbj! lngfrn mn cs bft dfhpantnay rnlfrb cb tmn spcrct"Kbj tmnrngfrn C dkbbft nxpakcb tmcs tf yfu kby gurtmnr" Lut Cwkbt tf icvn yfu cb smfrt k shkaa mcbt rnikrjcbi k gnwkppnkrkbdns cb bkturn"U>X Tnn! cb kaa snnjs fg pakbts kbj trnns rnscjn cb k shkaa kbjtnbjnr smnaa k jcstcbdtcvn cbtnaacinbdn cb tmn gfrh fg k hcbutnstspkre wmcdm cs bft vcsclan tf yfur nyn+ Zmcs hcbutnst spkre cs tmnkdtuka gcrst bkturka acgn fg tmn snnj kbj kgtnrwkrjs fg tmn wmfanpakbt" Bfw tmcbe fg tmn dafsn tf dfubtanss buhlnr fg vkrcfus

pakbts kbj trnns! nkdm dkrrycbi fg dfursn jcggnrnbt snnjs! kbjnkdm dkrrycbi cb tmncr inrh smnaas oust ks hkby jcggnrnbt spcrctukacbtnaacinbdn spkres"U7X Cg yfu pakdn tmn jcggnrnbt snnjs cbtf tmn nkrtm! tmrfuim mnktkbj tmrfuim tmn hfcsturn wmcdm mks lnnb klsfrlnj ly tmn sfcafut fg tmn kcr! tmny wcaa lndfhn sfgt! tmn spcrctuka spkre lndfhnskdtcvn kbj rndfibczns tmfsn spndcgcd nanhnbts cb tmn surrfubjcbikcr! kbj stkrts tf kttrkdt tmnh ly hnkbs fg cts fwb wcaapfwnr!kbj lucajs fut fg tmnh tmn pkrtcduakr pakbt wctm gfrh kbj gruct!gfr wmcdm ct mks rndncvnj grfh tmn Afrj tmn suctklan cbtnaacinbdnkbj tmn dfrrnspfbjcbi wcaapfwnr"U9X Yfuaj yfu ln klan tf usn yfur hcbj! yfur snbsns kbj yfurwcaa tf snandt tmn dnrtkcb nanhnbts gfr k pkrtcduakr snnj enrbnagrfh tmn kcr wmcdm surrfubjs tmn snnj enrbna6 Dnrtkcbay bft5scbdn yfu kasf nkt kbj jrcbe tf gnnj yfursnag! lut yfu mkvn bf

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Cg k yfubi kbj ly tmn bkturn fg Ifj bft jnprcvnj icra jfns bftjf wmkt tmn irnkt kbj wnkatmy wkbt! tmnb yfu krn karnkjy ksiffj ks dfhpantnay afst" Bf pnrsfb wcaa tmnb nvnb affe kt us!yfu krn cbsuatnj kbj rnikrjnj ks k vkcb! stupcj kbj prfuj lncbi!kbj cg yfu cb yfur suggnrcbi turb tf sfhnfbn gfr mnap! yfu krnsmfwb tmn jffr kbj krn bft kaafwnj tf smfw up cb grfbt fg kbyjffr kikcb" Zmcs cs kbj wcaa kawkys ln tf k mcim jnirnnubpankskbt gfr us kbj cb tmn nbj jnprcvns us fg kaa trust nvnb cbtmn lnttnr pkrt fg hkbecbj" Yn krn kaa muhkb kbj krn tkcbtnjwctm kaa typns fg wnkebnssns kbj chpnrgndtcfbs" Cs tmcs trunfr bft6U;0X Kircdfak skcj? Ymkt yfu mkvn skcj cs gkcr kbj dfhpantnaytmn trutm5 lut tmnrn cs sfhntmcbi tmkt yfu mkvn gfrifttnb wmnbjnsdrclcbi pfvnrty kbj suggnrcbi+ Tnn! wmfh Ifj afvns! cs vnrytmfrfuimay trcnj ly Mch! lngfrn mn cs guaay mnapnj ly Mch+ Kbj

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Hnssckm+ Tcbdn mn wks wctm yfu kt tmn irnkt dcty iktn! wmnb yfukriunj wctm tmn tnhpan supnrcfr rnikrjcbi hy lrftmnr! kbj snn!mn kppkrnbtay jcj bft ebfw mch kt kaa+ Ymy cs tmkt6U7X Kircdfak skcj? Zmn rnksfb gfr tmkt cs tmkt tmn tnhpansupnrcfrs krn tff jfhcbnnrcbi kbj tff kdqucsctcvn kbj jf bftdkrn gfr kbytmcbi nasn tmkb tmncr nkrtmay iffj acgn cb kaa tmcbis! ksyfu mkvn snnb yfursnag" Cb frjnr tf kdmcnvn tmcs! tmn tnhpansupnrcfrs usn kaa sfrts fg acns kbj grkujuanbt lnmkvcfr kbj krn! ksC mkvn lnnb dfbvcbdnj! nbnhcns fg kaa trutm kbj ks sudm kasf fg nvnry rnkacty" Zmny usn tmn bkhn fg Hfsns kbj tmn ftmnrprfpmnts cb tmncr hfutms! lut jnspcsn tmncr tnkdmcbis kbj akws5kbj cb pakdn fg Hfsns kbj tmn prfpmnts! tmny icvn tf tmnpnfpan tmncr snagcsm stktuns! ly wmcdm tmny tfrturn tmnh! lynbduhlnrcbi tmnh wctm kaa ecbjs fg ubbndnsskry suggnrcbis kbjsupprnss tmnh spcrctukaay kbj pmyscdkaay"

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trutm5 lut wmkt usn tmny krn tf hn bfw6 Zmfsn iffj daftmnswnrn kbywky fbay k prnsnbt grfh k wnkatmy gkhcay hnhlnr!wmf ubgfrtubktnay jcnj kbj kgtnrwkrjs wks bft cb tmn pfsctcfb tfsuppfrt us kby gurtmnr" Zmn daftmns mn ikvn tf hn wmnb mn stcaawks kacvn krn tmn dfhpantn cbmnrctkbdn tmkt gnaa tf us5 nvnrytmcbinasn wks cbmnrctnj ly mcs tmrnn sfbs! lut wmf krn vnry mkrjpnfpan kbj jf bft nvnb wkbt tf affe kt tmn pffr"U7X C hysnag bnvnr wfrn tmnsn prndcfus daftmns fb hy lfjy!scbdn gcrstay tmny krn bft gcttcbi gfr k pffr icra kbj sndfbjay tmnywnrn tff akrin" Lut fur irnkt suggnrcbi smfwnj hn kbftmnr wkyfut" Tcbdn C jcj bft wkbt tf snaa tmnh lndkusn fg tmn snbtchnbtkavkaun! C pkwbnj tmnh wctm tmn cjnk tmkt pnrmkps kgtnr k ynkrtmcbis wfuaj dmkbin sf tmkt C dfuaj luy tmnh lkde" Lut wctmfur irfwcbi suggnrcbi! jnspctn mkvcbi tmn rndncpt cb hy mkbjs! ctwfuaj mkvn bnvnr lnnb pfssclan tf luy tmnh lkde! kbj tmnrngfrn

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wnrn karnkjy kpprfkdmcbi kbj tmny smfuaj tken dkrn tmkt tmny-tmn strkbinrs# ln kddfhhfjktnj kbj snrvnj cb tmn tnbts tfprnvnbt gfr tmnh dfhcbi cbtf tmn rffhs fg tmn mfusn"U


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tmn cbbennpnr! wmnrn kaa tmn gffj kbj wcbn dkhn grfh! scbdntmny ks tmn snrvkbts fg tmn mfusn jcj bft ebfw kbytmcbi klfut ct"U>X Kbj Akzkrus skcj? Sfu krn kasf pnfpan+ Ymy jf yfu pkysf acttan kttnbtcfb tf wmkt cs mkppnbcbi cb hy mfusn6+ Yn

ebfw vnry wnaa wmnrn tmnsn tnbts! tklans! tklanwkrn! wcbn kbjgffj dfhn grfh" Lut ct jfns bft dfbdnrb yfu! kbj ks sudm yfujf ebfw fbay vnry acttan fr nvnb bftmcbi+ Ymf cs Mn! wmftfintmnr wctm mcs jcsdcpans mks karnkjy lnnb stkycbi gfur jkys cbhy mfusn6U7X Tky tmn dffes kbj sfhn fg tmn snrvkbts? Km! bfw wnkarnkjy ebfw+ Ct cs tmn irnkt prfpmnt grfh Ikacann+ Mfwnvnr! wnkrn tf ln gfricvnb! cg wn ubtca bfw mkvn fbay ebfwb sf acttanklfut ct! rnikrjcbi tmn dcrduhstkbdns fg tmn prfpmnt5 scbdn wnwnrn guaa tchn fddupcnj wctm fur wfre kbj mkj ubtca tmcskgtnrbffb rnkaay fbay acttan tchn tf ln dfbdnrbnj klfut tmnsntmcbis! kbj ct wfuaj ln chprfpnr gfr us tf kse klfut tmcs kbjtmkt! jnspctn mkvcbi bftcdnj k gnw tmcbis mnrn kbj tmnrn" Lutgrfh bfw fb wn wcaa ln hfrn dfbdnrbnj klfut nvnrytmcbi! scbdnwn krn kasf pnfpan ks yfu mkvn skcj ct wmf dkbbft ln

mkrhnj! cg tmny jf ebfw k acttan hfrn! ks tmny mkj ebfwb kbjnxpnrcnbdnj ubtca bfw" Cs tmcs trun! afrj fg tmcs mfusn kbj kaayfur ftmnr prfpnrtcns! krn wn kaafwnj tf jf tmcs6U9X Akzkrus skcj? Dnrtkcbay yns! lut bfw nvnryfbn smfuaj jfmcs wfre! sf tmkt gfr tmn hkby iunsts cb tmn mfusn k iffj kbjkhpan jcbbnr cs prnpkrnj+ Kbj tmn snrvkbts hust if tf tmn tnbtskbj smfw tmn hkby strkbinrs tmncr pakdns! kbj oust ks jurcbiaubdm! kgtnr tmny mkvn gcbcsmnj nktcbi kbj jrcbecbi! dfaandt tmnhfbny+ If bfw5 tmn iunsts krn karnkjy krrcvcbi+U=X Kbj nvnryfbn wnbt tf wfre5 Akzkrus kbj tmn cbbennpnrwnadfhnj tmn iunsts sujjnbay krrcvcbi cb akrin buhlnrs"U3X Lut fbn fg tmn strkbinrs jcj kse Akzkrus mfw mn dfuaj ebfwsf prndcsnay mfw hkby iunsts wfuaj krrcvn! ks wmkt mn mkjprnpkrnj tnbts! lnbdmns! tklans! gffj kbj wcbn" Tcbdn ct strcensmch ks vnry fjj! tmkt mn ks kb cbbennpnr! dfuaj mkvn iunssnj

tmcs sf kddurktnay" Cb ftmnr cbbs tmcs cs bnkray bnvnr tmn dksn5hfstay ct mkppnbs tmkt tmn cbbennpnrs krn nctmnr prnpkrcbi tff


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acttan fr tff hudm gfr tmn krrcvcbi iunsts"U;0X ^pfb tmcs qunstcfb Akzkrus skcj bftmcbi nasn gfr tmn tchnlncbi! scbdn mn wks k acttan surprcsnj ly ct! ftmnr tmkb tmkt tmnmfbfrnj iunst smfuaj if tf tmn bnkrnst tnbt kbj nkt kbj jrcbe!

kbj smfuaj mn cbscst fb ct kgtnrwkrjs! mn wfuaj icvn mch tmnbndnsskry nxpakbktcfb"U;;X Yctm tmkt tmn iunst wks dfbtnbt! wnbt cbtf tmn tnbt! skt kttmn tklan! ktn kbj jrkbe wctm k irnkt kppntctn kbj dfuaj bftnbfuim prkcsn tmn iffj tkstcbi gffj kbj jrcbes"U;


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fwb sndrnts wmcdm mn dkbbft rnvnka gfr kby prcdn! sf tmkt ftmnrskasf lndfhn ebfwanjinklan klfut ct" Lut tmcs hkrvnafus yfubipnrsfb dkb tnaa yfu prndcsnay! wmkt yfu bnnj tf ebfw klfut ct!kbj tmnrngfrn turb tf mch" Mn wcaa icvn yfu tmn rcimt kbswnr+

70" \ KPMKNA KBJ ZMN I \NNET

U;X Kgtnr tmcs rnhkre grfh Akzkrus tmn Irnne turbnj tf tmnyfutm -\kpmkna# kbj skcj? jnkr lfy! tmn cbbennpnr mks rngnrrnjus wctm fur dfbdnrb tf yfu! kbj tmkt yfu wfuaj icvn us tmn rcimtcbgfrhktcfb+ Ymkt ct pnrtkcbs! yfu mkvn mnkrj kbywky! kbjtmnrngfrn yfu dkb chhnjcktnay

the great gospel of john book 16 (jakob lorber)

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