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D I V E R S I T Y I N E M E R G E N C Y C A R E
Author: Sheri Cook, RN, CEN, Tallahassee, Fla
Section Editor: Renee Semonin-Holleran, RN, PhD, CEN,CCRN, CFRN, CTRN, FAEN
Sheri Cook is Emergency Services Educator, Bixler Emergency Center,Tallahassee Memorial Hospital, Tallahassee, Fla.
For correspondence, write: Sheri Cook, RN, CEN, Bixler EmergencyCenter, Tallahassee Memorial Hospital, 1300 Miccosukee Rd,Tallahassee, FL 31317; E-mail: [email protected].
J Emerg Nurs 2007;33:372-4.
Available online 4 June 2007.
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Copyright n 2007 by the Emergency Nurses Association.
doi: 10.1016/j.jen.2007.03.011
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hen addressing the concept of diversity, we
W need to remember marginalized patients,
who commonly are seen in the emergency
department. The following story emphasizes the impor-
tance of truly ‘‘caring’’ for our patients. (Note: The episode
I am about to relate was written 2 years ago when I was a
staff nurse in a busy regional emergency center, where we
cared for more than 70,000 patients per year.)
I am a nurse with more than 25 years of experience
under my belt (yes, you can cut me in half and count the
rings). At this time I was working two 12-hour shifts every
Saturday and Sunday. Because I did not work full time in
the emergency center, I was almost always happy to be
there—fresh and not world weary, or so I thought until
this particular Sunday.
On this day, on the acute side of our department,
having 3 rooms and a hall bed assigned, I had the luxury of
having only 2 beds occupied. As usual, patients remaining
from Saturday night included persons with ethyl alcohol–
facilitated injuries. My mission was to:
1. wait until they sobered up enough to be safely discharged;
2. serve them breakfast, particularly food that might make
their movement out of the department smoother;
3. get them a taxi if they did not have family or friends
who could provide transportation; and
4. get a set of vital signs, including a neurological check,
to ensure that someone did not miss a subdural bleed,
and check blood sugar or other potential problem elec-
trolyte imbalances.
After report, I was off to door number 1. The patient
in this room had an insect bite that had progressed into
an invasive cellulitis. Intravenous antibiotics were hanging
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and he was too inebriated to put together a sentence, let
alone a history. He had a pulse and his intravenous line
was not infiltrated. He was positioned on his side in case
of vomiting. His pupils were equal and reactive to light.
I believe he is oriented to person and place, so my work
is done in this room; it is up to his liver to complete the
work of bringing down his blood alcohol to a level that
will enable us to communicate.
I go on to see patient number 2, a man who fell
down and sustained a head laceration. It is his third
admission to our emergency center in 48 hours, and this
time the wound required sutures. Each incident involved
ethyl alcohol and Social Services and the patient not getting
any further than the closest liquor store. He is upset,
and upon entering the room, I am now included in his
verbal assault. I gather from his complaints that a baseball
cap is missing. He was bending over to pick up the change
that had fallen out of his pocket when he had been supine.
He is homeless; all his belongings are contained in a small
duff le that is missing a handle because it had been cut off
by some aggressive paramedic. Now the grumbling starts
about the broken strap. He carries the usual assortment of
drifter assets: papers; tobacco products; clothing odds and
ends (I note he does not have an entire change of clothes,
and none appear or smell clean); and last but not least,
a sausage of some kind—summer? Kielbasa? It was
uncooked, and there was no refrigeration unit in sight. I
choke back my anger as his latest tirade includes com-
mentary about my work ethic and my mother. Holding my
hand up, I indicate that I will be right back (he probably
thought I was scooting out of the room to grab security to
force him back out on the street). Instead, I go to the closet
where we keep extras of this and that. The search for a cap
for this big irate man is fruitless. However, I am able to
procure an almost new jacket, new shirt, slightly used
backpack, and various toiletries. I return to the room with
these items, and as I escort him to the shower, the yelling
stops—it is not a thank you, but it will do. If we have
admission number 4 for him later in the day, at least he
will be cleaner and, I hope, a little less angry.
I am feeling noble because I rose above personal insults
about my mom and myself and treated the least of us with
respect. I am causing myself arm pain from patting my
own back. It is now time for church to be letting out and
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the Sunday morning rush is starting. (I used to think that
God ‘‘got you’’ if you did not go to church on Sunday, but
my own observations [evidence based, of course] did not
bear this out. You are as likely to succumb to a syncopal
spell or myocardial infarction at home as in the church.
The Lord does work in mysterious ways; my personal belief
is that He has a sense of humor.)
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He is homeless; all his belongings arecontained in a small duffle that ismissing a handle because it had beencut off by some aggressive paramedic.
Finally, my third patient arrives, a middle-aged woman
with abdominal pain that was severe enough to cause her
to dial 911. It seems that half of the patients I get
have abdominal difficulties—boring, boring, boring. I was
ready for something that would get the blood pumping,
a little trauma or septic shock or even an acute myo-
cardial infarction. Blast, time to get to it. When I ask her
age, she says, ‘‘Don’t you have that on your records?’’ I
respond that by providing a date of birth she will give us
better access to her records. She finally answers, saying she
is 46, and she gives me a birth date that ends in the year
1956. At this point I chuckle and repeat the question of
age, saying that I am 46 and was born in 1958. I make a
comment about new math or maybe say it is time to stop
adding years to your age when you reach a certain age.
She clams up and I decide she has no sense of humor—
the infirmed rarely do—and I finish my triage, thinking
I really must have upset her. She is answering only every
third question, making triage tedious. She cannot define
her pain, yet it was severe enough an hour ago for her to
call for ambulance. I describe her as vague, ambiguous,
distracted, and inattentive, almost like she was on drugs,
which she denies using. However, as soon as I administer
some medications for her pain, she becomes quite verbal
(nothing like a little dilaudid to make someone chatty;
have we let interrogators in on the use of administering this
medication in times of war for extracting information?). This
really could have facilitated her triage. She chants repeatedly
that she is worried about being admitted and she really needs
to get home to her sister.
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Her radiographs confirm that she is full of stool
(one of the questions she did not answer in the initial
triage). She has stool from the pyloric valve to the rectum.
At this point, with the help of the dilaudid, I attempt to
get a detailed elimination history, complete with when,
size, amount, frequency, and consistency. She looks at me
like I have grown a third eye, wanting to know about her
poop. Finally I give up, thinking, ‘‘You can take your
toileting habits and history to the grave.’’ I proceed with
the discharge instructions. I label her in my mind as an
odd duck. Little did I know that this label was about
to change, and the label of myself, which in the last hour
had been ‘‘noble,’’ is about to become ‘‘horse patute.’’
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I am feeling noble because I rose abovepersonal insults to my mom and myselfand treated the least of us with respect.
The discharge instructions included all that was
legally mandatory and a jug of Go Lytely Bowel Prep. I
carefully gave her instructions about mixing the bowel prep
and included the standard wisecracks about ‘‘You will go,
you will go a lot and often, you will go forcefully and
mightily, but you will not go lightly.’’ I hand her the
discharge forms to sign, and she does not even offer a smile
for my Go Lytely humor. Now I wait as she forages in her
purse and pulls out her change clutch. From this she
extracts a frayed and extremely worn Social Security card.
She then very carefully and incorrectly copies her name
onto the discharge forms.
I realize how wrong I have been about her, ignoring
all the signs. I am shaken down to my very cynical core.
How could I have missed the mark so far? All of the signs
were there. I hang my head in shame, and my soul weeps.
She probably could not do math and did not understand
my attempts at bedside humor. She was afraid and wanted
her sister; she did not want to be in this environment
without some help navigating it, and I was of no help or
service. She probably perceived that I was making fun
of her.
I rapidly work toward service and dignity recovery.
I explain the discharge instructions as I would to a 6-year-
old child—that the stuff in the jug, you mix like Kool-
J
aid. Fill it with water to the line. It is going to make you
poop—a lot—but you have a lot in there and that is why
you have a stomachache. She finally smiles at me and
shakes her head yes!
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I realize how wrong I have been abouther, ignoring all the signs.
This patient probably had an intelligence quotient
of around or below 70. She did not know a lot of things,
but she was smart enough to know how to hide her deficits
by not responding and through indifference. I was busy
thinking and sorting labels—maybe she was drinking,
using drugs, or was noncompliant and aloof. I misjudged
this lady to the point that it could have affected her
care, had she been more ill. I could have been more open,
patient, and kinder; instead, my preconceived notions pro-
duced a caustic professional indifference.
It is difficult for nurses in any emergency department
to stay fresh and look at each person with an unjaundiced
eye. We must not lose our ability to care and be com-
passionate. It is so easy to look at each patient as a diagnosis
or a set of circumstances and to prejudge. I challenge my
cynical self to do a better job and not be so sarcastic and
prejudging, and I challenge you to do the same. This
challenge can be difficult with the abuses seen in our
departments, especially the lack of resources and staff. You
can affect every patient for the remainder of his or her day
or rest of his or her life. In emergency nursing we are
charged to make a difference in each life we touch; let that
be a light of hope, integrity, and compassion.
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