trans girl narratives for yrconsumption- - -

- - -leaves torn from a weeping willow

SOME PEOPLE LOVE A HAPPY, CHEERFUL TRANS WOMAN - WE’RE THE PERFECT ACCESSORY TO THEIR TOLERANCE. LOTS OF PEOPLE LOVE TO PITY A SAD TRANS WOMAN - THEY THINK WE’RE MISERABLE BECAUSE WE WANNA BE JUST LIKE THEM. BUT EVERYONE LOVES TO HATE AN ANGRY TRANS WOMAN - OUR OUTRAGE DOES NOTHING TO FLATTER THEM.

- skysquids

breathe me in and spit me out

scatter me on the wind

not a human but a monsternot a girl but a witch

death, aestheticized

body-negative, mind-negative

i feel the echoes through the walls

I'm going to keep telling this lie until it becomes the truth

i see the disgust in your eyes

I want to write a letter to the boy I killedand tell him that he's a sack of shit

(self-loveis hard)

everyone around me is slowly turning into a ghost

(maybe i'm just fading away)

in one of the many places you're not, I am

alone

I hate youdon't leave meI love youI'm sorry

plant me and forget /

i am beautiful but i will only last a season

power is violence

i am bad i am bad i am bad i am bad i am bad i am bad i am bad i am bad

i am bad

love is blind(ness)

sex is power

all desire is poisonall desire is control

it is safer to hide

there is no ethical consumption under capitalism

there is no ethic

there is no

it girl. rag doll

bless the fallen bless the falling

(there are pages torn out of my life)

nononono

nono

no