hope - an anthology of literary pieces by lituminati

7/22/2019 Hope - An Anthology of Literary Pieces by Lituminati

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'OH^F'C g C gt ohmhby hd m k t frcry pkf`fs

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'OH^F'Cg Cg t o h m h b y h d m k t fr c r y pkf` fs

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C V g k t h d w ffj fg a r kg g h vc t kh g m c es pv t . m t a .


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Ohpf

@hpyrkbot 5>31, Mktuikgctk

Cmm rkbots rfsfrvfa. Gh pcrt hd toks puemk`ctkhg icy ef `hpkfa,

rfprhau`fa, sthrfa kg c rftrkfvcm systfi hr trcgsikttfa kg cgy dhri hrey cgy ifcgs wktohut spf`kdk` prkhr pfriksskhg hd tof puemksofr.

^uemksofa ey < MKQVIKGCQKRfesktf < www.mktuikgctk.`hiFickm < mktuikgctkNbickm.`hi

MKQVIKGCQKC ugkt hd Rffjfgar kgghvctkhg mces pvt. mta.Afmok, Kgakc


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Fiphwfr cga Fgcemf crf tof twh ihst kiphrtcgt whras toct crf bhkgb thihuma tof duturf hd tof whrma cga fvfry kgakvkaucm.

Qof fssfg`f hd tofsf twh whras usofrfa tof wcy dhr tof ekrto hdMktuikgctk. Cs tof gcif ks stru`turfa ey `hiekgkgb 'Mktfrcturf' wkto'kmmuikgctk' (tof spf`umctfa sf`rftkvf brhups hd fgmkbotfgfa icstfrikgas),Mktuikgctk whuma ifcg - c brhup hd mktfrcry stcmwcrts mfcakgb c mktfrcryrfvhmutkhg ckifa ct fiphwfrkgb cga fgcemkgb.

Mktuikgctk fxtfgas c `cmm th fvfry kgakvkaucm th wrktf hg akvfrsf tofifs.Mktuikgctk trfcts tofsf cs c prhlf`t cga puemksofs tofsf kg cg cgtohmhby,pfrkhak`cmmy. Kt ckis th fgcemf c euaakgb cutohr ey bkvkgb oki/ofr cpmctdhri th socrf oks/ofr ugofcra vhk`f hr c tohubot toct of/sof dffms cgffa th socrf wkto tof hutskaf whrma.

Qcjkgb tof kgktkctkvf bmhecm, wf ct Mktuikgctk ocvf sfmf`tfa pmctdhris mkjftof Ihekmf pmcysthrf(s) cpcrt drhi tof bhha hma prkgt cs hur ifakui hdpuemksokgb.

Hur dkrst cgtohmhby ecsfa hg tof tofif 'Ohpf' fxpmhrfs tof iyrkcaakifgskhgs hd hgf hd tof ihst phwfrdum whras toct afdkgf hur fxkstfg`f.Qoks cgtohmhby dfcturfs cutohrs spcggkgb dkvf `hugtrkfs cga dhur`hgtkgfgts.

Rf ct Mktuikgctk wkso toct hur rfcafrs wkmm fglhy toks hmmf`tkhg hd vhk`fs,tohubots cga hmhurs hd Ohpf socrfa drhi c`rhss tof bmhef.


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Ohpf ks su`o c iystkdykgb tokgb,Kt ks fktofr tofrf thh strhgb,

Hr ght tofrf ct cmm.


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Ohpf tof mkbot ct tof fga hd toftuggfm, tof skmvfr mkgkgb hg fvfry`mhua, tof wkgahws toct hpfgfa

wofg tof ahhr `mhsfa cga fvfry gfxtstfp toct tof ahgjfy thhj th 'socjf kthdd cga stfp up' cga `hif hut hd tofwfmm. Ohpf ks tof dkrf toct jffps usbhkgb. Ohpf ks tof mcst mfcd hg tof trffkg tof sthry "Qof Mcst Mfcd" eyH. Ofgry. Ohpf ks wofg tof arub mhra

mfcvfs tof jgkdf pmcgtfa kg tof `hp'stokbo, `mhsf fghubo dhr ofr th pumm kthut wkto ofr ihuto cga ut tof rhpfs

toct ekga ofr ocgas th c ockr. Ohpf ks tof prcyfr hd fcò stuafgt skttkgb kg`mcss wkto c dc`f fxpf`tcgt hd tof tfcòfr's cesfg`f. Ohpf ks woct jffps uscmkvf.

Ohpf jffps us cmkvf. Eut woct jffps ohpf cmkvf8 Rf jffp bhkgb: trykgb th

ah fvfrytokgb wf `cg th còkfvf hur bhcm. Kd fvfrytokgb hg tof wcy wfgtwrhgb, wf'a mhsf ohpf. Cmm tof tkgy bhha tokgbs, tof tkgy tokgbs toct tfmm ustoct tof skmvfr mkgkgb ks kgaffa tofrf, jffp tof dkrf eurgkgb. Ohpf ks woctbkvfs us tof wkmm th bh hg.

Eut wofrf ahfs toct ohpf `hif drhi8 Rf ah tokgbs wkto c purphsf. Rfwkso th bft shiftokgb dhr ocvkgb ahgf c tokgb. Ihrf hdtfg tocg ght, woctwf cg bft ct efst dcmms sohrt hd hur fxpf`tctkhgs. Qofsf uthpkcg kicbfs kg

hur ikgas ef`hif tof rfcshg dhr hur akscpphkgtifgt wofg wf rfcò toffga hd fcò fgtfrprksf. Rf cmwcys rug cdtfr pfrdf`tkhg: toct ugemfiksofaafstkgctkhg toct wkmm bkvf us ceshmutf sctksdc`tkhg. Eut wf gfvfr rfcòtofrf. Cmm tof tkif wf ohpf th bft tofrf cga fcò tkif wf sthp sohrt. Fvfrytkif wf hglurf c eueemf hd arfcis crhuga us toct kgfvktcemy phps. Kt ks cstohubo wf crf cmm tkfa th c òckg toct cmmhws us th hgmy lust rfcò dhr tofocppkgfss toct wckts dhr us efyhga tof wcmms hd rfcmkty c òckg wf`hgstcgtmy cttfipt th erfcj. Oca wf ght effg ocgjfrkgb cdtfr toksfxtrfif afskrf th umtkictf sctksdc`tkhg, pfc`f, lustk`f, bhhagfss cga emkss,tofrf whumag't ocvf effg c pmc`f dhr ohpf kg hur ofcrts. Kt ks ecskòuicggfss th ohpf dhr shiftokgb, th mkvf dhr c purphsf. Fvfg Euaaoc,woh prfcòfa c mkdf afvhka hd afskrfs kg hrafr th ef `hipmftfmy ocppy cgasctksdkfa, oca ohpfs hd tfcòkgb cmm pfhpmf th dhmmhw oks prkg`kpmfs.


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Hur afskrf th erfcj drff hd toct kgvkskemf cga ugerfcjcemf ockg dufms hurohpf. Hur ohpfs dufm hur brkt th bh hg kg mkdf. Hur afskrfs jffp hur ohpfscmkvf cga hur ohpfs jffp us cmkvf. Gh icttfr ohw affp tof aflf`tkhg,

tofrf ks cmwcys c dffmkgb toct shiftokgb bhha ks wcktkgb cofca. Qoct tkgypkgt hd phsktkvkty ct tof ec`j hd hur ofcas ks OH^F.

Qof ohpf th ef tof jghw-kt-cmm jffps tof poysk`ksts bhkgb. Qof ohpf th eftof gcif-jghwg-ey-cmm jffps ihst hd tof htofrs bhkgb. Cga tof ohpf thofmp tofkr dcikmkfs ef`hif c su``fss jffps tof rfst bhkgb. Ohpf ks tof spfmmtoct icjfs tof whrma icbk`cm.


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C rcy hd mkbot

Okaafg kg tof whie hd acrjgfss,

C dckgt iuriur

Ofcra kg mhua s`rfcis hd kggfr vhk`f,C dmk`jfrkgb dmcif

Ercvkgb tof sthri wkgas.

Qh toct mkttmf bkrm

Hg tof rhca,

Acg`kgb th tof tugfs hd iksfry's

arui,Pokvfrkgb sikmf, tcttfrfa mhtofs,

shrf dfft,

Eut sof's stkmm cmkvf.

Ohpf ks tof ihst caak`tkvf arub.

Qh toct yhugb icg,

Eurafgfa ey sfmd ahuet,Gfvfr oca cgy hgf th phur

Oks ofcrt hut.

Mhhjs ct tof whrma wkto sfcr`okgb fyfs.

Ohpf ks Mhvf.

Qh toct whicg

Roh mhst fvfry mhvfa hgf,Gfvfr `huma rf`hvfr drhi ohrrhrs

Hd afcto cga mkdf dhr ofr

Ifcgt wrktkgb woct sof `huma ght spfcj.

Ohpf ks Tkrbkgkc Rhhmd.

Qh toct ihtofr

Roh mhst ofr shg kg wcr,Ofr mkps mhst kg `hgstcgt prcyfr,

Dkbots dhr lustk`f, th ohghur oks shg,

Rkto fihtkhgs hvfr dmhwkgb ofr swhmmfg fyfs.

Ohpf ks Dckto.


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Ohpf ks icbk`, c dkrf,

Okaafg th whrmamy fyfs, kg afptos hd ofcrt,

Mkbot kt kgskaf cga

Kt wkmm s`crf tof acrj.[hu mft kt eurg cga kt brhws mkjf wffa,

Ahg't mft kt `hhm, kt ks cmm yhu gffa.

Kd yhu efmkfvf kt, ikrc`mfs wkmm surrhuga yhu.

Kd yhu efmkfvf kt, ikrc`mf wkmm ef [hu.


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Ohpf ks kg cg ugfvfgtdum cdtfrghhg,kg mczy sprkgb acys,

kg pfc`f,

kg fvfry ehie toct ahfsg't fxpmhaf.

Qof whhafg òckr `rfcjfa ugafr ofrwfkbot cs sof sct ahwg. Kg drhgt hd ofr,wcvfs mcppfa tof efcò erkgbkgb wktotofi sfc sofmms cga htofr afmkbotdumtrfcsurfs. Pof rfikgks`fa ohw cs còkma sof usfa th rug ecrfdhht hg tof

wcri scga hmmf`tkgb sfc sofmms: icjfbkcgt shcp eueemfs cga wctò tofi

dmhct th kgdkgkty. Qof efcò wcs gfcrmy fipty thacy. C mkttmf bkrm spmcsofa kgwctfr wokmf ofr pcrfgts wctòfa bucrafamy. C bkcgt wcvf rcsofa kgth tofbkrm woh dfmm eut tofg erhjf hut kg c dkt hd mcubotfr.

Ohpf ks kg tof bkbbmf hd c òkma,kg tof akipmfs hd ocbbcra dc`fs,

kg socrfa sugsfts,kg fvfry sthmfg ihifgt hd emkss.

Pof wctòfa cs tof dcikmy icaf kts wcy ec`j th tof pcrjkgb mht. Qofwfctofr wcs efcutkdum. Qof sjy wcs c pfrdf`t emuf wktohut c spf`j hd`mhuas. C pfrdf`t acy. Cg fgvfmhpf mcy hg tof tcemf gfxt th ofr. Cmrfcayjghwkgb woct kt hgtckgfa sof smkt kt hpfg.

Afcr Is... Rf crf shrry th kgdhri yhu toct yhur sfrvk`fs whuma ghmhgbfr ef rfqukrfa...

C sca sikmf `rhssfa ofr dc`f. Pof oca jghwg toct kt wcs hgmy c icttfr hdtkif efdhrf sof mhst ofr lhe. Pof trc`fa tof kgtrk`ctf afskbgs hg tof tcemfwkto ofr dkgbfrs phgafrkgb hg tof stfp sof wcs cehut th tcjf. C sicmm ekradmkttfa th tof dfg`f cga efbcg th skgb.

Ohpf ks kg tof wokspfrkgb wkga,

kg c gkbotkgbcmf's shgb,kg iusk`,

kg fvfry ifmhay toct `fmferctfs mkdf.

Pof mkstfgfa dhr c wokmf cga tofg thhj c sofft hd pcpfr cga pfggfa ahwgofr wkmm. Pof whuma ef ahgctkgb cmm ofr scvkgbs th cg hrpocgcbf wokòwcs ght iuò, eut kt wcs tof bfsturf toct hugtfa.


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Ohpf ks kg tof icsjfa vkbkmcgtfs,kg ugtohubot hd òcrktkfs,

kg prfsfgts,

kg fvfry mhcd hd erfca bkdtfa.

Pof `rhssfa tof dfg`f cga smkppfa hut hd ofr sohfs. Ptrftòkgb ofr thfs,sof wcmjfa thwcras tof h`fcg. Kt wcs ef`jhgkgb ofr ghw. Pof rcg tof mcstdfw ycras cga akvfa. Pof ofma ofr erfcto cs sof scgj ugafrwctfr. Ofrmugbs wfrfg't brcspkgb dhr erfcto...yft. Pof hpfgfa ofr fyfs cga wctòfatkgy hrcgbf cga woktf dksofs swki cmhbskaf ofr. Drhi shif okaafgrf`fssfs hd ofr ikga cif tof gcif< @mhwgdkso. Pof rcksfa ofr dkgbfrs th

thuò tofi eut tofy swci cwcy. Pof stcrtfa th dffm tof gffa th erfctof.Kgstfca hd rfsurdc`kgb, sof kamfa tokgjkgb cehut tof shcp eueemfs cgagkbotkgbcmfs cga rckgehws. Ofr mugbs stcrtfa th eurg ghw cga emc`j ahts`mhuafa ofr vkskhg. Ofr ehay s`rfcifa dhr hxybfg. Purvkvcm kgstkg`t thmaofr th swki ec`j up. Pof sikmfa cga mhsfa ofr fyfs.

Ohpf ks kg tof toruiikgb hd yhur ofcrt,kg tof stc``cth hd yhur pumsf,

kg yhur erfcto,kg fvfry kgak`ctkhg hd yhur mkdf.

Lust cs sof wcs cehut th mft bh, strhgb ocgas pummfa ofr th tof surdc`f. Pofspct hut tof wctfr toct sof oca bumpfa. Qof pfrshg woh oca arcbbfa ofrth tof efcò stcrtfa puipkgb tof wctfr hut hd ofr mugbs. Pof wcgtfa thtfmm oki th sthp eut humag't dkga ofr vhk`f. Qof scga dfmt wcri ugafr ofrdkgbfrtkps cga sof rfcmksfa ohw iuò sof whuma ocvf ikssfa wcmjkgb

ecrfdhht ofrf, wctòkgb sugsfts, icjkgb shcp eueemfs...

Ohpf ks kg gfw efbkggkgbs,kg rfvkvkgb yhur pcsskhg,kg stcrtkgb cdrfso,kg fvfry sf`hga òcg`f usfa.


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Kd yhu crf ouicg, cga `cg rfca toks,K'i surf toct yhu ocvf. Ey arfcikgb, Kifcg ght tof mctf gkbot vkskhgs toct

`rffp kgth yhur ikga torhubo tofugahkgb hd yhur sue`hgs`khus. Eyarfcikgb K ifcg, wofg yhu zhgf hutsuaafgmy kg tof ikaamf hd tof acy, kgeftwffg yhur whrj, dcgtcskzkgb hd tofmkdf yhu cmwcys wcgtfa hr wofg yhucrf yhugb cga ocvf toct bmkgt kg yhur

fyfs th còkfvf shiftokgb.Arfcikgb ks bhha. Kt jk`js hdd fcrmy,

stcrtkgb drhi 'K wcgt th ef c dkrficg' th 'K wcgt th wkg tof spfmmkgb eff' th'K wcgt ofr th mkjf if' cga fgas ugdhrtugctfmy shifwofrf crhuga ct 'K'ihma. K cg't ah toct cgyihrf.'

[hu rfcmkzf toct ohpf ks dufmmfa ey yhur arfcis. [ft tof dumm phwfr hd kt ksght rfcmkzfa tkmm yhu tcjf tkif hut th whgafr woct fxc`tmy ofmps yhu

whgafr. Kt ks toct phwfrdum icbk`cm tokgb toct `hifs wkto tof pc`jcbf hdefkgb pmckg ouicg8 Ohpf rfqukrfs dckto. Cga tofsf twh thbftofr `rfctfikrc`mfs kg toks vfry rfcm cga hrakgcry whrma.

Ksg't kt tof efmkfd tfmmkgb yhu toct tof vkskhgs yhu ocvf dhr yhur mkdf wkmm hiftruf, toct tof mkdf yhu cmwcys wcgtfa ks crhuga tof `hrgfr, ksg't toct woctjffps yhu bhkgb8 Rofg yhu jghw yhu'vf ahgf ecamy hg toct tfst, yft yhuwkso wkto cmm yhur ofcrt toct yhu icbk`cmmy bft rfspf`tcemf brcafs, cga dhr

shif wkma rfcshg toct yhu oca ght cgtk`kpctfa, yhu ah bft tof brcafs yhuafskrfa, tof dffmkgb hd fmctkhg toct `rffps up hg yhur ofcrt cdtfr cmm tofohpf yhu oca, ks prk`fmfss.

Ohpf gffas tkif th dfstfr. [hu ikbot ocvf yhur ofcrt sft ct kt. Eut woctyhu gffa th bft torhubo dkrst ks tof strubbmf. [hu ocvf arfcis toct yhuwhrj ocra dhr cga tofg 'Ohpf' wkto cmm yhur ofcrt toct tofy crf rfcmkzfa cgawckt dhr tof whrma th whrj kts icbk`.

Qofrf wkmm ef tkifs wofg ohpf `rusofs yhu. Kt `rusofs yhu wofg yhurarfcis crf ght efkgb rfcmkzfa. [hu whuma ef prcykgb th mcga up kg yhurdcvhrktf hmmfbf, wofg tof tkif hifs, yhu dkga hut yhu cg't, auf th shifbmktò. [hur cgbry ofcrt wcgts th bkvf up. Cga pfsskiksi sgfcjs up smhwmykgth toct ohpfdum ofcrt hd yhurs. [ft woct yhu bft kg rfturg hd tofofcrtcòf, ks cg cmtfrgctf mkdf toct shifwofrf ikbot lust ef prfpcrkgb yhu


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dhr yhur arfci wokò yhu ocvf bkvfg up hg. Cga tofg yhu rfcmkzf toficbk` ahkgb kts whrj. [hu sff yhursfmd ef`hikgb su``fssdum. Kg tof ikaamfhd cmm tof su``fss kt acwgs hg yhu, toct icyef kd yhu jffp bhkgb, yhu lust

ikbot bh th toct arfci `hmmfbf hd yhurs th bkvf c mf`turf shifacy. Lusticyef. Cga ohpf tofg stcgas sokgkgb erkbotfr tocg fvfr, kmmuikgctkgb yhurmkdf, cga jffps yhu bhkgb wkto ahuemf tof fgfrby.

Mkdf dumm hd ohpf ks skipmy c mkdf wkto purphsf. Cga mkdf wkto c purphsf ks c mkdftoct ckis th icjf c akddfrfg`f. Rofg tof purphsf ks dkgcmmy còkfvfa, mkdf ksocppy. Ohpf tofg ks tof pursukt hd ocppkgfss. Cga tof ihvkf wkto tofscif gcif cg vhuò dhr kt.

'Kt ks tof hmafst sthry kg tof whrma,' Kt wcs scka kg Hgf Qrff Okmm, hgf hd tofefst Qfmfvkskhg Arcic sfrkfs syiehmkzkgb ohpf: 'Hgf acy yhu'rf 32 cgapmcggkgb dhr shifacy. Cga tofg qukftmy cga wktohut yhu fvfr rfcmmyghtk`kgb, shifacy ks thacy. Cga tofg shifacy ks yfstfracy. Cga toks ksyhur mkdf. Rf spfga sh iuò tkif wcgtkgb, pursukgb, wksokgb. Eutciektkhg ks bhha. @ocskgb tokgbs wkto kgtfbrkty ks bhha. Arfcikgb. Icjf cwkso cga pmc`f kt kg yhur ofcrt. Cgytokgb yhu wcgt. Fvfrytokgb yhu wcgt.

Ah yhu ocvf kt8 Bhha. Ghw efmkfvf kt `cg `hif truf. [hu gfvfr jghwwofrf tof gfxt ikrc`mf's bhggc `hif drhi. Qof gfxt ifihry. Qof gfxtsikmf. Qof gfxt wkso hif truf Eut kd yhu efmkfvf toct kt's rkbot crhuga tof`hrgfr. Cga yhu hpfg yhur ofcrt cga ikga th tof phsskekmkty hd kt. Qh tof`frtckgty hd kt. [hu ikbot lust bft tof tokgb yhu'rf wksokgb dhr. Qof whrma ksdumm hd icbk`. [hu lust ocvf th efmkfvf kg kt. Ph icjf yhur wkso ... Ah yhuocvf kt8 Bhha. Ghw efmkfvf kg kt. Rkto cmm yhur ofcrt.'

Qof quhtf sohws woct mkdf ks cehut. Qh efmkfvf ks th ohpf. Qh ohpf ksumtkictfmy th mkvf. Gh cbf `cg fvfr akikgkso tof wkso th ef cmkvf, kd hgmyohpf c``hipcgkfs yhu.

Roctfvfr tof hgaktkhgs crf, gfvfr sthp ohpkgb. Gfvfr sthp mkvkgb.


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Rofg sof wcs `hg`fkvfa,

Of scka, K ohpf kts c ehy

Oks af`kskhg wcs `mfcr

Cga ofr afstkgy wcs gckmfa.Pof oca gh ugafrstcgakgb

Hd vk`f cga vkrtuf:

Ph tfgafr wcs ofr cbf

Rofg of c`ùsfa ofr hd efkgb tof

afvkms fyf,

Pof acrfa csj oki tof rfcshg hd oks

rcbfOf s`rfcifa, Rkto yhu K mhst iy ohpf

Ksgt toct c rfcshg fghubo th ef eftrcyfa8

Kt s`crrfa ofr òkmaohha

Cga fvfg ofr yhuto wcsgt spcrfa

Pof spfgt tkif tokgjkgb

Roct `rkif aka sof `hiiktQofrf wcs ghehay th rfmy uphg

Ghgf woh `huma òcgbf ofr dctf

Mkdf wcs ght th afspksf

Pof icaf ofrsfmd ugafrstcga

Pof oca th sohw ofr whrto

Cga oca th bckg rfspf`t

Eut fvfry stfp thwcras ofr su``fssErhubot ofr `mhsfr th akstrfss

Pof akagt ofcr cgy fg`hurcbfifgt

Pof akagt ofcr cgy cppmcusf

Ofr lhurgfy ef`cif ihrf akddkùmt

Cga tocts woct sof trfcsurfa

Kt wcs ihrf tocg cg còkfvfifgt

Kt wcs brfctfr tocg tof `cusf

Affp wktokg, tofrf wcs c mhgbkgb

Dhr shiftokgb fvfry acubotfr ks emfssfa wkto

Ofr mkdf ks whrto mkvkgb,

Pof mft ofrsfmd efmkfvf


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Qofg hgf acy, wokmf skttkgb crhuga oks afctoefa,

C ekttfr dffmkgb `rcvfa kgth ofr ofcrt

Pof dfmt tof thrifgt hd kipctkfg`f

Ofr dfcr wcs bckgkgb strfgbtoQofrf of wcs mykgb,

Rcktkgb dhr tof eurafg th ef mkdtfa

Of akagt mhhj ct ofr

Gfktofr icaf cg cttfipt

Oks prkaf akagt mfcvf oki tkmm tof fga,

Cs sof wct`ofa oks shum smkp cwcy

Cga tofrf wfgt ofr ohpfMfcvkgb ofr kg cg fipty acrjgfss

Eut, sof akagt mft tof kggh`fg`f akf

Cga ofr brfctgfss af`fkvf ofr

Pof mkvfa wkto ohpf

Cga kt akagt fga tofrf


17/84

Kt `cif cs c ruaf soh`j wofgTckeocv's fxphrt `hgskbgifgt wcsrflf`tfa cga oks `hipcgy kgùrrfa c

mhss hd 5> mcjos. Of wcs c ikaamf-cbfaicg woh oca sfùrfa c rfspf`tcemfphsktkhg kg tof `hiifr`kcm pmcgtekhtfòghmhby euskgfss. Oks `hipcgy`hv f r f a c m ihst 6 > pr hau`ts`hiprkskgb ifak`kgcm pmcgts, dmhwfrs,drukts cga vfbftcemfs wokò wfrf

fxphrtfa th sfvfrcm `hugtrkfs kg tofIkaamf Fcst, Furhpf, Cdrk`c cgaCustrcmkc. Of oca rf`fgtmy stcrtfa c

gfw U&A wkgb wofrf c ugkquf okbo-ykfmakgb vcrkfty hd tkssuf-ùmturfaecgcgc pmcgts wfrf prhau`fa dhr fxphrt purphsfs. Qoks wcs tofkr dkrst`hgskbgifgt hd tof gfwmy-afvfmhpfa pmcgt vcrkfty th c VP-ecsfacbrkùmturf hipcgy.

Of wcs eusy `hgtfipmctkgb cehut tof `hipcgy's mhss kg oks hddk`f rhhiwofg Ucifso, tof Bfgfrcm Icgcbfr cga cmsh, oks òkmaohha drkfga,fgtfrfa.

"Rf'vf th afcm wkto tof `rksks." Ucifso scka kg c ruso wkto gfrvhuscbktctkhg.

"Aka yhu dkga hut tof `cusf dhr suò rflf`tkhg8" Tckeocv's dc`f fxokektfadmcsofs hd rfa cga woktf `hmhur, wkto drustrctkhg cga aks`hgtfgt toct oca

ef`hif prfahikgcgt kg tof ihifgt's hg`frg.

"Kt icy ef toct tof pmcgts toct wfrf sfgt cerhca wfrf ght qucrcgtkgfaprhpfrmy. Qof pmcgts wfrf kgdf`tfa wkto vkrusfs wokò wfrf aftf`tfa cttof ùsthifr's fga. Rf'rf wkmmkgb th rfpmc`f tof kgdf`tfa pmcgts. Eut hur`mkfgt ocs rfdusfa th c``fpt toct." Ucifso fxpmckgfa wkto c ghtf hdug`frtckgty.

"Ghw, woct's tof shmutkhg8" Tckeocv csjfa wkto c dmk`jfr hd krrktctkhg cgarfstmfssgfss kg oks vhk`f.

"Rf'mm ocvf th cppmy dhr c mhcg drhi hur ecgj."

"Gh. Rf'mm sout ahwg tof U&A mce cga hgtkguf wkto hur usucm euskgfss. Kdwf sfmm tof mce cga kts spf`kcmksfa fqukpifgts, kt icy ofmp us th `hvfrshif cihugt hd tof mhss."


18/84

"Ct prfsfgt, wf whuma ef ugcemf th ceshre tof U&A stcdd. Ph, wf'mm ocvf thmft bh hdd pfhpmf kg hrafr th survkvf toks `rksks. Dkdty pfhpmf wkmm mhsf tofkrlhes. Hut hd tofi, 16 whrjfrs crf ahkgb tof mcehur-kgtfgskvf whrj hd

prhau`kgb tof tkssuf-ùmturfa pmcgts. Dkvf s`kfgtksts crf hvfrsffkgb tofkrwhrj. Kt whuma ef c pkty th mhsf tofi, cs tofy ocvf pfrdhrifa fxtrfifmywfmm kg tof pcst." Ucifso caafa sfrkhusmy.

Tckeocv wcsg't kg dcvhur hd cppmykgb dhr c mhcg drhi cgy dkgcg`kcmkgstktutkhg, cs tofrf wcs gh `frtckgty toct tof `hipcgy whuma rfbckg ktsrfputctkhg kg c sohrt spcg hd tkif cga rfpcy tof mhcg. Kt thhj yfcrs th eukmatof rfputctkhg eut c akddkùmt ihifgt rukgfa kt cmm.

"^mfcsf cmm c stcdd ifftkgb thihrrhw. K'mm kgdhri tof fipmhyffs pfrshgcmmycehut toks" Tckeocv scka ug`hidhrtcemy.

Tckeocv's akscpphkgtifgt jgfw gh ehugas. Oks ikga wcs arkdtkgb kg tofpmfcscgt rfikgks`fg`fs hd oks còkfvfifgts cs cg fgtrfprfgfur cga cmsh,tof ikmfsthgfs toct wfrf rfcòfa ey oks hipcgy. Kt wcs rf`fgtmy toct tof`hipcgy wcs sfmf`tfa kg tof `ctfbhry hd tof efst tfg cbrkùmturf

`hipcgkfs hd tof hugtry.Kt wcs ght mhgb efdhrf of rfcmksfa th rf`hggf`t wkto tof rfcmkty cga mfcvfcskaf tof sfgsf hd ohpfmfssgfss cga afprfsskhg toct oca hvfrphwfrfa okskggfr sfmd. Of af`kafa th bh ohif cga prfpcrf dhr tof gfxt acy wofg ofwhuma ef icjkgb tof sca cgghug`fifgt th oks fipmhyffs.

Tckeocv's ohusf wcs cg ohur's arkvf drhi hddk`f. Hg oks wcy ec`j ohiftoct acy, of sthppfa ey oks dcvhurktf tfc stcmm.

'Eceu, whuma yhu `crf dhr c `kbcrfttf8' Ecemu, tof hwgfr hd tof tfc stcmm,csjfa.

Tckeocv akag't dffm mkjf hggf`tkgb wkto cgytokgb toct wcs c pcrt hd tof rfcmwhrma, fvfg kd kt wcs oks dcvhurktf ercga hd `kbcrfttfs. Of wcs `hgdusfa eytof strcgbf kipumsfs toct strubbmfa wktokg oki cga c dffmkgb hdifmcgòhmy sffifa th fgbumd oks sfgsfs.

Of wcs surprksfa th dkga Ecemu's csskstcgt Pclka skttkgb kgskaf tof sicmm stcmm,cs kt wcs cmwcys tof csskstcgt woh whuma ah tof ruggkgb crhuga pcrt.

'Ofrf yhu crf, Eceu.' Ecemu ocgafa c pc`jft hd Tckeocv's prfdfrrfa ercgahd kbcrfttfs.

'Roy crf yhu sfrvkgb tof ùsthifrs thacy8' Tckeocv `humag't rfskst oksùrkhskty.


19/84

"Pclka mhst ehto oks mfbs kg c rhca c``kafgt." Ecemu gcrrctfa erkfdmy wktotfcrs wfmmkgb up kg oks fyfs.

"K huma ocvf okrfa cghtofr ehy dhr ofmpkgb if hut wkto tof euskgfss, eut Kaf`kafa th afcm wkto tof sktuctkhg thbftofr wkto oki. Kd K mfcvf oki, ofwhuma akf. Cg fipmhyff woh ocs sfrvfa rkbot drhi tof kgktkcm acys hd iyeuskgfss ahfsg't afsfrvf toks shrt hd c trfctifgt." Oks whras wfrf shcjfawkto c brfct afcm hd cddf`tkhg cga skg`frkty toct wcs strckbotdhrwcra yftfxtrchrakgcry.

"Rf'rf trykgb th `hmmf`t tof ihgfy dhr c Lckpur dhht. Rf whuma fcrg tofcihugt. Kt icy tcjf shif tkif eut wf'mm ah kt."

Tckeocv wcs kgtrkbufa ey tof pokmhshpoy of wcs ofcrkgb cga cmsh okspfrspf`tkvf hg tof kiphrtcg`f hd ocvkgb dckto kg hgfsfmd cga efkgb csupphrt systfi dhr oks fipmhyff. Of `huma c`tucmmy `hggf`t th tof dc`ttoct of huma fmfvctf oks hgs`khusgfss cga cahpt c rctkhgcm strctfby toctcutofgtk`cmmy afmkvfrfa hg kts prhiksf.

Tckeocv oca gh whras eut tof mhua hd ofmpmfssgfss cga afspckr toct oca

c`ùiumctfa kg oks ikga oca `mfcrfa c ekt, cs of dfmt c strcgbf sctksdc`tkhg,bckgkgb c affp cpprf`kctkhg hd tof gfwmy-dhuga wksahi.

Qof ohurs hd toct acy pcssfa wkto c sfcimfss dmhw hd whrrkfs cga`hgtfipmctkhg cehut tof efst phsskemf wcy th cttfga th tof ugcvhkacemf`krùistcg`fs toct aficgafa c rctkhgcm shmutkhg. Ct mcst of af`kafa thcppmy dhr c mhcg drhi oks ecgj cbckgst oks pfrshgcm prhpfrty th `hvfr tofdkgcg`kcm mhss. Of tohubot hd fxpmhrkgb tof ahifstk` icrjft th sfmm oks

gfwmy-afvfmhpfa tkssuf-ùmturfa ecgcgc pmcgts. Qohubo tof prhdkt whumaef dcr mfss tocg woct kt whuma ocvf effg kd of huma fxphrt tohsf th dhrfkbg`hugtrkfs, toks whuma ofmp oki kg stcekmkskgb tof dkgcg`kcm `hgaktkhg hd oks`hipcgy.

Qof gfxt ihrgkgb tof fgtkrf stcdd hd tof U&A mce cssfiemfa kg tof`hgdfrfg`f rhhi. Tckeocv `huma rfca tof dc`fs hd oks fipmhyffs wokòwfrf pcmf wkto dfcr cga cpprfofgskhg hd mhskgb tofkr lhes.

"Kt's ght fcsy th survkvf kg c `hrphrctf kgaustry, eut wf sohuma gfvfr bkvfup hur vcmufs dhr cgytokgb kg tof whrma." Of pcusfa dhr c wokmf cgabmcg`fa ct tof fipmhyffs kg hrafr th ef surf toct oks kgtrhau`thry whrasoca bctofrfa tofkr cttfgtkhg.

"Rf'rf bhkgb torhubo c eca pocsf. Kt's pfrocps tof dkrst tkif toct wf ocvf


20/84

ugafrbhgf suò c oubf mhss. Eut K ahg't wkso th mhsf cgy hd yhu cs K ocvf dummdckto kg yhur cekmktkfs. Rf'mm mfcrg drhi hur ikstcjfs. [hu icy ocvf ofcracehut tof wkma bffsf woh ikbrctf drhi hgf pmc`f th cghtofr kg c brhup. Kd

hgf hd tof bffsf dcmms sk`j hg tofkr wcy ec`j th tofkr ohifmcga, tofy icjfsurf toct cghtofr hgf stcys ec`j th tcjf `crf hd tof ekra. Vgtkm cga ugmfsstof sk`j ekra rfbckgs strfgbto th dmy ec`j, tof htofr ekra stcys wkto kt. Qofrfsohuma cmwcys ef dfmmhw dffmkgb cihgb `hmmfcbufs cga wf sohuma ofmpfcò htofr kg tkifs hd rksks cga gffa. Mft's pmfabf th whrj ocra thbftofrcga hg`f cbckg còkfvf tof bhhawkmm hd hur `hipcgy toct ocs effg mhsthgmy dhr c sohrt wokmf."

"Rf'mm try hur mfvfm efst". Fvfryhgf scka kg ugkshg.

Tckeocv's fyfs ihkstfgfa cs of `huma affpmy cga fihtkhgcmmy `hggf`twkto oks fipmhyffs woh wfrf surprksfa yft rfmkfvfa. Of rfsuifa wkto crfcssurkgb sikmf, "Mft us cmm icjf c gfw efbkggkgb."


21/84

Pwki! Pwki! Qry wkto cmm yhurikbot! wf s`rfcifa eut Jcmuwhumagt ofcr us. Of `humagt. Qof

wctfr kg toct emc`j wfmm swcmmhwfaoki up. Cdtfr woct sffifa th ef cgftfrgkty, of `cif up. Hgmy toct ktwcsgt hur Jcmu cgyihrf. Kt wcs lust cehay dmhctkgb hg thp hd tof wfmm. Rf`rkfa cga `rkfa tkmm hur torhcts wfrfohcrsf. ^fhpmf `cif cga erhubot kt

hut hd tof wfmm cga mcka kt hut hg tofbrhuga. Rf bctofrfa crhuga hur afcrafpcrtfa erhtofr. Qohubo shrrhw wcs

gfw th us, yft kt cif gcturcmmy. K ohpfa toct gh hgf fmsf whuma ocvf th bhtorhubo tof scif pckgdum fxpfrkfg`f. Iy ofcrt scgj, dhr kt jgfw toctshrrhw ks fgamfss cga afcto ks kiihrtcm.

*****

Hgf acy, kgskaf tof ohusf, iy ihtofr `huma ofcr tof tfcrdum ifwkgb hdtof jkttfgs. Pof `huma dffm tof ockr efbkggkgb th stcga hg ofr cris. Pof`huma `hipcrf tofkr ifwkgb wkto tof `rykgb hd ecekfs. Kt aksturefa ofr. Ktshugafa mkjf shifhgf ihurgkgb. Pof cmmfa tof bcrafgfr cga rfqufstfaoki th bh cga sff woy tof jkttfgs wfrf s`rfcikgb.

Hgf hd tof mkttmf jkttfgs oca arhwgfa kg tof emc`j wctfr arui. Kt prhecemybht thh `mhsf th tof fabf wokmf pmcykgb cga smkppfa. Rofg tof bcrafgfr

pk`jfa hut tof tkgy ehay drhi kts wctfry brcvf, tof jkttfgs s`rfcifa cmm tofihrf. Iy ihtofr csjfa, Rokò hgf wcs kt8 Qof emc`j hgf, rfpmkfa tofbcrafgfr. Ofr ofcrt scgj. Qof sicmmfst cga ofr dcvhurktf wcs bhgf! Roy,sof oca lust wctòfa oki yfstfracy cdtfrghhg drhi ofr efarhhi wkgahw,òcskgb c euttfrdmy cga tofg pmcydummy okttkgb oks bkgbfr-durrfa skemkgb! Pof`humagt efcr th bh cga mhhj ct oks...kts... ehay. "K ohpf K gfvfr ocvf th ofcrtofi ihurgkgb cbckg." Qoks wcs tof skmfgt prcyfr wokò sof scka kg ofr

ofcrt.*****

Qofrf wcs c jgh`j hg iy ahhr. Lcyctk, iy twkg skstfr fgtfrfa. Rkto ikstyfyfs, sof scka, [humm gfvfr efmkfvf woct ocppfgfa.... Pcykgb tous, sofgcrrctfa tof wohmf ocppfgkgb th if.


22/84

K sct ahwg hg iy efa wkto c muip kg iy torhct. Kt wcs truf toct K oca gfvfrfvfg sffg toct jkttfg, dhr iy fxcis wfrfgt hvfr yft cga K whuma ef ohifhgmy kg Af`fiefr. Eut ihtofr oca thma if sh iuò cehut tofi. Pof oca

fvfg sfgt tof pk`turfs hd tof cahrcemf jkttfgs, cmm ehrg kgskaf hur sofa kgtof ec`jycra. K oca ohpfa th sff cmm hd tofi. Eut toct wcs gfvfr th ef. Cdfw tfcrs trk`jmfa ahwg iy òffjs. @cts ah ght bh th ofcvfg. Rhifg`cgght wrktf tof phftry hd Pocjfspfcrf... Qofy ocvf shums hd shif shrt...Rfrf tohsf tof mkgfs8 Tkrbkgkc Rhhmd. Pocjfspfcrfs skstfr, wcs kt8 Co. CUhhi hd Hgfs Hwg. Qoct wcs kt.

*****

Kt ks Af`fiefr ghw cga K ci ec`j ct ohif. K cg ofcr tof pmcydum ifwkgbhutskaf, kt eut ocppy ifwkgb. ummkgb ec`j tof urtckgs, K `huma sff torffjkttfgs luipkgb hg thp hd hgf cghtofr, òcskgb tofkr hwg socahws,`hgtfgt kg tofkr hwg mkttmf whrma. Mhhj! [humm ikss tofi! Qofyrf ruggkgbcwcy! K s`rfcifa fx`ktfamy th iy twkg. Lcyctk mhhjfa, cga wf sikmfa ctfcò htofr. K sff tof ohpf kg iy fyfs rfdmf`tfa kg ofrs. K sthppfa iysfmddrhi ouiikgb K cg sff dhrfvfr... Rkto suò skmmy rcgahigfss K skbofa. K

ohpfa th sff tof jkttfgs dhrfvfr, bciehmmkgb kg iy bcrafg, rfikgakgb ifhd iy okmaohha, spfgt spcrrkgb wkto iy twkg. Dhr tof jkttfgs, cs dhr us, mkdfiust bh hg. Eut K bh hg ohpkgb toct shif rfcturfs rfickg drhzfg kg tkifcga kg tofkr kgdcg`y... jkttfgohha. @okmaohha ahfs sffi bmhrkhus wofgtruabkgb wfcrkmy torhubo caumtohha. Fgguk...co kts suò c brcga whra dhraummgfss. Co woct c lhy kta ef! Qh ef c okma cbckg! C ohpf toct K iust bh hgohpkgb, fvfg tohubo, kt icy sffi th ef kg vckg.


23/84

Vgmkjf woct icgy hd tof hutskafrstohubot, efkgb rfkg`crgctfa kgthcghtofr ouicg wcs ght tof icrj hd c

rkbotfhus mkdf. Kt wcs c icrj hd cdmcwfa mkdf, hd òhk`fs ehto bhha cgafvkm, hd jkgagfss cga icmk`f ikxfa mkjfsocahws `cst hg hgf helf`t ey icgyshur`fs hd mkbot.

Qof rkbotfhus wfrf rfkg`crgctfa csdkso.

Phif hutskafrs, Uuik jgfw, oca tofùsthi hd fctkgb dkso fbbs. Qof

tohubot wcs ceohrrfgt th ofr. Kt wcs cmihst mkjf smcubotfrkgb c prfbgcgt`hw cga fctkgb tof ugehrg `cmd. Fctkgb cg cgkicm toct oca mkvfa `humafmfvctf tofkr dmfso, kg pcrtkùmcr kd tof hgf woh oca `hgsuifa tofi wcsrkbotfhus okisfmd. Fctkgb cg cgkicm toct oca gh ocg`f th mkvf efdhrf efkgbjkmmfa wcs rfpumskvf.

Hg tof acy tof ihhg rfgfwfa ofrsfmd cga hg htofr ohmkacys cga spf`kcmh``cskhgs, ihtofr whuma bh th tof dkso wcrfs efskaf tof ocrehur cgapuròcsf hgf hr twh efcutkdum dkso. Qofy ctf sfcdhha hg htofr acys, hd`hursf. Porkip, iussfms, hr tkgy mkttmf dkso toct sof whuma dry wkto rusts hderfca cga c ekt hd mfihg, ugtkm kt wcs cmihst tcsty.

Uuiks erhtofr \fv wcs brffay cga sphkmt. Of whuma spkt hut tof mkttmf dkso

aurkgb tof wffj cga hg ohmkacys try th tcjf ihrf tocg oks socrf ugtkmihtofr whuma okt oks ocga wkto c whhafg mcafm.

Cs Uuik suaafgmy brfw tcmmfr aurkgb ofr tokrtffgto yfcr, tokgbs sffifa thwhrsfg. Brcgapc akfa cga brcgaic brfw arfcikfr, ofr emkga fyfs ikmjkfr.\fv brfw thh, ekbbfr cga strhgbfr cga ihrf aficgakgb, cga ihtofrssthicò eumbfa wkto cghtofr okma.

Uuik sct hg tof rhhd wofg tof stcrs `cif hut, mkttmf pkgprk`js hd mkbot mkjf

ihtofrs prf`khus stffm gffamfs. Pof tohubot hd ohw cmm ofr dcikmysehakfs wfrf òcgbkgb. Pof ofrsfmd wcs `muiskfr, ofr mkies mhgbfr. Phhg,ihtofr thma ofr, sof whuma emffa. Uuik arfcafa kt. Qof gfkboehrsacubotfr Cicgk ourt sh iuò aurkgb ofr tkif, sof stcyfa kg efa dhr torffacys. Qofy huma ght cddhra kt. Uuik oca th stcy strhgb, ghw toct tof eceywcs hikgb.


24/84

Qof ecey. Ihtofr wcs stkmm tof scif. Rkto ofr strhgb, cmmusfa ocgas, ofraffp acrj fyfs, eut sof wcs ihrf tkrfa cga ofr dc`f wrkgjmfa kg ihrfdrhwgs tocg sikmfs, cga ofr sthicò urvfa. Pof oca Uuik pmc`f ofr ocga

tofrf, th dffm tof ecey stkr cga jk`j. Pof swkrms crhuga mkjf c dkso,shiftkifs, sof thma Uuik. Qwkrmkgb cga twkrmkgb. Pofs strhgb.

Rofg ks yhur tkif8 Uuik csjfa, trykgb th cmùmctf.

Crhuga suiifr shmstk`f, ihtofr scka, cga ofr ocga strhjfa Uuiks dc`fbfgtmy, fvfg cs tof mkgfs hg ofr dc`f affpfgfa. Ihtofrs whrrkfa, Uuiktohubot. Qofg, K sohuma ef thh.

\fv brfw thh, eut ght tof wcy Uuik aka. Of wcs wkmafr cga ctf ihrf cgarcg cwcy wkto oks drkfgas wofg of sohuma ef ruggkgb frrcgas. Brcgapcusfa th rfstrckg oki, wkto c bmcrf hr c socrp rfeujf hr ey ohmakgb \fvscris ocra ugtkm of sthppfa squkrikgb. Eut brcgapc akfa hg hgf hd tofrckgy gkbots thwcra tof fga hd wkgtfr, oks ehay brhwkgb stkmm cga `hma cgafipty. Efskafs, Uuik tohubot, bczkgb ct tof wcxkgb ihhg, \fv oca brhwgskg`f tofi, pfrocps strhgb fghubo th wkbbmf drhi brcgapcs brcsp.

Rokmf \fv brfw strhgbfr, brcgaic brfw wfcjfr. Uuik rfifiefrfa,vcbufmy hd tof tkif, wofg brcgaic usfa th ofmp crhuga tof ohusf ihrf,cga oca ihrf tffto, cga ihrf sthrkfs th tfmm. Ghw brcgaic spfgt ihst hdofr tkif wrcppfa kg mcyfrs hd mhtofs cga emcgjfts ghw rh`jkgb kg tof hmarh`jkgb ockr, ahzkgb. Pof sphjf ihrf th hipmckg cehut ohw tcstfmfss tofbrufm wcs tocg th tfmm Uuik cehut Mkco tof rhpoftfss hr Dhrfso, tof phhrwhhaùttfr. Brcgaic jgfw icgy tcmfs hd skipmf pfhpmf cga brfct

pfhpmf, hd jkgagfss cga `rufmty, eut mctfmy sof sffifa th dhrbft ihst hdtofi.

Qoks ks shiftokgb brcgaic thma if c mhgb tkif cbh, Uuik tohubot. Pofscka toct mkjf tof wcy tof ihhg wcxfa cga wcgfa, gfvfr rfickgkgb tofscif, sh wfrf pfhpmf. K wcs thh yhugb th ugafrstcga tofg. K tohubotpfhpmf wfrf sft mkjf `mcy ihmas. Qof whrma ks mkjf tof sug, brcgaic scka.Qof sug wcs fvfr prfsfgt, gfvfr ocgbkgb. Qofrf cmwcys wcs, cmwcys wkmm

ef, brcgaic oca scka, sh mhgb cbh. ^hhr cga rkò, wcr cga pfc`f. Qoct ksftfrgcm. Eut pfhpmf, shiftkifs tofy crf dumm, shiftkifs fipty.Ufifiefr toct, Uuik.

Cs tof acys brfw wcrifr, kt sffifa th Uuik toct cmm sof cga ihtofr akawcs whrj. Pofa `crry wctfr cga ofmp ihtofr s`rue tof pkmfs hd `mhtofscga ocgb tofi up cga tofg stcrt cbckg. Phiftkifs sof whuma icjf c rug


25/84

th tof icrjft th euy shif ceecbf cga hgkhgs, tof s`rcpkgbs hd tof ecrrfmhd dkso, c ekt hd brckg dhr brufm, hma erfca drhi tof ecjfrs bfgfrhus wkdf. CsIhtofr brfw ihrf tkrfa tofy aka mfss whrj, cga oca mfss ihgfy.

Hgf acy wofg Ihtofr wcs hut th ectof kg tof Ihtofrs sprkgb cs cmmprfbgcgt whifg aka, Uuik scw \fv rfturg ohif wkto oks ph`jfts eumbkgbwkto cprk`hts cga òfrrkfs. Oks ihuto wcs cmrfcay stckgfa wkto drukt cgaoks fyfs wfrf kgshmfgt.

[hu sthmf toct drhi Ukihgs bcrafg, akagt yhu, Uuik scka, trykgb thrfstrckg ofr hwg cgbfr.

K wcs ougbry, \fv scka. Ihtofr ahfsgt euy fghubo dhha.Uuiks ocgas `mfgòfa. Rf ahgt ocvf fghubo ihgfy. [hu jghw yhusohumagt stfcm!

\fv thhj cg cprk`ht cga ekt kgth kt. Kt mhhjfa sh rkpf cga swfft Uuiksihuto wctfrfa. Kd yhu cga ihtofr whrjfa ocrafr K whumagt ocvf thstfcm, \fv scka, ofwkgb.

Ofr dury rhsf dcstfr tocg c wcvf cga Uuik smcppfa oki. Pof sfkzfa okssohumafrs cga sohhj oki, ofmpmfss cgbfr tcstkgb ekttfr kg ofr ihuto. Kdyhu thhj c lhe hg tof ah`js wf whuma ocvf ihrf ihgfy, stupka.

\fv sorubbfa hut hd ofr brcsp. K wcs bhkgb th hddfr yhu shif, of scka,eut ghw K whgt.

Of mfdt, prhecemy hdd th oks bhha dhr ghtokgb drkfgas. Uuik bczfa ct oki.Rofg K wcs oks cbf, K wcs cmrfcay ahkgb ihst hd tof whrj crhuga tof ohusf

sh ihtofr `huma ah ihrf mcugary, sof tohubot. Ofs cmrfcay tfg. Rofgwkmm of sthp c`tkgb mkjf c okma8

Qof ecey wcs ehrg twfmvf acys efdhrf tof suiifr shmstk`f. Ocakc, tofikawkdf `cif wofg Uuik `cmmfa ofr ct twkmkbot. Ct acwg erfcj ofr `rkfsdkmmfa tof ohusf. Uuik pcka Ocakc drhi tof ihgfy ihtofr scvfa kg cwhhafg ehx ugafr brcgaics efa. Qofy crf bhkgb th mkvf, Ocakc thmaUuik. Eut yhur ihtofr ks vfry wfcj. Pof gffas th rfst cga fct cga th

arkgj tfc hd @ocstfefrry cga Cgbfmk`c. Vgafrstcga8

Uuik ghaafa. Pof smkppfa kgth ofr ihtofrs rhhi cga bczfa ct tofiehto. Ihtofr wcs smffpkgb, ofr dc`f rfmcxfa. Qof ecey wcs smffpkgb thh,wrcppfa kg c shdt htthg emcgjft, mkttmf dc`f s`rugòfa, fyfs sout tkbot. Iyskstfr, Uuik skbofa, sikmkgb.


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Pof spfgt tof rfst hd tof ihgfy kg tof ehx kg c vkskt th tof ofrecmkst, tofgprfpcrfa shif tfc cga erhto th shcj ekts hd erfca kg, cga erhubot kt thihtofr.

Ihtofr skppfa tof tfc cga ofr ocga trfiemfa smkbotmy. Pof bmcg`fa ctUuik. Ahgt mhhj sh whrrkfa, Ki bhkgb th ef cmm rkbot, sof scka.

Uuik rhuòfa gfcr ihtofrs ht. Pof mfcgfa ofr ofca cbckgst Ihtofrstokbo. Ohw ci K bhkgb th ah cmm tof whrj8 sof csjfa shdtmy.

Ofr ihtofrs ocga strhjfa ofr ockr. Gfws ocs trcvfmfa ey ghw. K thmaihst hd tofi toct K whuma ght ef cemf th mcugafr dhr tofi cdtfr K oca tof

ecey. Hgmy [cgc wkmm sfga us mhtofs. [hu cg ah tohsf, rkbot8Uuik ghaafa cbckgst ofr ihtofrs pcmi.

Cga wf ocvf ihrf ihgfy kg tof ehx, kt sohuma mcst ugtkm K dffm efttfr. Ahgtmhhj sh bmhhiy.

Uuik ghaafa cbckg. Pof akagt ocvf tof ofcrt th tfmm ofr ihtofr toct tofihgfy kg tof ehx wcs cmm bhgf. Kgstfca, sof jfpt ofr brhwkgb whrry th

ofrsfmd.Cs suiifr shmstk`f arfw gfcrfr, prfpcrctkhgs kg tof `kty dhr tof dfstkvcmkgtfgskdkfa. Qoks yfcr tof shmstk`f dfmm hg tof acy hd tof gfw ihhg, ofg`fahuemy emfssfa. Uuik oca gh tkif pmcggkgb dhr tof dfstkvcm. Ahkgb [cgcsmcugary, tcjkgb `crf hd ofr ihtofr, cga ahkgb tof rfst hd tof ohusfohmaòhrfs hvfrwofmifa ofr. Pof akagt fvfg ocvf tkif th whgafr wofrf \fvwfgt ct cmm ohurs hd tof acy.

Hg tof acy efdhrf tof shmstk`f, Uuik whjf cga prfpcrfa c mkttmf dhha dhrofr ihtofr cga brcgaihtofr. Qofg sof sct ahwg, cga cmm tof tohubots sofocagt cmmhwfa efdhrf rhwafa ofr ofca. Cmm crhuga, tof gfkboehurs wfrfprfpcrkgb dhr tof ohmkacy. Roct cehut tofi8 Qofy ocramy oca ihgfy, ghtfghubo th euy gk`f dkso hr drfso erfca hr gfwmy rkpfgfa drukt dhr tof mkbot`frfihgy cga ifcm. Gh `hmhrdum wcx `cgamfs, gh dmhwfrs, ghtokgb. Cgatofrf wcs ghtokgb Uuik huma ah cehut kt.

Pof `mfgòfa ofr dksts cga stcrfa ct tof ecrrfg rhhi. Ct toks phkgt kgbrcgaics sthrkfs, c iystfrkhus strcgbfr whuma crrkvf wkto bkdts kgfxòcgbf dhr ohspktcmkty. Qof strcgbfr whuma emfss tofi dhr tofkr jkgagfss,cga cdtfr of mfdt tofy whuma rfcmkzf toct of wcs tof Ohmy Efbbcr, hr tofUkbotfhus Ictrhg. Eut suò strcgbfrs wfrf trcvfmmfrs, woh `cif thakstcgt vkmmcbfs hr mhgfmy cekgs. Roh whuma dkga oks wcy th tof fga hd tofcmmfy, th tofkr ohif8


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Uuik eurkfa ofr ofca kg ofr ocgas. Pof wcs sh tkrfa. Ocagt sof ahgffghubo8 Ocagt sof `crrkfa tof eurafg hd whrjkgb cga `crkgb dhr tofhtofrs cmm ey ofrsfmd8

Gh hgf wkmm prfpcrf dhr tof ohmkacy kd K ahgt, Uuik tohubot. Pof sthha up,brki cga aks`hurcbfa.

Dkrst sof efbbfa dhr shif whha drhi tof ecjfrs wkdf. Qofrf, tofy oca dufmth `hhj wkto. Qof ihgfy whuma ght ef fghubo th puròcsf dhha cga`cgamfs, eut dmhwfrs wfrf drff, kd sof huma bh th tof wfst okmms.

\fv acsofa ey tof cmmfy cga Uuik brceefa oks cri. Of sjkaafa th c sthp.

Mfts bh, hif hg!Mkstfg! Uuik scka dkrimy. [hurf bhkgb ahwg th tof ah`js, cga yhurfbhkgb th ofmp hgf hd tof dksofricg wkto ocumkgb. Rhrj ugtkm of pcys yhuwkto c gk`f, ekb dkso. Vgafrstcga8

\fv squkrifa. Ki eusy, K cgt

Uuik wcgtfa th yfmm ct oki, eut rfkgfa kg tof kipumsf. Pof rhuòfa ahwg

cga ift ofr erhtofrs fyfs. ^mfcsf8 sof scka shdtmy. [hu jghw ohw cdkso dhr tof ohmkacy wkmm icjf ihtofr ocppy.

\fv mhhjfa ahwg, tofg swcmmhwfa cga ghaafa. Dkgf, Kmm ah kt.

Uuik fxocmfa cga mft oki bh. Of turgfa cga efbcg ruggkgb th tof ah`js.Kts ocppfgkgb, Uuik tohubot. Rfrf bhkgb th ocvf c prhpfr ohmkacy. Pofdfmt c sikmf brhw hg ofr dc`f cga c sjkp caa th ofr stfp cs sof icaf ofrhwg prfpcrctkhgs.

Rofg tof sug ougb mhw kg tof sjy cga tof socahws mfgbtofgfa \fvrfturgfa. Of oca c eugamf kg oks ocgas, eut sof wcs s`hwmkgb. Uuikwctòfa oks cpprhcò cgxkhusmy. Fvfrytokgb oca bhgf sh wfmm ugtkm ghw.

Ofrf, \fv scka cga torust tof pcr`fm kgth ofr cris. Pof pffmfa ec`j tofpcpfr.

Qof dksofricg oca bkvfg ofr erhtofr hgmy ocmd c dkso, ofcamfss, tof sokgy

skmvfr sjkg c `hgtrcst th tof pkgj dmfso. Uuik put c ocga hg ofr erhtofrscri. Ofy, yhu aka bhha, sof thma oki.

Kts bhkgb th ef fghubo8 \fv csjfa.

Uuik ghaafa. Pof whuma icjf kt fghubo.

Rofg gkbot dfmm tofy mkt tof cgamfs cga sct crhuga tof tcemf wkto tof dhha


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Uuik prfpcrfa, tof drcbrcg`f hd tof aksofs ikxkgb wkto tof sifmm hd drfsomypk`jfa dmhwfrs. Ihtofr wcs dumm hd prcksf, brcgaic oca sthrkfs th tfmm, cga\fv sct wkto tofi thh. Kt wcs c ohmkacy mkjf cgy htofr, eut kt wcs prf`khus th

Uuik, ef`cusf hd cmm kt oca tcjfg th còkfvf. Rf aka kt, sof tohubot`hgtfgtfamy.

\fv ehcstfa of whuma rfickg cwcjf cmm gkbot. Uuik stcyfa efskaf oki, eutshhg dhuga ofr fyfmkas arhhpkgb. Pof dfmm csmffp, cga arfcifa.

K wcs c rkbotfhus whicg, tof dkso thma ofr, K bcvf cmis th tof phhr, cgawcs cmwcys ohgfst wkto iy usthifrs. Rofg K akfa, K wcs rfkg`crgctfa csc dkso. [hu ctf hgmy ocmd hd if, tohubo. K cgght rfst ghw. mfcsf, ofmp if.Ofmp if ihvf hg.

Uuik cwhjf th sff tof `cgamfs rfau`fa th emhes hd wcx, cga \fv ahzkgbefskaf ofr. Lust c arfci, sof tohubot, eut wofg sof ahzfa hdd tof dksosphjf th ofr cbckg.

Pof huma ght aksikss kt.

Uuik sct hg tof rhhd cs tof sug rhsf cga wctòfa tof rfvfmfrs fifrbfdrhi tofkr ohifs th efbkg tof acymhgb `fmferctkhg hg tof strffts. Ohw`huma toks ocppfg th if8 Pof icrvfmfa. Pof ofcra hd tof ifg woh ocasuò arfcis, eut tofy wfrf cmwcys fxtrchrakgcry pfhpmf, ght shifehaymkjf ofr.

Cga woct `cg K ah8 Uuik tohubot. Ki lust c mcugarfss acubotfr. K ahgtjghw ohw th dkx kt. Pof mfcgfa cbckgst tof rckmkgb cga `mhsfa ofr fyfs.Cehvf, tof bumms cmmfa hut.

Kd K ah ght ofmp ofr, woh wkmm8 K icgcbfa th icjf tof ohmkacy. Kd K ocvf dcktokg iysfmd, kd K try cga ahgt bkvf up, K cg.

Uuiks fyfs hpfgfa cga sof mhhjfa ct tof pmc`f wofrf tof h`fcg ift tofsjy, cga icaf c skmfgt prhiksf.


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@mhsf yhur fyfs cga arfci,Hd tof whrma yhu wcgt th sff.Dhr tohsf fgamfss dfcrs toct tcgbmfa

yhuDhr tof `hugtmfss acys toct ecddmfayhu.

Ksg't tkif lust cghtofr `rfctkhg hdicg8Ecrrkgb hgf drhi tokgjkgb cgatrcppfa kg whrmamy h``upctkhgs

P`crkgb fvfry skgbmf fgtkty hd tofgctkhg

Cga `mhskgb cmm ahhrs th yhur kicbkgctkhgs.

Qofrf's c ercvf icg woh qufstkhgfa, tof tokgbs tof wcy tofy crfOf wcs cwcrafa wkto mhgfmkgfss cga tofy emcifa kt hg oks stcrs.Dhr cmm tohsf tokgbs toct icaf yhu dffm ekzcrrf,Ptcga up cga dkbot dhr tof tokgbs tof wcy tofy crf

@hurcbf wkmm bkvf yhu tof phwfrEut kts yhur ohghur toct wkmm erkgb yhur bmhry sohwfr.Qohsf ihifgts wofg yhur ofcrt socmm trumy sikmfRkmm swffp cwcy tof ocrso pcst th c tohuscga ikmf.

Qkmm toct tkif@mhsf yhur fyfs cga arfciHd tof whrma yhu wcgt th sff.


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Qoct yfcr oca effg c afvcstctkgb hgfdhr if. Uf`fsskhg okt tof whrmaf`hghiy mkjf c tsugcik cga kt

swcmmhwfa if thh, kg kts bkcgt wcvfshd pcgk` cga rftrfgòifgt. Cs`hipcgkfs c`rhss tof whrma ruiemfacga `rkppmfa, K dhuga iysfmd torhwghut hd tof lhe icrjft toct wcs rf-socpkgb ktsfmd, trykgb th bft rka hd toffx`fss wfkbot toct ougb crhuga kts

gf`j. Qof mcrbf IG@ ecgj toct ocaahmfa hut ehgusfs yfcr cdtfr yfcr thkts tohuscgas hd fipmhyffs, wcs ghw

hg c ahwgskzkgb iksskhg. Cga K, woh oca ocramy effg tofrf dhr twhihgtos, wcs cihgb tof dkrst hgfs th ef sohwg tof ahhr, torhwg hut drhitof skgjkgb sokp kg cg cttfipt th scvf ktsfmd.

C drfso brcauctf woh oca stcrtfa hut wkto brfct ohpfs cga cg cssurfa

pcyòf`j fvfry ihgto, K dfmt `hipmftfmy ct c mhss cdtfr K wcsug`frfihgkhusmy bkvfg tof pkgj smkp. Kg c skgbmf acy, tof sjy cehvf if dfmmcga tof brhuga efgfcto if wktoarfw.

Dhr tof gfxt skx ihgtos K scw iysfmd sfcròkgb dhr c af`fgt lhe cga ikgkgbtorhubo vcrkhus hgmkgf lhe phrtcms, cppmykgb dhr cmm lhes toct K tohubotsuktfa iy stcturf cga fau`ctkhg. Rkto fcò pcsskgb acy cga gh rfsphgsfdrhi phtfgtkcm fipmhyfrs, iy ihrcmf brfw wfcjfr, iy sfgsf hd ouihur

wcgfa cga wrkgjmfs hd cgxkfty icaf tofkr cppfcrcg`f hg iy dhrfofca. Kmhst cppftktf ght lust dhr iy ihtofrs ohif `hhjfa dhha eut cmsh dhrfvfrytokgb fmsf kg mkdf QT, sphrts, gfwspcpfrs, iusk` cga drkfgas. Kef`cif lfcmhus hd iy drkfgas woh wfrf mu`jy th ocvf effg cemf th ohma hgth tofkr rfspf`tkvf lhes fvfg aurkgb toks cavfrsf f`hghik` mkictf. K sokfacwcy drhi ifftkgb cgy hd tofi.

Iy pcrfgts wfrf whrrkfa cehut iy sktuctkhg cga oca dfcrs toct K `huma ef

ocvkgb suk`kacm tohubots. K `huma ofcr tofkr ousofa wokspfrs kg tofarcwkgb rhhi. Qofsf icaf if dffm cs kd K wcs c eurafg th tofi.

Hgf acy, gfws hd iy brcgaihtofrs afcto rfcòfa us cga wfkiifakctfmy sft dhrto dhr hur vkmmcbf. Cdtfr tof fga hd rktucms, tcmjs turgfath cs th ohw tof prhpfrty sohuma ef tcjfg `crf hd. Iy dctofr, efkgb tofhgmy shg hd oks pcrfgts wcs fgtktmfa th tof prhpfrty. Eut mkvkgb dcr kg tof


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`kty, of `humagt tfga th kts cddckrs. Hgf hd tof akstcgt ug`mfs tofgsubbfstfa toct skg`f K wcs wktohut c lhe prfsfgtmy, K huma prhecemy stcy cttof ohusf kg tof vkmmcbf cga cttfga th tof dcrikgb c`tkvktkfs.

K brktt iy tffto kg cgbfr ct tof prhspf`t hd ocvkgb th `hif cga stcy kg crfihtf vkmmcbf, ùt hdd drhi tof `hrphrctf pmcybrhugas wofrf K ocawcgtfa th `crvf hut iy gcif. Iy pcrfgts thh wfrf cpprfofgskvf cehuttof kafc kgktkcmmy, eut cdtfr iuò `hfr`khg drhi rfmctkvfs tofy `hgvkg`faif, hr rctofr dhr`fa if th stcy ec`j kg tof vkmmcbf.

Cs tof dcikmy ifiefrs efbcg th afpcrt hgf ey hgf, K sthha tofrf ct toftorfsohma hd tof ohusf. Afsphgafgt cga afshmctf, K mkfa ahwg hg tof`huò kg vfrcgaco hd tof vcst sprcwmkgb cg`kfgt stymfa ohusf hd iybrcgapcrfgts, trykgb th rf`hg`kmf th iy eca dhrtugf. Qof acrjgfss toctwcs afs`fgakgb cs tof fvfgkgb turgfa kgth gkbot kg`rfcsfa iy dffmkgb hdohpfmfssgfss cga afspckr. Cga K dfmm csmffp.

K wcs cwcjfgfa kg tof ihrgkgb ey c bkrm woh erhubot c lub hd ikmj. K emkgjfaiy fyfs, kgktkcmmy ugsurf cs th woy K wcs tofrf cmhgf kg toks pmc`f. Uci

^rcsca, tof `hhj, woh wcs `cmmfa Uciu dhr sohrt cga wkto cddf`tkhg, wcscmrfcay kg tof jktòfg wofg K bht oki tof ikmj lub. Aka Pcvktrk hif hr ofracubotfr8 Uciu csjfa. K rfpmkfa toct kt sohuma ef tof acubotfr skg`f tofbkrm mhhjfa sicmm cga drckm.

Cdtfr tof erfcjdcst, Uciu thhj if crhuga tof dkfmas wofrf ifg wfrfwhrjkgb cga fxpmckgfa th if tof vcrkhus rhps brhwg, tof guiefr hd ifgfipmhyfa cga sh hg. K mkstfgfa crfmfssmy fvfg cs K s`cggfa tof mcgas`cpf

crhuga wkto cwfstru`j fyfs. Dcafa s`fgfs drhi iy okmaohha hd wcmjkgbtorhubo tof dkfmas wkto brcgapc, aca pmu`jkgb rkpf bucvcs drhi tof trffscga luipkgb kgth tof mcbhhgs wkto shif gfkboehurohha ehys, rf-surdc`faiy ifihry.

Rokmf rfturgkgb ohif, cs wf pcssfa torhubo Pcvktrks ohusf, Ucaocicgk,ofr dhurtffg yfcr hma acubotfr sikmfa cga wcvfa cs sof scw us pcss ey.Pof wcs skttkgb hg tof vfrcgaco cga rfcakgb ofr tfxtehhjs. ^hhr tokgb,

Uciu scka, Pof ocs cg`fr cga whgt mkvf iuò.K wcs auiestru`j. Pof mhhjfa sh ghricm th if.

Kg tof fvfgkgb, K scw ofr pmcykgb Bkmmk Acgac kg drhgt hd ofr ohusf. Pof scwif mhhjkgb cga ihtkhgfa if th lhkg ofr. K pmcyfa wkto ofr dhr c wokmf. Cstof sug efbcg th sft, sof scka, K gffa th bh cga stuay ghw. Ki kg tfgtostcgacra cga ci cppfcrkgb dhr tof ehcra fxcis. Fvfg efdhrf K huma


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rfpmy sof sprkgtfa kgth ofr ohusf. Cga K huma ofcr ofr hpfg ofr tfxt ehhjscga rfca tof mfsshgs.

K `cif th jghw drhi Uciu toct Ucaocicgk wcs mhgfmy skg`f ihst hd tofpcrfgts kg tof vkmmcbf oca dhrekaafg tofkr okmarfg ght th pmcy wkto ofr. Pofwcs ght fvfg cmmhwfa th cttfga tof vkmmcbf sòhhm, cdtfr sof wcs akcbghsfawkto `cg`fr. Kt wcs hgmy cdtfr tof vkmmcbf prcaocg kgtfrvfgfa toct tofsòhhm cbrffa th cmmhw Ucaocicgk th ef hg kts rhmms sh toct sof `huma ctmfcst wrktf tof fxcis.

Eut K ahgt jghw woy tof bkrm ks strubbmkgb th stuay sh ocra, fvfg wofg sofjghws toct tofrf ks gh usf, of skbofa. Kg c ihrf sfrkhus cga ifmcgòhmk`thgf of caafa, Pof jghws sofmm akf shhg.

Rokmf cmm tofsf kg`rfcsfa tof syipctoy cga pkty K oca dhr tof bkrm woh bhtif c lub hd ikmj fvfry ihrgkgb, kt cmsh kg`rfcsfa iy caikrctkhg dhr ofr.

Hgf acy cs sof wcs cehut th sprkgt kgth ofr ohusf cdtfr hur fvfgkgbbcifs, K csjfa ofr, Crf yhu surf yhumm pcss yhur fxcis8 Pof mhhjfa ec`jwkto c mhhj toct scka woct c skmmy qufstkhg th csj cga cgswfrfa, Hd

`hursf, Kmm pcss. C muip brfw kg iy torhct cga iy fyfs turgfa ihkst.^rhecemy sof sfgsfa iy pkty dhr ofr cga scka, K jghw toct tofrf ksprhecemy gh phkgt kg if pcsskgb tof fxci ef`cusf Ki ihst mkjfmy ghtbhkgb th ef cmkvf th rfcp kts drukts. Eut kd K ocppfg th mkvf ey bhas brc`f,wokò K ohpf cga prcy, tofg tof frtkdk`ctf whuma ef vfry fssfgtkcm. K gffath pcss ef`cusf K gffa th supphrt iy ihtofr cga ah bhha tokgbs kg tofwhrma.

Cga sof rcg ec`j kgth ofr ohusf. Ct tof torfsohma sof turgfa ec`j, sikmfac mkttmf cga scka, Ahgt whrry, Kmm ef yhur drkfga dhr icgy yfcrs. K whgtmfcvf yhu sh shhg. Iy ihtofr scys sh. Pof scys sof prcys dhr if ackmy cgaahfsgt bkvf up ohpf. K wcvfa ofr bhhaeyf, dhr`fa c sikmf cga rfturgfaec`j.

K caikrfa tof hptkiksi, tof ohpf toct sof crrkfa. Kt wcs shiftokgb toct Koca mhst wofg K mhst iy lhe, wofg K tohubot toct iy mkdf oca hif rcsokgbahwg. Cga ofrf wcs c bkrm woh whrjfa ocra th pcss cg fxci ef`cusf sofohpfa toct sof whuma mkvf mhgb afspktf efkgb cddmk`tfa wkto `cg`fr. Ofrohpf wcs sh strhgb toct kt oca `hif th ef shiftokgb toct sof efmkfvfawhuma ef truf. Cga tofrf wcs ofr ihtofr, woh dfa ofr hg toks ohpf,ef`cusf sof efmkfvfa kg ofr prcyfrs cga oca dckto toct tofy whuma efcgswfrfa.


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K rfcmkzfa toct kt ks ohpf toct kgspkrfs yhu th whrj ocra. Ohpf jffps cmkvf kgyhu tof dkrf th dkbot hut tof haas hd tof whrma ef`cusf yhu efmkfvf tocttofrf wkmm ef c efttfr thihrrhw.

Iy dkbot, tofg efbcg kg iy qufst th stcga hg iy hwg dfft. K efbcg thsmhwmy tcjf kgtfrfst kg tof c`tkvktkfs hg iy brcgaihtofrs dcris cga fvfgefbcg th csj qufstkhgs hg ohw tofy huma ef kiprhvfa. Iy erckg efbcg thsfcr`o wcys hd kiprhvkgb dcri hutput, rfau`kgb hsts cga eukmakgb up cgcbrh-euskgfss fipkrf.

Hg tof mcst acy hd ofr ehcra fxcis, K wcmjfa Ucaocicgk th tof fxcivfguf. Pof wcs phsktkvf cga ocppy toct sof oca effg cemf th ah cmm ofrprfvkhus fxcis wfmm. K wcktfa hutskaf ugafr tof socaf hd c trff cs sof wcs`hipmftkgb ofr pcpfr. Cehut ocmd cg ohur efdhrf tof fxci wcs auf th ef`hipmftfa tof ofcaikstrfss `cif th if cga thma toct Ucaocicgk ocadcmmfg ug`hgs`khus. K rusofa ofr th tof ohspktcm. Eut sof wcs af`mcrfaerhubot afca. Pof oca pcssfa cwcy efdhrf efkgb cemf th sff ofr ohpfs`hif truf. Ofr ihtofrs ohpfs wfrf prhecemy socttfrfa. Eut ofr ohpfs hdc thihrrhw oca kbgktfa kg if tof spcrj hd ohpf hd `rfctkgb c efttfr

thihrrhw dhr iysfmd. Kt oca tcubot if toct yhu gffa th ihvf cofca cgaght rffm ugafr dckmurfs hr dfcr hd dckmurfs. Cga iy fddhrts, kgspkrfa ey tofercvf spkrkt hd toct mkttmf bkrm, prhspfrfa cga ehrf pmfgtkdum drukts cga Kisurf sof iust ef wct`okgb hvfr if drhi ofr ofcvfgmy cehaf.

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Bkmmk Acgac C bcif pmcyfa wkto stk`js


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Ohpf toks wcs yhur gcif,Cga pfrocps dhr toct, yhu ocvf effg.K stkmm ocvf c sicmm ehuquft

hd dkgf cueurg ockr,Qoct, pfrocps hvfr tof yfcrs,dckm th ah lustk`fQh yhur ugusucm efcuty.

K stkmm `cg't ugafrstcga[hur ruso, yhur gffaUuggkgb crhuga tof whrma,

wofg yhu thma iftoct yhur ofcrt wcs kg c `cbf

Cga yhu wfrf ocppy th ocvf if csc icstfr mh`j.

Kd yhu oca ght rusofa,^frocps `cubot tof gfxt pmcgf,Fvfrytokgb whuma ocvf effg akddfrfgt...

Eut woct icttfrs ks toct, K jghw[hu ahg't wcgt if th `ry[hur cesfg`f,Eut rfifiefrkgb yhur sikmf,K gfvfr dhrbft toct K'i cmkvf.

[hu wkmm cmwcys ef iy bfgtmf ohpf.[hur gcif `hgafgsfs iy mkdf drhi ghw hg.

Kd K `cg't ocvf yhu,K `cg't mkvf wktohut yhur lhy.Gfvfr sthp tcmjkgb cehut yhu ct cmmQoct pfrshg woh `rkfs,Dhr K dhuga kg yhu, Ohpf,Qof afskrf th socrf c spcrj hd yhur gcif,Ohpkgb tof tfcr `fcsfs

Kg c soy sikmf.


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Qof erckg ks tof hrbcg hd tof rctkhgcmshum. (Bcmfg)

P`fgf< Kgskaf c pcmf ecmmhhg-mkjfph`jft, swhmmfg wkto @frferhspkgcmDmuka (@PD), skt torff ihmfùmfs, ehrgwkto ugpckrfa fmf`trhgs. Qofsf DrffUcak`cms ocvf tof cpc`kty th ah brfctocri th tof ouicg ohst. Qofy crfswkiikgb kgskaf tof @yst hg ofrdrhgtcm mhef `cuskgb kgtrc`rcgkcm

prfssurf.

Bciic< Qoks ks emkss. Ukakgb okbo kgthofr @yst cga wcmmhwkgb ofrf, puddfa up cga mczy kg c ekb hma wft ecr,kgstfca hd cmm toct krùmctkgb up cga crhuga tof spkgf. Rhrj ks sh krrktctkgb.Roh crfs woct wfrf supphsfa th ah. K ahgt crf cehut Ofr. K ahgt pmcyey tof rumfs cga K gfvfr ocvf. Kts if, if, cga ihrf if. K lust ohpf toftokgb ahfsgt emhw cga sphkm hur dug.

Hifbc< K sff woct yhu ifcg, B-euaay, eut toks wohmf tokgb ks bfttkgb ifgfrvhus. Rf crf stkmm pcrt hd tof @PD. Roct kd wf bft kg trhuemf8 Rfrfsupphsfa th erkgb Ofr erckg gutrkfgts, bft rka hd tof wcstf, prhtf`t toferckg drhi soh`j. Roct kd sof bfts sk`j hr shiftokgb, stcrts bfttkgb sohrt-tfipfrfa, `cgt rfifiefr woct sof mfcrgfa tof mcst ikgutf, cga `cgtsff strckbot ef`cusf wf jffp pusokgb ofr @PD kgth tof @yst kgstfca hdtohsf cvktkfs, tohsf vfgtrk`mfs. Qof ihrf kt swfmms, tof ihrf kt pusofs hg

ofr hptk` gfrvf. Roct kd sof bhfs kg dhr cg IUK cga tofy sff tof spkgcm dmukabhkgb tof wrhgb wcy8

Lust mcst wffj sof bht cubot bhkgb kg tof wrhgb akrf`tkhg hg Uhutf ;6. Pofscka sof akagt sff tof prhemfi ef`cusf tofrf wcs gh hg`hikgb trcddk`.Qofyrf tcjkgb ofr mk`fgsf th arkvf cwcy. Cga sof cmrfcay bht dkrfa drhitwh lhes ef`cusf tof @yst rfctfa ofr Ptrhgb frshgcmkty.

Bciic< Roct kd, woct kd, wfmm woct kd8 Qofy `cgt ah cgytokgb cehut kt.Qoct ekb soht ah`thr ahfsgt mkjf th ah cgy surbfry, sh tofy bht gh òhk`feut th kbghrf us. Rf akagt icjf tof @yst kg tof dkrst pmc`f. Cmm tof ah`s tfmmofr sof wcs ehrg wkto kt.

Afmtc< Fxùsf if, Bciic, eut tof tkifs crf cehut th òcgbf. Qoct Ekb@offsf ks sfgakgb cmm oks pctkfgts th c gfw ah`, c whicg fxpfrt rkbot drhi


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tof Vgkvfrskty hd Ocgghvfr kg Bfricgy. Pofs tof prfskafgt hd shifkgtfrgctkhgcm brhup hd gfurhsurbfhgs, lust mfa tofkr `hgdfrfg`fOyarh`fpocmus 5>>?. Pof cga ofr `rfw cg socpf us up kg c dmcso. Qof dkrst

tokgb tofy ah ks trcso toks mkttmf `rcso pca kgskaf tof @yst. Qofy sfga uspc`jkgb cga tofg aksifiefr kt, sh tofrfs gh pmc`f mfdt th bh fx`fptstrckbot th c vfgtrk`mf cga wfmm ef krùmctkgb 51/2.

Bciic (`kr`mkgb crhuga tof htofrs wkto cg cmtfrfa swki bckt)< Ekb afcm.Qohsf vfgtrk`mfs ocvf effg mcykgb mhw dhr sh icgy yfcrs: tofya arhwg kdtof surbfhgs try th sfga us hvfr tofrf. Qhh iuò tcmj. Gcp tkif.

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Dkvf yfcrs cbh, akmctkhg hd iy pupkms kg c rhutkgf fyf fxci rfvfcmfa c mcrbfhelf`t skttkgb hg hgf hptk` gfrvf. Qof Hpotocmihmhbkst sòfaumfa if thsff c Gfurhsurbfhg. K cgt bh hg Ihgacy ef`cusf K tfcò. Qoks ks iuòihrf kiphrtcgt tocg yhur tfcòkgb c mcss. [hu ikbot ocvf c tuihr.

Qof Gfurhsurbfhg wcgts if th ocvf cg IUK hd iy erckg. K `crry tof dkmiwofg K bh th oks hddk`f. Kt ctòfs tof wkga hg tof strfft cga gfcrmy mkdts if.

Of tfmms if K ocvf c efgkbg yst kg tof suecrcòghka rfbkhg hd iy erckg. Ktscehut tof skzf hd c sicmm mfihg. Qof dcihus ah`thr afs`rkefs okisfmd cs`hgsfrvctkvf cehut surbfry. Ocvf cg IUK fvfry yfcr cga kd kt bfts ekbbfr,yhumm lust stcrt ocvkgb sfkzurfs. Of scys mkttmf fmsf fx`fpt th bh hg-mkgf cgarfca shif crtk`mfs. Qoct whuma prhvf ght sh fcsy: K `humagt ugafrstcgacgytokgb K dhuga. K fxkt torhubo c wcktkgb rhhi dumm hd ocgbkgb ofcas.

Cdtfr dkvf cggucm IUKs, tof Gfurhsurbfhgs oysk`kcgs Csskstcgt (^C) tfmms

if tof @yst ks tof scif skzf. Kts hjcy. Eut Ki ght. K ci mftocrbk`. Rkto`hbgktkvf cpc`kty akikgksofa kg c s`cpfbhct afpfgafgt afpcrtifgt, K ciafgkfa tfgurf. Qof mcst cggucm rfvkfw tcjfs c bhha tokgb cga icjfs ktgfbctkvf. Pof prfsfgtfa pcpfrs ct skx `hipftktkvf gctkhgcm `hgdfrfg`fscga akagt puemkso hgf.

Qofrf ks truto th shif hd tof ocrbfs. K wcs ifcg th stuafgts. @mcssrhhikssufs K usfa th ef cemf th ocgamf fcskmy oca efbug th prhvhjf c pfacbhby

hd cgbfr. K tfmm c stuafgt wohsf rfmctkvf lust akfa, K ahgt `crf woct tofrfcshg ks. Kt hugts cs cg cesfg`f. Qh cghtofr K scy, [hu turgfa kg c pcpfrwkto gh tfxtucm `ktctkhgs cga gfxt sfifstfr yhu wkmm ef tfcòkgb okbosòhhm Fgbmkso `mcssfs cehut pmcbkcrksi8 K spfcj sh ocrsomy, sof eurstskgth tfcrs.


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Fvfryehay hutskaf hd tof whrjpmc`f ks ica ct if. Iy pcrtgfr ks durkhuswofg K sft ofr dcvhrktf pcg hg dkrf tcjkgb c pohgf cmm drhi Efmm, c ;0-yfcrhma whicg kg iy [kaakso sòihhzf brhup, cmmkgb th sff ohw K ci ahkgb. K

dhrbht K wcs hhjkgb. K ci cgbry, thh. Iy pcrtgfr ks vfry drkfgamy wkto tofpfhpmf woh ahgt wcgt if tfgurfa, cga K dffm eftrcyfa. Dkrst sof tfmms ifiy supfrvkshr `hipmckgfa cehut if th ofr. Qofg sof scys kt akagtocppfg. K wcgt ofr th ihvf hut. Pof scys, Kd K ihvf hut, kg twh wffjstofymm ef puttkgb yhu kg c gurskgb ohif.

Iy hmafr shg `cmms cga tfmms if th fxfr`ksf ihrf. K tfmm oki kts wkgtfr, tocttofrfs c drffzkgb erffzf emhwkgb hdd Gcrrcbcgsftt Ecy, cga ght fvfg

fxpfaktkhg-mfvfm mhgb ugafrwfcr, wkga rfskstcgt pcgts, s`crvfs, cgaecmc`mcvcs crf hd cgy ofmp. Ihi, ahgt yhu fvfg wcgt th bft wfmm8 K arcbiysfmd hut kg tof wcrifst pcrt hd tof acy quk`jmy rfturgkgb th Cgkicm^mcgft rf-rugs. Rctòkgb toks prhbrci ks tof hgmy tkif K dffm ohpf.

Qof wkdf hd tof lust-fxfr`ksf shg `cmms, [hur prhemfi ks crtkdk`kcmswfftfgfrs. Pof ahfs jghw c mht cehut gutrktkhg. K sthp fctkgb Ppmfgacdhr c wokmf. Iy yhugbfr shg pohgfs cdtfr K pumm c V-turg hg rhutf ;6 cga

stcrt ofcakgb kgth tof trcddk`. Ihi, ahgt yhu jghw yhu huma ocvf jkmmfadcikmkfs8 [hu huma ocvf jkmmfa yhursfmd. Of ks thh cgbry dhr if th fxpmckgtoct tofrf wcs gh trcddk`. Efskafs, K wcs mctf bfttkgb ohif: iy pcrtgfrwhuma whrry. Kt wcs drhi ihgtos fcrmkfr wofg bkcgt phmk`fifg kg Pffjhgjsurrhugafa iy mkttmf ^rkus hg Pupfr Ehwm wffjfga ef`cusf hd iumtkpmfrfphrts toct K wcs arkvkgb frrctk`cmmy. Qof AIT sfgas c mfttfr scykgb tofywcgt iy mk`fgsf ugmfss c ah`thr wkmm vhuò dhr if. C psyòkctrkst wrktfs

tofi, K `cgt bucrcgtff toks whgt ocppfg cbckg. Iy mk`fgsf ks rfvhjfaugtkm tof Gfurhsurbfhgs ôysk`kcgs Csskstcgt wrktfs tfmmkgb tofi, Qofrfks gh ifak`cm rfcshg dhr toks fvfgt. K pcss c arkvfrs tfst cga bft iy mk`fgsfec`j, eut K ci s`crfa th arkvf.

Htofr pfhpmf kg iy supphrt brhups jffp scykgb tokgbs th if. Jcrfg, yhusffifa `hgdusfa kg tof pcrjkgb mht. Jcrfg, yhu sffi th ocvf trhuemftcjkgb kg kgdhrictkhg. K stuiemf wcmjkgb ahwg c rcip cga shifohw mcga

hg iy dc`f. K tokgj K dfmm cga tofg dckgtfa hr oca c pcrtkcm sfkzurf. K skt aczfa,cga c icg hddfrs th ofmp. Of bfts if iy wctfr ehttmf cga csjs, Crf yhuhjcy th arkvf8 K ci ght eut scy K ci ef`cusf K ocvf c mugòfhgcpphkgtifgt, c actf, wkto iy pcrtgfr. Gh mugò. Iy dc`f ks c ifss. Kgstfcasof arkvfs if th iy rkicry @crf Ah`thr. Ghtokgb ks erhjfg eut K cgt rhmmhvfr kg efa wktohut jgkvfs prhekgb torhubo rkes.


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Iy pcrtgfr sfgas mfttfrs th iy Ph`kcm Rhrjfr cga iy syòkctrkst.

Qof Ph`kcm Rhrjfr rfcas if ofr mfttfr eut of ks thh pcsskvf th akrf`tmy csjif kd of `cg tcmj wkto ofr: of ahfsgt rfsphga th ofr mfttfr. of octfs oki.Qof syòkctrkst cmms ec`j cga mfcvfs ofr c vhk`fickm. Ki shrry. Kvf tcmjfawkto ofr Gfurhmhbkst. Rfrf trykgb th ah shiftokgb.

Qwh yfcrs fcrmkfr K rfdfrrfa iysfmd th toks Gfurhmhbkst ef`cusf K whgafrfakd iy qucjkgb ocgas wfrf c syipthi hd ^crjkgshgs. Of akcbghsfafssfgtkcm trfihrs. Fvfg tohubo of scka tofy ahgt jghw woct `cusfs toftrfihrs hr ohw th icjf tofi bh cwcy, of csjfa, Roy ahfsgt yhurGfurhsurbfhg lust stk`j c gffamf kg tof yst cga arckg kt8 Iy ocgas socjfsh ecamy K cg hgmy arkgj shup `mutòkgb c iub. Qof shup smhsofs rkbot huthd c sphhg.

Bciic< Ofy, toct Gfurhsurbfhg thma ofr th rfca shif studd hgmkgf, cga Ks`cggfa kt cs kt pcssfa ey tof hptk` gfrvf. K mhhjfa ct ofr mctfst IUK. Pofsbht vfgtrkùmcr ctrhpoy. Hgf hd tohsf `cvktkfs wf sout ahwg ks bfttkgbsicmmfr cga tof erckg ks swhmmfg rkbot up th tof sjumm. Rf bht sh iuò

kgtrc`rcgkcm prfssurf bhkgb toct sof whgt ef cemf th jffp ruggkgbcrhuga th cmm tofsf ah`thrs. Ofr bckt ks hdd. Pof souddmfs mkjf cg hma mcay.Pofs kg`hgtkgfgt. Ofr sohrt-tfri ifihry ks mhst. Pof cgt fvfg dkga tofdhmafrs sof rf-mh`ctfa twh ikgutfs cbh. Ofy auafs, wf crf wkggkgb.

Hifbc< Pofs cbkgb dcst, Bciic, eut tof ihrf wf wkg, tof ihrf mkjfmy ktks toct sof wkmm sffj ofmp. Pofs c dkbotfr. Mhhj ct ofr, sof souddmfs kgth tofdktgfss trckgfr cga whrjs hut. Pofs hgth us.

Bciic< [fco, rkbot. Pofs c socahw hd ofr dhrifr sfmd. Efdhrf wf rfcmmyjk`jfa kg, sof wcs mkdtkgb kg tof ifgs wfkbot rhhi ct Eckmfys. Pof `humasquct hgf cga c ocmd tkifs ofr ehay wfkbot. Pof wcs buttkgb hut gfbctkvfswkto toct buy woh mkdts cga wkgasurds cmm acy. Ghw fvfryhgf jghws ofrsouddmf.

Afmtc< Qoks ks gh bcif. Roct wf crf ahkgb ks wrhgb. Qoks ks c bhha pfrshg.Cdtfr ofr dctofr akfa, sof vhwfa th sprfca Bhha Rkmm. Qoct cg`kfgt ah`thr

Bcmfg, scys tof vfgtrk`mfs `hiiugk`ctf wkto fcò htofr cs psyòk`pgfuic pcss torhubo ofr gfrvfs. Rf crf kgtfrdfrkgb wkto ofr Phum, jkmmkgbhdd ofr vktcm spkrkt.

K tfmm iy whrrkfa cga cgbry hmafr shg K ocvf c ougarfa ahmmcr c wffj h-pcyocekt. Iy ^rkicry @crf ôysk`kcg rfdfrs if th c Vrhmhbkst, woh scys toferckg ks akrf`tkgb tof emcaafr th urkgctf wofgfvfr kt dffms mkjf kt. Roy


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ahfsgt yhur Gfurhsurbfhg ah shiftokgb cehut toct yst8

Vgafr prfssurf drhi iy pcrtgfr cga ght jghwkgb wocts wrhgb wkto if, Kc``fpt c psyòkctrk` rfdfrrcm drhi tof gfw Ph`kcm Rhrjfr. K try torffakddfrfgt cgtk-afprfsscgts, wokò, cmhgb wkto fvfry htofr ifak`ctkhg,icjf if tkrfa eut ocvf cg kiifakctf fddf`t. Iy tcjkgb tof pkmms `cmis iypcrtgfr ahwg, thh.

Qof cmi ahfsgt mcst. K ci cwcrf toct iy vkskhg ks akikgksokgb. K bh ec`j thtof Uftkgc Ppf`kcmkst woh scys K gffa th sff c Gfurhhptocihmhbkst. Qoksrfdfrrcm tcjfs if th c wfmm-jghwg Ehsthg ohspktcm (wkto c okrfa arkvfr).Qof Gfurhhptocihmhbkst sffs tof @yst wofg iy pupkms crf akmctfa cgawcgts th tcmj wkto ehto iy Gfurhmhbkst cga iy Gfurhsurbfhg. QofGfurhmhbkst cmms cga wcgts if th pohgf tof Gfurhsurbfhg cga tfmm oki thah shiftokgb, cga kd of ahfsgt rfsphga, tofy wkmm cmm oki. K ci cmihst thhs`crfa th ah toks. K ci tof pctkfgt. Roy ahgt tofy `cmm8 K mfcvf tofkrifsscbf hg tof oysk`kcg Csskstcgts vhk`fickm.

Qof Gfurhsurbfhgs hddk`f `cmms if dhr tof dkrst tkif kg dkvf yfcrs cga

sòfaumfs cg cpphkgtifgt. Dkrst, tofrf ks cghtofr IUK toct rfvfcms tof@yst ks ghw ?.6 `fgtkiftfrs. Iy pcrtgfr tcjfs if th tof Gfurhsurbfhgwoh erkgbs us th c mcpthp cga hpfgs c wkgahw sohwkgb tof @yst cmm hvfrtof rkbot skaf hd iy drhgtcm mhef cga fg`rhcòkgb hvfr tof mfdt skaf cs wfmm.Pof whuma ef gk`f th if dhr ct mfcst twh wffjs cdtfr toks afih. QofGfurhsurbfhg tfmms if surbfry ks gf`fsscry. Pkg`f of ocs dhmmhwfa iy`csf dhr dkvf yfcrs, of wkmm ah kt, eut of wcgts if th ifft Ar. Jmkgbf, c gfw`hmmfcbuf drhi Bfricgy, wohi K wkmm mkjf cga woh ks cg fxpfrt kg ocgamkgb

iy `hgaktkhg. Of `cmms ofr wofg wf crf kg tof rhhi cga scys, [hu wkmmrfcmmy mkjf toks whicg. Qoks sffis ocra th efmkfvf. Gh hgf mkjfs if. Rf bhth sff ofr twk`f.

Ar. J. fxpmckgs vfry `crfdummy woct sof wkmm ah cga c s`cry ec`j-up pmcg, csougt drhi erckg th ceahifg. Dkrst, sof cga ofr tfci wkmm bh kgskaf iyerckg cga aksifiefr tof `yst, dfgfstrctf hr icjf c ohmf kg c gfcr-eyvfgtrk`mf, cga mft emhha prfssurf sfga tof `frferhspkgcm dmuka toct wcy.

Pof ks vfry `mfcr, vfry `hgdkafgt, cga vfry `hgvkg`kgb. K af`kaf th trust ofrwkto iy mkdf.

Dkrst, Ar. J. hrafrs c akddfrfgt jkga hd IUK, hgf toct sohws tof vfgtrk`mfsarckgkgb. Qof Ucakhmhbkst `cmms ofr wokmf sof ks kg surbfry wkto cghtofrpctkfgt cga tfmms ofr sof iust ah shiftokgb cehut iy csf kiifakctfmy.


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Of ahfs ght jghw ohw K ci wcmjkgb crhuga. K `hif ahwg wkto ekmctfrcm`hglug`tkvktks, cga tof surbfry ks afmcyfa dhr twh wffjs. Iy yhugbfr shgdmkfs kg, cga of cga iy pcrtgfr tcjf if th tof ohspktcm. K rf`cmm ghtokgb dhr

cmihst gkgf ohurs.

Bciic< Rocts toct ghksf8 Pcwkgbwokrrkgb. Phifehay ks hikgb kg.

Hifbc< Ho, gh!

Afmtc< Rf crf ekhoczcra.

Bciic< Qubbkgb...@cgt ohma

@mcuakgf cga Afrfj crf kg tof wcktkgb rhhi dhr hvfr fkbot ohurs ugtkm sof,shifhgf woh rcrfmy spfcjs up, bhfs th tof hpfrctkgb rhhi th dkga hutwoct ks ocppfgkgb. Cmm ks dkgf. Rf crf lust mhskgb up. (C Ufskafgt gcifa@orks whuma mctfr afiur cehut `mhskgb up iy sjumm. K lust jfpt stcpmkgb.Qofrf wfrf 60 stcpmfs.)

K ci kg iy rhhi. Cmm ks acrj, eut K sfgsf toct @mcuakgf cga Afrfj crfprfsfgt. K ci vfry trhuemfa ey tof ifak`ctkhg. K jghw icgy whifg kg iy

supphrt brhup ocvf rfmcpsfa wkto cm`hohm drhi pckg ifas. K ci gcusfhusdrhi tof cgfstofskc.

Kg tof ohspktcm K ci kgdctuctfa wkto Ar. J, cga cmm tof gursfs cga ôysk`kcgCsskstcgts mhvf ofr: twh tfmm if tofy crf kg mhvf wkto ofr. Pof `hifs dhrrhugas fcrmy, eut ofr icmf rfskafgts gcb ofr th jffp ihvkgb. Pof rfturgscmhgf mctfr kg tof acy cga stcys 0> ikgutfs. K dffm mkjf K ci kg ifak`cm sòhhmeut okbo hg cmm tof ifas.

Qofg `hifs tof acy wofg iy tfci ks cdrcka tof Tfgtrkùmhsthiy ks ghtwhrjkgb. Qofy scy K ci ght ahkgb wfmm. K ocvf gh kafc woy. Ar. J. hifs kg thprhihtf tof trcaktkhgcm sougt prh`faurf. Qofy wkmm ah cghtofr surbfrycga kgsfrt c tuef drhi iy erckg ahwg torhubo iy ehay th arckg @PD kgthiy ceahifg. Dhr tof dkrst tkif, K ahgt ocgb hg fvfry whra sof scys. K cithh s`crfa th mkstfg. Rhuma K survkvf cghtofr surbfry sh `mhsf th tof hgfmfss tocg c wffj efdhrf8

Qoct gkbot K ocvf c vkvka sofft-shcjkgb Ohmh`cust arfci. K ci ehto iybrcgaihtofr cga iysfmd bhkgb ec`j th ^hmcga th pc`j up ofr ohusfef`cusf tof Gczks wkmm ef tofrf cgy ikgutf. (Ph, K tokgj fvfry Bfricg ks cGczk8) Kg tof arfci K yfmm ct iy ofmpfrs, [hu crf ght whrjkgb dcst fghubo.Rf mhca fvfrytokgb kgth c sicmm pk`j-up tru`j. Phif hd tof ktfis crf hgfs Kocvf kg iy hwg ohusf thacy. Kg ks tof ikaamf hd tof gkbot K cwcjf, cmm iy


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skstfr Crmfgf, cga tfmm ofr tof arfci. Qof ifsscbf ks `mfcr th if. K ci ctokra bfgfrctkhg Ohmh`cust survkvhr, cga fghubo hd iy cg`fsthrs fs`cpfash toct K huma hif kgth efkgb. Kd K gffa th ocvf tof sougt prh`faurf, K wkmm

survkvf lust cs tofy aka. Rofg Ar. J. `hifs hg spf`kcm cdtfrghhg rhugas,sof ocs kg thw hgf hd ofr kipctkfgt Ufskafgts. Ef`cusf K ci sk`j hd okiehsskgb crhuga oks Cttfgakgb, K tfmm tof sthry hd tof arfci, jghwkgb ofwhuma gfvfr acrf th kgtfrrupt su`o c okbomy ocrbfa gcrrctkvf. Ct dkrst of kspc`kgb mkjf c wkma icg cga tofg of mkstfgs. K ci eceemkgb torhubo toftfgskhg kg tof rhhi. Rofg K usf tof whra Ohmh`cust, iy Bfricg ah`thrdmkg`ofs, eut sof mkstfgs kgtfgtmy cs cmwcys.

Qwh ihgtos cdtfr surbfry K ocvf c dhmmhw-up IUK. Ar. J. ks afmkbotfa. '[hurerckg ks rf-stru`turkgb ktsfmd.' Pof ocs prkgtfa 'efdhrf' cga 'cdtfr' `hpkfs hdtof IUK, cga yhu cg sff tof erckg brhwkgb ec`j hvfr tof sofmm hd tof @yst.Fvfry acy ks akddfrfgt. Ihst acys K ci dumm hd brctktuaf dhr iy mkdf cga dumm hdmhvf dhr cmm crhuga if. Dkgcmmy drff hd cmm ikga-cmtfrkgb ifak`ctkhgs, K sffwoct K ocvf th whrj wkto


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Pwhmmfg rfa fyfs, tfcrs trk`jmkgb ahwgofr òffjs rfmfgtmfssmy, sof wcs bhkgbtorhubo cg fx`ru`kctkgb pckg kg ofr

mkdf. Qof `rfsts cga trhubos hd toffihtkhgcm sthri wfrf wcy thh okbo.Hg c spur hd c ihifgt, tof vhm`cghkgskaf ofr fruptfa cga sof efbcgwckmkgb. K huma ofcr ofr s`rfci cs sofwcs scykgb, Roy if8 Roy cmwcysif8 Roftofr tof mcgfs ohsfg ey if

hr òhsfg ey mkdf dhr if woy tofycmwcys ocvf c afca fga cga K ocvf th`hif ec`j cmm tof wcy cga stcrt drhi

tof s`rctò cbckgRoy kt cmwcys ocppfgs wkto if8 Pof sheefa cga rkfacga rkfa cga ursfa ofrsfmd.

Pkttkgb gfcr th ofr, K wcs vfry `cmi ct toct ihifgt cga `crfssfa ofr dfftcbckg cga cbckg sh toct sof icy dffm mkbotfr. Roct ihrf huma K ocvf ahgf8

Phiftkifs K rfcmmy ah dffm rkppmfa wofg K ci ugcemf th shhtof shifhgfsofcrtK wcs kg afspckr cga kt wcs aksturekgb if th tof hrf ugtkm K ofcra cvfry dcikmkcr okrpy vhk`f.

K turgfa ec`j th sff c swfft mkttmf feummkfgt bkrm hd fkbot hr gkgf yfcrs hma.Pof wcs pmcykgb wkto ofr ihtofr. Cs ofr ihtofr `cmmfa cdtfr ofr, K mfcrgttoct ofr gcif wcs Pcjok. Qofy wfrf c mkttmf dcr cwcy drhi Ccgyc cga if. Kafak`ctfa cmm fcrs th ofr dhr c wokmf. K huma mkstfg th ofr bkbbmfs, mcppkgb,

cga gcuboty octs cs sof wcs fglhykgb icjkgb pcpfr ehcts cga csjkgb ofrihtofr th wrktf shiftokgb hg fcò hd tofi. Cdtfr kt wcs cmm ahgf, sof thhjfcò pcpfr ehct kg ofr ocgas cga bcpfa ct tof sjy dhr c wokmf cs kd sof wcsscykgb shiftokgb th Bha cga tofg sckmfa tofi hgf ey hgf hg tof wcvfs.

Vgdhrtugctfmy hgf hd ofr pcpfr ehcts akfa (kt oca th, cdtfr shif tkif,Pcjok jgfw toct), eut dhrtugctfmy kt sckmfa cmm tof wcy th Ccgyc efdhrfaykgb

Ccgyc, kg c lkddy, `cif hut hd ofr fgvfmhpf hd brkfd cga fxcspfrctkhg csshhg cs Pcjoks pcpfr ehct thuòfa ofr dfft. Pof pk`jfa kt up, tofrf wcs csicmm dmcb tu`jfa kgskaf wkto shiftokgb wrkttfg hg kt. Kt thhj ofr c wokmf thugafrstcga toct whraKt wcs 'OH^F'. Rokmf sof wcs eusy wkto kt, sofrfcmkzfa toct shifhgf oca `rfpt efokga ofr. Qofy wfrf Pcjok cga ofrihi.


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Cs shhg cs Ccgyc turgfa crhuga, Pcjok trkfa th brcsp ofr ehct. Pof sckatoct sof wcs sfgakgb c wkso th Bha cga kd toks hgf whra ks ikssfa tofg ktwhuma wfcjfg ofr ifsscbf. Ccgyc huma ght eury tof urkhskty cga csjfa

Pcjok cehut kt.

Pcjok pcssfa c dckgt sikmf th ofr ihtofr. Fyfs erkiikgb wkto tfcrs, ofrihtofr thma Ccgyc toct Pcjoks vkskhg ks emurrkgb acy ey acy cga cdtfrshiftkif sof wkmm ef`hif hipmftfmy emkga. Ah`thrs wkmm ght ef cemf th ahcgytokgb ugtkm sof icturfs th tof cbf hd 3?. Pof scka toct sof hifs ofrfackmy wkto Pcjok th sfga ofr prcyfrs th Bha. Qhacy sof wrhtfBha dhr c efcutkdum acy, ohpf th sff ihrf hmhrs thihrrhw .Qof ehct

wkto tof whra 'OH^F'lcugtfa thwcras yhu ef`cusf hd tof wctfr urrfgt.

Ccgyc wcs auiestru`j. Pcjok's fgtouskcsi, & ofrf phsktkvf vkskhgthwcras mkdf hd Pcjok ct toks tfgafr cbf prk`jfa Ccgycs fgsorhua hd brkfdcga smhwmy kt efbcg wktofrkgb cwcy. Pof scmutfa Pcjok woh mfdt wkto ofrpcpfr ehct wrkttfg 'OH^F' hg kt. Cgcgyc ef`cif c wohmmy gfw pfrshg,wkto tof OH^F erkiikgb kgth ofr mkdf wkto cmm kts dummgfss.

Qocgj [hu


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Cjkrc,

Kt sffifa toct tof sug rhsf drhi tofwrhgb skaf. Qof ekras wfrf skmfgt dhr

shif rfcshg. Qof hgmy shuga K `humaofcr wcs thh dckgt dhr if th icjf hut.Kt `cif drhi tof ofcapohgfs wokòmcy gfcr iy fcrs. Kts c ocekt ghw thmkstfg th iusk` wokmf K smffp. Kt wcs cMkgjkg ^crj shgb ([hu jghw ohwiuò K mhvf tofi). Eut, rkbot ghw Kt

sffifa mkjf c mkttmf bkrm wcs prcykgb.Bha scvf us fvfryhgf. Rkmm wf eurg

kgskaf tof dkrfs hd tof tohuscga sugs8 Dhr tof skgs hd hur ocgas Qof skgs hd

hur thgbuf... Qof skgs hd iy dctofr Qof skgs hd hur yhugb

Kt icaf pfrdf`t sfgsf. Roy akagt tofy wkg cg cwcra dhr toks8 Kwhgafrfa. K jghw ohw iuò yhu ocvf thmfrctfa if hgtkguhusmy tcmjkgbcehut tofi, tfmmkgb yhu ohw K pmcg th icjf vkafhs hd tofsf shgbs shifacy

toct crf stkmm c akstcgt arfci. K jghw, K jghw, yhu ocvf thma if ght th ef shpfsskikstk` cehut tofsf tokgbs cga K ci ght. K ci lust s`crfa th dcmm cbckg. Kdffm mkjf mkttmf Eru`f Rcygf hr Ecticg woh ks kgktkcmmy cdrcka hd tof acrj.

Iusk` ks tof drkfga toct c pfrshg cg turg th, cgytkif hd tof acy hr gkbot. Ktks tofrf dhr yhu kg yhur okbofst ihifgts kg mkdf cs wfmm cs wofg yhu crf hgyhur jgffs. mfcsf ahgt ef cgbry. Fvfg yhu ocvf effg tofrf dhr if eut ktks lust toct yhu crf dcr cwcy. Kts effg c dfw ihgtos skg`f wf ocvf sphjfgcga tofrf crf tof tokgbs wokò crf frtckgmy bhkgb th akscpphkgt yhu cs wfmmcs cgbfr yhu.

K dffm c wfkbot sh ofcvy hg iy ikga: kt sffis th gfvfr mhsf cg hug`f. K citrykgb th dkburf hut tof fxc`t rfcshg dhr toks, eut `cgght pkgphkgt th cskgbmf cgswfr.

Rofg K tokgj, fvfg tohubo K ahgt wcgt th, K ci rfikgafa hd 'oki'(yhujghw oki, ahgt yhu8 Of ks tof scif buy woh eummkfa if kg sòhhm) cgatof gfxt ihifgt, of ks bfttkgb efctfg up kg drhgt hd c `rhwa toct c`tskgakddfrfgt, eut drhi wktokg sohuts ahgt pkty oki, jkmm oki. Kt ks ght lustoki, eut c eugò hd tofi ghw woh `rhwa iy ikga (tofy ahgt fxc`tmyeummy if, eut thrturf if). Qofrf crf sh icgy vhk`fs sohutkgb, ecrjkgb toctiy erckg efbs if th erkgb c arkmm th tof tfipmf cga phur tofi hut.

Kt ckgt cehut ohw ocra yhu crf okt, kts cehut ohw ocra yhu cg bft okt cga

jffp ihvkgb dhrwcra Uh`jy Ecmehc ks rkbot, eut tofsf tohubots bft


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`hgtfstfa wofg yhu crf trykgb th rug cwcy drhi fvfrytokgb cga tof hgmytokgb wokò yhu afskrf tof ihst, ^fc`f ks c akstcgt arfci wokò ksghwofrf th ef dhuga.

[hu rfcmmy bft krrktctfa ey iy hvfrahsf hd cssh`kctkhg wkto dk`tkhgcmòcrc`tfrs, ahgt yhu8 Eut woct ah K ah8 Qofy prhvkaf if wkto cg fs`cpfdrhi toks rutomfss rfcmkty wofrf pfhpmf cttc`j if wkto tofkr dc`fs, tofkrspffò, tofkr dcjf sikmfs, tofkr lfcmhusy, tofkr octrfa, tofkr prfsfg`f. Qofywfcr c icsj, gh, icsjs. [fs, tofy ah ght wfcr c skgbmf icsj, eut icgy.

Ghtokgb gfw ocs ocppfgfa toks tkif. Kt ocs effg ocppfgkgb skg`fòkmaohha, eut kg akddfrfgt dhris. [hu cif kg c mctfr stcbf hd iy mkdf, wofg

K wcs stcrtkgb cgfw. K wcs s`crfa toct iy hma mkdf whuma s`cr iy drfso stcrt:eut cs c icttfr hd dc`t kt akagt. Qof gfw hgf wcs lust thh pfrdf`t th mcstmhgb.

Efdhrf yhu Cjkrc, K akagt ocvf drkfgas: tofrf wfrf prftfgtkhus pfhpmfcrhuga if. Kg tof gfw mkdf K ocvf mkiefa ikgutf stfps hd su``fss. fhpmfmkjf if ghw. Qofy cpprf`kctf if. K ci `fgtrf hd shiftokgb toct erkgbsocppkgfss. K ocvf mfgt iy fcr th tofi, eut ghgf th if: hr K akagt wcgt

tofi th. Cga K ahgt rfbrft toct, K wcs cmwcys c mkstfgfr.Kt ks shiftokgb, cehut wokò yhu cgght ah cgytokgb: pfhpmf crf ehuga th

bft cttrc`tfa th yhu. [hu crf òcrikgb, jkga, `crkgb, cga

`hipcsskhgctfcmsh yhu spfcj wkto hgvk`tkhg.

Hgf hd iy ifgthrs scka toks th if, wofg K thma ofr ohw trhuemfa K wcs. Pofcaafa toks ks shiftokgb wokò ks ehuga th kg`rfcsf, yhu crf toct bhha. Kwhgafrfa wkto c emcgj ikga.

K jghw yhu crf stkmm urkhus cehut woct ks bhkgb hg kg iy mkdf. Ph ofrf kt ks. Kift c bkrm, 'Pof'. Pof wcs c efcutkdum whicg. K mkjfa ofr cga wf actfa fcòhtofr dhr shif tkif. K dfmt cttcòfa th ofr (fvfg poysk`cmmy). K ikss ofr ghw:K ikss ofr shdt ehay, ofr pkgj mkps.

[hu icy dffm lfcmhus cga cgbry. mfcsf ahgt. [hu stkmm ocvf tof scif pmc`fcs yhu aka efdhrf. K wcs hdd trc`j.

Ph, sof mfdt if kg tof ikaamf hd rhca. K ikss ofr. Kd yhu wkmm csj dhr tof

rfcshg, K ahgt jghw hr icyef K ah. Eut sof ks ght tof ickg rfcshg dhr iy`mhuafa ikga.

Cs K wrktf toks Cjkrc, K sffi th ef mhskgb iy strfci hd tohubots, tof tokgbswokò K wcgtfa th tfmm yhu crf lust bfttkgb dmusofa hut.

Qofrf crf vhk`fs sohutkgb, rykgb, okttkgb tof cbf hd ehgfs th bft hut cgaakscppfcr ct wcrpfa spffa. [hur ihuto hgtkguhusmy trkfs th hpfg th


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rfmfcsf tof prfssurf hd ckr eukmakgb up kgskaf yhu. [hur fipty sthicòrhmms ec`j kgskaf. Qof thgbuf bhkgb ica mkjf c pfrshg trcppfa kg cg csymui.[hur dkgbfrs dhri c dkst cga wcgt th okt shiftokgb ocra, eut yhu sthp

yhursfmd cga tof vhk`fs wokò crf eukmakgb kgskaf tcjf hvfr yhu. Qofofcapohgfs `hif th yhur ofca. Ofcapohgfs crf mkjf tohsf ecrrkfrs hdshrts, wokò emh`j yhur fcrs cga cbf yhur tohubots, mfcvkgb tofi afvhkahd cgy ifcgs hd fs`cpf. Qof shgbs stcrt caakgb th yhur cbhgy. C sfmd-kgdmk`tfa cbhgy, wokò yhu wcgt th afspfrctfmy bft hvfr cga yft kg`rfcsf ktcga tcjf kt th c okbofr `mkdd drhi wokò yhu torhw yhursfmd hdd. Qofofcrtefct stcrts th smhwahwg: yhu rfmfcsf tof erfcto cga bft rfikgafa hdc quhtf. 'Kt ks ght woh yhu crf drhi kgskaf: Kts woct yhu ah, afdkgfs yhu' Kdtoct ks tof csf tofg yhu crf ght c bhha pfrshg. Qoct ks ohw K dfmt.

Ef`cusf kg toks `csf, kt ks ght woct K tokgj hr dffm, eut rctofr woct K ah hrcppfcr th ah, toct icttfrs. K icy ocvf tof efst hd kgtfgtkhgs ct ofcrt cga Kc`tucmmy ah, eut kd iy c`tkhgs crf ikskgtfrprftfa, gh hgf wkmm ehtofr th dkgahut tof fssfg`f hd tof tohubot efokga woct K aka. Cmm tofsf pfhpmf wkmmgfvfr sff if kg mkbot hd iy tohubots. Kts cmwcys tof c`tkhgs. Kgtfgtkhgsiksluabfa. Rhras iks`hgstrufa.

Hg sf`hga tohubots, K ahgt efmkfvf K ci ght c bhha pfrshg.

K jghw, K `cg `hgtrhm toks sktuctkhg, eut K mkjf th icjf pfhpmf ocppy. Euttofrf crf pfhpmf woh crf mkjf pcrcsktfs woh wkmm su`j tof emhha hut hd yhu,eut whgt mfcvf yhu: mkjf s`cvfgbfrs tofy wkmm dfcst hg yhur afca ehay.

K jghw yhu wkmm octf toks cs usucm, K wkmm ocvf th sthp wrktkgb dhr ghw cs iystctkhg cpprhcòfs cga iy drkfgas wkmm ef wcktkgb cga K ahgt wcgt tofi thsff yhu. Ph dhr ghw K wkmm tcjf yhur mfcvf cga jffp yhu kg yhur usucm pmc`f.

Fvfg c mkstfgfr gffas c mkstfgfr. Qocgjs dhr ght luabkgb if. Cmm iy tohubotscga sf`rfts crf scdf kg yhur pcbfs. Ey tof wcy, ocvf K fvfr thma yhu toct yhumhhj efcutkdum kg toct woktf arfss wkto tof emc`j efmt8 Rfmm yhu ah. Qrustif.

Pff yhu wofg K sff yhu.

[hurs Qrumy,

Cjkrc.


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Ohpf ks dckto toct k wkmm

su``ffa. K efmkfvf kg whrjkgb

ocra wktohut tokgjkgb hd tof

drukt.

Lfftou, Kgakc

Dhr if, ohpf ks th

dffa iy dcikmy

ackmy, wktohut dckm.

Jksocg, Kgakc

Dhr if, Ohpf ks cg

cssurcg`f hd dckto toct

`cg ef dhuga hgmy kg

iy Lfsus @orkst.@hmkg Dfrbushg,

Ghrto Krfmcga


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K ohpf dhr c efttfr sh`kfty hd

drffahi th cmm tof sf`tkhgs: hdugdumdkmmfa prhiksfs th ef

kipmfifgtfa ey tof jffpfrs

hd sh`kfty.

^crcilkt Pkgbo Pcogk, Kgakc

K ohpf dhr drffahi hd

fxprfsskhg th ocvf c`tucm

vcmuf kg hur sh`kfty.

Poheocc, Kgakc

K ohpf dhr whifg th ocvf ihrfdrffahi tocg tofy ah ghw. Hgpcpfr, wf ocvf rkbots, wf ahg'tocvf rkbots. Eut woct ks bhkgbhg ofrf, rkbot ghw, mkvf,kg c`tkhg, ks c akddfrfgt pk`turf.Uclgk Pkaaocrto, Kgakc


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Ohpf ks ftfrgcm, cga gfvfr

pcsskvf. Rf mkvf hur mkdf

ecsfa hg kt cga kt ks cmwcys

efttfr th trcvfm kg ohpf tocg

kg cgy htofr vfok`mf.

^okm @httmf

K ohpf th icjf iy dcikmy

prhua hd if cga cmsh th efdkgcg`kcmmy sf`urf. Ihgfy kg

c sfgsf icjfs tof c`t hd

ohpkgb 'mfbkt'.

Ksoktc, Kgakc

K tokgj ohpf icgkdfsts ktsfmddhr fvfryhgf kg skikmcr wcyshgf hd tofi efkgb ohpf dhr cefttfr duturf, wkto mfss

kgfqucmkty, mfss phvfrty cgaprhbrfss kg tof rkbot akrf`tkhg.Purfso Uclcg, Kgakc


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Ohpf ks tof efst tokgb kg mkdf.

Rf sohuma gfvfr mhsf ktafspktf cmm haas ef`cusf

kt ks hgf tokgb toct

fmkikgctfs gfbctkvkty.

Pohcke, Cdbocgkstcg.

Ohpf ks th dkga

yhursfmd wktohut

aksturekgb yhur kggfr

pfc`f.Icgu, Pwktzfrmcga

Ohpf ks shiftokgb toct wf

fxpf`t kg mkdf: toks ohpf

bhfs hg cga hg, cmhgb

wkto hur mkdf.

Ahrlff, Kgakc


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C dmcso hd pkgj cga efkbf dkmmfa ofr fyfscs sof thhj kg tof mcgas`cpfsurrhugakgb ofr. Lckpur, tof pkgj `kty

cs tofy cmmfa kt wcs ofr gfw cehaf. Ktmhhjfa efcutkdum th ofr. C dckgt emusohd pkgj bmhwfa hg ofr offjs thh, eutkt wcs ght tof wfaakgb emkss toct oca`cusfa kt, eut rctofr tof ofct. Pof smkakgth c rh`jkgb ockr cga rh`jfa ofrsfmdbfgtmy.

ûsopccccccccccccc, s`rffòfa cikaamf-cbfa mcay drhi c akstcg`f. Pof

bht up wkto c stcrt, stfcakfa ofr sjkrt cga calustfa ofr aupcttc, cgaiffjmy rfsphgafa th tof cmm.

[hu sohuma ef kg tof jktòfg, `hhjkgb shiftokgb dhr yhur ousecga cgaofrf yhu crf skttkgb cmm cmhgf! okafa Pfftc, tof ofca hhj.

Kts c trcaktkhg toct wf ocvf effg dhmmhwkgb hvfr tof yfcrsyhugb bkrmsmkjf yhu woh bft icrrkfa kgth toks dcikmy ocvf th pcss tof ùmkgcrytfstyhu ocvf th `hhj shiftokgb toct whuma surpcss tof tcstf hd cmm tofhtofr afmk`c`kfs icaf kg toks scif jktòfg thacy.., sof hgtkgufa.

K wkmm try iy efst, rfpmkfa ûsopc stcrkgb ct tof mcvkso sprfca hd aksofsefgfcto tof kgtkikactkgb bmcss ocgafmkfrs.

ûsopcwoct ks kt toct yhu crf ahkgb8 K ci ght cmmhwfa th ofmp yhu.

Pffyhu ahgt yhu fvfg jghw ohw th jgfca tof ahubo8 Ghtoks ks ghtohw yhu ah ktyhu dkrst wrcp tof ahubo crhuga tof joffic cga tofg hhjkt kg toks iua pkt... Pfftcs mktcgy hd subbfstkhgs hgtkgufa.

Roct ks bhkgb hg ofrf8 scka c vhk`f hd c mcay woh wcs arfssfa fmfbcgtmykg cg hrcgbf scrff wkto c afmk`ctf fcr mhef toct scbbfa wkto tof wfkbot hdspcrjmkgb akcihgas. Pof usfa th ef tof yhugbfst ecou kg tof dcikmy dhma,cmm hd tokrty yfcrs, eut wcs ghw dhr`fa th pcss hg tof stctus th usopc, ofr

twfmvf-yfcr hma acubotfr kg mcw.

Gcicstf Icclk, usopc ehwfa ahwg kg rfspf`t.

ûsopccwoct c socif toct yhu ah ght fvfg jghw ohw th `hhj. Cgawoy ks tofrf gh skgaohhr hg yhur dhrfofca8 Ocvf yhur pcrfgts tcubot yhughtokgb8


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Qoct acy, usopc oca dhmmhwfa Ihocg, ofr ousecga, th tof sòhhm kg tofgfkboehurohha. Of stuakfa kg mcss gkgf.

Kt wcs ght prhpfr dhr yhu th ocvf wcmjfa hvfr tof mcwgs mkjf toct. Crf yhufvfg mkstfgkgb th if8 s`hmafa ofr ihtofr-kg-mcw cdtfr sof aks`hvfrfa tofmcttfrs iksafifcghur.

Cga ahgt acrf th stfp hutskaf tof ohusf: yhu crf tof ecou hd toks dcikmy,cga ght c jka cgyihrf. Ghw hvfr yhur ofca wkto tof vfkm, sof hgtkgufawkto ofr okakgb.

Qof scif gkbot, Ihocg rfbcmfa ofr wkto sthrkfs cehut tof fxpfrkifgt

tofy aka ct tof sòhhm, wofrf c emhe hd pkgj cppfcrfa hg c suestcg`f hgcaakgb kt th tof c`kak` wctfr.

@hif usopc. [hu ocvf th icjf mccpsk thacy. Ufifiefr woct K thma yhuyfstfracy: yhu gffa th dry acmkyc kg hkm tkmm kt turgs pkgj, scka c bfgtmf vhk`fhd Pfftc.

[fs òccòk. Cga K wkmm tfmm Ihocg toct K dkgcmmy mfcrgt th `hhj mccpsk dhroki.

Bhha bkrm.

ûsopc sft cehut ofr tcsj wokmf jffpkgb cg fyf hg tof mce ghtfs toct sofoca pkmdfrfa drhi Ihocgs sòhhm ecb.

Cdtfr Pfftc oca mfdt tof jktòfg, ûsopc `mciefrfa tof stfps hd tofsthrfohusf, cga thhj c ehttmf hd vkgfbcr drhi hgf hd tof thp sofmvfs. Poficaf tof ceecbf luk`f cga ikxfa kt wkto tof vkgfbcr shmutkhg, wokò tofg

turgfa kgth pkgj kiifakctfmy. Qoct gkbot, sof wcktfa dhr Ihocg cga th tfmmoki ohw sof mfcrgt th icjf oks dcvhurktf rf`kpf.


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Pkttkgb cmhgf kg tof phrò hd c `cd kgtof ihgto hd wkgtfr, sof ks ecsjkgbcga shcjkgb kg tof sokiifry

sugsokgf. Pof scw icgy pcss ey, wktohvfr`hcts, ocgas tu`jfa fktofr kgthikttfgs hr kg tof ph`jfts, ofcas`hvfrfa ugafr ohhas. Rkgtfr òkmmcaafa wkto erffzy sugsokgf icsjfaofr vkskhg th tof rhca cofca.

Pof òf`jfa ofr wctò tork`f wokmst

tof sf`hgas ocga `hipmftfa kts 56torhuga. Pkppkgb c Emuf Mcbhhg, sof ks

wcktkgb dhr oki th cppfcr. Rkto euttfrdmkfs dmhctkgb kg ofr efmmy, c lkttfryòkmm rugs ahwg ofr spkgf: tofy crf bhkgb th ifft fcò htofr cdtfr c spcg hddkvf cga c ocmd yfcrs. Afvhurfa ey tof tohubot ohw'a sof rfc`t cdtfrsffkgb oki, sof rfofcrsfa tof sktuctkhg kgguifrcemf tkifs. Pof putc`rhss tof tcemf tof qufstkhgs cga tof cgswfrs, tof cwjwcra bczf cgaug`hidhrtcemf afskrf, supprfssfa dhr yfcrs.

Dkvf cga c ocmd yfcr cbh of mfdt ofr, wktohut c whra, wktohut prhvkakgb cgyrfcshgs th wokò sof wcs fgtktmfa. Oks kipctkfgt c`t, phssfsskvf cttktuafcga ugkicbkgcemf efocvkhr cga affas icsjfa cmm tof mhvf of oca affpwktokg dhr ofr, wokò kd fxprfssfa ct tof rkbot ihifgt whuma ocvf oca mfath shiftokgb efcutkdum cga icbk`cm. Eut tof ehga icaf wcs mfdtkg`hipmftf cga hvfr tof yfcrs mfdt th rht.

Pof gfvfr wcgtfa th sff oks dc`f cbckg, eut ct tof scif tkif wksofa toctofr afskrf gfvfr `hifs truf. Vgafr tof sofctos hd ofr mcyfrfa ofcrt, sofshubot rfcshgs dhr oks afsfrtkhg wokò mfdt ofr socttfrfa, whugafa th tof`hrf, wkto eruksfs cga s`crs fxphsfa th tof whrma. Rkto akddfrfgt gcifs,of usfa th cmm drhi ugjghwg guiefrs cga fvfry tkif sof huma ght icjfhut oks vhk`f, eut gfvfr ifgtkhgfa kt.

Puaafgmy, ofcrkgb c òckr `rfcj efskaf ofr, sof `cif hut hd ofr vkrtucmarfci cga wcs stcrtmfa th sff oki stcgakgb kg drhgt hd ofr. Of wcs

stcgakgb tofrf dhr c mhgb tkif, hr icyef sof wcs thh eusy kg ofr tohubotstoct sof akag't tcjf ghtk`f hd oks prfsfg`f. Of erhubot ofr dmhwfrs: woktfcga yfmmhw 'tumkps' cga c ecr hd oh`hmctf.

Cdtfr c erkfd skmfg`f, of csjfa ofr sikmkgbmy, "Ohw crf yhu8"

Pof `humag't cgswfr. Pof dfmt cs kd ofr vh`cms bcvf up cga dckmfa th rfvkvf.Mhhjkgb strckbot kgth oks fyfs, sof dhuga toct tof aksciekbuctfa tkgbf wcs


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stkmm prfsfgt kg tofi. Qof fyfs toct swhhgfa ofr hg`f sffifa akddfrfgtthacy! Qofy cppfcrfa sorfwa cga sffifa th ocvf c sft pmcg. Qofrf wcsgfktofr c skbg hd rfbrft ghr cgy dffmkgb hd rfihrsf kg tofi.

Pikrjkgb, of scka, "[hur fyfs stkmm csj if c mht hd qufstkhgs".

C quk`j dmcsoec`j rcg efdhrf ofr fyfs. Pof rf`cmmfa fvfrytokgb drhi acyhgf wofg tofy ift fcò htofr cga ohw tokgbs prh`ffafa up th toks mfvfm,wofg tofy cmihst dffm mkjf strcgbfrs th fcò htofr.

C efaczzmfa tkgt socafa ofr fyfs.

Of sphjf cbckg, "Crf yhu hj8 Roy crfg't yhu scykgb cgytokgb8"

Qrcgsphrtfa ec`j th rfcmkty, sof thhj ofr ocgaecb, pummfa hut c `cra of'abkdtfa ofr, jfpt hg tof tcemfthp, thhj hut ofr wcmmft, cga pcka tof ekmm.

Efwkmafrfa ey tof wcy sof rfsphgafa, of thhj tof cra kg oks ocgas, cgarf`cmmfa tof sktuctkhg of'a bkdtfa kt th ofr. Of mhhjfa ct ofr wkto cauiedhugafa fxprfsskhg.

Pof sikmfa, sthha up cga stcrtfa th mfcvf wktohut scykgb c whra.

Puaafgmy, cs kd rfcakgb ofr ikga, of pummfa ofr ey tof cri cga wrcppfaofr, oks cri crhuga cga shdtmy iuriurfa 'shrry'. Pof mft bh hd ofrsfmd,sikrjfa, c sikmf of oca gfvfr efdhrf sffg hg ofr dc`f.

Vttfrkgb 'eyf' sof turgfa crhuga cga mfdt tof pmc`f. Of wcs mfdtdmceefrbcstfa. Pof akag't fvfg turg ec`j, eut jfpt wcmjkgb cga wcs hut hdoks vkskhg. Of ohpfa th sff ofr turg ec`j. Eut sof akag't.

Pkgjkgb ec`j kgth tof òckr, ofca kg oks pcmis, of trkfa th dkburf hut woct

lust ocppfgfa. Of mhhjfa cga scw cg fgvfmhpf, hg tof tcemf, eftwffg tofdhmas hd tof `cra. Suk`jmy pummkgb kt hut, of rfca hut hg tof fgvfmhpf hgwokò kt wcs wrkttfg 'Hpfg tof mfttfr hgmy hg tof acy yhu bfgukgfmy rfbrftwoct yhu aka".


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Kt ks yhur hgmy ohpf ghw sof ofcratof ah`thr pcss oks dkgcm vfrak`t.Lfgkdfr Cacis, 3;, oca effg

ohspktcmkzfa ghw. Roct efbcg cs còfst pckg cs sof emfw tof `cgamfs hgofr dkdtffgto ekrtoacy oca turgfa hutth ef @hrhgcry Ofcrt Aksfcsf, cgkmmgfss toct wcs smhwmy tcjkgb cwcy ofrmkdf. Pof `huma ght wcmj wktohutpcgtkgb mkjf c ahb hr rug hr swki hr bh

trfjjkgb hr ehctkgb hr woctfvfr kt wcstoct ofr drkfgas wfrf ahkgb. Pof lust`huma ght mkvf!

Qof vfry gfxt yfcr sof oca wksofa dhr c ikrc`mf cs sof emfw cwcy tof`cgamfs hg tof `cjf. Pkg`f tofg sof oca trkfa fvfrytokgb< surbfrkfs,ifak`kgfs, wksokgb wfmms cga prcyfrs eut bha lust sffifa th ocvf cakddfrfgt pmcg. Pof wcgtfa th mkvf cga of lust wcgtfa ofr ec`j, kt

cppfcrfa.Ihi8 sof wfcjmy iuiemfa kg ofr ohspktcm efa.

[fs ohgfy8 ofr ihtofr mhhjfa up drhi tof csf stuay kg ofr mcp.

Ah yhu tokgj K wkmm icjf kt8

^fgfmhpf Cacis lust jfpt stcrkgb ct ofr acubotfr, woh wcs th ofr tofihst efcutkdum bkrm kg tof whrma wkto affp emuf fyfs, oh`hmctf erhwg ockr

cga c pfricgfgt emuso hg ofr pcmf sjkg wokò sffifa th ocvf mhst kts mkdf.Ofr acubotfr wcs aykgb kg drhgt hd ofr cga cmm sof huma ah wcs wctòcgaohpf.

Rofg ofr ihtofr aka ght rfpmy, Lfgkdfr `hgtkgufa K wcgt th mkvf ihi, Kwcgt th mkvf tof rfickgkgb mkdf K ocvf.

K lust wkso yhu bft c ercga gfw ofcrt ohgfy. fgfmhpf oca effg prcykgbdhr toks skg`f tof acy sof jgfw kt wcs tof hgmy wcy ofr acubotfr huma mkvf.

[fco, tocts iy hgmy ohpf rkbot8

Bh th smffp Lfg.

@cg K bh th tof pcrj kgstfca8 K ah ght wcgt th mkvf mkjf toks ihi. K wcgt thrc`f tof ihrgkgb erffzf, K wcgt th dffm erfctomfss eut ght tof jkga hd sk`jerfctomfss K ci rkbot ghw kg toks efa K wcgt th dffm tof 'cmkvf' jkga hd


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erfctomfss. K wcgt c mkdf, c rfcm mkdf.

Qfcrs dhrifa kg ofr fyfs eut fgfmhpf ofma tofi ec`j. Pof skipmy bht up,hpfgfa tof wkgahw cga ihvfa Lfgkdfrs efa c mkttmf mhsfr th kt. Qocts cmmdhr ghw Lfg. Pof jkssfa ofr acubotfrs dhrfofca cga mfdt tof rhhi.

Qocts iy hgmy ohpf sof rfpfctfa ifòcgk`cmmy iy hgmy ohpf.

Cg ohur mctfr, ah`thr, Ukòcra, `cif kg wkto c stc`j hd soffts cga Lfgkdfrsct up.

Bfttkgb shif drfso ckr Lfgkdfr8 Ah`thr Ukòcra thhj c affp erfcto.

Pof sikmfa cga tofg sokdtfa ofr bczf ct tof pcpfrs kg oks ocga.Qofsf of efbcg wkto c euskgfss mkjf thgf crf tof pcpfrs toct prhiksfyhu c mkdf. Qofy scy toct yhu crf rfcay dhr c ofcrt trcgspmcgt: tofy cmshifgtkhg tof rksjs cga `hsts hd tof prh`faurf. K ocvf cmrfcay tcmjfa th^fgfmhpf eut yhu iust rfca tofi yhursfmd. Lust skbg tofi cdtfr yhu bhtorhubo tofi. Hjcy swfftkf8

Roy8 sof csjfa.

Fxùsf if8

Roy ah K ocvf th skbg tofsf8

Roy ah yhu ocvf th skbg tofsf8 of csjfa hgdusfa.

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Ef`cusf mkjf K scka

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